What counts most in the path of truth is self-discipline,
and without this our studies and practices cannot produce
great results. This self-discipline can be distinguished
in many different aspects. By studying the lives of the
ascetics who lived in the mountains and forests, in the
wilderness, we learn that those who have really searched
after truth have done their utmost to practice self-discipline.
Without it no soul in the world has ever arrived at the
realization of truth. No doubt it frightens people accustomed
to the life of the world even to think of self-discipline
and, when they think of it, they imagine it in its extreme
forms. It is not necessary for us to go to the caves in
the mountains, the forest or the wilderness in order to
practice self-discipline. In our everyday life we can do
so.
The different ways in which self-discipline is practiced
are chiefly four. One way is the physical way: the practice
of standing in the same position, of sitting in the same
posture for a certain time. When one begins to do it one
will find that it is not so easy as it appears to be. A
person may sit in a same posture or stand in a same position
without knowing it, but as soon as he begins to practice
it, he finds great difficulty in doing so. When this is
achieved then there are different positions of holding one's
hands or legs or eyes or head; these practices develop the
power of self-discipline.
Then there is another aspect of self-discipline which
is connected with eating and drinking: to avoid certain
things in one's everyday food or drink, and to make a practice
of being able to live without them, especially things that
one feels that they cannot live without. So you will see
that there are adepts who live on a fruitarian or vegetarian
diet without certain things that one is accustomed to drink,
and are without these for days or weeks or months.
Another aspect of self-discipline is the habit of thinking
and forgetting: to be able to think of the same thing of
which one wishes to think, to continue to think of it, to
hold that thought – and to practice to forget things, that
the thoughts may not get a hold over one's mind. By doing
so one becomes the master of one's mind, in the same way
trying to check thoughts of agitation, anger, depression,
prejudice, hatred. This gives moral discipline.
After one has practiced these three aspects of discipline,
one is able to arrive at the fourth aspect, which is greater;
it is greater because in this way one arrives at spiritual
experience. That discipline intends to free one's consciousness
from one's environment. This is the experience of the adepts
who have worked at it for a long time in order to achieve
it. In the old schools of the Sufis, and even today, there
is the custom that, when they arrive in the room of meditation,
or when they go out of it, one of them is there to suggest
this idea in words. He says, 'Solitude in the crowd,' which
means: when you are in the midst of the crowd, even then
you can hold your tranquility, your peace. You are not disturbed
by the environments. It is this, which enables one to live
in the midst of the world and yet progress spiritually.
It takes away that necessity which compelled many souls
in ancient times to go to the wilderness in order to develop
spiritually.
It is difficult no doubt, yet at the same time it is
simple and in a small way everyone experiences it, but automatically.
A person engaged in something that interests him most or
that occupies his mind altogether, often is not conscious
of his environment. A poet, a writer, a composer, a thinker,
when he is entirely absorbed in something he does, is for
that moment not conscious of his environment. It happens
very often that one is so absorbed in something one is doing
or thinking about, that one is not conscious of one's own
body or one's own self. Only that which a person is conscious
of, that alone exists, not even his self. This is the stage,
which is termed by Sufis fana. The word nirvana, of which
so much has been spoken, is simply to be understood in this
manner. It is only an experience of consciousness. In other
words it is freedom of the soul, it is being able to arrive
at a stage where one is not thinking about oneself, where
one is not thinking about environments that surround one.
One might ask: is this not dangerous in any way? And
many may think so. But I should say: everything is dangerous
in this world. If we think of it, there could be a danger
every moment: in eating, in drinking, in going out and coming
in. It is dangerous to go into the water, but when you can
swim, that acts against it. It is even dangerous to walk
in the street, but if you can walk and run, that acts against
it. It is in being able to meditate and to raise one's consciousness
above environments that lies the secret of spiritual development.
The practice of self-discipline no doubt will seem difficult
in the beginning, but later it becomes easier and, once
a person is accustomed to it, it does not take long to experience
its beautiful results. It is a complaint of everyone that
the person who stands by his side does not listen to him.
Every soul complains, 'The others do not listen to me.'
One rises above this complaint, because one begins to realize
that 'it is myself who does not listen to me.' Then the
thief is caught, one finds the mischief-maker; it was not
the other person, it was the self. As one begins to get
power over the self, one begins to feel a great mastery,
a mastery over one's kingdom. It is a feeling of kingship.
Then, naturally, one begins to experience in life this phenomenon
that little by little all things begin to be easy.