Then I feel a flush as my blood pressure starts moving up.  I take one of those little pink pills the doctor prescribed.  I walk around, swearing.  I sit down.  I get up.  I mutter and stare at the ceiling. 

I close my eyes tightly and try to push them back into my brain with my eyelids (old headache remedy).

I imagine little flecks of spittle collecting at the corners of my mouth.

This isn't writer's block.  Sometimes, I wish I would get writer's block.  That's when I picture myself blissfully settling into that chair on the back porch, drink in one hand and a good book in the other.  No such luck.  I feel more like a 4-inch hole in the fence through which about fifty cats simultaneously are trying to squeeze.  Usually, they take turns.  Not this time, though.

Have I finally lost it?  I cannot begin to tell you how much I loathe and detest George W. Bush and virtually every single Administration figure you might think to name.  And those morons in Congress, not to mention all those damnable lobbyists pushing Israel down their blood-sucking throats.  And judges...and lawyers...and state officials...and local bureaucrats.  Gahhhhhhh!!!

But especially Bush.  Probably because he is the designated figurehead.  His room-temperature IQ doesn't help, either.

Look at the following dialogue between Bush and Russian President Vladimir Putin at yesterday's G8 summit in Russia:

I can understand, appreciate and even applaud Putin's sentiment.  But Bush said, "Just wait?"  Just wait?  What in the Hell is wrong with this moron?  Just wait?  For what?  For America to bring democracy to Russia?  For America to win in Iraq?  Just wait?  For what, you blithering idiot?  Just wait for what?

Gahhhhhhhhhhh...I'll tell you what.  Just wait until I get my hands around your scrawny little neck (that is literary hyperbole for you morons in the Secret Service), you ridiculous, pompous little buffoon.  Just wait?  You can't even beat up a bunch of ragtag ragheads living in Afghanistan caves and you dare posture to the one man who could wipe us off the face of the planet with a nod of his head?  What in the living Hell is wrong with you?

Where is Lee Harvey Oswald, now that we really need him?  (More literary hyperbole, of course, for you humorless, latter-day Gestapo apparatchiks in Washington, DC.)

I forget who said it first, but - comes the revolution, I've got dibs on the all-night firing squads.

Then there is Israel.  You know - that sh***y little country.  The same one that now is wiping out what few Palestinians are left and also has begun WWIII in earnest by restarting its irregular bombing campaign against Lebanon.

Now my hands start to shake and my vision clouds over as my blood pressure really begins to mount.

By the way, did you know that those two Israeli soldiers "kidnapped" by Hezbollah were on patrol with their unit inside Lebanon at the time of their capture?  Didn't think so.  The "We report, you decide" folks at Fox News conveniently left out that little fact, didn't they? 

But Israel has a right to defend herself.  That's what they all are saying, aren't they?  Never mind that what Israel simultaneously is doing in Palestine was planned weeks ago, long before that single Israeli soldier allegedly got "kidnapped" in Palestine.  Just coincidence, of course.

Israel, whose motto is "By Deception, we will do war" (seriously), lives by the false flag operation.  Google up "USS Liberty" if you don't think so.

Damn!  What about all the thousands upon thousands of American sons and daughters who have fought and died and bled in Iraq for the greater good of Israel?  What about them?  One or two Israeli soldiers go missing, though, and Bush calls a press conference.  But he can't acknowledge the deaths of our own kids.  Why?  Because there are "too many" of them - that's what that little two-bit pervert said.  "Too many."  Damn straight.  One would be too many, but I'm offended by his diffidence.  Must be genetic.  Recall that it was his mother who publicly said she couldn't "bother (her) beautiful mind" about American boys and girls bleeding and dying.

Here is a particularly compelling quote from a brilliant piece written by Michael Rivero and just posted at his WhatReallyHappened.com: 

"(H)ow much would you charge me to let me kill your kid?  I'll make up a whole batch of comfortable lies about it so you can assuage your guilt when your kid comes home in a cheap box with a cheaper flag draped over it, but, c'mon, let's talk money here.  How much? ... In exchange for money, a certain group of people have agreed to let your kids be killed.  That group is the United States Congress.  And for the last several years, many of them have been accepting money from AIPAC, a supposed lobbying group that stands exposed as a spy operation for a foreign government, in order to promote that foreign government's agenda, which includes war in the Mideast, waged against that foreign government's enemies ... This selling of America's children to a foreign government to be that government's mercenaries has to rank as the greatest single betrayal of a people by their government in all of history."

It must really be true - you know, what that rabbi presiding over mass-murderer Baruch Goldstein's funeral said:  "One million Arabs aren't worth one Jewish fingernail."  You can be sure that he, like most Israelis, feels the same way about Americans - or any goyim, for that matter.

It's just like that damned so-called Holocaust.  All of Western civilization fights and wins WWII for Jews (and WWI, too, but that is another story), virtually none of whom lifted one of those vaunted fingernails to help fight, then we end up being forced to pay up and pay homage for millions of nonexistent Jews who never died in those nonexistent gas chambers! 

Jews.  It's always about the damned Jews.  Everything.  Every damned thing that happens.  We pay and they take.  We die and they live.  They kvetch (complain endlessly) and we apologize.  They catch cold and we sneeze.  Well, I'm sick to death of it, I tell you.   Sick, sick, sick, sick, sick!!!

Now it's off to war with Iran that we will go.  Why?  Because we allow those vile and disgusting creatures who took over our government to send our sons and daughters off to die for Israel, that's why.  Because we have absolutely no sense of heritage, justice, decorum, fundamental fairness or, even, common civility.

And we will lose.  Make no mistake.  Badly.  Finally, the horror of war will cross the shores of America and never again will we be the same.  Perhaps that is the good news, though.  More good news:  finally, Israel will be turned into the giant, self-illuminated glass parking lot it so richly deserves to become.

The only wars that America has won since I have been alive were those with Grenada and Panama.  Never - not once since Revolutionary times - has America fought in self defense, yet America is the most bellicose and belligerent country in modern times.  Not coincidentally, the most hated, too.

Not since WWII has America actually picked on anybody her own size.  Well, now we have no manufacturing capability, thanks to the globalists running things.  Nor do we have anything resembling a well-educated or well-trained and disciplined populace.  Nor national stores of strategic commodities nor, even, food.  Not like we used to and certainly nothing like many other countries.  What do we have?  We have lots and lots of dollars and the inflation to prove it, too.  And hubris.  Don't forget about the Jewish hubris that America exudes in all directions.  Thankfully, this war should be over quickly.

America once was great.  No longer.  She has succumbed to the parasite at last.  And, as de Tocqueville so correctly pointed out in his landmark work, Democracy in America, America's failure in greatness is because she no longer is good.

Now comes the scenario laid out in the latter half of my book, Defensive Racism.  This would be a good time to leave the cities, boys and girls.

My name is Edgar J. Steele.  Thanks for listening.  Please visit my web site, www.ConspiracyPenPal.com, for other messages just like this one.