THE
FRESCO
[25 aug
2001 - scanned for #bookz]
[10 oct
2001 - proofed for #bookz by bookleech, v 1.0]
Things
that go bump in the night
Along the Oregon coast an arm of the Pacific shushes softly against
rocky shores. Above the waves, dripping silver in the moonlight, old trees,
giant trees, few now, thrust their heads among low clouds, the moss thick upon
their boles and shadow deep around their roots. In these woods nights are
quiet, save for the questing hoot of an owl, the satin stroke of fur against a
twig, the tick and rasp of small claws climbing up, clambering down. In these
woods, bear is the big boy, the top of the chain, but even he goes quietly and
mostly by day. It is a place of mosses and liverworts and ferns, of filmy green
that curtains the branches and cushions the soil, a wet place, a still place.
A place in which something new is happening. If there
were eyes to see, they might make out a bear-sized shadow, agile as a squirrel,
puckering the quiet like an opening zipper, rrrrip up, rrrrip down, high into
the trees then down again, disappearing into mist. Silence intervenes, then
another seam is ripped softly on one side, then on the other, followed by new
silences. Whatever these climbers are, there are more than a few of them.
The owl opens his eyes wide and turns his head
backwards, staring at the surrounding shades. Something new, something strange,
something to make a hunter curious. When the next sound comes, he launches
himself into the air, swerving silently around the huge trunks, as he does when
he hunts mice or voles or small birds, following the pucker of individual tics
to its lively source, exploring into his life's darkness. What he finds is
nothing he might have imagined, and a few moments later his bloody feathers
float down to be followed by another sound, like a satisfied sigh.
Near the Mexican border, rocky canyons cleave the
mountains, laying them aside like broken wedges of gray cheese furred with a
dark mold of pinon and juniper that sheds hard shadows on moon glazed stone,
etched lithographs in gray and black, taupe and silver.
Beneath feathery chamisa a rattlesnake flicks his
tongue, following a scent. Along a precarious rock ledge a ring-tailed cat
strolls, nose snuffling the cracks. At the base of the stone a peccary trots
along familiar foot trails, toward the toes of a higher cliff where a seeping
spring gathers in a rocky goblet. In the desert, sounds are dry and rattling:
pebbles toed into cracks, hoofs tac-tacking on stone, the serpent rattle
warning the wild pig to veer away, which she does with a grunt to the tribe
behind her. From the rocky scarp the ring-tailed cat hears the whole population
of the desert pass about its business in the canyon below.
A new sound comes to this place, too. High in the air,
a chuff, chuff, chuff, most like the wings of a monstrous crow, crisp and
powerful, engine-like in their regularity. Then a cry, eerie and utterly alien,
not from any native bird ever heard in this place.
The peccary freezes in place. The ring-tailed cat
leaps into the nearest crevice. Only the rattler does not hear, does not care.
For the others, staying frozen in place seems the appropriate and prudent thing
to do as the chuff, chuff, chuff moves overhead, another cry and an answer from
places east, and west, and north as well. The aerial hunter is not alone, and
its screams fade into the distance, the echoes still, and the canyon comes
quiet again.
And farther south and east, along the gulf, in the
wetland that breeds the livelihood of the sea, in the mangrove swamps, the
cypress bogs, the moss-lapped, vine-twined, sawgrass-grown, reptile-ridden
mudflats, night sounds are continuous. Here the bull gator bellows, swamp birds
call, insects and frogs whir and buzz and babble and creak. Fish jump, huge
tails thrash, wings take off from cover to silhouette themselves on the face of
the moon.
And even here comes strangeness, a great squadge,
squadge, squadge, as though something walks through the deep muck in giant
boots on ogre legs, squishing feet down and sucking them up only to squish them
down once more. Squadge, squadge, squadge, three at a time, then a pause, then
three more.
As in other places, the natives fall silent. The heron
finds himself a perch and pulls his head back on his long neck, letting it rest
on his back, crouching a little, not to be seen against the sky. The bull gator
floats on the oily surface like a scaly buoy, fifteen feet of hunger and dim
thought, an old man of the muck, protruding eyes seeing nothing as flared
nostrils taste something strange. He lies in his favorite resting place near
the trunk of a water-washed tree. There was no tree in that place earlier
today, but the reptilian mind does not consider this. Only when something from
above slithers sinuously onto the top of his head does he react violently, his
body bending, monstrous tail thrashing, huge jaws gaping wide . . .
Then nothing. No more from the gator until morning,
when the exploring heron looks along his beak to find an intaglio of strange
bones on the bank, carefully trodden into the muck, from the fangs at the front
of the jaw to the vertebra at the tip of the tale. Like a frieze of bloody
murder, carefully displayed.
BenitaSATURDAY
It had rained a lot in August, warm wet air pouring up from the
Pacific, across Mexico, into New Mexico, on north into Colorado and Wyoming.
Another year of it coming, said the lady-with-the-graceful-hands, posturing in
front of her weather map, bowing to the highs and lows, tracing the lines of
cold and hot with balletic gestures. So simple, on the map. So simple on the
TV. Not so simple when the rain came down two inches in half an hour and the
arroyos filled up with roaring brown water, washing away chicken coops and
parked cars, filling up the culverts and running over the road to deposit
unknown depths of gooey brown.
Benita Alvarez-Shipton had negotiated two such mud flows
in a fine frenzy, just not giving a damn, determined to make it up the canyon,
but by the time she reached the third one, her fury had cooled, as usual. Her
daughter Angelica told her that was her trouble, she couldn't stay mad.
Angelica, now, she stayed mad. Something inherited from her grandma on one side
or grandpa on the other, no doubt, and probably far healthier for her than
Benita's continual doubts. Benita herself was plagued by voices, mostly Mami's,
counseling prudence, counseling patience.
You made your bed, Benita, now lie in it. God gives us strength to
bear, Bennie. The stallion prances, but it's the mare that nurses the colt.
You've wasted so much, daughter. You can't afford to waste another bit.
So, caution. The goo covering the road was
suspiciously smooth and untouched. Things that were untouched might be so for a
reason.
It looks too good to be true, Bennie, it probably is.
If it was possible, Bennie,
somebody would have done it already. Mami hadn't always been right, thank
heaven, but she scored high, nonetheless. In this case she would have asked, What
if you get stuck, Bennie? What if somebody comes along, someone, you know, not
a nice person?
Not long after Angelica was born, Benita had begun to
realize she'd made a major mistake. By the time the kids were in school, she
was seeking hiding places from the ghosts in her head, learning ways to cope
without money, without help. Solitude was easier to live with than people.
Books were less threatening than relatives. The fewer things she said to them,
the fewer things she did with them, the fewer mistakes she would make, the
fewer hurtful memories there would be.
When the children were little, she'd taken them into
the mountains, put up the tent borrowed from her father, and camped for a week
at a time without any bad memories. In the mountains you walked, admired birds,
smelled flowers, threw rocks in the river and picked up pretty stones. Nothing
happened to come back and haunt you in the night. Sleeping on the ground wasn't
Bert's kind of thing, especially not in the mountains, miles from the nearest
bar. Back then, as now, the predator she feared most was the one she lived
with. Other risks paled in comparison.
At the side of the road a slightly higher stretch of
ground offered itself. She drove atop it and killed the engine. Even if another
flash flood came down the arroyo, it wouldn't come as high as the wheels. She
rolled up all the windows and locked the doors, not that it would stop anyone
stealing the car if they were of a mind to, but no use wishing somebody would!
The old wreck was beginning to cost more than it was worth, just to keep it
going. Unlike Bert, who could cheerfully rob Peter to pay Paul, and then rob
Paul to bet on football, Benita's ghosts wouldn't let her risk it. In her life
there were no discretionary expenditures. Every penny was committed.
She studied the clouds massing in the west, readying
themselves for a full-scale downpour, checking to be sure she had both a hooded
rain poncho and a sweater in her pack. She didn't plan to go more than a half
hour away from the car. Gingerly, she placed one foot on the mud flow, which
turned out to be a false alarm - only half an inch of clayey goo spread over
silt that had settled into a brick-like mass.
Just ahead of her the road turned up the canyon
between two groves of ponderosa pine. This world was empty, no people, no
sounds of people talk or people machines. Saturdays people slept in, read the
papers, did yard work, maybe had a barbecue or went to visit family. Since Mami
died, she hadn't had any local family except Dad. Since she'd become a recluse
outside of working hours, she hadn't had any real friends. Anyhow, she wouldn't
want to see anyone, not for a few days.
Half a mile up the road the pines gave way to aspen and
fir around grassy glades, and within a hundred yards she saw the first
mushrooms gleaming from the dappled shade. She knew what they were. Mami had
taught her what to avoid as well as what to pick, but she walked over to them
anyhow, admiring the picture they made, like something out of a child's fairy
tale. Funga demonio, Mami had said. Amanita muscaria, said the
mushroom guide. Red with wooly white spots on the cap. Also amanita
pbailloides, white as a dove's wing, graceful and pure. She stood looking at
them for a long time, pretending not to think what she was thinking.
With a heaving sigh, she left the death caps behind
and wandered among the trees parallel to the road. One winy, plate-sized bolete
crouched in a hollow among some aspens, a triple frill of tan pleurotus fringed
a half-rotted cottonwood stump, half a dozen white domes of acjaricus poked
through dried pine needles in a clump, gills as pink as flamingo feathers.
There wasn't a single wormhole in any of them. That was enough. She had learned
a long time ago not to take more than she could eat in one day, unless she was
drying them for winter.
Lately she hadn't been in the mood to do anything for
winter, or for any future time. No more planning. No more preparation. No more
dedication. Getting through each day was enough. No use drying mushrooms when
she'd be the only one to eat them. Bert had never cared for mushrooms, not even
on pizza, and the kids weren't here to eat them. Benita had always imagined the
summers between college terms as a time of homecoming, but it had been only
imagination, not thought. Thought would have told her that once they were gone,
they would stay. Angelica had a job she couldn't leave. Carlos said he was
getting a job. Cross your fingers and pray. He needed to work, at something,
not to go on doing . . . whatever it was he did. Angelica begged her to come
visit them, but somehow ... it hadn't seemed to be the right time.
She glanced at her watch and went on upward, strolling
now, relaxed by the quiet, the soft air, the bird murmur in the trees, keeping
an eye on the shadows. When they said near enough to noon, she sat down on a
flat rock and unpacked her lunch. Diet soda. Turkey sandwich. Two white peaches
from the orchard behind the house, apricot trees, peach trees, plus plums,
pear, apple, cherry. This year the peach trees bloomed even earlier than usual,
but instead of the blossoms being killed by the April frost, they'd managed to
set fruit before it happened. Pears, apples and cherries bloomed later. July
was for pitting cherries, night after night, to freeze for pies. August and
September were for making applesauce, apple jelly, and putting up pears.
That was then. Other years had been other years, and
now was now.
She dallied with her food, small bites, little
swallows, not wanting to think about going home, reluctantly packing away the
scraps and the empty can in the pack with the mushroom bag on top. The clouds
had moved swiftly from the west to make a dark layer almost overhead, and it
was time to head back to town, go to the market, pick up some groceries. Maybe
she'd stop at the bookstore for a couple of books. One nice thing about working
there was borrowing new books freebies. Or, she had a free pass to the movies.
Something light and fun with no chance it would make her cry. Lately, if she
got started, it was hard to stop.
She left the trees behind and stepped out onto one of
the parallel tracks in the grass that passed for a road, looked up at the sky
once more, lowered her eyes and was confronted by the aliens.
Thinking it over later, she blamed the TV and movies
for her immediate reaction. The media gobbled everything that happened or could
happen, then spit it out, over and over, every idea regurgitated, every concept
so mushed up that when anything remarkable actually occurred it was already a
cliche. Like cloning or surrogate mothers or extraterrestrials and UFOs. The
whole world had heard about it and seen movies about it, and had become bored
with the subject before it even happened!
So, when the aliens walked out of the trees across the
rutted road and asked her what her personal label was, her first thought was
that she'd stepped into the middle of TV movie set. She looked around for
cameras. Then she thought, no, she'd seen ET arrivals done better, far more
believably, and certainly with better actors playing the abductee than herself,
so it was a joke. A moment's consideration of the creatures before her,
however, told her they couldn't be humans in costume. Entirely the wrong shape
and the wrong size.
Her final reaction was that she'd wanted to get away
from home, sure, but an alien abduction was ridiculous.
The lead alien, the slightly taller one, cocked its
head and repeated in the same dry, uninflected tone it had used the first time,
"Please, what is your identity description?" Then, as though
recognizing her uncertainty, "My designation is mrfleblobr'r'cxzuckand, an
athyco, of the Pistach people.
Benita had to clear her throat before she could speak.
"I'm sorry, but I can't possibly pronounce your name. I am Benita, that is
Benita Alvarez Shipton of the . . . Hispanic people.
A rather lengthy silence while the alien who had
spoken turned to the other alien and the two of them focused their attention on
a mechanism the first one was holding in one of its pincers. Claws? No,
pincers. Very neat, small, rather like a jeweler's tools, capable of deft
manipulation.
The first alien turned to ask, "Are we mistaken
in thinking this is America area? We are now in Hispanic area?"
She fought down an urge to giggle and almost choked
instead. "This is the southwest part of North America, yes, but
there are many Hispanic people in this area as well as Caucasian people and
Indian people. This country also has Afro-American people, ah, Hawaiian people,
Chinese people . . . She caught herself babbling, and her voice trailed off as
the two went back into their huddle. Could two huddle? She sucked in her cheeks
and bit down hard, trying to convince herself she was awake. Half hidden in a
grove of firs beyond the two aliens a gleaming shape hovered about two feet
above the ground. The alien ship: a triangular gunmetal blue thing, flat on the
bottom, rounded like a teardrop above. It looked barely big enough to hold the
two beings, who were about her height, five foot six, though much lighter in
build, each with four yellow arms and four green legs, and what seemed to be a
scarlet exoskeleton covering the thorax and extending in a kind of kangaroo
tail in back, like a prop. Or maybe wing covers, like a beetle. So, maybe they
were bugs. Giant bugs. And maybe they weren't. The exoskeleton could be armor
of some kind, and they had huge, really huge multifaceted eyes, plus several
smaller ones that looked almost human. The mouths didn't look like insect mouths,
though there were small squidgy bits around the sides. She couldn't see any
teeth. Just horny ridges. They couldn't make words with inflexible mouths like
that, so evidently they talked through the little boxes they had hanging around
their . . . middles.
"Are you receptor person?" the taller one
asked. "That is, provider of sequential life with or without DNA
introduced by another individual or individuals?"
She thought about this, sorting it out, flushing a
little as she thought, Oh, Lord, are they going to ask me about sex? She
swallowed. "I'm a woman, female, yes, and I have two children. With DNA
introduced by another individual. Which explained a lot, if one was looking for
explanations.
"Are you recently injured?" the other,
slightly shorter alien asked, reaching out with a pincer foot to stroke the
swollen purple skin around her left eye.
It felt rather like being touched with a pencil
eraser: not hard, but not soft, either. Possibly very sensitive, she supposed,
and the gesture was delicately nonintrusive. "A small accident," she
murmured, putting her hand protectively over the bruise. "It'll heal up
very soon.
"Ah. You have our sympathy for being
marred," this one said.
"Are you person of good reputation?" asked
the taller one, with an admonitory glance toward its companion. "You have
done no foolish or evil thing that would make others consider your words false
or unbelievable?"
"All of us do foolish things," she said.
"None of us are perfect. I've never done any purposeful evil . . .
You didn't mean to, Benita, but you bung your life
out on the line like an old towel, to get faded and ragged. I wish you could go
back, daughter, but we can't do that.
... I don't think I've done anything too ridiculous.
She sighed, and looked at her shoes.
"Will you help us make contact with your people,
so we may do so peacefully, without injury to anyone?"
This was real! The idea went off like a roman candle,
pfoosh, whap! Honest to goodness real! Good Lord, of course she would help
avoid injury, though what could she do? "I will if I can," she
equivocated, trying to wet her mouth and lips. They were dry, achingly dry.
"We ask only what you can," the tall one
said. "We will first give you names you can pronounce. We will simplify
our own names from our youth, our undifferentiated time. You may call me
Chiddy, and my companion is Vess. Chiddy held out a bright red cube about six
inches square. "This is our declaration. Our investigation shows that this
America section is the section most interested in search for extraplanetary
intelligence, so you will go to your authorities of this America section, and
you will give them this. When it is in the hands of authority, it will
automatically do all necessary convincing, advising, and preparing. It nodded,
well satisfied with this exposition.
The other one, the smaller, softer-voiced one, held
out a folder. "Here is money for your trouble, legal money, licitly
obtained, not a replication, which we understand to be improper, plus we will
do you a welcome reversal. The aliens stepped back, bowing, with their four
hands or tweezers or whatever together, upper right to lower left, upper left
to lower right, so their yellow sleeves (shells?) made a neat little X across
their scarlet bellies.
Then the two of them, Chiddy and Vess, turned and went
back to their ship, quad-a-lump, quad-a-lump, like a team of trotters. The ship
liquified to let them in, then solidified again, which was fine because
everyone knew about morphing ever since Arnold Schwarzenegger did one of those
movies about time travel, only it was the other guy who morphed . . .
Benita stayed where she was, holding the cube and the
folder, while she tried to find words to tell them they had the wrong
messenger, that she didn't do things like this, that she didn't know how,
couldn't possibly . . .
By the time her mouth was ready to say
"Wait," the ship was well off the ground. It rose until it cleared
the tops of the trees then soundlessly disappeared. The treetops moved as
though hit by a strong gust of wind from the east. She stood stupidly staring
from the empty spot in the sky to the enigmatic thing in her hands. It was
warm. It hummed a little on her palms and she could feel the vibration. It also
changed color, from bright red to deep wine, and finally to dark blue. She set
it on the ground, where it turned red again and started to make an agitated
noise, rather like a fussy baby. She looked in the folder they had given her,
counted for a rather long time, took a deep breath and counted again. There
were two hundred five-hundred-dollar bills. She put the money back in the
folder and dropped it on the ground, staring at it, as though it was a snake.
We're often tempted to be foolish, Bennie. Often
tempted to do wrong.
Mami had never said anything about being tempted to do
right! So, if she was tempted by this money, did that mean it had to be wrong?
Heavens, even children and puppy dogs received rewards for doing right!
The cube was now squealing for attention, but it
quieted and began to change color when she picked it up and patted it, as she
had done with her babies. After a moment's more confusion, she picked up the
folder as well. Though her brain seemed to be having a fit, her feet started
moving, carrying her body down the hill while her brain skipped here and there
like a dud kernel of popcorn, badly overexcited but unable to explode. The best
her legs could manage was a wavering stroll, but at least they kept going until
she reached the car. The familiarity of it, the dents, the rust spots, the
smell of the inside of it, fast food and dog, mostly, settled her a little.
She leaned on the open door, still trying to think.
Lord. She couldn't just get in the car and drive off with no plan, nothing
decided. And she couldn't just go home, either. Though it was remotely possible
that Bert had crawled out of his boar's wallow of a bed and found someone to
give him a ride to work, it was far likelier he'd stayed in bed, watching
baseball and making his way through the rest of the case of beer he'd talked
Larry Cinch into bringing him last night. Larry was an open-hearted man whose
kindness used up all the room in his head, leaving no space for either evil
intentions or good sense. One would think that since Bert had been convicted of
DUI five times, his friends would begin to catch on that he'd be better off
without beer!
And one would think when he did it five times, the
last time killing somebody, they'd put him in jail! Other places, maybe. Not in
New Mexico, where at least a third of the male population considered getting
drunk a recreation and driving drunk an exercise of manly skill, something like
bull fighting. The judge had put Bert on house arrest, sentenced him to an
electronic anklet that set off an alarm at the station house if he wasn't
within fifty feet of the monitor at home or at his so-called job in the Alvarez
salvage yard. He was supposed to call the station before he went from one to
the other and they gave him thirty minutes to arrive. Most of the time, Bert
figured it wasn't worth a phone call to get to work, especially on weekends
when Benita was home and he could get some fun out of bedeviling her.
The rest of the week was bearable. Ten to nine, Monday
through Friday, she was at The Written Word, doing more than a bit of
everything. Marsh and Goose, the owners, were casual about their own work hours
and pretty much left it to her. She'd been there part time for two years,
starting when Carlos was three and Angelica was one, then full time for
fourteen. The first two years were mostly learning the job, stocking shelves,
unpacking, doing scut work. Gradually she progressed, and after they put her on
full time she read reviews and ordered books and paid the bills and sent back
the unsold paperback covers and did the accounts. She took adult education
literature courses so she could talk to customers about books, and computer
courses so she could use bookkeeping systems and inventory systems. When she
ran out of anything else to do, she read books. Considering the correspondence
courses, the books and the Internet, PBS, Bravo and the History channel, she'd
soaked up a good bit of education, maybe even a hint of culture, occasionally
comforting herself with the thought she was probably as well read as some
people who came into the store, people who had obviously not hung their lives
out on the line like an old, ragged dish towel.
Sometimes it was hard to remember how she'd felt more
than twenty years before, a kid, a high school senior madly in love with an
older man. Among her friends, there'd been a little cachet in that, his being
older. She'd been too naive to wonder why an older man, a self-described
artist, would be interested in someone just turned seventeen. She was pretty,
everyone said so, and artists were romantic, everyone knew that, and the label
wasn't an actual lie. Bert had never claimed to make a living as an artist, and
he had won a few third prize ribbons or honorable mentions at regional shows.
A man of minor talents and major resentments. The marriage counselor had said that, quietly, to
Benita. It had been a revelation, not the fact that Bert had major resentments,
she couldn't have missed knowing that after all these years. But the bit about
the minor talent, yes, that was a revelation. Somehow, Benita had come to think
of him as being too lazy to live up to his potential. After that, she'd fretted
over it, wondering if he thought he had no potential, and if he drank rather
than admit it. She felt sad for him and wanted to comfort him, and that
coincided with a few days when Bert wasn't drinking so they had a weeklong
second honeymoon, not that she'd ever had a first one. It made her feel better
until the next time he got drunk and knocked her down.
It was really hard to be understanding or sympathetic
with Bert.
When he was sober, he would sit at the table listening
as she begged him to talk to her. He would grunt or utter a monosyllable, or
he'd grin, that infuriating grin that told her he was teasing her, goading her.
She never got close! Oh, he had good points. He was always good to his mother.
He wouldn't work to help her out with money, but he was always ready to help
her out with advice or carrying stuff or taking her somewhere. He never once
laid a hand on the children. If he was sober, he was delightful with them: he'd
tell the tall stories about places he'd been, things he'd done. He'd take them
to the zoo or the playground or the movies. Of course, if he was drunk, he
could tongue-lash them raw, so she kept them out of his way when he was that
way. But even sober, he never talked with her, and she tried to figure out why
that was, what she could do differently. She bought books and tried everything
they suggested. After that one try at counseling at the county mental health
clinic, there didn't seem to be any point in trying again.
Even with his drinking cronies, he didn't talk much,
and what little she overheard going on among them was totally predictable. Same
stories. Same angers. Same jokes directed at the same targets: women, fags,
foreigners, any racial or religious group except their own. Not that they were
religious, but they had a common acceptance of what they'd honor and what they
wouldn't. They wouldn't spit on a cross or the flag or a Bible, but they'd kick
a small dog or hit a sassy woman without blinking.
At seventeen, she'd taken him at his own estimation,
at his own word. He was an artist. He would have great career. Besides he had
brooding good looks, simmering glances, a line of compliments, used often
enough with enough other women to sound sincere, though she didn't know that
then. Benita had had no defenses, and she'd very quickly become pregnant with
Carlos and defiantly happy about it. Papa said she would be married before the
baby was born, or else. He and Mami had a furious argument about it, one of the
few Benita could remember. Mami said no, let the baby come, they'd take care of
it in the family, Bert wouldn't be a good husband. Papa said no, Benita had to
learn that actions have consequences, good husband or not, she would not have a
bastard.
Surprisingly enough Bert wanted to marry her, and she
thought marrying him was all she wanted. He even had a place for them to live,
with his widowed mother. In fact, as it turned out, Mrs. Shipton had suggested
to Bert that he get married so she'd have some company and help in the house,
which was something else Benita didn't know at the time. Benita's giddy
delirium carried her through Carlos's birth and Angelica's birth two years
later, and partway through the year after that, by which time she had begun to
perceive, though still dimly, just what it was she had done.
"You must go to work, Benita. Mami had said it
calmly, as she said most things. "This is the fourth time you have come to
me to borrow money for groceries.
"Mother Shipton . . . she's been paying for
groceries, Mami, but her social security only goes so far . . .
"If you have no money to feed your children, you
must work. You have no choice.
"Mami, Bert's looking for work . . .
"He quit his last job, Benita.
"He said they fired him for no reason . . .
"He quit, Benita. The people gave him that job as
a favor to your father, so he asked them why Bert left. He left because they
expected him to work, actually do things. Bert prefers not to work. If he will
not work, you must.
"But, the babies, and Mother Shipton . . .
"I will care for the babies daytimes. Soon they
can go to nursery school, and you must also pay for that. Bert's mother is
Bert's concern, and her own. She is not an invalid, Bennie.
"I'm not qualified for anything . . .
"You are a woman. Hombres son duro, pero
mujeres son durable. I have found you a job.
After that, Benita had been so busy she had never had
time to think, except about one thing.
"The mistake you made must stop with you,"
said Mami. "Your children must go to school! To college.
That was the start of the secret bank account. That
was the start of Mami's little lectures to Carlos and Angelica. By the time
Angelica was five, she was saying, "When I go to college, Mama.
Bert had a different idea. He played with Angelica and
called her his cutie-pie, but since the time Carlos first grabbed a crayon and
made marks on the bedroom wall, Bert decided that when Carlos graduated from
high school, the two of them would start a gallery. Bert talked about it all
the time, as though it were real. Carlos would bring his scribbles home from
school for Bert to critique. Bert would put on his pontifical voice and explain
art techniques. The two of them would huddle over the table while Angelica,
Benita, and Mother Shipton fixed meals or washed dishes. Bert was an artist.
Carlos would be an artist.
Before long he was saying, "Granny says I will be
a great artist, Mama. Benita didn't contradict him or his granny. So long as
he expected to succeed, she would help him. It was something to think about, to
plan for, to work for.
Bert kept the idea alive, hugging his son. "
'That's my boy, we're gonna show 'em, huh, Carlos, when we open the gallery.
Carlos agreeing, "Right, Dad. When we open it.
The years were all the same, with only the sizes of
their needs changing: extra large instead of medium for Carlos, size twelve
instead of eight for Angelica, an old wreck of a car instead of a bike for
Carlos, a computer instead of a TV for Angelica. Mother Shipton died when Carlos
was eight,- Bert inherited the house. The years accumulated in Benita's routine
of buying books, supervising homework, making Carlos do better than he cared
to, helping Angelica do as well as she wanted to. The years accumulated with
the drinking bouts happening oftener, then very often, then every day or two.
Benita couldn't figure out where he got the money! He never had any money for
groceries or the gas payment. When the children were little, Benita had
occasionally fled with them to the shelter when things got violent. When Carlos
was as big as his father and at no risk of his father's temper, Benita and
Angelica found a refuge in Benita's office, after the store was closed,
sleeping on the floor on a spread sleeping bag, with no one knowing where they
were.
Then, suddenly Carlos was out of school (low C
average) and neither Bert's plans nor Benita's turned out to have been sure
things. Carlos approached his father about the gallery idea.
"Well, we'll need a few thou, Carlos. Got to get
together a few thou first. For rent, you know. Rent and making contacts with
artists, all that.
"Where are we going to get that?" Carlos
demanded. Carlos might not have done well in school, but he could add two and
two.
"Mortgage the house," said Bert suddenly,
out of nowhere. "We'll mortgage the house.
But he didn't mortgage the house. Not for a while.
Benita said, "Carlito, while you and your dad are
figuring out the gallery business, why don't you enroll at UNM? I know your
test scores and grades weren't great, but you can get student aid, and it's
right here in town, and you can study art . . . Benita, trying to move him but
not telling him about the secret bank account, not until he, himself, was committed
to going on. That had been Mami at her most succinct.
The bait only works if the fish is hungry.
Carlos was unresponsive. "Aw, Mom. Leave me
alone. I need a break from school. I'm not ready for college. I need to, you
know, give this gallery thing a chance! Have a time of self discovery!"
Three separate times Goose or Marsh or Benita herself
found jobs for Carlos, but Carlos didn't want a steady job. He preferred to
sleep until noon, to take long, long showers, eat like a lion and go out with
friends most nights. He worked for his grandfather at the salvage yard every
now and then, just long enough to earn money for his car, or when he needed
money for gas or repairs. Now and then he'd get some odd job with his friends,
moving furniture or bussing tables. The rest of the time he ate, watched
television, slept, and drove around all night with several other young men who
were doing pretty much the same thing.
The bait only works if the fish is hungry, Benita would say to herself, wiping her eyes, remembering
Mami's face when she said it. You couldn't make a fish hungry. You just had to
wait.
So long as Benita let Carlos alone, he seemed
contented enough. If she tried to push him, he retreated into gloom. The sulks,
her father said, who had no patience with the boy. Melancholia, Benita read in
nineteenth-century books. Depression, Marsh said, but then Marsh had a family
that reveled in despondency. The doctor prescribed antidepressants, but Carlos
refused to take them.
"There's nothing wrong with me. Leave me alone.
Two years like that. He was nineteen going on twenty
when Angelica graduated, proudly presenting her mother not only with her
diploma but also a letter from a California university granting her a
scholarship! One of her teachers had applied for her, and she had saved the
news for a surprise.
"I didn't want to get your hopes up, Mama. Isn't
it wonderful? I've always wanted to go to California. The scholarship won't be
enough, all by itself, but I'll get a job, and maybe a student loan . . .
That was when Benita held her close, crying happily,
and told her about the secret bank account. Don't tell Daddy, dear. You know
why. But shortly thereafter, Angelica, all unthinking innocence, told Carlos.
He was waiting for Benita when she came home from
work, his nose pinched, his face haughty. "Angelica told me you'd been
saving money for us. I think I deserve half of it!"
"I saved it for my children's education,"
she said, her own cheeks pink with resentment at his tone. "And if you're
in college, you'll get half of it.
"I prefer to take it in cash, now. Dad and I can
use it to help start the gallery. Haughty, that I prefer. Arrogant.
She swallowed deeply, hating his tone, his
resentments, his pomposity, hating the fact she could not meet any of it
without tears and pain. She hated the way he resented anything she did for
Angelica, as though his sister were negligible, not worth the investment. He
got that from his father. Bert was big on the worthlessness of women. The books
said sibling rivalry was normal, that confrontation was an ordinary thing, a
difference of opinion, it should not hurt like this!
"The gallery plans are between you and your
father, Carlito. I was never part of them, so it's up to you and him to make
those plans come true. My plan has always been for your education. The money
will be used for that only, for one or both of my children. If you don't want
to go on to school, if you aren't ready to do so, then Angelica can use the
money.
He hadn't accepted this. Carlos never accepted no. He
had done what he always did: badgered her, harassed her, talked her down, kept
after her, but this time it didn't work as it always had before. There were too
many years of hard work in that bank account. Too many years of doing without
and making do and, more important, Angelica deserved the help and would damned
well get it. And something else happened she hadn't counted on ever, hadn't
even conceived of. She went inside herself looking for the love she'd always
felt for both the children and wasn't able to find it for her son. He had done
something to it, or she had, or it had dried up, all on its own.
Strangely enough, throughout it all, Carlos never told
Bert about the money. He was smart enough to know that would have killed it for
all of them. A month later, all his harassment unavailing, he had said he would
go to college as well, but not to the state university. He wanted to attend the
school in California, the one Angelica planned to attend. They should, he said,
be treated equally.
Benita had cried, "I've always treated you
equally, Carlos.
"No, you haven't. When Angelica needed help with
reading, you had her read to you while you fixed supper. When I needed help,
you had somebody at school do it!"
She stared at him, unbelieving. "Angelica was in
the second grade, you were in fourth. All she needed was practice. You had a
problem with dyslexia. I can listen while someone practices, but I don't know
anything about helping dyslexia. The school had a specialist who knew all about
it. Equal doesn't mean identical! It's impossible to treat different people as
though they were identical.
Again the sulks, the depression, the endless hating
silences.
Goose asked what was the matter, and she told him.
"He's digging up old, silly resentments from when he was seven or eight
years old, Goose. And it's been two months. It's like breathing poison gas,
being around him. He's perfectly capable of keeping it up for months, even
years, and I can't take it.
"Well, I can't stand to see you this upset,"
Goose drawled in his lofty, patrician voice. "It's extremely enervating.
I've got some family contacts in California. Let me see what I can do.
He came up with the name of a Latino foundation that
provided loans, tutoring, and counseling for less-than-perfect Hispanic candidates
for college, Carlos hyphenated his last name, charmed the committee, like his
dad at that age, he could charm anyone when he tried, and was accepted. Since
he was twenty, he chose to share a house with several other foundation
beneficiaries, while Angelica, only eighteen, lived in a dormitory.
For Benita, it was the tape at the end of her race.
She had a day or two of exhilaration, then she deflated slowly and inexorably,
like a soufflι taken out of the oven. She had never considered what she would
do when it was over, never planned for afterward when the thing was done. Mami
hadn't ever mentioned what she would do then. The worst was the unforeseen fact
that with Angelica gone, not just to college but away to college, Benita
had no one to celebrate with or sympathize with or mourn with. With both of
them gone, she couldn't stay busy enough not to think, and over all those
mostly solitary years at the bookstore, she had learned to think.
It seemed to her that up until then, she had been two
people, one at work, one at home. The work Benita was decisive, crisp,
intelligent, capable. She spoke to people directly, simply, without strain and
without later self-recriminations over wrong words, wrong emphases, wrong
ideas. The home Benita, on the other hand, was tentative, common, an ignorant
woman who used a small vocabulary and bad grammar, who ventured comments on
nothing more complicated than the dinner menu, a sort of wife-mother-sponge to
soak up Bert's rages and Carlito's sulks.
When the kids went away, however, there was no need
for a mother-sponge anymore, no reason for that person to take up space.
Perhaps it was time to let bovine Benita go. The planning that had kept her
going all these years was over, so maybe it was now time to make another plan.
She joined a women's support group. She signed up for
an aerobics class at the Y. She began going to work even earlier and, if it
wasn't group night, staying even later. Half a dozen fast food places were
within a few blocks of the store. Her little office was quiet and private. She
had a comfortable old recliner chair and a little TV back there. She continued
putting money away, for her own use this time, for sometime three or four years
from now, when she couldn't stick it anymore. She knew she would leave Bert
eventually, the time just hadn't come yet. She managed to encounter him only
over occasional breakfasts or sometimes very late at night when he staggered in
and fell on the couch. She kept food in the refrigerator for him. She did his
laundry. Up until the house arrest, they'd managed to get along without real
damage.
And that was the story of her life, which had now
taken this totally unexpected and ridiculous turn, leaving her miles from home
with a screaming cube in her hands and nobody to ask for help. Though,
sensibly, asking for help would be exactly the wrong thing to do! She turned to
Mami's litany, instead. Help yourself, Benita. You can if you will.
Think for yourself, Benita. Make a life for yourself. Take a deep breath and
figure out what needs to be done.
She closed her eyes, trying to clear the fog in her
head, then leaned forward, gripped by a sudden cramp in her middle, or in her
chest, or somewhere she couldn't locate, all of her at once totally occupied by
a spasm of pain that seemed to pull her apart, arms off in different
directions, legs gone swimming away, head only vaguely attached, all the world
going gray and hazy. She gasped, opened her mouth to scream, but was unable to
make a sound, felt the gray go to black . . .
And then it all went away, all at once, the pain, the
grayness, all of it, and she stood up, breathing deeply, wondering what in the
hell had happened to her? Was that a faint? A swoon? How remarkable.
She climbed into the car and turned on the blower to
air it out. The pain had filled her entire being, but now she could find no
lingering evidence of it. Not the tiniest ache. Everything around her shone
with an almost crystal clarity. She had never seen things so clearly. So.
Figure out what came next.
First thing: hide the cube and the money. Bert must
not get his hands on either the cube or the money. Just counting it had dried
her mouth again. She had never had any money except what she'd earned, and
she'd always cashed her regular paycheck and paid the bills in cash so there
wouldn't be anything left for Bert to drink up. The other check, the secret
check that included all her overtime and hourly wages above minimum wage, had
gone into the secret bank account.
She took the remnants of her lunch out of the pack,
put the cube and money on the bottom and covered them with the sweater, the
poncho, the leftover wrappers, peels and crusts from lunch, plus the empty soda
can along with a couple more she'd found lying near the road. The mushroom bag
went on top. She turned the car and started back down the road, the way she'd
come, reaching out every few moments to touch the backpack, just to be sure it
was there. A hundred thousand dollars! Oh, what she could do with a hundred
thousand!
Though maybe it wasn't right to take money for doing
one's duty, which this thing probably was. It felt complicated and troublesome
enough to be duty. If she was going to do what the aliens had asked her to do,
well, actually hired her to do, then she would need some of the money to get to
the right people, whoever they were. Not her senator, Byron Morse, with his
new, sort-of-Hispanic wife and his far-right friends. Goose had worked for
Morse's opponent during the last election, and he'd talked about the unethical
stuff Morse had pulled. Her congressman, though he was also a
hyphenated-Hispanic, would be a better bet.
The trip that had seemed a long one on the way out was
all too short getting home. She saw immediately that she was not in luck. The
studio-cum-garage door was open and Bert was perched on his so-called workbench
drumming his heels against the paint cans on the shelf below. Neither they nor
the dusty canvases against the end wall had been moved in years, but the beer
cans scattered around him were new.
"Where the hell you been?" he demanded,
leaning in the open car window, the smell of him filling her breathing space
with a rank, sweaty, beeriness.
She tried not to breathe and kept her voice steady.
"I felt like some exercise and fresh air, so I drove up to the mountains
to hunt mushrooms and have a picnic lunch.
"Yeah, I'll bet," he sneered.
She opened the pack and displayed the contents of the
mushroom sack. "Mushroom hunting, Bert. You used to go with me and the
kids sometimes. I left you a note.
"Your note said you were going shopping.
"I plan to. I thought I'd do it on my way home,
but I got rained on in the hills, so I decided to come home and change before I
did the shopping.
"It'll have to wait. Give me the keys.
She became very still inside. Something clicked, like
a relay switch. She said softly, "Bert, you know what the judge said.
Now's not the time to get him down on you . . .
He jerked the car door open. "Give me the goddamn
keys. The judge won't do a damned thing, and you know it. I'm not drunk, I'm
not going to drink, it's Saturday, and nobody's gonna be watching the goddam
monitor on Saturday! I'm going over to Larry's place to watch the game with him
and Bill. Now come on!"
He wore an expression she had learned to heed, one
that was a half-step from violence, one that begged her to cross him and give
him an excuse to go over the edge. Normally at this point she dissolved into
sludge, tears and whines, attempts to dissuade him. Today, amid this new
clarity, she did a much simpler thing. Leaving the keys in the ignition, she
edged away from him, across the passenger side and out, taking the pack with
her.
"They impounded your car, Bert. If you get picked
up in my car, they'll impound my car too. Without difficulty, she kept her
voice perfectly level, normally an achievement in itself. "I won't have
any way to get to work.
He jeered, "Moo, moo. Bossie-Benita the human
cow! You worried your hubby'll let you starve?" He climbed in behind the
wheel and backed out into the street, wheels screaming.
She stood where she was, not moving. The car was
stopped, half into the street, while he waited for her to do something. Come
after him, maybe. Make a face. Stamp her foot. It wouldn't take much. Any
little thing. She turned to the trash barrel and took the empty cans from the
pack, one at a time throwing them away, paying no attention to the beer cans,
which ordinarily she would have gathered up immediately. Today she realized he
would consider her throwing them away a comment on his morning's activities, so
she let them lie. Bert was always able to establish that she had done something
wrong, no matter what she did, and ordinarily she kept a wary eye on him. Today
she ignored him as she fiddled with the trash until the car went away too fast,
squealing before it got to the stop sign, only half stopping before screeching
around the corner and away.
Six months ago there had been two injured, one dead. A
trial date months in the future. And a judge with no more sense than to accept
that "don't lock him up, he's a working man" argument. She had
explained the situation to his lawyer. Benita's father paid Bert when and if he
showed up at the salvage yard. Since he didn't often show up, he wasn't really
a working man. The public defender said his first duty was to his client, and
it would go easier on him if he were a man with a job and a family to support.
"But he's not," she said.
The lawyer gave her a mulish stare. "Well, he
must contribute something. The house . . .
"Right. His mother left him the house when she
died. Bert sold his last piece of art thirteen years ago. For the last ten
years, I've paid the property taxes and maintenance, because that's the last
time Bert worked for money. Last year Bert took out a mortgage on the house so
he could pay cash for a new car, which he said he needed for a new delivery job
he was taking. I don't know what happened to the job, but he borrowed on the
car for drinking and gambling money. When he was picked up for drunk driving,
they impounded the car and the finance agency repossessed it. I haven't made
any of the mortgage payments and the house is about to be foreclosed. That's
Bert's contribution to the family welfare.
"You didn't make the mortgage payments?" the
lawyer had asked, as though she had done something unfamiliar.
She had stared at him, making him shift uncomfortably.
"It isn't my house, as Bert often reminds me. I didn't borrow on it.
Foreclosure is sixty days away.
"And when they foreclose?"
"Bert won't have anywhere to live.
"Neither will you," he challenged.
"I'm moving in with my father," she said.
"Alone. My father doesn't like Bert.
Actually, she planned to rent a small apartment when
the time came, but that was no one's business but hers. As it turned out,
nothing she had said made any difference, for the lawyer totally ignored it, as
did La Raza judge. Typical. As time passed, more and more of the elected
magistrates were women, but they were still too few and far between.
She shut the garage door and went into the house,
rubbing her forehead. If Bert followed his usual pattern, he'd spend the
afternoon with his drinking buddies, maybe Larry, but just as likely that had
been misdirection on his part. The police would show up sooner or later, and he
wouldn't want her to know where he really was. During the afternoon he'd go
through stage one, which was boisterous conviviality, and stage two, slightly
morose nostalgia, and when they ran out of beer, he'd move on to stage three,
which might bring him home to tear the house apart, looking for liquor or money
he thought he might have hidden sometime in the past. He was always sure one of
his old caches was still there and if he didn't find one, it was because Benita
had stolen his money or thrown out his liquor. That's usually when he hit her,
if she was around. Stage four involved belligerence and violence, and she had
this cube-thing to protect. Bert had the car, however, and she had no way to go
except, maybe, call a cab, and they were so expensive . . .
An audible click. Like that little relay switch. There
was money. There, beneath her hand, was money. Quite a lot of money. She had
planned to leave after the foreclosure, because that would focus Bert's
belligerence on the bank rather than on herself. But here under her hand was
the opportunity to do it now. So call a cab. Pack a bag. Take Sasquatch to a
kennel so Bert couldn't take out his temper on the dog. The money was right
there, and even though she hadn't earned it yet, she planned to earn it, she
could start earning it!
Right away, here came the marching ghosts. Mami and
Papa wouldn't approve. It wasn't fair to Goose and Marsh. The children might
not like the idea . . .
She felt a flash of that same pain she'd felt up in
the hills, momentary, fleeting, like a splinter being pulled out, a moment's
pang, but then the ache went away, and so did the ghosts, leaving her mind even
clearer than before. How very strange. Almost as though she were . . . emptied
out. Like a garbage can, all emptied out and washed with hot water and soap.
She'd never been able to banish the ghosts before!
Unbidden, a picture of the aliens came into her mind.
They would do her a welcome reversal. A good turn. Yes. They would banish her
ghosts. They would go down all her nerves and synapses and exorcise her. They
would leave her in clarity. Delicately, as though handling fine crystal, she
set the thought aside, knowing it to be true. Obviously, they didn't want a
hag-ridden envoy. They wanted someone with her wits about her!
She had almost a month accumulated leave coming. As
she went up the stairs, she planned what to do next: first, call Marsh or Goose
at home, tell them there was an emergency. She'd take her new suit she'd saved
up for. Several pairs of slacks, the neat ones she wore to work, with clean
shirts, underwear, the two new sleep tee's that Angelica had sent for her
birthday. Her hands worked almost by themselves, opening drawers, taking down
hangers, stuff from the medicine cabinet: hair dryer, curling iron, toothbrush,
vitamins, allergy medicine. She always stuffed up in places with high humidity.
High humidity? Where?
Not here, stupid, a voice told her. Washington, D.C.
Where else would she find people in authority?
Everything went into one suitcase plus a small
carry-on bag. She'd get her ticket at the airport, the airline or route didn't
matter. She'd learned to drive when she was sixteen and had never changed the
name on her driver's license, so she could buy the ticket under her maiden
name. There were X-ray machines. How would the cube react to an X-ray machine?
And what about the money? She didn't dare carry that much money in her purse!
Or her carry-on bag. What if she got mugged?
She got the sewing kit out of the linen closet along
with a strip torn from the end of a worn bedsheet, spread the cloth neatly on
the bed, arranged layers of money down the center of the strip, then folded it
over twice and basted the cloth into a thick, flexible belt, finishing it off
with two ribbon ties. The belt went around her waist to be double-tied in
front, like a child's shoelaces. She had kept ten of the five-hundred-dollar
bills separate, two in the bill compartment of her wallet and eight of them in
the secret compartment of her purse, where they wouldn't show when she paid for
anything.
She'd have to leave a note, though it didn't matter
what it said. Any attempt at communicating with Bert in writing always made him
furious. He liked to disagree or hit out if something annoyed him, and hitting
a letter wasn't rewarding for him. In the end, she wrote, "Bert, I've
decided to take some vacation time on my own. I'm taking the dog with me. She
thought a moment. If he was drunk, he would look for her at her father's. Well,
nothing she could say would keep him from doing that, but she'd better let her
father know she'd left.
The note to her father was brief. "Have to get
away, have to do some thinking, I'll be in touch.
Mami had died years ago. No way to tell her anything.
Not that she would have needed telling. Benita made two calls, one to the
kennel, one to Goose.
"Goose, sorry to bother you at work, but this is
Benita, and I have to tell you an emergency has come up and . . . No, the kids
are fine. This is something else. . . . No, it isn't. Goose, just listen! I've
got to take my accumulated vacation now. . . . No, I don't need checks in
advance, but would you mind depositing them to my personal account until I get
back? That's right, the one at First Bank. Thank you, Goose. Tell Marsh,
okay?"
When the cab came, she was ready, everything counted
six times and everything in the house locked up, put away, turned off. There
was a house key on her car key ring, so if Bert came home, he could get in.
Sasquatch was on the leash, eager to go anywhere.
As she went out the front door with her suitcase, a
police car pulled to the curb. Officer Cain. She knew him all too well.
"Benita, sorry, but Bert's monitor went off . .
.
"He took my car," she said, without
expression or apology. "He said he was going to Larry's, but I'm not sure
he did.
"You try to stop him?" he asked, looking at
her face.
"No. The bruise is a couple of days old.
"Sorry, Benita, but we have to look for him.
"I do hope you find him before he kills
someone," she said sweetly, smiling briefly as she got into the cab.
"Head out toward the airport," she said,
settling back in the seat with a slightly queasy feeling. "We'll make one
stop, but it's on the way. I'm leaving the dog at a kennel.
Sasquatch put his front feet on the seat and looked
out the window, while Benita ruffled the fur of his neck, taking a certain
comfort from the solidity of him. She and the kids had named him Sasquatch.
He'd never been away from home, anymore than she had. Except for the few times
she had run to the shelter when the children were little, she had never in her
whole life taken off like this. Even when Angelica had begged her to come visit
them in California last winter, Bert hadn't wanted to go, and she hadn't wanted
to go for fear ... for fear of what?
Simple, really. If she'd gone to visit the kids last
winter, she wouldn't have come back. At that time, she hadn't been ready to do
anything final. Donkey-like, she'd been waiting for the stick to hit her. Well,
the house arrest and the foreclosure had been two good whacks, one right after
the other. The extraterrestrials and the money were more in the nature of a
carrot. Take a bite. Go on, it's delicious!
Stick behind, carrot before, there was no point in
waiting for anything. Besides, she'd given her word. She'd claimed to be a
person of respect, and she'd given her word. It sounded stupid as all get-out,
even to her, but it would just have to do.
IncidentsSUNDAY
On Pacific time, Rog Wooley's alarm went off, though
softly, at four AM, and he
reacted almost at once to stop it before it woke Susan. She hadn't been
sleeping well lately, none of the lumbermen's families had, and if she woke at
this hour of the morning, she would only mess up his routine with her doubts
and worries. His clothes were in the bathroom, and he dressed there, taking
care with his socks and the warm layers of shirts and sweaters, being sure
everything lay smooth against his body. Climbing a few hundred feet into the
air lugging a heavy saw was enough to tire a man without adding socks or
clothing that bunched and bound. By the time he'd topped the first tree, he'd
be sopping wet and it would be warm enough to take off a few layers.
Outside, the world was dark and chill, with wisps of
fog moving around like ghosts. He had backed the car up the driveway and parked
outside the garage door, so he could release the brake and roll half a block
before he started the engine. His climbing irons were in the car, along with
his lunch. He'd fixed that last night after Susan went to bed. He checked his
watch. The van would be at the edge of town by five, and it wouldn't wait for
late arrivals.
He was on time, one more sleepy, aggravated timber
cutter, trying to get to the work site on Sunday, when the damned tree-huggers
wouldn't expect them. Later this morning, they would be there to block the road
as they had yesterday, and the day before, and the day before that. Every time
one judge signed an order to disperse, some other judge overrode it. Meantime,
nobody was making any money, jobs were on the line, and rent payments were coming
due. He stared out the window of the van, half dozing, as the jagged skyline
emerged from the dark and the sky lightened in the east.
They joined up with several other vans as they crossed the bridge, and
the convoy drove the last eight miles in absolute silence. The tree-huggers
could be camped out there, and nobody wanted any more confrontations. The
bosses were afraid somebody was going to get killed, the toppers and fellers
were ready to do the killing, and meanwhile the trees just sat there, benefiting
nobody! So they were old growth! That's why they were valuable! Why couldn't
the idiot environmentalists see that? Trees that size had to be cut while they
were still healthy. They wouldn't do the human race any good if they were left
to rot!
They reached the site when the sky was barely light
enough to see by, hours before the picketers were out, or the guys that made a
big thing out of lying down in the road so the trucks couldn't get by. Steve
Buck and Harry Rider were the other two toppers, the trees were already marked
for selective cutting, and that was another gripe! No more clear cutting, even
though that was the easier way to do it! No worry about topping, let them fall
where they would! A man could sure as hell make more money that way, though,
hell, something was better than nothing. Selective cutting meant they had to
limit and clear the fall zones, so they were back to topping trees. While he
was doing his thing, the other men would keep busy clearing fall zones until
the first big ones were ready to come down. The tractor men wouldn't even
arrive until around nine.
The first marked tree was a monster, so big around
that he couldn't throw a line around it until he was thirty feet off the
ground. Even then it took extreme effort just to heave the rope that held him
to the trunk while he spiked his way up. A third of the way to the top he
shifted around the trunk to avoid the sun, just poking over the horizon dead
level with his eyes. The rope bound and rattled, almost as though something was
fooling with it on the other side of the trunk. He hadn't seen any stubs from
the ground, not this low on the trunk, but then it hadn't been light enough to
see very well. He sidestepped to one side, then the other, but the trunk was
clear almost all the way up and without many stubs to drop. Jase Steele was
below, clearing away anything he dropped. Jase was a careful man, a good man to
have on the ground, one who wouldn't take any chances that ended up getting him
hurt and getting the man above him fired.
When he came to the first stub, he checked the area
below, saw it was clear, jerked the saw into noisy action and took off the
branch. It was short, but as big around as his leg. When it hit bottom, Jase
came out of the brush and waved. Rog let the saw dangle at the end of its
safety line and heaved himself up another ten feet. He was about eighty feet up
and the damned tree was just now beginning to taper enough that it was halfway
easy to climb. It smelled weird, too. Maybe because it was cold. Sun-warmed redwood,
sun-warmed pine, they both smelled clean, but this smell was different. A real
stink. Like something died up here.
Jase yelled something from below, but Rog didn't look
down. He still had fifty feet to go to the point where he could top this
monster. Now that the trunk was thinner, he could move faster. Jase yelled
again, a kind of panicky scream, and Rog shifted to the side to block the sun
and let him look down, but as he moved he caught a glimpse of something on the
other side of the tree, just a quick look at something hairy and big and good
lord God in heaven, look at those teeth . . .
In the Gila wilderness of southwestern New Mexico, a
small pack of Mexican wolves, introduced the previous year by the Forest
Service, lay in the midmorning sun on a rock shelf above a den still in use by
the alpha female and her four half-grown pups. The alpha dog lay beside the
bitch, licking his front paws and, occasionally, his mate's ear. Several others
of the pack were nearby, and the pups were tumbling over and around him, but he
ignored them, eyes half closed in the warmth of the sun and the stone.
The pups were weaned. They were almost big enough to
join in the hunt, and this was the time Mack Cerubia had been waiting for. He'd
spotted the den months before, a natural tunnel in solid rock that he couldn't
dig out, and the mother had been too sly and shy for him to get a good shot at.
Mack had killed the last of the former pack sixteen months ago. The Fish and
Game people and the Forest Service had a ten-thousand-dollar reward posted for
"information leading to arrest," but nobody had claimed it because
nobody knew anything. Mack didn't talk about his intentions, unlike some idiots
who stuck their faces on TV, making threats. If you knew wolves were vermin,
and you knew they needed killing, but the vermin were protected by the damned
greenies, you didn't talk about it. You just did it, making damn sure nobody
saw you.
Nobody would have suspected him, anyhow. He didn't run
cattle anymore. He wasn't getting rid of the wolves because they threatened his
stock, he was getting rid of the wolves because his forefathers had killed
every last wolf in the U.S. of A. because they'd needed killing! Right along
with cougars and grizzlies and lesser vermin like wolverines, coyotes and
eagles that picked off lambs. The country was God-given for the people who used
and grazed it and hunted on it, and he'd be damned if some government official
was going to tell him what was vermin and what wasn't.
He could have shot the bitch months ago, leaving the
pups to starve, but it had been early enough in the season that another pair
might breed. He'd figured he'd wait until the young ones were a bit grown and
the pack was all together. Then he could get the bitch and the dog. Once the alpha
animals were dead, the others would be disorganized, easier to kill. He'd made
a new kind of silencer and he'd bought a new scope. Yesterday and the day
before he'd used fifty rounds with both, sighting in the scope. With any luck
at all, he'd have both alphas and some of the pups before the others knew what
was happening.
Just now he was working his way up the slope to the
ridge across from the den. It would be about a hundred-yard shot, easy with
this weapon. When he neared the ridge, he dropped on his belly and crawled up,
stopping once or twice when his sight blurred. He took off his goggles and
wiped his eyes. The haziness came and went. He'd noticed it the last time he
was here, too. Probably sun-warmed air rising off a rockface down the slope before
him.
Raising his head slowly, he looked down on the den.
The shelf above it was hip deep in dogs. He counted, eagerly. The four pups.
The alpha bitch, the alpha dog, three others. He eased the muzzle of the rifle
over the ridge, settled it firmly and applied his eye to the scope, put his
finger to the trigger and began to tighten it ...
And damn it, something screamed!
It was a sound so vehement, so near that he completely
lost the target as he rolled and looked upward where the sound had come from.
His first thought was eagle. Eagles screamed, though he'd never heard one as
loud as that. Hell, it would take an eagle the size of a truck to scream like
that, and besides there was nothing around! Just sky, and trees, and the line
of the ridge, and across the canyon . . . not one damned wolf! Either down the
den or gone, hell knows where!
He rolled into prone position again, cursing, staring
at the trees around him. Except for the wavery air he saw absolutely nothing.
His first clue that he wasn't alone came when something invisible grabbed him
by both ankles and yanked him, yelling his head off, straight up into the sky.
A Forest Service officer climbed to the same spot
later in the day, to check on the den as he'd been doing at weekly intervals
ever since the female pupped. He found the rifle lying at the top of the ridge.
All around and on top of it were torn fragments of denim and flannel and knit
cotton and leather, some of them bloodstained, like feathers someone had
plucked from a chicken. There was no sign of anyone, however. Not even any
bloodstains on the ground.
Sunday was a working day at the Waving Palms Motel, or
what would be Waving Palms when the twelve-acre site was drained. The trick
was, so Bubba Miller claimed, to get the acreage drained over the weekend, and
do it so fast nobody had time to know about it. That way there'd be no
complaints, no EPA challenges, no outcries about endangered species. Besides,
it wasn't any big deal, only twelve acres, and it had been in Bubba's family
since Grampa Miller took it on account of an unpaid repair bill, back in the
fifties. It was plenty big enough for a small motel, and there were no recent
changes of ownership papers floating around, requiring surveys or confusing
things. The permit to dig a foundation that was posted on the road had been
issued for a dry piece of land a half mile away. The permit had a mistake on it
indicating that other piece of property. Just two numbers twisted around was
all. Nobody's fault, if anybody caught onto it. It just happened that way.
So, Bubba and his brother Quentin, who had fallen heir
to the twelve acres along with their cousin Josh, all of whom had agreed to
throw in their shares for the Waving Palms project, had Bubba's front loader
and a backhoe they'd rented, and they were digging a nice big pond at the
lower, western end of the ten acres and running a good-sized ditch into it
along the swamp on the north. Bubba didn't own the ground on the north or the
south side, where another good-sized ditch led into the swamp. Everything the
backhoe dug out of the pond and the ditches got dumped on the eastern edge of
the property, along the road, to raise it up. It'd be muddy as hell for a few
weeks, full of dead frogs and snakes and all the stuff that squirmed around
down in that muck, but when the eastern end had a chance to dry out a little,
they'd dump a few loads of fill dirt and gravel on it, grade it out and really
dig the foundations. By that time, they'd be able to fool with the ditches
some, make them look more natural, and plant some other stuff around.
"Hey, Bubba," yelled Quentin, when Bubba cut
the engine for a minute to clear some brush from the bucket-teeth. "C'mon
over here. See what Josh found!"
Trampling through a patch of rare and endangered
orchids, Bubba stomped over to the other two men who were standing in a patch
of ferns on a little hillock, one they hadn't planned to touch.
"Why the hell'd ya smash it?" he asked, more
interested than irate. The patch of ferns looked as flat as a pool table,
though it might be very slightly dished at the center.
"C'mon," Quentin admonished. "Look
addit! We din do that.
It seemed to Bubba likely they hadn't. The general
flatness had been accomplished through repeated pounding by something large,
like a section of log, like the heavy tampers used to settle fill dirt around
drainpipes, or foundations, stuff like that. Must be a big man or more'n one
did it. Something that size would be a heavy ole bitch of a thing, almost two
feet across.
"Whaddaya think?" asked Quentin.
"I think somuddy buried somethin," Bubba
replied. "And when he set them ferns back on top, he smooshed the whole
thing down tight. Probly, just did it. A week from now, they'd all be growed up
again, and we wouldn'a seen it.
"You think maybe money?" asked Josh,
thoughtfully.
Bubba looked around. "Nah. I think more likely a
body. It's too wet here for money or paper. Most likely a body.
"We gonna dig it up?" asked Quentin.
"Why'n hell we do that?" his brother
replied. "Get all messed up in somethin none of our business! Let dead
bodies lie, that's what I say.
They returned to their work, making considerable
progress by early afternoon, when they stopped work, parked the machines, and
got into Bubba's pickup to drive to the nearest town for sandwiches and beer.
After some jollity between them and Dolly, the clerk at the convenience store,
they took an extra six-pack, got into their car and drove back the way they'd
come. At least so Dolly told the police when they came asking, having found a
receipt with the store name on it in the empty seat of the pickup.
That was the last she saw of them, she said, driving
off down the road, waving at her.
"They were okay?" asked the police,
"not fighting among themselves?"
"Oh, hell, no," said Dolly. "Those
boys'd have to be sober to fight about anything, and they ain't been sober
since high school. I've known 'em forever, since then, anyhow. They're just
happy drunks.
If so, they'd died happy. The backhoe was right where
somebody left it, and the front loader. The truck the men had arrived in was
parked by the road. Scattered around the machines were six empty beer cans, two
shoes (unmatching), one shirt sleeve, a pair of dark glasses and a blood-soaked
item later identified as a hernia truss. Trodden into the muck were the missing
men's bones, all three skeletons, the medical examiner said, when he'd had a
chance to sort them out and reassemble them. No flesh. Just bones.
The local paper carried the sheriff's musings on the
subject, which were largely focused on the likelihood of satanic rites or upon
greens who had gone mad with enviro-rage and blood lust.
BenitaMONDAY
First thing Monday morning, Benita phoned Congressman
Alvarez's office, then took a cab to the Congressional Office Building. The
young woman at the desk in the outer office looked at her curiously, then
invited her to sit while she went into an inner office. The door wasn't shut
all the way, and through the crack Benita could see into the office where her
namesake representative sat behind his desk, going through a stack of messages.
The young woman handed him a note, and he looked up, saying in an annoyed
voice,
"Who is this Alvarez woman, Susan?"
"She said she's your cousin, Congressman. Benita
Alvarez, Joe Alvarez's daughter. She says she's not a nut, not a hysteric, not
looking for money or to get any kind of bill introduced, but she has something
that was given to her to put into the hands of authority, and she thought you
would be the one to decide who authority was because she is one of your
constituents, and even though she didn't vote for you, you still represent her
interests.
He barked laughter. "All that?"
Eavesdroppers never hear good of themselves. Benita flushed and turned her head away from the door,
but she didn't stop listening.
The young woman went on, "When she called, I suggested she bring
whatever it is by and leave it, and she said no. It had been entrusted to her
to put into someone's hands, and she was going to put it into someone's hands
she could trust and she didn't know me from Eve.
"Lord save us. She could have mailed it. That's a
long way to come.
"She's waiting outside. What do I tell her?"
Benita could visualize him, looking up at the ceiling.
He did that during debates, looked up at the ceiling, as though hoping for a
sign.
He said, "I don't remember Joe Alvarez, though I don't doubt he
was some kind of cousin, umpteen times removed, and so far as I can remember,
I've never heard of Benita. Better err on the side of kindliness than go the
other way and have her turn out to be the widowed sister of the state
Democratic chairman. I can see her now. I should have about five minutes before
the lumbermen get here, or is it the tree-huggers?"
"That's tomorrow. Today it's General Wallace and
the Forest Service.
Benita straightened. She'd actually met General
Wallace, well, heard him speak, at a conservation seminar she'd attended. He
had made a big name for himself at the Pentagon before retiring to the family
ranch in Arizona. Evidently he felt his years of service entitled him to be
heard on a whole range of civilian topics. Range being the operative word among
cattlemen. In Benita's part of the country, the people who ran cattle in the
national forests did not like laws protecting the environment, or protecting
endangered wildlife. If it wasn't something a human being could eat or make
money off of, it wasn't important.
The congressman said, "Why don't retired generals
fade away like they're supposed to? Why is he so involved in this grazing
issue? He's working me into a real bind. If I vote to protect the land, my
constituency will howl, because they prefer to do things the way they've done
them for three hundred years, despite the fact that three hundred years ago
there were only a few hundred people cutting timber and running cows where
several thousands want to do it now!"
"I'm sure it's very difficult, sir.
"Oh, no, hell, as one recent visitor rancher told
me, the world is coming to an end soon, so it won't matter whether there is any
range or rivers left or not.
There was a long silence. Benita visualized the young
woman standing patiently, saying nothing. She'd probably heard it all before.
"End of speech," said the congressman in a
tired voice. "I'll see Ms. Alvarez.
He opened the door himself. The way he pushed it back,
fully open, told Benita he didn't plan for her to stay long. If the door was
open, he could walk people out, chatting, arm around the shoulders of whoever
it was, casually reaching down from his six-foot-four-inch height to take a
visitor's hand, to murmur something about nice of you to have come by, you take
care now, have a nice day, bye-bye. She'd seen him do that at campaign rallies.
Congressman Gregorio Alvarez was actually Greg Kempton on his birth
certificate, but he ran for election on his mother's maiden name, and that side
of the family had always called him Gregorio. He really was a sort of cousin,
through a many times great-grandfather. His mother had been short, like most of
the Hispanics of the Southwest, but his father, Brad Kempton, had been six foot
five.
She got up, putting on her careful smile, wondering
what he was thinking. She had taken pains to dress like a woman who deserved to
be taken seriously. She'd gone to the hairdresser at the hotel first thing this
morning, her suit was well made, and so were her shoes. The cube was in a
shopping bag, so she could look like any ordinary shopper, except for the
bruise greening one cheek, just under her dark glasses. She saw Representative
Alvarez's eyes settle on it, just for a moment, and his lips tightened.
"Mrs. Alvarez?" He smiled very nicely and
kept his voice gentle. Well, he'd sponsored a lot of anti abuse legislation,
and the public knew all about how his mother had died. "I'm intrigued by
your message.
"Are you, really?" She was pleased. "I
tried to make it intriguing. I know you must be pestered to death, and the last
person you want to talk to is some mujer loca from back home. She
looked around his office, a little flustered, summoning up her daytime,
working-woman self, the one who dealt with people all the time.
She went to the chair he gestured toward and seated
herself when he did, just across from him, with no desk between.
"Tell me about yourself," he asked, smiling.
"You're from New Mexico? Married? With children?"
"Two. They're both in college in California. He
started to say something then caught himself. She guessed he was going to say
she didn't look old enough. People often said that. The truth was, she wasn't
old enough. There were still too many Hispanic girls like her, having babies at
fifteen or sixteen, more among Hispanics than any other group. Among her people,
familia had always been more important than anything, and babies born
too soon, though grieved over, were accepted.
"Now, what brings you to Washington?" he
asked.
She took a deep breath and said firmly, "I was
hired. They paid me to bring this thing to someone in authority.
She bent toward the shopping bag, unwrapped the tissue
and came up with the shiny cube, reached over and handed it to him. He took it
as though it might be a bomb and almost dropped it when it immediately turned
firecracker red. He was old enough to remember when kids played with
firecrackers, and he held it, feeling it.
Benita knew it felt like leather. Not soft, precisely,
but yielding. Not like plastic or wood. He turned it over, and it screamed at
him. He almost dropped it.
She reached for it and turned it over, at which point
it stopped yelping. "It has a right side up," she told him. "And
it yells if you upset it or leave it alone. So long as you've got it near you,
it stays quiet. When it turns blue, it's okay. You can feel it kind of buzzing?
On your fingers?"
He stared at the thing. She knew he could feel the
vibration, and the color had faded somewhat toward the purple. "What does
it do?" he asked.
"They didn't say. They just said it would do all
the convincing and explaining that was necessary. I kind of expected it to do
it when I gave it to you. Maybe not, though. Maybe it won't turn on until it
gets to the president or somebody like that?"
He snorted. "I can picture that. The Secret
Service would just love it. A sealed container with who knows what in it!"
"I thought it might be a bomb," she agreed,
nodding. "Except it went through all the machines at the airport. There
was even a sniffer dog, and he didn't twitch.
"Probably looking for cocaine," he muttered.
"Who gave this to you?"
"They were strangers to me," she said, using
the phrase she had decided upon during the plane trip. Strangers were
acceptable. Aliens might not be. "They came up to me in the mountains,
where I was hunting mushrooms, and they gave me that cube and some money, and
they asked me to take it to someone in authority over our country.
He started to ask the sensible questions, like where,
and when, and how many of them had there been, when a loud voice in the outer
office made him turn in that direction.
". . . never mind, I'll just go on in," the
voice boomed, and in he came, tall and bulky, straight up and down as a post,
white hair and broad shoulders, a drill-sergeant Santa Claus, seeming to take
up all the air in the room just by saying hello. She recognized him at once,
both from having heard him speak and from the constant news coverage he
received. He crossed to the congressman, who was gaping, one hand holding the
cube, the other raised in surprised greeting.
"Good to see you, son, and what the hell's
that?" the general asked, grasping the congressman's free hand. He gave it
one quick pump, then took the cube from the other hand, like a child finding a
surprise . . .
And they all went somewhere else.
The three of them seemed to be standing in space, far,
far out in space, with galaxies whirling and dust clouds gently surging and a
godlike voice speaking from the center of the universe, saying, "Ladies
and gentlemen of the human race, may we introduce ourselves. We are of the
Pistach people, originally of a double star system toward the center of your
galaxy and ours, long-time space farers, who have recently become aware of the
interest your race has expressed in the discovery of extraterrestrial
intelligence.
The scene changed abruptly to a mountain trail, where
the three of them stood on an outcropping of rock watching two uniformed
persons who looked only slightly exotic handing the cube to Benita, then bowing
and departing. The godlike voice went on: "It is our habit to approach a
single member of a new race to receive our initial contact. Despite your recent
spate of fables concerning alien abduction, no one from your planet has been
abducted. We can find out all we need to know about any creature without kidnapping
or vivisecting it. We choose this method of introducing ourselves to limit the
risk which always comes with surprise. We are happy that our message has been
brought to (. . . click, click, click . . .) General Wallace and (. . . click,
click, click . . .) Congressman Alvarez by (click, click) his kinswoman, Benita
Alvarez, and we ask that you take this message to the highest authorities of
your nation.
They were abruptly back in the congressman's office.
"What in the hell," breathed the general, staring
down at the cube in his hands, which hummed softly inside its deep blue self.
"Don't ask me," cried the congressman,
sinking into his chair. "She brought it!"
"I gathered as much," snapped the general.
"I'm not blind.
He turned on Benita with his brows drawn together,
obviously ready to pounce. "When, madam? And where?"
"Well, actually," she said weakly, "it
was Saturday. Day before yesterday. And I thought of taking it to the governor,
but he's really such a flake. And then I decided the congressman, only
evidently he wasn't authority enough, because it didn't say a word to him . .
.
"I'd only held it for a moment," murmured
the congressman defensively, flushing angrily.
". . . and they didn't look like that,
either," she concluded, rather annoyed at the fact.
"What do you mean?" the general demanded.
"The ones who spoke to me didn't look like
people, and their ship was in the background, and they had a reference machine
they used all the time when they talked to me.
"What do you mean they didn't look like
people," snarled the general.
Her annoyance grew. "The beings who spoke to me
were not humans, sir. I think they must change their appearance to be
acceptable to whomever they are addressing.
"Meaning you would accept
non-humans?"
She simmered down, thinking. "Well, I guess
that's true, yes. I would. I watch a lot of crazy things on TV, so I've become
used to the idea. And I've never been afraid of animals or bugs or things.
"Don't move," said the general, crossing to
the congressman's desk, picking up the phone and punching in strings of
numbers. He turned his back on them and mumbled into the mouthpiece, covering
his mouth with his hand. The cube, left behind on the low table, began to
squeal.
Benita picked it up and patted it into quiet.
"How much did they pay you?" asked the
congressman.
"Five thousand dollars," she said, without a
moment's hesitation. If they searched her purse or her hotel room, that's what
they'd find, or what was left of it after she had paid for the airfare and the
cabs and the hotel and three meals yesterday and one today. The other
ninety-five thousand was in a safety deposit box rented first thing that
morning, and the receipt and the key were hidden in her bra.
It had occurred to her that all that money might be
confiscated by the powers that be and she might not get it back.
The general turned away from the phone and seated
himself in the congressman's chair. "They're on the way over.
"They? Who?" asked the congressman.
"People from the Pentagon. They'll call the
president's office and the FBI.
"Well," Benita said, heaving a sigh,
"since you've got it all in order, I think I'll go get myself some lunch.
I was so worried about putting this in the right hands, I hardly touched my
breakfast . . .
"Sit down," said the general.
"I beg your pardon!"
"I'm sorry, ma'am. If you're starving, we can
send out for some sandwiches or something, but I want you here when the others
arrive. They're going to have questions. I have questions.
"The people said the cube would give you all the
answers and explanations. Certainly I can't.
"We'll still have questions. Just sit.
He was a man very accustomed to being obeyed, and
Benita sat, annoyed at herself for doing so, no matter how important he was.
She got annoyed like this with her relatives who were always telling her what
she ought to do or had to do, because sometimes she said things to them that
were rude, or things she thought in retrospect might have been rude, and the
memory of rudeness made her cringe inside even when no one else remembered
whatever it had been. Where did all that come from? She hadn't a clue, but it
was why she liked the bookstore, the routines she knew best, customers who
didn't know her from Eve and wouldn't presume to order her around or comment on
her daily life.
Now, however, she was evidently to submit to being
ordered. People arrived in waves, most of them wearing suits, some of them
wearing uniforms. Sandwiches were provided, along with coffee and iced tea. The
questions went on for the rest of that afternoon, well into the evening, moving
from place to place depending upon the number of simultaneous questioners.
Where had she hunted mushrooms? Find the place on this map. What kind had she
found? What time of day? Where had she found the agaricus? Was anyone
else around? What had the ship looked like? Where did pleurotus grow? On
and on. She drew maps of the place and sketches of mushrooms. Someone provided
dinner, hastily catered in a meeting room.
Finally she was allowed to go back to the hotel to
sleep, though they put someone on guard outside in the corridor. They took away
the money she had left, just as she'd suspected, though they gave her a
receipt.
On Tuesday, the questions continued at an office
somewhere on the outskirts of the city.
"The money is good," the general told her at
one point. "Not counterfeit. We're keeping the bills you were given just
in case the lab people can come up with anything, but here's replacement
currency. Everyone seems to feel you're telling the truth. I don't suppose
you'd mind taking a polygraph?"
"I would mind," Benita said belligerently.
She had not slept well, and she had a headache. "I'm sure by this time you
know all about me, where I work and what I do and who my family is. I hope
you've honored my request not to tell my husband where I am, and if you've
investigated me, you know why I ask that! You know I'm just an ordinary person,
that I don't know anything special. I let people take blood yesterday just to
prove I don't drink or smoke marijuana or take drugs or anything like that. Now
I just want to do some sightseeing, and eat some good food and . . . She
paused, ending weakly, ". . . go home. Actually, she didn't mean that.
Not that home, anyhow.
"The president would like to meet you.
"Oh, my," she mumbled, suddenly giddy.
"Oh, my goodness. The president? Did you take the thing to him?"
"We did. It amplified its pronouncements, in case
you're interested.
She whispered, "Are you allowed to tell me what
it said?"
"It specified a place and a time for a personal
meeting, which took place very early this morning. I wasn't there. Just the
president and a few Secret Service people. The . . . people who showed up
weren't the ones we saw on the cube. We think you're right. They change
appearance depending on who they're talking to. You expected aliens, I would
expect military personnel, the president would expect humanoids somewhat
exotically dressed. Too much Star Trek in my opinion, but we're of
different generations. They gave him another one of those cubes, for him to
take to the Cabinet and the Congress, however the schedule works out. The
president wants to ask how they struck you.
Her hand went to her cheek. The general looked away.
"What impression they made on you," he said hastily.
She agreed, flushing. They took her in a stretch
limousine. The Oval Office looked just like it did on TV. So did the president,
and he was just as charming as she'd always thought, never mind all that other
stuff that was nobody's business. Mami used to say, "Roosters crow and
cocks doodle, and so long as they don't peck the hens, it's God's will. By the
time he was through talking with Benita, she had told him all about the
children being at school and what she did for a living, and how the aliens had
seemed perfectly trustworthy.
"And they gave you money.
"I guess they figured it would take money for me
to travel and stay in a hotel and buy meals and all.
"Ms. Alvarez, do you think they picked you at
random?"
She started to say yes, then stopped. "No. Not
really. I imagine they wanted someone without any ax to grind.
"In giving you money, were they hiring you to
represent them?"
She didn't hurry with her answer. "That's what I
told Congressman Alvarez. In a sense they did. They didn't ask me to
misrepresent anything. They could have known a lot about me before they picked
me. They might have known I had a good reason to want to interrupt my life, the
way it was. They told me they were ethical beings, and I think that was part of
their ethic, not disrupting people's lives or forcing them to do anything
against their will. They knew I couldn't get here to Washington without the
money they gave me.
And an incentive to do it! Never mind the other
ninety-five thousand dollars. She would think about that later. "If they
wanted somebody just . . . ordinary, they'd almost have to provide the
wherewithal, wouldn't they?"
"They didn't give you anything else?"
She furrowed her brow, remembering. "No . . . no,
but they said they would do me a welcome reversal.
"What's a reversal?"
"Mr. President, I figured out they meant they'd
do me a good turn. A good turn is a welcome reversal, isn't it?" Which she
figured they already had, if the way she'd been coping for the last two days
was any indication.
He nodded and thanked her. As she was about to leave,
she turned to say, "If this all comes out, like in the newspapers, will
you have to say who it was that talked to them first?"
He cocked his head, making a gesture that could mean
yes, no, maybe, why?
"If you can ... if it comes out, if you can keep
me out of it, Mr. President? That awful thing that happened to Princess Di. And
then, that actor who killed himself, because of the terrible lies that paper
told. Those men in Congress, the ones who'll spend more to destroy a political
opponent than they will to feed the poor, you know who I mean, they'll probably
try to use this against you, and that means they'll try to get hold of me.
They're like leeches, those . . . people. Well, I'm having some family trouble
of my own just now, and I'd just as soon not . . . not, you know, have my kids
read about it in the newspapers.
He shook his head a little sadly, and she knew what he
meant. He'd try. For what it was worth.
From
Chiddy's journal
Autumn. Thirteen. Stairs.
This is what the Pistach call a trialur, an evocative
threeness. Autumn, because that is the season that best marks both ending and
beginning. Any gardener will understand this. You will understand it, dear
Benita. Though our acquaintance has been brief, one finds in you something
charming, something one has not experienced before with others the Pistach have
helped. If you were one of us, one would bring you worms from the home ground
before one leaves you. You are other than us, so one writes this journal for
you, instead, hoping, when the time comes, that you may receive these squirming
lines spelling renewal where worms might not be welcome.
You and ton'i, we, met in autumn.
After autumn comes thirteen, because that is the age
at which Pistach people are both ended and begun. And the last of the three is
stairs, of course, seemingly endless flights of stairs that one climbs over and
over during the thirteenth year, the year of selection. It is called a year,
though it is occasionally shorter than that, or, as was true in to'eros case,
my case, much longer.
One's thirteenth year begins on the day of one's
twelfth birthday and continues until selection. Selection takes as long as it
takes, and one may not celebrate one's thirteenth year until the time of
selection is done. Thereafter, that date becomes one's natal day, and at the
end of the next year the count begins again at one. After one is selected, one
no longer counts the years of undifferentiated childhood, only the years of
being what one was meant to be.
The symbols of renewal were much emphasized the autumn
ton, that is to say, I began that year. (Since this account is meant for you,
dear Benita, one who is unfamiliar with our language, ton, I, will use the
tongue of you who will read except where our own is needed for clarity, or when
one forgets. Even Pistach forget. We are not perfect.)
Perhaps the symbols that autumn were merely more
noticeable than in previous years, but I seemed to see for the first time the
shallow, woven-reed trays of flower bulbs before the gardener's kiosks, the
piles of gnarled hisanthine roots wrapped in damp, green moss and tied with
lengths of ever-life vine, the transparent jars of seed, the tools used to rake
and chop fronds when they fall, the canvas sacks in which the mulch is kept
until time for it to be spread around dry stems, covering the cold soil. Even
perforated clay jars of worms, though it is considered slightly disreputable to
buy worms. One has one's ancestral place, and after generations of dedicated
care, one's land should have enough worms to share with the less fortunate.
Still, some families have been selected away from the care of their home place
for generations, though this speaks of negligence by the selectors, leaving the
soil to impoverish itself and in need of a generation's attention before it can
be returned to health.
It is customary for the far flung to return to home
places in autumn, to visit the stelae of our loved ones and ancestors, to plant
a corm of loral or a root of hisanthine in the soil where their ashes were
spread, to spread sweet fern mulch there, and even, if one cannot go oneself,
to send a worm or two from the home ground to the ground of those who were
burned and spread far from home. Autumn wreaths are hung upon the stelae around
which the ash-grounds are gathered, thus twining our departed ones into the
circle that includes ourselves and those to come. One sees renewal wreaths
everywhere in autumn, on doors and walls and over windows, always vine-shoots
of evergrow twisted into a circlet and decorated with fruits, dried blossoms
and leaves. Our family wreath that year was decorated with a traditional
trialur: dried star-rays of spring hisanthine, dark green feathers of summer's
fragrant loral, and the hard-skinned, silver-sheened autumn fruits of the red
pomego. End and beginning. Beginning and end.
Since the thirteenth year is the one of selection, it
is on the twelfth birthday that one is taken to the nearest stair of selection
for the first time. The stairs are great slabs of polished igneous rock of
crystalline texture, with a carved banister at either side and a railing up the
middle. They are rather wide, though not particularly steep, and they are
built, always, to rise along a hillside spiked with cupressa trees, for the
slow-growing cupressa is a symbol of patience. The stairs go up to a terrace
that stretches on either side in great widths of mosaic paving, balustraded on
the downhill side and on the uphill side, on either side of the stairs, lined
with the entryways and doors cast from an alloy of copper, one that has a
lovely red-gold glow, the doors of the selectors. The stairs continue upward to
another terrace, and another after that, and so on up to the final seventh
terrace at the top of the hill. This apex is marked by an edifice, near
ton'eros, my, home place, the edifice, the golden dome that stretches
over the most sacred place of our people: the House of the Fresco.
Here, long ago, following our departure, some say
expulsion, from our spiritual home, the aged Canthorel bid the masons among our
people raise up a circular wall pierced on the east by three doors, and when
they had done it, he set a crew to plaster the inner walls, beginning at the
right side of the middle door and moving sunwise as he followed the plasterers
with paints to illustrate the revelatory episodes of our history. The resultant
work, we are taught, was inspired, infallible, and miraculously completed in a
single day during which, some avow, the planet slowed its turning to lengthen the
light. When Canthorel laid down his brushes, daylight was no longer needed and
night fell. He then commanded a dome to be reared above the whole, and when the
keystone of the dome was set, Canthorel died. It is said his spirit went into
the work, and it is certain his ashes lie at the center point of the sanctuary,
in an earthen plot planted with fragrant vine.
In those early times, the sanctuary was approached by
means of a road that twisted back and forth across the hillside. The stairs and
terraces came later, to meet the needs of a growing population. Still later
came replicas of the whole structure, stairs, terraces and Fresco House, though
it would have been blasphemy to copy the Fresco itself, in every region and on
every world we occupy. One's family lands are and have always been, however, in
the verdant valley near the true, the only original Fresco.
Though every child knows this story from infancy,
though many of us have played follow-on or quick-ball on the green meadows at
the foot of the Fresco hill, one's first formal approach to the stairs comes as
an awful, even terrifying event. I was surprised at my own tremors as we set
out. I was dressed in the customary green, symbolizing a new shoot, a new stem.
My inceptor was in gold, the house historian in formal brown, the receptors
were draped in silver, the nootchi were clad in festive reds and yellows, the
household campesi wore their leather aprons. All the younger children had been
left at home. Except for celebrants, only those who have climbed the stairs are
permitted to climb the stairs, and only they may escort a celebrant on the
first climb.
The choral finisi who habitually arrange themselves at
the edges of the stairs all along the ascent were present in large numbers on
my day. Since it was unlikely my parsimonious inceptor had paid them to sing,
their presence indicated a busy day, with many candidates scheduled to ascend
amid a consequent probability of largess. No matter how stingy, no inceptor
would let an offspring ascend to the terrace without making some gift to the
choristers, for they have jeering songs aplenty to direct at the niggardly. As
it was, they sang me upward with our own nootch joining in the responses (ke
had always fancied kerself a singer) while my inceptor handed out sufficient
coin to sop their esteem. Though our climb was done with measured and dignified
tread, as was proper, it was completed all too soon at the first terrace.
Inceptor and receptor gripped my arms, the
proffe-historian readied licos, his writing instrument, one nootch, one campesi
marched behind as ton'i veered to the left and approached the first columned
entrance out of a dozen or so, all of them surrounding massive doors leading
into the mountain. My inceptor knocked, as was proper.
"Who comes?" cried the brazen voice I had
been warned to expect.
"An undifferentiated one," my inceptor
called in a firm voice. "A candidate for selection, now come to the age of
reason.
"So we all hope, Chiddy," muttered the
receptor clutching my other arm, giving me a firm look. Ke wasn't my own
receptor. My own receptor (though one should really not say or write or even,
if one is very observant, think the words, "my own") had left the
family earlier in the year for a time of specialized training. Ke had licked my
eyelids tenderly and left me to the care of the nootch, for ke was retiring
from receptorhood to go on to something else. Unlike the nootchi or the campesi
or many other categories, receptors and inceptors were often picked for
genetics alone, even when they had no inclination for the task. Those without
inclination were allowed to change category later on. If one was selected as a
nootch or a campes, however, it was considered permanent except in those rare
cases where everyone agreed the selector had made an error. It did happen. We
all knew it, and we all regretted the tragedy it caused. My receptor had been
selected, as ke often said, for genetics alone. Ke certainly was not inclined
to be a carer, as everybody knew, including the ket. That's what my old nootch
often said about it. Everybody including the ket knows Tithy's no carer.
Sounds came from behind the door, rattlings and
hangings and long, ominous hummings, like gigantic engines. At last the door
opened and the voice called, "Enter.
I looked helplessly at my family, but they merely made
shooing motions, as though I were a flosti they were shooing from the garden. I
would rather have been a flosti, flying away to the top of a tree or anywhere
else, but there wasn't a chance. The family was a solid phalanx between me and
the stairs,- another family with another candidate was marching behind them
toward the second door, and beyond them were still others headed farther down
the terrace, the only comfort came from the nootch at the left, who gave me a little
nod and a tiny smile. The open door was the only way out.
So, I did what every twelve-year-old has been doing
since time immemorial. I entered.
Looking back on that time, the strangest part of it
was that nobody seemed to care if I did well or not. At home, when I was a
child, people did care. Foot coverings were meant to be polished and put away.
Body covers were meant to be washed and smoothed and hung up. Sleeping and
eating places were meant to be kept neat, and houses and people were meant to be
kept clean. Animals were to be fed, persons were to be fed, in that order, and
both persons and animals were to be kept healthy. All of this required
attention and care, and it was important that one's tasks, whatever they were,
should be done dependably and well. Wanting to do things had nothing to
do with doing them. If things weren't well done, then one got a rap on the head
from a proffe or inceptor, or one did without sweetness at meals, or one spent
the whole day helping the campesi clean out the compost house.
Selection is different from that, as I soon learned.
The person behind the desk was clad in a dark brown
robe. The person was to be referred to as selector, licos pronouns were third
level, le and lie, and one was not to speak to lie until spoken to. So much I
knew.
"Why is someone here?" selector asked.
"It is the time of selection," I said
breathlessly.
"Is someone frightened?"
"I think so," I muttered. "A little.
"It will pass," said selector. "One may
look back on this time as the easiest time of someone's life, for no one will
discredit someone on teros behavior, no matter what it is. For this time,
someone is to behave as someone likes, as someone is moved to do, as someone's
inclinations guide. Understand?"
I did not understand, but I bowed, murmuring,
"Mentor," to show I had heard. "Mentor" is a word that may
be politely used to any older person of any caste who is instructing one.
The selector shuffled papers on the desk and came up
with one that seemed applicable, for le looked at it as le said, "Tomorrow
morning, someone will go to creche central and assist the manager in caring for
the infants. Be there at the beginning of work hour.
There was only one reply allowed, as I well knew.
"Yes, Selector.
The door behind me opened. I bowed, turned, and went
out. The family had departed except for my nootch, and it was ke who took my
hand and walked with me down the stairs. "What is Chiddy's first
duty?" ke asked.
"Help the creche manager," I said, only then
beginning to think how strange that was. Why the creche manager? "Why . .
. ?" I started to ask, only to have ker fingers laid gently across my
lips.
"Why not?" ker said.
I was to think of that over and over in the time that
followed. Why not? Why not anything, or everything?
I was at the central creche when it opened in the
morning. Family nootchi were leaving off babies, the creche nootchi were
dandling them or winding them in hammocks or hanging the fretful ones upside
down and walking them. I was put to walking, which I did, a baby hung from my
shoulder by his toes and my hand pat-patting it on the back, the way the others
were doing. When it sicked on me, I washed up and was given a smock to wear. So
the day went, dandling and walking and making frequent trips to the sandbox,
with much changing of underwraps when we didn't make it in time. It did not
seem like work, though it wasn't play, either. It was not unpleasant, not
arduous, not enjoyable. Just . . . neutral. Since it was my inclination to ask
questions, I did so. Many of them. After four days of this, the manager told me
to return to the selector.
On the morrow, I did so. It was not the same selector,
though the words and attitudes were similar.
"When someone leaves here, go to the agricultural
school and see the field superintendent.
So, I did that, and for the next four days, I joined
the school campesi and hoed weeds out of the grain rows. This was dirtier than
the former work, and it was harder, too. It was so hot we all panted, water
dripping from our mouth parts, but I enjoyed it more than the creche, being out
in the sun and hearing the birds arguing in the trees at the field side. On the
fourth day, the superintendent sent me to the greenhouses, where I did similar
work, pulling weeds out of beds of seedlings. Then I spent two days learning
how the records were kept, and another few days helping the record keeper. It
was interesting enough for the nine or ten days I was there, and I learned a
lot from the things I asked people.
Then it was back to the selector again, who told
someone to ascend one level and go to the fourth selector on the right, and I
did that. It was like the first one all over again. Le gave me things to do, le
watched closely while I did them, but le didn't seem to care how well I did
them. I spent a cluster cleaning the laboratories. I spent a cluster at the
theater, helping paint sets. I worked with a whole string of finisi, an artist
in paint, a dancer, a designer of costumes. I was sent up another level and
spent a long, long time directing a crew of ten-year-olds who were planting
seedlings on the sanctuary hill as an autumn duty. As soon as their toe hooks
fall off, when their wings begin to grow, around age six, all children have
autumn duties and spring duties, things that are done for the community. I had
planted my share of seedlings between ages six and eleven.
Sometimes when I had completed a stint of work, they'd
let some time go by, then send me back to spend another cluster doing the same
thing, so I ended up back at the agricultural center, helping with records a
couple of times, and at the theater, doing all kinds of things. On the fifth
level, I attended lectures on the confederation and the member races, the
egg-differentiated Credons, the swamp-living Oumfuz, the fearsome Xankatikitiki
and many others. When I got up to the sixth level, there were sessions I don't
remember very well. They gave me juice to drink that made me dizzy, and then
asked strange questions that made my head ache. Then there were other times
when my body felt certain ways, and they measured what it wanted and what it
needed. Some of that was embarrassing, for I could feel myself wanting and
unwanting.
We are not supposed to want a specific role in life.
Opinions of that kind are not considered useful. We are selected to live as
what we are, body and mind. The whole process of selection is centered upon
determining what each of us really is. One of the strangest things I have
encountered on your world, dear Benita, is that many of your people have no
idea who they really are but many ridiculous ideas about what they are expected
to be, plus many religious convictions about what they should be, although
nobody is! One should not want to be anything but what one is, because it
creates unhappiness. If one cannot dance, one should not be a dancer. If one
cannot paint, one should not be an artist. It defies good sense. One should not
be sexual if one cannot enjoy both the process and the product, and if there is
no place for the product, one should stop being sexual. One should want to do
what one can do most easily and most happily.
Often I was allowed to go home for evening gathering,
and afterwards I sometimes went down to the river. There was a patch of short
grass there with a play-swing to hang babies on, and a bench for others. My
nootch used to hang me there in the evenings, while she rested on the bench
with a glass or two of viber. It was a good place to sit and think about
things. So, this one night I had just settled myself in the swing when my
nootch came down the path and sat on the bench, looking at me.
"Well?" ke asked.
"Well what, Nootch?"
"How does someone think it's going?"
I laughed. "One hasn't a clue.
"What has someone liked the most?" ke said
firmly. "Tell someone!"
"Most? The time in the theater, one supposes. One
felt more useful there than anywhere else. And one likes the thought of
acting.
"Ah," ke hummed between ker teeth. "And
what has someone liked the least?"
"Cleaning the laboratories. One learned a lot,
though. Just by listening. And of course, one asks questions.
"One day someone will question oneself into
trouble," ke said darkly, frowning at me. "Ta, Chiddy, one has such
hopes for someone.
This was not something a nootch should say. Hoping was
like wanting. Inappropriate! "Nootch-isi," I said, "hei!"
Ke wiped ker ducts. "All right, all right.
Someone shouldn't have said it. But still. Remember this, Chiddy. Someone will
have learned to be wise when someone knows how to keep someone's mouth parts
fastened.
That upset me more than anything that had happened
with the selectors because it upset the equilibrium I'd managed to hold on to
that far. We're not allowed to choose or want, but of course, we all do!
Nootch-isi's leakings washed all my resolve away, and there I was, choosing!
Wanting! Or not wanting! I did not want to be an inceptor. I did not want to be
a receptor. I did not want . . . oh, certainly did not want to be a nootch. One
may love one's nootch, but one can see how difficult it is to be a good one! Of
the hundred or so other things one was allowed to be, there were only a few my
soul leaned toward. I would not mind greatly being a worker, a campes, or a
craftsman, a finis. I would not mind greatly being a proffe, a doctor or
engineer. The one thing I wanted not to be was an athyco. Not that I'd ever met
one, just that everyone said the life of an athyco was the hardest life one
could have.
So, when on the morrow the selector told me to climb
the stairs all the way to the top and report to the curator of the Fresco, it
sent a thrill of trepidation all the way to my toes.
The selector was watching me closely, the way they
always did. "What?" selector asked.
"Ah . . . one has heard ... no one should go
there except . . . someone who knows . . .
"If a selector sends someone, someone can go
there. Around back, door marked Staff only. Just walk in and ask for the
curator.
At that point, I was on the sixth level, so it wasn't
a long climb, but it felt like I was trying to scale Mount Ever-ice. I was
actually gasping for breath when I got to the top, and I stood outside the
staff door a long time, letting my gills stop fluttering and my hearts stop
pounding before I walked in.
The curator was a tall person in a white gown with a
blue apron and cowl. I bowed, muttering, "One regrets not knowing how to
address someone.
"Call me Curator," it said. "My
pronouns are fourth level, ai, ais, and aisos. Come, I will show someone the
Fresco!"
Ai took me down a hall, and up a flight of stairs, and
through a narrow little door into a gallery above the vast circular floor of
the House. The gallery was a narrow ring above the Fresco and below the dome.
Though other memories of that time may have faded, one remembers that
experience clearly. The floor pave is of compact metamorphic limestone of a
lucent ivory color, brought into golden or rosy flushes by the slightest light,
the rays making radiant shadows that wander across the polished surface as
though searching for the luminous realm from which they have come. Their motion
is caused by the wind moving branches of the great trees above the high windows
topping the dome, as I came to know later, but the first impression was of a
clear stream in which living, questing, nondimensional beings swam. Or, that is
how one later described what one then, wordlessly, saw.
Across from the tiny door through which we had entered
stood the three great cast metal doors, each between its protecting columns and
surmounted by its individual architrave, their surfaces brought into high
relief by the same fugitive lights that wandered the floor. The metal was the
dark brown of good soil, not shadowed but deliberately darkened to separate it
from the room itself. Between the middle door and the right-hand one was the
first section of the fresco, The Meeting. Though one had never seen it,
one knew that it portrayed Mengantowhai leaning on his staff and reaching out
to the Jaupati people, his angelic countenance lit from within as they held out
their hands in awed wonder and incipient friendship. Beginning from that point
and sweeping sunwise about the great hall, the sixteen other panels of the
Fresco told the tale of Mengantowhai's labors on behalf of the people he had
adopted, of their joy and progress, of their tragic overthrow by the envious
Pokoti, and of Mengantowhai's eventual martyrdom at their hands. Between the
left hand and middle doors was the final section: The Martyrdom of Kasiwees.
Kasiwees was the last Jaupati, shown kneeling as he prayed for Mengantowhai's
return.
Mengantowhai, shortly before his death, had selected
Canthorel as an athyci, and these episodes from Mengantowhai's life had been
Canthorel's inspiration for the Fresco. One knew what the Fresco showed,
however, only because one had been told. The Fresco itself was almost as dark
as the metal doors, you would call them bronze, and no detail of the painting
could be seen with a casual glance, for the place was lit, as it always had
been, by hundreds of votive candles set into ornamental frames of iron and
brass, and the soot from centuries of such candles had settled upon the divine
paintings like a thick varnish, masking the colors and obscuring the figures.
The entire room was cleaned annually, and the floors were scrubbed and polished
daily. The painting, however, could not be touched. One knew which panel one
was looking at only by referring to the small numbers, one through seventeen,
carved into the stone beneath them.
In the earliest years the Fresco had been cleaned and
even repaired from time to time, but in recent centuries the curators had
forbidden any further attempts to do so. After all, they said, the scholar
Glumshalak had copied every detail of the Fresco when he wrote his great
Compendium. The curators of successive ages had annotated the Compendium. In
addition, other scholars and visitors had made sketches of various panels
during the early years. The danger of cleaning the panels far outweighed the
pleasure of seeing them clearly.
For pilgrims, the usual observance at the House of the
Fresco was to enter from outside by the middle door, to turn left and make the
entire circuit of the hall, stopping before each number to chant the
appropriate passage from a pilgrimage book, of which there were several:
Glumshalak's Authorized Version, the Revised Pistach Version, the (some said
excessively) Modernized Version, in contemporary language. When the people
stood before panel seven, The Adoration, or panel fifteen, The
Blessing of Canthorel, they knew what was shown. The very obscurity of the
Fresco, evidence of its antiquity, could be considered part of its mystique.
My first experience verified this. The smell of
scented smoke, the fugitive lights, the shifting gleams of polished stone, the
mysterious paintings from which, in some lights, a face seemed to smile or
speak, a hand reached out to summon, indicating here I am, look at me, observe
my life. Within moments, however, I noticed something else as well. Curators
entered the great room, lit candles, put out others, took them away, and they
did not even look at the room. People came in the door, turned to their left
and began the circuit of the room, reading the verses from whatever pilgrimage
book they had obtained or inherited, and they never looked up. I reacted to
this as though a bell had run somewhere inside me, a warning: see, notice, they
too have had their first impression, and the first impression has been their
last. They do not see any longer. Will you, too, learn not to see?
"The first painting," said the curator,
"the one between the middle and right-hand doors, is the meeting of
Mengantowhai and the Jau-pati. In the background are three wine jars assaulted
by amorphous figures. The implied teaching is?"
"I'm sorry, Curator, but I have no idea.
"That's all right. Someone will learn. The
teaching of the amorphous forms assaulting the three wine jars is that Pistach
may not carry intoxicants on journeys. This insight is gained through the
juxtaposition of this section with the one preceding," ai pointed to the
section between the left-hand and middle doors, "The Martyrdom of
Kasiwees, and from the section following," ai pointed to the right, "The
Descent of the Steadfast Docents.
"Yes, Curator," I murmured, marking the
words down in my mind without a hint as to their meaning.
"From the one we get the idea of journey, for
the journey into death's realm is the greatest one, and from the other we get
the idea of guidance, for a docent guides others. This is reinforced by
the secondary symbols, in which Kasiwees also guides us and the docents, by
descending, also journey. Since it is wine jars being assaulted, the reference
is to mastering intoxication. Thus it is clear that the meaning is that we
receive guidance not to use wine during journeys. Does someone follow?"
I followed, though it seemed to me at the time we
could have as well received "wisdom" as the meaning of the docents,
or even "failing-ones," for a descent often means a failing. This
might imply that the three amorphous forms could be the well-known trialur,
frailty, futility, and forgetfulness, seeking to overturn the urns of
knowledge, this reading reinforced by Kasiwees' assassination which certainly
upset the fount of learning. Since the curator's interpretation took no account
of the identity of the three amorphous beings, I preferred an interpretation
which identified them. And the things being assaulted or overturned were just
as much urns as they were wine jars, for all one could see was shadowy shapes
with a kind of yellow haze around them. Having heard all my short life of the
teachings of the Fresco, I was amazed at how impenetrable the depictions
actually were.
"Tell me what someone is thinking," demanded
the curator.
Without thinking, I blurted out that the forms were
very difficult to analyze, what with all the soot, and ended with, "So it
would seem we would gain better appreciation of the greatness of Canthorel if
the Fresco were to be cleaned. Or course, it didn't come out that way,
precisely, not at age twelve. It was a good deal more prolix and less
pertinent, but the curator got the idea.
Ai actually smiled at me. "I'm glad someone said
that. Now that someone has said it, someone should put it out of mind. The
Fresco of Canthorel is too sacred to run the risk of altering in any respect.
We know we do not actually see the pictures as Canthorel painted them, but we
have generations of observations written down in the sacred books, including
the observations of the revered Glumshalak, who saw the work when it was first
done. Thus, building upon tradition, we come to a proper understanding.
Ai smiled again, a kindly smile that looked so well
rehearsed I thought ai must often use it for effect. I did what was expected. I
bowed. I assented. And thus was my fate sealed, for it was not long thereafter
that the selectors told me of their decision. I was to be an athyco, a nudge, a
meddler. The House of the Fresco was to confine the next decades of my life
during which I was to help formulate and enforce those rules by which our
people live. Then, if I lived long enough, I would work with the other races in
the Confederation. And if I lived still longer, I would be sent to apply those
rules on other worlds, to other beings, in order to assist their ascent into
wisdom.
The next bit is unpleasant to remember or recount. I
was given certain substances to eat and drink. Certain of my physical
attributes shrank away to nothing, and other parts swelled with urgency. I was
given exercises to do, all of which were uncomfortable and some of which were actually
painful. When the pain and discomfort faded, I was given, as all selectees are
given, certain biological substances to increase my euphoria at duty completed,
to assure tranquility and balance in my tasks, for all the years to come. There
was then what might be called a convalescence, a settling down under the care
of my nootch, who displayed ker usual patience. I was not an easy person to
care for at that time, for I found myself prey to numerous resentments that
only time served to ameliorate. Then, at last, in the arm-clump of my family, I
celebrated my thirteenth year, the end of my childhood. It was autumn again. My
year had been two actual years, and this lengthy time betokened a certain grave
propriety. As a birthday gift, I was given the proper clothing of an athyco:
the white gown, the blue apron and hood. After the celebration, I was referred
to for the first time as ai, and I was escorted upward and given into the hands
of the curator.
A year later, dear Benita, in the sanctuary of the Fresco,
one celebrated one's first birthday as a person.
BenitaTUESDAY
After leaving the White House, the limousine driver
offered to drop Benita back at the hotel, or anyplace else she'd like. Having
breakfast in her hotel room had been unusually pleasant, and the idea of
snuggling up in all that unexpected luxury while reading a good book was
attractive, so she asked if he knew of a bookstore within walking distance of
her hotel.
He took her directly to a sizeable place only a few
blocks from the hotel, a store that seemed to take up all the south side of a
short block. The name was in gold across the front windows: The Literary Lobby.
When Benita got out, she told the driver she'd walk from there. There were
newspaper vending machines along the sidewalk, and she walked down the line,
reading the headlines:
MIDDLE EAST ERUPTS IN NEW
CONFLICT
OVER 200 DEAD IN RIOTS
DRUG SHOOTOUT TAKES LIVES OF
BYSTANDERS
TODDLERS, TWO SISTERS KILLED
IN DRIVE-BY
TOBACCO COMPANIES SUED BY
FOREIGN COUNTRIES
EXPORTS IMMORAL, SAY CHINESE
DROUGHT AND CIVIL WAR A LETHAL
COMBINATION
STARVATION THREATENS MILLIONS
TEXAS WOMAN BEARS NINE
CHILDREN
FERTILITY DRUGS BLAMED FOR
LITTERING
It was all the same depressing stuff. She turned to
consider the window display instead. Down in the corner a neatly lettered card
caught and held her eyes: "Sales help wanted. People passed behind her,
back and forth on the sidewalk, but her gaze was fixed on that card.
The door of the store opened and closed, but she
didn't notice until a voice at her shoulder said, "You're looking at that
notice as though it were a snake with a diamond ring in its mouth.
He had quizzical eyes, untidy graying hair and a
strong jaw with a huge ink smear along one side.
"Snake with a what?" she asked.
"You know. As though you're wondering, is it a
rattlesnake or only a gopher snake? Is it a real diamond or only cubic
zirconium? Shall I grab it by the tail and shake the stone loose, or shall I
let well enough alone?"
I was thinking of grabbing it by the
tail," she said, surprising herself. "I have around fifteen years
experience working in a bookstore.
"Well, come in!" He bowed toward the door,
stretched out a lanky arm to push it open, and beckoned her to follow him down
the aisle, turn left, right and left again into an office at the back corner of
the building, with both east- and south-facing windows that gave him excellent
views of two triangular parking lots and the boulevard that cut across
diagonally behind them. He dropped into the chair behind the desk and burrowed
in a pile of papers, drawing out two or three sheets before he found what he
was looking for.
"Application," he said, putting it before
her. "Pen," putting that before her as well. "Complete, while I
wander around out there, then I'll be back.
What was she doing? She stared at his retreating back
with that same feeling of inexorable reality she'd had ever since Saturday,
except for that brief empty time last night, when she'd put the entire matter
in other people's hands and they'd finally quit asking questions. Well, it
would be good practice to apply for a job. Marsh and Goose had never given her
a reason to look for a new job, though the salary wasn't great and the benefits
were iffy. Working there always had been pleasant.
Had been. Operative words. Somewhere along the line,
during the last couple of days, without quite knowing it, she had reached a
decision.
"Name," she muttered to herself, reading it
from the form. Benita Alvarez. Age. Not quite forty, but so close as made no
difference. Residence. Currently staying in a hotel, former residence . . . former
residence? Well, why not? Former residence, Albuquerque, New Mexico. Work
experience. Sixteen, no, seventeen years . . . no, say the first two didn't
count. Lord, she'd started when Angelica was one, so it had been sixteen years
when Angelica graduated high school, and that had been a year ago last June.
Counting full time only, fifteen and a half years, clerk, bookkeeper, assistant
manager, the Written Word. Reason for leaving? Children now living away from
home, desire to see another part of the country, have new experiences. Health.
Generally good.
She worked her way down the page. Easy stuff. She lied
a little on the education bit. No need to say she'd left high school to get
married, just two months before graduation. Odd to think of herself in this
strange city, finding herself a familiar ground. It had been Mami who had
introduced Benita to Marsh and Goose. "They are homosexual," she
said. "Which means they will not trouble you at work. They are good
hearted, which means they will treat you well. . . .
"Alberto treats me well, Mami.
"Alberto treats you like a servant when he is not
drunk, Benita. When he is drunk he treats you like a slave. Now he treats the
children like pet dogs. When they grow up a little, he will treat them like
dogs who are not pets. In time, you will know that. But if you work for Walter
Marsh and Rene Legusier, you will have some security.
Stung by this, Benita had cried, "Would you
rather Carlos had not been born? Rather Angelica had not been born?"
"No. Dios siempre bate bendiciones con dolor!
God always mixes blessings with pain. "Your brothers have moved far away,
and we see them seldom. You are my only blessing who is with me, and I will not
let my blessing be destroyed!"
It had seemed to Benita that Mami had been in a
dreadful hurry to be sure Benita could manage. The reason was clear all too
soon. Mami knew she had cancer, though she hadn't told any of the family. She
ended up having several surgeries and chemo, but two years later she was gone.
The farm where the family had grown up was hers, inherited from her people, and
she left it to Benita and her two brothers. The boys didn't want to keep it.
Benita had no money to buy it from them, so it was sold and she and Bert had
gone on living with Bert's mother on Benita's money, which had lasted a few
years. Papa had a trailer out at the salvage yard, and Benita always thought
he'd moved in there with a sense of relief. Mami had been the campes-ino in the
family. Papa had never been that interested in farming, and needless to say,
neither was Bert.
"Finished?" the quizzical person asked from
the doorway, eyebrows halfway up his forehead, the ink smear on his jaw longer and
darker than before.
"You have ink on your face," she said.
"You've been running your fingers around on your cheek.
"Damn," he said, peering at himself in a
glass-fronted cupboard. I always do that. I'm writing something, and next
thing I know I'm tap-tapping on my face. They called me Inky in school. Or
worse.
"You buy the wrong pens," she told him.
"The kind I buy do not leak.
He sat down and gathered up the application.
"Urn. Um. Um, well, um. Fifteen years? Really?"
"Really. She smiled ruefully. "While my
children were at home. Now they're off to school and lives of their own.
"Who have you dealt with at Bantam?" he
asked.
She gave him a name. He mentioned several more
publishing houses, and she gave him names for each.
"You're real. He sighed. "Halleluja. Now,
this is the deal. We have this store. We have branches in Georgetown,
Alexandria, and Annapolis with a modest Web-market operation. We're not
Amazon-dot-com, but then we're showing a profit. I need someone who can take
over. How about thirty thousand to start, ninety-day trial, and we'll talk
about a long-term arrangement then?"
She was shocked into silence. She made twenty at the
Written Word. Ten dollars an hour, after all those years. Of course, New Mexico
salaries were lower than the average. And this was a lot bigger job.
He said hopefully. "I'm desperate for someone
really good. Youll start as assistant manager. We need somebody like you, we
really do. Someone well educated, personable, capable . . .
She almost blurted out the truth, but managed to keep
her mouth shut. She had continued her education. Never mind if it hadn't been
inside ivy-covered walls, she'd done it.
"I'll let you know tomorrow," she murmured,
collecting her purse. "I'll drop in tomorrow morning.
"Were you coming in to buy something?" he
asked. "When I saw you outside?"
He took her by the hand, casually, and drew her out
into the stacks where he helped her pick half a dozen books, a gift, he said.
"By the way," he murmured as he let her out,
"my name is Simon DeGreco. My card is here, in the top book, and I'll be
here all day tomorrow.
She turned toward him and removed the dark glasses.
"If you check my references, please don't tell either of my bosses where
I'd be working. I've left a ... difficult situation, and I don't want it to
come looking for me. She looked straight at him.
His eyes fixed on the swollen eye, now turning shades
of chartreuse and pale violet. "I'll be discreet," he said, crossing
his heart, not making a big thing out of it. She decided she liked him.
She got back to the hotel at six, and called Angelica
from her room before she even put the books down.
"Sweetie, can you settle down and talk for a few
minutes?"
"I'm on my way out, Mom.
"I need to talk to you, Angelica. Really. Right
now. And I'm not where you can call me back.
Long pause. "Give me ten minutes, Mom. Then call
back. I'll let my ride go on without me and arrange to meet them later.
She hung up and sat on the bed, swinging her feet,
staring out the window at nothing. She'd never lived in a city, not really.
Though the farm was gone, the house Bert had inherited was more semi-rural than
suburban, and the city wasn't high density, even in its core. The Washington
area was huge, with lots of crime and race problems and poverty. But one could
work in Washington and live wherever one wanted. Out in Virginia, or in
Maryland, or in Georgetown. Too expensive, probably.
She glanced at her watch. Five minutes more. She and
Angelica talked at least once a week, though it had been two weeks this time.
Angelica wasn't telling her something. She had that feeling the last half dozen
times they'd talked. She glanced at her watch again and dialed. She had decided
not to mention aliens. Angelica was not very imaginative, she was really more
pragmatic and aliens might set her off in the wrong direction. Make it a small
inheritance. That was no less unlikely, but it was more believable.
At the end of five minutes, Angelica asked
plaintively, "Mom, who was the cousin who left you the money?"
"You never knew her, dear. She was a very old
lady, and I hadn't seen her in years. She was fond of my mother. And the money
doesn't amount to much, but it's enough for me to get away from . . well, you
know what from. What I really want to know is will you and Carlos . . . will
you be hurt if I do this?"
"Mom, I can't speak for Carlos. Last year, I
didn't see that much of him. He roomed with those three other guys, and I was
in the dorm, and it wasn't like we were really staying in touch. This year . .
. I have a confession to make. I told you he thought we should share an
apartment to save money . . .
"I told you, Angel . . .
". . . you told me not to, but he talked me into
it . . .
"Oh, Angel! Did you? When?"
"Since June.
"You didn't tell me! You'll . . . you'll regret
it, dear. She thought of those black, black moods that Carlos had, moods that
should be transitory, but in his case were nurtured and fed and coddled until
they became a black fog that stretched out interminably until everything around
him was ashen and cold.
Angelica laughed, without humor. "It's all right,
Mom. You can say you told me so. You were right. It's not working. I'm paying
all the bills and doing all the work, and Carlos is just bunking here when he
feels like it. He has also instructed me to tell people he is nineteen, not
twenty-one, because he's older than most sophomores and it embarrasses him.
That idea came from his new girlfriend who is also a little older than most of
us. She also tells him he wears the wrong clothes 'to impress people,' that he
should have plastic surgery on his nose, and that she can help him with his
career as an artist.
"Formidable," said Benita, wanting to laugh
and cry, all at the same time.
"Well, you get the idea why I can't speak for
him. Speaking just for me, however, if you get out of there, I'll hire a
mariachi band and dance a samba in the street for celebration!"
"You don't mind?"
"What I mind was that Dad was Carlos's role
model. Totally self-centered and using you to let him be that way. You remember
when we were in high school, Carlos was only one year ahead of me because he
was held back in eighth grade? So, we knew the same people, and I heard what he
was doing, just what Dad did: sneaking out at night, getting drunk, crashing
with his drinking friends so you wouldn't know. I blackmailed him into going to
Ala-Teen, and I went with him. They taught us about drunks having enablers.
Carlos figured right away it was all your fault Dad drank, and therefore all
your fault that Carlos himself drank. I told him you were an enabler, all
right. You enabled us to eat and have a roof over our heads, and if he ever
said any such thing to me again, I'd tell you how he felt, and then maybe you
and I would just leave him and Dad on their own to enable each other!"
Benita was for the moment speechless. "Angel. I
didn't know! I didn't know any of that.
"Well, of course not. You had enough to worry
about. I told Carlos when he was ready to leave home, he could do what he
pleased, but for then he had to shut up and behave or I would definitely talk
you into going with me and leaving the two of them on their own. He knew where
the groceries came from, and he did settle down and cut out the worst of the
stuff.
"Anyhow, he's grown up now. He'll be twenty-two.
Whatever he thinks, it's time you stopped enabling other people so you can
enable yourself.
"It's going to be a little complicated. Your
father has mortgaged the house, and the bank is going to foreclose. He'll
expect me to step in and stop it, and when he knows I'm not going to do it,
he's going to get belligerent. It'll be easier for everyone if you just don't
know where I am.
"Are you going to get a divorce?" her
daughter asked.
"I don't know. I'm not even thinking about that
now.
"I say go for it. If you want to tell Carlos,
I'll ask him to stick around here tomorrow night. Call around eight, our time.
Okay?"
Eight their time would be eleven where she was, but
she didn't mention that. All she could think of was what Angelica had gone
through. And she'd been only a child!
She threw herself down on the bed, sprawled every
which-a-way like cooked spaghetti, muscles letting go all at once, mind
switching from Angelica to the bookstore, back to General Wallace, and then to
the creature that had called itself an athyco. Whatever did they really look
like? And how could they have gone out of her mind even for a moment? So
strange, so wonderful, yet hard to think about. Well, strangeness was hard to
think about. Wonder grazes you like a bullet, it zips by and is gone, and all
you really perceive is the zing as it goes past, or maybe the pain if it comes
too close. It does no good to search for whatever it was, for it never lodges
anywhere you can get a good look at it. The truly strange has no hooks of
familiarity that one can catch hold of.
It had happened, though. It wasn't a dream. She really
had met weird aliens, Chiddy and Vess, who had done her a good turn, who had to
have done it, because it was the only way she could explain how well she'd been
doing. She hadn't cried once. She hadn't lain awake, worried over what she
might have done or said wrong. She hadn't been concerned about running back
home because it was her duty. Somehow, it seemed, Chiddy and Vess had unquirked
her.
Senator
Byron MorseTUESDAY
Senator Byron Morse, R-New Mexico, edged his
just-waxed black Lexus into the too-narrow space Lupe had left him beside her
red convertible, cursing mildly under his breath. Squeezing out of the car, he
tugged his suit coat into alignment, picked up his briefcase, gently kneed the
door shut and went through into the back hall, which throbbed at him.
Lupe was definitely home. The house boomed distantly,
mute to melody but attentive to the beat. Wherever Lupe was, basses thumped,
brasses blared, drums roared and rhythm filled the silence. Which was okay with
the senator. He'd married her for her sociability, her elegance, her sleek body
and fantastic hair. She made him look good, and since he'd soundproofed his
den, he didn't have to listen to the racket.
She saw him coming up the stairs. "Hi, By,"
she called, feet moving in time to the music, hips swaying. "Home
early!"
He dropped the jacket over the banister and made a
twisting motion with his fingers.
"Oh, hey, fine. Just a minute!" And she was
off down the hall, doing an exhibition number. The woman was jointless as a
snake, and the sight warmed him, though only slightly. He couldn't afford the
time at the moment, and quickies only made Lupe resentful.
The music softened, the beat relented, she came back,
walking. "Janet, she call you.
He stopped in his bedroom door. "Janet? What in
hell did she want?"
"I don know, By. I din ask . . .
"Cut the El Paso accent, Loop.
"Oh, sorry. I was hearing the Spanish station.
It's catching.
"I can't read your mind, Lupe. Am I supposed to
call her?"
"God! You're uptight as cheap jeans! Yes, Mr.
Senator. She wants you to call her. She says tell you it's about Timothy.
"And where does she want me to call her? Is she
home?"
"The number's by the phone in your bedroom. She
says try there, if you don't get her, try her at home. Lupe drew herself up.
"And I wont bother you any more till you get these little details taken
care of. Then maybe we can say hello, and did you have a good day, and stuff
like that.
She was off again, back down the hallway to what she
called her nido. Her nest. Gaudy pillows and painted furniture, and
scented candles for God's sake, everything ablaze with color. When they went
out, she was always dressed in perfect taste, her accent patrician, her manners
impeccable, but her private life was carnival in Rio! He hadn't known of her
private preferences until after they were married. He'd never been to her
place. Too many eyes in Washington. Too many secretaries keeping track. Luckily
the house was large enough she could have the two-rooms-and-bath at the end of
the upstairs hall and they could lock the hall door when they entertained. He'd
thought the pre-nup was comprehensive, but who would have thought of specifying
tasteful home furnishings?
He tossed the jacket on the foot of his bed, one he'd
bought years ago at an antique auction: solid cherry, barely ornamented, built
to last. The framed mirror above the matching bureau returned his approved
picture of himself: tall, patrician, dignified and solid. His eyes were chilly
gray, as was the hint of beard showing along the jawline. Age had its rewards.
Now that he was graying, his beard didn't turn his face gangster blue by
mid-afternoon, the way it used to.
That had been one of Janet's favorite comments when
she'd had one too many. "I may look like a sack of shit, Byron, but by
God, you look and act like a gangster. Of course, with Janet, even one drink
was one too many.
At fifty pounds overweight with a face like a damp
cruller, Janet had had no room to talk. Besides, she was gauche as a pig in a
penthouse, and too damned often pregnant. Some women were said to look radiant
when pregnant, but Janet hadn't been one of them. To be honest, he had never
seen a pregnant woman who did. Not his wife or anybody else's wife! To use
Janet's phrase, pregnant women looked like a sack of shit. Even if the process
went "normally," which in Janet's case it never had, it was still
revolting. In his mother's day, people still observed a period of
"confinement," and that's the way pregnancy ought to be handled in
By's opinion. Confined. Somewhere else.
The phone rang eight times before she answered.
"By?"
"Yes, Janet. What's the problem?" He knew his voice was cold,
but it had to be. Let her get anywhere near him and she'd start shedding tiny
dead flakes of herself all over him, like emotional dandruff.
"Oh, By, don't sound like that.
He held the phone away from his ear, waiting for the
whine to run down. Make me happy. Make me mean something. Make me satisfied.
He'd married her because she came from a well-known political family and he
needed the support. He got the support, but he'd paid a high price for it.
During all but the first two years they'd been married, Janet had been neither
enjoyable at home nor fit to be seen in public. He'd ended up staying away from
home, going stag too many times, making passes he shouldn't have made, a
definite error in judgment. Luckily, the press hadn't picked up on any of it.
Back then, people's personal lives had been off limits to the media. He'd been
damned lucky. The only dangerous lapse had happened here in Washington, before
he'd run for the senate. Mouthy bitch! It took two years to wear that story
out. Now, of course, the shoe was on the other foot. That same mouthy bitch
would deeply regret her remarks by the time he was through with her.
The gnat-voice faded. He put the receiver back to his
ear.
"Janet, if you have something to tell me, do it.
"Timothy. He's in the hospital.
His breath caught, but he forced his voice to remain
calm. "What's the matter with him?"
"He broke his leg. Poor baby, those skates are
just murderous, murderous, I don't know why they all think they have to have
those terrible skates . . .
"How bad is the break?"
"He's in a cast!"
"How bad is the break?!"
"He's . . . he's coming home tomorrow.
"He's not in traction or on antibiotics?"
Another sob. "No.
"Then there's probably nothing to worry about.
I'll FedEx him a get-well card and call him once he's home. Okay?" He
started to hang up, then said quickly, "What's his doctor's name? And what
hospital?"
She told him and he wrote it down. Timothy wasn't a
poor baby. He was sixteen, born the second year of his first senate term.
Steven had been born a year earlier. Before that there had been miscarriages,
one after another, year after year. Janet had wanted to quit trying, but By
disliked failure. One of the two things he'd wanted out of marriage was a son.
He'd sent Janet to clinics and paid for her doctors, by the dozen. She, of
course, said it could be his fault, which was ridiculous, as it had proved to
be in the end. He had succeeded, just as he always did. Two boys in a little
over a year. An heir and a spare, wasn't that what the nobility said?
After Tim's birth, Janet no longer had any excuse for
her appearance, and he'd given her the ultimatum. Lose fifty pounds, change her
hairstyle, take a course in public speaking, and learn how to dress. She'd
gaped at him like a halfwit, thirty-three to his thirty-seven, and looking
fifty. All she could do was whine about his using her as a brood mare, not
caring anything about her as a person. He'd said fine, he didn't care about her
as a person, but he was willing to take care of the brood mare and the colts.
He gave her very generous terms and no battle over
custody. So long as the boys were children, let her deal with measles and
chicken pox and ear infections and schoolwork. He intended to found a dynasty,
but he'd do his part later on, when the time came for the right schools and
meeting the right people. He wanted no gossip, no imputations of being unfair.
Out and out feminists would never vote for him anyhow, but he sure as hell
wasn't going to lose the sympathy of conservative women by mistreating his ex-wife.
A lot of them lived on alimony, too.
Janet's lawyer had suggested she take the offer and
not make waves. By had given her no cause for a counter-suit, except for that
one semipublic embarrassment, he had been careful and extremely discreet. After
the divorce, he'd stayed discreet, but when he began thinking about the
presidency, his advisors said a Hispanic wife might draw the voters. He had
just the girl in mind: Guadalupe Roybal, descendent of first settlers of New
Mexico, someone to help him court the state's La-Raza-proud Hispanics right
along with its Anglo aristocracy. She had flawless light olive skin and a
wealth of curly brown hair, she spoke fluent Southwest Spanish, and usually
unaccented English.
Moreover, she knew what was expected of her. Being
married to Janet had taught him an invaluable lesson: finding a wife was just
like filling any other staff position, it required a detailed job description.
There would be no children. Since he was twenty-five years older than she, she
balked at a tubal, but said she would "handle the matter herself. Within
her generous allowance she was to stay healthy, elegant and well dressed. She
was to bone up on Hispanic issues, use the name Roybal-Morse, stay out of any
situation that could look even faintly compromising, and stick with him at
public functions, keeping him out of any hint of trouble with the female kind.
It was all agreed to, written down, signed and witnessed.
His part of the agreement committed him to treating
her with unfailing courtesy and deference whenever they were in the public eye.
He'd picked this up from a Southern senator so long in office he'd grown moss.
"Whoop 'em in the bedroom, By," the white-haired old lecher had
confided, "but treat 'em like queens where the world can see. They'll
forgive you the one out of gratitude for the other.
Also, for every year of service, Lupe got a generous
payment deposited into an account in the Cayman Islands. If she lasted ten
years, she'd have well over a million, but she had to stay until he said leave
in order to collect. Which could be during or after his second term in the
White House. Fulfillment of that ambition would begin when he utterly destroyed
the incumbent as well as the reputations of the incumbent's family, friends,
and acquaintances! He smiled secretly to himself, relishing the battle plan.
"Trouble, By?" Lupe said in the open
doorway, two drinks in her hands. She held one of them out to him.
He shook his head as he took it. "Tempest in a
teakettle, like always. Any little thing, she comes unglued.
"Was Tim hurt?" Lupe liked Tim, despite his
brave attempts to hate her on his mother's behalf. Poor kid. He didn't get much
fun at home. Lupe believed in fun. When By was too busy to enjoy it, she had
fun elsewhere, though carefully. There was always fun available.
"Broken leg, not serious. Is there something in
the gift closet?" Lupe kept gifts and cards on hand for all conceivable
occasions. Whenever Byron needed to mark an occasion, she had something
suitable. She made a virtue out of shopping.
"Oh, lemme think. I bought two new computer games
last week.
He can have fun with those, sitting down. And a book
on astronomy.
"Astronomy?"
"He was reading articles on it, last time he was
here. It's written for nonscientists, but it isn't childish.
"I'll sign the book tonight. Send the stuff
FedEx, okay?"
"Sure thing. Tomorrow morning.
He grunted assent. "I expected a call.
"A man did call. 'Mr. Jones'. He said you wanted
to see him this evening before dinner, and he'll be here in half an hour. I
told Cally to hold dinner until eight.
"Fine. He gulped at the drink, feeling the taste
all the way down.
"Cally put some tapas out in the den, and unless
you need something else, I'm going down to Edwina's until about seven-thirty.
He nodded, not bothering to respond, merely
registering that she was going down the stairs and out. He heard her car
leaving the driveway. Just for the hell of it, he wandered back to her nido
and picked up the daily diary by her phone. Tuesday, noon. Lunch with
DeeDee Mclntyre, shopping. Five pmcocktails with Edwina Taylor-Lopez, re the
Hispanic Caucus. Very nice. She was absent, her absence was documented,
leaving her blameless. She knew Mr. Jones had called, and that's all. When she
returned home, her husband would be alone. Their relationship depended, he
thought, in large part on what he did not tell her. He would have been
surprised to learn that Lupe thought it depended as much on the things she
didn't tell him.
He heard the door chimes and Cally's voice in the
hall. When he arrived at the door of the den, the two of them were at the bar
cabinet and ice was clinking into glasses while very expensive single malt was
poured over them. They had ignored the good but much less pricey stuff Lupe had
put at the front of the cabinet.
"Senator," said the larger man:
"Dink" Dinklemier, all six foot five, two hundred thirty or forty odd
pounds of him, ex-college football star, ex-mercenary, smarter than he looked
and a current employee of the Select Committee on Intelligence that Morse
chaired.
"Good to see you, Byron," murmured the other
man, removing his coat and seating himself. He was Prentice Arthur, slightly
graying, dignified as a deacon, ex-CIA, ex-security advisor, currently serving
as the senator's hook and line to certain unnamed fish in the Pentagon. With
the money that flowed over there, there was habitat for lots of fish,
everything from sharks to bottom feeders, each of them useful in his own way.
"Dink. Arthur. The senator seated himself,
putting his half-finished drink on the table beside him. "I hope you've
got some news for me.
"Well," the larger man split a grin,
one side of his mouth expressing amusement while the other half looked on,
uninvolved, "I've got good news and other news.
Morse regarded him narrowly, disliking this jovial
approach to what was very serious business. "Very well, let's have the
good news. They'll support me?"
"Some considerable support will come your way.
Dink sprawled into a chair, which creaked beneath his weight.
Arthur murmured, "Quid pro quo, of course. I've
got a list of suggested items here. They'd like you to sneak as many of these
through as you can. He took a sheet of plain paper from his billfold, unfolded
it and passed it across the senator's desk. No heading. No names. Just a list
of clauses and short, innocuous-seeming paragraphs that might be added to
various bills.
The senator frowned. "It'll have to be late-night
votes for most of these, but I should be able to manage a good bit of it. Nice
of them to put it all in proper form.
"Saves time, is all," grunted Arthur.
"Our friends seem to want things loosened up a little at the INS, the DEA,
the ATF.
"That's pretty much what I expected.
"They'll be grateful," said Dink.
The large man had risen and was moving around
nervously. The senator ignored it, recognizing the restlessness as habitual. He
asked, "How grateful will they be, Dink?"
Dink turned, grinning his half grin. "Oh, as much
as you need, Senator. Like mega-millions. And then, as much more, if needed.
The senator licked his lips. "How do they get it
to me?"
Arthur gave him a stern look, wagging a finger in
admonition. "Soft money, Senator. It goes around you. Some into Lupe's
overseas account. Some to your ex-wife. Some for this, some for that. It never
touches you. Just like with the pro-life money. You vote your convictions about
the gross immorality of the drug trade just like you vote your convictions
about the gross immorality of abortion. Your good friends and supporters from
south of the border don't want to see the drug legalization balloon rise any
higher than their ankles.
The senator sat down, relaxing. He hadn't known he was
tensed up until this minute. Now, everything was letting loose.
He grinned. "Be sure to extend my good wishes.
Arthur smiled. "Oh, they know that, Senator. Our amigos know you wish
nothing for them but good, all the way to the bank.
"And what's the other news?"
"Something General McVane picked up. It came over
from the Air Defense Command. Just a weirdness, but in the light of your
committee, we thought . . .
"Weirdness or not, what?"
"Air Defense has picked up some oddities they
can't explain. Seemingly incoming somethings or other, not the profile one
would expect from missiles, certainly no launch data, but things.
"Satellites," said Morse, dismissively.
"No. Not satellites. Not space junk. Not decayed
orbits ending with stuff burning up. These are flights, they change course,
they go from A to B to X.
"So? What do the eggheads say?"
Arthur shrugged. "Something some other country
came up with that we don't know about. Something some branch of our own
government came up with that we don't know about. UFOs.
Morse glowered, staring at his clenched hands,
thinking. "Where's X?"
"What do you mean?"
"The X they go to, end up at, where is it?"
"No one place, Senator. East Coast. Florida. New
Mexico-Texas area, Oregon.
"Is there any way we can find out more?"
"Believe me, both the NASA guys and the Air
Command are giving it their best shot. They'd vastly prefer not being asked
about it until they can explain it.
Morse almost wished they hadn't told him about
it until they could explain it. He'd been helping cut allocations to NASA every
chance he got, a calculated risk, and he didn't like the idea that something
inimical might show up, something that could have been prevented except for the
cuts. "You sure McVane gave you everything he knew?"
Dink frowned. "In this case, I think yes. He's
pretty firmly in our side pocket, Senator, and he's safe. No political
ambitions, just big military ones.
"Do we have people on the ground looking for . .
. well, what? Space landings?"
"The FBI's been alerted. They haven't come up
with anything. Oh, a mass disappearance in Oregon, but that's probably a
kidnapping by eco-terrorists.
"Mass disappearance?"
"Eleven men, loggers.
Dink offered, "It could be part of a general
eco-terrorism campaign. Three guys in Florida were done in, too.
"Loggers?'
"No. They were draining wetlands.
"Well, keep me informed," the senator
grunted, his euphoria only slightly dimmed by this niggle.
"Anything else we can do for you?" asked
Dink.
Morse leaned back, tenting his fingers. "You
could be helpful.
"Always glad to be of service.
"I've got a pro-life bill coming up. It could be
delayed, but my best guess is two weeks from now. The usual people will be
arguing, nobody will be listening, but I had this flash. I've been getting flak
from some of the neanderthals. They've had too many of their sharpshooters and
bombers arrested lately, and they're scared to use force but hungry to go on
the offense. It occurred to me some of my liberal opponents might be vulnerable
on the issue if they've personally used abortion services.
Dink frowned. "I don't understand? If they've
used services?"
"I'm thinking, maybe some of them have had
someone close to them who had an abortion. I'm not going to take up floor time
in the Senate with it, you make too many enemies that way. But, if I had
something concrete, I could do a C-SPAN bit, challenging one or more of them.
The tape would make good campaign stuff in a few soft areas. Would there be any
way to get hold of those records?"
Dink stared at the ceiling. "We'd need names.
"You know who they are, Dink. And we can go back
over twenty years on some of them.
Arthur spoke up, "No, Senator. You misunderstand
him. We'd need the names of the women.
Morse was taken aback. "I was thinking wives.
Maybe daughters?"
The two men shared a look, then Arthur shook his head.
"It wouldn't look good, Senator. Attacking a fellow legislator for a
medical decision made in the family would not go down well. No matter how
people say they feel about abortion when they answer a public poll, they want
private stuff kept private. People don't like interference with privacy issues.
Remember that impeachment fiasco? All we did was make people mad at us.
Remember what happened in 2000? The issue is loaded, By. I wouldn't go there.
The senator's lips curved in a tiny, icy smile.
"Suppose you dig up some names for me, and I'll decide what risks to
take.
"We'll look around," said Arthur, after a
pause and with a significant glance at his colleague. "We'll see what we
can find.
They talked about sports while they finished their
drinks. The senator didn't offer refills. He walked his two guests to the door,
shutting it firmly behind them.
As they walked to their car, Dink remarked, "He
didn't ask many questions about the blips.
"What could he ask? What do we know? There's
something flying around out there we don't recognize, or it's sunspots, or it's
interference, or it's UFOs. The only reason we told him was to prevent his
hearing about it from someone else.
"This clinic idea of his, I wish he'd keep his
eye on the ball.
Arthur shrugged. "Give him credit, Dink. He knows
money alone won't elect him, and he knows where every voter in his state is and
what turns them on. In this case, however, the down-side is bigger than the
up-side, so we just have to manage him.
"Manage him how?"
"Well, I'll rattle the walls very gently to see
if any worms crawl out of the woodwork. Then, if Morse reminds me about those
names he wants, I'll can tell him we're working on it, but so far we haven't
come up with any names except Lupe's.
Dink's jaw dropped. "Do you know that?"
"Let's say I suspect it. I won't say it unless I
have to.
"God, Prentice!"
"Forget I ever said it.
"Said what?"
BenitaWEDNESDAY
On Wednesday morning, Benita called the bookstore and
asked to speak to Simon. "Benita Alvarez," she said. "I'd like
to come in and talk to you about the job.
"You think yes?"
"I think probably, though I'd like to talk
details.
"Come in anytime.
She hung up and heaved a deep breath. She had been
prepared for him to say he hadn't really meant it, it was all some kind of
misunderstanding. Or he might have said he'd thought better of it since.
Though, why would he? She was good at her job, she'd just never considered
cashing in on it before. Cashing in had come way down the list after children
and groceries and the gas bill.
Well. There were still details, like living, moving
around, getting from here to there. And getting Sasquatch shipped. She'd paid
the kennel for two weeks in advance, cash, and she'd used a phony name in order
not to create a trail. She wanted to disappear from New Mexico, leaving no
clues. And no doubt Mr. DeGreco could tell her where to look for an apartment.
A furnished apartment.
Her ruminations were interrupted by the phone ringing,
and she answered, "Yes," wondering what the hell, no one knew she was
there, except, as it turned out, someone who introduced himself as Chad Riley,
who was with the FBI and who had been detailed to assist her for the next
several days.
"The envoys, that's what we're calling them
ma'am, tell us they'd very much appreciate meeting with you again. So far,
except for you, all the people they've met are men, and they feel women may
have a viewpoint that ... we ... ah, males may not have.
She took a deep breath. "I'm busy this morning,
Mr. Riley. How about later today?"
"Actually, we thought this evening. We're
planning a kind of dinner meeting. They assure us they can eat our food.
"The president?"
"No, he's making a speech tonight, one he
couldn't get out of, but his wife is coming.
"And they really want me? Not somebody like . . .
oh, Gloria Steinem or Betty Friedan or ... ?"
"They want you.
". . . Alice Walker?" she suggested
desperately. She didn't want to be part of this. Surely her part of this was
over now!
"You.
"All right. She sighed. "Will you send
somebody for me?"
"We'll pick you up at your hotel, at seven.
She was not a feminist. Why would they want her to
give the female point of view? God, if she'd been a feminist, she'd have killed
Bert long ago. She'd have run off with the children, gone somewhere else, or at
least asked Goose for a raise.
Goose. How was she going to tell Goose? If she gave
notice now, that would be almost four weeks, and that was enough. Maybe she'd
say she received a job offer on the West Coast, and she'd decided to move to be
nearer the children.
By nine-thirty, she was at the bookstore door. Five
minutes later she was ensconced in Simon's office, coffee poured, danish
provided, discussing where she might live in Washington.
"Actually," he said, looking at the ceiling
and scratching his neck idly, "there's an empty apartment upstairs. It's
rather rundown, but it's large. At one time, it was loft space, an artist's
studio. When we bought the building we thought the artist would stay. He,
however, decided to pass his declining years in Mexico. Or maybe it was
Honduras. Somewhere vivid and warm. At any rate, he left a couple of years ago,
and we've been unable to find a tenant who is ... acceptable to us.
"Meaning?" she asked, narrowing her eyes.
"Meaning clean, sober, and responsible," he
said, giving her look for look. "We'd like someone to live in it, because
it helps building security. If the alarm goes off, you hear it, you call the
police. I'm not saying the alarm will go off, it never has yet, but one never
knows. People don't seem to rob bookstores much, more's the pity for them.
"Could I see it?" she asked, doubtfully.
"Yes, right now.
The corridor outside his office ended at an exterior
door, and they stepped out into the staff parking lot, with labeled parking
slots along two sides.
"The other lot's for customers," he said.
"It's closer to the front door.
They walked along the building toward the side street,
past two cars parked against the building to a door with a three-step concrete
stoop. One of Simon's office windows, the door they'd come out of, the door
they faced, and two little windows stacked above it were the only openings in
three stories of solid brick, a taller red half to the left, a shorter yellow
half to the right. Simon unlocked the metal door, displaying a square hallway
with an elevator to the right.
"That leads into the stockroom," said Simon,
indicating a door to the left. "We use the elevator to carry dolly loads
of books to the second floor. The doors to the stockroom and the parking lot
are always locked, but you'd have keys.
Simon heaved the folding grille aside and they stepped
into the elevator, waiting while the grille latched lethargically, with loud
complaint. Simon pushed button three and the cage creaked upward, moaning.
"It likes to pretend it's on its last legs, but
it's actually completely safe. It gets inspected every year.
The grille let them see the second-floor landing, with
its small window and single door, and then the third floor, identical. The
window only pretended to light the space, and Benita thought it unlikely anyone
ever washed it, certainly not from outside.
They went through the door opposite the elevator onto
the top landing of an enclosed stairs descending along the outside wall.
"Fire-stairs," said Simon. "They come
out behind the rest rooms on the second floor and go on down into the
stockroom, where there's an emergency exit to the street.
The door to the right opened on a room about forty by
fifty-five or sixty, smelling of hot dust, with tall, dirty windows extending almost
corner to corner over the side street. Four steel columns supported an I beam
and a high, ornamental tin ceiling hung with cobwebs.
A U-shaped kitchen took up the corner nearest the
elevator, and ended at the line of columns. Next to it was an enclosed room
about the same size.
"The bathroom," said Simon. "The artist
who lived here put some screens and free-standing cabinets between the columns
and used the area behind them as his bedroom. He also had some good-looking
drapes all along that front wall, but he took everything interesting with him.
The blinds are still here, and they're fairly new.
Fairly new and supposed to be white, as were the
walls. The blinds would wash, but the walls were unlikely to come clean. There
was plenty of room, but no closet, anywhere. A couch and chair stood near the
front windows, protected by plastic sheeting. A sheet covered box-spring and
mattress along with a stepladder and a bed-frame, in parts, stood against the
back wall under a row of metal, wireglass windows, their bottom edges about
five feet from the floor. Benita pulled the ladder out and climbed up a couple
of steps to look through the windows. The bottom of the windows were barely
above the flat roof of the adjacent building.
The place certainly looked break-in proof! But talk
about bleak!
"There's a lot of room here," she said
without enthusiasm.
He looked worried. "About twenty-three hundred
square feet.
"The bookstore looks longer than this.
He nodded. "This is the third floor of half the
bookstore. Maybe you noticed from the parking lot? The store is actually two
buildings, side by side, built at different times. We started with the one next
door and bought this one when it became available. This building has higher
ceilings, so the floors don't line up. The ground floor is eighteen inches
higher, the second floor is three feet. We only joined the first two floors.
The third floor of the other building isn't connected to this one at all. The
only access to that space is by stairs from the street.
"Is it rented?"
"Not at the moment, no. If all goes well,
eventually we'll probably use all of it, and this space, too, but that's no
time soon.
She moved out into the middle of the room and turned
around, staring at the walls. "How much would you charge for this, and
what would you do by way of cleaning it up?"
"Well, any tenant would need a closet, so we'd
build one, and we'd paint the place and have the kitchen appliances checked.
We'd have it professionally cleaned, windows and all. It's nowhere near fully
furnished, so I'll knock a hundred a month off what I was going to ask. Say,
four hundred dollars a month, and that includes all utilities. There'd be no
way to separate out heat and water and electricity for this floor, anyhow.
Almost five thousand a year. Out of thirty thousand. A
seventh. Not more than she should pay for living space, according to all the
budgeting books she'd read. And here, by herself, presumably she would be able
to keep all her own paycheck. She wouldn't need a car to get to work. Chances
were, she wouldn't need one at all. That would be a savings!
"You'll have air-conditioning," he said,
enticingly. "You'll use our Dumpster down in the alley for your trash, and
there's a garbage disposal in the kitchen sink.
She wandered into the kitchen, opening drawers and
cupboards, then went into the bathroom. No frills. White-tiled walls, tub and
shower, vanity, toilet, plus a two-foot-by-three-foot corner space with nothing
in it where one would expect a linen closet. She returned to the main room,
separating the slats of the blinds to look down on the traffic. Not much. The
side street was quiet, though cars went by regularly down at the corner. The
building across the street was only two stories high, and she could look across
its roof to a golden dome. "Is that the Capitol?"
"We're only a few blocks from the Mall," he
said, lifting the shade to peer in the same direction. "I'd forgotten you
can see the Capitol from here. I haven't actually been up here in two years.
"Dog," she said, almost desperately, waiting
for the knife to fall. Surely it couldn't all be right, just like this, right
off the bat? Surely it couldn't be possible. If it had been possible, someone would
have done it, right? "I have a dog.
"Sure, bring the dog. You'll be even safer with a
dog. I hope it's a big one. What's his name?"
"Sasquatch. He's a kind of Briard mix. Black and
brown, with medium long hair that hangs over his eyes, with a big, deep bark.
"Sounds good.
"He's used to a yard, but ...
"Actually, you can let him run on the roofs.
They're different levels, but they're connected by stairs, and there's even a
kind of arbor up there that the artist put in. They're both flat gravel roofs
with a parapet around the edges, and the elevator goes up there because that's
where the air conditioners are. You'd have to poop scoop, of course, but . . .
"May I see?"
They went up to look at the roof, as described, flat
except for occasional vent pipes and the housing for the elevator and
air-conditioning equipment. Between the housing for the air conditioner and the
stacks from the kitchen and bathroom was the "arbor" Simon had spoken
of, a rustic pergola at the top of wooden steps leading to the lower roof, with
a huge pot at one side.
"The guy had vines planted in the pot. Some kind
of ivy, I think. There's a condensation pan to one side of the air conditioner,
and he siphoned water from the pan into the pot, and the vines grew up over the
top for shade. Nobody kept the tubes clean after he left, so they stopped up
and the vines died. He had patio furniture up here, too. With an umbrella.
In size, the roof was the equivalent of a small yard,
which was all Sasquatch had at home.
"If you'll build a closet back in that far corner
and pay to install a washer-dryer, I'll take it," she said. "If it
isn't dependent upon my working for you.
He frowned. "Are you thinking of working for
someone else?"
She shook her head. "No. But if you decide I'm
not good enough, I don't want to be out on the street.
"How about ninety days' notice from either
party," he said. "Though I don't think we'll need to worry about
that.
She took a deep breath. "It seems almost fated,
and I'd be a fool not to jump at it.
"Where do you want the washer-dryer?"
"Put it in the space at the end of the bathroom.
One of those stacked sets. They're a little over two feet square, not big
enough for a large load but okay for one person. You've already got a drain and
the water pipes right there.
"Do you have furniture you want to move in?"
She started to tell him she wasn't going to move
anything, then caught herself. Her arrangements should remain her own business.
The Albuquerque house was in foreclosure. The furniture was all old, well worn.
There was nothing there she cared about except a few little things that had
belonged to Mami and Abuelita.
"Furniture?" he said again, softly.
"Nothing else right now," she said in a
firm, no nonsense voice. "I'll make do with what's here for the time
being. Later I can supplement.
"Fine. I'll call the carpenter, the painters and
plumbers first, then the cleaning agency to come clean it up when they're
finished. You make a list of what you'll need. I can advance some salary if you
need."
"That's thoughtful of you, Simon, but I have
money, thank you. A little . . . inheritance from an old friend of my
mother's.
She stayed upstairs, making a list: linens and towels,
blankets and pillows, dishes, kitchen stuff. If she made one stop at a kitchen
store for little stuff and bought everything else out of a catalog, they'd
deliver it. Like from Pennys. Or Wards. It wouldn't be high style, but a sheet
was a sheet and a mixing bowl was a mixing bowl, for heaven's sake. Get the
basics, worry about how it looked later on.
Back in Simon's office, she borrowed his phone book,
found the nearest catalog store and went there. Two hours concentration and
several thousand more of the ET money gone, she had ordered everything she
needed, plus some bookcases, on sale, minor assembly required, tall enough to
make a partition separating the bedroom area. With the shelves facing out, she
could put sheetrock on the backs. It would help the place look less empty as
well as providing a little privacy.
She bought lunch at a little side street restaurant,
meantime glancing at a newspaper someone had left in the booth.
TRIBAL CONFLICT RENEWED
RUSSIAN AMBASSADOR THREATENS
U.N. WALKOUT
SERB WAR CRIME TRIAL IN
JEOPARDY
RENEWED VIOLENCE IN ISRAEL
PALESTINIANS VOW "NEW
HOLOCAUST"
SENATOR URGES IMPEACHMENT OF
PRESIDENT
MORSE SAYS "UNFIT TO
SERVE"
SCIENTISTS DETECT
"DISAPPEARING" ASTEROIDS
OBJECTS VANISHED, SAY
ASTRONOMERS
SAUDI WOMAN TO BE EXECUTED FOR
DRIVING CAR
REBEL PRINCESS SENTENCED TO
STONING
ELEVEN DISAPPEAR IN NORTH
WOODS
LUMBERMEN ALLEGE ECO-TERRORISM
It seemed the world was going on as usual. After
lunch, she walked to the Smithsonian and spent two hours seeing this and that,
until her feet were too sore to walk any further. She took a cab back to the
hotel, had a hot bath and crawled into bed, feeling much more tired than the
morning's activities warranted. After a little nap, she'd get ready to meet the
two aliens again. She wondered very much what they would look like this time.
BenitaWEDNESDAY
EVENING
Benita was in the hotel lobby, her coat over her arm,
when Mr. Chad Riley arrived and introduced himself.
"How did you know it was me?" she asked,
surprised.
"General Wallace gave me a description, ma'am.
Let me help you with your coat. He held it for her. "The general's
waiting in the car.
"You're very prompt," the general greeted
her when she got into the seat beside him. On the other side of a glass
partition, Mr. Riley seated himself beside a driver, who evidently knew where
they were going. They slid away, the streets suddenly made of satin, either
that or they were in a low-flying plane of some kind. Not a bump or a ripple,
like floating!
"What kind of car is this?" she asked,
enchanted.
"A very, very expensive one," the general
said with a grunt. "The kind they keep for visiting dignitaries. No, don't
tell me. You're not a dignitary.
"Well, I'm not!"
"Anyone the envoys ask for is automatically a
dignitary, otherwise I wouldn't be in on this.
"I guess I'm flattered. What are they looking
like now?"
"Who? The envoys?" He shook his head.
"I've only seen them on that device. I wasn't there when they met with the
president. No one was but a couple of Secret Service men. He called a meeting
of the Cabinet plus a few other people right afterward, and he invited me to be
there, to explain about the cube. He says I have a reputation for outspoken
veracity which will be badly needed. I guess I owe that to the fact I never had
to be elected to anything! Tell the truth and shame the devil, as my ma used to
say.
"He explained about the cube? About me?"
"He didn't use your name, neither did I, we just
said a constituent brought it to a congressman, and we've sworn your
congressman to silence, for whatever good that'll do. The cube took us out into
space again, and it showed them giving the cube to you, only it wasn't your
face. In any case, everyone saw something slightly different.
She giggled, finding this surprisingly funny, and he
gave her a reproachful look.
"Somehow, I can't find the humor in it. Anyhow,
tonight we're having a catered supper at a safe house. Chad, up there in the
front seat, is FBI, and they're handling security.
"The . . . envoys don't want to appear in
public?"
"According to what they told the president, they
never appear to the public in person. Only to small groups, and only right at
first. They're assigned to visit races who have become interested in other
intelligent life. The president thinks they're here to invite us to join some
interstellar federation.
She shook her head doubtfully. "It's possible,
but I don't think so, not right away anyhow.
"Why not? It's as likely as anything else.
"Not really. It's more like ... if we discover a
new race of people, some little tribe, say, down in the Amazon somewhere. The
linguists and the anthropologists might go look at them, but no ambassador or
head of state is going to travel down there and invite them to join the United
Nations.
He looked quite taken aback. "Why would they
bother just looking at us? Surely they must want something.
She smiled, thinking about it. "Maybe they're
just curious.
The general had a very disturbed expression on his face
as he said, "I can think of several reasons why someone would go visit a
newly discovered tribe in the Amazon. Because they knew about herbal remedies
that could be valuable to pharmaceutical companies. Because they were sitting
on gigantic ore or oil deposits.
"Or, because the big lumber companies were
coming, and the tribe wasn't going to be there, or maybe anywhere, very long.
And with that happy thought, they both fell silent,
not speaking again until they reached their destination.
The dinner arrangements were fairly intimate and not
at all pretentious. Benita was introduced to the president's wife, and to the
Secretary of State, both of whom seemed utterly unflappable but confessed to
being excited by the whole affair. No one was very dressed up. The only other
person Benita hadn't met was a red-faced general from the Pentagon, James
McVane, in full uniform and an angry expression. Chiddy and Vess had shown up
in the guise of pleasant, plump, dark-skinned middle-aged women clad in saris,
making a total of eight for dinner, plus the watchful men in the foyer and
three liveried waiters, two moving around a table in the adjacent dining room,
setting up a dinner service, and one serving cocktails and hors d'oeuvres in
the nicely furnished living room.
Benita received a hug from each alien, who also
pressed her cheek with theirs, as if they were old friends. "Tonight we
are Indira and Lara," said the taller one in green. "Indira is in
green and Lara is in red. This is the first step in our finding out about you.
"Why did you choose to be women?" Benita
whispered. The three of them were standing in a corner, closely observed but
not intruded upon by the other guests.
"You can figure that out," murmured Indira.
"At some times we will take on the form of men, and also children, and
perhaps different sorts of both, all three sexes, what is it called? Gay? In
such guises we will wander around often, seeing how things work. But for now,
we will be women and foreigners.
"You want to elicit knee-jerk reactions, don't
you?" Benita asked. "You want to know how people treat women or
foreigners, habitually?"
Indira nodded. Lara merely smiled. Benita didn't think
it was a real smile.
"When you smile, your eyes need to crinkle up a
little," she said, showing her. "Otherwise it looks insincere.
"What if it is insincere?" Lara asked.
"What if I am not at all amused?"
"Well, if you smile so it looks sincere, it will
keep others from knowing how you feel. If you smile in a way that looks
insincere, they will know exactly how you feel, which maybe is what you want.
If you do not smile at all, people will think you are cold.
"You do not smile when you are chilled?"
"Cold means uncaring. We feel warm or cold about
people. Warm about our friends and loved ones. You might care very much, but it
doesn't count as caring unless you do something, often something quite trivial
and useless. Like smiling, or patting someone's arm, or murmuring conventional
phrases, or bustling around in an attempt to help while you get in everyone's way.
"So if I care greatly, but merely sit quiet,
staying out of persons' way, I will be thought cold.
"Exactly," Benita confirmed. "I used to
go to dinner at my grandmother's house, my father's mother. She never shut up
from the time you walked in the door until you left. She cared so much that
whenever you got comfortable, she made you change where you were sitting in
order to sit somewhere better. She passed you food so many times you had no
time to eat. She never listened to anything anyone said, and if you tried to
help her, she told you how to do it, over and over. Whenever Papa took me
there, I'd find a chair in a corner and sit very quietly . . .
"While she told your mother you were cold,"
finished Lara.
"Exactly," Benita replied, ruefully.
"Caring, grieving, rejoicing, we are expected to share them all intimately
and vociferously.
"So we will share," said Indira. "Tell
us, please, what you have been doing here in this city. We detect a newness
about you!"
"I suspect you may have planned this all along. I
have a new job and a new place to live.
"Ah. The smile again, with crinkles. "We
did not plan so, but we were hopeful. Describe this place you will live?"
Benita did so, ignoring her doubts and concerns and
dwelling at length upon its convenient location, about which Indira asked a
great many questions.
"And you are pleased with these changes?"
asked Lara, when she had finished. "We prefer that people we ... bother
... are pleased.
"Yes, I think ... I am pleased," Benita
confessed. "Change is ... it's hard to get it into my head, but I'm sure
you weren't a bother.
"Ladies," boomed General Wallace. "What
are you drinking?"
"I am not," murmured Lara.
"He means, what would you like as a drink,"
Benita whispered. "Drinks and small tasty things are customary as a
prelude to festive evening meals.
"Fruit juice," Lara said to the general,
smiling, with her eyes crinkled up. "I have never tasted anything so
lovely as your fruit juice.
"For me, also," cried Indira, crinkling her
eyes until they radiated with wrinkles. "Apple, or grape, or what is that
other one, Lara?"
"Maaango," cried Lara, with a marvelous
giggle.
"Julia Roberts did the giggle," murmured
Indira in Benita's ear. "On TV. Has Lara got it right?"
"Perfect," Benita said, accepting the glass
the general put in her hand. It was also fruit juice. It was quite possible no
one was drinking anything alcoholic, and that might make sense. When she looked
up, Lara and Indira had crossed the room to speak to the First Lady and had
been replaced by the Secretary of State.
"You seem to get on with them quite well,"
said the SOS.
"They probably chose someone they knew they'd get
along with," Benita replied, though doubtfully. "I suppose I would do
the same, in their place. They said they preferred to appear to someone just
ordinary who could put them in touch with the VIPs without making a fuss about
it.
"You think they've done this before, then?"
the SOS asked. "On other worlds?"
"Either that or they're following a
protocol," Benita replied, after a moment's thought.
The SOS gave her a piercing look. "Why would you
think so?"
"Oh, the box they gave me. You've seen
that?"
"I saw it, yes. It was the main course at two
Cabinet meetings. One Monday, one this afternoon.
"That box isn't something made up for one
occasion. You noticed how it fills in the names? That clicking, while it
searches for the proper label? If they'd made it up special, the names would
have been included seamlessly. No, that box is something they use all the time.
They probably have a supply of them in their ship, just in case they need more
than one.
"Ah," said the SOS, then asked casually,
"Is it a large ship?"
"Not the one I saw. It looked hardly big enough
for the two of them. But that doesn't mean they don't have a big ship.
"Where is it, do you think?"
"Oh, probably on the back side of the moon.
That's where sci-fi writers would put it. Or under the ice in Antarctica, like
in the X-Files. Or maybe it's simply a stealth ship, right out in the
open only we can't see it, or, since they can appear as any creature they want
to, maybe their ship can, too, and it's taken on the likeness of something we'd
expect, a cloud, or a weather balloon.
The SOS choked on her drink. "That doesn't
disturb you?"
"Not really. I don't get any feeling of menace
from them. Not even right at first. I think they're really what they say they
are. Xenologists. Or xenological social workers.
"Studying us? General McVane is quite worried
about security. He tells us there have been multiple sightings of something,
ships perhaps, in the last several days. Our military are in considerable
disruption. They can't identify who or what is flying around over our country,
perhaps studying our weapons.
Benita shook her head. "It could be just as
likely they're studying our culture. If we went to the Amazon to study a tribe
there, our Department of Defense wouldn't be greatly interested in their bows
and arrows, would it? We'd be more interested in other things, their language
maybe.
"Their physiology?"
"Only if it differed greatly from our own.
"Would we kill one and dissect it?"
"If we were ethical, no. And one of the beings at
that first meeting told me they were ethical. They don't do vivisection.
"So they won't kidnap a human to dissect?"
"They say they've never done that. If they needed
to do that, which I doubt, they would probably wait until they could lay hands
on a dead one.
General Wallace announced dinner and offered Lara his
arm. The president's wife was at one end of the table and General Wallace at
the other. Indira was on the First Lady's right, Mr. Riley on her left. Lara
had General Wallace's right, with General McVane across from her and the SOS on
his left, opposite Benita. The food was simple but very good, and both the ETs
seemed to enjoy it. Benita watched them, thinking they might only be playing at
enjoyment, tucking the food away inside to dispose of later. No telling what
they could do with those infinitely morphable bodies. They were offered wine,
which they refused. Benita's wineglass was filled, but she tasted it sparingly.
Since she was sitting at the mid-point of the table, she could hear the
conversation at both ends.
"Perhaps you ladies would be kind enough to
resolve a small confusion for us," she heard Indira say with a kindly
smile.
The First Lady and the Secretary of State shared
glances. The FL said, "We would be happy to try.
"We have found a strangeness in your world that
we cannot quite reconcile. During our study time, before we reached out to you,
we learned much of your history and culture and religions, particularly the one
claimed by a majority of the American people. The religion teaches that the
purpose of man is to worship and adore and praise God, and those who do not do
so will probably be punished. Is this correct?"
The SOS said guardedly, "Some religionists teach
that, yes.
"Ah. But you have countries ruled by despots who
demand that people worship, adore and praise them. They put great pictures of
themselves upon the walls, like icons, and those who do not adore are often
killed or disappeared or tortured. There was one called Mao, one called Stalin.
One now, called Hussein. Isn't this true?"
The FL nodded, warily.
"Ah. Your nation, however, wishes to be a good
nation, and it therefore despises despots, regarding them as evil and
rejoicing when one of them is overthrown. Is this so?"
The FL put down her fork and took a deep breath.
"Yes. This is so.
"Ah. Now to our confusion. If a person torturing
and killing people is evil, why are gods who torture and kill people called
good?"
The SOS patted her lips with her napkin and said to
the FL, "Don't look at me.
The FL glanced along the table, catching Benita's eye.
"Do you have an answer for our guest?" the
FL asked.
Benita thought for a moment. "I can quote
something I've read. Some professor of history wrote that cultures define their
gods when they're young and primitive, when their main concern is survival.
They endow their gods with survival characteristics like omnipotence and
authoritarianism, belligerence and suspicion, and that's what goes into all
their myths or scriptures. Then, if they survive long enough, they begin to
develop morality. They examine their own history, and they learn that authoritarianism
doesn't accord with free will, that belligerence and suspicion are unhealthful,
but this newly moral culture is stuck with its bigoted, interfering gods, plus
it's stuck with people who prefer the old bloody gods and use them as their
justification for doing all kinds of awful things.
"Ah," said Indira. "I am glad our
morality has been with us since early times, preserved for us indelibly. I
would hate worshipping a god I could not respect. Why do you?"
The FL was regarding Benita with some surprise.
"This is a paradox," she said. "It's not one we're going to
solve tonight. We have other problems that are perhaps more solvable. For
example, there is the continuing problem of drugs, not only the issue of
addictions and consequent criminality, but also the consequent economic and
political issues . . . She went on to give a description of the war on drugs,
focusing on drug trafficking and profiteering and keeping well away from the
subject of religion. She concluded: "Legalization would drive prices down,
crime would stop, then we could take care of the addicts . . .
"And you do not do this because of ...
politics?"
The SOS said, "The war against drugs is big
business. Thousands of people are on the payroll. The people on the payroll
don't want the problem solved, though they can't say that out loud or, perhaps,
even admit it to themselves. Instead, they continue to take a moral position
that requires them to punish people. Punishing people is always considered
moral.
Indira shook her head. "It is like the Pursnyp
people on the planet Middle. They built an enormous wall to protect them from
the marauding tribes of nomadic Flizz. Half the population worked at
maintaining and garrisoning the wall. Then a plague came, and the Flizz were
almost wiped out. The Pursnyp people sent aid to the Flizz, and when we asked
why, they said if the Flizz died out, the wall would not be needed, and there
would be no more work for the Pursnyp.
"Like fox hunting in England," remarked
Chad. "They say they hunt the foxes because they're vermin, but they're
careful to preserve plenty of foxes so they never have to stop hunting.
At the other end of the table, Benita heard Lara ask,
"What problems do you have in this country, General Wallace?"
He chewed thoughtfully, swallowed, patted his lips.
"Well, ma'am, I'd say destruction of the environment is one of our biggest
problems . . .
While the talk flowed, the drug situation, the
environment, various international concerns, everything but religion, Benita
ate salad and chicken Kiev and asparagus, chatting from time to time with Mr.
Riley, who was obviously keeping a careful eye on everyone Present. When the
chocolate mousse cake was cleared and coffee served, they listened politely to
short speeches of welcome by the First Lady, the SOS, and General Wallace.
Then Indira rose to reply.
"We have been most pleased to join with you in
this festive meal, enabling our two peoples to know one another a little
better. We know you are recording this meeting, and we intended it so, in order
that you may have a record to show your people of the reason for our coming
here.
General Wallace leaned forward. General McVane
frowned. Those who were drinking coffee put down their coffee cups.
"You have in recent time stepped upon your moon
and begun the building of a space station. We have noticed this. You have in
recent time sent small mechanicals to your planets, to learn about them, and
you have built listening devices to detect intelligent life on other worlds. We
applaud this, and we also applaud your efforts, so diligently though
ineffectually carried out, to live peaceably among yourselves and, as we have
learned this evening, to improve your perception of morality.
"You have in recent time sent a mechanical device
beyond your own system out into the universe. Pistach people have found it, and
in response they have sent us, athyci, you would say ethical representatives.
Part of our task is to reach out to newly noticed races and assist them in
meeting the prerequisites of our galactic principles of coexistence. We, the
several races in our Confederation, call these principles Tassifoduma, what you
would call Neighborliness. We have read much of your literature. One of your
poets has said that good fences make good neighbors, and this is often true.
When a neighbor throws empty cans over his fence, it may mean he is not a good
neighbor, or it may mean the fence is not high enough. When small mechanicals
are sent outward over the fence, it could be a sign of either. It is then we
must do our work quickly before some larger garbage follows to attract the
attention of others whom you are not prepared to meet.
"Our Confederation includes intelligent races,
some of them predatory, though all agree to respect other members of the
Confederation. Since the predators among us could do you great damage, it is to
both our advantage if we can get you into the Confederation and subject to
Confederation law as quickly as possible.
"So we have come to you as we have come to many
worlds where we have learned the best ways to do our work. This is how we
intend to proceed:
"Though our actions will not be limited to this
country, we will begin our association with this country, as it has a quality
other countries call cultural imperialism, which, we have found, means a tasty
culture that other peoples readily enjoy, an infective culture, if you will,
from which ideas and usages spread quickly. We find your language to be an
inclusive one, your religions, for the most part, mutually tolerant, your races
working consciously to remove bigotry. These are good signs. Nations that try
to limit religion or racial configuration or the language spoken by their
people are impossible to work with for they are more concerned with form than
reality. We have selected our intermediary with great care. She meets our
needs, and she will continue in that role.
Benita heard this with a shock that went all the way
to her feet. Continue?
"Well," muttered her subconscious. "Did
you think they paid you a hundred thou for spending a few days in
Washington?"
Indira went on, "For the foreseeable future, this
is the last time we will meet in person with anyone other than our
intermediary. We will tell her what is required, and she will transmit this to
your government. We learned tonight she has found a living place which is
appropriate for us to communicate with her and her with you, without fuss. We
request that this place be made ready for her as quickly as possible.
"We request that you do not use our
intermediary's personal name when speaking of her to your media. Speak only of the
intermediary. We ask this because we are athyci and the first rule of an
athyco is to harm the least possible. Change always involves some trauma and
displacement, but it should always be the least possible. It is not ethical to
cause or allow destruction of the tranquil life of an innocent person, this is
part of Tassifoduma. Currently there are many such small matters that need
adjustment.
"Do you have any questions?"
No one said anything until General McVane blurted in a
choked voice, "What gives you the right to come here and tell us what to
do?"
The two Indian woman swiveled toward him, fixing him
with four eyes that, it seemed to Benita, were actually far more numerous than
that. "We have the ethical duty, imposed upon us by our ancestors, to help
other peoples achieve Neighborliness. Only if that proves impossible or
unwelcome will we go away, though by that time, of course, other Confederation
races may have learned you are here. We cannot go away, however, until we have
made the attempt. Also, we must work not merely with leaders but also with the
people, for we came from a whole people, our people, to the whole people of
this world.
"How do we know you can do what you say you
can?" McVane demanded, half shouting.
"General McVane!" said the SOS, warningly.
"He may ask the question," said Lara in a
strange, humming tone. "It is always permitted to ask questions, even so
rudely as he has done. Since you have been so discourteous as to doubt our
word, you will have your answer by tomorrow, General McVane. We will leave you
now. We are aware this meeting is being recorded by various devices, and it is
our will that these devices shall on this one occasion be allowed to function,
though in future we will prevent any such invasion of our privacy.
Indira bowed to the table, Lara rose and joined her at
the head of the table where they bade farewell to the First Lady and the SOS
and then, just as General Wallace was getting to his feet, they disappeared.
A recording made of the entire evening caught much of
the conversation and the disappearance of the aliens, at which point the tape
showed the other diners sitting stunned, most of them with their mouths open.
General McVane ran for the door and began shouting at someone. Mr. Riley spoke
to the FL. Men from outside came in. Men from inside went out. When Benita
pulled herself together, she saw that the SOS had moved into Indira's chair and
was leaning across the table toward her.
"Were you expecting that de facto appointment as
ambassador-in-chief?" she asked in a slightly irritated voice.
Benita shook her head, no, muttering, "I didn't
even know they expected me to continue doing anything!"
The First Lady spoke to the SOS. "I was watching
her face and the announcement took her by surprise as much as it did us. She
took a deep breath and patted Benita's arm, whispering, "You were also
surprised when they disappeared?"
Benita gulped. "They didn't disappear when I saw
them before. They got in their ship and flew away.
"They disappeared when they met with the
president," said the SOS, in a less abrasive tone. She and the FL nodded
sympathetically. "Why did they choose you?"
Benita was surprised to find the question made her
angry. Why shouldn't they have chosen her! "Everyone has asked that.
Congressman Alvarez. The general. Even the president asked me that. I suppose
they wanted an ordinary person, with ordinary concerns and ordinary problems.
I'm a thus-far underpaid minority working mother with an alcoholic husband.
They couldn't have picked anyone much more ordinary than that.
"And two children in college as the result of
your hard work," sniffed the SOS, giving her an admonitory look.
"There is that," she said, suddenly amused.
"You've been checking up on me?"
"Of course the FBI has been investigating you.
They even got some hair from your hairbrush back in Albuquerque so they could
match it to your blood, just to be sure you're the real you.
"You went through our house? Bert must have loved
that.
"Your husband has been in jail since early last
Sunday morning. We made sure he would learn nothing about the search.
"Bert's in jail? Again?"
"It seems your husband was in no condition to
drive at the time he had an accident.
"Oh, Lord," Benita said, ducking her head.
How to be terminally embarrassed before the eyes of the world in one easy
lesson!
The FL patted her arm, saying seriously, "Are you
worried about him? Are you terribly concerned at not being there?"
Benita gritted her teeth. "At one time I would
have said I was concerned. I've learned there's nothing I can do for him, so my
concern is wasted.
The FL nodded. "There are all kinds of
addictions, and we can't help the addicted if they don't want to be helped, Ms.
Alvarez. We need to save our concern for things that need doing.
"Please call me Benita," she said. "Or
just Bennie.
"Actually," murmured the SOS, "it would
be better if we called you the intermediary, as the aliens requested. Everyone
here is supposed to be trustworthy, but there's always the unlikely event that
one of us is a spy.
Benita flushed. "Call me anything you like. I'm
finished being Mrs. Bert Shipton, though. And you're right, I am upset about a
lot of things.
"Well, don't be upset about the bureau going
through your house," said the SOS, soothingly. "It was a very quiet
investigation just so we could be sure you were who and what you said you were.
Think about it. Aliens arrive and are announced by someone we don't know. If we
had to bet our lives on it, and those of your family, which we may be doing,
wouldn't we be remiss not to check?"
She considered it. "I suppose. Seeing how they
can take any shape they like.
"Did you hear what our other alien guest talked
about during dinner?"
"Small talk," Benita murmured. "The
general's very interested in environmental issues. He'd recently attended a
world conference on global warming. They talked about that. And since he's a
rancher, he's interested in restoration of grasslands and riverbanks, the whole
ecological bit.
"Interesting," said the FL. "Did you
overhear Indira asking about Afghanistan and the treatment of women there? In
the Pistach culture, she said, someone would intervene to stop men behaving
that way, and why hadn't we done so.
"I don't think they understand yet that we have a
lot of separate cultures," said Benita. "Either that, or they're just
confirming that fact. Their people are evidently more . . . uniform than we
are.
"We told her Afghanistan wasn't the only place
that enslaves women, and we tried to explain about national sovereignty, that
short of going to war, we have no right to meddle in foreign countries.
The SOS remarked, "She knew quite a bit about the
things she was interested in. She wasn't asking out of real ignorance.
"I don't think they're allowed to," Benita
said. "As they've pointed out to me, they're ethical beings. It wouldn't
be ethical to pronounce on some subject without knowing a great deal about it.
"Oh, wouldn't that put an end to congressional
debate," grated the SOS. She frowned. "Forget I said that. Now
where's this place you've picked to live?"
Benita told them about the bookstore job, and the loft
above it. The SOS demanded a full description, produced a little notebook and
had Benita draw a sketchy floor plan. "Since the envoys have requested it,
why don't we see if we can speed things up for you?"
"Simon, he's the owner, said he'd do it right
away.
"Right away could mean next week or next month or
whenever he can get a contractor. I spoke with the Attorney General earlier
today. Chad Riley will be our liaison with Justice, and he can probably
arrange to get this done in a day or two, complete with a good cover story for
your boss. The aliens want you moved quickly, so let's try to hurry things up.
"It seems an imposition . . .
"Are you going to refuse to work for the
ETs?" the FL asked.
Benita shook her head uncertainly. "I don't know.
I don't even know if they'd let me refuse.
"Well, then. Pretend it's part of the job. No
personal obligation.
"Very well, if you like. She took a deep breath.
"And since you have people in Albuquerque who are already familiar with my
house and you're set on being helpful, could they pick up a few little items
for me? My personal papers and some things that belonged to my mother? And my
dog? I left him in a kennel there. And, could you fix it so I could send a
letter to my former bosses, quitting my job and sort of ... misleading them about
where I am?"
The SOS looked amused. "Why not? Simplifying your
life is what we have in mind. Give me a list.
The SOS handed Benita a blank page, and she wrote down
the half dozen items she had already decided to recover. Her documents and tax
returns were all in one place, a shoebox in her closet. She also wrote down
Sasquatch's name and description and the place he'd been left.
The FL said, "Go ahead and write your letter to
your former bosses. Address it, no return, then call Chad Riley at the White
House. He'll have an office there for the time being, and he can take care of
it.
The three women rose. General McVane came back into
the room, very red in the face, stalking angrily toward Benita. "Had you
planned that little disappearing act . . .
The SOS laid her hand protectively on Benita's
shoulder. "She did not, General McVane, and we'd all be grateful for a
more moderate tone. I attended the Cabinet meeting today, just as you did, and
it was made clear that the intermediary is simply a woman who was selected by
the aliens for their own purposes. She had no part in that selection, she has
done her part well and faithfully, and she deserves generous recognition of that
fact.
McVane flushed. "Sorry, ma'am. It's just . . .
frustrating!"
Benita heard something more than mere frustration in
his voice. "You were trying to find their ship, weren't you? You had
people all set up to follow them when they left.
McVane cursed at her, heard himself, and turned even
brighter red.
The SOS looked at Benita in amazement, then turned on
McVane with an expression of outrage. "I thought the Cabinet agreed we
wouldn't try anything like that.
"No such order from the commander-in-chief,"
he snarled.
"What did you call that meeting?" snapped
the SOS. "A chat room? We all understood what the parameters were! Top
secret and absolutely no interference! Whom have you involved?"
He spoke through his teeth. "No one who knows
anything! My men were asked only to follow everyone who left here!"
"I suppose it was inevitable," said the FL,
glaring at him angrily. "Did you use this woman's name, General?"
"No. I swear. I didn't.
"But your friends followed you here. And they're
waiting to follow everyone back so they'll know who all the participants are.
Have you identified her to them?"
McVane flushed again. "Ma'am, I don't know her
name. They didn't use her name at the meeting, they haven't used her name
tonight! And even I don't have a photograph.
The SOS said, "But if you'd had one, you'd have
passed it around! The president will be very interested in that, General
McVane.
The FL turned toward Benita, drawing her away from the
confrontation. "That surprised me. How did you catch on?"
Benita shook her head. "I don't know. Something
about the way he spoke, or looked. So frustrated. He would have been surprised,
but why would he have been frustrated?"
"You're very perceptive. The FL gave her a long,
level look. "Hardly in keeping with what we've learned about you, quite
frankly. And that little speech during dinner! I don't know about the envoys,
but I was impressed.
"Actually, I was quoting my mother's father. He
was a history professor in Mexico. He specialized in pre-Colombian history, so
he knew a lot about bloody gods. Mami, that is, my mother, used to quote him a
lot.
"Impressive, nonetheless. Well, we'll make sure
McVane's sneaks don't follow you. Why do people always have to play
games!"
She left Benita at the table while she spoke to Chad
Riley, who was hovering by the door, then returned. "Let's all go in my
car. The driver will bring it around. We'll go out through the kitchen.
And so they did, with two Secret Service men in the
front seat and two cars full of them fore and aft, not to the hotel but to the
White House, which, perhaps unsurprisingly, had back stairs. A little later,
Chad Riley borrowed one of the kitchen people's private cars to take Benita to
her hotel. She hid in the backseat, under a throw, while Chad drove around and
around telling her stories of presidents past until he was sure they weren't
being followed. From the hotel staff entrance, he escorted her upstairs to her
room via a freight elevator. At the door he stopped, fished in his pocket and
handed her a cell phone.
"What?" she asked, confused.
"The ladies asked me to arrange it so you could
call your children without their finding out where you are. I phoned the bureau
and had them set it up so calls you make from it will be diverted through half
a dozen places around the country, places we'll change every day or so, so your
call can't be traced back to you. Considering what McVane was up to, they
thought this would be a wise precaution. You can use it anytime now, without
worrying about it.
"I've never used one," she said. "Is it
complicated?"
He showed her how to use it, had her repeat it back to
him, then opened the door for her and wished her good night. She glanced at her
watch as she let herself in, realizing in a panic it was almost midnight, an
hour late for the call to California. Without taking off her coat, she sat down
on the bed, flipped open the new gadget and dialed Angelica's number.
AngelicaWEDNESDAY
Angelica had spent the morning at Crown Heights
Elementary School where she would be spending two mornings a week as a
classroom assistant, part of her internship program at the university. She had
been wakened well after midnight by Carlos's jovial and rather drunken
conversation with someone he had brought home with him. That had started her
thinking about old times, worrying about Mom, and all that had kept her tossing
and turning. The alarm had gone off only moments, so it seemed, after she'd
finally fallen asleep, and she'd been running so late she'd had to get a taxi
to be sure she was on time. The budget wouldn't stretch for a return trip,
though, so she hiked from the school to the nearest bus stop, some blocks away.
The playground took up a double block, fenced with
high chain link. The next block was a parking lot for rows of school buses,
also fenced, with a guarded gate. The other side of the street was lined with
small businesses dotted among vacant buildings. The third and fourth blocks ran
along one side of the Morningside Project, a multistory housing development and
a major source of the students she would be working with.
The cross street in front of the Project was busy,
especially around the bus stop. Angelica noticed that at one time a shelter and
a bench had stood on the curb, but only the steel stumps remained, along with a
couple of battered newspaper vending machines.
Angelica had her purse hung by its strap under her
coat, where it didn't show, with her change in her pocket. The newspaper truck
was changing the papers when she arrived at the bus stop, so she bought a late
edition and folded it under her arm. She only had five dollars and bus fare in
her pocket. Her credit card was at home, well hidden. Last time she'd left it
in her purse, Carlos had borrowed it, and it had taken her four months to pay
off his bar bill.
The heavy foot traffic of boys and young men made her slightly nervous.
There were fluid, eddying groups of three or more, some with very young boys in
attendance. A mother with two young children came out of the Project door and
turned toward Angelica, running a gauntlet of tomcat calls and all-too-personal
comments, culminating in the suggestion that the speaker wouldn't mind giving
her another baby to hatch.
"That was rotten," Angelica commented when
the stony faced woman reached her.
I pay them no mind," she said grimly. "You
talk back, they get worse, you end up in a mess.
"They're obviously selling drugs," Angelica
murmured. "Can't the police clear them out?"
"We thought we cleared them," the young
woman said, casting a quick glance at the traffic in the street. "Oh, we
thought we took care of all that. We went down to the city, almost sixty of us,
along with the children. I took Elsha here, she's three, and William, he's
almost six. The police captain and some of his men was there. We ask the
councilmen, please give us that ordinance against loitering. So, they passed
it, and the police moved out all these no-goods. We had three, four real nice
weeks. Then the city got sued. ACLU helped a man sue for gettin moved along for
no cause. Judge put a hold order on the ordinance. Can't move 'em along for no
reason. Got to have probable cause, and that means the police gotta see it. Got
to see them in the act. Got to get the drugs in their hands. Got to see money
passed.
"All they have to do is look," said
Angelica, angrily. "Anybody can see it!"
"Police show up, all the drugs disappear, just
like magic. Police get here, all those no-goods, they're just rappin,
listenin to music. Police drive on, all those drugs, they just sprout back up
outa nowhere.
"It's frustrating!" murmured Angelica,
turning to watch the bus that was now approaching.
"It'll get worse," the woman said, stooping
to button the toddler's jacket. The boy regarded Angelica impassively, then
turned his attention back to the youths on the sidewalk. The mother saw him,
took him by the hand and turned him away, biting her lip. "When William
gets to be seven, eight, those no-goods, they'll get him holdin' for them, just
like those little boys there now.
They got onto the bus together, and took a seat side
by side, the little girl on her mother's lap, the boy standing at the window.
Angelica bent to look across his shoulder. From the sidewalk, one of the young
men flashed her a brilliant smile and an obscene body gesture, a balletic rape,
an elegant violation. As she sat down, Angelica heard the young mother murmur,
"You be careful comin' down here. He was watchin' you before.
Angelica nodded. Her mouth was dry. To cover her
confusion, she opened the paper and let her eyes focus on it.
DRIVE-BY DEATHS REACH NEW HIGH
IN CALIFORNIA
GOVERNOR SAYS DEATH OF
TODDLERS IS "LAST STRAW"
BOMBING IN JERUSALEM CLAIMS
FORTY LIVES
RETALIATION PLANNED AGAINST
SITES IN LEBANON
SERBIAN UNDERGROUND CLAIMS
RESPONSIBILITY FOR BUS BOMBINGS
TERRORISTS TARGETED SCHOOL
CHILDREN
JUDGE RULES MEGAN'S LAW
UNCONSTITUTIONAL
PEDOPHILE HAS PAID DEBT TO
SOCIETY
"I don't look at the papers," said the woman
at her side. "I used to read them all the time. Now it's just all, more
and more of the same, you know?"
"I know," said Angelica.
The mother and her children got off first. From
Angelica's stop it was a six-block walk to the apartment, their apartment, the
one she and Carlos shared, and she found herself slogging, trudging, so tired
she ached.
The door to Carlos's room was ajar, and he was still
in bed. She stood in the doorway, staring at him. His schedule said he had
English Composition this morning, and art classes this afternoon. His bed
looked like a dog's nest. His laundry was piled in the corner where it had been
for two weeks. She went in and shook him, not gently.
"Hey," he said. "Let go.
"It's noon!" she said loudly. "You've
got art classes this afternoon.
"Yeah. Well, I had a headache. It's better now.
I'll get up in a few minutes.
"Carlos!" She stood looking at him wearily.
"Mom's going to call at eight, tonight. Remember. I told her you'd be
here.
"I know, I know. Stop yelling.
She left him there and went angrily into the tiny
kitchen. She'd had to run without breakfast this morning, but Carlos had
evidently fixed food for himself when he came in last night. Not only for
himself. There were several pans, one of them burned, plus several dishes and
glasses scattered in the tiny room. She put them in the sink, ran hot water on
them and added soap. The sliced meat she'd intended to make a sandwich of was
gone. The eggs were gone. The only thing left in the cupboard was a can of
soup.
While it was heating she decided to take her own
laundry to the basement, but halfway down the basement stairs she sagged
against the wall and slid down onto a step, face buried in the dirty laundry.
"Hey," said someone. "You all
right?"
She looked up into the sympathetic face of the
apartment manager, Mrs. Gaines, a round-faced, crop-haired plain-talking woman
whose apartment was at the back on the so-called garden level.
"I'm so tired," Angelica blurted. "He
leaves it all on me. And I'm just so tired!"
The woman sat down on the step beside her. "Tell
you what, Angel. There's a little efficiency apartment upstairs, just big
enough for you. Lots cheaper than the one you have now. I'll let you off your
lease if you want to move up there and let Carlos find himself some other
place.
Angelica regarded her blankly, mouth slightly open.
The woman reached over and pressed her jaw up.
"Don't think it's kindness. It'd help me out. We get complaints about
noise and drunks, you know, people get unhappy, they move out. Your mama
must've got him off the tit, now you've got to let him grow up. Here, I'll
start that load for you. You look like you need a nice hot cup of something.
And she was up, with the laundry load, trotting down
the stairs while Angelica was still trying to think of something to say. Back
upstairs she ate her soup, made a strong cup of instant coffee, and cleaned up
the kitchen. At two she had to leave for her own classes, and Carlos was still
asleep when she left.
When she returned home at seven, bearing a pizza,
Carlos wasn't there. The phone call was scheduled for eight, but the phone
didn't ring until nine, just as Carlos walked in. She grabbed the phone,
glaring at him.
"Hello, Mother? Hey, Carlos is here. I'm going to
put this on speaker phone. You're late.
"I know. Some very nice people invited me to
dinner and it went on longer than expected. They dropped me off, but they had
to make a kind of ... detour, so there was no polite way I could hurry things
up.
"New friends, that's good.
"They're just acquaintances, but they know I'm
new in town and they're being kind.
Angelica asked, "So, tell us, are you looking for
a new job?"
"I have a new job. The arrangements were all made
this morning. It's very much like the one I had in Albuquerque, but the pay is
better than it was there.
Carlos leaned forward, lips pursed, eyebrows raised
importantly. "Mom, this afternoon I got a call from Dad. He's wondering
where you are.
A moment's silence. "Carlito, I left him a note
saying I was going away. I'm sure Angelica told you why I was calling. I'm not
coming back, and as I told Angelica, I don't want your father to know where I
am.
Carlos frowned. "Where's Sasquatch?"
"I have him.
"And who's this old lady who left you money? I
didn't know you had any cousins I didn't know.
"Not anyone you knew. She was my mother's
cousin.
Carlos cocked his head, as though trying to see
through the phone. "Dad could use some help with bail money. I mean, if
you've got some extra cash.
Angelica turned on him angrily, but the chill of the
disembodied voice that came through the phone stopped her. "Bail money?
For what?"
Carlos gave Angelica the look of superiority she'd
grown to hate, the one that said, "See, I'm managing the family, thinking
of everything. He spoke into the phone, "He had a little accident. He
says . . . well, he totaled his car.
After a considerable pause Benita said sadly, "My
car.
Carlos had the grace to look slightly embarrassed as
he said, "I just thought you'd want him out of jail"
Long pause. "No. Not particularly.
Actual surprise. "Well, sheesh, Mom!"
No response.
He took a deep breath and asked, all too casually,
"What time is it there, Mom? You sound tired.
There was another pause before their mother answered.
"I feel like it's four in the morning, but it's only a little after ten. I
am tired. The long bus ride, mostly. A good night's sleep and I'll be rested.
Carlos leaned forward, brow knitted in concentration,
opened his mouth only to have Angelica interrupt, "I haven't told you
about my jobs, Mom. Two mornings a week I'm working as a classroom assistant,
plus I'm putting in a supper shift in the kitchen at the Union.
"Angel, do you have time for that and your
school?"
"The teacher's aide work is required as part of a
theory of education course I'm taking, plus they pay me for it. I have to write
it up and do a critique. Besides, I really like the teacher I'm working with. She
reminds me of you.
A little laugh at the other end. "That's sweet of
you to say.
Carlos said, "Mom
"
She cut him off crisply. "Another time, Carlos.
I'm really tired, so I'll hang up. I'll call again, when I have some news.
Goodnight, dears. I'll talk to you soon.
Angelica leaned forward to cut off the dial tone,
regarding her brother with dislike. "You had to bring up Dad and talk
about bail money? When did Dad call you?"
"I said, this afternoon. Phone woke me about
four.
"You slept through your afternoon classes?
Honestly, Carlos! You've already had one warning from the foundation. Did you
tell Dad that Mom inherited some money?"
"He was in a state, you know, so I may have
mentioned it.
She angrily tore the crust off her cold pizza and
drowned it in a half glass of milk beside her, vividly remembering Mrs.
Gaines's words on the stairs.
He said, in a falsely casual voice, "I think we
ought to find out where she is.
Angelica opened the oven and felt the pizza she'd
saved for him. It was no warmer than her face, which felt fiery. "You
already tried that. She heard what you were doing, asking her what time it
was.
He gave her a condescending look, saying loftily,
"I think I'll get caller ID. I don't like the idea of her off by herself
where nobody can get in touch with her or help her or anything.
"Dad never wanted Mom off somewhere either. He
wanted her right there, where he could help himself, like to her paycheck.
"Boy, that's really loyal!"
She bit her tongue. "Carlos, this isn't working.
I can't live with you. I had my doubts about this sharing bit . . .
"I shared last year.
"So why not with the same people this year?"
He stared sulkily at his feet. "They had other
plans.
She took a deep breath. "See, that's the mistake
I made. I figured you knew how to do it, but my guess is you never learned and
they didn't want you back.
"That's my business.
"That's what I'm saying. It's totally your
business. Providing late-night suppers for people you invite in is totally your
business. Drinking beer until midnight and not going to class is totally your
business. Mrs. Gaines has someone who wants a two-bedroom, and she told me
she'll let me off the lease to this apartment if I switch to an efficiency
upstairs. I'm going to take it.
"We won't fit into an efficiency. It's only one
room!"
"Exactly. I'm moving upstairs and you'll have to
make other arrangements.
"Aww, Angel"
"I don't want to hear it.
"You can't just move out on me. I'll keep this
place.
"My name is the only one on the lease. From now
on, I'll take care of my business, you take care of yours.
She went into her bedroom and closed the door,
refusing to come out even to the sound of breaking crockery. When he left,
twenty minutes later, she called Mrs. Gaines and told her she'd be moving as
soon as possible.
Law
enforcementWEDNESDAY
In the university town where Angelica and Carlos were
living, in a precinct house not far from the Morningside Project, a grizzled
sergeant crouched over a pile of paperwork, chewing the end of his pen and
trying to remember what it was his wife had asked him to bring home after work.
She'd offered to write it down, he'd said he'd remember, now he didn't
remember. Like a damn ritual. Why didn't he let her write it down, for
cristsake?
A voice bellowed from the glassed-in office behind
him.
"McClellan!"
"It's right where you put it when I gave it to
you," the sergeant muttered, not looking up. "Top right-hand drawer.
"What is?" The cop at the adjacent desk
glanced up from the form on the screen. He was booking a shoplifter.
"What's in the top right-hand drawer?"
"The manpower stats for last month,"
murmured McClellan.
"Never mind," bellowed the voice.
"What's got his shorts in a tangle?"
wondered the cop.
"I bet he's all upset over that judge sayin' you
couldn't move those pushers out," said the shoplifter, nodding wisely.
"He worked real hard to get that law passed.
"It wasn't a law, it was an ordinance,"
McClellan said, looking up. "How'd you know the captain was
involved?"
"I live down there at Mornin'side," she
said. "I was one of the marchers went to city hall. Me'n my kids.
"So you got kids," said the officer.
"That doesn't excuse you walking off with birthday presents under your
shirt.
"It was just candles!" she cried. "For
the cake. A dollar niney-five for twenny-four lousy birt'day candles an all I
had was a dollar-fifty an all I needed was twelve. An she wouldn' split the box
up, give me half!"
The officer got up and moved toward the storeroom.
"Watch her, Mac, so she don't walk off with half my computer.
Mac shook his head. "I'm not watching. I'm not
getting involved. Six more weeks, four days, three hours and I figure about
forty-five minutes, I can say good-bye to it all.
"You quittin?" asked the shoplifter.
"Re-tire-ment! Captain says he wants to take me
to lunch on my last day. Every guy that retires or gets transferred, the
captain wants to take them to lunch on their last day, he says, but it's just
an excuse so the guys can throw a surprise party. Doesn't he think I know
that?"
"They gonna give you a gold watch?"
"I said no watch. They want to give me something,
give me a new fishing rod.
"McClellan!" roared the voice.
He got up wearily and shambled into the lieutenant's
office, stopping before the desk and leaning on it with both hands.
"What?"
"What's this?" The lieutenant held out a
sheet of paper. "It was in the manpower reports.
"It's a tabulation of how many calls we get from
Morningside, complaining about the dealers. I thought, when we appeal that
judge's decision . . .
"Oh, McClellan, you hadn't heard," the
lieutenant said loudly, well aware that there were a dozen sets of ears
listening from outside his office. "We are no longer interested in the
dealers down at Morningside. The dealers at Morningside have civil rights. They
are being represented by the ACLU in their suit against the mayor and the
police force on behalf of all the upstanding young men who stand around on the sidewalk
all day, every day, with no visible means of support.
McClellan stared at him, mouth slightly ajar.
"You finished?"
The lieutenant dropped his voice. "I am so close
to finished, Mac, that I may retire before you do. Actually, tabulating the
calls is a pretty good idea. Go on keeping a record. He fumed, running his
fingers through his gray hair, shifting his shoulders as though they hurt.
"Not that it'll do any good. How much longer you got now?"
"Too long," said McClellan. "I can
remember back to when we got rid of guys hanging around on corners, giving the
women a lot of dirty talk. I can remember when giving a little kid a gun would
have put you away for a good long while.
"See, that's our trouble. We remember too much.
He waved McClellan away and went back to his paperwork. "Way, way too
much.
Chad
RileyTHURSDAY
Though it was past midnight, FBI agent and sometime
White House liaison Chad Riley had his driver run by the office then drop him
six blocks from his Georgetown house so he could cool down on the walk home.
The business with McVane had rubbed him very much the wrong way, and Chad knew
exactly who to blame. The FBI had started surveillance on Congressman Alvarez
by midafternoon Monday, and Chad had just picked up a report saying he'd gone
to the Pentagon that afternoon. Monday. And by Tuesday, McVane had been named
as liaison, and he had probably already known everything the congressman knew,
which meant his cronies, if not already briefed, would be shortly. The
congressman had been sworn to secrecy, but his loyalties lay elsewhere, which
might have been deduced from the number of pictures of himself in uniform on
the walls of his office. Major Alvarez here with General Tank, Major Alvarez
there with General Missile. Military men! Damn it, they always thought in terms
of hardware, black or white, our side or the other side. It was damned hard to
get them to see gray at all, and getting them to tell dark gray from medium
gray was impossible!
And why in hell had the intermediary taken it to
Alvarez in the first place? Why not the bureau? Someone used to handling
secrets! Though he shouldn't fault her in hindsight. She was a damned pretty
woman, and a sensible one. He'd watched her during dinner. She'd been quiet,
thoughtful, she'd listened, when she'd said anything, it had been intelligent
and to the point. No, he couldn't fault her at all.
During the six-block walk he simmered down. He always
tried to get himself into an easy frame of mind before he opened the front door
on Merilu and whomever Merilu was being on the particular evening. Rarely it
was Merilu the girl he'd married, full of laughter and bubbly charm, if one
ignored that these days the laughter was more giggly than witty and the bubbles
had originated in champagne. More often the woman who greeted him was Merilu
the prosecutor, prepared to cross-examine him about everything he'd done since
he left the house that morning. Or Merilu the alpha wolf, growling at him for
not paying enough attention to the boys. Or Merilu the martyr to politics, who
wanted to leave the corruption and clamor of Washington and go back to Montana.
All of which multiple-personality stuff had started
when the twins had reached school age. When Jason and Jeremy were born, Merilu
had decided to take a year off to be with the babies. The year had turned into
six. Now the boys were in school all day, and Merilu was bouncing off the
walls, regretting that she'd given up her career for motherhood.
He'd tried patience. "Merilu, you said yourself
your career would only have lasted a year or two more.
"It was an important year or two, Chad! I'd have
made contacts. I'd have set myself up to move on . . .
He'd tried reality. "On where, sweetheart?"
She'd never considered on where. Where did one move
from being spokeswoman for a commuter airline? From being a sparkle on
television, a smile in photographs, a warm cushiony voice-over for
tourist-targeted infomercials about destinations along the air routes. It was a
job that let her do the things she liked to do, like having her hair done,
getting a manicure, having a makeup job, and being dressed in designer clothes
so people could look at her. People had liked looking at her. Chad had liked
looking at her. And being with her. Of course, back then Merilu had been
habitually and refreshingly frank. Even if she hadn't quit to be with the
children, she herself had said she'd have to find something else to do because
the job wouldn't last forever. Then, she'd said so.
Now, however, Merilu's mom had gotten into the act.
She'd brought her poor-baby backhoe from Montana so she could dig Merilu a
whine pit, a hole so dark and deep there wasn't a hope of getting her out. Not
unless, so she said, she moved back to Montana, which would magically create
some kind of insta-ramp, out of the pits and up to cheery-dom. It all depended
on Chad, of course. All he had to do was request a transfer.
Chad was dragging his feet. Hell, he was dragging his
whole damned body! He could get a transfer, probably, maybe even without a cut
in pay. Of course, doing that meant he'd give up his own career ambitions,
which Merilu, with typical inconsistency, considered only fair since that's
what she'd done, never mind that she'd chosen to and he hadn't, never mind that
he'd been making enough to afford a full-time nanny, but Merilu hadn't wanted
that, never mind that she was twenty-six and he was thirty-nine. The
thirteen-year difference hadn't seemed like much when she was twenty, but lately
it had opened up into a generation gap! At least she hadn't used the D word,
which he did not want to hear. That is, he thought he didn't want to hear it,
not now, though he could feel himself getting more and more used to the idea.
He put his key in the lock and stepped into a silent
house, where he held his breath and let it out slowly. Not a sound. Nothing in
the living room, not in the dining room, kitchen . . . note on the
refrigerator.
"Chad, Mom's in town for three days and she's
asked me and the boys to have dinner in her suite at the hotel. There's a pool
and a spa, so we may stay for awhile. Don't expect us until late tonight or
sometime tomorrow.
He sighed, realizing with slight shame that it was a
sigh of relief. He could have a shower sans nag, a drink or two or three sans
whine, a lazy loll in front of the tube sans whimper from the background. Lord,
Lord, why did men and women try to live together? Those South Pacific tribes
that had the men and women living in separate houses had the right idea.
It was so peaceful that maybe he would even explore
how he felt about two sari-clad women going up in a puff of nothingness at a
top secret dinner which he had attended as liaison. He had made a point of
approaching them and handing them things several times during the evening. He
would swear they were material, real, living. He had sat across from the one
who called herself Indira. She had smiled, joked, laughed, her face crinkling
up in real humor. Then, poof, gone. He had suspended judgment, half expecting
the bureau lab rats to come in and announce it had all been a trick, but the
technicians were still examining the tapes, as baffled as everyone else.
Real aliens. Who had come to help the United States
with, how had they put it, those "small areas that need adjustment. That
was the height of arrogance. Sure there were problems in the world, but damned
if Chad would call any of them "small areas that needed adjustment.
But the woman, Benita, she had been something
different. Not only pretty, in a very natural way, but charming. That level
look she gave you. The way she listened. That was really it ... the way she
listened. Chad felt he had not been listened to so genuinely in a very long
time.
General
McVaneTHURSDAY
Elsewhere in Washington, General McVane had made a
number of hurried phone calls rousing people from sleep and was now with
"Dink" Dinklemier on his way to a small, out-of-the-way hotel
previously owned by a drug trafficker, recently appropriated by the DEA and
currently being "managed" by a semiretired CIA employee. Called
Holiday Hill, it was often used by Washington spooks for stashing witnesses,
hiding informants, or holding impromptu meetings.
"J'you get hold of Arthur?" Dink asked.
"He's picking up Morse, and they'll meet us. What
about Briess?" Briess was the CIA link.
"He's in California," Dink replied. "I
left him a message.
Except for this exchange, their journey was silent,
unbroken even when they arrived at the hotel and went directly to a small
second-floor meeting room.
"Turn the heat off!" McVane complained.
"It's ninety in here.
Dink obligingly turned down the thermostat and opened
the two windows to the cooler night air while McVane loaded a tape into a
player and called downstairs for refreshments.
"What's that smell?" he asked.
Dink sniffed. "Something outside. I thought I'd
cool the room down, then shut the windows.
"Smells like . . . what? Smoke? Hot tar?"
"Probably odors from the kitchen, General.
"Let's not eat here, then," he snorted,
turning on the tape player to be sure it worked.
The tray of drinks arrived only moments before Arthur
and Morse, the senator already in a state of outrage.
"What the bleep?" snarled the senator.
"It's bleeping midnight.
"We figured you'd want to know about it," said Dink.
"Remember what we told you about last time we met? The unidentified
objects flying from A to B to X. Well, McVane tells us X turned out to be right
here. This tape was made earlier tonight. I think it'll be self-explanatory.
He pushed the button. The dinner party was on the
screen. There was, however, no Indira, no Lara. There were, instead, two
totally inhuman creatures who darted and clicked their way around the room and
who ate, once dinner was served, in a peculiarly disgusting manner. At least,
so thought the senator, though he knew he was more sensitive to such matters
than many of his associates. He watched, both repulsed and fascinated, all the
way through the speeches, the envoys' explanations and farewells, and the disappearance
of the envoys.
"They just vanished!" said McVane.
"Like a puff of smoke.
"The woman," said Morse. "The so-called
intermediary. Who is she?"
McVane answered. "Her name is Benita Alvarez.
We're not supposed to know that, Senator. We got the information from
Congressman Alvarez. She's some kind of seventh cousin twice removed. General
Wallace was in Alvarez's office when the woman brought him a kind of cube thing
that delivered the message. He, in turn, brought the thing to the president. I
first knew about this on Monday, when I attended a Cabinet meeting at the White
House. The real intermediary doesn't look like the woman on the tape, by the
way. She's younger and better looking, and she has dark hair.
"She could be anybody!" Morse exploded.
"A Chinese agent. Somebody planted before the wall came down! I want her,
McVane. I want to talk to her right now!"
"When we find out where she is, Senator. I had
arranged to follow her from the meeting, but the White House managed to be
obstructive, as usual. It's only a matter of a few hours before we find her,
but as you pointed out, it's after midnight.
"So these damned monsters will teach us to be
neighborly," fumed the senator. "Teach a fox to eat chickens! You
find that woman. You bring her here. Put her down in the basement rooms, where
we can have a very private little talk. You bring somebody from that spook
factory of yours, too, so we can be sure she's telling us the truth . . .
"Before you consider torture or drugs, you might
try just talking with her," said Prentice Arthur, his lip curled in
distaste. "As yet, we have no reason to suspect she's anything but an
ordinary American citizen.
"You believe that, you believe in the tooth
fairy," sneered the senator. "No, Prentice. I've seen this coming.
All the science fiction and the TV series and the movies! We've had aliens
pushed down our throats for decades! Softening us up. When we hear the word alien,
we think of ET and little boys riding bicycles across the full moon. We
think of close encounters, with musical starships. Do you think that's all
coincidence? A fad? Let me tell you, it's purposeful, it's arranged. Now
they're ready for the takeover, and they've got us so well softened up, they
figure we'll go along, no hassle, no fighting. Well, they've figured without
Byron Morse. Get me this woman! I want her. He paused a moment, chewing at the
corner of his lips. "Does she have family?"
"A husband in Albuquerque, two children in
college in California.
"Well, while you're at it, I want them, too. All
three of them.
Even McVane looked startled at this, and Prentice
actually attempted to disagree. "Senator, you're being precipitous . . .
"I'm being fucking decisive," Morse snarled.
"And it's damned well time! You're a lawyer, Prentice! Get some writs or
some congressional subpoenas going. Issue them in the name of the committee. We
oversee intelligence, damn it, and this woman's family may have information
crucial to intelligence.
"Surely we can take a little time . . .
"You think I'm out of my head? Hmm? Well, you
just go along with me. And you watch the news. Pretty soon you're going to see
things happening. Things you can't explain. Oh, those aliens on the tape,
they'll explain it away, but there'll be people dead, or people missing. When
you read about it, you remember what I'm telling you. Until then, just do what
I ask and pretend you believe in it! Now get off your ass and take me
home!"
Dink left with Arthur and the senator. McVane gathered
up the tape and his briefcase, then went to shut the open windows. The strange
smell was even stronger than it had been initially, an acrid stench, and he
leaned out, searching the area for signs of smoke. Nothing there but a line of
trees, some of which had been chopped off and re-grown from the crown. He
searched for the word. Pollarded. Ugly, in his opinion.
"McVane," said someone from nearby.
He jerked upright, banging his head on the window.
"Who's that?" he snarled.
"McVane," said the voice again, from
outside.
He leaned out the window, one hand cupped protectively
over his head. "What?"
The voice was mechanical, artificial. "The
Pistach are not the only race desirous of working with your people. Others are
very interested, and others might offer better terms than the Pistach.
McVane stood very still. He could see no one outside
the window, and the voice gave him no hints. It was directionless. "Who
are you? Why did you come to me?"
"We are members of ShalaQua, General. It
is a ... cadre, military, like yourself. We came to you because you were at the
meeting. We followed the Pistach to the meeting. You and we may be of great
service to one another. To discuss, however, we must arrange to meet.
"Who . . . who would you like to meet with?"
"The persons with you tonight. The senator. His
agents. You. Your agents, if you like.
"Where? When?"
"Four day from now? Hmm?"
"Monday?"
"If it is called that. At darkspin, you gather
others. You go somewhere distant from the city.
"Darkspin?" McVane whispered from a dry
mouth.
"When your world rolls into dark. Evening. Yes.
We are still . . . accumulating vocabulary. We apologize. You go into the
country, we will follow you, we will meet there. Four days will give you time
to prepare, heh?"
"Prepare what?"
"Your safety. The senator, he will want to be
safe. So with Prentice Arthur. You less so, but you are a soldier, heh? You can
make secure in four days. Some armored vehicle, perhaps. We do not presume to
tell you your business.
"Monday night, at sunset, somewhere in the country,"
said McVane.
"Assuredly," said the voice. "We go
now.
McVane turned away and walked dazedly to the door,
shutting off the lights as he opened it, only then remembering his briefcase.
It was still on the table and he stumbled toward it in the dark, halted in mid
step by a sound from outside. Squadge, squadge, squadge. Flap, flap, flap.
Conscious of his dry mouth and throat, he paced silently toward the window, a
mouth of darkness, standing back but looking out. Nothing out there. The trees.
Not as thick a grove as he had first thought. No more noise. Nothing.
He picked up his briefcase and left as quickly as
possible.
Outside the senator's house, where they had dropped
him off, Prentice and Dink sat in the car, at the moment unwilling to move in
any direction.
"Did you know he had that rat in his craw about
ETs?" Dink asked. "I thought it was only pregnant women that set him
off.
"If you mean, did I know he's afraid of little
green men, no, or that he believes there's an extraterrestrial conspiracy, no.
I didn't know either of those things. Maybe he had something bad happen to him
when he was a boy. A movie or TV show that scared him.
"You think?"
Arthur said slowly, "I'd rather think that,
wouldn't you? I mean, we occasionally work in rather . . . arcane ways. We ...
at least I try to avoid it, but it's the exigencies of the job. But . . .
planning to torture family members just because they might know
something . . . that's a little far out even for our line of work.
"He said there'd be people dead or missing. Maybe
we'd better put someone on a survey of regional and local news, tabulate any
reports of people dead or missing.
"If you do, he'll have you by the short hairs.
Dink. Think a moment. Aren't there always people dead or missing?"
"Right. Yeah. I see what you mean.
"I hope you do, Dink. Oh, yes, I hope you do.
From
Chiddy's journal
Before we made contact with you, dear Benita, we
watched the peoples of Earth for a very long time. It was not necessary for us
to learn all the languages, as we have machines to do that, but it was
necessary to learn how people think. We watched the Chinese and the Africans,
the Indians and Ceylonese. I was particularly interested in the nations where
ruling groups had recently come to power through advocacy of specific beliefs,
as for example in Afghanistan.
For several days, I was intrigued by one particular
person there, one who thought of himself as a warrior and faithful son of the
Prophet. We watched his daily routines including the rituals and prayers his
people engage in several times each day. Vess listened to his memories:
remembered writings, oral histories, the battles he had fought and the victory
his people had won. This man, whose name was Ben Shadouf, had been given a
half-ruined house, badly damaged during the war. He spent part of each day
rebuilding the house where he lived with his wife and his children.
Each evening, when he rose from his prayers, he went
to the inner courtyard where his wife had set out his evening meal. On a
particular evening, he sat contemplating the food for a long time, then
summoned his wife and pointed at the plates before him, asking for meat.
"We had none," she murmured.
"You have money to buy meat," he said. I
watched his eyes measuring her, examining her face with what I took to be
concern.
When we first found this family, she had looked quite
healthy and vigorous, as you do, dearest Benita, but she no longer did so. Now
she coughed often, there were shadows around her eyes, and her hair was rough
and uncared for.
"I gave you money," he said.
"You had no time to go with me to the
market," she replied. Her eyes remained fixed on her feet. She seemed
feverish and unwell. "I am no longer permitted to be on the street without
a male relative.
He gritted his teeth and waved her away, fingering the
long scar that ran from his forehead down one cheek. Vess told me the man was
proud of the scar, for he had killed the Russian soldier who had shot him. The
bullet had nicked his cheekbone, however, and it hurt him still. Vess, feeling
his mind, said the battles he had fought were more real to him than the
present, more real than the victory his group had achieved. He had anticipated
victory the way a starving person anticipates food. He had thought it would be
satisfying, gladdening, but he found it to be only tiresome. He had agreed to
the laws they would implement when the victory came, but he had not known how
irritating and inconvenient those laws would be. He had not realized his wife
would suffer from them.
The woman, Afaya, could not go into the street without
a male relative to protect her modesty, even though she would be covered from
head to toe with only tiny mesh openings before her eyes. Afaya had told her
husband that wearing the robe was like being blind. The wife of Mustapha, his
neighbor and commanding officer, had tripped on the pavement and fallen,
allowing her legs to be seen. She was then beaten by those who named themselves
Guardians of Modesty. She had died of this beating. Mustapha had shrugged it
away, for she was old and there were no children at home for her to care for,
but he, too, found the new rules inconvenient.
Vess and I puzzled over this. The woman was a
receptor, of course. The men were all inceptors, except the very young ones,
who would be, and very old ones, who had been. Was every one of them expected
to go into breeding madness if he saw a receptor's legs? Or her face? Were they
totally without self-control or a sense of shame? Seemingly so, for any woman
showing her face was charged with being an erotic-stimulator-for-hire who, by
showing any part of herself, had stimulated breeding madness in men and must
therefore be stoned to death. Actual erotic-stimulators-for-hire, of whom there
were a good many, were not stoned to death. And, most interesting of all, even
while the men were doing the stoning, they knew the women they called
whores were, in fact, innocent. And yet, they did it.
We examined Ben Shadouf's irritation. He would have to
hire a male servant to do the food buying for the household. He would have to
sequester Afaya and his daughters to the upstairs of the house, for the
servant, being unrelated to them, could not run the risk of coming into contact
with them or seeing them. If his wife was not in the courtyard, where the
kitchen was, she could not cook his meals! All these endless complications in
order to keep his wife, a human being like himself, imprisoned from the sight
and hearing of any other man! Even his consciousness of his own frustration
annoyed him.
When the wife of Ben Shadouf began coughing again, he
looked up in anger. It was a strange anger, directed as much at himself as at
her. Her cough had become more dangerous over the previous days. Vess and I
believed she was dying. She held memories of the time before the war when she
had gone to a clinic staffed by women doctors, but women were not allowed to
work any longer. Their place was at home where their purity could be protected
by their menfolk.
We sought throughout the city and found the clinic,
which had set up anew in a private home. It was staffed only by women who did
not go out, who received shipments of medicines from outside the country and
who had husbands or brothers to shop for them. Vess put the knowledge of this
place into Ben Shadouf's head. We saw him thinking the women doctors were
probably Americans, or influenced by Americans who were always trying to seduce
followers of the Prophet to their evil ways. He worried whether he could risk
defilement by going to the clinic with her, and he feared the satanic notions
they would put into her head. Perhaps it would be better, he thought, to let
her die and then find a new wife, one with a brother who could share the duty
of protecting her.
And yet, he loved her. We saw tears in his eyes.
Vess and I tried to make sense of this as we watched
him picking at the vegetables: lentils and onions and herbs, which had a
flavorful aroma. His wife was dying, his children would be motherless, and he
could not engage in any constructive action.
Abruptly he pushed the food aside and got up. Calling
loudly, he said, "I am going into the town for my meal. This food is fit
only for women.
As he left, we heard her coughing again.
Intrigued by this episode, we sought similar
confusions where religion warred with good sense. We found them in many parts
of the world: in Afghanistan, Moslem against Moslem. In India, Moslem against
Hindu against Christian. In Israel, Moslem against Moslem against Israelis who
are against other Israelis. This particular observation saddened us, for all
the pain that was in it, and it excited us, too, for it showed us there are
ways in which we know we can help your world. While you are putting together
your household, Benita, we are taking our first action, not in your country,
where we had planned to do so, but in Afghanistan and Israel and India and so
on. Your Moses, in your holy book, brought down plagues upon his adversaries.
So Vess and I will bring down plagues upon that part of your world.
JerusalemTHURSDAY
The first public notice of what was later called the
Old City Absence came at 4:15 A.M. on Thursday, when a caravan of determined
Ha-sidic Jews from New York approached the Old City of Jerusalem where they
planned to enter via the Dung Gate on their way to securing an early and
favorable position at the Wall. The valley through which they had been driving
was filled with mist, making the world seem dreamlike and insubstantial, an
effect which did nothing to make the sleepy driver more alert. It was only when
the road before him seemed to vanish altogether that he screeched to a stop,
the car swerving so that it blocked the road. The three other cars in the
convoy also pulled to a halt, and the rabbi in charge of the group got out of
the second one and walked toward driver number one, now out of his car and
following his flashlight's yellow circle along the roadway to the point at
which it disappeared infinitely downward.
"What is it?" cried the rabbi, himself still
half asleep. "What's wrong?"
The driver's eyes stayed glued in place, though he
took a backward step as he heard the rabbi's footsteps approaching.
"What is it?" he asked again.
"It's gone," mumbled the driver.
"Everything's gone. The walls of the Old City. I can't see them. There
should be some lights. Everything's gone.
The rabbi stared along the flashlight beam. Before his
feet the earth stopped at a clean, knife edge, and a great chasm opened beyond
it. The chasm had no farther side that they could see, nor any bottom. The
rabbi dropped to his hands and knees and crept forward until his chin was over
the abyss. He lay flat and stretched one arm downward, feeling along the side.
"Glass," he muttered. "Like it was
melted. By a bomb, maybe. Smooth like glass. He pulled himself away from the
edge and rose, eyes wild. "Nothing," he cried in an awed and
grief-stricken voice. "Nothing there. Everything stops but the pit! It's
smooth, it goes down.
"How far?"
"I should know how far? Farther than your light
shines!"
They went back to their vehicles. The first three cars
stayed where they were while the last car in line reversed and went back the
way it had come. No one among them had a cell phone, but a half mile back,
they'd passed a public phone from which the frantic driver called an emergency
number. His announcement was met with weary amusement.
"Sir, you're a tourist, right? So you've probably
taken the wrong road . . .
"Yes, I'm a tourist," he cried. "But
the men driving the cars live here, and the man leading our caravan lives in
Jerusalem! He was born here. He's lived here all his life. Will you, for God's
sake, send someone to see what happened?"
There were murmuring and the sound of voices raised in
the background.
"Where are you calling from?"
"I have no idea," he said. "Half a mile
back from where the road disappeared.
"Where were you going, sir?"
"The Wall. We were going to the Dung Gate and
then to the Wall.
"Stay where you are, sir.
He rejoined his passengers, and they sat in terrified
discomfort, waiting. A car went by with a flashing light. Another stopped. The
driver got out.
"You the one who called? Right. Follow me.
They did follow, only half a mile to the place where
the first car flashed its light at the edge of the abyss, its uniformed driver
and passenger standing next to the rabbi, who was rocking back and forth in
rapidly muttered prayer while they stared downward into nothing.
Eventually, after lengthy radio conversations with his
headquarters, the officer asked the rabbi where his group was staying and
suggested they return there.
"There's no alternate road we can take to the
Wall? These people have come a long way," the rabbi objected, eyes
unfocused.
"It wouldn't matter if there were an alternate
road," said the officer. "There's no Wall. The Old City's gone. All
of it.
"But . . . but my son, his family . . . they live
there!"
Lived there, silently amended the officer, taking the
old man by the arm.
For the police and the army, which was immediately
called out, the rest of the night, what little there was of it, was spent
putting up traffic barriers. Skid marks extending across the edge indicated the
barriers came too late for some travelers.
AfghanistanTHURSDAY
Ben Shadouf was awakened by the call to prayer. He had
overslept, not that he needed to answer to anyone for his sleeping time, merely
that he had slept badly early in the night. Yesterday he had taken his concerns
about Afaya to his friend, his commander, Mustapha ibn Daud, and Mustapha had
told him not to take Afaya to the clinic. She would live, said Mustapha, or she
would die, and in either case, that was the will of Allah.
"I feel I am killing her," Ben Shadouf had
cried. "She went to the clinic before. They helped her.
"Only to confuse you, my friend. That is their
purpose, these unbelievers. They will use anything to weaken your faith. They
will use your sorrow for a wife. Your pity for a child. You must harden
yourself like iron that is quenched and beaten in the fires of adversity. If
our wives or children die, they die, but while they live they are pure. If we
die, we die, but while we live, we are faithful!"
Ben Shadouf came home angry. He was glad Afaya was not
where he would encounter her. He did not want to see her face.
He listened, but did not hear her. No cough. No
footsteps. He heard the children, on the roof, playing a singing game. It would
be safe to rise, to leave the house and find a meal in the town. Perhaps it
would be as well not to come home for a while. He could ask his neighbor to
have his wife check on Afaya from time to time. If she died or was unable to
get out of bed, the children could be taken somewhere else. Luckily, they were
still tiny. Nowhere near an age when they would need to be watched to be sure
they did not let anyone see them.
He got out of bed, washed his face and hands, and
dressed himself. He visited the latrine behind the house, outside the
courtyard. He did not hear a sound. Then, an upper window over the courtyard opened,
its hinge screeching, and a woman leaned out. He thought it was a woman only
because she did not wear a man's headdress, though she, or it, could as well be
a man. A very old, very ugly man, with a huge, curving nose and a great box of
a chin dotted with brown, hairy moles.
The person leaned farther, pouring water on a plant
that sat on the ledge beneath the window, and as the person leaned out, Ben
Shadouf saw that he, it, was wearing Afaya's garments. But it was not Afaya.
Its head was bald and wrinkled. It was hideous. He stared upward unbelieving!
The creature saw him and smiled, opened its horrid
mouth and spoke in Afaya's voice!
"Welcome, husband. I feel somewhat better today.
Perhaps you can take me to the market, to buy supplies. Perhaps you can . . .
He heard no more. His own scream of rage and terror
covered anything else this horrid being had to say in Afaya's voice. Every word
in Afaya's voice!
His rage and disgust carried him in a fury to the
stairs. The being was still in the room where he had seen it, her, him, the
afrit, the genie, the demon who had taken his wife.
"Where is Afaya?" he cried.
"I am here," she said, in Afaya's voice,
turning to give him a welcoming and hideous smile. She came toward him, her
arms wide, and he lifted his staff to split the ugly bald skull, but the blow
never landed. Instead, he felt the blow he aimed at her strike himself, riving
his head so the blood ran across his eyes and he fell senseless at her feet.
BenitaTHURSDAY
Despite her anger, partly at Carlos, mostly at
herself, Benita had fallen asleep almost immediately. She did not waken until
about eight on Thursday morning, when the phone rang.
The voice was Chiddy's. "Are you all right,
Benita?"
She nodded, then realized Chiddy couldn't see the nod.
"Yes," she said.
"You were unhappy last night. You don't sound
happy now.
She didn't mean to talk about Carlos, but the words
spilled out. "My son, Carlos. He's a very manipulative person. I hoped
when he went away to school, he'd grow out of it. But he's still doing it. I
wish he'd just . . . grow up and let me alone.
"This wish is not improper. Does your husband
share this characteristic of manipulating?"
She thought about it. "Well, yes. Until I caught
onto it. Which had only taken, what? A lifetime?
Chiddy sighed. "It is one of the tragedies of
your biology, Benita. Your men and women are often insufficiently selective in
the mating practices. We have noted you people do not consider that your
children will have the worst traits of either parent, often to a great degree.
In our opinion, women in your world who are under the age of thirty and who
wish to mate should require the approval of a board of qualified geneticists
and behaviorists. Alas, that is unlikely to happen. Is that all you were upset
about?"
His tone made her choke. It was so sympathetic and yet
so very superior and above it all. "Well, General McVane didn't keep his
word to us about not telling anyone. But the First Lady was very kind, and I
don't think the media found out who I am.
"Speaking from what we have seen of your people,
they will find out, sooner or later. Your congressman has allowed himself to be
persuaded by McVane and others. They already know who you are. They do not know
where you are, however, which we will try to keep private for the time being.
"Why do reporters have to dig into people's
privacy?" she fumed.
"Communication is much like sex.
This set her back. "I don't understand . . .
A chuckle. "Being celibate is often wise and
prudent. People know this, but the inborn drive to reproduce makes their organs
wag. Keeping silent is often wise and prudent. People know this, also, but the
drive to question and tell makes their tongues wag. Sex spreads genetic
material, good and bad, prying spreads information, true and false, natural
selection takes over and both ethical failings contribute to continuing
evolution.
She laughed. "I wish there were ways to do it
that were less troublesome. Did you know that the Secretary of State is going
to fix up my new apartment for me? She says to save time, but I imagine it's to
keep an eye on me.
"Interesting," said Chiddy.
"So, maybe I'll see you after I move in?"
"You will, yes. Have you any questions?"
"I have some, yes. One is ... I didn't realize you
were depending on me to go on working with you, and I've told Simon I will work
for him. I owe him my full-time effort, you know. If he's paying me, it
wouldn't be ethical not to give him a fair day's work.
"What you do for us will be very simple, Benita.
It will take very little time.
"And . . . the money you gave me. I really didn't
need all that. I should give the rest of it back.
"That is our standard payment for the kind of
service you will be rendering. It doesn't obligate you to do anything for us
that your conscience finds abhorrent.
"In that case, well, thank you.
"No thanks needed. Do you have another
question?"
"I don't really understand just what the
requirements are that we humans have to meet in order to be members of your
Confederation. Since I'm the intermediary, I ought to understand them,
shouldn't I?"
"Yes, you should. The preliminary requirement is
Neighborliness, as we have said. Learning to get along together without blowing
up people or shooting children from cars or oppressing people because of
perceived dissimilarities to oneself. Once that has been achieved, there are
only a few formalities. First, we require a volunteer liaison person from your
planet, someone who must be intimately connected to the process of mutuality.
We call this person the Link. We will also need a profile person to travel
among our various worlds while the members of the Confederation establish
biological parameters for your race. This person, we call the Pattern.
"Is that it?"
"Become neighborly, give us a Link and a Pattern,
then a short probationary period, and that's it. Does that answer your
question.
She wasn't satisfied, but she didn't know what would
be more satisfying. "Yes, I think so. Thank you.
"Thank you, Benita. We will be in touch.
JerusalemTHURSDAY
In Israel, first light had brought helicopter flights
over the city of Jerusalem. The mile-deep hole followed the serrated polygon of
the old city walls. Vanished were the Temple Mount, the Dome of the Rock, El
Aqsa Mosque, the Church of the Holy Sepulchre, the Via Dolorosa. Gone were the
Citadel and the Antonia Fortress, the Zion Gate, the Jaffa Gate. Gone was the
entire Old City: Arab Quarter, Jewish Quarter, Armenians, Greek Orthodox, odds
and ends of vari-etal Christians and all.
When the sun got high enough to reflect off the inside
lip of the chasm, large gold letters appeared just below the western edge in
Hebrew, Latin, Greek, and Arabic. Further examination found other languages,
ancient and modern, extending along the north and eastern sides. At midmorning,
former residents of the Old City were seen approaching the city from various
directions, on foot, most in their bed clothes. No one was hurt, though many
were thirsty and hungry, and all said they'd left others out in the desert or
along the roads or in the smaller towns or villages in which they themselves
had wakened. The International Red Cross/Red Crescent arrived a few hours
later, though the Israeli army had already set up a tent city for the displaced,
divided by hastily erected barriers into areas for various religious or ethnic
groups who might otherwise be expected to fall upon one another in a frenzy of
mutual accusation.
The news was carried by CNN before full light, and was
reprised every quarter hour thereafter as the country turned toward the sun,
allowing more of the chasm's southern and then eastern faces to be illuminated.
As each new language appeared, an appropriate scholar was summoned to the CNN
newsroom to pontificate upon the meaning of the words, though in each case the
meaning was the same, whether in Latin, Coptic, Armenian, Aramaic, or various
forms of ancient or modern Hebrew or Greek: "Jerusalem was to be a city of
holy peace. Without peace, it is not to be.
When telescopes were brought and focused far down on
the walls, the message was seen to have been augmented with another phrase,
also in multiple languages. "Next time, the hole will be bigger.
WashingtonTHURSDAY
In the U.S., in the office of the president, that
gentleman was closeted with a number of his close advisors, all of them trying
to figure out what to say or, indeed, whether it was appropriate to say
anything except "Wow," or something sanctimonious starting with the
words, "Today God has seen fit to remind us . . .
"That idiot McVane would ask them to prove
it!" snarled the Secretary of State, who was in a waspish mood. She had
slept badly and had already spent a good part of the morning alternately
assuring the Israeli Prime Minister, the Vatican, the Eastern Orthodox Church,
a handful of American evangelicals and charismatics, and the Palestinian
Ambassador that no, the U.S. had no weapons advanced enough to have dug that
hole without damaging a single citizen. A big hole, yes, maybe, but one that
cleanly followed ancient city walls and didn't kill so much as a sparrow, no.
She had pointed out that even the cars that had gone over the brink had been
found in the desert, their occupants asleep but unharmed. Ethical behavior, she
had said repeatedly, was often abridged by the possible, and the U.S. lacked
the know-how to behave in such an ethical manner.
"You think the ETs did this?" asked the
president. "You're sure?"
"Of course they did it," the SOS snarled
once more. "They asked us, remember? At dinner. What some of our problems
were.
"They asked me during our meeting, too. I
mentioned the Middle East.
"They asked about Afghanistan, and your wife
mentioned women's rights in that context. I mentioned the fact that in Africa
national boundaries were established by colonial powers without taking
tribalism into account . . .
"So, what do we expect to happen next?" he
grated. "All the women disappear? All the tribes in Africa?"
"I don't know," she said.
"You're afraid to know," he said, biting his
lip. "So am I.
She muttered, "I don't suppose we could just ask
them to go home?"
He laughed, without humor. "They warned us not
even to think about that. They don't go home. Not until they're finished or
they give up.
JERUSALEM DISAPPEARS
WORLD WONDERS AT ACT OF GOD
MYSTERIOUS MESSAGES CONFOUND
SCIENCE
UNEARTHLY FORCES DEMAND PEACE
FUNDAMENTALISTS GREET
DISAPPEARANCE AS OVERTURE TO LAST DAYS
JERUSALEM TRANSPORTED TO
HEAVEN, SAYS FALWELL
HOLY CITY TO RETURN AFTER
ANTICHRIST
THOUSANDS GATHER TO AWAIT
SECOND COMING
BAPTISTS CROWD SOUTHERN
MOUNTAINTOPS
RUMORS OF PLAGUE IN
AFGHANISTAN
KABUL REQUESTS AID FROM CDC
From
Chiddy's journal
As an athyco, it was to'eros task, that is, my task,
dear Benita, to design remedies for societies, including our own, that did not
work well. Yes, Benita, sometimes even our own society does not work as well as
it should. I find comfort in this, when I am confronted with some problem
difficult of solution. Patience, I say to myself. Even we have problems we have
not put an end to.
After spending several years both reading case
histories of other athyci who had worked in prior centuries and solving thought
problems under the guidance of my mentor, ton was sent to the village of
Quo-Tern to solve a problem that had come up in recent years. It was in
Quo-Tern that ton first met the person who was to be to'eros long-term
workmate, Vess. Of course, no one in the village called ais Vess. In the
village Vess and Chiddy were called Aisos Torsummi or Aisos Torsum. Earthlings
would say, Their Excellencies or His Excellency or even, if speaking directly
to us, Your Excellency, though our language does not have an easy equivalent to
"you. In our society such directness is considered rude. Among
intimates and when referring to self, we use the first level undifferentiated,
casteless pronouns we learned as children, with a mouthpart gesture to indicate
whether we refer to self or other. Ton, I or you. To'er, me or you.
To'eros, mine or yours. Ton'i, we or you. To'eri, us or you. To'erosi,
our or your. In speaking to others, especially to groups of differing
castes, we speak always of "one," using the pronoun of the highest
caste present. Ke (or li or ai) afar. One serves. Ker (or lie, or
ais) afari. Serve it to one. Keros (or licos or aisos) ca fi.
It is one's.
Since this document is intended for you, dear Benita,
I continue the struggle to put it in your words, fa fi sbunus to'erosi
afarim. It is our joy to serve.
Vess and / were soon on a confidential basis, Chiddy and Vess, to'eri,
new athyci. The problem in Quo-Tern, which was a farming community, mostly
campesi, had to do with the communal lands on which the people grazed the
village livestock. Over the past century, the number of persons in the town had
increased, the herds had likewise increased, and the public lands could no
longer support the number of beasts. Riverbanks were destroyed, the plants that
held the soil were killed, good soil was being washed downstream, into other
communities.
In all problems, athyci are required to keep the great
fundamental truths in mind. Some of these are as follows: Resources are finite.
Some things are not renewable. Intelligent creatures must give way to
irreplaceable achievements. One cannot explain to a tree or a forest that it
must either grow without water or move to another place, but one can explain to
a person that it must go somewhere else, where water is available. As we say,
"The health of a forest outweighs both the tears of a nootch and the
plaint of an athyco. After all, it may take half a millennium or more to
achieve similar trees while it would take only a few decades to achieve a new
nootch or a new athyco. Of course, it is easier for us than for your governing
bodies since we do not consider our temporary inconvenience as superior to the needs
of permanently essential forests and seas. We are taught to think in many
lifetimes, not only in the short span of our own. This kind of thinking is, in
your language, Darwinian, since only people who think this way will survive in
the long run. The fact that your Madagascar and your Brazil and several of your
African countries will be incapable of supporting either flora or fauna within
thirty years are cases in point.
On Quo-Tern we first had to determine why the number
of persons had increased. We have a saying, "False reasons grow like
weeds. It is true. There are as many false reasons as there are neurons to
fire them off, but problems cannot be solved using false reasons. Real reasons
are of utmost importance. We looked at the data. Years before, several of the
undifferentiated young of Quo-Tern had been selected as inceptors more or less
simultaneously. This was a statistical blip, but such things happen. As is the
way with inceptors, ke'i had accumulated receptors, some from Quo-Tern and some
from outside, three here, four there, and the receptors had recruited nootchi
for the creating of young. The young had grown, and while some had been
selected out into other areas, more had returned to the village, mostly those
we call the glusi, the not-very-able-ones, the perpetually undifferentiated,
the ones who do not come to mind when one gives thanks.
Return to one's ancestral place is a right we try very
hard to guarantee, but another of our immutable facts is: Managers always
recruit the top layers among persons, for such persons will reflect well upon
them, and the lower one's ability, the higher the chance one will be left where
one is. In time, therefore, Quo-Tern had grown top heavy with glusi. While
glusi eat no more and take no more space than others, they use up space and
resources without regenerating them. They tend to destroy in that way, by
sucking energy, or through undirected energy of their own, or through
ineptitude or even, sometimes, malice. There is no cure for a glut of glusi
except not to beget them in the first place, but by the time one knows one has
a glut, it is too late.
The moment that the people-load had gone beyond the
numbers allowed to the village, the strain should have been brought to the
attention of the athyci. Why had that not happened? Because the former
recording-campes responsible for assembling and transmitting information, a
very able person, had died at that time, and ke had not been replaced. No one
had gone to the bureau of selectors and told lic'i a recording-campes was
needed. So, the imbalance had gone on and gone on, and now the situation was at
a point where no acceptable solution was possible. No matter what Vess and I
did, persons would be greatly disturbed, even angry, both the innocent and the
persons responsible.
We faced this anger resolutely. Panel number seven of
the Fresco, The Adoration, is an inspiration in such times. In it,
Mengantowhai, who has made massive changes in the lives of the Jaupati in order
to bring them peace, is hailed by them as their savior. I always think of this
when I am required to bring trouble or pain to our people. In the end, I say,
they will be thankful for it.
We needed to know whether the glut of glusi was
achieved out of ignorance or whether it had been deliberate. We started our
inquiry with the campesi. Unbelievably, after millennia of refinement in our
methods, some campesi still end up believing they have not been properly
selected, some still resent having been selected at all!
Even today we may find one who croaks like a pfluggi
and wants to be a singer. Or one who has all the grace of a puyox but wants to
dance. Or another one, who cannot add up the same figures twice with the same
answer, who wants to be a proffe, what you call an engineer! I feel gratitude
that such longings are rare. Though most campesi require only slight adjusting
to be content, for a few there is no soothing. We have a saying, "There is
no misery like misdream-ing. Or, as earthlings might say, "No tragedy
like false ambition.
It would be necessary, we found, to cut the village
population by about a third, to reduce grazing on the lands by more than half
for a lengthy period, and to undertake strenuous regeneration of the lands,
which would require the labor of all campesi in Quo-Tern for some time. This
meant the other categories who remained would have to do their own chores for a
time, which is proper. We are taught, "An inescapable burden must fall
equally upon all castes.
As athyci, it was our job to choose who would stay and
who would go. The first task was to message the need everywhere, at first to
the places of that world, then, if necessary, to other settled worlds. So many
inceptors, so many receptors, so many nootchi, so many undifferentiated ones,
so many campesi, all to find places for. When the returns came in, we began the
allocation. Receptors and associated nootchi to the same places, when possible.
If not possible, then interviews with them to assess their relative willingness
to separate. Some receptors, luckily, were willing to be separated, and others,
who had reached or exceeded the number of young required of them, wanted to be
reselected to nonreceptor caste.
Few of the nootchi and none of the inceptors wanted to
be reselected. This is most often true of inceptors. Their lives are centered
on gratifying their mating organ to the extent they cannot even visualize doing
something else. It was at this juncture we found that several of the inceptors
were closely related, that several of them shared the same cell parents, even
the same nootch!
This explained everything! While organ gratification
comes first with inceptors, progeny pride comes second! Inceptors who have the
same lineage have been known to engage in progeny competition, even
when, as was the case here, the progeny were not of very high quality. When we
noticed this, we marked all the related inceptors for retirement therapy.
We then moved on to the undifferentiated ones, those
not yet twelve. Undifferentiated ones are easiest. So long as they have a good
nootch, they are usually content. We identified all those procreated by the
inceptors in question and tagged them in the records as non-breeder stock, even
if they showed great aptitude for the task. It is an unfortunate truth that
inceptors and receptors of very little brain are often very skilled with the
generative organ and emit very strong mating smells. That is one of the reasons
our selectors must be extremely careful in their choices. It is rather like
politics or policing: those who most enjoy the work are often those who should
not be doing it!
When we were finished, we had retired or allocated all
but the leftover campesi, mostly old ones or glusi, the offspring of the
inceptors we had already tagged. As earthlings would say, the bottom of the
barrel. A few were old enough to refer to the farms for the aged, but several
had to be sent to the sleep gardens. Though we do not publicize these arrangements,
persons may sleep in the gardens up to one hundred years, and this is usually
more than adequate time to find places even for supernumerary campesi. The
settlement of new planets requires many such, and we Pistach are usually
settling somewhere.
When Vess and I had finished, we knew that unhappiness
and trauma had been minimized to the extent possible. Still, we felt the strain
of that which remained! The pride of the inceptors had been unavoidably damaged
and a number of the nootchi had been aggrieved. Nootchi grow very attached to
their home place, and it is hard for them to move. They have spent years
weaving a village, planning it, decorating it with gardens, laying out its
walks and pretty-places and play areas for the young. Nootchi are the cement of
a community, they stick fast, and it is like flaying a fluggle to tug them
away.
In any case, persons from all four village categories
came to us, as we knew they would, to complain. It was during our last formal
session. They bowed, calling us Aisos Torsummi. They presented their petition
and asked redress of grievance. We inquired whether they wanted vengeance, and
they affirmed this. Such an imbalance was someone's fault, their grief demanded
redress. While we knew the real trouble had started with the selectors who had
sent too many inceptors of the same, faulty lineage back to this village, we
did not say so, for the selectors were not answerable to people below them in
caste. We would take care of that ourselves.
Nonetheless, we told the villagers a truth: that the
trouble began when the recording-campes died. The inceptor who was then the
village master had the duty of requesting a new recording-campes. Ke had not
done so. That inceptor was still alive, and keros name was such and such, and
the aggrieved had our permission to kill ker, if they wished, though we advised
them it would be courteous to listen first to keros explanation.
Since inceptor in question had been retired to an aged
persons' farm at some distance, vengeance would require the aggrieved to make a
lengthy trip. Serially, the aggrieved ones declaimed their intention of doing
so, and we made note of their intentions so they would have no trouble getting
travel permission. Their actually going to the aged persons' farm was unlikely.
Since many of those in the group would be sent to their new homes on the
following day, thus separating them from one another, it was doubtful they
would ever get around to confronting the old inceptor. Grievance and anger need
a certain heat of immediacy and a constant draft of rhetoric to keep them
burning. This is why humans who explain their anger to counselors and
psychologists go on being angry, they fan their anger with a constant hurricane
of reminiscence. Separating those who are aggrieved is like raking out a fire,
a good way of cooling things down, while the process of formulating their
grievance served both to focus and to ameliorate their feelings. Knowing who
was to blame, they would not waste energy on other targets.
Our last few hours on Quo-Tern were spent with the
most able campesi, those who would remain, and the current village manager who
was, luckily, a person of some administrative talent, though he had not had the
will or the authority to do what we had done. Village managers live by the will
of the village, and villages make painful changes only when they are in agony.
When agony is not present, no matter how imminent it looms, painful change must
come from outside. This is a truth. We detailed the measures that would be
necessary to restore the land to health and we swore ker'i to the task, however
long it might take. The few inceptors who were left in the village were
forbidden to initiate breeding until the task was done, and the village master
was given the necessary medications to quell all mating odors and assure
compliance. As a parting gift, we gave the village, as was customary, worms
from our own home lands, thus tying their fate to ours and our future to
theirs. We have a saying, "Where one lives, all live,- where one suffers,
all suffer. One, in our language, includes all living things. In your
language someone has said, "No man is an island," which encompasses
the concept but which, by mentioning only mankind, misses the point.
The task was completed when ton'i, Vess and Chiddy,
met with the selector who had sent the faulty inceptors to Quo-Tern. Before
going there, we reviewed the standards for selection and found that tabulation
of current breeders by place and identity of parent was neither required for
the record, nor easily derived therefrom. We advised the selector that this
lack had resulted in unnecessary trauma and dislocation, that we recommended a
warning system be initiated to identify such blips in the future. We told lie
that the recommendation had already gone to the Bureau of Selectors. The
selector thanked to'eri for to'erosi diligence, and also for to'erosi
recommendation that the selector not be mercifully disposed of, inasmuch as the
mistake could not have been easily avoided.
Sometimes mistakes are not foreseeable. You, dearest
Benita, made a mistake in selecting the inceptor you did. Still, it was not one
you could easily avoid. Your race is thrust into sexual behaviors so young! Far
too young. Until recent generations, your young persons did not mature so early.
You are so well fed, so overexposed to chemicals that act upon you like
fertilizers, you sprout up like weeds! We speak of this, Vess and I. He admires
you, though he does not have for you the tenderness that I do. Where does it
come from, this tenderness? I do not know. I have felt it, now and then, for
things, sometimes, for places, for ideas. You are the first other I have felt
it for. The feeling is very precious to me.
Mrs.
Chad RileyTHURSDAY AND FRIDAY
On Thursday morning, Mrs. Chad Riley, the former
Merilu McElton, had returned with sons Jason and Jeremy to the family home in
Georgetown, intending to stay only long enough to pack their clothing and the
boys' toys. Thirty-six hours in a huddle with her mother had set in concrete
her desire to leave Washington. Since she and the boys had luxuriated in room
service meals in the suite between visits to the pool, the spa, and the beauty
shop, and since they had not ordered a paper or looked at anything on TV but
the cartoon and shopping channels, Merilu was still unaware of the events that
had much of the world either dumb with astonishment or loud with accusation.
While she was packing, however, she switched on the TV
and was surprised to find she could get nothing but news. Submitting to the
inevitable, the fact that something extraordinary had happened eventually
penetrated her self-absorption. Putting two and two together to make five and a
half, Merilu decided the FBI had had something to do with it, and that Chad was
probably in it up to his neck, which was why he had been so distant lately. At
that point, she slid the half-packed suitcases under the bed and called her
mother.
"Before I go back to Missoula with you, Mom, I
got to give him a chance. I think he's in trouble!" A not unpraisworthy part
of Merilu's credo was that women stood by their men when the men were in
trouble.
"Now you're sure, honey-bun? You don't know what
he's been up to. He could have a woman on the side, you know. He could be mixed
up in drugs. The FBI, they must come upon a pile of drugs, doing the work they
do. Or money. Gracious, isn't a day we don't read about laundering money,
though I've never been able to figure out why it's against the law. Ever since
I found out it was illegal, I've just ironed mine and Daddy's. Mostly for the
collection plate, you know. Just a little swipe with a hot iron will get rid of
most germs, and it flattens the bills out nice, too. Sometimes I press it
between two pieces of wax p
"
Her daughter interrupted, "Mom, have you seen the
TV?"
"Why, no, dear. I've just been sitting here
having a nice manicure and pedicure. Is there something special on?"
"You better turn on the TV. I mean, it makes me
think probably Chad isn't up to any of the things you mentioned. It's something
else. Something worse. Chad probably wanted to talk to me about this the whole
time, and he just couldn't. Chad's going to thank me for giving him a chance to
get outta this town. When people find out what his FBI's been up to, he'll wish
he'd left a long time ago.
Merilu then called Chad's office, to be told by the
receptionist that he was in a meeting and couldn't be disturbed. Two subsequent
calls brought the same reply. Merilu nodded wisely each time. She bet he was in
a meeting, all right. Everybody in the world would be having meetings, not that
it'd do them any good!
Came suppertime, Merilu fed the boys, read to them for
a while, then put them to bed. She bathed in scented bath foam, did her hair
the way Chad liked it, and pulled the suitcase from under the bed in order to
retrieve the negligee set he'd given her for their last anniversary. At nine
o'clock, she was gorgeous. At eleven, she took the latest Danielle Steel to bed
with her. At midnight, she took off her eye makeup and the peignoir and made
herself a milk punch. At one o'clock on Friday morning she turned off the
light.
At three, when Chad tiptoed in and began moseying
around in the bedroom, opening doors and drawers, she came alert with
astonishing speed, switched on the light, and immediately grasped at the idea
that had floated to the top while she was dozing.
"Chad! I've been talking to Momma, and I've
decided if you won't transfer to Missoula, I'm taking the boys and going
without you.
Though she had intended this threat to make him think
about things, he turned in her direction as though he hadn't really heard her,
his eyes fixed and concentrated on something in the far away.
"Good idea, honey," he said in a distant
voice with a weird reverberation in it, almost like an echo. "They won't
let me go right now, of course. Not that I'd want to until we find out what the
hell is going on. But your getting away right now, yes, that's a really good
idea. This city's going to come apart.
Mouth open, shocked into momentary silence, she
watched as he continued doing what he'd been doing when she turned the light
on. Packing an overnight bag. In Merilu's mental attic, the idea of Jerusalem
and Washington coming apart and Chad acting weird began to resonate. It's the
end of the world, she thought. That's why all this is happening. And she hadn't
been to church in months.
He snapped the case shut, took it in one hand, and
came to give her a perfunctory kiss on the cheek.
"I don't know when I'll get back here. Be sure to
lock up when you leave. Tell your mom and daddy hello for me. I'll be in
touch.
He threw her a bonus kiss and was out the door. A
moment later she heard the front door slam, the car start up and drive away.
Only then did her waking mind remember its earlier preoccupation. Chad hadn't
acted like a man who was involved. He acted like a man who was absolutely in
the dark and almost afraid to know what was going on.
Bert
ShiptonFRIDAY
Late Friday morning, a guard rattled the bars of
Bert's cell and told him he had a visitor.
"That'd be my wife," opined Bert, with
obvious relief. Good old Benita. You had to give her credit, by God. She was a
good old girl.
"Not unless she has a bigger mustache than my
wife," said the guard, unlocking the cell and standing aside. He and Bert
knew one another in the relationship of miscreant and warder, one that had been
renewed periodically over the last several years. "I've met Benita, and
this guy's not her.
Bert, confused, shambled after the guard into the
visitors' room where he took a seat opposite a stiffly upright man garbed in a
three-piece suit and an air of unassailable rectitude.
"Bert Shipton?"
"Yeah.
"Mr. Shipton, my name is Prentice Arthur. I'm
with one of the national security agencies, and I flew in this morning
particularly to talk to you. We've just recently become aware that your wife
has become involved with some very . . . well, they're foreigners, actually,
people who may be very dangerous. I doubt very much she even realizes what
trouble they may cause, but we're very worried about her. If you can tell us
how to reach her, just so we can protect her, we'd be glad to offer you some
help in your present situation.
"I don't know where she is," Bert responded
in a guarded voice. "She left last Saturday. Left me a note. Said she'd be
in touch later.
Arthur nodded. "We're aware you don't know where
she is right now, but you may be able to help us find her. We'd be happy to
help you out with your bail, if you'd like to assist us.
"Bail?" He thought about this long enough to
flavor it with his usual bias. "Well, if you'd like to include a little
something for my time and effort, I might be able to help you.
His mustache hiding a lip sneeringly lifted at one
corner, the visitor said, "Of course. A hundred a day for your trouble.
Bert smiled, disclosing teeth evenly coated with
ocherous velour. "Happy to be of help to my country," he said,
puffing a miasma into his visitor's face.
"We'll take care of it," said Arthur, not
breathing as he turned his face aside. "Here's my card. We'll call you at
your home tonight.
"Yeah, sure," said Bert, with another smile,
from which his visitor hastily averted his eyes. "I hate to mention it,
but I'm ... a little short right now. And since my car's . . . out of
commission, I'll need a little cash to get home.
"I'll leave some money with the people up front.
The visitor rose and left, while Bert watched him every step of the way. So
little old holy-cow Benita was in trouble! Benita was never in trouble. With
some effort, he focused on the card which gave him no information except the
name, Prentice Arthur, Security and, in the lower left corner, an Albuquerque
phone number. Now why in hell did a national security suit have a local number?
Half an hour later, supplied with a hundred dollars in
twenties, Bert headed unerringly for the nearest bar. When he soared out, two
hours later, who should he run into but one of those fags his wife worked for.
"Good afternoon, Bert," this person said.
"I got a postcard from Benita today. Seems she's taken a new job in
Denver. We'll miss her. Nice to see you. Bye. The person, conscious of being
watched, then walked to the corner, and when around the corner and unobserved,
vanished.
Bert hadn't been able to bring the face quite into
focus. Which one was it? Was it Goose or was it the other one? Never mind which
one. So she was in Denver. Sure, that made sense. Not too far away to take the
bus. When he'd talked to Carlos this morning, Carlos said she'd taken a bus
wherever she was. Bookstore job made sense, too, sure, big city like that had
lots of bookstores. And Carlos said it had to be someplace on mountain time.
Well, so there he was, he already had it half figured
out! He sure as hell wasn't going to tell Mr. What's-his-name about Denver,
though. Not when they were paying him a hundred a day to find her. Wait a week.
String him along. A hundred a day was too good to pass up.
Across the street, in the front seat of a large van,
Prentice Arthur asked, "Dink, who's he talking to?"
Dink flipped through a notebook. "Looks like the
guy that runs the bookstore where the target used to work. Rene Guselier,
usually called Goose.
"Did you pick up the conversation?" asked
Arthur, over his shoulder.
"Got it," said a disembodied voice from the
back of the van. "The woman's got a job in Denver.
"He didn't say what kind of job?"
"No mention. Wouldn't it be another bookstore?
That's the only place she's ever worked. How many can there be? Denver's a
sports town, isn't it? Sports fans don't read, do they?"
"Their wives probably do," said Arthur.
"Since they have a great deal of time on their hands. Get us on the next
plane to Denver.
As the car pulled away, the voice asked, "Didn't
you tell the guy you'd meet him this evening?"
Prentice Arthur shook his head. "Look at him! By
evening he won't be in condition to meet anyone. It's only a two-hour flight if
we have to come back to pick him up.
"Morse still wants the family?"
"Well, before I left Washington, I managed to
convince him that since he really wants the woman, the man and the kids will be
more use to us helping find her than they will be locked up somewhere. The way
Morse wants to disappear people left and right, you'd think this was
Argentina!"
While the men in suits were on their way to the
airport, the subject of their surveillance managed to locate a cab, more by
luck than effort, and went home, arriving there at five. It was an hour earlier
in California, he told himself foggily. Carlos would be home, but Angelica
wouldn't. Good time to call.
The phone rang a dozen times before Carlos answered.
"Yeah.
"Hiya Carlos. How's everthing?"
"Dad? Are you out of jail?"
"I am oh-you-tee out. This guy from some federal
office, he bailed me out. He says your mom's been makin some . . . dangerous
friends. That's a ruckin kick, huh? Mama moocow, with dangerous friends.
"What are you talking about, dangerous friends?
She's got a job in Denver.
"I know that. How did you know?"
"I figured it out. She said she took a bus, and
she was on Mountain Time, so I figured Denver. You know, big city, lots of
places to work. Then I ran into Mr. Marsh, Walter Marsh, on my way home this
afternoon. Funny thing, there he was, right in front of me when I came out of
the union. He said he was in town at a booksellers' convention. Him and Goose
got a postcard from her. From Denver. After he left, I thought, wow, maybe he
has her address, but when I went chasing after him, I couldn't find him.
". . . sright. S'what the other one said.
Postcard from Denver. So, anyhow, the guy from the whatever it is, he bailed me
out. I'm gonna help find her. He giggled. "Not too fast. They got me on
the payroll, so not too fast. If they call you, you don't know. They'll pay
you, f'you play it right.
"Right, Dad. Thanks for the tip. Now you'd better
have a nap.
"Right. Right. He hung up and staggered off to
the bedroom. Funny. Usually beers didn't hit him like this. Musta been all
those days without any. Out of shape, that was it. Days in jail could leave you
out of shape.
And in California, Carlos hung up the phone, frowning
to himself. What the hell did "dangerous friends" mean? She'd said
she'd gone out to dinner the other night, with people she'd met on the bus.
She'd been delayed getting back. But she'd just met those people. How could
other people know she had dangerous friends if they didn't even know where she
was? And where the hell had Walter Marsh disappeared to? He'd chased after him
within ten seconds and the guy had just vanished!
And where could he find this guy who was willing to
pay him?
From
Chiddy's journal
At one point in our careers, Vess and I were assigned
to the offices of the Confederation, where we were to represent the Pistach
people in working with other races. We of the Pistach have a unique place in
the Confederation as we are the only race that is largely undifferentiated at
birth, the only one that selects persons to perform specific functions on the
basis of ability. Alas, such is not the case with certain other races, some of
whose diplomats would be better employed turning compost on a swamp planet.
The variety found within the Confederation is
interesting. There are, for example, the Credons, a differentiated people,
though their differentiation happens before they are hatched, rather as it does
to your bees and ants and termites. What they are when they are hatched is what
they will continue to be: egg layer, fertilizer, light worker, heavy worker,
engineer, thinker, and fighter. They have no differentiation equivalent to
diplomat or representative, and they are inclined to send whomever is standing
about at the time. When they send thinkers to work with us, we manage to
cooperate, but when they send workers or engineers, our functioning is less
felicitous. Their first question is always, "What are you for?" A
question which persons of other races may find some difficulty in answering.
Another differentiated race is the Oumfuz, which is as
close as we can get to pronouncing the gulp they use for a label. They are a
swamp-living race, one that cannot work in dry or high-gravity situations. They
are born either grubbers, workers, or reasoners, a deeply philosophical group,
much concerned with the thoughts and plans of other races and how those have
changed over time. The Oumfuz create no artifacts. The grubbers feed both
themselves and the reasoners, whose philosophies are communicated orally to one
another. In fact, the great library on Pistach-home contains the only
recordings extant of Oumfuz thinking. They were crystallized by one of our
explorers and are being slowly translated by a team of athyci who speak
Oumfuzziza, though they admit that no Pistach can ever really understand the
Oumfuz.
An interplanetary people who do not themselves build
or maintain ships are the Flibotsi, a joyous winged race, not winged as we are,
at intervals, depending upon our selection, but capable of flight during their
entire lifetimes. Whenever I am around them, I am reminded of panel eight of
the Fresco, The Birth of Kasiwees, for in that panel he is surrounded by
little winged forms, rejoicing at his birth. So do the Flibotsi rejoice, almost
constantly. They work well with swimming or flying peoples, particularly those
who are not troubled by purpose. Quite frankly, the races untroubled by purpose
are by far the happiest! The Flibotsi, I must confess, find the Pistach stodgy,
and we, whose humor is mostly language dependent, do not much appreciate the
purely physical fun of which the Flibotsi are capable, what you on Earth call
slapstick.
The Thwakians are an aquatic race who build tunnel
complexes beneath their seas, where they tend submarine gardens. The Vixbot are
among my favorite aliens because of their choral singing, which puts that of
any other race to shame, though in truth, your symphonic orchestras would be
good competition for them. The In-kleozese, well, the interesting thing about
the Inkleozese is that we and they descended from a common interstellar
ancestor. Many of their characteristics are similar to ours. Instead of
depositing their eggs in nootchi, however, they lay their eggs in the bodies of
domestic animals, quodm or geplis or nadgervaks. After a lengthy parturition,
about thirteen of your months, the young chew their way out of the animal,
which, since the young Inkleozese secrete substances that control bleeding and
stimulate healing in the host, almost always fully recovers.
The Inkleozese have an inborn love of order and
correctness, and because they are an elder race, with widely recognized wisdom,
the Inkleozese are our monitors. Even among the aged athyci of Pistach, the
Inkleozese are recognized as having excellent though rather elucubrative ideas.
Our philosophers struggle with their logic and, having done so, are amazed at
the clarity and good sense of their thought. The rules of Tassifoduma were
constructed largely by the Inkleozese, and they will visit us while we are with
you, as the Confederation has assigned them the duty of reviewing work done
between two or more races to assure compliance with Neighborliness.
The Xankatikitiki, the Fluiquosm, and the Wulivery are
starfaring predators, not the only ones by far, but the only ones in this
sector of the galaxy. Despite their predatory natures, they too have agreed to
the principles of Tassifoduma in order to benefit from our association. They
have made a treaty with us, promising not to invade or harvest from planets
that are part of the Confederation or those that are being helped toward
membership.
The Xankatikitiki are warriors, furry and small, about
the size of your middle-large dogs, but very fierce, supplied by nature with
weapons superior to those found on many technological worlds. They hunt in
small packs or family groups and their manner is consistently ferocious.
Whenever I meet with them, they remind me of panel eleven in the Fresco, where
the fierce Pokoti attack the peaceful Jaupati.
The Fluiquosm are lone hunters. They are what you
might call chameleons, so nearly invisible as to make locating them difficult.
Their females have hypnotic abilities and both sexes are vampiric in nature.
The Wulivery are stalkers,- vast, invulnerable, and voracious.
These three races, though fearsome, have generally
avoided incursions upon others. The few lapses by the Fluiquosm seem to have
been spurred by curiosity, not hunger, and the Wulivery are split into so many
tribes that they always have trouble with their communications, so that orders
issued by their Sn'far, or Council of Elders, do not always reach the lower
levels in time to avoid intrusion. Still, they are always contrite when these
things happen, and we manage to work things out. I must confess, however, that
the three predatory races constitute a voting bloc in the Confederation that
continues to press for more freedom of action on the part of individual
members. Don't you find that predators are those who most often assert absolute
rights to personal freedoms?
We consider that our current rules provide freedom
enough. The predatory races may not prey upon races we are helping, though
their predation upon races they discover is not subject to our review. These
are usually, though not always, non-technological races or even non-intelligent
ones. Even with them, the predators are required to exercise moderation and not
to prey so heavily as to drive any species or its culture into total
extinction. The Confederation submits to natural law in which the strong eat
the weak, but it does not allow extinctions of any species. We regard those who
wipe out other species as being, as you might say, the very bottom of the
barrel.
BenitaFRIDAY
Benita had planned to spend a couple of days in
delicious sloth, though her desire for rest unraveled as she watched CNN try to
explain the disappearance of the Old City of Jerusalem. She knew at once who'd
done it, though she had no idea why. With such an uproar going on, she thought
it would probably be impolite to inquire from any of the people from Wednesday
night's dinner, even Mr. Riley, and she had no way to reach the two individuals
she really wanted to ask.
When she went out for lunch, there were sign carriers
on the street, most of them claiming the imminent end of the world. Newspaper
headlines were huge, and the stories about Jerusalem took up the first four
pages of the Washington Post. Everyone was chattering about what it
meant or who had done it, being either angry or awed or both. Benita tried to
ignore it as she made a stop at the bank and went shopping for work clothes.
She had to haul a saleswoman away from a group with their heads together in the
corner. First things first. Until the world actually ended, people still had to
go to work, and Benita had not brought enough clothing to get through a work
week.
That evening the panic continued, with all the world's
pundits appearing over and over, different combinations of them, most of them
contradicting one another and some even contradicting what they'd said earlier
in the day. Elaine Pagels was asked to comment on the happening in the light of
Gnosticism. The head of Union Theological Seminary warned against nihilistic
millennialism. The news covered nuts in Jerusalem, both Jewish and Islamic, who
were protesting or affirming God by throwing themselves into the hole, only to
turn up unhurt out in the desert a little while later. While the religious
scholars were careful not to cast doubt on divine motives, the religious
profiteers were soliciting money like mad so they could "carry the message
of salvation in these final days. Most of the TV partisan-pundits were blaming
more earthly forces. The left wingers agreed that secret research must have
taken place, that secret weapons had been developed, and that the military
industrial complex might be responsible, though the right wingers thought other
countries had probably done it. For a wonder, nobody accused ETs, possibly out
of fear of ridicule. Benita wondered how long the president could or would keep
the truth under his hat.
Simon left a peremptory voicemail message at the
hotel, asking her to come to the shop. When she arrived, he was obviously
unnerved as he showed her upstairs to the apartment.
"These people showed up at the crack of dawn
yesterday," he said in the elevator, shaking his head. "Their
spokesman said they were from some Sephardic Foundation I've never heard of.
They provide services for worthy Hispanics of all faiths who are, as they put
it, 'Hard working and honest.' They quoted Maimonides at me. Evidently he
advocated anonymity in philanthropy. Are you Jewish?"
She gaped. "Well ... a lot of Spanish settlers in
the new world were secretly Jewish, because of the Inquisition, you know. But
if my family was, they kept it a secret from me.
"No lighting candles on Friday nights? No keeping
two sets of dishes?"
She shook her head. Actually, Grandma had lighted
candles on Friday night, and every other night. They hadn't had electricity
until just a few years before she died.
Simon continued, "I just thought it might explain
something. The spokesman wouldn't tell me how they found out about you, and he
said you knew nothing about them, but nonetheless, the crew poured in all day
yesterday, nobody would talk to me except the one older guy, who looked awfully
familiar, come to think of it, and they didn't leave until dawn.
"What on earth were they doing?"
"Wait until you see!"
She smelled it first. A strong combination of new
paint, new carpet and sawdust. The loft had been transformed. The ceiling had
been lowered and covered with drywall dotted with recessed light fixtures.
Along the line of columns, all the way to the ceiling, a substantial partition
had been built that included bookshelves on the living room side as well as a
built-in desk with computer terminal and modem. The bedroom had a closet and a
door and both rooms were now furnished tastefully. Curtains on traverse rods
covered the windows, and two colorful oriental rugs covered most of the living
room floor, which had obviously been sanded and waxed. Another big rug softened
the bedroom.
A washer-dryer had been installed. New light fixtures
glowed discreetly. The bed was made up and covered by a colorful spread. Extra
linens and towels were stacked in the cabinet. Kitchen equipment, dishes, pots
and pans were on the shelves. Here and there were Mami's things. Her sewing
basket. The little carved box she'd kept her few treasures in. A quilt Mami's
grandmother, Benita's great-grandmother, had made. Everything had been
furnished, even a large dog bed and FIDO food and water dish.
"They got everything," she said.
"Except the dog.
He muttered in a dazed voice, "The guy said he
had specific instructions how it was to be finished, and he told me to tell you
the dog would be here as soon as you move in.
"What was this outfit called?" she asked,
awed.
He pulled a scrap of paper from his breast pocket.
"Fundacion Circulo del Alto Mando. He said in English it means the Brass
Ring Foundation. Simon tented his eyebrows at her.
"Yes, it means that, sort of," she said,
hiding her amusement. It sounded like General Wallace was the alto mando, or
"big brass," who had done the talking. She couldn't imagine General
McVane making puns for her benefit.
"He said you caught the brass ring on the
merry-go-round. Have you ever heard of them?"
"Never before now," she told him. "How
strange. And wonderful, of course. For me.
"Well, me too. It saved me a hell of a lot of
work. And money. I never knew the place could look this great. I told the guy
I'd have to raise your rent, and he told me not to try it unless I wanted a
great deal of trouble. When he said it, he sounded more like a ... commanding
officer than a representative of some charity. With the dark glasses and the
hat pulled down, I couldn't really see who he was.
She said sympathetically, "They'd gone to so much
trouble, I suppose they didn't want anything to spoil it.
There was no reason not to move in at once and no
reason to go back to the hotel except to pick up her bag. Simon drove her over
and waited for her. As she paid the bill, however, she remembered the furniture
and supplies she'd ordered by catalogue. From a lobby pay phone she called the
store and spun them a story. Family emergency. She had to go back to Colorado.
Would they refund? Yes, the woman said, on non-sale items. Where would the
check come from? From their warehouse complex in Atlanta, where all the
computers were. Fine, said Benita. Cancel the order and refund what they could,
please, in care of Angelica Shipton, at such-and-such an address in California.
After dropping her bags in the apartment and opening
the windows to air out the fresh paint srnell, she went down to the bookstore
to start learning the routines. It differed from the store in Albuquerque in
many details, but basically it was the same old job. She thought it would be
more fun, however, since many of her pet gripes were eliminated. The computers
were better, faster, and the software was easier to use. The bookkeeping system
was very high tech and three-quarters automatic, and there were scanners for
perpetual inventory. She had been telling Goose for years that they needed
scanners. These shops even had a reorder program integrated with the inventory,
one that printed out the reorder lists by jobbers for any books that had sold
off the shelves within a specified period of time. All the stores were
coordinated, for accounting purposes, and all the accounting was done here.
The Washington store stayed open until 7:00, to catch
the afterwork shoppers and late calls or Web orders, many of them from
congressional offices.
"The legislature being here, with all the
lobbyists in the world hovering like bees over honey, that's where we got the
name, The Literary Lobby," Simon muttered, interrupted by a huge yawn.
"Sorry. I suppose I could have gone home to bed last night, but I didn't
want to leave the workmen alone in the building, even with the connecting doors
locked. I bunked in the office, but with this Jerusalem thing, I left the TV on
in case the world ended. I didn't want to sleep through it.
"Why don't you go on home now," she
suggested.
"I am. Your keys are on your desk: they're
labeled. Don't unlock the outside front door until ten, Monday through
Saturday. Sundays, we don't open until noon. First one in makes the coffee.
He left, locking the door behind him, and she went
back through the stockroom to the elevator and up to her own apartment, where
she found two dead male movie stars sitting next to one another on the couch.
She screamed and her balance shifted, making her stagger.
They apologized in Chiddy and Vess's voices.
She couldn't name either of their likenesses, but the
faces were familiar. "You startled me," she cried, collapsing on the
sofa. "You know, it'd really be helpful for me if you'd settle on a shape.
If you won't do that, at least give me a way to know which of you is which. You
know you've got everyone in the world upset. Why are you doing it?"
"Why are we doing what?" asked the larger
famous person, smiling tenderly at her. Benita had seen that smile somewhere.
Late movie. Old movie, black-and-white. She shook her head, trying to
concentrate. Not Gary Grant. Gregory Peck? No. Who was that other one? The
dark, incredibly handsome one? Like the heartthrob guy on ER, only more so. She
came to herself with a start.
"Why did you do that thing in Israel? And why are
you being men?" she cried. "I was just getting used to the Indian
ladies.
"Which question do you want answered," asked
the larger man gradually morphing into Indira, complete with sari.
"Why Jerusalem?"
"We did it because General McVane challenged us.
We had to show your people that we have powers, that we can do things you
can't. Your president mentioned that the Middle East was a powder keg, as he
put it, which makes Jerusalem a focal point. So, we removed it. We can remove
more of the city if the modest hole we've created so far isn't sufficient to
calm the storm.
"I should think it would only agitate
things," she said.
"Oh, it may. Temporarily. We'll do some
suspensions, too. That's usually quite efficacious.
"Suspensions?"
"We'll tell you when you need to know.
"What did you do with the Temple Mount?"
"It's intact. It isn't destroyed, just . . .
sequestered. We put the whole city away, for now. In another . . . realm. We
can transport the entire population of the area to that same place. Or, we can
pick and choose. All the Jews. Or all the Palestinians. We may even give it
back, in time. If the people earn it.
"Can I tell them that?"
"You may tell them anything we tell you,"
said Vess, indifferently. "We're very careful about what we tell you. We
don't want to put you in the position of lying to your people, or withholding
information.
She demanded, "I really need names I can use all
the time. And please warn me if you're going to be people I know are
dead!"
"Very well," said Lara, with a smile that
appeared perfectly genuine. "I am always Vess, that is, the shorter or
smaller one of whatever we are. The taller or larger will always be Chiddy.
The other said, "As we told you, these are
childhood names, from our undifferentiated years. Your people are very undifferentiated,
and for that reason, these names are probably suitable. A Chiddy is a small
plant that makes people itch, you would say 'nettle,' and a Vess is an
insectlike creature with beautiful wings, like a butterfly. You are now
wondering whether we are really male or female, and the answer is no, we
aren't.
"Chiddy, why did you scatter those people all
over Israel?"
"Well, that's rather an overstatement, don't you
think? None of them were farther than ten miles from the place they were taken.
None of them were injured. No small children were separated from parents.
People of one ethnic group were separated from other ethnic groups that might
have been inimical. If we'd put them all in one place, there would have been
injuries, violence. As he spoke, Chiddy gradually morphed back into the man he
had appeared to be before. Tyrone Power. It came back to her. Mami, sighing
over old movies of Tyrone Power.
"By the way," said Vess, also re-morphed, as
he got up to look at himself in the mirror on the far wall. "When you
speak to the president, tell him not to worry about Afghanistan. The effects
are reversible.
She opened her mouth to ask what about Afghanistan,
but Chiddy was already speaking.
"I have been eager to tell you how much we admire
your race's artistic achievements! While we were looking over the problems in
the Middle East, we stopped in Italy to view some of your famous artworks.
Vess enthused, "The Sistine Chapel. There are
simply no words!"
Benita nodded, understandingly. She had coveted a book
of Michelangelo reproductions done shortly after the ceiling was cleaned, and
Goose had given it to her for a birthday present. A huge, lovely thing. She'd
never taken it home, afraid it would be ruined by Bert in one of his rages.
She said, "Most people agree that the cleaning
was very well done. They were able to eliminate a number of changes that other
artists had made in succeeding times. In fact they discovered that one figure
they'd always thought was male was, in fact, female.
Chiddy turned away from her, his face turning a
curious shade of sick green, his body slightly curved, as though he had been
taken by sudden nausea. He trembled. "I didn't know it had been
cleaned," he murmured.
Benita reached out to him, but he gestured her away.
After a moment's silence, he turned to face her, saying brightly, "Ah,
Benita, ah, yes, we have an errand for you. He took several deep breaths.
"We need you to deliver a message to the president.
"Wouldn't it be easier for you to just
"
Chiddy glanced at Vess with what Benita understood to
be impatience.
Vess said firmly, "Benita, please. We've already
said. Please concentrate your attention. Once we've made contact and proved
that we exist by allowing recordings to be made, once we've proved that we have
power, as I imagine we have now done, we prefer not to talk to those in
authority. Those in authority always want to argue. Or complain. We have
never approached any planet where those in power did not want to do one or
both. If we speak to any person directly, or give any reason to think we might
speak to people directly, everyone in the world will want an individual
audience to complain about what we've done or suggest we do something else!
You, on the other hand, have nothing to argue about, and they can't argue with
you because you merely deliver the message. You won't know anything except what
we tell you, so bothering you is pointless.
Fascinated despite herself, she asked, "What's
the message?"
"Firstly: Two days from now, on Sunday night at
ten P.M., Eastern Time, we will announce over national television what we are
doing here and how we will proceed.
"Secondly: Once they know we are present, the
populace of a planet almost always sends us messages. The messages are to be
accumulated somewhere to be picked up. Someone will tell you where they are,
and we will pick them up. Tell the powers that be that you will not transmit
spoken messages. Even if you were constrained to do so, we would ignore them.
This is to prevent your being inundated and our being influenced by
discourtesies that might be blurted in anger, such as General McVane's outburst
the other evening.
"Are you going to rewrite our laws or something?
That could make it difficult for some people.
"No, no. Your laws will still be in effect, more
or less. They'll probably be needed less as we go along, but we won't fool with
them, at least not just yet. Tell the president not to worry about it. Any
confusion we cause will be temporary and minimal. Tell him, also, that we will
make any further announcements to the public on television, just as we will do
this first time.
"At regular intervals?"
"Not necessarily, no. Whenever we have something
to say. At this time, we plan only the first announcement, and it won't be
lengthy.
They rose and moved together out into the hall,
pausing there long enough for Chiddy to say, "When the government people
fixed your apartment, they put in a great many listening and looking devices.
We have made the ones in the bathroom inoperable, as we understand your culture
to prefer. The others we left intact. However, they will show only you, fully
clothed in whatever you choose to wear on any given day, moving about, reading,
fixing food, whatever is appropriate to the hour when you are here. If you
change clothes, the viewers will show you selecting the clothes and then going
into the bathroom to change. Whatever you are really doing, they will not see.
They are not seeing us here tonight. They are seeing you seated on the couch,
reading a book.
"Whenever we ask you to transmit a message, you
may say it appeared on your table, but it self-destructed once you had read it.
We got that idea from an old TV show of yours.
"Strange," murmured Vess, "that we had
never thought of it ourselves.
Benita murmured, "I can understand your being
enamored of old Mission Impossible technology, but if you expect them to
believe you're using me as an intermediary, you should black out this place
every now and then for a few moments. If they can see me whenever I'm here, but
never see you, and if all my time is accounted for, they'll get to the point
where they'll suspect I'm making things up.
Chiddy paused, staring at his feet in a very humanish
way.
"She's right," he said. "We have never
visited a moderately advanced world before, so we must adjust our methods.
Should it be blackouts, or fake visits?"
"I think blackouts," she said firmly.
"I'd have to remember what was supposed to have happened during fake
visits, in case they asked.
"Very well," said Chiddy. "We will
black you out for a time whenever we are with you. As we speak, we are making a
blacked-out time.
"Now, what about if I have visitors? If Simon
comes up to my apartment, or if I invite someone in?"
"On those occasions, we will let them see what is
actually happening," Chiddy said, his handsome face twisted into a
slightly lecherous leer. "Unless you ask us not to.
"That facial expression should be avoided,"
she told him severely. "It is most insulting.
"An actor named Price did it," Chiddy
replied.
"He was almost invariably the villain,"
cautioned Benita. "What about my phone line? Did they tap my phone?"
"Both this phone and the ones downstairs, yes.
But unless it is a call we ask you to make, they will hear only innocuous
conversations. You, asking if there are tickets available for the opera. You,
wondering if a retailer has an item in another color. You, ordering books. It's
all being done automatically. Believe us, no one will see or hear you doing anything
significant or embarrassing. You may scold or bless your children, laugh or
cry, or even scratch your intimate parts in private. The only calls they will
actually record are the ones you make to them.
They waved, stepped into the elevator, and closed the
door. Though she listened carefully, she heard nothing on the roof, not even
footsteps. Come to think of it, she hadn't even heard the elevator. She opened
the elevator door and found it still on her floor, but empty. It hadn't gone
anywhere. She fretted for a few moments, then went to the phone and placed the
call, announcing herself as the intermediary and asking to speak to Chad Riley.
Evidently the switchboard knew about her, for Mr. Riley was available at once.
When she mentioned Afghanistan, he interrupted her.
"But, we've just learned about it.
"About what?" she asked.
"The plague in Afghanistan. I can't talk right
now. I'll get back to you.
A surprising someone did get back to her: the First
Lady, sounding equally baffled and very slightly amused. "Yes,
Intermediary. We're told that all the women in Afghanistan have gone bald.
Overnight. Not only that . . . the women . . . they . . .
"What!" she demanded.
"They've grown long noses and long chins and
hairy moles. They've lost half their teeth. Any of them past puberty are ugly
as sin, even the young ones look like the Wicked Witch of the West, or that old
hag in Snow White. Each one has a tattoo on her forehead in the local
dialect that says, The lustful who punish beauty would be wiser to control
lust. The Afghanis are claiming we did it!"
"Of course we didn't. The aliens did! They've
fixed it so the Taliban won't have any excuse for covering them in robes and
veils and locking them up all the time!"
"That's what the Secretary of State says. She
says now that they're really ugly, they can go to the market or school or leave
the house and get a job. Is that why you called, Intermediary? Or was there
something from you know who?"
"Am I supposed to talk on the phone?"
"They tell me it's a secure line. The people who
did up your living quarters saw to things.
Oh, they most certainly did, Benita commented to
herself before taking a deep breath and delivering the message.
Long silence. "I'll tell . . . the president.
What do you think they're going to say on TV?"
"I haven't even a hint, ma'am. They said I can
say to you anything they said to me, but in this case they didn't tell me what
they have in mind. They did say the Old City still exists, that they've put it
on another world . . . no, in another realm, is what they said. They said they
can selectively put all the Jews or all the Palestinians in that same place, if
they choose, and they hinted that the people in the Middle East can get
Jerusalem back if they'll quit killing each other.
"It still exists?"
"They said they didn't destroy it, just moved it.
They also said to tell the president that Afghanistan is reversible, but I
didn't know what they meant until now.
Long silence. Then the FL said, "The only thing
I'm sure of at the moment is there has to be a press conference. This has gone
way beyond keeping to ourselves. Even if McVane hadn't broken security, there
are too many things happening. If they're going to broadcast on Sunday night,
we have to let the public know before then. People have to know that were not
hiding anything.
"They also need to know you have little or no
control over what's happening," cautioned Benita. "Otherwise, you may
get blamed for it. Will the president be back in time?"
"He'll be back late tomorrow afternoon.
"Did the recordings come out? The ones you all
made at the dinner?"
"You knew about that?"
"Well, they said so, remember? They said they'd
allowed it.
"The recordings came out. They don't show Indira
and Lara, however. They show two sort of humanoid creatures with corrugated
heads and several sets of eyes. Can you explain that?"
She thought about it. "They appeared as women in
saris because we could be comfortable with that. And, probably, because they're
practicing being human in order to figure us out. They wouldn't want to stir up
animosity against India, however, and being two women in saris could have done
that. So, they were women in saris to us, but to the rest of the world they'll
look like something definitely extraterrestrial.
"They told you this?"
"No. I'm only guessing.
"Very sensible for guessing. Have you seen them
again?"
"They visited me here in the apartment. She
thought about telling what they'd appeared as, then discarded the notion.
Everyone was confused enough. "I can't pronounce their real names, so
they're using nicknames, from when they were children. Chiddy and Vess. They've
promised to stick with that.
"Well, I'd better pass all this along,"
murmured the FL. "Ten P.M., Eastern time, day after tomorrow. By the way,
Sasquatch is en route. General Wallace had him picked up at the kennel, and he
should be with you tomorrow.
Sasquatch arrived on Saturday morning. The phone rang
at eight, as she was having her breakfast, and an anonymous voice said somebody
was waiting with the dog at the outer door. Before she unlocked and opened it,
she gave the man a good looking-over, recognizing him as one of the security
people present at the dinner. There was no trouble recognizing Sasquatch. He
lunged through the door when she barely opened it, jerking the man at the other
end of the leash off balance so that he stumbled in after the dog.
"I'm sorry," she cried, around the mess of
fur that had reared up and put his paws on her shoulders. "Are you all
right?"
He picked himself up, unwinding the leash from his
hand. "He's a big one. It's hard to make him go anywhere he doesn't want
to, isn't it? Are you okay with him, or do you need some help?"
"I'm fine with him," she replied, easing
Sasquatch into a more suitable position, with all four feet on the ground.
"Thank you for bringing him.
"That's all right," he said, saluting as he
backed away to let the door swing closed.
As she pulled the door shut and locked, she saw him
trudging away toward a station wagon parked behind the store. Sasquatch
followed her into the elevator, albeit unwillingly, where he howled until it
reached the roof. There she took the leash off and allowed him to move about,
sniffing and marking territory on every protruding vent pipe or aerial. He put
his front feet up on the parapet, which was quite high enough to prevent anyone
falling over by accident, and looked over the edge several times, commenting
sotto voce when he saw something interesting, such as another dog. Then he went
over to the big planter and had a drink from the pan beneath the air
conditioner. Someone had hooked up the watering tubes, Benita noticed. The soil
was moist and translucent green frills were coming up very quickly, already
several inches high. Benita had been on the roof the day before, and she hadn't
noticed anything growing then.
Sasquatch went down the metal steps onto the lower
roof of the other building and went through the same routine there. When he ran
out of pee, she led him back into the elevator and took him down to the
apartment, where she showed him his bed, his food dish, already stocked with
kibble, and his water bowl.
He roved the apartment, smelling every piece of
furniture and along the edge of every rug. He found the open living room window
at the center of the row, one of the two in that room that actually opened.
Benita let the windows stand open when it was cool and dry outside, for the
illusion of fresh air if not the reality. Sasquatch put his front feet on the
deep sill and stood for a while looking at cars moving on the street below.
Finally, the dog found the bedroom. He ignored the
large dog bed in the corner, leaping immediately upon her bed, where he circled
twice, lay down and went to sleep.
On Saturday evening, the president held a press
conference. He said the Earth was being visited by extraterrestrials, he
explained that a recording had been made at a recent meeting, and he showed the
tape, though without sound. The president explained that neither he nor the
vice president had been able to be present at the hastily arranged affair, but
he introduced each of the participants, Mr. Riley from the FBI, representing
the Attorney General, General McVane from the Pentagon, General Wallace, a
well-known and loved representative of the American People, the First Lady,
representing the president, the Secretary of State, representing the U.S.
government, and the two envoys. Also, a woman he called, "Jane Doe, the
intermediary selected by our visitors.
Someone, perhaps the ETs, had morphed Benita's face
and hair on the tape, making her a blonde, twenty pounds heavier, with a
different nose and mouth. Benita, while being glad she wasn't recognizable,
didn't appreciate the disguise. When the tape came to the after-dinner
speeches, the sound came on so everyone could hear the speeches: the FL, the
SOS, the general, and then the envoys. The tape stopped moments before the
visitors disappeared.
The president went on in his serious voice.
"Since the dinner last Wednesday evening, we have had one further message
from our visitors. Tomorrow night at ten o'clock, Washington time, seven
Pacific time, the envoys will address the nation on television, explaining
their intentions. Prior to that occurrence, I will be meeting with various
congressional committees. I know many of you have questions. Foremost among
them will no doubt be the question of whether our visitors were responsible for
the recent events in Israel and Afghanistan. The intermediary tells us they say
they are responsible, though they have not told her how it was done. They
assure her Jerusalem was not destroyed but remains whole, elsewhere. They
assure her the so called ugly-plague in Afghanistan is reversible.
"I would ask you to keep in mind that no one has
died in either Israel or Afghanistan as a result of these happenings. At this
point, I am as much in the dark as you are, and I cannot answer any questions.
We should all be patient. We have detected no malicious intent in our visitors.
We believe they are what they represent themselves to be. All questions will
eventually be answered, and it would be helpful if speculation were kept to a
minimum.
He started to leave, to a babble of "Mr.
President, Mr. President," stopping when one reporter shouted: "Tell
us about Jane Doe, Mr. President, you can tell us that!"
He turned back to the lectern. "Jane Doe is an
American housewife. She is married and has children. I cannot tell you why the
extraterrestrials picked her, and she doesn't know. Both the envoys and Jane
Doe herself have asked that she remain anonymous. She is not a celebrity, she
has not chosen to be a public figure. As the envoys made clear, they chose
someone who would have no personal agenda concerning their actions or ours,
rather than some head of state or government employee or political figure who
might have an ax to grind. She knows no more than we do. Think of her as a kind
of telephone line between them and us. She's not responsible for what comes and
goes over the line, so let us set aside our prurient, window-peeping greed for
the private details of others' lives and leave her alone.
This time he departed, refusing any other questions.
"Fat chance they'll leave me alone," Benita
remarked to Sasquatch. "The Sunday papers will be full of speculation,
ninety-nine percent of it useless! Some politicos will say it's all fake.
The bookstore didn't open until noon on Sunday. Early
in the morning, however, the Washington Post and the New York Times were
delivered through a chute from the side street into the stockroom, along with
half a dozen other papers from around the country. Around eight o'clock, she
went down to get herself copies of several, bringing them back upstairs to
read. The outcry was predictable. Her least favorite columnist's prissy face
sneered above his usual malicious column, and a good many others decried the
president's "unwillingness" to answer questions, raised the
possibility that Jane Doe might be either the president's mistress or a foreign
agent, or offered the idea that the whole thing had been done by special
effects and that the president no doubt knew more than he admitted to knowing.
Various other pedants offered opinions ranging from
the necessity for an immediate declaration of war against any one or several of
five foreign countries to the novel idea, expressed by one fat talk show host,
that the envoys were simply Democrats in ET suits, trying to distract the
nation from more pressing matters such as cutting taxes. Photo excerpts from
the dinner tape were used and reused on page after page of the newspapers. The
many-eyed monsters, however, who should have seemed ogreish, actually appeared
to be rather loveable, like a cross between a sharpei puppy and a jumping
spider done by Disney animation artists.
The furnishings of the apartment included a television,
something Benita hadn't thought to order for herself. At a quarter to ten that
night she was poised on the edge of the couch with Sasquatch at her feet. No
one had said which station, and she was prepared to surf them all. At five to
ten, however, the show she was watching faded away and soothing music began to
play over a pattern of moving fronds, like a forest. Every channel including
the shopping and religious networks had the same music, the same fronds. At
precisely ten o'clock, the music faded, the fronds parted to disclose the
images of Chiddy and Vess, larger and smaller, side by side. They had the same
form as in the tape of the dinner, though now the mouths seemed to be more
flexible. They were wearing clothing that did not look at all like a uniform.
When they spoke, the lips moved the way human lips move, and when not moving,
they smiled. The skin around the largest pairs of eyes crinkled warmly.
"We bring greetings from the people of Pistach to
the people of Earth," said Chiddy. "As we have explained to your
officials, we have come to assist you in meeting the prerequisites for galactic
coexistence, what we call Tassifoduma, what you in the United States would call
Being Neighborly. Tassifoduma is a prerequisite for planets wishing to join the
Confederation of intelligent life-forms. We have chosen to start with your
country because it will serve as a pattern for all the rest.
"The first prerequisite of Being Neighborly is to
have a society in which almost all individuals achieve contentment, since
discontented societies often explode over their borders into other people's
space, causing great trouble and woe. You have many examples of these
disruptions in your own history. There are some such going on in your world
even now, so we need not belabor the point.
"To begin with, therefore, we will help you
balance your country among its many needs and demands to provide greater
comfort and contentment to all your people, greater care and attention to your
environment. The first step in any project is to find out what is happening to
cause woe. The second step is to discontinue the cause! To stop a flood, one
must find out where the water is coming from and then shut off the water. To
stop a fire, one must find out what is burning and then remove the fuel. So, we
will first find out what conditions are most distressing for the people, then
we will help you discontinue the conditions which lead to pain, frustration,
and misery.
"Being Neighborly means not upsetting people! In
order for us to avoid upsetting you, we must first determine what you value and
believe and want. This week, each person over the age of eight will receive a
questionnaire designed to elicit that person's beliefs and wants. This
questionnaire must be completed with promptness and complete honesty. If people
were to tell us untruthfully that they wanted longer working hours for less
pay, and if we were to set up conditions requiring longer working hours at less
pay, those people might be most distressed. Each questionnaire will be in your
language, whatever your language is, just as this program is in your language,
whatever your language is. If you have any difficulty, you may call the number
printed at the bottom of the questionnaire and an assistant will be provided
for you. When the questionnaires have been returned in the envelopes provided,
we will tabulate them, and only then will we take the first step.
"We are sure you have all heard of the disappearance
of Jerusalem and the change in appearance of the women of Afghanistan. A
military man who met with us last Wednesday demanded proof that we could do
what we said we could. While in our society such a challenge would be very
impolite, we took no offense. We selected two proofs that would harm no one and
have some positive value, while still being illustrative of our abilities. The
more freedom given the women of Afghanistan, the prettier they will become. The
more they are kept in seclusion, the uglier they will get and the worse they
will smell, and lest anyone vent anger by attacking a woman or women, anyone
doing so will bear the pain himself. During the past week, several attempts to
stone women to death have resulted in the severe mashing and bone-breaking of
the stone-throwers. They are not dead, we do not believe in causing deaths, but
they will take a long painful time to heal.
"Also, the greater the peace prevailing among
Israelis and Palestinians, the more likelihood that Jerusalem will be returned.
A continuance of violence might lead to the expansion of the hole we have
already made, or even to the removal of other sacred sites or what we call
suspensions. Suspensions cause selective groups to fall into a comatose state.
It is a most effective tool for peace when a whole nation is suspended for a
week or a month or even a year or longer, while life goes on around them.
Certain countries in your world seem intent upon interfering with others or
harboring what you call terrorists. These countries are candidates for
suspension, all or in part. The parents among you probably make fighting
children take a time out. It is a good way to combat violence. If we had been
here when Serbia began to behave so badly, we would have suspended all its
people for a year, at least, and we would have found the leaders responsible
for the bad behavior and shown them their errors.
"You should know that we do not require persons
to agree with us. You have freedom of speech in this country, and it is
valuable both to you and to us. We have no interest in hampering it. You may
insult us if you wish. You may call us ugly names. We take no offense. Insults
and names will not change the situation before you, which admits of only two
alternatives. To be a neighbor, Earth must be a world in which children are
born to peace and a place of their own, in which all are educated, in which
personal freedoms and community civilities are well balanced, in which the
environment is respected and unnatural conflict is restrained. Either we will
be successful in helping your world achieve this, or we will leave it as it is,
building a fence around it so that your people may not leave it. Many of your
politicians may hope we do exactly that. Their horizons are narrow and they do
not seek to widen them. Others, however, would regret the confinement. In order
to do what is best, we need to know what you want.
"We thank you for your time and attention, and we
return you to your usual programming.
The two disappeared, the screen blinked and became the
X-Files. Benita reflected that the X-Files might find it
necessary to do some re-taping. The truth was no longer out there, it was right
here, staring her in the face.
EARTH VISITED BY
EXTRATERRESTRIALS
ALIENS APPEAR ON TELEVISION
REPUBLICANS ATTACK PRESIDENT
MORSE
CLAIMS PRESIDENT WITHHELD
INFORMATION
WHITE HOUSE ADMITS DELAY,
FEARED HOAX
PRESIDENT DIDN'T WANT TO PANIC
PUBLIC
MYSTERIOUS KILLING IN FLORIDA
BONES OF MEN FOUND TRAMPLED
INTO EARTH
ACLU DECRIES ATTEMPT TO
QUESTION AMERICAN PUBLIC
QUESTIONNAIRES COULD THREATEN
CIVIL LIBERTIES
ALIENS ARE INSECTS, SAYS
SCIENTIST
OTHERS SAY TOO MANY LEGS
AMERICAN PSYCHIATRIC
ASSOCIATION CLAIMS ETS ARE PSYCHOLOGICALLY HUMAN
NO VIOLENCE IN MID-EAST IN
PAST THREE DAYS
From
Chiddy's journal
Dearest Benita, I think you may be interested in
learning more of how our people deal with various difficulties, and in that
regard I remember vividly the Pistach colony planet of Assurdo. Newly colonized
planets seldom conform exactly to Pistach propriety. The usual pattern is one
of imbalance: too few people trying to do too many things,- too many
undifferentiated ones selected as breeders when their dreams lie elsewhere,
selectors who are, themselves, inexperienced, though at least a few experienced
selectors are always provided to new colonies. After a decade or so, things
flatten out, and by the time the oldest settlers are being retired, the colony
has achieved good order.
On Assurdo, however, the situation was a great deal
worse than mere imbalance! In the sixth year of settlement, an inceptor had
gone rogue and killed several selectors, including all the experienced ones. Ke
had been immediately captured and put in a sleep locker, of course, but no one
had had the presence of mind to send to Pistach-home for athyci.
Too much later, arriving for what was supposed to be a
routine visit, Vess and I found the settlement in chaos. When we confronted the
settlement manager, ke told us about the killings and showed us the sleep
locker in which Chom, the assailant, was confined. When we reviewed the
selector records, it was apparent to us that Chom should have been selected as
a campes, a te. Everything about Chom screamed campes: the muscularity, the
energy level, the preoccupation with present satisfactions coupled with limited
ability to foresee consequences or connections, the obsessive attention to
habit and routine, the suspicion of novelty.
One of the less experienced selectors, however, had
selected Chom as an inceptor on the grounds of certain self-gratifying
behaviors which a more experienced selector would have recognized as infantile
survivals. In addition to bad selection, training for inceptor-hood had been so
abbreviated that none of Chom's natural territoriality had been fully
suppressed.
Campesi are obsessive about their own space and their
own habits. Chom had become obsessed with one particular receptor. Campesi are
suspicious of novelty, which meant that Chom could not be easily diverted to
other receptors. Campesi need routine and immediate satisfactions, and Chom had
enjoyed the routines and satisfactions of that particular receptor and
continued to plague ker even when the receptor was brooding and not in
condition to receive an inceptor's attentions.
To state it simply: Chom had gone breeding-mad, and
when the receptor had repulsed ter, te had invaded a meeting of the entire
selectorial body at their annual Fresco Meditation breakfast, killed over half
of them and then attempted to kill self.
Though the receptor in question subsequently delivered
a fine egg to the nootch, ke had been gravely traumatized by the incident and
requested immediate reselection as a field campes, working on one of the
outlying farms. All this, and still no one had sent for athyci! The
remaining selectors were required by the rules of settlement to do so, but they
did not.
We recognize a reluctance on the part of inexperienced
persons to get athyci involved in their troubles. Inexperienced persons are
often ingenuous. They have a sweet naivete about them, an innocent faith that
if they can only talk long enough about problems, they will come up with
solutions that will not hurt anyone. They have a penchant for committees and
group discussions, for bumbling along, never wishing to offend but unable to
avoid offense, always caring but never courageous, always pitying but never
resolute, always doubting but stubbornly avoiding decision.
So they had done on Assurdo. In the absence of
experienced mentors, the inexperienced selectors had continued doing their
well-intentioned worst. There was no malice in them, though there was a good
deal of mis-hoping. Mistake compounds mistake, and by the time we arrived,
conditions had deteriorated into near anarchy. I reminded myself of panel four
of the Fresco, Peaceful Work, in which the Jaupati are shown working
usefully under the watchful eyes of Pistach mentors, though in the preceding
panel three, Uniting the Tribes, the Jaupati are shown in total chaos
and disarray. The situation could be fixed. It was not impossible. I told
myself this, over and over.
The selectors, being young and proud and unwilling to
offend, had fallen into the trap of choosing far too many specialized castes.
When a selector is too sympathetic, le may overvalue the least passing interest
expressed by an undifferentiated one, assuming this transitory regard is a sign
of talent or affinity. If the selector is also impatient and/or overworked, the
selector may neglect to observe the candidate's actual performance during the
selection process, thus allowing the first impression to prevail. Commit this
same error over and over for a period of several decades and anarchy results!
The colony was awash in artists who did no art, sculptors who sculpted nothing,
musicians who were pitch deaf, doctors who couldn't distinguish healthy persons
from sick ones, much less treat the diseases. When I remember it, dear Benita,
I think of your spouse and son. There were a great many Berts and Carloses in
that settlement! There were even a few contempli sitting about, looking at the walls.
One can't train contempli in a new colony! Contempli need advanced mentoring of
very specialized types! How does one come up with the design of new nanobots or
spaciotemporal diffusers by looking at walls! Oh, mathematical contempli do a
lot of staring into space, I grant you, though they would rather scribble
abstruse formulae on the walls than stare at them, but one cannot come up with
micro-chem experts or morph-beam engineers in a new colony!
All these specialists were, of course, drawing their
rations, keeping cozy and warm, accomplishing nothing, while the colony was
desperate for ditch diggers to install the sewage system, plumbers to hook up
the drains, technicians to install the hydroelectric plant which had been
shipped with the settlers, and so on. Pistach systems are carefully engineered
to afford gainful, useful employment for all members, even the inevitable
supply of glusi (except under conditions of glusi glut, as previously
mentioned) but in the colony of Assurdo, the balance had been lost and there
were misassignment glusi everywhere!
What was wrong was apparent and needed no
investigation, though the stench around the villages and the extent of the
disorder overwhelmed us. As an immediate alleviation, Vess and I took over the
work of the selectors on the grounds they had failed in their duty by not
summoning us sooner. Due to the extremity of the situation, we decided to use
the machines we carried on our ship. Philosophically, the Pistach are opposed
to the use of machines on settlement worlds, preferring a lengthy, slow
evolution of community, with its own history and culture. In this case,
however, cjefissit moltplat gom, as we say: emergencies make their
own rules. You would say, any port in a storm. Inasmuch as the community
was up to its tonal detectors in sewage, the machines were necessary to speed
the drainage and alleviate the smell!
While the machines worked at that, we put the
selectors through our memory drain, using a standard NB primary association
identifier (Type 9Zwok) to strain childhood memories into a Tressor-Hines
multibank synaptic synthesizer where they were stored while we went on to wipe
all later memories clean, leaving their minds utterly blank. We then used the
newest Bertrani omni-feed to restore only the childhood memories, stripped of
all later associations. The former selectors were thus stopped at age twelve,
when they had been undifferentiated. Then, we reselected them, most of them as
campesi. Though many lacked the musculature of true campesi, with proper
hormonal treatment they bulked up to a satisfactory level, and as soon as the
accelerated process was complete, we set all of them to continuing the sewage
system, though we pulled out any who showed managerial talent to receive
further education in waste management or hydropower systems.
We then examined the records of all those misselected
proffi and contempli, all those artists, sculptors, doctors and what have you,
applying the Fynor-Noot allied skill analysis system. Failed sculptors, those
who had actually liked stone, became masons, foundation layers, aqueduct
builders. Failed artists, those who enjoyed color, became painters of rooms,
houses and barns. Those who had fancied themselves doctors because of a desire
to help and care for others were assigned as creche managers, animal tenders,
and the like. Most of these people did not need regression. Doing work they
could succeed at would in time erase any longing for a time when things were
otherwise. In very short order virtually all of them were doing well and taking
pleasure in their work. Those few who fancied specialized caste for reasons of
power or prestige and who might, therefore, harbor resentments and unfulfilled
ambitions were treated as the selectors had been: memory removal and regression
to age twelve.
This was a long, tiring process. There were fewer than
a hundred to be regressed each period, but they scream so when the memories are
drained, and they must be conscious for it to be done correctly, leaving their
psyches intact. Both Vess and I became weary and depressed, for there was no
relief in the settlement, nothing attractive on which one could rest one's
eyes, nothing amusing, nothing soothing. Everything and everyone was at war
with everything and everyone else. When we began, only a tiny fraction of the
persons were doing work they were suited for, and even they were constantly
frustrated by interdependent workers who did not function properly. Still, day
by day, we pulled a bit farther out of the morass. Day by day we saw people doing
work they liked and doing it well, even the regressed ones who had been
reselected.
One morning, leaving the ship, I came across a small
garden tended by a child who was singing a hymn to Mengantowhai as te pulled
weeds from among the flowers and fed them to a nearby flock of flosti who
gabbled and stretched their long mouthparts to receive a share while the
flost-herd stood contentedly by with his noose. It was so ... right! So
interdependently lovely. As I gazed at child/ garden/flosti, my vocal sac filled
with fluid and I turned away, gargling, deeply moved. Vess patted toner on an
appendage and uttered comfort words, I suppose the Pistach equivalent of your
Earthian, "there, there. (Which, by the way, confuses us greatly. What
is there? And why two of them?) This little garden was the first
functionality, the first real sign of emerging order, the signal to bring new
selectors into the mix.
By that time, as we had been on Assurdo for well over
a year, a number of undifferentiated ones awaited selection. In our role as
athyci, Vess and I prayed for Mengatowhai's intercession in granting us a small
miracle, which was, wondrously, granted. At least a ten of the undifferentiated
ones had the proper tendencies to become selectors. We double-checked ourselves
during the selection process and spent more time than usual in training. At the
end of another year, Assurdo was, so to speak, on its feet. The new selectors
had been shown the ugliness and disfunctionality caused by the errors of their
predecessors, and they had been supervised through selection after selection,
learning that they must never, never select someone for a more specialized life
simply because that person wants to try it or envies the prestige of those who
do it or think it might be interesting. "Num g'klum, num b'flum, humnum te
des ai," we said. "Where there is no affinity and no skill, you
cannot make an ai out of a te. Your people, dear Benita, have the same saying,
about the ears of swine, or pearls before pigs, or silk billfolds, or something
of the kind.
All that was left for us to do was clean up the loose
ends. As I've mentioned, of the people we had simply reselected without
regression, virtually all had worked out well and were contented in their
tasks. A few, however, who at first had seemed to be doing well had in fact had
been spoiled by the earlier selection, and their moods and angers affected
their work-mates adversely. By the time this was known, both Vess and I were
fatigued. We did not wish to take the time for memory wipe, regression, and
reselection, so we told the unhappy ones to choose between going to a
long-established colony where they might return to specialized caste if they
chose, or returning to Pistach-home for regression, conditioning and
reselection.
Two chose the colony, so on the way home we made a
detour to our detention settlement on Quirk, which was then celebrating its
tricentennial. Quirk was designed to serve as a settlement for those of our
people who cannot find satisfactory roles in the normal Pistach way.
Dissatisfaction happens from time to time, and we take no pleasure in the pain
and frustration of those who cannot fit in. Therefore, Quirk: a subtropical
planet with a dozen or so towns sprawling across pleasant valleys near the sea.
There is food for the picking, water for the drinking, no power needed for
warmth, and the sanitation systems are self-repairing. The towns are not
particularly pleasing in an aesthetic sense, as they have neither order nor
discernable functionality, but Pistach-home provides ample equipment and
supplies for its free-spirited population. Naturally, there are no functioning
inceptors or receptors among the inhabitants, any of these castes who are sent
there are sterilized though not otherwise altered. Lar-vabots and childbots are
provided for nootchi. Except for actual reproduction, persons on Quirk may play
any roles they like.
One of the persons we set ashore on Quirk was a former
proffe, T'Fees, a handsome person, stalwart and strong, who had been reselected
as a seemingly perfect campes, but was unhappy in that role. He had been
selected originally as an artist, though te had no real talent. Though te could
not create art, te had well-formed opinions concerning it and insights that I
found remarkably fine. Perhaps if te had been selected to teach art, he would
have been content, but his ambitions did not reach in that direction. Or, if we
Pistach allowed the role of critic, T'fees would have fulfilled that role. We
do not critique the works of others for public edification, however. To
question the value of others' works publicly would be to denigrate them in our
society.
I think of T'Fees often when I learn of Earth people
who fail at their chosen lives, or those like your Van Gogh, who become a
success only after they are dead. On Pistach, we do not change our opinions of
former persons. What good does it do an unhappy man to become a genius after
his death? Or a living person to be a failure at his dreams? Among Pistach, all
except glusi are successful, and even glusi are encouraged to believe they are.
All must believe in their success,- otherwise meager aptitudes breed great
rancor.
During the voyage from Assurdo to Quirk, I spent many
pleasant hours with T'Fees, usually playing sheez or bactak. I remember well
the occasion, toward the end of one day shift, when T'Fees asked by what right
Vess and Chiddy had disrupted teros life and the life of others on Assurdo.
I asked if te had ever seen the Fresco. Te replied
that te had not. Te had never been on Pistach-home. The ceremonial buildings on
ter homeworld did not, of course, contain a copy of the Fresco. Te had,
however, seen the Glumshalak Compendium with the sketches drawn shortly after
the Fresco was finished. The ship carrying the Compendium had stopped on
Assurdo for refueling, and for some inexplicable reason had, while there,
allowed the local populace to file past the revered book.
"You ask what gives us the right," I said.
"Panel fifteen of the Fresco, The Blessing of Cantborel, shows us
Mengantowhai, foreseeing the martyrdom that would give him divine authority,
passing this authority to Canthorel. When Canthorel came to Pistach-home, it
was passed to aisos successors through the holy Fresco. Mengan-towhai's holy
authority has descended to the athyci of Pistach down the centuries, each
receiving it from those who have received it before in an unbroken line.
"And who gave it to Mengantowhai?" te asked.
"Universal Purpose," I replied. "This
Purpose was made manifest when Mengantowhai first came into contact with the
Jaupati. Panel one of the Fresco, The Meeting, shows us they were a
primitive race. They warred among themselves. It is even said the Jaupati were
per-sonophagic, though the truth of that assertion is unproven. In panel two of
the Fresco, The Steadfast Docents, we are shown teachers, appointed by
Mengantowhai, asking the Jaupati if they desire peace and freedom from want and
pain, and they are crying as with one voice that they do. The Jaupati put
themselves in his hands, and he worked with them for many years.
"What did he do to them?"
"He did nothing to them. He did a great deal with
them. He taught them how to differentiate their young toward ultimate
contentment. He taught them how to structure an economy so there would be work
for all. He taught them how to breed one offspring at a time instead of
litters, like pflggi, for it is absolutely true that no nootch, or parent, can
civilize a litter! He taught them how to educate their young in order to avoid
being glutted by whole families of glusi. And they were grateful. In panel six,
The Offerings, we see the Jaupati bringing gifts to Mengantowhai.
"Yet I have heard Mengantowhai died a martyr's
death at their hands.
"That assertion is heretical. Mengantowhai was
not killed by the Jaupati but by the Pokoti. In panel nine, Evangelism, we
see the Jaupati leader, Kasiwees, raising a force to defend Mengantowhai
against the Pokoti. In panel ten, The Envious Pokoti, we see the Pokoti
plotting against the Jaupati. In panel eleven, The Attack, we see the
abduction of Mengantowhai by the Pokoti. The Pokoti tried to force him to tell
them the secrets of selection, the skills of economic design, the way to have
one offspring at a time. These are not things one can tell, like a recipe for
flosti-gut pate! They are not things one should communicate except by example.
Mengantowhai was badly wounded during his abduction. In panel twelve, The
Rescue, we see Canthorel arriving to save him. Mengantowhai did not die for
some time following, for panels thirteen, fourteen and fifteen show him still
alive.
"And what are those panels called?" T'fees
asked.
"Thirteen is Mengantoivbai's Sermon, his
teaching to his people. Then, The Fearful Faithless, the departure of
the Pistach who feared another attack by the Pokoti, and finally, The
Blessing of Canthorel, which I have already mentioned. This is followed by
panel sixteen, Departure of Canthorel.
"And what happened to the Jaupati?"
"Maddened by Mengantowhai's passing, they locked
themselves in a death-struggle with the Pokoti. Canthorel was unable to bring
peace, as there was too much hatred on both sides, and ai departed from the
world. Panel seventeen, the final panel of the Fresco, the one that lies
between the left-hand doors, shows the last Jaupati, Kasiwees, kneeling in
prayer before the shrine of Mengantowhai while the last Pokoti sneaks from
behind him with a blade. We know from the associated Pistach symbols of renewal,
flying flosti, bulbs, worm jars, that Kasiwees is praying for Mengantowhai's
return. Kasiwees is our exemplar. When we enter the ranks of the athyci, we
swear to respond to the Plea of Kasiwees. This Kasiwean Oath commits us to
meeting the needs of others by bringing Mengantowhai's help, as set out in the
Fresco of Canthorel.
"Is the Fresco very beautiful?" te asked me,
after a long, thoughtful pause. "Though I am now only a former artist, I
judged that the Compendium was not very artistically done.
Though it was painful for me to tell T'Fees it was
virtually invisible behind its veils of grime, in the interest of truth I did
so, explaining that its holiness prevented our cleaning it. "As for
beauty, we know that Canthorel painted only beauty," I replied. I knew
this had to be true, regardless of how it was conveyed in Glumshalak's
Compendium.
T'fees and I grew to be almost friends upon that
journey. I was hurt by the look te gave me when ton'i parted on Quirk. By that
time, of course, all those from Assurdo knew that only adults come to Quirk and
no real children are ever born there. They also knew why: because the people of
Quirk value their own individuality over the welfare of the whole, and
Mengantowhai's rule allows no young to be brought into a world that has not
prepared an orderly, safe and peaceful place for them.
You will be sympathetic to this, I know, dearest
Benita. Though not all human receptors or nootchi are good ones, you fulfilled
those roles ably. You bore children, and you labored mightily to be sure they
had an orderly, safe, and peaceful place. It is a sorrow that one of your
children was unable to appreciate this. Some other races in the Confederation
do not have our ways. They are like some of your people on Earth. They demand
that children be born, even without a place for them or a good person to nootch
them. If the children die, well, say they, it is the will of their gods. I do
not like such ways,- certainly I would not follow such gods.
I remember often what you said the night of our dinner
with your people, about your people improving while your god stayed the same. I
think of the races I have known who defined their gods when they were still
savages, giving their gods the power and cruelty they themselves displayed. The
gods of the Fluiquosm, for example, are invisible spirits of death. And the
Wulivery carve their hungry gods into immortal stone, while the Xankatikitiki
recite long sagas of their heavenly hunters. So they have gone on, generation
after generation, unchanging, and in following them, their peoples have shut
off all avenues to a better way of life. Would it not be a good thing if we
could retire old gods, like old soldiers, to a peaceful place in the country?
Let them live like retired warriors whose time of violence is past? Or like old
politicians, perhaps, who have learned the wrong lessons in striving youth and
have not had enough lifetimes to unlearn them.
Pistach
managementMONDAY
On Monday, the Pistach Questionnaires were delivered
by postmen to every household. They came in a plain brown envelope containing
individual packets for various members of the family. Some were for adult
women, some for adult men, some for children between eight and twelve, others
for teenagers. The instructions specified that each person must first select
the age and gender appropriate packet, affix his or her own thumbprint on the
sticky patch at the top of each page, then answer the questions below, without
help, in pencil or pen.
"If the person filling out the questionnaire is
someone other than the thumb printer, the questionnaire will
self-destruct," said the instructions. "If the person filling out the
questionnaire is under duress or being helped, the questionnaire will
self-destruct. Please, do this individually and honestly.
Benita, reading this, was most amused. They had found
a use for old Mission Impossible technology after all.
The questionnaires included several hundred questions
about society, about people's positions in society, about behavior, work
habits, morality. Even people who did not read at all, or at all well, found
the questions easy to understand. Many questions asked that certain behaviors
be ranked in order of preference or by degree of sinfulness, such as, "Is
sex outside of marriage more or less sinful than a) not paying one's employees
a living wage, b) cheating on taxes, c) passing laws to benefit the rich by
further oppressing the poor?"
Millions of thumbs were pressed onto waiting sticky
patches, and in each sticky patch a hundred thousand Pistach nanobots waited,
quiescent. At the moment of pressure, chemical restraints dissolved, allowing
the nanobots their freedom. Chemical sensors detected warmth and blood and
crawled upward, following microfi-bers that had already penetrated the skin to
obtain blood and DNA samples. When the hand was pulled away from the sticky
patch, a hundred thousand nanobots tunneled rapidly into the flesh, where they
began harvesting atoms from the surrounding flesh, assembling more of
themselves until they totalled several millions and had spread to all parts of
the body.
Millions of questionnaires were puzzled over and
answered. By the time each person had finished the first dozen or two innocuous
questions, his or her body was completely colonized. During the answering of
each successive question, nanobots measured blood pressure, respiration,
endocrine function, brain waves, and subvocaliz-ations to determine if answers
were true or not. If any answer was false, it was ignored.
Some of the nanobots migrated to the palm of the hand
and emerged at the surface of the skin as a complicated dark red ideogram.
Cheaters, parents who had tried to fill out their children's forms, or family
members who had taken it upon themselves to speak for other family members,
plus those who had discarded the questionnaire or simply ignored it, received
on the following day a stern note and a new questionnaire. Though the
questionnaires were in fact returned to a central depository, from which they
subsequently disappeared, the work of tabulation had already been done. Newly
assembled nanobot structures inside each person now identified that person.
Roving structures migrated throughout each person's body, correcting minor
physical problems as they went. Crippling diseases were ameliorated. Incapacitating
pain was relieved, but fatal diseases were let alone. No attempt was made to
reduce drug addiction, alcoholism, smoking, or any other self-destructive
behavior.
When anyone shook hands, hugged or kissed, took a
receipt from a cashier's hand, took a ticket from a parking attendant or money
from a teller, nanobots passed from one body to another. Except for a few
thousand eremitic individuals, within a few days even those who had resolutely
refused to fill out a questionnaire were colonized and identified. Since the
opinions of the hermits could, the Pistach thought, be accurately inferred,
they were not required to answer questions.
Except for the clearly visible marks on the palms of
their hands, the nanobot invasion went totally unnoticed by the people of the
United States.
Law
enforcementMONDAY
Captain Riggles, Morningside Precinct, looked up from
his desk impatiently. "What?"
"This box for you, Boss.
"What's in it, McClellan?"
"I don't know, Boss. Says it came from them.
'Them who?"
"Them, sir. You know. The ETs.
Captain Riggles smiled grimly and commented, "As
I was just saying this morning to Lieutenant Walker, McClellan, I'd be really
surprised if you make it through the next few weeks to retirement. Aren't you a
little old for"
Mac drew himself up, scowling. "Captain, the box
says it comes from the ETs. Right there. Ex-tra-ter-rest-rial En-voys. Now if
you don't want it, sir, you just say so, and I'll dump it down in the basement
with the old files.
"Give it here. He frowned at the box, a sizeable
one. "Maybe it's a bomb.
"No, sir. It's been through the scanner. I've
slit the tape, you just need to
"
"McClellan, I know how to open a box.
He opened it, disclosing a great number of closely
packed smaller boxes, one of which, on being upended and shaken, dropped a
wrist-watch on his desk. Something that looked like a wristwatch, at any rate.
"What th . . . He picked it up and turned it in
his hands. An expansion band. A round dial. A single hand, pointing down.
Left-hand side of the dial green, no numbers. Right-hand side red, numbered
from the top down, one to ten. Legibly lettered on the left, the words,
"No probable cause. On the right, "Probable cause.
"There's directions, Boss.
McClellan handed him the thin booklet that had been
wedged between the smaller boxes and the carton.
Introducing the Causometer, for use by police, drug
enforcement officers and the U.S. Customs.
Provided with our best wishes by the Extraterrestrial Envoys.
"The instruments in the carton you have just
received are units in a new system designed by the ETs to provide you with
better tools for your work. All illicit drugs entering the U.S. will henceforth
emit a harmless form of radiation which can be picked up by the devices you are
now examining. To turn on the device, simply press the button on the right
side. A small light will flash at the bottom of the dial indicating your
position. The dial is the area in front of you. If there are illicit drugs in
the area, the light will split into two, white and red, and the red light will
move in the direction of the drugs. At the same time, the hand will move
through the green zone toward the red zone.
"As you move in the direction indicated by red
light, the two lights will come closer together. When the two lights converge,
this indicates you are standing upon or at the drugs in question. Touch the
device for three seconds to whatever person, container, vehicle or surface is
nearest. If there are several persons or things, touch each in turn. If the
thing or person touched is or has been carrying drugs, the hand will move into
the red zone of Probable Cause. When the hand reaches Probable Cause, the
causometer also records and emits data regarding the time, the geographical and
physical location, the identities of all persons in the immediate vicinity as
well as the type and quantity of drug present. This information is then sent to
you in official form.
"Though the radiation is harmless, it does
accumulate in persons, vehicles, or buildings repeatedly exposed to the
manufacture, storage, transport, or sale of illicit drugs. The higher the
reading, the more involvement there has been. A reading of four or higher
indicates consistent and continuous presence of illicit material. If drugs have
been dropped or deposited in a noncontiguous location, press the button on the
left side, then apply the meter to the drugs first, and then to persons one at
a time. DNA traces on the drugs or their packaging will be matched to the person
who carried or processed them. The meter will sound an audible alarm when the
right person is identified.
McClellan had been reading over his shoulder.
"They're kidding.
"Somebody's idea of a joke," the captain
muttered, tapping the gadget on his desktop. "Just for the hell of it,
let's try it. Go down to the evidence locker and bring up some stuff. Any
stuff. Hide it out there and yell.
"You mean, now?"
"No, McClellan. Next Tuesday. Of course I mean
now!"
Fifteen minutes later, responding to McClellan's hail,
the captain, device on his wrist, eased out of his office observed by a
sniggering clutch of on and off duty cops. He pushed the right button, blinked
for a moment, moved to his left, touched a desk. The needle went to red three,
moving to four as he opened a drawer and took out a plastic packet with an
evidence tag on it. The light had begun blinking again. He went left, right,
straight ahead, uncovering five more packets of varying substances. The
audience of cops, who had stopped sniggering when the first package was found,
mostly had their mouths open.
"It's like a sniffer dog on your arm," said
one.
"You got 'em all, Boss," said McClellan.
"No, there's more," said the captain, still
moving, bumping into an off duty cop who was standing in the door. "Sorry,
Stevens. He went around him, stopped, turned around, came back, reached out
and touched Stevens with the device. The needle hit the five.
"Hey, what's this," Stevens blurted, turning
brick red.
The captain stared at the dial which was giving him an
unequivocal "Probable Cause. "Search him," he said to
McClellan. "Now.
"Oh, come on, Captain," Stevens cried.
"Do it, damn it.
They found the packet of cocaine stuffed under his
belt, in back, where Stevens had put it when he came off duty at the evidence
locker. He hadn't even taken the trouble to remove the evidence tag. While they
were still standing around, muttering about it, the clerk brought a fax that
had just printed out. Headed with an official-looking letterhead, it gave the
date, time, location, amount and type of drugs in each discovery, place found
or person in possession, list of all other persons present, and a cryptic
signature.
When Stevens had been taken below and locked up, the
captain brought out the carton of wrist sniffers. "McClellan, you and
Brown distribute these things to the men, see the other shifts get them too.
Run off copies of these two pages that tell how it works. When the day shift
gets it figured out, send two cars over to the Morningside Project. No, make it
four cars and a wagon. Don't bring in any kids under ten. I got a feeling we'll
make a clean sweep.
The ETs had misled the captain, though only a little.
The radiation emitted by illicit drugs was high-frequency sound, a supersonic
howl coming from assemblies of nanobots that had been sown some time ago
throughout the coca plantations and poppy fields of the world. Nanobots, Chiddy
and Vess had agreed, made more sense than any other form of tracer, because
they were self-perpetuating. Designed to utilize only molecular assemblies
found in drugs for replication materials, they settled in and procreated like
bacteria, making millions of themselves virtually overnight. Whenever an area
became overcrowded, millions migrated away to other plants or trees, carrying
the useful assemblies with them. Within a period of days, there was no source
of either cocaine or opiates anywhere in the world that was not fully tagged.
The nanobots had been designed to be impervious to
refining processes. They didn't show up on scanners. They didn't show up on
anything manmade except electron microscopes, and even then, only if someone
knew what to look for. Their supersonic howls were detectable by the wrist sniffers,
of course, but wrist sniffers could not be taken apart for examination. Any
attempt to do so resulted in a foul stench and a puddle of unpleasant and
rapidly evaporating goop.
The drug-bots were designed to penetrate wrappings,
they were programmed to move out of the drugs into the clothing of the carrier,
into the hair and body of the carrier, into the vehicles the carrier used, into
the money the carrier received. If there were no drugs in the environment, they
could not replicate, and their life spans were designed to be short, thus
eliminating the possibility of innocent persons being identified as carriers.
They were designed to take particular actions in response to specific signals.
With a wary eye on the economics of the situation, neither Vess nor Chiddy had
ordered them to do anything else, yet.
Incident
in VirginiaMONDAY
Late Monday evening, an armored truck made its way
down a lonely country road in Virginia, headed toward an abandoned farm that
was owned, ostensibly, by a widow in Baltimore. The woods behind the house were
cut by the arcs of three concentric fences, an outside, slightly saggy one of
rusty barbed wire, a second one of tight electrified mesh, and a third, the one
nearest the house, of high-tension cables and electrified chain link with
concertina wire at the top. This latter barrier, invisible from the road, began
at a ramshackle shed connected to one side of the farmhouse, circled into the
forest, and came out at a dilapidated annex at the other side. The splintery
boards and flaking paint off the farmhouse hid a reinforced concrete bunker at
the entry to a large storage area buried in the hillside. What one saw from the
approach was an assemblage of rotting rail fences outlining weedy fields that
ran up the slope to the house, its sagging roof part and parcel of the whole,
sorry picture.
Dink was driving, with McVane beside him. Briess, a
small man with a ratty mustache, was standing in the tall, armor-plated body of
the truck. Arthur was on urgent business elsewhere, but his place had been
taken by a sound technician and half a ton of equipment designed to detect
every physical manifestation that might occur when they arrived at the
ramshackle house.
"We stay in the truck, right?" Dink asked,
as he came to the last turn in the driveway.
"We stay in the truck," agreed McVane.
"If these creatures are what we think they are, they've had appetizers in
Oregon and an entree in Florida, and I'm not offering to be dessert.
"What's your guess?" asked Dink, braking the
van to a halt and shutting off engine and lights. "About what they
want?"
"They're obviously a competing group," said
McVane. "A rival clan, or nation, or political party. A rival world, or
association of worlds. The voice that spoke to me said the Pistach aren't the
only ones. This implies we're being given a choice between the way the Pistach
are shoving us and something else. They want to make a deal.
"For what?" breathed Briess from the hatch
leading into the truck body. "Hunting rights?"
"Something like that," admitted McVane.
"We could tolerate that. Hell, China's got enough surplus people to keep
'em busy for a few thousand years. If their offer's good enough.
"You don't know how many of them there
are," said Briess, through a grilled hatch behind the seat. "Or how much
and how often they eat. You don't know if they have a preference in taste. Like
Europeans, or Americans.
"I doubt we taste any different," grunted
McVane. "If they preferred light meat, they'd be talking to somebody
besides us.
"How long until?" asked Briess.
McVane consulted the illuminated dial of his watch.
"Ten minutes. I didn't allow much extra time. It's boring to sit around
waiting for stuff to happen.
"Crack that window so we can hear," said
Dink. "Get a little fresh air in here.
"Keep it closed," barked McVane. "Turn
on the recirculating air conditioner if you have to, but keep everything
closed. Physically, we're probably no match for these creatures, and it's
remotely possible this is a trap . . .
"I thought you said it would be perfectly
safe!" erupted Dink.
"I said a trap was remotely possible, Dinklemier.
Calm down. If you want to listen, turn on the exterior mikes.
The mikes were turned on to admit a soothing murmur of
light wind, the rustling of dried leaves, the flap-flap of a strap of harness
hanging on the fence, the flutter of a tattered white towel that was
inexplicably clipped to the washline beside the house.
"What's that doing there?" asked McVane,
nodding at the towel. "I thought the place was abandoned.
"It's meant to look abandoned," Briess
corrected him. "The towel means there was nothing dangerous here when the
crew looked the place over shortly after sunset. The whole area has been under
surveillance from across the valley since then.
They sat. "Did you locate the intermediary's
kids?" McVane asked.
Dink grunted. "They're being watched. We can pick
them up any time. The same with the husband. We can pick him up any time. He
doesn't know where his wife is.
"Neither do the children," said Briess.
"But the boy is willing to try and find out. Seems he's got a girlfriend
who likes money.
"Don't they all," murmured McVane. The
rustling and flapping went on as the minutes passed, ten, twelve, fifteen.
"They're late," said McVane.
"On the contrary," said a voice through the
speaker. "We arrived here when you did.
Those in the truck straightened up and peered in all
directions. There was nothing visible.
"Show yourselves," said McVane.
"Rather not," said the voice in a toneless,
mechanical voice. "Rather just do our business, get on with our lives, you
know. Too much formality stifles us, doesn't it you? Warriors and hunters don't
need it.
"You are a ... warrior race," said Briess,
through the inside microphone.
"Oh, indeed.
"You speak English?"
"We're speaking through a translator. We buy them
from the Pistach. Good manufacturers, the Pistach. Stodgy as all get-out,
everything just so, but perfectionists do make good merchandise.
"They say they're here to help us," offered
McVane. "Isn't that true?"
"Well, help is as help is. If you do it their
way, you'll learn to get rid of some of what they call your native barbarism,
you'll become more civilized, which is also what they call it, and you'll keep
everybody reasonably happy by eliminating a lot of what makes life interesting.
Maybe that's help. For us, it'd be deadly dull. We're highly selfish and
individualistic. We revel in the unexpected. We lust after the hunt. We've
given you a looking-over. We think you're more like us than you are like them.
"And?" breathed Briess.
"Our view is that those who sign up for
somebody's free course in social engineering ought to have a choice. If you
sign up with us, we make a deal. We get to hunt on this planet. We'll set a
game limit that won't overstress the population, though right at first you'll
need a hell of a lot of weeding out. We can use our young ones for that. You
know kids. Always hungry.
"And what do we get out of it?" Briess
asked, surprised at the dryness of his throat.
"You get your population problem solved without
having to argue about sex or religion or human rights. Let people have as many
offspring as they want, the young ones are juicier anyhow. We prefer to
maintain a large gene pool by eating only third birth order or higher persons,
so we won't be reducing you by much.
"We can handle our own population problems,"
growled Briess.
"Never in a million years," said the voice,
the translator managing to imply a chuckle. "Not with all your taboos.
Aren't you sick of them? By Charm the Great, between your religions and your
laws, you can't have a good gang rape without being hauled up short! That's
what you get with a differentiated society like the Pistach. Everything
smoothed out, ironed over. Well, with us, it's different. You let us hunt,
we'll do you favors, give you some technology that'll advance you a few
centuries.
"You'll restrict your hunting by agreement?"
asked Briess. "How would that work?"
"First, you can tell us where the hunting should be
done. Second, you can tell us what individuals or groups you'd like
eliminated. Political foes, maybe? Certain foreign elements? Certain dictators
that've been hard to handle? Just imagine, you want it, it happens, but nobody
can trace it back to you!"
"If we make a deal with you, do we still get to
join this Confederation the Pistach keep talking about?" asked Dink.
"Go ahead and join, just don't tell the Pistach
about our agreement. You can go ahead and become neighborly. It won't hurt you.
But ... on the side, when you get bored, we'll take you hunting with us.
There was a long silence. Briess asked, "Won't
the Pistach find out about it?"
The voice made a grating noise they interpreted as
laughter.
"With all your terrorists and warfare and tribal
conflicts. Not so they can prove it.
Briess said, "We'd like to talk about this, a
bit.
"Take your time," said a voice. "Take
all the time you need. Meantime, just to illustrate our goodwill, give us a few
names. We'll find the being or beings, wherever it is or they are, and we'll
either make them disappear or deliver them to you. Just to show how useful we
can be.
Silence in the van. It was McVane who spoke at last.
"A woman named Benita Alvarez. The intermediary for the Pistach envoys.
"Dead? Dismembered? Or delivered?"
McVane started to speak, but Briess reached through
the opening to put a hand on his shoulder, silencing him.
"Delivered," said Briess. "It has to be
done surreptitiously, no alarms, no havoc, no wreckage. She has to disappear,
and she has to be in good condition. Call one of us when you've got her.
"Where is she?"
"If we knew that, we wouldn't need you,"
said McVane.
"Excellent," purred the voice, losing some
of its mechanical edge. "We enjoy a challenge. She has family,
perhaps?"
"A husband in Albuquerque. A son and daughter at
school in California. He rumbled for a pocket notebook and read off Angelica's
address, Carlos's address, Bert's address.
The voice purred again. "We may need to use her
family as bait. We'll let you know when we have her, and we'll bring her here.
The voice went away. The other men sat silently while
the technician fiddled with his dials and screens. "Here's something in
infrared," he said at last, pointing at his monitor.
They got into the back to see what he had, an image of
something or things tall and tangled, looming at the side of the ramshackle
house. And something smaller but numerous on the ground between the armored car
and the house. And something else, that they couldn't at all make out, more an
absence than a presence.
Dink gulped, saying in a slightly panicky voice,
"I'm not sure I like this . . .
"We've made alliances before," said McVane.
"Hell, we had an alliance with Stalin once.
"There's a difference," murmured Briess.
"I doubt Stalin ever looked at us and imagined how we'd taste served rare,
with sautιed mushrooms.
Dink started the car and eased it into motion, turning
in a wide loop to put them back on the isolated road. "First thing we have
to do is tell Morse about it," he murmured. "Let's see what he has to
say.
From
Chiddy's journal
In a previous entry I have mentioned the Pistach
colony on Quirk. It was only three or four years after our visit there that
Pistach-home received astonishing news. The people on Quirk had rebelled
against their sequestration, had seized a supply ship, no great feat as it was
not armed or staffed to repel a boarding party, and subsequently had used that
ship to ferry a large fraction of the planetary population to some unknown
destination. What was most intriguing about the story was the name of the
leader: T'Fees. More exactly, T'Fees the Tumultuous, or so those remaining on
Quirk averred. Those who had chosen to remain on Quirk included the lazy, the
elderly, the infirm, and the quite mad, but even the maddest among them claimed
T'Fees had taken the title of Tumultuous before leaving the planet.
Pistach-home was abuzz with rumor and speculation.
Where could the Quirkers have gone that was any better suited to them than
Quirk? Quirk had been designed for the eccentric, the unconventional, the idiosyncratic,
the bizarre. Where else could such people go and be allowed to live in
acceptance and peace? We assumed they would want peace. We always assume that
living, breathing, sensible creatures want peace.
The Departure from Quirk became what you on Earth
would call a Nine-Day Wonder, fascinating, but not enduringly interesting.
There were some songs written, some artwork done, some poems composed with the
rebellion of Quirk as the theme. None of them truly captured the event to make
it live in our minds. People soon quit talking about it for though it was
unusual, by our standards, it was also distant and it did not affect
Pistach-home. It was a happening staged by the insane on a world the sane
regarded little.
Even we who had known T'Fees did not worry over it
long. There were too many other duties and responsibilities that required our
attention. Since Vess and I had been away on missions for some time, we were
scheduled to spend the next year or so in duty at the House of the Fresco. All
athyci are expected to spend time there in order to renew our spiritual
balance. Teachings by the commentators over the years stress the importance of
infusing oneself with the aura of the Fresco, with the awe and reverence evoked
by the rites conducted there.
It was while I was on Fresco duty that the House of
Cavita, my ancestral house, was honored by a request to donate genetic material
for a mating among the five imperial houses. When a child is planned among
them, each house gives genetic material to the mating but, also, to prevent
excessive inbreeding, one outside source is required, preferably an athyco from
a blameless lineage. Our family records had been audited for the past twelve
generations without revealing one misjudgment by a Cavita selector, one reversed
decision by a Cavita athyco, one artwork created by a Cavita proffi that was
considered inferior. Our line seemed to be without stain. At the time, dear
Benita, I confess that I had feelings of ebullience and self-regard over this
matter. Since being here on Earth, I have become more likely to see humor in
it. I have the feeling, if I told you we had twelve generations without stain,
you would say to me, Oh, poor thing, how dull!
It was, in fact, worse than dull. While the request to
provide genetic material is a great honor, it requires an equally great
interruption in one's life. Athyci are not physically able to reproduce.
Therefore, an athyco asked to do so must undergo temporary transformation. This
process is painful and lengthy, taking the better part of a year before one is
restored to oneself. It was during this time that I became personally
acquainted with breeding madness and clump lust and the other terrors and
compulsions routinely faced by inceptors. They, so it is said, do it eagerly,
without a qualm. For me, it was traumatic, not while it was going on, of
course, but after it was over. As a matter of principle, I did not ask for
memory deadening during the incidents. Athyci are expected to welcome all
experiences as a way of learning what others experience and how they cope with
events. I found the memories agonizing, however. If I had been Earthian, I
would have blushed to recall them, wishing them gone, and worse: wishing dead
all other individuals, the inceptors, the receptors, the nootchi, who had
witnessed the events. It is a grave error to wish others gone, dead, passed
over, but I committed it a hundred times during the following year on
Pistach-home.
Since being here, I have learned to value the
experience as it helped me understand Earth people better than I could
otherwise have done. They, too, are often suffused by shame at what
reproductive nature has compelled them to do. They are reminded, and they
cringe. They wish to forget.
I know, for example, that your young people, and those
of mid years, also, often cannot help the sexual foolishness they commit, and
assisting them in this matter would be wise. I know your rapists cannot help
what they do, but I also know they cannot be allowed to do it. Since the
physically stronger half of your race are inceptors, and since they are
disproportionately represented at various levels of government, they have
elevated inceptorhood above all other states of being, holding it above even
the right to live. Inceptorhood is so holy that it forbids changing rapists
into campesi or even proffi, though they would be happier so. You may kill a
rapist, but you may not change him into something noninceptorish. It is a great
trouble in your society, one Vess and I are at present much concerned with.
Which is beside the point. After a period of
convalescence, I continued my term at the House of the Fresco, and it was there
that a second trauma occurred. I was reminded of it anew by something you said
not long ago, Benita, about the Sistine Chapel.
I have spoken of the grime that covers the interior of
the House of the Fresco, most of it deposited as soot from candles and oil
lamps, thousands of which are burned by worshippers and seekers after truth and
pilgrims from Pistach's far-flung worlds. It would be heresy to clean the
Fresco, yes, but the room that contains it has to be cleaned at least annually.
A large scaffolding is erected, and teams of proffi and athyci come in to wash
down the inside of the dome, the pillars, the wall space above and below the
Fresco, and finally the floor itself. At the time of which I speak, the Chapter
of the Fresco House had recently ruled that the traditional cleaning utensils,
animal skins and a ritual soap made from wax plants and scented with flowers,
could be replaced by a more convenient and effective cleansing agent. The new
stuff was a grime specific solvent, and we were given large jugs of it, each
labeled Danger, do not drink, with a picture of a dried thorax and
crossed leg armor.
The stuff stank, but it worked almost miraculously,
needing little if any rinsing and leaving virtually no streaks. In half the
usual time, we had the inside of the dome done, the pillars washed down, and it
was time to do the walls above the Fresco, which had been carefully, so we
assumed, draped to avoid any damage. As it happened, I was the one who
committed the offense. I was working above the final depiction, The
Martyrdom of Kasiwees, when someone tried to open the left-hand door
from the outside, bumping the scaffolding and making me drop the cleaning cloth
as I grabbed for support. The cloth dropped between my body and the Fresco, and
in the effort to catch it, I pressed it against the drapery with a lower
appendage. When I retrieved it, I saw to my horror that it had been pressed
against the Fresco itself, through a gap in the drapery.
My cries brought assistance, and we carefully redraped
the area, leaving no holes at all. It was not until the job was done and the
drapes were removed that we saw, high on the Fresco of Kasiwees, a rag-sized
area of blue sky dotted with figures we had been taught were flosti, returning
from their wintering grounds. With the grime removed, one needed no
magnification to see that the figures were not flosti. They were Pistach,
winged Pistach who, from their dress, were from the Imperial Houses, the house
from which Mengantowhai had come. Also, the figures were not arriving,- they
were departing.
The shock was palpable. The Fresco Chapter, all those
currently charged with the care of the Fresco, met in lengthy sessions to
determine what should be done about the disclosure. Whose fault was it? Though
they were kind enough not to blame me for dropping the cloth, they were thrown
into great confusion by the contents of the Kasiwees commentary, the one that
referred to symbols of springtime and renewal, i.e., flosti, when in fact the
flosti were not there!
It was suggested that since the Fresco had sustained
no damage, the entire Fresco or at least the entire Kasiwees panel should be
cleaned, as the symbols of renewal would no doubt be found elsewhere on the
panel. This was shouted down. Though the symbols might be elsewhere on the
panel, possibly they might not, and no one wanted to deal with that
eventuality. The Chapter felt such a discovery would undermine the entire
structure of our society.
Another suggestion was that we go back and amend any
of the commentaries that did not agree with the now disclosed reality. This was
discussed for days, until everyone agreed we could not conform the commentaries
to the disclosed reality because we did not know what the disclosed reality
was! As our adage puts it, lum ek avotvl, ni lumek'aul. a tiny patch of
blue is not heaven. (You would say, one swallow does not make a summer.) We
would have to clean the entire Kasiwees panel, at the very least, in order to
say what the tiny patch meant, and that might raise questions about other
panels that had not been cleaned!
The anger and confusion finally settled into a
determination to find out who had first misled the people and to cover up the
patch of blue so the people would not be further confused. It was agreed that
the only sensible thing to do was haze the patch with tallow smoke, that is,
re-dirty it. That decision had the weight of tradition behind it, at least. Since
I had dropped the cleaning cloth, I, personally, smoked the patch into
illegibility, though I confess to putting every detail of it into memory as I
did so.
A small committee was delegated the job of going
through the archives starting with our earliest ancestors to determine who was
responsible for this error, if, indeed, it had been an error. I volunteered to
help and was accepted as one of the researchers. Though I had studied Pistach
history prior to being accepted as an athyco, I had never actually looked at
original documents. The thing I most wanted to see was the often-referred-to
Compendium, the panel-by-panel drawing of the Fresco together with the
notations on which our knowledge of the Fresco now depends. This Compendium was
created long ago by Athyco Glumshalak who is known as "The Inceptor of
Morality. It was Glumshalak who codified our beliefs and virtues,- it was
Glumshalak who taught us that the Fresco was too holy to be cleaned.
Unfortunately, the Compendium was not available on Pistach-home, for it was on
display in the Fresco House of one of the colony worlds. Though this was a
disappointment, other documents were profuse.
I had no idea how much writing there had been
prior to widespread use of electronic communication and the development of
mind-scanners. Prior to modern times, we Pistach used sheets of stuff called
thizzle, a kind of starch that dries into sheets, almost like your paper, and
there are bales of it in the archives. Though there seemed to be a dearth of
official documents prior to Glumshalak, there were uncountable items of
personal correspondence. Back then, everyone wrote to everyone else, and all of
it had been saved in stasis files, to prevent its being eaten by gniffles, even
letters from people who were only remotely if at all connected to the building
of the Fresco House.
I was sorting through old letters when I came across
one from a proffe, one Merg'alos of Sferon, to his nootch. The letter concerned
Merg'alos's visit to the Fresco, and it was dated only fifty years after the
Fresco was completed. In the letter, Merg'alos, who was evidently an artist,
wrote that he found the Fresco "undistinguished. He referred to Kasiwees
as "abandoned," and to the (unnamed) figures in the sky as being,
"like so many flosti, flying. The symbol conveying the word
"like" or "similar to" came at the end of a line, at the
very edge of the thizzle sheet, which had been slightly nibbled. As it was the
first reference to flosti that I had seen, I set the letter aside. Days later,
I came across a critique written by a proffe who was also of Sferon House,
dated some seventy years after the Merg'alos letter was written. The critique
referred to "my ancestor's letter" and mentioned the possible
symbolism to be found in the "flock of flosti either arriving or
departing.
I found an entry in the Fresco House official
commentaries, dated another hundred years after the critique, after the time of
Glumsha-lak, referring to "the springtime symbolism of the arrival of
flosti, flying in at the upper left. By that time, over two hundred years
after the Fresco was painted, the Fresco had already disappeared behind its
layers of soot and research had to have been done from the Compendium and
commentaries alone. After that citation, the "springtime symbolism"
was referred to again and again in the various commentaries, and other
commentators found other springtime symbols in the panel as well. There were
said to be bulbs scattered around Kasiwees's kneeling figure, plus worm jars
and, that quintessential harbinger of spring, a bough of hisanthine in
Kasiwees's hand.
Having just traced the origin of nonexistent flosti, I
was of no mind to accept the bulbs, the worm jars, or the hisanthine. Many
early sketches of Fresco panels were in the archives, in addition to
Glumshalak's Compendium, most of them done by athyci and proffi who were not,
unfortunately, artists. Yes, there were some little bumps drawn around
Kasiwees's kneeling figure, but it was impossible to say whether they were
bulbs or rounded stones or unripe fruit or a clutch of pfiggi eggs. The same
uncertainty applied to worm jars, and though Kasiwees definitely had something
in his hand, whether it was a branch of hisanthine, I could not say. I
commented to one of my fellow workers, a professional historian, that I thought
there had been a conspiracy in those early years to destroy or hide all the
documents that would be needed in the future. He commented that this was often
the case, for in any situation with more than one side or opinion, only the
winning side or opinion would be around to justify whatever it had done, no
matter who had been right or wrong. He said, "Ones have always inferred
that Glumshalak may have disposed of some material which did not accord with
aisos view of Pistach purpose.
This was a new idea to me, and I confess that I was
depressed by it, particularly since I was unaware there had ever been any other
side or opinion than those we had been taught.
When I reported to the Chapter, other researchers had
also found mentions of flosti subsequent to the first letter, and we agreed
that the interpolation of flosti had indeed arisen in a casual letter from
Merg'alos to a family member, a letter subsequently cited, inaccurately, by one
of his lineage. Or, to put it baldly, our teachings regarding the content of
the Kasiwees panel were in substantial error. I wondered at the time why the
Compendium of Glumshalak had not prevailed over this error since it did not
mention the flosti, or whatever.
I think it was at that point that I suggested using
technology to penetrate the coating of grime and get an image of the original
Fresco. This could be done without changing the Fresco in any way, and then the
Chapter might, privately, take its time in assessing what changes in doctrine
might be necessary.
I might as well have thrown a pfiggi haunch into a
pool of hungry pfluggi, for the assembled Chapter ripped the suggestion to
shreds. It was obvious the Chapter preferred preserving the current doctrine to
changing doctrine, even though change might bring it into accord with
Canthorel's divine purpose. No one, no one said exactly that, but that
is what they meant. I did not say it either. I remember that my nootch told me
many years before that I would know I had gained wisdom when I learned to keep
my mouthparts quiet. I thought of her and was silent.
The head of Chapter set everything into the preferred
perspective. "Tradition weighs as much as truth," the old one said.
"What has existed for thousands of years as a support of goodness and peace
has as much right to teaching as a painting done yesterday that has yet to
prove itself. In other words, we'd been getting along fine with things the way
they were, so leave them the way they were. One of your favorite Earth sayings,
that one: If it ain't broke, don't fix it.
Though I was presumably acquiescent, I confess to
being troubled about this matter. Truth has always mattered to me, dear Benita.
You and I have discussed this from time to time. Even though we have agreed
that real truth is hard to come by, we have also agreed that it is worth the
effort. It seemed to me then, as it seems now, that we could have modified the
teachings concerning Kasiwees. He might, for example, have been seeing a vision
of Pistach in the guise or manner of flosti. Or a vision of the Pistach leaving
the Jaupati in the future, as eventually they did. We could have admitted we
did not know what the panel conveyed. The only thing at issue was whether the
panel contains symbols of renewal. Does it matter whether it does or not? We
believe in renewal! Must we assume our attributes are worthy only insofar as
they are ancient? If we cling so tightly to the old that we do not allow
ourselves to improve in both beliefs and behavior, of what value are we? Can we
not say a newly achieved virtue is more worthy than a corrupted teaching?
The answer of the Chapter was that we could not.
Rather than disturb the long-accepted teachings of our people, the Chapter
chose to hide the bit of sky that had shown itself, and I, your friend Chiddy,
was the one who hid it. For the first time in my life, I felt embarrassed,
sick, vicariously humiliated at a decision of our people. I didn't make the
decision, but it hurt me nonetheless. It seemed then, as it still does, wrong.
Senator
MorseTUESDAY
When Senator Morse received Dink's report early
Tuesday morning, he barely managed to maintain his usual glacial reserve.
"So you haven't found her.
"No, sir, we haven't, but believe me, these other
ETs will. Arthur isn't sure about it, but Briess thinks it could make a lot of
sense to throw in with this new bunch.
"Give them hunting rights? Dink, have you thought
for even a moment how that would look on the evening news? 'Senator Approves
Extra-Terrestrial Hunting Rights on Human Race!'"
"It wouldn't be publicized! The agreement will be
secret. They won't make any noise about it if you don't.
"And the Pistach envoys? They'll keep quiet about
it? I think not.
"According to this bunch, the Pistach won't be
able to prove anything. I get the feeling this bunch is a lot quicker on the
uptake than the Pistach are. It's like the difference between cats and cows. Or
maybe goats,- the Pistach are some smarter than cows. And we could always
deploy a little disinformation. Like, we claim the Pistach are doing it
themselves while trying to throw suspicion on someone else.
"There are paranoids out there who would probably
believe it. Unfortunately, most of them don't vote.
"Senator, take a minute. Think of what they
offer. Selective hunting. You got a political enemy: Bammo, he's hamburger. You
got some newsman on your tail: Zip, he's cube steak. You get somebody in as
president, somebody who's politics-proof, like you-know-who, he meets with an
unfortunate accident. That's a good deal. Just think if we'd had this deal in
the nineties! It's too good to pass up.
"Our polls say the public likes this
Confederation idea.
"The predators don't care if we go ahead and join
the Confederation. The predation agreement is under the table.
"And how do we keep the Pistach from finding
out?"
"We tell the predators they have to hunt in
places where it won't be noticeable. God knows there's plenty of places like
that! Hell, every year a few million people starve here and there and nobody
even blinks, providing it happens in Asia or Africa. Thirty thousand some odd
kids starve every day.
"That's not something we accept!"
"Oh, hell, Senator. Don't feed me the party line.
When was the last time any of your colleagues voted for overseas family
planning programs? You guys claim it's to prevent abortion, but you know it's
not. You know damn well cutting family planning causes more abortions than it
prevents, but you still do it. Why? Because most of the pro-life people are
anti-contraception, too. And anti-sex education. And anti-gay. And
anti-women's-rights. But they're pro-gun, pro-hunting, pro-military. Killing's
part of their lives. So why not take advantage of what these critters
offer?"
"And you think the Pistach won't notice? You
think people won't?"
"So, if the Pistach notice we've got deniability.
So people notice. We say, hey, sorry, we'll bring it up in the UN, but it's got
nothing to do with us. Senator, it's no different from stuff we do all the
time, here and there. They won't hunt here in the U.S.
The Senator growled to himself. "Next time you
talk to them, I'm going along.
"They'll let us know when they're ready. When
they've got the woman. Briess has already laid the groundwork for that. He says
we have to ask them to do something for us, to prove it won't be one-sided.
Like always, one hand washes the other.
Pistach
managementTUESDAY-THURSDAY
The Tuesday afternoon papers said eighty percent of
the population had filled out the questionnaires and the American Civil
Liberties Union was screaming for blood, as were a number of people who had
seen untruthful forms disintegrate under their hands. On Wednesday, Chad Riley
called Benita to say in addition to completed forms there were a few dozen bags
of mail for the envoys at the D.C. main post office.
Benita looked at the ceiling and said loudly,
"You've got mail. Chad called back in ten minutes to say the bags were
gone, and she said, "Fine, just let me know whenever you want a pickup.
Privately, she thought Chiddy and Vess might have simply vanished the mail,
without bothering to read it or scan it or feed it into their machines,
whatever.
She had underestimated them. Thursday night, without
previous announcement, the envoys appeared on television again. They told jokes
about how many Americans it took to fill out a questionnaire (all of them) or
how many Afghanis (one, because there was only one right answer for
everything). They said they'd heard they'd been given the nickname of Pistach-ios,
because humans thought they were nuts. Benita noticed that their appearance had
been further refined. They looked subtly more cuddly than they had before.
Their eyes were more glowing and kindly. The squidgy bits around the mouths
were less tentacular and more like a mustache. Rather Santa Claus, altogether.
Since some people hadn't filled out their
questionnaires, said Chiddy, in an admonitory voice very much like Mary Poppins
as portrayed by Julie Andrews, progress in solving problems would have to wait.
Thank you, Chiddy said, for all the mail. Yes, they could help the quadriplegic
boy brought to their attention by the governor of Arkansas and others of like
condition. Yes, they had already provided help for the housing project in
California which was being turned into a war zone by local drug dealers. Yes,
they could find the murderer of the young women in Seattle, as requested by the
police of that city, and of the three black men in Texas, as requested by the
Ebenezer Baptist Church. Yes, they were already analyzing the subject of
education in the U.S., as suggested by one million two hundred twenty-three
thousand six hundred and eighty-four correspondents. Just as soon as the last
few people filled out their questionnaires, all these matters would be handled.
"In fact," said Chiddy, "we'll share
with you some of our ideas about improving education, as so many of you have
suggested. We have looked at the information on dropouts, and we believe the
basic trouble is that no significant rite of passage occurs at high school
graduation. It should be a goal, something to be achieved on the way to
adulthood, but it isn't. So, we must make it so. Certain things that adults do,
like driving cars, should not be available to people who haven't graduated from
high school, and social graduation of the unqualified shouldn't count. A
diploma doesn't mean anything unless the information is in the head. Adult
liberties should not be entrusted to ignoramuses"
Then Chiddy did something with his face that made him look
extremely stern. They would not, he said, be doing anything about drinkers,
smokers, drug takers, or those who kept guns their children killed themselves
with.
"Evolution must have a way to work among all
races," said Chiddy in a serious voice. "Of any population, some will
be born who are not survivors. Some are self-destructive or destructive of
others. Others cannot muster the effort to function at a viable level. Some
cannot learn. Your society, instead of letting people either perish from stupidity
or learn from foolish acts, protects them from themselves and allows them, even
helps them, to blame others for the stupidities they have committed. If someone
has a broken ladder, sees that it is broken, then climbs it, falls, and breaks
a leg, he is allowed to sue the manufacturer without even having to pay the
lawyer. If someone is not bright enough to stay in school, he or she drops out
and becomes the parent of several children, and you support both the person and
the children. I have seen in your papers accounts of drug addicts receiving
fertility treatment at public expense. Of poor women being given treatments
that result in the birth of multiple children! This is monstrous!
"Persons who are no longer babies should never be
saved from themselves! Persons who are self-destructive should be allowed to do
so, without hindrance, as otherwise you perpetuate the tendency generation
after generation! I have read in a garden book that one saves labor by learning
to love weeds. This was written as a jest, but it is true of more enterprises
than gardens. Weeds have their own purposes, and so do high death rates among
alcoholics, drug addicts, violent persons, gun worshippers, and the perpetually
angry. What we Pistach must help you do is to arrange that the fatalities
happen inside these groups, rather than among innocent bystanders.
"We have a saying, we Pistach. 'Aul'a ek glusi
ekfeplat num'ha ca ek athici ekfe num'h goff glusi.' Loosely translated, this
means that people wanting to kill should kill themselves rather than innocent
bystanders. Remember the time of the Red Guard in China and of Pol Pot in
Cambodia, when the competent were killed in their millions. This is not to
suggest one should punish the incompetent. No, no. Life has already done so,
unfairly, as is the way of life and the universe. Let us, therefore, be kind to
them. Buy them a drink or a pack of cigarettes. Wish them a nice day! Meantime,
let us work together in devising ways to keep innocent bystanders from
injury!"
Chiddy turned to Vess and smiled. Vess nodded, picked
up a letter and displayed it.
"We have here a communiquι from your ACLU,
complaining about the completion mark that shows on the hand of those who have
filled out the questionnaire. We are unable to find any incursion upon your
liberties attendant to this. You all have social security numbers, each one
different, and you are asked to contribute to opinion polls all the time. We're
taking a virtually one hundred percent poll on American opinion, the first of
its kind. And we're being sure we count everyone, one time only, which means
it's inclusive and honest.
"Parenthetically, you should know that we offered
the results of our count to your census bureau, learning to our confusion that
your Congress is not really interested in an accurate count of everyone,
particularly minorities. Be that as it may, in our poll we are not interested
in what sounds acceptable, or what the majority can be cajoled into supporting.
Good government should take into account all points of view. People without the
completion mark haven't filled out their questionnaires, so it's easy to tell
who's holding up the works.
The morning papers recorded forcible detention of
bare-palmed individuals by friends and neighbors who insisted they fill out the
questionnaires so other people could get the help they needed. The papers also
recorded a number of pedestrians in major cities were passing out cash, booze
and cigarettes to street people they normally avoided.
From
Chiddy's journal
Dearest Benita, Vess and I have just learned that we
must leave Earth for a short time. An emergency has arisen on Pistach-home, and
all athyci are being mustered to consider the situation. The last time this
occurred, about fifty years ago, the emergency turned out to be a minor problem
of ego-assertion among two royal family inceptors. It took only part of one
morning to solve, yet athyci had come from as far away as Fancher-the-Farmost.
I feel this will no doubt turn out to be another of the same, though Vess is not
so sanguine. Vess feels something wrong and has been feeling so for some time.
Ai says there is a disturbance in the aura of Earth that stretches all the way
to Pistach-home. This sounds to me like a late-life crisis. We all have them,
Mengatowhai knows, that feeling that time is closing in and we have not yet
made our contribution as fully as we had planned to do in giddy youth.
If Vess should be correct, however, what can it be?
Has the rebel T'Fees done something new? Have the Xankatikitiki started pushing
delegates around again? Are the Fluiquosm off on another of their nihilist
excursions, or have we seen yet another failure in Wulivery communications? Any
such thing would indeed be troubling.
You have wondered, I am sure, dearest Benita, why we
have not given you or your people any details about the other members of the
Confederation. If you ever read this, as I hope you will, you may even wonder
why I had not given you this document as it was written, rather than as a
going-away gift, only when we are ready to depart. When the time comes that you
do see this, you will appreciate that there was a strong possibility you would
never see it. Giving this writing to you is only a possibility, not a
certainty. If your people should not come, as you so neatly put it, up to the
mark, I will be forbidden to give you any information at all. If you do not
achieve Neighborliness, you will be told as little as possible. Your people
must want to join us for the right reasons, not out of fear at what may happen
if they do not. So, I write, often and much, only in hope of a happy outcome.
Panel five of the Fresco, Civilization, in
which the Jaupati order their world, shows what can be accomplished when
peoples devote themselves to proper lives. Even the Jaupati, I am sure, were
not told of the consequences of failure. No one wanted them to know that
un-neighborly planets are free territory for the predators among us. On
un-neighborly planets, predators are unrestrained in coming and going as they
please, restricted only from causing an extinction.
Also, I will not tell you we are leaving on this trip,
for you might then feel you had to tell the authorities and this might lead to
inappropriate action on their part. We hope no one will notice we are gone, for
we have left TV broadcasts and various interventions, including several for
your school dropouts, to be implemented at intervals while we are away. We
will, that is, I will, dearest Benita, look forward to seeing you again on our
return.
BenitaFRIDAY
When she came upstairs for lunch on Friday, Benita
called Angelica on her cell phone.
"Oh, Mom, I'm so glad you called. There's some
man hanging around here on the campus ... or he was a few days ago. He's been
talking to Carlos, telling him you're in trouble, that you may be mixed up with
some people who are dangerous. He wants Carlos to help find you, and he's
offered Carlos money to help them.
"Just offered, Angel?"
"Well, no. I think he's given him money, because
Carlos got enough from somewhere to rent a new apartment.
"He's definitely moving out?"
"Yes. I've taken the smaller place upstairs, and
there's no room for him. He started out being angry, but lately he's been
suspiciously helpful. I wouldn't put it past him to have bugged my new place
for this man, whoever he is. Plus, Carlos insists he's going to get caller ID,
so he'll know where you're calling from.
"Even though he knows I don't want him to
know?"
"You know Carlos, Mom. When did what anybody else
wants ever stop him? Himself and that girlfriend of his are the only people in
his life who mean anything to him, forget the rest of us.
"Have you seen this man that's been hanging
around?"
"He's a little guy, with a scruffy mustache.
Carlos pointed him out to me. And the crazy thing is, another man has been offering
Dad money, too. To help find you.
"Ah," murmured Benita. "Well, well. We
do seem to be popular, don't we.
"What's it about, Mom? Come on. Don't leave me
hanging like this. This is scary!"
"My job is with books, as I told you, but it
might be described in part as working for the government," said Benita,
voice firm, but hands clenched to keep from trembling. "I have to have a
security check. I'm sure all this is just the normal hassle of checking my
background.
"Well, I hope that's it. I'm taking this phone
upstairs with me, no change in number, so you let me know how you are,
okay?"
"I will, Angel. Always.
She hung up the phone and said loudly to the ceiling.
"Chiddy, I need to talk to you.
There was no immediate response. "As soon as
possible," she shouted. "Please.
She did not see Chiddy that day, nor the following
one, even though that night both envoys appeared on television to announce that
compliance was above ninety-five percent.
"We consider this good enough to go on
with," said Vess. "The last five percent is always very difficult to
reach, and it is unlikely to change the response to any question significantly.
Now we will start working on some of your problems, and we'll catch up to the
other five percent as we go along.
"Let's fill you in on previous requests first. We
were asked to help a boy with paralysis in Arkansas. We have helped him and a
number of other people with similar conditions. We aren't announcing his name,
as we don't want him or his family bothered just yet. When he is recovered, as
he will shortly be, he will hold a press conference.
"Yes, we have learned who the murderer was of the
young woman in Seattle, and the identities of the killers of the three
African-Americans in Texas. Those miscreants will soon be brought to justice,
in accordance with your own traditions. The press will be notified when it
happens.
"As previously announced, we are already studying
how to remedy the problems with your schools. The causes of their failures are
many, ramified, and deeply entrenched in local politics. The most amazing thing
about the situation is that fifty years ago, a century ago, your schools were
far better than they are now! They taught fewer subjects and taught them
better, with far more success and far less jargon. Everyone agreed then that
children were children, that is, impulsive, naive, and ignorant creatures in
need of training. No one suggested then that schools or teachers had to put up
with hostility or violence or that students had "rights" to such behavior
or that freedom of speech included rudeness in the classroom. Persons could be
expelled from school and sometimes were. Children were expected to be good
citizens and mannerly, and the schools taught citizenship and manners. A
necessary adjunct to the school was the truant officer, who sought out and
detained any child under eighteen who was not in school, and children did not
get out of school until they could read and write and do arithmetic. As is true
on so many worlds, the theoreticians and politicians have ruined a good thing.
It is likely our interventions will simply roll back time.
"Though we choose to do nothing about drug
addiction, we do choose to do something about the violence, theft, and
destruction of neighborhoods that accompanies the drug problem, and you may
already have heard about our efforts in one such particular area in California.
Your news media have been kind enough to carry the details of that action, and
the supplies requested by law enforcement agencies in other states are already
being shipped.
When the program was over, Benita took Sasquatch up to
her favorite thinking place, the roof. The weather had stayed so warm that the
plants under the arbor had grown a third of the way up the trellis, and there
were many little green worms turning up the soil, probably making fertilizer
like crazy. Benita could not recall ever seeing green worms before, but then,
the world had a lot of creatures she'd never seen before, all gyring and
gimballing on the wabe, a whole foment of them.
Which is what the ETs were doing, and what the world
was undergoing. "Chiddy," she said to the sky, pleadingly.
"Please.
The plea went unheeded, as had those before.
There was much news in the Sunday papers. The
quadriplegic boy in Arkansas appeared on television, walking on crutches, but
definitely walking. He thanked the envoys for his miraculous recovery. The
murderer of the woman in Seattle turned himself in to police, refused counsel,
and pled guilty, saying a voice in his mind had told him to do so. While he was
at it, he said, he'd like to also confess to thirteen other murders he had
committed in Oregon, California, Nevada and Arizona.
The militia in Texas that had cooperated in the
slaying of the three African-Americans turned itself in also, all eleven
members. Eight confessed to conspiracy. Five confessed to aiding and abetting.
All eleven confessed to illegal firearms possession, and four of them said
they'd done the actual killing. Meantime, there were follow-up stories on the
drug pushers who had ruled the territory outside the Morningside Project, all
of them caught in the act of dealing drugs, acts documented right down to the
quantities and amounts of money and persons present. All had been impeccably
Mirandized on tape and were currently incarcerated awaiting trial. Law
enforcement in sixteen other states had requested causeometers, and some had
already received them.
Newspaper and TV polls taken during the week gave the
ETs a seventy percent approval rating by all races, ages, sexes, and all
professions except attorneys and conservative religious organizations, both of
whom felt the ETs were invading their territory.
On Sunday, Benita got a phone call from the First
Lady. "The president wants me to touch base with you. Do you mind?"
"Why?"
"He wants me to know how you're holding up, and
whether you need any help. There's something happening on the Hill. Not just
the usual extravagant egos. The president doesn't know where you are and he
doesn't want to know, because there's a push for congressional hearings about
the ETs. They're charging that the president knows more than he's telling, and
they're looking for any excuse to accuse him of something. If I stay in touch,
he can honestly say he hasn't spoken with you. Do you speak French, by any
chance?"
"No," Benita confessed. "Spanish and
English, that's all. And even my Spanish has gotten rusty since my mother
died.
"Well then, I won't quote the French ambassador.
He feels we shouldn't listen to the envoys, they can be up to no good, because
if they'd had any culture at all, they'd know that French was the language of
diplomacy, and they'd have started their mission in France. She chuckled,
rather ruefully. "Anyhow, the president is out of town today, so I called
to invite you over for supper tonight.
"That's very thoughtful of you," Benita
said.
Murmuring at the other end. "Chad will pick you
up around six, will that be okay? Just you two and the Secretary of State and
me.
"Thank you," she agreed, wonderingly,
shaking her head a few times, trying to clear it. She had really had a casual
conversation with the president's wife. She had not imagined it. My, my, how
her life had changed! She put the receiver down and returned to her perusal of
the daily papers.
ETS PROVIDE CAUSEOMETERS NATIONWIDE
HUNDREDS OF ARRESTS MADE SINCE
DETECTORS AVAILABLE
ET INQUIRY TOO PERSONAL SAYS
CHRISTIAN COALITION
CHILDREN SHOULD NOT BE ASKED
ABOUT FEELINGS
QUIET REIGNS IN ISRAEL FOR
SECOND CONSECUTIVE WEEK
AFGHANI WOMEN, CHILDREN
ENTERING PAKISTAN
FAMILIES FLEEING PLAGUE, SAY
BORDER GUARDS
GEOLOGISTS ATTEMPT SONIC PROBE
OF JERUSALEM HOLE
NOTHING THERE, SAY TECHNICIANS
MORSE DEMANDS TESTIMONY BY
INTERMEDIARY
PRESIDENT CLAIMS NO KNOWLEDGE
OF WHEREABOUTS
PSYCHOLOGISTS SAY ETS HAVE
SENSE OF HUMOR
PUBLIC UNSURPRISED
BAPTISTS CLAIM ETS POSSIBLE
DEMONIC INVASION
FALWELL SAYS ETS MORE LIKELY
GAY
AFRICANS ON MOVE
MIGRATIONS STUMP EXPERTS
That evening Benita waited inside her back door for
the car to arrive, having decided to be cautious about standing about alone in
deserted places. Once the bookstore was closed, the parking lot looked empty,
but one couldn't tell, really. Some lurker could pop up from behind a Dumpster
or come zipping around a corner on skates. She was wasn't afraid, not really,
but she was homesick. She wanted the shady portal of her parents' house, and
the smell of the sun on the pinons and watching for the first golden leaves in
the cottonwoods. She imagined being there, then imagined Bert being there with
her and decided it was better where she was. After all, even here the evening
felt like late September, with air that was crisper and cooler than it had
been. Perhaps winter air would be drier.
She was so lost in nostalgia that she missed the
arrival of the car until she heard the horn and looked up to see Chad Riley
standing beside it, waving. He insisted she sit in the backseat, and they
chatted about the book business on the way, not even mentioning the ETs. The
car had darkly tinted windows, but she obediently lay down on the seat and
covered herself with a blanket before they approached the gate. When he showed
her up the back way, to the White House family quarters, she found the First
Lady and the Secretary of State already partway through a bottle of wine and a
tray of hors d'oeuvres.
A little later they served themselves from the simple
buffet that had been set out earlier. Only when they had filled their plates
and taken their places at the small table did the First Lady ask about the
ETs.
"Intermediary, what are they really like?"
She shook her head. "I don't honestly know much
more than you do. They keep switching shape, which can be confusing. I'd say
they're even tempered, for they don't get angry at me when I get grumpy, and I
have been a time or two. I believe they do intend to help us live happier
lives.
"The questionnaires don't bother you?"
"No. It makes sense to ask people what they think
before you try to make them happier.
"I'm told the FBI believes each of the ideograms
on people's hands is unique," said the FL with a glance at Chad.
Benita chewed a bit of roast beef, nodding slowly.
"That doesn't surprise me, either. She held out her hand, palm upward.
The mark gleamed like a ruby. When the other three laid their hands down, it
was obvious that though the three marks had some similarities, each mark was
different, like a very complicated Chinese ideogram.
"They want to identify us individually,"
said the SOS. "Maybe track our movements?"
Benita took another bite of cold beef and smeared it
with horseradish sauce. "I don't think so. They don't care what civil
people do. But since they found those murderers in a hurry, my guess is they
can screen for certain traits if they need to find a murderous militia or someone
with a dangerous virus, like Ebola.
Chad grinned. "What a system.
The SOS frowned. "So you don't think it's
universal surveillance?"
Benita shook her head. "Why would they want to
listen to millions of people talking about the weather and taxes and how their
kids misbehave or how rotten their job is? They said they needed to find out
what causes woe. Then they need to stop it. If someone causes no woe, I doubt
that person ever gets looked at.
"You don't see it as an infringement on
liberty?" the SOS challenged her again, not angrily but demandingly. She
wanted an answer.
Benita felt heat behind her ears, a flush on her
cheeks. Wine did that to her.
"Well, back home, Madam Secretary, my husband had
a lot of liberty. He had the liberty to knock me around. He had the liberty to
drive drunk, no matter what the judge said. He had the liberty to invade my
peace and steal my money and kill innocent people with his car, and the law
didn't stop him or punish him. The judge had liberty. He had the liberty to
sentence Bert to house arrest and to sentence me to act as his unpaid jailer,
even though I was an innocent bystander and Bert both outweighed me and didn't
mind hurting me.
"The judge also had the liberty to put me in jail
for contempt if I made a fuss about it. He told me so when I spoke up in court
to tell him I couldn't keep Bert at home and off the liquor. He said Bert was a
working man and needed to get to work, and he said this even though he knew I
was the one who supported the family.
"That's rotten," said Chad feelingly, his
face quite red. He pressed his lips together and looked elsewhere. Benita
wondered fleetingly what part of what she had said had upset him so.
Seeing an attentive audience, she went on, "Now,
me, I had a lot less liberty than Bert or the judge. I didn't have the liberty
to live peaceably in my own house. I didn't have the liberty to keep the fruits
of my labors. I didn't have the liberty to tell the judge in court what I
thought of him, and the ACLU didn't rush to my defense so I could. It hasn't
rushed to the defense of the innocent people Bert may end up killing because
the judge wouldn't jail him and I couldn't keep him from driving.
"So if somebody said to me, can we put a mark on
you and on your kids that will keep Bert from driving your car, or stealing
your daughter's stereo for drinking money, why, I'd say, mark away!"
The SOS shook her head and said in a strained voice,
"I can understand your point of view, Benita.
Benita gave her a hard look, noticing for the first
time just how tired and worried both women looked. "You're upset about
something specific. This supper isn't just a get-together. What is it?"
They sat for a few moments, not speaking, then the FL
said, "The president has been getting strange reports. Chad knows about
this. A group of lumbermen disappeared in Oregon, along about the time the
envoys came. Three men were killed down in Florida in a totally inexplicable
way. Just today, word filtered up that there was another inexplicable death, or
disappearance, in New Mexico. There are other, less specific reports . . .
Benita frowned. "When you say a group, how
many?"
"We're only talking about fifteen fatalities,
total, and the last one is presumed, though personal effects were left at the
scene. But then, this afternoon someone brought our attention to World News
items on CNN. You watch it?"
"Sometimes," said Benita.
"A strange disappearance in Madagascar, similar
to the one in Oregon. Disappearances in India, similar to the one in New
Mexico. A slaughter in Brazil, just like the one in Florida.
Benita swallowed deeply. "Is there any common
thread, any indication . . .
The SOS said in a dry voice, "A common thread,
yes. They were all in rural or remote areas, all of them unobserved, where
people were working in or near jungles or forests. The men in Florida were
digging ditches.
"And all of it has happened since the
envoys arrived," said the FL flatly. "And the Congress has access to
the same information we're getting.
"It couldn't be Chiddy and Vess," said
Benita. "It's not what they do.
"You can understand that we do need to
know," pressed the FL. "And since you are the intermediary, you're
the only one we can ask to find out.
Benita stared at her plate, thinking furiously.
"These men who are out to get the president. Do you know who they
are?"
The PL's lips twisted. "Your senator, Byron
Morse, for one.
"He's from my state, but he's not my
senator," she replied. "Who else?"
Chad said, "McVane, as you might have suspected.
They have a few smart goons working for them, men named Dinklemier, Arthur, and
Briess. There's a whole ring of them over at the Pentagon. There are others
buried not very deeply in the Fascist Right, you know, Buchanan's bunch. There
are others, quite a few, CIA or ex-CIA, most of them, and there are several
other legislators. McVane and Morse are the ringleaders. Or I should say cabal
leaders. It's definitely a cabal.
Benita said, "Then what's to have stopped these
people from committing atrocities in India and Oregon and the other places, just
to hurt the president's credibility? If they're CIA, they have the resources to
do things like that, don't they?"
The FL said soothingly, "It's entirely possible,
Benita. But we need to know.
"Next time I see them," she said. "I
haven't seen them for several days.
"I hate putting you under pressure this
way," said the FL. "Is there anything we can do for you? You don't
sound terribly happy.
Benita laughed. "My son is being harassed by a
small man with a ratty mustache who is offering him money to find out where I
am . . .
"We know who that is," muttered Chad.
". . . my husband is evidently also being
solicited for his help, though not by the same man. I haven't spoken to Chiddy
or Vess for several days, and now you're telling me about some more or less
indiscriminate slaughter. I hear nothing in all that to make me even slightly
happy.
"Ratty mustache?" said the FL, looking at
Chad.
"Definitely Briess," he said, staring at
Benita. "Part of the Morse Cabal. Benita, when did you hear he was
bothering your kids?"
"Friday, when I spoke to Angelica on the phone,
she said my son had been paid to get caller ID to trace where I am when I call
them.
"That won't do them any good, will it?" the
First Lady asked Chad.
"No. Caller ID won't help him. But if they've
talked to her son, they might try something more sophisticated from that end,
with or without his help.
"Can you prevent that?"
"We can play games. Escalate the complications.
No barrier is ever unbreakable, but we can keep them off for a while.
"Make them think I'm in Denver," murmured
Benita. "That's the impression I've been giving them.
The SOS set down her glass and wiped her lips, making
a strange face. "You know, in recent years I've dealt with people who live
in very different worlds from the one I'm familiar with. Some cultures are more
foreign to me than the Pistachi In Iran or Arabia or Afghanistan, you'd swear
there were no women in the society. They are as invisible as ghosts and have
approximately the same status as cows. In parts of Latin America, family pride
is so delicately balanced you have to watch every word. I try to see their
point of view, of course, but the dissonance often gives me a feeling of
unreality. Their societies haven't changed fundamentally for . . . centuries.
"During that first Cabinet meeting when the
president showed us the cube, I saw it as fiction. It wasn't until Jerusalem
disappeared that I grasped the fact it was reality. The envoys are real. They
are going to drag us, kicking and screaming, into a new age.
Benita murmured, "I honestly think they want to
minimize the kicking and screaming.
The FL turned the talk to other things, they chatted
for a time, then bade their farewells. Chad spirited Benita down the back
stairs and out once more, to pick up another car and return home by another
route. The trip was a long, twisty one, as he made sure they weren't followed.
"Who's supposed to be following us?" she
asked, when they turned at the same corner for the fifth time.
"The same bunch," he offered. "The
cabal.
"Why is there a cabal?"
"Oh, there are always sore losers who hate the
president, any president. It's a kind of syndrome. They give money or effort to
a campaign, their guy gets beaten, they take it personally. They figure they
were right to support who they did, so the election must have been fixed or the
public was bamboozled, or something. They usually don't examine the real cause
of their hatred. Morse probably hates the president because of his wife.
"Morse's wife?"
"No. The First Lady. Morse made a rather crude
pass at the lady years ago, long before her husband ran for president. Morse
was drunk, at a public event, and it's unlikely he even knew who she was. She
let him have it loudly enough that everyone heard it. I think the words
'lecherous sot' entered into her commentary. There was a minor furor, and it
took him a while to live it down. He's been heard referring to her as a 'mouthy
bitch.' With him it's simple revenge, though that's not what he says in
public.
"Who else?"
"Oh, there are Pentagon guys who wouldn't mind
starting a war if it would keep their budgets up. There are always people over
at State who depend on crisis to advance their careers. And we know, but can't
prove, there's a handful of congressmen and senators who get soft money
campaign funds from nameless but probably drug-related sources south of the
border. Add to that the handful of old warriors who've got their thumbs deep in
the traditional values pie.
"Meaning what? What are their values?"
"Oh, guts and glory, defined as unquestioning
patriotism. Marital fidelity, defined as discretion in extramarital affairs.
Traditional' gender roles, that is, excusing rape and abuse by blaming the
victim.
"But they're hunting for me," Benita said.
"Why would they be interested in me?"
"Not they, I don't imagine. Him. Morse. He wants
to use you to smear the president. If you turned out to be a mistress, he'd
love it. Or a spy. Or a tool of the possibly communist Pistach. He turned a
corner. "You can sit up now. There's nobody behind us.
"Why are we in a different car?"
"Just in case somebody saw you arrive and bugged
that car figuring you'd go home the same way.
"If it were me, I'd bug them all," she said,
rearranging herself.
"We thought of that. This one was with somebody
we trust, several blocks away. He spoke cheerfully, examining her face in the
mirror. "What's wrong?"
"It isn't a game," she cried. "I mean,
I'm not a game piece. What do they intend to do with me if they find me?"
"The putative cabal? I'm not privy to their
plans, Benita. Best thing is to keep you from being found.
"Do you know what's happening in Jerusalem?
Besides what's on the news.
"The U.S. and NATO are providing aid to
international relief organizations that are setting up tent cities for the
people who've been displaced. Some of them are moving in with families in the
suburbs or other cities. Everyone is very surprised that there hasn't been a
wave of violence. The Saudis, by the way, are afraid either Mecca, or the Saudi
women, or both may be next. They treat their women almost as badly as the
Afghanis do. Women have been leaving Saudi Arabia ever since the ugly plague
was reported.
"Going where?"
"About half the population belongs to the royal
family, and most of them have other homes in other places. France. The U.S.
Switzerland. Britain.
"If the envoys decide to make Arabian women ugly,
or Iranian ones, it won't matter where they are," she said.
"Shall I quote you?" He laughed.
"Of course not.
"So far as we know, the media aren't looking for
you except by putting Attention: Jane Doe ads in the personals. You
haven't agreed to be on 20/20 have you? Or Date/me?"
"Is there such an ad?" she asked.
"There certainly is, are! People from the FBI have
had several little chats with the news people," he said cheerily.
"Here's your door. Let me pull right up beside it.
He asked if he could see the job his agency had done
on the apartment, and she invited him up. Sasquatch greeted him with a very
threatening growl, but when Chad hunkered down, offered his hand and talked
with Sasquatch as he scratched him behind the ears, the dog decided he was all
right, gave him a good sniffing, and went back to sleep. The two of them had
coffee and spent a pleasant quarter of an hour just chatting before he went
home. It occurred to Benita that this was the first time in ... what?,
eighteen, nineteen years?, that she had sat in a room alone with an intelligent
man in pleasant conversation. Not counting men she worked for.
The phone by the bed made her think of Angelica, and
after dithering about it for a few minutes, trying to remember if Angel was in
the new apartment yet, and what she'd said about moving her phone, she dialed
the same number and crossed her fingers.
Angelica's phone number hadn't changed, though her
voice had. She answered with a crisp, "Yes.
"It's me, honey.
"Oh, Mom. I thought it was Dad again.
"Has he been bothering you?"
"Seems like every five minutes this evening. He
got bailed out by that person who wants him to help find you. So now he's
facing a trial and he's all up in the air. I think the guy who bailed him out
may be connected to the guy that was hanging around here. According to Dad, his
guy was bigger, taller, with gray hair. He gave Dad a card with the name
Prentice Arthur, and there was an even bigger guy with him called Dink.
Score two for Chad. Both of them members of the cabal.
Benita asked, "So, are you moved in to your new
place?"
"As of today. I brought the last stuff up this afternoon,
and they just connected the phone an hour ago. The manager was really nice to
let me skip on the lease of the other apartment.
"I didn't think it could work, your living with
him.
"It didn't, Mom. I think he's moved in with the
girlfriend. He's got a phone now. You can call him directly.
Benita's lips were pressed so tightly that it took her
a moment to respond. "I won't, Angel. Since I know he's trying to make
money out of doing something that may hurt me, he's . . . well, he's broken the
tie. I've been thinking about mother bears a lot.
"Bears?"
"Like on the nature shows. Mother bear is very
fierce, protecting the cubs. She risks her own life for them. She does
everything she can to let them grow up safe, but a time comes when she turns on
them and drives them away. She's done everything she can, and from then on,
they're on their own.
"The only way I can handle this is to be like a
mother bear. Let the cub be himself without anything from me, no complaint, no
anger, no love, certainly no interference, and that means no nothing. See what
he becomes. See what he can be, totally on his own. At best, he'll turn out
great. At worst, he won't be able to blame me for anything past today.
There, she'd said it, realizing as she said it that it
was totally true. She was not going to overlook it. He had made his own
choices, now he could stand by them.
"I can't prove he took money," Angelica
cried.
"That's all right, dear. Knowing Carlos, I'm sure
he did.
"How's the job?"
"I love it. Much nicer than my old one.
"I'm glad you're enjoying it. It makes me feel
better about things.
"Me, too. Goodnight, Angel.
BertMONDAY
On Monday morning, Bert Shipton received a phone call.
The speaker, who did not identify himself, offered Bert a large sum of money if
he would come to Washington, D.C., and introduce the speaker to his wife.
"Benita?" blurted Bert.
"She is your wife?"
"Yeah. But, she's not in Washington. She's in
Denver.
"No, sir. She is pretending to be in Denver, but
we believe she is actually in Washington. We would like to be introduced to
her, and you can do this for us. We will pay you ten thousand dollars for your
time and trouble.
Ten thousand dollars! Bert's mouth began to water. Ten
thousand dollars! The best he'd read of in the want ads wouldn't have netted
him ten thousand in a year! Ten thousand would pay off the mortgage arrears.
And ten thousand for doing almost nothing was a kick. He could buy into that.
"What d'you want me to do?"
"You will have yourself groomed. A barber shop? A
shave and haircut? You will buy new clothing. A suit. Shoes. Other garments as
needed. Then go to the airport and fly to Washington today. We will meet you
there.
Bert growled, I don't have money for clothes . . .
"Mr. Shipton. Listen carefully. There is an
envelope in your mailbox with money in it. If you go to a bar, if you have even
one drink, the deal is off! We will ask your son to introduce us to Benita. If
you want the money, you must stay sober.
Bert grunted, almost dropping the phone in his
eagerness to get to the mailbox. The envelope was there, a plain white one with
his name on it, containing ten one-hundred-dollar bills. Enough to keep him
floating for a long while. He wavered, shifting from foot to foot, thinking of
excuses he might make, like he'd been robbed of the money, or lost it ...
"If you drink," said a voice at his ear,
"the deal is off! And we're watching, so you can't lie to us.
Bert jumped and stared around himself, seeing nothing
but heat haze, rising off the pavement in wavering lines. Like a mirage, he
told himself sternly. Just a mirage. Looks like all kinds of things, but it's
only a mirage.
He took the money, put it in his wallet, and went to
the barber shop, where a few moments under a steaming towel made him feel
slightly better. The steam gave him the idea of going to the baths, where a
much younger Bert had occasionally sobered up. After that, he went to the men's
store in the nearest mall, where he outfitted himself as inexpensively as
possible, off the rack. Every dollar spent on clothes was a dollar not spent on
something more fun.
The sight of himself in the mirror, shaved, shorn, and
decently clad, came as a shock. He'd worn a suit when he and Benita had been
married. He'd worn a suit to the kids' high school graduations, though he
hadn't planned on being outdone by his own kids in the education department and
was indignant about that. And he'd worn a suit to Benita's mother's funeral,
though the last thing he'd wanted to do right then was spend an afternoon
thinking about that old bitch. Wearing a suit meant trouble, so far as Bert was
concerned. Not a good omen, not good at all.
He bought two extra shirts, plus underwear and socks.
At the corner drugstore he added a razor and a toothbrush to the shopping bag.
There was still a ticket to Washington to buy, and airfares weren't cheap, as
Bert had found out last year when he'd priced roundtrips to California.
Angelica had invited them to come, and he'd talked Benita out of it on the
grounds they couldn't afford two tickets and he didn't want her traveling
alone.
He found a taxi outside the nearest hotel and slumped
in the seat, already exhausted, his hands shaking. "You all right?"
asked the driver.
"Yeah," said Bert.
"You get to feelin' sick, you holler," the
driver instructed, adjusting the rearview mirror so he could keep an eye on his
passenger. The man looked sick. Sort of yellowish around the eyes.
At the airport, Bert went to the men's room and put
cold water on his face. His insides seemed to be all up and down, like a roller
coaster. When he opened his eyes, he stared at himself in the mirror, only to
be reminded of Benita, the way she sometimes looked, when she didn't know he
was watching her. This same sort of dazed expression. Sometimes she'd stand
beside her spice rack, leaning against the wall with her nose over an open jar
of anise or cinnamon sticks, her eyes shut, her forehead wrinkled. Once or
twice he'd opened the jars and sniffed at them. The smell was nice, but that's
all it was. It didn't make his mouth water. It didn't excite him any. He
couldn't fathom why she stood there the way she did, sniffing at ... at what?
It made him angry at her, but then, most things she did made him angry at her.
Now he had that same expression on his face. So, what
was he sniffing at? The possibility of going somewhere? Doing something? It had
been a long time since he'd gone anywhere, done anything. He tried to think
about the going, the doing, but it was hard. Thinking was hard, lately. Just
lately, he assured himself. Just this last little while. It wasn't that he was
stupid. Bert was absolutely one hundred percent not stupid. He was as smart as
anybody, but just this last little while, it was hard to concentrate on
anything. It could be the weed. When he was out of money, sometimes he moved a
little weed for a friend of Larry's. Not usually, not enough to risk getting
caught with it, but now and then it was okay, just so he didn't get in a
pattern. Except, lately, he'd been using more of it himself, and maybe that was
what made it hard to think.
After several vague moments spent standing, head down,
not moving or thinking, he worked up the energy to go buy the ticket. Lucky
him, the flight was leaving in twenty minutes. No baggage to check. All he had
was the shopping bag. The money was in his wallet and most of the clothes were
on his back. At the newsstand, he bought a canvas airline bag to put the extra
shirts in, and a sports magazine, and some mints because his throat was so dry.
He only had a one-way ticket. Maybe he should have
bought a roundtrip. Then again, there was no point in wasting the money. He'd
have plenty of money when this was over. As he went down the concourse, he
passed the first bar with only a slight swerve of footsteps in its direction.
He hesitated at the next one, but the plane was leaving too soon for him to
stop. As it was, he was the last person to board. The plane was half empty, so
Bert had a window seat with an empty aisle seat next to him. The flight
attendant came by and reminded him to put his seatbelt on. He fumbled with it,
hands trembling again.
Then they made an announcement about beverage service,
and his hands steadied, he licked his lips and tried to swallow, but his mouth
was too dry. He couldn't wait for the flight attendant to get to him, and he
shifted in the seat. His skin felt itchy. Like it had ants crawling on it.
A voice spoke from the empty aisle seat next to him.
"Not one drink, Bert. Not one. Or we throw you out of the plane and watch
you fly.
He couldn't see anything in the seat. His eyes
confirmed vacancy, his hand, tentatively reached, encountered nothing. As
frightened as he could ever remember being, he turned his eyes away, put his
head back and, for the next several hours, pretended to be sleeping.
When he arrived in Washington, the voice guided him to
a taxi, and the taxi to a hotel where Bert found a room awaiting him, all paid
for. When he got into the room, he took his jacket off and stretched out on the
bed, just for a moment, before going out on a foraging trip. The money he had
left was burning a hole in his pocket. He thought about it. There was a bar
downstairs. He'd seen it on the way in. He tasted the beer he was going to
drink, feeling it sliding down his throat, feeling his body loosen and swim,
all the tight muscles letting go ...
The being who had accompanied him from Albuquerque
encouraged the vision, the feeling, the quiet. It left him sleeping. He would
stay asleep until he was needed. The Fluiquosm were very good at keeping prey
quiet and in good condition until needed.
BenitaTUESDAY
NIGHT
Tuesday morning, Benita woke up feeling like death
warmed over. She went downstairs to work, but Simon sent her back upstairs,
where she remained achy and fretful all day, feeling as though she was coming
down with the flu or a rotten chest cold. She went to bed early with a glass of
warm milk and one of her hoarded sleeping pills. She didn't take them often,
keeping them for emergencies, when Bert was being impossible and she was too
hurt or angry to sleep. She hadn't planned to need them in Washington, but she
was thankful to have a few left.
Despite the pill, she couldn't settle. Sasquatch
turned around and around on the foot of the bed until she yelled at him. He
gave her an offended look, jumped off the bed, and curled up in his huge dog
basket, though even there, he kept up a restless shifting and ear-pricking, as
though something was bothering him. Finally, about midnight, she fell asleep
with the light on, some time later rousing just enough to switch it off without
interrupting the dream she was having about trekking through a jungle.
Sasquatch was with her, nervously alert, woofing low in his throat the way he
did when he saw a skunk or a really big raccoon or Bert with the blind
staggers.
In the dream, she was worried about some kind of
beast, a bear or jaguar, and she heard Sasquatch's woof very clearly, so
clearly that she woke up with the reality of it in her ears. There was
Sasquatch in the middle of the bedroom floor, the fur on his shoulders and neck
bristled up like a mane, nose wrinkled, fangs showing, the dim light reflected
from his eyes as he stared up at the high windows of the bedroom that looked
out on the roof of the other building, which was accessible only from the
higher roof above her head. Which was, supposedly, accessible only from the
elevator unless someone had a very tall ladder. The people who fixed up the
apartment had covered the whole row of windows with gathered curtains of
translucent muslin. The light came in, but the view was blocked, either in or
out. Benita's half-opened eyes followed the dog's gaze to the curtains, a row
of slightly lighter squares against the dark . . .
Slightly lighter squares across which something moved,
from left to right, a slow shadow that progressed from window to window,
touching each one, pushing at each one, making them creak protestingly. The
shadow was a featureless blob, sometimes straight on the sides, sometimes with
a hint of squirminess about it. The frames creaked, again and again, though not
loudly and without yielding, for wire-glass inside steel frames doesn't break
easily. Sasquatch backed up until his rump was against the bed and went on
making what was almost a whispered growl, more a mutter in his throat than a
threat. He didn't like whatever was up there. Benita didn't either. Whatever
was up there scared her shitless. The bottom of the windows were even with the
roof and the panes were about five feet tall. Whatever was throwing the shadow
was taller than that, as it extended all the way from bottom to top.
The shadow moved on, and almost at once she heard
something rattling from the direction of the elevator hall. She almost fell out
of bed as she scrambled to get there before the elevator could move. At each
floor the cage was shut off by a folding metal grille that could not open
unless the elevator was on that floor, to keep someone from falling down the
shaft. The elevator was where she had left it, on the third floor, and the
rattling was coming from the roof above her!
She opened the elevator grille, just enough to keep
the elevator from departing, and looked frantically around for something to
prop it with. The hall was empty, so she simply stuck her foot between the
grille and the frame, holding it there while the rattling continued over her
head as though something was trying to get into the elevator housing. It had an
outside door, which locked automatically if one didn't set the unlock button.
Even if whatever it was got in, so long as she held the grille open, the
elevator wouldn't ascend and the upper grille couldn't move.
The rattling was succeeded by the hum click of the
controls. The thing had broken into the housing and pushed the button that
summoned the elevator. The grille thrust hard against her foot, and she swore
in a panicky whisper as it pinched. A smell came down the shaft, filtering out
around the car, and she almost gagged at the rotten meat filthiness of it.
She was scrunched up tight in the corner of the hall
where the elevator shaft met the outside wall, one foot extended awkwardly into
the grille space. The only window was several feet to her left, and though she
couldn't see through it from her position, she could see the quality of light
that came through it as it was repeatedly blocked by something. Dim, then
brighter, then dim again, over and over, as though something hung over the
parapet and looked in. Or as though something rose up from the street and
looked in? That window was a good thirty-five to forty feet above the ground
and at least eight or ten feet below the edge of the parapet that ran around
the roof. Benita told herself she was all right, she had to be all right if she
was doing arithmetic in her head.
All right or not, she was shaking. Through the open
apartment door she could see Sasquatch lying absolutely flat with his head on
his paws and his ears out to the sides as though he were hiding, or at least
keeping a low profile. She knew he was out of the line of sight, as she was, so
whatever was looking in couldn't see anything. Then everything stopped above
her and she heard a swudge, swudge, swudge going from above her head toward the
front windows, the center one of which happened to be slightly open!
She scrambled to her feet and ran through the living
room to the window, where she reached under the closed drapes and cranked the
window shut, slammed the lock down, then ran back past a bookshelf where she
grabbed a thick book and got it jammed in the elevator door just in time to
hold it open as the clicking from above resumed.
Leaving it there, she returned to the living room and
lay down next to Sasquatch. They cowered silently together while she distracted
herself thinking of escape routes. Down the fire stairs, two flights, into the
stockroom, which had doors that could be locked from inside. Or, from the
stockroom into the bookstore and out the front door. But, whatever was on the
roof could see the front door. And she didn't have a car. And her phone was in
the bedroom, which would put her farther from the stairs . . .
Tiring of the elevator fiddle, the visitors tried
another gambit. A very familiar voice.
Bert's voice. "Benita! You open this door! I need
to talk to you, Benita! You come out here where we can talk! You've got the
kids all worried about you, and I need to talk to you.
Silence. The voice seemed to be coming from outside
the front windows, which was unlikely. Though he could be yelling from the
sidewalk, it didn't sound like that, and turning her head she saw a man-shaped
shadow pressed against the glass.
"Benita?" Then a clatter. "Ouch, damn
it, she's not home, if this is her place, stop that.
Benita didn't move, nor did the dog. The squadge,
squadge, squadge was repeated several times, and then silence fell. It went on,
and on, and at last Sasquatch's head came up, then his ears. He got up and went
to the elevator where he sniffed all around the door before coming back to lick
her face.
What had it been outside her window? She thought of
the First Lady's remarks about the men in Oregon, the men in Florida, the guy
in New Mexico. People off in the trees, and then no people. Just gone. Only
bones left. Nobody saw what did it. Could something invisible cast a shadow?
She didn't know and she didn't want to find out. There
was no one she could call except Chad, and what could he do? Take her somewhere
else, put her in custody? Keep her safe? What she really needed was to talk to
Chiddy, and she hadn't seen him in person for . . . over a week!
She went back to bed, welcoming Sasquatch's company
close beside her. An hour later she gave up and called Chad.
He arrived in twenty minutes.
"What do you think it was?" he asked.
"Whatever's doing all the stuff the First Lady
told us about the other night! I mean, what else could it be? It wasn't people.
It, or they, were a lot bigger than people. It wasn't anything native to Earth,
that's for sure. And whatever it was pushed Bert right up against the living
room windows, and those windows are thirty feet off the sidewalk.
She took a deep breath. "It wasn't Chiddy and
Vess because they come in here all the time, they don't have to walk around on
the roof, but I'll bet it was some of those other races they talked about at
that dinner, remember? Chiddy talked about predators who had to obey
Confederation law, but only if we were in the Confederation. Remember, they
said that's why they wanted to move in such a hurry?"
He looked dazed, then angry, then gave her some news
that hadn't appeared on TV. People were still being killed. In India whole
villages of them were wiped out around the perimeter of nature preserves. Also
in Southeast Asia. Any activity requiring people to work out of sight in rural
or primitive areas had pretty much stopped, because nobody could find crews
willing to do it.
"The White House has asked the news media to
report things that might concern the ETs as calmly as possible with no
screaming headlines. The president told the media that nothing now happening is
under the control of any person. At this point, we believe we still have
influence over what may happen, but any public outcry may move events beyond
our abilities even to influence them."
"This is getting serious, isn't it?" she
said.
"I simply wish your two ET friends hadn't picked
right now to take off where they can't be reached. And I wish to hell they'd
come back!"
From
Chiddy's journal
Dear Benita, I write this as we return toward your
Earth from our sojourn in Pistach-home. We were not summoned home on a simple
matter, as I had hoped. This was no confusion over royal egos but was, instead,
a vast troubling over T'Fees the Turbulent, who has titled self Grand
Something-or-other, ruler over three Pistach planets! In each case, T'Fees has
moved in, talked the campesi into a fury, assaulted the more specialized
castes, particularly selectors and athyci, and has begun training armies.
Amazing, impossible that he should have been able to do this alone! How has
this happened!
Vess and I were summoned home to answer to the Chapter
about our work on Assurdo, which had resulted in this bizarre ligament of
events. We self-examined our work. The only thing we might have done
differently was to have regressed T'Fees, but the guidelines tell us never to
do that unless necessary, and in T'Fees's case, no one had known it was
necessary. Luckily, the three planets T'Fees has conquered are low-tech
planets, which means they can be easily assailed with high-tech modifiers, such
as those we have used on your Earth, dear Benita. A surreptitious seeding of
nanobots has been done on all three worlds. The nanobots suspended everyone on
the planet, and teams from both Pistach-home and several of our high-tech
worlds are even now descending to do regressions on all army trainees. We hoped
to find T'Fees and his coterie, a group said to be more intelligent and active
than most, but unfortunately they were not on any of the planets we invaded.
How did they escape us, and where have they gone?
Our fear is that they may have taken refuge with some
other race of the Confederation, not all of whom are sympathetic with our ways.
Sometimes I wish we could use nanobots on other races, but all other
Confederation members have defensive bots to prevent our "taking them
over," as though we would want to! Providing them with bots of their own
was part of our original peace process, what Vess and I sometimes call our
balance of error.
There was nothing we could do to help this situation,
and the Chapter agreed it was not our fault. Biological sports like TFees are
not anyone's fault. They just happen. You have had your Attilas and Hitlers and
Milosevics,- we have had our K'fars and M'quogjums, et al., though they were
far, far in the past, in pre-Mengatowhai times. When we catch up to TFees, be
assured he will be analyzed from heelspur to carapace! Though we will be kept
apprised of what goes on in the TFees matter, the Chapter, having heard
disturbing news concerning predation on your world, urged us to get back to our
work as soon as possible.
Though our prerecorded appearances on your TV will
have kept things simmering in accordance with the plan, that plan certainly did
not include the inexcusable actions of the Xankatikitiki, the Fluiquosm
and the Wulivery! They have, as your people say, pushed the envelope of
acceptable behavior. When we arrived at Pistach-home we learned of their
incursions on Earth from a Confederation staffer. Evidently the predators had
bragged of it at some interplanetary meeting or other. They do revel in coup
counting, though it is often their downfall.
We immediately appealed to the Confederation
headquarters. They responded, saying the three predatory races now claim they
had never been informed that we, the Pistach, are assisting your planet toward
Neighborliness.
Our ambassador to the Confederation immediately
provided a copy of our previous notification, which had been circulated long
before Vess and I even left Pistach-home! The Wulivery, as usual, claim
communications problems, this time between their hunters guild and their
Confederation legation. The Xankatikitiki and Fluiquosm claim they are merely
acting in concert with the Wulivery, whom they relied upon to take care of the
formalities. This is patently dishonest, a ploy which is new only in its
details. They knew very well we were here and they risked failure of our
project by their interference!
One knows why, of course. No planet has ever been
discovered as crowded with intelligent life as yours! All of our predatory
races prefer creatures of good taste, that is, brainy creatures. Even your
native predators eat the brains of their prey first when they can.
Meantime, a good many of your people have been
slaughtered, though the loss is only numerical. No appreciable proportion of
humanity or any subset of it has been lost, no irreplaceable knowledge or
experience has been deleted. Even so, the deaths are grievous to us. We will
immediately touch the survivors to learn what may be done to atone. We must
also, unfortunately, make our own arrangements to find the Xankatikitiki, et
al., and bring them into compliance, for once on the hunt, these races do not
call home.
As we must make clear to your people, dear Benita, our
predatory associates are not easy to find, let alone admonish. While your armed
forces might possibly locate and destroy them, leaving the matter to us will
result in less loss of life in the long run. I will communicate this directly
to your United Nations when we return, dear Benita. We are covered with
chagrin.
Despite these alarms and confusions, I am looking
forward to seeing more of your art and hearing more of your music. I still
quiver at the memory of those paintings on the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel.
How majestic they are, how strong and pure. Even your ancient paintings at
Lascaux and Altamira have a great strength and resonance, an inborn sense of
beauty. There is much about your people that is enviable, Benita. You will be a
great asset to the Confederation if we can only sort out these minor
difficulties.
BenitaWEDNESDAY
On Wednesday evening, Chiddy and Vess returned,
announcing their arrival by a phone call only moments before they appeared in
Benita's hallway. Over coffee, which they said they much liked and intended to
export to Pistach-home, they told her about a Pistach named T'Fees who had gone
crazy and upset the orderly way of things, requiring a lot of trouble on the
part of their people. She listened, lips tight and growing more and more
irritated, while they hemmed and hawed for a while, using a lot of words to say
almost nothing.
Finally, Chiddy said, "Benita, we have to tell
you something. We deeply regret it, but..."
"You don't have to tell me the predators are
here," she snapped, in a voice that sounded testy even to her. "I'd
rather imagined they were when one or more of them tried to get into this
apartment last night! They've got Bert already. I don't suppose you knew
that!"
Both the Pistach turned rather green and slightly
demorphous, as Benita had observed them do on similar occasions. When they were
upset, they lost a certain definition of shape, becoming foggy about the edges,
though only momentarily. As they solidified once more they glared at one
another, turning redder and redder. During their visits she had learned to tell
when they were angry, because no matter what shape they were in, they turned
red, just as humans did. When she had mentioned this, they told her their vital
fluids were similar to those of humans.
Chiddy growled, "They came after you, Benita? You
particularly?" "The only other creature living here is the dog,"
she growled. "It was at night, so I was the only person in the building.
Something went past my bedroom windows and then tried to get into the elevator.
Then they pushed Bert up against the front windows and had him yelling at me,
asking me to come to the door. If they'd tried him first instead of crunching
around on the roof, I might have fallen for it.
Chiddy's male human guise nodded miserably. "We
found out the predators were here when we arrived at Pistach-home, and when we
returned, we detoured to affirm the presence of their ships on the back of your
moon. We've already called for censure of all three races by the Confederation,
plus we've brought several Confederation Inkleozese back with us.
"More aliens?" she blurted.
"The Inkleozese are the traditional monitors and
peacekeepers of the Confederation. They are feared even by the predators, and
they are best qualified to do what now must be done. We did not know, could not
have guessed, that the predators would bother your person, yourself! Why would
they?"
She had pondered this herself. "They probably
aren't doing it for themselves. There are people looking for me. Political
enemies of the current administration. You know that.
"Yes, but ... is it possible that . . . could
they . . . can we believe . . .
The two of them went off into a corner and buzzed at
one another, waving their arms, looking crestfallen.
She interrupted their conference. "Someone
probably put them up to taking Bert. I'm not fond of him, Chiddy, but I don't
want him . . . eaten or tortured or anything like that.
Chiddy shook his head, almost humanlike. "Benita,
though we hate to believe it, you are probably correct about their motive. It seems
likely the predators have made common cause with some barbarians among you who
wanted your husband taken for political reasons. If this is so, they are
unlikely to hurt him. The predators are brazen, but they are not fools.
"What barbarians are we talking about?"
"Those like the man McVane.
"Good old McVane," she snorted. "Him
and his cabal.
Chiddy shook his head, remarking, "Such
violations of protocol have been known to happen in the past when members of
the Confederation have discovered intelligent races who do not have a planetary
government. A disunited planet allows the predators to shop about among
factions, nations, tribes, or rulers to find someone or some group they can
work with! Once they have done so, they claim immunity from Confederation rules
because they have a treaty with natives. Then the whole matter must be referred
to the Confederation courts for decision, and the courts appoint a study
commission, the commission submits a report, the report is subject to question
by some other group, and the whole thing takes absolutely forever! Meantime,
the predators go on happily hunting.
"Unfortunately, we have no immediate way to reach
those of them who are loose on your world except by going to the ships on the
back of your moon and demanding contact. We could do this, we will do it if
necessary, but it will be a black mark against Pistach in the Confederation. A
ship at rest on an unoccupied planet or moon has a status equivalent to your
foreign embassies. Why in the name of Gharm the Great didn't you people set up
an outpost there when you had the chance? Since you didn't, the predators'
ships are sovereign territory. One may visit, one may gently suggest, but
making a demand on sovereign territory opens one to criticism and shame.
Vess interrupted, "Individual predators on an
occupied planet, however, have no such status. We may do with them as we will .
. .
"Or can," muttered Chiddy, looking downcast.
"When and if we find them!"
Vess gave him a reproving stare. "We will find
them! It may take a few days, however, and we can't wait that long to explain
to your people, dear Benita.
"Start by explaining a couple of things to
me," she suggested angrily. "Starting with how they found me!"
Chiddy heaved a very human-sounding sigh. "The
Wulivery can smell the Pistach, dear Benita. I mean they can smell any
creature, like your bloodhounds, only better. They had only to send out
sniffers to pick up our Pistach scent and determine where it was stronger. We
have spent more time with you, here, than in virtually any other place, so our
smell is very strong here, in your home. They would have known that.
I see," she murmured. She couldn't smell
anything, but then, she wasn't a Pistach, or a predator. "You'd better let
the world know what they're up against. People are not going to like it.
Chiddy composed himself enough to say, "Please
call your go-between to the government and explain what has happened. Then,
tonight, we will apologize to all your people through the television. We will
also introduce the Inkleozese to them and explain the function of our
monitors.
Vess assured her their apology would appear
everywhere, in whatever language was locally spoken. She suggested they show
pictures of the predators on TV, just so people would know what they were
talking about, and they said they could do that for the Xankatikitiki and
Wulivery, but not for the Fluiquosm, who do not make any reproducible image.
"Are they invisible when they're dead?" she
asked grumpily.
"Why no," said Vess.
"Then show a picture of a dead one," she
demanded.
"Wouldn't that be in bad taste?" Vess asked,
making fussy little motions with his hands.
"You told me you've watched our television for
years," she snarled. "After O. J. Simpson's trial and Ken Starr's
investigation and the constant stench from Trash TV, what's a dead Fluiquosm or
two?"
They thought a bit and then said they'd get a picture
of a dead one. "By the way," said Chiddy, "you may do me a small
favor. I would like to leave my translator here, listening to your television.
I would do it in the ship, but all the ship's circuits will be fully occupied
seeking predators and maintaining the disappearances and the ugly-plagues.
"You really want to translate our
TV?" she asked, distractedly. The thought of Bert as a captive had just
led her to wondering if Angelica and Carlos were safe. If they had taken her
husband . . .
"No. There is little of it we enjoy. However, my
accumulation of spoken vocabularies is not complete, and you have a Spanish
language station? If you would be kind enough to leave it on while you are
away?"
She nodded and gestured at the set, without really
listening, not even watching as Chiddy put a black device no larger than a tiny
camera on top of the TV.
"When you are leaving, turn on the TV and push
the red button to turn it on," Chiddy murmured when he left. "It will
feed accumulated vocabulary to the ship. In fact, if you should need us, you
can simply shout at it. Something urgent. Like SOS or Danger, or Fire!"
She wasn't listening, for she had already picked up
the phone to call Chad and ask him to provide some protection for Angelica. By
this time she and Chad had each other's numbers memorized, as they talked
virtually every day, and Sasquatch was so used to Chad dropping in that he
didn't even growl at him anymore. On this occasion, Benita explained her
concern by repeating every word Chiddy and Vess had ever said about predators
making common cause with McVane, et al. She didn't mention T'Fees. Even though
neither Vess nor Chiddy had asked her to be secretive about the T'Fees problem,
she didn't think Earth needed any more variables thrown into the pot than it
already had. She did, however, tell him about the Inkleozese.
Chad muttered and grumbled, "New ones? Benita,
you've got to be kidding!"
"I'm not, Chad. They just told me about these
creatures. Evidently they act in the same capacity as our UN peacekeepers.
"Ineffectually, you mean?" he said in
disgust.
"Chad! It's not my fault.
He said he knew that, apologizing for his tone.
"Since you seem convinced the predators are working with McVane and his
bunch, there's nothing to suppose they'll stop with Bert. I think you're right
to be worried about your kids, and I'll get some protection started for them.
"Anything you can do, Chad. I hate to be a bother
but
"
"Think nothing of it," he said, entirely too
tersely, as he went off to transmit the message to whomever.
That night she watched as the two envoys explained
very clearly and concisely what the Confederation was and who the members were.
They mentioned there were over fifty member races, most of whom lived at great
distances from one another and from Earth, only about ten of them anywhere
nearby. "Nearby," Chiddy defined as "offering something worth
the very high cost of interstellar flight. Chiddy and Vess showed pictures,
the non-predators first: flutelike Vixbots, swamp-living Oumfuz, the
differentiated Credons, the winged Flibotsi, the crablike Thwakians.
Then, in greater detail, the predators: the Wulivery
looked more like sea anemones than elephants. They had a ring of twelve
tentacles around their mouthparts, which were on top of their heads. When
relaxed, the head part was immediately above their relaxed, stumpy fat legs.
When the creatures were not relaxed, the legs elongated from around eight feet
up to thirty feet or more, moving the tentacles far above human eye level and
allowing the rough gray skin of the leg to blend among the tree trunks of any
forest or jungle. Their hunting was generally limited, said Chiddy, to wooded
areas.
Oh, yeah, Benita commented to herself. Washington,
D.C., wasn't wooded, but that was the shape that had been on the roof!
While the Wulivery resembled sea anemones, the
Xankatikitiki looked more like six-legged bears. They weighed a hundred twenty
to a hundred fifty pounds. The fur and the personality were like that of a
wolverine. The four longish legs were cheetah-like. The two arms were muscular,
like a gorilla's. The prehensile tail was like the back end of a python, and
the jaws were as strong as hyenas'. Adding to the general ferocity, their claws
were retractable and the teeth were poisonous in the same way as a Komodo
dragon's teeth, that is, so filthy that any wound led to sepsis and eventual
death. All of which meant, so Chiddy said, they could climb very well, run very
fast, and kill almost anything. They hunted in small, family packs, mostly in
open areas.
The Fluiquosm were virtually invisible. They flew and
had rending organs (beaks? talons?). The body they had pictures of was pale
yellow, about the size of a Rottweiler, with a strange complicated growth on
its back that Chiddy identified as the flying organ, not wings, but something
else. Chiddy said to think of them as large, intelligent, invisible eagles who
happened to be quite ferocious.
The broadcast continued with Chiddy apologizing
profusely to all the people of Earth who, he said, would understand what was
happening, because on Earth there were member nations of the U.N. who were
always telling lies and trying to beat the system, like Iraq or Libya, or
members who didn't pay their dues but still expected to be respected and
listened to, like the U.S.
At the very end of the broadcast, they explained why
they had brought the Inkleozese and introduced the score of them who were
already on Earth. Their names were unpronounceable. They didn't seem
threatening or unlikable, though when the Inkleozese turned to leave, the
audience could see rear ends much like a wasp's rear end, terminating in a
lethal looking dagger-like arrangement.
Benita's phone rang about an hour after the broadcast:
Chad, wanting to know if it would be a violation of Neighborliness if humans
went hunting for the Xankatikitiki and others. The White House was receiving
hundreds of calls, and he said for every call they got, there were probably a
dozen hunters out there, already planning their expeditions.
When she hung up, she uttered this question loudly and
her phone rang.
Chiddy's voice said, "You caught us just as we
were leaving to go hunt predators, Benita. What is it?"
She explained Chad's problem.
"Predators' rules are different from civilized
rules," Chiddy replied in a reproving voice. "Any Confederation
predator who goes on the hunt is fair game for anyone, although the odds on
Earthian hunters actually killing one are vanishingly small.
To help out, however, he said the body temperature of
a Xanka was 116° F, a Fluiquosm 80° F, and a Wulivery 104° F, so heat detectors
could be used against cooler or warmer backgrounds. All their worlds were
reasonably Earthlike, and they didn't need any kind of protective gear except
for the Wulivery, who need breathing tubes to furnish them with methane.
"What about me?" Benita asked. "Will
they keep coming after me?"
Long silence. "We will try to protect you, dear
Benita," said Chiddy. "So long as you are in your home or at work
this should be fairly easy. We could always find you, of course, you or any
other individual, but it would take time, so keep us apprised of your
whereabouts.
Thanks a lot, she grumbled to herself. She reported to
Chad; he thanked her, sounding irritated, though she felt it was irritation at
the situation, not at her. She could visualize all those eager hunters,
stocking up on ammunition and dehydrated food and buying tickets to ... where?
India? Brazil? Or would they stick mostly to the U.S? Chiddy and Vess hadn't
specifically mentioned the killings in the U.S. So far, nobody had publicly
tied Oregon, New Mexico, and Florida to alien predation.
Law
EnforcementFRIDAY
The retaking of the Morningside Project from the
dealers was considered completed on the Friday afternoon when the wagon and
attendant patrol cars drove to Morningside, as they had each day for the past
several weeks, but returned empty for the third consecutive day.
Sergeant McClellan got down from the passenger seat
side of the cab and shook himself, settling his trousers into their customary
sag and his face into an unaccustomed grin.
"Any?" asked the captain from the precinct
steps.
"Not one," replied the sergeant. "The
Fourth Floor Women's Circle baked a cake. We had coffee and muffins. The kids
sang. It was a party.
"You did a sweep inside every vacant
apartment?"
"There're only a few vacant ones, and they're
being rehabbed. This last two weeks, the place's filled up. All the people that
wanted to get out, they've stayed in. The place even looks better. Somebody
donated paint and rollers, and the tenants are painting the halls themselves. A
nursery donated some trees. The city's fixed the elevators. Some teachers and
some of the kids from over at the school came over. They gave us thank-you
cards the kids made.
"Thank you, ETs," breathed the captain.
"What do you think? Have a patrol go by there a couple times a day, just
to check?"
"I'd say that isn't necessary. McClellan eased
himself up the steps and down the hall to his desk, the captain close behind.
"The people there, they'll call us if anything goes wrong. You know, we're
gonna have a new problem, Boss.
"What's that?" asked the captain, following
along, beaming from ear to ear.
I read last night the traffic into the States from
Mexico is moving right along. All it takes is a touch of the causometer to let
somebody through. No more searches for no reason, no more stops with no
evidence. It's working. So, we're looking at a problem actually solved here.
What're we supposed to do now? No real drug busts for a week. Almost no
burglaries for ... what, six days? The drug gangs have disappeared. We've had
no little kids caught carrying weapons. No shooting incidents, drive-by or
school yard. Our problem's going to be finding stuff to do.
"We still got domestics," snarled the
captain, attempting severity. "We got murders. We got muggings. We got
some nut up on Alta Vista trying to get little kids into his car to pet his
weenie. It's not coming up all roses. You haven't died and gone to heaven yet,
McClellan!"
McClellan shrugged. "Hey, let me gloat a little.
Let us feel good. Tomorrow somebody'll figure how to fool the causometer, we'll
be back where we started . . .
"We are back where we started," said the
lieutenant, from the other side of the room where he'd been tied up on the
phone. "We've got five people disappeared from the university, three male
students, one coach, one woman student, all of them taken from the sports
center up on Canoncito, twenty hundred block . . .
"So? Send a car," said the captain, looking
puzzled.
The lieutenant came across the room to murmur into
Riggles's ear. The captain frowned, shook his head, then said, "McClellan,
take Burton with you, go up there and find out what's happening.
"Something weird?" asked McClellan,
accurately reading his boss's expression.
The captain shrugged. "Ah . . . remember that Enquirer
article? And the ETs on TV, talking about predators? Maybe this isn't
something for a patrol. We'll bypass patrol and find out, okay?"
Burton, a husky youngster only three years on the
force, drove, lights and siren on. McClellan watched the streets flee by as
they swerved through evening traffic, counting to himself. After today, three
more days until his last day. And wouldn't you know, the job was just getting
worth doing again when he was getting ready to leave it. These last couple
weeks had been fun, like the old days, putting the bad guys away and doing it
without walking a tightrope the whole time, doing it honestly, no cheating, no
faked evidence or any of the stuff some men fell into when their patience wore
out. If he were a churchgoing man, McClellan thought maybe he'd go to services
and thank God for the ETs.
"Next right," he said to Burton, grabbing
for support as the car swerved at the corner. "Slow down. We're not
chasing anybody. Wouldn't that frost your cookie! Killed in a speeding police
car, chasing nobody, three days before retirement.
The street ended at the back of a tall, blocky
gymnasium, separated from the street by a row of bollards. Burton eased around
the bollards and parked as close to the front of the building as he could get.
An unlocked gate in a high fence opened on a wide stone terrace extending
across the building front. Three shallow steps outside the double doors of the
building were occupied by a cluster of young men and women students gathered
around a hunched over, weeping figure.
McClellan fumbled for his notebook and approached the
group. "So, what happened?"
The tear-stained person at the center of the group looked
up and cried, "They disappeared. Right in front of me!"
"Okay, okay, miss," murmured McClellan.
"Now, who was it who disappeared?"
"My brother," the young woman cried.
"Carlos Shipton. And some other people. I don't know who. They were out
there . . . She waved toward the oval track below them, separated from the
terrace by a wide, shallow tier of bleachers. "There were two other guys,
and a coach, and ... a girl in running shorts walking along the track, and . .
. She looked up, her mouth squared into an agonized mask of tragedy.
"And then?" murmured McClellan.
"They were gone. One minute they were there, the
next minute they were gone. She dabbed at her face with the backs of her
hands, smearing the tears.
"There was a smell," volunteered one of the
students. "When I came out of the building, there was a strange smell.
Two others nodded, yes, there'd been a smell.
One of the building doors banged open to a hurrying
youth, who called out, "It was Coach Jensen. Coach Jensen, and he was out
there with three guys, Turley, McClure, and Shipton.
"Who was the girl?"
The young man shook his head. "She was just
somebody out there running. I came over here to see Carlos. He owes me money
from when we roomed together last year, and I need it. When I got here, I saw
he was busy with the coach, so I waited for him. Then I saw the girl, and at
first I thought she was Carlos's sister, so I walked down there and called to
her and waved. She looked up, and then I saw she was somebody else.
"You were here when they disappeared?"
The youth looked flustered. "I didn't actually
see them disappear. I thought the girl was Angelica, so I yelled 'Hey,
Angelica,' but it wasn't her. The real Angelica was standing right there,"
he pointed, "at the top of the stairs, and I said something like, 'Oh,
there you are,' and she screamed. She was looking past me, down there, and when
I turned around, they were gone.
"Coach Jensen, and three students?"
"That's who the coach's assistant says. And the
girl," said the youth.
"Your name is?"
"Mack Dugan. I roomed with Carlos last year.
That's how I knew him and his sister.
"Is that what happened?" McClellan asked
Angelica. "Did he tell it the way it happened.
She nodded, wiping at her eyes. "That's what
happened, yes. They just weren't there anymore. Just gone. Like . . .
vanished,"
"Why were you here?" McClellan asked.
"Do you usually meet your brother
"
"No," she cried. "Somebody came to my
place late this afternoon looking for him," she flushed, not wanting to
mention the FBI, "and I said I'd ... I'd let Carlos know. Actually, the
FBI man was now standing over by the fence, talking rapidly into a cell phone
and waving his free hand in frustration. "I know he has a late phys ed
class, so I thought he might be here . . .
"What about this smell?" asked McClellan.
"What did it smell like?"
"Like welding," said one of the male
students. "I heard her screaming, and I came out from inside, and I
smelled it. Like welding. Kind of a hot smell.
Another of them said he'd smelled something also, but
he couldn't identify the smell, though he said it reminded him of blood.
"Show me where people were," McClellan said
to Mack, leading the way down the stairs at the center of the bleachers. There
Mack turned to the left and walked about thirty yards to bring them even with
the starting blocks.
Mack said, "Here! Right here. The three guys were
at the starting blocks of the three inside lanes, Ron Turley on the inside,
then Carlos, then McClure. Coach Jensen was standing in the next lane, leaning
over, telling them something. He turned to his right. "The girl was
twenty or thirty feet that way, walking along the outside lane toward the
bleacher stairs.
McClellan turned, peering in all directions. Concrete
posts had been set into the slope with canted steel els protruding from them.
Thick wooden slats making up seats and backs were bolted to the els. The rows
were separated by flat, graveled paths. There was no place to hide, everything
was wide open. You could see every gum wrapper. There was nothing below but the
starting blocks, the lines marking the lanes, and the hurdles set up at
intervals.
McClellan moved across the track onto the grass at its
center to examine the pole vault uprights and landing pad, one designed to be
inflated during use but currently flat and wrinkled. He heaved up a corner,
finding it was laid directly on the earth. The landing pit for the long jump
had been freshly raked. There were no prints in it. The oval track was
separated from the grassy slopes beyond by chain link fences with gates at
either end and in the middle of the far side. McClellan trudged to each of them
in turn, finding them securely padlocked. This entire area could be locked off
by closing the gates on either side of the building, and anyone wanting to
leave would have had to go through those gates. Or fly away.
He returned to Burton and the witness. "Did they
all go at once?"
"You'd have to ask Angelica," Mack
responded. "They were all gone when I turned around.
"And when you called to the woman you thought was
Angelica, you called by name?"
"Yes. I called out, 'Hey, Angelica.'"
"And you hailed her brother by name, also?"
"Yeah. I yelled 'Hey, Carlos!'"
"So, whoever or whatever took them might have
thought he was getting two members of one family?"
Burton shook his head. "Then why take the coach
and the other two guys?"
McClellan stared at his shoes. "Maybe we all look
alike to them.
"Them, who?" asked Burton.
"The ETs," said McClellan. "Maybe they
can tell male from female, but we all look alike. Like we were deer or elk or
something. He beckoned. "Let's look over in those nearest trees.
Since the bottom gates were locked, they went back up
the bleacher stairs, across the terrace, through the open gates and around the outside
of the fence. The first grove of trees was a hundred yards down the hill, a
clump of oaks with shadows lengthening eastward, toward them, trees that had
been planted when the college was founded, if not before. The trees were big
and old and created a welcome shade.
"Tracks," murmured McClellan, pointing at an
area of bare earth. "Remember the TV broadcast. The predators. That's what
one set of tracks looks like. Wulivery. Like elephants.
"Over here!" cried Burton. He was kneeling
by a body, with another one beyond him. "They're alive!"
"That's the other two," cried Mack.
"That's Ron Turley, and Bamma McClure!"
"Bamma," murmured McClellan to himself,
wandering farther into the trees. "What did he do to deserve a name like
that? Now where's the coach? If I'm right, we'll find him, but not the other
boy, the Shipton boy. He leaned momentarily against a tree trunk to remove a
cinder from his shoe, then caught sight of a red shirt. "Here's the
coach," he cried.
The man was unconscious, but seemingly uninjured. As
though he'd been anesthetized. In fact, all three of them seemed to have been
anesthetized.
When the ambulances departed with the three
unconscious men, McClellan sat down next to Angelica Shipton and waved her
sympathizers away. For a time he didn't say anything. He was reflecting on his
earlier euphoria, considering whether pride had had any part in it. It was
pride that supposedly went before a fall, and oh, boy, was this going to be a
fall. From blessing the ETs to damning them, in one easy circuit.
"Look, miss," he said gravely. "They
took your brother. And it looks like they thought they got you, too, because
Mack Dugan called both of you by your names. And, it looks like it was done by
those predators we heard about on TV, but it's not the kind of thing they've
been doing. I mean, right here, in the open, on the campus isn't the way
they've been operating. They've been more . . . sneaky than that. So, I got to
ask you, why would these predator ETs want to come after you and your brother?"
Angelica stared at him from tear-bleared eyes, her
head moving from side to side in baffled negation. "I don't know! I have
no idea! Why would they? I mean, why us?"
"Your parents, miss. I'd like to get in touch
with your parents.
Angelica shook her head, and began to laugh
hysterically. "You can't," she said. "I can't. Carlos tried to
call our father yesterday and couldn't find him. And Mother . . . she's moved.
She calls me, but she doesn't have a number where we can call her yet . . .
Back at the precinct, McClellan reported to the
captain, only to have the captain murmur, "What's that stink, Mac?"
"Stink? I can't smell anything. I've got a cold.
The captain rose and came around his desk, sniffing.
He sniffed at McClellan, front and back, then said, "Take off your jacket
and look at the back of it. It's all over goo.
McClellan removed the jacket. It did have goo on it,
like . . . something waxy or tarry. "I leaned up against a tree at the
campus," he remarked, wonderingly.
The captain stared at him for some time, nostrils
twitching. "You thought it was a tree.
BenitaFRIDAY
Early Friday evening, Benita's phone rang, and she
shuddered. Each time she heard the sound, she had a renewed feeling of doom.
When she took a deep breath and picked it up, however, it was only Chad, saying
he had enjoyed their dinner together and would she be interested in a movie.
What she really wanted to do was scream. Recent events
had combined to give her the feeling there were snakes under the furniture,
things ready to jump out at her. She tried to shake off the nervy, antsy mood,
deciding she'd probably feel better not being alone. Besides, she liked Chad,
so she said yes, why not a movie.
Chad had paid her a good deal of attention recently,
which both pleased her and made her slightly uncomfortable. He was married. And
though she wasn't even forty, doing without sex had not been a big problem for
her. Sex with Bert had not been pleasurable for . . . well, for virtually their
entire married life. She found it hard to understand how she had convinced
herself she loved him, way back when. Of course, he'd been young, and he hadn't
been the big drinker he turned out to be within two or three years, by which
time she had been grateful to be let alone. So, when a man was nice to her,
complimentary, as Chad was, and kind in his attentions, it was nice but it also
made her apprehensive, as though enjoying the attention, any of it, might be
equivalent to committing herself to something unearned, forbidden, or
inappropriate. Not that Chad had made a single gesture in that direction, but
he was a thoughtful, intelligent man, and as she kept reminding herself, being
alone with a thoughtful, intelligent man wasn't something she was used to.
When he picked her up, however, he looked worse than
she felt, not like someone headed for an enjoyable afternoon.
"What is it?" she asked.
"The movie was just an excuse, Benita. You
remember the name Dink? I may have mentioned he works for the Select Committee
on Intelligence, reporting directly to Senator Morse.
"My own dear Senator Morse?"
"That one, yes. The DEA got some feedback from an
agent planted way, way deep in a Colombian cartel. It seems Charles Dinklemier
is well known down there. Well known, much valued. He clears the way for a lot
of shipments.
She stared at him, at first not getting it at all.
Then it began to trickle in, like reading a thriller when you're half asleep,
missing it when the author throws a curve at you. "Does the senate
committee know?"
He exhaled. "I think I mentioned to you that
there've been some rumors about where certain soft contributions to senatorial
campaigns came from. Dink works for Morse. Morse gets lots of soft money. This
has got to be where it's coming from.
"What does Morse do in return?"
"He votes for the war on drugs. Votes more money
for the DEA. Makes sure there's no drug policy reform. The War on Drugs keeps
the market up, keeps the dealers working, keeps the money flowing. They don't
want drugs legalized. It'd be like what happened when we stopped Prohibition.
The gangsters didn't want it stopped. They made millions.
"What does that have to do with our problem right
now? With the ETs?"
"All of a sudden there are ET causometers on
every lawman's wrist, and the market is drying up. The drug cartels, the DEA,
the private prison lobby, they'd do almost anything to get rid of the ETs.
Which means that since the administration is supposedly supporting the ETs,
drug money is being used to discredit the administration, the ETs, and anyone
or anything to do with either of them.
"Including us.
"Including us. He laughed shortly. "The
White House has been hoping it can declare a victory in the war on drugs now
that the illicit ones can be controlled, but the big money is all on the other
side.
She smiled grimly. "So we're being eaten alive by
ET predators, we're going to have thousands of addicts going cold turkey, and
it seems a whole bunch of our legislators work for a foreign business. It's
nice it's all happening at once. I hate things all strung out.
He gave her a sickly grin.
She returned it, saying, "I'm hungry. Since
there's to be no movie, can we have some supper?"
They did so, with wine, though the wine didn't assuage
her feeling of impending annihilation. "All it does is make me feel I'm
floating on doom instead of drowning in it.
"Chiddy and Vess are looking for the predators,
right?"
"So they said when they left.
"And until they find them?"
"I don't know. Let the storm rage, I guess.
"Hope it isn't too long, Benita. If our domestic
storm gets to the point of a feeding frenzy, you may get tossed to the sharks
as a delaying tactic.
She looked up from her dessert plate. 'They promised
to keep me out of it!"
"They promised they'd try. You can try to keep a
secret, but if some damned congressional committee subpoenas you, you can't
keep it long.
"The president wouldn't tell where I am!"
"Benita, Benita. If the predators took Bert, they
did it because they'd been in touch with McVane. Why else? So, if the predators
found you, then McVane knows where you are. This makes me, as a friend, say
thoughtfully to myself that if someone has anything to hide, someone had better
hide it really well, because sooner or later, people are going to start
digging. He gave her a limpid gaze which succeeded only in making her angry.
She snarled, "Chad, I am exactly who I have
always said I am, and I have no sins on my conscience, sexual, financial, or
otherwise. This business has me ... I don't know. This whole thing is
maddening!"
"You feel like a rabbit thrown to the wolves,
I'll bet.
"When you say thrown to the wolves . . .
He took a deep breath. "I meant that one or more
senators may exercise the privilege of subpoena to get you before a congressional
committee. The president would, no doubt, delay this as long as possible, but
it couldn't be delayed forever since McVane knows where you are, and if McVane
knows, then Senator Morse knows. So, even if the president tried to delay
access, they could come at you by another route. The only thing they possibly
don't know about you is that you are having dinner with me right this minute,
and I could be wrong about that.
He toyed with his spoon. "Tell me again, how was
it the predators found you?"
"Chiddy said smell. The Pistach have been in my
apartment time after time. I suppose it does smell of them, though I can't
smell it.
"What do you all do there? Have tea
parties?"
"Popcorn, mostly. They really like popcorn. And
ice cream, especially strawberry. They go crazy over our fruits and
fruit-flavored things. And sodas, anything but root beer, or anything else with
sarsaparilla in it, like cream soda.
"They don't like sarsaparilla?"
"It puts them to sleep. One night we had root
beer floats, and they slept on my couch for nine hours in about thirty
different shapes. Which isn't the subject. Smelling me out is the subject,
because that's what the predators did!"
"They can track the whole world by smell?"
"We track the whole world by sight. Chiddy and
Vess have machines that circle the world listening for certain sounds. And
Chiddy told me the Fluiquosm track by taste. It's just a matter of having
machines that sort through the data to find specific things, and I'm sure any
race that has space travel has sorting machines. As a matter of fact, Chiddy
asked to leave his translator listening to my TV because his ship is operating
at full capacity at the moment. Finding predators is probably what it's doing.
"And presumably they didn't need to smell out
Bert because the cabal knew where he was, right? Well, that relieves a minor
worry. I thought there might have been a leak from the bureau. Your apartment
was supposedly an FBI 'safe house' operation, done by Justice as a favor to
State, who said they needed it for visiting dignitaries threatened by
terrorists. The contractors are reliable people the FBI uses from time to time,
and nobody involved except General Wallace had any idea who would occupy it.
He's the only one who talked to your boss, nobody else said anything except 'Hi
there.' As for the First Lady and the Secretary of State, nobody has asked them
where you are. I'm the only one who's seen you with them since that dinner with
the ETs, and we hoped they'd think you left town after that.
"You said you'd protect the kids . . .
"It took hours to get the red tape cut. I haven't
been granted authority over field offices. When we try to do things quietly, it
takes time to get cooperation, but your children should each have an agent arm
in arm, right now.
"We're still trying to be quiet?" she asked,
incredulously.
"Trying to avoid panic," he said, frowning.
He chewed thoughtfully while she blotted chocolate
from her lips, fighting down the temptation to scream. "Who told this
cabal my name? Originally.
"Your namesake congressman. He thinks he's a
liberal, he's generally on our side, but he's also ex-military, and he falls
for the national security gambit every time someone plays it. Star Wars.
Stealth anything. Talk about burning the flag and he gets all choked up. Funny,
so many of these guys think the country stands for the flag instead of the
other way round. So long as Old Glory's whipping in the breeze, it's okay to
deal guns to kids and cheat on your taxes.
"Congressman Alvarez was annoyed at me," she
admitted. "The cube opened up for General Wallace, but it didn't show the
congressman anything. He turned red and got all defensive. I could see him
thinking that a congressman is more important than a retired general.
Chad nodded. "I've met some of them who think
they're more important than God. So. Now what?"
"Well, I guess I go on working. And waiting until
Chiddy and Vess find the predators. And hoping they haven't done anything . . .
final to Bert.
"Do you really hope so?"
"Yes. I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy.
Which he is. She reconsidered. "Almost.
"Any idea how long it will take the Pistach to
find them?"
"No idea. They'll manage, sooner or later.
"Any idea what the predators are up to?"
"Sorry, Chad. I don't have a clue.
It was eight in the evening when Benita returned to
her apartment, and after a few moments of irresolute wavering, she decided to
call Angelica. It was only five o'clock Pacific time. Angelica might not be
home yet, but she might not have another chance the way things were going. She
lay down on the bed, punched in the numbers and counted the rings.
The moment Angelica came on the line, however, she
began talking so hurriedly that it took Benita some time to calm her down to
the point she could understand what was being said.
"What do you mean, Carlos has been
kidnapped?"
"It just happened. Just now!" she cried.
"Over at the sports complex . . . Angelica poured out the story of the
afternoon's disappearance, about the girl who had been called by Angelica's name,
about the police sergeant saying it looked like an attempt to get two members
of the same family.
Benita gargled, "The whole family . . .
"It's crazy, isn't it, Mom? I mean, who'd want to
bother us. I thought of Dad, but you know, he ... he isn't ... he doesn't . .
.
"He can't concentrate long enough to do anything
like that," Benita said for her.
"Right. And it can't be for ransom, because we
don't have any money.
"Was there any blood?" Benita asked with
horrid foreboding.
"Blood? No. The other men weren't hurt. Nobody
found any blood.
"Ah.
"What do you mean, ah?"
"I mean . . . She thought, what did she mean?
"It looks like no one was hurt. Not like . . .
"Like those killings, you mean? The ones in
Oregon?"
"No, certainly not like that. Angel, didn't the
FBI contact you today?"
"Oh, Mom, yes. What's that all about? The men
came to my place kind of late this afternoon, and I took them with me to find
Carlos. He disappeared right after we got there! The man who was supposed to
watch him was fit to be tied, and the man who's supposed to watch me is sitting
on a chair outside in the hall right now. What's going on?"
Benita beat her forehead with her closed fist. It was
the predators. They were doing it, and they were doing it because they'd
been put up to it! They'd come to the bookstore looking for Benita, only her
place was . . . what? It would have been easy to get into if they'd really
wanted to, though getting in would have made a mess. Broken windows. Splintered
doors. So, maybe they didn't want to ... no, maybe they'd been told not
to leave evidence they'd done it. Perhaps they needed to make her vanish,
without raising a stink. So, they'd tried using Bert as bait. Now they would no
doubt use Carlos. And, supposedly, Angelica. Oh, it made a certain deadly
sense!
Benita took a deep breath. "Angelica, I think it
would be a really good idea for you to go outside and tell the FBI man he
should take you to a motel or hotel, right now. I mean now, not an hour
from now. Grab what you can grab in no more than five minutes and go. Get a
place that's air conditioned, and don't open the windows or the curtains.
"You're scaring me!"
"I'm scared myself. Please, Angel. Do what I ask.
Just so I don't need to worry about you.
"If it's important.
"It's important. Tell the FBI man to let Chad
Riley know where you are.
"Who's Chad Riley? What's this about, Mom?"
"Trust me, please. I don't want to talk about it
now. Just do what I ask. Chad Riley works for the FBI in Washington, and I can
get in touch with him without letting anyone know where I am. He'll give me
your number, and I'll call you tomorrow when things settle down a little.
When she hung up the phone, she went into the bathroom
and said Chiddy's name, over and over. No answer. No response at all! All she'd
ever had to do was speak, but now they were off somewhere, or everywhere,
trying to locate the predators.
"My son's been abducted," she said.
"Also a girl that was mistaken for my daughter!"
No sign that he'd heard her. Lord, Lord. Now what? She
stepped back into the bedroom and the phone rang. Chad, saying he'd just
learned about what happened in California.
"Chad, for heaven's sake, I know! Angelica just
told me.
"This girl they took? Do you know who that
was?"
"They thought it was Angelica!"
"You know why?"
"They want them for bait," she cried.
"To lure me out where they can get at me. She pressed her forehead with
her free hand, trying to keep it from exploding. "The predators wouldn't
have targeted the children on their own, so someone put them up to it. Probably
Morse because he wants to talk to the intermediary.
"That's what his press release says,"
growled Chad.
She cried, "Well, dammit, better in public than
in some cellar somewhere. Morse wants to get at me, so why don't we let him!
Except for my longing for anonymity, I've got no reason to hide!"
"Volunteering to testify could be a good
play," said Chad, thoughtfully. "I'll see what the powers that be
have to say about that.
"Listen," Benita said, struggling to remain
calm. "Morse might be doing this because he's expecting the president to
duck or dodge on the subject of my whereabouts. Then Morse himself could haul
me in, hoping I'll say something really damaging. Like ... I was put up to this
whole thing by the Chinese. Or the press and I have been having this affair
ever since I came to Washington. Or something equally ridiculous. That's what
he really wants, to make political hay out of the situation . . .
"That's scary.
"It's not the worst. If he's using the predators,
maybe he can even be sure that I'll say what he wants me to. Either they can
make me do it, or they can hold the kids' lives as hostages until I do it.
"But you'd be willing to appear in order to
subvert that.
"Right. I'll agree right now to appear before the
committee Monday. Let the president announce that fact! He should announce it
tonight or tomorrow, so it can get onto the news as soon as possible!"
"What about your son?"
"Somebody should get word to McVane, privately,
that I expect my family to be released. Or that he'll be held responsible for
the two of them, or something!"
"But the girl isn't your family.
"She's somebody's family," Benita snapped.
"Angelica would be in their clutches right now if they hadn't made a
mistake. I asked her to ask the FBI man who's guarding her to take her to a
hotel for tonight and let you know where she is.
"I'll alert the powers that be," said Chad.
"Including the president.
Benita called Simon at home to tell him a family
emergency had come up, and she would have to take Monday off. Since she'd
worked overtime on several evenings, she actually had the time coming.
He sighed. "Someday you'll tell me what's going
on, won't you, Benita?"
"Someday, Simon. If I ever figure it out.
Senator
Byron MorseFRIDAY
The same evening, Senator Morse came home to find a
note from Lupe saying that her mother had broken her wrist and that Lupe was
driving to Baltimore to spend a day or two with Mama to reassure herself that
Mama was all right. All in all, it suited the senator to spend a quiet evening
at home. The last few days had been hectic. Predators picking off American
citizens was not a precedent he wanted to set, but in this case the end
justified the means. Once he got his hands on the intermediary, nobody would
press him too much as to how he'd done it, and he had no doubt he could get
something out of her, whether or not it led them to the envoys, that would be
useful in damaging the administration!
He badly wanted a progress report, but there was no
way to reach the predators until they succeeded, in which event, reaching them
wouldn't be necessary. Dink had assured him it wouldn't take them long.
Ridiculous, all this running about, unable to find a woman who should stick out
like a sore thumb! It suggested ineptitude among people he had always valued
for being good at their jobs!
Meantime, the select committee was still unable to
talk to or communicate with or get at the envoys themselves, and the armies of
ET hunters that were scouring the world for possible targets had as yet
reported killing only a California condor, several wolverines and bear cubs,
about fifty dogs, and a number of Ginko trees. The boosting of a surveillance
satellite into a one-time moon loop, a little maneuver that cost too many
millions, had allowed NASA to verify that predator ships were definitely on the
back side of the moon. Morse had been cutting NASA's budget relentlessly as
long as he'd been in the Senate, so there was no way to get at the moon any time
soon. It was like being in a wartime situation. You couldn't attack the
administration without seeming disloyal to the country, no matter how elusive
or dangerous the president was. Maybe the thing to do was beef up NASA, fast,
and see what the Russians had left over from their space program that might be
useful. Though, come to think of it, the space station boosters had more or
less picked over that trash heap.
Oh, hell, he told himself, pouring a scotch, let it
go. Forget it for tonight. Raid the refrigerator, have a long hot shower, go to
bed.
The food and the shower he managed. While luxuriating
under the hot spray, however, he felt a sting on his shoulder, as though a wasp
or bee was in the shower with him. Even as he slapped at the shoulder he felt
overwhelmingly dizzy. The tile walls of the shower stall spun around him, he
felt himself slipping, though he didn't feel himself landing on the floor.
Everything went gray and silent.
He was aware that time was passing, that things seemed
to have duration. He came halfway to consciousness, finding himself on an
examining table, just like . . . well, like all that stupid X-Files stuff,
and there was this . . . ET thing, not a little gray man, not an envoy, not one
of those predators they had shown on that broadcast of theirs, something else.
Like a huge wasp, only with a high cranium and a soft voice. This large
creature, assisted by two smaller creatures, was very intent on doing something
to him, though he felt no particular pain or apprehension. They were holding
him and shifting him, quite gently, and then there was a sudden, horrible pain,
terrible and piercing as the large creature stuck its ... something or other,
surely not what it looked like, no, that couldn't be, he meant no, not that, he
meant stuck its dagger-like thing into him, right into his middle, and squirted
something through it, something quite large because the dagger-like thing
bulged to let it through, and then the pain again, only worse, much worse, he
couldn't bear, couldn't stand . . .
And then only peace and euphoria. Nice. Nice restful
feeling, and he woke up momentarily. He was at home, in bed, quite naked.
Senator Byron Morse never slept naked. He staggered
out of bed and found his pajamas hanging where he'd left them this morning, on
the back of the bathroom door. It was while he was buttoning the pajama top
before the full-length mirror on the back of the bathroom door that he noticed
a strange discoloration on his stomach. Just to the right of the belly button
and a little higher. A real doozy of a bruise, with a bloody spot in the
middle. He touched it, and something bit him, like being hit with a cattle
prod. A second attempt had the same result. He should have been worried about
it, but he still felt very happy and contented. Euphoric. That was the word. He
hummed it to himself.
An isolated section of his mind repeated the word.
Euphoric? From what? Why was he thinking about euphoria? He should be worried
about this damned bloody spot. He was damned well worried about this bloody
spot, but he was too tired to do anything about it tonight. He'd get a few
hours sleep, first. This morning, first thing, he'd see his doctor.
From
Chiddy's journal
Dear Benita, Vess and I are so deeply sorry about the
predators. Though they will not kill nearly as many of your people as you do on
your own, we realize that the simultaneous death of small groups is perceived
to be more tragic than a very large mortality stretched over time and space. A
plane crash that kills one hundred in one place seems a greater tragedy than
the many times that number killed one or two at a time, here and there, by
gunshot or car crash or tobacco addiction. When working with intelligent
beings, one must work with perceptions as much as with reality, and
accordingly, we know the predation must be stopped!
We have set our search devices to find the
Xankatikitiki, as they are usually the easiest to locate. There are more of
them, they have the strongest smell, and they tend toward noisy braggadocio,
particularly the young ones. Once we find them, we will find the others. If we
do not find them within a short time, we will find a human who has met with
them, though we will need to wipe the memory of it later. If the predators have
conspired with humans, then those humans must have a way to get in touch with
them! Unfortunately, conspirators do not emit the same kinds of strong, focused
signals that serial killers or terrorists do. Conspirators tend to have
torturous mentalities which are often unclear even to themselves.
Meantime, Vess and I are continuing with the programs
set out before our brief departure. We are extending the ugliness plague to
Iran and Arabia and to parts of India where both Muslims and the wealthier
Hindus seem to enjoy locking women up. This is such a unique societal trait
that Vess and I brought it to the attention of the Chapter back on
Pistach-home. We have been sending them reports all along, of course, and they
soon saw the similarity between this human trait and the violent capture of
females found among other Earthian mammals. Baboons and various kinds of deer
kidnap females, for example, as do teams of dolphins, usually violently and
sometimes lethally.
Our Chapter asked us why some human societies consider
female capture and abuse to be barbaric while others consider it to be
"traditional" or "cultural" or even "religious. Why
should certain societies have very little breeding madness while others have it
continuously? Are some but not all human societies genetically incapable of
self-control?
This dichotomy among various subgroups of a single
race is hard for us to explain, dear Benita. We've looked into the matter, and
there is no clear-cut genetic difference between populations with breeding
madness and those without. As we know from experience, however, even a rare
genetic predisposition can survive culturally if the predisposition is found
among the leaders of the society. Though a leader may be genetically driven to
a certain behavior rather than choosing it, if that leader is charismatic,
others will elect to copy the behavior. Thus is breeding madness spread among
certain populations, first by emulation, in time acquiring a cultural or even
religious cachet.
If there is a genetic predisposition to breeding
madness, it may have arisen among groups who lived around your Mediterranean
Sea. We hear much of the "Latin Temperament," for example, which
enjoys ritualized sacrifice of or battles among male animals such as bulls and
cocks. They also have dances portraying contests of sexual dominance. I
apologize, dearest Benita, if I seem to be belaboring this point! Even though
we are sure these things must change, first it is necessary that we understand
what is going on. It is far more important to establish a civil and orderly
society than it is to pander to abusive cultural and religious artifacts. This
is why we are continuing the ugliness campaign. Once the societies have
unlearned their present attitudes, women may become lovely again, as you are,
dear Benita. In the meantime, the women will at least have the freedom to come
and go as they will, to work and study and learn.
Our Inkleozese monitors were not here long before they
pointed out that a nation dedicated to protecting human rights should not have
warm diplomatic relations with nations that have institutionalized breeding
madness, not even when those nations have a lot of petroleum. We had postponed
consideration of this issue formerly, but since all the Inkleozese monitors are
receptors, that is, females, we are unable to delay consideration any longer.
The Inkleozese react very strongly to insults to their own or similar sexes,
and they feel the imprisonment of women is no less heinous than confining
political prisoners for the sake of "security.
If widening the area afflicted by the ugly-plague
badly upsets your country's acquisition of sufficient fuel, we will provide
your nation with power technology that needs no petroleum. An equitable society
capable of Neighborliness cannot be built on competition for scarce resources.
Think what such cutthroat competition would mean in interstellar society?
The question of resources brings me to a delicate
point. Because our need was immediate, we brought back with us the only
Inkleozese monitors who were available at the time. Virtually all of them are
in that state of parturition that will soon require a host animal. There are no
quodm, no geplis, no nadervaks on Earth. The most suitable creatures will be male
persons, as their hormones are more easily adjustable to the needs of the
growing Inkliti.
Under usual circumstances, the Inkleozese would refuse
to leave their planet at such a time. Only our elucidation of the pro-life
feelings of many men in positions of power convinced them they could find hosts
on Earth without offending the free will of its inhabitants. Obviously, the
hosts will have to be persons who espouse the pure pro-life position which does
not allow reproductive choice even in the case of rape. Not that these
gentlemen would consider it rape, but we all know what the media do with any
events related to sexuality.
While the Inkleozese might be offended by the
anti-woman bigotry underlying much pro-life dogma, we have not seen fit to
discuss with them the psychological minutia of the situation. They would be
outraged, or worse, if a host animal refused the implantation of an Inklit egg,
but since implantation is always done with the host in a euphoric state, we
know the gentlemen will not refuse. We have, therefore, selected hosts for the
Inkleozese on the basis of their publicly stated receptivity to preborn life.
Among those chosen are several of your legislators who
have repeatedly asserted an unequivocal anti-choice position. We have also added
to the list a number of TV and radio preachers and commentators who have been
rigorously pro-life. Once the immediate need is taken care of, we will explain
the matter as seems necessary. Everyone will be told that the hosts are
pregnant with babies of an intelligent life form which it would be a grave
ethical error to remove. Though the impregnation has or will be done without
the hosts' individual permission, in a legal sense we may infer their
permission from the stand which they have taken upon the issue of rape. Each
man on our list has gone on record as refusing to allow choice to women who
have been raped, pointing out that the infant is innocent and must therefore
take precedence. The Inkleozese could not ask for a better statement of their
own belief.
In any case, the implantations will be only a
temporary inconvenience for the hosts. They will most likely survive the
pregnancy and emergence experience without lasting harm, just as most of your
women do. The hosts will have only a few months of discomfort and
inconvenience, though of course their careers must be set aside for a time.
Inasmuch as they have frequently decried the shallowness of women who attempted
to avoid pregnancy for mere career convenience, however, we are assured of
their understanding.
Aha. Vess calls. The machines are signaling! We have
something on the location of the Xankatikitiki. When next we encounter one
another, dear Benita, I hope you will be gratified to know we have reached the
predators and succeeded in removing them from your world.
Among
the ShizzalizaquosmnSATURDAY
The Fluiquosm, the Wulivery and the Xankatikitiki had
long been associated with certain other predatory races in a League of
Devourers, or Shizzalizaquosmni [SHIZzah-LIZzah-kwah-zum-nee, many-joined-eaters],
which league members called simply SHLQ [sh-lok-wuh]. When engaged in joint
hunting expeditions on any planet, the league was headed by a committee made up
of the eldest or most powerful of each race. On Earth, this group had found the
planet to be a predator's paradise.
"Oh, it needs some work, of course," gurgled
the Wulivery chief known as Odiferous Tentacle. "Cities are not a proper
venue for the hunt. The country makes prey so much more delicious. One has
little food-things gathering around one's legs, thinking one is a tree! They
squeak delightfully when one seizes them up!"
The Wulivery were fond of trees, and at least
partially in response to Wulivery sensibilities, the Fluiquosm and
Xankatikitiki leaders had agreed to set up their headquarters near the old farm
in Virginia where they had met the cabal. It was a convenient place, one kept
secure by intelligence agencies who had no idea what was going on there, and
the humans who kept the place under observation had been easily persuaded that they
saw everything except the predators. While the signal towel flapped its
continuous message of safety, while each footstep of other casual visitors was
closely observed, the predators came and went without being noticed.
It was to this location that the one male and two
female Fluiquosm involved in the abductions of Benita's family brought the two
young people, and later Bert himself, following his unsuccessful role as bait.
Fluiquosm females often accompanied the hunters though they did not usually hunt,
and in certain cases they might be sent alone, for it was the females who
convinced captured prey that safe release would follow if the prey would only
lie quiet. It was the females who convinced the prey it did not see what its
eyes claimed to see or hear what its ears claimed to hear. In short, the
females cast the veil behind which much bloody work was done, and in return for
their talents, their thirsts were among the first satisfied.
The two young humans picked up in California were
convinced they had seen nothing and heard nothing and needed only to sleep for
a lengthy while. Though bringing them to Virginia had involved a lengthy
roundtrip flight, the two Fluiquosm, Quosmlizzak and Kazzalamgah, had badly
needed the exercise. They had placed breathing capsules over the noses of the
boy and girl, wrapped them in egg film as protection against high-altitude
winds, and during the flight had amused themselves by dangling the bodies just
in front of airliners in midair, scaring the pilots witless. They did not
desist until one plane lost altitude and almost crashed, which would have been
a waste of blood, and therefore shameful.
Bert had also been obtained by subterfuge, though his
female abductor had chosen to bring him back via commercial carrier and store
him temporarily in a hotel. The airline ticket counter person, the clothing
store personnel, the barber, the hotel clerk, all had been mind fogged into
assisting the operation, and the Fluiquosm who had managed the trip remembered
the whole process as having been great fun.
Bert had now joined the two youngsters, all three
carefully cocooned in egg film and hung upright in the well-stocked larder tree
where they could remain without damage for some days, until they were needed
for something or, if that became appropriate, were sucked dry or eaten. Now
that all the family except the woman had been brought under control, the
predators assumed that Bert and the young people could be consumed immediately
after the woman was in their hands.
To that end, a small but representative group of
predators left the farm in Virginia and flew in a tiny shuttle to Washington,
D.C., where they set themselves down in a small park not far from Benitas
apartment. The Wulivery had reconnoitered the woman's lair during their
previous attempt, and they knew it was vulnerable, though not in a way that
would avoid detection. Each hunt had its rules as to number, age and type of
prey, method of capture, how many points for particularly difficult captures,
and so on. The rule-setter for this particular hunt had clearly stated that the
woman had to be removed without any sign of violence. The prey was to be lured
out with threats to the welfare of its offspring. Pistach nootchi,
Xankatikitiki glafimmilox, even Wulivery vullaters would respond mindlessly to
threats directed at offspring they had nurtured or borne. It was assumed human
females would be the same, even though the ploy wouldn't work on Fluiquosm
themselves. Fluiquosm were without progeny pride, sometimes going so far as to
drain their offspring when other blood was unavailable.
The shuttle was set down in a thick copse of trees,
and the group exited, including Odiferous Tentacle, a Xankatikitiki chief
called Mrrgrowr, and the two Fluiquosm females, Quosmlizzak and Kazzalamgah. It
was in the wee hours of the morning and the city was quiet enough that the
Wulivery and one of the Fluiquosm felt they could collect Benita without
attracting attention. While the mind-fogger stood by to confuse anyone who
might witness any part of the abduction, the Wulivery pretended to be a tree
while making a phone call from a sidewalk booth. Wulivery were skilled at
languages and particularly good at picking up conversational idiom, though they
could make vocal sounds only through a machine.
Benita's phone rang at three A.M. on Sunday, so her
digital clock told her as she came groggily awake. "Hello," she
muttered, staring witlessly at the clock and wondering what new threat or
confusion was happening. "Hello?"
"Come out, come out, wherever you are,"
demanded a mechanical voice.
The person who owned that voice wasn't anyone Benita
knew, or wanted to know, but she realized immediately what it wanted.
"Hello," she said again, sitting upright,
forcing herself to waken. "Do you have the right number?"
"Alvarez," the voice said. "This is the
right number. We have you located. We have possession of your mate and
offspring. Harm will come to them if you don't go downstairs and come out the
back door right now . . .
Shaking off her stupor, Benita gritted her teeth and
said what she and Chad had agreed she would say. "I can't," she said.
'The president has asked me to appear before Senator Morse's committee on
Monday morning. I've promised I'll be there.
There was a snort at the other end, like an aborted
curse, a moment's mumbling, as though to someone else, then a disconnect. She
hung up, tears running down her face as she prayed she was doing the right
thing. Whoever or whatever the voice was, it would have to report to Morse. And
once Morse knew she'd testify before the committee, he'd have no reason . . .
well, less reason to hang on to her children. Or to Bert.
She pulled herself out of bed, stumbling through the
dark, banging one hand against the bathroom door hard enough to break a nail
straight across, and then scratched herself with it when she splashed cold
water on her face. She dressed in jeans and a knit shirt with a roomier flannel
shirt over it, then went to the phone in the bedroom and called Chad, who said
he would be over in a few minutes, with weapons.
"Can you shoot?" he asked.
"As a matter of fact, yes," she muttered,
digging through the drawer of the bedside table for a nail file. "My
brothers and I used to shoot at cans and rats, out at my Dad's salvage yard.
Back then, it was out in the country . . . Her voice trailed off. Back then
had no point to it at the moment.
Odiferous Tentacle was annoyed. The result of the call
was not as planned. The official, Morse, wanted the woman to appear before him,
but the woman was already committed to appearing before Morse. Did Morse still
want her taken secretly? This possibility had not been covered in the rules of
engagement! Sending the Fluiquosm to report back to the group, the Wulivery
found another phone and called General McVane, feeding a small tentacle up
through the coin return to ding the coin mechanism as many times as required.
General McVane, wakened from a sound sleep, growled
into the phone. "Call me back in an hour. I'll get ahold of Morsel"
While they waited, the predators continued their
previous conversation.
The toothy Xankatikitiki chief, Mrrgrowr, remarked,
"You're right that there is more meat here than seems possible, but a lot
of it is flab. The flesh is too soft. Tiki's jaws will atrophy. Tiki's teeth
will rot.
Odiferous Tentacle shrugged, a gesture which took him
from a height of four meters to one of about eight, followed by the emission of
a lengthy stink. "Not all of them are flabby. In other parts of the world,
the peasants are quite solid. A few generations of unlimited predation will
take care of those that aren't. We'll make a practice of allowing the more fit
to escape us. That way they'll reproduce disproportionately and improve the
species.
"It'll take generations," complained
Mrrgrowr. "Let the young clean out the flabby ones!" said
Quosmlizzak. "You know kids. They'll eat anything, what!"
"Your young, perhaps," said Mrrgrowr, with a
snarl. "Not ours. We Xankatikitiki care about our progeny.
"Our young, then," laughed Quosmlizzak.
"We have them by the clutch, a dozen or so. And as for our good friends
like Stinky here, the Wulivery young are spawned in the sea, what? A million at
a time?"
"Only a few hundred thousand at even the most
splendid spawning," murmured Odiferous Tentacle. "And only a few
hundred survive to the parasitic larval stage when they cling to vullators. One
does not consider them to be Wulivery until the vullator-clinging stage, and
one does not name them until the second metamorphosis. Our young wouldn't be
useful in culling the flabby humans for they become land creatures only after
the fifth stage, at which point they are almost adult.
"You'll want access to the oceans for your young,
then?" asked Mrrgrowr.
The Wulivery waved its tentacles in negation.
"No. Alas! Have you looked at their seas? Filthy! Also, the humans have so
badly over-fished them that our young would find little to eat and might
themselves end up as food for the few remaining whales! So amusing! The humans
pretend to save the whales while they go on stealing the whales' food until the
whales starve! Ha ha. This world will have dead oceans, shortly. We have
already planned to restock them with hybrids of the poisonous earthly puffer
fish and equally noxious imported sea-creatures. Then we will eat the coastal
humans who sully the sea while the new fish become food for our young but not
for mankind. Until that is done, one fears this planet is too squalid for us to
reproduce here.
"Hunting, however, will be good. We prefer
hunting in shade, near clean water, as otherwise we get overheated. There's
plenty of prey along the sides of the jungles and woods. Enough to last us for
years.
'Then you believe the humans will make an agreement
with us?" asked Mrrgrowr.
"Oh," murmured Odiferous Tentacle, "one
thinks they will. They'll ask us to eat the people in some other country, of
course, so we'll have to predate secretly in this country. Luckily, many of
their people drop out or run away, so a few disappearances won't
be suspected.
"Have any of the rest of you preyed on a
smokeweed ingestor?" queried Quosmlizzak. "One tried to suck an
ingestor a few days ago. It tasted so absolutely foul one had to disgorge the
juices, and one is sure it would be deleterious to one's health to eat many of
them . . .
"You're quite right," shuddered the
Wulivery. "Terrible taste, and it stays with one so! The man, Bert, is one
such. He stinks terribly! Do not ask me to share his flesh, thank you, no.
"We'll have to get rid of the bad ones,"
remarked Mrrgrowr.
"Will the dear Pistach let us do that?"
asked Odiferous Tentacle. "Will they go on causing us trouble?"
"The Pistach!" The Xankatikitiki barked with
laughter. "The Wulivery haven't heard? The Pistach may have no time to
cause us anything! They'll soon have a civil war on their hands.
"What?" cried Quosmlizzak.
"No! The Pistach?" laughed Odiferous
Tentacle. "How delicious!"
Mrrgrowr snarled, "It's true. A rebel has built
an army and taken ships! He has made an alliance with us. We have given him
weapons and ships. Our people heard of him last on his way to Pistach-home. To
conquer the planet!"
"Could that be why the Pistach brought Inkleozese
with them when they returned?" asked Quosmlizzak.
Silence. The Wulivery made a spitting noise. The
Xankatikitiki growled in their throats. "Is that true? Inkleozese? Drat
them! What business did they have coming here?"
"We knew they'd come sooner or later,"
soothed Odiferous Tentacle. "We'll just stay out of their reach, that's
all.
"Easier asserted than accomplished,"
muttered the Xankatikitiki. "We went to considerable trouble wooing that
Pistach rebel. Who would have thought of Inkleozese!"
"Well, they're not allowed to ... you know, not
to members of the Confederation.
"They do it to members of the
Confederation," asserted Quosmlizzak. "They find a legal precedent
first, but they do it. Like, for instance if they come after us, they'll claim
we're not actually members of the Confederation because if we were we wouldn't
be contravening its laws by being here . . .
"They wouldn't!" said Odiferous Tentacle.
"Not to us.
"Don't bet on it," said the Fluiquosm.
"Stranger things have happened.
"Time to reach out to the general again,"
said Mrrgrowr, reversing his head to examine a steeple clock.
Odiferous Tentacle grunted and went off toward the
phone, returning almost immediately.
"I have reached," sighed the Wulivery.
"The general is very upset. He has tried to find the senator, but the
senator does not answer his phone, and there is no one at his office. The
general thinks we had better take the woman anyhow, even if we must break in to
do so. He feels the senator will probably want her, so it will be best to have
her on hand.
Chad arrived at Benita's apartment and immediately
took a handgun from his pocket. He pointed out the safety, thrust the gun at
Benita, and watched her drop it into the deep flapped pocket of her checked
lumberman's jacket before gathering several scattered belongings into an open
bag. Sasquatch moved anxiously back and forth between the living room and the
bedroom like a caged wolf.
"Hurry up," Chad urged her. "We need to
get away from here.
"I'm just getting the clothes I'll need to wear
on Monday. I don't want to have to come back here.
She moved into the living room with the open bag, set
it on the couch and was suddenly conscious of a heaviness in her head and
chest. Allergies. They always hit her when she was nervous. The medicine was on
the TV, next to Chiddy's translator. She picked it up, wondering what it was, breaking
the silence with a heartfelt, "Damn!"
"What is it?"
"Chiddy's translator. He left it here, I was
supposed to turn it on so it could assimilate spoken Spanish. I forgot!"
"Bring it with you," he said impatiently.
"We'll speak Spanish to it, wherever we go.
"You speak Spanish?"
"Spanish, German, Arabic, Urdu, Swahili. No
Oriental languages yet.
"Yet? You're going to learn what? Chinese?"
"Come on, Benita. Move it. Then, as she went
back into the bedroom, he called, "I lust for a job over at State.
Besides, I like learning languages. Hurry up, will you!" He dropped to a
chair and put his head in his hands, trying to remember when he'd last had some
sleep.
She turned on the device and dropped it in the
left-hand pocket, along with the nail file and the gun, leaving the right-hand
pocket empty for her wallet, her checkbook, and her reading glasses snatched up
from the bedside table. She picked up her bag and started for the elevator,
calling over her shoulder, "Okay, I'm ready, let's go.
There was no warning of the attack. Two of the huge
windows along the living room wall burst against the curtains that had been
pulled across them. Something very large came through the curtains. Chad ran
for the bedroom where he thought Benita was. Benita, who had been summoning the
elevator on the landing, Sasquatch sniffing at her heels, heard the crash,
dropped her suitcase, turned and dashed down the fire stairs, slamming the door
shut behind her and barely missing Sasquatch's tail. She was on the second floor.
The second floor had windows. Without stopping to think about it, she went on
down another flight, dragged the dog into the supply room, and then checked
both the supply room doors to be sure they were locked. The doors were steel.
According to Simon, they were set in masonry walls, which might mean they'd be
difficult to get through, though she wouldn't bet on it. She leaned against the
heavy table in the middle of the room, panting. They must have taken Chad.
There was no place to hide up there. Though, of course, maybe they didn't want
him and would just let him go. Maybe. Or take him and eat him.
She gagged.
Outside the burglar alarm was ringing itself silly, a
clangor one could hear blocks away. Supposedly the alarm was wired to the
police department, and they should come looking.
There were sounds in the stairwell outside the door.
Banging on the door itself.
"We've got your friend," said a mechanical
voice from outside. "We're not going to hurt either of you, though we
might hurt him in order to get you out of there. Either that or go get your
son. He's not far off. We could take him apart. Like a lobster.
Chad's voice, half muffled, "Don't listen to
them, Benita . . . Then a few mrphls and snrfs, to no purpose.
She listened for the sound of sirens, hearing none,
holding her breath. Of course, police didn't have to run their sirens when they
were on the way to a burglary, it's just they always did on TV.
"We will now go get your son," said the
mechanical voice.
"Grumfissit, quosimik qualad digga," said
something from behind Benita. "Likkashiz.
"Don't bother," echoed the translator from
Benita's pocket. "I followed her down here. I'll bring her out.
Something invisible grabbed her by her neck, not
strangling, just lifting, the door opened and she was thrown through it, to be
caught by a bunch of tangled tentacles on the other side. The invisible
something buffeted Benita, knocking her down, and a lengthened tentacle seized
her and dragged her up two flights of stairs, her legs bumping on each step,
then across her living room and out the broken window. Something told her to go
to sleep, which she promptly did while the beings retreated, burdened with the
two humans. Sasquatch, who had followed Benita up the stairs, ran to the broken
windows, thrust his head through the shattered glass and howled. Across the
street, a light went on. The burglar alarm continued clanging. The phone rang
without stopping.
Some minutes later, Simon, the police, and the FBI,
previously alerted by Chad, arrived almost simultaneously.
On Sunday morning, many of the usual religious
broadcasts were preempted by news departments who chose to air parts of a tape
received from the envoys during the night. This, so said the accompanying
letter, explained the fate that had overtaken some notables in and around
Washington. It was a tape so packed with scientific jargon that it was
unsuitable for broadcast without extensive commentary. Even the newsmen could
make little sense of it until biologists and chemists had been called in to interpret.
The experts, more than a little harried looking,
appeared on the screen to comment in plain language, though with all the
references to "host animals" and "larvae" and so forth, the
public was not enlightened at once. The matter became more understandable with
the showing of hastily created computer animations of animals being punctured
by the Inkleozese, eggs being inserted, eggs hatching into larvae, and larvae
growing and ramifying until it was time to chew their way out. The only
suitable animals on Earth, so the biologists conceded, were male humans. Part
of the tape received from the Pistach listed the names of the hosts chosen on
Earth, already impregnated public figures, legislators and media personalities
who had publicly espoused the pro-life cause.
Since the larvae now deeply anchored into the torsos
of these men had defense mechanisms against being removed, the Inkleozese could
have chosen anyone, the tape made clear. Nonetheless, the Inkleozese preferred
calm, uninterrupted development of their offspring, and they had therefore
chosen only men who could be depended upon not to threaten the lives of the
tiny moving, swallowing, heart-beating Inklit babies now snuggled beneath their
capacious rib cages. In any case, the tape was specific, trying to remove them
would be a very bad thing to do, since it might permanently destroy any chance
of Earth's joining the Confederation.
The Pistach apologized for the inconvenience, saying
that normally Inkleozese do not travel away from their home world during
larval-transfer seasons. This, however, had been an emergency brought about by
the unwarranted and unconscionable intrusions of the predators and had been
thought acceptable purely because of the pro-life philosophy of the men in
question and of those others like them who would be needed as hosts for the
eggs of the hundreds of Inkleozese who hadn't laid yet. Since each Inkleozese
produced from ten to twenty eggs, a large number of those in the pro-life camp
could illustrate their faithfulness to that position.
The preferred hosts would be men of middle age, medium
to large size, good health, and temperate habits. Once impregnated, the hosts
would find it necessary to stay quietly at home for the following thirteen
months, the period of maturation of the larvae, until the larvae began to chew
their way out, at which time the Inkleozese would supervise the process in
order to minimize any risk to the hosts. The Inkleozese wished to convey their
regret that no anesthetic could be used at that time, as it might adversely
affect the infant Inklit, but since most Inkliti chewed their way out in from
twelve to fifteen hours, the pain, though severe, would not be protracted.
Classes in breathing and meditation to assist relaxed larval emergence would be
offered to the men in question.
Lupe heard all this on the car radio on her way back
from Baltimore, where she had spent the previous day with her mother who was in
considerable discomfort but not seriously injured. The break was clean and
would heal. Lupe had been greatly relieved about this, though her relief was
short-lived. No sooner had she put down her worries about Mama than she had
been seized with new concerns about By. Though she had called repeatedly, she
had been unable to reach him. She had been trying since Friday night, and he
did not answer the phone. On Saturday evening, she had gone so far as to call
one of his aides and ask the aide to check the hospitals for possible accident
victims. The aide had, instead, checked the house and found the car in the
drive, which he had duly reported to Lupe along with his conjecture that By was
probably spending the weekend with a golfing buddy.
By played golf rarely and without enthusiasm, and Lupe
was unaware that he had any golfing buddies. He did, however, enjoy sailing and
he had a few sailing friends. It was possible that with her gone, he might have
gone to the shore for the weekend. One thing was certain: he would most annoyed
if she raised a fuss trying to find him.
When Lupe heard about the Inkleozese, however, she
knew at once that Byron was exactly the kind of person the ETs were selecting.
Outspokenly opposed to reproductive choice. Healthy. Of a good size. Of middle
age, not too young (too many hormones) or too old (insufficient hormones). She
knew in her heart that Byron was one of the selectees, he had to be, and that's
why she hadn't been able to reach him!
She also knew, as probably the Inkleozese did not,
that Byron was almost psychotic on the subject of pregnancy. If anyone could be
said to be phobic about anything, By Morse was phobic about parturition. Not
just his bad experiences with Janet, but something that had happened to him in
childhood, something he would not talk about.
She got home around noon. Normally By would have been
up by now, maybe even have left to have lunch. He wasn't downstairs, however,
and his car was still in the drive. She found him still in bed, very soundly
asleep. She shook him, and he came groggily out of his doze.
"Ah, Lupe. You back already?"
"It's Sunday noon. I said I'd be back today.
"Sunday? Can't be. What happened to
Saturday?"
"It was yesterday. What's . . . what's the
matter? What time did you get to bed Friday night? Did you have ... ah, bad
dreams? Something like that?"
"Had a hell of a nightmare," he responded.
"That's probably why I overslept. Hey, be a sweetheart and bring me a cup
of coffee, will you? I can't get the cobwebs out!"
He went to the shower, pausing to glance at himself in
the mirror. He seemed to remember . . . some kind of an injury? No, no injury.
A tiny little bruise next to his ribs, with a pimple of scab at its middle. He
had probably bumped into something, the car door maybe. He turned on the
shower, letting the hot water pour soothingly over him. The bathroom door
opened, and Lupe brought him coffee, setting it on the vanity while he dried
himself off. The towel wrapped around him, he turned to pick up the cup. She
was watching him warily, her eyes roving over him, settling on the little
bruise.
"What's that?" she asked, leaning forward to
touch it.
The ceiling fell on him. He screamed, threw the coffee
cup at her and cowered away from her as though she had been a monster. Scalded,
she shrieked back at him as she turned on the cold water and thrust her
reddened arms into the flow. Luckily, he'd missed her face.
"What in the hell is the matter with you?"
she cried, knowing with sick certainly what was the matter with him.
"I don't know, I don't know, I don't know,"
he gabbled, slowly pulling himself upright. "When you touched me, the pain
went through me like . . . like a knife.
She took a deep breath. "By, sweetie, I think
you'd better put your robe on and come watch TV for a little bit.
"My God, woman, you know how I feel about Sunday
TV"
"Yeah," she said. "I know. But you'd
still better catch up on what's been happening before you leave the house.
The president appeared on the screen late Sunday
afternoon to verify what the ETs had said on their tape.
"Yes, it's true that a number of men have been impregnated.
This may be inconvenient for them, but all the men in question have asserted
year after year that convenience really isn't the issue. They have told us that
the issue is reverence for life, and since these men have gone on record as
supporting such reverence, we agree with the Pistach that now is the time for
them to put their careers on hold and their bodies on the line, just as they
have expected others to do.
"Mr. President, Mr. President. Hands waved. One
was selected. "Mr. President, is it mere coincidence that none of the men
selected are Democrats?"
The president looked at the ceiling. "Yes. I
should think it is purely coincidence.
He got through this without smiling, but some of the
reporters in the audience kept holding up their notebooks to hide the fact they
were cracking up. In the evening, one of the doctors who'd been involved in
treating the pregnant men appeared on a special Larry King Live and told
why the larvae couldn't be removed. Each growing creature sent extensions of itself
into the vital organs, and any attempt to remove them ended up killing the
host. These extensions withdrew in the days preceding emergence.
"The Inkleozese furnished us with information
regarding the care of the men who are carrying the larvae," the doctor
said. "They will need to avoid stress, to get regular exercise, plenty of
sleep, plenty of liquids, plus calcium and iron supplements. They must avoid
alcohol and tobacco and all drugs except vitamins. We're assured the condition
will last for only thirteen months, as with elephants.
CNN Headline News had pictures of Senator Morse
being brought by ambulance to a local hospital earlier that day. The screaming,
flailing form on the screen bore little resemblance to the dignified and poised
Senator Morse with whom his constituents were familiar. Off camera, after
everyone had come to his or her wit's end, he had actually been put in
restraints, though this was known only to himself, Lupe, and the hospital
staff. It had to be restraints because the guidelines from the Inkleozese
forbade sedatives. On hastily sought advice of counsel, no hospital was
prepared to risk the wrath of the Inkleozese by failure to follow the
guidelines.
Lupe stayed at the senator's side until he finally
settled down, though it took awhile, and by evening, he had stopped raving. He
sent Lupe home to get the car, she had come with him in the ambulance, and his
clothing. Upon the arrival of both, he checked himself out of the hospital and
stopped at a pay phone on the way home to call McVane.
Chad's cronies at the FBI had been keeping tabs on the
senator for some time. The agents following him had a directional microphone
that could pick up, so the technician bragged, a gnat fart at half a mile, and
they had no trouble recording both sides of the conversation.
Morse yelled, "Call the damned woman, McVane.
"She's not there, Senator. She agreed to testify
before your committee on Monday, but we couldn't get hold of you, so the
predators have already picked her up.
"Testify? Picked her up? You mean they've
kidnapped her? Where is she?"
In the heat of the moment McVane had neglected to
arrange contact with the predators, which he admitted to, and the senator
subsided into his car in a state of shock. Lupe drove him home while he fumed
and snorted and made threats both general and specific about what he would do
to this one or that one when this matter was over. On arrival home, he called
his secretary and several staff members and dictated a press release to be sent
out immediately, charging the president and the intermediary with complicity in
the attack upon his body, which, he said, he intended to prove as soon as the
intermediary could be found.
SIX SOUTHERN SENATORS SEXUALLY
ASSAULTED
ALL SIX MEN PREGNANT,
ACCORDING TO PHYSICIANS.
TWO HOSPITALIZED FOR HYSTERIA,
POST TRAUMATIC STRESS SYNDROME
LDS ELDERS REQUIRE RESPECT FOR
HUMAN LIFE ONLY
UTAH SENATOR EXCOMMUNICATED
IMMORAL BEHAVIOR WITH ET
ALLEGED
"I was raped," he says, denying reports he
was on drugs when admitted to hospital.
"He was high as a kite, laughing like a
lunatic," reported ER nurse Blanche Smith. "And he was wearing tight
jeans. Didn't some judge just recently rule you can't rape somebody wearing
tight jeans?
THIS ISN'T A BABY, SAYS TV
PERSONALITY REQUESTING ABORTION
INFANT ET IMPOSSIBLE TO REMOVE
WITHOUT KILLING OVERWEIGHT HOST
INKLEOZESE THREATEN REPRISAL
IF LARVAE INJURED
UNITED NATIONS SECURITY
COUNCIL IN EMERGENCY SESSION
ARAB NATIONS DEMAND ACCESS TO
INTERMEDIARY,
INSIST ON IMMUNITY FROM
PREGNANCY
IMMEDIATE CURE DEMANDED FOR
INFECTIOUS UGLY
Benita,
boundLOST WEEKEND
Benita dreamed she was rocking in Mami's hammock, the
one on the back portal of the old house, where she and her brothers had
sometimes slept during the summer. It was a soothing motion, though subtly
wrong, for her legs were rocking much more widely than her head. As though
she'd gotten all tangled up in the hammock and one end had come loose, leaving
her dangling upright. She heard one of her brothers moan, and she opened her
eyes to locate him and tell him to be still, he was making her seasick.
The portal posts were gone. There was no roof. Only
the moonlit sky above her, against treetops that bent and swayed in a soft
breeze, just as she did. She tried to move her arms and found she couldn't. She
was wrapped, not uncomfortably tightly, but tight enough that she couldn't
move. She turned her head to see Chad, head on his chest, and beyond him three
other figures, long bundles hung in the treetops. And beyond that, heavens, a
dozen or more others, just hanging there. Like in the Hobbit. Spider
food. Rock-a-bye baby, she thought. Rocky-bye. Below her, in a moonlit
clearing, stumpy trees wandered about among squat, furry creatures,
occasionally turning toward some vacancy and gesturing at it, as though there
was someone there.
As, undoubtedly, there was. She remembered at once
what had happened. She and Chad had been about to leave, but the Wulivery had bashed
in the front windows and grabbed them, and then something had told them firmly
to go to sleep. That had to have been a Fluiquosm, one of the vacancies below
her in the forest.
She risked another look below. The Wulivery and the
Xankatikitiki were busy doing something else and were paying no attention to
her. After a time, she realized what it was they were doing and hastily averted
her eyes. Evidently they'd stopped somewhere en route in order to hunt. Or
maybe they'd just taken something down out of the larder.
Contorting herself, she managed to swing the cocoon
until it bumped into Chad. He moaned softly, but did not waken. The membrane
that wrapped her was quite elastic. Though her hand was pressed against her
side, she could clench her fist, move her fingers, feel with her fingers . . .
feel the sharply pointed nail file she had dropped in the large flapped shirt
pocket after she had filed down her broken nail. Also in the pocket, yes, by
all that was holy, the handgun Chad had given her when he walked in the door.
And the translator! She'd pocketed it along with the gun. She'd been all
packed. Chad had left the car down below, she was telling him she was ready . .
. and that's when the windows fell in.
Moving carefully, inch by inch, she bent her elbow and
moved her hand up, over the pocket flap, then fiddled with the flap, rolling it
up under her hand so the hand could go down again, into the pocket. Grasp the
nail file. Bend the elbow again, bring the file out of the pocket, jab the
membrane she was wrapped in. Flexible. Like a rubber balloon. Not infinitely
flexible, however, for it punctured very nicely on about the fourth try.
Another puncture just below the first one, then a few above and a few more
below, working up and down to make a dotted line, tear here, r-r-rip. Actually,
it didn't rip, which was lucky, or she might have fallen a considerable
distance, but it did loosen. After ten minutes of careful effort, the wrapping
was loose enough that she could get the gun out with her left hand and pass it
across her body to her right hand. After thumbing off the safety, she put it in
the right pocket. Chad had pointed out the safety, first thing in the
apartment, or she might not have remembered.
The apartment. Lord, Sasquatch! He'd probably hidden
under the bed, and hooray for him, if so. And the alarm had gone off, so her
absence wouldn't go unnoticed for long. Not that it would help anything, since
no one had a clue where she was, including herself, except that she was hanging
in a maple tree. The silhouette of the leaves against the moon was
unmistakable. A large maple tree, just starting to shed its leaves, somewhere
in a forest which could be anywhere from Maine to Wisconsin, from Canada to
Virginia. Probably Virginia or Maryland. Why carry her farther than they needed
to? The branch from which she was hung was only a foot over her head, and
another sizeable branch went off to her right, just below shoulder level. After
a few moments' rest, she decided the lower one of these was reachable. She passed
the file to her right hand and made an arm hole, somewhat easier this time
since the membrane was looser, and got her arm out and over the branch. No
good. She needed her right hand to work with. She contorted herself to spin the
cocoon until she could get her left arm out and over the branch, pulling
herself halfway onto it. That was better. Now she could make more holes with
her right hand, enough to extricate one leg, an inch at a time, which
immediately loosened the wrapper enough that the other leg came out easily and
there she was, heaving herself up to lie along the branch, the flaccid wrapper
hanging around her like the skin of a sucked grape.
If one of them looked up, they'd see that. Better they
didn't see that. Carefully, she gathered the wrapper up onto the branch,
stuffing it under her. From below, it shouldn't be evident at all. There'd be
one bundle missing, but among so many, maybe they wouldn't notice it.
The branch beneath her was, however, somewhat narrower
than her body, which could be noticeable from below. She eased back toward the
trunk of the tree, the branch thickening in that direction, until she was
totally hidden from below except for one eye and a bit of forehead resting in a
fork of the branch to keep watch on what happened down there. Now, if she could
just figure out a way to get Chad awake and moving, maybe they could escape . .
.
Carlos! She hadn't been thinking at all! The three
hanging bundles on beyond Chad had to be her family! Well, two of them, Carlos
and Bert, plus the unknown girl. She rested her head on her hands, fighting an
insane desire to scream. No way she could get all five of them out and down
this tree . . . no, not this tree. The other three weren't even in this tree,
they were hung from another tree. It was nearby, but she was no damned flying
squirrel!
Chad, then. At least Chad. He had been armed, too,
when they were taken. A shoulder holster, with his jacket over it. Perhaps
they'd paid no more attention to that than they had the gun in her pocket. Thinking
of which, she reached back along her body and carefully buttoned the pocket
flap. The gun was a small one. What had Chiddy and Vess said? You shoot a
Xankatikitiki in the head. And you shoot a Wulivery just below the tentacles,
where the seven eye holes are. Or, shoot the breathing apparatus on top, which
would immobilize the creature and eventually kill it. And if you can locate a
Fluiquosm, just shoot it anywhere. Any wound of the flight organ pretty well
disabled them.
She crawled out on the branch once more, taking
another fork that brought her alongside Chad's cocoon. She reached out, pinched
his cheek, slapped him lightly, whispered in his ear. No reaction. Either he
was unconscious or he'd been . . . whatever the Fluiquosm did to people. Convinced
him he was in paradise, maybe. Convinced him he was a baby in Mommy's womb.
Maybe if she cut him some slack, he'd suck his thumb. She put her head down
again and fought tears. If Chad couldn't help, who the hell could?
Below her, the eerie sound of untranslated alien
speech. She had the translator in her pocket, and she knew it had been on in
the stockroom because it had translated the speech of whatever had grabbed her.
Had it been damaged in transit? She fished it out of her pocket, holding it to
her ear to hear it humming. There were no other buttons, no other controls.
What had Chiddy said to her . . . yell at it? Not damn likely, here where she
was a minute away from being sucked like a orange!
She whispered, "Translate what you hear into
English, very softly.
"Is this soft enough?" whispered the
translator.
"Very good," she said, fighting an urge to
giggle hysterically.
"The Wulivery is saying he sees no reason not to
eat Chad now, or if not him, then the girl. The Fluiquosm say they do not want
to partake of Bert or Carlos, inasmuch as they both smoke and drink much
alcohol which makes the blood taste funny.
"The Xankatikitiki don't mind eating Carlos or
Bert, but they're not hungry right now, and besides, they should leave everyone
alone until after they have spoken to the humans again. They must not do
anything to endanger the pact they hope to make to hunt on this world, as this
will give them authority before the Confederation.
Benita put her head on her hands and considered.
"Can you speak Fluiquosm?" she asked. "And Wulivery?"
"Of course," said the translator.
"Right now one Fluiquosm says she wants to drink your blood because she
has smelled you, and you smell very sweet. Someone else has told her to wait
until . . . until they talk to someone named . . . M'van?"
"McVane.
"Ah. Would you like me to summon the
Pistach?"
"Can you do that? Silently? Without the predators
knowing?"
"If you wish it. They are very far away, however,
and they cannot travel as quickly on a planet as they can in space.
"Please let them know immediately where we are
and what's going on. Now what are they saying?"
"The Wulivery assert their right to eat Chad or
the girl now. They are hungry and see no reason to wait.
"Oh, Lord," she sighed. What could she do?
Obviously, something was needed by way of a diversion, which she could do
better from ground level.
Easing back along the branch, she reached the trunk,
the translator keeping up a steady murmur of argument from the creatures below.
There were plenty of branches on the back side of the trunk, and she slithered
from one to another, taking care not to make any sound. Luckily, she was
wearing chinos and a sweater and soft-soled shoes when the attack came. If one
had to climb trees, at least it was better to be dressed for it. The argument
went on, and on, as she struggled silently downward, arriving finally at the
foot of the tree, where, realizing she'd been holding her breath, it took all
her willpower not to gasp audibly.
Slow breaths. One, two, three. Again. One, two, three.
The pressure in her head and chest eased.
" 'Go ahead and eat him then,' says the
Xankatikitiki. 'If you have so little foresight.'" The translator chuckled
to itself. "The Wulivery says the man is out of reach, it asks the
Fluiquosm to bring him down and the Fluiquosm says no.
Diversion, diversion, Benita thought desperately. Stab
something with the nail file? Confuse them with the translator? Shoot them? How
about all three?
She leaned from behind the tree to reconnoiter. The
woods thinned opposite her, and beyond was a moonlit meadow.
"When you hear a loud bang," she whispered
to the translator, "I want you to yell loudly, first in Fluiquosm and then
in Xankatikitiki. Yell, There it goes, out onto the meadow, get it, get it.'
Okay?"
Leaning from behind the tree, Benita sighted the
pistol at the nearest Xankatikitikis head. It was talking with another Xanka,
just a foot to the right, so she shot twice, bang, right a notch, another bang.
She sagged back behind the tree.
"Qyoxilizimak! Zixit izi. Shamma! Shamma!"
yelled the translator. "Gromfrr growrrg glor, Furrgrinnor!
Furrgrinnor!"
The creatures turned and made for the meadow, except
for two Xankatikitiki, one of whom was still and silent, the other barely
moving.
Now what? Benita asked herself. They'd come back.
She'd better finish off the moving one. She stepped out into the clearing,
moving quickly toward the moving Xanka, gun in pocket, hand on gun. She did not
see the stooping form above her until the tentacles closed around her. She was
lifted, hoisted, up, up, turned upside down and then swallowed, glurgle,
glurgle, glurgle, her way down the long throat oiled by jets of stinking
liquid, choking from the stench, dropped into a sac half-filled with stinking
ooze.
Gagging, she sagged against one side of the stomach
and peered upward, catching a glimpse of light among the tentacles. She thrust
the gun up in trembling hands, held her breath and fired. Once, turn slightly,
twice. Turn slightly again, three times, then a fourth. She should have pierced
the body in several places, right up at the top. The walls of her prison
trembled. High above her the tentacles lashed. Then, slowly, slowly, the
creature fell, changing from a smokestack to a lengthy culvert, down which
Benita began to crawl, sloshing, toward the roots of a tree, barely visible in
the moonlight. Around her, the flesh of the creature still shook, and a high
keening moved up the scale toward inaudibility.
She arrived at the dead, lax tentacles just as the
predators came back from the meadow, talking loudly among themselves. The
translator was still giving her the gist of it, still in a whisper.
"Odiferous Tentacle, Oh, Stinky, what's happened
to you. Look, look, Stinky's down. Stinky's leaking! Oh, Stinky emits death
stenches! Alas, alas! Oh, Mrrgrowr is dead, see him lying there, dead and gone,
his strength gone, his proud head fallen low, oh, alas, alas.
"Do they all say alas?" murmured Benita.
"I'm translating freely," admitted the
machine. I lack synonyms for alas. The Fluiquosm is asking if it or
they got away. The Xankatikitiki say they must depart immediately with their
fallen comrades, the burial rituals of their people demand it. The Wulivery say
they must also depart, taking their commander with them . . .
Benita very much wished to exit the commander. Her
legs were beginning to burn, as though they were being digested. The tentacle
end lay amid a cluster of evergreens, however, so she took the chance and crawled
out beneath the low branches of the nearest. Behind her, the body of the dead
Wulivery was tugged into the clearing. There were bustling sounds.
"Quolzikkaz closmmi wozzik.
"The Fluiquosm wonders how many creatures it took
to kill three of their group, why they were not seen, and how they got
away," murmured the translator. "The Fluiquosm are discussing moving
the prey creatures to their own larder, after the Wulivery and the
Xankatikitiki leave . . .
Benita started, gritted her teeth and began to move
out of her hiding place. She still had a few shots left. Maybe she could hit a
Fluiquosm when it started to move one of the humans. It stood to reason she'd
be able to tell where it was from the way the packaged body was moved. . . .
"Shhh," said a voice at her ear.
Slowly, in total terror, she turned her head to
confront the huge, compound eyes of ... an Inkleozese, who spoke at some
length, unintelligibly.
"The Pistach are on their way," whispered
the translator. "I strongly suggest that you stay here very quietly while
we conduct our business. Our being here makes the ensuing time an official
matter. It will be tiresome, time consuming, but do be still. They will not
speak freely if they know you are listening.
"The others . . . murmured Benita, gesturing.
"They will not be harmed, and they will not move
on their own. Only you were given the ability to shake off the Fluiquosm
mindfog. Immunity to common types of predation is a usual gift to give an
intermediary. We do not like persons of any planet interfering with official
intermediaries. The Inkleozese went up the trunk and out along a branch, where
it disappeared among the leaves.
Like a great, big wasp, Benita thought to herself. A
huge wasp, going about its business. Except it had more than six legs. However
many legs, its presence was reassuring, and the expectation of Chiddy and Vess
arriving was even more so. And what was that about who speaking freely? The
predators? Who cared if they spoke freely!
In the clearing, a fire had been built, and the
Wulivery, some half dozen of them, were gathered around their fallen leader,
while a dozen or so Xankatikitiki were busy with their slain comrades.
The night was chilly, and she recalled that both the
Wulivery and Xankatikitiki had high body temperatures. No doubt they felt the
cold, but the Fluiquosm probably did not.
Abruptly, the fire leapt up, a bright light
illuminated the clearing, and Chiddy's voice, tight with nary, said in
impeccable English, "You will all have the courtesy to stay precisely where
you are. His words were followed by loud, simultaneous translations.
There were exclamations of surprise and annoyance.
There was movement among the trees, quickly stopped, and several Inkleozese
moved into the clearing tugging nets that were full of something invisible.
These were pegged down with considerable dispatch under Chiddy's watchful eyes,
though they continued to move restlessly as Chiddy spoke angrily.
"Stinky seems to have met with difficulty, and so
has 'Growr. Well, they have played games with your membership in the
Confederation for many years. The last time you pulled something like this your
people paid a monstrous fine. That alone should have been enough to dissuade
you from repeating your behavior.
"Oh, end talk, Pistach," said a voice from
one of the nets. "This planet is incredibly rich! There's enough here for
all of us. You take the western half of it and civilize it. We'll take Asia and
Africa and eat them. And the Inkleozese can monitor Europe to their souls'
content. We won't even stumble over one another!"
"That may be true," said Chiddy. "But
we have rules against involving ourselves in adversarial or factional
relationships on new planets. You're working with a rebel force against the
legitimate government of this nation.
"You're working with a reactionary element
against the best interest of the people of this planet," charged one of
the Wulivery. "And we're prepared to bring it before the Confederation
court! These people don't need civilizing! They need weeding out! They need
cutting down, losing their flab! Our entire population could dine four meals a
day for a century before humans would even notice a drop in their population
density!"
"That's true, but irrelevant," said Chiddy,
wrathfully. "The humans must come to grips with their own population
problem.
"Just like they come to grips with their own drug
problem?" cried Odiferous Tentacle. "You're very selective which
problems you will solve and which you won't.
"We only solve the ones that affect
Neighborliness, and you very well known it," snapped Chiddy. "We
solve situations that may lead to general war, situations that cause continuing
discontent among populations. In our opinion, drugs do that, and weapons do
that and repressions do that. Such things are powderkegs, just waiting to
explode! Men with breeding madness versus women. Catholic Ireland versus the
northern Protestants! Israel versus the Palestinians! Iraq or the Turks versus
the Kurds! Serbia, what's left of it, versus the Universe! Ridiculous. These can
be handled with a few suspensions, a few vanishments, without ending in a war
that will kill off half the world's population!"
"Enough," said one of the Inkleozese. "We
are here to monitor this situation. We have already found the three
predatory races to be in contempt of the regulations concerning hunting rights
on assisted planets. We find the predatory races were properly informed of the
Pistach initiative on Earth. We find the Xankatikitiki, the Fluiquosm, the
Wulivery have no right to be here.
"We raise a point of procedure," cried a
voice from an empty net.
"State your point," answered the Inkleozese.
"Section 7 A of the book of procedures
establishes that when an initiative is begun on a false premise, that the
initiative may be cancelled when the premise is corrected.
"What false premise?" cried Chiddy.
"You say that Neighborliness will be best assured
by eliminating drugs and weapons and by quieting repressions. We, the
predators, say that Neighborliness will be best assured when the population of
this planet is reduced by at least half and that the best way to do this is to
increase drugs and weapons, increase warlike situations, and let the predators
have freedom to hunt here as they will.
Hidden behind her tree, Benita shuddered. The world
had been repeatedly swept by war and famine and plague when the population had
been a quarter of what it was now! Less than a hundred years ago. Sparse
population didn't equal peace. It never had. All it meant were fewer
casualties.
The agitated net spoke again: "I will quote our
Pistach friend who said, on Earthian TV, that it had read in a gardening book
that one saved much labor by learning to love weeds. . . .
"Out of context," cried Vess. "We said
allow people to kill themselves if they will. We said nothing about doing the
killing for them! We find no fault with suicide! People who risk their own
lives or who do not want to live should not be rescued or required to live. We
find great fault with murder!"
Three of the Inkleozese put their heads together, their
antennas touching. One of them turned to the predators, saying, "You have
legitimate points of argument. However, once planetary assistance has begun,
points of procedure must be argued before the Council, not on the planet in
question. Research into the history of this planet must be done. We will do so,
and we will notify you of the hearing. In the meantime, you will return to your
ships. You will enter into no further agreements with humans on this planet.
The Pistach will continue their efforts for the time being, though those
efforts may be set aside if your appeal is granted.
There were howls, chitterings, yips and stinks of
annoyance, but within a short time the predators had departed, along with their
dead comrades. Then the Inkleozese set about lowering the captives from the
trees and stripping off the membrane wrappers. At this point, Chiddy came to
Benita.
"Are you all right, dearest Benita?" He
morphed into his favorite male human form, one she had become accustomed to, a
rather professorial or perhaps wizardly form with graying hair and far-seeing
eyes. "Oh, we so deeply regret not being there when these . . . naughty
people took you away. There is your friend, Chad. The Inkleozese are helping
him, now. It is necessary they work on him a little, wiping out the mind
picture put in his head by the Fluiquosm.
"My son ought to be among those prisoners,"
she murmured. "And the girl who was taken at the same time. And Bert.
"What is best to do with them?" Chiddy
asked. "We can return them near the place they were taken from. Perhaps
that would save much trouble?"
"It would save trouble. I think. Only . . .
didn't the cabal ask that they be kidnapped? This has all happened in such a
rush. It's hard to think. It's still night, but it's Monday, isn't it? I'm
supposed to appear before a committee this morning? And . . . Morse? He
believes he still has Bert and Carlos and Angelica, even though it wasn't
really Angelica? Maybe we shouldn't let him know what's happened here tonight.
Maybe we should let him think he still has them.
"For what reason?"
"I don't know. Just that telling the truth to men
like that never does any good. They always deal from a stacked deck.
"Which is cheating?"
"Yes. And the only way to beat a cheater is to
cheat better," she said.
The nearest Inkleozese said, "We will take these
people, your son and his father and the female, and we will keep them for a
time, while you decide what should be done with them. The others, we will
return to the places they were taken from.
"Perhaps that's best," agreed Chiddy.
"What is important now is to get you and Chad back to your homes. It is
almost dawn.
One thing about Inkleozese, Benita soon understood,
was their extreme efficiency. Everything happened with such dispatch that she
found it difficult to remember how, exactly, she'd gotten home. She'd come in a
ship, a very small one, and it had landed outside the back door, and they had
let her in even though she hadn't had her keys with her. It was just as she had
left it, except that the broken glass had been swept up, the broken windows had
been boarded up, and Sasquatch was missing. A howl that came up the firewell
from the stockroom told Benita he wasn't far away. She went into the bathroom
and looked at herself in the mirror. A mess. She took off her trousers and
looked at her legs. Her knees and lower legs were blistered where they'd been
in contact with Stinky as she crawled out.
She stripped off the rest of her clothes, took a
quick, hot shower, and put on one of her long sleep-tees. As she came out the
bathroom door she heard an "Ahem" from the doorway.
Chiddy. He was holding out a small bottle.
"Tonic," he said. "To make you feel you have slept well and are
unstressed and confident. We sent some home with Chad, as well.
"Is it a drug?" she asked.
He frowned. "You mean, is it addictive? No.
Unless you are addicted to staying up all night every night and being
frightened out of your wits all the time. Then, I suppose, one might come to
rely on it.
She laughed, the laughter becoming almost hysterical,
until she found herself sitting on the bed, Chiddy holding a cold washcloth to
her head. "Did you think they would eat you?" he asked. .
"Chiddy, they did eat me! Or, one of them did. I was inside a Wulivery. My
legs, look at them, they're all red and blistered and they burn like fury . .
.
He growled something and disappeared, returning in a
moment with another bottle containing a lotion that he spread upon the reddened
skin. The relief from pain was immediate. "Twice each day," he
muttered angrily, recapping the bottle and setting it beside her. "The
Inkleozese didn't tell me. How did you get out?"
"I killed it," she said. "And two
Xankatikitiki, as well.
"You killed them! Three of them. Remarkable.
"Oh, yeah. I'm a walking advertisement for the
NRA. Where did the Inkleozese take Bert and the kids?"
He shrugged. "Somewhere nearby. They will not
suffer, any of them, and Vess and I agree it is best for the cabal not to know
what has happened. In a few hours, you must appear before Senator Morse's
committee.
"That's right," she sighed.
He stared at her for a time, nodding. "Chad will
come get you. Until near the time, perhaps you should sleep.
"If I can, sure.
"Drink the tonic," he said. "You'll
find you can.
BenitaMONDAY
By eight o'clock on Monday morning, Benita felt
considerably better. Chiddy's tonic had calmed her down, brightened her eyes,
and allowed her to convince herself, as Chiddy suggested, that she was involved
in an interesting episode in human history rather than the debacle of the
millennium. Shortly after eight, Chad called to say she was To appear before
Morse's committee in closed session.
"I don't like that closed session bit.
"Neither do I. We'll see what we can do when we
get there.
Chad drove her to the Capitol, where they went down a
wide hallway without attracting the least attention. In the committee room,
Senator Morse was already seated, glaring at the far end of the table with its
empty chair, the one Benita was presumably to occupy. When he looked up and saw
her, he started, very much as though her presence was unexpected.
Chad caught the reaction and pressed her arm. Benita
murmured, "He thought I wouldn't show up. Now isn't that interesting.
To either side of the table committee members fumbled
papers and murmured to one another, glancing with equal curiosity first at
Benita and Chad and then at Morse. Perhaps, Benita thought, they had assumed
she would have two heads. Or tentacles. Perhaps they had assumed a pregnant
Morse would not appear. Whatever their assumptions, here she was, and here he
was, and the one thing that really bothered her was that there were no neutral
outside observers in the room. She didn't trust Morse and much preferred that
he do nothing to her or with her in private.
"Who are you?" Morse demanded of Chad.
"I'm the intermediary's bodyguard, Senator. I'm
an FBI agent, and I'll stay with her during the hearing.
"You will not," said Morse. 'This is a
private hearing.
Benita felt herself flushing. It was all too, too
reminiscent of a former occasion. "I agreed to speak to this committee
voluntarily," she said. "However, I will not do so unless Agent Riley
is here.
"My dear lady, you will be held in contempt of
Congress if you do not do precisely what we order," sneered Morse.
She started to speak, hushing when Chad put his hand
on her arm. "Senator, the envoys are not delighted at your demanding the
intermediary to be here, and though we do not know how they might react to such
an action on your part, we have seen what actions they are capable of. Our
agency, at least, feels it is wiser to be cautious.
One of Morse's committee members leaned over and
whispered in Morse's ear, his hand over the microphone. Morse's nostrils flared
and his mouth twisted unattractively.
Benita distinctly heard the colleague say, "By,
you're making an ass of yourself. We don't want to rub the envoys the wrong way
and this hearing is all on the record, anyhow.
While Morse, flushing, pretended to look at the papers
before him, Benita sat down, her feet together in ladylike fashion, her hands
folded in her lap.
The colleague asked her to state her name.
"Your committee knows who I really am," she
said. "You were told by Congressman Alvarez. The envoys prefer that my
name not be widely used. To protect my privacy and that of my family, and for
the purposes of this hearing, I am Jane Doe.
"For the purposes of this hearing," snarled
Morse, "you are whoever you are. Give us your name.
"Since this intermediary business has been dumped
on me, Senator, and since my family knows nothing about it, it would be polite
of the committee to grant my wish for anonymity.
Morse spluttered and boomed, "It will be
necessary to question your family in order to ascertain that you are who and
what you say you are.
Benita glared at him, feeling her mind slip a gear.
"That is utterly specious, Senator. The FBI has already ascertained that I
am who I say I am. Why don't you ask your questions, and if you think some
particular question isn't answered honestly, we can talk about a polygraph. My
intention is to tell the truth, and since I have not been consulted about any
decisions the envoys have made or any activity they have engaged in or thought
of engaging in, I have no reason whatsoever to lie about it.
Benita had read Mclntyre's FrankenStarr when it
first came out, so she wasn't totally unprepared for the deep-water fishing
expedition Morse conducted. Where had she met the aliens? What had they looked
like to her? What had she done, where had she gone? When had she met with the
president?
"The day after I delivered the cube to
Congressman Alvarez.
"Who else was at that meeting?"
"General Wallace.
"Was that the only time you met with the
president?"
"That was the only time I have seen the,
president in person," Benita answered. "Agent Riley was appointed my
go-between to the White House, and I have communicated through him.
Her answers obviously displeased Morse. "Aside
from that dinner you attended, who have you spoken to about the aliens?"
"The only people I have spoken to about the
aliens are Representative Alvarez and General Wallace, and
" she meant to
continue with the SOS and the FL, but he interrupted.
"And the president?"
"No, I didn't speak to him about them even when I
saw him. The president simply thanked me for my efforts because by that time
he'd already seen the envoys for himself.
"What have you done since that time?" asked
someone else.
"Once the FBI was involved, I figured the matter
was out of my hands. Since then, all I've done is transmit messages from the
Pistach to Mr. Riley, who transmits them to whoever needs to know.
"Why was the FBI involved in the first
place?" Morse snarled, with a glare at Chad.
Benita pursed her lips, considering. "To do just
what you said you wanted to do, Senator. The White House and the Justice
Department felt it was wise to check me out and be sure I am who I say I am, to
be sure my story is true.
Somebody snapped at Chad, "Is that the
case?"
Chad said it was.
At this juncture, Senator Morse snarled at Benita,
"This all sounds very innocent, but you and I both know that you and the
president and others have conspired to let these predators take over our
country, haven't you?"
That came so far from left field that her jaw dropped
and the committee members hastily covered microphones and began muttering to
one another. While they squabbled lengthily, she decided upon a response,
beginning by saying stiffly:
"I'm not aware they're taking over the country,
sir. If so, I certainly didn't plan it. I can't speak for the Pistach, though
my opinion is they didn't plan it either. They were extremely upset when they
learned the predators were here, and they've already given them notice to leave
the planet.
She paused, looked thoughtful, shook her head and
said, barely audibly, "No, I shouldn't say . . .
"Say what?" he pounced. "What were you
going to say?"
She bit her lip, hesitated, breathed rapidly to make
herself flush. "I'm not sure it's relevant, Senator.
He almost screamed at her. "I'll be the judge of
that! Answer the question.
She said, haltingly, as if she hadn't planned it down
to every pause and sigh: "I started to say that it ... ah ... probably
wasn't the envoys or the president who encouraged the predators. Sigh.
"It's probable that the predators have sought or even made an agreement
with some member or members of the U.S. Congress. Sigh, again, look down, pick
at the seam of her skirt, shake her head very slightly. "They do want hunting
privileges on Earth very badly.
Morse turned absolutely white.
"Hunt what?" cried one of the members.
"Why, people," she said, looking up
innocently. "There are more of us here than anything else.
And at that point the committee room exploded, some
yelling, some looking serious, some merely staring angrily at Morse while
others focused their suspicion on Benita. There were only men on this
committee, loud ones, and Benita put her hands over her ears. Chad leaned over
to her and asked her if she wanted to take a break while they ranted at one
another. She nodded. He whispered to one of the members, and they went out,
Benita to the ladies' room, Chad to a secluded corner of the corridor where he
could use his phone. When Benita opened the door to come out, she saw reporters
and cameramen in the hallway. She wasn't ready to talk to them yet. They didn't
see her, and when she peeked out a bit later, they had gone.
"They'll be downstairs when we're finished,"
Chad said, looking into her eyes with frank curiosity. "Did you have that
bombshell all ready to drop on him?"
"Sort of," she admitted, flushing. "I
was angry at being harassed, first off, and when I got here I was even angrier
at being accused of things, and I thought, well, that works both ways. Why not
be the accuser instead of the accused? That contempt of Congress bit just made
me furious, Chad. Just like the judge in Albuquerque. Let Morse be dropped in
the you-know-what for a change.
They went back to the committee room. Senator Morse
was pale, his lips pinched, his jaw seeming set in cement, but he managed to
speak without yelling.
"Why did you say said the predators had already
made contact with members of Congress?"
She gave him her innocent look. "I said it was
probable, Senator, because the Pistach told me that's the predators' usual mode
of action. If they can get some level of government or even some individual
associated with the government to make an agreement with them, like a senator
or a representative or some member of the staff of a legislator, even if some
other level of government or other individuals would oppose such an agreement,
the matter then has to be settled in the Confederation courts, and it can take
a very long time to sort out. Centuries, even. During which the predators go on
hunting. The Pistach told me the predators always record such understandings .
. .
Morse turned, if possible, even paler.
". . . so they have them for evidence in
Confederation courts.
A thoughtful-looking man at the end of the table
asked, "Do you, personally, know anyone who might be involved with the
predators?"
"I can't swear to it," she said. "But I
think General McVane may be involved, along with a man named Dink Dinklemier, a
man named Prentice Arthur, and a man named Briess. The man named Arthur
approached my husband and the man named Briess evidently threatened my son. I
also received an anonymous phone call early this morning threatening to hurt my
family if I didn't turn myself over to the person calling. I told the voice on
the phone that I couldn't because I'd agreed to appear before this committee.
The place blew up again. The name Dinklemier led them
straight to Morse, and he became the immediate focus of their shouted
questions. Someone, presumably the vice chairman, grabbed the gavel out of his
hand and declared a thirty-minute recess. Chad and Benita left, Chad remarking
to the man at the door that they would be in the House gallery. They sat there,
watching Congress at work, Benita remarking that on that particular day, it was
not exciting.
"I'm not sure it ever is," Chad admitted.
"Why did you clue them in on the cabal?"
"Morse knew where I was because Dink knew where I
was from the predators. What he was really after was a private inquiry, just
him and me, with nobody monitoring it, so he could extort information or
misinformation by threatening me or my family. She recalled Morse's face and
added, "Or by other means.
"What's his motive?"
"Oh, hell, Chad, I don't know! Maybe he actually
believes the president invited the Pistach here, or the predators. Maybe the
rest of the cabal didn't tell him they were talking to the predators, so he
believes the accusation he just made. Maybe he thinks he can make a name for
himself by interrogating the envoys, and he thinks he can get at them through
me. Maybe he's just pulling a McCarthy, telling big lies and getting his name
in the newspapers. What's your best guess?"
Chad frowned. "It's likely he's known about the
predators all along. It's probable he doesn't care whether the information he
might get out of you is true or not so long as it includes something he can
use. He's part of a small group who would rather get the president than go to
heaven. It's deeply personal, it's unabashed hatred, and he keeps yanking at
the strings, trying to find something that will come unraveled. It's like the
independent prosecutor business. If you don't have a case, just unlimber your
fishing poles and go at it until you catch something you can blow up into a
case, no matter how irrelevant it is.
She watched him thinking, each separate thought
crossing his face like a cloud shadow, darkening and lightening, the way she
had seen them do over the canyon lands, revealing, concealing. She wanted to
touch his face, and the thought made her bite her lip and clench her hands. He
was a married man. With young sons. He was not available. Nor was she.
Nonetheless, though the urge had been a very modest one, it was the first
honest-to-God even remotely sexual urge she'd had in ... a very long time!
She switched her mind to another subject. "There
have to be a few honest men on that committee who know we appeared voluntarily
and won't let him get away with murder," she murmured.
"You mean literal murder? You think he would kill
you?" "If he wanted to get rid of me and could do it without getting
caught. He can still get me arrested on some pretext or other, like that
contempt of Congress business. And once I'm in custody, something might happen
to me. I'm taking Chiddy's word that I don't have to worry about Bert or Carlos
and the girl.
"And you've made it less likely for Morse to take
action by implicating a committee staff member.
"I hope I did," she murmured. "Give
them all something else to chew on. I was careful to say I couldn't swear to
it, so they can't get me on perjury.
"Remind me never to play cards with you," he
said.
"I was worried that Morse might talk about the
Inkleozese," she murmured. "That really was a conspiracy, of sorts,
between the Pistach and the Inkleozese themselves, but Morse is pretending it
never happened.
"Right. If he acknowledges they impregnated him,
someone may commiserate with him, or grin at him, or laugh behind his back, and
he couldn't take that.
"He's going to have to deal with it sooner or
later.
"Maybe denial is the only way he can function at
all," said Chad. "The whole business has to be pretty traumatic. He
got up. "We'd better go back and see if they're continuing or recessing.
They were continuing. Morse was gone, the vice
chairman of the committee had taken over, and he did want to know about the
Inkleozese.
"I saw them on TV," Benita said. "When
everyone else did. Also, the envoys told me about them. Evidently their
specialty is to serve as monitors and observers for the Confederation.
"Are they female?" the vice chairman wanted
to know. "And if so, why were only females sent here?"
Three members of the committee leaned forward when he
asked the question, focused intently on Benita. She said, "The envoys said
all the diplomatic and professional Inkleozese are female. Most of their race's
artists and craftsmen are male, however. Males and females in their race have
different skills. The females work better with persons and the males with
things.
"So they say," snorted a burly committee
member.
"Well, it's possible the envoys are prejudiced,"
she granted. "Or the Inkleozese themselves. For generations, our national
legislature was made up of men only, most of whom thought women were brainless.
Some of them still think so.
"But the Pistach envoys are male?" the same
man asked intently.
"No, sir. They are not. They are non-reproductive
members of their race, which has five or six different types or genders in it,
like ants, or bees.
"Then they're gay!"
"Sir, a worker bee is not gay. It is simply
non-sexual.
"Worker bees are females," asserted a man at
the end of the table. "I raise bees, I know.
"Worker bees aren't lesbians, and Pistach aren't
gay. They're non-sexual.
They went on, not for long. Several men on the
committee seemed to be convinced that God could imagine no more than two sexes,
that the devil had come up with a third, that every being in the universe had
to be one of those three, and therefore Vess and Chiddy had to be gay. Finally
they started asking questions about the Pistach home world and the Pistach
themselves, questions that could equally well have been asked about Sodom and
Gomorrah. She had to tell them she didn't know the answers.
"They don't talk about their home world a great
deal. They mention it from time to time, but I've never gained a clear idea of
their world and how it works. Actually, I have a clearer picture of the
predator worlds than I do the Pistach, because the envoys talk more about the
predators.
The committeemen looked at each other, with no idea
what else they might ask her. After a spate of whispering, they excused her and
Chad escorted her downstairs where he had asked the aggravation of reporters to
wait.
"The senators seem to be stuck on the idea the
Pistach are gay, which they're not," she said to the waiting microphones.
"Senator Morse seems to be stuck with the idea that I'm part of some
conspiracy, which I'm not. The committee became very upset when I told them the
predators might have made a side agreement with someone associated with their
committee.
"Agreement for what?" called a man from the
back of the group.
"A formal agreement to hunt people here on
Earth," she said in her most innocent voice. "They could just go on
poaching, but they really want a formal agreement for their own legal
protection at the Confederation level.
She answered shouted questions for about ten minutes,
then Chad got her away with the help of six men in suits who barricaded her
from the reporters as they got her out a back door. Then they went to the White
House where she was sneaked up the back stairs into the family quarters where
the president and First Lady were waiting for them.
"Well," said the president to Benita.
"So much for anonymity, Benita.
"And so much for calming the committee
down," said the First Lady, shaking her head. "A couple of our party
are on the committee. They told us it was quite a show.
Benita said, "Keeping me anonymous was a lost
cause from the beginning, Mr. President, ma'am. I got to the point I wasn't
interested in calming them down.
"Chad says you've had some personal experience
with the predators," murmured the FL.
"Not one I'd care to repeat, ma'am.
Chad took a chair by the window. Benita was gestured
to the chair opposite the president, who leaned forward, fixing his eyes on
hers.
"Benita, we're in trouble here, and we need your
help.
She folded her hands in her lap as he went on:
"We have assumed the Pistach are beneficent.
They've told us so, the things they've done for us have measurably helped
without harming anyone. We would prefer to believe them, and we've gone along
with them when they told us the predators are a separate people, races that eat
other intelligent life and who do not, therefore, eat Republicans. Or newsmen.
She laughed dutifully. He was trying to be funny and
charming, but his eyes were troubled as he went on.
"If, however, I am coldly rational as my aides
suggest is necessary, I have to admit there could be another explanation for
what's happening. All these ETs could be one people who are capable of taking different
shapes in order to fool us.
"It doesn't sound impossible," Benita said.
She didn't believe it, but it wasn't impossible.
"All right. Then let's suppose for a moment they
are all one people, and they want to invade Earth and prey on our population.
How would they do that?"
She thought for a moment. "They might send envoys
to offer us candy and chuck us under the chin and say kootchie-coo.
He actually smiled, though only a little. "They
might, yes. Then they could move in and start hunting us while keeping us
pacified by telling us the predators are really a different set of people and
so on and so on.
"And while this is going on," said the First
Lady, "still more of these creatures pick up some of our congressmen and
political columnists and impregnate them with what we are told are infant
members of their race. The impregnation could just as well be some kind of
disease or parasite that will turn us into passive livestock.
"And they're clever," remarked Chad.
"They pick only members of the opposition political party so that the
administration would be less inclined to object.
The president nodded. "And, by the time we work
ourselves around to doing something about it, they have us whipped.
He sat back and stared at her, switching his glance to
Chad, who said, "You think Chiddy and Vess are a Trojan horse?"
"Or you think I am?" Benita asked, hearing
her voice tremble.
The president shook his head. "You're not a
Trojan horse knowingly, Benita. I don't believe for a minute that you could be.
But . . . let's say that scenario is correct. What kind of woman would the
envoys look for? Someone trusting. Someone . . . ah, patient . . .
"Long suffering," said the FL pointedly and
a little indignantly. "Someone who'd put up with a lot before she got
really angry, if ever. Someone who'd go along with the way things were
happening, without having hysterics or throwing a fit . . .
"All the time telling herself it couldn't be
true," Benita finished for her, flushing an angry red. "And you
really think I'm that kind of person?"
"You've showed endless patience and forbearance
in the past," she said. "Although, from what you did today, that may
no longer be true. Be that as it may, we've never had a satisfactory answer to
the question, why you? Why not General Wallace? Why not the president himself,
or, if he's too surrounded by Secret Service people, then why not the Chief
Justice or the Speaker of the House?"
"Because those particular people are all
men," Benita said angrily. "And the Pistach didn't want a man. They
were making a particular point when they chose me, an unknown, because any
woman who's known for anything will already have enemies. The minute a woman,
including the president's wife, tries to do something significant, even if it's
for the good of the citizenry, everybody puts her down as being a woman who
doesn't know her place. People love their heroes and heroines, but they love
them in their assigned roles. Move outside those roles, and the public loves to
make them stumble.
The president frowned. "I had hoped we had grown
more tolerant and understanding than that.
Benita shook her head. "We like to think people
are tolerant and understanding, but mostly we aren't, and there are a lot of
men who think of women as a kind of speaking livestock.
The FL said, "So the Pistach picked you because .
. . ?"
"Because nobody knows me, or anything about me.
I've done one really stupid thing in my life, and that was to marry the wrong
man. Get past that and I've had an utterly unremarkable and very . . chaste
kind of life. Never used drugs, never smoked. My drinking is limited to an
occasional beer in the summertime, or a glass of wine with Thanksgiving or
Christmas dinner. I've never been able to afford dissipation. I haven't had the
time or the money to support controversial causes. The same goes for love
affairs. The only men I've been at all close to over the years are gay, and
they were my bosses. Believe me, McVane has known who I am for weeks, and if
there were anything in my past to stir a scandal, it would be on the front
pages by now, like a Jackson Pollock painting, all squirt and dribble! And if
McVane had information he could use, then Morse would have it. There are no
issues in my past for me to get past except that I'm a woman.
"I agree with you," agreed the FL.
"I've been trying to explain to my husband, that your being a woman is
really what sticks in their craw.
"All the people I talk to think the envoys are
male," said the president, sitting back and frowning. "Every domestic
politico I talk to, every foreign diplomat who calls me, all of them, every
damned one says 'him' when he refers to an envoy.
"They aren't male," Benita said, turning to
the FL. "That's why they did that Indian woman business at dinner.
"But with you," she said, "what do they
appear as?"
They appeared as different things, but she had to
admit, Chiddy took his human male form more often than not. She said as much,
and the president and FL looked at one another meaningfully.
"What?" she demanded.
"People say that you probably react to them as a
woman would to a man. That your relationship with them is subtly different than
it would be if they were female, or sexless.
"People?"
He looked uncomfortable. The FL said, "Profilers.
Think people. Analysts. FBI.
"Chad's been spying on me?" she said,
glaring at him.
"No," he said abruptly.
The FL said, "He refused to spy on you. He has
only passed on what you've said about the Pistach. The people over at the FBI
who attempt to make
"
"A sow's ear out of a silk purse," Benita
interrupted angrily. "They're trying to imply something sexual?"
The president leaned back in his chair. "Quite
frankly, I don't think they know what they're trying to imply. They simply have
a situation they don't understand, one that won't fit any pattern they're
accustomed to, and they can't help me with the current problem!
"We need . . . we're going to have to have
something more than just the envoys' word that they're beneficent. You told
Chad the Pistach have gone home at least once during their visit here. That
means either that home is very close, which we don't believe, or that they have
a method of travel . . .
"Polarized space," she said.
All three of them looked at her in confusion.
"Chiddy told me about it," she said, trying
to remember what he'd said. "Space is full of these little tiny thingies,
Chiddy calls them umquah, all spread out, evenly distributed, like layers of
marbles in a tray, only marbles would have little spaces among them, and the
umquah shape themselves to fill all the spaces, and they're infinitely small.
All together, they fill the universe, and they repel matter and energy, joining
together to squeeze matter or energy out. Chiddy said I should think of it as
though gravity wasn't an attractive force but a repulsive force. It's as though
matter doesn't attract other matter, it simply gets squeezed together by the
umquah, and the more matter there is in one place, the more umquah are
displaced to do the squeezing, so they can squeeze harder. When they squeeze
out clumps of matter, they become compressed and curved around it, and they're
always trying to straighten out and spread out evenly.
"When an umquah gets touched by a photon, say, it
and its neighbors squeeze it out, so it gets passed along. Each umquah touches
more than one other, of course, so whenever one squeezes something out, it can
start up a wave form. Sometimes it just squeezes around and around, in a tiny
circle, sometimes it squeezes things across the universe.
"I see," said the president.
"I doubt it," she said. "Because I
don't, and neither does Chiddy. He says it's impossible to explain without the
math, and he doesn't do that kind of math.
"And you know Chiddy was telling you the
truth?"
"No. Of course not, though I can't think why he
would lie about it. It's possible they don't know what they're talking about.
It's possible I'm not quoting them correctly. I'm not a scientist and neither
are they. They're diplomats. Foreign Service types. Maybe Chiddy just made it
up when I asked how they travel so quickly.
"String physics?" murmured the FL.
Benita nodded. "Chiddy did mention string
physics. He said it's a move in the right direction, because the strings are
just lined up, or maybe it was curled up umquah. Ai is very pleased with our
progress.
"You are pleased?" asked the First Lady,
puzzled.
"Ai," Benita said. "Ay-eye pronounced
Ah-ee. See, that's what I mean about their gender. It's a neutral pronoun.
Chiddy and Vess are athyci, fourth caste, and their pronouns are ai, ais, and aisos
. . .
"Benita," interrupted the president, rubbing
his forehead wearily. "Would you be willing to do something for us?"
"If I can," she said, suddenly embarrassed
at the way she'd been going on and on.
"All my instincts say these people are good people.
They have done wonders for us. Drugs, terrorism, the inhumane treatment of
women, all being solved.
The FL said, "Forced marriage of young girls has
stopped. Selling young women into the sex trade has stopped. Genital mutilation
has stopped. The last several days we've been getting reports that some people
who try to drive cars are unable to do so. The cars won't start unless the
person in question has knowledge equivalent to a GED. It affects all age
groups. It's amazing.
The president nodded. "All this . . . it's so
valuable to us. The dream of peace. The dream of progress without conflict. We
feel, that is, the First Lady and I feel, that if things go on as they are for
a while, say a few years, we'll have a breakthrough of expectations.
If we did a happiness index here in the U.S., people
would be less worried and more contented than they've ever been. You'd think
every politician in the country would rejoice, but they claim it's all a hoax,
that the real motives behind it are nefarious, and I can't prove they're wrong!
We know what they can do, but we know nothing about them as people. Until we
know something about them as people, we can't answer the charges that our
opponents make against them.
He stopped, leaned forward and took Benita's hand.
"Will you ask them to show you their world?"
"Ask them to take me to Pistach-home?" she
said, astonished.
"Yes. Ask them if they will. The FBI will provide
some small recording devices to take with you, sealed, and when you get back,
you can give these recordings to the committees in Congress that are kicking up
the worst of it, so it won't be your word alone. We can publicize your findings
in the media. Maybe then, they'll quit playing games and let us get on with . .
. with . . . Excuse me. He got up hastily and left the room.
The FL got up and went to the window, murmuring,
"He thinks the arrival of the Pistach is the most exciting event in the
history of mankind, but his own advisors are telling him he's being played for
a fool, he ought to order a full-scale mobilization. Congress is like a dozen
armed camps, all fighting each other, one side blaming another for de-funding
NASA just when we need it. American Jewry is furious because of Jerusalem. Some
conservative Islamic Americans are furious because of Infectious Ugly.
Evidently the ugly-plague has started here, too, among immigrants from
Afghanistan and Pakistan and even India. My husband ... he genuinely likes
people. He has a warm and trusting nature toward people, and he wants to trust
the envoys, but his own people are making it impossible.
"You want me to ask this favor of Chiddy and
Vess?"
"Yes. Please. You shouldn't go alone, though.
There are idiots over there on the hill who would probably listen to a man
where they wouldn't listen to you.
"Chad could go," Benita said. "We get
along well together.
"But not too well," the FL cautioned, giving
Benita and Chad a searching look.
"No, ma'am," he responded in an angry tone.
Benita said, "You could always have the CIA
design me a chastity belt before I leave, if that's important. Or is my sex
life a domestic matter for the FBI?"
"Don't be angry, either of you. You know what
we're up against. We've had more than one commentator accuse the president of
carrying on with Benita!"
"I've never been alone with him, ma'am.
"Oh, I know that! He's careful these days not to
be alone with anyone, regardless of what sex they are. He has a chaperon around
when he plays with the dog!"
Benita smiled dutifully, looked at her shoes, then at
the ceiling, finding no help either place. She sighed. "I'll do what I
can. Really.
She and Chad talked about it on the way home, both of
them were in the backseat, behind dark-tinted windows, with someone else doing
the driving. Now that the news people had seen her in Chad's company, he was as
much fair game as she was.
Halfway home, she started crying. She was too much at
the center of things. Without specific reason, the tears welled and spilled
over. Chad put his arms around her and they sat that way for a while, just
close. He offered her his handkerchief, and she wiped her face. When they got
to the apartment, he sent the car away and came upstairs. She opened a bottle
of wine, and they sat in the living room, looking between two boarded-up
windows through a clear one that showed the Capitol dome.
"How do you get in touch with them?" he
asked.
"Usually I just yell. Chiddy, I need you
now!" She said it quite loudly. "If he agrees to take me, he may do
it all at once, just boom. They do things like that.
"You mean, they might take you suddenly, without
me or any of the surveillance stuff?"
"If there is such stuff, you should get it here
in a hurry, Chad," she said. "Chiddy and Vess move awfully fast when
they're motivated.
He went to the phone and made a call, then several
more, taking notes as he did so. His last call was a ten-digit one. He spoke,
listened, spoke, then turned to Benita with the phone still in his hand.
"Merilu?" he said. "She hung up on me.
She says your husband alleges we're involved sexually, right now, on CNN.
"Bert? I thought the Inkleozese had him!"
She turned to CNN, and there was Bert, a bit foggy around the eyes, but by
heaven he had on a new suit, he was shaved, and he was being interviewed on
national TV, and telling them all about his wife, old moocow Benita, who was
being a sex slave to some aliens for the FBI.
She had barely time to get angry when the air turned
cold, then warm, then wavy, and Chiddy materialized in a burst of light on the
living room rug.
"Dear Benita," ai said, patting her on the
shoulder. Ai offered his hand to Chad, who took it. Chiddy was, no need to say,
in his masculine human form.
"Look," Benita cried, pointing to the TV.
"What's that about?"
"The Fluiquosm," growled Chiddy. "They
made that tape several days ago by planting an idea in his head, but they
hadn't used it yet. Now they are angry at having to leave Earth, so they sent
it out to TV networks in a fit of resentment. It will be necessary to supplant
that idea in his mind and then undo this damage.
Chad asked, "Are the predators gone . . . ?"
Chiddy pinched his lips and looked severe. "They
have departed. As I said, they were very angry about it, but they have
definitely departed. None of them wants to tangle with the Inkleozese. He sat
down beside Benita. "What is the emergency?"
She told him, everything tumbling out at once, the
committee and Morse and what the president wanted her to do, and why it was
necessary.
He stared at both the humans thoughtfully.
"Before any of this is taken care of, I must go back and finish our
discussions with the Inkleozese. They are most annoyed at the SHLQ, as are we,
and steps must be taken to keep them in line and to make your former inceptor
withdraw his stupidities. While this is being accomplished, we will think on
this business of taking you to Pistach-home.
"Mr. Riley, be kind enough to get together
whatever you need to take with you. Also, since gender mistrust seems to play a
part in this whole matter, we agree it would indeed be wise for you to
accompany Benita to my home world. If there is any possibility of their
assuming you have a ... relationship between you that is unacceptable, please
recommend a third party to come along as well. A 'chaperon,' I think it is
called. Though I would be happy to serve in that capacity, my word might not be
trusted. By the way, I assume you are male, in all respects, heterosexual,
functioning, and so forth?"
Chad laughed, a real laugh. "When called
upon," he said, shaking his head in amazement. "I am still
functional, yes. And heterosexual, though I have a past very much like
Benita's, remarkably conformist and dull.
"My son," Benita cried, suddenly
remembering. "We're forgetting him in the midst of all this! As well as
the girl they took instead of Angelica.
"We will see to that, as well," Chiddy said.
"We have already assured ourselves that they have not been injured. And
ai was gone.
"He seemed very affectionate," said Chad,
regarding her with curious eyes.
"I think they probably are an affectionate
people," she replied, shaking her head at him. "I know they're a
sensual people, too, because Chiddy's mentioned how much he enjoys hot springs
and massage and certain earthly scents and flavors. I am fond of ais, and ai
may well be fond of me. That doesn't equal an affair. Companionship isn't
sexuality.
"Even when he's in human shape?"
"Even when ai looks human. Though, come to think
of it, when they take other shapes, I think the shape has different sensory
equipment from their own forms. You shake his hand, and Chiddy feels it, even
though the real Chiddy doesn't have hands. Maybe that's why they morph so much,
because they like the new sensations they get.
"Their morphed selves certainly feel real to the
touch," he said. "I purposely bumped them and brushed up against them
at that first dinner.
"I know," she said tiredly. "It's very
confusing.
He stared at her for a long moment, then patted her,
rather as he patted Sasquatch. "Since our previous effort to get away was
interrupted, our bags are already packed. Mine's down in the car that's still
parked out back. I'll go pick up the stuff from the bureau. Have a nap. I'll be
back as soon as I can.
"What about . . . Merilu?"
"Merilu is looking for excuses to end our
marriage," he said in a flat, dead voice. "Any excuse will do, even a
phony one. Even if I quit the job today and was in Montana by tonight, she'd
find some reason. She'll do what your husband is doing, what she started to do
on the phone, accuse me of having an affair, or putting my job ahead of the
boys, or anything. I've been hoping she'll settle down. I'm not sure she will.
"And she doesn't work?"
"No," he said. "That's part of the
problem.
"Do you have a picture of her?" Benita asked
curiously.
He dug it out of his wallet. She was blonde,
blue-eyed, with a face like an angel. Everyman's everywoman.
"She's beautiful.
"Yes," he said with an aching sigh.
"She certainly is. I sometimes look at that face and think I'm the
luckiest man in creation. On the phone, however, I sometimes get a more . . .
accurate picture.
He went down in the elevator alone. Benita took a few
moments to repack the small bag she had packed two days ago, adding casual
clothes and another pair of shoes, thinking as she did so that she had never
seen any advice about packing for interstellar travel. No raincoat, obviously,
or boots. No warm sweaters. No tank tops for sunning. Slacks. Shirts. Sox.
Shoes. Underwear. Nightgown. Nothing sexy. Not that she owned any such thing.
While she didn't think she'd sleep, she dozed off as
soon as she lay down. She didn't wake up until evening, when Chad rang her on
the phone. He'd be over in half an hour.
She called Simon, who was still downstairs in the
office doing something or other, and told him she'd be down. When she came in, he
was staring at the TV which was rerunning her brief interview by the press that
morning. He turned from the screen and stared at her.
"So that's what it was all about," he said.
She fumbled for something to say. He shook his head.
"The apartment renovation? All the comings and goings?"
She sat down across from him. "Yes, Simon. But, I
had no idea all this would happen when I applied for the job.
"I know. He shuffled the papers in front of him.
"I was angry at first. Because you didn't tell me. But then, I thought why
would you? You wouldn't want to tell anybody, for fear they'd get at you. The
press, I mean. Right?"
"Right.
"And you're doing a good job here. The best. I
can't imagine where you found the time, with all this going on . . .
"There was plenty of time, Simon. It doesn't take
long to pass on a message or talk to the ETs. Mostly that stuff happens in the
evenings, after we're closed.
"Well, everything you've done so far is great.
Your files are up to date. Your work is accurate. Are you going to go on
working for me?"
"Simon, I would very much like to go on working
for you. However, I can't work for you this week. The president has asked me to
go to the Pistach home world and look at it. The FBI man who's been guarding
me
"
Simon's eyes flickered sideways. "Oh. That's who
he is. I wondered.
"He's been working as liaison. He'll go with me
on the trip, so he can verify what I see.
"What do they think you'll see?"
"Our government, part of it, anyhow, is worried
it's a conspiracy. The predators. The Pistach. The Inkleozese.
"Why doesn't the president go?"
"Who'd believe him? He's trying to work inside
the politics of mistrust, Simon. The other side has only one agenda, to
discredit him, falsely if necessary, and they don't care if it hurts the
country. I have no ax to grind. I'm not a political person. If Bert can be
muzzled, they'll have a hard time discrediting me because there's nothing there
to discredit.
He nodded sympathetically. "Well, you know, if
they can get the public lined up to peek through bedroom windows, it makes it
easier for them to rob the rest of the house!"
She smiled. "I'll be away for a few days. I came
down to ask if you'll feed Sasquatch.
"I will feed and exercise Sasquatch. And I'll be
glad when you come back, Benita. He held out his hand, and she took it. He
pulled her across the desk and kissed her cheek, quite gently. "Very
glad," he said.
She went back upstairs and waited for Chad, looking out
the little window in the elevator hall, her hand on the cheek that Simon had
kissed. What a strange man. Or not. He was really very nice, wasn't he?
Thoughtful. Considerate. Appreciative. Undemanding.
Chad always parked where she could see him from the elevator
hall, so she could come down to unlock the door. He arrived bearing two small
suitcases and a paper bag of Chinese takeout. When Benita smelled it, she
realized she hadn't eaten all day, not even breakfast, and Chad hadn't either.
They set it out on the table in the living room and munched without talking for
some time.
"I wonder where Chiddy is?" she said
finally, surfeit with sesame shrimp, asparagus and rice.
"On his way, I should imagine," he said,
putting down his fork with a sigh. He wiped his mouth thoroughly on a paper
napkin. "I wonder what they'll feed us on Pistach-home.
"If they take us," she amended.
"I think they'll take us. If only because they're
so embarrassed over this predator business.
"Or over the Inkleozese.
"My guess would be that doesn't embarrass them at
all. The envoys took it for granted that intelligent people mean what they say,
and somebody who says he's pro-life means it.
"How do we go about finding out whether the
Pistach are as represented?" she asked him. "If we depend on them to
show us the world, won't they just show us what they want us to see?"
"There are ways," he said. "Dissonances
one can listen for. Differences of opinion one can ferret out. Are you
frightened, Benita?"
"A little. It was true. But the apprehension was
accompanied by a bubbling feeling, as though she'd swallowed a little volcano,
something that was building up toward an eruption. The feeling was vaguely
familiar, and at last she tracked it back to a day in summer when Mami had
taken her to the amusement park for her birthday, and she had ridden the roller
coaster. Fear, and pleasure, and joy. Pure joy. It was such a lovely feeling!
Why had it been such a rare one?
The evening grew late, and Chad took off his jacket
and shoes and lay down on the couch in the living room, while she stretched out
on the bed, Sasquatch at her feet. They had both dozed for some little time
when Sasquatch roused them with a rumbling growl and a couple of firm woofs. It
was Chiddy, back again, and he had Carlos and a girl with him. Of the two, the
girl was in better shape. She looked tired, dirty, and a little frightened, but
she was very much herself, ready to get angry the moment she thought it
wouldn't endanger her life.
Carlos had evidently not been so sensible. He'd been
battered here and there. Benita cautioned herself and did not shriek, did not
sympathize, did not question. He wasn't hurt any worse than she had been, many
times, with similar bruises darkening under his skin, and a black eye beginning
to bloom.
"Mom," he cried, making a run for her and
half knocking her down in the process. She fended him off, fighting down an
urge to say, "Down, heel," except that he'd seldom listened to her in
the past and was unlikely to do so now.
She put her hands on his shoulder to hold him up and
away, hugs from Carlos had always been rare, usually confined to times he was
frightened. "Are you all right, Carlos?"
He blubbered something, "Okay. All right. Not . .
. they didn't . . . they were going to!"
She raised her eyebrows at Chiddy, who said with
considerable distaste, "The Fluiquosm and Wulivery threatened to eat him.
The Wulivery do that sometimes, teasing. I think he believed they would eat
him.
"I saw them," he cried. "Eating people.
They've got a storage place near the camp, and it's all full of dead
people!"
"That's quite true, but they were under
instructions not to eat you," said Chiddy, firmly. "Settle down.
"You don't know what they were like," Carlos
screamed.
"I know exactly what they were like," snapped
Benita. "I was eaten by a Wulivery. Stop dramatizing yourself.
Benita turned from Carlos to the girl, holding out her
hand. "I think you were taken because you were mistaken for my daughter.
"Sonia Bigg," she said. "They were
determined to make me tell them I was Angelica Shipton, if that's your
daughter. As for him," she gestured toward Carlos, "he told them to
start with me, if they were going to eat us.
"Sonia . . . Carlos wailed. "I didn't mean
that. I love you, I wouldn't say anything like that.
"You're . . . Carlos's friend?" asked
Benita, with a disbelieving glance at her son.
"Was," said Miss Bigg.
"Well, well," Carlos babbled, "if they
were going to eat us both anyhow, it didn't make any difference which of us was
first, and I was just trying to keep them talking.
Chiddy saw the look of total dismay on her face and
patted her shoulder soothingly. "As it happens, the predators did not at
that time intend to eat either of them, and Miss Bigg is unhurt.
The girl said in a firm voice, "Unhurt! Hah. She
turned to Benita. "May I use your bathroom, please?"
Benita indicated where it was, saying, "I can
also lend you a clean shirt. She turned to Chiddy, whispering, "Can you
take her back where she was taken from? What about Carlos? Is it safe to send
him back?"
"She, yes. Not him, just yet. I spoke previously
of needing a chaperon. I should imagine he will serve. If we take him with us,
it will keep him out of circulation for a few days.
"What about Bert?"
"The Inkleozese are working on him. Arranging to
straighten out the misinformation that was broadcast.
Chad said, "You want me to arrange for Miss Bigg
to get back home?"
He accepted Chiddy's nod and began phoning. While he
was busy, the girl came out of the bathroom. Benita fetched a clean shirt for
her, and by the time they emerged from the bedroom, Chad had arranged for her
to be picked up. "If you need anything, a change of clothes or any
necessaries, they'll provide it, and you'll be on a flight back to California
today.
She thanked him, then turned to Carlos. "If you
come back, don't call me.
A car came, the girl departed. Chiddy asked, "Are
you and Chad ready to depart?"
Carlos interrupted to whine, "I'm sure as hell
not. I don't even have a change of underwear.
"We can provide whatever you need," said
Chiddy. "I need to provide proper costumes for all of you, anyhow. It is
considered polite to wear garments suitable to one's station in life.
Carlos glowered, obviously getting ready to explode,
and Chad took him by one shoulder, asking, "How far do we go to your
ship?"
Vess laughed.
Chiddy bowed them into the elevator. "Not
far," he said. "Not far at all.
In
AfghanistanTUESDAY
Mustapha ibn Daud shut his door against the noises in
the room beneath him where a rancorous debate continued, without letup, as it
had for hours.
"If we do not feel lust, it is the will of
Allahl" the old imam was still saying, over and over. Likely it had been
decades since he had been able to feel anything of the kind, but now he
championed the cause of the hideous women. "If these otherworldly afrits
have changed our women, then they have done Allah's work whether they know it
or not! Nothing happens that is not the will of Allah! We are being rebuked for
our lusts, which burned more hotly the more the fuel was hidden!
"Listen to me! We refused to see our women as
people like ourselves,- we hid them to make them titillating, to think of them
only as vessels for our lusts, servants for our kitchens, breeders of our sons!
Let us free the women to walk as we do, with their faces uncovered. Let us see
if this does not please Allah.
And, as he had done over and over, another, younger
man attacked him: "Though he cannot lastingly prevail, Satan can do what
Allah does not will! We are being tested! We should never change our ways! In
time, Allah will restore our own to us.
"And if He does not?" asked the old man.
"If our women continue as they are? If my sons are unable to beget
children? Is our lineage to stop with this generation? Do not say we are not
changing our ways. It was agreed in the Taliban that we would eschew all modern
gadgetry, was it not? And yet now, we have laptops. We have telephones. These things
are needed in a modern state. Why should we not have modern women, too? They
can be modern and still virtuous . . .
Mustapha had held up his hand for silence, waiting
until it fell. I disagree. Our wives have been replaced by demons. Since Satan
makes it impossible for us to kill these demons who have taken the places of
our wives and daughters, let them go where they will! Some of our men have
already gone to the Pakistan border to take women from there. We will bring
women from elsewhere to serve our needs. Our ways are righteous! Our ways are
proper! To protect the purity of our womenfolk
"
"They are pure now," shouted the old man,
shaking his fist at Mustapha. "They are not demons. I have talked with
them. They are our women, and they are more pure now than they have ever been!
When they were hidden, they were lusted after. Now, no one lusts afar
them!"
A murmur of discontent ran through the room. No man
here had touched a woman for some time. Every one of them had in his house at
least one woman of supreme and utter repulsiveness, a woman he gagged to look
at or smell. A woman who was hideous to the senses.
The old man spoke again. "Listen to me. You
cannot deny that the women in our houses are pure. Untouched. Let us achieve
some consistency. We have said this is what we desire, that our wives and
daughters be pure. That they not be raped, that they not be looked upon with
lascivious eyes. Well, now they are pure, they are not raped, no one looks at
them with desire, yet we complain! This causes me to wonder whether their
purity was really our aim. Or did we want something else? By hiding them did we
increase their erotic allure? Did we arouse ourselves with the idea of their
subjugation? Is this something of which Allah approves?"
That was when Mustapha ibn Daud had left the room in
disgust. To hear a teacher of the Koran speak so! To hear their culture so
disparaged! He stood in the window looking out at the silent darkness. There
was something here he did not understand, an enemy he could not bring down with
a gun, and it made him feel trapped and angry.
Someone spoke at the doorway. Ben Shadouf. He came in,
was offered a place to sit and did so.
"You have heard, my wife is gone?" he said.
"We do not speak of women," Mustapha
answered loftily.
"Oh, but we do," said Ben Shadouf. "We
always have. We talk of the dancers we have seen. We go to prostitutes and talk
of them to our friends. We talk of women.
"We do not talk of our wives and daughters!"
"True. Except, when we first marry, or when we
grow weary of our wives, we ask our friends if they have marriageable
daughters. Young ones. Healthy ones. Frightened ones who would be sure to
obey. He spoke bitterly and his hands twisted in his lap. I loved my wife,
Mustapha. She was gentle and kind. She cooked well. She was considerate of my
feelings and well being. I loved my little daughters. Their faces made a garden
in my house.
"You love them even now?" barked Mustapha,
with a laugh. "Then you are a saint.
"No. I am not worthy of loving her. I am not even
a good man. She was ill, you know. And I would not take her to the clinic. Then
the ugliness came, and I told her to go where she would. She had a disease of
the lungs, and if they had not given her the medicine, she would have died.
"The clinic is run by foreigners!
Evil-doers!"
"Who seem to care more for our wives and our
children than we do. They save their lives while we let them die.
Mustapha snarled between his teeth. "Caring about
women is not our destiny. Our destiny is to live in accordance with the word
and in duty to Allah and follow the teachings of our leaders. Besides, your
wife didn't die.
"No. When the clinic had healed her, she took our
children and went over the mountains. A traveler brought a letter from her. She
is well, but she is staying there for our daughters' sake, so she says, for in
that country, women are valued more than they are here.
"Then good riddance," said Mustapha.
Ben Shadouf rose and paced restlessly across the room.
"I have been thinking of what she said. Other Muslim nations do not
require what we do of women. Other Muslim nations do not use them as we do. Do
not make stabled beasts out of them.
"Then those nations are less pure than we.
"You will not reconsider what we demand of them?
The chadoor? The sequestration? Forbidding them to work or to learn? Forbidding
them to have medical attention? Stoning them to death because they stumble, or
do not hold the veil tightly enough when the wind blows?"
Mustapha snorted angrily. "Those prohibitions are
the result of days of discussion among the elders. We worked hard to get the
wording exactly right. Not one word will be changed. The world may grow ugly,
but I will remain constant.
"Then so remain," said Ben Shadouf, leaning
toward him with a glittering blade in his hand. Mustapha felt the knife before
he realized it was there, felt it run into him like ice, then like fire.
Ben Shadouf withdrew the blade, then leaned forward to
speak into the dimming eyes. "So remain forever, Mustapha. I have done as
you many times commanded me. I have slain a heretic who disbelieves the true
way. Your eyes close as mine are opened by the imam. Now I will go in search of
my wife.
From
Chiddy's journal
Dearest Benita, as I write this you are nearby in a
rest cubby, soundly sleeping. I amuse myself recalling the surprise on your
face when we walked through the back of your elevator and into our ship, your
astonishment at learning we had been living just the other side of the wall for
all this time. It has been quite convenient and very saving on our power cells.
The ship is as morphable as we, and it interpenetrated the third-story offices
beside your home with its usual imperturbability. It was the presence of our
ship, unfortunately, which brought the Wulivery to your windows. They smelled
us out, indeed, and though they did not find our ship, they found you.
We are furious at them, and at the other predators as
well. What they did was unethical, though their sins were compounded by humans
who see fit to play politics with their fellows' lives. That is a phrase I had
never heard before, dear Benita. Playing politics. It is like playing war, a
game for degenerates. Statesmen should not "play" politics.
We are at the moment, as I write, scudding along at
many times light speed in a tube which is, to all intents and purposes, empty.
Behind us, the fabric of space thrusts our material ship on before it, for it
seeks always to exclude matter, or at least to clump it insofar as is possible.
I could say that space bends behind us to push us. I could say that space
ceases to exist in the direction of our movement, lining up on either side in
strings of umquah. When we say such things, however, our scientists pish and
tush at us, for neither is at all correct.
I confess, I understand neither the universe nor the
spacedrive. Only a few of our most intelligent claim to understand the drive,
and even they did not invent it. It was made by the Jabal, aeons ago, a people
who left the galaxy before our own people existed. We have only the records
they left behind on many planets together with plans for their devices:
spacedrives, star milkers, fusion generators, morph-engines (tiny implanted
ones to change ourselves, large ones to make cities like Jerusalem seem to
disappear, though it never really went anywhere) all carefully preserved for
whomever came along next. Luckily for us, we emerged originally in a thickly
starred part of the galaxy and with even our rather primitive stardrives, we
managed to be first in line for a lot of the devices. We moved, later on, to a
less thickly settled sector, one quieter, more peaceful, less liable to
predatory irruptions. Other races who arrived nearer the center of things
profited from discovery, as well. Sometimes we meet during the knitting of the
web of universal intelligence into a more durable fabric. This is our purpose
and the purpose of all intelligent life. So we believe.
The human recording devices you brought with you are
working well. They will keep track of your entire voyage, the interior of the
ship, the fact that outside the ship there is nothing, not even light. We move
in other dimensions of space and in the null dimension of time. When we draw
near our destination, the ship will sense the complex curvature signature, one
peculiar to that destination, and the emptiness in which we move will collapse
to allow ordinary space-time to curve around us once more.
We intend to take you to several planets besides our
own. It will be more convincing to the people of Earth if they see several
different races. Your Earth devices will record our arrival on each, our
departure from each. When we get to Pistach, the devices will probably note
some confusion among the Pistach people, for they do not know we are coming. No
message could get to our home sooner than we ourselves will arrive. You will
not be the first non-Pistach visitors on Pistach-home, but you will be the
first who have not yet been admitted to the Confederation. Vess and I have
discussed this. We will have to do some of what you call "fast talking.
Still, given the well-known perfidy of the predators, your difficulty will be
perfectly understandable, even to the most rigid among us.
I have no trepidation concerning your treatment.
Hospitality is a virtue we have polished to a finer sheen than some other of
our probities. Though we advocate toleration, we do not do it so well as we do
some other things. We are not as unselfish as an advanced race should be. We
struggle to burnish all our virtues, but every now and then a rock of reality
catches our feet to make us stumble. Though we advocate equality of all
intelligences, still we are like most races: happiest among peoples we know
well and whose ways we understand.
If the Chapter will allow, you will be welcomed to a
guest house of my family, on the Cavita home ground. It is near the House of
the Fresco, and we know you will want to see that. Also, it would be pleasant
to introduce you to my nootch. She will be most interested in you and in Chad
and in the ways of your world. You are, functionally, more nootch than you are
receptor, and she will be pleased to recognize someone of like mind and
responsibility. I have provided festive red-and-yellow clothing for you, so you
will, as you say, "fit in. Chad could be introduced as an inceptor, of
course, but since his "job" on Earth is to keep order and allocate
responsibility, the tasks performed by our proffi castewhich also includes
doctors and scholars, I intend introducing him as a proffe, dressed properly in
formal brown. My evaluation of the two of you indicates you are unlikely to
break out in a fit of breeding madness partway through the visit, for which I
am very grateful.
As for your son, though he is rather too old for it,
we must dress him as an undifferentiated one. As such, he will be regarded with
a good deal of tolerance, more than we manage under most other circumstances.
Your young are not unlike ours in being demanding, eager, selfish, gauche. As
our sages have said, youth builds a universe with self at the center. Carlos
will not be an asset. Our position would be improved had we been able to bring
an Earthian athyco with us, if there had been one who would have been accepted
by all the religions, political bodies, racial constituencies and social
movements on your world. Such a one could have spoken pointedly to our
Confederation ambassadors, calling them to account for the depredations of the
Fluiquosm, et al. No such person exists on your world, so it is left to us.
Vess and I will speak, but we will have to be diplomatic. The practice of
diplomacy, I have found, is sometimes like eating soup with a fork: much
activity yielding little nourishment.
However, there is some time before we get to Pistach-home.
We have other worlds to visit first. The subjective time lapse from Earth to
the first one, Flibotsia, is about two of your days, and you will sleep during
all of it. If we could not travel in the null-time dimension, it would take
thousands of your years to reach any of our near worlds, but the drive allows
us to stand teetering upon a point of time as we plunge onward in several
dimensions of space. Indeed, some of the new drives are virtually
instantaneous. One begins here, gets in the ship, has a cup of tea, gets out of
the ship, and behold, one is there. Poof. Even so, we are far from the
intergalactic drive our religion posits as the next necessary step in the
evolution of intelligence! Between the galaxies, so our scientists think, the umquah
are more evenly spread and less irritable than where matter annoys them
constantly.
When we arrive on Pistach-home, I know you will enjoy
seeing the House of the Fresco. Oh, I wish it were less obscured by soot, so
you could see it as it was when first painted. Though perhaps you would be
disappointed. I have seen the Sistine Chapel. I have seen the caves at Lescaux.
Your people have an inborn artistry of very high degree. It may be our Fresco
would not have impressed you, even when it was new. The Inkleozese agree that
this is probable. They, too, deeply admire the artistry of your race.
We must rest now. When we have rested, Vess and I must
argue yet again. We have been arguing about Earth for a very long time, now.
There is so much to do, and I want to do it all at once while Vess counsels
caution, a little at a time. It was I who insisted upon the Ugliness Plague.
"An immediate lesson," I cried. Even Vess agrees it is working,
though many of the women are simply leaving the countries that mistreated them.
Whether they do or not is up to them, the men cannot harm them. The important
issue, the question of purity versus lust, is for the first time being put into
its proper context. Some of the men prefer to continue in the old mold, of
course, by trying to kidnap women from neighboring countries, but that won't
work. As soon as a man with that attitude touches a woman, she becomes a hag,
though only to others. Her mirror continues to show her real self.
We have also scheduled a lengthy time for discussion
about your prisons, which preoccupy your people to an abnormal extent.
Unfortunately, your penal system is based on religious notions of penitence and
reformation, character emendations which can be evoked only where a sense of
shame is present. In a society as mobile as your own, many people are totally
anonymous to those around them. They do not care what they do before strangers
or to strangers. If one feels no shame, punishment only angers. If one feels
shame, punishment is almost unnecessary.
Logically, therefore, your prisons should seek to
instill shame, but even if it were possible, it would offend your civil
libertarians to do so. "Shaming" others is considered an affront to
their dignity. Since shame is essential to remorse, which is the natural
punishment for misbehavior, just as gut cramps are the natural punishment for
eating unripe thrags, if one cannot evoke shame, then forget about penitence or
reformation. It won't happen.
In the place of shame you have substituted a
meaningless phrase, "Paying one's debt to society. You send a rapist or
murderer to prison for a few years, and then you say he has "paid his debt
to society. Of course, he has done no such thing. A term in prison pays for
nothing, not if it is for ten years or twenty or fifty! The victim or victims
are still violated or dead, and to say that the evildoer has paid his debt is
to denigrate the value of the victim! This, in turn, causes anger among the
victim's family or friends, who wonder why a beloved wife is worth five years
while someone else's daughter is worth twice that. This, in turn, causes
disrespect for the law. As Canthorel has written, "If the law does not do
justice, the people will mock the law.
Vess is astonished that Earthians define as cruel and
unusual many acts that are not unusual and not particularly cruel. Breeding
madness is cruel, breeding madness is unusual. Most of your men don't have it.
Most of your men wouldn't want it. Castration would remove it from those who
have it. What is cruel about that? Is the inceptive organ really more important
than the mind? Vess and I find this an extremely exotic notion. In your great
documents of national purpose, the right to pursue satisfactions in one's own
life is asserted, but not at others' expense. People who misuse the lives of
others should not be allowed to repeat the act, but your peculiar ideas about
cruelty allow it, time and again.
One of the programs we left to start without us, back
on Earth, is the rewording of your newspapers and TV shows. They will no longer
be able to use empty language, like "paid his debt to society," or
"claimed responsibility" for an act of terrorism. Instead, they must
use true words. "He has been sentenced to prison for ten years which will
do nothing to ameliorate his urges to molest and mutilate little girls. Or,
"The XX faction has asserted that it committed the cowardly atrocity of
killing a busload of schoolchildren. Earthians must learn to say truly
what has happened and not cover it with easy-speak.
Earthians, or perhaps only Americans, must also
realize that some persons cannot be fixed, that nurture can go only so far in
changing what people are born to be. Some people are born dangerous. We have a
saying, we Pistach: "Some pfiggi can't breed, some pfluggi can't bite, some
flosti can't fly, some Pistach are glusi. Pfiggi are small and numerous,
Pfluggi are larger and have sharp teeth. Both live in swamps. In essence, the
saying means that we must accept the reality of persons, not what they should
be or we wish they were, but what they are. Someone may be born of humans and
look like a human without having humanity. Someone may be born of kind parents
and raised with kindness and be unkind, just as someone may be born crippled or
dwarfed to people who are neither. The biological body may not manifest the
psychological quality of humanity, and if it does not, it is not human. We
Pistach know what it takes to mend people, and it takes a good deal more than
you are willing to do.
Vess and I will also talk about your reproductive
habits. Your people have learned a great deal about the subject, but you have
applied little sense to it, even yet. Now you are begetting children
scientifically, and great law courts grind to stillness on the issues of who
owns the resultant child. Is it the donor of sperm or the donor of egg,- is it
the womb that bears, the person who paid, the doctor who was instrumental, the
legal wife of the sperm donor, the legal husband of the egg donor, the legal
husband of the womb, the legitimate previous children of the womb, the mate of
the person who paid, the person who signed the contract?
We have another saying, "Those who cause, pay.
It is a simple rule, but it has been very, very effective in bringing order to
our lives. If a physician helps a woman bear eight children at once, then that
doctor must support seven of them! If your congressmen will not vote to control
guns, if your NRA fights against gun control, then your congressmen and the
members of the NRA must individually help pay for medical care and wrongful
deaths and funeral expenses for every accidental shooting death. We will figure
out a way to do this. Vess and I have had several good ideas.
Oh, Vess and I have much, much to argue about. Your
world has so many difficulties to be straightened out, though it is my belief
that many of them will submit to simple cures, forcefully applied and
diligently monitored. So many little glitches, and yet ... as my nootch said of
me, long and long ago, we have such hopes for you, dearest Benita, such hopes,
dear Chad. Such hopes your people will be another node in the weaving of
intelligence among the worlds. When I am arguing with Fluiquosm, when I am
listening to ego-wrangles on your TV or in my own Chapter House, when I must
consider disorders like those on Assurdo and Quo-Tern, even I sometimes lose
sight of what we are truly doing. We are spreading throughout all space and
time, weaving a mind to the edges of the galaxy, and in time, in time perhaps
throughout the universe. So I remember and keep firmly in my mind when I say,
dearest Benita, we have such hopes for you.
BenitaJOURNEY
OUT OF TIME
Benita woke in a coffin-like cubby hung on the
hull of the ship. She was not conscious of time having passed, not even of a
night gone by, as she usually was in the morning when she woke. She'd simply
lain down and slept and now was awake, without any sense of later-ness at all.
When she lay down, she was still in a state of speechless surprise about where
the ship had been all that time. They had walked into the elevator, and
suddenly the back of it opened up like a buttonhole and they slipped through,
bag and baggage, into the ship. Chiddy explained that it was coexistent with
the entire third floor of the building, wall to wall, and that what Benita had
thought of as the lower roof was also the outer integument of the ship.
Her first thought was Sasquatch. He had committed
indecencies on the ship, time after time. Chiddy didn't mention it or seem
concerned, however, so she decided it was not worth mentioning.
They came aboard, Carlos, thank God, sufficiently
impressed to be silent. They drank a glass of something celebratory (and quite
likely sedative) with the two Pistach, they lay down in the allocated cubbies.
Later, Chiddy told Benita's cubby to wake her, and also Chad's, though he let
Carlos remain asleep.
Without asking, Benita knew why Chiddy left Carlos
asleep. There was no point in waking him any earlier than needful. She started
to go through her usual Carlos litany, all the things she might have done
differently, the help she might have sought, the influences she might have
brought to bear. If there had been more time. If there had been more money. If
she had not been so young. In the current surroundings, however, the litany of
self-blame lacked force and conviction. Carlos had been a petulant, screaming,
stubborn baby, a whiny little boy; a bully in the playground. He had
been a slacker at school. He had never been abused, not even by Bert, in any
physical sense. He could be charming, when he thought it would get him
something, but most of the time he was not. She decided not to play the game
with herself anymore. Mother bears didn't play such games. They knew their cubs
had to go. So, let him go.
Once awake, Chad and Benita were told they had arrived
near Flibotsia, which they admired through a suddenly opened view screen.
Chiddy spoke to someone on the ground, and then the ship went down, light as a
bubble.
Chad made himself responsible for the recording
equipment. When they stepped outside the ship it was like stepping into a
meadow full of huge butterflies that smelled like flowers. Several of them,
larger and more brightly colored than the others, approached at once,
clustering around Chiddy and Vess to thank them for some event in the past when
the Pistach had solved a great problem, or so Benita inferred from the slightly
embarrassed expressions on the Pistach faces.
"What was that about?" asked Benita, during
a hiatus while the Flibotsi prepared a festive meal to be laid out, picnic
style, in the grassy clearing near the ship.
"A fertility problem," said Chiddy.
"Those larger beings are empresses of this world, their home world, and
some years ago, they were becoming infertile. Vess and I found out why and
fixed it for them.
"They seemed very grateful," said Chad.
Chiddy nodded. "They are. Even though it was more
by luck than skill that we figured it out.
The banquet was duly provided, tiny containers of
various syrups and pastes, to be drunk or spread on sweet crackers or just
sniffed, for all of them smelled as marvelous as they tasted. Chiddy whispered
that many of them were euphorics, as well. It was, Benita thought, rather like
being happily drunk. She felt jolly and joyous, with no thoughts of problems or
pains, and also, Chiddy assured her, no need to worry about a possible hangover
later.
When they parted from the Flibotsi with mutual
expressions of regard, and while they were on their way to the next stop, Chad
asked Chiddy about the fertility problem the two Pistach had solved, and after
hemming and humming for a time, Chiddy agreed to tell them about it.
"The Flibotsi are trisexual, with a few breeding
females, the empresses, a few more breeding males, the consorts, and many
unsexed ones who do a little work but mostly just enjoy life. When I read your
fairy tales of little winged people, I think of the Flibotsi. Of course, as you
have seen, they are not small. Indeed they are larger than we, but they are
also more fragile, since their planets are low-gravity ones.
"I didn't notice," said Chad.
"The ship projected a field around each of us
that prevented our doing so," said Vess. "We weren't staying long
enough for you to acclimate, and we did not wish to run the risk of gastric
upset. It would have offended our hostesses.
Nodding agreement, Chiddy went on. "The worker
Flibotsi are excellent gardeners, and they eat many types of flowers which
gives each of them a lovely and quite particular scent. The filaments that grow
on their heads and down their backs, their breath, indeed, even their skin
smells of flowers, and as you have experienced, being in the midst of a
hovering group of Flibotsi is an olfactory delight.
"We were called in because the empresses were
becoming unable to produce male offspring, a certain number of whom are needed
to continue the race. Vess and I asked at once if males from some of the other
Flibotsi settled worlds couldn't simply be reassigned to the home world. This
would be by far the easiest way to make up the lack, but the empress told us how
difficult interstellar travel is for them. It is more than mere dislike of
being shut up in close quarters, it amounts almost to terror. Also, they told
us, the cost is great. They must pay huge amounts to starship owners whenever
they decide to establish an new colony.
"They have no ships of their own. They do not, as
a matter of fact, manufacture many artifacts of any kind, which explains their
lack of exchangeable currency. Their entire off-world economy is supported by
their trade in botanicals and perfumes. The few artifacts they make include
writing implements, of course, as poetry and song are important to them, and
musical instruments, mostly stringed ones that are either bowed or plucked,
plus drums and chimes. They construct many shrines, small ones, exquisitely
made, and they plant gardens and groves everywhere. All this work is done by
the unsexed ones, the neuters.
"Males grow up in the homes of their empress
mothers, then are traded to other empresses in the general vicinity when they
reach breeding age. Since their aptitudes are more or less the same as those of
a registered male poodle on your world, they are pampered and well groomed, and
also, for the most part, amusing, affectionate, and capable of sustained sexual
activity.
"All the non-sexual eggs are parthenogenically
produced as sterile copies of the empress herself. Both empress and male eggs,
however, are fertilized by the male. Following mating flights, during which a
supply of sperm is inserted into the empress's vlasiput, a kind of internal
purse or sac, the sperm is very slowly leaked into the oviduct, male eggs being
laid at the rate of about one per two hundred sexless ones, and female empress
eggs at the rate of one or two per thousand. In the recent past, the rate of
male eggs, distinguishable through color and size, had fallen to a level so low
that there were some mature empresses who had had no males when they were ready
for their maiden flights.
"The Flibotsi live in flissits, which are
built high around the trunks of great trees, roofed with thatch and caulked
with fresh moss that takes root on the sides of the structure and soon covers
the entire flissit, making it both weathertight and cushiony. When well
sheathed by moss, the flissits completely disappear into the forest scene,
small ones for one Flibot, larger ones for two or three or even more, so that
nothing intrusive or untidy mars the beauty of the landscape. Though there were
a hundred flissits within seeing distance of the glade where we feasted, I
doubt that you noticed even one of them, for the Flibotsi have a horror of what
I have heard you, Benita, refer to as 'tackiness.'
"Very large flissits in giant trees provide
apartments for the empresses and their consorts as well as for hatcheries,
brooders, and nurseries for the young. The moss covering royal flissits is of a
different sort, a paler green, and it grows down the trunk of the tree and then
spreads radially, though very slowly, bits of it running off in all directions,
like the spokes of a wheel. It has a strong, pungent, though not unpleasant
odor.
"Vess and I, together with a consultant committee
of proffi, scientists, physicians, and the like, set about determining why male
eggs were not being laid. The cause was not environmental, the soil and water
and air had no poisons in them. We found no inimical radiation, nothing in the
food or drink. It wasn't genetic. It wasn't the weather or the climate or some
new cultural habit that had recently begun. In fact, everything we postulated
failed to prove out. "When everything else had been exhausted as a
possibility, Vess and I decided to go on to our last resort: hanging about and
chatting with people. No matter how pleasant, one must put this off, as
otherwise one might be misled. Once there is no other recourse, however, one
may relax and enjoy it.
"So we talked to the empresses, who are rather
complacent and preoccupied with their sex lives. And to the unsexed ones, who
are mostly delightful. And to the male partners, who are the only Flibotsi to
demonstrate what you on Earth call angst. We asked all kinds of
questions. We chatted with aged brooder and incubator managers, with ancient
gardeners, one of whom actually gave us the first clue. " 'In my day/ it
said, 'when I was under-gardener to old Flargee at Empress Magh's, there wasn't
another empress within flying distance. Now, well, now, there's Empress Irin,
Empress Flitch, Empress Moggys, Empress Tryff, Empress (so on and so on, as the
gardener listed a dozen or more) all within a bit of a fly, and many close enough
to walk to!'
"This rang a bell with me, and with Vess.
Something we had heard or seen or read about. We sat up late that night, in a
visitors' flissit, thinking and chatting, hoping some idea would pop out of the
moss walls. In fact, I said at one point, 'Some idea should pop out of the moss
walls, and Vess said, That's it.'"
"Vess reminded me that there are certain trees
and mosses and other plants that make a kind of herbicide in their roots or
leaves, and this chemical keeps other trees or bushes or mosses from growing in
their immediate vicinity. Sometimes it keeps all growth away, sometimes only
certain growths. You have such trees on Earth, dear Benita. The black walnut
tree, I believe is one. Such a compound would not be something one would look
for when seeking pollutants or poisons.
"So, we sent for moss samples from the flissits
of the Empresses in the neighborhood. We found that each moss was slightly
different, each exuding a slightly different pheromone, each one lethal to the
male sperm in any vlasiput except that of the local empress. We sent for
samples of the moss in the wild and found it exuded no pheromones at all.
"This was interesting. We obtained samples of
skin and flesh and fluids from the empresses and immediately hit, as you say,
pay dirt. The empresses have highly individual attractant odors that are
produced during their first mating flights and continue to exude during their
lives, a kind of olfactory fingerprint. During the mating flights, the
particular scent is fixated upon by the males. Thereafter, a mated male cannot
be utilized by any other empress. It would do no good, as that empress would
not have the proper pheromone.
"The odors emanate, we found, from waxy
secretions created by bacteria living in pores in the empresses' skins. The
bacteria are subject to constant mutation, and thus each population of bacteria
is unique. The bacteria rub off on the moss, the moss incorporates them into its
own structure where they reproduce and spread radially, creating an area that
is recognizable to all as the territory of that particular Empress because it
smells like her.
"However, when empresses are crowded together,
one empress's scent actually abuts and interpenetrates the moss spread of one
or more neighboring empresses. Inimical scents are picked up by worker Flibotsi
and carried into the vicinity of the empress and the male sperm in the vlasiput
are affected.
"Once we were sure how it happened, we didn't
take time to investigate the biology of the situation. It was enough to know
where the problem lay, and we had no wish to infringe further upon the privacy
of the Flibotsi empresses.
"They needed to move farther apart,"
suggested Chad.
Chiddy nodded. "As you saw, however, when we were
orbiting the planet, the forest lands cover only a small portion of Flibotsia.
The Flibotsi cannot live in the sea or on the deserts or even in the great
prairies which, so we were told, had been forested until several centuries ago,
when the Flibotsi sold the timber to alien lumbermen in return for transport to
new colonies.
"So there was no room for them to separate, was
there?" said Benita.
"You are correct. In order to make more room
between empresses, new empresses could not be allowed to mature until several
old empresses had died, opening up a space. Any new empresses for which there
was no vacant slot had to settle off planet, no matter how traumatic they found
the journey. We also suggested that they begin reforestation of the plains to
provide for future living space.
Until this is well underway, the population must be
very strictly controlled.
"We also suggested the immediate retirement of
the more aged empresses and the roll-back of their mosses.
"Did it work?" asked Chad.
"As you saw," said Chiddy, "they have
reduced the number of empresses by half. Each time we return, they thank us
again and again for our intervention.
The next planet was Vixbotine, a desert world full of
dunes and tormented stone, interrupted here and there by fertile oases and
permeated by caverns which were cool, moist, and sheltered from the sun and
everlasting winds. They landed near one such cavern, were welcomed by several
small, slender persons who seemed to be hollow. Their living parts, so Chiddy
informed the humans in an aside, were just beneath the skin, as in a tree on
Earth, while the center portion was a sound box that grew longer and larger as
the Vixbot aged.
"They are, I suppose, as much vegetable as
animal," Vess said. "Those lacy things around their heads are not
quite ovaries, the eggs are in the fringe, and the long leafy part on top is
the flower that sheds not-quite pollen into the wind. When the pollen hits the
ovary, it makes seeds, of course, and the ripened seeds have little wings that
let the wind spread them to some welcoming cavern entrance. That is, unless the
Vixbot wishes to plant them somewhere in particular, as many do. Between the
inner cavity and the outer integument there are pump chambers which suck air in
and direct it through various openings to the sound cavity, thus making both
single tones and harmonics.
"The young ones are supersonic, but they are
merely high pitched by the age of two, becoming soprano, alto, tenor, baritone
and finally basso profundo as they age and become less and less mobile. The
very oldest ones have taken root and grown long, leafy hair, so most of the
truly great chorales are built around a copse of aged Vixbot who sing down to
your subsonic range.
"Will we get to hear them?" Benita asked,
amazed.
"Oh, indeed. That's why we landed here. Those
great huge tree-looking things over there at the edge of the cavern are bassos
profun-dissimos. You may not even hear the tones they sing, but you'll feel
them through your feet.
Chad fussed with the sound recorder, setting it to
record even the subsonics, and they sat in awed astonishment, not moving,
barely breathing, while the concert took place. They were treated to everything
from what Chiddy called a simple summer pastoral song, rather fluty, to a
lament on the fall of a great ancestor, extremely profound, full of aching
chords and fleeting dissonances. At various points during the music, the Vixbot
struck themselves with their arms, accompanying their harmonies with percussion
in complex rhythms. Chiddy had said the Vixbot choirs created the universe's
most marvelous sounds, and when Benita managed to achieve some degree of
self-awareness once more, which was long after the ship had taken off again,
she knew ai was right.
Chiddy gave them the choice of visiting the Thwakians
or the Oumfuz, or both, explaining rather apologetically that since the Oumfuz
were swamp livers, visiting them entailed unavoidable exposure to muck and
fetid aromas. They chose the Thwakians, and were next plunged deep into a
violet ocean dotted with verdant islands. Through the view screen they were
shown the undersea tunnels, accretions like vast cables of sand netting the
bottoms of the planetary sea, outside the portals of which were gardens of
seaweed and small, immobile creatures. They followed one of the tunnels to its
emergence on an island, where Benita and Chad were introduced to two Thwakians
who emerged only partially from the tunnel, rather in the manner of hermit
crabs emerging partially from their borrowed shells.
Their foreparts seemed armored, though what could be
seen of the nether parts seemed naked and fragile. Chiddy explained that they
ate both flora and fauna of the ocean, going out through sea locks to harvest
their crops and flocks. The Thwakians explained, through Vess, that the only
time they were endangered was when they emerged onto dry land, which was
necessary only at the time of egg laying. Since the ocean-living form had
descended from a land-living one, the young still had to hatch in the sands,
under the orange sun. Once hatched, they skittered into the nearest tunnel and
were thereafter quite safe.
"What danger is there?" Chad asked.
Chiddy said, "A large winged thing, analogous to
your osprey or albatross. It spends most of its life in the air, coming to
ground only when it, too, needs to feed or reproduce. Usually it eats fish, but
it is also willing to dine on a Thwakian or a clutch of Thwaki eggs.
The two representatives of their race were thanked for
their time and trouble, and the visitors returned to their ship. "No
trouble admitting them to the Confederation," Chiddy remarked. "They
are the single intelligent race on the planet, they inhabit the entire planet,
and except for recurrent arguments over nest space, they are almost totally
peaceable.
Their final stop was Pistach-home, swimming in air,
with its own green oceans and greener mountains and chains of silver lakes and
vast ocher prairies and sparkling little cities.
"Beautiful," breathed Benita, Chad nodding
seriously at her side. Even from this distance, it was attractive, and as they
came closer, it was obvious that it was consistently lovely. They saw deserts
but no desolations, and nowhere did any fog of despoilment spew from chimneys
to hang loathsomely over the land.
When they were quite near the surface on the night
side, they saw three moons, one largish silvery one, two much smaller
greenish-blue ones, all more or less spherical, all bearing clusters of domes,
like drops of dew. Chiddy mentioned that there were also three other occupied
planets in the system, one very warm and fertile farm planet in the next orbit
toward the sun, one completely domed laboratory and light industry planet so
far from the sun the atmosphere was frozen, and one dead rock planet, even
farther out, on which all system heavy industry and asteroid smelters were
located. Since all work was done by robots and no one lived there except
temporary supervisors and inspectors, and since they had completely enclosed
quarters with gardens attached and even a little aviary and zoo, so as not to
lose track of their place in the natural world, the need for extensive
anti-pollution programs was lessened. There were such programs, Chiddy said,
even there, but they were concerned with storing dangerous substances so they
should never threaten living things. Each inbound ship carried a load of
disposables which was at some point released on a trajectory that would carry
it into the sun.
Carlos would, so Chiddy informed them, be awakened
when they were ready to leave the ship, and in the meantime he suggested that
Chad and Benita should change into the appropriate caste clothing. Then they
could have coffee and watch the scenery. While they were so employed, Chiddy
and Vess talked unintelligibly to the authorities on their planet. It was the
first time Benita had heard Pistach spoken at length, and she thought it an
interesting language, full of sibilant stretches and lots of Kwa and Wak and
Foum sounds. She heard their names, Benita Alvarez and Chad Riley, coupled with
the terms nootch and proffe, and assumed they were being introduced prior to
arrival.
Came a hiatus, during which they ate breakfast, taking
their time about it, and then the conversation with the ground began again,
being conducted this time, evidently, with ultimate authority.
Benita and Chad both detected concern in Chiddy's
voice, as though he did not know or recognize the voice or person he was
dealing with. Benita asked Vess if anything was wrong, and he shrugged, insofar
as his normal shape could shrug. The Pistach didn't have shoulders that could
go up and down. Their pseudo shrug was a kind of sideways nod accompanied by a
slightly raised upper limb on that side.
As Chiddy spoke, more and more worriedly, his color
betraying increasing concern, Vess, with an equally worried expression,
unpacked clothing they had prepared for Carlos. He suggested that Benita get
him up and dressed, which she did, though awkwardly, and with bad grace and
much complaint on Carlos's part. This ship was not as tiny as the first one she
had seen, one they called a quimish, a word that means, so said Vess, to scoot
or buzz about, but still tiny so far as crew space went. Chad remarked that it
was a good thing trips didn't last very long, because one could severely injure
oneself trying to change trousers.
By the time Carlos was dressed, permission had been
granted for the ship to land near the little community where Chiddy's family
had lived for generations. Benita asked who was meeting them, and Chiddy
replied that the Pistach regarded it as the height of arrogance and rudeness to
confront a newly arrived person, or one who has just been given news of a
possibly disrupting happening, or one who has suffered loss. "Your newsmen
on Earth," said Chiddy, making a face, "would be regressed and
reselected here on Pistach-home. I have seen them sticking their microphones
into the faces of the bereaved and of the assaulted and of persons just
arrested or survivors of disasters asking them how they feel, as though that
were news! It is incivility of the worst sort. We would not tolerate it. One
should be met, of course, and welcomed, but quietly, discreetly.
On
Pistach home
They expected modest if any greeting, in keeping with
Chiddy's explanations of Pistach manners. Chiddy blanked the view ports and set
down. They arranged themselves to depart. The outer hull split vertically, the
opening widened, and they walked out into a numerous assembly: a double rank of
large Pistach in an arc around the ship, several even larger ones standing
close, one particularly large one coming forward, his pincers extended. Chiddy
stopped dead in his tracks, staring, his mouth parts slightly agape, and
murmured in a shocked voice, "T'Fees!"
Chad gave Benita a quick look. They had heard much
about T'Fees. His being here, at this time, with this number of quite large and
able-looking Pistach did not bode well for their mission.
T'Fees spoke. Chiddy spoke. Vess murmured to the
humans:
"T'Fees is telling him not to be frightened, he
intends no harm. Chiddy is asking if T'Fees will respect your status as
visitors to whom hospitality is due. T'Fees says he is a rebel, not a
barbarian, of course he will.
T'Fees came forward and bowed, announcing his name,
which sounded just as Chiddy had said it, Tuh-FEEZ. Without prompting, Chad
pronounced Benita's name, gesturing toward her, then introduced Carlos, then
himself. As the highest caste among the three, this was proper etiquette,
according to instructions before landing, given by Vess, who now suggested they
bow, which they did, Chad dragging Carlos down by the arm.
T'Fees spoke, evidently questioning. Vess said he
asked what the humans hoped to see while on Pistach.
Chad said they hoped to see the Fresco and the people
of Pistach-home.
T'Fees spoke again, at length, and Chiddy turned pale.
Pallor among the Pistach was a very light and sickish sort of green and was
quite unmistakable. Chiddy was shaken.
"What?" Benita demanded of Vess.
"He says it is a good time for you to see the
Fresco, for he and his people have come to clean it!"
Benita looked helplessly at Chad and he at her. At
first it meant nothing to either of them, but then the words fresco and cleaning
clicked in Benita's mind, reminding her of how Chiddy had reacted when she
had spoken of cleaning the Sistine Chapel, removing, in the process,
interpolations that Michelangelo had never put there.
She whispered to Chad, telling him about it.
"Chiddy turned quite pale at the time. Could this threatened cleaning bode
something similar? Some unexpected change?"
"How long," Chad murmured to Vess,
"since the Fresco has been cleaned?"
"It has never been cleaned," he gargled,
looking down toward his lower appendages. "It is too holy to clean.
"And do the people light candles before it?"
Benita asked, still with the Sistine Chapel in mind.
"Oh," he moaned. "Yes. Yes. Quiria of
candles, veritable jecaloms of candles, over ocalecs and ocalecs of years.
Chad didn't get it. He bent toward her, and she
whispered again. He straightened up, looking stern. "If it cleans up
saying something different than they've always thought . . . ?"
"Chiddy and Vess evidently think something like
that could happen," Benita muttered. "Remember the fuss over the Dead
Sea Scrolls? There was all that secrecy and tabooing, remember? Because the
orthodox religions were scared to death the scrolls might say something
contrary to accepted theology!"
"I remember," he muttered out of the side of
his mouth. "It might be taken as a desecration. Remember what happened to
Indira Gandhi after the attack on the Sikh Temple. And all the recent
Moslem-Hindu riots . . .
"I know," she murmured.
T'Fees spoke again. Chiddy approached him, and the two
of them moved away, talking together. Vess told the humans to stay where they
were, beside the ship, as details of the visit were being worked out, then he
went to join the discussion. Carlos had been standing mulishly between Chad and
Benita, thus far silent but glowering with evident distaste at everyone and
everything.
"I'm not going to waste my time standing around
here," he muttered at his mother. "All these bugs can just stuff it.
Chad turned toward him, saying almost in a whisper,
"The big one is a rebel, Carlos. The other big ones are soldiers. I'm sure
they have weapons. If you do something out of hand, they will probably kill
you.
Carlos tried to sneer, swiveling his eyes between
Benita and Chad. Though Benita saw no reason for T'Fees to kill him, she knew
the temptation. "He's right, Carlos. If we play it cool, nobody gets hurt
and we'll be going home in a few days. She swallowed, hoping she was right.
"All this is your fault," he snarled
angrily. "If you hadn't gotten me mixed up in this, I wouldn't even be
here.
Benita moved to put herself between Carlos and the
multitude, keeping her voice low. "Carlos, listen. We're not in control
here. The people in control are the people you're getting ready to insult. You
can be charming when you choose to be. It would be a good idea to be charming
now.
"Or what?" he growled.
Chad said quietly, over her shoulder, "When we
return, those of us on this trip will be very important people. The TV shows
will be bidding for us. The publishers will want to ghostwrite books for us. If
you're smart, if you play it right and get in good with these people, you'll
end up making a lot of money.
Carlos's face slowly changed, and Benita kept her face
perfectly empty. Why hadn't she thought of that? Being a VIP would suit Carlos
to a tee. Couple that with money, and it would be his idea of paradise! Being
important, being first in line, had been on Carlo's agenda since he learned to
walk and talk.
Benita turned her face away to hide her expression.
Chad reached out and squeezed her hand.
Chiddy and Vess returned. The welcoming party gathered
around the tall figure of TFees and then they strolled off, in no particular
order.
"We have gained some time," said Chiddy,
drawing Benita away from Carlos and Chad. "One has told them of the
predators, of your son's capture, of your fear for his life. One has begged
tolerance for his lack of manners, saying that time is needed for balance, for
regaining equanimity. Please, Benita, may one speak to you sincerely?"
She nodded. He took her a step or two farther from the
others and said, "T'Fees notwithstanding, Benita, one can help you with
your boy, if you like.
"What do you mean?"
"One's hearing is keen. One heard his comments
and saw his comportment. Such a demeanor is injudicious at this juncture.
"That's true," she admitted. "But he's
still frightened. We gave him no time to get his balance after you saved him
from the Fluiquosm.
"One knows. So one offers a way of re-balancing.
It's a kind of therapy. A way of changing behaviors. It does work. Would you
like one to try?"
She wanted to say yes. She wanted to say, he's broken,
fix him. She couldn't. Suppose it made him happier? Suppose it made him a nicer
person? Perhaps he enjoyed being unhappy, some people did. Perhaps he chose to
be miserable! She shook her head, whispering, "Not just yet, Chiddy. Give
him a chance on his own . . .
"One understands, dear Benita. Individuality is
very important to your people. Vess and I have seen that some humans think of
their pain as their own, whereas they think of happiness as something they
should have been given and did not receive. They do not know that happiness
comes from within. They rant at the world for not providing it while they keep
it from ever emerging. Your son would rather play tragedy than comedy. It is an
individual choice.
She wiped her eyes surreptitiously. "I do feel
guilty. I should have controlled it, Chiddy. If I had married someone else, if
I had not been impetuous, if I had waited until my judgment was better, maybe
he wouldn't be like this. It makes me sorrowful.
"Ha. And would some other choice have produced
some other result? Perhaps not. Your son would not have been like this, true.
Also, he would not have been this son. Another son could have been happier only
if this one had not existed. This argument is futile and silly. We will not
discuss it further.
She flushed and nodded.
Chiddy said, "This idea of cleaning of the Fresco
is more dangerous than I can say. If we had known T'Fees was here, we would not
have brought your son with us. Now, Carlos is, as you say, a loose cannon, and
we cannot risk his crashing about. Will you allow me to give him a slight
euphoric? One that will keep him happy and quiet?"
"Of course, Chiddy. I don't want him to upset
things. He just seemed to be so ... useless, and it hurts!"
Chiddy patted her arm. "Don't be so sure he is
useless. The Pistach have a little saying: 'Goff requos bemin pequos.' From
this shit may verdure come. All kinds of people turn out to have a use. He
patted her again. "Enough of sadness. Welcome awaits at the guest house of
the Cavita family.
The house was small and elegant. It reminded Benita of
pictures she had seen of Japanese houses: sliding screens instead of walls,
simple surfaces, beautifully finished, only necessary furniture, a few storage
chests, a few mats. Obviously the Pistach did not use chairs, but they did have
slanting boards they could lean their ventral sides on, leaving their arms free
on each side. There were three sleeping areas, separable each from the others,
with soft mats on the floors, and each human adopted one, putting their
belongings on the simple chests.
The sanitary arrangements were out back, so to speak,
except for the bath, an anteroom leading to a tiled booth with nozzles in every
direction. A carved chest in the anteroom attracted Benita's attention, and
without thinking she opened the lid. Something flew out of the chest and
covered her, crawling under her clothing, into every seam and crease of her
body. She screamed, and things crawled into her mouth. She gurgled, hearing the
rattle of Chiddy's feet on the floor.
Chiddy whistled, and the stuff came off her, rushing
back into the box. It was . . . insects. Beetles or something. She leaned
against the wall, shuddering. "What . . . what . . .
"So very sorry," said Chiddy, his mouth
parts shivering. "Oh, so very sorry. The iglak was supposed to be removed.
I told them twice. Remove the iglak.
"What in hell is it?" asked Chad, standing
wide-eyed behind him.
"They," said Chiddy. "A small life form
that lives on the shed skin of other life forms. You have dust mites, too small
to see. We have iglak, necessary to get under the carapace and around all the
joints where water may not take away the soil. We open the box, they come out
and go all over us, eating every dead flake of integument, then we whistle and
they go back to the box, then we shower in water. Oh, I am so sorry you were
frightened, dear Benita.
He left her there, and she took the opportunity to
undress and shake her clothing. The iglak had all gone, but she still felt
itchy. She put her clothes in a cabinet, stepped into the booth and turned on
the water, if it was water. When she turned it off, it dried, almost at once,
no towels needed. She realized for the first time that the Pistach were far
lighter than water. They would float in a tub.
That evening, several members of the family came to
the house to wish the visitors well. They stayed only briefly except for
Chiddy's nootch, Varsi, who lingered to talk with Benita through her own
translation device. She was very proud of Chiddy, Benita heard it in every word
she said. "Ai has gone far," ke said. "Ai is the best one I have
nootched, ever. Needed so little, ke did! Only a word, now and then. No sleep
teaching. No removals of bad traits.
"You can remove bad traits?"
"Some. If they have not gone too deep. Nootchi in
your race cannot do this?"
"Regrettably, no. I wish we could.
Benita was so touched by Varsi that she gave her the
scarf from her own outfit, a red one, knowing this color could be worn by a
second-level Pistach.
Each Pistach who came brought something pleasant to
eat or drink. As the evening wore on, Benita guessed that Chiddy had spiked
Carlos's tea with the proposed euphoric, for he became mild and mannerly, even
seeming to be interested in what was going on.
"Are those iglak things trained?" he asked
Chiddy. "I mean, do you train them to answer the whistle that way?"
Chiddy made his negative gesture, his half headshake,
half lowered shoulder. "It is the sound their nootchi make, from the nest,
recalling the workers. The box is their nest. Inside it is very complicated,
with many chambers. Are you interested in such things?"
Carlos nodded. "I was just thinking, that'd go
over great on Earth. At a spa, like. You'd have to have a cabinet that left
people's heads out, though.
Chiddy said thoughtfully, "You may be right. They
are very easy to breed and control. Perhaps we will attempt to export them.
Vess announced that they were invited to the House of
the Fresco on the following morning, to see the cleaning, which was likely to
take all day.
"You're terribly worried about it," Benita
said to Chiddy. "Aren't you?"
"I have reason to believe," he murmured,
"that the actual paintings may differ in details from what we have learned
of the content.
"Would this be a tragedy? Which takes precedence,
your teachings, or the content of the Fresco?"
"Ah, Benita. I have asked myself that question,
over and over. The Fresco has given us legitimacy, the way your holy scriptures
give you legitimacy. How often have I heard your legislators quoting Scripture
to prove almost anything. I have heard your people speak of 'two millennia of
tradition or even, 'four millennia of culture.' Unlike your Scripture, the
Fresco does not govern our belief about the universe, for Aiton is Aiton, no
matter what being paints what or what writer writes what or what philosopher
says what. In the nebulae, in the clusters, in the spaces between the galaxies,
no matter what persons think, Aiton is still Aiton.
"But, the Fresco does define our belief about
ourselves and our worlds. Your Scripture defines men and women as unique
children of God and it defines the world as the center of God's attention.
Because of your Scripture, you behave as though that is true, unfortunately
from our point of view, for it leads you to destructive, hurtful excesses. Our
Fresco defines us as a people who amend other worlds and bring them to peace,
but I confess, we are that people only because the Fresco says so.
Chad said, "I'm a student of languages, and in
our world, seminal works of ethics are almost always written. In fact, I know
of no culture in which moralities are conveyed by picture, though certainly
many histories are memorialized in that way. What is it that makes you so
concerned?"
Chiddy came close and confided in them, telling them
all about the dropped cleaning rag and the flap that followed. He told them
about Glumshalak and the Compendium. He told them how the Chapter had refused
to look any deeper at the Fresco itself.
"How far back does the cleaning taboo go?"
Chad asked.
"To the time of Glumshalak," Chiddy said.
"It was that athyco who forbade us to fiddle with the Fresco evermore. We
have always believed that Glumshalak considered the possibility the Fresco
might be changed by some political or tribal faction to gain power for
themselves, and so ai forbade it.
Chad nodded, asked a few more questions, and looked
exceeding thoughtful.
"Do you understand what's going on?" Benita
asked him when they were alone.
"You reminded me about the Dead Sea Scrolls. The
reason there was such a tizzy was that many religious groups really don't
worship God, they worship the Scriptures. Christians, Jews, they both do it. So
do the Moslems. Even though the commandment says 'You shall have no other God
before me,' the Scripture worshippers put the writings ahead of God. Instead of
interpreting God's actions in nature, for example, they interpret nature in the
light of the Scripture. Nature says the rock is billions of years old, but the
book says different, so even though men wrote the book, and God make the rock
and God gave us minds that have found ways to tell how old it is, we still choose
to believe the Scripture.
"The Pistach could be like that. Totally governed
by what's on that wall.
"That's a happy thought," said Benita,
finding it anything but. If anything, the discussion amplified the atmosphere
of pending danger, one sufficiently disturbing that none of them, except for
Carlos, slept really well that night.
In the morning they were given a meal of tea and a
fruit that looked like a spherical, faceted eggplant and tasted like nothing
they had ever tasted before. Rhubarb, maybe, Benita suggested. Chad thought
sweetened asparagus. Carlos merely smiled and ate it without complaint. Even as
they climbed the stairs to the House of the Fresco, Carlos had a smile on his
face and was humming under his breath. The stairway was wide and gracefully
curved, with flowers growing along the edges of the terraces and flat areas
where Pistach gathered and sang. Their singing, Benita thought, was like an
evening chorus of crickets and night birds and frogs, repetitive and soothing
and, after a time, so subliminal as to be totally disregarded. The House at the
top of the stairs rose in a lovely domed line, like the breast of a young girl.
They went through the center one of three bronze doors.
She had expected dirtiness, dark colors, ominous shadings
something akin to the look of the Sistine Chapel murals before they were
cleaned, but it was far worse than she had imagined. The room was lofty, well
proportioned and clean, but the painted panels were only dark smears, shapes
barely discernable through a varnish of soot. Above the Fresco was a narrow
circular gallery on which a number of Pistach were gathered. Though she wasn't
sure what old age looked like among the Pistach, she got the immediate
impression that these were very old ones. Perhaps it was the way Chiddy and
Vess bowed to them and walked with their eyes down beneath the gaze of those
above.
The humans were led to the center of the room, to the
"Ground of Canthorel," a plot of fragrant leafed plants where a bench
had been provided for them.
"The plants are actually grown in a
greenhouse," whispered Vess. "They bring in fresh ones each morning,
take the bottoms off the pots so the roots can actually touch the Ground of
Canthorel, which is where his ashes were spread, thus sanctifying the plants.
Visitors nip off a leaf as a remembrance. There'd be nothing left unless they
put new ones in each day.
Several Pistach carrying buckets and mops were
gathered between the center door and the one to the right, and a tall Pistach
in blue apron and hood (a curator, they were told) stood behind a lectern.
Benita thought he looked nervous, though she couldn't tell why she thought so
until she noticed the tiny fringy bits around his mouth trembling, as though he
had Parkinson's disease. TFees emerged from the group with the mops and
signaled the curator, who began to read. Chiddy, beside her, translated.
"Panel number one," he said. "The
Meeting. This panel portrays the welcoming of Mengantowhai by the Jaupati.
We see the ship in the background, and in the foreground several of the
Jaupati, gazing with wonder at the great vessel. In the middle distance, we see
Mengantowhai approaching, carrying his staff. Stepping forward from among the
Jaupati is the person of Bendangiwees, leader of the Jaupati and first friend
of the Pistach. To the rear, right, we see three amorphous figures assaulting
wine jars. This is a teaching against drunkenness.
At this point in the reading, TFees shouted a
command, and his minions began sloshing liquid over the amber/ocher haze that
hid the subject matter. As the curator went on with the details of commentary,
the liquid ran down the wall, carrying the soot away, disclosing the bright
colors of the wall. Runnels of dark cleanser gathered on the floor to be
sponged up by the cleaners and squeezed into empty buckets. Again and again the
mops stroked fresh cleanser across the panel between the doors, and the
cleaning Pistach moved back and forth, taking buckets away and bringing new
ones.
On the gallery, the old Pistach murmured among
themselves, sometimes crying out in feeble voices. Benita saw them point and
shiver and point again, as though they saw some great disaster they were
impotent to avert.
Since the cleaners worked from the top down, the first
part of the picture to emerge was an expanse of bluish violet sky. The ship
emerged next, coming out of the sooty haze as a great lumpy thing with what
looked like gun turrets all over it. Next was Mengantowhai, a strong,
stern-looking Pistach carrying . . . well, the curator had called it a staff,
but it was obviously a weapon. The huddled things in the middle right
background were not wine jars or any kind of vessels, but people, presumably
Jaupati, who were being beaten by uniformed Pistach.
Finally, they saw the foreground Jaupati emerge from
the veil, a furry people rather like large six-legged cats. Their mobile faces
showed expressions of terror and loathing of the Pistach. Their gestures were
aversive, and their leader, Bendangiwees, thrust out his four-fingered
forehands, warningly.
"Look at it, curator!" called T'Fees, when
the last of the mopping and sponging had been done. "What does it
show?"
"As I said," the curator intoned, his voice
shaking only slightly. "It shows Mengantowhais first meeting with the
Jaupati. The Jaupati were afraid, at first, but this emotion was soon replaced
with gratitude.
"And the ones being beaten?"
"Probably . . . criminals. People . . . who had
attempted to disrupt the order of the meeting ceremony . . .
"Or perhaps simple citizens who didn't get out of
the way fast enough," trumpeted T'Fees. "Second panel! Read,
curator!"
The curator looked at the page before him, hesitantly,
letting his eyes drift upward to the aged Pistach on the gallery.
"Read!" demanded T'Fees again.
He read.
"The Descent of the Steadfast Docents. We see the docents descending into the society of the
Jaupati, spreading throughout their society in order to civilize them and make
them orderly. . . .
This time the sloshing was done more quickly, the
wiping away more efficiently. This panel was not crowded between bronze
pillars, more cleaners could work at once, and they were falling into the
routine of it. Everyone saw armored figures moving out from the ship, crushing
any who stood in their path. In the picture, one of the Pistach carried a lance
with a Jaupati head on it, and when he saw this, Chiddy stopped translating. He
was shaking. The Pistach do not weep outwardly, Benita knew, but something very
similar was going on with him.
"Third panel," cried T'Fees.
"Read!"
"The Uniting of the Tribes," read the curator. "Seeing the peaceful Pistach
willing to help them, the tribes voluntarily gave up their independence to join
into a union . . .
On the wall, they saw the tribes united, by force, and
marched off into the next three panels, Peaceful Work, Civilization and The
Offerings, where they saw slaves laboring for the Pistach to build mighty
monuments and estates and finally a great palace. The Offerings was
panel number six, and it purported to show the voluntary offerings of the
Jaupati to King Mengantowhai at the time of his crowning. It was, however, the
Jaupati who were being offered up, and in panel seven, The Adoration, the
Jaupati were being slain at Mengantowhai's feet. Among the slain was the leader
Bendangiwees, and dragged along to observe his murder was his obviously
pregnant mate.
Panel eight was the Birth of Kasiwees. The
mother was the same female as in the preceding panel (the Jaupati had
distinctive skin markings that enabled one to identify individuals). When the
soot was removed, they saw the gifts brought to the child by his family, many
types of blades and weapons, sharp edges to turn against the conquerors who had
murdered his father. Panel nine, The Evangelism of Kasiwees, could have
been better named the Vengeance of Kasiwees, for it showed the young Kasiwees
raising up a rebel force under a banner bearing the word UmaPokoti, or
Avengers.
'We were told the Pokoti were another people
entirely," whispered Chiddy in a depressed and horrified voice. "We
have been taught they were envious of the peaceful Jaupati.
"It looks like to me they were simply fighting
against invaders," said Chad. "But that was centuries ago. Many races
begin as warlike.
Chiddy was not comforted. And so it went through
panels showing the kidnapping of Mengantowhai, the rescue of Mengantowhai by
Canthorel, the reprimands given to Mengantowhai by several of his own aged
athyci who told him slavery and murder were wrong. It was impossible to
misunderstand the panels, for many of them contained written quotations of
those pictured.
In Panel fourteen, The Fearful Faithless, the
abolitionists left the planet at the head of a schism that erupted over the
question of slavery. The teaching of the panel had always been that these were
traitorous Pistach, afraid of the Pokoti. In Panel fifteen, The Blessing of
Cantborel, which was supposed to show Mengantowhai's work affirmed and
blessed by Canthorel, it actually showed him confessing to Canthorel that he
had underestimated the Jaupati's desire for freedom, that more force and
greater atrocities would be needed to put down the rebellion. This was clearly
conveyed by a transcript of their conversation written down the sides of the
panel, no interpretation needed. In panel sixteen, Departure of Cantborel,
Canthorel left the planet after telling the Jaupati they had been greatly
wronged. And, in the final panel, between the left and center doors, the one
called the Martyrdom o/ Kasiwees, they saw Kasiwees being
murdered yes, but by Mengantowhai himself. Around Kasiwees were scattered the
stones and arrows of his battle, and he held a long dagger in his hand. In the
upper left, they could see the last of the Pistach flying away, and in the
middle foreground stood a device easily identifiable as a planet stripper, one
that would destroy all life upon the Jaupati world.
This was the story Canthorel had painted in the House
of the Fresco. No matter how one looked at it, it was an accusation and a
warning. It said as clearly as paint could say, "Woe and Tribulation, this
is an offense before the universe, do not do this again!"
Revelation
The curator had long since given up reading the
orthodox version. The room was as hushed as a tomb. Only T'Fees trumpeted on,
"You see, you see, you damned interfering blobs of worthless guts! You had
no right! You have no right! Pistach peace is based on a lie!"
He threw
open the bronze door and stormed out into the light of a bloody sunset, his
minions behind him, leaving the observers among the guttering candles.
"I'm hungry," said Carlos.
Vess rose, saying in a toneless voice, "I'll take
you back to the guest house. There'll be food there. They went out,
soundlessly.
Benita stood wearily and turned, looking upward at the
gallery. Many of the old Pistach still leaned upon the railing, their normally
bright green, yellow, and red-colored bodies pale.
"They had no idea, did they?" Benita asked,
almost whispering.
Chiddy did the little rotation of the upper body that
passed for a negative headshake. "We thought . . . we knew some things
would be different. We thought they would be matters of interpretation. A wine
jar versus another kind of vessel. A springtime symbol versus an autumnal one.
But not this. None of us thought this. He made the sound of Pistach laughter,
harshly rasping.
"Benita, athyci give sermon cycles at the great
festivals, seventeen sermons on seventeen days, to accord with the number of
panels, one sermon on each panel subject. I have done it myself. I have quoted
Glumshalak's Commentaries to explain why we do what we do. And now . . . now,
what can I base my beliefs upon?"
He turned and walked sadly toward the door. She
started to follow him, but then detoured to her left, toward panel thirteen.
Something had been bothering her about the panel in which Mengantowhai was
reprimanded by his athyci. The counselors were gathered beneath a tree that had
a few bare branches but was mostly leafy, with both blossoms and fruit. There
were words along the bottom of the panel. She took out her little notepad and
copied the words down, being thankful Pistach lettering was phonetic, not
ideographic.
She noticed there was a similar tree in the panel to
the left, The Rescue, in which Mengantowhai was rescued from the Pokoti.
It was the same tree, same number of branches, same shape of trunk, but this
tree was completely dead. She turned to the right, to panel fourteen, The
Fearful Faithless. The same tree was there as well, partly alive.
"Chad," she called. "Come look.
He came over and they walked back, counterclockwise,
around the House of the Fresco. Every single panel had the same tree in it,
either dead or leafing out, or in flower or fruit.
"The two growing trees are in panels where
Pistach people disdained Mengantowhai," she said.
Chad murmured, "And they were painted after the
rest of the Fresco. See, the overlap here? You can see what was painted
underneath. That's why most of the trees are small, they're fitted into
whatever vacant space was left.
They had come to the first panel, and even there they
found a tree. Chad shrugged and she returned the gesture. It was interesting,
but they didn't know what it meant, if anything. They went out onto the terrace
where Chiddy waited in morose silence.
"What does a fruiting tree symbolize?" she
asked.
Chiddy looked at her, sighing. "Well, it's a sign
of fruition, of course. Of something long in growth that has ripened. Like a
head of grain. Or a pomego, like the ones you had for breakfast.
"Is that an accepted meaning among Pistach?"
"Oh, yes. The Pistach revere edible fruit. They
regard it as a great gift. The fruiting tree is carved on some of our most
ancient monuments, some that go back long before the House of the Fresco was
built.
They went back to the guest house, to an evening meal
that none of them tasted, and then to another restless night. Sometime in the
dark house, Benita got up to find Chad wandering about, at loose ends, as she
was. They went out into the dark drenched garden, following the firefly glow of
tiny lanterns to a bench that had been put there for them, one of the Pistach
leaning boards laid across two stones to make it flat and low enough to sit on.
"You know what I think," she said to Chad.
I think that historian, Glumshalak, purposely changed the Fresco in his
Compendium, diametrically changed it. And he forbid the Pistach to clean the
Fresco so they'd never know.
"Why would he have done that?"
"Do you ever go to church, Chad?"
"Not often. My parents were Methodists, at least
at Christmas and Easter. Merilu was reared Episcopalian, but that was more a
social thing with her parents than it was religious.
"My mother was Catholic for weddings and burials
and funerals. At other times she was a pagan I guess. She believed in spirits
of the trees and mountains and rivers, not that they would do anything for her,
rather that she should be protective of them. Her father was a history
professor, in Mexico. He wrote several books about the bloody gods of Mexico,
and she read them all. When I was a kid, Mami told me the Mexican gods weren't
the only bloody ones, and we should never serve gods that had been invented to
take the blame for everything bloody, painful, primitive and unenlightened that
people wanted to do. Why did we Israelites kill every man, woman, child and
beast in that city? Why, the Lord Jehovah commanded it. Why do we Spaniards
steal food from these Indian people, and mutilate them, and use them as slaves?
Why, we do it so they will love Christ! Why do we Aztecs torture and sacrifice
people? Huitzilopotchli demands it!
"Whether it was the Israelites invading Canaan or
the Spanish invading the Southwest, or one Mexican tribe warring against
another, the answer was always the same. We enslave and torture and mutilate
and kill in the name of our god.
"My grandfather said people who can learn, learn
morality the way they learn everything else, by building on history. He also
said that some people cannot learn from history, so they cannot change. For
them, there's only one book or tradition or whatever it's called in their religion,
and in that book God is eternal and whatever the book says God commanded two or
three or four thousand years ago, God still commands today. That may be kill
homosexuals or kill nonbelievers. It may say enslave your enemies. It may say
mutilate or sequester women, or sell your ten-year-old daughter for somebody's
third wife.
"But suppose back in A.D. two or three hundred,
we had had a Glumshalak, and he had blanked out all the Old Testament. Suppose
he had written a commentary that purported to tell us what was in the book, but
the book itself was eliminated. Suppose the commentary was devoted to tolerance
and persuasion, suppose it forbade violence. We wouldn't have a god who kicked
Adam and Eve out of the garden for intellectual curiosity, or the destruction
of the whole world by flood, or the slaughtering of innocents right and left.
The commentary would tell us about a God who triumphed through peace and paying
attention to history instead of bloodshed and horror.
"You think we'd have sweetness and light?"
asked Chad.
"Maybe, if there was no bloody scripture for the
evangelists to quote.
"It would make a big dent in self-righteousness,
but it wouldn't change human nature.
"It might not change human nature, but it would
eliminate a whole set of alibis. I think that's what Glumshalak did. He didn't
want his people to be bound by the cruelty and violence in their history. He
wanted his people to believe they were good. So he destroyed all the
records that said what was really there . . .
"How do you know?"
"He had to have done, otherwise they'd have
turned up before now. He certainly didn't repaint the Fresco, he didn't have
the talent. That's obvious. He forbade anybody cleaning the Fresco, and he
wrote down what he thought should have been there. I think Glumshalak's
commentary made the Pistach the people they are. A good people. Not perfect,
but good, because they've been selecting toward goodness for generations and
generations. When the president told me not to let anything interfere with
their coming back and finishing the job, he was saying that they're a good
people.
"You think the Pistach won't go back to
Earth?"
"You heard T'Fees. I think this throws their
whole interventionist policy into the toilet and leaves us at the mercy of the
Fluiquosm, the Wulivery, the Xankatikitiki and the American Congress. Her
voice shook a little as she remembered the Wulivery and Morse trying to devour
her. Not a good experience, either of them.
"I hadn't thought that far," he said in a
hollow voice. "There's a problem," she said. "You haven't been
around the Pistach as much as I have, but one thing is very clear to me and it
frightens me. They're selected for their jobs, and when one of them is selected
to do a certain specific job, that one has little or none of the flexibility a
generalist would bring to the same job. The Pistach pretty much go by the
book.
"By the Fresco.
"Right.
He sighed. "What's the significance of the
tree?"
"Just what Chiddy said: fruition, growth, change.
In our Bible, Jesus says you know trees by their fruits. I think Glumshalak
realized someday people might clean that Fresco. He put the trees there, to
indicate why he was doing what he was doing, showing what incidents were deadly
and which ones were fruitful, coding the history they should put behind them,
in order that they might grow up and bear good fruit.
She leaned wearily on his shoulder and he put his arm
around her. They sat there, deep in thought, sharing their mutual humanity in a
place far, far from home.
"Oh, that's really nice," said a sarcastic
voice behind them. Carlos.
She got up without haste and turned to face him.
"We think there's a tragedy coming, Carlos. Human companionship helps when
contemplating tragedy.
"What tragedy?"
"The possibility that the Pistach may not return
to Earth.
"So long as they get me home, I should give a
shit?" he commented.
"You know," said Chad, in a conversational
voice, "I really don't like your son, Benita.
"I know," she said, looking into Carlos's
surprised face. "I don't like him either.
"What d' you . . . Carlos gargled. "You're
still . . .
"Go to bed, Carlos," said Chiddy, from the
open door.
Carlos made a threatening move, there was a spark, and
he fell down. Chiddy said, "The euphoric wore off. His manner is partly a
reaction to that fact. Put him in the ship, in the cubby. He came to the
bench. "I've been listening.
"We were talking about the Bible," Benita
said, her voice trembling a little. Her first instinct had been to go to
Carlos, then to yell at Chiddy for hurting him, even though she knew Chiddy
hadn't hurt him. The Pistach lugging him away weren't hurting him either.
"What did you do to him?"
"Silenced him for the moment," said Chiddy.
"It's something we do with our own children occasionally. Shut their
bodies down to let their minds calm themselves. I don't have time to deal with
him now. Neither do you.
"What's going on?" asked Chad.
"The Chapter have been meeting. They are adrift.
They lack any sense of direction. I wish you could come talk to them, dear
Benita, but they won't listen to a nootch! Oh, if only you could say to them
what I have just heard you saying . . .
"Then tell them I am an athyco in disguise,"
she said. "Hell, tell them we're both athyci. Appointed by our government
to assess the help you're giving us!"
"They have already seen," he said.
"Your clothing. Your manner. It ... they wouldn't accept it. I can tell
which way the decision is going. I came tonight, because if I wait for morning,
they will have decided I may not return to Earth at all. They will have decided
on nonintervention. They will forget Tassifoduma. There is something base in
each of us, something we keep hidden and quiet. Now it will bubble up, like tar
in a pit, and people will say to themselves, well, we are something other than
we thought. We are violent, we are conquerors. We will return to the time of
weapons, the time of disorder, the time of slavery. They are already saying
that is what we are, and we can't fight what we are!"
"What you are is what you choose to be,"
Benita cried.
He choked with bitter laughter. "Oh, Benita, even
as tiny ones, we are taught not to choose, not to want. Choosing is not what we
do.
She fumbled about for a reason, finally suggesting,
"But you have to take us back, Chiddy!"
"I know. That's what I'm saying. I have to take
you back.
"And you have to stay on Earth a while . . .
"No, I must return at once. They won't let
"
"The Inkleozese! They're still on Earth, awaiting
the emergence of their larvae! They have no spaceships. You have to wait and
bring them back. Otherwise you're intervening, aren't you?"
"This is true," he said haltingly. "I
had forgotten the Inkleozese.
"And Vess has to come with you, just in case
something goes wrong. Over Chiddy's shoulder she saw T'Fees approaching.
"A little redundancy," said Chad.
"Every venture requires a little redundancy. She's right.
T'Fees came within hearing distance. "What are
you discussing?"
"Benita says we have to go back and pick up the
Inkleozese," said Chiddy. "We really are committed to doing so.
"Benita is correct," said T'Fees, after a
moment's thought. "But we will insist upon holding a hostage, just to be
sure Chiddy and Vess return to their home!"
The large Pistach came closer, peering into Benita's
face. "It is true that you must be returned to your homes and the
Inkleozese must be fetched, but now that we have proved Pistach interventionism
to be non-historic, we have no intention of letting it start up again.
"What do you mean, hostage?" she asked.
"We will keep your son," said T'Fees.
"He is not essential to anything, so far as we can see. We will hold him
here until Chiddy and Vess return. Then we will send him home by some other
means. A Credon ship can be paid to take him as a passenger.
"They won't hurt him," murmured Chiddy,
close to Benita's ear. "Really.
"I know," she murmured in return. "But
he'll try their patience severely.
"One will ask to'eros nootch to see to your son's
welfare," said Chiddy. "All nootchi have the power of silencing
children.
She turned and went into the room where Carlos had
been deposited on a sleeping mat. His face was peaceful, like a child's. She
had not seen that expression in a long, long time. For several years now,
whenever she'd seen him awake, she had seen only discontent and rancor. There
was no reason not to leave him. Missing school was no reason. According to
Angelica, he'd been cutting classes. Relationships was no reason. Miss Bigg was
no longer interested.
She sighed, wiped her eyes, and returned to Chiddy.
"Let him stay here if it will help matters," she said.
Their preparations for departure were sketchy and
urgent. Vess came scrambling through the shadows, Chad and Benita took their
little bags and plodded toward the ship, T'Fees following closely behind them
with several of his burlier rebels.
As they started to board the ship, T'Fees grasped
Benita by the shoulder and turned her to face it. Him. Ter. She didn't know
what it was or how to refer to it.
"We know how long the Inkleozese take to
pupate," T'Fees said. "Do not keep Chiddy and Vess past that time, or
your son will be worse for it.
"Would you hurt him, T'Fees?" she asked,
gently. "Would you really?"
For a moment, it looked startled, as though it had not
thought what it would do. Then it looked crafty. "You have seen on the
Fresco what we are capable of.
Two of T'Fees's aides handed Carlos out like a bale of
fiber. Chad and Benita got into the ship. With a sound that was suspiciously
like a sob, Chiddy closed the portholes and started them on their journey home.
BenitaTUESDAY
WEEK
Shortly after they left Pistach-home, Chiddy offered
Chad and Benita the sedative food and drink they had taken during the trip from
Earth. Both refused.
"We have a lot of thinking to do," Benita
said. "You and Vess are obviously upset,- I know our president is going to
be very upset. I wouldn't feel I had done my utmost unless Chad and I
had talked this matter over from end to end. Somehow, someone must come up with
some way to prevent tragedy from happening to your people and ours!"
Chiddy didn't reply. Instead he went over to Vess, who
was dithering about in an agitated manner. Chiddy put his hand on Vess's upper
thorax, and the two of them simply stood there, unmoving, saying nothing, as
though they had separated from the reality of now.
Chad whispered, "They don't learn how to cope
with unique challenges in their own lives. They only learn the systems, and how
to make the systems work.
"They have that saying, emergencies make their
own rules.
"Even so, the rules will be things they've done
before, though perhaps in a different context. He raised his voice. "I
wish to hell I had something written about the Pistach people. Something that
would give me some insight . . .
Chiddy heard him and turned toward the two humans. He
did it jerkily, reluctantly. "One . . . well, one has a journal that one
began when one first talked with Benita. In it one has expressed thoughts and feelings
about humankind and Pistach. One cannot say if these ideas are representative
of Pistach people as a whole, but if you think they would help . . .
"Oh, yes," Benita cried. "Do let us see
it, Chiddy. Or ... is it written in Pistach?"
He made the expression she had grown to know as a
smile, rather than as an expression of dismay or threat. "Oh, no, dearest
Benita. One wrote it for you, so certainly it was written in a language you can
understand. Otherwise one would be a mythologizer, a mystifier, no? Making
mystic marks on sheets of precious metal or scribbling prophecies in languages
long forgotten, to make oneself feel arcane and esoteric! If it is important to
communicate, one does so in the language of the people.
"Some fairly important religious messages have
had to be deciphered on Earth," Chad muttered.
"Nothing prevents a mythologizer from discovering
a truth," Chiddy said sadly, "or from misrepresenting it once he has
done so, but one has always thought to find real truth emanating from many
sources, written in multiple places, so to speak. Why would a communicator
choose to speak or write a truth in only one place, in a language people could
not understand?"
Chad cocked his head as Benita had seen him do when he
was getting ready to debate a point, something he much enjoyed. "All that
doesn't matter," Benita interrupted hastily. "You wanted something
written, Chiddy has something written. So let's read it.
"One . . . wasn't going to give it to you until
your people had qualified for membership in the Confederation," Chiddy
confessed. "Strictly speaking, one shouldn't be giving it to you at all,
now. Nonmembers are not supposed to receive much information about the peoples
of the Confederation, but . . . considering the way things are . . .
He sighed heavily, the gill covers under his thorax
plates fluttering in a soft chatter, like a winter wind moving through a last
few dried leaves at the tip of a branch. Chiddy fetched a folder out of a
cupboard and gave it to Chad, who sat down next to Benita to read it. The
individual pages looked like handmade paper, and though the writing was a
perfectly legible English cursive, it was somewhat crabbed and the spelling,
though quite accurate phonetically, was highly original. Accordingly, the
reading went slowly, and Chad and Benita grew quieter and quieter as they read
on.
Chiddy's journal made it clear why membership in the
Confederation was important. They could not join without Tassifoduma, and if
Earth didn't get to that point, it was at the mercy of the predators. Not only
the Wulivery, the Xankatikitiki and the Fluiquosm, but dozens of others, also,
who lived farther toward the center of the galaxy but who would undoubtedly
make the trip for such a very, very rich hunting ground.
"Remember the meeting before we left for
Pistach," Benita whispered to Chad, while Chiddy was concentrating on his
dials and buttons, "when the president told me that it was of the utmost
importance the envoys continue their work. He said most of the world leaders,
the responsible ones, anyway, were agreed that this firm, outside pressure was
bringing the positive changes no one had been able to bring about in the past.
Chad murmured, "I was also told, confidentially,
that in an environmental sense, even the predators were working to our eventual
advantage. Habitat destruction is way, way down and people are talking about
reclaiming eroded land rather than wiping out the last few forests in places
like Madagascar. There has also been a renewed interest in population limitation,
and that's something I didn't think we'd see in my lifetime.
They went on reading, making notes, until they had to
rest because it was becoming impossible to go on. Their eyes wouldn't focus.
Their attention wavered.
Chiddy made his sighing sound again, which he had been
doing a good deal of. "Normally the umquah push bodies together, just as
they push planets and stars together, but when bodies move in total emptiness,
the ship must generate forces to help the bodies resist disintegration. It is
easier when bodies are at rest, not laboring either mentally or physically. It
would be sensible to rest.
Benita agreed. She and Chad ate something and slept a
long time, and read a bit more, and slept a bit more, and conferred with one
another in whispers, and read parts of the journal over again, until suddenly
and all at once the hull window opened or transmuted or whatever it did, as
Benita thought, and they got a look at the Earth from space.
"It's like a sapphire pendant around the throat
of the sky, so beautiful," said Benita, thinking of predators and people
she cared about and all the threats and commotions that were sure to come.
The hull went solid again. In only a moment, they
heard Sasquatch woofing, and they were home.
Benita asked what day it was.
Chiddy referred to a complicated little device hanging
on the wall or bulkhead or hull and pronounced it to be Tuesday, at eight
o'clock in the morning. They had been gone only a week.
Chad left immediately, in pursuance of the plans they
had made during the journey. Benita took a few moments to assure Sasquatch that
she was home, that she still loved him, and that he was a good dog, then went
downstairs to thank Simon for taking care of him and to ask what had happened
while they'd been away.
"For five days, zip, zilch, nada, nil," he
said. "No more mysterious deaths. No more countries or cities
disappearing. No shootings, no turf wars, no nothing. Peace and tranquility.
He gave her a piercing look. "Then, suddenly, two days ago, all hell broke
loose.
"What?" she cried. "What do you
mean?"
"The newspapers had blanks in them. That was the
first-thing. Certain phrases just didn't appear!"
"Like?"
"Like 'paid his debt to society,' or 'took
responsibility for the bombing.' Or in a quote from some prominent churchman, I
forget who, talking about famines, 'We have to provide for the millions who are
yet to be born.' I mean, that's what he said on TV, but when it came out in the
paper, it was a blank except for the words, 'We have to? Why?' in parentheses.
Well, everyone was in fits about that, claiming government censorship or
political interference with the free press, and then to top the day off, the
predators came back. They announced it on TV. They said the Confederation would
shortly confirm their right to be here. They told us they were hunting,
starting now. They said the Pistach no longer have the moral authority to keep
them out. There've been . . . well, you can imagine what there've been.
Political fallout is the worst of it. The actual deaths don't amount to many,
but my God, Benita . . .
"Oh, Lord," she whispered. "Those races
. . . they knew. They were all primed to return, weren't they? I just know they
were helping T'Fees all along. Chiddy wondered how in heaven they got access to
all the ships and weapons they had. I'll bet T'Fees promised them he would
cause a revolution on Pistach!"
Simon stared at her, owl eyed. "I have no idea
what you're talking about, though I'm sure it must be extremely interesting.
Are you allowed to tell me anything about your last few days?"
His eyebrows were up to his hairline with curiosity,
but she begged off. "When it's over, I'll take you to lunch, Simon, and
then I'll tell you everything. Literally, everything.
Back upstairs, she called Angelica. Since it was
apparent Benita might be outed at any moment, during the journey she had
decided to tell her daughter the truth about the intermediary.
Angelica, of course, already knew, because she'd seen
the news conference after the committee hearing. She had a hundred questions,
which Benita answered, and a hundred more, which she couldn't.
When told that Carlos had been taken to Pistach-home
and left there, she cried, "Mother! You left him there!"
"He's a hostage. Frankly, Angelica, it's
difficult to think of any other role he could play as well. It doesn't require
him to do anything, not even to be pleasant, and he would complain no matter
where he was. What my . . . colleagues and I have to do in the next few days is
extremely sensitive, and Carlos is in as disruptive mood as I've ever seen. The
girl who was kidnapped with him, by the way, was his girlfriend. A Miss Sonia
Bigg.
"You're kidding.
"I'm not in a jovial mood. Actually, it's
fortunate the Pistach accepted him as a hostage, rather than insisting on one
of the other of us. They won't hurt him, not at all, and we'll get him back as
soon as the envoys go home.
"They're going home?" She seemed shocked by
this.
"Well, not right away. Maybe soon.
"Oh, no, Mom, they've got to stay.
They've got to get rid of those predators, and you have no idea how much things
have improved. At the school! At the housing development by the bus stop!
People keep talking about it! They want them to stay.
"That's what the president told me, too. I don't
have time to explain just now, because we're terribly busy. I wanted you to
know I'm all right because you may not hear from me for a while.
"Did you see Dad on TV?" she demanded.
"Yes. Just before I left," Benita said,
flushing. "He was claiming I was a sex slave to the ETs.
"He is so stupid! It's embarrassing!"
"Those men you mentioned to me, Angelica? The
ones who were hanging around out there? They're part of a group made up of
political opponents of the president. They will do literally anything to bring
him down, including making an alliance with the predators, or the Devil, if it
came to that! Your father was only a minor bargaining chip in the process, a
way of getting at me, and it didn't work out the way they planned. So, either
they were paying him to spread around dirty misinformation, or they were paying
the predators to plant ideas in his head.
"I think it's rotten. Will you call me back when
you know something? And you're telling me the truth about Carlos? I don't have
to worry about him? He's all right where he is?"
"He's perfectly all right where he is.
"I just ... I think about him all the time. When
we were little, you know, and you were at work, he was sort of my
responsibility. Sometimes he was nice.
Benita took a deep breath. "Angelica, I wasn't
going to mention this to you, but when you and Carlos left home, I went into
sort of a funk. Depression, I guess. You know that Goose and Marsh paid for
good health insurance for our family, so I decided to use it and go to a
shrink. We had just a few sessions.
"You never told me . . .
"I'm telling you now. Just listen. This
psychologist asked me to visualize my trying to save someone who was drowning.
She said to visualize the drowning person pulling my head under. She said to
imagine that I struggled, and struggled, getting my head up just enough to gulp
some air, but every time I did, the drowning person pulled my head under again.
"She said living with someone like your dad is
like trying to save someone from drowning when what the person really wants is
to drown you with him. He wants to go, but he doesn't want to go alone. She
said the drowner's strongest motivation is to 'miserate his companions,' to
pull your head under, over and over until all your strength is gone and you
die.
"Mom!"
"Listen. She said once you've done everything you
can to get help for the person, once the drowner has firmly or repeatedly
rejected that help, the drowner has made his choice. He's deciding to be where
he is, when he is, as he is. If you choose not to drown, at that point, you
quit trying to save the person. You leave him where he wants to be and you
stand back from him far enough he can't drag you in. That may mean far away.
"You're talking about my brother . . .
"I'm talking about Bert. I'm talking about me.
I'm telling you what the psychologist told me. You haven't heard the end of it.
The psychologist said that sometimes when the constant rescuer walks away, the
drowner decides to swim to shore. I'm suggesting you remember it. That's all.
"Well, I'm not giving up on Carlos.
"You're grown up too, dear. You can make your own
choices.
She had no sooner hung up than the phone rang. Chad,
saying she was expected at the White House in forty-five minutes. She took a
quick shower, dug out some clean clothing, and was downstairs waiting by the
time Chad arrived to pick her up.
"You suggested his wife sit in?" she asked.
"He said she would. He made it clear he's not
inclined to have any private meetings with anyone. He's been walking on eggs
since we've been gone. Things were in delicate balance until this predator
thing, can you believe those people?, Morse is working up to some blatant,
Mccarthyesque attack, issuing little news bulletins that gain credence because
of the source rather than the facts. I can honestly remember a time when people
who worked for major news organizations had some pride in getting the story
right. Now all they seem to care about is getting any story first, true or
false. Morse is pretending to be outraged by it all, and by the way, he's still
pretending he isn't pregnant.
Chad might think it was pretence, but Benita thought
it was more probably denial, helped along by frantic, distractive activity.
They arrived at the White House and went upstairs where
the president and the First Lady were waiting, both of them looking drawn and
harassed. They talked about religion for a while, then about culture, then
about how the Earth could meet the challenge of the predators, then about ways
to prevent the predators staying. Between spates of talk, Benita or Chad, as
they had planned to do, read sections of Chiddy's journal aloud and showed
scenes from the tapes recorded on the journey. Chad had delivered the devices
to the FBI, where they'd been examined in front of unimpeachable witnesses who
would testify they hadn't been tampered with. The contents had been developed
and copied before still other witnesses who could testify they had not been
changed in any way.
They broke for lunch, a meal that no one really ate,
during which Benita mentally ordered everything that had been said into one,
understandable package. When the meal was over, she said she had a suggestion.
The others listened, at first with incredulity, Chad no less than the FL and
president, as she briefly restated where they were and then went on to suggest
what they could do about it. All three of them brought up objections. Benita
countered the objections, soon joined in the effort by Chad, who had begun to
see the possibilities.
"But can we get the kind of help we'd need?"
he cried, at one point.
"I think we can probably manage that," said
the president. "What I'm doubtful about managing is my being gone without
the whole world knowing about it.
"Go on a religious retreat," suggested
Benita. "With your spiritual advisor. She stopped, thinking.
"Actually, it would be a good idea to have someone like that along. To
lend us ... respectability.
"You mean the Reverend?" he asked. "He
might really enjoy that. The first evangelist on Pistach-home! I think the
press would try to observe even a spiritual retreat. And, of course, I've got
the Secret Service hanging around, ready to testify to everything I do.
"I think it's manageable," said the FL.
"We'll figure out a way to duck the Secret Service. And I agree with you,
the Reverend would enjoy it very much. She turned to Benita. "Do you
think you can get the envoys to go along with this?"
"I don't know," Benita admitted.
"Though I think Chiddy was leaning in that direction. I'll have to talk
fast, but if they will . . .
By the time all four of them had agreed on a plan of
action, Chad and Benita were exhausted, though the president seemed remarkably
energized by the whole thing. Chad drove Benita home, asking if she wanted him
to come in.
"No, Chad. I've got things to do, and so have
you, and best we get at them as soon as we can. If we pull this off, it'll be
the coup of the century, and we'll never be able to tell a soul.
Upstairs, she stayed in the elevator and screamed
loudly, "Chiddy, I need you and Vess!"
The buttonhole opened in the back of the elevator and
they came out in their natural forms.
"Have you heard," whispered Chiddy.
"The Shalaquah has returned. They had a spy on Pistach-home . . .
"And his name was T'Fees," said Benita.
"T'Fees has been working with the predators. It's as clear as your . . .
mandibles on your face.
T'Fees couldn't have mounted that campaign on his own.
He needed help. T'Fees is a rebel against Pistach order, and so are the
predators. They want to do what they like, when they like, and the predators
want to hunt what they like, where they like. They're all in it!"
"I never thought of that," cried Vess, in a
voice that was stridently shrill, like a cricket chirp in the middle of the
night. "But you're right. He couldn't have done that without help . .
,"
Benita said firmly, "Vess, now is not the time to
discuss it. We have an emergency on our hands, and we need you to round up the
Inkleozese and bring them to my apartment, this afternoon if possible, or
tonight, or failing that, tomorrow morning.
Chiddy started to argue, but she took his pincers in
her hands and looked straight into all his eyes. "Chiddy, you came here to
help us. You were helping us. You are good people, and you were doing a good
thing. Now your help is being threatened, and despite what you believe you can
or cannot do, Chad and I have an ethical imperative to do what we can to
prevent harm to our people.
"But, our people
" murmured Chiddy.
She interrupted, "What is happening to your
people should not determine what happens to ours, and you're too ethical a
person to interfere with our efforts. The predators found us originally by
following you here, which means you're responsible for the trouble we're in.
I'm not blaming you, but you have a responsibility to cooperate in solving the
problem. Now, please, do as we ask. Chad and I have talked it all out, and we
think we have a plan.
Chiddy stared at his feet, as though marshaling
arguments, but Vess pulled him away, muttering, "Geflssit moltplat
gom," which sentiment Benita recognized. She and Chad had discussed just
that point.
She figured she had a least an hour before Chiddy
would manage to get the Inkleozese moving, assuming they would move at all. She
took fruit juice from the freezer, made a pitcherful and put in the fridge.
That left her time for a shower and hair wash, a change of clothes, time to run
the clothes she'd worn on Pistach-home through the washer. Every time she put
them on, she felt iglak crawling out of the seams!
Chad called twice, to ask what had happened. The first
time, nothing had. The second time she told him that Vess had called to say the
Inkleozese were on their way.
"Do you need my help?" he asked.
"Better not, Chad. They might take one good look
at you and decide you'd make a good brooder.
He laughed, not an amused laugh, and remarked that he
was glad to be relieved of the duty, as the rest of his phone calls would keep
him busy for hours.
Benita set out little glasses for the fruit juice, the
Inkleozese beverage of choice. She heard movement in the elevator hall, and
Chiddy and Vess came in, escorting ten of the tall, angular Inkleozese.
Chiddy and Vess introduced her to the ladies, except
for the one who had saved her life. To that one Benita bowed very low and gave
heartfelt thanks. Once they had all been served little glasses of fruit juice
along with a honey jar to pass around among themselves, Benita asked Chiddy and
Vess to excuse themselves as she had a message from the president for the
Inkleozese ears alone. They had tympanum, not ears, but everyone knew what she
meant. The Inkleozese had translator machines, just as Chiddy and Vess did, so
she knew she and they could make themselves mutually understood.
The High Assessor, one K'tif'kt'hmm (who was to be
addressed as Your Exactitude) leaned on the back of a chair, her entourage
found other places to perch comfortably, and Benita laid out the problems,
first of the Pistach, then of Earth, then of Earth and the Pistach and the
Inkleozese. She had organized it in her head while in the shower, and was able
to talk for about thirty minutes without losing track of where she was going or
repeating herself. Through it all, a small part of herself stood to one side,
listening in amazement, for Benita had never thought of herself as a speaker,
but her presentation was fluent and sensible. Her voice was hoarse by the time
she had finished.
Her Exactitude asked a few questions, very politely.
Benita was able to answer most of them, and those she could not answer, the
other Inkleozese were able to help her think out.
"It does not seem impossible," murmured Her
Exactitude. "Moreover, it accords with our ethical imperative. Luckily,
our imperative is based upon experience, rather than upon artifacts or
scriptures, so we are not likely to be thrown into disorganization by judgments
made centuries ago. We do not assert as true anything which we have not proven
or seen proven by others. Thus, we never claimed that we were the center either
of the universe or of a deity's attention. While we do not deny deity, we do
not presume to understand it, plea bargain with it, or tell others what shape
it takes. It does make life easier.
"I am extremely grateful for your attention,"
murmured Benita. "I have told you the only solution we can think of,
unless you, yourselves . . .
The High Assessor made a negating gesture. "No,
your idea is quite good. Besides, we monitor, we do not labor. We judge, we do
not devise. In this case, doing the right thing is its own reward and makes
your gratitude unnecessary. Shall we summon the envoys?" She turned her
head and looked around the group, all of whom raised a front leg, signifying
assent.
Her Exactitude spoke rapidly into her translation
device-transmitter, and in a few moments, Chiddy and Vess came in, looking
rather like boys who have been summoned to the principal's office.
Her Exactitude held up a pincer. "Pistach athyci,
attend. We speak on a matter of morality. Your race has encountered a
philosophical abyss. Your beliefs are threatened. Because of this and others of
your actions, another race has become threatened. We speak with authority.
Before you attend to the crisis of your people, you must attend to the crisis
of this people, for you have reached out your manipulators and cannot withdraw
them in good conscience.
Chiddy bowed and said something to the effect that he
was always at the command of the monitors.
"Pistach athyci, attend! This country has a
chieftain, this chieftain has spiritual advisors. This man and his advisors
must be taken to Pistach-home, at once. There they must see the great Fresco
and spend a time in meditation, enabling the chieftain to return and explain to
his people what has transpired. We, the Inkleozese, approve this journey and
its objective. The chieftain and his people, however, cannot be taken in a tiny
ship. A large ship is necessary.
Chiddy hemmed and hawed and stuttered and thought
there might be a Pistach colonial ship on Inkleoza. Or maybe on Gofar or
Faroff.
Her Exactitude agreed. "This assumption has high
likelihood of being accurate. We ourselves desire concurrent transport to
Inkleoza, together with all the human brooders we will have impregnated by that
time, in order to supervise their health. The ship must be large enough for
both groups. We will need a dozen more brooders in the next few days, but this
concludes the current breeding cycle. When the Inkleti have emerged, prior to
pupation, the brooders will be returned to Earth.
Chiddy was still dithering, shifting weight from one
set of legs to another, upper body twisting, eyes swiveling.
Benita took Chiddy's pincers in her hands, got his
full attention and told him that both he and Vess must depart immediately.
Chiddy finally focused on her and agreed, though he wasn't his usual self at
all.
"Pistach selves will find a large ship somewhere
and commandeer it in the name of the Inkleozese!" said Her Exactitude,
sounding very magisterial and imperative. "What time will this take?"
"Four days, minimum," said Chiddy.
"Four Earth days.
The ladies bowed, Benita bowed, everyone bowed, Chiddy
left, the ladies left, except for Her Exactitude.
This personage came to Benita's side. "Aside from
our providing you with the recorded voice you require, is there anything else
we can do to assist you, Benita? You bear much responsibility of a suddenly
imposed sort. Such surprising burdens are sometimes difficult to uphold.
Benita thanked her and started to say, no, nothing you
can do for me right now, but then she thought of something.
"Ma'am, Your Exactitude, I apologize if what I am
about to ask is rude or impossible or simply undesirable on aesthetic
grounds
" She stopped, clenched her jaw, sighed deeply and went on to make
her request.
She seemed amused as she responded, "I will take
it up with my people. If they have no objection, we will be happy to grant your
plea.
They made mutual farewells. The Inkleozese vanished
just as Chiddy and Vess often did, no beam-me-up sparkles, no dissolving into
space, just poof, gone. Benita had decided it was some sort of transport
commonly used in the Confederation. She did not spend much time thinking about
it, however, for it was ten o'clock, she had had little lunch and no supper and
was desperate for both food and sleep. Sleep aboard the ship had not been
restful. She thought it possible that she had dreamed during much of it:
conflict dreams, terror dreams, like those she had had long ago, as a young
wife, when she would wake with her heart thundering in her ears, so frightened
she couldn't move. Night terrors, the doctor said. Fairly common. Meaningless,
so far as anyone knew.
Well. A lot of things were meaningless so far as
anyone knew. A year before, what would she have thought of an ancient invasion
of the lands of the Jaupati? Would she have cared at all? If she had heard of a
rebellion among the critters of Quirk, or of a Fresco cleaning, or if someone
had foreseen her being selected as an intermediary . . .
Before she lay down, she called Chad, who sounded
every bit as weary as she did.
"Well?" she asked.
"We've got seven definite yesses so far. A whole
bunch of others will call back. The best ones tell us we'll need at least
eighteen or twenty, and a few more wouldn't hurt. The press got the preacher.
"The right one?"
"Yes, the right one, plus a pinch hitter, just in
case. The preacher was a little worried about the language barrier, but I said
we will overcome, one way or another.
"Don't forget emergency rations, supplies, you
know. We won't be eating Pistach food or using Pistach beds, and we'll be there
at least a day, maybe longer.
"I know. Are they getting a ship?"
"The Inkleozese told them they had to.
"How long before it gets here?"
"Four days, minimum, and I'm going to sleep two
of them," she said.
"Both of us," groaned Chad.
When she lay down on her bed, Sasquatch curled up next
to her, his back against her legs, just to be sure she didn't wander off again.
She fell asleep thinking of Carlos out there among the stars. Maybe he'd decide
since nobody cared, he'd swim to shore.
And, she thought, firmly, decisively, without her
usual vacillation, it wasn't up to her whether he did or not.
The
CabalTUESDAY
A day or so after Benita left for Pistach-home, the
members of Morse's cabal, sans Morse himself, had taken themselves down to the
farm in Virginia where they'd set up camp in the house and waited for word from
the predators. It was their opinion that though the predators had pretended to
leave Earth, they wouldn't go far, and the best thing to do was wait at the
farm for them to show up. They had been waiting for almost a week, and were not
the better tempered for it.
"Nothing," Dink said in an aggrieved tone,
coming in from his tenth circuit of the surrounding area. "No sign of them
at all.
"Any word from NASA?" asked Briess, who was
stretched on a cot by the window.
Dink hung up his jacket and slumped into the nearest
chair. "The surveillance satellite that was kicked into a moon-loop got a
clear picture of what are obviously ships, three of them, one big and two
small. The satellite was a quick and dirty job, one loop only, so we don't know
if they're still there.
"Are there more of them, that's what I want to
know," said McVane. "We got damn little information for all that
money. He was slumped in a chair by the empty fireplace, his usually
impeccable uniform rumpled, his tie loose, an open beer can at his elbow.
Dink shook his head ponderously. "Be thankful we
got what we did. For such a hasty modification, we're doing well to get any
pictures at all. The ships are huge. They could hold a lot more than we ever
saw here on the ground.
"I wonder what the hell they're playing at!"
growled McVane. "They've obviously pulled some stunt with the Pistach, for
they now say the Confederation has no right to stop them coming here. They've
been seen hunting and eating people all over the world, or at least the results
have been seen, if not the critters themselves. What happened to the agreement
we were supposed to have with them?"
"Could be they've decided they don't need us
anymore," murmured Arthur. "If the Pistach have no authority to stop
them, what do they need us for?"
Dink nodded. "Or maybe the Pistach weren't as
bamboozled as they thought. We haven't heard anything about them recently,
either.
"My understanding was that even if the
Confederation does anything about the predators being here, it would take
forever," commented Briess.
"Unless it's a unilateral action," said
McVane. "Maybe the Pistach went on the warpath all by themselves.
"Our profilers say no," said Arthur.
"They read the Pistach as nonviolent and conformist. Though they're
criticism proof when they start working with new races, when they're finished
their work is subject to review, and it seems they really care what other races
think and say about them. They're not likely to risk unpopular action.
"Maybe those others, those
what-you-call-'ems," murmured Briess. "Maybe they've stepped in. The
ones that got Morse pregnant.
"Morse claims he's not pregnant," reminded
Arthur.
"Yeah, well, he claims he's a Christian,
too," said Briess, "but last time I looked, Christians don't assault
their wives.
"Lupe?" asked Dink. "I didn't know
that.
"Not Lupe, the ex-Mrs. Morse. You should read the
medical reports. Briess sniggered.
"Let that alone," said McVane. "It's
past. Focus on the current rapes and assaults, by the Inkleozese, even though
it's only pro-life politicians and preachers they've done it to so far.
"Be thankful for small mercies," said
Briess.
"You're pro-life," Dink commented.
Briess widened the slit of his mouth into an
excruciating smile. "No, my friend, I'm merely anti-woman. I was born in
the wrong system. Once female life expectancy exceeded that of men in the U.S.,
it was obvious we were doing something wrong.
"What you got against old ladies?" asked
Dink. "Your mother was probably an old lady.
"Bingo," said Briess, with a chilly smile.
"Let's change the subject, if you don't mind. Since it's obvious we're not
getting anywhere waiting here, let's leave them a message and get back to
Washington. Morse has already subpoenaed the so-called intermediary for another
inquiry before his committee, and once he starts in on her sexual habits, with
her husband testifying to her depravity, people will assume it's true that she
had a relationship with the president and the ETs and possibly her dog.
I don't like this," murmured Prentice Arthur.
"It smacks too much of McCarthyism.
Dink snorted. "You wanna grow corn, somebody's
got to turn over the dirt, Arthur! Now that we don't have independent counsels
with unlimited budgets to do it, we'll have to pick up the spades ourselves. I
suggest we get back and start digging.
"I hope you've got Bert dried out enough to be
believable," said McVane. "When I saw him on 20/20 he certainly
wasn't!"
"We've got him stashed away," said Dink,
with a feral smile. "I'm told he responds well to pain.
They were interrupted by the blink of a red light and
a hesitant beeping from a metal box by the window.
"There they are," breathed Briess. "Better
late than never.
McVane was already on his feet beside the machine.
"It doesn't read their signatures," he said doubtfully. "Too hot
for a Wulivery or Fluiquosm, too cool for a Xankatikitiki. Too many for any of
'em.
"Where are they?" asked Dink, peering out
the window.
"Over to our left, among the trees,"
muttered McVane.
Dink picked up his glasses, put on his jacket, and
went out onto the rickety porch. From the end of it he had a good view of the
trees. McVane and Arthur came out onto the porch behind him as Dink spoke over
his shoulder. "Must be the invisible Fluiquosm wearing heated suits!"
A faint yelp came from behind him, and he turned to
find himself alone on the porch. He went to the door and looked in to see Briess
still hovering over the machine.
He knocked on the door frame. Briess looked up, and
not seeing anyone, went out onto the porch himself. Nobody there but him. Very
shortly thereafter, nobody there at all.
BenitaWEDNESDAY
Benita had thought there might be a quiet interlude
before the large ship arrived, but the morning after her return she received a
subpoena, dated several days before and routed through the White House. She was
to testify that day before Morse's committee, this time about her sexual
involvement with the ETs and any current members of government. Even though
the president had told her to expect it, it made her furious. It was all part
of Morse's choreography, of course, part of the shit ballet he hoped to stage.
Chad picked her up, as before, and they arrived at the
hearing chamber at the time specified to find the inquiry in some disarray
because Morse wasn't there. The vice chairman wasn't there. Several of Morse's
staffers weren't there. Eventually, someone was appointed to be chairman pro
tern, and Benita swore to tell the truth and was then accused of sexual contact
with the ETs and/or the president, et al.
"Where on earth did you hear such a thing?"
she asked, affronted.
"We ask the questions," muttered the
senator, slightly red in the face.
"Well, all I can say is that if you listen to
alcoholics like my husband, from whom I am separated, he'll say anything anyone
tells him to say for ten dollars or a drink, whichever is closest.
"Are you denying these allegations?"
"Of course I'm denying these allegations. They're
ridiculous.
There was muttering, leaning, whispering. The
interrogator, face rather red, leaned into his microphone. "Do you have
any knowledge of where your . . . husband is, Mrs. Alvarez?"
She answered honestly. "I couldn't tell you where
he is, sir. He's been working for Senator Morse for some time, so maybe the
senator can tell you.
More consternation.
"Why do you claim he works for Senator
Morse?"
"With the envoys here, it's almost impossible to
do anything secretly, sir. According to the envoys, a Mr. Dinklemier and a Mr.
Arthur have been paying Bert Shipton to make up stories about me on
instructions from Senator Morse.
Whispers, covered mikes, people turning redder.
"Perhaps you can tell us about your relationship
with the president?"
"We covered this ground previously, gentlemen,
but I'll refresh your memories. I first saw the president in his office on the
day after I delivered the envoys' message to Congressman Martinez. We talked
for five or ten minutes, during which time he thanked me for my efforts. The
door to the outer office was open during my visit, and General Wallace was
standing in the doorway. The second time I met the president, his wife was
there, and that was when he asked me to see if the envoys would take me to
their planet for a firsthand view. I have just returned from there.
Consternation. Someone got up hastily and left the
room.
"And since then?" asked the man with the
gavel, his mouth remaining open as she replied.
"Since then, I have seen and talked with the
president and his wife in company with Mr. Riley, who accompanied me on the
expedition to Pistach-home and other worlds. During that journey we saw and
were greeted by three other races besides the Pistach. These were the Flibotsi,
the Thwakians, and the Vixbot. Our entire journey was recorded, and when the
security people are through with the recordings, I'm sure they'll be shown to
the American people, and to the world.
There was more whispering, more running back and
forth, and finally the senator who had assumed the chair decided he didn't want
it anymore. Sounding as severe and threatening as he was able to manage around
the distractions, the chairman pro tem told her she was still under subpoena
and would have to appear again later.
The big talk on the TV blather shows that night
concerned the disappearance of all the pregnant men plus some others who had
worked for them. Among them, it was alleged, was the intermediary's husband.
Much was made of the fact that Bert had been scheduled to appear before the
same committee Benita had been subpoenaed for, that she had denied his
allegations, and that he himself had disappeared. Benita smiled at this, saying
a brief litany of thanks to the Inkleozese, who had removed him even though he
wouldn't be useful as a breeder. Getting Bert out of circulation relieved her
mind a good deal. If he couldn't get a drink for a year or two, it should do
him a world of good!
Some TV channels were still showing interviews with
him, but they were obviously old ones. Though he didn't look drunk, precisely,
he was definitely glassy eyed from something. The only hopeful item reported
was that no further hearings were planned until Senator Morse could be found.
Benita felt that by that time the situation would be either improved or lost.
Either way, it would be long past crying about.
Next morning, the disappearances were still in the
news. The Senate demanded an investigation. Lupe Roybal-Morse suggested that
Morse may have been so upset by being pregnant that he simply went off to be
alone. His colleagues pretended to believe that was impossible, though she knew
him better than they did. Within a few hours, it was reported on CNN that every
man used as a brooder had vanished. The president issued a statement saying he
had been informed the Inkleozese had wanted to take them to a safe place, where
they would not be harassed by the news media, that he was assured they would be
returned.
Surprisingly, except for the religious far right
(those who were left) nobody screamed much about it. Comics had a field day, of
course. Jay Leno did a Morse-travelogue, to Bee or not to Bee. Actually, Benita
thought, the Inkleozese looked more like wasps, but it was close enough to be
funny.
Benita called Angelica, who seemed to be coping all
right, though she wanted to know where her father was. Benita said she didn't
know where he was being taken, which was true, astronomy not being her forte.
"However, I'm assured he's safe, just as Carlos is safe. You don't have to
worry about either of them.
"I haven't been. But then, I feel guilty because
I haven't been. You know?"
"Remember what I told you about drowning, Angel.
Try to keep your head above water.
The following day the disappearances were replaced in
the headlines by reports of massive slaughters in Northern Ethiopia, coastal
Bangladesh, and among the Chinese settlers in Tibet, with lots and lots of gory
pictures, enough to keep the media scrambling for the next few weeks, even if
nothing else happened at all.
Chiddy and Vess took five days to make their trip,
arriving back on Earth in what Star Trek would call a shuttle, except
that it was morphable. The big ship, they said, was on the back of the moon, a
considerable distance from those of the predators. Benita phoned Chad, as
arranged, and within the hour a parade of long black limousines bearing
dark-suited "spiritual advisors" began to arrive at Benita's back
door. Benita didn't see any of them. They came in the door, got into the elevator,
and vanished. The Reverend, the president's spiritual advisor, the Big Sa,
wasn't scheduled to arrive until the President did.
The Inkleozese arrived by their usual form of
transport: abrupt materialization. Her Exactitude arrived first. She provided
Benita with both a tape and a disc of the recorded voice Benita had asked for,
then suggested Benita go to the bathroom and stay there while they and their
"baggage" transitted the living room. Since no one was willing to
gamble on how things would turn out, everyone was being very careful of what
Benita saw and didn't see, just in case she had to testify about it. She took
the opportunity for a long, luxurious shower while poor Sasquatch, who'd tried
a sniff at one of the Inkleozese and had been abruptly flattened for it, lay on
the bathroom rug whining at her. Poor dog, he didn't know what to think or who
to bark at or even who to smell.
Late that evening, right after the arrival of the Big
SA and the president, it was Chad and Benita's turn. Benita had already arranged
for Simon to do dog duty again, and he'd wished her well. She had hinted to him
that something epochal was happening, so he'd feel better about all the bother
she was causing him. She really didn't want to get back and find she had no
job. She liked her job. Besides, if they were successful in their efforts,
things would go back to more or less normal, on its way to being forgotten
except by historians, and nobody would give her a pension for her part in it.
The shuttle delivered the last few of them to the
larger ship on the moon, pausing there while the Inkleozese delivered cease and
desist documents to the predator ships, denying their right to stay on Earth
without decision by the Confederation. While they were waiting, all the
Earthians had their pictures taken in front of the window wall of the big ship.
The little "SAs" had been promised they could use the trip as a CV
item later on, so pictures were absolutely essential, that and bits of moon
rock and certificates signed by the president and by Chiddy or Vess. Chiddy
protested at putting himself in the position of seeming to endorse the Earthian
visit, when it was being required by the Inkleozese, so Chad suggested he write
"Real moon rock,- best wishes" in Pistach. It was doubtful anyone
would ever know the difference.
While everyone slept a good bit of the time, all the
waking hours were spent working. Half a dozen animatronics people were working
with the recorded voice Benita had obtained from the Inkleozese, and all the
artists (who would pretend to be little SAs, when they arrived at Pistach-home)
had copies of a Fresco panel or panels, copies that had been enhanced,
enlarged, and had the colors corrected by the FBI labs from those Chad had
recorded during the previous trip. The conversation that went on about them was
constant and fascinating, or so Benita thought. She wouldn't have dreamed there
were that many things to say about artworks that all the little "SAs"
agreed could be compared, at best, to Grandma Moses on a very bad day. The talk
about color and composition and message went on, deep into every
"night" that they were aboard. (Both Chad and Benita were grateful
that the larger ship was able to prevent the exhaustion they'd felt in the
smaller one.)
Though the humans occasionally encountered Chiddy and
Vess, nothing was discussed where they would be able to hear it. The Inkleozese
had assured Benita the Earthian quarters were strictly private, and the ship
was large enough that the Pistach were encountered only at meals.
Each member of the group had been given a copy of
Chiddy's journal also, as a guide to Pistach thought. At one point in the
journey, the Big SA, looking very stern, asked Benita just what Chiddy meant
when he wrote "dearest" Benita.
"Chiddy's an affectionate sort of person,"
she answered, after a moment's thought. "I assume he, or it, or ai, feels
toward me pretty much the same way I feel about my dog, or perhaps, my dog
about me, when I come home from work. I mean, that's a cross-species
relationship, but we both have a sense of security and pleasure in it, and
perhaps even rapture. Sasquatch does act rapturous sometimes.
"There is no physical . . . ah . . . ?"
"There is no physical ah," Benita confirmed.
"Beyond what might amount to a scratch behind the ears. Not that intimacy
would be impossible. Chad says he's fairly well convinced there's a point to
point correspondence between their actual forms and any morphed form they
adopt. Morphing isn't natural to them, you know. It's something they've
discovered how to do, and it takes some kind of implanted electronic assist.
"Why do they do it?" he demanded.
"I think it has to do with exploration. If you're
going to a planet that's all water, you need gills. If you're going to one
that's all desert, you need a body that conserves moisture. And on any new
planet, you need to be able to look like the natives while you're finding
things out.
Though the Big SA had a very odd look on his face when
she finished, Benita was quite satisfied with her analysis. It was probably as
close to the truth as she could get.
The Big SA went on to ask her what she knew about the
Pistach religion.
"Chiddy calls the Pistach god, Aitun. It means
The one who is.' Chiddy says the Pistach don't presume to know what Aitun is up
to or desires. They have a duty, however, to infer purpose from what they see
and discover. They have inferred that as an intelligent race who can see that
intelligence is a rarity among the stars, they must help spread intelligence
throughout the galaxy. They read this as Aitun's possible intent without ever
unequivocally saying it is Aitun's intent. They avoid saying what God wants or
means. They regard races who do as prideful and arrogant.
"Chiddy also says there are over five thousand
picky little gods among the races ai knows of," she said. "A lot of
them inceptorish . . .
"Inceptorish?"
"You've read the journal, Reverend. Inceptorish.
Virile. Arbitrary, egocentric, and often belligerent. Anyhow, Chiddy says none
of the five thousand have sufficient universality to be the god of everyone.
Chiddy includes our Earthian gods in the five thousand.
"There is only one Earthian God," said the
SA, in a ponderous tone.
"You are no doubt correct," said Benita.
"But Chiddy says none of the ones humans talk about in the Western world
are it, and none of the hundreds they talk about in the Eastern and undeveloped
worlds are it, either.
They stopped on Inkleoza, to drop off the Inkleozese
and their brooders and to pick up a couple of replacement assessors who were
beyond breeding age. Chiddy said Inkleozese were needed on board, as they were
the Confederation's accepted witnesses and attestors, but he thought the
president and the male members of his entourage would be more relaxed with
non-breeding Inkleozese. Even though the Inkleozese and their brooders had
stayed in a separate section of the ship, Benita and Chad noticed a definite
lowering of tension when they were in transit again. The new Inkleozese were
very jolly, fatter than their predecessors and much less austere.
The balance of the trip was over far too soon. Each
one of those playing the part of a little SA complained that he or she wasn't
ready. Each one dithered, getting all his or her supplies packed into the
smallest possible volume. When everyone was ready to disembark, each took his
or her predetermined place in the procession. First the two Inkleozese,
escorting the president, who was robed in blue with a blue headdress, looking
like someone on a Mardi Gras float, but very dignified. Then Chiddy and Vess,
escorting the Big SA, also clad in blue, also dignified, though more
meditative. Then the little SAs in robes of a lighter and less piercing
sapphire, two by two, thirty-six of them, including the specialists from
Hollywood, carrying their special paraphernalia, all looking solemn and
dedicated, some of them bearing "altars," large chests that held the
equipment. Blue was a high caste color on Pistach planets, so Chiddy had told
them, and the plan required that the Pistach realize these Earthians were very
high caste and dead serious about the whole thing. Chad and Benita, being of
infinitely lower rank, brought up the rear.
T'Fees and his group were there to meet them. Chiddy
spoke to him while Vess translated to the humans. Then the Inkleozese spoke,
very dignified, very stern. Then Chiddy spoke again. The gist of the whole
thing was that T'Fees's interference with the way of life on Pistach-home was a
matter for the Pistach to handle among themselves, but any philosophical
changes that impacted upon the human race were outside Pistach's sole
authority. Now that the members of the Confederation were involved, the
Inkleozese were there to supervise the human race's attempt to get a grip on
the situation.
T'Fees asked what they wanted.
The humans, said the lead Inkleoza, wanted to spend a
night of meditation in the House of the Fresco, in the hope this would give
them insight to aid their world in facing the grave tragedies which might be in
the offing.
Benita was watching T'Fees. He turned slightly ocher.
"What tragedies are those?" he boomed.
"If the Pistach withdraw, Earth will be at the
mercy of the predators, and Earth's leaders need to prepare for that
eventuality," said the Inkleozese. "Certain other worlds, such as
Pistach-home and Quirk, may also be at the mercy of the predators.
T'Fees looked startled. Benita thought he was
surprised, as though aware for the first time that his own actions had
consequences he might not have thought of. The surprise carried over to the
crowd of his supporters, where there was a good deal of expostulation back and
forth.
This was followed by a lengthy argument between the
curators and the Inkleozese. Then the Big SA asked to speak, translated by
Chiddy. He spoke of the necessity of working in accord with the single spirit
of universal life and intelligence, but what he conveyed was mostly rhythm and
elation. Vess had had an advance copy, so the translation was well worked out,
and the humans had been coached. As the Big SA stayed strictly away from anything
that could be considered a reference to any picky, inceptorish little Earth
god, by the time he was finished, he had the whole crowd swaying and shouting
either "Amen, hallelujah," or "Shavil, dashavil," which
meant "Amen, hallelujah" in Pistach.
When that died down, the president spoke, again
translated by Chiddy, saying that he and his advisors intended to pray for
clarification of both the Earthian and the Pistach role in the galaxy. More
talk followed, quite subdued, ending with the curators' permission to spend the
night with the Fresco. A half dozen of them, not including Chiddy or Vess,
would have to stay with the humans, however, just to be sure the Fresco came to
no harm. T'Fees would come with them to be sure they were really interested in
meditating, and the two Inkleozese would accompany the group. The humans bowed,
the Pistach bowed, the Inkleozese bowed, T'Fees and his people bowed, and the
whole procession went off up the stairs toward the House of the Fresco, lugging
the altars containing, so Chiddy had informed the Pistach, their ritual
materials. They had timed their arrival to coincide with the sunset, so they
had to move very quickly.
Once inside, Benita and Chad shut the tall doors while
the little SAs set up their altars, large carved wooden ones, upon which a
ritual meal of cookies and root beer was set out in silver plates and faux
crystal chalices. The Inkleozese and the Pistach, including T'Fees, joined in
the ritual repast to be polite, for Chiddy had told them that human foods were
all quite harmless. Which they were, of course, if one didn't count
sarsaparilla-induced unconsciousness as a harm.
Benita and Chad watched both the Pistach and the
Inkleozese. Within moments, T'Fees and the Pistach elders were nodding on their
reclining boards, and shortly they were completely out of it. The Inkleozese
were still quite wide awake.
"Not as close physiologically as we hoped,"
murmured Chad.
"Maybe even less close psychologically,"
murmured Benita in return. "It's a gamble, but they've cooperated so far.
Let's get on with it.
The battery packs came out of the hollow altars, and
bright lamps illuminated every line and surface of the Fresco. Powerful
projectors were adjusted to show new outlines on each panel, the
"spiritual advisors" took off their robes and put on their smocks,
drop cloths were spread beneath the panels, and paint odors filled the House.
There was at least one painter for each panel, more on the panels that needed
the most help, and while Chad and Benita played endless rounds of poker with
the president and the Big SA, all the artists who had pretended to be SAs went
at the business of painting over the old Fresco to make it show precisely what
the Pistach had thought it showed prior to the cleaning. The Inkleozese, without
a word of protest, wandered around behind them, watching the work go on.
They used fast-drying paints. There was no display of
artistic temperament. Each one of them was a professional artist who could work
to a deadline, and each had already figured out exactly how he or she would
proceed. They had agreed on a consistent style, more Diego Rivera than
Michelangelo, and each artist had a pre-drawn overlay for his or her particular
panel plus "character studies" of the main characters, so they'd be
consistent from panel to panel. A great deal of attention had been paid to the
figure of Canthorel, and great trouble was taken everywhere it appeared.
Canthorel became three-dimensional, individual, recognizable. Since every
painter had a fortune in spray cans and mini-rollers and a huge selection of
sponges and brushes, large sections of the surfaces were covered quickly.
Meantime, the group of puppeteers put together their apparatus and began
rehearsing.
When the four nonartists/nonactors got tired of poker
(the Big SA was the big winner, fourteen dollars and twenty cents, and the
president accused him of having had help), they watched, fascinated, as weapons
disappeared from the Fresco to be replaced by symbols of peaceful progress, as
Mengantowhai became a sage and guide instead of a bloodthirsty oppressor, and
as the Pokoti race was differentiated from the Jaupati race. Since both races
were extinct, it didn't really matter what they'd looked like so long as they
were different from one another. Kasiwees was murdered all over again, this
time by a vengeful Pokoti. Mengantowhai passed on his virtue and power to
Canthorel, who now had a very high-caste blue aura painted around him. The wine
jars that had turned into assaulted Jaupati turned back into wine jars being
virtuously fractured by abstemious Pistach.
The level of artistry exhibited that night was very,
very high, a little slick, Chad murmured, but very high. Chiddy had been quite
right when he said humans excel in artistry. There was simply no comparison
between these painters and the original painter of the Fresco. The earlier
panels had had no composition, no perspective, they were deficient in color,
and no Pistach had ever heard of chiaroscuro. Perhaps it was the way the
Pistach eyes interpreted their world, or perhaps representational art just
wasn't their thing. Whatever talent the Pistach lacked, human people had had it
from their infancy. Benita found herself imagining all those old Cro Magnons
sitting around the fire talking about Ugh's lampsoot technique with mastodons,
and how beautifully Glub used ocher to shade the flanks of the horse.
She also wondered what Chiddy would say when he saw
it, as he eventually would. The president asked, "Will they understand
what they see, or are their eyes too different?"
"They'll understand," Benita murmured.
"They've been raving about the Sistine Chapel ever since they arrived.
Along a couple of hours before sunrise, the artists
finished up their panels and began circulating, critiquing one another's work,
catching little bits of this and that, symbols that weren't clear, and so
forth. Oddly enough, the Inkleozese did a fair bit of this too, suggesting a
change here, an emphasis there. Benita watched them closely, and if she had had
to say what they were thinking, she would have guessed they were amused,
interested, and approving.
When everyone was finished, anyone would swear the
Fresco had always been that way. Panel number sixteen, where Canthorel leaves
Jaupat, had been considerably modified. He still left Jaupat, but with him went
a winged symbol of the future, fluttering at his shoulder, and from the winged
figure's mouth came a ribbon lettered with the Pistach words that meant, In
time I will return. There were also ideograms for the name Glumshalak, which
Chiddy had included in his journal. As foreshadowing, it was neatly done.
It was, all in all, an excellent job, one so far above
the original that its divine inspiration could hardly be doubted, particularly
by Pistach who had never seen Earthly art. There was still a final step,
however. When all the supplies had been put away, Chad unpacked a sprayer that
contained a mix of soot, grease, and odds and ends of other pollutants mixed
with a chemical dispersant. Standing well back, he went from panel to panel,
spraying goop into the air until they were all just slightly hazed, nothing
completely veiled, but nothing looking new, either, about the way they would
have been in a few more weeks of candle smoke. A second spray gun contained
pifion smoke mist, to eliminate any lingering paint smells. Benita had
suggested pifion smoke, because it was one totally unfamiliar to the Pistach,
or so Chiddy had told her.
When all the equipment was packed up, everyone got
back into his or her robes. The actors assembled their devices and the Pistach
were nudged into wakefulness among smells of incense and sounds of drums and
chimes. The room was dimly candlelit.
"Oh, Canthorel, come to us," intoned the Big
SA, in passable Pistach. "Show us the truth!"
T'Fees pushed himself higher on his legs. The Pistach
elders shifted, staring at one another. One of them asked Chad, through his
translator, "Is this evocation of the sacred persons of other races
customary?"
"Only after hours of meditation," Chad
responded. "Oh. Look there!" He pointed into the gloom.
In the dim glow of the candle flames the figure of
Canthorel emerged from the darkness, garbed in a radiant blue aura, taller than
a normal Pistach, an absolute replica of the Canthorel figures in the Fresco.
The figure bowed, only slightly, gestured widely, then opened its mouth and
cried, in Pistach:
"I have returned to restore my work and to
reestablish the teachings of Mengantowhai.
The Pistach opened their eyes wide. T'Fees muttered in
an ugly voice, and three of the more robust elders silenced him.
The image of Canthorel went on. "Into this place
came an evildoer to change my works and cast doubt upon our purpose. The infamy
of this evil-doer was foreseen. Glumshalak came to cover the false works so
they might not hinder the spiritual progress of my people. Into this place,
another evil-doer has come, and there the miscreant stands, the one who wished
to negate Glumshalak's virtuous deeds. Now, I have returned to reassert the
value of Pistach life, the work they do, the order they bring. Go forth and
assist the worlds of the galaxy, remembering always the commandments given me
by Mengantowhai:
"Where you see an unfruitful tree, make it bear.
"Do as little as possible.
"Do it as painlessly as possible.
"Be responsible for having done it.
The voice dwindled away, the aura faded, the figure
moved toward the altar. A smoke lit from within, as by blue fire, exploded in
the House, and Chad and Benita ran to thrust open the doors to let in the first
pale rays of dawn. When the smoke cleared, Canthorel was gone.
Half a dozen Earthians went about the room,
extinguishing the few candles, leaving it virtually dark. Tambourines and drums
continued their tinka-tinka-tinka, bom bom bom.
The Pistach were soundless, speechless. TFees
struggled with the three elders who were holding him down. The humans chanted,
swaying in time to the drums, giving the Pistach time to recover.
Eventually, the leader of the Pistach elders asked the
president, "Did you see Canthorel? Was he indeed present among us?"
The president nodded, saying truthfully, "I saw a
marvelous figure emerge from the Ground of Canthorel. One moment he was not
there, the next moment, he was.
"Did you hear him speak?"
The president said yes, he had heard the figure speak,
but he was not sure he understood all that Canthorel had said. Would the elders
explain it to him?
"Later," murmured the elder. "Oh, yes,
but later. The sounds of drums and tambourines faded. The Pistach rose from
their reclining boards, all of them still staring at the place Canthorel had
been, before he disappeared. Since their sleeping position was no different
from their resting or sitting position, there was no indication they had
drifted off. Even TFees seemed unaware of having done so.
Through her own translator, Benita heard one say to
another, "I'm afraid I dozed off there for a moment. Did I miss
anything?"
The other answered, "Just sitting and meditating
until Canthorel came. You saw that!"
"Oh, yes. I saw that.
The room was dim, the darkness broken only near the
top of the dome where the clerestories admitted a pale glow. All the Pistach,
including T'Fees, were so occupied with the vision of Canthorel that none of
them glanced at the walls, and had they done so, it was still too dim to see
anything. Benita remembered Chiddy's description of the first time he had seen
it. People came in and went out, they didn't really look.
As the Pistach moved toward the door, she wandered
toward the wall, peering at the Fresco, reaching with tentative fingers to
stroke the dim figures that bright morning would disclose. The True Fresco of
Canthorel.
The
morning after
The Pistach elders were on the stairs before the
humans emerged in the same order as they had gone in, followed by the
Inkleozese. All of them moved slowly downward toward T'Fees's supporters, who
were gathered below. As T'Fees neared them, he hastened his steps to join his
colleagues. The rest of the group paused not far away.
The elder Inkleozese, the Assessor Emeritus, turned to
face the human delegation and cried:
"Do you consider that your meditation has been
successful?"
The crowd grew silent as Chiddy translated this
question. The president nodded, smiled, and intoned, "We spent the night
praying the meaning of the Fresco would be clear to us. When morning came, we
saw a vision of Canthorel. All of us saw it. The human race is very grateful
for Canthorel's return.
Chiddy turned pale green. His mouthparts trembled, as
did his voice as he translated this statement. The crowd around T'Fees stirred
ominously. Several of them cried out in objection, but an elder silenced them
with a sharp reproof, as though to say the translation was accurate.
When the crowd stilled, the president continued.
"We are reassured that the Pistach may go on assisting the human race. As
Canthorel said, it is their job. We are reassured to know that the previous
misunderstanding was caused by an evil-doer in an attempt to obscure both
Canthorel's great artistry and the authority that had been passed through him
to the current athyci in a direct line of descent from Mengantowhai.
"The Fresco makes it perfectly clear," the
president concluded. "There can be no question about it.
Chiddy, who was by now almost ashen, translated once
more.
Confusion. Consternation. Pallor. Babble.
"Heads up, people," said Chad, tapping the
president on the arm. "To the ship, now.
As the Earthians started for the ship, a mob of
Pistach with T'Fees in the vanguard surged up the stairs toward the House of
the Fresco at an eight-legged gallop, all shrilling at one another like
locusts. The humans ignored this rather ostentatiously, as they strode
confidently toward the ship with heads up, drums beating, tambourines chinking,
and the president reaching out to shake the manipulators of every Pistach that
he passed while the Big SA God-blessed them right and left. While the others
blocked the doorway, the artists went aboard, opened up the altars and took out
all the paint cartons, brushes, rollers, smocks, projectors, and drop cloths
and put them down the conversion chutes along with the lighting equipment and
the elaborate animatronic figure of Canthorel, complete with aura. Also down
the chutes went the voice recording in Pistach provided earlier by the
Inkleozese. It had been done, so the Assessor Emeritus had told Benita, by a
Pistach actor who happened to be on tour in Inkleoza. He had been well paid for
the work, and for keeping his mouthparts fastened thereafter.
Robes, candles, bells, drums and other ritual
impedimenta went into the altars, which were left conveniently close to the
loading ramp, wide open, so anyone could see the contents. The artists split
off, some toward food, some toward beds, while the president, the Big SA, Chad
and Benita went into the dining room, which was near the hatch. The first two
non-humans into the ship were the Inkleozese, who also entered the salon.
"I take it you don't disapprove of our
actions," said the president to the elder one, the Assessor Emeritus, as
he led the way to the kitchen where Chad was starting a pot of coffee.
The assessor rubbed her forelegs together, pondering.
"I am not appointed to approve or disapprove of human conduct. I merely
observe. What you have done breaks no rule of our people. Because this effort
of yours aligns the Pistach with their traditional inclinations, those of
self-approving benignity, and because we owed a debt to the intermediary, we
cooperated in this effort. We are unaware that it disrupts any galactic trend.
A few other weary humans trickled into the dining
room, broke out Earthian stores and began fixing breakfast. Through the view
screen they could see arguments erupting all up and down the Fresco stairs.
After about an hour, Chiddy came trudging up the ramp into the ship, along with
a few of T'Fees's followers, who stopped just inside the door to run their
pincers through the stuff inside the hollow altars, chattering in confusion.
Eventually Chiddy came to the dining area.
"There has been a miracle," Chiddy said,
giving Benita a strange, almost doleful look.
"Oh?" she asked. "What miracle was
that.
"The Fresco changed, overnight.
"That couldn't be," the president said.
"It was dark when we went in last night, so we couldn't really see the
Fresco, but we were there the whole time and we didn't see a miracle. When
daylight came this morning, the Fresco was exactly as Glumshalak's Compendium
describes it, though far better done, of course. I'm afraid Glumshalak was no
artist.
"Canthorel spoke to you!"
The president said, "We saw a figure who
resembled the Canthorel in the Fresco, though ai offered us no proof of
identity. The figure said it had come to repeat aisos message to the Pistach
people. Presumably Canthorel's Fresco is as it is by the will of Aitun.
"It could be any way at all by the will of
Aitun," snapped Chiddy. "Aitun lets everything happen that can
happen! It is up to intelligence to select!"
"Well, then," said the Big SA, "Something
selected it the way it is. Something that we know is very good because it
chooses to avoid death and pain and horror and hurting creatures, which the
false Fresco certainly would have caused. I can't imagine Canthorel being on
the side of predators eating humans, or eating Pistach, can you? On Earth we
say, don't look a gift horse in the mouth.
"It wasn't the way we remembered it from when
T'Fees cleaned it," mumbled Vess. "Benita and Chad were there, they
know!"
"Well," Benita said, with considerable
hauteur, "what I remember most about the way it was before was that there
was a tree in every panel, and there's still a tree in every panel. And I saw
the form of Canthorel in a burst of smoke and light saying the work was
originally beautiful.
"So I had always believed," said Chiddy.
"Well, the one I saw when I was here before
wasn't all that beautiful, which means some evil-doer must have come along and
painted over it. That was when Canthorel inspired Glumshalak to provide the
Compendium in its place. And when Glumshalak's efforts were thwarted by T'Fees,
someone, and I'd like to believe it was Canthorel, put it back the way it was
supposed to be.
"The way it was at first?" said Chiddy,
still sounding somewhat indignant.
"Well, Chiddy," she said, "it certainly
didn't make sense the way it was when T'Fees cleaned it. Would you choose to
put something like that on your walls to guide your people?"
Chiddy gestured, no.
"And it was badly painted, too," said the
president thoughtfully. "Chad took pictures of it, and it was quite
dreadful. If I had been Canthorel, I'd have been as upset at the lack of
artistry as at the misrepresentation of what I was teaching! We feel so
fortunate that Canthorel came to set things right. Even T'Fees saw it
happen!"
Chad voiced agreement, backed by all the little SAs.
"T'Fees did see it happen," Chiddy agreed.
"T'Fees just isn't willing to believe any of his own eyes!"
The Big SA took this as a cue to speak at length on
the subject of belief, quoting Scripture to the point, citing several of the
Fresco panels as exemplary. Benita thought he should have been an actor instead
of an SA, though maybe one had to be an actor to be a Big SA. In any case,
Chiddy had to stand there listening out of Pistach politeness, until the
president whispered in the SA's ears, and he let Chiddy escape dazedly back
down the exit ramp.
Benita watched Chiddy go. He seemed depressed. She
felt a little sorry for him, the way she had felt sorry for the children, sometimes,
when she had had to say "no playing until homework" or go "write
your spelling words. One had to do it, but one still regretted the sadness it
caused. Of course later, at least in Angelica's case, there had been the
jubilation at getting an A, so it was all worth it. She wondered when Chiddy
would realize he was getting an A.
He evidently passed along the comment that T'Fees had
willfully chosen to restore an evil version of the Fresco, for a little later
they saw T'Fees led by in shackles. Benita said she hoped they wouldn't hurt
him, and was assured they intended only to regress him to age twelve, select
him as a quality improvement consultant, for which job they already knew he had
skills, and provide him with rigorous training.
Despite the combined feelings of weariness, relief,
and subdued elation that most of the humans felt, there was also unspoken
agreement among them that getting out before too many questions could be asked
might be an excellent idea. Chad saw a number of the Chapter members standing
at the foot of the stairs, and he walked over to suggest the immediate
departure of the Earthians. The Chapter members seemed more than willing to see
them go as soon as possible. It was obvious that the members needed to get
their heads together and talk about what had happened. They were shifting from
one set of feet to another, twitching their mouthparts, exhibiting all the
signs of distraction. They were not too distracted, however, to summon Chiddy
and Vess and the two Inkleozese, who seemed even jollier than usual as they
agreed it was time to leave Pistach-home.
Benita and Chiddy were standing beside the ramp when
Carlos came from the direction of the village, walking beside a Pistach whom
Benita thought she knew. As they came closer, she identified Chiddy's nootch,
Varsi, the one she'd given the scarf to on her first trip to Pistach-home.
Varsi, the nice one.
"Ke greets someone," called the nootch.
"Mother," said Carlos. "It's wonderful
to see you. Is everything working out well? Varsi tells me there's been a
miracle.
Benita took a deep breath and held it, then blinked a
time or two. "Carlos?" she said, uncertainly.
"It's been fun here," he said, smiling.
"But I'm dying to get back to school. I've really let things slide there,
and it's going to take major effort to get back on track. He moved past her,
holding his hand out to Chiddy. "Chiddy, good to see you again. Your
nootch has told me so many stories about you . . .
"Wha . . . ?" Benita said to the nootch, as
Carlos moved on toward the ramp.
"For someone, a gift," warbled the nootch,
through her translator device. "In return for a gift received. A small
expression of esteem.
Ke bowed, and moved toward the ramp, following Carlos.
Benita turned to glare at Chiddy. "You did it.
"I did not," he said, moving his shoulders
from side to side in Pistach negation. "You told me not to. I wouldn't
have gone against your will, Benita. You know I respect you too much to do
that.
"Then who?" she demanded.
"Varsi," he confessed, almost in a whisper.
"She told me when we got here. It was while we were gone. She couldn't
bear to let him be so unhappy. Not even if he wished it.
"What did she ... I mean it ... I mean the
nootch, do?"
"Not much, really," Chiddy said, looking
anywhere but at her.
"But, is that really him?"
"Are you really you?"
"What do you mean?"
"Varsi did Carlos a welcome reversal, as ton'i,
Vess and I, did for you when ton'i first met. Someone had . . . ghosts. Someone
had troubles. Ghosts and troubles were sent away.
"That's all?"
"Yes. My nootch says it didn't take a lot. Not a
regression, which ke would not have had the authority to do, anyhow. Ke told me
it was just a little envy removal. Just enough so Carlos did not measure
everything against some other person. Plus just enough forgetting not to resent
the world. And then, too, ke has been giving him sleep lessons in good
manners. He frowned, or did with his face what Pistach do when they are
troubled. "Do you want to report ker to the athyci? Do you want ker to be
punished? If so, Vess and Chiddy should also be punished.
Wordless, Benita shook her head. No. No. Punished for
what?
They boarded the ship, and she went on down a main
gangway into her own roomlet, where she found Carlos reading a book that he
said the "reverend with the president" had given him.
"It looks interesting," he remarked.
"Will we sleep on the flight home, like we did before?"
She shook her head, still wordless. He looked
different. It was in the eyes, the muscles around the mouth. He looked at her,
not past her, as though he saw her.
"We won't have to sleep so much, no. It's a big
ship, and evidently being on a big ship is less tiring. There's an empty room
next door to this one, that you can have.
"Hey," he said. "Cool. It'll be fun
hearing about what happened on the way.
And without fuss, he departed to the next roomlet,
taking the book with him.
During the trip, Carlos was charming. He was
respectful to Chad, boyishly awed by the president, sincere and intent with the
Big SA. He talked art endlessly with the artists, asking intelligent questions.
During the trip, Benita watched him, bouncing back and forth between awe and
jealousy. A nootch! Who wasn't even human! And look what she'd managed to do!
During the trip, Chiddy and Vess stayed away from the
humans and busied themselves ostentatiously with running the spaceship, though
both Benita and Chad knew it hardly took any effort to run.
At breakfast on the first "day" of the
journey, they asked one of the Inkleozese what the feeling had been on
Pistach-home about what had happened.
"Yes, please tell us," murmured the
president. "How were they reacting?"
The Inkleozese made a chuckling sound. "The
majority of the people of Pistach have decided it was a miracle. The Chapter
closed the House of the Fresco after T'Fees's people cleaned it, so few if any
of the Pistach actually saw it the way it was, though rumors flew, of course.
Since any wise government knows it is best to go along with the majority of the
people, it is very likely that the curators will confirm that it was a miracle
and leave well enough alone. There is precedent for this. On a former occasion,
as Chiddy may have told you, the Chapter decided not to upset the status quo by
inquiring into the real content of the Fresco. Since the current Fresco
maintains that status quo, they will no doubt come to a like conclusion.
"Of course," and she actually laughed,
"they have never seen human art. Our sisters who visited you on Earth have
seen it. They have told us all about the remarkable talents of humans. It was
amusing to see the Chapter members teetering on their ethical slide, deciding
whether to inquire about or even mention the artistry of Earthians. Several of
them finally got up the courage to ask me if I had seen Earthian art. Of
course, I had to be honest. I told them, no, I had not.
Then she turned to the president and asked softly,
"Have the Pistach really done so much for your people?"
"They really have," he murmured. "A lot
of things they speak of doing are things many humans have wanted to do but have
never been able to muster a mandate to get them done. Things like legalizing
drugs to take out the profit motive. Or paying teachers the way we do athletes,
depending on how effective they are. Or getting rid of weapons whose only
purpose is to kill people.
"Is a mandate necessary?"
"If you're going to overcome an economic
incentive, yes.
"Logic has no part?"
"No part at all. People can see the problem,
they're not stupid, but they can't influence the legislators the way money can.
Even when bad situations go on and on until the people are desperate for a
correction, even when they threaten legislators with voting them out, the money
still prevails.
"It is hard for me to see how this could happen.
Chad said, "The legislators react to a problem by
writing a law, let's say to put repeat drunk drivers in jail. The liquor
industry objects, because they don't like a lot of discussion about
drunkenness, it hurts their image. The legislators react by amending the law to
create a commission to study how best to jail drunk drivers. Then, when the
budget bills come along, they fund only the commission. The appointees to the
commission include representatives of the liquor industry.
"This allows the legislators to claim success, because
the law got voted in. The liquor industry also claims success, because they
made sure the law won't work.
"The next step is to hire a lot people to work
for the commission, many of whom are also liquor industry supporters, and the
commission begins to issue long, complicated, vaguely pointless reports. Now,
however, there are jobs involved, and legislators can't get rid of jobs, even
useless ones.
"Then, repeatedly, the lawmakers amend the law
further, tweaking this and changing that, but always adding more jobs, until we
have a bureaucratic monstrosity that's in the business of helping the liquor
industry prevent legislation against drunk drivers. That's the way our Forestry
Service got to be owned by the lumbermen, and our DEA got to be owned by the drug
cartels, welfare got to be owned by a social work hierarchy, and schools got to
be owned by professional educationalists. None of them work, because that's not
what they're designed to do.
The Inkleozese nodded. "I see. The Pistach
wouldn't accept that, of course. It's ineffectual.
The president nodded. "The Pistach don't have
opposing political parties shooting one another out of the sky just for the fun
of it, or legislators who sell their votes. The Pistach are way ahead of us
technologically, and they're blessed pragmatists, and we need them. We really,
really do.
"And you think you'll achieve Tassifoduma?"
She cocked her head at him.
Benita, watching, saw something of the praying mantis
in her stance and realized with a shock that if they didn't achieve
Tassifoduma, all the men on Earth would be useable as brooders by the
Inkleozese. The Assessor Emeritus turned her slightly mocking gaze on Benita,
who flushed and looked at her feet.
The president murmured, "Nothing is ever sure in
the world . . . in the galaxy, but we'll certainly come closer with the Pistach
than we would without.
Benita and Chad went with the Inkleozese as she left
the room.
"And how do you rationalize this little . . .
joke you played on the Pistach?" the Inkleozese asked, staring at Benita
and Chad.
Benita looked at Chad, and then at the ceiling.
He said, "I've heard Benita quote her grandfather
about civilized people trying to cope with the problems caused by belief in
savage gods left over from barbaric yesterdays. It seemed to us that since
Chiddy and Vess have been helping us with that problem, it's only right we
should help them with similar problems in our turn. They don't tell us
everything while they're helping us, Chiddy's journal made that clear, so it
would be quid pro quo if we didn't tell them everything while we're helping
them.
The Assessor Emeritus was dropped off on Inkleoza,
still laughing every time she looked at the president, and after that, the
humans went on home.
Chiddy and Vess joined Benita as she was leaving the
ship, the last human to do so but Carlos. Before the Pistach took the large
ship back to Inkleoza, Carlos was getting a lift to California so he could make
his apologies to the foundation.
"We'll be back in a few days," said Chiddy,
rather formally. "You can take a few days to figure out what you're going
to tell me," he said. "About what happened.
She gave him a long, level look. "I don't need a
few days, Chiddy. Do you respect the Inkleozese?"
"You know we do.
"If the Inkleozese approve of what happened, why
would you expect me to tell you anything?"
"I don't know," he said, making his
peculiar, not-human shrug.
"You and Vess were very selective about what you
told us, but I don't hold it against you.
"Urn," he said, giving her a strange look.
When he returned in a much smaller ship, several days
later, she asked, "How are things back on Pistach-home?"
He said thoughtfully, "Very . . . settled.
They've decided to take images of the Fresco. And every planet is going to have
a set of the images on the walls of its Fresco House. That way, no evil-doer
can corrupt us just by repainting one set. And they'll put them behind glass
and clean them every season, so everyone can see them, and there won't be any
doubt that we're good people . . .
"I never had any doubt," she said, adding,
not quite truthfully, "Neither did the president.
On
InkleozaSOMETIME
Senator Byron Morse, together with the members of his
cabal, plus several hundred other pregnant men, spent the last months of their
confinement in idle luxury at a rest home, high in the hills of a lovely
forested area on Inkleoza. Fed and massaged and petted, they awaited
deliverance, which, when it came, was far worse than anything they had ever
experienced. Far, far worse, though it was over in a few hours, more or less,
except for the few who didn't survive, Briess among them. When the chewing
started, Briess had committed suicide, something the Inkleozese had never
thought to guard against.
Afterward, temporarily tranquilized and permanently
traumatized, they spent a brief convalescence in somewhat modified luxury
before being returned home, along with Bert Shipton, who had been fed and
housed in much less luxury during his stay on the planet.
Senator Byron Morse, Dink Dinklemier, and Prentice
Arthur were dropped off on Morse's doorstep shortly after Christmas, a little
over a year after they left home. They entered to find the house empty and
dusty. A note on the coffee table was dated a full year before:
"By . . . don't know when you're getting back.
The Pistach say when you've had a baby. I thought we covered that in prenup!
Funny, huh? The governor appointed a replacement for you in the Senate since
you had less than two years and were going to be gone over a year of it. She's
a Democrat, wouldn't that frost you? When those Inkleo-whatsits said they'd be
using you and the other pro-life people as brooders whenever they needed
to, most states chose pro-choice or women candidates instead. Like you always
used to say, motherhood and careers don't mix!
"Still, it's not the end of the world. Your old
law partner called. He's wanting you to come back to work, filing class actions
against the Pistach. Guns have taken to shooting the shooter instead of the
shootee, usually some guy trying to rob a liquor store, though the other day it
was some high school kid trying to knock off his teachers, and some munitions
people are claiming interference with trade. I'm going down to Mexico for the
holidays, with Mama. Acapulco, maybe. Get a little sun, a little relaxation.
I'll go on back to Baltimore with her. No point my staying here all alone in
this house. When you come in, call me. Let me know how you are. Love, Lupe.
He poured himself a scotch, and invited the others to
partake while he went back to the kitchen to call Janet and ask about the boys.
"I just got back," he said.
"I figured it would be any time now," she
said in a dry voice, totally unlike herself. "It must have been a terrible
experience for you.
"I don't remember anything about it," he
lied.
"Lucky you," she remarked. "I remember
all about my pregnancies, one right after the other. I had no rest between
times at all, even though you hated it when I was pregnant! It really surprised
me when you let that ET get to you.
"I didn't let her. That's not true! I was
raped," he cried.
"Oh, come on, By. Raped? Did you call for help?
Did you fight?"
He snarled, "I was in no condition to do either.
You think I'd have done this willingly? My life has been completely disrupted.
She chuckled, a totally unfamiliar sound. "Well,
so was mine, over and over.
"No, Janet, it's not the same thing, that was
your duty, but I've been robbed of my life. I've been forced to continue a
pregnancy I didn't want.
"It was only an inconvenience, By. She laughed.
"You wouldn't let me have that excuse.
"Janet, damn it, stop laughing! I want to talk to
the boys.
"Stop laughing? By, when I heard you were
pregnant, the load seemed to drop from my shoulders. You know, I giggled for
two solid days, and I haven't been hungry since. I've dropped fifty pounds,
I've got a good job, and the boys tell me I look great. I'll ask the boys to
call you, By, but they were so embarrassed, your being pregnant by an ET, I'm
not sure they'll do it anytime soon. I sent you a letter. Lupe said she put it
on your bedside table.
Before he could bellow, she had hung up on him. He
went upstairs, found the dusty letter and opened it: just a line of text and a
photograph. He stared at it.
Dink called from the foot of the stairs. "By? You
all right?"
"Get out," the senator yelled. "You and
Arthur get out of here. I want to be by myself!"
He heard the door shut behind them. Janet looked
marvelous in the picture. God, he didn't remember she'd ever looked like that.
And the boys . . . the two boys. They looked so much like her. They didn't look
anything like him. Why hadn't he seen that? They didn't look anything like him
at all! And that horrible squirming thing on Inkleoza hadn't looked like him
either!
Bert Shipton was dropped off at his home in
Albuquerque. He had forgotten it was being repossessed, a fact of which he was
forcefully apprised by the new owners when they found him ransacking the
kitchen for beer. He'd been keeping himself sane by anticipating the beer he
would drink when he got back to Earth, and now here he was, and there wasn't
any. At loose ends, he wandered down the street, thinking he'd stop in to see Larry
Cinch. Larry was out in the alley, fixing his car.
"Well, stranger," said Larry, wiping his
hands on a greasy rag. "Haven't seen you in a year or better. Thought
you'd died. Say, isn't that a kick about Benita?"
"What about her?" Bert wanted to know.
"She's some high mucky-muck in Washington.
Special attachι for something or other to the U.N. Sorry about the dee-vorce,
but you're prolly better off.
"What dee-vorce?"
"She married somebody else. Since nobody could
find you, and the ETs said you'd prolly been eaten, the president got you
declared dead by special act of Congress. Part of a compensation package for
the intermediary.
"Hell, I'm not dead. Never was dead!"
"I'll bet nobody knows you're alive! If that
don't frost the cake. Here, have a beer. Any man just recent dead deserves a
beer.
Bert took it in hand and drank deeply. His face turned
red, he choked, then spewed the contents across the fence with a cough that
reached down into his thighs. He felt as though his insides were coming out.
Another sip brought the same reaction.
"You're one, huh," said Larry, with a
sympathetic shake of the head. "That's too bad.
"I'm one what?" gasped Bert.
"One of those that shouldn't drink. The ETs,
they've put some stuff in the air. It's to keep people from endangering other
people. People who get nasty when they drink can't drink. They heave it up.
People who don't drive safely can't drive. They forget how. Simple, huh? Nobody
can smoke until they're eighty-five, and people who plan to shoot other people
go into screaming fits if they touch a gun. Either that or the gun shoots them.
Gun sales are down over eighty percent.
"Funny how we didn't know that most people who
bought guns were really thinking about killing people? Turns out they were,
though. Even me. I have this kind of fantasy about killin' my wife an' her
mother. Didn't ever take it serious, but got to admit, I'd thought about it.
So, I can't buy a gun, but I can drink, so long as it's no more than one beer
an hour, no more than five in any one day.
After a few minutes of watching Larry enjoying his
beer, Bert decided to go see if he could find somebody else to talk to. He
wandered down to the police station. Though he'd spent some time locked up, he
also had friends there. Sergeant Wilkes and Joe Keene and . . . lots of people.
The place was like a graveyard.
"Hey," he yelled. "Gimme a little
service here.
Wilkes came out of the office and stared at him in
astonishment. "Bert? I thought you was dead.
"I'm not dead, Jim," Bert replied testily,
repeating: "Never was dead.
"Well, I be damned," said the sergeant.
"Hey, you hear about Benita?"
"Larry tole me.
'That was somethin, wasn't it? Remember how she used
to go down to the shelter to hide out when you was on a rampage? Boy, you two
used to get into it. You used to whack her a good one, ever now and then. He
shook his head sadly. "None of that stuff happens anymore.
"Whatta you mean, none of that stuff? Wives don't
drive men crazy anymore? That'd be the day.
The sergeant shook his head. "Hardly ever. It
just don't happen like it used to. I think it's something in the air, you know.
Like the antidrunk dust. He rearranged some papers on the desk, raising a
cloud of ordinary dust in the process. "Heard your house got sold.
"Damn Benita! She didn't pay the mortgage.
"You know, if you need a job or a place to sleep,
you should go down to that shelter where she used to go. It's not for women
anymore. They call it a Glusi Center now. Like a homeless shelter. Got some
real good programs for people sort of ... at loose ends, you might say.
Bert figured he was at loose ends. Until he could get
hold of Benita. Make her pay him some alimony or something. He'd have to think
about that.
His feet remembered the way to the shelter, even if
his brain didn't. It was still right where it had been, in back of the old
Methodist church, but it had a new sign.
Glusi CenterLife Plans for the Needy
Inside, a pleasant young woman helped him fill out a
questionnaire, had him hold his ideogram in front of a machine, then gave him a
card that told him where to get his clothes washed, where to get dinner that
night, and a bed to sleep in, where to breakfast tomorrow, and where to go to
work the next morning. "Free. She smiled. "All the services are
free. And when you go to work tomorrow, you'll get another card with the next
day's schedule on it, and on weekends, you get weekend cards for recreation
activities, movies, or sports. All free.
"What I don't feel like working?" he asked,
summoning truculence.
"That's fine. You do what you like. If you'd
rather lie around all day, you can do that, but it gets pretty boring, you
know, when you can't drink or smoke and there's no TV until evening and you
can't loiter.
"Whadda you mean, can't loiter?"
"Loitering isn't allowed. Streets are for
transit. Everyone is happier if he's going somewhere and doing something. If
one isn't working, one should be enjoying life, meditating, recreating,
relaxing in some appropriate place. If you'd rather meditate or relax than
work, that's fine, here's a list of meditation and relaxation centers.
"And if I don't want to meditate?" he cried,
outraged.
"That's fine," she said. "That's
perfectly fine. We'll find something else for you to do.
Bert wandered out, feeling aimless. He should, he
felt, be really angry about moocow, but somehow, it was all too much effort.
The streets were empty except for people obviously going somewhere. And he
couldn't drink beer, or anything alcoholic. And he couldn't smoke, he wasn't
even fifty yet.
The address sheet said there was a meditation center a
block away. He turned left and found the entrance, a plain door with a symbol
on the doorway that looked like a head with rays coming out of it. He
remembered the building first as a warehouse and then later as a place where
Larry's friend used to store bales of marijuana. Now, however, rows of pillows
were lined up on the floor, a few of them occupied by quiet people. Bert sat
down.
A voice spoke to him, very softly. "Let's think
about things," it said. "Let's decide what we can do today that will
be useful. . . .
Bert tried to get up, but his legs wouldn't work, and
the voice in his head said, "That's fine, we can go when we've finished,
but we don't want to go just yet, do we? No. We want to think about being
useful . . . And the voice went on, and on, and on, until it was time for
lunch.
"That's fine," said the smiling lady at the
lunch counter when he complained about too much salad. "Tomorrow, you
choose something else.
"That's fine," said the man at the shelter
that night. "Here's your card for tomorrow and a list of other shelters.
"That's fine," said the boss the next
morning, when Bert reported and said he didn't want to work. "You can go
to the meditation center.
"That's fine," said Bert a week or so later,
looking at himself in the mirror of the room that had his name on it, room 502
at Glusi Housing Center #10. His boss on the painting crew had told him he was
doing really well. The food at the center tasted better all the time.
"That's just fine," he said, trying to identify the strange feeling
he had. Really weird. After a while, he decided he felt contented.
BenitaONE
YEAR LATER
About a year later, Benita was in her new office in
Washington, D.C., talking to her assistant, Jewel.
"Did you get monthly reports from the Glusi
Centers?" she asked, checking a previous item off her list.
Jewel referred to her notebook. "Finished this
afternoon, Bennie. Leonard says he'll bring them up as soon as they're printed.
Preliminary indications were, glusi population requiring assistance was down
maybe three percent.
"Three percent down," she breathed.
"That's a first! That's wonderful. We started with four percent of the
total population as glusi, and Chiddy said the total shouldn't exceed one
percent of the population, so we're on our way down. Great!"
"Let's hope Chiddy was right. Can I get you some
coffee, Bennie?"
"I'm fine, thanks. Have we had any more media
fallout from the lawsuits those pregnant guys brought?"
"Not particularly. There was some case law
involving rapists who'd been sued, but the courts just won't call what the
Inkleozese did rape. There've been a few columns advocating recompense for
their time and trouble, or in the case of the guys who didn't make it, payment
to families. All the survivors are back now, all in good health, all returned
to their homes. Of course, a number of their wives went elsewhere during their
absence.
"The wives surely didn't blame their husbands.
"As a matter of fact, some of them did. In the
morning paper, Mrs. Morse was quoted as saying her husband asked for it,
talking the way he did. If he didn't want to be raped, he should have been more
careful what he said.
"Which Mrs. Morse was that?" Benita asked.
"The first one. The second one was nicer. She
seemed to be really fond of him.
"Lupe?"
"Right.
"Well, Lupe has always been said to be fond of a
lot of people. She's a very . . . gregarious person. Anything else?"
"Your daughter called. She says she hasn't seen
her brother in weeks, and have you heard from him?"
"Oh, my goodness, yes. Jewel, I'm such an idiot.
I should have let her know. He called me three months ago to ask if I'd
recommend him for the patterner's job. He got through the interviews, last time
I talked to him, and then Vess called me to say he'd been selected! I'll call
Angelica the minute I get home. Is that it?"
"That's it. No reason you can't take off for the
weekend with a clear conscience.
Benita nodded, tucked some of the paperwork on her
desk into the top drawer, put on her jacket, and left, turning in the doorway
to admire the office. It was a splendid office. The furniture was elegant, all
in Pchar wood, from the planet of the Vixbot. The rug was soft and beautifully
colored, woven from the wooly integument of Oumfuzzian swamp plants. The plants
in the window were from half a dozen different planets, all of them in gorgeous
bloom, and the Confederation changed them for new ones, every few days.
Being Confederation Link wasn't a big job yet.
Important, but not big. Once Earth was a full member of the
Confederation, which seemed certain now, so much progress had been made, the
Link liaison job would be a big, big job concerned with making import-export
regulations, interspecies employment agreements, passport restrictions, all
kinds of things. She was working closely with the new president, and she still
saw the old president and First Lady every now and then. He was writing a book,
and she was running for office. They both kept very busy and, like Benita,
looked forward to the future with great anticipation. As for Benita's future,
since shed been appointed as Link by Confederation ETs on terms no other
person was able (or maybe willing) to meet, it wasn't a political thing and she
could look forward to being Link for life, if she liked.
Home was still the apartment above the bookstore. It
was convenient and efficient, though it wouldn't be long before they'd need a
larger place. She really wanted more country around her. Entertaining was part
of the job, and having a buffet for fifty, mixed human and alien, wasn't
something easily done in an apartment on the third floor with a wheezy
elevator. They needed a place with a yard, with a big patio, maybe even a
swimming pool.
When she parked behind the bookstore and opened the
back door, the stockroom door was open. Hearing Simon's voice, she leaned in
and cried, "Hi, Simon. See you later?"
"I'll be up in a bit," he yelled from behind
a pile of books.
She took the elevator up, thinking that when they
moved, she'd really miss the creaky old elevator. It rather punctuated her
days, creak in the morning, creak in the evening, creak when anyone came or
went. She dropped her things on the couch and sat down by the phone and called
Angelica.
"Hi, Mom. Sony to bother you, calling you at
work, but I haven't been able to reach Carlos. He hasn't . . . reverted or
anything, has he?"
"Angel, no. No, he's on top of the world. He
called me about three months ago to ask if I'd recommend him for a job with the
Confederation. Evidently, he'd discussed it with Chiddy and Vess before they
dropped him off in California after we got back from Pistach-home last year.
"What Confederation job? He never mentioned it to
me.
"There are two Confederation jobs that have to be
filled by Earthians. One is the Link job, that's the one I'm doing. The other
one they call the Pattern job. It only opened up a few months ago, after we met
the preliminary requirements for membership.
She smiled, thinking about it. American culture was
indeed tasty and catching. What started in the U.S. had rapidly spread across
the world. Conflict was down. Destruction of habitat was down. Incivility was
down. All schools had classes on good citizenship and polite conduct, and if a
student failed that class, they went to remedial school until they passed it,
and if they acted out after passing it, they went back into class again.
Freedom of speech was unabridged, but one could not yell in other people's
faces, harass them, or use easy-speak to cover up unpleasant facts. Food
distribution systems had been worked out to minimize famines, a new pregnancy
immunization process was being distributed worldwide, making women increasingly
infertile the more pregnancies they had. Gender selection had been perfected,
so everyone could have the gender child they wanted, which had made Chiddy
exult. In many countries everyone would have boys, by preference, the number of
boys would exceed the number of girls by up to a third, and that would really
drop the population during the next generation. World human population was too
high, everyone agreed, but individual choice had to be respected. The
Inkleozese had petitioned formally for a meeting with the UN, during which they
had said how gratified they were at the progress Earth had made and pointed out
that in order to join the Confederation, Earth was required to provide two
humans to work with the Confederation, and the first one had been selected,
someone with intimate knowledge of and feelings of kinship for alien peoples,
Benita Alvarez.
Previous to the announcement, Benita had been asked to
take the job by the Confederation ambassador, another jolly Inkleozese, and
after considering the requirements for a week or so, she had agreed. She had
become quite uniquely qualified, after all. At least, so the Inkleozese had
told her.
Now Carlos had been approved for the other position.
"I'm surprised he didn't talk to you before he left, Angelica. "He
left a message, but it was all garbled. And I've had finals. I guess I was too
busy to worry about him until now. "Well, you needn't worry at all. He's
got the job. Angelica asked, "What is the job? I don't get it. "The
Confederation needs one of us to travel among the Confederation worlds for the
other races to study. The rules provide that new planets shouldn't submit
anyone who has family because the job will take a large chunk of their lives.
They like to have someone young, who isn't involved in professional work or
some long-planned career.
'Travel around the galaxy?" Angel said. "Carlos?"
'That's right. So that all the races out there can record our parameters so
that our people won't get into situations that are dangerous for them. If we
have limited ability to withstand deterioration during long flights, the
Confederation needs to know that. If our race has an adverse reaction to some
botanical found on Vixbot, they need to know that.
"A lab rat!" exclaimed Angelica.
"Not really, Angelica. Chiddy says Patterns have
a wonderful time. They have people paying attention to them all day, every day.
They get to see things other people of their races may never see. They get the
best of everything, amusements, housing, food . . .
"How long will he be gone?"
"He should be back within two to four years. And
he'll be in demand, Angel. I should imagine he'll be offered a book deal, at
the very least. You may expect to see him on 20/20 or Primetime.
"Wow," she said doubtfully. "I can't
believe it'll be Carlos.
"I can tell you're glad for him. Ah ... I've got
some news. Your father's back. He's in a glusi support program back in
Albuquerque. I've got the number, if you want to call him.
"A program for the needy? Oh, Mom, that's sad.
"Well, so far as I'm concerned, he always was in
a program for the needy, and I was it! I could go back to supporting him, I
suppose, Angelica. I can't see that it did him any good before.
"Oh, no, no. Don't you dare! I'm just . . . sorry
for him, that's all. My father in a program for the needy! Well.
So far as Angelica and the rest of the human race was
concerned, glusi meant "needy" or "homeless. That's what Chiddy
had defined it as, and only Chad and Benita and the people who'd read Chiddy's
journal knew it had ever meant anything different. Everyone knew, of course,
that glusi included former drunks who couldn't drink anymore and former nutters
who had been smoothed out enough not to be agonized or dangerous, but
otherwise left to do precisely what they chose. It included the occasional
displaced person, for whom assistance could be both immediate and effectual,
and also the occasional tormented eccentric for whom some form of mediation
with the world was necessary, though the attempt was always made to ease the
pain without interfering with creativity. The Confederation had a high regard
for Earthian creativity, particularly in the graphic, musical and theater arts,
and though suffering as a way of life was foreign to the Pistach, they had
accepted that a certain amount of excruciation often went along with
imagination.
Glusi also included runaway children, a
no-longer-frequent category, along with women whom Chiddy still called
"erotic stimulators for hire," who wished to do something else.
Erotic stimulators for hire who liked their work, however (and a surprising
number did), had their own support network offering medical and social benefits
and assistance.
Angelica and Benita talked a while longer, though
Angelica seemed unconvinced about Carlos, still finding it hard to believe he
was doing anything important.
Benita had no sooner hung up than the phone rang.
Chad.
"How are you?" she cried, joyously.
"Haven't seen you in ... weeks.
"Well, I've been . . . occupied," he said in
a strained voice. "Merilu decided to come back. With the boys.
She took a deep breath. "Well . . . Chad. That's
. . . what is that? Wonderful?"
"Ah . . . yes, in a way. She's written herself a
new life-script, and it fits her to a tee. You know, behind every famous man
there's a woman? Well, she's it.
"And you're the famous man?"
"If she has her way, I will be. As she keeps
pointing out, I'm one of only two people who've ever seen a number of other
planets. Since we have a ten-year probationary period before humans will be
allowed to travel to other worlds, except the patterner, that is, no other
human will see other planets for at least that long, and she's working on a
book deal for me. 'Chad Riley as told to Merilu Riley.' Either that, or she
wants to go to Pistach-home so we can write it together. She thinks with my
influence, the Pistach would be happy to take us there. I've tried to explain,
but she's not listening.
"Tell her about the toilets.
"The ones on Pistach-home?"
"Right. And tell her about the iglak, and what
the food is like. All those squirmy things you have to eat to be polite. And
how they won't let her wear anything but caste clothes, and how receptors are
rather low caste . . . you get the idea.
"Benita, you're a lifesaver.
"Is it still worth it?"
Long silence. Sigh. "You pointed out to me once
that she's a very beautiful woman.
"I did that," she admitted, wondering how
long that would be enough for him. "Of course, the Pistach won't think so.
They think all humans are odd looking. Tell her that, too.
"What have you heard from Carlos?" he asked.
"Well, you know he got the patterner job. Vess is
with him, kind of a troubleshooter-escort. Vess said Carlos is on his way,
enjoying himself, learning a lot, becoming quite the diplomat. You told me once
you hankered for a job at State. I'm coming to believe Carlos may get one. He
always loved the sound of his own voice. You better write your book before he
gets back, or you'll have competition.
She hung up. Sasquatch stuck his nose in her lap and
whined. He smelled something lovely emanating from the kitchen, as did she, so
they went to see what was cooking. Her husband was at the stove, juggling
several pans at once.
"Hi," glancing at her briefly. "Don't
interrupt. I'm sauteing fin-zannels, and they mustn't burn.
"I don't think I've tasted fin-zannels.
"The Inkleozese brought in a case. I had to
promise to give them a beef roast in return for these.
"Beef?"
"Any red meat. I don't think they care what. They
say they'll label it as Earth meat and trade it to the Wulivery for flamsit
eggs.
"The Wulivery got a taste for Earth flesh, hmm.
"Allegedly. They're still not speaking to the
Inkleozese. They claim the assessors used unethical means to get them off
Earth.
The saute pan received a final, quite professional flip
that emptied the whatsits onto a plate that was thrust into the warm oven.
"Bert showed up," Benita said.
"Ah.
"He's in a glusi center in Albuquerque.
"Good, good," distractedly as hands busily
grated an onion, which was added to the plate in the oven before Benita was
seized in an enormous hug. Certain pressure points were touched, tiny electric
shocks went down particular muscles, all of it infinitely warm and loving. The
room spun agreeably. It wasn't sex, but it was very, very nice.
'What's the occasion?" she asked, somewhat
breathlessly.
"We're having a guest for dinner, and it's our
six-month anniversary. A small box materialized before her nose. "Six
months since you agreed to meet the Confederation guidelines for liaison
officers and ally yourself with an otherworldly person.
She opened it. A pair of earrings. Not gold, something
else, very light and lacy, set with gorgeous green stones. What a dear spouse,
no matter what shape!
"Oh, they're lovely," she cried.
"You're so wonderful to me!"
"As I should be," ai said. "Dearest,
dearest Benita.