The Singing Sword

A Dream of Eagles - 02

Jack Whyte



The Legend of the Skystone



                                Out of the night sky there will fall a stone
                               That hides a maiden born of murky deeps,
                                A maid whose fire-fed, female mysteries
                               Shall give life to a lambent, gleaming blade,
                                A blazing, shining sword whose potency
                                     Breeds warriors. More than that,
                               This weapon will contain a woman's wiles
                            And draw dire deeds of men; shall name an age;
                              Shall crown a king, called of a mountain clan
                            Who dream of being spawned from dragon's seed;
                              Fell, forceful men, heroic, proud and strong,
                                       With greatness in their souls.
                              This king, this monarch, mighty beyond ken,
                             Fashioned of glory, singing a song of swords,
                                Misting with magic madness mortal men,
                                Shall sire a legend, yet leave none to lead
                                   His host to triumph after he be lost.
                             But death shall ne'er demean his destiny who,
                            Dying not, shall ever live and wait to be recalled.

PROLOGUE: 387 A.D.



 The tribune recognized the first signs from more than a mile away, just as the road dropped down from
the ridge to enter the trees: a whirlpool of hawks and carrion-eaters, spiraling above the treetops of the
forest ahead of him. With a harsh command to his centurion to pick up the pace of his men, the officer
kicked his horse forward, uncaring that he was leaving his infantry escort far behind. The swirling birds
meant death; their numbers meant that they were above a clearing in the forest; and their continuing flight
meant that they were afraid to land. Probably wolves. The tribune lowered the face-protector of his
helmet to guard himself from whipping twigs and took his horse into the trees at a full gallop, sensing that
all danger of ambush or opposition was long gone.

He heard wolves fighting among themselves while he was still far distant from them, and he kicked his
horse to even greater speed, shouting at the top of his voice and making the maximum possible noise to
distract them from their grisly feast. He had little doubt about what they were eating.
 As he burst into the clearing, the wolves crowded together, bellies low to the ground, snarling and
slavering as they faced the newcomer. He put his horse at them without hesitation, drawing his
short-sword and slashing at them, his horse using its hooves in its own battle. The snarling fury of the
pack quickly became a crescendo of yelps of pain and fear as horse and rider laid about them, and soon
one, and then all of the lean, grey scavengers broke off the fight and fled to the protection of the bushes
that surrounded the clearing.

 When they had gone, out of sight among the bushes and safely beyond his reach, the tribune looked
around at the scene he had ridden into. The clearing was dominated by one massive, ancient oak tree that
had an arrangement of ropes and pulleys strung across one of its huge branches. One of these ropes
reached to a ring fastened to a heavy stake that had been driven deep into the ground. The condition of
the ground around the stake — the grass trodden flat and dead and scattered haphazardly with piles of
human excrement — showed that someone had been confined there for many days. The bodies of three
men, one of them absolutely naked, sprawled on the dusty, blood-spattered ground. Flies swarmed
everywhere, attracted, like the birds and the wolves, by the smell of sun-warmed blood. The two clothed
bodies had both been badly bitten about the face by the wolves, particularly the younger of the two, a
blond man whose neck and throat had been slashed by a sword almost deeply enough to decapitate him.

 The naked man lay face down, his left arm extended and ripped open on the underside, close to the
shoulder, where one of the wolves had been chewing at it. There was another clear set of tooth-marks on
the body's right thigh, although the bite had not been ripped away. The only blood visible on this corpse
was pooled beneath it.

 Incongruously, a rolled parchment scroll lay pinned beneath the outstretched arm of the naked body, and
the tribune idly wondered what it contained. He threw his leg over his horse's neck and slid easily to the
ground, where he collected the scroll, carefully making sure no blood touched it. That done, he rolled the
corpse easily onto its back and gazed at the massive, eloquently fatal stab wound in the centre of its
chest, just below the peak of the rib-cage. He snorted through his nostrils, then prised open the seal on
the rolled parchment and began to read, whispering the words to himself to clarify the sense of them as
he deciphered the densely packed characters. After the first few sentences, he stiffened and lifted his
eyes to look at the dead man at his feet, then squatted, picked up the corpse's wrist and felt for a pulse.
There was none. He dropped the hand, stood erect again and continued to read.

 The sound of his men approaching at a dead run brought the tribune's head up. As they broke from the
tree-lined path and drew up in two ranks facing him, he ordered them to spread out and chase away the
wolves hiding in the undergrowth, offering a silverdenarius for any wolf killed. The soldiers scattered
enthusiastically to the chase, their centurion with them. The tribune watched them until they were out of
sight, then returned to his interrupted reading, his lips once again moving almost soundlessly as he worked
his way through the document. When he reached the end, he made a clicking sound with his tongue,
glanced again at the naked corpse and then read through the entire scroll a second time, scanning the
words more quickly this time, his face expressionless until he reached the end again, when his brow
creased in a slight frown. He folded the scroll carefully several times, creasing the edges sharply to
reduce the bulk of the packet thus formed, and tucked it securely beneath his cuirass. By the time his men
returned to the clearing, he had remounted his horse and was deep in thought.

From the corner of his eye he saw the centurion approach him and asked what he wanted.

 The centurion nodded towards the naked corpse, a look of uncertainty on his face. "What d'you want us
to do, sir? With the bodies?" He cleared his throat nervously. "Is it him, sir? The Procurator?"
 The tribune took his time in answering, but when he did speak, he pitched his voice so that the men
standing silently at attention could all hear him.

"Am I in debt to anyone for bounty on those wolves?"

 Several of the men shook their heads along with their centurion. The wolves had all escaped. The tribune
looked all around the clearing, tacitly inviting his men to do the same.

 "I have no idea, at this stage, what happened here," he said next, "although any man with a brain could
probably make an accurate assessment simply by looking around him. The man with no clothes obviously
escaped from bondage beneath the big tree, there. You can see the scabs on his wrists, and the ropes
and tackle they bound him with, and the trampled area where he was confined. You can also see from
the piles of human dung that, whoever these other people were, they showed him no humanity. It seems
evident that he loosed himself — broke free, somehow — snatched a sword and managed to kill two of
his captors before being killed himself. Whoever these abductors of his were, they allowed themselves to
grow fatally careless."

 "Your pardon, Tribune!" The centurion, whose gaze had drifted to the naked corpse, was frowning and
now moved quickly to kneel by the body. Narrow-eyed, he slipped his fingers underneath the chin,
pressing gently with finger and thumb beneath the points of the jaw where, against all reasonable
expectation, he discovered a very faint but quite regular pulse. The man was alive. The wide-eyed
centurion informed the tribune, who frowned as he heard the words.

 "Alive? He can't be! Are you sure?" He swung towards his troops and pointed at two of them. "You
two, use your spears and tents to make a litter, quickly!"

As the soldiers scrambled to their work, he turned back to the centurion.

"I shall answer your impertinent question this time, simply to discourage any others. It is not for such as
you to be curious about diplomatic matters, Centurion, but I suppose, under the circumstances, it is
understandable enough. The answer is no. We were called out to search for the Procurator of South
Britain, but these abductors were apparently as stupid as they were careless. This man is not the missing
Procurator. He is not Claudius Seneca — doesn't even resemble him, apart from the broken nose. I look
more like Claudius Seneca than this man does, which is only natural, I suppose, since Claudius Seneca is
my father's brother. Mistaken identity. Stupid, as I said. They took the wrong man."

 He turned back to where the two soldiers were constructing a serviceable stretcher. "I don't know who
he is, but I want you to take the utmost care of this man. Carry him gently, one man to each arm of the
litter, and I'll flog any man who bumps him. He deserves to live, if only because of the fight he put up." He
looked at the rest of his men, silently gauging their response to his words. Apart from the sullenness
caused by his threat, their expressions were disinterested. They had accepted his assertion completely
and without curiosity.

 "All right, then," he snapped. "Let's get this man to a military sick bay as quickly as we can. But I want
these other two bodies brought in, too, for identification. Let's move!"

 By the time the litter was ready for the injured man and the procession had set out on its journey back to
the barracks at Aquae Sulis, the spa town the local Celts calledBath , no one in the party even
remembered that the Tribune had been reading a parchment when they'd reached the clearing.

BOOK ONE
Colonists

I



 A broken shutter banged somewhere. I could hear it clearly over the howling wind and the hissing roar
of the driven rain. It was almost dark. I could barely make out the shapes of the two men flattened
against the wall on either side of the door of the one-room stone hut across the narrow street from me.
To my left, two more men flanked the door of the hut I was leaning against, and there were twelve more
men similarly placed at the other six buildings that lined the narrow street. My reserve of thirty-four men
was split into two groups, one at either end of the village.

At forty-eight, I wasfar too old for this kind of nonsense.

 I stood with my shoulders pressed against the wall, my sodden tunic clammy cold against my back. I
raised my hand in a useless attempt to clear streaming rain-water from my eyes, and my waterlogged
cape was a dead weight dragging at my arm. I cursed quietly.

A dim yellow glow appeared as somebody lit a lamp in the hut across the way, and then a quavering,
moaning scream rose above the wind. I gave the signal — one blast on my horn — and my men went in,
bursting through the doors, their swords and daggers drawn. House-cleaning can be brutal, dirty work.

 I looked down at the dead man at my feet. The rain had washed most of the blood away, but he still
looked bad. I guessed an axe had killed him. His open eyes were glazed in the fading light.

 One of my men reappeared, silhouetted against the light in the doorway opposite me, wiping his sword
on a rag. He leaned out into the street, and though I heard nothing, I saw him tense and open his mouth in
a shout. Then he was running up the narrow street. I cursed my age and my bad leg and thrust myself
away from the wall, forcing myself into a lumbering run, only now aware of the fight going on in the street
about thirty paces from me. The weight of my cloak was awful. I fumbled at the clasp and felt the burden
fall away, and then I was in the middle of the fight.

 I remember little of the tussle itself, but with me, that is a far from unusual state of affairs. Images are all
that remain in my memory: a bare neck with a prominent Adam's apple, and then blood spouting as I jerk
my sword point out of it — no memory of the stab; the feeling of a living body under my feet and then my
braced arm, up to the wrist in mud because my crippled leg has let me down again and I've fallen; the
crotch of a man whose sheepskin-wrapped legs are criss-crossed with cloth bindings, and my blade
again, taking away his manhood; and a face, wide-mouthed and staring-eyed, and hands with no strength
clutching at my sword, trying to pull it out of their owner's breast. All this I recall in silence. There is no
noise, no screaming — no sound of any kind.

When it was over, I was badly winded, puffing for breath like an old man. I leaned over, hands on my
knees, and hung my head, sobbing to clear my chest.

"Commander Varrus? Are you all right?"

 I knew the voice; it belonged to young Kyril, one of my lieutenants. I nodded my head as clearly as I
could in that position and he left me, moving on to check the others. Gradually I became aware of my
hands, gripping my knees. Neither held a weapon. I had no sword, and no memory of dropping it. I
blinked my eyes clear of rainwater and saw, by the darkness of blood on my right wrist and hand, that I
was wounded. I straightened up, feeling no pain, and touched my right hand with my left. My hand
responded, but strangely. My whole arm felt numb. I moved my left hand up along my arm, and I felt the
cut — just above the elbow, and bleeding fast. My stomach lurched and I puked — my normal reaction
after a battle, and one that usually left me feeling better. But this time, as I straightened up from retching, it
seemed to me I saw a light, somewhere ahead of me, spinning in the strangest fashion and coming
towards me at a roaring speed. And that was all I saw.

They picked me up out of the mud in the roadway and carried me to one of the huts, and I was out of
my mind for more than a week.

 My wound, on its own, was not too serious, although there is no such thing as a dismissible battle
wound. Some whoreson had swiped me with an axe that had no edge. The weight alone had dug what
little edge the thing had into the flesh and had broken my upper arm in what the medics call a
twig-fracture. At my age, it's a wonder the whole bone didn't shatter. At least, that's what I thought then.
Now I know that I was just mellowing into my prime in those days. But I bled a lot, they told me later: a
sullen, angry bleeding that worried them because it would not stop. And on top of that, I'd caught
pneumonia from the soaking. For a while my men thought they were going to lose me.

I still remember the corpse that lay at my feet that night. If the axe that hit me had been as sharp as the
one that hit him, I would not be telling this story today. Of course, much of the story would not have
happened.

 My name is Gaius Publius Varrus, and I am an ironsmith and a weapons-maker. I was born and raised
in Colchester, in East Britain close to Londinium, the imperial administrative centre of theProvince
ofBritain , and it was toColchester I returned to reopen my grandfather's smithy after I was crippled in an
ambush during the Invasion of 367 and invalided out of the legions.

 During my years as a soldier, I met Caius Britannicus, a wealthy nobleman, a patrician Roman of ancient
lineage. He first came into my life as a young tribune who saved my skin, then later as a Commanding
Officer whose life I saved, and he finally ended up as a Roman senator, a proconsul ofRome and my
brother-in-law and dearest friend. My friendship with Britannicus, however, made his enemies my
enemies, particularly one family, the wealthy and powerful imperial bankers, the Senecas, who had
feuded bloodily and bitterly with the Britannicus family for generations.

 That adopted enmity brought me to violent, personal confrontation with Claudius, the youngest of the six
Seneca brothers. We fought, and I scarred him for life. After that, I had to remove myself and my affairs
permanently — and hurriedly — out of the way of Claudius Seneca's wrath. I travelled west to the rich
farmlands below the spa town ofAquae Sulis to live at Caius's villa.

 On my arrival there, my whole life changed. I met and married Luceiia Britannicus, and she showed me
where to find something I had been dreaming about for most of my life: a stone made of extraordinary
metal, which I called the skystone. I smelted the stone and sculpted a crude statue of Coventina, the
Celtic goddess of water, to commemorate the struggle I had had to salvage the stone from the bottom of
a lake. I called it my Lady of theLake . My main intent was to preserve the metal in dignity, rather than
leave it to rust as a plain, raw ingot until I should find a purpose for it. Someday, I knew, I would make a
sword from that same metal, but I wasn't ready yet.

 Someday, too, we would have need of that sword — and hundreds like it, if Caius's ideas about the
disintegration of the Empire ever came to pass. He believed the Empire was dying rapidly. He was
convinced that someday soon — in the foreseeable future — the legions would be withdrawn fromBritain
to defend the Motherland against invasion. When that happened, we, the people ofBritain , would be left
alone and defenceless, with nothing to rely on but our own strengths.

 I remember that when I first heard Caius voice this idea, it struck me as being too ludicrous for
words.Rome was eternal! It could never fall. But as the years went by, the signs Caius had warned of,
every one of them, began to come thick and fast, so that I finally came to believe that the Empire, like the
fabric of most things ancient, was grown thin and rotten.

 Armed thereafter with the zeal of all new converts, I threw myself wholeheartedly into Caius's plans to
fortify and defend the beautiful villa properties on which he and his friends lived. I worked as hard as any
man, and harder than most, to hasten the building of a stone-walled fort on top of the ancient Celtic hill
fort behind the villa, and to make weapons and armour for the young men, the trainee soldiers of our
private little Colony.

 It was the search for iron for new weapons that had led us out of the Colony, and into the confrontation
in which I was wounded.

 I opened my eyes eventually in a small, smelly hut and realized that for some time I had been hearing a
skylark singing, although I had not been listening to it. I lay there on my back for a few seconds, feeling
bleary-eyed anditchy; my whole body itched, including my face. I raised my hand to scratch my chin and
passed out from the pain.

I could not have been unconscious for more than a few seconds. The bird was still singing when I
opened my eyes again, the room was unchanged. I still itched, and my arm was on fire. God, it hurt!

I tried to remember what had happened on that dismal wintry day.

We had been up and on the road in driving rain well before dawn. It had rained all night long and the
dawn took a long time to arrive through the slate-grey skies. We had eaten a breakfast of dried meat,
dried corn and dried peas on the move, hunched and miserable under the lashing downpour.

 I was riding my grey stallion, Germanicus, named after an ancestral cousin of Caius Britannicus. I had
chosen the name deliberately, pointing out to Caius that if he could ride my back mercilessly and whip me
into carrying out his every whim, then I would do the like to his cousin. Six of my men were mounted,
too; their job was to herd the horses we had collected on our journey. The remainder marched like the
infantry they were, slogging through puddles with long-suffering sighs and muttered curses. We had six
four-wheeled wagons in our train, three loaded with iron ingots from the Weald, two filled with salt boiled
from the sea and compressed into blocks, and one commissary wagon.

 We were far from home, and had been on the road for four weeks. We had left our Colony, close by
the Mendip Hills, and headed east until we hit the road running north to Aquae Sulis. From that point on
we had travelled all the way to our present location on the solid, paved roads built by Caesar's legions.
Twelve miles south of Aquae Sulis, we had swung around to the south-east again and passed through
Sorviodunum and Venta Belgarum, stopping outside both towns without entering. From Venta we swung
directly south to Noviomagus, taking less than two days to make this last leg of our outward journey.

 Our passage attracted much attention. This was the first time that we had come this way, and most of the
people we met on the road took us for regular troops. One night long ago, by a fire atStonehenge , Caius
Britannicus had said that he might change the colour of our uniforms. He had said it in jest, but the Celts
who were his audience did not know that. They believed him, and their king, Ullic, in particular, became
serious about it and gave us his regal permission, no less, to use the red dye that was reserved for his use
alone among his people. It had become a matter of diplomacy to humour him, and now the soldiers of
our colony wore a royal red that troubled me by its resemblance to the crimson of the Imperial
Household Troops. A few of the people we encountered on that trip knew better, of course, and that
caused me great concern. But we experienced no trouble along the way. Who would start trouble with a
hundred well-armed, disciplined men?

 We had arranged to meet a merchant called Statius in Noviomagus. This fellow had made a name for
himself by living up to his own boast that he could supply anything to anyone at any time in any place, if
the price was right. We had contacted him through Bishop Alaric and agreed to pay him in gold for all the
iron ingots he could supply by mid-November — one goldaurus for every hundred pounds of ingot iron
he could supply, if he delivered it to Noviomagus. This was more than twenty times the going rate. Inhis
eyes, it was the deal of lifetime. Fromour viewpoint, we were stealing his iron. We had no use for gold in
our Colony and iron was becoming harder and harder to find anywhere, since the Hibernians, too
ignorant to know that there is no gold in iron ore pits, had shut down the Cambrian mines with their
raiding. To the Hibernian Scots, it seemed logical that since gold was dug from the Cambrian mines in
Dolocauthi, then every other hole in the ground ofCambria should have gold in it, too.

 I was disappointed that Statius had only had five cartloads of iron with him. We loaded that onto three
of my big wagons. On the way to the meeting I had dreamed of loading all five wagons and buying a few
more of his to carry the rest of the haul. When we met, over a mug of ale in a tavern in Noviomagus, he
told me that he had scraped the foundries of the entire eastern part of the country to accumulate the three
thousand pounds of iron he had brought with him. When he saw the bag of gold I paid him from,
however, his eyes almost fell out of his head and he suddenly became convinced that he could probably
find as much again, and perhaps even more, given time.

 "How much more time?" I asked him. He did some fast calculation and we agreed to meet again in June.
Feeding his greed, I told him my wagons could easily carry a thousand pounds each. For every hundred
pounds, therefore, over five thousand pounds, I would pay double if he would throw in the carts and
horses. We shook on the deal, and when we parted the following day, Statius was a happy merchant,
firmly convinced that he had found the biggest fools in the Empire.

 On the way home, we kept to the south coast road in order to avoid the towns we had passed earlier. It
almost doubled our journey, but I had sound reasons for the circuitous route, the main one being that I
wished to attract no attention to the richness of the train we were escorting. On the way, we picked up
our two wagonloads of salt and passed by Durnovaria in the dark hours before dawn, trying to make no
noise and attract no attention. Just beyond that town, the road runs along the seashore for several miles.
There are no other towns out that way except Isca in the far west, and the road was seldom travelled,
even that long ago — a truth attested to by the amount of grass and weeds growing between the
cobblestones.

We travelled slowly. The wagons were fully loaded and we had managed to acquire a fair-sized herd of
horses of all descriptions. Most of them we had bought along the way; gold is a powerful persuader.
Others we had found, and many of these were wild.

 At one point, where the road ran very close to the sea, the horses took it into their heads to stop and
graze. In trying to get them moving again, one of my men panicked them and they scattered. With
difficulty we rounded them up, and then one of them, a big black gelding, the finest horse in the bunch,
decided to show us his heels and headed off at full gallop for the west. Three of us chased him. The going
was dangerous because of the wetness of the grass, and we were a long way from the road, which had
swung north, by the time we finally ran him down.
 I tied a halter around his head and handed the rope to Bassus, the young soldier who had ended up with
me. We were just turning back to the road when I heard a shout, seemingly cut off in mid-breath. We
froze, both of us listening for more. There was only silence, broken by the sound of waves on the
pebbled beach a hundred paces away and the whisper of the rain, which had lessened, in the leaves
around us. We were in a grassy hollow, surrounded by hawthorn bushes. I turned to look at young
Bassus.

"Where did that come from?"

He shook his head uncertainly. "It sounded as though it came from over there." He pointed towards the
beach.

"Where's the young fellow who came with us?" I had just noticed that he was nowhere in sight. "What's
his name? Anicius. What happened to him?"

Bassus shrugged. "He was behind me to my left last time I saw him."

I tried to tell myself that he had only fallen from his horse, but even to me it sounded like a lie. "Tie up the
horses and follow me," I whispered, suddenly aware of a need for silence. "And don't make any noise!"

 I climbed out of the hollow and began to head cautiously towards the beach. The ground was rough and
stony beneath the turf, and I cursed my limp for forcing me to move more slowly and more awkwardly
than I wanted to. My palms were sweating, which is my mind's way of letting me know that it does not
feel good about something. I glanced backwards and saw young Bassus following me, coming fast. I
signalled to him to slow down.

There was a flash of brown to my right. Anicius's horse. It had begun to graze. I headed towards it,
moving very slowly now, and then I heard noises off to my left: a grunt, and the rattle of metal.

 They were down in a hollow like the one we had been in when we heard the shout. Anicius's body lay
sprawled on the grass, its head, still in its helmet, about five paces away; there was a surprised
expression on its face. The whoreson crouched above him was working fast, stripping the corpse. There
was bright-red blood all over the grass between the boy's head and his body.

 I fumbled at my belt for my skystone dagger, thinking to throw it at the assassin's back, but there was a
hissing sound close by my ear and then that unmistakablethunk! of an arrow hitting a human torso.
Bright-yellow feathers gleamed between his shoulders and he arched his back, reaching behind him,
almost gripping them before he fell face down across young Anicius, an agonized moan the only sound he
made.

"Well done, lad," I said, and stepped down carefully to where the bodies lay, my feet slipping on the wet
grass.

 As I stood above them, I heard Bassus retching behind me. Probably his first killing, I thought, and his
first sight of violent death. I knew how he felt.

 I bent down and hauled the killer away from Anicius, turning him over as I did so. He was big. A round
shield and a bloody axe lay a short distance away. The shield was covered with scrollwork. Celtic. But
not from Britain. At least, not from this part of Britain, for I knew my Celtic design. I went and picked it
up, holding it in both hands. Bassus came down to join me.
"Who is he, Commander Varrus?"

"I don't know, but you can bet he's not alone. He's not from these parts, judging by his clothes and by
his shield. I think he's a Scot."

"From Hibernia? How did he get all the way down here?"

"Same way they get everywhere, son. By boat."

"A galley?" Bassus looked around him as if expecting to see a boat tied up to a bush.

 "Aye, and if I'm correct, it won't be far from here. Let's take a look. But watch your step — you'll get
no second chance and no mercy from the likes of these." I looked around and pointed ahead to my right.
"You go that way, to the west of that headland. I'll take the left. And be careful!"

Less than five minutes later, a yellow-feathered arrow smacked into the ground ahead of me and scared
me half to death. Bassus was about sixty paces from me, waving excitedly for me to join him. I retrieved
his arrow and went to him.

"It's beached below the headland, Commander! I saw three men. One of them almost saw me."

"Are you sure he didn't?" I held out his arrow to him.

 "No." A quick headshake. He took his arrow from my hand. "Thanks, Commander. I didn't want to
shout."

"Quite. Well, let's take a look, then."

 They had drawn their galley up onto the beach below the headland, in the lee of the cliff, where it would
be safe both from observers and from the prevailing tides. I counted three guards on my first glance,
pulling my head back quickly after getting a glimpse of them and placing them in my mind. My next look
was more confident and I bellied as close as I could get to the edge of the cliff, chilled to the bone from
the wet grass. There were six of them visible this time, three out of the line of sight of our first view. Six
seemed like a reasonable number to guard the boat, which looked as though it would hold about thirty
men, fully crewed. But there was one more dead in the hollow behind us, making seven. How many
more? I did not have much time, I guessed, before somebody noticed that the dead one was missing.

I crawled backwards and jerked my head in the direction of our horses.

 "Let's go, but keep your eyes open. There's room for another two dozen in that boat. God knows where
they are, but we could run into any of them at any time."

 My head was buzzing as we made our way back to the horses, which were still tethered to the bush
where Bassus had left them. How many more men were there down on the beach? Where were the
others? How many of my men would I need to be sure of winning a tussle without serious loss? Rats'
teeth! One man lost already was too serious! We vaulted onto our horses and took off at the gallop,
back to the road, leading Anicius's horse and the black gelding with us.

 Our party had stopped to wait for us where the road swung north. Severus, my lieutenant, had obviously
given them a break, for they were huddled in small groups, some of them squatting against the sides of
the wagons, getting what little shelter they could from the wind and the rain.
 It didn't take long, however, for them to realize that something had gone wrong, for they started
scrambling to their feet while we were still a good hundred paces from them, and by the time we had
reached them they were falling into their ranks, silent and watchful. I was giving orders before my horse
stopped moving. Severus and fifty men were left to guard the wagons, alert now to the danger suddenly
uncovered, and the other half of the detachment returned with me at the double towards the beach.
Bassus stayed behind with the wagons and the horses.

 I placed a dozen bowmen along the top of the cliff above the longboat and sent twenty-four men down
to the beach to the west of the headland, warning them to go quietly, out of sight of the guards below,
and to stay hidden until they heard my signal. The remaining fourteen I sent down on the blind side of the
headland to block any escape from that direction. Then, when I judged the time was right, I blew one
blast on my horn.

The surprise was complete. Three of the Scots, the three below the cliff, ran along the base of the cliff,
out to the point of the headland. An arrow felled one of them before he had gone five paces, but the
other two made it all the way to the point, where they were killed by the men I had sent there to cut them
off. The three on the boat saw the odds against them, identified us as Romans and threw down their
weapons. It was over that quickly.

 By the time I had made my own way down to the beach, a slow and slippery progress thanks to my
crippled leg and the wetness of the whole world, my men had herded the three prisoners onto the beach
and tied them together. I ignored them and went straight to the boat, climbing up the rough ladder that
some of my men had put in place against the side.

 The boat was strong and sound, bone-dry inside, except for rain wetness. It was no Roman galley,
though. In the first place, it was far too small; it was slimmer and lighter, built for speed. The booty the
crew had already gathered lay in a heap in the middle, piled around the single mast. There were four
casks among the pile. I ordered one of them broken open. It was full of oil. So were the others. We
smashed them and fired the boat. It was tinder-dry and flamed like a torch, but oily clouds of black
smoke rose high into the air. Watching it billow upwards, I realized too late that it might be seen from a
long way away. If the rest of the crew were nearby, they would be coming soon, on the run.

"Right, lads," I called. "Back up to the top! Quick as you can! Tullus, you and your mate there stay here
with me. Quickly now, the rest of you! Form two ranks up there and keep your eyes open. We may
have company coming."

 They were gone, already half-way up the cliff. They were well trained. Tullus and his friend stood waiting
for orders, eyeing the three prisoners. I approached the Scots for the first time. They were an ill-looking
trio, and they knew I held their lives in my hand. I wondered if earlier, non-Christian commanders had
had to contend with conscience when dealing with prisoners, but I knew that was foolish.

 If I let these men go, if there was any way Icould let them go, they would terrorize the coastline for God
alone knew how long. There was nothing else they could do. I had burned their boat. They had to stay.
And if they stayed, and lived, they might rejoin their comrades. So, I had to keep them as prisoners, or
kill them. Just like that. As a Christian, I would be doing murder by killing them. But if I spared them, I
would be condoning murder, for they would kill others as surely as they breathed. They were the enemy.
Invaders. Pirates. I glanced up at the cliff-top and the decurion in charge of the bowmen was looking
straight into my eyes. I turned to Tullus and his friend.

"I've changed my mind. Rejoin the others."
"But — "

"You heard me!"

 They walked away, looking back over their shoulders at the three Hibernians. I watched them reach the
path on the cliff side and start to climb. I turned back to the prisoners, looking each of them in the eyes.
They read my intent in my face, all at the same time, and, tied together as they were, they began to
attempt a shambling run along the beach. The sound of arrows hissing and thunking into flesh was very
loud. None of them made a sound. They died in silence. Two were still kicking as I cut their throats.

 As I climbed slowly back up to the top, I grappled with the problem of what to do about the others.
There had to be at least two dozen more men somewhere close by. If they saw the smoke from their
burning boat and came running, the problem would solve itself. If they saw my train on the road, on the
other hand, they would hide until we left, and then, God help any poor souls living within a few days'
march of here. I tried to tell myself that was not my business. But it was. I had made it my business by
burning their damned boat. They were trapped here now. They could no longer simply sail home. I
cursed the anger that had made me burn the thing before thinking it through. When I had seen that oil
spilling from the broken cask, the only thing that occurred to me was that here was the means to stop
these animals from sailing on to murder some other poor boy like Anicius for his clothes.

I was panting when I reached the top of the cliff. The decurion in charge of the bowmen was there
waiting for me, offering his arm for the last few feet, and I was grateful.

 "Well, young fellow," I said after I had gasped my thanks. "We have a problem that's not going to solve
itself."

"What's that, Commander Varrus?"

"The others, lad, the others."

"You mean our men on the road?"

I looked at him, amazed that he had not caught my meaning. "No, lad. Not our men. The other
marauders. They can't be far away."

"No, Commander. Of course not."

That was slightly better, but the baffled look in his eyes betrayed him. I shook my head.

 "Don't humour me, boy! I know, because I looked, and you donot know, because youcould not. That
fire the sentries had down on the beach had not been burning long. Hardly any ashes. Which means they
must have

 landed there early this morning. They left seven men to guard the boat, and they took off inland. It's not
noon yet. At least, I don't think it is. So, they haven't had time to get too far away. D'you follow me? Am
I being logical?"

"Yes, Commander, I understand." He did, too; his eyes had lost that baffled look.

"Good. Walk with me to my horse and help me up. My leg's on fire."
As we walked to my horse I continued talking; I couldn't remember his name and I was racking my
brain trying to think of it. Not knowing his own men's names is an unforgivable fault in a commander.
Thank God I could call him "lad"!

 "As I see it now," I continued, "I've got little option as to what to do: I've leftthem none at all. They can't
sail away. So we have to find them and dispose of them, otherwise they'll terrorize this whole damn
countryside. By the way, how did you know I'd need to kill those men on the beach?" I looked straight at
him as I asked this.

 He didn't hesitate. "You said it yourself, Commander. Options. You were committed as soon as you
sent Tullus and his brother back up to the top. You were alone. You couldn't set them free, or even try to
bring them up with you. That left three options. You were going to kill them yourself, or you were going
to leave them there alive, or you were going to call on my men. Any one of the three, you needed us to
back you. So we did."

I looked at him again, conscious of a new respect for him. "Simple as that, eh?"

"Yes, Commander." He looked surprised.

 I grunted, not wanting him to know that I hadn't really been aware of the danger I had placed myself in
by dismissing Tullus and his "friend," who was his brother. I kicked myself mentally for not having noticed
any family resemblance.

"Tullus's brother, how old is he?"

"Same age as Tullus, Commander. They're stepbrothers."

I grunted again, and then the decurion's name clicked into my mind.

"Your father, he's married again, too, isn't he?"

He blinked at me in surprise. "Yes, Commander. Last year."

 "Aye. He's a good man and he was a fine soldier. Did you know he was my first centurion, when I
joined the legions?"

"I know, Commander. He's told me." There was pride in his voice.

We had reached my horse, and he legged me up onto its back.

 "Thanks, lad. Now!" I sat there and marshalled my thoughts. "All right, get your people back to the road
at the double. I'll join you there."

 He saluted me and ran off, back to his bowmen. I turned my horse and signalled to the infantry to move
out at the double, back to the road. As I did so, the rain, which had almost stopped, returned in blowing,
chilling sheets. I kicked Germanicus into a walk and watched my men jogging miserably through the
bushes and long grass. God! I was getting old and careless! Here I was with a valuable train of wagons
and horses, less than four days from home after four weeks away, and instead of leaving well enough
alone, I had acted like a stupid, unthinking boy, burning a boat I had no need to burn and
 bringing upon myself and my men, some of whom must surely die because of it, the responsibility for
finding and killing a mob of crazed Hibernian Scots.

 I asked myself what Britannicus would have done under the same circumstances, and tried to tell myself
that he would have acted differently. But I knew better. He would have done just what I had done.
Except that, being Britannicus, he would have thought the entire exercise through, including the
implications of his act, before committing either himself or his men.

 Germanicus was ambling at a slow walk and I noticed that I was being left far behind the column, who
were still doubling. I kicked him to a canter and had regained the head of the column by the time we
reached the road, where Severus and his contingent stood guard around the wagons and the horses.

"Fall in — four ranks!" When they were assembled at attention, I stood them easy and spoke to them.

"Is there anyone here familiar with this part of the country?"

"Aye, Commander!" One of the youngest soldiers raised his clenched fist.

"How well do you know it, lad?"

"I was born close by here, Commander."

"Where, exactly?" I wished the damned rain would stop.

"About six miles from here, Commander. My father worked on a villa in the hills, there." The young man,
more accurately a boy, nodded to the low, rolling hills behind me.

"Is there a town nearby?"

"No, Commander. Just a village."

"How far from here?"

The boy frowned and shrugged his shoulders under his soaked cape. "Six, maybe seven miles,
Commander."

"How many people?"

He shrugged again, clearly not knowing.

"Come on, lad! How many? Guess! Twenty? Thirty? More?"

"I don't know, Commander. I haven't been there in years. Perhaps thirty or forty."

"All farmers?" He nodded. "Fine," I said. "Thank you. Can you take us there?"

"Yes, Commander." His wide eyes reflected puzzlement.

 I looked at the others. "All right, listen closely, all of you." I pointed back towards the beach. "We have
just burned a galley on the beach back there. There were seven men guarding it. One of them killed
Anicius, who was riding with us. He could not have known there were three of us. Young Bassus here
killedhim, and then we found the galley on the beach, burned it and killed the other six guards. Now!" I
paused to let my next words reverberate clearly. "There was room on that boat for thirty men, give or
take a few. Seven of them are dead already. That leaves twenty to twenty-five hostile Hibernian Scots
roaming around here, somewhere. They could only have arrived this morning. Not enough ashes in their
fire for them to have been here yesterday as well." I paused again to let them think about that, before
continuing. "These are not friendly people. If they have gone inland, the chances are they'll find this
village, if they didn't go directly there in the first place. In this weather, they'll probably stay there for
shelter. D'you take my meaning?" They did. I kept talking.

 "After they find the ashes of their boat, they are going to be very unhappy. And the Christ save anyone
they meet after that. Even if they wanted to go home, they can't. They'll stay here, and they'll burn, they'll
rape, and they'll kill, and when they've had their bellies filled with that, they'll stop for a while and march
overland and then do it all again. They have to do that, they must. There is no other choice open to
them."

My men all looked very sober now, the discomfort of the pouring rain forgotten. I carried on.

 "If we can catch them at this village, we may be able to wipe them out before they know what's hit them.
They won't be expecting soldiers. These people live on women, children, old men and the occasional
farmer. They're nasty animals, and they're brave enough, but they're not used to disciplined opposition
and they have no discipline themselves. With surprise, we can sweep them up like a pile of last year's
leaves and bury them or burn them." I paused again before going on. "Of course, there is the chance that
they may miss the village. Or they may have been here longer than I suspect, and the men on the beach
just didn't light a fire. They may be hardier than I take them for. In either event, however, I can't take the
chance that they won't come back here while we're on our way to the village, so we will leave half our
force here to guard our goods. I want fifty volunteers to come with me to take them in the village."

A hundred men stepped forward. I smiled.

 "That's what I thought might happen. Fine! Ranks one and three, men on the left stand fast. Every
second man from the left comes with me. Ranks two and four, alternate from men on the left. Wait for it!"
They swayed and

 held still as I continued. "Severus, you will remain in charge of the defences here. We have a three-hour
march ahead of us. By the time we conclude our business it will be dark. We'll head back here at first
light. You will need a camp with a ditch and rampart. Site it carefully."

A groan went up from the men to be left behind. I grinned at them.

 "That's enough! The exercise will take your minds off the weather and the fun the rest of us are having,
slogging across country through this long, wet grass." I looked around them one last time. "Each man in
the strike force to take two days' rations from the commissary wagon. We leave in half an hour. Fall out!"

 We came in sight of the hamlet, for that's all it was, late in the afternoon. It was obvious, even from a
distance, that I had been right. A few of the buildings burned sullenly in the heavy rain, and from our
viewpoint in a copse half a mile away, we could see men moving around. The marauders were still there,
sheltering from the foul weather.

I planned our moves carefully and we moved in just as darkness was falling.

And so, here I was, lying on a wood-framed cot and wondering how long I'd been in this place. At least
the rain had stopped. I opened my mouth to shout, but nothing came out but a croak, and suddenly I was
consumed with thirst — parched like a dry leaf. I thought about trying to stand. I decided to count to ten
and then make an attempt to roll onto my left side, holding my arm rigid, in the hope that I could then get
my feet under me and sit up.

 At ten, I discovered that I was strapped down and couldn't move in any direction. A shadow blocked
the sunlight coming through the door, and Severus entered and stood looking down at me.

"Commander. You're awake! How are you feeling?"

"Awful. I itch. What are you doing here? I left you with the wagons."

He smiled down at me. "Well, at least your mind's still functioning, Commander. The wagons are safe. I
brought them with me when I came."

"You brought them with you? When you came? I see. Well, then, if you did that, how long have we been
here?"

"Nine days, Commander."

"Nine days! God in heaven, man, why?"

"Well, sir, we were afraid to move you."

"Then you should have left me here with a dozen men as escort and sent the others back to the Colony!
Have you no damned initiative at all?"

"Yes, Commander. Sometimes."

 "Well, then, what in God's name... ach!" I realized the futility of what I was saying to him, and changed
tack.

"How many did we lose in the fight?"

"Three killed and five wounded. Of those, one died, three are back on duty, and you're the fifth."

"How many Scots?"

 "All of them. Twenty-three. We got most of them in the huts, in the first sweep, but there were nine of
them who were together in the main hayloft. They were the ones who headed into the street and tried to
rally the others. But they were too late. The others were already dead."

"So! No prisoners?"

"None, Commander."

"How many villagers still alive?"

"Most of the women. Some of the men. About twenty-eight, all together, counting women and children.
Six men were away from home and came back later."
"How are they off for food?"

"They'll do, Commander. We got here before the hostiles had time to do much other than spread the
women."

"And how many men do we have here now?"

"Ten, Commander, counting yourself."

"Ten?" I felt my face showing my shock. "But you said .. .Where are all the others?"

 "I sent them on ahead to the Colony, Commander. I didn't want to take the chance of moving you, as I
said, so I kept a few good men back to help me look out for you until you were fit enough to be moved."

 He let that lie there, and I felt the flush of colour staining my neck and cheeks. I cleared my throat and
apologized.

"I'm a fool, Severus, and I'm getting to be an old fool. I should have known you'd do the right thing.
Why do I itch so much?"

He was smiling. "Because you're filthy, Commander, and you need a shave."

 "God, yes! And a steam and perfumed oils." I tried again to move. My arms were strapped tight to my
chest. "Why are both my arms tied down?"

"To stop you from thrashing around. I'll have you released."

"Please do. And then get me onto a cart, and get me back to the Colony. But first, get me some water.
Cold for drinking and hot for bathing!"

 Two days later, we were home. Whatever it was that had weakened me had done so with absolute
success. I was so helpless, so feeble, that I could not even sit propped up in the wagon. The rocking of
its ordinary, plodding progress nauseated me, and my muscles, which seemed to have been transformed
completely into jelly, permitted me no control over my own balance so that, even when tied into place
with a rope, I flopped around like a landed fish, totally at the mercy of the bumps in the road. I was
conscious of the folly of my determination to sit upright but I refused to accept it as such, and it was only
with very ill grace that I finally accepted that I would have to remain supine for the entire journey back to
the Villa Britannicus. From that position, flat on my back on a pile of furs in the wagon bed, I did nothing
for the remainder of the journey but watch the clouds that came and went across the sky above me. It
was a very real blessing to learn, eventually, that we were finally only a matter of hours, and then minutes,
away from the villa.

 We missed Britannicus and his doctors, who were on their way to find us. They arrived back the
following day to find me well on the way to restored humanity — oiled and steamed and massaged and
scraped and shiny and relaxing under the pampering of my dear wife.

II



When I awoke the next day, I had begun to feel more like my normal self. I drank some hot, spicy broth
for breakfast, and by noon I was beginning to feel hungry. By supper time, I was ravenous and had a
large piece of bread and a small piece of meat with my broth, although Luceiia felt that I might be
premature in tackling solid food after having not eaten for so long during my illness. I managed to keep it
down, however, and from that moment on my recovery was rapid. The pneumonia that afflicted me had
no doubt run its natural course, but I felt, and told my wife so, that it was put to flight by the pleasure of
being back in my own home with my loved ones. By the third day after my return home I was up, out of
bed and walking for short distances. I had lost a shocking amount of weight, considering the short
duration of my illness, and most of it was muscle. I was astonished to find myself as weak as a baby, and
disgruntled when my physician pointed out that this was an inevitable demonstration of middle age.
Luceiia fussed around me like a broody hen, of course, although I never saw a hen so beautiful, and kept
close watch on me at all times, insisting that I spend most of my out-of-bed time sitting in a comfortable
chair, well wrapped in blankets and close to a portable brazier containing a glowing fire made from my
own charcoal, which threw out a highly gratifying amount of heat.

 I was sitting thus across from Caius several days later, reading something of which I have absolutely no
recollection. I know it was a book, but that is all I know because I do not think I ever read another word
of it after Caius looked up and said, "Oh, I know what I forgot to tell you before you left on your last
trip."

 I shifted position, seeking a shred more comfort and tugging at the edge of my blanket in a futile attempt
to pull some more of it loose from beneath me. It was effort wasted and I gave up in ill-tempered disgust,
some of which may have crept into my tone as I said, in response to Caius's overture, "What?"

 He caught the ungracious inflection and looked at me in surprise, obviously wondering what he had said
to cause such a snappish reaction, while his patrician eyebrow arched so high that the skin of his forehead
wrinkled above his right eye. I felt rather foolish.

"Pardon me, Cay," I said. "I did not intend to sound so ungracious. The tone of voice was not for you; it
was merely frustration."

"Frustration?" The eyebrow did not descend. "Over what?"

 I had to laugh, at my own childish anger and at his expression. "At this damned blanket. I'm sitting on it
and I want to release some more of it from beneath me to wrap around my shoulders, but I can't pull it
free and I can't stand up, because of the way Luceiia has it wrapped around me."

 He was on his feet instantly, leaning towards me, hands outstretched to help me to my feet. Once I was
standing, it became a relatively simple matter to shake the folds of the blanket loose and rearrange them
the way I wanted them. When everything was absolutely proper and correct, we sat down again.

"So," I said, "what was it?"

"What was what?"

"What was it you forgot to tell me before I left to get the iron?"

 He had lost interest in what he had been going to say and was looking at his text again, clearly desirous
of resuming his study. "Oh, that." His voice reflected his waning interest. "It was nothing important, merely
of passing interest. I received a letter from Marcellus Prello, a friend of mine in Gaul. Thank God there
are still a few imperial mail ships getting through. Anyway, he wrote that he had been in Rome a few
months earlier and had seen your old nemesis Claudius Seneca in the street. You don't know him, but
Marcellus was one of the friends I asked for information on Seneca shortly after you first arrived here ...
How long ago would that have been?" The question was rhetorical, because he was already computing
his own answer. "Great heavens, Publius, do you know you have been living here for more than ten
years?"

I nodded. "Yes, I know. I've been married to your sister for almost eleven. But your friend was
mistaken."

Caius's brow creased slightly. "What do you mean?"

I shrugged. "Simply what I said. Your friend must have been mistaken. He could not have seen Claudius
Seneca."

He laughed. "Don't be silly, of course he could. He was inRome, Publius."

I shook my head again. "No. It wasn't him. It might have beena Seneca — you've told me they're a
prolific crowd. But it certainly was not Claudius."

 Even as I said the words I regretted them. Caius was astonished by my reaction to a very casual
statement, and I realized that I had committed a tactical error. I should simply have accepted his remark
and said nothing. I held only one secret from him in the world, about this very thing. Now he came after
me, his curiosity fully alerted.

 "You sound absolutely convinced of that, Publius. How can you be so certain?" He paused, but not for
long enough to permit me to frame a response before he continued, an edge of suspicion in his voice.
"Since when do you keep yourself so minutely informed of the whereabouts and activities of Claudius
Seneca?"

 "I don't," I said, stubbornly. "I simply happen to know your friend was wrong. He made an error in
identification. That's all."

A small frown ticked between the Britannican brows. "But howcan you know that, Publius? Do you
know for certain that Claudius Seneca wasnot in Rome at the time in question?"

 A loud voice in my head was screaming at me to be careful in what I said. I decided to brazen it out.
"Yes," I said, regretting more than ever having responded to Caius's initial comment at all.

He almost leaped on my answer, practically hectoring me. "I see. Then wherewas he, Publius? And
whenwas the time in question? When was Marcellus Prello in Rome?"

Flustered, and beginning to feel a stirring of panic at being caught in a lie, I looked away, into the depths
of the brazier beside me, unwilling to let him see my thoughts reflected in my eyes. He kept after me.

"Publius? Did you hear me?"

 "I heard you. You are determined to have an answer from me, aren't you? Why? Why is this so
important, Cay?"

 My question took him by surprise; his face registered astonishment and disbelief that I would have to ask
such a question. When he answered, the tone of his voice was that of a teacher explaining something
self-evident to a struggling student.
 "It is important precisely because of what you said, and the fact that you said it. I know you, Publius
Varrus. You are not a devious man. I also know how you used to feel about Claudius Seneca, and you
have not mentioned his name in years. Now, I bring his name up casually, mentioning that someone has
seen the fellow somewhere, and your denial of the mere possibility of such a thing happening is immediate
and absolute. Something strikes me as being wrong here, and, as an old campaigner, I have learned to
trust my instincts in such matters."

I sighed and capitulated. "Very well, Cay, I'll tell you my secret. Your friend could not have seen
Claudius Seneca because Claudius Seneca is dead."

 Now it was Caius's turn to stare wordlessly at me and then into the fire. He cupped his chin in one hand,
kneading the flesh of his cheek reflectively with the tip of his forefinger. When he did speak his voice was
almost without inflection.

"Dead, you say? I can only assume you are convinced of the truth of that. You are sure of it, are you
not?"

I nodded. "Yes, sure as I can be."

"And how sure is that?"

"Completely, beyond the shadow of a doubt."

"How? Who told you? And how can you be so certain it is true?"

"No one told me, Cay. I know because I killed him."

Caius sucked in his breath, stood up, turned on his heel and walked away from me, so that his voice
drifted back to me over his shoulder.

"When?"

"Five years ago, just at the time we made the alliance with Ullic and his Celts and the word arrived that
Theodosius had defeated and executed Magnus Maximus."

 He turned back towards me and stood looking at me from the other side of the room. "Five years ago?
And you said nothing? Why? How did you kill him? And when? You have never been away from the
Colony for any great length of time, and Seneca has never been close to the Colony. Such a killing would
require either careful advance planning and an absence that would require some kind of explanation, or
the exact opposite, a sudden and explosive confrontation. I will not even entertain the idea that you could
murder him from concealment. I am sure you allowed him an honourable death, in spite of the fact that in
your eyes he had forfeited all claim to honour ... But I have to ask myself how you could have managed
his death without either Luceiia or myself noticing anything, and why you would have said nothing to
either of us in all that time?"

 I nodded, admitting the truth of what he said and acknowledging all of the commentary that he intended
with his words. "After I had done it, I decided to tell no one," I said, clearing my throat in mid-sentence.
"I decided the less said, the better, and I did not want to endanger you or Luceiia with knowledge of
what I had done, even though — " I held up my hand, palm outward, to silence him before he could
interrupt me, " — even though I was convinced that what I had done was correct and honourable and I
had no thought of having done anything shameful. I had served as an instrument of justice, I believed, but
I had no wish to boast of it."

 "I see." Caius came back and sat down again in the chair opposite me. "You had better tell me
everything that happened that day, Publius. Think carefully and leave nothing out. Assume that I know
absolutely nothing of what you are going to tell me. Pretend I have never even heard of Seneca. This
could be extremely important."

 Impressed by his obvious sincerity and concern, I sat silent for a while, collecting my thoughts before
beginning a none-too-brief narrative, telling him everything I could remember of the events leading up to
and surrounding the death of Claudius Seneca. I had engineered Seneca's death myself, confronting him
and killing him with savage satisfaction for his past deeds and the deaths of two of my closest friends.

 I started with the original meeting — and the first fight — between myself and Seneca, almost fifteen
years earlier, when I had been in the company of my good friend Plautus, then senior centurion of the
garrison at Colchester, and ended with the final confrontation, in which I had forced Seneca to sign a
parchment scroll admitting to his crimes and then given him a sword with which to kill me if he could. He
failed. I stabbed him a mortal blow, left his confession where it could not fail to be found and departed
the scene prior to the arrival of the military search party already summoned by one of my men.

 As I told my long and unpleasant tale, Caius sat silently, staring into the coals. Not once did he raise his
eyes to look at me. When I finished talking, the silence between us grew and stretched. The charcoal
cracked and settled with a soft crunching sound and a puff of smoke and light ash. Finally he stirred and
looked at me, heaving a great sigh and expelling it through pursed lips.

"And you never said a word, in all this time."

I shrugged my shoulders. "As I told you, I saw no advantage to you in knowing anything about it. I
wasn't proud of it."

"I believe you, but were you satisfied with your vengeance?"

 Again I gave a slight shrug. "I really don't know. I drew no pleasure from it, that much I can say with
certainty."

"But you are sure you killed him."

"Of course I am! What kind of question is that? I don't kill many people. When I do, I'm usually aware
of what I'm doing!"

He shook his head, a tightly controlled flick of annoyance. "I didn't mean that. What I meant was, are
you sure he was dead when you left him?"

 "As sure as I am that you're alive. I held the whoreson upright at arm's length, skewered on the end of
my sword, and felt the life go out of him. I wanted to cut off his head — to execute him formally, I
suppose — but I was too disgusted, so I just left him lying there. But he was dead, Caius."

"Mmm... And you left the signed confession right there?"

"Right there. Tucked beneath his arm."
"And you never heard about anything coming of what you had done?"

"No. Nothing."

"Did you not find that curious, or strange?"

 "No, why should I? I knew what I knew. I knew what I had done, and I knew what must have
happened once he was found. His family would have been informed of his disgrace and taken measures
to ensure that the truth did not become widely known. They would have bought silence at whatever cost
to protect themselves and their family name."

"You expected that? So you had no interest in establishing public disgrace?"

 "No, none at all. What purpose would that have served? I merely wished him dead and his perfidy
established and acknowledged among those who knew what was involved."

 "Hmmm!" Caius rose to his feet and shook out the folds of the robe he was wearing, a draped garment
cut and tailored to resemble the classical toga, but much lighter and more practical, opening down the
front from neck to ankle, fastened with a series of small hooks and girdled with a belt of supple leather.
He remained standing, bent forward and looking down towards his feet as he carefully readjusted the
cloth and refastened the leather belt about his waist. I knew he was thinking deeply, using the activity as a
mask for his deliberations. He was satisfied with his efforts, eventually, and turned towards the brazier,
holding his hands out, absent-mindedly, towards the dwindling heat from the coals. I waited for him to
speak, and at length he asked me a surprising question.

"Publius, do you remember our conversation on the first occasion that we met, that night in the desert in
Africa?"

"Yes, I do. We spoke of many things that night."

"We did, and among them one thing that I had no wish to know of, at first. Do you recall?"

 I smiled at him. "Clearly. The matter of the favour I had done for my commanding legate, the favour that
earned me — how did you put it? — intercontinental and inter-legion transfer. You thought at first I had
been involved in some kind of extra-legal chicanery."

"But I was wrong. You had been rewarded merely for 'straightening out' your commander's errant son.
Young Seneca. What was his name?"

"The boy? Jacobus. I called him Jacob."

"Jacobus. That was my brother's name. What happened to him after you left, do you know?"

 I shook my head. "I have no idea. I have not given him a thought since that night we talked of him. He
was only the least of the Senecas. I presume he grew up and became a tribune; he had the makings of a
fine officer, in spite of his family name. You will bear in mind that, in those days, I had no thought of
Senecas as being different from anybody else."

"I remember." He heaved a deep, weary sigh. "We all learn through living."

The pause that followed was so long that I thought he had finished speaking, but just as I opened my lips
to speak again, he resumed. "What would you say if I were to tell you he came to Britain?"

 It was my turn to frown now, wondering what my friend was leading up to. "Jacob? I should be
surprised that you would know of it and not have told me."

He answered me with a smile. "Even if I thought the knowledge might be both unwelcome to you and
unnecessary?"

"How could you assume that? He and I were friends, once. But did he?"

 "Yes, Publius, he did. He arrived with the army Theodosius sent to restore order after the rebellion of
Magnus Maximus." There was no trace of a smile on Cay's face now. "He is now deputy commander of
the garrison at Venta Belgarum — I have been keeping an eye on him, as you can see. He is a Seneca,
after all. Jacobus started out here in Britain as a squadron commander at Aquae Sulis, and among his first
duties was the task of responding to a mysterious summons concerning the missing Procurator of South
Britain."

 "What?" I felt the blood draining from my cheeks, and a roaring noise began building up in my ears.
"Jacob? ASeneca found Seneca? How do you know this? And why wouldn't you tell me before now?"

 He held up his hand to silence me. "I would have told you immediately, had there been any substance to
the story I heard, but there was none. The details came to me in a letter from a friend in Glevum, Decius
Lepido. Did you ever meet him?" I shook my head and he continued. "Well, anyway, he is now
chairbound, like most ageing soldiers, near retirement and confined to administrative duties. According to
Lepido, the event was a false alarm. A mysterious message came to the garrison commander at Aquae,
informing him that the body of the missing Procurator, Claudius Seneca, could be found in a specific
place, indicated on a hand-drawn map. A search party was sent out immediately, but all they found was
the place and three bodies, one of them still alive, none of them the missing Procurator. The official report
of the matter crossed Lepido's desk the following month. He told me about it in his next letter, several
months after that, and the only reason he mentioned it at all was that the leader of the search party was
Jacobus Seneca, the Procurator's nephew. He said it reminded him of the old saying about setting a thief
to catch a thief." He paused again.

 "I remember thinking at the time that you might be interested in the reappearance of your young charge
from Africa, quite apart from the news of Seneca himself, but you were away on one of your journeys
when the letter arrived and it was hardly a major piece of important news. By the time you came back I
had forgotten about it. When I did think about it again, much later, it no longer seemed worth mentioning.
You had apparently forgotten all about the Seneca clan, and I thought it better to let sleeping dogs lie. So
I said nothing. I can see now I was wrong."

 I had listened to the last part of his explanation without really absorbing it. My mind was filled with the
import of what he had said before that:"Three bodies, one of them still alive, none of them the
missing Procurator."

 "But that's impossible!" My voice was choked with phlegm. Caius raised an eyebrow at me, saying
nothing. I cleared my throat and began again. "You said ... your friend said, in his version of the story,
that none of the three men was Seneca." Caius waited for me to continue. "But that's not true. He must
have been mistaken."

Caius shook his head briefly. "No. He was quoting from the official report, Publius. Lepido would make
no mistake about that. An official report is,ipso facto, the formal truth."
 "There were three dead men in that clearing, Cay. None was alive." Another thought occurred to me.
"What about the confession? Did he have anything to say about that?"

"What confession? The official report made no mention of any confession."

"I left it under the swine's arm!"

"I believe you. But, officially, no confession exists, or ever did."

 Unable to sit still any longer, seething with baffled anger, I sprang to my feet and began pacing the room,
kneading my right fist in my left. Caius turned to follow me with his eyes, saying nothing, allowing me to
follow the chaotic surging of my thoughts. Finally I stopped pacing and faced him again.

 "Jacob grew to be a Seneca, after all." Cay's only response was to raise his eyebrow in that old,
sardonic mannerism of his, and I continued. "I thought he was different... thought he had the makings of a
decent man... but he's just as warped and evil as the rest of his brood. He found the body, suppressed
the confession and covered the whole thing up. But how? How could he have concealed Seneca's
identity? That doesn't make sense."

Caius ran his hand over his short, iron-grey hair from crown to forehead, pressing it down onto his brow
with spread fingers as he sighed again. "But it does. It does, Publius. Think about it, and remember the
people with whom we are dealing. Magnus's rebellion was over. New troops everywhere, all of
undoubted loyalty to Theodosius, and all from overseas. Probably not one soul in the new garrison at
Aquae Sulis had ever set eyes on Claudius Seneca, so when the man's own nephew denied that this was
his uncle, who would contradict him? Officially, Jacobus Seneca brought back a nameless survivor who
—"

"Impossible! I've told you, Cay, there were no survivors, other than me."

He stared at me. "Then why go to all the trouble of denying the identity of the corpse?"

"What d'you mean? To protect the swine's reputation, of course."

 "Against what, Publius? All Jacob had to do was destroy the written confession, and Seneca was
blameless. It would then have been a tragic end to a heroic figure: the noble Procurator, murdered by his
abductors after a titanic struggle in an attempt to escape. That would have ended the mystery surrounding
his disappearance very neatly, from everyone's viewpoint except yours."

 "Damnation, that's not good enough, Cay." I was digging my heels in, mentally, knowing I was right.
"There has to be another explanation. That whoreson was dead when I walked away from him, I swear
it."

 Caius shook his head slowly, unwilling to accede the point. "Then what other possible explanation could
there be, Publius?"

 I slammed my clenched fist into my palm. "I don't know, I don't know. But there has to be something,
something devious and serpentine and reptilian. Something that would occur only to a damned Seneca,
and we're missing it!"

Caius arrived at a decision. I saw it happen in his eyes, and then he snapped his head downward in a
short, decisive nod.

 "Very well, I'll grant that you may be correct, on the reptilian grounds alone. And we are not exactly
devoid of resources in this. The truth is verifiable, although not immediately. I shall write to my friend
Marcellus Prello again tonight and ask him to be more specific regarding this alleged sighting of Claudius
Seneca in Rome. It may take a month or more to hear whether or not he has anything to add to his
original report, but at least we'll know then, with some degree of certainty, if Prello spoke with conviction
in his last letter, or if he was merely gossiping."

 I felt better already. "Fine. So be it! But he's dead, Cay, and your friend Prello made an error of
identification. I would wager on that. I don't know what motivated Jacob Seneca to do what he did in
concealing the death of his unspeakable uncle, but I do know he did it. Claudius Seneca, may he be
cursed anew by the ancient God of the Hebrews, is dead and burning in a firepit in Hades."

There was nothing more to be said at that time, I felt, but in spite of my surge of confidence, my peace of
mind had been shattered for that day, and I ended up sleeping most of the afternoon away, lulled by a
draught concocted for me by Caius's physician.

Within a matter of a few more days, however, a series of events was to occur that would drive all
memory and all consciousness of Claudius Seneca from my mind.

III



 There is a beast in every man who breathes, a beast that is born in him and lives within him all his life, in
a constant struggle for dominance over what he would prefer to think of as his "better self." I say that with
complete conviction because I have had to come to terms with my own personal beast, and it now lies
dormant inside me; dormant, but far from dead. It stirs, occasionally, reminding me of its presence, of its
poison.

My beast's chains are strong — as strong as I, a maker of iron chains, could make them. I know to my
own cost, nevertheless, that they are frighteningly fragile.

 I have not always known such things, for it is not in my nature to dwell for any length of time on matters I
cannot pick up and either bend or straighten with a hammer. I learned of the reality of man's inner beast
only when I was a man full-grown myself, and I learned of it from my friend Bishop Alaric, after he and I
had seen at first hand the depredations of one sad man's beast, which had caused him to run amok
among his friends and neighbours, crippling and maiming before he could be overpowered. Alaric said at
the time that the man, whom we both knew, had been "possessed by the beast." Hearing these words
from Alaric, a man of God, I assumed he meantthe beast, the Devil, and I said so. Alaric, however,
quickly brought me to order on my misunderstanding.

 It is too easy, he told me, with that simplicity of speech I so admired in him, to blame all our human griefs
and ills on Lucifer. In doing so, he said, we can evade responsibility for our own actions, whereas the
fault, in truth, is attributable to a lesser, more human beast that alternates constantly between lying
dormant or raging savagely within each of us, male and female. The degree to which each of us
subjugates our personal beast dictates the goodness, or the greatness, we achieve in this life.

 This was a new notion for me, a disturbing, discomforting idea with which, I must confess, I did not rush
to wrestle. But at that time I had not yet truly encountered my own beast and, try as I would, the closest I
could come to seeing it then, or even sensing its presence within me, was in my own cold enjoyment of
the kill, in war. I knew what that did to me — the feral enjoyment of battle and the sick revulsion that
followed. But that was no beast, I reasoned; it was mere guilt.

 Many years later, under the threat of rain, late on a cloudy summer afternoon that was dark with flies
and heavy with omens, I was to recall that occasion, and that discussion, very clearly, as I gazed,
horror-stricken, at the signs of the victory of one more man's beast and recognized fully the hideous
visage of my own.

 Approaching this episode again has placed demands on me that are new and worrisome, because I must
now write about the beast in man, and of the beast in me. I fear and loathe the task, but my course is
clear: I may not deal in other people's faults unless I first lay bare, in full confession and
acknowledgement, my own gross flaws. And so I must deal here with my friend Domitius Titens, and
with the treachery I dealt him for his friendship.

 Domitius Titens was our neighbour, the great-great-grandson, like Caius Britannicus, of one of the
original villa builders in the region that we developed as our Colony. He was also my friend and an avid
student of ironcraft. He would never have made a weapons-smith, but he learned quickly the artistic
sleight of hand required to twist wrought iron into lovely, strong and decorative shapes.

 He had been in the legions at the same time as Cay and me, and most of his soldiering had been done in
the eastern marches of the Empire. He had served for years in Asia Minor and had ended up in
Constantinople, at the Imperial Court, where he met and wed his red-haired consort, Cylla, bringing her
back to his huge estates in Britain when his tour of duty ended.

 Cylla Titens was, for a very long time, a part of my life that I could never bring myself to come to grips
with. In the beginning, I thought of her as "Scylla," and imagined her to possess all the attributes of that
mythological monster. She made my life a misery over a period of years, but I could never hold her
wholly to blame for it. The fault was mine; Cylla was merely herself. Whatever power, for good or evil,
she ever held over me she possessed only because I gave it to her, and it was that gift that rendered me
incapable of dealing with her satisfactorily. She exercised a dark power with the dedication of a despot,
and I was never able to break her hold.

 Cylla and I never lay with each other. Never. Had I lain even once with Cylla Titens, I would have
forfeited my wife and my honour, in my own mind, forever. I can state with certainty that Luceiia would
have forgiven me had I strayed, because she told me so and I know she spoke the truth. But I could
never have forgiven myself for such an atrocity.

Cylla Titens was everything I mistrusted and disliked in a woman, all smoothly disguised in the shape of
what every normal man admires.

 Cylla fascinated me. She was beautiful, with that headlong, dedicated devotion to her own beauty that
left no room in her life for anyone or anything else of importance. Her body was her temple, and she
worked long and hard to keep it long and hard. Beauty was life's blood to Cylla, and she was entirely
taken up with protecting it. She never sat or walked in the sun, because she believed it dried and
wrinkled her skin. And there was never any mention of Cylla and children in the same breath. Her self
was the only thing she was true to, and she was determinedly dedicated to that.

 I knew how faithless Cylla was; I had reason to. And she knew I thought her a shameless wanton. She
never made any attempt to qualify the accuracy or the validity of my opinion. She did not feel she needed
to. I lusted after her and she encouraged my lust, deliberately baiting the beast in me, drawing it ever
closer to the surface with my own tacit consent.

 There is a perversity in me that enjoyed the experience thoroughly, tormenting though it was, and the
memory of some occasions that we shared can still choke me with desire from time to time, even though
almost twenty years have gone by since I last saw her. The woman was temptation personified, and
every blandishment she offered contained a challenge, I thought, to my ultimate moral strength. That, at
least, is what I used to tell myself. In my arrogance, I deluded myself that I was ultimately invulnerable to
her attractions, but there was always the chance that I would succumb.

 Our perverse relationship was a secret between the two of us — guilty on my part, blatant and sexually
self-stimulating on Cylla's. Between the two of us there were no pretences. Cylla's motivations were hers
alone, as was the undeniable satisfaction she derived from the entire situation. My own were equally
private. We never discussed them, save in the broadest, coarsest terms, in whatever space of time each
particular set of circumstances permitted. We would talk then, mostly in whispers, and Cylla would act
— perform, I suppose, would be the most appropriate word. I did nothing on these occasions but look
and react in tense self-containment that was sometimes agonizing. We conducted our association with
these constraints because they were within my control, and they were within my control because I
dictated the opening rules of what was to become an elaborate and long-extended game.

 It began when we first met, my first night in the Villa Britannicus, when I had just met and fallen in love
with Luceiia. Cylla climbed into my bed that night and woke me from an erotic dream. Had Luceiia not
come to my immediate rescue, knowing Cylla and what she was likely to do, I would have had Cylla
Titens there and then, uncaring who she was. But nothing happened. Luceiia nipped that blossom before
it could even bud, and I did not see Cylla again for almost a year.

When we did meet again, it was at a gathering of friends, a thanksgiving celebration for a full harvest.

 Again Cylla let me know, without words, that she considered me a potential and soon-to-be-possessed
bed-mate. I avoided her designs on that occasion, and for a long time afterward, by the simple expedient
of never permitting myself to be alone with her. And so we continued for another year and more, with the
four of us, Luceiia and myself and Cylla and her husband Domitius, whom she called Dom, reunited at
least five times at similar gatherings.

 Let it be understood here that Cylla Titens was, as I have already said, more than simply attractive. She
was wondrous to behold from a distance and she radiated an aura of sexual availability that every man in
every gathering was aware of and responded to, with the singular exception of Domitius, her husband.

 It was only on closer association with her that her unattractive elements became apparent, and it may be
that many of those affected me alone; there were many men who seemed oblivious to her faults, focusing
only on the sweet honey distilled between her thighs. She had, for one thing, a discordant voice. As long
as she spoke quietly, it was not too difficult to listen to, but when she became animated, Cylla's voice
developed a shrillness, a shrewish quality, that was most unpleasant. Unpleasant, too, was her attitude in
dealing with or discussing people, events and topics that were not directly concerned with benefit to her.
She could be, and was, more often than not, waspish, disparaging, disagreeable and condemnatory on
everything she turned her tongue to, whether or not she knew what she was talking about. Cylla
invariably declaimed her viewpoints, assuming an authority that was seldom justifiable. In short, her
personality was markedly obnoxious, and I preferred to keep my distance from her.

 Domitius, on the other hand, was literally besotted with his wife. He worshipped the ground she trod,
and his worship could never allow him to consider that she might be less than perfect. He was a devout
Christian, absolutely devoid of malice or mistrust, and his charity was endless. He was fully aware of his
wife's vanity, her exclusive preoccupation with herself and her appearance and her outrageous
expenditures to maintain all of these. None of this perturbed him. He laughed at all of it and considered
himself blessed in being able to provide for all of her needs. Fortunately for Cylla, he also accepted as a
part of life and happiness that his wife had to spend at least one week out of three taking the waters of
the baths at Aquae Sulis. From time to time, to Cylla's great but unspoken annoyance, he would
accompany her. Most of the time, however, Domitius was content to remain at home, running his estates,
pursuing his own particular pastimes and leaving his beloved wife to her own reasonably discreet
pleasures.

 It was in the springtime of my third year at the Villa Britannicus, when we were taking the first cautious,
exploratory steps towards establishing our Colony, that Domitius Titens visited my forge one day and
became enthusiastically caught up in what I was doing.

 He came by, originally, to discuss some family matter with Caius, and visited me in my smithy purely out
of courtesy, to pass the time of day. He asked me what I was working on and I showed him, and then he
asked more and more questions, showing genuine interest. I responded with enthusiasm, as any
craftsman will, and the unforeseen result was that I acquired, in the space of one brief afternoon, a
wealthy, dedicated apprentice who laughed at the soot on his snowy robes.

 I have often wondered since how things would have differed in our Colony had I merely responded
pleasantly that day and pleaded pressure of work to avoid his questions and be rid of him. But of course,
recrimination is fruitless.

 In any event, Dom had his own smithy set up and operating on his villa in a matter of months. It is not
important that he never did become a good smith — it was strictly a pastime for him; what is important is
that he gained years of great pleasure from the craft, he and I became close friends, and I started to
spend time at his home, thereby falling into the bizarre, grotesque pattern of activities that was Cylla's
game.

 I think of it always as Cylla's game, even though I was as active a player as she in many respects. I can
recollect with accuracy how the overt moves of the game developed, but the preliminary manoeuvres,
and the evaluations that accompanied them, were Cylla's alone; I was totally unaware of them. From the
outset, long before I knew there was a game, I was adamant that Cylla would never isolate me; there
would always be someone nearby, someone within hearing distance. Cylla accepted this basic rule very
quickly, and accepted also the corollary that I had not yet recognized: that no matter who might be
around us, there would always be intervals, no matter how brief, when she and I would be together
unobserved. It was on that acceptance that she built her strategy, and on that premise she moved her
pieces with mounting authority, learning quickly what I would tolerate from her and what I would not. As
things transpired, there was nothing, under the strict rules of the game, that I would not tolerate.

 Cylla set out to make herself attractive to me — personally, intimately, hospitably attractive. And, in
spite of my obvious disapproval of her, she was successful. There is no need to describe most of the
things she did; they are contained in the armoury of every woman who takes aim at a man, and every
adult is familiar with them. But Cylla handled these weapons with extra subtlety, sharpening them into
instruments of incredible potency, and eventually stabbing deeply and accurately with them at the most
outlandish times and with outrageous effrontery. Anyone watching would have said that she ignored me
completely most of the time, yet when she did address me she was invariably pleasant, courteous and
hospitable. Never a glimpse of the shrew for Publius Varrus! No one could ever have suspected that any
bond, or any attraction, existed between the two of us.

Without contradicting what I have just said, I should mention that Luceiia had some short-lived
suspicions in the beginning, right at the outset, before the charade had developed and before I had
identified what Cylla was doing. It seemed to her, as a woman and my wife, that Cylla's conversion, in
regard to me, from sexual predator to charming friend wastoo complete, and she remarked upon it to me
one night when she and I were dining alone. She spoke merely out of perplexity and was not being in any
way accusatory, and my response was terse, dismissive and absolutely truthful: "She knows I don't like
her." Luceiia accepted that and never mentioned the matter again, for which I came to be extremely
grateful.

 And so Cylla disarmed me, almost to the point where I considered relaxing my vigilance. I started to feel
more comfortable around her. I began to relax, to accept that she would not be offensive or put me out
of countenance — she was one of the few people at that time in whose company I was still aware of my
crippled leg. That awareness faded eventually, however, in the light of her consistent, considerate
treatment of me and her ongoing deference. I began to feel at ease in her presence. She soon sensed that,
and put her next move into effect. Slowly, and only very gradually, over a number of months, she brought
touch into play. Not between us, except on one fleeting occasion. Cylla never touched me, nor I her,
except for that one time. But she touched herself, and for my eyes alone, knowing that I was watching.

 The first time she surprised me with an overt gesture, my reaction was to tell myself it was unintentional,
that I had merely seen something not meant to be seen. Dom had brought me to the villa to show me a
piece of work he had in progress, and he went straight to a curtained closet built beneath the sweep of
the main staircase to rummage for the thing. Cylla had been crossing the vestibule towards the stairs as
we came in. She smiled pleasantly, spoke a word or two without stopping and began to go upstairs. I
stood in the hallway, waiting for Dom.

 Cylla always dressed magnificently, and was celebrated for it. Her clothing was designed to drape in
such a way as to conceal, yet sharply emphasize, the shape of her: her breasts, her flat belly, her thighs,
hips and buttocks and the long, clean length of her legs. The stairway was brightly lit by a glazed,
translucent skylight and Cylla paused about eight stairs up to call to Dom, reminding him that they were
having guests that afternoon. She had paused with her right foot on the stair two steps above her left one,
leaning forward and to her left to call down to Dom, who was almost directly beneath her feet. I noticed
how the soft folds of her robe draped over her raised thigh, outlining it clearly and clinging to the limb.
She continued to lean forward slightly, her head cocked to hear Dom's response, paying no attention to
me at all, but as she stood, poised there for the space of several heartbeats, her right hand dropped to
her thigh and stroked the smooth material of her amber-coloured robe, almost, it seemed to me,
unconsciously, except that the stroking movement lasted one heart-stopping instant too long. The
abstracted touch became an unmistakable caress; an invitation to look and admire; a lascivious little
secret for me to carry away, having seen the incredible intimacy of the way her fingers curled to press the
material against the soft, full undercurve of her thigh from just above her knee to the junction of her legs.
Then Dom answered her and she was moving again, heading upstairs without a glance in my direction. I
felt my crotch harden and heard my heart thump in my ears and I had to move quickly to meet Dom,
hoping that he would not notice my obvious arousal.

 That was the first clear move in Cylla's game, and it progressed rapidly from there. The second move
came soon after. Standing beside Dom, her arms folded as they both looked down at the table on which
I had spread the parchment I had brought to show him, she scratched idly with one thumbnail at her
breast, bringing an amazingly large nipple into turgid prominence as I stood within arm's length of her. I
saw the soft, yielding fullness of the breast and the urgency of that nipple's arousal and yet saw no sign
that she was aware of my eyes. Dom, of course, saw nothing.

 On another occasion, we were at a gathering of two dozen people, including Luceiia, in the main
reception room of the house. By this time I had come to anticipate that Cylla would find a way,
somehow, to do something, and I had even dressed in a long, light over-robe that would effectively
conceal, I hoped, any excitement she might bring about. We were waiting for the servants to call us all in
to dinner. The celebration was informal and everyone was having an enjoyable time.

 Luceiia was deep in conversation with a group of Dom's elderly relatives who had come up from
Sorviodunum and whose presence was the reason for the gathering. I had moved away from them to
take a second cup of Dom's excellent Germanic wine from one of the servants when I became aware that
Cylla was looking at me. She was sitting on a deep, high-backed couch and had just been in
conversation with a couple of young girls who were now making their way across the room towards
Dom. As soon as she saw me look her way, she averted her eyes and glanced around the room, and I
knew she was looking to see if anyone was watching. As she did so, one of the servants banged loudly
on a copper gong and announced that dinner was about to be served. Every head in the room except
mine turned towards the source of the voice, and Cylla stood up.

 I wish I could adequately describe how she did it. Her timing was perfect and her movements so
deliberate, yet so quick, that I felt as if I had been kicked in the crotch. In less time than it takes to tell,
she gripped the front edge of her couch, spread her legs wide so that the folds of her robe fell
immediately and graphically between them and thrust her body forward in a long slide before pushing
herself erect to stand spread-legged for a moment, her skirts swirling around her ankles. It was the
movement of an athlete, but the spreading of her legs and that deliberate slide forward undid me, catching
me by surprise as her manoeuvres always did. For an instant there was nothing in my world but the
wanton urgency of those parted thighs and that thrusting, female belly, and then awareness crashed back
and I looked around guiltily to see if anyone had seen mesee it. No one was paying any attention and the
entire crowd moved as one body towards the entrance to thetriclinium, the main dining room.

 I joined the exodus, my blood on fire, willing the pounding in my head to die down, but before it could I
became aware of Cylla, at whom I had not dared look again, standing directly in front of me, too close,
among the crowd. I stopped short, preparing to back away from her, but before I could do so, I felt her
hand brush against me, locating me, and then the back of her hand pressing firmly against the jut of my
phallus. I almost leaped away from her, but Cylla never touched me again, and she ignored me
completely for the remainder of that evening. I calmed myself eventually, but lustful images swarmed in
my mind for hours afterwards.

 Now Cylla knew beyond doubt that her designs were working. She also knew, with equal certainty, that
she could rely on my silence; and she knew, too, that she could count on my complicity in the game that
had now begun in earnest.

 I had absolutely no regard for Cylla as a person, and that saddens me now. I considered her to be a
thorough slut — everyone did, except Dom — and I really believed, in my arrogance, that she was
uncaring of my opinion. She seemed, in fact, to revel in the knowledge of my real dislike of her, perhaps
because she knew that I would keep coming back in spite of it. Liking and dislike, it seemed to me, had
nothing to do with the game.

 I never did doubt her enjoyment of the game, however; nor, for that matter, did she doubt mine. But
Cylla had an advantage over me: she knew that I felt guilt because, for all my arrogant, self-deluding
high-mindedness, I was attracted to her wanton behaviour and could not master my lust. She knew that
she held my eyes, if no other part of me, clasped tight between her lascivious thighs; she knew and
enjoyed the agonizing depth of my guilt; and she revelled in the knowledge that her depravity drove me to
purge myself of my frustrated seed by my own hand, since my then perverted sense of honour would not
let me willingly take my lust for Cylla home to Luceiia.
 What cowards we men are! Here I am, writing of Cylla's depravity, when it was mine. Eventually,
before matters came to a head in a way I could never have visualized, I was existing in a condition that
must have approached insanity, and I have often thought, in later years, that the dementia of my lust
reduced me, in effect, to the behaviour I might have expected of Claudius Seneca, the man I detested
most in all the world.

For several years, at the outset, we barely exchanged words at all. The entire game was in the playing,
with Cylla initiating and me reacting, both wordlessly.

 The end of that stage occurred early one autumn morning, when I had dropped in at their house with
some tools for Dom and had been invited to break bread with them. The three of us were seated at a
table in their private quarters. We had eaten sparingly and were talking casually of nothing in particular
when I saw one of the signs I had come to recognize in Cylla as she prepared to do something reckless
and dangerous. When she became excited her eyes glittered. There is no other word I can think of to
describe her look on such occasions; her gaze took on an almost luminous intensity, and her eyes teared
over, almost as though she were going to weep, except that there was no hint of anything doleful about
her. Her eyes filled with dancing highlights, and she exuded an aura of barely hidden gaiety.

 On this occasion, Dom noticed it too. He leaned forward and stroked her cheek in a loving, uxorious
caress, and Cylla turned and smiled at him, a smile of utter sweetness, which she then bestowed on me.

 "Publius," said Dom, "is she not radiant? I thank God daily for this treasure He has given me. But she
seldom looks this happy, and it must be your presence that pleases her so. I must bring you here more
often. Don't you agree, my dear?"

Cylla did not speak. She merely smiled at me with that radiant, glittering smile and I writhed in
discomfort because both her hands were out of sight beneath the table and Iknew she was caressing
herself.

I grew red in the face from guilt and fear that Dom might reach out to take her hand, and I moved
quickly to stand up and take my leave.

 "No," she said, both hands appearing above the table-top, "You must not leave yet, Publius. Dom has
something to show you." Dom's face went blank. "Don't you, my dear?" He blinked, and she continued
as though speaking to a small boy. "Your plans for the new tessellated floor?"

"Ah! Of course, stupid of me." His face went blank again. "Where are they, my dear? Do you know?"

"Oh, Dom! They are either in yourcubiculum or in one of the chests in your bedchamber. Bring them
back here and we can spread them on the other table there."

"Yes, of course. Pardon me, Publius. I won't be long."

 Cylla's hands were back beneath the table and, as Dom left the room, she made a motion which told me
she had parted her skirts to free her legs.

"Look!"

"No, damnation!" I stood up and walked angrily away from the table, angry at her and at myself. "Cylla,
how can you do this to Dom?"
"To Dom? I am doing nothing to Dom. I'm doing it for you, look!"

I looked. Her naked legs were spread wide beneath the table.

"For the love of the sweet Christ! One of these days he's going to catch you!"

"Perhaps. But not today. I hid those plans too well. We have some time."

 I turned my back on her, fighting to keep down the swelling in my treacherous crotch. I heard her stand
up and move towards me until she stood in front of me, the perfect depiction of a decorous, dutiful
Roman wife. She moved to the door of the room, looked out into the hallway and then came back to
stand between me and the open doorway to the garden, so that her body was clearly outlined through
her thin robe against the bright, early-morning sunlight. She stood spread-legged.

 "Look, Publius." In my mind, I always hear her speaking in a sibilant whisper. "That's all you want to do,
so look, and lust. Feel yourself grow hard and imagine what you could do inside me, how you would
surge with spilling seed if only your iron will would let you." She pulled apart the skirts of her robe,
revealing the beauty of her warm, soft, firm flesh, and showing me openly for the first time the
breath-taking thick bush of red-gold hair at her centre. I gazed and grew hard, my ears straining for the
first sounds of Dom's return. The glittering smile never left her eyes.

 "Much as you might like to, you will never slide your hard smith's phallus into me, will you, Publius? That
would be a sin against your wife. But your wife has been your wife for years now. She is beautiful, but
she is familiar territory, no?"

 I wanted to tell her not to soil my wife's name with her mouth but, God help me, I could only stare as she
dug with one finger deep into her centre, churned it around and withdrew it, extending it to show me how
it glistened with her juices.

 "This is the unfamiliar, Publius. The illicit. This moisture that you yearn for is the forbidden fruit that keeps
men young." She put the finger deep into her mouth, slowly sucked it clean and then held it out to me
again. "This is why you look to me, to Cylla — because I can show you all the earthly delights, all the
sinful excesses that wives do not deal in."

"Show them to your husband," I croaked, my throat swollen tight.

 Her eyebrow went high, but neither in scorn, nor in derision. "He has no interest." I said nothing, and she
smiled. "You do not believe me, do you? But why should I lie? What would I gain by it? Would it make
you think me less wanton? Nothing could do that, could it? But that wantonness is what brings you here,
so I accept your disapproval. Do you like this?" She ran her fingers through the bush of red-gold hair.

"Do that again," I whispered, almost choking.

 "What? This?" She did it again, lingering long with that probing finger buried deep inside her before
withdrawing it and offering it to me to taste. As I shook my head in refusal, I heard Dom returning. I
watched her suck her finger clean again, knowing exactly how that hot mouth would feel around me, and
then Dom walked back into the room, his head already bowed over the document he held unrolled
between his hands. Cylla casually moved away from the revealing light of the doorway and I bent over
the plans Dom laid out on the table, seeing nothing but the image of Cylla's mouth sucking on her finger.

That image, and the memory of her red-gold pubis stayed with me for days.
 The ultimate move in the game, its final stage of depravity, happened in the late spring of the year of the
raid in which I was wounded, mere weeks after Caius told me of the amazing and impossible report that
Claudius Seneca had been seen in Rome. Cylla arrived at the entrance to my smithy one morning and
asked if she might speak with me alone. This was unprecedented. She had never approached me so
openly before. I quaked with apprehension as I stepped outside into the bright sunlight to speak with her,
but she put my mind at ease immediately by handing me a package of drawings, the design for a smelting
oven I had lent to Dom some time earlier and which he had promised to return that day.

"Dom asked me to return these to you. He has gone into Aquae Sulis."

I blinked at her, my eyes still smarting from the bright sunlight. "Aquae Sulis? Why didn't you go with
him? You usually do, don't you?"

 "Yes, but not this time. I have no need." I looked closely at her, but there was no glitter in her eyes. I
relaxed, but she went on.

 "Publius, I have a suggestion to make. I know you have no wish to go beyond looking. You enjoy
looking. We both know that. Now I would like you to look in a different way. Would you like that? I
think you would."

 I felt myself frowning and stepped further from the doorway of the smithy, leading her by the elbow
around the corner into a narrow, brick-paved passageway between some storehouses. When I felt sure
we were far enough removed from the door to avoid being overheard, I asked, keeping my voice low,
"Cylla, what are you talking about? What could be different? What more is there to look at? I know you
as well as any man could know you, using only his eyes. How can you improve on that?"

"Cylla."

"What?"

"Cylla. My name. You said it. You never use it."

"No, I never do, do I?"

"Use it again, now."

She smiled, but it was a strange smile. Had I not known her so well, I might have thought it was an
uncertain smile, almost tremulous. I said nothing, and she went on.

"We are here in your domain, Publius, and not playing the game."

"So?" I was confused, unable to understand what she was saying.

 "So, after — what? — seven years of not saying my name, would you please me on this summer day by
calling me by my name again? Just once more?"

I was surprised and, in consequence, more cruel than I care to remember. "Humph!" I grunted, feeling
uncomfortable at this departure from the norm. "We were speaking of looking, Cylla....Well, Cylla, I
have watched you make love to yourself in every way, with everything from vegetables to the finest
beeswax candles. What more is there to see?"
 She gazed at me in silence for long moments and I tried to divine what she was thinking from the strange
expression on her face, but then she laughed her old laugh and her eyes began to shine.

 "Do I hear censure, Publius? Disgust? Come now, you love all of it. Cylla, your wanton Cylla, thrills you
and excites you more than she disgusts you, does she not? No," she answered her own question, her
voice becoming lighter with mockery. "No, perhaps not more than she disgusts you, but much more
violently, far more pleasurably. I've seen you grow hard in spite of your disgust and your dislike of what
you think of as your weakness, Publius, and I've watched you spill by hand the seed you would never
give to me in any other way. But thereis more."

"How? How can there be? What more?"

"Come to my house today and see."

"No. Not while Dom is away."

She gazed at me again. "I wonder if you will ever see what a fool you are in this, Publius. You will not
betray your friend in his absence. You prefer to wait until he is nearby."

"That's enough, Cylla! Enough!"

She paused, then nodded. "Very well, then we shall choose another venue. Out of doors. In the woods."

"No! Against the rules. Not alone." I was growling through my temptation.

"I will not be alone. You will."

"What? What d'you mean?"

"What I said. I will be accompanied."

 "My God, you're mad! Accompanied by whom? And what makes you think I would ever consider such
a thing?"

"By a man. A lovely, stripling boy who cannot hear or speak, but lacks in nothing else."

"Youare mad!"

 She laughed again. "Mad? How? Because I invite you to watch? But I love having you watch me at my
games, Publius! No one watches me better or more intently, more ravenously than you do. I truly thought
you might enjoy watching someone else take for himself the pleasures you deny yourself. There would be
no danger of discovery. You could watch and remain unseen! Think of it, Publius. The boy is deaf. He
will not hear you approach to stand among the bushes, and he will make no sound, and I will bind his
eyes so he is blind to all but the pleasures I will shower upon him for your pleasure." She paused,
watching me closely, and when I said nothing she continued. "He is but a boy, Publius, though he
performs like a stallion. He will be an instrument of pleasure, no more than that — a silent, unseeing,
Unhearing instrument, manipulable as any of the others I have used in the past. Except that he will use me
as a mare, and I will use him to exhaustion. Think, Publius. He will not see you there. But I will. And you
will finally see me used as the slut I am in your eyes — ravaged and ridden, stretched and clutched,
sweating and writhing, kneeling over a living, piercing phallus, impaling myself as I look over his head,
watching you watching me, both of us wishing it were you in me." Her voice softened. "No broken rules,
Publius, no departures from the game. It will still be only you and I. But I shall cover his eyes tightly when
it is done, because I want you, Publius Varrus, to watch a man's seed seeping from the body of your
playmate at least once. Think of it, Publius. For your eyes and for your lusts alone, and none to know of
it save I."

"Sweet Christ!"

 She cut me short. "No preaching, Publius! I will be there, with the boy, by the third hour after noon. You
know the standing stone at the south-east corner of our land. A pathway leads into the woods from
there. Count your steps and keep them short as mine. A hundred and twenty paces from the edge of the
forest there, you will see a holly tree on the left of the path. Directly behind that tree, some forty paces
further off the path, there is a clearing with a mossy bank fit for the bedding of a god. Don't be afraid of
making noise. Remember, the boy is deaf and mute. I will be listening for your approach, but I will not
wait for long. With a naked youth and a long, strong phallus nearby, I find I grow wet very quickly and
must scratch my itch." She paused and leaned closer to me, sniffing deeply. "You are grimy and sooty
and sweaty and smelly. I like that. The juice is trickling from me, down my thigh, right now. I want to
lean, or sit somewhere and do things for us. Is there a place nearby?"

"No, for the love of God!"

"No. For the love of lust. What about your smithy? It looks dark."

"Are you mad? Equus is in there, and a dozen other people."

"What's that place?" She nodded towards a door.

"Nothing. A storeroom."

"Show me."

"No! Cylla, for the — "

"Then I shall look myself."

 She walked forward and pulled the door open. The room was tiny, with barely enough space for a man
to enter and reach the shelves that lined the interior. She stepped inside and turned to face me, pulling the
bottom of her beautiful, light-blue gown up over her long, clean-muscled legs. I groaned in despair and
excitement. This time she was really going to go too far, but I had already seen the glistening evidence of
her arousal on the inner surface of her thighs; she had not been exaggerating. Her fingers were already
busy and her knees began to give way as her back slid down the shelf-lined wall. In the dimness of the
hut's interior her eyes looked glazed, so intense was her excitement. She reached out one hand to me,
wet with her body's fluid. I had never known any woman who could get so wet so quickly. I glanced
from side to side in fear, but there was no one to be seen. And then Cylla began to moan, deep in her
throat, something I had never known her do before.

"Stop that!" I hissed.

"I can't," she moaned. "It's being here, so close to your place. Step closer. Let me smell the smoke on
you."
 Terrified of being discovered, but completely incapable of resisting, I stepped closer and she closed her
eyes, inhaling deeply and then whimpering in her throat as she gained release. I knelt down on one knee,
no longer caring who might happen by. "Show me! Show me how wet you are."

"How wet do you want me?"

"As wet as you can be."

 She stuck her tongue between her lips and smiled, and then squatted lower and squirted a strong jet of
urine to splatter on the floor of the hut. As I gazed in utter fascination, she straightened up slowly,
clutching her skirts high around her waist and simply allowing the stream of urine to run down her legs
and soak her sandals.

"Is that wet enough for you? You see? There are still new things to look at. Give me your hand." I shook
my head. "Then give me something, a cloth."

 I straightened up and handed her the kerchief I wore around my neck, and she dried her thighs, rubbing
the cloth thoroughly in the wetness of her crotch before handing it back to me. I raised it to my face and
sniffed it. She stepped from the hut.

"Your turn. You need to do it. I'll watch. If anyone comes, I'll warn you and you can take something
down from a shelf for me." Her eyes were fixed on my crotch. "Do it, Publius. Now!"

I did, and it took only seconds with her hungry eyes on me and the vision of what I had just watched her
do. When it was over she nodded.

 "The third hour. But no sooner. It would not please you to meet us on the path by accident. I will be
listening for you. Remember: forty paces behind the holly tree."

 Then she turned and was gone, leaving me to attempt to reconstruct my day and to struggle against the
temptation she had dangled in front of me for that afternoon.

IV



 I rode hard all the way to Cylla's tryst that afternoon, cursing myself and debating my own sanity with
every beat of my horse's hoofs, and at the end of my journey I tethered the animal to a sapling just inside
the forest's edge, about fifty paces from the entry to the path that would take me to the clearing. The sun
had passed into the fourth hour of its afternoon journey and it threw my shadow directly ahead of me as I
walked. By that stage I was numb; I knew only that I was lost in a wilderness beyond my understanding
and completely beyond my control, but it was that last, pusillanimous thought that finally stiffened my
spine and gave me the strength to stop in my tracks and turn around. I knew that if I went into the woods
to that clearing, if I took even one step along that pathway, I would have forsaken the last remnants of
my pride and honour; if I stooped so low as to watch Cylla with another man, I would be betraying not
only my family and all I held dear, but my own manhood, giving up total possession of my immortal soul
to Cylla's beast as well as to my own.

 My horse stood cropping the sparse grass beneath the trees where I had tethered him, and I leaned my
full weight against his side for a spell, smelling the clean, equine odour of him. He smelt exactly like a
horse,
 exactly as he should, sweaty and wholesome, and there was nothing false or specious about him. He
was a horse, full of a horse's strength. He had no truck with anything that was not fit for horses. When he
rutted, he rutted straightforwardly, without subterfuge, and only with a mare who was in season;
otherwise, he did as horses do.

 I had a ludicrous vision of him gazing in fascination at another stallion rutting with a mare, and I began to
laugh, quietly at first, and then with more and more abandon and less and less sanity as I was struck by
the ridiculous folly of what I was imagining and I saw myself clearly for what I had become.

 I ended up sitting on the ground between his legs, laughing uproariously and then suddenly weeping; like
the sensible animal he was, my horse moved away, eyeing me uneasily, which made me laugh and weep
the more.

 I regained my senses eventually and felt better than I had in a long, long time. And I knew, with the
clarity of absolute certainty, that Cylla's game had ended. I had found my direction again, after years of
wandering lost, and it had been pointed out to me by a horse! How many times had Equus called me a
horse's arse? Now I knew Equus was wrong, but it had taken a horse to show me what I was, or should
be: I was a man, and a maker of weapons; a smith and a soldier. I had no business with unmanly, lesser
things, and from this day I would avoid them and regain the strength of my manhood.

I saw the fallen, rotting tree that I had noticed earlier, the reason for tethering my horse where I had.
When you have a leg like mine, you watch always for easy means of mounting. I led him to it, climbed
upon his back and pointed him away from the forest, down towards the stream among the bushes in the
bottom of the valley. The trees here were sparse and small, no more than saplings; you could almost
gallop among them.

 On the bank of the stream, this time by an ancient, mossy stump, I dismounted again, took off my
sandals and light leggings and then sat down, dangling my bare feet in the gurgling water. I watched tiny
fish darting in the stillness of a lazy eddy by my side and let the soothing sound and touch of the cool
waters wash me clean. And when I dressed again and left for home, it was without regret for Cylla or the
game she was playing in the forest glade.

 On the way home I was acutely conscious of the beauty of the day and of the scenery around me. The
sprouting, unformed leaves had not yet lost their fragile newness and the moss of winter and spring was
still bright green and moist; flowers bloomed among the grasses everywhere I looked and the air seemed
full of butterflies and bees. At one point, I heard a crashing in the bushes and my horse shied nervously,
scenting the bear that had already scented us and gone. I gentled him and then kicked him to a trot to get
out of the area and leave the poor bear in peace; I had no quarrel with any animal that day. In this way, it
took me far longer to get home than it had to arrive.

 As I prepared to dismount outside the forge, I heard my name being called and turned to see one of the
household servants running towards me, waving his arms. I stayed on my horse and waited until he ran
right up to me, gasping for breath, with the news that Luceiia had been looking for me "for hours" and
had sent him to the forge to wait for me and make sure that I went straight to her on my return.

As I strode into the villa, wondering what could be amiss, Luceiia came hurrying to meet me, her face
pale, and I braced myself to hear bad news of the children or of Caius.

"Thank God you're here! Have you seen Domitius?"
I was taken off guard. "Domitius? Dom? No, he's in Aquae Sulis. He left this morning. Why?"

 It was Luceiia's turn to frown and look nonplussed. "What do you mean, in Aquae Sulis? He was here
less than an hour ago, looking for you."

My heart thudded and seemed to miss a beat. "Dom? No, he couldn't have been. He's away."

 Luceiia was close to anger, impatient with my thick-skulled slowness. "Publius, listen to me! You have to
find him. He is distraught. Something terrible has happened. I don't know what, but I'm afraid for Dom.
He was wild, Publius, and there was blood on his clothes."

"Blood?" I was having difficulty taking in her words. "What do you mean, blood? How much blood?
Whose? Tell me, Luceiia, in the name of God!"

 She threw her hands apart in a gesture of helplessness. "I don't know, Publius! I don't know anything,
except that something was very, very wrong and there was nothing I could do for him. He would not talk
to me. He wanted only you and no one else. He was out of his senses, Publius — completely, totally
undone. He burst into the house and I heard him shouting your name. When I came out to see what all
the commotion was about, he was upstairs, rushing from room to room, all the while shouting for you.

 "I went to him and told him you were out, but I don't think he even heard me. He looked awful, Publius.
His hair was standing on end and his eyes were..." She broke off and raised a hand to her mouth as
though to stop the words she knew would come out next. "Oh, Publius, I have never seen such eyes —
filled with so much pain and rage and grief."

My mouth had gone dry and I could hear my heart beating in time to the dread wings fluttering in my gut.

"Then what? What did he say?"

 "Nothing. Or almost nothing. He stopped shouting and looked around, blinking his eyes as though he
didn't know where he was. Then he looked at me, and his face — I don't know how to describe it,
Publius — itdarkened, and he asked me, 'Did you know?' Then he looked around him again, and up at
the skylight, and then he ran down the stairs and away, shouting your name."

"And no one followed him? You simply let him go?"

"At first, yes. We were all amazed, and he had a horse outside. I regained my wits as soon as he had
gone and sent Paul the groom to follow him, but by then it was too late; Paul could not find him."

"Blood, Luceiia. You said there was blood. How much and where? Was it his own?"

 She shook her head in an abrupt negative, as though dismissing my question. "I couldn't tell. He wore a
cloak, fastened to the neck, covering him completely. I only saw a glimpse of his tunic, and it looked
black. It was not until I saw his legs and feet, as he went out the door into the sunlight, that I saw it for
what it was. Publius, his legs werecovered in blood."

"Where was Cay during all this? And where is he now?"

 Again the headshake. "He's not here. He went out earlier with a man, an old friend of his, who came
here about noon. I don't know who he was. I was busy with the children and did not see him. Anyway,
the servants said he was a stranger, but Cay knew him well from long ago. The two of them went off
somewhere and have not come back."

 "Sweet Christ!" I was already limping to the door as quickly as I could move, shouting back over my
shoulder, "Call Equus and assemble a mounted party and make sure there's wagons and a medic with
them. Tell them to meet me at the Villa Titens as quickly as they can,and you stay here!"

My horse still stood in the yard where I had left him. I flung myself across his back and had him running
before I was properly seated. He was a strong animal and ready for another run. Now I whipped him to
a gallop and put him to the shortest route towards the home of Dom and his faithless wife.

 It took me half an hour, at full speed, to get there, and I was careless now of the poor brute beneath me,
abusing him cruelly in my fear. As I went, I fought with my own imagination, telling myself it could not be
as bad as I was fearing.

 The first sign of tragedy was waiting for me at the villa gate: Carlos, Dom's manservant of many years,
lay sprawled and disembowelled across my path. Behind him, some paces distant, lay another corpse,
unknown to me. I looked further and saw more, four in all, in the entrance court. It looked like the
aftermath of a raid, and I told myself Dom had been unmanned by discovering the scene unexpectedly,
but even as my mind formed the thought I knew I was only deluding myself again. Dom, my gentle friend,
had done this in the grip of madness.

 The last of the corpses, this one a young woman, sprawled stiffly in her dried blood on the steps leading
to the portico of the house itself, and I paused there, outside the door, dreading to enter, fearing what I
would find. Rather than look too closely at the dead woman by my feet, I looked up at the sky. Night
was approaching and heavy clouds had rolled in from the west, gravid with rain.Perfect, I thought.You
will need all your rain to wash away the blood here on this ground. I drew my sword, for what
reason I knew not, pushed open the doorway and stepped through into Hades itself.

 A soldier grows inured to the sight of blood. It is part of his life; the spilling of it part of his occupation;
and as he accepts blood and the spilling of it, he accepts as well the effluvia and the ordure that go hand
in hand with the abrupt and violent, brutal severance of life. He learns to accept and ignore the stench of
voided bowels and bladders; he sees without seeing the liverish, blue-white-purple glisten of entrails, and
the sharp, pungent stink of visceral fluids assaults his nostrils only in passing. The soldier is endowed with
this detachment in the same way that iron is tempered: by being immersed in fire and then beaten with
heavy hammer blows. His tempering is in the fury and the terrors of battle, where nothing may survive in
his mind that might distract him from his most sacred, dedicated need: to survive.

 Remove the stimulus of dire, frenzied struggle, however, and transport the man, along with all the chaotic
slaughter of the battlefield, into the confines of a quiet, spacious, well-lit family home, and you amplify
ten-thousandfold all the cumulative horrors he has been able to ignore throughout his life. The result is
waking nightmare: horror and loathing beyond description.

 I had never really known, in spite of all my experience, just how much blood can spill from human
bodies. Every wall in the interior of that house, it seemed to me, was polluted with blood: it was
everywhere, smeared and splashed in thick, dark gouts from which grim trickles ran towards the floor,
which was completely awash in thick, black, coagulated sheets and puddles of gore. It was a scene from
Tartarus, lacking only leering, gibbering demons. I would not have been surprised to see demons. I
looked for them, but only their minions were present, the flies. Beelzebub himself, the Lord of the Flies,
had been here recently but was now gone, and only his servants remained, their buzzing drone filling the
air like the moans of tormented souls.
 I stood just inside the open portal, my feet in blood, as though I had frozen to the floor, and my scalp
crawled and I found myself fighting to draw breath as the scene seemed to revolve slowly around me. I
counted seven bodies, all household servants, all butchered horribly. The broad stairway to the second
floor, the stairway where I had first seen Cylla touch herself, was a dried river of blood. I made a mighty
effort and succeeded in flexing my fingers, which gripped my sword hilt so tightly that they were in pain,
and then I moved toward the stairs, looking down to place my feet carefully, trying to ignore the
charnel-house around me.

There was another young woman lying at the top of the stairs. She had been almost completely
decapitated and it was her blood that drenched the steps. Cylla's bedchamber lay along the passage to
my right, Dom's to my left.

 I went to Dom's room first, turning the handle cautiously and pushing the door open with my foot. It
swung back slowly, revealing an empty chamber, clean and miraculously free of blood.

 It seemed to take me an age to retrace my steps, past the dead girl at the stair head and along to Cylla's
room, where I found the door wide open. An open window faced the door directly and I saw the
curtains stirring sluggishly, too heavy with dried blood to flap in the strengthening breeze from outside. I
stepped inside and vomited immediately, my whole being revolted at the sight that greeted me.

 Cylla andsomeone — I presumed her young deaf-mute — had been destroyed on the bed, hacked and
slashed almost beyond recognition, and their dismembered bodies piled together in a heap. In my first
glance I saw severed arms and legs, a gutted male torso, and Cylla's head, wide-eyed and screaming, her
lustrous hair glued to her skull with blood and her lips drawn back from her bloodied teeth in a rictus of
terrified realization of what was happening to her. All of that I saw, and then I threw up, bending over
with my hands upon my knees, my sword still gripped bone-tight. Reeling with nausea, and fearing I
might fall into the blood, I staggered backward, groping behind me for something to support my weight,
and I found Dom. My hand touched his face, warm and alive, and I recoiled with a scream of fright, my
sword arm swinging high to strike my assailant down.

 But I did not strike. For I saw his eyes immediately, then his face, and then his condition. He was
wedged almost upright, hunched over, his knees almost giving way, in a corner behind the door, and he
was dying. His left hand hung by a flap of skin from its wrist, where he had chopped it off, and most of
his life's blood was already gone. His eyes were ghastly in the whiteness of his face, but they seemed
clear and lucid. He knew me. We remained there, immobile as statuary, for what seemed like a very long
time before I lowered my sword. Dom's own sword, a fine, sharp one that I had made for him, lay by his
feet. When I moved, so, too, did he, gesturing with that grotesquely flopping hand towards the bed and
its horrid burden. The movement brought a feeble jet of blood spurting in my direction and I remembered
another handless arm that had saved my life in battle long ago, allowing me to be crippled rather than
killed.

 "Cylla..." His voice was little more than a wheeze of sound. "She mocked me, Publius..." I remained
motionless and he went on. "Railed at me... Laughter... Struck me ... Tried to kill me." His eyes looked
towards the bed and back to me. "Said everybody knew, Publius... everybody knew... servants ...
friends... all knew. Did..." He sagged, then drew his head back with a great effort, fixing me with rapidly
glazing eyes. "Did you...?" His strength gave out and he fell to his knees before me like a supplicant. Then
his eyes rolled back into his head and he pitched forward on his face. I did not bend to feel for a pulse.
Dom was dead and the better for it.

 I can remember walking from that house in a state of absolute calm, picking my way with care to avoid
the blood as much as possible. I crossed the courtyard to the gate where my horse stood waiting for me,
far enough removed from the smell of blood to be unaware of it but sidling nervously, nevertheless. The
first, heavy raindrops fell and turned into a downpour as I squatted on my heels against the wall outside
that dreadful place. And in my mind I saw nothing of the slaughterhouse, only my good friend Dom
looking at me with his incomplete question: "Did you... ?"

 We found a gibbering, hysterical survivor in the cellars, a woman who had managed to escape with only
a minor slash wound. She told us of Dom's rampage, of how he cried only"Did you know?" before he
cut down each living soul he met, and, when he could find no more to kill, ran screaming from the villa.

 We burned the Villa Titens and all that it contained, removed its stones and ploughed the ashes under,
leaving no sign of its existence in our lands.

 It did not occur to me until long afterward that Cylla could not have been in the forest glade that
afternoon.

V



 The Titens affair affected everyone in the Colony, drawing a cloud over our little society, a pall that
coloured every aspect of our lives for a long time. It seems strange to me now, however, that Caius and I
barely discussed the matter after the first shock had worn off. We spoke of it in detail in the days that
followed that dreadful afternoon, but then, by mutual consent, we consigned it to the past along with its
principals. We had too many other things claiming our attention, all of them concerned with the ongoing
life around us, for which we were responsible. Luceiia, however, continued to think about the Titens
household and the situation that had prevailed there, and, as in all things she turned her mind to, she
considered it logically, analytically and exhaustively, arriving in due course at a conclusion she wished to
share with me. That sharing became a night-long discussion that lasted well into the dark hours before
dawn, with she and I seated on either side of a glowing brazier in our chamber while the rest of the
household slept. Luceiia did most of the talking. I listened, and attempted to disagree with her on several
points, but she demolished my few objections with ruthless, implacable arguments and I finally had the
good sense to stay quiet and absorb what she had to say. By the time we did eventually go to bed, I was
convinced that

 what she had been telling me was accurate and correct in every respect, little as I might like it. That
acceptance of her views led directly to one of the few altercations I ever had with her noble brother.

 It began abruptly, while I was telling him about the long talk his sister and I had had. I was deeply
concerned by some of the things she had said and some of the issues she had raised, and I suppose the
depth of my distress and anxiety came through clearly to Caius. At first he listened, courteously as
always, to what I had to say. As I went on, however, I could see that he was becoming more and more
upset by what he was hearing until finally, unable to listen any longer, he held up a hand to restrain me. I
stopped in mid-sentence, surprised by his reaction.

"You want to say something?"

He glared at me. "No, nothing. Not now. Not until I have had time to settle my thoughts and consider
your words."

I was mystified. "Then what's wrong with you? You look as though you would like to flay me alive."
He exploded into anger, slapping the table violently and leaping up so suddenly that the stool he had
been perched on fell over backwards.

"Damnation, Publius, I can't believe what I'm hearing! Do you know what you are telling me? Can you
hear yourself? Have you listened to your own words?" He spun on his heel and walked across the room,
his hands clenching and unclenching in agitation, while I stared after him in amazement.

My own concerns were deep, but I had thought about them long and hard before deciding to talk to
Caius and I had tried to present them as dispassionately as I could.

 Now I was seeing a reaction I thought totally out of proportion to the tenor of what I had been saying,
particularly since he had not allowed me to finish what I had begun to say. He swung back to face me, his
face contorted by an anger I had not seen in him for years, and I felt myself frowning as I wondered what
had caused it. He did not leave me wondering long, and his next words broke over me like cold water.

 "Where in Hades has your training gone? Have you lost your manhood? You were a soldier once,
Varrus! An officer! A supposedly intelligent commander of men! Don't make me doubt you now.
Women's words and women's sentiments and women's pleadings suit you ill. You need to spend more
time among your fellows and less among your womenfolk listening to old wives' tales and fears. You're
growing soft and feminine!"

 The injustice of these words infuriated me; my own anger swept up around me in a red haze and I found
myself straining towards him, fighting an urge to beat him to the floor. I took no more than one half step,
however, before the discipline of years stopped me. Forcing myself to contain this thundering surge of
rage, I bent down slowly and righted the stool he had upset, holding it very tightly in both hands and
setting it securely in place before allowing myself to look at him again. His face was still suffused with
anger, as, I knew, was my own. His lips moved to form new words, but now it was I who cut him off
with a chop of my hand, and whatever he had been about to say remained unsaid. I could hear my heart
beating in my head and I waited until the pounding died down before I spoke. It took a long time, and
neither of us moved in the interval. Finally, when I felt that I could speak without shouting, or without my
voice shaking, I swallowed hard and willed myself to whisper, "Those are not words I expected from
you, my friend." And having said that I turned and walked slowly from the room, leaving him alone with
his inexplicable anger.

 During the following hour I walked alone in the woods, going over what I had said to him and trying to
identify the reasons for the astonishing effect of my words. What had I said? Certainly nothing that could
be considered incendiary or demeaning; nothing that I could even classify as being unmanly or feminine,
even though the arguments I was presenting had originated with my wife. So what, I asked myself over
and again, could possibly have upset Caius so much?

 I had told him that Luceiia was concerned that our colonists were losing touch with the morality
necessary to communal living. The words sounded pompous to my own ears, now that I thought about
them, but even so, could that have been the cause of his fury? Pomposity? Or was it the moral stance?
Had he taken offence at that, misconstruing my words as a personal attack on his own morality? Surely
not, I decided.

 I had been describing Luceiia's concerns. She had been talking in generalities most of the time, but she
had pointed out a number of specific instances in support of her claims, some of which I had been aware
of, but many of which I had known nothing about. All of them had worried me, but several had been
really frightening. The Titens family's situation was, strangely enough, the easiest for me to accept, in spite
of my own role in it, for it embodied the entire situation in miniature. And Luceiia had assured me that the
particular instances she cited were only random examples of a widespread and growing disease in our
Colony.

 I had told Caius some of this, and I had said that, in Luceiia's opinion, and now in my own, we, as the
leaders of the Colony, were faced with a moral responsibility to ensure not only the physical welfare and
well-being of our people, but also their moral, if not their spiritual welfare — an uncomfortable
responsibility, certainly, if adopted, but an incontrovertible one.

 I had then told him Luceiia had convinced me that the ancient laws and morality of Rome were no longer
flexible or versatile enough for our times. The context of the times had changed, I said, and was still
changing, and it seemed to Luceiia, and to me now, that the rules of the society we were building called
for a more simplistic, more personal and more intimate set of laws and regulations.

 It was at this point that Caius had interrupted me angrily, but examine it as I might, I could not find any
reason for the ferocity of his rejection.

 Eventually, after an hour or so, I had cooled down enough to return to the villa. I saw no sign of Caius
and made no attempt to find him. I excused myself to Luceiia, claiming to have work to do, and took
myself off to my forge with a cold roast fowl, a loaf of bread and a skin of wine. I ate alone and worked
until nightfall, when I made my way back to the house to find Caius waiting for me in the family room. He
stood up as I entered and I stopped on the threshold, looking at him and trying to gauge his mood. He
shrugged and turned up his palms, with a curiously shamefaced look in his eyes.

"We need to talk, Publius. As friends."

 I put down the bag I was holding and crossed towards the couch by the fire, and he turned to watch me
as I passed him. My anger had long since disappeared and the room was warm and cosy with flickering
light and dancing shadows.

"Where's Luceiia?" I asked.

He moved to sit across from me. "With the children. She will leave us alone for a time. I told her how
ungracious and offensive I was to you this afternoon and she will not come in until I have stewed long in
my own juices and made my apologies to you for my — "

 "Forget about that, Caius." I cut him off, standing up and moving towards the table where I had seen a
leather bucket filled with ice and salt and a stone jug of my favourite Germanic wine. Ullic's people
brought us cartloads of ice from the mountains every spring, cut into large blocks and insulated with straw
and, stored with care in the whitewashed cool room of the villa, it kept our stored meat and poultry fresh
through the heat of the summer. It also served to cool our best wines on festive occasions.

 "No apologies are necessary between us, Cay. We have been friends too long. I angered you, you
angered me. Things like that happen, sometimes." I picked up the wine jar, feeling its icy coldness and
reaching for two cups. "Why the best wine? This is celebration stuff. What are we celebrating?"

 He smiled, wryly. "My apology? My dear sister thinks that I should admit to failings more often. She
seems to think it makes me more human."

"You told her what we argued about?"

"Yes. I was surprised you hadn't already done so."
"I wasn't ready." I poured for both of us and handed him a cup. "I would have told her eventually, but it
was too soon and I hadn't had time to think things through." I tasted my wine. It was perfect. Chilled and
delicious. "What did she have to say?"

 "Not much, at first." He raised his cup to me and sipped his own wine. "God, this is nectar! No, she had
little to say at first. I knew she was ashamed of me and angry at me for turning my tongue on you, but she
was remarkably patient and showed her usual forbearance."

"Yes," I murmured, "but your sister is a remarkable woman. I've told you that before now, more than
once. So, you discussed her... conclusions? Civilly?"

"Civilly, and thoroughly."

"And ... ?"

"And she is absolutely correct, of course. We have a problem of some magnitude, one that will have to
be addressed."

"Hmmm..." I sat down again in my favourite chair. "Addressed by whom?"

"By all of us, Publius. Initially by you and me, I suppose, working together with Luceiia. Eventually,
however, this is going to demand the involvement of everyone in our little society."

I moved to a more comfortable slouch, holding my cup carefully so as not to spill a drop of wine. "Why
did you get so angry with me?"

"I don't know." He grimaced, tacitly admitting to the lie. "Yes, I do. I suppose it was fear."

"Fear?" I could not keep the surprise out of my voice.

 "Yes, Publius, fear!" He sat down across from me and was silent for a few moments, staring into the fire,
then he continued. "I've been aware for some time now that there are changes happening here, Publius,
changes we can't control; changes I don't like; changes in the way people are thinking and behaving." He
paused again and sipped at his drink. "On the surface, many of them don't seem very profound or
serious. But they are. And the remedies are dangerous in and of themselves."

"I don't follow you."

He smiled, a small, enigmatic smile. "Oh, you will when you start to think about it."

"About what? What danger? There's no danger involved anywhere that I can see."

 "Isn't there, Publius?" Caius sat up straighter and leaned forward, looking me directly in the eye and
balancing his right elbow on his knee. "Then look at your own reservations from this perspective: the
matters you brought to my attention this afternoon are all concerned with the common everyday things
people do. Luceiia has noticed a... what was her word? Laxity? That was it. A laxity in the structure of
life around here. And now you agree with her, since she brought it to your attention. I agree with her too.
She's absolutely right. But it's not just here, Publius. It's not just on our villa. It's everywhere. It's in the
towns we visit, in the cities and in the villages, and it's growing all the time. Have you put a name to it
yet?"
I shook my head. I was fascinated because he had already taken me far beyond the boundaries of my
own thinking. He carried on without waiting for an answer.

"It's called anarchy, Publius."

Now I responded, laughing in disbelief. "Anarchy? Cay, you can't be serious!"

But Caius was not laughing. "Yes I can, Publius, and I am. Oh, it's a very small degree of anarchy at this
point, but it will spread like a pestilence."

 I laughed again, trying to ease him out of this train of thought, but he was not to be put off and he
silenced me with an upraised hand.

 "Please, Publius, let me finish. I find no humour in this, now that you and my sister have forced me to
confront it."

"Really, Caius!" I was still trying to laugh this off, to put it aside as trivial. "We said nothing of anarchy.
Luceiia was upset about one of the carpenters, a drunkard who terrorizes his wife and children. You
know how she is about things like that."

 He nodded, his face troubled. "Yes, I do," he muttered, his mood changing instantly. He shook his head
regretfully. "She still hasn't recovered from the deaths of the children, has she? And it's been, what? Four
years?"

 I thought for a while before answering his question. "Yes, it's been four years, and no, she hasn't really
recovered, Cay, not deep down inside. I don't think she ever will... She blames herself — still thinks she
was the cause. And she can't forgive herself for not having seen things developing sooner. She really
believes she should have been able to prevent it."

"But that's nonsense!"

 "Of course it is, I know that... we all do, even Luceiia, most of the time. Thank God for that, at least. But
once in a while, she changes back to the way she was just after the children died... something sets her
back, reminding her... and it usually happens when she hears about some child being mistreated or falling
sick."

We sat in silence for long moments, each of us remembering.

 During the long winter of the year in which I had killed Claudius Seneca, a withering sickness had swept
through our lands. Its onset had been like the normal winter sniffles, but this illness was a killer,
developing into high fevers, congested lungs, muscular spasms and paralysis. Very young children and old
people seemed to lack the strength to resist it, and in our region alone scores of them died. Our
household had been among the first hit, and Luceiia had convinced herself that she was responsible for
bringing the contagion back from a journey she had made into Aquae Sulis shortly before the outbreak.

 Three of our four daughters caught the sickness, and the two eldest, Victoria and Rebecca, born a mere
eleven months apart, had died of it, Victoria mere days before her ninth birthday. Veronica, our third
child, had just turned six at the time, and we thought for a while that we were going to lose her, too. But
she survived, and the following year, she and her younger sister, Lucilla, were joined by another,
Dorathea, our "gift from God" when one was most needed. Veronica, now our eldest, had been named
after her aunt, Veronica Varo — wife to Quintus Varo, Cay's brother-in-law — who had been the first
woman to welcome me on my arrival in the west, the year I fled from the wrath of the Senecas.

 "Apparently," I resumed, picking up the thread of the conversation, "Lignus mistreats his children. That's
what set her off in this instance. She suspects him of incest with his daughters. And of course, apart from
that, she is worried about the rash of thefts that has broken out lately. Theft was unheard of around here
until just very recently, and I understand her concern. Now all those things are worrisome, Cay, but I
would hardly say they representanarchy."

 "Wrong, Publius. They all do. Each of them and all of them are symptoms of what I am talking about."
He heaved a short, gusty sigh of frustration. "Don't you see? It's all part of what we're supposed to be
preparing for, Publius — the breakup. The armies have deserted this part of Britain, for all intents and
purposes. The garrisons are gone, to Londinium and Venta and Lindum, because that's where they're
needed to hold off the enemy. The enemy is increasing in numbers and in ferocity from all directions, and
the supply of reinforcements to us from overseas is nil! Every able-bodied soldier is on full alert —
non-stop active duty. The military administration can't afford to leave domestic forces in non-priority
locations, so they've pulled out the smaller, local and provincial garrisons and sent them where they'll be
put to best use. That's fine, and it's sensible, and it's inevitable, but... but, Publius, there is one additional,
unprecedented fact involved here: when the garrisons leave the provincial centres, for whatever reason,
the machinery for enforcement of the law leaves with them."

I blinked and gazed at him, saying nothing, and he continued.

"The magistrates still rule, in name, but without the military they have no means of enforcement. Can't
you see that?"

 I considered it for a few moments and then shrugged. It seemed to me he was making too much out of a
temporary inconvenience, so my response was dismissive.

 "No, not really. Criminals are still being transported to where they can be punished, just as they've
always been, aren't they?"

 His response to that was scornful. "Criminals! We're not talking about criminals, here, Publius, we're
talking about ordinary people who commit minor transgressions. Tax evasions, civil contempt, common
assault, unruly gatherings, public drunkenness — that's where the rot sets in. Murderers and arsonists will
still go under escort for punishment to the nearest military base, but the smaller, petty offenders are going
unpunished and unchallenged, because it's simply too much trouble to check them.

 "In direct consequence, the boundaries between right and wrong are being blurred. The emphasis —
even among the ordinary, common people — is changing from 'Don't do that, or you'll be punished,' to
'Don't get caught doing that...' That represents a major change in people's attitudes, Publius, and hand in
hand with it walks corruption. Judges and magistrates begin to take bribes. Some always have, but they
were held in some kind of restraint in the past by the presence of the army. I had a letter on the subject
from an old friend in Aquae Sulis. The situation there is disastrous. There are armed factions springing up
in several places around the town, ostensibly organized to augment the military forces there in an ongoing
war against a highly organized band of brigands. These brigands have become so bold, and the military
forces in Aquae are so powerless against them, that people are in fear of their lives from day to day.
They have no certainty of justice. They no longer have redress for any wrongdoing they suffer."

"Wait, Caius, wait." He subsided, and I bit my lip,
choosing my words carefully. "I don't doubt what your friend tells you is true, but that's in Aquae Sulis."

"It's happening elsewhere, too."

 "I'm sure it is, but what bearing does that have on us here, in the Colony? I don't see the connection.
Isn't that why we are here? To isolate ourselves from the rest of the country and the dissolution that's
bound to come when everything breaks down?"

 "Of course it is, but no isolation can ever be complete, Publius. Our people still have contact with the
outside world. And what we are discussing is an attitude. It's an abstraction, but it is all-pervasive, and it
is beginning to affect us here in our sanctuary. We are sinking into lawlessness."

 I still thought he was over-reacting, but I had no doubt of his sincerity. "Lawlessness," I responded,
"that's a big word, Cay, and I don't think things are that serious. You said yourself it's only now beginning
to concern you here."

"That's true, I did. So?"

"So what?"

"So what are you suggesting?"

 He had taken me by surprise again. "Me? I'm not suggesting anything. Or if I am, I suppose it's that we
should do something about it, find some way of stopping it."

"I see." His enigmatic smile was back in place. "And how does one stop lawlessness?"

I blinked at him, suddenly beginning to sense where this was leading, and becoming aware of an urgent
need to consider seriously what I was saying. "By making new laws, I suppose... to replace the old
ones."

"Exactly. And you don't think that's dangerous?" His smile was wider now but there was no humour in it.

I was nonplussed, unsure of my footing, conscious of deep waters ahead of me. "Dangerous? Not
particularly. What's so dangerous about it?"

"Tell me, Publius, what's the difference between a rule, a regulation and a law?"

 He had me floundering now, and I couldn't answer him because I didn't know the difference. I shrugged
and he took pity on me, his mirthless smile intact as he continued.

 "Would you agree that a rule is a relatively mild, informal guideline prepared by, say, a society or a guild
for the governance of its members? Nothing too formal or demanding, except that refusal to abide by it
might result in the member's being mildly disciplined or even, in the last resort, being asked by his peers
to withdraw from the society?"

I nodded in agreement.

 "And then, as a soldier, you know that a regulation is a much more stringent form of rule, laid down by
the army, and disobedience to the regulation involves physical disciplining of the culprit under martial law.
And the guarantee of punishment is supplied by the authority of the imperial legions? Agreed?"
Again I nodded.

He continued. "A law, on the other hand, is an absolute rule, drawn up by the State, and failure to abide
by it draws down absolute punishment, administered resolutely and with the full power and majesty of the
State behind it?"

"Agreed. That sums it up." My voice was very quiet.

 "Very well, then, Publius. You were talking of making new laws for our Colony. Let's stay with the
definitions we agreed upon. Now, did you mean rules? Regulations? Or were you really talking about
laws? And whichever of them you meant, had you given any thought to how they might be drawn up? Or
implemented? Or enforced?"

"Good God, Cay," I whispered, "I see what you mean."

"Do you, brother?" He took a deep swallow from his cup. "I wish I did."

 I drank from my own cup, and suddenly the wine seemed flat and tasteless. "We don't have that kind of
authority, do we?"

 "No, Publius, we do not. Nor, I think, would we want it. We have power, in that we own this land, in
common with the other villa-owners. As such, we control the Colony and are accepted as its leaders by
the people who live here, but would we want those powers extended to embrace the power of life and
death? I submit that neither you nor I, nor any of the others, would, or could, be comfortable with that
kind of power."

"How so?" I was surprised again. "We've all held that power before, in the legions."

"Yes, but only as deputies."

"That's true, you're right. But we have to do something, if what you suspect is the truth. So what can we
do? Where do we start?"

 Caius got up and moved to the brazier to feed the fire. "We have begun. All we can do is talk about it
and try to see some way to draw up a set of rules that all of us can live by. We have to assume the
responsibility for being the catalytic force behind the movement, for while I have reason to fear what we
are contemplating, there is no doubt in my mind that we are correct. And we will not be able to do this
alone. The enormity of such arrogance would be self-destructive." He turned back to face me. "The laws
exist already, that goes without saying. No need to invent new ones. But we lack the means of
prosecution. We must have some means ofenforcing the laws, Publius... and that is going to be a
fearsome responsibility and a dreadful and daunting task."

"We'll have to set up some new kind of governing body."

 "Absolutely. But it will also have to be a representative body. It can't be just you and me. The colonists
would never accept that, nor would I wish them to. We could, however, extend the powers of the
existing Council to cover legislation."

"You mean found a real Senate, along Roman lines?"
 He grimaced. "Possibly. Something like that. That was our original intent, when we first talked of
establishing a Council to govern the Colony."

 I stood up now and moved closer to the brazier, extending my hands towards the heat. "I remember, but
we decided against that degree of sophistication. Do you really believe we could go back to that now? It
would be a major departure from all we've done since those days, Cay. A really big change. You think it
could be done?"

 "Of course it could, but it would have to be done in the right way, with the proper preparation and
spirit."

 "But what about enforcement? We'd still have to set up some form of disciplinary force. Our own
soldiers?"

"Hardly, Publius. A military dictatorship?"

"What, then?"

 "No idea. As I said, it's going to take a lot of talking and a lot of sober thought... But a strengthened
Council, endowed with the bona fide senatorial authority to apprehend transgressors might be the
answer... particularly if it were backed up by some form of tribunal..."

I could practically hear his mind clicking as he pursued the pros and cons of what he was saying.

 "Yes, that might be it, Publius ... a tribunal... a systematic method of exercising the voice and judgment of
the colonists, in conjunction with the Council. Public trials, and accountability for persons accused of
public — even private — mischief. But no powers of life and death, none of that nonsense. Banishment
only. The ultimate punishment would be banishment."

I was dubious. "You really think that would be enough of a deterrent to criminal behaviour?"

He grinned at me. "Today? Probably not. But in five or ten years from now, when the world has gone to
Hades, who knows? Let's bring Luceiia in on this now. We could use her common sense."

 I think none of us could really have suspected that the discussions begun that evening among the three of
us would become the basis for the entire system of law throughout our growing domain in the years that
stretched ahead, although that is exactly what happened.

 Luceiia, when she joined us, dismissed most of our concerns about lawmaking as being premature. Cay,
she pointed out, was the owner of the villa and its lands andipso facto had an absolute right to determine
the code of conduct for everyone living on those lands, as did the other villa-owners on theirs. The
Council was a relatively new body and was functioning reasonably well in its current form. Best to let it
continue as it was and to let its authority and its functions determine themselves with the passing of time.
As the population of the Colony grew, the scope of the Council would expand naturally to reflect that
growth. Cay and I exchanged glances and agreed with her; she was right again.

 At one point she stopped talking quite abruptly and sat deep in thought for some time before glancing
shrewdly at her brother and then at me.

 "Both of you are concerned about interfering with the rights of other people, aren't you? You can't see
clearly where moral supervision, for the want of a better expression, stops, and plain interference and
meddling begin. Am I correct?"

She was, as far as I was concerned, but as I cleared my throat to answer her, Caius began to speak.

 "Yes, Luceiia, you are, as usual. I am particularly concerned about the carpenter Publius mentioned. It is
an appropriate case, in this context. You say he is a drunkard. He would probably respond that he is a
hard worker who enjoys a jug of ale or wine, or both, after he has finished his day's work. I do, too. So
does your husband. We may simply be able to hold our drink better than this carpenter. Should we
condemn him for that? Can we? You suggest he bullies and terrorizes his family, and that he is incestuous
with his daughters. That latter is only hearsay, is it not? Is there any proof that he does?"

Luceiia shook her head.

 "I thought so. So there is nothing to be done about that, at the present time. We can do nothing until
someone complains. Nothing at all. On the matter of beating and terrorizing his family, however, he could
respond that he disciplines them. How am I to react to that?" Cay was frowning, a deep line of thought
creasing the space between his eyebrows. "I believe in discipline, and I believe that discipline has to be
harsh if it is to have any effect. How am I, what right have I, to tell any man how to govern his own
household? Could I have told Domitius Titens to discipline his wife? Or to look to her chastity? By what
right, other than that of an officious and interfering neighbour? He would have drawn his blade on me,
and who would have blamed him? His domestic life was none of my concern; it could never have been
any of my business, simply because it was his and his alone. You know the laws governing adultery. He
could have whipped the flesh from her bones with complete impunity and no man would have thought the
worse of him ... As it was, he went berserk and slaughtered his entire household."

"Someone should have stopped him, Cay." "Luceiia, that is absurd. Someone would have stopped him,
had anyone known what he was going to do. As it is, no one could possibly have known, not even the
man himself, until the deed had begun, by which time he had lost his reason."

 Luceiia nodded her head decisively. "That is exactly the point I wished to make. There will always be the
unknown, which will transcend all the laws and all the rules. But there will also be signs and indicators
pointing towards the unknown, Caius. Warnings, if only we can identify them. We must be attuned to
them, somehow. We must — we have to be on guard against that which is not normal, and know what to
do to stop it before things go too far. There must be rules, Caius, and there must be people, people like
you and Publius, whose duty it is to enforce those rules and to make informed decisions as to when and
how and by whom those rules are being broken."

"That is ..." Cay's voice tailed away for a beat, and then resumed, "That is not fit work for men, Luceiia."

 "Nonsense! Of course it is!" Luceiia's voice was scornful. "Not only that, it is work for extraordinary
men, men who are above being influenced by pettiness. And it is necessary work, brother. But why
shouldn't it be women's work, too? Extraordinary women?"

Both of us stared at her, but it was I who asked her, "What do you mean?"

 She stared at me, wide-eyed. "What do you think I mean? Admit women to your Council and let them
share the duties of the guardians of the law. You will find, I think, that they will be more conscientious
and more judicious about reporting the kinds of things that concern all of us, and they will not be swayed
by many of the concerns that influence men."

"And what are those?" I was smiling, amused by the novelty of the idea she had suggested. The look she
threw back at me was scornful.

 "Come, husband, you and I have talked about this often. The things that matter — really matter — to
women are a world apart from those that matter to men. Our two systems of values are totally different.
Men are concerned with conquest and commerce. Women are concerned with other things: family
harmony, thrift, domestic strength and the raising of children to be whole, strong, healthy adults. If you
agree these things have value, then you must see that the input of women to the governing of this Colony
must have a purely beneficial effect."

 "Sister," Cay's voice was respectful, "I think we would have difficulty selling that concept to our
colonists, but you have ended this discussion on a wondrous note. Let's talk of other things, for now, and
think long and hard on what you have just said. I believe you may have taken us far along the road to a
solution to our problem. I don't know many better judges of character than you, and I would back your
judgment against any man's. If we had three or four women like you, we would be in very capable
hands."

 "Brother," said my wife, "I can introduce you to ten tomorrow, and will be happy to do it..." The
inflection of her voice as she stopped clearly indicated that there was a "but" attached and still unspoken.

 "Good. I want you to do so. I look forward to it, in fact." Cay's frown broke into a great grin. "But while
you are gathering your delegates, could you perhaps give some thought to how we might convince the
councillors of the worthiness of your idea?"

 "Of course I will." She smiled her own, determined little smile. "Leave that to me. I'll find a way, perhaps
not by tomorrow, but I will find one." Luceiia drained her cup and turned it upside-down as a signal to
me. I got up and poured more wine for all of us from the jar, which was now sadly depleted. As I did so
she continued.

 "But I had not finished what I was saying earlier. I want you to listen to what I have to say about the
carpenter." Cay's brow quirked into a scowl but she ignored it and continued speaking, her voice
implacable. "This is an evil man, and I know both of you would prefer not to think about him, but I
believe you have to consider him as a special case." She held up a hand to forestall any interruption.
"Please, let me finish. He has a small son who sometimes plays with Veronica and the other children."
She looked intently from one to the other of us, fastening her gaze finally on her brother, knowing that he
was the one she had to convince. "Caius, children will play together, no matter what we tell them to do to
the contrary. And because they play together, they learn together. That is the way of childhood and of
nature. And they learn the bad as well as the good." She stopped again and her face was pale with
restrained emotion. "I love my children, Caius, and I lovechildren." Her emphasis was clear and
unequivocal. "Childhood, God knows, is short. I want my children to enjoy it as much as they can; they
will have all of the rest of their lives to see the squalor and injustice of the world they have to live in. But it
infuriates me when I see my daughter Veronica weeping and distressed and terrified by what has
happened to her little friend, who has had his limbs bruised and broken by the drunken brute who
fathered him. My daughter has no need to see such things, and neither do any of the other children. Nor
do they need to see the mother and sisters of one of their friends brutalized and beaten by a ravening
beast." Luceiia paused again and looked from Caius to me and then back to her brother. "I am not telling
you what to do, but surely you can see that some kind of example has to be made of this man. There
must be some way of forcing him to behave differently."

 "What?" Cay's voice was low and sombre. "What would you suggest? How can we do anything about
it? What right do we have?"
"Whatright?" Luceiia's voice was withering in its wintriness. "Whose rights are we talking about here,
Cay? Who is right in this case? Don't his children have any rights? Doesn't his wife?"

 "That's beside the point, Luceiia," her brother interrupted her. "I am saying that Publius and I cannot take
it upon ourselves to discipline another man for the way he treats his family.We have no right to do that."

"Then what right do you have? Is he not one of your tenants?"

"No, he is not. He is a colonist and he contributes his work to the Colony. He's also a free man."

"Then tell me, what would your recourse have been if he were one of your legionaries and behaved this
way?"

Cay's response was instantaneous. "I would have had him flogged."

"Then flog him now, Caius, or you risk seeing others following his example."

"Nonsense! You are making too much of this, Luceiia."

 At that point I intervened, seeing the wrath that was building in both of them. I suggested that we think
upon what Luceiia had said and consider our options in the light of the seriousness of her charges. I also
suggested that I would make a point of visiting the carpenter in question and having a talk with him. Both
of them seemed satisfied with this, and we went on to talk of other things until the fire finally burned down
without anyone making a move to replenish it and we all went to bed. The last thing Luceiia said to me
before we slept was that she was glad I was going to speak to the fellow.

VI



 Although I had fully intended to talk to Lignus the carpenter the next day, as I had promised Luceiia, I
had forgotten in the enthusiasm of our discussion that I had also promised to ride into Aquae Sulis with
Victorex, one of the colonists from Terra's villa. He was bound for the market there, hoping to buy a stud
horse he had heard would be for sale, and I had volunteered to accompany him. It was a long and
tedious journey to make alone, and I had business there that I had been putting off for some time.

 We travelled in a fast, light cart, pulled by two horses, and had a pleasant journey together, talking of
horses all the way, since Victorex seemed to have no other interests. When we arrived, however,
Victorex discovered to his great disappointment that his hoped-for stallion was nowhere to be found.
Unwilling to waste his journey completely, he went to make more inquiries and discovered that its sale
had been postponed simply because its owner could not make the journey into town for that market day.
Freshly determined to succeed, Victorex set out to find the owner's villa and make a private purchase,
leaving me to make my own way back to the Colony in the cart. He would ride back on his new stallion,
he said. I spent the night with him in Aquae and set out for home the following morning as soon as the sun
rose above the horizon.

 The journey back took the whole of the day. The weather was beautiful and I made excellent time on the
road, but I was still almost seven miles from the Colony as darkness fell, forcing me to reduce my speed.
I usually prefer to camp out rather than attempt to travel at night, but this night was mild and the sky was
cloudless and moonlit and I was on my home ground, so I decided to keep going. I stayed on the main
road south for another three miles and kept up a good pace to the point where the road came closest to
the Colony. There I struck out overland, much more slowly, but travelling as the crow flies rather than
taking the longer, more circuitous route offered by the track from the highway to the villa.

 The only sounds I heard for the next hour were the squeaking of the cart's springs and axle and the
muffled thud of my horses' hooves as I threaded my way between clumps and thickets, managing to find
solid, grassy passage. When I saw the moon's reflection shining from the waters of the Dragon's Pool, I
knew I was home, and my head was full of pleasant thoughts of hot bath water and hotter food when I
heard an unearthly, wailing cry from the bulrushes that fringed the water. My blood froze like a child's
who has heard too many stories of ghosts and monstrous apparitions, and the fine hairs on the back of
my neck stirred with horror. I have never been a superstitious man, but there have been occasions in my
life when I might have been converted, and this was one of them. The night that had been so clear and
brightly lit by the moon a moment since was suddenly dark and filled with menace.

 Even tonight, as I write these words long miles and years from the sight of it, I know the Dragon's Pool
is still deep and dark, bordered by sedge and reeds and scrubby willows, its surface probably concealed
by a curtain of mist. Tales told around the fires on dark, wintry nights still speak of ancient slaughters and
chaos and the souls of drowned and murdered people dragging themselves from the deep waters in the
darkness there to bewail their lost lives on earth.

 My heart told my doubting mind that I had indeed heard such a sound. My horses had heard it, too, and
that appalled me; they stopped in their tracks and one of them whickered softly, and their ears twitched
around as they sought to locate the source of the strange noise. I sat motionless, willing my heart to slow
down and behave normally, telling myself I was far too old to be frightened by noises in the night,
however strange they might be. But it came again, and this time, even as my heart leaped in fear, I
recognized the sound as being natural and human: a woman's voice, or a child's. My fear died, and yet I
hesitated to call out, unwilling to break the silence, waiting for the sound to be repeated again.

 It came again, and broke the tension that held me. I saw only the mist upon the water and the sedge, but
I had heard clearly enough to know that the voice had come from close to the water's edge. I stood up
and looked, but I could see only that the fog hung thickly enough over the lake and its shoreline to
obscure my vision, so before going anywhere I moved to the back of my wagon and took out my
tinder-box and the deep clay pot of oil-soaked rags bound tightly around dry sticks I carried for making
torches or fires. Within minutes I had ignited some dried moss and blown it into flame, into which I
dipped the edge of the oily cloth wrapped around one of the torches. Only then did I move away from
the cart, holding the flaring light above my head as I approached the waterside. The full moon at my back
threw my shadow grotesquely ahead of me as I walked. There was no noise now, except for the flaring
of the burning torch. I called out, "Who's there? Where are you?" and heard nothing. No sound at all. I
moved closer to the water, cautiously, beginning to think again that I might have given in to folly, since
any human in distress would have responded to the approach of help. But there was nothing. With
mounting uneasiness, I transferred the torch to my left hand and drew my sword, taking some satisfaction
in the slithering sound it made scraping from its sheath.

 I called out several more times, standing still each time and listening for a response that did not come,
and at length my feet sank into the mud by the water's edge and I could go no further. The reeds
surrounded me in a tall, dense sea reaching higher than my waist. If there was any living soul ahead of me,
he or she must be afloat and so beyond my help. I turned around and saw my horses and cart where I
had left them, and I began to make my way back. My shadow lay behind me now, and I had not walked
six paces when I saw something I had missed on my way in. There was a trail through the reeds where
someone, or something, had dragged itself along, moving from my left to my right. In the clear moonlight I
could see quite clearly now where the path of my own entry crossed over the broken and flattened reeds.
I swallowed a mouthful of gummy saliva, flexed my fingers around the hilt of my sword and followed the
path to my right for a few paces. Then, appalled, I saw the light of my torch reflected in a gleaming eye
and I dropped into a fighting crouch, sweeping my sword up in a hissing arc and bringing my torch in a
flickering, roaring swing down and around in front of me at the same time. What I saw in that instant
stunned me and I hung there, suspended, gaping at the spectacle of a small, naked and incredibly dirty
and blood-stained child, a boy, whose single, staring eye was filled with terror and the certainty of death.

 In a moment I was on my knees beside him, trying to sheathe my sword and jam the base of my torch
firmly into the mud at the same time. The boy shrank from me, a terrified moaning emerging from his
mangled mouth as he tried to escape, digging his right heel uselessly into the slick mud, pushing himself
frantically backward to hide again in the rushes. I grasped at his leg to hold him and instantly identified the
splintered, bloody end of a broken thigh-bone against my fingers. His entire body jerked in agony, his
breath exploding in a solid grunt of pain, and he fell back, unconscious.

 I snatched up my torch again and held it by him, looking intently at what the light now disclosed. The boy
could have been no more than seven or eight years old and had been brutalized, savagely beaten to the
point where he should have been dead. Shaken by that realization, I bent to his tiny body and listened for
a heartbeat, but all I could hear was the flickering of the flames of my torch. I felt for a pulse and found
one, faint but steady, beneath the point of his jaw. But the child was cold, chilled and naked. Cursing
aloud, I got up and made my way as quickly as I could to the cart, where I unpacked my new cloak and
then led the horses back down to the edge of the reeds. I wrapped the still-unconscious child in the
cloak, doubling the length of it up from his feet, and then I threw my torch out into the waters of the lake
and carried him to the cart, where I emptied the long tool box, dumping its contents on the ground, and
then lined the bottom of it thickly with all the clothes I had. He was a very small bundle and fitted
perfectly into the box. I climbed up onto the driver's seat and headed for home again, moving as quickly
as I could without jarring the box or its occupant any more than I had to.

 It took me an hour to complete the journey. I ran into the house, carrying the boy and shouting at the top
of my voice for assistance. The family had just finished dining and the servants had entered to clear away
the debris from the dining room, which was still brightly lit by a roaring log fire and dozens of lamps and
candles. I placed my pathetic burden directly on the table, sweeping whatever was there into a shambles
on the floor and unwrapping the folds of the cloak in which I had swathed him. Only then, in the brightly
littriclinium, did I really see how badly used the child had been. He was coated from head to foot in
thick, slimy mud mixed with his own blood. His left leg had been broken in two places that I could see,
and his right arm was twisted out of alignment. A large flap of skin and flesh had been ripped on his left
breast and his little ribs were plainly visible in the wound. His mouth had been smashed; his teeth had
punctured his lips and his lower lip had been torn almost in half. His scalp was deeply lacerated and dried
blood had scabbed in his hair.

 Luceiia took one brief look at me on my arrival, waited only to see that what I was carrying was human,
small and injured, and immediately disappeared in the direction of our living quarters, calling out orders as
she went to summon our medical staff and to fetch hot water and clean cloths and towels. The servants
bustled to carry out her commands as Caius approached the table and looked and was speechless, as
shocked as I have ever seen him. His face went pale and he clutched at the table for support as he gazed
down at the boy, and then he turned and walked from the room, and I knew that he was going to vomit
up his outrage. I had no time myself for outrage or for anger then; there was too much to do if we were
to save the life of the child, who was now in a deep comatose state. Only later, when there was nothing
more to do but wait, did I begin to seethe with fury.

 Our physician, Cletus, had ministered to battle-damaged men for years. He bathed the boy carefully and
thoroughly with mild soap and hot water before dusting the wounds and fractured limbs with healing
herbs and setting and splinting the shattered bones. The child, deeply unconscious, showed no signs of
pain throughout this procedure. Cletus then shaved the child's head, using my skystone knife, the sharpest
blade in the Colony, to reveal the lacerations on the small scalp and to allow him to wash and clean the
head wounds thoroughly. After that, he gently cleaned the broken mouth and fastened the torn, flapping
lower lip with two tiny knots of twine, sewing the pieces together as delicately as a woman. Only then did
he turn his attention to the wound in the boy's side, stretching the ragged flap of skin back into place and
stitching it, too, firmly, with pieces of thick thread. All of that done, Cletus then swathed the patient in
clean bandages and placed him in a cot in his own quarters, where he could maintain vigil over him for the
remainder of the night.

 Throughout the entire proceedings, Luceiia had been silent, responding only to Cletus's demands for this
or that article of his healing craft. I had had nothing to say either; all my attention was focused on the boy
and the physician. Finally, when the child was in bed, with cloth-wrapped bottles of hot water packed
around him, Luceiia and I retired together to our family room. Someone, knowing we were still afoot,
had kept the fire burning and the lamps and tapers lit. Caius had gone to bed. I went to the stone chiller
and poured us each a mug of Equus's cold ale, taking it to the couch, where Luceiia sat staring into the
fire. She took the mug from me but made no effort to drink. I sat down beside her and drank deeply,
barely tasting the brew but grateful for its coldness.

 My mind still could not accept the enormity of what I had seen this night. I had no illusions about
childhood; few children were as well beloved and happy as ours were. Childhood, for the mass of men,
was not supposed to be a happy time. It was a time to be passed quickly by; a time of harsh discipline in
earnest of a harsher life ahead; a training time for manhood, or for womanhood. It was a time of learning
the difficult lessons and essential skills that had to be learned well and quickly if the child was to survive
to see full growth, to father and rear children of his own while he was yet still young enough to pass to
them the lessons he had learned. The disciplines and punishments of childhood were severe, as they had
to be; none but the very wealthy could afford to nurture and protect their progeny from life itself. Children
who did not learn to cope were spoiled, in the worst sense of the word; they seldom survived.

 But what had been done to this child was infamous. Had I known any full-grown man to treat another
man in such a way and leave him in such condition, without direst provocation, I would have had him
flogged. To treat a child like this, no matter what the provocation, was inexcusable. I felt that I would
give much to find the nomad ruffian who had done it. I drank again and stared into the flames, seeing the
boy's poor, broken face before me.

"I wonder who he is," I asked aloud, and instantly I felt Luceiia stiffen beside me.

"Are you saying you don't know, Publius? You don't know who this child is?"

There was wonder and disbelief in her tone. I turned to look at her.

"No, of course I don't. How would I know? I found him beside the lake. He had been abandoned there
by someone. I would dearly like to know by whom."

 Luceiia stared at me wide-eyed and her face went hard as stone. I felt an absurd swelling of guilt and
some formless shame.

"Luceiia? What is it, in God's name? I told you, I don't know the child. Don't you believe me?"

 She continued to stare at me, her eyes almost unseeing, her face frozen in that strange expression, and I
thought she truly believed I was lying to her.
"Luceiia? What's wrong with you? I tell you I don't know the boy. Why would I lie to you?"

 She finally looked away from me, down at the mug in her hand, and raised it to her lips, but she had
barely begun to sip it when she jerked it away from her mouth with a grimace of distaste and held it out
to me with a small shake of her head. Mystified, I took the mug from her, watching as she stood up and
crossed distractedly from the couch to the small table where the brightest lamps burned. She leaned over
and picked up a lamp and then turned back to me.

"It's Simeon," she said. "I warned you this would happen."

"What?" I was dumbfounded, and confused. I had no idea what she was talking about.

"Who's Simeon? What are you talking about, Luceiia? We ... I know no one called Simeon. Simeon
who? And what warning? You warned me? About what?"

 "The carpenter." Her voice was a whisper, drained of emotion. "Lignus. The mad one. The drunkard. I
told you of my fears about him. You and Cay. You promised to visit him and talk to him. I told you I
feared for his family, what he might do to them some day. The boy is his son, Simeon. He sometimes
comes to play with your own children, Publius, and yet you say you do not know him?"

 "By the sweet Christ!" I rose to my feet, my entire body chilled. "You thought I knew this? And did
nothing?" I gazed around the room, unsure of what I would do next, seeing the familiar ornaments and
objects of my home as though they were strange to me, and then my reason reasserted itself and my fury
found focus on new, grim fears. I remembered that I had removed my sword-belt on entering the sick
bay and I strode to fetch it. When I returned, buckling it on, Luceiia was still standing where I had left
her, holding the lamp. She looked at me in puzzlement.

"What are you doing? Are you going out?"

"I am. Where does this fellow live, exactly, this carpenter?"

She shook her head as though clearing it. "Behind the last of the stone houses, to the south, in a wood
hut in a clearing in the forest."

"Do we need horses, or can we walk there? How close is it?"

 She blinked at me, shaking her head again. "Not far. It's only a short walk through the village, to the far
end, towards the hill fort. But it's dark, are you going there now?"

 "Of course I am going there now, and so are you. Christ alone knows what scene from Hades we'll find
awaiting us when we get there, but I'll need you there in case there's work for women. He has a wife and
daughters, does he not?"

She nodded, her expression more alert now.

 "Good," I went on. "Now, tell me exactly how to get there, and then rouse up some help and follow me
by road. I have no time to wait. You have some time to make your arrangements, but there is none to
waste." I paused as a thought struck me, and then continued as I saw the Tightness of it. "I'm going first
to the barracks to find some soldiers to go with me. I want this to be official, rather than personal. Our
man may still be there and he might choose to fight. I hope he does. Get Caius up again. He will want to
oversee this. Ask him to summon some of the senior members of the Council and wait here for me to
come back. In the meantime, when you come, bring Gallo and two other servants, the strongest, and one
of the wagons, a big one. We may have to use it to carry bodies. But hurry, love, we've wasted enough
time already and we may be far too late with far too little help."

 A very short time later, I stopped about fifteen paces in front of the carpenter's hut, just at the edge of a
screen of bushes and saplings that surrounded the clearing in which the dwelling stood. Holding my torch
high with my right hand, I signalled with my left to arrest the six young soldiers I had commandeered and
brought with me. They had been playing dice in the barracks by the villa. I had already told them what
was involved here as we walked, and that I was unsure of what we might find awaiting us. At first glance,
however, we could see nothing sinister. The hut was a sturdy one, as one might expect the home of a
carpenter to be. It was dark and peaceful, and smoke from a damped-down fire wisped gently through
the hole left for it at the peak of the roof. The building had two crude windows, both covered with thick
wooden shutters, and a heavy, latched door that looked as though it would be barred on the inside. I
wondered what lay behind it as I stood there looking at it for long moments. Finally one of the soldiers
cleared his throat tentatively and I interpreted it correctly as a signal either to do something or let them get
back to their interrupted game. I spoke to the decurion in charge.

 "You stay here with your men and wait. Keep them here for the time being, among the bushes and out of
sight from the hut. I'm going to go in alone. It doesn't seem like there's any danger, but you can never
really be sure of these things. There can be few situations more lethal than a bad domestic disturbance.
Wait until I call you in, and when I do, if I do, come fast and be prepared to subdue this man and take
him prisoner. You understand me? Take him prisoner. No matter what happens, or how violent he gets, I
want him alive. Is that clear?"

 He nodded, and I stepped from concealment and walked towards the hut, stopping again only when I
was directly in front of the door. This time I listened for noises from inside, but I heard nothing. I drew a
deep breath, shifted my torch to my left hand and pounded on the door. I heard an immediate babble of
voices inside, all female, and then a rough, explosive male voice telling them all to be quiet, whereupon
there was immediate silence. I knocked again, feeling a surprising and profound relief at knowing the
women were alive, at least, and realizing only then that I had been dreading to find a charnel-house
resembling the Villa Titens on the day of Dom's final madness. Then I heard movement inside and a
clatter and cursing as someone knocked over something heavy. A few moments later light flared,
gleaming through the space behind the shutters on the windows, and the same rough male voice came to
me in a shout, asking who I was and what in Hades I wanted at this time of night.

I kept my voice level but raised it sufficiently to be heard behind the door.

"This is Publius Varrus, from the villa. I wish to speak to Lignus the carpenter."

Another hiss of muffled conversation and another oath from the man silencing it. I waited. Finally the
voice came back at me.

"What do you want with him?"

"Words. And I don't want to shout through a door. Open up."

 There was a pause, then, "Step back, away from the door. How do I know you're who you say you
are? Step back and let me see you from the window."

 I took two steps backward and stood in the open, my gut tensed against the arrow or the knife that
could easily come seeking me. One of the shutters on the window to the right of the door opened slightly,
I saw a shape peering out at me and heard him grunt as he recognized me. The shutter opened further
and he leaned out, his head sweeping from side to side as he looked around the entire clearing as far as
he could see.

"Are you alone?"

"Do you see anyone else here?"

"Humph. What do you want? You should be abed like every other honest man."

"I will be, soon, but I want to talk to you, and the matter is important."

"Well then, talk, I'm listening."

 I knew I had to tread carefully here. It was imperative that he leave the window and open the heavy
door, otherwise any attempt to take him into custody might be bloody and wasteful. I drew myself erect
and voiced my disgust in the tone of my next words.

 "I have urgent need of a carpenter. An immediate need for which I am willing to pay well. They told me
you were the best. But I will be damned if I am going to stand here shouting to you like a huckster in the
middle of the street, broadcasting my affairs to all ears while you huddle in the warmth of your hut like a
lazy boar. Go back to bed, Lignus, I'll find another carpenter."

I turned on my heel and began to walk away, and his voice stopped me before I had taken two paces.

"Wait! Wait, damnation! I'll open the door."

 He pulled the shutter back into place and a moment later I heard the heavy bar on the door being
removed. I stepped forward again as the door began to open, but he held it only partly ajar with the
weight of his body and stuck his head through the opening. When he spoke this time, his voice was
quieter, less surly.

"What is it then? What's this urgent need you have? You've never called on me before."

 Even from the little of him that was visible, I could see he was an enormous bear of a man, half a head
taller than me, with a heavy, rank beard and a great, swollen belly. He did not seem to be drunk, but I
was close enough to notice that he stank of sour, dirty sweat and his breath reeked of something like fish
oil; I felt my stomach heave, partly through revulsion, but mainly because of the anger I bore towards
him. I moved closer.

"Can I come in?"

"Eh?" Plainly I had caught him unprepared. He had not expected me to enter, or even to wish to enter.
He glanced around the clearing again before clearing his throat and denying me. "No! No, I'll come out.
Give me a minute."

 He closed the door in my face and I heard him muttering to someone inside, another voice arose, and
then came the sound of a blow and a muffled, female cry of pain. My rage flared up again. I dropped my
hand to the hilt of my sword and swung my torch around my head, making the flames flare up. When he
opened the door to come outside, I thrust the flaming end of my torch towards his face, making him gasp
in surprise and leap back, throwing up his hands to shield his eyes. I pushed the door wide with my
shoulder and followed him inside, drawing my sword as I went.

 The heat inside the hut was stifling. I was aware of two guttering lamps, a large, glowing fire and several
moving bodies drawing back in fear from my intrusion, but I kept my eyes firmly fastened on the
carpenter. His surprise was short-lived and his face clouded with anger as he tensed himself to leap at
me. I threw the point of my sword up towards his throat.

 "Don't," I warned him, and the venom in my voice held him back. "Don't even begin to think about
tackling me, or I'll spill your guts on your feet." I moved closer to him, backing him up against the wall,
and saw fear in his eyes. "You think I'm deranged?" I prodded my point towards him. "You think the man
you're facing has lost his mind? Well, perhaps I have. I found your son tonight, you drunken whoreson,
out by the lake. Young Simeon. How old is he? Eight? Seven? He's at the villa, and he may be dead by
now. Nobody thinks he can survive the beating you gave him. He has a shattered leg, so even if he lives,
he'll never walk properly again. And his arm is broken, and his ribs, and perhaps his skull. His teeth are
broken, and he may have lost an eye, and his lower lip was torn off, and he's what? Seven? Eight years
old? Did he put up a good fight, pig? Did he tax your strength? Or did he scream for mercy? Look in my
eyes, you gutter-dropped son of a whore, and ask yourself if you can see much promise of mercy there,
and then ask yourself again what I might do if you give me half a reason to restrain you."

 I stopped, my eyes on his, and saw fear and the beginnings of panic in them. Not breaking my gaze, I
spoke over my shoulder to the women in the room, one of whom was sobbing wildly. "You women, get
outside, and shout to the guard to come in. Move! Quickly!"

There was no response to this, and so I jerked a glance towards them. There were three of them, all
huddled on a huge wooden bed in a litter of smelly bedding.

"Did you hear me? Go outside, now!"

 "We can't!" The one who had spoken kicked her leg and I heard the clink of chains. Startled by the
sound, I made the error of looking towards it, and that was all Lignus needed. He was big as bear, but
now I discovered he was also quick as a cat. I saw him spring sideways away from me, along the wall to
the corner of the hut, and I barely had time to turn my sword awkwardly, thrusting for my life against the
thick iron bar that had suddenly appeared in his huge hand and would have broken me in two had it hit
me. As it was, it smashed the sword from my hand, numbing my whole arm and sending me reeling
across the room to trip over a wooden stool and sprawl full-length on the straw-covered floor. I rolled as
I landed, but I had no momentum working for me and the giant was on me immediately, bringing his
weapon down in a fearsome swing at my head. He missed, and the impact of the blow against the floor
jerked the bar from his grasp. I managed to clout him across the side of the head, back-handed, with the
torch that was, somehow, still in my left hand. I lost my grip on the torch, but my blow had been lucky
enough to stun him, knocking him down as his beard and hair ignited from the oil-soaked rags, wreathing
his whole head in flames. He began to scream and beat at the flames, and I added my own shouts to his
screams, summoning my soldiers.

 All three women now began screaming, too, and as I struggled to my feet I saw why. My lost torch had
landed in a pile of straw and wood shavings in another corner of the room and long flames were already
shooting up the wooden walls. Lignus's head was a cocoon of rolling flames, and I snatched up a pot of
water sitting by the hearth and dumped it over his head as the first soldiers came crashing through the
doorway. I grasped the first two men and pushed them towards the sprawling giant on the floor.

 "You two! Get him out of here and keep him safe. Tie him up. The rest of you, get these women to
safety." I saw the decurion in charge removing his cloak, preparing to try to smother the raging flames in
the corner, but I knew it was already too late for that. I seized him and spun him around, away from the
fire. "Forget about that, it's too late now. Those women are chained to the bed. Get them out of here or
they'll all burn. Break the bed apart if you have to."

 I moved to help them, and we did have to break the bed apart, although only two of the women were
chained to it. The third woman, whom I presumed to be the mother, was unbound, but she hampered all
of us, clinging to her naked daughters as though to protect them. The bed was massive, solid and
impossibly heavy, strongly built by a carpenter who, whatever his faults might be, knew his craft and took
good care of his creature-comforts. Someone found a heavy maul and an axe on the floor beneath one of
the windows, but by the time we succeeded in bursting the frame of the bed, shattering the corner joints
with the heavy hammer, the small room was filled with flame and blinding, choking smoke and we were
all in danger of being overcome. Finally, the women were being removed and we all withdrew, but as I
turned to make sure everyone was out ahead of me, something flashed and burst, belching smoke and
sparks into my face. I was snatching a breath at the time and inhaled what seemed like pure fire before I
was overtaken by an uncontrollable spasm of coughing that racked me with tearing pain and deprived me
of any sense of direction. Panicked, I turned completely around, twice, looking for the doorway but
completely unable to pierce the swirling smoke, and then my knee gave way and I fell forward, and my
head hit the floor within half a pace of the doorway through which smoke and long tongues of angry flame
were now roaring. Hands grasped at me and hauled me through, out into the cool night air, where I
coughed and retched and clutched myself in agony for what seemed like an eternity.

 When I recovered a semblance of self-possession and opened my eyes, I found that my head and
shoulders were supported in the lap of my wife, who was bathing my face with a wet cloth. I blinked at
her and shook my head, surprised that I had not been conscious of being cradled, or of being bathed.

She frowned and leaned close to me. "Publius? You passed out. Are you in pain?"

 I shook my head again and tried to reassure her, but my voice would not work. I pushed myself up from
her lap, supporting myself on one elbow, and looked around me. There were dozens of people in the
clearing — soldiers, and ordinary colonists of all ages. Behind me, the carpenter's cottage was an inferno,
but no one was making any attempt to fight the fire. I felt dozens of eyes on me and pushed myself up
until I was sitting. I coughed again, trying to clear my throat, and Luceiia offered me a cup of water. It
hurt to swallow, but the result made the pain worthwhile. I gulped the entire contents of the cup, feeling
the cooling, healing water spread inside me.

"Thank you," I rasped. Then I stood up and looked around more carefully. Luceiia had stood, too, and
now held my elbow, supporting me against the slight sway in my stance.

"Lignus, where is he?"

"The soldiers have him in custody. He is badly burned, and in great pain."

"So is his son. Where are the women?"

"In the wagon. I brought some clothing and blankets."

"Were any of them burned? The women?"

"No, and they are warm and cared for, although they are terrified out of their wits."

I frowned at her. "Terrified? Why? Have they been harmed?"
 "Of course not, Publius. But they are frightened by all that has happened. These are women who are not
used to being seen, and now they are the centre of public attention. They are distraught. And they are still
afraid that they will have to live with him tomorrow, after all this has died down."

"Tell them they need have no fear of that, wife. None at all."

"I have told them. They do not believe me. All this has been too sudden and they have lived in fear of
him too long. One of the daughters is heavy with child."

I looked at her, seeing the stillness of her face. "His child?"

"You can't be surprised, Publius? I told you about it long ago. This only confirms my suspicions."

 I was quite inexplicably at a loss for words, and I found myself making excuses for the man, suggesting
that it might be someone else's child, and that we were condemning him unjustly, but Luceiia had no
patience for that.

"In God's name, Publius, whose else could it be? He kept them chained to his bed, did he not?"

 I sighed and conceded that she had the right of it. "He did, aye. Incest is common enough, God knows,
for all that it's condemned. But this chaining of his daughters to their stall, like cattle ... I think I'll flog him
personally in public."

 "No, husband, you will do no such thing. You will commit him to trial by the tribunal of the Colony. The
tribunal we have talked so much of setting up. He will be tried by his fellow citizens and banished from
this Colony, to return only upon pain of death. His trial will mark the birth of our new system and provide
sufficient unity of outrage to cement its laws. We may have reason to be grateful to Lignus the drunkard."

"Lignus the murderer, if his son does not recover. How is the boy?"

Luceiia shrugged and a frown darkened her face. "I do not know. He was still unchanged when we left
home."

 "Well," I said, looking around me again, "let's go and see how he is now. We'll leave some soldiers here
to make sure the fire doesn't spread, but I think there's little danger. Thank God there is no wind tonight,
the woods are wet after the rain of the past few days, and there are no other houses nearby. It should be
safe enough. Let me go and organize things here and send these people home."

 Lignus would have been a piteous spectacle, had there been an ounce of pity in my soul. Luceiia had not
exaggerated, he had been badly burned about the face and head. I lodged him in a stone hut, under
heavy guard, when we returned to the villa where, with an ill grace born of my resentment, I went looking
once again for Cletus and directed him towards yet another patient in dire need of his healing arts. Then,
and only then, did I go looking for Caius.

 I found him waiting for me in thetriclinium, seated in front of a blazing fire with ten of the twenty-two
councillors, far more than I had expected him to rouse, grouped around him. They were talking
animatedly, but fell silent when I strode limping into the room.

"Ah, there you are, Publius!" Cay rose to his feet immediately and waved me towards an empty seat
placed beside his own. I could tell by the tone of his greeting that he had been discoursing already while
waiting for me. His voice rang with the orotund, slightly exaggerated resonance that he used to sublime
effect when dealing with gatherings he wished to dominate.

"You must have smelled the concoction Gallo is serving us. Your timing is excellent and you probably
need a hot drink, for the warmth of it, if not the stimulus."

 As I moved to be seated, two of the household servants stepped forward bearing trays of steaming
mugs filled with Gallo's personal specialty for long, dark nights: hot milk flavoured liberally with strong
honey mead. I gulped one down completely and helped myself to another as Caius resumed his seat and
continued speaking in his formal, gubernatorial tone.

 "I've been telling our friends here about the discussions you and I have been having recently, concerning
the increase in lawlessness that seems to be surrounding us." I noticed that he specifically ignored
Luceiia's role in these discussions. "And I have apologized for rousing them from their beds at such an
ungodly hour, except that the seriousness of tonight's events does indeed warrant such extreme actions."

 I cut short whatever it was that he had been leading up to. "It warrants more than that." I looked around
the faces in the room, but spoke directly to Cay. "How is the boy?"

He cleared his throat. "I believe his condition is stable."

"No improvement? He's still comatose?"

"Yes, I am afraid he is. There has been no improvement that I am aware of."

"Have you told these people what happened to him?"

"I have."

"Have they seen him?"

"No, I did not think that was necessary. There was nothing to gain by it; nothing to see except a small
boy swathed in bandages."

 "Hmmm!" I made a show of counting heads, though I knew from the first exactly how many were
present. "We have twelve councillors here, out of twenty-two. That gives us a quorum. I think we should
convene an extraordinary meeting of the Council here and now. Were all the others invited?"

 "Yes, but for one reason or another they could not come." Caius cleared his throat, with some
embarrassment, I thought. "I must confess, though, my summons was not worded with sufficient strength
to indicate a Council summons."

 "How could it have been? No one had thought of having one then. The idea only occurred to me now.
But I believe it necessary that we meet here, formally, right now. We have ample and sufficient reason
and there are some imperatives that have thrust themselves upon us in the past hour. If we tackle them
resolutely, now, while the situation is still unfolding, we may solve all of them and save ourselves a long
and weary task in time to come. Does anyone object?"

The councillors merely shrugged and muttered, but they were amenable enough. They had to be, and I
knew that, because they did not really know what the agenda of the meeting would be. The only
objection came from Caius himself. "It is very late, Publius. We could be here all night."
 I recognized this as a mere formality. I could not, however, define the origins of the small, half-amused
smile that had twitched at the corner of his mouth before he began to speak, and I made a mental note to
ask him later what had prompted it.

 "I doubt it. I would like to outline the situation now in force, as I see it, and make a few specific
recommendations for action. If the councillors present approve those recommendations, we should all be
in bed within the hour. If there are any serious misgivings voiced, I shall vote to adjourn until the full
Council can meet tomorrow, in which case we can still be abed within the hour."

Caius shrugged his shoulders. "That is agreeable to me. Is anyone opposed?"

 No one was, and we went directly into formal session with Caius chairing. He gave me the floor and I
went straight into the tale of my discovery of Simeon by the lake. I described the child's injuries in graphic
terms, attempting deliberately to enlist their horror and outrage.

 Then, while they were still wide-eyed with disgust, I went on to describe the events that had followed:
the scene in the cottage, the women chained to the bed, Lignus's struggle to avoid arrest and the fire
which, had Lignus's hut been closer to other buildings, could have been disastrous to the Colony.

 Having fixed that image of the possible outcome of these events firmly in the minds of my listeners, I
outlined once again the minute but steadily noticeable decline towards anarchy that was becoming
apparent in the towns of the region, and even in our own small Colony. I related the story of the dilemma
that would face us as lawmakers and law-enforcers as Caius had first described it to me, repeating his
device of distinguishing between rules, regulations and laws, and I emphasized the need for an
authoritative and supportive stance from the Council in bringing these matters before the colonists and
obtaining their moral support in what we were attempting to do.

 I told them that if, as I suspected, they were in agreement with the concerns and sentiments I had
expressed, and if they could accept Caius's and my own analysis of what was wrong, and if they could in
fact identify potential difficulties ahead for our Colony as this atmosphere of moral lassitude continued
and expanded, then they must clearly see where those concerns would lead all of us as councillors. I
exhorted them to take a firm stance on this issue and to do so immediately, tonight. Lignus the carpenter,
I argued, had presented us with a perfect opportunity to move decisively towards ensuring the safety of
everyone in the Colony. Ours was ostensibly a Christian community. Christian law was simple, I pointed
out; it has only ten real rules, the Commandments, and Lignus had broken almost all of them. If his son
were to die, he would be guilty of the murder of his own child. His cruelty was so appalling and his
disregard for any of the basic laws of society was so profound that his conduct endangered everyone
around him, even though he had as yet caused no damage to anyone other than his own family. But, and I
hammered this point home with my fist on the back of a chair, if a man will brutalize his own family, could
anyone be foolish enough to hope that mere compunction would prevent him eventually from harming
someone else's family? Lignus had not merely transgressed, I told them, he had gone far beyond the
bounds of common, human decency. The entire populace would rise up in outrage against his crimes.
We, the Council, could use that outrage as an opportunity — one that we hoped would never be
repeated — to further our own designs for the protection of our colonists and citizens.

 I spoke for almost half an hour and no one interrupted me, and when I had finished there was silence for
a spell. I had stood up, under the spell of my own eloquence, my tongue loosened and made fluent by the
potency of the meaded milk and my thoughts sharpened by my unquenched anger at what had transpired.
Now I remained standing, waiting for a reaction to my diatribe.
It was Vegetius Sulla who broke the silence. He was the eldest son of old Tarpo Sulla, a vigorous and
outspoken member of our original Council who had died several years earlier. Unlike his fiery father,
however, Vegetius spoke seldom and never without forethought, so men invariably listened carefully to
what he had to say.

 "Your argument is strong, Varrus. I agree with you, but what exactly are you suggesting we say and do?
Be specific. Let us vote on it. I doubt, however, that we'll be abed this night. If we back your
suggestions, then we'll have to prepare to present them tomorrow for some kind of ratification by the
Plenary Council, at least, if not the full Colony in general assembly. I think tomorrow is going to be too
important to this Colony to be embarked upon without detailed plans and strategies."

 Sulla's words brought a murmur of assent from the others and I looked at Caius, silently offering him the
floor. He moved his shoulders in a slight shrug and indicated with a wave of his hands that I should
continue. Continuing, however, was the last thing on my mind. I had prepared the way for him, and I
knew he could outline our discussions and our intentions more precisely, more concisely and with far
more authority than I could.

 "Good, then I will yield the floor to Caius Britannicus. In the meantime, I request your permission to
leave for a short time. I should go and check on our prisoner and on the comfort of his womenfolk. He
was badly burned, but not too badly injured, I hope, to enable him to avoid standing trial at a public
tribunal. I will come back and report to you as soon as I know what is happening. Caius?"

I left the room as he stood up to speak and made my way directly to the stone hut where Lignus was
being held. It was well guarded and well lit. Cletus was emerging as I arrived and I drew him aside, out
of earshot of the guards.

"Well? How is he? Will he live?"

"Yes, he will." Cletus looked at me strangely. "Do you care, Publius?"

"Yes, Cletus, I do, but only insofar as I have need of him to help us in the governance of this Colony. I
want him well enough to stand up on his feet, erect and visible, to be condemned by a public tribunal."

"Ah! I see..." Cletus's voice trailed off, and then resumed. "When?"

"Tomorrow? Is that possible?"

 "My dear Publius, anything is possible, according to the good Bishop Alaric. Probability, however, is
something different. Nevertheless, I think he will be well enough to stand alone for a short time
tomorrow. What will happen to him after that?"

"He'll probably be banished. Exiled from the Colony and forbidden to return upon pain of death."

"No execution?"

 I tried to read the expression on the physician's face, but it was too dark where we were standing, and
so I merely shook my head. "No execution. Unless the boy dies. Then the father dies, too. Will the boy
die?"

 "He might. I do not know. Only time will tell us that. But if Lignus is not to die tomorrow, he will be able
to stand trial. He will not, however, be strong enough to leave the Colony right away, nor for at least a
week, more probably two. Unless, of course, you carry him to the edge of the lands and leave him there,
in which case he will die tomorrow, or the day after that."

I spat, vainly trying to clear my mouth of the metallic taste of anger. "He's the barbarian, Cletus, not I.
How badly is he burned?"

Cletus yawned and rubbed his eyes with the heels of his hands. "Not as badly as he appeared to be
when first I saw him. His hair and beard are gone, but the flames were doused before the burns could
penetrate too far. One side of his face, though, will be scarred. Was he splashed with oil?"

I grunted. "No, but I hit him with a torch. It had been soaked in oil."

"Of course. That's what would have caused it. His left ear is badly burned and may be completely lost."

"If that is all he loses, one small ear, he can think himself blessed. Where are his wife and daughters, do
you know?"

 Cletus shook his head. "No, I saw them with Luceiia, but that was before I came here. They must be up
at the villa." He yawned again, hugely, and mumbled something about checking on the boy and then
getting some sleep before dawn came.

I thanked him and went to find Luceiia, finding as I walked that my own eyes were feeling gritty and
heavy-lidded. I drew several deep breaths of clean night air to clear my head, thankful that the slight
breeze that had sprung up was blowing from the villa towards the smouldering ruin of Lignus's hut.

 Luceiia was with the boy, whose condition was unchanged. She told me that she had had the carpenter's
women washed and lodged in the servants' quarters, where they were now in a drugged sleep, thanks to
one of Cletus's own sleeping potions. There were others around them and they would be well cared for. I
told her, in turn, of what was happening at the impromptu Council meeting in thetriclinium, and then I
kissed her, sent her to bed and returned to the meeting, where I discovered that the proceedings were
over. Caius had made his recommendations and they had been unanimously endorsed. There were some
four or five hours of darkness left, and everyone had agreed to reassemble at the tenth hour in the
Council room.

 Word had already been issued that the following day was to be a holiday; no work parties would go out
that day and a general assembly of the colonists would be held in the middle of the afternoon. New laws
would be proposed by the Council for the well-being of the Colony, and after the need for them and for
their preparation had been agreed upon and they had been adopted, a public tribunal would be convened
to judge the case of Lignus the carpenter.

 By the time the last of our visitors had said good night, I was reeling with fatigue, overwhelmed by a
sense of anticlimax. Caius came to me and put his arm around my shoulder.

 "Well, brother," he said, "this was a good night's work. We made great headway here, in one short
session. Perhaps we should be grateful to our drunken carpenter."

 "Huh! I'll show my gratitude tomorrow when I vote to commute his sentence of execution to one of
banishment." I broke off, remembering. "You were laughing at me tonight. Or you were smiling. Earlier,
just after I arrived, before I started talking. Why? Was I amusing in some way?"

He laughed aloud. "Ah, so you noticed! No, you were not amusing. I was merely surprised, and very
pleasantly so, by the change I suddenly noticed in you, Publius, that is all."

"Change? What change? What kind of change?"

 "Improvement. When you strode into that Council meeting and took it over from me, with total
correctness and confidence, I suddenly realized how far you have come since you first arrived here. The
Publius Varrus who came here originally would never have thought to take the floor from Proconsul
Caius Britannicus. He could have done so, at any time, but he was not ready; he was not yet sufficiently
at peace with himself. Nor would that same Publius Varrus have dreamed of facing, or haranguing, or
influencing, or even bullying the august members of the colonial Council." He was laughing again.
"Tonight, I saw you accept yourself and your role here for the first time, Publius. I saw you exercise your
power in this Colony, and I grew even prouder of you than I was before. And that made me smile, but
with pleasure, and the Tightness of it."

 I was staring at him, but as I heard his words I knew he was right. I had taken charge, completely, not
as Varrus the centurion-turned-tribune, but as Publius Varrus, councillor, citizen and leader.

"Yes," I said, "but I was outraged. I have to get to bed, Caius."

 "And so do I, my friend. But I hope your outrage lasts. If it does not, I may have to find ways to renew it
regularly. I like what it does to you."

I think Luceiia was asleep when I fell into bed.

VII



 Lignus the carpenter had his moment of public infamy at the third hour of the following afternoon, when
he was arraigned and brought before the full tribunal of the Colony Britannicus, held erect between two
soldiers who were as big as he was. His head was almost entirely swathed in bandages and it was
obvious to everyone assembled in the main courtyard of the villa — and the crowd included every man,
woman and child in the Colony — that he was in great pain. His suffering brought him little pity, however,
for his only son still lay comatose in the villa's sick bay, and the spectacle of his bruised and abused wife
and pregnant and beaten daughters had scandalized the entire community.

 The justice dispensed to him was swift and quickly summarized: In that he was responsible for brutalizing
and savagely beating his own son, crippling him and leaving him in a condition closer to death than life,
and in continuing danger of suffering death from the abuses he had undergone; and in that he physically
chained, constrained and incestuously impregnated one of his own daughters and cohabited incestuously
with the other against the laws of God and man; and in that his actions and the consequences of those
actions occasioned a conflagration that endangered and might have affected the entire Colony, he, Lignus
the carpenter, was proscribed and banished from the lands entailed by the Colony under penalty of
instant death, to be executed immediately upon his being discovered in future within the bourn of the
Colony or any of the lands owned by or attached to it. His wife and daughters were absolved of any guilt
or willing complicity in his atrocious conduct and were offered the option of remaining in the Colony and
living by what work would be provided for them after his departure. They accepted the offer without
hesitation.

There was a corollary to this verdict, however, made in recognition of the fact that the man was
physically unable to travel at the time of sentence. He was to be lodged, under guard, within the Colony
for a maximum of twenty-one days, or until Cletus the physician pronounced him fit to travel, whichever
should be shorter. After that he would be escorted to the boundary of the Colony by the high road to
Aquae Sulis and there cast out.

The entire tribunal lasted less than half an hour, and it was a fitting end to a day that had seen some
miraculous advances in the method of government of our Colony.

 The Plenary Council had convened at the tenth hour, as scheduled. By then, the word had gone out
among the members who had not been present the night before, and the new ideas had fallen on fertile
ground. It seemed there were very few councillors who had not been reflecting, with varying degrees of
worry, on the worsening situation in the town and cities of south-west Britain. In a fiery two-hour session,
the councillors unanimously and immediately endorsed the initial decisions reached the previous night at
the impromptu session. It took longer, however, for them to agree in principle to an analysis and
examination of Caius's suggestion that the Council be expanded and altered to include the guidance and
counsel of women in specific areas, mainly affecting the morale, governance and well-being of the
colonists and their domestic conditions. This was a chewy mouthful for the councillors to swallow, but the
majority ended up admitting that, if the guiding principles of such involvement were well thought out and
disciplined, and properly administered, the idea could have much merit. Luceiia and three other women
were elected by the councillors to consult with the Plenary Council on how these matters might be
conceived and achieved.

The assembled colonists, for their part, roared their approval of every suggestion put forward by the
Council that day, and when Cletus delivered a report on the status of the boy Simeon, who was still
unconscious, a silence filled with sympathy fell on the crowd and lasted for a long moment. When the
public meeting was finally adjourned after the tribunal, very few people left the gathering place. Everyone
wanted to talk about what had happened and what had been resolved during the day, and soon fires
were being lit and food prepared, and the activities of the day took on a holiday atmosphere that lasted
well into the evening.

 Young Simeon regained consciousness just before sunset, to everyone's relief and great pleasure, most
particularly his mother's, and Cletus ventured a qualified prognosis of eventual recovery, although the
lad's broken leg was so badly smashed that he would probably hobble worse than I did for the rest of his
life. That night, after a late supper, while Luceiia was supervising the bedtime of the eldest of our brood,
Caius and I sat in companionable silence on either side of a blazing fire in his study. He was reading a
letter that had arrived the day before from our friend Bishop Alaric, who was in Verulamium. I was
mulling over the thoughts that had occurred to me after reading the same missive. Alaric had written
about the latest escalation of enemy raids on all sides of the country. In what appeared to be a general
response to an abrupt curtailment of the flow of funds from the Imperial Exchequer, he informed us, the
Colonial High Command in South Britain had been recently forced, yet again, to cut back drastically on
its policing duties. The news, while not surprising, had angered me. This nonsense of troop withdrawals
and reallocations had been going on for several years now, and we were well aware of it. It was no
secret that the garrisons had been pulled out of many of the minor forts, and we knew that, in spite of
bureaucratic protestations of "interim measures only, pending the return of victorious forces from the
continent," these moves were permanent.

 From my own, personal perspective, the worst thing about all of that — apart from the legal
ramifications of the loss of the punitive arm of the law, which had been causing us so much concern —
was that many of these supposedly minor forts were strategically located and essential to the defence of
outlying areas of the country. When the soldiers were withdrawn from these, there was nothing to prevent
incursions by pirates and marauders.
 The most glaring example of this we had seen was the closure of the main fort at Cicutio, in south-central
Cambria, and the withdrawal of troops from Dolocauthi, to the north-west. Dolocauthi was the biggest
gold mine in the Western Empire, and when the troops were withdrawn from there, the word spread
quickly. A line of forts, joined by a high-quality road along the south side of the Cambrian peninsula, was
still being maintained, to keep the seaborne Scots from Dolocauthi, but it was a poor second-best to a
strong, garrisoned fort on the spot.

Dolocauthi itself did not interest me personally and would not had it been a thousand times bigger, but it
had come to symbolize two things: the stupidity of the High Command, who decided in the first place to
withdraw the garrison without shutting down the mines — no doubt seeking to placate carping,
middle-level government officials — and the colossal stupidity of the Hibernian Scots, who knew no
difference between a gold mine and an iron-ore pit.

Caius put down Alaric's letter and sighed, moving the taper back to the centre of his table. I watched
him for a few moments before breaking in on his thoughts.

"What are you thinking about?"

 "Oh, I don't know. Alaric's letter depresses me. I was thinking of garrisons, and the lack of them. For all
the good it seems to do nowadays, my friend, the Garrison of Britain might as well not be here. Never
enough men in any one place, and never enough time to arrive at where they ought to be before it's too
late." He paused. "You know, Publius, there is something I've been meaning to ask you about for some
time. Do you remember the horse you brought back from Glevum?"

"Of course." His question surprised me. I was amazed that he should remember.

 Five years earlier, we had taken to sending our wagons north towards Glevum twice a year, to buy up
ingots of iron and lead. From Glevum, we would travel back to the Colony through Corinium and south
through Aquae Sulis, gathering extra luxury items that were otherwise notably absent from our Colony.
The return of the wagon-train from Glevum had quickly become a semi-annual event looked forward to
with eagerness by everyone, until the word spread, within three years of our first such journey, that the
garrisons had been withdrawn completely from the inland forts, and reduced in the coastal forts. Within
the following year, Hibernians by the boatload were spilling into Cambria, searching for the fabulous gold
mines of Dolocauthi. To the best of my knowledge, they never did find Dolocauthi, but they terrorized
every miner in the country to the extent that the flow of iron into the Glevum markets had dried up
completely.

 That was a blow to us; to me personally. It meant I had to start looking elsewhere for my iron. It had
been on the last of those Glevum journeys, about a year earlier, that I had found the horse Caius referred
to.

 We had been searching to the north of Glevum itself for pockets of iron production, and on a spring
afternoon we crested a hill and saw a raid in progress on a farm in the valley below us. The fighting was
over, if there had been any at all. There were raiders everywhere, and the flames were just starting to
spread in the buildings. I sounded a call on my horn and led my men down the hill in a charge. The
raiders saw and heard us coming, and they ran. There were three of us on horseback that day, and we
pursued them, easily outdistancing our soldiers, who had no hope of catching them. Within a short space
of time we were in bowshot range of the fleeing raiders, and we managed to drop half a dozen of them at
no risk to ourselves before we ran out of arrows and had to turn back.

The only living being left on that farm had been a stallion, a heavy black with wild eyes. And he was alive
only because of his wildness. Two other horses lay slaughtered. He alone had kept his distance. We
chased him, those of us who were mounted, and finally managed to loop a rope around his neck and
bring him back with us.

"What happened to it? It was a stallion, wasn't it?"

"Aye. And a fine one. I still have him, but he's too wild to ride."

"You mean he's in the stables? Here?"

"Well of course. Where else would he be?"

 "Hmmm." His face assumed one of those strange Britannican expressions I had come to know so well
and which, I knew from experience, normally resulted in an increased work-load for someone, usually
me. His next words hinted eloquently of fermenting thoughts and yeasty processes occurring within his
brain. "A stallion. Publius, what do you know of breeding horses?"

I looked at him, recognizing the tone and wondering what was coming next.

"Nothing, apart from the obvious. You need a stallion and a mare, and they handle the rest themselves."

"Nothing more?"

"What more could there be, Caius? It's natural."

"Publius, when I want a clown, I'll hire one," he snapped.

I shrugged, grinning at his short temper. "Pardon me. What's on your mind?"

"Adrianople," he said, mollified slightly by my ready apology. "Adrianople and Alexander of Macedon."

I waited for more, and when nothing was forthcoming I prompted him. "Forgive me, but I don't follow
you. What connection is there between Adrianople and Alexander?"

 "None, Publius, there is none. Not yet. Apart from the obvious, as you said to me. But my mind tells me
there should be. Are you hungry? I could eat something."

 "There are some pears there, on the table. Permit me." I rose and took the bowl to him, then watched as
he selected one, took out a small clasp knife and began to pare the skin from it. He was obviously deep
in thought, as was I, wondering about the "obvious" connection between Adrianople and Alexander that I
had evidently missed.

"Varrus," he asked me after a few moments of silence, using his old, army tone, "what is the major
difference between our cavalry and our foot-soldiers?"

I barely had to think about that. "Speed," I answered. "Speed and ease of manoeuvring."

"And which would you say are the better troops?"

"The infantry, naturally."
He looked up and smiled at me strangely. "Why? And why 'naturally'?"

 I thought he was twitting me. "Are you serious, Cay? They are more dependable, more adaptable, more
solid in every way."

"Why?"

I blinked at him, wondering where this discussion might be taking us. "For many reasons. What are you
driving at, General?"

"Just answer the question, Varrus. Why more solid?"

 I thought about it for several seconds. "Well, for one thing, infantry are more... permanent. They stay in
the field longer and have the ability to prepare their own defences. Fortifications. They're more stable.
They have fewer needs. A foot-soldier need only look after himself. A horseman has to look after his
animal, too. And in the final analysis, infantry are a solid, unified force. Horsemen are individuals."

 He barely gave me time to finish. "But you have just finished telling me that mounted troops have the
advantage of speed and the ability to manoeuvre more quickly."

"Well... they do, under certain conditions. In hill country, a man on foot is far more dependable."

"Ifhe holds the high ground."

"Aye." I nodded.

"Then what about Adrianople? Heavy concentrations of horse in that engagement wiped out anentire
Roman army."

 I shook my head. "No, that was a fluke, a trick. The army's commander must have been negligent in the
first place."

 Caius was frowning, shaking his head. "Do we know that, Publius? Really? I doubt it. There are no
flukes in war. Trickery is a legitimate principle of warfare."

I shrugged, beginning to feel very mildly exasperated. "I don't see where this is leading us."

"You will. Tell me, what would you say was the difference between Alexander's cavalry and ours?"

Again I paused to think before answering. "Discipline, I suppose, if anything. And tactical deployment.
Alexander refined his father Philip's tactics, which were already superb. But apart from that, the major
difference was that the Macedonian cavalry was heavy cavalry of a kind that we don't use today. Big
horses, carrying heavily armed men. All trained to operate in concert."

"Like hammers, Varrus?"

He had surprised me again. My mind jumped backwards, twenty-odd years, to the special unit, "the
Hammers," that Caius and I had assembled to smash back the Caledonians after the Invasion of 367. I
nodded, slowly. "Yes, I suppose you could say that. Like hammers. Or like one big hammer."

There was the vestige of a smile on his lips. "Now do you see what I'm thinking, Varrus?"
"I think I'm beginning to."

 "Imagine the effect, Publius." His voice was excited. "Imagine the effect of a squadron, or even more, a
cohort, of heavily armoured soldiers, mounted on big horses and trained to ride as a unit. Not
skirmishers, Publius, no, nor mounted archers, but front-line troops — shock troops! Imagine a solid line
of mounted spearmen riding at the gallop against a boatload of Saxons caught on land. Can you see it?"

I could. I could see it clearly and something stirred in my gut, but I had to be sure that I was seeing what
he was seeing. "Spearmen? You mean withsarissas? The long, sixteen-foot spears Alexander's
Companions used?"

"Why not? Or even axemen. But trained to fight together, as one force, like an infantry maniple. Could it
be done?"

 I was seeing a solid wall of charging men on enormous horses. "Why not? They would require a lot of
training, but it could be done, if you had the horses." I stopped short, disappointment sharp in my breast
over the death of my own sudden enthusiasm. "Unfortunately, we don't.

Not the kind of horses we would need — big, heavy brutes. They would have to be massive to carry
heavily armed men. Ours just aren't big enough. And we would need so many of them! Hundreds."

 He laughed aloud and rose to his feet. "We shall have them, Publius! We'll breed them! Big horses! By
the hundred!"

"No, Caius, hold up!" I felt it my duty to interrupt, to bring him back to earth. "That would take years!"

 "Of course it will. No doubt of it, none at all!" His voice was fierce and jubilant. "But we have years,
Publius! We'll start tomorrow. And the first thing we have to find is someone who has knowledge about
horses, and I know just the man. You remember the bailiff who was tending Terra's villa when he bought
it? Fellow called Victorex, or Victrix, or something? Terra told me his father used to run a hippodrome in
Gaul. The son learned about horses as a child and was a horse physician of some kind. I'll have Terra
send him over tomorrow, and we'll ask him what he knows of breeding. He knows horseflesh, from all
accounts. He may just be our man. You, in the meantime, can concern yourself with finding out all you
can about Alexander's methods."

I grimaced. "How will I do that? I know of his campaigns and his battles, and a little about his strategy.
But there's little or nothing in our books about his actual tactics — how he deployed or trained his men.
We Romans have never concerned ourselves with cavalry tactics of that kind."

"Not until now, my friend. Not until us."

 "Anyway," I went on, "I don't like thesarissa idea. Those things were too cumbersome — sixteen-feet
long and useless after the first charge. They had to drop them then, and use swords. I don't like that at
all."

 He nodded. "Nor do I. Find me some way of keeping hold of a spear so that it can be used after the
first attack. Our men should be able to kill with it again and again, as often as is needed to win a battle."

"Hmmm," I said. "Sounds like you want a short spear."
 "I don't know what I want. But you may be right. A short spear with a two-edged blade. Something that
will cut as well as thrust. Something that will let our horsemen fight from horseback without having to
dismount. That's what we need, and that's your department. See to it, please, and let me know as soon
as you have solved the problem." The bridge from infantry to cavalry had already been built in the mind
of Caius Britannicus.

 "Let me think about it," I told him. "I'll talk to Equus, too. Perhaps between us we can come up with
something."

 "Good." He was standing close, leaning over me, his hands clasped in front of his chest, making little
explosive noises as he brought the hollows of his palms together unconsciously again and again.
"Excellent, excellent. Now let's go and find some more food. That pear was excellent, but I want meat.
Thinking makes me hungry. In the meantime, I want you to think about that spear."

 I laughed and stood up, stretching. "I will. I don't know what I might be able to come up with, but I'll
think about it. You just reminded me of something else, though."

"What's that?"

 "I'm due to meet that merchant again, Statius, the one who's collecting iron for me in the north-east. I
arranged to meet him again in Noviomagus next month. I'd forgotten. You reminded me of it when you
made me think of the Glevum trips we used to make."

"Is that important?"

"Very important." I grinned at the memory of the merchant's expression when he had seen my bag of
goldauri. "You should have seen his face when I pulled out the money to pay him! Now that he knows
how mad I am to exchange gold for iron, he'll probably have ten wagons loaded to overflowing. I hope
he has, I'll gladly take them off his hands."

 Cay frowned. "That much? Do we need that much?" His tone made me smile again, but I wiped the
smile off my face as I answered him.

 "As much as I can get, Cay, and then ten times as much again. You were the one who made me worry in
the first place about what's going to happen in the future. Now I am convinced that your prophecies were
short of the mark. If things keep deteriorating the way they have been, iron is going to be worth a
hundred times its real weight in gold, and there's going to be little time or opportunity to mine it, smelt it
and carry it here from wherever we might find it. A storeroom full of gold ingots will give you no more
than indigestion when you have to grow and make your own food because there's no one left to buy
from, Cay. But with a storeroom full of iron ingots, I can make all the tools we'll need to grow and
harvest our own food and fight off anyone who tries to steal it from us."

 He was nodding in agreement as I spoke. "You are correct, as usual, Publius. I can be very dense at
times."

 "No, not dense, brother. You were simply not brought up to see that iron might someday be worth more
than gold, that's all."

"God! Was anyone?"

"Of course, I was."
"Oh. Silly of me, I should have known. So when will you leave?"

"In about three weeks."

"Just in time to take Lignus with you."

 I shook my head in disgust. "By the Christus, I hope not! But you are probably right, and if I have to,
then I will. But he had better behave himself until he gets out of my sight."

 "He will, my friend, he will." Caius yawned and stretched. "Aye! I think I shall forgo that food after all. I
am ready to sleep. I had no more than three hours last night and I'm too old for that. Good night to you,
and don't forget to think about my two-edged spear."

VIII



 Well, I thought about that spear. I thought of little else for a long time. I worked on it and worried over it
day and night for months after that evening, not knowing it was to be another ten years before the
discovery was made that would revolutionize our way of waging war, and even longer before we would
recognize what we really had.

 Victorex, the bailiff from Terra's estate, took to Caius's ideas before he had even finished outlining them,
for horses were this man's life. He even looked like one. He was tall and bald except for a thick corona
of stiff, straight, dun-coloured hair that encircled his head above his ears like a cropped mane. He had
long, pointed ears, large, pale eyes that were slightly too close together and a face that seemed to fill up
his whole head. His nose was long and flat and his big, oblong teeth seemed squeezed together at the
front of his mouth. And he had no chin. A strange-looking character, altogether. The first time Equus saw
him he said, "My God! And they callme Equus!"

 Victorex was the perfect man to put in charge of Caius's new project, and he could not wait to get
started. The first thing he did, after he had moved his belongings from Terra's villa to ours, was to
examine every head of stock we had. Within a week he had divided them all up by sex, weight and
colour and begun to devise complicated plans and charts for his "bloodlines," as he called them, and for
his breeding stables. All told, including the horses from the other villas in the Colony, we had
twenty-seven stallions, about fifty mares and a number of geldings, mules and horses too old to be useful.
Victorex selected the three finest stallions and the ten biggest, strongest mares as breeding stock, to be
kept at the villa. The rest he allocated to the various farms that made up the Colony. Caius had informed
all of our people of his plans, and if there were any ill feelings over this relocation of stock, they went
unvoiced. The word went out, too, that every expedition that left the Colony had to keep constant
look-out for new stock. No plugs or swaybacks were wanted, but all horses judged to be suitable for
breeding purposes were to be bought at a fair price and brought back to the Colony.

 The first opportunity came on my next excursion to Noviomagus to meet with Statius, but we found no
horses on that journey other than the nine pairs we bought from him, complete with wagons loaded with
iron ingots. Caius had been correct, in his usual manner, about our timing on that trip. The twenty-one
days of grace accorded to Lignus the carpenter expired as we were preparing to leave the Colony, and
he was granted another two days in custody so that we could escort him safely off the Colony's lands.
His son Simeon was recovering slowly, and there was now every reason to expect that the boy would
grow healthy again, although his leg was broken and twisted beyond even Cletus's ability to repair.
Lignus's burns, on the other hand, had been largely superficial and were healing quickly, except for the oil
burn on his left ear, and hair had already begun to grow on the rest of his head, leaving him with a mangy,
scabby look that I thought well suited to him. He still stank like a goat, too, and I ordered him forcibly
washed before I would allow him to approach my train.

 We were taking only two wagons with us on the outward journey, to carry the salt and provisions we
intended to pick up along our route, and Lignus sat chained in the bottom of one of them as we marched
away. No one came to see him off or to wish him well. We took him far beyond the boundaries of the
Colony and left him, free of his chains at last, just outside the small town of Sorviodunum, where four
main roads intersect.

 From there onward, relieved of his company, our journey to and from Noviomagus was direct and
uncomplicated, and we avoided being seen from any of the towns we passed by. We concluded our
business with Statius quickly and to his immense satisfaction, and contracted to meet with him again just
prior to the start of the new year. With the proof of our madness and riches, this second exorbitant
payment of gold safe in his hands, Statius would have been happy to bring his next shipment of iron all the
way to our Colony, but I balked at the thought of him knowing where to find us and our gold. I told him
that I had to come back to Noviomagus then anyway on other business.

 Five days after leaving Statius in Noviomagus, we were back on our own lands, and I was pleasantly
surprised to find that my old friend Bishop Alaric had been installed as a house guest during my absence.
He was the first person I saw among the small group waiting to welcome me home, standing straight, tall
and white-haired beside Caius. He had brought joyous tidings with him on this visit, but no mention was
made of them to me at that time. Luceiia had missed my arrival, being away from the villa on some
business connected with her emerging Council of Women, but Caius assured me that she would be home
presently, and I went about the business of overseeing the unloading of my wagons and the disposal of
the goods they held before making my way to the bath house to wash the stains of the road from my
pores.

 When I entered the house again, I found Caius seated by the window in his study, poring over one of a
pile of tightly rolled parchments, all sealed with wax, that lay on the table in front of him. Curious, I asked
him what he was reading and he reacted with the euphoria of a man who has just found buried treasure.
The parchments were all letters from his son Picus, written over a period of years and dispatched by a
variety of military couriers from all parts of the Empire, in care of Plautus at the garrison in Colchester.
Plautus had been transferred to Londinium since Picus left Britain, and the postmasters at Colchester had
taken very little interest in forwarding letters to him. Eventually, however, a large number of letters had
been delivered to Plautus in bulk, and he had duly forwarded them to Alaric, knowing they would come,
in time, to Cay. Having waited years to receive them without even knowing of their existence, Cay had
now determined, he told me, to wait a little longer before permitting himself the pleasure of reading them,
teasing himself with the self-discipline of not yielding to his impulse to rip them open and wallow in them.
Now, however, he yielded slightly, permitting himself to read one. I grinned and left him to his pleasure,
knowing he would give them to me to read later.

 After dinner that evening, when Luceiia and the two women who would be staying at the villa that night
had retired to Luceiia's newcubiculum to discuss their Council business, Caius, Alaric and I sat alone in
Cay's study, and I caught up on everything that had happened while I was away. Cay was not ready yet
to discuss Picus's letters. The pleasure of them was still too new, too solitary, too precious to share, and
Alaric and I understood how he felt. Neither of us pressed him, and our talk was desultory as a result.

 "Philip Ascanus was here, right in the Colony," Caius said, suddenly, during a lull in the conversation.
"Arrived the day after you left."
"Who?" I had heard him perfectly well, but the impact of his words was so outlandish that I had to ask
him to repeat the name.

"Philip Ascanus. You remember him?"

"Remember him? Of course I remember him. How could I forget? What was he doing here?"

 "He came to claim his patrimony." Caius's voice was dry as a desert wind and I was floundering for a
foothold among my swirling thoughts.

"Patrimony? What patrimony? Have you spoken with him? I am amazed that he would even dare come
near you, after the way you dealt with him when you last saw him. How long ago was that? My God,
Cay, that's twenty years ago — more, closer to thirty."

Caius grunted. "You are growing old, my friend, and like an old man, you are starting to exaggerate.

 Unfortunately, what you say is not far off the mark, but it's not quite twenty years." He paused and
cleared his throat, managing to inject disgust and distaste into the sound. "The man has improved none in
the interim, however — nor would he, I fear, given another ten years. He is still a charlatan and a
blusterer, though more daring and more insolent than he would have presumed to be with me twenty
years ago. But then, I never found him guilty of a lack of daring."

 Alaric was looking from one to the other of us, curiosity stamped on his face, and I explained to him,
"Philip Ascanus served with us for a short time before the Invasion, back in '67. He was a bad officer,
the worst kind. A brutal bully and a homosexual torturer. Starved his men and spent the money for their
rations. Caius straightened him out the only way possible — had him court-martialled, stripped of his
rank and expelled from the Legion."

"I should have had him hanged," Caius drawled, his voice bitter.

"I don't understand," I said, turning back to face him. "What in the name of all the ancient gods was he
doing here? What's his business?"

His eyebrow went up in surprise that I should ask the question. "What does he want? Why, his own
good, of course. Apparently, he thought to be our neighbour."

I was astounded. "Are you serious? How?"

This brought a wordless grunt from Caius, who sniffed and replied, "Apparently, one of the villas to the
north of here was acquired by an uncle of his, who promptly died, leaving the place to his favourite
nephew."

"Good God! And now Philip Ascanus is here?"

"Was here. He didn't stay."

"Which villa? Is it one of the ones close to us?"

"Close enough," Cay said. "I thought of disputing his claim in the courts, when he told me why he was
here. But then I reasoned that I was merely being petty. The uncle never took possession, formally, but
he paid the purchase, nonetheless, so the villa and its lands go to his only heir."

"Philip Ascanus!"

 "Philip Ascanus. Apparently he lives close to Glevum. Received the news of his uncle's death from your
friend the tribune there."

"Scala?" I had met Tribune Marius Scala during one of my trips to Glevum some years earlier. He was a
pleasant fellow and our friendship, though brief, had been a delightful one.

"That's the one."

 "Good God." Another thought occurred to me. "How did you find out all this? Are you telling me he
actually came here, knowing this was your house?"

 A chilly little smile flickered across Cay's mouth and his aristocratic drawl became more pronounced.
"No, not quite. He seemed quite genuinely surprised to see me here. Quite severely disconcerted, as a
matter of fact. Bereft of words. Looked as though I had caught him in the act of buggery again. It would
have been quite laughable except for the fact that nothing the fellow did could ever amuse me. I was the
last person on earth he could ever have dreamed of seeing here, and he was most upset to find himself a
supplicant on my doorstep. He thought he had come to deal with you, you see. Your friend Scala left him
with the impression that this was your estate."

 "With me? My estate? Why would Scala do that?" I stopped and thought about it. Scala could easily
have taken the wrong impression from me; after all, I had spent less than a week in his company and
there had been a lot of things going on, including some sustained drinking. I shrugged the thought off and
continued. "Even so, I'm surprised Ascanus would have the gall to face me, knowing that I know what I
know about him. What did he want to see me about?"

 Caius shook his head, his little smile spreading wider. "I've no idea. He was probably looking for
information about the area and the district. Yours was the only name he knew, and he had that from your
friend Scala. But there's no question of him having the gall to face you. It would never have occurred to
him that he might know you, and he would probably not have recognized you had he met you face to
face. Bear in mind what you just now said, Ascanus was a bad officer, the worst kind. Such men do not
recognize, or even think of, the soldiers under them as living, human beings of import. He was told to
look for the villa-owner Publius Varrus. If he remembered anyone of that name at all from his past and
long-forgotten army days, it would only be a lowly centurion. Centurions do not own villa estates,
Publius. You forget that his time with our unit was before you won promotion in the field and before you
came into your own wealth from your grandfather. Philip Ascanus would never have made the
association between a common soldier of twenty years ago — a mere subaltern risen from the ranks —
and a man of wealth and power today.

 "Anyway," he continued, grinning, "he knows who you are now. I told him all about you and warned him
that you would not be pleased to see his face again. He knows that he is not welcome on these lands and
he will not return uninvited. Believe me."

 I attempted to erase the frown from my forehead. "You don't mean you're prepared to accept him as a
colonist, do you?"

 Caius smiled again. "No, not at all. I think the possibility of that is very slight. In fact, I no longer think it
is a possibility. I believe his vision of a life in the country began to dwindle the moment he found himself
face to face with me, and died altogether when he learned you were here with me. The thought of
propinquity to two people who know the truth about him — and who would have no compunction in
condemning him — would be unbearable to the man."

"So you don't think he'll be moving to the Colony?" I was grinning now, too.

 "I do not. But I do think my agents should be able to buy his villa for a reasonable price, now that he no
longer has dreams for it."

I shook my head. "He'll never sell to you, Cay."

"He'll never know I'm involved. He will take the cash and forget about the place."

 "Hmmm!" I mulled that one over, trying unsuccessfully to focus my mind on my twenty-year-old
memories of Philip Ascanus, but I could only recall a faintly paunchy, dissolute body and a weak, pasty
face with an incipient double chin and a pouty mouth. No eyes and nothing definite to fasten on, not even
hair colour. I realized that Cay was correct. Ascanus would sell, and we would acquire more land.

"What's the place like, his villa?"

 "Excellent. Not as large as some, but very well staffed and well run. I went and looked as soon as I
found out Philip had returned to Glevum." Caius stood up. "No, stay where you are, I'm only stretching
my legs," he said to Alaric, who had moved to stand up with him. Alaric subsided and Caius crossed to
the big hearth, where he threw a new log on the fire before turning to look back at me.

I was frowning again. "And that was all? He gave no reason for coming here to our villa?"

"Only that he came looking for Publius Varrus, and that Scala had given him your name."

 Caius left the fire and came back to sit again at the table, resting his hand on Alaric's shoulder as he
passed. He moistened the tip of one finger and dipped it gently into the small pot of salt that still sat in the
centre of the table, then transferred the finger to his mouth, licking the salt off absent-mindedly. He
glanced over to where Alaric sat watching and listening.

 "Alaric? What do you think of this conversation?" The bishop blinked his eyes slowly and thought for a
few moments before he began to speak.

 "Well, my friends," he said at last in his moderate, deliberate tones, "I hear strange and unexpected
sounds and great bitterness coming from two people whom I love and respect. I hear you ascribing a
sinfulness worthy of eternal damnation to a man whom neither of you has seen or heard of for twenty
years, while both of you admit to each other, and to me as witness, that neither of you has any reason to
do so, other than an old dislike. I hear no charity in you, my friends, and I hear none of the forgiveness
that the Blessed Christus begged us to apply to our enemies."

Caius and I regarded each other with wry looks.

"Alaric's right, Cay," I said.

 Caius heaved an enormous sigh. "I know," he replied, "I know he is." He shook his head, sighed again
and rose to his feet. "And we will take his unspoken advice, and talk of other things. Another cup of
wine, either of you?" As he poured he said, almost to himself, "But tomorrow, I will send word to my
agents in Londinium and Glevum that I wish to buy his villa anonymously, for a fair price." He put the
wine jug down firmly. "I will send one of our fastest couriers, first thing in the morning."

And so it was arranged that our Colony would increase by the size of the Ascanus estate, and the three
of us spent the remainder of the evening talking pleasantly of other things.

 The following morning, I set out on my monthly rounds of the Colony estates. The day passed slowly
and uneventfully, one of those plodding, rural days unmarked by anything but drudgery, hard work and
meticulous, painstaking efforts to maintain an inventory of crops in progress, grain supplies in hand and
the multitudinous details of keeping a growing community alive and well-fed. I was homeward bound by
late afternoon, and it started to rain, spattering heavy drops, as I entered the boundaries of the land
belonging to the Villa Britannicus proper. Looking up at the suddenly leaden skies, I blessed Luceiia's
foresight in convincing me to take along my cloak. The day had started well, but early in the forenoon
dark, scattered clouds had started blowing in from the west, and I had begun to realize she had been
correct the night before when she had predicted

 heavy rain by afternoon. Now all the rifts between the clouds had been sealed up and it looked as
though this was not a shower that would blow over quickly. I was riding in a cart, since I had decided to
drop off a load of new tools to several of our outlying farms, but Equus had taken the leather covering off
the day before, to mend a rent in it, and it had not yet been replaced. It took me only a moment to
retrieve my heavy cloak from the box on the back and I swaddled myself in it completely, pulling the
cowled headpiece well over my head and slipping my hands through the vents provided for them before
taking up the reins again. A cold, gusty wind began to blow the rain in sheets, but I remained sheltered
beneath my cloak as both wind and rain picked up in strength, throwing themselves uselessly against the
thick, tight, wind- and waterproof weave of the warm garment. For all that, the rain was icy and my bare
hands were chilled and stiff from holding the reins by the time I eventually reached the gates of the villa
and turned thankfully into the courtyard.

 I had been driving fast, driven by the weather, and when we arrived my poor horse was coated with
mud and steaming like asudarium. The rain had stopped somewhere along the way and the clouds
overhead were broken again, showing widening reaches of blue sky. I threw my reins to a groom and my
wet cloak to Gallo, Caius's major-domo, and ran into the house, calling aloud for Caius. He was not
there. Nor were Alaric and Luceiia. The house was empty, except for servants. Frustrated, I then made
my way directly to the smithy, but Equus was gone too, on a visit to one of the other villa forges.
Thoroughly deflated, I went back to the villa, where Gallo informed me, politely, now that I had time to
listen, that Caius and Alaric had been collected by a wagon sent for them from the villa of our friends, the
twins Terrix and Fermax, widely known as Terra and Firma. They were to be guests of the twins for
dinner and an entertainment that night and would return to the villa in the morning. My wife had gone, he
also informed me, with several of her women on a mission of mercy to the home of yet another neighbour
whose wife was having great difficulty in birthing a child — her fourth. Even my three daughters were
gone for the day, out on a visit to some friends at another villa, accompanied by their nursemaid, Annika.
I asked after the boy, Simeon; had he been left alone? No, I was told, he had been moved out to the
home of his mother, now that she and her daughters were comfortably settled in a new home and the boy
was out of danger. Defeated, I decided to bathe and asked Gallo to organize some food for me and
replenish the brazier in Cay's study.

An hour later, bathed, fed and warmly dressed again in loose, comfortable, indoor clothes, I sat down at
Cay's desk by the window and gathered my patience to wait for someone to come home.

 It was growing dark by the time I heard the noises that told me my children had finally arrived home
from their excursion with their nurse, and I went looking for them, unusually excited by the prospect of
being able to spend some time with them, without other pressures demanding my attention. Luceiia and I
were regarded as peculiar by some of our friends, in that we tended to spend a great deal of time with
our children, enjoying them as much as we could. But other priorities seemed to intrude more and more
all the time, and time spent with the children was something that happened all too seldom nowadays. I felt
my usual surge of pleasure in seeing that they were all happy to see me: Veronica, the eldest at ten,
Lucilla who was bewitching at seven, and Dorathea, breathtakingly beautiful and four years old, but
feverish this evening and sniffly with a cold.

 We were still together when Luceiia arrived home from the birthing with the news that Margaret
Lupidus, one of our newest colonists, had safely given birth to twin daughters who seemed to be
identical. This was not good news. Twin sons had been revered in Rome since the birth of Romulus and
Remus, but twin daughters were a burden to any family and were not looked upon with favour. Luceiia
and I shared a cup of wine after the children had gone to bed and drank in commiseration for the Lupidus
family, which now consisted of five living daughters from seven birthings, none of which had yielded a
son. We loved our daughters dearly, but few families could afford a brood of girls as well as we could.
There were times when I longed for a son, but I made it a point of honour never to mention that to
Luceiia.

 When our single cup was empty I rose to replenish it and told Luceiia the story of my day on the land,
amusing her with the comments and observations of the farmers, who, like all farmers everywhere,
tended to see life from a different viewpoint than other men, and frequently to hilarious effect. Finally I
leaned over and kissed her.

"It's early enough to be sinful. Come to bed with me."

"Why? Are you tired?"

I laughed aloud at the tone of her voice. "No, but it's a cold, wet night and I want your heat."

She sniffed disdainfully. "Heat I have, and to spare, but it's a beautiful night and not cold at all."

"It's pouring!"

"Nonsense, the rain stopped hours ago. The weather is beautiful and the sky is clear. There will be a
moon tonight."

I blinked at her. "It must be wet somewhere," I said.

"It will be. Come."

We stood up together and my throat was choked with lust, but propriety still made demands of me.

"What about dinner?" I asked, rasping the words.

 "What about it? There's only us. Everyone else is gone. I told Gallo I would cook for us in our own
chambers. What would you like for dinner?" Her voice was low and throaty, intimate.

"You."

"Well, Master," she replied, smiling, "dinner is almost ready, awaiting only a few, last-minute touches."
 Soon, we lay panting on our bed like a pair of newly-weds, too impatient for each other to bother with
removing our clothes. I was more than ready, and as I entered the loving warmth of my wife's body my
mind was filled with the need to control my surging seed. Luceiia took me smoothly, and I lay securely
lodged, fighting to empty my mind of where I was and straining to relax and make no movement. But I
knew it would be to no avail; my mind and my body were united to defeat me, and I felt the pressure
mounting, spurred by the sheer sensations of such hot and moist containment. And then I was saved and
yet frustrated by the sound of a howling, childish wail from somewhere deep in the house. Luceiia froze
immediately, her head cocked to one side, the transition from lover to mother instantaneous.

"It's Dora."

"I know," I said, willing her to ignore it. "Annika will see to her."

"No, the child's sick. She has a fever."

"She has a cold, that's all. My problem is more urgent."

 She ignored me for a moment, head cocked, straining to hear, but the cry was not repeated, and at
length she relaxed and returned her attention to me.

"Problem? You have a problem? What problem?" She moved her body delightfully, then. "Oh, that
problem?"

I sensed her smile as she moved in the darkness beneath me.

 "Well, my love, that one is easily dealt with." She reached down towards her waist and pulled her skirts
higher, then seemed to flex her entire body and wrap it around me, gripping me with her thighs and
grasping me by the ears as she pulled my face down and filled my mouth with her hot, thrusting tongue. I
felt her belly writhe and rise to meet me, her body opening and engulfing me like the hot waters of a bath,
and I exploded, losing all awareness of everything except the crashing roars of ecstasy in my head. Then,
while I was still spent and gasping, I felt Luceiia move beneath me and away from me, slipping her body
free from mine.

"Don't go to sleep, I want more," she whispered.

I rolled onto my side. "Where are you going?" But I knew, and she was already gone. The lover had
merely abetted, not replaced, the mother.

 I lay there for a long time, recapturing my senses, and then I rolled off the bed and adjusted my clothing
so that I could stand comfortably before crossing to the window and opening the shutters. It was a warm,
mellow, late-June night and it bore no signs of the torrential rain that had poured down for so long earlier.
I hitched up my robe and threw one leg across the sill and perched there, feeling the coldness of the stone
against my naked skin and listening to the sounds of the early night as I thought of the pleasures I had
found in the woman I had married. My loins were empty, almost achingly drained, and I luxuriated in the
joy of satisfaction, idly attempting to recall the furious sensations so recently stirred up in me by my lust.
But that was fruitless, of course, since our minds and bodies are no more capable of remembering fleeting
pleasure than sudden pain, and I soon became distracted by the sounds out in the night. I could hear
voices, nearby, man and woman, though I could discern no words, strain as I might, before they moved
off and died away and a cacophony of barking dogs sprang up to fill the night with chaos and comfort.
And then, somewhere far off, a nightingale began to sing, and I sat for a long time, entranced by the
beauty of the sound, lost in a land of fantasy that knew no rhyme or reason until a drunken voice broke
out beneath me, startling me with its suddenness, bellowing a tuneless song that spluttered into silence and
was followed by the sound of a body falling heavily, and then more silence. The nightingale began to sing
again and I shifted restlessly, moving my now-cold buttocks in complaint against the harshness of the
stone window-sill. I had not heard Luceiia return, but suddenly she was behind me, running her fingers
through my hair and breathing gently on the soft skin at my neck. And, all at once, the passions that I had
sought in vain to recall came back to me, overwhelming in their urgency. I withdrew my leg from the cool
night air and returned to our bedside, my hands, my lips, my awareness filled with the reality of Luceiia,
and this time, we took the time to remove our clothes before offering our nakedness to one another. Our
coupling now was wondrous and filled with love and leisure, the joining of two lovers who enjoyed
perfect familiarity each with the other's body. We melted together, moving in loving fidelity and reaching
that peak together that leaves both partners hanging between life and death, knowing that happiness is
achievable on either side of the divide.

 And suddenly it was I who was raised, tensed on one elbow, my head cocked to hear again the alien
sound that had jerked me back from the edge of sleep.

"Publius? What is it? What's wrong?"

"Shh! Listen! What's that noise?"

"What noise?"

I sat up, my face pointed towards the open window-shutters. "That noise! Listen!"

 It came again, a man's voice, raised in a shout of panic, faint and far off, smothered by distance, but now
taken up and repeated by another, nearer, and then another and several more. I leaped from the bed and
ran to the window, leaning out, straining my ears, and heard the dreaded word, "Fire!"

 "Fire," I said, over my shoulder to Luceiia. "They're raising the alarm. There's a fire." I could see nothing,
could smell no smoke, but my guts churned in apprehension. "Quick! Light a lamp." I began scurrying to
find my clothes in the darkness, dragging them on somehow and running from the room before Luceiia
was able to find the tinder-box.

I emerged from the main door to find the courtyard already filled with running bodies and saw a
horseman thunder into the yard and head straight for me. He saw me and leaped down from his horse's
back, almost falling at my feet. I grabbed him and held him erect.

"What, man? What is it? Where's the fire?"

 "The granaries," he gulped, drawing a deep breath. "The granaries, Commander, up on the hill! Four of
them are in flames."

"Four of them? Damnation! Where were the guards? Are they all blind up there?"

 One granary alight was a tragedy; four meant catastrophe. We would be hard-pressed to save enough
food for the coming winter. I gripped him firmly by the shoulder and seized his horse's bridle in my other
hand.

"I'm taking your horse. Give me a leg up, quickly."

He hoisted me up cleanly, and I fought for a second to control the animal, which resented having
someone new leap onto its back so soon after shedding one rider. Finally I brought it under restraint and
swung it around in the direction I wanted to go.

 "Summon every man in the Colony," I yelled at the rider. "Every soldier, every colonist. Get them up to
the hilltop as quickly as they can run. Who's fighting the fire?"

"Only the soldiers who were on duty up there. There's no one else nearby."

"Damn and blast! I'm going up there now. Get the others on the road as quickly as you can. Tell them it's
going to be a hungry winter if they're slow." I put my heels to the horse, and as soon as we were on the
pathway that rounded the south-west end of the villa I saw the baleful, smoky glare of the fire on the
hilltop ahead of me.

 The hours that followed are hazy in my memory, so intense was the frenzy with which we fought the
blaze. It burned with an ugly, sullen fury, refusing to be mastered, its roots smouldering deep within the
piled banks of dried grain. I remember clearly, however, that I found signs, early on in the struggle, that
the burning piles had been soaked with oil before being set alight; around the edges of the conflagrations,
there were scatterings of grain, kicked away from the flames by the first discoverers of the catastrophe,
and they were glued into clumps, held together by the viscous, flammable stuff poured over them by the
incendiary madman who had done this.

That knowledge, that there was a madman among us, startled me into realizing that there might well be
no men at all left down at the villa, and that this madman, whoever he was, would almost certainly not be
up here at the fire.

 The man working beside me was Erasmus Sita, a young giant and a decurion in our colonial forces. Sita
was huge and strong, a full head taller than me with a mighty breadth of shoulders. I tugged him by the
arm and motioned him to step away with me, back from the noise of the fire and the smoke. He leaned
close to hear what I had to say. I ordered him to select ten of the youngest, strongest soldiers he could
find and take them at the double, forced-march pace, back down to the villa as quickly as he could. He
was to find Luceiia and make sure that she was in no danger, and then he and his people were to remain
at the villa, standing guard and at the ready for anything that might develop. I saw the puzzlement and
curiosity in his eyes and I waved towards the fire.

 "This was deliberate, Sita. There were four separate fires here, now threatening to grow into one big
one. Somebody set this place alight on purpose. I don't know who and I don't know why, but I don't
want to be caught unawares if the whoreson has other plans for tonight. So get down to the villa quickly,
but take the longer route down, not the main path; that way you'll avoid the people coming up. If they see
you going back, it could cause confusion. But get there quickly. You understand?" He left at a loping run
and I saw him begin to pick out his men.

 I remember then that I left him to it and turned my attention to organizing a bucket-chain from the
unfinished cisterns in the fort, and that there were not enough men available to make it work. And I
remember the arrival of the first newcomers, a trickle that grew to a flood as the flames rose higher and
the wind sprang up again to whirl blazing sparks towards the four minor granaries that were still
untouched by the fire.

The granaries themselves were no more than stout wooden boxes, bins pitched at the seams and raised
on stilts to protect their contents from the damp earth, and covered with heavy, sloping roofs. They
burned disgustingly well. I don't know when I realized we could not win, but I think the awareness came
only slowly to me. Dense, awful smoke swirled everywhere, roiling obscenely upwards. It filtered
everywhere through the piles of grain, ruining the food forever, even before the wooden side panels
burned through, allowing the grain to gush out onto the ground. In a short time, all our vigilance was
dedicated to protecting the four silos that remained.

 I staggered off at one time, away from the searing heat, in search of some clear air, my insides raw and
burned from inhaling the smoke-laden air close to the fire. I found a wooden saw-horse to lean against,
and someone handed me a jar of water. God! I remember still how good it tasted. I drank deeply and
then sat there for a while, looking at the activity going on around me. I was exhausted, but then, everyone
else was, too, by that time.

 Too tired to move, I stared at the men around me and wondered if it was one of them who had set the
fire in the first place. I knew them all, and I had to accept the possibility, but I found it hard to believe that
any of them could deliberately wreak such malicious damage. And yet someone most definitely had. Then
came a crashing roar mixed with screams of agony as one of the bins collapsed in flaming ruin, sending
burning bursts of sparks in every direction and catching at least one fire-fighter unaware. I plunged back
into the smoke and lost track of time again.

 There came a time, at last, when there was no more to be done. The fire was as close to being under
control as it would ever be. There was no hope of extinguishing it completely; the scattered piles of grain
would smoulder for days, unless it rained again. I delegated a crew of soldiers to police the area and
guard against new outbreaks, promising them they would be relieved in four hours. In the meantime,
dawn was breaking and everybody else began to go home in search of sleep. I climbed up into a wagon
that was crowded with weary men, all of them crusted in soot and grime, the whiteness of their eyes and
teeth startling against the blackness of their faces. My nostrils were clogged with soot and the stink of
burning. I do not know who was with me in the wagon, or whose back it was I leaned against. Before
the cart reached the bottom of the hill I was asleep. I think everyone else was, too.

 The man I was leaning my back against woke me by leaving the cart, but I shifted my position and dozed
off again immediately, and then somebody was shaking my shoulder and calling my name. I opened my
eyes and looked at my tormentor. His face was black and strange-looking, and as soon as he caught my
eye he gestured sideways with his head, saying nothing. Groaning, I pulled myself erect, saw that I was
home and began to climb stiffly down from the cart. I reached the ground, looked up to thank the carter,
and only then realized that everyone was staring over my head at something behind me. I turned, and my
guts churned as I saw a body spread-eagled face down in the dim half light of dawn, at the bottom of the
steps to the main doorway of the house. The door lay open, and there was no sound to be heard. My
tiredness vanished instantly, but my legs were unwilling to move from where I stood staring, and I felt fear
and panic washing over me.

 Somehow, I took the first step, and my paralysis was gone. I began to move quickly towards the
sprawled shape and, before I was halfway towards him, I knew who had set the fire. I recognized him,
left him where he was and veered away, heading directly into the house. As I set my foot on the bottom
step, young Sita emerged from the doorway and paused in surprise at finding me so close.

"Commander," he said, "I didn't hear you coming."

"My wife, where is she?"

His eyebrows rose. "In her chambers, Commander."

I swallowed my relief. "And my children?"
"Asleep." He nodded towards the corpse. "You saw that?"

 "Aye." I walked back to the body and turned it over on its back. Lignus the carpenter would set no
more fires. He had been warned he would die if he ever came back, and he had. The tragic part was that
he had cheated death for long enough to be able to do what he did. Outrage, anger and deep hatred for
this man and all that he had stood for swept over me, so that I had to close my eyes and take a deep
breath to control myself against the urge to kick his corpse. And then I noticed that all of his blood
seemed to be on his back. There were no wounds on his front. I looked up at Sita.

"Did you do this?"

He shook his head. "No, Commander, but I had the body brought here."

"Brought here from where?"

"From where he died. The cottage where his wife and daughters are lodged. He tried to get them." He
grinned, a small, nervous grin. "Unsuccessfully."

My thoughts were racing. "How did you know to search there?"

"We didn't. We heard the noise as we came through the village. Women screaming and crying. I decided
we had better take a look at what was happening, and there he was, dead."

"He was alone? No accomplices?"

"He was alone there, sir, no accomplices that we could find, and we've searched the entire area."

"Who killed him?"

He cleared his throat. "Your wife, Commander. The Lady Luceiia. It was all over when we arrived."

"What?" I looked down at the body again, unable to believe what I had just heard. "Luceiia did this?"

 The young decurion nodded, wordless in the face of my shocked surprise. I shook my head to clear it
and then remembered the men on the wagon, watching this. I turned back to them.

 "Thank you, my friends," I called out. "You can go home now. It's all over." I pointed to the body on the
ground. "This is Lignus, the carpenter. He set the fire and he died for it." I turned back to young Sita,
looking again at Lignus's body and wondering how my gentle wife had been able to do this thing. "I must
go to my wife. Is she well?"

 He nodded. "Perfectly well, Commander. Completely in control. She showed no signs of falling apart,
and no compunction over what she had to do."

 "Hmmm." There was nothing more I could say. I moved to walk away and then remembered. "One
more thing." I touched Lignus's remains with my toe. "You'd better detail someone to bury this refuse
somewhere out in the fields or in the woods; can't leave it lying around here to stink. And now good
night. We will talk further tomorrow — later today, I mean. Good night, Sita."

"Good night, Commander." He snapped me a perfect, punctilious salute and marched away about his
business.
 As soon as I had watched young Sita out of sight, I made my way indoors and went directly to our
sleeping chamber, aware of the noises of women somewhere at the back of the house. Luceiia was not in
our chambers. In the middle of an emergency situation, she would have fires of her own to tend to. I had
to restrain myself from searching her out immediately, to find out from her what had happened and how
she had come to kill, and to be able to kill, Lignus, but I knew I would be interrupting whatever important
chore she was attending to at such an ungodly hour. I would find out everything I needed to know in the
morning. I realized all at once that it was now light enough for me to see myself, though dimly, in Luceiia's
big, polished-bronze mirror against the wall; I leaned close to the mirror's surface and peered at my
reflection. I was filthy, my clothing, my skin and my hair all black, thick with soot and ashes, and my
nostrils told me I stank of sour smoke. I was in no condition to get into my wife's bed, yet neither was I in
any condition to go looking for hot water. I dragged a woollen blanket from a pile in the chest at the foot
of our bed and set out to look for a comfortable couch to lie on.

Luceiia opened our bedchamber door as I reached it and was surprised to find me there. She came to
me directly and threw her arms around me, ignoring my filthy condition and my weak attempts to save
her from contamination. She spoke through her kiss. "Where were you going?"

 "To find a place to collapse." I held up my blanket for her to see. "I'm in no condition to lie on anything
clean. Where have you been?"

 She told me that she had organized as many of the women as she could find, turning them towards the
preparation of food and drink for the men returning from fighting the fire. I had to ask about Lignus, then,
and what had happened down here at the villa.

 Her first instinct, she said, had been to join the group heading for the hilltop, but then she had realized
that if this was a major fire, there would be a need for food, bandages and medical assistance. She began
assembling her own women and delegating tasks, the first of which was to split up and find all the women
colonists remaining in the cottages around the villa. She had gone herself on that errand, and one of her
calls was to the cottage that now housed Lignus's wife and daughters. Luceiia had been accompanied by
two of her own women, and they had heard screams and sounds of struggle from a long way off. Not
knowing what was wrong, they had emerged into the clearing in front of the cottage to find one of
Lignus's daughters, the pregnant one, lying bleeding on the threshold of the hut, with the noise of strife
coming from inside. Luceiia had pushed her way into the hut and seen Lignus in a corner with his back to
her. He was struggling furiously with the other sister while the mother lay bleeding and moaning on the
floor. He had thrown his sword on the floor to free his hands and was now punching brutally at the body
struggling against him. Luceiia realized that he must have started the fire on the hill to give himself time and
opportunity to avenge himself on the women. Without even thinking what she was doing, so great was
her anger, she swept up his sword from where it lay on the floor and, holding it two-handed in front of
her with the hilt against her breast, ran at him and thrust it into his back with all her weight behind it. The
point had slid cleanly between his ribs and into his heart, and he had fallen dead at her feet before he had
time to turn around fully to see who had killed him. Moments later, Sita and his soldiers had arrived on
the run.

 When she had finished talking, I stared at her for a few moments in silence, thinking that we little knew
the people we loved. What she had done was completely in character and should not have surprised me
at all; she was the sister of Caius Britannicus and an imperious aristocrat of the old order, accustomed to
taking charge, to making decisions and to being obeyed. But she was also my wife and I loved her
deeply as a woman, so I seldom considered the steel that underlay her womanish exterior.

She was gazing at me, waiting for me to speak. I kissed the end of her nose. "Good for you," I
whispered. "How do you feel?"

 She touched the spot I had kissed with the tip of one finger. "How should I? I am tired and hungry, but I
feel as if I could carry on forever, or for as long as it takes to clean up this mess Lignus has caused." She
paused and squinted at me. "If you really mean how do I feel about having killed Lignus, then the answer
is that I don't. I would do it again without thinking, as I would destroy any animal threatening my family or
this Colony. Lignus was not a man. He was a wild beast, mad and dangerous. What about you? How do
you feel?"

 "About Lignus, nothing. About the fire, anger and concern but no great urgency yet, although if we don't
get a good harvest this year it's going to be a long winter. About you, I feel proud and wonderful. About
sleep, I'm not capable of feeling anything. I'm on my way to find a quiet corner where the soot and grime
that crusts me can do little damage, then I'm going to collapse and slip into a coma."

She thrust her face into the hollow of my neck and sniffed deeply. "You do smell rather smoky." She
pushed me away and smiled up into my eyes. "I know you don't want to hear this, but you might sleep far
better after being bathed and massaged. I know it seems like too much trouble at this moment, but life
will be much the better for steam and perfumed oils and a brisk pummelling. Hmmm?"

 I nodded my head, scrubbing at my eyes with the heels of my hands. "Very well, my love," I muttered,
"you are correct, as usual. I'm going, I'm going."

 I have no recollection of entering the bath house or of removing my clothes, but I do remember walking
through thetepidarium, where I splashed cool water all over myself, dislodging some of the soot that
covered me, and into the steam room where, for the next quarter hour or so, I luxuriated in the intense
heat, feeling the dirt and the grit being washed away by the natural rivers of my own sweat. I ended up
with a series of plunges into the hot and cold pools before subsiding and lying face down on the
masseur's plinth, regretting his absence as I imagined how he would go to work mercilessly on my ill-used
body. But he had been up at the fire too, working as hard as everyone else, and would be sound asleep
somewhere. I could have sent for him — I even considered it, half-heartedly — but in the end I did not
have the heart to disturb his rest, wherever he was.

 I dozed off, eventually, then awoke again, plagued by the discomfort of the plinth I lay on. I felt cleaner
and more presentable, but I was dead tired as I made my way towards my own chambers. Luceiia was
still not abed, but our little invalid Dora, our four-year-old daughter, lay in our bed peacefully asleep, her
thumb stuck deep in her tiny mouth. I bent over and touched her cheek, marvelling, as I always did, at
the miraculous softness of her skin and the utterly helpless innocence of her trust. I dropped my clothing
where I stood and crawled into the bed beside her, cradling her tininess in my arm before I fell asleep.

BOOK TWO

The Regent

IX



Father,

 Greetings from an errant son, whom you have probably consigned long since to perdition for a
lack of filial attention, if you do not believe me already dead.
 I am alive, healthy and well, and hope, with guilty optimism, that you are, too. How foolishly we
treat the rushing passage of time! I deeply regret having permitted so many years to pass without
making any serious attempt to write to you. I remember you telling me, on many occasions, how
difficult it is to write down one's thoughts so that they reflect, accurately, one's feelings on any
particular subject at any one time. Words, you told me, are but ungainly tools, ill suited to the use
of serious, intelligent men. I have often recalled, with bitter irony, the scepticism with which I
dismissed, in my youthful omniscience, the import of those words. I now know, as the result of
many long hours of effort, how accurate your observations were.

 This missive, which I must believe you will someday read, will no doubt impress you with its
clarity and the apparent ease with which it has been written. Disabuse yourself of any
misconception, Father; I am as awkward in my efforts to write today as ever I was. The letter you
read now is no more than a painstaking copy of the last of many scribbled, much-altered,
often-perspired-upon scraps of parchment and paper, laboured over on many a night by the agued
fluttering of an almost lightless lamp.

 I know you will have little need to be reminded of the discomforts involved in writing a letter on
campaign. I have been on campaign endlessly now for years, ever since leaving Britain with
Magnus Maximus, and throughout that time it has ever been too easy to find reasons for never
having enough time to write. It has been several months since I decided to end that condition, and
it has taken me until now to produce something I consider fit enough and substantial enough to
send to you after so long a silence.

 I am in Constantinople, serving on the personal staff of Flavius Stilicho,Count of the Domestics,
Commander of the Emperor's Household Troops. You might be amused to know that I have met
Theodosius now on several occasions and have endorsed, in my own mind, the verdict of Publius
Varrus, who declared that Theodosius was, "for all his faults and personal shortcomings, " an
able administrator and a fine soldier. In those days, Theodosius was Count of Britain. Now he is
Emperor and still, again in Varrus's words, " a grandiloquent and pompous pain in the arse!" But
he is, above all, an able Emperor and a notable judge of men...

 That I can write such words in a letter will give you some idea of the import of my posting and
the security we enjoy in our communications. All of that is due to the personality and influence of
my commander, Flavins Stilicho. It is he whose privilege and personal seal attached hereto enable
me to write my mind thus openly, and it is he who has finally made me wish to write to you, for
many reasons, although mainly to tell you about Flavius Stilicho himself, and the privilege and
honour I enjoy in being close to him.

 Father, you would take Stilicho to your bosom! He is all that you hold honourable in the Roman
tradition. He is half Vandal, his father a low-born captain of mercenaries. And yet, for all that, by
the strength of his own intellect and the astounding abilities he has demonstrated in his short
career—he is but twenty years of age, seven years younger than I! —he has completely won the
affection and esteem of Theodosius and is married to the Emperor's favourite niece, Serena. She,
too, fell victim to the charm of Stilicho.

 If, as I suspect, you and Publius Varrus have just exchanged mutual snorts of "Nepotism and
privilege!" you must withdraw them. I swear this is a man among men, for all his youth—a
military genius on the level of Alexander.

I met him just over a year ago, in the late summer of the second year of Magnus's campaign in
southern Gaul. Things had been going well for Magnus (as they still are, I hear) and we had won
many victories against all sent against us. My own mind was not at peace, however, with the way
the affairs of our army were developing; the Magnus I had known and admired in North Britain
was neither the man nor the Emperor I followed now in Gaul. Greatness had worked great
changes in him, and as far as I could see, none were improvements.

 One afternoon, on a routine patrol ahead of the army, my party unexpectedly encountered a
fair-sized group of the enemy, men and officers. We discovered them first, fortuitously, and I was
able to entrap them. In the course of the fighting I found myself matched against a young tribune,
barely out of boyhood, richly appointed and uniformed, who fought like a madman—a very
skilled madman, be it said. Luck was with me. He slipped in the grass, and I had his life in my
grasp and my sword at the ready. Thank God I could not bring myself to kill him at that moment!
Telling him to live for another day, I clubbed him with the hilt of my sword and left him lying
there. Moments later, we were surrounded and outnumbered by an army of newcomers sent, as I
discovered later, to meet and escort the party we had attacked. I was taken prisoner with my
entire force and brought to the camp of Proconsul Glaucius Mamilias. As you will have deduced,
the boy I spared was Flavius Stilicho.

 He sent for me later and questioned me closely. I felt, although I know not how to describe it, an
affinity for the man, youth though he was. He told me he was just returned from Persia, from the
Court of King Shapur III, where he had been the personal ambassador of Theodosius himself On
his return to Constantinople he had been dispatched immediately to form some intelligent
appraisal of the rebel Magnus and hismodus operandi,and to divine a method of defeating him.

 You may imagine my astonishment as I listened to him speak, although I must tell you it never
crossed my mind to doubt him. The reverence in which he was held was all too apparent. The
Proconsul himself deferred to this young man!

 In short, Flavius Stilicho thanked me for his life and offered me manumission—for all my men —
if I would serve with him and give him my allegiance. He assured me I could do so with honour,
for he would require me neither to divulge information concerning Magnus's plans nor to bear
arms against the soldiers among whom I had fought my way across Gaul. Father, I did not even
hesitate before accepting his offer. I knew, somewhere in my soul, that I was born to fight beside
this Flavius Stilicho. And I had decided long before then that I was unhappy in the ranks of
Magnus Maximus. I chose to be Stilicho's man, and my soldiers all chose to follow me.

 Since that day, I have not looked backward. Offered the chance to leave and wait for Stilicho
elsewhere, far from Magnus, I chose to remain with him. Three months later we were in Asia
Minor, and for the next nine months we went soldiering wherever Stilicho was needed. Then, three
months ago, Theodosius promoted him to Commander of the Imperial Household Troops, and we
have been in Constantinople ever since. I suspect we will not stay much longer. Stilicho lives on
horseback and detests the confinement of a city, and besides, there are too many battles to be
fought throughout the Empire.

 My rank is now that of prefect. I am a cavalryman, and a cavalry man by conviction. But that is
another story, and I am presently composing another letter—this one is already too long —in
which I will tell you of the developments in Stilicho's mind, and in my own.

Farewell, Father.

My love to Aunt Luceiia, and to the tribe of small Varri who, I am sure, run all of your lives. I
shall send this in care of Pontius Aulus Plautus, Publius Varrus's friend in Colchester, by military
courier. He will see that it reaches you from there.

Your dutiful son,

Picus

 I read that first letter from Picus four times without pause, from start to finish, when Cay eventually
passed it on to me. I had been awaiting it impatiently for a long time, schooling myself to be calm. Cay
had received no fewer than fourteen letters in all, none of them short and none of them showing,
externally, any sign of order, process or continuity. Picus stood revealed, by the end of all of them, as a
highly conscientious and able correspondent, but an unthinking one in that he seldom gave any indication
of the dates on which he was writing. In consequence, his father had to read all of his letters in random
order as they came to hand, and only after that could he begin to place them in some kind of temporal
progression.

 He then extended to me the privilege of reading them as a series of consecutive observations. And they
were fascinating. The first of them, of course, was probably the most moving of them all, emotionally. But
the second amazed me, recalling to my mind instantly a comment, by our friend Alaric, to the effect that
God has willed it that no great idea should ever occur to one man alone. When the truly great
developments in mankind's progress appear, they always seem to appear simultaneously in many lands,
promulgated by many intelligent and visionary people.

Greetings, Father,

Already, having completed the first step, it seems this writing task grows easier. I suppose that is
due to the difficulties I had with my first attempt, when the array of subjects to refer to and deal
with seemed endless. This letter, by comparison, is much simpler; it has but one major component.

 Father, I wish to write to you of horses—horses, cavalry and the way in which a single man's
perception of the importance of both may alter history. The man in question is, of course, Flavius
Stilicho —nothing I write to you in future will be untouched by his influence, even should he die
tomorrow, which the gods forbid!

 I know you are aware of the debacle at Adrianople some years ago, in 376. That was the year I
first joined the Eagles. Irrespective, however, of your own personal judgment on that affair, I
have to regurgitate it here, since it has a direct bearing upon the entire tenor of this letter.

The officially sanctioned story of that fiasco, as I am sure you will recall, is that the Imperator
Valens, co-Emperor at the time with Valentinian,

 was careless and silly enough to march a consular army of eight legions—40,000 men! —through
hostile territory without taking even the most elementary precautions. His army then, in extended
line of march along a lakeside, was surprised by a migrating tribe of Ostrogoths who, being
mounted on horseback for their journeying, seized the moment and the day by charging at
Valens's host in an undisciplined but deadly, densely packed mob. Their concerted attack,
completely unexpected, rolled Valens's extended legions up like a parchment scroll before they
had time even to think of deploying into line of battle.

It was a fluke, we are told, one of those unforeseen and unforeseeable developments that, in war,
must simply be accepted and accommodated.
 Flavius Stilicho will have none of that. He asserts—and none who listen can argue against his
thesis or his logic —that it is inconceivable that any haphazard attack by an undisciplined rabble,
no matter how huge their numbers or how densely packed their mass, could totally demoralize
and destroy an entire Roman consular army of 40,000 men, killing all of them, including an
Emperor and his entire staff.

 That such a thing happened is incontrovertible. How it happened, how itcouldhappen, is a matter
open to the wildest conjecture. How it is likelyto have happened, however, is a conjecture that one
might analyse quite pragmatically, and Stilicho has succinct ideas and opinions on that topic.
From those ideas, and his deliberations concerning them, he has drawn a number of conclusions,
and upon those conclusions he has constructed an amazing calendar of future events. Being privy
to his thinking, and without any disloyalty or fear of being censured, I have decided to apprise you
of Stilicho's thoughts, knowing that they will interest you both generally and specifically, and
knowing also that the effort of detailing them for you will assist me personally in assimilating
them.

 His deliberations and his findings, stated categorically, follow, and I must inform you, regretfully,
that the language and the clarity of thought are Stilicho's alone:

 i. Valens and his army, although culpable of dereliction by default, could not collectively have
shown the degree of mindless, suicidal ineptitude so clearly alleged in the official version of the
incident. Valens had superb generals, legates and distinguished senior officers attached to his
staff. Even had Valens been patently insane on the level of a Nero or a Caligula, his commanders
would still have retained their military competence and responsibility for the army.

ii. Rome has conquered the world by the excellence of her legions, the greatest military force
history has ever seen. Roman armies—Rome's foot-soldiers —have been invincible since the days
of Gaius Marius and Julius Caesar; the only defeats sustained since then by Roman armies have
been at the hands of other Roman armies.

 iii. The catastrophe at Adrianople, therefore, was epoch-making: the greatest defeat of a Roman
army by a non-Roman force in more than half a millennium. To categorize it as anything other
than an unfortunate and regrettable mischance would be an admission that the barbarian forces
threatening the Empire are capable of repeating their performance at Adrianople whenever and
wherever they please. Obviously, such an admission is officially beyond consideration. The
capacity, therefore, to inflict such damage has been attributed to hazard and ill fortune—the fact
that the barbarians simply happen to have been on horseback at the time of the incident, an
eventuality unprecedented in the annals of Roman warfare.

 iv. Rome has never relied upon cavalry, other than for the provision of mobile screens of
skirmishers and mounted archers to protect the legions while they deploy in line of battle. The
cavalry function has always remained, more or less, in the hands of Rome's allies in Germany and
Africa. To the Roman military mind, in fact, cavalry has always been deemed an inferior military
presence, operating without the rigid discipline and training required by massed infantry
formations. To this day, since the beginnings of Rome, there has always been something Jess than
Romanabout cavalry and cavalry troops.

Such are the findings of Flavius Stilicho; from them he has developed the following propositions:

v. That any Roman worthy of the name will discern the four foregoing points for himself, after
even the shortest period of analytical thought on the matter, and will accept the verity of the
situation and the dominant peril it implies, namely:

 vi. That no Roman worthy of the name who has even the slightest knowledge of military matters
can seriously doubt the existence of brilliant, clear-thinking generals, equally capable of analysis
and action, in the territories of the barbarians. It follows logically and inevitably, therefore, that
the action against Valens's army at Adrianople will be recognized by such men for what it was: an
overwhelming victory against a supposedly invulnerable force, won by the simple expedient of
falling upon the Roman cohorts with sufficient speed to ensnare them before they could deploy on
their own ground and in their own battle lines, and then overwhelming them with a sheer mass of
men and horseflesh. Granted that realization, at some time in the future, if not now, Adrianople
will be emulated and repeated, and the day of the Roman legionas it now existswill be over.

 That phrase, Father, "as it now exists," contains a seminal thought. Flavius Stilicho has the kind
of mind that confronts potential disaster and circumvents it. His propositions continue:

 vii. That, accepting the inevitability of such a development, it is incumbent upon the senior
legates of the imperial staff to begin immediately searching for effective means of precluding such
a possibility, and to do so not by staring gape-mouthed into the future but by searching diligently
in the past for an answer.

viii. That the greatest military genius of ancient times was Alexander of Macedon, called The
Great, who refined the heavy cavalry techniques of his father, Philip of Macedon, and used that
heavy cavalry to conquer the world.

 ix. That since the cavalry in general use today consists of light skirmishers mounted on light
horses, and the large, heavy horses used by Alexander and his troops are unknown in Roman
military life, every effort should and must be made—immediately and without delay —to collect
such horses, from wherever they may be found throughout the Empire, and to begin a program of
breeding them selectively while training and equipping new, large bodies of troops to be the
nucleus of a new form of warfare in the Roman world. And —

 x. That within one decade, or two at the very most, fully 25 percent of the fighting strength of
every imperial legion in the field should consist of such heavy, tightly disciplined, highly
manoeuvrable cavalry.

 Father, I had the privilege of being present when Stilicho outlined his findings, his conclusions,
and his recommendations to the Emperor. Theodosius looked at him, frowning, and asked, "Do
you really believe this ? " Stilicho merely inclined his head. "So be it, " said the Emperor. "Let it
be done. " And the world as we know it—a thousand years of military history and tradition —
changed.

 This has been a long letter, Father, but I have enjoyed the writing of it, and I think I have but
little now to add. I know you will give it serious thought, and I know you will see the portent of it.
We began the task of conversion to cavalry that same night, although it has been largely a paper
task to this point. I am embroiled in it, and already we make great progress. Our major difficulty
has been finding men—officers senior enough and flexible enough in their thinking (strange how
those two seldom go together) to envision what we are about to do.

 I shall write again, as soon as I have substance to report. Take care of yourself, Father, and
convey my respect and good wishes to all whom I hold dear.
Picus

 "Strange how those two seldom go together..." It pleased me considerably that Picus should be so
evidently the son of his father. That one little observation, whimsical and acerbic at the same time,
demonstrated to me, more clearly than anything else I had read, that our boy had a pragmatic and slightly
cynical head on his shoulders. Pragmatism is all very well on its own, I find, but it is too often humourless.
When it is salted with a healthy and subtle hint of cynicism, however, the result is often humour, wit and
irony. Those who possess such a blend of spices in their character are seldom boring.

 I was rereading this second letter from Picus as I walked to a meeting with Victorex, our Master of
Horse, and I was smiling at my thoughts as I turned into the huge yard that fronted the main stables.
There I found a spectacle that made my smile even wider and my pleasure greater, and I stopped and
leaned against a gatepost to watch what was happening.

 Victorex, due mainly to his strange appearance and his almost complete disregard for the concerns of
normal men and women (he was obsessed with things equine to the exclusion of all else), had made few
real friends in our Colony, and he seemed more than content with that. He had, however, within a very
short time of his arrival here made two staunch friends in the Villa Britannicus, both of whom shared his
fierce love of horses and neither of whom seemed even slightly aware of the strangeness of his
appearance.

 The first of these was my daughter Veronica, and the other was my wife. Veronica, now a beautiful,
vivacious ten-year-old, had been besotted with a love of horses ever since she was old enough to tell a
horse from a puppy. Her mother, I later discovered, had had the same passion as a girl but had forgotten
it, by and large, on entering womanhood. In the past few years, however, her childhood love had been
rekindled in the heat of her daughter's enthusiasm, and since Victorex had arrived to take over our
horse-breeding program, both of them had spent all of their free time with him and his horses.

 Victorex blossomed under their concern and attentions. He was still as surly and ungracious as ever with
ordinary mortals, utterly impatient with their trivial concerns, but he clearly considered my wife and
daughter as possessing that extraordinary status enjoyed only by himself and his beloved charges. And
thus, according them that recognition, he deferred to them in wondrous ways. His whole demeanour —
his entire behaviour — had altered dramatically in the short months since his transfer to the villa. He now
took trouble with his clothes and with his personal hygiene... matters that had seemed quite beneath him
before the visits of Veronica and Luceiia became daily occurrences. It was true that he still slept in the
stables, but he no longer smelled so pun-gently, so succinctly,of the stables.

 Now I found him at the centre of his training circuit, pivoting slowly, holding the end of a long lead-rein
attached to the bridle of a beautiful black pony that circled him at a pretty canter, bearing my daughter on
its back. The child's face was glowing with pleasure, and the great slabs of Victorex's teeth were
exposed in a huge grin as he shouted instructions to her. As I watched, she drew her legs up beneath her
and pushed herself erect until she stood, perfectly balanced, on the pony's back, the reins held loosely in
her left hand, her right held slightly out and away from her body. It was lovely to behold. Her movements,
her control and her poise were so perfectly correct, so natural, that what I had seen, and the danger
involved in it, became apparent to me only long afterward, by which time I knew that, had any real
danger existed, Victorex would never have permitted the attempt. Knowing I was watching her, she
made two complete circuits of the yard, then dropped back astride her mount and kneed him out of the
circuit, directing him effortlessly to where I stood. She brought him to a halt and slipped lithely to the
ground, where she hugged him briefly around the neck and then rushed to me, her eyes dancing with
excitement. As I swept her up in a hug, she spoke into my ear.
"Daddy, isn't he beautiful? His name is Bucephalus, the same as Alexander the Great's horse, and
Victorex says he's giving him to me for my very own. Isn't that wonderful?"

 It was indeed, and surprising. Much as he loved his horses, Victorex owned none of them. They were
communal property and therefore not his to dispose of. As I sniffed lovingly at the warm, clean scent of
my daughter's hair before setting her down again, I was aware of Victorex approaching, his head cocked
to the side as though listening. As he came, he gathered up the long lead-rein in loops, arranging them in
his right hand. He read the expression on my face accurately and spoke to forestall me.

"Master Varrus." He nodded his greeting. "Beautiful day."

I returned his nod. "Victorex. That's what I was thinking, too, until I discovered that you had presented
my daughter with a communal gift."

He frowned and shook his head, trying to stop me. Veronica took a step backwards and looked from
me to Victorex, her face troubled.

"What's wrong, Daddy? What is a communal gift?"

Victorex answered her. "It's a gift from many people, Magpie."

Magpie? That was new to me, but I looked at my raven-haired, white-skinned child and saw the
Tightness of it immediately. She was frowning, speaking directly to Victorex.

"But you said the gift was from you, to me."

 "And so it is. Now take Bucephalus inside and rub him down. I have to speak with your father. And be
sure you don't miss any part of him. He deserves the best you can give him."

"I know, and he shall have it, and he knows that, too. Don't you, boy?"

 The pony whickered and nudged her with his muzzle and she laughed, although her expression was still
slightly uncertain. "He knows I have some honey for him, but he doesn't know where it is. Will you still be
here when I've finished, Daddy?"

I nodded to her. "Take your time. I have things to talk about with Victorex, but if we finish before you
do, I'll wait for you and we'll walk home together."

Victorex and I watched her lead the pony away, and I found myself admiring the lithe grace of her and
marvelling at how quickly she was growing.

"Bucephalus...beautiful pony," I said, finally, when she had disappeared inside the stables.

Victorex sniffed. I was not included among his elite, obviously. "You remember the stallion I went off to
buy for Terra, the time we rode into Aquae together?" he said.

I turned to face him. "Yes."

"Well, I found it and bought it, but I found another horse, too — same place, same time. A brood mare,
beautiful. She was for sale, so I bought her. With my own money. First horse I ever bought. But I fell in
love with her."

It did not seem at all strange to me that he would phrase things that way.

"Where is she now?"

 He nodded towards the stables. "In there, with the others." He cleared his throat. "Now, you take that li'l
Bucephalus. That horse is perfect. Perfect shape, perfect colouring, perfect proportions, perfect
temperament. That's a beautiful li'l horse. In fact, that li'l horse is perfect for anything you want it to do,
'cept work, or breeding. It's too damn small. An' yet it's perfect. An' it's perfectly useless, too, unless you
happen to know a ten-year-old li'l girl who's perfectly suited to it." He sniffed again and I felt myself
squirm inside. I knew what was coming now, and I felt small and mean-spirited as he continued.

 "Now, thing is, I've been given a job to do, and I've been told to be ruthless. No room in this operation
for extra passengers. If a horse can't work, an' can't be bred, I have to get rid of it, you follow me? That
means kill it." He hawked and spat.

 "I don't like killing horses. People I generally don't care about, but horses matter to me. Most of 'em are
worth more'n most people. And I object most particularly to killing beautiful horses. The li'l horse wasn't
mine, but Magpie had already fallen in love with it. How was I going to kill it now? So I traded my mare
for the li'l fellow, and now he is mine, and nobody can tell me what to do with him, and I'm giving him to
Magpie."

It was my turn now to clear my throat. I felt foolish and ungracious. "Forgive me, Victorex," I said. "I
wronged you. I should have known better."

 He laughed. "How? You don't know me at all, Master Varrus. In your place, I'd have thought the same
thing. I just didn't want you upsetting Magpie."

"Magpie." I savoured the name; it was perfect, like the "li'l" horse — perfectly suited to my lovely
daughter. "Where did that name come from?"

"Not me. That's what her friends call her, didn't you know? It's just about — "

"Perfect."

 We both laughed. "Look," I said then, "at least let me reimburse you for your mare. It's not fair that you
should lose your purchase price."

He looked at me with an expression of pure pleasure and his next words made him a third friend in the
Villa Britannicus.

"Lose my price? Are you blind, Master Varrus? The happiness in that li'l girl's face has paid me ten times
over already, an' I haven't even given her the horse yet! I don't want money, and what need do I have of
a horse? I've got a hundred of them and I'm breeding more." He shook his head. "No, Master Varrus.
You keep your money and just let me do what I want to do, the way I do it best. You love that li'l girl, I
know you do, but I'm inclined to think of her as something very special too. And she's not afraid of me.
That's worth a lot. You'd be amazed how many people think I'm mad, or dangerous."

I held out my hand. "Well, here's one who doesn't. Thank you. From now on, you run your stables as
you see fit, and I'll be content if you simply keep me informed. My job is to train the men to ride your
horses so together we can build something new in this country — the best men, mounted on the best
horses anyone has ever seen. I know you won't tell me how to do my part, so I promise not to interfere
with the way you do yours. Do we have a bargain?"

We had a bargain.

 Some time later, walking back to the villa with Veronica, I asked her about her new name. It shamed me
slightly that I had not been aware until now that she possessed one. I had been thinking of her all these
years as my daughter, too blinded by my fatherly love to see that she was also a wholly formed little
person with her own identity.

"So, young lady," I asked her, "how long have you been Magpie?"

"Oh, forever, Daddy. It used to beThe Magpie, but it was shortened to simply Magpie a long time ago."

"And why The Magpie?"

"Because I'm all black and white and I like to wear green and my eyes are green and shiny, of course!
And I was a terrible thief when I was little."

"A thief? What did you steal?"

 "Oh, everything... at least, everything that was bright, or shiny and pretty, just like a real magpie. But I
always gave the things back... most of the time because I had to."

"I see. I had no idea we had a thief in the family."

 She smiled up at me and my heart swelled. "Well, not a real thief. I mean, not a robber or a brigand. I
wouldn't steal money, and the things I stole were only mostly borrowed. You see, everybody knew when
something pretty went missing just where it had gone. I could never really get away with anything."

"Did you try?"

 "Try what? To get away with anything?" She paused, her brows wrinkled. "You mean did I ever really,
really try to steal something?" She shook her head, dismissing the thought. "I don't think so, not really. I
might have, when I was really tiny, I can't remember. But one day Mama came and took away one of my
very favourite treasures — my most beautiful comb, with coloured glass in the handle. She just took it.
She said she wanted it and she was keeping it. I was very angry, and later I was very sad. I really missed
it..." Her voice died away, and she took my hand and pulled me to a stop, then made me squat down so
that she could talk directly into my face. "And then, the next day, Mama gave me back my comb and told
me that whenever I took something that belonged to someone else, I made them feel just as hurt and just
as sad as she had made me." Her expression was very solemn and serious. "I never stole anything again,
after that, and for the longest time I wouldn't even borrow anything from any of my friends, even with
their permission."

 She tugged my hand then, indicating that we should continue walking, and as we went she concluded,
"They stopped calling meThe Magpie, after that. But Magpie never went away, and I'm glad, because I
like it. Of course, only my special friends call me that. Other people still call me Veronica."

I felt almost jealous — excluded. "I've never heard it before today," I said. "I suppose that means I'm
not really a special friend..."
 "Oh, Daddy!" She stopped again and looked at me with what I defined instantly as loving exasperation.
"You're myfather, for goodness' sake! You're myspecialest friend, more than even Victorex. You can
call me Magpie any time you like."

"Thank you, Magpie," I answered. "I will." I felt absolutely euphoric.

 By the time Victorex had spent two years in his new position, he was heading up a self-sufficient
operation with the sole purpose of breeding horses. He had five very happy stallions and upwards of
seventy mares in various stages of pregnancy, plus a fair number of foals. He had already started weeding
out his future breeding stock. Only two of the foals from that first crop, one of each sex, were judged by
him to be worth keeping. The others were all marked as workhorses as soon as they were able to walk.
Victorex estimated that by the end of ten years he would be starting to produce big, strong horses. In
twenty years, he would be producing large numbers of them.

He knew what he was doing. We did not, so we left him to do it.

 In the meantime, with those animals Victorex would allow me to use, I began working on new
techniques of training and deploying mounted men. It sounded easy when we were talking about it, but
making it work was another matter altogether.

 I already had a central body of men trained to operate on horseback, the nucleus of my new force.
Every trainee was an expert at vaulting onto a horse's back, fully equipped. This should have been an
advantage, and it was, but only to a clearly delineated degree. Now all I had to do was to untrain these
men, completely and absolutely. I had to make them forget everything they had been taught, except how
to stay on a horse once they were mounted — and even that, I found, was easier to think about than to
achieve.

 The men I had to start retraining were bowmen, archers, light skirmishing troops. J was trying to change
them into heavy cavalry. That meant that the light, leather armour they wore was no longer strong enough
to do the job they would have to do. So, remove the light, leather armour and replace it with regulation
iron or bronze helmet, breastplate and a heavy kilt of iron-studded leather. They were going to be in
close combat with an enemy on foot; their most vulnerable parts, therefore, were their legs. So, replace
bare legs and light sandals with metal greaves and armoured boots strong enough to withstand a sword
thrust or the swing of an axe. I had now increased the weight of each man by about thirty pounds,
overall.

 In addition to all that extra weight, I also had to consider that the shields all horsemen then carried were
small, flimsy affairs of toughened leather, suitable for deflecting a spent arrow or a thrown stone but of no
value in stopping a heartily swung axe or a close-hurled arrow or spear. So, change the light shield for a
heavy-duty, utilitarian shield suited specifically to a mounted man rather than a standing legionary.

 Added to all of this, I had also to bear in mind the fact that we were breeding bigger horses. Not simply
taller horses, butbigger horses.

 In its simplest terms, the problem I was faced with came to this: I had to take ordinary men, used to
performing the ordinary task of mounting a horse in a vaulting spring, load them down with an additional
forty to fifty pounds of dead weight and ask them to hoist that up on to horses that were bigger, and
wider, than any they had ever ridden before.

And that was just the start of it. I was also asking them to forget about all the advantages they had
learned were associated with being mounted on a fast, high-strung animal who could respond to the sway
of a body or the pressure of a knee and swing its rider out of danger immediately. Instead, I was asking
each of them to make himself consciously, individually, an immobile brick, an unmanoeuvrable unit in a
solid wall of living horseflesh. I was asking each of them to advance, revolve, change direction and
generally perform as one inanimate part of a single, solid mechanism. A living unit. Not men, but a wall of
horsemen. That meant that, in the last analysis, if Caius Britannicus or Publius Varrus were killed by a
well-aimed or lucky arrow, he would be dead and gone, but his horse would continue to function as part
of the striking force, held in position by its neighbours on both sides. Many of my men found that a
chilling and unnatural thought. All of a sudden, in their eyes, riders had become expendable. The horse
had become all-important.

That, of course, was nonsense. But in the beginning, at least, that is how they saw it, and that is the
perception I found myself having to contend with.

 I persevered with it, however, and soon found that there were some of my men who began to show
clear leadership capabilities in the new techniques early in the process. Whenever I found one of these, I
promoted him on the spot, thereby instituting, although I did not realize it at first, a whole new hierarchy
of leaders — cavalry officers.

Nothing that changes the order of things as radically as we did happens overnight. The process I am
describing here in a few words took years to achieve. Life in our little Colony meandered very quietly
during those years, for the most part, with only an occasional reminder of the strife in the outside world
penetrating to shadow our peace, in the form of reports by Alaric or one of his visiting priests on what
was happening abroad. In this way we learned of the death of Valentinian, and of the rebellion of
Eugenius, another would-be emperor thrown up from the ranks of the armies to challenge Theodosius.
Theodosius, however, had Stilicho — ably assisted by our own Picus Britannicus — to take his part, and
Eugenius was crushed by a mighty army assembled in the west.

 Then, two years later, came the news that stunned us all, and, fittingly, we heard of it from Picus, whose
letters were now arriving regularly.

Father, greetings,

 This letter will reach you, I hope, ahead of the news it contains. I have been involved in what has
been described by some people as a civil war between two of the strongest, most able men in the
Empire, and the information I have to impart to you in this letter will, I have no doubt, amaze and
trouble you. Theodosius is dead. He died tonight, less than an hour ago, and his death has plunged
the Empire into a schism that will rock the world.

 I have not mentioned this previously in any of my letters, but the meteoric career of Flavius
Stilicho has been influenced, constrained and strangely paralleled, although to a far lesser extent
in my judgment, by another Flavius—one Flavius Rufinus, of whom I doubt you have ever heard.
Flavius Stilicho and Flavius Rufinus have been rivals since the day young Stilicho made his first
step towards prominence. Until then, Flavius Rufinus had enjoyed the full warmth of the
Emperor's favour, unchallenged by anyone. Rufinus defined Stilicho as a rival immediately, and
has since done everything in his power, short of declaring overt hostility, to thwart his progress.
Recently, however, mere months ago, all of that changed. The rivalry between the two flared into
open animosity and outright enmity, and Theodosius, astute and deft manipulator that he is, has
been using this situation to his own unique advantage. This culminated in an imperial
proclamation —six days ago, as I write this —that has exploded in the courtly Roman world like
a thunderbolt.
 As I am your son, I know you will forgive me, despite your interest and impatience, for playing
the orator and deferring my announcement of the content of this proclamation until later. It is
more important, I believe, that you first understand the background to the antipathy between the
two Flavians.

 The two are diametrically opposed in almost every aspect of their personalities, and there are
some who argue that Flavius Rufinus is the better man. l am not an adherent to that belief, nor
could I be, even were I to know Stilicho only by repute. Where Stilicho will grasp a new or alien
concept almost before it is uttered, and be prepared to act upon it, Rufinus will labour hard and
long to define and assimilate it. That exercise completed, however, Rufinus will act every bit as
firmly and decisively as Stilicho... he will merely have allowed more time to elapse. Both men are
natural leaders of immense ability, and each is idolized by the troops he commands; but where
Stilicho is shrewd, deliberate, logical and painstaking in his dealings with everyone, regardless of
rank, Rufinus is emotional, precipitate, illogical and impulsive. All other differences fall into
insignificance, however, beside the fact that Flavius Stilicho possesses a deep and abiding sense of
justice, and an innate humaneness—attributes that simply do not exist in Flavius Rufinus.

 It was this last, major difference that caused the open rift between the two, and although the
details of the spark that caused the conflagration vary widely according to the source, there is
enough of commonality among the stories to make eminent and acceptable sense.

 Flavius Stilicho, as you know, is a Vandal by birth, his father a captain of Vandal mercenaries
and his mother a Roman lady of impeccable ancestry. Flavius Rufinus is a Gaul, from the ancient
territory known as Cisalpine Gaul. Stilicho absorbed his military knowledge from his father,
originally, and began his career, for a very brief time, as a military tribune. Rufinus joined the
Praetorians as a boy, while Stilicho was still a baby, and worked his way inexorably upward until
he became the Praetorian prefect of Illyricum, on the northern Adriatic. The outstanding abilities
of both men brought them early to the attention of Theodosius... in the case of Rufinus, long
before Theodosius became Emperor.

 The story goes that word reached Rufinus, about a year ago, that one garrison of mercenaries,
ostensibly within his territorial jurisdiction, had mutinied and was holding the town it garrisoned,
in open revolt against the Empire. The same story came to the attention of Flavius Stilicho more
than a month later, but Stilicho's version—which I read —contained significant differences to the
version reported by Rufinus. In the dispatch sent to Stilicho, by the personal hand of the district
paymaster (this happened, by the way, on the Illyrican borderlands, an area plagued by
infestations of bandits) he was informed that a local garrison, seconded from one of Stilicho's own
legions, had been on duty without pay for almost two years. On three separate occasions,
paymaster's trains, each one more heavily guarded than the one before, had been waylaid and
destroyed before they could reach the garrison. The mercenaries had finally announced to the
local authorities that, until they were paid in full, they would do no more soldiering, perform no
military duties and permit no trade goods to leave the region. Stilicho reacted quickly, ordering
the paymaster, no matter what the cost, to set this situation to rights and pay the garrison. Alas,
he was too late.

The garrison, mercenaries as I have said, were Vandals, and the significance was not lost on
Flavius Rufinus. He besieged the town, took possession of it and promptly slaughtered the entire
garrison and populace, after which he razed the town, as an example, he said, to all potential
mutineers and those who would abet them. Apparently unable to let pass the opportunity to
humiliate his rival, he himself brought the word to Constantinople several months ago.
 I was present in the audience chamber with Stilicho when Rufinus reported his actions to the
Emperor, and it was the first word any of us had heard on the subject. Father, you could not
imagine Stilicho's fury. I would never have believed him capable of such headlong,
damn-the-consequences intensity of feeling, and I thought I knew him well. He had to be
physically restrained from attacking Rufinus, in the presence of the Emperor himself! And even
thus restrained, facing Theodosius's temper and his long-standing championship of Flavius
Rufinus, and knowing his life to be hanging in the balance, Stilicho told Rufinus he was unfit to
live and call himself a soldier, warning him moreover that when Rufinus died, it would be at
Flavius Stilicho's hands, no matter who or what the instrument might be.

 Of course, as you may imagine, the Emperor excoriated Stilicho, but a blind man could have seen
that Theodosius enjoyed the confrontation! He sternly warned them both to keep themselves
apart, under pain of his displeasure, and terminated the audience with no more than a mild
censure of Rufinus for the atrocities that had enraged Stilicho.

 Then, six days ago, His Imperial Astuteness made his proclamation. Theodosius had been unwell
for months, though this was concealed from all but a few, and he was no longer a young man. But
he was able, and he was cunning. He announced his partial abdication in favour of his twin sons,
Honorius and Arcadius. The boys are mere infants, of course, far too young to rule. However, for
the ultimate good of the Empire, Theodosius decreed that each twin would, upon his death, rule
one half of the Empire, Honorius the western half, from Rome, and Arcadius the eastern half,
from Constantinople. In their minority, the boys would be served, and the halves of Empire
governed, by two Regents: Flavius Stilicho with Honorius in Rome, and Flavius Rufinus with
Arcadius in Constantinople! In the meantime, until Stilicho and Rufinus could settle into the
business of governing, Theodosius would continue to supervise the Empire at large.

 What a mind, Father! At one step, Theodosius had preserved his sons' succession and doubled the
Empire's chances of survival in the face of aggression, even though the doom-sayers immediately
began bewailing the destruction of the Empire as men have known it. Neither Stilicho nor Rufinus
will flag in their protection of their charges, and each will watch the other very closely. The
Empire is in strong, but mutually inimical hands. Of course, Theodosius had no intention of dying
so quickly. But die he has, and we must live now with the aftermath of his plotting.

 I wish I could receive letters from you in return, but I must either ask you not to write or charge
you to say nothing in your letters that might be construed by anyone as being treasonous or
contumacious. The security I enjoy in my writings is now outgoing only. Anything coming to me
must undergo close scrutiny by the enemies of Stilicho and his Western Empire.

Farewell. I will write again soon.

Picus

X



 Astounded by this latest news from Picus, we girded ourselves and prepared for mighty things to
happen. But nothing did. Life in our isolated Colony went on with its own placid rhythm, and I continued
to work patiently and painstakingly with my own fledgling army. Then, in the following summer of 394,
Picus's words came home to us with a new urgency.
 Word came from Ullic's kingdom that pirates were landing in force along the south side of the estuary to
the north of us, and we received three separate delegations from towns and villages to the south and
west, beseeching our help in defending their lands from the Saxon and Frankish raiders who were
descending on the coasts like swarms of flies. We also had it on good authority, from Bishop Alaric and
his priests, that Saxon raiding parties had been wintering for the past two years on coastal lands to the
south-east, not even bothering to sail home, and thereby catching advantage of the spring months to raid
and plunder, thanks to the scarcity of military garrisons in that region. Things were going rapidly to
Hades, and we were emerging as the only pocket of organized resistance in the whole south-west of
Britain.

Ironically, our biggest difficulty now was maintaining our defensive role. The temptation to go marching
off to war was very strong. I know; my own hot head was attuned to it. Only the level thinking of Caius
Britannicus kept us in check. His was the voice that kept reminding us of the prime purposes of the
Colony: self-sufficiency and survival.

 Even so, we sent forces out to help our neighbours when we could, and it was this neighbourly attitude
that finally brought us to the official notice of the military authorities.

 We had known right from the outset that by maintaining a private military force — even if we did call it
quasi-military — we were placing ourselves outside the law. In legal terms, all men within the Empire fit
to bear arms were automatically soldiers and owed their loyalty to the Emperor himself. The fact that
there might be three or even four Emperors at any one time was academic; it had no bearing on the law.
It followed, therefore, that any private citizen equipping or maintaining an armed band of soldiers — even
if they were private retainers — was,ipso facto, usurping the loyalty these men owed to the Emperor. He
was depriving the Empire of troops.

 The rich had, of course, been maintaining private "security forces" of their own for centuries. This was a
known and accepted fact. In the space of a few years, however, in our quiet little Colony we had
accumulated and trained, outfitted and equipped a genuine army of close to a thousand men. Three things
had enabled us to do this in safety. The first, of course, was that our original plans had been devised with
the full cognizance and support of several of the most senior officers in the armies of Britain. The second
was tied directly to the first and was well understood by all concerned: our "army" was being prepared in
accordance with a plan; it would not be mobilized, or become effective, until after the regular legions had
been withdrawn from Britain, if such a catastrophe ever occurred. The third thing that had protected us
was our isolation. We were far off the beaten track, and in the early years, at least, we had taken great
pains to maintain secrecy and security.

 As the years passed, however, circumstances changed. We worked our trainees hard, and their training
demanded that they be uniformed, to give them that sense of belonging so necessary to military units.
Then, as a diplomatic gesture to please our valuable ally in the north-west, King Ullic Pendragon,
Britannicus changed the uniforms from plain homespun to a military red, giving our men a visibility beyond
anything they had had before. That visibility became even more pronounced after the regular military
authorities started pulling garrisons out of the forts in the west to concentrate them in the south-east on
the Saxon Shore, in the area south of the Wall in the north and around Londinium, which had for a long
time been the administrative centre of the region called South Britain. The removal of these garrisons led
to increases in raiding, and that led us more and more into open defensiveness, increasing the risk of our
being "noticed" officially. It had to happen sooner or later. It happened in 396.

One bright-eyed young staff officer in Londinium had heard about our exploits and saw in them an
opportunity to impress his superiors with his efficiency. He prepared a report on "a rebellious group of
bandits and deserters in the west, operating to the south of Glevum." We had his report almost before his
superiors did, thanks to Plautus, who had been on duty at the time and saw the document. A small
expedition was detached from one of the Cambrian garrisons to investigate the report, and it found no
trace of any organized bandits south of Glevum.

 It was sheer bad luck that the young officer in command of that expedition happened to dine with a
magistrate in Glevum. In the course of that dinner he picked up some genuine information about us and
our activities and he included that information in his report to his superiors in Londinium. This time we had
the information before he even sent off his missive. One of Alaric's priests sent the word to us, directly
from the clerk who wrote out the officer's report. In it, the young tribune stated that he had "every reason
to believe that the rumours of organized bandits operating south of Glevum are, in fact, references to a
commune of civilians living to the south of Aquae Sulis, who have organized themselves along
quasi-military lines in order to defend themselves and their farms against Hibernian raiders." He went on
to say that he had been given no indication that these people were involved in any lawless activities, other
than the intrinsically lawless taking up of arms in a semi-organized fashion. He said that he had been able
to obtain no clear indication of the numerical strength of these people, having heard estimates ranging
from a hundred men to several thousand. His personal opinion was that the figure of as many as a
hundred might be grossly exaggerated. He did recommend, however, that in the interests of the Senate
and the People of Rome an investigation should be conducted into the condition of the citizenry in that
part of the country, which was outside of his own immediate jurisdiction.

 On the whole, it was an excellent report, submitted by a man who was unusual in that time in that he was
both an officer of the army and, at the same time, thorough, fair-minded and conscientious in the
performance of his duty. The news of his report hit the Colony the way my skystone must have hit the
ground. Britannicus summoned an immediate emergency meeting of the Council, and it was a stormy
session.

 Caius had a very strong and surprisingly uncharacteristic belief that he always adhered to in the Council's
sessions, and it amazed me that it never failed. He believed absolutely in letting the Council solve its
problems in its own way. He would sit back and remain generally apart from the debate, interfering only
when it was necessary for the sake of order. He maintained that, no matter what the problem under
discussion might be, the Council had the ability to solve it among its members. The final decision on
Council matters never originated with him, but it was he who chose the Council members, and he took an
almost indecent pleasure in co-ordinating their separate abilities to work together for the good of the
Colony. The only rule that governed these sessions was one stating that no one could leave the meeting
until the problem facing the Council had been solved to the satisfaction of two-thirds plus one of the
members present.

The session dealing with the tribune's report was the longest I ever sat in: it lasted ten hours.

 On this occasion, the words of sense and settlement came from Vegetius Sulla, the eldest son of Tarpo
Sulla, who had died several years earlier. Vegetius, himself a man of forty-eight, had served a full
twenty-five years with the legions in Gaul, in Africa and on the German frontier. He was a man of few
words and wide experience who seldom spoke up in Council, but was always listened to when he did.
The arguments had been going on for hours and some there had almost come to blows. Feelings were
running very high, and there was total confusion in the Council room. No progress had been made in
more than six hours.

 I noticed Vegetius stand up from his seat and move away to a clear space in one corner of the room,
fumbling in the leather pouch that hung by his side, and I watched, intrigued, as he drew out a stone of
some kind, attached to a length of cord. He shook the kinks out of the cord and then, holding the end of
the cord in his right hand, he began to swing the stone in circles around his head. As the stone picked up
momentum, it suddenly began to emit a warbling, whistling noise that grew and grew to become a shrill,
ear-bursting, wailing shriek.

 All other noises in the room died away as people turned in open-mouthed stupefaction to stare at him.
He moved his right arm out from the vertical and caught the whirling stone with a loud smack in the palm
of his left hand. I could feel myself grinning from ear to ear, though I had no idea what he was up to. The
silence in the room was astounding.

 Vegetius looked around him at the staring faces and opened his left hand, letting the stone fall to dangle
at the end of its cord.

 "I got this when I was serving in Germany," he said. "The barbarians beyond the borders there make
them. Their children use them as toys. You hear six or seven of them going at night out there, it can scare
you. But it's harmless." He began to swing it again, harder and harder, until some clapped their hands
over their ears. Then he let it go. It flew across the room and blasted to shards a vase on a table against
the wall. In the stunned silence, tiny pieces of the vase pattered like raindrops. He spoke into the stillness.

 "At least, it looks harmless. Fact is, it kills. When did any of you last see one of our warships?" No one
answered him, and he continued. "They're blue, you know. So are the crews' uniforms. In some kinds of
light, you can't even see them. But they are there, believe me, in full view and extremely dangerous."

"Vegetius," said Britannicus, gently, "I think you have a point you wish to make. If we all sit down, will
you explain it to us?"

 Vegetius smiled. "Happily," he said. Everyone sat down. Still smiling, Vegetius walked to the front of the
room, retrieving his missile on the way. He paused and looked all around the room before he spoke.

 "We have a problem. Several of them, in fact. We have an army that we should not have raised or
trained; uniforms that we are not supposed to be wearing; fortifications that are not supposed to exist;
cavalry that we're not supposed to possess; and a military expedition on its way here from the east to find
out who we are and what we have." There was utter stillness now.

 "My suggestion is this. Things are not always what they appear to be. We should take advantage of the
time we have left to us before our visitors arrive, then show them what we have and let them see for
themselves that we have nothing."

 That speech created quite a stir. Some people thought he had lost his senses, for there seemed to be no
logic in his statement. Then someone asked him how he proposed doing what he suggested.

"Simple," responded Vegetius. "We start with the most obvious. Disband our army. Send them away."

 "A thousand men?" The question from the floor made the idea sound ridiculous, but Vegetius leaped on
it.

"Why not? If we send them away now, the signs of their having been here will be gone by the time our
visitors arrive."

"But where could we send a thousand men?" someone else wanted to know.

"Anywhere, man! But not in one great block. We split them up, send them out on exercises. Ullic could
use some of them in his hills against the Hibernians for a month. Two or three hundred, I imagine.
Another two hundred could lose themselves in the moors down to the south-west. Another hundred on
the plains around Stonehenge."

"That's only five, six hundred. What about the others?" Everyone was throwing questions now.

 Vegetius shook his head in disgust. "How many of them really live here? On the farms and in the
cottages? A hundred? Two hundred? That's less than two men to a square mile of the Colony. So we'll
be well staffed! As long as we're careful to conceal ourselves, to be as close to invisible as we can
possibly be, we can lose another four hundred in plain sight."

Caius spoke up. "That still leaves a hundred men and a very visible fortification on the hill behind us."

Vegetius grinned. "Yes, Caius, it does — for now. But don't lose sight of the war galley."

"Forgive me, Vegetius, but I don't know what you mean."

"I mean that if we do it properly, we can hide it."

"Hide it?" Britannicus sounded astonished. "Hide the fort?"

"Why not? If the navy can hide a fleet of galleys in plain sight, why can't the army hide a fort?"

"God in Heaven!" said Britannicus. "How would we do it?"

 Vegetius looked at Britannicus, almost seeming not to see him, his brows puckered in thought, his eyes
far away from this room. "I have an idea, Caius, that will work — I know it will, if I can only find the
proper key. It's not difficult. All it will take is imagination, conviction and luck." His voice dwindled
almost to nothing and he scratched the point of his chin with the tip of one finger. Every man in the room
watched the gesture, waiting for him to continue. "We once hid an entire legion in Gaul, in broad daylight,
and an army marched past within a quarter mile of us and didn't see us." His voice trailed off again for a
few seconds before he shook his head abruptly.

 "No. That won't do it. We used nets with twigs and branches woven into the mesh. These walls are too
high, and they're on top of a hill... Caius, can you see the walls and the fortifications from the rear of the
hill?"

 Caius shook his head. "I've no idea. I don't think I've ever been behind that particular hill. Why? Is it
important?"

"It could be. Does anyone know?"

 "Aye, I do!" This was Terra. "Firma and I were hunting out that way about a month ago and he
remarked that, from the valley floor there, you can't see any indication at all that there's anything built up
on the hill. We talked about how difficult it would be to get up or down the hillside from that direction.
Didn't we, Fiona?" His brother nodded.

 "Good." Vegetius was pleased. He opened his pouch and dropped his whistling stone inside, and then he
crossed the room again to the table that had held the shattered vase. There was an open codex there, its
pages covered by pottery shards. He wiped them off with his hand and stood there, looking down at the
book, his back to the room. Everything about his posture made it clear that he was deep in thought.
Finally he turned to face the assembled Council and leaned back, resting his buttocks on the edge of the
table.

"Is Father Andros in the villa today?"

 "He was, earlier," I answered. "I spoke with him just before I came in here. But that was several hours
ago." I wondered what he had in mind. Andros could do things with parchment and a stick of charcoal
that verged on the magical.

 "Well, at least he's not far away. Caius Britannicus, I have a suggestion to make to you and the Council.
If you accept it, you will break precedent. I do not suggest it lightly. We are faced here with a major
crisis. The fact that this Council has been in session for — how long? seven hours? — without resolving
anything, only serves to emphasize the gravity of the situation.

"I have an idea that I believe will work. But I'm going to need some time to myself and the help of Father
Andros to straighten out some of the lines of it. So I suggest that we adjourn this Council for, say, two
hours. I promise you that at the end of that time we may reconvene with a reasonable chance of ratifying
my plans."

 There was an uncomfortable shifting as the other twenty men in the room took stock of this proposal,
and eventually all eyes turned to Britannicus. I had never heard the Council chamber so quiet.

Caius cleared his throat and spoke to everyone. "What Vegetius says is true. To accept his suggestion
would be to create a precedent that might become dangerous. We have to ask ourselves if we dare to
violate our own rule, the only rule that governs our participation in this Council. Since our beginnings we
have ordained that none may leave a Council meeting before all business facing the Council has been
dealt with and resolved. This has allowed us to deal successfully with the dangers of procrastination.
Successfully and, to this point, effectively. Do we dare to do otherwise now?

 "On the other hand..." He paused, marshalling his thoughts. "On the other hand, what Vegetius is
proposing is not a complete negation of the principle governing that rule. He is asking for time and the
privacy to nurture and develop an idea that, whatever its substance, is absolutely germane to the problem
facing us today.

 "He is not asking for an overnight adjournment, merely for thinking space. All of us here have been
unable, in the space of seven hours, to come up with any ideas at all. We are not simply lacking a
solution; until Vegetius phrased it so succinctly, we had not even arrived at a definition of our problem.
Vegetius Sulla has been ahead of all of us in defining, appreciating and, I hope, dealing with the problem.
What he is saying to us is that all of our arguing is interfering with his capacity to think constructively. He
is telling us that in the space of two hours we may eat, renew ourselves and return to this Council meeting
refreshed and able to evaluate the worth of the plan he will then propose to us. So. How do you vote?"

The meeting was adjourned for two hours by unanimous consent.

XI



 Vegetius was late in re-entering the Council room, and it was a measure of the high regard he had won
for himself among our colonists that his twenty-one peers remained calm, talking quietly among
themselves as they awaited his arrival. Eventually, some quarter of an hour late, he came bursting into the
room and strode to the front, followed closely by Father Andros, our resident artist whose skill in
drawing had amazed all of us for years. Andros clutched an armful of rolled parchments, and Vegetius
began to speak even before he had reached the front of the room.

 "My apologies for my tardiness, my friends, but you will see that we have not been idle since leaving
you. Father Andros and I are going to show you some pictures. But first I want to remind you of the
things I talked about earlier: the whistling stone — a children's toy and a deadly weapon for those skilled
in its use; the naval galley that, painted blue, can disappear from sight in the full light of day; the Roman
legion in full battle array that rested completely undetected by an enemy less than a quarter of a mile
away, again in broad daylight."

He paused, and everyone in the assembly hung on his words, waiting for him to continue.

 "None of these phenomena appears to be what it really is, given the proper — and by that I mean the
carefully contrived and arranged — conditions. Their deadliness becomes invisible. Not just because they
are made to look less deadly,but because they have been rearranged... disguised in such a way that
men can look right at them and simply not see them." He stopped, waiting for a reaction, and got
none.

"Do you understand what I am saying?"

 Torquilius Linus, formerly a very successful lawyer, and one of the most distinguished-looking men in the
room, coughed uncomfortably and spoke softly in his rich, baritone voice.

 "I believe I do, Vegetius. I think you are telling us that you can conceal an entire hill — a mountain,
almost — from human view. I must also say I do not believe that to be possible."

 Vegetius clapped his hands together loudly. "You are absolutely correct, Torquilius. It is not possible.
But that is not what I'm saying at all! I am saying that with effort, determination and careful planning, we
will be able toalter the appearance of the hill to deceive men's eyes, by breaking up and concealing
from view the outlines of the fortress — at least from here, a mile away." He turned to Father Andros.
"May I have the first drawing? The view today."

 Andros handed him a fat scroll, and Vegetius unrolled it and held it up where we could all see it. There
was an audible, concerted intake of breath at the reality of the landscape depicted on the parchment. We
were looking at a perfect rendering of the view of the fort hill from the courtyard of the villa. Andros had
a gift that verged on the magical; with a few slashes of charcoal, he had captured the scene perfectly, so
that the walls of the new fortifications stood out, clearly defined against the contours of the hill. He
allowed us to admire it for no more than a few seconds before he released the bottom of the parchment,
permitting it to roll itself up into a tube again.

 Wordlessly, Andros handed him a second scroll, which Vegetius displayed in the same way. It was
almost an exact replica of the first drawing, except that it was scored with hundreds of vertical stripes,
and I realized what had been wrong with the first one.

"Can anyone identify the difference?" Vegetius's voice was hard-edged.

 "Yes," I said. "The scaffolding was missing from the first drawing." A recent development, the newly
erected scaffolding around our rapidly growing walls had altered the appearance of the fort quite radically
over the previous months. I hesitated, unsure of myself. "It's not quite right in this one, either. There's
something missing. I think."
"You're right, Varrus. But what is it?"

"The horizontals!" Firma's voice came from right behind my head. "The platforms of the scaffolding are
missing."

"Good man, Fermax!" Vegetius released the bottom and let the scroll roll up on itself, already reaching
behind him for a third, which Andros had ready for him. "Now, what about this one?"

The parchment he held now had vertical slashes scattered down the hillside in random fashion, far below
where they had appeared before. Nobody said a word. The puzzlement in the room was almost
palpable.

 Wordlessly, Vegetius released this scroll and took a fourth from Andros's hand. This time, as he unrolled
it, holding it high, there was a shocked mutter of reaction. The entire scene had changed. The hill was still
there, but from a point about two-thirds up its flanks it was cloaked in a curtain of greenery. Bushes and
trees completely hid the walls from view.

 "You see, my friends? Magic! But all good Romans know there's no such thing as magic." He rolled up
the scroll and reached for another. "Now," he said, deepening his voice dramatically. "Look carefully!"

 There were six — what? cylinders? — arranged randomly on the parchment. That was all. Six vertical
cylinders. He closed the parchment. The next scroll showed one cylinder, close up, with branches of
trees and bushes, their cut ends showing, tied around it like the staves of a fasces tied around the axe
handle.

 "There's your magic, my friends." There was no doubting the conviction and the satisfaction in Vegetius's
tone. His voice rang clearly throughout the room, convincing its hearers by its very resonance. "Take
enough men and enough rope, cut enough branches, tie them around enough uprights, stand far enough
away, and you will see a forest created where there was none before. As the uprights descend the slope,
the branches tied around them mask the bareness of the ones above. Pile bushes at the bottom, back off
for a mile or so and, until the branches all die, you have what appears to be a living forest."

He fell silent, letting what he had said sink in. Britannicus finally broke the long silence that ensued.

"Vegetius, that wouldwork !How long would the branches stay green?"

 Vegetius shrugged and shook his head. "I don't know, Caius Britannicus. Two days? Three at the most,
I would think. After that they will probably start to look very dry. But even then, it might not be
noticeable from a distance. They'll be dead, but they might still appear green from down here. I wouldn't
care to leave them for more than a week, though."

Caius was tugging at his chin, his brows furrowed in thought. "What about the top of the wall? What if
you can't get your 'trees' as high as you'd like?"

 "I would alter the shape of the top of the wall itself with dirt." He looked around him for information.
"How wide is it on top? Six feet?"

"Closer to nine," said Tullus, one of the stonemasons.

Vegetius nodded approvingly. "There you are, then, three good paces. Ample room to build hillocks to
break up the straight line. Given time, we could cut sod and cover the raw dirt, too."

 Everyone in the room sat in astonished silence. Then, hesitantly, one of the newer Council members
raised his hand for permission to speak.

Britannicus nodded to him. "Speak out, Horatio."

 Horatio cleared his throat, and when he addressed Vegetius his voice was strong. "I believe that this idea
might work. But it seems to me that it will take a lot of organizing, and much depends on the timing of the
thing. Do you agree?"

"Aye, I agree completely," Vegetius said. "The Whole thing depends on timing, as I see it. What's your
point, Horatio?"

 "The greenery, and the time needed to gather it. It takes a lot of trees to make a forest. Even a false
forest. And you said that, once cut, you would not want to have to trust the greenness for more than a
week." He looked around at the faces of the Council members. "We talk of sending our men away. But
we will need them to gather the greenery in enough quantity to mask the top of the hill. Especially if it all
has to be collected and put together in a matter of days."

A buzz of agreement and speculation broke out among his listeners, and he raised his voice above the
noise, silencing everyone. "I am not trying to find fault! I do believe this can succeed. All I'm saying is that
we will have to plan carefully. It can be done! But we must make sure that it iswe who control the timing
of the whole thing."

 "Horatio, think of what you're saying! That's impossible!" This was a shout from Varo. "We have no
control over the timing. Are you suggesting we ask the people in Londinium to tell us when they'll be
sending their investigators?"

 Horatio's answer was immediate. "No, not at all! I'm not! But I am suggesting that not one person here,
Vegetius included, has thought to mention that we have almost a hundred heavy horses to hide, as well as
a thousand men. I say let's hide the soldiers in the fort itself and use the horses in our planning. We can
hide them,and use them!" Horatio turned to me. "Varrus! Would it make sense to send our cavalry along
the roads leading to the Colony, to build fires and watch for the approach of whoever it is that is
coming?"

I nodded, non-committally. "Sounds interesting. Go on."

 "Well," he was growing enthusiastic now, "there are only three ways we can be approached by road, am
I correct? From the north, by way of Glevum and Aquae Sulis, from the east through Sorviodunum and
from the south by the coast road? If we were to send out our cavalry, with orders to split up along the
various routes and build signal-fires close enough to be visible to the next man along the line, then we
could go to meet these 'investigators.' The news of their approach would reach us then as quickly as it
takes a man to see a distant fire and light his own."

"Aye," I nodded, "that makes sense. But why send horsemen?"

 "Because they can stay here longer, working, and then get to where they are going more quickly. They
can get away more quickly, too — fade into the countryside and make their way back here slowly and
safely after our visitors have left. That way, we do not have to hide the horses."
 "By Hephaestus, Horatio, you're right!" I was up on my feet, limping to the front of the room.
"Signal-fires should give us three, maybe four clear days' notice of their approach, if we can pick them up
far enough in advance. And while we are waiting for the signal, we could have every man in the Colony
working on the job! We might as well keep the soldiers here, for if we can't hide the fort, we can't hide
them, either. We should be able to finish the whole thing in two days' hard work, let our men scatter and
then look as innocent as babies under our tree-topped hill when our company arrives! Vegetius, Horatio,
I commend you!"

 My own excitement transmitted itself to everyone there, and a chorus of cheering ensued. Vegetius was
the one who restored order by pulling out his whistling stone again, forcing everyone to be quiet to make
him stop the fiendish noise.

 "All right," he finally said, when all was quiet again. "It occurs to me that we have more work ahead of us
in the next few weeks — if we have that long — than ever before in the history of this Colony. We have
a lot of preparations to make. So let's get to it. Britannicus, the floor is yours."

 Britannicus stood up, a smile on his face. "I thank you again, Vegetius Sulla, on behalf of all of us." He
looked around the room. "Are we all agreed that the plan Vegetius proposes is the one we should
adopt?"

"Aye!" It was unanimous.

"And are we all equally in agreement that Quintus Horatio's amendment to it is sensible?"

"Aye!" Again unanimous.

"So be it. Now we must plan the details."

 Towards midnight, the plan was finished. Caius assembled a general meeting of the entire Colony at the
main villa the next day to explain exactly what was happening. Directly after the assembly, work began
on several fronts. Men were set to work building ramps to give access to the top of the walls, and others
were set to digging dirt and piling it on top of the walls of the fort to break up their regularity. Others
were cutting sod to mask the newly piled dirt, and still others were planting uprights, tree-trunk tall, on
the side of the hill. All others not involved in this back-breaking work — women and children and old
men — scoured the countryside finding copses and suitable woods that could be plundered, when the
time came, in such a way that the depredations would not be noticeable to a stranger.

 Britannicus reckoned that we had at least ten days available to us for preparation before the authorities
in Londinium had time to receive the report, digest it, consult on it, arrive at a decision and finally dispatch
an investigative force of some kind. Which meant that the cavalry could be put to work for a week, too,
before being sent out to stand guard.

 As it turned out, it took the authorities three weeks to make up their minds and act. We filled in the extra
two weeks by adding more and more uprights to the hillside. Some of the work parties were put to work
digging up real saplings and transplanting them, so that the hillside really did begin to look like a forest
coming back to life years after a great forest fire. Bushes, ripped from the earth and dragged to the
hillside by horses, began to transform the place. At even less than a mile, it became very difficult to make
out the lines of the tops of the walls.

 In those three weeks, our colonists performed a feat that was almost magical, and they were helped by
the Celts, who came in hundreds, once the word of this insanity had spread, to see for themselves what
was going on. Underneath it all was an almost hysterical anticipation that it might all be for nothing. If the
authorities decided not to investigate the young officer's report, we would all have broken our backs
ruining a perfectly good hill!

 I was at dinner with the family one night, at the beginning of the fourth week of our preparations, when
Britannicus's steward interrupted us with the news that our closest signal-fire was ablaze, and that
messengers had already been sent to alert the other villas of the Colony. Our people assembled at the
main villa throughout that night, and by dawn the last stage of the operation was launched as everyone
who was able set about the final task of cutting green branches and lashing them to our makeshift tree
trunks.

 Britannicus was finally up on his feet again, after having been confined to his bed for over a week with a
badly sprained back, from trying to lift a tree trunk that was too heavy for him. As soon as I had seen
everyone off in an orderly fashion I headed back to report to him, but as I was entering the main gates of
the courtyard I heard the sound of a galloping horse, and I turned to see one of my own men, on a badly
blown mount, thundering up behind me. He reined in when he saw me and jumped from the back of his
almost lifeless horse. His knees gave way as he landed, so that he stumbled and I had to catch him. He
was breathing almost as hard as his horse, and I had to steady him until he regained his breath.

"What is it, man? What's wrong?"

"Cavalry, Commander! Heavy cavalry." He shuddered. "Coming from Londinium. Overland. They're not
on the road, and they're coming fast!"

"How fast, man? How long do we have?"

 "A day, Commander. Maybe two. No more. They will be here by the morning of the day after
tomorrow. We lit the fires as soon as we saw them, but then we had to pass the word from man to man
by mouth. Almost killed the horses."

"How far apart were you spaced?"

"Three, four miles. Depended on the terrain. We had to be able to see the next man's fire."

My mind was racing. "How many men in your chain?"

"Thirty-nine. I'm the last of them."

"How long did it take to get the word to you?"

 He shook his head. "Don't know, Commander. Some of the lads took off as soon as they had lit their
fires, as they were supposed to. One fellow had to ride three posts before he found a man with a fresh
horse. All of us rode flat out!"

"Damn! You did well. What's your name?"

"Septimius Severus, Commander."

"We all owe you a debt, Septimius Severus. Now get some rest. You've earned it. Where are the
others?"
"All split up, Commander, as ordered."

"What about the men on the other routes? Do you know anything of them?"

"No, Commander. But the word was that as soon as the signal-fires were seen coming back towards the
Colony, the other men were to send their fires out to the ends of their routes. So everyone must know by
now that the game is on."

I nodded. "Good. Go and find a bed, and get some sleep. I have to get word to our workers that they
only have today to finish the job. Thank God we had two extra weeks."

 I hurried inside to tell Britannicus what was happening, and to get word out to our people in the fields
that our visitors were fast approaching. I spent a long, wearying day worrying about the speed they were
coming at, and wondering if we had enough manpower to finish the job in time. I need not have worried.
Our people outdid themselves, and long before dusk they were adding the finishing touches to an amazing
piece of human wizardry.

The hill was forested. The fort was gone. There was no sign of any human influence on the hill behind the
villa.

 None of us had any sleep that night. The commissary operated at peak capacity from dusk until dawn,
and as our soldiers were provisioned they dispersed into the night to conceal themselves in the newly
hidden fort. By dawn, everything that could be done had been done. Our army was dispersed or hidden
and the signs of our frenzied preparations were covered and cleaned up. There was nothing to do but
wait and try to behave normally.

 The morning passed, and the midday changed into afternoon. Britannicus and I sat on a bench in the
courtyard, sharing the warmth of the afternoon sun and doing our best to be casual, pretending that we
were both at ease and contented.

 We had no idea where our "guests" were, or when they would arrive. We had decided not to spy on
their advance after the first sighting, reasoning that it was enough to know that they were coming.
Victorex had come by late in the morning to ask us when we wanted to start moving the horses out of his
breeding farm — we had quartered a large number of our workhorses there, rather than take the chance
of the empty paddocks attracting attention. He had assumed that the cavalry would want to quarter their
mounts there, forgetting that we were not supposed to know they were coming. He was most abashed
when I pointed that out to him, but his understandable error made all of us realize how easy it would be
to betray ourselves and our readiness for this visit. So, on that long afternoon we filled our waiting time
with a review of everything that might, or could, go wrong.

 We were aware that everything — the success or failure of our entire scheme — depended on the
calibre of the man in charge of this investigation. We could anticipate that whoever he might be, he would
be thorough in his inquiries, but we felt confident that, given an ounce of luck and a particle of good
breeding on his part, we had a fair chance of disarming his suspicions. We were confident, too, that he
would come directly to us. There was no other place on the road that he could stop. He would not be
interested in towns — and there were none closer to us than Aquae Sulis, anyway. The few villages in the
area were full of our own people, who would direct any strangers to us, and all of the other villas close to
our own were controlled by us. Our visitor would have to come to us and deal with Caius Britannicus,
Proconsul and Senator of Rome.

No one in the region would betray us, we knew, because everyone for miles around depended upon our
good will and our support. If loyalty to the Empire dictated to any man jealous of our strength that he
denounce us, the fear of losing our military presence and assistance would keep his agonizing within his
breast. At least, that is what we hoped.

In the middle of the afternoon, Caius heard the blast of a trumpet in the distance and the sounds of a
party of mounted men coming along the road leading to the main gates of the villa. He told me later that
he sucked in a great, deep breath and went to meet them.

 There were five in the advance party: a grey-bearded centurion, a trumpeter, a standard-bearer and two
outriders. They came at a gallop right up to the gates, where Caius awaited them, and drew to a halt. The
centurion did not dismount; he looked down on Cay from a horse several hands higher that any we had
bred.

"Proconsul Caius Britannicus?" He looked unsure of himself.

 Caius spoke. "I am he. Has it become customary nowadays for a centurion to talk down to a Roman
senator?"

 "Your pardon, Proconsul." The man had meant no disrespect. He flushed, and his eyes switched from
Caius to his troopers, than back to Caius again. "Escort will dismount!" All five of them slipped heavily to
the ground from the backs of their horses, the standard-bearer achieving this feat with some difficulty, to
Cay's eyes, because of the size and length of the great scarlet standard he carried. As the man stiffened
to attention again, Caius eyed the standard.

"What emblem is this?" he asked. "It is new to me."

 The centurion saluted. "New to the whole world, Proconsul. Ours is a new unit. Heavy cavalry. Fresh
arrived from Armorica by way of Gaul."

"What are you called? Your unit, I mean."

"Lead Equine Cohort, seconded from Thirty-fourth Legion on special duty, Proconsul."

"Lead Equine Cohort! I see. The Thirty-fourth Legion, you say? Welcome, and what may we do for
you, Centurion?"

The man cleared his throat. "We have been sent ahead to request your hospitality, Proconsul. We have
been on the road from Londinium these five days past, and our commander would like to rest here for a
while with you, if you can accommodate us."

"Five days from Londinium?" Caius sounded surprised. "You have made good time. Where are you
headed?"

The centurion cleared his throat again. "I regret I am not at liberty to say, Proconsul."

"No, I suppose not. A heavy cavalry unit, you say? Since when has Rome had heavy cavalry?"

"Since only very recently, Proconsul. A few years."

"Hmmm." Britannicus's grunt no doubt sounded unimpressed. "Who is your commander, and how many
of you are there? Not a whole cohort, I trust? How long will you be staying?"
 "No, Proconsul, three squadrons only. Marcellus Vicere is our tribune, and we have one hundred and
thirty-eight men and horses, Proconsul."

"One hun — ?" Britannicus told me later he felt like an actor in a play. He widened his eyes and made
his voice reflect what he called singular astonishment. "Do you have grain for your horses?"

"Aye, Proconsul, in the commissary wagons. And food for our men."

 "Oh! I see." Cay now allowed himself to appear mollified. "Well, that's not so bad, I suppose. I think we
can look after you. For one night, at least." He turned to one of the gawking servants. "Nestor, find Gallo
and tell him to prepare enough meat to feed a hundred and fifty extra men tonight. Tell him I don't care
where he finds it, even if we have to borrow it from our neighbours. We can repay it later. Tell him we
have company from Londinium, and bid him have his people set up tables in the fields behind the villa of
Terrix and Fermax." He held up his hand to detain the man and turned back to the centurion. "You said
one hundred and thirty-eight horses?"

The man shrugged and nodded at the same time. "One hundred and forty-four, Proconsul, with the
wagon horses."

Britannicus turned back to Nestor. "Send word to Victorex, as well, that we will need his walled
pastures. If he has workhorses there, send them to the farms and leave them there tonight."

Nestor bowed and left at the run.

Caius turned back to the centurion. "How many officers are with you altogether?"

"Five, Proconsul. Four regular and one... guest."

"A guest? On a patrol? Who is this gentleman?"

The centurion flushed and looked away into the distance. "I... I do not know his name, Proconsul."

It was an obvious lie, according to Cay, and he ignored it. "And you? What is your mark among these
mounted troops?"

The man smiled, pleased to have the subject changed. "The same as it has always been, my lord. Senior
Warrant Officer. Lead Cohortal Spear.Pilus prior."

 "Good. My greetings to your commander. He and his officers are welcome to share our roof tonight,
and to dine with us. When your people arrive, my man here, Rollo, will show them where they are to be
quartered." He nodded his dismissal and turned as if to leave before swinging back again to the centurion.
"How long before your people arrive?"

"Perhaps an hour, Proconsul, little more. They are close behind us."

 Caius nodded again and left them standing in the road, surrounded by gawkers. He had not taken three
steps, however, before theprimus pilus called out to him.

"Proconsul, your pardon, sir, but I am sore set. Could I use your latrines?"
 Caius's eyebrow went up at this astonishing request, but he was too polite to rebuke the man. "Of
course you may. Rollo, show the centurion where to go."

 As Caius passed through the gates of the villa, he was congratulating himself on having handled the
meeting without raising suspicion. He felt, he told me, that he had achieved just the correct mixture of
surprise and indignation, tempered with a touch of well-bred impatience, and he believed that if all of us
could maintain the tone he had established, we should be able to emerge from this entire exercise in
control of the situation. He knew thepilus had lied when asked about their "guest" on the patrol, but he
also knew the reason for the lie, because the "guest" was the Imperial Inspector. He was not surprised
that the man had clearly been placed under orders to say nothing about the true purpose of this visit.

 I returned about then to the villa, emerging from the woods to the east just in time to see Caius's shape
disappearing through the villa gates. I took note of the standard party, but made no effort to hurry, and
when I was no more than a hundred paces from them I saw their commander stride out through the
gates, spring nimbly up onto his big horse, then wheel his men and ride off at their head. They did not
even notice me.

 I found Cay still standing on the front steps of the villa, staring in perplexity at something he held in his
hand. He was turning to enter the house when he noticed me, and he stood where he was until I joined
him, leaving my horse ground-tethered. The object in his hand was a thickly folded square of papyrus,
and he was tapping it fretfully against the back of his left wrist, still frowning bemusedly, when I reached
him. I indicated it with a nod of my head.

"What have you there? Did they deliver it?"

"Yes," he said. "But strangely, and it makes no sense."

I laughed. "Neither does what you just said. How did it go?"

"Hmmm?" He looked at me as if I were speaking Greek.

"Your meeting with them. How did it go?"

 "Oh. Very well, I think. They had no idea we expected them. But this ..." He waved the folded papyrus
at me. "I know not what to make of this. Most extraordinary."

I put my hand on his shoulder and turned him towards the door. "Come, I'm parched. Let's have a cup
of wine while we discuss it."

A few moments later, the first edge of my thirst dealt with, I refilled my cup and slid down into a couch.

"Ye gods, what a day! I've covered the whole Colony in one afternoon. So. Tell me what happened."

 He did, relating the entire conversation with thepilus prior. When he told me of the man's request to use
the latrine, I laughed aloud, but Caius cut my laugh short.

 "No, Publius. It was a ruse, for some obscure purpose. Look at this." He held up the papyrus again.
"Rollo took him to the latrine and then came back bringing me this. The man wanted me to have it without
anyone else's knowledge. The message it contains is nonsense. The word fromthe pilus prior, delivered
to me by Rollo, was that he had brought this secretly, for my eyes only, as a favour to a friend. But who
that friend might be, or what his purpose is, is beyond me."
 "What?" I stood up and held out my hand and he passed the message to me. I flipped it open and read
the words aloud."When the primus pilus speaks of God, remember God and take heed. He rides
with the pilus prior." It was signed "PPPP" — a signature well known to my eyes — and I read it in full:
"Pontius Plautus,primus pilus."

Caius was mystified. "Plautus? But what does he mean? Your friend makes riddles, Publius."

 Then suddenly his eyes went wide with alarm and he grasped me firmly as I swayed and almost fell. I felt
the blood drain from my face and heard a great roaring in my ears.

"Publius! In God's name, what's wrong?"

 His voice seemed to reach me from far away, and I felt him lowering me back to my seat on the couch
again.

 Eventually, after what seemed an age, the whirling, roaring sensation behind my eyes died down and I
shook my head to clear it, but when I spoke my voice was almost a croak. "In God's name, you say...
you're right, but you don't know it. That's what Plautus is telling us. God rides with thispilus prior. The
devil-spawned whoreson's alive! Your friend in Rome was right! It's Seneca! It's Claudius Seneca! Deus
is what his friends called him that day, the first day we crossed blades. Plautus was there! Deus! God! It
was their blasphemy for Claudius. Plautus was with me and heard it. Caesarius Claudius Seneca rides
with thepilus prior!He is the Imperial Inspector."

 Caius was thunderstruck. "No, it can't be! He's dead. You killed him, you convinced me! It's impossible
that this could be him. Seneca? Here? That animal? No, you are mistaken. He couldn't be."

 I shuddered, getting hold of myself. "No. It's him. It has to be, Cay. Plautus is not a subtle man, yet this
is a cryptic message. The whoreson is alive! I refused to accept the evidence that he was still alive
because I didn't want to. But hemust have survived — how, I'll never know — and now he's coming
here. There's no other possible explanation of this message, Cay. Plautus obviously sent it with thispilus
prior as the only means he had of warning us. No one else would understand it, but to me it's
unmistakable, and Plautus knew it would be."

 He was frowning, biting his lip, thinking furiously as he moved to close the door to his study against
interruption. "Very well," he said eventually, accepting my view and signalling to me to be quiet and let
him think. "It is pointless to argue with you, especially on this. I was supposed to follow up on the matter
with further inquiries, but I never did. Damnation! Now we have to think this through, and we have only
an hour."

 I followed him with my eyes as he began to pace the floor. I slumped in my couch, my mind racing like a
cataract but achieving nothing in the face of my outraged disbelief. Finally he stopped pacing.

 "Well, there is no other alternative. You will simply have to go into hiding until these people leave. It is
unfortunate, this development, but it does not alter the situation materially. Nothing need change, other
than your absence. I shall handle everything else alone."

I shook my head. "Everything has changed already, Caius. You do not know this man."

"Nonsense! The man is a Seneca and I know the breed far better than you do. He may be slightly more
dangerous, less predictable, than his fellow spawn, but he is far from invulnerable to the presence of a
Britannicus. I shall wrap him in coils of silken hospitality that will befuddle him because he will not expect
fair treatment from me."

 "No, Caius! Our entire plan was based on the assumption we would be dealing with a normal soldier —
an officer and a man of breeding, a professional. None of it holds together any more, because now you
are dealing with a madman. Seneca is insane. He's capable of anything. He could have you executed just
to satisfy his own mad lusts. You'll see — no rules will apply in this except his, and he'll invent those as he
goes along. I've learned a lot about this man over the years. He is demented. Inhuman."

 He cut off my babbling with a viciously upswept hand. "No matter! I am a Proconsul of Rome and a
senior senator to this filth, in age at least. Do you expect me to be cowed by him? A Seneca? Now be
quiet, please, and let me think."

 He started to pace again and I forced myself to sit quietly and stifle my inordinate fear. I am no stranger
to fear of many kinds, but this fear turned my bowels to water. I fixed my eyes on Caius, trying to empty
my mind, and as I watched him he seemed to shed years visibly, transforming himself into the Britannicus
I had first known.

 "Varrus," he said at length, the use of my old name confirming his transformation, "I have a plan, and I
think it's a good one. Bear with me just a little longer." His eyes were glowing yellow and I waited,
reflecting that his plan had better be a good one. He stopped pacing and turned to me, his eyes seeming
to bore into my soul. "Will he remember you, do you think?"

"Remember me? He'll have me crucified as soon as he sets eyes on me!"

 "Nonsense!" His immediate frown and humourless expression left no doubt that Caius Britannicus was
not disposed to take this matter lightly. "Be serious, Publius! From what you told me about your last
confrontation with him, he was confused and almost blind, after having spent a week wearing a blindfold.
Is that not so?"

 I had to think about that for a second or two. I knew that what Caius was saying was correct, but I also
had a nasty feeling that he was about to recommend that we put some arcane theory to the test, with my
life hanging in the balance. I conceded, but let my hesitation reflect my lack of confidence.

"More or less," I said, unwilling to be too enthusiastic. "But he saw me clearly enough when we fought.
Don't forget he was trying to kill me."

 Caius nodded, his face preoccupied with what were obviously portentous thoughts. My misgivings
increased. I was seeing portents of my own.

"You told me also that he never knew your name. Do you still hold that to be true?"

"Yes."

"You are convinced of that?"

I nodded. "Yes, Cay, I'm convinced, but I was also convinced I'd killed him."

 "Hmmm! Water under bridges, Varrus." He pursed his lips, evidently considering and rejecting several
things he might say to me in extenuation of his point. Finally he nodded abruptly. "Excellent. So be it. I
have a plan that will work, providing your name means nothing to him."
"What is it?"

"It is the essence of simplicity. We will hand you over to him."

I blinked, feeling that I was missing something here, some essential element of logic. "I beg your pardon,
Caius," I said, my voice as casual as I could make it, "but has it occurred to you that he might choose to
have me executed out of hand as soon as he lays eyes on me?"

"No, it has not occurred to me, simply because the idea is ludicrous," he snapped. "You will be my
prisoner, and thus safely beyond his jurisdiction."

"Yourprisoner? What does that mean?"

 He was smiling now. "Think about it, Publius. He has come here to search for bandits, outlaws, rebels
under arms. We, supposedly, know nothing of his mission. What if..." He paused and then continued,
warming visibly to his idea as its possibilities became clearer in his mind. "What if he should arrive here to
find the troubles over? To find me preparing to leave for Londinium, to see to my affairs there and to
transport a prisoner, a very important prisoner, a bandit leader whose depredations have been terrorizing
the entire countryside hereabout. You will be that prisoner."

 I was unimpressed. "Cay," I said, "I can't share your enthusiasm for this scheme. To my eyes, Seneca's
first move is so obvious it hurts my neck even to think about it. He will promptly relieve you of your
prisoner, on his own authority, and execute me then and there for the crimes you have just described.
That's what I would do in his position, even without the personal hatred between us."

 "Absolute nonsense, Varrus! This authority of his you talk of, what is it? Whence does it come? Hewas
Imperial Procurator, once, and we both know how he handled that assignment. Now he is little more
than a glorified messenger, sent on an errand to do someone else's bidding. I shall not permit him to usurp
my rights. I outrank him in every way."

I shook my head, sceptically. "Not in his eyes, you won't."

 "Damn his eyes! I would remind you of one thing, Publius." Caius's voice crackled like ice. "His eyes are
the eyes of a Seneca, which makes them less than infallible. I am senior to him in the eyes of everyone
who is sane, and thatpilus prior of his is no madman. I promise you, Seneca will have no choice. If I
have to exert my influence over the troop commander, this Marcellus Vicere, to go around him, I will not
hesitate. Seneca will have no choice but to offer to escort me back to Londinium, or to permit me to
make my own way there, with my prisoner. And I will take along a band of my own retainers — our best
men — to escort me safely there and back. Naturally, their sole function will be to look after your
welfare. You will come to no harm, my friend, I promise you."

 I was far from reassured. "What happens, then, when we arrive in Londinium? Bear in mind, if you will,
that I'm still proscribed for the alleged murder of Quinctus Nesca in Aquae Sulis, and for the slaughter of
his bullies. They'll hang me for that, if nothing else."

 He waved that aside. "Nonsense! That's the point of the whole exercise. We will take our witnesses to
prove you were nowhere near Nesca that night, and I will use every office of my rank in your defence,
including my personal oath and guarantee as a senator and Proconsul. All charges will be quashed, I
promise you. It will be my word and my reputation against Seneca's. Do you doubt the outcome?"
 I made a wry face. "Cay," I said, "I've known you for a long time now, and I've never known you to be
really wrong about anything of import. Not yet."

 "Then this is no time to start doubting me, Publius. This opportunity could be a godsend. It could solve
all our problems. Wait and see. Seneca will be so happy to have you under guard, he will accept my
story completely. He will have absolutely no idea of my real intent, and we will have him out of here and
on his way home without suspecting a thing about our walls. Later, once we are safe in Londinium, I'll do
an about-face on him that will leave him stunned. What do you think?"

I could not say what I thought. I expelled my breath noisily through puffed cheeks and shook my head.

 "Well?" He was insistent. "Will you do it? It will mean rough treatment for the next few weeks, but it will
save the Colony, and it will clear your name."

 I got up and poured myself a cup of wine from the jug on the table, staring pensively into the drink as I
reviewed everything he had said. "My name has never been clouded, Cay. It has never been known to
my enemies. All they've had is my description. Truthfully, I'm not transported with joy by your idea. I
wish I had your confidence in my welfare." I emptied the cup in one gulp. "At the same time, from every
other viewpoint but my own, I can see that it will work. It's brilliant. I only wish somebody else could
perform my role in it. But you're right, it has to be me. Nobody else would do for Seneca's well-being
what I will ... I only hope you're equally correct about the rest of it."

He threw his arms around me. "I am. Trust me."

 "I'll trust you." I found a smile for him from somewhere. "But your sister's going to have your balls for
this."

 He smiled briefly, a wintry little grin. "Leave Luceiia to me. She is my sister and she knows what duty
means, and what it sometimes entails. In the meantime, you are going to have to change into other
clothes. Old clothes, and dirty. You have to look as unsavoury as your calling would make you."

 I looked him straight in the eye, smiling. "No great difficulty in that, for a smith. Charcoal, soot, smoke
and ashes and old, sweaty, smelly clothes. I'll look disreputable enough, even for you." Suddenly my
smile dried up and my stomach churned and my voice lost all its levity. "This is really going to be rough,
isn't it?"

He clasped my hand. "Aye, my friend, rough, but temporary."

XII



 It was almost dark by the time Vegetius Sulla opened the door of the stone hut that had become my
prison. I was lying on the straw-covered floor, my arms and legs aching from the chains I wore. My left
eye was swollen completely shut and crusted with blood where Vegetius himself had hit me with his
sword hilt earlier. He stepped inside and squatted beside me.

 "They're ready for you, Publius. The audience is assembled and the circus is prepared. Caius has told
them all about you and how we captured you, and of our plans for you. Now they're waiting to see you.
How do you feel?"
 I tried to lick my sore lips, split by a backhanded blow when they first brought me here, and croaked,
"Give me a drink." It tasted like nectar. I swallowed and spat. "How do I feel? That's a damned stupid
question. How do I look?"

Vegetius winced. "Awful, and you stink like a goat, too. Exactly like a filthy, evil bandit who has been
properly beaten since being captured."

"Good, that's how I'm supposed to look."

"Can you stand up?"

I tried. "No. You're going to have to help me."

He snapped a command and one of our young soldiers stepped into the hut and stopped there, his eyes
widening as he looked at me in horror.

"Help the prisoner to his feet."

The young man bent to obey, handling me as if I were fragile, sheer reverence in his eyes. When I stood
upright, Vegetius shoved a spear shaft through the space between my bent elbows and my back,
pinioning me and stretching the chain on my manacled wrists across my belly.

The young soldier's eyes worried me.

 "Wait!" They stopped and looked at me and I spoke to the young man, mouthing my words carefully
with my broken lips. "Look, lad, this is being done for a purpose. Was that explained to you?" He
nodded. "Good. Then get that look off your face. If they see it in there, you'll betray all of us. This is only
mummery, but it has to look genuine. Remember, I am not Publius Varrus. I'm a captured rebel — a
murderer and a bandit. I am a prisoner, and if you feel anything towards me at all, it should be
indifference mixed with malice. Understand?" He nodded again. "All right then, make your face a mask
and knock me down, hard. Then haul me back up and drag my butt in to Caius Britannicus."

He looked to Vegetius for confirmation.

Vegetius nodded. "Do it, hard, and treat him like cattle from now on. If these people suspect our
motives, he's a dead man."

The young man set his jaw and swung the flat of his sword, knocking me off my feet and out of action.

 I regained my senses as they dragged me in front of Caius and his visitors. I had two guards, one on
either side of me grasping each end of the spear shaft across my back, carrying it on their shoulders so
that my feet swung clear of the ground and all my weight hung from my tortured shoulder joints. I did not
have to worry about acting, for my predicament and the pain it caused were very real. I heard someone
snap an order to halt and the two guards carrying me stopped short and lowered my feet to the floor. My
knees folded and I would have fallen had they not taken up the tension again and held me erect. I bit
down hard, trying to pull myself together, and I heard what sounded like someone moaning in the
distance. "Luceiia," I thought, "be strong! Don't let them see your pain." But the moaning went on, and I
realized that it was me. I stopped it and hung there, supported by my guards.

"This is a general?" The voice was loaded with disdain. It was deep, and quite pleasant in pitch. I could
not place it as belonging to the Seneca I remembered.
"No," Caius answered, "not a general, Claudius Seneca, merely a leader of rebels, that is all."

"He doesn't look much like a leader to me."

 Caius sounded as though he was pleasantly relaxed, sprawling backwards in his chair as he spoke. "I
will admit he looks a little more worn and a lot less warlike than when we took him. Without his armour
and his weapons, and without his rebels, he has shrunk to human proportions. A week ago, however, I
can assure you his reputation was fearsome and his depredations formidable."

The deep voice sounded bored. "Formidable out here in this backwater, perhaps. Elsewhere, he would
have been a gnat to be swatted casually. The fellow is obviously a deserter. Hang him, I say, and have
done with him."

 "No." Caius again. I was surprised by the ease with which I could hear them discussing me. I was very
close to their table. "No, he should be taken in an open cage to Londinium, to serve as an example, as I
have said. He is a rebel. His humiliation should be public, and spectacular — used to discourage others
from emulating him. To hang him out of hand would serve no useful purpose."

 "I disagree." There was a note of petulance in the heavy voice now. "He would be dead. Deserters are
to be executed immediately upon apprehension."

"This is no deserter, Senator. At least, I do not think so. He is a veteran, certainly, but I doubt that he
deserted. The fellow is crippled. It is an old wound and a grave one; it would have ended his service."

"Nonsense, Caius Britannicus! He could have taken a wound at any time."

 "Not that one, Senator. Not if he were a deserter. It would have killed him. He could not have
recovered from a wound like that outside of a military hospital."

There was a long silence after this when no one spoke at all, and I could feel the eyes of all of them on
me. Then that voice spoke again, sullen, like that of a spoiled child speaking through an adult's mouth.

 "By all the ancient gods, Caius Britannicus, you are a tedious man! My men have travelled with me all
across this land to draw some blood and you have robbed them of their just satisfaction! How could you
have done all you have said, fought the engagement that you have described, and taken but one
prisoner?" He paused as though waiting for a reply, and when none came the strangely whining, petulant,
bass-voiced complaint continued. "You have no answer? Then let me tell you what I think. I think you
might be making more of this than was the case. I think you would like us to believe that you have won a
major victory here, when all that happened was a minor squabble. I think that tomorrow we will ride with
you to view the ruins of this rebel's camp and count the bodies of his slain companions, and I think that
we had better — "

 "Claudius Seneca!" Caius's voice cracked like a whip."I think I will be happy to do as you suggest, butI
also think that when I have done so, you should be prepared to render me a fair apology for any slur
you might have thought to cast upon my honour!Ialso think you might be slightly overtired after your long
and exhausting journey. I donot think, however, that you would wish me to think you are questioning my
truthfulness."

There was no disguising the challenge carried in the emphasis of his words. Seneca remained silent, and
Caius continued. "And while we are discussing thoughts so freely, think upon this. My men are not
soldiers of Rome. They are farmers and artisans, solid and seldom impetuous. When they are threatened,
however, they retaliate. When they are injured, they exact revenge. And when they have been angered
thoroughly enough to seek revenge, they do not think of taking prisoners! We do not have jails, nor
jailers here. I called for the rebel leader only. The man you see before you is the only prisoner here. Their
general, as you called him. Their limping, crippled god — their savage, grey-haired Vulcan! He will hang
soon enough, but in Londinium, and I will take him there myself. Take him away!" This last was to my
guards, who began to swing me around.

 "Wait!" The voice almost squeaked. The bait was taken. I drew a deep, painful breath. "What did you
say, Britannicus? What did you call him?"

"Call him? Vulcan, I called him, after the crippled god."

"Is that his name? Vulcan?" The venomous, hissing voice now reminded me of a serpent. "Hold up his
head! Let me see his face!"

 I felt fingers take hold of my hair and jerk my head back painfully. Through the tears that instantly
flooded my eyes, I saw the man approach me, gliding almost sideways as though prepared to leap away
again to safety at any sign of threat. Closer he came, and closer, peering into my blood- and
dirt-encrusted face, seeking a memory.

 "It could be," he whispered. "Stand away from him!" He was shrieking now at my guards. "Let him stand
alone!" I felt the support go from me and took my weight fully on my own feet. Seneca stepped back
from me, his arms stretched out towards me, fingers beckoning. I blinked my eyes clear. Caius stood
crouched behind him, ready to spring. Everyone else at the table looked incredulous. I fastened my eyes
on Seneca, whose own were blazing as he whispered, "You! It is you, isn't it? Come, walk to me, you
whoreson!"

 I swayed, but made no move towards him, recalling Plautus's words that first time we met him: the face
of a god and the personality of a pit viper. Today's god had a badly broken nose. He began circling to
my left, out of my view, and I ignored him, looking instead at the strangers in the group around the table.
There were four of them, all young, all watching Seneca as children would watch a new-found, ugly
lizard. Suddenly, he grasped the end of the spear shaft, wrenched me violently around and pushed me
with the flat of his foot. "Walk, you whoreson!" I stumbled forward and fell face down. As I lay there he
kicked me full in the side, and I heard Caius shout his name. A wave of nausea swept over me and I
almost fainted. I could hear him ranting above me, and then the two guards were hauling me back to my
feet again. Seneca had his back to me, gesticulating wildly, shouting at the group around the table. I
swallowed thickly, trying to swallow all my pain.

 "Seneca!" I did not have to say it loudly. He froze in mid-gesture and turned slowly towards me, an
expression of almost comic recognition on his face at hearing my voice. I forced myself to smile. "You
sorry pederast. I gave in to my disgust and left you to die last time we met, instead of killing you outright
as I should have. Next time I have you on the blade of my sword, be certain I shall cut off your head the
way I would any other serpent's."

His eyes flared and he screamed and a knife appeared in his hand as if by magic. He flung himself at me,
but fast as he was, Vegetius Sulla was faster and had him in an arm-hold before he could close on me.
The whole room erupted and I heard Caius roaring, "Get that man out of here! Back to his cell! Chain
him to the floor!"

They dragged me away.
Hours later, in the dead of night before dawn, Caius came to me and sat beside me on the floor, stroking
my hair and laying his hand on my neck.

"Well?" I croaked. "How did we do?"

 He shook his head. "It could not have gone better for us, Publius. My only sorrow is that you have to
suffer like this."

I grunted. "If it will confound that rabid son of a mangy bitch, I will take ten times as much. Didn't I tell
you? Is he not wondrous to behold?"

"He is a mad dog. His soldiers are in terror of him." He shook his head. "Publius, he is far worse than
you had described him, and you never lacked fervour in condemning him."

I straightened my legs slightly and groaned with the pain of it. "What happened after I left?"

 Caius sighed. "We calmed him, finally, but he and I had harsh words. Fortunately, he had placed himself
so firmly in the wrong that even his own officers had to side with me. I waved my Proconsul's baton and
dictated the law to him. He hates me now, I think, far more than a mere Britannicus. He hates me almost
as he does you."

 "Aye, it does not take much to earn his hate, from all I've heard of him. Be careful, Cay. He is an ill man
to cross."

"So am I, Publius, so am I. But I am not stupid, and so I will be careful, for both our sakes. He left the
dining room in extreme anger, but he went to bed eventually, and will sleep well, aided by the last cup of
wine he had."

"You drugged him?"

 He nodded. "That way he can be trusted not to do anything impetuous." He stopped and squeezed my
shoulder. "But you have not heard the good news! Seneca came to Britain to prepare the way for
Stilicho's arrival! There has been a major invasion again, from the north, and the young officer told me
that Stilicho came in person to put it down. He should be in Londinium by the time we arrive there. That
means Picus will be there, too. As Regent, and as Commander-in-Chief, Stilicho will hear your case
upon my insistence. We have won before we've set out, Publius!"

 I made to move and winced again. "Don't say all your prayers of gratitude prematurely, Cay. You still
have to get me there alive. Don't ever lose sight for one moment of the fact that this mad whoreson has a
lot of vengeance to work out on me — for spoiling his pretty face, and then for abducting him, exposing
his treason and forcing him to acknowledge it. All of those will be larger in his sick mind than the fact that
I then tried to kill him."

 "You'll be alive, my friend. Now try to sleep. Tomorrow morning I will have you brought before me
formally for arraignment in the murders of Quinctus Nesca and his men, for assault and mutilation upon
Seneca as an ambassador of Valentinian and for rebellion and banditry. Any one of those charges is
serious enough to guarantee you safe conduct to Londinium for trial and execution."

"Thank you, Caius," I said. "That makes me feel much better. I can sleep easy now."
It was a long, brutal journey to Londinium, and I saw it from the worst of all viewpoints.

 Seneca flatly refused Caius's proposal that I be permitted to ride, strapped to a horse. He insisted that I
should go on foot, or be dragged behind a horse.

 Caius objected, arguing that this would slow the entire column down intolerably and that he had affairs to
deal with in Londinium that would not permit delays of any kind. Besides, he contended, I was his
prisoner and he wanted me fit to be tried and hanged at journey's end. He suggested that they build a
cage on the bed of a cart and confine me there.

 Seneca objected to what he termed the luxury of such a conveyance. I was a criminal taken under arms,
and therefore under sentence of death already. I must be made an example to everyone meeting us on the
road — Caius's own original contention — so there could be no hint of softness in the treatment
accorded me. On this point Caius could not reasonably disagree, and so they compromised. I would
travel on a cart, but in a manner of Seneca's devising. Caius told me this in the dead of the night before
we were to leave. He felt terrible, I could see, about the way in which I would be forced to spend the
next week, but I shrugged my shoulders and told him to put it out of his mind. I would be riding, even on
a cart. That had to be better than walking the entire distance to Londinium.

I must have been mad to think so, knowing that Seneca had the ordering of my passage.

 Nevertheless, I slept well that night, aware that the men who guarded me would be my own. All of them
knew what was happening, and I would have trusted any of them with my life without a moment's
thought. It occurred to me just before I fell asleep that that was exactly what I was doing.

 They took me out before dawn and allowed me to wash in cold water before leading me to my cart. I
blinked at it in the pre-dawn light, seeing only the single pole that had been sunk into the floorboards and
fastened securely with braces. Only my own men were around as they helped me up on to the flat bed,
and there we waited for a space of minutes. Finally Draco, the chief of my guards, spoke in a low voice.

"I don't like this one little bit, Commander. Not one bit, and neither do the others. You say the word and
we'll have you out of here in no time."

 I grinned at him in the greying light and stretched my arms straight downwards, not wanting to look too
relaxed in case we were being watched. "Don't worry about it, Draco. It's better than having to walk. I'll
be all right."

"You think so?" His voice was an angry growl. "I doubt it. We're waiting for chains. That whoreson
wants to keep you standing all the way to Londinium."

"So? Then I'll stand. I've spent half my life standing, usually over a forge."

"Aye, but not chained to the damned thing. You are to be chained to that post. You won't be able to fall
down, even if you pass out."

"Then I won't pass out. We'll be in Londinium within the week. After that, everything will be fine."

"Hum! I hope you're right. But a week's a long time to stay on your feet."

"I'll manage it."
 I could see his face clearly now. There was an expression of doubt and concern stamped on his features.
"I hope so, Commander Varrus, I hope so. But I'll tell you, the minute you pass out, or one of these
fancy horse-topping bastards starts to abuse you, that'll be the end of it. We'll spill blood."

 I reached out and laid my hand on his arm, swiftly and cautiously. "No. You will not. But I thank you for
the concern, Draco. I think the only time you will have to worry for my safety is at night, and even then,
there should be little danger."

"Aye. Here comes their armourer."

 I heard the clank of chains and the sound of hobnailed sandals approaching, and one of Seneca's
centurions came straight towards us and vaulted nimbly up to where I waited. I was looking curiously at
the apparatus he held in his huge hand but could not make it out clearly, except for the coils of chains. He
left me little time to wonder what it was, for he dropped the long length of chains on the wooden deck
and hoisted the thing up to my gaze.

"Right. Let's see you get out of this, rebel," he snarled.

 The apparatus was a pair of thick, wide leather belts, one much longer than the other, joined by two
short lengths of chain. These chains were attached to each of the belts by strong rings through the leather.
He buckled the larger of the belts around my waist, tight, and then attached the smaller one to the thick
post behind me. I stood motionless until he was finished, and then tested the strength of my binding. It
was solid. I could sway my body no more than two handspans to right or left, and had no hope of sitting
down. The thought of just relaxing occurred to me, and I bent my knees, letting the whole of my body
weight drop into the belt. It was thick and solid, catching painfully beneath my rib-cage. Little hope of
comfort there.

"All right, take off those irons on his wrists."

I held out my hands and Draco unfastened the light manacles I wore.

The centurion chuckled and jumped down from the cart again. "You're going to love this, rebel."

 I watched, uncomprehending, as he raised a thick, heavy iron ring that had been fastened to the side of
the cart directly to my right and fed one end of the long chain through it. It was a big ring. Big enough for
the manacle on the end of the chain to pass through it easily. And it was a thick, heavy manacle, too.
Much bigger than the ones Draco had just taken off me.

 "You're just going to love this," he said again, talking to himself more than to me, and he sprang back up
onto the bed of the cart, breathing slightly more heavily now. I was looking at the chain. It was almost six
paces in length and it was strong. I knew, because I had forged it myself, though someone else had
added the manacles to it. He squatted at my feet and reached across to thread the manacle on the other
end through a matching ring on the opposite side of the cart, pulling it firmly through and straightening up
to face me.

 "Now," he said, and he smiled so that I wanted to kick him in the balls. "Let's have your wrists. Hold
them out."

I did. I had no choice. The manacles were tight, biting at my wrists, which had always been thick.

"Now, one wrong move and I'll smash your lights out," he grunted, fumbling at his belt with one hand
while he held the hinged clasp about my right wrist with the other. He produced a length of iron wire,
again my own, I suspected, and held it in his teeth while he drew out a pair of small tong-like pincers that
had also been stuck in his belt. Then, his breath coming more and more rapidly as he concentrated, he
threaded the iron wire through the bolt holes of the manacle and began to twist the ends with the pincers,
drawing the halves of the bracelet together until I hissed with pain. When he was satisfied that it was tight
enough, he repeated the procedure with my other wrist. I gritted my teeth in silence, but I knew then it
was going to be a long journey.

 "Good!" He stepped back and surveyed the job he had done. "Now!" He knelt at my feet and took twin
grips on the chain, pulling it both ways through the ring bolts at the side of the cart until my arms were
taut. He gauged the tension of my arms, and then released the pressure so that they sagged a little. "That's
better! We don't want it too tight, do we?"

"Don't we?" I asked, trying to keep my voice unconcerned. "Why not?"

"Well, rebel, we have to leave you room to sway with the wagon."

 He ignored me then and returned to his work and I watched in wonder as he drew carefully at the chain
in each of his hands, gauging and adjusting until at last he had two links touching, one protruding from
each of his fists, with the remainder of the chain, the middle part, piled beneath.

"Here. You. Give me a hand here!"

 Draco had been standing by all this time, watching in silence, and I could see from his face that he was
about to explode. I frowned at him, catching his eye, and shook my head warningly, indicating that he
should do as the centurion demanded. He knelt beside him, his face a study of disgust.

"What?"

 "Hold these links while I bind them together." He repeated his trick with the iron wire, binding the links
together strongly, and I still could not see the purpose behind this. The chain was far too long. It would
have been a simple matter to measure the length needed and shorten it. Draco thought the same thing.
"Why not just shorten the chain?" he asked.

"Ah!" said the centurion. "That's what I thought, too, at first. But then the Lord Seneca pointed out to me
what it was he wanted. Look closely at the join here. What's beneath it?"

"His feet."

 "That's right! Well done, lad! His feet. But they're not going to stay there, are they? We're going to ask
him to move them. Aren't we?" As he said this, he whipped a short, heavy hammer from the back of his
belt and rapped me painfully on the instep. I whipped my feet away, awkwardly, for I could hardly move,
and then watched in disbelief as he hammered two long nails into the floor of the cart and then
bludgeoned them over until they held the chain firmly in place directly beneath the point where my feet
had been. And then it became deadly clear what he had been doing as he shovelled the remaining pile of
chain directly beneath me, knocking my feet aside again with his hammer so that I would have fallen but
for the way I was bound.

 "We want to give him something to stand on, don't we? So he won't get splinters in his feet from these
rough boards. There you go, rebel. You're all set. Enjoy your journey."
Draco was staring open-mouthed, just beginning to grasp what had been done, but I was far ahead of
him. I would have to stand on these chains all the way to Londinium. My feet were sore already, thinking
of it.

 The entire villa staff turned out to see us leave, and they all stared solemnly and silently at the spectacle
of me chained erect and dirtier than any of them had ever seen me before. I kept my chin up and tried to
look at nobody directly. Luceiia was nowhere to be seen. How Caius had kept her out of sight and
hearing I had no idea.

 Caius came and looked at me and how I was bound, and his mouth tightened to a lipless line. Afraid he
might betray himself, I spat at him, playing my part and willing him to silence, and he shook his head in a
tiny gesture of furious disgust before walking to his own wagon.

 As the wagon-driver climbed into his seat and the cavalcade formed up, I looked around me for one last
time, raising my eyes to the forested hill in the middle distance. Its top shrouded in heavy, low-lying
cloud, it looked magnificent, and there was no sign that it held anything but forest. And because of the
furore my "capture" had caused, there was now no danger of its being detected for what it was. As I
gazed at it, a heavy drop of water landed on my face and it began to rain. Someone shouted a command
from the head of the line, and the entire cavalcade began to move out. My driver cracked his whip and
we took our place in the middle of the column, with Seneca's troops ahead of us and my own men falling
in behind. We left in a clatter of hooves and creaking of cart wheels, but nobody uttered a word. Not
even Seneca, whom I had expected to gloat.

 We had no sooner started to move than I discovered the true extent of my plight. As long as the road
was even, my position was bearable, at least in the beginning. On uneven surfaces, however, it was
impossible for me to keep my balance. The unevenness and hardness of the chains directly beneath my
feet was agony, and I had cause every second to regret that my legs were so dissimilar in length and
strength. I tried kicking the chains from beneath my feet, but they were nailed in place, so that even with
the pile of them pushed forward, the two straight lines from right and left cut cruelly into my soles. And
after a time, the pain of being unable to hold my arms straight down became unbearable and my muscles
screamed in agony. I began to fall, at least as far as my chains would permit me before pulling me up
short. My wrists bled and scabbed over and bled again from the jerking of my irons each time the cart
lurched enough to upset my balance.

It rained almost without let-up for the first two days and nights. I slept chained to my stake. I pissed
where I stood, unable to direct the flow, but I managed to restrain my bowels for two days. Some time
during the third day, dying in my own stink and pain, I lost consciousness.

 The pain in my wrists brought me awake again and I opened my eyes to find myself lying by the side of
the road, looking up at the damnable cart with its upright stake. It was not moving, and neither was I. I
was aware of someone holding my head, and of angry voices shouting somewhere close by. My stomach
spasmed and cramped and I vomited without the strength to turn my head. I felt myself being turned
over, quickly, and the motion brought a sullen dizziness that sent me spinning into blackness again.

 When I next opened my eyes, I was in a prison: a huge, stone, vaulted room with heavily barred doors
and only a hint of light coming through a tiny, barred window high up on one wall. I lay there amazed and
took my time looking around me, making no sudden moves. A cresset fluttered in an iron brazier above
my head, its flames jumping wildly in a breeze that must have come from the high window. I was alone in
the huge room. No other prisoners. I moved my arm stealthily, expecting to feel the tug of manacles, but
there was none. I was unbound.
 Slowly, for I was in no hurry to jump up, not knowing where I was or who my hosts might be, I
explored the place with my eyes and my hands. I was lying on a thin mattress on a stone bench. Directly
above my head, dangling towards me as though to mock, a set of manacles hung on rusted chains from a
great ring set into the wall. On the far side of the room, close by the barred doorway, a pile of
fresh-looking straw had been thrown on the floor. Beside it lay a metal bowl and a jug that looked as
though it might hold water. I saw more manacles hanging on the walls all around the room. Six more
cressets flickered and guttered, throwing fitful shadows on the walls. The rippling of their fluttering flames
was the only sound in the place. I sniffed deeply, searching for smells, and smelled only a lingering
unpleasantness that seemed ingrained in the walls — a mixture of unwashed bodies and the aromas they
produced.

 I raised myself cautiously onto one elbow and a wave of nausea swept me, making me shudder and grit
my teeth to keep my stomach in place. I fought the urge to retch as my eyes teared over, making my
vision swim. Grimly, I hung there and forced my rebellious body to submit to my will. I had been sick
enough, obviously, to have come to this place with no recollection of anything beyond that last stark
vision of the cart looming above me. I would be sick no more. At last, when the dizziness subsided, I was
able to turn my head. The stone bench I lay on ran the entire circumference of the room, except for the
wall the door was set into. It was a big room. I had no idea where I was, but I began to suspect that it
must be Londinium. I swung myself up to a sitting position with great, grunting effort and earned another
fit of weakness for my pains, this time accompanied by a pounding ache deep inside my skull. I
attempted to ease my legs off the side of the bench so that I could rest my back against the wall and they
fell off, almost overbalancing me with their sudden, uncontrollable weight. Fear flared in me like a
new-kindled fire. I was as weak as a baby!

 I sat there helplessly, drawing deep, ragged breaths, afraid to put myself to any further tests. I knew
without a doubt that if I attempted to stand up I would fall to the floor. My mind was racing uselessly,
trying to come to terms with this weakness, trying to close upon a reason for it, trying to reconstruct what
must have happened to me. It was hopeless, and I succeeded only in frightening myself further. I knew
only that if I was this weak, I must have been close to death. I forced myself to close my eyes and
breathe deeply and regularly, battling my panic and trying to rally my strength. And then I began to
cough. And once I started, I could not stop myself. The coughing racked me, harsh and painful, tearing at
my lungs and stomach muscles. I almost fell from the bench, stopping myself only by bracing my arms
against the edge of my seat. Great, gurgling globs of phlegm rattled in my chest and surged up in my
throat and I barely had the strength to spit, so that saliva dribbled from my chin. Eventually the spasms
weakened and died down and I sat there, uncaring, grateful only for the lessening of the torment.

"So, you're awake."

 The voice came from the doorway. I raised my head and peered to see who spoke, blinking my eyes to
clear my vision. It was a soldier, obviously one of the guards. A stranger. I tried to focus on his uniform,
searching for some clue to his identity, but I saw none. He wore the simple, unadorned leather harness of
the standard garrison trooper. I watched him as he crossed towards me, making no attempt to close the
door behind him. He stopped about two paces in front of me, looking down at me from what seemed to
be a great height. I licked my gummy lips and tried to speak, to ask him where I was. Nothing came out.
He curled his lip and sucked noisily at a morsel of food caught between his teeth. I waited.

 "You're a tough bird, for a rebel. We all thought you were dead, for sure. But you're too damn mean to
die, aren't you?" He expected no answer and waited for none. "Here." He turned and recrossed the room
to the door, picking up the jug and bringing it back to me. "Try drinking this."

I took the jug, and half full as it was, it was all I could do to raise it to my lips. It was wine and water
mixed, and it tasted like nectar. I sluiced it around my mouth and felt it cleanse me.

"That's enough! Don't want you puking all over the floor." He took the jug away from me again but
placed it on the floor where I could reach it. Now I could talk, I felt.

"Where am I?"

"Londinium. In the Imperial Prison, awaiting trial and hanging."

That was not cheering news. "Where are my friends?"

"What friends? You have none. Some of your guards have spent time down here with you, though.
You're a very valuable prisoner, it seems. They don't want to lose you. Not to sickness, and not to
Seneca's people."

"Is Seneca here? Why am I not chained?"

 "Not chained? Damnation, we're not barbarians! We don't chain corpses any longer. And no, Seneca's
not here. This is a prison, didn't you hear me? Seneca lives in a villa. Go to sleep while you can. Your
own guards will be back soon. They told me to call them if there was any sign of life about you. Are you
hungry?" I shook my head. "Well, there's food in the bowl over there if you are. I'll bring it over." He did
so, leaving it beside the water jug. "Sleep, rebel." His voice was not unkind. "It'll help you regain your
strength, now that you've come back to life. And don't even think about escaping. You couldn't walk
across this room."

He turned to leave and I stopped him. "How long have I been here?"

He made a face, shaking his head. "Don't know. You were here when I took over this duty. That's a
week ago. You'd been here for about a week before that."

 Two weeks! Where was Caius? What was going on here? I lay back on my pallet and tried to take his
advice, but I did not expect to sleep.

Next thing I knew, however, I was waking to find Draco looking down at me. Before I could open my
mouth in greeting, though, he turned to the two men with him and growled, "You were right. The
whoreson is alive. I didn't think he'd make it." To the man on his right he said, "Check him. Carefully.
Caius Britannicus will not thank you if you promise him an execution after all and then let this swine die."

 The man addressed, obviously a physician from his looks and dress, stepped forward and began to
palpate me, turning me over gently to reach the back of my rib-cage. His fingers on my skin were cold
and prodding and none too gentle. He finished his examination by laying his hand on my forehead and
then turning up my eyelids and peering into my eyes.

"Well?" Draco's voice was an ill-tempered growl. "What?"

The physician straightened up with a sigh. "He will live to die at your pleasure. But he is still extremely
weak. You should not try to move him for at least two days, and he must be well fed from this time on.
Hot broths and potions of strong herbs. I will bring the herbs."

"To Hades with your herbs. He won't need them."
 "He needs them! If you wish to have your trial and your execution and your general amusement with the
man, you will have to build his strength. Try to move him now, abuse him at all, and I will take no
responsibility. He should be dead already. He will be if you do not do as I say. Hot meat broths and
herbal potions. On your head be it, otherwise."

 Draco threw me a venomous look filled with such hatred that even I believed it. The physician glanced at
the other man who stood with them, a simple soldier, and then back to Draco. "Why do you hate this
man so much?" he asked.

"Hate him? The whoreson killed my wife. Get out, both of you. Out!"

 They left abruptly, and he stood above me, watching them until the gate of the cell closed heavily. I lay
and watched him, attempting no move while his eyes remained fixed on their departing backs. When he
was satisfied that they were gone, he stooped and picked up the drinking jug, bringing it to my lips and
supporting my head with his forearm. The water and wine mixture tasted as good as it had the first time I
tasted it. When I had drunk, he laid my head back gently on my paillasse.

"You hate hard, Draco," I said. "I didn't know you ever had a wife." My voice was behaving normally
now.

He half grinned and shrugged his shoulders. "Blame Britannicus. He has turned all of us into mummers."

"Mummers? Why? What has happened?"

 He moved and sat at my feet on the ledge that supported my mattress, leaning back against the wall and
fixing his eyes watchfully on the door in the far wall.

 "Lie still and keep your eyes closed, as though you were asleep again. But listen closely, I don't want to
speak too loudly. How much do you remember of the journey?"

"Rain," I said. "I remember rain and pain. That is all."

"That's all? You remember nothing after we cut you loose from the chains?"

 "Draco," I said, "I don't even remember that. The last thing I recall is lying on the roadside, looking up at
the cart and being sick. After that there is nothing until I woke up here."

 "Well, we thought we were going to lose you and we nearly had a war with Seneca's people. He almost
threw a fit when we started to take you out of the chains. He was going to kill me. Then Britannicus came
up and those two almost came to blows. Seneca tried to attack Britannicus, started to draw his sword."

"Against Britannicus? What happened? Was Caius hurt?"

"Nah!" He shook his head, his eyes still fixed on the doorway across from us. "I'll be back."

 He stood up and moved quickly across the large cell. I turned my head to watch him as he reached the
doorway and leaned close to the bars, checking that no one stood there listening. He came back and sat
again.

 "The officer. The regular commander. He stopped Seneca before he even got his sword out. Saved his
life. Grabbed him and wrestled with him. Threatened to have him in chains in your place if he didn't start
behaving like a Roman officer and a patrician. Marched him off under escort to his own place in the train
and apologized to Britannicus."

"You say 'saved his life.' How? Would Caius have beaten him to the thrust?"

Draco shook his head. "No. But I would. I was angry enough to kill him. I told you he was going for me
when Britannicus came along. I had my dagger out as soon as he turned on the old man. It would have
been between his ribs inside a heartbeat if the other officer, Tribune Vicere, hadn't jumped on him."

 "I see." I thought about that. I remembered the angry voices I had heard on regaining consciousness
there by the roadside. "So then what happened?"

"That's when we started play-acting. More to drink?"

 I shook my head and he helped himself to a mouthful of wine and water, and then I lay there and listened
intently as he told me the whole story.

 Draco had been true to his word, it seemed. He had watched me closely in my impossible situation,
braced upright as I was and unable to relax or defend myself against the onslaught of the incessant,
chilling rain for two days and a night. When I finally turned up my eyes into my head and collapsed
against the restraints that bound me, he had been less than three paces from me and had estimated
correctly that I was not going to recover this time. He had leaped up onto the bed of the cart immediately
and set about sawing through the leather belts that held me imprisoned, paying no heed to whether he
was being observed or not. As it turned out, his actions went unnoticed until the last leather strap gave
way, allowing me to sprawl in an unconscious heap on the bed of the cart, tethered only by the iron
shackles and chains around my wrists. It was the noise and the sight of my falling that finally attracted the
attention of the regular soldiers and brought Seneca, fuming with anger, down around Draco's neck.

 At first, he had ignored Seneca's ranting entirely. He had taken up a heavy maul from the bed of the cart
and set about hammering at the iron ring set into the side of the cart, through which my chains were
threaded. As soon as he had pounded it loose, he threw the maul across the cart to another of our men
on the opposite side, who set about loosening the second ring. It was this flagrant refusal to recognize his
presence and authority that snapped something inside of Seneca, and Draco might well have died then
and there had Caius not turned up to intervene. Seneca, however, was not to be gainsaid. He saw his
vengeance on me about to be thwarted and he was not prepared to let that happen. The second ring
gave way, Draco dragged me from the cart and lowered me to the ground by the roadside, Seneca
aimed a kick at him and Caius stepped between them. Seneca was deranged. He started to draw his
sword from its scabbard, apparently with every intention of attacking Caius, and he was leaped on at that
point by the officer in command, Vicere, who promptly placed him under restraint and had him removed
from the scene by an armed escort. It was during this angry confrontation that I had briefly regained
consciousness and been sick before passing out again.

 Marcellus Vicere, it seemed, was an honourable man with no hint of vindictiveness about him. Having
made the decision to place Seneca under arrest, at least temporarily, he was able to look objectively at
my situation and consider it from the viewpoint of Caius, who was adamant that I must survive the
journey in a condition to stand trial for my crimes before a military tribunal. He called a halt to the
progress of the train and allowed his physician to examine me. But he was too late. The physician had
been unable to recall me to consciousness and a high fever had set in. All that they could do was keep
me warm and reasonably comfortable for the rest of the journey and hope that I would survive the
passage.
 Two nights later, while the party was encamped, another of our men, by the pure good fortune of being
in the right place at the wrong time, was able to interrupt an* attempt on my life. He had come off picket
duty and passed by the tent where I was being held just in time to see a muffled figure slip furtively
through the tent opening. He investigated and found the intruder in the act of trying to smother me. They
struggled and the interloper managed to escape. The soldier who should have been guarding me was
nowhere to be found, and was not seen again; a thorough search of the surrounding area next morning
yielded no sign of him, so it was concluded that he had been the unsuccessful assassin.

Everybody knew who had suborned the man, but there was not a shred of evidence to support the
knowledge, nor a hint of proof.

From that time onwards, however, it was the retainers of Caius Britannicus who stood guard over me.
Caius had told his men that they should appear, to all men and at all times, to hate me virulently, so that
only their own loyalty to Caius kept them from killing me themselves.

 I survived my fever and lung congestion, and they brought me here to this prison, where I had struggled
against the sickness now for two weeks. Caius had been almost distraught with apprehension lest I
should die, and had detailed his men so that at least one of them was always on duty, watching over me,
even though the danger from Seneca seemed safely past now that we were in Londinium and I was an
official prisoner of the Empire.

 When Draco had finished his story there was silence between us for a few moments, and I found my
eyelids drooping in spite of any effort I made to stop them. He told me to sleep, that he would still be
there when I awoke, and I slept.

 Some time later, I have no idea how long, I awoke to hear him arguing with someone, although I could
not make out what was being said. Finally, I heard his footsteps returning and heard him muttering
ill-naturedly about a waste of good food and drink on an unnatural whoreson. I lay with my eyes closed
and waited patiently for him to "rouse" me. He did. We were alone again.

 "Here, Commander, drink this. It'll set you up." He was holding a steaming bowl of beef broth with
herbs and spices in it, and at the first sip of it, the saliva squirted from beneath my tongue. I was
ravenous. When it was all gone, I felt much better, stronger already.

"I'll get you some more later. How do you feel?"

"Better," I said. "Have you sent word to General Britannicus that I am recovering?"

 He nodded. "Aye, but he won't have received it yet. He rode out with the Regent, Stilicho, this morning,
and has not returned."

"Stilicho?Stilicho is here?"

 Draco grinned. "Aye, Commander, Stilicho is here. Here, there and everywhere. He has not spent two
days in Londinium, they tell me, since he landed in Britain nigh on a month ago. General Britannicus
waited for over a week for him to return. Stilicho came back four days ago, and the General was only
able to gain audience with him this morning. He went to wait on the Consul shortly after daybreak, was
cloistered with him for three full hours and then rode off with him to the south. I know not where they
went, nor when they'll be back."

I thought about that for a time. "Good," I decided eventually. "The longer they remain absent, the
stronger I shall grow." Another thought occurred to me, and I posed the question to him as soon as it
formed in my mind. "What about my case? Do you hear anything of it?"

 He grinned again and shook his head. "No, Commander. Nobody talks about you. You are not the most
famed brigand of the ages. Few people know you are here, apart from ourselves and Seneca's people.
And Stilicho, now, I suppose."

I looked around the huge cell. "Why am I alone here? Do you know?"

 "Aye, I know. When Stilicho arrived this place was full. He emptied it. Tried everyone, hanged most of
them and let the others go free. No one else seems disposed to try his hospitality."

A cold shadow seemed to pass across me, chilling me again momentarily. "What is he like, Draco, this
Stilicho? Have you seen him?"

 He shook his head. "Nah. He's the Emperor's Regent, Commander. Ordinary people like us never see
the likes of him, even from a distance. But that's acceptable. I hope never to see him, or the Emperor. It
would only remind me of how I resent the riches of others."

I found the strength to smile at his little joke. "Now," I asked him. "What happens now? Will Caius come
here, do you think?"

 "Be sure of it, Commander. His orders were clear. He was to be informed of your condition the moment
you showed signs of regaining consciousness. From that time on, no less than two of us are to be on duty
at all times for your protection."

"Two, plus the regulars outside?"

"Aye, for the time being."

 I moved to sit up, but I still felt very weak. I knew that the best thing I could do for myself now was to
rest until my next hot meal came, to conserve my energies and build up my strength. I thanked Draco for
his kindness and begged him to allow me to rest.

XIII



 Draco was wrong. Caius did not come to see me. Now that I had regained consciousness, however, my
recovery was a quick one. I gained strength by the hour, helped by the nourishing broths and eventually
by the solid, wholesome food that Draco and the others made such a show of begrudging me. I knew
that Caius had returned to Londinium with Stilicho late on that first evening, because he sent word to me
that he was back and happy to hear that I was better, but he did not come himself. The following day,
Draco brought me a letter written in Caius's familiar hand. I read it immediately, sitting up on my bench
now without effort. It was terse and unsigned.

 Irejoice that you are better and improving rapidly. You frightened all of us for a while. I may not
come to you; the dangers are too great. Be assured that I have not been idle on your behalf. Much
has been done. More remains to be done. You will be brought to trial soon. Have no fears. This
travesty will soon be dealt with and forgotten by all of us. Rufinus is dead. Your enemy has no
friends in the Empire now. Do not be tempted to keep this. Give it back to the messenger to return
to me.

I read the missive three times before re-rolling it and handing it back to Draco. "What dangers are too
great?" I asked him.

He shrugged. "Seneca's the danger. He has men everywhere. If Caius Britannicus were to visit you, it
would be reported, and that would do no one any good. Seneca's completely fooled, we think. He has
no idea of how we really feel about you. He believes that you really are the rebel we said you are."

"So? I can understand that. But who is Rufinus? I know the name but cannot place it with a face or a
position."

"Regent in the East as Stilicho is in the West."

 As soon as he said the words, I remembered. Picus had told us in a letter how Theodosius had split the
guarding of his twin sons between his two finest commanders, Flavius Stilicho and Flavius Rufinus. Divide
and conquer. While each of them lived, there could be little danger of the other usurping the children's
thrones.

I pondered that one. "What has that to do with Seneca?"

 Draco grinned and shrugged his shoulders. "Nothing, and everything. Seneca was a spy for Rufinus, it
seems. Set to keep watch on Stilicho. Now Rufinus is dead."

I gaped at him. "How do you know that?"

 He grinned. "The General told me. Stilicho told him." I was not the only one of Cay's veterans who still
referred to him as "the General."

"Stilicho knew? And did nothing?"

"Couldn't. Devious reasons, I'm told. Too many people could be hurt if he did anything. So he put up
with it. And with Seneca."

"Britannicus told you this? To tell me?"

"Why else? None of my affair."

"How did Rufinus die?"

Draco made a face and shook his head, indicating ignorance and indifference.

"And Seneca knows nothing of this?"

"Nothing. Only Stilicho knows. And Britannicus, and me, and now you."

 I was mystified. "Why would he tell me this? I am to be tried soon. How soon? Do you know?" He
shook his head. "Does Caius Britannicus know?" Again a head shake. I tutted in frustration and waved
him away, and he left me alone to practise walking and struggle with my thoughts, which were far from
tranquil.
 Two days later I was awakened by my regular guards and told that I was to be indicted before a military
tribunal that same morning. They hauled me upright, bound me with walking chains around my ankles and
shackled my hands behind my back. I was almost sick with terror, and more than aware of the weakness
in my legs, as they marched me out of my cell and up a long and winding stairway, where I teetered
insecurely alongside the vertiginous depths of the stairwell. A long passageway at the top of the stairs led
to an inner courtyard, and the brightness of the morning sun blinded me after the gloom and darkness I
had become used to. But even as we walked, I felt myself grow stronger, and soon I was stepping
almost normally for me, feeling the tug of the chains and hearing their metallic rattle at every step I took.
The dazzle left my eyes and I began to see again, and the first thing I saw was my own filth-encrusted
tunic; and then, out in the brightness and the clean air, I smelled my own stink and it was almost enough
to make me retch. The tribunal, I thought bitterly, would really be impressed by my appearance.

 I had a surprise in store, however, for my guards led me directly to a bath house where they undid my
chains and stripped me and let me bathe in cold water. When I had finished, they threw me a bundle of
clothes that were clean, compared to those I had discarded. None of the six men escorting me spoke or
took his eyes from me for a moment. When I was dressed, they chained me again and we continued our
journey towards the central complex of the military headquarters buildings. With the wash and the change
of clothes, I felt better than I had in weeks, and I began to tell myself that I could feel confident in Caius's
judgment. But I was difficult to convince.

 There was no doubt that the Imperial Presence was here in Londinium. Even in the alleys and rear
passageways of the buildings there were Imperial Household Troops everywhere. Security was absolute.
My escort passed me through a series of checkpoints, each progressively more thorough, until we
entered one building and found ourselves in an anteroom of some kind, where my six guards handed me
over formally to a centurion and two Household Troopers, all resplendent in the crimson and sky-blue
uniforms of the Emperor's personal guard. The two troopers flanked me, and we proceeded along
another dark passageway, which came to an abrupt end at a heavy door. My guards stepped closer to
me here, each holding an arm as the centurion opened the door and led us through.

 We were in the tribunal, a large room shaped like an amphitheatre and lined with stepped seats arranged
in a horseshoe, all facing a dais at the end of which sat a long table and three high-backed chairs. Every
head in the room turned to look at me as I stepped through the doorway. There must have been fifty
officers present, all in full-dress uniform, each of them holding his helmet formally in the crook of his left
arm. The assembled tribunes of the seat of power in the province of South Britain. At first, the faces were
all the same, indistinguishable one from the other, but then a few of them, the older faces, started to
become familiar. At the front, seated beside the open space reserved for me directly in front of the dais,
sat Caius Britannicus and Caesarius Claudius Seneca. As my eyes focused on Seneca, a wave of hatred
and loathing swept completely over me, making me lose all awareness of who and where I was.
Strangely, the sight of Caius had no effect on me at all, not even one of relief.

 My escort tugged me forward and I moved to the front of the room, my chains noisy in the utter silence.
I ignored the faces around me — their arrogance, curiosity, hostility and disdain — and forced myself to
look only straight ahead, fixing my eyes on a spot on the wall ahead of me. Aware of the figure I must
have presented in my prison clothes, I braced my shoulders and stood as tall as I was able.

 They must have been waiting and watching, for as soon as I had come to a standstill in front of the dais,
a door opened in the wall behind it and a group of brilliantly dressed senior tribunes entered and made
their way up onto the rostrum. I found myself face to face with Flavius Stilicho, Commander-in-Chief of
the armies of Imperial Rome, and now Regent to the young Emperor Honorius.

There was no mistaking him, in spite of the fact that his dress was identical to that of his companions. I
suddenly remembered Caius remarking, years before, that dress has a way of fading to insignificance
under the aura of the truly great men of any age, and this man's entire demeanour stamped him as unique.
We had been talking about greatness, and Caius had said that men of destiny carry about them the
pristine qualities of the great predators they frequently resemble. Here was living proof of that.
Theodosius had carried himself with the bearing of a great tiger-cat. Julius Caesar is always portrayed
with the aspect of an eagle. Flavius Stilicho was a Vandal hawk. The image sprang immediately into my
mind on seeing him. He was compactly built, giving an impression of great strength and agility, and his
bare forearms were thick, roped with heavy, clearly defined muscles. His face was lean and saturnine,
with huge, dark, almost black eyes. His mouth was small and clear-lined, the lips firm and full above a
strong, dimpled chin. His face was dominated by a small, savagely hooked nose. That nose, in fact,
dominated his whole appearance, with his eyes and his broad, high, unlined forehead. In spite of his
youth, for he was only twenty-nine at this time, his hair had begun receding from his temples, leaving a
pointed peak at the centre of his brow, and even from where I stood below him, looking upwards
uncomfortably at his eminence, I could see the intellect that lay behind that brow and blazed through his
dark eyes.

 The group of seven arranged themselves so that four remained standing, arms folded on their breasts,
behind the three chairs. Stilicho stepped forward and took the central chair, flanked by the remaining two
tribunes. But he did not sit. His eyes swept downward to where I stood below him, and I saw something
stir in their depths, although I could not have described what it was. He looked at me, deep and long, his
eyes now expressionless, and then he moved his gaze around the tribunal, ending with Seneca and Caius.
There was not a sound in the great room. When he finally sat, everyone else sat, too, except me, my
guards and the four standing tribunes on the dais behind him. Stilicho pursed his lips and then spoke,
addressing the room at large.

 "This is a military tribunal; as Commander-in-Chief, I sit in judgment. This is also a civil tribunal; as
Regent of his Imperial Majesty, Honorius, I sit in judgment. The matters before this body today are
complex and involve both military and civil questions. The prisoner before us stands accused of serious
crimes." He looked down at the parchment he had been holding and unrolled it. "I shall enumerate them.

 "One: It is alleged by Caesarius Claudius Seneca that the prisoner, unknown to him by name, did
fourteen years ago, in the company of another man, also unknown to the complainant, commit an
unprovoked assault upon Claudius Seneca in a publicmansio, while Claudius Seneca was engaged upon
the private business of Valentinian, then Emperor. In the course of that assault it is alleged that the
prisoner broke the complainant's nose and mutilated his body by carving a letter V upon his chest.

 "Two: It is alleged by Caesarius Claudius Seneca that the prisoner, whose name was still unknown to the
complainant, was recognized in the town of Aquae Sulis two years later and ordered to surrender himself
to Quinctus Nesca, uncle of the complainant and a magistrate of this province. The allegation states
further that in trying to avoid capture on the pre-stated charge, the prisoner brought about the deaths of
two of Quinctus Nesca's retainers and murdered the magistrate himself, by strangulation, during the night
that followed.

 "Three: It is alleged by Caesarius Claudius Seneca that upon his arrival at the home of Caius Britannicus,
former Proconsul of Numidia, and Senator of Rome, he found the prisoner, under the name of Vulcan,
being held by the Proconsul prior to being brought here to Londinium to stand trial on charges of
brigandage and armed rebellion." He stopped and looked up, nodding towards Caius. "Senator Caius
Britannicus is present here. Those are the charges as delivered to this tribunal. Are there any comments?"

 "Yes, my Lord Regent!" Seneca was on his feet, his face slightly flushed, an arrogant sneer on his lips. "It
is a minor matter, but one that requires clarification. You neglected to state in your reading that Senator
Britannicus sustains the charges."

 Stilicho gazed at him in silence for long seconds before replying, his face devoid of expression. "I
neglected nothing, Senator Seneca." He looked down briefly, hesitated, and looked up again. "No, that is
not quite true, although the neglect has no bearing on the matters before us. I neglected to mention before
the start of these proceedings that I have been informed of the sudden death of the Regent of the Eastern
Empire, Flavius Rufinus. He will be missed."

 There was a concerted hiss of indrawn breath at this and I turned my head quickly to see the effect of
the announcement on Seneca. I was delighted to see the blood drain visibly from his face, and I began to
feel more sanguine about the outcome of all of this, although I was still mystified. Stilicho ignored the
effect of his announcement on Seneca and continued speaking, his voice clear and crystalline, ringing
throughout the tribunal.

 "As the personal representative and Regent of the Emperor Honorius, I am entitled, should I so elect, to
decide these matters at my sole discretion and announce my judgment. I have chosen not to do so for a
number of reasons. I appointed the Legates Larrens and Titanius, here present, to assist me in compiling
and assessing the evidence and testimony we could amass concerning these charges, some of which are
very old. We have been engaged in that pursuit for the past forty-eight hours. Our joint findings are as
follows."

 He fell silent for a moment, staring intently at the document he still held open in front of him, and then he
raised his head and spoke again into the silence. "In the matter of the assault, fourteen years ago, the
Legate Larrens has led the investigation. Legate?"

 Larrens rose to his feet and, to my utter amazement, proceeded to detail testimony offered and formally
attested to by Plautus regarding the details of the assault and the provocation leading up to it. Seneca
stood through all of it as though carved from stone. When Larrens had finished his recital, Stilicho stared
stern-faced at Seneca.

"Now," he said, "there is one other piece of testimony that this tribunal does not have, but it is my
understanding that it can be produced within days if Senator Seneca so desires."

I found myself holding my breath, wondering what this could be as I waited for him to continue. He did,
his eyes unwavering on Seneca.

 "The owner of themansio, his wife and his two sons still live there. There is little doubt in the minds of
this tribunal that they will recall the excitement of the events under discussion here. Senator Seneca, is it
your wish that they be summoned heresubpoena?"

 The silence in the room was total. Seneca's face was ashen. Finally, after a lengthy silence, he jerked his
head in a negative. "No!" He swallowed visibly and with difficulty. "I will... accept the ruling of the
tribunal."

 "So be it. This tribunal finds the prisoner innocent of any criminality in this matter. The assault he
committed was justifiable and provoked. Now, in the matter of the murder of the magistrate Quinctus
Nesca. Legate Titanius?"

 My legs almost gave way with relief! As I struggled to keep my breathing normal, the Legate Titanius
rose to his feet and detailed the meticulous testimony of the witnesses we had brought from home
concerning the affair in Aquae Sulis. When he had finished and sat down again, Stilicho looked around
the room and spoke again.

 "Bear in mind, everyone here, that this manhunt for the prisoner was unjustifiable... No punishable crime
had been committed by him. In the year that followed the original assault, however, the prisoner
undertook a journey to the west, to be married. In the course of that journey, he survived three attempts
upon his life, all made by the same group of hired assassins. On the last of these occasions, the prisoner
captured one of these men alive and handed him over to the military authorities in Alchester. The
assassin, before he was hanged, made a full confession. He confessed to being in the paid employ of
Quinctus Nesca, who had offered a large reward in gold for the head of a man — any man — fitting the
prisoner's description. The officer who took that confession is stationed now in the north of the province,
at Arboricum. Senator Seneca, do you wish this tribunal to order the recall of that officer for questioning
before we pass judgment on this matter?"

Again the terrible, afflicted silence before a jerked, negative headshake and a whispered "No."

 "So let it be. It is the judgment of this tribunal that the prisoner, Publius Varrus, is innocent of complicity
in the murder of Quinctus Nesca. This tribunal also finds the prisoner justified in taking the lives of
Nesca's two employees in the protection of his own."

He paused. "Now, in the matter of armed rebellion and banditry." He looked directly at me. "Senator
Caius Britannicus will address this tribunal."

Caius rose to his feet, and my guards made no move to check me as I turned my head to look at him.

"Explain the circumstances of your arrest of this man Varrus on these charges." Stilicho's voice was
devoid of emphasis.

 Caius looked around at the assembled officers, at me, and then at Seneca, before returning his eyes to
Stilicho and his two legates. "The charges are specious, my Lord Regent," he said. "They are totally
without substance. I fabricated them an hour before the arrival of Claudius Seneca." I knew that Caius
had purposely avoided the use of Seneca's senatorial rank. "I had received warning of his imminent
arrival, and I knew all the circumstances relating to his hatred for this man, my friend, Publius Varrus. I
conceived the subterfuge of bringing Varrus to Londinium under guard as the only means at my disposal
of guaranteeing his life."

I could feel Seneca's eyes on me, the hatred in his gaze stinging my skin like acid.

Stilicho spoke again. "How long have you known the prisoner, Senator?"

"For almost three decades, my Lord Regent."

"And you have found him honourable in all that time?"

"Completely."

"To what extent?"

 Caius looked at me before continuing and then turned back to the rostrum. "Publius Varrus served with
me as a centurion before the first attack on the Wall, my Lord Regent. In the aftermath of the Invasion, I
elevated him to the rank of tribune for his conduct in the field. He received the wound that crippled him
towards the close of the campaign conducted by the Emperor Theodosius against the invaders, and was
responsible for saving my life on that occasion, when we were ambushed in the high mountains. In all the
time that I have known him, he has consistently behaved with honour, loyalty, integrity and all of the finest
attributes of what we are proud to call the Roman Way."

 "Thank you, Proconsul." Caius sat down as Stilicho rose to his feet and banged his ivory baton on the
rostrum. "Let all men present hear. In the name of Honorius, Emperor, this tribunal declares the accused,
Publius Varrus, innocent of all charges and exonerated completely in the eyes of God and man. So let it
be. Strike off the prisoner's chains and see that he is fed and bathed and dressed as befits his rank and
the injustices done him. This tribunal is adjourned. Tribune Seneca! My quarters, please. Immediately."

 As conversations broke out all around, I stood there alone and knew beyond a doubt that all of the
enemies Caius had ever made, combined, could not add up to one-tenth of the hatred he had earned that
day from Caesarius Claudius Seneca. Until that day, Seneca's obsession with me had, it seemed, been
the driving impetus of his life, apart from making money. But now he had another focus for his hatred.
Caius Britannicus. And I felt heavily in my guts that Claudius Seneca had ample capacity for double
hatred.

XIV



 Even as the shackles fell away from my wrists and ankles, I was sick and shaking inside. I had lived
twenty-one days, I estimated, chained either in a cage or in a cell, and the knowledge that the whole
exercise was a ruse had given me no shred of comfort. None at all. It was a soul-shattering experience,
and at the end, as I stood in front of that tribunal under guard and heard the charges being read by
Stilicho, I really believed that I was doomed. The charges sounded very black, and I was quite
convinced that Seneca had succeeded in getting rid of me after fourteen years. When I heard the verdict
of exoneration on all counts, I thought that I would swoon, or vomit, or both; there was a roaring in my
ears, and afterwards I saw no face nor heard any of the words addressed to me.

 They took me to a smithy and struck off my chains, and they took me to a bath house and washed and
steamed and scrubbed away the filth of three weeks, and they took me to an officers' dining room and
made me eat, and all the time they talked to me and I to them, but nothing registered. In my mind, in my
soul, I had been robbed of my humanity.

 I found redemption waiting for me, however, when I awoke the following morning. Catharsis, that
abstract purging of the soul, is normally effected through the skills of tragedians and dramatists working
on the emotions of their listeners. In my case, however, it was embodied by Plautus. I opened my eyes to
find him leaning lazily against the doorpost of my sleeping cubicle with his arms folded on his chest as he
watched me. I blinked once at him and he said, "You always were an ugly whoreson, Varrus, but now
you're getting lazy, too. D'you intend to lie sweating in that pit of fleas all day?" I sat up, swung my legs to
the floor and smiled at him with my whole being, and I felt good!

A half hour later we sat together in the refectory, sizing each other up again, oblivious to the comings and
goings of the officers all around us.

 "So," I asked him, "how are you finding this posting? You are in high company, with all these imperial
troops around."

He frowned and spoke in a deep, growling tone. "What d'you mean, in good company? Are you
mocking me? What posting? Look at me, for God's sake! I'm a civilian! I'm out!"
"Out?" I had noticed his civilian garb but had presumed him to be merely off duty, knowing he would
never voluntarily present himself in staff officers' territory in uniform. "What do you mean, out? You can't
be! You've another five to go."

"No." He shook his head. "Thirty-five years. That's maximum. I'm fifty-three years old."

I stared at him in astonishment. "Good God, Plautus, I had no idea! Why didn't you let me know? You
knew how to find me. If it hadn't been for that warning you sent me I'd probably be dead now. I would
have walked right out to meet that ill-gotten swine Seneca and he'd have had my balls on a platter within
minutes."

He dismissed that with a wave of his hand. "Forget it." He was saying nothing else, and very obviously.

"You didn't answer me. Why didn't you let me know you were out?"

 The bitter tone of his voice told me even more than his words. "What good would that have done? What
was there to tell you? That I was finished? Out to pasture? That the army has no further use for me? That
I'm too old to contribute any more? No, I just got out and decided to stay here for a while — until it's
over."

 "Until what's over? Your life?" I gazed at him in disbelief, surprised by a side of him I had never
suspected. "Plautus," I said, "I've seen opinions more valid than that floating in the latrines! What are you
doing now?"

He sniffed. "Remember the gold you gave me? Well, it came in useful, after all. I used it to buy a tavern
here, with another fellow who got out at the same time as me."

"A tavern?" I was surprised, and happy for him. "Is it going well? Are you enjoying it?"

 "It's a sewer, like all the others." He threw me a look of disgust. "I used to say if I ever owned a tavern
I'd hold it off-limits to civilians. Well, I've discovered you can't do that. You can't exist outside the army
without relying on civilians for everything, because the minute you walk out through those gates for the
last time, out of uniform, you're one of them. You still talk like a grunt, and you think and act like a grunt,
but you're a civilian. End of story, end of the good life."

 What I was hearing was really upsetting me. I did not know what to say to him, other than the obvious.
"But what about the Colony, Plautus? You belong there. You were there at the start of it, at my
wedding."

"Aye, and if I'd gone there five years ago instead of re-enlisting, that would have been fine. It's too late
now."

I snapped at him, irritated. "Horse turds, Plautus! What are you talking about?"

He cut me off with a slash of his hand. "There's no point in arguing, Varrus. It's there, isn't it? The army's
not stupid! The army knows what it's doing. The army gets every scrap of value out of a man while he's
got something to contribute; then, when he's no more use at all, when they've sucked him dry of every bit
of value, he's out, finished! That's a fact of military life! If you're useless, you're out, and if you're out,
you're useless."
 "Well, you stupid..." I stopped in exasperation, looking around to make sure we were completely alone
and could not be overheard. "Plautus, I've known you for a lot of years and I thought I knew all your
faults. I know you're a lecherous, bad-tempered, foul-mouthed son of a whore who'd rather fight than
fornicate and who'll say 'drink' instead of 'think' every chance he gets, but I never took you for the fool
you sound like now. 'The army's not stupid! The army knows what it's doing.' Since when, in the name of
the sweet Christ? What kind of puke is that? The army's the biggest mess in the Empire. You've always
known that. There aren't enough brains among the entire High Command to plan a route march from one
end of a straight road to the other. If the army ever knew what it was doing there would be no need for
half of it! So what's this stuff that you're bleating up like a sick sheep? You're feeling sorry for yourself,
that's your whole problem!"

 He was gazing at me wide-eyed, taken aback by my vehemence. I charged ahead, allowing him no time
to recover his tongue. "You want something worthwhile to do? I'll give you something that's worthwhile!"
I cautiously let my voice drop to a confidential tone. "I've got an army of my own at home, crying out for
some decent training. It's a small army, but it's getting bigger every day. We're inventing our own
techniques, trying out new ideas that have never been tackled before, and we haven't got one piece of
dead wood in the entire chain of command! I've got recruits who have never heard of soldiers'rights.
They're building fortified camps and marching and drilling the way the legions used to do it a thousand
years ago, and they think that's what being a soldier is all about! You think I don't need the kind of help
you can provide? You think I can't use your experience? You really think you're that old? That far past
being useful?" I stopped and glared at him. He stared at me, speechless.

 "Here's something for you to think about, Plautus. We'll be leaving for home in a couple of days. We
don't use money in the Colony. We don't need it. Neither do you. You don't seem to be too happy as a
tavern-keeper, so think about this. Why not give your tavern to your partner and come back with us? I'll
put you to work so fast you won't have time to think about feeling old or useless."

He stared at me, and as I watched his eyes, I saw hope starting to glimmer there.

"You mean that, Varrus?"

 I shook my head pityingly. "If you even have to ask that, you talking rectum, you're even further gone
than I thought. What d'you say? Do we have aprimus pilus?"

 He nodded, very slowly, and then a great grin crept across his face and murdered years. "You can bet
your balls on it, Publius Varrus. You havea primus pilus." His excitement was growing visibly now with
every heartbeat. "By the testicles of Ptolemy! When do we leave?"

 I smiled, content. "I don't really know. Tomorrow — the next day. It will be soon. Caius will know. He
has some things to arrange with Stilicho's people. I remember him saying something about it last night. As
soon as it's done, we'll be leaving. Are you sure, now, that you want to come? No regrets about your
tavern?"

 He leaned across the table and grasped my wrist, and I was deeply moved to see tears standing in his
eyes. "No regrets, my friend, no regrets. Not ever. Life's too short." He stopped, his eyes crinkling.
"Dindo, my partner, will get the runs when I tell him. He won't believe me. He'll think I've lost my grip.
He loves the business, but the money was mine. He does most of the work. When I tell him it's all his,
he'll shit! Come with me now. Let's tell him. I can't wait to see his face."

I grinned and finished my fruit juice. "Fine, I've got nothing else to do. Let's go and tell him."
Later that same afternoon, Caius came to visit me and we talked for hours, mainly about everything that
had happened over the previous weeks and my illness. Naturally enough, the talk soon got around to
Stilicho, and I wanted to know everything about him, too.

"How did you find him?" I asked Caius. "Was it difficult to gain an audience?"

 He grinned. "No," he said, "quite the contrary. He sent for me as soon as he received my first
communication."

"And?"

"He made me welcome."

"Is that all you're going to tell me? He made you welcome? How? What did he say to you? What did
you say to him?"

 Caius affected boredom, drawing his palms languidly down his face. "Well, if you really want to know, I
suppose I shall just have to try to remember." He drew his brows together. "But there's no time for that
now. He wants to talk to you this afternoon. He has a meeting with his senior officers that is going on
right now, and he wants us to meet with him afterwards."

"Meet with him? Where?"

"In his quarters. Where else?"

I felt my eyebrows rise high on my forehead. "Who else will be there?"

"I don't know. Picus, I suppose. Yourself, and me. Perhaps a few others. It is not a formal occasion.
You'll like him — Stilicho, I mean."

"I like him now. I loved him when he handed down his verdict yesterday."

Caius smiled. "So did I, I have to admit."

I felt my eyes widening. "You mean it surprised you? You didn't really know what his judgment would
be?"

Again the smile. "No, I confess I did not, although I suspected what it would be and would, in fact, have
wagered on it. But I did not really know it for a certainty."

 I said nothing as Caius went on to tell me about his first meeting with Stilicho, when he had broached the
subject of my presence in Londinium and the crimes with which Seneca was charging me. He had
received the unmistakable impression, he said, that Stilicho was none too fond of Seneca, although the
Regent had said nothing overt on that subject. When he had eventually gone on to tell Stilicho of my true
identity, Caius had been astounded to find that Stilicho knew me well by reputation, thanks to Picus.

 Caius had warmed to Stilicho immediately on meeting him, and the attraction had been mutual. Caius
had outlined my case in great detail and Stilicho had taken it upon himself to assign his two most trusted
assistants to the gathering of information and evidence in preparation for my trial. It was Stilicho who had
insisted on maintaining the subterfuge that kept Seneca unaware of my true relationship to the rest of my "
accusers." Caius had suspected that Stilicho intended to make Seneca sweat, but he had not thought fit to
voice his thoughts on the matter.

 By the time Caius had finished telling me all of this, it was time to make our way to Stilicho's quarters,
and again I was aware of the might of Imperial Rome, evidenced by the security and the pomp and
dignity surrounding our simple visit at his own invitation.

 Our final approach to the inner sanctum of the Imperial Regent and Legate Commanding the Province of
Britain was made along a hall floored in marble that echoed with the sound of our own footsteps and the
hobnailed tramp of the trio that escorted us, one ahead of us and one on either side. Twenty-five guards
stood at attention on each side of this hallway, spaced three paces apart and resplendent in dress
uniforms of imperial scarlet cloaks and plumes, sky-blue tunics and bronzed armour. The massive doors
at the end of the hallway were screened by another quintet of sentries, shoulder to shoulder. We were
passed through these portals and into the presence of the most powerful man I had ever faced in person.

 Inside, the enormous room was bright and opulent, brilliant with fresh-cut flowers, which surprised me
greatly, and heavily scented with their mingled fragrances. I immediately sought the reason for the
brightness and saw that great windows filled with tinted glass of many hues allowed the sunlight easy
access to the rooms. These were first impressions, instantaneously formed and then disregarded as I
found myself subjected to the concerted gaze of a group of magnificently dressed officers clustered
around a large table close by the windows. I counted seven of them at first glance, but lost awareness of
the lesser six immediately as my eyes singled out the man we had come to see: Flavius Stilicho,
Commander-in-Chief of the armies of Imperial Rome, Regent to the young Emperor Honorius.

 Silence had fallen as Caius and I stepped through the doors. The centurion who had led us in saluted
smartly, turned on his heel and left us standing there. Stilicho acknowledged our presence with a
courteous nod, held up two fingers asking our indulgence for a few moments more and continued with his
officers, asking them quietly if he had made himself clear? As a man, they stiffened to attention and
assured him that he had, and he nodded pleasantly again, indicating that their conference was over. They
saluted him, turned and trooped past us to the doors, each of them finding occasion to look at me and
take his measure of me in his own way.

 Before the doors had closed behind them, Stilicho was crossing the floor towards me, his great
hawk-like eyes upon me alone. I stood rigid, suddenly wondering what the correct mode of address
would be to one who held all the power, but not the name, of Emperor. It had not even occurred to me
to ask Caius what to call him, face to face like this. He stopped directly in front of me and stared at me,
an expression of — what was it? — it seemed like mockery in his eyes. He said nothing, and apart from
his approach he made no move to greet me. Flustered and uncomfortable, I cleared my throat nervously
and bowed to him, searching frantically for polite words that would not leave me looking or sounding like
a fool.

 "Eminence," I said, "I must beg pardon of you, for I have no knowledge of the protocols involved here. I
had not expected to be received so personally and, frankly, I had relied upon watching others for
example."

His mouth quirked slightly, the merest tic at one corner, and he slowly extended his right hand to me.
The imperial seal was enormous on his ring finger. I stooped to kiss it.

"No! It is to shake, not to kiss."

Astonished, I shook with him, feeling the supple strength of his fingers on my wrist. He brought his left
hand to my elbow, making the double clasp, and I was even more astounded. Nor did he release me, but
instead he leaned close and gazed into my eyes, that same unusual look still in his own.

"I wonder if you can know, Publius Varrus, how rare it is for me to meet a man for the first time and
know that I can trust him and his honour unconditionally? Believe me, it is rare indeed. And now I have
had the pleasure of doing so twice in as many weeks."

I blinked at him. "Eminence?"

"Eminence!" He smiled and his whole face underwent a total metamorphosis: humour was there,
understanding,

 and an openness I knew instinctively was shown to very few. "Even the term sounds alien on your
tongue! Eminence! Call me General. It is what I am, a plain soldier like you and like your friend here, and
his son."

"Picus."

"Aye, Picus Britannicus." He switched his gaze to Caius. "He is the sunlight of my stormy days." The
dark eyes came back to me. "He has told me much about you."

 I felt a glow of pride for Caius, and knew that it was nothing compared to the pride he himself must be
feeling for his son. "He serves you well then, General?"

 "Serves me well? Aye, I suppose you might say that. I trust him with my life and with the Emperor's. He
is my finest commander of horse and my closest friend." He turned and indicated a large, ornately carved
folding screen behind him on my left. "Come, we may sit back here in private. I have made time for you
because there is much I want to discuss. We can drink some wine while we converse, but I do have calls
to make. You can come with me, if you wish, if the time comes for them before we finish talking."

 We went behind the screen to a comfortably carpeted and furnishedcubiculum where he himself poured
wine from a silver ewer. As he poured and served us, he continued speaking. "Senator Britannicus, I am
being frank with you and I expect no less of you in return. I have had years of frankness from your son,
and I've grown used to the oases of refreshment and common sense he serves up to me daily." He seated
himself and gestured with his cup in a silent toast before taking a sip. I tasted my own. It was as excellent
as one would expect from an imperial ewer. He cocked his head slightly to the side. "I want to talk about
your Colony, but you should know before we begin that I know all about it. I have known for years. It is
illegal, of course, but I also know the reason behind its existence, and I know the scheduling of its
emergence. Or has that changed? Do you still intend to await the evacuation of Britain before you
proclaim your independent strength?"

I saw Caius swallow, hard. "Yes, General. We do."

"Good. We will talk more on that subject later. Let me get to the crux of this. Claudius Seneca. How
much do you really know about the man?"

 Caius considered the question and then answered him truthfully. "Enough to know that he's no credit to
the Empire, General. I must admit I was appalled to discover that he was officially in uniform. It seems to
me that Rome has troubles enough without burdening herself with such a man in a position of authority."

 Stilicho seemed to be chewing on one of his own teeth, musing. He looked at Caius appraisingly.
"Flavius Rufi-nus? What do you know of him?"
 Caius shook his head. "Hardly anything. Only that you and he were not the best of friends and you
shared the power of government: he in the east, you in the west."

 A smile flickered in Stilicho's eyes. "Nicely phrased. They are saying in Rome that I had him killed. I did
not. That is not my way. He is dead, however, and I am not displeased. Seneca is, or was, one of his
creatures, set by Rufinus to keep an eye on me."

 I had to speak, forgetting my awe. I would not have believed it in this man's character to stand for such a
thing. "You knew that," I asked, "and yet you still put up with him? Why didn't you get rid of him,
General?"

 He grinned at me, a flashing of teeth and eyes. "Politics, Publius Varrus. Something you have neither the
time nor the need to deal with. I could not remove him easily while Rufinus lived, for a number of
reasons. Now I can, and I intend to, but that is incidental here." He paused and looked at both of us.
"You must understand completely what has happened with Seneca. He is not the type of man to
volunteer for active service. It was Theodosius who decided to make a soldier out of our friend Claudius,
and he did it for two reasons: the first was to demonstrate his power over Valentinian, who was Seneca's
mentor and protector; but the second was to demonstrate quite clearly to Seneca that Theodosius was
far from satisfied with the resolution of the question of Seneca's loyalty during his term as Procurator here
in Britain, up to and including the rebellion of the upstart Magnus Maximus. The reports that Seneca had
financed the rebel's bid for the Imperial Purple were convincing and their sources were impressive. There
was never any convincing argument put forward against their truthfulness... other than the ultimately
convincing one of Seneca's return from the dead, almost, with his accounts and books in perfect order
and all monies accounted for..." His voice trailed away, leaving that last thought hanging, and then he
resumed.

 "Theodosius remained unconvinced and was at no pains to conceal his lack of conviction. He gave
Claudius Seneca a choice: active service with the armies for ten years, or confiscation and forfeiture of all
his possessions. No choice at all, in other words. Seneca acceded to the Imperial wishes and was
assigned to me for disposition. But there was something, some connection, I don't know what and I don't
care, between Seneca and Rufinus. Anyway, Seneca is a very powerful man, with many so-called
friends. One of these suggested to me that I assign Seneca to Rufinus, and I was happy to do it. Kept
him out of my hair. He stayed with Rufinus for five years, more or less, until Theodosius assigned me as
guardian of his son Honorius, when suddenly I found myself under pressure to transfer Seneca to my own
command. He came as a spy, pure and simple, but because of the political ramifications involved behind
the scenes, there was nothing I could do to relieve myself of the nuisance of his presence without causing
great grief and pain to several friends of mine. Aware of that, I tolerated him and made sure that he could
do no harm to my designs in any area."

 He stopped and peered into his cup for a short space before raising it to his lips and draining it. Having
done so, he wiped his lips carefully with a folded cloth and replaced the cloth on the table with the empty
cup. He looked up again, at me, and his eyes were cool.

 "Now Valentinian is gone, Theodosius is gone, and Rufinus is gone. I hold the power now, for the time
being at least." He paused again, his eyes on mine, and I found myself being thankful that he wished me
no ill. He continued speaking. "I have had words with Claudius Seneca since your appearance in our
tribunal, Master Varrus. His demeanour has altered quite dramatically since then. I have found some
work for him to do for me on the northern frontier. He should find the experience enlightening. Believe
me, even were he inclined to pursue the matter further, he will find little time, in future, to worry about his
personal vendetta with you."
I smiled back at him. "Thank you, General. I am relieved to hear that."

 He winked at me, so quickly that I wondered afterward if I had been mistaken, and then turned his
attention and the full force of his personality on Caius.

 "Proconsul Britannicus, Picus tells me you love this land more than anywhere else in the world. Now that
I am here and have seen the place for myself, I can understand why. I don't think I have ever seen
greener greens."

 Caius smiled gently and obviously felt no need to comment. Stilicho rose again and replenished our
glasses, and I wondered at the charm of the man. There were servants everywhere, living only to do his
bidding, and yet for this interview he chose to be our servant. As I was thinking this, he changed the
subject yet again.

"You are an infantry commander, Proconsul. What do you think of my changeover to cavalry?"

Caius sipped his wine appreciatively, considering his answer before he spoke. Finally he nodded his
head. "The time is right for it, I believe. The enemy has taken to horse and smashed one Roman army.
They will try it again."

"And?" Stilicho's face was intent. Clearly this answer was important to him.

 Caius shrugged his shoulders. "You will be ready for them. Visibly ready. Knowing that, they will be less
likely to provoke you."

 Stilicho looked at me, although his thoughts were elsewhere. "It is a major undertaking, Proconsul, to
change an Empire's ways of waging war."

 "Aye, General Stilicho, some might think it impossible, too. But it is far from impossible, and I believe
you are right to do it." Caius spoke softly, and Stilicho jerked his eyes back to him, searching his face as
though looking for signs of flattery.

"You think so? That surprises me."

 Caius smiled. "Why, General? Because I knew the old infantry legions? That doesn't make me blind to
changing needs."

Stilicho grunted. "Hmmm! I wish I could say the same of most of your colleagues, Proconsul. Can you
guess why I have come to Britain?"

 Now Caius laughed outright. "Easily. You are here to train your troops in action against an enemy who
can offer them no opposition on land." Stilicho's face broke into a smile as Caius went on. "The Saxons
have never seen disciplined cavalry. Neither have the invaders from the north. They can have no possible
defences against your forces. You will smash them easily and quickly, blood your troops, and show the
world the value of your strategy and tactics."

 "By God, Caius Britannicus, I wish you were twenty years younger! I'd recommission you immediately
and give you an army group! You think the way I do. If I had fifty commanders like you, I could turn the
tides of history around and undo all the damage of the past two hundred years!"
 I felt my stomach tighten as I saw Caius decide to gamble. "I already have an army, General Stilicho," he
said. "It is a small enough one, but it is fine. It stands at your disposal, now or in the future."

Stilicho frowned. "What do you mean, you have an army? You mean your colonists?"

"Aye, General, our colonists." Caius's concurring nod of the head was slow and proud.

"How many of you are there?"

Caius looked at me and I shrugged. "About a thousand, in uniform," I said.

"In uniform? You mean areal army?"

I nodded. "We also have a hundred heavy cavalry like yours."

"Heavy cavalry? Where did you get the horses?"

"Bred them from our own stock, General."

"And the riders?" His face was expressionless.

"We trained them ourselves."

"Who is 'we'?"

I glanced at Caius again before answering, "I am, I suppose. The ideas are mine, trial and error. I pass
my instructions on to other instructors."

"How do you train your people? What tactics do you use?"

 I shrugged my shoulders again, marvelling at the way this catechism was running with no word of
condemnation. "As I said, that was hit or miss, General. However, we did study the campaigns of
Alexander of Macedon and tried to reconstruct the way he must have fought. It was the Proconsul's
idea."

"Good God! That's where I began. How long have your people been engaged in this?"

"About ten years."

"I can't believe it! You have a breeding program for your horses?"

"Aye, we do. But our horses are not as big as yours. Not yet."

 He rose to his feet and began to pace, his hands gripping each other loosely behind his back, and for a
space of time there was silence. Then, "Tell me about this western land of yours, Proconsul. What
problems concern you out there?"

 I could see that Caius sensed a reason behind his question and was taking care with his answer, thinking
it through and phrasing it judiciously. "Very few problems, General Stilicho, compared to the rest of the
province. Our major difficulties have been arising recently from the removal of the western garrisons for
the strengthening of other parts of the province: the Saxon Shore and the northern frontier regions."
Stilicho listened carefully as Caius went on to talk of our alliance with Ullic and his Celts and of the
growing need we had found to lend our protection to our neighbours in the area around the Colony.
When Caius had finished, Stilicho hummed thoughtfully and sat down again, deep in thought. I caught
Caius's eye and he gave me the Britannican eyebrow. Finally Stilicho spoke again.

 "This matter of the garrisons — their depletion and abandonment. I regret to have to tell you there is little
I can do about it. I need every man I have to contain this invasion from the north and to guard against a
repetition of it after I have gone."

Caius blinked at him. "But you have just arrived, General! Are you leaving already?"

 "No." He shook his head and nibbled on a piece of bread. "But I cannot remain here long. The world
takes a lot of governing. I'll see this campaign launched and on its way to victory, and then I'll leave it in
your son's hands to finish properly. I must be back in Rome within the year. I dare not stay away longer.
My wife is looking after the Emperor in my absence, and after the Empire, too, incidentally, and while I
have no doubts about her competence, she is a woman, with a woman's weaknesses as well as
strengths." He smiled with genuine warmth. "Serena is formidable, but she tends to be naive in certain
things and tentative in others. She will throw anyone in jail who seems to need jailing, for example, but
she also tends to resist making decisions about who has to die for crimes committed. Each time I go
home I find my jails are filled to capacity and sometimes beyond." He turned to me with a quick grin.
"That, as I am sure you appreciate, can be a very uncomfortable situation demanding immediate redress."

I smiled and said nothing and he turned back to Caius.

 "So, Proconsul, as I was saying, I cannot remain long in Britain, nor can I regarrison the western forts.
One thing Ican do, however... if you would be willing to accept my notion." He stopped, waiting for a
reaction. I wondered what was in his mind. A glance at Caius showed me that he was wondering the
same.

Caius cleared his throat. "Try me, General. I will be honoured to consider any suggestions you have, and
happy should they improve our security out there."

 Stilicho stood up and stepped away from the table, and picked up a rolled parchment from a pile that lay
on a side table against the wall. I watched him in silence as he came back to the table and placed one
foot on his chair. Deep in thought, he leaned one elbow on his upraised knee and tapped the palm of his
other hand with the parchment scroll. Finally he pursed his lips and sucked air audibly between his teeth.

"I am thinking of an agreement between us, Proconsul Britannicus, to our mutual benefit. The idea had
occurred to me earlier, but now I like it even more than I did before.

 I will recognize your Colony, officially and legally, if you will accept my commission to serve as my
Legatus Emeritus of Irregular Forces in the South-west." He saw the extent of our shock in our eyes
and continued. "I told you earlier, there are too few good men around me I can really trust. There are too
many Senecas. I need the unquestioning support and loyalty of people like yourselves. And you, in turn,
need the absolution I can tender for your transgressions against imperial law. It would mean much to your
Colony — legal status, for a beginning, with no need to worry about inspections or investigations in the
future. It would also mean that you could legitimately acquire bloodstock for your horse herds through
my own administrative people."

I felt my heart beginning to thump loudly in my breast. This was far more than we would ever have dared
hope for. There had to be a negative aspect somewhere! I knew that Caius was thinking the same
thoughts when he sucked in a deep breath.

"General Stilicho," he said, "I will not lie to you. The idea excites me. I have, nevertheless, a duty to my
people to consider. You said a mutually beneficial agreement, and so far everything you have said has
been to our advantage. What would you expect of us in return?"

 Stilicho smiled, showing his white teeth. It was a pleasant smile, but I had the feeling that, with a very
small change, it could be a chilling one. "Protection of my interests, support, loyalty and a total
commitment to my plans for Britain."

Caius paused, holding his breath, and then breathed out. "You will forgive my asking, I hope, General
Stilicho, but what do your plans for Britain consist of?"

 He was still smiling. "Prosperity, peace and an ongoing presence of law and order in the land. I have an
invasion to deal with in the north, as you know. I also have to contend with incessant raiding in the east,
north-east and south-east. High in the north-west, we have only minor problems. The land seems too
inhospitable up there. But in those other areas I need every man in the armies of Britain, and that means I
need even more of the garrisons of the west. I am going to have to strip them to a skeletal presence. That
is where I would like to be able to rely on you. Your army, as you call it, may be small, but I would
venture to guess that it is quite superb. I need it. And I need it where it is. Your side of the agreement
would be to continue your activities as they have been, but to enlarge and expand them. I will provide
you with horses, if you can provide the men. I will also give you a signed authority by my own hand.
What say you?"

Both of us watched Caius closely as he considered his answer. He looked at me for help of some kind, I
know not what, but all I could do was grin foolishly and nod. I thought it was a marvellous idea. Caius
was gnawing his bottom lip. Finally he shrugged and told Stilicho what was in his mind.

 "This is a grave decision, General. It will have far-reaching consequences for our Colony. By rights, it
should be discussed in Council. But I know there is no time for that, so the decision devolves on me. I
like it. It has the feel of propriety, of correctness. There is no way that I can see the existence of such an
agreement compromising our plans for our future, since we are committed only to survival in the event of
abandonment. Co-operation can only lessen the possibility of that abandonment. I agree. I will sign an
agreement between us."

 Stilicho thumped the table. "Excellent! I will have my clerks draw it up. Now, is there anything else you
can think of that you might need, apart from the commission itself and horses? I know you do not use
money in your Colony. Or do you?"

Caius shook his head. "No, we do not. We try to be self-sufficient. There is nothing more I can think of
now. I could not ask for more, General."

 Stilicho grinned, briefly. "Yes you could, but being you, you will not. And that is as it should be. I have to
leave, but you may stay here. Picus will join you presently. He is off duty now. You three will have much
to discuss, I think."

He shook my hand again before he left.

XV
 Picus, as it turned out, did not join us that night. Extra duties required him elsewhere. Shortly after the
departure of the Imperial Regent, however, a messenger arrived from Caius's son, bearing his apologies
and asking us to meet him at the basilica in the town forum the following morning, where he would be
presiding over a civil court as Stilicho's deputy. As soon as the proceedings there were over, the
messenger informed us, Picus would take us on an inspection tour of his cavalry encampment, five miles
south of the town.

 We sent word back that we would be there early — they closed and locked the doors after the arrival
of the magistrates — and then went together in search of food. But even that was not to be permitted us.
An imperial clerk waylaid us as we approached the commissary and informed Caius that he would
require several hours of work from him, beginning early in the morning, in order to prepare the
paperwork concerned with Stilicho's commission and its ramifications. Caius made a face, asked a few
questions, and then turned to me, bidding the clerk wait.

 "Forgive me, Publius, but you're going to have to eat alone on your first night as a free man. You know
what this nonsense is like. What these people call 'several hours' could easily take days, keeping us here
when we'd both rather be headed for home, so I might as well make a start on it right now, while it's all
fresh in my mind."

I nodded. "What about tomorrow morning? The meeting with Picus?"

 He smiled, ruefully, shaking his head. "Impossible for me. You go alone. Picus will be happy to see you,
and to show you his camp. He's very proud of it."

"I'm sure he is. But what about you?"

 "What about me? I've spent many hours with Picus in the past week or so. You and he haven't seen
each other in twenty years."

Hearing the words spoken suddenly made me feel how quickly time had passed.

"What's he like, Cay? Has he changed much?"

 Cay grinned, his face glowing with pride. "He's my son, what should he be like?" He stopped himself and
began again. "No, I'll answer you honestly, Publius. He is... magnificent. I would not have known him had
I seen him in the street, nor would you. But I'll tell you no more. You deserve the same pleasant surprise
I had. Mind you, I always used to jest with my wife Heraclita that one of her grandmothers had come
overly close to a northern slave... My first sight of my son in twenty years convinced me that the jest
might have been closer to the truth than I suspected!" He smiled again, and grasped my arm in farewell.
"Give him my love, and enjoy your time with him. I'll be here when you get back, and I hope we'll be able
to leave for home soon after that."

 He nodded again, then left immediately with the waiting clerk to begin the preliminary work of drafting
the details of what he and Stilicho had discussed. I went on to dine alone and retired early.

 I rolled from my bed two hours before sunrise the next morning, into the wintry chill of a dank blackness
filled with the hissing roar of pelting rain. Feeling very sorry for myself for all I had been through recently,
I splashed my face with icy water and made my way to the commissary, where many others were
beginning their day, few of them looking any happier than I felt. Seated close to the kitchens, however, I
began to feel distinctly better. The bakers had been working all night, as usual, and the kitchens were
warm from the heat of the stone ovens and filled with the aroma of new-baked bread.

 I broke my fast on new, crusty bread and thick, hot oat porridge with fresh, creamy milk and then made
my way to the bath house, where I found a press of bodies already in thesudarium. All of us were
content to ignore each other as we steamed our way communally back towards humanity. The rain
stopped just before daybreak, and as I left the bath house, sunbeams began breaking through the cloud
masses in the east.

 Less than an hour later, I presented myself to the garrison guards on duty at the forum basilica and asked
to speak with the Officer of the Day. I was told that he had not yet arrived, and was directed to wait in
an anteroom off the main entrance hall. Though I was on the point of drawing myself to my full height and
telling them just who I was and who I was there to meet, I decided instead to do as advised. No Imperial
Household Troops, these guards were ordinary infantry grunts trying to be pleasant while doing a boring
and unsatisfying task. I nodded my thanks and made my way to the doorway the guard had indicated,
where I paused on the threshold, looking around before I entered.

 The room in front of me was long and narrow and dim — I guessed at twenty paces long by six wide —
and the only source of light was a double-arched, unglazed window in the far wall, opposite the
doorway. A recessed, double doorway in the wall directly to the left inside the entrance was closed and
guarded by two erect, stiff-postured legionaries, and a bored-looking clerk sat to the right of them, at a
large, plain table piled with written records. Beyond him, filling the entire room, was what seemed to me
a multitude of people, all evidently waiting to see someone, and all, obviously, ahead of me.

 The clerk glanced up indolently as I approached his table, asked my name but not my business, and told
me to have a seat. I bit my tongue again and turned away to do as he said, but the two long benches
against the side walls were filled, as were the two shorter, back-to-back benches in the middle of the
floor, and I could see no place to sit. So I walked the length of the room, picking my way carefully
between the rows of outstretched feet, and stood with my back to the wall in the small open space in
front of the only window, from which point I counted heads and examined the room's occupants.

 There was nothing unusual about them, except that it seemed to me as though they all wished they could
be somewhere else. I did, too, but at least I knew I would, in fact, be going somewhere else as soon as
Picus appeared. Had that not been the case, I reckoned idly that I would have been twenty-fourth in line.
I revised that, however, by examining the crowd more closely. I identified several people who were
evidently alone, wrapped in their own concerns, but the majority, I could see now, were in pairs, and
there were two groups of three. I wondered what kinds of confrontations and disputes there were to be
resolved here, and what kind of a judge Picus would seem to those who sought justice from him as the
Regent's deputy.

 They were silent, for the most part, and unaware of my scrutiny, avoiding each other's eyes and biding
their time stoically. When any of them did speak among themselves, they did so in whispers, and I
realized that most of them, if not all of them, were afraid and ill at ease — which was not surprising, when
I considered where they were and the probable nature of their business with the military administration
and civic authorities in Londinium. I classified most of them as ordinary townsfolk, their drab, muted
dress ranging through various shades of plain browns and greys. Three men grouped together at the far
end of the room were obviously farmers, and two others, huddled close together on the bench to my right
and arguing in fierce whispers, appeared, from the slightly better quality of their robes, to be merchants of
some description. None of them even glanced at me and I soon grew bored.

I had been aware for some time of a ragged nail, on the little finger of my left hand, snagging annoyingly
on the wool of my cape. Now, to pass the time, I settled my back against the wall, unsheathed my
skystone knife and began to pare the rough edge. As I was doing so, I became aware of someone
coming towards me and glanced up. It was one of the men who had been seated alone, just inside the
room, close to the two guards. He was a big, burly fellow with close-set eyes and a bad squint, and his
nose had been flattened at some time in the distant past. His feet were encased in heavy, felt boots and
he was wrapped entirely in a thick cloak, its end thrown up over his left shoulder so that his arms were
completely covered. His eyes were fixed on my knife, probably because of the amazing brightness of the
blade, but as he saw me look at him he looked away, towards the window behind me. His face was
expressionless. He came to a stop about a pace from the window, just in front of me and to my right, and
the stink of him made me catch my breath. I ignored him, but opened my lips to breathe through my
mouth in an attempt to avoid having to smell him. I tested the now-smooth edge of my nail with a fingertip
and slipped my knife back into its sheath before glancing at him again. He seemed to be leaning
backwards, slightly, so as to keep the shadow of the window's arch across his face. Idly, not really
interested, I pushed my back away from the wall, turned and followed his gaze out into the courtyard
beyond the window to see what he was looking at, hoping that whatever it was would be boring, so that
he would take himself and his smell back to the far end of the room.

 Four prisoners sat in the middle of the yard in chains, bound at the wrists, their arms held tightly in place
by thick staves thrust between their backs and their bent elbows. They were shackled together by a chain
run through metal rings at their ankles and were guarded by a squad of six soldiers. The ten men were
motionless. I sensed that the man beside me had known they were there and had approached the
window to look at them.

 "Who are they?" I asked him. His strange, misaligned eyes flicked to my face and then away again, back
to the courtyard, as if I had not spoken. Apart from that, he ignored me and my question completely.
Angered, I stepped around him to the other half of the window and leaned out, my hands on the sill, as
much for the fresh air as to see what else was to be seen. As I did so, I sensed him stiffen, but he made
no move of any kind.

 One of the soldiers in the yard saw the movement at my window and looked across at me. My
companion drew back slightly further into the room, a mere half-step, but it alerted me. This man did not
want to be seen. I waved casually to the soldier and turned back to the room behind me, resting my
buttocks on the edge of the window and carefully looking at no one, although I had no reason for such
caution, other than the vague stirring of a soldier's instinct. I heard a door open and close in the yard
outside, then the measured, heavy tread of nailed boots on cobbles and the raised, unmistakable voice of
a centurion. "Right, you people! Get these animals on their feet and unshackle them. Tribune wants them.
Bring them along. Come on, get moving!" There was a shuffling and cursing and the sound of metal links
being drawn through an iron ring. The man beside me turned and walked back to his original place, and
as he did so, I watched the others in the room and saw four sets of eyes follow him, staring at his face. I
might not have noticed his tiny nod of the head, had I not been looking for it. Behind me, the sound of
hobnailed boots started up again. I didn't know what was happening here, but every instinct I had was
screaming at me that there was trouble brewing.

 A new sound caught my attention, coming from the main hallway outside the room we were in: more
booted feet, approaching rapidly. I turned and glanced over my shoulder again, out into the yard. A
smartly turned-out centurion appeared to be marching directly towards my window, followed at a
distance by the six guards, who flanked the four prisoners. Presumably they were headed for the door
through which the centurion had entered the yard. Hearing a stirring in the room behind me, I turned
back. Three officers, the leading one a giant who stretched a full head taller than his companions, were
framed in the doorway of the anteroom, gazing blank-faced with surprise at the horde of people awaiting
them.
 "What in...?" The tall officer's voice unleashed a babel of voices from the room's previously silent
occupants, and then they all moved towards him in a surging mass. The two merchants started it, standing
up and moving quickly towards the door, but in less than a moment everyone in the room was afoot, and
the noise was indescribable as each tried to capture the attention of the tall officer.

 The melee that followed developed almost faster than I can describe. I saw the big, evil-smelling,
cross-eyed lout pushing his way towards the big officer, and in the same glance I realized the officer was
Picus. On an impulse, and asking myself even as I did so if I had lost my mind, I turned and jumped up
onto the long bench that had been packed with bodies only moments before, my eyes searching urgently
for the other four men I had identified as being part of the cross-eyed man's party. Another of them was
very close to Picus, on his other side.

"Picus!" I roared above the din. "Assassins — behind you!"

He heard me and his reaction was immediate. He threw himself forward, stiffening his arms and thrusting
his two companions ahead of him, but even as they staggered

 forward, he was twisting and drawing his blade. I had a brief impression of a swiping knife blade
sweeping up and across where his neck should have been, and then I became fully conscious of the
danger I myself was in. Three of the four men I had noticed earlier were pushing through the crowd
towards me, their eyes hungry for me as they scattered the bodies of those unfortunate enough to be in
their way. People were shouting now, alarmed, unable to comprehend what was going on, but knowing
that they were in mortal danger.

 I looked around me, quickly, weighing the odds in my favour. There were none. The guards in the outer
vestibule were stuck there, unable to enter the room because of the mass of panic-stricken people
jamming the doorway. The guards against the double doors leading into the audience chamber were
pinned there, too, unable to move forward against the press of bodies. Only Picus seemed mobile and
armed. I saw no sign of his attackers.

 The killer closest to me lunged at me with agladium, and I cursed myself for having no sword of my
own. His blade came close to catching me as I sucked in my belly and stabbed at his face with my
skystone knife — it was all I had time for, and I had no memory of drawing the knife from its sheath. The
point went deep into his right eye and he screamed and threw his hands over his face, falling to his knees.

 As the first man fell, one of his companions, pushing close behind him, became entangled in the legs of
another fallen man, who had been shoved to the floor and was now scrabbling to escape. This second
assassin fell, too, cursing loudly and stabbing viciously at the unfortunate fellow who had tripped him. I
raised my good leg to the top of the back of the bench I was on, pushed myself up to teeter there for a
moment, and then launched myself at the third and last of my assailants. I saw his sword arm sweep up to
chop at me, but I was on top of him before he had a chance to swing, and we crashed down together
onto a pile of writhing, squirming bodies. In the chaos of the struggle, I lost him completely. Then I heard
someone yelling, "Out, out, away!" and when I managed to sit up I saw three of the original five men,
including the one I had just leaped on, making their way hurriedly to the open window. I followed them
as quickly as I could, vaulting through the window into the yard, landing on my bad leg and sprawling
immediately and painfully on the cobblestones.

 Before I could even begin to collect myself, I was flat on my back, with the centurion's sword at my
throat. The door he had been about to enter was less than three paces from my window. I had a glimpse
of the four prisoners being dragged backwards by their guards, realized how quickly events had
transpired, and then I had to give all of my attention to the centurion, who was preparing to kill me.

"Not me! Those others," I roared. "The three ahead of me! They're after your judge, the Regent's
deputy! Call out the guard!"

 He was a quick thinker. His eyes went quickly to the open window above my head and took in the
chaos of noise and movement.

 "Shit!" he hissed, dragging me bodily, sideways, towards the door in the wall and releasing me
immediately. "Who are they?"

"Don't know, I only caught on by accident. But it's not over."

 The evil-smelling lout landed beside me as I said the words. He must have seen me jump and it had
taken him this long to cross the crowded room and follow me through the window. His long cloak was
gone and he held an axe in one hand and a sword in the other, but that was his undoing. He swung the
axe high and took the full force of the centurion's lunging sword at the point of his rib-cage. He staggered
backwards with a roar as the blade failed to penetrate the mail shirt he wore under his tunic. I spun
sideways on my hip and fought to regain my feet, seeing a guard running full tilt towards our attacker then
jerking and spinning and falling with an arrow through his neck. I had seen the flashing flight of the missile
and I turned to see who had fired, on my feet at last. Two bowmen, in the entrance to the yard, one of
them firing at me even as I looked. I threw myself aside and the arrow zipped past me and struck the
centurion on the inside point of the left elbow, jerking him violently around and throwing him to the
ground. I heard screams coming from the window above me, and then they were drowned out by a
roaring, iron clatter as a four-wheeled wagon, drawn by a team of horses, came swerving into the
cobbled yard through the now-open gateway, knocking one of the two bowmen flying before the driver
regained control of the vehicle's swing and came charging towards me. I turned and ran to the door in the
wall, hauling it open. The men guarding the prisoners still held them, their eyes popping from their heads
with indecision.

"Get them inside," I screamed at them. "Then bar the door and get some help out here!"

 They hustled their charges inside to safety and I slammed the door shut behind them, realizing belatedly
that I could have gone with them. The wagon sounded as though it were almost on top of me and I
swung back to face it. There were men in the back and two men on the box seat in front, one clutching
the reins and the other holding a huge axe as he fought to keep his balance in the swaying vehicle. The
lead horses were less than twelve paces from me, and it was obvious the driver intended to crush me
against the wall. I snatched up the centurion's sword in my left hand and flipped my skystone knife,
holding it by the point and throwing it with all my strength at the driver's throat. I missed. The hilt struck
him high on the forehead, and I saw his head snap back as I launched myself into a diving roll away from
the wall, almost under the hooves of the panicked horses, narrowly avoiding the massive, crunching
wheel of the wagon. I heard a splintering crash as the side of the cart hit the wall, and then I was on my
feet and running in my hobbling, lunging fashion towards the gateway and the bowman I had seen sent
flying earlier. I had lost my sword when I hit the ground, dodging the cart, and now I was unarmed and
an easy target for the surviving bowman.

 The bowman was gone; I could see no sign of him. Only his companion lay where he had fallen, and
seven arrows lay scattered on the ground around him. I snatched them up and lurched to where the bow
lay, about ten paces distant. No one had bothered with me for some time now. I picked up the bow and
nocked an arrow, and then I looked around me. Soldiers were beginning to appear from everywhere,
leaping from open windows and running at the double in files around the sides of the buildings at the far
end of the yard, spreading out as they came. I saw the centurion's body huddled motionless against the
wall below the anteroom window, and even from where I was, I could see the blood that covered him. I
guessed he had been run over by the cart, and even as I thought it, I saw the cart, now in the middle of
the yard, begin to move again. The four would-be assassins were now on board, surrounded by a half
dozen others who must have been in the body of the cart all the time. The man at the reins now, a
different man from the one at whom I had thrown my knife, was whipping furiously at the horses,
dragging them around in a wide circle as they picked up speed, using the wagon itself as a weapon
against the foot-soldiers who were now converging from all sides. Javelins arched through the air and fell
useless to the ground, and then the arc of the wagon was complete and it came thundering towards me
again, headed directly for the still-open gate.

 "Close the gates," I yelled, but nobody heard me. A thin-spread line of legionaries had formed across the
open gate, but I could see that they were useless and would be annihilated by the oncoming wagon. And
then another thought occurred to me, chilling me, and I knew what I had to do.

 I drew the bowstring to my ear — it was much lighter than my own great bow — and sighted on the
lead horse closest to me, aiming for the soft spot between its neck and shoulders. The shot went straight
and true and the animal went directly to its knees in mid-stride, its dead weight pulling its running mate off
balance and interfering with the horse directly behind it, so that the wagon slewed violently and several of
its occupants went flying.

My second arrow struck the other lead horse moments later and it screamed and tried to rear up. The
wagon crashed over onto its side in a ruin and was immediately surrounded by soldiers, who made short
work of the surviving passengers. I was too far away to do anything about the slaughter.

I waited until the initial activity was all over and then made my way towards the remains of the wreck.
As I drew near, I saw one soldier bend and pick up a bright-bladed knife.

"That's mine," I called. "Thank you."

He looked at me, frowning. "What d'you mean, it's yours?" His voice was truculent.

"Look at the cross hilt," I said. I was close to him now. "It's inscribed with a V. Stands for Varrus.
That's me."

The soldier looked, but he was still suspicious. "Then what's it doing here? And who are you?"

"I'm the one who raised the alarm, and it's there because I threw it at the driver. It hit him hilt first and fell
back into the wagon. Is the centurion dead?"

"What centurion?"

I sighed and tried again. "Have you ever heard of the Emperor's Regent, Stilicho?"

" 'Course I have. Why? Who wants to know?"

 I sighed again. My legs felt weak and there was a strange drumming in my ears. I squeezed my eyes shut
then opened them wide, hanging on to my patience with great difficulty.

"I want to know. My name, my full name, is Gaius Publius Varrus and I have business with Stilicho's
deputy, Picus Britannicus. Now take me to him, and bring my knife with you."
 He looked at me for one more long moment and then apparently decided that he might be well advised
to take me at my word. He handed me my skystone knife and beckoned me to accompany him. I tucked
the knife into its sheath and followed.

 The yard behind the basilica was seething with activity now, soldiers running in every direction. As we
approached the door in the courtyard wall, four men were lifting a stretcher holding the body of the
centurion. I signalled to my escort and he followed me as I made my way to them. I was surprised to find
the centurion not only alive but conscious andcompos mentis. He recognized me immediately and spoke
in a strong voice.

"Who are you?"

"Name's Varrus, Publius Varrus." My voice sounded hollow. "How are you?"

 "I'll live." He grunted and his lips twisted in a spasm of pain, but he went on. "Might not fight again,
though. Elbow's shot off and my leg's broke. You don't look too good yourself. Is all that blood yours?"

 "Blood? What blood?" I raised my hand to my head and brought it away sticky and red. "Hunh," I
remember saying, "I suppose it must be." Then the roaring in my ears grew much louder and my knees
gave way and I fell across him. I felt myself being picked up and carried, and then I lost consciousness
completely.

When I awoke I found myself on a clean cot, my head swathed in bandages, being watched closely by a
young soldier who asked me if I could hear him and then left as soon as I'd answered.

 I remained flat on my back for a while, then gathered my strength and rose to my feet. I could hear
strange noises in my head and the room swayed alarmingly for a few moments, but the dizziness soon
passed. I walked cautiously across the room, then rested and prepared to do it again. But before I could
begin, I heard footsteps approaching, and then the door swung open and I saw Picus looking down at
me.

 The boy I remembered was long vanished from this man. Picus was truly enormous! Each of us had now
to adjust physically to the changes in the other. He towered more than a full head above me, and the rest
of his body was scaled perfectly to his height. I could have fitted twice into his breastplate, and the
strength of his arms as he hugged me threatened to crush my ribs. It was a joyous reunion. I knew why
Caius was as proud as he was of this towering young giant he had sired.

"Uncle Varrus," he growled, in a great, deep voice. "Thank you, I owe you my life. How do you feel?"

I wrinkled my nose, wondering the same thing myself. "I don't know, Picus. Fine, I think, but not half as
good as you look. Can I get out of here?"

Picus looked at the man beside him, a medic, from the looks of him, and said, "Well? Can he?"

The medic pursed his lips and shook his head. "I don't think he should, but he looks determined to go."

 "I'm fine," I said. "My head aches, but there's nothing wrong with me, look!" I drew a deep breath and
started to touch my toes, but the room started to spin around me and I sank back to sit on the side of the
cot. Picus and the medic watched me, neither of them speaking. The room settled down after a few
moments and I began to feel better. I raised my hands to the bandages around my head and face. "What
happened to me? I wasn't wounded in the fight. No one came near me."

 "Scalp wound," the medic said. "Don't know how you got it, but it bled a lot, for all that it's only
superficial. I couldn't see any real damage. You have a hard head."

 I probed more firmly with my fingertips and found a sore spot high on the thickest part of my skull on the
right side, and an immediate vision swept into my head of the thundering, iron-shod wheel of the charging
wagon as it swept by me. It had been closer than I thought. The hub must have scraped my head.

The medic left to carry on with his business, and Picus led me to the rooms that had been placed at his
disposal, where he poured us both a cup of wine.

"Well," he said, after we had drunk, "what was all that about, do you suppose?"

I put my cup down carefully. "Seneca."

"What?" His eyebrow shot up like his father's.

"Claudius Seneca. You asked me what that was all about. I answered you."

"That's impossible."

 I shook my head. "No, it's an absolute certainty, but you'll never prove it, unless your torturers can wring
a confession out of the man I wounded."

"Nuh." Picus shook his head. "The big fellow killed him before he fled the room."

 I sucked air through my teeth and sniffed loudly. "Now why doesn't that surprise me? No witnesses ... I
thought at first they were after the prisoners out in the yard....I noticed the four of them all watching their
leader before you arrived. He'd been standing looking out the window, at the prisoners, I thought. But
now I think he was only checking their escape route. It was us they were after. Me and you. And they'd
have had us if that whoreson hadn't smelled so foul. I paid more attention to him than I normally would
have, just because he was so offensively dirty. I knew they were up to something, but it was only when I
saw two of them sidling up to you that I raised the alarm."

 He gulped more wine. "Thank the gods you did, too, otherwise he'd have killed me. I hadn't suspected a
thing."

 "I know. I didn't realize until I was in the thick of it that I was a target, too. So it had to be Seneca. He
found out you were going to be here today, and that I was joining you. It was a perfect situation, away
from thepraesidium, and it would have been a perfect revenge — on me, on your father, on you, and on
Stilicho. Where's Seneca now?"

 "Gone. He left last night, with Stilicho, and won't be back. Stilicho has demoted him, in effect. He'll
retain his rank... still be a legate entitled to command a legion... but he's been assigned to frontier duty in
a subservient capacity, up behind the Wall. That should keep him out of mischief. He'll have no more time
to be plotting revenge on you or anyone else. He'll ride with Stilicho as far as Pontes, and then Seneca
will head north, to the Wall, with the new unit that just arrived from Gaul..." He stopped, thinking deeply.
"No, by God, he won't. I'll have the whoreson recalled."

I held up my hand to give him pause. "Don't bother, Picus. Leave well enough alone. We're alive, he's
gone, and with any blessing from Fortune some northern Pict will soon have his head on a spear. Should
he survive, on the other hand, and be foolish enough to come back,I'll have his head on a spear. But for
now, as I said, there's really nothing we can do, except bring charges against him that we can't
substantiate. We can't prove a thing. At least he thinks we're dead."

 Picus looked at me and grinned. "It's good to see you again, Uncle Varrus. I had forgotten how
cool-headed you always are."

"Don't deceive yourself, Picus. Given half a chance, I'd disembowel that man with my bare hands."

He rose to his feet. "Come on, let's get out of here. How do you feel?"

"I'm fine, but what about your judiciary?"

"Postponed. I'm free."

"Then let's go."

XVI



 A short time later, we were leaving Londinium, and five short miles after that, we clattered onto the
packed earth of the parade ground outside the gates of a large equine camp the likes of which I had
never seen. A military camp for horsemen! There were horses everywhere, thousands of them. I gazed
avidly around me, making no move to dismount, and seeing my awe, Picus began to lead me through the
lines to where a massive standard of black and white cloth marked his quarters, a large and spacious
tent.

I nodded towards the great standard. "That's yours, I take it?"

"It is. What do you think of it?"

I grunted. "It's big enough."

"What is that supposed to mean?" he asked, laughing. "Don't you like it?"

 I tried to bluster, to cover up my discomfort with what seemed to me to be a gratuitous overstatement.
"Well, now that you ask me, it seems a bit ostentatious."

 "Of course it is, it's blatantly ostentatious. That's the whole idea of it, Uncle. It's big enough to be seen
and identified from a long way off. Look at the base of it."

I saw that the bottom of the shaft ended in a wide, padded fork. Picus was nodding enthusiastically.

 "That padded fork fits over the horse's neck, so the weight doesn't tire the standard-bearer. Stilicho is
half Vandal. These new standards were his idea. He adapted them from the kind used by his own people
and by the Goths and the Huns." Something else caught his eye and he nodded to direct my attention
towards it. "Look at that."

"That" was formation drill being practised by massed phalanxes of horsemen. We sat our horses and
watched them for a while, and then Picus nudged his mount into motion again and this time, when he
spoke, neither his voice nor his words bore any relationship to the conversation that had gone before.

"My father's getting old, Uncle."

 I looked at him sideways. "Is he? You'd better not tell him that!" I heard surprise and defensiveness in
my own tone, and I recognized that I had been lying to myself. I, too, had noticed a change in Britannicus
but had chosen to ignore what my eyes were telling me. Caius was no longer young. He had lost weight,
muscle, resilience and vitality. All on the physical side, of course. Mentally he was keener than ever. I
suddenly felt guilty.

"Well," I admitted reluctantly, "I suppose, now that you bring it up, he is not as young a man as he was
when I first met him. Nor even as he was when you left home. But he's not aged, senile or infirm."

"No, I know." Picus's headshake was abrupt. "I didn't mean it that way. God knows, he's strong enough
— probably more so than he was when we returned from Africa, twenty years ago — but he looks old,
Uncle. I've been carrying a picture of him in my mind for years now, and it's an image of a much, much
younger man." There was silence between us for a few moments, until he continued. "Is he happy, Uncle
Varrus? Does he enjoy his life?"

 I thought for a few seconds before answering that, staring at my horse's ears. "What do you want me to
say, Picus? Those are two powerful questions. Can any man be happy in this world? What is happiness,
anyway? It's different for everyone. A man grows older every day and watches his friends die off. His
illusions dry up and blow away in the wind. And every day, it seems, he develops more ... what's the
word I'm looking for? Appreciation? It's as good as any... more appreciation of the weakness and
stupidities of his fellow men, who are just ordinary people like himself. No recipe for happiness in that,
Picus. I can't tell you your father's happy. He's himself. He's busy all day long, his life is good, and he
seems satisfied. But happy? I don't know."

"Has he no female friends? Companions?"

 I shook my head. "No. None. Except for his sister and the wives of some of his old friends. But those
aren't companions. At least, not in the sense I think you mean. If you're asking me if he dallies with
women, the answer is no. Never. Your father is the most abstemious man I've ever known, in that
regard. He knows no women. I doubt if he even thinks of them. He certainly never speaks of them."

"Then he's lonely?"

 "Lonely?" For some reason, the word surprised me and brought me up short, so that I had to repeat it
and think about it carefully before responding to him. "Lonely... I suppose he is. But then, who isn't?" I
laughed aloud. "Picus, we live in a lonely world. Some of us go to great lengths to avoid it, but we can't,
because inside his head — inside his soul, if you like — every man is alone. Haven't you ever noticed
that? That's why we say 'every single man,' I suppose."

Picus frowned. "Aye, you're right! It's true. I've never really thought about it before, but you're right.
Even in battle, every man's alone."

 I cocked my head, emphasizing my agreement with that sentiment. "Particularly in battle, son. Ask me
about that. I'm the expert on it. In the middle of the wildest fighting, I'm so alone it's as though I were
outside myself, looking down at what's going on. And when it's all over and the danger's gone, my world
comes back together very slowly. But not until I've been sick. I have to vomit up that loneliness, that
insularity, every single time."

 Now Picus kneed his big horse closer to me and glanced at me, so that I saw his face, wrinkled with
concern. "Are you truly a Christian, Uncle Varrus?"

 I blinked at him, caught off-balance by the unexpected question and its modifier. "What does that have
to do with anything?"

"A great deal, Uncle." He smiled at me. "I could start preaching at you that a man is never alone if he has
God in his heart. But that's not what I meant. I meant are you really a Christian?"

 I shrugged, feeling slightly embarrassed by the sudden intimacy of the subject. "I suppose I am." My
response was almost sullen, almost an inchoate mumble. "Isn't everybody? I was baptized before I had
much time to think about it. I grew up a Christian. I swore my legionary's oath on the Christian cross.
Why do you ask me that?"

He was insistent, his tone almost hectoring. "Do you believe in God? That He exists?"

"Of course I do ... at least, I think I do." Now I was perplexed. "What are you driving at? Don't you
believe in God?"

 He screwed up his face into a portrait of doubt that might have been comic, but I found myself again
admiring the hugeness of him and the picture he made in his magnificent uniform, and saw nothing strange
in such a big and obviously competent man agonizing over the existence of God.

 "Sometimes I think I do," he said. "Sometimes it's easy. And then there are times when I think I don't. If
God were what the priests would have us believe, then this world would have to be a better place to live
in. But I have seen things, and have done things as a soldier that God should not allow. Not if He's as
good and just and merciful as they say He is."

 I sucked on my teeth. "That's what the priests say, Picus. But they say more than their prayers at times,
and I've never yet met one of them, even our holy Bishop Alaric, who can prove that he has spoken
directly and personally, face to face with God. Mind you," I hurried on, conscious of a sudden feeling of
disloyalty to my old friend, "Alaric would never dream of claiming to have any avenue of privileged
communication with the Creator. It is too bad that there are few other priests like him." I shifted the grip
of my legs and turned further on my horse's back to look more closely at Picus. "How old are you now,
Picus? Thirty-six?"

"Yes."

 "Well, then, in Christ's name, holy or not, you have better things to be worrying about than that. God is
an old man's worry, not a soldier's."

 Picus laughed aloud, and then went on to talk fondly of old Alaric, and I found myself realizing that
Alaric was, in the truest sense of the word, quite venerable nowadays. And that, naturally, started me
thinking about my own years, something I seldom did. But Picus was talking again.

"He really is holy, isn't he?"

 "Who? Alaric?" I cleared my throat and thought about that for several heartbeats before answering.
"Yes, Picus, I believe he is. He is probably the most saintly, down-to-earth, true Christian I have ever
met. I think our good friend Alaric is genuinely a man of God, a godly man, unlike so many of his fellow
priests who assume that rank. Alaric is the only priest I know who lives his beliefs according to the
teachings of the Christ."

"Is that your belief?" He was looking at me strangely. "About priests, I mean?"

"Did I state a belief about priests?"

"No" — he was grinning now " — but your praise of them was faint."

 Both our horses had stopped moving, and now I kicked mine forward again. "Picus," I said, "I have no
time for priests. Never have had." His mount followed mine automatically and we rode knee to knee as I
went on. "I've discussed this many times with Alaric, and it is his opinions that have influenced my
thoughts, although he would probably die of mortification if he ever thought I could have construed his
words the way I have." I spat, for my mouth was suddenly filled with bitterness.

 "Priests are men, Picus," I said. "And the majority of men are feeble things, beneath all their bombast.
Since the days of the Christ, men have taken His teachings and warped them to their own ways. The
Church has usurped the power of God. Its officers — for what is a bishop but an officer of the Church?
— have corrupted the teachings of the gentle Saviour and used them to procure power for themselves on
earth. Whenever I hear a priest other than Alaric speak, all he does is rant of sin and damnation. There is
no joy in priests. And there is no joy in their teachings. They preach subservience and penitence, and it
grows worse each time I hear one of them. Haven't you noticed it? Surely you must have?"

 Picus merely shrugged his shoulders, unwilling, it seemed, to interrupt me, and so I continued. "It has
become fashionable among churchmen to decry women nowadays, and to do it openly. All women!
Women like your Aunt Luceiia! That was not always so, Picus. Not when I was a boy. It may have been
the fashion in Rome, even then, I don't know about that, but it was not so here in Britain. And Alaric tells
me that it is growing worse. Have you heard of the monastics?" He nodded, still wordless, and I pressed
him on the point. "So? What have you heard?"

But Picus was not to be drawn out. He shook his head in a negative and asked me, "What doyou think
of them, Uncle?"

 "Damnation, Picus, I don't know what to think! It reeks of unwholesomeness. From what I know of it,
there are whole colonies of men locking themselves away from life in places they call monasteries,
denying themselves the slightest pleasure in life, praying all day and all night long, castigating themselves,
whipping themselves with flails to purge their minds of any carnal thoughts. They believe women are an
abomination. Well, to me,that's abomination! I've talked to Alaric about this many times. He's unwilling
to come right out and condemn the movement, for he believes every man must find his own route to the
life hereafter, and he would like to think that there are mysterious and divine forces at work in all things,
but he doesn't like what's happening. He tells me it all began in Egypt, about a hundred years ago, and
that the core of the monastic way is a belief in St. Paul's dictum that if a man cannot abjure his sexual
nature, it is better for him to marry than to burn with lust."

"And what is your response to that?"

"My response is only my own and I'm no scholar."

"But?"
"Yes, but! It seems to my unlettered military simplicity that the blessed Paul much preferred men to
women."

"Sexually, you mean?"

"Can you name me another way?"

"So are you suggesting that monastics are homosexual?"

 I laughed, angry though I was. "Of course not, Picus! I'm saying I think they all seem perverted in what
appears to be a hatred of women! There is no evidence of misogyny in Jesus' life or teaching, is there?
The contrary is true, in fact. But priests today are dealing more and more in hate rather than love. They
deal in fear. They deal in damnation and punishment and guilt and sin. There is no talk of love,
compassion or forgiveness in their doctrine. They have become bureaucrats, with the pinched and narrow
minds and souls of bureaucrats. They are modelling their Church in Rome, and their entire hierarchy, on
the Imperial Roman Civil Service, in the Christ's name! They live in palaces and expect their flock to
furnish them with everything they require! Let's talk no more of priests, I may be sick!"

Picus cleared his throat and said nothing more for a few moments, and we rode in silence, looking at the
ongoing life of the camp. Then, "Have you ever heard of Pelagius, Uncle?" I knew immediately, from the
way the question came so directly out of nowhere, that this casual question was important to Picus.

"No," I said, keeping my voice deliberately expressionless. "Who is he?"

 "He's a lawyer. From Britain. But he has lived in Rome for many years now. He's very highly thought of
there."

 "No lawyer is ever highly thought of by anyone with a brain in his head, Picus," I scoffed, "unless it be
another lawyer, and then it's envy."

 He refused to be amused. Not a hint of a smile touched his face as he went on. "What do you know
about Original Sin?"

 I hauled on my reins and stopped my horse, controlling it with my knees as I danced it around to follow
the progress of a work party that was passing us, loaded down with armloads of weapons, including a
number of short, two-edged, wicked-looking spears. I watched them until they vanished around a corner
at the crossroads of the camp, and then I returned my attention to Picus, resuming the conversation
where I had abandoned it.

 "What do I know of Original Sin? Same as everyone else. Nothing. That's too deep for an old soldier,
Picus. I was born with it, they told me, and they baptized me to cure me of it, so I don't have it any more.
That's enough for any man to know." I kicked my horse into motion and Picus moved with me, talking
again.

"Pelagius says it's wrong. He says the whole notion stinks. He believes that the Church has invented
Original Sin and is promoting the notion to keep men mired in guilt, believing themselves sinners since
before they were born."

 I nodded. "Sounds like a clever man. What we used to call a barrack-room lawyer. How old is this
fellow?"
"He's young. And he is very clever."

 We were still riding along the main thoroughfare of the camp, and as we spoke my eyes were ranging the
length and breadth of the place, taking everything in and missing nothing. "So what does your friend
recommend? That we abolish sin?"

"No, Uncle Varrus. It's not as simple as that. It all has to do with grace."

 I looked at him sharply, feeling a stabbing fear that this young man was becoming too deeply embroiled
in the deep and spiritual matters of the religious side of life. "Grace?" I asked scornfully. "You mean
divine grace? By the Christ!" I threw up my hands in frustration. "What is grace, in God's name, for any
man to understand? I gave up on grace when I was a boy. I saw it as an endless stream of rice grains
being poured into the cylinder of my soul whenever some angel pulled a string! Don't try to talk about
grace, boy, or to understand it! It's what the priests call a divine mystery. In other words, it's none of
your damn business."

Picus seemed to have no trouble with the viewpoint I expounded. "I agree with you, Uncle. But please,
will you listen to what I have to say?"

"I'm listening. What do you want to tell me?"

 "Just that..." He stopped, gathering his thoughts, and then started again. "I spent some days with Pelagius
last year and talked with him for hours. He's a fascinating man. But heis a man."

"So? Should I be surprised?"

 "No, but think of what that says. He is a man, and no more than a man. And so are all the bishops and
the priests of the Holy Church. And men can make mistakes. And men can do the mostun holy things to
gain their own ends, if they are convinced that their own way is right and that it is the only way."

I looked hard at him, recognizing the authority he brought to that statement and agreeing with him. "Aye,
you're right there, Picus, God knows." I spat over my horse's ears. "Heaven defend me from such good
men."

"You and all the rest of us."

We were riding among the paddocks, now; they seemed to stretch endlessly in every direction, packed
with beautiful horseflesh. I reined my mount more tightly.

 "You intrigue me, Picus. Tell me more of this Pelagius. What did he say to you to upset you this much,
so long afterwards?"

 He shook his head. "No, Uncle, he did not upset me — at least, not quite, not immediately. It took me a
long time and a deal of thought to appreciate what it was that Pelagius said to me... Are you familiar with
the name of Augustine, the Bishop of Hippo?"

 Again, I felt a sense of things of import crossing my horizons. I shook my head. "No, not at all. Tell me
about him, too."

 "Well," he went on, with a barely discernible hesitation that was emphasized by its briefness, "Augustine
is one of the most respected scholars of the Church. A very wise and learned man and a famed
interpreter of the Word of God."

"Oh! One of those. That sounds ominous. Go on."

"Augustine, whom most men call a saintly man, has come into conflict with Pelagius — or, rather, it's the
other way around. Pelagius has locked horns with Augustine."

"So? What's the problem of the saintly Augustine?"

"Pelagius thinks he is a hypocrite and a liar."

I whistled to myself. "Has he told him so?"

"He has told the entire world."

 "Why? For what reasons?" In spite of myself, in spite of the fact that I knew nothing of this Pelagius, I
felt dismayed by this last statement of Picus's. "If, as you say, everyone thinks Augustine is a saintly man,
your Pelagius runs a very real risk of being thought a madman, or a trouble-maker."

 We had almost completed a circuit of the camp by now, and I saw Picus's great standard come into
view again in the distance. Picus was still talking very seriously. "Quite so," he said. "But it is bigger than
that. Augustine is the champion of the theory of divine grace. He is a man of God. A bishop. But in his
youth he was a notorious womanizer."

"A womanizer? Really?" I found that intriguing, but not surprising. "Was he a priest at the time?"

Picus shook his head. "No, I don't think so. Anyway, he has a prayer that has become notorious. He
used to pray that God would send him the grace to find chastity ...but not yet!"

I laughed, but Picus went right on over my laughter.

"Augustine believes that man is incapable of finding or winning redemption without divine help. He
believes that man is born damned, in mortal sin. Only baptism will wash away that sin, and only divine
grace can enable man to stay away from sin thereafter. He believes that all of life is a temptation and that
man should spend his life in prayer, abandoning himself to God's mercy in bestowing grace upon him."

I nodded. "That, my young friend, is the view one tends to get from an ecclesia. That's what all the
priests say. There's nothing new in what you've told me, except the saintly bishop's own example ... And
you say Pelagius finds fault with this?" He nodded. "How?"

 "Totally. Pelagius believes that the entire concept of grace is a man-made device invented by the Church
to keep all men in bondage."

 "Hah! Come on now, your friend Pelagius is beginning to sound like one of those old women who sees a
rapist behind every bush. How can divine help keep men in bondage?"

"It works by making men forget that they are made in the image of God Himself, and therefore able to
determine between right and wrong."

I saw the flaw immediately. "But that's not possible. Your manis mad! Men have known the difference
between right and wrong since Eve ate the apple. The knowledge of good and evil. Men have always
known the difference."

 "Exactly, Uncle. That's what Pelagius says." I felt myself frowning in confusion as Picus went on,
"Pelagius argues that man, made in the image of God, knows the difference between good and evil, and
has the ability to choose between them, and has always done so, even before the time of the Christ. Even
barbarians have their moral laws, unwritten though they may be. Pelagius sees this divine grace as an
instrument of men, designed to keep all other men in subjugation and reliant on the Church as the only
intermediary between God and man. He sees Original Sin as an invention foisted upon men by other men
to make all men guilty at birth, and therefore incapable of freedom of choice from the outset. If we are
born guilty in sin before we begin to live, how can we live in freedom with free will?"

I was holding my breath by this time, beginning to get an idea of the size of this disagreement.

"Hold on, Picus," I said, holding up my hand to stem the flow of his words and his enthusiasm. "Too
much good fodder will founder a bullock! You had better let me think about that for a minute, lad." We
were approaching his tent. "Can you pour your old uncle a drink?"

We dismounted and moved into the coolness of the tent, and he sent his steward to fetch a jug of wine.
When we were seated comfortably he went back at it again, right where he'd finished off.

 "Do you see what I mean, Uncle, why I am so concerned with this question? The whole thing goes far
beyond the premise of Original Sin and baptism. It digs far deeper. It comes down all the way to
personal responsibility. Carried to its logical conclusion, the concept of divine grace destroys the basis of
law. Who could punish a criminal, believing that the man only fell from righteousness because God did
not provide him

 with the grace to resist temptation? That's reducing it to the absurd, but that is exactly what it all boils
down to. If we accept the wholesome aspects of divine grace, we can paint a beautiful, piteous picture of
poor mankind and his all-merciful and bountiful Deity. But if we are to accept that premise at all, we must
accept all of it. And that means accepting the fact that law — human law — is folly and predestined to
fail, because ultimately, in the absence of grace, the fault for crime can be laid right at God's door."

I shook my head again, sucking nervously on my teeth, knowing that this entire discussion was beyond
my scope. "Whoa," I pleaded, "you're getting pretty involved in your thinking there, lad. You're far
beyond my grasp."

"No, I'm not, Uncle."

That earned him a snap. "For God's sake stop calling me Uncle. You make me feel like a toothless old
man."

 "I'm sorry." He did not sound in the least penitent. "But it's not beyond your grasp at all. Pelagius
believes, as the Scriptures tell us, that God made man in His own image. If man has the attributes of God,
he says, then man must have free will. The majority of men know that society demands certain rules for
the governance of property, sanity, decency and dignity. Those rules constitute the law. Pelagius
maintains that a man — any man — born with the divine spark is free to choose between good and evil
as defined by both Church and society. If he chooses to go against the law, be it divine or human, that
choice is his own, and he has to be prepared to accept the responsibility for his choice in the eyes of God
and in the eyes of his fellow men."

He stopped talking, and a silence grew between us, broken only by the sound of a man singing nearby. I
mulled over all that he had said. He had said a lot. But it made a lot of sense.

"You say this man's a lawyer?" He nodded. "Do you believe him? Or do you believe Augustine and the
Church?"

He gnawed at his lower lip. "I believe Pelagius."

 I sucked a grape seed caught between my teeth. "It takes a lot of nerve to go against the Church. I'd
never heard of this fellow Pelagius before this morning, but he makes sense to me, too. How far has this
argument between them gone?"

"A long way. It's the talk of Rome."

"Sounds like it might become the talk of all the world. And you say this bishop is powerful?"

"Extremely. He has powerful friends, great influence. Some say he should be Pope."

 "Sounds like your friend Pelagius is spitting into the wind. Will they reach an agreement? Some kind of
compromise?"

"How can they? They're like day and night."

"Aye, and darkness is falling quickly, it would seem. Does Pelagius have any support within the Church?
Or is everyone convinced he is possessed by evil spirits?"

"He has support. In plenty. Many of the most powerful espouse his cause."

"How many? In terms of odds, I mean. Is there an even match?"

"Perhaps. There could be. If we were dealing only in numbers."

"What d'you mean?"

"Uncle — I'm sorry — Publius, is that better?"

"Much better."

 "So be it. The question here is one of basic policy. An army mutineer may have some right on his side in
terms of the conditions that drove him to mutiny. But he has to die for his mutiny, no matter how laudable
his cause might have been, no matter how understandable and sympathetic his motives. Mutiny cannot be
condoned, no matter what the justification. To condone one instance of mutiny would be to invite, and to
incite, the eventual and inevitable destruction of all the armies. So it is with Pelagius. He has to lose, or
overthrow five hundred years of a Church established by the Christ Himself, with all its rules and
methods. Pelagius knows this, Publius; he is not a stupid man. He is not challenging the Christ's Church
but men's corruption of it, yet he knows he is too late to alter what others, stronger men than he, have
been building for centuries, with a view to making it eternal. You see, Pelagius's doctrine, if you want to
call it that, destroys the need for a Church just as surely as Augustine's doctrine destroys the need for the
law. Pelagius is saying that every man carries the whole Church within his heart, and that he can
commune directly with God by simply meditating! Augustine is saying that man is absolutely nothing
without the Christian Church, which has as its symbol the Keys to the Kingdom of Heaven. The Church
already speaks for God. Pelagius speaks for man. Therefore, Pelagiusmust be defeated in this struggle."
"And when he is defeated? What will you do then?"

 Picus shrugged his enormous shoulders. "I will live my life by the rules he has evolved. I believe he is
right, no matter what the evidence against him may be. I will stand before God as I have lived, and if I
have been wrong, then at least I will have been wrong honestly, with good will. I will have lived my life
according to the rules that I was taught in youth. I'm no great sinner."

 I smiled, sensing with great relief that this conversation was drawing to a close. "That I believe." I stood
up and clapped him on the shoulder. "Now, enough of this talk of God and man. Let's take a walk
together and enjoy this day that God has sent for us to enjoy, whatever way he wants us to believe."

"Done!" He smiled at me, and I saw the boy I once knew in his flashing, bronze-faced grin.

I pointed at the sword hanging by his side. "That looks familiar."

 He drew the blade from its bronzed sheath. "It should," he said. "It's never left my side since the day you
gave it to me. I found a metalsmith in Iberia who seemed to know what he was about and had him make
a gold sheath for me, for full-uniform parade occasions. But gold sheath or bronze, the sword stays with
me at all times."

 He swung towards the doorway of the tent, but I stopped him, my hand on his arm. "A moment, Picus.
You are obviously deeply concerned over this Pelagius thing. But tell me, why did you talk to me about
it? I would have thought you'd get more intellectual response from your father."

 He grimaced. "It's not the sort of thing I want to argue with my father over yet. I'm afraid I was using you
as a sounding board. I'm sorry if I bored you."

 "Bored me?" I laughed aloud. "Picus, I've seldom been so far from bored. I may have been out of my
depth, but I wasn't bored for one second. Come on, let's get on our way. There is much that I haven't
seen here, and I want to see it all before I leave for home."

He looked at me with a smile.

"Home? You mean the atmosphere of power here in Londinium does not enthrall you? You must run
home to your provinces?"

"Aye," I said, "to your Aunt Luceiia, and I care not who knows it or would laugh at me for it."

"Uncle," Picus said, still smiling, "you will hear neither laughter nor criticism from me."

BOOK THREE

Genesis

XVII



A man can know no finer sensation than arriving home after an arduous and extended absence. We
made excellent time on the road back from Londinium, jubilant as we were with the news of Stilicho's
commission and confident of the triumphal welcome that lay ahead of us at the end of our journey. On the
last stage, we had a choice of pressing on and arriving at the villa in the middle of the night or stopping to
sleep under the forest trees and arriving home with the new day. We chose the latter, rising with the
skylarks while the sky itself was still dark and moving on as soon as the light began to penetrate the
forest, so that we came in sight of the Colony home farm just as the sun rose fully over it, and for the first
time in my adult life I experienced the pleasure of a real homecoming.

 High on the hill to the south-west, overlooking the villa and all the lands around, sat the still unfinished
walls of our new fort, picked out clearly and burnished in the light of the new day. Gone was all sign of
the forest that had burgeoned there for such a short time, and we felt good to know that never again
would we feel a need to hide our achievements. Plautus, who had heard about the disguising of the hill
and its fort, laid eyes on the site and promptly decided that we had gulled him. Now that he could see it
for himself, he said, he refused to believe that we had ever been able to conceal it, and looking at the size
of the hill and its crowning fort from this distance I could appreciate his scepticism. Caius and I merely
smiled at each other and left him to believe what he would.

Caius nodded to the north, where cloud banks were rolling in. "It looks as though we barely beat the
weather on the road. It will be pleasant to rest by a glowing fire tonight while the rain falls outside on
other people." I agreed with him and we galloped the rest of the way, suddenly wild with impatience to
be home.

 Our welcome was chaotic and overwhelming. Luceiia wept openly with relief and love as she ran to
meet me, uncaring who was watching. The feel of her body as she threw her arms around my neck and
leaned into my embrace reminded me quite violently of the pleasures we had known after even brief
separations in the young days of our marriage, and so total and insistently demanding was my own relief
to see her again that, in spite of all the hubbub around us, I managed to spirit her away to our own room.
There we tumbled each other hurriedly like a couple of spring colts, and yet thoroughly, too, like the
well-accustomed partners we were. We rejoined the others later, hand in hand, flushed with our renewed
knowledge of each other.

 Everyone in the Colony had assembled in the grounds of the villa, and rumours of our journey and our
adventures were on everybody's tongue. Variations on the story abounded so riotously that eventually
Caius was forced to call everyone to attention and make an impromptu speech, telling the news of our
official recognition as a colony and of the designation of our military resources as "irregular troops." There
would be a full meeting of the Council the following day, he said, to discuss thoroughly the differences our
new commission would make to all aspects of our future.

 There was little work done on the Colony that day. It was a spontaneous holiday, and the midday meal
developed into a major celebration that lasted well into the late afternoon, in spite of the rain that fell
intermittently throughout the day. When darkness fell, the last, determined celebrants removed themselves
indoors and lighted, it seemed, every lamp and candle in the Colony to accommodate their dancing,
games and music. By the time Luceiia and I regained our bed, legitimately this time, we were both almost
exhausted enough to fall asleep immediately, wrapped in each other's arms. Almost, but fortunately not
quite exhausted enough.

 The Council meeting scheduled for the following day did not begin until the tenth hour of the morning and
it lasted for five hours. It was not an arduous meeting, for the items to be discussed were all positive and
beneficent and the spirit of the Council members was light-hearted, but Caius was looking tired by the
time we adjourned. I walked with him to his day-room, where he stopped and ran his hands fondly over
one of the codexes that lay on his work-table, where he had left it before we set off to Londinium with
Seneca.
 "It is good to be home again, Publius," he said. "I think I will write for a while, before the light goes. My
eyes are getting bad, you know. It hurts them now whenever I have to write by lamplight, and there was
a time not long ago when I could write all night with only one lamp lit and never notice any strain at all."

 "That can't be good for anybody's eyes, Caius," I told him. "I think it is a good idea to do it by daylight,
if you have the time and the opportunity. Although why anybody would want to write as much as you do
mystifies me." He looked at me and smiled, but said nothing. "What do you write, anyway?" I asked. "I
mean, you have spent hours and hours writing every day now for years and yet you never show anyone
what you've written ... At least, I don't think you do. Do you?"

His smile became wider. "No, Publius, as a matter of fact, no one has ever seen what I have written. No
one has ever expressed any curiosity about it, except Luceiia. She knows what it is, although she has
never read it. And she knows that when I die it will pass into her keeping."

"Well, do you mind my asking what it is?"

He smiled at me. "No, not at all, since it was you who inspired it."

I stared at him in amazement. "Me? What did I do?"

 Caius laughed. "What, Publius? You do not even remember? You were irate with me for writing my
military memoirs! Surely you recall that? You told me I should think of my own descendants and write for
their guidance in future years." I vaguely remembered the occasion. "Anyway, that is what I have been
writing ever since that day. It is a personal history of the growth of this Colony, set down for the
entertainment, and perhaps the guidance, of those descendants of ours who might one day govern this
place."

"A history? How do you do that?"

 Caius shrugged his shoulders and grinned, in spite of his obvious tiredness. "Very simply," he said softly.
"I have disciplined myself to set down, each day, the day's events."

"So it is a chronicle? Like Luscar's log of the Invasion campaign?"

"Mmm." The sound that came from his throat was high-pitched and suggested a negative. "Not quite,
Publius, not quite ... More of a journal; less of a legal document. I add my own personal thoughts and
observations. There are many of my opinions and thoughts mixed in with the events. As I said, it is a
personal history, and sometimes almost embarrassingly egotistical."

"And is that why you have never shown it to anyone? Because it is so personal?"

"Partly." Again he smiled, a faint flicker of amusement, I felt, at his own assumption of importance in this
writing endeavour. "Also, the fact remains that no one has ever asked me to show it to him."

I nodded my head slowly. "If I asked, would you let me read it?"

"Certainly. Of course I would. I would be delighted." He was smiling still.

"Then I would like to read it."
He nodded. "Good, Publius. I am glad. That pleases me. You may have the manuscript whenever you
want it."

"Then I'll read it tonight."

 This time he laughed and shook his head. "You may start it tonight, Publius, but you won't read it tonight.
I have found that I can be quite prolix. I tend to enjoy the sound of my own words, if I may say that of an
exercise that involves no sound. I've been writing for almost ten years; there is a lot to read."

 "Well, then!" I stood up, filled with resolution and enthusiasm. "I will start it tonight, at least. I'm looking
forward to reading it. But in the meantime I had better get down to the forge. I haven't been there in
weeks. Equus will have forgotten what I look like with my face smudged. Come on, I'll get your fire lit
and see that you've got enough wood and ink."

 "You will not." He sounded mildly outraged that I should suggest such a thing. "Gallo looks after all of
that — you know he does. Go to your forge, Publius."

 I ignored him and did what I wanted to do, and only when I had the fire going did I speak again.
"Sometimes Gallo, like the rest of us, forgets. Just like us, he's not getting any younger, you know."

 I moved his writing table into the afternoon sunlight and settled him comfortably. The iron statue I had
named Coventina, the Lady of the Lake, stood close by, on a table by herself. I caressed her, as I
always did, running my hand lovingly over her buxom curves.

Caius was watching me. "She is a patient lady, Publius, watching and waiting for you like a virgin bride,
wondering what you mean to do with her."

 I rested my hand on her head, feeling the bumps of her metal skull against my palm. "I know, Caius," I
answered him, my voice almost a whisper. "And she is not alone in that. I'm wondering, too."

 I left him to write and walked down to the forge, the sound of ringing hammers in my ears as I
approached. I stopped inside the doors to let my eyes adjust to the gloom, and filled my chest with the
smoky, iron smells, enjoying the slightly sexual stir I always felt on returning after an absence from this
place. Equus was working at the central forge and I joined him, slipping my leather apron over my head.

"What are you working on?" "

He gave an exaggerated leap, as though shying away from something that had startled him. "Boudicca's
buttocks! Am I seeing ghosts? What are you doing here in a dirty smithy? They told me you were dead,
killed copulating with a mare, trying to improve her bloodlines!"

I grinned at him. "No, that was Victorex. I prefer sheep."

 "Ah!" He nodded wisely. "Sheep. Well, ram this into the coals, there." He passed me a slender length of
iron that looked like a sword blade but was twice the length and more than half again the width.

"What's this?"

"It's what I'm working on."

I hefted it at arm's length, feeling the slight bounce of it against the tongs I held it clasped in. "Looks like
a sword blade, but it's much too long and too heavy."

"That's what it is, a too-long and too-heavy sword blade."

 I shook my head in mock dismay and thrust the metal into the coals, the feel of the iron tongs welcome
and right in my hand.

 "I'm serious, Publius," he said, looking straight at me, his eyes crinkling against the smoke from the fire.
"That's what it is. I had an idea and I wanted to test it."

I pushed the metal, burying it deeper in the coals. "Well? Tell me about it. Where did it come from?"

"What, the idea? From my head, of course. Where else would it come from?"

"No, Equus, I meant... oh, never mind. What is this idea of yours?"

"Just come over here and look. I made some drawings."

"Drawings?" I laughed. "You've been spending too

much time with Andros, Equus. One of these days, I'm going to come in here and find you praying on
your knees!"

"Hah!" He let out a scornful, roaring guffaw. "Don't you believe it, Publius Varrus! Not unless there's a
woman spread on the floor in front of me. Look at this."

 Moving to a broad-topped workbench, he seized a large pile of parchments, all of varying sizes, and
spread them out in front of him. When he found the one he was looking for, he tapped it with his
knuckles and I stepped forward to look. It was a large piece of parchment with drawings of spearheads,
javelins, axes and swords. I examined all of them, wondering what was expected of me. I saw nothing
that struck me as strange or new.

"Well?" I said, "I'm looking. What do you want me to see?"

 "Nothing, yet. There's nothing there to see. But let me talk." He paused for a few seconds. "You wanted
a weapon that a man could use from horseback. Well, I've been working on it, but I swear by the balls of
Bacchus that I'm starting to doubt if it can be done." I waited, saying nothing, and he continued, nodding
towards the drawings. "Every weapon there is for men on foot. Of them all, the sword's the best. Good
for both attack and defence. You can stop another man's swing with it and still kill him easily." Another
pause, then, "A spear's limited. Lunge with it, or throw it, and it's used up. You'd better have a sword for
back-up. An axe is even worse. Swing one of those properly and you leave yourself wide open to a
sword or a spear. And once you swing, you'd better hit the man you're aiming at, because if he's worth
his salt, one swing is all you'll get."

 It occurred to me as he was talking that I had never heard Equus say so much at one time on any
subject, and he was far from finished. Now, as he talked, his eyes became even more animated than
before and his hands moved continuously from one drawing to another, emphasizing his words and
directing my thoughts. I listened, fascinated, as he went on.

"Now, when we put our man up on a horse and pack the horses close together the way you want to,
we're really mired in shit. An axe is as useless as tits on a boar in a situation like that, because all you're
going to do with it if you swing it is hit the man beside you or kill your own horse. A sword's useless, too
— it's too damn short. Even if you've got room to swing it, you still couldn't reach a man on the ground if
he was kneeling or lying down. So that leaves us with a spear. But spears are only pointed. They're for
stabbing. They can't cut. And thepilum is made so that the shaft will bend. It's great for throwing into an
enemy's shield, to hamper him, but it's useless to us.

 "So." He slapped his hand down onto the drawings, covering them with his great paw. "I've been
thinking of a new kind of spear. A short, heavy shaft, about three feet long, for weight, and a long, flat
blade like a sword, but twice as long — double-edged and sharper than a whore's tongue." He drew it
swiftly with a few strokes as he spoke, and I watched it take shape under his charcoal. "A weapon like
that might give a mounted man an advantage," he continued. "It could reach down between the horses,
with the shaft gripped under the armpit, and it would be manoeuvrable enough to allow some cutting, as
well as thrust."

I was impressed. "Hmmm!" I said, as I thought it through. "Equus, you could be right. But it would be
usable on the one side only."

 "What do you mean?" He was frowning now, not understanding me, but then he caught my meaning and
his next words made me realize it was I who had misunderstood. "No, no! Not at all, Publius.
Damnation, it's made to use on both sides! The short shaft would let a man swing it over his horse's head
and stab with it either way."

"I think you may be on to something. It's certainly worth a try. Make me one and we'll test it."

"Make me one and we'll test it! Christ's Cross, man! Isn't that what I'm doing?"

I looked at the long iron shaft sticking out from the coals. "When will it be ready?"

"If you'll stop interfering and distracting me from my work, I'll have it ready for you in the morning."

"Finished? Complete?" '

"Finished, complete and sharpened. Now, would you please allow me to get on with it?"

I spent the next two hours pottering around, checking on our apprentices and taking inventory of what
we were producing, from nails to barrel-hoops, checking back every now and then to see how he was
doing, finally goading him to the point where he literally chased me, laughing, from the forge.

 I was in a frivolous frame of mind that afternoon. I was in no mood to achieve anything useful, and I was
thinking quite seriously about trying to take my wife to bed for a daylight romp. I had not felt so full of
youthful energy in years, but, as it turned out, a sexual dalliance was not to be, for I heard Victorex
calling my name and saw him waving to me from the stables. I strolled over, and he immediately began to
get on to me about the need to shoe all of our horses far more often and more regularly while I nodded
my head politely. I closed my ears and let him ramble on until eventually he gave up on me and
disappeared into the darkness of the stables, muttering to himself and probably calling me nasty names.

 Suddenly there was a lethal sound close by my ear, and I dodged down just as I heard the resounding
thwack! of an arrow pounding into the door beside me. Heedless of dignity, I spun around on all fours,
looking for my assailant, but there was no one in sight. I scuttled to the stable door and took shelter
behind it, and as I did so another arrow smashed into the wood of the door, piercing its two-inch planks
of solid oak.
"Varrus! Come out, Roman!" My stomach lurched as I recognized the deep, rolling voice. "If I were a
poorer shot, you would be dead by now!"

 "Ullic," I yelled, "you demented Celtic imbecile! Put that thing down before you hurt someone!" Another
arrow smashed through the wood, and then another and another. I saw Victorex running towards me
through the gloom of the stable and I signalled to him to stop and stay where he was.

"Ullic! Have done! Someone will get hurt!" A sixth arrow slammed home, and then there was silence.

"I have finished, Roman. Come outside and look at the grouping."

I stepped outside. There was still no sign of him, so I did as he had bidden me and looked at the
grouping of his arrows in the door. They were perfectly spaced in a circle of six. And they were big. As
big as my own arrows. Each of them had completely penetrated the hard wood.

 I called out over my shoulder without turning, "Ullic, where would a thick-headed Celt find a bow big
enough and strong enough to shoot arrows of this size that hard?"

"He could make one, Roman."

 "Not unless he found a way to combine all of the brains of his tribe into one craftsman smart enough to
ask a Roman for help."

"Stand aside." I did, and a seventh arrow smacked into the perfect centre of the six.

"Now, you arrogant Latin boor, look on my wondrous weapon and marvel!"

 I heard his footsteps approaching me and I turned to face him. His great teeth gleamed his wicked grin,
and when he was close enough, he threw me his bow. I caught it in my right hand. It was huge: six feet or
more in length and strung with sinew, but made of one piece of wood, not layered, like my own, of
wood, horn and sinew. It was circular in section, filling the palm of my hand as I held it by the middle and
tapering gently towards the ends. I hefted it and it felt good. I transferred it to my left hand and tested its
pull. It was strong — as strong as my own.

 Ullic stopped to watch me and didn't move again until I had pulled it and released it gently. Then he
reached into the quiver slung over his back and tossed me an arrow. I nocked it, sighted at a fence post
and let fly. It was a beautiful weapon.

"Well?" There was a slight smile on his face.

 "Not bad." I kept my head down as I examined the great bow, trying not to show too much pleasure.
"Where did you steal it from?"

"Pshaw! A Celtic king has no need to steal. His people fight to bring him gifts."

"Who fought whom to bring you this one?" I straightened up and threw him his bow, smiling now in
welcome. "Have you eaten yet?"

"How could I have eaten? I've been on the road for three days. I came to impress you with my new toy.
But I could eat now, if hospitality were offered. Even Roman hospitality."
"Roman-British, it is. You're looking good, Ullic, your women must be working you hard."

 His laugh was enormous and he wrapped his arms around me in a mighty hug. As we began to walk
back towards the house, Victorex watched us from the safety of the stables. He never could bring himself
to trust Ullic or his people.

 "So, my friend," I said as we walked, my arm about his waist, his across my shoulders, "tell me about
this bow. Where did it come from?"

"From my own lands. From one of my own trees." His voice was more reverent than I had ever heard it.

"What kind of wood is this?" I asked, peering closely at it.

 "We call it yew. It is an evergreen — low and spreading, slow-growing, but strong, springy and perfect
for making bows."

"Who made it?"

"Cymric, of course." Ullic held the thing out at arm's length, admiring its lines as we walked. "He has
been determined to make something like this for years. He tried to duplicate your great African monster,
but the horn defeated him. Since he gave up on that, he has tried wood of every kind, and finally he came
up with this one. It took him two years to make it."

"One bow?"

"Aye, Varrus, one bow, but he swears it is the first of thousands. Cymric is very proud of this bow."

"He should be. Why did he give it to you?"

Ullic looked at me in surprise. "He had to. I'm the King."

"Horse turds! Be serious, Ullic! Among your people that doesn't mean a thing. Not when it comes to
possessions."

 He laughed again. "Poor Cymric! He had to give it to me, for after he had made it, he discovered it was
too strong for him. I'm the only one who can pull it."

I grinned and took it from him and pulled it to my ear again. "Not the only one, Ullic."

"Ach!" He waved a hand regally, dismissing my claim to equality with himself. "You don't count. You are
a foreigner. A damned Roman."

 "True." I grinned at him. "And as such, an exception to your rule..." He frowned at me as I continued. "I
am glad that at least you can admit we are a superior people."

 He came for me and would have wrestled me to the ground if Luceiia had not chosen that moment to
notice us and call out a greeting. Ullic was like a big sheep in front of Luceiia, who charmed him
completely. In a moment, I was forgotten as he basked in the friendly sunlight of my wife, who was well
aware of the effect she had on him. As we approached the house, my daughter Veronica, who was also
besotted with the man, came galloping to greet us.
 Ullic had heard about our expected visitors and had started out from home with a strong force, prepared
to help us fight for our existence, if the need arose. Then, less than half-way here, he had heard that we
had left for Londinium, so he turned back, leaving look-outs posted to warn him of our eventual return.
These he had left camped now in the hills behind us, and Britannicus sent up a wagon with a keg of ale
for them. We heard their shout of appreciation all the way down the hill when it arrived, and soon there
were bonfires blazing up there, lighting up the night, and we could hear the sound of Celtic voices raised
in song.

 Our evening was far more sedate, and it ended early for everyone but me. Instead of going to bed when
everyone else did, I borrowed the first two tomes of Caius's journal of the history of the Colony and
settled down to read.

 That one evening's reading marked a turning point in my life, for what I read excited me so much that I
began to think of writing down my own thoughts. The apparent ease with which Britannicus had spilled
himself onto the pages of these books made an impression on me, and I made up my mind that I could
do the same. I was to learn over the coming months, however, that writing in this fashion was hardly as
simple as it looked. There were a thousand times when I would have given up in disgust had it not been
for the encouragement I got from Caius himself. He simply would not allow me to stop trying. He made
me see that the effort of concentration was worthwhile. He told me of his own troubles in getting started
properly and showed me his early efforts, which were not much better than mine. He convinced me that if
I tried hard enough, and kept on trying harder, I would one day be able to say what I felt to myself on
parchment. And he has been proven right. But those first months of working at it were among the hardest
I have ever spent in learning to do anything. It seemed at first that I could do nothing properly, until the
day came when I wrote a piece and discovered, to my absolute surprise, that I had said almost what I
wanted to say. That was my real starting point. Everything that had gone before was basic training.

 It was late, that first night of reading and discovery, when I finally got to bed, my mind seething with
excitement. Later still, I had to rise and void my bladder, and I was glad to climb back into bed beside
the silky warmth of my wife.

XVIII



 The next day did not start off auspiciously. I awoke in the pre-dawn to the sound of torrential rain and
decided to start off my day with a hot bath and a massage, only to find that, for the first time anyone
could remember, the furnace that heated our hypocausts, our central heating system, had broken. I
settled for a cold bath and a stinging massage and drew little comfort from the knowledge that an entire
army of workers was busily trying to trace the source of the trouble.

 I had intended to ride up to the fort in the course of the morning to check on our operations up there, but
the mere exercise of crossing the courtyard to the bath house in the astounding downpour was enough to
convince me that a prudent man would look for things to do indoors on such a day. And yet the house
was cold because of the broken furnace, or the broken pipes, or whatever else it was that was causing
the trouble, so I wrapped myself up in my cloak and made my way down to the forge and its welcome
warmth.

Equus had already been there for more than an hour, I reckoned, by the time I arrived, since it was full
daylight outside and he still had lamps burning. He looked up from his work as I hung my sodden cloak
by the forge to dry.
"Raining outside?"

I thought at first he was jesting, but quickly saw that he was not really interested in my response,
whatever it might be.

"Raining? How long have you been here?"

 He was concentrating on something on the bench-top in front of him and spoke perfunctorily over his
shoulder, his eyes on his work. "All night, I reckon. Wanted to get your spear done." He finished
something, tapped metal with a hammer and straightened up, looking out for the first time towards the
daylight. "Looks like a whore of a morning out there."

I ran my fingers through my wet hair, flicking them afterward to shake off the rain. "Not pleasant, Equus
— but why a whore?"

He grinned down again at what he was doing. "Wet, and available to anyone who wants to get into it,
but basically cold, unpleasant and taxing to everyone."

I returned his grin. "Philosophizing this early? You must have had a rough night. What's the matter?"

 He straightened up. "Ah, I don't know." He looked disgusted. "I'm not happy with the way this spear
thing turned out."

"Why not? What's wrong with it?"

"Split me if I know! But something isn't right about it."

"Where is it? Let's have a look."

"It's over there." He nodded backwards with his head. "Against the back wall."

 I saw it from where I was standing. "It looks all right from here — a little strange-looking, but that's what
I expected."

 I went and picked the new weapon up. It felt heavy and serviceable. The blade was three feet long and
double-edged, flaring from the point to a two-inch width within six inches, and then gradually to about
four and a half inches at the top. The edges on both sides were wicked. The thickness of the central spine
was more than half an inch. He had left the tang the full length of the shaft and had bound strips of wood
around it with iron wire, making a solid, two-and-a-half-inch diameter, three-foot-long grip. It was a
heavy weapon, but not ungainly.

"What's wrong with this?" I asked over my shoulder. "What don't you like about it?"

 Equus shook his head abruptly and dismissively. "I told you, I don't know. I sat on the saw-horse over
there and practised with it for a while. There's something not quite right about it, but damn me if I can
pinpoint what it is."

"You think it's too heavy?" I raised it shoulder high, springing my arm, testing the weight of the thing.

"No, not for the job it has to do."
"Well, then what about the balance? Are you satisfied with that?" As I spoke, I gripped the shaft in both
hands, holding it out straight-armed.

 "I think so. Yes, damn it, I am! It balances well for thrust and stab. And it'll cut, too ..." His voice
reflected the frustration he was feeling. "It's just... it doesn'tfeel right, Publius. Even though it does what
it's supposed to do, it doesn't feel right. Does that make any sense to you?"

"No, my friend, it doesn't." He grunted in disgust. "Well, what do you want me to say? I don't know
whatwould feel right to you. It feels fine to me, but I didn't design it or make it."

 He sighed and turned back to a piece of iron he had left heating in the coals. I watched him lay it on the
anvil and start to hammer it, sending sparks flying with every blow. On the fourth stroke, he stopped, his
shoulders slumped in thought, and then turned back to me, the hammer dangling from his huge hand.

"I think what's sticking in my craw is that the thing is neither fish nor fowl. It's a spear, but it has to be
used like a sword."

"But it's a new weapon, Equus. It will have to have rules of its own. Itis different."

"Aye, I suppose it is...Well, I hope it works well for you. I'll never use it."

He sounded very despondent, and I put the new weapon down and crossed to where he stood, placing
my arm along his shoulders.

"You'll get used to it, old friend. Once you see how well it works for the others, you'll be proud of it."

He grunted. "I doubt that."

"Well I don't. Britannicus charged me with the responsibility of coming up with a new weapon for his
new tactics. I passed it on to you. And this is it."

 "No, Publius, this isn't 'it'!" He was emphatic, his voice impassioned. "I'm not as clever as you and the
Gen'ral, and I don't live well with words. But I know inside myself that thing isn't the answer. It might do
for now, but it isn'tright."

I picked the weapon up again, hefted it in my hand and tested the edge with my thumb. "Well, Equus,
we'll see. It's too wet outside to do much in the way of testing today. If the weather dries up tomorrow,
we'll see how it performs in the hands of a mounted man."

 He punctuated the end of my words with a clanging blow of his hammer on his now-cool iron, cursed
and thrust the cold metal back into the coals, and as he did so, Caius himself walked into the forge, his
military cloak wrapped tightly around him.

 "Ah, Publius, Equus! I was hoping I'd find you both here. It's the only spot in the whole place where
there's a chance of escaping the chill today. What's that you have there, Publius?"

I held it out to him. "Your new cavalry weapon. Equus finished it last night."

"Excellent! Well, let's have a look at it." He reached for the weapon, but I hung on to it.
"I will, when you take off that wet cloak. You don't need pneumonia at your age, Caius."

 "Hmmm," he grunted. "You're worse than your wife." He removed the wet cloak and I handed him the
spear while I hung the garment by the heat with mine, which was already steaming, adding the smell of
wet wool to the odours of the forge. By the time I turned back to him, he was feinting with the thing,
holding it over his shoulder as if it were a javelin, testing its weight and balance. Equus was watching his
face, clearly trying to gauge his thoughts.

 "Good. Hmmm, yes. This is good, Varrus. Well done, Equus, I think this is what we have been looking
for."

"Do you, Gen'ral? I don't." Equus was at his disconcerting best.

"What? What d'you mean?" Caius looked quite astonished.

"Equus isn't happy with it. It's his own design and he feels he could have done better."

 Caius flicked a finger against the edge of the blade as though he had detected a flaw. "Well," he said,
looking at no one, "perhaps he could, particularly if he feels that strongly about it. You might indeed be
able to do better, Equus, but we won't know until you've tried, will we? In the meantime, I think you've
done an excellent job with this experiment." He was peering closely at the blade. "Yes, indeed, this is
quite excellent. This will give our men something to master, something to be proud of, something to make
them different. No, this is very fine. May I take it with me?"

"Aye, if you want to," said Equus. "Make sure you keep it dry, though. I don't want it rusted before it's
been used."

 "Don't worry, I'll take care of it. In the meantime, please don't let my enthusiasm interfere with any
thoughts you might have about trying to improve uponit."

Equus sniffed audibly and returned to his work with a marked air of finality.

"Publius." Caius turned to me, a smile on his face at Equus's ill humour. "Ullic was looking for you. Did
he find you?"

"No. Not yet, anyway."

 "Oh, well, if it's important he'll come looking for you, I suppose. He knows you well enough by now to
know where to find you. Luceiia asked me to inform you that she would like some of your time today,
too. She is preparing a special meal for you at noon, and you will eat in the family room. Were I you, I
would make sure not to forget."

"In thefamily room? Atnoon? What's going on, Caius?"

Caius shook his head, a look of genuine innocence on his face.

"Well, there's something up. Something's going on, and I suppose I'll find out when the time comes for
me to know about it."

Caius nodded, sagely and solemnly, his face expressionless. "Probably around noon, I would suspect."
 "You can wager on it, my friend. The family room is used only for domestic courts martial and important
events. If you see her between now and then, please inform my wife that I shall be there."

 Luceiia's family room was her holy of holies. It was a large salon furnished with comfortable chairs and
couches, and it was the one room in the entire house where entry was restricted to a privileged few.
When we were there as a family — and of course Caius was a member of the family — no one, servant
or visitor, was allowed to enter or disturb us. The other rooms were all more or less public, with the
exception of the bedchambers, but only close friends, intimate friends, were allowed entry to the family
room. Luceiia even did all of the cleaning and maintenance of the place herself, and it was uniquely hers in
a way that made it different from any other room not only in the house but, I am sure, in the entire land of
Britain. Of all the people we knew, Ullic Pendragon was the only one who had the prerogative of casual
access to the family room.

 The rain dried up about an hour before noon, but the clouds showed no sign of breaking, so I worked
on in the forge until it was time for me to make my way back for this intriguing "special meal." "Be
careful," muttered Equus as I shrugged into my cloak. "Summonses from women — wives in particular
— can be dangerous. You're going to get talked into something. I just hope you're going to be fit to live
with afterwards."

 I laughed at him and headed for the house, wondering idly what this was all about. I had no real worries.
Luceiia had been in a fine humour the night before, and even this morning, with no heating, she had been
cheerful. I had become adept at sensing even mild wifely dissatisfaction in its early stages, so I was sure
that there were no storms on my personal horizon.

 The first thing I noticed on entering the house was that the central heating was working again. There was
a noticeable improvement from the early-morning temperature I had left behind when I fled to the forge.
Luceiia met me at the door with a kiss and a hug and a smile, took me by the arm and led me into the
family room, and I was quite happy to allow her to do so, relieved as I was by her friendliness in spite of
my conviction that nothing was amiss. The room was bright and cheerful, as it always was. A fire blazed
in the fireplace and warm light flooded the room from the translucent glass windows that were Luceiia's
one major extravagance, specially made and brought to the villa from Gaul at outrageous expense. A
small table had been moved into the middle of the space in front of the fire and there was fresh fruit,
bread, cheese and wine surrounding a covered earthenware pot.

 In her travels as a young woman of substance, Luceiia had picked up a number of recipes for exotic
dishes. She loved cooking the way I love working with iron. She had made one of these dishes for me
before we were married and it had become a ritual "happiness" meal for us, appearing only on special
and momentous occasions. I knew that was what was in the pot. I had no idea what made this occasion
special or momentous, but I was prepared to take it on trust, for the aroma of pheasant and chicken
breasts simmered in wine with herbs, small onions and mushrooms drew the saliva into my mouth as soon
as I entered the room. I stopped just inside the door and looked around, taking notice of the vases of
flowers on every table, the light aroma of some eastern incense from Constantinople, and Ullic standing
against the wall to my right.

"Luceiia? What are you up to?" My eyes went from her to Ullic and back to her again. "What is going on
here?"

Her eyes sparkled as she smiled at me, full of love and mischief. "Going on? There's nothing going on,
my love. Ullic came all the way from his mountains to welcome you home, and it has been so long since
he was last here, it seemed a shame not to celebrate his visit in some way. We see him far too seldom."
 "Seldom?" I growled. "Two or three times a year is too often for an untutored savage to see the inside of
a civilized home. It will make him dissatisfied with his own rude hut. Next thing you know, he'll be getting
ideas above his station, thinking he can mix with real people all the time."

 She punched me playfully on the shoulder. "Come now, behave yourself and stop growling like an
ill-natured bear. I saw the rain this morning and I knew you would be staying close to home, so I decided
to brighten up your day. And ours, too."

I kissed her, squeezing her waist with my arm. "About time, too. I swear that the only time I seem to get
decently fed nowadays is when this great Celtic boor comes by."

She tossed her head and crossed to the table, moving like a young girl still, in spite of the fact that she
was a matron who had now borne five children.

 Ullic had not responded to any of my jibes, which was more than unusual. I looked at him more closely.
"What's the matter with you?" He grinned foolishly and shrugged his big shoulders, saying nothing. The
foolish grin was his normal expression around Luceiia, but his silence was strange. I followed it up.

 "Are you feeling unwell, King? I've never known you so quiet and well behaved." Again, no response. I
turned to Luceiia. "Where are the children?"

 "They're eating in the kitchens today. I decided they were too boisterous this morning so I banished
them."

"Good. They'll love that."

"That they will. Sometimes I wonder if they think more of Gallo and the servants than they do of us."

 "When it comes to eating they do, my love. They are pampered, fussed over and spoiled when they eat
in the kitchens. We discipline them when they eat with us."

"Come and sit, both of you."

 The meal was delicious and the wine, a light yellow nectar made by the Burgundians, matched it
perfectly. Ullic found his tongue shortly after we sat down and we chatted pleasantly throughout the entire
meal. Finally, I finished the last of my goat's cheese and fresh-baked bread and pushed myself slightly
away from the table.

 "Very well, my friends... Luceiia, that was a beautiful meal — magnificent. All the more so for being
unexpected. I am well fed and mellowed by wine, and warmed by the light, the fire, the flowers and the
scent of incense. So. What is it that you two have in store for me?"

Ullic immediately looked as apprehensive as a sneak-thief caught in the act. He glanced wide-eyed at
Luceiia.

 "Nothing outrageous, my love," she said. "Ullic wanted to speak to you, but was unsure about how to
approach you. You two speak so ill-manneredly to each other all the time that he was afraid you might
not take him seriously enough and so he asked me for my advice."

"And you devised this scheme to loosen me up! It must be quite a favour you are looking for,
Pendragon."
 "You see what I mean?" Luceiia's tone was sharp. "You have proved him right already. Ullic has no
favour to ask of you, and he needs no irony."

"Not fair, wife. There was no irony there!"

"It certainly sounded like it."

 I raised my hands, palms outward in surrender. "Forgive me, then. Ullic, I beg your pardon. I am
impressed, honestly, with the way you have approached this problem, as you call it, even though I have
no idea of what's involved. But I must confess to being a little hurt that you would think that after all this
time I would be insensitive to anything you asked of me, or said to me, that obviously means so much to
you."

He cleared his throat. "Don't be hurt, Publius." That shocked me. Henever called me Publius! "You will
understand in a moment why I had to come about it this way, when you hear what I have to say."

I waited. He was obviously thinking hard. Luceiia had a strange half-smile on her face.

"It's about your eldest daughter."

"My daughter? Veronica?" I was puzzled. "What about her?"

"I want to marry her to my son, Uric."

"Youwhat?" I was dumbfounded.

"I want my son Uric to be married to your daughter, Veronica."

Even hearing it the second time, I still could not believe my ears. "Veronica?" I said. "She's just a child!
An infant!"

 There was total silence for a few seconds. Ullic sat looking uncomfortable, his eyes lowered to his
hands, which were clasped on the table in front of him. My thoughts were chaos, so great was my
surprise. Veronica? The Magpie? It was unthinkable! I fastened on that aspect of my outrage and put it
into words, hearing the harsh tone of my own voice.

 "It's absolutely unthinkable! We will not speak of it!" As soon as I had said it, of course, I knew I was
being too abrupt, for I knew she would have to marry some day. "There will be time enough in years to
come for talk of marriage, once the child has grown."

Luceiia spoke, her voice gently chiding. "Publius, that is unfair. Where are your eyes? The childis almost
grown."

I swung around to face her. "Don't interfere, woman. This is none of your affair."

 She flinched as though I had slapped her, and in a way I had. When she spoke again, there was an
implacable quality to her voice that I had never heard before.

"I am sorry, husband, but thisis my affair. Veronica is my daughter, too, and I love her no less than you
do. Your responses to me and to Ullic are both emotional and inconsiderate." I made to interrupt her, but
she overrode me. "Let me finish!" I subsided and she continued. "Veronica is twelve years old and
already, physically, a woman. Ullic is our best friend outside of the family. He is not suggesting that we
ship the child off today, before supper. His thought was only toarrange a marriage, a marriage that
would not take place until the girl is fully grown and ready to be a wife."

 I was almost appeased, but not quite. The first stirrings of guilt at my harsh reaction made me sound
surly, even to myself. "Then why all this secrecy?"

 "What secrecy? Ullic was worried that you might behave exactly as you have. He knows how great your
love for Veronica is. She is your sun, moon and stars."

I had to smile, and the surliness was gone. "No, wife," I said. "You are my moon and stars."

"Well, anyway, poor Ullic came to me, hoping I might be able to help him blunt your wrath. Look at the
man. He is your dearest friend, your guest and a king, and he sits squirming at your table!"

 I turned to Ullic, my guilt running at full flood now and tinged with shame. I reached across and grasped
his left wrist. "Ullic, my friend, forgive me. My reaction was overstrong, I can see that now. But you hit
me in a tender spot. We almost lost Veronica once ... She is very precious to me. In my eyes, she must
always be a little girl... my little girl. The thought of losing her, even to a fine husband, is repugnant to me,
even though, deep down, I know I'm being foolish. She is growing up. I've noticed it, and I've been
resenting it. Your proposal surfaced unexpectedly. It hurt. I reacted violently. Pardon me."

 He shrugged, his face breaking into a smile. "Publius, we are friends. There is nothing else in the world
that I would have hesitated to ask you for. But I know how you treasure her, and I knew that everything
would be in the asking, so I approached your wife, instead. And I was right, was I not? So was she."

 I picked up a piece of bread and tore off a pinch of it, kneading it between my thumb and forefinger,
seeing my daughter's lovely, smiling, innocent face in my mind. "So," I said, "tell me about this son of
yours, whom you would have as husband to my Veronica."

"You met him when you visited me the time before last, two years ago. He was the age then that
Veronica is now."

"So that makes him, what? Fifteen?"

"Almost. He has not quite filled his fifteenth year."

"So, when would you want them to be wed?"

 "On his eighteenth birthday." This was better. Veronica would be a woman by then. Fifteen, almost
sixteen.

"And why Veronica?"

"Why Veronica? Are you serious?" His smile was broad and easy now. "She is her mother's daughter!
And yours, of course, although that's a misfortune she has learned to live with. I know my son could do
no better."

"But she's a Roman."
His grin was all teeth and crinkled eyes. "Not so. She's a Briton, Publius. Don't you remember? The
Britons were reborn at Stonehenge the night we met."

"So, you believe a Celtic-Briton match would be a good one, do you?"

His smile vanished instantly, to be replaced with an expression that contained no levity.

 "Aye, my friend, I do. It would be good for the young ones and good for us. We are both kings, Publius,
each in his own way, for you are Britannicus's heir, his spiritual heir if you like, in spite of Picus's return
and in spite of your Roman fears of kingship. For I swear I never saw two more kingly men than you and
he."

"You flatter me, Ullic." I was pleased. "I would not have expected that from you."

"I flatter no man, friend. It is the truth. No more than that."

 We spoke no more for some time, each of us absorbed in his own thoughts. It was Luceiia who broke
the silence, placing her hand gently over mine as she asked me, "My love, are we agreed? You seem to
be in favour of the match, but you have not yet said so."

I looked from one to the other of them. "Is there any more wine?"

"Plenty."

 "Then pour us all a draught to seal our bargain, woman. If we are to mix our blood with Celts, we might
as well get drunk."

 Ullic threw back his head and laughed a great laugh of relief and pleasure, and then he jumped to his feet
and embraced each of us, and we drank a toast to our children and to their children whose own children
would join our two peoples long after we were gone.

XIX



 We were fortunate enough to be able to see Picus often during the two years of Stilicho's campaign in
Britain, in spite of the fact that the fighting was intense and hectic all during that time. It was he who told
us that the major problem facing Stilicho's forces was one of deployment, since the enemy they were
fighting was seaborne and undisciplined and there was no master plan behind the Saxon incursions. Picus
insisted that it was inaccurate to speak of invasion for that single reason: lacking a master plan, or even a
recognizable leader, these attacks, significant and consistent though they were, nevertheless consisted
simply of massive numbers of Saxons, Hibernian Scots, Caledonian Picts, and Franks from south Gaul
striking without warning wherever they made landfall, so that Stilicho's armies were constantly reacting
instead of initiating. This was a new form of war; there was never any question of military confrontation,
of meeting and defeating a static enemy in a fixed battle.

 In the course of those two years, Stilicho's greatest weapon, his supreme advantage, was his new heavy
cavalry. It became clear very early in the campaign that the speed and manoeuvrability they possessed
demanded augmentation and encouragement, and Stilicho was a brilliant commander who believed in
making the most of every advantage at his disposal. Within months, boatloads of prime horseflesh began
arriving regularly at the Saxon Shore forts along the south coast — the very finest horses the Empire
could provide.

 Young Quintus Flavius, one of Picus's close friends, was promoted to general and given the
responsibility for overseeing the breeding farms of the armies of Britain. It was far from coincidental that
every time one of these two visited the Colony, he came mounted on a fine stallion, and our own stock
improved with every foaling.

 Late in the autumn of 398, Picus arrived one night accompanied only by a small, armed escort. He saw
to the quartering of his horses and his men and then he drew his father and me aside into Caius's study.
We could tell that something important was in the wind, but we had no idea what it was, or how it might
affect us. Picus let us know the answer to those questions just as soon as Gallo had brought us wine and
honeyed wheat-cakes and had built up the fire in the great brazier so that it was now a roaring blaze. As
the door closed behind the old man, Picus opened his pouch and produced a rolled parchment, which he
handed to his father. The imperial seal that held it closed was dazzling in its import.

"Read it aloud, Father."

 Caius broke the seal and scanned the parchment quickly, then cleared his throat and began to read
aloud:

" 'Caius Britannicus, Proconsul of Rome, from Flavius Stilicho, Commander-in-Chief, Imperial Armies.

 " 'In the name of His Imperial Majesty, Honorius, Emperor of all Rome, the time has come for me to
remind you of the terms of the commission issued to you by my hand in the year of my arrival in Britain.

 " 'Now, in the second year of our campaigning, it appears that our armies have turned the tide of
invasion and re-established the supremacy of Roman arms in this province. I am commanded by His
Imperial Highness to withdraw my legions to the marshalling of his affairs elsewhere in the Empire;
departure will be immediate upon conclusion of military arrangements in Britain to my satisfaction.

 " 'The Legate Picus Britannicus will remain in Britain with his cavalry, as my deputy, until such time as the
Empire shall have need of him elsewhere or until he has established a cavalry command to his own
standards within Britain and can feel confident in delegating his own authority to a subordinate, freeing
himself in conscience to return to my command.

 " 'With this letter, to be delivered to you by the Legate Britannicus, I am enclosing a plenary warrant of
authorization confirming you in the rank ofLegatus Emeritus of the Irregular Armies of South-west
Britain, in the name of Honorius, Emperor of the West. In this capacity, you will use all the powers at
your command to defend the territories delineated on the accompanying chart signed by my hand and
sealed with the seal of Honorius.

" 'Stilicho, Commander-in-Chief. Pro persona: Honorius, Imperator.'"

When he had stopped reading, we both stood staring at Picus.

 "So," said Caius, "what does this really mean? Apart from the obvious. Stilicho is leaving and you are to
remain, for the time being. How long will you remain in Britain?"

Picus shrugged, smiling. "Who knows, Father? He may send for me next month, although I doubt it. My
guess is that I am here for a long time. Stilicho has three commanders of cavalry here in Britain with him
now, not counting Flavius. I am senior of the three. He has chosen to leave me behind to organize Britain.
It could be a big undertaking."

"Could be?" Caius's tone was sharp. "Could be? Are you unsure?"

 Picus shook his head, chastened. "No. Let me rephrase that without false modesty. It is a major
responsibility. Stilicho does me great honour."

"That's better."

 I caught Picus's eye, feeling the half-smile on my face at hearing the meticulous father critical, although
only mildly so, of the favoured son. Picus, however, was unaware of me. His expression was thoughtful,
and he stared intently into the fire of the brazier for a long time before he spoke again.

 "It's not going to be an easy matter to build a permanent cavalry garrison here, or to staff it with a
self-sufficient command that I can leave behind. There is too much entrenched resentment among the
regular army command."

"How so?" The look on Cay's face was measuring, his eyes intent on his son as the young man laid out
before us the problems facing him.

 "They're jealous, I suppose," Picus muttered, finally. This was accompanied by another shrug of his
shoulders. "After four hundred years of Roman occupation in Britain, their authority, as they see it, is
being usurped by an upstart body of elitist troops under the command of a chain of staff officers most of
whom are not yet twenty-five years old."

 "Damn it," I said, "that's the way it has always been. All the brilliant soldiers of history have been babes
in arms!"

 He glanced in my direction, noticing me, I felt, as one would notice a passing wasp. "Aye, but most of
them fought on foot, Varrus."

 Caius interrupted. "Invalid, my son. After that same four hundred years of occupation, Roman military
intelligence has finally come up with a new way to re-establish Roman supremacy. Surely the army
commanders can see that?"

Picus half twisted his head, an incomplete gesture suggesting that his father's suggestion was an
unconvincing one. "Perhaps they can, Father, but that doesn't mean they have to like it."

"True, absolutely not. But Stilicho's imperial authority means they have to accept it."

 "No argument." Picus held up his helmet and brushed at its crest with the sleeve of his tunic, preening the
stiff, scarlet-dyed horsehair. "But any acceptance, Father, can be qualified by willingness. Resistance to
change is an intrinsic human failing. I remember, as a boy, hearing you say time and again that true
change, lasting change, comes very slowly. The military command in Britain has had radical change thrust
down its throat in the space of two years. My cavalry has no tradition. It has no history, and you, of all
people, Father, know what tradition and history mean to the officer corps of the Roman army."

He held out his helmet to his father at arm's length. A full face-mask of heavy metal hung from the brow
of it, peaked in a crease so that the sides of the mask swept in to the cheekbones and then flared out. It
was obvious that its prime purpose was to deflect missiles.
 "Take this, for example. I have insisted that all of my men have face-masks like this one fitted to their
helmets." Cay took the proffered helmet and examined it closely, raising and lowering the face-guard on
its intricately hinged flaps as his son continued. "Our speed brings us too quickly within bowshot of our
enemies, and our faces are unprotected. It is a new circumstance, but I have lost too many men to this
kind of injury. Now my men's faces are protected, but their pride is taking a battering from the jeers of
the old infantry sweats and their officers, who have never had a need for face-masks."

 Britannicus chewed on that for a full minute before answering. "You know, my son," he finally said, "you
have just made a point that I have to acknowledge and emphasize. One of the advantages of growing old
is the growth of the astonishing ability to accept that one can be, and frequently has been, wrong in one's
deepest beliefs. I have been wrong in many things in my lifetime, but the paradox has been that much of
the time, at the time, I was correct." He paused and looked down at the imperial letter he was still
holding. "We are living in a time of changes — changes that would have been inconceivable fifty or a
hundred years ago when the world was still set in its ways. Nowadays we have to accept and
accommodate the need for such changes — sudden, radical changes, wholesale adaptations to new and
abrupt circumstances. And when I say 'we' I mean we colonists in this tiny corner of the Empire. The rest
of the Empire cannot, will not adapt to such changes. That is why the Empire's days are numbered. That
is why we are here. Your cavalry corps is an adaptation to changing circumstances. If the inertia of the
military chain of command, the hidebound military intellect, will not accept the need for it, that is tragic."

 I had been pouring wine and sampling the honeyed wheat-cakes while this last exchange was going on,
and now I spoke through a mouthful of food. "Tragic it may be, but it's not unusual." I handed each of
them a cup of wine. Caius sipped at his before answering me.

"No, Varrus, it's not unusual.We are unusual. We are determined to adapt, and so we shall survive. Your
daughter's wedding next spring to young Uric Pendragon will mark an official bonding of two peoples.
The fruit of that bond will mark a new beginning in the history of this island of Britain. Your grandchildren,
Publius, my great-nephews and great-nieces, will be set apart by their blood."

I demurred. "I don't often argue with you, Cay, but this time I think you're exaggerating a little. Romans
have been marrying the women of Britain for as long as there have been Romansin Britain."

He shook his head, dismissing the validity of my comment while apparently agreeing with what I said.

 "Of course they have, my friend. We all know that. But it has never happened at this level before. This is
a monumental step, don't you see that?"

"No, Caius," I said. "I don't. What 'level' are you talking about?"

"The highest level."

 "What's so different about it, in God's name? They're just two young people who are being wed by their
parents. They're no different from any of the other young people who have done the same thing, gone the
same way."

 "Publius Varrus!" He shook his head impatiently, a frown of annoyance on his face. "Have you no sense
at all of the order of things? There is no Celtic blood in my family that I am aware of, nor is there any in
yours. Is there?"

 I shook my head, twisting my lips into a grimace of unconcern to show it was matter of complete
indifference to me. "No, not as far as I know, although I haven't made an issue of investigating it."
 He pounced on that. "There you are, then! We have been bred in Britain, it is true, but our blood is pure
Roman. Unsullied Roman blood, Publius. Republican blood. And it is a matter of great pride in our friend
Ullic that his own blood is, as he would put it, untainted by Roman impurities. His race is regal, Varrus.
He is pure Celt. His people have ruled this part of the world for centuries, long before the Caesars came
to power. And you say you can't see what this means?

 "When your daughter weds Ullic's son, it will be the start of a new bloodline — the same thing that
excites Victorex in his breeding of horses. And breeding is what we are talking about here, let us not lose
sight of that. We are causing the creation of a new breed of man by mingling Veronica's pure Roman
blood with Uric's pure Celtic blood. Forget the others that have gone before. That was miscegenation.
Roman legionaries have not been pure Roman for hundreds of years. They are a mongrel creation of the
Empire, romanized, perhaps, but never Roman."

 He swung on his son, whose face was as blank as mine. "Picus, don't tell me that you had failed to mark
the significance of this match?"

 Picus shook his head slightly in bewilderment. "No, Father. I hadn't thought much about it at all, and
certainly not from that perspective."

"Then think about it now! And think about it from this time on. Your cousins by this union will be the
progenitors of a noble house of unique qualification."

Picus's lip quirked upwards. "Yes, I suppose they will, when you put it like that."

 "No suppositions! Theywill be!" Caius looked from Picus to me and then raised his cup. "Now! Join me
in a toast to the unborn. To the sons of Veronica and Uric, the future rulers of this Colony and this whole
land, for we will raise them to a legacy of strength and freedom that has not been seen by men for
centuries. To our heirs!"

 It was a fine toast and a stirring thought, and we drank to it gladly, although I had to resist shaking my
head in wonder at my own lack of perception. There were times when Caius Britannicus could make me
feel like an absolute bumpkin.

 "Why are we all still standing like idlers on a street corner?" Caius finally asked. "Let's sit and enjoy the
fire. There is a nip in the air tonight that reminds me of my multiplying years." He sat by the fireplace and
we joined him, pulling our chairs closer to the flames as he spoke again to Picus.

"So, let's talk of strategy.Is the invasion turned?"

 Picus nodded. "Yes. We believe so. The indications are all there. Reported raids have decreased greatly
in the last few months."

"How significant is that?" I asked him.

 "Highly significant. No raids at all in the last two weeks. Prior to that, only three in three weeks. In the
three months before that only twelve, and six of those occurred in the first month of the three."

"That is still a lot of raids," said his father. "You really feel justified in claiming that to be a significant
decrease?"
 Picus leaned forward and toasted his palms in front of the glowing coals for a few moments before
answering. Finally he said, "Yes, Father, I do. Very definitely. In the same period last year, there were
more than forty raids. In any man's language that has to be a significant difference."

 "Yes, I suppose it is." There was silence for a time and then Britannicus went on. "Your technique, here
in Britain — how has it developed?"

"I'm not sure of your meaning, Father. From what viewpoint?"

"How has it improved over the past two years? What have you learned? What have you done? What
have you initiated?"

 Picus smiled. "Much. A great deal on all three points, Father. I think perhaps the first thing we learned is
that, laced with an enemy whose strikes are unforeseeable, the last thing one can hope to do is operate
under the normal conditions of warfare. No, let me rephrase that." His speech slowed perceptibly as he
enunciated his thoughts with much greater precision. "The last thing one can hope to do is operate as
though the accepted traditional ways and methods have any application. They do not." He paused and
drank deeply before going on.

 "We were forced to accept, right from the outset of our campaign in Britain, that we could never hope to
react in time to have any preventive effect upon this type of enemy incursion. We had to evolve new
tactics to deal with new conditions, and so we split our forces, our cavalry forces, regionally, into five
central bases: one in Eboracum, one in Glevum, one in Verulamium, one in Dubris and one in
Noviomagus. Using each of these bases as the hub of a wheel, we set up lines of observation — outposts
of infantry — tending signal-fires along lines radiating from the centre. Once these lines were established
and in place, the news of raiders passed as quickly as the visibility of the fires. Sometimes the ancient
methods are still the best — we simply adapted the signal-fires to our own needs, and used more of
them. And while we were setting up these beacons, we also set up relay stations along the same lines,
fully staffed and equipped with fresh horses. We split our active troops into self-sufficient squadrons with
one centurion in overall charge of each, two decurions and forty troopers. Our reasoning in this was that
one longboat could contain anywhere from thirty to fifty men. Two boatloads would double that potential,
and so on. Our arithmetic considered one squadron of disciplined cavalry to be at least the equal of two
boatloads of raiders, so each relay station was stocked with eighty-eight horses, kept in a constant state
of readiness.

 "Each outpost was responsible for the building and the maintenance of groups of five signal-fires, set up
side by side in a straight line and far enough apart to avoid any confusion. One fire meant one boat. Four
fires set alight simultaneously meant more than three boatloads — a heavy raid. Five simultaneous fires
means more than six boats — a major invasion fleet. It works very well, for our whole operation is
predicated upon the advantage held by a double squadron of heavily armed, well-mounted, disciplined
troops over a body of men on foot numbering twice their strength or even more. When four signal-fires
are lit at once, for example, three squadrons are dispatched in response. Two of these ride at speed to
catch the enemy on land, at work, and keep him from retreating to his boats. The third proceeds more
slowly, in reserve, backed up by a full cohort of infantry moving at a forced march."

"It sounds good," said his father. "How well does it work?"

"As well as we can hope for. Our major weakness, at the start, was that we did not have enough good
horses. It takes a lot of horseflesh to implement a plan like that. In the beginning we were operating at
half strength in every area. We had to. We could not simply neglect some areas in favour of others, since
we had no idea where the next spate of landings might occur. But the signal-fires passed the word
quickly and our response time was very fast. As the Tightness of our method began to prove itself,
Stilicho moved heaven and earth to appropriate more and better horses for us. He used to joke that he
was stripping the Empire clean of horseflesh to feed the people of Britain, and there were times when it
looked as though it might be true. It seemed that every second Roman galley arriving in Britain was
loaded with prime horseflesh."

"Impressive," I said. "How soon after your arrival did you start to put all this in place?"

 "A matter of months. As soon as we grew tired of looking foolish every time we arrived on the scene of
a raid to find all the damage done and the enemy gone."

"Which was often?"

"Always would be more accurate."

 "I see. And since you switched over to these new tactics all of that has changed? Whose idea was it to
set up these regional bases?"

 He shook his head. "No one's, and everybody's. The idea came out of a staff meeting. I mentioned the
possibility of splitting our forces to gain manoeuvrability, and the idea grew from there. By the time that
meeting had ended, the rudiments of the plan were in place and the logistics were under consideration.
From that point onwards, it was just a matter of time until we had our units positioned and ready to move
at the sight of a beacon. Once the troops were distributed, it became a matter of tightening up our
procedures, learning from our mistakes and adapting to conditions as they arose."

 He stood up, stretching himself. "I can give you an example of what I mean by that, too. One of the first
things we learned was that, almost invariably, when there was only one boat involved in a raid, the enemy
was gone by the time we arrived, no matter how fast our response was. They hit, cleaned up and got
away in a hurry. As soon as a raid involved two or more boats, however, their operations time slowed
down very considerably. We really don't know why this should be, but we suspect it was because of
their numerical strength. It seemed to give them the confidence to move further inland. Of course, with
twice the men, they needed twice as much booty to be equally successful. Anyway, a pattern began to
emerge very quickly and it indicated that it simply was not worthwhile dispatching troops against a
single-boat raiding party.

 "There are people, I know, who think that was a callous decision. But it was the only one we could
make, the only one that made any sense. At the height of the raiding activity in the early summer of the
first year we were in action, there were four occasions when we were short of men to tackle major
raiding parties because troops had already been dispatched to minor raids, and on none of these four
occasions did our squadrons make contact with the small raiding parties. They were gone, back out to
sea before our people ever came near them. Standing orders were changed to alert troops to one-boat
raids but to respond only to raids involving two or more boats."

 "Makes sense," I said. "If what you say is true, and I don't doubt a word of it, the people in the farms
and villages along the coastline who were being hit by these small raids were beyond help in any case."

 "Exactly. But a strange thing has happened in the course of two years. Do you know that there is now an
almost uninhabited belt, ten or twelve, sometimes fifteen miles wide, around the entire coastline of
southern Britain?"

I shook my head. "No. You mean the people have just moved out?"
 "Most of them. Moved inland. A few stayed, too stubborn to move away from their homes and their
living — mainly fisher-folk who live right on the coast — but the majority, the farmers and farm workers,
just abandoned everything and moved inland to safety."

"How has this affected the raiders and their methods?"

Britannicus was watching his son closely, a tiny frown ticking between his brows.

 Picus shook his head decisively. "It's too early to say with any kind of certainty, but we are pretty well
convinced that it has had an effect — and a positive one — on the number and the nature of the raids.
Single-boat raids are almost non-existent now. It takes a lot of guts for one boatload of thirty-odd men to
travel inland for ten or fifteen miles in the hope of finding a village, hitting it and getting out again before
our people arrive. It puts a lot of distance between them and their boat."

"But your people don't respond to one-boat raids, you said."

 "They would now, knowing that the enemy is going to be on foot for fifteen miles inland and back. But it
simply doesn't happen any more."

"So raiding parties are getting bigger?"

"Yes. That's absolutely correct. And fewer, too."

"So how much thought have you given to future developments in this pattern?"

 Picus flashed a grin at his stern-faced parent. "We hope it develops to the point where all of them land
together and we can smash them once and for all, but that's a dream. If the trend continues, and at this
time it is only a suspected trend which time will prove or disprove, but if, as I say, it continues to develop,
then we could see numerically stronger parties raiding more systematically next year."

"And how will that affect the deployment of your cavalry?"

 "It won't. Not adversely, at any rate. We're already prepared for it. Plans are in place to consolidate our
lines of communication. We'll simply strengthen our reserves and be prepared to move in greater
strength."

 "You obviously think that this is going to happen?" Cay's inflection made this more of a question than a
statement.

 "No, Ihope it's going to happen. I've just dismissed it as a dream, but it is true that the more men they
use, the bigger the fleets they assemble, the greater will be our advantage. Just let me get an army of them
in one place at one time, and I'll smash them beyond recovery."

"Hmmm." Cay sounded mildly sceptical. "Dream as it may be, have you the strength to do that?"

 "Aye. And more, I have the speed and the weight. You know yourself, Father, how wild these people
are. They have no concept of concerted discipline. They operate, all of them, as independent units. Each
boat's crew is devoted to itself. Land a large number of boats together and you have a fearsome band of
savages. But they are a rabble. I can destroy them easily if they do that, and in their pride and ignorance,
they can't admit it." He snapped his hand in front of his face as though snatching a fly out of the air,
holding his clenched fist high in front of his face. "Just let me have one chance to catch them on land, in
strength. I don't need a whole army of them. Just a mob big enough to grapple with at leisure."

 His father sucked at his front teeth. "And how do you see our role here in the Colony shaping up, now
that I amLegatus Emeritus of the Irregulars of South-west Britain? And, by the way, you still have not
delivered my warrant into my hands. Is that a deliberate oversight?"

"Oh! Pardon me, I have it here." He delved again into his scrip and produced a second scroll, this one
much bigger than the first. His father took it from him, broke the seal and scanned the contents quickly
before passing it across to me. It was a clear, clean and specific document bearing the signature and the
personal seal of Stilicho and the imperial seal of Honorius. I read it with appreciation and handed it back.

"Well, General," I said. "I can call you General again."

"Again? You never stopped." He eyed his son. "You haven't answered my question, Picus."

 "What answer would you have, Father? You read your warrant. It's unique. You have autonomy under
imperial seal. I can't tell you what to do, nor can any other."

"You can make suggestions if I ask for them."

Picus nodded, smiling. "True, I can."

"Well then. I have already asked you. How do you see our role here developing?"

"I would like to see it develop considerably, Father, if you are willing. How many horses do you have
now?"

 "You mean trained cavalry mounts?" Picus nodded and Caius shook his head. "I don't know with
certainty. Victorex will have the exact number, but I suspect it will be around a hundred and fifty, perhaps
a hundred and seventy-five. No more."

"Hmmm! Not enough." Picus sat in deep thought, flicking his thumbnail against his teeth. "I can let you
have a hundred more now, and the same again, later, say in six months to a year."

 "Can you, by God?" I jumped into the conversation again. "And how will you justify that to your
superiors?"

 He grinned at me in boyish delight. "What superiors, Uncle? I have none in Britain, once Stilicho is gone.
No, that's not strictly true. Marcus Telia, Military Commander of the Province of South Britain, is my
nominal superior, but he has been well briefed by Stilicho on the real extent of his jurisdiction over me.
He is to forward my reports to Stilicho regularly, assist me in any way he can in the strengthening of my
command, preserve my autonomy in terms of allowing no interference with my performance of my duties
and otherwise leave me strictly alone. I don't have tojustify anything to anyone. I have decided to supply
you with the horseflesh you need, so that you in turn can be useful to me in the prosecution of my
mandate. If your men are well enough mounted, they can patrol this whole region and set up
watching-posts and cavalry depots along the entire coastline of the territories given into your charge by
Stilicho."

"To the north or to the south?"
"Both, eventually. For the moment, to the north, guarding the estuary leading to Glevum and freeing my
men there for duty in the south-east. And there, if I needed any, is my justification."

 Britannicus jumped to his feet and clapped his hands loudly together. "Excellent! So be it! We will work
together." The door opened in answer to his summons and old Gallo came back into the room. "Gallo, is
General Picus's room ready for him?"

"Of course, Master." There was just the barest hint of reproach in the old man's voice.

"Good. Excellent. When will dinner be ready?"

"Whenever you are, Master. The ladies are waiting."

"Then we are ready now. Come, Publius, Picus, let's dine. Your aunt will be glad to see you, lad."

"I hope so, and I will be glad to see her. It has been months now since I was last here."

 We began walking towards the dining room, and as we went, Picus began quizzing me on weapons,
asking how we were solving the problem of arming our men.

"Oh," I told him, "we are making some headway, but nothing revolutionary. We've had no major design
breakthroughs. I'll show you what we have tomorrow, if you're still here. Will you be still here?"

 He grinned and raked his spread fingers across his close-cropped scalp. "I'll be here. I have had a rough
couple of weeks and could use a day off. I'll get back on the road before dawn the following day."

 "Fine." I clapped him on the shoulder. "Now, no more talk of weapons or of war. Your aunt and your
niece are completely tied up in their arrangements for the wedding next spring. Since Veronica has
'become a woman,' as she likes to phrase it, she and her mother have formed a conspiracy to
domesticate the men in this household. We are actively discouraged from discussing business at table.
Your father and I have decided that, until the wedding is over, we will humour them. We talk of
generalities and social affairs at table now, all of which means that we listen to the latest developments in
planning the nuptials."

He laughed aloud. "It sounds as though this is going to be a major celebration."

"Depend upon it. It is," his father answered him. "And I for one am not unhappy about it. Bear in mind
what I said earlier about the underlying connotations of this match. The more moment we accord to it, the
better it will suit itself to our purposes."

"You mean it really is political? A dynastic marriage?" He was still half joking.

"Yes, I do. The young people like each other, which is a valuable bonus. But this marriage is,
nevertheless, political above and beyond all else. Had I planned it myself, I could not have arranged a
better match. As it turned out, I did not have to. Varrus and Ullic between them arranged the contract,
Varrus in total innocence of its portent. Ullic, I know, knew what he was doing."

I interrupted. "By the way, Picus, what of Seneca? Is he still in Britain?"

He barked a laugh. "Oh, yes, he's still in Britain. He's my commander in the north and I keep a close eye
on him. He knows I do, and he takes great care to keep his nose clean."
"What will happen when Stilicho leaves? Do you expect any trouble from him?"

 "From Seneca, you mean? The only way he can cause me trouble is to mutiny, and if he tries that, I'll
crucify him, and he knows it. No, he'll cause no trouble. He has two more years to serve, according to
imperial decree. When he gets out, then he might try to cause trouble for me, but the prospect holds no
terror."

 We arrived at the doors of the dining room just as he concluded this last sentence, and Britannicus
placed his finger to his lips in a silent "Shhh," his right eyebrow quirked high in his own particular way,
and led Picus and me, both grinning, into the company of the ladies.

XX



 I slept poorly that night and rose long before dawn had even begun to register in the east. So I was
surprised to find Picus up and about ahead of me, finding himself some breakfast. We ate together and
talked for a while, and he suggested going for a ride. I was happy to go, but I made a joke out of slipping
away quickly before Luceiia noticed us and found some work for me to do. We were soon mounted and
heading out into the open fields behind the villa, where we gave our horses their head and let them gallop
until they became tired and slowed of their own volition. My mount, Germanicus, was four hands shorter
than the big black Picus was riding, and yet he was the biggest horse we had in our entire stable. I was
eyeing the big black with my new appreciation for horseflesh when Picus broke in on my thoughts.

"Would Aunt Luceiia really have stopped you from coming, Uncle?"

I looked at him in amazement. "Of course not, it was a joke! She'd never even think of such a thing.
Why would you ask that... you find it credible?"

 He was frowning slightly, perplexed. "I don't know. Women are a mystery to me... I never feel at ease in
their company, never know what to think or do... I can't imagine being married to one."

 I grinned. "Welcome to the world most men inhabit! When you're safely married, you learn to appear to
think and todo what you're told to think and do, if you want a quiet, peaceful life ... and in return, you're
allowed to complain long-sufferingly about how hard it is to be so blessed... And that was another joke!"
It earned me an uncertain, not-quite-convinced kind of smile.

By this time we were more than three miles from the villa, at the upswell of a range of low hills that held
one of my favourite spots for being alone, by myself or with Luceiia.

"Swing left, over that way." I pointed with my chin and Picus kneed his big horse gently towards the
hillside on the left, asking no questions. We swung into the rise and crested the hill to find a wooded
depression that was hidden from below.

 "Here, let me lead the way. I've been here before." I guided Germanicus down into the bushes, following
a trail he knew as well as I did. As we descended, the bushes grew taller and closer around us, brushing
against us as we wound down into the centre of the hilltop. Picus was right behind me as Germanicus
turned to the right, and suddenly we were in a tiny jewel of a valley, a natural amphitheatre ringed by
rock face on three sides and by the dense growth we had come through on the fourth. The whole place
was less than fifty paces wide in any direction. Straight in front of the path by which we had entered, a
deep pool was fed by a silent cascade of water that glided down moss-covered rocks from the cliff
above and fell free the last three feet to splash on a large, upthrust rock shelf so that the sunlight made
rainbows in the spray. Along to the right of where we were, a bank of mossy turf looked as inviting as a
down-filled couch.

"How did you find this place, Uncle Varrus?"

"By accident. You like it?"

"I've always liked it. It used to be mine." He smiled widely at my open-mouthed consternation. "I grew
up here. I had my first girl there, right on that bank. And several others after."

I felt my eyebrows go up in shock. "You did, did you? And here I thought it virgin. Not to speak of
you!"

He laughed, a great, booming sound. "I was sixteen! And before that I'd been — aware? — for six
whole years. It was a soldier I wanted to be, remember, not a priest."

"Well, then, welcome home. Again. Let's take a rest."

 We dismounted and threw ourselves on the grass. I noticed Picus looking around him as though
searching for something along the small beach at the side of the pool.

"What are you looking for?"

"Ashes. Can't see any. It looks as though no one's been here for years."

"No one has. Except for myself and my family. Why would you look for ashes?"

He looked at me in surprise. "You've never fished here?"

 It was my turn to be surprised. "Fished? No, I haven't. Why should I fish? I come here to escape, not to
eat."

 "Oh, Uncle Varrus." He shook his head in mock regret. "You have missed one of life's greatest
pleasures. When I was a boy I would come here for whole days at a time. I pitched my leather
legionary's tent here, where we're sitting. I'd have my bow and arrows, my sling, some fishhooks and a
line, my salt and bread and my fire-starting box. I was totally self-sufficient. I caught my food right here
and cooked it on my own fire."

"What kind of fish?"

"Trout. Succulent, beautiful trout."

"Are they hard to catch?"

"Sometimes. But they are never impossible to catch."

"Really? What else did you catch? Fish would be a monotonous diet."

Picus shook his head gravely and with total conviction before lying back on the grass and crossing his
hands behind his head. "Not trout, Uncle Varrus! Trout is never boring. But sometimes I'd catch a rabbit,
and sometimes a pheasant, or maybe a duck. But mostly rabbits."

"You shot them how? With arrows, or with your sling?"

"It depended on how far away they were when I found them. Arrow or stone, it all depended on
distance."

"Ever miss?"

 "Most times, at first." He laughed and sat up, remembering. "But hunger can do wonders for improving
the aim."

 I lay back, flat on the grass. "I found this place one day because my horse brought me here. He seemed
to know where he was going, so I just let him take me. It was a pleasant surprise."

"Was it a grey horse? Old?"

"Yes. Was he yours?"

He nodded, smiling. "We came here often, he and I. His name was Cupid. Silly name for a horse. He
must be dead by now."

 "Yes. Five or six years ago. During the winter. I remember, because I found him one morning dead in
the paddock."

 He grunted, a note of regret in the sound. "He was an old horse even when I was a youngster. It seems a
shame that horses have to die. They're often worth more than men, in terms of their nature."

 "Aye, it can seem that way sometimes, I suppose." I nodded at his own mount, which stood cropping
the grass beside us. "That's a fine horse you have there. I noticed all your men were mounted well.
Where do such horses come from? He must be four good hands bigger than mine, and mine is a big
horse."

 He eyed Germanicus with a horseman's eyes, then looked back at his own horse. "Aye, he comes from
Gaul and he has good lines — I would even say beautiful lines. The Gauls breed big horses, Germanic
forest horses. They use them as draft animals on their farms. I don't think there are any bigger in the
world. Of course, they're shaggy brutes, with long, rough hair that is almost impossible to groom, but they
are phenomenally strong and surprisingly gentle, considering that they run wild in the forests. We're
breeding horses now all over the Empire." He paused, considering a question that had obviously just
occurred to him, before turning to me. "When did you start your program here in the Colony exactly?"

 I sat upright. "Exactly? I don't remember. It was about ten years ago, I think. The idea was your father's,
naturally. We had been talking about the Adrianople slaughter and about Alexander's Companions, and
we were always talking of the Saxon pirates. Your father thought it might be worth our while to train
some men to fight the way you do, as heavy cavalry and not merely mounted bowmen. It worked, as you
know."

 A wood-pigeon exploded out of the trees across from us, disturbed by something prowling below it. I
looked at the sky. "Well, it looks as though the rain is going to stay away today, at least. We'd better be
heading back to the villa. It's almost mid-morning."
 An hour or so later we were all assembled in the forge, examining the results of the most recent
experiments in weaponry carried out by myself and Equus. Picus had picked up the very first of Equus's
efforts and was swinging it around, testing its weight and balance, when he noticed some specks of rust
on the blade and drew my attention to them.

"This is unusual, Uncle Varrus. A rusty blade, here in the temple of metallic perfection?"

 I grunted. "Blame Equus. He'd rather not have to look at that one at all, let alone keep it in good
condition."

"He doesn't like it? This? Why not, in God's name?"

"I don't know, lad. He made it. Ask him. He took a dislike to it before it was even finished and he has
done nothing like it since then."

 "But it's the best of the lot! Look at it. It's versatile — cutand stab! The long blade ... I've seen nothing
like it before. Uncle Varrus, this thingworks!"

"Tell that to Equus. He thinks it's a disaster."

 "But why? It's cumbersome, but it has something that none of the other spears have. This shaft is solid.
Heavy. I think it's just too long. If it were shorter, so that it could clear the chest and let a man swing it
across his body all the way, it would be formidable. A horseman could change hands at will, with no
awkwardness. No, I like this." He turned to Equus. "Equus, I think you had a fine idea here and let
yourself lose it."

 "Don't talk crazy," growled Equus. "I changed my mind because I saw how stupid the idea was. How
can a rider shift his spear from hand to hand? What's he going to do with his shield in the meantime?
Hang it from his bottom lip?"

 Picus, however, was not to be so easily discouraged. He held the weapon aloft and looked at it, moving
it around so that the light played upon the blade. "Equus, if I could have something like this, with the
weight and the balance this has, that I could use in either hand, on either side of me, I'd be tempted to
throw my shield away."

 "Hah!" Equus's voice was filled with disgust. "And then where would you be? You'd get skewered like a
rabbit on a spit by the first pikeman you came up against."

 "No, I don't think so. I'm serious. I would wear a heavier breastplate, and the added advantage of being
able to swing this thing would offset not having a shield. Father? What do you think?" He was feinting
with it as he spoke, holding it straight out at arm's length, the strength of his arm muscles making a
mockery of the weight of the thing.

 Britannicus looked at it, his eye running the full length of Picus's outstretched arms and the seven-foot
length of the spear. "I have no idea at all, my son. It might work, I suppose. How much of the shaft
would you remove?"

"About half the length."

"You're both mad," Equus was growling to himself. "Cut off half the length — any of the length, for that
matter — and you foul up both the balance and the weight. Weapons are designed in proportion, you
know. We don't just leave an extra length on there for decoration."

 I was listening closely, although I was taking no part in the conversation, and something was beginning to
tickle at the back of my mind.

 "That's a spear you're talking about," Equus went on. "Boudicca's buttocks! You're swinging it around
there as if it were an axe."

"But it almost is an axe, Equus. I think it's because of the shape and weight of the blade."

 Equus slapped the top of his bench in his frustration. "That's right, man! It's neither one thing nor the
other. It's a bastard thing, bred in a moment of unwisdom. The weight distribution in the blade's all
wrong, so you can't use it for a hard swing. All the weight is concentrated at the top, too close to the
shaft. Hit anything hard with that thing and it'll crumple like a piece of parchment. Believe me, Picus."

 Picus screwed his face up in a wry expression of regret. "Well, if you really feel that strongly about it,
and you designed it, I'll have to take your word for it. But it seems a shame, for no matter what you say, I
know there's something about it that'sright!" He looked at me. "Varrus, you're saying nothing. How do
you feel about it?"

I reached out my hand and he passed the spear to me. It was very heavy.

 "Equus is right," I said. "It's too cumbersome. You can handle it, but you're almost a giant. No ordinary
soldier could use the thing the way you suggest, and I suspect it would tire even you in a short space of
time if you were swinging it in a fight. The weightis wrongly distributed for that, and by shortening the
shaft you'd only aggravate the imbalance." I tossed it back to him, smiling at his crestfallen look. "But
you're right, there is something good about it. I just wish I could define what it is. I'll work on it."

"Good! When you've solved the problem, I'll buy them from you by the hundred."

 The conversation moved on then to other topics, but I paid little heed to what was being said from that
time on. There was something bothering me, something that had almost formed in my mind in the course
of the conversation between Picus and Equus. Of course, the more I tried to pin down what it was, the
more it eluded me.

 There are few things more frustrating than trying to recall a fleeting, half-formed thought. I even found
myself trying to tell myself that it was not important, but I knew it had to be, or it would not have been
worrying me. Eventually, however, when the others had gone and left me on my own for a while, the
elusive memory I had been seeking suddenly sprang into my mind and I cursed myself for having been so
intense about it. They had been talking about weight and balance and Picus had said that the spear was
almost like an axe, because of the shape and the weight of the blade. And now I remembered seeing, as
a young soldier, a child in some remote African village splitting wood with an ancient bronze sword that
had a heavy, leaf-shaped blade. The thing had been really old and battered, and what edge it once had
had been lost long in the past. But the boy was using it to split wood, and the lover of arms in me was
saddened by this menial use of a weapon that must at some time have been someone's proudest
possession. I tried to buy it, but the boy fled, taking his sword with him.

 So that was what had been driving me mad, and now I was irritated because I could not see the
significance of it. Why should it have flashed up into my memory after more than thirty years of oblivion?
What possible connection could my mind have formed between today's conversation about a spear and
an axe and that encounter in a dirty north African village street so long ago? Obviously, the shape of the
blade was the connection, but why? It made no sense to think of Equus's spear with a leaf-shaped blade
— that would be worse than useless — so what was it? I was becoming angry at myself — I recognized
the symptoms — so I forced myself to empty my mind as much as I was able to and began to walk back
towards the house, nodding to those I met along the way and trying to keep my mind bare of thought. I
knew the answer would come to me. I simply hated having to sit around and wait for it.

 Four of Picus's escort were squatting by a corner of the wall that surrounded the house. They saw me
coming and put away the dice they had been using to pass their time, standing erect as I approached. I
nodded to them in response to their salutes and asked them where their legate was. One of them, the
oldest of the four, appointed himself spokesman.

"We're waiting for him, sir. He went into the house a few minutes ago with the Proconsul and told us to
wait here for him."

 "Good, then I shall wait here with you, if you have no objection." Naturally, they had none. I talked with
them for about five minutes before Picus appeared. They were like soldiers everywhere, cocky, confident
and proud of their elite unit, and slightly awed by the fact that a senior officer, even a retired one, would
stop and talk to them as people.

"Here comes the Legate now, sir."

 I looked up and saw Picus striding towards us through the gateway. He saw me at the same time and
smiled.

 "Commander Varrus, you have a nose for secrets that always leads you to the right place. Pecula, show
the Commander your sword." The youngest of the four flushed to hear his general address him by his
nickname, which meant thief or pickpocket, and grinned in embarrassment as he drew his sword and
offered it to me, hilt first. It was an ordinary Romangladium, or short-sword, with one abrupt difference
that I felt as soon as my fingers closed over the hilt. I immediately tightened my grip, looking the young
man in the eye.

"What is it? Where did you get it?"

"What, sir?"

"The covering on this hilt. What is it?"

I was answered by Picus himself, who waved to the soldier to say nothing. "What do you think it is,
Commander Varrus? Without looking at it."

 I turned to him, gripping the hilt of the sword tightly and flexing my wrist hard, testing the grip. "I have no
idea what it is," I said. "But I want to know."

"What does it feel like in your hand? Think hard."

 I concentrated on what I felt, fighting the temptation to look down and see what it was. "It feels unlike
anything I've ever felt before. It's not leather — too rough for that. It's not metal, not bone, not wood. It
feels like..." I squeezed my grip again, feeling the texture against my palm. "Like leather covered with fine
sand."
"You're nowhere close, and you never would be if you tried all day. Look at it."

 I looked. The hilt was covered with a material that was neither black, nor grey, nor silver, but a mixture
of all of them. The texture was as rough as a file. This thing would never slip from a sweaty or a bloody
palm. Whatever it was, it had been wrapped tightly around the hilt and then bound there with tightly
crisscrossed metal wire.

"I give up. What is it?"

"It's fish skin."

"It'swhat?"

"Fish skin."

 I remembered his teasing about the joys of trout fishing earlier in the day and I looked closely at him to
see if he was joking with me, but his face was serious. I returned my gaze to the young trooper, Pecula.

"What kind of fish skin?"

 The young man shrugged, his open face apologetic. "I don't know, sir. I won it in a dice game. The man
I won it from said it was fish skin. Said his father made it. Told me his father was a fisherman."

"Who was this man?"

"Don't know, sir. Just one of the garrison soldiers in Londinium."

"How long ago since you got this?"

"About a month ago, sir."

"Have you seen the man since then? Would you know him again?"

"Yes, sir, I'd know him, but I haven't seen him since that night."

I looked more closely at the hilt of this sword and I knew that I was looking at a thing of great value.
This was a milestone discovery. I looked again at Picus, and then back at the soldier.

"I have never seen anything to equal this, and I am a collector of weapons. Would you be willing to part
with it? For a good price? And a new sword?"

His eyes flickered to his general and back to me. "Well, sir, I don't know. I didn't know it was valuable."

"It's not, lad, except to me. The blade is a poor thing, nothing out of the ordinary. It's the fish skin that's
valuable, but only if we can find out what kind of fish it is and whether or not we can get it here in Britain.
How much is it worth toyou ?"

He was looking uncomfortable, knowing he could name his own price, but hesitant to offend his general
by appearing to take advantage of the general's friend. I decided to help him out.

"I'll give you two months' wages and the pick of my own swords in exchange for this."
His eyes flew wide in shock. "Done, sir."

 "Good man! Go to the house there and ask for Gallo. He's my major-domo. Tell him Commander
Varrus would be pleased if he would show you to the weapons room. You'll find enough of these there
to make your day. Take your pick of them. I made all of them with my own hands, so you should find
something there to suit you."

 Picus spoke up at this point, unsheathing his own sword. "Commander Varrus is one of the finest
sword-makers in the Empire, Pecula. He made this one for me, when I first joined the legions. Go, now,
and see if you can find one better. But I don't want to see you flashing a sword that looks as though it
should belong to an Emperor. Pick a plain one."

"Yes, General!" Pecula snapped a salute and began to turn away, and then he hesitated. "Commander
Varrus? You want the sheath as well?"

I smiled. "Yes, Pecula, you'd better leave that with me, too. Your new sword will have a sheath of its
own."

He fumbled excitedly at his belt and handed me the scabbard. It was a plain, old scabbard, but well
kept.

 "Thank you," I said as I took it from him. "By the way, Gallo will also give you your two months' wages,
so don't forget to ask him for them."

 "Yes, Commander!" He saluted again, turned, and marched away, followed by the envious eyes of his
three friends.

I slipped the sword into its scabbard. "General Picus, I'd like a word with you. Will you walk with me?"

As soon as we were out of earshot of the others, he spoke. "I thought that might appeal to you, Varrus,
but two months' wages and a Varrus sword? Don't you think you overpaid him?"

 "Picus, you know me. I'm an enthusiast, but I never let my enthusiasm get the better of my judgment, if I
can help it. If I can discover what this fish skin is, there will probably not be enough wealth in the Colony
to pay for its real worth. Believe me. I want to know what this fish is. Where it comes from. If I can find
that out, I'll import it all the way across the Empire if I have to. So, I need your help. Find this soldier for
me, the one young Pecula won this thing from. Question him. Find out about his father — who he is,
where he lives and how he discovered this skin. As soon as you do find out, assuming that he knows at
all, get the word back to me. Will you do that?"

"Of course I will."

"Good. Some day I'll make you a sword with a fishy grip."

"Sounds disgusting, but I'll look forward to having it. By the way, can you smell that stuff on your hand?"

I grinned and sniffed my palm. "No. Nothing there at all."

"That's a relief. It must be trout."
 As we approached the house again, Pecula came out, bearing his new sword proudly, his face wreathed
in a smile. We stopped and admired it, for he had chosen well, picking one of my best. I wished him well
in the use of it, and Picus took all four of them off with him in the direction of the stables, leaving me
alone. I carried my new sword into the house and made a place for it in my weapons room, then stayed
there for an hour, playing with my treasures and letting the atmosphere of weaponry absorb me.

Two hours later, I was back in the forge fiddling with a piece of charcoal and a scrap of Andros's
parchment. I had filled every inch of it with sketches of swords, spears, axes and Equus's new spear.
Some of the swords I had drawn had leaf-shaped blades, but most of them were straight-edged. Equus
was watching me; I could feel his eyes on my back. Finally, he spoke.

"You having problems with something?"

 "No more than usual. I can't stop thinking about what Picus said. About shortening the shaft of that
spear. He's right, it should work."

 "Boudicca's belly, Varrus, I'm surprised at you! You've worked with weapons all your life and you
know it can't be done! Make him a long-handled club like the ones the barbarians use, or an axe —
something with all the weight at one end, so that he can swing it. But you can't shorten that spear shaft
and keep it bal-

anced, any more than you can lengthen a sword blade and keep it balanced!"

"I know, Equus, I know! But still, if there was a way..."

"Horse turds! If there was a way to turn horse turds into apples, no one would ever be hungry! It can't
be done."

 So I sat there and fiddled, eventually turning the parchment over to use the other side of it. I drew a
gladium, the finest, most efficient weapon ever designed. And then I took my charcoal and doubled the
length of the blade. What a pity that wouldn't work! With a sword that length, even Picus could reach a
man on the ground. But the whole shape was wrong. The straightgladium blade, extended to twice its
length, would lose its rigidity and would have too much weight. And then, quite suddenly, I saw what my
mind had been trying to tell me with the memory of the leaf-bladed sword. It was not the shape of the
boy's old sword that had been important, it was the principle underlying it! Picus had been talking of
combining a spear and an axe — rigidity with impetus. It wouldn't work; it was apples and horse turds,
as Equus so eloquently put it. But a sword with the length of Equus's new spear...!

 Excited without really knowing why, I got to my feet and fetched the weapon, laying it on the bench in
front of me and focusing my attention on the blade. It was spear-shaped, tapering from a sharp point to a
broad, flared base before plunging back down to the width of the shaft, like a diamond with two sides
extended to the point of being ludicrous. The thing was fully three feet in length to its broadest point. I
looked closely at the way Equus had reinforced it. In section, it was diamond-shaped again.

 Now my charcoal began to work again in earnest, sketching the lines of the blade, the proportions of the
taper on its width, and finally I had what I was looking for. I couldn't have told anyone what it was, but I
knew it was almost right.

 "Equus, come here a moment, will you?" I heard him put down whatever it was he was working on and
then I felt his presence beside me.
"Aye," he said. "What've you got?"

 I didn't raise my head, for I was concentrating so hard on what I was thinking about that I could feel the
tension of a frown between my brows. "I want you to look at this and then do what I ask you to do,
without any comments or any argument, understand?"

"I hear you."

 "Good. Now think of the elements of a sword: blade, tang, hilt, grip and pommel. The hilt fits over the
tang to add weight to the fulcrum and support the grip. The grip fits against that and the pommel holds the
whole assembly together."

"What's this? A lesson in elementary armoury?"

 "Be quiet and listen. Look at this spear of yours. A heavy, strong blade, shaped like a spearhead, but
three-feet long, with a three-foot tang, the shaft, bound with strips of wood, fitted and bound together.
We've been arguing about the balance because we've been looking at it as a spear."

"So? That's what it is. It's a spear."

 "I know it is, but listen. I want you to try something else for me — something different — and the last
thing I need right now is a list of a thousand reasons why it can't be done. I want it done, even if the end
result is

something I'm not strong enough to pick up off the floor. Do you still hear me?"

"Aye. What's in your mind?"

 "This," I said. "I want you to make me a blade one-fourth as long again as this one is. I want you to
reduce the width of it by one-fourth again, at its widest point. You follow me?"

 He nodded, his eyes glowing with interest now that I was improvising. "The most difficult part,
technically, will be the taper," I went on. "I want you to keep this blade double-edged and as near to
straight as you can get it, and yet I want you to taper it from its point of greatest width to half that width
about a hand's breadth from the point." I could see that he was holding himself in check with difficulty,
bursting to speak. "Can you do that?"

 He surprised me by not bursting out with a response immediately. He bit his lower lip between his teeth,
staring at the blade, and then he picked up my stub of charcoal and began to draw with rapid, sure
strokes, weighing the changes he would have to make.

 "Aye," he nodded, at last. "I can do it. But that narrowing worries me. It could be a waste of time." At
least he hadn't said itwould be a waste of time!

"How so?"

 "You know as well as I do. The width, combined with the length." He laid his hand on the spear blade.
"This thing is as strong as I could make it, but beyond the midway point from the shaft, it's too thin for the
job it has to do, and at its widest, up here, it doesn't get enough support along its edges from the central
spine. The metal becomes too thin. It's like a scythe — great for cutting grass, but we've got thicker,
tougher things to chop."
"So? Have you a better suggestion?"

 "Perhaps. Let's say, for the sake of argument, that we do what you suggest. We lengthen the blade by a
quarter of its length, but we taper it by a third of its width only, instead of half. Say then we extended the
taper so that the full third was narrowed from the base all the way to within a thumb-length of the point,
which would be sharp and abrupt. That way, the reinforcement would be greater all along the blade,
although it would still bend under the leverage from the shaft."

 "What shaft? I want no shaft on this." He looked at me as if I had lost my wits. "In any case," I went on,
giving him no chance to argue, "the shaft is not important right now. Let's get the blade fixed up, first. I
like your idea. It obviously adds strength. But we still have to reinforce the thing. How do we do that?"

"Same way I reinforced this spearhead. Make the spine an iron bar."

"No, I don't think so. You said yourself, that doesn't give enough support to the edges. What if we
merely thicken the blade?"

"How? Like what?"

I drew him a quick sketch. "Like this. Start it oblong in section and then round it."

He looked at my drawing. "Boudicca's belly, Varrus, that's just like agladium!"

 I grinned. "It is, when you draw it like that, and it will be when you make it. Except that it will be far
longer and totally different. I'm serious, Equus. The proportions are different. One-third along the length
from the shaft, this blade will be thinner in section than thegladium. Two-thirds along, it will be thinner
still."

His eyes narrowed. "You mean a two-way taper?"

I nodded. "Yes. I told you it would be technically difficult."

 "Aye, you did. You were right, too. But it's not impossible. What about the thick end of the blade? How
steep a plunge there?"

"Vertical. I want it flat-ended, just like agladium, with a tang two handsbreadths long."

 "A tang!" His voice was leaden. "So, we've designed a sword! Now, can you tell me how we're going to
engineer a fulcrum point that will balance this thing?"

"I think I can, Equus, but I won't know until I've tried it. I have a thought in mind, though, that might
work. When can you start on this?"

 He never got the chance to answer me, for the door was flung open and one of the household servants
stumbled in.

"Commander Varrus! We're being attacked!"

XXI
 It usually took me about five minutes to stroll from the house to the forge. Today, at my fastest speed, it
seemed to take twice as long. Men were running in every direction, but there seemed to be no panic. I
could hear trumpets blaring in the distance and I recognized one of our centurions as he strode past me in
the gathering dark. I grabbed his arm as he swept past, oblivious to my presence, and asked him what
was going on. He blinked at me in surprise.

"Commander? I'm sorry, sir, I didn't see you. It's Vegetius Sulla, sir. His place is under attack."

"Under attack? By whom?"

"I'm sorry, sir, I don't know. Don't think anyone does."

Vegetius Sulla's place! This caught me totally off guard. Of all our villas in the Colony, his was the one
generally thought to be the safest from attack, since it was the most south-westerly of all, guarded by
high, hostile hills at its back, with nothing to the south and east for thirty miles except the high, rolling
plains that led to Stonehenge.

"Who raised the alarm?"

 "A patrol of our own men, sir. They saw smoke and went to investigate, and turned up a nest of snakes.
Wiped out, except for one fellow who managed to get away and bring the word back, and it doesn't
look as though he'll live."

"How many raiders? Did he say?"

"They couldn't tell, Commander. They didn't get close enough to see them. They were ambushed on the
way in."

"How do you know so much and so little, man?"

"I was on duty at the gate when he came in, sir. Took him up to the main villa."

"All right. Get about your business." I limped on at top speed, cursing my lame leg for the first time in
years.

 The courtyard and the house were ablaze with lights as men with torches scurried everywhere.
Stablemen were gathering horses and the cobbled yard was a madhouse. The same four members of
Picus's escort were standing at the main entrance to the house itself, a four-man island of immobility in a
sea of chaos. I went right to them.

"Is Legate Picus here?"

"Inside, Commander."

 I passed them and made my way through the crush and into the house, where the first person I saw was
my wife, white-faced but calm, although her eyes were full of apprehension. This was the first time real
danger had ever come close to her. I crossed to meet her as she came towards me and took her in my
arms. She was trembling. I kissed her, hugging her hard, heedless of who was watching.
"Don't look so worried," I whispered. "They'll never even threaten to come here. This place is in no
danger. Where is everyone?"

"In Caius's day-room. What will you need?"

"My armour, and some food. There may not be much time to eat in the next few days, so I'd like some
bread and cheese and some wine to take with me."

"Gallo has all of that in hand. He set the kitchen staff to work as soon as the news arrived. He's laying
out your armour now, personally."

"Good. I'll go and put it on while he's still there. It'll be quicker if he helps me. Then I'll join the others.
Where are the children?"

"With their nurse, Annika. She will keep them safe and out of the way."

"Fine. I have to go." I kissed her again and headed for my rooms.

"Publius?" I turned back to her. "Be careful. Don't get hurt, will you?"

 I winked at her. "No, I won't get hurt. I'll take my bow and arrows. That way, nobody will even get
close to me."

 With Gallo's help on the buckles, I was able to get into my armour in minutes, conscious of the thickness
of my waist and hips inside the unyielding harness. A few minutes later, my helmet tucked under my left
arm, I joined the war council. As I entered Caius's day-room, all talk stopped abruptly.

"Excuse me for being so late. I came as quickly as I could when I heard the news. What's going on?"
My eyes swept the room. There was Caius himself, Picus, some of our senior officers — and Vegetius
Sulla. My eyebrows shot up in surprise to see him there.

 "Varrus," he nodded, a strained smile on his face. "I stopped by here on my way home from Aquae Sulis
this afternoon. I was just preparing to go on my way when the news arrived. Caius Britannicus would not
allow me to leave alone then."

 "Quite right. There's nothing you could do alone, and if you ride with us, you'll get there in one piece, at
least. Is your wife with you?"

"No. I left her at home. With my sons."

"Well, let us hope we find them alive and well. What's happened so far?"

It was Picus who answered me. "We don't know for certain. One of our patrols was ambushed ..."

I interrupted him. "I've already heard that. They were probably careless, not looking for danger there.
So we don't know how many raiders there are?"

 "No. We have to assume they're in strength. They could only have come up from the south coast,
overland. By any other route, they would have been seen and reported. And to have the confidence to
come so far inland, they must be strong in numbers."
"That's a long march. You're right. There must be an army of them. So what steps are we taking?"

"General assembly call's gone out." This was Plautus. "If the response is as good as it's been in training,
our men should be assembled at the training ground in half an hour."

"Half an hour from now?"

"No. From when the call went out."

"And then?"

"Sulla's place is to the south and west of here, about three hours away by forced march at night."

"Picus?"

As I spoke his name, he turned to me. "You're in command, Varrus."

 "Nonsense. You are the serving legate. I fought long enough beside your father to have confidence in his
son. Will you lead our cavalry?"

"Gladly!" He looked at his father who nodded his approval.

"General? Any suggestions as to how we might best tackle this?"

He shook his head. "No, Publius. Our men have trained for this for years. Now we can gauge the value
of our methods. Picus, the infantry will follow your cavalry at the forced march. They should not be far
behind you by the time you arrive. How do you want them deployed?"

 Picus was deep in thought, his eyes on Vegetius Sulla, who was rubbing his hands together as though
washing them, plainly beside himself in his anxiety to be gone from here. "Vegetius," he said. "I have not
seen your home since boyhood, but I remember an open field to the north-east of the main buildings. Is it
still there?" Vegetius nodded. "Bounded by that little wood to the north? And by the river?" Sulla nodded
again. "Good." Picus turned back to us. "Varrus and I will take the cavalry and swing south, cutting off
the road back to where these people came from. We will then turn and attack at first light, driving the
enemy north, away from the farm.

 "Vegetius, you will take us to your home by the shortest route. We will leave you there to wait for
Plautus and his infantry. See to it that they are concealed among the woods and that they stay there,
hidden, until we start to drive these people into their arms. Then when the time comes, form your battle
lines in the open field and we'll crush these lice between the hammer and the anvil."

In spite of the seriousness of the situation, I found myself wanting to smile at the reference. It brought
back memories. Picus, meanwhile, was still talking.

 "We have to improvise with what we have, gentlemen. Until we know the enemy's strength, we will be
unable to make a sound military disposition of our troops, but we do have our cavalry hammer and we
have our infantry anvil, and the enemy, no matter how strong he is, doesn't know we exist. So let's go
and introduce ourselves."

Britannicus stopped me on my way out of the room. "A word with you, Varrus."
"General?"

 He smiled at me, a sad smile. "No more, my friend. In spite of Stilicho's warrant, I am grown old, quite
suddenly. Too old to go to war."

"But not to plan."

"No, never too old for that. Observe my son for me, Publius. I believe he is as good as they say he is.
You will be my judge."

 "Don't worry, Caius. You have bred an imperator. It shines through his eyes. He's just as you were,
thirty years ago." I saluted him and left him standing there, my heart heavy at the parting.

 The ride to the south-west was hellish. The land was heavily treed, and had Vegetius Sulla himself not
been there to lead us, we would have had to take the long route in the black of night. As it was, he led us
across country by some fairly open ways he knew of. It was a cloudy night with a brisk, warm wind and
a full moon. When we were in the open, the moon's light showed the fields clearly, when it was not
obscured by clouds, but in the darkness of the woods the going was the stuff of nightmares, with men
being knocked from their mounts continually by unseen branches. It took us just over two hours to reach
Sulla's lands. A sullen, red glow flickered in the distance. Vegetius raised his arm to call a halt and turned
to Picus and me.

 "We're about two miles from the home farm. That's it there, burning. The big blaze on the left." His voice
sounded dead, and I found myself admiring his calm self-discipline in not demanding that we charge the
place immediately. But his next words showed me the true mettle of the man. "I have it in my mind that
my wife and sons are dead. If I am right, I want to be avenged on those that killed them. All of them, not
just the few we would catch if we were to charge up on them now. If, on the other hand, my family are
being held, then they are safe enough for now and probably asleep. Any damage done to them will have
been done long since. I'll be avenged for that, too, if it is so." He paused, sitting his horse in silence for a
time before going on.

 "There's a road, a farm track, directly ahead of us here, running from right to left, west to east. If you
take your men east, you will come to a fork about two miles along. Take the south road. It leads up
through the hills to pasture. The road ends at the entrance to the pasture, but if you hold to the right and
follow the line of the trees, you'll come again to open fields on your right about three miles further on.
You can muster there. You'll be just less than two miles from the buildings with nothing to impede your
advance.

 "I will take Plautus's infantry along this road here to the west when they arrive. It will take us about an
hour to get into position from this point, and they should be about an hour behind us, little more. That
should put us in place about an hour before dawn, by which time you should be ready, your men and
horses rested. Start your attack any time you want to. We'll be waiting for you."

Picus's horse bridled and jigged nervously, jostling mine, which reared, almost unseating me. I pulled him
back down savagely. Vegetius looked at both horses.

 "One more thing. I don't sleep well at night. I often walk outside alone when everyone else is asleep, and
I've noticed that if a fox barks or an owl hoots up on those hills to the east where you are going, it sounds
as though he's just beyond the buildings. I don't know why it should be so, but sound really travels from
up there, so be careful."
"Thanks for the warning," Picus said. "We will take care to make no noise."

"Nobody would hear us tonight, anyway," I said, and I immediately wanted to bite my tongue out.

 "No," said Vegetius, his face expressionless. "The sounds of the burning should cover everything, but
there's no point in taking chances."

"No, you're right. We'll take none." I felt awful, mentally cursing my big mouth. "Vegetius, I wish there
were something I could say or do about this."

"What could you say? What's to be done, Varrus? What could you do to change anything?" He smiled
bitterly, his face ghostly in the moonlight. "What could I have done, even if I had been at home? I would
be dead now, with my family. At least this way, I'll have some vengeance."

I reached out and squeezed his shoulder and then I turned to Picus. "We'd better be going."

 "Yes, you're right. Sulla, my friend, there is nothing I can say to ease your pain, but we can offer
retribution, for what it is worth, on the heads of your enemies. Farewell."

 I passed the word back through the ranks and we moved out. Within a quarter mile we found the farm
track and followed it until we reached the fork. There we swung to the south, following the wheel ruts in
the chalky ground until we began to climb. As we rode higher the wind died away. Picus stopped me and
signalled to one of his men who rode directly behind us. The man came up to where we waited.

"General?"

"The wind is gone. It was blowing from our right, taking our noise away from the enemy. Any minute
now, we are going to start smelling smoke from the burning buildings. It won't be pleasant. Pass the word
back to bind the horses' nostrils. We don't want to wake anyone below with the noise of their whinnying.
And tell the men to take it slowly. I want no noise, is that clear?"

"Yes, General."

"Good. Then make sure it is equally clear to everyone you tell it to, and tell it toeveryone!"

 We started moving again, riding two abreast, slowly enough that our horses took the gradient easily. I
had bound a kerchief over Germanicus's muzzle and Picus had bound his mount's with a scarf. We rode
in silence until Picus spoke in a low voice.

"My heart cries out for poor Sulla. It must be purgatory to wait as he does, within two short miles of
home, not knowing if your loved ones are alive or dead."

 "Aye," I responded. "I don't know if I could bear up as stoically as he under the same circumstances. It's
ripping me up inside just trying to imagine it. God only knows what he's going through, knowing that it's
real."

We rode on again in silence for a distance, and again it was Picus who spoke.

"Wheredo you think they came from, Varrus?"

"I've been racking my brains on that one. Theyhave to have come up from the south."
"But that's what? Thirty miles? Forty?"

"Easily. Perhaps more."

 "Inland,Varrus? It doesn't make sense. Why so far? On almost any other stretch of coast on the island,
they'd have come across a town or a village within twenty miles. Their leader must have iron balls. Forty
miles into hostile territory is a lot of risk."

"They may not be from the sea."

He jerked his head around to look at me. "What do you mean?"

"They could be outlaws."

"Rebels? Where from, in God's name?"

 I shrugged. "I have no idea, Picus, but I know there are small groups of outlaws around. I ran foul of one
group the first time I came out to your father's villa, before it became the Colony. That was a long time
ago. Perhaps they are growing stronger, organizing themselves."

"But where would they come from?"

 "Where do desperate men ever come from? They might be deserters. They could be farmers who have
lost their farms, or villagers whose own homes have been destroyed — who knows?"

"By the living Christ! If these are deserters I'll crucify every one of them, living or dead!"

 "Then again, they might have come down from the north-west, through the hills from the estuary, but
that's even more unlikely. That's Ullic's territory, and his people watch those shorelines like eagles. I just
can't imagine them getting through Ullic's country unseen, even though much of it is brush and heavy
woodland."

"Well, we'll know in a couple of hours."

 We had reached the pasture at the top of the hill and we could see the burning ruins quite plainly now in
the valley below us. We looked down at the smoke-wreathed scene in grim silence.

"Sulla said to hold to the right and follow the line of the trees." Picus pulled his mount around and led us
downhill until the tree line loomed up out of the darkness ahead of us, blocking the burning farm from our
view. The smoke was heavy now, oily and sour-smelling. As we rode on along the line of trees, each
man among us began to prepare himself for what lay ahead of us. We were coming very close now to
battle.

 Less than an hour later we rounded the end of the trees and found ourselves in open fields. We had
ridden clear of the drifting smoke some time previously and the glowing buildings now lay to our right.
Picus led us out into the open until we were directly abreast of the burning villa, where he signalled a halt
and summoned his man again.

"Tell the men to dismount and stretch their legs. Water the horses. It will be dawn in less than an hour.
That will be when we attack. I want no sound before then. Nothing. No talking. These people may have
sentries out, so we can take no chances. Clear? Spread the word and then come back to me."

The man's silver wristlet slapped against his breastplate in salute. "Yes, General!"

"Fine. Next time, salute me quietly."

"Yes, General."

 As soon as the man had gone, Picus swung his leg over his horse's head and dropped to the ground. I
did the same, but backwards, taking my good leg over Germanicus's rump and holding his mane,
favouring my bad leg as I lowered myself, rather than dropped, to the ground. It was good to be off his
back. My buttocks ached.

"We have a hundred and fourteen men, counting ourselves, Varrus. How do we use them best?"

 "Any way you want to." I was pleased to see that he, too, was kneading his buttocks. "But we have
open ground ahead of us and a two-mile advance to the villa. I think we should make the most of our
numbers, letting them see how many of us there are. It should scare them to death before we ever reach
them. Our objective is to run them into the infantry. I suggest that we attack either in two lines of sixty or
in three lines of forty. Three lines might be better. Ten paces between each two men and the same
distance between each two lines. That way, to anyone seeing us coming, it'll look as though there are
hundreds of us."

"I think you're right. That's the tactic we talked about last time I visited the Colony. I've had my men
working on it, but we've never tested it."

"Neither have we. But it should work. There's enough room."

"So, three lines converging into three arrowheads. Can your men do this?"

I smiled at him. "Can crows fly?"

"Who will lead the third line?"

"Bassus. He's my strongest leader."

"Let's get him up here."

 Within the quarter-hour we were ready, instructions having been passed among the men. This was a
brand-new tactic designed one cold winter night by Picus, Titus Harmen and myself, expressly for
situations like this one: open ground, room to manoeuvre, surprise on our side and an enemy who had
never encountered cavalry before.

 We would start our attack in three extended lines of forty men each. Each line would be staggered, so
the enemy could see the troops in the second and third lines. As we moved forward, walking at first, then
cantering, then loping before breaking into the charge, our manoeuvre would begin. The front rank would
begin to converge on the man on the far left of the line: in this instance Bassus. At the same time, the
second rank would begin converging on the man on the far right of their line: me. Two lateral motions,
one from left to right, the other from right to left, and simultaneously with these moves, the rear rank
would converge upon its centre man, Picus.
 By the time the troops were cantering, the leaders would be moving slowly in again from the left and
right, timing their movements so that as they rode, each had two men behind him, and three behind them,
and four behind them, and so on; only the rear rank, led by Picus, would form up in its wedge directly
behind its leader in a straight advance.

 A watching enemy would see broad lines of mounted men moving across each other and finally
solidifying into three wedge-shaped formations of heavy cavalry, each one capable of ploughing through
any mass of men on foot.

 We knew it would work. Our only concern was that it was untested in battle. Everything depended on
the timing of the manoeuvre, with Picus's rear line becoming the pivot of the whole attack. He had to
bring his squadron into line within seconds of the completion of squadron formation, to show the enemy a
solid line of horsemen coming at the charge, with three armed points extended towards them.

 Once this had been accomplished, the arrowhead formation should, we believed, be almost infinitely
versatile against infantry. It was easy to maintain. A man on the outside of a squadron only had to know
that the man ahead of him was to his right, if he himself rode on the left side of the formation; vice versa if
his place was on the right side of the arrowhead. Those on the inside of the formation moved ahead and
then either right or left to replace any on the outside ranks who went down. Each man had enough room
to fight and enough protection inside the formation to be safe. We had simply quadrupled the traditional
Roman fighting space per man, to accommodate the horses.

 As I said, we knew itshould work. I wondered how many of the men behind me suspected that this was
the first time I had everridden into battle as a bona fide mounted trooper?

 In the next quarter of an hour the night grew pitch-black. We could see nothing. Then I heard Picus say,
"Varrus, I can see you," and I opened my eyes and saw the dim shapes of men and horses again. As the
light grew stronger, Picus issued the order to mount up and form three ranks. Someone gave me a leg up
on to Germanicus and I took my place at the far right of the second rank. And then we waited, watching
the dawn come up and waiting for Picus to give the signal to advance — waiting for the killing to begin.
Somewhere to my left a horse nickered softly and was answered by another from in front. Germanicus
was restless, and I stroked his neck, gentling him. Somewhere up ahead a lark starting singing in the
dawn sky and was joined by another and then another until the sky was filled with birdsong.

XXII



 It seemed to take hours for the light to grow full, but eventually we were able to see the buildings of the
villa standing out clearly in the morning light less than two miles away across the open fields. Our force
sat motionless. I heard the sound of a horse approaching me, and I swung around on Germanicus's back
to see Picus coming towards me at a walk along the line behind me. He looked magnificent in his black
and white and silver on his great, black horse, and I suddenly became aware of the colours of our group.
The six men on either side of the space in the rear line where Picus had been were dressed in his colours,
black armour and white tunics, and all six were mounted on blacks. My own men were mounted on
unmatched horses but looked superb in their scarlet and bronze and brown leather.

 Picus drew rein beside me. "Your men look good, Varrus. I don't want to waste this first charge. I want
those animals ahead of us to get their first good look at a charge of Roman cavalry, so we'll wait a little
longer until they can't fail to see us." "It's Roman-British cavalry, Picus, but I see your point."
"Roman-British, of course. Anyway, I think it's light enough now. I'll walk back to my place and sound
the advance. Where are your trumpets?"

"One beside me here on my left. One with Bassus at the far end of the front rank."

"Excellent. Will your men take up my call?"

"They will, they're waiting for it."

 I watched him walk his horse slowly back to his position in the centre of the rear rank, passing the time
of day with the troopers as he passed, and as he regained his place I returned my gaze to the villa,
straining to see signs of movement.

 Then the trumpet call rang out, harsh and brassy, to be taken up by our own trumpets. I watched the
man in the line in front of me kick his horse to a walk and I gauged the gap between us until it was about
fifty paces, then I kicked Germanicus and felt him move forward beneath me as I looked left to make
sure that my own line was in order, with no one out in front of me. The space between the lines was
crucial; too close together and the lines crossing into formation could be completely fouled up. My men
were fine.

 We walked for about a furlong and then I squeezed Germanicus into a trot, seeing the man ahead of me
beginning to move to his left, angling towards his own formation point. The sound of hooves was growing
louder now as the tempo of our pace increased. I glanced over my right shoulder and saw my trumpeter,
who had been on my left, riding close behind me, just where he should be, and even as I looked, another
man emerged behind him to his right. So far, so good. Our arrowhead was forming according to plan,
just as we had rehearsed it on the parade ground so many times. Once again I looked ahead. The rank
ahead of me had pulled far to the left, performing nicely. I checked over my left shoulder, resisting the
urge to pick up the pace. The tail-end of my rank was now clearing the centre of our line of advance,
heading obliquely towards me, and I saw the black and white of Picus's point coming forward. Now was
the time to pick up speed again. I loosened the reins slightly and Germanicus surged into a canter.

 The villa was less than a mile away now, and I could see men running back and forth in what I hoped
was panic. I swallowed hard, my mouth dry, and checked over my shoulder once again. My formation
was complete; a solid wedge of men and horses surged behind me. Bassus, over on my left, was formed
up, too. The noise of hooves was very loud now, and then I heard a thundering on my left as Picus
brought his wedge up to mine at the gallop. I squeezed hard with my knees, flicked my reins loosely and
felt Germanicus surge forward, matching Picus's big black pace for pace until we were abreast of
Bassus's column on the far left and all three wedges were charging flat out. I gripped the handhold on my
shield tightly, pulling my elbow close in to my chest to hold the shield against me, making a mental note to
change the shape of it to make it less cumbersome. I was riding easily, exulting in the surging power of
the horse between my thighs, loving the thunderous sound of our advance, noticing the lightness of the
leather helmet on my head, wishing I held the spear that Equus hated as I felt the quiver full of arrows
slapping against my back.

 Ahead of us, I could see men running in every direction, but mainly away from us. And then, totally
unexpectedly, I saw a group of horsemen break from one of the buildings that had not been fired. There
must have been ten of them, galloping flat out, away from us to my right, to the east. I glanced over at
Picus to see if he had seen them. He had, and was already waving me away after them. I raised my spear
arm above my head and angled my horse to the right. I could hear the noise of my squadron coming with
me as I swung east to try to head off the fleeing enemy. They had about a quarter of a mile lead on us
and their horses were fully rested, whereas ours had been moving all night and had already run a mile and
a half, and yet we overtook them steadily, closing the gap between the two groups to less than a hundred
paces before we had covered another mile.

 I glanced over my shoulder then to see, to my great dismay, that my squadron had strung out far behind
me, and when I looked ahead again, the fugitives had vanished beneath the brow of a hill. Then I felt my
great Germanicus falter, and I knew he had reached the end of his endurance. Raging inwardly, I
released the pressure on him and let him slow down in his own good time. By the time I crested the brow
of the hill, he was walking, his breath coming in great, shuddering snorts, his flanks heaving like mighty
bellows. Then, as the crest of the hill dropped below my line of sight, I could see our raiders still galloping
for the safety of the forest in the distance, and I nearly wept with fury and frustration.

 I heard a noise from below and looked down to see a riderless horse, rearing and flailing as it tried to
free itself from its reins, which were tangled in the branches of a fallen tree. There was no sign of its rider.
I heard the sound of my own men coming up behind me and waved them away. They stopped. I scanned
the hillside below me. Nothing moved, except the snared horse. I guessed at first that it had stumbled and
thrown its rider, but then I noticed an oddity about its appearance and decided that it must be a
pack-horse, for it had a pack-saddle of some kind strapped to its back. That was why I could see no
rider. It had none.

I waved for the men behind me to come forward, and when they had approached I sent one of them
down the hillside on foot to bring back the trapped animal. He stopped some distance from the horse and
bent over something in the long grass, and his voice came back up the hill to where we sat watching him.

"There's a dead man here, Commander."

 I sent two more men down to bring up the body. They picked up the corpse with surprising ease and
carried it back up, while the first man gentled the frightened horse, freed it and began to lead it back up
the hill.

The corpse was dumped unceremoniously on the ground at my horse's feet and he sidled away from it,
nervously.

"It's just a boy."

"Aye, Commander. A rich boy, whoever he was. Look at his clothes."

 "I'm looking. Here, take these." I handed him my shield and spear and unslung my bow from around my
shoulders, handing it down, too. Unencumbered now, I swung my leg over Germanicus's rump and
lowered myself to the ground, where I knelt by the side of the dead boy. His face was badly scraped, but
there was little blood, and his head sagged unnaturally sideways.

"Broken neck."

 "Aye, Commander. Broken back, too, by the way he flopped when we tried to pick him up the first
time. He landed among some fair-sized, solid rocks down there."

 The boy was blond and wore a tunic of some rich, blue material. There was a gold collar round his neck
and strong leather boots on his feet. Over his tunic he wore what looked like a metal shirt that laced right
up to his neck, made of thousands of tiny, overlapping metal rings. I reached out and undid the thong
binding it at his throat and slipped my fingers inside the shirt. It was lined with soft, supple leather onto
which the rings were sewn. It was impressive, much finer than the one left me by my Grandfather Varrus
with his treasures so many years before. The art of crafting them was improving. I straightened up.
"He can't be any more than fourteen, but he was old enough to ride to war, and old enough to die for it.
Strip that tunic and shirt off and throw the body back where you found it. He was no Christian, whoever
he might have been, and I have a feeling we'll have all the burying we can handle when we reach Sulla's
place." I looked at the horse that had been brought up from below. "Bring that horse over here."

 It was a fine-boned animal, small and suited to a stripling lad, but it was the contraption on its back that
held my attention. I looked around me. Everyone was staring at the thing. I stepped forward and laid
hold of it, pulling it towards me. It was some kind of saddle, as I had guessed, for it was solidly
anchored, fastened firmly around the horse's belly. It didn't budge when I pulled at it.

"Does anybody know what this is for?" No answer. "Has anyone ever seen anything like it before?" No
one had.

 "Some kind of saddle, but it looks more like a chair, set sideways, doesn't it?" someone said, obviously
referring to the thing's high back.

"Then it's a damn small chair," said another voice.

"Aye, Brutus, too small for your fat arse!" There was a roar of laughter which I silenced with an abrupt
motion of my arm.

 "That's enough! We have little to laugh about this morning. Someone leg me up onto my horse. And
bring that with us." I pointed at the horse. "I'll examine it more closely later. Have you got those clothes
safe? Don't lose that shirt, or I'll have your hide." They had just finished stripping the torso, which looked
white and pathetic on the cold ground, but I had no sympathy to squander on raiders merely for being
young. As I had already said, if they were big enough to go to war, they were old enough to die. "Get rid
of that," I said, nodding towards the corpse. "Let's go."

 I stepped into the cupped hands of the soldier who was waiting to help me up, and he hoisted me to
where I could throw my leg across Germanicus. I swung him around, hard, and headed back in the
direction of Vegetius's villa. Just before we reached it, I looked back. My men were all behind me, riding
two abreast. "All right, there, smarten up! We didn't catch the enemy, but that doesn't mean we should
ride in looking like failures! Form up on me!" I flicked the reins and brought Germanicus to a trot and we
arrived at the villa looking like a military unit.

 We found the place deserted, except for a few scattered corpses, and the stink of charred wood was
appalling. I looked all around, but I could see no female bodies and no children. Then I saw Vegetius. I
had looked at him and past him already, not recognizing him, for his face was completely masked in
blood, but now I recognized his armour. He lay huddled on a pile of straw bits at the base of a stone
wall. I flung myself from my horse and went to him, thinking he was dead, but as soon as I touched him I
knew he was alive. He had taken a bad blow from something that had torn the skin from his forehead,
leaving a bloody flap dangling down over his eyes. I lifted it clear and pressed it back into place on his
brow with the palm of my hand and he immediately looked far better. There was hardly any blood in his
eyes at all, but he was unconscious.

 "Cato!" I yelled. "Bring me that boy's blue tunic!" He brought it at a run. "Rip me a strip off that and bind
it round Vegetius's brow. Be quick." He did as I ordered. "That's better. Now help me to move him up
onto this pile of straw." As we moved him, I wondered idly why the straw had not burned, and then I
really looked around me for the first time. Most of the buildings were intact. Only three had burned: the
villa itself and two others. It made sense that the stables would have survived, since the raiders had
ridden horses. As I looked around me, Cato spoke.

"Here come the others, Commander."

 I turned to see Picus and Bassus emerge with their troops from the edge of the trees that surrounded the
rear of the yard. They saw us and cantered towards me ahead of their men.

"Is that Vegetius?" Picus nodded towards the activity by the wall.

"Yes. Not dead, just unconscious."

"Where was he? Where did you find him?"

"Right here, against the wall, but don't ask me how he got here."

"I don't have to. He came alone, ahead of everyone else. He led the infantry into place and then
disappeared. He must have been trying to reach his family."

"Aye. Well, he didn't find them."

"How did you make out? Did you catch them?"

I grunted my disgust. "No. We lost them. Their mounts were fresh. They outran us. What about you?
Much trouble?"

 He grinned, totally without humour. "Worked like a sorcerer's spell. They ran like cattle, out through the
trees at the back there, where they thought we couldn't follow, and smack into the spears of our infantry.
It was slaughter, and we didn't lose a man. A few of the foot-soldiers were wounded, but none of them
seriously."

"Any prisoners?"

"Seventeen."

"How many were there, altogether?"

"About ninety."

"Any idea who they were?"

"Aye. Apparently they're Franks."

"Franks?" I was astonished.

"Aye, Franks, or Burgundians."

"But what about the horses?"

"What about them? They brought them with them."

"In boats?"
"Apparently, unless they swam behind." Picus dropped down from his horse and began to knead his
buttocks. "God, I could eat my weight in something."

 "How in Hades can you be hungry with so much blood around? I wonder where Vegetius's family went
to? They're not here. Did you leave orders with the infantry about the bodies?"

"The prisoners are digging a pit to bury them."

"It'll take a deep pit to hold ninety corpses."

"That's their problem. They've nothing better to do."

I turned to Bassus. "I want you to pick twenty of your best men and follow the horsemen who escaped.
They left a plain trail. Find them and destroy them, then return to the Villa as quickly as you can."

 He saluted and left, moving quickly, and I left Picus, still massaging his buttocks, and went about the
disposition of my men. It is always the same after every action — reaction, then inaction. By the time I
had organized the preparation of a meal and set my men to clearing up the shambles of the farm, Picus
was busy with his own six men, and I went back to where Vegetius Sulla was now being tended by one
of our medics. As I approached, his eyes opened and I saw him look at me and recognize me, his lips
forming my name as I knelt at his side.

"Vegetius. How are you feeling?" Stupid damn question, but what else can you ask, even though you
know the truth?

 His eyelids fluttered, closed, fluttered again and opened. He was looking directly at me. I watched his
eyes focus on me, brighten and then start to glaze. It was the strangest thing I had ever seen. Then he
spoke my name, his lips barely framing the syllables. I leaned in to him.

"What is it?"

"The stable cellar. Tried to get them..." His voice trailed off into a slur, but he had solved the mystery of
his family's whereabouts.

I took one of his hands in mine. "Don't worry, Vegetius. They're safe enough. We'll get them out."

 His fingers tightened suddenly, convulsively, on mine and he arched in agony. I leaned forward to
squeeze his shoulder, but my hand never reached him, for suddenly blood ran from his ears and from his
mouth and the life went from him in a rush. I froze there in mid-action, stunned by the speed of it. The
medic kneeling on the other side of him leaned over and closed his staring, agonized eyes.

"What happened?" I asked him. "He wasn't that badly hurt."

"Something must have burst inside his head, Commander. I've seen the like before with bad head
blows."

 I lowered Vegetius Sulla's hand gently onto his chest and tried to find a prayer for him, but I had none;
my soul was empty. Feeling very old quite suddenly, I rose to my feet with a sigh and looked towards the
entrance to the stables. Stella and her children would emerge from the blackness of that cellar into a
lightless world. "Cato," I said. "Bring two of your men and come with me." I led them into the stable and
started kicking at the straw on the floor.

"What are you looking for, Commander?"

"A trapdoor in the floor."

 "Over here, sir." The words had barely left my lips before the answer came, and I felt my stomach lurch
in awful anticipation at the speed of the response. I turned to see one of my young troopers pointing at a
rectangular area of the floor that was free of straw. I walked towards it slowly.

"Open it."

 They were all dead. Almost twenty of them, women and children. All of the females had obviously been
raped, irrespective of age. The male children were all at the bottom of the pile. They had been killed and
thrown into the hole and then the women and girls had been used, finished and thrown in on top of them.
Sulla's wife, Stella, lay sprawled on the top of the pile, naked, bloody, battered, yet still easily
recognizable. Her staring, dead eyes glared accusingly into my own. A vision of the face of the dead boy
we had found on the hillside sprang into my mind and I wondered if he had taken any part in this.

 I backed away from the horror of the sight, fighting the vomit rising in my throat until the edge of the
trapdoor cut off my vision and I was no longer looking into Hades. My mind was recreating what must
have happened here. Perhaps they had not thought to leave someone outside to cover up the trapdoor
with straw. Or it could have been that one of the children made a noise and was overheard. Or had some
late arrival been seen and followed? No one would ever know, now, but they had been found, and their
sanctuary had become their grave.

 I heard the wet noise of one of my men being sick and realized that it had been going on for some time,
but instead of triggering me into a similar upheaval, the sound hardened everything inside me. I spun on
my heel and marched out of the charnel-house, blinking hard as I emerged into the brightness of the
morning. I called to the first trooper I saw and told him to fetch the Legate Picus at the double, and then I
stood there, looking around the yard, my eyes squinting fiercely, unaccustomed yet to the bright sunshine
after the gloom of the stable. I lost track of time, standing there so deep in thought that I didn't see Picus
approach, and his voice startled me.

"What's the problem, Varrus?"

I pointed with my thumb, over my shoulder towards the stable entrance. "Take a look for yourself, but
be ready for it. It's not pleasant." When he came back out, minutes later, his face was pasty white.

"Is Sulla's wife among them?"

"She's the one on the top of the heap. She must have been the last to die."

 He was visibly shaken, and for a full minute neither of us spoke again. A party of soldiers approached
the stable doors, carrying buckets. Picus stopped them in their tracks.

"Where are you men going?"

"Centurion sent us to get some oats from the stable, General."

"You!" Picus pointed to the one who had spoken. "Go back and tell your centurion that your squad has
been commandeered by me for special duty. The rest of you put down those buckets and split into two
parties, one to guard this door and the other to guard the doors at the back. No one is to enter this
building without direct permission from either myself or Commander Varrus. Move!" He turned back to
me. "Let's walk."

 We crossed the yard side by side and our presence had a visible effect on the men who saw us. One
after another they all became very diligent about whatever it was they happened to be involved in. We
ignored them and walked in silence until Picus spoke.

"We'll have to bury them, I suppose. We can't take them back with us."

"Why would we even want to do that, Picus? They're dead."

He shook his head. "This is going to cause a lot of shock in the Colony. Is this the first time you've ever
been attacked directly?"

"No," I answered him. "The second. But it's the first time we've been hit so hard. And from this
direction."

 "What's to be done?" There was a strange tone in his voice that made me turn my head to look directly
at him. He noticed my expression and went on. "It's the novelty of the situation that's throwing me, Uncle.
This isn't military. Not in the regular sense. These people are civilians. And they're my own people, at
least my father's and yours. I'm used to dealing with casualties impersonally, but these were friends of my
Aunt Luceiia. War has come a lot closer to home, quite suddenly."

 "Aye, lad, I know what you mean. But don't let that blind you to the facts here, whichare military,
whether you accept that right now or not. This is the most outlying of our properties, and it's too far from
the home farm. That's a fact that's been tragically proven today. As a farm it is now useless to us. That's
another fact, a proven extension of the first one. We're going to have to redefine our borders, cut down
our properties and redeploy our forces to defend the ones we intend to hold. That's another fact.

 "The animals who did this had cavalry cover. That's a fact, and it alters our whole concept of the forces
that are coming against us. It means that the enemy, or part of them at least, are just as mobile as we are.
From this time on we have to make allowances for that. That's a lot of facts, Picus, all military realities
and none of them wholesome. We've got to get back to the Colony just as fast as we can and alert the
Council. We have to define some new priorities for our growth and for our defence."

"What about burial for the victims here?" His face was bleak.

"They're already in their grave, lad. We'll lay Vegetius out beside his wife and sons and burn the place
over them. As martyrs of the Colony, it will be a fitting end."

"You're right, Uncle, as usual. I'll see to it."

"Wait. Summon all of our men, infantry and cavalry, to stand as a funeral honour guard. They should
know what we are doing and why it's being done. And bring the prisoners, too. They will be confronted
with their atrocity and executed." He opened his mouth to speak, but I cut him off. "No arguments, Picus.
They die."

He nodded, after considering the look of me for a few moments. "How do they die?"
"I ought to crucify the swine, and if I had the time, I would. But I don't."

"How, then?"

"In the fire. They burn. They seem to worship a fire god. Now they can meet him, face to face." He
gazed at my face for the space of ten heartbeats, and when he spoke, his voice was low.

"You are a harder man than I thought you, Publius Varrus."

I spoke through my anger. "Vegetius Sulla was my friend. His wife was a gentle, kindly woman, full of
dignity and peace. You saw how they used her. They burn."

"So be it. They burn."

"You still sound unsure. Does your conscience bother you on this?"

"I don't know, Uncle. Perhaps it does. They deserve to die, but burning them alive seems unchristian."

 "Remember your friend Pelagius, Picus. Freedom of choice and personal responsibility. As I see it, that's
the only route available now to men of true conscience. We're not dealing with Christians here. Turn the
other cheek to such as these, as the priests would have us do, and we'll all be dead within the year. The
old God of the Hebrew testaments suits me far better, now, with his eye for an eye, than the gentle Christ
does. I choose His way and I'm ready to stand responsible for the survival of our people."

"Aye. You're right." There was conviction in his voice now. "I'll see to it. But what about the pit they're
digging now, for the others?"

 "Leave it. Let them rot in the open. None of our people will be around to smell the stink. Assemble the
men. We'll march them past the pit and show them what has been done here, then we'll let them see
justice done in the execution of the criminals in the pyre of their victims."

And so it was done.

XXIII



 It was a long, quiet ride back to the Colony. Every man among us had plenty to occupy his thoughts,
and the black smoke of the Sulla family's pyre hung all around us, although we had left it far behind.
When we arrived, Picus and I went directly to meet with Caius. He was waiting for us in his day-room
with Bishop Alaric, who had arrived on one of his regular visits. As we entered the room both men rose
to their feet, scanning our faces. I nodded to both of them and spoke to the old bishop first.

"You should have been with us, Alaric. We could have used you."

"For what?" Caius's voice was tense.

"Funeral services."

"It was bad?"
 "Worse than you could imagine." I told them what had happened and what we had found in the cellar.
Picus did not attempt to add anything or to interrupt me in any way. By the time I had done, both of my
listeners were as white-faced as Picus had been when he emerged from the stables.

"You executed the prisoners?" This was Caius.

"I did."

 He looked into my eyes, and if he had any difficulty accepting my actions I saw no sign of it. He turned
and walked away from his chair a few steps, his shoulders hunched over. "This changes everything," he
said. "We had not expected an enemy with cavalry. Now we have to plan our defences differently in
every way."

"Not cavalry, Caius, horses." He turned and looked at me, frowning. "I made the same mistake, at first,
but the people we chased were not cavalry. They were just mounted men. But that alone makes a
difference in terms of the mobility of the enemy. It was obviously the strength afforded by a band of
horsemen that encouraged the others to venture so far inland."

 Bishop Alaric had so far said nothing. He had merely subsided into his chair and sat looking from face to
face among the three of us. Now he spoke.

"But where would these people — Franks you say they were? — where would they find horses here?"

"They didn't, Alaric. They brought them with them."

"From Gaul? How?"

"By boat, the same way Picus brought his."

"No comparison," Caius broke in. "Picus used imperial galleys for transportation. Large ships. The
Franks have none of those."

 "No, Caius, you're right, they don't," I said. "But they don't need them. We saw only ten or a dozen
mounted men. That number of horses could be accommodated easily on two or three longboats. But it's
not the numbers that matter, it's the fact that they're doing it at all. We have to find out where they landed
and make sure that none of their friends follow them, and if that means constant patrols of the entire
south-west shore-line, then that is what we are going to have to be prepared to live with. Picus agrees
with me. We discussed it this morning on the ride back."

Caius grimaced. "Then you do think they came up from the south coast? All that way?"

 Picus nodded. "Thirty, forty, perhaps fifty miles overland, depending on the route they followed. Yes, we
do. The horses would give them the added protection they felt they needed — speed and mobility in
scouting the land ahead of them. We estimate that this was a three-boat party, with about thirty-three
men and three or four horses to a boat."

"I see." The tone of his voice confirmed it. "So what do we do now?"

I told him. "We call a Council meeting for tomorrow morning to define some new priorities."

"Such as?"
"Such as deciding how much of our land we should give up as untenable under these new circumstances.
We absolutely have to abandon some of the villas, even if we continue to farm the land. We have to pull
our most outlying people back to where we can defend them properly. And from now on, every party
working our fields has to have an armed guard."

He nodded wordlessly, agreeing with each point as I made it.

"What else?"

 "Well, I was thinking about our defences all the way back. It seems to me that as soon as we have our
harvest safely in, we have to concentrate all of our efforts on finishing the fort on the hill. We should build
a permanent headquarters there and be prepared to move all of our people in to shelter at a moment's
notice."

"That makes sense. Picus, you agree with Publius?"

"Yes, Father, I do. But remember that you're going to need easy ingress and egress. You're going to
need a road, even if it runs no further than from the bottom of the hill to the top."

"Yes, I suppose we are, we have to have some way of getting our people in and out quickly."

Picus hammered the point. "Your people, yes, but mainly your soldiers, both mounted and on foot."

 Caius turned back to me. "Varrus, you are correct, this is a Council matter. I'll summon an emergency
session tonight."

 "No, Caius," I interrupted him. "Not tonight. Tomorrow morning will be soon enough. Let everyone get
some sleep. In the meantime, I have some things I have to see to, so if you'll pardon me, I'll go and look
after them now." I bowed and left the three of them together as I went to find Luceiia and tell her the sad
news of her friends.

 She took it far better than I had expected, and her tears were few. It was obvious to me that she had
prepared herself for just this outcome and was determined not to let it affect her too visibly. I held her
close until she had composed herself and become the mistress of the household once again.

"You must be famished," she said, wiping her nose. "When did you last eat?"

 "Last night, before dawn. I gnawed on some of the bread and cheese I had with me. I haven't had much
stomach for food since. Picus is in with Caius and Alaric. He must be starved, too."

"Will you eat now?"

 "No, my love, I can't. I have to see to Germanicus and talk to Equus first. If I leave now, I can be back
in an hour."

 She reached up and kissed me. "Go, then, and hurry back. I'll have Gallo prepare the bath-house
attendants for your return, and there will be a hot dinner waiting for you by the time you have bathed and
dressed."

A short time later, I found Victorex in the stables, gazing in perplexity at the device he had removed from
the small Frankish horse. The thing lay on the ground at his feet, and he was crouched beside it, running
the palm of his hand across its smooth leather. I slid down from Germanicus and handed his reins to a
groom, who led him away to one of the stalls.

"What is it, Victorex? Ever seen anything like it before?"

 He shook his head. "No. Damn me if I know what it is, although it's a saddle of some kind." He paused,
then ran his fingers over the device again, hooking them under its lower edge and hefting the weight of it.
"Nothing like any Roman saddle I've ever seen... as you well know, they're made of leather stretched
over bronze plates, for strength. They're light, but they're awkward things. That's why so few of our men
ever use them. But this..." He turned the device over to expose its underside. "Look at this! This thing's
built on a wood frame... And look here ..." He flipped it right-side-up again. "Look at the back of it, the
way it's shaped, and this weird-looking thing on the front... This was never designed to carry a pack! It's
shaped for a man's arse! But once a man put his crotch over this, with his backside jammed up against
the back piece there, he'd be useless. There's no way he'd ever be able to sway with his mount, or
control it, and there's no way even to grip a horse's barrel through the thing. It's too thick! Too heavy and
too solid. A rider would bounce right off the horse's back..." His voice faded away in perplexity, then
resumed. "Anyway, that's all beside the point, isn't it? It's too small for a man."

 "A boy," I said. "The rider was a boy, and I think, in spite of your doubts, that it is some kind of saddle,
though why on earth anyone would want or need such a thing..." My attention was caught then by two
appendages, one attached to either side of the device, and I nodded at them. "What about those two
things hanging down, there? What do those look like?"

 He picked one of them up, pulling it towards him as far as he could. It was no more than a broad strip of
leather, fastened at the top to the main apparatus, and ending in a loop. A flat piece of wood, carved with
a niche at each end, had been inserted across the bottom of the loop, stretching it into a delta shape.

 Victorex gazed at it wonderingly for some time, then, "No idea..." he muttered. "Unless..." His voice
trailed away and then came back as he tapped the wood-stretched loop against the back of the saddle.
"Look, Commander, if thisis for sitting on — if it is a saddle of some kind, which is what its shape would
suggest in spite of common sense — then there's no way a man could vault into it. The back's too high."

I nodded. "So?"

 "So, how does he get up on the horse? I've seen you get many a leg-up onto Germanicus. I've cupped
my own hands for you a few times." He waved the loop end under my nose. "This thing could serve the
same purpose: a mounting step."

I stared at it. "By God, you're right at that, Victorex! But why would anyone go to all that trouble?
Unless the boy had a crippled leg."

"Did he?"

I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know. He was dead when we found him. I didn't even look. His neck
was broken, and so was his back. No one paid any attention to his legs."

"Then that could be it? Because this could have been a harness for a crippled boy. It had to be. He was
probably unstable in it, and that's why he fell off in the first place."

It was my turn to be bemused. Why would any man take a crippled boy on campaign? Even a favourite
son? A chief's son, as the gold collar and shirt of mail suggested he was? But I had other, more important
things on my mind.

"I haven't got time to ponder mysteries. Have one of your people take it up to Gallo at the house and tell
him to place it on a saw-horse in my armoury. It will make a memento of a savage occasion."

 I left Victorex still looking at the Frankish harness and found Equus at the forge, working outside in the
late afternoon sunshine. He had already heard the news of the Sullas and wanted to ask me all about it,
but I was in no mood to discuss it yet.

"How are you making out with that new sword design?" I asked him.

 He led me inside the forge and showed me the length of metal that lay there on his work-bench. Beside
it, on a scrap of papyrus, he had drawn a sword — a sword with a blade twice the length of thegladium,
and a handle to match, with a heavy weight at the pommel.

"I haven't had much time to work on it, and I won't guarantee that it will work the way you want it to."
He shook his head dubiously. "I knew what the problem would be. I've got to get enough weight into the
pommel to counterbalance that bastardly long blade. The thing sticks out there like Rhea's teats, but
Rhea's got the buttocks to balance her, and this thing doesn't."

I laughed at that. Rhea was one of the Colony's most outstandingly endowed young women, and Equus
had been quietly lusting after her for some time.

He laughed with me, shaking his head. "Ah, that Rhea! Now there's balance! She's so well balanced,
may all the gods bless her, that she can fall on her back as lightly as a feather, anytime she wants to,
which is most of the time, except when she's around me." He laughed again, a great, raucous laugh
directed at himself.

I reached out and clapped him on the shoulder. "You've made a start, anyway. Keep at it, Equus. By the
day after tomorrow, I'll be able to work on it with you."

"All right, but you'd better be prepared to spend a lot of time on it. This whore is not going to give in to
us just because we smile nicely."

 "I'm prepared for that, my friend. And now I'm going to bathe, shave and eat. Council meets tomorrow
and I want to be in good shape for the session."

I left him as I had found him, hard at work, puzzling over the weighting of the new weapon.

XXIV



 I was late for the Council meeting the following day, in spite of all my good intentions, so I don't really
know how the argument started. All I do know is that by the time I arrived, the session was about half an
hour old and a great storm had blown in during the first fifteen minutes. I heard the hullabaloo as I
approached the doors of the chamber, and the volume amazed me. I stopped outside for a few seconds
and remembered Vegetius and his whistling stone, and then, on an impulse, I went looking for a
trumpeter, or a trumpet. Typically, there was not a soldier to be seen anywhere, so I ended up getting a
brass horn from my armoury.
 Back once again at the doors of the Council chamber, where the racket was still going on, I tucked the
horn under my arm, pulled the door open and stepped inside. The noise in the great room was
unbelievable — complete pandemonium, with everybody shouting and screaming at the same time. I
scanned the room looking for Caius and quickly located him at the front. He stood erect, watching the
scene going on around him, and at his side stood Bishop Alaric. They were the only two people in the
room, apart from myself, who were not making a sound.

 I had served with Caius Britannicus for a very long time and thought I had seen all of his moods. On
occasion, I had seen him angry, and on a very few memorable occasions I had seen him furious. I took
one look at him that morning and I knew that I had never seen him this angry before. His face was pallid
and the skin was drawn tight over his cheekbones, and his lips were so compressed that he seemed to
have no mouth at all. But it was his eyes that gave me pause. They were like stones: hard, cold,
unyielding and pitiless. I whipped the horn up to my lips and let its brazen scream smash everyone into
silence.

 They all turned to face me, stunned a little by the suddenness of the interruption. Then somebody said
my name, and from the tone of the voice I could guess that its owner was about to try to solicit my
support. I silenced him with another blast, holding this one until I ran out of breath. Nobody moved until I
did, but then, as I started to walk, they began to talk again, and I silenced them again with a third blast.
This time, as I removed the mouthpiece from my lips, I pointed to the front of the room and said, "Caius
Britannicus!"

All eyes went to him. He remained rigid for a few seconds and then he said, "Let us be seated."

 Again a voice was raised, and in an instant, Caius had drawn his sword from its scabbard and smashed
the flat of it on the table in front of him with a clang. "SILENCE!" he roared. The silence he received was
absolute and awestruck. Utter stillness.

 "I said, let us be seated." This was almost a whisper. Now all the anger in the room had turned into
embarrassment in the face of his wrath, and everyone sat down.

 Caius picked up his sword again from the table, reversed his grip on it and hammered the point deep
into the wood, so that the sword stood erect in front of him. When he spoke again, his voice was low,
intense and sibilant with disgust.

 "I havenever in my life,never, been subjected to such a disgraceful display of spleen! How dare you
subject me — and yourselves — to such debased behaviour! You people are theCouncil of this Colony.
The elders! Collectively, yours is supposed to be the voice of wisdom!" His eyes raked every man in the
room, and there were many who squirmed. Finally, after what seemed like an age, he spoke again.

 "Now. I want you all to listen very carefully to what I have to say. I want each of you to make a
supreme effort to forget about your own personal demands, or requirements, or interpretations of what
you may or may not have heard before coming here." He bit his upper lip and glowered at them,
commanding their attention, stretching the silence he had achieved. "Listen for your lives. It is I, Caius
Britannicus, who speak to you!" His eyes moved from face to face and again he stretched the pause,
making them wait for his next words.

 "This is my house. You are here at my invitation. I brought this Council into being!" An expectant hush
stilled the room. Finally, when he was convinced that no one was going to break the silence in defiance of
him, he continued, and the clarity and conviction in his voice rang throughout the room, even though he
spoke with no great volume. No one doubted by this time that they had given grave offence to the
presence, the power, that was Caius Britannicus, and his gaze moved from face to face, singling no one
out but leaving no one exempt from the import of his words.

 "I will tolerate no more outrages of this kind in my house! Is that clear? If you want to behave like
animals, or like hucksters in the street, then go and fight among yourselves in the stables or in the
marketplace! Not here!" He was overwrought, brittle, and therefore fragile, in his anger. Struggling to
calm himself, he lowered his head, pinching the bridge of his nose between the thumb and fingers of his
right hand.

 I began to move towards the front of the room just as Lars Nepos, a skilled leather-craftsman who was
standing in front of me and to my right, leaned over to make a comment to his neighbour.

"Nepos!" I roared, slapping him hard on the shoulder. "Hold your peace! The man hasn't finished yet."

 He subsided immediately, looking abashed, and I continued my walk to the front, coming to a stop just
behind and to the right of Caius, where I turned and faced the Council, looking at their faces, searching
for anger, resentment, hubris. All I saw was shame, mingled with concern for Caius.

He raised his head and squared his shoulders, and when he spoke again his voice had returned to its
normal pitch though it was oratorical in its cadences.

"When we founded this Colony, we dedicated it to the cause of survival in the face of Armageddon, and
we dedicated it to the preservation of all that was originally great in Rome.

 "When we formed this Council, for the governance of the Colony, we spoke with pride of solving our
problems nobly, in regulated session dedicated to the common good, as did our republican forefathers in
the Senate.This Council is our Senate!" He stopped again, to allow that comment to penetrate the
minds of his listeners, and again his gaze swept the assembly, missing no one.

 "This Council is our Senate. That is the truth, but it has never been stated before, because it sounds
overly grand and intimidating, and it reeks of affectation and unearned and inappropriate powers."
Another all-encompassing, ranging look around, without breaking his tempo. "Nevertheless, it is the
truth." His audience was spellbound.

 "You men are this Colony's senators. We have not used the term, as such, until this time and this
regrettable circumstance, but that is what you are, and this is the perfect time to point it out and engrave it
in your minds and your souls...You are this Colony's senators."

He drew a deep, shuddering breath.

 "Here, in this Council chamber, every man is equal. Each has his part to play. Each has his value, which
is his alone and never better used than when it is dedicated to the solving of our common problems. No
man's voice should be more important here than any other's, including my own. My function is that of
moderator only, or has been until today. Now, like Julius Caesar, I stand here as dictator, laying down
the law, because you haveforced me to speak thus! I am not grateful for this distinction." He stopped yet
again, deliberately moving his eyes from man to man in sequence, missing none in his scrutiny.

 "I will not accept this role you thrust upon me." There was utter stillness in the room. "I will not play the
father to your childishness." He drew a long breath. "My son Picus is much concerned these days with
personal responsibility. Each one among you should seek him out when next he visits us and spend some
time talking with him about it,because like it or not, each one of you has accepted personal
responsibility for the welfare of this Colony.

 "This debacle today has absolved me of a responsibility I never really had... yet thought was my duty... a
personal responsibility for you, for your actions and behaviour, and for the Colony. From this time forth, I
will no longer stand as moderator of this Council." He raised his hand quickly, trying to forestall the
spontaneous murmur that these words caused, and to which I myself contributed an involuntary grunt of
surprise and apprehension..

 "Hear me! I am not being dramatic. I mean this. I am growing too old for this and have been thinking for
some time now that my task is done. Today I see that I was wrong. My task is far from complete. But it
will be completed now, finally, for better or for worse.

 "In spite of the way you have behaved this morning, you are all grown men. It is time that you took
responsibility for your own course. This session will be my last as moderator. The Senate of Republican
Rome had no permanent moderator, nor will this Council.

 "I have suspected for several sessions now the emergence of a spirit of elitism among us. I had accused
myself of being cynical and suspicious, but I can see now that this was not so. This morning's fiasco has,
at its roots, exactly the spirit I have feared: elitism! It must not be allowed to grow, to continue, for if it
does then this Council, and this Colony, are doomed." He paused again, and once again no one sought to
interrupt him.

 "We have newly lost our first Council member in war. We have gained our first martyr. Vegetius Sulla
held his place among us with honour. Now he is dead, and he must be replaced. I find it tragic that it
should be the question of replacing such a man, the occasion of his death, that should precipitate such a
pitiful scene as the one we have just witnessed here." His voice soared again to a shout, booming in the
stillness of the room.

"How dare any man here seek to advance himself in such circumstances! How can any among you be so
petty as to squabble over who should sit where?

 "What does it matter if you are young or old? Why does it matter whether you sit at the rear of this
assembly or at the front? Shame be on any man who thinks it does! Are there those among you who
think that by sitting close to me you might gain import? Well, if so, that has been taken care of. I shall be
here at the front no more!

 "Or are there those among you who think that you will not be listened to if your voice comes from the
rear? Such thoughts impugn the honour of this body! They are unworthy! In this assembly, all voices are
equal and every man among us is assured his right to speak and vote! This is a Council chamber!" His
voice fell again, almost to a whisper. "Not, as I have said, a marketplace."

He stopped again, always mindful of the need to permit enough time for his words to register in the
minds of his listeners; then he raised his right hand, his index finger extended.

 "We have had only one rule governing our sessions in this room in all the years we have been meeting
here. Now, I believe, the time has come to initiate more rules, not for governance, but for simple, honest
guidance, to serve as a reminder of who we are and what our true function must remain. We are the
members of a Council appointed to serve the best interests of the people we represent: the Colonists
who share our lives and our destiny. With only two exceptions, myself and Publius Varrus, each man
among you is here because all the others feel that man has a contribution to make. Vegetius Sulla was a
prime example. In our time of utmost need, it was his insight that enabled us to take the only steps that
could have protected us, steps that no man among us but he would ever have dreamed of. And when he
spoke that time, as those of you who were here might remember, he did so from the far corner of this
room, before moving forward!"

 He raised his hand to the hilt of his sword, still imbedded in the table-top, and worked the blade from
side to side until it came free. Then he slipped it quietly back into its scabbard.

 "I have been railing at you. I have accused some of you of wanting to advance your own designs by
taking prominent places in the Council here. It occurs to me now that this can be simply circumvented."
He stopped abruptly, obviously waiting for a response this time, and someone, I didn't see who it was,
asked the question in everyone's mind.

"How, Caius?"

 "How? By our adoption of a rule, here, at this time, that all future Councils will be seated in a circle. Let
us place all of our chairs in a ring around the room, and let the rule entail that no man shall sit beside the
same person twice within seven meetings." This time he made no move to quell the outburst of
speculation that his words gave rise to. Instead, he raised his voice and spoke into the noise.

 "Think of it, my friends! Think what that would mean! Each time this Council gathered we would have
cause to recall the reasons for this rule!" The voices died away and the room was silent again, listening as
he went on. "We could go even further. Inside the door of the chamber could be a bag of stones, with
twenty white stones and one black. As each man entered, he would draw a stone, and he who drew the
black would moderate the day's proceedings. Thus, a single man might draw the black stone more
regularly than his fellows, but each time it would be by random chance only, and by no other means."

Again the swelling murmur of comment, but this time a hand was raised and waved in the air by Quintus
Seco.

"Yes, Seco?"

 Seco rose to his feet and looked around him, his face flushing red. He coughed and cleared his throat
and then spoke out.

 "Caius Britannicus, you have given us — deservedly — the rough edge of your tongue and more than
good reason to feel shame. I have listened closely to your words and I believe all you have said is true."
He cleared his throat again. "But I believe that what I liked least is the truest part of all. We have begun
to forget why we are here. Wedo feel self-important. I am proud to be a member of this Council. But
you have made me think that I might betoo proud. This notion of a circular Council makes much sense to
me. So does the notion of a randomly chosen moderator for every session, although I have no wish to
offend you by seeming to suggest that we are ungrateful for your past contributions."

Caius dismissed that with a wave of his hand. "You do not offend me, Quintus. Go on."

 "Well, I think we should adopt the suggestions you have made. I think we should do it now. I think we
should vote on both together, without debate."

Seco sat down, still red in the face, and for several seconds no one responded. Then Varo, Caius's
brother-in-law, raised his voice.
"By God's blood, Quintus, I'm with you! I say let's vote on it, right now!"

 Caius once again took the floor. "Before you put it to the vote, is there anyone here who wishes to
speak against the idea?"

 Everyone began to look around, and at the back of the room a solitary hand was raised. Caius looked at
the man, his face expressionless. "Totius, you wish to speak against it?"

 Totius got to his feet, red-faced and almost surly-looking. "No, Caius, I don't, but it seems to me that the
room is too small for a circle of twenty-two chairs."

Caius smiled. "I think not, Totius. When we have cleared the floor there should be room enough. But
you are right, in one sense. The chamber could be larger."

Totius seemed to be the only one with any comment to add to what had gone before, and so the vote
was taken and the changes approved unanimously, Caius alone abstaining, as moderator.

 Immediately, Varo was back on his feet again. "I say let's change the seating now!" There was a
spontaneous cheer, and then for the next few minutes the scene degenerated again into chaos as people
wrestled with their chairs until they had formed a circle in the centre of the room and order was gradually
restored. Caius's chair rested haphazardly on the circumference of the circle, as did my own. No man
moved to be seated, for there was an air of momentousness about this occasion.

 Caius looked all around the circle and smiled. "As moderator of the Council for the last time, I declare
this first session of the Round Council to be officially open."

 Everyone sat then, amidst a great shout of approval. I sucked in a great breath and got back onto my
feet at once, to be recognized immediately by Caius. I looked to my left and then to my right, and out
across the body of the circle, surprised to see how easy it was to address everyone in this format.

 "My friends," I began, "this is good. When it comes your turn to stand and speak, you will see how good
it is. I came here today to speak to you about the events that have happened over the past two days, and
of the effect I see them having on all of our lives from this time on. I came late and was prepared to offer
my apologies for that, but no one seemed to notice." There was a burst of laughter at that. I waited for it
to die down and continued. "I came late for several reasons, the first of which is that I was awaiting a
report from the group we dispatched in pursuit of the horsemen who escaped from Sulla's farm. There is
no report. It hasn't arrived, yet. The second reason for my late arrival was that I had a long talk with
Legate Picus who, as most of you know, returned to his affairs this morning. We had said our farewells
last night, but he decided he had more to say to me before he left, in order that I could pass his words on
to you."

 I stopped and fumbled in my scrip for the notes I had scribbled on a piece of papyrus, and the Council
waited in silence for me to continue. I glanced at what I had written and, my memory refreshed, I
resumed speaking.

 "The gist of them is this. The Legate believes, and I do, too, that our Colony is no longer as safe as we
once thought it to be. Sulla's villa fell to a surprise attack from an unexpected direction. But from any
direction, Sulla's villa would have been indefensible against the attack it suffered. And we suspect that the
same would be the case with all the other villas we own, including this one where we are now. These
villas are farms only. They were never intended to be strongholds against the kind of attacks we are
undergoing nowadays. That is Picus's opinion, and it is also my own, and it is the opinion of Caius
Britannicus. All of us are soldiers and all of us are charged, in differing degrees, with the safety of this
Colony. Times have changed more quickly than we thought they would. Our entire system of defences is
now inadequate." I paused for a moment to let them digest that and then I continued.

 "If we hope to offer safety to all our people, we have to do one of two things: we either have to turn
each villa into a permanent armed camp, which is impossible, or we have to finish our fortifications on the
hill behind us here to such an extent that every person in the Colony can shelter there in reasonable
comfort if and when the threat of direct attack ever comes to be." There was a buzz of comment and I
spoke over it. "Another thing: the Franks who raided Sulla's farm had horses."

That brought silence again. Every eye was on me. I waited three heartbeats before continuing.

"Yes, you heard correctly. They had horses, and that gave them a speed and a mobility that we can only
match, not better, since we cannot know where they will come from next. They had only a small band of
horsemen, but those were able to escort a large band of raiders. And we did not even know they were in
Britain.

 "So there you have it. Faced with mounted enemies, we have to defend ourselves more thoroughly, and
that means finishing the fort at the greatest possible speed. We have the manpower, and the harvest is
almost in, which means we have the time if we do it now, before winter comes."

 I sat down amid a rumble of comments and listened carefully to the tenor of what I could pick out. Men
talked among themselves. There was no one man who rose to make an individual comment. I looked at
Caius, who was also listening to the talk around him. He turned to me at length and raised the old
sardonic eyebrow, and I got to my feet again.

 "My friends!" I waited until every eye in the room was on me. "We need agreement on this matter now.
Tomorrow will not do. There is too much planning to be done, too many details to be resolved, for us to
run the risk of wasting one day. The most important element is time. Time is the one thing we have little
of." I waited for a count of ten, forcing my voice and posture to reveal no hint of my impatience. "Let me
suggest this to you. Since we have made a new beginning here today, I propose that we continue with the
same intent. We have our walls, up there on the hill. They're still unfinished, but they are high enough to
give us shelter now, should need arise. I propose that we erect a building there, within the walls, to house
our Council sessions. It would give us a focus for our efforts, and could have many other functions when
not in use as a Council Hall."

 This was well received; I could tell by the buzz of comment. And then Bishop Alaric rose to his feet and
all noise stopped as the Council members became aware of his presence. The bishop was a guest
without official status here, not a member of the Council. Caius, however, masked any surprise he might
have felt and nodded courteously to the old man, who looked around the circle and began to speak.

 "Caius Britannicus, and members of this Council: I have no right, I know, to raise my voice here in this
session, but I have felt for many years now that I belong in my heart within your Colony. I was here at its
founding and I knew its founders before its conception. It pleases me profoundly that you have acted as
you have in the course of the past few minutes." He paused, seeking the right words. "It is that pleasure
that makes me bold enough to speak out now." He indicated me with a nod of his head. "Publius Varrus
has made a fine suggestion. The building that he suggests would indeed give focus to your work and to
your lives. If you adopt his notion, and I pray you will, then I hope you will adopt this one of mine. Let
this building be erected with all speed — a Council chamber and a centre for your lives. But let it also be
a home to the Christ, a focus for your spiritual needs as well. Let the Christ Himself live among you."
 There was a different quality to the silence this brought — almost a hostility. I sensed it in the posture of
his listeners. Alaric himself, however, seemed unaware of it as he continued with a gentle smile, "I know
that there are those among you who are thinking that you could not talk and act as freely in your chamber
if that chamber were also a temple to the Christ, but you are wrong, my friends. I am not speaking of a
temple, nor even an ecclesia. I have no wish to turn your hall into a permanent place of worship. My
suggestion is that the place would be a place of worship only at the times set apart for worship. At other
times it would be as it had to be: secular. Not consecrated to God's use alone." He nodded to himself, as
though acknowledging some secret, inner thought.

 "I am an old man now, and I must die soon. Before I do, I would like to consecrate a special altar-stone
for you and for your Colony. A stone that could remain here to be used by any bishop who may have
need of it. It is not the altar that is sacred, friends. It is the altar-stone — the stone that sits upon the
altar-table — that is sanctified with the blessing of God and houses the sacred relics of His saints and
martyrs. It is the altar-stone that, brought into a room and laid upon a table, converts that room into a
house of God. It is the altar stone I wish to give you, to keep in a place of safety and to use, whenever
need arises, to dedicate your Council Hall to God's holy use." The tension in the room had now
dissipated.

 "If you will honour me, an aged man, by permitting me to make this contribution to your lives, I will travel
from wherever I might be to sanctify your new home and to celebrate the first service to the Christ in
your new building." He bowed, moved his hand in a slight benediction and resumed his seat.

Caius rose and thanked him on behalf of all of us and of the Colony, continuing, with a smile, "Forgive
me, Bishop Alaric, for labouring the point, but did I hear you right? That the Council chamber will
become a House of God only when this altar-stone you speak of is brought into it? And when the stone
has been removed again, back to its place of safety, the chamber will revert to being what it was before?"

Alaric stood up again, nodding solemnly as he reiterated this all-important point. "That is correct, Caius
Britannicus. That is the way of the Church. Graced by the presence of the altar-stone, the meanest slave's
hut becomes an ecclesia for as long as the stone remains there. When the stone is removed, the hut is but
a hut again."

"And men can shout therein?"

"Shout, and rant and even blaspheme, as all men do from time to time, being men."

Caius sighed aloud, dramatically, and turned to face the circle. "So be it. Councillors, how do you vote
on this? Shall we take up the Bishop's offer?"

"Aye!" Unanimous.

 "Then, Publius, you have your answer, too." He cocked his head, smiling still, towards the centre of the
ring. "Is that not so?"

"Aye!" Unanimous again.

 I was on my feet in an instant. "Then I need only two more mandates. I need your permission to
conscript Tigellinus Corax here, our famous architect, to set about the planning of the fort's interior and
the construction of its main building."

"Aye!" There was much laughter in that shout, for Tigellinus was not noted for his tendency to volunteer
anything, ever.

 "And I need your approval to have Marcus Leo and his engineers make a start on building a road up
from the plains to our new gates. We have no need of a fully engineered highway, but we will very soon
need a practicable road. Leo's men are capable of building one and he himself is a full-fledged engineer.
Have I your blessing?"

"Aye!" The enthusiasm of this day would brook no objections.

 I was more than satisfied. I turned and nodded to Caius. "Caius Britannicus, I ask permission to leave
this Council and initiate the work immediately."

Caius smiled at me. "Thank you, Publius. We will continue without you."

 It was an hour before noon, and the courtyard was deserted. I started to walk across the yard in the
direction of the stables, and then I heard a shout and the clatter of hooves from beyond the main gates. I
stopped where I was and watched Bassus and his men ride in. They looked discouraged.

 Bassus saw me immediately and rode his horse over to where I stood, saluting and then slipping wearily
from the animal's back to stand looking at me.

"Well?" I asked him.

He shook his head slightly. "We lost them. I am sorry, Commander."

 I restrained an impulse to shout at him. Instead, I kept my voice low. "Explain that. How could you lose
ten mounted, galloping men?"

 Bassus shrugged. "Hard ground, Commander. They rode into a stream to cover their tracks, and stayed
in it for a long time. I had to split my squadron to go both ways. Then they crossed about a mile of open
fields and found the main road running north and south to the east of here. By the time we reached the
road, there was no way of telling which way the raiders had gone."

"Did you try to follow them?"

 "Yes, Commander, and found their sign. They headed up into the hills. The Mendips. That's where we
finally lost them. There were just no tracks to follow on the stones."

 "Damnation!" I swallowed my frustration and accepted the unacceptable. "Very well, Bassus. You did
all that you could do, I suppose. Get your horses stabled and dismiss your men."

He saluted me and walked away. I cursed.

BOOK FOUR

The Sword

XXV
 We heard no more of the Frankish horsemen, and, since the following months were filled with frantic
activity, we eventually forgot about them. The harvest was brought in successfully before the weather
broke, with every field protected by armed men. Then, as winter approached, Marcus Leo finished his
planning of the road up to the fort and Plautus set his men to building it, taking full advantage of both the
peace and an unusually mild winter. His soldiers worked hard through rain, wind and snow so that, by the
approach of spring, their task was done and a brand-new road stretched up the contours of the hill to the
main gate of the fort. This gate itself was constructed of heavy logs and was mounted on massive iron
hinges that Equus and I had forged together. Our masons had built the circular walls so that the two ends
overlapped, instead of meeting to close the circle, creating a lateral, curtained passageway some fifty
paces long and fifteen paces wide that could be defended easily against direct attack, since any attacker
would have to enter the passageway and be exposed to the defenders on top of the walls on both sides.
The huge gates hung at the inner end of the passageway and would not be easily stormed.

 Meanwhile, inside the walls, the building of our new home was progressing rapidly. Every carpenter,
builder and owner of a free pair of hands had been put to work building the new Council Hall, which was
serviceable already, an enormous rectangular hut with stout log-and-plaster walls, two entrances and a
thick, although still incomplete, roof of thatched sedge and rushes. A number of other buildings were in
various stages of completion as well. Our new granaries were finished and filled with grain, and I already
had a forge in place against the western wall.

 Tigellinus Corax, our architect, had ensured his fame forever among our colonists by designing a huge
cistern to collect the water run-off at the back of the hill, and he and Marcus Leo had devised a system
of pumps, based on the screw technique of Archimedes, to raise this salvaged water back up to the top
of the hill. We were lucky that the acquisition of lead to line the pipes was a simple matter; the land
directly to the north of us was full of it, and there is no metal easier to smelt. Our army engineers made
short work of building that entire system.

 Our building plan was based on the classic, standardized Roman military camp, except that there was
only one major and one minor exit, instead of the usual four. To accommodate our growing need for
stables, we simply extended the area normally dedicated for that purpose, giving ourselves ample room
for upwards of four hundred animals.

 I remember realizing quite suddenly one bleak, blustery autumn afternoon that I was fifty-five years old
that year, and the realization shook me. All my life I had considered anyone over fifty to be an old man,
and now here I was, half a decade older than that and still, in my mind at least, in my prime! My muscles,
thanks to the life I led smithing and soldiering, were as hard and strong as those of a healthy man twenty
years my junior, and that was no idle conceit. I knew it to be true because I worked with such men every
day in the smithy and on the parade ground. I had become aware in recent months, most usually when
putting on my armour, of a consistent thickening about my waist and hips, but it was a solid thickening
and my belly was still flat and hard. Sexually, too, I was still active and interested. I was no longer a
rutting stallion, of course, but I was far from being an impotent old man. Yet still the fact was inescapable:
I was fifty-five!

 It was the statue I had named the Lady of the Lake that brought the passing of the years to my attention.
I had been sitting staring at her, wondering about the age and origins of metals and thinking about the
draining of the lake and the finding of my skystone, when I suddenly realized that these events had taken
place twenty years earlier! I had spent more than seven whole years trying to smelt the stones, and the
Lady herself had stood here serenely on her table in Caius's day-room for twelve more years since her
birth. As I have said, the realization shook me and made me see all at once that I could not afford to let
any more time drift by. I rose immediately and crossed to the open window, where I saw two soldiers
standing talking in the yard outside. I summoned them and told them to pick up the statue and follow me,
and then I stuck the skystone dagger in my belt and went to find Equus.

 He was sitting on a high stool by his work-bench, holding his right forearm in his left hand while he stared
intently at the fingers of his right one, wriggling and clenching them. There was blood crusted on and
between his fingers, and from wrist to elbow his forearm was swathed in blood-stained bandages. I
pointed to a place where the soldiers could leave the statue and then dismissed them, crossing to Equus.

"What happened to you? What's the matter with your arm?"

The look he threw at me in response was eloquent. "You did! You happened to me! You and your
bright ideas!"

 I blinked at him, mystified, and looked again at his bandaged arm. "Are you saying I am responsible for
that? What are you talking about?"

 He turned and shouted over his shoulder. "Joseph! Bring those things over here!" One of our young
apprentices approached, carrying two long swords. Equus jerked his head towards his work-bench. "Put
them down here." The boy did so and left again.

"Well," Equus said, "there's your new sword. Two of 'em. What do you think?"

 I picked one up in each hand. They were beautifully made, their blades long and lethal, their hilts heavy,
elongated and weighted at the ends by large pommels. They balanced perfectly.

"Equus, they're superb," I whispered. "How did you weight the hilts? They don't look likegladia at all,
now that they're made. There's no resemblance."

 "The pommels are lead," he muttered. "And you're right. There's no resemblance. Those whoreson
things are like ungrateful dogs. They bite their masters."

I looked from the swords I was holding to his bandaged arm. "One of these did that? How? I've never
known you to be careless with weapons."

He grunted again and got to his feet. "Come with me," he said. "I'll show you."

 I followed him outside, still carrying both swords, to the sword-practice post that stood in front of the
smithy. As we passed through the doorway, he picked up a heavy infantry shield that leaned against the
wall. Outside, he turned to me.

"Give me a sword. Take the shield. Standard sword practice. Go ahead."

 Wondering what this was all about, I took the shield from him and lined myself up in front of the practice
post in the normal manner. I rested the base of the shield on the ground and crouched behind it,
brandishing the sword, and then I straightened up, looking at him and feeling foolish. I did not even
attempt a swing.

 He was watching me, an expression of wry amusement on his face. "Aye, that's about as far as I got,
too," he said. "We have just destroyed a thousand years of technique and training. You can't use those
things like agladium. They're too damn big, too long. You get withingladium- reach of an enemy with
that thing in your hand and you're a dead man. He'll cut you in two before you can get your arm back far
enough to defend yourself, let alone attack him." I started to speak, but he pressed right on, overriding
me. "Oh, I know what you're going to say. It's a cavalry sword, not meant for a man on foot. That's all
very well, as long as you're on a horse. But what happens if you fall off? Or when your horse is killed and
you find yourself on foot?"

I stood there, mute.

 "And that's not the worst of it." He held up his bandaged arm. "This is the worst of it. At least, it's the
worst I've discovered so far. How d'you think I got this? Can you guess?" I shook my head. "Well, I'm
not going to tell you. I'm going to show you. Wait there." He went back into the forge and came out
carrying a leather apron. "Here, hold one side of this. It's an old one." I held it and he cut it lengthwise
down the middle.

 "Now wrap that around your sword arm." It went around four times and he tied it in place with two
thongs. Then he gestured with his head towards the practice post. "Now show me the standard block,
parry and slash. You're going to have to step away from the post."

 I stepped back and carried out the basic manoeuvre. I had to straighten my arm completely to finish it
and the whole thing felt utterly alien.

 "See what I mean? Your whole balance has to be different. You can't chop with that thing and you can't
even try the infighting stab. It's impossible. You have to swing straight-armed, and the arc of the blade's
about four times as long as thegladium swing."

 I was staring at the sword in wonder. "But, Equus," I said, "that's marvellous! That's what we've been
looking for. The force of this thing's swing is unbelievable!"

 He hawked up phlegm and spat off to one side. "Aye, I'll grant that. And you could carve agladium-
wielder into pieces with it from beyond his reach. But what happens when you're facing someone who's
swinging one of these things too? That's what happened to me."

I looked again at his arm. "How?"

In answer he grinned and fell into a crouch. "That's what I'm going to show you. I'm going to attack you.
Straight attack, no tricks. You defend yourself. Don't try to attack me."

 We squared off and he came for me with a round-armed, overhead swing. I brought my own blade up
to block it easily, marvelling again at the easy balance in the thing. Then his blade crashed against mine
with a ringing clang and the shock of the impact flung my arm away, out and around, almost ripping the
sword hilt from my grasp. He carried his swing through and poised at the top of the upswing, ready to
disembowel me with a backhand slash. He would have killed me easily, for I had no chance of
recovering in time to block him.

"Different, isn't it?" He lowered his sword. "Now you're prepared for it, let's try that again."

 We repeated the move, and this time I was prepared for the shock and better braced to block his first
swing and throw his backhanded slash down to my left off my horizontal blade, finding that I was gripping
my sword two-handed for better support against his backhand. His blade swooped down, then up and
around again, and I released the hilt with my left hand and met his swing, hearing the clash of tempered
blades and then losing everything as the world erupted in a sheet of blinding, flaming pain. I did not feel
the sword go flying from my hand, but I felt my knees hitting the stones of the yard, and then I felt rough
ground against my face and hands tugging at me, pulling me up.
I opened my eyes, fighting the waves of pain-filled nausea that swirled over me, and eventually regained
my senses. My right arm was devoid of feeling except at the shoulder, where the socket felt as though it
had been wrenched apart. I was sitting on the ground, my back against the practice post, and Equus was
on his knees in front of me, his face concerned.

"What happened?" I asked him.

He spat off to the side again, seeming to savour the time it took him to respond. "Same as happened to
me, except I hit you harder. If Joseph had hit me that hard, he'd have taken my arm off."

 "My arm?" I looked down. The layers of leather apron around my forearm were still there, but three
thicknesses of the stiff, grease-coated hide had been sliced open. I had an immediate vision of what my
arm would have looked like had that toughened leather not been there, and my stomach heaved. It took
me several more minutes to recover. Equus watched me retch, making no move to aid or succour me.
Finally I swallowed the taste of bile one last time and got myself under control.

"I think my arm is broken."

He shook his head. "No, it's not, but you won't use it too easily for the next few days. I caught you just
below the elbow. Hammered the big muscles there. You'll bruise badly, I expect, but there's nothing
broken."

"What caused it, Equus? What did you do?"

 He shook his head again, abruptly this time. "Nothing. It's the swords themselves. They're different. They
behave strangely. The blades bounce away from each other uncontrollably. Bounce right over the boss of
the hilt and hit the arm or the wrist."

I moved to get up, but I still couldn't feel my right arm. He pulled my to my feet by my left, still talking.

 "It must be a combination of the temper of the metal and the force and angle of the swing, Publius.
Whatever causes it, it's damn dangerous. I can't see our people using these for a while yet. Not until we
can figure out a way to stop them losing arms and hands in practice."

I took one of the new weapons in my left hand and examined it with a new awareness. It still felt good to
hold. I examined the edge of the blade. There was a nick in it.

"Equus? What's this? It looks like a nick."

"Itis a nick." Equus's voice sounded reflective. "That's my finest iron, but it's too soft. Look." He held the
other blade towards me. It, too, was nicked. He brought it close to his own eyes. "I don't know how
hard these two blades were going when they met, Publius, but I'm glad my fingers weren't between them
when they did. I've never see a new sword of ours take a nick before."

 "Neither have I." I turned away and moved back into the smithy, trying to flex my fingers. They
responded, but my whole arm was still numb. "My God, Equus, that thing bounced before it hit my arm!
Imagine what a full-strength swing would have done!"

"Aye, imagine if it had hit you in the neck."
 I nodded to the statue, which still stood where the soldiers had left it. "I brought the Lady down. I think
it's time she went to work for us."

He looked at her and then back at me. "You mean you're going to use her to make one of these?"

"Why not? If she's of the stuff of my skystone dagger, she won't nick."

He shrugged and patted her on the rump. "I wonder if she'll shine."

 "God, my arm hurts! Let's go and have a cup of wine, and then I'm going to find the hottest steam room
in the place. As soon as I regain the use of my arm, if I ever do, we'll find out whether she can shine or
not."

He caught hold of the statue's faceless head and tilted the whole thing sideways. "Does Caius know
you're going to melt her down? He's had her for a long time."

 "Too long," I said. "No, he doesn't know yet, but he's always dropping hints about using her for
something." I grimaced with pain, feeling the sensation starting to flow back into my hand. "Anyway, he
can have her back later, part of her at least. I'll only need about half of her the first time."

 That night I frightened my wife half out of her wits by shouting aloud and jerking upright in bed, wide
awake, during the blackest part of the night. The shout was one of pain, for my injured arm had
somehow become tangled in the bedclothes, but the vision in my head when I awoke was bright and
clear. I had been dreaming of Claudius Seneca, seeing him leap at me, his eyes glazed in fury, his sword
flashing down to end my life, and then had come a jarring blow that sent lances of pain up my arm as the
edge of his blade slammed into the arm of Alaric's silver cross.

 The vision kept me awake for the rest of the night, and when Equus arrived at the forge next morning, I
had already been there for hours, alternately heating the Lady statue and hammering it into a rough,
rectangular ingot, ignoring the pained protests of my outraged arm.

 From that time on, I worked on the new sword every day for four months, giving it every minute I could
spare and much time that I really could not. Equus was content to leave me alone for the greater part of
that period, but he helped me considerably with the delicate, time-consuming, meticulous job of
fashioning and extending the double taper of the blade. This sword, right from the outset, was to be
perfect. I burned a forest of charcoal over those months, heating and reheating the metal as it changed
from a rough ingot to an elongated bar, and from that to a recognizable, blade-shaped length of
blackened iron. And then, almost unnoticeably, it was almost finished, waiting only for the final temper to
be added to it.

"Equus," I said to him one day, "go out and find me a virgin."

"A virgin? Here?" He shook his head in mock dismay. "There's your daughters, that's it. And when
Veronica gets wed there'll be one less. Virgins are scarce in armed camps. I'll go and look for one, but
don't stay awake waiting for me to come back. What's an old goat like you want with a virgin, anyway?"

 I was squinting along the edge of my new blade, admiring it. "Blood. Don't you remember? The ancient
smiths used to quench their new blades in virgin blood, for purity."

"I didn't know that! Are you serious?"
 I looked at him. "That's what the legends say. They believed that blood-quenching — virgin blood, of
course — would impart the secret essence of the white iron."

 "Horse turds!" His voice was rich with scorn. "Anybody with a brain knows it's the charcoal that makes
the difference."

I put the blade down. "You know that, Equus, and I know it, but the ancients didn't. Not for centuries."

 He came to my side and picked the blade up, squinting at it critically, looking for flaws that weren't
there. "Looks good, Publius. How are you going to hilt it?"

 I hadn't told him about the cross-hilt idea in my mind. "Oh, I've got a few ideas. First I have to temper it.
I wonder if it will have a shine?"

"It has already, look! You can see it, can't you?" He angled the blade into the light.

I nodded. "There's something there, all right, but I'd hardly call it a shine, Equus."

 "Then don't! But I'm telling you, that's what your dagger looked like at this stage, and I've never seen
another piece of metal look like this, have you?"

I shook my head. "No, I have to admit I haven't."

He dropped it with a clang. "Well then, get on with edging it. It won't temper itself."

 He walked away and I picked the blade up again and started to scale it with a file, whistling under my
breath and feeling good about life in general. We had been untroubled by raiders of any kind throughout
the autumn. The walls of our fort were completely finished in some places, and the new Council Hall was
nearly completed, too, lacking only the thatching of a portion of the roof. The new year coming would be
the eleven hundred and fifty-fourth year of Rome, but it would be the four hundredth year of the Christian
era, and the usage of the latter method of marking time was increasing rapidly. This new year, then,
would mark either the close of a century or the beginning of a new one. I had heard arguments over
which was which: was 400 the last of the old or the first of the new? Personally, I did not care; the year
ahead looked good for the Colony.

 I suddenly remembered something — I've no idea what prompted the memory — and reached into my
scrip for the shell I had picked up from the dining table the night before. My fingers found it and I placed
it delicately on the work-bench in front of me, squeezing it gently shut. It was a mature cockle-shell, one
of a basketful brought to us by the young priest who accompanied Bishop Alaric everywhere nowadays.
They had arrived the day before and would remain with us for several more days before moving on.

 I smiled to myself as I realized that even Alaric had brought us no bad news for months. Last night at
dinner he had pointed out to us God's great concern with detail in fashioning the perfection of even the
humble cockleshell. I had picked this one up and examined it minutely, and a voice had said clearly in my
head, out of nowhere, "pommel." The thing was exquisitely crafted and perfect in its symmetry, the
tracery of its ribs immaculately fine as each one swept out from the full thickness of the shell's base to the
indented point of one of the tiny scallops around the serrated edge.

 I had seen in my mind's eye a duplicate of this shell I held, crafted in solid gold, adding its weight to the
counterbalance of my new sword. Now I looked at it again in daylight and knew that my intuition had
been correct. A gold pommel. Solid gold. I smiled at the idea. But a gold hilt? A gold cross-hilt? No, I
decided, that would be too vulgar and probably too heavy. Besides, gold was too soft for a cross-hilt
such as the one I envisioned. I looked again at the shell, bringing it close to my eyes. It was a large one,
as wide as the full length of my thumb across its base, and half as thick in section, front to back. It would
make a fine, solid pommel. But how would I mount it? That, I had discovered, was a major problem, for
the extreme length of the new blade set up vibrations that had never existed in the shortergladium, and
these vibrations threatened to destroy any joint in the metal that was not perfectly solid. I was plagued
with the problem of how to attach a cross-guard firmly to a straight blade and then fix a hilt with a
comfortable handle between that cross-guard and a pommel. These vibrations alone could destroy every
idea I might come up with.

 I dropped the cockle-shell back in my scrip and left the blade lying on the work-bench as I strolled back
to the villa in search of Grandfather Varrus's old scroll on the ancient art of pouring moulds.

 Luceiia sat in the family room talking earnestly with Veronica and her younger sisters, Lucilla and Dora,
both of whom were awed and overcome by their older sister's imminent transition from girlhood to
womanhood. In their eyes, Veronica had already passed into adulthood, leaving them far behind her. Not
that they were in any way jealous of her — slightly envious, perhaps, but only in that wide-eyed,
wonder-filled, breathy manner that seems unique to very young adolescent girls.

 The four women of my family enjoyed an easy, close and warmly intimate companionship. They were
discussing the wedding, of course, which would take place in the spring, and I am sure they completely
failed to notice me as I apologized for disturbing them and passed on through, taking away with me the
image of my daughter Veronica's bright eyes and high, proud breasts. She was a beauty, my Magpie. I
was still whistling under my breath as I searched for the scroll, wondering idly, for the hundredth time at
least, about the magical process that could so abruptly transform a beautiful, trusting little daughter into a
ravishingly self-possessed young woman. I found the scroll right where I had left it and took it back to the
smithy to study it, and it did not take me long to arrive at the conclusion that I was going to need help
from Father Andros.

XXVI



 By the time the hawthorn blossomed in March that year, there was a steady stream of two-way traffic
on the new road every day from dawn until dusk. Everyone in the Colony was completely absorbed in
the task of preparing our new quarters, with the exception of my own womenfolk, who had a wedding to
worry over, too. There was an air of buzzing activity everywhere, and even the absence of the soldiers
withdrawn from the fort for active patrol duty — about two-thirds of our forces — seemed to make no
great difference to the tempo of the work.

The extra horses Picus had promised us, including two magnificent and unlooked-for stallions, provided
purely for breeding purposes, arrived early in March and were put into service immediately, making a
major difference to our capabilities.

 One of our colonists, a white-bearded veteran of many wars, had approached Caius in January with the
idea of starting our young men's training early. He was prepared, he said, to take on that responsibility
and Caius was happy to allow him to do so. Now he commanded a body of forty-five young men
between the ages of fourteen and sixteen who spent their days marching and countermarching, learning
the use of weapons and studying the new cavalry tactics.

It was a warm spring, full of promise. We were moving into a new, safe home, facing a new century,
according to the Christian calendar, and we felt sure of our destiny. All around us, where we had been
prepared for threats and danger, there was only tranquillity. We were ready, however, for anything that
might occur. Our farmers ploughed their fields under the gaze of watchful soldiers and the wagon train we
sent to Glevum that spring went under heavy escort. We were determined that no raider would find any
sign of weakness among us.

 The wedding was to be in April, the feast time sacred to both Celtic Druid and Christian alike, and by
the end of March, Ullic's people began to arrive. They set up their camps in the open fields around the
villa, mainly along the new road to the fort, and Ullic and his main party arrived in pomp and savage
Celtic splendour on the first day of Eastertide. His arrival coincided with the far less ostentatious arrival of
Bishop Alaric, who had come, as promised, to conduct the wedding services and to celebrate the
completion of our Council Hall with a special Mass.

 Ullic brought gifts and barbaric excitement; Alaric brought our new, hand-dressed altar-stone. Ullic
brought love, laughter and song; Alaric brought love, laughter and piety. Ullic brought Druids in his train;
Alaric brought one priest, a gentle giant of a man called Phonos who was barely out of his teens. The
scene was set for war or peace the first time the Druids and the Christian priests came face to face on
that first day. That, at least, was the way I saw it, but as it turned out, I had no cause for concern; there
was no sign of any hostility between the two groups then or later.

 At dinner that night, a festive gathering, the talk was all about the prospects of the bride and groom and
of the great hunt I had arranged for the following day. Caius was at his mercurial best that night, and the
conversation around the table sparkled with wit and humour.

 I am not normally a superstitious man, but I remember feeling that night that everything had been going
too smoothly. It suddenly seemed to me, looking around the table and feeling the warmth and love there,
that our lives, for the past eight months, had been too easy. I felt as though somewhere, out there in the
night, forces were gathering to annul our gaiety, so that all during dinner I half expected to hear the slap of
leather soles on the floor outside as someone came running with news of catastrophe. But no one did,
and the evening passed with no alarums, as did the week that followed. The wedding was set for the day
of Easter, the festival of spring and resurrection, the emergence of new life. It seemed appropriate and
correct and approved by Heaven. Our hunting was successful every day and we enjoyed a plethora of
fresh meats of every kind and fresh fish, both salt-water and fresh-water.

 There was one young woman there, with Ullic's group, who turned the head of every man who saw her,
including me. Her name was Enid and she was Ullic's youngest sister. Her skin was golden and her teeth
were fine, snow-white against the amazing redness of her lips. Even my gentle Luceiia showed her claws
the first time she saw Enid, warning me almost, but not quite, playfully to keep my attentions to that one
casual. This surprised me, for it was the first time that my wife had ever made such a comment. I
mentioned it jokingly to Caius later that first evening and he was wise enough to observe immediately that
Luceiia probably felt she was no longer young enough to compete with such an animal as Enid.

 And an animal she was, although I say so with not the slightest hint of malice. She was wild in the way a
deer is wild: sleek and clean-lined, apparently timid and easily startled, giving one the impression that a
too-sudden movement would cause her to disappear from sight immediately. And yet she was
savage-looking, with all the allure and grace of the great cats of Africa. Her eyes were green-blue and
her hair was startling in its tawniness among the black-haired, blue-eyed Celts. She was high-breasted,
and her breasts were large and firm, and even though I was innocent of any lustful feelings towards her, I
was tempted more than once, finding her close beside me, to attempt to span her tiny-looking waist in my
big hands. Of course, her waist could not have been that small, but placed as it was between the lushness
of her breasts and the sweeping swell of her hips, itlooked that small. And I looked, as did every other
man there who was not related to her directly. My own admiration of the young woman, conducted from
a distance and modified by a need to give no offence to my wife, was avuncular — a combination of "I
wonder...," "What if...?" and "There was a time ...". There were others in our gathering, however, who
were unhampered by the twin constraints of age and marriage, and among them they managed to keep
Enid from becoming bored. She was the undisputed centre of attraction for every single young male in the
Colony, and for a fair number of others who were neither young nor single. My youngest apprentice,
Joseph, at not quite sixteen years, was sore smitten with first love and followed her around like a pup,
sitting as close to her as he could get, and sometimes forgetting even to eat.

 Luceiia had made a point of getting to know the beautiful newcomer, and had now decided that she
liked her. It was she who told me Enid's history. The woman was beautiful, headstrong, stubborn,
thoroughly likeable and quite prepared to go to her grave unwed. Her one, true love had died saving her
life from a giant bear and she had found no man to compare with him in the years that followed. She was
almost thirty now, in reality a half-sister to Ullic, sired by his aged father upon a second wife, and Ullic
had despaired of matching her years ago. Enid, Luceiia told me, was quite happy with that state of affairs
and wanted nothing to change it.

 The day before the wedding was a day I tried hard to avoid. The entire household was a madhouse. I
attempted to slip away to the smithy to spend some time with Equus, but it was not to be. Luceiia called
my name as I was setting out and sent me on an errand to the fort, and from that moment on I was caught
up in the general insanity. Not until we were preparing for bed did I have another moment to myself that
day.

Bishop Alaric was to consecrate the altar-stone here in the villa the next morning and bear it in
procession to the hilltop. It would be a long walk for the old man, but he was adamant in his
determination to do it. The journey, he said, would be symbolic in several ways: symbolic of the Christ's
walk to Calvary, and of our own struggle upwards as a Colony towards a better, more Christian life. I
was not sure what he meant by that, but I had no wish to argue with him.

 The bride, my own Magpie, Veronica... I had to shake myself hard to realize what that really meant...
would be carried uphill on a litter specially built for her by one of our carpenters. An honour-guard of
sixty infantry would provide ample muscle for the long haul up the hill. Luceiia and her friends would ride
in chairs upon the shoulders of more infantry. I myself, as father of the bride, would lead the way,
mounted, with Caius and ten other friends constituting a formal vanguard to the entire procession. The
weather had been perfect so far. If it rained tomorrow, the result would be a fiasco. I preferred not to
think about that. It was going to be a long day.

Luceiia's voice broke into my tired thoughts. "Picus didn't come."

"No. He said he would try to get here, but he is at the mercy of the Saxons, love. When they invade, he
moves. I would have been very surprised to see him here at this time of the year." I fell onto the bed,
pulling the fur robes back, and crawled beneath them like an animal crawling into its den. Luceiia blew
out the lamp and there was silence between us for so long that I was almost asleep when she spoke.

"Do you realize, Publius, that this time tomorrow our little daughter Veronica will be a woman? She will
belong to her husband, not to us."

 "Aye," I answered, turning to face her. "I'm aware of that. She will be wife and woman, and if she's half
as good at being either as her mother has been, she'll do well by herself and by her man." I reached out
and slipped my arm about her waist, which was still slim enough to belie her years.
"You don't sound upset at all!"

I was surprised. "Why should I feel upset?"

"Less than three years ago you almost went to war with Ullic when he mentioned this marriage."

"Ahh!" I said, thinking rapidly about the impossibility of attempting to explain any of that. "I see what's
bothering you..." I allowed my voice to fade away and then said, "Shh, woman! Thatwas almost three
years ago. Veronica was a child then. Now it is time for her to be a woman and to enjoy the pleasures
you enjoyed as one."

"Do I hear a past tense? I still enjoy them, husband."

"Aye, but not so often."

"No, not quite as often. That is true... and sad."

"Why sad?"

"Because I do not want my man to grow old, leaving me with my lusts unsated."

I raised myself on one elbow, looking down at her in the darkness, knowing she would hear the smile in
my voice. "Unsated? Woman, I hold myself back only because ofyour advancing age. Yours are the
bones growing fragile. I would hate to break any of them in the name of love."

Her hand came behind my neck. "Come here, you old goat, and break me. I defy you."

 The following morning dawned golden and perfect. I heard the noises of preparation begin while I was
still steaming in the bath house, and I took an unusual degree of care with my ablutions and dressing, to
the point where Luceiia herself was ready before I was.

 I wore my official uniform for this occasion, something I seldom did. I had spent so much of my life in
military harness that the finery of my commander's regalia gave me little pleasure; I was far more
comfortable and felt far better dressed in the leathers that Luceiia had made specially for me. Today,
however, for my daughter's wedding, I was cordially prepared to suffer. I wore helmet, breastplate,
backplate and leg-greaves of solid bronze. The helmet and breastplate were magnificently worked, if I do
say so myself, in some of the finest Celtic ornamentation that Father Andros had unearthed in his
far-ranging travels. The outsized crest on my helmet was of tufted horsehair, dyed the same scarlet as my
cloak, the shoulders of which were so crusted with finely worked bronze and silver wire that the garment
itself resembled a piece of armour. My dress tunic was of white linen, edged with scarlet, and the straps
of my armoured kilt were of bronze plates wired loosely, end to end. I wore my finest sword, with its
bronze hilt and scabbard, and when I had everything finally strapped and buckled on I paced the room a
few times, distributing the weight of all of this regalia comfortably about my body and wishing I could
have worn my good old boots instead of the stiff new sandals and leggings that went with the outfit.
Finally I could put the moment off no longer; I went out to join my wife and my daughter.

 The sight of them took me aback. I had never seen my daughter looking so beautiful. On this, her bridal
morning, she was radiant, dressed all in white so that she shimmered from head to foot. Ten years earlier,
Luceiia had bought the material for that gown, knowing exactly what she was buying and the use it would
one day be put to. The fabric, whatever it was, had come from Africa, and its fineness and purity were
astounding. When I had first seen the gown made from this fabric, it had seemed to be the simplestola
that the young women of republican Rome wore every day. That, however, was only at first glance. A
second look had shown me that this was far from being a simplestola or a simple anything. The material,
and I know Luceiia had a name for it although it eludes me now, had been piled layer upon layer, finely
stitched together and worked with thousands of tiny, opalescent sea-shells. Whenever Veronica moved,
these tiny shells clicked and rattled together, but their noise was muffled in the layers of the cloth. It was a
marvellous creation.

 My daughter smiled at me and came forward to take my arm, and as I felt her fingers touch the skin of
my forearm I sucked in my breath and swelled with pride and fierce paternity, finding myself swearing a
silent oath that I would flay this new husband of hers if he did not lay the moon and the stars at her feet. I
had a large lump in my throat as we moved together to the doorway of the house, her mother and her
sisters close behind us. As we stepped into the sunlit morning a spontaneous cheer broke from the crowd
of more than three hundred who waited for us, already formed in line for the procession to the hilltop. I
handed my daughter into her litter, and her mother and her sisters into their chairs, then marched my
finest, limping march to the head of the column, where my horse was waiting. Equus himself helped me up
onto Germanicus's back and, once seated, I turned my horse and inspected the honour-guard minutely.
Finally satisfied that they could have looked no better, I gave the signal to proceed and nudged
Germanicus forward.

 It was a slow progress, but I felt peaceful and well content with my post in the vanguard. Caius rode on
my right and ten more of our close friends accompanied us, but no one spoke. Everyone seemed to
appreciate my unspoken need for silence in which to enjoy this occasion.

 We had gone about one-third of the way to the hill along the new road when I saw a sudden flash of
light in the distance off to my left and my heart gave a sickening lurch in my breast. No one else had
noticed it, but I had and I knew what it was. The early morning sunlight had reflected off metal where no
metal should be this day. I raised my arm immediately to stop the column behind me, my mind racing as I
tried to decide whether to run for the fort or break back to the villa; I was more than aware of the
number of women in the train. And then I remembered that we had our soldiers deployed in force behind
the home farm, and I knew there was no danger to our column.

 Caius asked me why I stopped and I merely nodded in answer, pointing my head in the direction of the
reflection I had seen, and presently we were able to make out the swift-moving column of mounted men
and the great black-and-white standard of Picus Britannicus.

 He came in splendour, to the cheering welcome of the crowd behind me and the blaring of horns from
the hilltop fort, where Ullic's people watched. And Picus, too, came dressed for a grand occasion, in his
finest, gilded armour, his men, in spite of having ridden far and hard, turned out as for an imperial parade.
As his column approached ours, his standard-bearers formed up behind him, the SPQR standard of the
Senate and the People of Rome taking pride of place beside Picus's own, directly behind Picus himself.
Each bearer took a position some twenty paces behind and forty paces to the side of him. The three
lesser-formation or squadron standards formed up behind them, again with some forty paces between
each. Together, including Picus at the forefront, these standards formed a small arrowhead of six
mounted men at the head of three great forty-man arrowhead formations.

 The people behind me in the wedding train were cheering even louder as this proud cavalcade thundered
towards us and slid to a halt in perfect formation with Picus at its head, less than four paces from me.
Picus snapped me his clenched-fist salute.

 "Hail, Publius Varrus. We were detained, but here we are now as honour-guard for a beautiful bride on
a beautiful day."
 A silence had fallen as he had clattered to a halt, so that all heard his shouted greeting clearly. Now the
cheering broke out again as I answered him.

"Well met, Picus Britannicus. When you have paid your tribute to your father, Caius Britannicus, and to
our bride today, I shall be glad of your company."

 His troops remained motionless as Picus danced his horse from his father, beside me, to Veronica's litter
and his Aunt Luceiia's chair. His respects paid, he returned to my side at the head of the column, smiling
broadly.

"Uncle Varrus, I am impressed! This is not just a wedding — it is a gala of epic proportions!"

 "Aye, Picus." I smiled back at him. "It is. It is the beginning of the coming-true of all our dreams, your
father's first among all, and it is the first major celebration we have indulged in since the Colony's
founding. How do you want to dispose your men?"

 He looked over at his troops and then glanced up the hill to where the new road wound upward to the
fort.

 "I was thinking of that as we approached. Your train is formed and under way and to attempt to change
it now would cause confusion. Why don't I send my troopers on ahead to line the road on both sides up
the hill? Ten paces between each two men would give you better than a quarter-mile of guards."

"Splendid," I said, laughing. "That's a fine idea. Do it. And when you are no longer a soldier you can
grow rich arranging spectacles in the Circus Maximus."

 He turned and approached his standard-bearer, signalled to his squadron commanders and pointed up
the hill. The result had obviously been prearranged, but it made a wonderful spectacle. His men wheeled
smartly, changing formation as they kicked their horses to the gallop, and then took the road before us in
columns of four, quickly leaving us far behind. I gave the order to resume our procession, raising my hand
to the train behind me, and we followed Picus's men at a pace far more sedate and dignified.

As soon as I was satisfied that we were all safely under way again without incident, I turned back to
Picus, who rode at my left.

 "So, lad! What's been happening out there in the world? I must admit I had not expected to see you here
today."

"No more had I, Uncle." His voice was unexpectedly low and serious, and I glanced immediately to
Caius, seeing his own gaze sharpen as he nudged his horse closer to hear what was coming. Picus waited
until his father was within easy hearing before continuing. "All Hades has broken loose in the north. We'll
never be able to hold the Wall if things continue the way they are at present."

"How so?" Cay's voice was urgent. "What do you mean?"

 "Just what I say, Father. It is sheer, absolute chaos up there. We've been under constant, escalating
attack ever since last October. Never a let-up. We've been hit at every point along the eighty-five miles
of the Wall — usually in three or four places at once, miles apart. There's just no way to defend against
them. And our cavalry is useless, except as back-up to the regular garrison. If there's a breakthrough, we
can clean up the people who come through the gap, but only if we are close enough to hit them instantly
do we stand a chance of driving them back."

There was silence for a few moments as Caius and I digested this disquieting news, and then, as usual, it
was Caius who spoke up.

 "I had no idea things were so bad up there. We heard some rumours, of course, but we thought the
enemy in the north was being held, by and large, in abeyance."

"They are. For now." Picus sounded sceptical. "But that won't last long. They're too well co-ordinated.
They have some first-class military minds directing them."

A female shriek rang out behind us and then a booming roar of laughter. I swung around to look back,
but I could see no sign of the source of the hilarity, nor the cause of it.

 "Anyway," Picus continued, paying no attention to the noise, "that's talk for later, when the ladies are
abed. This morning should be for pleasure alone."

 We rode in companionable silence for a time, enjoying the beauty of the day and listening to the tinkling
of the Celtic musicians entertaining the ladies behind us. The first of Picus's troopers sat his horse on the
left side of the road about half a mile ahead of us, right at the bottom of the hill.

"Look," Picus observed, "Janus has staggered the men, ten paces apart on opposite sides of the hill.
That's good. I like a man with initiative. Now you have almost half a mile of mounted guards."

"Aye," Caius grunted, good-naturedly, "that will please the ladies." He paused, as if reflecting, before he
observed, "Do you know that yours are the only imperial troops some of our people have ever seen?
Especially the young ones."

Picus's voice showed his surprise. "I suppose they are, now that you mention it. You are a bit off the
beaten track."

"Aye," I added, "and, please God, we'll stay off it. By the way, what news of your young friend with the
wild ideas? What was his name? Pelidorus?"

"Who? Pelidorus?" There was bafflement in Picus's voice, then, "Oh, you mean Pelagius!"

"Aye, Pelagius, that was it. The theologian. What of him?"

 Picus shook his head. "Nothing. No news. I haven't heard his name mentioned in ages. Not since we
spoke of him that day, in fact."

"Do you think he's still alive?"

"Why not?" Picus laughed aloud. "It was a bishop he offended, Uncle, not the Emperor. And speaking
of bishops, when did you last see Bishop Alaric?"

 "Alaric? About an hour ago. He's right behind you, about the middle of the column. He will consecrate
the wedding and our new altar-stone at the same time."

"Altar-stone? What's this?"
"You'll see. The good bishop has talked the Council into establishing a meeting-place for priests and
prayers alike, in the Council Hall."

"Has he, by Mithras?" There was ungrudging admiration in Picus's tone. "How did he do that?"

"Cleverly," I answered him, smiling. "And at a time when it had most effect. It got the chamber finished."

Picus pursed his lips and glanced from me to his father and then back to me.

"You said this morning marks the start of all my father's dreams coming true. The marriage I understand,
but what else is there?"

 "Well, there's the new Council chamber, as I said, and our new quarters. The fort itself is coming into full
use today for the first time as well. This is the first procession of our people as a group along this new
road, too. And this is the first springtime of a new century in the year of our Lord the Christ. Think about
that, Picus. What you will witness today is, in its own small way, the birthing of a new society, in a new
place, surrounded by new walls at the opening of a new age. And all of it — the people and their
dreams, the place, the soldiers and their weaponry, and all the hope for the future — has sprung from the
mind and from the dreams of your father."

 Caius coughed and cleared his throat in embarrassment and would have demurred, had I not cut him
short in mid-cough.

 "No, Caius, you may not interrupt and you may not dismiss my words. Everything I say is true and there
is no way you can escape retribution for your plannings and machinations, so you might as well not try."

 Picus spoke for his father and for himself. "Publius Varrus," he said, "your words make me both proud
and humble that I should be my father's son."

"Good. That is as it should be. In both instances. Pride is a strong man's sword, and a little humility does
no man harm."

 We had drawn abreast of Picus's first man who sat stiffly at attention, reining his horse in hard, his naked
blade shining in the sun as he stared straight ahead, his motionless eyes fixed on infinity as his Legate rode
past. Both Picus and I had drawn ourselves up into our formal stance as we approached him and we
remained that way, our bearing a reciprocal tribute to the guards themselves, until we reached the gates
at the top of the hill.

 The noise there was unbelievable — a cacophony of horns, whistles and cheers of welcome for the
bride and her escort. The inside of the fort was brightly and appropriately decorated for the day's
festivities. Long bolts of brightly coloured cloth hung from the walls, and Ullic's Celts, brightly clothed at
the best of times, were all bedecked in their gaudiest finery. The entire scene was a maelstrom of colours.
My ears picked out several sources of music of one kind or another, and off to my left I saw the gigantic
brown awesomeness of a dancing bear. Then, as the lead party started to enter through the gates,
someone began to beat out a slow, welcoming cadence on the Celtic war-drum, and others took up the
beat, the tempo increasing gradually and steadily until the very air throbbed with the rhythm of the
percussion. These were the drums that had frightened the lights out of Caesar's men four hundred years
earlier, and their effect had lost nothing in power over the centuries. Yet they looked deceptively flimsy,
being light, easily carried affairs, nothing more than a dried skin stretched over a wooden hoop a
handsbreadth deep, reinforced by two cross-braces that formed a handhold at their junction in the centre
of the drum. Struck with either end of a short wooden stick, which these people wielded with amazing
dexterity, these devices produced an inordinate amount of fierce, martial, reverberant and threatening
noise.

 Ullic, grand showman that he was, stood waiting to greet us, surrounded by his family, his chiefs and his
Druids, the latter dressed in either all-black or all-white robes, depending on their function. Ullic himself
was something to behold, blazing with colour, crusted with jewellery and wearing on his head the symbol
of his kingship, the huge eagle helmet I had last seen at our first meeting at Stonehenge. His men had built
a platform for him and for his party so that they stood head and shoulders above the surrounding crowds.
Uric stood on his father's right, a proud young man wearing a simple tunic of blue cloth tied with a
crimson sash and trimmed with a Greek pattern of golden squares. His legs and feet were encased in
fur-lined boots with golden studs, and on his head he wore a ceremonial helmet adorned with the horns
of what must have been a mighty ram, for they curled downward to rest on his shoulders.

 Caius, Picus and I kneed our horses directly to the space left clear for the approach of the bridal party
and halted directly in front of Ullic's dais, leaving enough room between Caius and me for Veronica's
litter, and between Caius and Picus for Luceiia's chair. The remainder of our people spread out on both
sides of us in good order, so that when the bride and her party entered the enclosure of the fort they
were able to make their way unhampered to their proper place.

 It took about one-third of an hour for our entire group to wend its way into position, but at last everyone
was in place and Ullic raised his right arm high, commanding an instant silence, since all eyes were
already upon him. He allowed the silence to grow to a point just short of discomfort before he began to
speak, and then he welcomed everyone, singling out Caius Britannicus as the prime reason for the
wedding being celebrated here in this place and enumerating the achievements of the man that everyone
present there had grown to admire, if not to love. After a few minutes of this, and amid a growing tide of
approbation, Caius raised his own hand in protest and Ullic stopped.

"You wish to speak, my friend?"

It is amazing how dense a silence a thousand or more people can generate from time to time. Cay's
voice rang into the stillness clearly.

 "King Ullic, we are here this day to witness the joining of your son in marriage to my niece. These two
young people are the celebrants. Eulogies are appropriate for them only, today. May we not come to the
ceremonies directly?"

 Ullic barked a single roar of laughter. "Hah! So be it! You have the right of it, old friend, we are here for
a wedding. Then, by all the gods at once, let us have one. Sound the horns!"

 Amid a roar of approval from everyone assembled, a party of Celtic hornsmen began to blow in what
was obviously a carefully rehearsed series of calls involving some six or seven different sizes and sounds
of horns. I had never heard the like of it; the sounds lacked the brazen clarity of our Roman trumpets and
cornua, but the effect was stirring. As soon as the last notes had sounded in the sequence, another party
— of drummers this time — beat out an intricate rhythm, which was followed by the same horn
sequence, played this time at double the tempo, and followed again by the drummers. At the climax of
this second, exciting drum sequence, Bishop Alaric entered the courtyard from the direction of the new
Council chamber, whose great, thatched roof dominated everything else in the place. He was
accompanied by his acolytes, Father Phonos and our own Father Andros, and by a group of Ullic's
Druids, one of whom was robed entirely, from head to foot, in a cowled garment of royal red.

This procession approached the dais and stopped directly at the centre, between Ullic and Uric and
Caius and Veronica, and Alaric himself and the red-robed Druid mounted the dais and turned to face the
assembly. The silence was complete, and it held more than a little tension mixed with the anticipation.
There was a sense of great occasion here, a feeling of portent, for as Caius Britannicus had pointed out
to everyone and anyone willing to listen, this was no ordinary marriage.

 Alaric looked around him and began to speak in the voice of a trained orator, which surprised me,
although it should not have, since he was Roman-born and educated well. I found myself realizing that I
really knew little of the man, longtime friend though he was, outside of his life as a bishop. I resolved to
find out more about him as he began to speak in the grand, oratorical voice, his words ringing strong and
clear, betraying little sign of his age.

 "People of Britain," he began, "Celts and Romans alike. We are here together this day in preparation for
the coming of a new age: an age of opportunity, but also an age of fear and uncertainty in many places.

 "We stand today in communal assembly before the eyes of God, and neither He nor I care what name
you give to Him, each in your own heart, so long as you believe that you stand here with us, each one
among you, alone in His sight. He is the One God who embodies all the gods men thought to appease
when they had no thought of any god being as powerful as He. He is Mithras, the soldier's god; He is
Amon-Ra, the sun god of Egypt, for He made the sun itself; and He is the pantheon of the Celts, whose
mystical presence fills the sacred groves." He stopped abruptly and glanced sideways to the Druid beside
him, who immediately began declaiming in the rippling, liquid language of Ullic's Celts, obviously
repeating and translating Alaric's words for the benefit of the Celtic-speakers. When he had done, Alaric
began again.

"Today, we make a new beginning, a complete departure from the ways of old, and yet we will do it in a
way that keeps the best of the old ways — the best of the Celtic ways and the best of the Roman ways.

 "These two young people represent the best of both our bloods. Uric is your king's son and will be king
some day in his own right. His blood is pure, his ancestors known for twenty generations back and more.
Uric's fathers ruled their own people in their own hills long years before Caesar's eye beheld the shores
of this, their land. He is a Celt, unsullied and unstained by foreign blood." Alaric stopped and his
red-robed consort again repeated what he had said. Alaric waited patiently, allowing the surge of
comment from the listening Celts to subside before he spoke again.

 "Veronica, whom Uric will take to wife here in your sight this day, is no less nobly fathered. Her veins
are rich with the patrician blood that made Rome mighty in the days of old. And her blood is pure. Pure
Roman, from the hills of Rome itself, unmixed with that of any other race ..." He paused and allowed the
echoes of his words to die away as people absorbed what he had said. Then, when the silence was
barely beginning to vibrate with tension, he continued, his timing perfect.

 "Until today. Until this union... this marriage. This bonding of two people, each unto each, that is more
than a simple bonding, far, far more. For this joining of two people that we, together, will witness here
today shall mark the bonding of two peoples!" Alaric's voice was ringing now, vibrant and strong. "Two
peoples! Roman and Celt together!" He held up his hand to still a noise of speculation that did not come,
and then he nodded to the Druid, who repeated his words, right to the final gesture, after which Alaric
took up the cadence again.

 "Here in this land the Romans have named Britain, there have been many tribes, many peoples. Before
the Romans came, you called yourselves 'the People.' They called youDurotriges andBelgae. They
named your neighbours to the west of youDumnonii; and across the river's mouth to the north-west, the
Romans named the people theSilures. And we all know that this was foolishness. You were, and are, the
people of this land, holding it in strength long before the Romans found its shores...

 "Now, it appears the Romans may withdraw. This is the word of reason that has come from Caius
Britannicus and has convinced all his friends. From that belief has sprung the existence of this Colony.
Rome today, the Empire, is like a bubble that has grown in a tarn of pitch. The winds of time have dried
the surface of the bubble, taking away its power to stretch and grow, or even to burst. The bubble is
collapsing, falling slowly in upon itself, losing its shape, its substance and its life. And as it falls ..." His
voice rose to a shout again, bringing the image he had created into the forefront of each listener's mind.
"As it falls, my friends, its edges will sink back beneath the surface of the tarn, melting again, shrinking the
bubble's very girth until, in time, only the wrinkled, dried-out centre will be left for men to look at and
wonder." He had thrown his hands high in the air, holding them far apart, and now he brought them
slowly down and in, towards his breast, until they formed a cup in front of him. Every eye in the crowd
followed the gesture.

"This lovely land of Britain that we hold so dear lies at the outermost edge of the Empire's bubble. It will
be among the first imperial territories to be neglected. Rome has problems close to the heartland of her
Empire. She has no problems here. Our land is rich, and though our wars seem great to us, they are as
nothing to the Empire, which contends with barbarian hordes far greater than can be mustered against us.
So Rome will leave us, perhaps one day soon, to see to our own defences."

As the Druid took up the recitation again, rolling the Celtic syllables out for Ullic's people, Alaric
watched the faces of the crowd, noting the fascination on the faces of Celt and non-Celt alike as they all
hung on the words and sounds of the Druid. When the red-robed priest's voice fell silent, Alaric was
prepared and raised his voice high again in the grand manner of the accomplished orator.

 "There is reason for great joy here today, my friends! For our joy today will be our strength tomorrow!
United, our two peoples will withstand invasion and we will win! We will survive! For the children of this
marriage will be ours, the best of all of us, combined in strength! The start of a new people — named by
us, and not by foreigners! Their children — our children! — will be the people of Britain. Not Romans,
not Celts, notBelgae orDumnonii but BRITONS!" He stopped, for the space of three heartbeats.
"BRITONS! You have all heard the word before. The Romans talk of Britons, meaning the folk who live
in this land. But the children of this union, our children, will be Britons of a new and different kind! Their
pride in the name of Britons will becomelegend!"

 This time, when he stopped, his listeners broke into spontaneous cheers and whistles of approval, even
those who would have to wait for the Druid's translation to truly understand. My own heart was thumping
violently in my chest and the small hairs on my neck and arms were bristling with excitement. Finally,
when the tumult began to die down, the old bishop, timing his moment again to perfection, raised his
hands and silenced everyone.

"Let the bride come forward."

 I dropped down from Germanicus — almost nimbly, for once — as the drums started up again, and
stepped across to help my daughter down from her litter. She was weeping and smiling and one teardrop
hung sparkling on the lashes of her left eye. I kissed her hand as she stepped to my side, and then I led
her up on to the dais to stand before her husband.

As Uric stepped forward to claim her, his father leaned across and whispered in my ear. "Well, Roman,
you out-peacock me today! I did not know you had such finery." I smiled and said nothing. "Come on,"
he continued, "it's our turn now."
 We stepped forward, to the front of the dais, where we faced each other, about a pace apart, placing
the crowd on one side of each of us and the bridal party on the other.

 "Publius Varrus," Ullic addressed me in a stentorian voice. "Here, on this starting day, do I render unto
you the bridal price agreed upon between yourself and me. Into your hand, as purchase of your daughter,
I submit the wealth of all my family and my land, giving your grandson and my own, as yet unborn, the
right and title to my name as King, after his father."

 The crowd was thunderstruck. This was unheard of. What if the union should not produce an heir? Such
must have been the thought of every person there to hear those words. And never before in history, to
anyone's knowledge, had there been a marriage at which the bridal price did not change hands in physical
form: cattle, gold and treasures. Quickly, before this stunned reaction could wear off, leaving doubters
free to voice their doubts, I answered him in the terms we had worked out with Caius.

 "Ullic Pendragon," I responded, my voice as strong and clear as his, "I accept this price, and, in fair
token of good will between our peoples, here on this starting day, in full view of all people, I likewise
submit the riches of all my family and my lands, together with the riches and the lands of Caius
Britannicus, to your grandson and my own, as yet unborn, granting to him also the right and title to the
rank of Duke, Leader, Commander and Ruler of all our estates and, in the fullness of time and by the
voted and sworn oath of all the Council of this Colony, the right and title to the name of King in these
lands of South Britain."

 There! It was out: the news of Caius Britannicus's greatest triumph; the admission of the greatness of his
vision; the proof of his persuasiveness and of the power of his personality. For one man — any man —
to have convinced the Council of our Colony to endorse a king was contrary to all the mores and the
history of Rome. I held my breath and waited for the inevitable reaction, prepared for anything. But the
time was right and the people primed.

"Long live the Britons! And their King! Hip, hip, hip, hurrah!"

 I have no idea which brawny throat that first cry sprang from, but it brought instant and enthusiastic
response from the huge crowd and the cheers went on and on. Four hundred years earlier, when Caesar
first landed here, the sound of that strange chant, "Hip, hip, hip, hurrah," the battle-cry of the fierce,
woad-daubed clansmen, chilled his battle-hardened men because, unlike most of the battle-cries they had
encountered, the nature of this cry — one voice calling for response and receiving it from everyone,
instantly — suggested an inborn, savage discipline and a united will to win.

 Today, the enthusiasm of the cry and the criers was unmistakable. I smiled at Ullic and we threw our
arms around each other, to the approving cheers of the crowd. Then we stepped back and away,
allowing the bridal couple to be wed.

 Apart from my euphoria, I have almost no recollection of the ceremony itself. The bride was lovely and
the groom was young and strong and fine. At one point they were wrapped together in a single, finely
spun robe and tied with a golden cord; then the robe was peeled down from their heads and left hanging
over the cord as they stood revealed from the waist up, concealed from the waist down and still bound,
face to face, breast to breast, man to wife. It was done. Ullic stepped forward and announced that a
feast was prepared on the hillside outside the walls and, still cheering, the crowd began to disperse.

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 The newly wedded pair were escorted in the direction of the Council Hall, and I saw Luceiia's chair
being carried there, too. I was surrounded by congratulatory friends, as were Ullic and Caius, but
eventually Ullic and I were able to come together again, with Caius only a pace away, talking to one of
his friends.

"Well, Roman, it was well done, I think?"

"Aye, Ullic, it was. It was well done."

"Your bishop friend spoke well. I was glad he was here."

 "I was, too. He summed it up better than even Caius could have. And he surprised me, I have to admit. I
have known Alaric for many years, but I don't think I have ever heard him speak in public before. I didn't
know he was an orator. He played with the crowd, and with me too, the way your Druids play their
instruments."

"How do you feel, now that you own my lands?" There was a slight smile on his face.

"Responsible," I replied with a matching smile. "I wonder what will result from this start."

Ullic heaved a great, sharp sigh. "Who knows, my friend? We have sown the seeds, that's all. There is
no more we can do. Now it all depends on how the wind blows, and on how well young Uric sows his
own seeds."

I nodded my head gravely, teasing him. "Aye, that's true. The last thing needed here is a great crop of
daughters."

"Hah! No fear of that! We Pendragons are famed sir-ers of strong sons. Only effete Romans produce
daughters with regularity."

 "Then thank your gods, pagan, that they do!" I turned and reached my hand to Caius, breaking him
away from his conversation and talking back across my shoulder to Ullic. "They'll give your stallion sons
plenty of fields to plough in years to come."

 I winked at the man whose conversation with Caius I had interrupted and drew Caius towards me.
"Pardon us, my friend," I said to the man, unable to recall his name. "I must interrupt you and steal your
listener, for it is almost time for us to go to the festive hall and join our ladies, and we have to drink, we
three, to years to come."

Ullic was looking around at the almost-empty courtyard. "Everybody has gone in. They'll be waiting for
us. Are you ready?"

 "No," I said, "I am not. It will be crowded in there and I am already stifling in this ridiculous outfit. I think
what I would like to do is shed this heavy cloak, dump all this armour and be comfortable. In fact, the
more I think of it, the more I'm sure that it's exactly the most sensible thing to do. Where did Picus go? I
see his horse there."

 Caius spoke. "He is probably inside the hall." As he said the words, one of his household servants
emerged from the festivities, saw us and came straight towards me.
"Lord Varrus, the Lady Luceiia sent me to find you. She asks that you join her in the Council Hall."

 I made a wry face at Ullic and Cay. "Well, it seemed like a good idea." I returned my attention to the
messenger. "Please inform the Lady Luceiia that King Ullic, Caius Britannicus and I will join the party
shortly. In the meantime, please ask that they proceed as though we were already there. We will not be
long." He turned to leave and I stopped him. "Wait. Is General Picus there?"

His face went blank. "I don't know, sir. I didn't see him, but I was not looking for him."

 "No matter. I will find him later." The fellow went on his way and I turned back to my companions. "We
had better go in to the proceedings, I suppose, but before we do I think we should set aside a time while
we are all three here — four, if we count Picus — to talk of planning, of strategy. We have set some
things in motion here today that should not be left untended. Uric should join us, too. When would be a
good time?"

"When would you like it to be?" said Ullic. "I have nothing else to do while I am here."

Caius raised his eyebrow. "Tomorrow?"

I nodded. "Aye, in the afternoon. Alaric has the morning set aside for prayer."

Ullic blinked his eyes at that and stared at me strangely. "Prayer? Is that what you said? Why? What's
going on?"

"Merely a Christian service, Ullic. In the Council Hall. Alaric has dedicated a special altar-stone to the
Colony's use. He will use it for the first time tomorrow. Would you like to attend?"

"Aye, I might. A sacred stone, you say? Like ours?"

"Almost," I said with a smile, and Cay added, "But not as big, and not as phallic."

"What do you mean?"

 I grinned at him. "Phallic, he said. You know what that means, don't you? Like a phallus. Your people,
in your olden days, were very fond of raising great erections everywhere."

"Erections? You mean temples? Like Stonehenge?"

 "No, Ullic, I mean erections, as in penises. Stonehenge has lintels across the top of its uprights, forming a
circle, but the other stones I have seen are just like great stone penises, thrust into the air all over Britain."

Ullic was suddenly looking around him, almost furtively. "Watch what you say, Publius," he muttered
hoarsely. "Priests are not famous for their tolerance when mocked."

 His comment surprised me and made me feel slightly ashamed, as though he had caught me doing
something beneath my dignity. I cleared my throat to cover the sudden confusion he had stirred in me and
made amends immediately.

 "Come, Ullic, I would not mock your priests, nor your beliefs, I merely said what I have often thought, in
the hope that it might amuse you. I can see that it was thoughtless of me. Forgive me."
Cay spoke up. "Where will we meet tomorrow? Must it be in private?"

 "No," I replied, "not necessarily, although I would rather keep the content of our talk among ourselves at
this stage."

 "Well then, why don't we all ride down to the villa? We can talk on the way, have a cup of wine there
and then ride back."

"Sounds fine to me," Ullic said. "But why go to the villa? We could take a wineskin with us and ride
overland."

 "True, we could," I agreed. "But it suits me that Cay would want to go to the villa. While we are down
there, I have something I would like to show both of you. Don't ask me what it is, for I won't tell you. I'll
show you what it is tomorrow. Now, let's go and do our duty as fathers of the father and mother yet to
be."

"That leaves me out!" Cay sounded aggrieved.

I laughed and threw my arm around his shoulders. "Don't be silly, Cay, you're an honorary father for the
day."

 As we approached the entrance to the Council Hall, someone called Ullic by name. He glanced over his
shoulder and stopped. When Cay and I stopped too, he waved us on.

"You two go ahead, I'll join you presently. I have to talk to Cymric here."

 We continued walking, and I found myself shrugging mightily in a vain attempt to get my cloak to hang
more comfortably. I felt like a walking anvil, so great was the weight of metal I was carrying, and I was
looking forward now to getting into the shade of the Council Hall, out of the hot, strong sun.

 Cay and I stepped through the main entrance and stopped there, blinking our eyes to adjust to the gloom
after the brightness of the sunshine outside. There was a false wall, or partition, just inside the entrance,
creating the semblance of an entrance vestibule and serving also to shield the interior from outside when
the main doors were open. Picus was standing there, one arm outstretched, leaning his weight on the
partition, and between him and the wall was Ullic's sister, Enid. Picus still wore his helmet and his cloak
and both he and Enid were oblivious to our entry, having eyes only for each other. The tension between
them was almost tangible, an aura of taut sexuality apparent in their very stance. I looked at Caius and
found he was already looking at me, his eyebrow riding high on his forehead. Wordlessly, we made our
way around to the other side of the partition without disturbing the couple. I am not normally perceptive
of subtleties, my wife has often told me, but even I could pick up on the situation between Picus and
Enid. It was as subtle as a kick in the groin.

 As I was passing out of their sight, however, it occurred to me quite forcibly that if Ullic stepped through
that door as we had done, and received the same impressions that had come immediately to me, he might
be moved to react in a way that could be regretted by everyone concerned. The sexual force these two
were generating by just standing together was that strong. I started to turn back, but then stopped myself.
These two were full-grown, old enough to do whatever they wished to do. He was an imperial legate and
a commander of cavalry, and she was a princess and a ripe, mature woman. What they did was no
business of mine. I left them to their own devices.

Caius and I joined the revelry; Picus joined us shortly after, showing no sign of anything unusual, but
every now and then I could see him looking off across the hall, and there she would be, looking straight
back at him. The thing that amazed me most about this was that I seemed to be the only person present
who was aware of the sparks flying back and forth across the gathering. I passed a remark to Luceiia
about it and completely failed to stir a spark of interest in her. She looked around cursorily to find Enid
seated some tables away, engaged in conversation, as chance would have it, with the fellow next to her.
Picus was likewise talking at the time with someone else and looking nowhere in Enid's direction. Luceiia
frowned at me in some perplexity and started to say something, then changed her mind and gave my hand
a squeeze and launched into a retelling of the conversation she had had with two of the Council members'
wives after the wedding ceremony. I sat there feeling foolish and let her words pour over me, in one
unlistening ear and out the other, thinking that women, even the best of them, could be unutterably blind,
even when telling us how blind we are.

 My other recollections of that day's proceedings are like my memories of a fight; fragmented, frozen
images: the bride, my daughter, radiant with joy, holding her husband's arm tight to her side, laughing into
my eyes; the great, brown hill bear I had seen outside, dancing and beating on a tambourine; some of
Ullic's men tumbling and spinning, turning somersaults in the air; a roasted swan, its flawless feathers back
in place, surrounded by a flock of roasted ducks and geese, passing before me on a massive board
carried by several men; and my own owlish eyes peering back at me from the surface of the wine in the
goblet I was peering into. It was a grand feast, I gather; for perhaps the third time in my life, I was carried
senseless to my bed. But then, I was the father of the bride.

 I awoke in pitch-darkness, with no idea of where I was; I knew I was abed, but that was all. I could
hear people singing drunkenly, off in the distance, and my memory came back to me slowly. I was in our
tent, outside the walls of the new fort. I reached out slowly for Luceiia, but she was not there, and that
left me wondering what hour of the night it was. I struggled upright to a sitting position and immediately
wished I hadn't done so; my head felt as though all the smiths of Vulcan's forge were pounding inside it.

 I was groaning unashamedly, in a fine stew of self-pity, by the time I got to the opening of the tent, and
there I stopped, stung by the cool night air into realizing that I was wearing nothing more than my tunic. I
wondered who had taken off my armour and my clothes. And then I wondered how.

 Going back to the pile of furs that was my bed, I fumbled about in the darkness and finally found the
cedar chest that contained my clothes. Luceiia had insisted I bring my sheepskin tunic, knowing that the
nights would still be cool up here on the hill. It took a minute or two of ill-natured groping and fumbling in
the dark before I located the heavy sheepskin, but then I pulled it over my head and went back to the
entrance of the tent, throwing the leather flaps wide to admit the moonlight. The improvement was great
and immediate. I then found my sandals and took down a woollen cloak from a peg on the tent pole
before going outside to sit on the ground and lace up my sandals, realizing that even the light from the
crescent moon was painful to my eyes. I was not happy; in fact, I could not remember ever having felt
quite so awful as the result of what were supposed to be pleasurable activities. The ground felt cold
against my backside, too, so I struggled back to my feet, groaning again, and re-entered the tent to pull a
couple of skins from the sleeping pile. There was a tree of some kind no more than a few paces from the
front of my tent. I threw the skins down at its base and seated myself carefully upon them with my back
to the trunk, my cloak wrapped tightly around my shoulders as I breathed very deeply, gulping great
draughts of the cool night air and squeezing my eyes tight shut.

 A dog began to howl quite close by and my mind cringed at the sound. I swore if the cur came any
closer I would find it and choke it to profound, permanent silence. And then I heard footsteps
approaching me, and someone began to sing in a loud, drunken voice, to be joined immediately by his
equally drunken companions. I scrambled to my feet and fled into the night, clutching the fur I had been
sitting on.
 I must have walked a good half-mile along the hillside, paralleling the walls that loomed above me, tilting
my body upward against the steep slope that fell away downhill on my right. I could still hear an
occasional shout of laughter from late revellers within the walls, but I was soon far enough away from the
level tent area to leave all noise there completely behind and my head was thankful.

 Eventually I found myself another tree to lean on and sat down, bracing myself slightly against the fall of
the slope with my heels, resting my elbows on my upraised knees and pressing the heels of my palms
against my pounding temples. I felt as sick and miserable as I had when, as a green recruit, I had first
drunk too much of our thin, sour legionaries' wine.

 I have no idea how long I sat there. It might have been an hour — perhaps more, perhaps less — but I
eventually dozed off and scared myself back to wakefulness when my head slipped from the crutch of my
hands. I blinked and growled and muttered and peered around me at the darkness on all sides. In front of
me, low on the horizon, the moon was almost gone from sight. I was chilled to the bone, but I felt
decidedly better than I had earlier. I cursed, knowing that my bad knee was going to cause me agonies
when I tried to stand up, and hugged my cloak closer, seeking warmth that wasn't there. I had been
sitting too long. Grimly, I pulled myself to my feet, gritting my teeth against the fierce pain now in my
knee. It felt as though all the bones in the joint were brazed together, but I forced myself to walk, limping
outrageously, staggering and at one point almost crawling, supporting my weight on one hand against the
hillside where the slope was particularly steep.

 After a few minutes of movement, as the exercise restored the flow of circulation, the pain began to
lessen and I began to make better progress, although the going was still much harder than it had been on
the way there because the slope of the hill was now against my bad leg. It was no use berating myself for
not having thought of that earlier, for then I had been too sick to think or even care. I simply bit down on
my teeth the harder and took advantage of every tree I came to, stopping to lean against each one and
rest my aching leg.

 I was perhaps half-way back to my tent when I paused to rest against a large tree and my bladder let me
know that it was under pressure. Fumbling at the binding of my breech-clout, I was noticing the silence
now from the walls above me when an unearthly moan seemed to issue from the ground at my feet and
the hairs on my neck and arms stirred in horror. I am not a superstitious man, but that sound, on a bare,
empty, dark hillside, turned my guts to water. I froze, my bladder forgotten, my ears straining in the
absolute stillness that followed the shocking sound. Nothing stirred, anywhere, and then it came again, a
long-drawn, sighing moan, less loud this time and much, much less unearthly. This time I recognized it as
coming from a human throat, and I also placed the direction of its source. There was a dip in the ground
in front of me, down to my left. Whoever had made that noise was down there in the hollow. I was highly
aware of feeling much better now that I had found relief and identified both sound and location. I moved
out from my tree slowly, approaching the lip of the hollow with great caution, and there I stopped, feeling
my flesh crawl again.

 There was no one there. No one at all. It was an empty, grassy bowl, inky dark and empty. And then I
saw a pale flash and realized what I was looking at: two people lying hidden, covered and totally
concealed by a dark blanket. The darkness of the night had blended it into invisibility until one leg had
come briefly into view before being withdrawn again. And then I heard whispering and the man laughed,
and my stomach turned over.

 The dark blanket was a black cloak, the cloak of Picus Britannicus, for it was he who had laughed, and
I had no need to guess who the other person under that cloak with him might be. I backed away from
there with a feeling akin to panic in my breast. What would they think if they found me there, spying on
them like this? And then my heel caught on a tussock and I overbalanced, unable to catch myself on my
bad leg, and I fell heavily on my backside. It seemed to me that I came down with the noise of a
landslide, loud enough to wake the dead, but the two people below me were too caught up in being alive
to hear me.

 I got to my feet again slowly and with caution and hobbled away, hearing the noises of their coupling
growing louder and more passionate behind me until the distance I gained was great enough to permit
them their privacy. Sweet Christ on His Cross! This could be a pretty mess, I thought, if Picus handled it
wrongly. I had no idea what I should do, or how I might proceed in order to make the seriousness of his
conduct clear to Picus. Enid was Ullic's sister, and one of his favourite people. An insult to her might be
unforgivable; that would not surprise me at all. Though it was as little Ullic's affair as it was mine, that
meant little. I suspected that he might be more than simply angry.

 And yet there was nothing wrong or unnatural about the attraction or the natural lust that Enid and Picus
had sparked in each other, nor was there anything unusual in their gratification of their feelings. So why
was I feeling so apprehensive? I did not know, but my mind kept feeding me images of their two bodies
grappling with each other, uncovered by the cloak. I visualized Enid's face twisting with the pleasure of
what she was feeling and then suddenly it was I, not Picus, who was above her. The realization of what I
was thinking brought me up short, and only then did I perceive the reason for my state of mind. It was
caused by envy! I was jealous!

 I stopped again, this time by an outcrop of rock, and tried to take stock of this new discovery. It was a
novel one, for I could not remember ever having dedicated a thought to any other woman, apart from
Cylla Titens, since I had wedded Luceiia. Not a serious thought, at any rate. I had remarked the
occasional voluptuous breast or swelling hip from time to time, but only in passing. And now, all of a
sudden, I was jealous? From somewhere, I found the strength to laugh at myself and recognize both the
humour and the truth of the situation. This beautiful, ripe woman had simply reminded me of my lost
young-manhood. That is why no one else had noticed their mutual attraction; it was so normal, so natural,
that it had gone unremarked. Only I had seen it because, without my knowing it, I had been looking for it
and resenting it.

 All at once, I felt much better. My aching head had been forgotten, and now my aching leg stopped
hurting as if by magic and my swollen bladder reasserted itself. I relieved it and made my way back to my
tent, where I found my wife asleep and a lamp burning to light my way to bed. I put out the lamp and
climbed in beside Luceiia, snuggling close to her welcoming warmth and hardly even sparing another
thought for Picus and Enid and their coupling before I fell asleep.

XXVIII



Picus looked fresh as a daisy the next day.

We were all astir at dawn, and the smells of cooking and wood-smoke were everywhere. Bishop Alaric
unveiled the altar-stone to open admiration and celebrated his mass, calling the benediction of God and
His heavenly saints upon this place new-built upon an ancient site.

 Ullic, his family and his Druids were there in attendance, the latter watching with grave, impassive
interest, and when the mass was over Alaric allowed everyone to examine the stone before placing it for
safe-keeping in the beautiful case that had been made for it. I had not known what to expect, never
having seen an altar-stone up close before, and I was frank in my admiration of the care and
workmanship that had been lavished upon it.

 It was a solid block of marble, three-fourths as long as it was wide, and it was about as wide as my
shoulders. In thickness it was about a handsbreadth deep, slightly more than the width of a sword blade,
and the two shorter sides were carved to look like the hempen cables used to secure naval vessels to the
shore. The top surface had been scrolled with a border of Celtic design, and in its centre was theChiRho
symbol of the Christians. Directly above this symbol, a rectangular hole had been chiselled into the stone
to allow a cross to be slotted into place, and below theChi Rho was a single rectangle, grooved into the
smoothness of the marble.

"What does this signify?" I asked Alaric, pointing at the rectangle.

 "Itsignifies nothing, Publius. It is the lid of a hollow chamber which contains a precious relic from the
land of Christ; a finger-bone of blessed John the Evangelist."

That silenced me.

"It is a beautifully worked gift, Alaric," said Caius. "We will make good use of it."

 "I know you will, my friend." Alaric picked the stone up as though it were made of air and fitted it into its
wooden case. "One thing only would I ask of you: the stone is portable, but your Colony is now
permanent. It would be good and most pleasing to our Master the Christ if, some day when there is the
time and the opportunity, your people could construct a permanent home to house the stone. A house
that would be God's house only."

"You mean an ecclesia?"

"An ecclesia. In Germany, in Gaul and in Italia itself there are many ecclesia being built today. Permanent
houses of prayer. I would die happy if I knew one would be built here, some day."

"Then rest easy, old friend." Caius smiled. "I promise you there will be a house here for God."

 One of the Druids, who had been standing back observing us, asked then, "What is the significance of
this stone?"

The old bishop looked at him with a smile.

 "It has the same significance as those your people erected in bygone days. It is to the glory of God. It is
sanctified — blessed — and contains, as I have said, a relic of a wise and holy man. When this stone is
taken into a room for prayerful use, that room itself is blessed by the stone's presence, and any table
upon which the stone is set becomes an altar sanctified to commemorate the Body and the Blood of the
Christ, both given in sacrifice to free mankind from sin."

 The Druid frowned slightly but made no further comment, and Alaric closed the wooden case, hiding the
stone from profane eyes, after which he and Father Phonos carried it between them to the small
enclosure at the far side of the Council Hall that had been specially built to hold the stone.

Later that day, after the midday meal, we met as we had planned and rode together down to the villa —
myself, Caius, Picus, Ullic, Uric and Equus. Picus and I were ready first, and as we sat waiting for the
others to join us, he tweaked my nose verbally about my having drunk too much the day before, telling
me that I'd missed the most interesting part of the day. I smiled to myself as I imagined what his
expression would be were I to tell him of what I had seen and heard in the night on the hillside. Of
course, I said nothing, and the others soon joined us so that he left off his teasing.

 When we arrived at the villa I led them past the house and directly to the forge itself, a move that
occasioned some comment, since we had been talking on the way down from the fort about cracking a
jug of wine as soon as we arrived. The inside of the forge was dark and the fires were all out. We threw
open the doors at the front and back of the forge and opened the window-shutters, letting in enough of
the bright spring sun to lighten all but the darkest corners.

 Picus perched himself on the edge of a bench, first taking care to clean the dust from it. Ullic leaned
against a pillar, oblivious to dirt, smacking his lips and clearing what was obviously supposed to be a
parched throat, with much spluttering and dumb show. Young Uric stood quietly beside his father, saying
nothing. He had barely spoken six words since leaving the fort, this being his first outing as a man among
men. He had taken unmerciful teasing all the way down here from all of us, myself included, and had not
been a bridegroom long enough to develop the confidence that was needed to cope with such banter
without embarrassment. And that, naturally, provided more fuel for the fires on which we roasted him.

I seated myself on one of our three-legged stools and nodded to Equus, who walked to a chest at the
back of the forge and produced a long, cloth-wrapped bundle.

"Equus has something to show you," I said.

 He brought the bundle back, dropped it with a clank onto the floor and unwrapped four long swords,
one matched pair and two others. Wordlessly, he passed them around, giving Picus one with a long blade
that was slightly curved, with a flared end just behind its point. Ullic took the other singleton, and Caius
and Uric each held one of the pair of long, tapering, straight-bladed swords with the heavy, leaden
pommels and long, two-handed grips.

 "We've all been looking for a new kind of weapon to suit the needs of our horsemen," I began. "The
standard sword we've always used is too short, now that we're up on big horses. These are some of the
results we've come up with. Picus? What do you think?"

 Picus was holding up the sword he had been given in his two hands, his right gripping the hilt and his left
supporting the flat blade as he ran his eyes along the sweep of its length, which gleamed dully in the dim
light. He removed his left hand from the blade and swung the sword tentatively, testing it gently and
grimacing slightly with satisfaction before standing up from his bench and stepping forward to give himself
room to swing the sword in earnest, stabbing it downward to touch the floor, point first, while his elbow
was still bent.

 "I like this, Uncle!" He flipped it up into the air and caught it just below the hilt, examining the hilt itself
and the pommel counterweight. "How did you make this? What is it? Lead?"

"For now, yes," I told him. "Lead over iron."

"How did you get the weight right?"

"Strung lead discs over the iron tang like beads and then heated them." This was Equus who spoke.

 "Will it remain solid?" Picus gripped the hilt purposefully, flexing his fingers and splaying them to wrap
tightly around the grip.
"Aye, it'll stay solid," Equus continued. "Itis solid."

Picus returned now to his inspection of the blade, extending his left hand and laying the pointed tip on the
upturned palm.

"Why the flair above the point?" he asked next. "It looks familiar, but I know I've never seen it before."

 "Yes you have, Picus," I told him. "Africa, and Asia Minor. The desert peoples there use similar blades,
curved, with a slightly flared tip to add impetus to the swing."

"Of course, that's it! But this is different again — this blade is not so deeply curved."

 "No, nor so deeply flared, for that matter. Remember, Picus, our men are mounted. We are attempting
to create something here that will stab like a spear yet chop like an axe, something that can be used
effectively without being swung too hard."

He nodded towards the sword I was holding. "That one is different. Why?"

I shrugged. "They are all different. The one Ullic has is much broader in the blade close to the tip than
yours is. That one we have already rejected as being too heavy, too unwieldy. Try it."

 Picus exchanged swords with Ullic and one swing of the new sword was enough to show him that I was
right.

"I agree. Too heavy. Clumsy. The first one's far superior."

 "Yes, but also no. It's better, but it's far too light in construction. It will bend in battle. It is the prettiest,
the most aesthetically pleasing, but it is the least practical of all the prototypes we have tested." I held up
the one I was holding. "This is the winner. The best we have come up with to date." I threw it to him hilt
first and he dropped the one he was holding to catch the one in the air. He caught it, arm extended, and
held it there at arm's length, his eye sweeping from the boss out to its distant point. Long seconds he held
it there, unmoving, and then, as though its point were anchored at the centre of a circle, he began to walk
around it, watching the light change on the blade as he made the turn. Then he flexed his elbow, bringing
the weapon close up to his face until the iron touched his cheek before tilting his head back to look up at
the point held vertically above him. This done, he took a slow step forward on his left foot and swung the
sword, feeling its weight and balance at every point on its arc.

"There is nothing wrong with this one, Uncle. Much that is right, but nothing wrong."

"Let me try it." Ullic's face was rapt, and Picus handed the weapon over to him and then turned back to
me.

"I think you have solved the problem, Uncle."

"So do we," I smiled at him. "Even Equus likes it."

 "With the exception of one raw imperfection." Equus's voice was heavy with irony, and I tried to quiet
him before he said any more, waving a minatory finger and frowning in reproof as I shook my head
sharply, hoping Picus would not see. Naturally, he picked up on it immediately.

"What's wrong? What imperfection?"
 I grunted and accepted the inevitable. "A minor imperfection, Picus, far from insoluble," I said. "The iron
of the blades is difficult to control, because of its temper and the length of the swords. They bounce off
each other and are dangerous to the unwary. But it is not a matter that is insoluble. We're working on it
now."

"Then why is Equus so disgusted?"

 I smiled at him. "For the same reason as always. He is a perfectionist and refuses to countenance
imperfection. In the meantime, the problem I am working with Equus to solve should have no effect on
you. I would like you to start immediately training your people to fight with the sword from horseback.
By the time you have enough of the swords to begin the training, I should have solved the problem of the
cross-hilt."

"The what?"

 "The cross-hilt. I'll show it to you when it's done. Far simpler than trying to explain it. Just remember not
to let your men even attempt to train against each other with these prototype weapons."

 "As you wish, Uncle." Picus's acquiescence was unconditional, but his face betrayed his
incomprehension. Nevertheless, he covered himself very well. He turned immediately to Ullic. "What do
you think of this sword?"

 "I think it is a good sword, as swords go, Picus, but I'll stick to my new bow, my short-sword and my
axe."

"You don't like it?"

 "Oh, I like it well enough." Ullic's shrug showed his disdain of the new weapon as clearly as his next
words. "But what need would I have of a great thing like that? I don't fight on horseback. I walk to fight,
and sometimes I run. A long sword like that, I'd be forever tripping over it and falling down. My kingly
dignity would suffer sadly."

 "Now there's a point, Uncle Varrus." Picus was grinning now, acknowledging Ullic's humour but holding
the sword point-down by his waist, where Romans always wore their swords. "A man won't be able to
wear this in the traditional way. It touches the ground."

"Aye, so it does," I agreed. "Nor would he be able to draw it right-handed from his right side. Our men
will wear their new swords hanging from their necks, across their backs."

"How? In a scabbard?"

 "I don't know yet, Picus, but probably through a metal ring attached to a cross-belt. We have plenty of
time to work that out. First we have to make the swords. We can decide later how we will carry them."

"How long will it take you to make me two hundred of them?"

I looked at Equus with a smile. "How long, Equus? Two years?"

"About that."
"Twoyears?" There was pain and anguish in Picus's voice. "Two years? Why? Why so long?"

 "Because, my impetuous friend, we have just begun working on this thing, this problem. Even this iron is
not tempered properly. We have been more concerned with weight, shape and balance, than with quality
at this stage. This weapon has a long, long way to go before it's ready for use in mock combat, let alone
in battle."

"Then would you mind if I set my own armourers to work on the design?"

The question surprised me, and I looked at Equus to see his reaction before I spoke again.

 "Don't ask me," I said then. "It was Equus who came up with the design. If he has no objections, how
can I?"

"Equus?"

 My big friend shrugged his shoulders and shook his head. "I don't mind," he responded. "It's a simple
extension of the Roman short-sword in the first place. I'm surprised your Roman armourers haven't come
up with it already."

 "They have not come up with it, Equus, because they lack what you and Publius Varrus have between
you: the genius to look at something that has been unchanged for centuries and see how it can be
improved to meet new needs." Picus stopped short and then looked at Equus, and from him to me. "And
I have just told myself why I am going to say nothing about this to anyone."

 "No, Picus." My interruption was quick and sincere, for I knew what he was going to say next and I
knew also that he was wrong. "You cannot do that. You have a duty to Stilicho, if not to your Emperor,
and above all that you have a duty to your troops. If this new long-sword can improve their battle
strength, you have to get it for them as quickly as you can."

Picus nodded and then glanced from Ullic to Uric. "What do you two think? Is Varrus right?"

 Ullic held up his hands, palms outward, his expression one of entreaty and mingled fear and anger, and
although it was clear that he was jesting it was equally clear that he was not speaking completely out of
mockery.

 "Leave me out of this, I want nothing to do with it! Why should I vote in favour of arming Romans better
than ourselves? It might come back like a ghost to haunt me someday."

Uric watched his father in some awe, a smile in his eyes, but ventured nothing.

 Picus turned back to me. "I will say nothing more on this now, Uncle, but I believe you are correct: this
is a better weapon than anything we have, or are likely to have in the near future. I think I am duty-bound
to give it to my armourers to play with. My men need this weapon in large numbers."

"So be it, Picus," I answered him. "You have talked yourself right into it, answered your own doubts.
Now, let's get over to the house and try that jug of wine."

 The wine was excellent, and by the time we saw the bottom of the jug, we had prepared a plan of action
for the future that would see our combined forces — Ullic's, Picus's and our own colonists — working
closely together in the coming months.
 Ullic told us that he now had Cymric and four other bowyers working full-time at fabricating more of his
great bows: a lighter, modified version of his original giant weapon, but still a mighty bow. He believed
that the time would come when the Long Bow of Ullic, as he grandiloquently termed it, would become
commonplace among his people. In the meantime, Uric, he had decided, would spend half of the year
with us in the Colony, learning our tactics and the way we made war, and the other half teaching what he
had learnt to his own people. Uric, however, was quick to point out that his mountain people were not
the type that great cavalry troops were made from, nor were their horses. The Celts' mountain-ponies
were admirably suited for their own terrain, but they offered little hope of organized weight of the kind we
were developing in the Colony. And by the same token, he pointed out, our own great horses were
simply too big and cumbersome to function satisfactorily in the mountains.

 It was agreed, therefore, that Uric would study with us from a new viewpoint, that of a liaison officer
who could combine the two methods of warfare, theirs and ours, to make the best use of both when both
were needed together. But we all agreed, in a spirit that was only half jocular, that his first priority should
be to sire a son — a living symbol of the bonds between our two peoples from this time on. Uric blushed
crimson, but smiled and found the confidence to say shyly that he had already begun to work on the
matter.

 Picus was the one among us with the greatest problems. He was intensely frustrated by the role his
troops were being forced to play in the north, along Hadrian's Wall. Picus felt, and correctly so, I
believed, that he and his forces were being exploited, used as morale-builders for the garrisons up there
in that inhospitable country. His troops were part of the forces of South Britain, headquartered in
Londinium. He had been placed in a political crucible by requests from the military commander at
Arboricum in North Britain for the specialized help of his mobile forces in dealing with marauding bands
of infiltrators from above the Wall. These requests had come, in a highly concentrated form, at a time of
relative quiet in the south, and against his own better judgment Picus had agreed to a temporary
secondment to northern duty. He had then spent the ensuing three months gnashing his teeth in fury,
galloping his men across the northern expanses of rock and moorland chasing small bands of marauding,
fleet-footed Picts, while the solid barrier of the Wall itself prevented him from making what might have
been a decisive impact by attacking into the enemy's territories.

 He had been recalled, eventually, when the Saxons began making their annual springtime raids in the
south, but it was his belief that the Wall in the north was doomed as a frontier. There were not enough
men stationed up there to handle the kind of pressure the garrisons were being subjected to, and morale
was lower than it had ever been. The soldiers on duty there knew that the Wall was far from
impregnable; it had fallen back in '67 and had been breached to a lesser extent several times since then in
several places. The garrison troops on the Wall felt they had been handed a useless and thankless task in
defending it, and they knew that the seaborne raids to the south would continue to guarantee that they
would receive no permanent reinforcements.

 Even Stilicho's consular army of ten thousand men was of no help to them, for it was employed in
strengthening the coastal areas, mainly along the Saxon Shore in the south-east, and in the east itself.

 Picus would be returning to duty the following day, he informed us. He would go straight to Londinium
and from there he expected to be dispatched directly to the south-east.

"Dispatched?" I asked him. "I thought you were your own commander?"

"I am, but where the raids are coming heaviest, there I go, most of the time at the request of military
headquarters. It's a formality, Uncle Varrus. I'd be going there anyway."
 "I have no doubt of that, but aren't you concerned that they might grow accustomed todirecting you
through these requests?"

He smiled at me, a very pleasing smile.

 "Not really. If conflict ever should arise, I shall do what my mind — and my prime directive from my
commander — tells me is correct, based upon the best input I can accumulate. After that they can all
complain to Stilicho."

"I see," I said. "And you have no plans to return to the north?"

"None at all, unless the fates play me truly foul. You know, Uncle, it seems very strange, but the only
person I ever knew who enjoyed northern Wall duty was Claudius Seneca."

"Seneca?" I could hear my own astonishment. "You jest, surely?"

 But Picus was shaking his head. "I swear, Uncle, Seneca was like a different man up there. Even his
soldiers noticed it. They would do anything he called on them to do, and he called on them to do things
that he had never done before. Things I would never have expected him to do."

"Such as? Give me an instance."

"Well," he paused, but only for a fraction of a heartbeat, "he volunteered his troops and himself for
night-pursuit duty, in foul weather, on several occasions. Believe that if you can. I had difficulty with it
myself, and I was there."

I was gazing at him, open-mouthed.

"It is true, Uncle, I swear. Seneca behaved like a man. Like a professional soldier. Like a leader."

"Why, I wonder?"

"What?" Picus was blinking at me, not understanding my question.

"Why, I asked. Why would Seneca suddenly start acting like a responsible officer after so long?"

That, of course, was a question to which two honest, unimaginative soldiers like Picus and me could
provide no answer, lacking the subtleties and insight of politically minded men. We pursued it no further,
but each of us tucked it away in his head to study further at a later time.

 Picus soon bade us farewell to return to the fort and check up on his men. His father walked with him to
find his horse, and Ullic watched them both leave the villa with a curious expression on his face that I
would have quizzed him about at any other time. The memory of what I had seen the day and the night
before, however, was fresh enough in my mind to make me watch my tongue, and so I said nothing.
Ullic, however, was under no constraints.

"He's a good man, that one."

"Who? Caius?"
"No, not Caius! Picus."

"Ah, Picus! Yes, he's one of the best. His father's son. Have you just realized that?"

Ullic threw me a look of disgust and spoke to me in the tones one reserves for dull children.

"No, Publius, I have known it for a long time. I have simply never remarked on it aloud before now."

"I see. And what makes you notice it now?"

"My sister. Uric, would you bring us some more wine?" He watched Uric walk away and then turned
back to me, signalling with his head for me to get up and follow him to the furthest end of the big room,
out of earshot of the others.

 "I have this sister, Enid," he went on. I made no comment, merely waited. "It occurs to me she should
have wed long since. She is overripe." I bit my tongue to distract myself from the thought that sprang into
my mind as he went on. "But she's a headstrong wench whose one, true man was killed by a marauding
bear eight or nine years ago, just before we met, you and I. He died saving her life. She watched him
being mauled and then held him in her arms until he died." Ullic sighed. "He was a good man. Too good
to go like that. Anyway, Enid has weighed every other man she ever met against him, the one who died.
And they've all lost. It occurred to me that Picus might be man enough to tame her. Why has he never
wed?"

"The army. He's a soldier, remember?"

"So was his father, but he sired a son."

"Not before he was Picus's age!"

That gave Ullic pause. He chewed on it for a while, then: "No, I suppose you are right. Caius must have
been Picus's age at least when the boy was born."

"He was. What is your point, Ullic?"

Young Uric approached us and filled his father's cup and then mine. Ullic stared into his wine as the
young man moved away again.

"How can I get Picus to wed my sister?"

 "Mention it to him." I tried to keep my voice expressionless and non-committal. "He might not be averse
to the idea."

Ullic now looked me straight in the eye. "You think not? Even though she is not of Roman stock?"

 "That is unjust, Ullic, even in jest. Especially now, when he is here at his own urging, on his own time, to
celebrate the joining of our bloods."

 Ullic pursed his lips and leaned against the wall. "I know it seems that way, my friend, but Legate Picus
Britannicus is still a Roman officer, in spite of all that is happening here. He wears their uniform and he
fights their wars. He isvery Roman."
 "No, Ullic." My interruption was firm and instantaneous. "This time you are wrong. Picus is Cay's son.
He is one of us. His loyalty is first to Stilicho, his best friend and his commander while he is still in
uniform. But after that, I'll swear his loyalty is to us first and then, only then, to Rome. I would stake my
life on that."

 "You already have, Publius Varrus. And you are correct, I know it. This question of Enid is a thorny one
that plagues me badly from time to time. I see my son wed now, and am reminded that my duty is to find
a husband for my youngest sister. She does nothing, either, to make my task easier."

"She is very beautiful, Ullic."

 "Aye, she is, and very stubborn, wilful, obstinate, infuriating and intransigent. She drives me mad. Now
if, as you suggest, I approach Picus and he laughs at me, what would my reaction be? I really don't
know, Publius, how I might react."

 "Then try it and see, my friend. I have a feeling that he might not turn you down." I could feel a slight
smile growing on my face.

 "Why?" Ullic was looking at me closely. "Why are you smiling? Have you seen something? Has he said
something to you?"

 "No, Ullic, not at all." I was laughing at his earnestness. "But I saw Picussee Enid yesterday, if you know
what I mean ... He was highly conscious of the fact that she was there in the same hall as him. And Enid
saw him, too."

"When? I didn't notice."

"Of course you didn't. Why should you? I only noticed myself by accident." That was almost true, I told
myself.

"By God, Publius, that's encouraging! I'll watch them tonight and see how they behave towards each
other. If they look interested, I'll bring the matter up with Cay."

"With Cay? Why would you do that? Why not approach Picus directly? He's a man full-grown."

 "Aye, so he is. But Cay is still his father." Ullic was sounding stubborn, so I shrugged my shoulders and
let the matter rest, telling myself that I was no one to balk at the proper way of doing things.

 As it turned out, however, Picus had bypassed both of us and spoken directly of it to his father when the
two of them went out together to the horses, telling Caius bluntly that he wished to take Enid to wife as
soon as possible. It was probably one of the shortest marriage negotiations on record, wrapped up and
agreed to by all concerned within the hour, celebrated that evening by firelight because everyone
necessary was already present and the groom had to go to war the following day. And once again,
everyone had a drunken night. Uric and Picus, early abed naturally enough, were probably the only two
men in the assembly who did not have thick heads the following morning.

 I know Picus was tempted to steal one extra day of love before going back, but the spirit of duty was
bred too strong in him, and before noon he led his files of men off, down the winding road on the hillside
and out of his new bride's life again. She watched with us from the top of the walls until they entered the
distant forest and were lost from sight, and then, dry-eyed, she went to join the other women. I watched
her leave and spoke to Ullic.
"We are binding ourselves closely, my friend."

"What do you mean?"

"Your sister. Now she is my niece, since my wife is aunt to her new husband. Any child of theirs will be
great-niece or -nephew to me. And your son is now my son, and his son will be our grandson, yours and
mine."

"True, Publius." Ullic laid his great paw on my shoulder. "Their blood will not be to blame should they
not prosper. I only hope Picus comes back soon to plant his crop."

"You jest, of course! He is a Britannicus, Ullic! They are not noted for standing idly by and getting
nothing done. He planted it last night." Or the night before, I thought with a smile.

XXIX



 The priest, Andros, sat across from me, shaking his head sadly. "I am sorry, Publius," he said, "but that
is my only suggestion. I see no other way to do what you want."

 I was still stunned. We had been over this problem time and time again, for months now, and we kept
coming back to this one, inescapable point. There seemed to be no way to go around it. I had asked
Andros to help me with the design of a cross hilt for the new sword. I wanted to pour the hilt, using a
mould, so that it would be one solid piece, and he understood my needs perfectly. Now he was asking
me to accept and acknowledgehis needs and my own hitherto unrecognized requirements before we
could make the thing work. I had made a basic error in the design of my new sword, a very basic error,
considering what I now wanted to do with it. I looked down again at his drawings. They were very
simple: three small sketches side by side.

 The first sketch showed what I had given him; the second showed what I should have given him; and the
third showed how the second must be adapted to serve as a skeleton for the moulded hilt. I squeezed my
temples between the heels of my hands.

"Damnation, Andros! This means I have to start all over again, from the beginning, every step of the
way!"

 He nodded, his honest face untroubled. "Yes, if you want to do this correctly. Is it that important? The
cross-hilt, I mean?"

 I thought about the plans I had been making for this new sword, the hands that would some day wield it.
I nodded, resignedly. "Yes, Andros, it's that important. But it's going to take months, all over again."

 He smiled. "Well, you have them. Now that the wedding is over, you have time on your hands. The fort
is completed. So is the Council Hall. The road is built, and your big stables up on the hilltop, inside the
walls, are all but completed, too. You have plenty of time, Publius." I glared at him, balefully, but he
continued, unperturbed. "Besides, you have already done it once. It will be easier the second time, and if
you pray to God for help, He may even make it turn out better this time."

"It wasperfect this time!"
Andros shook his head gently, a sad little smile of human understanding on his lips. "No it wasn't,
Publius. That is why you now have to do it again."

I gritted my teeth in the face of his naive honesty. "Thank you, Andros. You can go now."

 As soon as he had gone, I crossed to my work-bench and unwrapped the long bundle that lay there. It
gleamed at me, liquid silver in the gloom of the smithy. It had a shine, to be sure. Shine and to spare. It
was the finest blade I had ever made. But it was wrong, flawed, and the fault was mine; it had nothing to
do with the skystone metal. I took it in my hands, looked one last, long look into its mirrored surface, and
then I thrust it into the fire, deep into the glowing coals, and reached for the bellows. Now I had to
untemper it, melt it again to a shapeless mass of metal and recreate it with a triple tang.

 The smithy was deserted, save for myself. Equus and the other smiths worked up in the new smithy in
the fort most of the time now, and the villa proper was strangely silent nowadays. The staff of servants
was being removed little by little to tend to the new quarters up above as they were built. The villa would
remain in use, but only as spare quarters. The new living accommodations for the family up in the fort
were less spacious, and less gracious, but they were luxurious enough and would grow more comfortable
with use. They were far safer, too, now that the fort itself was impregnable, with walls that were
twenty-five feet high in places, rising vertically from the steep hillside.

 I moved back to the work-bench again and found a scrap of papyrus and a stick of charcoal. I knew I
would have few distractions in my second struggle with the sky-stone metal, so I set myself to thinking of
the difference the triple tang would make to the weight, proportions and temper of the blade. I would not
again deprive Caius of a portion of his goddess; I would make do with the piece of her I had already,
and that thought led me to a consideration of my own women at home in the fort on the hill.

 Veronica's departure with her new husband had not been as cruel a deprivation as I had expected,
mainly due to the fact that her place in the household had been taken immediately by Enid, who would
live with us while Picus was away campaigning. Luceiia had defined the situation succinctly, as usual,
telling me that I had lost a daughter but gained a niece. I smiled as I thought of the two of them together.
Luceiia had gained more of a friend than a niece. I supposed that the main reason for Enid's closeness to
Luceiia was that they were two of a kind, both cut from the same cloth. Each of them was stubborn,
wilful, intelligent, implacable and yet almost paradoxically serene, self-sufficient and dignified. And each
was a beauty in her own right. I was surprised to find myself whistling tunelessly as I waited for the sword
blade to grow red-hot.

 In the weeks and months that followed, I worked diligently, almost religiously, at my forge, discovering
to my pleasure and surprise that Andros was right, the task was much easier the second time, and I had
come to know better the properties of the metal I was working with. The second blade emerged from its
shapeless mass as a longer, more slender and altogether finer entity than its predecessor, so that by the
time I set out to refine it and temper it and create its cutting edges, I found myself in the grip of an intense,
almost mystical excitement, a sense of awe that inspired me to conceal my work from everyone, including
even Equus, until I had completed it. Only then, when I was convinced I could not improve upon what
my hands and mind had wrought, did I call him into the forge and show him the long, cloth-wrapped
shape lying on the bench. He looked from me to it and then back to me again, and his big face broke into
a slow, ungrudging smile that held no trace of rancour over the long time I had kept this piece of work
from his sight.

"So, you finally finished it. Am I allowed to look now?"
I nodded and he unwrapped the blade. For a long time he simply stood there, staring down at it with his
back to me, saying nothing. I waited. Eventually he brought his hands abstractedly to his buttocks, wiping
his fingertips clean on the material of his breeches before fumbling a cloth out of his apron pocket and
using it to pick up the blade, protecting it from finger-marks. When he turned to me at last, holding the
blade reverently in his hands, there were tears in his eyes. He shook his head savagely, trying to clear his
vision, and uttered half a laugh.

 "Varrus!" he said. "It's a Varrus blade." He shook his head again. "I'm weeping, thinking of your
grandfather. He would have wept to see this, too. I think there has..." His voice choked up and he had to
clear his throat. When he spoke again, he was making a determined effort to sound strong. "There has
never,ever, been anything like this made in iron by a man before, Publius. This is perfection."

 I had to swallow hard to overcome the emotions that his tone brought out in me. I fought to sound
casual. "No, Equus. Not perfection. Not yet. I still have to hilt it."

 He shook his head, dismissing any possible difficulty. "Oh, you'll hilt it. That's what the triple tang's for,
isn't it? You're going to pour it like the dagger's hilt?"

 I nodded. "Aye, in a cruciform. That way, no blade will skip across the boss. The outside tangs will be
twisted at right angles, and I'll pour the mould around them."

 He shook his head again, his eyes still fixed on the blade. "God, Publius, this is superb." There was real
awe in his voice, matching the awe I had felt in helping the blade emerge from the raw metal. "It's longer
than the first one, and narrower, by a good inch." He turned it sideways. "Thicker in section, too. And
look at this." He was fingering the reinforcing spine that ran centrally the length of the blade between two
thumb-wide channels. "God! Look at this thing!" He raised his eyes eventually and looked at me. "Have
you designed the hilt yet?"

 "Aye, I have the drawings here, and the finished mould. I couldn't have done it without Andros. He's a
true artist. Come and see."

 I led him to the back of the smithy and lit two lamps by the light of which I showed him the open halves
of the finished mould and how the triple tang would fit inside it. He asked me how long it would take me
to finish the hilt and complete the sword, and I looked at him and shook my head and told him that it
would take as long as it had to take. We had just blown out the lamps and were on our way out of the
smithy when Ullic's big shape blocked the light from the doorway.

 "Roman," he yelled. "Are you in there?" We were within two paces of him almost, but he was
sun-blinded.

"I'm here, Ullic," I answered him. "What brings you back so soon?"

"News, my old friend!" He stepped inside the door and grasped me by the shoulders. "We are to be
grandfathers, you and I! Veronica is with child! Didn't I tell you we Pendragons are potent sires?"

 "Hah!" I flung my arms around him. "Fertile mares, too, you Celtic lout! We are to be uncles, too! Your
sister Enid has the same affliction."

 I felt him rear back from me and saw his eyes light up. "Enid? Already? By the great sun god! When is
she due?"
I laughed. "By the new year. Picus wasted no seed."

"Nor did Uric, by God! The two of them will whelp together. This demands celebration, Varrus!"

We celebrated, and within the week Picus came home on a flying visit and we celebrated again. The
women watched our drunken antics and smiled knowingly among themselves.

 Picus remained with us for only one day. He had no real right to be here at all, he told us, but had seized
an opportunity to come one last time before all Hades was loosed on the land. Things were going rapidly
downhill in every direction. His spies reported major trouble brewing in the north again, behind the Wall,
and he doubted that the northern garrisons could any longer withstand an all-out attack from the strength
that threatened them. The Picts, he believed, had amassed an enormous army reinforced with Scots from
Hibernia and the wild men from the Germanic lands across the water to the east. These were not Saxons,
he told us, but a different race altogether, bigger and more savage than the Saxons. I had heard of these
Northmen, as they called themselves. I said nothing, and his father asked him about his cavalry. How was
Seneca doing?

 Picus thought for a few moments, and when he replied, his answer was not encouraging. His cavalry was
virtually useless, he said, because of the Wall itself. We had known that from previous reports. All his
people could do was ride east or west in front of it. Theodosius had walled up the gateways after the
Invasion back in '67, so Picus's cavalry could not use their strategic advantages against an enemy who
could not be reached. The Wall, built to defend Britain from the Picts, was now defending the Picts from
Roman cavalry. But Seneca, he said, was still doing a noble job up there, which would have been more
surprising had Picus himself not recently sent Seneca some of his own finest officers to keep the sullen
legate on his toes. Their presence, and their unimpeachable loyalty to Picus, were effective and ongoing
safeguards against either sloth, guile or treachery on the part of Claudius Seneca — safeguards that
Seneca bore with scant grace and less liking, although he put up with them nevertheless, lacking any
alternative. Seneca, therefore, was continuing to soldier and making the best of it, now and again showing
those surprising flashes of leadership and genuine military ability that were forced to the surface, Picus
had no doubt, by the rigid confines of the life he was forced to live. In spite of that, however, Picus still
watched him carefully and constantly. Seneca's hatred of the Britannicus family was pathological, and
vigilance, Picus knew instinctively, could never be relaxed where he was involved. I listened to all of this
without comment, thanking my private gods that Seneca was well out of my life, and thinking that he, too,
must now be showing the ravaging effect of passing years.

 The following day, when the time of Picus's departure came, I could see that he was reluctant to leave
his bride, and I sympathized with him. He dallied with her, procrastinating until the time he had set himself
for leaving was past and gone, and when he did come to say farewell to Caius, Ullic and myself, he made
us promise to look after her for him when her time came.

 His father slapped him hard on the shoulder. "Come, Legate! That's seven months away. We'll see you
long before then."

 Picus was sombre. "I hope so, Father, but I doubt it. I have a bad feeling in my guts about this one. The
raids are heavy already, all along the eastern and southern coasts, as if the troubles in the north were not
enough. All the signs and auguries are ominous. I'll be writing to Enid often." He smiled a small,
embarrassed smile. "She made me promise. I'll keep you up-to-date on what's developing. If anything
threatens you here in the west, I'll do my best to make sure that you know as soon as I do." He saluted
us and spun on his heel.

As he rode away, Enid stood once more on the walls between Caius and me, her eyes following his
every move until the distant forest swallowed him up. She was a beautiful and healthy woman in her early
thirties, and all her attributes were enhanced as her belly grew with the child she bore.

 But the months passed in unbroken train and Picus did not return to soothe his bride, although he
maintained a steady stream of news to her, and so to all of us. From these dispatches we learned of the
final fall of the great Wall of Hadrian. The garrisons that had manned it were withdrawn to Arboricum,
and all the lands between there and the north were left abandoned. We learned also of a great invading
force hammering inland from the Saxon Shore, and of the desperate countermeasures being taken to
push them back into the sea again. And then the news stopped coming.

 We had become accustomed to receiving dispatches every week, and then came a week when none
arrived. It was followed by another, and by the third week, we were all alarmed. Three more weeks
passed, and one of Alaric's priests brought us the news that Picus was alive but had been sorely
wounded, struck down in battle by an arrow that had pierced his face, entering his open mouth and
striking sideways through his head to emerge behind his right ear. No one knew whether he would
survive, but according to the priest, he had been lodged in a villa to the north of Lindum, with the family
of one Marcus Aurelius Ambrosianus, a Roman magistrate. He was receiving the finest medical attention,
and his fate was in the hands of God.

 Enid wanted to go to him immediately and was restrained only with difficulty. Logic had little effect on
her, but we finally made her see that her journey would be a wasted one, and possibly highly dangerous
to the child she carried. The priest who brought us the news had been long on the road, and by now
anything could have happened. Picus might be already dead and buried, a terrible thought but one that
had to be voiced, since the report was that his wound was grievous. Or he could have been moved. He
might even have recovered enough to go back to duty, at least administratively. On top of all of this, the
world outside our own small Colony was too chaotic with marauding armies for us to permit a woman,
especially a pregnant woman, to go riding off by herself, even with a well-armed escort.

 Alone with my thoughts, I tried to visualize the wound he must have taken, and I did not like the thought
of it. I even took an arrow in my mouth and prodded the back of my throat with it. Not pleasant! When I
tried to imagine the effect of a hard-shot arrow finding the same soft spot, my mind rebelled. I determined
to find a way to protect a horseman's face from such a shot, which must have been angled upwards from
beneath.

 Some time later, we received information that Picus had indeed survived, but the story was such that we
could only wonder at it. Again, the news was brought to us by a visiting priest. Marcus Aurelius
Ambrosianus, Picus's host, had apparently lost his senses and attacked the Legate one night while he lay
sleeping. Picus, whose face was swathed in bandages, had not known his attacker and had strangled the
man to death before help arrived. There was no question of premeditated murder, or of anything else
except a mindless tragedy. The attacker's sword was bloody where he had stabbed the sleeping Picus in
the side, and when the guards arrived they had found Picus, still wrapped in his tangled bedclothes, with
his hands locked in a death-grip round the dead man's throat. It was impossible that Picus could have
known who his attacker was. The room had been in darkness and Picus himself was blinded by the
bandages that swathed his head. Here was a mystery that would remain unsolved, at least until Picus
himself came back to explain it to us. We hoped that would be soon, for it was apparent to all of us that
the nature of his wounds must be serious enough to preclude, temporarily at least, his further fighting.

 In spite of all our hopes and prayers, however, Picus had not yet returned when Enid was brought to
childbed and delivered of a healthy, bawling, leather-lunged brat of a boy at the fourth hour of the
morning of the second day of January.
Only three nights before, Caius, Enid, Luceiia and I had sat around the fire discussing the impending
births of our grandchildren. There was no news of Veronica from Ullic's kingdom, but no news was good
news.

"What will you call him, if he is a boy?" Caius had asked Enid.

She smiled into the fire. "Picus and I talked about that. He will be Picus Caius Britannicus."

"Another Caius Britannicus. Why?"

She turned to squint up at him, for he sat above her, perched on the arm of her couch. "Why? To honour
you, of course. Does that displease you? Or surprise you?"

He smiled and caressed her high-piled hair. "No, my dear, of course not. But you could please me more
by changing it."

Enid hitched around in her seat to face him completely. "Changing it? The child's name? To what?"

 He shook his head slightly. "I have no idea, child, but think of this place and what we have done here.
This place isBritish. Its people are, too. We are a new breed here. It seems to me that the full name you
would give your child is too Roman — too old-fashioned — for this time and place." He stroked her
cheek with the back of his fingers. "Your son will have the blood of Celtic kings in his veins, Enid. Kings
of Britain. So give him a British name, one of your own." He grinned broadly. "But none of your Celtic
jaw-breakers. Make it a simple name, one that men will hear and know and remember. A name for this
land. That would please me greatly."

 She stared at him for long moments and then reached out and took his hand. "Thank you, Father Cay,"
she said. "I like that. I will think carefully about it and try to find something that will please all of us."

She named the baby Merlyn, after the blackbird whose magical songs filled the long spring and summer
days throughout the length and breadth of Britain. Caius Merlyn Britannicus.

XXX



 The news of my own grandson's birth arrived from Ullic's people a short time later. No Roman nonsense
there; the child, a boy, had been named Uther, Uther Pendragon. Mother and child were both well and
would come to visit us in the spring, as soon as the snow, heavy in the hills this year, had melted.

 I was content with the news of the children, but I was far from happy with the results of my attempts to
pour a hilt for the new sword. Nine times I had tried it by the beginning of spring thaw, and nine times the
result had been failure. Andros and I were convinced the technique must work eventually, once we had
mastered the knack of pouring the metal in the correct volume, at the right speed and at the proper
temperature, but our early efforts had been ludicrous, and I had often thanked God and my stars that the
metal of the sword was as hard as it was, because I had been constrained to melt nine messes of bronze
and gold from the adamantine tangs, cleaning them completely after each failed attempt. It was starting to
prove expensive, too, for we were never able to reclaim all of the gold from the abortive attempts, and
each time we tried again I had to melt a few more coins of Grandfather's hoard.

Perhaps it was because I had so much on my mind at that time that the significance of what Luceiia was
saying

 escaped me when she told me that the two children, Uther and Merlyn, had been born at the same time,
the fourth hour of the morning of the second day of January. Later, when I thought about it, I laughed to
myself at the old wives' mutterings that would give the baby boys power over each other's lives in the
years to come because of the coincidence of their birth. As I have said before, I never was a
superstitious man, and although I was prepared to grant the strangeness of the timing, I well knew the
cause of it. Had they been born together, under the same roof, I might have given the matter some more
thought, but that is useless conjecture; they were born sixty miles apart, and they were as different as day
and night from the time of their birth. Caius Merlyn Britannicus and Uther Pendragon would live their
separate destinies. The cousins would grow up knowing each other well, but as individuals, with but little
influence each on the other. I put the matter out of my mind and concentrated upon my own immediate
problems.

 And so it was that dawn of the Ides of March that year found me sitting alone in the smithy, waiting for
my tenth mould to be cool enough to crack open, and looking admiringly at the silver blade of the sword
that projected from the great cubic mass of the mould like a tongue of liquid light. I remember wondering
then if I would ever be able to hold it properly in my hand as a finished sword. I touched the mould
tentatively. It was still too hot. I hissed with frustration and impatience and made my way across to the
villa in search of something to break my night's fast. I had not slept at all that night, but I had little
awareness of that at the time. I was too tightly wound, like an overstressed spring, to think about sleep.

 I heard my great-nephew Merlyn howling as I entered the villa. His mother had made her permanent
home there since his birth, living in one small section of the house and refusing to have servants wait upon
her. She was a Celt, never comfortable with having other people do the work she considered to be hers
by right. As she put it, she could not enjoy having other people live for her. Because she was so
obviously sincere in this, we humoured her, leaving her alone to look after her section of the big house,
and the servants came down from the hill on two days each week to maintain the rest of the building. We
made sure, however, that someone from the household stayed with her each night. Caius and I had both
been there the previous night, so I had felt no guilt about spending the entire night in the smithy.

 I followed the sound of infant wails to the kitchen, where I found Enid heating food in a pan over the fire.
I greeted her and picked up the boy, soothing him into silence.

 "Is he hungry, Enid? Is that why he's crying?" "No, he is a pig," she smiled. "That's why he's crying." The
baby was quiet now, staring up at me with great, brown eyes. She came and pinched his fat cheek gently.
"A greedy little pig, aren't you? He's sucked me dry this morning, so he'll have to wait. Even a cow runs
dry, you know!" This last was to her son, who ignored her. "What are you heating there? Is there enough
for me?" She nodded, stirring the contents of the pan. "There's enough for all of us, but Father Cay hasn't
stirred yet." She paused for a heartbeat and then asked, "How old is Caius, Publius?"

 "Cay? Let's see..." I had to think about it for a few moments. "Well, he's about five years older than me,
I think, so that would make him sixty-two or sixty-three, something like that. Might even be a little older.
Why do you ask?"

She frowned slightly. "I don't know. He seems to me to be ageing quickly, that's all."

 "Ageing quickly? You think so?" I was surprised. "I haven't noticed anything. Not recently, I mean.
There was a time, back a few years ago, when I really worried about him, but he came through that, and
he's been in excellent fettle ever since ... At least, I haven't noticed anything to indicate otherwise. You
evidently have. What is it?"
She shook her head. "I don't know, Publius. It's nothing obvious, but it is there. He seems to tire quickly
nowadays and he sleeps more than he used to."

 I laughed at that, tossing the baby gently into the air and catching him before he really lifted out of my
hands. "That's because this fellow here has made him a grandfather. I mean, Cay is over sixty, Enid.
Most men never see that age. The few who do tend to slow down afterward, particularly if they are
spending most of their time playing with babies."

 "Hmmm, I suppose they do." She tilted her head to one side in a gesture I had become familiar with and
accepted my opinion. "I am probably imagining things. Put tomorrow's emperor down and come and eat.
I'm famished even if you are not."

 Caius joined us as we were finishing our meal, and he and I chatted together for a few minutes as Enid
moved around preparing food for him, and then I left again to resume my vigil at the smithy. As I was
leaving the house, I met Plautus coming in to visit and so I stopped to talk with him, too. It was one of
those brilliant early mornings that presage a glorious spring day. He asked me where I was going and I
told him that I was about to crack the mould for the tenth time. As soon as he heard that, he wanted to
come with me and watch the operation.

"Are you quite sure about that, Plautus?" My question was only half in jest. "I am not the most pleasant
or courteous person when my moulds do not turn out correctly."

"What's new? You've been an unpleasant whoreson ever since I first met you."

I grinned. "Well, don't say I didn't warn you. Andros should be here any time now, so we may have to
wait a few minutes for him. He has worked as hard as I have on this thing."

 Half an hour later Andros had still not appeared and I decided not to wait for him. Plautus had been
rooting among the shelves at the back of the smithy and I called him over. He came towards me clutching
something in his hand.

"What's this?" he asked me.

 I looked at the hardened roll of material he was holding and smiled. "You'll never guess what it is,
Plautus, but it's the same as this." I picked up a square piece of supple, silvery material with the softness
of fine leather and the paradoxical texture of fine sand and held it out to him. He took it from me, rubbed
it between finger and thumb and then looked disbelievingly from it to the hard roll of stuff in his other
hand.

"What is it?"

"It's shark skin. Belly skin."

He blinked at me, confusion in his eyes. "From a shark's belly, you mean? The big fish? What's it for?"

 I grinned at him. "It holds the shark together, idiot!" I pointed at the sword sticking from the mould. "And
it's for that. It will wrap the hilt of my new sword, so it will never slip in anyone's grasp."

"Hmmm!" That was his only comment. "I wonder what happened to Andros?"
I stood up. "I don't know, but I'm not waiting any longer. Come on, you'll have to help me. I'll tell you
what to do."

 It took another half hour before all the tight-twisted binding wires around the mould had been loosened,
and I stood shaking with anticipation, my hands on opposed top corners of the mould, ready to crack it
open. Plautus held two bottom corners.

 "Well," I sighed, tensely, "we'll never know if we don't look, Plautus, so here we go!" I twisted and
jerked upwards, and the mould came apart with a soft crack. Slowly, hardly daring to hope any more, I
looked down in silence.

"Well?" Plautus's voice was filled with anxiety. I relaxed slightly.

 "It seems to be fine on this side. I hope the other one is as good." I levered upwards on the blade and
peeled the hilt audibly from its bed, turning it over as I did so. It was flawless. I slumped back onto my
stool, overwhelmed with relief, my long-held breath whistling out forcibly.

"What's the matter?" Plautus was almost sick with worry. "What's wrong with it?"

I raised my hand to soothe him and spoke quietly. "Nothing is wrong with it. It looks exactly right."

 Plautus let go his breath in a long rush and slumped down, too, onto a bench. "Thank God! I thought for
a moment there you'd fouled it up again!"

 We sat in silence for a time, staring at the hilt. It was dusty, covered with a waxy film, and tiny knobs of
metal projected from it in a number of places where the molten metal had filled the air holes in the mould.
These I would file off in a few minutes, once I had recaptured my breath completely. I was beginning to
feel a mighty exaltation. The gold cockle-shell of the pommel was perfect, as was the junction where the
second pour, the gold, had knitted to the bronze of the first pour.

"Now what, Publius?"

I smiled at him again, feeling weary and yet triumphant. "Now I clean it, polish it and add the shark-skin
grip."

"How long will that take?"

I shrugged. "An hour, perhaps less, to clean it and polish it. A day to add the grip, I would guess."

"May I hold it?"

I shook my head. "No, not yet. It's not ready yet. Give me an hour to clean it, then you can hold it."

"May I watch while you clean it?"

I laughed at his little-boy eagerness, but I was pleased. "You can watch." I reached for a small file on the
bench.

 Less than an hour later the job was done and the effect was breath-taking. The golden cockle-shell
pommel was superb, every line cleanly etched, and the Celtic scrollwork on the thick cross-guard was
crystalline in its purity. I had avoided grasping the hilt in all this time, and I had not used the file on the
gritty texture of the hand-grip itself. As I applied one final flourish with the polishing cloth, Plautus was
fiddling with the shark-skin square.

 "You know," he said, "I don't want to sound critical, but this stuff is almost as silver as the blade, and the
pommel's gold. Your cross-guard is going to look dull by comparison. It's just plain bronze. Had you
thought about that?"

"I've thought about it." I stood up and eased a kink out of my back. "I'm going to coat the cross-guard
with silver leaf."

"With what?"

 I pointed to a box close by his hand. "Sheet silver, beaten so fine that it's almost weightless and
transparent. There's some in that box there."

 While he was looking at the silver leaf, I released the sword from the clamps that held it and closed my
fist firmly around the hilt for the first time. "Now!" I swung it into the air and my heart almost broke with
joy to feel the beauty of it in my hand. All the worry, all the fears, had been for nothing. Our agonizing
calculations of the weight and balance had been accurate.Now I was holding perfection!

"Excalibur," I said.

"What?"

"Excalibur. That's its name. That's what I've called the sword. That's what it is."

Plautus blinked at me. "Excalibur? I must be stupid. I've never heard it before."

 "No, Plautus," I said, "you're not stupid. It's never been said before. Calibur —qalibr — is the north
African desert people's word for a mould. This came out of a mould... Excalibur." I handed it to him.
"Don't touch the edges, if you want to keep your fingers." Minutely graduated lines rippled like
water-marks along each side of the long blade, flowing outward from the thick central spine to edges
sharper than any I had ever known, reflecting the light in their patterns and showing where the metal had
been folded upon itself and beaten times without number during the tempering process.

 He grasped the hilt and swung the sword and his eyes grew wide. "My God! What a weapon!
Excalibur." He swung again and ended up with the point towards the open door just as Andros appeared
in the opening.

 Andros crouched in the doorway, squinting with sun-dazzled eyes into the blackness of the smithy.
"Publius? Are you in there? Picus is home."

"Picus?" I swung to Plautus in pleased surprise. "He's here? That's wonderful! Have you seen him?"

 Andros had come into the forge now and he was gazing at the sword in Plautus's hand as his eyes
adjusted to the darkness. "You opened it! Did it work? Is it right?"

 Plautus held the sword out to him. "It's perfect," I said. "We have made a masterwork, you and Equus
and I. Where is Equus, by the way? And when did Picus arrive?"

He was gazing at the hilt from a distance of about a handsbreadth, peering closely at the details of the
scrollwork and the cockle-shell as he answered me. "Equus is up on the hill at the other forge. I was
there with him for a while, working on some drawings he has need of." His voice was barely audible, so
intent was he on examining the hilt.

"And Picus? When did he come?"

"Hmmm? Oh, Picus. Just now," he muttered. "I saw his big standard above the hedge along the lane,
headed to the villa."

"You mean just now? This very minute?"

 He threw me an uncharacteristically impatient glance, irritated at being distracted from his examination.
"Yes, that's what I said — just now, two minutes ago. I saw him just as I turned in through the gate to
come here."

"How does he look?"

 He frowned slightly, still peering at the gold cockleshell. "I don't know. I didn't really see Picus, just his
standard, above the hedge. I told you that."

"So you did. I'm sorry. I'm distracting you from your triumph. What do you think of it?"

"It looks good. Very good. I'm pleased. Does it work?" He reversed his grip and held the sword
properly, looking around him as though searching for something to test it on. The look on his face made
me apprehensive.

"Andros, have you ever swung a sword before?"

 He threw me a preoccupied look. "No, I haven't. What difference does that make? I've never made a
successful mould before, either." He walked quickly across to an anvil and slapped the flat of the sword
against the tongue of it. The sound of the impact rang as clearly as the note of a bird. I looked at Plautus
and shrugged my shoulders in bewilderment as Andros looked around again and fastened his eyes on my
work-bench. He stepped determinedly to the side of the bench, whacked the sword blade against one of
the legs, whipped the blade upright and pressed the end of the pommel to the table-top. The effect was
magical. The whole room suddenly reverberated with a deep, musical hum that emanated from the sword
itself. Plautus actually blessed himself with the sign of the cross and I raised my own hands to my ears, so
intense was the sound. Gradually, over a lengthy period of time, it lessened and faded away entirely. The
silence stretched and stretched.

"What was that?" I asked Andros.

 He smiled his familiar, modest smile. "I don't know what it was, Publius, but I remember hearing
somewhere, a long time ago, that the old smiths used to test their iron blades that way. The better the
quality of the metal, the purer the sound it would produce when you did that."

 "I've never heard of that," I said. "Let me try it." I did what he had done and again the vibrant, clean note
filled the smithy. "That is astonishing. What do you think, Plautus?"

Plautus merely shook his head, his eyes on the sword. "Excalibur," he said. "The singing sword. I've
never seen or heard of anything to match it."
 I swung it, hissing, around my head. "There never has been anything to match it, that's why! Come on,
let's go and show it to Caius and Picus, and to Equus. He is going to be angry to have missed its
emergence from the womb."

 We walked out into the sunlight, squinting against its brightness, and as I went I swung Excalibur from
side to side, revelling in the apparent weightlessness of it. As we entered the lane leading to the main
courtyard of the villa, I swung at a young sapling growing in the hedgerow and sheared through it
completely without effort. I was wiping the sap from the blade with the hem of my tunic when I heard
Plautus say, "That's peculiar!" Something in his tone alerted me even before he gripped me by the elbow,
pulling me to a halt.

I looked up in some confusion. "What is? What's peculiar?"

 He was standing motionless, staring towards the villa in an attitude that immediately set my nerves on
edge. I hadn't seen that look in years, but I responded to it immediately.

"What's wrong?"

He nodded towards the portico. "You tell me!"

 I could sense him withdrawing into his inimical, soldierly persona and I followed the direction of his look.
Eight horses stood outside the main doors of the villa. Eight horses, all riderless. No guards. No one left
outside. No one left waiting. All eight men had gone into the house. I felt goose-flesh stirring the small
hairs on the nape of my neck at the wrongness of the sight before my eyes picked up another signal that
was wholly out of place: a patch of black and white on the ground. It was Picus's great black and white
standard! The one he had said was meant to be recognized from a great distance. It had been discarded
casually, thrown aside on the ground as though its bearer had no further use for it. All my defensive
instincts were now aroused, alarm-signals jangling. I heard Plautus say, "Shit and corruption! I haven't got
a sword!"

 His mind was far ahead of mine, but those words galvanized me. I rounded on him, a thousand thoughts
jamming into my mind all at once.

 "The smithy," I told him. "Against the left wall, where the mould was — there are two long-swords
leaning there, and daggers andgladia on the table-top. I'll wait for you." He was gone almost before I
had finished speaking. I dug my fingers into Andros's arm. "Andros, can you ride a horse?"

"If I have to, I can."

 "You have to! Get back to the smithy and get your arse up onto my horse." I looked along the valley
floor towards the bottom of the new road. Something was badly wrong, but I did not yet know what it
was.

 "Look, Andros," I said urgently, "something stinks here. I don't know what it is, but I want you to get up
to the fort as fast as you can, by the back way, up the rear of the hill, out of sight of the plain, to the
postern door. Do you hear me?"

 He nodded. He had not read the same signs Plautus and I had, but he had read our reactions to them
accurately. "Then what?" he asked.

"Find Tribune Bassus. Tell him I sent you, and where we are. Tell him I smell something rotten. If there
are any of Picus's troops in the valley below the gates, I want them contained. In any event, I want a
squadron of cavalry down here at the villa as fast as he can get them here. Have you got that?"

He nodded again. "What's happening, Publius?"

 "I don't know, Andros," I said. "But something stinks. Get up there fast, and make sure nobody sees
you. I don't care if you have to tie yourself to the horse, just get there as fast as you can. Will you do
that?"

 "I'm on my way, Publius." He was as good as his word, disappearing backwards towards the smithy just
as Plautus showed up again, one of the new long-swords in one hand and a wicked-looking dagger in the
other.

"Right," he said. "What's the plan?"

I stood there, hesitating for a second, staring towards the deserted portico, vainly hoping I was
mistaken. "You really think there is something wrong, Plautus?"

"Horse turds, Varrus. Does shit stink? What now?"

That was enough. I sucked a deep breath. "What else? We have to go in. But carefully."

He threw me a look eloquent with unstated scorn. "You think I want to get my arse in a grinder for fun?
At my age?"

Side by side, we ran across the empty space separating us from the main wall of the villa and flattened
ourselves against the stone facade. We were about ten paces from the main entrance. He looked at me.

"What if they've left a guard inside the doors? We're dead. There's eight of the whoresons."

 I grimaced. "Let's hope they haven't. If they'd meant to leave a guard, they would have left him outside
to guard their horses, at least."

 He nodded to me, formally. "You know, I've been wondering for years why Britannicus promoted you
all those years ago. Now I know. You think. I suppose that's the final difference between an officer and a
grunt like me." He was talking purely for effect, attempting to bring us both to the correct frame of mind,
but as he said the words Enid screamed, loud and long, from inside the house. The sound made my
blood curdle.

"Oh, shit!" he said. "That proves it.Now!"

 Together we launched ourselves towards the entrance, diving through the open doors and separating just
inside, throwing ourselves one to each side of the hallway. The place was deserted. Another scream rang
out, agonized and harrowing, undistorted by distance and walls this time, from the back of the building.

 Plautus waved me forward and we ran together again through the main atrium of the villa towards the
living quarters at the rear, trying to make our sandals slide silently over the marble flooring of the
hallways. In spite of my limp, I was slightly ahead of him as we reached the double doorway leading into
the small, tessellated courtyard in front of Caius's day-room. I knew this was where they were and I
waved him frantically to the side before he could charge through the doorway and betray our presence.
We ended up staring at each other, holding our breath, one on each side of the open doors. He wiggled
an index finger at me, indicating that I should take a peek. I inched my head forward, straining to hear
and see without making myself visible, and heard an indistinct babble of sound coming from the room.
The small courtyard beyond the doors where we stood seemed to be empty. I gritted my teeth and
leaned out to look. It was. The doors of Caius's day-room were partially open. I bit my lip. But they
were also partially closed — enough, I hoped, to cover our next move.

 Plautus was watching me intently. I held up my open hand towards him, fingers extended, and mouthed,
"In five!" He nodded, and I began to count, flexing my fingers with every beat. "Five — four — three —
two — go!" Together, we eased ourselves around the doors in front of us and slipped sideways, each
against the wall on his side, moving swiftly and silently, sidling towards the partly open doors that
screened us from the people inside the room. As I came to rest with my back against the wall, my eyes
fixed on Plautus's own, the voice of the speaker came clearly to my ears and I recognized it with a chill of
horror. Plautus knew it too; I could tell from the way his eyebrows shot upwards. Caesarius Claudius
Seneca was speaking.

 "... would want me to look after his poor old father and his only son, knowing that he had been so badly
wounded. I wish I could tell you how distraught I felt when I heard the news. Claudius, I said to myself,
your duty is clear. You must attend to the family, the poor afflicted kin of the Legate Britannicus. He is
the son of a senator, after all is said and done. Under these tragic circumstances, his family should be
cared for. How will his noble father feel, I asked myself? And his beloved wife? And, I said to myself, if
it should happen that the unfortunate Legate should be recalled by Heaven from this place of earthly
sorrows before he has the chance to repay his debts to you, Claudius Seneca, it should be your right,
yourpleasure and yourhonour to ensure that his much-lauded first-born son, his only heir, should be
absolved of all his father's debts and should earn his father's honours and his rewards from your hands.
So here I am, come at all speed to remind all of you that the ways of God are great and strange."

My stomach was heaving with disgust and revulsion but I could not move, and Caius answered him. His
voice sounded placid and normal, almost relaxed, although disgusted.

 "I once heard Publius Varrus call you a sorry pederast, among other things, Seneca. You disgusted me
then and you disgust me now, although I believe you are now degenerating even beyond description.
Your voice grates on my nerves. It reeks of that unmistakable femininity that marks the true degenerate.
It sickens me to know you are a senator of Rome. Let's get this over with and have done with it. I am no
play-actor. You came here for me, to be revenged on me for the defeat you suffered at my hands in front
of Flavius Stilicho. So be it. But let the woman and the child go free. They have not harmed you and they
do not even know who you are."

 "Now!" Seneca's voice was almost strident, and he was obviously speaking to his minions. "There
speaks the voice of Rome! Do you hear that clarity? That ringing tone? That is the voice that made Rome
great! The voice of Cicero! Of Marcus Antonius! The cultured notes that made the mob forget they
hated Caesar! That is the voice of Reason! Now you must all forgive me, while I peer aside, into my
heart of hearts, and find my human goodness. And when I have done so, we will stand aside and let this
poor, mute, heart-broken widow and her son depart, to nurture hatred in their hearts for us!" The tone of
his voice changed again, abruptly and drastically, and I realized with a chill, although I had known it from
the start, that I was listening to the ravings of a madman.

 "Publius Varrus! Where is he? The guest of honour at our little gathering! Publius Varrus? Here? Never!
you say. But I, who know so little of the fine things of your life here in your petty Colony, know more
than that. My people have told me. If the famed Publius Varrus be not there within the villa, they have
said, then search for him among the ashes of his forge, where you will find him labouring, his manly brow
bedewed with sweat from his honest labours!"
Seneca fell silent and I glanced at Plautus. His face was grim. He jerked his head in a negative. Not yet.
We might be listening to a mad dog raving, but there were seven others in there with him who were sane.
Slowly, hardly daring to move at all, I put my eye to the crack of the door.

 Caius stood over to my left, his back against the table that held his books. He was being held close by
two men, one of whom, the one closer to me, held agladium pressed against his neck. Enid knelt in the
middle of the floor, her back to me, her head hanging. She, too, was being held by a pair of men. On the
far left of my restricted view I could just make out a part of another man standing close to the doors. He
was standing at parade rest, as far as I could see, so I assumed another man to be standing across from
him where I could not see.

 Claudius Seneca was seated at Caius's work-table, but because Enid and her guards were between him
and me I could only see one, outstretched, sandalled leg. The eighth man was the only one I could see
clearly, and I knew him. I had not seen him in more than sixteen years, not since that first confrontation at
themansio, but I recognized him immediately. He was the beautiful catamite who had worn the kohl on
his eyes. Now he was older and no longer beautiful, and he wore the uniform of a military tribune, but his
face still wore that petulant, feminine sneer. He stood with his back against the farthest wall, facing me,
his arms folded on his chest, his eyes moving ceaselessly from Caius, to Enid, to Seneca and back to
Caius.

 Seneca had fallen silent, and no one else felt compelled to speak. Now he gathered his legs beneath him
and stood up, looking directly at me. I thought for one panic-stricken moment that he could see me there,
behind the door, but he spoke to the man I had correctly assumed to be there, out of my line of sight. His
voice this time sounded normal — the clipped, professional tones of a soldier.

 "You, Marius, and you, Dedalus. Somewhere in the grounds here you will find a smith's forge. The
occupant will be Publius Varrus. Bring him here to me." The two men began to move but his next words
stopped them. "Listen to me! I do not want him alarmed, or harmed. Make sure he has no suspicions. Be
pleasant to him, and courteous. Salute him, and tell him the Legate Picus has come home and that he is
here in the villa with his wife and his father. Say that the Legate is still convalescent and would like to see
him. I don't care what you tell him after that, but bring him here without arousing his suspicions. I want to
see his face when he sees me. If you disappoint me you will answer for it. Now go."

I heard the sound of two punctilious salutes and then two men marching in step towards the half-open
doors. Plautus and I tensed, prepared to be discovered then and there, but the men marched out looking
neither to left nor right and kept on going. That made the odds a little better, although they would soon be
back.

 I heard a scuffle and another scream and spun back to the crack in the door. Seneca had moved to the
crib that held the baby and Enid must have moved to try to prevent him. Now she lay whimpering face
down on the floor. Seneca was looking down at her, his nostrils wrinkled in disgust.

 "I would have liked a son, you know," he said to no one in particular. "But I could not defile myself by
stooping to such filth as has to be to get one. Ugh!" He shuddered. "Get the evil-smelling sow away from
me. Get rid of her. Shut her mouth once and for all time. Not here, you fool!" This last was a shout at one
of his men who had brought up his sword. The man hesitated, wondering what he was supposed to do,
as Seneca leaned over the baby's crib and appeared to be tickling the child under the chin. Seneca spoke
without looking again at either Enid or her captors, using that silly tone of voice people use when making
noises at babies. "We don't want her filthy, evil-smelling female blood all over the floor, do we? Take her
somewhere else, and do what you have to do. Just be sure to keep her silent." He straightened and
turned to face them, his voice again the crisp professional's. "You may find you want to use her." He
sniffed. "If you do, be quick about it and get back here immediately afterwards. But keep her quiet and
make sure that she is dead. Hold her upright!"

They hauled Enid to her feet, side-on to my gaze. Her lips were split and blood dripped from her nose.
Seneca drew his sword and cut the clothes from her fastidiously while Caius struggled futilely against the
men who held him. When she was naked, Seneca looked her up and down, his features twisted in
disgust. Her beauty was magnificent, but it held no allure for him.

 "Look at this!" Enid's breasts, heavy with suck, were oozing milk around the nipples. He prodded one of
them with the point of his sword, drawing blood, and turned towards his friend who still leaned against
the wall. "A cow," he said. "A great, ungainly, unhygienic cow! Ugh!" He shivered with loathing and Enid
spat on him. He turned back to her and punched her brutally in the stomach, and she grunted with pain
and would have collapsed had she not been held.

 "Whoreson," I thought. "For that alone, you'll die." "Get the bitch out of here. She defiles my sight!" As
the two men began to turn her around, I leaned backwards and looked across at Plautus, who nodded,
holding up two fingers. We pressed our backs to the wall and waited. Enid was a big girl and she fought
hard, in spite of the pain she was in. It took long moments for them to wrestle her to the doors. I heard
Seneca say, "Close those doors behind them," and I hoped Plautus had heard it too and would wait.
They came through the doors, both men giving their full strength and attention to controlling Enid, who
was struggling like a demented thing. As they left the room, somebody pulled the doors closed behind
them. Plautus and I both sprang at the same time and the two men died before they even knew they had
been taken. They died quietly, too, but before we could lower their bodies to the floor, Enid fell heavily,
and the two men who had gone to search for me came back into the atrium. There was no point in
silence now. We dropped both corpses with a clatter and a voice inside the room said, "What was that?"

 "See to Caius. I'll take these whoresons." Plautus had already dropped into a crouch and was moving
forward. Enid lay motionless where she had fallen. I swung back towards the closed doors just as they
were flung open and I slashed Excalibur sideways in a hissing sweep at the first man who came charging
through. Its tip sliced through the front of his neck as though it had encountered nothing. His eyes and his
mouth went wide in disbelief and his momentum kept him coming. I side-stepped onto my bad leg,
following the direction of my swing, and whipped a backhanded slash at the second man in the doorway,
who had not had time to recover from his surprise. Again, it was the tip, the last six inches of the blade,
that caught him. He was still almost seven feet from me and had just drawn hisgladium, so his arm was
bent upwards in the slashing position. My blade took him on the wrist, severing his hand completely
before clanging against his helmet. From behind me came a clash of blades as Plautus met the others, and
I threw myself forward into the day-room, slamming my skystone dagger to the hilt beneath the handless
man's still upraised arm in passing, and jerking it out again with the weight of my forward momentum.

 The scene that confronted me stays stuck in my mind like a memory of a mosaic picture. Seneca still
stood beside the crib, frozen in consternation, his eyes and mouth wide open in anger and surprise, his
hands raised in front of him, fingers pointing towards me. Caius had launched himself across the floor in a
stumbling run, either to attack Seneca or to try to save the child, I do not know which. The Catamite, as I
thought of him, was leaping towards Caius on an intercepting course, a dagger in his right hand, his left
reaching for Cay. As I absorbed this, the two men met and the weight of the younger man took Caius
over backwards, off-balance and falling. The Catamite, however, had more strength than I would have
thought. His left elbow hooked around Cay's neck and held him up until they crashed together against the
wall. Before I could react the Catamite had Caius pinned firmly in front of him, his back arched against
the pressure of the stranglehold, the point of the dagger pressing into Caius's neck below the ear.
 I hesitated and lost the initiative. I heard the slither of Seneca's sword come hissing from its sheath and
his voice filled the room: "Kill the old man! This is the one we want!" And then Caius gave me back the
initiative. He brought up his knees and let his whole weight jerk his captor forward, away from the wall.
As the Catamite stumbled towards me off balance, I went for him, swinging my new sword high and
bringing it down like an axe across his back. It caught him across the shoulders, slicing clean through the
leather cuirass that he wore, but it lodged there, caught in the toughened armour for the space of two
heartbeats.

 I saw a flash of whiteness and jerked the blade free, whirling towards the movement. Seneca was
snatching the baby from its crib, holding it by its bunched swaddling clothes, and Enid, beautiful, naked
Enid, was throwing herself on him. Their bodies came together and my insides screamed as I saw the
blade in his hand strike upwards. She convulsed, her whole body seeming to hunch around the point of
impact, and then he pushed her away violently and stood there wild-eyed, like a demon straight from
Hades, the blood-stained blade in one hand and the screaming child, soaked with its mother's blood, in
the other. Enid fell heavily on her back, her arms across her bloodied belly, her legs scissoring
convulsively. Nearby, almost unnoticed by me, the Catamite began to crawl away from the huddled
shape that was Caius.

 "Stand away!" Seneca's eyes were glaring with that same sickening, empty intensity I remembered.
"Back! Stand back or the brat dies now."

"If the baby dies now, you will take months to die, Seneca, I swear to you on his mother's blood."

 "Then save him! Save the little bastard!" He hoisted the child high in the air above his head so that it
dangled, red-faced and screaming. His other hand, raised high beside it, pressed the bloody blade to the
child's gut.

 "Save him, Varrus, you son of a raddled whore! Throw that thing down. That sword. Now. Over here,
by me. Throw it!" He was screaming at the top of his voice and I was terrified that he would kill the child
in spite of everything.

 I had no choice. I looked at Enid's body, now grown still and odd-looking in the strangeness of death. I
looked at Caius and saw blood bubbling slowly from his neck, around the hilt of the Catamite's blade.
The Catamite himself was about two paces behind me, crawling painfully, scrabbling at the marble-tiled
floor. I thought of all the blood and all the carnage and the misery and pain that had spilled down from
that one day so many years ago, and my anger and grief overwhelmed me. My dear friend Phoebe had
died for that, and now Enid, and Caius. All the innocents. I turned my back on Seneca and raised my
new sword high. The skystone dagger fell at my feet as I grasped the cross-hilt in both hands and drove
the point downward, like a spear, between the Catamite's shoulders and into his evil heart.

"Varrus!" The voice was an insane scream. "I gave you an order! Didn't you hear me? I gave you an
order!"

I turned my head slowly, incredulous, to look at him, and at the sight of him I closed my eyes.

"That thing! That sword! I want it over here. Now!"

 I gripped the hilt firmly and began to work it slowly back and forth, loosening it until I could pull it from
the corpse, and then I flung it to him, beyond caring any more. The baby had to live. If I gave in to him,
surely not even as demented a thing as he could kill a baby... ? The sword clanged loudly on the marble
floor and slid to his feet. Still holding the infant high, he stretched with one foot and kicked it away from
him, behind him.

 "Now down! On your knees, you crippled pig!" I felt every one of my fifty-seven years, and I felt my
spirit give way inside me. A small, surprised and clear-toned voice inside my head was saying that I had
never seen so much blood in one room before. It was everywhere, and none of it was mine, and none of
it was Seneca's, but it was everyone else's. Even the baby was bleeding now, where Seneca had nicked
his tiny cheek with his blade. I could see Cay's blood, and Enid's blood, and the Catamite's blood, and
the blood of the other men I had killed. Soon now, I knew, I would see my own blood, too, for I had
lost the will to fight any more. I wanted it to be over. My eyes blurred with tears and I sobbed aloud, not
caring I was beaten, for I knew he would kill the child. I fell to my knees. I had lost track of time and
place and reason. I saw only blood and I wanted an end to it. And then I saw Seneca straighten up even
more and step back a pace.

 "Get away!" he screamed. "Back, or I kill the brat!" Bemused, I looked around me and saw Plautus
framed in the doorway behind me, and my own sanity returned in a rush. I put one hand on the bloody
floor and pushed myself to my feet.

 Plautus still held the long-sword in his right hand. His left was clutched around the hilt of agladium that
protruded from his chest. His face was deathly pale and his eyes seemed to burn in their sunken sockets.
He walked like a drunken man, one slow, staggering step at a time. There was death in his face — death
for Claudius Seneca. Seneca side-stepped, moving crabwise away from him, screaming again that he
would kill the child.

 Plautus swayed to a halt. "Go ahead," he said, in a clear, small voice. "It's not mine. I don't care. All I
care about is killing you, you stinking vomit."

 I saw my skystone dagger lying on the floor at my feet; I saw Plautus take another lurching step; and
then I saw Caius move, just as Plautus fell to his knees, blood gouting from his mouth.

 Seneca, unbelievably, began to laugh, a high-pitched, gibbering giggle that chilled me. He took two more
sideways steps away from Plautus, still holding the baby and his own blade high above his head, and then
he shook them both, blade and baby, staring at Plautus, who was trying to regain his feet. At this point,
Seneca's own right heel came to rest in the angle of the cross-guard of Excalibur. He glanced quickly
down, saw what it was, and kicked it away from him again. It slid across the marble floor, this time to
stop in front of the open eyes of Caius Britannicus.

 Somehow, incredibly, Plautus staggered erect again and took another stumbling, implacable step
towards Seneca. As he did so I stooped and snatched up my dagger. Seneca whimpered like a child,
took another skipping step backwards and then rose to his tiptoes, stretching high in the air, his eyes
darting from one to the other of us as Caius Britannicus somehow swung Excalibur from where he lay,
flat on the floor. The edge of the shining blade sliced into the back of Seneca's bare knees, cutting the
stretched tendons, dropping him immediately and flopping him backwards so that his shoulders hit the
floor. The baby Merlyn landed on his dying grandfather. Seneca screamed like a woman, squirming
frantically, trying to get up, but crippled far worse than I had ever been. The baby's screams were tiny,
lost in his.

 I walked across to where he lay, and it seemed to take hours for me to reach him. He scrabbled for me
with clawed fingers, shrieking and spitting. I grasped the sword's hilt and pulled it free from where it was
trapped in the fold of his legs, feeling it cut through more meat as I dragged it away. My face felt frozen.
Caius lay behind Seneca, his screaming grandson clutched protectively in his left arm. The blood had
ceased to pump from the wound in his neck. He was very still. I looked at his face, so pale, and time
slowed down once more as I flexed my fingers around the hilt of the great sword. Then, ignoring the
screams and sounds he was hurling at me, I raised Excalibur high above my head and swung it down with
all my strength, striking Caesarius Claudius Seneca's head from his body. Plautus said, "Good man!" in a
blood-choked voice, and I heard one last crash from behind me. I did not need to look to know that he
had fallen on his face, onto the hilt of the sword that protruded from his chest.

 Moving slowly, I crossed the room to the pile of garments that had been stripped from Enid earlier and
draped them across her ravaged, nude body. Then I picked up my great-nephew and carried him out of
that slaughterhouse.

 The baby quieted as we walked through the warm, sunlit afternoon. I carried him in the crook of my left
arm, the way his Grandfather Caius had carried him, and in my right I clutched Excalibur. Somewhere in
the distance I could hear the sounds of battle, but I did not care. There was a lark singing in the sky high
above me and a blackbird trilling close by. I heard my name being called and heard hoofbeats coming
towards me at the gallop, but I didn't care. The forge would be quiet and safe for the baby, and it would
be dark and warm. That was all I cared about.

I, too, had to find a dark, safe place, dark enough to hide me from the horrors tearing at my mind.

EPILOGUE: SUMMER, 401 A.D.



 Ullic clapped me on the shoulder, got up from his stool and went out into the bright, hot day, leaving his
heavy, ceremonial helmet on the bench beside me. It crossed my mind to call him back for it, but then I
thought that, eagle helmet though it might be, it was not going to fly away and he would come back for it
later. I smiled at the thought and reached for the pot of polishing oil I had been using, but my outstretched
fingers caught the rim of it and the pot overturned, spilling the thin oil over my work-bench. I cursed and
scrambled to pick up the odds and ends threatened by the spill, and felt a lance of remembered pain
pierce me as my hand closed over a rolled scroll that had lain forgotten there at the back of my bench for
months. I stood as though petrified for a few moments clutching the thing, and then I sat back on my
stool, leaving the spilt oil to do what it would and unrolling the parchment for the second time since I had
received it.

Greetings, Father,

 You have been proven prophetic. Stilicho has recalled me to Rome. The barbarian King Alaric—
how unlike our own dear friend —and his Visigoths stand poised to attack the Motherland itself.
My preparations are being made in haste, for I must move with all possible speed. Stilicho's word
is peremptory. "Come at once," he bids me. "Bring your men and leave all else behind." That, in
this case, means horses, since I have no way of shipping out all my stock at such short notice.
Your commission from Stilicho entitles you to have what I cannot take with me.

 I have dispatched word to my depots in Glevum, Durovernum and Londinium itself to expect
your men, who will take the horses I have left for you. In all, there will be six hundred and eighty
head. Collect them quickly. I proceed in haste, but there may be others who must follow later. I
know you will use the horses well. I shall return for them some day.

 I must rely on you to use your powers of explanation and persuasion with Enid. I have tried to
write to her, but find I am unable to write the words I ought to. My wounds have healed, but they
have left me speechless and unlovely, so she is encumbered with a husband who is both ugly and
absent. Explain to her, if you will, that these cancel each other out. Iwillreturn, some day. My love
to Publius Varrus and his family. Look after my wife and my son while I am gone.

Farewell,

Picus.

 Addendum: I hear nothing of Seneca since I received my wound. He may have died in the fighting
in the north. I hope so. If he still lives, however, he will sail with me to Stilicho's command.

Even now, months later, the words still had power to hurt.

 The soldier who brought the missive had disturbed me at my work. Luceiia had sent him to me with his
message and I had read it and sent him to the kitchens at the fort, thinking he would have to return
quickly. But he had asked my pardon and informed me that he was Gwynn, and had been Master of the
Stables for Picus here in Britain. Picus had left him behind to work with Victorex, who was now a very
old man. Surprised, and still in a state of shock from receipt of the letter, I had welcomed him to our
Colony and failed to understand the blankness of his look when I called it by name. I had thought then to
explain, but had not had the patience at the time. Instead, I told him that he would learn the whole story
later.

He had smiled at me and saluted crisply, saying he was sure he would, and I stood there and watched
him march briskly away, thinking how incredibly young he looked to have already retired from being
Master of the Stables of the Imperial Armies of Britain, and thinking also that the story I could have told
him was not really long at all.

 Caius Britannicus, who had built this Colony, had been born in the oldest Roman town in Britain, a town
built on the site of a settlement already honoured for centuries as the home of Lod, war god of the
Trinovantes of the east. Over the four hundred years since then, men had gradually changed its name to
Colchester, meaning "the fort on the hill," but Caius had always called it by its real name, its ancient name,
Camulodunum, deploring as usual the way men changed things for the sake of change, with no thought of
tradition or the ancient value of the thing thus changed.

 Here in his beloved west, on another hill, he had built another fort, this one without a name. It was his
mausoleum, standing above his grave. His sister, my wife Luceiia, had named it in his honour, recalling his
own words. "None of your Celtic jaw-breakers," she had said. "Give it a new name, this fort on a hill —
a British name, not Roman or Celtic. Not Camulodunum, but a name of this land. And make it a simple
name, a name that men will hear and know and remember."

We called it Camulod, in honour of Caius Britannicus, the last of the great Roman Eagles of Britain.
When we are dead and gone, men may make of it what they wish.

 I released the scroll; it rewound itself with a parchment rustle, and I wondered if I would ever see Picus
Britannicus again. Then I became aware once more of the smoothness of polished wood under the ball of
my thumb and looked down at the surface of the case I had spent so much time making. I was not a
worker in wood by choice, but I had had no other option than to make this case myself, using as a model
the much smaller one left me by my grandfather to hold the skystone dagger, many years before. This
case was of planed and polished oak, and set into the lustrous surface of the top was a silver star, trailing
a comet-tail of gold. I picked it up and carried it to the back of the forge, where I opened it up and ran
my hand once more over the fitted doeskin that lined the interior. It would suffice.
 The sword lay where I had left it, wrapped in a silken cloth that Luceiia would have skinned me alive for
taking, had she known. I undid the silk and lifted the weapon that it caressed. Excalibur! The name was
right for it. Lightning flickered along its mirrored blade and sparkled on its finely tempered edges that
bore marks like the ripple shadows of pure water. This was my lifetime's work: this single sword, unique
from the tip of its blade to the scalloped pommel, a sword fit for a king to wield, a king whose day would
come long after I was forgotten dust. Whoever he might be, he would have a sword to reckon with, and
as long as Excalibur existed, I would never really be forgotten. I hefted it, admiring the play of light on its
great cross-guard and loving the textured firmness of the hilt, bound in the belly skin of a giant shark.
Caius Britannicus had never had the opportunity to admire the wonder that his Lady of the Lake had
provided. But he had swung it once, before it was gripped with shark skin, and it had not slipped in his
bloodied hand. I placed it gently in its case, into the doeskin-lined depression shaped so carefully to its
size, and closed the lid.

 Ullic's great ceremonial helmet still lay on the bench, and I picked it up and held it at eye-level, looking
into the still-fierce, golden eyes of the eagle's head that fronted it above the massive, predatory beak. My
professional interest was stirred briefly as I wondered how the artist who made this thing had kept the
giant bird so lifelike, but then the eyes dissolved and I saw Caius staring into my face that day, almost fifty
years before, when he had found me paralysed among a pile of corpses. A lump swelled in my throat and
I grunted and jammed the helmet onto my head. I hoisted the case containing Excalibur up to my
shoulder and set out to walk back to my house — to my beloved wife, who might or might not be there,
dependent upon her ever-expanding timetable of meetings of the Women's Council — and to the rest of
my family and the inheritors of our dream, the grandsons of my best friend and myself.

 I wondered which of the two boys would wield the sword in years to come? Would it be Uther, already
a brawler at six months and bold with his mother's magpie beauty, or would it be his gentler cousin,
Merlyn, the golden-haired Britannicus? The debate gave me pleasure and I found myself whistling for the
first time in months as I walked through the summer sunshine. Equus was coming towards me, deep in
conversation with Joseph, the young apprentice who was now our best craftsman. I saw what I had not
noticed before — that Joseph was now a full-grown man — and I smiled, accepting the knowledge,
once and for all, that the world belonged to the young people now growing, and that my own tasks had
almost been completed.

                                                   The End



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