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                    A Diversity of Houses

                        by S.L. Viehl



    “They will arrive today,” Sorel Irea said as he

watched his ClanSister unload the last bale from the

conveyor.   “We have never welcomed visitors from HouseClan

Giran before.”

    “We have.    You are too young to remember it.”   Natala

Irea cut open the baling ties and divided the dried yiborra

into three portions before distributing it among the last

of the empty feeders.   The smell of the feed grass added a

touch of sweetness to the air.   “It is a cause for much

celebration.   Our ClanFather must be pleased.”

    Her ClanBrother’s young face lit up with happiness.

“He is, I think.   He never stops smiling.”

    Visitors meant the entire HouseClan would assemble and

celebrate, to make a proper welcome and to present

opportunities for strengthening ties between the Houses

through commerce and trade agreements.   Unlike the Irea,

the Giran were known as a wealthy and powerful HouseClan,

with vast land holdings, many ships and much influence with

the Jorenian Ruling Council.   The diversity of their Houses

might even lead to some Choices being made.
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    Natala discarded the baling ties and wiped some sweat

from her brow.   “Why are you not up at the pavilion,

helping with the preparations?”

    “I was sent to fetch more milk from the dairy.”     Sorel

hesitated before asking, “Will you not attend tonight?”

    The calves shuffled over to the silver-white mounds of

grass with more enthusiasm than they had last week; soon

they could be released with the rest of the herd.   She was

pleased with them, though annoyed with Sorel.   “You know

the answer to that.”

    Her ClanBrother made a face and dug his boot toe in

the dirt.   “It does not have to be so.”

    She switched off the conveyor unit and went to the

corner pen.   Green-Eye, the name she had given to a sickly

runt driven out of the herd by his sire, lay curled in one

corner of the pen.   Like all t’lerue, he was square-bodied

and short-necked; his head shaped like a crude, five-

pointed star.    There was hardly any fat layer beneath his

gray-green hide, however, and his joints protruded sharply.

His eyes did not match in color, one brown, one green, and

his sireline mark – three red ovals around and above his

left green eye – made the oddity more pronounced.   The

contrast would likely fade as he matured.
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    If he matured.    She had been hand-feeding him since

she’d found the underdeveloped calf wedged under a water

trough, but he had shown little interest in anything.     Her

ClanFather would order me to cull him soon.

    You cannot change the path, Natala, Ylo Irea often

said when she was young.   Not so much to remind her of her

duty than to reconcile her with the reason for it.

    She took a bottle of newborn formula from the warming

rack and went into the pen, and carefully lowered herself

next to the listless calf.   She had scrubbed and kept him

clean so he did not stink of waste as he had when she’d

found him.   Still, if he did not get up and stand on his

own soon, ground sores would start eating into his hide.

    “Drink.”    When Green-Eye would not take the artificial

nipple in his mouth, she pushed it in and began squeezing

the sides of the bottle gently to encourage his suckling.

“Stubborn little one.”

    Sorel leaned over the gate to watch.     “You would

know.”

    “I am not little.”     Indeed, she towered over Sorel,

and stood several inches taller than the eldest of their

ClanSiblings.   After these many years in the yards, she was

also much stronger.   “Nor am I stubborn.”
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    “What say you prove my claim wrong and attend the

Welcoming tonight?”   He tried to smile and make his

gestures casual when she looked up at him.   “It will

be . . . enjoyable.   We hardly ever have visitors and we

want you there.”

    Natala never entered the pavilion unless summoned, and

no summons would be sent this day.   Her ClanBrother knew

this.

    “I have great affection for you, Sorel.”       And she did,

for despite the gap between their ages, her youngest

ClanBrother had always gifted her freely with the same.

“That is why I ask you say no more, and leave me now.”

        “I could speak with our ClanMother.” He gave her a

hopeful glance.    “You know how she favors me.”

    Natala squeezed the bottle too hard.     Green-Eye gave a

weak jerk before he regurgitated the excess formula all

over her trousers.    She used the hem of her tunic to clear

his nostrils, and then cradled his head in her lap.     “You

must not do that.”

    His hope became a pout.    “She can be made to see

reason.”

    “While you cannot.”

    “It is not fair!”
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       “You think it fair to see me summoned before a

visiting HouseClan?   That your concept of justice will

convince our ClanMother to present me to the Giran as

potential kin?”   She snorted.   “I must speak with your

tutors.”

       “You know what I say.”   He ducked his head.   “There is

nothing wrong with you.”

       “And yet you cannot look upon me when you say that.”

She stroked the calf’s brow before she rose and left the

pen.    “Truly, Sorel, think you our visitors will afford me

the same courtesy?”

       “You do not know what will happen.   You never come to

see anyone.”   He caught her arm and tugged on it.    “You are

Irea.”

       “While you are no longer a child.    Please stop

behaving like one.”   She removed his grip.    “Go now.   I

have work to do.”

       Natala kept working, changing the calves’ soiled

bedding for fresh until she heard Sorel pick up his milk

cans and leave through the side entrance.     Then she stopped

and walked slowly back to her room.    At the pavilion she

had comfortable quarters with many amenities, like all the

ClanDaughters of Ylo Irea were afforded.     They had stood
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empty since her tenth year, when it had been determined

that no more could be done for her.

    There is nothing wrong with you.

    Sorel’s words had wounded her, as such kindly-meant

things did, and she went to the mirror panel she had placed

on the wall beside her sleeping platform.   She looked in

the glass for a long time, until the sight of her own

features calmed her.

    You cannot change the path.

    Natala had no intention of attending the Welcoming,

where she would never be made welcome.    Sorel did not

understand, but she had made peace with her lot when she

was even younger than him.   She would stay here, in this

small but quiet corner she had made for herself, where she

could curl up and be left alone.

    Never would she give her sire reason to drive her

away.

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    “No one will welcome you unless you remove that scowl

from your face,” Qedalea Giran advised his ClanLeader.

    Tavo Giran did not look up from the stock reports he

was studying.   “Somehow I doubt that.”

    “It would not divert your path to enjoy yourself for

once,” the young warrior said.    “I should warn you that I
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have been given strict orders to see you do more here than

inspect and purchase stock animals.”

    “Then I would say your mission is doomed to failure,

ClanCousin.”   He advanced to the next page of data.

    “What is it you find so fascinating?”    Qedalea leaned

over to inspect Tavo’s datapad display.   “Irea sirelines,

of course.   Why did I not guess it?”

    The edge of his stern mouth curled.    “Perhaps because

all you can think about is parading nubile young women in

front of my nose.”

    “Never – I?   Coerce our ClanLeader to Choose?”

Qedalea thumped his chest with an indignant fist.   “I am

sworn to protect and serve, not to procure.”

    Tavo raised a dark brow.   “What say you should I

request such a selection of females?”

    His young ClanCousin dropped his fist.     “How many do

you wish to see, and when, and where?”

    “As I suspected.”   He nodded.   “My ClanUncle has been

busy.”

    “He has been driving me to madness.”    Qedalea sighed.

“My days would be far more serene – and quieter – would you

but Choose.”
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       So would mine.   Tavo glanced through the transport

view panel and saw a glimmer of white in the distance to

the north.

       The Irea were one of the more remote HouseClans, with

lands located in the farthest northern regions of Joren’s

smallest continent.     Only three other HouseClans occupied

the landmass, and they were all far to the south.    In

addition to this, few Irea traveled outside their territory

as well, and thus the HouseClan had remained mostly cut off

from the bulk of Jorenian society.    Some claimed it was

their location that kept them distant, but others thought

the Irea a House of isolationists.

       “They say there are no females in the twenty-eight

territories that can compare to Irea women,” Qedalea told

him.    “I have seen one myself among the Zamlon and their

beauty was not exaggerated.    She was stunning.”

       “I would advise you not judge the women of a House by

one face.”   To the east, a dark blur moved slowly across a

wide silvery pasture.     It appeared to be too large to be

anything but the Irea’s main herd.

       “They are said to be very clever as well,” his

ClanCousin added in a hopeful manner.    “And fertile – an

Irea woman would give you many young ones, and make you a

fine family.”
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    To replace the one I lost.    Tavo needed air and space

around him, and he needed it now.   “Driver, stop.”   He

tucked placed his datapad in his journey pack.

    Qedalea followed his gaze.    “Oh, no.   You cannot go

and chase through the grass after those creatures.    It will

be night soon.”

    “I want time to make a proper selection, they do not

run away, and I am not afraid of the dark.”    Tavo often

camped out overnight in the fields, and as it was summer in

this region he would not require special gear.   “I think I

will sleep under the stars.”

    “ClanLeader, you cannot.    We are expected tonight.”

    The men seated behind them – ten of Giran’s highest-

ranked warriors, who had accompanied their ClanLeader as

escort for the long journey – made sounds of respectful

agreement.

     “Cattle are the reason I agreed to make this

journey,” Tavo said, and clapped the younger Giran on the

shoulder.    “I will view the herd now, while you and the

others will go on ahead.   Think of it as giving us both

time to properly inspect likely candidates.”

    “I am assigned to you as bodyguard.”     Qedalea folded

his arms.    “I cannot do that unless I have your body

present to guard.”
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    “You hate cattle, and I am giving you an order.     Tell

the Irea that business delays me.”    When the transport came

to a halt, he climbed out and hoisted his pack over his

shoulder.   “I will see you at the pavilion in the morning.”

    Tavo turned and walked toward the eastern pasture,

hoping his ClanCousin and their escort would not follow.

At last the transport continued toward the Irea pavilion,

and some of the tension that had plagued him since leaving

his own territory and crossing the sea began to ease.

Likely Qedalea’s efforts to secure a bondmate for Tavo

would satisfy many among the Giran.   Certainly they would

Qedalea’s ClanFather, who for weeks had been dropping

adages about leadership like small stones on Tavo’s skull.

    A ClanLeader must be an example to the House.

    Qedalea was right; he should Choose someone on this

journey.    The diversity of their Houses was promising; it

was always considered good luck to Choose from a HouseClan

located far from one’s own.   Being one of the few

ClanLeaders on Joren who had not taken a bondmate had

proved to be a continual annoyance for himself and

something of an embarrassment to his kin.   It would make

everyone’s life more pleasant.

    Everyone’s but his own.
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    Tavo knew he was long past the age of Choice, but he

couldn’t help resenting the constant pressure to take a

bondmate.   He felt he had enough to attend to, trying to

manage the HouseClan’s extensive holdings and govern his

kin after the abrupt loss of his ClanParents, the former

Giran ClanLeaders, and his older ClanBrother, Niro.   He was

literally learning to lead day by day.

    It was Niro who had been groomed for this, not him.

Tavo would have been content to serve his ClanBrother by

managing the HouseClan stock – and would be doing so right

now, had not a senseless transport collision wiped out his

entire family.

    Death was celebrated on Joren, but Tavo had been

incapable of venerating the loss of the three people he had

honored most.    Especially Niro, who had been the best of

ClanBrothers.    For a time Tavo had even considered joining

them in death, until his kin had stunned him by electing

him as their new ClanLeader.   From that moment on his life

had become an endless procession of duty and formality,

decisions and politics.

    Now they would have me add a bondmate and ClanChildren

to my responsibilities when I can barely cope with what I

have.
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    Tavo noticed as he drew near that the t’lerue herd was

much larger than he had originally estimated; even with

darkness falling he could see well over ten thousand head.

They appeared healthier and sturdier than any herd he had

ever seen, justifying the admiration for the Irea sirelines

which had been spreading for many years.   It would seem

this HouseClan’s stock manager had a breeding program far

superior to his own.

    Perhaps I should consult with him as to which of the

ClanDaughters Irea to Choose, he thought as he came to the

outer fringe of the herd.   One of the larger males shuffled

over to sniff at his tunic, and he stroked an admiring hand

across the space between the placid creature’s blunt, short

horns.   At least with that advice I could expect to sire

healthy ClanChildren on her.

    Such heresy amused Tavo, but it would have scandalized

his kin and insulted the Irea, who also had the reputation

as one of the more proper and formal Houses of Joren.   If

he voiced those thoughts, they would create an instant rift

between the Giran and the Irea, and such things had to be

avoided.

    Tavo could not do what he wanted, Choose when he

wanted, or speak as he wanted.   No ClanLeader could.
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    “Perhaps I may settle for purchasing you,” he told the

big male, who eyed him with placid curiosity.   Tavo took

out his datapad and made note of the sireline mark as well

as the ID tattooed on the inside of the animal’s right ear,

“If not a ClanChild, then I can breed some stronger calves

next season.”

    Although Joren had advanced to a highly developed,

technological society, the t’lerue remained an important

commodity.   While Jorenians did not consume animal flesh,

t’lerue milk was a staple part of their diet and contained

vital nutrients which could not be synthesized.   T’lerue

manure was even more valuable, and considered to be the

finest natural crop fertilizer within the quadrant.   The

animals served as a cultural foundation as well, for it was

the t’lerue that had convinced the ancient Jorenians to

abandon their nomadic ways and become tribal herders.

    A plaintive sound of distress drew Tavo’s attention

away from the t’lerue, but the sun had set and darkness

swallowed the source.   As he moved around the herd toward

it, he noticed some of the outside animals growing

restless.    Very little disturbed t’lerue, so he drew two

blades from his belt and held them ready.

    His eyes adjusted to the lack of light, and he saw the

shapes of two yearlings on the ground, struggling as though
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held by a great weight.   Two cloaked figures stood over

them, apparently readying to lift one.

    “Hold!” he shouted.

    One of the pair produced a pulse rifle and fired into

the herd, sending a surge of frightened animals toward

Tavo, who leapt on the back of a female to keep from

getting trampled.    After coiling one hand in animal’s

shaggy neck fringe for control, he used the other to throw

a knife at the one who had fired.   His blade sank into the

arm of the intruder, who dropped the rifle.

    The female bucked under him, frightened by the field

rover which came to a screeching halt behind him.

    Sssssissss.

    Something invisible hit Tavo with such force that it

drove him backward and over the animal’s haunches to hit

the ground.    The herd was moving away from him so he didn’t

end up under her hooves, but as he landed the edge of one

of his blades bit into his left side.

    “Stop!” a woman shouted

    Tavo swore as he rolled and pushed himself to his

knees in time to see a tall female with unbound hair attack

the two intruders.   Air whistled as she wielded the herding

staff in her hands like a sword, striking both with hard,

rapid blows.   The uninjured of the pair drew a pulse pistol
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and fired at her.   She used her staff to vault out of the

way, but it gave the intruders an opportunity to skirt

behind the now-receding herd and use it as a shield while

they ran away.   Before she could catch up to them, they

climbed into a surface glider and took off, leaving her on

the ground.

    She watched their craft until it was out of range, and

only then lowered the end of her staff to the ground.

“Houseless scum,” he heard her say.

    “Lady.”    He clamped a hand to the gash in his side and

made his way toward her, but he was dizzy and his steps

dragged.   “Are you harmed?”

    “No, but you are.    Come.”   She put a strong arm around

him and led him back to her field rover.    “I regret that I

did not arrive in time to provide proper aid.”

    “I make no complaint.”     He scanned the surrounding

fields.    “Have you no security grid?”   Such a sensor web

suspended above the field would have picked up the

intruders’ craft as soon as it landed.

    “We hope to afford one next year,” she said, reminding

him of the disparity between their Houses.    “For now I keep

sensor pylons around the field perimeter, but they are

widely spaced.   They must have found a blank spot.”

    He grimaced.    “I tripped them, then.”
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    “I am happy you did.”    When he stumbled again, she

tightened her arm around him.   “To whom do I owe thanks for

defending my stock, Warrior?”

    Tavo began to answer her, and then hesitated.    It was

too dark for him to see much of her face, so he assumed the

same was true for her.   He had not put on his over tunic

with all the ceremonial frittery befitting his status.     For

a time he could enjoy some anonymity.

    “One who does the same for the Giran, Lady.”

Fortunately the exchange of full names between members of

different Houses was traditionally reserved until formal

introductions could be conducted before kin.

    “I wondered why you were out here.    Only a stockman

would forego the pleasures of Welcoming to inspect a herd.”

She helped him sit in the passenger’s seat before she eased

her arm away.   “You are bleeding all over me, ClanSon

Giran.”   She tossed her staff in the back of the rover.    “I

will take you to our healer.”

    “No.”    He could not arrive bloody and wounded before

the Irea or his own men; their instinctive reactions might

lead to open aggression or worse.   Carefully he probed the

wound.    “I would not . . . shame my kin by appearing thus.”

It would be awkward but he might be able to suture it

himself, or with her aid.   “Have you a med kit?”
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    “Yes, I use it for the stock and my own injuries.      But

I am no healer of men.”

    Relief made him sit back.   “I trust you to see to my

wound, ClanDaughter Irea.”

    “It is your hide.”    She went around to the other side

and started the engine.

    As she drove back toward the low cluster of buildings

set away from the pavilion, they discussed the incident and

then herd.   To keep his mind off his wound and his body

from slipping into the darkness fringing his vision, Tavo

asked her a number of questions about the Irea breeding

program, to which she provided such detailed answers that

it was clear that she was the stock manager.   Unusual, to

be sure – few women took interest in cattle breeding – but

she seemed to have a natural affinity and affection for the

work.

    “You should invest in a security grid as soon as

possible; your herd is too great a temptation to thieves,”

Tavo said.   “Irea sirelines will soon outshine all others.”

    “I must tell the Lno buyer that the next time he

signals me,” she said, her voice rich with amusement.   “He

would have me believe my animals teetering on the brink of

disease and death.”
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       “Lno has told me the same, several times.   He should

alter his predictions occasionally.”    He noted the glint

around her wrist.   “You wear a wristcom – why?”   The

translation/location devices were virtually unnecessary

unless one regularly dealt with offworlders.

       “It is a convenience.”   Some of the friendliness left

her voice.   “Often I go out and spend many several days in

our outlands, checking the fences.    If I am ever injured, I

can use it to signal for help.”

       He would have questioned why she did the work alone,

but they had reached HouseClan Irea’s stockyards.      The

compound was as impressive as the herd, expansive and well-

maintained, with large barns for milking, breeding,

isolation and culling.   His companion parked the rover

outside the smallest, which he assumed would be like his

own for isolation of sick or orphaned animals.

       No one came out to greet them, which also bothered

him.    They should have been surrounded by her kin.   As she

helped him out of the seat, his thoughts were replaced by

more urgent ones.

       “Are you strong enough to drag me inside?” Tavo asked

as the ground tilted beneath his feet.

       “I believe so.”
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    “Your pardon, lady, for I think now you must.”    He

sank down into darkness.

                              #

    Natala caught and supported the Giran’s heavy,

unconscious form until she could lay him gently on the

ground, then she ran into the barn.   He was too large and

heavy for her to carry, and dragging him, while possible,

would only aggravate his wound.   The grav-lift she used to

transport calves from the field was her only other option.

    No, you could signal a healer, a cold, inner voice

that sounded remarkably like Hunetku’s said as Natala

rolled the unconscious male onto the lift’s pallet.   That

would be the proper manner of dealing with a visitor.

    Yet all she wanted was a little more time with him, so

that she could tend his wound and ask him more about the

pair who had attacked him.   Indeed, they had been so busy

talking about the herd that she had practically forgotten

about the intruders.

    “Lights on,” she said as she brought him inside, and

the envirocontrol panel illuminated the dark interior of

the barn.

    This was the third time in a cycle her sensor pylons

had been triggered, but the only time she had ever caught

up with the intruders, thanks to the stockman.   If the
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Giran had seen and could describe their faces, she might be

able to identify and track them.

    That is not the only reason.

    She brought him inside to her room and hoisted him up

and over onto her sleeping platform before retrieving her

med kit and a pair of shears.   Rarely did she get this

close to a man when he could not look at her, so it was a

pleasant novelty.   Particularly as he was not averting his

eyes or chattering polite nonsense to cover his discomfort.

    Thank the Mother you are but a lowly cattle worker,

she thought.   Hunetku would never forgive me for treating

some high-ranked dignitary like this.

    As Natala cut off his tunic, she admired the strong,

tough lines of his upper torso.    The Giran had a typical

stockman’s build, with heavily muscled arms and a deep,

broad chest.   His skin was a dark, even blue but marred by

wide angular scars on both forearms.    Marks left behind

from young t’lerue hooves, she knew, because they were

identical to her own.

    “I shall have to show you my holding pen,” she

murmured.   She had designed and built the holding area to

immobilize new calves while tattooing them with stock

numbers.    “That should save some of your pretty hide in the

future.”
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    The wound was long but not dangerously deep, and she

irrigated and disinfected it thoroughly before sealing it

with the suture laser from her med kit.    Their healer might

have made a neater job of it, but this was a man accustomed

to regular injuries and their resulting scars.   It would

have to do.

    Natala studied his face as she washed the dark green

blood from his skin and infused him with a mild analgesic

she used occasionally for her own pains.    He wore his thick

black hair shorter than most men, in the style of a

ClanLeader, but that was likely more for convenience.

Working with the stock and equipment required her to bind

up her hair or risk having it pulled out.    Beneath his ear

was his Giran ClanSymbol, which appeared as two small

interlocking circles, unlike her Irea mark, which was

shaped like a miniature jagged claw.   He was not at all

handsome, and many would say such an angular countenance

made him appear remote, even intimidating.   Yet it was not

the strength of his features as much as the shadows beneath

his eyes and a premature purple streak in his black hair

made her heart constrict.

    She dared to sift her fingertips through the purple

strands that only came with age or great suffering.   You
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are too young for this, ClanSon Giran.   What have you

endured, I wonder.

    Natala took her hand away and deactivated the interior

lights.   Since he occupied her only sleeping place, she sat

on the floor beside the platform and rested her back and

head against the wall.    All of the excitement left her

feeling drained, and she drifted into a light doze.

    Sometime later his voice woke her.    “Lady?”   A large

hand reached over the side.

    She caught it with her own.     “I am here, Warrior.”

    “Ah.”    He sounded drowsy as he laced his fingers

through hers.   “It seems I owe you a bed as well as my

life.”

    She smiled.   “If you have a spare security grid, I

will take it in trade.”

    “I must remember to bring one with me upon my next

visit.”   His voice grew serious.   “I would ask your pardon.

It was not my intention to place such a burden upon you.”

    “No pardon is required.”    She had to get up and turn

on the light now, but she did not regret it.   For a time he

had spoken with her easily and freely, and she would have

that happy memory to keep.    “I will signal your kin at the

pavilion.”
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       “That can wait until morning,” the Giran said when she

stood and tried to release his hand.     He tugged her toward

him.    “Come and sleep.”

       All Jorenian women were taught proper behavior – even

Natala.   She knew it was not seemly to lie with a man

unless he was Chosen or a bondmate.     Yet she was tired and

uncomfortable from sitting on the cold dirt floor, and he

sounded exhausted.      Sure no harm would come of sleeping

side by side.

       “As you wish.”   Cautiously she stretched out beside

him, uneasy and more than a little stiff.     It was one thing

to touch and smell and see an unconscious, wounded man,

quite another to do the same when his eyes were open and

mere inches from her face.     She would have to rise before

first light or–

       “You are chilled.”   The Giran put an arm around her

waist and pulled her close.

       His limbs and torso pressed against her own, as well

as the places where his bare skin touched hers, produced

very strange sensations.     He smelled of safira and his own

body heat, an intoxicating combination.

       So this is why it is unseemly.   Natala let herself

imagine for a moment sharing this closeness and contact

with a man each day and night until life ended.     It was
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unbearably bitter, but she found herself relaxing against

him.    If she could never have this for her life, then she

would have for these few hours.

       “I can almost hear your thoughts, Lady,” the Giran

murmured.

       Mother, I hope not.   “The two who attacked my herd –

did you see their faces, Warrior?” she asked.

       His hand came up and shifted her so that his chest

pillowed the left side of her head.    “I regret I did not.

You?”

       She was distracted by the sound of his heart beating

just under her cheek.   “Ah, no.   I only saw them from

behind.”

       “The weapon they used to knock me from back of the

t’lerue was unknown to me.     They may be offworlders.”   His

fingers brushed a tendril of hair back from her temple.

“Even as talented as you are with a staff, you should not

have pursued them alone.”

       “There was no one else to accompany me,” she said.

“All were attending the Welcoming.”

       “Why were you not?”

       “I am not one for celebrations.”   That, at least, was

true.
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    “Neither am I.”    He turned his head and pressed his

mouth to a spot just above her right brow.    “Sleep well,

Lady.”

    Natala closed her eyes tightly.      “And you, Warrior.”

                               #

    Tavo had not slept so soundly since before the

accident that had taken his blood-kin from him, and when he

woke he did so with a smile and full memory of the past

night’s events.   Qedalea will never believe any of this,

while I will never hear the end of it.

    Sunshine filled the humble little room, and he rolled

on his side so that he could at last gaze upon the face of

the Irea female who had saved his life.

    In the space where a woman should have been lay only a

folded tunic.

    Tavo sat up, ignoring the flash of pain from his side,

and looked around him.   “ClanDaughter Irea?”

    No one answered.     He was alone.

    As he rose he pulled on the tunic, which was old but

clean and neatly mended.   His footgear, he saw, she had

placed at the base of the platform, along with his pack.

He could still smell her on his skin – her scent was like

new l’seevala blossoms – but there was no other sign that

she had even been in the room.
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       Why did she leave me?

       Tavo walked out into the barn, where several young

calves eyed him as he passed their pens, and out into the

stockyards, but saw no one.      It was barely dawn.   He turned

until he saw the Irea pavilion, and headed in that

direction.

       Had she recognized him?   Had she gone to inform the

other Giran of his presence?     He increased his pace and

crossed the distance with long strides.     Was she angry with

him?   He did not care for the fact that she had left him.

She should have remained, she should have woken him.      There

will be much to explain.

       Qedalea and some of the other Giran were walking out

of the grand front entrance of the pavilion as Tavo

approached, and they saluted him as usual.

       “We were about to go in search of you,” his ClanCousin

informed him with a grin.      “Did you enjoy your night under

the stars?”

       “In some ways.”   Tavo scanned the faces of his men,

which were open and unconcerned.     “Did no one bring word of

me this morning?”

       “No one yet knows you are here.” Qedalea peered at him

and lost his smile.      “Something is wrong.   You are favoring

your left side.”
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    Tavo informed them of what had happened, and the easy

expressions instantly evaporated from every face.   “We are

visitors here; you are to say nothing of this to the Irea.”

    Qedalea already had his hand curled around his blade

hilt.   “No one attacks our kin and takes the coward’s

path,” he said, his tone as lethal as the dark blue claws

that had emerged from the tips of his fingers.

    “We will track them later,” he said.   “I would pay my

respects now and be properly introduced to the woman who

saved my life.”

    Slowly his ClanCousin nodded.   “As you say,

ClanLeader.”   His gaze drifted down to Tavo’s tunic and

some of the killing rage left his face.   “Perhaps a change

of garments first?”

    The men escorted him through the pavilion to their

guest quarters, where Tavo took care to cleanse and prepare

himself properly.   As the men discussed how they would

track the intruders, he inspected his garments and adjusted

his best tunic.   He knew himself to be too large and sharp-

featured to be considered appealing to a young female, but

he suspected his savior was somewhat more mature.   Which

made him wonder why she had not Chosen – surely a female

with her strength, charm and talent would be pursued by

every male within five HouseClan territories.
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    What if she has Chosen?

    Tavo dismissed the alarming idea at once – no woman

who had Chosen would have slept at his side as she had.

Nor would any Chosen of hers allow her to occupy a room

away from the pavilion.   He had a suspicion that she spent

much of her time in the stockyards, perhaps even slept

there, which also disturbed him.   It was not natural to

dwell apart from kin.

    He walked out to where his kin waited.   “After

introductions are made,” he told Qedalea, “I will ask for

the female so that she and I may discuss the Irea breeding

program.   Remember, you and the men are to say nothing

about the attack.   This is her business, and I will not

intrude upon it without her permission.”

    By the time they emerged from the guest quarters, word

had spread through the pavilion and the Irea had assembled

in their central receiving room, which had been prepared in

banquet style for a large communal meal.   Qedalea and his

men escorted Tavo to the head table, where a tall, stately

couple stood waiting to receive him.

    “ClanLeader Tavo Giran,” the older man said as he made

the formal gesture of greeting between Houses.   “I welcome

you to HouseClan Irea.”
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    “ClanLeader Ylo Irea,” Tavo said, returning the

gesture and adding one of gratitude.   “Your kindness is

greatly appreciated.   I regret the delay that prevented me

from attending last night.”

    Tavo was introduced to Hunetku Irea, Ylo’s bondmate,

and to their four sons and two daughters.    He was then

presented to the HouseClan with the traditional ceremony

before he and his men were invited to share morning bread

at the ClanLeader’s table.

    By then Tavo felt impatient, but waited until all the

customary remarks had been exchanged before venturing to

ask for the female.    “As I journeyed to your House, I could

not help but notice your fine herd of t’lerue in the

eastern pasture. I would not the first to be envious of

such fine animals, I imagine.”

    “We are quite proud of our stock,” Ylo said as he

broke the end of a golden, intricately braided loaf before

passing it to his bondmate.   “I understand that you wish to

increase the diversity of your sirelines.”

    He nodded.   “I would also like to improve our breeding

program.   Could your stock manager join us?   I would

appreciate a personal introduction.”
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    The loaf fell from Hunetku’s hand and clattered onto

her plate, and everyone at the table gave Tavo horrified

looks.

                              #

    Natala drove the field rover as far as the border

between the Irea and Zamlon territories, which were divided

by a long stretch of inhibitor poles.    The poles produced

sensor-activated bioelectric fences, mainly to keep strays

on Irea property as the Zamlon grazed their herds much

farther to the south.   She shut off the engine and sat

staring at her hands, which were clenched so tightly on the

steering controls that her knuckles bulged.

    “It was an idyllic interlude, and now it is over,” she

told herself.   “Over and done with.   Forget him.”

    Natala took her staff and climbed out of the rover, to

start walking the line of poles.   At last count no animals

were missing, but it was her duty to check the borders and

maintain the costly equipment.    Usually she did so in the

field rover, but today she decided to inspect this portion

on foot.   She had to do something physical, to stop

thinking about the Giran.

    She had not slept, of course.      His kiss to her brow

had made that impossible; it had burned into her head like

a brand applied for hours.   It must have amused the Mother
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to have him touch his lips to that particular spot on my

face.    Rising and leaving him just before dawn had been a

cowardly thing, but after that kiss she could not allow the

Giran to wake and look upon her in the light.

       “He will never feel disgust or shame for his kindness

to me,” she muttered as she crouched to adjust a loosened

sensor port at the base of one pole.       “In time, he will

forget me.”   Movement behind her rise and turn.

       The cloaked figure standing a few feet away raised an

odd block-shaped device.

       Sssssissss.

       Natala was thrown back into the space between the

poles, which triggered the sensors to produce the energy

fence.    Pain crackled over her as she bounced off the fence

and back toward the intruder.        She had enough sense use the

staff still in her hand to knock the device away before she

hit the ground.      As she heard their intruder scrambling for

the weapon, she pressed a button she had never before used

on her wristcom and then tucked her hand under her body to

protect it.

       Sssssissss.

                                 #

       “You do have a stock manager, do you not?”     Tavo asked

Ylo.    His voice sounded overly loud, but that was due to
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the utter silence that had fallen over the central

receiving room.

     The ClanLeader nodded slowly.     “Our stock manager

is   . . . .”   he groped for words.

     “Not one for celebrations, I imagine.”    Tavo kept his

expression and voice mild as he sipped from his server of

jaspkerry.   “Few cattle breeders are.”

     “Indeed.”    Ylo smiled his relief.

     “Then perhaps you would permit me to visit your

stockyards,” he suggested, “so that I may speak to your

manager in surroundings less formal.”

     “No!”   Hunetku Irea gave her bondmate a hard look

before adding, “Forgive me, ClanLeader Giran, but such

matters are best delegated to those whose time is not as

valuable as your own.”

     “I will have full details of our breeding program

provided for your stock manager,” Ylo added quickly.

     Why were they so eager to keep him from meeting with

the stock manager, when they had fallen over themselves to

afford him every other possible courtesy?

     “Before I was elected as ClanLeader Giran, I managed

the HouseClan’s stock.”   Tavo caught Qedalea’s warning

glance and realized his own tone had become quite chilled.

He forced a smile.   “Alas, as I have not yet selected or
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trained a replacement manager, there is no one to whom I

can delegate such tasks.   I fear it must be me.”

    Before Ylo could respond, his ClanSon Sorel jumped

from his seat and clapped a hand around his own forearm.

“ClanFather – Natala signals.   She is in danger.”

    The boy’s ClanSiblings also looked anxiously at each

other and Ylo.

    Tavo spotted the flashing display on the wristcom the

boy wore, and politely rose to his feet.   “May the Giran be

of service in this matter, ClanLeader Irea?”

    Hunetku muttered something, and made a terse gesture

at her son while Ylo said to Tavo, “Your offer is

appreciated, ClanLeader, but my own men will—”

    “ClanFather!”    Sorel’s young voice snapped, whip-

sharp.   He turned to Tavo.   “Natala is my ClanSister as

well as our stock manager,” he said in a rush.

    “Sorel!”     Hunetku appeared ready to faint.

    The boy ignored his ClanMother.    “She would not signal

unless her life was threatened.   We must go to her now.”

    “I see.”     Fury welled inside Tavo as his claws emerged

and he met Ylo’s gaze.   “Then it appears that her absence

here was not, as you said, by choice.”
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    The dull dark color of shame appeared in the older

man’s face.   “Little in Natala’s life is.”    He sounded old

and tired.

    His bondmate rose.    “This is nonsense.   Natala is in

no danger.    Sorel, turn off that device and sit down.”

    “Do you have a reading on her location?” Tavo asked

the boy.

    Hunetku’s hands fluttered in near-incomprehensible

gestures as she produced a strained laugh.     “ClanLeader

Giran, do not trouble yourself.    We will send our own men

to attend to this.”

    “She is near the border.”     Sorel came around the table

to show Tavo the coordinates.    His ClanBrothers were

already heading for the doors.    “We have surface craft, but

not as fast as yours.”

    Tavo nodded.    “We will take mine.”

    “Ylo!”    Hunetku became shrill.   “Do something!”

    “ClanLeader, we appreciate your aid,” the older man

said, “but this matter is Irea business.”

    Tavo’s vision dimmed for a moment.

    “Unfortunately, it has become mine as well.     Your

ClanDaughter Natala saved my life last night.”    He shocked

everyone by using his claws to pull open his tunic to

reveal his wound.   “I would return the favor.”
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    Ylo’s bondmate gaped at him.       “You saw her?   You saw

and you said nothing?”

    Tavo did not respond to her nonsense, but nodded to

Qedalea, who like the Giran men stood ready.     To Ylo he

said, “We will bring back your ClanDaughter.”

    The ClanLeader nodded and sank back into his chair.

                               #

    Natala had not expected to open her eyes again, but

when she did she found herself in a peculiar position –

upright, spread-eagled, and unable to move.     A hum of

energy pressed in around her, and she looked through the

tangle of hair hanging over her face until she spotted a

projection device on the ground in front of her.       Four

bright streams of energy had her pinned; apparently between

two p’nepel trees, from the feel of the spiky bark biting

into her wrists and ankles.

    A pair of alien males stood a short distance away to

her left, arguing with each other.      They were of average

size, vaguely humanoid but she did not recognize their

species or language.   Two Maneo t’lerue yearlings, a male

and a female, lay to the right.      Both had pressure darts in

their haunches, and both were dead.

    Offworld thief breeders.       Her claws slowly emerged and

buried themselves in the p’nepel bark.     They must have
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attempted to tranquilize them for transport.    Anyone could

access the planetary database and learn that most sedative

compounds were fatal to t’lerue, yet this pair had not even

bothered.    Although the animals were not hers, the waste of

life disgusted her.

    That these two might have diverted the path of the

Giran last night, however, enraged her.

    One of the thieves noticed her watching them and

strode over to her.   He jerked her head up by her hair and

peered in her face.   “Habartallanekkatan.”   He switched on

a wristcom to translate his speech and pointed to the

carcasses.   “We gave them neuroparalyzer.    Why did they

die?”

    “Because you are idiots.”      She strained and twisted

against the energy bonds.   “You cannot take t’lerue

offplanet.   They never survive the drugs or the transport.”

    He took out the square device that had knocked her

unconscious.   “That is a lie, invented to protect your

livestock.   Give me the truth.”

    She could not get at him like this.      She needed to be

free and on the ground.   Perhaps they are as ignorant of

Jorenian women as they are of t’lerue.

    “Don’t hurt me again.”    As she curled her claws into

her palms to hide them, she produced what she hoped was a
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convincingly fearful expression.   “Release me and I will

show you what you must do.”

    The alien glanced at his companion, and then bent down

to switch off the device on the ground.   Natala fell

forward and landed on her hands and knees.

    “Get up and–”

    She sprang at him, slashing at his face and throat

with her claws.   They fell together, but she flipped him

under her and straddled him.   The pleasure of hearing him

scream and feeling his flesh part under her hands made her

want to linger and enjoy the work, but she had the other to

disable first.

    Sssssissss.

    The blow was a glancing one, and still Natala was

thrown off the thief and into one of the carcasses.     She

rolled over it and flattened herself behind the dead

yearling just in time.

    Sssssissss.

    The heavy carcass lifted as it was propelled back, and

landed on her left arm, snapping a bone in her forearm.       As

she struggled to work herself free of the dead weight, the

second alien came to stand over her and leveled the device

at her head.
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    Natala went still, and found the words she wanted to

be her last.   “Walk within beauty, ClanSon Giran.”

    “Who is Giran?” the alien demanded.

    Someone loomed up behind him.       “I am.”

                                #

    Tavo was the first to spot the two aliens and what

they had done to Natala Irea.       “There, to the west,” he

told Sorel.    “Drop down and land behind that hill.    We

cannot take the chance of firing on them from the air.”

    He was the first out of the craft as well, and when

Qedalea tried to move in front of him he jerked his

ClanCousin back.    His bodyguard started to protest until he

saw Tavo’s eyes and subsided.

    They moved forward silently; Tavo flanked by Qedalea

and Sorel and followed by his men and Sorel’s ClanBrothers.

As they approached, one of the aliens went to Natala, who

hung unmoving between two trees.      When the alien aimed the

force-device at the helpless woman, Tavo raised his pulse

rifle and targeted the back of the alien’s head.      He only

lowered it when the alien released Natala from the

projection field.

    Fool, Tavo thought as he handed Qedalea his rifle.

“Stay here.”   To Sorel he said, “They are mine.”
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    The boy’s eyes narrowed, and for a moment Tavo

glimpsed the man he would be.   “We have your back.   Take

them.”

    Tavo ran, but before he had crossed half the distance

Natala had taken down one of the aliens.    He changed

direction and came up behind the other just as the alien

had pinned Natala beside a dead yearling.

    At such close range the force-device would blow her

head apart.   Tavo’s mind cleared of everything except

getting to the alien before he could divert Natala’s path.

    “Walk within beauty, ClanSon Giran,” he heard her say.

    Tavo slowed his pace and made his footsteps soundless

as he came up behind the thief.

    “Who is Giran?” the alien demanded.

    “I am.”   As the thief whirled around, he knocked the

force-device away with one hand, and buried six claws of

the other in the alien’s abdomen.   Tradition held that an

enemy be allowed to defend himself, but he was taking no

chances.   “I declare you my ClanKill.”

    Tavo had served Joren in more than one conflict.     He

had killed many enemies with blades and pulse fire during

those service years, but he had never used his bare hands

to rip open the body of another.    ClanKill was reserved for

those who threatened or harmed kin, and as he held down the
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screaming male and did the work, he finally understood why.

The deep, instinctive killing rage enveloped his reason,

and if anyone had tried to stop him at that moment, he

would have ripped them apart as well.

    Only when Tavo was covered with the blood of both men

did the rage fade.      He went to where Natala lay, her arm

pinned beneath the carcass.     He went down on his knees and

lifted the side of the heavy yearling, easing her arm out

from under.   She made no sound, but from the odd angle of

her forearm he could see that it was broken.

    “We meet again, ClanDaughter Irea,” he said, gently

cradling her arm against her breast.

    “You do not fight fair, ClanSon Giran,” she murmured.

“I like that very much.”     When he tried to brush back the

snarl of long black hair covering her face, she caught his

wrist and turned her head away.     “Do not look at me.

Please.”

    Had they done something to her face?      Tavo wanted to

tear them to pieces all over again.     “I have thought of

little else since last night.”     He felt her cringe under

his touch.    “Lady?”

    She drew in a deep breath, then swept her hair away

and turned to face him.
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    Natala Irea had the same elegant bone structure and

refined features he had seen among the other Irea women, as

well as the elliptical, tilted white-within-white eyes.

Her lips and brows were smooth and balanced, and her skin

was the clear blue of the summer twilight.   Clear and

flawless blue, except for the large and livid purple oval

that enveloped her left eye, and the two smaller matching

circles above her left brow.

    There was no mistaking the pattern – it was a t’lerue

sireline mark.

    Someone made a sound, and Tavo dragged his gaze up to

see his men standing around them.    All were staring at

Natala’s face.   No one seemed to know what to say.

    “Natala!”    The boy flung himself down beside her.

“Your arm – is it bad?”

    “I do not think so, Sorel.”     She met Tavo’s gaze.   “I

thank you for my life, Warrior.”

    “No thanks are required, Lady.”    Tavo lifted her into

his arms and glanced at Qedalea.    “Bring the bodies.”

                               #

    The Irea healer set Natala’s broken arm and suggested

she stay overnight in the HouseClan infirmary, but she

refused.   All she wanted was her quiet corner in the
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isolation barn, where there were no strange eyes to stare

at her, and no faces that would turn away from the sight.

    Her ClanMother, however, stood waiting outside the

infirmary.

    “Natala.”   Hunetku’s eyes took in the cast on her

ClanDaughter’s arm before moving up to her ruined face.    “I

was informed of your injury.    You are well?”

    “It was a clean break.”    She kept her voice and

expression blank.

    “That is fortunate.”    Her brows arched.    “A pity that

your actions resulted in this.   Perhaps it will teach you

to remember proper protocol in the future.”

    She stiffened.     “Yes, I will endeavor to remember to

behave with more decorum when we are next attacked by

intruders.”

    “You have no regard for the disgrace you have brought

down upon this House, do you?”   Hunetku made a slashing

gesture of contempt.    “Return to the yards and stay there.”

    “At once, ClanMother.”     She turned, but saw a group of

men entering the corridor and changed direction.    She heard

one of them calling her name but kept walking.    Only when

one of the Giran’s kin caught up with her did she halt.
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    He was younger than the Giran and quite handsome, and

smiled easily at her.   “ClanDaughter Irea, I am Qedalea

Giran.   May I speak with you?”

    “Your pardon, Warrior, but I am needed in the yards.”

    He frowned and stared at her arm.     “Surely not.”

    “I am quite well.”   She hesitated.   “I wish to thank

you and your men for providing aid to our House.   Please

extend my gratitude to your kin.”    She made the formal

accompanying gesture as best she could with one hand, and

then walked away.

    “Lady – wait,” he called after her.    “Our ClanLeader

wishes to see you.”

    Such a meeting would send Hunetku into hysterics.

Natala was almost tempted, then she thought of the shame it

would cause her ClanFather.    I cannot do that to him.    “I

regret I am unable to attend him.”   She kept going, until a

trio of Giran males blocked her path.

    Qedalea came to her side.     “I fear he was most

insistent about it.”

    “Was he.”   She looked over his shoulder and saw her

ClanMother a few yards away.    Hunetka appeared prepared to

explode.   “ClanSon Giran,” she said, keeping her voice low,

“I am in your debt, but I have no desire to meet your

ClanLeader.   Such an introduction would only cause
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discomfort and embarrassment for both Houses.   Now, please

tell your kin to get out of my way, or I will move them

myself.”

    A different smile spread across the young warrior’s

face.   “As you say, Lady.”   He nodded to the men, who

stepped aside.

    Natala went unhindered from the pavilion to the stock

yards, but only when she was inside the isolation barn did

she relax her guard.   “Mother of all Houses, let that be

the last of it.”

    She went to check on the calves, which were hungry but

otherwise well.    Only Green-Eye refused to rise or feed,

and with a sigh she brought another bottle into the pen.

    “I am not going to leave you alone, you know,” she

told him as he refused to take the formula.   “You may as

well resign yourself to life.”

    “My thoughts exactly,” a deep voice said.

    Natala’s eyes flashed up to see the Giran stock

manager standing just outside the pen.   “What are you doing

here?” she blurted, before she remembered her manners and

averted her face.   “Your pardon.   I am very grateful for

the aid which you provided today.”
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       “It was little more than what you did for me last

night.”   He opened the gate and came in to have a look at

the calf.    “Does he not thrive?”

       Natala shook her head.   “His dam did not survive his

birth, and his sire drove him off before he could bond with

another.”    Why does he not go?   She dared a glance at him.

“Have you had any such in your herd?”

       “A few.”   He looked around.   “Keep you any hides

here?”

       “There is a bundle in the storage bin there.”       Natala

nodded toward the stack of t’lerue hides she salvaged from

culled animals and sold to sheathmakers in the south.

       The Giran retrieved one and brought it back to the

pen.    “Drape yourself with the hide and offer him the

bottle again.”

       Natala did as he instructed.    Green-Eye lifted his

head and, after much snuffling, latched on to the bottle

and began suckling.

       She forgot herself and grinned openly at the Giran,

who stood by the gate watching.       “It worked – how?”

       “The stubborn ones usually respond to the scent of the

hide – wearing it, you smell like a t’lerue instead of a

Jorenian.”

       Her smile faded.   “A garment to match my face, then.”
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    He didn’t say anything for some time.    Then, “How long

have you had the mark?”

                              #

    Tavo had not meant to ask her in such a blunt fashion,

but she seemed to take no offense.

    “Since the winter of my ninth year.”     She trailed her

fingers back and forth along Green-Eye’s silky hide.   “Even

as a child I spent most of my time in the yards.   Nothing

made me happier than to help with the stock, and our

manager at the time indulged me.   I think he believed in

time I would lose interest and take up a more feminine

pursuit, like weaving or garment-making.”

    He studied her.   She wore simple, comfortable garb

that suited her long-limbed, muscular body, but no

adornments.   Her hair she left loose, he suspected, so that

she could better conceal the mark.   “I cannot picture you

at a loom.”

    “Neither could I, much to my ClanMother’s despair.”

She stared past him, as if toward the pavilion that lay

beyond.   “It was a disagreement with her over my behavior

that made me slip out very late one night.   I could not

sleep, and I was angry and distracted.   I think that is why

I did not sound an alarm when I saw the craft land near the

herd.   I rushed out into the field.”   She wiped a dribble
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of formula from the side of Green-Eye’s mouth.    “There were

eight of them, but I was not afraid.    My sire was

ClanLeader and I believed all I had to do was inform them

of that and order them off our land.”

    A child, alone with eight thieves.     Tavo muttered some

vile.   “Who were they?”

    “I never saw their faces.     They never spoke, and the

fists they used on me were gloved.    They laughed, though,

when one of them produced the infuser and injected me with

the chemical marker.”

    The compound used for the marking of t’lerue was a

powerful one, which permanently altered the color of tissue

on the cellular level.     It was developed to do so to

prevent anyone from altering or falsifying sireline marks.

However, the alteration process took several hours to

complete, during which time it could be neutralized.      “Why

were you not given the counteragent?”

    She ducked her head.     “They left me bound and gagged

in the culling barn.    Because stock had been stolen and no

one realized I was gone, I was not missed at first.       My kin

found me late the following night, and by then the damage

was irreversible.”

    At least her kin had not done this to her as some form

of archaic punishment.     He could not have left her here
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when he returned to the Giran, had that been the case.

“Why did the raiders mark you thus?”

    Natala’s shoulders moved.     “Perhaps they thought it

amusing, or a way to show scorn for our House.   They were

never caught, so I have no answer.”    She held up the empty

bottle and smiled at him.   “Your ruse worked, Warrior.”

    Tavo knew in that moment that it made no difference

how the Irea treated Natala.   He could not leave her

behind; he could never leave her again.   In truth it was an

odd moment to discover that she was his, and he was hers,

but he accepted it without hesitation.    That was the way of

Choice.

    He held out his hand to her and helped her to her

feet.    “You should not be working with a broken arm.”

    “I ran away from the pavilion again, I fear.”    At his

inquiring glance she added, “I was told that your

ClanLeader wished to see me.   I thought it better to avoid

the encounter and thus bring no more shame to my kin.”

    Tell her who you are now, and declare yourself to her.

He followed her to the cleansing unit.    “Your kin have no

reason to feel ashamed of you.”

    “They are ashamed of me.”     She began to wash her

hands.    “They have always been thus.”
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    She said it with such acquiescence that for a moment

he could not speak.    “Mother, why?”

    “Is my face not reason enough?”     She glanced at him,

puzzled.    “Irea women are renowned for their beauty.    That

is a matter of great pride to my kin.”

    Beauty?    He could not think of a woman who could

compare to her.    “How could your kin not take pride in you?

You were a child, defending the House.”

    “Now I am woman, marked like a herd animal.”    She

dried her hands.   “That is what people see, what shames my

kin.”

    “My eyes must not function properly, then.”    He wanted

to pull her into his arms, but settled for resting his

hands on her shoulders.   “What I see is that you are strong

and clever and kind.   And I see this” –he traced the oval

surrounding her eye– “as a mark of your courage.   It makes

you beautiful in ways other women can never be.”

    Natala went still under his hands.    “Do not say such

things.”

    “Why should I not?”    He moved closer.   “They are

true.”

    “It will be difficult enough to forget you now,

Warrior.”   Pain laced every word she whispered.   “Do not

make it impossible for me.”
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    “Lady, I fear I must.”    He bent his head, and touched

his mouth to each mark.    “I would be a constant presence in

your thoughts.”   He cradled her face with his hands.   “As

you are in mine.”

    A man cleared his throat, and Tavo reluctantly

released her and turned.   His ClanCousin stood just behind

them, and when Natala saw him her cheeks darkened.

    Impatience made Tavo snap, “What is it?”

    Qedalea’s gaze shifted from Natala’s face.    “Forgive

my intrusion, but you are needed at the pavilion . . .

ClanCousin.”

                               #

    Tavo wanted to send his own men to bring Natala to the

pavilion that night, but Qedalea persuaded him that

diplomacy might work more to his advantage than brute

force.

    “You never think to exercise the power and privilege

of rank, ClanCousin,” the younger Giran reminded him.

“Rules are made to be manipulated.”

    He dragged a hand through his hair.    “I cannot

remember them all.”

    “Which is why I have memorized them for you.     Protocol

requires that a visiting ClanLeader be introduced to his

counterpart’s blood-kin.   All his blood-kin.”
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    Tavo met his ClanCousin’s gaze.    “Natala has not been

formally presented to me.”

    “Precisely.”     Qedalea straightened the line of his

tunic.   “I will go now and remind ClanLeader Irea of this

oversight.”

    He made an impatient gesture.    “He will only make

another excuse to keep her away.”

    “Ah, but should he do so, I will remind him that you

killed for her.”   The younger Giran grinned.   “He cannot

prevent her from acknowledging such an honor before her

kin.”

    Despite his ClanCousin’s machinations on his behalf,

Tavo was uncomfortable with the entire matter.   Natala

still did not know he was the Giran ClanLeader; he had not

found the opportunity to tell her earlier, in the barn.      At

the time reassuring her that she was beautiful in his eyes

had been more important than driving her away with the

truth of his rank.

    It still is, he thought as he dressed for the

presentation.   Instead of resorting to his finest

ceremonial garments, he selected a simple tunic and

trousers, hoping that would make her feel more at ease.

She has suffered enough for ten lifetimes.
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    Qedalea reported success as he and the Giran escorted

Tavo to the elaborate feast the Irea had prepared to

celebrate his ClanKill on their behalf.      As was custom, the

bodies of the two alien intruders were hung by their own

intestines outside the pavilion, in ritual ClanSign to all

of what could be expected by those who intended harm to the

Irea.    Tavo stepped outside to admire the presentation of

the corpses, and found Sorel serving as the ceremonial

guard.

    “ClanLeader Giran,” the boy said, giving him a

respectful salute.

    “ClanSon Irea.”    He eyed the swaying bodies, which had

been displayed with great care and attention to detail.

Most offworlders were said to find the ClanSign custom

distasteful, but none had ever complained to a Jorenian

about it.   “Is this your work?”

    “Mine and my ClanBrothers.”    Satisfaction gleamed in

the boy’s eyes.

    Tavo smiled.     “Well done, Warrior.”

    Sorel’s jaw sagged for a moment – the honorific was

reserved for adult men – and then he remembered his dignity

and made a gesture of gratitude.   “All Irea are grateful

for your aid, ClanLeader Giran.”
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    Tavo returned inside, and went with his men to the

ceremonial banquet hall, where they were received with

somewhat subdued pleasure.    Hunetku was conspicuously

absent, and it was left to Ylo to make the proper

ceremonial remarks.   As he spoke, the ClanLeader watched

the open door at the back of the hall.

    She will attend, Tavo told himself as he did the same.

She will attend or I will go and get her myself.    He

relaxed when he saw a cloaked figure carrying a staff

appear in the entrance.

    “I have not had the opportunity to introduce you to

the blood-kin for whom you provided aid,” Ylo said, and

raised his hand.   “My ClanDaughter, come forth.”

    To her credit, Natala only hesitated a moment when she

drew close enough to see Tavo’s face.    She continued

forward and a few feet from the ClanLeader’s table, moved

her staff to a horizontal position and sank to her knees.

“ClanLeader Giran,” she said, “my life is yours.”

    “Rise, Natala Irea.”     He moved forward as she stood,

until only a small space separated them.   She would not

lift her head or remove her cloak.   “I would look upon the

face of the ClanDaughter of this House,” he said, very

gently.
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       Natala pulled back the hood of her cloak and glared at

him.    Murmurs swept around the hall as most of the Irea

stared then averted their eyes.

       She was angry; her hand trembled so that she could not

hold her staff motionless.    “Are you satisfied now?”

       “ClanLeader Irea,” Tavo said, never looking away from

Natala’s face, “has your ClanDaughter Chosen?”

       Behind him, the older man made a choking sound before

he replied, “No.   She has not.”

       “I am glad to know it,” he said, ignoring the sounds

of shock her kin made, “as I would make her my Choice.”

       “You cannot.”   The outrage faded from Natala’s

expression, replaced by a sadness that turned her skin

chalky and made the purple marks stand out even more.     “You

must not.”

       “I honor you, Natala Irea.”   He lifted a hand to touch

her face.

       She turned and ran from the hall.

       Tavo followed and caught up with her before she left

the pavilion.   “Natala!”

       She whirled around, holding her staff like a weapon,

her face wet with tears.    “I have satisfied protocol.   You

will not look upon me or touch me again.”
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    “That is unlikely.”    He couldn’t understand why she

was weeping.   “Natala, you honor me as I honor you.    I can

feel it, here.”   He pressed his hand to his heart before he

reached for her again.

    “I feel nothing.”    She jabbed at him with her staff

and backed out of reach.   “Go back to the pavilion.”

    She was lying, but why?    “Why do you deny me?”

    Natala produced a short, bitter laugh.    “You ask me

that, ClanLeader Giran?”

    “I should have told you that first night.      I...I

wanted you to feel at ease, to know me for myself instead

of for the title given me.”   He made a gesture of regret.

“What is done cannot be changed.   Come back to the pavilion

with me.    If you wish time before we Choose, I will wait

for you.”

    “Wait for me.”    Her gaze shifted like a trapped

animal’s, then she swung the staff and struck him across

the face with a blow so hard it made him stagger backward.

    He didn’t understand why she had done it until his men

swarmed around him with weapons drawn.   “Hold.”

    “Are you blind?” she shouted at his men.    “I harmed

your ClanLeader!”

    “I will survive.”    Tavo wiped the blood from his

mouth.   “I shield you, Natala Irea.”   When she swung at him
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a second time, he caught the staff and wrestled it away

from her.   “Is this is your intention, then?”   Furious now,

he tossed the staff to Qedalea.    “To goad my men to divert

your path simply so that you may avoid our bond?”

    “There will be no bond between us!”

    “It already exists.”    He saw the truth of what he

felt, reflected in her terrified eyes.    It calmed him as

nothing else could have.   “You know we have but to Choose.”

    Natala looked at the impassive faces of the Giran man,

then at Tavo.   “You would disgrace your kin in this

fashion?”

    “You will be honored by HouseClan Giran as my Chosen.”

    “She will bring you nothing but ridicule and

humiliation,” Hunetku said from where she stood watching

them from one of the upper balconies.     When Tavo glanced up

at her, she retreated into her apartment.

    “There, you have it from the lips of my own

ClanMother.”    Natala met Tavo’s gaze.   “I will not Choose

you.”   She stalked away toward the yards.

    Qedalea came to stand beside Tavo and watch her go.

“She seems serious, ClanCousin.”

    “I will persuade her.”    Tavo rubbed his sore jaw.   “If

I can first keep her from diverting my path, or you from
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diverting hers, and somewhere between silence that

ClanMother of hers.”

    “Is gagging a ClanLeader’s bondmate considered an

insult to the House?” his ClanCousin asked.   “If not I will

be glad to do it.”

    “This is no time for humor.”    Tavo made a gesture of

frustration and scanned the faces of his men.   “What say

you of ClanDaughter Irea?    Do you find her an object of

shame or pity?”

    The men all gave rather forceful, negative replies.

Qedalead added his own with, “I have great hopes that she

will teach me how to fight with a staff like that.”

    Tavo felt a little better, knowing his kin shared his

sentiments.   “Now, how to convince her that we do not care

what color her face is.”

    “You told me not to judge the women of a House by one

face.”   His ClanCousin placed a sympathetic hand on his

shoulder.   “It is a pity she judges her face by one House.”

    Tavo smiled slowly.     “Qedalea, you are brilliant.”

                               #

    Natala spent a restless night pacing the length of the

isolation barn.   Toward dawn, she packed her meager

belongings and prepared for a journey.   To where, she knew

not, but as long as it was far from Tavo Giran she would be
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content.   If she left at first light, she could avoid more

unpleasant scenes.   Perhaps the Zamlon or the Maneo would

hire her to work their herd.

    Her arm still throbbed as miserably as her head.

    “Natala.”   Sorel came into the barn, and for a moment

she considered concealing herself until he went away.    But

the temptation to bid her ClanBrother farewell was too

overwhelming, and she slung her pack over her shoulder

before stepping out to greet him.

    “Sorel.”    She embraced him.   “Your ClanSign was

magnificent.   It was an honor to see it.”

    “I am delighted that it pleased you.”    His eyes moved

to her pack.   “You are not going away from us.”

    “I must.    The Giran – the ClanLeader Giran,” she

corrected herself, “is not thinking clearly.   It must be

the ClanKill that has unbalanced him.   When I am gone he

will come back to his senses.”

    “The man is not demented for wishing to Choose you,”

her ClanBrother informed her.    “I rather think more of him

for it.”

    She shook her head.   “Then you are equally unbalanced,

and will doubtless benefit from my absence as well.”

    “Oh, Natala, do not go like this.”    Fear colored his

voice.   “If you do I think I will never see you again.”
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    “I must.”    She bent to touch her brow to his in a

gesture of rare affection.   “You will always be in my

heart, Sorel.    You are the finest of ClanBrothers, and the

best of friends.   Remember me.”

    They both looked up as Hunetku Irea stepped into the

barn.   Their ClanMother appeared both unfamiliar and

uncomfortable with the surroundings, but she had never

actually entered the yards before this day.   “Natala, your

ClanFather and I would speak to you.”

    They had all suffered enough pain and humiliation.       It

was within Natala’s power to put an end to it, now.     “I

regret that I do not have time to attend you, Lady.     I am

taking a journey.”

    A familiar, imperious expression replaced Hunetku’s

uncertainty.    “You will attend us, nevertheless.”   To Sorel

she said, “Escort your ClanSister to the pavilion.”

    Natala could have walked off into the fields; neither

Hunetku nor Sorel were strong enough to stop her.     It was

her ClanBrother’s pleading eyes that convinced her to

accompany him.

    Hunetku led them not to Ylo’s private chamber, but to

the ceremonial hall.   Though it was still not dawn, there

her entire HouseClan stood assembled.   There also stood her

ClanFather and Tavo Giran, along with the Giran men.
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Everyone was in full ceremonial robes.   That was not what

shook her so completely that she nearly collapsed.     It was

seeing the ClanLeader Giran and his men, and the three

livid purple ovals that marred each Giran face.

    Tavo and his men had injected themselves with sireline

chemical marker.

    “Come forth, ClanDaughter Irea.”

    Natala could not blink, much less walk, but Sorel took

her hand and guided her to the front of the hall.

    There Tavo stepped up to her, and Sorel joined her

hand with the Giran’s.   “I would not give her back her

staff right away,” her ClanBrother murmured to Tavo before

moving away.

    “Are you displeased?”    Tavo asked her.

    “Displeased?   Mother of all Houses . . . how could

you?”   She looked down the row of discolored faces.   “How

could you do such a thing to yourselves?”

    “To honor the one who saved the life of our

ClanLeader,” Qedalea said, speaking for the men.    With a

mischievous grin, he touched his face and added, “I thought

mine came out particularly well, don’t you?”

    Natala was speechless.

    “I have signaled our HouseClan and told them of you,”

Tavo told her.   “They thought it a marvelous notion and
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have agreed to do the same.”    He smiled.   “I only hope we

have enough of the chemical on hand; we have many kin.”

    “This is madness.”     Natala turned to her ClanFather.

“You must summon the healer.    This can still be reversed.”

    “I offered, several times,” Ylo told her, looking

almost as dumbfounded as she felt.   “They refuse.”

    She seized Tavo’s arm.     “You cannot disfigure an

entire HouseClan on my behalf.   Let the healer attend you.

Signal your kin and tell them to stop.”      When he did not

reply, she went down on her knees before him.     “Tavo, do

not do this, I beg you.”

    “It is done, my heart.”    Gently he raised her up.

“For one alone, this may have seemed a disfigurement.”     He

touched the oval that surrounded his eye, and then hers.

“For my House, it now becomes a symbol of courage.     For me,

devotion.   I honor you, Natala Irea.   I will for all of my

days.   So shall my kin, whether you say the words you hold

in your heart, or not.”

    Every pair of eyes in the hall was upon her; no one

seemed to breathe.

    “You do not fight fair, Warrior.”     She touched the new

marks on his face.   “Did I tell you that I like that about

you?”
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    He inclined his head.    “Might be there something more

you wish to tell me?”

    “As it happens, yes, there is.”    Natala pressed her

cheek against his palm before she brought his hand down to

rest over her heart.    “Tavo Giran, I Choose you.”




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