In His Sights
                             Jeffrey Thomas

THE OTHER YOUNG returnees kept looking at him, wondering what
horrors were concealed by his mask. The mask looked like several layers
of black plastic, vacuum-formed to his face, with openings for his eyes,
nostrils, and mouth. From his eyes, with their epicanthic folds, they could at
least tell that he was of Asian ancestry. But what wounding had he
suffered? Had he been spattered with hot, corrosive plasma from a mortar
round? Sprayed with acid or minced with shrapnel in some Ha Jiin booby
trap? The other men—and there were some female soldiers too—felt pity
for him. And also shame, at being relieved that it wasn’t them forced to
wear the healing black mask.

     But he wasn’t healing. Because he wasn’t wounded, at least not in the
ways they speculated on.

      He was simply hiding his face.

       Though he knew it would, his face shouldn’t have shocked the others
in a purely physical sense. After all, this was Punktown. The city had been
called Paxton when Earth colonists had first founded it, but it hadn’t taken
long for its nick-name to come about, for its predestined character to make
itself manifest. Over the decades, races other than human had come to
colonize the city as well. Included among the few truly humanoid races that
dwelt within the megalopolis were the Choom—indigenous to this world,
which the Earth colonists had renamed Oasis. They had frog-like mouths
that sliced their faces back to their ears. Then there were the Tikkihotto,
who in place of eyes had bundles of clear tendrils that squirmed in the air
as if to assemble vision with their sensi-tive touch. But there were far
stranger beings in Punktown. Beautiful, by the Earthly conception of such
things, or hideous. In addition, there were mutants of every deformity,
corresponding to every cruel whim of nature (nature as distorted through
pollution and radiation). So it would seem illogical that anyone in Punktown
would feel self-conscious enough to hide their features by pretending to
have been disfigured. But it wasn’t simply self-consciousness that had
caused the young man to don his mask.

      It possibly went so far as self-preservation.

      “Santos, Edgar,” a voice called from a speaker. The name was
spelled out on a screen as well, and showed Santos’s military ID number.
The man in the black mask looked up and watched as Edgar Santos
pushed away the little VT he had been watching, affixed to the arm of his
chair. He head-ed off to one of the offices, its number also displayed on
the information screen. Santos. There were a few more names to be called,
alphabetical-ly, before they got to the masked man. Stake, Jeremy.

      Stake sat in a long row of plastic chairs of a ter-rible orange color. His
row faced a row opposite. Trying not to look at the people seated across
from him, despite how they stole glances at him, Stake couldn’t help but be
reminded of the first time he had been sent to the planet of the Ha Jiin. The
dimension of the Ha Jiin.

       It had been over four years ago. The then nine-teen year-old Jeremy
Stake had sat with a group of young men and women, humans and
humanoids, with no Ha Jiin blood yet on their hands. None of their own
blood yet spilled. They had sat just like this, in two rows inside a metal
Theta pod, waiting to have their material beings shifted. Smuggled inside a
bullet fired through page after page in the closed book of realities, taking a
shortcut through infinity. The transdimensional pod had hummed with an
almost subliminal vibration under their boots and asses. They had looked at
each other’s faces in nervousness. A few of these troop pods had gone
missing, taking a wrong turn somehow, perhaps ending up in some
alternate plane from which there was no return, or maybe just ceasing to be.

      Sometimes Stake wondered if he truly had returned to his own plane.
Might this be a subtle variation on the world he had left? If so, might some
subtly different Jeremy Stake have taken his place in his reality? And if so,
had he come back without the need for disguise?

      Well, such alternate versions of oneself had not in fact been
discovered in any of the realms that Theta research/technology had given
the Earth Colonies access to. But extradimensional races had certainly
been encountered. There were the beetle-like Coleopteroids, derisively
called Bedbugs. The putty-like L’lewed. The more humanoid Antse people,
who covered their bland gray bodies entirely in the gorgeous flayed skins of
great creatures called flukes. And then, there were the blue-skinned Ha Jiin.
One of the most human of races. One of the most beautiful. And deadly.

       “Severance, Amy Jo,” called the speaker’s voice. Stake watched a
young woman rise to attend her appointment. She was one of those who
had come today in uniform rather than street clothes. It was really a
personal decision. Maybe she was proud of it. Maybe she was simply still in
the military mind-set. Under her arm she carried a black beret, her uniform
itself patterned in shades of blue, from dark navy to bright azure to pastel.
Stake was in his street clothes, but he had an identical set of camouflaged
fatigues among his belongings.

      The Blue War, they had called it.

      It was over now. Everybody coming home. Everybody being sifted
back into a world that would be different for them, whether it was a secretly
distorted variation or not.

      “Buddy? Hey... brother?”

     Stake turned his head, which glistened black like obsidian. He met the
eyes of a crew-cut Choom.

      “What happened to you?”

      There. Someone had overtly invaded his privacy. Someone either too
unthinking—or too compas-sionate—to just leave him be.

       Stake had an answer prepared, though. “I was in some caverns, and
there were major gas concen-trations. A plasma grenade caused it to
ignite.” That was what they had been doing there. Trav-eled so far for, bled
so long for. Officially, it was to lend support to the emerging Jin Haa nation.
But everyone knew it was really all about those rich subterranean gases.

      The Choom made an exaggerated wincing expression. “Ouch. I
heard of that happening. You gonna be all right?” He gestured at his own
face. “Will it get back to normal ?”

     “I don’t know,” Stake said. He wasn’t lying about that part. “I don’t
know.”

                                     ****

THE VETERANS’ ADMINISTRATION worker, whose office Stake was
directed to, was a stern-faced black woman who introduced herself as
Miriam Khaled. She was studying her screens when Stake let himself in.
She looked up at him in a bit of a double take, a little surprised by his
appearance, but she dropped her eyes to his file again as he took a seat in
front of her desk.

      “Will you be my caseworker?” he asked her.

      “No... you won’t be given a particular case-worker; you can meet with
anyone here at the VA about your concerns,” she said as she read from his
records. “Corporal Stake. I see you have a very distinguished four years of
service. Hmm. Assigned to several deep penetration units. You captured
an enemy sniper who was quite a local legend to her people.”

      Stake’s guts knotted tighter at the mention of her. “Yes.” He saw the
Ha Jiin woman’s face on his own internal screen. Her blue-skinned,
beautiful face. She had been his prisoner for a while. Some-times he felt he
was her prisoner now.

      “And you have no desire to further your career in the military?”

      “No.”

       “Okay. Umm...” She frowned. “I don’t see any-thing here about your
injury.”

      “This isn’t from an injury, ma’am.”

      “No?” She looked up, scowling.

      “Excuse me,” Stake said, and then he reached behind his head to
unseal the shiny black mask. He peeled it from his head like a cocoon.
Under it, his short dark hair was sweaty and disheveled. His skin was
normally almost olive, but had become so pale it was almost of a bluish,
corpse-like cast, as if he had been hidden from the sun for months. He
watched Khaled’s face. He saw comprehension dawn there; not of the
particulars, but at least an understanding as to why he would wear the mask.

      She quickly consulted the files again. “You under-went surgery to
perform your penetration missions?”

      “No, ma’am. This isn’t from surgery. I’m a mutant.”

       Miriam Khaled took him in more closely. The young man seated
opposite her was almost entirely a Ha Jiin, just as the Ha Jiin were almost
entirely human—indistinguishable except for matters of pigment that
Stake’s malleable cells could not duplicate, however crafty they were in
their mimicry. Despite its best efforts, his skin was not that lovely, ghostly
shade of blue. And the Ha Jiin’s eyes, though black, gleamed a laser red
when the light struck them a certain way. Even their black hair took on a
metallic red quality where the light made it shine. But there were other
effects that Stake’s face had been very successful at reproducing. The Ha
Jiin’s eyelids possessed the epicanthus of human Asians. Also, it was not
uncommon for Ha Jiin men to mark their faces with scars. Stake had two
horizontal raised bars on his right cheek, and three on his left cheek, almost
as if to indicate that his age was twenty-three. In fact, the scarification was
meant to represent the number of family members a man had lost in war.
Maybe when they touched their own faces, or saw their reflections, it helped
arouse them afresh in their desire to conquer their enemy and avenge their
dead. Were it not for his imitation scars, Stake might have passed for an
Earth Asian. But those markings were so distinctive.

      Khaled found it in the file at last. “I see. It’s a mutation called... Caro
turbida. ‘Disordered flesh.’ Huh. It’s impressive how it works.” She
appeared to regret phrasing it that way. “I mean...”

      “It came in handy when I was doing my pene-tration work,” he
confirmed. “But I had to have my skin dyed blue for those missions.”

      “This happens spontaneously?”

       “Yes. If I look at a person or a picture of a per-son for too long... or
too intensely. It can happen in a matter of minutes. Faster, if I’m trying to
get it to happen.”

      “But why do you look like a Ha Jiin now?”

      “The effect can last until I look long enough at another person’s face
to trade for theirs. Or, for lack of another subject, sooner or later I’ll revert
back to... me. Under normal circumstances, I try not to stare at people too
much. I’ve been watch-ing your face more than I normally would. I should
have begun looking like you by now.”

      “So why isn’t that happening?”

     “I don’t know,” Stake admitted. “This has never happened to me
before. I’m... stuck.”

      “How long has it been?”

     “Three weeks now. Three weeks since I took on the appearance of a
man I killed in my last field mission.”

      “But you really don’t know why that is?”

      Stake swallowed. “I, ah, I can’t say for sure.”
     She nodded and gazed at her computer system. Stake guessed that
she was studying a picture of his own, natural face. He knew it would
appear subtly unnatural to her. In his default mode, as he called it, the
mutant had an oddly unfinished-looking appearance. Too bland, too
nondescript, like an oil portrait that had been roughed in but never
completed. She had probably seen androids that were more lifelike.

      “I can schedule an appointment with one of our doctors at the VA
Hospital,” she said. “Or maybe it would be more helpful if you spoke to one
of our counselors...”

      “Mm,” he grunted.

      “In any case... do you have a family, corporal? Any place to go?”

       “My mother is dead,” he told her. She had been a mutant too. They
had lived in the Punktown slum called Tin Town; it held the highest
concen-tration of mutants in the city. As far as he knew his father was still
alive, if his drug-addicted state could be called that. “No family,” was all the
fur-ther elaboration he would give.

       “All right, then I’ll extend your temporary shelter in the VA Hospice
until you can find an apartment. And, of course, you have a ten-year
pension, but frankly it’s limited in nature and you’re encouraged to make
use of our resources here in searching for employment.”

      “Yes, ma’am.”

      “The mask, Corporal Stake. It’s because you’re afraid to upset the
other returnees?”

      His stolen face—the face of a dead man, as if grafted on to replace
his own obliterated counte-nance—gave her a sickly smile. “It’s to prevent
the other returnees from wanting to lynch me.”

                                     ****

“WHAT ARE THE goggles for?” She had smiled nervously when she
asked it.

      “I damaged my eyes in the war,” he’d lied.

      The Blue War. The light of twin blue-white suns beating down through
the jungle canopy, a jungle where every plant from tree to flower to the
grass itself was a shade of blue. Blue like the flesh of the Ha Jiin
themselves.

      The military surplus goggles were like those Cal Williams and many
other soldiers had worn for night vision, or to see distantly, or to gaze
through the walls of Ha Jiin structures. But when it had come time to shoot,
it was through the lens of his sniper rifle’s scope that he had peered.

     Right now, he had adjusted the spectrum filter on his goggles. Right
now, everything he saw was tinted blue.

      Cal paced the tiny apartment where he had been staying since his
discharge from the VA Hospital. He had been returned to his own
dimension a few months before all these others who were flooding back
now—it was being badly wounded that had won him that head start. The last
treatment had erased the scars on his chest. They had assured him that
everything without and within had been fully restored, but the skin of his
chest still seemed too tightly drawn to him. As he paced he would
occa-sionally rotate his arms in their sockets, or stretch them high above or
far behind him, as if to loosen his confining, claustrophobic flesh.

     He hadn’t been looking for a job; not yet. He had his pension. He
would live frugally, draw it out. It paid his rent. And it had paid for the young
woman who lay on the bed he kept trying not to look at as he paced.

      He wore nothing but the goggles. His bare feet were stealthy as he
padded back and forth like a tiger in its cage. There was one little window
and he paused at it, nudging aside the shade to peek out at the city of
Punktown. In the evening light, the hovercars swarming at ground level and
helicars that drifted along the invisible web of navigation beams sparkled
like scarabs. The lasers and holographs of advertisements strobed and
flashed as if the city was full of bombings and fire-fights. And through his
goggles, the entire city was blue, and even darker and more ominous than it
would have been, like a metropolis built on the bottom of a deep arctic sea.

      Leaning against the window’s frame was the rifle he had bought last
week from a black-market source, along with the pistol he carried with him
when he ventured onto the streets. He lifted the rifle now and couched it in
his arms, a familiar and strangely soothing sensation. It was inferior to the
one he had used over there, which had been able to fire both solid
projectiles and beams. This rifle fired beams alone. And yet, in that area
this weapon was a bit more advanced. He stepped away from the window
and let the rifle’s barrel hold back the lip of the shade. He could fire a bolt of
dark purple light right now, and it would pass through the window pane
without shattering or even scorching it. It was only one of the gun’s tricks.

       Through his goggles and through the rifle’s scope, he tracked one
helicar for a moment before shifting to another. He increased the
magnifica-tion, traced his gaze from window to window on the building
directly across the broad street. At last, he lowered his view further and
zoomed in on a man walking along the sidewalk. He zoomed until the man’s
unaware face filled his vision. He was a wide-mouthed native Choom, even
if the goggles made his face appear as if his skin were blue.

       Lowering his rifle a little, Cal twisted around and glanced over at the
bed.

      The woman was of Asian lineage, with beautiful almond eyes and
black hair down to her waist, tiny like the female Ha Jiin, but he had learned
quickly not to be deceived by that. They were deadlier than the men.

       “What are the goggles for?” she had asked him.

     Lying there, staring at the ceiling and smiling a little as if to mock him,
she appeared as blue-skinned as a Ha Jiin woman.

      Cal dropped his gaze to the blood spattered and drying on his belly
and legs. It looked black through the goggles. But then, he became
con-scious of something for the first time. The realization horrified him, and
he almost dropped the rifle in setting it aside. He clawed the goggles off his
head.

       Through their lenses, his own flesh had appeared blue to him, too.

                                      ****

THE GIANT’S HEAD thrust up out of the earth, but Corporal Jeremy Stake
knew there would also be an entire body below the surface, its form just as
intricately covered in a mosaic of colorful tiles, even if no one would ever
see them. The giant’s mouth was open wide, and gave access to a metal
spiral staircase that wound like a corkscrew down through the titanic body,
down into the caverns below the jungle. There, in galleries of stone, writhed
the bluish gases that the Ha Jiin wor-shipped as their ancestral spirits—but
for which the Earth Colonies had more practical uses.

      Wisps of this vapor curled out of the giant’s gap-ing mouth as if its
last dying breath was being expelled.
       The statue’s flesh was scaled in blue tiles. The eyes were
almond-shaped. The way he looked at this moment, Stake himself might
have been its model. Before embarking from his unit’s position, he had
stared long and hard at a photo of a Ha Jiin that he kept on file in his palm
comp. His fellow soldiers had helped him spray-dye his skin blue, and he
had changed into a Ha Jiin uniform. One of his comrades had pointed a
pistol at him and joked, “I don’t know, Stake... I think you’re one of them
pretending to be one of us pretending to be one of them.”

      The face on his computer screen had no scars on its high
cheekbones. No family members lost yet. But aside from the lack of a
metallic red sheen to his dark pupils and hair, Stake had been thorough-ly
convincing as one of the enemy when he had set off alone into the lush
blue forest.

      He waited, watching the head of the buried colossus, until he felt fairly
safe in approaching it. Stake emerged from the undergrowth, and a
moment later was ducking into the head’s dark maw, with its blended scents
of earth and damp-ness and incense, and the subtle taint of the precious
blue gas itself. But all of this barely masked the strongest, underlying
note—the smell of countless dead bodies secreted deep beneath the
forest.

      He descended the rust-scabbed metal staircase. In his right fist he
carried a Ha Jiin pistol but it had been modified to fire silently, with Earth’s
more advanced technology.

      At the bottom, copper pipes stained green with verdigris ran across
the walls to glass globes, in which gas was burning to give off light. Three
pas-sages branched off from this chamber, but their entrances were
covered by thick yellow curtains. Stake was very much on edge.
Sometimes these caverns were utterly empty, except for the bodies of the
dead—slotted into the honeycombs chiseled into the walls, slathered with a
yellow mineral that crudely mummified their forms. At other times, members
of the Ha Jiin clerical order would be down in the tunnels; maybe a solitary
monk, or maybe an entire group. And then, at other times, the tunnels might
have been converted into a base camp for a unit of Ha Jiin soldiers. It was
frowned upon by their own kind, to take their battle into these places where
only the dead were meant to be sheltered, but the Ha Jiin fighters knew that
they were not the first to have desecrated the sacred netherworld. That the
only way to protect it some-times was to desecrate it themselves.

      Stake strained his ears beyond the soft hissing of gas through the
pipes. A ghostly distant voice. A chant? So... he would not be alone this
time.

      From his backpack he withdrew two narrow black devices speckled
with faux rust, which he clipped to the railings at the base of the staircase.
He activated an invisible field that ran across the bottom stair. It was a
frequency that would not disrupt the anatomy of Earth humans, but would
prove fatal to a Ha Jiin passing through it... either descending into the
catacombs after him, or pur-suing him should he need to make a quick
retreat.

      Now Stake crossed to the central curtain. A glance at his wrist
scanner had told him that there was only one person in the vicinity, down
this pas-sage. This person would have to be neutralized before he could
assemble the teleportation appara-tus stored in his backpack, which would
allow the gases to be siphoned to the collection and process-ing station in
the allied city of Di Noon. If it were a cleric, he’d flip a toggle on his gun and
simply hit him with a gel capsule filled with a paralyzing drug. But if it were
an armed fighter...

       Just beyond the curtain, as he shifted it aside, the tunnel was full of
the bluish mist. These days Stake was no longer queasy about inhaling it.
At first, it had been thought that the gas had inorganic ori-gins... until it had
been determined that it was a byproduct of decomposition. In a way, the Ha
Jiin were correct in deeming it the spirits of their ances-tors. It was a trace
of themselves, surviving them, lingering in the air.

       More glowing spheres set into the walls. Stake followed the chant,
which wavered as if the person uttering it were underwater. He followed the
blip of light on his wrist scanner.

        He turned down another branching hallway, ducking through a
latticework of tree roots that had grown through cracks in the low ceiling.
Peripherally, he kept aware of the holes dug into the walls to either side of
him. Men, women, chil-dren. Dead for centuries, many of them. But it wasn’t
the dead he feared. Some Ha Jiin soldiers wore a wrist device that
deflected the probing of scans such as the one Stake used. And Ha Jiin
sol-diers, lying on their bellies in these honeycombs, had been known to
fire rifles into scouts such as himself.

      A circular chamber opened beyond, the terminus of this particular
passageway. From the threshold, Stake saw a man in a Ha Jiin soldier’s
uniform squatting over a body on a wooden slab. His hands were working,
working, back and forth with a moist sound. He mostly blocked the body
before him, but Stake glimpsed the man’s hands and saw they were yellow.
Stained with a mineral solution.

      Stake took his first stealthy steps into the room. His thumb paused on
the toggle of his pistol. Life or death, at a simple flip of a switch.

      The hunkered soldier was not chanting so much as he was sobbing.
And it was his heavy accent that had prevented Stake from understanding
the word he sobbed till now.

      “Sorry,” the man was croaking in English, over and over as he
slathered on the preserving mixture. “Sorry. Sorry. Sorry...”

      Now Stake could better see the body that lay on the slab. Even
partially covered in yellow pigment, he could tell that its flesh was not blue.
The body was that of a dead Earth female. She had short hair like a boy’s,
her features looked Asian, and she must have been about nineteen. Her
Colonial Forces uniform lay folded nearby, where the man had removed it.
He had undressed her. And in that moment, that was all Stake could think
of. With gritted teeth, he stepped closer and pointed the gun.

      A pebble crunched under his boot. The Ha Jiin whirled around, his
black eyes flashing laser red, and Stake shot him through the front of his
throat.

      The man pitched back, eyes wide, across the bare legs of the
yellow-painted Earth woman. He stared up at Stake, trying to mouth words,
but only blood bubbled up over his lips. Stake didn’t need to read lips to
understand the word he was mouthing. Over and over.

       The man had scars on his face—two horizontal raised bars on his
right cheek, and three on his left cheek—to indicate the number of family
members he had lost in the war. Family members he might have carried
down into this very sepulcher, and coated with the yellow mineral as he had
been doing to this teenage girl he had killed.

      “Sorry,” the man mouthed, dying. “Sorry...”

     Stake shot him several times in the face, to erase that haunting
visage.

      But he had only transferred it to his own. As if the man’s ghost had
fled his body in that instant, to possess him.

                                     ****
HE WAS WELL, they assured him. The skin of his chest was not too tight.
Was he sleeping all right? Did he need some meds for that?

       Cal Williams had looked away from the doctor’s face, unable to meet
his eyes. The man’s skin tone suggested some African ancestry in his mix,
but his eyes had something of a slanted look too. It seemed all the eyes of
the city were Ha Jiin eyes, watching him, no matter what face they glared
out of. Sometimes Cal thought he was still a prisoner, still being tortured,
but this time just psychologi-cally. Perhaps he had never been freed, but
right now sat in a cell instead of an examination room of the VA Hospital.
Maybe this doctor wore make-up to change his skin color. Or maybe they
had drugged him, or implanted a computer chip in his brain. Played around
inside his mind...

      “Do you think you’d benefit from talking with one of our counselors?”
the doctor asked him.

      Cal stepped down from the examination table, resealing his shirt.
“No,” he grunted. “I’m fine. Just like you say.”

      He didn’t have a car yet, so he figured he’d buy a coffee from a
vending machine in the little cafe-teria, and sip it while he waited for the next
shuttle to Blue Station. Blue Station, he thought with a smirk. Yeah. How
appropriate.

       In a nexus of hallways where elevators were sit-uated, Cal paused to
look at directional plaques on a wall. Arrows pointed one way for the
CAFETE-RIA. And in another direction, toward PSYCHIATRIC
SERVICES. He found himself, almost against his will, drifting down that
corri-dor. Maybe it was the sobbing voice he heard from one of the rooms
that compelled him. As it turned out, it was a man sitting in the little waiting
room, his face in his hands and his elbows on his knees. The receptionist
behind the counter could have been a robot for all the concern she showed
him. Another vet was strapped into a cybernetic “pony” with insect-like arms
and legs, as his own four limbs were missing, making him look like a
swaddled overgrown infant. He met Cal’s eyes with a dazed, or maybe just
fatalistic, expression.

      The nurse looked up, finally noticing Cal. “Can I help you?” she asked
blandly.

     “No—I’m... just looking for a friend,” Cal stammered, and then he
ducked back into the hall.
                                      ****

STAKE LEFT THE counselor’s office without his mask on, as the man had
suggested. “As long as you wear it, you fortify your need for it. And you
fortify your identification with the Ha Jiin soldier. Every time you put it on
again, you re-establish that identity. This is a wound that needs its bandage
off in order to heal, Jeremy. Don’t look in the mirror. Don’t fret about it. You
have to ignore it, which is not the same thing as the hiding you’re doing now.
Go about your life. Your mutation aside, there is no physiological reason for
you to maintain this appearance.”

      Stake had nodded, listening to these words. Nor-mally he wouldn’t
have looked too long at the counselor’s face, but he had stared at him
intense-ly, hoping, hoping to see the man’s expression change to surprise
as his patient began to mimic him. Yet it did not come.

      “But you know,” the counselor had gone on, “the surest way to deal
with this is to treat your brain itself with a surgical procedure, in such a way
that your ability will be forever inhibited. No more shape-shifting at all. Do
you think you’d be interested in that?”

      “Maybe later,” Stake had murmured. “Not... not yet.” His ability had
served him well during his military stint. Might he make use of it in some
future career? And then there was the matter of his heritage. He was a Tin
Town mutant, like his mother. He was almost defiantly defensive about that.
He didn’t need to be... corrected, like some freak, some abomination.

      But as he left the counselor’s office, he couldn’t help but wonder if
there were something more masochistic in his choice not to have his
mutation treated. Something like punishment involved in that decision.

                                      ****

CAL WILLIAMS WAS waiting for one of the elevator doors to open when
he looked to his right and saw the man walking toward him from the
psychiatric wing. He wasn’t the only one who’d noticed him. A few other
people were muttering. “Is that a Ha Jiin?” a woman said.

     “His skin isn’t blue,” her male companion hissed, as if afraid they’d be
overheard.

      The man with the scarred face stopped behind the whispering couple,
waiting for another of the elevators. Cal kept staring at him. He was
trem-bling. If this were all some elaborate facade created by his Ha Jiin
captors to trick him, then this one had let his mask slip. Had overlooked a
critical detail—those ritualistic scars on his cheeks.

      Even though the line he was in was a little short-er, Cal shifted over
behind the man with the scars. He stared at the back of his head, so close
he could reach out and take his neck in his hands. And as if he could feel
those imaginary hands, the man turned around to meet Cal’s gaze. Without
being asked, he said, “Yeah—I know. I did this to myself, like they do. I lost
five good buddies over there, so I...” He made a slashing movement with
his hand.

      Why lie about it, Jeremy Stake wondered? But it was easier this way,
wasn’t it? Not having to explain his mutation. Or that scene in the
necrop-olis below the jungle floor. This way it seemed he was a good, loyal
soldier, grieving only for his own dead. Not conflicting about some enemy
who had murdered a teenage girl.

      Cal Williams said nothing. But there was more than just the scars.
This man’s cheekbones were high and pronounced, his lips full, his eyes
slanted, his pupils obsidian black, all like a Ha Jiin. His face wasn’t robin’s
egg blue, but it had a bluish pallor.

      Seeing that the man behind him wasn’t going to respond, Stake faced
around forward again. He felt the eyes of others on him also. Yes, easy for
the counselor to tell him to go without the mask. And maybe it wasn’t really
a bad idea to rid himself of that crutch. But he felt it was premature to have
removed it here and now.

      The elevator arrived, disgorging one group of people and admitting
the next. Cal watched the cabin fill up. The scarred man entered, then
turned around to face outward. Cal was desperate to plunge inside so as
not to lose track of him, but when the man faced him again he could not
bring himself to move. The elevator door slid shut between them.

      But a moment later, Cal was racing toward the emergency stairwell.

                                      ****

STAKE’S NEW FLAT was on Judas Street, in a brick tenement meant to
look like native Choom archi-tecture but merely looking mass-produced and
cheap. At least the gang graffiti gave all the build-ings on Judas Street,
whatever their style, a homogenous feel. His bed was narrow, his
bath-room tiny, his kitchen little more than a counter, but there was a table
near the window where he set up his new computer. It would serve as his
phone, his VT, and his means by which to try to find out what had become
of his former prisoner. The female Ha Jiin sniper named Thi Gonh, whom
her own people had dubbed with admiration, the “Earth Killer.”

      He recalled her face better than he recalled his own. Yearned for it
more, too. He could still smell the scent of her long hair, and of her blue
flesh. He remembered the taste of it.

       What would all the vets at the VA think if they knew how he had lain
with her? Not that many of them hadn’t slept with prostitutes among their
allies, the Jin Haa. But this was the enemy. A killer who had trained her
sniper rifle on men and women just like them, and pulled the trigger again
and again.

      And what would her people think, if they knew the same about her? If
they knew how she had become... confused, as he had?

      Stake had his computer on now, running in VT mode, and the news
station he was tuned to reported a seemingly endless list of recent crimes.
A Dacvibese had been murdered by a gang right here on Judas Street and
they showed a picture of the alien in life, resembling an albino bipedal
grey-hound. Stake turned to look at it. Had the kids, maybe adolescents,
who had ended that life for drug money, felt any hesitation, any remorse?
He doubted it. Were they more hardened killers then, in their way, than he
was? He thought that the dif-ference between them was that his killings had
been sanctioned, encouraged. He had been told that it was right, whereas
they did not have to suf-fer such a moral dichotomy. They knew they were
wrong, were evil, and were comfortable wearing that skin.

       Stake had bought more than just a computer with the first of his
pension money. From the table, he picked up a black market handgun, a
big and ugly Wolff .45. He hefted it as he paced his little flat. It wasn’t too
light. Lightweight guns were good in the field, when you were laden with
gear, but something with more weight definitely felt bet-ter at the end of
your arm. It was more... there. He would start carrying it when he ventured
from his apartment from now on. This was, after all, Judas Street. This was,
after all, Punktown.

     Well, he hadn’t been able to find out anything about Thi Gonh today.
Everything was in upheaval now with most of the troops coming home,
except for a security force that would remain stationed in the city of Di
Noon. As a returnee, he was not privy to such information. But he would
keep trying. Whether she would go on trial as an enemy or be returned to
her own people, he would track her down one of these days. If nothing
more, it was something to occupy his mind. A mission, now that there was
no further need for his services. No more battles to fight. In that distant
dimension, at any rate.

                                    ****

CAL WILLIAMS STOOD across the street from the brick tenement,
running his gaze across its win-dows. He didn’t know which floor the man
lived on, but he knew he was there; he had seen him come and go several
times by now. That day when he first met the man in the VA Hospital, he
had managed to catch sight of him again down the street and follow him to
the subway station, and then trail him here to Judas Street. Cal had altered
his appearance along the way, by at first going bare-headed, then wearing
the hood of his sweat-shirt for a while, removing the cloned leather jacket
he wore over the sweatshirt and stuffing it in a balled-up shopping bag he
plucked out of the gut-ter. Luckily, he was a nondescript person. His hair
cropped close to his head, like just another soldier.

      Yes, the war was over. The Jin Haa had estab-lished their small,
independent nation within the body of the resentful Ha Jiin’s land, like a
tumor they must accept and live with. And in return for the help of the Earth
Colonies, the Jin Haa would unthinkably allow them to extract gases from
the tombs of their own dead. Now that there was a bitter peace, Earth was
working to sway the Ha Jiin to become friendly too. They had so much
more gas than the Jin Haa, after all.

       But with the war over or not, it was too soon for a Ha Jiin man to be
here within an Earth-established colony city. Oh, he might say he was a Jin
Haa ally. With his skin color, he might even claim to be an Earther. But Cal
knew better. The man was a spy. Or a terrorist. Right here, camouflaged by
the city’s diversity of races, walking amongst these blind fools, and only Cal
was aware of it. As though he wore his military surplus goggles, attuned to a
wavelength of light that allowed him to see a creature invisible to others, but
slithering through the air around them.

                                    ****

THERE WERE MULTIPLE lanes of traffic thronged with vehicles of every
description, hovering or on wheels. To reach the opposite side, he had to
go further down Judas Street to a subway kiosk, then cross beneath the
street and emerge on the other side. He recognized the building—as
unremark-able in appearance as it was—by its graffiti, left most
predominately by a gang called the Judas Street Hangmen.
       Cal mounted its short flight of front steps, and touched a key on its
entry panel. The screen dis-played the names of the tenants. He was afraid
that the man would have opted to remain anony-mous, as some of the
tenants had. He ran his finger down the list. A mix of human and alien
names. He thought he could tell the alien names were Choom, with one
Tikkihotto, from the sound of them. Nothing that sounded Jiinese, though
from the man’s disguise that didn’t surprise him.

       A woman came clicking her shoes up the steps, and Cal stepped
away from the panel guiltily to let her buzz herself in. Dark, maybe with
Indian blood given that a holographic eye was pasted on her forehead like a
bindi. She gave him a sideways look. He hesitated, then asked, “Excuse
me, ma’am? I’m trying to find someone... he has scars on his cheeks? He
dropped this in the subway and I thought I saw him go in here.” From his
back pocket he produced his own wallet.

      “Third floor. I don’t know his name,” the woman said brusquely. The
holographic third eye followed him distrustfully, and blinked. “But I can’t let
you in with me.”

      “Oh... okay, I understand.” He didn’t want to alarm her. He backed off
some more while she buzzed herself inside. She watched him through the
door’s window as she pushed it closed and made sure it locked.

      Third floor. Cal activated the display monitor again. He isolated the
names of those on the third floor. A few anonymous, but he copied the
available male names onto a scrap of paper from his wallet. He would enter
these names into his com-puter, in his own flat, and see what he might
glean from them.

       As he returned to the sidewalk, staring at the scrap of paper, another
woman came near him and said something he didn’t get. Cal looked up, a
bit startled, and she smiled at him with long red lips that curled forever.
From her scanty clothing he could tell she was a prosty. But she was a
Choom, not an Earther, not of Asian blood. That was good. Good for her,
and good for him, too. He ignored her when she repeated her comment,
hurrying off down the street toward the subway so that he might descend
into the tunnels below the city-like those he had fought in not so long ago,
among the ghostly ancestors of the enemy he sent to join them.

                                     ****

NEITHER TUBES NOR buses would make stops in the ghetto of Tin Town
anymore, and any cabbie willing to do so would have to be so crazy that
Jeremy Stake would have been more afraid of him than the ghetto’s
denizens themselves—of which he had formerly been one. So he got as
close as he could by hoverbus, and went the rest of the way on foot.

      He walked past a series of tenement houses that had all burned into
charred skeletons, looking like they’d been bombed. Children balanced
along the girders of a floorless second floor as if they were putting on a
circus performance. From the huge-ness of one child’s head and the
weirdly bent figure of another, it was clear they were mutants. Like his
mother had been. Like himself.

      Under his jacket he carried the Wolff .45. When two large men
walking close together approached him on the sidewalk, he became
extra-conscious of the holstered semiautomatic. But it was actually one
man, with an overabundance of flesh and limbs, and he didn’t even glance
at Stake as they passed each other. They were all ghosts of what they had
been or what they could have been, in Tin Town.

       He located the apartment building where he had last known his father
to be living, but he wasn’t there anymore, and the tenant who had replaced
him knew nothing of the former occu-pant. Stake was disappointed—not
only because he wanted to see his father again after his four years away in
another plane of existence, but because he had hoped that looking into the
face of the man who had sired him would give him the jolt he needed to slip
the alien mask that had fused itself onto his skull, the way a normal
per-son’s face remained fixed. But that was not normal for him.

      The best Stake could do, before leaving Tin Town, was to next seek
out and stand before the place where his mother had been living when she
died. Maybe the building’s familiar face would urge the shifting of his cells.

       Yet, even the buildings were mutated. He passed through an old
low-income housing project, the buildings all bulging at their middles, and at
their summits the plastic of which they were composed had been weirdly
affected by pollution, teased out into intricate branches so that it seemed
that Stake strolled down a rubble-strewn promenade of baobab trees.

     He finally found the building he sought in this now transfigured
neighborhood. He stared at the third-floor windows through which his
mother had once gazed, as if hoping that her face might appear there. As if
hoping his own, younger face would appear there. But the restorative
miracle he desired was not triggered.
      Stake flinched when he heard the chatter of automatic gunfire, a few
blocks away. The sky was going coppery as evening approached, and it
was better even for a seasoned war vet like himself not to be out in the
gangs’ combat zone after dark. So he turned back toward the border of the
mutant slum. As he walked, someone called out to him and he paused
warily, looking over. A man sat on the top step of a tenement doorway,
arched and shadowy like an alcove. In the gloom, long appendages stirred;
tentacles? The man gurgled, “Are you a Ha Jiin?”

     “No,” Stake told him. “I’m not.”

     As if he hadn’t even heard Stake, the mutant said, “You call us Earth
people ghost-eaters, don’t you?” And then, without waiting for another reply,
the man purposely gave out a long rumbling belch.

                                    ****

CAL WILLIAMS HAD found him, mostly by elimi-nating the others from his
list. He learned little about the man from the net, but he had supposed-ly
served as a corporal in the Colonial Forces in the Blue War. Oh, there was
a picture... yet the man in the service ID photo looked absolutely nothing
like the man Cal had followed to the apartment building. That only proved
the point. This Corpo-ral Stake had survived the war only to be killed here in
his own dimension by the Ha Jiin terrorist, and have his identity stolen. In
the more treacher-ous red tape jungle of bureaucracy, no one had become
the wiser.

     The man had recently begun phone service to the apartment on
Judas Street. And his number was not listed.

     Now Cal felt his mission was more imperative than ever. He had to
avenge this dead man. This murdered fellow war veteran named Jeremy
Stake.

                                    ****

STAKE HAD FALLEN asleep in his chair, seated in front of his new comp
system. He had it in VT mode and had been watching a program on the
Blue War cease-fire, and the return of most of the Colonial Forces. Vets
and their families inter-viewed about being reunited. He had wondered if the
ratings were as good now with the war over as they had been with it on.
Some of its battles had been broadcast live, at times from the point of view
of the soldiers’ goggles. Not those battles, of course, of deep penetration
teams like his, particu-larly skirmishes in the gas tunnels. No—battles in
support of the Jin Haa’s independence.

      A staccato burst of automatic fire—from a drive-by shooting,
perhaps—awakened him, and he grabbed the Wolff .45 that rested on the
desk beside his keyboard. For a moment, he had thought he was back
there. Not in the blue-leaved forests, but Tin Town, where he had grown up.
Tin Town, from which he had escaped.

      Still gripping the big pistol, with his free hand he reached up to touch
his face. He felt the raised bands on his cheeks. He did not need to set his
comp screen to mirror mode to confirm it. In fact, when he set his handgun
down on the cor-ner of the bed and squeezed into his minuscule bathroom
to splash some icy water on his face, he could not even bring himself to lift
his eyes to his reflection.

       An extended beep from his computer system, fol-lowed two seconds
later by another. Face dripping, Stake turned around. Someone was
phoning him. He moved back toward his comp system, drying his hands as
he went. Rather than seat himself in front of the screen, not expecting there
to be any-one he really wanted to converse with at length, he leaned down
over the back of his chair to check on the caller’s ID. It read ANONYMOUS.
In another mood he might not have answered, because it was likely some
obnoxious marketer. Then again, what if the person who had taken over his
father’s apart-ment had lied about not knowing him? What if that man had
told his father someone claiming to be his son had come seeking him out?
And what if his father had got his number then, through the Veterans’
Administration?

        A too-hopeful, illogical reasoning as he tapped a key to receive the
call.

       The comp’s screen changed to show him the caller, and to show the
caller him. Stake saw a man leaning far back in a car seat, and pointing a
rifle at him. He threw himself to one side as a dark pur-ple beam of light
launched itself straight out of the screen and burned a deep groove across
his left hip.

                                      ****

ANOTHER OF CAL’S gun’s tricks.

      His new hovercar was not new. It had even been slathered with bright
yellow graffiti already, last night when it was parked outside his flat. But its
comp system worked fine. Before calling the imposter who claimed to be a
man named Jeremy Stake, Cal had collapsed the stock of his rifle and its
telescoping barrel, to make its use more practi-cal in the vehicle’s confines.
He leaned his back up against the door to give himself a bit more distance
as he aimed his weapon at the monitor mounted on the dashboard. His eye
was pressed to the rub-ber cup shielding the scope’s tinier computer
screen. His finger, on the trigger...

     But his first shot had only grazed his target. The man was quick. And
why not? He was obviously a soldier too.

    Cal twitched the gun’s barrel to follow him. He must not get excited.
He must keep his cool. He was shooting fish in a barrel.

       He fired a second ray bolt through his monitor. And then a third,
resisting the temptation to switch to fully automatic. It was an art. He took
pride in it. It was what he had been trained to do.

                                     ****

STAKE TRIED TO ignore the blazing pain along his hip, as he hit the floor
and shoulder-rolled fast to his feet. Peripherally, as he came up, he saw a
second bolt flash from the computer’s screen. It passed inches in front of
his chest. He dove across his bed. A third bolt followed him, plowing into
the mattress. Before thudding to the floor on the opposite side, Stake
scooped up the Wolff he had left on the bed before going into the
bathroom.

      A fourth ray burned straight through his bed and hit the wall; a blind
shot, based on where the caller thought him to be. He was good too,
because the bolt almost skimmed Stake’s shoulder.

      “Who are you?” Stake bellowed across the room.

        His answer was a fifth beam that passed so close to his face that he
felt its heat.

      Sure that the sixth or seventh would kill him, Stake popped up from
behind his bed with his own gun extended. The bulky pistol fired solid
projectiles. And however elusive his unknown attacker was, the computer
screen was a stationary object.

     One good shot struck the screen dead-on. But Stake shot it two times
more, just for good measure.
                                     ****

CAL SWORE UNDER his breath as the connection was severed. But he
had anticipated the possibility. That was why he had bought the hovercar.

      He stepped out of it. Directly in front of his enemy’s apartment
building. He had hoped not to make a public display of all this, but it couldn’t
be helped now. It didn’t matter. He was doing his duty as a soldier. He was
protecting this city. And avenging a comrade he had never known.

      Cal had left his rifle in the car, but as he strode to the front door he
tugged out his pistol. He had loaded it with illegal explosive bullets. He fired
at the door as he came. A third blast did the trick. When he reached the
decimated door, he kicked it aside, and was through.

                                     ****

UPSTAIRS, ON THE third floor, Stake heard the three detonations, and
knew that his enemy was close at hand.

      He also knew he must not allow himself to be pinned down inside his
tiny apartment a second time. So he rushed to his door, threw it open, and
stepped out onto the landing overlooking the stairs, Wolff gripped in both
hands. A woman cracked her own apartment’s door, saw him there, and
ducked back inside.

      Bluish smoke swirled at the bottom of the stair-well, but Stake saw a
dark form darting through it. Starting up the stairs. He didn’t want to kill an
innocent, and yet he didn’t even know what his enemy looked like. He
couldn’t take the chance to hesitate a moment longer than he already
had—so Jeremy Stake leaned over the railing, pointed the Wolff below,
and fired shot after shot at the figure as it came racing up the second flight
of steps.

     He heard a cry. And then he threw himself to the floor as an explosive
round took out most of the railing where he had been standing.

       Stake lay on his belly, shell-shocked, expecting more of these
explosions. But as the seconds ticked on, no more came. Was the man
simply waiting for him to poke his head up? When Stake heard mul-tiple
voices murmuring to each other below, he realized the situation had
changed. He got to his feet and descended the stairs, though he kept his
pistol ready.
      Another tenant had already taken the gun loaded with explosive
bullets out of the man’s hand. He was not dead yet, but he lay on his back in
a spreading pool of blood. Stake stood over him, looking straight down at
him. And he thought the man looked familiar, though he couldn’t remember
where he might have met him before. Then again, he had the
close-cropped hair and nondescript look of so many men he had fought
beside, not long ago at all.

      A woman lay dead beside the bleeding man. From her terrible
wounds, Stake guessed that she had been in the vestibule when the
assassin had blasted away the door. The dying man turned his glassy eyes
away from Stake to look at her. He groaned, and muttered something the
others gath-ered there couldn’t hear. Stake hunched down closer.

     “Sorry,” the dying man whispered to the dead woman. “I’m sorry...”

       He turned his face to look up at Stake again. Stake expected to see
anger there, but instead there was only a kind of bewilderment. And then,
he realized the eyes weren’t seeing anything at all. This stranger who had
tried to kill him was dead.

     “Crazy,” one of the tenants said to another. “On drugs, or something.”

      Stake contemplated the man for a few moments more. A tear that had
formed before the life went out of him finally unbalanced and sped down
the side of his face. The one tear more than the grow-ing puddle of blood
troubled Stake, and he rose to his feet. Turned around to face the other
tenants, in the hopes that they might enlighten him. But when they saw him,
this murderer, they all stepped back with a collective gasp.

     Why? Was he the only killer in this city? And hadn’t he only been
defending himself?

      But then, as they stared at his face, he knew that wasn’t the reason.
He reached up to touch his cheeks to confirm that the scars were no longer
there. The dead Ha Jiin’s mask had melted away like an ice sculpture.

      And Stake knew, without having to look at a mirror—knew, from the
reflections of himself in the eyes of these confused tenants—what mask he
now wore instead.

                                   ****