DALAMAR THE DARK
Nancy Varian Berberick

DRAGONLANCE Classics

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For my dear friend Douglas W. Clark,
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Acknowledgments:

I'm happy to have this chance to express my appreciation of the editors who
worked with me on Dalamar the Dark, Patrick McGilligan whose excellent
suggestions I've long been in the habit of taking, and Mark Sehestedt who
helped me tame the wild wordage.

As well, it is my pleasure to thank Miranda Homer for her cheerful patience
while finding herself bestormed in my thousand questions. When you find depth
in the setting of this novel and consistency in detail, you see Miranda's
fingerprints.



PROLOGUE

In the Hall of Mages, in the secret heart of the Tower of High Sorcery at
Wayreth, the dark elf stood in perfect stillness. Dalamar Nightson. Dalamar of
Tarsis. Dalamar Argent. Once, long ago, he had been Dalamar of Silvanost. He
wore dark robes given to him by the head of his order, Ladonna herself,
silver-stitched with runes of warding- ancient runes like those upon the outer
wall of the Tower, marks whose meaning few knew, but he understood. As had
become his habit, whether abroad or indoors, he wore the hood of that robe up,
shadowing his face, leaving only his eyes to be seen.
Light shone down pale from the unseen ceiling high above. It made no shadow.
It gave no cheer. Though torches stood in brackets upon the walls, none were
lit. No sound whispered in the vast chamber, not even the sigh of the
breathing of the four gathered in the hall.
Upon his high seat, Par-Salian, the Master of the Tower of High Sorcery and
the Head of the Conclave of Wizards, sat, tall and straight. Except for his
white hands, those veined, gnarled hands, twitching restlessly to some private
thought, he might have been carved from alabaster. To the right of the Master
stood Justarius, his red robe the color of poppies, and Ladonna stood at
Par-Salian's left. The regard of the three sat upon Dalamar like a weight He
did not move or indicate in any way his discomfort. He simply stood before the
heads of the three Orders, breathing the perfumes of magic, musky oils, herbs,
and, as always, dried roses.
Outside the Hall of Mages, two corpses lay in state. Even as these four
gathered, mages of all the Orders went into the Rear Tower to pay respect to a
woman all had known and a dwarf few had. Both had been mages.
Inside the Hall, Ladonna came forward, her beautiful face shining in the eerie
light, her silver hair glittering with jewels, her fingers with rings. One
step she took, her black velvet robe moving like shadows, and she took it
smiling. "You have done well, after all, Dalamar Nightson."
After all. Dalamar allowed her a lean smile. "Did you doubt me, my lady?"
She did not return his smile. "Strength and will. These are always to be
questioned in everyone."
Dalamar inclined his head to agree. "And so, I have passed your test."
Justarius raised an eyebrow, the expression clearly speaking his surprise at
the temerity of this fledgling mage. "You are bold, young mage. Perhaps
over-bold."
"I am bold, my lord, in proportion to my need." Dalamar swept the three with
one swift glance. "Is that not what you need, a bold mage who is not afraid to
risk what he has in order to get what he wants? Or what you want?"
Justarius's eyes flashed at the impudence. "What can you possibly know
about-?"
Ladonna raised a hand. The rings sparkling on her fingers lit a simple,
calming gesture. Justarius subsided, but the color of his anger still showed
in his face.
"My lady," Dalamar said, stepping toward Ladonna, "I have done all you asked.
A life you valued was lost in the doing, but what is one against many?" He
looked around the chamber at the three gathered. "My part in the matter is
finished. How else may I serve you?"
Ladonna's smile did not reach her eyes when she said, "We will see what you
can do, but first tell me this, Dalamar Nightson: What do you know about the
Tower of High Sorcery at Palanthas?"
Dalamar's pulse quickened at seeing what flickered in the eyes of Par-Salian,
of Justarius, and even of Ladonna herself, though she strove to hide it. Fear.
Fear swiftly hidden, but fear nonetheless.
"I have heard what everyone has," he said softly, "that the Tower has been
long shut up and lately opened." He inclined his head to one and all. "And I
have heard what only a few know-that he who holds it forbids you or anyone
entrance to that Tower."
White robes rustling like the voices of ghosts, Par-Salian leaned forward.
Seeing him, Dalamar had the same feeling he always had when looking upon a
human whose count of years was not so many as his own and who yet looked like
an elf of three hundred years or more. How swiftly their candles burn!
"You have heard rightly in much of what you say," Par-Salian murmured. "He is
a powerful mage, this one who took the Tower. His like has not been seen in
many long years, perhaps in centuries. But you are wrong, young Dalamar, if
you think he forbids the Tower to everyone. He does not."
Par-Salian smiled, a small rugging at the corners of his mouth. That smile did
not warm, and Dalamar braced to deny the three mages sight of him shuddering.
White as alabaster, so he'd thought Par-Salian. Now he thought the man was
white as ice-that cold were his eyes. With a gesture, the Master of the Tower
took in the two standing beside him.
"You see here before you three of the most powerful mages in Krynn, but the
mage who sits in the Tower of Palanthas is stronger than any one of us, and he
will become stronger still." His expression grew hard. His face seemed made of
stone. "He calls himself the Master of Past and Present, and we wonder what
work he is at there in his Tower. It seems to us all that it would be a good
thing to know."
Ladonna lowered her eyes and smiled a secret smile. Justarius scowled. In the
smile, Dalamar recognized ambition. He felt at once that the Head of the Order
of Black Robes knew she held her place only so long as the upstart in
Palanthas did not want it. In the scowl, he recognized a similar feeling. It
was widely known that Justarius would succeed Par-Salian as Head of the
Conclave and Master of this Tower when Par-Salian chose to stand down. This
station, too, the mage in Palanthas could claim if having it appealed to him.
These things ambitious people were wise to consider, but it seemed to Dalamar
that the three most powerful mages in Krynn feared something else, something
more.
"And so you see," said Par-Salian, "that some things are known about this
Master of Past and Present. Here is another. Though he has scorned to take
what power he might rightfully gain by challenge, he keeps to himself, perhaps
creating power and position outside the Orders and the Rule of High Sorcery."
The shock of such an idea ran like lightning along Dalamar's nerves. Before he
could think, he spoke. "This cannot be permitted, my lord!"
Par-Salian nodded, but absently. "That is easy to say. We have said it here
time and again. But now we must do something. I have said the mage has not
locked the gates of his Tower against all. He will admit an apprentice, a
student."
Quiet again, his eyes modestly cast down to hide the spark of his own sudden
ambition, Dalamar murmured, "Why would he, my lord?"
Par-Salian did not reply. He nodded to Ladonna, who said, "I do not know why.
I only know he will. I have asked it, he has said it. A student of our Order,
a dark mage, he says, one who has at least two wits to rub together. If I were
to send him a student"-Dalamar's heartbeat quickened, and Ladonna's level gaze
told him she sensed the sudden beating-"I would send a spy. I imagine mat if
he took in a student, he would know that. Perhaps he would seek to turn the
spy."
"He would not turn me, my lady." Dalamar stopped, keenly aware that he had not
been invited to volunteer.
She smiled, a lean tugging of her lips. "I don't think he would. You are
uniquely schooled in the virtues of balance, are you not?" Then, before
Dalamar could respond she said, "Indeed, you are."
Justarius nodded, at last in approval. He glanced from Par-Salian to Ladonna,
and it seemed to Dalamar that some communication passed among the three.
Par-Salian inclined his head, as though in response, perhaps even agreement.
"We will not command you, young mage, to take up this apprenticeship. We
cannot, for the one who does this work will put his life and perhaps his very
soul at risk the moment he speaks his acceptance. And if he is found out"-
Par-Salian shook his head-"he will die. That death will be a terrible thing,
and a long, long time coming."
Dalamar took that warning seriously. Yet, hadn't he been risking his life, by
some accounts even his soul, for magic's sake since the first moment he felt
the sparkle of magic in his blood? To serve as apprentice to the one mage in
all of Krynn who could make the Heads of the Three Orders afraid ...! He
smiled, but secretly, in the shadow of his hood. What wonders of sorcery could
he learn from this mage who'd stolen a Tower right out from under the eyes of
the three most powerful magic-users in Krynn? Uncounted! What power could he
gain, what strength, what insights? They were legion!
Dalamar lifted his hands and put back the hood of his robe, letting those
gathered clearly see his face and his eyes. One and all, the Heads of the
Orders kept still, allowing him the choice.
"My lords, my lady, I accept the apprenticeship, and I accept your mission."
Justarius nodded grimly. Ladonna said nothing. In the eyes of Par-Salian,
Dalamar saw not satisfaction but, strangely, sorrow.
It was as though, knowing what had been, the Master of the Tower could know
what might be. The thought a warning, Dalamar looked back....

Chapter 1

"Tell me, then," said Eflid Wingborne, his head tilted slightly back as he
looked down the length of his thin nose at the small bundle Dalamar had placed
in the exact center of the narrow cot. "Will you be easier to find now,
Dalamar Argent, or will I still have to send servants to hunt you down when I
need you?"
Dalamar stood still in the shaded corner of the small room. In the shadow, he
shaped his expression to one that might lead Lord Ralan's steward to believe
he considered a humble answer. In truth, he considered no such thing at all.
He concentrated upon the image of two hands holding hard to something-the
temper it would do him no good to lose.
"You will find me," he said, eyes low to hide his contempt. "Never worry,
Eflid-"
"Lord Eflid."
Dalamar held back the sardonic smile that twitched at the corners of his lips.
Lord Eflid, indeed, by virtue of the fact that his mother had been briefly wed
to a lordling of so minor a family within House Woodshaper that the name of it
was not recorded except in small letters at the end of a long, long scroll.
Eflid had not been the son of that man, but he still claimed the title, at
least among the servitors he ruled.
"Never worry," Dalamar said again. He looked up, leveling a long cool stare at
the steward, the kind he knew gave Eflid shivers. "I am here."
Eflid's eyes narrowed, glittering and green. "And here you'll stay, boy-no
more wandering for you. Be grateful Lord Ralan hasn't dismissed you entirely.
I've heard they are looking for a servitor down by the docks, a boy to haul
fish and repair nets. Let me look up and not find you when I want you, and
that's where you'll be working."
Boy, he said, boy. With nearly ninety years to him, Dalamar was young by elf
standards, but he was no boy. Yet Eflid's sneering address said that were
Dalamar to attain one hundred years and ninety, still he'd be a boy in the
eyes of those he served. Dalamar met Eflid's narrow stare and did not look
away, and so Eflid must.
His face flushing with anger, and with shame for having been the first to turn
his glance, the steward growled, "Now unpack your gear and get to work. You're
expected in the kitchen. There are floor tiles in the oven room needing
repair." He pulled his lips back from his teeth in a cruel imitation of a
smile. "Don't you have some pretty little spell you can work on them? To keep
your hand in, as it were?"
Laughing, Eflid left the room, not closing the door behind. Alone, Dalamar
looked around at his new quarters. Motes sparkled, golden bits of dust dancing
in the light of the sun shafting in through the east-facing window. The light
was not so misty as it had been when it shone on the path away from the
Servitor District and the house that had been Dalamar's family home for so
many years. His father had inherited the small house from an uncle who had
been canny enough to save the steel coin to purchase it from a woman who
repaired leather shoes. Until then, his father and mother and Dalamar himself
had lived in the halls of those they served, a family who met during the days
only in passing and sometimes spent an evening together after the high folk
had no more use for them. The little house with its tiny garden had become
Dalamar's upon the death of his parents, and he had lived there, with the
permission of the Head of House Servitor and of Lord Ralan, ever since. Five
years he'd gone out from his home to that of his master, each day in the dawn,
and five years he'd returned there in the long purple twilights of summer and
the short sharp ending of winter days. No more, and the privacy afforded him
in his own home, the sense of being master there where no one could order him
about, was all gone. Now he must live in Lord Ralan's house, quartered in this
small room in the servant's wing. Here among those too poor to have their own
houses, among the untrustworthy, he would stay. Lord Ralan had declared it,
and Trevalor, the head of House Servitor, had agreed.
Dalamar turned from the glittering shaft of sunlight to the bed. The room
afforded him little by way of furniture, only this bed, a small table upon
which stood a thick white candle, and a chest of drawers by the window. He had
no chair for himself and none to offer a visitor.
From the bundle on the bed, he took out his clothing. He did not wear the dun
clothes of a servant but the white robe of a mage. This was not usual, for
among the Silvanesti, who structured their lives to conform to a rigid caste
system, no one was lower than servitor, and none deemed less worthy of
learning the High Art of Sorcery. Dalamar's talent was strong, though, and
when House Mystic learned of it, they did what they must for fear that,
unguided, he would go outside the bounds of Solinari's white magic to wild
magic or worse, to Lunitari's red or Nuitari's black magic. They made him a
mage, dedicated him to god-Solinari, and taught him grudgingly. For the
teaching, he was glad but never grateful.
He'd worn the white robe for nearly two years now, but before all, Dalamar was
still a servant, his talent and skill at the command of others. So it had been
today, his hours claimed and counted. All the while he worked, Dalamar felt
himself pulled away, his attention barely on his task, his soul yearning
northward to a place no steward or elf-lord knew about. In a cave beyond the
river lay the hiding of his secret studies. There he kept dark tomes filled
with magic forbidden to all elves. He'd discovered the books by accident,
found them tucked in the far reaches of the little cave, a treasure left by
some bold dark mage who'd come secretly into the elven kingdom where none such
would ever be welcome. Come and gone, he'd left his books behind, and they'd
lain there a long count of years. Each bore an inscription that had, upon
first sight, struck fear into Dalamar's heart. To the Dark Son, from a dark
son, by night are we bound. Thus had a mysterious mage dedicated himself to
the son of the Dragon Queen, to Nuitari whose obsidian halls lay in mansions
of the sky just beneath the secret moon, the black moon. Yet soon Dalamar's
fear had eased, and during the months of the summer past, he had taught
himself more about magic, spells, incantations, and arcane philosophy than
he'd been allowed to learn with House Mystic. The little northern cave was
Dalamar's refuge. His secret trips there, time stolen from his master, were
the cause of Eflid's anger and, ultimately, the reason for Dalamar's new
status among Lord Ralan's servants, housed and untrustworthy.
Dalamar tossed a spare robe of plain white wool and two sets of hose onto the
bed. He tucked a pair of boots into the corner, soft dark leather ones he'd
only lately purchased and not yet worn. A belt of knitted wool, the color of
the sky when the last light is nearly gone, and the small bone-handled knife a
mage is allowed for ceremonial use were the only other things he'd brought
here from his home.
Outside the window, the morning grew warm. The air sat heavily over the city
as it does when a storm is brooding. Though no breeze blew, still Dalamar
smelled the herbs in the kitchen garden, the twining scents of mint and basil,
of horehound and sage and sweet thyme. Before he'd been caught away from his
work, he'd been assigned to assist the old man from House Gardener who tended
Ralan's herb beds. Now he was consigned to the hot kitchen and the cross-eyed
cook whose best delight was to harry potboys and torment the young girls who
stood in the corners to flirt with the bakers' lads. The loss of his privacy,
these menial tasks, this fee he paid for a day away was steep indeed. Yet,
though he did not like the price, he did not regret it. He had chosen his path
this morning, clear-eyed and knowing what he might have to pay.
Dalamar thought about choices as he walked out of the room and down the long
airy corridor. No one would think he had any, a servitor whose life's path was
ordained by ancient custom. Yet this year, in the summer, Dalamar had made a
choice, one no one imagined he would consider. He must learn more of magic
than the crumbs House Mystic granted.
Sunlight splashed into the corridor from open doors and wide windows. Shadow
barred the tiled floor where sunlight did not reach. Into sun and out to
shadow he went, walking. How far would he go for the Art of High Sorcery
denied him by House Mystic? All the way to the Dark Son himself? Out in the
light of the day, in the thickness of the air, Dalamar looked away north, not
to the small place where his secrets were kept, but farther to the land beyond
the forest where the armies of Takhisis brooded. She was god-Nuitari's mother,
that Dragon Queen, and his father was the god of Vengeance, Sargonnas himself.
Their son was a child of magic and secrets, and Dalamar could think of no
better god to whom he could dedicate his own secret heart.
Blasphemy! It was blasphemy in the Silvanesti kingdom to think such a thing.
Dalamar shivered, quick excitement running up his spine. He could choose if he
wanted to choose. He could make a forbidden god his own in secret and silence,
and no one would know. Such power there was in secrets! Smiling, he walked
through the garden, a generous place enclosed on three sides by hedges of
wisteria, on the fourth by the servants' wing of the hall. Though they waited
for him in the kitchens, he took time to enjoy the heady scent of dewy roses
and the tang of curly mint underfoot. Water bubbled from a fountain, a marble
basin held in the hand of a statue of Quenesti-Pah, the goddess offering
comfort. A golden finch settled on the rim of the basin, bright feathers
already changing to autumn dress.
Dalamar did not walk alone there. A cleric passed him on the path. The tall
young elf nodded greeting to him, a lord by the look of him, high-headed and
comfortable. His robe of white samite gleamed in the morning light. Silver
thread embroidered the sleeves, and upon his finger a ring shone, a silver
dragon whose eye was a bright amethyst. A cleric of E'li, no doubt come on the
business of the Temple.
Dalamar returned the absent, silent greeting in kind, in no mood to tug the
forelock or wish anyone the blessings of E'li. The cleric went round the north
side of the garden and through an arched gate. Beyond lay the private garden
of the lord and his family. This one was confident of his welcome.
Dalamar went into the dark kitchen where the cross-eyed cook stood scowling,
fair certain what his own welcome would be. Waves of heat greeted him,
rippling in the air, the heat of the night's baking still trapped in the
cavernous stone room.
"Aye, there he is," growled the cook, a woman so thin it seemed she was but
flesh stretched too tightly over bitter bones. "Lord Eflid promised me I'd
have you this morning early, Master Mage. Now where have you been, eh? Out
running again . . . ?" Her voice became as the voice of an insect buzzing,
nothing to pay heed to, and Dalamar walked past her through the kitchen and
into the oven room where the scent of years of baking clung to the walls with
stubborn, yeasty persistence.
Dalamar knelt on the floor before the first broken tile. He pressed his hands
together, feeling the tingling of magic as he gathered up the words of a
spell, stone-heal. The smell of the kitchen faded. He dropped into a state of
being none but a mage could know, that state of touching power from gods, of
taking it and shaping it and using it to his will. The cook's voice receded,
words growing thin, like mist rising to sun.
"... Who he thinks he is, some ragtag little mageling out of the Servitor
District... never did teach him his manners or how to behave among his betters
... never should have given him the white robe-never. Too far above himself,
that's what..."
The spell words invoked the bright energy of magic, that energy sparkling in
Dalamar's blood, warming his heart, lending him power only mages and gods
knew. This was all that mattered, magic and nothing more. For it, he would do
everything.

*****

The red dragon drifted in the midday sky, slipping effortlessly from updraft
to downdraft, one current to another. Wide wings spread, long tail moving like
a ship's rudder, Blood Gem traversed the sky, the first of the highlord's
dragons to sail out over the aspen forest of the Silvanesti. He looked down
through the canopy of trees and saw the silver threads of rivers running.
Along the great Thon-Thalas, he saw towns, small and large, their buildings
like smudges on the land. Here, in these little towns, they did not build so
much with stone. Here they built with wood. He opened his jaws wide to grin.
So much tinder, he said to the rider upon his back, the long-legged human
woman who heard him not with her ears but in her mind.
No, Phair Caron said, her voice slipping into Blood Gem's mind like a tendril
of black smoke. Not tinder! We'll burn the forest if we must, but something
must remain. We're to take these arrogant elves down from their high perches,
but we have to leave something for the army to occupy and a cowed populace
ready to work for the Dark Queen and support her advance. Dead elves do us no
good at all.
Blood Gem snorted, and a small fireball burst alight in the sky. Dead elves
offer no resistance, and we can fill up that aspenwood-or what my kin and I
will leave of it-with slaves to do whatever work will be required.
Phair reached out to pat the red's shoulder, not a gesture the dragon felt,
but one he recognized and appreciated in its intent. It isn't about working
slaves, my friend. Or it's not all about that. What it's all about is reaping
souls, eh?
For the Dark Queen.
Phair Caron nodded, again an unseen gesture, but one felt.
All they did, she and her dragons, was for the Dark Queen, for Takhisis. Dark
Lady, you are my light, Phair Caron thought, the thought a prayer. In
darkness, yours is the light of balefires, of funeral pyres. In darkness,
yours is the hand that reached out to me. She sighed, thinking of the dire
glory of Her Dark Majesty. It had been but a mere handful of centuries since
Takhisis had re-entered the world and come back from the Abyss after the fall
of Istar. Her door into the world was-and Phair Caron thought the irony
delicious- the ruin of the very Temple of Istar where the mad Kingpriest of
the city-state had proclaimed himself a god and brought down the ire of all
deities upon the world that condoned his madness. During those centuries
Takhisis had wandered abroad, laying plans, seeking allies among the ruthless
to elevate to commanders in her growing army- Phair Caron grinned, a wide,
wolfish grin-and waking dragons to pair with those commanders. Now Takhisis
had an army of ogres and goblins, of dragonmen and humans, led by her
commanders, her highlords.
And waking dragons, Blood Gem echoed, sighing as though he yet recalled his
long sleep and sudden waking. Now we are here. We are hungry to fight in her
cause, Highlord, and we yearn to taste elf blood.
Phair Caron spoke aloud, her words carried upon the wind of their flight.
"Soon enough. Soon enough you'll have what you want." She laughed, suddenly
and sharply. "But elf blood is a pale drink, my friend. Watery and weak." She
pointed downward to where the Thon-Thalas widened and the lights of Silvanost
could be seen in the distance. "These elves have no use for any god but their
puling gods of Good, Paladine-E'li, as they call him-and his weakling lot.
They'll all be on their knees to us before the moons go dark."
And it would be, Blood Gem knew, like sweet wine on the Dark Lady's lips to
see those Silvanesti elves bow the neck to her highlord, to be forced to tear
down their pale temples to weak gods and use their vaunted skills to erect
shrines to the dark gods. Morgion of the Black Wind would spread disease
through their ranks. Hiddukel would turn all their feeble truths to lies. At
last Takhisis herself, Her Dark Majesty, would rule in that land where her
followers had for so long been forbidden to enter.
The dragon climbed higher and turned north toward the borders of the
Silvanesti. Behind, in the southern foothills of the Khalkist Mountains, the
bulk of Her Dark Majesty's army waited, thousands of soldiers, humans, ogres,
goblins, and- Blood Gem made a sound of disgust-and draconians, the misbred
dragonmen, spawn of an evil magic-making that corrupted the eggs of dragons.
These were Takhisis's fiercest fighters. All the army waited impatiently to
fall upon this forested land of wealth and beauty that for centuries had been
denied to everyone but the Silvanesti themselves. High in the peaks of those
foothills, a strong wing of red dragons brooded, impatient to take to the sky
and, with their riders, lead that dark army into battle.
It will be a glorious battle, the dragon mused, his thought matching his
rider's.
Phair laughed, the sound wind-torn from her throat and flung out to the hard
blue sky. "It will be, and we will soak the forest with elf blood!"
Soon?
The highlord said nothing, but Blood Gem knew her, deeply as dragons know
their riders. She had laid her plans in the winter, and those plans called for
an army so strong that the elf defenders would crumble before it. A
blood-lusty soldier, she was also a canny strategist. She would not commit her
army until she was certain her numbers would overwhelm the elves. More
soldiers were coming down from Goodlund and across the Bay of Balifor. Once
these arrived, she would be ready. Until then, she would play as a cat played
with a mouse-cruel games to amuse herself. Phair Caron despised elves, and of
all elves, she despised Silvanesti most. If anyone needed a picture of that
hatred's birth, Blood Gem knew the perfect one.
A near-grown girl shivered in the shabby winter streets of Tarsis, her rags
clutched around thin shoulders, the bones of her face too clearly defined by
hunger-carved flesh. In glittering gold, a party of Silvanesti walked past,
holding the hems of their robes high out of the running gutter. One turned and
saw Phair, the child whose face looked more like a skull than not. With one
hand the elf drew aside the hem of his robe, the silk and the brocade all
glimmering with jewels. With the other he covered his mouth and nose as one of
his companions tossed a copper coin at Phair. The coin fell into the gutter,
landing in a pool of muck.
Phair scrambled for it, never minding that she had to scrape through mud and
worse to find it. Here was a week's worth of food! Enough to keep her sister
out of the brothels where most of the gutter-girls went to earn their bread.
Phair had served there herself at need, but never would she let her sister do
that. Never. When she looked up, a word of thanks on her lips, she saw only
the backs of the elves and heard one say, "Filthy gutter wretch. Why did you
do that, Dalyn? The creature is no concern of ours."
"None," his companion had agreed. "But that will keep it from following."
But the gutter creature had followed, Blood Gem thought as he soared over the
Sylvan Land. She followed those elves right home, didn't she? It took her a
while of years, but she did. And now, a highlord in the army of the goddess
elves most hate, Phair Caron had a kind of thanks to offer for their treatment
of her, that thanks too long deferred.
Blood Gem banked and turned, soaring away north again. When he came within
sight of the Khalkists and the northern border of the Sylvan Land where the
trees were not so thick, he felt the uplifting currents of hot air. Three
villages were afire, the acrid fumes of terror and dying wafted up to the sky.
All around the smoking ruins, bodies lay, most looking like they'd been nailed
there. Some had been- nailed by spears and ashwood lances. They looked like
insects pinned to a display board. An impatient detachment of the dragonarmy
had broken through the burning barrier into the stony area beyond where those
three villages had lain. The dragonmen weren't going unmet, for even as they
ran raging into a fourth village downriver, elves met them with bows and
steel.
Phair Caron laughed again, and again the sound of it was torn from her lips.
"Look there! Defenders. Now, that won't do, will it?"
It would not. With startling speed, the red dragon dropped down from the sky,
bursting out of the bitter blue sky right over the battle. On the ground, the
elves looked up, their faces pale ovals. One, a bold fool, lifted his bow and
drew to launch an arrow. Blood Gem roared, the sound so loud the air trembled,
the earth itself shook. Screams, like the thin whine of gnats, came up from
the battleground. The elf who fancied himself a fortunate archer fell to his
knees, terrified. His bow, like a little stick of tinder, fell to the ground.
Tinder, Blood Gem thought. Ah ...
He thrust hard with his mighty wings, gaining the heights again, and turned
round over the village. Nothing was afire there, not house, not barn, and
certainly not the crowding aspenwood. This wasn't good. On the ground, a
phalanx of draconians charged into the midst of the defenders, maces
whistling, their ghastly voices like the screaming of stones. From so high up,
Blood Gem saw the blood gleaming on the terrible points of the maces, though
he did not smell it. Just as well, just as well. Had he smelled the blood he'd
have been able to smell the misbegotten dragonmen too. He banked and turned.
Upon his back, Phair Caron shouted a wild battle cry.
Roaring, Blood Gem dropped low over the aspens as the draconians drove the
elves into the darkness of the forest. Behind, a house burst into flames, the
fire kindled by a flaring torch in a draconian fist. Inside a woman screamed,
a child wailed, their cries damped by the whoosh and roar of the roof
catching. The sweet stench of burning flesh drifted upon black smoke.
"A pretty little fire!" Phair Caron shouted. "But we can do better!"
Blood Gem filled up his lungs with air and, as though those lungs were a
bellows, he pushed air out past the place in his throat where dragonfire
lived. Death's own banner, flames poured from between his fanged jaws. Flames
touched the tops of the aspens, and Blood Gem flew past those, firing the
trees beyond and to either side. Elf voices shouted in terror. Men, women, and
children were herded into a deadly trap, bounded on three sides by fire and on
the other by creatures from nightmare, winged draconians whose reptilian eyes
held no warmth, whose powerful tails could break the bones of a foe with one
swipe. The least of the tribes of dragonmen, these were the Baaz, and they
loved nothing better than killing. Some, it was said, did feast on their
kills.
"Now take us back," the highlord shouted. "This has been diverting, but I have
work yet to do before the night is over."
Reluctantly, Blood Gem turned north toward the Khalkists and the army's camp.
Behind them and below, the draconians finished their work, burning every house
in the village, killing each man and woman and child they found. One or two
escaped. Phair Caron could see it from the heights, but she did not regret
that. Let them run. Let them flee downriver to the other towns, wailing the
song of their terror until it reached the ears of the elf-king, Speaker Lorac
himself. Let him know she was coming!

Chapter 2

On days of sun, Dalamar labored indoors in his lord's steamy kitchen, in the
musty wine cellars where he was set to catching rats, or in the attics under
the high eaves, where it was Eflid's pleasure to give him the task of sorting
through old clothing during the breathless hours of hot afternoons. On days of
rain, Eflid made certain that Dalamar worked outside, sometimes in the gardens
to brace slender plants against the downpours, sometimes after the rain,
slogging through mud to repair what damage had been done.
"It's not fair," murmured the young woman who served at the lord's breakfast
table. "He treats you worse than he treats any of us, Dalamar. How do you
stand it?"
"It's our way," Dalamar said. They stood in the doorway to the kitchen garden,
looking out into the day hung heavily with mist and leaden clouds. He plucked
a wisp of straw from the floor, a stray bit of packing from a crate of wine.
"An old pattern. Eflid wants something from me, and I want to be sure he's not
going to get it."
The young woman, Leida, the daughter of a mother who had served in Ralan's
hall all her life, child of a father who yet served there, looked at him with
luminous green eyes. She had once thought she was in love with a Wildrunner, a
young man she saw striding about the city, handsome in his leathers and green
shirt. No matter that their life-paths would never cross. No matter that a son
of House Protector would never have looked her way but to tell her to refill
his mug of ale. When war took the charming soldier north, Leida had wept for
as long as an hour, and then she turned her attention closer to home and the
dark-eyed mage who seemed suddenly more handsome than the Wildrunner for being
so much nearer.
"What, then?" she asked Dalamar. "What does Eflid want?"
Using only the agile fingers of his right hand, Dalamar tied a knot in the
straw. "A servant humble and biddable."
Leida laughed, her green eyes sparkling. "He'd spend all his days trying to
make you into that, and he'd die never seeing it done."
"They're his days to spend." Dalamar shrugged. "And that's how he wastes
them."
"And you? You don't mind it?"
He looked at her long, and when he answered, he spoke coolly. "I mind."
Leida shuddered, for she saw something in his eyes to make her think of a wolf
lurking beyond the light of a campfire.
That morning, rain had poured down in sheets. Now at noon, the sky was still.
Clouds hung leaden, threatening to burst, and the garden was filled with mist
and the fragrance of mint and thyme and sweet chamomile. Brown muddy water ran
like small rivers round the beds, carving new shapes. Leida's yellow hair
loved the mist, springing into little curls around her cheeks. She wore it
short, though elf women seldom did, because she liked the feeling of air
tickling her neck.
A pretty neck it was, Dalamar thought. A gloss of mist, perhaps of sweat, lent
a sheen to the skin of her slender neck. He lifted a finger and caught the
droplet. His eyes on hers, feeling her move toward him though she moved not at
all, he tasted it. Rain. Lightning flickered fitfully, illuminating the
garden. Leida's eyes widened. She lifted her head in the way she had of
showing off her charming ears. Sweetly canted, they were like the petals of
some lovely flower, white and elegant. Her lips moved in a sudden smile. She
glanced over her shoulder to the silent, cavernous kitchen. Potboys had
finished their work of scrubbing the pans and plates from breakfast. The cook
had gone into the storeroom beyond to take the count of what would be needed
to prepare the evening meal. The bakers, who labored in the night, were long
asleep in their quarters.
Leida looked into the eyes of the mage. Perilous eyes sometimes, strange eyes
at best, she'd never looked there without feeling a quickening of her breath
and the excited leap of her heart. Dangerous, warned the little chill running
down her spine.
"Dalamar, there is a quiet place I know ..."
A quiet place in the attic, in the little room where the linen was kept. In
her own small chamber, perhaps. Or his. Dalamar leaned close to taste the rain
on her neck. Eflid forbade any union between the servants in Lord Ralan's
hall. He would have no alliances forged, no distractions created. He would
lift the minds and hearts from us all if he could, Dalamar thought, and have a
small army of automatons.
His lips still on the soft flesh of Leida's neck, Dalamar smiled. She felt it
and came into his arms, lifting her face for his kiss.
His kiss was not like fire, as she had often imagined. It was like sudden
lightning. The blood in her leaped, and her pulse drummed. "Come to my room,"
she said, her words felt against his lips rather than heard. She took his
hands and stepped away, holding them, pulling him, laughing. "Come with
me...."
Outside, the morning's rain still dripped from the eaves, gurgling in gutters
and along the channels it cut for itself beside stone paths. Leida laughed
again, bright against the gray day.
The shadow fell upon her like a thin grim cloak. Eflid's hand closed hard on
her shoulder, and his voice hissed like a snake's in her ear. "Go where, eh?
Slut-"
Leida cried out in fear, perhaps in pain. Swift, Dalamar grabbed the steward's
wrist. Before he could think yea or nay, he broke Eflid's grip with one sharp
twist. Loathing like poison flared in the steward's eyes. He pulled back,
trying to free himself. He failed. Color drained from his cheeks. Rage and
fear warred in him.
"Let go," he snarled. Dalamar did not. "Boy, I mean it." His voice shook, but
only a little, and only he and Dalamar knew it. "You'd better let go-"
Outside, lightning flashed. Thunder rumbled then suddenly roared. In the
garden something white moved through the mist, like a ghost on the
rain-running paths. Leida gasped, slipping behind Dalamar into the dark safety
of the kitchen. Her footfalls sounded in the darkness, swift as she ran past
the deep hearth, the long tables, and the shelves of pots and pans. Gone, she
did not look back, and no one looked after her.
On a second flash of lightning the ghostly figure in the garden became a man,
a cleric running ahead of the storm, the hem of his white robe hitched high
out of the mud. Splashing and slipping, he dashed for the kitchen.
Dalamar loosed his grip on Eflid's wrist. "Your master has a guest, Lord
Eflid," he said, mocking the man with the title he did not own. "You'd best
tend him, eh?"
"Aye, and I'll attend to you later, boy."
"Do you think so?" Dalamar nodded once, an ironic bow. "Well, you may try, as
ever you do."
The cleric came into the kitchen, the storm on his heels, thunder at his back.
Dalamar moved aside, barely hearing the man's reply when Eflid hustled him
inside, fawning and bowing, assuring him that a fire would be made for him,
wine brought. "Lord Ralan will be pleased to see you, my Lord Tellin. Come
with me. Yes, right through here into the study."
Dalamar looked up at the sky, the lightning cutting through the clouds and the
rain pouring down, then he turned and left the kitchen. He had countered
Eflid's threat with a threat, and he thought he could smell the docks and the
fishers' nets.
Idiot, he thought. He tucked his hands into the sleeves of his robes,
clenching fists he wanted no one to see. Neither did anyone see the rage on
his face as he went through the kitchen, the dining hall, and along the
corridor to the servants' wing and his own tiny chamber. Had any looked into
his eyes, though, he would have found rage there. Rage as cold as winter's
rage, fury like a storm over Icewall Bay. Idiot! To risk a comfortable enough
position for the sake of a girl he'd have enjoyed once, perhaps twice, then
never bothered with again. He deserved what fate he'd earned, the reek of fish
at the docks, the endless mending of nets, the constant slap and groan of the
river outside whatever poor hut he would be given as home.

*****

Firelight glowed on rich polished oak, making Lord Ralan's desk seem to be
crafted of gold. It warmed the mahogany of chairs to deep red, and the crystal
carafe looked as if it had been cut from one whole ruby, so deeply did the
fire's light shine in the wine. Outside, the world hung gray, pouring with
rain beneath a sky the color of lead. Inside, ah, inside the study of Lord
Ralan, things were far more pleasant.
Lord Tellin Windglimmer had been standing awhile, unattended in Ralan's study,
but the wait was not an unpleasant one. Warm by the fire, he passed the time
looking around at the high ceiling of his host's study and the tapestries on
the walls, each depicting a scene from Silvanesti history.
Upon the grandest of those hangings Silvanos was shown, a king in his kingdom.
He stood in the midst of a circle of towers, each tower representing one of
the Houses of the people. In that tapestry even an elf child could read the
history of his people and know how in ancient days Silvanos gathered together
all the tribes of elf-kind and imposed upon them an order, a structure of
Houses that survived even to this day. The head of each house, the
Householder, became a member of the Silvanos Council, the Sinthal-Elish, and
from them the king and all kings who followed sought advice when he wanted it
or endured it when his council insisted he hear it.
First, the ancient king anointed House Silvanos, which people now knew as
House Royal. He then ordained House Cleric, among whom lived the priests,
temple-keepers, and those who maintained the records of the nation. The
defenders of Silvanesti were men and women of House Protector. In his wisdom,
Silvanos had gathered to himself magic-users, and he created for them House
Mystic, giving to them the charge of training mages. He said to them, and they
swore to him, that the magic of red Lunitari, which existed for its own sake,
and that of Nuitari, which existed in darkness, would be forbidden. No other
magic would be done in the kingdom but that of Solinari-white magic, the magic
of Good. It had ever been so, and what shoots from that mystic branch that had
tried to grow toward the magic of Lunitari's neutrality or Nuitari's darkness
were ruthlessly pruned. They were taken to the Temple of E'li, accused and
judged in the dread Ceremony of Darkness, then cast out from the kingdom and
the company of their kindred to survive as best they might among the
outlanders, humans and dwarves and minotaurs. The exiles were named dark
elves, for they had fallen from the light. They did not have a long history of
survival, those dark elves, for there were few Silvanesti who did not view
life among outlanders as life among madmen in lands of chaos. When they died,
they most often died by their own hands.
Great Silvanos also created other castes: House Metalline for the miners;
House Advocate, where tradition was kept and law was made; House Mason of the
stone-wrights; House Gardener, whose folk grew the food that fed a kingdom;
and House Woodshaper, whose folk had the magic of wild spirits sparkling
gently in their blood. One other house the king made, and that was House
Servitor. This creation of his did not turn out to be what he'd hoped, for he
had first called to him the elves of the Elderwild, that strange clan of
hunters and explorers who seemed, perversely, to thrive in the hinterlands
away from others of their kind. Silvanos, seeing no worth in their wild ways,
sought to fit them into his caste structure as servants. The leader of that
clan, Kaganos the Pathfinder, defied the king's will and took his people out
from Silvanesti Forest. He would not condemn them to serve in the halls of
others when he could lead them to a place where they could live free as
hunters and practitioners of their own strange kind of wild magic. And so,
Silvanos, who would not constrain those who wished to leave, no matter how
mad-minded their choice seemed to him, created House Servitor from all those
left un-housed, those whose menial jobs and skills fit nowhere else.
Every elf child knew this. Tellin had known it from the cradle, for his was a
family of record-keepers, and history ran in his veins as blood.
"Good day, my Lord Tellin-good, if you like rain." Lord Ralan came into the
study, flushed, a little harried, or perhaps, Tellin thought, somewhat
impatient. "Forgive me for keeping you waiting. A matter having to do with a
servant."
"Please, do not apologize," Tellin murmured. "I have been enjoying the wait."
Ralan nodded to the tapestry. "My mother's family had it for generations. She
brought it to her marriage, and it is said that this is an accurate depiction
of Silvanos, for it was made only decades after his death by one who actually
knew him." He smiled, the quiet contented expression of one who is certain of
his truths.
"It is lovely," Tellin said, though he did not think the tapestry had so grand
a history as Ralan or his family imagined. He said no such thing to his host,
however. Instead he murmured, "But I wonder why we don't see the Tower of the
Stars there, only the towers representing the various Houses."
Ralan pursed his lips and frowned, thinking. History was no favorite study of
his. "I think my father once said that's because Silvanos himself was our
tower, our tower of strength, our Tower of the Stars." He shrugged. "Or did he
say that the tapestry was woven in the time before the Tower was built? Ah,
well, I don't recall. Either makes a good story."
Tellin smiled, agreeing that either did. Ralan was a good host, a good friend
to the Temple of E'li, generous to a fault, and, if truth were told, devoted
to the Dragon's Lord, blessed with a simple faith that never wavered. "We are
the best beloved of the gods of Good," he often said, "the first-born, the
people who never gave up faith." Ralan, like many elves, took great pride in
his faith and comfort in the belief that the gods of Good must love elves
better than all other folk. How could they not? After the Cataclysm,
outlanders went searching for gods to replace those they believed gone from
the world, elevating mortals, praying to who knew what, but the elves had
never lost faith.
Ralan filled glasses from the crystal decanter, one for him and one for his
guest. Tellin accepted the wine, and when he saw Ralan settled into his good
mood, he hitched up his courage. In the pocket of his robe a small gift lay, a
prayer-scroll. Somewhere in this house was Lady Lynntha, Ralan's sister.
Perhaps she stood watching out a window, her silvery hair the same color as
the rain falling, her eyes gray as the storm-sky. Perhaps even now she lifted
a lovely hand to trace an idle pattern upon the windowpane, in the mist her
sweet breath laid there. They had known each other as children when Lynntha
came to worship in the Temple of E'li and Tellin was a boy wondering how
closely his fate would be tied to the same temple. When they had entered
adolescence, they had not moved in the same circles. How could they? Tellin
lived in his books, and Lynntha was the daughter of a House whose strictest
tenet forbade the mingling of Woodshaper blood with that of any other House,
even House Royal. It was a magical bloodline, one that carried down through
the generations talents of earth-heal and woodshaping no other elf shared.
And yet. . . and yet he had not forgotten Lynntha, her smoky eyes, her silvery
hair. He had not forgotten how sweet was the curve of her cheek or the sound
of her voice. Lynntha yet lived in the family home, an estate beyond the city,
and though her parents were five years dead, she remained unwed. The matter,
of course, was in her brother's hands now, and Tellin had heard no whisper
that a marriage was in the offing. What did he hope? That he would trot out
the old formula, the strange and lovely words of another time, and say to
Ralan, "I would that I might take your sister to wed, my lord, and I trust you
will grant me your weal and your blessing to pursue my suit with her." Did
even his wildest dream imagine that Ralan would suddenly look at the
traditions of his House and see them as nothing, or that Lynntha herself would
do that? Yes, he hoped these things, and he was a fool for hoping, but he
didn't know how else to be.
Outside the storm had redoubled its efforts, rain beating down like tiny
silver spears. A servant went by the window, head low, dark hair plastered
against a pale face. He looked like the fellow Tellin had seen in the kitchen
with Ralan's steward, and he didn't look happy.
"All right," Ralan said, smiling. "Tell me what you want from me now, friend
Tellin."
They were not old friends, the lord of this house and Tellin Windglimmer, but
they were long-time acquaintances. They had developed, over the years, an easy
relationship, one that did not run deeply but did depend upon a certain
understanding. Ralan liked to burnish his pride with acts of good will, and
Tellin liked to accept those on behalf of the Temple of E'li.
"No temple gifts," Tellin said. He cleared his throat. It had gone suddenly
dry. When that didn't work, he took another sip of wine.
"Not today? Well, well. But the servants have been bundling up clothing for
the poor and setting them aside for you since the last time the moons were
full. What am I to do with it all?"
Tellin moved uncomfortably, then said, "Well, of course I'll happily take what
you offer, Ralan, but-"
Lord Ralan raised a brow. "But that's not what you've come to ask for?"
Tellin took the little scroll from his pocket. The light of Ralan's fire
glinted on the silver knobs of the spindle. "This-I have made this ... I mean,
I have brought this, a gift.. ."
"A gift for me?" Ralan reached for it, then let his hand drop when he saw the
look of sudden confusion on his guest's face. "Ah, not for me. For whom,
then?"
"Well, for your sister." Tellin took a breath and forged ahead. "I remembered
that Lady Lynntha used to like the Dawn Hymn to E'li. When she was a girl, she
would sing it and her voice used to rise up above all others in the morning
service. And I thought, well, I had heard that she is here, visiting you. I
thought-"
Ralan's expression grew cooler by degrees. "You thought you would present this
to her." He held out his hand again. Tellin gave him the scroll. "This is your
work, yes?" He turned the spindle so that the firelight ran on the silver. He
unclasped the roll and let the first few inches of parchment slide to show the
text of the prayer framed in a flowing hand, the capitals of each stanza
illuminated in green ink. Diamond dust had been carefully sprinkled onto those
tall letters before the ink had dried, and the tiny bits of diamond had cut
Tellin's fingers to bleeding as he'd worked. Ralan looked up, his eyes still
and calm. No sign did Tellin find of displeasure, but none of welcome either.
"This is what you do at the Temple when you aren't looking for alms, eh?"
"Well, this is what I do sometimes. Most times I'm but a record-keeper."
Ralan put the scroll aside, setting it carefully on the table beside his
chair. "I'll tell Lynntha it's a gift from an old friend." He emphasized the
two words with great care. Old friend, said his tone, and not a potential
suitor. They did not marry outside of their own clans, the folk of House
Woodshaper. They had the magic of wild spirits in their blood, and they would
not dilute that, no matter whose heart was at stake. "She'll be happy to have
it and to know that you remember her."
"I appreciate it," Tellin said. "Thank you."
Ralan drew breath to speak, then stopped and frowned. "Tellin, I find myself
in need of a favor."
Tellin nodded. "Indeed. I'll be happy to help. Tell me how."
"There's a servant my steward has lately . . . um, been talking about. The
boy's not working out here, and I'd thought to send him on back to Trevalor,
but that would mean a letter explaining the trouble, or worse, a visit from
Trevalor himself to bow and scrape and apologize."
He smiled wryly, and Tellin returned it. Few who had to deal with the head of
House Servitor found their dealings pleasant ones. Trevalor covered himself in
obsequiousness as aging women deck themselves in jewels. In the case of the
grand dames, the glitter hides fading glory. In the case of Trevalor, the
excessive displays of humility hid something more, a sense of resentful
entitlement. He was, as a Householder, a member of Speaker Lorac's
Sinthal-Elish. And he was, as the highest member of the lowliest caste in
elven society, not one accorded a great deal of respect. "The man is just
damned unpleasant," Tellin's father had once said. Tellin had never
encountered Trevalor and come away feeling otherwise.
"In any case," Ralan sighed, "I'm not at all sure what the trouble is with
this servant-not much interested either, come to that. I'm thinking you might
spare me the ordeal of listening to the whole story from Eflid, then hearing
Trevalor's song and dance about it all. The boy's a mage, and we thought it
would be handy to have one of those around. I guess it hasn't been, but maybe
he'll do you some good. Take him off my hands, Tellin, will you?"
Tellin glanced out the window again, at the rain driving down and the
gray-green blur of the garden. He remembered the servant going by a few
moments before, dark-haired, pale of face, his eyes afire with some emotion.
That's the one, he thought, that's the one they want to get rid of.
"What's his name, Ralan?"
Ralan shrugged. "I don't know. Dalamar ... something. You'll take him then?"
Well, why not? Tellin nodded. "I'm not the one who acquires servants for the
Temple, but, yes, send him along with the clothing and the bedding, Ralan, and
I'll take care of matters with the head of the Temple ... and with Trevalor."
"Ah, good, then." Ralan looked around at the warm fire, the tapestries hung
upon marble walls, and he felt the truth of what he'd always believed. The
elves were the best beloved of the gods, and he was, among the best beloved, a
fortunate man. Now, it seemed, even his house was falling into better order.
After today there would be one fewer complaint from Eflid about the servants.
"See how nicely the day worked out? We're all happy now."
Or some of us, Tellin thought, eyes on the scroll Ralan had set aside and did
not now seem to remember. He wondered whether Lynntha would receive it, and
then he put the wondering aside as unworthy. Of course she would. He was
almost certain of that.

Chapter 3

On the first night of Autumn Harvest when the red moon and the silver had but
newly risen over the forest, a child looked up from the garden of her family's
little home in the Academy District. She was a small girl who had just slipped
down from her father's shoulders, their stroll through the garden at an end.
In the air the poignant smell of autumn hung, the spicy scent of the year's
end. The little girl sighed, for these scents always made her feel sad in a
good kind of way. She looked up to see if the pattern of the stars had
changed, wondering whether Astarin's Harp had swung up the sky early, as it
did in autumn. E'li's Silver Dragon used to hang in the sky, opposite the
Five-Headed Dragon of Takhisis, but those constellations were gone, though no
one had seen the stars fall from the sky.
"It's why outlanders think the gods are returning to the world," her father
had said. "For the Dark Queen is the ruler of evil dragons, and we see those
in the world again. Eli is the patron of the good dragons, and those who shine
like brass and bronze and copper and gold, even silver, are E'li's."
"But where are the good dragons?" the little girl had asked. She had known
only tales of evil dragons in her short life, those who served Takhisis, the
red and the black and the white and the blue.
Her father could not say, for he did not know. People asked themselves often
where the good dragons were. Never did they find an answer. With E'li, some
said. But that begged the other question: As the dragons of Takhisis brought
war to the world, where was E'li to counter the evil?
The little girl didn't think long on such complicated subjects. In any case,
the Harp was not yet up, but something more interesting was in the sky. A long
shape passed across the face of the silver moon, winged and sinuous.
"Look!" she cried. "Father, look! What is it? Oh! Oh! Has E'li come?"
The creature turned, banking wide over the city. The little girl gasped. Her
father cried out in dread to recognize the creature as a blood red dragon,
dark against the silver moon, its wings wide and streams of fire pouring from
between fanged jaws.
"In E'li's name-!" the father cried. His invocation died upon his lips as the
dragon swung low. Moonlight glittered on the battle harness of the rider and
the wyrm. The light of red Lunitari glinted from one single point, the head of
a spear. Blood ran cold in the elf staring up. His daughter's hand clutched
his, but he did not feel it.
Throughout the city, bells began to ring, mournful tolling from the docks and
the temples, alarmed booming from the Market and Guild Districts. On maps in
every hall, in every tower, in the mind of any who had sketched one, it seemed
that the distance between the Khalkists and Silvanost had suddenly shrunk, and
the prayers of the best beloved of the gods had in them now notes of
desperation.

*****

"What spells do you have, Dalamar Argent?"
When Dalamar didn't answer at once, the cleric Tellin Windglimmer looked up
from his pen-work and smiled encouragingly. A friendly smile, Dalamar decided,
of the kind a lord is pleased to offer a servant if he's feeling generous.
"I have all the spells allowed to me, my lord," Dalamar said, lying smoothly
and keeping any thought of his stolen studies and his hidden spellbooks far
from his mind. He had seen, only this morning on his initial tour of the
Temple's inner precincts, a cold corridor, a locked room round which only
whispers hung. In there, behind sealed portals, lay the place where clerics
could prepare the dread Circle of Darkness, that ceremony by which an elf was
cast out from his kind and flung into exile. Murderers endured that shame, as
did traitors and those caught worshiping other gods than the gods of Good or
those mages found out in dark or neutral magic. The cold that crept out from
beneath that door was like winter's own chill. Even in high summer a man
walking there would shiver. Did Dalamar fear the cleric would guess or see
some tell-tale trace of his guilt and find reason to condemn him? No. He kept
those thoughts hidden from long practice, a habit he dared not break.
"Some of the spells I have learned, my lord, allow me to deal with animals, to
befriend or defend against them. I have spells to charm appropriate to my
teaching and some divination skills and skills with elements. I am adept at
spells of protection and those having to do with weather, and I have made a
special study of herbs as they pertain to the workings of magic. If you ask at
House Mystic, you will hear that I am a mage of minor account." Now he did
smile, a thin curling of his lips. "But even they will tell you I am one of
some skill and talent."
Sunlight poured in through the wide windows of the Temple's scriptorium, great
swaths of golden light, glittering on the long, sinewy form of a dragon, wings
spread, jaws wide. Fangs of ivory, talons of gold, and scales of beaten
platinum, here was an image of E'li, the Dragon's Lord himself. Somewhere in
the deeps of the Temple, chants were being sung even now, in deep voices and
high, the rhythm of them rolling forth and back.

From   the   might of the Dragon Queen, protect us, O E'li!
From   her   claws and rage, from her fury, defend us!
From   the   sway of the Dragon Queen, protect us, O E'li!
From   her   fire and sword, from her terror, defend us!

The light splashed across the red-tiled floor, across the broad marble table
where Tellin worked, illuminating the mundane lists so they were as lovely as
precious manuscripts. The cleric put down his pen, lifted the list he'd been
making, and placed it atop a stack of others.
"I have asked in House Mystic," Tellin said, "and they make a good report of
your skills."
"But not so good a report otherwise," Dalamar said.
Tellin shook his head. "In House Mystic they have nothing ill to say of you.
In your own House, however ..." He shrugged. "Well, you know as well as I what
is being said of you now. You have, all in the space of a month, been confined
to your master's hall and then cast out from it." He rose and walked around
the long table. The hem of his white robe whispered on the stone floor. He
folded his hands inside the sleeves of his robe, leveling a long blue stare at
Dalamar.
A judging stare, Dalamar thought, a weighing look. Well, look as long as you
like, my Lord Tellin. You will see what I allow you to see. And he made his
eyes hard, his smile cool, challenging the cleric to see past those.
"It must be hard," Tellin said at last, his voice low and thoughtful, "it must
be painful to feel such talent as you have running in you and not be allowed
to use it more creatively than you have."
Dalamar stood still, startled. Without thinking, he hunched his shoulders a
little, as though against intrusion. When Tellin smiled, the expression of one
who is pleased to have hit a mark, he forced his muscles to relax. He would
have to be careful around this one.
"Yes, I imagine it is hard," Tellin said. "But I hope you will be pleased to
exercise your skill more freely here, Dalamar. And, I will see if I can
convince House Cleric to teach you more."
Dalamar's breath caught in his lungs, a hitch he did not let Tellin see.
"More, my lord? More of magic ... why?"
Tellin shrugged. "Because I require you to have more. Look," he said, turning
from the subject and back to the work table.
He swept aside a pile of blank parchment leaves and pulled another, older
sheet from under the stack of records. He turned it so each could read it
right side up. It was a map. Not all of Krynn did it show. The western lands
of Solamnia in the north, Abanasinia in the south, the Isles of Northern and
Southern Ergoth, of Cristyne and Sancrist, even the lands beyond Icewall Bay
were absent. The maker of this map was interested only in Silvanesti and its
near neighbors, and so the Silvanesti Forest looked like the center of the
world. The Plains of Dust lay to the west, as did Thorbardin of the Dwarves
beneath the Kharolis Mountains. The city of Tarsis lay south from there, and
the lands of Estwilde and Nordmaar to the north. Across the Bay of Balifor lay
Khur, Balifor, Goodlund, and beyond there the Blood Sea of Istar where, a long
time ago, the kingdom of Istar had ruled the world of commerce and culture
until the Cataclysm. Now there was only a great whirling maelstrom where that
land had once been, a sunken ruin beneath the water and some few isles beyond
where minotaurs lived and human pirates lurked.
"What do you know about the war, Dalamar?"
Curious, Dalamar took a closer step, and then another. He pointed to Nordmaar,
to Goodlund and then Balifor. "Though everyone in the city seems to think
there will be one, my lord, I know there already is one. It's been being
fought for some time now, since Phair Caron swept into Nordmaar in the summer
last year."
Tellin raised a brow, curious. "That's an odd way to put it. There have been
treaties holding the Highlord back for some time now. War has not been
imminent, and we have certainly not been in it."
"Do you think so?" Dalamar shrugged. "Well, most people do. But isn't it odd
to think that we, of all the world, will be invisible to the Highlord, that
her Dark Mistress will burn her way across Krynn and leave our land untouched?
Yes, I know that we are the best beloved of the gods. One hears that all the
time. That doesn't seem to matter as regard the treaties House Advocate made
with Phair Caron. Those treaties are already ash, my Lord Tellin. And if
treaties are ash, how long before the forest itself is burning?"
He traced a mark in the air above Silvanesti on the map, the mark indicating
the Barrier Hedge that had so long withstood in-comers. One word he whispered,
and the invisible mark became visible in the air as a ragged orange glow.
Fire!
Dalamar glanced at the cleric. He saw neither startlement nor anger, but he
did see agreement. "But you have thought that, too, haven't you? And you are
laying plans against it."
Tellin's blue eyes glinted sharply. "Yes, I have been putting up stores here
in the Temple, and I have been looking north waiting."
Dalamar glanced out the window, away across the gardens and out beyond the
open gate to the road he'd taken from Lord Ralan's hall. He had, only this
morning, come from there with cartloads of clothing and bedding, the very
things Eflid had set him to sorting in the attics on the hottest days of
summer.
"Waiting for refugees," he said. "Are all the temples of the city making these
plans?"
"Yes, we are. But we won't be housing them here in the city. That would be
impossible. We don't have the food or the room for that. It would be a
disaster to try. " He shrugged, one who'd thought the matter through, or who
had heard others speak their own thinking. "In any case, we've made our plans.
Clerics in the various temples will gather clothing and bedding and
medicaments and send them out to the cities up-river, to Alinosti and
Tarithnesti, to Shalost in the west. The temples there will house and feed
those who flee the war.
"Here, we are putting by other kinds of supplies, among them herbs for salves
and ointments and infusions. These we'll gather and prepare for both the army
and the refugees, sending supplies where they are most needed."
"Very neatly planned," Dalamar murmured.
Tellin flicked him a quick glance, wondering whether the mage mocked. "Yes, we
think so. And so you see, I'm glad to know that you have made a special study
of herbs, Dalamar. Do you know," he asked, eyes keen, his regard sharp and
searching, "where the best herbs are to be found?"
Dalamar answered carefully, not certain he understood the intent of Tellin's
question. "In the gardens of the temples, my lord, to be sure."
"Indeed. And if that were so, would I have asked my question?"
Dalamar smiled, this time with some real warmth in spite of himself. The
cleric did have a little blood in him after all, enough to rise to a flush of
anger. "No, my lord, I don't imagine you would have. I do know places across
the river and into the forest where one may find such herbs as lobelia and
cohosh and gentian and whatever else you might need that doesn't grow in
temple gardens. I have made," he said with not the least note of wryness in
his tone, "good use of the time I spent away from my Lord Ralan's hall."
Tellin lifted the map from the table and rolled it carefully. "So it seems.
And if I tell you to map these places for others to find, will you do that and
return here each day in good and fair time?"
Or will I run away north, to the secret place, the cave and the magic? Will I
spend illicit hours at forbidden studies? The questions were like longing to
Dalamar, an ache in his soul. He had not been able to study those tomes or
practice the darker arts in many long weeks. Had he missed them? Yes-the magic
more than the darkness.
Sun on tiles, light glinting off the tiny scales of a platinum dragon, these
things shone brightly in Dalamar's eyes. He moved to turn away from the glare,
but he didn't, for he was struck by a sudden thought, a swift understanding
that he did long for something not necessarily darkness. Only magic, only
that, and if Lord Tellin could convince the white-robed mages of House Mystic
to offer him the teaching he craved, if they were to acknowledge the talent in
him, that talent they could not deny but would not honor, he would take his
magic there. Like a man standing upon a threshold, he felt drawn one way and
then another, into light, into shadow.
Making no choice, hanging in the moment, Dalamar looked at his new master long
and with steady gaze. "I will do what you ask, my lord."
"Have I your word?"
Tellin's narrow-eyed glance stung Dalamar to bristling. "The word of a
servitor? Why, what good is that to you, Lord Tellin?"
"As good as you show me it is, and I say this with confidence. You don't look
like a liar to me, Dalamar Argent."
Dalamar nodded, the nod a small bow, the only one he'd made to Lord Tellin
Windglimmer in all the time he'd stood in the scriptorium. "I will go now, and
if it pleases you, my lord, I will return before midday."
Chants rose up and fell, birdsong stitched through the staid rhythm like
silver thread through a dark tapestry. Another voice drifted through the
temple-song, soft and low, a woman's voice murmuring in the garden. Dalamar
and Tellin looked out the window and saw Lady Lynntha. She stood, silvery in
the sunlight, her long hair bound high upon her head and held there with
gemmed pins so that it seemed she wore a glittering crown.
"I wish to see the Lord Tellin," she said, soft to a gardener walking by.
"Will you find someone to announce me?"
Tellin blushed, his face flamed red and he glanced at Lynntha's hands and the
small scroll case she held. Dalamar noted this, and he said nothing about it,
but he did volunteer to show the lady into the scriptorium.
"Yes," Tellin said, eyes on his papers again. "Please do that."
Dalamar bowed, hiding his curiosity, and walked out into the garden. "My
lady," he said, gesturing toward the open window behind. "I have come from
Lord Tellin Windglimmer, for I have heard it that you wish to see him."
She glanced at him only briefly, not recognizing him as one who had lately
served in her brother's hall. Her hands held the scroll case gently, careful
of the delicate embroidery. She hung in a hesitating moment, as though some
hard-won resolve were melting. She took a breath, and it did not seem to
hearten her.
"Servant," she said, her eyes straying past him to the window and the cleric
sitting at his desk. Her cheek flushed, not so brightly red as Tellin's, only
the delicate tint of a rosy pink petal. "I have changed my mind. I don't need
to see Lord Tellin. Only take this to him." She put the scroll into Dalamar's
hands. "Say to him that I appreciate the care he took in crafting this, but I
cannot accept it. I cannot..."
She turned and left. With no other word she walked out of the garden, her
slender back straight, her shoulders a firm line against the pain Dalamar had
seen in her long eyes. And what is that? He wondered, walking back into the
scriptorium. What is that between a member of House Cleric and one of House
Woodshaper? A hopeless dream, and my new master won't be happy to have this
gift of his back.
Yet Tellin was not so unhappy as Dalamar had imagined he would be. He took the
scroll case and looked at it a long moment, then set it upon a stack of unused
parchment, the colorful embroidery bright against the creamy vellum. He looked
up, and when he saw Dalamar still standing there he said, "A gift returned,
and a gift exchanged."
"How exchanged, my lord?"
Tellin touched the case, an exquisitely embroidered hummingbird under his
fingertips. "When I gave her this gift she thought fit to return, the scroll
had no case. Now," he said, stroking the silken bird gently, "now it does."
All this Dalamar considered interesting, and he thought about it later in the
evening when the sun had set and he was unpacking, yet again, his meager
possessions. Was he a fool, Lord Tellin Windglimmer, to set his heart on a
woman he had no chance to win? They treated their marriages like gifts from
the gods, those of House Woodshaper-gifts not bestowed outside their own
clans. A fool, yes, Lord Tellin was that.
And yet, such foolishness Dalamar understood. He, too, had set his heart upon
a thing he must struggle to have and might not gain. "I will see," Tellin had
said, "if I can convince House Mystic to teach you more ... because I require
you to have more." He'd made his offer almost casually, a man with some power
who uses it easily. How would it be, Dalamar thought, to trust this lordling
cleric? Well, not difficult, for he would not be forsaking his secrets in hope
of gaining what Tellin suggested he might have. He'd keep his secrets and see
what happened. Quietly in him, like the first thin tendrils of smoke to signal
a fire, an old dream roused. It was seldom granted that servitors be taught
magic, never that they learn enough to venture out of the kingdom across the
Plains of Dust and into the Forest of Wayreth where stood the Tower of High
Sorcery, the only one of the five ancient citadels of learning to have
survived the Cataclysm. The Tests of High Sorcery were administered in that
tower, grueling exercises in magic devised by the Conclave of Wizards, the
heads of the orders of the White, Red, and Black Robes. The mage who survived
his Tests was one reckoned worthy of respect anywhere in Krynn.
How, thought Dalamar, how would it be if I could take the Tests ... ?
He looked around at his new quarters. The room allowed him in the Temple was
no larger man that in Lord Ralan's house, but it was bright, having two
windows, one facing east into the garden, the other facing north. As he
settled for sleep, the scents of the garden drifting in through the windows,
it seemed to him that no matter how things turned out, whether he learned more
of white magic or sipped his dark secrets, he'd found better work than he'd
had in a while.
Through the east window the light of the two moons shone, the red mingling
with the silver. The lights of the Tower of the Stars graced the darkness, the
tower itself glittering with gems caressed by that moonlight. Dalamar closed
his eyes, sinking into darkness, seeking sleep as chanting from the Temple
made a heartbeat for the night.

From    the   might of the Dragon Queen, protect us, O E'li!
From    her   claws and rage, from her fury, defend us!
From    the   sway of the Dragon Queen, protect us, O E'li!
From    her   fire and sword, from her tenor, defend us!

When at last he fell asleep, Dalamar did not dream of magic or the threat from
the north or any other thing. His sleep was long and deep, but once he woke,
thirsty in the night, and poured water from the green pitcher beside his bed.
He had a thought in his mind, waking, and that was of the map he had seen on
Lord Tellin's worktable, that one in which the Silvanesti Forest sat as though
it were the center of the world.
But we are not, he thought, setting aside the cup and slipping again beneath
the red woolen blanket. The blasphemy didn't frighten him, and if he dreamed
afterward, those dreams did not disturb his sleep.

*****
A scream tore the silence, ripping the velvet night in the Tower of the Stars.
In the bedchamber of the king, the scream sounded again, and this time it was
made of words.
"You must not leave me!"
Footsteps ran in the corridor, whispering on marble floors. Voices called one
to another. Alhana Starbreeze found her father's steward running out the door
of his own chamber.
"What is it?" she cried. "Lelan, my father-"
The steward hushed her, but the pallor of his plump cheeks gave lie to the
calmness he pretended to have. "A nightmare, I'm sure, Princess. Your father
has had a nightmare. No more than-"
Moaning, the Speaker of the Stars cried, "Don't leave-!"
Alhana ran into his suite, through the antechamber, and into her father's
bedroom. Her pale night robes and silent footfalls gave her the seeming of a
ghost. The king sat in his bed of silk sheets, clutching satin covers. His
eyes starting in his head, he stared at her, open-mouthed.
"Father!" She flew to his bedside and took his cold hands in hers. "Father,
I'm here. It's Alhana." He did not seem to know her. She cast a swift glance
at Lelan and saw the steward had already poured a glass of water. "Take this,
Father, drink."
With trembling hands, the Speaker of the Stars took the glass. He drank, the
water dribbling. Alhana wiped his chin dry, tenderly as a mother might.
"Lelan," she whispered, "light candles, then leave us."
Light sprang up as Lelan kindled one candle after another, fat white pillars
and slender green tapers, all the candles in the Speaker's bedchamber to drive
out the darkness of night. The faint scent of honey drifted on the air as the
beeswax warmed. When he'd done that, Lelan hung at the threshold, wanting to
stay. The sharp glance Alhana gave him decided the moment. He turned and ran
down the corridor, his footfalls like whispers and rumors of fear. The steward
gone, Alhana took her father's hands again, pressing them warmly. It seemed he
knew her now.
"Alhana," he whispered, "dearest child."
"A nightmare," she said. "Father, you had a dream. Look, you are here in your
own chamber."
He looked around, but only because he followed her gesture, not because he
believed he was anywhere outside of nightmare. Thick woolen rugs lay scattered
on the cool marble floor, their bright colors muted by night, blue and green
and dawn's pink all changed to gray. Upon deep cushioned chairs were brocaded
pillows. Tapestries hung on the pale marble walls, and one long mirror
bordered in gold graced the wall opposite his bed. A little writing desk stood
below an east-facing window, a place for the king to sit and look out at the
Garden of Astarin as he tended his correspondence. In the far corner of the
room, a niche made by the joining of marble walls, his personal altar stood,
whitest marble upon which sat a golden image of Quenesti-Pah and the
wing-spread platinum image of the Dragon's Lord, E'li, whom some in the
outside named Paladine. None of these familiar trappings stilled Lorac's
restless eye.
Alhana chaffed his hands, and softly she said, "Tell me, Father. Tell me what
you dreamed." For she believed that to expose the nightmare to title light of
the waking world would kill its power.
Shivering, he sighed. "Oh, gods, it was ... I went wandering down all the
roads of place and time. I walked in the world where the dogs of war are
running, and I heard-" He groaned, hunching over. "The voice said, 'You must
not leave me! I will perish!' "
"Who spoke? Father, who spoke?"
He looked at her, his eyes clearing. She thought he would answer, but he did
not. "In my dream I walked through Nordmaar and Balifor and Goodlund, out to
the Blood Sea of Istar. And . . . and when I came there, the dream changed.
Right under me, all around me. There was no gaping wound in the world. Alhana,
I saw the city itself, Istar!"
Storied Istar, in all its glory of gold and delight, as she had been more than
three hundred years ago when he'd come there, a young elf seeking the Tower of
High Sorcery that he might present himself and take the Tests of Magic. The
buildings soared high, painted in jeweled tones, gleaming in sunlight, sighing
in moonlight. In his dream his soul had sailed upon the chants wafting out
from every temple, the voices of elves so beautiful that the Kingpriest
himself wept to hear them, his heart so full that words could not express his
joy. These were the chants of eternal peace, songs lifted to E'li, whom they
named Paladine in Istar, to Quenesti-Pah, to Majere the Master of the Mind, to
Kiri-Jolith whose sword wields only justice. In Istar, the Fisher King,
Habbakuk, was revered, and Astarin the Bard, whose name means Song of Life.
"It is," Lorac said to his daughter, "as though I am telling you a dream, and
yet telling you a thing that happened in waking life. For it did. It did
happen that way when I went to Istar, there to take my Tests."
Then he grew still, his eyes suddenly shuttered. His lips moved to shape two
words: Save me! It seemed to Alhana that those two words caused the light of
the candles to dim and the air in the chamber to grow suddenly cold.
In a low voice, Lorac told how in the sky above Istar the light changed from
the lovely golden of sunset to a shivering green. Dreaming, he'd looked around
himself, fear quivering in the far and secret chamber of his heart. From where
the green light? He followed the light until the Tower of High Sorcery rose up
before him. Out from the Tower, like beams lancing out from a lighthouse on a
storm-swept night, the light shone. From there, as well, came the voice. Save
me!
In his dream, Lorac walked past gates that swung open at his word. The
guardians of the Tower, creatures of magic set to ward by mages most powerful,
stepped back before him. Mages came to greet him, and they led him inside
where an old man, a mage whose name no one knew, told him he was expected. The
world will be lost! The cry echoed throughout the Tower, down all the
corridors, in all the chambers, high and low, as Lorac followed the old man.
Yet, though the cry echoed, no one in this dream but Lorac seemed to hear it
or feel the urgency growing in its tone. Led by the nameless mage, he wended
the maze of corridors, passing through one chamber after another, and it
seemed to him that the Tower went on forever, wide as the sky and broad as the
world itself. At last, they stopped in a small chamber, one no larger than
could fit two grown men standing abreast.
"And the nameless mage, he said that I must not touch or take anything. I must
leave all as I saw it."
"And did you?" Alhana asked, her face white in the candle's light.
"I told him-I told him I would do as he wished. And the man vanished. When I
looked back into the room ..."
When he looked back into the room, he saw that a table had appeared, a simple
trestle of scarred wood. Upon it sat an ivory stand, like two hands cupped,
which held a clear glass ball shining in the unlit gloom. Save me, the globe
whispered. Disaster is near and you must not leave me here in Istar. If you
do, I will perish and the world will be lost! He reached, and he lifted the
globe. It warmed in his hands, and he looked around again, like a thief in the
night. Take nothing, the old mage had said, touch nothing. Await me here. But
the orb, nestling in his hands, cried out in piteous tones, cried out for the
sake, not of itself, but of the world it longed to save. Swiftly, silently,
the young mage, who was the old man who dreamed, whispered the words of a
spell. The crystal globe became as nothing, not only invisible but without
substance. That nothing he put inside his robe, and he walked out of the
little chamber, out of the towers, and out of the city that soon would fall
and, in falling, change the face of the world.
"Child," said Lorac Caladon, he who was a king, the Speaker of the Stars, "my
child, I am ashamed to confess it. I left the city a thief."
Silence settled upon the room. In the corridor beyond Lorac's door, torches
whispered to themselves in their brackets on the walls, the hushed voice of
tamed fire. Somewhere down that corridor Lelan waited, the chamberlain who
obeyed his princess but surely did not sleep for fear his master would call
him and not be heard.
"Father," said Alhana, leaning close to kiss his cheek. She took his hand
again and pressed it to her own cheek. "You are no thief. You simply had a
nightmare, and one cannot be blamed for what deed he does in dream. Now, I beg
you, please settle yourself and try to sleep again."
Unspoken between them was the knowledge that the day to come would bring
another round of council meetings, and Lord Garan of House Protector would
come to give what news his Windriders brought from the borders. Lately his
news had been good, or not bad. Phair Caron held her position, brooding in the
foothills of the Khalkist Mountains, but no one expected that to be the case
for long. Garan would plead again to make an offensive strike, to fall upon
the Highlord and take her by surprise. The Speaker and the Head of House
Protector did not agree. Lorac demanded patience until more troops could be
moved to the borderlands. Garan said patience would be the death of them. "She
is building up her own forces, my lord king. I know it! Let me strike now!"
This time, perhaps, he would plead his case with sufficient vigor to convince
Lorac that what elven troops now stood at the border would be enough to make
such a strike effective.
Lorac looked up. The king seemed far older in the eyes of his daughter than he
had only this morning. "Child, it was a dream, but... it was a dream of
truth."
The night fell into utter silence. Alhana did not hear cricket-song, the
nightingales in the Garden of Astarin had no voice. "Father, what do you mean?
What are you saying? That you, of all people, did steal-?"
"I did not steal it," he said, his face changed, growing oddly cold and still.
"I did not steal the globe. I rescued it."
With more energy than Alhana imagined he had, Lorac left his bed. He put on
his robe of blue silk, his slippers of soft green leather, and took his
daughter by the hand. An urgency was on him now. His fingers grasped hers with
enough strength to make her wince.
"Father, what-?" He pulled her toward the door and the corridor beyond.
"Where-?"
Once outside his chambers he took her to the railing, the marble ward against
the far drop below. Behind them torches flared in silver wall brackets.
Somewhere a woman's voice whispered, and a man's murmured in reply. Nearby
were the libraries, and a light shone out from under a heavy oaken
door-scribes working late.
"Look," the Speaker said, pointing down into the well beyond the railing, down
into the audience chamber. His throne stood there, mahogany and emerald, and
the Words of Silvanos inlaid with silver. As lives the land, so live the
Elves. Beside the throne stood a rose glass table. "Do you see those ivory
hands, there on the table?"
She did. The sculpture hadn't been there even this morning.
"I had it commissioned in the summer. I thought the time might come..." He
stopped, then said, "The hands are empty now." Lorac's voice echoed into the
well, the echoes like wings rustling round the throne and the ivory sculpture.
"But come, come with me."
He pulled her along. She followed, thinking they would take the spiraling
staircase down into the audience hall. They did not. He took her far down the
corridor past closed doors and curtained alcoves to a smaller, darker
staircase. They entered a narrow doorway, and she had to duck her head to pass
through.
The air in that lightless place smelled faintly damp. Lorac whispered,
"Shirak!" and a globe of golden light appeared above his head, moving as he
did and lighting the way down narrow stone steps through a passage Alhana had
known about but never taken. This way lay a dungeon, not one for keeping
prisoners-those were dealt with in other towers.
Cold seeped through the soles of her soft slippers as she ran after her
father. Down and around, spiraling into darkness with only that one golden
light bobbing above, at last, she saw green light pulsing in the distance
below-light like the kind you see when sun shines through aspen leaves in
spring. When they reached the floor at last, Lorac led her to the far corner
of the dungeon, a place where-had it been meant to hold prisoner-bars would
have been erected, chains installed. Upon a small table, not one so lovely as
that beside Lorac's throne, sat a crystal globe. It seemed no larger than a
child's marble, and yet Alhana knew instinctively that this was not the case.
It felt larger, no matter what sight told her. She closed her eyes, not
wanting to see it. In the utter darkness, an image sprang: The strange
sculpture of empty hands beside her father's throne filled at last, filled
with this orb that seemed small yet felt large.
"Father, what is it?"
He turned to her, smiling. "It is a Dragon Orb, Alhana."
She frowned, stepping closer, then away. Power pulsed in the globe, throbbing
like a heart in the night. The skin on the back of her neck prickled. "This is
what you took?"
"Rescued," said the king quickly. "I rescued it. It cried out to me, and I
rescued it. This orb has the power to command dragons. It was one of five,
crafted by wizards in a far distant time. Two we know are lost. This third is
here. The others ... ?" He shrugged. "I don't know where they are, or if they
still exist. But I do know this, for I have studied what small lore is left of
them-a mage with the strength of will to control the magic of an orb will be
able to control dragons."
A damp breeze drifted through the dungeon, touching Alhana's cheek with cold
fingers. "And the mage who tried but could not control the orb? What would
happen to him, Father?"
Lorac turned to her, his pale face shining, his eyes alight. Ignoring her
question, he said, "How would it be, my Alhana, if suddenly Phair Caron found
her dragons answering to my will? How-?" He cocked his head, his eyes gone
soft and unfocused, as they had been when first he woke from his nightmare.
"Listen. Do you hear it? The world will be lost..."
Alhana heard nothing, but she did not say so. Softly, she touched her father's
arm, the silk sleeve of his robe cold and damp under her fingertips. "Father,
come away. Come away. You frighten me!"
He turned, and though he looked at her, he did not see her. His were the eyes
of a young man who stood a long time ago in the Tower of High Sorcery at
Istar, the eyes of an old man who not even an hour ago woke screaming from
nightmare. He said nothing, though, and he let her lead him away from the
dragon orb, back up the narrow cold stairs.

*****

In the morning, when the last rosy fingers of dawn were withdrawing and
leaving behind a hard blue autumn sky, Dalamar woke to the tolling of all the
bells in the city of Silvanost. Over the tolling, he heard frightened voices
and running feet.
"What is it, my lord?" he called to Tellin, hurrying past his window. Lord
Tellin didn't know, and Dalamar dressed to find a better answer. Outside, he
found the temple-folk, clerics and servants alike, running into the streets
already clogged with people, students running from the Academy District,
advocates from the Embassy District. From the Market District and the Servitor
District in the west, men and women and children came, following their
neighbors to the heart of Silvanost, to the Garden of Astarin round which the
temples clustered, where the Tower of the Stars stood, tall against the sky.
Griffins sailed above the Tower, their wings golden in the new day, their
harsh cries, like battle cries, filling the sky.
"What's happened?" Dalamar asked his master again.
Grimly, looking north, Tellin said, "The Barrier Hedge is on fire. Phair
Caron's dragons have set it alight!"
A cleric, overhearing, cried out. Others picked up her shout and sent it round
and round the gathering until the Wildrunners at the gates of the Tower looked
at each other, silently wondering whether they would be called upon to quell a
panicky mob.
"Look," Dalamar said, pointing north and then south, east and then west.
Ripples of motion shivered through the crowd, starting at the four corners and
making itself into a parting of the sea of people as, one after another, the
lords and ladies of the Sinthal-Elish left their homes and went among their
clans, speaking words of comfort or offering quieting gestures. They came, one
and all, to the Tower of the Stars, for it had been appointed that they meet
with the Speaker at this hour. Not one of them, not even Lord Garan of House
Protector, looked up to the griffins and the Windriders. They went as though
upon any ordinary day. From them, calm emanated, and certainty and a measure
of peace.
All would be well said the Householders by gestures and with words. The people
heeded, for how could they not? These were their lords. This was the council
of the king, and who should know better? In groups and singly, the citizens of
Silvanost returned to their homes or the tasks they had left. In the sky the
griffins circled, round the top of the Tower of the Stars, and one of all that
crowd looked up at them and expressed his unease.
"It doesn't look good, my lord," Dalamar Argent said to the cleric beside him.
"Windriders circling the Tower as if they expect some attack from the sky, the
Barrier Hedge on fire..." He looked away north. He had never seen the Barrier
Hedge. In all his life he had never gone father than his secret cave in the
north of the woods, but he could imagine the hedge now, a wall of flame.
"Phair Caron has made her move at last."

Chapter 4

They came, old men and women, children and babes in arms. They left footprints
in blood on the stony ground. Their tears watered the earth, and their
lamentations terrified the birds of the air. On days of pouring rain and on
days of sun, they came walking, staggering through the aspenwood in the golden
season, in autumn so beloved of elves. They came, an army of misery, disease,
injury, and despair, an army of woe. The careful shaping of the forest fell to
ruin before them, and the trail they left behind was one of deer carcasses,
sodden campfires, worn out boots, and of their own dead. Old men fell, their
hearts broken and refusing to beat. Old women collapsed and did not get up.
Small children died of exposure. Mourning, they simply covered the dead with
brush and moved on.
In the days of Phair Caron's border raids, the refugees had been a trickle, a
few fleeing the burning of villages in the northmost part of the land. By the
middle of the month of Autumn Harvest, the trickle became a stream, running
down to Silvanost. They shivered in the cool nights, sleeping on stony ground.
They had only the clothes on their backs. Some fortunate few carried ragged
blankets to wrap round their weeping children. They had no young men to
protect them. No one who looked strong enough to turn into a soldier ever
survived a ravaged village. Those were killed at once. The draconians sweeping
through villages sought them out as robbers seek gold. Before the eyes of
screaming old men and women, wailing children, the young and healthy were cut
down and killed.
The aged, the sick, the children, these were allowed to leave each village,
even encouraged to do so. It was the favorite tactic of Phair Caron's mage,
Tramd o' the Dark. "Let them go," he cried over each slaughter. Some said they
saw him, a tall human on dragonback. Others said he was a dwarf, still others
an ogre. But then others would say, "Who would imagine a dragon letting an
ogre ride?" However it was, all agreed that the mage's voice, magic-aided,
boomed over the burning villages and towns like the bellowing of a terrible
god. "Let them go! Drive them out! Let them spread fear like disease! Let them
clog the forest and fill up the cities with need and terror!"
War raged behind this army of woe, little villages aflame, awash in blood. To
the east, out by the Bay of Balifor, a great fire burned. The Barrier Hedge
was in flames. What then for the elves? What then for the best beloved of the
gods?

*****

In the Temple of E'li, the Dawn Prayer lifted upon the winged voices of the
old and young, men and women. Day after day, Dalamar woke to it until he could
no longer hear it as anything but the sound of desperation. To him, it was the
helpless cacophony of people bleating like sheep to a god who-if he had indeed
returned to the world as rumor said-had not bothered to stop the hand of
Takhisis from ripping apart the kingdom of the Silvanesti. Lords and ladies
came to pray, as did merchants and masons and gardeners and servitors. Elves
of high station and low trooped in for morning services, for noontide worship,
and were often back again for Day's End prayers. The smoke of incense hung in
the air, stinging the eyes and making old ladies cough. It did nothing to
cover the odor of fear permeating the Temple of E'li and all those others
clustered round the Garden of Astarin as reports came to the city of burned
villages in the north and west, of battles on the border. Some of those
battles between elves and the dragonarmy were victories. Others were not.
Troops of Wildrunners practiced war-work on the training grounds around the
barracks, their cries and the ringing of steel on steel heard even in the
Garden of Astarin. Others moved out of the city, marching north even as flocks
of citizens marched to the temples and dark rumor ran like smoke through the
city. The Speaker and his council were considering the idea of evacuating the
kingdom if Phair Caron broke past Alinosti.
"Why don't they do something?" Dalamar muttered, watching out the window of
the scriptorium on one of the last warm days of autumn. One of the last he
knew, for each time he went in the forest to hunt for herbs to fill the
Temple's storerooms he saw signs that colder weather was coming. Seed dropped
fast now. Stalks withered. The plants drew all their life downward to hide it
under the ground till spring. Farther north, in the forest where his secret
texts lay hidden beneath magical wards, mice and voles had moved inside the
cave. He had been obliged to put a warding on each book to protect it from the
incursions of nesting creatures.
Lord Tellin looked up from his pages-lists or reports or some small work of
his own-past Dalamar to the garden. People stood in small groups, some just
come out from service, others waiting to go in. His eye searched for one in
particular, Lady Lynntha, who had been each day at the earliest service,
lifting her voice in the Dawn Hymn.
"Do what?" he asked Dalamar, but absently. He saw her, tall and slender,
standing a little apart from a group of other young women. She looked around
idly. This had been going on since the day she'd come to return Tellin's gift.
Her voice was now a regular part of the prayer services.
"Anything." Dalamar saw glances meet, Tellin and Lynntha's. Dangerous, he
thought, dangerous, my Lord Tellin. "All they do is pray and feed troops up to
the border."
"And these things are nothing?" Tellin reached for his pen, found the quill's
tip split, and took up another.
"Yes." Dalamar turned his back to the garden and the people milling there.
"Lord Garan, I think, would agree."
Tellin looked up, surprised and perhaps amused to hear so bold an opinion from
a servant. He had heard one or two similar opinions in the last weeks. Dalamar
had changed since he had returned to the Grove of Learning to take up his
studies in magic again. He grew bolder, more confident, and it seemed to
Tellin that this was both a good thing and bad. He did want a mage skilled in
the healing arts, one who could put his talents to use should that become
necessary. Who would not want one near who knew how to imbue a salve with
magical properties? And yet... and yet there were these bold, striding
opinions, which, even if they sometimes matched Tellin's own thoughts, were
not seemly in a servitor.
Perhaps this, he thought, is why we don't allow them too much knowledge of art
and literature and magic. They overreach. And yet, Tellin didn't think the
reach of this careful and cunning servant often exceeded his grasp.
"Do you think Lord Garan would agree with you, Dalamar? Well, perhaps. But
hindsight-"
"Yes," Dalamar interrupted, "it's the best sight. Still, seeing backward, I
know that a mistake was made to forge treaties with Phair Caron. Another was
made when the king delayed Lord Garan's hand for the sake of building up
troops. The Highlord, it seems, built a stronger force than we can muster."
The words fell like the ring of steel into the room. Tellin looked away from
the garden, his eyes dark and troubled. He heard the truth of what Dalamar
said, and he knew that truth was being whispered in other quarters. Still, it
was not right to engage in such speculation with a servitor.
"Easy enough to say," Tellin murmured, shuffling his pages to say he'd done
with this talk, "now that all deeds are done."
Dalamar took a moment to decide whether he would accept dismissal. Then softly
he said, "I suppose you're right, but seeing forward, I know how that mistake
can be rectified."
Tellin put aside his quill again, this time not smiling. "Have you been making
war plans, Dalamar? Isn't that better left to-"
"-to my betters?" Dalamar shrugged. "I suppose you might think so, my lord, if
you thought the heart of a servitor were not as deeply filled with love for
his homeland as the hearts of lords and ladies."
Tellin winced. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean-"
Yes, said Dalamar's cool smile, you meant just that. "Look what my betters
have wrought. Have you heard it," he said, "that the refugees from this war
are not marching neatly to the cities on the river? People with maps thought
they would do that, but people in terror simply run. These are trampling their
way to Silvanost, hungry and cold and frightened. Come, I suppose, to see what
the best of their betters have to say about things."
Tellin's eyes narrowed at this impudence. Dalamar wondered whether he had
pushed the cleric too far. He did not back down, though. He had been a long
time considering his plan, and most of this morning looking at the maps in
this very room when what he should have been doing was sharpening quills,
scraping parchment clean, and laying out the lists of stores for Tellin to
review and amend.
"My Lord Tellin," he said, striving to keep a tone that wouldn't alienate his
master. "I have a lot of time to think out there in the woods where the herbs
are. And I have a chance to hear what is being said in the city among the
people. Lords and ladies, they don't look to see if a servant is near. We are
invisible to them. And so they speak freely, and we listen freely. I know we
elves held our hand too long, and now we suffer for it. We let advocates and
emissaries steer our defense, as though we were in some court of law and not
at war. We put our trust in treaties that Phair Caron had no mind to honor.
Now we are too late to the border with too few soldiers." Softly, he said,
"You know that as well as I, my lord."
Tellin looked out the window again. Lynntha's voice lifted in sudden laughter.
Her brother had come to escort her home from the Temple. He watched her turn
and walk away, lovely on Lord Ralan's arm. Her cheeks were sun-gold. Her
silver hair, caught back from her face and captured in a glittering jeweled
net, hung heavy on her long slender neck. What would happen to her if the
Wildrunners could not hold the border? Who would defend her and keep her safe?
Tellin shuddered and looked at Dalamar, his impertinent servant. "Tell me," he
said, reluctant to show enthusiasm, and yet curious. "Tell me what plan you
have."
And then what? He could not go to the Speaker of the Stars and say, "Beg
pardon, my lord king, but my servant has come up with a brilliant plan of
defense." Certainly he could not! War plans from the servant of a cleric whose
duty it was to keep the records in the Temple of E'li? This was idiocy! And
yet, he was curious.
Dalamar sensed that curiosity as if it were something to smell. He crossed the
tiled floor and took out a map from the chest of drawers. He spread the map
upon the marble table and said, "First, my lord, let us agree that we are not
at the center of the world."
Tellin listened, growing by turns astonished, disbelieving, and finally
accepting. When Dalamar had finished talking, the sunlight was long gone from
the garden, having moved around the back of the Temple. Noontide services had
come and gone. Somewhere out by the docks a bell tolled.
"Of course," Dalamar said, and now he smiled a little, "if you think this plan
is good, you must take it to whomever you decide needs to hear it and say that
it is your own. After all, who would heed the ideas of a servitor?"
Tellin sat back, shaking his head. Who would heed a servitor, indeed? No one.
Yet, who but a mage could explain this idea? No one.

*****

Dalamar stood in the Tower of the Stars. He looked up into the high recesses
of the chamber and watched the light of stars and the two risen moons
glimmering down the walls, dancing on the gems imbedded in the marble walls.
Almost, he thought, you can hear that light laughing, singing the songs of the
spheres. All around him he felt the ancient magic that had made this marvelous
place, echoes of spellcasting done hundreds of years before. Any who chose to
attend could feel the wispy remnants of that ancient magic, but none felt that
tingling, that echo of mighty spellwork as a mage did. To stand here now was
like hearing music drifting out from a distant window, ancient songs and old,
old melodies.
Voices of another kind drifted down into the audience chamber from the
gallery, ashy whispers with no tones to let him determine one from the other.
Beside him, Lord Tellin tried to keep a calm, respectful stillness in this
place of power, but the cleric could not hold quiet for long.
Tellin looked around in the great audience chamber, eyes darting here and
there, from the magic-wrought walls to the silk-woven tapestries to the nine
steps leading to the broad high dais where King Lorac's throne sat, a
magnificent high seat of emerald and mahogany. Upon the mahogany where the
king's shoulders rested, words of inlaid silver gleamed in the starlight: As
lives the land, so live the Elves. Beside the throne a table stood, its
surface made of rose glass, and upon that rosy surface an ivory sculpture of
cupped hands, empty hands.
Dalamar looked down at the floor and his sandaled feet, and he drew in all his
thoughts, gathering them, stilling them, and keeping them safe and private in
the quietness within himself. Those empty hands touched him deeply. The
eloquence of their beseeching matched a feeling he'd had all his life. Fill me
up! Enlighten me! Grant me what I need and deserve! He would not look at the
empty hands again. It was enough that he felt the ache of their yearning.
A footstep sounded on the stairs above. Three shadowy figures came down the
long winding staircase, their way lit not by torches but by two glowing
spheres of magic-made light. The king, Ylle Savath of House Mystic, and Lord
Garan of House Protector descended from the gallery to the audience hall.
Their robes rustled, whispering to the stone steps-Lady Ylle's green robe of
damasked silk, the king's brocaded violet robe, Lord Garan's unadorned robe of
rusty gold samite. Dalamar caught his breath, in spite of himself impressed,
for these three wore upon their backs more wealth than any servitor might hope
to possess in all his life.
When the elf-king's foot touched the floor, the two young men, mage and
cleric, each dropped to one knee. Tellin lowered his gaze and then his head.
His hands, white-knuckled, were still, but just barely. His face shone whiter
than the king's, whiter than his robes. His lips moved, perhaps in prayer.
These things Dalamar saw out the corner of his eye, his head only a little
lowered.
Soft like the sigh of wind through the aspens, Ylle Savath spoke a word to
dismiss the spheres of light. Now only the light of torches shone, and shadows
leaping all around the hall as she said, "My lord king, here is a cleric and
his servant who have requested audience of us all. The cleric is Lord Tellin
Windglimmer. You might remember his grandfather who was head of the Temple of
Branchala in the years when I was a child."
The Speaker made a sound of assent.
"And his servant," said Lady Ylle, "is Dalamar Argent, whose mother was Ronen
Windwalker and whose father was Derathos Argent of House Servitor." She lifted
her head, regarding Dalamar from beneath hooded lids. Her voice was as cool as
winter frost. "He is magic-taught."
Lord Garan moved restlessly, reacting to the news that the servant kneeling
here in the Tower of the Stars was a mage. Steel rang, chiming faintly. Garan
wears mail beneath that rich robe! Dalamar thought.
"Him?" Garan whispered to Ylle Savath. "He is trained in magic? Could they
find nothing else to do with him?"
Was there no other way to handle the embarrassment of a servant so
inconveniently born with magic singing in his blood? Dalamar felt his cheeks
begin to flush. He closed his eyes, willing the blood to retreat from his
face, willing himself to keep still.
In the quiet, a footfall, slow and light on the marble floor. Lorac Caladon
walked into the hall. He put a hand on Tellin's shoulder to bid him stand. He
put another on Dalamar's and said, "Rise, young mage."
Dalamar lifted his eyes, and when Lorac offered the barest twitch of a smile,
he mirrored it not because he felt it, but to let his king know that he
appreciated the courtesy.
"Lord Tellin," said Lorac, his pale eyes growing keen and cool, "I have heard
that you wish to come and speak to me of the war."
Tellin lifted his chin, and he held his king's gaze. "I do, my lord king. I am
not," he said, bowing to Lord Garan, "one who studies war, and I know there
are others who-"
Dalamar glanced swiftly from the king to his counselors and to Tellin mouthing
courtesies and compliments and spending his words telling the king how much he
did not know about the matter he'd come to lay before them. It would not do.
"My lord king," Dalamar said, stepping a little forward.
Tellin's words died, the eyes of the august turned toward the servant who
should have kept his place and remained silent. Dalamar smiled at each, a
small, cool gesture of acknowledgment.
"My lord king," he said, as though the silence had been what he was waiting
for. "Lord Tellin has been good enough to use his name to get for me a thing
my own name or station would not have availed. But now that I am here, and you
are here, I will say this: I know that the war does not go well, and I know
that the Highlord is bringing forces in from Goodlund and Balifor to augment
her army."
"Silence!" Ylle Savath snapped. The light of the wall torches ran in her
silvery hair. Shadows made her chin seem sharp, her patrician nose like the
beak of an eagle. "Servitor, you have overstepped your bounds." She looked at
the king and Lord Garan. "He should be removed."
Lord Garan stepped forward, his face flushed with the same anger that had made
Lady Ylle's cheeks go pale. The impertinence of servants was not to be borne,
and the presumption of this one who came prating about things of which he had
no understanding-!
"I will remove him, my lord king."
Tellin moved, as though to object, but another was before him. Lorac laid a
hand on Lord Garan's arm, a firm grip.
"No." Torches flared and sighed in their brackets, the light of their flames
ran laughing in the jewels embedded in the wall. Lorac shook his head. A
troubled look passed across his face, like a shadow running. "The boy doesn't
lie, does he, Garan? He is having no groundless fantasy?"
The Head of House Protector scowled. Garan glared at Dalamar, but he did not
deny what Speaker Lorac said.
"Now," said the king to Dalamar, "you have presumed to tell us what we already
know. Tell us why you have come to speak the obvious."
"I do not come to speak the obvious, my lord king. I come to speak of a way to
turn the tide of this war in our favor. I have a plan, and I think you will
appreciate it when you hear it."
"A plan?" Lady Ylle snorted disbelief. "Now we are taking advice on battle
tactics from temple servants? Really, Lorac, how much more of your time do you
have to waste?"
As much as I please, said the king's haughty glance. Aloud he said, "Patience,
my lady. You and I have lived long enough to know that good news comes out of
strange quarters. Lord Tellin is spending fistfuls of the goodwill that his
family name earns him. No doubt he feels he spends it in a good cause. That
says something in the servant's favor. Let us hear what these two have come to
say. And"-he looked at Tellin, white in the face, and at Dalamar, who stood
straight and tall and still didn't flinch from his king's scrutiny-"let us do
so in a more comfortable place."
Lorac turned, looking at none of them, obliging all to follow as he led them
into an alcove off the main chamber, a small room redly lit by hearth and
torch.
"Are you mad?" Tellin whispered to Dalamar as they followed the king and his
counselors. "Speaking that way to the king himself?"
"No," Dalamar murmured. "Quite sane, my lord. And as you will note"-he
smiled-"we are here where we need to be."
All around the private chamber of the Speaker, candles glowed, orange pillars
scented with barberry, green scented with pine, and white scented with the
oils of winter-blooming jasmine. The colors of the candles and their delicate
perfumes acted as heralds to the changing season. Tiny points of light danced
in a breeze coming through the slivers of space between windows and sills.
Shadows jumped and light leaped, drawing the eye round the little room. A
wide, tall hearth dominated the south wall, the mantle filled with candles.
Before it ranged large, comfortably cushioned chairs.
Wordlessly, the Speaker gestured his guests to chairs and assumed his own
nearest the fire without waiting to see how they sorted themselves out. They
did not do so easily, for no one could quite reckon where in the arrangement a
servant must sit. In the end, and not unhappy with it, Dalamar did not sit at
all. He stood behind Lord Tellin's chair and gained for himself a commanding
view of all those gathered.
"Children," said the king, "tell me now what you have come to say."
Dalamar glanced at Tellin, as a matter of form, and when the cleric gestured,
he said, "My king, it is plain to even the humblest member of my House that
the courage of Lord Garan's Wildrunners will not likely stand against the
greater numbers of Phair Caron's army."
In the silence following his words, he heard the Speaker's breath hitch, just
a little.
Lord Garan hissed a curse. "How dare you say that, mageling?"
Dalamar ignored the insulting tone of Garan's voice and the offensive
diminutive. He looked to the king and spoke only to him. "I dare say it, my
king, because what I say is true. It might not be convenient that this truth
is noticed by a servitor, or that a servitor has considered it and reckoned a
way around it, but not the less, what I say is true."
"You have a quick tongue, Dalamar Argent." Lorac leaned forward, looking at
Dalamar narrowly over the steeple of his fingers. "A quick tongue, and you
would do well to use it now to tell me what plan you have made."
Fire snapped in the hearth, and ashes fell slithering into the fire bed.
Dalamar's mouth went suddenly dry, and the words of an old saying came mocking
to mind: Who leaps, leaps best when he knows where he will land. Of course,
who doesn't leap at all, knowing or unknowing, gets to stand at the edge of
the precipice until he must turn back with nothing earned but the failure to
act.
Unacceptable.
"I would strike at the Highlord from behind, my king, and-"
Lord Garan's laughter snapped out, stinging. "You'd do that, eh? Haven't you
heard that all the northern lands from Khur to Nordmaar are occupied by Phair
Caron's army?"
"I've heard," Dalamar murmured, his eyes low, a small smile playing around his
lips. He looked up again, assuming an expression of innocent frankness that
fooled the Head of House Protector not at all. "No doubt you've heard, my
lord, that there is a mage or two in the kingdom with skills that might
facilitate my idea? Illusions skillfully cast will make our forces advancing
from the south seem invisible to the eyes of the Highlord's army, while at the
same time other illusions will make it seem they are being attacked from the
north." He smiled, a chill twitch of his lips. "At which time, they'll turn to
fight what isn't there, while the Wildrunners surround and attack them .. .
from behind."
Ylle Savath, until then silent, lifted a hand, with the simple gesture
capturing the attention of all. "My lord king," she said, "it might be well to
remind this servitor that illusions are not the province of White magic. They
are the province of Red magic. Here," she said, turning a glance upon Dalamar
that was cold as winter and as dangerous, "here we practice constructive
magic."
"And yet," Dalamar replied in his mildest tone, "it seems to me that we had
better learn to construct some illusions, my lady."
Ylle Savath's eyes glinted sharp as knives. "If you are suggesting we practice
any magic other than Solinari's, you come perilously close to blasphemy,
Dalamar Argent."
Blasphemy.
The word hung in the stillness of the room. It seemed the flames in the hearth
whispered it, once and again. At last Lorac stood, his face expressionless and
masked by shadows.
"Young mage," he said, inclining his head in the only bow a king need make,
that of courtesy to one of his people. "Young cleric, you have my leave to
return to your homes. May E'li bless you on your way."
He lifted a hand and dropped it again. The flames in the hearth fell. The
torches dimmed. Thus did the elf-king, the highest of all mages in his land,
signal that there would be no more conversation here tonight, on this subject
or any other.

*****

Cardinals sang their chipping songs in the hedges of the Garden of Astarin.
Late-goers, they were the last songbirds to sleep, the heralds of
nightingales. The light of half-moons shone down, red and silver on the path
away from the Tower of the Stars. Dalamar's blood sang brave songs, as it did
when he was preparing to work magic. He had stood before the king, before
Heads of Households, and he had laid out a bold plan, one he knew could work.
"It was a waste," Tellin said, "a waste of time and a waste of-"
Dalamar raised an eyebrow. "And a waste of the good will your family name gets
you? Do you really think so, my lord?"
Tellin snorted. "Did you see the way Lady Ylle reacted to your idea?
'Blasphemy,' she called it. I tell you, Dalamar, you won no friends there. You
won no favor with Lord Garan either, lecturing him on battleground tactics.
What, by the names of all the gods of Good, makes you think either of them
will second your plan to the king, even if Lorac is interested in it?"
Dalamar stopped, standing a long moment listening to the night. Wind sighed in
the trees. Somewhere in the darkness a child laughed, and a woman's voice
lifted in even-song, a lullaby for her baby. Lights glimmered in all the
hollows and on all the hills. Towers built of marble rose up white in the
starlight, some grand and high with wings of rooms reaching out from the base,
others smaller and built in humbler imitation of their wealthy neighbors. A
nightingale sang, and another joined in, their sweet liquid notes sounding in
his heart like the very song of the nighttime forest.
"My Lord Tellin," he said, "they are talking of leaving here, the king and the
Sinthal-Elish. You've heard the rumor. If things keep on as they are ..." He
looked away north to the borderlands. "If things keep on, I don't think it
will be long before they make up their minds."
Tellin shuddered, his eyes dark in the night. Elves leave the Sylvan Land?
Wasn't that, too, a kind of blasphemy? "How could they even consider it?"
Dalamar looked over his shoulder to the Tower of the Stars rising above the
whispering crowns of the aspens. Light shone from windows normally dark at
this hour. Yes, the king sat waking. He was thinking, turning over the plan
presented him by a minor mage of a lowly House, a scheme that bore the taint
of blasphemy. Of this, Dalamar was certain, for a dragonarmy savaged his
northern reaches, and Lorac Caladon had no choice but to consider all options.
Whether he'd choose this one or not, none could say. But he was considering.
"Desperate people, my lord, do things they might not otherwise consider."
Tellin smiled, but without humor. "So you've solved all the problems, have
you, Dalamar?"
"No, my lord, not all."
In silence, he followed Tellin through the Garden of Astarin, past Astarin's
temple where chanting prayers were sung, round the fragrant beds of jasmine
and late wisteria, of starweed and moonflower and nodding columbine. Men and
women of House Gardener worked there by the light of tall torches, watering
flower beds, for such work was best done at night while the earth has respite
from the thirsty sun. The earthy scent of wet dirt drifted up. Fireflies
danced in the recesses of each hedge, hungry for the larvae of slugs.
It had been, indeed, love of his homeland that moved Dalamar to conceive this
plan he'd put before the king-a real and abiding love such as every elf knows.
He had not thought more than this moved him, not until this moment in the
Garden of Astarin with the fireflies winking and the scent of jasmine in the
air. As he walked, a wild hope rose again in his breast, one he'd thought
banished. When his plan succeeded-and he knew it would-he would ask Lord
Tellin to present his case to the mages of House Mystic, to ask that he be
instructed as all other mages are, fully in the magic art. He dared hope now,
for he'd stood among lords and spoken with a king who had heard him out, a
king who might well heed what he heard.
When this plan proved itself, he would tell Lord Tellin that he wanted to
learn all the magic he could and then one day go to the Tower of High Sorcery
at Wayreth, there to apply to the Conclave of Wizards in hope that they would
grant him permission to take his Tests of Sorcery.

*****

Two days later, in the morning, while Dalamar sat in the scriptorium with the
usual basket of quills to sharpen, a message came to the Temple, a short
missive tersely worded, saying that the servitor Dalamar Argent must go to the
home of the Head of House Mystic, and he must be there before the noon hour.
Dalamar presented himself long before that time, where he learned-not from
Ylle Savath herself but from one of her mages-that he would be among those who
would travel north to the borderlands, there to bespell a dragonarmy.
"Let him live or die by his plan," Lady Ylle said on the day that Lorac
announced he'd follow the advice of a servitor.
That she'd said as one pronouncing a dark doom. Yet, Dalamar heard her command
as the first note of a brave song, one to tell of his dream, long thought
impossible, at last waking to reality.

Chapter 5

Phair Caron looked over her army spread out below like a great dark sea,
restless and hungry. The long-legged woman in her red dragon armor, the lusty
shape of her not hidden by mail and breastplate, stood like a queen overseeing
her kingdom. Her hair, normally bundled up under her dragon helm, hung loose
now to her shoulders, a golden spill of waving curls to catch the sunlight. It
was her beauty that softened, if only a little, a face long ago shaped to
hardness by want and rage. Eyes the color of the blue edges of swords, she
looked around, satisfied. The tors of the Khalkist Mountains were her stony
halls. Rising higher than the towers of any elf-lord, they housed her well.
All round their base supply camps ranged, cook tents and food depots, even a
small dry of smiths with their forges. The smoke rose up like the smoke over a
battleground. Anvils rang as brawny human smiths worked at repairing
breastplates and greaves, at forging new blades for swords damaged in the
fighting. She could have wished for dwarf smiths, but those were hard to come
by, locked up in Thorbardin while the Council of Thanes decided whether or not
to get involved in the war.
Phair Caron looked west to the land of Abanasinia, whose spine was the
Kharolis Mountains. The estranged cousins of the Silvanesti lived there, the
wood-dwelling Qualinesti. Humans lived there, and hill dwarves. Already
Verminaard, the Highlord of the Blue Wing, had his eye on them, laying cruel
plans and ready to swoop down upon those lands like an eagle after its prey.
One day, if not sooner then later, all these lands and all the people who
lived therein would belong to Her Dark Majesty. The forces of Takhisis would
sweep south to Icewall and north to Solamnia to topple the towers of Vingaard
and Solanthus. In her might, the Dark Queen would range even so far as the
Ergoths. All of Krynn would be hers, a shrine to her glory built upon the
bones of those who defied.
Her blood humming in her, her heart high, Phair Caron looked south, to the
dark line of the Silvanesti Forest. The Highlords of Takhisis would be as
kings and queens in Krynn. She smiled, a wolfish baring of her teeth. This
Highlord would rule from Silvanost, and she would have for her slaves the
lords and ladies of Lorac Caladon's court.
A roar came up distantly from below, the sound of her army, the restless
hordes of humans and goblins, draconians and ogres. It had not been easy,
organizing this army of disparate races. Humans refused to camp near ogres,
who would not be anywhere near goblins. No one could get within striking
distance of any of the three breeds of draconians without small wars erupting,
and among mem, the Baaz hated the venomous Kapaks, who loathed them in turn
and despised the Auraks.
A long dark shadow passed over the hilltop as Blood Gem sailed on the warm
currents, drifting on the sky. Terror kept all the factions of the Highlord's
army in line, the dread of the dragons sunning themselves upon the tors. Often
bored between forays into the forest, the mighty wyrms were happy to snatch a
recalcitrant ogre or insubordinate human right out from the crowd of his
companions and make a proper example of him. The dragons were Phair Caron's
insurance of good order. With that general order insured, she practiced the
kind of hard-handed control for which she had become known among the Dark
Queen's Highlords. Whichever of her lieutenants failed to keep order among his
men failed only once. There were, here and in the lands she'd early conquered,
plenty of others willing and able to take the place of the man or woman who
could not maintain discipline.
Above, a wing of dragons circled in the sky, long lazy rounds that took them
out over the aspen forest just turning gold with the approach of autumn. Blood
Gem abandoned his lazy circling and went to join his kin. Phair Caron felt the
joy in him as he looked down upon the destruction he and his kind had wrought,
the smoldering, and the wide swaths of land that would not see a tree again
for many long years.
It is good! the dragon called, feeling her thought touch his mind.
It is good, she agreed silently, the woman who had once scrambled in
gutter-filth for a bent copper tossed her by an elf too disdainful to wait for
her thanks. The flames of her ambition, of her long need for revenge, burned
in her blood, firing her heart and her soul. It seemed to Phair Caron, as she
stood upon the heights, that she could see as far as Silvanost, as far as that
day when Lorac Caladon would be led before her in chains, condemned to death,
the sentence carried out by stoning in the widest square of his city.
A small figure moved among the army, his step determined, his way clearing
easily before him. Goblins moved aside, their ranks rippling as he went. When
he crossed the unofficial boundary between their camp and that of the ogres,
it was the same. This one went untroubled as soldiers who had only the day
before dealt mercilessly with elf villagers scrambled to get out of his way.
Thus did the mage Tramd o' the Dark make his way to the high side of the
army's encampment, the place where water came down in trickling streams from
the tors. Two tents stood there, a small space apart from each other and well
apart from all those housing the lieutenants and captains of the dragonarmy.
One was of red silk and had a bright red pennon waving from the center pole.
Peaked, even chambered, it stood like a splotch of bright blood amidst the dun
and black and browns of the army. The second tent was a simpler affair,
smaller, with leather sides and no pennon flapping from the pole. To the first
Phair Caron looked, for she knew that was where the mage was going, head down
and moving quickly.
Blood Gem, she called.
My lady?
Tell him to meet me in my tent.
As you wish, my lady.
The red dragon peeled off from the others, stretching his long neck and
bugling to the sky. The army moved, shifting like an uneasy sea before a storm
wind. Ogres raised knotted fists to the sky, all bravado. Humans moved
restlessly among themselves while goblins scurried. In the far eastern part of
the encampment, draconians gave no sign of having heard. They felt about
dragons as dragons felt about them. Tramd stopped and looked up, then he
turned his steps away from the red tent and toward the leather one.
Phair Caron smiled grimly. He was a good mage, this Tramd, and a good man in
the field when it came to leading battles from dragonback. Among the elves he
was known and not known, his presence felt in bloody carnage, though no two
elves ever seemed to be able to agree on a description of him. Ogre, human,
dwarf, even once an elf-all these were reported as being seen leading the
attacks on the villages, a mage whose terrible voice boomed out over the
burning and the killing. They thought he was a shapeshifter, some terrible
creature out of the bloody Abyss. He was not that, though he was terrible.
Phair Caron went bounding down the hill, the horned dragon helm tucked under
her arm, her long sword slapping against her mailed thigh. A good man,
terrible in battle, but Tramd had an annoying habit of disappearing from time
to time. About this, they would now speak.

*****

When Phair Caron entered her tent, Tramd turned from me map pinned to the
north wall. He had been studying it, his head thrust a little forward, his
shoulders a little hunched. All of Silvanesti lay upon that map, the burned
reaches and the forest beyond.
"My lady," said the mage, whom the elves of the northern border feared, whom
the members of the dragonarmy itself did fear. "I am here as you asked."
Outside, the sound of the army was the sound of an ocean, ebbing and flowing,
five thousand voices mingling with ten thousand more, undercurrents of ringing
mail, blades belling on blades as warriors practiced their skills. The song of
her army! Phair Caron set her dragon helm on the small table, straps
whispering against the rough wood, steel ringing faintly in the musty air. She
hooked a stool with one foot, dragged it behind the table, then sat. In
silence she looked at the mage, leveled a long blue stare at the handsome face
he showed her. Tall as a barbarian Plainsman, he wore a human shape today. His
hair matched hers in thickness and in golden color, and the beard he wore grew
long to the belt of his black robe.
Phair Caron smiled, but only to herself, only inwardly. Shaped like a man, a
woman, an ogre, a draconian, whatever guise he liked, this mage was no
shapeshifter. He was a dwarf. His gestures sometimes showed it, his expression
and turns of phrase often bespoke it. He wore avatars the way a courtier wore
his fabulous wardrobe, each scraped up from the earth itself, by magic shaped
of clay and stone, each chosen exactly for the occasion. And so, Tramd did
not, in fact, stand here beside her. This avatar was only a lifeless creation
enlivened by the mind of a mage who lived in a far place Phair Caron had never
seen. Nor had she ever encountered him in his true form. He would never permit
it. Those who thought they saw him, saw what the mage wished to be seen, and
if his whim decreed that anything of his true physical existence be presented,
it was only his voice.
"I looked for you, Tramd. This morning when the captains came to give me their
reports of yesterday's battle, I thought you would be among them."
A voice shouted outside. Nearby someone cursed, but the curse suddenly cut
off. The scent of blood hung thick on the air. Phair Caron didn't look around,
and into her stony stare Tramd shrugged, a small gesture. "I had other
business."
A frisson of anger raced through her. "Indeed. It seems you have had other
business often."
Tramd raised an eyebrow. "If you want to ask about my business, ask. You'll
get the same reply I always give: Your business is yours, and I will make it
mine because you ask. My business is mine, and no one needs to make it their
own."
A dark-cased insect crept across the floor-a beetle of some kind and nearly
half the size of her palm. Absently, Phair Caron crushed it, smiling to hear
the crackle of its shell bursting. She lifted her booted foot to look at the
mess, satisfied. "Careful, Tramd. You're not quite right in your statements.
You make my business yours because it suits you to go throughout Krynn with my
army. Times might change, my friend, and you might find it doesn't suit me to
have you here."
The avatar's handsome face remained quietly calm, and his green eyes
glittered. "Times always change, my lady. I don't worry about that."
His coolness irritated her. She traced the winding pattern on her dragon helm,
a line to suggest the tail of a dragon. Eyes narrowed, she stared at the
avatar of a mage whom she had never seen. A pile of rotting flesh with a
keen-edged mind, that's what rumor said of Tramd o' the Dark. Sometimes in the
night she would recall the tale, and that story made even her shudder. There
are tests mages take if they want to be more than hedge-wizards, more than
mere peddlers of love potions and salves to banish warts. No one had ever said
the tests were easy ones. Still, how many who spoke so blithely of those tests
understood how truly terrible they could be? Not many. Tramd, wherever the man
himself did stay, knew how terrible. It was said-and he never denied it-that
his body was ruined in the tests, so badly ravaged that only magic and the
will of a mind so powerful kept him living.
As though idly, Phair Caron said, "Can't you wait till the conquering is done
before you begin searching for loot?"
Blood mounted to Tramd's bearded cheeks. That characterization of his quest
was an insult. "Lady, you push me-"
On the hilltops, dragons bugled, the mighty reds shouting to one another,
preening, strutting, anxious for battle. One flew overhead, and a dark shadow
ran on the ground, rippling on the walls of the tent. Phair Caron felt their
eagerness as her own.
"Enough!" she snapped. "It is you who push me. From now on, you leave my army
when I tell you to. You don't come and go at your own will. The campaign will
move faster now. The elves are throwing all they have at the border, and all
they have isn't going to be enough. We'll be striking harder and more often. I
need you here."
He said nothing for a long moment, yea or nay, as another dragon flew over-and
then another, their shadows tangling on the leather tent walls. When he looked
up, his eyes gleamed coldly, a man who has weighed matters and decided what to
do. "As you will, my lady. Now, there is a small matter to discuss. One," he
said smoothly, "that repeatedly comes to my attention as I go among the army."
When she gestured, he stepped around the table to the map pinned to the tent
wall, the dragon shadows spinning webs of shade across his back. With one
sweeping gesture, he indicated all of Silvanesti. "We've won some battles
here, my lady. And yet we hang back, keeping to the tors."
She shrugged. "And?"
"And the army wonders when we will move into the forest."
Phair Caron laughed. "Looking for more loot than can be found in little
villages, are they? Heads all filled up with the fabled treasures of elven
cities?" She turned her head and spat. "I don't care. We do this as we have
always done, as we did in Nordmaar and Goodlund and Balifor-not until the
cities are clogged with refugees, until the armies have to fall back to defend
the people, will we leave this place. In the meantime, let them come against
us. Let them spend men and strength and treasure in getting to us."
"And so ...?"
Phair Caron shrugged. "So, kill a few of the naysayers- very publicly-and get
on with organizing the next raid." She turned from him to the map pinned to
the north wall of the tent. "And yes," she said, granting an oft-given boon,
"you may keep the heart-blood."
He did not acknowledge that but left in silence. After a while, the long
winding wails of a killing that would take some time rent the silence. Phair
Caron smiled.

*****

The songs of birds fell silent. In the boxwood bounding the Garden of Astarin,
the cardinals were mute. Gray titmice, purple finches, and humble sparrows had
nothing to say. Mockingbirds went deep into the hedges, the white chevrons
marking their wings hidden, their boisterous cries a thing for another day. No
butterflies hovered over the small pots of sand scattered round the garden.
Ladybirds did not dot the late roses. It was as though all the creatures of
the garden had fled or now stood in awe of the great gathering of elves.
If the garden stood silent, it was perhaps the only quiet place in Silvanost.
Not even the sky kept peaceful. Golden griffins circled the city with proud
Windriders on their backs. Sun glinted from the harnesses of the riders and
the cruel beaks of the beasts. There were two dozen in the sky, an outrider of
the six full prides that would converge upon the borderlands. Upon the back of
the largest griffin, head high, his jeweled sword belted on, his mail shirt of
finest linked steel shining, Lord Garan of House Protector led his pride to
the Tower of the Stars where the Speaker stood upon the highest balcony.
Alhana stood beside her father. The king glittered in gold and silks. His
daughter, her hand on his arm, shone white as a lily, her dark hair piled high
upon her head and dressed in diamonds, her robe purest white samite. As Garan
passed them, the lily princess lifted her hand, and Lord Garan removed his
helm in salute.
"Lord Garan!" the people cried, the women waving green kerchiefs from their
balconies, the men cheering mightily from the windows. "Lord Garan, for E'li!
Lord Garan, for Silvanesti!"
On the ground, the voices of the army rose and fell, filling the courtyard and
the streets around the Tower of the Stars. To hear the Wildrunners, to see
them, any would think they were nothing but an enormous party of hunters out
to provide a Feast Day's fare. Laughter skirled high in rough joking and
horseplay. The colors of the army, the green and gold of the beloved
aspenwood, sailed in the chill autumn breezes. Upon the balconies and in the
windows of the towers surrounding the home of the Speaker of the Stars, men
and women and children in brightly colored clothing came to stand and watch
the Wildrunners, some cheering, others silent. All tried to keep each moment
in memory, impress each sight upon the heart. Below them, in the green and the
gray, were the sons and daughters of House Protector. The regard in which they
were held crossed the threshold of every House, for here was the proud flower
of Silvanesti might, men and women sworn to spill their blood, break their
hearts, and offer up their lives if must be.
These were but a small part of the army massing. In Shalost, to the north and
west, Wildrunners were coming. This force from Silvanost would join them, for
it was in Shalost upon the grounds of Waylorn's Tower that griffins would be
gathering, the mighty beasts prepared to carry the archers into battle. The
army of Silvanost would have a two-day run to Waylorn's Tower, and once in the
forest, the Wildrunners would vanish into silence and shadow, dispersing in
groups of no more than a dozen, often less. The army of the Silvanesti did not
travel like the armies of any outlander nation. They were elves, the least
experienced among them would be indistinguishable from a shadow if he so
willed.
Out where the southern edge of Garden of Astarin lay shining in the sun, near
the Temple of the Blue Phoenix where those of House Woodshaper lived, the gray
and green became edged with white, like a cloud dropped low over a hillside.
Mages came, a long line of them, and their scent-spices, dried rose petals,
oils, and herbs-granted exotic undertones to the smell of leather and steel
and sweat of an army gathering. At their head marched Ylle Savath. She who
ruled House Mystic would see to the execution of this magical maneuver-this
servant's plan!-and leave nothing to chance. It had not been so hard to find
spells of illusion, though such were not the province of white magic. What was
forbidden among mages here was also recorded. The mages she had chosen for the
job were those she deemed worthy, those who had sterling reputations and would
swear to discharge this alien magic and never touch it again. Among these, at
the far end of the line, was one of whom she was not so certain, and yet one
she felt compelled to include. "Let him live or die by his plan," she had said
to the king. She felt deeply that such impudence as Dalamar Argent's should be
met with the charge to lay his life where he asked others to lay theirs.

*****

The heady scent of magic filled Dalamar's heart. All around him were those who
had once counted him as no one among them, and who now knew that he had forged
the plan to which they dedicated their strength and their will. In him, the
deferred hope flamed. He would come out from this worthy of all House Mystic
had denied him. Who would forbid him the knowledge he needed now? Who would
say then, "No. You cannot go and take your Tests of High Sorcery"?
A hand gripped his shoulder, and a low voice said, "Good morning to you,
Dalamar Argent."
Dalamar turned to find Tellin Windglimmer beside him. "Have you come to wish
me luck, my lord?"
Somewhere a trumpet sounded, a bright note soaring above the rumble of the
crowd. A ripple of excitement passed through the Wildrunners, and their joking
and laughter fell to a muted murmuring. The shape of the crowd began to change
as they formed themselves into small groups.
Tellin smiled, a wry grin. "Well, I do wish you luck." He let a fat pack drop
at his feet. "But that's not why I'm here."
"Indeed?" Dalamar drew breath to ask the begged question, then held. Tellin's
eye had wandered and, wandering, stopped. On the grounds of the Temple of the
Blue Phoenix, a woman stood, hands clasped and gray eyes searching the crowd
of Wildrunners and mages. Lady Lynntha smiled suddenly, swiftly, then turned
when someone spoke to her. Lord Ralan took her arm and led her back from the
edge of the crowd.
Again, a trumpet called, its notes like silver floating on the day. From
outside the city's gates a war-horn sounded, deep and low. City called to
forest, and forest answered. Color drained from Tellin's face, the pulse
jumped in his throat, and he said, "I'm here because I'm going north with the
army. There are a few other clerics going, too."
"To administer to the souls of soldiers, eh?"
Tellin caught the ironic tone Dalamar didn't try to hard to hide. "Why, yes,"
he said, "of course."
But his eyes were still on Lady Lynntha, on her slender straight back and her
crown of silver hair. When she lifted her hand to brush a straying curl from
her cheek, that pulse in his neck beat harder, hammering until Tellin saw her
truly gone into the crowd. The cleric hefted his pack and slung it over his
shoulder. Out from his pocket, jogged by the sudden motion, a brightly
embroidered scroll case fell. Dalamar bent to pick it up. When he dusted it
dean with the sleeve of his hem, the scent of the lady's perfume graced the
air, lilacs and ferns.
"My lord," he said, handing the case to Tellin.
Lord Tellin put the case back, looking suddenly defensive. "You are not," he
said, coolly, "the only man in Silvanost with dreams."
So it seemed, but Dalamar didn't think his dream would be harder to earn than
Lord Tellin's. In House Mystic they respected talent or could be brought to do
so. In House Woodshaper they didn't care who you were, cleric or war hero-if
you were not of their clan, you still weren't going to marry one of their dear
daughters.

*****

Red light glowed in the smallest corner of the brazier. Shadows crawled up the
silk walls of the red tent and flowed down again from the top. Tramd dipped
his fingers into a black earthenware bowl and drew them out tipped with blood.
Heart-blood, he sprinkled it upon the stones ringed round his small fire,
painting runes on the stone, hunt-runes, treasure-runes, runes to ensure luck.
He was, as Phair Caron guessed, a dwarf. Not here, not now in this tall
barbarian shape, but in the far place where he dwelt, in the high towers of
his citadel, he was a dwarf. He knew about runes, and he knew about luck, for
dwarves count on one as heavily as on the other.
The runes writ, Tramd watched as the fire baked the blood black and small
cracks appeared in the marks. Into those cracks he looked-past blackened
blood, past stone itself, and into a small corner of the Plane of Magic. The
darkness swirled under his glance. He drew a breath in, let a breath out, and
the fire danced.
"Come," he whispered, the voice of the avatar shaping the will of the mage.
"Come out and be ready. Be ready to run."
The darkness deepened, then shifted, taking form on the distant plane that
exists outside the world of the five senses. On the red silk walls, shadows
swirled and ran together, small children of that darkness, massing at the top
where the vent hole drew out the smoke. In one corner of that mass, something
bright grew, like an eye opening.
Tramd held his breath, aware of the eye, not daring to take his attention from
the cracks in the baked blood. The cracks closed, a little at a time, healing,
but were he to look away, even for an instant-such things would flow out as
would chill the hearts of dragons and strike such fear into the souls of
mortals that they would run mad. The eye glowed, went dark, then glowed again.
The cracks in the blood healed, slowly.
On the wall the shadows took one shape, that of a hound with squinting eyes
and jaws agape. The hound's howling wound through the soul of the mage, a
long, eerie wail like the cry of a wolf separate from his pack. Fire sighed,
and the black blood-runes closed their wounds, shutting out darkness. Tramd
sat back on his heels, looking up at the red wall, the shadow-hound seeming to
breathe as the red silk moved to a vagrant breeze off the tors.
"Hound," said the mage, his eyes on the eye, his will chaining the beast even
as the beast heard his voice. "Hound, will you hunt?" The glaring eye blinked,
light, no light, light again. The hound would hunt. "Go down into the forest,"
Tramd commanded. "Go out and search, and come back to tell me what magic you
find, book or artifact, scroll or ring or pendant. Go, and then come again."
The shadow-hound slid from the wall, a waking thing, though not a living
thing. Through the night it ran, a child of darkness passing through darkness
as fishes do the sea. Down into the forest, beneath the light of the
three-quarter moons it ran into the burned lands, the place of charred trunks
and ash where now and again embers winked, eyes in the ruin watching the
shadow-hound run. In villages it ran, and when it passed by houses where
people slept, it passed as a nightmare, a chilling of sleep, a groaning. When
it passed through ruin, it ran faster, for nothing remained to find there.
Some things of magic it discovered, for this was a kingdom where mages were
honored. The hound sensed rings of power, swords whose blades had struck down
ogres, whose gemmed hilts wore runes of strength to turn back curses. It found
these things in the little towns between the burned borderlands and the
straight-running King's Road. Swift as a cold wind out of winter, the hound
passed the encampment of a horde of elves, ragged folk, bleeding folk, old
women and men and little children who sobbed themselves to sleep. Sleepers
woke wailing when the hound slipped round the light of their fires and ran
swiftly on.
Beneath the eyes of Solinari and Lunitari and the eye no one saw but some
felt, Nuitari's dark moon, the beast of magic ran. It passed the perimeters of
many camps of Wildrunners, and some magic it found there. This it did not
bother to reckon. Its master would pick the bones of these dead when they fell
in battle. One more thing of magic it found, some books enspelled by wards.
Three were slender, nothing strongly shining. A fourth, thick and old, was a
thing worth noting. The hound discovered these in a cave not far from the city
of the elf-king, fair Silvanost, the shining jewel upon the breast of the
kingdom.
Satisfied at last, the shadow-hound returned to the tent of its master. All
the things that the shadow-hound had discovered and reckoned gained it better
than praise from its master.
"For the count of twenty," said Tramd to the fire-eyed darkness, "you may run
among the sleeping, out there in the army. Take what you will and do with it
as you please."
The hound slipped out from under the tent, red eyes gleaming like embers after
a burning. Curious, Tramd stepped outside the tent. In the cool night he
watched the shadow run, rippling over the ground, formless now. The cold light
of stars shone down. The moons had set. Like red eyes in the night, the army's
myriad campfires glowed. He watched the hound course, the shadow running, and
he felt his blood stir, the blood of the avatar, the blood of the ruined heap
of flesh and bone lying far away in a bed of silks and satin. The hound
leaped-he felt it!-and it tore something from a sleeping warrior. Not
something to bleed, not something to break. It tore out the soul of the
luckless one and four others besides.
Tramd smiled. He sighed and felt the shadow-hound fill up with the essence of
its victims, their every thought and wish and dream, each fear, each weakness,
the sum of their spirits. He laughed, a low and terrible sound like stones
grinding together, as the beast took those souls and dragged them back to the
darkness from whence it came.
He watched as the un-souled ran wailing among the army, screaming. He saw them
caught, saw them killed, and he heard the ones who did the killing say to each
other, "Madness. Just as well they're dead." After all, these were ogres, and
sometimes those went mad and had to be killed. In the place where the hound
dwelt, though, the wailing and screaming never ended.
In the morning, Tramd noted all the things of magic the shadow-hound had
located, reckoned where they were and marked them upon the map he kept in a
small silver coffer. He had done this in each land the Highlord's army swept
through, a treasure hunter hunting. As he had in Goodlund, in Nordmaar, in
Balifor, he would visit all these places once the people had been brought to
heel and Phair Caron's governments were set up. He would take these treasures
and test them. While he wondered if one of the things found here would be the
treasure he had so long quested for, Tramd ate some breakfast, then went out
for a walk in the new day. His wondering done for the time, he went to tell
his Highlord that a great army of elves was on the move. "And the refugees we
sent running into the forest are now only a short journey from Silvanost.
They're hungry and ragged and ready to eat the autumn harvest and still look
for more from the winter stores.
"My lady," he said as she looked up from her breakfast of wine and cheese,
"the beginning of the end of the elves is here."

Chapter 6

In the dawn of the day, with the sky turning to rosy lavender and the late
night mists rising from the little lily ponds in the Garden of Astarin, Alhana
Starbreeze went through the Tower of the Stars, through high chambers and low,
in search of her father. She went in silence, as was her way. Her soft leather
slippers made no sound upon the marble floors. The hem of her azure damasked
gown did not whisper against her ankles. She wore upon her arms the golden
bracelets her father had given to her mother upon the day of her birth, nine
circlets, each shaped like twining vines. These did not ring one against
another as she went, for she walked with her hands clasped before her, tightly
held so that her knuckles shone white where bone pressed against flesh.
She went from room to room. In his empty bedchamber a green tunic lay upon the
bed, embroidered in silver runes. Beside lay hose of softest brushed wool. At
the foot of the bed on the cool marble floor stood Lorac's slippers, golden
leather tanned to buttery softness. A small coffer of mahogany chased with
silver sat unopened beside the tunic. In it, she knew, lay the Speaker's
jewels, necklaces, pendants, circlets to hold his hair from his brow-all made
by the most skilled dwarf smiths in the days when there had been commerce
between Silvanesti and Thorbardin. That was a long time ago. Now the dwarves
kept themselves apart from the world in their mountain fastness, and the
Silvanesti elves stayed always within the confines of the Barrier Hedge. The
only thing they had in common was their need to keep themselves removed from
the rest of the world and a stubborn disdain for outlanders.
Alhana did not find her father in the library or the music room. She hastened
to the solarium, but he was not there. Neither was he in the arboretum, though
she had hoped to find him there, enjoying the rising light in those sweet
sunny rooms where flowers grew in riotous profusion. She went out onto the
gallery where it rounded the well of the audience chamber, and her heart sank.
A green glow, shimmering and shining, reached up from the floor of the
audience hall and stained the white marble rail and balustrades to the
unpleasant green of algae scumming on a still pond. A cold sheen of sweat
broke out on her face. She had seen this light before, in dark dungeons in the
late watches when her father had waked from nightmare.
Her hand on the cold marble rail, Alhana leaned over, looking down into the
well, and mere she saw Lorac Caladon. He sat upon his throne, hunched over a
little. He held something cradled in his hands, a thing from which that
dreadful light emanated. The green glow shone upward, giving his face a
terrible hue, a corpse's hue.
Alhana shuddered. Her heart pounding, she lifted her skirts and ran swiftly
across the floor to the wide, winding staircase.
"Father!" she cried, her voice ringing in echoes around the gallery and into
the well of the chamber below.
He looked up, but only slowly, as one who is roused from a deep sleep. His
face held no color but that of the orb's green glow. With startling
suddenness, his eyes flashed, like lightning leaping out from running clouds.
"Be still!" he called.
And he was her father. He was her king.
Alhana stopped midstep, her hand upon the cold marble banister, her foot
poised to take the last step.
"Father?"
His voice an ugly snarl, he said, "Be still."
The light of the orb pulsed, like a malevolent heart beating.
Far away, up in the gallery, she heard the voices of servants talking to each
other, a woman's raised in question, a man's enjoining silence. Alhana took a
step closer to her father, down from the last stair and onto the floor of the
audience hall.
"Father," she whispered, "Father, you frighten me. Are you well?"
He did not move, not even to look at her. Another step, and another, and now,
by the last light of day, she saw her father's lips tremble. Why, this is the
trembling of an old man, she thought, the thought itself like a whisper of
treason.
Lorac old? Lorac trembling? Lorac-oh, dear gods, was he frightened?
The green glow faded, drawing back from the king's face, from the hall, and
returning to the orb itself. Emboldened, Alhana took another step and then
another. At last, when Lorac made no protest, she ran swiftly across the hard
marble floor, her little slippers pattering now, her arm-rings jangling in
metal's harshest voice. She ran, and she knelt beside him, the Speaker on his
throne.
He sat in perfect stillness. His face, like marble, showed no expression, but
his eyes, his eyes ...
Alhana Starbreeze covered her father's hands with her own, gently. When he did
not resist, she lifted the orb and set it upon the stand. In the moment she
did, she nearly dropped it. The stand, once white ivory and shaped like two
hands lifted in offering, had changed. It was the same stand. She knew it. She
could see that, but something had warped it. Something had scraped and clawed
it, and now it was not two hands at all, but one large, broad claw with five
talons curled. Into those talons, into that claw, the dragon orb of Istar fit
as neatly as it had always done.
"My child," whispered the king, her father looking up at her, "my poor
Alhana."
His eyes were awash in sadness so deep, so terrible, that Alhana, seeing them,
felt she would fall into them as into a drowning pool.
"Father." She touched his face and held it with both hands. Beneath her hands
she felt a trembling, the flesh of his face quivering. It was, she thought in
horror, in pity, as though he longed to weep but had lost the ability.
"Father, please tell me. What is wrong?"
He looked at her from within the frame of her white hands, and now she saw
that his pupils were dilated, grown so wide that they gave his eyes the
appearance of being coal black. Alhana shivered, and she withdrew her glance
in fear. But she did not withdraw her hands, for she feared that if she let
him go, her father, the king of all the Sylvan Land, would fall away, spinning
down into a terrible dark place.
"My child," he said, his voice quavering. "My child, the world is lost."
What spell had the orb cast to catch him? What spell out of doomed Istar
worked here in Silvanost?
"No," she murmured, stepping back, her hands still on him so that he, too,
must rise. "No," she said softly, urgently, her arm around his shoulders. How
thin they seemed! How bowed down with care! "Father, the world is not lost.
Neither is the kingdom. We have the gods on our side. We have E'li himself,
and so we will prevail."
Lorac said nothing to agree or protest. Breathing shallowly, like a man in
sleep, he allowed her to lead him down from the throne and up the long winding
staircase to his chambers. They went in haste, or as quickly as Alhana could
manage, for though she neither saw nor heard servants in the gallery, she did
hear their voices in the various chambers they passed. She must not allow
Lorac to be seen in this condition, not under any circumstance.
Once safely inside her father's suite, she found his chamberlain there, old
Lelan, and gave the king into his care. Whispering and hushing, Lelan took the
king to his bed and settled him there, sweeping all his careful arrangement of
clothing to the floor and tossing the mahogany coffer into a corner of the
room as though it were all some pile of leaves blown in with the wind.
"What has happened to him, Lady?" he asked, pulling the bedsilk up over the
king's shoulders, daring from long affection to smooth the king's hair back
from his face as he would a feverish child's.
Alhana shook her head. "I don't know. I found him like this." She said nothing
of the Orb. "Tend him as best you can, Lelan, and be certain to say nothing to
anyone. My father will come to himself soon, and we will see that he suffers
only from lack of sleep and too much care. I don't have to tell you how deeply
it would embarrass him to learn that news of this"-she groped for a word-"this
discomfiture had reached anyone's ears."
Lelan bowed. "It will be as you say, my lady."
It would be, she knew, and that knowledge made up the full sum of her
confidence as she walked out into the gallery again. Down in the audience hall
where the Emerald Throne sat, where the Dragon Orb crouched upon the
transformed stand, green light again pulsed. Very faintly it shone now, as
though from a great distance.
By the light of that glow Alhana Starbreeze had the sudden vision of her own
hands upon the crystal globe, her own fingers grasping the smoothness of the
Orb, light shining through and showing what flesh hid-bones and muscle and
even blood pulsing through veins. She saw herself lifting the Orb and carrying
it all the way up to the gallery, there to lean out over the rail and fling
this artifact of unholy Istar down to smash upon the cold marble of the floor
below.
And yet, even as she longed to do that, she knew she would not. In some far
part of her soul she knew that she must not. The Orb was not only an artifact
of Istar, it was an artifact of Lorac Caladon's Test of Magic. The Orb and the
King of the Silvanesti were inextricably linked.
The world is lost! So the king had whispered, so her father had groaned as he
stared into the light of an orb that had seen the Cataclysm take Istar down
into the sea and reshape the face of Krynn.
Alhana turned her back on the light pulsing like a long slow heartbeat, and
she went along the gallery to her own quarters. There she sat in the embrasure
of the tall window that faced northward. A wisp of fragrance drifted through
the open window, the scent of morning in Silvanost, of the dewy herb beds in
the Garden of Astarin, the pungent odor of boxwood, the sweetness of breads
and cakes as the bakers trundled their wares to the kitchen doors of their
customers. It all smelled too normal, so real and safe. And yet, not much was
normal these days, and what was real- the war on the border, the refugees on
the King's Road, a hungry horde, a shambling host-did not inspire her to feel
safe.

*****

Lord Tellin sat in utter stillness, quiet in body, quiet of speech,
quiet-Dalamar was certain-in heart and soul. Sitting beneath a tall aspen,
beneath leaves gone golden, the cleric was like a statue, something hewn from
the raw strong stone of the earth, unmoved and unmoving. He sat but a hand's
breadth from a fall that would have killed him if he moved too swiftly or the
wrong way, a long stony tumble to the floor of a narrow glen.
Did he breathe? Dalamar looked up from his work of sorting spell components
and squinted at Tellin. Faintly, the sweat-stained cloth of his white robe
rippled over Tellin's breast. He breathed, but only barely.
The Windriders on griffins had long since flown away north, gone in the night
under cover of darkness to take their positions for the battle. Dalamar didn't
miss them. The odor of lion's musk and bird mustiness was not a pleasant one.
He looked up at the sky where storm clouds hung low. Beneath them the aspen
leaves glowed like a king's hoard of gold. All around them, mages and
Wildrunners sorted themselves out into two groups, the sound of them like the
rattle of swords, the rumble of storms soon to come. Tellin, though, sat at
peace beneath the branches of a lone aspen, and didn't seem to hear them. Upon
his knee lay a scroll containing the Dawn Hymn to E'li, but he had a keener
eye for the embroidered scroll case than for the scroll itself. It might be
argued that he knew the hymn by heart, but if it were, Dalamar wouldn't be the
one arguing. If Lord Tellin had any prayer in his heart now, it was that all
the barriers of tradition and law fall before a returning hero, that Lord
Ralan would grant a cleric his sister's hand.
Dalamar bent his head over his work, checking to see that the oils he had
brought-of heliotrope, mimosa, and sandalwood-remained safely stoppered in
their earthen vials. He had sealed these with wax from candles on the altars
of E'li. So Ylle Savath had commanded all her mages to do. He lifted each and
smelled, scenting nothing on the wax and so knowing the seals were true. He
examined each small pouch of herbs, flax seed, rowan bark, and elf dock. All
these were sound, no pouch had become torn or uncinched in the northward run.
A damp wind rose up, chill here in the north of the kingdom, smelling of rain
and sorrow. Aspen leaves rattled, sounding like regret, and on the wings of
the wind came the faint trace of smoke. Tellin looked around frowning, then
shook his head, realizing the truth of the smoke. It didn't come from this
encampment of Wildrunners. Lord Konnal, Garan's second and the commander of
his ground forces, had firmly forbidden fires. They were too close to the
border for that. This smoke was old and heavy, the smoke of a large burning
that had happened some time ago.
"A village," Dalamar said.
Tellin nodded. The smoke was the death-flag hung above one of the villages or
towns that had fallen to Phair Caron's raiding parties. They'd seen too many
of those on the way north, ghost-villages where the land lay black, where
trees stood staggering with their bark burned off and others lay felled by
axes for the savage joy of killing when there were no more elves to murder.
And there had been murder done, great murder and terrible killing. The proof
lay in the wolf-picked bones littering the villages, the empty-eyed skulls
gleaming white in the moonlight. By sign of clothing, it became sickeningly
clear that reports of selective killing-of the murder of men and women of
fighting age only-were true. The dragonarmy was depriving the elves of
defenders and leaving the weak and hungry to drain resources.
Voices rose, then hushed suddenly, the sound of the Wildrunners getting ready
to depart. Lord Garan had made his plans so that the city of Sithelnost would
not be caught between two armies, so that it would not find itself on the
fall-back route if-gods forbid-his army should have to retreat. So the
Wildrunners and the mages now sat at the stony edge of the forest, west of the
Thon-Thalas and well north of Sithelnost. The Trueheart Mines lay but ten
miles outside the western bounds of the forest itself, the high tors where
Phair Caron had her base camp less than half that distance north and east.
Most of the soldiers would continue north to the border, there to wait word to
begin the attack on Phair Caron's army. All but a few of the mages would stay
here, hidden below in the glen. Protected by a guard of Wildrunners posted
high on the glen's walls, the mages would be able to work their magic in
reasonable safety. Those of the mages who went with the bulk of the army were
strong in the skills of mindspeaking so that they could relay Lord Garan's
commands back to Ylle Savath.
Ravens spun out, black over the glen, cawing and rasping and sailing down low.
Something lay dead down there, and the raucous ravens rejoiced.
Lord Tellin said, "You wish you were going with the Wildrunners, don't you,
Dalamar?"
Dalamar shrugged, head low as he replaced the pouches and vials into his
leather scrip. Never looking behind to the drop below, to the ravens calling
the feast, Tellin came and sat beside Dalamar, his erstwhile servant.
"It doesn't seem fair, does it? That you have to stay here when you want to be
there."
Again Dalamar shrugged. He hadn't yet become used to Lord Tellin's keen eye,
quick questions, and the uncomfortable insight. Sometimes it seemed the cleric
could look right into a person's heart and see the joys there, the fears, and
the sorrows. Others among the army liked that, Wildrunners coming to a cleric
for comfort and assurance in these days before the battle. Dalamar didn't like
it at all. He was too used to his privacy and well content to keep to himself.
And, were truth to be told-though this truth must never be!-he found little
comfort in the idea of E'li's abiding love. Each time he heard the phrase or
listened as some cleric spoke of the god as the Dragon's Lord, the Defender of
Good, he felt like one hearing the hollowness of a lie.
Where was E'li the Defender while young elves were being killed by the legions
of Takhisis? Where was the Dragon's Lord while warriors on dragonback drove
old men and women and children out onto the road to starve and die? Not here,
certainly not here.
The wind grew damper, cooler still. "It's all right," Dalamar said, breathing
the smoke of a cruel burning. "I'm here, my lord, and taking my part in the
plan."
It was a small part, though perhaps only he thought so, for Dalamar, who had
conceived this bold plan Lady Ylle and Lord Garan had scorned and Speaker
Lorac had embraced, was not chosen to stand in the enspelled chain of mages,
bound hand and heart to each other and dedicated, body and soul, to the
weaving of those powerful spells of illusion that would confuse the Highlord's
army and give the Silvanesti their chance to rid their borders of the threat
that had so long brooded there. No, he was to be a minor part of his own
idea's execution, in the web of the magic but standing only to support the
working mages with his own strength so theirs would not fail. What, after all,
could a mage do in such a strong weaving of magic if he had but simple
apprentice skills? Nothing, nothing. And yet, murmured a bitterness in his
heart, he was not what they thought him, was he? He had more skill than they
might imagine, those skills acquired and nurtured in a darker place than any
school Ylle Savath permitted.
"Come on," Dalamar said, cinching his scrip tight and standing to stretch his
long legs. "Let's see if we can find ourselves a place in the ravine before
every mage around starts crowding in."
"Ah," said Lord Tellin, "I'm not going into the ravine. I'm going north with
the Wildrunners." He twisted a wry smile. "They say it's all very nice to have
a cleric with the army, but better if he earns his keep. I'm going to be one
of the runners between the commanders of the ground troops. But I'll walk down
with you. There's a Wildrunner down there who wants me to bless a medallion.
Come on, let's
go."
In brooding silence Dalamar followed the cleric down
the winding narrow path that would take them to the glen's floor. The lower
they went the fainter the sounds of the departing Wildrunners became. The
breeze that had quickened above, died now between the stony walls of the glen.
From below drifted the cries of ravens at their bloody festival. The way was
rough and the footing unsteady. As Tellin's sure stride took him down the
path, and the white shape of him was seen now only as shimmering in shadows,
Dalamar remembered a thing he'd overheard about himself one night in the
kitchen of Lord Ralan's hall: "If that one was a dwarf, you'd say he was of
all dwarves the most dour. I don't think there's even a word in our tongue to
say as much about him."
It had not been a compliment, but Dalamar wouldn't deny it had been a
reasonably accurate observation. He was not a man possessed of many friends.
If truth were told, there were very few people he liked, even fewer he
respected. Smiling grimly, he realized the whole lot of those he respected
went walking ahead of him, the cleric Tellin Windglimmer who dared a dream as
unreachable as the one he himself held.
He looked down into the shadows of the glen where day had not yet come, down
where ravens quarreled at their breakfast. A sudden gust of wind tore at his
stained white robes and whipped his dark hair all around his face. Lord Tellin
cried out, stumbling, his footing lost. His heart thundering as though those
were his own feet staggering, Dalamar grabbed the cleric's arm and pulled back
hard. Tellin staggered but held his ground.
Shuddering, Tellin gasped, "Thank you."
Dalamar bent to pick up the pouch Tellin had let fall. His hand shook, but
bending and reaching hid that. Out from the top of the pouch peeked Lady
Lynntha's embroidered scroll case, a hummingbird in flight above a ruby red
rose. He poked it back down and returned the pouch.
"Have a care, my lord," he said, his mouth still dry with the sudden fear. "It
would be a shame to lose you before the army gets to use you."
Lord Tellin laughed weakly. They went the rest of the way in silence, down
into the glen where they parted ways, each vanishing into the restless crowd
of white robes.

*****

In the tent of the Highlord, the scent of leather and steel and sweat mingled
with stinging smoke and the remains of Phair Caron's breakfast. Food depots
had been moved in the night, and all the stores hauled around the back of the
nearest tor. The forges were still, their fires low, the smoke that had hung
over the camp dissipating on the morning breeze. On the tors dragons woke,
stretching long necks, their red scales shining in the sullen light of a
sunless day. One sounded a long bugling cry-Blood Gem, eager for the day and
the battle. Outside, the army moved, battalions of ogres forming, squadrons of
humans taking up their swords and barbed lances. They sounded like a distant
avalanche, stone rolling unstoppable down a mountainside, sweeping all before
it into death.
Phair Caron smiled, liking the image. She heard the voices of draconians,
their language like cursing, as they belted on their harnesses and took up
their swords, but she saw no goblins. That was because two nights before they
had ranged out in small troops, her spies and her scouts.
One goblin had come to her in the first hour of the day to tell her he'd
sensed a great commotion in the Silvanesti Forest, elves marching north. "But
I don't know where the griffins are, lady," the goblin had said, sniveling as
all its kind do, scuffling the dirt and looking at her out the corner of its
eye as if it were the third hound in a hard pack. "Sky leaves no track, wind
tells some things and not others." Goblin-talk, but she took his meaning.
Griffins and Windriders were near, but not seen. Well, Garan of the Silvanesti
was no fool. He had his griffins secreted somewhere and never mind the stink
of them.
Outside, one sharp voice shouted an order, and another responded. Phair Caron
looked around at the bare essentials of her camp-life-a small coffer in which
she kept her clothing, the table upon which her breakfast lay scattered in
grease and bones, the map still pinned to the tent wall. No more did she have
but her war-gear, and that lay ready upon the lid of the coffer. With careful,
precise motions, she lifted her mail shirt of shining steel and pulled it over
her head. It settled comfortably on her shoulders, the weight of it like the
hand of an old friend. She drew on her trews of red leather and belted on a
long, tooled leather scabbard. She took up her hair and braided it, winding
those braids round her head like a golden crown. She lifted her dragon helm
and placed it on her head. Last, she reached for her sword. The grip, made of
one whole ruby, fitted perfectly into her hand. Sliding the blade into the
scabbard, she whispered, "I am yours, Dark Majesty. Lady of Death, Lady of
Dread, my soul is yours, my heart is yours."
Her prayer made, she walked out into the young day beneath an iron sky. If the
sun rose, it rose far away and behind a gray curtain of storm waiting to be
born. Outside the tent, two human soldiers snapped to sudden attention. On the
ground before them lay the dragon saddle, a hulk of leather and straps and
steel. She gestured to it, and one of the two hefted it onto his shoulder. The
other she dismissed with a curt word, sending him into the mass of the army to
find his troop, his captain, and his place in the battle. She went to a clear
place near the tors and bid the soldier wait. He did, his eye on the Highlord
and the dragons on the heights.
"Stand easy," she said, and she didn't blame the man for his unease. She asked
a lot of her soldiers, but not the impossible until the impossible was
necessary. For some, like this one, it was only barely possible to stand still
and not flee the great beasts on the tors.
Phair Caron lifted her head, smelling the damp breeze, the stink of sweat and
leather, the musk of dragon, the weary odor of campfires being doused. These
things she smelled as one who encounters a favored perfume. On the tors the
dragons roused, their cries contentious, the beasts growing restless. Hawks
and eagles and the gulls from the sea had abandoned the sky. Even ravens kept
low, hiding in the shadows of the tors, waiting.
"It is good," she said to the day and to the soldier beside her.
A scar-faced youngster from Nordmaar by the blond look of him, one of those
who'd early seen the wisdom of running with the strongest wolf, he said,
"Milady, it is." He looked to the tors again, the red dragons preening. He
swallowed hard, but managed a grin. " We'll carve those elf bastards to
ribbons."
She slapped his shoulder-he staggered a bit-and said, "Go now, back to your
troop-unless you'd like to help me haul the saddle onto the dragon."
Color mounted to his face, a flush of embarrassment because he'd like to have
gone away, or one of pride for being asked to help the Highlord at this
important task. The youngster held his ground. "I'm at your command, Milady."
Phair Caron's laughter rang out against the tors. He, and thousands other.
Nearby, soldiers stopped what they were doing, some curious, others moved to
cheer. She raised her arm, circling her fist in the air. Blood Gem lifted up
from the stony height, wide wings spread. The soldier went white, but he stood
firm as the dragon sailed down to the clear place where Phair Caron waited. At
the Highlord's request, Blood Gem bent his knees, bringing his bulk closer to
the ground. Together, the guard and his commander hefted the saddle, shifting
it onto the dragon's broad back.
"Enough," she said when that was done. "Go now and find a good place for the
battle."
He saluted, and then he bowed, his eyes on hers, a little in love with her,
but mostly terrified of her. "The Dark Queen go with you, Milady," he said.
"She always does. Now, go!"
Phair Caron completed the task of saddling the dragon herself, and no one in
her army had the temerity to offer to help. She had long ago learned that in
battle she must harness herself and harness her dragon. No one else could do
that so well as she. No one else could be counted on. The dragon lowered a
wing for her to climb, lifting her when she was steady and letting her clamber
into the saddle.
Her heart found a rhythm unlike any other she knew, thundering on the brink of
battle. She looked around at the other dragons spiraling down from the tors,
her captains saddling their steeds, her army spreading around her, finding the
shape of their battle formations. Her blood ran in her, racing through her
veins, slamming through the chambers of her heart, sounding like the drums of
war. Somewhere Lord Garan of the Silvanesti waited, his army in place, his
Windriders ready to take the griffins into battle.
"It's strange we don't smell the griffins," she said. "I usually smell those
things no matter if they are upwind or down."
Blood Gem turned his head, his long neck snaking back so that he and his rider
were eye to eye. He opened his mighty jaws wide and the dull light of the gray
morning slid lazily along fangs that were as long as Phair Caron's forearm.
Never worry, lady. I have a taste for griffin today. We'll flush them out no
matter how deeply they hide.
She looked back over her shoulder to the dark shadows of the tors. The wind
came from the east, and she imagined that she could smell the sea so far away.
She looked at her five commanders. Each sat ready upon his own crimson steed
with five wily warriors ranged behind, ready to support the legions on the
ground. Beside her, Tramd rode upon Doom. The mage's handsome face shone
lively with anticipation, cheeks flushed, blue eyes glinting. Seeing him like
that, it wasn't easy to remember that here was simply unliving flesh made
animate by the will of a mage who resided in a place that he'd not chosen to
reveal to Phair Caron.
"All right," she said, her right hand gripping the hold on the saddle, her
left filled up with her ruby-gripped sword. "Let's do what we do best, my
friend."
With a wild cry, Blood Gem lifted from the ground, and in the moment his
roaring began, the sky filled up with a concerted shout like war-horns winding
as the rest of the red dragons leaped into the sky. Wide wings outspread, they
sailed from the tors, each with a helmed and armored rider, the Highlord and
her mage and four of her strongest, most canny commanders.
Screaming his joy, Blood Gem thrust downward with powerful wings, surging
ahead of all. Upon his back Phair Caron matched his battle cry, her voice the
rough song of all her rage. She pumped her fist in the air, saluting her
dragon riders. One after another, the mage and her commanders returned the
salute.
Below, her army had found its shape, five legions of ogres and humans and the
dark-spawn of Takhisis's heart- the fierce dragonmen who were neither human or
dragonkind, but a hideous combination of each. They went like an arrow, the
dragonmen at the fore to make the arrow's point, the other companies spreading
out behind so that, from this cold height, they looked like the arrow's shaft.
This glorious arrow she would loose right into the heart of the Silvanesti
nation.
The speed of her flight took her out past the foothills, out where her raids
had blackened the forest with burning. Nothing grew there now, nothing lived.
All the game was dead or had fled, and the vegetation was burned to the root.
Phair Caron laughed, and her laughter echoed in the roaring of her dragons.
"They will starve in winter, those elves, and they will sell their souls to me
for food if ever they want to eat again!"
Blood Gem banked and turned, taking her back over the army, the roaring mass
of warriors who now longed to loose every horror of war as though setting a
feast table for their Dark Queen. Phair Caron lifted the visor of her dragon
helm. Sword high, she flung back her head and loosed her wild war cry again.
The cold wind of the heights stung tears from her eyes and tried to snatch the
breath from her lungs. That no wind could do, for it seemed to Phair Caron of
Tarsis that from the day she'd scrabbled in the gutters of the city for a
copper tossed by an elf complaining of his supper, she had been aimed like a
weapon in the hand of the Dark Goddess herself, right at this killing moment.
"For Takhisis!" she shouted. And on the ground, the dark tide of her army
echoed her roaring charge.
In the very moment the cries reached her, as her heart was rising, her blood
running hot with the lust for killing, Phair Caron turned and saw what had
become of the griffins.
They were behind her.

Chapter 7

Dalamar stood in the glen, far down in the stony bed where the last shadows of
night still clung. All around him the damp air hung with the heady scent of
magic. He stood hand in hand with those mages chosen by Ylle Savath to
surround the circle of nine spell-crafters who now joined their minds and
hearts in order to weave a grand tapestry of illusion. One by one, Dalamar
felt the joining, the forging of invisible threads in the building of a web of
magic. Strong as steel mesh that web, but Dalamar knew-they all knew-that in
only a little time the web would weaken as the makers did, steel changing to
gossamer. As if by magic.
Sandalwood oil and mimosa and wisteria oils mingled with burned bloodroot and
the bitterness of wormwood, even the scent of dried rose petals. At the
surface of consciousness, Dalamar was aware of these sensory messages. Another
level down, he heard the chants of mages like himself who worked to support
the strength of the illusion-crafters, the dreamweavers.
Earth and bone, bone and earth, my strength your own, there is no dearth.
Earth and bone, bone and earth, my strength your own, there is no dearth.
Earth and bone, bone and earth... Earth and bone ...
In the deepest part of him, there was only magic, power running like a river
spinning in spate, and he, in every part, every cell, every fiber of his
heart, felt that power as the sky feels lightning. It belonged in him! It was
part of him, the part he was born knowing and feeling and longing to nurture.
He embraced the lightning, the power he took into himself and let run out from
himself and gathered back in again.
Ah, gods-!
On the lip of the glen, Wildrunners stood, looking outward, arrows nocked to
bowstrings, keen eyes moving restlessly. Dalamar felt their presence, their
wild hearts, their eagerness for battle. They are killers, he thought, eager
for their work.
That thought echoed along the chain of mages, rolling like thunder in the
hearts of his fellows. The young woman on his left and the middle-aged man on
his right, each clasped his hand tighter, then loosed a little.
Be still, they said in silent gesture. Don't think.
Swiftly he banished all thought and gave himself again to the work of reaching
out to the small knot of dream-crafters, standing in the heart of the larger
circle.
Earth and bone, bone and earth, my strength your own, there is no dearth.
Earth and bone, bone and earth ...
Strength flowed out from them, and Dalamar, with the eyes of magic, saw that
strength, that power, as bright bursts of light that faded the farther it ran
from them. This light all the mages in the larger circle called to themselves,
embracing and tending and pouring it back out, not to the dreamweavers but
into the stony earth itself. From there it would return to the ones who needed
it, as ground-lightning leaps up to the sky. It was, not a little, like making
love, the giving and the taking and the fiery magic made from each. The young
woman on his left pressed his hand again, but not to hush, for that thought of
love-making had been hers. She lifted her head, eyes alight, chestnut hair
flowing all around her in the winds of magic.
She was, Dalamar thought, like a woman in the throes of passion.
His body responded to the thought, to the power running as though to a woman's
fevered touch. The eyes of each woman he'd lain with shone before him, in all
layers of his consciousness he felt their touch, smelled their sweet breath,
and the sound of their hearts was like the sound of the sea-
Groaning, he shut out all thought of love-making, all consciousness of the
woman beside him. He demanded utter stillness of himself, for the magic
running in his blood burned now. He no longer felt it as sparkling, but as a
thin stream of fire running, little flames leaping like the wild manes of
crimson horses. He burned, he burned, and those in the chain burned with him,
their faces bathed in sweat, their eyes wide and dark, like the eyes of
demons.

*****

The griffins dropped into the sky from nowhere. They came not from the east
nor from the west, not from the north nor from the south. They were simply
there, screaming their eagle-screams, golden wings beating the sky like
thunder. Upon the back of each, an archer, a keen-eyed Windrider, loosed bolt
after bolt.
Phair Caron shrieked in rage, shouting to her commanders. "Defend the ground!
Defend the ground!"
On the ground, the sound of the army changed from the lusty war cries of
soldiers certain of victory to the confused and swirling shouts of panic. Out
from the shadows of the hills where once the dragons had found themselves
sunny places to warm their cold blood, legions of Wildrunners came pouring.
Like a river, they flowed down the slopes, shouting defiance; they poured in
from the west, from the east. Thundering prayers to gods whose names fell upon
the hearts of the Dark Queen's army like curses and pain, the elves roared up
from the shadows of the forest in the south.
"E'li!" they screamed. "Kiri-Jolith! Matheri!"
The red dragons formed a deadly phalanx across the sky, Blood Gem at their
head. Gouts of flame burst from their jaws, fire pouring down on the closing
armies. The first acrid stench of burning flesh drifted up almost instantly.
One dragon roared with glee, then another. Doom and Slayer banked and turned,
soaring high after the griffins and the Windriders, leaving the ground forces
to the others. Talon dropped low, Red Death coming in after her, eyes alight,
jaws gaping. These two loved the game of grab and snatch, ripping soldiers
from the ground and flinging them out over the backs of their companions.
I have a taste for an elf! Red Death roared.
I have a taste for two! Talon bellowed.
Blood Gem said nothing. He only banked and turned again, flying low over the
army, the dark hordes of Takhisis turning and turning, trying to fight an army
that came at them from all sides. Curses drifted up from the ground, howled in
agony, sobbed in terror; the sky filled with the stench of blood and bowels
loosed in death. Like a small storm ground-born, great clouds of dust rose
beneath trampling feet. Beneath the iron sky, above the dying and the
bleeding, the dragon and his Highlord saw the truth of the battle all in the
same cold instant of clarity. Talon, snatching for an elf, got instead the
ogre she thought was engaged with the Wildrunner.
There were no elves! There was only illusion!
Spitting out ogre bones, gagging on ogre guts, Talon roared in fury. In fury
she slashed wide with her tail, shattering the bones of three humans who
failed to flee. She took out four more before her rider got her under control.
Over the field the dragons roared, loud in voices mortals could hear: "Magic!
Magic! You fight shadows!"
On Blood Gem, Phair Caron shouted to her captains, cursing them, driving them,
demanding that they get the dragons off the field and out of the sky so that
the ground leaders could control their forces. She ordered in vain. Her army
shattered into a confused mass of warriors trying to defend themselves against
foes from all sides. Foes who were not there, who were no more substantial
than ghosts, no more real than a child's threat.
Doom rose upon the currents, flying near now, almost level with Blood Gem.
Tramd, red in his armor, his golden hair braided in two thick lengths and his
beard in one, shouted, "They only know what they see and feel, Milady! This is
magic that goes deep into the mind!"
"Then dig it out!" the Highlord shouted. Below, her warriors died of nothing,
of imagination, and bled where they fell, so powerful was the image in each
mind. "Dig it out!"
He tried, roaring spells, with wrenching strength strapping himself to his
saddle and using his hands in the dance of gesture that makes the most
powerful magic. On the ground, nothing happened to suggest Tramd's magic was
more than the shouting of a child. Ogres and draconians, humans and goblins,
they died, each believing himself in hand-to-hand combat with mortal enemies.
Some jerked in the death-dance of the arrow-struck. They bled and bled though
no arrow pierced them. Others fell with blood pouring from their mouths,
streaming as though a dagger had loosed it from their hearts. To change this,
the mage would have to ferret the illusion from every mind on the
battle-ground.
And so men died of arrows that were not real, ogres perished beneath the
talons of griffins that did not fly, and draconians-dead in their minds-let
their bodies do what draconian bodies do upon death. Some turned to stone,
while others fell beneath ghostly weapons and changed to hissing pools of add
into which their fellows fell and died screaming.
Again, one dragon broke free from the others. Blood Gem soared high, far above
the army and out past the other dragon riders. His shadow ran on the killing
ground, black on the bleeding mass, until he reached the very tors beneath
which lay the Highlord's tent. From there he showed her the thing she most
needed to see: The greatest concentration of the illusory army was in the
north and the east and the west. The forces in the south were smallest.
In the south was the real elven army, and those of the Highlord's army who
died there, died of arrows of oak and steel, of fire-forged blades in the
hands of flesh-and-bone elves. Blood Gem swore to it, and he proved his belief
by swooping low over the battleground and snatching up an elf from the melee.
He broke the Wildrunner's back with one blow of a taloned claw, gutted him,
and flung him bleeding to the ground.
Illusions don't bleed, but in the Dark Queen's name, how was Phair Caron to
convince those fools on the ground who were dying in an illusion the elves had
created? Her fist filled with her sword, she turned north and south, west and
east, trying to see through magic's fantasy. Her army fought ghosts, and the
ghosts came from where?
The sky thundered, wind beneath the wings of another red as Tramd came near.
"Mages!" he cried, thrusting his fist southward. "Illusion-makers! I feel the
magic coming from there!"
One order she gave, screaming it in rage. "Find them! Kill them!"
On the ground, the Wildrunners advanced, tearing into the dragonarmy with the
abandoned fury of those sworn to defend their homeland with blood and bone.
Out from behind the tors, like sun from behind lowering clouds, came another
flight of griffins, pride upon pride, and the largest, the oldest, was a male
whose reputation was known among dragonkind. That one was Skylord, and if
Phair Caron had never heard of the beast, she knew well the rider.
"Son of a bitch," whispered the Highlord of the Red Wing of the Dark Queen's
army. "Son of a bitch!"
Lord Garan of the Silvanesti House Protector raised a mailed fist, his war cry
ringing out in the cold air, dear as a clarion call as he led his vast flight
of archers out from the shadows of the tors. Arrows rained like hail, leaping
from the horny scales of dragons as the griffins and their archers flew in
close to each of the remaining five, never aiming for the dragon riders or
even the heart or belly of the beasts. Those elf archers had dear and simple
targets-the eyes of the dragons.
Up from the ground a spear few, the steel head of it shining dully under the
leaden sky. Launched by the brawny arm of an enraged ogre, the spear went
high, soaring, and it struck the flank of one of the griffins. Blood blossomed
on the golden hide, a bright stain so vivid that the truth of it could not be
denied.
This time the Lord of House Protector and his griffins were not illusions, and
this time the dragonarmy was well and truly caught between two forces of
elves, one on the ground and running from the south, one in the sky and
fighting anywhere it damned well pleased. Between, magic yet ran, and ogres
and draconians and humans all fought ghosts as the plan of a minor elf-mage, a
servitor in the Temple of E'li, bore fine and bloody fruit.

*****

Dalamar closed his eyes, dropping down deeper into the magic, into his own
heart, his own soul. He gathered the light running, the strength pouring out
from Ylle Savath and her nine mages, filling himself with it, then letting it
rush out again, raging into the earth.
A voice lifted up, crying in pain, in joy, the emotions no different now, one
from the other. In the magic, in the whirling of light and dark and light
again, with the strength pouring into him, pouring out of him, Dalamar
couldn't tell whether that was one voice lifting up or the united cry of all
the nine illusion-crafters. He searched around him using the eyes of magic,
trying to make out figures in the spinning of light and dark. He saw only one
person, tall and thin, and seeing her was like seeing the after-image of
someone glimpsed in the moment of a bright flashing light. He willed his sight
to clear, and saw the figure more sharply now. Ylle Savath, her face scored
with lines of strain, running with sweat, lifted her two hands, and those on
each side of her lifted theirs.
"Solinari!" she cried, her voice ringing round the glen, bounding back in
echoes from one wall to another. "Lend us your bright shining light! O Lord of
the Silver Magic, lend us your strength!"
Down from the heights came a rumbling, then a roaring, like the sea coming
wild to the shore. The Wildrunners lifted their own voices, shouting. Did they
join their voices to Ylle Savath's, calling upon the son of Paladine and
Quenesti-Pah? Did they shout to Solinari of the Mighty Hand? Dalamar had no
way to know. All words were one now, and that one word ran raging like fire in
him and in all those to whom he was bound, hand and hand, linked in the chain
of enchantment.
All words, the one word, ran through him, racing along the pathways of his
veins as if they were his very blood, racing, leaping through him and reveling
around him. The energy of the magic, of the voices, of all the hopes given
wing and set free to fly to the god, tingled on his skin, raised up the small
hairs on the back of his neck, then set the dark hair of his head flying as
though he were winged and wind-borne.
Soft like a shiver, like the first cold breath of winter, something rippled
along the chain, hand to hand, heart to heart.
Doubt.
Weariness.
The nine mages joined in Ylle Savath's spell-weaving knot shuddered.
Understanding.
Heart thundering, Dalamar tried desperately to make his mind blank, to ignore
the feelings pouring through the magic. He gripped the hands of Benen
Summergrace to his left, pressing hard, feeling their fingers grind one
against another.
Someone cried out, wailing in woe.
"Solinari!" Ylle Savath shouted, her voice like an eagle's piercing the sky,
flying to the silver mansions where the god lived, there beneath the moon that
bore his name. She threw back her head, her face to the graying sky.
"Solinari! Stand by us!"
And yet, though she prayed, her cry resonating in Dalamar's flesh and bones
and in the hearts of all those gathered, her prayer came too late. Distracted
by the exhaustion of one of her mages, Ylle Savath shuddered and lost control
of her spell. Each mage felt the spells of illusion lose strength and
coherence. Each mage tried desperately to regain focus, to weave the magic
again.
Down from the sky, like ripping, like tearing, the voice of a dragon roared.
Fire leaped across Dalamar's vision of magic, flames red as the sun, running
like blood. Another dragon roared, a third shouted, and a woman's voice raised
up in shrieking. It was a scream of agony and a feral, triumphant war cry. It
was as distant and as near as though the one who screamed stood but a reach
away. All the magic in Dalamar, in his heart, his bones, all that brightness
spiraling around every cell of his body, leaping like lightning from one to
another-
All that fell apart, turning to ash and lifelessness in the falling.
When he opened his eyes, staggering in the light of day, a light that seemed
like darkest midnight now, Dalamar saw that two mages lay dead upon the
ground. One was the woman who had held his hand in the chain. The other was
Ylle Savath, and upon her face was writ in death such an expression of horror
that Dalamar must look away and hope he would never recall the sight in
nightmare.

*****

A half-dozen Wildrunners, youngsters with long legs and swift feet, stood with
one white-robed cleric in the shadows of the forest to watch as two armies met
like boulders crashing down in avalanche. The elven illusion was gone, melted
away, the air over the battle still shimmering as though in the heat of a high
summer's day.
"Who could keep it going forever?" said one of the soldiers, striving for an
off-handed tone. "They said they couldn't, and so ... it's all right. All must
be going according to plan."
The ground beneath the feet of the Wildrunners and the lone cleric trembled,
groaning, as elven army and the warriors of the Dark Queen flung themselves at
each other as though blood were their only food and they had come starving out
of winter. Swords shining in the dull light of the sunless day, they hacked
and they killed. War axes harvested. Daggers drank deeply.
"We'll have one more mission for you," Lord Konnal had said when he'd
positioned the exhausted runners along the edges of the forest, in the place
between the stonelands and the foothills of the mountains.
One more, and that a mission of mercy, one that might succeed or might well
fail.
Brush rustled deep in the shadows-a young man who'd broken the stillness to
scratch an insect bite. A soft moaning sounded from the darker shadows behind
him. The mages, who had spent themselves in mindspeech as the illusions were
being set up and executed to perfection, sat huddled and weak, helpless in the
doubtful shelter of the forest's shadows. One, whose name was Leathe,
whispered to the cleric, "My Lord Tellin." She said nothing more. He knelt
beside her, and their voices joined in the rhythm of prayer. He did not look
so lordly, his white cleric's robe stained with dirt, his hair hanging lank
with sweat. Leathe, though, looked worse. Her hair hung around her shoulders,
and it had been black in the morning. Now it was silver-streaked. So hard had
she labored in magic, calling from one mind to another, relaying the commands
of Lord Garan to Konnal and of Konnal to the mages back in the glen. When they
had gathered their strength, the mages would be escorted by Wildrunners-and
one cleric-back behind the lines, back to the glen where surely the dragonarmy
would never penetrate.
The prayer done, Tellin left the mage and went to stand among the Wildrunners
again. "We'll have to move soon," he said, eyes on the north and the rage of
battle, "or be overrun by the two armies."
One and another, the Wildrunners traded glances. They didn't like doubt from a
cleric, and yet they didn't think he was wrong to doubt. Lord Garan might well
hold the army of the Highlord for a while, but he could not hold it forever.
Unless they chased the enemy all the way back to the Khalkists, the elven army
would be giving ground soon.
Leathe groaned deeply, and she looked up, pointing to the sky where red
dragons sailed, spilling fire out of their maws. Dragonfear, like cold claws,
gripped the elves on the ground, twisting their guts with terror.
"Time to go!" shouted a Wildrunner, Reaire Fletch.
Tellin's heart hammered against his ribs. He looked wildly around at the
exhausted mages trying to stumble to their feet, at the Wildrunners grabbing
onto white-sleeved arms and dragging up those who could not rise.
Someone slapped him hard on the shoulder and shouted, "My lord cleric! Time to
go!"
Time to go, time to go. Dragonfear leaking down from the sky, creeping like a
fog of poison into his heart, Tellin grabbed Leathe's hand and dragged her to
her feet. His legs threatened to give way. All he wanted was to fall to the
ground and curl up tight against the terror of the dragons. Who would not be
afraid? Who would not?
None, but he dared not give in to terror now. Though it withered his heart and
turned his knees to water, though his legs threatened to fail him and spill
him onto the hard ground to grovel in terror-he dared not. He clenched the
mage's hand in his. Another's life depended on him now, on his heart and on
his courage. If he fell screaming, if he gave up his charge to terror, Leathe
would die. Still holding on tight, Tellin ran, dragging Leathe with him back
into the forest, into the aspenwood where the trees arched golden over the
dark paths. All the while he ran, he heard the others stumbling and crashing
through the brush, finding paths or forging their own. With Wildrunners
behind, the warriors were ready to turn and fight at need. Tellin remained the
guide for the mages if none survived but he.
Screaming, Reaire fell. Tellin stumbled and, staggering, flung a look over his
shoulder. Reaire lay sprawled upon the ground, neck twisted and hands clenched
into fists of pain. In one instant of clear-seeing, the arrow's cock-feather
glared brightly, the color of dragonfire. Another Wildrunner leaped the
corpse, but she got only a long stride past before she, too, fell, pinned to
the ground by a quivering lance. Tellin's blood ran cold in his veins. The
dragonarmy was breaking through the ranks of the Wildrunners! Or they were
flowing around them like relentless water pouring past stone.
"Leathe, run!" he shouted, glancing over his shoulder in the very moment the
mage fell, a bright blossom of blood staining her white, white robes. Her hand
fell away from his, her grip broken by death.
High above, the gray sky vanished as the tops of the tall aspens burst into
flame, the voice of the sudden fire like the roaring of dragons. By the lurid
light Tellin saw that there were no Wildrunners protecting their backs now.
All of them were dead. In a short time, there were no mages left alive.
Exhausted, some fell with hearts burst and bleeding. Others died of
flame-fletched arrows.
None but he lived now, only he, running and gasping, falling and sobbing.
All the others were dead. Dead or changed into ogres and dragonmen, for these
were all he saw behind him, fists filled with swords, eyes mad with rage, and
running down into the Silvanesti Forest.

*****

Doom dropped low over the burning treetops, lower than he would have if he'd
been given his choice. He had no choice. He was driven by an urgency that
goaded like bitter spurs in his mind, the commands of the mage whose body lay
in ruin upon a bed of silks and satin in distant lands. So powerful was that
mage's mind that Doom would not have needed the intercession of the avatar
clinging to his back in order to hear and be obliged to obey Tramd's commands.
In rage-filled joy, he sent a burst of flame ahead, glorying in the fire, in
the terrified screams of the white-robed elves scrambling and scattering on
the ground.
Enough! the mage cried in his mind even as the hard-handed avatar pulled back
on the thick leather reins, obliging him to rise above the trees and the fire.
Burn it all later! Now we must find the mages!
For barely an instant the dragon thought he would roll and turn and send the
avatar tumbling to the ground, just to let him know what he thought of this
puny creature's imperiousness. The mage felt that thought. In Doom's mind,
Tramd showed himself to be stronger, more ruthless, easily capable of
destructions and killings far worse than any a red dragon could contemplate.
And if I die, little wyrm, you will die with me. It will be my last act, and
so loudly will you scream that Takhisis, all the way in her deepest, most
lightless dungeon in the Abyss, will know we're coming.
The dragon didn't doubt it. He shot up to the sky, leaving the burning below
and heading south again, ahead of the fire. Tramd knew what he hunted. The
smell of it teased his nostrils the way a hound scents a stag in the thicket.
Doom felt the knowledge passing along the mental connection between them-what
the prey looked like, how it sounded, how it smelled. They hunted elves,
white-robes.
Doom sailed over the forest, the stench of burning in his nostrils. He flew in
joy, with a speed unrivaled by any of the reds in Phair Caron's wing, for he
was older, stronger, and leaner than any of them. Upon his back the avatar sat
the saddle with the skill of a long-time dragonrider, moving as the dragon
moved, anticipating his rising and dropping by the feel of muscles. So
powerful were those muscles that even the thickest leather could not shield
the rider from the bunching and loosing. In Doom's mind, deep as his most
powerful urges, Tramd's will moved, demanding that what he sought be found.

*****

Tellin ran, each beat of his heart like a fist trying to punch out the cage of
his ribs. Each breath burned in his lungs, and the sweat pouring down his face
stung his eyes to near blindness. He ran, stumbling and righting himself. He
ran gasping for the glen, and his thoughts made themselves into curses or
prayers as though by their own will.
They did not know! They did not know!
He must warn them, illusion-crafters and the Wildrunners who protected them.
He must find them and tell them that the dragonarmy had broken the ranks of
the Wildrunners and would soon be raging through the forest.
He ran to warn, and he ran trying to leave behind the blood and the killing.
How many of the weary mages and the valiant Wildrunners had died? All died.
All, all, and into that dark well of a word no number was admitted, for none
seemed great enough to encompass the horror of those deaths, the rending pain
he felt when he recalled the screams and the terrible, sudden silences.
He ran, and he had a sword in his hand. How had he come by it? He couldn't
recall. They had not all been elves who'd died in that slaughter he left
behind, and this sword, covered in blood, bore the garnet-eyed head of a dark
dragon engraved on the hilt. Shuddering, he tightened his grip on the sword,
the weight of the steel heavy and awkward in his hand. He had never lifted a
weapon like this, none of any kind. No matter. He had it, and he didn't know
what in the name of all gods he would do with it, but he knew it as well as he
knew his own name: He would never let the sword go.
Tellin staggered, then stopped, struggling for breath, trying to listen both
ahead and behind. He heard the din of battle behind, the roaring of dragons,
the screams of the dying, the exultant cries of those who killed and turned to
kill again, elf and foeman. He heard nothing ahead. Would there be Wildrunners
on the lip of the glen to greet him-or to see him pounding down the forest
paths, deem him an enemy, and kill him? It hardly mattered if they gathered
him in or filled him full of arrows. It only mattered that he reach the glen
and scream his warning, or give it with his last breath, dying.
Branches whipped his face, and he left his blood on the leaves. Roots reached
to trip him, felling him as though he were an axed tree. The third time he
fell, the breath blasted out of his lungs, leaving him lying face in the dirt,
gasping. He clawed at the ground, shuddering, and when at last he could
breathe again, he climbed to his feet.
Behind him the forest was on fire.
Tellin saw no flames. He heard no crackling or even the hushed roar of trees
being consumed. He smelled the smoke, that's how he knew.
"Dear gods," he groaned, his voice a harsh croaking. "O E'li who has so long
watched over us, shield us now!"
And then, sorry for the breath wasted, Tellin stumbled on.
The ground dropped down now, and the paths looked familiar, recognizable as
the ones he'd take from the glen. Then they'd been rising. Now they fell, and
he regretted that, for a lowering path is harder to run than a climbing one.
No matter. He must run.
He didn't see the dragon, the red scar against the sky like a smear of blood
on an iron shield, until he came within sight of the first Wildrunners
standing guard at the head of the trail. The four must have heard him running,
for they stood with strung bows, waiting. Tellin flung up his arms, and he saw
the sword in his fist too late to remember to drop it.
Four arrows knocked to bowstrings. Four Wildrunners pulled back to let loose
the shafts. Breathless, he could not cry out his name or even shout Friend!
No need. No arrow flew. No Wildrunner challenged him. A voice shouted from far
down in the glen. "Dragon! Dragon!"
The beast dropped down from the sky, darting like a lance in the clear
sky-path over the glen. As one, the four Wildrunners loosed their shafts,
sending their arrows buzzing into the sky. The steely points bounced
harmlessly from the dragon's scaled hide. Upon the beast's back, a red-armored
warrior, helmed and bearing a sword in his gloved fist, howled such a scream
that the dragon itself must echo.

Chapter 8

The dragon came roaring fire over the treetops, turned, and rose higher. On
the turn it dropped again, shooting down the length of the glen like a spear
loosed by a furious god. Upon its back the red-armored rider howled, a
sentence of death in the ears of each mage, Wildrunner, and in the heart of
one cleric. Yet, even as smoke rolled down from the north, great roiling
billows black against the sky, upon the edge of the glen the Wildrunners stood
their ground, never looking north, never fretting the fire as they swiftly
nocked a second flight of arrows and loosed them against the dragon. Bolt
after bolt, they bounded from the dragon's hide, and only one came close to
the mark, the dragon's only vulnerable place-the eye.
On the floor of the glen Dalamar watched, the dregs of magic like a poison of
lethargy in his blood, his muscles trembling with exhaustion, and tried to
track the flight of each arrow, knowing that each shaft would fail its target.
All around him the voices of mages swirled, weary voices, ragged with strain,
shredding under the weight of panic and exhaustion. They sounded like
children, querulous and frightened, helpless to affect what must happen, the
slaughter sure to come.
And at the top of the glen, there beside the tree where he'd earlier sat to
meditate, Lord Tellin Windglimmer stood, a long sword clasped in his two
hands.
In the name of all gods, Dalamar thought, where did he come from-and what is
he going to do with that sword?
Dalamar could not guess, and yet the sight of the cleric, long sword in hand,
jolted him from his lethargy. The dragon came nearer. Dalamar grabbed one mage
by the arm, then another, shoving them ahead of him, south along the floor of
the ravine.
"Get up into the forest!" he shouted, yanking a woman up from the ground where
she'd fallen after the unweaving of the magic. "Get up to the high ground and
into the forest!"
She went, scrambling on hands and knees, panting, sobbing, and maybe praying.
She left little prints of blood behind, the marks of her hands where the stone
scraped them raw. Others followed, the stronger helping those who had not yet
recovered their strength. One after another, they found the path and dared the
way up. The wind of the dragon's passing buffeted them, rocking Dalamar back
on his heels. The beast turned again, and the tip of its wing swept two mages
from the perilous path, sending them screaming to the floor of the glen.
Tellin's voice came echoing from above, suddenly sharp and loud as that of any
commander on the battle ground. He swung his sword once over his head to get
the attention of the mages still on the path, then pointed the blade into the
forest.
"Get to the trees! The dragon can't follow there! Hurry!"
They ran. They scrambled and fell and crawled to their feet again, one by one
clawing their way up the path to the woods. The dragon made another pass,
another long roaring shot through the narrow glen. The red-armored rider
leaned out and low, cutting the legs out from another mage, roaring with
laughter as the elf fell, bleeding, screaming, and rolling into the glen.
Unstoppable, the dragon soared high again, climbing.
Tellin shouted, "Dalamar! Come on! Up here!"
But Dalamar didn't move. He stood in the glen with the two mages who had died
in the magic, Ylle Savath with her thick white hair spilled all around her and
Benen Summergrace whose face had once reflected such wild joy as to make her
look like a woman in grip of passion. Deep in Dalamar a fire burned, and it
was a fire of rage.
"Dalamar!" Tellin stood inches from the edge of the drop into the glen. Behind
him a Wildrunner whipped another arrow from her quiver. She fit it swiftly to
the string. "Come out of there!"
High in the sky, away north over the trees, the dragon banked and dropped,
ready to make the last pass.
Dalamar put his back to the path. He stood braced, legs wide, and reached deep
down into himself to see what strength he had left for magic. Some, some.
"Dalamar!" Tellin shouted. "Come out!"
He didn't heed. He refused to let himself hear anything now but the sound of
the sky, the sound of the dragon coming for him. He counted his strength and
thought it enough. He searched within for all the spells he knew-and counted
them worthless, for they were only the small simple spells he'd been
grudgingly allowed. There were others, dark, secret spells learned in the
summer, but he had been a long time away from those tutors, the books hidden
in his cave outside of Silvanost. He hadn't read the words of those spells in
too long, and he dared not try to cast them from memory. To mis-speak even a
word ... the spells could fall useless or kill him. And they were small
spells, too, no matter if he'd read them only an hour ago and could cast them
with perfect accuracy. Against a dragon they would do as much good as
spitting.
Yet, perhaps there was one spell, one every mage knew no matter the color of
his robe, no matter which of the three gods of magic heard his prayers.
"Dalamar!"
Out the corner of his eye, he saw Tellin on the top of the glen, his robes
stained with mud and blood and sweat. The cleric stood braced and ready, the
thick, heavy broadsword in his two hands awkwardly gripped. Idiot! Dalamar
thought. He'll swing himself off the path if he tries to use it.
Like thunder, the dragon roared. In his ears, in his heart, Dalamar heard the
mage's laughter echoing between the walls of the glen like the bellow of a
wind-wild sea. "I see you, mageling. You are mine!"
"No!" Tellin shouted, and the voice of the cleric, used to soft prayers and
gentle chanting, ripped through the glen, bounding off the walls like curses.
"Dalamar! Get out!"
Dalamar held his ground. He need shout only one word, two little syllables,
and shout them with all the force in his lungs and all the strength of magic
left in him after this long day's work. How much was that? How much?
Whatever strength he had, whatever meager power exhaustion didn't claim ... it
would have to be enough.
Larger and larger the dragon grew as it came closer, trimming its wide wings
for speed. It seemed to Dalamar that he saw nothing now but the maw of the
beast and the red-gloved hand of the mage reaching for him. With all the
breath in his lungs, with all the strength in his heart, Dalamar shouted,
"Shirak!" and a great ball of light burst overhead, flaring in the air between
him and the dragon.
The beast roared, then screamed high in pain.
On the high side of the glen a Wildrunner cursed, blinded by the light. In the
same moment, another cheered, his voice rising up in bloodthirsty caroling.
"Again! Let fly those arrows again! Archers!"
Blinded by his own light, Dalamar stumbled and turned, reaching out to find
the wall of the glen and tripping over the hem of his robe after the first
step. Screaming, the dragon rose up high to the treetops, then shrieked in the
sky, blinded not by light but by the green and gold arrows of the Wildrunners.
Sightless, it staggered in flight, then fell, dropping hard, and the sound of
it hitting the trees was the sound of storm coming down, crashing and cracking
and the slow aching scream of trees being split apart and torn up by the
roots. One wing broke close to the dragon's shoulder, and the other was
pierced through by raw splintered trees, pinning it.
"The dragon's down!" shouted one of the archers. Above the dragon's screams
that voice sounded like no more than insect buzzing. Still, Dalamar heard it,
and he knew what words the Wildrunner shouted. "It's down! Swords! Swords! Go!
Go! Go!"
Howling, they went, Wildrunners tearing into the ruined forest. The sound of
them at the killing filled up the forest, echoing to the sky-the shouts of
savage glee, and the thunderous roaring of the dragon, the blind beast
thrashing and crippled.
Dalamar, sightless as the dragon, stumbled forward, staggering over the
stiffening body of Ylle Savath. He was saved from falling when a hand grabbed
his arm hard.
Tellin! Tellin, of course.
"You!" Dalamar cried, laughing, his knees gone weak with relief. "You, my lord
cleric with your sword! You should run take your part in the kill."
The dazzle still on his eyes, he heard a soft hissing, a sound like snakes.
"That's why I'm here," said a low, heavy voice right beside his ear. "A dark
mage come to rid the world of elf-mages."
All the sounds of the dying dragon and the cheering Wildrunners faded, no more
distinct now than if a thick wet fog had come to dampen them. A chill
slithered down Dalamar's spine. Mind racing, Dalamar tried to remember if he'd
heard the sound of the cleric's death-cry in all the fighting. Sight slowly
clearing, he saw that the hand on his arm was red-gloved and much larger than
Tellin's.
Dalamar's ears rang with the din of the dragon's death. Someone cried out, a
long rending shriek that ended in a bubbling sob. One of the Wildrunners had
come too close to his prey Then the cries changed, so suddenly that the elf
fighters couldn't have had time to know their luckless companion was dead.
Fire! Fire! Fire in the woods!
All this Dalamar heard as he looked up into the black eye-slits of a dragon
helm, and looking in there was like looking into the swirl of a maelstrom-or
into the eyes of a madman. A dagger sang from its sheath, shining dully in the
sunless day. "Don't move, my mageling."
Dalamar stood still as stone. The tip of the dagger pressed against his throat
pricked sharply to assure the mage's meaning. Move, then die. He barely
breathed, but he noted that his captor's voice was slurred now, as though he
were a drunkard speaking, or a man who'd taken a terrible blow to the head.
The dragon's screams shook the air, even so far down as the floor of the glen.
Dalamar felt ground beneath his booted feet vibrating to the thrashing of the
beast. The red-armored warrior moaned, a soft sobbing.
Dalamar's stomach tightened with sudden understanding. This mage had been
riding the dragon, and some who did that liked to forge a link with the
dragon, mind to mind. The slurred speech, the dull, lightless eyes-these told
Dalamar the mage had not managed to break the link before the beast went down.
He was still somewhere in the mind of the dying dragon, feeling its death,
perhaps soon to die with it. Hope sprang in Dalamar, with the adrenaline and
blood running hot in his veins. But no matter what ran in him, still the mage
stood with the tip of a dagger pressed cold against his throat, and whatever
strength he was losing as the dragon died, his hand was still steady on the
dagger's grip.
Softly, a step. Dalamar heard and never lifted his eyes. Still, he smelled the
sweat of the one who stood there behind the mage and above him on the path.
Mingled with the stink of sweat and blood was another, softer scent-temple
incense of the kind that drifts always through the trees in Silvanost, the
heady fragrance sailing out from the white temples erected to white gods and
smelling in all seasons like the forest in autumn. Lord Tellin Windglimmer
stood upon the path at the narrow part where earlier that day Dalamar had
plucked him back from a fall. He had his sword in hand, gripped tightly,
lifted high. In his eyes shone a terror to speak of the choice he must make,
that choice and chance taken all in an instant-kill the mage or see Dalamar
die.
The red-armored rider straightened suddenly, as though he knew someone was
behind him. He turned, his hand still on Dalamar, and he screamed, a high and
terrible sound winding up to the sky. His rage and the dragon's in whose mind
he yet partly dwelt, his pain and the dragon's, all those unwound in his
scream.
"Fire!" they shouted up there in the forest. More voices than those of the few
Wildrunners shouted, many more. Soldiers were coming down through the forest,
retreating before the dragonarmy. "Clear out! Fire!"
The mage lifted his hand, and Dalamar knew the gestures of magic. No matter
which path a mage follows, the dance of hands is always the same. The moaning
voice issuing from within the helm sounded hollow, and the words it spoke
twined one 'round another in a complex pattern of sound growing darker and
darker. As did the sound, so did the glen, for the air purpled as though a
thousand dusks came to fill the space between the stony walls. It crept up
from the ground, hiding the bodies of Ylle Savath and Benen Summergrace.
Tellin's face shone white in the gathering gloom. His sword came up, the blade
so long and heavy that it nearly overbalanced him. Paladine's cleric, E'li's
acolyte promised to the temple from his birth, swung down that blade with all
the strength in his young arms, striking to kill. And if E'li lived in that
cleric's heart, it was Kiri-Jolith himself who sharpened his eye and made
heavy his hand. The blade hit the armor and rang as it must not have done
since it felt the last stroke of the forgeman's hammer. It bounded back on
Tellin, who swung again, wildly, staggering at the edge of the path. This time
the blade found softer resistance, cutting flesh at the elbow joint of the
armor.
The red warrior whirled away screaming, high and piercing. He flung back his
head, cursing while blood poured from the wound, darker than the crimson
armor.
"You are dead!" he shouted to the sky, to the cleric whose sword had cut him.
The link with the dragon was gone, severed by pain. His eyes shone bright and
blue as blades. "You are dead!"
Out of the dusk a hand reached, ghostly, curse-born, and made of red mist like
blood. Cold to his bones, Dalamar saw the hand grow with each moment, until it
seemed to blot out the sky above the glen. Behind, Tellin choked and gagged.
Dalamar turned swiftly on his heel in time to see the cleric fall to his
knees. The sword tumbled from his hand, clattered on the stone, and went end
over end into the glen.
"My lord!"
Tellin's face grew red, and his eyes bulged wide-a man strangling. In the sky
over the glen, the hand was now a fist showing white knuckles.
"No!" In rage, Dalamar whirled on the red-armored mage. "Let him go!"
The mage laughed-a bitter, groaning sound-and fell over onto the stony floor
of the glen in a rattling, clanking heap. Tellin gagged and crashed to his
knees. Now his lips were turning blue, his face white.
"Tellin..."
Dalamar scrambled up the path and caught the cleric just as he collapsed. In
the sky, the hand remained, squeezing. In Dalamar's arms, the cleric choked, a
haze of disbelief on his eyes, as though the hand he saw, that red hand
hanging over the glen, were the hand of some terrible demon.
"E'li." The name of the god came out from his blue lips like a groan of agony.
He lifted his own hand, but not so far. His eyes on Dalamar's, the last of
light and life fading, he said again, "E'li..."
But the god who had not answered the prayers of all the elves in Silvanesti in
many long months did not answer the dying prayer of his cleric now. The light
went from the eyes of Lord Tellin Windglimmer, and the soul departed from his
body. Only lifeless clay remained, heavy in Dalamar's arms, the burden of it
weighing far more than it would have seemed to in life. The magic-made hand
faded, drifting away like mist before a breeze. Upon the floor of the glen lay
the remains of Ylle Savath and Benen Summergrace, of the cleric felled by the
dragon, and the red-armored mage himself.
There was not much of the last. No body lay there-only the helm and armor, and
these were empty, a shell. What had been of the mage was gone, fallen to
earth. Nothing but dust lay within the armor. Ah, but he wasn't dead, though
no flesh lay within the armor. Like a ghost on the night, a wailing ran along
Dalamar's nerves, not a sound to hear but a thing to feel, as one feels the
first cold wind of winter.
Shivering, Dalamar turned to the dead man in his arms, the lord who had come
all the way to the border questing after a dream he would likely never have
realized. On the ground, dropped on the stony path, lay something bright.
Dalamar reached for it, taking up the embroidered scrollcase Tellin had
carried out of Silvanost, the gift returned and the gift granted. He turned it
over in his hand, the humming-birds hovered over ruby red roses, their tiny
needle-like beaks dipping into pearly dew. He brushed it clean against the
sleeve of his robe. The dust did not all come off, much of it ground into the
delicate needlework, dulling the rose to brown.
"Is he dead?" asked a woman, a Wildrunner on the path above. She stood
bleeding, her arm in a rough sling, her head wrapped in a rag through which
her blood seeped. This one had come off a battleground, only recently come
from the front lines. "The cleric, is he dead?"
Dalamar nodded, and he tried to hand her the scroll case, for it seemed to him
that it weighed as heavily as the dead man did.
She shook her head.
"Didn't you serve him back in Silvanost, at the Temple of E'li?"
Again, Dalamar nodded.
The Wildrunner looked up the hill to where the dragon's corpse lay, to where
the bright flames of fire shone not so far away. "Keep it, mage. Maybe you can
get it back to his family and get yourself a reward for your trouble. But
now"-she jerked her head back toward the forest and the fire-"now, leave the
dead and come help me get the living out of here."
Thus do soldiers speak who are often in the company of corpses. Dalamar
nodded, and he eased the body of Tellin Windglimmer onto the stone, arranging
his limbs in some decent order and bending to close his eyes. That was not
easily done, for he had been as well strangled as though he'd been hung with a
noose.
"My lord," he said, but he didn't know what else to say. He hadn't known this
cleric long, and they had not shared much more than unreasonable dreams and
this plan that might see those dreams realized.
Dalamar smiled, a bitter twist of his lips. How fast dreams die!
"My lord, you saved for me my life." It was an old phrase, something out of
poetry or prayer-he didn't remember which. The kind of thing Tellin
Windglimmer would have liked and written out in lovely script with shining
illuminations. Dalamar offered it in gratitude and folded the cleric's hands
on his breast. "Go with E'li, for you will find with him your peace."
But if the old phrase fit, it seemed to Dalamar that the traditional blessing
was awkward as a lie.

*****

Down through the forest ran the mages and their escort of Wildrunners, though
they did not run hard, and they did not run long before stopping often to
rest. Too weary, the mages and many of the Wildrunners were weakened by
wounds. They crossed the King's Road in two days' time, and by then no sign of
a great burning could be seen in the north. It had rained there, heavily if
the massing clouds were to be believed. If the fire was not drowned, it was no
longer strong.
Other things the people had to grieve for, though, for upon the King's Road
they found the forest in ruin, fouled by the leavings of a horde of
refugees-the campfires, the bones of old kills, boots that had failed, torn
clothing, sometimes even a kettle or a pot that had grown too heavy to carry.
Among this lay the refugee dead, those who had lost will and strength and
could go no farther than where they fell. Ravens picked over these, cleaning
the bones of elves who ran from the dragonarmy only to find death in the sweet
forest miles away from Silvanost.
Some wept to see the dead, the picked bones, the ragged clothing fluttering on
corpses like pennons to call the scavengers. These wanted to bury the corpses,
but they were convinced after long arguing that they had neither the time nor
the tools for this. The same had been said of the dead in the glen. It seemed
to Dalamar that the forest must be strewn north and south with corpses. The
Wildrunners did the convincing, but they were not unmoved. One said to
another, "I don't care if Phair Caron doubles her army. I don't care if she
triples it! I am going back to fight, I swear it, and no one will stop me."
"Will she double her army?" Dalamar asked as they crossed the road and went
into the forest again. They would not follow this weary path, for the refugees
now clogged the broad highway. He looked back over his shoulder at the ruin,
the dead, and the ravens.
The Wildrunner-she who had called him out of the glen-shrugged. "That's what
we heard on the way down from the battle. Lord Garan doesn't care. He's asking
for more soldiers from the Speaker. He's sent word by Windrider."
All agreed, almost with one voice, that Lorac would give the Lord of House
Protector all the help he needed. How not?
Once more Dalamar looked back at the dead. They were all old, none of fighting
age. Phair Caron had seen to it that the war-worthy were killed in their
villages and towns. Where would Lorac find more men and women to fight? From
the sparsely settled southern part of the kingdom? From the east where they
were sailors but not fighters?
A light mist of rain began to fall, chilling the skin. Dalamar hunched his
shoulders against the cold and pulled up the hood of his filthy white robe.
The trees all around seemed to fade, even the bright gold of the aspen leaves
did not shine. It was, Dalamar thought, as though the forest were fading
around them, vanishing before their eyes.
A day later, when they crossed the Thon-Thalas on the ferry and entered
Silvanost in the first hour of the morning, nothing seemed more substantial to
him. The scent of baking drifted through the broad streets, dogs barked,
children ran chasing each other through the gardens. Sun shone on the towers.
Dew glittered in the grass. The temples gathered round the Garden of Astarin
rang with prayer-chants, and the air hung with the smoke of incense. Dalamar
saw it all, he smelled the city, he heard it, and it all felt like a dream of
a place he used to know.
The home of the best beloved of the gods ... It was a lie, and he saw that lie
in every shining tower, in the face of everyone he passed, elves still
certain-though a dark and terrible goddess pounded at their very door!-that
E'li would save them, E'li still loved them. Dalamar recognized the lie each
time he remembered the final words of a cleric who had died with his last
prayer on his lips, with no god to intervene.

Chapter 9

The world is lost!
The words whispered in the darkest corner of Lorac Caladon's heart, as they
had since the night he'd been awakened from his dream of Istar.
The world is lost unless you heed!
So said the dragon orb. The crystal sphere lay shrouded in heavy white velvet
upon its transformed stand. So said this artifact of his Tests in the Tower of
High Sorcery, taken by him from a place where he'd been bidden to take
nothing. Not taken, he reminded himself. Rescued! I rescued this orb, and it
must have been right that I did, for did I not come out of my Tests whole and
strong?
Rescued ... but soon to be lost again, for the world is lost!
Lorac heard the voice in his heart, in his bones. He heard it in his very
soul, and sometimes it seemed that voice counseled despair, while at other
times it seemed to offer hope. That's where we stand, he thought as he looked
out from his throne to the small conclave he'd gathered in the Tower of the
Stars. We stand between despair and hope.
The light of the noontide poured in through the spiraling windows and down
into the audience hall. Bitterly bright, that noon sun shed a cruel glare on
the marble floor and the bejeweled walls. It made the gems and gold worn by
those gathered look like brittle paste, lending them no beauty. Their faces
seemed winter-pale and drawn in lines so hard and stark that these might have
been the faces of starving people.
Only see these people to know the truth of hopelessness, said his heart.
Or was that the dragon orb speaking? One and all, his people protested that
they had hope enough to keep the kingdom alive, hope enough to commit their
sons and daughters to the cause of beating back the Dragon Queen's minions.
And yet, and yet...
So well do they love you, said the voice of the orb, so well, and thus do they
show it, pretending to hope as though pretense might one day change into
truth.
He looked at those gathered, his daughter, the Lords of House Protector and
House Metalline, the Lady of House Cleric. Each cast secret glances at the
white-shrouded object beside the throne. What is that? said the eyes of those
who had not long before wondered at the ivory sculpture.
None of the other House Holders were present. This was no gathering of the
Sinthal-Elish, no formal seeking of advice from the Houses and the priests of
the seven temples. This was a secret council swiftly summoned, each member
chosen at the king's will, for the king's purpose.
Lord Garan had come on his griffin, still wearing the grime and the filth of
battle-blood, mud, tears, and sweat. The Lord of House Protector hadn't
understood the message he'd received from the king last night, the sudden word
to come home and to come swiftly. It showed on him, the puzzlement.
Near Garan stood Elaran and Keilar. One spent all her days in prayer, the
other spent all his in the making of weapons and armor. "Prayer and weapons,
they will be all we need," Elaran had said in the summer when news had come of
the first forays of Phair Caron's armies. Keilar had agreed with all his heart
and all his faith in the sword-smiths of his House. Now it did seem to
each-Lorac saw it in their eyes, was sure he read it in their hearts-that both
prayer and sword were failing.
Sunlight moved across the floor in increments so small that only an ancient
eye could mark them. Lorac's eye marked each moving of the light, as he marked
the changes, war-wrought and cruel, that had come to his people. His heart
ached for them all. Garan, who had lost so many of his Wildrunners in this
wretched summer, seemed to have aged years in only months. Garan loved his
soldiers, every one as though they were his own sons and daughters. Upon
scrolls in the libraries of House Protector, their names had been written,
made immortal in the annals of the kingdom. If all those scrolls perished,
burned by war, it would be Lord Garan who could speak those names still. They
lived in his heart.
The world is lost. The land is lost!
As lives the land, so live the elves. Silvanos himself had spoken these words.
A prayer, a chant, the sound of one's blood beating in the heart-those simple
words were all that and more. They were how an elf understood the world and
his place in it. In his heart, King Lorac repeated them reverently. Ah, but
who would speak those words otherwise?
And the orb beneath his hand-Lorac started, withdrawing his hand from the
thick white velvet shroud. When had he reached to touch the orb? With artful
carelessness, he placed his hand on the arm of his throne.
Recalled to his purpose, Lorac said, "My lords and ladies. Will you do me the
kindness of paying your attention?"
A form of speaking. Of course they would. All eyes turned to him as he
breathed the words of an imaging spell, ancient words, soft and silken,
learned in Istar in the years before anyone imagined Takhisis would call
dragons back to Krynn.
The Speaker of the Stars lifted his hand, gnarled and old. He gestured with
one finger as though it were an artist's brush. He drew images upon the air, a
map broad and tall. It showed the world of the Silvanesti, a world of beloved
forests, of beauty and grace, of people whose lives moved in quiet,
well-ordered rounds of peaceful watches, for long generations untroubled and
untouched by the clamor of the folk who lived outside. Here was the Silvanesti
Nation, shown from its northern border, now burning, to the southern tip where
stood the port of Phalinost. Even now the broad bay was filling with a fleet
of tall ships. White sails shining in the sun, filling with the wind, those
swan-breasted ships tugged restlessly at their moorings, eager for the sea.
"Now, heed," said the elf-king.
Alhana's hand tightened on his shoulder, then loosed. He felt it trembling,
slightly. Lord Garan held still, but Elaran and Keilar looked up, their eyes
narrowing.
"Lord Garan, tell me: How did you leave the border-land?"
Garan drew himself up tall, the Lord of the Wildrunners. He took a step
forward. "My lord king, Phair Caron has harried us all the summer long. She
fights us now in autumn, but she hasn't claimed any land for herself. It all
lies still in our hands."
A sigh whispered around the chamber, echoing hollowly. What Lord Garan said
was truth, and yet it was not. Towns and cities in the north stood empty now,
their towers the halls of ghosts. The dragonarmy had done nothing but drive
out the people, whipping them down to the south, down to Silvanost, the
capital of the Silvanesti. The first of a sea of them had entered the city
only this morning, ragged, weeping, some-it must be said-half-mad with grief
and rage. These were the first. It was said by Wildrunners who had seen them
that more would follow. Silvanost would choke on the ever-swelling river of
refugees, for the Highlord would not abandon the tactics that had served her
well till now. Phair Caron would move swiftly and strongly, in hatred sweeping
down through the emptied land to camp outside the walls of the city until
towered Silvanost starved in winter and begged for surrender terms before
spring.
"Tell me this, Lord Garan: Can you beat her back?"
The old warrior lifted his head proudly, standing eye to eye with his king.
"We will die to the last man and woman trying."
Lorac nodded. It was the reply he had expected. "If you don't die to the last
man and woman, if you spend the rest of the season till winter fighting Phair
Caron and her dark goddess, can you win?"
Lord Garan did not drop his gaze, and he did not stand any less proudly. "My
lord king, we will not know until we try."
Robes rustled. From outside the hall came the quiet murmurings of servants in
their goings and comings, a voice lifted in question, another laughing to
answer. In the hall, silence sat upon all. Elaran glanced at Keilar. The
weapon-smith kept still, his hands quiet. Only his eyes moved, darting from
one to another, then to the king.
"Tell me this, Lord Garan, and speak truly: If you spend the rest of the
season till winter and through to spring righting Phair Caron, can you win?"
Lord Garan's face flushed. His long eyes glittered. "My lord king-"
"Can you win, my old friend? Or will you stand beside me all winter long, each
time I must turn away another refugee driven down from the northlands, from
the midlands, from outside our very city? Will you stand and say, 'Forgive us,
but we are choking on refugees now and we cannot feed ourselves. You may not
enter here, but you may go out into the forest and die knowing how sorry we
all feel about that.' Will you stand with me and say that?"
A silence settled in the great audience hall. Only breathing was heard.
The world is lost! Unless you heed!
The elf-king almost shouted those very words, the dictum of the orb. They beat
in him like the rhythm of his own heart. He'd heard them over and again,
waking and sleeping, and he found in them, curiously, not despair but hope.
Unless you heed . . . The orb spoke of hope, and it spoke of power. It spoke
of promise, and it spoke of a way to defeat the Highlord Phair Caron.
Not only her defeat did it promise. It promised the defeat of the Dark Queen
herself, the ruin of Takhisis. O you sweet gods of Goodness and Light! How to
measure that boon if it were granted?
The world is lost, unless you heed me! Come and take what I have for you. If
you do otherwise, the world is lost!
Lorac rose from the Emerald Throne. Though the orb remained hidden beneath the
white velvet shroud, in his heart, in his veins, in his very blood, he felt
its light pulsing, a drumbeat calling him to action. He looked at his
daughter, Alhana, white as marble, her eyes glittering as with fever. What he
would say would not surprise her. He had formed his plan alone, but he had
spoken of it to her, for Alhana would play a heavy part in it. A burden
unasked for would fall upon her slender shoulders. She did not smile to
encourage; she had been all the night protesting. No matter, no matter, he
knew what must be done.
"Now hear me," he said to Lord Garan. "Listen," he said to Elaran and Keilar.
"I will not play at gambling with the lives of my people. Plans have been laid
against this day, and this is what will happen: You, my Lord Garan, will sent
out your scouts and you will bid them go to every village and town and city
where people yet live, and into the woods where the refugees wander. They will
proclaim this message: 'Gamer up your families and go down to the sea. Go to
Phalinost where every person will find a place made and waiting for him.
Prepare for a sea journey, and know that you will return.' "
"Exile," Garan whispered, the terrible word like sentence of death. "Speaker,
will you do that? Will you lead us all out of the land into exile while the
foul armies of Takhisis flow into the kingdom and hold it forever against us?"
In his eyes Lorac saw such pain as war-gotten wounds had never given him.
"Tell me, Lorac Caladon: Have I failed you, then?"
Like an ache in the heart of the king, those words from the proud warrior.
"You have not failed me, my old friend." The Speaker of the Stars came down
from the dais. He took Garan's hands in his, unconsciously shadowing the
ritual blessing a king gives a new-made Wildrunner. So had these two stood,
many years before, offering and accepting fealty. "No king has had better
service than I have had from you, but I must ask you this one more time to
serve me again in this cause of shepherding our people to safety. You will not
be long gone from the kingdom, and when you and our people return, you will
see that all has been done for the best."
"I will not be gone long. My lord king-what about you?"
Lorac turned from him, releasing his hands, and went back to his throne. It
seemed to him that the steps to the dais had grown steeper in the moments
since he'd descended, steeper and longer. When he reached the throne, his
daughter took his hand. He looked into her eyes, the deep amethyst pools that
so reminded him of her mother. There he saw fear, reckoning, and, above all
other things, courage. He turned, and he looked down at the four gathered.
"I will remain," he said.
He let them gasp and murmur, and when his silence enjoined theirs, he said, "I
will remain. 'As lives the land, so live the elves.' If you imagine that I am
prepared to give up my kingdom-our Sylvan Lands!-to the darkness, you imagine
wrongly.
"I have a magic to work," said the elf-king. With one swift twitch of long
fingers, he whipped the white shroud from the orb, revealing the crystal globe
grasped in the clawed talon. "Here is a dragon orb, and I don't expect that
any of you will know what that is. . . ." He let the words trail, waiting to
see whether any would contradict him. None did. "No matter. I do know what it
is, and I believe the magic I work in company with this orb will be strong
enough to save us all. But I will not risk the lives of my people while my
belief is tested. Thus, only I will stay, with a guard of Wildrunners to ward
and watch. My daughter will lead the people out from the kingdom, just as it
will be she who will lead you back."
Now he heard her breathe, his Alhana Starbreeze. He turned to look at her and
saw that all the color had drained from her face. A marble princess, she stood
with her hand upon her breast, her eyes widening. He thought for a moment-only
a moment!-that she would refuse him, that she would demand to stay. She did
neither thing. She was the daughter of kings, the child of queens. She would
accept and discharge whatever duty he laid upon her, for his sake and, more
importantly, for the sake of their embattled kingdom. She took a step toward
him and she bowed her head, not a daughter to her father, but a subject to her
king.
"With the help of Lord Garan, with the prayers of Lady Elaran, with the iron
goodwill of Lord Keilar and each of the House Holders, I will do as you wish,
my lord king."
So close did she stand to him that Lorac saw the first tear shining in her
eyes. None other saw what he did, the pearl of her grief. They saw only a
princess whose courage matched her beauty, Alhana Starbreeze whom they would
follow anywhere, even into exile.

*****

On the last day of the month of Autumn Twilight, the day elves named Gateway,
the sky stretched out over the Cooshee Gulf, hard and bright and blue as ice.
Winter prowled near, the wolfish season whose teeth were cruel, whose claws
knew nothing about mercy. Gulls creaked in the sky, and wind hummed along the
ratlines already skimming over with a thin coating of ice.
The deck beneath Dalamar's boots groaned, an aching sound as though the ship
could not bear the thought of leaving the shore and must moan for the loss of
sweet Silvanesti. Such moaning as this was heard all through the close-packed
hold of King's Swan, the cries of the seasick and the weary and those who felt
the strings of their hearts stretched tight to breaking. All around the ship
other vessels bobbed, rising and falling with the sea, as one after another,
captains set sail and left the bay to follow Wings of E'li, Lord Garan's
flagship. King's Swan would have her turn soon.
Dalamar leaned his arms on the rail and looked out across the bay to
Phalinost, gleaming in the last light of day. Gulls sailed around the tall
towers, gray ghosts haunting the empty city. Dalamar imagined that no one
lived there now but the rats and the gulls. What he thought was very nearly
the truth.
We are all exiles.
How spectacularly the gods of Good had failed the elves, who had in all ways
professed their abiding love for these deities! They did all for these gods,
the children of Silvanos. They permitted no other worship, no other magic, no
other gods within the borders of their kingdom.
Dalamar shook his head, eyes on the restless waters of the bay. So much the
elves had lost in that trust, so much. E'li and his clan had not been worthy
of that love. He thought of Lord Tellin, one among many who'd died for
faithless gods. He thought of all the others, the Wildrunners and Windriders,
the refugees on the road, all turned into corpses and exiles. Where, then,
were the gods they trusted? Nowhere, nowhere to be found.
In the north, upriver beyond Silvanost, lay four spellbooks, three small and
one large. He had never had a chance to take them out from the cave, and now
they lay hidden, perhaps until some soldier of Phair Caron's stumbled upon
them.
But the king will save the city. He will save the land. No minion of the
Highlord will dare set foot in the heart of the kingdom.... So said everyone
aboard this ship, and everyone aboard the others.
Everyone but Dalamar. You leave a thing, you lose a thing. And so the books
were lost to him, but he didn't rage and he didn't sorrow. They were but a few
of many things lost in the abandoned kingdom. Perhaps it was that he'd gotten
from them all he needed-more magic than the mages of House Mystic would give
him. A glimpse, said a dangerous thought, of a darker god than elves liked to
see. What promises did he make, Nuitari, who was the son of Takhisis and the
god of vengeance? How well did he keep them? Dalamar didn't know, but he
wondered.
A woman's voice shouted "Look!"
Dalamar saw a sailor point to the sky. High above, where stars had just waked
to wonder what great voyage of elves was about to challenge the sea, the sky
had changed from deepest blue to the sickish throbbing green of a wound too
long unattended, of flesh rotting.
"In Zeboim's name," the sailor whispered. Her cheeks, sun-burnished and brown,
drained to ashen. "In her sea-blessed name, what's happened to the sky?"
She swore by an unchancy goddess, the tempestuous daughter of Takhisis, but
Dalamar noted that no one of the E'li-worshiping elves had anything to say in
response. What should any landsman have to say about the niceties of worship
to a sailor who plied Zeboim's realm? Nothing. At the rails dark figures
gathered, sailors and Wildrunners and some passengers. All looked up, their
faces shining ovals in the darkness. Some pointed to the sky, some kept still,
and those, Dalamar was certain, were praying.
The waters of the bay woke, rough and restless, shoving against the shores of
Phalinost. Upon the waters the waves ran, like horses galloping to the shore.
Dalamar shuddered. The proud arched necks of the waves, Zeboim's Steeds the
sailors named them, wore a green tint, and he thought of corpses washed up on
the shore, the wreckage of a ruined ship, men and women with seaweed tangled
in their hair.
His heart racing, Dalamar gripped the rail. The waters of the bay grew
stronger, the waves heavier, and the deck rolled beneath his feet. In the sky,
the green glow deepened.
"Some ploy of the Highlord's," an elderly elf-woman murmured. Her husband
hushed her, but she went on. "Some new evil of hers to bring against the
kingdom!"
Someone's prayer rose up above the frightened voices. "Into your hands, O
E'li, we put ourselves. In perfect trust and with perfect faith. We are yours,
O Shining One! O Champion Against the Dark, remember us, for we are yours!"
All around the deck people calmed, their voices weaving together in comforting
prayer. Trusting, they offered themselves to the god who had not shown himself
since first Phair Caron's army savaged Nordmaar, whose own dragons had not
come to do battle against the evil dragons of Takhisis. "But he is near," they
said. "He will come," they assured themselves, "and he will defend us." Even
as the sky above the forest throbbed with eerie green light, even as the best
beloved lifted sail and fled, they prayed and they hoped.
Only Dalamar was silent, only he did not pray. In the gods of his fathers he
had no trust, for he had seen it broken, time and again. Blasphemy! He knew
it. Elves have been cast out for such thoughts, banished from the company of
the Children of Light, left to die in the outworld.
Yet, strangely, as he stood shivering in the cold winds off the water,
watching the shore fall away, the strange green sky grow distant, Dalamar
Argent did not fear his thoughts. He looked around to be sure that no one
guessed his blasphemy, but the thoughts themselves-why, they held no fear for
him.

*****

All the voices of his past swirled around the ancient king. The voices of
childhood, his playmates, his fellow students in the Academy of House Mystic,
the young girls in the meadows plucking the flowers of spring and braiding
them into their long shimmering hair. Hair like the pelts of foxes; hair the
color of a deer's dark eye; tresses like honey poured from the jar. Among them
was one who shone like a jewel, golden-haired, her eyes keen and gleaming as
brightly as the north star, a light for hearts to steer by. Lorac Caladon had
steered by that light all his days.
By the light of Iranialathlethsala's eyes he steered yet, for he saw those
eyes in the crystal globe that was his dragon orb.
Your orb, yes, sighed the artifact of Istar. I am yours, and in me you will
find all that you need. Look! Look deeper, come closer, find in me what you
must have. The voice sighed, soft as the wash of the Thon-Thalas against its
banks, soft as a breeze, and it seemed to the elf-king that the voice changed
a little. He would not have that it sounded like the voice of his dear
Iraniala, yet it did recall her voice, perhaps in the cadence.
My love, he sighed, in his heart, without words. Countless years of joy he
recalled, and these were not embittered by the years death had denied him. My
love!
Your land, said the orb. Your kingdom, your people. The Dark Queen lurks at
your borders, king.
Lorac shuddered, and upon the marble walls of his great audience hall that
shuddering was seen in shadow as curtains of darkness flowing down from the
heights of the great tower, as light from the moons and the stars did flow.
Takhisis will tear down your kingdom. She will lift up the pieces as her
warriors lift the bodies of your slain-spitted upon spears running with blood!
To hear those words spoken in rhythms so like those of Iraniala's, in a voice
gone suddenly soft as hers had been, was to hear a terrible doom proclaimed
with all the weight and authority of Iraniala's own magic. She had been a
Seer....
And she had foreseen her own death. O gods! My Iraniala! I am doomed, she had
said on the day she knew the name of her illness and the day of her death. I
am lost!
The world is lost!
So said the voice that was not hers and yet seemed so like to hers. The voice
of the dragon orb turned mocking suddenly, as the wind shifting over the sea,
it turned hard and cold as sleet.
What do you quest after, elf-king? Your queen so long dead? How can you think
of her when a darker queen, a Warrior Queen, stands upon your doorstep, ready
to tear apart your kingdom and make of your people her most wretched and
despised slaves, your men for her armies, your women for their whores, your
children for the meat on the boards of her minions so dark and terrible that
even she has not granted them names?
Shuddering turned to shivering. Lorac returned his gaze to the orb.
She stood in the crystal silence of the dragon orb, a woman tall and slender,
she whose eyes were his guiding light, whose heart held his love, whose body
had held and delivered forth a daughter of such rare beauty that poets must
shape new forms with which to tell of her grace and charm.
And now he saw his daughter, shown to him in the glass, his Alhana Starbreeze,
standing at the prow of Wings of E'li, his flagship, his pride. The salt winds
blew back her hair, a dark pennon sailing against a leaden sky. She lifted her
hand to shade her eyes against the limitless horizons.
Lost! She is lost!
His heart twisted, wrenching in his breast, and he saw all the fleet behind
his flagship, straggling out and losing their way, some turning east and some
north. The wind in the sails roared, and it moaned down the ratlines, humming
in the ropes like mourners at a funeral.
The world is lost! So said the wind, so said the voice of the orb.
"No!" cried the king, sitting back from the orb but never taking his hands
from it. "Show me no dark visions! Make good your promises, the ones you tempt
and tease with."
The green light pulsed, a heart beating in stone, a mind roaming and questing
always, touching his and dropping back, then touching again.
Very well. You have been a long time admitting your wish, Elf-king, but I am
here to grant it. Now heed, and heed me well! What you want can be, and I will
be the agency of its birth. You need only dream.
Only dream. Lorac sat closer to the crystal globe again, letting himself touch
the green glow with his mind. Only dream. He closed his eyes, and yet he saw
the beating light.
Now you must trust me, isn't it so, Elf-king? You must trust me as once I
trusted you.
A shiver of memory rippled across Lorac's mind, across the green glow and the
mind of whatever being touched him through the crystal.
Dream, Lorac Caladon. Dream of the world you will save, dream of the people
who will go all their days touched by your vision. Ah, dream, Elf-king.
"Who are you?" Lorac whispered.
In his mind, in his heart, he felt as though someone had smiled upon him.
Warmth filled him, bone and blood, and it seemed to him then that he sat in a
garden on the first day of spring when breezes are perfumed with the waking of
the world. He heard his heart beating, and the green light pulsed in perfect
rhythm to match.
I am he who will save your lost kingdom, Elf-king!
Until now Lorac Caladon had been very careful not to engage the mind he sensed
living in the orb, very careful not to extend his own magic to touch the magic
within the crystal sphere. This was, after all, an artifact out of Istar, and
it was a thing that had lived in older days than even those of the Kingpriest.
Still, he dared now what he had never dared before, what all his training and
all the wisdom of his many long years had cautioned: Do not engage the magic
of such a thing as this dragon orb. Do not, unless you are certain you can
control it.
He touched the magic, and as his hands grasped the orb, he felt it running in
him, eager and swift.
I am yours, said the orb, like a woman sighing in her lover's bed, like the
shore to the sea.
"You are mine," whispered the elf-king, his face hollowed by shadows, made
unwholesome in the green light.
Unwholesome, green, and sickly... but when he saw his reflection in the orb,
he saw himself not as unwholesome, not as one whose shadow-sculpted face most
resembled a skull. When he saw himself in the orb, King Lorac Caladon saw a
young warrior with a shining sword girded on, a king to save the land, a
father to rescue his children from the dark terrors of the night. A soldier of
E'li, of Paladine the Eternal Champion!
In the globe, in his mind, the elf-king lifted up his sword and all the light
of stars, the light of the red moon and the silver, chased down the steel,
running like water and blood.
Beneath his hands, the orb shifted size, growing, swelling, so that he must
extend his arms now to keep his hands on it, wide as though to embrace it. In
the crystal he dreamed himself a golden warrior in the heart of his kingdom.
All around him in vision he saw the forests and glades, each tree gently
shaped and coaxed, grown by the devoted elves of House Woodshaper, those whose
blood knew the blood of the sprits of nature. He saw the mighty Thon-Thalas
running down to the sea, surging past the cities and the towns, running past
the towers of his people. In Silvanost, the precious jewel upon the breast of
the Sylvan Lands, the temples to the gods shone pearly white in the streaming
sunlight, clustered round the Garden of Astarin. His heart swelling with love,
Lorac Caladon cried:
"We are the children of the gods! We are their firstborn, their best beloved!
We are what gods meant all the mortals of the world to be, and we are most
deserving of their love!"
He shouted it, that shining warrior, and he never blushed to wonder whether he
was wrong. How could he be? Centuries of lore had taught him this creed, and
when he looked around him, in waking and in vision, he saw the proofs of lore
everywhere.
"For the Sylvan Lands!" cried the warrior, his yellow hair blowing back, his
eyes shining.
Behind him where he did not see, in the tiniest corner of his vision, his
saving-dream, a small corruption throbbed, a darkness on the land like the
first small spot of disease upon the lung of a fair young queen. Unseen,
unfelt yet, still it was there and quietly killing.
In the Tower of the Stars, the elf-king howled high to the heavens, shrieking
to the gods. So loudly did he scream that the echoes of his agony rolled
'round and 'round his circular walls, like thunder never-ending. So long did
he scream that his throat began to bleed, and he would have choked on the
blood, but that was not to be permitted.
Out from the orb leaped a dragon, wings wide, fangs gleaming, he who had been
prisoned there since before the days of Istar's glory, who had watched as a
kingpriest thought he might like to become a god, who had found a way out of
the destruction to come by whispering his dire warnings and false promises to
a young mage flushed with his first glory, to Lorac Caladon. He had heard
Takhisis call her dragons and wake them. Like fire in him, the sound of the
goddess's call, like flames running all through his mind and his soul. Awake!
Awake! My dragons, awake! But, enspelled and unable to find a way out from his
crystal prison, Viper had remained trapped-until now.
The touch of a reptilian mind, cold and dry and with no other feeling than
death-lust, froze the mind of Lorac Caladon, making motionless his hands. He
could not scream. He could not breathe. He felt that mind twine around his
like a snake around the limbs of a helpless child. His heart had no prayer.
Fear felled faith. His soul turned chill, and the magic in him writhed like
something dying.
And then-in an instant!-that dragon-mind was gone from his, the grip broken.
Lorac breathed, but only once. Then came another mind, a stronger one, and
this one seized him heart and soul in a taloned grip the like of which Viper
could not hope to achieve. Too late, too late, he knew he had opened the magic
of the orb and that was like opening a door. Another dragon, this one
stronger, this one crueler, came rushing in. Viper roared, but the sound of
his fury was already distant, the beast banished. In the soul of Lorac
Caladon, a voice whispered words, like fire rushing, like wild wind in the
winter-bare forest, the voice of another dragon.
Now you may scream, my little mageling-king!
Lorac did scream, so long and so hard that at last he became voiceless. Yet,
unvoiced, still he screamed, and all his dreams of the golden warrior come to
save his kingdom turned into nightmares, dreams grown so hideous as to sow the
seeds of madness into a mind once celebrated for wit and wisdom and cunning.
He did not scream wordlessly, and he did not howl as beasts howl in the
wilderlands. He screamed the words he had learned at his mother's knee.
"We are the land, the land is us!"
And so-it must be, it must be, for the mightiest mage of the Silvanesti spoke
in the fullness of his magic-the insanity of the king fell upon his land and
every living thing became warped, twisted in body, twisted in soul, imprisoned
within the nightmare of the king as Lorac Caladon fell spiraling into despair.

*****

The Nightmare King went out from his palace, his Tower of the Stars, and
before him his guard of Wildrunners ran screaming, their faces etched in
horror, their eyes the eyes of those who stand at the brink of the Abyss, the
dread of damnation opening before them, the bone-white hands of the Dark Queen
reaching to snatch them. In prayers one hears of that place-Save us from the
Abyss, O E'li! Turn our step from there, O Guardian of Light!-in the darkest
hours of night one imagines it. These, the flower of Lorac's army, the ones
who would not leave their king no matter the danger, these saw the Abyss, that
place in which dwells the darkest of goddesses and all the torments she can
devise, torments for the body, the flaying of flesh, the shattering of bones,
the blinding, the mutilations, the rivers of blood and fountains of tears. He
showed this to them, with his merest glance he shaped it like their worst
fears, their most secret dread. Wailing like demented children, they fled him,
the Nightmare King. He laughed to see them flee, laughed to feel their madness
running in him as though it were the blood running in his veins.
As the first winds of winter blew around him, cold and clawing, he turned to
look at the Tower of the Stars, the shining beauty of masonry and magic, made
in the days of Silvanos and raised up as a seat of power from which the line
of that storied king had ruled in majesty for centuries. His glance made the
marble run as the wax of a candle melts. The turrets rumbled, and the tower
bent and twisted as though it were an old man writhing in grief.
The Nightmare King laughed, and he turned his back on the place of power.
Howling as banshees howl, as the mad howl, he strode through the Garden of
Astarin, and everywhere he went harm followed. Birds fell dead, small bundles
of bone and feathers. He trod upon them and they woke, savage creatures
dragon-shaped, with needle teeth and a lust for blood, their feathers changed
to scales, their hearts to malignance. He touched the plants as he walked,
moonvine and winter jasmine, the thorny rose and the winding wisteria. In this
first hour of winter, they bloomed, their flowers the color of bruises and
blood, their fragrance vileness and pestilence. The Nightmare King's shadow
fell upon the boxwood, and the hedges collapsed, taken by disease; blighted,
they fell into piles of brown bubbling slime.
Singing a madman's song, he went into each of the temples and made the marble
walls melt. The altars collapsed under his merest glance. Wands of incense
turned putrid. Scrolls burst into flame, and the smoke of those burnings rose
up to a sky the color of bile. The houses of the lords and ladies collapsed.
The homes of the humble ran like molten lava. All this because the Nightmare
King cast his glance upon them.
He went walking through his kingdom, the golden warrior debased. No more the
straight-backed king, the wisdom-bearer. No more the lover of the land. His
thoughts were poison. The sky above his kingdom turned to roiling green, and
when the rains came, they fell as acid, hissing and burning. Each stream he
passed turned to blood, running into the mighty Thon-Thalas until that river
itself became a red-running artery. He went in despair, in hatred, his mind
ruled by the will of a venomous green dragon. The flesh rotted from his limbs,
the hair fell from his head so that shining patches of skull gleamed in the
green light.
As fell the king, so fell the land. In every part of the Silvanesti Forest,
the trees that had been so lovingly tended by the elves of House Woodshaper
bent and bled, sap running from them, leaves falling, bark peeling as though
they languished in disease. In the forest the deer fell dead. In the river the
fish became monsters, fanged things, growing legs and arms and crawling up
onto the land.
The Nightmare King strode wide across his kingdom, turning everything to
dying. A long, slow dying it was, for this nightmare that rode Lorac Caladon
came from a dragon who knew the devices of the Dark Queen well. Cyan Bloodbane
was his name, and he had spent time in the Abyss, learning his trade.
Each, dragon and Nightmare King, heard the howling of the land, the screaming
of the trees, the shrieking of the birds and animals as Lorac's nightmare
caught them and broke them, making from the ruin creatures more horrible than
any outside of dementia. They reveled in it, drunken with their own rage. And
they heard the wailing of the mortal folk, caught in the terror. Some of them
were elves, others were not.
It must not be said, though, that in his madness the elf-king failed of his
promise to rid the kingdom of the dragonarmy of Takhisis. Lorac Caladon, who
had ruled the Silvanesti for six times as long as the span of the
longest-lived human, kept his promise.
Phair Caron rampaged through his land, burning and killing, seeking the fair
city of Silvanost. She had endured losses in her battle against Lord Garan's
army, not the least the mage who was her finest captain. He was gone, his
avatar killed and changed to dust, his mind returned to the prison of his
ruined body somewhere far away. She cursed the loss and cursed the mage, but
she eased her rage in killing. And so, it was in a small town on the
Thon-Thalas that the hand of Lorac Caladon found her. She paused in the
slaughter of children and felt herself fall, fast and hard, into a dark and
terrible place.
Falling, she had not the wit to wonder whether her mind was whole. When the
fall ended, she had no wit at all. She stood, not in a ruined elven village,
but in Tarsis, the city of her childhood. She stood outside the doors of the
brothel in which she had, at need, earned the money it would take to keep her
little sister alive, fed and clothed- and out of this very place. Not far from
here, some streets over, across the boulevard that marked the territory of
whore from that of the finer folk, she had scrambled in a gutter for an elven
coin.
All around her she heard laughter and rough music. She heard men growling and
roaring like animals. The voices of women rose up in shrieking laughter and
fell low in sobbing, and still the men came in and out of those rough wooden
doors, entering eager, returning sated. She knew the place. She went a step
forward and then another, like a child tiptoeing to the door she'd been
forbidden to enter. She knew who ruled beyond that door. She knew-
The door opened wide. A woman stood upon the threshold, dressed in black silks
thin as gossamer and artfully torn to look like the rags of a gutter-girl. Her
golden hair spilled down her shoulders, her face the canvas of some demented
hand that had painted upon it with rouges and kohl to make her white cheeks
red and her pale eyes dark.
"Phair!" cried the woman in drunken laughter. She opened her arms to welcome
in yet another man to the brothel and grabbed him before he got past her,
giggling and then howling laughter as he kissed and fondled her. Over his
shoulder, she cried, "Sister, come in! I have kept your pallet ready for you!"
'Twas then the Highlord of Takhisis fell to screaming, 'twas then she saw all
she'd tried lifelong to prevent, her sister grasping greedily the coin offered
for use of her body.
Phair Caron ran among her army, hair streaming, mouth gaped wide in shrieking
as she tore at her eyes, finally plucking them from the sockets so that she
might cease to see the living nightmare into which she'd been plunged. It
mattered not at all that she went running now with bleeding holes where her
blue eyes once were. Still she saw the horror. Still she saw the nightmare
that ruled her mind, and that nightmare did not end until at last, thinking
her a foeman charging, screaming in their own nightmares, three of her
warriors fell upon her and hacked her, shrieking, to death.
The dragonarmy did not again ravage the Kingdom of Silvanesti. Some got out,
but most did not. All, those who fled and those who stayed, died raving,
screaming and shrieking, in nightmare defeated.
And in the audience chamber of the Tower of the Stars, the body of the Speaker
sat in perfect stillness, eyes starting wide, mouth open in a wrenching,
soundless scream.

Chapter 10

Though the moons over Krynn were the usual ones, red Lunitari and his brother
white Solinari, though the stars took their regular shapes and traveled their
accustomed routes across the sky, though the sun was the same, the light in an
exile's eye glares bitterly bright. By that light the exile fleet watched as
the ship Aspengold, that lovely ship upon which traveled Alhana Starbreeze,
separated from the others and sailed away from those who fled, taking a
southerly route. It was her decision to leave the exiles in the hands of Lord
Belthanos, her cousin, and go out among the cities of Krynn to seek help for
her beleaguered land. Seeing her go was like seeing the shadow of one's own
soul passing over the ocean.
"Ah, gods!" cried the elves. "She is going among outlanders! Our dear
princess! What has become of us? What will she face out there where the people
are but savage barbarians?" In the bitterly bright light of exile, they
watched her leave. They prayed her away, wishing her well in her journey
through the gutter they considered the rest of the world.
Yet soon it was seen by some among the Silvanesti that the Sylvan Land was
not, after all, the center of the world. Fleeing from a dragonarmy and the
disaster of a king's magic, some among the elves began to recognize that a
wider world lay outside their wooded borders. The winds of winter drove the
refugee fleet north around the Blood Sea of Istar, past Kothas and Mithas and
the ravening minotaur pirates who had thrown in their lot with the forces of
Takhisis.
Cold winds buffeted them, the winds off foreign lands around the Cape of
Nordmaar. These winds took them past the shores of Solamnia, the home of the
ancient knighthood, which, by all accounts, found itself reviled on all sides
and torn from within. Old feuds died hard, as knights will testify. The people
of Krynn had not forgiven them their part in the ancient tragedy of Istar, as
though the sons must still account for the folly of their distant fathers who
did not ride at once to defend that city from the arrogance of a kingpriest
determined to flout the gods. And, as though the enmity of the world around
were not enough, the knights fought each other; within their own ranks, they
bickered for position and power.
"You can hear them fighting," said one elf to another, one night as King's
Swan plied the seas off the shores of that land, "like quarrelsome children."
One could not, of course, hear them, but it wasn't hard to imagine.
In their exodus, the elves tasted the salt spray of seas unimagined in the
straits between the land of Solamnia and the isle of Northern Ergoth. Wherever
they went, they gathered news. Some few of them, the venturesome, went into
the port cities among the taverns and the shops to learn what they could. In
this way, they discovered the fate of their king, Lorac, trapped in magic.
Bitterly, they learned that Silvanesti was now being called the Nightmare
Kingdom. They heard, too, news of their princess-none of it was the stuff of
hope, for Alhana Starbreeze wandered the ports of the world, their lily
princess going in and out of the cities, looking for help and finding none.
She did not falter. Even as green dragons came to nest in the tormented
forests, to claim the haunted land, she went to the houses of the high in
every city she could, searching for a way to rescue her homeland from the grip
of an evil magic.
"And to save her father," said an elf who had heard this in a port not far
from the ruin of the City of Lost Names, there at the topmost part of
Solamnia, "for she believes he is not dead." Shuddering, he said, "Our Alhana
believes the Speaker of the Stars yet lives."
And so the venturesome ventured, and the news they brought to the fleet made
wider the world. One such gatherer of news was Dalamar Argent, for while
others sought always after word of Silvanesti, his ears were keen for word of
the world around. Each time the fleet put into a port, he went down to the
docks and walked among the people in the taverns, seeking to learn all he
could. It was no easy thing, this going among outlanders-for he thought of all
others than elves that way-but he did it. How wide the word of which
Silvanesti was not the center! How strange the languages-lovely some and ugly
others. He spoke with humans in the wild ports near Kalaman, in Palanthas, and
in the bazaars of Caergoth. All around him, the sights of humans and dwarves
and kender enchanted him-the smells of cooking in the stalls, of spices in the
marketplaces, the weaves of foreign fabrics. The flashing eyes of strangers
were intoxicating, rich and deep and wonderfully strange.
They came, at last, to Southern Ergoth, the elves who fled, and they made a
home for themselves. In exile, Lord Belthanos, he of blood kinship to the
Speaker of the Stars, shaped a council from the Heads of the Houses. This
council-in-exile was made of much the same folk as Speaker Lorac's had been,
with two exceptions. Lady Ylle Savath was gone from its ranks, dead in the
Silvanesti Forest, and Lord Garan of House Protector had not survived the sea.
He had died in the first month of the journey. The old warrior's heart had
simply stopped beating in his breast. It broke, said some, because he believed
that he could not survive being gone from the kingdom he had so long defended.
And so House Mystic gave Lord Feleran to the new council, and House Protector
gave Lord Konnal, who had served with Lord Garan in the war.
The council-in-exile convened and began at once the task of establishing the
Silvanesti claim to this land of sea-breeze and sweet pine forests, of rich
hunting grounds and coastal waters thick with fish. It didn't much matter to
them that the wild Kagonesti lived there, those proud hunters whom Silvanos
had tried to change into servitors in ancient days. The Silvanesti came with
weapons; they came armed with the certainty that they were, among all races,
the best beloved of the gods, thus deserving of the best of everything. This,
no matter what events suggested, was not a belief the Children of Silvanos
were ready to lay down. And so they forced servitude upon the Kagonesti and
built upon their land a city they named Silvamori, their home in exile. This
was, by honest account, a harder thing for the Kagonesti than for their
aristocratic cousins, though most of the moaning and sighing came winding out
from the houses of the Silvanesti, the lorn exiles.
Dalamar Argent didn't complain much, and for a time this surprised him. He did
ache for his homeland, the aspenwood, the orderliness of the city, the scent
of the gardens, and the deep tolling of bells in the harbors. Sometimes he
took out the embroidered scroll case that held the Dawn Hymn to E'li, and he
looked at it, smudged with dirt from the day of Lord Tellin's death. He had
tried to return it to Lady Lynntha, but she would not have it. She'd looked at
him long, her eyes filled with sorrow and with an unvoiced plea: Don't make me
take it, don't make me think of that which could never have been. And so
Dalamar kept it, an artifact of another time, another place, and gods whose
names rang through the pine forest of Silvamori but not in his heart.
He found himself free of service, with so many others to take his place, and
he found himself a lover among the Wilder Elves, a woman with hair the color
of Solinari's moon, eyes green as the sea, and long sun-gilded limbs.
K'gathala was a woman wise in the ways of Kagonesti magic, and one who
believed strongly in the meaning of names. She said his was a strange name for
one of the Light Elves, for if "argent" meant "silver" in the language of the
Silvanesti, it meant "night's son" in the speech of the Kagonesti. "And that,"
she said one night as she lay in his arms, twining her long fingers in his
dark hair, "that is a strange name for one of your kind, but perhaps not so
strange for you."
She was full of these sayings, these takings and givings, and Dalamar enjoyed
that, the mystery and the magic. He did not go to her openly. It wasn't a
thing encouraged by Lord Belthanos or his council-in-exile. The possibility of
dilution of Silvanesti blood through a line of half-Kagonesti, half-Silvanesti
children was a thing to make them shudder. Nonetheless, Dalamar went, and he
continued his habit of learning magic. In secret nights and stolen days, he
learned such things as he had never dreamed-how the Kagonesti did not whisper
their spells or even declaim them, but sang them. And the spells of the Wilder
Elves were not made up of words. Rather, they were made up of weavings of
notes so complex that the mortal voice must struggle for months to learn them.
He had the months, he had the will, and within the first year of the exile,
he'd advanced so far in his studies that he began to think again that he might
find a way to travel to the Tower of High Sorcery at Wayreth and be tested in
his skill and knowledge. How? He did not know, and he didn't even know whether
that tower would survive the war that raged in the world outside of Silvamori.
For war did rage. He knew this. He had friends among the sailors who went out
to the port cities, and they brought back news. As the first year of exile
passed and the new years progressed, he learned that the world beyond
Silvamori was being taught to hate the coming of spring. It was, ever, the
return of spring that brought the renewal of war.
After the disaster in Silvanesti, the armies of Takhisis took stock and found
their strength again. They left behind the Nightmare Kingdom and turned west.
Phair Caron's had been a force of red dragons. This new one was a force of
blues, and so all knew and feared it as the Blue Army. It swept through the
Plains of Solamnia like wildfire, merciless and hungry for conquest. It rolled
over Kalaman and rampaged down the Vingaard River valleys, burning and looting
and killing. Everywhere it went, the dragonarmy conquered. People wailed to
the gods of Good, cried out to E'li-Paladine, as outlanders named him-but no
god answered. The sky over the land grew dark with dragons. The land itself
ran red with blood, and corpses clogged the great Vingaard River. The army
surged through Vingaard Keep and left behind the dead and the broken in
Solanthus.
Armies of white dragons took Icewall in the south. Highlords on black dragons
held Goodlund and Kendermore while the Red Army regrouped, kicking off the
dust of Phair Caron's failure, and ripped into Abanasinia, slaughtering
Plainsmen and running right up to the borders of Qualinesti. And out came the
elves of that land, and the sundered kindred-Silvanesti and Qualinesti-met
again in Southern Ergoth. A new city was built under the auspices of the
Qualinesti king, he who styled himself Speaker of the Sun. The two factions of
the best beloved of the gods glared at each other across Thunder Bay, and for
a time the story amused Silvamori that the son of the Qualinesti king,
Porthios, decided that he must take part in the fighting and do battle against
the forces of Takhisis. Madman! What are the affairs of outlanders to elves?
They must have lost their minds, those Qualinesti. No sooner had the folk of
Silvamori tired of that story than did a delicious bit of gossip whisper that
if the son of the Qualinesti king was mad, his daughter was worse. Laurana, it
was said, had fallen so far below herself as to run off with her half-elven
lover, disgracing her family to the point where her poor old father took to
his bed, and decided she too must become a soldier in the fight against the
forces of Takhisis.
It was at this time that word came to Silvamori about the fate of their own
wandering princess and the state of their nightmare-ridden homeland. People
argued about it for months, some saying, "Well, it must be true," others
declaring the news an outright lie. "After all," muttered the nay-sayers, "who
in the world would believe that Alhana Starbreeze had found help in Tarsis-of
all benighted places!-and that help at the hands of a scruffy band made up of
a half-elf, some humans, an elf-maid, a kender, and a dwarf? Insanity!"
"Aye, but it's so," said the fisherman who sat talking with Dalamar late one
night while the red moon and the silver shone down on the beach and the sea
ran in to the shore and out. "It's so, I know it, because I had word with one
who saw the princess's guard escorting her through the city. It was the very
night the dragonarmy attacked Tarsis, burning everything they could. Must've
been awful. And you know who that elf-maid was? Laurana of Qualinesti, pity
her poor father. All those strange folk did meet-a princess, her Wildrunners,
and that ragged band of questers. Gone 'round the place looking for a dragon
orb." The fisherman laughed, for it was a fine joke to him that the questers
should meet with the very woman who sought help in freeing her homeland and
her father from the magic of one of those very things. "Wanted one for the
same reason your king did, I suppose-wanted to control the dragons, and so
some of 'em went with her back to the Sylvan Land."
"And freed the king?"
"And freed the king. But, sorry to say, he found his freedom in death, and
things aren't so good in the Nightmare Kingdom these days."
"But how was the king freed? How was the spell undone? How did people manage
to enter the land and come out alive?" All this Dalamar wanted to know.
The fisherman shrugged, said some mage or another did it, one of the questers,
and he didn't remember much more about it except that the fellow wore red
robes and part of his name was the name of a god. "Majere..." he said.
"Something, somebody Majere."
When Dalamar asked to know more of this mage, the fisherman shook his head.
He'd told all he knew, and there wasn't more to say. No more news of the
mysterious mage came to Silvamori that year, or any year after, though often
Dalamar listened to see if more would. Magic and power, these things were as
gold and silver to him. Tales of them were nearly as good.
Still, if one servitor among them was unsatisfied with the amount of news he
gathered, most of Silvamori had more news than they knew what to do with. A
red mage undoing evil magic in a land where no magic was honored but white,
the Speaker of the Stars dead, the children of the Speaker of the Suns running
around wild ... By the end of the second year of the war, the people of
Silvamori and Qualimori decided that all the world beyond their own homes in
exile was doomed to damnation.
"Ah, but things are finally changing," said the Kagonesti fisherman, one day
in the spring of the third year of the war. The Blue Army, filled up with
humans, ogres, and the foul traitors from Lemish who'd thrown in their lot
with the minions of Takhisis, prepared to fling itself against the High
Clerist's Tower, that bastion of the Knights of Solamnia that stands at the
head of a high mountain pass to ward the way to Palanthas. A rich prize, that
city of Palanthas, with access to Coastlund in the west and the Bay of
Branchala in the north. That whole sector of Solamnia would be squeezed and
starved and find itself pleading for mercy if this ploy worked. "But it
won't," said the fisherman, laughing. "Those knights have finally got
themselves sorted out and are ready to fight."
Indeed, they had, and they'd found themselves a general as well. Laurana of
Qualinesti went for a soldier, and she aimed for high rank. Well she was,
after all, the daughter of a king. They called her the Golden General, and
under her leadership the Knights of Solamnia became a force worth counting on.
For the first time in all the war, a dragonarmy fled the field of battle,
bloody and beaten. "Because they had something called dragonlances," the
fisherman said. "Old weapons from old times. Made the difference, it did."
Soon-gods be praised-dragons of brass and silver and gold and copper were seen
in the skies, come at last to defend the people of Krynn against the evil of
Takhisis and her servants. At Whitestone Glade, dwarves and humans and elves
were making treaties of alliance left and right, swearing to defend each other
one and all.
"And so," said Dalamar Argent, who secretly liked the name Dalamar Nightson,
"for whatever reason, the gods of Good have roused at last."
The fisherman, eyes wide at this near-blasphemy, made a sign against ill luck.
"They have their reasons, Dalamar Argent. It's being said near and far that
they have been working in the world all along, through the hearts and hands of
people of good faith. Look you, aren't the races coming together now, putting
aside their differences to work for a common good? Why, I heard it said that
last winter the dwarves took human refugees into Thorbardin!" He laughed, as
at a good joke. "Who'd ever have imagined that, eh? Enough to rouse any god
and make him take notice. And the knights are united again, E'li's dragons
come to save us at last... It's been a time of wonders. Which goes to show it
was, after all, not just a war on the ground, but a war in the heavens as
well."
So it was, Dalamar thought. He didn't speak his bitterness aloud. He took it
with him, though, the question no one dared ask: How many have died praying
for this moment so long delayed while gods played their games with each other,
moving the people of Krynn around as though they were gaming pieces on a
board? He thought of Lord Tellin Windglimmer, the cleric who died with E'li's
name on his lips, his prayer unanswered.
Dalamar thanked the fisherman for his news and, as though in ritual long
planned, he went to his house-his own small home, not that of his lover-and
took off his white mage's robe, that mark of one who has been dedicated to
Solinari. Instead, he dressed in the dun garb of a servant. Earthen brown
boots, trews the color of mahogany, a shirt dyed walnut, these were the
darkest clothes he could find. So changed, he walked down to the sea to the
place where exiles had landed years before, from where exiles would soon again
sail. He took with him the embroidered scroll case, that artifact of another
time.
For a long moment he stood in the sun, a tall dark figure on the shining
strand, an elf whose black hair blew around his pale face in the wind off the
sea. Waves foamed around his feet and gulls cried in the sky. He turned the
case over in his hands again and then again, looking at the silken
hummingbirds hovering over ruby roses, those roses faded to brown as though
the petals had withered.
With a cry like a curse, Dalamar hurled that artifact of another time into the
sea, the scroll case and the Dawn Hymn to E'li consigned to the streams and
the tides and the fishes.

*****

Two days later, the watch in the crow's nest of the elven ship Bright Sun saw
that scroll case bobbing in the waters. He wondered, briefly, what it could
be, but then he didn't think more about it, for he was far up among the gulls
in the bright blue sky, and it was just then sinking into the sea. Bright Sun
was a Qualinesti ship, not one out of Qualimori but one coming into Qualimori
from the Nightmare Kingdom. Aboard was an elven prince, Porthios himself,
whose sister commanded the Knights of Solamnia, whose father had nearly died
of the grief of that. He had with him messages for the two elf kindreds,
greetings for his father, and a message to Lord Belthanos and his
council-in-exile from their princess.
"Come home," she had written, Alhana Starbreeze in her far tower in ruined
Silvanost. "Prepare ships and come home. Bring clerics to cleanse the temples,
mages to unwork the vestiges of evil magic, and Wildrunners to ward all."
She gave the missive to Porthios, and gave to him the care of those who would
return. They had been, over the last months of the war, often in
correspondence, a prince and a princess of sundered kindred. No light of love
shone in the eyes of one, nothing like that gleamed in the heart of the other.
They were, always, the children of their fathers, and when their hearts
burned, they burned for their people. And so, at the end of the war when all
of Krynn looked around to see what must be put back together, these children
of kings wondered whether something long ago broken might again be made whole.
Could it be, they said each to the other secretly and in whispers, could it be
that we two can make the sundered elven nations whole?

Chapter 11

Dalamar stood at the rail of the ship Bright Solinari. At the end of the day,
with the sun setting behind, sinking in red glory into the white-maned sea, he
stood looking east as the ship rounded the Cape of Nordmaar. Stiff winds
filled the sails, and they bellied out proud as a swan's white breast. Beside
Bright Solinari, the golden sails of Bright Sun, Porthios's ship, filled and
rounded. Six other ships came behind, but these two, Solinari and Sun, kept
abreast as though neither would let the other range even a little ahead.
It was not, Dalamar thought, much of a thing for pride that the elves of
Silvanesti must be led home by their estranged cousins.
Though the world turned toward summer and the winds off the cape carried the
quickening scent of green and growing things, here on the sea all winds were
hard winds. They sapped the moisture from a man's skin, peeled the flesh from
his face where the sun did not, and moaned incessantly in the ear until the
sound rode him day and night, waking and sleeping. The Silvanesti, some of
whom were seamen but many of whom were not, had no love for the wind, the
constant droning. Dalamar didn't mind it. He had become attuned to song in his
years with K'gathala; he knew how to hear what the wind sang, what the sea
chanted. "Elves are sailing home," they cried, each to the other. "Elves are
sailing home."
He almost turned to look back to the setting sun, to the places he'd been, to
K'gathala, who had not wept to see him leave and had not cursed him for a
deserter. She had kissed him, wished him well, and whispered, "Come back when
you can," though neither thought he would, even if he could. Almost he turned,
and then he didn't. That was finished, that was done. He was going home now,
and in his belly excitement ran like threads of fire.
He didn't know what would remain of Silvanost, what of the towers and the
temples and the houses of the high folk and low. He had heard tales, dark and
grim and filled with sorrow. He had listened, and he had asked questions, and
it seemed that no one, no matter how hard he tried, could say what the Sylvan
Land truly looked like these days. No matter, no matter. He was going to see
for himself, and for mat privilege he paid in rough and long work. A loader of
supplies in every port, a swabber of decks, repairer of ropes-with the
hemp-torn flesh to prove that- he did not mind the fee.
He did not wonder, looking out at the leaping sea, why he did not mind, though
he had for so much of his life resented his servitor status. Then, he had been
chained by tradition and law as strongly as though by forged steel links. Now,
he wore no chain. He had the kind of freedom no other elf aboard this ship or
any of the others possessed. He had made a choice no elf here would dare to
make, and he'd made it with all his heart.
Gold spilled across the sea, the last of the day. In the west, the moons were
rising, pale ghosts of themselves in this light. The Cape of Nordmaar slipped
past, that land where dragons still lived, the remnants of dragonarmies yet
lurked. Those, claimed Porthios, would be hard to root out. "As hard as the
green dragons who made their home in the Silvanesti Forest." His sun-gold face
had gone a little pale when he'd said that. Whose did not when thinking on the
greens who had made claim to the land that one of their own had ravaged? The
aftermath of war came not only in ruined trade, broken cities, the legions of
dead whose bones yet bleached in the sun on the Plains of Dust, rotted in the
Khalkist Mountains, and lay frozen into Icewall Glacier. It was found in the
scattered forces of the broken dragonarmies, mortal folk, and dragons who held
with deathgrips to their dark corners, who fought among themselves, terrorized
the civilian population, and waited only for another leader to pull them
together and make of them what they had been: the terror of Krynn.
Dalamar leaned a little over the rail, watching porpoises leaping, the shining
curve of their backs glittering. Some said there were creatures who lived in
the sea who looked like porpoises but were other-sea-elves, the sailors called
them, people of elf-kind who had found their own way to survive the Cataclysm.
Well, Dalamar thought, we all find ways.
Him, he must find a way, too. He was sailing home, returning to a land that
had once loved its people, but one that the Children of Silvanos wouldn't find
so welcoming now. To the land of E'li he sailed, to the land where the gods of
Good had once ruled, where they would be set up again. Not by his hand would
that happen, though, and not in answer to any prayer of his heart. Dalamar
Nightson his lover had named him, saying it was a strange name for a Light
Elf, yet a fitting one-almost fitting. In the cave north of Silvanost, that
secret place from years gone, it might well be that his hidden spellbooks yet
remained. It might well be. If they were, if even one was, he would lay his
hand upon it, and he would do a thing his heart now clearly called him to do.
To the Dark Son, from a dark son ...
Those words had dedicated four spellbooks to god-Nuitari, that dark god who
was the son of Takhisis and Sargonnas, the god of Vengeance. A better god,
this one, for though he walked in darkness, he made no game of what he loved
and what he treasured. Nuitari loved only magic, only secrets, only those. A
better god for one who had spent his life chained by tradition and kept from
the magic he so loved, the magic that fueled his heart with passion.
To the Dark Son, from a dark son ...
Those words would as fittingly dedicate the heart of Dalamar Nightson, for he
had not done with gods, only with those of Good who had made promises they had
not remembered to keep until the world lay broken, their game board in ruin.

*****

"Who was he?" asked the Wildrunner, Elisaad Windsweep. Off to the west, the
first thin line of Silvanesti's coast stretched dark as an ink-line. So far
out, the coves were straightened by distance, the sweet curves but a sketch.
Nonetheless, the winds of home blew off those shores. Home! Every heart on
Bright Solinari yearned westward, longing to see the forested shores, the
shining towers. ... Beyond reason, they longed for what they'd left and had
only the smallest idea of what actually remained. In cabins, on decks, and in
the hold where the cargomen tended their loads, tales of Silvanesti sang on
the air, stories of the homeland so long left, so deeply missed.
Elisaad stepped across the deck and came a little closer to the soldier who
sat perched on the pile of rope. "Raistlin Majere," she said, "the mage who
ended the Nightmare. Who was he?"
Dalamar, kneeling near and winding another pile of rope, picked up his head to
listen.
"Not was," said the soldier. "Is. He's not dead, just gone from our story." He
was an elder, this soldier, Arath Wingwild his name, and he had a way of
smiling that made everyone near seem no older than a child at his father's
knee. Elisaad appeared to like that; Dalamar didn't. Still, he wanted the
story as much as Elisaad, and so he kept quiet. Though the hemp scraped his
palms raw, he kept working, and he listened.
"Raistlin Majere is a human," said Arath, his nose wrinkling a little, as
elves' noses tended to do when outlanders were under discussion. "A mage, and
it's said he went to Wayreth and took his Tests of High Sorcery earlier than
most do." His expression darkened. He didn't actually shudder, but he came
close. "They didn't deal kindly with him-"
"The wizards there?"
"No, girl. The Tests." The west wind freshened. Arath picked up his head,
wondering whether he scented the forest yet. He did not, only the salt sea.
"The wizards, they don't come down in favor of a mage or against. They
administer the Tests, that's all. What comes of them, well, the mage
determines. He passes or he fails on the merit of his knowledge of magic, his
ability, and his strength. I've heard it said the Tests always take something
from a mage, leaving him marked in some way. This one, this Raistlin Majere,
he passed his Tests, but he paid a high fee. Ruined his health, it's said.
Frail as a lamb in winter. If you saw him"-now the teller shuddered-"well,
you'd know. His skin is a terrible golden color, not sun-gold, not that. Like
the metal itself, that kind of gold. And his eyes-"
"His eyes are gold?"
"No. They are black, and the irises... they're shaped like an hourglass."
Elisaad snorted, plainly unbelieving. "It's a fantastic enough story. You
don't have to add your own touches."
Arath shook his head. "None of these things are my making, girl. What I tell
you is true. I saw him in Tarsis with his companions. I was part of Lady
Alhana's guard when she went wandering. I saw him when he and his companions
met her."
Winding the hemp, leaving small spots of bright blood on the rope, Dalamar
remembered the fisherman's story. Some humans, a half-elf, an elf-maid, a
kender, and a dwarf-those were the folk who'd given aid to Alhana Starbreeze,
the princess wandering in foreign ports. These, the searchers who wanted a
dragon orb, went into the Nightmare Kingdom to break the spell of Cyan
Bloodbane. The mage, Raistlin Majere, was one of the humans.
Gulls cried overhead, gray against the blue sky. Dalamar looked westward to
the coastline coming nearer ... to home.
"He has a great power, that mage," Arath said. "It's said all over the
ports-in the darker quarters-that if he isn't one to be reckoned with right
now, he will be soon."
"A hero?" asked Elisaad.
The old warrior snorted. "Depends on what you mean by that."
"Well, he saved the kingdom, didn't he?"
"He did, but as I hear it, he wanted the dragon orb more than he cared about
the kingdom." Arath shrugged. "Ice water in his veins would warm things up for
him. He looked at me once, just once, only glancing, and it was like falling
into some dark place where the best thing you'll find is terror." Arath pushed
away from the rail, away from the memory. "He's gone from the Red magic to the
Black, that's what I hear. And so it's just as well he's gone from our story,
and since he is, there no need to worry about him more."
"Well, I wasn't worrying about him," Elisaad muttered, not to Arath but to his
back as he walked away. "I was just curious."
She walked away, but Dalamar stayed where he was, winding rope and listening
to the sea and the cries of the sailors as they worked in the rigging. Home,
he thought. Home. But the story of the mage with the hourglass eyes, he who
had gone from Red magic to Black, lingered with him, winding like a whisper
through all his other thoughts. Who was he? And, more insistent: How did he
come to such power that he could lift a green dragon's enchantment from a
whole land? Like as not he wouldn't learn the answers to those questions, soon
or ever. The mage Raistlin, as Arath had said, was gone from the story of
Silvanesti.

*****

By slow, aching degrees, the first skiff made its way up the Thon-Thalas
River. It was filled with temple-gear, for the returning elves deemed proper
that before anything be set in order, the Temple of E'li must be
reconsecrated. The altars must be cleansed, new candles set, and new wands of
incense lighted. A lot had been taken out of E'li's Temple for the flight to
Silvamori-altar stones, statues of the god, all of the scrolls from the
scriptorium. Tapestries sat in long rolls in water-proofed crates, as did
jeweled candelabra of silver and gold-all the accoutrements of worship.
Dalamar, whose credentials as a servant and who had once worked in the Temple,
stood in the back of the skiff. Who better to begin the task of cleaning out
the debris?
Weeping over the ruin of the river, the ravaged Thon-Thalas, the wind felt
like nothing out of summer. With its cold clammy fingers, it felt like a
winter wind. The reeds along the banks drooped, faintly green at the base,
pasty brown along the shaft, black and slimy where the feathery seed pods
should now be starting to form. It was as though they tried to grow, managed
to stagger, and then fell to die. Fish lay rotting in the coves, silvery sheen
turned to the blue of a corpse's lips as the scales rotted. Some of these, it
seemed, were whole when they'd died. Others bore the marks of mutation, some
with thin, twisted limbs, others with three eyes. One or two had wings, and
these, trying to fly, had died; for they had wings, but they did not have
lungs that liked air better than water.
Above the misery, the sky hung a pall of ragged clouds. In the air, thin mist
stank of death, the tatters that dressed the decay and decorated the
corruption seen on all sides.
"By the gods," whispered Lord Konnal, his hand upon the hilt of his sword. It
was a warrior's gesture, and useless here. "By the gods, I had heard what the
place looked like, but I never imagined ..."
"It is a bitter sight," agreed Porthios.
In this, the elf-prince and the Silvanesti House Holder stood in perfect and
rare agreement.
Along the banks of the Thon-Thalas, trees stood like blackened skeletons; in
summer's season they were winter's ghosts. Writhen by foul magic, they
staggered in terrible twisted shapes. Once-proud aspens bowed low, their
slender shapes brutalized by the dragon Cyan Bloodbane's nightmarish spells.
Some of those trees bled, not sap but red blood as mortals bleed. Some wept,
silver tears running down their trunks as rain runs down.
No one dared touch the trunks or anything else, not even the water in the
river. Yet, some yearned to do that, aching to reach out with healing touches,
aching to comfort the ravaged land. One of these was a cleric, Caylain, a
young woman whose cheeks shone white as a ghost's. She reached, now and then,
only to remember that she dared not reach too far.
"Dearest E'li," she whispered, her voice barely heard beneath the muffling of
the sleeve she pressed against her mouth and nose. Dalamar heard her, though,
for they stood near one another. And he saw the tears streaming down her
cheeks as those from the aspens-ever dying, never healing.
Dearest E'li, Dalamar thought, watching the ruin of their homeland slide by.
Well, dearest E'li hasn't walked here in a long time.
Dragons did, though. He saw marks of their passage everywhere-snapped
branches, the slithering trail of long scaly tails in the mud at the river's
edge, and broad flat footprints with the pegged marks of talons. Once, when
the skiff came close to the bank, he saw in a nest of mud the jagged shells of
leathery eggs, freshly burst. Those eggs had been as large as his torso, and
they had held a clutch of dragon young. Soon after, he spotted the sullen
gleam of green scales and an eye the size of his hand, evil gold in a midnight
iris. These were green dragons, the kind who seldom grew longer than thirty
feet-small in comparison to the beasts who had descended from the iron sky
over the northern border five years before. Small, but not less dangerous.
These greens had great cunning in magic; to them fang and talon were but the
crude tools of the lesser of their race. And so, all round the little skiff
like a silken cloak, lay spells of protection, magic made and maintained by
the two mages who sat, still and silent, in the center of the craft. Eyes
closed, lips moving always at the silent weaving of their spell, the mages
worked with sweat rolling down their faces, hands clasped so tightly that
their knuckles gleamed white. By their strength, those who kept within the
skiff were warded from the enticements of the green dragons, safe from the
magic that would otherwise lure them into the ravaged forest and to their
deaths.
Dragons lived here in the ruined kingdom, yet so did a princess. No, not that.
Alhana Starbreeze was more than princess now. She was Speaker of the Stars,
for her father was dead. She waited in Silvanost in the Tower of the Stars,
anxious for the coming of Porthios and his little fleet. She waited in safety,
warded by a full troop of Porthios's own household guard. That troop was a
thing Lord Konnal deeply resented, and no one could fail to know it. His face
was drawn in lines of indignation; his steely eyes shone with it. Even as he
understood it would have been insanity to ask Alhana to wait for protection
until he could sail home, he hated the fact that a Qualinesti prince would
deploy his own men to protect the Lady of the Silvanesti. Still, he had done
that, and none must complain-at least not aloud. Alhana had been at the work
of healing each day since Raistlin had freed her realm from the nightmare, a
lone woman using only the small skills of earth-heal that most elves have, the
tender touch, the loving glance, the dreams in the night in which health and
growth first take place. She must be protected in that work; she must be kept
safe. None could doubt her gratitude for the help Porthios extended.
The river groaned, and on board the little skiff one of the rowers swore he
had to work twice as hard for half the distance as he and his crew forced the
vessel to creep against the tide.
"Aye, well," growled Lord Konnal, "then don't waste breath complaining. Row!"
Porthios heard that, but he did not comment, keeping diplomatically out of the
lord's way. He stood in the prow of the skiff, looking northward as though it
were his only task.
"He is a fine and handsome fellow, this Porthios," said the rower to Dalamar.
Dalamar shrugged. Fair enough for a barbarian Qualinesti, he thought. Aloud,
he said, "It's the cut of his weapons I like better than anything else about
him."
Behind him, a curse. An oar hit something. "Damn," the Wildrunner growled,
tugging at the oar, trying to free it. Curious, Dalamar left the side of
flat-bottomed boat and stepped around the mages in the center to peer over the
other side.
Lord Konnal turned at the sound of the curse. His glance lighted on Dalamar,
dark and baleful. "Lend a hand, you," he snapped.
Dalamar twisted a sour smile, one the lord could not see as he stepped in
front of the rower and bent his back to the task of pulling out the oar from
whatever snare had caught it. He pulled hard, then again, moving in concert
with the Wildrunner. Something had the broad paddle of the oar and held it
hard. He shifted his stance and peered out over the edge. The river water slid
against the sides of the skiff, oily and brown and thick with silt.
"What is it?" Porthios called, coming back to see. He balanced easily in the
shifting skiff, then put his hand on Dalamar's shoulder to move him aside.
"Ach, branches-"
The water slapped against the sides of the boat, and the oar slipped suddenly
in Dalamar's hands. Startled, he gripped harder, pulling back against what
pulled forward. Something did pull at the oar; something with intent worked
beneath the waters. Clacking and clattering sounded from under the water, then
a high keening shrieked up.
The brown water broke, a hand reached up-one of whitened bone, fingers
grasping the oar.
"By all the gods!" Porthios stepped back to give himself sword-room.
A hand grabbed Dalamar's arm-Caylain's-and yanked him away from the side of
the boat. Porthios's sword came singing from its sheath, the blade gleaming
dully in the gray daylight. In one swift arcing motion, the prince swung and
brought his sword down, shattering the grip of the bony hand. But it was only
one hand, and there were others now, reaching with clattering fingers to grab
the sides of the skiff. Once more, hands yanked at the oars, but now the
rowers were prepared and held hard.
More swords sang in the air as Wildrunners leaped to defend their charges
against the mute and gaping creatures who clawed up from the water. Some,
Dalamar saw, were the skeletons of elves, others were of ogres, goblins, and
humans. Here were the dead of the last battle for Lorac Caladon's doomed
kingdom, and a few yet wore bucklers and swords of their own, hoary weapons
whose finest decorations were rust.
A Wildrunner shouted in pain, then in sudden terror. "E'li!" she cried, as
though the name of her god must be the last thing she spent breath on. Dalamar
knew her by her voice: Elisaad Windsweep, who had wondered about the mage
who'd waked the land from Lorac Caladon's nightmare. "O E'li-!"
A bony arm thrust up from the water and grabbed the woman by the hair, yanking
her down. Dalamar leaped across the bowed back of a rower still struggling for
his oar against another of the bone-warriors. Dragged overboard, Elisaad
screamed, her cry heard even above the crash of swords and the rattle of bones
as the water claimed her. In the next moment, her hand broke the surface of
the brown river, but her face-eyes wide and full of panic, mouth stubbornly
shut against the river-showed only hazily through the turmoil of muddy water.
Dalamar leaned far over the side of the skiff. Someone grabbed him by the belt
and he leaned farther, reaching into the water for the drowning Wildrunner.
"There she is!" Caylain cried, holding onto Dalamar's belt with two hands now.
"There!"
"Fight!" Dalamar shouted to her. "Reach for me! Give me your hand!"
Three faces looked up at him, one full of terror, two with empty eye-sockets
that nonetheless left the feeling that they were filled with malice.
Swiftly, Dalamar called out a word of magic, one he hadn't used in many long
years. It was not the first he'd learned-the call for light, Shirak, is ever
the first a mage learns-but it was the next. It was, in itself, also a call
for light, for it was a call for focus and clarity.
"Azral!" he shouted, and Elisaad's eyes went wide to hear magic from this
servant, wider still to feel terror fall away from her and purpose flow in
after. She surged upward, reaching for his hand, unhampered now by fear.
Skeletal jaws opened and closed in some kind of frantic speech, the brittle
clattering heard even above the water's surface. It was the sound of old
leaves scrabbling on midnight paths. Elisaad's hand closed tight around
Dalamar's wrist, her eyes met his, bright and clear and filled with trust.
Someone cursed; someone else sobbed in pain or terror.
Lord Konnal shouted, "Behind! There are more behind!"
Dalamar dared not look to see behind where. He could only hope they were not
behind Caylain, for two of the undead grabbed Elisaad, one to hold her
shoulders, another her legs.
Elisaad screamed.
The attackers held, and they had the same strength they might have had in
life. Some elves, others old foes, all of them had a consuming hatred of the
living. Dalamar pulled again, and now Elisaad's head was above water.
"Caylain!" he shouted, hanging on to Elisaad.
Caylain, pull! Caylain, don't let go! All these things he meant when he
shouted, all these things the cleric understood at once. With one mighty
surge, Caylain threw herself backward, dragging Dalamar, dragging Elisaad with
him. The Wildrunner came up, head and shoulders, and she had a hand free to
grasp the side of the wildly rocking boat. The release of resistance sent
Caylain tumbling. Dalamar staggered, then reached for Elisaad again.
"Take my hand!"
She dragged herself higher out of the water, reaching. Someone came between
Dalamar and her-Porthios in pursuit of a rattling, clattering foe-and her eyes
went wide in horror again.
"No!" she screamed. "No-o-o-o!"
She vanished and disappeared, screaming beneath the water. Cursing, Dalamar
leaped for the side of the boat. But he was too late. He reached the water's
edge only in time to see the last of Elisaad, the pale oval of her face, the
terror in her eyes as her lungs filled with brackish river water and the
undead dragged her to her death.
Raging, Dalamar turned, and he snatched up the nearest thing he could find for
a weapon-a rusted sword, the blade pitted and scarred. One, two, and three of
the skeletal beings came clattering after him, jaws working but no sound
issuing, their eye-sockets empty as dry wells. He swung about as though he
were a warrior trained, instinctively holding the sword in a two-handed grip,
not flailing but finding the same rhythm he saw Porthios using-arc and swing,
for thrusting did a man no good in this kind of fight. He must swipe heads
from neck and chop bony limbs from their sockets. He must dismantle in order
to kill. This he did in rage, the wail of the woman stolen from his grasp like
a spur to his fury.
Not until a hard hand grabbed his arm and held his swing did he stop. Not
until Porthios pried the rusted sword from his grip did he look up to see that
the fighting was finished, the battle won. In the fallen stillness, Dalamar
heard the slap of water against the skiff, the hiss of a quickening wind in
the dying reeds. Someone coughed. Someone else groaned, and he smelled blood.
He looked around him and saw that two of the Wildrunners had deep wounds. The
mages sat in the center of the skiff, still bowed over, still white-faced and
weaving their spells.
In the moment Dalamar's glance alighted on them, Konnal's gaze touched him.
Cool and narrow, that glance, glittering with suspicion as he eyed him from
brown boots to dun shirt.
"Servitor," he said, "you dress strangely for a mage."
Dalamar's tongue leaped nimbly for the lie. "I haven't practiced magic since
the war, my lord. I was the servant of Lord Tellin Windglimmer and served him
in the Temple of E'li. He was pleased to have me learn the ways of magic. He's
dead now, and no one seems to have taken as much interest." His history neatly
amended, he shrugged. "No matter. I'm pleased to have remembered some little
of what I learned." He glanced at the river and the calming surface of the
water. Now he didn't have to feign his feeling. "I wish I had been able to do
more for the Wildrunner."
"Indeed," Konnal said, eyes no less narrow, no less cold. "I've never approved
of teaching a servitor the arts of magic. They get above themselves and find
their heads filled with ideas they can't properly understand. Nothing but
trouble comes of that."
He seemed to expect a reply, and Dalamar had none that would please him. After
a moment, eyes properly lowered, he murmured, "If you have no other question,
my lord, I'll return to minding the crates."
Konnal gestured curtly and sent Dalamar to his work. Somewhere upriver, a long
moaning howl wound through the thickness of green mist. A dragon called, and
another answered. In the water around the skiff, one small line of bubbles
sailed up to break the brackish surface. Then all was still and remained so
for the rest of the journey.

Chapter 12

The pain of the land moaned in Dalamar's very bones. He felt it most keenly as
the little skiff put in at the docks on the north side of the city. He stepped
gingerly from the vessel to creaking wood, hoping the rotting posts would
hold. It was not easier when he walked into the city. In the Arts District the
towers had tumbled, and the fair buildings of marble and quartz were fallen to
ruin.
"It might have been a thousand years since we last walked here," whispered the
cleric Caylain to one of her fellows. Her face was as pale as Solinari's moon,
her long eyes wide and dark with sorrow.
The rose marble walls of the museums and theaters and libraries bore the
wounds of cracks, and smaller buildings had fallen in on themselves, roofs
shattered, walls collapsed. The statuary lining the streets were
unrecognizable. Where the generals on their wide-winged griffins? Where the
Wildrunner, bow nocked, fierce eyes glaring? Where the gods, Kiri-Jolith with
his Sword of Justice, E'li, the dragon rampant? Where, Quenesti-Pah, her arms
outstretched, and the Blue Phoenix, and Astarin with his harp? Gone, all gone,
their images melted, shattered, fallen to dust and blown away. Not even ravens
clung to the ruined aspen branches.
Down the long boulevard from the Arts District to the Garden of Astarin, on
shattered pavers, the cracks oozing slime as green as the mist hanging in the
air, the first elves to return from Silvamori went like a funeral. All walked
in silence, each in grief, until at last they came to the Garden of Astarin.
Then did they cry out, the lords and the Wildrunners and the clerics. They
cried to see the garden, the boxwood that framed it into a star only naked
sticks, brown and lifeless. They wept for the silence of the place and sobbed
to see the Tower of the Stars. This, of all the structures in the city, had
fared worst. Turrets lay in piles of rubble on the ground, and the walls bore
cracks that went right through to the heart of the stone. The gems that once
studded the walls lay scattered about the lifeless grounds, fallen years
before.
And the elves wept, they wept, to see their princess, Alhana Starbreeze, come
out from that ruin to greet them, for in her amethyst eyes lay all her pain,
her grief for her father's folly and death, her sorrow for the land. None
could look into those eyes and not think her aged beyond the count of her
years. None could look and not weep, for she was now-as once her father had
been-the embodiment of the land.
Only Dalamar kept still, only he didn't weep or cry out, and that was because
had he shouted, he'd have shouted in rage against those very gods whose
statues now lay fallen, those gods who played out their bids for power in the
hearts of mortals, jockeying for position as though Krynn were only a
khasboard and Silvanesti simply a quarter of the field.
And so, in the ruin of high places, the high met. In aching gardens, among
trees only weakly healing and others simply dying, among the skeletons of
boxwood and hydrangea and peonies, Porthios of the Qualinesti greeted Alhana
of the Silvanesti. The two exchanged dry kisses of state while Qualinesti
Wildrunners warded the Tower of the Stars and the Head of House Protector,
Lord Konnal, stood by. His unhappiness was not veiled, and all who saw him
knew he had no love for Porthios, to whom he had stood subservient on the
voyage home. Anyone with eyes knew he disliked the idea that Alhana seemed so
willing to welcome this Qualinesti so warmly.
Dalamar saw no more of that meeting. "Go," said Lord Konnal, even as the rest
went to greet their princess. "You are not wanted here. Start your work in the
Temple of E'li."
Dalamar went, wandered the temple grounds, and walked in the broken building.
In sanctuaries and meditation rooms, the wind echoed mournfully. In the
scriptorium where he had, for a while, been the one who sharpened the quills
and scraped the parchments clean for new use, was only dust. Beyond the window
the garden lay dead; not even weeds grew. Where had he stood on the morning
he'd taken the little embroidered scroll case from the hand of Lady Lynntha
for Lord Tellin Windglimmer? There, by that broken wall? So changed was
everything, every place, that nothing woke the ghosts of memory.
Dalamar walked once down the chill corridor that ended in a room still sealed
after five years. This was the place, the secret place, where a Circle of
Darkness would be set if ever there was reason to do so. Here murderers and
traitors were condemned to the worst punishment the Silvanesti could devise:
exile. Here worshipers of the gods of Neutrality or those of Evil, mages found
in magic other than white magic had been judged and cast out from the people.
Upon the walls of that sealed chamber, the platinum mirrors were fixed. The
Chain of Truth lay within, a wide circle of platinum links spread around the
room where the accused would stand, waiting for gods to bid the chain to bind
him or be still to keep him safe. He did not stay long there, for it was a
cold place. When he left that place he saw, just a glimpse, a shadow on the
broken earth outside. Someone else walked these grounds.
Aye, well, he thought, good luck finding comfort here.
So thinking, Dalamar went through the rest of the ruined Temple, walking
through the debris of years and listening to the dry wind moaning, the skitter
and scrabble of old leaves on cracked marble floors. He walked into the
garden, windblown, wild as any heathen forest. Who could recognize this place
now?
Dalamar stood among the ruin of the Temple and looked north to the place
where, all that summer before the war, he had kept hidden his most precious
secret, his found spellbooks, his dark tutors. They tugged, a little, memories
of those books. What pulled harder, what called in a stronger voice, was a
resolution he had made, far away on the shores of Silvamori. Dalamar Nightson
must tell a god that he had a new name.
Who will know? he wondered, looking out over the wall to the Tower of the
Stars. Who will know if I am here taking ruin's inventory, or if I am not? No
one.
He went quickly through the city, through desolate gardens whose borders would
not now be discerned by any who had not known them before war and nightmare.
Above, the aspens reached aching branches to the sky, like black claws and
rotting bones. The sun shone harshly, glaring at him as he went. The ferry was
gone, the enspelled turtles who used to pull it fled or killed, but he found a
place where the river ran thinly, speaking of damming upstream. Someone had
erected a bridge, perhaps the Qualinesti guard, and this he took to the other
side. There, he ran into the darker shadows of the forest. Running, he soon
came to a place where once two paths had forked. He saw only barest sketches
of them on the land now. He swerved into the darker forest, leaping blowdowns
easily. Running, he shouted aloud, the sound like thunder in the silence of a
forest emptied of all life but malignant life, secret, sullen, brooding life.
He felt what he always used to feel when he left the tended paths, the
designated ways. All the strictures of his life, all the ridiculous rules, all
the choking ties that bound him to the intractable pattern of life among the
Silvanesti fell away.
Running, Dalamar was free. But, running, he was not alone. Swift behind him,
silent behind him, ran others, like shadow-hounds coursing his trail.

*****

Dalamar stood still on the edge of the path down to the ravine, extending his
senses as far as he could, both natural and arcane. His magic had long ago
fallen; the wards he set years before were dead. Below the mouth of the cave
gaped, dark and wide. Would the wards on the books themselves have held? He
didn't know, though they were Nuitari's, or work dedicated to him. Perhaps
they would have survived.
And if they hadn't?
Then they hadn't. They were treasures, and they were artifacts, but they were
not more than physical manifestations of what he loved. They were not the
magic, only one mage's shaping of it.
All around lay silence. His ears ached for the sound of birds in the trees,
water in the stream, but the land lay desolate, exhausted. Birds had long ago
flown away. Those that had not were long dead. Somewhere, deep in the forest,
green dragons roamed, and creatures worse than they. But not here. Here
nothing lived. The wind stirred above the ravine, high in the rattling
branches of despoiled aspens. The miasma that befouled all of the air in the
kingdom swirled a little, like steam over a stinking pot. Dalamar lifted his
arm to cover his nose and mouth with his sleeve and went down into the ravine,
down to his cave and the promise he longed to keep.

*****

The pulse of magic no longer ran in the cave, not even a whisper of what had
been breathed in the darkness. It was a dead place, not but stone and dust and
air long unbreathed.
Softly, Dalamar whispered, "Shirak!" and light leaped into this hand, a clear
cool globe. He hung it in the darkness and looked around. The dust of years
lay upon the floor, marked by the tiny tracks of mice and voles. His work
table of wild green marble was broken, cracked in the middle and fallen in
two. The pots of herbs and oils and other spell components he had so secretly
gathered in summer, a long time ago, were but shards in the dust, fallen from
the niches in the stone wall, their colors dimmed, their contents dried and
gone.
His light leading, Dalamar walked through the cave, dust puffing away from his
boots, all the way to the back where he'd hidden his books. The wards were
gone, too small to stand before the magic that had warped dries. The mice had
found a treasure between the covers, nesting material for the generations. In
the five years since last he'd seen the books, nothing remained but gnawed
leather covers and a few scraps. He bent to touch one, yellow and brittle. A
few letters marked the edge of the scrap, vestiges of some spell. Gone, all
that work, all that crafting, gone.
Dalamar looked around at the cave, the ragged shadows, the ruin. Somewhere,
beyond Krynn, beyond the battles of the rest of their godly kin, Nuitari and
Solinari and red Lunitari did abide, the three gods of magic. To one, bright
Solinari, Dalamar had allowed himself to be consecrated. He did not speak to
that one now, but to the darkest god.
"Nuitari," he whispered, the name on his lips a prayer. "O Dark Son, in your
shadows I have found comfort, in your darkness I have plied secrets. In your
night, O Nuitari, I have hidden my heart."
The words came, unframed, unconsidered. Dalamar dropped to his knees. This
gesture he made with the whole of his heart, he who had been bending the knee
in one way or another all his life, knelt now because he wanted to do that.
"O child of dark gods, O keeper of secrets deep and terrifying, hear me."
In the ruin of his secret place, he lifted his hands and motes of dust made
silver by the sphere of cool light danced around his fingers.
"Hear me, Dark Son! I have come to make a pledge to you, and I have come to
consecrate myself truly."
On the floor, like a shard of darkness separated from shadows, a jagged piece
of pottery lay. Dalamar took it up, finding the sharpest edge with his thumb.
He smiled and looked deeply into the shadows far back in the cave. All around
him lay the broken remains of his small secret studies, the little trove of
spellbooks shredded, his work table broken, the spell components he'd so
carefully gathered dried and gone to dust. Before him lay shadows, darkness
stretching far back to regions he had never gone. He listened to the cave
breathe, the airs of distant places running around in darkness, and he
breathed in rhythm with it. Breathing, he found magic, felt it sparkling in
his blood, firing his heart.
"Yours," he said to the god who was not there, yet who was ever near, "yours
is the realm of magic and secrets." He lifted his heart and his hands, the
potshard still held in his right, gleaming. "Yours is the dark path where
power exists for its own sake, unbounded, unbridled. O Nuitari, yours is the
path my feet will walk, and yours is the path my heart will follow."
He clenched his right hand, suddenly, convulsively, grinding the jagged shard
of pottery into the flesh of his palm. Blood, black in the cool mage-light,
ran in one thin line from between his fingers. He moved his hand over the
small scrap of parchment, the last of a wondrous page. The first drop of his
blood fell on the scrap, hissing. In the moment he heard the sound, Dalamar
felt his heart fill with dark and howling power. The hair on the back of his
neck raised, and sudden sweat ran down his cheeks. The second drop of his
blood fell, the parchment smoked, and the scrap rolled and tumbled, leaping
into flame as though it were, in fact, the whole of all the pages of four
books, not this little shred.
Shadows leaped up the walls. Flames as red as blood ran in sudden circle
around the mage kneeling on the stony floor. Winds howled, though no wind
stirred. Storm sounded, though no rain fell and outside the sky was bitterly
bright. Heatless fire, dancing flames, light like the light in a dragon's
eye...
Dalamar lifted his fists, the bleeding and the clean, and as he did, such
fires of magic ran in him as would rival the flames he saw now. His blood
burned, his heart soared, and his soul sang darkly, hymns to a god whose name
elves never mentioned, whose image no elf made, whose prayer no elf chanted.
In that moment, Dalamar knew the god of his heart, the god who makes no
promise and so breaks no promise. He knew the god to whom magic is all.
"Nuitari!" he shouted, with all the strength of his heart, all the breath in
his lungs. He cried, "Nuitari! Once I was Dalamar Argent. I have come to tell
you that Dalamar Argent is dead! I am Dalamar Nightson, and I am yours, O Dark
Son. I am yours in the hidden night, yours in the glaring day. I am yours in
magic, yours in prayer. I am yours-"
Outside the cave, voices whispered, voices raised in question and then lowered
in cursing. A twig snapped. Dalamar's heart leaped hard in his chest,
thundering. The shadows on the walls retreated, scurrying down the stone as
the blood-red fire fell and died. The magic gone, ripped from him, Dalamar
turned toward the cave's entrance.
The opening shone like one malevolent eye, white and bright. Tall shapes stood
there, dark as nightmare against the glare. He tried to gain his feet but
could not. With the magic gone, so was all the strength he'd used to support
it. He staggered, fell, and a woman's voice shouted, "Take him!"
Six Wildrunners ran into the cave. They circled him, as magic's fire had done,
wary and glaring at him over drawn blades. Then one, the woman who had first
cried out, laughed, a brittle, edgy sound.
"So this is what servants do when they ignore the orders of their betters.
You'd have done better, servitor, to obey Lord Konnal's orders and kept to
temple grounds."
He said nothing, for he knew no word of his would avail now.
"He's weak," the Wildrunner sneered. "He has none of that foul black magic to
use. Take him to Lord Konnal!"
They fell on Dalamar. Roughly they tore him from the floor and bound his hands
tightly behind his back. Their faces were ugly, wrenched by fear and loathing.
One, a stocky young man, spat at him, and the trail of his spittle on
Dalamar's cheek felt like acid etching into his flesh. Another put a noose
round his neck to lead him by, and thus he was taken from his secret place and
dragged back through the forest to Silvanost and the Temple of E'li. There
they bound him, and they flung him into a small, lightless cell in the Temple.
They did not feed him; they gave him no water to drink. They left him alone,
and outside the cell a watch of Wildrunners stood constant guard.
In the night, owls mourned, and mice scurried. In the night came pain so deep
it was like a toothed thing gnawing at his organs. Through the long watches,
Dalamar lay on the hard cold floor, refusing to groan, refusing to turn from
the agony. Savaged by a green dragon's magic, broken and filthy, still there
were artifacts of E'li's magic in this Temple, and these did not love a mage
who had turned from the Light, an elf whose heart now beat in the dark rhythms
of Nuitari's magic. No matter, no matter. He lay in pain, and he didn't groan.
He lay in pain, and he embraced it. What else could he do? Wail and cry out?
Never.

*****

The gray sky hung low. Wind rattled the naked branches of ravaged aspens and
made the green miasma writhe. The pale ruined towers of Silvanost loomed high
over the city, like wretched ghosts gathered to watch a terrible undertaking,
the convening of the Ceremony of Darkness. With his hands bound behind him,
exhausted by pain and barely able to keep on his feet, Dalamar Argent, Dalamar
Nightson stood in the garden of the Temple of E'li, still and silent.
Wildrunners ranged all around him in a circle, weaponed and glaring as though
they feared that the dark mage they'd found among them would suddenly rise up
and destroy everyone in his sight. Smiling coldly, Dalamar lifted his head.
They looked away, one by one, unwilling to meet the eye of a dark mage.
Upon a broken roof tile of the Temple, a dove dropped mournful notes into the
silence, sounds like weeping. Though he did not turn to look, Dalamar knew the
dove sat above the little room where the Ceremony of Darkness would soon take
place. The ranks of the Wildrunners parted. Into the circle stepped Alhana
Starbreeze, with Porthios on one side and Lord Konnal of House Protector on
the other. The one, the Qualinesti, looked sober and solemn, his face pale,
his eyes guarded. In the eyes of the other, the Lord of the Wildrunners,
something glittered that reminded Dalamar of snakes. A little behind them came
the clerics, the leader of them Caylain, who had once leaned over the edge of
the skiff and longed to touch the wounded river. Her pale hair was bound upon
her head in a crown of braids. Upon her breast lay her medallion of faith-E'li
as the platinum dragon rampant. In her eyes, loathing like poison swirled.
She, the lords Konnal and Porthios, and Alhana herself would be his judges,
his Council of Truth. There should have been a host of clerics to accompany
them, as well as a clutch of lords from House Mystic and enough Wildrunners to
line every avenue to the Temple. There should have been drums, deep-voiced and
solemn, and brittle bells ringing. There should have been incense burning, and
someone, somewhere, should have been weeping-a friend, a lover, a sorrowful
mother. None of these graced the ceremony, for here Dalamar had no friend or
lover, no kin to grieve his fall from the Light, and the accoutrements of
power and pomp were fallen to ruin. This was to be a casting out, but a
casting out from a ravaged land.
Alhana lifted her head, her lovely eyes unreadable. "My lords," she said, her
voice cold as winter night. "We are gathered here in reckoning and judgment.
First, we reckon."
She gestured, a small motion of her white hand. Caylain stepped forward. Head
high, plainly forcing herself to look into the eyes of the sinner, she said,
"Dalamar Argent, you are brought here for judgment, taken in shameful acts of
false worship, taken in the very act of dark magic. What have you to say?"
Dalamar stood in unyielding silence.
Caylain looked uneasily around, for tradition decreed that the accused must
speak or that someone must speak for him. No one stepped forward. No one even
moved. Faces like marble, pale and hard, eyes like diamonds glittering, the
guard of Wildrunners barely breathed. The lords Konnal and Porthios didn't
even swallow. Wind sighed; white robes rustled. Far away, deep in the forest,
dragons roared. Behind Caylain one of the clerics moistened dry lips, his eyes
darting right and left, afraid. Dalamar did not move.
Her voice unsteady, Caylain went on, "You have no champion, and you will not
champion yourself. You will go into the Temple, into the Circle of Darkness.
In that place a man who protests his innocence is judged. It is the place,
where the man who is guilty is given a glimpse of the road he has chosen.
Dalamar Argent, look into your heart, heed your soul, and prepare yourself for
the Circle of Darkness."
Dalamar looked nowhere. He needed nothing. In his belly, fear turned sour and
cold.
"Take him," Alhana said, her voice low and quiet as the dove. Ah, but a stone
dove, a dove whose resolve could never be bent or reshaped. She nodded to
Konnal, who directed two of his warriors to come forward.
"Aleaha," he said, snapping the name like a command. "Rilanth. Take him to the
temple."
They came forward with jaws stubbornly set, the elf-woman Aleaha Takmarin and
Rilanth her cousin. They came as though they'd been asked to take a dragon
into the Temple. Determined, they seized him, one by each arm. Seeing him
bound did not make things easier for them. Their fear communicated itself to
Dalamar; he smelled it as a wolf would. He smiled, and he didn't care who saw
it. Their fear acted on him like a tonic. It is said in all the houses of the
powerful: In the fear of others lies power for the man who can recognize it
and use it. Though Dalamar knew no use for the fear of these two, still it
energized him and lent him strength.
Groaning, the wind grew stronger. Alhana's hair whipped about her face now,
darkly foaming around her cheeks and shoulders. Again, a dragon cried, one
loud long shriek of rage and joy drifting eerily on the air. Another answered,
and one of the Wildrunners cursed under his breath. Out in the ravaged
aspenwood, dragons were breeding and living as though they owned the kingdom.
The sun climbed limping up the sky, a sickly dull ball seen only dimly through
the ever-shifting green mist, the last breath of Lorac's Nightmare hanging
over the land as the two Wildrunners marched Dalamar out from the circle,
through the garden, and into the Temple of E'li.

*****

Praying ritual prayers, three clerics unwound a length of chain, thick and
heavy. They made a circle around the whole of the little chamber, stitching
the floor and creating a magical space from which Dalamar could not move.
"From darkness, O E'li," they whispered, "from darkness preserve us. From
evil, O E'li, from evil defend us. From darkness, O E'li..." Thus did they
pray to the very god who had not thought to shield them from darkness, who had
not lifted even a hand to defend them from the evil that yet ravaged their
city and tormented their land. The chain set, they lit wands of pungent
incense and, trailing smoke and prayers, walked around the outside of the
circle, sunwise three times. Low and stern, their voices demanded that evil
not be allowed to enter into this chamber.
Dalamar watched them, narrow-eyed. They prayed, and yet, here evil was,
standing ready to learn its fate, evil in the shape of an elf who was not
blinded by the light.
At Caylain's command, Dalamar went and stood in the exact center of the
circle, finding the place more easily than did she who directed him to go
there. She was afraid of the circle, the ceremony, and the little room itself.
He, too, was afraid, but he had the strength to keep his fear to himself,
unwilling to lend weapons to enemies. He stood proudly defiant in the center
of the circle, a servitor in dun clothing, a dark mage uncovered, bringing all
his will to bear and forcing his weary muscles to keep still.
Burnished platinum mirrors hung upon the walls and even upon the door. These
shone dully in the dim light that sifted down from the ceiling. By this light
he saw himself in hazy reflection: a tall young elf, straight-backed,
shoulders braced, head high. Not the least suggestion of dismay marked his
face or dimmed his clear eyes as the Council of Truth-Alhana Starbreeze,
Porthios of the Qualinesti, Lord Konnal, and the cleric Caylain-came to stand
outside the circle. It fell to the cleric to speak.
"Dalamar Argent," she said, her voice dry as the rattle of naked branches,
"hear the judgment that has been passed."
Alhana's hands clenched and unclenched; the pulse at the base of her neck
jumped. Dalamar saw this in the mirrors. She looked like a woman standing in
the halls of an ancient crypt where the souls of the dead do not rest easily.
Porthios took a small step toward her, a side-step no one saw except Dalamar.
"This is what will be," Caylain said, and if her voice did not tremble, her
hand certainly did as it absently smoothed creases from her white robe. "You
will stand within this circle for the space of twelve hours. You will stand
alone, and things will be shown to you, things of which I cannot warn you, for
they are things I do not know."
These were the words of ritual now, not Caylain's own.
"As the images emerge, a thing will happen," said Caylain, "or a thing will
not happen. In accordance with your guilt or innocence, the chain will move to
bind you, or it will lie still and leave you free."
There was no doubt in the eyes of any how the platinum chain would behave. But
forms must be honored, so it is among elves. Forms must be honored, even when
they made no sense to the moment.
"May the gods preserve you," Caylain murmured.
Yet another form. No one in the chamber believed for an instant that any god
they prayed to would preserve him. Caylain turned and walked out from the
room, the hem of her robe whispering to the floor, her pale hands folded
tightly. Lord Konnal followed, and Alhana after him with Porthios at her side,
matching her step for step. Only the Qualinesti looked at Dalamar, his swift
glance seen in reflection, perhaps thought secret. It was the glance of a
warrior who wonders how well the courage of a man will stand him in his
steepest test.
Well enough, said Dalamar's wry smile. Well enough, and you need not wonder.
Porthios's eyes flashed suddenly, the prince unhappy to have his thoughts so
easily read, so ironically answered. Then he, too, no longer looked at the
prisoner within the platinum circle. He walked from the chamber, his hand at
the small of Alhana's back, guiding her as men politely guide women, in
courtesy.
Alone, alone, Dalamar stood. In his belly fear sat, hard and cold and leeching
poison. What road had he chosen, what road in the darkness would he walk?
Then came the ghosts, each reflected in mirrors, first hazily, then more
clearly, marching to the sound of a platinum chain creeping ever closer,
scraping upon the floor. Each phantom had his face. All the ghosts were him.

*****

Ghost-Dalamar walked in wilderness, in foreign lands where the people did not
know his name. He wandered the streets of fabled cities, and he was shunned.
He walked in darkness, alone as only an elf can understand, and it seemed to
him that his heart had broken long ago. Only lifeless shards rattled around in
his breast now. He saw his name vanish from all the records of the Silvanesti.
He saw himself un-made, and he heard his name in the mouths of humans,
dwarves, kender, and others. Lord Dalamar! "Lord," they said, the title spoken
in awe, sometimes with respect. In the mouths of many of them his name was the
same as another word for fear.
He smiled to see that. Even as he did, the ghostly images swayed, sliding on
the platinum, shifting in the mirrors, unforming and forming again.
Dalamar saw three mages, three with their heads together, talking or arguing.
One was an old man in white robes, another a beautiful silver-haired woman in
dark. The third was a limping man in his middle years, and he wore red. They
turned from their talking and looked at him, their faces on all sides of him
and behind, their eyes glittering with fierce knowledge, with slashing
ambition, with stern commitment. Even in this vision Dalamar felt the weight
of their regard, knowing that weight had crushed some, but not knowing whether
or not it would crush him. He did not flinch, though he knew many others had,
and in his heart rang these words, this greeting to the three: "I have nothing
to lose." The three looked at one another, and the wizardess in the dark robes
said to her companions that these were the words of the truly free.
Again the vision shifted, and now Dalamar saw himself standing upon a
threshold. Before him was a door beyond which only darkness lay, a maelstrom
of ambition, a storm of hatred and longing and power so deep and strong that
the foundations of the world did shake to support it. He put his hand upon the
skull-shaped doorknob and pushed.
The images in the mirrors flowed again, slowly now, like thick blood running.
Dalamar saw himself standing with two other mages, a man in white robes and a
woman wearing red.
"Are you ready?" asked the red-robed woman. She looked at him with a lover's
eyes, and he read desperation and a hopeless fear in there.
The vision flowed faster now, running like a river in spate, racing, whirling,
swirling all around him. If he could have moved, Dalamar would have turned
from it. Yet had he done that, the vision would have followed.
Fire rose up out of the ocean. A hole gaped wide in the sea that he somehow
knew for the Turbidus Ocean. Darkness, bred of rage, flowed out from that
fiery rift and all around the clash of battle thundered, the screams of the
dying, the rage of dragons, illuminated by fire and the battle-light flashing
from swords. Someone screamed. It was he! And all the blood was running out of
him even as eyes so terrible he dared not meet their glance raked him, tearing
flesh from his bones, clawing to find something in him-his soul. Takhisis, he
thought, for her name is the name of terror. A voice like the howling in a
madman's mind shrieked in laughter.
Not she! The faithless whore! Not she!
And still the terrible eyes tore at him, peeling him layer by layer, skin from
muscle, muscle from bone, soul from body. Ah, Nuitari! Shield me-
Never he! The serpent-son! Never he!
All the world fell away, even as the body fell from his soul. He saw now only
insanity, destruction, no light, no darkness, nothing but ravening and
annihilation, madness feeding on madness and rage upon rage like wolves
turning upon each other. Towers tumbled and cities burned around him. Pledges
came undone. Oaths unraveled. In all lands, among all kindred, brothers turned
upon brothers, sons murdered their fathers, mothers their daughters. Children
cut their teeth on the sword's blade and played with daggers in the cradle,
while disease ran like fire, and fire ate stone. Stone rained down like stars
falling out of the sky and gods ran screaming, wailing in midnight places.
There was no evil now, no good. There was not that slender path between the
poles upon which red-robed mages so carefully trod. There was only the maw of
destruction that understood nothing of the balance of life and death, the
eternal struggle between light and dark.
All this Dalamar saw in those terrible, devouring eyes, all this and more ...
and worse.
He saw his soul, and it lay in the clawed hand of that father of emptiness.
About him fluttered something small and dully gleaming, something light as
parchment and empty, empty with no magic in it or anything to love. It was the
soul of a man whose touch made no mark in the world, the soul of a useless
man, a helpless man. Emptiness drained the life out of this effectless soul as
it drained out the life of the world.
Emptiness. Never to be filled, and even the weeping of gods did cease....
And he stood again upon the threshold of the chamber whose door presented a
knob like a grinning silver skull. He saw a mage standing in the shadows,
dark-robed, his face hidden, his eyes not even two gleams of light in that
darkness.
"Come," said the mage, his voice a strange, dry whisper.
"Shalafi," whispered Dalamar, the image in the mirrors, the man in the circle.
"Master," he said, as a student to his teacher. But what teacher, where? And
in the mirrors five small marks, spaced as though they were the prints of all
the fingers of a man's spread hand, appeared upon the breast of each image of
Dalamar. Dark they were, then they were red, and the red ran slowly, like
blood dripping down.
A man screamed, and then no one screamed. Then there was only darkness, and
the touch of cold platinum round his ankles, the chain come so close now that
it did begin to bind him, circling him around and around, the links piling up
and climbing to his knees as a line of light opened in the darkness behind.
"And so you see," whispered a voice, that of Caylain the cleric. "And so you
see what road you will travel, Dalamar Argent. A road of blood and darkness."
So he had seen, and though it seemed only an instant in passing, these visions
had flowed over him, around him, and through him for twelve hours. His leaden
limbs knew that, his knees shaking with exhaustion, his belly growling with
hunger. His throat, dry as a desert, knew that.
Dalamar lifted his head, and his eyes still filled with visions of emptiness,
of blood and wounding and the mage whose face was lost in darkness. "I have
seen," he said, his voice thick and ragged.
They shuddered to hear him, the simplicity of his words, the starkness of his
thirst-ravaged voice. They shuddered, and they looked to each other, taking
his pain as confirmation of his guilt.
Aye, well. There was surely pain-all the pain of standing within this temple,
this hall of white gods, flowing into him from the tiles. It rose up from the
floor through his feet. It ran into his arms, and from the ceiling it rained
down like fire.
"I am yours," he said to the pain and the darkness yet to befall. For there
would be more, and soon. This Ceremony of Darkness was not nearly done. "I am
yours," he said to the god no one here dared name. He smiled, not with joy and
certainly not for mirth. He smiled, though, and he did so because he had
chosen his path. He who had been allowed to choose nothing in all his life,
whose days were ordered by custom and traditions forged by a king long dead,
he chose his path. "Nuitari..."
Caylain shuddered, and in that moment others came into the chamber, their
faces white in the shadowed hoods of their cloaks. Porthios came, and Alhana
whose eyes were cold as stone, whose face was set in an unyielding expression
of disdain. A chill struck Dalamar, hard to the heart. She was, this princess,
the embodiment of the land. She looked upon him now as though she did not see
him, as though he were not standing before her. As Lord Konnal led a small
troop of Wildrunners into the chamber, Alhana Starbreeze turned her face from
Dalamar, from the dark elf, and walked away. The land forsook him.
It was the first moment of his exile.

Chapter 13

"Dark elf," they called him, the name of an exile, the name of one who has
fallen from the light and the kindred of Silvanos. Dark elf. The name sat on
Dalamar's heart like ice, cold and creeping, dragging numbness through his
very blood.
Through gray, raining woodlands they took him, until they came to the banks of
the Thon-Thalas, the river that would run swiftly to the sea and bring him out
of Silvanesti, out of the company of elves. They would rather have marched him
through the forest, hands bound, feet hobbled, face hidden behind a dark cowl.
In other times, in better times, they would have done that, crying his crime
to all they passed, farmers and villagers, boatmen and potters and princes.
"Here is a dark mage! Here is a criminal of the worst order! Look away from
Dalamar Argent! Never speak his name again! Forbid him the forest if ever you
see him! He is dead to us! Here is a dark mage! Here is a criminal...!"
But they could not parade him through the aspenwood, not here in the ruined
kingdom. They could only shout to the green dragons out in the wilderness.
What did the dragons care? Still, they shouted. Ritual demanded it. Form must
be filled. They made the best of their Ceremony of Darkness that they could
without the traditional accoutrements.
On the barren grounds of the Tower of the Stars, Lord Konnal read from a newly
inscribed parchment, detailing Dalamar's crime in a voice that echoed and
re-echoed from the empty stone towers of the city. "He has worshiped falsely,
cleaving to evil gods! He has made dark magics and done evil deeds! He has
turned from the Light!"
That done, he passed the scroll to Caylain. This record would be entered into
the libraries of House Cleric, where his name would be stricken from all
documents that held it. Any mention made of him in the houses where he'd
served would vanish. All record that he had studied in House Mystic would be
erased. Only his birth record would remain, and it would be copied over to the
secret tomes kept in the Temple of E'li where the names of dark elves were
kept. Then, even his birth record would vanish. He would not exist in the
annals of his people. His homeland would never hear his name spoken, or ever
feel the tread of his feet upon its soil.
While the rain dripped down and mist moved in sickly green waves, Alhana
Starbreeze judged Dalamar guilty of crimes of magic, and she declaimed his
sentence of exile to all gathered.
"He has turned from the Light," she cried in a firm, clear voice, "and the
Light will turn from him." Her eyes cold as ice, she lifted her head and
looked him full in the face. "Be gone from us, Dalamar Argent. Never come here
again, and never seek to hear your name upon the lips of any of the Children
of Silvanos."
In the eyes of Porthios, of Alhana and Konnal, upon the faces of all present,
Dalamar saw this: He was dead to them, less than a ghost. And it felt as if he
were, for it seemed no blood ran in him to warm. It seemed his heart had
stopped its beating.
In the ruined land, they had no cleric but Caylain to bless the Dark Escort in
the name of E'li, those charged with removing the dark elf from the precincts
of Light, from Silvanesti. And even that escort was not so thick with
Wildrunners as tradition wished it could be. Of mages there were some, those
who had warded the little skiff from the spells of green dragons on the trip
up the Thon-Thalas to Silvanost. This work they would do again, for the
journey downriver would be just as dangerous.
No one looked at Dalamar as he was loaded into the skiff. Loaded, yes, for he
could hardly walk, and his hands were not free to help him balance. He hit the
hard bottom of the boat on his knees, then fell over onto his side. Rain,
falling heavier now, slid down his face, almost like tears, but he did not
weep. Instead he lay in silence, cold and shivering, his body wracked with
pain that came from no physical wounds. Nothing he endured in the Temple of
E'li as he'd waited his Ceremony of Darkness felt like this. Nothing he'd seen
in the Circle of Darkness had given him to know he would feel pain like this.
Something is being cut out from me, he thought. I am being cut out from
something. And this, he knew, was not like leaving Silvanesti for Silvamori.
This was different. Here, at the start of this journey, lay no hope for
return.
Ah gods. Ah, gods ...
Had the risk been worth the fee? He did not know. Now, here, he did not know.
The skiff rocked on the water, moving swiftly downriver as the Wildrunners
took long and powerful strokes on the oars. It was as though they could not
wait to cast out the dark elf from their company. No one touched him. No one
stood near. And the river flowed down to the sea, running, while fore and aft
of the skiff Wildrunners shouted his crime to dragons, calling his name and
bidding all who heard to never speak it again.

*****

They put him ashore on the far western side of the southernmost tip of the
kingdom. The fleet of eight ships had watched the Dark Escort, men and women
at the rails, standing in grim silence, watching, then turning away one after
another, putting their backs to him. In the sky, gray clouds hung down in
rain; no gulls cried. The water rose and fell, heaving and choppy with white
manes curling on the wave-tops. Zeboim's Steeds, even these seemed to turn and
run from the abomination of the dark elf.
At the end of the day, they set him ashore on the dock near a tavern roaring
with laughter and cursing and song. The stink of sweat and ale and greasy food
flowed out the doors, turning Dalamar's stomach each time he had to breathe
it. This was still Silvanesti, but the little port town had more a feel of
other lands about it than elven lands. His escort paid for his passage aboard
an outbound merchant ship, a three-master whose white sails shone impossibly
bright against the lowering sky.
"Take him safely, Captain," said Lord Porthios, handing over the fee and never
looking at Dalamar. "Put him ashore wherever he wills."
"Ar, he's a dark 'un," the minotaur said, eyeing Dalamar narrowly. "An exile,
eh? Ay, well, as long as he's paid for it makes no matter to me." He offered
to close the deal with a drink, but Porthios thanked him with chill politeness
and refused. What elf would drink with an outlander, and one whose ship would
soon hold a despised exile? None, and certainly not this prince of the
Qualinesti.
All this happened around Dalamar, above him where he sat huddled in his dark
cloak, shivering in the rain. It hardly seemed to him that it was happening to
him at all. He could not but shake and shiver, as though with fever. He could
not feel more than that, for icy numbness held him in merciless grip. My heart
must be beating, he thought. Otherwise I'd have fallen over dead. But he could
not feel the pulse.
"He is dead to us," they had said. It seemed he was, indeed. This is shock, he
told himself, and this is not going to last. Then, no matter if it lasts
forever. I don't care.
He had no gear to stow, no mage-fare, no packs and parcels of fragrant spell
components and precious spellbooks. The dark elf owned nothing, only the dun
trews and shirt, his boots and the black hooded cloak that signaled his
status. He rose and went up the gangplank when ordered to do so. Once on
board, he turned to look back. In the rigging, sailors scrambled to unfurl the
sails. On deck, the captain shouted orders, bidding his rowers to bend their
backs and pull. The ship caught the wind, moving quickly under oar and under
sail.
Dalamar did not look to the shore or to the forest beyond. Instead, he looked
at the sea, at the wide gulf growing between him and his homeland. He felt
something stir in him then, something sharp and painful as fangs. Before he
could acknowledge it, he turned from the rail and set his eyes upon the vast
and boundless sea. A shaft of sunlight shot through the clouds, illuminating
the tossing waves. He looked away from that, too, from the light and the
brightness of water.
"I have nothing to do with light," he said. Saying, hearing the words and his
own voice, he felt the stirring of pain again. This time he let it come, the
long aching flood. He was getting good at embracing pain.
Thus did the dark elf begin his wandering.

Chapter 14

In the first year of his wandering, Dalamar had little use for the company of
anyone-elf, dwarf, human, goblin, or ogre. He lived wild in the reaches
outside the cities and towns, wintering under roof when the season blew cold
and finding the port cities the most hospitable and the most interesting. He
took no lover, for no elfwoman would have him, and in Silvanost the hearts of
young men are not filled with longings for outlander women. The fee for his
lodging and meals he paid with the steel he earned charming rats from
warehouses-inglorious work that he hated.
However, despite his misery, Dalamar was still a reaper of news, and there
where the water meets the land he found much to reap. In taverns where seamen
gathered, he learned of the rehabilitation of lands long ravaged by war. He
heard how after making treaties, the soldiers of the Whitestone Army left the
field of battle and returned to their farms, crafts, and shops. In little
shops where magic-users traded in spellbooks, herbs, oils, and strange and
powerful artifacts, he heard from mages of all the three Orders that the
armies of the Dark Queen had no such peaceful intent. The alliance between the
armies of red and black and white and blue collapsed at the end of the war,
though the armies themselves still maintained control of vast territories. The
fallen Highlords ruled their fiefdoms roughly, brandishing their iron fists
over the heads of their subjects and quarreling among themselves. In the
taverns the drinkers were happy to consider the war over, the matter between
gods settled, and they passed winter nights comfortably planning for a
springtime that would, at last, not signal the start of another blood-drenched
campaign of war. In the mage shops the folk were not so sure that the matter
between the gods had all been said and done.
Through the winter, brooding, Dalamar did not think so broadly as this. He
considered himself, his choices, and his chances. By night he dreamed of home,
aching dreams of loss, and by day he wondered what place he could make for
himself in the world outside Silvanesti. He thought of the cities to which he
might travel-Palanthas, Tarsis, Caergoth, and North Keep. He thought of the
libraries, the opportunities for study...
But he didn't think about journeying to the Tower of High Sorcery at Wayreth.
That old dream lay quiet in him.
Come spring, Dalamar felt dark winds at his back, restless winds, and these
seemed always to push him from the places where people congregated, away from
the taverns and the bars, from the brothels and the temples and the mage-ware
shops. These winds pushed him to the old places where mortals no longer
walked. He, who had seen the ruin of his homeland, the ruin of his own place
in that kingdom, was surprised to discover a taste for ruins, the skeletons of
old cities, old places whose names were only half-remembered, whose stories
had long before flown to the winds.
Dalamar walked among the ghosts who haunted Bloodwatch, the fallen tower that
used to stand within sight of the Sea of Istar, and was now only a pile of
stone. He found ways into the hidden parts of the ruins, went down deep into
the earth and discovered vaults filled up with debris- rolls of parchments
detailing supplies and requisitions, old chests filled with rusting weapons,
and in the farthest corner of the deepest chamber, a golden coffer no larger
than his two hands outspread. Though it had lain in dust and the moist cellar
air for years unknown, this coffer was clean as though newly made. It sang to
him, through his hands, through his bones and his blood, for it held something
of magic in it, and he knew by the thrill he felt that here was a dark magic.
With great care, he examined the coffer, detected magical wards, and released
them. Within lay a ring of silver, etched with runes and set with a perfectly
cut ruby, dark as spilled blood. What power lay in the ring, he did not know,
but he took it out from that place. Sitting on the shore, watching the tossing
sea, he listened to the wind moaning around the ruins of Bloodwatch for two
days and three long nights. He remembered what he had learned in Silvamori,
that all things are voiced and all things may sing, and so he learned the
language of the wind, the song of the sea, and he spoke with the ghosts
wandering by. One told him, at last, what power the ring had. It would dry the
blood in the veins of any foe.
Fate directing, in the hour before dawn, a small boat landed on the stony
shore below the ruin of Bloodwatch. A goblin slipped out, prowling. In
silence, Dalamar sat while the intruder scouted the ruins, waited to hear
footsteps coming near, almost hoping .. .
The last light of the fading stars cast a shadow, a slim dark mark on the
ground. He smelled the reek of goblin's breath and sat stony still, pretending
to notice nothing. A steel blade hissed free of its sheath. Dalamar turned,
all his will pouring into the ruby ring, directing the magic. The goblin's
eyes went wide, its jaw dropped as it pulled one rattling gasp of air into its
lungs, then fell over, dead. Using the goblin's own knife, Dalamar saw that
the blood had indeed dried in its veins. He found nothing but brownish dust
wherever he cut.
In the summer of the year, Dalamar Nightson went north to the ruins of the
City of Lost Names and roamed through the wailing streets, searching for what
artifacts of magic he might find. He found none, and it seemed to him that
someone had been there recently before him. He did unearth a chest filled with
a great richness of jewels, necklaces, brooches, rings, and tiaras. None had
any magical value, but he took some of the pieces. Most he left hidden beneath
his own warding spell.
He went into the Kharolis Mountains in the autumn, walking 'round and 'round
the terrible ruins of Zhaman, which the dwarves of Thorbardin now named
Skullcap, that fortress which, so legend says, the great mage Fistandantilus
caused to be built. What treasure of magic must lie in there! Dalamar listened
to the wind and the wailing, but he found no ghosts except for those of
dwarves. They had nothing to say to him that did not have to do with the great
wars of days gone when fabulous Zhaman was destroyed in the turmoil that
ravaged Krynn after the fall of Istar. He would gladly have entered in to see
what wonders lay hidden, but the towers had melted and run down the side of
the hill upon which it stood, making the shape of the skull for which it was
named. All entrances were sealed.
From there Dalamar went to winter in Tarsis, tired of smelling the sea and
eating fish in the port cities. Walking upon the ancient seawall of a city
that had not stood in sight of the sea in the three hundred and more years
since the Cataclysm had reshaped the world, he looked out over the dry plain
that had once been a harbor, at the hulls of sea-abandoned ships now serving
as hovels for the poor folk of the city who lived cheek by jowl with the
outlawed, the bandits, and all those who preyed upon the weak. Five hundred
years later, one hardly saw the outlines of hulls, for work had been done to
expand each hulk and repair age's damage. Ramshackle rooms had been added on,
taken off, added again-all in haphazard fashion.
Outside the breakwater that now broke no water lay the Plains of Dust and,
beyond, the foothills of the Kharolis Mountains, nearly a hundred miles
distant. Dry wind blew off the plains, gritty with dust and stinking of piles
of the garbage Tarsians had long been in the habit of pitching over their
walls as though there were still swift currents of water to carry it all out
to sea.
Dalamar turned from the hulks and left the wall, walking down into the city.
He went through the marketplace, past booths where dark-eyed girls sold
flowers and stalls where old women hawked brightly painted pottery. All around
the smell of food hung-roasting meats, simmering soups, and fat loaves of
bread haloed in steam.
In the darker corners, up against the wall beyond the central plaza, he found
the quiet shops where mages gathered, Nuitari's Night, The Three Children,
Wings of Magic, all the places where mages in Red robes, Black, and White came
to trade magical artifacts for spell components, spell components for
spellbooks, and gossip for news. He went into the Old City where he found
ruins not unlike those he'd seen in other lands, only these lay within the
walls of Tarsis itself. There he found the Library of Khrystann, that
underground chamber filled with books and scrolls, very little of it in
reasonable order.
Tarsis the Beautiful, Tarsis the Ruin . . . Dalamar found the place to his
liking. He rented chambers above a mageware shop in the marketplace, near the
iron gate in the wall where one passes through to the street behind the
library. He recalled tales of the war, stories told of how Alhana Starbreeze
had met with a disparate band of travelers questing after a dragon orb. There
had been a mage among them, that one whose eyes were like hourglasses, whose
skin was like gold, but not the gold of sun-the gold of metal. He remembered
what had been said aboard Bright Solinari on the way from Silvamori: tales of
a mage who made a Silvanesti Wildrunner shudder. Remembering this, Dalamar
listened in the marketplace, he haunted the mage-ware shops, curious and
hoping to learn about this mage who had broken a green dragon's spell. He
heard nothing, and he wondered if Raistlin Majere was gone from the story of
Krynn as the Wildrunner had sworn him gone from the story of Silvanesti.
This year Dalamar had no need to make his living charming rats from
warehouses. The baubles out of the City of Lost Names sold handsomely in the
marketplace. He settled into winter, spending much of his time in the library
in the Old City, among old books and ancient scrolls. He made a further study
of herbs, and he expanded his studies to include knowledge of magical runes of
all kinds. In a city where half the land is ruin, where outlaws and bandits
roam freely outside the walls and in, this last was a good study to make. In
short time he knew how to speak the two runes of ancient Istarian-in exact
cadence, with perfect focus-that would kill a man standing. He knew the three
runes first etched by dark dwarf mages in the bowels of Thorbardin that would
find an enemy in his bed and kill him there. He tried that out on a man who
lived out in the hulks, a petty thief who'd had the mad idea of picking his
pocket one day when he was walking in the market. The man died screaming. No
one knew what had befallen but Dalamar, watching the death in a scrying bowl.
In a city where mages congregated, his name became familiar and respected. A
rune-master they named him, and his reputation spoke of one who had gathered
as many secrets as runes are said to keep. In midwinter he took a lover, and
she was no elf but a human woman whose shining black hair fell all the way to
her heels, whose eyes were the color of an aspen's bark, gray and sweet. He
did not shy from the outlander, as he had done in the past. He was tired of
the celibate bed, and he found her swift to laugh and slow to complain of a
mage who walked in shadows and kept more secrets than she did hairpins.
He decorated his bedchamber with a tapestry woven in Silvanesti, a lovely
weaving of the forest in spring, and he bought a half-case of Silvanesti wine,
the kind that tastes of autumn. He drank the wine as one drinks the memories
of all that is lost to him, bitterly and sweetly. When spring came again,
Dalamar parted with his lover, unwilling to be chained by her expectation of
the resumption of their affair upon his return. She didn't weep. She only
laughed, and she did not look back when she walked out the door. He stood for
a while, breathing the last wisps of her perfume, the musky odor of some
golden oil imported from Northern Ergoth, then he sealed his chambers with
invisible locks, with warding spells and secret traps. That done, he took up
his pack and went down the stairs to pay his landlord rent for the next full
year before he left the city. He had, at last, a home.
Into Valkinord he went. He found no magical scrolls, no secret artifacts, and
again he saw that someone had been before him. He did find a small shrine to
Nuitari, hung with shadows and the thin gray lace of spider webs. He cleaned
it and stopped to worship, alone in the dust with the wind and the ghosts, the
wanderer among the ruins. He found himself thinking about the Tower of High
Sorcery and the hidden forest of Wayreth. Some sources told him that the
forest lay at the edge of Icewall Glacier, others declared it would be found
in the north part of Abanasinia. Still others took oaths that Wayreth Forest
stood near Qualimori- no!-just beyond Tarsis. The forest found, one still had
to locate the Tower which, all stories agreed, moved within the forest as
easily as fish move in water. In there, no mage would find his way unless he
was invited or unless he had so clear a focus on his goal, so unwavering a
will to gain it, that nothing of the forest's magic could confuse or deter
him. At night he dreamed about the Tower, but in the morning when he woke, he
remembered only the barest threads of the dream, the faintest whisper.
That summer, Dalamar traveled as far as Neraka where he learned that the
Highlords of Takhisis now often gathered to plot and make ready to launch
another campaign against the people of Krynn. He spent a long time sitting in
the hills outside the broken city, listening to rumors and feeling the power
emanating from the place, a strength of magic and armed force. What power
would he gain if he went into Neraka, presented himself to a Highlord, and
offered his service? None, he decided, and only another master to serve.
He got up and walked away from Neraka, from the brooding armies of Takhisis,
and went down to Southern Ergoth.
Forbidden all elven lands, still Dalamar slipped into Silvamori and went into
the tower of Daltigoth, that pile which was, once and a long time ago, one of
the five Towers of High Sorcery. This one had been the haunt of mages who'd
dedicated themselves to the dark gods. The studies conducted there were grim
and terrible, perfections in the arts of torment and woe. Another of the five
towers had stood in Goodlund, but even the foundation of that was lost. A
third tower was raised up in doomed Istar; there Lorac Caladon had taken his
Tests of High Sorcery. That, like all of Istar, lay now beneath the sea,
fallen in the Cataclysm. Two towers yet stood-one in Palanthas and one in the
secret Forest of Wayreth. Only Wayreth's tower now functioned, kept and warded
by its present master, Par-Salian of the Order of the White Robe, and only
there could a mage take his Tests of High Sorcery. The tower in Palanthas,
well, that one was cursed, and Dalamar had never heard of anyone going in
there.
Thinking of towers, of the dream he had lately had, the one he had long held,
he went through the Tower of High Sorcery at Daltigoth. Water dripped
ceaselessly down the walls, outside and in. Winds sighed through broken stone.
In the dungeons, piles of bones lay, brown and gnawed. In the upper chambers,
nothing remained of the people who'd lived and worked there, not even the sob
of a ghost. He went up and down crumbling stone stairs and brushed the dust of
ages from musty tapestries. In libraries, he found nothing, not the least
scroll, the smallest book. Here he didn't wonder whether some treasure hunter
had been before him. The vast chambers and the deep vaults all had the look of
places that had been systematically emptied a long time ago. Libraries,
studies, scriptoria, laboratories ... through all these Dalamar wandered
listlessly and with little interest in what he saw. He had something else on
his mind.
"It's time," Dalamar said, standing in the wide space that might once have
been a vast reception hall. He did not speak loudly, but the echo of his words
ran 'round and 'round the tower, bounding from the stone walls, leaping down
the stairs, and falling into the well. The time had come to search and see if
he could find the Tower of High Sorcery at Wayreth, to see whether the Master
of the Tower would grant him the chance to take his Tests. He looked around
and saw the hem of his black robe grayed with dust, his own footsteps marked
behind him and before.
Shouldering his pack, Dalamar walked out the door, past the crumbling
gargoyles, and down the shattered stone stairs. The courtyard tumbled with
weeds. A wind blew stiffly off the waters of the Straits of Algoni, cold and
smelling of the sea. Gulls cried in the hard blue sky, their voices like
wounds on the silence. Something dark darted, swiftly caught out the corner of
his eye. Dalamar looked up, and looking, he took a step into the courtyard.
Pain shot through him, lancing from his back and leaping through to his chest.
He choked, he tried to turn to defend himself, and a flying weight hit him,
driving him down to the broken pavement. Laughter rang out, leaping from the
high walls of the ruined tower, shrieking in the sky, and burning in his mind
like fire. He struggled, trying to throw off the weight that pinned and held
him hard to the ground. Heart hammering, he kicked, twisting his shoulders. He
never moved the weight, never stopped the shrieking laughter, but he got a
breath, a short staggered gasp of air, and-

*****

They were not cracked paving stones beneath Dalamar's cheek, tearing the
flesh. Blood from his cut cheek seeped into the earth of a forest floor. A
thin breeze drifted, smelling of oak and faintly of distant pine. Dalamar,
groaning, finished taking his breath. He got his hands under him and found no
weight held him. Carefully, he pushed to his knees, and he heard a soft
chuckle.
"Gently, mage," said a low voice, the speaker clearly amused. "Gently."
He looked up, slowly, and saw a woman perched upon a tall boulder, smiling as
she tapped the shining blade of a dagger against her knee. Two sapphires
gleamed in the grip of the blade, the eyes of a dragon etched into the ivory
grip. Dalamar noted the weapon, and he saw no threat in the eyes of the woman
tapping rhythms against her knee with the blade. Though she sat, he knew she
was tall as he, her long legs said so. Dressed in hunting leathers and a red
shirt, she wore her night-black hair bound back from her face by a white
scarf. A human, he noted, and tall as a barbarian Plainswoman, though she
hadn't the look of one of those. Too pale of cheek, and too dark of hair, and
not many Plainswomen had eyes the exact color of sapphires.
"Who are you?" he asked, climbing to his feet. One swift glance showed him
he'd lost his pack. The little pouch of steel coins, his spare boots, the last
leather flask of his autumn wine... all were gone. "Who are you?" he repeated
coldly, and though the look he bent on her had chilled the blood of strong
folk, this woman never moved but to smile.
"Best to ask, Dalamar Nightson, where am I? Or, more to the point, where are
you?"
Wind sighed high in the treetops, and it didn't smell of the sea. It dropped
low, and it carried the scent of the woman, her leathers, the faint tang of
sweat, and the sweetness of the herbs with which she washed her hair. A stream
gurgled, water talking to stone on its way by. He stood in an upland forest,
so said the boulders strewn about, great chunks of stone of the kind found in
the Kharolis Mountains. God-flung stone, the dwarves said, debris from the
Cataclysm.
"Where are you?" asked the woman, tapping the dagger's blade against her knee.
The rhythm quickened, suddenly impatient. "Where are you, Dalamar Nightson?"
"In the Forest of Wayreth," he said, his heart thudding in his chest.
Out the corner of his eye, he saw something black racing, low on the ground
like a hound running. He braced and turned. He saw nothing but forest, trees
running upslope, mighty oaks, broad of girth and rough-barked. Sunlight shone
through the leaves. So tall were the trees that to stand looking up gave him
the feeling of being far down, perhaps beneath the sea where the sky, when
seen at all, was but a round disk. As water ripples, so did the light ripple,
running with shadow. As water speaks, so did the forest, wind sighing through
the oaks.
"What was that?" he asked, turning to the woman.
But she was gone.
Only sun-dappled moss sat on the boulder, thick and golden green. Not even the
least scratch marred the softness. All around the stone the moss grew
undisturbed. He touched it-springy and cool. He lifted his head and breathed
the air. Nothing lingered of the dark-haired woman's scent, not even the
faintest trace of leather.
"Very well," he said. Excitement ran in his belly. His heart beat, and the
rhythm of it was the same as the beat of the tapping blade. "I am in Wayreth
Forest."
And the forest does not, he thought even as he looked around, lie just east of
Qualimori after all. It didn't lie north of Tarsis or south of Abanasinia.
Apparently, the Forest of Wayreth stood wherever it pleased to stand. Be that
as it was, he did not stand in sight of his true goal, the Tower of High
Sorcery. If the moving forest had caught him, Dalamar had yet to catch the
Tower.
Trees marched, streams gurgled, and in the sky, high white clouds ran before
the north faring wind. The path northward through the oaks was a slender one,
winding and climbing. All the light in the forest seemed to be behind him.
There, glades stretched out, islands of meadows starred by flowers. A stag
leaped, sun glinting off the six points of its tall crown of antlers. Dalamar
would have taken his oath that he heard a bluebird singing, though no bluebird
prefers forests to fields. Out the corner of his eye- Dalamar nodded,
understanding-out the corner of his eye, he saw something dark, flying this
time, a shadow streaking through the trees, ranging northward.
Dalamar Nightson turned his back on the glades, on the stag and the bluebird's
song, and followed the shadow.
*****

Dalamar climbed up rock-strewn paths, around washed-out paths, and broad oak
trees, and over boulders that surely giants had wedged between the fat oaks.
The stout boots he wore, those that had served him well in rough ruins, might
as well have been a lord's velvet slippers. His ankles turned on small rocks
in the path; he slipped on scree and slid backward, cursing the distance lost.
He bled from cuts, and he ached from bruises. Always, he got up again.
The birds who flitted in this northern wood-crows and rooks mostly-had raucous
voices, and they followed him like a mocking mob as he climbed. He looked
around, trying to see the leading shadow, that swift streak of darkness.
Nothing. He looked straight ahead, attending only a little to his peripheral
vision, hoping to catch the glimpse. He did not, but he refused to let himself
consider turning back. He had never walked an easy path and had never chosen
the straight road, the even ground. It made no sense to do that now. The wind
dropped, falling away as though it had no mind to lead him farther. Sweat
rolled ceaselessly down his face and itched between his shoulders.
He went on, muscles aching, heart thudding hard in his chest, and the pulse in
his neck hammering. For a time he went to the rhythm of a prayer, one that
began as a request for strength from the Dark Son, from Nuitari of the Night.
Soon he had no strength or mind to frame his prayer in words. Soon he let only
the hammering of his heart act as his plea. Climbing, slipping back, climbing
again, he went on until at last he fell and lay still. His heart beat into the
earth. His sweat stained the stones as he lay still on the hard road up.
When at last he stood, he saw a gentling of the path, a leveling of the way.
He saw it as a man sees vindication. He put his back into the climb,
shouldering forward against the rise, and he walked onto level ground. There
he stood, panting and sweating before a large mossy-shouldered boulder upon
which sat the dark haired woman, tapping her sapphire-eyed dagger against her
knee.
Smiling, she said, "Where are you, Dalamar Nightson?"
He didn't answer. He could not. His throat closed up with sudden thirst, and
his knees turned weak.
"Ah," she said, brushing a lock of raven hair from her forehead. She reached
behind the boulder and lifted his pack. Rummaging through it as familiarly as
though the contents were her own, she pulled out a leather flask and handed it
to him. "You look like you need this."
He drank the wine, glaring at her. He drank, and all the smoky sweetness of
the Silvanesti Forest in autumn drifted around him and through him as the
first mists of the season drift through the aspenwood. The ache he felt then
was not an ache of muscle, not a weariness of bone. What he felt was like the
melting of ice, the cracking, the groaning. He closed his eyes, tears stung,
and grief held tight to his throat. Tighter to his heart did he hold, and he
forbade tears, forbade himself to show any sign of sorrow or weakness before
this prankster, this sapphire-eyed woman.
"Yes," she said. "It's really all about control, Dalamar Nightson."
"What is?" he asked, wearily opening his eyes.
"Well, all of it." She pulled up her legs tight to her chest, wrapped her arms
round her shins and rested her chin on her knees. "Control of yourself. You do
that well, don't you? Control of your life-not a concept with which most elves
have intimate understanding, I dare say-and, of course, control of the magic
each time you embrace it."
Ah, magic, the forest and the paths that led to nowhere. "So, it has all been
illusion," he said.
Her blue eyes shone suddenly bright. "The hill and the road up? Not at all. Do
your legs feel like you've been walking through an illusion?"
They did not.
She sat up, sweeping her arms wide, embracing all the woodland around, the
Forest of Wayreth. "All this is real, and all this is magic. The Master of the
Tower is in control of   this magic, but that doesn't mean you've lost control-
which might be part of   the problem."
And then she was gone,   vanished, her mossy boulder showing no sign she'd ever
been there. Gone, too,   was the wine-flask from Dalamar's hand and his pack
from the ground.

*****

South into the glades went the wanderer, through meadows where butterflies
danced on daises and ruby humming-birds floated over the sweet soft throats of
honeysuckle. South into the sunlight, Dalamar walked beside streams where fish
shone like bright silver and dragonflies the color of blue steel darted. When
he walked through all the wonders of springtime, he came back to the boulder
and the blue-eyed woman. He turned from her before she could speak, and he
went away west into an endless purpling twilight. Stars hung low over the
trees, and the three moons graced the darkling sky but never moved, not even a
hand's width across the night. Owls woke in the oaks and bats flitted. A fox
barked, another answered. A shadow darted across his path. He looked, and he
again saw her, the trickster, the blue-eyed woman, smiling at him and sitting
on her gray craggy boulder.
Magic and control. Someone else controlled the forest he wandered in; someone
else knew where all the paths led to, and where they all led away from. Magic
and control. Dalamar smiled a little.
She looked around, found his pack, and took out the leather wine-flask. He
refused when she offered, but politely.
"I've had enough of Silvanesti, of any place outside here. For now." He did
not smile, though he wanted to, and he chose his next words with care. "I am
here, where I need to be."
"What makes you think that?" asked the dark-haired woman.
He sketched a bow, not so deep but respectful. "All the reports of my senses
seem to lie, and yet my feet lead me always here, to this place. You said it
yourself: the magic in this forest isn't mine to control; the way and the road
belong to someone else. But if I cannot control the magic, I can control my
response to it."
She looked at him, a long sapphire stare, and then she threw back her head,
her laughter sailing up through the trees. In the next breath, the trees and
the tall gray oaks receded all around, drawing back from Dalamar and the
woman. Moving, they made no sound, and whatever birds or squirrels inhabited
bough or nest made not the least protest. Withdrawing, the trees left a wide
clear space-not a glade of waving grasses but a close-cropped sward through
which a broad road passed. Six knights riding abreast might have passed
comfortably on that road, though they would have had to pass round the
boulder, the moss-cloaked stone. Above, the sky shone deeply blue, shading
toward the end of the day.
His belly clenching with excitement, his skin tingling as it does when magic
is being done, Dalamar looked around, trying to catch a glimpse of the Tower
of High Sorcery. He saw nothing, not rising stone, not gated walls ...
nothing.
"Remember," said the woman, her voice soft as with distance.
Quickly, he ruined back to her. In the act of slipping from the stone, the
woman vanished. As though mist had risen from the ground, the boulder
shimmered behind a gray veil, and the air around it shivered. A man must
blink; the eye does it, not the will. In the instant that he did, Dalamar felt
all the world change around him, as though the forest folded itself in upon
itself, collapsing and then suddenly springing whole and straight again.
The boulder was gone. No mark of it remained on the firmly packed earth of the
road. In its place-and in the place of many trees!-rose great high walls of
shining stone. Dalamar's heart leaped, and the blood raced through his veins,
singing. He saw not one tower, a solitary monolith such as that at Daltigoth.
He saw seven towers.
Chapter 15

True time settled over the forest, or what Dalamar reckoned must be true time.
He had walked under skies where the sun showed only a time and season the
maker of the magic wished it to show. Now shadows shifted on the high stone
walls, moving by subtle degrees the patient eye knew how to detect. Light
changed on the ground, deepening as the day aged, and this, too, the patient
eye understood. The time was nearing toward sunset. As in the world he'd left
to come here, the season was summer.
The patient eye, the patient soul, Dalamar stood outside the gate that was the
only breach in the high black wall surrounding seven towers-nor was it much of
a breach, for it was locked and shut tight. He wondered how he would go
within.
All around him the Forest of Wayreth rustled. Doves murmured in the eaves of
the towers. Wind sighed in the oaks outside the walls. Faintly, the musky
scent of ligustrum drifted on the air, though where that hedge-climbing vine
grew with its frothing flowers, he could not imagine. Something darted past on
the ground. He turned to look, expecting to see that leading shadow, but he
saw only a gray rabbit leaping into the brush. He returned to contemplation.
Seven towers loomed above the three high walls, one each at the point of the
triangle made by the meeting of those walls, and four within the compound
rising above all. The three at each corner where the walls met were obviously
secondary towers. Two tall towers, one on the north side of the compound, one
on the south, were separated by two smaller ones, fore and behind. A gate
breached the wall, but it seemed to have no mechanisms for opening it, at
least not on this side.
Dalamar went boldly to the wall, and the great age of the stone made itself
known to him, the knowledge seeping into his bones. This was not common stone.
Poets named stone "the bones of the earth," but Dalamar knew, standing there,
that the stuff the wall was made of was truly that- part of the fabric, the
essence of Krynn itself. Upon the walls he found many inscriptions. He went
close to see them. Some he could read-magical inscriptions to make the wall
strong, warnings to intruders, spells to keep out the prying eyes of any
diviner using methods of Seeing-others he could not, though he had mastered
three ancient scripts and knew somewhat of four more.
He touched the gate, and, as his fingertips brushed the wood and steel, the
air around him changed again, as it had when the towers revealed themselves.
This time he did not blink but watched to see what would happen.
The world did not fold, the air did not shimmer, nothing happened at all.
And then he found himself at once on the other side of the wall within the
compound. He stood in a courtyard paved with gleaming gray stone, and before
him rose the four towers.
"Welcome," said a voice, a woman's, low and laughing.
Dalamar turned swiftly and found himself looking into the eyes of a human
woman, a mage in white robes whose hair lay in two thick black braids upon her
shoulders. He knew her, but not by her robes. Here was his guide in the
forest, betrayed by her sapphire eyes.
"Which," she said, "is the Tower of High Sorcery? You're wondering, aren't
you?"
Dalamar said he wasn't wondering that at all. He said he'd reckoned that
already. "They are all the Tower. It is as with runes-the name of a rune
stands for more than the shape of it. It seems the name 'Tower of High
Sorcery' stands for more than the shape of one structure."
"Impressive," she said, but her expression, faintly amused, said something
else. Precocious would have been the polite word. Cocky was the word she was
thinking. "Come with me."
Dalamar followed her closely, not willing to let her lose him in here as she
had done in the forest. With each step he took it seemed that the compound
became more and more crowded, filling up with mages of all Orders. Some went
in groups, dwarves and humans and elves, all talking. Most of the elves he saw
were white robed, and none who passed him seemed to care that he wore the dark
robe of exile. Other mages walked singly, head down and focused on some inner
conversation. One, a dwarf whose robes were as dark as Dalamar's own, looked
up when he passed. Dalamar felt his glance like two burning points of fire,
and yet he saw no eyes at all within the shadow of the dwarf's hood.
"Oh, him," said the woman with the sapphire eyes, "don't mind him."
She said it, but Dalamar heard a kind of lean chuckle in her voice, as though
she meant exactly the opposite. Be careful of him? Pay attention to him? That
he could not determine.
The sound of the mages' voices was the hum of a hive, the colors of their
robes like a swirl of pennons. What seemed most remarkable to him was that
White Robes and Red, even Black, seemed to have no trouble being in each
other's company. In Tarsis and most of the world without, White Robes stayed
together, mixing rarely with Red and never with those of his own Order.
"It isn't like that here," she said. "Here, we leave all the baggage on the
front stoop, as it were. Here, we don't care which of the three magical
children one or the other of us honors. A White robed elf will speak to you as
graciously as though you wore snowy samite. Outside, another matter. In here,
peace. You come in here, you come to study, to reflect, to breathe the air
with mages and speak the arcane language people don't understand who do not
hear magic singing in their blood. Or," she said as she stopped before the
Foretower, "or you come here to Test." She cocked her head. "That's a flung
you'll soon know about, isn't it, Dalamar Argent? The rigors of the Tests?"
In the warm air of summer, a chill touched him, not because she knew he'd come
here seeking to take the Tests of High Sorcery. It was a fair guess and an
accurate one. It was the use of his old name that chilled him, sending him
suddenly, painfully to the last day he'd seen Silvanesti. Not even the smoky
autumn wine could do that.
"I am," he said, "not Dalamar Argent. If you send to Silvanost and ask them
there, you will learn that Dalamar Argent does not exist. And they should
know. They keep meticulous records."
She shook her head as if to say, "But of course Dalamar Argent exists." Aloud,
though, she said, "Forgive my mistake. Let us introduce ourselves, then-and
properly. I am Regene of Schallsea, and sometimes I'm not what you think I am.
You are ...?"
"I am Dalamar Nightson," he said, "and, yes, I have come here to take the
Tests."
"Deadly things, those Tests," she said, as one would say, "Pesky things, those
bees." She led him across the compound and past the knots of mages talking.
"There is much you will want to see of our Tower of High Sorcery, but little
you will have access to just now. You are a visitor, a guest. We will see if
that changes after your Tests. Come inside, if you are well and truly ready."
It was on the tip of his tongue to ask her what she knew about testing, but he
did not. She turned to see if he was following, and he caught a glimpse of her
sapphire eyes. Then, in that moment at the end of the long summer day, they
reminded him not of the young woman laughing on the boulder, but of the
dragon, cold and fierce, carved in the ivory handle of the knife she'd been
tapping on her knee. "I am dangerous," said those eyes, "and don't mistake
me." He gestured as a man does to usher a lady forth, and he followed her into
the foretower.
The bright light of day's end vanished, leaving him blinking and blind,
waiting for his eyes to adjust to the cool darkness within. In moments they
did, and he saw the place was but a windowless room, round, with one entrance
behind and two doors to the right and left. A Red-robed mage, stooped with
age, his white hair thin on his scalp, stood in the exact center of the room.
Dalamar glanced at Regene to take his cue from her. She was, of course, gone.
"Yes, yes, yes," said the mage, his eyes narrowed as though the torches on the
walls did not lend the light he needed. "She's gone. Comes and goes, that one.
Here and there. Flittering. Sparrow-girl, that's what I call her, and she's no
girl at all really, is she?"
"I would not lay a wager, one way or the other," Dalamar said, testing to see
if this would elicit more information.
The mage snorted. "Then you've more sense than you look to have. There, there,
go there! Go on!" He pointed to a bench, one that had not been there only a
moment before. Plump green pillows lay on the seat and against the oaken back.
Only to see them bought all of Dalamar's muscles awake with reminders that he
had been walking long in the magical Forest of Wayreth-up hill and down,
through glades and into twilight. He had not been walking in illusion. Above
the bench a book floated, a fat tome. "Go sit, and go see. Go on now, go on."
Dalamar went, and he paused by the book to see his name appearing just as his
glance lighted on the page. Dalamar Argent. He looked around at the old man
and saw him laughing silently.
"Yes, yes, I know. You're not Dalamar Argent. So you say. Well, sit down,
boy," said the man who, aged as he was, did not have as many years as Dalamar.
"Sit, Dalamar Whoever You Are, and wait. Keep yourself in patience." He looked
right and left. He looked up, and he looked down. "They know you're here."
"Who knows?" Dalamar asked, sitting.
"They know. Now hush, and wait."
He hushed, he sat, and he waited. The mage left the room, slipping quietly
into the corridor leading into south tower. Once, a swift shadow passing,
Dalamar saw the Black-robed dwarf-he of the burning glance, the hidden
eyes-passing by the doorway in the corridor that led out from the foretower
and into the north tower. The dwarf didn't pause. He never turned his head,
yet Dalamar had the feeling that his presence was again noted.

*****

Quiet as a cloud drifting, Ladonna, the Mistress of the Order of the Black
Robes, went out from her chambers on the thirteenth level of the north tower
and went down the stairs, the winding granite way, trailing the hem of her
silk robe and the scents of magic behind. She liked to sweep grandly down the
stairs, to hear the sigh of her hem on the steps, the respectful murmur of the
mages in the corridors as she passed.
"My lady, the gods grant you health, my lady.... Good-even, my lady...."
She liked that and counted it worth the walk to see the students with their
arms full of scrolls turn and stare, the elders with their heads full of
spells and schemes step aside to let her pass. She went past the guest rooms
where visitors rested, past the solaria and the chambers where students sat
poring over old scrolls and freshly penned books. She knew by name each of the
Black-robed mages she encountered, and she recognized most of the others.
Smiling and greeting, Ladonna had an eye out for one of the dark robes, the
dwarf who spent all his days in the libraries and all his nights in his
chamber studying. She'd known him long and not liked him even a little. It had
been a great frustration to her when he hadn't died in the war. He should
have, for what mischief he'd worked then, he had learned how to double now. As
she went, she watched out for him, and she saw him neither in corridor or
solarium or on his way to his chamber. Sitting late in the south tower, no
doubt, haunting the libraries like some wretched ghost. Well, he wasn't
exactly that, and he wasn't exactly not.
That one, Ladonna thought, should never have survived his Tests.
Down and down she went, greeting and receiving greeting, until she came at
last to the study where the Master of the Tower waited. On the threshold of
his study, she smiled. He did, indeed, wait. For though she had not announced
her visit, he knew of it nonetheless. It was that way between them, Ladonna
and Par-Salian. They had not been lovers in many long years; still the
connection remained, the bond unbroken.
"Good evening, my old dear," said Ladonna, coming quietly into the Master's
study.
Par-Salian smiled with a mixture of affection and impatience. He disliked that
expression, and yet her impulse to speak it pleased him. He looked up from the
book spread open upon the polished oak desk and tugged a little at his thin
white beard.
"Is he here?" he asked. "Your dark elf, is he here?"
"My dark elf?" She shrugged at the designation, then nodded. She supposed he
was her dark elf, at least by virtue of the fact that she had brought him to
the Master's attention. "He's here. He'd have been a while wandering in the
wood, but Regene found him." Her eyes sparkled with sudden amusement. "She
didn't make it too easy for him, but she got him here in better time than he'd
have made for himself. Time, after all, is our dearest coin these days."
It was, and it was in short supply. Par-Salian closed the book and settled
against the back of his chair with a sigh. He supposed he should have felt
brighter, more eager at the start of what work this dark elf might do, but he
hadn't felt bright or eager in some time-not since the end of the war. He
looked around at the silk wall-hangings woven by an elf-woman in Silvanesti a
long time ago. They shimmered to life, the delicate silken threads, the
pictures they made as Ladonna went around the room, kindling candles with the
touch of her finger. Light glinted on the jewels decorating the elaborate
fantasy of braids she'd made of her silver tresses. It gleamed from brass
fittings and silver candle holders and slid down the silver chasing of the
mirror upon the wall. The book-lined walls seemed to sigh in the shadows,
leather spines shimmering. All the air hung with the scents of herbs and
spices and some things not so pleasingly perfumed. Spell components were
sometimes lovely and sometimes not. Here was the study of the Master of the
Tower of High Sorcery.
At Wayreth, he reminded himself carefully, the Tower of High Sorcery at
Wayreth. There had been a time when only this tower functioned, the last of
five original towers. That was not so now. Now another, darker tower was
opened.
Candlelight on silver tresses, the gleam caught Par-Salian's eye, and he
smiled. White mage, dark wizardess, they had been each other's strength during
the hard times of the War of the Lance when it seemed that the gods would rend
the world between them. In seasons of doubt, she had been beside him. She
would, he thought, stand by him in the harder times to come. He gazed at her
fondly. She had been the one who taught him that each pole on the plane of
life-Good and Evil-had its place and had its complement. Without one, there
would not be the other, and there would be no balance.
Par-Salian sighed, a weary sound, for gods strove one against the other
again-Paladine against Takhisis. He tried to imagine what strength the world
would find to withstand another round of that. The same strength it always
had, he supposed: the strong-hearted people of Krynn. And the striving was
necessary, he knew it. Ladonna had taught him that. In the godly striving is
tension, and tension keeps the balance. She was right, and the striving was
eternal, never to be settled. No matter what treaties mortals made among
themselves, still Takhisis plotted, and still Paladine planned against those
plots. Already one of the Dark Queen's Highlords, Kitiara Majere, was growing
strong and restless in Sanction, eager and ready to strike in the name of the
Dark Queen, sundering the peace of Whitestone. The Blue Lady she named
herself, for blue as steel was her armor, and blue was the dragon she rode.
Like a wolf scenting weakness, she knew the races and nations who had forged
the Whitestone Treaty were not ready for a resurgence of Takhisis's forces,
that few believed such a thing was possible. She could, if allowed to grow
strong enough, fight a war whose outcome would be far different than the
first.
As if she weren't enough, lately there had risen another who conspired in
spite of both gods, a mage whose power had grown strong in the few years of
his young life. Raistlin Majere. If the Silvanesti elves had found reason to
thank and praise him for lifting Lorac's Nightmare from their land, Par-Salian
knew that no one had reason to be grateful for him now. He was the Blue Lady's
brother, though not her ally. His sister had ambitions to rule nations.
Raistlin's ambition was deeper and more terrible. What form it took, the
Conclave of Wizards did not know. They did know that he had the strength to
break the curse that, ever since the Cataclysm, had sealed the Tower of High
Sorcery at Palanthas and take that stronghold for himself.
"Your dark elf," he said, stretching his arms high, working shoulders weary
with bending over books. "Will he be worthy, Ladonna?"
She walked past the banks of candles to the window. Outside, the twilight
glowed, warm and fragrant with the scent of the forest, a magical forest, a
Guardian Forest such as those that once stood to ward all five Towers of High
Sorcery. The one that had warded Daltigoth had caused intruders to fall into
dreamless sleep. That around Goodlund's tower inflamed the uninvited with
uncontrollable passions. When Istar had reigned, the forest guarding the tower
there induced a simple forgetfulness so that intruders failed to remember why
they'd come that way. Not so gentle the forest around the Tower at Palanthas.
Shoikan Grove was home to spectres and monsters and dread, so deep madness was
the only way out. And yet, though five towers were built, only two remained.
It was not impossible to imagine that Wayreth's tower, too, could fall one
day.
Turning from the window, Ladonna said, "I think-I think, mind you-that this
one, this Dalamar, might well be a man with enough courage to help us do what
must be done about that most dangerous of mages in Palanthas."
That most dangerous of mages . . . She did not speak his name. She never did
unless the speaking was unavoidable. Ladonna hated Raistlin Majere, and she
feared him. Par-Salian knew how much it pained her to admit, even to herself,
that she, the Mistress of her Order, must be wary of the dark-robed mage who
had so precipitously taken over the Tower of Palanthas. He also knew that were
she and Raistlin Majere to meet in ritual contest, his magic would best hers,
and then there would be a new head of the Order of Black Robes, one who would
rule from his own Tower, and with whom Par-Salian would have less than cordial
relations.
"Your dark elf-"
"Dalamar Argent."
"Dalamar Argent, then. I haven't heard it said he's had much formal training.
How much could he have, really? Ylle Savath of House Mystic would have put out
her own eyes before teaching him dark magic, yet here he is in black robes,
calling himself a mage."
Ladonna's eyes flashed. "Lady Ylle never taught him Nuitari's magic. He is-or
he was-a servitor. You've heard how that is-all the food and clothing and work
you could want. Nothing more than that, though. She hardly permitted him any
instruction at all, and only grudged him the little she did to keep him from
turning to wild magic"-she smiled sourly-"or to dark magic. No, he has little
formal training, something of the magic of the Wilder Elves, something of
White magic, and everything else he's picked up along the way. But it is also
true that Dalamar has been three years in his exile, and you know this as well
as I do: If that doesn't kill one of his kind, it makes him strong and canny
beyond his years." She tilted her head to smile at him, that smile slow as a
drawl. "He is that, strong and canny. And he is-or could be-our man."
Wind sighed through the forest. An owl cried in one of the towers on the
warding wall. Far away in Palanthas, ghosts groaned in Shoikan Grove,
doubtless music to the ears of the renegade mage who would make ghosts of the
plans of gods and men.
"And what must be done with your dark elf?" Par-Salian asked.
Ladonna shrugged. That careless gesture didn't hide the gleam in her eyes, her
sudden satisfaction. "He must take his Tests. It is only when he comes out of
those alive that I'll know if he's the one. If he fails... well, if he fails,
we'll clean up the mess and find another, for something must be done about
Palanthas."
On that matter, they agreed.
"Very well," said Par-Salian, "you may leave the matter to me. Where is he?"
"Still waiting in the reception area in the foretower."
Par-Salian shrugged. "As good a place as any, then."
She smiled and praised his sagacity, then she settled comfortably into a
corner of the large chair near the window, listening to the night and the owls
while the Master of the Tower returned to his reading. The discussion of her
dark elf ended, she still had that dwarf to consider. If she could have him
banished from the Tower, she would do that in the instant, but he'd done
nothing to earn that, at least not yet. This trip to the Tower he'd come
bearing gifts, magical artifacts he'd found in his travels.
"And books for the library," he'd told her, sweeping a bow to mimic the
respect he did not feel. "I spend so much time there, it seemed only right to
offer something in return." He'd smiled, a pale skinning of his teeth. His
eyes had not lighted with it, but then she seldom saw them light with any
emotion.
By Nuitari's night, she thought, how much longer can that pile of rotting
flesh and bone live? She shivered a little. The carcass of him didn't have to
live long at all, did it? Only the mind to slip in and out of the avatars he
made for himself.
The breeze drifting in from the forest brushed chill on her skin. An owl cried
suddenly, sharp and piercing; a rabbit screamed, caught. Ladonna watched the
light of the red moon and the silver glinting from the gems on her beringed
fingers. She felt the dark moon surging in her heart, as though a god spoke
warning. She had heeded this warning before, and she did not forget it now.
Raistlin Majere was a problem, she did not deny, and his sister the Blue Lady
was another. No mage herself, the Blue Lady employed mages of the strongest
magic. The best of these, the canniest and most vicious, sat late in the
library tonight, the dwarf reading and studying that he might craft stronger,
fiercer magics for his lady. They were in the thrall of Takhisis, those two,
the Blue Lady and the dwarf.
Tramd o' the Dark, he called himself. Tramd Heading For the Abyss, Ladonna
named him. She would rather send him there sooner than later.
Outside the window, the three moons rode the sky, each the sign of one of the
three magical children, Solinari, Lunitari, Nuitari. They went on balanced
paths, in unbroken rhythm swinging across the sky. They were always the image
of the balance that kept the world turning, the seasons passing, the magic
running. Without that balance, the world would fall apart in chaos. The Blue
Lady threatened that balance, she and her dark dwarf mage.
We are beset, she thought. On one side by a Dragon Highlord who would rip the
world apart and deliver the bleeding corpse into the hands of the Queen of
Darkness; on the other by a mage who has taken possession of a Tower of High
Sorcery and thought it might be a good idea to challenge the gods themselves,
those of Good, those of Neutrality, those of Evil.
A book thumped closed.
The Master of the Tower of High Sorcery rose from his desk and dropped a
chaste kiss upon her cheek as he passed. Gone to see to the dark elf, she
thought. Then, smiling, she settled back against the pillows to watch the
moons travel.
The dark elf and the dwarf... perhaps there was a way to settle all things at
once.

Chapter 16

Murmured greetings drifted after him as the Master of the Tower drew near the
reception area, the voices of mages of all Orders bidding him good even. By
these Dalamar knew him as Par-Salian. A tall human, thin with age, the Master
did not quite come into the chamber. He stood upon the threshold of the
passage leading out from the foretower and into the south tower. At sight of
him, Dalamar rose, hands folded within the sleeves of his own dark robe. He
had known humans of greater age than he, elders among their kind who were old
at fifty years and nearly dead at eighty. His own ninety-eight years, the
count of a young man among elves, astounded them, and in turn, their fleeting
years appalled him. He did not feel this way in the presence of Par-Salian. He
was old by human standards, but he had a strength of will that made strength
of body seem like nothing but crude brawn. To this strength Dalamar responded,
his heart, seldom moved to respect, warmed.
"Good evening, my lord," he said. He inclined his head to bow.
Par-Salian made no such gesture. He stood still a long moment, his blue eyes
glinting with keen intelligence, his wrinkled face stony, betraying nothing of
his assessment of this young dark elf standing before him. On the walls, the
torches burned smokeless flames of magic. Shadows spun webs on the floor and
the scent of sorcery hung on the air.
At last, "You've come to be tested."
Dalamar's belly clenched, fear and excitement both. "I have, my lord."
"With whom have you studied?"
Not even the least flush of shame would Dalamar permit. He held the Master's
gaze and said, "For a little while, with the mages of Ylle Savath of
Silvanost. For the rest of the time, I have been my own tutor."
Par-Salian raised a brow. "Indeed. And you know that not all mages come out
from these Tests whole, few come out unmarked. Some are consumed by the magic
they can't control, and those don't return from this Tower alive."
He said so coldly, with no glimmer of emotion in his eye. Firmly, head high,
Dalamar answered in kind. "I know this, my lord, and I am here."
A soft breeze sighed through the chamber, drifting out from the south tower,
scented of magic, of age and the beeswax of countless candles burned over
countless years. Dalamar lifted his head to that scent, as though to the sound
of a voice calling.
Par-Salian nodded as one who considers something. "I know some things about
you, Dalamar Argent."
Dalamar stood in silence, forbearing to correct the Master of the Tower on the
matter of his name.
"I know you had some part in the defense of Silvanesti." The White Robe smiled
now, leanly. "It might have worked, your scheme of illusion."
"It did work, my lord," Dalamar said. "It worked for a time, and the Highlord
was damaged."
"Damaged, and soon to have all the reinforcements she needed. But, you're
right. It was not your magic that failed the kingdom. Something more did."
Into Dalamar's questioning silence, he said, "The heart of your king did. He
did not trust his people, and he did not trust his gods." His voice grew
chill. "And you lost faith along with the king."
"No, my lord. In those gods of his"-again he inclined his head
respectfully-"in those gods of yours, I never had much faith. I have found a
god who guides me now, and in Nuitari I have placed all my faith."
In the silence stretching out between them, Dalamar knew himself weighed, knew
himself considered, and felt all the corners of his heart scrutinized. He
trembled-who could not under that gaze?-and he forced himself to stand, though
his knees wanted to buckle. That he would never permit, not here, not now,
never before this mage who held in his hand his chance to take the Tests of
High Sorcery.
"Well enough, then." The Master of the Tower made a small, welcoming gesture,
the kind meant to usher a guest into the hall. He stepped back, indicating
that Dalamar should precede him into the south tower.
Hands clenched tightly, that clenching hidden in the wide sleeves of his robe,
Dalamar took a step forward-one, one only-and all the world filled up with
shouting, all that shouting pouring out from one throat: His own. A wild wind
roared in his head, thundering and shrieking. He struggled, and then he
stopped, willing himself to be still. In that moment he framed his will in
words, the roaring in his head stopped, and the blackness engulfing him felt
as normal and friendly as sleep.
To that blackness he gave himself, surrendering his will because that
surrender was his will, trusting that he would find himself where he needed to
be. Quietly, he fell... and then things were not so quiet.
*****

Fire ran in Dalamar, coursing through his veins like lust and rage. Fire
became his very blood, burning in rampage, the flames roaring in him with the
sound of his own voice. This was the fire of magic, the fierce running power
of Nuitari's sorcery tearing into him, out of him, a fire no one commanded but
he.
See how the power flashes through him! Like lightning charging the sky! He
will not be able to hold it... . He will not be able to-
Dalamar stood on a foggy plain howling with glee, and his voice was the song
of the wind wailing wild in the treetops, the high canopy of the Forest of
Wayreth. His soul soared on that howling, magic running in him, leaping,
laughing. He tamed the howling, brought it back inside himself, and let it out
again, sending his voice out powerfully as though it were a thing that lived
independently of him. On his voice flew all the chants he had learned in
Silvamori, words of achingly beautiful simplicity, words that were useless
without the music to carry them, a weaving of notes so complex no one could
map it for another to follow.
He sings. He sings. He must have learned this from the Kagonesti in
Silvamori....
Dalamar thought he would say, Yes, I have learned this from a Kagonesti, from
a wizardess there whose power lay in the music of her untamed soul, and this
magic is so like to the Wild Magic you all fear that the difference is hard to
see. I see it, though! I do, for I have learned well this magic others have
scorned. ... He thought he would say that, but he didn't have words for other
than speaking the shape of his magic and all the spells he loved as though
they were his own heart and his own soul.
He flung forth fireballs, and he caught them and quenched them in his hands.
Every spell he knew, he cast- those learned in Silvanost of House Mystic, in
Silvamori, gleaned from the dusty tomes in the library at Tarsis, and those
precious spells stolen in secret from the tutors hidden in his little cave. He
cast them, and he gave no thought to whether the casting would drain him of
strength, even of life. How, when the casting of spells and the weaving of
magic was all he'd ever wanted to do. In all his life he wanted nothing more
than this. If he died of this, what better way to die? He laughed, and he
wept, and both these things were expressions of his joy, of his power and the
utter certainty that he could go on and on, spending himself in magic until
the world was woven up in his spells.
With word and song and gesture, Dalamar drew wonders from the earth, and he
pulled down terrors from the sky. He conjured a misty world where there was no
sky and no earth existed. There, he walked among shadow-beings and ghosts. He
stood beside dryads in their glens and spoke with centaurs from the darkest
part of Darken Wood. Demons came to stand before him, creatures with two heads
or nine eyes, beings whose breath was a fume of acid, whose breast held no
heart but only the empty place where a heart should have beat; horned beings,
fanged beings, creatures with wings as leathery as any dragon's. They called
him lord and came bowing and pleading for a chance to serve him. These
creatures he brought to him, summoning them with magic and the force of his
unbending will, and he sent them away again, but not before he gained from
each the promise to return at his command. Thus he bound creatures to himself
that would have terrified others to see.
In rapture, he summoned the ghost of a Dragon Highlord, and that one he
laughed at, for she was Phair Caron and she wept and wailed at his feet, blood
pouring from the empty sockets where her eyes should have been, her fingers
wet with that blood. He turned from her, still laughing, and now he saw that
he was not standing upon the foggy plain but in a street with tall buildings
rising up all around him, with smooth pavement beneath his feet and the sweet
scent of gardens in the air-
*****

"I am in Silvanost!" Dalamar took a long slow breath. His head ached with
memories of conflicting dreams, some sweet, others nightmares. "I am in
Silvanost. Or-or am I in Tarsis? No, no, not there. I am at the Tower."
"Tarsis?" The tall human woman beside him smiled, though that smile at best
was never more than a sneer. Her dark robe glittered in the shining day, sewn
with diamonds and hemmed in rubies. Her black hair, piled high in a crown of
braids, shimmered with ropes of pearls.
"Regene," he said, thinking he stood again with the White Robe who liked so
well to change her shape.
"Who?" said the woman, frowning. "Don't you recognize me, Dalamar Argent? Or
have you been too long in the taverns, sitting in shadows and drinking your
pale elven wine?"
He did recognize her, even as she asked the question, he did recognize her.
"My lady," he said, to Kesela of the Black Robes.
She laughed, a low, throaty sound. "Well, now that you've got me straight,
look around and get yourself straight. You're not in Tarsis, of all places!
And we're certainly not at the Tower yet, but we're close. It's yonder, far
into the woods. Look, you can see the trees of the Guardian Forest." She
snorted her disdain. "Though it looks more like a Warding Woodland to me. I
suppose the city has grown so big around it that it seems diminished."
Dalamar looked around him. Behind, he caught a glimpse of shining houses.
Roofs supported domes of glass so that the inhabitants need not suffer without
their gardens in winter but could tend them in warmth all year round. He was
in Istar! And, after all, where else would he be? He was in Istar with Lady
Kesela, she whose name turned the blood of brave men to water, whose
reputation for ruthlessness was the shame of her father, a Solamnic Knight,
and the delight of the dark gods she worshiped. They had come here on the
wings of magic, bearing scrolls of ancient work and beauty to give to the
Master of the Tower of High Sorcery, this wizardess of fearsome repute and he,
her apprentice. This gift they brought with little fanfare, for if it was not
a secret, still it was not something they would trumpet through the city. The
Kingpriest had already declared the worship of the dark gods unwelcome in his
city. Talk ran all around Krynn that he would soon declare it outlawed and
then turn his eye toward those who worshiped the gods of Neutrality.
Voices rose and fell, singing and chattering, laughing and shouting, Istar
talking to itself. All around them the city streets flowed with people-darting
kender, dwarves out of Thorbardin, elves from Silvanesti, humans from the
Solamnic Plain, from Khur and Nordmaar. Mages went among them, and clerics of
all kinds, though it wasn't but a moment before Dalamar's eye picked out the
truth of what rumor had been saying. There were more clerics and mages wearing
white robes than red, and hardly any black robes at all. The more precious
this gift they bore, for the Master of Tower had no mind to purge his
libraries of texts because some king who thought himself the arbiter of
Krynn's religion had no sense of balance and proportion. And, it would not be
doubted, in exchange for this scroll, Lady Kesela would come away with
something of value, a charm, a talisman, the favor of the Master of the Tower.
She did not give from graciousness.
"Come," Lady Kesela said, not looking at him, not imagining he wouldn't
follow. "Attend me."
He did, resenting her tone but showing no sign of that. He had borne more and
worse in exchange for her teaching and judged it a good bargain. Sunlight
shone, glinting from Kesela's midnight hair as they set out through the city.
The scent of herbs and flowers perfumed the air. Stone arches of magnificent
craft swept over the boulevard, and from their crowns flowering plants
cascaded, decorating the stone that decorated the street. Incense drifted out
from minor temples, and always the song of worship drifted through the streets
in voices so pure they rang like bells. Istar, the jewel of Krynn, swirled all
around them in sight and scent and sound. A choir of voices rose up as though
upon wings, soaring out from a temple as the two dark-robed mages passed by.
"Elven voices," Dalamar said, moving aside to let a silken lady pass where,
otherwise, she'd have to have had to step into the gutter. She smelled of
exotic perfumes, complex notes of scent mingled like the woven notes of song.
"My lady, I heard it in the taproom at the inn that they are gathering a choir
at the Great Temple of Paladine made all of elves, for the purity of their
voices. The Kingpriest, they say, will have no others than elves in all the
choirs of all the temples."
"You mean," she said drily, "of all the temples dedicated to the gods of Good.
What elf would serve in the temples where they worshiped the gods of
Neutrality or those of Evil?"
Dalamar smiled into her narrow-eyed jibe. No elf would but those who made the
hard choice, the aching choice to walk the shadowed paths outside of
Silvanesti. You are dead to us! The cry was the same, heard by every elf who
wore the red robes or the black. You are dead to us! Dead to them, but wakened
to gods no elf of Silvanesti dared hear.
Through the swirling city they went, past the markets and across the wide,
sunny verandas where pretty girls sold flowers from their carts, while
jugglers tossed balls and pins for the laughter of children. Lords and ladies
rode by in gilded carriages, and thin-cheeked urchins dashed in and out
between the horses of the guards trotting beside, shouting for boon. Now and
then a hand reached out from a carriage window, gloved and spilling coins. The
children shrieked and laughed and praised the generosity of the one who had
not deigned to even glance out the window.
By the time they left the city proper and came within sight of the Tower's
Guardian Forest, fresh breezes filled the air, smelling of loam and leaves.
The shadow of the wood stretched out, reaching like long fingers. Kesela hung
back a proper distance to allow her apprentice to go before her. Dalamar
leading, they stepped into the shadow and took the first path, a narrow ribbon
winding away into the trees. Sunlight spilled down through the branches,
dappling the shade, and all the while they walked in and out of light and
shadow, through bright patches and dark, until they came to a tall iron fence
whose highly wrought gates stood open, as in invitation. No Tower of High
Sorcery stood beyond the fence, no building of any kind, only woodland
stretching as far as they could see.
Dalamar stepped ahead of his teacher, shifting the scrollcase from beneath his
arm to his hand as he passed through the gateway. They did not take three
steps past the gate before they found themselves in a wide, cobbled courtyard
with a tall tower rising up in the center, its turrets soaring beyond the
treetops. People went back and forth in that courtyard, men and women in robes
of red and robes of white who had not appeared to be there before. Singly, in
pairs, in small groups, they went about their business, talking or in silence.
None seemed to notice the visitors, but even as Dalamar thought so, a
Red-robed mage appeared at Kesela's elbow, a dwarf who bowed and said, "My
lady, you are expected."
The dwarf touched her arm, lightly to guide. "Come with me, you and your
apprentice. Quarters have been prepared where you can refresh yourselves while
the Master of the Tower is advised of your coming."
No more than that did he say or do, for in the instant, Kesela and Dalamar no
longer stood in the courtyard outside the Tower of High Sorcery.
Kesela staggered, dizzied by the sudden change of venue. White in the face,
cold-sweating, she gripped the back of a large, cushioned chair for balance.
"Wretched dwarf! If he were a mage of mine, I'd break all his fingers for that
miscast spell-" She stopped, swallowing hard, sick at her stomach.
Quickly Dalamar poured a glass of water from the crystal carafe on the table
beside that plush chair. "Easy, my lady. Take a breath, then sip this."
With trembling hand, she took the glass and raised it to her lips, water
slopping over the edge. She swallowed once and then again. Color began to
return to her cheeks, reluctantly. "Watch me turn that dwarf into a cockroach
next time I see him," she muttered.
Dalamar took the glass and filled it again. Scowling, she accepted it and sank
into the chair, breathing deeply, her stomach settling from the wrench of the
poorly cast transport spell. She looked around at the chair and the table and
the crystal, at the chamber itself, well-appointed and spacious. Tapestries
hung on the walls, silks dressed the stone casements of the three windows. In
the windowless wall, a fire crackled in a wide hearth. Her expression
softened, her anger abated. If they did not transport very well here, they did
keep comfortable chambers in which to await the Master of the Tower.
"Someday," she said, idly, as though speaking of a thing that held little
consequence, "someday, Dalamar, you might come here again, alone to take your
Tests of High Sorcery."
Someday, perhaps, maybe. Those were the words she always attached to any talk
of his Tests. She believed him held to her, enthralled by the chance of
gaining more knowledge the longer he stayed. She believed so, but he did not.
He would leave when he knew himself ready. Made suddenly restless by her
suggestion, Dalamar walked around the room, looking out of windows to the
courtyard below and the forest in the distance. Voices drifted past the oaken
door, mages coming and going. He listened, but he could not make out what was
being said, though some of those voices sounded so close he was sure the
speakers stood not a foot away outside the room.
"What do you hear?" Kesela asked. She didn't rise, but she leaned forward,
curious.
Dalamar shook his head. "I hear voices, but no words."
A door opened, perhaps across the corridor. Someone bade another to enter and,
in a clear tone, said, "Touch nothing. Take nothing, and leave all as you see
it. I will return."
A tingle of excitement skittered along Dalamar's neck. No one had warned him
or Lady Kesela in this way. The guest chamber and all in it seemed to be
utterly at their disposal. What lay in that room across the corridor that
required such a warning? Breath held, he listened for more and heard only the
sound of retreating footfalls, soft and shuffling as though the walker were
very old.
Kesela gestured. When Dalamar was sure no one stood in the corridor, he opened
the door, just a crack. Golden light spilled in from bracketed torches flaring
outside each of the dozen doors on the corridor. Tapestries hung upon the
walls, brightly woven scenes of Krynn's history. Here, the building of
Thorbardin, there the raising of the Tower of the Stars in Silvanost, farther
along the corridor the broadest, tallest of the hangings depicted the
anointing of the Kingpriest of Istar. The scent of magic drifted on the air-
dried rose petals, bitter valerian root, woodsy oils, and the unpleasantness
of things long dead. The Tower was, no doubt, suffused with such perfume, but
this drifting felt fresh, as though someone whose hands are ever filled with
the tools of magic had only a moment before walked by. Across the hall, the
door of the chamber exactly opposite theirs stood open, just a crack. A thin
light showed at the space between the door and the threshold-not firelight,
not ruddy at all, but pale and swirling, as though it wanted to change to
another color.
"Ah," said Lady Kesela, suddenly at his elbow. "Now that's curious."
Soft, a piteous sound, a voice moaned, "Save me."
The voice came from the room across the corridor, and now Dalamar sensed a
thing he had not before-an aura hung on the air, and all around that room
opposite, a shimmering, tingling charge of magic. Someone in that room had
recently spent himself in mage-craft. Dalamar's heart skipped a beat. Someone
had lately taken his Test!
"Save me! Oh, disaster is near!"
With no other word, Kesela pushed past Dalamar, who tried to stop her. "No!"
he whispered. "My lady, don't!"
Kesela shook him off, and the voice moaned louder now, pleading for help,
begging for aid and warning of disaster.
"My lady!" Greatly daring, Dalamar leaped, taking hold of her sleeve. "Listen
to me," he whispered harshly. The green light flared, sending shadows swirling
across the flagged stone floor in frantic patterns. "Whoever is in there is
reeking of magic, and I think he's just taken his Test-or perhaps he is still
taking it. You don't know what's going on in there, what magic is in play. You
could cost a mage his life if you interfere with his Test."
She looked at him, staring coldly. The jewels sewn into her robe ran in the
torchlight, and her face seemed made of marble. "There is no Test going on,
Dalamar. What makes you think so? There is only magic, something in play, some
artifact engaged. I would see."
"Oh, have pity! Do not leave me here! Save me!"
She would see, and if that voice were the voice of a mage who had overreached
in magic, engaged some artifact or spell, she would not hesitate to pluck the
book from his table, the talisman from his hand.
But this was a Test. Dalamar knew it. In his bones, he knew. In his blood
where magic sang, he knew. Within that chamber someone was taking his Tests of
High Sorcery and, to mages, there was no more sacred rite.
"Save me!" Like a ghost's moan, that cry wound through the corridor. The light
leaking from beneath the door changed to softest green now, like sunlight
shining through aspen leaves. "Do not leave me here!"
Kesela grasped the doorknob, and Dalamar reached to grab her. She turned, her
eyes cold with rage of a kind he had never seen on her. Fear ran icy in his
belly. She saw it, and she laughed. The wizardess shouted a word of magic, and
into her hand sprang a ball of fire, pulsing, glowing. Dalamar felt the heat
of it, and he heard a roaring like the forgeman's furnace as Kesela flung the
fire, cursing.
Heart racing, he ducked, and he fell hard to his knees, the fire roaring
overhead. Mad! The woman must have gone mad! Only a word was needed to shape
his own magic, and in the breathing of it he had in hand, like a shining
spear, a bolt of lightning so powerful it might have been plucked from the
storm. Coldly, permitting himself no anger, allowing her all her own, he
struck out, flinging that bolt. Kesela screamed as the bolt struck her full in
the chest. Burning flesh sizzled, the stench of burning hair filled the
corridor. Kesela slumped to the floor, her eyes wide, her mouth twitching
around words she could not manage. She choked, and blood poured out from her
mouth, spilling down her chin, her neck, dimming the diamonds sewn into her
black robe.
"Save me! Oh, save me!"
The light beneath the door pulsed now, deeply green. Its energy clawed at
Dalamar, raising up the hair on his neck, on his arms. Above him, the door
that had been a little ajar opened fully.
"Save me! Disaster is near! Don't leave me!"
Green light poured out from the chamber, then went suddenly still and dark.
Footfalls sounded softly, and a young elf dressed in white robes came out of
the room, a chamber so small it might have been a closet. He had a thing in
his hand, something small and round. Torchlight glinted from it as from
crystal. One beam of that light struck Dalamar in the eye, and he did not
flinch. With great clarity he saw a vision of whirlwind madness, a nightmare
of screaming and killing, of trees dying, of woodlands withering. He saw
Silvanesti crumble, the towers of Silvanost- even the Tower of the Stars
itself!-melt like wax, while a green miasma replaced the air and poisoned all
that breathed it. Beasts ran mad, elves died screaming, each man and woman and
child of them flung into the pit of his own worst nightmare. All this he saw
before the light winked out and the elf-mage slipped silently down the
corridor like a thief cloaked in shadows. Once the thief turned, a furtive
glance over his shoulder, and every nerve in Dalamar's body screamed as he
recognized him-Lorac Caladon of Silvanesti.
What plague did Lorac carry out of the Tower of High Sorcery? What devastation
did he bring now to the Sylvan Land? These things Dalamar wondered, but not so
painfully as he wondered one other thing.
"Ah, gods," Dalamar groaned, "why did I let him go?"
For the same reason, whispered a dark and true voice deep in his heart, for
the same reason you stopped Lady Kesela from intruding upon a Test. For the
magic you love more than anything else.
A dark shape, huddled and bleeding, Kesela moved, but only a little. Her
breath a groaning, she moved again, wrenching herself over onto her back. Her
eyes glared, two hard stones. Her mouth was a red gash like a wound in her
white, white face.
"Apprentice," she groaned. Hatred filled the corridor, stinking on the air.
Her hand twitched a little.
She's dying, Dalamar thought, but he didn't trouble himself long or hard about
it. She deserved that, a wizardess who sought to interfere with a Test. He
groaned, though, as she did, and not for her death or for any pain he himself
felt. Dalamar groaned, the sound echoing along the corridor, winding up to the
high stone ceiling, for a truth he hated and must acknowledge. He had sent
Lorac Caladon out into the world, back from his Test and into Silvanesti, with
an artifact of magic that would tear the Sylvan Land to ruin. And he would not
have done otherwise.
He could not have.
"So much would I give up for magic," he whispered. "Even this chance to stop a
plague from overtaking my homeland."
Kesela's hand twitched again, her eyes shone with dire glee. "More than that,
Dalamar Argent," she groaned. "More than that..."
Hissing filled the corridor, like steam escaping a lidded kettle, like snakes.
Down from the ceiling, out from the corners and the shadows lurking, came a
red tide running, red as fire, red as blood. The leading edge of it touched
them both at the same time, and the corridor filled with screaming. Her
screaming. His screaming as the flesh melted from his bones; his bones burst
and spilled out their marrow.
Screaming, he died in agony and in fire. Screaming, he died.

Chapter 17

Dalamar lay in silence, still and barely breathing. He felt as though he'd
lain that way for days, sleeping without waking, never dreaming. Beneath his
cheek was a thick pillow of down; a blue blanket of soft combed wool covered
his nakedness. Somewhere a bird sang, a wren by the sound of the intricate
weaving of notes. Incense drifted like memory through the air, hanging low, a
gray ghost come to seek him. It smelled of lavender. It smelled of the Temple
of E'li, of Silvanost, sun, and soft breezes.
Perhaps I am not dead, he thought.
A hand touched him lightly on the brow, brushing his hair from his cheek,
inviting him to wake fully. "You are not," a woman's voice said. It was not a
gentle voice, though he thought it could be if she wanted that. "Though I
don't blame you if you feel as if you are."
Dalamar opened his eyes and turned onto his back. He was in a small room with
only a bed and a table near to hand, a chest at the foot, and a desk for
writing. A woman stood beside the bed, tall and lovely. She was, by the look
of her, human. Her hair, the color of pure polished silver and arranged in an
intricate fantasy of braids, gleamed in the sunlight. She wore black robes of
velvet, diamonds and rubies sewn into the seams, and her fingers sparkled with
gemmed rings. Her face was lined, but lightly. He knew her! He had seen her in
Istar, only she had been younger, and her name, her name was Kesela. He had
killed her. She had killed him. In Istar ...
He closed his eyes again, swallowing dryly.
No one, it seemed, had killed anyone, and certainly not in fallen Istar.
"My lady," he said, "how long have I been ill?"
"You have not been ill," said the woman. "Illusions are all you suffer from,
young mage-illusions and illusions within illusions. I am"-she smiled a
little-"not Kesela. I let the illusion borrow my face, my younger face. I am
Ladonna. Can you sit and take some of this wine I've brought?"
Ladonna! Dalamar thought he would have to struggle to sit, but to his surprise
the feeling of weighty lassitude fell from him as he pushed himself onto his
elbow, then sat up. He gathered the blue blanket around his waist. The woman
smiled at his modesty.
"I've seen more of you than you imagine, Dalamar Argent, and other things than
the body you wear." She watched him sip the wine, then said, "Congratulations.
You have been Tested."
He had been, he knew that now, and he remembered every detail of that Test,
the casting of spells, the journey through Istar. Ah, the theft of the dragon
orb that would undo a king and ravage his kingdom! He had permitted that theft
when he might have stopped it. This, in the dreamscape, he'd done for magic,
and he knew, even as bitter regret yet clung to the memories, that he would do
as much or more in the waking world to defend the integrity of a Test, the
integrity of High Sorcery itself, should he be called upon.
"Yes," he said, putting aside the goblet. "I have been Tested. I remember. And
I did not fare well."
"Do you think so? Interesting."
The scent of lavender incense drifted around them, the scent of fair Silvanost
in the days before a king's nightmare ravaged her. "Then I did not fail?"
"You are hard on your teachers but no, you did not fail. There were no tasks
to accomplish, young mage. We only care about whether you are skilled, and
your level of devotion to magic. These things we now know. How do you feel?"
Numb, weary, and confused. That's how he felt, and he would not say as much to
her or to anyone. "I have heard, my lady, that even those mages who survive
the Tests come away with scars. I see none on me." He gestured down the length
of his body. "I feel none."
Ladonna shrugged, a small, elegant gesture. "Do you think, then, that you are
the wonder of the age, the only mage in Krynn to come away from his Tests with
no mark on him at all?"
Like ravens circling, memories of the dreamscape came cawing back to him,
screeching in his mind. He was a man who had set Lorac Caladon loose to wreak
havoc upon the most beautiful kingdom in all of Krynn. No, he did not think he
had come away unscarred. It was, after all, only that his scars did not
immediately show.
Ladonna let the matter go. "Now tell me this, Dalamar Argent: Do you feel
strong? Do you feel ready to walk abroad in the land, a wizard young in his
power and growing stronger?"
Dalamar Argent. Twice she had named him so, and each time the naming had
stung. "My lady," he said with all the considerable dignity an elf can summon,
"my name used to be Dalamar Argent. It has not been since-" Since it was
struck from the records in Silvanesti, making him a non-person. "It has not
been since I went to live in Tarsis. My name is Dalamar Nightson."
As though the matter of his name were no concern of hers, she turned from him
and crossed the room to the door. Before she opened it, she looked over her
shoulder and said, "A servant has come and taken your clothing to be cleaned.
You will find replacements in the chest, and your boots are beneath the bed.
Rest a while now, but come into the Hall of Mages at the first hour after
noon, Dalamar Nightson. You will be expected."
She said no more, and she did not actually trouble with the door. In the space
between one breath and another, Ladonna vanished from the chamber, leaving
behind only the scent of her perfume and the after-image of bejeweled fingers
twinkling.

*****

They met, only three, in the vast Hall of Mages; the Heads of the Orders
convened in conference. Their voices echoed thinly, their every breath rustled
around the walls up to the very ceiling. They met in perfect confidence that
the secret matter they had come to discuss would remain just that, as secret
in this room as though it remained unspoken, a secret in their breasts. Their
secret, however, did not go unheard by others, though never would it be
betrayed. Beneath the marble floor, far below in catacombs deep, lay the
crypts, the last, longest home of mages who had, for years uncounted, come
here to die or commanded their bodies be brought for entombment. In this hall,
the dead observed what work the living did, and no one minded, for the dead
were the best keepers of secrets.
Cold, white light shone down from the ceiling, motionless, allowing no shadow
as it illuminated the vast hall. It spilled onto the twenty high-backed seats
of polished wood, seventeen of those arranged in a semi-circle, three in
crescent within that semi-circle. One chair, hewn of mighty granite, the gray
shot through with veins of black, sat facing all. Firelight might waken the
heart of the twenty mahogany chairs, bringing out the red gleams of polished
wood. This light did not. Neither did it make the granite of the tallest,
grandest chair in which would sit the Head of the Conclave of Wizards seem
less cold than it was.
In this hall of chairs, the Heads of the Orders did not sit but ranged around
pacing. The pale light made Par-Salian's robe seem like the dead-white of a
funeral shroud, the black velvet of Ladonna's deep as moonless midnight, and
like blood lately spilled the robe of Justarius, he who ruled the Order of the
Red Robes. He went with a limping walk, for if some mages are not marked
visibly by their Tests, others are.
"Ladonna, I've said it before, and I will again: You ask us to take a great
risk by delaying our plan. The mage Dalamar has taken his Tests. By all
accounts he's done well. What more do you want?"
Ladonna laughed, a low, throaty sound. Neither man mistook it for a sign of
humor, this laughter like a growl. "Since when are you averse to risk,
Justarius? Something new in the last hour?" His eyes narrowed, glinting with
anger. She smiled, and this time not so fiercely. "I don't mind a risk,
either, but I like a well-chosen one. Before we send the dark elf to
Palanthas, I want him proven."
Justarius said nothing, still glaring. Into the silence, Par-Salian spoke.
"My lady," he said, "my lord. We waste time. We know what danger is brooding
in Palanthas, and we have agreed what measure we will take against that. I am
sure you agree, Justarius, that we dare not act precipitously. We must know
that the tool we use in the Palanthas matter is strong and keen-edged. If we
send the wrong man on our mission, we will not have a second chance to send
another. Raistlin Majere grows stronger each day and, locked away in his
tower-"
His tower. They winced, the lady of the dark robes and the lord of the red.
"Yes, his tower, though I like the sound of that no better than you do. What
else to call it? He's shut himself up in there, no one who has tried to enter
after him has gotten farther than his doorstep before dying, and not many of
those have gotten even so far. Shall we pretend otherwise? No, we are all
agreed that we must discover what he's up to, and we are agreed on the way we
will do that, what tool we should employ. I say let Ladonna try out our tool.
Let her use her dark elf in whatever cause she likes."
Justarius shook his head, his face clouded. He said nothing, not to disagree
or agree.
Ladonna lowered her eyes, in courtesy veiling the gleam of triumph she knew
must be shining there. Softly, she said, "Very well then, my lords. I thank
you for your trust. I will do what I have planned, and I will let you know how
well my plan turns out."

*****

Regene of Schallsea stood in the doorway, her back to the jamb, her long legs
crossed at the ankle. A studied pose, Dalamar thought as he looked up from the
desk and the book he'd found lying there. A small book, this treatise on
herb-craft was more of interest for the illustrations than for the outdated
prescriptions in its text. Sunlight ran through her dark hair, spinning
silver. She was the Regene of the forest, the hunting girl in leathers with
her midnight hair bound back from her forehead by a white silk scarf. As he
eyed her, so did Regene eye him. Neither found the other easy to read.
Dalamar flicked a faint mark of dust from the sleeve of his robe, smoothing
the soft black wool, his fingers brushing the runes marked in silver
embroidery on the hem. It was a finer robe than he'd ever worn, and the note
he found folded upon the breast said it was a gift from Ladonna herself "to
welcome you to the company of mages, Black Robe, Red Robe and White." Of
softest wool, the robe sat comfortably on him, hanging from his shoulders as
though the finest tailor in all Krynn had taken the measure of him in the
night and swiftly sewn from moons rising to sun rising. The sleeve smoothed,
he raised a brow, again eyeing his visitor.
"Aren't you concerned they might mistake you for a guest gone astray in that
hunting gear?"
Blue eyes flashed, sharply bright. "No one mistakes me if I don't want them
to, but you're right. Robes are the costume of the day here, and so robes I
will wear." She raised her arms, graceful as a swan lifting in flight, and
breathed a short phrase. The air around her sparkled, shimmering. Laughter
rang in the chamber as she stood for the barest wink of time utterly
disrobed-a glory of long alabaster limbs, rosy breasts and curving hips-then
suddenly robed in flowing white, her hair again in two thick braids over her
shoulders. She inclined her head. "Better?"
He looked at her, as though she were yet the alabaster woman, then shrugged.
"As it pleases you."
"I've come," she said, "to show you the Tower, if you like. You are as welcome
here now as the Master of the place himself. You might want to get to know
it."
She'd come for more than that, he was certain. Her eyes were too keen, her
expression too carefully guarded. She'd come to learn things about him.
Whether she'd come in her own behalf or to satisfy the curiosity of others
remained to be learned. Well enough. Let her look and watch. Let her try to
see what she could uncover.
"I would like to tour the Tower with you, Regene of Schallsea." He picked up
the book from his desk. "Perhaps we can start with the library?"
Regene shrugged, then she snapped her fingers. The book vanished out of
Dalamar's hand, leaving only a warm tingling behind on his skin.
"No sense carrying it all that way. Now, come with me. We're quite proud of
our Tower, and you'll enjoy seeing why."
His hand still warm from her magic, Dalamar followed Regene out of the guest
chamber and into the wide reaches of a Tower of High Sorcery.

*****

Magic moved all around, on the air, in the corridors, and in the chambers of
the Tower. Its scent hung in every corner, clung to each tapestry on every
wall, to the soft settles, to the pillows adorning the chairs, to the very
stone, floor, and wall. Dalamar breathed it, filling his lungs with the
fragrance. Mages, white and red and black, went and in and out of the vast
records room where librarians worked to sort the ever-increasing piles of
papers and books that seemed to breed in the Tower of High Sorcery-journals
and diaries, old parchments penned two centuries earlier ...
"We throw nothing away," Regene said, and she did not exaggerate. "Here in the
Tower we keep every scrap that might one day be deemed important."
Row upon row of shelves and bookcases filled each of the records rooms on the
first and second floor of the north tower. Mages went among them, some
cataloging, some searching.
"What you see here on the first floor is only recently catalogued, the flotsam
of the years just before the war and till now. Across the hall are records of
ages past. We shrink the storage crates." She held out her palm, her blue eyes
laughing. "Make them as small as my hand and unshrink them if we need to find
something."
She took him from the first-floor records room and into the rear tower,
telling him that this place was only a back door. "Or sometimes a mage who has
died will lie in state here until we entomb him in the crypts below the Hall
of Mages. Still, after all, the back door, isn't it?"
Down into the crypts she took him, among the dead of the ages, sorcerers and
wizards whose names had long been sung in legend, others whose quiet lives
left not even a whisper to echo after them. Beyond and below lay the dungeons,
dark, damp chambers where no chains hung from the walls and no doors barred
the cells. And why should they? Could not the mages of the Tower command magic
to hold those they wanted held? Out into the rear courtyard she took him, and
when Dalamar saw the gardens there, filled with flowers, with fruit trees and
vegetable patches and herb beds, she noted the look on him, the swift shadow
of longing, as though he thought of fair Silvanost, that place to which he
might never return.
"Come," she said, pointing to the three towers crowning each junction of the
high black walls. "If I wagered that you thought those were guard towers,
would I lose?"
He looked up, the touch of a fragrant herb still soft on his fingers. "Yes,"
he said, "you would. What use would this place have for guards and
watch-walks?"
None, of course, but the Tower had every use for laboratories well removed
from the central towers. Powerful magics were worked in those places, such
experiments of sorcery that would turn white the hair of the downiest youth
and wake the first, most terrible nightmare of the hoariest elder. "And do
worse than that," Regene said. "I won't take you there now; they are all in
use. But you'll have your chance at them later, when you find the need."
Last, Regene took him into the south tower by back stairs beyond the level of
the Hall of Mages and into the libraries. In that place of wonders she let him
roam, watching as he went from aisle to aisle, wandering in and out among
shelves of books until, in the stacks far back in the shadowy corners where
the oldest tomes were kept, he crossed the path of a dwarf. Silence stood
between them, a moment when absent nods might have been exchanged before one
moved on or the other did. Their eyes might never have met, and yet they did.
In that moment of meeting Regene knew they recognized each other.
The dwarf laughed, a harsh, hard bark. His lips twisted in a sneering smile,
with exaggerated care he stroked his beard, that gesture of insult clear to
even those who were not born in Thorbardin. You are no man, you are but a
beardless boy and hardly worth my notice.
Dalamar Nightson stood unmoving, a mage who might have been carved out of
obsidian. Unmoving, he was not unmoved. Then his hand twitched, his right
hand, his power hand, as though he were preparing to cast a killing spell.
Just for an instant, Regene wondered if the charge of hospitality that lay on
all who entered the Tower would be broken, breached for the first time in the
memory of the oldest mage here. Dalamar lifted his head, his eyes cold, his
expression stony. Some communication passed between them, a thing Regene could
not sense, for they spoke mind to mind, mage to mage. The dark elf turned, and
he walked away. When he returned to her side, Regene felt the anger in him not
as fire but as ice. Her blood ran cold. She slipped her hands into the wide
sleeves of her robe to hide their sudden shaking.
Still, she suspected that what she sought to hide, he recognized. He did not
speak of it, however, or acknowledge it in any way. It was as though her
reaction couldn't possibly matter to him, to laugh at, to soothe, to scorn.
With careful politeness Dalamar said, "Thank you for the tour, Regene. I must
leave now, for I have an appointment I'd rather not miss."
She glanced into the shadows to where the dwarf had been. He was gone now. Her
eyes on those shadows, she told Dalamar she would gladly guide him to his
destination.
"No," he said, "I can find my way." He bowed, as gallantly as any elf-lord in
Silvanost, but his voice was chill. "I bid you good day."
Dismissed, she let him go. When he was gone, she went into the stacks where he
had met the dwarf mage. She extended her senses, intuitive and magical, but
read nothing there of what had passed between them more than the last rippling
of scorn and rage. What, she wondered, would move the dark elf out from his
cool silence into rage? She could not imagine, and she did not want to waste
time doing that. She was known to the mages of the Tower as a clever young
woman. "Long-headed," said Par-Salian of her, meaning she had a fine memory
and a keen wit sometimes overlooked in the light of more charming talents of
dressing and undressing in illusion. To the observant, those who knew how to
look past all her pretty faces, Regene of Schallsea was also known for a young
woman of ambition. She hoped-not unrealistically-that one day she would sit as
a member of the Conclave of Wizards and have a place in the Hall of Mages
among the twenty-one who steered the course of High Sorcery in Krynn.
Long-headed, keen-witted, she knew there was something about this dark elf,
something that attracted the attention of the Master of the Tower. Par-Salian
had sent her out into his Guardian Forest to lead Dalamar Nightson through the
winding ways. "Don't make it too easy," he had said, "but get him here."
She had not asked why. No one would dare such a question, but she was curious.
This one, this dark elf, a self-taught mage who had been nothing but a servant
in Silvanost, seemed interesting to the Master of the Tower. It would serve
ambition well to keep near him, to watch him, and to see what she might learn.

*****

Through the wonders of the Tower, Dalamar walked insensible. He passed mages
and he did not see them. All the scents of magic that had charmed him no
longer touched him. He walked through the Tower, but in his mind, in his soul,
he walked through the Silvanesti Forest, through the woods on the border where
a dragon died screaming, where the cleric Tellin Windglimmer lay, writhing and
choking on his last, futile prayer. All around him, the forest burned while he
looked into the black depths of a red dragon helm and saw the burning eyes of
a minion of Phair Caron, a mage who had come to kill the illusion crafters.
In his blood, fury ran. Fire! Fire! Fire in the woods! The cry rang in him,
tolling like a bell. In bitter memory, Dalamar looked again upon the
death-stilled corpse, the body of Lord Tellin, who had not been, after all,
the hardest master he'd served. He had been, like so many other elves that
season, a man who did not normally think of himself as a warrior. A cleric
used to softer days and easier ways, he had taken his courage and gone north
to fight in the hope of freeing the homeland from the terror that savaged
their borders, in hope of realizing a dream he should not ever have
entertained....
And did Dalamar think his own dream killed, murdered on the border that day?
Back then, he might have thought so. Now, he didn't. Now, he knew that the
roads he walked, the paths of the world leading through wild places, through
port cities and ruined towers, even around the rim of Neraka and into Tarsis,
were roads fate had guided him to walk. He was, now and then, a child of the
Dark Son, that god who best loved secrets and magic. He was Nuitari's. He
would have learned that, one way or another. He would have paid for his
devotion in the coin of exile, later if not sooner. His rage, the fury in his
heart, was for the maiming of his homeland, that forest more precious to him
now than it had been when he could freely run the tended paths. He raged for
the city, fair Silvanost, more lovely in memory than when he could wake in the
morning to the sound of birdsong, the scent of the Thon-Thalas running, the
voices of the city, the lords and their ladies, the bakers, the carters, the
butcher-boys and the seamstresses as they went in and out the houses of the
high folk.
In the library of this mighty Tower, he had looked into the eyes of one who
had taken part in the rape of Silvanesti. Eight years ago! It seemed like the
merest breath of time since those fiery eyes had glared at him from a red
dragon helm. Then the eyes had been those of a man tall as a barbarian
Plainsman. Now they were the eyes of a mountain dwarf, a dark mage who,
looking at him, had known him and dismissed him as one of no consequence.
Plainsman and dwarf, they were the same man.
Dalamar stopped, only then realizing that he trembled with rage. He stood a
long, slow breath, and he saw that the door into the Hall of Mages stood
slightly ajar. Inside, the Head of his Order waited, Ladonna who had bid him
come here. She had a matter to take up with him. Whatever it was, he would not
let her see him as he now stood, pale with rage. He took a breath, only one,
and closed his eyes, focusing inward until his mind calmed and his heart no
longer beat to the drums of his rage. When he was again still, he put his hand
on the door to the Hall of Mages. His lightest touch caused it to shiver, just
a little, and to swing slowly, silently inward.
Dalamar looked swiftly around the high dark chamber. He had a sense that it
was a cavernous place, stretching wide and reaching high. Even as he did, he
understood that it was not nearly so large as it seemed. The light made the
illusion, the pale glow seeping down from the ceiling.
Dark as shadows, Ladonna stood before a tall wooden chair, one of three
arranged in semi-circle, beyond which nineteen others formed an embracing
crescent. One tall granite seat stood so that whoever sat there could look out
upon all. To this one, Ladonna had her back, and her hand upon the arm of the
mahogany chair seemed white as bone in the strange, unwavering light.
"My lady, I have come as you commanded."
She turned and looked at him through narrowed eyes. He felt her regard like
the touch of a cold hand. He did not flinch, even when she said, "You have
seen him."
Dalamar nodded, just once. "I have."
"Good. Now come in. There is a thing you and I must talk about."
You have seen him. Good. How, good? Why, good? Curiosity compelled him.
Dalamar went deeper into the hall, and as he walked, it seemed to him that the
very air was shivering, that the stone floor beneath his feet shifted. He kept
his stride, looking neither up nor down.
"I'm making a map, Dalamar Nightson. Come in, and come closer."
She waved her hand again, a languid gesture that caught the pale light from
above in the facets of her ringed fingers and trailed it through the air in
colors of sapphire and ruby and emerald. Those light trails were like threads,
and with these she wove her map upon the gray stone floor. Towers rose up in
the middle of the floor, towers as tall as his shoulder, and these warded a
dark castle that sat upon the highest peak of a mountain dominating an island.
On the next peak, one only a little smaller, a dragon lay coiled in the warmth
of the day, sunlight glinting like bright arrows from its talons and
steel-blue scales. Ladonna waved her hand again, and now the light of diamonds
depicted water shimmering on the floor, the Courrain Ocean and, just outside
the embrace of the Isles of Karthay, Mithas and Kothas, a roiling of water
like a wound forever unhealing.
"The Blood Sea of Istar," Ladonna said. She smiled a little, and darkly. "You
have lately seen what used to stand in that place in the days before the
Cataclysm."
In his Tests he had, in the dreamscape where he'd chosen to let Lorac Caladon
take a dragon orb from the Tower of Istar. That orb plunged the fairest
kingdom of the world into nightmare. He had weighed in the balance the fate of
the beloved kingdom and the strictures of High Sorcery, which command that no
one may interfere with a mage in his Tests. He had chosen, as he always had,
for sorcery, and he would not show sign of regret or sorrow to this woman
whose eyes watched him so coldly. Still, and he could not help it, Dalamar
looked south and west from the Blood Sea, and without thinking his eye went to
find Silvanesti. This magical map did not show it, and in his heart his most
private voice whispered his deepest sorrow: No road leads home for you, not
even those drawn on maps.
"My lady," he said, turning his eyes from the place he could not see or ever
go, turning his mind from the pain to the moment. "Why are you showing me this
castle in Karthay?"
And what does this have to do with your satisfaction that I have seen the
dwarf mage and he me?
She looked at him long, her gaze keen with reckoning.
"Listen to me, Dalamar Nightson, and learn this well: You have lived through
the War of the Lance, you know that gods work ever in the world with mortals
as their instruments and weapons, and you know, for you are no fool, that they
have not stopped striving, no matter what treaties mortals have inked among
themselves."
Dalamar folded his hands inside the wide sleeves of his dark robe, waiting.
"There are gods, however, who forbear to play this game. You know them, too.
They are the three magical children, the gods of High Sorcery. They cherish
balance above all things, and we who practice their Art know that if the
balance between the three spheres fails ..."
Dalamar shuddered. "Then magic will fail."
She lifted a hand to tuck back a small wisp of her silver hair. Gems sparked
on her fingers, dazzling. "Exactly. Let Paladine and Takhisis play at war, let
Gilean watch and record all in sublime impartiality-no matter to them if
balance fails. But we who walk on sorcery's way must always strive to keep the
balance of light and dark so that our magic may survive. Did not Istar show us
that?"
"My lady, no one knows how precious the balance better than a dark elf. You
tell me what I already know."
She raised a brow, one cool brow, and he fell silent. In the silence nothing
stirred, not even the image of the map on the floor; it was as though the
oceans she'd drawn had frozen, as though the towers she'd raised hung in the
very moment between the lash of the earthquake and the rumbling of stone.
"Well," she said in a voice that raised the hair on the back of his neck, "let
me see, master mage, if I can tell you something you don't know. This balance
we cherish has fallen into danger of tipping." Her eyes narrowed, glittering
and dangerous. "The one who works to overweight the scales is that mage you
met recently in the library"-her lips moved in a cruel smile-"a mage whom you
know from other days."
Boldly he spoke, for there was only one other way to speak, and that was in
fear. Not now, not ever. "The mage I knew in other days, my lady, was a tall
Plainsman, a barbarian in red armor who rode upon a crimson dragon. The mage I
saw today is a dwarf."
"Yes, and if you see him again outside this Tower, you might see not a
Plainsman or a dwarf. You might not see a man, but a lovely woman or a child.
His name, the one his parents gave to him in Thorbardin, is Tramd Stonestrike.
He is known to most others as Tramd o' the Dark. We spoke, lately, you and I,
about the marks a mage's Test can leave on him. This one's Test left him a
rotting ruin, blind, incapable of leaving his bed, of feeding himself or
keeping himself clean. All he has left to him is his mind and magic."
"A mind," Dalamar said, suddenly understanding, "that he sends abroad in
avatars."
"Yes. He is a wanderer, one who seeks everywhere for the spell or the talisman
or the artifact that will restore him to health. You met him in Silvanesti
because he had come upon a way to facilitate his search-he attached himself to
the army of the Highlord Phair Caron. He went through all the lands she
conquered, searching for the magic he needs. After the war, he walked through
the world he helped to wound, still searching. At times, he turns up here,
checking the libraries and the records rooms."
"He has not, it seems, been successful wherever he searches."
"He hasn't. But he has found another Highlord to serve, and she most certainly
has made promises to him, promises he has chosen to trust. She is the Blue
Lady."
The Blue Lady, that one who sat even now in Sanction, waiting for her chance
to begin the war anew for the Dark Queen, she whose forces filled Neraka. Her
title rang like the clash of distant swords in the chamber, echoing. She was,
he knew, the sister of the mage who had broken the Nightmare gripping
Silvanesti.
"Is she so powerful, then, my lady, that you fear she will tip the balance in
the battle between the gods?"
"She is powerful and growing stronger. She has the favor of Her Dark Majesty,
and she has Tramd to make such magic for her as the world has not lately seen.
He is stronger now than he was when Phair Caron was his Highlord. Some things
he has learned in his wanderings, if not the one thing he seeks." She paused,
a thoughtful silence in which she allowed him to see her considering. "And
other things are happening, far away in Palanthas. Another force... well, we
can talk about that in proper time. For now, we have gone far afield. Would
you like to undertake a mission for me, Dalamar Nightson?"
Dalamar's pulse quickened. She had the look on her of one who is about to
bestow a boon. He could guess what boon that was. "My lady, only name it. I
will do it."
"Kill the dwarf. Not the avatar, that is but inspired clay. When it falls, the
mind of the man flies homeward again back to Karthay and the ruin that is his
body. Kill that ruin when there is no avatar for his mind to fly back to, and
you kill the dwarf himself." She laughed then, for she saw his eyes shining,
the eagerness leaping. "I thought you would find this mission to your liking.
But understand: By undertaking my mission, you risk the ire of Her Dark
Majesty. Tramd is part of her work."
Now Dalamar's pounding heart pumped blood as cold as snow melt. No matter, no
matter. Revenge lay within his reach. Close at hand, too, lay a chance to
stand high in Ladonna's favor. For these things Dalamar would risk his life
and count the gamble a good one.
"My lady, I don't seek the Dark Queen's ire, but I will not be paralyzed by
fear of it."
"It is my hope that you will not be," Ladonna murmured wryly. "And my hope
that you will remember that dragon, who suns himself by day on the peaks and
wards the mage in his helplessness by night."
He lifted his head then, looking her boldly in the eye. "I will not forget.
Nor will I forget that it is your hope that I will not fail this test you set
me."
Ladonna's expression showed surprise, only a flicker. "A test? Have you not
had enough of tests?"
"It seems not."
"Well, well. You are a keen one, aren't you? Yes, this is another test. Are
you eager to know what lies beyond the test, should you succeed?"
Dalamar shrugged.
She looked at him again, again to search. When she had done so, she said,
"Palanthas lies beyond the test."
Palanthas, where the only other surviving Tower of High Sorcery lay,
surrounded by Shoikan Grove and a host of undead and ghosts and worse to
discourage trespassers. No one had been in Palanthas's Tower since the fall of
Istar. Sealed with a curse, the curse itself bound by the blood of the Master
of that tower, a mage who flung himself from the highest battlement and fell,
impaled, upon the iron fence far below. Since that time, no one had entered
the Tower of High Sorcery at Palanthas.
"And what is in Palanthas for me, my lady?"
"No," she said, "I will tell you none of that. There we stray into matters
best discussed by the Master of this Tower. Go relieve the world of that
dwarf, then we will deal in questions and answers."
"Very well," he said, his eyes still on hers. "I will do that, my lady."
She smiled then, and it was not a warm smile. In that instant, the interview
was over. She turned on her heel and walked away. The dark sweep of the hem of
her robe whispering to the floor was the only sound in the high wide chamber.
Upon that floor her illusion still sat, the frozen sea and the towers of the
citadel upon the mountains of Karthay, and the dragon like an image forged in
blue steel.
*****

In the hour of dawn, as the first rosy fingers of light spread out upon the
sea, shining on whitecaps and gilding the wings of gulls as they sailed over
the heights where the water met the cliffs of northmost Karthay, a dwarf mage
roused from his tortured sleep in the castle all folk around knew as the
Citadel of Night. The air in his chamber hung thick with incense, fragrances
meant to cover the darkly sweet stench of death and rotting emanating from his
body. He cared nothing for what smelled sweet or ill. These perfumes he
allowed for the sake of those who tended him, the servants who fed and cleaned
and clothed him.
He had only one care, only one purpose, and the stench of his long, long dying
never diverted his mind from it. The mage did not move, for he could not. His
limbs were useless to him, long ago withered, his muscles contracted and
unavailing, the flesh shrunken and juiceless. None would think, looking at
him, that here was a dwarf out of Thorbardin who had once been thick-chested
and so strong of arm and leg that in all the contests of strength he entered,
no other dared hope for honor and prize. Those arms and legs were gone from
him, just as if they had been cut from his body with an axe. Neither had Tramd
eyes to open upon waking. Those were long ago taken from him. Plucked out.
Burned out. Perhaps they'd been squeezed out. Sometimes his memory said one
thing, sometimes it said another. Many long years had passed since his Tests
in the Tower of High Sorcery at Wayreth, many since he'd walked the winding
paths through the unstill forest and found the gates to the Tower. In those
days, Her Dark Majesty, Takhisis Queen of Night, had not roused the dragons
from their long slumber. In those days, the mortal races of Krynn did not
dream, even in the most terrible of their nightmares, that the Dark Queen
would spread her wings wide over the world again, once more to set out upon
her quest to rule the hearts and souls of all races, to feel the world tremble
as every man and woman bent the knee to her.
Thus, this morning as every morning, Tramd woke blindly, yet not in blindness
at all. Though the magic of his Test had taken his physical sight from him,
that same magic had given a kind of sight back. With his mind, he reached out
and lifted to life the avatar all those in the Tower of High Sorcery knew as
Tramd. Most like his own body, when it was hale and whole, was this avatar.
The dark beard, the barrel chest, the arms thick and strong. Sometimes he
stood before mirrors, gazing at the avatar through the avatar's own eyes, and
thought nothing had changed, nothing since the day he first walked into the
Tower all those years before. Sometimes, fleetingly . . . and then the
impression faded before the reality known only to the dwarf who lay rotting on
his bed of silks and satin, ever-dying, never dying.
This morning he gazed in no mirror. He let the avatar do nothing but clothe
itself and relieve the pressure of its swollen bladder. He did not let it feed
itself, though so closely linked were the senses of the avatar and the mind of
the mage that its hunger was as his own.
He sent it out into the corridors of the Tower, sent it walking in the first
light of day into the garden in the rear courtyard. Past beds of herbs it
went, speaking to no one. None of those who tended the plants seemed to
notice. Tramd was not known for his congeniality, not known for his charm.
At the command of the mage, the avatar went to that outer tower that faced
north, into the first-floor laboratory where he had been for the past week,
laboring over experiments of a lifting nature, magics with a winged bent, and
those which made as nothing the pull of gravity. He kept no record of his work
there, made no note at all but in his own mind. These were the most secret
magics, spells he worked for the Blue Lady, spells that had come to him in the
ecstasy of prayer, the praise-words he used to glorify Takhisis. Those spell
words he put together here, with knowledge gained from the ancient texts found
in the Tower's library. He fitted them one to another as a poet fits together
the words of his lays. Word to word, line to line, he sought to shape a spell
that would make the Blue Lady, the Highlord Kitiara, into the flashing sword
in the cruel right hand of the goddess of the Abyss. If at last he crafted the
magic she desired, he would have-so promised the Highlord-that which he most
longed for: A body whole and hearty, restored to him by the Dark Queen
herself.
He worked long in the laboratory, the mage in the avatar's body. At noon he
let the avatar go, sent it to the kitchens in the north tower where it
prepared a meal for itself and then returned to work. When, at dusk, it left
the laboratory again, the avatar paused on the way across the courtyard. A
dark figure slipped out of the gate, a mage in a black robe. The last light
glinted on silver runes stitched into the hems of the sleeves, runes of
protection and warding. There went the dark elf, that one who had killed the
dragon upon which Tramd had flown into battle. The mageling had tested here,
or so rumor said, and he had obviously done well enough to find himself
walking around alive. Most of the newly tested enjoyed the chance to leave the
Tower by the speediest, and it cannot be denied, most theatrical manner, to
flash forth in magic to their destination. This one, however, seemed to prefer
a quieter exit. Tramd muttered a curse, not a real one meant to kill or maim,
just a half-hearted, sour imprecation, but he did not finish it. Like a ghost,
a white shadow drifting, another figure left the compound, but she did not
walk out of the Tower grounds and into the Guardian Forest. She stood a
moment, tall in her white robes, her dark hair drifting around her cheeks in
the lazy breeze at day's end. She lifted her head and her arms, raising them
as a swan lifts her wings. She left the compound in that magical flash, that
theatrical burst of light, and the after-image was, indeed, one of a swan in
sudden flight.
Regene of Schallsea, he thought. Well, well.
But he thought no more about it. Not then. The avatar was weary, the muscles
and bones of it aching with the work it had done. He let it go back to its
chambers. He let go the connection between his mind and its body, but not
before the avatar had arranged itself in some comfortable semblance of sleep.
No matter, though, if the thing slumped to the floor in a tangle of arms and
legs like some puppet whose strings are broken. No one dared intrude upon
Tramd o' the Dark, or this thing they thought was he. It would lie,
undisturbed, until the mage himself woke, once again in blindness, once again
in the tall towers of the Citadel of Night, to rouse the avatar and work
another day upon his spells of lifting, the magics that flew in the face of
gravity.

Chapter 18

Wind blew hot off the Plains of Dust, moaning around the hulks outside the
seawall, scouring the ship hulls, and stripping off the paint slapped on in
winter by the foolishly hopeful. Children ran in the byways between the hulls,
shouting and laughing in the shadows of the ships left marooned when the
Cataclysm had stolen the sea. The scent of rotting garbage drifted on those
dusty winds, wandering through the winding ways of the marketplace, invading
all of New City. A sweetness of baking fell before the stench. Even the thrill
of scent from the quiet corners where the mage-ware shops sat did not prevail
over years of garbage flung insensibly over the walls by those who lived in
better quarters of New City. Gray-winged gulls, far-faring scavengers, creaked
over the heaps of trash, over the bazaars, over all the city, and any would
think Tarsis was, even still, a port city.
Any who walked its streets and byways felt Tarsis had the pulse of a port
city-the drumbeat of voices in the marketplace, women shouting to children,
potters at the whining wheel, dwarf forgemen shouting to be heard above their
own anvils. Parrots screeched in gilded cages, leopards snarled in pens near
the south side of the marketplace, exotic creatures caught and held for sale
to the wealthy of this city or another. There had been a sudden fashion for
tigers in the winter, great stalking beasts to prowl outside the doors of
those who considered themselves so wealthy or famous or politically valuable
as to fear kidnapping. All over Krynn, the beasts of jungles were seen in the
palace courtyards, and some of the wealthy had moats into which insatiable
piranhas were introduced. By the savagery of his protection was a man's status
judged, and the marketplace in Tarsis did a good business in all such
creatures except the fish.
The sights, the smells, the song of the thousand-voiced people in
bright-colored robes, glittering shirts, and silken hose swirled around
Dalamar like a dance as he went through the streets, making his way from the
south side and up through the Street of Potters, the euphemistically named row
of brothels all folk in the city knew as the Avenue of the Maidens, and down
Iron Row. He went quickly down that street, not so much heading for a
destination as fleeing a din, hurrying past the forges and the smithies, the
armorers where so much of the Dwarvish language filled the air- shouts,
laughter, songs, and cursing-that a blind man would think himself in
Thorbardin.
In the Lane of Flowers where produce and herbs and, of course, flowers were
sold from shops with garden plots out their back doors, a pretty girl leaned
out a window, shouting to a young man on the cobbled street. Dalamar looked up
at the sound of her voice, and he smiled just a little. He knew her, his lover
of the seasons past. She waved, but only in passing. She had an eye for
someone else now. He did not return the gesture. She was gone from his life
and not likely to come back. Neither did he care about that but to feel
relieved the matter was closed, the thing between them finished.
He went on his way with eager steps now, shouldering through the crowd and
heading for that part of the city to which no colorful name was attached, the
place known simply and always as Their Quarter, or Our Quarter, if the speaker
were a mage. Here the streets narrowed to lanes. He walked past the Shop of
the Dark Night, past the Red Moon Waxing, Solinari's Hand, and finally to the
Three Children where his own apartments waited. He did not take the back stair
up or go inside to the speak with the one-eyed Palanthian who ran the shop for
a mage no one knew or had ever seen. Dalamar stopped outside the door, where
the two halves of a sawn whiskey butt stood filled with herbs, thyme, mint,
and bright orange flowers of nasturtium spilling over the sides.
"Good day," said a woman, her white robes shining in the shadowed doorway, her
dark hair pulled back from her cheeks. Her sapphire eyes shone as Regene of
Schallsea approached. "Welcome home, Dalamar Nightson."

*****

Dalamar served her elven wine in gray earthenware cups patterned with red
swirling lines, two of three he'd uncovered in the ruins of Valkinord. He
showed Regene to a comfortable seat on the couch near the window. He drew the
shades so that the bright light of Tarsian summer shone muted, and the foul
breezes off the garbage heaps made only slight incursion-he lit incense
against that, for his own sake. He longed for forest breezes and would find
none here.
Regene accepted his hospitality, smiling serenely over the wine, and she
behaved in all ways as though her visit was expected-as did he. She thought
she had never met a man more incapable of ruffled feathers than this dark elf
out of Silvanesti.
They sat in silence a while, for a time playing the game of seeing which of
them would speak first. Small psychic probes rustled the magical plane,
seeking, rebuffed, seeking. In the end, Dalamar spoke first. The mask of
hospitality fell from his face, his eyes glittered, and she thought of
keen-edged blades.
"Explain yourself," he said.
Regene shrugged. "I would think I am as transparent as a whore's veil." She
folded her legs beneath her, tugging the hem of her robe modestly over her
ankles. "I'm here because I thought you would be here." She gestured around
her, pleased. "And you are. You left the Tower in some haste after only a
quarter hour in conversation with Ladonna, and I don't think she called you to
her to tell you how poorly you fared in your Tests. Rather, the opposite.
Something is a-brew, Dalamar Nightson, some storm of events magical and
political. I have a good ear. I know when the Heads of the Orders are stirring
and what type of brew they like to mix. If you are not at the eye of the
storm, you are certainly within eye-shot."
Bold, he thought as he reached for her cup and filled it again. She took it,
her fingers warm against his. He settled into the chair opposite her. He had
not been here since spring, yet it seemed the cushions had only that morning
felt the weight of him, the impression of his back still comfortably molded
from months of long sitting with books, with thinking, with the dangerous
dreams of mages when he fell asleep in the light of the three moons.
"You are a fool," he said quietly. He wasn't certain of that, but he liked to
test. "You come here as though you expect good greeting, as though you know me
well and can count on civil treatment."
Regene shrugged. She held up the cup of wine, looked around at how comfortably
she was situated, and said, "If this is rough greeting, I will likely
survive."
Dalamar sipped his wine, the smoky vintage that whispered of Silvanesti in
autumn. He closed his eyes and saw the golden forest, heard the shivering of
aspen leaves before the first breath of winter. He thought of the forest as he
had last seen it, savaged, ruined, the trees falling dead, the forest home to
green dragons. Silvanesti had not changed so much in three years, so said all
the rumors and news. The prince of the Qualinesti had wed Alhana Starbreeze,
and nominally the two elven nations were one. No doubt it all looked promising
when discussed in the parlors of the powerful, but the forest yet lay in
torment, that torment begun because Lorac Caladon had not the faith in his
gods to withstand the onslaught of Phair Caron's dragonarmy. How good it would
feel to wring the life from the one of her minions who had survived Lorac's
Nightmare!
"I am going," he said, the taste of Silvanesti on his lips, "to take a bit of
personal revenge. You need not concern yourself about it."
Regene arched a brow, settling back in the couch. She drew her legs up closer,
and a bare ankle peeked out from beneath the hem of her robe. "So Ladonna
called you to her and bade you go and find yourself some revenge? I didn't
know the lady brokered vengeance."
"When it suits her."
"Your, ah, bit of personal revenge," Regene murmured, "would that have to do
with the dwarf Tramd?"
"Yes."
She nodded, satisfied in her reckoning. "Then that's where the storm is."
Swiftly, she leaned forward. The hem of her robe slipped up the calf of her
leg, revealing white smooth skin. "Let me tell you something, Dalamar
Nightson-I know you are bound on some mission for Ladonna. Perhaps for
Par-Salian as well." When he shook his head as though to deny, she stopped
him. "Don't bother to say I'm wrong. I'm right, and the more you deny, the
more certain I am. I want to go with you, whatever it is you're planning, I
want to be part of it. Listen! I don't want your glory, I don't want anything
more than to be part of what you do. I am young in my craft, but I am strong."
Regene sat back a moment to think. He let her have it, intrigued.
"I am young," she said, "but I am well regarded. There is a thing I want, a
goal I have, and I don't know how it will harm you, but I can imagine it would
help you. If you take the long view."
"The long view of what?"
"Of your life, Dalamar. I hope-and I don't hope without reason-that one day
I'll sit among the Conclave of Wizards. But there are deeds that need doing
before that will happen, a reputation to build, a body of work to which I may
point before I can think to put myself in nomination."
And a life to live, he thought. They are such headlong fools, these
short-lived humans, burning their candles as fast as they might, flinging
themselves into a future they imagine and so trust will be. This is the one,
he thought, who lectures me about long views.
"You make a nice plan for yourself," he said, forbearing to smile. "Have you
noted that they are all well and strong, those wizards of the White Robes who
sit in the Conclave?"
Regene nodded. "They are, for which I am grateful." Her sapphire eyes sparked
with silent laughter. "Their continued good health provides me with plenty of
time to do what I must in order to be what I will."
Dalamar eyed the white robe over the rim of his cup, the mage like a swan
sitting comfortably upon his couch. She had many skills beyond
illusion-crafting. He knew that because he'd checked. She went high in the
regard of the head of her Order, and that meant in the regard of the Master of
the Tower himself. She was not his ward, and neither was she his student.
Perhaps her standing was better, for Par-Salian used her for his little
missions, such as her turn as a guide in the Forest of Wayreth. This, more
than anything he knew about her, recommended her to him.
Outside, the breeze grew stronger. Beneath the ever-present smell of garbage a
fresher, cleaner scent ran. In this late summer season, when none could be
expected, the breeze spoke of rain. Dalamar rose and lifted the window shade.
The freshening air sent streamers of smoke drifting out from his front room
and into the bedroom.
"The weather looks to turn foul," he said. "Have you a place to stay in the
city? I'd be pleased to show you to a good inn."
Regene's eyes followed the small gray thread of smoke, the incense drifting
through the arched doorway and into the room where she saw, just in glimpsing,
a bed hung with soft netting, the standard drapery of a Tarsian summer rife
with black flies. He smiled, a lean humorless twitch of his lips, and he made
his choice in that moment. He would take her offer and take her with him to
Karthay. Why not? She had her ambitions, and he sensed they would not clash
with his own. He rose, took their cups and the bottle of wine, and held it to
the light to see how much remained. He then tucked it under his arm, walked
toward the bedroom, and said, "Come along, then."
She followed, and in the mirror on the wall he saw her satisfied smile. Later
that day, as the sun set in gold over Tarsis, he watched her sleeping and
touched her cheek, once in magic. Only that light touch did he need to read
what she dreamed, to know what she felt and how deep and strong was her
ambition. She would do, he thought, as a companion on this journey. He thought
there was some symmetry to the two of them, White Robe and Black, putting
their hand to this task, which, when it succeeded, would prevent the Blue Lady
from waging her war and tearing apart the fragile balance five years of blood
and grief had established.
He lay back, drowsy, listening to the sound of the city growing still at day's
end. He thought this task Ladonna had set him would not be so hard in the
doing.
In the morning, they woke, the dregs of wine in their cups, the memories of
love-making still on their bodies, and they went to find breakfast. Fed, they
returned to his rooms, and he told her of Tramd and the avatars and of
Ladonna's charge to eliminate him.
"A political assassination?" Regene professed herself surprised that the
resources of the Tower would be put to such a use.
"It would surprise me, too," he said, "if that were what's happening. It
isn't."
She listened in silence when he told her the fullness of his charge, the
intent and the hoped-for outcome. He did not tell her what lay beyond the task
accomplished. He made no mention of Palanthas. What, after all, could he say
about it? He knew only one more thing about the Tower of High Sorcery at
Palanthas than he'd known when he'd left Wayreth. On the Old King's Road, two
days before he returned to Tarsis, he had learned in a tavern that the Tower
at Palanthas was not shut up and sealed with a curse. It had been-no story
lied about that-but it was not now. A mage had entered it, one who had worn
red robes in his time and changed them for black after the War of the Lance.
That mage had walked through the horrors of Shoikan Grove as a lord walks in
his peaceful garden at dawn. As a lord into his palace, he had entered into
the Tower. Once inside, he forbade entry to all who approached, and Dalamar
did not doubt this made the Conclave of Wizards uneasy. The mage was Raistlin
Majere, he of the hourglass eyes and the golden skin. He had not gone out of
the story of Krynn as an old Wildrunner once had suggested. He was, it seemed,
enlarging his place in the tale.
None of this did Dalamar say to Regene, for whatever she professed of the
shape of her own ambition, his was to please Ladonna with the completion of
her mission. He would not chance it that this would look to Regene like a good
way to add to her body of work. He would use her as she offered, but he would
do no more.
After that, the two mages spoke only of ways to get to Karthay, and they did
not deliberate long. They chose the wings of magic over the white-winged sails
of ships that would take them over the sea. They left on the morning of the
next day, and each thought, Well, I know how far I'll trust this one, and that
far should get me what I want.

Chapter 19

Dalamar stood on the shore of a grim isle. The groaning of the sea and the
weary sigh of waves against the rocky shore filled the gray dawn. He looked
from the cheerless sky to where Regene walked toward a broad arm of stone
thrust out from the land. All around lay bleached bones, shattered skulls, and
the wretched shards of once proud keels. These were not the remains of one
shipwreck but many. They were not friendly harbors, the stony shores of
Karthay. Hardly anyone put into them on purpose. Few who found themselves
flung here by storm or chased by the pirates who haunted Mithas and her sister
isle Kothas lived to bemoan their fate. Here was Karthay, that isle where the
dark dwarf lived.
Regene stopped in her walking and waved him down the beach. He went, picking
his way over stones, kicking aside bones. When he rounded the promontory, he
saw that a road met the beach perhaps a quarter-mile away. Broad and smooth,
it led in winding stages up the mountainside to where a towered citadel
crowned the high peak. No magic warded the road, no traps, no barriers were
erected. But then, why should there be? Somewhere near, on one of the lesser
peaks behind the citadel, a dragon the color of blue steel lurked. He had seen
it in Ladonna's magic-wrought map, and he remembered her warning.
High in the sky, gulls creaked, their gray wings and white backs catching the
first glimmer of the day. Regene looked up to the crags rising above the sea.
Her cheeks, always known to him as rosy and plump, shone pale now.
"Do you feel it?" she whispered. He had to step closer to hear her. "Do you
feel it, Dalamar?"
He stood still, extending his senses, reaching in magic all around the isle,
up to the sky, down to the sea, around the stone and mountains.
"Feel what?"
She shuddered. "It's been a long time since I've been outside the Tower. We
are all calm in there, a peaceful lot. We study, and we observe the courtesy
of the Master's hospitality." She wrapped her arms around herself, shivering.
"And-you may have noticed-though Black Robes and White Robes and Red practice
their magic, spin their spells, work their charms and talismans, we don't much
feel the ... the intrusion of another Order's sorcery. I feel it here, though,
Black magic like claws raking my skin."
"Interesting." Dalamar looked up the hill to the towered citadel. "Hadn't you
considered that?"
"I did," she said. "I just didn't think one place could hold so much evil."
She looked at him along the length of her shoulder, eyeing him. He saw her
re-thinking him, looking back to two nights in his bed, to conversations in
his rooms. He saw her recognize him. "I hadn't thought," she said, not
marveling and not afraid, "that you were part of this."
Dalamar shrugged. "I am what I am, Regene. Part of the dark, as you are part
of the light. One, I think, is no better or worse than the other."
Her sapphire eyes widened, just for an instant, as though she heard blasphemy.
Then, swiftly she said, "Yes, of course. We know that, we mages."
Cold wind ran down the road, down the hill to the sea. "But outside the world
of the Tower," Dalamar said, "where theory meets the hard bones of the world,
what we know is not so pretty as it once seemed, is it?"
She didn't answer. He nodded, and he didn't waste time wondering whether he
had been foolish to bring her on this journey. In the instant he determined
that she showed a sign of failing him, he would cast her aside as a warrior
the weapon whose blade was chipped, whose grip was cracked.

*****

You have visitors, said the dragon, the blue whose name was Blade.
On a bed of silks and satin, in a chamber high above the sea, a dwarf groaned,
his mouth a ruin of split lips and bleeding gums, his teeth rotted, his flesh
scaled. His beard hung in white tatters. His skull shone gray through patches
of stringy hair. In his mind, an image flashed, dragon-sent to this one who
could see nothing outside his own window. A dark elf walked upon the shore,
heading for a White-robed mage not far ahead. He knew them! He had felt the
dark elf's hatred days before in the library, but he hadn't thought it would
amount to more than the wrath of a pup who had no chance at him. The White
Robe, he knew her, too.
He did not rage; he did not fall into fear. Tramd o' the Dark was one who long
knew how the stars were patterned and what those patterns meant. A diviner, he
could read hearts and minds. He understood how mages thought, how power ran.
Best of all, he understood how swiftly the winds of politics can drop into
calms and deflate the sails of the powerful with no more warning than a simple
announcement.
You have visitors.
These two were Tower-sent. He knew it because he knew they were not minions of
the Blue Lady, and no one else hated him enough to dare his citadel. Well
enough, he thought, let them come, and let them try their luck. The winds are
not so calm yet, and we may be able to work up a storm here.
In the Tower of High Sorcery at Wayreth, the avatar walked out from the
library, down the long stairs and through the rear tower to the courtyard.
Past the beds of herbs and vegetables, he went into the outer tower and into
the laboratory where people were used to seeing this wight they knew as Tramd.
It closed the heavy oaken door and flung down the bar. It walked to a long
table, to the wide expanse of black marble. There it stood, just for a moment,
still as breathless night. Then it filled up its chest with air, spoke one
word of command in the deep voice all the Tower folk had known as Tramd's. The
word spoken, the breath expelled, and the avatar collapsed. It fell to dust,
not more than the clothing it wore remained. In the morning, it would be said
that the dwarf had killed himself with some carelessness at his work. Now, no
one knew, no one missed him.
At the same time, in Karthay, where the breezes blew in chill from the sea and
the first gray light of dawn leaked into the shadowed chamber, the dwarf mage
came to himself, blind, rotting, and filled up with pain as his mind inhabited
the ruin of his body. He forced his lungs to fill with air. He let that air go
again, seeping, and on the breath one word drifted, a word of command. In the
shadows behind his bed something lurched, stiff-legged and jerky. Like
moonlight sparkling on a dark sea, the mind of the mage went into the clay of
a new avatar. Again a dwarf, but this time his hair gleamed red as copper, his
eyes blue as the sea. He had the broad shoulders of a forgeman, the scarred
hands, the keen eye that knew how to look into the heart of fire and see how
well his iron was faring.
Said the mage with the voice of the avatar, the dwarf to the dragon, "Where
are they?"
On the road up.
"Get rid of them," he said, and he went to the window to watch the dragon lift
off, the wide wings spread, sun running on blue scales. The red eye of the
beast gleamed as he opened his jaws wide to roar. Light glinted off fangs as
long as Tramd's arm. A sense of bloodlusty anticipation filled his mind as
Blade soared out over the island, the sound of his eagerness rebounding from
the peaks and all the towers of the citadel.

*****

The dragon came screaming out of the morning sky like storm falling, wide
leathery wings blotting out the sun. Standing at the first bend of the road,
Dalamar felt the shadow of the wyrm cold as winter wind. Looking up, he saw
the beast's eyes glaring hatred. Dust eddied on the road, small whirlwinds of
the dragon's passing. He pointed east and Regene took his meaning at once.
Face white as her robe, she positioned herself so that the dragon, coming in
fast, was between two mages. Dalamar gestured, a swift dance of the hands that
made the first movement in a spell she would know. She did the same.
Dalamar turned his attention inward. The dragon roared, but he ignored it,
reaching deep into himself where his magic lay, that sparkling well from which
all wonders can be lifted. He gathered his strength as the dragon circled high
above them, each pass bringing it lower.
"Use yourself carefully!" he called to Regene. "There's a mage waiting for us,
and I doubt he's lying helpless in his bed!"
She laughed, the sound wild and harsh as the voice of the sea. "Oh, a fine
plan! Fight and kill a dragon, then go on to the mage! What's the difference
between madness and courage, Dalamar Nightson?"
Dalamar flung back his head, laughing up to the sky. "Not much!"
"For Solinari, then!" she shouted, her dark hair whipping back, her sapphire
eyes burning.
As she shouted, so did Dalamar's heart lift in prayer to the Dark Son, to
Nuitari who was his trusted god. "Your wish is my will, O Dark Son! An it
please you, I strike for the sake of the magic you so love!"
In silence, gods speak, and Dalamar knew the will of his god as he felt
himself fill with strength, secure in the knowledge that whatever else he was,
Nuitari was an honest god who made no promises and so failed no promises. Joy
ran in him like fiery wine, burning and delighting all at once.
"Come down!" he shouted. "Come down, dragon! Try us!"
Lightning poured from between the dragon's jaws. With swift, powerful wing
thrusts, Blade tore across the sky, so low over the heads of the mages that
the wind of his passing rocked them backward. Sunlight flashed on fangs and
talons, glinting off steely blue scales. The carrion stench of the beast's
breath sickened him.
Dalamar plunged deeply down to the place within himself where his magic lay,
and he thrust both fists up to the sky. Lightning leaped from each hand, and
one bolt struck the beast full in the chest, pushing him hard, staggering his
flight. Another struck from behind, Regene's flashing spear of light. The tang
of ozone stung his nostrils. No scent of burned flesh filled the sky-the
dragon's hide was tougher than that-but the roar of pain deafened Dalamar.
Blade bellowed, raging as he shot away over the beach. As two dancers in
perfect synchronous motion, Dalamar and Regene turned to track his flight.
Like a comet streaking across the dawn, the dragon arced down, and now it had
a target. Regene knew she was the prey in the instant before Dalamar did.
"Hold!" he shouted. "Fight! Don't run-!" • But she ran, heedless of his
advice, unable to hear or simply compelled by instinct. No speed saved her.
None could have.
Shrieking, Blade yanked her from the ground and banked, turning sharply,
heading once more toward Dalamar. Regene's white robe blossomed in blood along
the right sleeve. She was alive, that much Dalamar knew, for he saw her face,
her sapphire eyes, even the prayer moving on her lips. Solinari, reach out
your hand!
"What then?" Dalamar shouted. "Will you fling a corpse at me, dragon? Or will
you hold her up to protect you? She's not much of a shield."
Blade laughed, the sound like the blast of fire in Dalamar's mind. He passed
once over the mage and then again, his prey limp now in his grasp. Small, warm
drops of blood splashed on Dalamar's upturned face, tasting like the sea's
salt on his lips. Regene's own lips still moved to shape a prayer whose words
the wind tore away.
Blade unclenched his talons and Regene fell, tumbling from the heights of the
sky.
Was she worth the expenditure of strength to save? Between the space of one
heartbeat and another, Dalamar decided. Deciding, he reacted on the instant,
sending all his strength up through his shoulders and along his arms, pushing
up against the sky, in magic thrusting against the pull of gravity. Regene's
fall slowed, but only a little. She hit the stony ground hard, the breath
blasting out of her lungs. Dalamar staggered, feeling the fall itself through
the circuit of his magic, his own bones rattled by the impact. He shook
himself and looked around.
Regene groaned warning, choking only a word, a name. "Dalamar!"
Dalamar turned in time to see Blade sweep down from the sky, screaming in
baleful glee. Wide black wings blotted out the sun, casting cold shadow on the
winding road and the two mages. Spurred by rage, Dalamar gathered the
lightning one more time and sent it lancing up to the sky. One bolt after
another he flung. Weakened as he was, his aim was not so true as he'd have
wished. Four of the hissing lightning lances missed the dragon, and only one
hit. That one, though, that was enough. It struck the blue dragon between the
eyes, burning the thin scales there and the shattering the dragon's skull to
splinters.
Blade fell lifeless from the sky, the impetus of his last wing thrust taking
him down into the sea.

*****

The dragon's death-scream echoed against the cliffs, bounding from peak to
peak and all around the towers of the Citadel of Night. Tramd watched the
beast fall with the eyes of his avatar. In the avatar's ears, in his own, that
scream resounded. The death of the noble beast who had flown in the battles
over the Plains of Solamnia, fought for and taken Dargaard Keep, and led an
army in the bitter fight for the High Clerist's Tower had fallen, unmarked by
any in the Blue Lady's army but him.
"Return to your Queen," whispered the dwarf to the dragon, once part of the
proud wing best beloved of Takhisis. "One last time let your soul fly to
hers."
He turned from the window and stood in perfect silence, listening to the
voices in the corridor outside his bedchamber. Servants ran, shouting one to
another. A clash of metal. The ring of mail and the stamp of boots. His guard,
a troop of dwarves out of the darkest warrens of Thorbardin-the worst of the
clans, the ruined sons, the benighted whom the thanes of their dans cast out
from the society of their kin-came to ward his door. They were his and the
Blue Lady's. On the bed, his body lay, faintly twitching, always dying. This
dying hulk his guard would defend to the last breath, theirs or his.
He had no fear of the two mages on the road. It had been a long, long time
since Tramd knew fear. He was, though, curious. They would come here, these
two, searching not for the avatar but for the body of the mage, and he would
like to know-from one or the other of them-who had sent them. Where in the
Tower of High Sorcery lay his enemy? Who was this foe who thought a chance at
the death of Tramd worth the life of these two mages? It would be useful to
know. He would not again slip an avatar into the Tower; most of his work was
finished there. But he would like to know who in that Tower he would drag out
from there, who-after the Blue Lady launched her war-he would rip from the
ruined halls of magic that he might practice the long slow arts of killing
upon his enemy's quivering body.
"Come, then," he said to the two mages out upon the road. "And be, more or
less, welcome."
So saying, he left the bedchamber, the ruin of himself on the bed, and went
out into the corridor to receive the salutes of his guard. He went along the
winding ways and down the stone stairs where, at each landing, more guards
stood, and finally into his study to await his guests.

*****

Regene groaned. She bent her head, her hair not moving from her neck,
plastered there by blood from a cut just above the curve of her ear. That cut
she'd got in the fall, but the worse wound was that to her left arm. She
mopped blood from there with the hem of her robe, showing the wound was not as
bad as the bleeding made it seem.
"Some shield," she said. Her bitter smile looked more like a grimace. "I thank
you for not using it."
Dalamar nodded, but absently. He looked around, down the road to the sea and
up again to the citadel. The air had a peculiar, wavering quality to it, not
of light but of light's absence, as though something beyond the sky tried to
break through the brightness of day.
"What is that?" Regene said, her voice hushed with fear.
"Trouble. I don't think there is a dwarf who calls himself Tramd o' the Dark
in the Tower at Wayreth anymore."
"You think he's-what?-come back here?"
Dalamar nodded. "Don't you?"
Regene sopped more blood from her arm. "What about the avatar?"
Swift came the bitter memory of a forest on fire, the corpse of a good man at
his feet, and the hulk of red armor in which nothing lay but dust. "Gone,"
Dalamar said. "Someone will sweep up a pile of dust somewhere in the Tower and
never know it was him.
"Listen," he said, turning. "You don't have to go farther if you don't want
to."
He looked at her long, and they both knew he didn't speak from any concern for
a woman who had for two nights lain in his bed. He was not, Regene had
learned, a sentimental lover. He was not a man who invested much in the sweet
dances of the night. Neither did he act for the sake of one who had led him
through a wandering wood to the Tower of High Sorcery. He wondered whether she
were strong enough to go on, whether the nearness of such evil as filled that
citadel would still her, stop her, render her afraid and useless to him.
Dalamar Nightson, she knew, would act ever and always for his own sake.
And she would act for hers.
Chill wind blew in off the sea. Gulls cried. The waves rushed in and ran out
again while Regene ripped the hem of her gown and wrapped it, one-handed,
round her arm. Clenching one end with her teeth and the other with her good
hand, she tugged the bandage tight, wincing only a little against the pain.
Face pale, she climbed to her feet, wiping bloody hands down the sides of her
robe.
"Now, how do we do this? Just go up to the gate and demand admittance?"
Dalamar smiled then, but not warmly. "I don't think it will take that much
effort. Look." He pointed to the sky where the shivering air became like
gathering darkness.
Regene took a swift sharp breath. The darkness deepened, and it spread like a
bruise on the bright blue of the day, flowing down the sky. It seemed now that
it was not a thing imposed upon the light, but that light itself leaked out of
the sky, out of the world, and into the dark wound. The wound in the sky
opened wide, sucking the breath right out of Dalamar's lungs. He felt only one
thing before he fell into senselessness: Regene's hand on his arm, gripping
hard as though her fingers were talons.

Chapter 20

Regene's fingers dug hard into Dalamar's arm. Sharp lines of pain shot up from
his forearm to his shoulder. In the enveloping darkness, pain was all he felt,
radiating out from that hard grip, and he did not disdain to feel it. Just
then, it was the only sensation.
After long moments, hearing returned. Dalamar heard the whistle of his own
breath forced from his lungs and a sudden bark of laughter in the very moment
he knew that he could not draw in more air. He took a step to see if he could.
Light burst upon him in wild leaping colors, like the auroras that waver over
the northmost part of the world. The light did not blind him. It hit him hard,
like a fist in the chest, staggering him. Still gasping, Dalamar fell to one
knee, reeling away from the force. He felt stone beneath his hands, hard and
cold, stone beneath his knee, and no air in his lungs.
Laughter resounded, hard and booming, and breath rushed into his lungs with
gasping force.
"Get up," said a voice. "Get up now, mageling."
Anger shot through Dalamar, anger like fire and ice. He stood, he breathed,
and breathing, he was able to see. Before him rose a wall of shimmering light,
red and blue and green and yellow, all the colors restlessly moving and
shifting so that no color stayed the same but blended with others in change.
The light made a small chamber, bounded on three sides by the rainbow glow and
on the fourth by a thick stone wall into which lines had been scored to
suggest a door, though no means of opening the door was seen. Beyond the wall
of light, within the chamber, Regene stood, looking around. She saw Dalamar
and, face white as her bloody robe should have been, she took a step toward
him.
"Don't move!" Dalamar snapped. "Don't touch the light, Regene."
She stood still, warned.
Softly, behind him, Dalamar heard a step, and then a swift in-taking of
breath. He turned, his hand already moving to shape an enchantment.
Mid-gesture, he stopped. Before him stood a dwarf mage, dark-robed, red of
beard and hair. Among dwarves he would be considered handsome: thick-chested,
broad in the shoulders, with strong features and fiery eyes.
"It is you," Dalamar said, keeping his voice low and steady despite the aching
of his lungs. He would show this mage nothing but a calm, considered mien.
The dwarf inclined his head in acknowledgment. "It is I, Tramd of Thorbardin,
who is sometimes known as-"
"Tramd o' the Dark. Yes, I have heard."
The morning sun shone in through the window behind the dwarf, laying gold on
the stone floor. A study, Dalamar thought. Shelves of books lined the three
walls beyond the rippling rainbow light, and blocky chairs that seemed hewn
from whole slabs of stone stood near the window. Thick cushions and pillows
eased the hard surfaces and edges of those chairs, and banks of candles sat on
tables near to hand. This was the chamber of one who read and wrote long into
the night. To the left of the dwarf stood an oaken desk, and on that were
stacks of parchment, pots of ebony ink, and newly made pens. Amidst all of
this, pages were carelessly scattered-plans of some kind, design schematics
and sheaves of notes. From where he stood, Dalamar could not see what shape
those plans took. He gained only the swift impression of a fortress or castle
of some kind.
Dalamar took his glance from the plans. "Tramd o' the Dark," he said. "Yes,
and I remember you."
Tramd moved out of the sunlight, away from the window. "I imagine you would."
His eyes narrowed. "I had forgotten you, until lately."
The dwarf gestured to Regene as one who wishes to show a guest some
interesting object. Dalamar turned, and he saw that the scoring in the stone
wall had changed, grown deeper, as though it did, indeed, mark a passage of
some kind-one that was being opened from the inside, beyond the stone. Regene
stood very still, facing the door and barely breathing.
"It's a pretty wall, don't you think? Look how the colors shine all over her."
Spilling down her robe, running on her flesh, it was as though the light were
water running.
"It has some interesting properties, that light." Tramd stepped closer to the
shimmering wall. Regene saw him and glared at him, lifting a hand. "Oh, no,"
he said, his voice filled with false concern. "No, girl, don't think to charm
your way out of there or to send any magic through. What you do will turn on
you, each force you extend will rebound back. I'd stand still and keep my
hands to myself, were I you."
Unsure, but unwillingly to test it, Regene stood still.
"There are," said Tramd, turning from her to Dalamar, "some interesting
creatures living beneath the mountains of Karthay. Some say there is a lost
race of dwarves." He shrugged. "But that is outlander foolishness. Hill
dwarves, mountain dwarves, gully dwarves-we know all about each other, and if
we chose not to congregate, well, that does not mean we are lost."
The stone door moved, scraping on the floor. Regene gasped a swift prayer as
she backed away, hasty steps that took her right to the wall of light. She
touched that light with the hem of her sleeve and staggered back. Shaking, the
woman took no more steps, watching the door open a small push at a time.
Tramd smiled again, expansively. "As I say, some interesting creatures live
beneath the mountains here. What stands beyond that door is no kin of mine.
Shall we see what is there?"
Dalamar looked at the dwarf through narrowed eyes. "What is it you want that
you think you will gain by threatening the White Robe?"
The door moved again, ever inward. Regene shifted from one foot to another,
trapped. She looked over her shoulder at Dalamar, her sapphire eyes filling
with fear. Her lips moved in prayer. Solinari shield me ...
The god hadn't shielded her well when the dragon snatched her. It didn't look
like he would now. The wall of light shivered and shifted, colors blending and
changing. Sunlight moved on the floor, touching the far edge of the light
wall. Rainbows splashed around the chamber, painting the walls and even the
oaken desk.
"Ah," said Tramd, crossing to the desk. He ruffled a few of the pages there,
turning one so Dalamar could see it. "Look you, mageling. Isn't this
interesting?"
Dalamar stood where he was, narrow-eyed, wary.
"Oh, come closer. I'm not going to hurt you, elf. Look, for it's something
worth seeing."
Curious, Dalamar did go closer, and Tramd spread out his design on the table.
The page he saw bore a scribe's notation indicating this was not an original
but a working copy. The drawing showed a fortress, many-towered, filled with
all the corridors and chambers, armories and meeting halls one would expect to
find in a place of defense. Oddly drawn, though, Dalamar thought, turning one
page and then another. Most renderings of new structures are shown in some
kind of context, the fortress in a natural setting- upon a cliff-top, in a
forest, guarding a mountain pass. That way the size of it is shown to best
effect. This rendering, however, simply showed the fortress sitting in empty
space, a dark drawing on the creamy white page.
And that was interesting, but not so fascinating as the writing, the thick
lines of columns running down the right-hand side of the page. They were
runes, Dalamar knew that much, and very old. Eyes narrowed, he went closer.
Dwarven runes, and not the kind one usually sees on the work of dwarf
craftsmen.
"A magical script," Tramd said. He flipped a page, and then another. "I have
heard you have some skill with runes. What do these tell you?"
Rainbow light ran and shivered. Stone scraped on stone.
"They tell me," Dalamar said, "that you know a rune script I do not."
Tramd laughed, a dry, hard sound like coughing. "They tell more than that.
They are runes that will one day enspell a fortress of this design-more than
one. And those fortresses," he said, tracing the outline of the structure,
"they will be flying citadels. From one of these an army does not defend. From
here an army attacks, and attacks wherever it wants to."
Fear ran cold in Dalamar's belly. Ladonna had been right to say that the Blue
Lady would win the next war. And when she won, all the nations who had forged
the Whitestone Treaty and compelled the dragonarmies to sign would be hers to
rule. There would be no light. No god but Takhisis would receive worship. She,
the Dark Queen, the Mother of Dragons, would at last achieve what she had
attempted in the War of the Lance. She would be the Dark Queen in the hearts
of all who lived, and their souls would be hers to devour, to torment, to
hoard as a miser hoards his treasure.
"You see," said the dwarf with the rainbow light shining on him. "You see what
can be. What will be." He laughed. "It is inevitable."
He looked up from his pages, right into Dalamar's eyes. So clear those eyes,
so bright with cunning, that Dalamar had to remind himself he was not, after
all, looking into the eyes of the dwarf Tramd. The real eyes of the dwarf were
other, elsewhere, as was his body, the decaying hulk he had come to kill.
"Listen," said the dwarf, the avatar smiling. "You can be part of this,
mageling. You can throw in your lot with the Dark Queen. Step to the side of
power now, while you will be welcomed."
Step into the dark, away from the light. He had been doing that all his life.
He had walked out from Silvanesti into the darkness of the world without and
wandered in lightless ruins. He had sat upon the hills around Neraka and
considered this very choice.
No, he had said then. No. And yet, if what must come must come, would he be a
fool to turn aside from the darkness he had already embraced?
Dalamar glanced away from the dwarf and the drawings. In her prison of light,
Regene stood watching him. He did not weigh her in any choice or say to
himself, No, I must choose and try to save her life in the bargain. He had
already told himself he would abandon her at need. It was not Regene he
weighed or considered. He did, however, consider his mission.
Do you know, Ladonna had asked, what life would be like without balance?
He knew, he who had lived under the strictures of a culture that allowed only
one kind of worship, one kind of magic. He knew, as only a dark elf can know,
what it is like to need what no one will allow him to have. And yet, if the
triumph of Her Dark Majesty were, indeed, inevitable, wouldn't he be a fool to
turn from the winning side and embrace the side of those who would become her
slaves?
"Listen well, dark elf," said Tramd, the voice of the avatar softening into
the tones used between reasonable men in sensible discussion. "Join me and I
will commend you to the Blue Lady herself. I will say to her, 'Here is a new
Highlord for you,' and you will rule over whatever kingdom it pleases you to
have."
Cold into his heart came the sudden memory of an image he'd seen in the
platinum mirrors in the Chamber of Darkness. People bowed to him, and they
named him Lord Dalamar. He was feared, and he was respected, even honored. For
this? For what Tramd now offered? Would he walk in a world that trembled to
see him and receive the salutations of lesser men as though he were, indeed,
the lord his own people would never have allowed him to be? He would, so said
the prophecy of the mirrors, and in that moment his heart yearned toward it,
rising to the idea of lordship, of temporal power to match his magical power.
The title "Lord Dalamar" rang in his most secret soul.
Tramd sighed, a small sound of satisfaction. "So, you see what I see for you,
what Takhisis herself sees. You will be a man of great effect, a man whose
smallest whim will change the fates of nations. Paladine and all his puny kin
will go down before Her Dark Majesty. Nothing will stand before her, and we
who are hers will rule as no lord or king has ruled in all the history of
Krynn.
"All this is yours, dark elf, if you only tell me this one thing: Who is your
master? Who sent you to kill me?"
Only turn from the mission, turn from his word, his honor. Only turn from the
magic, the High Sorcery that would die when the balance between light and
dark, good and evil, Paladine and Takhisis, is fallen in ruin.
"Dwarf," Dalamar said, "go lick the boots of your mistress in Sanction."
Anger, like a storm, darkened Tramd's face. He whispered a word, softly he
said, "Enter."
The scraping of stone on stone sounded louder now, longer, and out the corner
of his eye Dalamar saw one gray-skinned hand curve around the door in the
wall, grasping. It was a big hand, broad and long with nails like talons. The
stink of filth and a long-unwashed body drifted on the air.
"In the name of all the gods of Good, in your own dear name, Bright
Solinari..."
Regene's prayer lifted up from her prison. She had no magic, and she had no
weapon, only her little belt knife and her trustful prayer.
"And what," said Tramd, head high, sun gleaming on his red beard, "what does
yon White Robe imagine her prayers will do for her?"
Baited, Dalamar said nothing. A deep growling came out from the darkness
behind the door, and the stench grew stronger. Dalamar knew it for the reek of
carrion or that of a carrion-eater. Sweat rolled down the sides of Regene's
face. Her prayer grew louder, and the flesh of her knuckles whitened, so hard
did she grip her little knife. Tramd turned his back on the enclosure as
though what happened there was no matter to him. Crossing the room to a small
table near the door into the corridor, he murmured a few words. From out of
the air appeared a silver flagon and two gleaming silver cups. He poured the
cups full of a wine so deeply red that it seemed almost black. From one he
sipped, carefully, as though judging a vintage. Satisfied, he offered the
other to Dalamar.
"Thank you," Dalamar said to the host from whose hand he would accept no gift,
"but no."
Tramd shrugged and drank more deeply. "Your friend won't have to die, if you
tell me what I want to know. Who sent you for me?"
Dalamar stood still as stone, watching Regene pray. He would not plead for
her, and he would not bargain for her. She had made her choice to come here.
In the cause of her own ambition, she had followed him from the Tower. In her
cause she had come here, knowing he would serve only his cause.
Wild roaring filled the room as a beast-man, something with blind, cauled
eyes, gray-scaled skin, and fangs for teeth burst out of the darkness beyond
the stone door. Filthy black hair like a wild mane cascaded down the thing's
back, and in its hands it held a broad-axe whose blade gleamed in the
rainbow-light.
"It is a grimlock," Tramd said, "and a hungry one, too. It mostly eats rat
flesh down in those caves, but it's always happy for a bit of human meat when
it can get that."
Regene leaped back, hit the wall of light, and fell to her knees. Scrambling,
she rose, her knife still in hand. "In the names of the gods of Good-" She
ducked as the grimlock swung the broad-axe, fell again, and rolled away. She
was no fighter, but she was quick on her feet.
"Tell me what I want to know, mageling," said Tramd, his tone not so
reasonable as it had been, "and I will call off the grimlock."
Again, Dalamar turned away. "She's a White Robe. Why do you imagine I would
care if she fattens some grimlock's larder?"
Regene slashed at the grimlock, swift with her little knife. The beast-man
sprang, swinging down the blade of its axe. Regene cried out in pain, and
blood sprang bright on the shoulder of her robe. The grimlock roared, furious
that the blow hadn't struck true and severed the woman's arm. The broad axe
whistled in the air, and Regene flung herself aside. Sparks leaped from the
stone where the iron struck. Regene staggered back, hit the light again, and
this time used the repelling force to her advantage, letting it fling her out
from under another axe blow. The grimlock roared, turned swiftly, then
stumbled, falling into the barrier of light. Flung, it staggered forward, the
axe falling from its grip.
Regene dashed for the axe, bleeding from the shoulder wound made by the savage
claws of the blue dragon. She snatched the weapon, swinging wide with it. She
had not the least technique, not the first idea how to fight. She knew,
though, that she must keep the staggered grimlock from her, and the best way
to do that was to keep the axe in motion.
Dalamar did not move or even shudder. He kept his eyes on Regene. Her eyes
alight, her teeth bared in a warrior's grin, she advanced, one step and then
another, bleeding and swinging the axe. The grimlock retreated, stunned by the
contact with the light barrier and compelled back toward it. Tramd's breath
sounded harshly in Dalamar's ears, then seemed to stagger.
"Kill her!" the dwarf shouted to the grimlock, who wanted nothing more than to
do that. "Kill the mage!"
Enraged, the grimlock lunged for Regene with taloned hands. The axe caught it
at the elbow, severing its right arm. Blood black as pitch spouted from the
wound, and the beast-man shrieked. Screaming in a language whose every word
sounded like curses, the grimlock twisted aside, staggering back. It hit the
wall of light and was flung forward again. Regene dashed in, the axe high
above her head like a headsman's blade. She let it fall, and the beast-man
died, the shining blade buried between the grimlock's shoulders.
Regene turned, her sapphire eyes shining with her triumph-
-And the light-prison collapsed around her as she and the corpse of the
grimlock vanished.

*****

The carrion stench of the dead grimlock lingered on the air, not covered by
the sticks of pungent incense Tramd lit. "Now," said Tramd, waving his hand to
disperse the fragrant smoke. "Will you tell me what I want to know, Dalamar
Nightson? Who sent you?"
Dalamar noted the change of address, and he did not indicate his satisfaction
or curiosity in any way. Once again, the dwarf offered him wine. Again, he
declined to take the cup. "I will tell you nothing, Tramd, and I don't see why
it matters that you know."
"Do you not?" Tramd looked around the tower chamber. The only light in the
room now was that of the sun, strong at mid-morning and growing stronger. "It
matters to your friend. Do you doubt that?"
Dalamar did not. "What goes on between you and me seems to matter a great deal
to Regene. But what matters to her, as you have surely seen, doesn't so much
matter to me."
A small, sea-scented breeze drifted through the window, carrying the sharp
cries of gulls. Dalamar thought he heard the sea itself, but so high up, that
was only his imagination. He wondered where Regene was, but not in words, for
he did not doubt Tramd would be able to scan his thoughts. He buried the
wondering in a deeper field of varying emotions.
"Ah," Tramd sighed. He pressed his lips together, shaking his head in
disappointment. "Then it must be as you wish. I can do no more." He lifted his
hand, a languid gesture, almost a weary one. But not weary, not really, for in
his eyes a cold killing light shone, and glee.
Dalamar turned, his belly tightening. In the corner behind him, darkness
gathered, shadows coalescing in despite of sunlight and spreading on the stone
floor to become substantial, vaguely man-shaped, and tall. Pale eyes glared in
the darkness-not points of light, but simply places where darkness was not.
Cold flowed out from that darkness, wintry fingers determined to find warmth
and kill it.
Swiftly, Dalamar lifted his hands in the dance of magical gesture, and his
voice in a spell sung in Kagonesti words to charm the coalescing shadow.
"Heed," he sang, "hear and heed! In my words, find my need. Hear, heed and
hear! My song commands, come not near!
The lightless being shivered, but not under the sway of magic, only with grim
laughter.
"I hear," the Shadow hissed, its voice like wind in frozen leaves, "and I do
not heed. I hear and care not for your need!"
Closer it came, cold running before it. The first edge of its darkness touched
Dalamar, and weakness flowed through him, turning his knees watery. Trembling,
he lifted his hands again, and he sang another spell, a charm to put the
creature to sleep. But shadows don't sleep, they only hide, and this Shadow
laughed as the magic ran through it, effectless.
Closer, closer, the darkness flowed closer, and now it seemed to Dalamar that
his muscles were turning to tallow. Useless! He staggered and scrambled around
in his mind for the catalog of his spellwork, the magic he knew, whatever he
could grab and use before this Shadow sucked all the life from his body. But
his wit was like numb hands, like fingers too cold and weak to pick up and use
anything. Chants seemed like nonsense, filled with sounds that were not words.
The Shadow came closer, reaching with its winter grasp.
Tramd laughed. From some safe place, the dwarf called, "You have made a poor
choice, mageling! And I will enjoy watching you die of it!"
The taunt did not sting. It was so much noise swallowed into the incessant
ringing in Dalamar's ears as his strength leeched out of him. A spell, a
spell. . . something to chase away the darkness-
"Shirak!" he shouted and fell, coughing on the word, weak as a fevered man
whose lungs were filling with fluid. Staggering, he stepped back before the
light, the small wavering globe that was all his magic could manage. As he
staggered, so did the Shadow, but not for long. The light shivered, his magic
sighed, and the Shadow lunged.
Dalamar stumbled, he fell to one knee and rolled away from the advancing
darkness. Magic! Where was it in him? Deep, he plunged deep into himself, into
the heart of him, the soul, and he flung off fear and all dread of the
weakness sapping his strength. Light, said his mind, light and fire and-
The Shadow reached for him with arms grown broad and long. Strength and life
drained out from Dalamar, running from him as though it were his very blood.
Fed upon his strength, the Shadow surged forward to grasp even more. Dalamar
gathered his waning strength and his faltering wit. In his mind he put the
image of his need, of fire and light and a weapon. He lurched to his feet, to
the sound of Tramd's laughter, he rose and filled his right hand with a fiery
lance. He had nothing of magic or wit to form protection for himself.
The Shadow reached. Dalamar's flesh blackened and peeled back from bone.
Someone screamed-ah, gods!-it was he, the sound of his pain and that of
Tramd's laughter weaving one around the other, becoming a single, terrible
anthem. Howling in rage, rage dispelling pain, Dalamar drew back his arm to
let fly the flame-lance, his eyes on the eyes of the Shadow. And so he saw
what he had not before. He knew that Shadow, that reaching wight. In those
pale eyes he saw consciousness, wit, soul and pleading urgency. He saw a
sapphire glint! Regene! Too late he knew illusion, in the moment he let fly
the lance.
The Shadow screamed, and Tramd's illusion fell away. Regene fell, struck by
the fiery lance, her robe, her very flesh, burning. Dalamar flung himself
forward and beat out flames with his good hand. Eyes wide with pain, choking,
Regene tried to form some word, some warning. She need not have, Dalamar felt
danger behind him in the itching between his shoulders, the crawling of his
skin.
Raging, Dalamar turned, stumbling in weakness. Tramd backed away, groping
behind him for a weapon. Dalamar smiled coldly to see that, for it told him
the thing he needed to know-Tramd had spent himself deeply to support the
light-cage, to call forth the grimlock, and to create this illusion that
cloaked Regene. A fool would think he had nothing more to spend, but a wise
man would see that he had not so much as he would like.
"Dwarf," Dalamar said, his voice rasping, his hand trembling even as he
reached within for one last burst of strength, one last weapon. "You've been
dying since the day of your Test. It is time for that to end."
Sweat glistened on Tramd's face and ran into his red beard. He took another
step backward. Behind him, Dalamar heard groaning, Regene's breathing sounded
like a death-rattle and like sobbing all at the same time. Rage rose up in
Dalamar, and with it such strength as he did not think he could find. He
lifted his burned hand, the flesh peeled from the bone, the bone glaring white
at him, glistening with his own blood and the thin lines of blood vessels and
muscle. He felt the pain, and he embraced it, changing it to strength. Fingers
moved, his fingers, bones shining in the sunlight pouring in from the window.
He created, from magic and from his own will, a lightning-lance, the kind that
had killed a dragon.
Eyes wide with fear, Tramd dug down deep for his magic, and he came up
wanting. Light shimmered before him, as though he'd been trying to magic a
shield. The light turned dark, and the darkness collapsed upon itself. He
tried again, and Dalamar let him, a cat toying with a mouse. The collapsing
darkness before Tramd shifted, changed, magic still struggling. Fear and rage
both battled in him, giving him a mad look.
Laughing, Dalamar let fly his bolt. It sizzled on the air, and the darkness
before Tramd coalesced at last, turning to something black as obsidian, strong
as steel. The bolt hit, exploding into a burst of blinding light.
The sting of ozone hung in the air. Dalamar filled up his lungs with the
smell, and he filled up his hands again with power and magic. He hurled no
bolt now but fistfuls of energy, the stuff of which lightning is born. He
flung these bright weapons, one after another. Tramd's magic trembled and it
wavered. The dwarf turned as his shield collapsed. Three more balls of energy
Dalamar threw, and in the exact moment he did, Tramd lifted his hands in one
last spell.
Nothing happened, and then all the killing power Dalamar had flung turned back
on him in a wave of energy like an ocean's wave. Crested red as the sea-waves
are crested white, it surged back, screaming on the air and not to be turned.
Strangely still and numb to pain or fear, Dalamar thought, There is my death.
A hand grabbed his ankle, tumbling him. He fell, hit stone, then something
soft and yielding. Regene! He scrambled aside, dragging Regene with him, and
rolled until he hit a stone wall. The wave passed over him, burning and
clawing at his skin, bearing down on his chest.
Gray and sweating, the dwarf lifted a hand, that hand trembling, and it had no
magic in it, but it did have a dagger. Sunlight gleamed on the blade, glinting
as it swooped down, hungry for blood.
Regene coughed, and on the coughing, she rose, not swiftly, not strongly, but
in time. Like silver streaking, like the silver hand of her own god
descending, the shining blade cut the air, cut into the breast of Regene of
Schallsea. Dalamar's hand shot up, clamping round the wrist of the dwarf mage.
He snapped bone, and the avatar screamed. The knife fell from his hand and
Dalamar snatched it up. In one swift motion, he lunged to his feet, knife
grasped awkwardly in his left hand. He struck an upward blow, a heart-blow.
Blood poured out from the breast of the avatar, spilling over Dalamar's hand
onto Regene's ruined robes.
"Go!" she whispered, her sapphire eyes dimming, her face livid in the sunlight
streaming in from the windows. Dying, she said, "Find the mage-"

*****

Dalamar ran swiftly down long corridors until he found what he sought, the
guarded door and clutch of dwarf soldiers outside. There were four, but he
didn't care. He tore through them like a storm. Turning their weapons to slag,
he killed one of them with only a glance. Two more rushed him, and these he
reduced to ash as though their living flesh and bone were no more than the
clay of which Tramd o' the Dark made his avatars. The fourth did not stay. He
fled and got no farther than the stairwell before he met the fate of his
fellows.
Servants cried out, but none on this floor. Dalamar heard them, men and women,
and they shouted in several languages. Some were human, others dwarves, one or
two were even elves. Servants and slaves, the staff of the Citadel of Night
made up with the captives from Tramd's forays in war.
The door would not be locked; he knew it instinctively. What man lying on his
sick bed manages that? What man so helpless forbids entry to the servants who
will feed, clothe, and clean him? None.
Dalamar opened the door and entered into a bedchamber hung with satins and
draped in silks. All around him he saw the booty of a man who had wandered far
in war- silver-hinged chests from the North Keep in Nordmaar, tapestries from
the halls of the wealthy in Palanthas. From Zhakar he'd stolen silver statuary
and golden plate. From Kernen in Kern he had paintings. From Thelgaard Keep he
had shields and lances, axes and swords. He didn't seem to have cared much
about order. The stolen treasures lay all around, as though in a museum's vast
storeroom.
Neither could Tramd see what treasure he had. He lay upon a bed of silk and
satin, eyeless, his ruined body reeking, his limbs covered in scabrous flesh.
His head tossed weakly, one side to another. Some time in the morning,
servants must have lit incense and perfumed the air with oils. The incense was
ash now, the oils not enough to cover the stench in the bedchamber of this
mage who had fared so ruinously in his Tests of High Sorcery. Not even the
breeze blowing in from the sea could do more than stir the stench.
"I see you, Tramd," Dalamar said, standing as near as he must and not minding
the reek. "I see you."
The dwarf's head rolled from side to side, a blind man trying to place the
speaker. His body quivered, but that was the trembling of his illness, not the
will acting on muscle. Scabbed lips parted, and a line of spittle ran down
this thin, patchy beard. He groaned, and the sound he made might have been a
word. It might not have been. He had used his avatar's body in magic, but he
had used his own strength as well.
Dalamar looked around and plucked a weapon from the wall, an axe with a fine,
honed blade. He walked to the bed, his shadow on the dwarf.
"Do you feel me near, dwarf?"
The mage on the bed moaned. Silk coverings rustled. He could do no more.
"Now I think it a shame that you cannot see me. I think it a pity that you
won't be able to look into my eyes when I kill you."
Outside in the corridor voices gathered, whispering. Servants had come, and
soldiers, but no one ventured to cross the threshold. Softly, the hinges on
the door creaked. Slowly, someone drew it closed. He had not been beloved, the
master of this fortress. No one would interfere here. No one would challenge
the mage who had come to kill their master.
Wind sighed across the window sill. The sea rushed to the shore far below and
rushed out again. Somewhere a dragon's corpse floated, turning up, belly to
the sky. Gulls would feed on that corpse, and sooner or later the sea would
soften what even swords could not hurt. Then the gulls and fishes would pry
the scales from the belly and pry the flesh from the bones.
"I will tell you," Dalamar said to the dying man on the bed, "what you have so
dearly wanted to know. I have come to kill you, Tramd, and it will be my
personal pleasure. You killed many good men and women in the battle for
Silvanesti."
He stopped, watching the dwarf groan, watching his cracked lips bleed with his
effort at speech. Standing there, Dalamar heard the forest burning. He heard
the Wildrunners shouting. He heard a dragon dying, and the last prayer of a
cleric who had put all his faith in gods who did not seem to know or care.
Sunlight ran on the honed edge of the axe's blade, sliding down the curve as
Dalamar shifted it from hand to hand.
"I have come in the name of Ladonna of the Tower of High Sorcery. I have come
in the name of those who revere the High Art, the gift of the three magical
children. I have come in my own name, Tramd Stonestrike, to remove you from
the ranks of Her Dark Majesty's servants. There will be Light," he said, "and
there will be Dark."
He lifted the axe higher, right over his head.
The dwarf heard the lifting, the sigh of air on the blade. He groaned and
found a word. "No," he sobbed, "no."
"Yes," said Dalamar, very gently. "Yes."
He let fall the axe, a headsman, an executioner come to avenge early deaths
and late.
"Yes," he said to the dead man. "There will be balance."
Dalamar put back the axe, the blood still running. He rolled the corpse to the
floor and snatched up a sheet from the bed. With the silk he wrapped up the
head, the eyes still staring, the ruined mouth still gaping.
"My lord," said one, a human woman, bowing to him as she spoke. "What is your
will?"
He looked at her, and she cringed from his glare. "Go," he said, and he didn't
care if she took the word to mean she must leave him alone or she must go out
from the citadel and never come back. They made, servants and soldiers, the
choice they had wanted to make for long years. They fled.
Dalamar didn't watch them. Their running footsteps meant nothing to him. He
carried the head of Tramd o' the Dark, wrapped in bloody silk, back to the
chamber where he had left Regene. She lay dead, her blue eyes wide, her lips a
little parted. He knelt beside her, brushed her dark hair from her face, and
he closed her eyes. He stayed that way for a time, listening to people flee
the castle. Then he lifted her in his arms, took up the proof of the dwarf
mage's death, and spoke a word of magic.
The floor fell away. The walls fell away. In the grip of the transport spell,
Dalamar Nightson shouted, and this time he didn't cry a spell. This time he
shouted a curse.
Out on the ocean, as far as the rim of the Blood Sea of Istar, sailors pointed
north and they pointed east. A great fire burned on the Worldscap Mountains on
Karthay. The flames of it reached as high as the tallest peak, then higher
still. The smoke of the burning roiled out over the sea, darkening the day to
dusk.

Epilogue

Dalamar walked through light and through darkness, up a winding stone
staircase that seemed to have no end. Once he looked back over his shoulder,
and he could not see the steps behind. They were lost in shadow and the fitful
flaring of the torches upon the wall. He had no hand-light, for something had
been done to dampen his magic. In the pit of his belly, fear fluttered.
The darkness of Shoikan Grove had not frightened him. He had walked beneath
trees whose limbs were arms reaching down to grab him, through shadows where
disembodied eyes glared at him. Beneath his feet, twigs had turned to skeletal
hands, those hands plucking at the hem of his robe, but he had not faltered.
Not even when ghosts came wandering out from the depths of that haunted wood
did he allow himself fear. He had entered the precincts of the Tower of High
Sorcery at Palanthas as boldly as though he were walking into his own home.
The lightless courtyard, the great doors that opened of their own accord, even
the soft, almost gentle voice, that bade him, "Enter, apprentice," did not
disconcert him. But now, here, without his magic, Dalamar felt fear.
It is but an effect of his magic, he told himself as he went ever upward. He
will not permit my magic, and so that is what must be. Here is the road I have
chosen, and it has wound all the way from Silvanost to Palanthas. This is the
road I will trust.
"Shalafi," he whispered, trying out the title, the Elvish word for "master."
"It will be as you wish."
Up through the darkness and the light he went, never missing a step, though so
many lay hidden in shadow and not all were of the same depth or breadth. No
rail warded the unwary climber. A fall from this staircase would be a killing
plunge, and yet it seemed to Dalamar that he'd found the rhythm of the uneven
steps in the first moment he began his ascent. The higher he went the quicker
his pulse-the old feeling he'd always known when he wandered from the safe
ways, the quiet paths.
He came to a landing and passed it by. He did not know how or why, but he
understood that he must keep climbing. Now as he went, a feeling of having
been here before stirred in him, as though he had been to this place long ago.
He had not been here in all his life, but still the feeling persisted.
His footfalls echoed from the walls, those echoes falling into the well below
and whispering back up again, as though he were being followed. The hair
raised up on the back of his neck; it prickled on his arms. Dalamar shivered,
but he would not stop. He must go on, up and up and around the long spiral. He
passed another landing, and when he glanced left, he saw a corridor brightly
lit, the torches on the walls glimmering into the distance. Door after door he
glimpsed, all shut tight, and yet he had the feeling that these rooms were
occupied. By whom?
Fear whispered, By what?
When he thought his legs would carry him not another step, the staircase
simply ended before a broad wooden door. Two torches stood in brackets on each
side of that door, their flames like orange pennants waving in a breeze
Dalamar did not feel. He did not look around to see why the fire flared. He
did not look up or down or back. He could not, for he stood now in front of a
door he had, indeed, seen before. The doorknob shone, polished silver in the
torchlight. Shaped like a skull, the eye-sockets filled with the gleam of
firelight, that knob invited his grip.
The quickening of his pulse became the drumbeat of his heart, a rhythm of
excitement ran in him like magic itself. He'd stood here before, in a vision
shown him by the polished platinum mirrors in the Circle of Darkness. While
clerics and Wildrunners, a prince and a princess waited to mete out to him the
exile's fate, he had seen this door, this very handle shaped like a skull. A
sound came from the darkness, from behind, beside, before. The grating of
chain on stone, the quiet creeping of judgment and revelation. So hard did his
heart beat now that Dalamar wondered whether the hammering could be heard
throughout the Tower.
He took a breath to steady himself.
Every moment he'd spent on the road away from the White elven magic and into
the darker realm of Nuitari's magic had led him here, like inexorable steps
upon a foreordained path. He reached for the silver skull. His hand closed
round it, his thumb sought and found the smooth round depression of an
eye-socket. He composed himself. By sheer force of will, he drove from his
mind every thought, each trace of memory of the moment he accepted his mission
for the Conclave. It was worth his life, perhaps his soul, to hide that, and
he had no magic to assist him. Neither would he know if he succeeded until the
moment he failed.
And if he failed-!
He must not think of that. He must not permit even the smallest thought of
failure.
He gripped the silver skull, then pushed gently inward. The door opened, as in
his vision it had. Light poured out, golden, flooding the corridor, and heat
came with it as though someone within could not feel the warmth of the summer
night but stood always in winter, shivering against cold. Dark against that
light, a slight young man stood. He wore a robe of simple, unadorned black
wool. The hood was thrown back, revealing a face Dalamar had never thought to
see, even in nightmare. It was not the golden skin that set his nerves to
jangling, nor the white, white hair. It was the eyes, the pupils dark as
moonless midnight, each shaped like an hourglass.
"He calls himself the Master of Past and Present," Par-Salian had said. In the
name of all gods, Dalamar thought, it is no wonder that he does.
Dalamar's heart stopped. Between one beat and another, it stilled. In the
stillness, in the silence, the voice of his soul whispered. What will you do
for magic, Dalamar Nightson? How far will you go to find it, to nurture it, to
claim what is yours by right of talent?
This far, he said, looking into the hourglass eyes of Raistlin Majere, feared
by the three most powerful mages of Krynn. This far. If Nuitari wills, farther
even than this, for I have no place but in magic, I have no heart but that
which beats to magic's song. It was ever thus. It will ever be thus, and I
have given up much, but that does not mean I will not give up more to grow
even stronger in the art of sorcery.
"Shalafi," he said, inclining his head in a modest bow. "I am come, as you
have agreed."
As though he could see with his hourglass eyes every moment of Dalamar's past,
every thought he had now, each step he would take until whatever day would be
his last, Raistlin Majere smiled, a cold, cunning smile. In the space between
one beat of his heart and another, Dalamar felt himself weighed and judged.
Raistlin stepped back from the threshold with a small, almost mocking bow.
Come in if you dare, said that gesture.
The sound of a chain dragging on stone yet rang in Dalamar's heart, the
platinum chain that had wrapped round his ankles, his legs, his heart in the
Circle of Darkness. By that close chain, others had judged him guilty of
crimes of magic and crimes of worship. By that bitter embrace, he had judged
himself strong enough to accept what pain he must in order to have the magic
he could not live without. He heard the scraping of the chain as he stepped
across the threshold, as he entered the chamber of the Master of Past and
Present. Into the world of a dark mage, into a world no one knew and the wise
feared, Dalamar Nightson walked with his heart singing, and it was though he
had come home.