The following is a letter which I wrote to be used as a “handout” at the Brice Taylor/Ted Gunderson lecture on October 17, 1999. Many things have happened since then. For one, Brice’s daughter, Kelly, who was a psychiatric patient at Olive View hospital, is now living with her mother. She seems to be doing much better.

The free newspaper “Entertainment Today" has a very positive article on the lecture in the current issue (October 29,1999).

We are still getting emails, phone calls, and letters from people all over the country who are either victims, or people wanting to know more so they are able to help.

The VIDEO of the October 17th event, entitled "MKULTRA Mind Control Revealed: The True Story", is NOW AVAILABLE. Click here for information on ordering Brice Taylor’s books and tapes.

We have other plans for future exposure, and will keep you posted through the website. Thank you to all who attended.

A LETTER FROM ANNIE

It has been only about two months since I became acquainted with Brice Taylor. Prior to that, I was on the outside looking in. I looked at life through spiritual eyes, often asking myself why some people are kind and gentle while others were cold and aggressive.

In fact, through years of spiritual and philosophical study and application, I actually found myself in a peaceful and secure place, where I felt I had a grasp on the consciousness of the human spirit.

In truth, I am one of those people who seeks to locate the cause for unwanted situations, because I believe the only way to fix something is to identify the source of the problem. I had read, talked, listened and pondered the possibilities of mind control and conspiracies. It has intrigued me for many years.

For whatever reason, after reading Taylor’s book, Thanks For the Memories, I had gotten to the point where researching wasn’t enough. I wanted truth, and I wanted it now. So, what began as a small talk by Brice Taylor to my small group of friends and associates, grew into an experience of a lifetime.

Upon announcement of this public lecture came phone calls and emails from all over the country. The sincerity, strength and integrity of most of the people who called me was heart warming.

At the same time, it began to be emotionally painful for me. There were people from all walks of life with different stories about their alleged mind control or harassment. The similarities between them were passion, integrity, and unfortunately, pain. After only two weeks, I broke down and cried for two hours. It was a well needed release. It is one thing to read about these things, and quite another to listen to the stories of these individuals. The pain in peoples’ voices had torn my heart out.

I don’t want to forget the harassment calls. There were only a few, but it does tend to throw one into an emotional roller-coaster. My spiritual base kept me as balanced as one could be in this situation.

Soon after, I started getting calls of a different nature. They were from therapists, psychiatrists, attorneys, and others working for human rights. It was a great support to me. Some people would just call and say “Thank you so much for doing this. I support your effort;” or “I won’t be able to make the event. I can’t really be too public because I want to keep my license. However, what you are doing is great.”

One of the most enlightening and uplifting phone calls came from a psychiatrist in the L.A. area. He was responding to a conversation we were having about the difference between “dogma” and “spirituality” when he said, “Spirituality is reverence for life. All criminals have a major compassion and empathy defect.”

He also sent me an article he had written that was published in “Psychiatric Times”. The following is a quote from that article:
“The ‘positive’ person who refuses to ‘dwell on the negative’ is using suppression and denial."

What is happening on this planet affects all of us whether we focus on it or not. We can tell ourselves that the sun is shining when in actuality it is raining, but we will all get wet just the same.

There is no turning back for me. This has been a greater education than I had ever imagined. There are people suffering. There are people causing suffering. It has to stop.

When I first started planning this event, I thought I might be going into a dangerous area. Now, I know I have. I’ve been told to make a “safety video,” so if I start getting attacked, either personally or through my business, I would have a number of people who would make that video public. I have done so, and mailed it to many people.

“So what’s the solution,” I’ve been asked. My answer is “I don’t know for sure.” However, I do know that to find a solution we must identify the problem. There seem to be many different situations which need handling. The one that concerns me the most, and the one I do have a solution for, is: people are suffering and need help. They can be helped.

Some concerned and compassionate people are hopeful that we will be able to open a recovery home for survivors of mind control in the very near future. Right now, there are not many options for them, if any. There are people who are coming together to create this greatly needed facility, people with the understanding of the mechanics of mind control and experience with the survivors.

As far as solutions to other problems, we would have to identify each one and likewise come up with a solution.

This is my goal: a world without unnecessary suffering, where we are truly free to be who we really are, enjoy the wonders of the earth, and experience what we choose, not what is imposed on us.

We will be needing help, especially from doctors, nurses, psychiatrists, and attorneys. We will continue to keep you informed through our website and by phone. If you are seeking help, please know that we are moving as fast as we can. If you want to help, whatever you can offer will be appreciated.

Website: http://members.aol.com/castloc/control.html
Phone (323) 466-5005 or (800) 932-9986
email: Castloc@aol.com

With love,

Annie