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Hugo Award winner for Best Novella 1969
Nebula Award nominee for Best Novella 1968



NIGHTWINGS


by Robert Silverberg




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Part I
NIGHTWINGS


Roum is a city built on seven hills. They say it was a capital of man in one
of the earlier cycles. I did not know of that, for my guild was Watching, not
Remembering; but yet as I had my first glimpse of Roum, coming upon it from
the south at twilight, I could see that in former days it must have been of
great significance. Even now it was a mighty city of many thousands of souls.
Its bony towers stood out sharply against the dusk. Lights glimmered
appealingly. On my left hand the sky was ablaze with splendor as the sun
relinquished possession; streaming bands of azure and violet and crimson
folded and writhed about one another in the nightly dance that brings the
darkness. To my right, blackness had already come. I attempted to find the
seven hills, and failed, and still I knew that this was that Roum of majesty
toward which all roads are bent, and I felt awe and deep respect for the works
of our bygone fathers.
We rested by the long straight road, looking up at Roum. I said, "It is a
goodly city. We will find employment there."
Beside me, Avluela fluttered her lacy wings. "And food?" she asked in her
high, fluty voice. "And shelter? And wine?"
"Those too," I said. "All of those."
"How long have we been walking, Watcher?" she asked.
"Two days. Three nights."
"If I had been flying, it would have been more swift."
"For you," I said. "You would have left us far behind and never seen us again.
Is that your desire?"
She came close to me and rubbed the rough fabric of my sleeve, and then she
pressed herself at me the way a flirting cat might do. Her wings unfolded into
two broad sheets of gossamer through which I could still see the sunset and
the evening lights, blurred, distorted, magical. I sensed the fragrance of her
midnight hair. I put my arms to her and embraced her slender, boyish body.
She said, "You know it is my desire to remain with you always, Watcher.
Always!"
"Yes, Avluela."
"Will we be happy in Roum?"
"We will be happy," I said, and released her.
"Shall we go into Roum now?"
"I think we should wait for Gormon," I said, shaking my head. "He'll be back
soon from his explorations." I did not want to tell her of my weariness. She
was only a child, seventeen summers old; what did she know of weariness or of
age? And I was old. Not as old as Roum, but old enough.
"While we wait," she said, "may I fly?"
"Fly, yes."
I squatted beside our cart and warmed my hands at the throbbing generator
while Avluela prepared to fly. First she removed her garments, for her wings
have little strength and she cannot lift such extra baggage. Lithely, deftly,
she peeled the glassy bubbles from her tiny feet and wriggled free of her
crimson jacket and of her soft, furry leggings. The vanishing light in the
west sparkled over her slim form. Like all Fliers, she carried no surplus body
tissue: her breasts were mere bumps, her buttocks flat, her thighs so spindly
that there was a span of inches between them when she stood. Could she have
weighed more than a quintal? I doubt it. Looking at her, I felt, as always,
gross and earthbound, a thing of loathsome flesh, and yet I am not a heavy
man.
By the roadside she genuflected, knuckles to the ground, head bowed to knees,
as she said whatever ritual it is that the Fliers say. Her back was to me. Her
delicate wings fluttered, filled with life, rose about her like a cloak
whipped up by the breeze. I could not comprehend how such wings could possibly
lift even so slight a form as Avluela's. They were not hawk-wings but
butterfly-wings, veined and transparent, marked here and there with blotches
of pigment, ebony and turquoise and scarlet. A sturdy ligament joined them to
the two flat pads of muscle beneath her sharp shoulderblades; but what she did
not have was the massive breastbone of a flying creature, the bands of corded
muscle needed for flight. Oh, I know that the Fliers use more than muscle to
get aloft, that there are mystical disciplines in their mystery. Even so, I,
who was of the Watchers, remained skeptical of the more fantastic guilds.
Avluela finished her words. She rose; she caught the breeze with her wings;
she ascended several feet. There she remained, suspended between earth and
sky, while her wings beat frantically. It was not yet night, and Avluela's
wings were merely nightwings. By day she could not fly, for the terrible
pressure of the solar wind would hurl her to the ground. Now, midway between
dusk and dark, it was still not the best time for her to go up. I saw her
thrust toward the east by the remnant of light in the sky. Her arms as well as
her wings thrashed; her small pointed face was grim with concentration; on her
thin lips were the words of her guild. She doubled her body and shot it out,
head going one way, rump the other; and abruptly she hovered horizontally,
looking groundward, her wings thrashing against the air. Up, Avluela! Up!
Up it was, as by will alone she conquered the vestige of light that still
glowed.
With pleasure I surveyed her naked form against the darkness. I could see her
clearly, for a Watcher's eyes are keen. She was five times her own height in
the air, now, and her wings spread to their full expanse, so that the towers
of Roum were in partial eclipse for me. She waved. I threw her a kiss and
offered words of love. Watchers do not marry, nor do they engender children,
but yet Avluela was as a daughter to me, and I took pride in her flight. We
had traveled together a year, now, since we had first met in Agupt, and it was
as though I had known her all my long life. From her I drew a renewal of
strength. I do not know what it was she drew from me: security, knowledge, a
continuity with the days before her birth. I hoped only that she loved me as I
loved her.
Now she was far aloft. She wheeled, soared, dived, pirouetted, danced. Her
long black hair streamed from her scalp. Her body seemed only an incidental
appendage to those two great wings which glistened and throbbed and gleamed in
the night. Up she rose, glorying in her freedom from gravity, making me feel
all the more leaden-footed; and like some slender rocket she shot abruptly
away in the direction of Roum. I saw the soles of her feet, the tips of her
wings; then I saw her no more.
I sighed. I thrust my hands into the pits of my arms to keep them warm. How is
it that I felt a winter chill while the girl Avluela could soar joyously bare
through the sky?
It was now the twelfth of the twenty hours, and time once again for me to do
the Watching. I went to the cart, opened my cases, prepared the instruments.
Some of the dial covers were yellowed and faded; the indicator needles had
lost their luminous coating; sea stains defaced the instrument housings, a
relic of the time that pirates had assailed me in Earth Ocean. The worn and
cracked levers and nodes responded easily to my touch as I entered the
preliminaries. First one prays for a pure and perceptive mind; then one
creates the affinity with one's instruments; then one does the actual
Watching, searching the starry heavens for the enemies of man. Such was my
skill and my craft. I grasped handles and knobs, thrust things from my mind,
prepared myself to become an extension of my cabinet of devices.
I was only just past my threshold and into the first phase of Watchfulness
when a deep and resonant voice behind me said, "Well, Watcher, how goes it?"
I sagged against the cart. There is a physical pain in being wrenched so
unexpectedly from one's work. For a moment I felt claws clutching at my heart.
My face grew hot; my eyes would not focus; the saliva drained from my throat.
As soon as I could, I took the proper protective measures to ease the
metabolic drain, and severed myself from my instruments. Hiding my trembling
as much as possible, I turned around.
Gormon, the other member of our little band, had appeared and stood jauntily
beside me. He was grinning, amused at my distress, but I could not feel angry
with him. One does not show anger at a guildless person no matter what the
provocation.
Tightly, with effort, I said, "Did you spend your time rewardingly?"
"Very. Where's Avluela?"
I pointed heavenward. Gormon nodded.
"What have you found?" I asked.
"That this city is definitely Roum."
"There never was doubt of that."
"For me there was. But now I have proof."
"Yes?"
"In the overpocket. Look!"
From his tunic he drew his overpocket, set it on the pavement beside me, and
expanded it so that he could insert his hands into its mouth. Grunting a
little, he began to pull something heavy from the pouch-something of white
stone-a long marble column, I now saw, fluted, pocked with age.
"From a temple of Imperial Roum!" Gormon exulted.
"You shouldn't have taken that."
"Wait!" he cried, and reached into the overpocket once more. He took from it a
handful of circular metal plaques and scattered them jingling at my feet.
"Coins! Money! Look at them, Watcher! The faces of the Caesars!"
"Of whom?"
"The ancient rulers. Don't you know your history of past cycles?"
I peered at him curiously. "You claim to have no guild, Gormon. Could it be
you are a Rememberer and are concealing it from me?"
"Look at my face, Watcher. Could I belong to any guild? Would a Changeling be
taken?"
"True enough," I said, eyeing the golden hue of him, the thick waxen skin, the
red-pupiled eyes, the jagged mouth. Gormon had been weaned on teratogenetic
drugs; he was a monster, handsome in his way, but a monster nevertheless, a
Changeling, outside the laws and customs of man as they are practiced in the
Third Cycle of civilization. And there is no guild of Changelings.
"There's more," Gormon said. The overpocket was infinitely capacious; the
contents of a world, if need be, could be stuffed into its shriveled gray maw,
and still it would be no longer than a man's hand. Gormon took from it bits of
machinery, reading spools, an angular thing of brown metal that might have
been an ancient tool, three squares of shining glass, five slips of paper-
paper!-and a host of other relics of antiquity. "See?" he said. "A fruitful
stroll, Watcher! And not just random booty. Everything recorded, everything
labeled, stratum, estimated age, position when in situ. Here we have many
thousands of years of Roum."
"Should you have taken these things?" I asked doubtfully.
"Why not? Who is to miss them? Who of this cycle cares for the past?"
"The Rememberers."
"They don't need solid objects to help them do their work."
"Why do you want these things, though?"
"The past interests me, Watcher. In my guildless way I have my scholarly
pursuits. Is that wrong? May not even a monstrosity seek knowledge?"
"Certainly, certainly. Seek what you wish. Fulfill yourself in your own way.
This is Roum. At dawn we enter. I hope to find employment here."
"You may have difficulties."
"How so?"
"There are many Watchers already in Roum, no doubt. There will be little need
for your services."
"I'll seek the favor of the Prince of Roum," I said.
"The Prince of Roum is a hard and cold and cruel man."
"You know of him?"
Gormon shrugged. "Somewhat." He began to stuff his artifacts back in the
overpocket. "Take your chances with him, Watcher. What other choice do you
have?"
"None," I said, and Gormon laughed, and I did not.
He busied himself with his ransacked loot of the past. I found myself deeply
depressed by his words. He seemed so sure of himself in an uncertain world,
this guildless one, this mutated monster, this man of inhuman look; how could
he be so cool, so casual? He lived without concern for calamity and mocked
those who admitted to fear. Gormon had been traveling with us for nine days,
now, since we had met him in the ancient city beneath the volcano to the south
by the edge of the sea. I had not suggested that he join us; he had invited
himself along, and at Avluela's bidding I accepted. The roads are dark and
cold at this time of year, and dangerous beasts of many species abound, and an
old man journeying with a girl might well consider taking with him a brawny
one like Gormon. Yet there were times I wished he had not come with us, and
this was one.
Slowly I walked back to my equipment.
Gormon said, as though first realizing it, "Did I interrupt you at your
Watching?"
I said mildly, "You did."
"Sorry. Go and start again. I'll leave you in peace. And he gave me his
dazzling lopsided smile, so full of charm that it took the curse off the easy
arrogance of his words.
I touched the knobs, made contact with the nodes, monitored the dials. But I
did not enter Watchfulness, for I remained aware of Gormon's presence and
fearful that he would break into my concentration once again at a painful
moment, despite his promise. At length I looked away from the apparatus.
Gormon stood at the far side of the road, craning his neck for some sight of
Avluela. The moment I turned to him he became aware of me.
"Something wrong, Watcher?"
"No. The moment's not propitious for my work. I'll wait."
"Tell me," he said. "When Earth's enemies really do come from the stars, will
your machines let you know it?"
"I trust they will."
"And then?"
"Then I notify the Defenders."
"After which your life's work is over?"
"Perhaps," I said.
"Why a whole guild of you, though? Why not one master center where the Watch
is kept? Why a bunch of itinerant Watchers drifting from place to place?"
"The more vectors of detection," I said, "the greater the chance of early
awareness of the invasion."
"Then an individual Watcher might well turn his machines on and not see
anything, with an invader already here."
"It could happen. And so we practice redundancy."
"You carry it to an extreme, I sometimes think." Gormon laughed. "Do you
actually believe an invasion is coming?"
"I do," I said stiffly. "Else my life was a waste."
"And why should the star people want Earth? What do we have here besides the
remnants of old empires? What would they do with miserable Roum? With Perris?
With Jorslem? Rotting cities! Idiot princes! Come, Watcher, admit it: the
invasion's a myth, and you go through meaningless motions four times a day.
Eh?"
"It is my craft and my science to Watch. It is yours to jeer. Each of us to
our speciality, Gormon."
"Forgive me," he said with mock humility. "Go, then, and Watch."
"I shall."
Angrily I turned back to my cabinet of instruments, determined now to ignore
any interruption, no matter how brutal. The stars were out; I gazed at the
glowing constellations, and automatically my mind registered the many worlds.
Let us Watch, I thought. Let us keep our vigil despite the mockers.
I entered full Watchfulness.
I clung to the grips and permitted the surge of power to rush through me. I
cast my mind to the heavens and searched for hostile entities. What ecstasy!
What incredible splendor! I who had never left this small planet roved the
black spaces of the void, glided from star to burning star, saw the planets
spinning like tops. Faces stared back at me as I journeyed, some without eyes,
some with many eyes, all the complexity of the many-peopled galaxy accessible
to me. I spied out possible concentrations of inimicable force. I inspected
drilling-grounds and military encampments. I sought, as I had sought four
times daily for all my adult life, for the invaders who had been promised us,
the conquerors who at the end of days were destined to seize our tattered
world.
I found nothing, and when I came up from my trance, sweaty and drained, I saw
Avluela descending.
Feather-light she landed. Gormon called to her, and she ran, bare, her little
breasts quivering, and he enfolded her smallness in his powerful arms, and
they embraced, not passionately but joyously. When he released her she turned
to me.
"Roum," she gasped. "Roum!"
"You saw it?"
"Everything! Thousands of people! Lights! Boulevards! A market! Broken
buildings many cycles old! Oh, Watcher, how wonderful Roum is!"
"Your flight was a good one, then," I said.
"A miracle!"
"Tomorrow we go to dwell in Roum."
"No, Watcher, tonight, tonight!" She was girlishly eager, her face bright with
excitement. "It's just a short journey more! Look, it's just over there!"
"We should rest first," I said. "We do not want to arrive weary in Roum."
"We can rest when we get there," Avluela answered. "Come! Pack everything!
You've done your Watching, haven't you?"
"Yes. Yes."
"Then let's go. To Roum! To Roum!"
I looked in appeal at Gormon. Night had come; it was time to make camp, to
have our few hours of sleep.
For once Gormon sided with me. He said to Avluela, "The Watcher's right. We
can all use some rest. We'll go on into Roum at dawn."
Avluela pouted. She looked more like a child than ever. Her wings drooped; her
underdeveloped body slumped. Petulantly she closed her wings until they were
mere fist-sized humps on her back, and picked up the garments she had
scattered on the road. She dressed while we made camp. I distributed food
tablets; we entered our receptacles; I fell into troubled sleep and dreamed of
Avluela limned against the crumbling moon, and Gormon flying beside her. Two
hours before dawn I arose and performed my first Watch of the new day, while
they still slept. Then I aroused them, and we went onward toward the fabled
imperial city, onward toward Roum.
2


The morning's light was bright and harsh, as though this were some young world
newly created. The road was all but empty; people do not travel much in these
latter days unless, like me, they are wanderers by habit and profession.
Occasionally we stepped aside to let a chariot of some member of the guild of
Masters go by, drawn by a dozen expressionless neuters harnessed in series.
Four such vehicles went by in the first two hours of the day, each shuttered
and sealed to hide the Master's proud features from the gaze of such common
folk as we. Several rollerwagons laden with produce passed us, and a number of
floaters soared overhead. Generally we had the road to ourselves, however.
The environs of Roum showed vestiges of antiquity: isolated columns, the
fragments of an aqueduct transporting nothing from nowhere to nowhere, the
portals of a vanished temple. That was the oldest Roum we saw, but there were
accretions of the later Roums of subsequent cycles: the huts of peasants, the
domes of power drains, the hulls of dwelling-towers. Infrequently we met with
the burned-out shell of some ancient airship. Gormon examined everything,
taking samples from time to time. Avluela looked, wide-eyed, saying nothing.
We walked on, until the walls of the city loomed before us.
They were of a blue glossy stone, neatly joined, rising to a height of perhaps
eight men. Our road pierced the wall through a corbeled arch; the gate stood
open. As we approached the gate, a figure came toward us; he was hooded,
masked, a man of extraordinary height wearing the somber garb of the guild of
Pilgrims. One does not approach such a person oneself, but one heeds him if he
beckons. The Pilgrim beckoned.
Through his speaking grille he said, "Where from?"
"The south. I lived in Agupt awhile, then crossed Land Bridge to Talya," I
replied.
"Where bound?"
"Roum, awhile."
"How goes the Watch?"
"As customary."
"You have a place to stay in Roum?" the Pilgrim asked.
I shook my head. "We trust to the kindness of the Will."
"The Will is not always kind," said the Pilgrim absently. "Nor is there much
need of Watchers in Roum. Why do you travel with a Flier?"
"For company's sake. And because she is young and needs protection."
"Who is the other one?"
"He is guildless, a Changeling."
"So I can see. But why is he with you?"
"He is strong and I am old, and so we travel together. Where are you bound,
Pilgrim?"
"Jorslem. Is there another destination for my guild?"
I conceded the point with a shrug.
The Pilgrim said, "Why do you not come to Jorslem with me?"
"My road lies north now. Jorslem is in the south, close by Agupt."
"You have been to Agupt and not to Jorslem?" he said, puzzled.
"Yes. The time was not ready for me to see Jorslem."
"Come now. We will walk together on the road, Watcher, and we will talk of the
old times and of the times to come, and I will assist you in your Watching,
and you will assist me in my communions with the Will. Is it agreed?"
It was a temptation. Before my eyes flashed the image of Jorslem the Golden,
its holy buildings and shrines, its places of renewal where the old are made
young, its spires, its tabernacles. Even though I am a man set in his ways, I
was willing at the moment to abandon Roum and go with the Pilgrim to Jorslem.
I said, "And my companions-"
"Leave them. It is forbidden for me to travel with the guildless, and I do not
wish to travel with a female. You and I, Watcher, will go to Jorslem
together."
Avluela, who had been standing to one side frowning through all this colloquy,
shot me a look of sudden terror.
"I will not abandon them," I said.
"Then I go to Jorslem alone," said the Pilgrim. Out of his robe stretched a
bony hand, the fingers long and white and steady. I touched my fingers
reverently to the tips of his, and the Pilgrim said, "Let the Will give you
mercy, friend Watcher. And when you reach Jorslem, search for me."
He moved on down the road without further conversation.
Gormon said to me, "You would have gone with him, wouldn't you?"
"I considered it."
"What could you find in Jorslem that isn't here? That's a holy city and so is
this. Here you can rest awhile. You're in no shape for more walking now."
"You may be right," I conceded, and with the last of my energy I strode toward
the gate of Roum.
Watchful eyes scanned us from slots in the wall. When we were at midpoint in
the gate, a fat, pockmarked Sentinel with sagging jowls halted us and asked
our business in Roum. I stated my guild and purpose, and he gave a snort of
disgust.
"Go elsewhere, Watcher! We need only useful men here."
"Watching has its uses," I said mildly.
"No doubt. No doubt." He squinted at Avluela. "Who's this? Watchers are
celibates, no?"
"She is nothing more than a traveling companion."
The Sentinel guffawed coarsely. "It's a route you travel often, I wager! Not
that there's much to her. What is she, thirteen, fourteen? Come here, child.
Let me check you for contraband." He ran his hands quickly over her, scowling
as he felt her breasts, then raising an eyebrow as he encountered the mounds
of her wings below her shoulders. "What's this? What's this? More in back than
in front! A Flier, are you? Very dirty business, Fliers consorting with foul
old Watchers." He chuckled and put his hand on Avluela's body in a way that
sent Gormon starting forward in fury, murder in his fire-circled eyes. I
caught him in time and grasped his wrist with all my strength, holding him
back lest he ruin the three of us by an attack on the Sentinel. He tugged at
me, nearly pulling me over; then he grew calm and subsided, icily watching as
the fat one finished checking Avluela for contraband."
At length the Sentinel turned in distaste to Gormon and said, "What kind of
thing are you?"
"Guildless, your mercy," Gormon said in sharp tones. "The humble and worthless
product of teratogenesis, and yet nevertheless a free man who desires entry to
Roum."
"Do we need more monsters here?"
"I eat little and work hard."
"You'd work harder still, if you were neutered," said the Sentinel.
Gormon glowered. I said, "May we have entry?"
"A moment." The Sentinel donned his thinking cap and narrowed his eyes as he
transmitted a message to the memory tanks. His face tensed with the effort;
then it went slack, and moments later came the reply. We could not hear the
transaction at all; but from his disappointed look; it appeared evident that
no reason had been found to refuse us admission to Roum.
"Go on in," he said. "The three of you. Quickly!"
We passed beyond the gate.
Gormon said, "I could have split him open with a blow."
"And be neutered by nightfall. A little patience, and we've come into Roum."
"The way he handled her-!"
"You take a very possessive attitude toward Avluela," I said. "Remember that
she's a Flier, and not sexually available to the guildless."
Gormon ignored my thrust. "She arouses me no more than you do, Watcher. But it
pains me to see her treated that way. I would have killed him if you hadn't
held me back."
Avluela said, "Where shall we stay, now that we're in Roum?"
"First let me find the headquarters of my guild," I said. "I'll register at
the Watchers' Inn. After that, perhaps we'll hunt up the Fliers' Lodge for a
meal."
"And then," said Gormon drily, "we'll go to the Guildless Gutter and beg for
coppers."
"I pity you because you are a Changeling," I told him, "but I find it
ungraceful of you to pity yourself. Come."
We walked up a cobbled, winding street away from the gate and into Roum
itself. We were in the outer ring of the city, a residential section of low,
squat houses topped by the unwieldy bulk of defense installations. Within lay
the shining towers we had seen from the fields the night before; the remnant
of ancient Roum carefully preserved across ten thousand years or more; the
market, the factory zone, the communications hump, the temples of the Will,
the memory tanks, the sleepers' refuges, the outworlders' brothels, the
government buildings, the headquarters of the various guilds.
At the corner, beside a Second Cycle building with walls of rubbery texture, I
found a public thinking cap and slipped it on my forehead. At once my thoughts
raced down the conduit until they came to the interface that gave them access
to one of the storage brains of a memory tank. I pierced the interface and saw
the wrinkled brain itself, pale gray against the deep green of its housing. A
Rememberer once told me that, in cycles past, men built machines to do their
thinking for them, although these machines were hellishly expensive and
required vast amounts of space and drank power gluttonously. That was not the
worst of our forefathers' follies; but why build artificial brains when death
each day liberates scores of splendid natural ones to hook into the memory
tanks? Was it that they lacked the knowledge to use them? I find that hard to
believe.
I gave the brain my guild identification and asked the coordinates of our inn.
instantly I received them, and we set out, Avluela on one side of me, Gormon
on the other, myself wheeling, as always, the cart in which my instruments
resided.
The city was crowded. I had not seen such throngs in sleepy, heat-fevered
Agupt, nor at any other point on my northward journey. The streets were full
of Pilgrims, secretive and masked. Jostling through them went busy Rememberers
and glum Merchants and now and then the litter of a Master. Avluela saw a
number of Fliers, but was barred by the tenets of her guild from greeting them
until she had undergone her ritual purification. I regret to say that I spied
many Watchers, all of whom looked upon me disdainfully and without welcome. I
noted a good many Defenders and ample representation of such lesser guilds as
Vendors, Servitors, Manufactories, Scribes, Communicants, and Transporters.
Naturally, a host of neuters went silently about their humble business, and
numerous outworlders of all descriptions flocked the streets, most of them
probably tourists, some here to do what business could be done with the
sullen, poverty-blighted people of Earth. I noticed many Changelings limping
furtively through the crowd, not one of them as proud of bearing as Gormon
beside me. He was unique among his kind; the others, dappled and piebald and
asymmetrical, limbless or overlimbed, deformed in a thousand imaginative and
artistic ways, were slinkers, squinters, shufflers, hissers, creepers; they
were cutpurses, brain-drainers, organ-peddlers, repentance-mongers, gleam-
buyers, but none held himself upright as though he thought he were a man.
The guidance of the brain was exact, and in less than an hour of walking we
arrived at the Watchers' Inn. I left Gormon and Avluela outside and wheeled my
cart within.
Perhaps a dozen members of my guild lounged in the main hall. I gave them the
customary sign, and they returned it languidly. Were these the guardians on
whom Earth's safety depended? Simpletons and weaklings!
"Where may I register?" I asked.
"New? Where from?"
"Agupt was my last place of registry."
"Should have stayed there. No need of Watchers here."
"Where may I register?" I asked again.
A foppish youngster indicated a screen in the rear of the great room. I went
to it, pressed my fingertips against it, was interrogated, and gave my name,
which a Watcher may utter only to another Watcher and only within the
precincts of an inn. A panel shot open, and a puffy-eyed man who wore the
Watcher emblem on his right cheek and not on the left, signifying his high
rank in the guild, spoke my name and said, "You should have known better than
to come to Roum. We're over our quota."
"I claim lodging and employment nonetheless."
"A man with your sense of humor should have been born into the guild of
Clowns," he said.
"I see no joke."
"Under laws promulgated by our guild in the most recent session, an inn is
under no obligation to take new lodgers once it has reached its assigned
capacity. We are at our assigned capacity. Farewell, my friend."
I was aghast. "I know of no such regulation! This is incredible! For a guild
to turn away a member from its own inn-when he arrives footsore and numb! A
man of my age, having crossed Land Bridge out of Agupt, here as a stranger and
hungry in Roum-"
"Why did you not check with us first?"
"I had no idea it would be necessary."
"The new regulations-"
"May the Will shrivel the new regulations!" I shouted. "I demand lodging! To
turn away one who has Watched since before you were born-"
"Easy, brother, easy."
"Surely you have some corner where I can sleep-some crumbs to let me eat-"
Even as my tone had changed from bluster to supplication, his expression
softened from indifference to mere disdain. "We have no room. We have no food.
These are hard times for our guild, you know. There is talk that we will be
disbanded altogether, as a useless luxury, a drain upon the Will's resources.
We are very limited in our abilities. Because Roum has a surplus of Watchers,
we all are on short rations as it is, and if we admit you our rations will be
all the shorter."
"But where will I go? What shall I do?"
"I advise you," he said blandly, "to throw yourself upon the mercy of the
Prince of Roum."



3


Outside, I told that to Gormon, and he doubled with laughter, guffawing so
furiously that the striations on his lean cheeks blazed like bloody stripes.
"The mercy of the Prince of Roum!" he repeated. "The mercy-of the Prince of
Roum-"
"It is customary for the unfortunate to seek the aid of the local ruler," I
said coldly.
"The Prince of Roum knows no mercy," Gormon told me. "The Prince of Roum will
feed you your own limbs to ease your hunger!"
"Perhaps," Avluela put in, "we should try to find the Fliers' Lodge. They'll
feed us there."
"Not Gormon," I observed. "We have obligations to one another."
"We could bring food out to him," she said.
"I prefer to visit the court first," I insisted. "Let us make sure of our
status. Afterward we can improvise living arrangements, if we must."
She yielded, and we made our way to the palace of the Prince of Roum, a
massive building fronted by a colossal column-ringed plaza, on the far side of
the river that splits the city. In the plaza we were accosted by mendicants of
many sorts, some not even Earthborn; something with ropy tendrils and a
corrugated, noseless face thrust itself at me and jabbered for alms until
Gormon pushed it away, and moments later a second creature, equally strange,
its skin pocked with luminescent craters and its limbs studded with eyes,
embraced my knees and pleaded m the name of the Will for my mercy. "I am only
a poor Watcher," I said, indicating my cart, "and am here to gain mercy
myself." But the being persisted, sobbing out its misfortunes in a blurred,
feathery voice, and in the end, to Gormon's immense disgust, I dropped a few
food tablets into the shelf-like pouch on its chest. Then we muscled on toward
the doors of the palace. At the portico a more horrid sight presented itself:
a maimed Flier, fragile limbs bent and twisted, one wing half-unfolded and
severely cropped, the other missing altogether. The Flier rushed upon Avluela,
called her by a name not hers, moistened her leggings with tears so copious
that the fur of them matted and stained. "Sponsor me to the lodge," he
appealed. "They have turned me away because I am crippled, but if you sponsor
me-" Avluela explained that she could do nothing, that she was a stranger to
this lodge. The broken Flier would not release her, and Gormon with great
delicacy lifted him like the bundle of dry bones that he was and set him
aside. We stepped up onto the portico and at once were confronted by a trio of
soft-faced neuters, who asked our business and admitted us quickly to the next
line of barrier, which was manned by a pair of wizened Indexers. Speaking in
unison, they queried us.
"We seek audience," I said. "A matter of mercy."
"The day of audience is four days hence," said the Indexer on the right. "We
will enter your request on the rolls."
"We have no place to sleep!" Avluela burst out. "'We are hungry! We-"
I hushed her. Gormon, meanwhile, was groping in the mouth of his overpocket.
Bright things glimmered in his hand: pieces of gold, the eternal metal,
stamped with hawk-nosed, bearded faces. He had found them grubbing in the
ruins. He tossed one coin to the Indexer who had refused us. The man snapped
it from the air, rubbed his thumb roughly across its shining obverse, and
dropped it instantly into a fold of his garment. The second Indexer waited
expectantly. Smiling, Gormon gave him his coin.
"Perhaps," I said, "we can arrange for a special audience within."
"Perhaps you can," said one of the Indexers. "Go through."
And so we passed into the nave of the palace itself and stood in the great,
echoing space, looking down the central aisle toward the shielded throne-
chamber at the apse. There were more beggars in here-licensed ones holding
hereditary concessions-and also throngs of Pilgrims, Communicants,
Rememberers, Musicians, Scribes, and Indexers. I heard muttered prayers; I
smelled the scent of spicy incense; I felt the vibration of subterranean
gongs. In cycles past, this building had been a shrine of one of the old
religions-the Christers, Gormon told me, making me suspect once more that he
was a Rememberer masquerading as a Changeling-and it still maintained
something of its holy character even though it served as Roum's seat of
secular government. But how were we to get to see the Prince? To my left I saw
a small, ornate chapel which a line of prosperous-looking Merchants and
Landholders was slowly entering. Peering past them, I noted three skulls
mounted on an interrogation fixture-a memory-tank input-and beside them, a
burly Scribe. Telling Gormon and Avluela to wait for me in the aisle, I joined
the line.
It moved infrequently, and nearly an hour passed before I reached the
interrogation fixture. The skulls glared sightlessly at me; within their
sealed crania, nutrient fluids bubbled and gurgled, caring for the dead, yet
still functional, brains whose billion billion synaptic units now served as
incomparable mnemonic devices. The Scribe seemed aghast to find a Watcher in
this line, but before he could challenge me I blurted, "I come as a stranger
to claim the Prince's mercy. I and my companions are without lodging. My own
guild has turned me away. What shall I do? How may I gain an audience?"
"Come back in four days."
"I've slept on the road for more days than that. Now I must rest more easily."
"A public inn-"
"But I am guilded!" I protested. "The public inns would not admit me while my
guild maintains an inn here, and my guild refuses me because of some new
regulation, and-you see my predicament?"
In a wearied voice the Scribe said, "You may have application for a special
audience. It will be denied, but you may apply."
"Where?"
"Here. State your purpose."
I identified myself to the skulls by my public designation, listed the names
and status of my two companions, and explained my case. All this was absorbed
and transmitted to the ranks of brains mounted somewhere in the depths of the
city, and when I was done the Scribe said, "If the application is approved,
you will be notified."
"Meanwhile where shall I stay?"
"Close to the palace, I would suggest."
I understood. I could join that legion of unfortunates packing the plaza. How
many of them had requested some special favor of the Prince and were still
there, months or years later, waiting to he summoned to the Presence? Sleeping
on stone, begging for crusts, living in foolish hope!
But I had exhausted my avenues. I returned to Gormon and Avluela, told them of
the situation, and suggested that we now attempt to hunt whatever
accommodations we could. Gormon, guildless, was welcome at any of the squalid
public inns maintained for his kind; Avluela could probably find residence at
her own guild's lodge; only I would have to sleep in the streets-and not for
the first time. But I hoped that we would not have to separate. I had come to
think of us as a family, strange thought though that was for a Watcher.
As we moved toward the exit, my timepiece told me softly that the hour of
Watching had come round again. It was my obligation and my privilege to tend
to my Watching wherever I might be, regardless of the circumstances, whenever
my hour came round; and so I halted, opened the cart, activated the equipment.
Gormon and Avluela stood beside me. I saw smirks and open mockery on the faces
of those who passed in and out of the palace; Watching was not held in very
high repute, for we had Watched so long, and the promised enemy had never
come. Yet one has one's duties, comic though they may seem to others. What is
a hollow ritual to some is a life's work to others. Doggedly I forced myself
into a state of Watchfulness. The world melted away from me, and I plunged
into the heavens. The familiar joy engulfed me; and I searched the familiar
places, and some that were not so familiar, my amplified mind leaping through
the galaxies in wild swoops. Was an armada massing? Were troops drilling for
the conquest of Earth? Four times a day I Watched, and the other members of my
guild did the same, each at slightly different hours, so that no moment went
by without some vigilant mind on guard. I do not believe that that was a
foolish calling.
When I came up from my trance, a brazen voice was crying, "-for the Prince of
Roum! Make way for the Prince of Roum!"
I blinked and caught my breath and fought to shake off the last strands of my
concentration. A gilded palanquin borne by a phalanx of neuters had emerged
from the rear of the palace and was proceeding down the nave toward me. Four
men in the elegant costumes and brilliant masks of the guild of Masters
flanked the litter, and it was preceded by a trio of Changelings, squat and
broad, whose throats were so modified to imitate the sounding-boxes of
bullfrogs; they emitted a trumpetlike boom of majestic sound as they advanced.
It struck me as most strange that a prince would admit Changelings to his
service, even ones as gifted as these.
My cart was blocking the progress of this magnificent procession, and hastily
I struggled to close it and move it aside before the parade swept down upon
me. Age and fear made my fingers tremble, and I could not make the sealings
properly; while I fumbled in increasing clumsiness, the strutting Changelings
drew so close that the blare of their throats was deafening, and Gormon
attempted to aid me, forcing me to hiss at him that it is forbidden for anyone
not of my guild to touch the equipment. I pushed him away; and an instant
later a vanguard of neuters descended on me and prepared to scourge me from
the spot with sparkling whips. "In the Will's name," I cried, "I am a
Watcher!"
And in antiphonal response came the deep, calm, enormous reply, "Let him be.
He is a watcher."
All motion ceased. The Prince of Roum had spoken.
The neuters drew back. The Changelings halted their music. The bearers of the
Palanquin eased it to the floor. All those in the nave of the palace had
pulled back, save only Gormon and Avluela and myself. The shimmering chain-
curtains of the palanquin parted. Two of the Masters hurried forward and
thrust their hands through the sonic barrier within, offering aid to their
monarch. The barrier died away with a whimpering buzz.
The Prince of Roum appeared.
He was so young! He was nothing more than a boy, his hair full and dark, his
face unlined. But he had been born to rule, and for all his youth he was as
commanding as anyone I had ever seen. His lips were thin and tightly
compressed; his aquiline nose was sharp and aggressive; his eyes, deep and
cold, were infinite pools. He wore the jeweled garments of the guild of
Dominators, but incised on his cheek was the double-barred cross of the
Defenders, and around his neck he carried the dark shawl of the Rememberers. A
Dominator may enroll in as many guilds as he pleases, and it would be a
strange thing for a Dominator not also to be a Defender; but it startled me to
find this prince a Rememberer as well. That is not normally a guild for the
fierce.
He looked at me with little interest and said, "You choose an odd place to do
your Watching, old man."
"The hour chose the place, sire," I replied. "I was here, and my duty
compelled me. I had no way of knowing that you were about to come forth."
"Your Watching found no enemies?"
"None, sire."
I was about to press my luck, to take advantage of the unexpected appearance
of the Prince to beg for his aid; but his interest in me died like a guttering
candle as I stood there, and I did not dare call to him when his head had
turned. He eyed Gormon a long moment, frowning and tugging at his chin. Then
his gaze fell on Avluela. His eyes brightened. His jaw muscles flickered. His
delicate nostrils widened. "Come up here, little Flier," he said, beckoning.
"Are you this Watcher's friend?"
She nodded, terrified.
The Prince held out a hand to her and grasped; she floated up onto the
palanquin, and with a grin so evil it seemed a parody of wickedness, the young
Dominator drew her through the curtain. Instantly a pair of Masters restored
the sonic barrier, but the procession did not move on. I stood mute. Gormon
beside me was frozen, his powerful body rigid as a rod. I wheeled my cart to a
less conspicuous place. Long moments passed. The courtiers remained silent,
discreetly looking away from the palanquin.
At length the curtain parted once more. Avluela came stumbling out, her face
pale, her eyes blinking rapidly. She seemed dazed. Streaks of sweat gleamed on
her cheeks. She nearly fell, and a neuter caught her and swung her down to
floor level. Beneath her jacket her wings were partly erect, giving her a
hunchbacked look and telling me that she was in great emotional distress. In
ragged, sliding steps she came to us, quivering, wordless; she darted a glance
at me and flung herself against Gormon's broad chest.
The bearers lifted the palanquin. The Prince of Roum went out from his palace.
When he was gone, Avluela stammered hoarsely, "The Prince has granted us
lodging in the royal hostelry!"



4


The hostelkeepers, of course, would not believe us.
Guests of the Prince were housed in the royal hostelry, which was to the rear
of the palace in a small garden of frostflowers and blossoming ferns. The
usual inhabitants of such a hostelry were Masters and an occasional Dominator;
sometimes a particularly important Rememberer on an errand of research would
win a niche there, or some highly placed Defender visiting for purposes of
strategic planning. To house a Flier in a royal hostelry was distinctly odd;
to admit a Watcher was unlikely; to take in a Changeling or some other
guildless person was improbable beyond comprehension. When we presented
ourselves, therefore, we were met by Servitors whose attitude was at first one
of high good humor at our joke, then of irritation, finally of scorn. "Get
away," they told us ultimately. "Scum! Rabble!"
Avluela said in a grave voice, "The Prince has granted us lodging here, and
you may not refuse us."
"Away! Away!"
One snaggle-toothed Servitor produced a neural truncheon and brandished it in
Gormon's face, passing a foul remark about his guildlessness. Gormon slapped
the truncheon from the man's grasp, oblivious to the painful sting, and kicked
him in the gut, so that he coiled and fell over, puking. Instantly a throng of
neuters came rushing from within the hostelry. Gormon seized another of the
Servitors and hurled him into the midst of them, turning them into a muddled
mob. Wild shouts and angry cursing cries attracted the attention of a
venerable Scribe who waddled to the door, bellowed for silence, and
interrogated us. "That's easily checked," he said, when Avluela had told the
story. To a Servitor he said contemptuously, "Send a think to the Indexers,
fast!"
In time the confusion was untangled and we were admitted. We were given
separate but adjoining rooms. I had never known such luxury before, and
perhaps never shall again. The rooms were long, high, and deep. One entered
them though telescopic pits keyed to one's own thermal output, to assure
privacy. Lights glowed at the resident's merest nod, for hanging from ceiling
globes and nestling in cupolas on the walls were spicules of slave-light from
one of the Brightstar worlds, trained through suffering to obey such commands.
The windows came and went at the dweller's whim; when not in use, they were
concealed by streamers of quasi-sentient outworld gauzes, which not only were
decorative in their own right, but which functioned as monitors to produce
delightful scents according to requisitioned patterns. The rooms were equipped
with individual thinking caps connected to the main memory banks. They
likewise had conduits that summoned Servitors, Scribes, Indexers, or Musicians
as required. Of course, a man of my own humble guild would not deign to make
use of other human beings that way, out of fear of their glowering resentment;
but in any case I had little need of them.
I did not ask of Avluela what had occurred in the Prince's palanquin to bring
us such bounty. I could well imagine, as could Gormon, whose barely suppressed
inner rage was eloquent of his never-admitted love for my pale, slender little
Flier.
We settled in. I placed my cart beside the window, draped it with gauzes, and
left it in readiness for my next period of Watching. I cleaned my body of
grime while entities mounted in the wall sang me to peace. Later I ate.
Afterwards Avluela came to me, refreshed and relaxed, and sat beside me in my
room as we talked of our experiences. Gormon did not appear for hours. I
thought that perhaps he had left this hostelry altogether, finding the
atmosphere too rarefied for him, and had sought company among his own
guildless kind. But at twilight, Avluela and I walked in the cloistered
courtyard of the hostelry and mounted a ramp to watch the stars emerge in
Roum's sky, and Gormon was there. With him was a lanky and emaciated man in a
Rememberer's shawl; they were talking in low tones.
Gormon nodded to me and said, "Watcher, meet my new friend."
The emaciated one fingered his shawl. "I am the Rememberer Basil," he intoned,
in a voice as thin as a fresco that has been peeled from its wall. "I have
come from Perris to delve into the mysteries of Roum. I shall be here many
years."
"The Rememberer has fine stories to tell," said Gormon. "He is among the
foremost of his guild. As you approached, he was describing to me the
techniques by which the past is revealed. They drive a trench through the
strata of Third Cycle deposits, you see, and with vacuum cores they lift the
molecules of earth to lay bare the ancient layers."
"We have found," Basil said, "the catacombs of Imperial Roum, and the rubble
of the Time of Sweeping, the books inscribed on slivers of white metal,
written toward the close of the Second Cycle. All these go to Perris for
examination and classification and decipherment; then they return. Does the
past interest you, Watcher?"
"To some extent." I smiled. "This Changeling here shows much more fascination
for it. I sometimes suspect his authenticity. Would you recognize a Rememberer
in disguise?"
Basil scrutinized Gormon; he lingered over the bizarre features, the
excessively muscular frame. "He is no Rememberer," he said at length. "But I
agree that he has antiquarian interests. He has asked me many profound
questions."
"Such as?"
"He wishes to know the origin of guilds. He asks the name of the genetic
surgeon who crafted the first true-breeding Fliers. He wonders why there are
Changelings, and if they are truly under the curse of the Will."
"And do you have answers for these?" I asked.
"For some," said Basil. "For some.
"The origin of guilds?"
"To give structure and meaning to a society that has suffered defeat and
destruction," said the Rememberer. "At the end of the Second Cycle all was in
flux. No man knew his rank nor his purpose. Through our world strode haughty
outworlders who looked upon us all as worthless. It was necessary to establish
fixed frames of reference by which one man might know his value beside
another. So the first guilds appeared: Dominators, Masters, Merchants,
Landholders, Vendors and Servitors. Then came Scribes, Musicians, Clowns and
Transporters. Afterwards Indexers became necessary, and then Watchers and
Defenders. When the Years of Magic gave us Fliers and Changelings, those
guilds were added, and then the guildless ones, the neuters, were produced, so
that-"
"But surely the Changelings are guildless too!" said Avluela.
The Rememberer looked at her for the first time. "Who are you, child?"
"Avluela of the Fliers. I travel with this Watcher and this Changeling."
Basil said, "As I have been telling the Changeling here, in the early days his
kind was guilded. The guild was dissolved a thousand years ago by the order of
the Council of Dominators after an attempt by a disreputable Changeling
faction to seize control of the holy places of Jorslem, and since that time
Changelings have been guildless, ranking only above neuters."
"I never knew that," I said.
"You are no Rememberer," said Basil smugly. "It is our craft to uncover the
past."
"True. True."
Gormon said, "And today, how many guilds are there?"
Discomfited, Basil replied vaguely, "At least a hundred, my friend. Some are
quite small; some are local. I am concerned only with the original guilds and
their immediate successors; what has happened in the past few hundred years is
in the province of others. Shall I requisition an information for you?"
"Never mind," Gormon said. "It was only an idle question."
"Your curiosity is well developed," said the Rememberer.
"I find the world and all it contains extremely fascinating. Is this sinful?"
"It is strange," said Basil. "The guildless rarely look beyond their own
horizons."
A Servitor appeared. With a mixture of awe and contempt he genuflected before
Avluela and said, "The Prince has returned. He desires your company in the
palace at this time."
Terror glimmered in Avluela's eyes. But to refuse was inconceivable. "Shall I
come with you?" she asked.
"Please. You must be robed and perfumed. He wishes you to come to him with
your wings open, as well."
Avluela nodded. The Servitor led her away.
We remained on the ramp a while longer; the Rememberer Basil talked of the old
days of Roum, and I listened, and Gormon peered into the gathering darkness.
Eventually, his throat dry, the Rememberer excused himself and moved solemnly
away. A few moments later, in the courtyard below us, a door opened and
Avluela emerged, walking as though she were of the guild of Somnambulists, not
of Fliers. She was nude under transparent draperies, and her fragile body
gleamed ghostly white in the starbeams. Her wings were spread and fluttered
slowly in a somber systole and diastole. One Servitor grasped each of her
elbows: they seemed to be propelling her toward the palace as though she were
but a dreamed facsimile of herself and not a real woman.
"Fly, Avluela, fly," Gormon growled. "Escape while you can!"
She disappeared into a side entrance of the palace.
The Changeling looked at me. "She has sold herself to the Prince to provide
lodging for us."
"So it seems."
"I could smash down that palace!"
"You love her?"
"It should be obvious."
"Cure yourself," I advised. "You are an unusual man, but still a Flier is not
for you. Particularly a Flier who has shared the bed of the Prince of Roum."
"She goes from my arms to his."
I was staggered. "You've known her?"
"More than once," he said, smiling sadly. "At the moment of ecstasy her wings
thrash like leaves in a storm."
I gripped the railing of the ramp so that I would not tumble into the
courtyard. The stars whirled overhead; the old moon and its two blank-faced
consorts leaped and bobbed. I was shaken without fully understanding the cause
of my emotion. Was it wrath that Gormon had dared to violate a canon of the
law? Was it a manifestation of those pseudo-parental feelings I had toward
Avluela? Or was it mere envy of Gormon for daring to commit a sin beyond my
capacity, though not beyond my desires?
I said, "They could burn your brain for that. They could mince your soul. And
now you make me an accessory."
"What of it? That Prince commands, and he gets-but others have been there
before him. I had to tell someone."
"Enough. Enough."
"Will we see her again?"
"Princes tire quickly of their women. A few days, perhaps a single night-then
he will throw her back to us. And perhaps then we shall have to leave this
hostelry." I sighed. "At least we'll have known it a few nights more than we
deserved."
"Where will you go then?" Gorman asked.
"I will stay in Roum awhile."
"Even if you sleep in the streets? There does not seem to be much demand for
Watchers here."
"I'll manage," I said. "Then I may go toward Perris."
"To learn from the Rememberers?"
"To see Perris. What of you? What do you want in Roum?"
"Avluela."
"Stop that talk!"
"Very well," he said, and his smile was bitter. "But I will stay here until
the Prince is through with her. Then she will be mine, and we'll find ways to
survive. The guildless are resourceful. They have to be. Maybe we'll scrounge
lodgings in Roum awhile, and then follow you to Perris. If you're willing to
travel with monsters and faithless Fliers."
I shrugged. "We'll see about that when the time comes."
"Have you ever been in the company of a Changeling before?"
"Not often. Not for long."
"I'm honored." He drummed on the parapet. "Don't cast me off, Watcher. I have
a reason for wanting to stay with you."
"Which is?"
"To see your face on the day your machines tell you that the invasion of Earth
has begun."
I let myself sag forward, shoulders drooping. "You'll stay with me a long
time, then."
"Don't you believe the invasion is coming?"
"Some day. Not soon."
Gormon chuckled. "You're wrong. It's almost here."
"You don't amuse me."
"What is it, Watcher? Have you lost your faith? It's been known for a thousand
years: another race covets Earth and owns it by treaty, and will some day come
to collect. That much was decided at the end of the Second Cycle."
"I know all that, and I am no Rememberer." Then I turned to him and spoke
words I never thought I would say aloud. "For twice your lifetime, Changeling,
I've listened to the stars and done my Watching. Something done that often
loses meaning. Say your own name ten thousand times and it will be an empty
sound. I have Watched, and Watched well, and in the dark hours of the night I
sometimes think I Watch for nothing, that I have wasted my life. There is a
pleasure in Watching, but perhaps there is no real purpose."
His hand encircled my wrist. "Your confession is as shocking as mine. Keep
your faith, Watcher. The invasion comes!"
"How could you possibly know?"
"The guildless also have their skills."
The conversation troubled me. I said, "Is it painful to be guildless?"
"One grows reconciled. And there are certain freedoms to compensate for the
lack of status. I may speak freely to all."
"I notice."
"I move freely. I am always sure of food and lodging, though the food may be
rotten and the lodging poor. Women are attracted to me despite all
prohibitions. Because of them, perhaps. I am untroubled by ambitions."
"Never desire to rise above your rank?"
"Never."
"You might have been happier as a Rememberer."
"I am happy now. I can have a Rememberer's pleasures without his
responsibility."
"How smug you are!" I cried. 'To make a virtue of guildlessness!"
"How else does one endure the weight of the Will?" He looked toward the
palace. "The humble rise. The mighty fall. Take this as prophecy, Watcher:
that lusty Prince in there will know more of life before summer comes. I'll
rip out his eyes for taking Avluela!"
"Strong words. You bubble with treason tonight."
"Take it as prophecy."
"You can't get close to him," I said. Then, irritated for taking his
foolishness seriously, I added, "And why blame him? He only does as princes
do. Blame the girl for going to him. She might have refused."
"And lost her wings. Or died. No, she had no choice. I do!" In a sudden,
terrible gesture the Changeling held out thumb and forefinger, double-jointed,
long-nailed, and plunged them forward into imagined eyes. "Wait," he said.
"You'll see!"
In the courtyard two Chronomancers appeared, set up the apparatus of their
guild, and lit tapers by which to read the shape of tomorrow. A sickly odor of
pallid smoke rose to my nostrils. I had now lost further desire to speak with
the Changeling.
"It grows late," I said. "I need rest, and soon I must do my Watching."
"Watch carefully," Gormon told me.



5


At night in my chamber I performed my fourth and last Watch of that long day,
and for the first time in my life I detected an anomaly. I could not interpret
it. It was an obscure sensation, a mingling of tastes and sounds, a feeling of
being in contact with some colossal mass. Worried, I clung to my instruments
far longer than usual, but perceived no more clearly at the end of my seance
than at its commencement.
Afterward I wondered about my obligations.
Watchers are trained from childhood to be swift to sound the alarm; and the
alarm must be sounded when the Watcher judges the world in peril. Was I now
obliged to notify the Defenders? Four times in my life the alarm had been
given, on each occasion in error; and each Watcher who had thus touched off a
false mobilization had suffered a fearful loss of status. One had contributed
his brain to the memory banks; one had become a neuter out of shame; one had
smashed his instruments and gone to live among the guildless; and one, vainly
attempting to continue in his profession, had discovered himself mocked by all
his comrades. I saw no virtue in scorning one who had delivered a false alarm,
for was it not preferable for a Watcher to cry out too soon than not at all?
But those were the customs of our guild, and I was constrained by them.
I evaluated my position and decided that I did not have valid grounds for an
alarm.
I reflected that Gormon had placed suggestive ideas in my mind that evening. I
might possibly be reacting only to his jeering talk of imminent invasion.
I could not act. I dared not jeopardize my standing by hasty outcry. I
mistrusted my own emotional state.
I gave no alarm.
Seething, confused, my soul roiling, I closed my cart and let myself sink into
a drugged sleep.
At dawn I woke and rushed to the window, expecting to find invaders in the
streets. But all was still; a winter grayness hung over the courtyard, and
sleepy Servitors pushed passive neuters about. Uneasily I did my first
Watching of the day, and to my relief the strangenesses of the night before
did not return, although I had it in mind that my sensitivity is always
greater at night than upon arising.
I ate and went to the courtyard. Gormon and Avluela were already there. She
looked fatigued and downcast, depleted by her night with the Prince of Roum,
but I said nothing to her about it. Gormon, slouching disdainfully against a
wall embellished with the shells of radiant mollusks, said to me, "Did your
Watching go well?"
"Well enough."
"What of the day?"
"Out to roam Roum," I said. "Will you come? Avluela? Gormon?"
"Surely," he said, and she gave a faint nod; and, like the tourists we were,
we set off to inspect the splendid city of Roum.
Gormon acted as our guide to the jumbled pasts of Roum, belying his claim
never to have been here before. As well as any Rememberer he described the
things we saw as we walked the winding streets. All the scattered levels of
thousands of years were exposed. We saw the power domes of the Second Cycle,
and the Colosseum where at an unimaginably early date man and beast contended
like jungle creatures. In the broken hull of that building of horrors Gormon
told us of the savagery of that unimaginably ancient time. "They fought," he
said, "naked before huge throngs. With bare hands men challenged beasts called
lions, great hairy cats with swollen heads; and when the lion lay in its gore,
the victor turned to the Prince of Roum and asked to be pardoned for whatever
crime it was that had cast him into the arena. And if he had fought well, the
Prince made a gesture with his hand, and the man was freed." Gormon made the
gesture for us: a thumb upraised and jerked backward over the right shoulder
several times. "But if the man had shown cowardice, or if the lion had
distinguished itself in the manner of its dying, the Prince made another
gesture, and the man was condemned to be slain by a second beast." Gormon
showed us that gesture too: the middle finger jutting upward from a clenched
fist and lifted in a short sharp thrust.
"How are these things known?" Avluela asked, but Gormon pretended not to hear
her.
We saw the line of fusion-pylons built early in the Third Cycle to draw energy
from the world's core; they were still functioning, although stained and
corroded. We saw the shattered stump of a Second Cycle weather machine, still
a mighty column at least twenty men high. We saw a hill on which white marble
relics of First Cycle Roum sprouted like pale clumps of winter deathflowers.
Penetrating toward the inner part of the city, we came upon the embankment of
defensive amplifiers waiting in readiness to hurl the full impact of the Will
against invaders. We viewed a market where visitors from the stars haggled
with peasants for excavated fragments of antiquity. Gormon strode into the
crowd and made several purchases. We came to a flesh-house for travelers from
afar, where one could buy anything from quasi-life to mounds of passion-ice.
We ate at a small restaurant by the edge of the River Tver, where guildless
ones were served without ceremony, and at Gormon's insistence we dined on
mounds of a soft doughy substance and drank a tart yellow wine, local
specialties.
Afterward we passed through a covered arcade in whose many aisles plump
Vendors peddled star-goods, costly trinkets from Afreek, and the flimsy
constructs of the local Manufactories. Just beyond we emerged in a plaza that
contained a fountain in the shape of a boat, and to the rear of this rose a
flight of cracked and battered stone-stairs ascending to a zone of rubble and
weeds. Gormon beckoned, and we scrambled into this dismal area, then passed
rapidly through it to a place where a sumptuous palace, by its looks early
Second Cycle or even First, brooded over a sloping vegetated hill.
"They say this is the center of the world," Gormon declared. "In Jorslem one
finds another place that also claims the honor. They mark the spot here by a
map."
"How can the world have one center," Avluela asked, "when it is round?"
Gormon laughed. We went in. Within, in wintry darkness, there stood a colossal
jeweled globe lit by some inner glow.
"Here is your world," said Gormon, gesturing grandly.
"Oh!" Avluela gasped. "Everything! Everything is here!"
The map was a masterpiece of craftsmanship. It showed natural contours and
elevations, its seas seemed deep liquid pools, its deserts were so parched as
to make thirst spring in one's mouth, its cities swirled with vigor and life.
I beheld the continents, Eyrop, Afreek, Ais, Stralya. I saw the vastness of
Earth Ocean. I traversed the golden span of Land Bridge, which I had crossed
so toilfully on foot not long before. Avluela rushed forward and pointed to
Roum, to Agupt, to Jorslem, to Perris. She tapped the globe at the high
mountains north of Hind and said softly, "This is where I was born, where the
ice lives, where the mountains touch the moons. Here is where the Fliers have
their kingdom." She ran a finger westward toward Fars and beyond it into the
terrible Arban Desert, and on to Agupt. "This is where I flew. By night, when
I left my girlhood. We all must fly, and I flew here. A hundred times I
thought I would die. Here, here in the desert, sand in my throat as I flew,
sand beating against my wings-I was forced down, I lay naked on the hot sand
for days, and another Flier saw me, he came down to me and pitied me, and
lifted me up, and when I was aloft my strength returned, and we flew on toward
Agupt. And he died over the sea, his life stopped though he was young and
strong, and he fell down into the sea, and I flew down to be with him, and the
water was hot even at night. I drifted, and morning came, and I saw the living
stones growing like trees in the water, and the fish of many colors, and they
came to him and pecked at his flesh as he floated with his wings outspread on
the water, and I left him, I thrust him down to rest there, and I rose, and I
flew on to Agupt, alone, frightened, and there I met you, Watcher." Timidly
she smiled to me. "Show us the place where you were young, Watcher."
Painfully, for I was suddenly stiff at the knees, I hobbled to the far side of
the globe. Avluela followed me; Gormon hung back, as though not interested at
all. I pointed to the scattered islands rising in two long strips from Earth
Ocean-the remnants of the Lost Continents.
"Here," I said, indicating my native island in the west. "I was born here."
"So far away!" Avluela cried.
"And so long ago," I said. "In the middle of the Second Cycle, it sometimes
seems to me."
"No! That is not possible!" But she looked at me as though it might just be
true that I was thousands of years old.
I smiled and touched her satiny cheek. "It only seems that way to me," I said.
"When did you leave your home?"
"When I was twice your age," I said. "I came first to here-" I indicated the
eastern group of islands. "I spent a dozen years as a Watcher on Palash. Then
the Will moved me to cross Earth Ocean to Afreek. I came. I lived awhile in
the hot countries. I went on to Agupt. I met a certain small Flier." Falling
silent, I looked a long while at the islands that had been my home, and within
my mind my image changed from the gaunt and eroded thing I now had become, and
I saw myself young and well-fleshed, climbing the green mountains and swimming
in the chill sea, doing my Watching at the rim of a white beach hammered by
surf.
While I brooded Avluela turned away from me to Gormon and said, "Now you. Show
us where you came from, Changeling!"
Gormon shrugged. "The place does not appear to be on this globe."
"But that's impossible!"
"Is it?" he asked.
She pressed him, but he evaded her, and we passed through a side exit and into
the streets of Roum.
I was growing tired, but Avluela hungered for this city and wished to devour
it all in an afternoon, and so we went on through a maze of interlocking
streets, through a zone of sparkling mansions of Masters and Merchants, and
through a foul den of Servitors and Vendors that extended into subterranean
catacombs, and to a place where Clowns and Musicians resorted, and to another
where the guild of Somnambulists offered its doubtful wares. A bloated female
Somnambulist begged us to come inside and buy the truth that comes with
trances, and Avluela urged us to go, but Gormon shook his head and I smiled,
and we moved on. Now we were at the edge of a park close to the city's core.
Here the citizens of Roum promenaded with an energy rarely seen in hot Agupt,
and we joined the parade.
"Look there!" Avluela said. "How bright it is!"
She pointed toward the shining arc of a dimensional sphere enclosing some
relic of the ancient city; shading my eyes, I could make out a weathered stone
wall within, and a knot of people. Gormon said, "It is the Mouth of Truth."
"What is that?" Avluela asked.
"Come. See."
A line progressed into the sphere. We joined it and soon were at the lip of
the interior, peering at the timeless region just across the threshold. Why
this relic and so few others had been accorded such special protection I did
not know, and I asked Gormon, whose knowledge was so unaccountably as profound
as any Rememberer's, and he replied, "Because this is the realm of certainty,
where what one says is absolutely congruent with what actually is the case."
"I don't understand," said Avluela.
"It is impossible to lie in this place," Gormon told her. "Can you imagine any
relic more worthy of protection?" He stepped across the entry duct, blurring
as he did so, and I followed him quickly within. Avluela hesitated. It was a
long moment before she entered; pausing a moment on the very threshold, she
seemed buffeted by the wind that blew along the line of demarcation between
the outer world and the pocket universe in which we stood.
An inner compartment held the Mouth of Truth itself. The line extended toward
it, and a solemn Indexer was controlling the flow of entry to the tabernacle.
It was a while before we three were permitted to go in. We found ourselves
before the ferocious head of a monster in high relief, affixed to an ancient
wall pockmarked by time. The monster's jaws gaped; the open mouth was a dark
and sinister hole. Gormon nodded, inspecting it, as though he seemed pleased
to find it exactly as he had thought it would be.
"What do we do?" Avluela asked.
"Gormon said, "Watcher, put your right hand into the Mouth of Truth."
Frowning, I complied.
"Now," said Gormon, "one of us asks a question. You must answer it. If you
speak anything but the truth, the mouth with close and sever your hand."
"No!" Avluela cried.
I stared uneasily at the stone jaws rimming my wrist. A Watcher without both
his hands is a man without a craft; in Second Cycle days one might have
obtained a prosthesis more artful than one's original hand, but the Second
Cycle had long ago been concluded, and such niceties were not to be purchased
on Earth nowadays.
"How is such a thing possible?" I asked.
"The Will is unusually strong in these precincts," Gormon replied. "It
distinguishes sternly between truth and untruth. To the rear of this wall
sleeps a trio of Somnambulists through whom the Will speaks, and they control
the Mouth. Do you fear the Will, Watcher?"
"I fear my own tongue."
"Be brave. Never has a lie been told before this wall. Never has a hand been
lost."
"Go ahead, then," I said. "Who will ask me a question?"
"I," said Gormon. "Tell me, Watcher: all pretense aside, would you say that a
life spent in Watching has been a life spent wisely?"
I was silent a long moment, rotating my thoughts, eyeing the jaws.
At length I said, "To devote oneself to vigilance on behalf of one's fellow
man is perhaps the noblest purpose one can serve.
"Careful!" Gormon cried in alarm.
"I am not finished," I said.
"Go on."
"But to devote oneself to vigilance when the enemy is an imaginary one is
idle, and to congratulate oneself for looking long and well for a foe that is
not coming is foolish and sinful. My life has been a waste."
The jaws of the Mouth of Truth did not quiver.
I removed my hand. I stared at it as though it had newly sprouted from my
wrist. I felt suddenly several cycles old. Avluela, her eyes wide, her hands
to her lips, seemed shocked by what I had said. My own words appeared to hang
congealed in the air before the hideous idol.
"Spoken honestly," said Gormon, "although without much mercy for yourself. You
judge yourself too harshly, Watcher."
"I spoke to save my hand," I said. "Would you have had me lie?"
He smiled. To Avluela the Changeling said, "Now it's your turn."
Visibly frightened, the little Flier approached the Mouth. Her dainty hand
trembled as she inserted it between the slabs of cold stone. I fought back an
urge to rush toward her and pull her free of that devilish grimacing head.
"Who will question her?" I asked.
"I," said Gormon.
Avluela's wings stirred faintly beneath her garments. Her face grew pale; her
nostrils flickered; her upper lip slid over the lower one. She stood slouched
against the wall and stared in horror at the termination of her arm. Outside
the chamber vague faces peered at us; lips moved in what no doubt were
expressions of impatience over our lengthy visit to the Mouth; but we heard
nothing. The atmosphere around us was warm and clammy, with a musty tang like
that which would come from a well that was driven through the structure of
Time.
Gormon said slowly, "This night past you allowed your body to be possessed by
the Prince of Roum. Before that, you granted yourself to the Changeling
Gormon, although such liaisons are forbidden by custom and law. Much prior to
that you were the mate of a Flier, now deceased. You may have had other men,
but I know nothing of them, and for the purposes of my question they are not
relevant. Tell me this, Avluela: which of the three gave you the most intense
physical pleasure, which of the three aroused your deepest emotions, and which
of the three would you choose as a mate, if you were choosing a mate?"
I wanted to protest that the Changeling had asked her three questions, not
one, and so had taken unfair advantage. But I had no chance to speak, because
Avluela replied unfalteringly, hand wedged deep into the Mouth of Truth, "The
Prince of Roum gave me greater pleasure of the body than I had ever known
before, but he is cold and cruel, and I despise him. My dead Flier I loved
more deeply than any person before or since, but he was weak, and I would not
have wanted a weakling as a mate. You, Gormon, seem almost a stranger to me
even now, and I feel that I know neither your body nor your soul, and yet,
though the gulf between us is so wide, it is you with whom I would spend my
days to come."
She drew her hand from the Mouth of Truth.
"Well spoken!" said Gormon, though the accuracy of her words had clearly
wounded as well as pleased him. "Suddenly you find eloquence, eh, when the
circumstances demand it. And now the turn is mine to risk my hand."
He neared the Mouth. I said, "You have asked the first two questions. Do you
wish to finish the job and ask the third as well?"
"Hardly," he said. He made a negligent gesture with his free hand. "Put your
heads together and agree on a joint question."
Avluela and I conferred. With uncharacteristic forwardness she proposed a
question; and since it was the one I would have asked, I accepted it and told
her to ask it.
 She said, "When we stood before the globe of the world, Gormon, I asked you
to show me the place where you were born, and you said you were unable to find
it on the map. That seemed most strange. Tell me now: are you what you say you
are, a Changeling who wanders the world?"
He replied, "I am not."
In a sense he had satisfied the question as Avluela had phrased it; but it
went without saying that his reply was inadequate, and he kept his hand in the
Mouth of Truth as he continued, "I did not show my birthplace to you on the
globe because I was born nowhere on this globe, but on a world of a star I
must not name. I am no Changeling in your meaning of the word, though by some
definitions I am, for my body is somewhat disguised, and on my own world I
wear a different flesh. I have lived here ten years."
"What was your purpose in coming to Earth?" I asked.
"I am obliged only to answer one question," said Gormon. Then he smiled. "But
I give you an answer anyway: I was sent to Earth in the capacity of a military
observer, to prepare the way for the invasion for which you have Watched so
long and in which you have ceased to believe, and which will be upon you in a
matter now of some hours."
 "Lies!" I bellowed. "Lies!"
Gormon laughed. And drew his hand from the Mouth of Truth, intact, unharmed.



6


Numb with confusion, I fled with my cart of instruments from that gleaming
sphere and emerged into a street suddenly cold and dark. Night had come with
winter's swiftness; it was almost the ninth hour, and almost the time for me
to Watch once more.
Gormon's mockery thundered in my brain. He had arranged everything: he had
maneuvered us in to the Mouth of Truth; he had wrung a confession of lost
faith from me and a confession of a different sort from Avluela; he had
mercilessly volunteered information he need not have revealed, spoken words
calculated to split me to the core.
Was the Mouth of Truth a fraud? Could Gormon lie and emerge unscathed?
Never since I first took up my tasks had I Watched at anything but my
appointed hours. This was a time of crumbling realities; I could not wait for
the ninth hour to come round; crouching in the windy street, I opened my cart,
readied my equipment, and sank like a diver into Watchfulness.
My amplified consciousness roared toward the stars.
Godlike I roamed infinity. I felt the rush of the solar wind, but I was no
Flier to be hurled to destruction by that pressure, and I soared past it,
beyond the reach of those angry particles of light, into the blackness at the
edge of the sun's dominion. Down upon me there beat a different pressure.
Starships coming near.
Not the tourist lines bringing sightseers to gape at our diminished world. Not
the registered mercantile transport vessels, nor the scoopships that collect
the interstellar vapors, nor the resort craft on their hyperbolic orbits.
These were military craft, dark, alien, menacing. I could not tell their
number; I knew only that they sped Earthward at many lights, nudging a cone of
deflected energies before them; and it was that cone that I had sensed, that I
had felt also the night before, booming into my mind through my instruments,
engulfing me like a cube of crystal through which stress patterns play and
shine.
All my life I had watched for this.
I had been trained to sense it. I had prayed that I never would sense it, and
then in my emptiness I had prayed that I would sense it, and then I had ceased
to believe in it. And then by grace of the Changeling Gormon, I had sensed it
after all, Watching ahead of my hour, crouching in a cold Roumish street just
outside the Mouth of Truth.
In his training, a Watcher is instructed to break from his Watchfulness as
soon as his observations are confirmed by a careful check, so that he can
sound the alarm. Obediently I made my check by shifting from one channel to
another to another, triangulating and still picking up that foreboding
sensation of titanic force rushing upon Earth at unimaginable speed.
Either I was deceived, or the invasion was come. But I could not shake from my
trance to give the alarm.
Lingeringly, lovingly, I drank in the sensory data for what seemed like hours.
I fondled my equipment; I drained from it the total affirmation of faith that
my readings gave me. Dimly I warned myself that I was wasting vital time, that
it was my duty to leave this lewd caressing of destiny to summon the
Defenders.
And at last I burst free of Watchfulness and returned to the world I was
guarding.
Avluela was beside me; she was dazed, terrified, her knuckles to her teeth,
her eyes blank.
"Watcher! Watcher, do you hear me? What's happening? What's going to happen?"
"The invasion," I said. "How long was I under?"
"About half a minute. I don't know. Your eyes were closed. I thought you were
dead."
"Gormon was speaking the truth! The invasion is almost here. Where is he?
Where did he go?"
"He vanished as we came away from that place with the Mouth," Avluela
whispered. "Watcher, I'm frightened. I feel everything collapsing. I have to
fly-I can't stay down here now!"
"Wait," I said, clutching at her and missing her arm. "Don't go now. First I
have to give the alarm, and then-"
But she was already stripping off her clothing. Bare to the waist, her pale
body gleamed in the evening light, while about us people were rushing to and
fro in ignorance of all that was about to occur. I wanted to keep Avluela
beside me, but I could delay no longer in giving the alarm, and I turned away
from her, back to my cart.
As though caught up in a dream born of overripe longings I reached for the
node that I had never used, the one that would send forth a planetwide alert
to the Defenders.
Had the alarm already been given? Had some other Watcher sensed what I had
sensed, and, less paralyzed by bewilderment and doubt, performed a Watcher's
final task?
No. No. For then I would be hearing the sirens' shriek reverberating from the
orbiting loudspeakers above the city.
I touched the node. From the corner of my eye I saw Avluela, free of her
encumbrances now, kneeling to say her words, filling her tender wings with
strength. In a moment she would be in the air, beyond my grasp. With a single
swift tug I activated the alarm. In that instant I became aware of a burly
figure striding toward us. Gormon, I thought; and as I rose from my equipment
I reached out to him; I wanted to seize him and hold him fast. But he who
approached was not Gormon but some officious dough-faced Servitor who said to
Avluela, "Go easy, Flier, let your wings drop. The Prince of Roum sends me to
bring you to his presence."
He grappled with her. Her little breasts heaved; her eyes flashed anger at
him.
"Let go of me! I'm going to fly!"
"The Prince of Roum summons you," the Servitor said, enclosing her in his
heavy arms.
"The Prince of Roum will have other distractions tonight," I said. "He'll have
no need of her."
As I spoke, the sirens began to sing from the skies.
The Servitor released her. His mouth worked noiselessly for an instant; he
made one of the protective gestures of the Will; he looked skyward and
grunted, "The alarm! Who gave the alarm? You, old Watcher?"
Figures rushed about insanely in the streets.
Avluela, freed, sped past me-on foot, her wings but half-furled-and was
swallowed up in the surging throng. Over the terrifying sound of the sirens
came booming messages from the public annunciators, giving instructions for
defense and safety. A lanky man with the mark of the guild of Defenders upon
his cheek rushed up to me, shouted words too incoherent to be understood, and
sped on down the street. The world seemed to have gone mad.
Only I remained calm. I looked to the skies, half-expecting to see the
invaders' black ships already hovering above the towers of Roum. But I saw
nothing except the hovering nightlights and the other objects one might expect
overhead.
"Gormon?" I called. "Avluela?"
I was alone.
A strange emptiness swept over me. I had given the alarm; the invaders were on
their way; I had lost my occupation. There was no need of Watchers now. Almost
lovingly I touched the worn cart that had been my companion for so many years.
I ran my fingers over its stained and pitted instruments; and then I looked
away, abandoning it, and went down the dark streets cartless, burdenless, a
man whose life had found and lost meaning in the same instant. And about me
raged chaos.



7
It was understood that when the moment of Earth's final battle arrived, all
guilds would be mobilized, the Watchers alone exempted. We who had manned the
perimeter of defense for so long had no part in the strategy of combat; we
were discharged by the giving of a true alarm. Now it was the time of the
guild of Defenders to show its capabilities. They had planned for half a cycle
what they would do in time of war. What plans would they call forth now? What
deeds would they direct?
My only concern was to return to the royal hostelry and wait out the crisis.
It was hopeless to think of finding Avluela, and I pummeled myself savagely
for having let her slip away, naked and without a protector, in that confused
moment. Where would she go? Who would shield her?
A fellow Watcher, pulling his cart madly along, nearly collided with me.
"Careful!" I snapped. He looked up, breathless, shinned. "Is it true?" he
asked. "The alarm?"
"Can't you hear?"
"But is it real?"
I pointed to his cart. "You know how to find that out."
"They say the man who gave the alarm was drunk, an old fool who was turned
away from the inn yesterday."
"It could be so," I admitted.
"But if the alarm is real-!"
Smiling, I said, "If it is, now we all may rest. Good day to you, Watcher."
"Your cart! Where's your cart?" he shouted at me.
But I had moved past him, toward the mighty carven stone pillar of some relic
of Imperial Roum.
Ancient images were carved on that pillar: battles and victories, foreign
monarchs marched in the chains of disgrace through the streets of Roum,
triumphant eagles celebrating imperial grandeur. In my strange new calmness I
stood awhile before the column of stone and admired its elegant engravings.
Toward me rushed a frenzied figure whom I recognized as the Rememberer Basil;
I hailed him, saying, "How timely you come! Do me the kindness of explaining
these images, Rememberer. They fascinate me, and my curiosity is aroused."
"Are you insane? Can't you hear the alarm?"
"I gave the alarm, Rememberer."
"Flee, then! Invaders come! We must fight!"
"Not I, Basil. Now my time is over. Tell me of these images. These beaten
kings, these broken emperors. Surely a man of your years will not be doing
battle."
"All are mobilized now!"
"All but Watchers," I said. "Take a moment. Yearning for the past is born in
me. Gormon has vanished; be my guide to these lost cycles."
The Rememberer shook his head wildly, circled around me, and tried to get
away. Hoping to seize his skinny arm and pin him to the spot, I made a lunge
at him; but he eluded me and I caught only his dark shawl, which pulled free
and came loose in my hands. Then he was gone, his spindly limbs pumping madly
as he fled down the street and left my view. I shrugged and examined the shawl
I had so unexpectedly acquired. It was shot through with glimmering threads of
metal arranged in intricate patterns that teased the eye: it seemed to me that
each strand disappeared into the weave of the fabric, only to reappear at some
improbable point, like the lineage of dynasties unexpectedly revived in
distant cities. The workmanship was superb. Idly I draped the shawl about my
shoulders.
I walked on.
My legs, which had been on the verge of failing me earlier in the day, now
served me well. With renewed youthfulness I made my way through the chaotic
city, finding no difficulties in choosing my route. I headed for the river,
then crossed it and, on the Tver's far side, sought the palace of the Prince.
The night had deepened, for most lights were extinguished under the
mobilization orders; and from time to time a dull boom signaled the explosion
of a screening bomb overhead, liberating clouds of murk that shielded the city
from most forms of long-range scrutiny. There were fewer pedestrians in the
streets. The sirens still cried out. Atop the buildings the defensive
installations were going into action; I heard the bleeping sounds of repellors
warming up, and I saw long spidery arms of amplification booms swinging from
tower to tower as they linked for maximum output. I had no doubt now that the
invasion actually was coming. My own instruments might have been fouled by
inner confusion, but they would not have proceeded thus far with the
mobilization if the initial report had not been confirmed by the findings of
hundreds of other members of my guild.
As I neared the palace a pair of breathless Rememberers sped toward me, their
shawls flapping behind them. They called to me in words I did not comprehend-
some code of their guild, I realized, recollecting that I wore Basil's shawl.
I could not reply, and they rushed upon me, still gabbling; and switching to
the language of ordinary men they said, "What is the matter with you? To your
post! We must record! We must comment! We must observe!"
"You mistake me," I said mildly. "I keep this shawl only for your brother
Basil, who left it in my care. I have no post to guard at this time."
"A Watcher," they cried in unison, and cursed me separately, and ran on. I
laughed and went to the palace.
Its gates stood open. The neuters who had guarded the outer portal were gone,
as were the two Indexers who had stood just within the door. The beggars that
had thronged the vast plaza had jostled their way into the building itself to
seek shelter; this had awakened the anger of the licensed hereditary
mendicants whose customary stations were in that part of the building, and
they had fallen upon the inflowing refugees with fury and unexpected strength.
I saw cripples lashing out with their crutches held as clubs; I saw blind men
landing blows with suspicious accuracy; meek penitents were wielding a variety
of weapons ranging from stilettos to sonic pistols. Holding myself aloof from
this shameless spectacle, I penetrated to the inner recesses of the palace and
peered into chapels where I saw Pilgrims beseeching the blessings of the Will,
and Communicants desperately seeking spiritual guidance as to the outcome of
the coming conflict.
Abruptly I heard the blare of trumpets and cries of, "Make way! Make way!"
A file of sturdy Servitors marched into the palace, striding toward the
Prince's chambers in the apse. Several of them held a struggling, kicking,
frantic figure with half-unfolded wings: Avluela! I called out to her, but my
voice died in the din, nor could I reach her. The Servitors shoved me aside.
The procession vanished into the princely chambers. I caught a final glimpse
of the little Flier, pale and small in the grip of her captors, and then she
was gone once more.
I seized a bumbling neuter who had been moving uncertainly in the wake of the
Servitors.
"That Flier! Why was she brought here?"
"Ha-he-they-"
"Tell me!"
"The Prince-his woman-in his chariot-he-he-they-the invaders-"
I pushed the flabby creature aside and rushed toward the apse. A brazen wall
ten times my own height confronted me. I pounded on it. "Avluela!" I shouted
hoarsely. "Av . . . lu . . . ela . . . !"
I was neither thrust away nor admitted. I was ignored. The bedlam at the
western doors of the palace had extended itself now to the nave and aisles,
and as the ragged beggars boiled toward me I executed a quick turn and found
myself passing through one of the side doors of the palace.
Suspended and passive, I stood in the courtyard that led to the royal
hostelry. A strange electricity crackled in the air. I assumed it was an
emanation from one of Roum's defense installations, some kind of beam designed
to screen the city from attack. But an instant later I realized that it
presaged the actual arrival of the invaders.
Starships blazed in the heavens.
When I had perceived them in my Watching they had appeared black against the
infinite blackness, but now they burned with the radiance of suns. A stream of
bright, hard, jewel-like globes bedecked the sky; they were ranged side by
side, stretching from east to west in a continuous band, filling all the
celestial arch, and as they erupted simultaneously into being it seemed to me
that I heard the crash and throb of an invisible symphony heralding the
arrival of the conquerors of Earth.
I do not know how far above me the starships were, nor how many of them
hovered there, nor any of the details of their design. I know only that in
sudden massive majesty they were there, and that if I had been a Defender my
soul would have withered instantly at the sight.
Across the heavens shot light of many hues. The battle had been joined. I
could not comprehend the actions of our warriors, and I was equally baffled by
the maneuvers of those who had come to take possession of our history-crusted
but time-diminished planet. To my shame I felt not only out of the struggle
but above the struggle, as though this were no quarrel of mine. I wanted
Avluela beside me, and she was somewhere within the depths of the palace of
the Prince of Roum. Even Gormon would have been a comfort now, Gormon the
Changeling, Gormon the spy, Gormon the monstrous betrayer of our world.
Gigantic amplified voices bellowed, "Make way for the Prince of Roum! The
Prince of Roum leads the Defenders in the battle for the fatherworld!"
From the palace emerged a shining vehicle the shape of a teardrop, in whose
bright-metaled roof a transparent sheet had been mounted so that all the
populace could see and take heart in the presence of the ruler. At the
controls of the vehicle sat the Prince of Roum, proudly erect, his cruel,
youthful features fixed in harsh determination; and beside him, robed like an
empress, I beheld the slight figure of the Flier Avluela. She seemed in a
trance.
The royal chariot soared upward and was lost in the darkness.
It seemed to me that a second vehicle appeared and followed its path, and that
the Prince's reappeared, and that the two flew in tight circles, apparently
locked in combat. Clouds of blue sparks wrapped both chariots now; and then
they swung high and far and were lost to me behind one of the hills of Roum.
Was the battle now raging all over the planet? Was Perris in jeopardy, and
holy Jorslem, and even the sleepy isles of the Lost Continents? Did starships
hover everywhere? I did not know. I perceived events in only one small segment
of the sky over Roum, and even there my awareness of what was taking place was
dim, uncertain, and ill-informed. There were momentary flashes of light in
which I saw battalions of Fliers streaming across the sky; and then darkness
returned as though a velvet shroud had been hurled over the city. I saw the
great machines of our defense firing in fitful bursts from the tops of our
towers; and yet I saw the starships untouched, unharmed, unmoved above. The
courtyard in which I stood was deserted, but in the distance I heard voices,
full of fear and foreboding, shouting in tinny tones that might have been the
screeching of birds. Occasionally there came a booming sound that rocked all
the city. Once a platoon of Somnambulists was driven past where I was; in the
plaza fronting the palace I observed what appeared to be an array of Clowns
unfolding some sort of sparkling netting of a military look; by one flash of
lightning I was able to see a trio of Rememberers making copious notes of all
that elapsed as they soared aloft on the gravity plate. It seemed-I was not
sure-that the vehicle of the Prince of Roum returned, speeding across the sky
with its pursuer clinging close. "Avluela," I whispered, as the twin dots of
lights left my sight. Were the starships disgorging troops? Did colossal
pylons of force spiral down from those orbiting brightnesses to touch the
surface of the Earth? Why had the Prince seized Avluela? Where was Gormon?
What were our Defenders doing? Why were the enemy ships not blasted from the
sky?
Rooted to the ancient cobbles of the courtyard, I observed the cosmic battle
in total lack of understanding throughout the long night.
Dawn came. Strands of pale light looped from tower to tower. I touched fingers
to my eyes, realizing that I must have slept while standing. Perhaps I should
apply for membership in the guild of Somnambulists, I told myself lightly. I
put my hands to the Rememberer's shawl about my shoulders and wondered how I
managed to acquire it, and the answer came.
I looked toward the sky.
The alien starships were gone. I saw only the ordinary morning sky, gray with
pinkness breaking through. I felt the jolt of compulsion and looked about for
my cart, and reminded myself that I need do no more Watching, and I felt more
empty than one would ordinarily feel at such an hour.
Was the battle over?
Had the enemy been vanquished?
Were the ships of the invaders blasted from the sky and lying in charred ruin
outside Roum?
All was silent. I heard no more celestial symphonies. Then out of the eerie
stillness there came a new sound, a rumbling noise as of wheeled vehicles
passing through the streets of the city. And the invisible Musicians played
one final note, deep and resonant, which trailed away jaggedly as though every
string had been broken at once.
Over the speakers used for public announcements came quiet words.
"Roum is fallen. Roum is fallen."



8


The royal hostelry was untended. Neuters and members of the servant guilds all
had fled. Defenders, Masters, and Dominators must have perished honorably in
combat. Basil the Rememberer was nowhere about; likewise none of his brethren.
I went to my room, cleansed and refreshed and fed myself, gathered my few
possessions, and bade farewell to the luxuries I had known so briefly. I
regretted that I had had such a short time to visit Roum; but at least Gormon
had been a most excellent guide, and I had seen a great deal.
Now I proposed to move on.
It did not seem prudent to remain in a conquered city. My room's thinking cap
did not respond to my queries, and so I did not know what the extent of the
defeat was, here or in other regions, but it was evident to me that Roum at
least had passed from human control, and I wished to depart quickly. I weighed
the thought of going to Jorslem, as that tall pilgrim had suggested upon my
entry into Roum; but then I reflected and chose a westward route, toward
Perris, which not only was closer but held the headquarters of the
Rememberers. My own occupation had been destroyed; but on this first morning
of Earth's conquest I felt a sudden powerful and strange yearning to offer
myself humbly to the Rememberers and seek with them knowledge of our more
glittering yesterdays.
At midday I left the hostelry. I walked first to the palace, which still stood
open. The beggars lay strewn about, some drugged, some sleeping, most dead;
from the crude manner of their death I saw that they must have slain one
another in their panic and frenzy. A despondent-looking Indexer squatted
beside the three skulls of the interrogation fixture in the chapel. As I
entered he said, "No use, The brains do not reply."
"How goes it with the Prince of Roum?"
"Dead. The invaders shot him from the sky."
"A young Flier rode beside him. What do you know of her?"
"Nothing. Dead, I suppose."
"And the city?"
"Fallen. Invaders are everywhere."
"Killing?"
"Not even looting," the Indexer said. "They are most gentle. They have
collected us."
"In Roum alone, or everywhere?"
The man shrugged. He began to rock rhythmically back and forth. I let him be,
and walked deeper into the palace. To my surprise, the imperial chambers of
the Prince were unsealed. I went within; I was awed by the sumptuous luxury of
the hangings, the draperies, the lights, the furnishings. I passed from room
to room, coming at last to the royal bed, whose coverlet was the flesh of a
colossal bivalve of the planet of another star, and as the shell yawned for me
I touched the infinitely soft fabric under which the Prince of Roum had lain,
and I recalled that Avluela too had lain here, and if I had been a younger man
I would have wept.
I left the palace and slowly crossed the plaza to begin my journey toward
Perris.
As I departed I had my first glimpse of our conquerors. A vehicle of alien
design drew up at the plaza's rim and perhaps a dozen figures emerged. They
might almost have been human. They were tall and broad, deep-chested, as
Gormon had been, and only the extreme length of their arms marked them
instantly as alien. Their skins were of strange texture, and if I had been
closer I suspect I would have seen eyes and lips and nostrils that were not of
a human design. Taking no notice of me, they crossed the plaza, walking in a
curiously loose-jointed loping way that reminded me irresistibly of Gormon's
stride, and entered the palace. They seemed neither swaggering nor
belligerent.
Sightseers. Majestic Roum once more exerted its magnetism upon strangers.
Leaving our new masters to their amusement, I walked off, toward the outskirts
of the city. The bleakness of eternal winter crept into my soul. I wondered:
did I feel sorrow that Roum had fallen? Or did I mourn the loss of Avluela? Or
was it only that I now had missed three successive Watchings, and like an
addict I was experiencing the pangs of withdrawal?
It was all of these that pained me, I decided. But mostly the last.
No one was abroad in the city as I made for the gates. Fear of the new masters
kept the Roumish in hiding, I supposed. From time to time one of the alien
vehicles hummed past, but I was unmolested. I came to the city's western gate
late in the afternoon. It was open, revealing to me a gently rising hill on
whose breast rose trees with dark green crowns. I passed through and saw, a
short distance beyond the gate, the figure of a Pilgrim who was shuffling
slowly away from the city.
I overtook him easily.
His faltering, uncertain walk seemed strange to me, for not even his thick
brown robes could hide the strength and youth of his body; he stood erect, his
shoulders square and his back straight, and yet he walked with the hesitating,
trembling step of an old man. When I drew abreast of him and peered under his
hood I understood, for affixed to the bronze mask all Pilgrims wear was a
reverberator, such as is used by blind men to warn them of obstacles and
hazards. He became aware of me and said, "I am a sightless Pilgrim. I pray you
do not molest me."
It was not a Pilgrim's voice. It was a strong and harsh and imperious voice.
I replied, "I molest no one. I am a Watcher who has lost his occupation this
night past."
"Many occupations were lost this night past, Watcher."
"Surely not a Pilgrim's."
"No," he said. "Not a Pilgrim's."
"Where are you bound?"
"Away from Roum."
"No particular destination?"
"No," the Pilgrim said. "None. I will wander."
"Perhaps we should wander together," I said, for it is accounted good luck to
travel with a Pilgrim, and, shorn of my Flier and my Changeling, I would
otherwise have traveled alone. "My destination is Perris. Will you come?"
"There as well as anywhere else," he said bitterly. "Yes. We will go to Perris
together. But what business does a Watcher have there?"
"A Watcher has no business anywhere. I go to Perris to offer myself in service
to the Rememberers."
"Ah," he said. "I was of that guild too, but it was only honorary."
"With Earth fallen, I wish to learn more of Earth in its pride."
"Is all Earth fallen, then, and not only Roum?"
"I think it is so," I said.
"Ah," replied the Pilgrim. "Ah!"
He fell silent and we went onward. I gave him my arm, and now he shuffled no
longer, but moved with a young man's brisk stride. From time to time he
uttered what might have been a sigh or a smothered sob. When I asked him
details of his Pilgrimage, he answered obliquely or not at all. When we were
an hour's journey outside Roum, and already amid forests, he said suddenly,
"This mask gives me pain. Will you help me adjust it?"
To my amazement he began to remove it. I gasped, for it is forbidden for a
Pilgrim to reveal his face. Had he forgotten that I was not sightless too?
As the mask came away he said, "You will not welcome this sight."
The bronze grillwork slipped down from his forehead, and I saw first eyes that
had been newly blinded, gaping holes where no surgeon's knife, but possibly
thrusting fingers, had penetrated, and then the sharp regal nose, and finally
the quirked, taut lips of the Prince of Roum.
"Your Majesty!" I cried.
Trails of dried blood ran down his cheeks. About the raw sockets themselves
were smears of ointment. He felt little pain, I suppose, for he had killed it
with those green smears, but the pain that burst through me was real and
potent.
"Majesty no longer," he said. "Help me with the mask!" His hands trembled as
he held it forth. "These flanges must be widened. They press cruelly at my
cheeks. Here-here-"
Quickly I made the adjustments, so that I would not have to see his ruined
face for long.
He replaced the mask. "I am a Pilgrim now," he said quietly. "Roum is without
its Prince. Betray me if you wish, Watcher; otherwise help me to Perris; and
if ever I regain my power you will be well rewarded."
"I am no betrayer," I told him.
In silence we continued. I had no way of making small talk with such a man. It
would be a somber journey for us to Perris; but I was committed now to be his
guide. I thought of Gormon and how well he had kept his vows. I thought too of
Avluela, and a hundred times the words leaped to my tongue to ask the fallen
Prince how his consort the Flier had fared in the night of defeat, and I did
not ask.
Twilight gathered, but the sun still gleamed golden-red before us in the west.
And suddenly I halted and made a hoarse sound of surprise deep in my throat,
as a shadow passed overhead.
High above me Avluela soared. Her skin was stained by the colors of the
sunset, and her wings were spread to their fullest, radiant with every hue of
the spectrum. She was already at least the height of a hundred men above the
ground, and still climbing, and to her I must have been only a speck among the
trees.
"What is it?" the Prince asked. "What do you see?"
"Nothing."
"Tell me what you see!"
I could not deceive him. "I see a Flier, your Majesty. A slim girl far aloft."
"Then the night must have come."
"No," I said. "The sun is still above the horizon."
"How can that be? She can have only nightwings. The sun would hurl her to the
ground."
I hesitated. I could not bring myself to explain how it was that Avluela flew
by day, though she had only nightwings. I could not tell the Prince of Roum
that beside her, wingless, flew the invader Gormon, effortlessly moving
through the air, his arm about her thin shoulders, steadying her, supporting
her, helping her resist the pressure of the solar wind. I could not tell him
that his nemesis flew with the last of his consorts above his head.
"Well?" he demanded. "How does she fly by day?"
"I do not know," I said. "It is a mystery to me. There are many things
nowadays I can no longer understand."
The Prince appeared to accept that. "Yes, Watcher. Many things none of us can
understand."
He fell once more into silence. I yearned to call out to Avluela, but I knew
she could not and would not hear me, and so I walked on toward the sunset,
toward Perris, leading the blind Prince. And over us Avluela and Gormon sped
onward, limned sharply against the day's last glow, until they climbed so high
they were lost to my sight.



Part II


AMONG THE REMEMBERERS


To journey with a fallen Prince is no easy thing. His eyes were gone, but not
his pride; blinding had taught him no humility. He wore the robes and mask of
a Pilgrim, but there was no piety in his soul and little grace. Behind his
mask he still knew himself to be the Prince of Roum.
I was all his court now, as we walked the road to Perris in early springtime.
I led him along the right roads; I amused him at his command with stories of
my wanderings; I nursed him through moods of sulky bitterness. In return I got
very little except the assurance that I would eat regularly. No one denies
food to a Pilgrim, and in each village on our way we stopped in inns, where he
was fed and I, as his companion, also was given meals. Once, early in our
travels, he erred and haughtily told an innkeeper, "See that you feed my
servant as well!" The blinded Prince could not see that look of shocked
disbelief-for what would a Pilgrim be doing with a servant?-but I smiled at
the innkeeper, and winked, and tapped my forehead, and the man understood and
served us both without discussion. Afterward I explained the error to the
Prince, and thereafter he spoke of me as his companion. Yet I knew that to him
I was nothing but a servant.
The weather was fair. Eyrop was growing warm as the year turned. Slender
willows and poplars were greening beside the road, though much of the way out
of Roum was planted with lavish star-trees imported during the gaudy days of
the Second Cycle, and their blue-bladed leaves had resisted our puny Eyropan
winter. The birds, too, were coming back from their season across the sea in
Afreek. They sparkled overhead, singing, discussing among themselves the
change of masters in the world. "They mock me," said the Prince one dawn.
"They sing to me and defy me to see their brightness!"
Oh, he was bitter, and with good reason. He, who had had so much and lost all,
had a good deal to lament. For me, the defeat of Earth meant only an end to
habits. Otherwise all was the same: no longer need I keep my Watch, but I
still wandered the face of the world, alone even when, as now, I had a
companion.
I wondered if the Prince knew why he had been blinded. I wondered if, in the
moment of his triumph, Gormon had explained to the Prince that it was as
elemental a matter as jealousy over a woman that had cost him his eyes.
"You took Avluela," Gormon might have said. "You saw a little Flier, and you
thought she'd amuse you. And you said, here, girl, come to my bed. Not
thinking of her as a person. Not thinking she might prefer others. Thinking
only as a Prince of Roum might think-imperiously. Here, Prince!"
-and the quick, forked thrust of long-tipped fingers-
But I dared not ask. That much awe remained in me for this fallen monarch. To
penetrate his privacy, to strike up a conversation with him about his mishaps
as though he were an ordinary companion of the road-no, I could not. I spoke
when I was spoken to. I offered conversation upon command. Otherwise I kept my
silence, like a good commoner in the presence of royalty.
Each day we had our reminders that the Prince of Roum was royalty no longer.
Overhead flew the invaders, sometimes in floaters or other chariots, sometimes
under their own power. Traffic was heavy. They were taking inventory of their
world. Their shadows passed over us, tiny eclipses, and I looked up to see our
new masters and oddly felt no anger at them, only relief that Earth's long
vigil was over. For the Prince it was different. He always seemed to know when
some invader passed above, and he clenched his fists, and scowled, and
whispered black curses. Did his optic nerves still somehow record the
movements of shadows? Or were his remaining senses so sharpened by the loss of
one that he could detect the imperceptible humming of a floater and sniff the
skins of the soaring invaders? I did not ask. I asked so little.
Sometimes at night, when he thought I slept, he sobbed. I pitied him then. He
was so young to lose what he had, after all. I learned in those dark hours
that even the sobs of a Prince are not those of ordinary men. He sobbed
defiantly, belligerently, angrily. But yet he sobbed.
Much of the time he seemed stoic, resigned to his losses. He put one foot
before the other and walked on briskly beside me, every step taking him
farther from his great city of Roum, nearer to Perris. At other times, though,
it seemed I could look through the bronze grillwork of his mask to see the
curdled soul within. His pent-up rage took petty outlets. He mocked me for my
age, for my low rank, for the emptiness of my life's purpose now that the
invasion for which I had Watched had come. He toyed with me.
"Tell me your name, Watcher!"
"It is forbidden, Majesty."
"Old laws are now repealed. Came on, man, we have months to travel together.
Can I go on calling you Watcher all that time?"
"It is the custom of my guild."
"The custom of mine," he said, "is to give orders and have them obeyed. Your
name!"
"Not even the guild of Dominators can have a Watcher's name without due cause
and a guildmaster's writ."
He spat. "What a jackal you are, to defy me when I'm like this! If we were in
my palace now, you'd never dare!"
"In your palace, Majesty, you would not make this unjust demand on me before
your court. Dominators have obligations too. One of them is to respect the
ways of lesser guilds."
"He lectures me," said the Prince. Irritably he threw himself down beside the
road. Stretching against the grassy slope, he leaned back, touched one of the
star-trees, snapped off a row of blades, clenched them in his hand so that
they must have pricked his palm painfully. I stood beside him. A heavy land-
vehicle rumbled by, the first we had seen on that empty road this morning.
Within it were invaders. Some of them waved to us. After a long while the
Prince said in a lighter, almost wheedling tone, "My name is Enric. Now tell
me yours."
"I beg you to let me be, Majesty."
"But you have my name! It is just as forbidden for me to give mine as you
yours!"
"I did not ask yours," I said firmly.
In the end I did not give him my name. It was a small enough victory, to
refuse such information to a powerless Prince, but in a thousand little ways
he made me pay for it. He nagged, chivvied, teased, cursed, and berated me. He
spoke with contempt of my guild. He demanded menial services of me. I
lubricated his metal mask; I sponged ointment into his ruined eyes; I did
other things too humiliating to recall. And so we stumbled along the highway
to Perris, the empty old man and the emptied young one, full of hatred for one
another, and yet bound by the needs and the duties of wayfarers.
It was a difficult time. I had to cope with his changing moods as he soared to
cosmic rapture over his plans for redeeming conquered Earth, and as he sank to
abysses upon his realization that the conquest was final. I had to protect him
from his own rashness in the villages, where he sometimes behaved as though he
were still Prince of Roum, ordering folk about, slapping them even, in a way
that was unbecoming to a holy man. Worse yet, I had to minister to his lusts,
buying him women who came to him in darkness, unaware that they were dealing
with one who claimed to be a Pilgrim. As a Pilgrim he was a fraud, for he did
not carry the starstone with which Pilgrims make communion with the Will.
Somehow I got him past all of these crises, even the time when we encountered
on the road another Pilgrim, a genuine one. This was a formidable and
disputatious old man full of theological quibbles. "Come and talk with me of
the immanence of the Will," he said to the Prince, and the Prince, whose
patience was frayed that afternoon, replied obscenely. I kicked the princely
shin in a surreptitious way, and to the shocked Pilgrim I said, "Our friend is
unwell today. Last night he held communion with the Will and received a
revelation that unsettled his mind. I pray you, let us go on, and give him no
talk of holiness until he is himself once more."
With such improvisations I managed our journey.
As the weather warmed, the Prince's attitude mellowed. Perhaps he was growing
reconciled to his catastrophe, or possibly, in the prison of his lightless
skull, he was teaching himself new tactics for meeting his changed existence.
He talked almost idly of himself, his downfall, his humiliation. He spoke of
the power that had been his in terms that said unmistakably that he had no
illusions about ever recapturing it. He talked of his wealth, his women, his
jewels, his strange machines, his Changelings and Musicians and Servitors, the
Masters and even fellow Dominators who had knelt to him. I will not say that
at any time I liked him, but at least at these times I recognized a suffering
human being behind his impassive mask.
He even recognized in me a human being. I know it cost him much.
He said, "The trouble with power, Watcher, is that it cuts you off from
people. People become things." Take yourself. To me, you were nothing but a
machine that walked around Watching for invaders. I suppose you had dreams,
ambitions, angers, all the rest, but I saw you as a dried-up old man without
any independent existence outside of your guild function. Now I see much more
by seeing nothing."
"What do you see?"
"You were young once, Watcher. You had a town you loved. A family. A girl,
even. You chose, or had chosen for you, a guild, you went into apprenticeship,
you struggled, your head ached you, your belly griped you, there were many
dark moments when you wondered what it was all about, what it was for. And you
saw us ride by, Masters, Dominators, and it was like comets going past. Yet
here we are together, cast up by the tides on the road to Perris. And which of
us is happier now?"
"I am beyond happiness or sorrow," I said.
"Is that the truth? Is that the truth? Or is it a line you hide behind? Tell
me, Watcher: I know your guild forbids you to marry, but have you ever loved?"
"Sometimes."
"And are you beyond that now?"
"I am old," I said evasively.
"But you could love. You could love. You're released from your guild vows now,
eh? You could take a bride."
I laughed. "Who'd have me?"
"Don't speak that way. You're not that old. You have strengths. You've seen
the world, you understand it. Why, in Perris you could find yourself some
wench who-" He paused. "Were you ever tempted, while you still were under your
vows?"
Just then a Flier passed overhead. She was a woman of middle years, struggling
a little in the sky, for some daylight remained to press on her wings. I felt
a pang, and I wanted to tell the Prince: yes, yes, I was tempted, there was a
little Flier not long ago, a girl, a child, Avluela; and in my way I loved
her, though I never touched her; and I love her still.
I said nothing to Prince Enric.
I looked, though, at that Flier, freer than I because she had wings, and in
the warmth of that spring evening I felt the chill of desolation enfolding me.
"Is it far to Perris?" the Prince asked.
"We will walk, and one day we will get there."
"And then?"
"For me an apprenticeship in the guild of Rememberers, and a new life. For
you?"
"I hope to find friends there," he said.
We walked on, long hours each day. There were those who went by and offered us
rides, but we refused, for at the checkpoints the invaders would be seeking
such wandering members of the nobility as the Prince. We walked a tunnel miles
long under sky-storming mountains sheathed in ice, and we entered a flat land
of farming peasants, and we paused by awakening rivers to cool our toes.
Golden summer burst upon us. We moved through the world but were not of it; we
listened to no news of the conquest, although it was obvious that the invaders
had taken full possession. In small vehicles they hovered everywhere, seeing
our world that now was theirs.
I did the bidding of the Prince in all ways, including the unpleasant ones. I
attempted to make his life less bleak. I gave him a sensation of being still a
ruler-albeit of only one useless old Watcher. I taught him, too, how best to
masquerade as a Pilgrim. From what little I knew I gave him postures, phases,
prayers. It was obvious that he had spent little time in contact with the Will
while he reigned. Now he professed faith, but it was insincere, part of his
camouflage.
In a town called Dijon, he said, "Here I will purchase eyes."
Not true eyes. The secret of making such replacements perished in the Second
Cycle. Out among the more fortunate stars any miracle is available for a
price, but our Earth is a neglected world in a backwater of the universe. The
Prince might have gone out there in the days before conquest to purchase new
sight, but now the best that was available to him was a way of distinguishing
light from dark. Even that would give him a rudiment of sight; at present he
had no other guidance than the reverberator that warned him of obstacles in
his path. How did he know, though, that in Dijon he would find a craftsman
with the necessary skills? And with what would he meet the cost?
He said, "The man here is a brother of one of my Scribes. He is of the guild
of Artificers, and I often bought his work in Roum. He'll have eyes for me."
"And the cost?"
"I am not entirely without resources."
We stopped in a field of gnarled cork-trees, and the Prince undid his robes.
Indicating a place in the fleshy part of his thigh, he said, "I carry a
reserve here for emergencies. Give me your blade!" I handed it to him, and he
seized the handle and pressed the stud that brought forth the cool, keen beam
of light. With his left hand he felt his thigh, surveying for the exact place;
then, stretching the flesh between two fingers, he made a surgically precise
cut two inches long. He did not bleed, nor was there a sign that he felt pain.
I watched in bewilderment as he slipped his fingers into the cut, spread its
edges, and seemed to grope as if in a sack. He tossed my blade back to me.
Treasures tumbled from his thigh.
"Watch that nothing is lost," he ordered me.
To the grass there fell seven sparkling jewels of alien origin, a small and
artful celestial globe, five golden coins of Imperial Roum of cycles past, a
ring set with a glowing dab of quasi-life, a flask of some unknown perfume, a
group of miniature musical instruments done in precious woods and metals,
eight statuettes of regal-looking men, and more. I scooped these wonders into
a dazzling heap.
"An overpocket," the Prince said coolly, "which a skilled Surgeon implanted in
my flesh. I anticipated a time of crisis in which I might need to leave the
palace hurriedly. Into it I stuffed what I could; there is much more where
these came from. Tell me, tell me what I have taken out!"
I gave him the full inventory. He listened tensely to the end, and I knew that
he had kept count of all that had poured forth, and was testing my honesty.
When I was done, he nodded, pleased. "Take the globe," he said, "and the ring,
and the two brightest jewels. Hide them in your pouch. The rest goes back
within." He spread the lips of the incision, and one by one I dropped the
glories inside, where they joined who knew what splendid things lying in
another dimension, the outlet from which was embedded in the Prince. He might
have half the contents of the palace tucked away in his thigh. At the end he
pressed the cut together, and it healed without a trace of a mark as I
watched. He robed himself.
In town we quickly located the shop of Bordo the Artificer. He was a squat man
with a speckled face, a grizzled beard, a tic in one eye, and a flat coarse
nose, but his fingers were as delicate as a woman's. His shop was a dark place
with dusty wooden shelves and small windows; it could have been a building ten
thousand years old. A few elegant items were on display. Most were not. He
looked at us guardedly, obviously baffled that a Watcher and a Pilgrim should
come to him.
At the Prince's prodding I said, "My friend needs eyes."
"I make a device, yes. But it is expensive, and it takes many months to
prepare. Beyond the means of any Pilgrim."
I laid one jewel on the weathered counter. "We have means."
Shaken, Bordo snatched up the jewel, turned it this way and that, saw the
alien fires glowing at its heart.
"If you come back when the leaves are falling-"
"You have no eyes in stock?" I asked.
He smiled. "I get few calls for such things. We keep a small inventory."
I put down the celestial globe. Bordo recognized it as the work of a master,
and his jaw sagged. He put it in one palm and tugged at his beard with the
other hand. I let him look at it long enough to fall in love with it, and then
I took it back and said, "Autumn is too long to wait. We will have to go
elsewhere. Perris, perhaps." I caught the Prince's elbow, and we shuffled
toward the door.
"Stop!" Bordo cried. "At least let me check! Perhaps I have a pair somewhere-"
And he began to rummage furiously in overpockets mounted in the rear wall.
He had eyes in stock, of course, and I haggled a bit on the price, and we
settled for the globe, the ring, and one jewel. The Prince was silent
throughout the transaction. I insisted on immediate installation and Bordo,
nodding excitedly, shut his shop, slipped on a thinking cap, and summoned a
sallow-faced Surgeon. Shortly the preliminaries of the operation were under
way. The Prince lay on a pallet in a sealed and sterile room. He removed his
reverberator and then his mask; and as those sharp features came into view,
Bordo-who had been to the court of Roum-grunted in amazement and began to say
something. My foot descended heavily on his. Bordo swallowed his words; and
the Surgeon, unaware, began tranquilly to swab the ruined sockets.
The eyes were pearl-gray spheres, smaller than real eyes and broken by
transverse slits. What mechanism was within I do not know, but from their rear
projected tiny golden connections to fasten to the nerves. The Prince slept
through the early part of the task, while I stood guard and Bordo assisted the
Surgeon. Then it was necessary to awaken him. His face convulsed in pain, but
it was so quickly mastered that Bordo muttered a prayer at this display of
determination.
"Some light here," said the Surgeon.
Bordo nudged a drifting globe closer. The Prince said, "Yes, yes, I see the
difference."
"We must test. We must adjust," the Surgeon said.
Bordo went outside. I followed. The man was trembling, and his face was green
with fear.
"Will you kill us now?" he asked.
"Of course not."
"I recognized-"
"You recognized a poor Pilgrim," I said, "who has suffered a terrible
misfortune while on his journey. No more. Nothing else."
I examined Bordo's stock awhile. Then the Surgeon and his patient emerged. The
Prince now bore the pearly spheres in his sockets, with a meniscus of false
flesh about them to insure a tight fit. He looked more machine than man, with
those dead things beneath his brows, and as he moved his head the slits
widened, narrowed, widened again, silently, stealthily. "Look," he said, and
walked across the room, indicating objects, even naming them. I knew that he
saw as though through a thick veil, but at least he saw, in a fashion. He
masked himself again and by nightfall we were gone from Dijon.
The Prince seemed almost buoyant. But what he had in his skull was a poor
substitute for what Gormon had ripped from him, and soon enough he knew it.
That night, as we slept on stale cots in a Pilgrim's hostelry, the Prince
cried out in wordless sounds of fury, and by the shifting light of the true
moon and the two false ones I saw his arms rise, his fingers curl, his nails
strike at an imagined enemy, and strike again, and again.



2


It was summer's end when we finally reached Perris. We came into the city from
the south, walking a broad, resilient highway bordered by ancient trees, amid
a fine shower of rain. Gusts of wind blew shriveled leaves about us. That
night of terror on which we both had fled conquered Roum now seemed almost a
dream; we were toughened by a spring and summer of walking, and the gray
towers of Perris seemed to hold out promise of new beginnings. I suspected
that we deceived ourselves, for what did the world hold for a shattered Prince
who saw only shadows, and a Watcher long past his proper years?
This was a darker city than Roum. Even in late winter, Roum had had clear
skies and bright sunlight. Perris seemed perpetually clouded over, buildings
and environment both somber. Even the city walls were ash-gray, and they had
no sheen. The gate stood wide. Beside it there lounged a small, sullen man in
the garb of the guild of Sentinels, who made no move to challenge us as we
approached. I looked at him questioningly. He shook his head.
"Go in, Watcher."
"Without a check?"
"You haven't heard? All cities were declared free six nights ago. Order of the
invaders. Gates are never closed now. Half the Sentinels have no work."
"I thought the invaders were searching for enemies," I said. "The former
nobility."
"They have their checkpoints elsewhere, and no Sentinels are used. The city is
free. Go in. Go in."
As we went in, I said, "Then why are you here?"
"It was my post for forty years," the Sentinel said. "Where should I go?"
I made the sign that told him I shared his sorrow, and the Prince and I
entered Perris.
"Five times I came to Perris by the southern gate," said the Prince. "Always
by chariot, with my Changelings walking before me and making music in their
throats. We proceeded to the river, past the ancient buildings and monuments,
on to the palace of the Comt of Perris. And by night we danced on gravity
plates high above the city, and there were ballets of Fliers, and from the
Tower of Perris there was performed an aurora for us. And the wine, the red
wine of Perris, the women in their saucy gowns, the red-tipped breasts, the
sweet thighs! We bathed in wine, Watcher." He pointed vaguely. "Is that the
Tower of Perris?"
"I think it is the ruin of this city's weather machine," I said.
"A weather machine would be a vertical column. What I see rises from a wide
base to a slender summit, as does the Tower of Perris."
"What I see," I said gently, "is a vertical column, at least thirty men high,
ending in a rough break. The Tower would not be this close to the southern
gate, would it?"
"No," said the Prince, and muttered a foulness. "The weather machine it is,
then. These eyes of Bordo's don't see so clearly for me, eh? I deceive myself,
Watcher. I deceive myself. Find a thinking cap and see if the Comt has fled."
I stared a moment longer at the truncated pillar of the weather machine, that
fantastic device which had brought such grief upon the world in the Second
Cycle. I tried to penetrate its sleek, almost oily marble sides, to see the
coiling intestines of mysterious devices that had been capable of sinking
whole continents, that long ago had transformed my homeland in the west from a
mountainous country to a chain of islands. Then I turned away, donned a public
cap, asked for the Comt, got the answer I expected, and demanded to know the
locations of places where we might find lodging.
The Prince said, "Well?"
"The Comt of Perris was slain during the conquest along with all his sons. His
dynasty is extinguished, his title is abolished, his palace has been
transformed into a museum by the invaders. The rest of the Perrisian nobility
is dead or has taken flight. I'll find a place for you at the lodge of
Pilgrims."
"No. Take me with you to the Rememberers."
"Is that the guild you seek now?"
He gestured impatiently. "No, fool! But how can I stay alone in a strange
city, with all my friends gone? What would I say to true Pilgrims in their
hostelry? I'll stay with you. The Rememberers can hardly turn away a blind
Pilgrim."
He gave me no choice. And so he accompanied me to the Hall of Rememberers.
We had to cross half the city, and it took us nearly the whole day. Perris
seemed to me to be in disarray. The coming of the invaders had upset the
structure of our society, liberating from their tasks great blocs of people,
in some cases whole guilds. I saw dozens of my fellow Watchers in the streets,
some still dragging about with them their cases of instruments, others, like
me, freed of that burden and scarcely knowing what to do with their hands. My
guildmates looked glum and hollow; many of them were dull-eyed with carousing,
now that all discipline was shattered. Then there were Sentinels, aimless and
dispirited because they had nothing to guard, and Defenders, cowed and dazed
at the ending of defense. I saw no Masters and of course no Dominators, but
many unemployed Clowns. Musicians, Scribes, and other court functionaries
drifted randomly. Also there were hordes of dull neuters, their nearly
mindless bodies slumped from unfamiliar disuse. Only Vendors and Somnambulists
seemed to be carrying on business as usual.
The invaders were very much in evidence. In twos and threes they strolled on
every street, long-limbed beings whose hands dangled nearly to their knees;
their eyelids were heavy, their nostrils were hidden in filtration pouches,
their lips were full and, when not apart, joined almost seamlessly. Most of
them were dressed in identical robes of a deep, rich green, perhaps a uniform
of military occupation; a few carried weapons of an oddly primitive kind,
great heavy things slung across their backs, probably more for display than
for self-defense. They seemed generally relaxed as they moved among us-genial
conquerors, self-confident and proud, fearing no molestation from the defeated
populace. Yet the fact that they never walked alone argued that they felt an
inner wariness. I could not find it in me to resent their presence, nor even
the implied arrogance of their possessive glances at the ancient monuments of
Perris; yet the Prince of Roum, to whom all figures were merely upright bars
of dark gray against a field of light gray, instinctively sensed their
nearness to him and reacted with quick hostile intakes of breath.
Also there were many more outworld visitors than usual, star-beings of a
hundred kinds, some able to breathe our air, others going about in hermetic
globes or little pyramid-shaped breathing-boxes or contour suits. It was
nothing new to see such strangers on Earth, of course, but the sheer quantity
of them was astonishing. They were everywhere, prowling into the houses of
Earth's old religions, buying shining models of the Tower of Perris from
Vendors at street corners, clambering precariously into the upper levels of
the walkways, peering into occupied dwellings, snapping images, exchanging
currency with furtive hucksters, flirting with Fliers and Somnambulists,
risking their lives at our restaurants, moving in shepherded groups from sight
to sight. It was as though our invaders had passed the word through the
galaxies: SEE OLD EARTH NOW. UNDER NEW MANAGEMENT.
At least our beggars were flourishing. The outworld ones fared poorly at the
hands of the alien almsgivers, but those who were Earthborn did well, except
for the Changelings, who could not be recognized as native stock. I saw
several of these mutants, disgruntled at being refused, turn on other beggars
who had had better luck and beat them to the ground, while image-snappers
recorded the scene for the delight of galactic stay-at-homes.
We came in time to the Hall of Rememberers.
It was an imposing building, as well it might be, housing as it did all of our
planet's past. It rose to an enormous height on the southern bank of the Senn,
just opposite the equally massive palace of the Comt. But the dwelling of the
deposed Comt was an ancient building, truly ancient, of the First Cycle even,
a long, involuted structure of gray stone with a green metal roof in the
traditional Perrisian style, while the Hall of Rememberers was a shaft of
polished whiteness, its surface unbroken by windows, about which there coiled
from summit to base a golden helix of burnished metal that bore inscribed on
it the history of mankind. The upper coils of the helix were blank. At a
distance I could read nothing, and I wondered whether the Rememberers had
taken the trouble to inscribe upon their building the tale of Earth's final
defeat. Later I learned that they had not-that the story, in fact, terminated
at the end of the Second Cycle, leaving untold much for which little pleasure
was felt.
Night was falling now. And Perris, which had looked so dreary in the clouded
and drizzly day, came to beauty like a dowager returning from Jorslem with her
youth and voluptuousness restored. The city's lights cast a soft but dazzling
radiance that magically illuminated the old gray buildings, turning angles
hazy, hiding antiquity's grime, blurring ugliness into poetry. The Comt's
palace was transformed from a heavy thing of sprawling bulk into an airy
fable. The Tower of Perris, spotlighted against the dusk, loomed above us to
the east like a giant gaunt spider, but a spider of grace and charm. The
whiteness of the Hall of Rememberers now was intolerably beautiful, and the
helical coil of history no longer seemed to wind to the summit, but plunged
directly into one's heart. The Fliers of Perris were abroad at this hour,
taking their ease above us in a graceful ballet, their filmy wings spread wide
to catch the light from below, their slender bodies trailing at an angle to
the horizon. How they soared, these genetically altered children of Earth,
these fortunate members of a guild that demands only that its members find
pleasure in life! They shed beauty upon the groundlings like little moons.
They were joined in their airborne dance by invaders, flying in some method
unknown to me, their lengthy limbs drawn close to their bodies. I noticed that
the Fliers showed no distaste for those who had come to share their sport, but
rather appeared to welcome the outworlders, allowing them places in the dance.
Higher, on the backdrop of the sky itself, whirled the two false moons, blank
and burnished, skimming from west to east; and blobs of disciplined light
swirled in mid-atmosphere in what I supposed was a customary Perrisian
diversion; and speakers floating beneath the clouds showered us with sparkling
music. I heard the laughter of girls from somewhere; I scented bubbling wine.
If this is Perris conquered, I wondered, what must Perris free have been like?
"Are we at the Hall of Rememberers?" asked Prince Enric testily.
"This is it, yes," I replied. "A tower of white."
"I know what it looks like, idiot! But now-I see less well after dark-that
building, there?"
"You point to the palace of the Comt, Majesty."
"There, then."
"Yes."
"Why have we not gone in?"
"I am seeing Perris," I said. "I have never known such beauty. Roum is
attractive too, in a different way. Roum is an emperor; Perris is a
courtesan."
"You talk poetry, you shriveled old man!"
"I feel my age dropping away. I could dance in the streets now. This city
sings to me."
"Go in. Go in. We are here to see the Rememberers. Let it sing to you later."
I sighed and guided him toward the entrance to the great hall. We passed up a
walkway of some black glossy stone, while beams of light played down on us,
scanning us and recording us. A monstrous ebon door, five men wide and ten men
high, proved to be only a projected illusion, for as we neared it I sensed the
depth of it, saw its vaulted interior, and knew it for a deception. I felt a
vague warmth and tasted a strange perfume as we passed through it.
Within was a mammoth antechamber nearly as awesome as the grand inner space of
the palace of the Prince of Roum. All was white, the stone glowing with an
inner radiance that bathed everything in brilliance. To right and left, heavy
doorways led to inner wings. Although night had come, many individuals were
clustered about access banks mounted on the rear wall of the antechamber,
where screens and caps gave them contact with the master files of the guild of
Rememberers. I noticed with interest that many of those who had come here with
questions about mankind's past were invaders.
Our footsteps crackled on the tiled floor as we crossed it.
I saw no actual Rememberers, and so I went to an access bank, put on a
thinking cap, and notified the embalmed brain to which it was connected that I
sought the Rememberer Basil, he whom I had met briefly in Roum.
"What is your business with him?"
"I bring with me his shawl, which he left in my care when he fled Roum."
"The Rememberer Basil has returned to Roum to complete his research, by
permission of the conqueror. I will send to you another member of the guild to
receive the shawl."
We did not have long to wait. We stood together near the rear of the
antechamber, and I contemplated the spectacle of the invaders who had so much
to learn, and in moments there came to us a thick-set, dour-faced man some
years younger than myself, but yet not young, who wore about his broad
shoulders the ceremonial shawl of his guild.
"I am the Rememberer Elegro," he announced portentously.
'I bring you Basil's shawl."
"Come. Follow."
He had emerged from an imperceptible place in the wall where a sliding block
turned on pivots. Now he slid it once more and rapidly went down a passageway.
I called out to him that my companion was blind and could not match his pace,
and the Rememberer Elegro halted, looking visibly impatient. His downcurving
mouth twitched, and he buried his short fingers in the deep black curls of his
beard. When we had caught up with him he moved on less swiftly. We pursued an
infinity of passageways and ended in Elegro's domicile, somewhere high in the
tower.
The room was dark but amply furnished with screens, caps, scribing equipment,
voice-boxes, and other aids to scholarship. The walls were hung with a purple-
black fabric, evidently alive, for its marginal folds rippled in pulsating
rhythms. Three drifting globes gave less than ample light.
"The shawl," he said,
I produced it from my pouch. It had amused me to wear it for a while in those
first confused days of the conquest-after all, Basil had left it in my hands
when he fled down the street, and I had not meant to wrest it from him, but he
obviously had cared little for its loss-but shortly I had put it away, since
it bred confusion for a man in Watcher's garb to wear a Rememberer's shawl.
Elegro took it from me curtly and unfolded it, scrutinizing it as though
looking for lice.
"How did you get this?"
"Basil and I encountered one another in the street during the actual moment of
the invasion. He was highly agitated. I attempted to restrain him and he ran
past me, leaving me still grasping his shawl."
"He told a different story."
"I regret it if I have compromised him," I said.
"At any rate, you have returned his shawl. I'll communicate the news to Roum
tonight. Are you expecting a reward for delivering it?"
"Yes."
Displeased, Elegro said, "Which is?"
"To be allowed to come among the Rememberers as an apprentice."
He looked startled. "You have a guild!"
"To be a Watcher in these days is to be guildless. For what should I watch? I
am released from my vows."
"Perhaps. But you are old to be trying a new guild."
"Not too old."
"Ours is a difficult one."
"I am willing to work hard. I desire to learn. In my old age curiosity is born
in me."
"Become a Pilgrim like your friend here. See the world."
"I have seen the world. Now I wish to join the Rememberers and learn of the
past."
"You can dial an information below. Our access banks are open to you,
Watcher."
"It is not the same. Enroll me."
"Apprentice yourself to the Indexers," Elegro suggested. "The work is similar,
but not so demanding."
"I claim apprenticeship here."
Elegro sighed heavily. He steepled his fingers, bowed his head, quirked his
lips. This was plainly unique to him. While he pondered, an inner door opened
and a female Rememberer entered the room, carrying a small turquoise music-
sphere cradled in both her hands. She took four paces and halted, obviously
surprised that Elegro was entertaining visitors.
She made a nod of apology and said, "I will return later."
"Stay," said the Rememberer. To myself and the Prince he said, "My wife. The
Rememberer Olmayne." To his wife he said, "These are travelers newly come from
Roum. They have delivered Basil's shawl. The Watcher now asks apprenticeship
in our guild. What do you advise?"
The Rememberer Olmayne's white brow furrowed. She put down her music-sphere in
a dark crystal vase; the sphere was unintentionally activated as she did so,
and it offered us a dozen shimmering notes before she switched it off. Then
she contemplated us, and I her. She was notably younger than her husband, who
was of middle years, while she seemed to be hardly past first bloom. Yet there
was a strength about her that argued for greater maturity. Perhaps, I thought,
she had been to Jorslem to renew her youth; but in that case it was odd that
her husband had not done the same, unless he prized his look of age. She was
surely attractive. Her face was broad, with a high forehead, pronounced
cheekbones, a wide, sensual mouth, a jutting chin. Her hair was lustrous
black, contrasting most vividly with the strange pallor of her skin. Such
white skin is a rarity among us, though now I know that it was more common in
ancient times, when the breed was different. Avluela, my lovely little Flier,
had displayed that same combination of black and white, but there the
resemblance ended, for Avluela was all fragility, and the Rememberer Olmayne
was strength itself. Below her long slender neck her body blossomed into well-
set shoulders, high breasts, firm legs. Her posture was regal.
She studied us at length, until I could scarcely meet the level gaze of her
widely spaced dark eyes. Ultimately she said, "Does the Watcher regard himself
as qualified to become one of us?"
The question appeared aimed at anyone in the chamber who cared to reply. I
hesitated; Elegro did likewise; and at length it was the Prince of Roum who
replied in his voice of command, "The Watcher is qualified to enter your
guild."
"And who are you?" Olmayne demanded.
Instantly the Prince adopted a more accommodating tone. "A miserable blind
Pilgrim, milady, who has wandered here on foot from Roum, in this man's
company. If I am any judge, you could do worse than admit him as an
apprentice."
Elegro said, "And yourself? What plans have you?"
"I wish only refuge here," said the Prince. "I am tired of roaming and there
is much thinking I must do. Perhaps you could allow me to carry out small
tasks here. I would not want to he separated from my companion."
To me Olmayne said, "We will confer on your case. If there is approval, you
will be given the tests. I will be your sponsor."
"Olmayne!" blurted Elegro in unmistakable amazement.
She smiled serenely at us all.
A family quarrel appeared on the verge; but it was averted, and the
Rememberers offered us hospitality, juices, sharper beverages, a night's
lodging. We dined apart from them in one section of their suite, while other
Rememberers were summoned to consider my irregular application. The Prince
seemed in strange agitation; he bolted down his food, spilled a flask of wine,
fumbled with his eating utensils, put his fingers again and again to his gray
metallic eyeballs as though trying to scratch an itch upon the lobes of his
brain.
At length he said in a low, urgent voice, "Describe her to me!"
I did so, in detail, coloring and shading my words to draw him the most vivid
picture I could.
"She is beautiful, you say?"
"I believe so. You know that at my age one must work from abstract notions,
not from the flow of the glands."
"Her voice arouses me," said the Prince. "She has power. She is queenly. She
must be beautiful; there'd be no justice if her body failed to match the
voice."
"She is," I said heavily, "another man's wife, and the giver of hospitality."
I remembered a day in Roum when the Prince's palanquin had come forth from the
palace, and the Prince had spied Avluela, and ordered her to him, drawing her
through the curtain to make use of her. A Dominator may command lesser folk
that way; but a Pilgrim may not, and I feared Prince Enric's schemes now. He
dabbed at his eyes again. His facial muscles worked.
"Promise me you'll not start trouble with her," I said.
The corner of his mouth jerked in what must have been the beginning of an
angry retort, quickly stifled. With effort he said, "You misjudge me, old man.
I'll abide by the laws of hospitality here. Be a good man and get me more
wine, eh?"
I thumbed the serving niche and obtained a second flask. It was strong red
wine, not the golden stuff of Roum. I poured; we drank; the flask was swiftly
empty. I grasped it along its lines of polarity and gave it the proper twist,
and it popped and was gone like a bubble. Moments later the Rememberer Olmayne
entered. She had changed her garments; earlier she had worn an afternoon gown
of dull hue and coarse fabric, but now she was garbed in a sheer scarlet robe
fastened between her breasts. It revealed to me the planes and shadows of her
body, and it surprised me to see that she had chosen to retain a navel. It
broke the smooth downward sweep of her belly in an effect so carefully
calculated to arouse that it nearly incited even me.
She said complacently, "Your application has been approved under my
sponsorship. The tests will be administered tonight. If you succeed, you will
be pledged to our division." Her eyes twinkled in sudden mischief. "My
husband, you should know, is most displeased. But my husband's displeasure is
not a thing to be feared. Come with me, both of you."
She stretched forth her hands, taking mine, taking the Prince's. Her fingers
were cool. I throbbed with an inner fever and marveled at this sign of new
youth that arose within me-not even by virtue of the waters of the house of
renewal in sacred Jorslem.
"Come," said Olmayne, and led us to the place of test.
3


And so I passed into the guild of Rememberers.
The tests were perfunctory. Olmayne brought us to a circular room somewhere
near the summit of the great tower. Its curving walls were inlaid with rare
woods of many hues, and shining benches rose from the floor, and in the center
of all was a helix the height of a man, inscribed with letters too small to be
read. Half a dozen Rememberers lounged about, plainly there only by Olmayne's
whim, and not in the slightest interested in this old and shabby Watcher whom
she had so unaccountably sponsored.
A thinking cap was offered me. A scratchy voice asked me a dozen questions
through the cap, probing for my typical responses, querying me on biographical
details. I gave my guild identification so that they could contact the local
guildmaster, check my bona fides, and obtain my release. Ordinarily one could
not win release from a Watcher's vows, but these were not ordinary times, and
I knew my guild was shattered.
Within an hour all was done. Olmayne herself placed the shawl over my
shoulders.
"You'll be given sleeping quarters near our suite," she said. "You'll have to
surrender your Watcher garb, though your friend may remain in Pilgrim's
clothes. Your training will begin after a probationary period. Meanwhile you
have full access to any of our memory tanks. You realize, of course, that it
will be ten years or more before you can win full admission to the guild."
"I realize that," I said.
"Your name now will be Tomis," Olmayne told me. "Not yet the Rememberer Tomis,
but Tomis of the Rememberers. There is a difference. Your past name no longer
matters."
The Prince and I were conducted to the small room we would share. It was a
humble enough place, but yet it had facilities for washing, outlets for
thinking caps and other information devices, and a food vent. Prince Enric
went about the room, touching things, learning the geography. Cabinets, beds,
chairs, storage units, and other furniture popped in and out of the walls as
he blundered onto the controls. Eventually he was satisfied; not blundering
now, he activated a bed, and a sheaf of brightness glided from a slot. He
stretched out.
 "Tell me something, Tomis of the Rememberers."
"Yes?"
'To satisfy curiosity that eats at me. What was your name in previous life?"
"It does not matter now."
"No vow binds you to secrecy. Will you thwart me still?"
"Old habit binds me," I said. "For twice your lifetime I was conditioned never
to speak my name except lawfully."
"Speak it now."
"Wuellig," I said.
It was strangely liberating to commit that act. My former name seemed to hover
in the air before my lips; to dart about the room like a jewelbird released
from its captivity; to soar, to turn sharply, to strike a wall and shiver to
pieces with a light, tinkling sound. I trembled, "Wuellig," I said again. "My
name was Wuellig."
"Wuellig no more."
"Tomis of the Rememberers."
And we both laughed until it hurt, and the blinded Prince swung himself to his
feet and slapped his hand against mine in high good fellowship, and we shouted
my name and his and mine again and again, like small boys who suddenly have
learned the words of power and have discovered at last how little power those
words really have.
Thus I took up my new life among the Rememberers.
For some time to come I did not leave the Hall of Rememberers at all. My days
and nights were completely occupied, and I remained a stranger to Perris
without. The Prince, too, though his time was not as fully taken up, stayed in
the building almost always, going out only when boredom or fury overtook him.
Occasionally the Rememberer Olmayne went with him, or he with her, so that he
would not be alone in his darkness; but I know that on occasion he left the
building by himself, defiantly intending to show that, even sightless, he
could cope with the challenges of the city.
My waking hours were divided among these activities:
+ Preliminary orientations.
+ Menial duties of an apprentice.
+ Private researches.
Not unexpectedly, I found myself much older than the other apprentices then in
residence. Most were youngsters, the children of Rememberers themselves; they
looked upon me in bafflement, unable to comprehend having such an ancient for
a schoolmate. There were a few fairly mature apprentices, those who had found
a vocation for Remembering midway in life, but none approaching my age. Hence
I had little social contact with my fellows in training.
For a part of each day we learned the techniques by which the Rememberers
recapture Earth's past. I was shown wide-eyed through the laboratories where
analysis of field specimens is performed; I saw the detectors which, by
pinpointing the decay of a few atoms, give an age to an artifact; I watched as
beams of many-colored light lancing from a ringed outlet turned a sliver of
wood to ash and caused it to give up its secrets; I saw the very images of
past events peeled from inanimate substance. We leave our imprint where we go:
the particles of light rebound from our faces, and the photonic flux nails
them to the environment. From which the Rememberers strip them, categorize
them, fix them. I entered a room where a phantasmagoria of faces drifted on a
greasy blue mist: vanished kings and guildmasters, lost dukes, heroes of
ancient days. I beheld cold-eyed technicians prodding history from handfuls of
charred matter. I saw damp lumps of trash give up tales of revolutions and
assassinations, of cultural change, of the discarding of mores.
Then I was instructed superficially in the techniques of the field. Through
cunning simulation I was shown Rememberers at work with vacuum cores digging
through the mounds of the great ruined cities of Afreek and Ais. I
participated vicariously in the undersea quest for the remnants of the
civilizations of the Lost Continents; teams of Rememberers entered
translucent, teardrop-shaped vehicles like blobs of green gelatin and sped
into the depths of Earth Ocean, down and down to the slime-crusted prairies of
the former land and with lancing beams of violet force, they drilled through
muck and girders to find buried truths. I watched the gatherers of shards, the
diggers of shadows, the collectors of molecular films. One of the best of the
orientation experiences they provided was a sequence in which some truly
heroic Rememberers excavated a weather machine in lower Afreek, baring the
base of the titanic thing, lifting it on power pulls from the soil, an
extraction so mighty that the earth itself seemed to shriek when it was done.
High aloft they floated the ponderous relic of Second Cycle folly, while
shawled experts prodded in its root-place to learn how the column had been
erected in the first instance. My eyes throbbed at the spectacle.
I emerged from these sessions with an overwhelming awe for this guild I had
chosen. Individual Rememberers whom I had know had struck me generally as
pompous, disdainful, haughty, or merely aloof; I did not find them charming.
Yet is the whole greater than the sum of its parts, and I saw such men as
Basil and Elegro, so vacant, so absent from ordinary human concerns, so
disinterested, as parts of a colossal effort to win back from eternity our
brilliant yesterdays. This research into lost times was magnificent, the only
proper substitute for mankind's former activities; having lost our present and
our future, we had of necessity to bend all our endeavors to the past, which
no one could take from us if only we were vigilant enough.
For many days I absorbed the details of this effort, every stage of the work
from the collection of specks of dust in the field through their treatment and
analysis in the laboratory to the highest endeavor of all, synthesis and
interpretation, which was carried out by senior Rememberers on the highest
level of this building. I was given but a glimpse of those sages: withered and
dry, old enough to be grandfathers to me, white heads bent forward, thin lips
droning comments and interpretations, quibbles and corrections. Some of them,
I was told in a hushed whisper, had been renewed at Jorslem two and three
times apiece, and now were beyond renewal and in their final great age.
Next we were introduced to the memory tanks where the Rememberers store their
findings, and from which are dispensed informations for the benefit of the
curious.
As a Watcher I had had little curiosity and less interest in visiting memory
tanks. Certainly I had never seen anything like this, for the tanks of the
Rememberers were no mere three-brain or five-brain storage units, but mammoth
installations with a hundred brains or more hooked in series. The room to
which they took us-one of dozens beneath the building, I learned-was an oblong
chamber, deep but not high, in which brain-cases were arrayed in rows of nine
that faded into shadowed depths. Perspective played odd tricks; I was not sure
if there were ten rows or fifty, and the sight of those bleached domes was
overpoweringly immense.
"Are these the brains of former Rememberers?" I asked. The guide replied,
"Some of them are. But there's no necessity to use only Rememberers. Any
normal human brain will do; even a Servitor has more storage capacity than
you'd believe. We have no need for redundancy in our circuits, and so we can
use the full resources of each brain."
I tried to peer through the heavy block of sleekness that protected the memory
tanks from harm. I said, "What is recorded in this particular room?"
"The names of dwellers in Afreek in Second Cycle times, and as much personal
data about each as we have so far recovered. Also, since these cells are not
yet fully charged, we have temporarily stored in them certain geographical
details concerning the Lost Continents, and information pertaining to the
creation of Land Bridge."
"Can such information be easily transferred from temporary storage to
permanent?" I asked.
"Easily, yes. Everything is electromagnetic here. Our facts are aggregates of
charges; we shift them from brain to brain by reversing polarities."
"What if there were an electrical failure?" I demanded. "You say you have no
redundancy here. Is there no possibility of losing data through some
accident?"
"None," said the guide smoothly. "We have a series of fallback devices to
insure continuity of power. And by using organic tissue for our storage cells,
we have the best assurance of safety of all: for the brains themselves will
retain their data in the event of a power interruption. It would be taxing but
not impossible to recapture their contents."
"During the invasion," I said, "were any difficulties experienced?"
"We are under the protection of the invaders, who regard our work as vital to
their own interests."
Not long afterward, at a general convocation of the Rememberers, we
apprentices were permitted to look on from a balcony of the guildhall; below
us, in full majesty, were the guild members, shawls in place, Elegro and
Olmayne among them. On a dais that bore the helical symbol was Chancellor
Kenishal of the Rememberers, an austere and commanding figure, and beside him
was an even more conspicuous personage who was of the species that had
conquered Earth. Kenishal spoke briefly. The resonance of his voice did not
entirely conceal the hollowness of his words; like all administrators
everywhere, be gushed platitudes, praising himself by implication as he
congratulated his guild for its notable work. Then he introduced the invader.
The alien stretched forth his arms until they seemed to touch the walls of the
auditorium.
"I am Manrule Seven," he said quietly. "I am Procurator of Perris, with
particular responsibility for the guild of Rememberers. My purpose here today
is to confirm the decree of the provisional occupational government. You
Rememberers are to go totally unhampered in your work. You are to have free
access to all sites on this planet or on any other world that may have bearing
on your mastery of the past of this planet. All files are to remain open to
you, except those pertaining to the organization of the conquest itself.
Chancellor Kenishal has informed me that the conquest lies outside the scope
of your present research in any case, so no hardship will be worked. We of the
occupying government are aware of the value of the work of your guild. The
history of this planet is of great significance, and we wish your efforts
continued."
"To make Earth a better tourist attraction," said the Prince of Roum bitterly
at my side.
Manrule Seven went on, "The Chancellor has requested me to inform you of one
administrative change that will necessarily follow from the occupied status of
your planet. In the past, all disputes among you were settled by the courts of
your own guild, with Chancellor Kenishal having the highest right of appeal.
For the sake of efficient administration it now becomes mandatory for us to
impose our jurisdiction over that of the guild. Therefore the Chancellor will
transfer to us those litigations which he feels no longer fall into his sphere
of authority."
The Rememberers gasped. There was a sudden shifting of postures and exchanging
of glances on the floor below.
"The Chancellor's abdicating!" blurted an apprentice near me.
"What choice does he have, fool?" another whispered harshly.
The meeting broke up in some confusion. Rememberers flooded into the hallways,
gesticulating, debating, expostulating. One venerable wearer of the shawl was
so shaken that he crouched down and began to make the series of stabilizer
responses, heedless of the throng. The tide swept over us apprentices, forcing
us back. I attempted to protect the Prince, fearing that he would be thrown to
the floor and trampled; but we were swept apart and I lost sight of him for
minutes. When I saw him again he stood with the Rememberer Olmayne. Her face
was flushed, her eyes were bright; she was speaking rapidly, and the Prince
was listening. His hand clung to her elbow as if for support.



4


After the conclusion of the early period of orientations, I was given trivial
tasks. Chiefly I was asked to do things that in an earlier time would have
been performed wholly by machine: for example, to monitor the feed lines that
oozed nutrients into the brain-boxes of the memory tanks. For several hours
each day I walked through the narrow corridor of the inspection panels,
searching for clogged lines. It had been so devised that when a line became
blocked, a stress pattern was created the length of the clear tubing that
contained it, and beams of a special polarized light illuminated that pattern
for benefit of the inspector. I did my humble task, now and again finding a
blockage, and I did other little jobs as befitted my status of apprenticeship.
However, I also had the opportunity to pursue my own investigations into the
events of my planet's past.
Sometimes one does not learn the value of things until they are lost. For a
lifetime I served as a Watcher, striving to give early warning of a promised
invasion of Earth, while caring little who might wish to invade us, or why.
For a lifetime I realized dimly that Earth had known grander days than those
of the Third Cycle into which I had been born, and yet I sought no knowledge
of what those days had been like and of the reasons for our present diminished
condition. Only when the starships of the invaders blossomed in the sky did I
feel a sudden hunger to know of that lost past. Now, as the most elderly of
apprentices, I, Tomis of the Rememberers, rummaged through the archives of
vanished time.
Any citizen has the right to go to a public thinking cap and requisition an
information from the Rememberers on any given subject. Nothing is concealed.
But the Rememberers volunteer no aid; you must know how to ask, which means
you must know what to ask. Item by item you must seek your facts. It is useful
for those who must know, say, the long-term patterns of climate in Agupt, or
the symptoms of the crystallization disease, or the limitations in the charter
of one of the guilds; but it is no help at all to the man who wishes knowledge
of the larger questions. One would need to requisition a thousand informations
merely to make a beginning. The expense would be great; few would bother.
As an apprentice Rememberer I had full access to all data. More important, I
had access to the indexes. The Indexers are a guild subsidiary to the
Rememberers, a donkey-guild of drudges who record and classify that which they
often do not understand; the end product of their toil serves the greater
guild, but the indexes are not open to all. Without them one scarcely is able
to cope with the problems of research.
I will not summarize the stages by which I came by my knowledge-the hours
spent shuffling through interwoven corridors, the rebuffs, the bewilderments,
the throbbing of the brain. As a foolish novice I was at the mercy of
pranksters, and many a fellow apprentice, even a guild member or two, led me
astray for the sheer wicked joy of it. But I learned which routes to follow,
how to set up sequences of questions, how to follow a path of references
higher and higher until the truth bursts dazzlingly upon one. With persistence
rather than with great intellect I wrung from the files of the Rememberers a
coherent tale of the downfall of man.
This:
There was a time in ages past when life on Earth was brutal and primitive. We
call this time the First Cycle. I do not speak of the period before
civilization, that time of grunting and hairiness, of caves and stone tools.
We consider the First Cycle to have commenced when man first learned to record
information and to control environment. This occurred in Agupt and Sumir. By
our way of reckoning the First Cycle commenced some 40,000 years ago-however,
we are uncertain of its true length in its own terms, since the span of the
year was altered at the end of the Second Cycle, and we have been unable thus
far to determine how long, in previous eras, it took for our world to circle
its sun. Somewhat longer than at present, perhaps.
The First Cycle was the time of Imperial Roum and of the first flowering of
Jorslem. Eyrop remained savage long after Ais and parts of Afreek were
civilized. In the west, two great continents occupied much of Earth Ocean, and
these too were held by savages.
It is understood that in this cycle mankind had no contact with other worlds
or stars. Such solitude is difficult to comprehend; but yet so it occurred.
Mankind had no way of creating light except through fire; he could not cure
his ills; life was not susceptible to renewal. It was a time without comforts,
a gray time, harsh in its simplicity. Death came early; one barely had time to
scatter a few sons about, and one was carried off. One lived with fear, but
mostly not fear of real things.
The soul recoils from such an era. But yet it is true that in the First Cycle
magnificent cities were founded-Roum, Perris, Atin, Jorslem-and splendid deeds
were accomplished. One stands in awe of those ancestors, foul-smelling (no
doubt), illiterate, without machines, and still capable of coming to terms
with their universe and to some extent of mastering it.
War and grief were constant throughout the First Cycle. Destruction and
creation were nearly simultaneous. Flames ate man's most glorious cities.
Chaos threatened always to engulf order. How could men have endured such
conditions for thousands of years?
Towards the close of the First Cycle much of the primitivism was outgrown. At
last sources of power were accessible to man; there was the beginning of true
transportation; communication over distances became possible; many inventions
transformed the world in a short time. Methods of making war kept pace with
the technological growth in other directions; but total catastrophe was
averted, although several times it appeared to have arrived. It was during
this final phase of the cycle that the Lost Continents were colonized, also
Stralya, and that first contact was made with the adjoining planets of our
solar system.
The transition from First Cycle to Second is arbitrarily fixed at the point
when man first encountered intelligent beings from distant worlds. This, the
Rememberers now believe, took place less than fifty generations after the
First Cycle folk had mastered electronic and nuclear energy. Thus we may
rightly say that the early people of Earth stumbled headlong from savagery to
galactic contact-or, perhaps, that they crossed that gap in a few quick
strides.
This too is cause for pride. For if the First Cycle was great despite its
handicaps, the Second Cycle knew of no handicaps and achieved miracles.
In this epoch mankind spread out to the stars, and the stars came to mankind.
Earth was a market for goods of all worlds. Wonders were commonplace. One
might hope to live for hundreds of years; eyes, hearts, lungs, kidneys were
replaced as easily as shoes; the air was pure, no man went hungry, war was
forgotten. Machines of every sort served man. But the machines were not
enough, and so the Second Cycle folk bred men who were machines, or machines
who were men: creatures that were genetically human, but were born
artificially, and were treated with drugs that prevented the permanent storing
of memories. These creatures, analogous to our neuters, were capable of
performing an efficient day's work, but were unable to build up that permanent
body of experiences, memories, expectations, and abilities that is the mark of
a human soul. Millions of such not-quite-humans handled the duller tasks of
the day, freeing others for lives of glistening fulfillment. After the
creation of the subhumans came the creation of the superanimals who, through
biochemical manipulation of the brain, were able to carry out tasks once
beyond the capacity of their species: dogs, cats, mice, and cattle were
enrolled in the labor force, while certain high primates received functions
formerly reserved for humans. Through this exploitation of the environment to
the fullest, man created a paradise on Earth.
The spirit of man soared to the loftiest peak it had known. Poets, scholars,
and scientists made splendid contributions. Shining cities sprawled across the
land. The population was enormous, and even so, there was ample room for all,
with no shortage of resources. One could indulge one's whims to any extent;
there was much experimentation with genetic surgery and with mutagenetic and
teratogenetic drugs, so that the human species adopted many new forms. There
was, however, nothing yet like the variant forms of our cycle.
Across the sky in stately procession moved space stations serving every
imaginable need. It was at this time that the two new moons were built,
although the Rememberers have not yet determined whether their purpose was
functional or esthetic. The auroras that now appear each night in the sky may
have been installed at this time, although, some factions of Rememberers argue
that the presence of temperate-zone auroras began with the geophysical
upheavals that heralded the close of the cycle.
It was, at any rate, the finest of times to be alive.
"See earth and die," was the watchword of the outworlders. No one making the
galactic grand tour dared pass up this planet of miracles. We welcomed the
strangers, accepted their compliments and their money, made them comfortable
in the ways they preferred, and proudly displayed our greatnesses.
The Prince of Roum can testify that it is the fate of the mighty eventually to
be humbled, and also that the higher one reaches for splendor, the more
catastrophic one's downfall is apt to be. After some thousands of years of
glories beyond my capacity to comprehend, the fortunate ones of the Second
Cycle overreached themselves and committed two misdeeds, one born of foolish
arrogance, the other born of excessive confidence. Earth is paying yet for
those overreachings.
The effects of the first were slow to be felt. It was a function of Earth's
attitude toward the other species of the galaxy, which had shifted during the
Second Cycle from awe to matter-of-fact acceptance to contempt. At the
beginning of the cycle, brash and naive Earth had erupted into a galaxy
already peopled by advanced races that long had been in contact with one
another. This could well have produced a soul-crushing trauma, but instead it
generated an aggressive urge to excel and surpass. And so it happened that
Earthmen quickly came to look upon most of the galactics as equals, and then,
as progress continued on Earth, as inferiors. This bred the easy habit of
contempt for the backward.
Thus it was proposed to establish "study compounds" on Earth for specimens of
inferior races. These compounds would reproduce the natural habitat of the
races and would be accessible to scholars wishing to observe the life-
processes of these races. However, the expense of collecting and maintaining
the specimens was such that it quickly became necessary to open the compounds
to the public at large, for purposes of amusement. These supposedly scientific
compounds were, in fact, zoos for other intelligent species.
At the outset only the truly alien beings were collected, those so remote from
human biological or psychological norms that there was little danger of
regarding them as "people." A many-limbed thing that dwells in a tank of
methane under high pressure does not strike a sympathetic response from those
likely to object to the captivity of intelligent creatures. If that methane-
dweller happens to have a complex civilization of a sort uniquely fitted to
its environment, it can be argued that it is all the more important to
duplicate that environment on Earth so that one can study so strange a
civilization. Therefore the early compounds contained only the bizarre. The
collectors were limited, also, to taking creatures who had not attained the
stage of galactic travel themselves. It would not have been good form to
kidnap life-forms whose relatives were among the interstellar tourists on whom
our world's economy had come so heavily to depend.
The success of the first compounds led to the demand for the formation of
others. Less critical standards were imposed; not merely the utterly alien and
grotesque were collected, but samplings of any sort of galactic life not in a
position to register diplomatic protests. And, as the audacity of our
ancestors increased, so did the restrictions on collection loosen, until there
were samplings from a thousand worlds on Earth, including some whose
civilizations were older and more intricate than our own.
The archives of the Rememberers show that the expansion of our compounds
stirred some agitation in many parts of the universe. We were denounced as
marauders, kidnapers, and pirates; committees were formed to criticize our
wanton disregard for the rights of sentient beings; Earthmen traveling to
other planets were occasionally beset by mobs of hostile life-forms demanding
that we free the prisoners of the compounds at once. However, these protesters
were only a minority-most galactics kept an uncomfortable silence about our
compounds. They regretted the barbarity of them, and nevertheless made a point
of touring them when they visited Earth. Where, else, after all, could one see
hundreds of life-forms, culled from every part of the universe, in a few days?
Our compounds were a major attraction, one of the wonders of the cosmos. By
silent conspiracy our neighbors in the galaxy winked at the amorality of the
basic concept in order to share the pleasure of inspecting the prisoners.
There is in the archives of the Rememberers a memory-tank entry of a visit to
a compound area. It is one of the oldest visual records possessed by the
guild, and I obtained a look at it only with great difficulty and upon the
direct intercession of the Rememberer Olmayne. Despite the use of a double
filter in the cap, one sees the scene only blurredly; but yet it is clear
enough. Behind a curved shield of a transparent material are fifty or more
beings of an unnamed world. Their bodies are pyramidal, with dark blue
surfaces and pink visual areas at each vertex; they walk upon short, thick
legs; they have one pair of grasping limbs on each face. Though it is risky to
attempt to interpret the inner feelings of extraterrestrial beings, one can
clearly sense a mood of utter despair in these creatures. Through the murky
green gases of their environment they move slowly, numbly, without animation.
Several have joined tips in what must be communication. One appears newly
dead. Two are bowed to the ground like tumbled toys, but their limbs move in
what perhaps is prayer. It is a dismal scene. Later, I discovered other such
records in neglected corners of the building. They taught me much.
For more than a thousand Second Cycle years the growth of these compounds
continued unchecked, until it came to seem logical and natural to all except
the victims that Earth should practice these cruelties in the name of science.
Then, upon a distant world not previously visited by Earthmen, there were
discovered certain beings of a primitive kind, comparable perhaps to Earthmen
in early First Cycle days. These beings were roughly humanoid in form,
undeniably intelligent, and fiercely savage. At the loss of several Earthborn
lives, a collecting team acquired a breeding colony of these people and
transported them to Earth to be placed in a compound.
This was the first of the Second Cycle's two fatal errors.
At the time of the kidnaping, the beings of this other world-which is never
named in the records, but known only by the code designation H362-were in no
position to protest or to take punitive steps. But shortly they were visited
by emissaries from certain other worlds aligned politically against Earth.
Under the guidance of these emissaries, the beings of H362 requested the
return of their people. Earth refused, citing the long precedent of inter
stellar condonement of the compounds. Lengthy diplomatic representations
followed, in the course of which Earth simply reaffirmed its right to have
acted in such a fashion.
The people of H362 responded with threats. "One day," they said, "we will
cause you to regret this. We will invade and conquer your planet, set free all
the inhabitants of the compounds, and turn Earth itself into a gigantic
compound for its own people."
Under the circumstances this appeared quite amusing.
Little more was heard of the outraged inhabitants of H362 over the next few
millennia. They were progressing rapidly, in their distant part of the
universe, but since by all calculations it would take them a cosmic period to
pose any menace to Earth, they were ignored. How could one fear spear-wielding
savages?
Earth addressed itself to a new challenge: full control of the planetary
climate.
Weather modification had been practiced on a small scale since late First
Cycle. Clouds holding potential rain could be induced to release it; fogs
could be dispelled; hail could be made less destructive. Certain steps were
taken toward reducing the polar ice packs and toward making deserts more
fruitful. However, these measures were strictly local and, with few
exceptions, had no lasting effects on environment.
The Second Cycle endeavor involved the erection of enormous columns at more
than one hundred locations around the globe. We do not know the heights of
these columns, since none has survived intact and the specifications are lost,
but it is thought that they equaled or exceeded the highest buildings
previously constructed, and perhaps attained altitudes of two miles or more.
Within these columns was equipment which was designed, among other things, to
effect displacements of the poles of Earth's magnetic field.
As we understand the aim of the weather machines, it was to modify the
planet's geography according to a carefully conceived plan arising from the
division of what we call Earth Ocean into a number of large bodies. Although
interconnected, these suboceans were considered to have individual existences,
since along most of their boundary region they were cut off from the rest of
Earth Ocean by land masses. In the north polar region, for example, the
joining of Ais to the northern Lost Continent (known as Usa-amrik) in the west
and the proximity of Usa-amrik to Eyrop in the east left only narrow straits,
through which the polar waters could mingle with those of the warmer oceans
flanking the Lost Continents.
Manipulation of magnetic forces produced a libration of Earth on its orbit,
calculated to break up the north polar ice pack and permit the cold water
trapped by this pack to come in contact with warmer water from elsewhere. By
removing the northern ice pack and thus exposing the northern ocean to
evaporation, precipitation would be greatly increased there. To prevent this
precipitation from falling in the north as snow, additional manipulations were
to be induced to change the pattern of the prevailing westerly winds which
carried precipitation over temperate areas. A natural conduit was to be
established that would bring the precipitation of the polar region to areas in
lower latitudes lacking in proper moisture.
There was much more to the plan than this. Our knowledge of the details is
hazy. We are aware of schemes to shift ocean currents by causing land
subsidence or emergence, of proposals to deflect solar heat from the tropics
to the poles, and of other rearrangements. The details are unimportant. What
is significant to us are the consequences of this grandiose plan.
After a period of preparation lasting centuries and after absorbing more
effort and wealth than any other project in human history, the weather
machines were put into operation.
The result was devastation.
The disastrous experiment in planetary alteration resulted in a shifting of
the geographical poles, a lengthy period of glacial conditions throughout most
of the northern hemisphere, the unexpected submergence of Usa-amrik and Sud-
amrik, its neighbor, the creation of Land Bridge joining Afreek and Eyrop, and
the near destruction of human civilization. These upheavals did not take place
with great speed. Evidently the project went smoothly for the first several
centuries; the polar ice thawed, and the corresponding rise in sea levels was
dealt with by constructing fusion evaporators-small suns, in effect-at
selected oceanic points. Only slowly did it become clear that the weather
machines were bringing about architectonic changes in the crust of Earth.
These, unlike the climatic changes, proved irreversible.
It was a time of furious storms followed by unending droughts; of the loss of
hundreds of millions of lives; of the disruption on all communications; of
panicky mass migrations out of the doomed continents. Chaos triumphed. The
splendid civilization of the Second Cycle was shattered. The compounds of
alien life were destroyed.
For the sake of saving what remained of its population, several of the most
powerful galactic races took command of our planet. They established energy
pylons to stabilize Earth's axial wobble; they dismantled those weather
machines that had not been destroyed by the planetary convulsions; they fed
the hungry, clothed the naked, and offered reconstruction loans. For us it was
a Time of Sweeping, when all the structures and conventions of society were
expunged. No longer masters in our own world, we accepted the charity of
strangers and crept pitifully about.
Yet, because we were still the same race we had been, we recovered to some
extent. We had squandered our planet's capital and so could never again be
anything but bankrupts and paupers, but in a humbler way we entered into our
Third Cycle. Certain scientific techniques of earlier days still remained to
us. Others were devised, working generally on different principles. Our guilds
were formed to give order to society: Dominators, Master, Merchants, and the
rest. The Rememberers strove to salvage what could be pulled from the wreck of
the past.
Our debts to our rescuers were enormous. As bankrupts, we had no way of
repaying those debts; we hoped instead for a quitclaim, a statement of
absolution. Negotiations to that effect were already under way when an
unexpected intervention occurred. The inhabitants of H362 approached the
committee of Earth's receivers and offered to reimburse them for their
expenses-in return for an assignment of all rights and claims in Earth to
H362.
It was done.
H362 now regarded itself the owner by treaty of our world. It served notice to
the universe at large that it reserved the right to take possession at any
future date. As well it might, since at that time H362 was still incapable of
interstellar travel. Thereafter, though, H362 was deemed legal possessor of
the assets of Earth, as purchaser in bankruptcy.
No one failed to realize that this was H362's way of fulfilling its threat to
"turn Earth itself into a gigantic compound," as revenge for the injury
inflicted by our collecting team long before.
On Earth, Third Cycle society constituted itself along the lines it now holds,
with its rigid stratification of guilds. The threat of H362 was taken
seriously, for ours was a chastened world that sneered at no menace, however
slight; and a guild of Watchers was devised to scan the skies for attackers.
Defenders and all the rest followed. In some small ways we demonstrated our
old flair for imagination, particularly in the Years of Magic, when a fanciful
impulse created the self-perpetuating mutant guild of Fliers, a parallel guild
of Swimmers, of whom little is heard nowadays, and several other varieties,
including a troublesome and unpredictable guild of Changelings whose genetic
characteristics were highly erratic.
The Watchers watched. The Dominators ruled. The Fliers soared. Life went on,
year after year, in Eyrop and in Ais, in Stralya, in Afreek, in the scattered
islands that were the only remnants of the Lost Continents of Usa-amrik and
Sud-amrik. The vow of H362 receded into mythology, but yet we remained
vigilant. And far across the cosmos our enemies gathered strength, attaining
some measure of the power that had been ours in our Second Cycle. They never
forgot the day when their kinsmen had been held captive in our compounds.
In a night of terror they came to us. Now they are our masters, and their vow
is fulfilled, their claim asserted.
All this, and much more, I learned as I burrowed in the accumulated knowledge
of the guild of Rememberers.
5


Meanwhile the former Prince of Roum was wantonly abusing the hospitality of
our co-sponsorer, the Rememberer Elegro. I should have been aware of what was
going on, for I knew the Prince and his ways better than any other man in
Perris. But I was too busy in the archives, learning of the past. While I
explored the details of the Second Cycle's protoplasm files and regeneration
nodules, its time-wind blowers and its photonic-flux fixers, Prince Enric was
seducing the Rememberer Olmayne.
Like most seductions, I imagine that this was no great contest of wills.
Olmayne was a woman of sensuality, whose attitude toward her husband was
affectionate but patronizing. She regarded Elegro openly as ineffectual, a
bumbler; and Elegro, whose haughtiness and stern mien did not conceal his
underlying weakness of purpose, seemed to merit her disdain. What kind of
marriage they had was not my business to observe, but clearly she was the
stronger, and just as clearly he could not meet her needs.
Then, too, why had Olmayne agreed to sponsor us into her guild?
Surely not out of any desire for a tattered old Watcher. It must have been the
wish to know more of the strange and oddly commanding blind Pilgrim who was
that Watcher's companion. From the very first, then, Olmayne must have been
drawn to Prince Enric; and he, naturally, would need little encouragement to
accept the gift she offered.
Possibly they were lovers almost from the moment of our arrival in the Hall of
Rememberers.
I went my way, and Elegro went his, and Olmayne and Prince Enric went theirs,
and summer gave way to autumn and autumn to winter. I excavated the records
with passionate impatience. Never before had I known such involvement, such
intensity of curiosity. Without benefit of a visit to Jorslem I felt renewed.
I saw the Prince infrequently, and our meetings were generally silent; it was
not my place to question him about his doings, and he felt no wish to
volunteer information to me.
Occasionally I thought of my former life, and of my travels from place to
place, and of the Flier Avluela who was now, I supposed, the consort of one of
our conquerors. How did the false Changeling Gormon style himself, now that he
had emerged from his disguise and owned himself to be one of those from H362?
Earthking Nine? Oceanlord Five? Overman Three? Wherever he was, he must feel
satisfaction, I thought, at the total success of the conquest of Earth.
Toward winter's end I learned of the affair between the Rememberer Olmayne and
Prince Enric of Roum. I picked up whispered gossip in the apprentice quarters
first; then I noticed the smiles on the faces of other Rememberers when Elegro
and Olmayne were about; lastly, I observed the behavior of the Prince and
Olmayne toward one another. It was obvious. Those touchings of hand to hand,
those sly exchanges of catchwords and private phrases-what else could they
mean?
Among the Rememberers the marriage vow is regarded solemnly. As with the
Fliers, mating is for life, and one is not supposed to betray one's partner as
Olmayne was doing. When one is married to a fellow Rememberer-a custom in the
guild, but not universal-the union is all the more sacred.
What revenge would Elegro take when in time he learned the truth?
It happened that I was present when the situation at last crystallized into
conflict. It was a night in earliest spring. I had worked long and hard in the
deepest pits of the memory tanks, prying forth data that no one had bothered
with since it had first been stored; and, with my head aswim with images of
chaos, I walked through the glow of the Perris night, seeking fresh air. I
strolled along the Senn and was accosted by an agent for a Somnambulist, who
offered to sell me insight into the world of dreams. I came upon a lone
Pilgrim at his devotions before a temple of flesh. I watched a pair of young
Fliers in passage overhead, and shed a self-pitying tear or two. I was halted
by a starborn tourist in breathing mask and jeweled tunic; he put his cratered
red face close to mine and vented hallucinations in my nostrils. At length I
returned to the Hall of Rememberers and went to the suite of my sponsors to
pay my respects before retiring.
Olmayne and Elegro were there. So, too, was Prince Enric. Olmayne admitted me
with a quick gesture of one fingertip, but took no further notice of me, nor
did the others. Elegro was tensely pacing the floor, stomping about so
vehemently that the delicate life-forms of the carpet folded and unfolded
their petals in wild agitation. "A Pilgrim!" Elegro cried. "If it had been
some trash of a Vendor, it would only be humiliating. But a Pilgrim? That
makes it monstrous!"
Prince Enric stood with arms folded, body motionless. It was impossible to
detect the expression beneath his mask of Pilgrimage, but he appeared wholly
calm.
Elegro said, "Will you deny that you have been tampering with the sanctity of
my pairing?"
"I deny nothing. I assert nothing."
"And you?" Elegro demanded, whirling on his lady. "Speak truth, Olmayne! For
once, speak truth! What of the stories they tell of you and this Pilgrim?"
"I have heard no stories," said Olmayne sweetly.
"That he shares your bed! That you taste potions together! That you travel to
ecstasy together!"
Olmayne's smile did not waver. Her broad face was tranquil. To me she looked
more beautiful than ever.
Elegro tugged in anguish at the strands of his shawl. His dour, bearded face
darkened in wrath and exasperation. His hand slipped within his tunic and
emerged with the tiny glossy bead of a vision capsule, which he thrust forth
toward the guilty pair on the palm of his hand.
"Why should I waste breath?" he asked. "Everything is here. The full record in
the photonic flux. You have been under surveillance. Did either of you think
anything could be hidden here, of all places? You, Olmayne, a Rememberer, how
could you think so?"
Olmayne examined the capsule from a distance, as though it were a primed
implosion bomb. With distaste she said, "How like you to spy on us, Elegro.
Did it give you great pleasure to watch us in our joy?"
"Beast!" he cried.
Pocketing the capsule, he advanced toward the motionless Prince. Elegro's face
now was contorted with righteous wrath. Standing an arm's length from the
Prince he declared icily, "You will be punished to the fullest for this
impiety. You will be stripped of your Pilgrim's robes and delivered up to the
fate reserved for monsters. The Will shall consume your soul!"
Prince Enric replied, "Curb your tongue."
"Curb my tongue? Who are you to speak that way? A Pilgrim who lusts for the
wife of his host-who doubly violates holiness-who drips lies and sanctimony at
the same moment?" Elegro frothed. His iciness was gone. Now he ranted in
nearly incoherent frenzy, displaying his interior weakness by his lack of
self-control. We three stood frozen, astounded by his torrent of words, and at
last the stasis broke when the Rememberer, carried away by the tide of his own
indignation, seized the Prince by the shoulders and began violently to shake
him.
"Filth," Enric bellowed, "you may not put your hands to me!"
With a double thrust of his fists against Elegro's chest he hurled the
Rememberer reeling backward across the room. Elegro crashed into a suspension
cradle and sent a flank of watery artifacts tumbling; three flasks of
scintillating fluids shivered and spilled their contents; the carpet set up a
shrill cry of pained protest. Gasping, stunned, Elegro pressed a hand to his
breast and looked to us for assistance.
"Physical assault-" Elegro wheezed. "A shameful crime!"
"The first assault was your doing," Olmayne reminded her husband.
Pointing trembling fingers, Elegro muttered, "For this there can be no
forgiveness, Pilgrim!"
"Call me Pilgrim no longer," Enric said. His hands went to the grillwork of
his mask. Olmayne cried out, trying to prevent him; but in his anger the
Prince knew no check. He hurled the mask to the floor and stood with his harsh
face terribly exposed, the cruel features hawk-lean, the gray mechanical
spheres in his eyesockets masking the depths of his fury. "I am the Prince of
Roum," he announced in a voice of thunder. "Down and abase! Down and abase!
Quick, Rememberer, the three prostrations and the five abasements!"
Elegro appeared to crumble. He peered in disbelief; then he sagged, and in a
kind of reflex of amazement he performed a ritual obeisance before his wife's
seducer. It was the first time since the fall of Roum that the Prince had
asserted his former status, and the pleasure of it was so evident on his
ravaged face that even the blank eyeballs appeared to glow in regal pride.
"Out," the Prince ordered. "Leave us."
Elegro fled.
I remained, astounded, staggered. The Prince nodded courteously to me. "Would
you pardon us, old friend, and grant us some moments of privacy?"



6


A weak man can be put to rout by a surprise attack, but afterward he pauses,
reconsiders, and hatches schemes. So was it with the Rememberer Elegro. Driven
from his own suite by the unmasking of the Prince of Roum, he grew calm and
crafty once he was out of that terrifying presence. Later that same night, as
I settled into my sleeping cradle and debated aiding slumber with a drug,
Elegro summoned me to his research cell on a lower level of the building.
There he sat amid the paraphernalia of his guild: reels and spools, data-
flakes, capsules, caps, a quartet of series-linked skulls, a row of output
screens, a small ornamental helix, all the symbology of the gatherers of
information. In his hands he grasped a tension-draining crystal from one of
the Cloud-worlds; its milky interior was rapidly tingeing with sepia as it
pulled anxieties from his spirit. He pretended a look of stern authority, as
if forgetting that I had seen him exposed in his spinelessness.
He said, "Were you aware of this man's identity when you came with him to
Perris?"
"Yes."
"You said nothing about it."
"I was never asked."
"Do you know what a risk you have exposed all of us to, by causing us
unknowingly to harbor a Dominator?"
"We are Earthmen," I said. "Do we not still acknowledge the authority of the
Dominators?"
"Not since the conquest. By decree of the invaders all former governments are
dissolved and their leaders subject to arrest."
"But surely we should resist such an order!"
The Rememberer Elegro regarded me quizzically. "Is it a Rememberer's function
to meddle in politics? Tomis, we obey the government in power, whichever it
may be and however it may have taken control. We conduct no resistance
activities here."
"I see."
"Therefore we must rid ourselves at once of this dangerous fugitive. Tomis, I
instruct you to go at once to occupation headquarters and inform Manrule Seven
that we have captured the Prince of Roum and hold him here for pickup."
"I should go?" I blurted. "Why send an old man as a messenger in the night? An
ordinary thinking-cap transmission would be enough!"
"Too risky. Strangers may intercept cap communications. It would not go well
for our guild if this were spread about. This has to be a personal
communication."
"But to choose an unimportant apprentice to carry it-it seems strange."
"There are only two of us who know," said Elegro. "I will not go. Therefore
you must."
"With no introduction to Manrule Seven I will never be admitted."
"Inform his aides that you have information leading to the apprehension of the
Prince of Roum. You'll be heard."
"Am I to mention your name?"
"If necessary. You may say that the Prince is being held prisoner in my
quarters with the cooperation of my wife."
I nearly laughed at that. But I held a straight face before this cowardly
Rememberer, who did not even dare to go himself to denounce the man who had
cuckolded him.
"Ultimately," I said, "the Prince will become aware of what we have done. Is
it right of you to ask me to betray a man who was my companion for so many
months?"
"It is not a matter of betrayal. It is a matter of obligations to the
government."
"I feel no obligation to this government. My loyalties are to the guild of
Dominators. Which is why I gave assistance to the Prince of Roum in his moment
of peril."
"For that," said Elegro, "your own life could be forfeit to our conquerors.
Your only expiation is to admit your error and cooperate in bringing about his
arrest. Go. Now."
In a long and tolerant life I have never despised anyone so vehemently as I
did the Rememberer Elegro at that moment
Yet I saw that I was faced with few choices, none of them palatable. Elegro
wished his undoer punished, but lacked the courage to report him himself;
therefore I must give over to the conquering authorities one whom I had
sheltered and assisted, and for whom I felt a responsibility. If I refused,
Elegro would perhaps hand me to the invaders for punishment myself, as an
accessory to the Prince's escape from Roum; or he might take vengeance against
me within the machinery of the guild of Rememberers. If I obliged Elegro,
though, I would have a stain on my conscience forever, and in the event of a
restoration of the power of the Dominators I would have much to answer for.
As I weighed the possibilities, I triply cursed the Rememberer Elegro's
faithless wife and her invertebrate husband.
I hesitated a bit. Elegro offered more persuasion, threatening to arraign me
before the guild on such charges as unlawfully gaining access to secret files
and improperly introducing into guild precincts a proscribed fugitive. He
threatened to cut me off forever from the information pool. He spoke vaguely
of vengeance.
In the end I told him I would go to the invaders' headquarters and do his
bidding. I had by then conceived a betrayal that would-I hoped-cancel the
betrayal Elegro was enforcing on me.
Dawn was near when I left the building. The air was mild and sweet; a low mist
hung over the streets of Perris, giving them a gentle shimmer. No moons were
in sight. In the deserted streets I felt uneasy, although I told myself that
no one would care to do harm to an aged Rememberer; but I was armed only with
a small blade, and I feared bandits.
My route lay on one of the pedestrian ramps. I panted a bit at the steep
incline, but when I had attained the proper level I was more secure, since
here there were patrol nodes at frequent intervals, and here, too, were some
other late-night strollers. I passed a spectral figure garbed in white satin
through which alien features peered: a revenant, a ghostly inhabitant of a
planet of the Bull, where reincarnation is the custom and no man goes about
installed in his own original body. I passed three female beings of a Swan
planet who giggled at me and asked if I had seen males of their species, since
the time of conjugation was upon them. I passed a pair of Changelings who eyed
me speculatively, decided I had nothing on me worth robbing, and moved on,
their piebald dewlaps jiggling and their radiant skins flashing like beacons.
At last I came to the squat octagonal building occupied by the Procurator of
Perris.
It was indifferently guarded. The invaders appeared confident that we were
incapable of mounting a counter-assault against them, and quite likely they
were right; a planet which can be conquered between darkness and dawn is not
going to launch a plausible resistance afterwards. Around the building rose
the pale glow of a protective scanner. There was a tingle of ozone in the air.
In the wide plaza across the way, Merchants were setting up their market for
the morning; I saw barrels of spices being unloaded by brawny Servitors, and
dark sausages carried by files of neuters. I stepped through the scanner beam
and an invader emerged to challenge me.
I explained that I carried urgent news for Manrule Seven, and in short order,
with amazingly little consultation of intermediaries, I was ushered into the
Procurator's presence.
The invader had furnished his office simply but in good style. It was decked
entirely with Earthmade objects: a drapery of Afreek weave, two alabaster pots
from ancient Agupt, a marble statuette that might have been early Roumish, and
a dark Talyan vase in which a few wilting deathflowers languished. When I
entered, he seemed preoccupied with several message-cubes; as I had heard, the
invaders did most of their work in the dark hours, and it did not surprise me
to find him so busy now. After a moment he looked up and said, "What is it,
old man? What's this about a fugitive Dominator?"
"The Prince of Roum," I said. "I know of his location."
At once his cold eyes sparkled with interest. He ran his many-fingered hands
across his desk, on which were mounted the emblems of several of our guilds,
Transporters and Rememberers and Defenders and Clowns, among others. "Go on,"
he said.
"The Prince is in this city. He is in a specific place and has no way of
escaping from it."
"And you are here to inform me of his location?"
"No," I said. "I'm here to buy his liberty."
Manrule Seven seemed perplexed. "There are times when you humans baffle me.
You say you've captured this runaway Dominator, and I assume that you want to
sell him to us, but you say you want to buy him. Why bother coming to us? Is
this a joke?"
"Will you permit an explanation?"
He brooded into the mirrored top of his desk while I told him in a compressed
way of my journey from Roum with the blinded Prince, of our arrival at the
Hall of Rememberers, of Prince Enric's seduction of Olmayne, and of Elegro's
petty, fuming desire for vengeance. I made it clear that I had come to the
invaders only under duress and that it was not my intention to betray the
Prince into their hands. Then I said, "I realize that all Dominators are
forfeit to you. Yet this one has already paid a high price for his freedom. I
ask you to notify the Rememberers that the Prince of Roum is under amnesty,
and to permit him to continue on as a Pilgrim to Jorslem. In that way Elegro
will lose power over him."
"What is it that you offer us," asked Manrule Seven, "in return for this
amnesty for your Prince?"
"I have done research in the memory tanks of the Rememberers."
"And?"
"I have found that for which you people have been seeking."
Manrule Seven studied me with care. "How would you have any idea of what we
seek?"
"There is in the deepest part of the Hall of Rememberers," I said quietly, "an
image recording of the compound in which your kidnaped ancestors lived while
they were prisoners on Earth. It shows their sufferings in poignant detail. It
is a superb justification for the conquest of Earth by H362."
"Impossible! There's no such document!"
From the intensity of the invader's reaction, I knew that I had stung him in
the vulnerable place.
He went on, "We've searched your files thoroughly. There's only one recording
of compound life, and it doesn't show our people. It shows a nonhumanoid
pyramid-shaped race, probably from one of the Anchor worlds."
"I have seen that one," I told him. "There are others. I spent many hours
searching for them, out of hunger to know of our past injustices."
"The indexes-"
"-are sometimes incomplete. I found this recording only by accident. The
Rememberers themselves have no idea it's there. I'll lead you to it-if you
agree to leave the Prince of Roum unmolested."
The Procurator was silent a moment. At length he said, "You puzzle me. I am
unable to make out if you are a scoundrel or a man of the highest virtue."
"I know where true loyalty lies."
"To betray the secrets of your guild, though-"
"I am no Rememberer, only an apprentice, formerly a Watcher. I would not have
you harm the Prince at the wish of a cuckolded fool. The Prince is in his
hands; only you can obtain his release now. And so I must offer you this
document."
"Which the Rememberers have carefully deleted from their indexes, so it will
not fall into our hands."
'Which the Rememberers have carelessly misplaced and forgotten."
"I doubt it," said Manrule Seven. "They are not careless folk. They hid that
recording; and by giving it to us, are you not betraying all your world?
Making yourself a collaborator with the hated enemy?"
I shrugged. "I am interested in having the Prince of Roum made free. Other
means and ends are of no concern to me. The location of the document is yours
in exchange for the grant of amnesty."
The invader displayed what might have been his equivalent of a smile. "It is
not in our best interests to allow members of the former guild of Dominators
to remain at large. Your position is precarious, do you see? I could extract
the document's location from you by force-and still have the Prince as well."
"So you could," I agreed. "I take that risk. I assume a certain basic honor
among people who came to avenge an ancient crime. I am in your power, and the
whereabouts of the document is in my mind, yours for the picking."
Now he laughed in an unmistakable show of good humor.
"Wait one moment," he said. He spoke a few words of his own language into an
amber communication device, and shortly a second member of his species entered
the office. I recognized him instantly, although he was shorn of some of the
flamboyant disguise he had worn when he traveled with me as Gormon, the
supposed Changeling. He offered the ambivalent smile of his kind and said, "I
greet you, Watcher."
"And I greet you, Gormon."
"My name now is Victorious Thirteen."
"I now am called Tomis of the Rememberers," I said.
Manrule Seven remarked, "When did you two become such fast friends?"
"In the time of the conquest," said Victorious Thirteen. "While performing my
duties as an advance scout, I encountered this man in Talya and journeyed with
him to Roum. But we were companions, in truth, and not friends."
I trembled. "Where is the Flier Avluela?"
"In Pars, I believe," he said offhandedly. "She spoke of returning to Hind, to
the place of her people."
"You loved her only a short while, then?"
"We were more companions than lovers," said the invader. "It was a passing
thing for us."
"For you, maybe," I said.
"For us."
"And for this passing thing you stole a man's eyes?"
He who had been Gormon shrugged. "I did that to teach a proud creature a
lesson in pride."
"You said at the time that your motive was jealousy," I reminded him. "You
claimed to act out of love."
Victorious Thirteen appeared to lose interest in me. To Manrule Seven he said,
"Why is this man here? Why have you summoned me?"
"The Prince of Roum is in Perris," said Manrule Seven. Victorious Thirteen
registered sudden surprise. Manrule Seven went on, "He is a prisoner of the
Rememberers. This man offers a strange bargain. You know the Prince better
than any of us; I ask your advice."
The Procurator sketched the outlines of the situation. He who had been Gormon
listened thoughtfully, saying nothing. At the end, Manrule Seven said, "The
problem is this: shall we give amnesty to a proscribed Dominator?"
"He is blind," said Victorious Thirteen. "His power is gone. His followers are
scattered. His spirit may be unbroken, but he presents no danger to us. I say
accept the bargain."
"There are administrative risks in exempting a Dominator from arrest," Manrule
Seven pointed out. "Nevertheless, I agree. We undertake the deal." To me he
said, "Tell us the location of the document we desire."
"Arrange the liberation of the Prince of Roum first," I said calmly.
Both invaders displayed amusement. "Fair enough," said Manrule Seven. "But
look: how can we he certain that you'll keep your word? Anything might happen
to you in the next hour while we're freeing the Prince."
"A suggestion," put in Victorious Thirteen. "This is not so much a matter of
mutual mistrust as it is one of timing. Tomis, why not record the document's
location on a six-hour delay cube? We'll prime the cube so that it will
release its information only if within that six hours the Prince of Roum
himself, and no one else, commands it to do so. If we haven't found and freed
the Prince in that time, the cube will destruct. If we do release the Prince,
the cube will give us the information, even if-ah-something should have
happened to you in the interval."
"You cover all contingencies," I said.
"Are we agreed?" Manrule Seven asked.
"We are agreed," I said.
They brought me a cube and placed me under a privacy screen while I inscribed
on its glossy surface the rack number and sequence equations of the document I
had discovered. Moments passed; the cube everted itself and the information
vanished into its opaque depths. I offered it to them.
Thus did I betray my Earthborn heritage and perform a service for our
conquerors, out of loyalty to a blinded wife-stealing Prince.
7


Dawn had come by this time. I did not accompany the invaders to the hall of
Rememberers; it was no business of mine to oversee the intricate events that
must ensue, and I preferred to be elsewhere. A fine drizzle was falling as I
turned down the gray streets that bordered the dark Senn. The timeless river,
its surface stippled by the drops, swept unwearyingly against stone arches of
First Cycle antiquity, bridges spanning uncountable millennia, survivors from
an era when the only problems of mankind were of his own making. Morning
engulfed the city. Through an old and ineradicable reflex I searched for my
instruments so that I could do my Watching, and had to remind myself that that
was far behind me now. The Watchers were disbanded, the enemy had come, and
old Wuellig, now Tomis of the Rememberers, had sold himself to mankind's foes.
In the shadow of a twin-steepled religious house of the ancient Christers I
let myself be enticed into the booth of a Somnambulist. This guild is not one
with which I have often had dealings; in my way I am wary of charlatans, and
charlatans are abundant in our time. The Somnambulist, in a state of trance,
claims to see what has been, what is, and what will be. I know something of
trances myself, for as a Watcher I entered such a state four times each day;
but a Watcher with pride in his craft must necessarily despise the tawdry
ethics of those who use second sight for gain, as Somnambulists do.
 However, while among the Rememberers I had learned, to my surprise, that
Somnambulists frequently were consulted to aid in unearthing some site of
ancient times, and that they had served the Rememberers well. Though still
skeptical, I was willing to be instructed. And, at the moment, I needed a
shelter from the storm that was breaking over the Hall of Rememberers.
A dainty, mincing figure garbed in black greeted me with a mocking bow as I
entered the low-roofed booth.
"I am Samit of the Somnambulists," he said in a high, whining voice. "I offer
you welcome and good tidings. Behold my companion, the Somnambulist Murta."
The Somnambulist Murta was a robust woman in lacy robes. Her face was heavy
with flesh, deep rings of darkness surrounded her eyes, a trace of mustache
lined her upper lip. Somnambulists work their trade in teams, one to do the
huckstering, one to perform; most teams were man and wife, as was this. My
mind rebelled at the thought of the embrace of the flesh-mountain Murta and
the miniature-man Samit, but it was no concern of mine. I took my seat as
Samit indicated. On a table nearby I saw some food tablets of several colors;
I had interrupted this family's breakfast. Murta, deep in trance, wandered the
room with ponderous strides, now and again grazing some article of furniture
in a gentle way. Some Somnambulists, it is said, waken only two or three hours
of the twenty, simply to take meals and relieve bodily needs; there are some
who ostensibly live in continuous trance and are fed and cared for by
acolytes.
I scarcely listened as Samit of the Somnambulists delivered his sales-talk in
rapid, feverish bursts of ritualized word-clusters. It was pitched to the
ignorant; Somnambulists do much of their trade with Servitors and Clowns and
other menials. At length, seemingly sensing my impatience, he cut short his
extolling of the Somnambulist Murta's abilities and asked me what it was I
wished to know.
"Surely the Somnambulist already is aware of that," I said.
"You wish a general analysis?"
"I want to know of the fate of those about me. I wish particularly for the
Somnambulist's concentration to center on events now occurring in the Hall of
Rememberers."
Samit tapped long fingernails against the smooth table and shot a glaring look
at the cowlike Murta. "Are you in contact with the truth?" he asked her.
Her reply was a long feathery sigh wrenched from the core of all the quivering
meat of her.
"What do you see?" he asked her.
She began to mutter thickly. Somnambulists speak in a language not otherwise
used by mankind; it is a harsh thing of edgy sounds, which some claim is
descended from an ancient tongue of Agupt. I know nothing of that. To me it
sounded incoherent, fragmentary, impossible to hold meaning. Samit listened a
while, then nodded in satisfaction and extended his palm to me.
"There is a great deal," he said.
We discussed the fee, bargained briefly, came to a settlement. "Go on," I told
him. "Interpret the truth."
Cautiously he began, "There are outworlders involved in this, and also several
members of the guild of Rememberers." I was silent, giving him no
encouragement. "They are drawn together in a difficult quarrel. A man without
eyes is at the heart of it."
I sat upright with a jolt.
Samit smiled in cool triumph. "The man without eyes has fallen from greatness.
He is Earth, shall we say, broken by conquerors? Now he is near the end of his
time. He seeks to restore his former condition, but he knows it is impossible.
He has caused a Rememberer to violate an oath. To their guildhall have come
several of the conquerors to-to chastise him? No. No. To free him from
captivity. Shall I continue?"
"Quickly!"
"You have received all that you have paid for."
I scowled. This was extortion; but yet the Somnambulist had clearly seen the
truth. I had learned nothing here than I did not already know, but that was
sufficient to tell me I might learn more. I added to my fee.
Samit closed his fist on my coins and conferred once more with Murta. She
spoke at length, in some agitation, whirling several times, colliding
violently with a musty divan.
Samit said, "The man without eyes has come between a man and his wife. The
outraged husband seeks punishment, the outworlders will thwart that. The
outworlders seek hidden truths; they will find them, with a traitor's help.
The man without eyes seeks freedom and power; he will find peace. The stained
wife seeks amusement; she will find hardship."
"And I?" I said into an obstinate and expensive silence. "You say nothing of
me!"
"You will leave Perris soon, in the same manner as you entered it. You will
not leave alone. You will not leave in your present guild."
"What will be my destination?"
"You know that as well as we do, so why waste your money to tell you?"
He fell silent again.
"Tell me what will befall me as I journey to Jorslem," I said.
"You could not afford such information. Futures become costly. I advise you to
settle for what you now know."
"I have some questions about what has already been said."
"We do not clarify at any price."
He grinned. I felt the force of his contempt. The Somnambulist Murta, still
bumbling about the room, groaned and belched. The powers with whom she was in
contact appeared to impart new information to her; she whimpered, shivered,
made a blurred chuckling sound. Samit spoke to her in their language. She
replied at length. He peered at me. "At no cost," he said, "a final
information. Your life is in no danger, but your spirit is. It would be well
if you made your peace with the Will as quickly as possible. Recover your
moral orientation. Remember your true loyalties. Atone for well-intentioned
sins. I can say no more.
Indeed, Murta stirred and seemed to wake. Great slabs of flesh jiggled in her
face and body as the convulsion of leaving the trance came over her. Her eyes
opened, but I saw only whites, a terrible sight. Her thick lips twitched to
reveal crumbling teeth. Samit beckoned me out with quick brushing gestures of
his tiny hands. I fled into a dark, rain-drenched morning.
Hurriedly I returned to the Hall of Rememberers, arriving there out of breath,
with a red spike of pain behind my breastbone. I paused a while outside the
superb building to recover my strength. Floaters passed overhead, leaving the
guildhall from an upper level. My courage nearly failed me. But in the end I
entered the hall and ascended to the level of the suite of Elegro and Olmayne.
A knot of agitated Rememberers filled the hall. A buzz of whispered comment
drifted toward me. I pressed forward; and a man whom I recognized as high in
the councils of the guild held up a hand and said, "What business do you have
here, apprentice?"
"I am Tomis, who was sponsored by the Rememberer Olmayne. My chamber is close
to here."
"Tomis!" a voice cried.
I was seized and thrust ahead into the familiar suite, now a scene of
devastation.
A dozen Rememberers stood about, fingering their shawls in distress. I
recognized among them the taut and elegant figure of Chancellor Kenishal, his
gray eyes now dull with despair. Beneath a coverlet to the left of the
entrance lay a crumpled figure in the robes of a Pilgrim: the Prince of Roum,
dead in his own pooled blood. His gleaming mask, now stained, lay beside him.
At the opposite side of the room, slumped against an ornate credenza
containing Second Cycle artifacts of great beauty, was the Rememberer Elegro,
seemingly asleep, looking furious and surprised both at once. His throat was
transfixed by a single slender dart. To the rear, with burly Rememberers
flanking her, stood the Rememberer Olmayne looking wild and disheveled. Her
scarlet robe was torn in front and revealed high white breasts; her black hair
tumbled in disorder; her satiny skin glistened with perspiration. She appeared
lost in a dream, far from these present surroundings.
"What has happened here?" I asked.
"Murder twice over," said Chancellor Kenishal in a broken voice. He advanced
toward me: a tall, haggard man, white-haired, an uncontrollable tic working in
the lid of one eye. "When did you last see these people alive, apprentice?"
"In the night."
"How did you come to be here?"
"A visit, no more."
"Was there a disturbance?"
"A quarrel between the Rememberer Elegro and the Pilgrim, yes," I admitted.
"Over what?" asked the Chancellor thinly.
I looked uneasily at Olmayne, but she saw nothing and heard less.
"Over her," I said.
I heard snickerings from the other Rememberers. They nudged each other,
nodded, even smiled; I had confirmed the scandal. The Chancellor grew more
solemn.
He indicated the body of the Prince.
"This was your companion when you entered Perris,' he said. "Did you know of
his true identity?"
I moistened my lips. "I had suspicions."
"That he was-"
"The fugitive Prince of Roum," I said. I did not dare attempt subterfuges now;
my status was precarious.
More nods, more nudges. Chancellor Kenishal said, "This man was subject to
arrest. It was not your place to conceal your knowledge of his identity."
I remained mute.
The Chancellor went on, "You have been absent from this hall for some hours.
Tell us of your activities after leaving the suite of Elegro and Olmayne."
"I called upon the Procurator Manrule Seven," I said.
Sensation.
"For what purpose?"
"To inform the Procurator," I said, "that the Prince of Roum had been
apprehended and was now in the suite of a Rememberer. I did this at the
instruction of the Rememberer Elegro. After delivering my information I walked
the streets several hours for no particular end, and returned here to find-to
find-"
"To find everything in chaos," said Chancellor Kenishal.
"The Procurator was here at dawn. He visited this suite; both Elegro and the
Prince must still have been alive at that time. Then he went into our archives
and removed-and removed-material of the highest sensitivity-the highest
sensitivity-removed-material not believed to be accessible to-the highest
sensitivity-" The Chancellor faltered. Like some intricate machine smitten
with instant rust, he slowed his motions, emitted rasping sounds, appeared to
be on the verge of systematic breakdown. Several high Rememberers rushed to
his aid; one thrust a drug against his arm. In moments the Chancellor appeared
to recover. "These murders occurred after the Procurator departed from the
building," he said. "The Rememberer Olmayne has been unable to give us
information concerning them. Perhaps you, apprentice, know something of
value."
"I was not present. Two Somnambulists near the Senn will testify that I was
with them at the time the crimes were committed."
Someone guffawed at my mention of Somnambulists. Let them; I was not seeking
to retrieve dignity at a time like this. I knew that I was in peril.
The Chancellor said slowly, "You will go to your chamber, apprentice, and you
will remain there to await full interrogation. Afterwards you will leave the
building and be gone from Perris within twenty hours. By virtue of my
authority I declare you expelled from the guild of Rememberers."
Forewarned as I had been by Samit, I was nevertheless stunned.
"Expelled? Why?"
"We can no longer trust you. Too many mysteries surround you. You bring us a
Prince and conceal your suspicions; you are present at murderous quarrels; you
visit a Procurator in the middle of the night. You may even have helped to
bring about the calamitous loss suffered by our archive this morning. We have
no desire for men of enigmas here. We sever our relationship with you." The
Chancellor waved his hand in a grand sweep. "To your chamber now, to await
interrogation, and then go!"
I was rushed from the room. As the entrance pit closed behind me, I looked
back and saw the Chancellor, his face ashen, topple into the arms of his
associates, while in the same instant the Rememberer Olmayne broke from her
freeze and fell to the floor, screaming.



8


Alone in my chamber, I spent a long while gathering together my possessions,
though I owned little. The morning was well along before a Rememberer whom I
did not know came to me; he carried interrogation equipment. I eyed it
uneasily, thinking that all would be up with me if the Rememberers found proof
that it was I who had betrayed the location of that compound record to the
invaders. Already they suspected me of it; the Chancellor had hesitated to
make the accusation only because it must have seemed odd to him that an
apprentice such as myself would have cared to make a private search of the
guild archive.
Fortune rode with me. My interrogator was concerned only with the details of
the slaying; and once he had determined that I knew nothing on that subject,
he let me be, warning me to depart from the hall within the allotted time. I
told him I would do so.
But first I needed rest. I had had none that night; and so I drank a three-
hour draught and settled into soothing sleep. When I awakened a figure stood
beside me: the Rememberer Olmayne.
She appeared to have aged greatly since the previous evening. She was dressed
in a single chaste tunic of a somber color, and she wore neither ornament nor
decoration. Her features were rigidly set. I mastered my surprise at finding
her there, and sat up, mumbling an apology for my delay in acknowledging her
presence.
"Be at ease, she said gently. "Have I broken your sleep?"
"I had my full hours."
"I have had none. But there will be tine for sleep later. We owe each other
explanations, Tomis."
"Yes." I rose uncertainly. "Are you well? I saw you earlier, and you seemed
lost in trance."
"They have given me medicines," she replied.
"Tell me what you can tell me about last night."
Her eyelids slid momentarily closed. "You were there when Elegro challenged us
and was cast out by the Prince. Some hours later, Elegro returned. With him
were the Procurator of Perris and several other invaders. Elegro appeared to
be in a mood of great jubilation. The Procurator produced a cube and commanded
the Prince to put his hand to it. The Prince balked, but Manrule Seven
persuaded him finally to cooperate. When he had touched the cube, the
Procurator and Elegro departed, leaving the Prince and myself together again,
neither of us comprehending what had happened. Guards were posted to prevent
the Prince from leaving. Not long afterward the Procurator and Elegro
returned. Now Elegro seemed subdued and even confused, while the Procurator
was clearly exhilarated. In our room the Procurator announced that amnesty had
been granted to the former Prince of Roum, and that no man was to harm him.
Thereupon all of the invaders departed."
"Proceed."
Olmayne spoke as though a Somnambulist. "Elegro did not appear to comprehend
what had occurred. He cried out that treason had been done; he screamed that
he had been betrayed. An angry scene followed. Elegro was womanish in his
fury; the Prince grew more haughty; each ordered the other to leave the suite.
The quarrel became so violent that the carpet itself began to die. The petals
drooped; the little mouths gaped. The climax came swiftly. Elegro seized a
weapon and threatened to use it if the Prince did not leave at once. The
Prince misjudged Elegro's temper, thought he was bluffing, and came forward as
if to throw Elegro out. Elegro slew the Prince. An instant later I grasped a
dart from our rack of artifacts and hurled it into Elegro's throat. The dart
bore poison; he died at once. I summoned others, and I remember no more.
"A strange night," I said.
"Too strange. Tell me now, Tomis: why did the Procurator come, and why did he
not take the Prince into custody?"
I said, "The Procurator came because I asked him to, under the orders of your
late husband. The Procurator did not arrest the Prince because the Prince's
liberty had been purchased."
"At what price?"
"The price of a man's shame," I said.
"You speak a riddle."
"The truth dishonors me. I beg you not to press me for it."
"The Chancellor spoke of a document that had been taken by the Procurator-"
"It has to do with that," I confessed, and Olmayne looked toward the floor and
asked no further questions.
I said ultimately, "You have committed a murder, then. What will your
punishment be?"
"The crime was committed in passion and fear," she replied. "There will be no
penalty of the civil administration. But I am expelled from my guild for my
adultery and my act of violence."
"I offer my regrets."
"And I am commanded to undertake the Pilgrimage to Jorslem to purify my soul.
I must leave within the day, or my life is forfeit to the guild."
"I too am expelled," I told her. "And I too am bound at last for Jorslem,
though of my own choosing."
"May we travel together?"
My hesitation betrayed me. I had journeyed here with a blind Prince; I cared
very little to depart with a murderous and guildless woman. Perhaps the time
had come to travel alone. Yet the Somnambulist had said I would have a
companion.
Olmayne said smoothly, "You lack enthusiasm. Perhaps I can create some in
you." She opened her tunic. I saw mounted between the snowy hills of her
breasts a gray pouch. She was tempting me not with her flesh but with an
overpocket. "In this," she said, "is all that the Prince of Roum carried in
his thigh. He showed me those treasures, and I removed them from his body as
he lay dead in my room. Also there are certain objects of my own. I am not
without resources. We will travel comfortably. Well?"
"I find it hard to refuse."
"Be ready in two hours."
"I am ready now," I said.
"Wait, then."
She left me to myself. Nearly two hours later she returned, clad now in the
mask and robes of a Pilgrim. Over her arm she held a second set of Pilgrim's
gear, which she offered to me. Yes: I was guildless now, and it was an unsafe
way to travel. I would go, then, as a Pilgrim to Jorslem. I donned the
unfamiliar gear. We gathered our possessions.
"I have notified the guild of Pilgrims," she declared as we left the Hall of
Rememberers. "We are fully registered. Later today we may hope to receive our
starstones. How does the mask feel, Tomis?"
"Snug."
"As it should be."
Our route out of Perris took us across the great plaza before the ancient gray
holy building of the old creed. A crowd had gathered; I saw invaders at the
center of the group. Beggars made the profitable orbit about it. They ignored
us, for no one begs from a Pilgrim; but I collared one rascal with a gouged
face and said, "What ceremony is taking place here?"
"Funeral of the Prince of Roum," he said "By order of the Procurator. State
funeral with all the trimmings. They're making a real festival out of it."
"Why hold such an event in Perris?" I asked. "How did the Prince die?"
"Look, ask somebody else. I got work to do."
He wriggled free and scrambled on to work the crowd.
"Shall we attend the funeral?" I asked Olmayne.
"Best not to."
"As you wish."
We moved toward the massive stone bridge that spanned the Senn. Behind us, a
brilliant blue glow arose as the pyre of the dead Prince was kindled. That
pyre lit the way for us as we made our slow way through the night, eastward to
Jorslem.
PART III


THE ROAD TO JORSLEM


Our world was now truly theirs. All the way across Eyrop I could see that the
invaders had taken everything, and we belonged to them as beasts in a barnyard
belong to the farmer.
They were everywhere, like fleshy weeds taking root after a strange storm.
They walked with cool confidence, as if telling us by their sleekness of their
movements that the Will had withdrawn favor from us and conferred it upon
them. They were not cruel to us, and yet they drained us of vitality by their
mere presence among us. Our sun, our moons, our museums of ancient relics, our
ruins of former cycles, our cities, our palaces, our future, our present, and
our past had all undergone a transfer of title. Our lives now lacked meaning.
At night the blaze of the stars mocked us. All the universe looked down on our
shame.
The cold wind of winter told us that for our sins our freedom had been lost.
The bright heat of summer told us that for our pride we had been humbled.
Through a changed world we moved, stripped of our past selves. I, who had
roved the stars each day now had lost that pleasure. Now, bound for Jorslem, I
found cool comfort in the hope that as a Pilgrim I might gain redemption and
renewal in that holy city. Olmayne and I repeated each night the rituals of
our Pilgrimage toward that end:
"We yield to the Will."
"We yield to the Will."
"In all things great and small."
"In all things great and small."
"And ask forgiveness."
"And ask forgiveness."
"For sins actual and potential."
"For sins actual and potential."
"And pray for understanding and repose."
"And pray for understanding and repose."
"Through all our days until redemption comes."
"Through all our days until redemption comes."
Thus we spoke the words. Saying them, we clutched the cool polished spheres of
starstone, icy as frostflowers, and made communion with the Will. And so we
journeyed Jorslemward in this world that no longer was owned by man.



2


It was at the Talyan approach to Land Bridge that Olmayne first used her
cruelty on me. Olmayne was cruel by first nature; I had had ample proof of
that in Perris; and yet we had been Pilgrims together for many months,
traveling from Perris eastward over the mountains and down the length of Talya
to the Bridge, and she had kept her claws sheathed. Until this place.
The occasion was our halting by a company of invaders coming north from
Afreek. There were perhaps twenty of them, tall and harsh-faced, proud of
being masters of conquered Earth. They rode in a gleaming covered vehicle of
their own manufacture, long and narrow, with thick sand-colored treads and
small windows. We could see the vehicle from far away, raising a cloud of dust
as it neared us.
This was a hot time of year. The sky itself was the color of sand, and it was
streaked with folded sheets of heat-radiation-glowing and terrible energy
streams of turquoise and gold.
Perhaps fifty of us stood beside the road, with the land of Talya at our backs
and the continent of Afreek before us. We were a varied group: some Pilgrims,
like Olmayne and myself, making the trek toward the holy city of Jorslem, but
also a random mix of the rootless, men and women who floated from continent to
continent for lack of other purpose. I counted in the band five former
Watchers, and also several Indexers, a Sentinel, a pair of Communicants, a
Scribe, and even a few Changelings. We gathered into a straggling assembly
awarding the road by default to the invaders.
Land Bridge is not wide, and the road will not allow many to use it at any
time. Yet in normal times the flow of traffic had always gone in both
directions at once. Here, today, we feared to go forward while invaders were
this close, and so we remained clustered timidly, watching our conquerors
approach.
One of the Changelings detached himself from the others of his kind and moved
toward me. He was small of stature for that breed, but wide through the
shoulders; his skin seemed much too tight for his frame; his eyes were large
and green-rimmed; his hair grew in thick widely spaced pedestal-like clumps,
and his nose was barely perceptible, so that his nostrils appeared to sprout
from his upper lip. Despite this he was less grotesque than most Changelings
appear. His expression was solemn, but had a hint of bizarre playfulness
lurking somewhere.
He said in a voice that was little more than a feathery whisper, "Do you think
we'll be delayed long, Pilgrims?"
In former times one did not address a Pilgrim unsolicited-especially if one
happened to be a Changeling. Such customs meant nothing to me, but Olmayne
drew back with a hiss of distaste.
I said, "We will wait here until our masters allow us to pass. Is there any
choice?"
"None, friend, none."
At that friend, Olmayne hissed again and glowered at the little Changeling. He
turned to her, and his anger showed, for suddenly six parallel bands of
scarlet pigment blazed brightly beneath the glossy skin of his cheeks. But his
only overt response to her was a courteous bow. He said, "I introduce myself.
I am Bernalt, naturally guildless, a native of Nayrub in Deeper Afreek. I do
not inquire after your names, Pilgrims. Are you bound for Jorslem?"
"Yes," I said, as Olmayne swung about to present her back. "And you? Home to
Nayrub after travels?"
"No," said Bernalt. "I go to Jorslem also."
Instantly I felt cold and hostile, my initial response to the Changeling's
suave charm fading at once. I had had a Changeling, false though he turned out
to be, as a traveling companion before; he too had been charming, but I wanted
no more like him. Edgily, distantly, I said, "May I ask what business a
Changeling might have in Jorslem?"
He detected the chill in my tone, and his huge eyes registered sorrow. "We too
are permitted to visit the holy city, I remind you. Even our kind. Do you fear
that Changelings will once again seize the shrine of renewal, as we did a
thousand years ago before we were cast down into guildlessness?" He laughed
harshly. "I threaten no one, Pilgrim. I am hideous of face, but not dangerous.
May the Will grant you what you seek, Pilgrim." He made a gesture of respect
and went back to the other Changelings.
Furious, Olmayne spun round on me.
"Why do you talk to such beastly creatures?"
"The man approached me. He was merely being friendly. We are all cast together
here, Olmayne, and-"
"Man. Man! You call a Changeling a man?"
"They are human, Olmayne."
"Just barely. Tomis, I loathe such monsters. My flesh creeps to have them near
me. If I could, I'd banish them from this world!"
"Where is the serene tolerance a Rememberer must cultivate?"
She flamed at the mockery in my voice. "We are not required to love
Changelings, Tomis. They are one of the curses laid upon our planet-parodies
of humanity, enemies of truth and beauty. I despise them!"
It was not a unique attitude. But I had no time to reproach Olmayne for her
intolerance; the vehicle of the invaders was drawing near. I hoped we might
resume our journey once it went by. It slowed and halted, however, and several
of the invaders came out. They walked unhurriedly toward us, their long arms
dangling like slack ropes.
"Who is the leader here?" asked one of them.
No one replied, for we were independent of one another in our travel.
The invader said impatiently, after a moment, "No leader? No leader? Very
well, all of you, listen. The road must be cleared. A convoy is coming
through. Go back to Palerm and wait until tomorrow."
"But I must be in Agupt by-" the Scribe began.
"Land Bridge is closed today," said the invader. "Go back to Palerm."
His voice was calm. The invaders are never peremptory, never overbearing. They
have the poise and assurance of those who are secure possessors.
The Scribe shivered, his jowls swinging, and said no more.
Several of the others by the side of the road looked as if they wished to
protest. The Sentinel turned away and spat. A man who boldly wore the mark of
the shattered guild of Defenders in his cheek clenched his fists and plainly
fought back a surge of fury. The Changelings whispered to one another. Bernalt
smiled bitterly at me and shrugged.
Go back to Palerm? Waste a day's march in this heat? For what? For what?
The invader gestured casually, telling us to disperse.
Now it was that Olmayne was unkind to me. In a low voice she said, "Explain to
them, Tomis, that you are in the pay of the Procurator of Perris, and they
will let the two of us pass."
Her dark eyes glittered with mockery and contempt.
My shoulders sagged as if she had loaded ten years on me. "Why did you say
such a thing?" I asked.
"It's hot. I'm tired. It's idiotic of them to send us back to Palerm."
"I agree. But I can do nothing. Why try to hurt me?"
"Does the truth hurt that much?"
"I am no collaborator, Olmayne."
She laughed. "You say that so well! But you are, Tomis, you are! You sold them
the documents."
"To save the Prince, your lover," I reminded her.
"You dealt with the invaders, though. No matter what your motive was, that
fact remains."
"Stop it, Olmayne."
"Now you give me orders?"
"Olmayne-"
"Go up to them, Tomis. Tell them who you are, make them let us go ahead."
"The convoys would run us down on the road. In any case I have no influence
with invaders. I am not the Procurator's man."
"I'll die before I go back to Palerm!"
"Die, then," I said wearily, and turned my back on her.
"Traitor! Treacherous old fool! Coward!"
I pretended to ignore her, but I felt the fire of her words. There was no
falsehood in them, only malice. I had dealt with the conquerors, I had
betrayed the guild that sheltered me, I had violated the code that calls for
sullen passivity as our only way of protest for Earth's defeat. All true; yet
it was unfair for her to reproach me with it. I had given no thought to higher
matters of patriotism when I broke my trust; I was trying only to save a man
to whom I felt bound, a man moreover with whom she was in love. It was
loathsome of Olmayne to tax me with treason now, to torment my conscience,
merely because of a petty rage at the heat and dust of the road.
But this woman had coldly slain her own husband. Why should she not be
malicious in trifles as well?
The invaders had their way; we abandoned the road and straggled back to
Palerm, a dismal, sizzling, sleepy town. That evening, as if to console us,
five Fliers passing in formation overhead took a fancy to the town, and in the
moonless night they came again and again through the sky, three men and two
women, ghostly and slender and beautiful. I stood watching them for more than
an hour, until my soul itself seemed lifted from me and into the air to join
them. Their great shimmering wings scarcely hid the starlight; their pale
angular bodies moved in graceful arcs, arms held pressed close to sides, legs
together, backs gently curved. The sight of these five stirred my memories of
Avluela and left me tingling with troublesome emotions.
The Fliers made their last pass and were gone. The false moons entered the sky
soon afterward. I went into our hostelry then, and shortly Olmayne asked
admittance to my room.
She looked contrite. She carried a squat octagonal flask of green wine, not a
Talyan brew but something from an outworld, no doubt purchased at great price.
"Will you forgive me, Tomis?" she asked. "Here. I know you like these wines."
"I would rather not have had those words before, and not have the wine now," I
told her.
"My temper grows short in the heat. I'm sorry, Tomis. I said a stupid and
tactless thing."
I forgave her, in hope of a smoother journey thereafter, and we drank most of
the wine, and then she went to her own room nearby to sleep. Pilgrims must
live chaste lives-not that Olmayne would ever have bedded with such a withered
old fossil as I, but the commandments of our adopted guild prevented the
question from arising.
For a long while I lay awake beneath a lash of guilt. In her impatience and
wrath Olmayne had stung me at my vulnerable place: I was a betrayer of
mankind. I wrestled with the issue almost to dawn,
-What had I done?
I had revealed to our conquerors a certain document.
-Did the invaders have a moral right to the document?
It told of the shameful treatment they had had at the hands of our ancestors.
-What, then, was wrong about giving it to them?
One does not aid one's conquerors even when they are morally superior to one.
-Is a small treason a serious thing?
There are no small treasons.
-Perhaps the complexity of the matter should be investigated. I did not act
out of love of the enemy, but to aid a friend.
Nevertheless I collaborated with our foes.
-This obstinate self-laceration smacks of sinful pride.
But I feel my guilt. I drown in shame.
In this unprofitable way I consumed the night. When the day brightened, I rose
and looked skyward and begged the Will to help me find redemption in the
waters of the house of renewal in Jorslem, at the end of my Pilgrimage. Then I
went to awaken Olmayne.
3


Land Bridge was open on this day, and we joined the throng that was crossing
over out of Talya into Afreek. It was the second time I had traveled Land
Bridge, for the year before-it seemed so much farther in the past-I had come
the other way, out of Agupt and bound for Roum.
There are two main routes for Pilgrims from Eyrop to Jorslem. The northern
route involves going through the Dark Lands east of Talya, taking the ferry at
Stanbool, and skirting the western coast of the continent of Ais to Jorslem.
It was the route I would have preferred since, of all the world's great
cities, old Stanbool is the one I have never visited. But Olmayne had been
there to do research in the days when she was a Rememberer, and disliked the
place; and so we took the southern route-across Land Bridge into Afreek and
along the shore of the great Lake Medit, through Agupt and the fringes of the
Arban Desert and up to Jorslem.
A true pilgrim travels only by foot. It was not an idea that had much appeal
to Olmayne, and though we walked a great deal, we rode whenever we could. She
was shameless in commandeering transportation. On only the second day of our
journey she had gotten us a ride from a rich Merchant bound for the coast; the
man had no intention of sharing his sumptuous vehicle with anyone, but he
could not resist the sensuality of Olmayne's deep, musical voice, even though
it issued from the sexless grillwork of a Pilgrim's mask.
The Merchant traveled in style. For him the conquest of Earth might never have
happened, nor even all the long centuries of Third Cycle decline. His self-
primed landcar was four times the length of a man and wide enough to house
five people in comfort; and it shielded its riders against the outer world as
effectively as a womb. There was no direct vision, only a series of screens
revealing upon command what lay outside. The temperature never varied from a
chosen norm. Spigots supplied liqueurs and stronger things; food tablets were
available; pressure couches insulated travelers against the irregularities of
the road. For illumination, there was slavelight keyed to the Merchant's
whims. Beside the main couch sat a thinking cap, but I never learned whether
the Merchant carried a pickled brain for his private use in the depths of the
landcar, or enjoyed some sort of remote contact with the memory tanks of the
cities through which he passed.
He was a man of pomp and bulk, clearly a savorer of his own flesh. Deep olive
of skin, with a thick pompadour of well-oiled black hair and somber,
scrutinizing eyes, he rejoiced in his solidity and in his control of an
uncertain environment He dealt, we learned, in foodstuffs of other worlds; he
bartered our poor manufactures for the delicacies of the starborn ones. Now he
was en route to Marsay to examine a cargo of hallucinatory insects newly come
in from one of the Belt planets.
"You like the car?" he asked, seeing our awe. Olmayne, no stranger to ease
herself, was peering at the dense inner mantle of diamonded brocade in obvious
amazement. "It was owned by the Comt of Perris," he went on. "Yes, I mean it,
the Comt himself. They turned his palace into a museum, you know."
"I know," Olmayne said softly.
"This was his chariot. It was supposed to be part of the museum, but I bought
it off a crooked invader. You didn't know they had crooked ones too, eh?" The
Merchant's robust laughter caused the sensitive mantle on the walls of the car
to recoil in disdain. "This one was the Procurator's boy friend. Yes, they've
got those, too. He was looking for a certain fancy root that grows on a planet
of the Fishes, something to give his virility a little boost, you know, and he
learned that I controlled the whole supply here, and so we were able to work
out a little deal. Of course, I had to have the car adapted, a little. The
Comt kept four neuters up front and powered the engine right off their
metabolisms, you understand, running the thing on thermal differentials. Well,
that's a fine way to power a car, if you're a Comt, but it uses up a lot of
neuters through the year, and I felt I'd be overreaching my status if I tried
anything like that. It might get me into trouble with the invaders, too. So I
had the drive compartment stripped down and replaced with a standard heavy-
duty roller-wagon engine-a really subtle job-and there you are. You're lucky
to be in here. It's only that you're Pilgrims. Ordinarily I don't let folks
come inside, on account of them feeling envy, and envious folks are dangerous
to a man who's made something out of his life. Yet the Will brought you two to
me. Heading for Jorslem, eh?"
"Yes," Olmayne said.
"Me too, but not yet! Not just yet, thank you!" He patted his middle. "I'll be
there, you can bet on it, when I feel ready for renewal, but that's a good way
off, the Will willing! You two been Pilgriming long?"
"No," Olmayne said.
"A lot of folks went Pilgrim after the conquest, I guess. Well, I won't blame
'em. We each adapt in our own ways to changing times. Say, you carrying those
little stones the Pilgrims carry?"
"Yes," Olmayne said.
"Mind if I see one? Always been fascinated by the things. There was this
trader from one of the Darkstar worlds-little skinny bastard with skin like
oozing tar-he offered me ten quintals of the things. Said they were genuine,
gave you the real communion, just like the Pilgrims had. I told him no, I
wasn't going to fool with the Will. Some things you don't do, even for profit.
But afterward I wished I'd kept one as a souvenir. I never even touched one."
He stretched a hand toward Olmayne. "Can I see?"
"We may not let others handle the starstone," I said.
"I wouldn't tell anybody you let me!"
"It is forbidden."
"Look, it's private in here, the most private place on Earth, and-"
"Please. What you ask is impossible."
His face darkened, and I thought for a moment he would halt the car and order
us out, which would have caused me no grief. My hand slipped into my pouch to
finger the frigid starstone sphere that I had been given at the outset of my
Pilgrimage. The touch of my fingertips brought faint resonances of the
communion-trance to me, and I shivered in pleasure. He must not have it, I
swore, But the crisis passed without incident. The Merchant, having tested us
and found resistance, did not choose to press the matter.
We sped onward toward Marsay.
He was not a likable man, but he had a certain gross charm, and we were rarely
offended by his words. Olmayne, who after all was a fastidious woman and had
lived most of her years in the glossy seclusion of the Hall of Rememberers,
found him harder to take than I; my intolerances have been well blunted by a
lifetime of wandering. But even Olmayne seemed to find him amusing when he
boasted of his wealth and influence, when he told of the women who waited for
him on many worlds, when he catalogued his homes and his trophies and the
guildmasters who sought his counsel, when he bragged of his friendships with
former Masters and Dominators. He talked almost wholly of himself and rarely
of us, for which we were thankful; once he asked how it was that a male
Pilgrim and a female Pilgrim were traveling together, implying that we must be
lovers; we admitted that the arrangement was slightly irregular and went on to
another theme, and I think he remained persuaded of our unchastity. His bawdy
guesses mattered not at all to me nor, I believe, to Olmayne. We had more
serious guilts as our burdens.
Our Merchant's life seemed enviably undisrupted by the fall of our planet: he
was as rich as ever, as comfortable, as free to move about. But even he felt
occasionally irked by the presence of the invaders, as we found out by night
not far from Marsay, when we were stopped at a checkpoint on the road.
Spy-eye scanners saw us coming, gave a signal to the spinnerets, and a golden
spiderweb spurted into being from one shoulder of the highway to the other.
The landcar's sensors detected it and instantly signaled us to a halt. The
screens showed a dozen pale human figures clustered outside.
"Bandits?" olmayne asked.
"Worse," said the Merchant. "Traitors." He scowled and turned to his
communicator horn. "What is it?" he demanded.
"Get out for inspection."
"By whose writ?"
"The Procurator of Marsay," came the reply.
It was an ugly thing to behold: human beings acting as road-agents for the
invaders. But it was inevitable that we should have begun to drift into their
civil service, since work was scarce, especially for those who had been in the
defensive guilds. The Merchant began the complicated process of unsealing his
car. He was stormy-faced with rage, but he was stymied, unable to pass the
checkpoint's web. "I go armed," he whispered to us. "Wait inside and fear
nothing."
He got out and engaged in a lengthy discussion, of which we could hear
nothing, with the highway guards. At length some impasse must have forced
recourse to higher authority, for three invaders abruptly appeared, waved
their hired collaborators away, and surrounded the Merchant. His demeanor
changed; his face grew oily and sly, his hands moved rapidly in eloquent
gestures, his eyes glistened. He led the three interrogators to the car,
opened it, and showed them his two passengers, ourselves. The invaders
appeared puzzled by the sight of Pilgrims amid such opulence, but they did not
ask us to step out. After some further conversation the Merchant rejoined us
and sealed the car; the web was dissolved; we sped onward toward Marsay.
As we gained velocity he muttered curses and said, "Do you know how I'd handle
that long-armed filth? All we need is a coordinated plan. A night of knives:
every ten Earthmen make themselves responsible for taking out one invader.
We'd get them all."
"Why has no one organized such a movement?" I asked.
"It's the job of the Defenders, and half of them are dead, and the other
half's in the pay of them. It's not my place to set up a resistance movement.
But that's how it should be done. Guerrilla action: sneak up behind 'em, give
'em the knife. Quick. Good old First Cycle methods; they've never lost their
value."
"More invaders would come," Olmayne said morosely.
"Treat 'em the same way!"
'They would retaliate with fire. They would destroy our world," she said.
"These invaders pretend to be civilized, more civilized than ourselves," the
Merchant replied. "Such barbarity would give them a bad name on a million
worlds. No, they wouldn't come with fire. They'd just get tired of having to
conquer us over and over, of losing so many men. And they'd go away, and we'd
be free again."
"Without having won redemption for our ancient sins," I said.
"What's that, old man? What's that?"
"Never mind."
"I suppose you wouldn't join in, either of you, if we struck back at them?"
I said, "In former life I was a Watcher, and I devoted myself to the
protection of this planet against them. I am no more fond of our masters than
you are, and no less eager to see them depart. But your plan is not only
impractical: it is also morally valueless. Mere bloody resistance would thwart
the scheme the Will has devised for us. We must earn our freedom in a nobler
way. We were not given this ordeal simply so that we might have practice in
slitting throats."
He looked at me with contempt and snorted. "I should have remembered. I'm
talking to Pilgrims. All right. Forget it all. I wasn't serious, anyway. Maybe
you like the world the way it is, for all I know."
"I do not," I said.
He glanced at Olmayne. So did I, for I half-expected her to tell the Merchant
that I had already done my bit of collaborating with our conquerors. But
Olmayne fortunately was silent on that topic, as she would be for some months
more, until that unhappy day by the approach to Land Bridge when, in her
impatience, she taunted me with my sole fall from grace.
We left our benefactor in Marsay, spent the night in a Pilgrim hostelry, and
set out on foot along the coast the next morning. And so we traveled, Olmayne
and I, through pleasant lands swarming with invaders; now we walked, now we
rode some peasant's rollerwagon, once even we were the guests of touring
conquerors. We gave Roum a wide berth when we entered Talya, and turned south.
And so we came to Land Bridge, and met delay, and had our frosty moment of
bickering, and then were permitted to go on across that narrow tongue of sandy
ground that links the lake-sundered continents. And so we crossed into Afreek,
at last.



4


Our first night on the other side, after our long and dusty crossing, we
tumbled into a grimy inn near the lake's edge. It was a square whitewashed
stone building, practically windowless and arranged around a cool inner
courtyard. Most of its clientele appeared to be pilgrims, but there were some
members of other guilds, chiefly Vendors and Transporters. At a room near the
turning of the building there stayed a Rememberer, whom Olmayne avoided even
though she did not know him; she simply did not wish to be reminded of her
former guild.
Among those who took lodging there was the Changeling Bernalt. Under the new
laws of the invaders, Changelings might stay at any public inn, not merely
those set aside for their special use; yet it seemed a little strange to see
him here. We passed in the corridor. Bernalt gave me a tentative smile, as
though about to speak again, but the smile died and the glow left his eyes. He
appeared to realize I was not ready to accept his friendship. Or perhaps he
merely recalled that Pilgrims, by the laws of their guild, were not supposed
to have much to do with guildless ones. That law still stood.
Olmayne and I had a greasy meal of soups and stews. Afterward I saw her to her
room and began to wish her good night when she said, "Wait. We'll do our
communion together."
 "I've been seen coming into your room," I pointed out "There will be
whispering if I stay long."
"We'll go to yours, then!"
Olmayne peered into the hall. All clear: she seized my wrist, and we rushed
toward my chamber, across the way. Closing and sealing the warped door, she
said, "Your starstone, now!"
I took the stone from its hiding place in my robe, and she produced hers, and
our hands closed upon them.
During this time of Pilgrimage I had found the starstone a great comfort. Many
seasons now had passed since I had last entered a Watcher's trance, but I was
not yet reconciled entirely to the breaking of my old habit; the starstone
provided a kind of substitute for the swooping ecstasy I had known in
Watching.
Starstones come from one of the outer worlds-I could not tell you which-and
may be had only by application to the guild. The stone itself determines
whether one may be a Pilgrim, for it will burn the hand of one whom it
considers unworthy to don the robe. They say that without exception every
person who has enrolled in the guild of Pilgrims has shown uneasiness as the
stone was offered to him for the first time.
"When they gave you yours," Olmayne asked, "were you worried?"
"Of course."
"So was I."
We waited for the stones to overwhelm us. I gripped mine tightly. Dark,
shining, more smooth than glass, it glowed in my grasp like a pellet of ice,
and I felt myself becoming attuned to the power of the Will.
First came a heightened perception of my surroundings. Every crack in the
walls of this ancient inn seemed now a valley. The soft wail of the wind
outside rose to a keen pitch. In the dim glow of the room's lamp I saw colors
beyond the spectrum.
The quality of the experience the starstone offered was altogether different
from that given by my instruments of Watching. That, too, was a transcending
of self. When in a state of Watchfulness I was capable of leaving my
Earthbound identity and soaring at infinite speed over infinite range,
perceiving all, and this is as close to godhood as a man is likely to come.
The starstone provided none of the highly specific data that a Watcher's
trance yielded. In the full spell I could see nothing, nor could I identify my
surroundings. I knew only that when I let myself be drawn into the stone's
effect, I was engulfed by something far larger than myself, that I was in
direct contact with the matrix of the universe.
Call it communion with the Will.
From a great distance I heard Olmayne say, "Do you believe what some people
say of these stones? That there is no communion, that it's all an electrical
deception?"
"I have no theory about that," I said. "I am less interested in causes than in
effects."
Skeptics say that the starstones are nothing more than amplifying loops which
bounce a man's own brain-waves back into his mind; the awesome oceanic entity
with which one comes in contact, these scoffers hold, is merely the thunderous
recycling oscillation of a single shuttling electrical pulse beneath the roof
of the Pilgrim's own skull. Perhaps. Perhaps.
Olmayne extended the hand that gripped her stone. She said, "when you were
among the Rememberers, Tomis, did you study the history of early religion? All
through time, man has sought union with the infinite. Many religions-not all-
have held forth the hope of such a divine merging."
"And there were drugs, too," I murmured.
"Certain drugs, yes, cherished for their ability to bring the taker
momentarily to a sensation of oneness with the universe. These starstones,
Tomis, are only the latest in a long sequence of devices for overcoming the
greatest of human curses, that is, the confinement of each individual soul
within a single body. Our terrible isolation from one another and from the
Will itself is more than most races of the universe would be able to bear. It
seems unique to humanity."
Her voice grew feathery and vague. She said much more, speaking to me out of
the wisdom she had learned with the Rememberers, but her meaning eluded me; I
was always quicker to enter communion than she, because of my training as a
Watcher, and often her final words did not register.
That night as on other nights I seized my stone and felt the chill and closed
my eyes, and heard the distant tolling of a mighty gong, the lapping of waves
on an unknown beach, the whisper of the wind in an alien forest. And felt a
summons. And yielded. And entered the state of communion. And gave myself up
to the Will.
And slipped down through the layers of my life, through my youth and middle
years, my wanderings, my old loves, my torments, my joys, my troubled later
years, my treasons, my insufficiencies, my griefs, my imperfections.
And freed myself of myself. And shed my selfness. And merged. And became one
of thousands of Pilgrims, not merely Olmayne nearby, but others trekking the
mountains of Hind and the sands of Arba, Pilgrims at their devotions in Ais
and Palash and Stralya, Pilgrims moving toward Jorslem on the journey that
some complete in months, some in years, and some never at all. And shared with
all of them the instant of submergence into the Will. And saw in the darkness
a deep purple glow on the horizon-which grew in intensity until it became an
all-encompassing red brilliance. And went into it, though unworthy, unclean,
flesh-trapped, accepting fully the communion offered and wishing no other
state of being than this divorce from self.
And was purified.
And awakened alone.



5


I knew Afreek well. When still a young man I had settled in the continent's
dark heart for many years. Out of restlessness I had left, finally, going as
far north as Agupt, where the antique relics of First Cycle days have survived
better than anywhere else. In those days antiquity held no interest for me,
however. I did my Watching and went about from place to place, since a Watcher
does not need to have a fixed station; and chance brought me in contact with
Avluela just as I was ready to roam again, and so I left Agupt for Roum and
then Perris.
Now I had come back with Olmayne. We kept close to the coast and avoided the
sandy inland wastes. As Pilgrims we were immune from most of the hazards of
travel: we would never go hungry or without shelter, even in a place where no
lodge for our guild existed, and all owed us respect. Olmayne's great beauty
might have been a hazard to her, traveling as she was with no escort other
than a shriveled old man, but behind the mask and robe of a Pilgrim she was
safe. We unmasked only rarely, and never where we might be seen.
I had no illusions about my importance to Olmayne. To her I was merely part of
the equipment of a journey-someone to help her in her communions and rituals,
to arrange for lodgings, to smooth her way for her. That role suited me. She
was, I knew, a dangerous woman, given to strange whims and unpredictable
fancies. I wanted no entanglements with her.
She lacked a Pilgrim's purity. Even though she had passed the test of the
starstone, she had not triumphed-as a Pilgrim must-over her own flesh. She
slipped off, sometimes, for half a night or longer, and I pictured her lying
maskless in some alley gasping in a Servitor's arms. That was her affair
entirely; I never spoke of her absences upon her return.
Within our lodgings, too, she was careless of her virtue. We never shared a
room-no Pilgrim hostelry would permit it-but we usually had adjoining ones,
and she summoned me to hers or came to mine whenever the mood took her. Often
as not she was unclothed; she attained the height of the grotesque one night
in Agupt when I found her wearing only her mask, all her gleaming white flesh
belying the intent of the bronze grillwork that hid her face. Only once did it
seem to occur to her that I might ever have been young enough to feel desire.
She looked my scrawny, shrunken body over and said, "How will you look, I
wonder, when you've been renewed in Jorslem? I'm trying to picture you young,
Tomis. Will you give me pleasure then?"
"I gave pleasure in my time," I said obliquely.
Olmayne disliked the heat and dryness of Agupt. We traveled mainly by night
and clung to our hostelries by day. The roads were crowded at all hours. The
press of Pilgrims towards Jorslem was extraordinarily heavy, it appeared.
Olmayne and I speculated on how long it might take us to gain access to the
waters of renewal at such a time.
"You've never been renewed before?" she asked.
"Never."
"Nor I. They say they don't admit all who come."
"Renewal is a privilege, not a right," I said. "Many are turned away."
"I understand also," said Olmayne, "that not all who enter the waters are
successfully renewed."
"I know little of this."
"Some grow older instead of younger. Some grow young too fast, and perish.
There are risks."
"Would you not take those risks?"
She laughed. "Only a fool would hesitate."
"You are in no need of renewal at this time," I pointed out. "You were sent to
Jorslem for the good of your soul, not that of your body, as I recall."
"I'll tend to my soul as well, when I'm in Jorslem."
"But you talk as if the house of renewal is the only shrine you mean to
visit."
"It's the important one," she said. She rose, flexing her supple body
voluptuously. "True, I have atoning to do. But do you think I've come all the
way to Jorslem just for the sake of my spirit?"
"I have," I pointed out.
"You! You're old and withered! You'd better look after your spirit-and your
flesh as well. I wouldn't mind shedding some age, though. I won't have them
take off much. Eight, ten years, that's all. The years I wasted with that fool
Elegro. I don't need a full renewal. You're right: I'm still in my prime." Her
face clouded. "If the city is full of Pilgrims, maybe they won't let me into
the house of renewal at all! They'll say I'm too young-tell me to come back in
forty or fifty years-Tomis, would they do that to me?"
"It is hard for me to say."
She trembled. "They'll let you in. You're a walking corpse already-they have
to renew you! But me-Tomis, I won't let them turn me away! If I have to pull
Jorslem down stone by stone, I'll get in somehow!"
I wondered privately if her soul were in fit condition for one who poses as a
candidate for renewal. Humility is recommended when one becomes a Pilgrim. But
I had no wish to feel Olmayne's fury, and I kept my silence. Perhaps they
would admit her to renewal despite her flaws. I had concerns of my own. It was
vanity that drove Olmayne; my goals were different. I had wandered long and
done much, not all of it virtuous; I needed a cleansing of my conscience in
the holy city more, perhaps, than I did a lessening of my years.
Or was it only vanity for me to think so?



6


Several days eastward of that place, as Olmayne and I walked through a parched
countryside, village children chattering in fear and excitement rushed upon
us.
"Please, come, come!" they cried. "Pilgrims, come!"
Olmayne looked bewildered and irritated as they plucked at her robes. "What
are they saying, Tomis? I can't get through their damnable Aguptan accents!"
"They want us to help," I said. I listened to their shouts. "In their
village," I told Olmayne, "there is an outbreak of the crystallization
disease. They wish us to seek the mercies of the Will upon the sufferers."
Olmayne drew back. I imagined the disdainful wince behind her mask. She
flicked out her hands, trying to keep the children from touching her. To me
she said, "We can't go there!"
"We must."
"We're in a hurry! Jorslem's crowded; I don't want to waste time in some
dreary village."
"They need us, Olmayne."
"Are we Surgeons?"
"We are Pilgrims," I said quietly. "The benefits we gain from that carry
certain obligations. If we are entitled to the hospitality of all we meet, we
must also place our souls at the free disposal of the humble. Come."
"I won't go!"
"How will that sound in Jorslem, when you give an accounting of yourself,
Olmayne?"
"It's a hideous disease. What if we get it?"
"Is that what troubles you? Trust in the Will! How can you expect renewal if
your soul is so deficient in grace?"
"May you rot, Tomis," she said in a low voice. "When did you become so pious?
You're doing this deliberately, because of what I said to you by Land Bridge.
In a stupid moment I taunted you, and now you're willing to expose us both to
a ghastly affliction for your revenge. Don't do it, Tomis!"
I ignored her accusation. "The children are growing agitated, Olmayne. Will
you wait here for me, or will you go on to the next village and wait in the
hostelry there?"
"Don't leave me alone in the middle of nowhere!"
"I have to go to the sick ones," I said.
In the end she accompanied me-I think not out of any suddenly conceived desire
to be of help, but rather out of fear that her selfish refusal might somehow
be held against her in Jorslem. We came shortly to the village, which was
small and decayed, for Agupt lies in a terrible hot sleep and changes little
with the millennia. The contrast with the busy cities farther to the south in
Afreek-cities that prosper on the output of luxuries from their great
Manufactories-is vast.
Shivering with heat, we followed the children to the houses of sickness.
The crystallization disease is an unlovely gift from the stars. Not many
afflictions of outworlders affect the Earthborn; but from the worlds of the
Spear came this ailment, carried by alien tourists, and the disease has
settled among us. If it had come during the glorious days of the Second Cycle
we might have eradicated it in a day; but our skills are dulled now, and no
year has been without its outbreak; Olmayne was plainly terrified as we
entered the first of the clay huts where the victims were kept.
There is no hope for one who has contracted this disease. One merely hopes
that the healthy will be spared; and fortunately it is not a highly contagious
disease. It works insidiously, transmitted in an unknown way, often failing to
pass from husband to wife and leaping instead to the far side of a city, to
another land entirely, perhaps. The first symptom is a scaliness of the skin;
itch, flakes upon the clothing, inflammation. There follows a weakness in the
bones as the calcium is dissolved. One grows limp and rubbery, but this is
still an early phase. Soon the outer tissues harden. Thick, opaque membranes
form on the surface of the eyes; the nostrils may close and seal; the skin
grows coarse and pebbled. In this phase prophecy is common. The sufferer
partakes of the skills of a Somnambulist, and utters oracles. The soul may
wander, separating from the body for hours at a time, although the life-
processes continue. Next, within twenty days after the onset of the disease,
the crystallization occurs. While the skeletal structure dissolves, the skin
splits and cracks, forming shining crystals in rigid geometrical patterns. The
victim is quite beautiful at this time and takes on the appearance of a
replica of himself in precious gems. The crystals glow with rich inner lights,
violet and green and red; their sharp facets adopt new alignments from hour to
hour; the slightest illumination in the room causes the sufferer to give off
brilliant glittering reflections that dazzle and delight the eye. All this
time the internal body is changing, as if some strange chrysalis is forming.
Miraculously the organs sustain life throughout every transformation, although
in the crystalline phase the victim is no longer able to communicate with
others and possibly is unaware of the changes in himself. Ultimately the
metamorphosis reaches the vital organs, and the process fails. The alien
infestation is unable to reshape those organs without killing its host. The
crisis is swift: a brief convulsion, a final discharge of energy along the
nervous system of the crystallized one, and there is a quick arching of the
body, accompanied by the delicate tinkling sounds of shivering glass, and then
all is over. On the planet to which this is native, crystallization is not a
disease but an actual metamorphosis, the result of thousands of years of
evolution toward a symbiotic relationship. Unfortunately, among the Earthborn,
the evolutionary preparation did not take place, and the agent of change
invariably brings its subject to a fatal outcome.
Since the process is irreversible, Olmayne and I could do nothing of real
value here except offer consolation to these ignorant and frightened people. I
saw at once that the disease had seized this village some time ago. There were
people in all stages, from the first rash to the ultimate crystallization.
They were arranged in the hut according to the intensity of their infestation.
To my left was a somber row of new victims, fully conscious and morbidly
scratching their arms as they contemplated the horrors that awaited them.
Along the rear wall were five pallets on which lay villagers in the coarse-
skinned and prophetic phase. To my right were those in varying degrees of
crystallization, and up front, the diadem of the lot, was one who clearly was
in his last hours of life. His body, encrusted with false emeralds and rubies
and opals, shimmered in almost painful beauty; he scarcely moved; within that
shell of wondrous color he was lost in some dream of ecstasy, finding at the
end of his days more passion, more delight, than he could ever have known in
all his harsh peasant years.
Olmayne shied back from the door.
"It's horrible," she whispered. "I won't go in!"
"We must. We are under an obligation."
"I never wanted to be a Pilgrim!"
"You wanted atonement," I reminded her. "It must be earned."
"We'll catch the disease!"
"The Will can reach us anywhere to infect us with this, Olmayne. It strikes at
random. The danger is no greater for us inside this building than it is in
Perris."
"Why, then, are so many in this one village smitten?"
"This village has earned the displeasure of the Will."
"How neatly you serve up the mysticism, Tomis," she said bitterly. "I
misjudged you. I thought you were a sensible man. This fatalism of yours is
ugly."
"I watched my world conquered," I said. "I beheld the Prince of Roum
destroyed. Calamities breed such attitudes as I now have. Let us go in,
Olmayne."
We entered, Olmayne still reluctant. Now fear assailed me, but I concealed it.
I had been almost smug in my piety while arguing with the lovely Rememberer
woman who was my companion, but I could not deny the sudden seething of
fright.
I forced myself to be tranquil.
There are redemptions and redemptions, I told myself. If this disease is to be
the source of mine, I will abide by the Will.
Perhaps Olmayne came to some such decision too, as we went in, or maybe her
own sense of the dramatic forced her into the unwanted role of the lady of
mercy. She made the rounds with me. We passed from pallet to pallet, heads
bowed, starstones in our hands. We said words. We smiled when the newly sick
begged for reassurance. We offered prayers. Olmayne paused before one girl in
the secondary phase, whose eyes already were filming over with horny tissue,
and knelt and touched her starstone to the girl's scaly cheek. The girl spoke
in oracles, but unhappily not in any language we understood.
At last we came to the terminal case, he who had grown his own superb
sarcophagus. Somehow I felt purged of fear, and so too was Olmayne, for we
stood a long while before this grotesque sight, silent, and then she
whispered, "How terrible! How wonderful! How beautiful!"
Three more huts similar to this one awaited us.
The villagers clustered at the doorways. As we emerged from each building in
turn, the healthy ones fell down about us, clutching at the hems of our robes,
stridently demanding that we intercede for them with the Will. We spoke such
words as seemed appropriate and not too insincere. Those within the huts
received our words blankly, as if they already realized there was no chance
for them; those outside, still untouched by the disease, clung to every
syllable. The headman of the village-only an acting headman; the true chief
lay crystallized-thanked us again and again, as though we had done something
real. At least we had given comfort, which is not to be despised.
When we came forth from the last of the sickhouses, we saw a slight figure
watching us from a distance: the Changeling Bernalt. Olmayne nudged me.
"That creature has been following us, Tomis. All the way from Land Bridge!"
"He travels to Jorslem also."
"Yes, but why should he stop here? Why in this awful place?"
"Hush, Olmayne. Be civil to him now."
"To a Changeling?"
Bernalt approached. The mutated one was clad in a soft white robe that blunted
the strangeness of his appearance. He nodded sadly toward the village and
said, "A great tragedy. The Will lies heavy on this place."
He explained that he had arrived here several days ago and had met a friend
from his native city of Nayrub. I assumed he meant a Changeling, but no,
Bernalt's friend was a Surgeon, he said, who had halted here to do what he
could for the afflicted villagers. The idea of a friendship between a
Changeling and a Surgeon seemed a bit odd to me, and positively contemptible
to Olmayne, who did not trouble to hide her loathing of Bernalt.
A partly crystallized figure staggered from one of the huts, gnarled hands
clutching. Bernalt went forward and gently guided it back within. Returning to
us, he said, "There are times one is actually glad one is a Changeling. That
disease does not affect us, you know." His eyes acquired a sudden glitter. "Am
I forcing myself on you, Pilgrims? You seem like stone behind your masks. I
mean no harm; shall I withdraw?"
"Of course not," I said, meaning the opposite. His company disturbed me;
perhaps the ordinary disdain for Changelings was a contagion that had at last
reached me. "Stay awhile. I would ask you to travel with us to Jorslem, but
you know it is forbidden for us."
"Certainly. I quite understand." He was coolly polite, but the seething
bitterness in him was close to the surface. Most Changelings are such degraded
bestial things that they are incapable of knowing how detested they are by
normal guilded men and women; but Bernalt clearly was gifted with the torment
of comprehension. He smiled, and then he pointed. "My friend is here."
Three figures approached. One was Bernalt's Surgeon, a slender man, dark-
skinned, soft-voiced, with weary eyes and sparce yellow hair. With him were an
official of the invaders and another outworlder from a different planet. "I
had heard that two Pilgrims were summoned to this place," said the invader. "I
am grateful for the comfort you may have brought these sufferers. I am
Earthclaim Nineteen; this district is under my administration. Will you be my
guests at dinner this night?"
I was doubtful of taking an invader's hospitality, and Olmayne's sudden
clenching of her fist over her starstone told me that she also hesitated.
Earthclaim Nineteen seemed eager for our acceptance. He was not as tall as
most of his kind, and his malproportioned arms reached below his knees. Under
the blazing Aguptan sun his thick waxy skin acquired a high gloss, although he
did not perspire.
Into a long, tense, and awkward silence the Surgeon inserted: "No need to hold
back. In this village we all are brothers. Join us tonight, will you?"
We did. Earthclaim Nineteen occupied a villa by the shore of Lake Medit; in
the clear light of late afternoon I thought I could detect Land Bridge jutting
forward to my left, and even Eyrop at the far side of the lake. We were waited
upon by members of the guild of Servitors who brought us cool drinks on the
patio. The invader had a large staff, all Earthborn; to me it was another sign
that our conquest had become institutionalized and was wholly accepted by the
bulk of the populace. Until long after dusk we talked, lingering over drinks
even as the writhing auroras danced into view to herald the night. Bernalt the
Changeling remained apart, though, perhaps ill at ease in our presence.
Olmayne too was moody and withdrawn; a mingled depression and exaltation had
settled over her in the stricken village, and the presence of Bernalt at the
dinner party had reinforced her silence, for she had no idea how to be polite
in the presence of a Changeling. The invader, our host, was charming and
attentive, and tried to bring her forth from her bleakness. I had seen
charming conquerors before. I had traveled with one who had posed as the
Earthborn Changeling Gormon in the days just before the conquest. This one,
Earthclaim Nineteen, had been a poet on his native world in those days. I
said, "It seems unlikely that one of your inclinations would care to be part
of a military occupation."
"All experiences strengthen the art," said Earthclaim Nineteen. "I seek to
expand myself. In any case I am not a warrior but an administrator. Is it so
strange that a poet can be an administrator, or an administrator a poet?" He
laughed. "Among your many guilds, there is no guild of Poets. Why?"
"There are Communicants," I said. "They serve your muse."
"But in a religious way. They are interpreters of the Will, not of their own
souls."
"The two are indistinguishable. The verses they make are divinely inspired,
but rise from the hearts of their makers," I said.
Earthclaim Nineteen looked unconvinced. "You may argue that all poetry is at
bottom religious, I suppose. But this stuff of your Communicants is too
limited in scope. It deals only with acquiescence to the Will."
"A paradox," said Olmayne. "The Will encompasses everything, and yet you say
that our Communicants' scope is limited."
"There are other themes for poetry besides immersion in the Will, my friends.
The love of person for person, the joy of defending one's home, the wonder of
standing naked beneath the fiery stars-" The invader laughed. "Can it be that
Earth fell so swiftly because its only poets were poets of acquiescence to
destiny?"
"Earth fell," said the Surgeon, "because the Will required us to atone for the
sin our ancestors committed when they treated your ancestors like beasts. The
quality of our poetry had nothing to do with it."
"The Will decreed that you would lose to us by way of punishment, eh? But if
the Will is omnipotent, it must have decreed the sin of your ancestors that
made the punishment necessary. Eh? Eh? The Will playing games with itself? You
see the difficulty of believing in a divine force that determines all events?
Where is the element of choice that makes suffering meaningful? To force you
into a sin, and then to require you to endure defeat as atonement, seems to me
an empty exercise. Forgive my blasphemy."
The Surgeon said, "You misunderstand. All that has happened on this planet is
part of a process of moral instruction. The Will does not shape every event
great or small; it provides the raw material of events, and allows us to
follow such patterns as we desire."
"Example?"
"The Will imbued the Earthborn with skills and knowledge. During the First
Cycle we rose from savagery in little time; in the Second Cycle we attained
greatness. In our moment of greatness we grew swollen with pride, choosing to
exceed our limitations. We imprisoned intelligent creatures of other worlds
under the pretense of 'study,' when we acted really out of an arrogant desire
for amusement; and we toyed with our world's climate until oceans joined and
continents sank and our old civilization was destroyed. Thus the Will
instructed us in the boundaries of human ambition."
"I dislike that dark philosophy even more," said Earthclaim Nineteen. "I-"
"Let me finish," said the Surgeon. "The collapse of Second Cycle Earth was our
punishment. The defeat of Third Cycle Earth by you folk from the stars is a
completion of that earlier punishment, but also the beginning of a new phase.
You are the instruments of our redemption. By inflicting on us the final
humiliation of conquest, you bring us to the bottom of our trough; now we
renew our souls, now we begin to rise, tested by adversities."
I stared in sudden amazement at this Surgeon, who was uttering ideas that had
been stirring in me all along the road to Jorslem, ideas of redemption both
personal and planetary. I had paid little attention to the Surgeon before.
"Permit me a statement," Bernalt said suddenly, his first words in hours.
We looked at him. The pigmented bands in his face were ablaze, marking his
emotion.
He said, nodding to the Surgeon, "My friend, you speak of redemption for the
Earthborn. Do you mean all Earthborn, or only the guilded ones?"
"All Earthborn, of course," said the Surgeon mildly. "Are we not all equally
conquered?"
"We are not equal in other things, though. Can there be redemption for a
planet that keeps millions of its people thrust into guildlessness? I speak of
my own folk, of course. We sinned long ago when we thought we were striking
out against those who had created us as monsters. We strove to take Jorslem
from you; and for this we were punished, and our punishment has lasted for a
thousand years. We are still outcasts, are we not? Where has our hope of
redemption been? Can you guilded ones consider yourself purified and made
virtuous by your recent suffering, when you still step on us?"
The Surgeon looked dismayed. "You speak rashly, Bernalt. I know the
Changelings have a grievance. But you know as well as I that your time of
deliverance is at hand. In the days to come no Earthborn one will scorn you,
and you will stand beside us when we regain our freedom."
Bernalt peered at the floor. "Forgive me, my friend. Of course, of course, you
speak the truth. I was carried away. The heat-this splendid wine-how foolishly
I spoke!"
Earthclaim Nineteen said, "Are you telling me that a resistance movement is
forming that will shortly drive us from your planet?"
"I speak only in abstract terms," said the Surgeon.
"I think your resistance movement will be purely abstract, too," the invader
replied easily. "Forgive me, but I see little strength in a planet that could
be conquered in a single night. We expect our occupation of Earth to be a long
one and to meet little opposition. In the months that we have been here there
has been no sign of increasing hostility to us. Quite the contrary: we are
increasingly accepted among you."
"It is part of a process," said the Surgeon. "As a poet, you should understand
that words carry meanings of many kinds. We do not need to overthrow our alien
masters in order to be free of them. Is that poetic enough for you?"
"Splendid," said Earthclaim Nineteen, getting to his feet. "Shall we go to
dinner now?"



6


There was no way to return to the subject. A philosophical discussion at the
dinner table is difficult to sustain; and our host did not seem comfortable
with this analysis of Earth's destinies. Swiftly he discovered that Olmayne
had been a Rememberer before turning Pilgrim, and thereafter directed his
words to her, questioning her on our history and on our early poetry. Like
most invaders he had a fierce curiosity concerning our past. Olmayne gradually
came out of the silence that gripped her, and spoke at length about her
researches in Perris. She talked with great familiarity of our hidden past,
with Earthclaim Nineteen occasionally inserting an intelligent and informed
question; meanwhile we dined on delicacies of a number of worlds, perhaps
imported by that same fat, insensitive Merchant who had driven us from Perris
to Marsay; the villa was cool and the Servitors attentive; that miserable
plague-stricken peasant village half an hour's walk away might well have been
in some other galaxy, so remote was it from our discourse now.
When we left the villa in the morning, the Surgeon asked permission to join
our Pilgrimage. "There is nothing further I can do here," he explained. "At
the outbreak of the disease I came up from my home in Nayrub, and I've been
here many days, more to console than to cure, of course. Now I am called to
Jorslem. However, if it violates your vows to have company on the road-"
"By all means come with us," I said.
"There will be one other companion," the Surgeon told us.
He meant the third person who had met us at the village: the outworlder, an
enigma, yet to say a word in our presence. This being was a flattened spike-
shaped creature somewhat taller than a man and mounted on a jointed tripod of
angular legs; its place of origin was in the Golden Spiral; its skin was rough
and bright red in hue, and vertical rows of glassy oval eyes descended on
three sides from the top of its tapered head. I had never seen such a creature
before. It had come to Earth, according to the Surgeon, on a data-gathering
mission, and had already roamed much of Ais and Stralya. Now it was touring
the lands on the margin of Lake Medit; and after seeing Jorslem it would
depart for the great cities of Eyrop. Solemn, unsettling in its perpetual
watchfulness, never blinking its many eyes nor offering a comment on what
those eyes beheld, it seemed more like some odd machine, some information-
intake for a memory tank, than a living creature. But it was harmless enough
to let it come with us to the holy city.
The Surgeon bade farewell to his Changeling friend, who went on alone ahead of
us, and paid a final call on the crystallized village. We stayed back, since
there was no point in our going. When he returned, his face was somber. "Four
new cases," he said. "This entire village will perish. There has never been an
outbreak of this kind before on Earth-so concentrated an epidemic."
"Something new, then?" I asked. "Will it spread everywhere?"
"Who knows? No one in the adjoining villages has caught it. The pattern is
unfamiliar: a single village wholly devastated, and nowhere else besides.
These people see it as divine retribution for unknown sins."
"What could peasants have done," I asked, "that would bring the wrath of the
Will so harshly upon them?"
"They are asking that too," said the Surgeon.
Olmayne said, "If there are new cases, our visit yesterday was useless. We
risked ourselves and did them no good."
"Wrong," the Surgeon told her. "These cases were already incubating when you
arrived. We may hope that the disease will not spread to those who still were
in full health."
He did not seem confident of that.
Olmayne examined herself from day to day for symptoms of the disease, but none
appeared. She gave the Surgeon much trouble on that score, bothering him for
opinions concerning real or fancied blemishes of her skin, embarrassing him by
removing her mask in his presence so that he could determine that some speck
on her cheek was not the first trace of crystallization.
The Surgeon took all this in good grace, for, while the outworld being was
merely a cipher plodding alongside us, the Surgeon was a man of depth,
patience, and sophistication. He was native to Afreek, and had been dedicated
to his guild at birth by his father, since healing was the family tradition.
Traveling widely, he had seen most of our world and had forgotten little of
what he had seen. He spoke to us of Roum and Perris, of the frostflower fields
of Stralya, of my own birthplace in the western island group of the Lost
Continents. He questioned us tactfully about our starstones and the effects
they produced-I could see he hungered to try the stone himself, but that of
course was forbidden to one who had not declared himself a Pilgrim-and when he
learned that in former life I had been a Watcher, he asked me a great deal
concerning the instruments by which I had scanned the heavens, wishing to know
what it was I perceived and how I imagined the perception was accomplished. I
spoke to him as fully as I could on these matters, though in truth I knew
little.
Usually we kept to the green strip of fertile land bordering the lake, but
once, at the Surgeon's insistence, we detoured into the choking desert to see
something that he promised would be of interest. He would not tell us what it
was. We were at this point traveling in hired rollerwagons, open on top, and
sharp winds blew gusts of sand in our faces. Sand adhered briefly to the
outworlder's eyes, I saw; and I saw how efficiently it flushed each eye with a
flood of blue tears every few moments. The rest of us huddled in our garments,
heads down, whenever the wind arose.
"We are here," the Surgeon announced finally. "When I traveled with my father
I first visited this place long ago. We will go inside-and then you, the
former Rememberer, will tell us where we are."
It was a building two stories high made of bricks of white glass. The doors
appeared sealed, but they gave at the slightest pressure. Lights glowed into
life the moment we entered.
In long aisles, lightly strewn with sand, were tables on which instruments
were mounted. Nothing was comprehensible to me. There were devices shaped like
hands, into which one's own hands could be inserted; conduits led from the
strange metal gloves to shining closed cabinets, and arrangements of mirrors
transmitted images from the interiors of those cabinets to giant screens
overhead. The Surgeon placed his hands in the gloves and moved his fingers;
the screens brightened, and I saw images of tiny needles moving though shallow
arcs. He went to other machines that released dribbles of unknown fluids; he
touched small buttons that produced musical sounds; he moved freely through a
laboratory of wonders, clearly ancient, which seemed still in order and
awaiting the return of its users.
Olmayne was ecstatic. She followed the Surgeon from aisle to aisle, handling
everything.
"Well, Rememberer?" he asked finally. "What is this?"
"A Surgery," she said in lowered voice. "A Surgery of the Years of Magic!"
"Exactly! Splendid!" He seemed in an oddly excited state. "We could make
dazzling monsters here! We could work miracles! Fliers, Swimmers, Changelings,
Twiners, Burners, Climbers-invent your own guilds, shape men to your whims!
This was the place!"
Olmayne said, "These Surgeries have been described to me. There are six of
them left, are there not, one in northern Eyrop, one on Palash, one here, one
far to the south in Deeper Afreek, one in western Ais-" She faltered.
"And one in Hind, the greatest of all!" said the Surgeon.
"Yes, of course, Hind! The home of the Fliers!"
Their awe was contagious. I said, "This was where the shapes of men were
changed? How was it done?"
The Surgeon shrugged. "The art is lost. The Years of Magic were long ago, old
man."
"Yes, yes, I know. But surely if the equipment survives, we could guess how-"
"With these knives," said the Surgeon, "we cut into the fabric of the unborn,
editing the human seed. The Surgeon placed his hands here-he manipulated-and
within that incubator the knives did their work. Out of this came Fliers and
all the rest. The forms bred true. Some are extinct today, but our Fliers and
our Changelings owe their heritage to some such building as this. The
Changelings, of course, were the Surgeons' mistakes. They should not have been
permitted to live."
"I thought that these monsters were the products of teratogenic drugs given to
them when they still were within the womb," I said. "You tell me now that
Changelings were made by Surgeons. Which is so?"
"Both," he replied. "All Changelings today are descended from the flaws and
errors committed by the Surgeons of the Years of Magic. Yet mothers in that
unhappy group often enhance the monstrousness of their children with drugs, so
that they will be more marketable. It is an ugly tribe not merely in looks.
Small wonder that their guild was dissolved and they were thrust outside
society. We-"
Something bright flew through the air, missing his face by less than a hand's
breadth. He dropped to the floor and shouted to us to take cover. As I fell I
saw a second missile fly toward us. The outworld being, still observing all
phenomena, studied it impassively in the moment of life that remained to it.
Then the weapon struck two thirds of the way up the outworlder's body and
severed it instantly. Other missiles followed, clattering against the wall
behind us. I saw our attackers: a band of Changelings, fierce, hideous. We
were unarmed. They moved toward us. I readied myself to die.
From the doorway a voice cried out: a familiar voice, using the thick and
unfamiliar words of the language Changelings speak among themselves. Instantly
the assault ceased. Those who menaced us turned toward the door. The
Changeling Bernalt entered.
"I saw your vehicle," he said. "I thought you might be here, and perhaps in
trouble. It seems I came in time."
"Not altogether," said the Surgeon. He indicated the fallen outworlder, which
was beyond all aid. "But why this attack?"
Bernalt gestured. "They will tell you."
We looked at the five Changelings who had ambushed us. They were not of the
educated, civilized sort such as Bernalt, nor were any two of them of the same
styles; each was a twisted, hunched mockery of the human form, one with ropy
tendrils descending from his chin, one with a face that was a featureless
void, another whose ears were giant cups, and so forth. From the one closest
to us, a creature with small platforms jutting from his skin in a thousand
places, we learned why we had been assaulted. In a brutal Aguptan dialect he
told us that we had profaned a temple sacred to Changelings. "We keep out of
Jorslem,"' he told us. "Why must you come here?"
Of course he was right. We asked forgiveness as sincerely as we could, and the
Surgeon explained that he had visited this place long ago and it had not been
a temple then. That seemed to soothe the Changeling, who admitted that only in
recent years had his kind used it as a shrine. He was soothed even more when
Olmayne opened the overpocket fastened between her breasts and offered a few
glittering gold coins, part of the treasure she had brought with her from
Perris. The bizarre and deformed beings were satisfied at that and allowed us
to leave the building. We would have taken the dead outworlder with us, but
during our parley with the Changelings the body had nearly vanished, nothing
but a faint gray streak remaining on the sandy floor to tell us where it had
fallen, "A mortuary enzyme," the Surgeon explained. "Triggered by interruption
of the life processes."
Others of this community of desert-dwelling Changelings were lurking about
outside the building as we came forth. They were a tribe of nightmares, with
skin of every texture and color, facial features arranged at random, all kinds
of genetic improvisations of organs and bodily accessories. Bernalt himself,
although their brother, seemed appalled by their monstrousness. They looked to
him with awe. At the sight of us some of them fondled the throwing weapons at
their hips, but a sharp command from Bernalt prevented any trouble.
He said, "I regret the treatment you received and the death of the outworlder.
But of course it is risky to enter a place that is sacred to backward and
violent people."
"We had no idea," the Surgeon said. "We never would have gone in if we had
realized-"
"Of course. Of course." Was there something patronizing about Bernalt's soft,
civilized tones? "Well, again I bid you farewell."
I blurted suddenly, "No. Travel with us to Jorslem! It's ridiculous for us to
go separately to the same place."
Olmayne gasped. Even the Surgeon seemed amazed. Only Bernalt remained calm. He
said, "You forget, friend, that it is improper for Pilgrims to journey with
the guildless. Besides, I am here to worship at this shrine, and it will take
me a while. I would not wish to delay you." His hand reached out to mine. Then
he moved away, entering the ancient Surgery. Scores of his fellow Changelings
rushed in after him. I was grateful to Bernalt for his tact; my impulsive
offer of companionship, though sincerely meant, had been impossible for him to
accept.
We boarded our rollerwagons. In a moment we heard a dreadful sound: a
discordant Changeling hymn in praise of I dare not think what deity, a
scraping, grinding, screeching song as misshapen as those who uttered it.
"The beasts," Olmayne muttered. "A sacred shrine! A Changeling temple! How
loathsome! They might have killed us all, Tomis. How can such monsters have a
religion?"
I made no reply. The Surgeon looked at Olmayne sadly and shook his head as
though distressed by so little charity on the part of one who claimed to be a
Pilgrim.
"They also are human," he said.
At the next town along our route we reported the starborn being's death to the
occupying authorities. Then, saddened and silent, we three survivors continued
onward, to the place where the coastline trends north rather than east. We
were leaving sleepy Agupt behind and entering now into the borders of the land
in which holy Jorslem lies.



7
The city of Jorslem sits some good distance inland from Lake Medit on a cool
plateau guarded by a ring of low, barren, rock-strewn mountains. All my life,
it seemed, had been but a preparation for my first glimpse of this golden
city, whose image I knew so well. Hence when I saw its spires and parapets
rising in the east, I felt not so much awe as a sense of a homecoming.
A winding road took us down through the encircling hills to the city, whose
wall was made of squared blocks of a fine stone, dark pink-gold in color. The
houses and shrines, too, were of this stone. Groves of trees bordered the
road, nor were they star-trees, but native products of Earth, as was fitting
to this, the oldest of man's cities, older than Roum, older than Perris, its
roots deep in the First Cycle.
The invaders, shrewdly, had not meddled with Jorslem's administration. The
city remained under the governorship of the Guildmaster of Pilgrims, and even
an invader was required to seek the Guildmaster's permission to enter. Of
course, this was strictly a matter of form; the Pilgrim Guildmaster, like the
Chancellor of the Rememberers and other such officials, was in truth a puppet
subject to our conquerors' wishes. But that harsh fact was kept concealed. The
invaders had left our holy city as a city apart, and we would not see them
swaggering in armed teams through Jorslem's streets.
At the outer wall we formally requested entry from the Sentinel guarding the
gate. Though elsewhere most Sentinels now were unemployed-since cities stood
open by command of our masters-this man was in full guild array and calmly
insisted on thorough procedure. Olmayne and I, as Pilgrims, were entitled to
automatic access to Jorslem; yet he made us produce our starstones as evidence
that we came by our robes and masks honestly, and then donned a thinking cap
to check our names with the archives of our guild. In time we met approval.
The Surgeon our companion had an easier time; he had applied in advance for
entry while in Afreek, and after a moment to check his identity he was
admitted.
Within the walls everything had the aspect of great antiquity. Jorslem alone
of the world's cities still preserves much of its First Cycle architecture:
not merely broken columns and ruined aqueducts, as in Roum, but whole streets,
covered arcades, towers, boulevards, that have lasted through every upheaval
our world has seen. And so once we passed into the city we wandered in wonder
through its strangeness, down streets paved with cobbled stones, into narrow
alleys cluttered with children and beggars, across markets fragrant with
spices. After an hour of this we felt it was time to seek lodgings, and here
it was necessary for us to part company with the Surgeon, since he was
ineligible to stay at a Pilgrim hostelry, and it would have been costly and
foolish for us to stay anywhere else. We saw him to the inn where he had
previously booked a room. I thanked him for his good companionship on our
journey, and he thanked us just as gravely and expressed the hope that he
would see us again in Jorslem in the days to come. Then Olmayne and I took
leave of him and rented quarters in one of the numerous places catering to the
Pilgrim trade.
The city exists solely to serve Pilgrims and casual tourists, and so it is
really one vast hostelry; robed Pilgrims are as common in Jorslem's streets as
Fliers in Hind. We settled and rested awhile; then we dined and afterward
walked along a broad street from which we could see, to the east, Jorslem's
inner and most sacred district. There is a city within a city here. The most
ancient part, so small it can be traversed in less than an hour on foot, is
wrapped in a high wall of its own. Therein lie shrines revered by Earth's
former religions: the Christers, the Hebers, the Mislams. The place where the
god of the Christers died is said to be there, but this may be a distortion
wrought by time, since what kind of god is it that dies? On a high place in
one corner of the Old City stands a gilded dome sacred to the Mislams, which
is carefully tended by the common folk of Jorslem. And to the fore part of
that high place are the huge gray blocks of a stone wall worshiped by the
Hebers. These things remain, but the ideas behind them are lost; never while I
was among the Rememberers did I meet any scholar who could explain the merit
of worshiping a wall or a gilded dome. Yet the old records assure us that
these three First Cycle creeds were of great depth and richness.
In the Old City, also, is a Second Cycle place that was of much more immediate
interest to Olmayne and myself. As we stared through the darkness at the holy
precincts Olmayne said, "We should make application tomorrow at the house of
renewal."
"I agree. I long now to give up some of my years."
"Will they accept me, Tomis?"
"Speculating on it is idle," I told her. "We will go, and we will apply, and
your question will be answered."
She said something further, but I did not hear her words, for at that moment
three Fliers passed above me, heading east. One was male, two female; they
flew naked, according to the custom of their guild; and the Flier in the
center of the group was a slim, fragile girl, mere bones and wings, moving
with a grace that was exceptional even for her airy kind.
"Avluela!" I gasped.
The trio of Fliers disappeared beyond the parapets of the Old City. Stunned,
shaken, I clung to a tree for support and struggled for breath.
"Tomis?" Olmayne said. "Tomis, are you ill?"
"I know it was Avluela. They said she had gone back to Hind, but no, that was
Avluela! How could I mistake her?"
"You've said that about every Flier you've seen since leaving Perris," said
Olmayne coldly.
"But this time I'm certain! Where is a thinking cap? I must check with the
Fliers' Lodge at once!"
Olmayne's hand rested on my arm. "It's late, Tomis. You act feverish. Why this
excitement over your skinny Flier, anyway? What did she mean to you?"
"She-"
I halted, unable to put my meaning in words. Olmayne knew the story of my
journey up out of Agupt with the girl, how as a celibate old Watcher I had
conceived a kind of paternal fondness for her, how I had perhaps felt
something more powerful than that, how I had lost her to the false Changeling
Gormon, and how he in turn had lost her to the Prince of Roum. But yet what
was Avluela to me? Why did a glimpse of someone who merely might have been
Avluela send me into this paroxysm of confusion? I chased symbols in my
turbulent mind and found no answers.
"Come back to the inn and rest," Olmayne said. "Tomorrow we must seek
renewal."
First, though, I donned a cap and made contact with the Fliers' Lodge. My
thoughts slipped through the shielding interface to the storage brain of the
guild registry; I asked and received the answer I had sought. Avluela of the
Fliers was indeed now a resident in Jorslem. "Take this message for her," I
said. "The Watcher she knew in Roum now is here as a Pilgrim, and wishes to
meet her outside the house of renewal at midday tomorrow.
With that done, I accompanied Olmayne to our lodgings. She seemed sullen and
aloof; and when she unmasked in my room her face appeared rigid with-jealousy?
Yes. To Olmayne all men were vassals, even one so shriveled and worn as I; and
she loathed it that another woman could kindle such a flame in me. When I drew
forth my starstone, Olmayne at first would not join me in communion. Only when
I began the rituals did she submit. But I was so tense that night that I was
unable to make the merging with the Will, nor could she achieve it; and thus
we faced one another glumly for half an hour, and abandoned the attempt, and
parted for the night.
8


One must go by one's self to the house of renewal. At dawn I awoke, made a
brief and more successful communion, and set out unbreakfasted, without
Olmayne. In half an hour I stood before the golden wall of the Old City; in
half an hour more I had finished my crossing of the inner city's tangled
lanes. Passing before that gray wall so dear to the ancient Hebers, I went up
onto the high place; I passed near the gilded dome of the vanished Mislams
and, turning to the left, followed the stream of Pilgrims which already at
this early hour was proceeding to the house of renewal.
This house is a Second Cycle building, for it was then that the renewal
process was conceived; and of all that era's science, only renewal has come
down to us approximately as it must have been practiced in that time. Like
those other few Second Cycle structures that survive, the house of renewal is
supple and sleek, architecturally understated, with deft curves and smooth
textures; it is without windows; it bears no external ornament whatever. There
are many doors. I placed myself before the eastern-most entrance, and in an
hour's time I was admitted.
Just inside the entrance I was greeted by a green-robed member of the guild of
Renewers-the first member of this guild I had ever seen. Renewers are
recruited entirely from Pilgrims who are willing to make it their life's work
to remain in Jorslem and aid others toward renewal. Their guild is under the
same administration as the Pilgrims; a single guildmaster directs the
destinies of both; even the garb is the same except for color. In effect
Pilgrims and Renewers are of one guild and represent different phases of the
same affiliation. But a distinction is always drawn.
The Renewer's voice was light and cheerful. "Welcome to this house, Pilgrim.
Who are you, where are you from?"
"I am the Pilgrim Tomis, formerly Tomis of the Rememberers, and prior to that
a Watcher, born to the name Wuellig. I am native to the Lost Continents and
have traveled widely both before and after beginning my Pilgrimage."
"What do you seek here?"
"Renewal. Redemption."
"May the Will grant your wishes," said the Renewer, "Come with me."
I was led through a close, dimly lit passage into a small stone cell. The
Renewer instructed me to remove my mask, enter into a state of communion, and
wait. I freed myself from the bronze grillwork and clasped my star-stone
tightly. The familiar sensations of communion stole over me, but no union with
the Will took place; rather, I felt a specific link forming with the mind of
another human being. Although mystified, I offered no resistance.
Something probed my soul. Everything was drawn forth and laid out as if for
inspection on the floor of the cell: my acts of selfishness and of cowardice,
my flaws and failings, my doubts, my despairs, above all the most shameful of
my acts, the selling of the Rememberer document to the invader overlord. I
beheld these things and knew that I was unworthy of renewal. In this house one
might extend one's lifetime two or three times over; but why should the
Renewers offer such benefits to anyone as lacking in merit as I?
I remained a long while in contemplation of my faults. Then the contact broke,
and a different Renewer, a man of remarkable stature, entered the cell.
"The mercy of the Will is upon you, friend," he said, reaching forth fingers
of extraordinary length to touch the tips of mine.
When I heard that deep voice and saw those white fingers, I knew that I was in
the presence of a man I had met briefly before, as I stood outside the gates
of Roum in the season before the conquest of Earth. He had been a Pilgrim
then, and he had invited me to join him on his journey to Jorslem, but I had
declined, for Roum had beckoned to me.
"Was your Pilgrimage an easy one?" I asked.
"It was a valuable one," he replied. "And you? You are a Watcher no longer, I
see."
"I am in my third guild this year."
"With one more yet to come," he said.
"Am I to join you in the Renewers, then?"
"I did not mean that guild, friend Tomis. But we can talk more of that when
your years are fewer. You have been approved for renewal, I rejoice to tell
you."
"Despite my sins?"
"Because of your sins, such that they are. At dawn tomorrow you enter the
first of the renewal tanks. I will be your guide through your second birth. I
am the Renewer Talmit. Go, now, and ask for me when you return."
"One question-"
"Yes?"
"I made my Pilgrimage together with a woman, Olmayne, formerly a Rememberer of
Perris. Can you tell me if she has been approved for renewal as well?"
"I know nothing of this Olmayne."
"She's not a good woman," I said. "She is vain, imperious, and cruel. But yet
I think she is not beyond saving. Can you do anything to help her?"
"I have no influence in such things," Talmit said. "She must face
interrogation like everyone else. I can tell you this, though: virtue is not
the only criterion for renewal."
He showed me from the building. Cold sunlight illuminated the city. I was
drained and depleted, too empty even to feel cheered that I had qualified for
renewal. It was midday; I remembered my appointment with Avluela; I circled
the house of renewal in rising anxiety. Would she come?
She was waiting by the front of the building, beside a glittering monument
from Second Cycle days. Crimson jacket, furry leggings, glassy bubbles on her
feet, telltale humps on her back: from afar I could make her out to be a
Flier. "Avluela!" I called.
She whirled. She looked pale, thin, even younger than when I had last seen
her. Her eyes searched my face, once again masked, and for a moment she was
bewildered.
"Watcher?" she said. "Watcher, is that you?"
"Call me Tomis now," I told her. "But I am the same man you knew in Agupt and
Roum."
"Watcher! Oh, Watcher! Tomis." She clung to me. "How long it's been! So much
has happened!" She sparkled now, and the paleness fled her cheeks. "Come,
let's find an inn, a place to sit and talk! How did you discover me here?"
"Through your guild. I saw you overhead last night."
"I came here in the winter. I was in Fars for a while, halfway back to Hind,
and then I changed my mind. There could be no going home. Now I live near
Jorslem, and I help with-" She cut her sentence sharply off. "Have you won
renewal, Tomis?"
We descended from the high place into a humbler part of the inner city. "Yes,"
I said, "I am to be made younger. My guide is the Renewer Talmit-we met him as
a Pilgrim outside Roum, do you remember?"
She had forgotten that. We seated ourselves at an open-air patio adjoining an
inn, and Servitors brought us food and wine. Her gaiety was infectious; I felt
renewed just to be with her. She spoke of those final cataclysmic days in
Roum, when she had been taken into the palace of the Prince as a concubine;
and she told me of that terrible moment when Gormon the Changeling defeated
the Prince of Roum on the evening of conquest-announcing himself as no
Changeling but an invader in disguise, and taking from the Prince at once his
throne, his concubine, and his vision.
"Did the Prince die?" she asked.
"Yes, but not of his blinding." I told her how that proud man had fled Roum
disguised as a Pilgrim, and how I had accompanied him to Perris, and how,
while we were among the Rememberers, he had involved himself with Olmayne, and
had been slain by Olmayne's husband, whose life was thereupon taken by his
wife. "I also saw Gormon in Perris," I said. "He goes by the name of
Victorious Thirteen now. He is high in the councils of the invaders."
Avleula smiled. "Gormon and I were together only a short while after the
conquest. He wanted to tour Eyrop; I flew with him to Donsk and Sved, and
there he lost interest in me. It was then that I felt I must go home to Hind,
but later I changed my mind. When does your renewal begin?"
"At dawn."
"Oh, Tomis, how will it be when you are a young man? Did you know that I loved
you? All the time we traveled, all while I was sharing Gormon's bed and
consorting with the Prince, you were the one I wanted! But of course you were
a Watcher, and it was impossible. Besides, you were so old. Now you no longer
Watch, and soon you will no longer be old, and-" Her hand rested on mine. "I
should never have left your side. We both would have been spared much
suffering."
"We learn, from suffering," I said.
"Yes. Yes. I see that. How long will your renewal take?"
"The usual time, whatever that may be."
"After that, what will you do? What guild will you choose? You can't be a
Watcher, not now."
"No, nor a Rememberer either. My guide Talmit spoke of some other guild, which
he would not name, and assumed that I would enroll in it when I was done with
renewal. I supposed he thought I'd stay here and join the Renewers, but he
said it was another guild."
"Not the Renewers," said Avluela. She leaned close. "The Redeemers," she
whispered.
"Redeemers? That is a guild I do not know."
"It is newly founded."
"No new guild has been established in more than a-"
"This is the guild Talmit meant. You would be a desirable member. The skills
you developed when you were a Watcher make you exceptionally useful."
"Redeemers," I said, probing the mystery. "Redeemers. What does this guild
do?"
Avluela smiled jauntily. "It rescues troubled souls and saves unhappy worlds.
But this is no time to talk of it. Finish your business in Jorslem, and
everything will become clear." We rose. Her lips brushed mine. "This is the
last time I'll see you as an old man. It will be strange, Tomis, when you're
renewed!"
She left me then.
Toward evening I returned to my lodging. Olmayne was not in her room. A
Servitor told me that she had been out all day. I waited until it was late;
then I made my communion and slept, and at dawn I paused outside her door. It
was sealed. I hurried to the house of renewal.



9


The Renewer Talmit met me within the entrance and conducted me down a corridor
of green tile to the first renewal tank. "The Pilgrim Olmayne," he informed
me, "has been accepted for renewal and will come here later this day." This
was the last reference to the affairs of another human being that I was to
hear for some time. Talmit showed me into a small low room, close and humid,
lit by dim blobs of slavelight and smelling faintly of crushed deathflower
blossoms. My robe and my mask were taken from me, and the Renewer covered my
head with a fine golden-green mesh of some flimsy metal, through which he sent
a current; and when he removed the mesh, my hair was gone, my head was as
glossy as the tiled walls. "It makes insertion of the electrodes simpler,"
Talmit explained. "You may enter the tank, now."
A gentle ramp led me down into the tank, which was a tub of no great size. I
felt the warm soft slipperiness of mud beneath my feet, and Talmit nodded and
told me it was irradiated regenerative mud, which would stimulate the increase
of cell division that was to bring about my renewal, and I accepted it. I
stretched out on the floor of the tank with only my head above the shimmering
dark violet fluid that it contained. The mud cradled and caressed my tired
body. Talmit loomed above me, holding what seemed to be a mass of entangled
copper wires, but as he pressed the wires to my bare scalp they opened as of
their own accord and their tips sought my skull and burrowed down through skin
and bone into the hidden wrinkled grayness. I felt nothing more than tiny
prickling sensations. "The electrodes," Talmit explained, "seek out the
centers of aging within your brain; we transmit signals that will induce a
reversal of the normal processes of decay, and your brain will lose its
perception of the direction of the flow of time. Your body thus will become
more receptive to the stimulation it receives from the environment of the
renewal tank. Close your eyes." Over my face he placed a breathing mask. He
gave me a gentle shove, and the back of my head slipped from the edge of the
tank, so that I floated out into the middle. The warmth increased. I dimly
heard bubbling sounds. I imagined black sulfurous bubbles coming up from the
mud and through the fluid in which I floated; I imagined that the fluid had
turned the color of mud. Adrift in a tideless sea I lay, distantly aware that
a current was passing over the electrodes, that something was tickling my
brain, that I was engulfed in mud and in what could well have been an amniotic
fluid. From far away came the deep voice of the Renewer Talmit summoning me to
youth, drawing me back across the decades, unreeling time for me. There was a
taste of salt in my mouth. Again I was crossing Earth Ocean, beset by pirates,
defending my Watching equipment against their jeers and thrusts. Again I stood
beneath the hot Aguptan sun meeting Avluela for the first time. I lived once
more on Palash. I returned to the place of my birth in the western isles of
the Lost Continents, in what formerly had been Usa-amrik. I watched Roum fall
a second time. Fragments of memories swam through my softening brain. There
was no sequence, no rational unrolling of events. I was a child. I was a weary
ancient. I was among the Rememberers. I visited the Somnambulists. I saw the
Prince of Roum attempt to purchase eyes from an Artificer in Dijon. I
bargained with the Procurator of Perris. I gripped the handles of my
instruments and entered Watchfulness. I ate sweet things from a far-off world;
I drew into my nostrils the perfume of springtime on Palash; I shivered in an
old man's private winter; I swam in a surging sea, buoyant and happy; I sang;
I wept; I resisted temptation; I yielded to temptations; I quarreled with
Olmayne; I embraced Avluela; I experienced a flickering succession of nights
and days as my biological clock moved in strange rhythms of reversal and
acceleration. Illusions beset me. It rained fire from the sky; time rushed in
several directions; I grew small and then enormous. I heard voices speaking in
shades of scarlet and turquoise. Jagged music sparkled on the mountains. The
sound of my drumming heartbeats was rough and fiery. I was trapped between
strokes of my brain-piston, arms pressed to my sides so that I would occupy as
little space as possible as it rammed itself home again and again and again.
The stars throbbed, contracted, melted. Avluela said gently, "We earn a second
youthtime through the indulgent, benevolent impulses of the Will and not
through the performance of individual good works." Olmayne said, "How sleek I
get!" Talmit said, "These oscillations of perception signify only the
dissolution of the wish toward self-destruction that lies at the heart of the
aging process." Gormon said, "These perceptions of oscillation signify only
the self-destruction of the wish toward dissolution that lies at the aging
process of the heart." The Procurator Manrule Seven said, "We have been sent
to this world as the devices of your purgation. We are instruments of the
Will." Earthclaim Nineteen said, "On the other hand, permit me to disagree.
The intersection of Earth's destinies and ours is purely accidental." My
eyelids turned to stone. The small creatures comprising my lungs began to
flower. My skin sloughed off, revealing strands of muscle clinging to bone.
Olmayne said, "My pores grow smaller. My flesh grows tight. My breasts grow
small." Avluela said, "Afterwards you will fly with us, Tomis." The Prince of
Roum covered his eyes with his hands. The towers of Roum swayed in the winds
of the sun. I snatched a shawl from a passing Rememberer. Clowns wept in the
streets of Perris. Talmit said, "Awaken, now, Tomis, come up from it, open
your eyes."
"I am young again," I said.
"Your renewal has only begun," he said.
I could no longer move. Attendants seized me and swathed me in porous
wrappings, and placed me on a rolling car, and took me to a second tank, much
larger, in which dozens of people floated, each in a dreamy seclusion from the
others. Their naked skulls were festooned with electrodes; their eyes were
covered with pink tape; their hands were peacefully joined on their chests.
Into this tank I went, and there were no illusions here, only a long slumber
unbroken by dreams. This time I awakened to the sounds of a rushing tide, and
found myself passing feet first through a constricted conduit into a sealed
tank, where I breathed only fluid, and where I remained something more than a
minute and something less than a century, while layers of sin were peeled from
my soul. It was slow, taxing work. The Surgeons worked at a distance, their
hands thrust into gloves that controlled the tiny flaying-knives, and they
flensed me of evil with flick after flick after flick of the little blades,
cutting out guilt and sorrow, jealousy and rage, greed, lust, and impatience.
When they were done with me they opened the lid of the tank and lifted me out.
I was unable to stand unaided. They attached instruments to my limbs that
kneaded and massaged my muscles, restoring the tone. I walked again. I looked
down at my bare body, strong and taut-fleshed and vigorous. Talmit came to me
and threw a handful of mirror-dust into the air so that I could see myself;
and as the tiny particles cohered, I peered at my gleaming reflection.
"No," I said. "You have the face wrong. I didn't look like that. The nose was
sharper-the lips weren't so full-the hair not such a deep black-"
"We have worked from the records of the guild of Watchers, Tomis. You are more
exactly a replica of your early self than your own memory realizes."
"Can that be?"
"If you prefer, we can shape you to fit your self-conceptions and not reality.
But it would be a frivolous thing to do, and it would take much time."
"No," I said. "It hardly matters."
He agreed. He informed me then that I would have to remain in the house of
renewal a while longer, until I was fully adapted to my new self. I was given
the neutral clothes of a guildless one to wear, for I was without affiliation
now; my status as Pilgrim had ended with my renewal, and I might now opt for
any guild that would admit me once I left the house. "How long did my renewal
last?" I asked Talmit as I dressed. He replied, "You came here in summer. Now
it is winter. We do not work swiftly."
"And how fares my companion Olmayne?"
"We failed with her."
"I don't understand."
"Would you like to see her?" Talmit asked.
"Yes," I said, thinking that he would bring me to Olmayne's room. Instead he
conveyed me to Olmayne's tank. I stood on a ramp looking down into a sealed
container; Talmit indicated a fiber telescope, and I peered into its staring
eye and beheld Olmayne. Or rather, what I was asked to believe was Olmayne. A
naked girl-child of about eleven, smooth-skinned and breastless, lay curled up
in the tank, knees drawn close to the flat chest, thumb thrust in mouth. At
first I did not understand. Then the child stirred, and I recognized the
embryonic features of the regal Olmayne I had known: the wide mouth, the
strong chin, the sharp, strong cheekbones. A dull shock of horror rippled
through me, and I said to Talmit, "What is this?"
"When the soul is too badly stained, Tomis, we must dig deep to cleanse it.
Your Olmayne was a difficult case. We should not have attempted her; but she
was insistent, and there were some indications that we might succeed with her.
Those indications were in error, as you can see."
"But what happened to her?"
"The renewal entered the irreversible stage before we could achieve a purging
of her poisons," Talmit said.
"You went too far? You made her too young?"
"As you can see. Yes."
"What will you do? Why don't you get her out of there and let her grow up
again?"
"You should listen more carefully, Tomis. I said the renewal is irreversible."
"Irreversible?"
"She is lost in childhood's dreams. Each day she grows years younger. The
inner clock whirls uncontrollably. Her body shrinks; her brain grows smooth.
She enters babyhood shortly. She will never awaken."
"And at the end-" I looked away. "what then? A sperm and an egg, separating in
the tank?"
"The retrogression will not go that far. She will die in infancy. Many are
lost this way."
"She spoke of the risks of renewal," I said.
"Yet she insisted on our taking her. Her soul was dark, Tomis. She lived only
for herself. She came to Jorslem to be cleansed, and now she has been
cleansed, and she is at peace with the Will. Did you love her?"
"Never. Not for an instant."
"Then what have you lost?"
"A segment of my past, perhaps." I put my eye to the telescope again and
beheld Olmayne, innocent now, restored to virginity, sexless, cleansed. At
peace with the Will. I searched her oddly altered yet familiar face for
insight into her dreams. Had she known what was befalling her, as she tumbled
helplessly into youthfulness? Had she cried out in anguish and frustration
when she felt her life slipping away? Had there been a final flare of the old
imperious Olmayne, before she sank into this unwanted purity? The child in the
tank was smiling. The supple little body uncoiled, then drew more tightly into
a huddled ball. Olmayne was at peace with the Will. Suddenly, as though Talmit
had spread another mirror in the air, I looked into my own new self, and saw
what had been done for me, and knew that I had been granted another life with
the proviso that I make something more of it than I had of my first one, and I
felt humbled, and pledged myself to serve the Will, and I was engulfed in joy
that came in mighty waves, like the surging tides of Earth Ocean, and I said
farewell to Olmayne, and asked Talmit to take me to another place.



10
And Avluela came to me in my room in the house of renewal, and we both were
frightened when we met. The jacket she wore left her bunched-up wings bare;
they seemed hardly under her control at all, but fluttered nervously, starting
to open a short way, their gossamer tips expanding in little quivering
flickers. Her eyes were large and solemn; her face looked more lean and
pointed than ever. We stared in silence at one another a long while; my skin
grew warm, my vision hazy; I felt the churning of inner forces that had not
pulled at me in decades, and I feared them even as I welcomed them.
"Tomis?" she said finally, and I nodded.
She touched my shoulders, my arms, my lips. And I put my fingers to her
wrists, her flanks, and then, hesitantly, to the shallow bowls of her breasts.
Like two who had lost their sight we learned each other by touch. We were
strangers. That withered old Watcher she had known and perhaps loved was gone,
banished for the next fifty years or more, and in his place stood someone
mysteriously transformed, unknown, unmet. The old Watcher had been a sort of
father to her; what was this guildless young Tomis supposed to be? And what
was she to me, a daughter no longer? I did not know myself of myself. I was
alien to my sleek, taut skin. I was perplexed and delighted by the juices that
now flowed, by the throbbings and swellings that I had nearly forgotten.
"Your eyes are the same," she said. "I would always know you by your eyes."
"What have you done these many months, Avluela?"
"I have been flying every night. I flew to Agupt and deep into Afreek. Then I
returned and flew to Stanbool. When it gets dark, I go aloft. Do you know,
Tomis, I feel truly alive only when I'm up there?"
"You are of the Fliers. It is in the nature of your guild to feel that way."
"One day we'll fly side by side, Tomis."
I laughed at that. "The old Surgeries are closed, Avluela. They work wonders
here, but they can't transform me into a Flier. One must be born with wings."
"One doesn't need wings to fly."
"I know. The invaders lift themselves without the help of wings. I saw you,
one day soon after Roum fell-you and Gormon in the sky together-" I shook my
head. "But I am no invader either."
"You will fly with me, Tomis. We'll go aloft, and not only by night, even
though my wings are merely nightwings. In bright sunlight we'll soar
together."
Her fantasy pleased me. I gathered her into my arms, and she was cool and
fragile against me, and my own body pulsed with new heat. For a while we
talked no more of flying, though I drew back from taking what she offered at
that moment, and was content merely to caress her. One does not awaken in a
single lunge.
Later we walked through the corridors, passing others who were newly renewed,
and we went into the great central room whose ceiling admitted the winter
sunlight, and studied each other by that changing pale light, and walked, and
talked again. I leaned a bit on her arm, for I did not have all my strength
yet, and so in a sense it was as it had been for us in the past, the girl
helping the old dodderer along. When she saw me back to my room, I said,
"Before I was renewed, you told me of a new guild of Redeemers. I-"
"There is time for that later," she said, displeased.
In my room we embraced, and abruptly I felt the full fire of the renewed leap
up within me, so that I feared I might consume her cool, slim body. But it is
a fire that does not consume-it only kindles its counterpart in others. In her
ecstasy her wings unfolded until I was wrapped in their silken softness. And
as I gave myself to the violence of joy, I knew I would not need again to lean
on her arm.
We ceased to be strangers; we ceased to feel fear with one another. She came
to me each day at my exercise time, and I walked with her, matching her stride
for stride. And the fire burned even higher and more brightly for us.
Talmit was with me frequently too. He showed me the arts of using my renewed
body, and helped me successfully grow youthful. I declined his invitation to
view Olmayne once more. One day he told me that her retrogression had come to
its end. I felt no sorrow over that, just a curious brief emptiness that soon
passed.
"You will leave here soon," the Renewer said. "Are you ready?"
"I think so."
"Have you given much thought to your destination after this house?"
"I must seek a new guild, I know."
"Many guilds would have you, Tomis. But which do you want?"
"The guild in which I would be most useful to mankind," I said. "I owe the
Will a life."
Talmit said, "Has the Flier girl spoken to you of the possibilities before
you?"
"She mentioned a newly founded guild."
"Did she give it a name?"
"The guild of Redeemers."
"What do you know of it?"
"Very little," I said.
"Do you wish to know more?"
"If there is more to know."
"I am of the guild of Redeemers," Talmit said. "So is the Flier Avluela."
"You both are already guilded! How can you belong to more than one guild? Only
the Dominators were permitted such freedom; and they-"
"Tomis, the guild of Redeemers accepts members from all other guilds. It is
the supreme guild, as the guild of Dominators once was. In its ranks are
Rememberers and Scribes, Indexers, Servitors, Fliers, Landholders,
Somnambulists, Surgeons, Clowns, Merchants, Vendors. There are Changelings as
well, and-"
"Changelings?" I gasped. "They are outside all guilds, by law! How can a guild
embrace Changelings?"
"This is the guild of Redeemers. Even Changelings may win redemption, Tomis."
Chastened, I said, "Even Changelings, yes. But how strange it is to think of
such a guild!"
"Would you despise a guild that embraces Changelings?"
"I find this guild difficult to comprehend."
"Understanding will come at the proper time."
"When is the proper time?"
"The day you leave this place," said Talmit.
That day arrived shortly. Avluela came to fetch me. I stepped forth
uncertainly into Jorslem's springtime to complete the ritual of renewal.
Talmit had instructed her on how to guide me. She took me through the city to
the holy places, so that I could worship at each of the shrines. I knelt at
the wall of the Hebers and at the gilded dome of the Mislams; then I went down
into the lower part of the city, through the marketplace, to the gray, dark,
ill-fashioned building covering the place where the god of the Christers is
said to have died; then I went to the spring of knowledge and the fountain of
the Will, and from there to the guildhouse of the guild of Pilgrims to
surrender my mask and robes and starstone, and thence to the wall of the Old
City. At each of these places I offered myself to the Will with words I had
waited long to speak. Pilgrims and ordinary citizens of Jorslem gathered at a
respectful distance; they knew that I had been lately renewed and hoped that
some emanation from my new youthful body would bring them good fortune. At
last my obligations were fulfilled. I was a free man in full health, able now
to choose the quality of the life I wished to lead.
Avluela said, "Will you come with me to the Redeemers now?"
"Where will we find them? In Jorslem?"
"In Jorslem, yes. A meeting will convene in an hour's time for the purpose of
welcoming you into membership."
From her tunic she drew something small and gleaming, which I recognized in
bewilderment as a starstone. "What are you doing with that?" I asked. "Only
Pilgrims-"
"Put your hand over mine," she said, extending a fist in which the starstone
was clenched.
I obeyed. Her small pinched face grew rigid with concentration for a moment.
Then she relaxed. She put the starstone away.
"Avluela, what-?"
"A signal to the guild," she said gently. "A notice to them to gather now that
you are on your way."
"How did you get that stone?"
"Come with me," she said. "Oh, Tomis, if only we could fly there! But it is
not far. We meet almost in the shadow of the house of renewal. Come, Tomis.
Come!"



11


There was no light in the room. Avluela led me into the subterranean
blackness, and told me that I had reached the guildhall of the Redeemers, and
left me standing by myself. "Don't move," she cautioned.
I sensed the presence of others in the room about me. But I heard nothing and
saw nothing.
Something was thrust toward me.
Avluela said, "Put out your hands. What do you feel?"
I touched a small square cabinet resting, perhaps, on a metal framework. Along
its face were familiar dials and levers. My groping hands found handles rising
from the cabinet's upper surface. At once it was as though all my renewal had
been undone, and the conquest of Earth canceled as well: I was a Watcher
again, for surely this was a Watcher's equipment!
I said, "It is not the same cabinet I once had. But it is not greatly
different."
"Have you forgotten your skills, Tomis?"
"I think they remain with me even now."
"Use the machine, then," said Avluela. "Do your Watching once more, and tell
me what you see."
Easily and happily I slipped into the old attitudes. I performed the
preliminary rituals quickly, clearing my mind of doubts and frictions. It was
surprisingly simple to bring myself into a spirit of Watchfulness; I had not
attempted it since the night Earth fell, and yet it seemed to me that I was
able to enter the state more rapidly than in the old days.
Now I grasped the handles. How strange they were! They did not terminate in
the grips to which I was accustomed: rather, something cool and hard was
mounted at the tip of each handle. A gem of some kind, perhaps. Possibly even
a starstone, I realized. My hands closed over the twin coolnesses. I felt a
moment of apprehension, even of raw fear. Then I regained the necessary
tranquillity, and my soul flooded into the device before me, and I began to
Watch.
In my Watchfulness I did not soar to the stars, as I had in the old days.
Although I perceived, my perception was limited to the immediate surroundings
of my room. Eyes closed, body hunched in trance, I reached out and came first
to Avluela; she was near me, almost upon me. I saw her plainly. She smiled;
she nodded; her eyes were aglow.
-I love you.
-Yes, Tomis. And we will be together always.
-I have never felt so close to another person.
-In this guild we are all close, all the time. We are the Redeemers, Tomis. We
are new. Nothing like this has been on Earth before.
-How am I speaking to you, Avluela?
-Your mind speaks to mine through the machine. And some day the machine will
not be needed.
-And then we will fly together?
-Long before then, Tomis.
The starstones grew warm in my hands. I clearly perceived the instrument, now:
a Watcher's cabinet, but with certain modifications, among them the starstones
mounted on the handles. And I looked beyond Avluela and saw other faces, ones
that I knew. The austere figure of the Renewer Talmit was to my left. Beside
him stood the Surgeon with whom I had journeyed to Jorslem, with the
Changeling Bernalt at his elbow, and now at last I knew what business it was
that had brought these men of Nayrub to the holy city. The others I did not
recognize; but there were two Fliers, and a Rememberer grasping his shawl, and
a woman Servitor, and others. And I saw them all by an inner light for the
room was as dark as it had been when I entered it. Not only did I see them,
but I touched them, mind to mind.
The mind I touched first was Bernalt's. I met it easily though fearfully, drew
back, met it again. He greeted me and welcomed me. I realized then that only
if I could look upon a Changeling as my brother could I, and Earth itself, win
the sought-for redemption. For until we were truly one people, how could we
earn an end to our punishment?
I tried to enter Bernalt's mind but I was afraid. How could I hide those
prejudices, those petty contempts, those conditioned reflexes with which we
unavoidably think of Changelings?
"Hide nothing," he counseled. "Those things are no secret to me. Give them up
now and join me."
I struggled. I cast out demons. I summoned up the memory of the moment outside
the Changeling shrine, after Bernalt had saved us, when I had invited him to
journey with us. How had I felt then toward him? Had I regarded him, at least
for a moment, as a brother?
I amplified that moment of gratitude and companionship. I let it swell, and
blaze, and it obliterated the encrustations of scorn and empty disdain; and I
saw the human soul beneath the strange Changeling surface, and I broke through
that surface and found the path to redemption. He drew me toward his mind.
I joined Bernalt, and he enrolled me in his guild. I was of the Redeemers now.
Through my mind rolled a voice, and I did not know whether I heard the
resonant boom of Talmit, or the dry ironic tone of the Surgeon, or Bernalt's
controlled murmur, or Avluela's soft whisper, for it was all these voices at
once; and others, and they said:
"When all mankind is enrolled in our guild, we will be conquered no longer.
When each of us is part of every other one of us; our sufferings will end.
There is no need for us to struggle against our conquerors, for we will absorb
them, once we are all Redeemed. Enter us, Tomis who was the Watcher Wuellig."
And I entered.
And I became the Surgeon and the Flier and the Renewer and the Changeling and
the Servitor and the rest. And they became me. And so long as my hands gripped
the starstones we were of one soul and one mind. This was not the merging of
communion, in which a Pilgrim sinks anonymously into the Will, but rather a
union of self and self, maintaining independence within a larger dependence.
It was the keen perception one gets from Watching coupled with the submergence
in a larger entity that one gets from communion, and I knew this was something
wholly new on Earth, not merely the founding of a new guild but the initiation
of a new cycle of human existence, the birth of the Fourth Cycle upon this
defeated planet.
The voice said, "Tomis, we will Redeem those in greatest need first. We will
go into Agupt, into the desert where miserable Changelings huddle in an
ancient building that they worship, and we will take them into us and make
them clean again. We will go on, to the west, to a pitiful village smitten by
the crystallization disease, and we will reach the souls of the villagers and
free them from taint, and the crystallization will cease and their bodies will
be healed. And we will go on beyond Agupt, to all the lands of the world, and
find those who are without guilds, and those who are without hope, and those
who are without tomorrows, and we will give them life and purpose again. And a
time will come when all Earth is Redeemed."
They put a vision before me of a transformed planet, and of the harsh-faced
invaders yielding peacefully to us and begging to be incorporated into that
new thing that had germinated in the midst of their conquest. They showed me
an Earth that had been purged of its ancient sins.
Then I felt it was time to withdraw my hands from the machine I grasped, and I
withdrew my hands.
The vision ebbed. The glow faded. But yet I was no longer alone in my skull,
for some contact lingered, and the room ceased to be dark.
"How did this happen?" I asked. "When did this begin?"
"In the days after the conquest," said Talmit, "we asked ourselves why we had
fallen so easily, and how we could lift ourselves above what we had been. We
saw that our guilds had not provided enough of a structure for our lives, that
some closer union was our way to redemption. We had the starstones; we had the
instruments of Watching; all that remained was to fuse them."
The Surgeon said, "You will be important to us, Tomis, because you understand
how to throw your mind forth. We seek former Watchers. They are the nucleus of
our guild. Once your soul roved the stars to search out mankind's enemies; now
it will roam the Earth to bring mankind together."
Avluela said, "You will help me to fly, Tomis, even by day. And you will fly
beside me."
"When do you leave?" I asked.
"Now," she said. "I go to Agupt, to the temple of the Changelings, to offer
them what we have to offer. And all of us will join to give me strength, and
that strength will be focused through you, Tomis." Her hands touched mine. Her
lips brushed mine. "The life of Earth begins again, now, this year, this new
cycle. Oh, Tomis, we are all reborn!"



12


I remained alone in the room. The others scattered. Avluela went above, into
the street. I put my hands to the mounted starstones, and I saw her as clearly
as though she stood beside me. She was preparing herself for flight. First she
put off her clothing, and her bare body glistened in the afternoon sun. Her
little body seemed impossibly delicate; a strong wind would shatter her, I
thought. Then she knelt, bowed, made her ritual. She spoke to herself, yet I
heard her words, the words Fliers say as they ready themselves to leave the
ground. All guilds are one in this new guild; we have no secrets from one
another; there are no mysteries. And as she beseeched the favor of the Will
and the support of all her kind, my prayers joined with hers.
She rose and let her wings unfold. Some passers-by looked oddly at her, not
because there was anything unusual about the sight of a naked Flier in the
streets of Jorslem, but because the sunlight was so strong and her transparent
wings, so lightly stained with pigment, were evidently nightwings incapable of
withstanding the pressure of the solar wind.
"I love you," we said to her, and our hands ran lightly over her satiny skin
in a brief caress.
Her nostrils flickered in delight. Her small girl-child's breasts, became
agitated. Her wings now were fully spread, and they gleamed wondrously in the
sunlight.
"Now we fly to Agupt," she murmured, "to Redeem the Changelings and make them
one with us. Tomis, will you come with me?"
"I will be with you," we said, and I gripped the starstones tightly and
crouched over my cabinet of instruments in the dark room beneath the place
where she stood. "We will fly together, Avluela."
"Up, then," she said, and we said, "Up.
Her wings beat, curving to take the wind, and we felt her struggling in the
first moment, and we gave her the strength she needed, and she took it as it
poured from us through me to her, and we rose high. The spires and parapets of
Jorslem the golden grew small, and the city became a pink dot in the green
hills, and Avluela's throbbing wings thrust her swiftly westward, toward the
setting sun, toward the land of Agupt. Her ecstasy swept through us all. "See,
Tomis, how wonderful it is, far above everything? Do you feel it?"
"I feel it," I whispered. "The cool wind against bare flesh-the wind in my
hair-we drift on the currents, we coast, we soar, Avluela, we soar!"
To Agupt. To the sunset.
We looked down at sparkling Lake Medit. In the distance somewhere was Land
Bridge. To the north, Eyrop. To the south, Afreek. Far ahead, beyond Earth
Ocean, lay my homeland. Later I would return there, flying westward with
Avluela, bringing the good news of Earth's transformation.
From this height one could not tell that our world had ever been conquered.
One saw only the beauty of the colors of the land and the sea, not the
checkpoints of the invaders.
Those checkpoints would not long endure. We would conquer our conquerors, not
with weapons but with love; and as the Redemption of Earth became universal we
would welcome into our new self even the beings who had seized our planet.
"I knew that some day you would fly beside me, Tomis," said Avluela.
In my dark room I sent new surges of power through her wings.
She hovered over the desert. The old Surgery, the Changeling shrine, would
soon be in sight. I grieved that we would have to come down. I wished we could
stay aloft forever, Avluela and I.
"We will, Tomis, we will!" she told me. "Nothing can separate us now! You
believe that, don't you, Tomis?"
"Yes," we said, "I believe that." And we guided her down through the darkening
sky.