TWILIGHT OF THE GODS: THE FIRST
                NAME

                     By Dennis Schmidt

  This book is dedicated to Freyja.


                           THE VIGRID

                                      I

  Two men lay just behind the crest of the ridge, hidden by the jumbled
rocks and twisted scrub that crowned it. One was dark and slender,
narrow of face, with an aquiline nose, thin harsh lips, and liquid black
eyes. His hair was the same midnight hue as the long robe that covered his
body.
   The other was a complete contrast. His huge, muscular form was
covered with a filthy beige robe, that reached to just below his knees.
Blond hair, bleached almost white on top, hung past his shoulders in
several braids. A braided beard and mustache, equally blond, covered
most of his face. Two cold blue eyes stared from a light skinned face that
was peeling and sunburned. The nose was broken and twisted to the left.
Full, sensual lips, dry and badly cracked, could barely be seen in the midst
of his beard and mustache.
  For long minutes the two lay there, unmoving except for their eyes,
which took in everything, cataloging, counting, and evaluating. Satisfied,
their eyes met in mutual agreement and slowly, cautiously, the men
lowered their heads and began to crawl backward down the slope. Once
certain they were well below the line of sight of those on the other side of
the ridge, they scuttled quickly to the bottom of a narrow ravine, where a
group of men awaited their return.
  Surt’s black eyes sparkled in response to the greedy smile that curved
Borr’s lips. “This is what we’ve been waiting for, Skullcracker,” he
declared. His strange southern accent and soft deep voice were a murmur
barely discernible above the constant hot sigh of the west wind that
scoured the barren hills. “This one will make us all rich men.”
  Borr nodded his blond head and grunted agreement. “Huh. Rich, yes,
but there’s something strange about this caravan. It’s not like the others
we’ve seen. Those guards, for instance, and that big wagon. And that one
who rides alone, that one in black. I couldn’t quite make out his face no
matter how hard I tried. Strange.”
  “Strange indeed,” Surt responded. “Some of those who lead the beasts
wear the garb of far off Kara Khitai. The panniers on their animals look
heavy with treasure. In the days of the First Dark Empire such a thing was
not unusual. Now it’s rare for the Yellow Robes to journey to Muspellheim.
   “The wagon is stranger yet. It’s painted with the designs and curtained
with the rich fabrics of dawn lit Prin. Who knows what fabulous wealth
lies within? Fabulous it must be, for those who guard it wear the livery
and badges of An, the eldest Son of Muspell. Their kind do not ordinarily
guard caravans. Whatever treasure the wagon carries must be bound for
An himself.
   “Strangest indeed is the, black one who rides along. He’s a wizard, Borr,
and from the looks of him, a powerful one. The caravan is rich, my Aesir
friend. Rich beyond our wildest imaginings, and it’s also very well
guarded.”
  Borr frowned. “A wizard, eh? Why a wizard to guard a caravan, even
one this big and rich?”
  Surt shrugged. “I don’t know.” He looked craftily at the Aesir. “Surely
the presence of a mere wizard doesn’t frighten you? Wizards can die,
Skullcracker, just like ordinary men.”
   The blond man shook his head and growled. “I’ve not studied the Dark
Art as you have, Surt, but I fear neither it nor those who practice it. I meet
wizards and their foul evil the way I meet all enemies with cold steel in my
hand. There’s no room for fear in the heart of an Aesir warrior. Our fates
are rune carved by the Nornir at our births. There’s no escape. So no true
Aesir cowers at home in fear. We stride forth to meet our dooms with
singing hearts and blood drenched weapons.”
   Surt nodded and smiled. Ah, my fine Aesir fool, he thought. I knew you
wouldn’t disappoint me. You and your pale haired friends are so big, so
brave, so stupid. Oh, yes, you fear nothing. So we’ll attack the caravan and
many of your men will die. Then, when the treasure’s won and your
followers acne few, when you think it’s over and you’re safe at last, then, in
the dark of the night, while you lie rolled in your blankets, dreaming of
luxury and wealth, I and my jackals will slit your, throats! Yes! And all the
treasure will be mine! All of it! All the gold and jewels that weigh down the
panniers the beasts carry! Plus whatever incredible wealth lies within the
wagon from Prin!
   Yes! And one more thing. A shiver of expectation coursed through his
body. One more thing. One thing mote valuable than all the rest. He’d
caught only the briefest glimpse of it, but that had been enough. For years
he’d slaved in harsh apprenticeship to old Shubur. In all that time the
wizened little bastard had refused to teach him anything more powerful
than the most menial spells of the Kishpu sorcery. He’d had to steal
anything else and puzzle it out on his own, but if he could get possession of
the thing he’d just seen, he knew he could summon and control vast
power! His hands curled into grasping claws just thinking of how he would
clutch it. He lowered his head to hide the lustful light he knew burned in
hiss dark eyes.
   Borr turned from Surt to look at the thirty men who stood in a silent,
waiting group. Most were Aesir, tall, thick, and blond, with wild, shaggy
hair like his own. The rest, ten in all, resembled Surt. Like their dark
leader, they were condemned criminals who’d somehow escaped the
wrath of the Sons of Muspell and now roamed the Great Route between
the Oasis of Kath and the Great Wall, preying on the caravans that
traveled it. A scruffy lot of murderers and thieves, they made Borr
uncomfortable. Not that he feared them. One’ Aesir was worth ten such in
a fight. It was just that they were skulking killers, throat slitters nuking a
foul living, rather than battleglad heroes seeking glory. No matter. They
were useful allies here in the Twisted Lands. They knew the territory, and
this was a big, well protected caravan. They were valuable extra blades.
Still, he reminded himself, it would never do to turn one’s back on them.
  He knew the worth of his own men. Karldred, the best ax next to his
own in all of Asaheim; Nial, a swordsman without equal; Thidrandi,
Torhall, Ingvar, Haakon, Skirnir, Lodur, ail of them hardened Aesir
warriors one could stand back to back with against any odds. They knew
the wolf work, the raven’s game.
   Borr grunted again and nodded. “I say we take them. How say the rest
of you?” Their grins and growls were answer enough. Borr smiled and
looked at Surt. “My, wolves are eager to pull down the prey, and begin the
blade feast.”
  Surt’s eyes gleams darkly. “My friends are ready too. When, and where
shall wt strike?”
  “Hmm. They’re well armed and alert. Ordinarily I’d think one of these
ravines would be the ideal spot, but not this time. They’d be ready, and the
odds are too close. Hmm, I wonder.” For a moment he was silent, his blue
eyes half closed as he calculated and planned.
  “Surt, do you remember that spot on the Vigrid?”
  The dark man frowned. “The salt flat? Where the two ravines parallel’
the trail?”
   “Just so. What if we divided our men and put half in each ravine? When
they drew abreast, one half would attack. Once the first group had them
fully engaged, the second could launch a surprise attack from the rear.”
  Surt nodded. “Yes. They’ll be less wary on the plain. We’ll surprise them
twice, once from the flank, once from behind.”
   “If we move out now we’ll get to the Vigrid before them,” Borr said. “We
can travel all night and take up positions at dawn. They should reach us
late in the afternoon. The trail runs almost north south there, so we can
launch our first attack from the west to keep the sun in their eyes. That
will put the wind right in their faces too.”
   He paused for a moment, looking speculatively at Surt. “Have you
magic to cloak our odor so their horses won’t smell us and give the alarm,
and to hide the second group from even their sharpest lookouts?” The
dark man smiled slightly and nodded twice. ‘”Good,” Borr grunted. “Then
you’ll be in the other ravine and lead the second attack.” He looked around
at the raiders, meeting nods of agreement. “All right, then. Let’s ride.
We’ve a long hot day and night ahead of us.”
   “With great wealth waiting,” added Surt softly. They all chuckled grimly
in response.



   The Vigrid had once been a shallow seabed. Now it was a vast plain of
dried; salty mud, its cracked, ravine riddled surface lifeless and deadly. A
full fifty miles wide and nearly as long, it shimmered in the heat of the
southern sun. Nothing moved or stirred anywhere, except the occasional
dust devils whipped up by the ever blowing west wind.
   Haruum hated riding point. Out here in this endless flatness he felt
totally exposed, one man with emptiness all around him. He looked back
over his. shoulder at the caravan that stretched out behind him to
reassure himself that indeed it still followed; that he was rot, in fact, alone
in the midst of this stinking Vigrid. As he turned forward again, the low
afternoon sun glared in his eyes and momentarily blinded him. By the
Sons! he silently cursed. The damned thing was brighter now than it had
been at midday.
   His vision cleared at the same instant the arrow took him in the throat.
With a gurgling cry of astonishment he flung his arms wide and pitched
from his horse.
   The raiders poured from the ravine, howling with bloodlust. Amid a
clash of steel and a screaming of horses, they collided with the guards.
Borr was the first to draw blood, his one handed battle ax shattering first
the shield, then the skull of one of the defenders. With a shriek of victory
raised to Sigfod, God of Battle, he whirled his horse and launched himself
at another enemy. An arrow thudded home .in the luckless animal’s neck,
and it stumbled, going down on its knees and throwing Borr forward. He
dove, curled into a ball, and sprang upright even as he hit the ground.
Blocking a sword sweep from a mounted warrior with his shield, he
chapped at the man’s leg and neatly severed it just above the knee. Blood
sprayed out in a red fountain as the man tumbled backward off his horse.
Borr found himself covered with another’s gore. He howled triumph once
more and spun about, looking for other prey.
   At that moment Surt, leading the second group of attackers, struck, and
suddenly everything was a whirling, slashing madness Borr turned just in
time to see two guards on foot rush at him, long battle spears in hand.
Quickly he thrust his one handed ax in his belt, dropped his shield, and
unslung his two-handed battle ax, Deathbringer, from his back. Brushing
aside one of the spears as though it were a mere stick, he drove the guard
to his knees with a mighty blow that split him from the top of his head to
the middle of his chest. The other nun struck out with his weapon, and
even though Borr twisted quickly to the side, the blade slashed his
shoulder. He stepped back, blocking a second thrust. Then with a roar and
a leap he was on the man, ax shattering spear first, chest second.
   The battle raged on. Borr saw three men close on Ingvar and cut him
down. Lodur, kicked senseless by a horse, was skewered on a spear. Two of
Surt’s black cutthroats want down, one missing an arm, the other spilling
his life from a gaping wound in his stomach. More and more died as the
wolf work progressed.
  Stepping back from the headless corpse of the man he had just felled,
Borr felt a prickling of the hairs on the back of his neck. He looked up to
see strange dark clouds growing on the southern horizon. What in the
name of the gods? he wondered. Then it hit him. The wizard! Of course.
The bastard was summoning something to his aid. Perhaps some demon!
   Before he could turn to search, Surt was by his side. His dark eyes were
wide with fear and pain. One arm hung limp, blood running down it in a
red stream. With his other hand he clutched at his side where another red
stain was growing, oozing through his fingers. “Skullcracker,” he gasped,
“the wizard’s summoning something! We’ve got to stop him!”
  “Then use your damn magic, man!” Boa snarled angrily, looking for a
new enemy to kill.
  “Not strong enough,” Surt panted, his face twisted with pain. “I’m
wounded. And he’s very powerful!”
  The Aesir grinned wolfishly and spat on the ground. “Magic! Bah! Give
me cold steel any day!” He turned and bellowed to Skirnir, who stood
nearby. “Raven friend,” he called, pointing to where the wizard stood,
arms outstretched, hands clawlike, compelling, demanding. “The wizard!
To me!” Not waiting to see if Skirnir followed, not needing to, he sprinted
toward the black robed man.
  Four guards saw them and rushed to intercept. Borr’s great ax swung
up from the ground, catching one in the crotch, tumbling his steaming
guts to the ground. Skirnir engaged the other two; his eyes blazing, bloody
foam flecking his lips as the battle madness came on him. Borr realized
the man was dying, but also knew he would probably take both guards
with him to the Hall of the Gods.
  One last enemy stood between Borr and the wizard. The man was huge,
blacker even than Surt, with massive legs and arms like the branches of an
oak. He swung a sword nearly as long as Borr’s ax and handled it as
though it weighed nothing. Skullcracker smiled. Here was a warrior
indeed! This was the kind of fight the skalds sang of!
   The swordsman swung from overhead, a powerful blow meant to split
Borr in two. The Aesir met the blade with the head of his ax. His own blow
went low, aiming at the knees of his opponent. The huge guard jumped
back lightly, his face split by a grin. “Well met, shaggy one,” he thundered.
“I am Jormungand, the Serpent, and I am your death!” His voice had the
same soft deep quality as Surt’s, but with a slight hissing overtone, as if
the man were indeed some kind of giant black serpent.
   “My death’s not rune written on your sword, black one. I’m Borr
Skullcracker, and I’ll soon crack yours!” He swept his ax in a great arc,
directed at Jormungand’s ribs. The sword met the ax in a ringing shower
of speaks. Again the sword flew toward Borr, and again he blocked,
countering with a mighty blow at the head of his adversary. Sword and ax
clashed again.
   As Borr slashed, parried, and countered, a dread began to grow in his
heart. This was no ordinary warrior. Under any circumstances he was a
fair match, but Borr bled from several wounds and felt the growing
exhaustion of no less than six previous battles. The giant Jormungand
seemed fresh and woundless. Plus there was the problem of the wizard. If
all Borr had had to do was fight the black giant, he was confident he could
eventually overcome the man. But every second he wasted in combat
brought whatever the wizard was summoning that much closer. He didn’t
have much time left, and he knew it.
   Damn! he cursed silently. Jormungand blocks or avoids everything I
throw at him. The man’s a superb warrior! Skald material indeed! The
grim cloud that writhed toward them from the southern horizon was
closer now, and the black guard knew it. His smile widened slightly as he
stepped back from a swing of Deathbringer.
   Only a long shot can win now, Borr realized. Well, then, cast it all on one
chance. It makes no difference anyway. What’s written in the runes is
written, and all a man’s striving cannot change it. With a silent prayer to
Sigfod he swept up the great ax as though to make another head attack.
Bringing it forward in a whistling arc, he let go of the haft as it reached
throat level. Jormungand, who had stepped back to avoid the blow, was
startled by the unexpected maneuver. He tried to block, but was not
successful. The ax struck him on the left side of his head, spraying gouts of
blood and flesh and sending his ear flying. He staggered and fell.
  With a howl of victory Borr sprang forward over the sprawled body of
the guard. With his right hand he clawed his smaller ax from his belt. The
wizard was only a few yards off.
   Suddenly Borr’s whole body was afire, beat seating him, his robe
bursting into flame. With a roar of anguish he rolled around on the
ground, putting out the blaze. The cursed wizard is Warded, he realized. I
can’t reach the unholy bastard! He glanced up at the cloud, now much
closer, and felt a sickness. It seemed something alive now, not just a mere
cloud. Something alive and blackly evil, twisting, writing, seeking, and
hungry.
   Borr shivered and stood. He looked wildly around for any of his raiders.
All were still engaged. None had their bows to hand, having dropped them
after the first fusillade that had opened the battle. Bows were of no value
in close quarters, and the fighting was now hand to hand.
  Cold steel could stop a wizard, he knew, and even a fire Ward could not
keep it out. The distance was overlong for a good throw. The man was no
fool. Yet Borr knew he had no choice. With a murmured plea to Sigfod to
carry his ax like the wind and let it create the raven feast, he pulled back
his arm and hurled.
   The ax flew true and buried its blade in the chest of the wizard. The
black robed man staggered and went to one knee, dying, but not yet
finished. Borr pulled the long dagger from his belt and threw himself
forward. The Ward was still in place, but it had weakened. The heat
seared his flesh and he cursed, but his momentum carried him through.
His hair smoking, he sprinted for the wizard. Reaching the kneeling man,
whose arms were still outstretched, hands still summoning, demanding,
Borr slashed his throat with a sweep of his blade. The wizard slowly
toppled backward. As he hit the ground a great roll of thunder cracked
overhead, throwing Borr to his knees. Lightning ripped the sky, stabbing
the billowing black cloud that had almost reached them. Blinded and
deafened, Borr pitched forward onto his face as the world exploded
around him. .



  By the time he came to, the sun was balanced on the horizon. Thidrandi
knelt over him, a waterskin in his hands. Borr felt thirst in a sudden wave.
Licking his dry, cracked lips, he raised himself on one elbow and drank.
  Slowly, he came to a sitting position. Every part of his body hurt
horribly. The mingled smell of his own blood, sweat, and burnt hair was
enough to sicken trim. There were worse smells in the air. A disemboweled
man lay nearby, reeking of shit and half digested food. It was one of Surt’s.
   He looked around. Five of his Aesir were still on their feet. Two of Surt’s
men were rifling the bodies of the dead for valuables. Every other form lay
still and unmoving. The stench of death was heavy.
   Carefully noting the locations of all his aches and pains, he stood.. He
stepped to the dead wizard and picked up his knife. Black blood stained
the blade. Grabbing the haft of his one-handed ax, he pulled it free of the
man’s chest. It, too, was caked with black gouts of gore. He thrust both
into his belt and walked slowly over to where Jormungand lay, the left side
of his head a mass of drying blood. The great ax lay a few feet beyond him.
Borr picked it up and then, resting the head on the ground, he leaned
against the haft and stared down at the huge black guard. The skalds will
sing of you, Serpent; he promised silently. You were the best I ever fought.
I hope your gods feast you well, wherever you have gone.
  Turning from Jormungand, his eyes fell on the great wagon that stood
silently in the midst of the carnage, the two horses that had pulled it dead
in their traces. He caught Thidrandi’s eye and pointed. Together, weapons
ready, they approached the wagon.
   The others, seeing Borr’s destination, joined him. In a half circle they
finally stood and stared, wondering what great treasure lay within,
treasure for which they had spilled so much blood. The chests on the
horses had already yielded heavy chains and necklaces, arm and finger
rings of gold and silver, some plain, others encrusted with shimmering
jewels. One chest held nothing but jewels, several as large as a man’s fist.
With so much of value carried by mere beasts, what incredible wealth
must be within such a conveyance?
   Borr set Deathbringer on the ground and .pulled his one-handed ax
from his belt. Weapon ready in his right hand, he stepped forward and
reached out with his left. Carefully his fingers gathered the rich cloth of
the wagon’s cover. With a sudden mighty pull he ripped it away.
  None had known quite what to expect, but what met their eyes was
beyond the wildest imagining. The wagon held one thing, and one thing
only.
  Seated in the center, wrapped in many hued veils; surrounded by
gold stitched pillows, was a woman. Only her eyes were visible behind the
veils, and they stared at Borr with a frightened but calculating light.
   For a moment they all stood rooted to the spot in utter astonishment.
Then Borr broke the frozen tableau with a bellow of rage. His ax flashed in
a sudden arc, smashing into the floor of the wagon, almost splitting it in
two. “This,” he roared, clenching his fists and shouting at the darkening
sky, “this is what we played the raven’s game for! This is the great
treasure, guarded by so many lives, that we did the wolf-work for! By the
gods, I . . . .” His rage was so great, he couldn’t find words to express it.
   He laughed, a great bellow that was anything but mirthful. “By damn,
then! If this is what I bled for, then this is what I’ll enjoy!” With a snarl he
stepped forward and grabbed the woman by the arm. He pulled her off the
wagon and began ripping the veils from her. The body he exposed brought
a murmur of awe from everyone. It was faultless. A light brown in color,
with high, firm, full breasts, a thin waist, and wide, sensual hips, it even
drew a grunt of surprise from Borr.
  He threw the woman to the ground, his eyes meeting hers again. There
was no longer any fear there. Instead... instead Borr could swear he
detected a look of triumph in their dark depths. For the first time he
noticed the woman’s face, as naked now as her body. His breath caught in
his throat. She was unlike any woman he had ever seen, strange and
beautiful at the same time. Her eyes were black and almond shaped. Her
nose was thin and slightly arched. Her mouth, full and incredibly
sensuous.
  Despite his battle weariness and the ache of strained muscles and fresh
wounds, the Aesir warrior found himself aroused. By the gods, he thought
hotly, this is a woman! He ripped the tattered, blood stained robe from his
body and fumbled with his belt, his hands unexpectedly clumsy with
eagerness. Dropping his breeches and stepping out of them, he untied his
breechclout with shaking fingers. Naked at last, he threw himself on her
with a deep growl of desire.
   Her arms went around him, her fingernails digging into his back. Her
mouth rose hungrily to meet his in a deep and passionate kiss. Almost
losing control, he felt a fire growing in his loins. She gripped him tightly,
her body moving with his in a natural harmony he had never felt with
another woman. The fire and pressure grew rapidly, incredibly. Without
warning, long before he expected it, he arched in a mixture of ecstasy and
agony and poured himself into her in a sudden, burning flood. Instantly
she responded, moaning and thrashing in her own orgasm.
   He paused for a moment, stunned and delighted. But before he could
withdraw and roll off, the woman began to move beneath him, expertly
bringing him back to life and rekindling his excitement. They moved
together again, more slowly now, each knowing the other better, each
trying to wring every drop of pleasure from every movement. Their cries
were simultaneous this time, as well as louder and more intense.
   Borr found himself staring in wonder into those dark eyes, lighted as his
own were by the slowly dying fire of incredible pleasure. The Aesir heard
one of the men standing in the awed and silent circle murmur, “A treasure
indeed.” Before he knew quite what he was doing, Borr was on his feet,
legs spread, standing over the woman. “My treasure,” he growled hoarsely.
“By right of Warleader, I claim the woman as my first portion.” Several of
the others muttered, but they all stepped back. Borr glared around the
circle, daring anyone to challenge him. Their eyes dropped one by one.
Triumphant, the blond Aesir warrior looked down at his prize. She met his
gaze squarely, the light of victory unmistakable in her glance.
  With a curse to cover his confusion, Borr stepped back and reached
down to retrieve his breechclout from the ground. He put it back on as the
rest of the raiders wordlessly watched. Not bothering with his breeches, he
thrust his dagger through the strip of leather that held the clout in place.
He picked up his small ax and looked around the circle. “Well,” he
growled, “what are you all standing around for? There’s looting to be
finished.” At once the other men turned away and began to move about
the scene of the battle, checking every body, both friend and enemy, for
signs of life or things of value.
   For several moments Borr watched them go. Then he reached down and
picked up the woman’s torn garments. He threw them to her, silent, not
letting his eyes meet hers. With a grunt he stalked off to see what had
happened to his warriors. He could feel her gaze on him as he left. The
knowledge that she watched made him both uncomfortable and excited.



   By the light of a fire kindled with wood from the wagon , they finished
the final tally and bound each other’s wounds. Of the more than thirty who
had attacked, only eight were still walking. Three more, including Surt,
were badly wounded. So badly, Borr doubted they could survive more than
a day of traveling. They would have to be abandoned. Raiders could not
afford to carry those unable to tide swiftly. The Great Route was patrolled,
and by tomorrow evening at the latest they knew a patrol coming from the
south would pass this way. They would have to be far from the scene of the
attack by then.
   Of loot, they had more than they could carry. The eight would have to
leave behind all but the best. There were just enough horses, twelve in all.
Nine to be ridden, three to carry water, food and booty. By right of
Warleader, Borr had claimed two; one to carry himself and food, the other
to carry the woman and loot.
  One of the black cutthroats approached Borr ‘s fire and squatted down.
He gestured out into the darkness. “Surt wants to talk to you.” Borr
nodded and rose stiffly, favoring his wounded side. He picked a piece of
wood from the fire and, using it as a torch, limped to where Surt lay.
  He looked down at the slender man. Surt was no longer black. His face
was a sickly gray. A thin trickle of blood leaked from the corner of his
mouth, his breathing was shallow, and at first Borr thought he was
unconscious. Then the pain filled eyes opened wide, and Borr knelt.
  “As rich as I said, eh, Skullcracker?” Surt muttered, his voice strained
and weak.
  “As rich as you said, yes.”
  “Good.” Surt paused, gathering his strength. “We’ll leave at sunrise. The
sooner we get away from here, the better.”
    Borr was silent for a moment. The steady sighing of the hot west wind
filled the night.
  Surt’s gaze became sharper. “We leave in the morning, Borr”
  “You’re finished, Surt. Gut wound. You’ll die in half a day. Might not
even make it to morning. Only slow us down. We’ve got to move fast now.”
 “No.” The wounded man’s voice was surprisingly strong in denial. “I’ll
make it. You can’t leave me.”
   The blond man shrugged. “I’m leaving two of my own. I’m not taking
anyone who can’t ride and ride hard. A lot of us became raven food tin this
raid.. We gained great treasure and much honor, but the price was high,
and we can’t afford to lose what we’ve gained because of a few men
wounded beyond hope. That’s the way the game goes. You’d leave me
behind in the same circumstances. That’s the risk we take when we play at
the wolf work.”
  “Don’t leave me! I’m wounded, but I can keep up!”
  Borr snorted and stood. “You’re dying.” He turned to leave.
  “No!”
  “Good bye, Surt,” Borr said without turning. “We go in the morning.
You stay. Unless,” he added with a sneer, “you’ve magic enough to heal
yourself by then.” The Aesir began to limp away, leaving Surt and the dark
behind as he headed for the fire and the living.
   “No!” The tone of Surt’s voice froze Borr in his tracks. He spun around
and could just make out the form of the slender man, raised on one elbow,
his other arm thrust out toward him, the fingers moving in a strange
pattern.
  “Take me or take my curse,” Surt panted, his voice shaking with pain
and emotion. “Take me, or I’ll take you and all your spawn and all your
people! Take me or die, Aesir!”
  The hairs on the back of Borr’s neck rose in response to the black man’s
dread words. Something shrugged in the night. Borr shivered
involuntarily. Is the little man’s power that great? he wondered briefly.
Then he took hold of himself and, spat contemptuously at the dark.
“You’re dead, Surt, and even if you had enough life left in you to make
your curse stick, I don’t fear it or you. I am Aesir.” With a growl he turned
once more and stalked back to the fire.
   In the morning they rode out, passing Surt’s body. The man was still
alive, but too weak to curse or even speak. His glittering eyes, filled with
insane hatred, followed Borr and his little party long after they had left the
pillaged caravan behind.


                         DARK EMPIRE

                                     II

   All through the blistering day Surt lay as one dead. Yet, strangely, the
birds of prey that began to drop from the sky to squabble over the corpses
gave his body and that of the giant Jormungand a wide berth. As the sun
neared the western horizon Surt's eyelids quivered once or twice and then
opened to reveal two glittering black eyes.
  Slowly, painfully, Surt began to drag himself across the deserted
battlefield. He paused for a few moments as he reached the body of
Jormungand, stretching out his shaking hand to touch the still form.
Nodding his head, satisfied by what his touch told him, he withdrew his
hand and began to crawl once more.
   The Dragon was high in the sky; his barbed tail stinging the southern
horizon, by the dine Suit reached his objective. A dim glow to the east
foretold the coming of the moon. The dark man reached out and
cautiously touched the dead wizard. He pulled his hand back quickly and
cowered down, pressing himself tightly to the ground. When nothing
happened after several moments, he reached out more boldly and pulled
himself close to the rigid corpse. The wizard was lying on his back, felled
by the' force of Borr's throat slashing blow. Carefully Surt felt his way
across the still chest.
  Ah! There! He had it! With a whimper of joy and terror; his hand closed
over the talisman the wizard had worn around his neck.
   Surt had seen it the instant he first noticed the man from behind the
ridge where he and Borr had scouted the caravan. Wizard or no wizard,
the man had been a fool to wear the talisman on the outside of his robe
where anyone might see. Perhaps he hadn't realized its true value, or
perhaps he was so confident of his own power that he'd become reckless
and arrogant. In any case, when Surt had spotted the dull gray talisman,
he knew it to be hammered from a piece of virgin sky iron and set with a
raw, uncut ruby of exceptional size. He'd immediately realized it ways by
far the greatest in the whole caravan, though it did not look at alt
valuable.
  Clutching the talisman to his chest, he began the chant he'd discoverer
long ago while sneaking a look at one of old Shubur's books. He'd been
apprenticed to the wizard until Shubur had caught him stealing spells and
turned him out into the streets of Maqam Nifl.
  He was weak, and he stumbled over some of the words, slurred others.
Nevertheless, the power of the talisman was so great he cold, feel the force
building. Suddenly Surt knew the night was listening.
   Momentarily terrified by what he had summoned, unsure he could
control it, he had to swallow several times before he was able to speak.
Finally, gathering his fast failing strength, his voice a hoarse whisper, he
croaked, "Oh, mighty Nergal, King of Aralu, Lord of Hosts, I call on you
and beg your aid." There was a silent acknowledgment from the emptiness
around him. Emboldened by the response, he continued. "My enemies
have grievously wounded me, lord. I am weak and dying. I cannot offer you
the usual sakes, nor have I the strength or knowledge to chant the usual
rituals. But I killed many men yesterday, and each I dedicated to you as he
fell. Accept them, lord, and hear my plea."
   A wave of weakness washed over him, and he nearly blacked out. He
fought it, panting with the effort, trying to concentrate his thoughts and
keep his mind clear. So weak, he moaned inwardly, so weak for such a
task. He swallowed twice, but there was no moisture in his mouth, and his
throat felt like dust.
   He began again. "Lord, I have no father. What is a man without a
father? Lord, I have no mother. What is a man without a mother? Lord, I
have no brother, no sister. What is a man without a brother, without a
sister? Lord, I have no teacher, no master, no city, no home. What is a
man without a teacher, a master , a city, a home? Lord, I have nothing. I
am nothing.
   "Lord, be my father. Be my mother. Be my brother and my sister. Be my
teacher, master, city, home. Lord, be any everything. I would be your
servant. Mend me and make me whole.. I would be your, servant."
   The darkness threatened to overwhelm him once more. He fought it,
doggedly, hopelessly, with the last of his rapidly draining strength and life.
It's up to Nergal now, he thought dimly. He either accepts my plea or
rejects it. I either live or die.
  An unspoken command came from out of the night. Shaking from both
terror and exhaustion, he did as he teas told. Slowly he pulled himself over
on top of the dead wizard until he was lying on the man. Then he lowered
his mouth to the gaping grin of the corpse and kissed it, sealing the hole
with his own lips.
   He felt the dead wizard begin to melt away beneath him. At the same
time a bitter fluid passed from the corpse's mouth to his own. He
swallowed, half gagging, knowing he no longer had any choice. As the fluid
burned down his throat and into his stomach, a strange icy warmth began
to spread throughout his body. With it came a return of strength. Greedily
now he sucked at the dead man's mouth.
   The corpse shriveled away to nothing, a mere bag of skin and bones
wrapped in a filthy black robe. Sated, a sense of dark power coursing
through his veins, Surt sat up and stared into the night. There in the
blackness was a deeper blackness. He bowed his head to it. "Lord," he
murmured, "you are my father. You are my mother. You are my brother
and my sister. You are my teacher, my master, my city, my home. You are
everything. I an your servant, your slave." A grim agreement filled his
mind. Then came a command, one that made him blanch and tremble.
“Y-yes, m my lord," he replied, his voice breaking as he said the words.
"I...I understand and will obey." Abruptly the dark within the dark was
gone, and Surt knew he was alone among many corpses.
   For several moments he sat absolutely still, trying to control the shaking
of his hands and the turmoil in his mind. Lord Nergal exacts a high price
for his favors, he thought.
   As he sat, the moon rose and cast a pale light over the battlefield.
Everywhere Surt looked, bodies lay twisted in the unnatural sprawl of
death. Alone, he mused. Alone among the dead. They have all gone to
seven walled Aralu, flung unprepared to the nether shore of the
man devouring river Hubur. Wailing and weeping, they have come to the
first of the seven gates and called to Neti, the gatekeeper. Through the
seven gates he has taken them, stripping them of their worldly
possessions, until at last they have stood naked before the throne of Nergal
and Ereshkigal, the king and queen of the land of the dead. Then
Ereshkigal has fixed them with her eye of death and hung their bodies
from stakes. All, all have pissed that way. He shivered.
  Not quite all, he reminded himself. He stood, full of strength and
determination. The talisman went around his neck and inside his robe.
  A few quick strides and he was beside Jormungand He gazed down at
the still form of the giant warrior. "As I am Nergal's servant, so shall you
be mine. Neti has not yet let you pass the first gate and enter the realm of
Aralu. I have need of the bite of your blade and the might of your arm. So I
summon you back from the nether shore of Hubur. I summon you back to
the living. Rise, Serpent. Rise and serve Surt, the Black One." Pulling the
talisman from his robe, he leaned over and touched it to the forehead,
eyes, ear, mouth and heart of the motionless body. Then he kissed
Jormungand, letting some of the bitter fluid that filled him flow between
the cold lips.
   The big man's eyes opened slowly and he looked about, dismayed. Surt
sat back and laughed wildly at his confusion. He stood and shook his fists
at the rising moon. "Aesir dogs!" he howled. "Borr Skullcracker! Surt lives!
You shall know his revenge! All, all, all will die!"
  Jormungand sat up and stared at the man who had called him from the
dusty, cold shores of dread Aralu. In the dark, something unbearable
snickered nastily.


   The patrol from Der came clattering up late the next morning. Only two
survivors of the massacre could be found, both camel drivers who claimed
to hail from Kish. Most of the treasure the caravan had carried had been
taken by the raiders. The rest the patrol stuffed into their saddlebags.
Then, giving the survivors a packet of food and a water bag apiece, they
rode off in pursuit of Borr and his men.
   The two stayed in Der only long enough to change their clothes and
their identities. A gold bracelet from the treasure left behind by Borr
bought them both mounts and a place in a caravan heading south from
Der by the Eastern Route to Uruk. From there it would be an easy journey
to Maqam Nifl at the southern end of the Niflsea.
   They kept themselves aloof from the rest of the caravan, eating, sitting,
and sleeping by their own fire. Jormungand watched as Surt sat, his legs
crossed, his hands cautiously cupping the strange talisman that no one
not directly looking over his shoulder could see it. For over an hour now
the Black One had been staring at the talisman. His breath was slow and
regular, his body relaxed. Only his eyes seemed awake as they focused
intently on the piece of virgin sky iron with the uncut ruby dully glowing
from its center.
   When Surt finally looked up, he found Jormungand's eyes on .his.
"Why," the huge warrior asked, his voice soft and hissing, "do you stare so
at that thing? Every night it's the same. Stare and stare and stare, for
hours on end."
   Surt cocked his head to one side and gave the giant an appraising
glance. He nodded briefly as if he had reached a decision, then looked
around the area. They were alone. He motioned Jormungand closer.
   The talisman is a focusing device," he began in a low voice. "It's made of
the metal and the stone sacred to Lord Nergal. It allows me to concentrate
on a single point so that I can gather my power. It also serves as a trigger
for my imagination. It constantly reminds me of Nergal and helps me
picture him clearly.
   "Concentration and imagination. Those are two of the most important
capacities a wizard can develop. Without the ability to concentrate, to fix
the mind on a single idea, magic is impossible. Equally, without the ability
to imagine, to call things up into the mind and picture them in precise
detail, nothing can be accomplished. If I am to become more than a mere
Kishpu sorcerer, I must strengthen both these faculties. The talisman
helps to train me."
  "Then you would become a wizard?"
   "Have I any choice?" Surt responded bitterly. "I'd rather lie on a bed of
silk and have a soft woman stroke my brow and satisfy my body. I'd rather
sit in a tavern and drink heady wines and sing bawdy songs. I'd rather eat
the finest foods and dress in costly robes." He gestured toward the saddle
bags that lay on the other side of the fire. "There's enough gold there to
last us both a lifetime.
   "But when Born abandoned me on the Vigrid and I lay dying, I did a
thing." His gaze was bleak and empty. He sighed deeply. "A man will do
anything to stay alive. I'd seen the talisman around the wizard's neck. I
knew how powerful it was. By strange chance, I even. knew how to use it."
    He looked up at Jormungand, his eyes haunted. "I feared death so much
. . . so much . . . Ah, so I did a thing. A dread thing I called on Lord Nergal.
I used the words I had stolen from old Shubur so long ago. I begged for my
life and pledged my service as payment. " Surt's voice was flat and
emotionless, but his hands trembled slightly. "And he came. In the dark he
came and commanded me. I . . . I lived."
  For long minutes the two of them sat in silence. The west wind blew
their fire and sent twisted flickerings dancing across their faces. They
heard an occasional murmur of conversation from the other fire at the
opposite end of the camp. "Now I serve Nergal, and to serve Nergal, I must
become a wizard."
  Surt's face turned hard and a vicious smile curled his lips. "I will
become a wizard, Serpent. I will. A mighty wizard. Then those who have
hounded me all my life will learn to fear me. They will shake in terror at
my revenge. I will smash and destroy my enemies. Every. One. Of. Them."


   Jormungand noticed that the closer they came to Uruk, the longer and
more intense Surt's practice sessions with the talisman became. The
slender man began to fast, allowing nothing but bread and wine to pass
his lips. He grew quieter and more withdrawn with every mile and seemed
nervous and worried, almost frightened. He's preparing himself for
something, the giant warrior realized. Something unpleasant and
dangerous. Not knowing quite what to expect, Jormungand made the only
kind of preparation he understood. He sharpened his sword.
   It wasn't until they were within the strong walls of Uruk that Surt
revealed what the future held. They found a tiny room in a slovenly
third class inn near the northern gate. Sitting in its dim, musty drinking
room, which was nearly empty because of the early hour, they sipped a
sour wine. Surt stared morosely at the bloodred liquid and spoke so softly,
Jormungand had to lean forward across the stained tabletop to catch his
words.
  "Four qualities must a wizard possess," he began, his voice a singsong
drone as though he were repeating something memorized long ago. "And
the first of these is intelligence, illuminated by long and careful study.
Many things must be known and known perfectly. Powers and potions.
Spells and incantations. A wrong measure, a wrong word, and the demons
will drag him down to endless torment.
   "The second of these is fearlessness. Dire and dreadful are the beings he
will call and try to control. If he quails before their hideous aspect, he is
doomed to eternal agony in the realm of Kur. He must always have the
strength and courage never to falter, never to stop. Once he has put his
foot on the left-hand path, there, is no turning back.
   "The third of these is unbendable will. No obstacle, no hardship can
ever be great enough to stop the strength of his desire. He must be ready
to force the entire universe, the heavens above, the earth, the waters
below, the gods, the demons, everything, to do his bidding.
   "The fourth of these is an incorruptible discretion. Power, wealth, fame,
love, all must be as dust to him. He must keep his silence, his counsel, at
any cost.
  “To know, to dare, to will, to keep silent. These are the four qualities a
wizard must cultivate." Surt sighed and smiled wanly at Jormungand.
"That's what Shubur taught me. Not exactly the easiest list of things to
accomplish, and I'm far from adept at any of them."
  He shook his head. "Far from adept. Perhaps Nergal will take that into
account. Perhaps.
   "Ah, Serpent, it's time I told you. We're not going on to Maqam Nifl
right away. We have a little detour to make."
  "A detour? Is that what's been making you so nervous the past couple of
days, Surt?"
   Surt laughed in surprise. "Has it shown that much? So much for my
self control! I'm not as far along as I hoped! Yes, Serpent, that is what has
made me so nervous. A simple little detour."
  “To Where?”
  “To the Temple of Cuthah.”
  Jormungand stared in stunned amazement at the slight man who sat
across from him. His mouth worked, trying to form words. Finally he
found his voice and managed to gasp, "To Cuthah?"
  Surt nodded slowly. "To Cuthah, the temple of Nergal."
  "But . . .but . . . it doesn't exist anymore! It was destroyed years ago,
before my father was even born. The Sons of Muspell smashed it and the
cult of Nergal."
   The little man held up his hand. "I know. The temple is a ruin. But the
altar still exists, unharmed. It has been guarded through the years by the
few priests who survived the massacre, and by forces greater than mere
priests.
   "Nergal commanded me to go there and dedicate myself to him. The
ritual on the Vigrid was only temporary. We . . . we must go, Serpent.
Nergal commands it. If... if we don't he will come for us. And to fall alive
into the hands of the lord…He shuddered.
   Jormundgand's shudder matched Surt's. His massive hands shook
slightly as he wrapped them around the mug of cheap wine. He lifted it to
his lips and took a deep draught. By time he lowered it, he was back in
control of his emotions "So," he said quietly, "we go to Cuthah."
  "We go to Cuthah," Surt agreed. "I have some things to buy, so we go
tomorrow."
   "Tomorrow. Then tonight I'll drink as much wine as possible and enjoy
as many women as possible." He looked grimly at Surt. "It's probably the
last chance I'll ever have to do either."
   To the west of Uruk, stretching north and south for about a hundred
miles, lay the misty waters of the Niflsea. Halfway up the eastern shore,
just to the north and west of Uruk, a long, narrow peninsula thrust out
into the sea and pointed, like an accusing finger, at the smoking bulk of
Mount Hela. At the very tip of the peninsula, amidst a jumble of mighty
rocks that fell precipitously into the sullen, swirling waters, stood the
remains of the Temple of Cuthah, once the center of the ancient cult of
Nergal.
   In the days of the First Dark Empire, the worshipers of Nergal were a
numerous and mighty host. Common soldiers and far famed generals
offered sacrifices on his altar in hopes of gaining victory, for Nergal was
the bloodred God of War, the Lord of Hosts. Others came as well, wrapped
about and, hidden in cowls of deathlike black. Their sacrifices were dark
and dreadful, for they worshiped the other aspect of Nergal, as lord of the
dead and king of Aralu.
   The vast destruction that attended the fall of the First Dark Empire
barely affected Cuthah. Most of Nergal's priests and followers died in the
chaos, but the temple itself, squat and reeking of evil, remained untouched
at the tip of its rocky peninsula.
   Slowly, as civilization returned to the land of Muspellheim with the rise
of the Second Dark Empire, worshipers reappeared at Cuthah, and the
cult grew powerful once more. Too powerful. The Sons of Muspell the
seven rulers of the Dark Empire, feared the strength of the Dark Lord’s
hosts. Deciding to act swiftly before their power became unopposable, the
Sons struck. The temples of Nergal in the cues of Larsa, Ashur, and Isin
were attacked and destroyed. Priests and devotees were slaughtered
wherever they were found. Finally a mighty army besieged Cuthah itself.
For a full month a desperate battle raged, a battle of both red stained
blades and darkest magic. Many souls were sent screaming to Aralu and
the Kur.
   Eventually the forces of the Sons of Muspell breached the walls of the
temple and swarmed within. They massacred everyone they could find in
the outer courtyards, then turned the main sanctuary into a gigantic pyre
for those they drove and trapped inside. The only living things they left
behind were the jackals and the vultures.
  The shattered ruins still crouched in grim isolation. Ordinary people
gave the whole area a wide berth, for an aura of ancient evil and
unspeakable horror still clung to it. In Uruk it was whispered that strange
lights and hideous odors had been noticed about the place from time to
time. Rumor had it that the cult of Nergal had not been utterly destroyed
but driven underground No one cared to investigate too closely.
  Surt and Jormungand reached the ruins just before sunset on the first
day of the new year, when light and dark ruled the heavens evenly. To the
people of Muspellheim the year began with the autumnal equinox, and the
day began at sunset. The dark always preceded the light.
  The night of this particular day, when light and dark were equal but
dark was gaining the upper hand, was divided into three watches of four
hours each. Every hour was dedicated to one of the seven denizens of
Aralu. The first watch started off with the hour of Nergal. The second
watch ended with his hour. The rite Surt had come to perform had to take
place between the two hours of Nergal. Thus it would last eight hours.
   The setting sun gleamed a sickly red through the vast cloud of smoke
that poured from Mount Hela. Cautiously the two men approached the
tumbled rocks that once had been the wall surrounding the temple. The
arch over the main, southern gate had long since fallen, strewing the
entrance with shattered stone and rubbish. A fat serpent raised its evil
head and hissed viciously at them as they approached, then slid slowly
into a deep crack at the base of the crumbled wall.
   Jormungand's sword was out and his senses alert. "I don't like his place,
Surt," he muttered. "It stinks of death. And worse." Surt gave him an icy
glance and silently motioned him to follow.
   Past the gate was a rubble strewn courtyard. Here and there in the
gathering dark a skull or bone gleamed whitely. At the other end of the
courtyard was another opening, its arch also broken and the walls around
it scarred by the heat of ancient flames. They passed through it carefully
and entered a second, larger courtyard.
  In the center of the open space loomed the ruins of the temple proper.
Once seven towers had soared over the squat shape of the sanctuary of the
god. Now they lay in heaps. The walls had once been profusely carved with
horrid reliefs of demons and monsters. The army of the Sons had smashed
the vile murals so that only a few leering faces were still recognizable Even
those were enough to make Jormungand sick with fear. He tried to
imagine how ghastly it must have appeared in its heyday, but his courage
and imagination failed him. Just as well, he though with a shudder.
   Slowly, reluctantly, the two of them crossed the open space and entered
the smoke blackened entrance of the sanctuary. Strange things chittered
in the dark of the long passageway.
   At the other end they came into a large room. It was open to the night
air, the vaulted ceiling long ago having collapsed. Charred timbers could
be sees in some of the comers.
   In the center of the room was something that made Jormungand's
blood run cold. A gigantic rectangular bloodred stone squatted there like
some evil, living thing. Unnameable stains covered its surface, the grim
remainders of aeons of grisly sacrifices performed upon its pitted top.
Long before humanity had walked the earth, strange, shambling half men
had danced around it in ghastly rites. Since men had inhabited
Muspellheim, this stone had been a thing of worship and horror. The
entire temple had been built around it, for this was nothing less than the
altar of Nergal. Jormungand closed his eyes and shook his head. When he
opened his eyes again, he refused to look at the altar. The power of the
thing was too great, and he feared it more than anything he had ever
encountered in his life.
   For a moment Surt stood and stared at the altar. Then he stepped
forward. He cleaned a place in front of the massive stone and began to
draw a circle, nine feet in diameter, in the dust. He used a wand of
cypress, cut from a tree that grew in a graveyard. Nergal was lord of the
dead, and cypress was sacred to him.
   Inside the first circle Surt drew a second smaller one. Then off to one
side he inscribed another circle inside a triangle. Jormungand was placed
there with a strict injunction not to move from the spot. Then Surt wrote
powerful words along the sides of the triangle.
  Returning to the double circle, Surt opened it at one point and placed a
brazier on a tripod inside the inner circle. He dragged within it a black
goat they had carried all the way from Uruk. The goat was bound with
cords made from the hair of dead women.
   Stepping within the circles himself, he carefully closed them.
Concentrating as hard as was possible, he began to scratch names of fell
power in the space between the two circles. As he wrote he chanted them
aloud. "Namtillaku," he intoned, "he who restores to life, guard me.
Agaku, he who restores life to the dead, guard me. Suhgurim, he who
grants petitions, guard me. Suhrim, he who destroys all his enemies,
guard me. Zahgurim, he who shatters all his enemies as if in battle, guard
me.”
  The incantations and inscriptions finished, Surt paused to catch his
breath. He peered carefully at the circles, making sure they were perfect.
They served two purposes. They concentrated the energy he sought to
release in the ritual, and they protected him against the things he was
trying to call up. Any break in the line and the energy would dissipate or
the demons break in and drag him screaming to the Kur.
   Jormungand stood silently within his circle and triangle combination,
his eyes wide. He had been placed there, Surt told him, as protection from
the forces that would be loosed as the ritual continued. But there was
another reason, which Surt had not revealed. It would be easier to
summon up the dread creatures the Black One sought to invoke if there
was a corporeal body for them to inhabit while they were there. If Surt did
everything properly, when the things departed, they would leave
Jormungand's body behind. If he made a slip...
   Timing his actions precisely, Surt lit a fire in the brazier. As the blaze
leapt up he threw a handful of powder into it. "Hellebore root," he
chanted, "for my Lord Nergal., God of War, Lord of Hosts. May it smell
sweet to him so that he may approach." He took another handful of a
different powder and cast it into the flames. "Euphorbia, O lord. May it
smell sweet to the nose of the mighty warrior.” Strange black red clots
followed. "Dried blood from those slain in battle, lord. May it smell as
sweet to you as the reek of war."
   Surt changed his rhythm and tone now. His speech slowed and his voice
became deep and sepulchral. From a black pouch he drew a powder and
flung it into the fire. "Asafetida," he intoned, "for my Lord Nergal, lord of
the dead, king of Aralu. May the smell of death be sweet in his nostrils so
that he may approach." Slowly, rhythmically, he added henbane and the
powdered brains of a black cat to the strangely colored and writhing
flames. Finally with a flourish he scattered a few grains of pure sulphur,
sacred to Nergal both as Lord of Hosts and as lord of the dead.
  A thick, acrid smoke rose from the brazier and hung heavily in the sir,
surrounding Surt and Jormungand and cutting them off from the ruins of
the temple. Within its sphere the altar shone weirdly, illuminated by the
twisting flames of the fire. It's as if the temple were whole again, Surt
thought as he gazed around in wonder. The light reflects and is diffused by
the smoke. It almost seems as if Cuthah never had been destroyed.
   He brought himself back to the task at hand. No time to waste, he
reminded himself. Everything must happen exactly on time and in
sequence. One misstep... He shuddered to think of it. Reaching down, he
grasped the goat by its horns. "Nergal," he cried, "Lord of lords, master of
masters, hear your servant." Pulling an iron knife from his belt, he stabbed
the goat lightly, drawing a trickle of blood that dripped down its side and
into the dust at his feet. Surt could feel the animal, fearful and in pain,
struggle. Good, he thought, good. The power begins to build.
  He stabbed the animal again, drawing more blood. He could feel a force
gathering, a force generated by his own mind and by the agony of the
goat. He concentrated on Nergal, trying to picture him in his imagination.
Come, lord, come.
  The tension within the circle began to mount as Surt stabbed the black
goat again and again. The creature was struggling wildly now, rolling its
eyes in terror. Death hung heavy and close in the air.
   Surt began to work himself into a frenzy with the rhythm of his
chanting and his stabbing of the goat. He felt the pressure build in
intensity. The hair on the back of his neck rose. He broke out into a cold
sweat and his heart beat wildly.
  Suddenly, with a cry he slashed the knife across the goat's throat and
the gore spurted out in a gush. He thrust the squirming dying animal high
above his head so that the blood poured down over him. He lapped at it
with his tongue.
   With a mighty heave he flung the goat up and onto the altar. There was
a flash of brilliant light. Surt staggered back, momentarily blinded. As his
vision cleared he looked toward Jormungand.
  The man was gone! In his place stood an incredibly beautiful woman
with a body so voluptuous, it took away Surt's breath. The small man
knew instantly who it was. "Lilith," he rasped, his voice choked with lust.
   She smiled lasciviously at him and opened her loose robe. "Surt, my
lover, come to me," she whispered, her voice an invitation to endless
orgasm. Surt took a step toward her. Then another. He was at the very
edge of the inner circle. He raised his foot to step forward, forward to
unimaginable pleasure, forward to the love and desire he had always been
denied.
   With a sudden cry he threw himself backward. "No!" he screamed. "No!
I called Lord Nergal, not Lilith! Only Lord Nergal will I deal with!" He
shuddered, realizing how close he had been to destruction. The shape
within the triangle shifted and became a hideous demon who laughed and
disappeared in a flash.
  In the monster's place stood a man dressed in rich robes. Surt knew
him at once. He was fair to look on. His fingers sparkled with jewels, and
golden chains hung about his neck. He was Hegal, he who brought
abundance to men. "Surt,.my son," Hegal said, "come to me. I would give
you wealth unimaginable. Gold and jewels. Land and palaces. All the
riches of the world."
  Surt laughed. "Begone, demon! I will speak with Nergal and Nergal
only!"
  Two more came, promising him fame and power. He scorned them and
demanded to speak with Lord Nergal.
   At last a darkness filled the triangle, and Surt knew his master had
arrived. He prostrated himself on the ground and heaped dusk on his
head. He bit the earth and filled his mouth with dust. Then he spoke to the
lord. "Nergal, lord, master, I am as nothing before you. I am your servant,
your slave. Do with me as you will. I have, obeyed your command. 1 have
performed this rite of dedication. Accept me as once you did on the
Vigrid. Give me strength. Give me power. Give me the qualities I need to
be a great wizard. I beseech you, lord."
   In his head he heard a swift command. He stood bolt upright and
stared at the darkness. He took a step forward and another command
came. He took another step.
  He stopped. His whole body was trembling. I must go to Nergal, a voice
within him screamed. He has called me. I must go.
   No, no, no, no, another voice howled molly. You cannot leave the circle.
If you do, you will be destroyed. Nergal is the lord of the dead. This is his
temple. He will drag you down' to Aralu and hang your body from a stake.
  His mind was a turmoil, spinning, swirling, careening down an endless
dark tunnel. Can't think, he whimpered into emptiness. Must think. Go to
Nergal. No, no, no. Go. Death. Go. Destruction. Go. Can't leave the circle.
  He shook and swayed with exhaustion. How long had the rite gone on?
What hour of the night was it? End it all. He lifted a weary foot to step
across the inner circle, then held it in the air as the two parts of his mind
fought.
  In the distance of time he heard another voice, a voice he remembered.
"To know, to dare, to will, to keep silent." Come. The command rippled
through his mind, confusing him, making it impossible to concentrate.
   Concentrate. Yes. He had to concentrate. He withdrew his foot, set it
down within the circle. Concentrate. His hand crept up to the talisman
that hung outside his robe. His fingers curled around it. Slowly, painfully,
he grasped it and lifted it up in front of his eyes. He stared at it, trying to
focus his attention on it. Come to me. No. Come. No.
  Abruptly, like a drowning man breaking the surface he never thought he
could reach, his mind snapped into lucidity. "No!" he cried out loud. "No!"
   The darkness within the triangle laughed mightily, the peals of its evil
hilarity shaking the ground and rattling the few pillars of the temple that
still stood. You are worthy to serve me, came the thought into his head. I
accept your offering.
 Surt staggered backward as if a sudden pressure had been removed.
With a surprised cry he sat down, his legs buckling with weakness.
  There was a final roar of laughter, and the darkness was gone. Surt
found himself looking at the blinking visage of Jormungand.
   The weariness washed up over him then. But as he fell into the soft
blackness of exhaustion, he smiled. I have won, he thought. I have won.
  And lost, added a small voice in the darkness.


                             ASAHEIM

                                    III

  It was fall when Borr and his men finally rode into Asgard. The trees
that dotted the plains in little groves were bright yellow, with an
occasional splash of red. Buri Axhand himself greeted them at the gates, a
wide grin on his face as he saw that his son led the returning heroes.
   The feasting was long and drunken. In the middle of it Borr stood,
swaying, and declared that he was taking to wife the woman he had won
in the raid. Her name was Vestla and, he boasted, she had been raised in
the Floating World of Prin. There she had learned the one thousand and
one ways to please a man. Mistress of her craft, she had been much sought
after and finally had been purchased for an incredible sum by the eldest
Son of Muspell, the ancient An, to help rekindle his flickering passions.
Now the decadent old wizard would have to buy another for his couch,
Borr crowed, for he, Borr Skullcracker, had stolen her from the very
caravan that had been carrying her to Muspellheim. She had pleased him,
and he had given her the name Ravenhair. She would make, he said, a wife
worthy of an Aesir chieftain.
   Buri wasn't pleased, for he would rather have had his son marry the
daughter of one of his Aesir allies to strengthen political ties with blood
bonds. Or perhaps he could even have arranged to marry him to Gullveig
of the Vanir by way of establishing a truce with the people of Vanaheim.
Someday soon, he knew, such a truce would be essential. The Jotun were
just across the river Iving, and there were more of them every day.
   Yet he knew he could not deny the wishes of a hero such as his son,
especially not when he had brought home so many heavy chains and arm
rings of glimmering gold! So he hid his disappointment behind a smile
and decided to make the best of it.


  ***


   That spring, on the seventh day of the ninth month after Borr had raped
her on the Vigrid, Vestla Ravenhair gave birth to a son. The child was
strong and clean limbed, with hair the color of his father's and eyes as
deep and dark as his mother's. Buri proudly acted as Namefastener and
called his first grandchild Voden. The rest of his names he would have to
earn in true Aesir fashion.
  In Voden's third year, during the coldest winter in memory, a. sister
was born. They did everything in their power to keep the hall warm, but
despite their efforts the baby caught a chill acid died before they could
even Namefasten her. The ground was frozen so hard, they had to wait
until spring to bury the tiny body.
   Three years later, in the summer of Voden's sixth year, a brother
arrived and was Namefastened Vethur. Large and robust, his bathing
badly drained Vestla. Fortunately, she recovered quickly, and the child
grew rapidly and 'prospered. Voden stood for hours at the side of the
baby's cradle, staring in fascination at the fluffy white down that covered
his head. "Vovo" was the second name Vethur learned.
   It was in the late spring of Voden's tenth year that a man gainfully
limped his way across Bifrosti's Ford, accompanied by a young boy and a
small girl. Behind him, a few minutes too late, came a very angry Jotun
war party. The Aesir guarding the ford drove them off and brought the
refugees to Asgard.
   The man who slowly and painfully twisted his way up the Warrior's Hall
to stand in front of Buri brought murmurs of vote from all those seated on
the benches along the walls. From his waist up, Volund was the biggest
man any of them 64 ever seen. His chest and shoulders were massive,
corded with muscle. His arms were easily as large around as most men's
legs, and the biceps bulged amazingly with every motion. His neck was
thick and muscular.
   His head was huge and shaggy, and his face was of such strong
character that few cared to meet the man's piercing glance. The eyes
themselves were of a strange gray none among tie Aesir had ever seen
before. The man's complexion was the palest of pale, his hair the color of
fire. A flat, broad nose was set above a tight lipped, determined mouth
that seemed clamped shut against pain. The corners of the mouth turned
down slightly, giving him the aspect of 'one who laid known and survived
soul rending sorrows.
  From the waist down, the red haired man was still impressive, but sadly
so. His legs, though strongly built, were crippled, forcing him to move with
an awkward, shuffling, rolling limp. Such a magnificent structure on such
wretched foundations, Buri thought as the man stopped in front of him,
inclined his head slightly, and raised his hand in a salute of greeting.
  "Hail, Aesir." The voice was deep and vital, yet quivering with fatigue,
pain, and grief. Buri motioned and had a beach brought so that the other
might sit.
  "Well met, stranger," Buri replied as the man lowered his bulk gratefully
onto the bench. "Who ate you and why are you here?”
  "I am Volund," he said proudly, bringing his body erect, shoulders back,
chest thrust out. "Volund the Smith. Greatest smith in all of Yggdrasil.
Even the Dverg wonder at my creations.”
  Burl nodded. He'd never heard of the man before, but the Dverg were
master smiths, so someone they admired must indeed be good. "Well met
again, Volund. A master snit is always welcome in Asaheim." He paused.
"What of my fond question?"
    Volund sighed. "Aye, aye, I will answer. Only my throat is so dry..." Buri
grinned and motioned for a horn of ale to be brought the man. Volund
drank deep. He gave a satisfied sigh, then drank again. "Ahhh, ahhh.
Never did I think to haste good beer again! The piss the Jotun brew isn't
fit for ergs!" He settled back, his eyes brooding.
   "My story, yes, my story. Not pretty, but one you hear, O Aesir, for what
I have to tell affects all of you:" He paused, aware of the interest his first
words had created. The hall was silent, waiting for him to begin again.
  “Aye, affects you deeply. For the Jotun ate on the move once more!"
Cries of concern and anger ran through the ball. The Jotun! Everyone
there knew what that meant, and no one liked it.
  The Jotun were a strange people. Some thirty years ago, when Buri had
been a young warrior, they had suddenly poured out of the endless
grasslands that stretched northward from the Iving all the way to the
Icerealm. They came from the northeast in great swarms, riding in
brightly colored wagons, driving huge herds of cattle, sheep, horses, and
dogs. They had settled in the area bounded on the west by the Amsvartnir
Sea, on the south by the rivers Iving and Sid, and on the east by a range of
steep, rugged hills then known only as " the hills where Urd's Spring hides.
"
   Shorter than the Aesir, the Jotun were a brown skinned folk, with dark
hair and brown eyes. Their noses were large and hooked like the beaks of
eagles. Astride their horses, on which they virtually lived, they seemed
giants, swift as the wind itself. They fought on horseback, firing their
short, curved bows with deadly accuracy, or plying their crescent shaped
blades with a skill that made even the Aesir respectful. Night held no
terrors for them, and they often attacked then, earning the epithet of
Darkriders or Nightriders.
  They worshipped Nerthus, the Earth Mother. She accompanied them
everywhere they went, drawn in her own wagon by four bulls with golden
horns. Nerthus made the grass grow, the cows calve, the sheep lamb, the
mares drop sound foals, and the bitches produce large litters of fat,
delicious puppies. Enemy warriors captured alive were sacrificed to her in
her sacred grove, hung on her sacred tree.
   The Jotun also worshiped Gymir, the Sky Father, ruler of the wind,
storms, and rain. Gymir was a grim god and liked his sacrifices young
maidens snatched in raids burned alive oh huge bonfires so that they
might ascend to him in a column of smoke.
   The Jotun claimed to be descended from Ymir, who had been created
by Nerthus and Gymir when the two deities mated in a storm so violent
that earth and sky blended into each other. When the storm clouds parted
and Gymir's Eye looked down on Nerthus once more, there stood Ymir,
fully formed, his feet firmly planted on his mother, his head yearning
skyward toward his father. Every night while Ymir slept one of his legs
fathered a child upon the other. Soon he created the entire first generation
of the Jotun.
   Originally the Sons of Ymir, as they called themselves, lived in scattered,
isolated groups. Eventually a mighty warrior named Thrudgelmir was able
to unite them and become the first Warlord of the Jotun Horde. As the
years passed, four more Thrudgelmirs followed the first, each claiming
and winning the title at" by their ancestor. The Jotun became a mighty
and numerous people.
  But Yggdrasil changed, and the grasslands the herds fed on dried up
and turned to sandy wasteland. The fifth Thrudgelmir sent his second son,
Narfir, to seek new grazing grounds. After a long, perilous journey to the
southwest of his homeland, Narfir gazed with mingled awe and joy at the
vast sweep of green that lay to the north of the Iving. He returned to his
people with jubilation, and soon the entire Horde, led by the sixth
Thrudgelmir, set off.
  Buri remembered the time when they had first appeared, howling out of
the night, bringing fire, destruction, and grisly death. Some of the Aesir
had still been living to the north of the Iving then. The Sons of Ymir swept
them away and flung the remnants south.
   The major battle had been fought at the ford across the Iving. There
Bifrosti held the enemy at bay while the tribes of the Aesir gathered. The
valiant guardian of the ford and all his men perished, but not before they
piled the Jotun dead up before themselves in great mounds. Ever since
that gallant defense, which had bought the Aesir needed time, the ford
had been known as Bifrosti's Ford.
  Buri had fought in that war. Though young, he commanded the right
wing of the Aesir host. They met the Sons of Ymir just south of the Iving
on the Himinborg Plain. The left of their line was anchored on the
tumbled rocks of the Himinborg itself. When the Jotun struck their line,
the center pretended to break and retreat. Howling their victory, the
horsemen pursued. Then Buri struck, falling on them from the east,
smashing into their strung out line like an avalanche of iron. From the
west the Aesir archers, hidden amid the rocks of the Himinborg, bent
their long bows of yew and let fly a hissing storm of arrows.
  Trapped, stunned, confused, and dying in huge numbers, the Sons of
Ymir panicked and fled in a disorderly mob back across the Iving. The
Aesir followed, killing all before them. One group split off to the west and
were finally driven beyond the Amsvartnir Sea. Another group fled to the
northeast. Buri pursued and overtook them, pinning them with their
backs to the hills and the Iving.
   There he wrought great slaughter and earned great glory. Wading
through the gore of dying men, he cam face to face with Thrudgelmir,
Warlord of the Jotun Home. In single combat the two fought, the rest of
the battle halting to watch. The fight was long and bloody. Buri's life
flowed from more than a dozen wounds when he finally struck
Thrudgelmir down with a mighty blow from his hand. Thus he earned his
name, Axhand. In honor of the battle the hills that silently watched were
thereafter known as the Bones of Ymir.
  Of all the Jotun leaders only one escaped the disaster: Bergelmir, second
son of Thrudgelmir. He fled with the remnants of his people and the
wagon of Nerthus.
  Slowly over the past decade the Sons of Ymir had begun to filter back
southward. They came quietly, seemingly peacefully. On the shore of the
Amsvartnir Sea they built a city of wagons and called it Utgard. On a
point of land thrusting far out into the sea, in a grove at its very tip, they
placed the wagon of Nerthus and proclaimed the place holy.
  Quiet and peaceful or not, the number of Jotun north of the Iving
continued to grow. Buri had watched their increasing herds and
population with uneasy eyes. But he had been too busy fighting a series of
minor skirmishes with the Vanir to the south to do anything about it.
   Now he looked down at Volund. The man sat, occasionally sipping at
the ale in his drinking horn, his gaze vague, his face masked with the quiet
of private reverie, while he waited for the Aesir to quiet down so he might
continue. Buri dreaded to hear what the man had to say but knew he had
no choice. If the Jotun were indeed on the move again, it was something
they would all have to know about.
  He raised his hand for quiet and then nodded to Volund to continue.
Volund sighed hugely and began.
   "I lived to the north and west of the Amsvartnir Sea. There the Great
Western Forest falls back to form a rich plain, watered by icy; frothing
streams that tumble from the Icerealm itself. Once my people were a
mighty host." He shrugged sadly. "But the ice advanced and ... " His voice
trailed off.
   Volund shook himself back into the present. "Such is the will of the
gods," he said harshly, ending the matter. "A wife named Jord I had. A
good woman. And three children. I was known far and wide for the
excellence of my craft. My, swords were desired by all men, for the metal
sang when they, and they always struck true. From gold and silver I
fashioned cunning rings and necklaces and brooches. The height of my
craft was the blade I made for myself, which I card Neckbiter, and the ring
I crafted for my wife.
  "Bergelmir, the Jotun, heard of my skill and came to buy both the sword
and the ring. He offered cattle, horses, sheep, dogs, even gold and silver. I
send him away unsatisfied. Such things are not for sale."
   For several moments Volund was still, his eyes hooded in the shadows
cast by his shaggy brows. When he finally looked up, his face was
transformed into a tragic mask of sorrow and grief. "Bergelmir came
again. In the night. We were taken unaware. My eldest son fought and
died. I fought and was struck unconscious. They took the sword from my
limp hand. They cut the ring from my wife's finger. My two young ones
were trussed like calves for the slaughter."
   Volund stopped again, his face going rigid, all emotion disappearing
except for the hatred burning in his eyes. His voice was flat. "They left the
village a smoking ruin. My two children and myself they tied on the backs
of horses and carried to Utgard. There Bergelmir displayed his new sword,
to the wonder of all. There he gave the ring to his wife.
  "His wife did not like the fire in my eyes. She told Bergelmir I should be
put to death and my children given to the gods, my son to please Nerthus,
my daughter for the fire of Gymir.
  "But Bergelmir was greedy. He wanted me to work my craft for him. He
wanted many, many .swords and arrowheads and spear tips so he could
build a mighty army. His daughter wanted rings like her mother's, and his
two sons wanted swords like their father's. Aye, their greed was endless.
   "So it was decided. I would work for Bergelmir. My pay would be the
lives of my children. The three of us ware taken and left on Saevarstod, a
tiny island off the tip of Nerthus's Grove in the Amsvartnir Sea.
   "To make sure I didn't run away, they did this to me!" With a shout he
stood, the bench tumbling backward. Every man in the hall watched
breathlessly as the master smith lifted the legs of his breeches with
trembling hands. A moan filled the air as they saw the scars. Hamstrung!
The Jotun had hamstrung Volund! The moan turned to a growl of outrage.
Buri himself came dawn from the High Seat and placed the bench upright.
   When Volund was seated once more 'he began again. "So I became
Bergelmir's smith. My son, Tror, who was ten, became my assistant. He
stoked the fire, worked the bellows, carried the metal. My daughter,
Thrud, only seven, kept the house and did the cooking. We survived. And I
waited. For a year I worked and waited, hoping my time would come."
   Lifting his empty drinking horn, Volund gestured to the man holding
'the pitcher. With his horn full once more, he drank deeply and continued.
"I made many things, but the most beautiful I kept in a trunk. Let that be
known, for I had a plan.
   "Bergelmir's sons heard of the wonders I kept hidden. Their greed
surpassed their father's, and one night they slipped undetected to my
island. They threatened to kill my Thrud if I did not give them my
treasures. I opened the chest. As they stood admiring the work, I struck
them both down with my hammer, smashing it into the backs of their
necks just below the skull. I hat plans for the skulls.
  "I dismantled the skin carraugh they had come in. Their bodies I stuffed
beneath our outhouse. Shit and dead Jotun smell much alike, and they
had come secretly, so no one realized where they had gone.
   "From their skulls I made two cunning drinking bowls, edging the bone
with finely incised silver inlaid with glimmering gold. Their teeth I
fashioned into two necklaces of the most delicate workmanship. The bowls
I gave to Bergelmir, the necklaces to his wife and daughter. To the
daughter, Bodvild, I also hinted at even greater gifts hidden in my chest.
When her eyes lit up with greed, my heart lit up with joy. My revenge was
but half accomplished. Now the rest seemed possible.
  "I made everything ready and waited. Bodvild came one night, alone
and unseen. I opened the chest, and she gazed within, entranced.
  Then, while she feasted her eyes, I crept close and grabbed her. I raped
her, as brutally as I could. First I attacked her between her legs, drawing
blood and causing great pain. Then I turned; her over and took her that
way. Then I smashed her mouths making her teeth, and violated her once
more. I don't think I killed her." He shrugged. "I don't care."
   The silence in the room was absolute. He drank again and went on: "We
fled, paddling the carraugh she had come in. We passed so close to Utgard
in the night that I could hear the damn Jolt snoring. Down the Sid we
came, to where it joins the Iving to become the Gopul. There we left the
skin boat and came overland, along the banks of the Iving. We hid by day,
traveled by night. We made it to the ford just ahead of it group of Jotun
warriors. For once; the gods were on my side;' he said bitterly.
   Volund stood, as straight and proud as his crippled body allowed. He
raised his eyes and his two huge fists to the heavens. 'In a loud, passionate
voice he called out, "Thus have I avenged my wife Jord and my eldest son
Lorridi! Thus the mutilation of my own body! Thus the stealing of my
treasures! I, Volund, have wreaked this vengeance on Bergelmir/the Jotun,
slaughtering and defiling his family even as he slaughtered and defiled
mine! Hear me, O gods, and know that even now my hatred is not
appeased! I would have the blood of the Sons .of Ymir flow in rivers even
as they let flow the blood of my people! I would expunge their cursed race
from the face of Yggdrasil!" There were loud shouts of approval from all
sides. Many thumped the benches with angry fists to show both their fury
at the Jotun and their pleasure at the revenge taken by Volund.
  "Now, I am nothing to the Aesir. I am not of your people, not of your
blood. I have no kin here in whose hall I can seek refuge. Yet I know you
hate the Jotun, and I do not believe you will turn me back to them." A
thunderous protest rent the hall. Cries of "No!" "Never!" filled the air until
the din was deafening.
   Ignoring the noise, Volund went on. "I am nothing. I ask nothing for
myself. Only refuge for my children. I, ask of you, Buri of the Aesir. I will
travel on if such be your wish."
  Buri stood and came down from the High Seat. He put: his hands on
the master smith's broad shoulders and looked deeply into the strong
sorrow filled eyes. "Volund Smith," he began, his voice ringing through a
suddenly silent hall, "you bring us no joy. A tale of horrible suffering, yes.
Dread news of the rising up once more of our most relentless enemies, yes.
Even greater hatred from the Jotun if we should harbor the killer of
Bergelmir's sons and the defiler of his daughter, yes."
   The leader of the Aesir raised his head and swept the waiting men with
a burning glare. "Yet I'll be damned by the gods if I or any other Aesir will
turn you or your children from our doors!"
  As one, the Aesir in the Warrior's Hall rose to their feet and cheered,
shouting and stamping their agreement. Burl looked at Volund and saw
the hint of a tear in the man's gray eyes. Whether it was shed for his dead
ones, himself, his children, or his newfound friends, Buri didn't know.
  All he did know was that the Jotun were on the move again and
something would have to be done. Something would have to be done soon.


                                     IV

   The Jotun began to raid. Buri called the Allthing to consider what to do
about the growing menace. From all over Asaheim the chieftains came to
Asgard: from the Himinborg, the Idavoll, the Aesir, even from the far off
Valaskialf Plateau. Most brought their families and a few trusted
retainers. On the plain around Asgard they set up their hide, traveling
tents.
   The gathering quickly took on a festive air as the Aesir donned their
finest clothes and wandered from tent to tent, renewing„old friendships
and swapping tales, gossip., and long pulls at ,hugs of frothy beer. Here
and there the young danced to the sounds of tambour and bone flute.
Skalds strolled about, strumming their harps, old and new songs on their
lips. One of the most popular was about Boa's raid. It began:
  "To the south Borr strode,
  the sword feast making,


  leaving raven-joy
  and ruin, he rode.


  The Serpent he slew,
  sliced Jormungand's ear,


  dark magic smashing
  with murderous ax."


   The meeting of the chieftains in the Warrior's Hall was far more sober
in charter. Burl sat in the High Seat. The others sat on the benches along
the walls of the hall.
  "I say we strike at them now, before their strength becomes even
greater," declared Ulf, a powerful man with huge hands
   and massive shoulders. He had been known to cleave a man in two with
his sword. Several others muttered with his words.
   Borr frowned and stood. "We dare not turn our faces north and our
backs south. Has Ulf forgotten the Vanir? Now they sneak about, darting
from their dark forests on quick raids. If they know we're occupied
elsewhere, they'll strike in force."
   "Back stabbing cowards, they are," growled Ulf. "Aye, you have the right
of it, Borr. Now they only nip at our heels, but if we turn away, they'll
throw themselves on our backs."
    Gagnrad, a huge, shaggy warrior, stood ,glaring at them all from
beneath bushy eyebrows. "Are the Aesir afraid of the slinking Vanir, then?
For fear of the Forest People are we to let the bloody Jotun overrun our
lands, burn our steads, rape our women, and take our sons and daughters
to be sacrificed to Nerthus and Gymir? Do I stand in the Warrior's Hall or,
in the house where old women gather to mutter and rememer past
glories? Ulf was right the first time he spoke. Smash the Sons of Ymir, and
if the Vanir dare rise. behind us, turn and smash them too!"
   There was a great deal of banging on the benches and stamping of the
feet to show agreement with Gagnrad. Buri didn't like it. He rose from the
High Seat to speak. The others quieted down.
   "For days now we have argued back and forth," he began. "As we
should. All men must be heard. But we have not reached agreement, and
the. more we talk, the further we seem to be from it." He looked sternly
down at the two lilies of men. "Gagnrad and those like him show the
warlike soul of the Aesir. They are quick to anger, quick to pick up sword
or ax arid spring on the enemy. This is good. This is why the Aesir ape
mighty and dreaded by all their enemies." ,The , banging and stamping
showed general approval for his words.
  "There are others, no less warlike than Gagnrad, no less ready to leap to
the wolf work, who yet hang back this time and counsel caution. Such a
one is my, own son, Bonn There is none who can call him sword shy.
   "I myself stand here in front of you, silver shining through my hair, and
wonder. I have not grown this old by being weak and cowardly, but I have
also not earned these silver hairs by being foolish. Many a strong man falls
when beset from two sides at once.
   "Aye, I hear my ax, singing, calling out, for Jotun blood, and I long to
grasp and swing it, making red raven feast to the north of the Ivmg once
more, adding more bones to those left by the Sons of Ymir. Bergelmir fled
last tune. This time I would beg him stay, forever, to feed the grass!"
  There was a roar of approval.
  "Yet... " Buri paused for effect. "Yet while I hear my ax ring, there is
another sound I hear. A rustling in the brush, a whispering in the trees
behind my back. I know it is the sneaking Vanir, lurking,' waiting with
their short swords and sharp spears.
  "I would go north, yes, but not without first securing my back." He saw
Borr nodding and banging the bench as he sat down.
  Gagnrad rose slowly to his feet. "Aye, Buri, though the silver is on your
head, I know there is none on your warrior's spirit. At least, I would not
wish to trade blows with you, Axhand." A general chuckle ran around the
hall. "But can the silver have frosted your mind? 'I would go north,' you
say. And then, 'I must face south.' I claim no great cleverness. My arm is
my strength. Somehow you seem to me to be talking in circles: Have you a
plan you've been waiting to spring on us these several days? I'd not put it
past you."
  Buri smiled. "A plan? I?" Laughter greeted his protest. They all knew
him too well. Buri Axhand was one name he had earned. Buri the Clever
was another. "Your plan," they called. "Let us hear your plan!"
  He stood again. "Aye, then, a plan. One I did not bring out at first
because I knew how ill it would set with men ready to .run and do battle.
Now that we have discussed the problems 'until we are weary of them,
perhaps it will not seem as bad even to the most war eager."
   Squaring his shoulders, he drew himself to his full height and said in a
loud voice, "I propose we try to reach an understanding ith the Vanir.
That we make truce with the people of the fort. That having made this
truce, and with our backs secure, we cross the Iving and drive the Jotun
back to the very Icerealm itself."
   For a few moments there was silence in the Warrior's Hall as his words
sank in. Then pandemonium broke loose; Gagnrad and the war party
leaped to their feet roaring their anger. Borr and his followers also leaped
up, clamoring agreement. The shouting, stamping, thumping, and
fist shaking continued until it became centered on two figures; Borr and
Gagnrad Buri winced. He had both dreaded and expected this.
   A sudden quiet filled the room as everyone realized what was
happening. Borr stood, fists clenched, his face drained of all color, eyes
bulging in anger. Gagnrad stood across the hall, his face red, the veins in
his neck standing out. There was on his visage the expression of a matt
who realizes he has spoken the wrong words and that it is too late to call
them back.
 Borr's voice slipped into the silence, soft and deadly. "What did you call
me, Gagnrad?"
  Gagnrad's eyes narrowed. "What's spoken is spoken. I called you
coward."
   Before anyone could even blink in astonishment, Borr threw himself
across the hall and smashed a mighty blow into the center of the other
man's. face. Blood splattered in, every direction as Gagnrad flew back
against the `wall a" slumped down onto the bench. He sat for a second,
stunned. Then, with a strangled bellow of rage, he launched himself at
Borr.
   Borr was the smaller .of the two, but also the faster. As Gagnrad
reached for him he stepped outside their man's grasp and slammed his
fist into the tender area jai .below the ribs. He could feel the bones give
beneath the :force of his punch. Gagnrad stumbled, going down on one
knee, gasping for breath. Borr stepped around front again, ready to finish
off the other man.
  Gagnrad was far from finished. Quickly getting to his feet, he grabbed
Borr in his embrace and began to squeeze. Several
  men had already died in his arms this way; earning him the name of
Beargrasp. Born strained back, trying to no avail to break the grip.
   With a sudden sharp movement Borr drove his knee into Gagnrad's
groin. The other man shrieked his agony and let go, stumbling back. Borr
followed him, smashing his fists into the man's face and body again and
again.
  Gagnrad collapsed in a heap, his face a bloody mask of smashed nose
and broken teeth. He groaned once and then was still. Borr glared about.
His ribs hurt abominably, his fists ached. "Does anyone else call Borr
Skullcracker Coward?" he grunted between. panting breaths. "I say we try
Buri's plan. Do any question rime?"
  Silence hung heavily in the Warrior's Hall.



   A messenger was sent to the Distingen, the council of nine women who
ruled the Vanir. The Vanadis, or queen of the Forest People, headed this
council. The eight Disir who made up the rest of the group were rumored
to be sorceresses of great power who practiced the feared Seidar magic.
   The Vanir were an incredibly ancient race. Long before the Aesir had
existed as a people, before even the Alfar or Dverg had appeared, the
Vanir dwelt in Yggdrasil, the world that stretched from the Icerealm to the
smoking fires of nether Muspellheim. They claimed to be descended
directly from Audhumla, the Nourisher, who had been formed in the
primeval mists of the vast and seemingly empty Ginnungagap. For
countless aeons they had dwelt peacefully in the endless forests that
covered the whole world.
   There they had worshiped their gods, the Vettir. The Vanir believed the
gods dwelt in everything. There were Landtvettir in the land, Nixvettir in
the water, Ullvettir in the air. When the storm raged and lashed the forest,
it was the Thrymvettir making their power felt. There were good Vettir,
the Hollarvettir and bad Vettir, the Uvvettir. The world of Yggdrasil was
permeated by the Vettir, and everywhere the Vanir looked, they found
something to worship and stand in awe of.
   But the world had changed, slowly, inexorably. The deep forest had
given way to tree dotted plains, which in turn had fallen to wide horizoned
grasslands. The ice grew southward, the desert spread westward, the
Smoking Lands reached for the sky, and gradually the forests of the Vanir
had shrunk. Now the once numerous race lived squeezed between the
plains of Asaheim on the north and the Smoking Lands on the south,
between the realms of the Dverg and the Svartalfar to the west and the
Valaskialf, Plateau to the east.
   The Vanir were smaller and slighter in build than the Aesir. Their hair
was, black, their skin an almost translucent white, and their large eyes a
deep, catlike green. Not as strong or as warlike as the men of the plains,
they were nonetheless dauntless fighters, quick, agile, and deadly with
their short swords and javelins. Every man was a warrior, trained in the
ways of forest warfare. But the deadliest fighters among the Children of
Audhumla were the Valkyja, the all female guard of the Vanadis. Hand
picked and rigorously trained, their equal was not to be found in the leafy
realm of Vanaheim. Expert in the use of sword, javelin, bow, throwing
knife, and ax, they could move like swift shadows, flitting along forest
tracks even tote deer didn't know. Mistresses of the art of ambuscade, they
were familiar with the strategic value of every tree, bush, and rock in the
land they defended. More silent than a breeze, they could creep up on an
enemy, strike a blow, and then melt into the shadows before one had a
chance to strike back: They were especially adept at sneaking through the
night to slit the throats of sentries or whole parties of invaders rolled up in
their blankets. Many an Aesir had gone to fight the Vanir and woken to
find the man next to him dead, with a ghastly second mouth grinning up
at the morning light.
   Buri knew the Forest People were dangerous in other ways too. They
had deep minds with many unexpected twists. Sly and tricky, much given
to plotting arid scheming, they were difficult to deal with at the best of
times. He remembered when he had built the Warrior's Hall in Asgard
and had wanted one massive beam to hold up the roof. The only place
such huge trees grew was in Vanaheim. Buri had two choices: fight his
way in, cut down the right tree, and then fight his way back out again: or
somehow strike a bargain with the Vanir.
   Always cautious and known for his cleverness, he had chosen the latter
tactic. With a small, escort he had gone to the city of Folkvang to dicker
over the cost of the help of the Forest People. Buri had finally achieved
what he felt had been a modest victory: a promise to help find the tree,
permission to cut it, and a guarantee of aid in moving it to the edge of the
forest.
  Even now Buri blushed to think how badly the Vanir had tricked him.
The tree they found was far up in the hills, almost in the Smoking Lands.
Vanir help in cutting it had consisted of advice and verbal encouragement.
Aid in moving included supplying the traces and roller logs. Then, when
the great trunk had reached the edge of the forest at the clearing around
Folkvang, the Vanir had changed their minds and confiscated it. It was
needed to build a new hall for the Vanadis! Buri and his party had barely
managed to escape with their lives. Their gold and their honor were left
behind.
  Though that insult had been the start of the current round of raids
between the two peoples, Buri still hoped that somehow a truce could be
reached. There were many, many Jotun and nowhere near enough Aesir. If
the Vanir were to join them, together the two nations could more than
hold off the riders from the north.
  We need them, Buri thought. What a pity we can't trust them.



   Surprisingly, the Vanir agreed at once to come and confer with the
Aesir. They sent Gullveig, eldest sister of the Vanadis, Fiorgynn. Gullveig
was one of the Disir and the second most important member of the
Distingen. Buri had met her when he himself had been in Vanaheim and
had once even dreamt he might match her with Borr by way of
establishing a truce with the Vanir. But Vestla Ravenhair had ended all
that. Vestla and a certain damn tree trunk!
  Gullveig came with a guard of eighteen Valkyrja. They were dressed in
soft ankle high boots, leggings, and fringed shirts, all made of dark brown
deerskin. The Disir had intricate patterns embroidered across the yoke
and down the sleeves of her shirt, but other than that she was
indistinguishable from the other members of her party.
   She was every bit as beautiful as Buri remembered. Her long hair was
midnight black and as shiny as Vestla’s. Her white face was smooth and
heart shaped; her neck, long and gently curved. For one so slight she had a
figure that was disturbingly lush. As she entered the Warrior's Hall every
man's eyes burned brighter and his breechclout fit tighter. The looks she
shot right and left from her green eyes were bold, appraising, and
anything but maidenly or modest. When she sat in the High Seat beside
Buri, even that grizzled old warrior, who had buried his lifelong wife only
the season before, felt his heart race and his blood heat.
   It was Borr who stood and spoke for the Aesir. He inclined his head
slightly to the woman, then began. "The Aesir welcome you, Gullveig,
sister of the Vanadis. You do us honor." A slight mocking smile played
about the corners of Gullveig's mouth as she nodded acknowledgment of
Borr's words. "The Disir Gullveig accepts your welcome, Borr Skullcracker.
Well do we know of your prowess. In many things. It is a pleasure to see
you at last with our own eyes. Yes. A pleasure." Her voice surprised them
all. It was deep and throaty, a soft purr that filled the hall. It was the kind
of voice women used when making love.
   A slight flush rose up Borr's neck, but he kept on, his voice steady. "For
many years our people have fought each other. Not in open warfare, with
armies wheeling and clashing in the red work of sword and spear, but in
little forays, night attacks, quick and deadly assaults. Both sides have lost.
It is hard to see what either side has gained."
  Gullveig nodded, her face serious. "This is so."
   Borr continued. "Now the Jotun stir again. Years, ago we smashed them
at Bifrosti's Ford and hurled them back toward the Icerealm. They have
grown strong once more and raid our steads, putting them to the torch
and our people to the sword. Or worse."
  "We have heard of this," murmured the Disir.
   "Hearing of the Sons of Ymir and experiencing them are two very
different things," Borr replied harshly. "The Aesir stand between the Vanir
and the men of the grasslands. For this you should thank your Vettir."
   Gullveig shrugged. "We have no dealings, either friendly or hostile, with
the horsemen of the Jotun. Horses and forests do not mix. But the Dverg
in Nidavellir trade with them, so they are not impossible to live with."
   A murmur of surprise and concern rose from the Aesir. Borr chose to
ignore it and press on. "The' Jotun become a danger to us all. They will not
stop in Asaheim. They will carry the raven feast with them into the forests
of Vanaheim," He paused for effect. "If we let them."
  The Disir looked at Borr more sharply now. "Speak plainly, man. If you
have something to propose, propose it."
   "Aye. The Aesir propose a truce with the Vanir to last as long as the
youngest in this hall shall still live. We will not enter the forest, nor cut the
trees, nor clear new lands to farm or graze. You will not raid our steads.
This will free us to deal with the Jotun for the benefit of both our people.
This the Aesir offer and agree to bind in blood. We will swear it by our
gods and you by yours. He who breaks this truce will be turned over to
.the mercy of those injured to do with as they will:"
   Silence filled the hall. Borr sat down, and Gullveig stared off, unseeing,
into the air. Finally Buri cleared his throat. "Umm. What says the Disir?"
   The woman turned and stared at him, her face colts„neutral, and
unreadable. "The Disir says nothing," she responded, "yet. This thing is a
new idea. Never have the Vanir allied themselves with any of the New
Races. This thing needs thinking on." The coldness left her face suddenly
and was replaced by a look both sly and seductive. "While the Disir
considers the idea proposed by the Aesir, she has a gift to share with
them." She clapped her hands. The members of her party reached into the
packs they had unslung from their backs and pulled out small corked
earthenware amphorae. They brought them forward and placed sham in
front of the High Seat. There were at least forty of them.
   The Aesir craned their necks and stared, a wondering murmur rising
from the benches. Gullveig smiled out over the assembly. "This is a gift
from the Vettir, particularly from Beyla, the god who dwells with the bees.
We call it mead. It is the drink of the Vettir themselves, and we would
share it with the mighty Aesir." There was a rumble of pleasure from the
chieftains and a great licking of the lips. All had heard of mead; none had
been lucky enough to taste it. The Aesir brewed a beer from the grain they
grew, and they dearly loved to drink it. But this . . . this was special.
  Drinking cups were quickly produced as the Vanir went around the hall,
pouring out the golden liquid. The Disir was the last to be served, and all
waited until she raised her cup in salute. Then they drank.
  The murmurs of pleasure rapidly turned into a thundering chorus of
banging, stamping approval. Many drained their cups in a second gulp,
holding out their vessels for more as the Vanir scurried about.
   Borr drank slowly, carefully, sipping, not gulping. He watched Gullveig
from the corner of his eye so she could not see where his attention was
directed. Buri drained his cup and the Disir was pouring a second, urging
him to drink again. The woman turned to view the scene in the hall, and
the look on her face made Bon freeze.
  There was triumph there, and a malice so deep it stunned him! He
pretended to drink once more, to drain his cup, as her eyes swept over
him.
    Something was wrong! He could sense it, see it in her eyes. Borr looked
about him. Many of the Aesir were on their third cups. A few were already
blinking stupidly, the effects of the strong liquor becoming apparent. Here
and there scuffles were breaking out as men sought to have their cups
filled before the amphorae ran dry.
   Suddenly Borr understood. The golden gift of the mead was no gift at
all! Only the Aesir drank, and unused to drink that strong, they were
rapidly becoming drunk! The Vanir, all nineteen of them, watched and
waited, their long dirks thrust through their belts, as the Aesir drank
themselves into total vulnerability! ,
   Borr stood and flung his carp to the floor. In two steps he reached the
High Seat; dashing the cup from Burr's already unsteady hand and
grabbing Gullveig by the neck. He spun the woman around, placing her
between himself and the ball; his own dagger pressed to her throat. With
a bellow aye brought the whole room to a sudden standstill: Aesir stopped,
cups outstretched. Vanir froze, amphorae extended.
  "It's a trick, you fools!" he roared. "The Vanir have given a false gift, a
gold worth nothing! See! They're not drinking, while you begin t4 stagger.
And their knives are ready! Fools!"
   Gullveig tried to speak, to call out to her guards, but Borr choked the
sound before it could pass her lips. "You'll be silent, bitch. Only lies pass
your lips." He looked up to see knives in the hands of the Vanir. Slowly,
lightly, he drew the point of his dagger across Gullveig’s throat, leaving
behind a thin line that oozed a few drops of red. Bon laughed, his face
twisted into a snarl. "One move, forest snakes, and your Disir wears a new
smile." Slowly they put their dirks back in their belts; but their hands
stayed close.
   Most of the Aesir had recovered, shocked into instant sobriety. "Aesir,"
Borr commanded, "bind these vipers and take them from the hall. Give
them to the old women to kill. Gagnrad, Ulf, Haakon, Sig, Vitar, Gorm,
Hymir, stay." The men moved to do his bidding. A few of the Vanir
struggled briefly, but in moments the hall was empty of all but Buri,
Gullveig, and those Borr had asked to stay.
   Borr slipped the woman's dagger from its place at her waist. "You," he
growled, "we will not kill, though you may, wish we had." His hand darted
out and smashed into her face, knocking her from the High Seat to the
floor of the hall. He followed, jerking her roughly from the ground. He
grabbed the front of her shirt and ripped it in two, then he tore off her
leggings. A second, smaller dirk was tied around her waist. Boar threw it
across the room.
   With a second slap he drove her to her knees; then hit her a third time
so that she toppled, dazed and bleeding, onto her back. He took off his
breechclout, and Gullveig moaned, knowing at last the fate Borr planned.
The Aesir threw himself on her, brutally thrusting himself into her
protesting body. "Treacherous bitch," he growled. While he raped her the
others grinned and prepared for their turn. ,
  When they had finished, they shoved her from the Warrior's Hall. The
women and children waited outside with switches and stones. They drove
her from Asgard, through the hide traveling tents that surrounded it, and
out across the plain to the south.
   Borr stood flanked by Buri and Gagnrad. He turned to the latter as the
staggering figure of Gullveig disappeared across the plain. He held out his
hand. "You were right, friend," he said gruffly. "The Aesir stand alone
between two enemies. I wish it were not so. But it is." Gagnrad took his
hand and shook it. "I would ride beside you, Borr, against Jotun or Vanir.
Or both."
   Buri looked at the two of them, then turned and began walking back
toward the Warrior's Hall. He felt old and alone. Two enemies. Either way
his people turned, one would always be at their backs. He felt a growing
sense of doom.


                                    V

   That summer every man, woman, and child in Asaheim went armed at
all times. Axes, swords, daggers, and spears were kept close at hand.
Worried eyes constantly scanned the horizon, searching, yet fearing to
find. The tension grew until it was almost unbearable.
   It wasn't until the early fall, when the first touches of yellow and red
colored the plain, that the Jotun struck. A group of some twenty or thirty
swam their horses across the Iving just below its confluence with the
broad Vid, then swooped southeast along the Vid, burning and killing as
they went. The levies of the Aesir Plain rallied and met them, sending half
of them racing back northward. The other half lay where they fell.
   Buri decided it was time to gather the host to Asgard. He didn't like
leaving his back uncovered, but he had no choice. However dangerous the
Vanir might be, the Sons of Ymir were equally dangerous and far more
numerous. Besides, the horsemen were clearly on the move.
   The Aesir divided themselves into three groups. The left, under the
command of Buri, covered the Iving from Bifrosti's Ford to the tumbled
rocks of the Himinborg. Borr led the center, spread out to reach along the
Iving to the River Fimbulthul. Between the Fimbulthul and the Bones of
Ymir stood Gagnrad, ready to repulse any attack.
  The only easy way to cross the deep, swift Iving was the ford. Just to the
east of the ford the river fought its way through a turbulent area of
rock filled rapids. The water churned and splashed, sending a fine spray
high into the air. If one crossed the ford at a certain time of day, when the
sun was in the right position, a magnificent rainbow arched across the
sky.
   Buri stood now and watched it, the startling beauty of it affecting him
in a way it never had before. The thought came to him that this was the
last time he would ever see it, and somehow he knew it to be true. He
shrugged. If it is written, it is written. Because a man's doom was set
down by the Nornir at his birth was no reason to sit at home and weep.
Best to go out and meet it, ax in one's hand, song on one's lips.
   Nevertheless, his mouth was dry and he found it hard to swallow as the
scout rode up on his lathered horse. "They come," the man said
breathlessly, "to force the ford." Buri nodded and turned to the messenger
standing ready next to him. "Ride," he commanded. "Tell Bon; and
Gagnrad. We'll hold them until they arrive."
   As the man vaulted onto his horse and sped off eastward, Buri looked to
the north. There, side lit by the morning sun, a column of dust was just
becoming visible. The Horde was coming, and there were many of them.
Come soon, Borr, he prayed silently. Come soon. I would see you one last
time.



  Borr and his men were in the saddle, pounding westward, within a. few
minutes of the arrival of the messenger. Old Axhand can hold them until
we arrive, Borr told himself again and again. He can and he will. But he
wondered anew what he had been wondering for some time now. Was
Buri too old...?
   It was a good two hours at a steady gallop to the ford. From several
miles away they caught sight of the cloud of dust that rose from the
struggle. Skullcracker estimated its location. He didn't like the result. The
Jotun had forced the ford!
  The horses were lathered and badly winded by the time they crested a
small rise and saw the battle spread out before them. The Jotun had
indeed crossed the Iving, but Buri had managed to rally: his forces .to stop
them before they had gained much HIM than a mile or so of territory to
the south of the river. The leader of the Aesir, however, was in dire straits,
surrounded by the howling horde of horsemen. His own horses had all
been killed, and he and his surviving men fought the mounted enemy on
foot from the top of a low hill. The dead were already piled deep around
the defenders. Borr could see more than one arrow sticking out from
Buri's body.
   Skullcracker and his men had arrived barely in time, and luckily from
exactly the right angle. With a roar loud enough to gladden the heart of
Sigfod, God of Battle, and the flash of sword, ax, and spear, they struck the
left flank of the Jotun from the rear, crumpling and flinging it before them
in stunned disorder.
   With a shock that nearly unseated him, Borr crashed into his first
adversary. The Jotun warrior howled at him, his teeth bared in a feral
grin, his curved sword whistling through the air. Borr blocked with his
shield, then sent the man's head flying with a single stroke of his
one handed ax. Another enemy attacked from the other side; thrusting at
him with a spear. The Aesir parried with his ax and slammed his shield
into the man's face, knocking him backward from his horse. Borr's own
beast trampled him into a bloody pulp.
   Everything became a red whirl, swords flashing, axes swinging, spears
thrusting, blood and gore splattering over everyone. The range was too
close for the Jotun to use their deadly bows, so it was man to man. Borr's
horse went down, a spear through its throat. He grabbed the leg of the
man who had delivered the death thrust and threw him from his own
mount. Then he smashed his skull.
   He looked up to the hill where his father still stood, ax in hand, working
bloody destruction, setting out the raven feast. He saw Buri falter and
drop to one knee. Three Jotun leapt at him across the heap of corpses. The
old marl swept his ax up from the ground to eviscerate one, but the other
two struck at him in unison with their swords and he pitched backward,
chest and left arm spouting blood. Boa's eyes met his father's across the
intervening yards of struggling, dying men for a brief second. Then, with
the smile of one who knows he dies well, Buri collapsed.
   Borr gave a great cry of fury and anguish. He cursed Sigfod. Jamming
his small war ax into his belt, he unslung the mighty two handed tattle ax,
Deathbringer, and shifted his shield around to protect himself from
behind. Then he began to roar and stamp, yelling one word over and over.
"Berserk! Bees! Berserk!" Foam began to fleck his lips; his breath came is
great sobbing shudders; his eyes became glassy and wildly burning.
   With a sudden bellow he launched himself into the thickest part of the
fray, opening a red spattered passage to the hill where his father lay.
Others seeing him took up the chant, and the battle madness came over
them too. Ripped and torn Jotun flew from in front of them. Blows seemed
to glance off them, strikes that would have felled an ordinary man barely
causing them to pause. The Sons of Ymir began to fall back, awed by the
sheer ferocity of the attack.
   Borr killed a horse and rider with one mighty sweep of his ax. Tie blood
of man and animal glinted redly on the blade and ran down the haft in a
river. He reached the still figure of his father and stood astride the body,
flinging back the broken bodies of the enemy with every move he made.
He knew nothing, saw nothing, heard nothing beyond the constant sweep
and smash of .his ax.
   Then suddenly there were no more Jotun to kill. Gagnrad had arrived,
plowing into the horsemen with sword ready and eager to spill the enemy's
guts out across the grass of the Himinborg Plain. This third assault was
too much for the wild warriors from the grasslands. They turned and
fled back across the Iving, leaving the dead to float sluggishly in the
shallows of Bifrosti's Ford.
   Gagnrad found Borr leaning wearily on his great ax, gazing sadly down
at the still face of his father. The Skullcracker had carefully laid the
silver haired old man out, wiping the blood from his face and beard,
pulling the edges of the slashed clothing together to hide the gaping
wounds. The arrows he had either pulled out or broken off close to the
punctured flesh.
  "He died well," Borr said quietly. "Like a chieftain of the Aesir. He
should sit high up on the benches in the Hall of the Gods." Gagnrad
nodded.
  Borr raised his gaze to the north and the Iving. "They've run back."
Gagnrad nodded again. Skullcracker sighed. "This time we've been hurt
too badly to follow and drive them the way Buri did before: We beat them,
but that's all."
  "Bergelmir fell," Gagnrad said. It was Borr's turn to nod. "And some
two hundred or so broke past Buri's line on the left." He gestured with his
head toward the towering rocks of the Himinborg. "Probably in there
somewhere. We'll have to root then out."
   For several moments Borr stared out across the plain toward the
Himinborg, a considering look on his face. "No," he finally said softly: "No,
I don't think so."
   Gagnrad looked surprised. "But, they'll=' he began. Borr raised his hand
to interrupt. "Take three hundred men, the freshest you can muster. Drive
the Jotun southward toward the fore. We'll sent them as a gift to the
Vanir." The other man looked puzzled but moved off to carry out the
command. Borr watched him go, a hard, calculating smile twisting his
lips.



   Hours later a messenger staggered in from Asgard. The Vanir had
attacked in force, sweeping north from the Gunnthro, burning steads and
killing women, children, and old people as they came. Those left in Asgard
had defended it as best they could. The Forest People had finally retreated,
but not before they had fired and destroyed most of the timber palisade
that surrounded the city.
   The news hit bore Borr like a physical blow. Quickly he dispatched as
many men as he could spare to pursue the Vanir and to protect the people
of Asgard. But the enemy had several hours head start, and Skullcracker
knew that his exhausted men, worn out by the battle with the Jotun,
would never catch up. It was just like the cursed Vanir. Hit and run. Damn
them! He was doubly glad now he had sent them his little present.



  Buri was carried back to Asgard in state. Nine chieftains, Borr leading,
carried him on a litter draped with gold cloth. The old leader of the Aesir
was dressed in his best clothes, a golden helmet on his head, golden torque
around both his biceps, and a heavy gold chain around his neck. His ax
was laid across his chest and his shield covered his lower body.
   A great barrow was raised to the north of the city, and Buri was laid to
rest within it, seated and facing north. In death he would guard his people
from the Jotun even as he had in life.
   A week later Borr was unanimously hailed as leader of the Aesir. His
first act was to begin the rebuilding of rte wall around Asgard.
   It was more than a month before Gagnrad and his three hundred finally
returned. They had driven the Sons of Your south, staying just out of
range and avoiding any attempt to join battle. Finally the horsemen had
disappeared into the forests of Vanir. For two weeks Gagnrad patrolled
the border between the two nations, making sure the Jotun did not
attempt to slip back northward again. Nothing emerged from the deep,
still greenness except one or two wild eyed and rider less horses.
  The first snows of the season dusted the plains of Asaheim, lightly
covering the grisly remains of the great battle south of the Iving. Wolf, fox,
jackal, raven, eagle, and vulture had all feasted on the Jotun dead for
weeks. Maggots and swarms of ants finished the job, leaving behind
scattered piles of bleaching bones. Next summer the grass would grow
lush over this spot, and Aesir cattle would fatten on the shattered hopes of
the wild horsemen from the north.
   Winter would soon put an icy stop to Jotun raiding. The Iving never
froze, making the ford the only crossing even during the Icetime. The
Jotun never campaigned during the cold part of the year. They had all
they could do to keep themselves and their herds alive and safe from the
wrath of Gymir. The Aesir settled down to a few months of secure peace
for the first time in recent memory, thanking Vindsval, God of Winter.



  The messenger from the Vanir arrived quietly and alone. He was
ushered into the Warrior's Hall where Borr and several of his key
chieftains were discussing what should be done to handle the Jotun
menace come spring. They had stopped the horsemen and wounded them
gravely, but they all knew the Sons of Yrnir would be back with warm
weather, and they would be stronger than ever.
   The slight man from the forest approached the High Seat cautiously,
almost fearfully. He knew what had happened here only a few months
before. Bowing low to Borr, he spoke: "I beer word from Fiorgynn, Vanadis
of the Vanir, to Borr, chief of the Aesir."
   Borr nodded for the man to continue. Licking his lips, he began. "The
Vanadis thanks Borr for the gift and the lesson. It seems the Aesir have the
right of it. Is mighty Borr still wrested in a truce?"
  A murmur rose from the men in the hall. Borr looked solemn. "What
says the Disir Gullveig of this offer?"
   The messenger looked surprised. "Gullveig? Gullveig says nothing. She
is dead."
  “Dead? How so?"
   "She and three other Disir died, trampled to death, when they went out
from the gates of Folkvang to greet the Jotun aid offer them welcome."
  "Ah.” Boar nodded. "And Folkvang, how fares it?"
  "It is mostly rebuilt."
  “So. What are the terms the Vanadis wishes?”
  "A truce between our people, to last as long as Yggdrasil exists. The
Aesir will not encroach farther on the forests of the Vanir. The Vanir will
not attack or harass your steals. We will pledge support whenever and
wherever you find need to meet the Jotun in. battle. Aesir and Vanir will
exchange hostages as a guarantee for the truce. You will send your eldest
son, Voden, to live with the Vanadis in Folkvang as one of her own
children. One other may accompany him. We will send Niord and Frey,
the Vanadis's own two sons, to live with the Aesir. Thus say the Vanadis
and the Distingen." The man finished, bowed, and stepped back:
  Borr sat, his left hand gently stroking his beard, his right fingers lightly
drumming on the arm of the High Seat. He looked off into the distance for
several moments, then focused his gaze and swung it to rest on Gagnrad.
"What say you, Beargrasp, old friend?
  Huge and shaggy as always, the man rose and glanced about him.
"Hmm. Now, none can say I have ever been much in favor of a truce with
the. Vanir." He laid a thick finger on his nose, broken and squashed by
Borr's fists. "Not by a nose, I've not been." A chuckle went up from the
assembled men.
   "Still, I've seen what can happen when even warriors as mighty as the
Aesir must face in two directions at the same time. We stopped the Jotun
last time, barely. If the Vanir had truly wanted to destroy Asgard behind
our backs, they could have. We all know that.
   "The Sons of Ymir are far from smashed. They merely lick their wounds,
waiting for the right moment, the right leader, to come roaring back
across the Iving again. Bergelmir is dead, but it is rumored he has a
nephew, a young lad called Hrodvitnir. Already the child is said to show
signs of being a fierce warrior." He shrugged. "It is only hearsay, rumor,
but that matters not. If it isn't Hrodvitnir, then some other will rise to
lead and bring the Horde back across the Iving.
  "When that happens, even I would rather have the Vanir by my side
than behind my back." He sat down to a thumping and stamping of
approval.
   Another man rose, a chieftain from the Idavoll Plain. He doubted the
wisdom of trusting the Vanir. Another stood. And another. In true Aesir
fashion, every man would be heard.
  Borr's attention began to drift. A truce with the Vanir! Buri dream
come true. It came just in titter. As only Borr and a few others knew, the
Aesir had been as badly cut up as the Jotun in that last battle. The Horde
wouldn't be able to attack in force again for a few years. Raids, yes,
probably constantly from stow on, but a massive army like the one
Bergelmir had put together was unlikely.
   The problem wasn't only numbers. There were still enough of the Seas
of Ymir left alive to make an army larger than anything the Aesir could
field. The problem was leadership. The Jotun were a proud contentious
people anal often fought bitter feuds among themselves. Uniting theta
wasn't easy. Keeping them that way for any length of time was even
harder. They had long memories and short tempers. Men who were riding
together companionably one moment could be slashing at each other with
their curved swords the next, determined to settle a score two generations
old.
   It took a strong, clever, ruthless leader to bring the Horde under
control. The position of Warlord was won and maintained by the liberal
use of both sword and dagger. All six Thrudgelmirs had risen that way.
Bergelmir had had to murder his eldest brother and three cousins when he
seized power.
   Now Bergelmir was dead, and Volund had slain his sons. The direct line
of Warlords that had begun with the first Thrudgelmir was broken. The
leadership of the Horde was up for grabs.
  Of course, it .was always possible that it would be quite some time
before anyone emerged the clear victor, or even that no one would be
capable of establishing hegemony. Borr knew that in the past the Jotun
had often gone for an entire generation without a Warlord. Somehow he
doubted that would be the case this time. The Sons of Ymir seemed to
bear a special hatred for the Aesir, which already halfway united them.
Then the were the persistent rumors about Bergelmir's young nephew,
Hrodvitnir. At best, he felt sure, they would only have a few years respite.
Four or five at the outside. Then . . .
   How many more battles like that last could they fight? One? Two? T?
No more, surely. Not alone, without allies. And who could, they ally with?
The Alfar were no, help. There were, too few of them, and they had not
fought since the days of the First Dark Empire. They lived a strange, quiet
life in their ancient forest, gathering from time to time in Vidblain, their
"main place" (they had no towns in the usual sense), to talk and (lance and
remember the First Days. Gimle, the chief hall hr Vidblain, didn't even
have weapons or shields on its walls. No, .the Alfar were of no help.
  Who then? The Dverg? Not likely! The Dverg actually traded with the
Jotun and seemed to get on fairly well with them. The Aesir had hardly
ever dealt with the little men from Nidavellir, but the few meetings they
had had were not likely to encourage, thoughts of alliance.
   The Vanir were the only ones left. Buri had seen this long ago, Borr
realized, once again understanding how his father had earned the name
The Clever. Certainly the man's own dealing with the Vanir had been far
from successful, but his intentions had been correct, and his
foresightedness remarkable.
  Yet the price the Vanir asked! His own son! To be taken from him and
Vestla to be raised by the Vanir in their dark forests. He shuddered. The
very thought of the boy's growing up in such a place shriveled his soul.
Never to see the sky arching from horizon to horizon. Never to ride across
the plain, the wind blowing free in his hair...
   Still, was it really so different from, what would happen anyway? Voden
was destined to go to be raised with Gagnrad's family in a few more years.
It was customary. , By having children raised in the families of other
chieftains, the ties that bound the Aesir together were more firmly
knotted. Borr himself had been raised that way.
  More important yet, if Borr did not take advantage of the Vanir offer,
would Voden have any chance of growing up at all? Or would the Jotun
send them all to the Hall of the Gods?
   Ah, Voden, Voden! Damn the gods that such a choice should have to be
made! He thought of his son. The lad was soon to be eleven. Already he
was showing great promise. Childhood fat had gone, leaving a lean, hard
young body. 'Voden was somewhat solemn for one of so few years, but
quick and alert, not afraid of a fight. He rough and tumbled with the best
of them. About the only one of his own age he couldn't beat was young
Tror. But then, no one could beat young Tror! In fact, no two could beat
Volund's redheaded giant of a son!
   Am I never to have the pleasure of showing my own son how to draw the
bow, cast the spear, swing the ax? Damn! What will Vestla say? He winced
to think of it. Her team would be even harder to stand.
  He sighed. And yet what choice do I have? The Vanadis is right, he
realized. Only such important hostages will guarantee the truce, and only
such a truce will guarantee our safety.
  The Aesir must be kept safe. The Aesir are more important than any
one man or child. I am no longer just a warrior or just a father, he
reminded himself. I am the leader of my people. This fall, many Aesir gave
much more than I am now called to sacrifice. There is no choice.
   When the others had finished expressing their opinions, Borr stood and
looked down at the messenger. His gaze was pensive. He raised his glance
to the hall and swept the benches. Everywhere he looked, he could see that
all had come to the same conclusion.
   "Messenger," he began, "go tell your mistress the Aesir accept the offer
of truce with the Vanir. It shall be as the Vanadis asks. On the first day of
spring, let us meet at the place where the River Gunnthro leaves the land
of the Vanir and enters that of the Aesir. There we will exchange hostages
and pledges of peace and mutual support.
   "And," he added softly as an afterthought, "go tell your people to be
prepared to begin their support once the summer sun warms the wagons
of the Jotun."
  The slight man nodded his understanding, bowed, and turned to go. As
he left the hall, Gagnrad came to Borr's side, placing a friendly hand on his
shoulder. "You give up a great deal for the safety of the Aesir. I only hope
you're doing the right thing."
  "So do I," came Borr 's barely audible reply. "So do I."


                                     VI

  VODEN liked it by the forge. Especially on a day when Vindsval, God of
Winter, drove the fine snow before him and hung icicles from every roof in
Asgard.
   He looked up as Tror shifted hands on the bellows. The big redheaded
lad said it was important to shift so that you didn't get lopsided. For that
reason he carefully counted the number of strokes he made, and every
tenth time he reached ten, he switched.
   "Want me to pump for a while?" Voden asked. Tror smiled and shook
his head.
  Volund chuckled. "Careful, young Voden, you'll make him lose his count.
Then he'll end up all twisted like one of the Dverg.”
  Voden peered into the forge. "Looks ready. It's that red that's beyond
red."
  The smith looked. He nodded. "Aye. You've a good eye. Ready it is." He
reached out and picked up his tongs. "Get set, lads. Pray to whatever gods
you honor most. This is something I've never tried before, to fix an iron
head to an iron handle." He gripped his hammer.
   Reaching out with the tongs, he pulled a massive chunk of iron from the
forge and turned to place it on the anvil. Voden craned his neck to see,
then stood to get a better view. An iron shaft about eighteen inches long
lay next to the anvil. Volund placed the big chunk of glowing iron on the
flat metal, then picked up the shaft and placed it over a hole that he had
laboriously bored into the chunk. With several quick, mighty blows he
drove the shaft into the chunk. "Have to work swiftly," he grunted between
blows, "before the shaft heats and grows." He squinted down at his work,
checking the angle the shaft made with the chunk. Satisfied, he began to
work the chunk itself, forming and shaping it.
   "That's the way with metal, lads. Heat it, it grows. Cool it, it shrinks."
Each time his hammer struck, sparks flew. "That's why we heat the metal
before we work it. Hitting it takes away the heat, and it shrinks in the
direction of the blow."
  "It's a hammer," said Voden. "A giant hammer."
  "Aye. That it is, but not for striking hot metals. It's all iron, head and
handle. Heavy."
  He stood back for a second, eyeing his work with a critical glance and
wiping the sweat from his brow. Whatever he saw, he thrust the huge
hammer back into the forge, the handle sticking out. "Pump, Tror," he
Command.
   Voden frowned. "If it's not for striking metal, what's it for? It's too big
for driving wood pegs."
   Volund laughed. "So it is, so it is! No, it's not that, either. This" he
dropped his voice to a conspiratorial whisper and winked at the two boys-
"this hammer is called Mjollnir, the Crusher. It's made in a special way.
Eitri, one of the Dverg master smiths, told me of it years ago."
  "Special? How?"
   "Ah, Voden, always the curious one, aren't you? Always wanting to
know. There are some things you're not ready for yet. Let it be enough to
say I quench the iron in stallion's blood as I work it. The rest cannot be
safely said." He looked solemn and grim.
  "What's it for?" Voden demanded.
  "It's Mjollnir, and it's for crushing."
  "I know for crushing. For crushing what?"
   "Heads," came the curt reply. Volund pulled the hammer from the forge
once more and began to work the head with a flurry of blows. Occasionally
he would stick the glowing iron into a wooden bucket filled with a dark
liquid. A cloud of steam sizzled into the air when the metal met the, fluid.
Voden thought he amid smell blood.
    He stood back and watched, thinking. The hammer was clearly
something special. Much too heavy to use as a tool, it could only be a
weapon. Like Borr's big ax, but smaller and heavier. Voden couldn't even
lift his father's battle ax over his head, much less swing it. If this hammer
was even heavier, who in Yggdrasil could wield it?
  The muscles on Volund's massive shoulders twisted and knotted as the
hammer rose and, fell. Ah, Voden thought, of course. The hammer
Mjollnir was for Volund himself to use.
   Which didn't make sense. The master smith was crippled. Though he
got around well enough, he’d never be able to move as swiftly as was
necessary on a battlefield. Seeing the trouble the man was having just
manipulating the hammer as he worked on it, the boy began to wonder if
even he, with his incredible strength, would be able to swing the weapon
as freely and quickly as would be required in a fight.
   Who, then? Was the hammer just to be an offering to the gods? Perhaps
to Sigfod, God of Battle? Possibly even to Fornjot the Destroyer, father of
all gods? If so, what a waste!
  The weapon that was rapidly emerging from beneath Volund’s blows
was magnificent. The head was basically rectangular, a good sixteen
inches by seven, flaring at the ends and narrowing toward the middle. The
shaft fit all the way through the head, a small bit sticking out above. The
shaft itself was a rounded rectangle, tapering from about two by three
inches at the grip to two by two where it entered the head.
  How much did the whole thing weigh? Voden could only form a rough
idea by watching the manner in which Volund handled it. Fifty pounds
would be light, a hundred too much. Crusher indeed!
  “Volund,” the boy said in his most pleasant voice. The man grunted in
response, his attention all on his work. “What mighty warrior is to cant’
Mjollnir into battle? Has someone commissioned you to make this
wonderful weapon?”
  The master smith looked up at Voden from under his shaggy brows. He
shook his head slightly, then straightened and looked the boy directly in
the eyes. “No, young Voden,” he replied, “no Aesir warrior has
commissioned Mjollnir.” .He laughed. “There are none who could swing it!
The man who can use this weapon has yet to appear. When he does, he
will be a great champion, a shield to protect the Aesir.”
  “Is he coming, this great champion?” the young man asked breathlessly.
   “Aye,” Volund answered with a quiet smile,’ ‘He is coming. In his own
time, he is coming.” A far off look cane into his eyes. Then his manner
changed abruptly and he was all business again. “Now, you two,” he
ordered, fixing Voden and Tror with a commanding stare, “go off and find
me old Groa. Mjollnir is nearing completion, and I have need of be.” The
two grumbled at leaving the warmth of the forge, but moved to do
Volund’s bidding. “And mind,” he called as they reached the door, “don’t
come back once you find her! Things are to be done that are not for the
likes of you to see!"
   Outside, the fine snow was still driving down out of the north. On their
way to Grows they came across Honir, who had just finished an errand for
his father. Together they went to the old witchwoman's nut.
   Voden knocked cautiously. He pressed his ear to the door and heard a
mumbling from within. He knocked again, more loudly. Suddenly the door
flew inward and the two nearly tumbled into the dark, crowded room
where Groa lived.
   Groa had been old when Borr was a boy. Now she was ancient. Voden
often wondered, seeing her shuffle around Asgard, what held her old body
together. She seemed to be nothing more than an odd assortment of
bones, skin, a few straggly hairs, and one burning, glaring eye. Children
always avoided Groa, not because she was mean but because it seemed the
right thing to do.
  On seeing the two lads, Groa cackled. "Ah, hah, hah, yes, yes, it's the
Nornir, it is. Come to tell old Groa Volund needs her:
  Voden's eyes grew big with surprise. "Y yes," he stammered; "th that
was our errand. How did you...?
   "Ah, Groa has but one eye, but that eye sees more than both yours
combined, young one." The old woman began to shuffle about the
cluttered room, mumbling to herself as she gathered into a dirty skin
pouch things she wanted to take. "Hmm. Wolfbane. Ali, ah, yes firewort.
And newt, oh, yes, newt. Hem."
   Voden watched with interest. Tror wanted to leave now that the
message had been delivered, but Voden shook off their hands. "Groa," he
said, "why do you have but one eye?”
  The woman turned in surprise. "What? Who's this has snuck up on old
Groa? Ah, ah, young Voden. My, I thought you had left. Your friend wants
you to badly enough. Run along now. Shoo; shoo." She waved them away
and turned back to her rummaging.
  "Come on," whispered Tror urgently, tugging at his sleeve so hard ha
almost pulled Voden over. Voden shook his head and stepped farther into
the room, determined to get an answer. “Why only one eye?”
   Groa turned slowly this time, a considering look in her eye. "Long has it
been since I've seen such a hunger to know," she muttered. “What, young
Voden, if you don’t like the answer? What if it frightens you and haunts
your dreams? What if it comes and sits on your chest in the night and
stalks you even when the sun shines high? Eh? What then?”
    The boy shrunk back, surprised at the old woman’s vehemence. “I . . . I .
. .” he stammered. Then he took hold of himself and straightened up.
Looking Groa in the eye and putting every ounce of bravery he could
muster into the words, he said, “Still, I would know.”
  A loud shrieking laugh gushed from the witchwoman’s wrinkled mouth.
Voden could see the blackened stumps of three teeth. “Ahhh, haaa, haaa,”
the old creature chortled, “ahhh, yes, yes! Such a one, such a one!
  “So then, Voden, hear old Groa. This eye was plucked from my head by
Mimir. Plucked raw and bloody it was by Mimir.”
  “W why? Wh what for?”
  “For a drink, one little drink.”
  “O of water?”
  “Oh, aye, and nay. Water it was and water it wasn’t. Once I drank and
ever afterward I’ve been thirsty, so thirsty,” she moaned. “’Twas no
bargain, that drink. Yet I’d do it again.”
  “I don’t understand.”
   Groa chuckled. “No. I hardly thought you would. Nor will you when I tell
you more. Mimir lives to the north of the Amsvartnir Sea. There she tends
a well. All who find it, and that is no easy task in itself, can drink from it,
for a price. Oh, yes, a price! I paid with my eye. Others have left fingers,
even whole hands behind. Mimir asks what she knows is hardest to give.
For what you get in return is nothing less than Knowledge!”
  Voden stood suddenly rigid. “Knowledge?” The old woman nodded
solemnly. “What kind of knowledge?”
  “That which most you need.”
  “What did you learn, Groa?”
  The witchwoman stood and stared at him for several moments, then
turned away and began rummaging again. “Enough,” she muttered.
“Volund calls. Enough. Go away, Voden.”
  Tror reached out and grabbed Voden by the arm. “Let’s go,” he
commanded. And before he, could protest, the young redheaded giant
dragged him from the hut.
  Groa turned as they left and watched the: empty doorway for many
minutes Her mouth moved, but no words came out. Finally she sighed.
“Such a one,” she muttered. “Such a one. The gods guard him. I fear he
will tread in dark places. Such a one.”



   The wind had begun to die and the snow was falling more gently now.
Voden, Tror, and Honir wandered around Asgard, looking for something
interesting to do until Tror could return home. They passed Tyr’s home
and called him out to join them. Tyr, about a year younger than Voden,
was a good companion, fearless, adventuresome, and always willing to
dare or fake a dare.
   As they walked, their conversation drifted from topic to topic until
finally it came to one every boy considered important: the gaining of their
names. Shortly after birth every Aesir child was Namefastened by a close
relative. This name was their given name and was generally the name they
were called by in everyday conversation. As they grew older, however, the
Aesir all strove to gain other names, their earned names. These generally
related to strong personal characteristics or came from unusual exploits.
Vestla, for example, was called Ravenhair because of the unusual color of
her hair. Buri was known as Axhand for his prowess against the Jotun.
Borr Skullcracker’s name had been earned in a similar manner. For the
Aesir earning a name was one of the signs that adulthood had been
  For that reason name earning was a constant topic of conversation
among the children, especially the young boys. They loved to brag about
their own future names and tease their friends by giving each other silly or
foolish names.
  Tyr began by looking slyly at Tror and saying, “I hear you eve already
earned your first name, Tror.” The other boys pretend to take him
seriously, demanding to hem the name Tror was supposedly being given.
Tyr grinned mischievously, pausing for effect, then crowed out, “Tror
Bellowsboy!”
  The redheaded lad took a playful swipe at Tar As Honir joined in. “No!
No, that’s not what I heard! I heard it was Tror Anvilthumper!” The
smith’s son howled in mock fury and began to chase Honir, but soon gave
up the task as since the long legged youth could easily outdistance him.
  “What do you want your first name to be?” Voden asked when the two
came puffing back to join them.
   Tror kicked thoughtfully at the snow for a moment, then said softly, “I’d
like Tror Ironarm, but it’ll probably be Tror Smith.” They all agreed that
that seemed likely.
  Now it was Tror’s turn to gibe Tyr. “Word’s out you’ve got a first name,
too, Tyr. I believe it was Tyr Tremblelegs.”
   “’Tremblelegs’?” the young Aesir hollered: “I’ll show you ‘Tremblelegs,’
you big red ox!” He leapt at Tror, swinging wildly. The young giant simply
held the shorter youth at arm’s length, allowing his fists to pummel empty
air. Voden and Honir were laughing so hard they had to hold their sides.
  Growling ferociously, Tyr finally stepped back. “Lucky for, you I
missed,” he told Tror. Then he turned to them all and proudly declared,
“My first name will be Fearless. I’ll be known throughout all Asaheim as
Tyr Fearless!” They all nodded and grinned. This was the name Tyr always
chose.
  “And you, Honir,” Voden said, “what will you be called?”
  “Ha!” Tror interjected. “Honir Storklegs, that’s what!”
  “No! No!” clamored Tyr. “He’ll be Honir Tonguetie!”
   Honir looked down at the ground and blushed, unable to, answer their
raillery.
  “Hush,” Voden deer. “Let Honir speak for himself.” Grumbling
good naturedly, the other two boys subsided.
  Finally Honir looked up and said softly. “I’d be Honir Swiftfoot.”
  “A perfect name!” Tror declared loudly. “Aye, it suits you, Honir!”
  Grinning shyly, Honir looked over at Voden. “And you? What would you
be called?”
   A strange look came over Voden’s face as he considered, a look that
made the joke names the other boys had ready freeze in their throats even
as they were about to shout them out. For several moments Voden stood
and stared off into the snowstorm, his strangeness creating a circle of
quiet in which the other boys stood mute arid waiting.
   “I think,” he finally spoke in a dreamy, far off voice, “I would be known
as Voden Fjolsvid, Voden Verywise.” The others took this name in silence,
unsure precisely how to respond to such an odd choice.
  They had walked wordlessly through the snow for perhaps a hundred
paces when up ahead they saw a familiar figure turn into the street.
Voden’s serious face was split by a smile. It was his mother, Vestla
Ravenhair, the most beautiful woman in all of Yggdrasil. He waved as she
saw him, then gave his friends a quick good bye and hurried to her.
  When he reached her side, he was surprised by her expression. Her face
was calm, as always, but there were fear and sorrow and pain in her eyes.
Voden automatically put his arms around her and hugged her.
  “Mother,” he whispered, “what’s the matter?”
  She touched his head with a slightly quivering hand. “Nothing, nothing.
Now go to the Warrior’s Hall. Your father wants to see you.”


                                   VII

  WHEN Voden opened the door of the Warrior’s Hall, he was surprised
by the total silence that greeted him. He peered in. The hall was empty,
the benches along the walls without their usual load of rowdy occupants.
Even the fines in the pit that ran down the center of the hall seemed to
burn lower, subdued.
   At the other end of the hall he could see his father, seated in the High
Seat, chin resting on fist, eyes staring vacantly off into nothingness.
Slowly, wondering what was going on, Voden walked up the long, still hall
to Borr.
   Borr noticed his son approaching. A strange expression swept across his
face, an expression that increased Voden’s sense of the oddness of it all.
The boy reached the open space before the High Seat and dipped his head
slightly in greeting to his father. Then he looked up into the eyes of the
man who was leader of the Aesir.
  Borr looked down and returned the gaze. He smiled slightly. “You have
been out walking in the snow,” he said with unaccustomed gentleness.
“There are still some unthawed flakes on your hair and shoulders. Were
you with your friends?”
  “Yes,” Voden nodded, “with Tror, Honir, and Tyr.”
  “Ah,” Borr responded sagely, “yes, good friends ate important for an
Aesir. Every warrior needs someone whom he can trust to guard his back
and fight by his side.” He paused, uncertain how to continue. By the gods,
he thought, this is hard to say. My son, I’m sending you away, sacrificing
you for my people. Easy to think, but so damn hard to say!
   He cleared his throat. “Umm. Pull up a stool. We moat talk, you and 1.
Umm. Yes.” Where to begin? he wondered. Perhaps every beginning. He
stared at the ceiling, unable to meet s expectant gaze, and began to speak
in a far off, musing tone.
  When Fornjot the Destroyer, father of all the gods, found Yggdrasil, it
was beautiful beyond compare. The trees, grew tall, the grasses lush. The
sun shone bright and warm all year round. Berries and fruit were to be
found everywhere. Game was plentiful and unafraid.
   “Fornjot hated all he saw. He built his hall in the north. On either side
of his High Seat he chained his two great wolves, Skoll and Hati. Skoll
hopes to gobble up the sun someday. Hati hungers after the moon. From
the slaver of their jaws a mighty river of ice flows, called the Elivagar. Its
frozen waves even now pour southward to smash forests and cover ever
more land in eternal winter.
   “Three sons had Fornjot, and he called them Ler, Logi, and Kari. These
were the first of the gods. Fornjot set Ler to rule over raging torrents,
floods, deluges, and endless destructive rains. Logi was made lord of
conflagrations, of searing flame, of forest fires, of the deadly blaze that
sweeps uncontrolled across the plain. Kari took command of the wind, the
devastating tornado, and all the bitter phenomena of winter. It is his son,
Vindsval, God of Winter, who makes the Icetime so cruel.
   “For a while Fornjot took great glee in destroying everything he could
find. Soon the sport began to pale on him, for the aptly things to kill and
torture were dumb’ animals and plants. No thinking, feeling creatures
existed.
  “The Destroyer thought long and hard. Then he took his ax and left his
hall. He walked across the frozen waves of Elivagar until he found the
shattered remains of two trees he had killed. From one he carved a man
and called him Ask. From the other he carved a woman and Namefastened
her Embla.
  “Despite his skill in carving, they were still only inanimate pieces of
wood. d. So he called his sons. Logi he commanded to
   Ask and Embla with the warmth of life and burning equations. Kari
gave them breath, the ability to speak, and swift winged thought. Ler
gifted them blood and set it flowing. He also gave them the patience of
ever lapping water. When his sons had finished, Fornjot pushed Ask and
Embla out into the world. With a roar of mighty laughter he rejoiced that
now he had thinking, feeling creatures to torture and destroy.
  “Though Fornjot persecuted Ask and Embla, they were cleverer and
stronger than he had foreseen. They not only managed to survive but had
children, increasing their numbers. Though they suffered horribly, the two
gave birth to a mighty race the Aesir.
  “When Fornjot saw that the spawn of Ask and Embla grew and
prospered, he called Logi to him. He hacked off his son’s head and ford
Sigfod, God of Battle. Logi grew a new head as quickly as one flame
replaces another when you try to fight a fire.
  “Then the Destroyer turned Sigfod loose among the Aesir. Brother fell
on brother, children on their parents. All Yggdrasil reeked of blood and
death. Fornjot rejoiced.
   “Once more the Aesir were too clever for Fornjot. They made peace with
each other, realizing they were all children of the same parents and that
fighting amongst themselves was foolish and self destructive.
   “Fornjot was furious. He cursed and raged. The earth shook and the sky
trembled. The sun and the moon hid behind clouds, and the stars closed
their eyes and disappeared. The Aesir were afraid, but they clutched their
weapons to them and waited to see what would happen.
  “For a long time Fornjot pondered. Finally he had an idea. If the Aesir
would not fight amongst themselves, he would create other beings who
were not Aesir to fight against them! So the Destroyer made the other
races of Yggdrasil to bedevil and harm the children of Ask and Embla.”
   Borr paused for a moment and sighed. “At least that’s what our legends
say. Surely it’s true to the extent that the Aesir have always found
themselves surrounded by enemies who howl after out blood. Ler, Logi,
and Kari we have learned to deal with pretty successfully. Sigfod, God of
Battle, we’ve succeeded in controlling amongst ourselves. It is Fornjot’s
third sending that ever hounds us and threatens to overwhelm us.
   “To the north the Sons of Ymir stand ready to strike as soon as a new
leader capable of uniting them arises. That will be son. To the south the
Vanir lurk. Already they have burned the walls of Asgard.
   “Now we see a ray of hope. As we learned to live as brothers with our
fellow Aesir, there may be a way to live at peace with the Vanir. Buri
hoped for this. I, too, have dreamed of it. It has happened. The Vanir have
offered a truce. They will join us to hold back the Jotun and once again
frustrate the designs of Fornjot.
  “The price of the truce is high, Voden. Fiorgynn, the Vanadis of the
Vanir, asks two hostages. In turn she will send two. She will send her sons,
Niord and Frey. In exchange she asks for my, son and one other.
  “I have decided to send you and Honir.”
   Voden sat’ quietly for a long time, his father’s words echoing through
his mind. A cold fear clutched at his heart, the shadows in the hall seemed
to reach out for him.
  I’m... I’m being sent away, he thought. Sent far away from Mother and
my friends. Sent away. He couldn’t come to grips with the immensity of
the idea. Sent away to live with strange people in a place he’d never seen.
He felt the tears struggling to break loose and concentrated on holding
them back.
   As he fought for control he noticed a strange thing. Part of his mind
was cringing and cowering in fear and horror at the thought of being sent
away, but another part was excited and consumed with curiosity at the
idea of going someplace new, meeting new people, and learning new
things. This was the part that asked so many questions of Volund, of old
Groa, of his mother, of anyone who would listen and answer. The other
part was the child, the ten year old Voden who feared, what others his age
feared and wanted what they wanted.
  Which is the real me? he wondered for the first time. Is either one more
real than the other? The very thought made his mind whirl and hurt. Only
ten, a quiet voice reminded, only ten.
   No, another voice denied. Not only ten. Older, infinitely older. Mind
stretches endless through the universe, knowing neither age nor limit.
Man shares in Mind and hence is likewise ageless and limitless. Only open
to it, see it, realize it, become one with it.
  A terrible longing enveloped Voden. To abandon the child and reach for
that other... ah, how painful and how wonderful. Could it be done by
one so young? (Not young, came the echo.) Did he really have any choice?
He was being sent away. Away from his childhood, his family, his friends.
Away.
   Rather than going away, would it not be better to go toward? Toward
that other part of him, that part that did not depend on childhood or
parents or anything else? There would be joy in titan: A different kind of
joy, but joy nonetheless.
  Did he have any choice? Wouldn’t he do it sooner or later in any case?
He remembered old Groa. She’d given an eye to drink at Mimir’s well and
been happy at the bargain. He didn’t completely understand what she had
meant, but he knew that the child .in him never could. The other part
would. Groa gave her eye. He would give his childhood. So be it.
   A great shudder twisted through his body as though he were shrugging
off an old skin. A terrible, deep calm settled over him. He looked up at his
father.
  What he saw was a middle aged warrior burdened; by both his own fate
and the fate of his people. Borr hated what he was forced to do, but he
would do it. It was written by the Nornir on the instant of his birth.
Destiny could not be turned aside, would not be denied.
   Voden felt a sudden welling of tenderness for his father. Borr was not a
soft man: He was of the Aesir. Even his gods were his enemies. There was
little place in his world for kindness and love. Yet Voden knew Borr loved
Vestla, and himself, and his little brother. And ail the Aesir. Because Borr
was incapable of expressing that love didn’t mean it wasn’t there. It meant
that Borr’s personal tragedy was that much greater.
   The boy rose from his bench and climbed the steps to the High Seat. He
boosted himself up onto his father’s lap and placed his arms around his
thick neck. “I understand,” he murmured into his father’s beard, “I
understand.” Then he began to cry softly for the death of a ten year old.
  Borr automatically put his arms around his son to comfort him, though
he was too stunned by what he had seen in the boy’s eyes to say anything.



   It was dusk when Voden left the Warrior’s Hall to return home. Borr
had explained the arrangements to him carefully, asking his advice anti
trying to include him in the plan. They had decided on what clothes he
would take, how much gift gold to bring, which arm and neck torques
would be appropriate for the son of the leader of the Aesir. They also
discussed the making of a complete set of weapons in the Aesir style,
suited to Voden’s size and strength. Ax, sword, bow, and war spear, plus
helmet and shield, so the young Aesir would have appropriate arms to
practice with.
  Asgard was quiet as Voden walked toward his parents’ hall. Reaching it,
he stood for a moment at the gate in the wattle fence that surrounded it.
This is my home, he thought. Come spring, I’ll be leaving it.
   It was a simple building, much like all the rest in Asgard. About fifteen
by thirty feet, the walls were of woven wattle plastered heavily with mud to
make them windproof. Tire roof, which rose in a high peak fifteen feet
from the ground, was coveted with lightly tied bundles of the long grass
that grew on the plain.
   The inside was just as simple. The walls were lined with rough planks
and stood about eight feet high. Four feet in from them, and running from
one end of the hall to the other on both sides, was a double row of pillars
that held up the roof when the weight of the snow became great in the
winter. Crossbeams spanned the width of the hall between the tops of each
pair of pillars. Between the pillars and the wall were benches for sleeping
and sitting. The center area was open, and much of the work of the
household took place there. In the middle of the hall was the cooking pit,
surrounded by large flat stones. Directly over it, hung from a long chain
attached to the roof beam, was the huge bronze caldron in which meals
were prepared.
   At the end of the hall nearest Voden was the main entrance. Another
smaller door at the other end was seldom used. At the far end, just beyond
the table where they sat to eat, was the high seat. Beyond that, on the
right side, was the closed cupboard where Borr and Vestla slept. Across
from it was a smaller version where Voden and his little brother, Vethur,
spent their nights huddled together for warmth. A hole at each gable end
provided fresh air and allowed the smoke from the cook fire to escape.
   The walls, posts, and cross beams were hung with all manner of tools,
weapons, cooking utensil, and decorations. Shaggy wolf and bear pelts
were nailed here and there. A great chest behind the high seat held the
treasure Borr had brought back from his raids. Other chests in the
sleeping cupboards held the family’s clothes. On the posts near the high
seat hung Borr’s great war ax and iris battered shield.
    When Voden entered, his mother was at the caldron, stirring sang that
filled the air with a delightful odor. Venison! The young man remembered
that Thidrandi had gifted them with a fat doe only the week before. It had
hung out back, aging, and now was ready.
   Vestla looked up as he came through the door. Their eyes met and
locked. Voden could tell she had been crying, but she was calm now and
her gaze was steady. She called to Roskva, her serving maid, and told the
girl to take her place. Then she gestured to Voden, beckoning him to the
adults’ sleeping cupboard.
  Voden slid back the door of the cupboard and saw his mother sitting in
the odd cross legged position she preferred, the darkness of the sleeping
place hiding her expression. He slid in and sat next to her, knees up to his
chin, arms clasped around his legs. She reached over and shut the door.
  For a moment the two of them sat in the dark; then Vestla began to
speak. She spoke the common tongue perfectly now, but still had the
strange accent, soft and lisping, that she had had at the beginning. Voden
loved to listen to it. It reminded him of the sound the wind makes when it
flows through a stand of pines.
  “Voden,” she began, “my firstborn, you leave.” He nodded in the dark,
even though he didn’t think she could see. “Know, my son, that this grieves
me greatly. But it must be. It is part of the Great Pattern. To oppose it
would be fruitless. The Tao must flow.
   “Now I would tell you part of the Pattern so you might glimpse some
sense of its meaning. To comprehend it in its entirety is not given to mere
mortals. Even the Yellow Robes from the Sunrise Empire cannot do that,
and they are the wisest of all men.” She paused for a moment and stirred
lightly as if arranging her cloak.
   “Once, my son, 1, too, was called on to leave my home and my parents. I
was about your age, ten seasons or so, when my mother and father heard
that one of the Choosers from the Floating World was passing through our
village. Every few years the Choosers journey through the dawn lit land of
Prin, seeking those qualified to enter the Sisterhood.
  “I had always been accounted a pretty, charming child, so naturally my
parents had high hopes. They were right. The Chooser nodded approval.
My parents kissed me good bye and left.
   “To say I was bewildered and frightened would be an under statement. I
was crushed. My parents had gone off without a backward look, leaving
me with a total stranger! He was most kind, true, but still . . . h was only
later that I learned what a great honor I had been to my parents and my
village, and that I had made them wealthy to the end of their days. Yet,
still, it hurt. It hurts yet. There is an empty place . . .
   “So, to fill that empty place, I worked hard. Within a few years I had
surpassed all those my age in skill. I was very proud and redoubled my
efforts. My achievements and ability grew. By the time I reached seventeen
seasons I was accounted one of the greatest the Floating World had ever
trained. By twenty I was a legend. Even the Emperor of the Sunrise
Empire made inquiry after me and my price.
   “Beyond all expectation, the price set on me was met by one of the Sons
of Muspell, one of the seven rulers of the Dark Empire.
  “My trainers wondered how such a thing could be. Never had one from
the Floating World gone to Muspellheim, not even in the days of the First
Dark Empire. I searched myself and found no explanation. I seemed to be
moving with the Tao. We finally decided that the meaning, must lie
beyond our poor understanding in some purpose of the Great Pattern I
was destined to serve.
  “The rest you know. How Borr raided the caravan carrying me to
Muspellheim, and how he fathered you in the midst of the reek of blood
and battle.”
  She sighed and was silent for several moments. “Since that time I have
meditated long into the nights, opening myself to the Tao, submerging
myself in it, seeking, searching for the answer. When Borr first ripped the
curtains from my wagon, I knew I was not destined to die in my own blood
there on the Vigrid. I also understood that I could and would be his wife.
   “But why?” Voden could sense the sweep of her arm in the dark as she
gestured, including the hall, Asgard, all of Asaheim, in the move. “This is
not what my trainers prepared me for. I was taught the arts of a
courtesan. I can dance with such exquisite beauty that it brings tears to
men’s eyes, or with such voluptuous abandon that it brings fire to their
groins. I can sing with a voice as clear and thrilling as the nightingale’s. I
know endless amusing tales, countless stories of amorous encounters. My
fingers can evoke liquid beauty from the strings of a harp, or sighs and
moans of pleasure from a man’s body. I am mistress of the one thousand
and one ways to give my master joy.
   “My life was meant to be spent amidst luxury and beauty. I was to be
covered with the finest, lightest silks, the most costly brocades. Jewels of
unimaginable worth were to sparkle from my fingers, wrists, and neck.
The rarest perfumes and oils were to have touched and smoothed my skin.
I was to eat the daintiest foods, the most exotic cuisines, the most elegant
concoctions of master chefs. Only the best vintages were to wet my
mouth.”
   Again Vestla paused. There was no bitterness in leer voice as she
continued, just a calm and weary tone of acceptance and resignation. “Ah,
but what was to have been is not. Instead I live in a smoky hall of
mud daubed walls and grass roof. I wear rough homespun. I make my
lord’s beer, cook his food, share his bed beneath a shaggy bear pelt. My
hands grow rough with work, my beauty fades long before its time, my
voice cracks, I have no harp, and none care to see me dance. My stories
make no sense in this land.”
  Her voice grew in strength as she continued. “How can this be? Can
there be some reason, some purpose to such a twisted fate? The need to
know, to understand, burned like a flame in my mind. Yet search as I
might within myself, I could find no answer.
  “I am not practiced in the Seidar magic, owe no allegiance to dark
Svarthofdi, but some ability as a volva I have been granted by Vidolf. Yes,
at times I can part the mists of the future just enough to glimpse what is
meant to be. The price is heavy, and I fear to use my small skill.
  “When, after years of seeking, I still found no answer, I turned at last to
Vidolf and sought a vision. One was granted me.” Voden could feel and
hear the shudder that shook her body. “Ah, one was granted me,” she
whispered huskily, her voice loaded with remembered anguish.
  “What . . . what was it, Mother?” the boy whispered back.
  A long, empty silence followed. Finally Voden heard a soft murmuring of
words he didn’t know or understand. Gently, they rose and fell in a curious
rhythm, wrapping around him, twisting through the dark. He listened
with his whole being, trying to focus his mind and attention the way his
mother had taught him. Almost, almost, the words began to make sense.
He seemed to catch a glimmer of meaning that lay just beyond, just out of
reach.
  Then suddenly the words stopped. His concentration collapsed and the
opening bud of understanding shriveled and died. He was back in the dark
cupboard with his mother once more. He felt cold.
   “No,” she murmured, “no, such things are not for one of your age and
understanding to know. The mere hearing might warp and blast your soul.
In time, perhaps, but not now.
   “Let it be enough, Voden, to say that at last I understood. The Tao is
flowing as it must. My coming to Asaheim as Borr’s wife is part of that
flow. Your birthing was meant to be.
  “This, too, this separation and journey to Vanaheim is meant to be. It
will give pain to many, not least of all to you. But were it not to happen,
even worse things would pass. Believe this to’ be true, my son.”
   Her voice became remote for a moment, taking on a sing song rhythm.
“Know that one will come to you in your anguish, one sent from she who
loves you most. From the sunrise will he come, bringing a light of
understanding to you akin to the light that spills over the horizon when
the sun climbs into the morning sky. Not all things will it illuminate. But
enough, enough. The rest . . . the rest will remain hidden until another
time.”
  “I. . . I don’t understand, Mother.”
  He heard the sad smile in her voice. “No. Nor will you for many a
season. Now you must accept and be satisfied with that. I know you, my
son, and how you thirst to know. It will come. It will come all too soon.
You may discover that the more you know, the more you wish to know,
and the less happy your knowledge will make you.
   “Enough. Know I love you. Know your father loves you, though he finds
it hard to show. Know you are destined for great and dire things. And
know that this trip to Vanaheim is the beginning of an adventure grander
than any Yggdrasil has ever seen.
  “Now it is time to eat.”
  Somehow the venison tasted less delicious than Voden had expected.


                        DARK EMPIRE

                                   VIII

  THE little man stood in the dark alley and shivered, though not from
the cold. He could just make out a shape in the deeper blackness over by
the wall.
   His hand trembling, he reached inside his robe and pulled out the
amulet that hung around his neck. Its cuneiform inscription glowed dully
in the night. I’m protected, he told himself. My master, the Patesi Adad,
one of the seven Sons of Muspell, is powerful, and I’m protected. In the
distance he heard a sudden explosion of laughter and noise as someone
either entered or left the tavern a few streets away. He longed for the light
and warmth of the place and for the sounds and smells of human
companionship. Here in this alley were only the darkness, the silence
broken by the strange slithering sound of the thing that stalked him, the
dank smell of rotting food, and a slightly acrid odor he couldn’t place.
   The thing slid closer. He backed farther down the narrow space between
the faceless walls. Only a minor demon, he told himself. Nothing my
amulet can’t dispel. Nothing truly dangerous. Only something sent by my
master’s enemies to frighten and delay his messenger. But, oh, by the
stealth of Rabisu, how I wish I’d not stopped for that wine! Had I gone
straight as bidden, I’d be home now, warm in bed. Ay! Ay!
   Why had they sent something from the netherworld after him? He, just
a poor messenger and spy? Could it be the message? Perhaps it was more
important than he’d thought! Wouldn’t his master have sent anything
really important by a fully Warded messenger, or even by one of the minor
demons he controlled? On the other hand, the enemy might expect that.
Sending a critical message with a mere spy, a man with no magic of his
own, would be unexpected, might catch the enemy off guard. Ay! The
thing moved closer!
  Quickly he muttered the names of the seven demons his amulet covered:
Alu, Irra, Ashakku, Gallu, Elimmu. Yes. And Ahhazu and Labasu as well.
Powerful demons, all of them. He felt a bit more confidence. For who
would send demons greater than these against a simple messenger? Unless
the message... He shivered.
   And froze, a scream stifled in his suddenly constricted throat. The thing
that was stalking him stepped into the brighter dark at the center of the
alley. He moaned inwardly with utter terror. Lamashtu, she who drinks
men’s blood and eats their flesh! Lamashtu! He tried to think of her seven
names and utter some sort of prayer for protection.
   With a whimper he stumbled backward. It was no use. His mind
wouldn’t work. He couldn’t remember more than three names, and those
so frightened him that he could barely stand.
  The message! Yes, Lamashtu must want the message! He fumbled in his
pouch and drew forth the parchment packet sealed with dire curses in
arcane symbols. Falling to his knees, he flung it toward the forward gliding
Lamashtu in a mute plea.
   The demon stopped, her glowing eyes sweeping down to look at the
packet that lay between them. A hiss carne from her fanged, drooling
mouth. Another shadow detached itself from the walls of the alley and
strode quickly to the monster’s side.
  Ay! Ay! The little man almost cried out in relief. He knew this one! Had
seen him in the tavern just a short time ago! Surely he would help . . . .
Then his eyes caught the device on the black giant’s harass, and hope fled.
The man was dedicated to the service of Nergal! Someone very powerful
had given his name to Namtaru to carry down to Ereshkigal, Nergal’s
mate and the dread queen of Aralu. He whimpered again and sank in a
heap, his body shaking and his teeth chattering in fear.
   Bending down, the huge man looked at the packet. He took a small vial
from his harness and poured it over the seals. There was a bright flash and
a stench of rotted flesh. The little man looked up. The black giant was
grinning at the demon. In a deep, hissing voice he muttered, “it is even as
the Black Ore said.” Then he reached out and picked up the message,
placing it carefully in a pouch that hung from the left side of his harness.
  The spy suddenly found his voice. “Please,” he begged in a piteous wail,
“have mercy, O mighty one. Spare a poor messenger. You have what you
came for. Please let me go home to my wife and children in peace.”
   Jormungand turned cold eyes on the trembling pile of dirty rags and
stringy flesh. “I have what I came for, swine, but Lamashtu does not.”
With that he turned on his heel and strode away.
   Behind he heard a nasty snicker, a thin scream, and then the ripping,
slobbering sound of something unclean feasting on still quivering flesh.



   The Serpent hurried through the empty streets of Maqam Nifl. There
were many things loose tonight, some even he would not want to meet.
Now that he had the damned message in his pouch, every creeping, sliding
thing in the city would be converging on him. By the seven walls of Aralu,
he’d best hurry! Thus far things had gone more smoothly than he’d
thought possible.
  He wondered briefly how the Black One had known that Bel Adad, the
Patesi of Borsippa and Maqam Nifl, would send a message this important
by a mere human. A truly bold plan, one that would surely have taken
most by total surprise. Yet Surt had foreseen it.
  Jormungand had hidden himself in a pile of junk lumber close to Adad’s
palace. He’d been well Warded, but even then, there’d been a few close
calls with prowling demons. By Namtaru, Bel Adad had incredible power!
  At dusk the Serpent sensed several demonic messengers leaving the
palace. Surt had not been interested in them, had told him to ignore them.
Wait for the one who could not be carrying the message, he had said.
Wait. So Jormungand waited in the woodpile while spiders and lizards
crawled over him and patrolling monsters slid by. .
   Then, just after the last hour had rung, one cam slinking down the alley.
One whom no one would trust with a critical message. An ordinary spy, a
mere worshiper of Rabisu, not even an adept. Yet there was an aura that
clung to the man, an aura of deep magic. Jormungand followed.
   In the tavern the huge, black man sat in a comer and watched. Yes, he
told himself, this is the one Surt was waiting for. He muttered the words
that drew Lamashtu as the little spy rose and went to the door, calling
good night to the tavern keeper. The rest had been easy.
  Closer now. Almost, almost safe.
  Abruptly he stopped, his ears and eyes probing the dark. He sniffed.
There. That smell. The slightly metallic odor of serpent. Softly he drew his
great blade from its scabbard.
    It came at him from an alley just ahead and to his right. He recognized
it immediately, Mushrussu, one of Tiamat’s eleven, and an ally of Adad.
Damn!
   In a way the monster was almost beautiful. Lt had a long, sinuous body,
clawed feet on six stubby legs, a tail with a scorpion’s sting, a mouth full of
fangs that dripped burning poison, and eyes that drove men mad. It was a
creature of primeval chaos, a beast that hated order and life. Yet it glowed
darkly with a strange, fascinating light of its own. He felt his gaze drifting
toward its eyes, the desire to look deeply into them rising swiftly, almost
overwhelming him.
   “No!” he shouted out loud as he wrenched his gaze away. To look into
those sound orbs was to fall into endless insanity, to drop forever into the
formless abyss where Tiamat dwelt. Deep your attention on the snout, he
told himself. To ignore the head altogether was to invite death from the
thing’s fanged and poisonous mouth. But don’t look at the eyes!
  Mushrussu struck with a savage hiss. Jormungand leapt to the side and
swung his sword at the thing’s passing head. At the last moment he
remembered the tail and its deadly barb He threw himself back as the
point slashed down and into the ground at exactly the place where he had
bin standing. Black ichor oozed from the sting, and the ground smoldered.
  The head struck again, narrowly missing the giant warrior. Once more
the barbed tail smashed downward, a split second too late.
   As he whirled and twisted to avoid the serpent dragon, Jormungand
realized that the thing’s hide was incredibly thick and his sword simply
wasn’t biting deeply, enough to kill it quickly. The monster could outlast
him. He also realized that Mushrussu had a definite pattern of attack: first
the head, then the tail. Dealing with both attacks made ii almost
impossible to get in a good enough stroke .to penetrate that thick hide. He
was too busy dodging to swing with his full strength. If he could only put
the tail out of commission . . . But the armor around the tail was even
thicker than that on the body, neck, and head.
   An idea formed. It was insane, horribly risky, since it left him hopelessly
trapped if it failed. But he knew as the tail sting grazed his harness that he
had to do something, and do it quickly. He was tiring. The stench of the
thing poisoned the air he breathed and was sapping his strength almost as
rapidly as the effort he spent battling the monster.
  Deciding, he twisted away from the snout and jumped back as the tail
slashed at him. A quick look over his shoulder confirmed what his senses
told him he was only two steps from a wall. The head struck acid he
dodged, putting himself flat up against the wall. With a hiss of triumph
Mushrussu shot its tail at him, coming in horizontally about stomach
height. At the last instant Jormungand dropped flat to the ground and
rolled, his sword cradled in his arms, under the beast’s body, directly in
front of its first pair of legs.
   Mushrussu roared with pain as it smashed its tail into the solid bricks.
Black poison splattered through the air, hissing as it fell. Jormungand
caught a quick glimpse of the shattered barb as the monster jerked it back
in a spasm of anguish. At that instant he struck upward with the point of
his blade. The blow was true, and he felt it sink deep.
  With a bellow the serpent dragon twisted and jumped back. The huge
black warrior threw himself to one side, frantically rolling to escape the
monster’s slashing jaws. He scrambled to his feet, sword ready.
   Mushrussu had had enough. Jormungand could sense the thing’s eyes
on him, measuring and remembering. Then he felt rather than heard
Mushrussu’s hissing voice. “Man,” it said, “Mushrussu knows you.
Tremble and be afraid, for you have no hope. I go now, but I will return for
you when least you look for it. And I will crunch your bones between my
teeth for all eternity.”
   Jormungand put a sneer on his face and spat at the creature in
defiance. Inside he quailed and couldn’t muster enough strength to speak.
In a stench filled flash it was gone, and he slumped to the ground, drained
and sick. He vomited, heaving again and again until nothing was left in
his stomach.
  Finally on trembling legs he stood and staggered off. Nero, he prayed,
protect your servant, for right now I couldn’t fight a child.
   After what seemed like an eternity, he slumped against a strangely
carved doorframe in a featureless wall and knocked seven times in a
special pattern. The door opened, and he crumpled forward to lie at Surt’s
feet.



   When Jormungand finally returned to consciousness, it was to smell the
bitter aroma of the Black One’s magical fire and hear his muttered words
of sorcery. Surt glanced up as the Serpent stirred. He nodded, completed
the last words of the spell he was working on, and then leaned back,
watching the back warrior as he sat up, holding his throbbing head in his
hands.
  “Look on your right forearm,” he commanded.
 Jormungand obediently pulled up his sleeve, then gasped as the livid
mark came to view. He looked up at Surt. “Wha . . . What is it?”
   “It’s a serpent dragon biting its own barbed tail. The sign of Mushrussu.
I take it you met the monster last night?” The giant warrior nodded
grimly. “So. Yes. Although the creature didn’t kill you, it marked you. Now
it will stalk you. When you least expect it . . . snap! It will grab you and
drag you down to its lair in Chaos where Tiamat and the other ten dwell.
You are doomed, Serpent.”
  “Can mighty Nergal help me?”
  Surt shrugged. “We do not control Bel Nergal. We only serve him. He
rules the all devouring, all destructive fire. He reigns over the dead in
Aralu. In war he stands supreme, the legions marching to his beck and
call. He cannot be opposed. He revels in chaos, destruction, and death.
  “Why should such a one do anything to frustrate Mushrussu? Rather
expect him to help.”
  Jormungand’s eyes burned with suppressed fury as he glared at the
Black One. “I am your servant, Surt. I was on your dark errand. Protect
me.”
  The slender, dark man smiled coldly. “You were my servant,
Jormungand. Now Mushrussu has marked you. I have no power over the
serpent dragon. It answers the call of Adad. My power grows, but to...” He
paused, a thoughtful expression crossing his face. “Unless… hmm.”
   He looked down at the packet that lay unopened in front of him. Then
with a calculating look he glanced up at Jormungand. “Serpent,” he
began, “there is one possibility. I think I know what lies within this folded
parchment. If I am right, it will greatly increase my power. It might even
allow me to Ward for a demon as powerful as Mushrussu. Not control it,
mind you, but at least Ward myself and my servants against it.
  “The packet was heavily guarded with dire spells. The vial I gave you
canceled only those involved with touching it. All night I have worked to
counteract those related to its opening. I think I’ve got them all. But . . .
Ah, nothing is entirely sure when one deals with an enemy as devious as
the Patesi Adad.
  “So. I would open it and discover if my surmise about its contents is
correct. At the same time I hesitate, unsure if it is entirely safe. Now you
are doomed in any case. Mushrussu could be on its way right now to claim
you. You have nothing to lose. You could open the packet. If you die, the
worst that happens is that the serpent dragon is cheated of its prey. But if
the contents are as important as I suspect, I may be able to help you.” Surt
shrugged. “It’s up to you. If you won’t do it, I’ll snatch some poor fool off
the street to do it for me.”
   Jormungand gritted his teeth. His voice was tight with anger. “Since
that time on the Vigrid, Surt, I have been your servant I stood, then, on
the nether bank of Hubur, my hand raised to knock at the first gate and
summon Neti to open it. You snatched me from the seven walled realm of
Ereshkigal, Black Ono. Snatched me and made me your tool. For many
years you have used me to help you gain power so you can work you; rabid
revenge on the blond warrior who sliced off my ear and sent me reeling to
Aralu. Now, in my hour of need, you would use me one last time.” His
voice became a hissing grovel as he stood unsteadily, his massive fists
clenched, the muscles of his arms, neck, and shoulders bunched in fury.
   Surt held up one thin hand, his forefinger pointing at Jormungand’s
face. “Know, Serpent, that I can blast you as easily as Mushrussu can snap
off your head.” The huge man froze in place. Surt chuckled deep in his
throat. “Ah, yes, yes, I use you.” He leaned forward, his palms flat on tile
tabletop on either side of the packet. “I brought you back from the edge of
death to help me work my revenge against the Aesir swine who left both of
us to the tender attentions of Sumul and her vulture brood. I need your
great strength and warrior skills to overcome the many barriers that lie
between me and my goal. Not everything can be accomplished by magic
alone. Oh, no. Often a swift sliver of steel between the ribs is the best and
most efficient method of dealing with an enemy.”
   The thin man’s voice began to rise and his eyes to blaze as he went on.
“Yes, I use you. You and anyone else who cores my way! My power grows,
will grow, must grow! Yes! Yes! I gather dread forces to me! I rip apart the
dark curtain and call dire things shambling to the light to do my bidding.
They come, they come! To help me blast the bodies and wither the souls of
my enemies!” Foam flecked his lips and spittle sprayed out as his
excitement increased. “My power grows! Yes, and when it stands mighty
and invincible I will strike northward, bringing flame and destruction to
Borr. I will carry the Bane of Forests and bring dread and horror to all! To
all!” His voice rose to a scream, and he stood shaking and panting.
Jormungand shrank back, the madness in Surt’s eyes searing his soul and
making his mind quail.
  “Now,” the Black One continued, his voice back under control, “I have a
key to greater power. Aid me, Serpent, once more. If I can, I will then aid
you and Ward you against your dragon enemy. Do it! Now!”
  Almost against his will Jormungand moved shakily toward the table
and the packet that lay there. I have no choice, he told himself bitterly.
Ever since that accursed battle on the Vigrid I have had no choice. ‘
   His fingers touched the parchment. “Open it,” he heard Surt’s
emotion hoarse voice command. “Open it.” Carefully he broke the wax
seal. He looked up at Surt. The little man was staring fixedly at the packet,
his mouth moving slightly as he spoke unheard words, his forehead
creased in worry. Jormungand wiped the sweat that suddenly ran down
his forehead. If Surt was still worried about the magic that might guard
this message...
   The Serpent swallowed and reached out again with a slightly trembling
hand. He slipped two fingers under the first flap and pushed it back,
holding the packet down with the other three. Nothing happened. He
folded back the second flap. Again nothing happened.
   Only one more fold and the thing was open. One more. The giant
warrior’s teeth began to chatter. With one hand he held the corner of the
packet. The fingers on the other reached out and began to bend back the
flap.
   A sudden shriek tore the tension in the room. Something lashed itself,
at Jormungand’s head from inside the packet. Only his battle trained
reflexes saved him. He jerked his head slightly to the side, and a small
black thing struck his cheek. He staggered back in sudden pain, his hand
reaching up to brush at the thing that he could feel eating its way into his
flesh.
   Surt sprang across the space between them, his hand outstretched, his
finger pointing. A bright flame darted from his fingertip and seared
Serpent’s cheek. A flash filled the room with light, and a crash that
sounded like thunder slammed into the walls and bounded back at them,
making the two men’s ears ring. In the middle of the roar the high shriek
sounded again, but this time it was a cry of soul withering agony.
   Something small, furred, and smoldering fell from Jormungand’s cheek
to the floor. Eight legs twitched spasmodically, then were still. Surt
reached down and picked the thing up. He held it out for the huge man to
see.
  “Looks like a spider,” the Serpent grunted.
  Surt nodded. “Yes and no,” he said. “Actually it’s a spider Zi, a spider’s
inner spirit, transformed into a minion of Bel Adad. You were fortunate. It
was aiming for your eye. If it had hit, it would have penetrated your brain
and then begun eating. Not a pretty death, and no amount of magic can
save you from it once it’s begun. It got you in the cheek and barely had
time to burrow into the bone, before I killed it.”
  Drained and dizzy, Jormungand shuffled back to the couch where he
had awakened. He sat and held his head in his hands. “And what of
Mushrussu? You said you’d help if I opened the packet.”
   Surt laughed darkly. “Yes, yes, so I said.” The Serpent looked up,
surprised by the laugh. The slender dark man was looking down at the
open message, a gleam of triumph in his eyes. “Yes,” he repeated, “so I
said. And this,” he repeated, stabbing the piece of parchment with a
daggerlike finger, “gives me the power I need to help you, O faithful
Serpent! The power to help you and to damn Borr to the blackest depths of
my revenge!”
  Surt threw back his head and shrieked with laughter. His whole body
shook with the strength of his emotion. “Revenge,” he howled like some
animal gone mad. “Revenge! Against all my enemies! Soon they will cringe
and whine about my feet!”
   Jormungand huddled back against the wall of the little room and stared
at his master. He didn’t give a damn about the Sons of Muspell. If Surt
destroyed them all in his hunger for greater and greater power, so much
the better. But he couldn’t help but feel a slight pang for the fate of Borr.
By Nergal, the man was a magnificent warrior! He deserved a clean death
on the battlefield, going down with his red stained ax in hand. The death
Surt planned for his ex companion in raiding was anything but clean.
  After a while the thin black man stopped laughing and began to
rummage about on his table. Soon he was deep in some spell, working his
dark and foul wizardry. Eventually the exhausted warrior fell asleep,
wondering if he would awake alive or in the claws of Mushrussu.


                           VANAHEIM

                                    IX

   THREE days before the vernal equinox, when night still held a slight but
losing edge on day, Borr set off for the point on the Idavoll Plain where the
River Gunnthro bursts forth from the leafy darkness of Vanaheim into the
bright sunlight of Asaheim. Voden and Honir rode next to him. A party of
twenty carefully chosen warriors accompanied them.
   Voden was dressed like an Aesir chieftain. His feet were covered with
soft leather riding boots made from the hide of a black bull. They came to
a point and were stitched with intricate designs of serpents biting their
tails. His breeches were loose fitting and open bottomed, cut from soft,
tightly woven fabric dyed a deep purple. A long sleeved tunic of similar
cloth dyed the same color reached to just below his hips. Around the waist
was a black leather belt studded with silver and gold, the buckle crusted
with sparkling jewels. From his left side a sword hung in a beautifully
worked sheath. The pommel was a large jewel, deep blue in color, the
guard inlaid with gold tracery in the serpent motif. Opposite the sword, a
dagger was thrust through the belt. Plain and unadorned, it looked very
old; in fact, it had come down through the family from Buri’s grandfather,
and it had an ancient, magical feel to it. A ‘cloak of bright red cloth almost
covered the sword on the left side, then rose at an angle to the right
shoulder, where it was fastened by a large oval brooch crafted by Volund
from some of the gold Borr had brought back from a raid. Its surface was
covered with four intertwined beasts, each long and sinuous, each
gripping the throat and limbs of the others with many twisting arms.
Around both Voden’s upper arms were torques of gold, their rounded
surfaces covered with geometric designs in silver, their ends the heads of
wolves with eyes of shining ruby. On Voden’s head was a simple helmet,
conical in shape, with a nosepiece that came down almost to his upper lip;
the tip of the nosepiece was in the shape of a serpent’s head. The edge of
the helmet carried a repeating pattern of twining serpents worked in gold.
Over his right shoulder a bearded ax hung, the beard helping to keep it in
place. The blade of the ax was inlaid with a silver design of two wolves in
combat; each biting the other’s haunch. Voden’s left hand held his horse’s
reins while in his right, its butt resting in a small pouch next to his
stirrup, was a war spear, the spearhead damascened with silver and gold.
On his back was slung a typical Aesir shield, round and made of
hide covered wood with a central iron boss to protect the arm and hand.
   They arrived at the rendezvous point just as the sun cleared the horizon
and day and night found themselves equal in strength. As they
approached, the Vanir came slowly to meet them from the fastness of their
forest.
  First came nine female warriors of the special guard of the Vanadis.
They were fierce and proud looking, their black hair long and braided. All
carried the short sword and javelin favored by the Vanir, and long, thin,
wicked looking daggers hung opposite their swords. It was said they could
drop an enemy at fifty paces with one of these weapons. These Valkyrja
also had axes, much smaller than those of the Aesir, which, like the
daggers, could be thrown with deadly accuracy or used for desperate
hand to hand combat. Each carried an oval, wickerwork shield slung on
her back. They all wore the standard doeskin shirts and leggings of the
Vanir, dyed a dark brown. The boots they wore were also brown.
  Behind the Valkyrja came the eight Disir, dressed in black, their shirts
embroidered with designs to show their office. Most were old and
gray haired.
   Next came a small wagon drawn by two huge forest cats. The Aesir were
startled to see these beasts of the night in broad daylight. The baleful glare
in their yellow eyes made the horses nervous and skittish.
   The wagon was incredible. It was made from a dark wood none of the
Aesir had ever seen. A cover of bright green cloth hid its occupant from
view. The wheels of the vehicle were made of thin wood bent around
spokes that went to a hub. The front two wheels were attached to an axle
that swiveled. The traces that bound the two forest cats to the wagon led
back to the hubs of this set of wheels, so that the wagon would turn in the
direction the cats turned.
   The wooden body of the wagon was a half cylinder in shape. Every inch
of the curved sides and flat ends were covered with complex and
interwoven carvings, with the main motif of vine and leaf twisted and
writhing. Here and there weird animals with sinuous forms slipped among
the vegetation.
  Walking next to the wagon, wearing dark green shirts and leggings,
were two boys. They looked a great deal alike, though it was plain the one
on the left was the older and the one on the right the more comely. Voden
guessed they were Niord and Frey.
  Behind the wagon came another nine Valkyrja, armed as were the
others, but with short, straight bows carried across their backs instead of
shields, and quivers at their sides.
  Borr motioned his party to dismount as the Vanir came up to them.
Four of the warriors took the horses and fell back some ten paces, eyeing
the great cats.
   The Vanir stopped about two yards from Borr, who stood in the center
of the drawn up Aesir, Voden and Honir flanking him. The Valkyrja parted
ranks, letting the Disir through, to stand in a group facing the Aesir. One,
a twisted old crone with straggly gray hair, raised her hand in greeting.
“Hail, Borr, chief of the Aesir,” she croaked. “Hail and well met by the
Vanadis of the Vanir. Syr greets you in the name of she who is daughter of
Audhumla, and in the name of all the Vanir, Children of the Nourisher,
Siblings of the Vettir.” .
  Borr raised his own hand in greeting. “Hail, Syr of the Disir, valued
adviser of the Vanadis. We come as agreed. Will the Vanir still honor the
agreement? I see you bring two boys even as we do.” He laid his hand on
Voden’s head. “This is my son, Voden, who goes to live with the Vanadis as
hostage. This other is Honir, son of one of my chiefest men, a leader of
seventeen households on the Himinborg Plain surrounding Asgard. Who
vouches for the two you bring?”
   A low, soft voice said from the wagon, “I do,” and a hand raised the
covering from within. As one the Aesir caught their breaths as a woman
stepped from the wagon and jumped lightly to the ground. .
   Dressed all in deep green doeskin, she stood five feet and a few inches
tall. She was slender of figure, with high, firm, and full breasts. Her face
was heart shaped, with incredibly large green eyes: Lush, slightly pouting
lips opened just enough to show small white teeth. Her chin was pointed,
her nose narrow and straight. Raven black hair hung to her waist in soft
cascades. A necklace of forest cat claws hung around her neck, and gloves
of their fur covered her hands.
  She motioned to the boys on either side of the wagon. They came to her,
one on each side. Together the three walked toward Borr up an open aisle
created by the other Vanir.
  Borr stood as one stunned. Voden looked up and realized his father
didn’t know what to do. Instinctively, tugging at his father’s hand, the boy
bent his knee to the ground and bowed his head in homage to the
Vanadis. With a start, his father and then all the other Aesir followed suit.
   When they rose again, the Vanadis was looking straight at Voden, a
slight smile playing about her lips. “This one,” she said softly, as if
speaking only to him, “is already half a son to me. It is good.” She gestured
the two boys flanking her to step slightly forward. “These are my sons. The
elder is Niord. He is fifteen seasons. The younger, twelve seasons, is Frey.”
  “Fiorgynn,” Borr said as he found his voice, “hail and well met. The
Vanadis keeps her word.”
  ‘”The Vanadis” Fiorgynn laughed lightly- “always keeps her word. It is
something to depend on. And to beware.
   “Borr of the Aesir, hear me. Once a year would I have my sons by my
side in Folkvang, in their places in many seated Sessrymnyr. This will be
for the eight days surrounding that when night holds greatest sway. Then
will I send your own kin back to your halls, for there are ceremonies of
such nature I would have none not sprung from Audhumla view. So shall it
be.” Borr silently nodded his agreement.
   The woman clapped her glove covered hands lightly. Two of the Valkyrja
stepped forward, bearing large packs. “These are things my sons will need.
I would have you train them in the ways of the Aesir, especially in the
warrior’s craft. Niord I think will prosper in such discipline. Frey will not
do as well, so I would ask you to teach him the art of your skalds. And I
would be greatly pleased if the lady Vestla might show him some of her
skill with the harp. Though it is not to the Aesir taste, the sound of the
Prin harp is one I long to hear.”
   Fiorgynn clapped her hands once again. Another of the Valkyrja
stepped forward. From a pouch at her side she produced a massive arm
ring of gold. There was easily as much of the yellow metal in it as in eight
ordinary rings. Fiorgynn took it and held it up for all to see. “This,” she
said, “is the ring Draupnyr. Wear it every ninth night, O Borr, and it will
bring you wealth and luck. It is inscribed with a charm in the runic script
of the original tongue. There is much power in this ring. Anyone who
swears an oath on it and then breaks that oath will be hunted out by Var,
who wreaks horrible vengeance on those who slight their vows. Woe unto
the oath breaker when Var appears in all her majesty, for he shall be
blasted and made mad!” She stepped up to Borr and handed him the arm
ring.
   The Aesir chieftain slipped the ring up his right arm. It fit perfectly.
There was a murmur of approval from the men of the plains at this gift.
Borr reached into a pouch slung over his left shoulder and lifted out
something that made everyone in both groups gasp and stare. It was a
necklace of golden filigree, light and heavy at the same time. In the middle
was a representation of Yggdrasil, the World Tree, most cunningly
conceived. At the base of the tree a baleful Nidhogg curled, gnawing at the
root. His glaring eyes were smoky rubies. From there the trunk rose
straight and strong, the bark clearly indicated with little flakes of gold.
Nearer the top the branches spread with leaves of tiny emeralds. On one of
the branches was a squirrel running up to pester and chatter at an eagle
that sat, carved from a single onyx, on the very topmost branch. Four
harts also leapt among the branches, nibbling at the leaves and tender
young shoots. The topmost branches swept up and around to form the rest
of the necklace. The clasp was a huge emerald mounted in gold. Borr held
it out to Fiorgynn. “This is Brisingamen. It is made by Volund, the
greatest smith in Yggdrasil. The technique is a closely guarded secret
known only to him and four others: Alfrigg and Dvalin, Berling and Grerr.
It has no magic but that of beauty.”
   “That,” said Fiorgynn as she reached out and took the necklace,
fastening it around her neck, “is the greatest magic of all. This gift pleases
the Vanadis. It pleases her very much.” She bowed her head slightly to
Borr. “We have brought many delicacies and even some of Beyla’s golden
drink. We would share these with our allies and friends while the day is
still fresh. Then we will talk about the details of this truce and alliance,
and about what aid our warriors can give you in your fight against the
Jotun.”



  The trip through the forest to Folkvang followed the, right bank of the
Gunnthro and took three days. As they went, Fiorgynn sat in the wagon
with the cover raised and chatted gaily with Voden and Honir. Borr’s son
asked as many questions as the Vanadis seemed willing to answer. Honir
remained mostly silent, staring with big eyes at the great cats pulling the
wagon or off into the dark depths of the forest.
   Late every afternoon they would arrive at a small cluster of dwellings
nestled among the trees near a meadow or clearing. As they approached,
one of the Valkyrja would blow a long, wavering note on a hunting horn.
Before the sound had even a chance to echo out among the tree trunks,
people would pour out from behind every bush, rock, and tree, laughing,
singing, dancing, and calling out loudly, “Gefyn! Gefyn!” Voden asked one
of the friendliest of the Disir what the word meant and was told it was one
of the Vanadis’s names and referred to her power to intercede with the
Vettir and assure plentiful crops for all. It was the planting season, the
Disir continued, and at this time the Vanadis always traveled about in her
wagon, bringing the blessing of the Hollarvettir to her people and trying to
calm and appease the evil Uvvettir so they wouldn’t harm the young
seedlings. The picking up and dropping off of hostages was just incidental
to this year’s grand tour. In the fall, around the time when day and night
once again became equal and crops were about to be harvested, the
Vanadis made another circuit to bless the harvest.
  Voden watched the exuberant celebration with conflicting emotions.
The Vanir hugged and kissed each other freely, man to woman, woman to
woman, or man to man. Many of the kisses were anything but brotherly or
sisterly. As the evening progressed, a large fire was lit and all danced
around it, hand in hand, singing songs in a language he couldn’t
understand, but which he was told was the elder tongue, the everyday
language of the Vanir. From time to time couples would leave the fire to
disappear into the darkness. When they returned, they would drift apart
and soon be off again with new partners.
   The young Aesir didn’t know what to think. It was all so strange and
different! He tried to imagine his own people behaving in such a fashion.
Impossible! Yes, the Aesir sang and due, but never with such wild
abandon. Songs were in one of the three skaldic measures, with a single
person singing while the rest listened. Dancing was just as formal. The
tambour and bone flute played to a certain measure, a certain beat, acid
the steps were known to all. There was none of this flinging oneself about,
this shouting, this uproarious laughter! And to flunk of an Aesir woman
going off with one man after another into the dark outside the fire . . . and
doing it publicly! Even in the Warrior’s Hall, during the long winter nights
when the men often drank too much of the dark Aesir beer and became
rowdy and disorderly, there was a greater sense of personal reticence than
here. There were rules in the hall. Here there seemed to be only chaos.
  Yet at the same time that it repelled him, it fascinated and attracted
him. Such freedom! To be able to do exactly what one felt like doing, to be
able to act without the hundreds of restrictions that controlled and guided
every action and movement among the Aesir. Ah!
   Freedom was not the only thing that spoke to him from the center of the
Vanir bonfire. The twisting, writhing figures of the dancers, spinning
together, clasping each other, then whirling apart to find new partners,
spoke to something deeper and more primitive, something that was just
stirring to life within him. He didn’t know what it was, couldn’t define or
come to grips with it. It was something new, too new to be caught hold of
and studied. Yet when he saw the couples move off into the dark, their
hands groping feverishly at each other’s bodies, he felt it rise, hot and
aching from somewhere near the very center of his being.
  Eventually, as the fire began to die down and the revelers dropped in
place from exhaustion, he fell into a fitful slumber that was haunted by
incomprehensible dreams.



  Every morning when they left, it was the same. Voden wondered at the
strangeness of it and finally worked up the courage to ask old Syr, the
Disir who was most willing to answer his questions. “Syr,” he began, as
softly and sweetly as possible, “where have all the men gone? There were
nearly as many men as women last night. Now only women are here to see
us off.”
   Syr grinned, showing the gaps in her mouth where teeth no longer were.
“Ah, little Aesir male, you’re used to a very different world. Among the
Vanir, women rule the hearth and the hoe. Men help, oh, yes, in many
ways. They rule the hunt, and take part in war, but they live mostly in the
forest, going their own way, living their own lives. They come to us in
spring to help assure that all the ground both we and they furrow, will
bear fruit.” She chuckled. “Oh, yes, all the ground! In the fall, they come
again to help with the harvest. When the snow lies deep on the forest floor
and the sun slowly dies, they hide in secret places and never let themselves
be seen, though they creep up and leave the choice catch of the hunt at our
doors. In summer, oh, yes, in the time of the sun’s glory, they come and go
as they please, proud and wild, taking what they wish, doing as they see
fit. Then a king sits in Folkvang with the Vanadis. Only for a while, oh, yes,
only for a while.
  “You have much to learn, little Aesir. Much to learn.”



   They arrived at Folkvang on the afternoon of the third day. It stood at
the point where the turbulent, fearsome River Slid and the roaring,
storming River Hrid crashed together and formed the Gunnthro. The low
growling of the two clashing rivers and the spray shot aloft from their
meeting filled the air and were a constant presence.
   Folkvang itself was larger and more impressive than Voden had
expected. It was surrounded by a circular rampart with an inside
diameter of at least two thousand feet. The rampart itself was made of
earth and stood a good twelve feet high. The outer side was faced with
tongue and groove planks of rough timber and sunk into the ground,
rising vertically to about four feet above the top of the earthwork. About
fifteen feet out beyond the wall was a ditch some twenty feet wide, filled
with water from the rivers. The space between the wall and the ditch was
open and bare to deny attackers any cover if they tried to storm and scale
the rampart.
   The earthwork was cut by four openings oriented to the cardinal points
of the compass. Stout gates of massive planks strapped with brass stood
open, surmounted by breastworks that ran across their tops. Narrow
bridges led across the ditch to each of the gates. On the rampart sides of
the bridges were small breastworks.
   “Once,” Fiorgynn said as they approached, “Folkvang stood unwalled.
But Yggdrasil has changed, and the Jotun have paid us a visit. Much of
this is new, Voden. The Vanir are an ancient people, but we learn quickly
and act even more swiftly.”
   Inside the walls the roads that led to the gates became streets that
divided the circle of the ramparts into four quadrants. All four, led
straight to the center of the circle where Fiorgynn’s hall, Sessrymnyr,
stood. Voden couldn’t see it clearly yet, but it looked enormous.
  As they passed through the north gate, surrounded by a singing,
dancing crowd of jubilant Vanir, Voden noticed an open space some ten to
twenty feet wide that ran around the inside of the rampart between it and
the nearest houses. The houses themselves were set on either side of the
north south street in a square group of four. Two, at opposite ends of the
square, ran north and south, the other two running east and west. In the
center between them was an open courtyard.
   They reached a cross street running east and west just past the first set
of houses. From what Voden could see, the street ran up to another group
of four houses and then turned north-south in front of them. If it
continued around on both sides, it must describe a square within the
larger circle of the walls, Voden thought, which meant there was an outer
ring of some eight groups of four houses each.
  Beyond the cross street were two more sets of four houses arranged in
squares around open courtyards. In the courtyard on the right he could
see a group of Valkyrja drilling with short swords. To the left, or east, a
solemn group of children and adults, dressed in the same deep green as
Fiorgynn, stood and watched the procession pass.
   They had now reached the center of Folkvang and the great hall
Sessrymnyr that stood there. Voden looked at it in awe. It was at least
twice the size of the Warrior’s Hall! Even more amazing, it appeared to be
in the shape of a cross.
   The building technique was totally new to the young Aesir. Two rows of
great rafters had been sunk into the ground leaning toward each other at
a sixty degree angle. They met at a gigantic ridge pole at least one
hundred feet long. Although he couldn’t see them, he assumed there were
cross beams inside to help support the massive weight of the roof. The
roof itself was shingled with rectangles of flat bark that extended down the
angled rafters to about six feet above the ground. Some two feet farther in,
vertical posts set in the soil rose up to the slanted rafters and formed the
framework of a wall. On the inside of the posts were vertical planks that
made up the wall proper. From wall to wall the width of the hall was about
twenty feet.
   Two buildings of the same size and shape had been built so that they
crossed at their centers. Voden tried to picture what the inside would look
like but failed. It would probably be spacious and airy and not at all like
the narrow, post filled halls of home. There was a double door at the end
they were approaching, and Voden assumed similar ones would exist at
the other three ends of the cross.
  Fiorgynn’s wagon stopped in the open area that surrounded the huge
hall, and she got down. With a graceful gesture of her hand she indicated
that Voden and Honir were to follow her inside.
   As he entered, the young Aesir caught his breath. After a small
anteroom the hall opened up and was every bit as spacious as he had
imagined. The roof was a good twenty five feet over his head. The walls of
all four arms of the cross were lined with benches, justifying the
description of the hall as “many-seated.” In the center on a raised
platform was the High Seat, wide enough to hold two. At each corner of
the platform were two other seats, facing outward. Down the center, of all
four arms were long fire pits. There were indeed cross beams, two sets of
them, in fact, supporting the rafters.
  As he walked down the long room toward the center of the hall, he
gazed around in wonder at the rich, soft furs that covered every inch of the
walls. Pelt after pelt of wolf and bear and other animals he couldn’t
identify were hung everywhere he looked.
   When they reached the High Seat, Fiorgynn mounted it, sat down, and
smiled in a friendly manner at the two youths. Voden stood, trying to take
it all in with his eyes, not knowing quite what to say or what to think.
   He heard a light step behind him, and then a girl’s voice, clear and
strong, said, “So, these are the northern barbarians that’ve come to take
my brothers’ seats in Sessrymnyr. Huh! I think we should feed them to
your forest cats, Mother!”


                                    X
  VODEN turned slowly to see a group of some six or seven children,
ranging in age, he judged, from about twelve to no more than three. The
biggest, a girl, stood glaring, her fists on her hips. The others hung back
and clung together, peering at him with wondering eyes.
  “Voden and Honir,” came Fiorgynn’s voice from behind him, “these are
my children, led by my daughter Freyja, twin of my son, Frey, who is even
now with your father in Asgard. Freyja, say hello to Voden and Honir.”
  “Hello, barbarians,” sneered the girl.
  “Hello,” replied Voden mildly. Honir mumbled something and stood,
shifting nervously from foot to foot.
  “Freyja, dear, please take Voden and Honir and show them the family
halls. Have their things brought to their sleeping places in the men’s hall.”
  “Are you sure it’s safe, Mother? I mean, have they been washed and
deloused?”
  “Freyja!”
  The girl bowed grudgingly. “Yes, Vanadis.” She looked up at Voden.
“C’mon, barbarian, and bring your silent friend.”
   They trooped from Sessrymnyr by the north door and cut across the
courtyard that surround the building to the group of four halls that stood
to the northeast. As they walked, Voden studied Freyja. Like all the Vanir,
she was short and slender, with dark hair, green eyes, and pale white skin.
Alien to the Aesir as such coloring might be, Voden found it very
attractive. The girl moved smoothly, like one of the forest cats that drew
her mother’s wagon. Freyja might be slender, the young Aesir decided, but
there was a lithe strength about her that gave her an aura of barely
restrained energy and power. He wondered if she were destined to be
Vanadis after her mother.
  There were four halls in the royal family complex, set in a square
around the sides of an open courtyard. All were identical in structure:
rectangular, but built the same way as Sessrymnyr. Each was eighty feet
long by twenty wide. The south hall was for girls and women. The west hall
held Fiorgynn’s own apartments and those of the king, when one reigned
with her. To the north was the hall where boys and men of the royal
household lived. On the western side of the square was a hall dedicated to
the many servants who cared for the Vanadis and her large family.
   Voden asked Freyja what the other three complexes that lay to the
northwest, southwest, and southeast of Sessrymnyr were for. She gave him
a haughty look, then muttered that since he was too stupid to know, she
guessed she’d have to tell him so he wouldn’t blunder about and disrupt
everything.
   “The southeastern square contains kitchens, storerooms, and
workrooms for weavers, leather workers, potters, and people like that. To
the west of that is the square where the Disir live. Don’t ever go in there.
No man is allowed to. The northwestern square is for the Valkyrja. They
have their own armory there, and a practice yard in the center as well as
in one end of each barracks. They spend a lot of time drilling. I’d stay out
of there, too, if I were you. They might decide to use you for target
practice.” She leered at him.
  “What’s in the rest of the city?” Voden asked, ignoring her smirk.
“There seem to be a lot of halls inside the earthworks.”
  Freyja looked at him proudly. “Folkvang is the greatest city an all of
Yggdrasil. There are forty eight halls here, besides Sessrymnyr. Over ten
hundreds of Vanir live within the Great Circle. Two hundred of them are
Valkyrja, the fiercest warriors alive. Someday I will be a Valkyrja.”
   Voden walked along silently for a moment. Over ten hundreds! Almost
twice as many as lived in Asgard. About as many warriors, though. He
smiled secretly at Freyja’s boast about the Valkyrja. Perhaps in the woods
they might equal the Aesir. Perhaps. But man to man, or rather
woman to man, they were no match for the men from the plains. The Aesir
lived a harsher life than these Children of Audhumla. They had been
surrounded by enemies ever since Fornjot had created them. Fighting was
central to their very existence.
   Freyja would be a warrior, eh? Perhaps it was time to teach this
annoying girl a lesson. He was getting tired of her sneering condescension.
I am Voden, son of Borr, he thought. I don’t have to put up with her . . .
her attitude!
  “A warrior?” He laughed. “You’ll have to grow a lot before you can even
hold a sword, much less swing one!”
  Freyja stopped dead in her tracks, as did the rest of the children. They
had reached the center of the courtyard surrounded by the hauls of the
royal complex. The girl turned slowly and looked Voden up and down with
cold eyes. The other children just stared in stark surprise. Honir gulped
and cleared his throat.
  “What did you say, barbarian?” Freyja asked quietly.
   “I said you’re just a girl, not a warrior,” Voden replied, a trifle too
loudly.
  “Maybe you’d like to tight me?” .
  Voden realized he’d made a mistake. By Sigfod, he silently cursed, I’ve
gone and violated the first rule of a warrior: never fight on unknown
ground. Too late to back out now, though, he thought. He decided to make
an attempt anyway: “Fight a girl? Fagh!”
   Freyja took a step toward him, lightly balanced on the balls of her feet.
Her green eyes were tightly locked on his, her arena loose at her sides,
fingers relaxed. “Are you afraid, barbarian? Afraid of a girl?” Her voice,
though soft, lashed at him as if she were snarling out a curse.
    The young Aesir had given all his weapons, except for the dagger, to a
servant before entering Sessrymnyr. Now he drew the dagger and handed
it to Honir. “Hold this,” he said, forcing confidence into his voice, “while I
teach this little forest cat a lesson.”
   He turned back to Freyja, and the two of them began to circle. The rest
of the children gathered around, watching silently. Voden was surprised
that Freyja hadn’t come rushing in to attack. No, he thought, that’s the
way an Aesir would do it. This is Vanaheim. The Vanir fight differently. I
only wish I knew more about how they fight!
   He jumped forward, his arms shooting out to grab the slender girl. She
leapt lightly out of his way, sticking out her foot in an attempt to trip him.
He avoided it and spun around, making another grab. His fingers caught
the fabric of her sleeve, and he stepped in closer to get a better grip. Her
foot came up and, smacked into his forearm, numbing it and breaking his
grip.
   In surprise he stepped back, cradling his arm. She stepped in
immediately, her other foot flying toward his head. Voden ducked back,
and the kick struck his shoulder, knocking him off balance. Instantly
Freyja’s first foot hooked around his ankle and swept up. He felt himself
falling, He hit but called and was on his feet in one move. The girl was
ready. The young Aesir backed off, trying to get his wind and regain his
sense of balance. Freyja kicked again, and he blocked with his forearm.
The impact mate them both wince. Another kick swept out toward his
middle. He was getting the hang of it now and made a grab for the leg
while stepping to the side to avoid the blow. He missed but could see that
the attempt made Freyja more wary.
   Holding his ground, he watched as she circled him, looking indeed like
a forest cat stalking its prey. This time he was ready when slid kicked. He
blocked with his left arm and stepped swiftly in, making a grab for her
with his right.
   The next thing he knew, he was flying through the air. With a
resounding hump he hit the ground. Dazed, he was not able to move
swiftly enough to get up again. In a flash she was on his back, her finger
moving across his throat as though drawing a dagger. “You’re dead,
barbarian,” she crowd triumphantly. With a light jump she was off and
standing in front of him offering him her hand to help him rise, her face
split by a grin.
   Voden looked up, surprised at the smile. She’d just slit his throat and
now she was grinning and offering her hand! Then he realized how silly he
must look, lying sprawled in the dust of the courtyard, his hair and clothes
in total disarray. He couldn’t help it. He smiled back and laughed.
  Freyja chuckled as she helped him to his feet. “You’re a mess,” she said.
  “And you’re a warrior,” he replied.
  She looked up at him sharply, the smile suddenly warmer. “Thank you,
Voden. You fought well for someone who’s never had a chance to study
with a Valkyrja mistress of the Thiodnuma.”
  “‘Thiodnuma’?” he asked as he brushed the dust from his cloak and
shirt.
  “The ‘sweeping people away,’ the way the Valkyrja fight when they have
no javelin or sword or bow. Don’t you have something like it in Anaheim?”
  “No. We learn to fight with spear, sword, ax, dagger, even with the
shield. We learn to shoot the bow. Bare handed. . . we just fight, that’s all.”
  “Hmm.” She considered. “I always thought everybody learned
something like the Thiodnuma. I guess maybe you barbarians never
expect to fight that way.” She smiled to take the sting out of her words.
“Maybe the Valkyrja will show you, Voden. You really should learn.”
  “Did Niord and Frey learn?”
  “Oh, yes. Frey wasn’t very good at it, but Niord was splendid.”
  “Do all men learn it?”
  She put her fists on her hips and tilted her head to one side. “Do you
ever stop asking questions?” She laughed. “No, all the men don’t learn it.
Only the men of the royal family. Since you are officially of the royal family
now, you should be able to learn.”
  “When can I start?” He straightened up, having finished dusting off his
breeches.
   Exasperated, she shook her head and turned away, gesturing for him to
follow. “Sometime after you’ve seen where you’re going to stay.”
  He quickly came up beside her. “You’ll ask your mother right away,
won’t you?”
   “Yes,” she said tartly. “Because the next time we fight, I want you to
give a better accounting of yourself.”
  Voden was silent for the rest of the trip to the men’s hall.



   For the first week Voden saw almost nothing of Fiorgynn. Even Freyja
was so busy with the training and classes she and the rest of the children
in the Vanadis’s household had to attend, she was unable to spend much
time with the new arrivals. So the two Aesir lads set off on their own to
explore Folkvang.
   Everyone they met was friendly and seemed to know who they were. The
women made much of them, commenting on their hair and eyes and
exclaiming over how big they were for their age. The men were more
reticent, acknowledging their presence with a nod, then going about their
business without another look. Occasionally they would catch a glimpse of
other children peeking out at them from doorways.
   Folkvang seemed very strange to Voden and Honir. It was not at all
what they had expected and certainly not at all like Asgard. The first thing
that struck them was how quiet everything was. The Vanir simply weren’t
as . . . well, boisterous, Voden decided, as the Aesir. There was never any
loud shouting, cursing, or plain rowdiness. Even the children, when they
saw any, played quietly.
  It wasn’t that the Vanir weren’t happy. On the contrary, they smiled a
great deal, and Voden often heard them humming or singing soft songs in
their liquid tongue while they worked.
   Another thing that surprised him was the fact that the women seemed
clearly to be in charge in Folkvang. Oh, there were plenty of men in the
city, but when anything needed to be done, it was the women who came
forward and organized the task. The men hung around, did what they
were told, worked at minor jobs of their own, and appeared vaguely
uneasy and out of place.
   What a contrast to Asgard! There the men were definitely the ones who
ran things. Well, Voden admitted, not everything. Women ruled the
household and were in charge of gardening and the domestic animals. But
in the things that counted the council, warfare, herding, and farming men
were supreme. The young Aesir wondered if the men of Vanaheim even
participated in the councils of the Vanadis.
  There was another difference that struck him even more forcefully. No
one, not even the men, ever wore weapons! He never saw even a dagger
thrust through a belt. The Valkyrja went in and out of the gates with
sword, javelin, and bow in hand, of course, and the guards on the walls
were armed. But they alone bore arms.
  At home even boys and girls had small knives. It was generally the first
Tooth Gift received from grandparents. For a full grown man to leave his
hall without sword or ax strapped about his waist, well . . . it just wasn’t
done. To the Aesir, fighting and life were synonymous. A man without his
weapons was a man without the means to fight, and hence without the
means to stay alive. They lived by the code of Fornjot, in the world Fornjot
had created through his malevolence. The Aesir were always ready for the
worst.
   Voden, puzzled over these differences and others, many of which he
couldn’t even define. It was the way the Vanir walked and stood, the way
they spoke, their elder tongue slipping smoothly and softly from their
mouths, the looks they gave each other, the clothes, everything. There had
to be a good reason behind it all. Whatever it was, he couldn’t come to
grips with it.
   Asking Freyja didn’t help any, either. At first she laughed and said he
was silly. Then, when he persisted and started pointing out specific
differences, she stared at him blankly and simply said that that was the
way things had always been. Any attempts to push the questioning further
had met with open hostility. How dared he question the ways of the
Children of the Nourisher, the Elder Race? she said coldly. A mere
barbarian! Then she stalked off and avoided him for the rest of the day.
   Eventually, when all the spring planting and attendant ceremonies were
completed, Fiorgynn recalled she had two guests from Asaheim and called
them to her in her own quarters. Voden and Honir sat on the floor at her
feet, along with Freyja and several of the older children.
   For a while the Vanadis told them of all the things she had been doing,
of the many villages visited, of the state of the planting and the likelihood
of a good harvest. This year, she said, she had traveled far to the west, all
the way to the scattered hamlets along the banks of the mighty,
forward rushing River Gopul.
   “We were in a very small place, a tiny clearing in the woods with three
houses buried deep in the shadows, when a messenger came to tell us that
a party of Dverg were coming across the Gopul in a boat.” Voden sat up,
his interest excited by mention of the Dverg. Fiorgynn noticed and smiled
at him. “They came from Nidavellir, Voden, the land that stretches
between the Gopul on the east, a north and south running spur of the
Smoking Lands on the west, and the River Sid to the north. It’s not an
extensive land, but then, there aren’t that many Dverg.”
  “I’ve never seen any Dverg,” Voden said.
  “I have,” sniffed Freyja importantly. “And Svartalfar, too.”
   Fiorgynn nodded. “Yes, dear. You’ve been fortunate. But then, Voden’s
father has been all the way to the Twisted Lands and fought by the side of
men from the Dark Empire. We’ve never done that.”
  The girl shivered. “Don’t want to, either. Muspellheim’s a bad place.”
   “Bad? No, not bad. Just very, very different. As are the Dverg.” She
looked at Voden. “They’re not as tall as you. Not even as big as Freyja.
They’re very broad and thick, with strange gray skin, gray beards and hair,
and gray eyes.”
  Voden’s eyes opened wide. “Even the children have beards?”
  Fiorgynn laughed merrily. “No, I don’t suppose so, but then I’ve never
seen one of their children, or even one of their women. Only men, with
long gray beards and bushy eyebrows.”
  “Where did they come from?” Voden asked.
   “Ah, well. They came out of the east many, many years ago. Long, long
before the Aesir were even a people. Probably long before Fornjot was even
a god.
   “You see, Voden, in those days the Smoking Lands were just beginning
to rise. The Icerealm barely existed, and the Great Eastern Waste was a
beautiful plain, dotted with groves of trees, veined with cool, frothing
rivers. The Dverg dwelt there in a great city and were led by a brave and
wise king named Alvis. Allied with the Alfar, they fought the First Dark
Empire during its great period and won. At heavy cost, true, but it was
still a victory.
  “Then the rivers began to dry up, the trees to die, and the grass to
wither. Many blamed it on the evil forces that broke loose when the First
Dark Empire went crashing into ruin. Perhaps. I think it was just
Yggdrasil growing and changing as all things must.
  “In any case, the Dverg finally had to abandon the great city that Alvis
had built for them. Homeless, they wandered westward. We took in all we
could and helped them on their way. Two of their tribes settled in
Nidavellir. The Earth Dverg built barrows in the forest while the Rock
People sunk tunnels into the flanks of the Smoking Lands. A third group,
led by Svarin, the son of Alvis, continued on westward and settled in
Joruvellir, far, far toward the sunset, beyond Svartalfheim, at the very
limits of the Western Forest. There they built a city called Aurvangar and
gave birth eventually to a new tribe named the Lovar.”
   Voden sat thinking for several moments. “Yes, but where did they come
from originally? I mean, Fornjot created the Aesir. Nerthus and Gymir
gave birth to the Jotun. Audhumla the Nourisher brought the Vanir into
Yggdrasil.”
   “Hmm. Yes, I see what you mean. Well, I can only tell you what they say
of themselves, Voden. They claim to be descended from Blain, who was
brother to Aurgelmir the Well-informed. Aurgelmir himself was one of the
Original Beings that formed in Ginnungagap and was nourished by
Audhumla. Does that help any? Like the Alfar, they worship the Huldre,
the Hidden Ones, though I fear their version of the Huldre is quite
different from that of the Children of Light.
   “In any case, this group that crossed the Gopul to meet us was only five,
led by the king of the Earth Dverg. Durin. Bold Thorin was there, and the
pleasant Thekk. Wise old Radsvid brought his young nephew, Nyr. We had
a fine visit. We traded, and I let them get the best of the bargain, as usual.
Oh, what greedy things the Dverg are! Dour and silent until they smell
gold or sense a profit; then their eyes light up, their mouths water, and
they can barely contain themselves! I gave gold for good iron weapons, and
nothing delights them more. When the trading was done, I gifted them
with many amphorae of mead, and they sent each of you an ancient gold
ring found beneath the forest mold. The gold is much diluted with baser
metal and the workmanship is primitive, so they didn’t much mind
parting with them. I can’t imagine where they came from or what race
made them, but I found them charming in their simplicity and was
pleased to accept them. I’ll give them to you later.
   “Oh, yes, and Voden, you’ll be interested to know that they made much
of Brisingamen, calling it the most wonderful necklace they had ever
seen.” She clapped her hands with remembered pleasure and laughed.
“They were stunned when I told them a human smith had made it!
‘Volund?’ they cried. ‘Who is this Volund?’ Radsvid nodded sagely and
said, ‘Whoever he is, he has stolen the knowledge of Alfrigg and Dvalin,
Berling and Grerr. Anyone who can steal anything from those tight fists
has my respect!”’ All of them laughed merrily at her gruff imitation of the
Dverg, who, it was known, had trouble distinguishing between t and d
when they spoke.
   Once the children had all quieted down, Fiorgynn turned her attention
to Voden and Honir again. “Now, how have you two been getting on in
Folkvang? I hear you’ve been everywhere and met everybody.” .
  Voden blushed slightly and Honir just sat quietly, tongue-tied as usual.
“Uh, well, yes,” Borr’s son began, “we have looked around a bit, I guess.”
   “And asked a lot of questions, too!” Freyja added with a giggle. “‘What’s
this?’ ‘Why’s that?”’ she parroted in a surprisingly good imitation of
Voden’s voice. “’Who? When? Where? Why? Which? What?’ I didn’t know
there were so many different ways to ask questions, Mother!”
  “If I don’t ask questions, how will I ever find anything out?” Voden
blurted, blushing even more deeply. When he realized what he’d just said,
though, he burst out laughing. The others joined him.
  “Ah, Voden, there is nothing, wrong with asking questions, even a lot of
questions, but don’t be disappointed if you don’t get many answers, or if
the answers you do get don’t seem to be very satisfying.”
  He looked up at Fiorgynn, blinking in surprise. “How. . . how did you
know that? I mean, yes, that’s right. But. . .”
   “The most important questions don’t even have answers, Voden. At
least not any you can put into words.”
   “But if we don’t know, how can we act? I mean, how do we know what
to do if we don’t know... I mean. . .”
   “Sometimes knowing has to come from acting. Sometimes it must come
from doing nothing but listening to the leaves growing. Wisdom is often
found in silence, for words hide as much as they reveal.
  “Ah, that’s a bit much, even for young Voden. So you wish to learn, do
you? Freyja tells me you would like to study the Thiodnuma. She says you
have a ‘special’ need for it.” Voden looked quickly out of the corner of his
eye at the girl, but her face was calm and her look was bland and innocent.
He nodded at Fiorgynn.
   “Hmm. No Aesir has ever studied the Thiodnuma. In fact, to my
knowledge, no one not of the Vanir has ever studied it.” She paused as if
deciding something. “Well, I guess since you are to be my son, it can’t hurt
to teach you. The more you understand the Vanir and our way of living,
the better. You will act as a secure bridge between our peoples. You too,
Honir,” she added as an afterthought.
  “Yes. You can begin tomorrow,” she finished with a twinkle in her eye.
“Although I’m not at all sure you won’t be sorry you asked in a couple of
days. Freyja, take him to see Geirahod right after breakfast. Eat lightly,
Voden. It’s best for the first few times, until you get used to it.”
  She stood and looked down at them with a warm smile. “Now, off with
you, everyone! I’ve things to do before dinner, and you’ve got many lessons.
Off with you!”
   They all sprang to their feet and raced for the door. Freyja was in the
lead by several lengths. As Voden came out into the courtyard she spun
around and suddenly stepped to the side, sticking out her foot. He tried to
avoid it, but tripped and went tumbling into the dust.
   The young Aesir swallowed his anger and looked up calmly into Freyja’s
grinning face. “In a few weeks, little one, you’d better watch out,” he said
softly. “I owe you now, and I always pay my debts.”
  “Good.” She chortled. “I’ll be waiting to collect. Mighty barbarian
warrior!” She ran off, shouting over her shoulder, “Don’t keep me waiting
too long!”


                                    XI

   THE next few weeks were filled with a mixture of pain and exhilaration
for Voden. The pain came from his lessons in the Thiodnuma. Geirahod
was harsh taskmistress, especially so to a male not of Vanir blood. She
drove him mercilessly, constantly pushing him beyond anything he had
ever thought himself capable of. His dogged determination and
willingness to drag his aching body up from the dirt of the practice yard
for one more try soon won the Valkyrja’s gruff respect. As the days grew
longer and the summer solstice approached, she even began to be fond of
the young blond barbarian who was showing such an unusual aptitude for
the Thiodnuma. He actually seemed more interested and dedicated than
the Vanir youths she taught!
   If Voden’s pain came from the Thiodnuma, so, in a more indirect way,
did his exhilaration. For one thing, he was busy again, learning and doing
something new, rather than wandering about aimlessly. For another, he
was getting ready to surprise Freyja to get even with her. Finally, though
he wouldn’t even admit it to himself, working in the practice yard gave
him the opportunity to see and talk to the slender girl every day. She
teased him and was critical of his performance, but at least she was there.
  When Voden wasn’t in the practice yard going through the endless drills
imposed by Geirahod, he continued to explore Folkvang with Honir. It was
Honir, usually so quiet, who pointed out the change in the city.
   At first Voden thought his long legged fellow Aesir was imagining
things. Once he began to look, he found that Honir was right. There were
more men in the city than during the first few weeks of their stay, and
their attitude was quite different.
  Most of the newcomers were in their early twenties, dressed in rough,
simply made clothes. They swaggered about in twos and threes, talking
loudly and staring openly and boldly at the young women. They didn’t
carry any weapons, but their actions were more like those Voden
would have expected at home in Asgard. For some reason he found them
mildly offensive.
  Running across the old Disir Syr one day, he and Honir stopped to greet
her. They both bowed respectfully and asked after her health. After some
small talk over the weather and the state of the crops, Voden asked about
the newcomers. Syr cackled and grinned. “Forest lads, strong and virile,
yes, full of life and vigor. Oh, yes, full of life!” She laughed again, as if she
had made a very clever joke.
  “But what are they doing here?” Voden asked.
  “Doing? Why they’re getting ready to wrestle, that’s what they’re doing.”
  “Wrestle? What’s ‘wrestle’?”
   Syr looked quizzically at Voden. “Doesn’t know what wrestle is, he
doesn’t. Ah, ah, young Aesir, you’ve much to learn. Come, then, there’s
bound to be a match over in the northwest quadrant. That’s where the
first ones always start. Only three weeks left now, so they’ve begun. Yes,
yes, come I’m going that way in any case. Come, come.” Exchanging a
wondering look, the two Aesir boys followed the old Disir as she hobbled
along, muttering to herself.
   The northernmost of the two complexes in the northwest quadrant was
usually devoted to those who tanned hides and cured pelts. Leather
workers were also there, making boots, pouches, sword and dagger
sheaths. Today, though, the complex was crowded with many people. In
the central courtyard, which had been cleared of all equipment, four rough
circles about twelve feet in diameter had been scratched out in the dust.
Each was surrounded by groups of onlookers, both male and female.
  In the center of each circle were two men, stripped to their loincloths.
Their bodies glistened as though oiled. They hurled insults at each other,
flexed their muscles, and bantered with the crowd, making lewd remarks
to the younger, prettier women, who would answer back in kind.
   Voden wormed his way to the front of the group around one of the
circles. One of the young men in the ring saw him and made a comment to
the crowd in the elder tongue. He walked over to the Aesir lad and stood in
front of him, fists on his hips, legs spread wide. “Do you understand the
language of true people, barbarian, or only your own uncouth tongue?”
   Embarrassed, Voden could only stammer, “I-I’m trying to learn the
elder tongue.”
  The other Vanir in the ring called out, “Tell him what you said in the
common tongue. Even cattle understand that.”
   “I said, barbarian, that I wonder if it’s true that you northern plainsmen
have such big noses and such huge shaggy heads because your cocks and
balls are small and hairless.” The men in the crowd laughed heartily at the
bright crimson flush that rushed up Voden’s neck to his face. The women
smiled. The young Aesir could not think of a reply. His tongue seemed
stuck to the roof of his mouth. He wanted badly to disappear back into the
anonymity of the crowd but was too confused to even move.
   Apparently some in the crowd mistook his motionlessness for a
willingness to face down his insulter. A woman’s voice called out, “Ah, and
leave the lad alone. If you’re so big on cocks and balls, let’s see the quality
and quantity of yours, braggart. Fight and prove yourself! Enough of this
strutting and jabbing at children with your tongue! If you want to jab at a
woman, you’d best prove yourself!” The people around Voden roared their
good natured agreement.
   The two young men went to the center of the circle and held their right,
palms over their heart. Then they reached out with their right hands and
touched each other’s hearts. That salutation completed, each grasped the
other by the forearm, right lid on the outside, and spread their legs,
leaning slightly ire toward each other.
  Suddenly the one nearest Voden, the one who had taunted him, lurched
backward, trying to pull the other off balance. His opponent stepped in
swiftly, though, attempting to push him off balance in turn. The first man
twisted to his left, but the other pulled back and to his right. For several
moments they circled warily, grasping arms. Occasionally one would feint,
shifting his weight suddenly, pushing or pulling unexpectedly. Both
remained as solid as rocks, feet widely and firmly planted in the dust of
the circle.
  Voden felt a presence beside him and looked up into the sparkling eyes
of old Syr. “Force one foot outside the circle, crowd starts clapping,
counting to nine. If the foot isn’t back in, counts as a half fall. Two feet out
at the same time, that’s a half fall too. Force him to one knee, a half fall.
Down to both knees, that’s a full fall. To win clean, you get your man
down, shoulders in the dirt, for a slow count of three. Otherwise three out
of five falls wins. Watch, Aesir.”
   The young men’s bodies were straining hard, the sweat beginning to
fa11 down their skin. The muscles of the one who had insulted Voden were
standing out. Voden could hear the noise of their breathing as they sucked
in great breaths of air.
   Without warning one of the men dropped to his knee. A ripple of
surprise ran through the crowd and a look of triumph lit the face of his
opponent. Then the one who had gone down shifted his grip, letting go the
other’s forearm with his right hand and grabbing his left leg just behind
the knee: With a mighty upward heave he threw his opponent crashing
into the dust.
  As he fell the young man twisted and kicked out with his foot, breaking
the grip of the other. He landed on his side rather than flat on his back.
The attacker was on him instantly, trying for a chokehold.
  For several moments they scrabbled around on tile tend, each trying to
gain a decisive hold on the other. Their bodies were covered with dust that
sweat tuned to mud. Livid marks showed where hands had gripped, and
red scratches appeared where nails had slashed. The two were grunting
with effort now, breathing in short, tortured gasps. Fingers groped and
grasped, limbs bent in strange and unexpected configurations.
   Suddenly the young man who had insulted Voden cried out in pain. The
other combatant had managed to twist his arm up behind his back, hand
almost to the nape of his neck. Despite his anguish he refused to yield. He
gritted his teeth, dug in his toes, and gave a mighty shove.
   Even Voden could hear the pop as his shoulder joint gave. The man gave
a short, sharp yelp and passed out, falling face down in the dirt. The
second man staggered to his feet and held both hands over his head in a
sign of victory. Some in the crowd called out, “Don’t get too cocky, Aegyr.
That’s only your first, and this only the first day!” Several friends stepped
into the ring and helped the victor from the scene of his triumph, making
lusty jokes as they walked off.
  The loser still lay in the dust, his arm twisted at an odd angle. Syr
looked at him and muttered something to the man standing next to her.
The two of them went and knelt down next to the unconscious young man,
examining the dislocation. Syr reached out and grabbed the arm carefully,
just above the elbow. With a swift jerk she sit back into place. The young
man moaned but remained unconscious. Two friends picked him up and.
carried him off.
   When Syr came back to stand with Voden, he asked, “Was it bad?” She
looked down at him and scowled. “No worse than most,” she replied.
“Better than a lot. Nothing broken. It’ll be sore for a week or two. He’s out
of it this year. Fool. That drop’s one of the oldest tricks in the book.”
  Two new opponents were sizing each other up in the center of the ring.
Voden watched them for a few moments, then turned and asked Syr,
“What’s it all for? I mean, why are they fighting?”
    Her return look was long and considering: “Don’t know, do you, little
Aesir. So much to learn. So much. Old Syr could explain it all, yes, she
could, but some things are best learned by yourself. Yes. Old Syr could
explain, but she won’t. Just keep your eyes and ears open, little plainsman.
Try to forget who and what you are, where you came from, and the way
you’ve been taught to live. Watch and try to see what’s really there. Accept
it for what it is, not what you think it should be. Try to understand
without prejudging. If you can do that, young Voden, why, then maybe you
really will be as important as the Vanadis thinks.” She chuckled. “Yes.
Maybe.
  “Now I haven’t more time to waste watching young bucks show their
manliness. I must run the errands of a Disir, for an important time
approaches and there is much to be done. So. Stay and watch, both of you.
Pay attention. Learn.”
   The rest of the day Voden watched match after match. The more he
saw, the more he realized there was to this strange method of fighting.
Strength was important, to be sure, but endurance was just as critical.
Some of the contestants fought as many as four bouts during the course of
the day. Speed was also essential. Voden saw more than one man fall to an
opponent weaker but quicker than he. A fourth necessity was cleverness.
Some fought doggedly, almost stupidly, and by rote. Others invented and
used wily stratagems. He saw one small man wear a bigger one out by
dodging slickly every time the other tried to come to grips. Finally, totally
frustrated, the big man attacked carelessly. The sloppiness of his assault
combined with his fatigue landed him on his back. He hit so hard, he
didn’t come to for a good hour after the match was over.
  Wrestling wasn’t just random grappling, either. Voden quickly realized.
There were many different techniques. He counted at least four separate
ways to capture and lock an opponent’s arm, and the legs were equally as
important. This was a very carefully thought out way of fighting. Small
men would use holds that gave them the greatest advantage, while larger
fighters might have an entirely different repertoire of attacks and escapes.
   He noticed certain similarities to the Thiodnuma, at least in some of
the trips and throws. Yet wrestling was not merely a form of the
Thiodnuma. It was its own art, just as highly developed as the combat
techniques of the Valkyrja.
   The weakness of wrestling, he analyzed, lay in the fact that you had to
come to grips with your opponent before you could use it. If he had a
dagger, you’d likely die before you could throw an arm lock on him. What
it needed was some way of attacking at a greater distance, say, like
Thiodnuma had with its kicks. Geirahod had already shown him how a
swift, accurate kick could effectively disarm a knife wielding opponent and
burden him with a broken wrist as well.
   Yet, at the same time, the Thiodnuma had no good techniques for
hand to hand grappling. Voden felt sure that once he was inside the
“radius of defense,” as Geirahod called it, he had an even chance against
the Valkyrja’s method of fighting. He grimaced, though, as he
remembered the way Freyja had thrown him. That, he told himself, was
only because I wasn’t ready and didn’t have my balance. If I were as firmly
planted as one of these wrestlers . . . well, it might be a different story. The
vision of grabbing Freyja and wrestling her down into the dirt excited and
disturbed him. That would show her, he told himself, confused by his own
sudden, unfamiliar emotions.
   He turned back to the match he was watching. Could he learn to
wrestle? he wondered. There certainly were plenty of men in Folkvang who
knew how. Would any of them be willing to teach a boy, and an Aesir boy
at that? He shrugged. There was only one way to find out.
  The first four wrestlers he approached, all winners whose style he
admired, sneered at him. The fifth sat and looked at him for so long that
Voden began to wonder if the man had understood him.
  “Yes, young barbarian, I understood. It’s just that it’s such a novel
thought. You’ve no idea how to wrestle? That seems so strange. What’s
your name?”
  “I’m Voden, sir.”
   ‘Sir,’ is it? Mark you, lad, I’m just a man, a simple man, and a forester
to boot. Not a ‘sir’ or anything so fine. I’m called Yngvi. So you want to
learn to wrestle, eh? Why? You’re not for trying to become king, are you?”
he asked with a twinkle in his eye.
  “King?” Voden answered blankly.
  Yngvi stared unbelievingly at the young Aesir. “Then you don’t know
what this is all about?”
  “Well . . . no. Syr said I should find out on my own.”
   The Vanir snorted. “That old sow. That’s just the sort of thing she would
say.” He saw Voden’s shocked and surprised look. “That’s what Syr is, an
old sow, and a bitch to boot. I’m not of the city men, barbarian, so I’ve not
a city temperament. I say what I think, and the Uvvettir take whom they
want.
   “But the wrestling. You’ve really no idea? Well, then, for the next two
weeks the wrestling will continue until each quadrant has produced a
clear champion. I’ll not last that long, nor would I want to. I’m not one of
those as comes to be king. Not Yngvi. I come for the fun and the meeting
of people. And a sweet little girl or seven!” He laughed happily. “Oh, and
not to forget the mead as flows this time of the year. Yes, that’s one thing
in Folkvang that beats my home forest all hollow. Ah, that mead. And the
girls that go with it. Umm.” He licked his lips and rolled his eyes
appreciatively.
  “Well, as I was saying, the wrestling goes on till there be four
champions. Then those four go to Sessrymnyr and have it out in the very
presence of the Vanadis. Him as wins wins her and is king. Not for long,”
he muttered, “but a glorious time he has of it.
   “That all happens on the day the sun is longest with us. For a few days
after that, Folkvang is a lovely place. The mead flows and the girls try to
see how many men they can take on. Oh, it’s a wonderful time! Yes, and
that’s what we really all come for, winner or loser!” A smile spread across
his face as he sat back, allowing his mind to wander.
   He came back quickly, though, his voice suddenly sad, with just a slight
edge of bitterness. “That’s for a few days only. Then it’s back to the woods
again for the likes of poor Yngvi, until next year or until he’s too old to
wrestle anymore. It’s back to the hunt until he drops some cold winter and
sleeps to death in a bank of snow.”
   The Vanir looked strangely at Voden. “So why not,” he said. “Why not
teach a barbarian to wrestle? It’s not done, but there’s nothing as says it
can’t be, except their rules, and Yngvi gives not a bitter berry for their
rules!
  “By Beyla, my favorite Vettir, I’ll do it! Can’t do too much of a job, as
I’ve only got two and a half weeks left before I’m back off to the woods
again. I’ve a bit of drinking and screwing to do between now and then. Not
to mention wrestling. But, why not? Serve the holy bitches right if you
wrestled your way right up to the throne someday! Are you game to start
right now? I’m done for the day, and drinking won’t begin in earnest till
sundown. I make it we’ve got a good three, four hours.”
  Voden grinned. “I’m ready! Thanks!”
  Yngvi’s answering grin was mocking. “Thank me later, lad, if you’re not
hurting too much to talk.”



   At the end of the first week Yngvi was finally knocked out of the running
for the championship of the northwestern quadrant. From then on he and
Voden spent the whole of each day together, watching the wrestling all
morning and practicing all afternoon. Voden’s regular classes with
Geirahod were canceled as a festive atmosphere settled over Folkvang.
  Toward the middle of the second week Voden noticed a change come
over the people watching the matches. The loose, good natured
atmosphere gradually transformed into a more emotionally charged one.
People began to shout and urge on the contestants. Injuries became more
serious, and one man was killed when he broke his neck in a fall.
   The strangest change, though, was in the women. They became shriller
and more violent in their demands for action. When they watched the
matches, they breathed heavily, their breasts rising and falling in swift
jerks. If one of the opponents drew blood, their eyes shone, and many
could be seen licking their lips. They mobbed the winners, clinging to
them and running their hands over their dirt and sweat caked bodies. It
all made Voden uneasy.
   Some of the young boys, those about his owe age, had begun to wrestle
off to the side of the main events, and crowds often gathered to watch and
cheer them on. There was one boy in particular who seemed a favorite. His
name was Od, and he appeared to be two or three years older than Voden.
The young Aesir took an instant dislike to him. When Yngvi teased him
about it, Voden replied that Od fought sneakily, with more slyness than
skill. “He fights dirty too,” Voden accused after watching a match. “He hit
that boy in the head with his elbow. Dazed him, then threw him. That’s
not fair.”
  Yngvi shrugged. “Only thing as’s not fair is eye gouging and kneeing in
the crotch. Yes, and punching. Out and out punching’s not allowed. A slap
with the elbow, or a clout with the open hand, that’s not breaking any
rules. Though I will admit it’s not an elegant way to fight. I stay away from
it myself because it’s bad form. Still, a fall’s a fall, barbarian.”
  Voden shook his head. “I’d rather win clean.”
  “Young Od’d rather win. Best not fight him yet, then.”
 The young Aesir looked at Yngvi in surprise. “I wasn’t planning to.
What made you say that?”
   “Oh, just that a certain friend of yours seems to be taking great interest
in Od’s victories.” He pointed across the circle of spectators. Voden saw
Freyja standing there, watching the match.
   The look on her face chilled him. Her lips were parted, her tongue
sticking slightly out, touching the lower one. Her green eyes were large
and misty looking. Freyja’s breast rose and fell swiftly, as though she were
gasping for breath with the same effort as the two in the ring. Her whole
body was tense with excitement.
  At that moment Od tripped his opponent and threw him to the ground.
The other lad was so stunned he lay there passively while the crowd
chanted the count of three. Od stood and held his hands over his head, his
eyes sweeping the circling watchers and meeting Freyja’s. A strange, lazy
smile passed between the two of them.
  Voden found that his hands were trembling as he watched Od walk
proudly around the circle. The Vanir dared every lad his own age to
wrestle with him. One after the other, they looked away. Closer and closer
Od came to where Voden stood neat to Yngvi.
   Finally Od reached him and stopped, looking him up and down with a
cool, arrogant eye. “Barbarian,” he said in a voice that carried across the
circle, “you stand and watch. Do you dare to come into the circle with
me?”
 Yngvi said “Ah, you’re three years older than the Aesir, with three years
more practice wrestling. Go pick on someone who’s a more suitable
match, Od.”
   Voden looked beyond Od and found Freyja watching him. There was a
look of disdain on her face. The look struck deep into his soul, staggering
him. He looked back at Od’s arrogant visage, and something deep within
him hardened.
  Od was about to move on when Voden said softly, “Wait.” Surprised,
the Vanir turned back to him. “It’s true I’m younger and not as practiced
as you, but I’m not afraid. I’ll fight you. Only I wonder how brave you
really are? Is the only reason you pick me because you know I’m younger
and not used to fighting your way? I wonder.”
   The crowd murmured and Od flushed. “I’ll fight you any way you want,
barbarian. And kick you all around the circle while I’m at it. Name your
terns.”
   Voden smiled. “In Asaheim we allow striking with the fist above the
waist. It’s our way of fighting. My grandfather, Buri, was known as
Axhand since he once killed a Jotun chieftain with a single blow from his
fist. You strike in your wrestling, but with the open, hand, or the elbow. I
would add just that to our bout, Od, that we can strike with the fist.”
  Od looked uncertain. Yngvi laughed. “Not so sure now, are you, Od?
Well, well, make up your mind. The barbarian’s called your bluff. What do
you say?”
  The Vanir youth spat into the dust at Voden’s feet. “I accept.” He turned
and walked back to tire center of the circle. “Let him strip down and let’s
get started. I want to beat him swiftly so I can watch the evening’s
matches in the southeast quadrant.”
   Yngvi helped Voden take off his shirt and breeches. “I hope you’re good
at this closed fist stuff,” he whispered. “Have you practiced it in Asgard?
Od’s angry. You’ll need it.”
  Voden shrugged as he stood naked but for his loincloth. “I made it up.
We don’t really study any kind of unarmed fighting in Asaheim. We fight,
yes, but there’s no system or art to it. I just wanted to throw him off
guard.”
  “Oh, shit,” said Yngvi, and showed him out into the ring.


                                   XII

   As Voden walked toward his opponent, touched his own heart with his
right hand, and then reached out and touched Od’s, his mind was working
furiously. This is a seasoned fighter, he thought. He’s got experience,
speed, and age in his favor. We’re about the same size, but I have a slight
edge in weight and maybe strength.
   What else do I have in my favor? Voden ran quickly down a rather short
list. I’ve fought the rough and tumble Aesir way ever since I was old
enough to walk. No science, no style, just fighting. I’ve studied the
Thiodnuma with Geirahod for about two months and been wrestling with
Yngvi for about a week and a half. Plus I do know how to punch.
   What’s the best strategy? he wondered as he gripped the Vanir’s left
forearm with his right hand and felt Od’s right hand on his own left
forearm. I’ve seen Od fight several times, so there’s no need to circle
around and feel him out. He, on the other hand, hasn’t any idea how I
fight. So he’ll want to move around a little and get a sense of my, strengths
and weaknesses. Attack, then, swiftly and unexpectedly, he decided.
  The two of them made sure their grips were secure and their feet firmly
planted. Then Od grunted to indicate he was ready. Voden replied in kind.
   Od began to circle slightly to his right, pushing on Voden’s left arm to
test his strength and balance. This was a classic, basic drill from the
Thiodnuma, and the young Aesir put his plan of attack into effect
instantly. He released Od’s left arm, swung his right foot in and slightly to
the right of the other boy’s right, grabbed his right arm at the outside of
the right shoulder with his own right, lowered his center of gravity by
flexing his knees, and pulled sharply down and forward. With a squawk of
surprise the Vanir fell over Voden’s right leg and went crashing to the
ground.
   For a split second there was a stunned silence, then Yngvi shouted with
joy and several others joined him to cheer Voden on. Od rolled with the
throw, getting as far from the Aesir as possible to avoid any attempt to pin
him. He stood shakily and glared at Voden.
  Slowly Od moved toward him, arms extended, ready to grapple again,
but Voden wanted nothing to do with the usual rules of fighting. He felt
wonderful and buoyant. I might lose this, he thought, but I’ll show these
damn Children of Audhumla that the Aesir are not to be trifled with.
  Before Od could make contact, Voden stepped in suddenly and aimed a
punch at the older boy’s face. The Vanir managed to duck slightly, and the
blow that would have hit him square in the mouth took him in the left eye
instead. He staggered back. Voden waded in, his arms pumping, raining
blows on Od. Two connected, one in the Vanir’s stomach, the other on his
nose. There was a roar from the crowd as Od’s blood began to flow.
  Od was far from finished, though. He was getting used to this crazy
barbarian’s wild style of fighting. Fending off a few more blows, he got
ready for Voden to get close enough to grab. There! Instantly the young
Vanir gripped his opponent’s forearm and made a grab for his shoulder.
In surprise the Aesir tried to step back. Od flowed right up to him ‘and
wound his right leg around Voden’s left, pushing and throwing him back
ward.
  Od stayed on top as Voden crashed to the ground. The boy from the
plains wasn’t a seasoned enough wrestler to remember to keep his head
tucked in tightly, so the back of his head smashed into the hard earth of
the courtyard. Dazed, his breath knocked out by Od’s weight, Voden was
barely aware of the lock the Vanir wove with his arms and legs. As he
heard the crowd chanting “one . . . two. . .” he tried to wiggle free. Od’s
hold was unbreakable. “Three!” came the roar from the spectators.
   Slowly, cautiously, as if unsure what his opponent would do, Od
released his hold. Then he staggered up and back, watching warily as
Voden sat and shook his head to clear it. The young Aesir looked at Od
and said sarcastically, “Are you going to raise your arms in victory? Or
aren’t you sure you won?”
   The Vanir flushed in anger, but stepped back as Voden stood. “Go on,”
Voden said. “You won. Raise your arms.” Od looked at him, distrust
flaring in his eyes. He took two quick steps back and raised his hands.
   A silence greeted his gesture. Into the silence Voden said,
“Congratulations, Vanir. Now wipe the blood from your face and tend to
your eye. It’s turning black already.” With that, he turned and strode over
to where Yngvi stood beaming. From the corner of his eye, he caught a
glimpse of Freyja’s face. The look that twisted it frightened him. He
gripped Yngvi by the elbow and muttered, “Let’s get out of here.”



   “I thought you had him, by damn. I really thought you had him. What
in Beyla’s lovely name happened, barbarian?” Yngvi and Voden were
sitting up against the wooden palisade just outside the north gate. The
Vanir woodsman had rounded up two amphorae of mead, and they were
already half drunk.
   “Knows mor’n me,” Voden slurred. “Surprised ‘im at first.” He giggled.
“Old Od’ll have a beeeoootiful black eye to wear ‘round for a while. He
bleeds nice too.”
  Yngvi laughed. “Oh, that was wonderful! The look on his face was
wonderful! As surprised a man as ever I’ve seen! I thought you said you
didn’t really know this fist fighting. Seems to me as you did all right for
something you didn’t know.”
  The young Aesir shrugged. “Tha’s the Aesir way of fighting. Nothin’
fancy. Just hit ‘em where it hurts most. Since the balls are off limits, go for
the face and gut. No real style or system. Just hurt ‘em. Tha’s the Aesir
way.”
  “Brawling.” Yngvi nodded. “Bet you even gouge eyes when it’s for real.”
   Voden shrugged again. “When it’s real; only one person tells how the
fight went. Whatever makes you that person is fine.”
  “Huh! Think as I like our way better. That thing you said about your
grandfather, Clubhand or something. Was that true?”
  The boy nodded. “True.” He leaned back and closed his eyes. His voice
took on a faraway, dreamlike tone, and he began to chant:


  “Burl gripped his ax tight,
  glared across swift Iving,


  Smote the air all raging,
  eyes ablaze with anger.


  ‘Jotun skulls I’ll smash now,
  spill their brains and blood out!


  Let them learn my fury,
  leave no horseman living!”’


   For a good half hour he went on, up and down, back and forth, weaving
a glowing picture of that long ago battle when Buri earned his name.
When he’d finished, Yngvi sat silent for long minutes.
  Finally the Vanir sighed. “Damn. That’s some story, that is. Never heard
anything like that. It . . . it almost seemed a song without music.”
  “Skalds have harps. They sing stories.”
   “By Beyla’s golden balls, Voden, I almost think as I might like it in
Asaheim. It ... it must be so damn different. Oh, Vanaheim’s fine, I guess.
Couldn’t live long without my barest and the hunt. Shit. Already getting a
little anxious to be out of this town and away from these bossy women.”
He shuddered “Make me nervous, they do, even now.” He looked sharply at
Voden. “Not afraid, mind you. Just . . . uneasy. Anyway, must be different
in Asaheim. Damn different.
   “That tale. You said Buri’s your grandfather. Right?” Voden nodded.
“Tha’s strange, Voden, really strange. I mean, you knowing who your
father’s father is. Tha’s weird, lad.”
 The Aesir looked up at him in surprise. “Who’s weird about that? Know
my family back to Ask and Embla. Don’t you?”
  Yngvi shook his head. “Mother, yeah, grandmother. Uncles. But don’
know who in Yggdrasil my father was, much less grandfather.”
   Voden sat upright and stared at his friend in dismay. “Don’ know your
father? Why . . . why, tha’s impossible!”
  “Don’ know.”
   ‘Tha’s crazy! You had to have a father! How could you not know who he
is?”
   The Vanir shrugged. “Could be almost anybody. Mos’ kids are made
‘tween the time when day and night are equal and when day begins to lose
again. Women take anybody as comes along most of that time. Good fun
for us. Makes it kind of hard to tell who the daddy is, though. Doesn’t
matter anyway. It’s women as have the kids. Carry ‘em around for nine
months, they do. Then have ‘em. Screaming and all. Even after that, kids
stay with thaw women. Got to eat, got to. So what do men have to do with
kids? One quick slot, tha’s it. Mother’s brothers closer in blood. Leas’ he
crawled out: of the same place. Shit. Don’t know who my own father was.
You know your grandfather. Weird. Really weird,” he mumbled. His voice
ran down and he slumped over, falling asleep as the mead got the better of
him.
   Voden sat staring at Yngvi in horror. Not know who your father was?
Not know? He felt suddenly sick. Standing, he stumbled a few steps and
threw up. For several minutes he retched and retched. When he stopped,
he could barely muster enough strength to walls back to where his friend
lay, snoring loudly. Voden slumped down next to him. Not know your own
father? His mind whirled and he closed his eyes. Not know?



   The forest was very dark. Barely enough light to see where to put his
feet as he crept slowly forward. Ahead he could make out a flickering
glow. Fire in a clearing, he thought. He moved toward it.
  Peering around one of the smooth, straight trees, he stared out into
the round, open space. In the center was afire. Around it women in black
robes were dancing, hands linked. Before he could pull his head back, one
of them saw him. Laughing and calling, they broke their dance and ran
gaily toward him. Somewhere in the dark behind him he heard a snicker
as he stepped into the light.
   The women surrounded him, reaching out and touching his naked
body, chattering excitedly, their eyes big and liquid, their mouths
slightly parted, tongues rigidly pointing at him. Their hands fluttered
over him like tiny white birds, landing here, there, everywhere,
touching, stroking. He felt himself getting hard. In surprise he looked
down. The women moaned happily and their hands flew more rapidly
over his body, lightly stroking.
  Suddenly they lifted him into the air and carried him toward the
center of the circle. The fire was gone, and a woman sat there. He
couldn’t quite make out her face, because it kept shifting, but he knew it
was Freyja Vestla-Fiorgynn and many, many others.
  She saw him and her breath began to come in lax little gasps. She
reached out and the others pushed him toward her. She flickered, and
the fire was there again. She flickered back, her mouth wide and
smiling, her breasts thrust out, nipples rigid, legs spread.
  She held her arms out, her fingers reaching, clawlike, nails long and
red. The fire shone through her, hot and reaching, reaching out for him
with arms of red. Her mouth reached for him, open, the teeth long and
shining, tongue like red flame, flickering. Her hands slipped around him,
gently squeezing, burning, red, hot, flickering.
  He cried out hoarsely and tried to pull back. The women holding him
snickered like the thing in the dark and pushed him toward the flames,
the burning red mouth. He screamed and struggled wildly, striking out.
Ah, ah, the pain, the sweet pain! He spasmed, hot fire pouring through
him, the flames licking, licking, reaching to devour him, hands holding
and stroking, stroking his naked body. Ah, ah, the warmth shot from his
body, hot and sticky. He screamed again, and the fire flared up and
overwhelmed him, burning everything to black, black, black, soft
warmth.



  Voden awoke with a start. It was night. The moon was in the sky. He
remembered the forest and sat up in terror. The fire. The . . . the …
Suddenly he felt it. Warm stickiness between his legs. Trembling, he
pulled out his loincloth to look. It was white and thick and creamy.
  Yngvi opened one eye and peered at him sleepily. “Mmph,” he grunted.
“Now you’re a man, barbarian.” He rolled over and went back to sleep.
  For a long time Voden sat and stared off into the dark. There is
something wrong here. I’m missing something important about
Vanaheim, something I must know before I’m safe here. He racked his
brains, but the only idea he could come up with was the realization that
the mystery had something to do with the way Freyja had looked after the
wrestling match.
   Her expression was that of a forest cat getting ready to torture and kill
its prey.



   The finals for the championships of each quadrant took place the next
morning. There were four men left in the northwest. Each had to wrestle
all the others, two out of three halls winning, the best overall record
bringing victory.
  Pushing the confusion of yesterday into the back of his mind, Voden
watched the matches. People were unusually friendly toward him,
especially the men. Several came up and clapped him on the shoulder,
calling him “barbarian,” yet somehow making it a compliment. Once he
saw Od across the courtyard, but the older boy must have left almost
immediately, because Voden was unable to find him when he went
searching. Freyja was nowhere to be seen.
   Voden studied the crowd as carefully as he did the wrestling. If
anything, the smell of latent violence was stronger than ever. Both men
and women were screaming during the matches now, their eyes wild with
bloodlust. They wanted to see the loser hurt, not just beaten. Several
women actually jumped one man who’d been thrown down with a body
jarring smash. They kicked and pummeled him, raking his bare skin with
clawlike hands, leaving bloody tracks behind. Bleeding and battered, the
man staggered off, his eyes wide with fear.
   The sun was already a quarter of the way down toward the horizon
when one of the combatants finally emerged triumphant. The crowd swept
into the ring and lifted him to their shoulders, shouting and leaping
about. In a body, they made for the street that ran toward the center of
Folkvang. Voden, swept along in the press, had no choice but to follow.
  The mob poured into Sessrymnyr at the same time that mobs carrying
the other three quadrant champions arrived. The hall was filled with
milling, howling people. In its center, calmly seated in the High Seat,
Voden caught a glimpse of Fiorgynn, dressed in a filmy gown of pure
white. The eight Disir were seated in their own chairs, wearing hooded
robes of midnight black.
  All four champions were carried to the head of the crow and deposited
on their feet in front of the Vanadis. She looked down at them and smiled.
Then she rose and lifted her arms toward the ceiling. Silence fell
throughout the hall.
  “The day grows strong and virile,” she chanted in a loud, high voice.
  “Night waits,” came the deep response from the eight cloaked Disir.
  “The sun warms the land,” she continued.
  “Cold waits,” they replied.
  “Plants grow and flowers bloom.”
  “Death waits.”
  “It is the time of growing and life, of love and fecundity.”
  “Nothingness waits.”
  “I yearn. My body burns for a mate!”
  “Burning devours.”
  “I long for lips to touch mine, for hands to feel the fullness of my
breasts, for the thrusting pleasure of a mate!”
  “Pleasure devours.”
  “Ah, ah, I seek a king. A king to lie with me and make me full of life!”
  “Life devours.”
  “Is there one worthy of me? Is there one strong and virile enough to
possess and satisfy me? Is there one?”
  With a single voice the crowd roared back, “Yes!”
   Fiorgynn stepped slowly and sinuously down from the High Seat to
where the four men stood. She walked from one to the other, touching and
stroking their bodies. The four quivered and moaned, barely able to
contain themselves.
   The Vanadis’s eyes were wide and glowing now, her face flushed, her
mouth open and round. She moved like a great cat, her full body almost
visible through the soft, clinging gown. There was a sheen of sweat on her
forehead and her upper lip.
  Finishing her examination of the four, she stepped back up to the High
Seat. Her glance smoldering, she looked down on them once again, her
eyes caressing their limbs. “I would have all four of you,” she purred, her
voice husky with desire. “All four at the same time.” She raised her eyes
and swept the assembled mob. “But only the best, the most virile seed is
good enough for the womb of the Vanadis!” she cried out in a great voice.
  “Only the most virile!” howled the Disir in response.
  “So,” Fiorgynn continued, her voice quivering just slightly as she licked
her lips, “you will come here, all four, tomorrow morning as the sun rises,
and. you will fight until it sets. He who wins”-her voice dropped into a
deep growl-“will take me and be my king!”
   The crowd roared their approval. Voden watched, stunned by the noise
and the press of bodies. Everywhere he turned, the Vanir were touching
each other, the women with their hands between the legs of the men, the
men with their hands on the women’s breasts. Faster than he could
comprehend, they switched partners. Dizzy, faint with confusion, he
wormed his way between them, making for the door. Several times
wild-eyed women grabbed him and ran feverish hands over his body. To
his shame, he instantly responded, the hardness painful and cramped in
his loincloth.
   Finally he won his way clear. Leaving the noise and smell of human
bodies behind, he walked swiftly up the north street and out the gate. He
crossed the bridge over the moat and went on across the open area that
surrounded Folkvang. Rather than enter the gathering dark that pooled
within the forest, he turned to his left and made for the riverbank. There
he stood for a long time, willing his heart to cease beating so wildly, gazing
into the swirling, darkening waters of the Gunnthro.
  Gradually his body calmed, but his thoughts refused to quiet down.
They twisted and leaped, idea chasing idea, swooping in and out of his
awareness. Fiorgynn’s body, outlined by the white gown. The deep,
menacing words of the black robed Disir. The quivering bodies of the four
champions. The writhing, blindly groping mob.
   The sun set and darkness reached across the sky from behind him. He
stood silent, willing the last remnant of the light to stay.
  It left despite his prayers, and he found himself standing alone in the
darkness.


                                   XIII
   THE sun was still a good hour and a half below the horizon when the
servants woke Voden and Honir the next morning. Both boys were given
clean white loincloths and told to, put, nothing else on. When they were
ready, they left with the rest of the male members of Fiorgynn’s household
and entered Sessrymnyr by the northern door.
   People were already beginning to fill the hall. The High Seat in the
center of the cross was gone. In its place a circle was marked out with a
thin chain of gold. Like those in the courtyards, the circle was about
twelve feet in diameter. At eight points of the compass the eight chairs of
the Disir were arranged. The Disir themselves, robed and hooded in black,
were seated and waiting.
   As Voden looked around, observing the growing crowd, he noticed that
all the men were dressed the same as he and Honir were. The women wore
sheer white gowns similar to the one Fiorgynn had appeared in the
evening before.
   The mood of the people was markedly different from the previous
evening, however. They were quiet and subdued, for the most part sitting
or walking with downcast eyes. No one touched or talked to his or her
neighbor.
   As usual for Folkvang, the women outnumbered the men. The ratio was
better than usual, no more than two to one as opposed to the usual five or
six to one, but the men were still a distinct minority. The newcomers who
had swelled the ranks of the men were primarily young wrestlers from the
forests. Voden recognized several he had seen fight. He looked everywhere
but was unable to catch sight of Yngvi. Aside from the members of
Fiorgynn’s family, seated in privileged seats right up near the front, the
young Aesir realized that no two men set next to each other, or even
behind or in front of each other. They were scattered throughout the
crowd.
  There was a stirring at each of the four doors, and, the four champions
entered. They too were dressed in white loincloths. Slowly, eyes down,
heads humbly bowed, they walked toward the ring in the center of the hall.
  Total silence fell over the multitude as the four reached the golden
chair. The Disir stood, still facing inward. They raised their arms and
chanted, “Enter now the magic circle. Enter now the eternal curve. Enter
now the beginning with no end, the end with no beginning. Enter now the
round of life and death and life.”
  The four crossed the line of gold and met in the exact center of the
circle, the hall, the city. They turned outward, facing the cardinal points of
the compass.
   “This is the center,” chanted the eight women in unison. “All comes
from here, all returns. This is the womb of beginning, the tomb of ending.
Tremble in fear and joy!”
  A collective moan escaped the Vanir, and every man, woman, and child
began to shake gently. Whether the moan was of pleasure or of fear, Voden
couldn’t decide.
  The Disir began to chant again, the black robed woman to the north
beginning, answered by that on the south. The one on the northwest took
up the response, and was followed by her sister at the southeast. Around
and around the circle the litany ran.
  “The sun is rising.”
  “Me sun is setting.”
  “The sun grows mighty.”
  “Me sun grows weaker.”
  ”Warmth fills the air.”
  “Snow is coming.”
  “The earth is fertile.”
  “The earth lies frozen.”
  For several minutes the chant went on in the common tongue, then
switched to the elder tongue. As near as Voden could tell, it was simply a
repeat of what had already been said.
    Then a strange thing happened. The chant stopped and a new sound
filled the hall. At first it seemed like the sighing of the forest beneath the
wind, or the sibilant rustlings of small creatures scurrying through
underbrush. But as Voden listened he began to realize it was a language. It
had an ancient feel, a sense of cities and temples long fallen and buried
berth forest mold, of people and places vanished into the mists of time. It
sent shivers up and down his spine. He knew, somehow, that what he was
hearing for the first turn in his life was nothing less than the original
tongue, the first language ever to fall from human lips. It was dark and
deep, and his soul quailed before its grim majesty.
  The Disir returned to the common tongue and picked up a different
rhythm. Each spoke her part of the chant alone, beginning with the one on
the north, then passing to the next one counterclockwise.
  “In the beginning,
  nothing existed.
  There was no tree nor bush
  nor cooling stream;
  earth was unknown,
  and heaven above.
  Only Ginnungagap was.
  There was no grass.


  “Sun did not know her home,
  nor moon what strength she had,
  nor did stars know
  where they belonged.
  Vast and formless
  was the void.


  “Then Audhumla formed
  from swirling mist,
  the Nourisher took shape.
  And from her teats
  in frothing streams
  the milk of life began to flow.”


  The chant droned on, around and around the circle. It told how
Audhumla’s breath condensed and formed solid land, how drops of her
milk then struck the land, giving rise to living things. It went on to relate
how the Nourisher, attracted by the taste of salt, began to lick everything,
implanting parts of her own spirit in trees and bushes and rocks and
animals, giving birth to the Vettir, the gods that dwelled at the heart of
every object. Finally it revealed how, in licking two buds that had fallen to
the ground, Audhumla created the first Vanir.
  Eventually this chant, too, came to an end. There was a brief pause, as if
everyone were gathering strength for what was to follow. Then the eldest
Disir threw her hands into the sir and cried out in a shrill, reedy old voice.
“Rejoice, children of Audhumla, for your Vanadis will take a king!”
  “Rejoice, rejoice!” they all cried back.
  “Rejoice, Siblings of the Vettir, for he is mighty and virile and will fill
her with life!”
  “Rejoice, rejoice!”
   Voden turned his attention to the crowd once more, letting the words of
this new chant flow over and around him. A change was gradually taking
place as the rite progressed. It was subtle at first, but with each phrase of
the litany it grew and solidified.
   The young Aesir had a difficult time identifying it. Not the same as the
raw sexuality of the evening before, it still contained a strongly sensual
undercurrent. More than that, there was a buoyant sense of joy that
swooped and soared within it. Voden remembered the exhilaration he’d
felt when he’d thrown Od in the ring. It was something like that, but
much, much broader in scope. It seemed to encompass everything that
lived and moved.
  Joy and exuberant sensuality were only half of it. Grief and tears lay just
beneath the surface, and deeper yet, despair and fear.
  He shook his head, bewildered and overwhelmed. The currents,
crosscurrents, and undercurrents of emotion that swept back and forth
through Sessrymnyr were too much for an eleven year old boy to handle.
Some, like hate and love, he recognized. Others he could only guess at or
shrink back from as they stormed past.
  The tension in the hall kept building and building until he thought his
head would explode. His mind was wrenched first this way, then that, up,
down, forward, backward. He felt his control slipping; his rational mind,
exhausted, losing its grip. From deep within him forces began stirring,
moving toward the light. Dark things, hidden, fettered, locked away,
pushed down and back.
  Dimly he heard the roar as the champions began to fight. Vaguely he
realized he was on his feet, screaming and howling with the rest of the
crowd; then even that awareness blinked out.
   He shrieked and roared, frothed at the month, stamped his feet and
raked the air with clawlike hands. One of the wrestlers smashed to the
floor, blood spraying from his face as lie hit. Voden almost choked with
gleeful laughter. More! More! Blood! Blood! The snap of an arm breaking
brought paroxysms of joy. He bellowed and pounded on Honir’s shoulder.
Kill! Kill him!
  Finally one man, his face bloody, stood alone and victorious is the
center of the ring. His body was covered with a mixture of sweat, dirt, and
blood. Wild eyed, tongue lolling like that of a hunting wolf, he raised his
hands and howled his triumph at the sky.
   Suddenly Fiorgynn appeared inside the golden circle. A dead silence,
heavy with fevered anticipation, fell on the mob as the champion saw her.
A savage grin curved his lips, and he snarled. With one motion he ripped
off his loincloth.
  Fiorgynn cried out in a frantic voice, wordless yet filled with meaning.
She tore the white robe from her body. For a second she stood naked
before them, her breasts proud and heaving. Then, with a shriek that
found instant response in the howl of the multitude, she flung herself into
the champion’s grasping arms. The two of them fell to the earth, making
furious love with utter abandon.
  Now the rest of the crowd began flinging off their clothes, grabbing the
nearest partner, and falling to the floor of many-seated Sessrymnyr.
Voden, the strip of white cloth in his hand, looked frantically for Freyja.
He felt a hand on his shoulder and spun about.
  It was Honir, his face a ghastly pale hue, his mouth twisted in fear, his
eyes filled with terror. Voden stared at him blankly for a second, then
began to turn away. The other boy grabbed him and slapped him hard
across the face.
  Like one awaking from a very deep sleep, the young Aesir blinked his
eyes and shook his head. In a daze, he looked down at his own nakedness.
With a gasp he took in the whole scene. A frightened moan, inaudible over
the noise within the hall, escaped his lips.
  Honir grabbed his elbow and began to pull him toward the door.
Stepping over the writhing bodies of the Vanir, the two Aesir boys reached
the north portal. Voden cast one last half-horrified, half fascinated glance
over his shoulder.
   They ran then, ran until they reached the cool shade of the forest. They
flung themselves down among the mossy roots of the trees and wept.
Finally, drained of tears, they simply sat and stared at each other, not
knowing what to say or do.
  It was the usually silent Honir who eventually spoke. “What’s going to
happen to us, Voden?” he whispered. “What’s going to happen?”
  ***


   Dusk was settling over Folkvang before the two Aesir boys were brave
and hungry enough to return to the city. As they walked through the north
gate, everything seemed as it had always been. The Valkyrja on duty
nodded to them, giving them the same vague, impersonal recognition the
women warriors gave to everyone. People were going about their business
as usual. Here and there the young wrestlers, once again dressed in
normal Vanir attire, strutted about, chatting with friends and making
eyes at the pretty girls who walked by. No one seemed to notice that the
two were clad in nothing but their white loincloths.
  Voden saw Yngvi down one of the cross streets. The young foster waved
but didn’t come over, since he was busily engaged in a flirting match. The
boy was just as happy. He wasn’t sure he wanted to talk to any of the
Vanir right now.
  Relieved by the calm sense of normality that surrounded them, the two
hurried to the men’s hall. They put on their breeches and shits, feeling
more secure once their unaccustomed nakedness was covered.
   Despite their original intention of not leaving the hall, curiosity soon
got the better of them, and they ventured forth for a look around. They
even managed to summon up enough courage to peep through one of the
doors of Sessrymnyr. The High Seat was back in the center, and the golden
circle had vanished. Things were neat and orderly, and there were no signs
that anything out of the ordinary had taken place.
   As always, they ate with the rest of the then in their own hall. Table
conversation was about the weather, the state of the crops, and the usual
trivia. No one mentioned the king, the rite, or anything the least bit
atypical.
   After finishing the meal Voden gestured to Honir, and the two of them
left the hall. The night was warm and the moon cast a soft, misty light
over everything. They found a dark corner at the northeastern edge of the
men’s hall and sat close together.
  For a few moments Voden was as silent as Honir. Then he muttered, “I
don’t understand. They act like nothing happened. I mean, it was so big,
so... so... How can they act like it didn’t happen?” Honir shook his head in
mute agreement.
  “Something strange happened, Honir. I know it. Oh, I don’t just mean
the sex part. That was weird enough. Something else happened.” His voice
dropped to a hoarse whisper as he said, “Something magical. That’s what
took place. Magic.”
  “There was power loose,” responded Honir, matching the other boy’s
whisper. Quickly the two looked around as if afraid someone or something
was listening. “It was good power, the power of light, but it was dark too.”
    Voden nodded vigorously. “Yes, yes. You sensed it, then. It was odd. Like
. . . like something huge in a bright light. Something that cast a very black
shadow.”
   A thoughtful look came over Voden’s face. “The Disir must be
sorceresses, Honir. They must be deep in the Seidar magic,” His voice
dropped to a frightened whisper again. “They must sacrifice to dark
Svarthofdi! That was the original tongue they chanted in part of the time.
I know it!”
   Honir’s eyes went wide with wonder. “The original tongue? You heard
it? How do you know? How could you know?”
   “I . . . I . . . can’t say. I just do. When they began to chant they used the
common tongue, then they repeated the same thing in the elder tongue.
The third time was different. They were saying something new, and they
said it in the original tongue. I know it! I could feel it!”
   The other boy looked long and silently at Voden. Finally he spoke, his
voice so soft that his friend could barely catch the words. “I heard nothing,
Voden. Only the common and elder tongues, and a sound like the forest
males in the evening when the wind blows softly from the east. It wasn’t a
language, only a sound. If... if you heard more, it can only mean one
thing.” His voice quavered slightly and dropped even lower, an undertone
of fear weaving between his words. “It can only mean one thing.” He
paused as if gathering courage to speak, then uttered a single word.
“Vilmeid.”
   A sudden chill ran up Voden’s spine. He tried to speak, to say something
to stop Honir from speaking, but the words froze in his throat. “Vilmeid,”
Honir repeated, more loudly this time. “Yes, I’ll say it. Voden, you’ve been
touched by Vilmeid, god of the Galdar power!” He shuddered. “I . . . I fear
you. And fear for you.”
   “Vilmeid.” Voden spoke the name, the weight of it on his tongue almost
choking him. “Vilmeid,” he muttered again, finding it easier the second
time. “Vil . . .” He felt Honir’s hand on his arm and heard the boy’s urgent
whisper. “Don’t, Voden! Don’t invoke that name anymore!”
  They sat without speaking for a long time, each wrapped in his own
thoughts. Honir finally broke the silence with a sigh. “If you heard the
original tongue, if you recognized it as such, it can only mean that the
Galdar power is in you. It’s probably always been there, way down deep,
sleeping. Probably would have lain there forever if something hadn’t
disturbed it. Something has, and now there’s nothing you can do. It’ll
grow. Especially here.” He shook his head. “This place reeks of
Seidar magic. They stir dark things up. They’re the ones that woke the
Galdar power in you. It was the Disir.”
    Voden stared at the ground, his expression suddenly bitter and angry.
“We’re a long way from home, Honir. A long way. In more than distance.
Being here will change us.” He looked up. There was a desperation in his
glance. “Already I’m different. Different forever. I know I’ve always been a
little different. Dark eyes instead of blue. The blood of Prin in my veins. A
little different.
  “Still, I always felt I was truly an Aesir. I lived and thought like air Aesir.
How could I be anything else? Yet now I no longer live in the Aesir way,
and how much longer will I be able to think like one? I learn the elder
tongue. I study the Thiodnuma. I practice wrestling. Something new and
dark and frightening is awake and stirring within me. Now this . . . this
Galdar power!
  “I’m frightened, Honir,” he said in a small, pleading voice. “What am I
going to do?”
  Honir sat up straight. “Do?” he said, his voice suddenly firm. “You are
an Aesir, Voden. Whatever you say, whatever happens, deep inside at your
very core, you are an Aesir. You’re Borr’s son, Buri’s grandson. What’ll you
do? You’ll do what any Aesir does. You’ll fight. By Fornjot, you’ll fight!”
  “How, Honir? How can .I fight myself?”
  Neither boy had an answer. They sat, staring wordlessly up at the night
sky. Eventually they fell asleep.



   The next day Yngvi came looking for Voden. The young forester had a
pack on his back. Voden could see that several amphorae of mead were
stuffed into it.
  “I’ve come to say good bye, barbarian,” Yngvi began. “I’ve already spent
too much time in this city. I’m heading back to my woods.” He shifted
anxiously from foot to foot, as if he could hardly wait to be off.
  “Look, Voden. Should you ever find the urge in you, come visit Yngvi
sometime. Can’t offer you mead or women as is in Folkvang. What I can
offer you is freedom of the hunt and the companionship of good forester
lads. And no damn women to boss you around!”
   The Aesir boy smiled and held out his hand. “Thanks, Yngvi. I might
like that. And thanks for the wrestling lessons. I guess I wasn’t the best
student, losing like that to Od.”
   Yngvi gripped his hand firmly and held it for a moment, looking deep
into Voden’s eyes. “Aw, you did me proud, barbarian. By Beyla, with a few
more lessons I think you really could have trounced him good!
   “Listen. I talked to Frodar. He’s a friend of mine for all that he lives in
Folkvang and works in leather. He’s old now, but once he was a great
wrestler. The best. He likes the look of you, barbarian, and he has a score
or two to settle with the Disir. So the long and short of it is, he’s agreed to
continue the lessons and make a real wrestler of you. Why, lad, by next
year when I come back, you could end up king yourself!” Yngvi laughed
heartily at his joke and at the look on Voden’s face. He winked. “Not too
keen on being king, eh? Nor is Yngvi. But wrestling . . . ah, that’s worth
doing for its own sake!
  “Remember, now. If you get bored around all these beautiful women
and all this fine mead, come look me up. South along the River Hrid to its
second bend east. Then dead west. Ask anyone.”
  He dropped Voden’s hand and turned to go. Suddenly he spun back and
grabbed the young Aesir by the shoulders, peering intently into the boy’s
surprised eyes. “Be careful, barbarian. Tread softly. The ice is thinner and
the water deeper than you know. It was a perilous thing to do, to send a
boy to the Vanadis. Keep your balance and watch for trick throws.” He
gave Voden’s shoulders a quick squeeze with his hands, then turned once
more and began to walk swiftly in his long, forester’s stride toward the
south gate.
  Voden stood and watched him go. As Yngvi reached the gate, he turned
and raised a hand in final salute. The boy returned the gesture.
   For a long time after the Vanir had disappeared, the young Aesir
remained, gazing blankly off into the distance. He’d never felt so lonely in
his whole life.


                                    XIV
   IN a few days most of the newcomers had left Folkvang. The only ones
staying were those who had moved in to live with some woman. Things
rapidly returned to normal. Every morning Voden was drilled by Geirahod
in the techniques of the Thiodnuma. After the midday meal he spent
several hours with a woman who was teaching Honir and him to speak the
elder tongue. In the late afternoon when the others were resting, he stole
away to visit Frodar, Yngvi’s friend and his new wrestling instructor.
  While most things were as they had been before, several things were
markedly different. First of all, the attitude of the women toward the men
was almost the reverse of what it had been. Now it was the men who
seemed in charge. The women catered and deferred to them in almost
everything. Even Freyja was meek and mild when she spoke to him.
   The most amazing transformation, though, was in Fiorgynn. Most of
the time she stayed in her own hall with her new king, shut away from the
world. When she did venture forth, she was always in his company,
clinging to his arm and gazing up into his face with adoring eyes. She
generally looked disheveled, as if she had just risen from her bed.
  The second big change was in the way the men acted. They were far
louder and more boisterous than ever before, approaching the level
common in Asgard. They were constantly demanding this or that from the
fawning women, who rushed to satisfy their every whim. The king, whose
name was Synyr, set the tone for the rest. Throughout the day Voden could
hear him shouting his demands.
   One thing that perplexed Voden was the fact that the Disir seemed to
have vanished. Before, the eight women were always hurrying here and
there about Folkvang, occupied with the business of the Distingen. Now
they were gone. Voden hadn’t caught even a passing glimpse of any of
them since the proclaiming of the king in Sessrymnyr. He supposed they
were simply keeping within the wails of their four halls. Though he was
curious, he remembered Freyja’s warning and decided it would be best not
to go and check.
  The young Aesir was happy they were absent, for he associated them
with the awakening of his Galdar power. The less he saw of the Disir, the
better, he decided.



  The summer passed that way. Long, warm, sunny days, as identical as
beads on a string. The blandness of it lulled Voden and Honir, putting
their worst fears to rest. The terror and bewilderment they had
experienced at the summer solstice slowly, faded into the background.
Voden began to wonder if it had really all happened the way he
remembered it. Only an occasional nightmare brought the experience
back to haunt him. Even those were becoming fewer and further between.
There was no sign of the Galdar power stirring anymore. He began to hope
it was all in the past, a fluke that could never happen again.
  Then the days began to grow shorter and the nights longer and colder.
Once again, things began to change.
   It was a gradual change: so gradual, in fact, that neither of the two
Aesir boys noticed it until a few days before the autumnal equinox, when,
for the second time in ft circle of the year, the light and dark divided the
day evenly. .
  At first it was nothing but a tension in the air, something impalpable,
impossible to define. The men were demanding less, the women
responding more slowly, mom grudgingly. On two occasions Voden saw
Fiorgynn walking alone in the courtyard of the royal complex. She looked
thoughtful and pensive. The boy feared to approach and break into her
reverie.
   Then on the equinox itself the Disir reappeared. In a body, the eight
black clad women shuffled through the streets of Folkvang, chanting softly
in the elder tongue. From baskets woven of some dark reed they scattered
dead flowers. Voden watched from a distance, the tone of the chant
making his skin prickle.
   The other men of Folkvang watched too. As the Disir passed they
stopped whatever they were doing, came to the doors of the halls, and
stared wordlessly at the chanting figures. For moments after the eight
passed, the men stood with their faces wooden and expressionless, their
eyes hooded. Then with a shake of the head and a softly muttered curse,
they returned to their work, but not before the slightest look of fear
flickered deep within their eyes.
   The next day Voden could swear there were fewer men in the city. In the
afternoon when he went to practice with Frodar, he noticed that one of the
foresters was missing. The man had been living with a pretty young
woman who was beginning to swell with child. He asked Frodar, but got
only a sour look and a shrug for an answer.
 By harvest time the women were clearly back in charge again. More
men came from the forest to help get the crops in, but they were silent and
unwilling to talk. There was a wild, almost trapped look in their eyes. As
soon as the job was finished, they strode off into the green shadows,
moving as quickly as if they feared pursuit.
   Like all the rest of the women, Freyja had undergone another
transformation. The meek and mild girt of the summer had been replaced
by a haughty, sarcastic, hostile creature. She sated at everything the Aesir
lad said, calling him “barbarian” in a tone filled with contempt. She began
to play pranks on him stein, but they now took on a nasty character quite
unlike those of the spring. Once he found a dog turd floating in his cup at
dinner. Another time a rock barely missed his head as he rounded the
cornier of a hall.
   Even Geirahod began to treat him more harshly. Nothing he did seemed
to satisfy her any longer. He began to stumble through his drills, his
confidence destroyed by her constant criticism.
   The trees were a blaze of color, and the first frosts had killed the last
flowers of summer, when it all came to a head. One evening after dinner
Voden and Honir walked out of the men’s hall to find Freyja and several of
her friends waiting. Voden nodded a mildly polite greeting and began to
walk on by. The girl stuck her foot out and tripped him, sending him
sprawling.
   Slowly Voden rose and dusted himself off. He refused to raise his eyes to
Freyja’s until he had completed what he was doing, despite the fact he
knew she was waiting, glaring at him with barely repressed fury. Finally
losing her temper she snarled, “Look at me, barbarian!"
  The young Aesir looked up, his eyes locking with has. A slight shock
went through him. The hostility and anger in her gaze shook him to his
core.
   Freyja’s lip curled with disdain. “You’re filthy,” she said. “You smell, like
all your kind. Why don’t you go back home and sleep with the cattle where
you belong? I can’t stand the sight or stink of you!” She spat, hitting the
leg of his breeches just above his boot.
   Voden was too stunned to reply. He stood there, his fare blank with
surprise, his mind whirling in bewilderment. The girl took another step,
toward him. “I should throw you out of Folkvang myself,” she said. Behind
her, the other girls muttered their agreement. “You’re not fit to walk our
streets. Scum! Cow shit! Barbarian!”
  Unexpectedly her foot came shooting up and out, hitting him square in
the solar plexus. He staggered back, gasping and struggling for breath.
Freyja pressed forward, her other foot swinging in an arc for his head. It
caught him on the right side of the forehead, snapping his head back with
an explosion, of pain that blinded and dazed him. Before he could even
think, a third kick smashed into his groin. With a cry of agony, he
crumpled to the ground and began to lose consciousness.
  “Cattle shit,” he heard her say as the darkness, reached for him.
“Barbarian cattle shit. He studied the Thiodnuma for a whole summer
and doesn’t know how to defend himself.” Her voice droned on, reviling
him. But he stopped listening as the blackness overwhelmed his mind.



  They raised him up before them on a rock. He was wearing a golden
robe, neatly worked with silver threads in a design of serpents biting
their own tails.
  One by one they approached on their hands and knees. They bowed
again and again, then slowly, humbly rose and reacted beneath his robe.
When they touched him, they shivered with ecstasy, then fell to the
ground, moaning and thrashing in pleasure.
   One stepped out of the dark, hooded, silent. She flawed forward like a
stalking forest cat, face and eyes hidden. No bowing, no crawling, she
approached and reached him. Her hand shot out, parting his robe,
stretching out to grasp him with strong fingers, pulling, squeezing.
   He cried out in pain. The hooded one grew suddenly tall and dark.
Green eyes glowed forth from deep within the hood. Her fingers
squeezed, and he felt himself grow limp. With a cry of victory she
reached out with her other hand and ripped the golden robe from his
body, exposing his nakedness to them all. They shrieked with laughter to
see his boyish form, pointed their skinny fingers at him and laughed,
their mouths open, moist and dark, deep, deep. He tried to pull back,
tried to twist away, but the hooded one held him fast, trapped in her
scrawny, clawlike hand. She jerked suddenly, trying to rip him apart.
He screamed and-



  Voden came to with a start. Honir was there, looking down, fear and
worry distorting his face. Another man also stood over him, his eyes
haunted, his face tense, his mouth both grim and frightened.
  The young Aesir sat up slowly: He could taste the vomit in his mouth.
The front of his shirt was covered with it. The kick in the groin, he thought
blearily. His head ached horribly.
   Honir placed his hand behind Voden’s back to steady his friend. “Take
it easy,” he muttered. “Just sit until you’re ready to get up. No hurry.”
  “1 saw it all,” he heard the other say. “Saw everything. That little bitch.”
  Voden looked up again. The speaker was Synyr, the king. The man knelt
next to him. “That bitch. She used the Thiodnuma against you,” he said.
   “Huh,” the Aesir grunted. “Shoulda done better. I know enough to fight
her by now. Why didn’t I do better? Arms and legs felt like lead.” His head
was clearing now, the pain receding both there and in his groin. With the
help of Honir and Synyr he managed to stand. “Don’t understand,” he
muttered again. “I know enough to beat her. I’m sure of it. Why didn’t use
it?”
  “Woman magic,” Synyr responded. “Woman magic. They can weaken
you with a glance, shit, a word. Turn you from a stud into a limp nothing.”
Holding him up on either side, Honir and the king led Voden around the
men’s hall to the northeast corner. Once there, they all sat.
  “Thanks,” Voden said to Synyr when they were settled. The young man
waved away his gratitude. “I...I’ve never met you before. Not really. I’m
Voden. This is Honir.”
   “I know.” The king nodded. “The two Aesir hostages. Not hand to tell
you’re not Vanir. They’re getting to you, too, bait you still walk too tail for
this time of the year to be Vanir.”
  “You . . . you’re the king. The best wrestler in Vanaheim. I . . . I saw you
win. And…” The boy couldn’t continue.
   “And saw me take Fiorgynn,” Synyr completed. “Yeah, her and about a
dozen others that day. Been doin’ it ever since too. Bet I’ve made a good
ten babies, by the Vettir! Shit, that’s all I’ve been doing for the last couple
of months.
  “Except not so much anymore,” he continued, his voice beginning to
sound worried. “Now I can’t . . .1 mean, sometimes I have trouble, you
know, getting it up.” His voice dropped to a whisper. “Sometimes lately,
no matter what they do, it won’t go up. Shit.”
  “Is . . . is that what you do in the hall all day?” Voden asked, his eyes
wide with wonder.
  Synyr shrugged. “What else is there for a king to do? I did ‘em all.
Fiorgynn and all the rest. All summer, as soon as I’d do one, the next one’d
be at me. Shit, it was terrific! All day, all night. Damn, you need to be top
wrestler in Vanaheim to last through that!”
   His eyes grew clouded with worry again and he paused. “But since fall,
you know, I’ve been having problems. Just little ones. Only now they’re
getting worse. Can’t get it up as often. They keep demanding. I mean, they
always want it, and shit, I can only do my best. What do they expect? The
days are getting shorter, what do they expect?’ His voice had dropped into
a strange, whining mutter.
  Voden stared at the king. “What happens when you can’t, do it?”
   The man looked at him, a veiled fear deep in his eyes: “It’s not my fault.
I did ‘em all summer. I made ten babies. At least ten. Not Fiorgynn. She
doesn’t have babies, except once in a while. Takes things. But the others,
the other women. I made ‘em all pregnant. What do they want?”
   The young Aesir stared at Synyr, not knowing what to say. The fear in
the king’s eyes flared up suddenly. He leaned forward and grasped the
boy’s arm in a painful grip. His voice strained out of his mouth. “What do
they want? I’ve given them everything. Every one of ‘em, again and again.”
A whimper sounded deep in his throat. “Can’t do any more. Won’t get up
like it used to. I’m trying. I’m trying!
  “What if it goes completely limp?” he murmured as if talking to himself.
“What then? What’ll they do? There’s so many of ‘em and only one me.
They have such sharp knives, such sharp knives.”
  “What... what do you mean?” Voden asked, his voice heavy with sudden
dread.
  Synyr leaned urgently forward. “I’m afraid, Aesir,” he said in a hoarse
whisper. “I’m afraid. They have such sharp knives. What’ll they do if I
can’t get it up? What’ll they do?”
   Suddenly the young man stood and looked around wildly. “She’ll be
looking for me! Fiorgynn’ll be looking for me. Wanting me to . . . Shit.
What if I can’t get it up? What’ll they do? They’ve got such sharp knives,”
he moaned in terror. With a muffled groan he turned and ran off toward
the hall where the Vanadis lived.
  Voden and Honir sat in the dusk and looked at each other. Neither
knew what to say. When it grew totally dark, the two Aesir boys rose
without a word and went into the men’s hall. They didn’t sleep well that
night.
   As the days grew shorter and the winter solstice approached, the
situation in Folkvang got worse. More men abandoned the city, including
some of those who had been there in the spring when the two Aesir had
arrived. The rest stayed indoors, out of sight.
   One morning Voden was awoken by the sound of weeping. He and
Honir slipped into their clothes and crept to the door of the hall. The other
men of the Vanadis’s household stayed in their beds, ignoring the sound,
feigning sleep.
  Voden opened the door a crack and peered out into the snow filled
courtyard. There, gathered in the predawn gloom, was a group of women.
They were dressed in black, their faces smeared with ashes. Each was
carrying a bundle of wheat stalks, the heads empty, the grain already
threshed from them. All wept softly and piteously.
  As the sun rose over the eastern treetops and shot its first light
westward, the pitch and volume of the women’s wailing rose until it filled
the courtyard. The door to the Vanadis’s hall was flung open, and
Fiorgynn, followed by a worried looking Synyr, came out to the crowd.
   Fiorgynn, dressed in a plain shift of brown, her hair loose and tousled,
raised her arms up to the sky and cried out in a loud voice, “Oh, what is
this dismal sound I hear? Oh, what is this wailing I hear? Oh, what is this
crying 1 hear? Oh, what is this sadness I hear?”
  The volume of the weeping rose even higher. The women began to strike
their bodies with their fists. Some clawed their own faces or arms,
drawing thin lines of red on their skin.
  “Is this the void that weeps?” Fiorgynn asked.
  “Yes, yes, this is the void," moaned the massed women.
  “Is this the Nourisher, Audhumla, that weeps?”
  “Yes, yes, this is Audhumla,” came the reply.
  “Is this the earth, the sky, the waters, the world that weeps?”
  “Yes, yes, this is the earth, the sky, the waters, the world that weeps.”
  “Are these the Children of Audhumla who weep?”
  “Yes, yes, these are the Children of Audhumla who weep.”
  “Why do you weep, children of Audhumla?”
  “We weep for the sun, the sun who is dying.”
  “Why do you weep, Children of Audhumla?”
  “We weep for the warmth, the warmth that is dying.”
  “Why do you weep, Children of Audhumla?”
  “We weep for the king, the king who is dying.”
   Synyr’s head snapped up sharply on hearing that line, his expression
stunned, his eyes frightened. Voden saw dark circles beneath the young
man’s eyes. The king’s mouth worked, as if he were trying to force a denial
past his lips. Nothing came out.
  “Why do you weep, Children of Audhumla?” continued Fiorgynn.
  “We weep for our men, our men who have left us.”
  “My sisters, my daughters, you weep for the sun, the warmth, the king,
your men. What would you have me do?”
  “Someone must pay for this loss. Someone must pay for our tears.”
   “My sisters, my daughters. Who must pay for this loss? Who must pay
for your tears?”
  “The king! The king! The king!” they all howled.
   So swiftly that Synyr had no time to react, Fiorgynn shoved him, hard,
propelling him into the midst of the crowd. He stumbled and nearly fell,
catching himself at the last moment. One of the weeping women closest to
him raised her bundle of wheat stalks and hit him with it. “The king must
pay!” she cried as she struck. Others pushed forward with the same cry,
hitting at Synyr with their bundles.
   The women swarmed around the king. Synyr stood as if rooted to the
spot. The beating he was taking from the wheat stalks couldn’t have been
very painful. The blows weren’t even powerful enough to raise welts. Yet he
winced and groaned and whimpered, as if he were receiving a thorough
drubbing. Once he turned his head to avoid a blow in the face and Voden
caught a look at his eyes. They were strange and wild, both blank and
frightened at the same time. The most overwhelming emotions the young
Aesir could read in them were bewilderment and hopelessness. The great
wrestler, the champion of all Vanaheim, the fighter who had killed two
men in his rise to the top, stood helpless and defeated while a mob of
weeping women struck him with wheat stalks. Then, unable to stand it
any longer, he broke down and began to cry. He buried his face in his
hands and stumbled, his body shaking with sobs, back into the Vanadis’s
hall.
 The crowd of women let him go. Slowly their weeping stopped. For long
moments complete silence reigned in the courtyard; then it was split by a
muffled wail of lonely fear, torn from the throat of the hopeless man
weeping alone within Fiorgynn’s hall.
  “The king has paid,” Fiorgynn said quietly.
  “The king has paid,” the women answered.
  “The king is dying,” Fiorgynn continued.
  “The king is dying,” the crowd responded. “Soon, our Vanadis, it will be
your turn to weep.”
  “Soon it will be my turn to weep.”
  “Who will pay then?” the women asked.
  Without answering, Fiorgynn turned and walked slowly back into her
hall. The crowd waited until she was out of sight, then began to disperse,
shuffling out of the square in every direction.
   When the square was once more empty, Voden slipped out of the men’s
hall. He walked to the center of the open space, to the place where Synyr
had stood. Scattered everywhere were the little broken bundles of wheat
stalks.
  In the snow he saw the footprints of the king’. This, he thought, is where
he was when they struck him. He placed his own feet directly in the prints.
Looking up, he saw the sun just clearing the rooftop of the easternmost
building in the complex. The light of it shone direct and bright in his eyes.
He looked away.
   Gazing down at his fists, he realized they were tightly clenched. He
loosened them, letting the fingers slowly unfold. Equally slowly he let the
tension in his mind unfold, then looked carefully at what lay there.
  During the ceremony, he had felt something stir deep within. It had
been in response to the look on Synyr’s face, the look of utter helplessness
and hopelessness. Now the thing that had stirred hardened and took form.
Perhaps it was a manifestation of the Galdar power. Perhaps not. He
didn’t care. All he knew was that something had been decided. Not
consciously by him, but by whatever it was that moved within him. He
didn’t understand the full extent of the decision. He knew only that it
included an iron fast resolution never to let happen to him what had
happened to Synyr.
  It was only now that Voden realized that what had happened to the king
had been happening to him. The atmosphere that pervaded Folkvang had
begun to change him, make him act like the other men. He had cringed
and slunk along, trying to avoid the glance or notice of the women. He had
allowed himself to be so sapped of confidence and self esteem that Freyja
had beaten him easily. And when the women had wept in the square now
and demanded that the king pay, he himself had felt the burden of guilt.
   No more. The look in Synyr’s eyes had snapped something in him,
loosened some bond, let some tethered thing free. The Galdar power? he
wondered again. The gift of dread Vilmeid? It could well be. The
Galdar power was the other side of the Seidar magic, the light to its dark,
the noon to its midnight. Only men had it, though few enough wanted it.
There was a price that had to be paid.... He shuddered. If it gave him
strength against the all pervasive might of the Seidar magic here in
Vanaheim, then perhaps that price was worth it. Perhaps.
  He turned his mind from such dark thoughts. Best not dwell on it. It
will come soon enough. For now, it had shored him up before he fell totally
under the control of the women of Folkvang.
  Realizing that he was ravenously hungry, he turned and strode back to
the men’s hall. Two pairs of eyes watched him as he went. One rejoiced to
see him walk proudly, head held high as befit the son of Borr Skullcracker.
The other worried and wondered just what had been brought into their
midst.



   A week and a half later Voden and Honir were called into the presence
of the Vanadis. They went to see her in her hall. Synyr was there, sitting on
a bench by the door, gazing dully at the morning sun. He nodded vaguely
to them as they came in. They avoided his eyes.
   Fiorgynn smiled down at them from her High Seat. “In three days,” she
said, her voice soft and friendly, “you will leave Folkvang to return to
Asaheim for the eight days surrounding the winter solstice. This is as
agreed with your father, Voden. My sons will return to Folkvang during
that time.”
   Voden looked up at her. “Yes, Vanadis. I remember. At the end of the
eight days we will return.”
   “That is correct.” She paused for a moment, as if considering. “I will
send gifts to Borr Skullcracker, Voden, and I will gift both you and Honir,
for I am most pleased with the two of you. I have heard you both do well in
your lessons, and that you, Voden, already speak the elder tongue with
surprising facility. The blood of Prin is an advantage to you, my son.”
  The Aesir boy bowed his head at the compliment. “My mother, the lady
Vestla, will be pleased to hear that you think so:” As he looked up at her
once more, he caught the slight flicker of doubt that passed deep within
her eyes. Yes, damn you, he thought, Vestla is my mother, not you. I am
her son, not yours! A bland smile hid his feelings.
  The Vanadis nodded in dismissal. “I wish you a good, safe journey. I
understand the snow is not deep, so it should be an easy one.”
  Both boys bowed to her and left.
  Outside, as Voden had expected, Freyja and her friends were waiting.
Honir froze as he saw them, but Voden kept walking, head down, as if he
hadn’t noticed them.
  He was almost to Freyja when she spoke. “We’re sending you packing,
cattle shit. Back to pick up fresh lice in your foul hall.” Voden kept
walking, his head down, shoulders hunched. The girl was furious that he
didn’t respond. She stepped directly in his way.
   Without hesitating or breaking his stride, he walked right into her right
side. His right foot swept up and back, catching her behind the knee. At
the same instant his right hand struck her left shoulder and his left
grabbed her left sleeve and jerked down.
  With a squawk of surprise, Freyja was slammed on her back into the
snow. Voden was on her before she could move. He took a big wad of snow
and stuffed it in her open mouth, smearing the excess around her face.
“Here, little forest cat,” he said softly, “have a nice taste of snow. Your
mouth is always so sour; perhaps this will sweeten it.”
   Standing suddenly, he looked down at the sputtering girl, then up at her
friends. “Won’t one of you help her to her feet? Nasty, smelly, cattle shit
barbarians lack the manners.” None of them moved.
   Freyja struggled up to her knees. Before she could rise any higher,
Voden kicked her gently on the shoulder and sent her sprawling again.
“Stay that way, Freyja, my dear. That’s the way I want to remember my
little forest cat while I’m home in Asgard among people.”
  Voden turned. With Honir following, he strode across the square to the
men’s hall.


                        DARK EMPIRE

                                     XV
  SURT slammed the ancient tome shut with a resounding thump. From
where he sat sharpening his sword, Jormungand looked up in surprise.
The slender man stood and began to pace the room, his eyes alight with
excitement. The Serpent had never seen him like this.
  “The key, Jormungand, the key! I think I’ve found it!”
  The giant warrior looked blankly at his master.
   “Yes, Serpent, I believe I’ve found what I’ve been looking for these many
years!” Surt chuckled and rubbed his hands together with glee. “Soon, ah,
ah, soon now the Sons of Muspell will bend their knees tome! To me, Surt,
the Black One! The despised apprentice who was thrown out by his
master! The common felon who stole to live, was caught, and
contemptuously condemned to die! The raider who preyed on the caravans
along the Great Route as it passed through the Twisted Lands! The
wounded, dying castoff Borr left to perish on the Vigrid! The third class
wizard who practiced only the lowly Kishpu sorcery! Soon, soon they will
quail before me! All of them! All!”
   The slight man stopped and spun around to fix Jormungand with his
wild glare. “For long years I have labored, learning minor spells, binding
simple Gallas demons to me, Warding against as many of the Utukku and
Saghulhaza demons as possible. Slowly I have built my power. Always my
ultimate goal seemed infinitely beyond me.
  “For know, Serpent, that I seek nothing less than tote the Ellilutu, the
Sovereign of Heaven, the Overlord of Muspellheim!”
   Jormungand’s head snapped up, his eyes staring in shocked
amazement. “The . . . the . . . Ellilutu?” he stammered. “But . . . but... that’s
impossible! Bel Enlil is the Overlord. He holds the Tupsimati, the Tablets
of Destiny. He is Patesi of Kippur, Lagash, and Ashur. By Nergal, Surt,
you’re insane! Enlil has incredible power! He controls mighty demons and
vast armies besides!” His voice dropped to a whisper. “Some even say he
lays claim to the title of Nunamir.”
   Surt barked out a sudden sharp laugh. “I know all about Bel Enlil and
his consort, Ninlil. I know of his castle, the mighty, mountain-like Ekur,
that rises above the center of widespread Nippur. I know more about Enlil
than does anyone in the world. I have studied him carefully, using many
means, watching his every move as head of the Anunnaki, the council of
seven Sons that rules Muspellheim. I have seen and noted the rivalries, the
struggles, the unceasing battle for power among Enlil, Bel Marduk, and
Bel Enki. I have observed how Bel Adad, our very own Patesi, plays all ends
against the middle and hopes the three will destroy each other to leave
him the victor. And, Serpent” his voice dropped as Jormungand’s had-“I
can tell you that Enlil is the Nunamir!”
  The huge warrior shuddered. “Yet you would match yourself against
him? That’s sheerest insanity!”
   Surt nodded, a slight smile flickering across his thin lips. “Now, yes. It
would be insane to attack now. I’m not ready yet. First I must become one
of the Sons, become a member of the Anunnaki. Only from the inside may
I achieve what I must.”
   Jormungand snorted in derision. “A Son? You? Best attack Enlil with a
dirk and the smallest Gallas demon you can summon. Get it over with.”
  The other man gave him a long, considering look. “Hmm. Perhaps it
would seem that my ambitions are impossible. Perhaps. Only because you
know so little.” Surt paused, as if deciding. “Yes, yes, perhaps you should
know more. It might make you a more effective servant. Yes.
   “Very well, then,” he continued as he pulled up one of the two chairs in
the small, cramped room where they lived, “it is time I told you something
of what I plan.” He gestured with his hand, taking in their surroundings.
“This,” he said, “is far beneath us, even now. I am no mere novice wizard
incapable of calling up more than a pathetic Gallas demon. I have greater
allies, Lamashtu for one, as you know. This room, this guise of weakness,
is to misdirect my true enemy, Bel Adad.”
    The slender man chuckled to see Jormungand’s surprise. “Yes, faithful
Serpent, Adad is my chosen adversary, the first major step in my rise to
power. I will defeat him and replace him to become the Patesi of Maqam
Nifl and Borsippa; then I will hold his spot on the Anunnaki. His magical
drum, the Lilissu, will be mine to use when I wish to call up the Storm
Demons. Teshub will come at my command, and Resheph, and Pazuzu,
and Rimmon. Ishkur, the chief of them all, will do my bidding. Ninurta of
the stormy south wind will heed my every demand. Adad’s magical ax will
slaughter my enemies. You, faithful Serpent, you will be in command of
the soldiers of Maqam Nifl and Borsippa to forge them into a mighty army
fit to challenge that of any of the other Sons.”
  “They’ll never accept an upstart,” Jormungand protested. “You’re not
one of them.”
  Surt looked amused. “The Sons respect power, raw power. Anyone
powerful enough to defeat one of the Patesi automatically becomes one
himself. Bel Marduk is an example. Long before either of us was born,
Marduk was a common soldier, the head of Enlil’s personal guard. He was
a mighty warrior, Serpent, one of the greatest ever. Enlil used him to
defeat Kingu, who was then the Ellilutu and Patesi of Muspell. Through a
masterful combination of dire magic and cold steel. Enlil prevailed.
Marduk wrested the Tupsimati, the Tablets of Destiny, from Kingu’s very
hands and bore them in triumph to his master.
   “In the process, something happened to Marduk. Perhaps some of the
power that resides in the Tupsimati rubbed off on him, or perhaps he
opened the Tablets and read some of the True Names inscribed there. No
one knows. In any case, Marduk demanded that Enlil give him the
lordship of Muspell as a reward for his invaluable service. At first Enlil
demurred, but the other Sons were worried over the vast power Enlil had
accumulated and feared he would add the armies of Muspell to his own
forces and thus become invincible. So they backed Marduk’s claim in the
Anunnaki and forced Bel Enlil to agree. Thus Marduk rose to become
Patesi and one of the Sons of Muspell. Now he competes on the same level
with Enlil and Enki for the Ellilutu.”
  “Why pick Adad to fight, Surt? Surely Nannar, or better yet Utu, would
be a weaker, easier foe. Or even ancient An, the eldest Son.”
   “Yes, yes, so it would seem. Take Utu, for example. Patesi of Sippar and
of Larsa, the only city in all Muspellheim to survive the disaster of the
First Dark Empire. Yes, Utu would seem the weakest of the Sons. He rules
small cities, sparsely settled lands. Of all the demons of the netherworld
the dark and fearful Kur, he controls only one, the fire demon Nusku On
the Anunnaki he sides with no one, withdraws almost completely from the
power straggle among Marduk, Enki, and Enlil. None of the great books of
magic are his.
  “I admit, at first I thought of him. Yet, something bothered me. I quake
now to think how closely I escaped utter destruction!
  “Utu, despite his seeming innocuousness, is perhaps the most
dangerous of all the Sons! The others don’t ignore him, they avoid him!
They dread and fear him! Why? you ask. How can this be? He seems so
harmless. Ah, yes, seems.
   “The fact is that Utu is the only Son who still deals directly with the
original gods, the Igigi! Nabu, the God of Wisdom, answers his plea. Gira
and Gibil protect him from sorcery. Ninkarrak heals his wounds and
guards his health. The others, all three hundred of them, Mah, Mirsu,
Ninki, Tagtug, Azagsug, all swarm around his altars when he burns sweet
offerings for them.
  “No, Jormungand, Utu is not one to trifle with! I will give him as wide a
berth as possible. May he remain neutral and inactive!
   “Nannar, now, the Patesi of Ur, is a different matter. His consort is
lovely. Ali, yes, Ningal would grace my bed! His necklace of lapis lazuli
would give me the power to call forth mighty Sedu, the winged bull. And I
would give much to be master of Bubbulu, the Evil Dark.
   “The problem with Nannar is not Nannar; it is Enlil. Nannar is the
Ellilutu’s faithful ally. Because of him, Enlil can stand off both Marduk and
Enki even should they combine. No, I would not touch Nannar, for that
would rouse Enlil long before I am ready to face him.
   “An, the eldest Son, he who once dwelled in Der but now lives in
strong walled Uruk, would have been a possibility had he not taken that
bitch Innina as his consort. When Antu, his original consort, died, the old
man sought a new mate from dawn lit Prin. Had he bedded such a one, he
would have been my choice. Not even the fact that he holds the mighty
Maqlu, a book of great power, would have been enough to save an aged
fool dazzled by the charms of a woman from the Floating World! But
Innina, ah! I dread her power almost more than that of Enlil himself. No, I
stay away from An and his wife.
  “Which leaves only Adad. Enki is too powerful, as is Marduk. Adad . . .
ah, Adad. The Patesi is powerful, true, but hardly invincible. Most
important, though, he is isolated. The other Sons despise and distrust
him. He is no man’s ally, throwing his weight now here, now there,
wherever it seems likely to do him the most good. The others, especially
Enlil, Enki, and Marduk, know he hopes they will destroy each other and
that he does everything in his power to promote just that situation. No, no
one loves the man. All would be relieved, even pleased, were he destroyed,
especially by someone they would feel was no threat. Someone, say, who
seemed weak and unlearned in the arts necessary to a Patesi.”
   Jormungand shook his head impatiently. “That’s all fine, but you’re
forgetting one thing. You’re not powerful enough to challenge Adad and
win. You may have a few demons at your call, but Lamashtu is no match
for the likes of Pazuzu, not to mention Mushrussu! It’s crazy, Surt!”
   The Black One leaned back in his chair and fixed Jormungand with a
triumphant look. “Again, you underestimate me. Well do I know that right
now I am no match for Adad and his minions.” Surt leaned forward, his
face suddenly intense, his gaze burning. “I repeat, right now I am no
match. Soon I will be. His match and much more!”
  He stood without warning, leaping from his chair in his excitement.
“Know, Serpent, that I have discovered a way to power vaster than
anything Bel Adad, the pitiful Patter of Maqam Nifl and Borsippa, can
wield!” His voice dropped, becoming conspiratorial in tone. Jormungand
had to listen carefully to catch every word that fell from the pacing man’s
lips.
   “There is a book, a mighty book. A book whose name many fear even to
pronounce. It is the dread Utukki Limnuti, the Book of Demons, that once
belonged to the mighty Patesi Enmeenlu of Badtabira during the First
Dark Empire. In it are the True Names of seven sevens of demons, copied
from the Tupsimati itself! With those Names are the incantations
necessary to raise those demons and gain control of them! The Utukki
Limnuti, Serpent! A book as mighty as the Maqlu, which An holds, or the
Shurpu, which Marduk possesses, or even the Nimeqi and Shipti of Enki!”
   “But the Utukki Limnuti no longer exists, Surt,” the huge warrior
protested. “Everyone knows it was destroyed along with Enmeenlu,
Badtabira, and everything for a hundred leagues d when the demons broke
loose at the end of the First Dark Empire. It’s gone, gone brick to Kur
where the demos dwell!”
   Surt smiled slowly and evilly. “Yes, yes. Everyone knows that. Everyone.
What if I told you everyone was wrong? What if I told you that the Utukki
Limnuti still lies in a deep crypt beneath the ruins of Badtabira? What if I
said that the demons were unable to canny it off, because the last thing
Enmeenlu did was use his own blood to form a Ward not even the
mightiest of those from dark Kur could broach? What if I said that I know
how to pierce that Ward? What then?”
  Jormungand swallowed, his throat and mouth dry with sudden fear.
“You . . . you speak the truth, Master? The . . . Book of Demons yet exists
on Earth?”
  The thin man chuckled and nodded. “Yes, the truth, faithful Serpent.
Ask not how I know. The finding out would blast your soul. It is enough to
say I know. I know what none other in Muspellheim knows.
  “I am going to the ruins of Badtabira to find the Utukki Limnuti. I am
going to master it and all the demons named within its ancient pages.
Then I am going to smash Bel Adad!
   “I need your help, Jormungand, for the journey is a perilous one. No one
knows the exact location of Badtabira, only that it lies somewhere beneath
the sands of the Northern Waste, that once fruitful land ravaged by the
demons at the end of the First Dark Empire. The Northern Waste itself
lies beyond the Mashu Mountains, the mountains where the deadly
Scorpion Men live. Even magic is not protection enough for such a
journey. Cold steel, wielded by a mighty warrior, is necessary. Help me
now, and soon you will command the armed might of Maqam Nifl and
Borsippa! And someday you will be Warlord of all Muspellheim!”
   Jormungand bowed his head in acceptance. Surely his master was mad.
Still, what an adventure!



  The journey was long and even more dangerous than Surt had
promised. Many were the times Jormungand thought their end had come.
When the Scorpion Men attacked in force, only he and Surt of their whole
party escaped alive. The rest, aired in Kish, never left the Mashu
Mountains. The Scorpion Men feasted on their poison bloated bodies.
   The desert that lay to the north of the Mashu was as deadly as the
mountains. Living enemies were far fewer, but the beat, the sudden
windstorms that filled the air with swirling tend, and the waterless,
foodless waste itself were enemy enough for anyone. Surt needed every bit
of the knowledge he had gained in the Twisted Lands to find the rare
spring that trickled bitter water. Often they had nothing to eat but the
stringy flesh of a snake foolish enough to attack them.
   The Northern Waste was vast, and Surt had only a vague idea where the
ruins of Badtabira lay. Once it had all been a land of lush greenness,
flowing waters, and teeming cities. From the Mashu Mountains to the
Smoking Lands, the heart of the First Dark Empire had stretched, rich
and fruitful. Mighty Larak had been there, a great city on top of a
mountain. Nunki had stood by the edge of the Western Sea, host to the
trade of the world, and Badtabira, the queen of cities, had soared into a
blue sky, her streets busy with traffic from every land.
   The yellow robed men of the Sunrise Empire had glided down her broad
avenues, bringing trade and tribute. Stout Dverg from their own mighty
city of Alvis plied their trade, selling tools, weapons, and wondrous jewelry
crafted at their forges. The Alfar had come, slender and beautiful, and
their dark cousins, the Svartalfar, had served the lords of the Empire. Kara
Khitai had sent its children to gaze in wonder at the great towers that rose
to meet the sky. Even the men of tiny, dawn-lit Prin, high in the towering
Kunlun Mountains, wandered aid the glory of Badtabira.
  Then the greed of the Sons of Muspell had grown boundless, and all the
world rebelled against them. In their pride they gathered a mighty host
and sent it north and east to crush all who would not bend the knee to
them in abject surrender.
   On the grassy plain that was now the Great Eastern Waste, the Sons of
Muspell met the combined army of the Dverg and the Alfar, supported by
detachments from Kara Khitai and the forests of the Vanir. The clash of
the foes made the earth tremble and the sky darken. Rivers of blood
sluiced across the plain; mounds of corpses piled up. The slaughter
continued for two full days; then the Sons let loose their mightiest magic.
The earth heaved, the streams leaped from their courses, the seas smashed
across the land. Mountains fell and others rose, filling the sky with smoke
and fire.
  When the devastation was finished, the battered remnants of the
mighty army of the First Dark Empire straggled back to Muspellheim. The
Dverg, the Alfar, and their allies had won a costly victory. The Sons of
Muspell had lost.
  The loss soon became even greater. The calling of the demons bad
exhausted the Patesi, making them weaker than they had ever been.
Without warning the demons rose up and struck back at the sorcerers
who had held them in thrall. Alalgar of Nunki, Enmeenlu of Badtabira,
Ensibzi of Larak, and Enmeendur of Sippar were their main targets. Larak
was utterly destroyed when the Western Sea swallowed the land, roaring
eastward in a towering wall of water. The ruins of Larak lay somewhere
beneath the steaming waves of the Sea of Mists. Nunki was likewise
inundated by the sea. Sippar was shaken until not one stone stood on
another.
  Badtabira, the home of Enmeenlu, owner of the Utukki Limnuti, was
wasted as no city ever before had been wasted. The demons swarmed
there. Every soul within the mighty walls was dragged screaming to the
dread netherworld of Kur. The proud towers of the mightiest city on earth
were pulled down and flung about in chaotic heaps. The countryside for a
hundred leagues in every direction was blasted and scoured of life. When
the demons had completed their work, nothing was left but sterile rock
and sand. As far as eye could see, there was only the Northern Waste.
   Only one of the Sons of Muspell survived that disaster. Ziusudra was his
name, and like the present day Patesi Utu, he had worshipped the Igigi,
the three hundred gods of Muspell, rather than dealing with demons from
Kur. In his city of Larsa, far to the south of Mashu Mountains, south even
of Sippar, he waited out the seven days and seven nights of the demons’
rampage. Then he gathered what was left of the people of Muspellheim
and began to rebuild. Some said the Igigi had granted him immortality
for his actions and that he still lived, far off on an island in the Southern
Sea. Utu, who made his time in the rebuilt Sippar and ruled Larsa as well,
was a direct descendant of Ziusudra, by blood as well as by his preference
for the Igigi. If he knew of his forefather’s whereabouts, he kept the secret
to himself.



   For weeks the two wandered the scorched and desolate face of the
Northern Waste. Jormungand had long ago given up here that his master
knew where he was going. We will our bon the sands, he thought dully. He
only can to place one foot in front of the other because his body refused to
stop fighting.
   One morning as the sun rose in blue splendor and the endless hot
breath of the wind blew from the west, the huge warrior knew he had
reached his limit. His water skin had been empty for two days now. His
throat was swollen and as dry as the blowing sand. There was no strength
in his legs. Dimly he wondered how Surt kept going. The slender man was
so much thinner, so much weaker. How did he do it?
   Surt staggered to his feet and gestured, his own mouth too dry to allow
for speech. Besides, the effort was too much. There wasn’t enough energy
left to do anything but plod slowly north and west.
   All morning they shuffled along, reeling with fatigue. About noon they
struggled to the top of a slight rise. In the distance there was nothing but
more distance. The land was as empty as always.
   No, wait. There was something. Surt’s eyes were incapable of seeing
very far. The sun had half blinded him. Yet it wasn’t anything he saw. No.
It . . . was something... he felt. He sank to the ground concentrating all his
energy, trying to open his mind.
  There. A dark wing brushed his mind with horror. There again. To the
north. An evil. An evil so old, so deep, he couldn’t identify it.
   Why would such a thing be there? His mind was slaw and dim. It took
all the strength he had left to think, but the conclusion he came to was
inevitable. The evil he felt could only come from one place Badtabira. It
was the remnant, the slowly fading aura of the city and its fate.
   Surt looked up to where Jormungand still stood. He knew that if the
man sat, he would never rise again. Even the mighty Serpent has his
limits, Surt thought. He is not driven the way I am. No thirst for revenge
has he, a thirst that in me is stronger even than my thirst for water or life
itself.
  Slowly, weakly, the Black One rose and pointed to the north. “There,” he
croaked. “There.” The Serpent’s eyes followed his finger. The man nodded
dull comprehension. When Surt began to plod down the rise, Jormungand
followed.



  The farther north they walked, the surer Surt was that they indeed
approached their destination. The aura of lingering horror clung to the
very stones that littered the ground. Soon it woe so wick that even
Jormungand began to pick it up. He looked at Surt, and the slender man
nodded affirmation. Badtabira lay ahead.
  They found a slow ooze of bitter water at tire foot of a rock outcrop.
Since the day was fading, and since it would take several hours to fill their
water skins, they decided to stay there for the night.
   As dark covered the emptiness around them, a snake slid from a crack
in the rock, drawn by the scent of possible prey. Jormungand killed it and
they ate it raw, washed down by water so harsh it made them gag.
   With the full coming of night, the sense of evil that hung over the
landscape became even greater. Surt wove a simple Ward to enclose them.
It wouldn’t protect against a real demon, not against one of the Utukku or
Saghulhaza, but against the aeon old memory of such horrors, it was
enough. They slept soundly.
   In the morning sun the rock outcropping became an ancient piece of
broken wall. Jormungand examined it closely. “From the thickness, I’d say
it was part of the fortified wall that surrounded the city. We must be at
the southern edge of Badtabira. Now what?”
  Surt thought for a moment. “Assuming that the layout was generally the
same as our own cities, the palace of Enmeenlu should be in the center.
Hmm, yes. Let us go. Go carefully. The stench of evil is strong. Nergal
knows what lurks here still. Keep your sword loose.”
   The two walked slowly through what at first glance appeared to be
nothing more than an area dotted with many small mounds of rock. Closer
examination, however, revealed that many of the rocks were chunks of
larger pieces with dressed edges. The rubble that stretched as far as eye
could see was ruin of a vast city. Jormungand was awed by its size, which
was easily twice that of Muspell, 1e estimated. Maqam Nifl would have fit
in a comer of this metropolis. The First Dark Empire must have been
mighty indeed!
  He spun around just in time. The feeling that they were being watched
had bin growing on his battle trained senses fob some tune. The slight grit
of one rock against another had been his only warning that his feeling was
true.
    As he jabbed out with his sword, the thing that had launched itself at
them from behind a mound reared back and hissed. Jormungand was
stunned. What by Namtaru’s dread name was it? Never had he beheld
such a hideous creature! It was a good twelve feet long, a pasty white,
sinuous form propelled by a hundred legs. The pair nearest the hems
ended in large pincers with razor sharp edges. Most horrible of all was the
head itself. The face was a ghastly mockery of a human face. Great round
eyes were set above a double hole of a nose; a tiny flap of flesh flopped
about just over the two cavities. Beneath that was a wide, drooling mouth
filled with yellow fangs. A bright red tongue lolled between the teeth. Huge
ears stuck out to either side. Long, tangled black fair hung from the head.
   The thing moaned as it reared, eyeing Jormungand’s sword. “Uhhhhh,”
it slobbered, “uhhhhh, eat.” The word was so unexpected, the Serpent
almost dropped his weapon. By the seven walls of Aralu, the damn thing
talked!
   “Uhhhhh,” it groaned again. “Eat, eat, hungry, hungry!” With that it
launched itself at Jormungand. The warrior waited until the last possible
moment, then twisted to the side, sweeping his blade down in a slashing
blow that caught the monster just behind the left claw, which fell to the
ground.
   With a speed that surprised Jormungand, the creature wheeled its full
twelve feet and charged again instantly. This time it was expecting his
step to the side and nearly caught the warrior. Its slashing fangs ripped
the stout leather of his harness with frightening ease.
   Almost faster than the Serpent could follow, the monster spun and
attacked once more. Jormungand planted his feet solidly and met the
thing head on. He held his sword high and brought it down on the fanged
head in a swift blur, splitting it in two. The force of the thing’s charge
bowled him over and sent him sprawling.
   As he picked himself up, the thrashing body spasmed one last time and
lay still. He walked over and kicked at it with his foot. “What in the name
of Nergal is this thing, Surt?” he asked. The slender dark man shrugged.
“Well,” Jormungand said. “I hope it was one of a kind. Do you think we’ll
find many such horrors in these ruins?”
   “No man knows what these ruins hold. No man has been here in at least
a handful of sars. Almost anything could be lurking, feeding on the evil
that still abounds.”
  “A handful of sars? That’s at least eighteen hundred years!”
  “Yes. A sar is a cycle of three hundred and sixty ears. The First Dark
Empire lasted a hundred sars, so a mere handful is nothing by
comparison.”
  Jormungand shook his head in amazement. “A hundred sars? It must
have been mighty indeed! Yet in the end it all comes to this,” he said,
sweeping the ruins with a broad gesture of his arm. Deep in thought, he
began to wipe the monster’s blood from his sword.
   As they moved on, the sense of horror became stronger and more
palpable. Surt began to feel the pressure of gibbering evil sneaking around
the edges of his mind. He looked at Jormungand. The man’s face was rigid
with control, his eyes haunted, darting about. There was a light sweat on
his forehead and upper lip. Our Ward is in place, Surt told himself. We are
safe from ordinary demons. Jormungand’s sword is proof against most
monsters. Despite that, he didn’t feel safe. There was something...
something he hadn’t thought of . . . something that waited.... He shook his
head. Enough. He couldn’t let simple fear get the better of him. The evil
that clung to Badtabira was ancient. It couldn’t still be strong enough to-
   Jormungand touched his arm. “There,” the huge warrior said in a
strained whisper. Surt followed his pointing finger to a mound of rubble
higher than those surrounding it. The ceaseless west wind had scoured
one edge of the mound. Just visible was the top of a bull’s back and the
bottom of a feathered wing. A statue of Sedu, the winged bull! Or at least a
fragment of one. Such statues always guarded the entrance to the palace
of Patesi. They had found the palace of Enmeenlu! Somewhere beneath it,
in catacombs unwalked by human feet in over a thousand years, lay the
Utukki Limnuti!


                                  XVI


  WHILE the light was still in the sky, they diligently searched the ruins,
hoping to discover some sort of entrance to the catacombs. The only thing
they found was a large, vicious lizard that became their dinner.
  As darkness slowly pushed the light westward and below the horizon,
Surt began to look over his shoulder again and again. At the same time
Jormungand heard faint grating sounds coming from all around them. It
sounded as if some huge creature were sliding through the rubble toward
them from every direction. Or perhaps it was many smaller beasts. He
listened again for a moment and shuddered. The sound wasn’t natural,
wasn’t right. Nothing moved that way. Nothing.
   Surt’s over the shoulder looks, on the other hand, weren’t a response to
anything he heard. Rather it was something he felt, something that was
lurking, waiting, just out of sight and sound. He probed it with his mind,
trying to identify and locate it. It didn’t seem to be any one place in
particular. It pervaded the entire ruin, and it was ancient.
   The Black One placed his Ward more carefully than ever that night,
putting all the power he commanded into it. The difficulty was that it had
to be a general Ward, one that would work against almost anything, since
he hadn’t the slightest idea what sort of thing might attack. If only he
knew what to expect, he could make it more specific and a good deal
stronger. As it was . . .
   Their evening meal was a quiet one. Both men were listening, each in
his own way, listening for signs of enemies that prowled the night. The
rustling, sliding noises had nearly ceased, as if whatever had stalked them
through the ruins had taken up position and now merely waited to spring.
Jormungand stared into the blackness, his whole body tense, expecting
that at any moment some fanged shape would launch itself at him. His
sword was drawn and lying across his crossed legs, his hand wrapped
around the hilt.
   A sense of dread was growing in Surt’s heart. For the first time he found
himself doubting the wisdom of having come to Badtabira. The evil that
had destroyed this place was so immense! Back in the safety of Maqam
Nifl it had seemed impossible that something that had flourished so long
ago could still be dangerous. Now he wondered. He could feel it. Feel it
stirring and waking, slithering toward him, oozing its way from deep
within the very rocks. A chill of fear ran down his spine. He closed his eyes
and tried to calm his mind. The mind must be still to work magic, he
reminded himself, and magic may be our only hope.
   Jormungand’s urgent whisper startled him. Surt looked up. The giant
warrior was standing, his sword ready, his body tense, a sheen of sweat
glistening on his skin. The moon had risen, and the gleam of its full orb
made the ruins glow with an eerie light. “Surt,” Jormungand whispered
again, “there are things out there.”
  The slight man swept the night with his eyes. At first he saw nothing
but the age old rubble of Badtabira stretching off in all directions. Then
something moved where nothing should be moving. He strained, trying to
see. “What is it?” he asked Jormungand.
   “Nothing I’ve ever seen before,” came the terse reply. “Can’t get a good
look in this light. Got a lot of legs. A lot of teeth. Stinks like dead flesh.
Take a whiff, Surt.”
  Surt sniffed and instantly regretted it. How had he missed it before?
The air was heavy with the stench of carrion. He almost gagged. “What . . .
what are we going to do?” he mumbled.
  Jormungand laughed quickly and grimly. “Probably die, unpleasantly.
By Namtaru, the things look like some kind of mix of spider and wolf.
Where in Nergal’s name did they come from?”
  “What are they waiting for? Why aren’t they attacking?”
   “Might be the Ward, Surt, or they might not be sure of just how
dangerous we are. Near as I can make out, there are nineteen of them.
Each about the size of a big dog. Furry. Sitting there, watching, waiting.”
He laughed tan, the sound harsh in the quiet. “I figure I can kill maybe six
or so before they pull me down. Nineteen is too many.”
  “Nineteen? Did you say nineteen? Yes, yes, that would fit! Enmeenlu
was served by a guard of nineteen demons, Serpent. They were the ones
who led the attack against him and finally dragged him down to Kur.
These things must be the remnants of the manifestations of their power.
After eighteen hundred years they still hang on! The evil power that was
unleashed here during the fall of the First Dark Empire was beyond
imagining. Incredible!”
   “Perhaps when you’re finished admiring the power of Enmeenlu,”
Jormungand said sarcastically, “you could make some suggestions on how
to get rid of these ‘remnants’ before they attack and chew us to pieces.”
   Surt concentrated. After a few moments he began to chant in a
language Jormungand had never heard before. The words, if indeed words
they were, slipped from between the little man’s lips and skittered off into
the night like tiny creatures trying desperately to find cover. As the Black
One continued, the giant warrior noticed that the things that encircled
them began to shift and move restlessly, as if uncertain of their prey. Surt
finished and looked up.
   “Still there,” Jormungand informed him. “You didn’t drive them away,
but it seems like you’ve given them second thoughts about what to have
for dinner. They look nets now.”
   The thin man shrugged. “That’s the most I can do. I think it should hold
them, though.” He sighed and sat back down again. “Might as well rest.
It’s a long night.” The giant warrior didn’t move and didn’t reply. “Ah,
well, then, suit yourself. Watch if you wish.” He leaned back, the weariness
that came from what he had just done rising up within him: Yes, he
thought, guard against the things you see, if it makes you feel better. Are
you aware, I wander, of the real danger? The things you watch could rend
our flesh and spill our blood, but the other thing, the thing I sense slowly
growing in the dark, can drag our bodies and souls down to dreaded Kur
to suffer endless torment. I am afraid, he admitted silently. If there was a
way to back out now, I would take it. But there is no escape. We can only
go forward. To what?



   As dawn came the creatures left, but not before the two got a good look
at them. They were waist high. Their heads were round, with a slight
muzzle. Their faces were hairless and a dead white in color. Two large
bloodied eyes glared out, and a pair of slits functioned as a nose. Their
mouths were slits, also, filled with yellow fangs, which dripped a thick,
green, mucus-like fluid that was undoubtedly poisonous. Their bodies
were oval, eight legged, and covered with short black hair. The two legs
nearest the head ended in crude four fingered hands.
  “Seem pretty solid for ‘remnants,”’ Jormungand muttered.
  “Spider Zi, transformed and inhabited with demonic power,” Surt
explained. “They’re very solid. I imagine they were a lot bigger once, but
the power is slowly draining away. One day they’ll just be ordinary
spiders.”
   The huge warrior snorted. “Let’s come back in a couple thousand years.
I’m willing to wait.”
    Surt shook his head in denial. “There is no leaving. Something still
dwells here in Badtabira, something far more powerful than degenerate
demonic guards. We’ve disturbed its sleep, I’m afraid. It’s not fully roused
yet. If we flee, it will be awake long before we get far enough away to evade
it. Our only hope now is to find the Utukki Limnuti before it comes
completely to life. With power like that in our hands we might be able to
escape.”
  “What is this thing we’ve disturbed, Surt?”
  “I’m not certain. It could be some guardian the demons of Kur left
behind to deny the Utukki Limnuti to any who might by to fund it, or it
could be the Ward placed on the book by Enmeenlu himself in his last
moments. Neither will be pleasant to face.”
  Jormungand stared at Surt, his gaze heavy and grim. “Look around you,
Black One. See the glory that was Badtabira, the mightiest city in the
world. All its power, all its pride could not stop it from becoming just
another pile of rubble. There is a lesson to be learned from the fate of
Enmeenlu, Alalgar, Ensibzi, Enmeendur, and all the others of the First
Dark Empire. I fear we are about to learn it.” For a moment longer his
unwavering gaze held that of his master.
  Then he sighed and turned away. “It makes no difference. I’ve crossed
the River Hubur once and stood before the seven gates of Aralu. It
shouldn’t be any harder this time.”



  It was mid morning when Surt found what he was searching for. There
was nothing visible to the eye to eke the place any different from a
thousand other spots within the rain. Indeed, they had passed within a
few feet of it several times. The slender man had finally discovered it by
going to the place he least wanted to, the place that made him fuel the
most fearful.
  Jormungand pulled aside several blocks of stone and loose rubble to
reveal a huge square stone with an iron ring in the middle set in the
ground. He cleared the stone to its edges, then gripped the ring with both
hands and heaved with all his might. It moved with unexpected ease to
reveal a stairway leading down into stygian blackness. Stale air wafted up
out of the hole, heavy with the smell of ancient dust.
   The two men looked at each other. Surt spoke. “I will lead, Serpent, and
make light with a certain spell I know. Follow close and keep a sharp eye
behind. This will be a maze, with Nergal knows what lurking and stinking
within.” Jormungand nodded. He took a last look around as Surt started
down the stone steps. It’s only a lousy desert, he thought, but somehow I
think I’m going to miss it. He put his feet upon the steps and disappeared
from sight.
   At the base of the steps Surt waited, a small green globe floating in the
air about a foot over his head. It cast a strange light over the walls, floor,
and ceiling of the tunnel where the stone steps ended. The walls of the
tunnel were of dressed gray stone. The passage was about six feet wide by
perhaps eight tall. Plenty of room to fight in, the warrior thought. With
my back pressed to one of the walls I could hold off several opponents.
Provided, he added, they were more or less human.
  While Jormungand evaluated the defensive potential of the tunnel, Surt
was staring fixedly at an inscription scrawled across the right hand wall.
The letters, unfamiliar to the warrior, had been written in a hasty scribble
with some sort of material that was dark and flaking. Jormungand joined
Surt.
  “What is it?”
  “A curse,” Surt replied tersely. “Written in blood. I think I know whose.”
  “Enmeenlu’s?”
  Surt nodded. “Which means we’re going the right way.”
  “Or the wrong way, depending how much you value your life.”
  The slender man grunted. With a gesture he turned and began to walk
down the passage. They went slowly, cautiously. About thirty feet farther
on, the corridor dead ended in a cross corridor Surt paused, trying to
decide which way to turn. Finally he nodded and turned right.
  “How do you know to go right?” Jormungand asked.
  “Because that’s the way I don’t want to go,” came the answer.
   The tunnel turned sharply downward and branched. At the point where
the corridor split lay the remains of two warriors. Their skeletons were
strangely twisted, as if they had been mauled by something huge and
vicious. The sword of one was broken, and the other’s was nowhere to be
seen. Carefully the two intruders stepped over the bones and took the
right hand corridor again.
   For some time they continued on and downward, always taking the
right hand choice. Here and there bodies lay sprawled in ancient death, all
as if smashed by something monstrous. At one point Jormungand noticed
marks on the corridor wall. For all the world they looked like claw marks.
But they were incised into the solid stone a good two inches! The warrior
wondered what sort of creature could do something like that to rock.
   Eventually they came to a place where the passage widened to form a
large circular room, perhaps thirty feet across and twenty feet high. Five
dark openings led out of it. “Right again, Surt?” the warrior asked. The
slight man concentrated, then shook his head. “No. The middle one. And
we must go more cautiously than ever. The way begins to stink of evil.”
  They passed two more branchings of the tunnel. At the second Surt
paused long, listening and looking intently. He moved slowly back and
forth between the openings, as if he were a dog hunting for a scent.
Finally, almost reluctantly, he chose the passageway on the right. “Neither
is good,” he explained. “This seems a bit less inviting.”
   The corridor turned and twisted like a serpent in agony. As they
rounded one comer Jormungand stopped in his tracks and hissed to his
companion to halt. Dead silence fell over them. Then barely at the edge of
perception came the tiniest noise. They listened with all their might,
trying to hear it well enough to identify it.
   “Back the way we came,” Jormungand whispered. “Something’s
following us.”
  His head cocked to one side, Surt nodded. “Yes. It sounds tike
something shuffling along. Could be one big thing or several smaller ones.”
  “Several smaller,” judged the Serpent. “Should we keep going and try to
outrun them, or stay here and surprise them?”
  “What would be best for you?”
  The warrior considered. “Guard the other direction, Surt. We’ll wait
here. Whatever’s coming, it’s coming fast. The noise is a lot louder now.”
He looked around. “Yes. Right here at this bend. We’ll be just behind the
corner when they come bursting around. Surprise.”
   They didn’t have long to wait. Five creatures came shuffling around the
corner in a tight formation. At first glance they seemed human. A second
look showed that if they had been human, it was a long time ago. Their
eyes were large and saucer-like, their, noses flat and grotesquely wide:
Instead of skin, they were covered with tiny scales that glistened wetly in
the green light cast by Surt’s globe. Their hands, which held sword or ax,
were clawed. Their legs were short and bowed, making them of a size that
fell between that of Surt and the giant warrior. When they saw the two,
their long red tongues flicked out of narrow, lipless mouths, and a hiss of
surprise filled the passage.
   Jormungand didn’t give them any chance to recover. With a cry he
leapt forward, his sword flashing in a great arc, catching the one in the
lead on the side of its neck and smashing through the thing’s body to
emerge below the opposite armpit. The Serpent pulled his blade down and
back, then thrust forward, catching another of the creatures in the center
of its face. Yellow ichor splattered in all directions as it reeled back into its
three companions.
  The warrior stepped back, preparing himself for their rush. With a
combined hiss the three charged, their weapons reaching out to skewer
him. He stepped quickly to the right, putting himself along the wall as he
moved forward, sword sweeping out to catch the one nearest the wall in
the stomach. The two survivors spun to face him, hoping to pin him to the
wall. With a sudden lunge he flung himself to the side of the one on the
left, knocking the creature’s sword to the right. Then he reversed his
sword’s motion and slammed the blade into the thing’s chest, burying it
almost to the hilt. The creature twisted and fell, trapping his blade and
pulling it from his grip.
  Seeing him weaponless, the last creature leapt forward, its ax raised
high. Jormungand threw himself to the right, hitting the floor and rolling.
The ax smashed against the stone with a ringing clash and a shower of
sparks. Recovering instantly, the thing whirled and struck again.
   Jormungand managed to claw his dagger from where it was thrust
through fire belt of his harness. He flung it even as he dodged the ax. The
creature raised its weapon to strike again, but suddenly stopped, staring
in surprise at the hilt that protruded from its chest. With a hiss it
crumpled to the stones.
  The huge warrior stood and looked down at the five bodies, which
began to heave and squirm. Jormungand stepped back, his eyes wide with
horror. As he watched, the creatures rotted and turned into a mass of
writhing maggots. Then the maggots putrefied, and all that was left were
pools of stinking yellow fluid.
  He turned away, gagging at the sight and smell. Surt stood calmly
taking in the whole scene. “Reptile Zi, Serpent, inhabited by the Etimmu,
ghosts, of Enmeenlu’s guards. We near the Utukki Limnuti, for these are
the servants the Patesi of Badtabira set to guard his treasure.”
    Bringing himself back under control, Jormungand retrieved both his
sword and his dagger. He picked up one of the axes the creatures had
carried. It was of a strange design, unlike anything he had ever seen. The
haft was of ebony colored wood, the blade bronze and double headed. He
felt the heft and balance of the weapon. Nodding silent approval, he thrust
it through the belt of his harness.
   They went forward again, down tunnel after tunnel, until the warrior
lost all sense of time. Once they stopped briefly to sip a little water and eat
the last few pieces of the lizard’s flesh.
  The farther they went, the greater became Jormungand’s certainty that
they here again being followed. Whenever they paused to choose direction,
the warrior listened carefully. He heard nothing, yet the sense of being
watched grew and grew. At The same time he found an unreasoning fear
beginning to take root in his mind. Everything began to oppress him, and
strange visions flashed through his consciousness. He imagined the weight
of earth over them, realizing they were buried alive here deep beneath the
Northern Waste. He found the dark that patted only briefly as they passed
invading his thoughts as well. It was endless. Endless and full of horrors.
Anything could be waiting just around the next corner. Drooling fangs and
long claws, the stench of death and rotting corpses. Writhing maggots
with grasping hands reaching out from the dark behind and all around,
reaching and touching, polling him down into lingering, screaming
death....
   He cursed himself out loud. Surt stopped and turned to look back at
him. The thin man’s face was drained and tense, a slight dew of sweat on
his forehead. His eyes were haunted by the same horror that Jormungand
knew lurked in his own. The Black One’s voice was hoarse and strained as
he spoke. “Yes, Serpent, I feel it too. The Ward can’t keep it out any longer.
Prepare yourself. We must be getting very close.”
  The warrior nodded. With grim determination he thrust the fear that
oozed through his mind back and down, bringing it under tenuous
control.
   The corridor suddenly ended in a massive, wooden door bound with
straps of iron and studded with nail heads of silver. There was no visible
means of opening it. Surt paused and stood before it, chin in his hand,
thinking carefully and deeply. After a few moments he stepped aside. “Try
it.” He gestured to Jormungand. “Push with your shoulder.” The huge
man leaned against the door and shoved with all his strength. It refused to
budge. Surt did not seem surprised at this, result. “Stand back, then,” he
commanded. “Shield your eyes.”
   Jormungand stepped back several paces, turned his back to the door,
and gazed back along the corridor into the darkness. He heard the other
man mumbling something in strange, unrecognizable words. There was a
bright flash and a loud noise, followed by a shock wave that almost
knocked the warrior off his feet. The light briefly revealed what waited just
out of sight down the corridor. The Serpent spun about and grabbed Surt,
leaping through the half open door. Dropping his master, he spun about
and slammed the heavy wooden door shut, leaning against it, gasping for
breath and trying to control his trembling.
  Surt looked at him in amazement. “What... what did you do that for?”
  “The . . . thing . . . there was a thing…in the dark . . . following.... I…”
  “What thing? What was it?”
    “It . . . by Namtaru, Surt . . . I . . .” The man made an effort and brought
himself back under control. He shook his head to clear it. “I . . . don’t want
. . . to... talk about it,” he gritted out between tightly clenched teeth. “Don’t
want to remember.” He shuddered. “But I won’t go back that way. Won’t.”
  The slender man touched his arm. “Calm, Serpent. We need not go back
that way, but we do have to go forward.” He gestured around the small
room they were in. “This is only the antechamber. Beyond lies the main
room. I think we’ll find what we’re looking for there.” His voice dropped
ton whisper. “We’ll find the Utukki Limnuti!”
  Jormungand pulled his sword from its scabbard and walked slowly and
cautiously with Surt to the door that lay at the opposite end of the
chamber. The warrior reached out with the tip of the sword and pushed
gently at the door. It swung open.
  The two men looked at each other. “I’m going to expand the light,” Surt
whispered. “The next room is probably much larger, and we want to see
everything. Be ready.” Jormungand nodded and gripped his sword tighter.
   Together they stepped quickly through the door. The light bloomed,
bathing a vast chamber in its eerie green glow. What it revealed staggered
the minds of the two. The room was easily two hundred feet square. Giant
pillars in the form of serpent dragons soared upward to a ceiling that
stood a good eighty feet over their heads. The vault itself was covered with
deep blue lapis lazuli. Worked into its surface in brilliant jewels was a map
of the heavens, every constellation in its proper place. The floor of the
chamber was solid gold; the walls, silver inlaid with gold designs, again of
serpent dragons.
   In the exact center of the room was an enormous throne cut from a
single, massive bloodstone. It glittered a sickly dark red in the greenish
light, looking like a mound of clotted blood.
   Seated on the throne was a giant man, dressed in cloth of gold. His face,
as black as the corridors that filled the catacombs, was long and narrow,
with thin lips, a pointed chin, and a high, narrow nose. Eyes, which
glowed redly, were open and. staring directly at them.
   Surt gasped and pointed. On the man’s lap lay an immense book bound
in black leather. The Utukki Limnuti!
   Before either of them could take a step forward, the mouth of the figure
on the throne opened and a chilling laugh tumbled out, f king the hall and
slamming into their ears. A voice followed the laugh, a voice so ringing it
literally battered them to their knees. “Fools! You dare to enter the inner
sanctum of Enmeenlu! You shall die eternally!” He raised a hand and
gestured to the air. “Come, my pet, come and crunch their bones!”
  “If you’ve any magic, Surt, you’d best use it now,” muttered the dazed
warrior. They watched in wonder as the air between them and the throne
shimmered and thickened. A form began to appear. First rte long, sinuous
body, then the maned and fanged head, then the six strong, clawed legs.
   Surt gasped again and began to tremble: “It’s . . . it’s Musirkeshda,” he
wailed in terror. “Musirkeshda, who sits next to Tiamat and gets second
pick of prey.”
   Jormungand shook himself, trying to free his mind and limbs from the
terror and hopelessness that seemed to grip them. This thing was sister to
Mushrussu, his old enemy. He had fought the other to a standstill and he
would fight this one, by Nergal! Namtaru might already be carrying his
name to Ereshkigal in her seven wailed abode beyond the Hubur. But, by
the Igigi, he was damned if he’d go peacefully! Let them all remember
Jormungand, the mighty Serpent! With a roar that matched that of the
creature he faced, he launched himself into the fight.
   “Take this back to your sister, dragon bitch!” he screamed as he slashed
at the monster’s head. It hissed and reared back, barely evading the blow.
The thing swiped at him, its claws flashing past his face. He stepped to the
side and jabbed at its fanged mouth. Jormungand sensed the coming
slash of the tail. He lunged back just as it slammed into the floor. He
hacked at it, cutting a huge gash through the heavy scales. The bellow of
the beast nearly deafened him.
   It leapt at him, mouth agape. He twisted to the side, dodging the fangs
and the first clawed foot. His sword jabbed forward, catching the monster
behind the front left leg. The point sank deep. He turned and pulled,
ripping the hole larger.
   As he stepped back the second foot caught him in the side, claws raking
him, tearing his clothes and ripping deep into his flesh. He gasped and
staggered against one of the pillars, stunned by the force of the blow and
the fiery pain that tore through his body. With a roar of triumph
Musirkeshda reared up, its mouth drooling, its front claws pawing the air
in anticipation of slashing his body to ribbons.
  Jormungand realized he had only one chance. Without waiting, he
threw himself forward, straining every last ounce of energy from his
rapidly failing body. His sword gripped in both hands, he rammed into the
dragon’s chest directly below the first pair of legs, sinking the blade in to
the hilt. Blood spewed out over him, burning hot and foul. Releasing his
weapon, he flung himself to the right, rolling as he hit, trying to escape.
  Musirkeshda shrieked in agony and dropped to its feet. It moaned, a
bubbly sound coming from deep inside its scaly chest. The lion-like head
swung around and saw the scrabbling form of Jormungand. The creature
roared again and moved toward him, but the roar ended in a strangled
gurgle. Musirkeshda stopped and shook its maned head. It opened its
mouth as if to roar again, and a flood of steaming blood poured forth. The
dragon looked down stupidly at the foul fluid that puddled on the floor,
then, with a groan, crumpled to lie in its own” blood.
   Jormungand looked up to see Surt’s pale face. Everything whirled about
in confusion. He reached his hand to his side, trying to stop the pain. He
pulled it away and saw that it was bright with his own blood.
   The air around them vibrated with an ear shattering roar. Light began
to flash, and the walls of the room glowed. The figure on the throne had
both hands extended in their direction. From his fingertips bolts of sheer
energy streamed. Nergal, help me, Surt cried silently. Stand by your
servant!
   Reaching beneath his robe, he pulled out the talisman he had taken so
many years ago from the corpse of the wizard on the Vigrid. He held it
tightly with both hands and cleared his mind. Rapidly he began to chant.
As he rolled out the spell a wall of darkness began to form between himself
aid the energy pouring from the fingers of the man on the throne. Surt’s
face broke into a heavy sweat. His whole body strained as if he were
holding up the dark wall with his own strength.
  There was an explosion, which knocked Surt flat by its power. Still he
kept a firm grip on the talisman.
  The room began to fill with darkness. Unlike the absence of light that
had so haunted them in the tunnels, this darkness had substance and
weight. It gibbered and snickered, full of evil, slinking presence. Surt knew
instantly it was the Bubbulu, the Evil Dark. Bel Nannar controlled it in
these times, but Enmeenlu had been the master of it during the days of
the First Dark Empire. It returned now at his calling.
  Jormungand struggled to his feet, his eyes wide with terror. “Do
something, Surt! For the sake of Namtaru, do something! It’s . . . it’s
eating my soul! Stop it!”
  Surt whimpered and crawled across the floor to huddle against the wall.
“Can’t think,” he moaned piteously. “Oh . . . oh . . . help! Too much power!
My mind, my mind!”
   The warrior staggered. Something slimy was trying to force its way into
his mouth. Something else was wrapping itself around his leg, sliding
upward with slow, dreadful purpose. There was another thing sitting on
his head, slowly chewing its way into his brain. Ah! Ah! He screamed in
agony.
   He wrenched himself erect, lips clenched against the thing that
attempted to push its way past. He looked up. Across the room, barely
visible in the gloom, was the figure on the throne. His eyes glowed brightly
now, their red light shining like two beacons in the dark.
  A sudden rage shook the huge warrior. Without thinking, he snatched
the double headed ax from his belt and flung it with all his might, aiming
between the two red glows.
  He heard a bellow of rage, saw a flash of light, felt the smashing force of
an explosion. Then he felt nothing.



   What happened next, Jormungand never knew and Surt would never
tell. Once when the warrior asked him, the Black One turned haunted eyes
on him, eyes sick with a memory he couldn’t repress. The answer had been
sufficient.
   Somehow Surt had managed to wade through the magical chaos set
loose when Jormungand’s ax smashed the forehead of the creature on the
throne. Surt was certain that the figure was nothing less than the
corporeal remains of Enmeenlu himself. In any case, the double headed
bronze ax shattered the spells made fragile by the many years that had
passed since their casting. Strange things had been loosed in the breaking.
Surt managed to fend them off and win his way to the throne and the book
on the knees of the destroyed figure.
   He also managed to get the badly wounded Jormungand out of the
catacombs. Then, supporting the warrior, he had staggered from the ruins
of Badtabira ahead of a wave of demons sent from Kur to guard the
palace.
  The rest of the journey back to Maqam Nifl, impossible to most men,
had seemed pleasant by comparison. Once back in the city of Bel Adad,
the truly dangerous part of their quest began.


                             ASAHEIM
                                  XVII

  THE horsemen topped a swell in the snow covered Himinborg Plain.
They paused for a moment and gazed northward through the pale
morning light. There, several miles off on the crest of a rise, stood Asgard.
From this distance it appeared as a sprawl of dirty brown with tendrils of
smoke twisting skyward toward the low gray clouds.
  Voden sat silently on his horse and tried to come to grips with the
emotions that surged through him. Joy, excitement, relief, even fear... yes,
he could deal with them easily enough, but there was something else,
something that disturbed him. Above and beyond his other feelings,
detached in a way that made it seem as if it came from another place,
another mind, was a vague sense of disappointment. Asgard looks so ugly
there on its hill, a voice somewhere within him said. So small and
crowded. So rough and crude.
  He shook his head, suddenly angry. Such thoughts are unworthy of
Voden, son of Borr, he told himself. I am Aesir, and Asgard is my home. I
am returning to my people. Who are barbarians, came the soft, mocking
reply.
   With a sharp jerk he pulled up his horse’s head and kicked it into
motion. The others fell in line behind him. It seemed only right that Borr’s
eldest son should lead the procession as it entered Asgard.
   After an official greeting at the gate from their fathers and several other
chieftains, Voden and Honir separated and went to their own homes.
Roskva and the other servants and bondmen and women were gathered
near the door of Voden’s family hall to bid him welcome and make endless
comments over how he had grown, what a fine warrior he would be, and
so on. Working his way free of them as rapidly as politeness would allow,
he stepped into the main part of the hall and looked to the other end
where his mother sat smiling in the high seat. She gestured to him to
approach.
   As Voden drew near he noticed that she had changed. Her pregnancy
was obvious, even at a distance, even seated. It wasn’t until he got much
closer, though, that he saw how tired and drawn she was. There were
circles beneath her eyes and new lines across her forehead and at the
corners of her mouth. The lines were smooth for the moment, but Voden
knew they could twist into a grimace of pain at an instant’s notice.
  He took the hand she offered him and was surprised at how thin and
light it was. The fingers seemed mere sticks, the veins stuck out on the
back of the hand, and the palm was abnormally hot. He looked up and met
her eyes. They held an amused look, and her mouth was curled in wry
humor. “Yes, my son, soon you will have a little sister. She was conceived
not long after you left. I doubt she will come while you are here. That
would be a bit too soon. But it won’t be long. No, not long.”
   They talked quietly for a while about Vanaheim and Voden’s adventures
there. Then Vestla seemed to tire suddenly and told him to go out and,
visit with his friends. “Tror,” she said, “has been counting the days until
you returned. Tyr, too. Go, before the two of them burst with curiosity.”



   Honir had already joined Tror and Tyr. The three of them were waiting
outside the wattle fence that surrounded Voden’s hall. Together the four
friends wandered the streets of Asgard, chattering spray, exchanging
stories and telling of the exciting things that had happened since they had
last seen each other.
  To his surprise Voden found himself holding much back. By agreement
he and Honir had decided to say nothing of the rites the Vanir held at the
summer solstice. They had also agreed not to mention the first stirrings of
the Galdar power in Voden.
   Even beyond that, Voden felt unable to share certain matters. He didn’t
mention his training in the Thiodnuma or wrestling. And though Honir
told them of Freyja, Voden found himself incapable of saying anything
about the girl or his feelings toward her.
   As they walked and talked he found his mind drifting from the
conversation. Things began to catch his eye, things he had known since he
was old enough to walk. There was, a patina of familiarity over them, a
sense of rightness that made them suddenly stand out and demand his
attention. Old Groa's hut with the still unfixed leather hinge on the shutter
that covered her only window summer and winter. The shed next to Tyr’s
family’s hall where they had played many times. The large stone that stood
in the middle of the open space at the center of Asgard where Mad Omi
used to stand and babble his nonsense. The wattle fence that enclosed old
Gangloti’s pigs, though never for very long.
  Everywhere he looked, everything he saw, seemed to shine with its own
inner light. It was as if he were viewing all these things, all these totally
familiar and ordinary things, for the first time. They were the same. Yet
they were different.
   The same, yet different. Some subtle but fundamental transformation
had taken place in Asgard. Nothing had changed, yet it was all totally new,
gleaming with freshness.
   As swiftly as the fling had core, it was gone. Voden blinked. He had been
staring at a broken cart, a cart that had been lying in Thorir’s yard ever
since he could remember. A moment ago it had been special, full of
meaning and possibilities he had never dreamed of. Now it was just an old
broken cart, cast aside because it was worthless.
  The other boys were standing and looking at him. Their gazed were
perplexed, troubled. Voden returned their look his face unreadable. Then
he laughed and shrugged. They smiled, uncomfortable, but not quite
knowing why.



  Tror didn’t know how to say it, or who to say it to. He was worried no,
not worried, concerned. Concerned for his friend.
   Why? he asked himself as he lay in bed that night, burrowed beneath a
bear pelt. Voden’s fine. He’s grown a good four fingers in height since he
left. He seems healthy. If anything, he’s quicker and faster than ever.
  Then why? It wasn’t anything definite. It was just.... well, just that he
seemed . . . different. Yes, that was it.
   Take the way he tended to drift off and get lost in his own thoughts.
Voden had always been a thinker. Tror’s father had said he’d never known
a lad with so many questions. But this was not the same. Voden wasn’t
asking questions. He was going somewhere inside, somewhere far away
from his friends even as he walked with them.
  Or what about the way he moved? No one else but Tror had noticed it.
Voden moved differently now. Smoothly, gracefully. Next to him, the
redheaded boy had felt like a stumbling ox.
   You couldn’t surprise him anymore, either. It seemed as if he knew
what you were going to do before you did yourself. He didn’t have to be
looking at you to know you were moving, as though he had eyes in the
back of his head.
   The strangeness didn’t stop there. No, it went beyond physical things.
Tror shivered slightly as he remembered what had happened the other
day. They had been in Volund’s workroom, helping the smith prepare
sword blanks and spearheads. Voden had worked with them, cheerful,
laughing, and as full of questions as he had always been.
  Then his eyes fell on Mjollnir, the mighty hammer that Volund had
made nearly a year ago. In an instant the smile and laugh vanished to be
replaced by a strange brooding look and haunting silence.
  When the work was completed, Voden drew Tror aside and spoke to
him in an urgent whisper. “Tror,” he said, “make me a promise.”
  Tror frowned, disturbed by the urgency and oddness of the request.
“Promise?”
  Voden nodded, his face serious, his eyes veiled and dark. “Yes. A
promise about the hammer. Mjollnir.”
  “My father’s hammer? The Crusher?”
  “Yes.”
  Uneasy, the redheaded youth turned his head away. “It’s my father’s
hammer. He made it for somebody. You remember, don’t you?”
   With surprisingly strong hands Voden grabbed Tror’s chin and turned
his head back until they were eye to eye. “I remember. Volund made that
hammer for a great warrior, someone who will come along someday and
be able to use it to protect the Aesir. It is destined to be.”
  Despite himself, Tror dropped his gaze from his friend’s tuning stare.
“Wha what do you want me to do? I’m only “
  “Something simple. I want you to promise me you’ll try to lift it. Every
day, you’ll try. Just that. Nothing more.”
    Tror frowned again, a look of bafflement filling his face. “Lift it? I can’t
lift it. It’s too heavy. My father can barely drag it along. How can I lift it?”
  “Just try to lift it. Try every day.”
   The smith’s son stared at the ground in silence for several moments,
then muttered, “Well, all right. I guess it can’t hurt anything. As long as all
I have to do is try to lift it.” He had raised his eyes and asked, “But why?”
  It had happened then, and the shock of it still took away his breath
when he remembered it. Voden had looked him full in the face and
replied, his voice flat, hard, and commanding, “Don’t ask. Do it.”
  Tror had been stunned, not so much by the words, or even the
preemptive tone, as by the look that had transformed Voden’s face into
that of an utter stranger. A very old stranger, one with great and dark
power, one who looked and judged and understood things no boy Voden’s
age should understand. Then, before Tror could even comprehend what
had happened, the stranger was gone and the Voden he knew was back.
But the friend that had returned was a bit more like the stranger than he
had been before.
  Tror shivered and burrowed deeper beneath the pelt. It was strange.
And a little frightening.



  Vestla watched her eldest son closely. He was growing so rapidly. In a
few more months he would be twelve, years old. Conceived amid the
blood soaked ruins of the caravan on the ninth day of the seventh month,
how had been born nine months later on the seventh day, just as spring
was softening the land.
  From the very first she had known he was something special, precious,
and unique. He was the reason she had left Prin, traveled the Great Route
toward Muspellheim, been raped by Borr on the Vigrid. Voden was the
point of it all, the manifestation that the Tao had been seeking to
accomplish through her. It had taken her many years to understand, and
even longer to accept.
   Now, looking into his eyes as he sat in the hall and stared up at the
rafters, she knew for certain. There was something in him that went
beyond him, something that partook of the Tao. Wondrous are the ways of
the Tao! Marvelous the twists and turns of the Great Pattern!
   She felt both joy and pain. The brief glimpse she had once been given of
the future had been frightening as well as enlightening. The Tao flowed on,
yes, but it flowed through flames and death and destruction as well as
through peace and prosperity. None of which mattered to the Tao. Those
are our concerns, our petty human worries, she knew. Life and death,
glory and. ignominy, wealth and poverty, all, are but swirls, swiftly
forming and just as swiftly disappearing, in the driving flow of the Tao.
  Vestla knew that, had known it since childhood. Her mother had told
her many times when she had cried because there was not enough to eat.
She had been taught it again in the Floating World. Let go of the self. Let
go of desire and hope. Flow with the Tao and be. That is the only true
happiness, the only escape from the grief that clings in gray veils to all of
human endeavor.
   She had tried, tried to give pleasure without concern for receiving any
in return, tried to smother her own burning passions for the calm
detachment the masters of the Floating World had demanded. She had
succeed, at times.
  Total yielding, total dismissal of desire, though, had been beyond her.
She burned at times, burned with a lust for life and the pleasures of the
flesh. Even on the Vigrid, thrown to the blood drenched ground,
surrounded by the stink of death, she had felt surging passion when. Borr
had ripped off his breechclout. She had wanted him, even if it meant
death. When he had thrust into her, she had nearly fainted with delight.
How he filled her!
   In the midst of her orgasm a light had broken over her mind and she
had realized something. Joy and pain were inseparable. If one would have
joy, one had to have pain. The openness to one automatically opened you
to the other. The more intensely you could feel the one, the more intensely
you could feel the other.
  Yes, it was possible to kill desire, but only at the price of killing the force
that drove men to greatness. True, the quelling of desire gave one a
peacefulness no ordinary human could achieve. So did death.
  She’d never been able to sort it out completely. She knew only that she
wasn’t willing to give up joy for peacefulness. She wasn’t ready or able to
cast aside desire or the pleasure of fleshly delights. If pain came with it,
then she would have to live with the pain.
  Since that time, she’d thrown herself into her own humanness. She’d
been a wife arid a mother, accepting both the grief and the happiness that
went with her choice. She’d done nothing to fight the Tao, nothing to
change the Great Pattern, nothing to alter or transform herself beyond
what she immediately was.
   The pleasures of seeing Voden grow had been offset by the pain of losing
a child in birth. Vethur had been barn, and there was joy in that. Anguish
had come with the separation from Voden, but there had been the
satisfaction of knowing it was in keeping with the Tao.
   Seeing him again was a bittersweet experience. He was the same, yet
transformed. He was her son, yet belonged to something much greater
than her. She had had him for almost twelve years. Now the Tao had him.
  Her only despair came from the fact that she had no way of telling him
what she knew. She had tried to teach him the techniques of mind control
and meditation that she had learned in the Floating World. But he was
young, and it was too soon to tell how well the lessons had been learned.
She had spoken often of the Tao and the Great Pattern, hoping he would
understand more than her feeble attempts at explanation could offer. She
had done what she could.
  There were only two more things to be done. She shuddered to think of
them, a great surge of sadness welling up in her. Two things she had seen
in her vision many years ago. The time for them was coming. Soon, all too
soon. She touched her stomach tenderly, resting her hand lightly on its
taut surface. . The child stirred with life. You, she told it silently, are the
first thing, my poor little daughter.
   The second crossed her consciousness and her mind shied away from it.
Tears blurred her vision and she blinked them away. I chose this life, she
thought, chose to be totally and thoroughly immersed in it. Let me meet
the pain and the grief with arms opened as wide as for the pleasure and
joy.



   Borr was quite pleased. The truce was working well. This summer the
Vanir had sent several groups of foresters north to reinforce the Aesir
raiding parties. The results had been very satisfying.
   No new Warlord had emerged to unify the Jotun Horde, although
individual Jotun chieftains had led war parties across the Iving. The Aesir
had returned the favor, sending groups of battle eager young men north to
try their hand at the wolf-work. The Vanir, though fighting in an alien
environment, had proved quite useful, especially in the task of silently
cutting the throats of sentries. The men from the forest were incredibly
adept at creeping up noiselessly in the dead of the night. More than .one
Jotun family had been slaughtered in their wagons before they could wake
up to defend themselves.
   As long as no Warlord managed to bring the Jotun together for another
major invasion of Asaheim, the most they would have to worry about
would be minor skirmishes. The only cloud on the horizon was young
Hrodvitnir, the nephew of Bergelmir, the last Warlord. From all reports he
was a fierce warrior, ruthless toward any who stood in his way. Those who
had seen him in action described a short youth, fifteen years old, slender,
with an amazing wiry strength and incredible speed. His horsemanship
and bowmanship were beyond compare. He could hit a wand at fifty paces
at a full gallop. Several times he had leaped from the saddle, run next to
his horse for several yards, then catapulted himself back into place again.
In battle he wore a wolf pelt cloak and sported a wolf skull complete with
fangs as a crest for his leather helmet. Clearly, he would bear watching.
  Borr was also pleased with Voden. The boy had grown while in
Folkvang. He was taller, stronger, faster. He had begun to look like a
warrior. He had stopped the eternal chattering of questions about every
conceivable thing. It was a pleasure to have him around. Doff let him
come to the Warrior’s Hall several times during the eight days he was in
Asgard, and he behaved very well. He sat quietly on the benches, listening
carefully and respectfully to the older men as they talked, relating stories
of the summer’s fighting. It was a good sign. Folkvang wasn’t ruining him
after all.
  The two he’d taken in as his hostages had turned out better than he had
hoped also. Young Frey wasn’t worth much, true. He didn’t
rough and tumble like the other youths, preferring to sit with the women
and make eyes at the girls. Niord was all right, though. A regular fellow,
that one. Fit right in. Some day he might make a proper Aesir warrior.
  Yes, yes. It had all worked out quite well. He still had one son at home.
And soon Vestla would give him another child.
  Next summer perhaps they would step up their raiding on the Jotun.
Get more Vanir help. What would a raid on Utgard accomplish? He looked
over to where his ax hung. Why not? Crack a few skulls in Utgard itself. It
would teach the damned Sons of Ymir a good lesson. Yes.



  The eight day homecoming passed swiftly, and it was time for Voden
and Honir to return to Folkvang. Tror and Tyr came to see them off. Just
before Voden got into the saddle, Volund’s son pulled him aside and
whispered in his ear, “I’m doing what I promised.”
  Voden looked at him, his expression alert and interested. “Mjollnir,” he
responded. “The Crusher.”
   Tror nodded. “Every morning I get up before Father and go into the
forge room to start the fire. Mjollnir’s there. I try to lift it.”
  “And?” Voden asked intently.
  “Can’t budge it. I try twice. Nothing.” He looked desolate. “I don’t
understand. It doesn’t look that heavy. I should be able to move it at least.
You don’t suppose old Groa put a spell on it or something, do you? I don’t
know. Do you want me to keep trying? Even though I can’t do it?”
  Voden placed his hand on the other boy’s shoulder and squeezed hard.
“Yes. It’s important. Keep trying.”
  “But why?” Tror asked in sudden, exasperation. “Why is it so
important?”
  The answer was harsh and imperative. “Don’t ask. I can’t tell you. I just
know it is.”
   Tror looked directly into Voden’s eyes. The stranger was there,
brooding. The redheaded boy felt chilled: It was Voden, but it wasn’t. He
looked away, unable to meet the gaze of the Voden stranger. “All right,” he
mumbled. “All right.”
  They left soon after, and Tror followed them to the gate for a last
good bye. Then he watched as the small group disappeared across the
snow covered hills.



  The dark line of the forest was just ahead when the messenger caught
up with Voden and his party. The man had driven his horse so hard
through the drifts that it had nearly foundered. He was equally as
exhausted.
  His message was short and alarming. Vestla’s baby had come sooner
than expected. It had been a long, hard labor, but the little girl was fine
and healthy.
  Vestla, however, was dying.


                                  XVIII

  “MOTHER.”
  Vestla opened her eyes. A vague, shadowy figure loomed over her.
“Voden?” she whispered. “So dark. Can’t see. Voden?”
   Borr brought the lamp closer. “Yes,” he mumbled, “yes, it’s Voden,
home from Folkvang.” Voden shot a quick glance at his father’s face. It
was rigid with control. He was an Aesir chieftain, a warrior descendant of
Ask and Embla. He would never show weakness, never let Fornjot see his
grief, but what his face hid, his eyes showed. Voden felt a sudden surge of
fondness for his father.
   He looked down at his mother’s ravaged face. Her eyes were sunken and
glazed, surrounded by black rings of exhaustion. The skin was drawn tight
across the cheekbones as if the flesh bad melted away from beneath it. The
full lips were dry and cracked.
   Vestla raised a shaking hand in his direction. He took it, surprised to
feel the coldness. Was life already withdrawing from her body? He closed
his eyes against the tears that suddenly rose.
  “Voden.” He opened his eyes and squeezed her hand, unsure of his
voice. “You came: Have you seen your sister? Isn’t she beautiful?”
  “Yes, Mother,” he managed to say.
  “I want you to Namefasten her, Voden. In Prin that’s good luck. My
older brother Namefastened me. Good tuck. Call her Vili.”
  “I will.”
  “Ah, ah, it’s so dark,” she complained. Borr stood suddenly. “I’ll ...I’ll get
another lamp,” he said, and turned quickly away.
   Vestla smiled wanly. “Another lamp. The darkness isn’t outside. It’s in
re. Growing. I’m dying, Voden. You know that.”
  “Yes ...I...”
   “Hush. Don’t talk. Listen. My son, someone will come. I hoped he would
be here by now. But the Tao... ah, ah . . . it still hurts . . . I live awhile
longer.”
  “Rest, Mother. We can talk later when you’re better: Rest.”
  “No. There is no ‘later’ any longer, my son. Not for Vestla. I return to the
Tao from where I came. It hurts now, but soon the pain will be gone. Soon.
  “Listen, now. One comes. One called Kao Shir. He will be your guide.
Trust him.”
  “Mother . . .”
  “One last thing, Voden. One last thing, then I will rest. Yes. Then I will
rest.” She took a deep breath, let it out in a long shuddering sigh.
  “Once I told you of a vision granted by Vidolf. I wanted to wait until you
were older to tell you again. But . . . now I must give it to you. Don’t try to
understand it all, my son. Just open your mind the way I taught you. Let it
enter and make a place for itself. It will return from time to time, and you
can work toward understanding at your own pace:”
   She fell silent again, panting quickly, tired by her effort to speak. Borr
had returned with another lamp and stood staring down at his wife, his
face blank with incomprehension. He glanced at Voden, his look a
question. The boy returned the look with impassive, hooded eyes.
  Voden dropped his gaze to his mother’s face. Her eyes were closed as if
she were resting and gathering strength. He didn’t know what she was
going to say, and he both feared and desired her words. A vision from
Vidolf. He remembered her mentioning it before he left for Folkvang, and
now she was going to share it with him. Share the meaning and the
burden.
  As he sat trying to calm his mind and put it in the receptive mode she
had taught him, he found a strange thing happening. At first his thoughts
were like a roomful of chattering people. He forced himself to ignore them,
one by one. They didn’t cease talking, but they did fade into the
background. Finally he was by himself in the midst of the room, silent,
waiting.
  No, not by himself. There was another there, standing just behind him.
He turned in an attempt to identify the other, but it, both was and wasn’t
there. Huge, amorphous, it permeated everything. It was wordless yet
somehow full of meaning. It was disturbing, yet not frightening or
threatening.
  Vestla opened her eyes and began to speak. “I chewed the sacred leaves,
and I chanted the invocation to Vidolf for hours. Then as I lay in a
wondering daze the sky opened its belly and I saw through to the world
that lies above the blue.
   “Ah, ah, what glorious light! There grew the ash tree called Yggdrasil,
tall and sacred, plastered with white clay, rising ever green above the
spring of Urd. It suffers, it endures more pain than men can know. Four
harts leap about its branches and eat the tender shoots, tearing holes in
its living flesh. Their names are Dain, Dvalin, Duneyr, and Durathror. At
its root, a greater danger yet! No tongue can count the serpents that coil
and writhe there! They gnaw, they gnaw, they gnaw at the roots, seeking
in their endless hunger to destroy the world! Nidhogg is their leader,
great, sinuous, and ravenous. Goin and Moin are there. Ofnir and Svafir
too. Grafvollud twists and chews as does the evil, gray backed worm called
Grabak.
   “Wonder of wonders, above Yggdrasil hung all three phases of the moon
waxing, full, and waning. They came down toward me and I could see that
they were in truth women. The waxing moon was a crone, wrinkled and
stooped. She called herself Urd. The full moon was a matron, rich with life.
She was named Verdandi. The waning moon was a maid with long,
shining hair. She answered to Skuld.
  “They gathered round me and spoke. ‘ We are the Nornir,’ they said.
‘We are the three who rune carve what was, what is, and what must be.’
Ancient Urd croaked, ‘I reveal the past, the” necessity of what had to be.’
She unveiled my own history from the day I was born, showing me how I
came, by necessity, to be, what I am. Then Verdandi spoke in a voice
heavy with life. ‘I know the present, the fullness of its being.’ She plunged
me into the midst of my own existence, my own pain and joy. Next Skuld,
her tilting voice overflowing with promise and warning, whispered in my
ear, ‘I see the future, laden with hope, dire with danger.’ She opened my
eyes to what will be, far, far beyond even this day.
   “Urd and Skuld took me by the hands and Verdandi led us to the spring.
I helped them sprinkle Yggdrasil with the white, healing waters. As I
worked they taught me this song to sing to you.” Vestla paused, her
tongue, licking her lips. Sweat poured from her face, and her body
trembled with the effort of retelling her vision. She began to sing in a thin,
reedy voice that swiftly grew fuller and stronger:


  “The white one comes of nine maids born
  to guard the world with clam’rous horn.


  The red one will the hammer wield
  to serve the Aesir as a shield.


  The bravest one will give his hand
  to trap the great Wolf far from land.


  The one eyed one in time of need,
  will grasp his spear and take the lead.


  Beware the Wolf with gaping jaw,
  beware the blood tie with his kin.
  Beware the Serpent’s deadly jaw,
  beware the web his master spins.


  The Wolf will raise a mighty cry
  and men of every race will die.


  His kin with dark deceit will send
  bright Aesir treasure to its end.
  Bright flame will paint proud Asgard’s wall
  When Serpent makes his deadly call.


  Behind them all, the direst threat,
  the Black One’s plot must still be met.”


    Vestla struggled to sit up, her gaze wild. Pier voice had risen until it
filled the hall. Everyone had stopped, frozen in the midst of what they were
doing, riveted by the eerie power of the dying woman’s speech. For a
moment she paused, gathering whatever reserves of energy still lay
untapped within her ruined body. Then she cried:


  “An ax age, a sword age,
  shields will be battered;
  a wind age, a wolf age,
  before the world is shattered!


  The sun goes black,
  Earth sinks from sight,
  the heavens lack
  their starry light!


  Smoke billows high
  by fire driven,
  flames lick the sky
  and heaven’s riven!”


   Suddenly Vestla reached up and grabbed Voden’s face, thin hands
clutching at his cheeks. “My son, my son! Twilight comes! Prepare yourself
for what you must do! Learn what you are that you may do it! Look deep
in Groa’s other eye! Go to . . . go to . . .” The words died in her throat and
she fell back against the bed, her hands falling limp and useless to her
sides. Her lips moved, trying to form words. Voden leaned forward, his ear
almost to her mouth. One last word whispered forth on a final, faint
breath. “Seek...”
   Voden jerked his head back as a sudden convulsion shook the
fever wasted form. Vestla’s mouth flew open, her eyes rolled back, and her
body arched like a tight drawn bow. With a sigh her life fled, and the body
collapsed in the limp sprawl of death.
   Borr reached out, his hand shaking ever so slightly, and pulled the
eyelids down with his forefinger. Gently he lifted the hands and crossed
them over the still breast. He smoothed the disarranged hair, stroking it
lovingly back into place.
   Finally his eyes met Voden’s. “She’s dead,” he said, his voice dull, his
glance bleak and barren. “She’s dead.” A great shudder passed through his
body. He lifted the fold of his cloak and covered his face. “Dead,” came the
muffled voice. Borr stood and stumbled blindly to the high seat. He
slumped into it, silent, the cloak hiding his visage from view.
  The tears came in such a hot rush that Voden had no time to stop or
control them. With a wail of anguish that was echoed by everyone in the
hall, he threw himself across Vestla’s still cue.



    They opened up the eastern side of Buri’s mound and placed Vestla in
it, her dead eyes gazing toward the sunrise. Borr refused to show his face,
even during the burial, and kept the cloak draped over his head. Voden
had to lead him to the mound and back as though he were blind.
  When he returned to his hall, Bon stumbled to the sleeping cupboard
where he and Vestla had lain side by side throughout the years of their
marriage. He crawled in, laid down, cloak over his head, and slid the door
shut.
  When Roskva came with meat and beer, he refused to speak or open the
door. She left bowl and mug, a worried expression clouding her normally
cheerful features. When she returned two hours later, they were
untouched. Silently, her brow furrowed, she took them away.
  Vethur was too young to truly grasp what had happened. After a day of
the depressing silence of the hall he began to fidget, and Voden sent him
out to play with his friends.
  The wet nurse kept Vili quiet. The baby lay in her cradle, cooing softly
and smiling at anyone who chanced to look down at her. Voden stood and
stared at the tiny gurgling creature. I should hate you, he thought. You
killed my mother. Yet I will Namefasten you Vili as she wished, and no one
will dare utter the name you earned by your birthing. He clenched his
fists. I should hate you, but by the icy beard of Fornjot, you have such
sun bright hair and raven black eyes! Every time I look I see Vestla in you.
The gods help me, he cried silently as he reached down and lifted the baby
into his arms, holding it tight against his chest, I cannot help but love you!
My little Vili, I pledge you my life, even as Mother did. She would wish it
so, I know.
   For two days Borr refused food or drink. Gagnrad came to see his old
friend. Borr wouldn’t open the sleeping cupboard door or say a word. For a
time Gagnrad sat outside the cupboard and chatted about the things that
were happening in the Warrior’s Hall, about the plans for that summer’s
raids against the Sons of Ymir, about things in Asaheim in general.
Eventually he stopped and fell as silent as the man on the other side of the
closed door. He finally left, his look glum, shaking his head in despair.
  By the third day the household was in a panic. In the late afternoon
Roskva came to Voden, a pleading look in her eyes. “Please,” she said
quietly, “do something, or Borr will kill himself. I fear the loss has driven
him mad. Save him for all of us.”
   Voden sat for some time after Roskva walked away, his face thoughtful.
Then he rose and went to the cupboard. He knocked softly at the door.
“Father,” he said, his voice hoarse with sadness, “let me in. You are right.
Life isn’t worth living any longer. Taking food and drink is foolish. It
would only prolong what is painful and useless. I want to die with you. Let
me in.”
  After a moment he heard a stir, and the door slid open partway. He
crawled inside. Borr was crumpled in the far corner, the cloak still over his
head. He lay unmoving. Voden closed the door. In the dark of the
cupboard he could barely make out his father’s shape.
   Voden waited perhaps five minutes before he sighed and said, “The loss
is too great. Dying is best. The Aesir will have to find a new chieftain.
Perhaps Gagnrad. Once we are both in the mound with Mother, it will not
matter. Perhaps Gagnrad will take in Vethur and Vili as well. But it
doesn’t matter.”
  “No,” Borr replied, his voice empty, “it doesn’t matter.”
  “From Prin to the Vigrid to Asaheim. What a journey Vestla took,”
Voden said. “It’s without equal, I think. Now she’s dead.” The boy sighed
hugely. “What a pity there’s no one to sing of it, no skald to write a song in
her memory and honor. What a tale it would make! They would sing it to
the ends of time!
  “But . . . well, there are none who know it as well as you, and you are
determined to die with her. What a pity.”
 Borr stirred, shifting his weight slightly. “Yes. Yes, it is a pity. It would
make a great song.”
  “I wish I were a skald such as you, Father. I’ve not had experience like
yours. I’m too young. Besides, I’m determined to die with you. Though if I
were writing a song about Mother, I’d start with something like this:



  “My mouth strains hard
  to move dead tongue


  to find and form my sorrow.


  No words are there
  to weigh or tell


  the deep despair my heart holds.”



  For several moments Borr continued to lie silent beneath his cloak.
Then he spoke softly, saying, “Yes. That would be a good start. I would
continue it thusly:



  “Dull is my mind
  all drear and sad


  the song spring stopped with anguish.


  No hope have I
  nor happiness


  now love is laid in grave mound.”


  Voden nodded. “Ali, ah, yes, Father, yes. Then it would go:


  “From dawn lit Prin
  with darkest hair


  by traveled trail came Vestla.


  In blood and smoke
  ‘midst battle dire


  Borr finally found fair treasure.”



  The boy sighed again. “Yes. But it cannot be, for both of us are
determined to die.”
  Borr nodded beneath the cloak. “Determined to die.”
   “And Mother will go to the Hall of the Gods with nor song to honor her.”
Voden paused as if suddenly struck by an idea. “Father,” he said after a
few moments, “Father, we are both determined to die, but would it be so
awful if we waited awhile and composed a song for Mother first? I . . . I
would hate to think that she would pass not only from Yggdrasil but also
from the memory of the Aesir simply because we failed to make her a
song.”
   His father lowered the cloak and glanced at him, a considering look in
his eyes. “You have a point, son. We do have a duty. I don’t know if I’m up
to if, if I can even finish it. Still, I do have a duty. Yes.” He sat up and
closed his eyes. “Have some curds brought. I must have some food if I’m
going to compose a song.”
  Voden slipped from the cupboard and walked slowly to where the house
servants stood, watching and listening in mixed fear and hope. He
gestured to Roskva, and the woman quickly poured some curds into a
bowl. The boy carried it back to his father. Borr opened his eyes and took
the bowl from his son, then lifted it to his lips and began to eat, scooping
the soft curds into his mouth with his fingers. He finished and handed the
bowl back to Voden.
   “The next verse should tell of our ride back to Asaheim,” he said,
looking up thoughtfully at the ceiling of the cupboard. “Yes, and how she
came to be called Ravenhair.” He gestured with his hand. “Come sit with
me, son. Your verses weren’t bad. You can be of help.”
  As the song progressed Bon’s grief began to soften. He took simple food
and water, sparingly but regularly. After three days he called Voden to the
cupboard. “Son, go find the skald Ginnar. Bring him to me. That man
could set a dog’s whine to music, and he can entice more beauty from his
harp than anyone in Yggdrasil. I would have him make my song to Vestla
come alive.”
   All that day and most of the next the two men huddled in the cupboard
and worked together. Occasionally a light touch of harp strings could be
heard in the hall. The servants would stop in their work and gaze in
wonder first at the cupboard and then at Voden, who sat and played with
Vili.
  On the evening of the second day Borr and Ginnar came from the
cupboard. Borr went and sat in the high seat, and the skald sat on the
edge of the platform by his feet, his harp in his hands. Burr gestured to
Voden to come and sit next to him. The boy picked up Vili in one arm,
took Vethur by the hand, and joined his father. The household servants
gathered around and filled the benches.
  “I’ve kept your verses, Voden, because they are good, and to honor you.”
Borr looked out at the expectant faces of the servants. His gaze softened
and a half smile curved his lips. “I have made a song for Vestla,” he said.
“At first I lived only to complete the song. Now I live because I have
written it. She would wish it so.”
   He nodded down at Ginnar. The skald’s fingers flowed across the strings
of his harp, and music poured forth. Borr began, to sing, his voice heavy,
full of tender meanings. As he sang of Vestla and all she had been, several
of the women began to cry softly. Even the men’s eyes glistened with
unshed tears. A lump rose in Voden’s throat. He swallowed several times,
trying to control it.
   The tears ran freely down Borr’s face, but his voice stayed firm aid
strong. He sang the words he had created with a triumphant sadness, a
celebration of both grief and love. He came to the last verse and his voice
rose to meet the ending.


  “No purse can pay
  the price of grief


  the dismal due of death loss.


  But I must face
  my final days,


  with full man’s heart, not mourning.”



    The final words faded out, the harp notes vibrated into the air of the
hall. The silence was total, absolute. Ginnar stood and bowed to Borr.
“Skullcracker, you have earned ‘a new name today, and I will Namefasten
it to you. I call you Wordwielder, for you wield words as deftly as you
swing your great ax, and you crack the hearts of men with those words as
surely as you crack their heads with your dread blade. I beg your
permission to go and sing this song of Vestla in all the halls of Asaheim.”
Bon nodded, and Ginnar bowed. The skald turned and bowed also to the
entire household. He strode from the hall, his fingers already picking the
melody out on his harp, his lips fang around the words.
  Borr looked over at Voden. He stretched out his hands; and Voden
handed Vili to him. The man looked solemnly at the baby, his brow
furrowed in concentration. “Yes,” he murmured, “I see Vestla in her, blond
hair or not. Yes, in every line she is her mother’s daughter.” His eyes
sought Roskva. “It is time to hold a funeral feast for my wife. It is time to
begin living again.”


                          THE FOREST

                                   XIX
  “THE boy is dangerous.”
  Fiorgynn looked thoughtfully at Syr, then let her glance sweep across
the faces of the other seven Disir. Their expressions were mixed. Gna and
Eir looked interested in what Syr had just said. Syn and Hlin were
carefully neutral. Lofyn and Syofyn appeared mildly shocked by the
suggestion. Vor was unreadable, as always. The Vanadis sighed inwardly.
Best let Syr continue, then. She nodded her consent.
   The old woman leaned forward, her eyes hostile. “I never liked the whole
scheme from the beginning. You all know that. Truce and alliance with
one of the young races! Fagh! Allowing Aesir brats to come and live among
us! Sending two of our own to crawl through the filth of their squalid huts!
Letting our young forest lads go to fight by their sides against yet another
of the young races! Insanity! It goes against the will of Audhumla! Who
knows what evil will come of such things?"
   The Vanadis sighed with exasperation. “We’ve been over all this long
ago, Syr. The decision has already been made. Yggdrasil changes. It is the
will of Audhumla, or it would not be so. We must change with it or we will
perish as did the great beasts whose tread once shook the forest. The
Jotun are a very real and present danger. Have you already forgotten how
Gullveig, Fulla, and Bil died beneath the hooves of their horses and how
grievously they wounded Folkvang? Surely we are strong enough and wise
enough to control two Aesir boys and a few hot blooded young foresters. If
this is all you wish to bring up, Syr, I would as soon you remain silent.”
   “Nay, that is not all I wish to bring up. If Voden were an ordinary child,
I would agree with you. There would be little to be said that has not been
said before, though I think perhaps you underestimate the importance of
those ‘few hot blooded young foresters.’
  “But young Voden, ah, yes, young Voden is the key to it all. For he is no
ordinary child. No, not he.”
   Syofyn tossed her head, her long, black hair moving like liquid night.
“He seems ordinary enough to me. If anything, he’s more courteous and
respectful toward the Disir and things Vanir than some of our own. I
rather like him. He has nice eyes.”
   “Oh, he’s likable enough. And courteous. And interested in learning
things Vanir. Oh, yes. Vor can vouch for his learning. Already the Aesir
speaks the elder tongue with greater fluency than many Vanir. Geirahod
says he’s one of her best students in the Thiodnuma. He is also, I’m told,
skilled in wrestling. Yes. But the mere fact that you like him, Syofyn, is
hardly enough to put my mind at rest. I’ve yet to find the male, young or
old, you don’t like.
   “No, sisters, it’s not the courteous, studious, interested in things Vanir
Voden we see and deal with every day that worries me. No, no. That
surface Voden is not dangerous. Ah, but the Voden that lurks below that
fair surface, the one that hides behind the smiling face and friendly eyes,
that one worries me.
   Syofyn laughed. “You’re imagining things, Syr! Jumping at shadows like
a nervous doe. Vanadis, this is a waste of time. Syr is frightening herself
with her own creations. We have more important things to attend to.”
  “Frightening myself, am I?” the old woman snarled. “You see a firm
young body, a friendly smile, and think everything is fine. Bah! You think
with your body, you young fool! I see deeper, and I see danger.”
   Before Syofyn could reply, Fiorgynn interrupted. “What thinks Vor of
this? Vor, the oldest and wisest of us all?”
   All eyes turned to the wrinkled, ancient crone who sat next to the
Vanadis. “Vor says we’d be fools indeed not to listen to Syr. Since the two
Aesir have come among us, Syr has watched them as closely as a sow
watches her piglets. She has sharp eyes. She may have seen things the rest
of us have missed. Not to hear her out would be as absurd as closing our
eyes to the menace of the Jotun.”
   Fiorgynn nodded solemnly. “Vor speaks wisely. It cannot hurt to listen
to what Syr has to say. Speak, then. The Distingen will hear you.”
  Syr smiled triumphantly. “Thank you, Vanadis. Vor is right. I have
watched the Aesir boys closely. Honir is no problem. Tongue tied, a bit
shy, not terribly bright, fleet as the wind when he runs, normal in every
sense. He is no problem. We can control him as easily as we control our
own.
   “The son of Borr is another matter. When first he came I thought he
was nothing but a curious child. The more I watched, though, the more I
realized the mind behind that curiosity was anything but ordinary. He
learns, that one, swiftly and well.
   “Were that all, I would put him down as a bright young boy and have no
worry. We have molded bright ones to our designs before. No, there is
more here.” She paused and frowned. “Something that goes beyond mere
intelligence. The lad has a power and a strength that should not exist in
one his age, Vanir or Aesir.
  “Oh, yes, sisters, Voden is dangerous. Yes. He is dangerous because he
has been touched by Vilmeid!”
  Several of the Disir gasped in surprise. Hlin leaned forward and said,
“Vilmeid? You mean...”
  “Aye,” Syr responded, her face grave, “I mean the boy has the
Galdar power in him.”
   “When did you first notice this?” Fiorgynn demanded. They all leaned
forward to hear her reply.
  “First? Well, I suspected something like it shortly after Synyr was made
king. Voden changed. It was a small change. So small I wasn’t sure I really
saw it at first. But before he went back to Asgard at the winter solstice, it
was stronger.
  “And now, ah, now that he’s come back after his mother’s death, well,
well, yes, now it is clear. Experiences like that tend to stir up the things
that lie hidden in the, dark parts of our minds. Yes, the Galdar power is
there, gaining in strength.
  “It is weak yet, sisters, weak, but he is dangerous, and every day he
grows more so.”
  Vor mused, her eyes distant with reverie. “Once there was another such
among us. Do you remember him, Syr? It was before the time of most of
you, but Syr and Eir should recall him. Do you, sisters?”
  Eir nodded bar gray head. “Yes. Sanngetall was his name, though we
gave him a new one.”
  Vor hissed in merriment. “Ah, yes! We took something away and gave
him a new name in return!”
   “Jalk he became,” Syr said. “I remember him well. Whatever happened
to Sanngetall Jalk, sister?”
  Vor shrugged indifference. “Who knows? As Jalk, he left part of himself
behind and stumbled bleeding into the forest. Probably he bled to death or
died of the shock. It makes no difference.”
  The Vanadis frowned. “I have heard this story. That was when Mardoll
was Vanadis. It is not a pretty tale.”
  “That it isn’t,” agreed Vor. “But it is an instructive one. Sanngetall
defied the will of Audhumla. He had the Galdar power. He was dangerous.
We stopped him.”
  “As we must stop Voden,” added Syr.
  Hlin shuddered. “We cannot harm the boy, especially that way. We have
sworn to protect him as if he were one of our own. I, for one, will uphold
that oath. He must not be harmed. Not that way.”
  Vor smiled a toothless grin. “You sound as softhearted as our loving
Syofyn. Or like motherly Lofyn. If Syr is right, the boy is dangerous.
Something must be done about him.”
 Fiorgynn held up her hand. “Hlin speaks well. Voden is a hostage. We
may not harm him physically.”
  “Ah.” Syr smirked. “‘Physically.’ Yes, Vanadis, you are right. Physically.”
She looked at Vor. “’There are other ways to stop this danger from
maturing, aren’t there, wise one? Oh, yes. Ways that will barely leave a
mark on his body. Yes. After all, it’s not his body we fear.”
   The entire Distingen looked at Vor. The old crone sat with her eyes
closed, a half smile curving her wrinkled lips. She sat unmoving for several
moments, then opened one bright eye and said, “We would honor young
Voden. His poor mother is dead. A tragedy. We would honor him. Yes.
There is a rite, one that consecrates a man to Audhumla. A great honor.
One no longer sought, true, for it requires a dangerous and often fatal
ordeal. Sad, sad. So many have lost their senses undergoing it. That is why
it was stopped when I was still as young and hot bodied as Syofyn. Still, it
is a great honor, especially appropriate for one whose mother has died,
yes.”
   Fiorgynn’s eyes narrowed. “I know this rite. Mardoll told me of it. She
also told me it is forbidden.”
  “Forbidden? No, no, not forbidden. No longer used because of the
danger. Sanngetall refused to undergo it, which was why we were forced to
change him.”
  “What if Voden refuses?”
  “Why should he refuse? Sanngetall knew what it meant. Voden knows
nothing, and there are none to tell him. He will never suspect the danger
until it is do him: Then it will be too late. One way or the other, our
purpose will be accomplished.”
   Hlin looked uncomfortable. “What is this rite you speak of, Vor? Why is
it so dangerous? How will it give us control over Voden? I’m not sure I like
the sound of it.”
  Vor leaned back. Her eyes took on a faraway look. “In, the First Age,”
she began, ‘just after Audhumla created the world, the Vettir and the
Vanir lived together in total harmony. They were like children of the same
mother, living in the same hall, sharing and mingling unself consciously.
There was no way to tell Vettir from Vanir, so much alike were they.
  “The world was young then, and bountiful. Tire trees were always green
and laden with ripe fruit. No one had to work, yet no one ever went
hungry. The days were balmy and sun-filled, the nights warm and
sensuous. Vettir and Vanir alike went naked, dancing, playing, and
making love as they wished. All was joyful. No one ever grew old.
  “In those days there was a woman of the Vettir named Glad, so
beautiful that she glowed with an inner light. Her mother was Idun, and
she loved her daughter very much.
  “One day as Glad wandered through the forest she came upon a Vanir
man bathing in a pool. As he stepped from the water, Glad saw the
perfection of his body and instantly fell in love with him. She opened her
arms and legs to him, and he fulfilled her every desire. His name was Oski.
  “Glad and Oski became inseparable lovers. Wherever they went,
whenever the urge came upon them, they fell into each other’s arms and
made love. They were insatiable. Neither could get enough of the other.
Their joy was constant. Idun was greatly pleased for her daughter.
   “Others were not so happy. Many women, both Vettir and Vanir, were
jealous of Glad. They desired Oski for themselves. Many men, both Vettir
and Vanir, were jealous of Oski. They desired Glad for themselves.
  “Finally, Bolverk, a man of the Vanir, took counsel with Helblindi, a
woman of the Vettir. Bolverk said, ‘Since Glad will have no man but Oski,
we must get rid of him.’ Helblindi said, ‘Since Oski will have no woman
but Glad; we must get rid of her.’ So they agreed to capture and kill them
both.
   “It wasn’t hard to accomplish. Bolverk and Helblindi simply found the
two lovers coupling ecstatically and fell on them, stabbing them to death.
Then they carried the bodies to a cave and hid them, rolling great rocks in
front of the cave’s mouth.
  “Idun missed her daughter. She missed hearing her laughter and seeing
her joy. For several days Idun assumed that Glad and Oski were simply off
somewhere making love. When they failed to appear, however, she became
worried and went searching for them. She asked every Vettir she met,
‘Have you seen Glad and Oski?’ The Vettir turned away without
answering. She asked every Vanir she let, ‘Have you seen Oski and Glad?’
Th Vanir turned away without answering.
   “Finally Idun came to a place in the forest where a patch of bright red
flowers bloomed. She had never seen such flowers before. She noticed
there was a trail of them leading off in one direction. Fear clutching her
heart, she followed the trail. It lead directly to the cave.
  “Weeping, Idun rolled the rocks from the cave’s mouth. Weeping, she
carried Glad and Oski, still blended together in the embrace of their love,
back to her home. There she buried them as they were, so that they might
never be separated.
  “Within three days a great tree began to grow on that spot. It grew and
grew for six more days until it soared up out of sight into the heavens.
Then Idun called all the Vettir and the Vanir to her. She called them to the
base of the great tree.
   “‘Behold this great tree,’ she told them. ‘It is Glad and Oski. Its roots are
as deep as their love. Its top reaches as high as their love. Its branches
bear fruit as richly as their love.
   “’As they died for their love, so shall this tree die. Its leaves shall turn
red as blood and drop to the ground. Its fruit shall wither and rot. It shall
stand as stark and empty as death itself.
  “This shall be so for all trees. Their leaves shall fall, their fruit rot, and,
they shall stand as though dead. Unless the Children of Audhumla work
hard to harvest the fruit, they will go hungry. They will know fear and
death.
   “‘But in the fullness of its time, the tree shall burst forth with life again.
It shall be renewed. It shall bear green leaves and ripe fruit. It shall stand
as rich and full as the love of Glad and Oski. So shall it be for all trees. And
the Children of Audhumla will be joyous and celebrate the return of life
and love. They shall be happy and full of food.
  “‘This shall happen each year, as long as the world the Nourisher
created shall exist.’
   “Then Idun looked out over the assembled Vettir and Vanir and
frowned. ‘Now I will leave you,’ she said, ‘and go to join Glad and Oski who
dwell with Audhumla. Because you have caused this thing to happen, you
can no longer live as before. The Vettir will enter everything, rocks, trees,
animals, clouds, flowers. There they will stay forever. The Vanir will keep
their own forms, but they must cover their bodies against the weather and
work hard to prepare for the time when all dies.
   “‘From this day on, all will know the pain of life and the fear of death.
All will know hunger and thirst, both the nodding flower, the beast of the
field, and the man and woman in their hot. All will know cold and
darkness.
   “ ‘Yet there will always be the chance for the joy of love and the renewal
of life. The love of Glad and Oski will not disappear entirely from the
world. It is too great to die.’ With those final words she ascended the great
tree and was gone.”
  Vor looked at them all, her bright eyes moving slowly from face to face.
“The rite is that of Oski. It is the rite of death in one form and rebirth and
renewal in another. Through it a man dies in his ordinary sense of being
and becomes one with Audhumla. He is reborn into a new being, part of
the Nourisher.” She smiled grimly. “Such a one loses much, as did Oski,
but he gains immeasurably more. To be with Audhumla forever. ... ahh,”
she sighed, “that is much to be desired.”
  “It would also neutralize him completely,” added Syr. “He would no
longer be a danger.”
  Vor snorted. “He would no longer be much of anything. An eternal
dreamer who would sit and stare off into vastness. Once in a while we
could trot him out and call up a vision from him. He would be no problem.
No problem at all.”
  Hlin shuddered. “Would he . . . would he be happy?”
  Vor laughed shortly. “Happy? He would be Oski, constantly loving the
beautiful Glad, secure in the bosom of Audhumla. He would know nothing
but endless orgasmic ecstasy.”
  “He would be mindless,” said Fiorgynn, her voice hard.
  “Yes,” Syr answered. “Mindless.”
  A silence fell over the Distingen. Each of the nine women sat wrapped in
her own thoughts. Fiorgynn finally looked up. “Do we all agree then that
Voden is dangerous, so dangerous that we must act to control him?”
  Syr, Vor, Gna, and Eir nodded firmly. Hlin, Syn, and Lofyn agreed
halfheartedly. Syofyn hesitated. “Is there no other choice?”
  “How else can we control him?” Syr demanded impatiently.
  “Well...” the young Disir said thoughtfully, “there’s Freyja.”
  Fiorgynn looked at her quizzically. “Freyja? What has my daughter to
do with this?”
  Syofyn laughed lightly. “Syr has watched the two Aesir closely, but there
are some things she has missed. Perhaps she is too old to remember.
Vanadis, though I doubt he realizes it himself, Voden is in love with
Freyja!”
  Realization dawned on Lofyn’s face. “Yes, yes, of course! The way he
looks at her! Yes, you’re right.”
  Syr looked sourly at Syofyn. “I grant you precedence in matters of love,
oh, yes, though I fail to see how that gives us a way to control Voden.”
  “How did Glad control Oski, sister? Surely you’re not too old to
understand that?”
   The old woman grunted and looked away, disgusted. Syofyn’s grin grew
broader. “Wouldn’t it be a better way to control the Aesir, sisters? It
avoids the risk of damaging him and bringing down the wrath of his
father on our heads, and it might even make him more than just a passive
non-menace. It could turn him into an active ally.”
  Vor returned the young woman’s smile dryly. “You’ve forgotten one
small thing, young one. You’ve forgotten Freyja. She is to be the Vanadis
when Fiorgynn dies. She cannot be tied in marriage to some Aesir
barbarian.”
   “There is another thing,” Eir added. She nodded her head slightly in
Fiorgynn’s direction. “I pledged secrecy to your daughter, Vanadis, but I
think this justifies the breach. She has crone to me several times for
contraceptive draughts. The cause for the need of such things is not
Voden. It is Od. I doubt Freyja would be interested in Syofyn’s little plan.
The girl has a mind of her own.”
   Fiorgynn chuckled. “That she does. Syofyn, your idea is an interesting
one, but I’m afraid I agree with Eir. It would take Freyja’s complete
cooperation, and I doubt very much we could get that.” The young Disir
bowed her head in acceptance. The Vanadis looked around the group one
last time. “I take it we are agreed, then? Voden is a danger, one that must
be met. We cannot allow the Galdar power to grow to maturity in him. He
will undergo the rite of Oski so that we can neutralize him.”
  “When shall it be?” Gna asked. “He will be twelve very soon. And the
vernal equinox approaches. Though it is the time of the growing
ascendancy of the sun and the male, it might be the right time anyway.
Perhaps shortly after the journey and festivals of Gefyn. That is a very
magical, and potent time. How strong is the Galdar power in him, Syr?
Can we afford to wait until after the equinox?”
  “As I said before, the power is weak yet, and he fears it, fights it, fails to
understand what it is and what it means. The Aesir have little to do with
Vilmeid. No, if anything, the boy is in a confused and weakened state. His
mother’s death but adds to the confusion. I believe the time you suggest
would be fine, Gna, fine.”
   “There is something more too,” Vor reminded them. “Holding the rite
in the spring will give him plenty of time to recover before he has to return
to Asgard for the winter solstice. With that much time we can bring him
back to at least a semblance of normality.”
   Fiorgynn rose. “1t is decided, then. Shortly after the vernal equinox,
after Gefyn has toured Vanaheim in her wagon drawn by two forest cats,
Voden will undergo the rite of Oslo. He will become the lover of Glad and
achieve oneness with Audhumla. It will be a great donor for him. We will
honor both the boy, his father, and his people by doing such a thing. It will
be tantamount to making him one of us, making him fully a Vanir. So
shall it be.”
  The eight Disir bowed their heads and repeated in unison, “So shall it
be.” Syr and Vor traded a secret smile.
   “Vor, Syr, and Hlin will be in charge of the ritual. Eir, you should be on
hand in case your healing arts are needed. When it is over, we will hold a
great feast in Sessrymnyr. Voden Oski will sit in the High Seat next to me.
It will be a great honor, second only to that given the king. A great honor.
So shall it be.”
  “So shall it be,” they responded. “As Audhumla would will it.”


                                    XX

  He fled through the dark forest. All around him he could hear the soft,
insistent rustling made by his pursuers. There were so many of them!
  Ahead the moon shone through the trees. A clearing. He staggered and
almost fell. Must reach the clearing, he thought desperately. Must. He
gulped great drafts of air and tried to force his weary legs to pump even
faster. Must reach the light. Too much dark in the forest. Too much.
   With a lurch he stumbled through the last underbrush onto the soft
grass of the clearing. The sounds of pursuit were louder now and seemed
to come from all directions. In panic he glanced around at the dark wall
of the forest. With a shudder he moved toward the center of the moonlit
openness.
  In the middle of the clearing a rock stood. It was strangely shaped,
rectangular and flat on the top. It was unnatural. He approached
cautiously. The thing was lichen covered. Beneath the lichen the side
near hint seemed to be carved with some sort of design. He leaned over,
running his fingers across the surface, trying to make it out in the dim
light. It seemed like writing. This line, this shape, seemed full of meaning.
If only he could make it out, he might...
   Something touched his shoulder. In sudden fear he spun around. The
clearing was full. His pursuers had caught up. The ground swarmed and
writhed with them. Creatures of every sort, their eyes were big with
greed, their fangs and claws twitching with desire. They want to devour
me, he realized. They want to tear me apart and eat me while I’m still
alive.
  With a shriek of horror and despair he leaped back against the rock,
then scrambled to its top. The creatures closed in on him, their paws
pulling him down to the flat stone surface and holding him tight no
matter how hard he struggled.
   The tall figure came then, robed in black. There seemed to be no face
within the hood, only two glowing points that might have been eyes. The
black one stood over him and gazed down. He fell suddenly cold and
helpless. “Audhumla, “ he whimpered. The hood fell back arid he saw the
face. Half of it was beautiful, with soft skin; full, sensuous lips; shining
teeth; bright, loving eyes; proud nose; silky hair. The other half was
putrid, with maggot filled skin; shriveled lips; rotted teeth, pusy, oozing
eyes; worm eaten nose; straggly, dying hair. “Audhumla,” he whimpered
again, rigid with terror.
   The figure raised its hands. One was soft and gentle, the other gnarled
and claw-like. With both it held a long, wickedly gleaming knife. “We
must feed my children,” the figure whispered in a voice that came
equally from the bed and the grave. The knife slashed down, and he
screamed with the shock of pain. One of his fingers lay twitching in the
moonlight. A creature grabbed it and began to gnaw on it. The knife
slashed down again and again. The gibbering beasts crowded up,
fighting and clawing to get a piece, then slobbering and drooling as they
gobbled. He kept screaming.
   He looked up and saw two ravens circling. “Come out of yourself,” one
of the ravens croaked.
  “Come out of yourself,” the other repeated.
   The hot breath of two wolves played over his face. He looked to right
and left. One stood on either side, paws on his chest, staring down into
his eyes. “Come out of yourself,” growled one, a huge gray.
  “Come out of yourself,” repeated the large black one.
  “Come out and we will take you away,” the gray continued.
  “You can ride on our backs,” said the black.
  “We are your brothers,” the two finished.
  The knife slashed down again and severed his left leg below the knee.
He screamed. “1 can’t get out! I don’t know how!”
  “You can, you can!” the wolves and ravens cried in unison.
  “No, no, no, no,” he blubbered, the pain sweeping over him as the knife
rose and fell. “I don’t know how! I don’t know how! Oh, Mother, Mother,
help me!”
   Audhumla snickered and cut of his ear. “I am the Mother. The
Nourisher and Destroyer. There is no Mother, but me to call on. 1 am
all.”
   Hot anger filled him. “No! No! You’re not Vestla! Not my mother! None
of you are my mother! Damn you! Damn you all!” He game a mighty
jerk, using every ounce of strength left in his body.
   He stood free. He looked down at the writhing thing on the stone, the
thing Audhumla was slicing into pieces, the thing the creatures were
greedily eating. He looked at the two wolves who sat, grins on their
faces, waiting. He looked up at the two ravens who circled. Stepping
down from the stone, he put a hand on each of the wolves’ heads. “Come,
brothers, let us go from here.”



  He woke with a start. It was dark. The stench of death was so strong it
made his head reel and his stomach heave. He threw up, his whole body
shaking with the force of his vomiting.
  He tried to move and found that he was tied to something. Suddenly full
consciousness swept away the last fuzziness in his mind and he knew. He
was tied to the body of Glad. To the dead body of Glad. The stench was the
smell of rotting flesh.
  Unable to control himself, he spasmed once more, heaving dryly. Spent,
he lay limp and exhausted, feeling the cold flesh of the dead body pressed
against his own. His mind teetered on the edge of madness.
  From somewhere deep within he heard the growl of a wolf. Then the
hoarse voice of a raven said, “It’s only a goat. Only a goat.” Yes, he
realized. Yes. It’s only a goat. Not really Glad. And I’m not Oski. I’m
Voden. Voden tied to the rotting body of a dead she goat and dumped into
a cave by the Disir. Yes.
   Rotting body. Maggots. By the gods! Maggots! Fear slapped him back
into action. The maggots would eat the goat’s flesh. When they reached
his, they would continue eating! He had to get loose! Frantically he twisted
and turned, trying to break five. The bonds weren’t that strong. He broke
those binding his wrists around the back of the goat. With trembling
hands he snapped the others that held him to the corpse.
  Free at last, he rolled away. Thank Audhumla... no! Damn it, no! Damn
Audhumla! The rage rose in his breast like a Marry. Damn the... the...
Disir! He couldn’t think of a word horrible enough to express his hatred
and revulsion. Thank Audhumla? Damn! Rather thank Fornjot. No, not
that either. The Destroyer hadn’t come to his aid when he’d called on
him-how many times? during the torture of the ritual.
   His mind flashed back. They’d laid him out, drugged, a Disir holding
each arm, each leg. Syr had grabbed foreskin between her fingers, pulling
it out as far as she. Then Vor had come with the razor sharp flint knife and
cut . . . cut . . . oh, sweet horror, the pain, the pain! They’d cut the skin and
offered it to Audhumla! The Nourisher had taken it and placed it in her
mouth and...
  He pulled his mind back from the dark edge. Control, he told himself.
Don’t try to think of it all at once. Too much happened. Take it slow and
easy, bit-by-bit. Otherwise it will overwhelm you.
    Tentatively he reached down between his legs. There was a cloth
wrapped around his groin. He felt what must be herbs within the binding.
Only a dull ache. It must be mending. Carefully he probed. I’m still a man,
he thought with relief. They only cut off a little bit of skin. That’s all. A
little bit. Slowly, take it slowly.
  He ran his hands over his body. He was wet, probably from sweat and
the slime from the dead body. Glad. They told him it was Glad and he was
Oski. They made him copulate with the she goat. Then they cut him.
Drugged. All so foggy. Gods! I didn’t know what I was doing! He
shuddered and moaned.
   Slowly he sat up. Hungry. Thirsty. Too dark to see anything. Must be
food here somewhere. When did I last eat? he wondered. He groped
around. His hand touched a pitcher. Ah, at, water! He raised the pitcher
to his lips, taking a long drink.
   Instantly he knew it was wrong. He spit out the water. The bitter taste
stayed in his mouth. Damn, damn, damn. Water was drugged. Should
have thought of that. Oh, damn. Can feel it. Mind going again. Oh, help,
help, please, no more visions! Can’t take it!
   The light grew and the figures came toward him. Two, three, more. He
tried to lift his head, tried to flee from whatever new horrors the drug had
brought him. A scream came out as a sigh. His mind teetered, teetered.
Darkness closed around him.



  “I say we should kill him and have done with it.”
  “You know that won’t do. We’ll have to wait till he gets here. He’ll
decide, he will. It’s not for us.”
   “Aye, you’ve the right of it, Harbard. Remember them wolves as led .us
to, him. That was a bit of strange, I say. I’d not want to kill such a one
without knowing a bit more:”
  “All right,” grumbled the first voice. “Have your own way, then, but I
gay kill the Vanadis’s little toy and be done with it. Gives me the creeps, it
does, what with that cave and the goat. What do you suppose they was
doing with him, cutting him like that and all?”
    “Magic,” said the one called Harbard. “Seidar magic as sure as you’re
born, Gylfi. And I say that if they was working magic on the lad, it can’t be
because they love him. You know we’ve one among us as they worked on
long ago. For no reason other titan that Jalk would want to talk with him,
I’ll not kill him.”
  “Huh. Someone’s coming. That’s Byggvir’s call.”
  Voden opened his eyes. The moon gleamed through the treetops. He felt
cold and numb. He closed his eyes again. As he lay there exhausted, he
sensed someone approach and lean over him. He heard a voice say softly,
“Ah, it’s Voden.” He opened his eyes slowly and looked up into the face of
Yngvi.
   For a moment he simply stared at his friend. Then, with a sudden surge
of emotion, he sat up and flung his arms around the young forester’s neck
and began to cry hysterically. “There, there,” Yngvi soothed. “It’s all right
now, lad. You’re among friends now. Aye, among friends.”



  The rest of that night was a blur in Voden’s overloaded mind. He kept
passing out and waking up. Each time he became conscious, Yngvi was
nearby. About dawn he vaguely remembered being carried over some
rocks, behind a screen of bushes, and into a large, airy cave.
  When he finally woke fully, he was lying on his back, covered with a
heavy bear pelt. One of the gray stone walls of the cave was next to him.
He reached out and touched it. Dry, real, comforting.
  He turned his head and saw an incredibly old man sitting a few feet
away, staring fixedly at him. Yngvi was standing behind the man.
  The young forester nodded. “Awake crow, are you? Been a full day
you’ve been napping, barbarian. Are you feeling a bit better?”
  Voden nodded. “Hungry. Thirsty,” he managed to croak.
  A third man came into view from the back of the cave with a steaming
bowl of stew and a pottery mug of some dark liquid. “Here, lad. It’ll make
you feel right.”
  Greedily Voden gulped down the food and drink. The stew was filled
with large chunks of meat. Whatever the mug held, it was bitter and
invigorating. When he’d finished, he felt almost human again.
   As he ate, the old man continued to stare: Voden put the bowl and mug
aside and returned the stare. The old man snorted and looked up at Yngvi.
“They scared him, and he bears more than a few raw wounds, but they
didn’t reach him. No, not they. Ha! They’ve not the strength to destroy
those as Vilmeid has chosen for his own!” The old man cackled with glee
and turned his stare back to Voden. “I’m Jalk, as once was Sanngetall.”
  “He’s our leader,” Yngvi added.
  Voden looked in bewilderment from one to the other. Jalk laughed
again. “Not a word does he understand! Ah, ah, a rare one you’ve brought
me, Yngvi! Look at his eyes. See, see the power lurking there? Yes, yes!
This is the one promised me by Vilmeid! This is the one!”
  Jalk turned to his right and called out, “Harbard!” A tall man walked
swiftly from the cave entrance and squatted next to Jalk. He looked over at
Voden, nodded, and smiled. “Now,” said the old man, “tell us again,
Harbard, how you came on young Voden here.”
   “We was out hunting wolves. Been a pack pestering the deer in the area
all winter. Wanted to get rid of ‘em, we did. Trapped about seven over by
the swamp. Of a sudden, two more showed up. What beasts they were!
The gray stood as high as my chest at his shoulder. Grizzled he was, and
powerful. Not a regular wolf, that one. The black was smaller, true, but
such a look in his eyes! Froze a man to the spot, it did.
  “Well, we just stopped and stared at ‘em both. They looked us up and
down and then began to run off. A few yards they went, then stopped and
turned to stare back at us. Somehow it seemed they wanted us to follow,
so I says, Let’s for it.
  “Led us quite a chase, they did. Right to the cave. The mouth was
coveted with boulders. There was fires still smoldering here and there.
Aye. And some strange things lying around.”
  “Ravens?” Voden asked. “Were there any ravens?”
 Harbard screwed up his face in concentration. “Aye, now that you
mention it, I do recall seeing a pair hopping around. Big fellows, both:”
  Voden sighed and lay back. “Yes.”
  “Anyway,” Harbard continued, giving him a strange look, “we rolled
back the rocks and found the lad here. With a dead goat. He was a mess,
the lad was, covered with dried blood and vomit. Strange writing on his
body, too, and a bundle of herbs tied between his legs. A real mess. And
the smell! I almost vomited myself, I did.
  “So. We picked, him up and sent Bragi out after Yngvi. The rest you
know.”
  Jalk nodded and rubbed his hands. “Hamingjur. Familiar spirits. Yes,
yes, the power runs deep in this one. Wolves and ravens. Not pleasant
Hamingjur, no, but powerful. Ah, very, very powerful.”
  Voden felt strange. His mind was hazy, yet part of it seemed very alert.
He found himself speaking, not knowing he was doing it. “Freki is gray
and Geri is black. Hugin and Munin are the two winged ones.”
  A silence followed his words. Voden’s mind drifted quietly. Those with
him seemed to be holding their breaths, waiting for him to speak again.
Moments passed, and when he remained silent, Jalk cleared his throat
and muttered, “Aye, it’s there. He doesn’t know it fully himself, but it’s
there. Much work is to be done yet. So much. Still dangerous. It could all
go bad, the lad could lose his mind or worse. Ah, ah, but what promise!
What power! Clear out, the lot of you. Voden and I must talk.”
   Vaguely the young Aesir heard the others shuffling out of the cave. He
felt Jalk pushing himself across the floor to sit close to him. He looked up
into the old man’s face.
   “Open up, young one. Jalk would read your soul. Open up, I’ll not hurt
you. I must be sure. Much depends on it.” Voden nodded and mumbled
his assent, not certain exactly what he was agreeing to but somehow
knowing there was little danger. His eyes drifted to Jalk’s. The old man’s
opened wider and wider. Voden fell into them.
  Jalk sat back with a sigh and gazed thoughtfully at the sleeping figure of
the boy. He rubbed the bridge of his nose with tired fingers. By all the
gods, he thought, the Disir have a good deal to answer for! They had
nearly destroyed the lad. The rite and the drugs had twisted and warped
the power that lay within the young Aesir, turning it back on itself,
turning it into a swirling, chaotic, destructive force.
   Yet somehow Voden had managed to survive the ordeal, had even
managed to find his Hamingjur on his own! Jalk shook his head, his face
grim. And what Hamingjur! Wolves and ravens. Symbols of war and
death. Vilmeid had touched the boy, all right, but not lightly or pleasantly.
   For a few moments he sat and stared vacantly at the wall of the cave.
Things couldn’t be left as they were, he realized. The Galdar power had to
be redirected. He only hoped it wasn’t too late. So much damage had
already been done. Damn the Disir!
  He had to set things straight, or at least redo some of the damage in
hopes Voden would heal naturally with time. Time, yes, that was the only
sure cure. By himself, Jalk knew he, couldn’t do enough to bring the boy
back to normal. Perhaps if he had a year or two to work with him. As it
was . . .
   As it was, he knew full well he didn’t have much longer to live. His time
wasn’t measured in years or even months. The end was only days away.
Days. And the lad needed years of help and guidance. Someone had to
teach him the heating lore, and the names of all the spirits and demons,
and the original tongue, and the runes. And the . . . ah, ah, it was endless,
endless. So much to be learned to fully develop the Galdar power. How will
he learn it all? Who will teach him?
  Voden stirred in his sleep, whimpering. Jalk muttered a curse. What a
hideous mess the Disir had made of him! His mind on the edge of
insanity, his system still full of the drugs they had stuffed into him, his
body cut and mistreated ... ah, what a damned mess!
   What had to be done would have been difficult and dangerous even if
the young Aesir had been totally sound of mind and body. This way . . .
was it even possible? Would the added burden of new experiences,
disturbing experiences, save the lad or utterly destroy him?
  Do I have any choice? If I don’t act now, I’ll never have a chance to do
anything for him. I’ll be dead long before he’s normal again, and then
there’ll be no one to help, no one to guide. That’s the most I can hope for.
A little help, a little guidance, put the Galdar power right again, give him
time to heal himself and discover his powers on his own, if such a thing
were possible.
  He rubbed the bridge of his nose again, weary and unsure. In hoes of
doing him a little good, I risk killing him, he admitted. Except that it’s
more than that, more than a little good. He will go insane if I don’t act. He
may go insane because I Act. It’s hard to decide.
   An unexpected thought entered his mind. Perhaps this was precisely
the time to act. What the Disir had done to the lad had brought him to
tire edge of the most devastating crisis of mind, spirit, and body possible
to a human being. Everything stood on the brink of utter dissolution and
destruction. Literally, the universe was dissolving for Voden. It could
dribble away completely, leaving nothing behind but a drooling, empty
husk, or something new could be created from the disintegration of the
old, something different and, Jalk hoped, better.
   Jalk squared his thin shoulders and nodded his head firmly. Yes. Once
he had been known as a man who always guessed right, a man who
understood things that struck others dumb. He knew he had rot lost that
power when they had taken so much else from him. His guess was right.
Now was the time, the very time, to act. This was the moment to
transform what was and what is into what must be. The change wouldn’t
happen in an instant. It would take years to come to full fruition. No tree
bore fruit until it was mature, and no trees became mature unless the seed
was planted in the first place.
  This would be the planting of the seed. Now if only it didn’t kill the lad.



   When he woke, Voden found Jalk sitting next to him, staring into space.
The young Aesir stirred. The old man looked down, frowning. “Ah, lad,” he
said, “back again, are you? Hungry and thirsty, I’ll wager. Yes. Here. Eat
some stew and drink this. You’ll be needing the energy.”
  Voden felt ravenously hungry. He gobbled the food. “How long did that
take?” he wondered out loud between mouthfuls.
  “Take? Ah, yes. A day.” °
  The Aesir stopped eating and gawked in disbelief at the, old man. “A
day?”
  Jalk shrugged. “A day and a half, actually. There’s a lot in you, Voden,
more than you can guess. And I only went a little way down. Too deep for
me, most of it. Aye, too deep.”
  “I . . . What did you see?”
 “Oh, many things, many things,” Jalk answered. “Most of them a
mystery.” He frowned again. “You’re what I thought you were. And more.”
   The add man’s hand suddenly shot out and closed on Voden’s shoulder.
“Lad,” he began, his voice urgent, “I’ve not many breaths left to draw on
this earth. No, not I. For many seasons I’ve been waiting for one like you.
You’re not quite what l expected, you aren’t at all, but I’ve waited too long
and time’s run out. So I’ll have to trust. Aye,” he muttered with a shake of
his head, “I’ll have to trust.”
   Jalk settled back and fixed Voden with a piercing glance. “Yggdrasil’s
changing, lad, faster than any of us know: The power of the Vanadis and
the Disir is waning. Audhumla, aye, even Audhumla will pass away.
Fornjot too. There’s an evil brewing, an evil that will sweep all before it
and bring everything crashing down in ruin. But in the destruction, there’s
a hope to destroy the evil as well. A hope, a thin hope.
   “One is needed. One such as has never been before. One who both is and
is not of Yggdrasil. One who both is and is not himself. One who sees
clearly within as well as without, who’s wilting to march singing to his
fate. One who’s willing to lead a whole world to its destruction that it may
be born again.
   “Ah, ah, I’ve seen it all.” He dropped his wrinkled head into his hands,
hiding his face. “I’ve gone through the doorway, climbed the Tree, and
looked down at what the Nornir have written. Now I must return to where
I came from, return and leave this body for another, until I come back to
march and fight in the final battle. Yes. The final battle.”
   He looked up, his eyes filled with tears. “There’s so little I can say. You
must do it all yourself. Let me guide you a bit. Seek what you are, Voden,
for you aren’t what others would have you be. Oh, no. Fiorgynn, Syr, and
Vor would have you be Oski, their pawn. They fear the power in you.
Others would have you lead and guide them. Not yet, not yet, not too soon.
Until you know yourself, you can’t lead others. No, no.
  “You must open the doorway, climb the Tree, meet your fate. I’ll teach
you all I can in the time left me. The Disir’ll be looking for you. They want
you back. Soon they’ll go to the cave to take you out. They’ll expect to find
a mindless creature, bloated on the flesh of a dead goat, mewling and
puking and rolling in its own filth. They’ll expect to find the Galdar power
turned against you and burnt out.
 “Ah, ah, they’ll roll back the rocks, for I’ve had them put in place once
more, and they’ll find . . . nothing! Ah, hah hah! Yes, nothing!” The old
man laughed in a high cackle.
   “Then they’ll know fear and come searching for you. You must be far
from here when they find you, lad, or they’ll kill us all, and we’re the only
hope the Vanir have. We’re all that’s left as their Seidar magic crumbles
and dies. We’re destined to overcome them, to break their power and
shatter their domination. Yes, yes. It must be so. Yggdrasil changes.
   “I’ll show you how to travel with your Hamingjur. I’ll teach you how to
fly, to break through the plane to the other world. Oh, they’d have dragged
you down, smashed you into the mud. I’ll show you how to soar. Yes, soar!”
    Jalk held out a small bit of what looked to Voden like a mushroom. “Eat
it. Chew it and swallow. Then follow me, follow me, and I’ll show you the
way.” The old man took a similar piece, popped it into his mouth, and
began chewing. Voden followed his example.
   The taste was bitter. Is it a drug? he wondered. If it is, Jalk’s taking it,
too, so it can’t be dangerous. A sense of warmth began to spread outward
from his center. He watched with a strange, calm detachment as the old
man reached behind and produced a drum, about twelve inches across the
head by eighteen inches deep. Both ends were covered with some kind of
animal hick stretched tight by laces that ran back and forth between the
two heads. The sides of the instrument were made from wood. Odd runic
symbols were carved into the wood and painted on the hide. Jalk placed
the drum on top of his crossed legs. He picked up a drumstick made from
a short piece of wood capped with a piece of hide and slowly began to beat
the drum:
   Gradually Jalk increased the tempo until Voden felt is invade his body
and his mind, moving in exact measure with the pulsing of his blood. He
felt his whole being begin to vibrate with the rhythm of the drum. He
abandoned himself to it and let it carry him along effortlessly. Closing his
eyes, he leaned back against the wall of the cave.


                                    XXI

  For several moments Voden simply sat and relaxed. Then he felt Jalk’s
touch and opened his eyes. The old man was standing, beckoning to him.
“Come. Don’t be afraid. Come.” Voden rose and walked with him to the
mouth of the cave. Geri and Freki were standing there, their tongues
lolling out, eyes bright and eager. “Come, little brother,” they growled.
“We will run on the wind. We will take you to our home beyond the sky.”
He jumped lightly onto Freki’s back and Jalk climbed onto Geri’s. A little
forest bird landed on the old man’s shoulder and whispered into his ear.
Jalk laughed and smiled at Voden.
  “They wait,” he called out. “The Hamingjur are gathered and they wait.
Come.”
   The two wolves began to run. They left the ground and bounded into the
treetops, soaring higher and higher. Hugin and Munin joined them,
croaking and flapping excitedly. Up and up they flew, up to where the sky
opened and received them.
  They swept along, twisting and turning through valleys made by
mountainous piles of clouds. Finally they came to a hall built like those in
Asgard and nestled snugly amid the towering white billows. Inside, the
benches were lined with animals of all kinds. Hamingjur, Jalk told him,
the ancestors of mankind, the familiar spirits that watched over and
helped every human being.
   Voden stood in their midst and sensed their eyes on him. Once before
he had felt the eyes of many animals on him, there in the clearing when
they had caught him. He shuddered briefly in grim memory. This was
different, his mind told him, very different. This time the eyes were
friendly and helping instead of hungry. “Are you ready?” they asked in
unison.
  “Yes,” a confident voice said from somewhere within him.
   Several of the Hamingjur began to beat on drums. Others took out
rattles and began to shake them in time with the drums. The rest left the
benches and began to dance around him, stepping slowly and precisely
with the rhythm. Gradually the beat picked up until the hall was filled
with whirling forms.
   Without warning the drum stopped and they fell on him. With their
teeth and claws they began to strip the flesh from his bones. He felt no
fear, for Freki came and took his head and carried it to the High Seat.
From there he calmly watched the whole proceeding.
  They cleaned him to the bare bones, then took the bones and threw
them into the fire. The flames leaped up and the bones began to glow. Jalk
came to the High Seat and spoke to his head. “Thus you return to the
primordial source of all life, the bone, so that you may be born again as an
entirely new being. In the fire the bones are tempered and turned into a
substance harder than the strongest iron.”
  When the bones were finished, the Hamingjur took them out of the fire
and carefully arranged them on the floor. Jalk came and studied them.
“Hmm,” he said after a while, “you’re short two bones, Voden. All are here
but two.” He looked up at the young Aesir’s head, his expression grim and
sad. “Two of your blood must die to provide those bones. I’m sorry. It must
be so. Now listen closely, for I will name all your bones. These names you
must know.”
  The naming finished, each Hamingjur approached the skeleton and
vomited up the flesh it had swallowed. In their stomachs the flesh had
been transformed. Now it glowed softly as it flowed back into place over
the bones. Soon Voden’s body was whole again. Geri came to the High
Seat; picked up his head, and set it gently in place.
  As Voden sat up and looked around, Jalk came and took him by the
hand, raising him to his feet. “Now I will teach you a Power Song,” the old
man said.
   “No,” contradicted a mighty voice that halted them all. Its tones were
laden with fell strength and the wild howling of all the winds of the world.
It seemed to echo from the very ends of the sky. They looked up. On one of
the rafters, of the hall sat an immense eagle. “I am Raesvelg,” the bird
said; “Engulfer of Corpses, Messenger of Vilmeid. I will give Voden his
Power Song.” He fixed the young Aesir with as beady, glowing eye. “Learn
this well, little one. It carries both your salvation and your doom.


  “In days gone by I once was Ygg
  Ere Voden they did name me.’


  And I was Har and Jafanhar
  And also hailed to Thridi.


  Bileyg I’ll be and Vafudar
  Till falls the mighty Ash Tree.


  Then I’ll be Ygg as once I was
  Ere Voden they did name me.”
   A silence fell on all the Hamingjur in the hall. Voden stood, his eyes
locked with those of Raesvelg. Jalk spoke into the quiet. “It’s a dire song
you teach, mighty one.”
   Raesvelg clashed his beak twice, the thunder of it rocking them back
and nearly deafening them. “It is a dire song to raise dire power to meet a
dire fate. Know, little one, that I am your Fylgjur, your tutelary spirit.
Vilmeid has so willed, it. Know this and quake with dread, for I am a
mighty spirit, full of dark power and knowledge. It is I who have given you
Geri and Freki, Hugin and Munin, as your Hamingjur. They are yours to
command. You know the meaning of such helpers. It is not pleasant, but
you will have much need of them.
   “Three times will you see me, Voden. Once now, at your rebirth. Once
again when you climb the Tree to where I sit surveying the world. Then
will I give you what is mine to give. And one last time will you see me . . .
as you die.
  “Enough!” the giant eagle shrieked. “This grows wearisome! Enough!”
With a mighty beat of wings that nearly bowled them over as it sent winds
rushing in every direction, Raesvelg rose from the rafter. The roof of the
hall fell back and the eagle soared swiftly out of sight.
   Jalk stood looking after the great bird for a moment, his eyes troubled.
He turned to Voden and said, “Go back now, lad. Go back with Freki to
the world of Yngvi, Borr, Fiorgynn, Freyja, and the others. Your trials will
be there. I must remain here, for my time to leave the other world is long
overdue. I go now into a nest high in the Tree. There I will stay for a time
so that I may be reborn to march in the last great battle,”
   Freki whined and nudged Voden. Jalk grasped him by the shoulders.
“Good bye, lad. Perhaps . . . perhaps we’ll meet again. If only in dreams.
Aye.” Voden nodded and smiled tentatively. Jalk smiled back. “Go now,
lad. It won’t be easy. That it won’t. Remember Jalk and your friends, the
Hamingjur. Aye, and even Raesvelg.”
   Voden placed his hands on Jalk’s wrists, gave a little squeeze, then
turned and climbed onto the great wolf’s back. He twisted around to say
good bye to Jalk and the Hamingjur. There was nothing in sight but
endless mounds of windswept clouds. Freki ran fast, swooping down to the
treetops, then into the cave. Voden stepped off and went back to his place
against the wall.
   “Three days, Voden. Three days lying there in a trance. Like one dead
you were. And Jalk, ah, Jalk, he was dead.” Yngvi sat looking down at the
ground, the firelight throwing flickering shadows across his face. “We
buried him that third day.” He sighed hugely and looked up, his eyes dark
with unpleasant memory. “You had us worried awhile there, lad. When
you finally opened your eyes there was a wild look in them. You couldn’t
speak a word, only grunt and howl like some beast. You didn’t know a one
of us, not even me. We thought you’d gone mad for sure. You’d clean
forgotten how to walk, or even feed yourself!” Yngvi chuckled ruefully. “For
six days now I’ve been a mother to you! Taught you everything you know, I
have!”
  “I’m ...I’m all right now,” Voden responded hesitantly.
   “That you’re not, barbarian. Oh, aye, you’re back with us again in mind.
You’re talking and eating and walking on your own, thank Beyla. But
you’re still weak as a kitten, and confused too. I see how you drift off now
and then. It’s no use trying to fool an old friend like Yngvi, lad. No, you’re
far from all right.”
  Voden shook his head, as much to clear it as to contradict the forester.
“No. I’ve got to be all right. Yngvi, I can’t stay. They’ll be looking for me,
and I can’t let them find me here.”
  “They’re already looking. Started yesterday. Valkyrja everywhere,
combing the forest like they lost their best throwing axes.”
  The young Aesir struggled to his feet. “Can’t stay. Got to get away from
here.”
   Yngvi stood and caught him by the elbow: “You’re in no condition to be
traveling. Rest a few days. Besides, it’s night right now. Where would you
be going anyway?”
  Voden sat back down. “Night. So it is. Yes. Going? Where would I be
going? Back to Folkvang. You’ve got to take me, Yngvi. If they find me here
they’ll kill all of you. Jalk said
  “By Beyla, Voden! I was wrong! Your mind’s not back with us, it’s as
cracked as an old pot! Take you back to Folkvang! Deliver you right into
their hands! That’s as crazed as anything I’ve ever heard. Why, they’ll just
rope you to another she goat! No, I’ll not hear of it.”
  The young Aesir took a deep breath to help focus his attention and clear
the haze from his mind. “Listen, Yngvi. Take me back. Take me or I swear
on Jalk’s grave that I’ll go on my own. They want me back in Folkvang, and
they won’t stop searching until they find me and bring me, trussed to a
pole, like a slaughtered deer, right into Sessrymnyr. If I return on my own,
though, they’ll never know exactly what happened. That will worry them
and give me a little power over them. They’ll fear and avoid what they
can’t understand, and they’ll never understand how or why I came back.
Their confusion will give me time, time to recover from all this. I’ve got to
have time to, get well. Do it, Yngvi. It’s my only hope.”
   The forester looked at Voden in surprise. The tone of the young man’s
voice was strong and commanding. It brooked no refusal. There was
something in his eyes, too, that was even more powerful, more demanding,
something that, reminded Yngvi vaguely of Jalk. He couldn’t face it. He
lowered his glance. “Aye, lad, aye. As you wish, then. It’s back to Folkvang
for you. Now you’ve got to eat. You’ll need all the strength you can get for
the trip. We’ll be traveling light and without any fire. Nothing but cold,
dry rations. We’ll take Harbard and Byggvir. A bigger party’ll just be
harder to hide. Eat. We’ll leave when the moon goes down. Travel at night.
Sleep by day. Aye, that’s the way of it.”



  The Valkyrja on duty at the south gate recognized him before he had
covered half the space between the forest edge and the moat. There was a
quick flurry of activity around the portal, but by the time he reached the
bridge, everything was back to normal and the guard merely gave him a
nod of recognition as he passed into the city.
   He walked up the straight north south avenue directly toward
Sessrymnyr. His mind was still numb and dazed, and his body felt as if it
were somewhere far away. He was still feeling the effect of the drugs given
to him by the Disir and Jalk. Although he had eaten and slept during the
trip back to Folkvang, he was exhausted to the point of faintness. He
walked slowly, as though in a dream, his feet heavy and shuffling. He could
dimly feel the eyes of the city on him, watching and wondering.
   When he reached the cross shaped hall in the middle of Folkvang, he
paused for .a moment, leaning against the wall by the south door, getting
his breath, gathering his small reserve of strength. Softly he sang the
Power Song Raesvelg had taught him. Let it work, he prayed. I need all the
power I can get.
  Pulling himself upright, squaring his shoulders, he stepped through the
open door into the small anteroom. I must do this, he told himself, must
do this last thing to get the time I need. Unless I confront them now, all
will be lost. I must do it. Taking a deep breath, he stepped through the
anteroom door, into the main hall.
   At the center of the hall Fiorgynn sat in the High Seat. The Disir were
all in place around her. Voden walked slowly and deliberately down the
long hall, his eyes locked on those of the Vanadis. He could feel the stares
of the other eight, probing, weighing, trying to decide. Fiorgynn’s eyes
held a question. Beyond the question was a doubt. Behind the doubt was
fear.
  Fiorgynn smiled in a tight way. She nodded toward Voden. “Welcome
home, Oski, welcome home.”
   Suddenly, as though a gray veil had been torn from before his eyes, the
world clicked into sharp focus for the young Aesir. His, weariness and
uncertainty dropped away like a traveler’s cloak thrown off as the sun
comes from behind the clouds to warm the land. He felt the power course
through his body. His head rose higher, prouder; his eyes burned with a
strange light. He knew he would pay dearly for it later on. At the moment,
though, he enjoyed the feeling of exhilaration.
   “I am no lover of she goats,” he said, his voice soft but grim. “If you wish
to greet me, Vanadis, use my proper name. It is Voden, son of Borr, son of
Vestla, child of the Aesir.”
  A sigh that was almost a gasp rose from the Disir. Fiorgynn’s eyes
widened ever so slightly. “Voden,” she said. “Welcome home, Voden.”
   The young Aesir made a show of looking around him; his expression
bitter. “Home?” he finally said. “This is not home. This is Sessrymnyr in
Folkvang where I am hostage. I stay here because I must, not because I
wish to.
   “I am tired, Vanadis. I wish to rest. I will go to the men’s hall now.” He
turned and without another word walked down the hall and out the door.
He held himself up, stiff and proud, all the way, to the men’s hall. Walking
to his sleeping bench, he nodded to Honir, who gazed at him with
wondering eyes. Then he crumpled onto the bench and was instantly
asleep.



  In Sessrymnyr a long silence followed his departure. It was finally
broken by Vor’s sigh. “Ah,” the old woman said softly. “We have failed.”
  “Completely,” responded Gna gloomily. “It looks much as if we
awakened the very thing we sought to put to rest.”
   “Perhaps, perhaps,” countered Vor. “That merely means we will have to
find another way. A more direct way.”
  “If there is no way?” Fiorgynn questioned grimly.
  “Nonsense,” Syr growled. “The lad’s but twelve. The Galdar power’s just
begun to stir in him. It’s hardly fulfilled its potential. That takes years; oh,
yes, many years. So much can happen to a young barbarian as he grows
up. So much.”
   Vor sighed again. “Yes, yes, it’s true. Sad but true. Accidents have a way
of happening.”
  Hlin frowned. “Tread carefully, old one. We have his father to deal with.
Any ‘accident’ that happens to young Voden better be damn convincing.”
She looked to Fiorgynn. “For one, I’m sick of this. Let the lad be. We run
more danger with schemes like this than we do from his someday power.”
   “Yes,” Syofyn agreed with a smile. “Enough of this kind of plotting. I
still think my idea is best. Freyja might be more willing to help than any of
you think. You’re all underestimating her. Vanadis, I wish you’d let me
talk with the girl.”
  Fiorgynn gazed at the young Disir thoughtfully. “Voden is only twelve.
That seems a bit young for what you propose.”
   Syofyn laughed. “’Tis old enough! Certainly, though, it would work
better in a year or two. We could use that time to enlist Freyja’s help. It
would be best if both parties were ready and willing. In the meantime we
could treat Voden with friendliness and affection. Ready him for what is to
come, so to speak. Besides, danger will only speed up the development of
the Galdar power. A peaceful environment will cause it to grow mote
slowly.”
  Vor looked musingly at Syofyn. “Hmm. Could it be that Vor has
misjudged you, dear?”
  “Fagh!” Syr exploded scornfully. “She thinks with her heart and her
body!”
  “But she thinks,” replied Vor. “Possibly she thinks more deeply, more
subtly, than any of us is aware. Let us discuss this plan of Syofyn’s,
Vanadis. Yes. There may be much to it.”
  As they talked Syofyn sat back, a half smile on her lips. She saw
Fiorgynn’s expression turn thoughtful. Hlin, Syn, and Gna were doubtful
but willing to consider something that seemed so gentle in comparison
with the rite of Oski. Vor was in favor of the plan. Eir and Lofyn were
neutral. Only Syr scowled sourly.
   Take a care, Syr, Syofyn thought. Take a care. Your days of power on the
Distingen have been long. Now it is time for younger blood to take the
lead. She smiled sweetly at Syr, then joined in the discussion.



   Honir sat in the dark of the men’s hall and stared at Voden’s dim form.
A chill ran up his spine. He’s doing it again, he thought. He’s singing in his
sleep. Softly, he pleaded wordlessly, sing softly. Don’t wake up the rest of
them. They all think things are odd enough as it is. If they knew you sing
in your sleep, too...
  He moved closer and listened intently. Not a word that made sense.
Was it even a language? It was always like that. Sounds that were not
quite words.
  Voden turned suddenly, and Honir jerked back, startled. So restless
now. He always tossed and turned, sometimes thrashing about. In the
mornings he was always last to rise, with dark circles beneath dull, weary
eyes.
   He’s so different since he came back out of the forest, so strange. He’ll
walk around in a fog for hours, hardly remembering when it’s time to eat.
There are times when he’s so absentminded, he even forgets the names of
his closest friends. He’ll stare blankly at them when they greet him, as if
he’d never seen them before in his life.
   Then there are days when he disappears completely. Walks out the gate,
into the forest, and disappears. Honir had followed him once. Voden had
gone through the woods to a small clearing. He’d simply sat at the edge of
the clearing, all alone, staring toward its center. He always seemed happy
when he came back from his lonely walks in the forest, so Honir had
learned to accept it. If his friend loved solitude, why, then he should have
solitude.
  Yet it hurt him that Voden no longer shared any of his secrets with him.
True, they had slowly been drifting apart, but they had always shared a
certain intimacy that went beyond what either had with other friends.
After all, they were the only two Aesir in the city, the only two hostages. It
was hard enough being this far from home. When your friend, your tie to
that home, became distant and aloof...
   Honir realized Voden was awake and looking at him. He drew back
slightly, but the other boy’s hand shot out and grabbed his wrist with an
iron grip. Voden raised his free hand to his lips in an appeal for silence.
He rose, still gripping Honir’s wrist, and motioned the other to follow.
  They went out of the men’s hall and around to the side farthest from the
courtyard. They sat facing each other. For long minutes Voden stared at
Honir’s face as if searching for something. Finally he nodded as if
satisfied. “Yes,” he said huskily, “you’re really Honir.”
   His voice puzzled, Honir replied, “Of course, I’m Honir. Who else would
I be?”
   “Not only who else. What else. They last so long, the dreams do. Right
through the day at times. I’m... I’m never too sure if what I’m seeing is real
or from the dreams. At times I’m not even sure there’s any boundary
anymore. My life seems nothing but a dream: And the dreams themselves
but dreams within a deeper dream.”
  “Sometimes . . . sometimes you sing in your sleep; Voden. I...I...can’t
understand.... I...”
  Voden reached out suddenly and touched his arm above the elbow.
“Understand? Don’t even hope for understanding, Honir. You’re on the
outside looking in. I’m on the inside. I don’t understand. Don’t you even
hope to.”
  “The . . . the . . . Galdar power?”
    Voden nodded slowly. “Yes. It’s all confused. The Disir, Jalk, Raesvelg . .
. It swirls about so wildly I feel like I’m about to fall down.”
  “You . . . you already have. Twice.”
  “Gods! In public?”
   “Yes. Once while we were eating in the men’s hall. Once right in the
courtyard. Eir came and looked at you both times. She just muttered that
you were fine, a little weak, but fine. You always woke up afterward as if
nothing had happened. I didn’t mention it to you. I was afraid to. Besides,
I thought you knew: I thought...”
  Voden held up his hand to stop his friend. “It’s all right, Honir. Twice.
Lately?”
  “No. That was shortly after you got back. In the first month or so. You
don’t do that anymore, but you-“
   “I know,” Voden interrupted. “I wander off by myself, forget things, act
strange. Yes, yes, I know.” He was silent for several moments, his gaze
fixed on the ground. When he finally looked up, his eyes were bleak.
“Honir, I don’t completely understand what’s happening to me. I know it
has to do with the Galdar power and what those damned Disir tried to do
to me. It also has to do with my journey with Jalk to the hall of the
Hamingjur. And with Raesvelg, my Fylgjur . . . Ah, I’m talking a foreign
language to you. I’m sorry.
   “I’m sick, Honir, very sick. There’s no one to cure me. No one. I have to
do it myself. Without anyone to guide or help me. It’s . . . it’s an enormous
task. I’m not sure if I’ll make it. Or when. But I’m trying, believe that, I’m
trying as hard as I can. Support me, Honir. Watch me and protect me.
Keep the Disir from me, especially if I have a seizure again. Please.”
   Honir nodded, unable to speak. Voden continued, “I’m not fighting
merely for my own life. I don’t know how I know that, but it’s true.
Raesvelg said I had a dire fate to meet. Jalk said something about
Yggdrasil changing. It’s beyond me, but somehow I’m all mixed up in it.
I’m not making much sense. It gets all confused in my head. Things get
fuzzy and dim, and I seem to drift off. Stay by me, Honir. I may not act
like it, but I need you now very much. The dreams come and go, and I
can’t tell dream from reality or reality from...” His voice trailed off and his
gaze became vacant. He stood slowly, languidly. A dreamy look settled over
his face. Honir rose with him, staring. Voden turned and walked back into
the men’s hall, lay down, and fell asleep.
  Honir sat in the dark of the men’s hall and stand at Voden’s dim form.
He felt frightened for himself. And for his friend.


                            THE IVING

                                  XXII

   WINTER came early that year, the first snow falling a good month
before its usual time. Cold gripped the land more harshly than any then
alive could remember. Below the rapids where the Slid and the Hrid met,
the Gunnthro froze solid. The Vanir from Folkvang went out to look at the
river and stood staring in amazement at such a thing. Travelers who
managed to fight their weary way through the deep drifts that blanketed
the forest floor said that the Svol and the Fimbulthul were frozen all the
way to the Iving. The Iving, chunks of ice floating down its length,
remained open. The Vegsvin, Non, Thyn, Geirvimul, and Vid were so far
off across the frozen lard that no word of their condition came to
Folkvang.
   By the time of the winter solstice, when Voden and Honir were due to
return to Asgard for their yearly visit, the snow was so deep, horses could
barely manage to plow their way through. Travel on foot was virtually
impossible. The boys left three days sooner than ordinary and the trip took
six days instead of the usual three. The two of them were exhausted and
half frozen by the time they rode through the gates of the chief city of the
Aesir.



  Gagnrad looked at Borr in surprise and shook his head. “Now I’m sure
you’ve had too much of this damn mead. By Fornjot, Born, the lad’s only
twelve.”
   Born growled low in his throat’ and wagged an unsteady finger at his
friend. “Can hold my mead. ‘M not drunk. Not crazy, either. Boy’s nearly
thirteen. Big for his age too. An’ he’s got the blood of Buri and Borr in his
veins, by Sigfod!”
   The other man looked skyward in mute peal. “He’s raving. Don’t listen
to a thing he says, Fornjot. Dammit, Borr, I know whose blood runs in his
veins. I just don’t want to see it running over the ground. It isn’t only
taking Voden along that bothers me, either. It’s the whole idea of a winter
raid.”
  “Never been done, ha? Tha’s what bothers you, ha? Bah! Tha’ jus’ proves
how good an idea it is. If no one’s ever done it, no one’Il be ‘specting it!
Ha!”
  Gagnrad sat back and stared silently at his friend. Borr raised his mug
and drank again. Drinks too damn much of that mead, Gagnrad thought.
Since Vestla died, the Vanadis had been sending regular gifts of mead to
the chief of the Aesir, and the chief of the Aesir had been drinking most of
the gifts himself.
  What was worse, Borr wasn’t a cheerful, roistering drunk anymore.
Instead of bellowing out bawdy songs or joining in a friendly bout of rough
and tumble fighting, he’d sit in his seat, thinking and scowling. Then,
sooner or later, he’d say something nasty or insulting to someone. If it
came to a fight, he’d fight dirty, going for the eyes or groin with an
unwarranted viciousness.
  There was another change that bothered Gagnrad, too, one he hadn’t
noticed at first. Last summer the Jotun had been unusually active.
Hrodvitnir had managed to stir up the young men, and the number of
raiding parties had increased dramatically. The Aesir had respond in
kind, supported by their allies from Vanaheim. Born had taken the lead in
the fighting.
   Nothing unusual about that, of course. Borr was always in the thick of
things when the wolf work was done. In the past, though, Borr had always
fought with coolness and detachment. He had killed quickly and
efficiently.
   Since Vestla’s death, Gagnrad remembered with a slight shudder, Borr
had begun to fight in a new way. He wounded and maimed, making death
as painful and lingering as possible. The light in his eyes had been that of
bloodlust rather than battle lust. He had slaughtered, not fought.
   Oh it was subtle, Gagnrad admitted. At first he’d doubted that he saw
right. But the time at that camp, when they set the Jotun wagons afire
and the warriors had tried to send the women and children out and Borr
had . . . It hadn’t been pretty. Killing armed men was one thing, but
women and children... And to do that to them while their husbands and
fathers were burned alive . . .
   He shuddered again. No, that wasn’t the Borr of old, the glory hungry,
ax wielding carver of the raven feast. What could have changed him so?
Vestla’s death? Gagnrad knew his friend had loved the strange woman
from Prin. Could the dead so change the living? Did she have some power
that extended beyond the grave? Nonsense! Foolishness! Yet he knew that
Borr had had no woman, not one, since he had buried Vestla in the
mound.
   Or was it the damned mead? The gods knew he drank too much of the
stuff. A sudden suspicion flashed across his mind. Why was the Vanadis
sending so much of the golden liquor nowadays? Did she know what it
would do? Was it part of some dark Vanir plot, as it had been with
Gullveig?
  Gagnrad shook his head in dismay and turned his mind back to the
present. Now, he thought, he isn’t satisfied with slaughtering the Jotun
during the summer. Now he wants to lead us in a winter raid as well! Is
there to be no time of peace?
  He had to admit, though, that the idea was tactically sound. The snow
was deep and travel was hard for the Jotun. Their horses had shorter legs
than those of the Aesir. In the open they tended to be faster and have
greater endurance, but in deep snow like they had this year, the Aesir
horses had a definite edge.
  What’s more, he admitted, he’s right in saying no one would expect a.
raid this time, of year. They could catch the Sons of Ymir sleeping in their
wagons.
   Borr was watching him, his glance sly. “Ahhh. I see you’ve thought it
out. Had a little mead, but ‘m not drank or crazy.” His eyes glittered
strangely. “Sev’ral camps just the other side of the Iving. Slip across just
after dusk. Hit ‘em hard. Burn ‘em down. Be back by dawn. Those
camps’re awful damn close. Bes’ to hit ‘em ‘fore they hit us.”
  Gagnrad thought for another few minutes. “Damn cold sad
uncomfortable raid,” he muttered, almost half agreeing with the idea.
“Bringing along Voden, though, that’s not wise.”
  “Aw, look, Beargrasp, ‘s not a stupid idea. Look, he can hol’ the horses.
He’s almost thirteen. Doesn’t have to swing an ax. Though’ll bet he could,
by Sigfod. Jus’ hol’ the horses, tha’s all. Someday he’ll be an Aesir warrior,
maybe eves chief in Asgard, like me an’ Buri. He’s been there with those
damn women for years now. Little raid’d do ‘im good. See his father and
the Aesir fight. Learn a little.”
  “Well...” Gagnrad began to weaken. “If all he does is hold the horses....”
  “Done! Boy’s been home two days now. Rested up from the trip here.
Get a group of hot bloods, Beargrasp, and we”11 do it night after
tomorrow night. I’ve got the camp all picked out. Been planning it for
weeks. Weeks.” Borr rose unsteadily. “Need some rest, then. See you.” He
walked slowly and carefully to the door of the hall and left.
  For several minutes Gagnrad sat and stared at the closed door.
Something’s wrong, he thought. With him, with me, with this idea, with
Yggdrasil. I wish I knew what in Fornjot’s name it is.



  Low swift moving clouds covered the sky the whole day long and made
the night blacker than usual. The wind blew steadily from the west and
carried more than a hint of snow.
   They crossed the Iving at Bifrosti’s Ford, confident that in weather like
this the Jotun wouldn’t be guarding it. On the other side they turned east,
their horses plowing a path through the deep snow that drifted on the
banks of the darkly murmuring river.
  It was nearly midnight when they reached the Jotun camp that they
planned to attack. The wagons were drawn up in a circle around a small
herd of cattle and ship. No lights shone. No sound could be heard except
the hissing of the wind as it drove loose snow gross the plain.
  They passed to the south, between the wagons and the Iving, then
doubled back to approach the enemy from downwind so as not to alert the
dogs. Two men went forward to scout, to get an idea of the number of
Jotun in the camp.
   Voden stood next to his horse, using the animal as a windbreak. The
other men either huddled behind their horses for warmth as he did or
stamped about, trying to get blood flowing in numb feet and hands. There
were ten Aesir warriors, with Voden making the total eleven. Every one of
the ten was a seasoned fighter, personally chosen by Borr and Gagnrad.
Nikar was there, the blade of his long battle spear honed to razes
sharpness. Biflidi stood next to him, his face grim, his eyes sparkling.
Across from them was the short warrior Eikinskialdi, wilt his oaken shield
and long sword, quietly talking with the massively muscled Sinar. The
others Voden knew by sight only.
  When the two scouts returned, it was Vak, the eldest, who gave the
report. “Nine wagons in total. Figure at least one man per wagon.
Minimum of nine warriors, probably no more than fifteen. We’re
outnumbered, most likely, but we have surprise on our side. Nobody
seems to be stirring.”
   Borr nodded and turned to Baleyg, a warrior from the Idavoll Plain,
whom Voden had never met. “Keep the fire ready. As soon as we attack,
you and Vak torch two or three of the wagons. It’ll confuse them and give
us some light to see by.” He looked slowly around the group. “This is a
raid. We kill swiftly and then leave just as swiftly. There are two other
camps in this area, to the north and the east. They’ll be swarming around
here in no time. If we hit hard and fast, everything will work out well, and
we’ll have plenty of time to escape. Our horses are faster in this snow, but
they’re also tired from the trip here. Best to go back the way we came
since a trail already exists through the drifts. All right, get ready.”
   The Aesir chieftain turned to his son. “We’ll walk the horses closer to
the camp then leave them with you. After we attack, approach close to the
wagon ring with the animals and have them ready in case we need to get
away in a hurry. Keep a sharp lookout to the north and east. If you see or
hear anything, yell out. And stay outside the ring, hear? You’ve only that
ax and a knife and too little experience using either. You’re here to hold
the horses and watch. See you do that and nothing else.” Voden nodded
his understanding. Born looked deeply into his son’s eyes for a moment,
then turned and said, “Let’s go.”
  Muffling their weapons in their cloaks, they crept slowly forward.
Voden’s heart was racing with excitement, yet he felt a strange calm
settling over his mind. The whole thing had been confusing and more than
a bit frightening up to this point. He’d been surprised and disturbed when
Born had told him the plan and said he was to come along and hold the
horses. An honor, everyone had said, for a lad not quite thirteen to
accompany seasoned warriors on a raid. All that day Voden’s mind had
been in a turmoil. He’d pictured the scene to come a thousand times.
Warriors slicing and hacking, blood spurting, shrieks and curses filling the
air. Battle. Death. It frightened him, repelled him, fascinated him. His
first battle. Not just a wrestling match; a battle in which men’s lives would
be spilled warm and steaming onto the snow. Perhaps Borr’s. He’d
shuddered and rejected the vision, turning his mind to something else, but
it had slunk back again and again. The night before, his dream had been
full of twisted, looming dread.
   The ride trough the dark and cold had been numbing. It had legit him
bewildered, shivering, with a feeling of emptiness. They were almost on
the enemy, almost within striking distance of the wagons of the Sons of
Ymir. Now he felt calm and detached as if it were all happening a long
distance away, happening to someone else.
   The Aesir handed him the reins of their horses, and he stopped as they
stalked the last few paces forward to the ring of wagons. Suddenly a dog
began to bark, and Borr shouted, and they all lunged up and between the
wagons, screaming their war cries.
  Light flared up as two of the wagons began to burn, and Voden could
see the Jotun tumbling from their homes, half dressed, with weapons in
their hands. He saw Borr swing his ax at one and watched as the man
sprawled backward, his chest spouting gore.
   Voden tried to count the enemy. As near as he could tell, there were
more than ten, possibly as many as fifteen. Two had died almost
immediately, their blood staining the snow in steaming streaks. Every one
of the Aesir was engaged now, trading blows with the Jotun. Voden could
see the frightened faces of women and children peering from the wagons,
watching their husbands, sons, brothers, fight and die. One child, a boy of
no more than eight or nine, leaped from a wagon and raced to the side of
the man Bon had slain. The child flung himself on the cooling, stiffening
body, his face twisted with horror and anguish. The tears that poured
from his eyes mingled with his father’s blood. He looked up, hatred
transforming his visage into that of a snarling animal. He grabbed his
father’s short curved sword and sprang at one of the Aesir. The warrior
saw him coming from the corner of his eye and cut him down with a
backhanded sweep of his sword. The boy slumped in the snow, a bloody
bundle of rags.
   The Jotun withdrew in good order against the northernmost wagons.
They formed a line of bristling iron and flashing death. Twice the Aesir hit
them, and twice the Sons of Ymir repulsed their enemies. One of their
number, a tall man with long, drooping mustaches, cried out in a loud
voice, “Cowards! Dogs! Night killers! Is there one among you brave enough
to fight Skrymir man to man? Pah! Cowards all!”
   Borr, his ax bloody, his eyes wild, roared back, “Ha! A brave Jotun!
Eater of dogs and children! You’d fight one of us alone, eh? I am Borr, son
of Buri, known as Skullcracker, and more than one dead Jotun swine has
known it to be a well earned name!”
   “Is Borr brave enough to fight Skrymir? Let our battle decide the issue!
If I win, you will ride back to Asaheim in disgrace, all except Borr, whose
blood and body will feed the spot in Jotunheim where he falls. If you win,
the Sons of Ymir will down their weapons and you may slaughter us. The
women and children must not be harmed. Agreed, Borr?”
  Gagnrad whispered furiously to Borr, casting glances to the north and
east as he did so. Borr shook him off with a curse and hefted his ax.
“Agreed!” he shouted at Skrymir. “Let the duel begin!”
   The giant Jotun sprang toward the Aesir, and the two men met with a
clash of iron. The short sword of the Jotun was light and swift and moved
in a blur. Borr caught it on his shield and struck back at his opponent
with his ax. Skrymir took the blow on his own shield.
   For several moments the two men traded blows, hacking at each other,
blocking with their shields. Without realizing it, Voden moved inside the
ring of wagons where he could watch the battle between the two men in
the flickering fight of the homing wagons. Everyone stood silent, intent on
the duel, except Gagnrad, who constantly looked north and eastward, a
worried expression on his face.
   Skrymir smashed his shield against Borr’s and aimed a low cut for his
opponent’s stomach. Borr stepped back, and the sweeping blade barely
missed him. His ax carne smashing down and cracked the Jotun’s shield.
Again they met in a flurry of blows, any one of which would have been
enough to flatten an ordinary man. The crack in the Jotun’s shield
widened. At the same time Skrymir managed to slice a good sized chunk
off Borr’s shield.
  The two men circled, their breaths coming in short gasps, the sweat
pouring from their bodies. Each was bleeding from nicks and slashes
where the other had briefly got through the guard of his opponent. The
Jotun had given Borr a nasty gash on his left shoulder. For his own part,
Borr had opened a hole in Skrymir’s side with a blow from his ax. The only
thing that had saved the Son of Ymir was the leather armor in which he
had been sleeping.
   Borr connected with a shattering blow that broke Skrymir’s shield in
two. The Jotun flung the remnants aside and threw himself at Borr, his
sword flashing and whirling in an incredible rain of blows. Borr’s own
shield cracked but didn’t split, He fended off the attack and hit the Jotun
in the shoulder with his ax. The blade glanced off without biting. Again he
struck, with the same result. Borr cursed Sigfod. The ax had been dulled
on the Jotun’s shield. It refused to bite!
   In sudden rage he threw down both shield and ax and launched himself
at Skrymir. The Jotun was so surprised, he failed to strike. Borr grappled
with him and threw him to the ground. Then he sank his teeth into
Skrymir’s neck, and, with a savage twist, ripped out his throat. The
Jotun’s shriek ended in a gurgle of bloody froth. He spasmed twice, then
went limp. Borr lifted his bloody muzzle and howled insanely at the sky.
He leaped to his feet, grabbed Skrymir’s sword, and threw himself on the
nearest Jotun.
   For a second the other Aesir stood in horror and dismay. The Jotun
were stunned into immobility. Then everything dissolved into a mad,
screaming, murdering riot. The Aesir, overcome by battle madness, went
berserk and began slaughtering everything that came to hand man,
woman, child, animal. Baleyg ran from wagon to wagon, firing each one,
slashing at anyone who tried to escape.
   Voden was rooted to the spot, his mind reeling with anguish and
despair. A child ran past him, screaming in terror. Nikar followed and
thrust his spear through the tiny back. The point cam out the front,
flicked, and then withdrew. The child, a girl, crumpled into the dirty,
bloody snow. Voden saw her face. Her glazing eyes met his. She held out
one hand in trembling appeal, as though asking why, and died. Voden’s
stomach spasmed and he retched again and again until he was weak. He
staggered back against the horses and sat down. Hot tears poured down
his face and his body heaved with soundless sobs.
   Gagnrad grabbed Borr, screaming at him. The light of animal fury left
the Aesir chieftain’s eyes like a candle snuffing test. He looked in the
direction his friend pointed, then nodded. Gagnrad turned and bellowed
to the Aesir, “Let’s ride! By Fornjot, they’re coming from the other camps!
Let’s ride!”
  Six men rushed past Voden and grabbed the reins of their horses. Six.
Borr flung Voden on his mount. “Ride, damn you! Back the way we came!”
He leaped onto his own horse and kicked the animal into a gallop.
   In a group they swept from the burning camp. Behind, to the east, they
could hear the yipping of approaching horsemen. Gagnrad thanked the
gods for the terrible weather and dark night. If the Jotun had been able to
use their bows . . . He looked around him. Borr was in the lead. Voden and
Eikinskialdi right behind. Nikar and Vak were right behind him. Baleyg,
bleeding badly from a wound in his side, was bringing up the rear.
   The sound of their pursuers became louder. Damn, Gagnrad thought,
we’re following our old trail and so are they! So much for the advantage of
our long legged horses. He called to Borr. “Split up! Head for deeper snow!
It’s our only hope!” Borr called back his agreement.
  Gagnrad looked back and saw that Baleyg had reined in. He raised his
sword in salute to Gagnrad, then turned and rode back toward the enemy.
Damn, Gagnrad realized, the man knows his wound is fatal! He’s going
back to delay them! By Fornjot, there’s a true Aesir!
   Voden found himself alone in the night, his horse plunging westward
through virgin snow. West for a while, he thought dully, then south to
Iving. Head for the ford. No. Better yet, try to swim it up higher. They
won’t expect that. He turned south.
  He heard the noise of someone pursuing him. It was too dark to see
much, but the sound was clear. A chill of fear went through his body. A
Jotun was after him, enraged, thirsty for his blood, his curved blade
longing to slash his life and tumble it to the ground. His hand went to the
battle ax at his waist. Panic hit him like a punch in the stomach. I don’t
know how to use an ax! I know how to wrestle and I know the Thiodnuma,
but I’ve hardly practiced with an ax!
   Death opened its eyes and gazed into his. Deep in the abyss of those
grim orbs he saw a body sprawled in the snow, its face covered with its
own gore. Horror clutched his mind, and he whimpered. He was so
frightened, be could barely keep his seat on the plunging horse.
    Then something solidified within him and he stopped shaking. His
mind went cold and hard. Death still grinned at him, but its eyes were
closed. Carefully he listened to the sounds of pursuit. Whoever it was, they
were coming closer. He concentrated. Not more than two, by the sound of
it. Maybe only one! Sigfod, he silently pleaded, let it be only one.
  In a few more moments he was sure. It was one man, and he was
gaining rapidly. It wouldn’t be long now, Voden estimated. He looked
forward. The Iving had to be somewhere in that direction. He knew he’d
never reach it in time.
   He made a decision and pulled his horse up, then turned it in a tight
circle and headed the way he’d come. He pulled the ax from his belt and
swung the shield on his back around to his left arm.
   The Jotun loomed up suddenly out of the night, a look of surprise on his
face. He tried to rein in his horse, but Voden was on him too swiftly. The
horses crashed together with ‘a bone jarring impact, and Voden slashed at
the man’s face with his ax. The blow went true, and the Jotun flung
himself backward with a shriek, his face blossoming red with a gout of
blood and shattered bone.
  The force of the collision threw Voden forward and to one side. He
heard his horse scream in agony and felt a hot stab of pain in his right
shoulder. The ground came up and slammed the consciousness out of him.



   He woke to numbing cold and a driving snow. It was lighter, probably
morning, but he could barely see more than five feet in any direction. He
moved and a throbbing pain in his shoulder took away his breath. Afraid
to look, he reached up his hand and touched a cold piece of metal. The
Jotun’s sword! It was stuck in his shoulder! The man must have delivered
the thrust as he fell. Voden felt along the blade. Yes. It entered his
shoulder there and . . . he felt over the top of the shoulder . . . yes, came
out there. He could feel the blood trickling down across his chest.
   Got to pull it out, he thought. If it stays in, I’ll bleed to death. By the
gods, how much blood have I already lost? Gritting his teeth, he gripped
the blade as firmly as he could and pulled hard. The sword slid out and he
fainted.



  He woke again, covered with snow, number, cold, and weaker than he’d
ever felt in his life. Geri and Freki sat looking at him, their tongues lolling
out, their muzzles red with blood. “You work the feast well, little brother,”
Geri snarled.
   “Come, now,” Freki growled, “you cannot stay here. We will take you
back to the Iving and see you across. Up now, little brother. Up. To linger
is to die.”
   Painfully Voden lurched to a sitting position. The wound had stopped
bleeding. He couldn’t feel his hands or feet. Looking around at the driving
snow, he moaned. “Don’t know where to go. Don’t know the way.”
  “Come,” said Geri, rising and moving close, to him. “Come grip my fur
and rise. We will lead you.”
  Slowly Voden struggled to a standing posture. When he was up, Geri
began to move off slowly. The Aesir boy stumbled along next to the wolf.
Freki moved close to him on the other side. “Good, little brother, good.
Keep putting one foot in front of the other.”
  “The Iving,” he murmured, “how will I ever cross the Iving?”



  Damn that cow, Ai cursed. To pick such a day to wander off. A day
when Vindsval and his kin are doing their best to make life miserable. I’ve
got to find her. Damn cow. He headed north toward the river.
   He almost stumbled over the figure that lay unmoving in the snow. In
astonishment he bent over and looked. A boy! A wounded boy! By the
gods! And wolf tracks all around! He hefted his spear nervously and peered
into the swirling snow.
  Hmm. Boy was well dressed. Still alive, too. Hmm. Well dressed, like the
son of a chieftain. Hmm. Rescue him, might be a nice reward in it. Might
be.
   But the cow. Have to find the cow. Might be a very nice reward. Maybe
a cow. Maybe two cows! He stood, trying to decide. If I take the boy back
to my hut, I give up a chance of finding that damn cow. If I go for the cow,
the boy dies. No one would know. Couldn’t blame me. But he’s well
dressed. Maybe a chieftain’s son. Could be a reward. Two cows.
  With a sigh he picked up the limp form and began to trudge back
home. No weather to look for a cow in, anyway.


                                 XXIII

  “LUCKY, that’s what he is. Lucky. Yes, yes, only lost one little toe and
the tips of three forgers, he did. Ah, yes, a regular favorite of Vindsval he
must be, this one.” Old Groa muttered constantly under her breath as she
puttered about Voden’s bed. They had set up a special place for him in the
center of the hall, near the fire.
   The drone of the old woman’s voice almost lulled Voden back to sleep,
but he’d slept enough. For a while they’d thought he’d never wake again.
Then they’d worried that the fever and delirium wouldn’t break. Finally,
though, after a week and a half, he’d opened his eyes, and Groa had
grinned her toothless grip and; declared he would live.



   “Five cows!” Grows voice exploded with indignation. “Five cows Borr
gives that fool Ai for carrying him in. What will he give old Groa for
bringing his frozen body back to life? Ah, ah, yes, yes. More than five! By
the eyes of Svarthofdi, yes, more then five!” She stopped talking and fixed
Voden with her single eye. Her gaze was bright, intelligent, and
penetrating. For several moments she stared at him, weighing and
measuring what she saw in his face.
  “Why is he so glum and silent then? Saved from Vindsval he was.
Turned from an icicle back into a boy he was. Yet he sits and stares into
space.” She laughed a swift cackle: “Ah, hah, hah. Thinks old Groa doesn’t
know what’s bothering him. She knows, young Voden, she knows.” Her
voice dropped to a hoarse, confidential whisper. “He wants to know so
much, so much. Such a hunger he has. But it’s not that bothers him right
now, oh, no. It’s not hunger, but rather having swallowed too much. For he
knows things now that ht never knew, never even suspected before. Ah, ah,
yes, yes, and what he knows stalks him down the dark ways of his mind,
and he fears it. Old Groa knows, Voden, aye, she knows.” One skinny finger
pointed to her empty eye socket. “She paid her own price at Mimir’s well.
You’ve paid yours in another place. Yet, only a little have you paid. There’s
more to come. Yes, yes, much more to come. You’re going to...”
  The door opened and Borr carne in. Groa stopped talking, returning to
her mumble as she turned away and began to rummage about in a sack
she had placed near the foot of the bed.
   The Aesir chieftain walked slowly over to his son and stood looking
down at him. His eyes were bloodshot, his face flushed, and his breath
smelled of mead. “Well,” he began, trying to force jolliness into his voice,
“looking better and better, Voden. Just came from the Warrior’s Hall, and
they were asking for you. Eikinskialdi, Nikar, Vak, and Gagnrad, they were
asking for you. Told them you were mending fine, fine.”
  He backed up and sat on the bench that ran down the side of the hall
nearest Voden’s bed. For a few moments the only noise that broke the
silence was the old woman’s puttering and mumbling. “Ah, Voden, that
was bravely done,” Borr began abruptly. “Yes, that with the ax was bravely
done. We’re all proud of you. First blood and only twelve. Didn’t mean it to
turn out that way, you, know. Sorry about it. But that was bravely done.”
   Borr stopped again, looked down at the floor for a while, then at his
silent son. Voden’s gaze was unfocused, unseeing. Borr couldn’t tell
whether the boy was listening or not. It was unnerving.
  “Yes. Well. We were stunned when you disappeared like that. Of a
sudden you weren’t with the rest of us. I mean, we scattered, but we all
headed in more or less the same direction, to meet at the ford. Waited as
long as we dared. When you didn’t come, I was for going back after you.
You can ask Gagnrad. It’s true. The others made me come back to Asgard.
Almost carried me.
  “We... we gave you up for lost or dead. Then Ai showed up with this
body. It was you.” The Aesir chieftain paused, a wondering look coming
over his features. “It was you, more dead than alive, but it was you. Ai had
found you on this side of the Iving. Without your horse. None of us can... I
mean, it can’t be swum and... ah, well, let it be.
   “You slept like the dead for two days. Old Groa worked on you
constantly, tending your wound, rubbing oils into your limbs, massaging
you, pouring herb drinks into you. Then you began to rave . . . you said
many strange things, Voden. None of us could understand most of them. A
lot was in some other language. You... you mentioned Geri and Freki. You
told about the Jotun and how you killed him, and something about a goat
and Oski and Jalk and...” His voice trailed off in confusion.
   “Well. Now Groa says you’re getting better, mending. Lost the first joint
on the first three fingers of your left hand to frostbite. Little toe on that
foot too. Looked like you were going to lose an ear for a while, but no, she
saved that. Thank Fornjot for Groa, Voden. Yes, well, I...” Borr stood and
looked down at his son. The boy continued to stare off vacantly. Borr
shifted from foot to foot, uncomfortable and unsure of what to say or do
next. “Well, then... guess I’ll tell them at the Warrior’s Hail you sent your
regards. They’ll be glad to hear you’re doing well. Yes,” he continued,
turning away and snaffling off down the hall toward the door, “yes, I’ll go
back to the hall and leave you to Groa.” At the door he hesitated and then
turned halfway around.
   “Ah, Voden. I . . . I want you to know I’m proud of you. We’re all proud
of you. You acted like a real Aesir warrior. If... if your mother were still
alive . . . I know she’d be proud too. She’d...” His voice ran down to a
mutter. He turned and left the hall
   Proud? Voden thought. Proud of a killer? 1 smashed the ax into his face.
It shattered the bone, and the blood splattered through the air with bits of
flesh flying after it. I killed him.
  What am I? What are we, we Aesir? Fornjot’s creations, carved by the
Destroyer from death itself. We bring devastation and slaughter wherever
we go.
  A little girl runs crying, afraid, fleeing. The spear flicks out. She
crumples and looks up, surprised, her eyes accusing, glazing with death.
Innocent. Dead. Murdered. Senseless. Destructive.
  Falling. Grappling on the ground. Teeth sinking into the throat, bright
blood welling up, the wrench and twist of the head, the tearing of the flesh,
the choking, gurgling scream. A bloody face raised to the sky, howling,
twisted, bestial. My father.
   I am Aesir. I’ve been telling myself that for years. Every time I realized
how horrible the Vanir are beneath that calm, beautiful surface, every
time I saw the seething evil that dwells at the center of their existence, I
told myself I am Aesir, I am not like them. I am better. I am Aesir.
   Barbarians. Animals. Murderers of defenseless women and children.
Rapists. Yes. I was conceived of rape. My father raped my mother. She was
his prize, his booty. Only later did she become his wife. I’ve heard it sung a
hundred times:
  What am I? I killed that Jotun. I turned and killed him. Could I have
outrun him? Could I have escaped without killing him? I never tried. I
turned and smashed my ax into his face, and showered the white snow
with blood and bone and gobbets of slaughtered flesh.
  I. I did that. What am I? An Aesir. Yes. As vicious and bestial as the
rest. A killer created by the arch killer of them all, Fornjot the Destroyer.
   But am I an Aesir? Am I really? Or am I part Vanir too? Doesn’t the
darkness that lurks, the black, hungry evil they call Audhumla the
Nourisher, doesn’t that lie in me too? Haven’t they released it? They tried
to make me Oski, mated me to a she goat, defiled and used, me in ways I
can’t even think of. I know the Thiodnuma, the elder tongue, the wrestling.
I am Vanir as well as Aesir.
  Or am I something altogether different? Vilmeid has touched me, and
the Galdar power is awake and prowling through my mind. I don’t
understand it, I can’t control it, but I can feel it, slowly growing stronger.
  At times I think I’m going crazy. I see and hear things that aren’t there
for other people. Geri and Freki. Hugin and Munin. Sometimes other
Hamingjur come to me while I’m walking alone in the forest and talk to
me. Sometimes I go to other places, places so strange I can’t describe
them to myself. And then there are the dreams. Dreams that keep right on
even after I open my eyes in the morning.
  He shuddered and moaned softly. What’s happening to me? What have
they done to me? I feel so sick all the time. I can’t eat or sleep well. I hurt,
both my body and my mind. What have they done to me? Damn them!
Damn them all! They poke and pry, push me this way and that, try to
make me what I’m not, Oski, an Aesir warrior, I don’t know what.
  Anger flooded his mind, bringing tears of frustration and rage. His
whole body trembled with suppressed fury. He clenched his fists against it,
holding it back, keeping it in, sensing that if he lost control even slightly,
he would lose it completely. He bit his lip hard and tasted blood.
  His head hurt horribly. The blood pounded in surges that matched the
tempo of the chaotic ideas that swirled around in a formless, directionless
maelstrom. Murdered children, rotting she goats, gigantic eagles,
black robed Disir, dancing Hamingjur, all rolled and twisted through his
mind, tumbled together in meaningless confusion. He shut his eyes
against them, pressing the heels of his palms over his eyelids until
everything turned red, split by blinding white flashes of pain.
  Is that what I am? he wondered with anguish. This chaos? Am I mad? If
not, then what am I?
  What am I? By all the gods, what am l?
  Pushed beyond the point of endurance, he slipped into unconsciousness.
As he fell into the dark, his last question echoed after him, leaving
uncertainty behind as it faded.



   Voden recovered slowly, almost grudgingly. Tror came to see him every
day once old Groa decided he could have visitors. The red haired youth
was as tall as a man now and heavily muscled from the work he performed
with his father. Bluff and generally good humored, he was nevertheless
clearly not one to be trifled with. His strength, though still not fully
realized, had already earned him a reputation. Strangely, however, he
refused offers to join the other youths his age in training to be a warrior.
Working at the forge with his father, he said with a quiet smile, was
challenge enough for anyone. He had plenty to do and no need to raid in
Jotunheim. Volund let his son do as he wished without making his own
opinion known. No one cared to question Tror’s decision or call him
coward.
   With a puzzled expression on his face, he told Voden how he still tried
twice a day to lift Mjollnir without success. “It can’t be that heavy. It just
can’t. Why, I can lift a hundred pounds without any strain. Yet that
hammer, ah, I can’t so much as budge it. I remember my father said it
was destined for a special warrior. He said that the day he made it.
Remember? Well . . . maybe no one can lift it. Except that special warrior,
I mean. I don’t know. Oh, 1’11 keep on trying, don’t worry about that. It’s a
habit now. I get out of bed, blow up the fire in, the forge, try to lift
Mjollnir, then help Thrud get breakfast ready. I won’t stop. I promised.
Don’t understand it, though. Can’t be that heavy.”
   Voden enjoyed speaking with Tror. He found his old friend’s gruff
gentleness soothing. Tyr’s visits were more trying. The fierce young lad
wanted to hear all about the raid and how Voden had killed the Jotun. Tyr
could hardly wait to be allowed to do battle. He practiced every day with
every weapon. Even Borr admitted that the youngster would make an
uncommonly brave and surpassingly good warrior one of these days. But
after the experience with Voden, the Aesir leader hesitated to take anyone
too young on new raids. Besides, Borr had agreed with the others that
there would be no more raiding that winter. Tyr could barely repress his
anger and jealousy.
   Gagnrad and the others dropped by occasionally to praise Voden and
tell him he was a true Aesir warrior. His father often sat by his side and
told him rambling, pointless tales about when he himself had been a boy.
   Honir went back to Folkvang alone since Voden was unable to travel.
The Vanadis was understanding and sent a message hoping for his speedy
recovery. Even Freyja sent a little note, complimenting him on his kill and
telling him to hurry back so he could tell her all about it.
  By his thirteenth birthday, on the seventh day of the fourth month, he
was well enough to travel. Borr gave him a new ax, larger and heavier than
the one he had left in the face of the Jotun. He accepted it with downcast
eyes, so that no one could see his feelings, and thanked his father quietly.
As he rode from Asgard, the ax hung by its beard over his shoulder.


                            VANAHEIM
                                 XXIV

   THE greeting he received in Folkvang was surprisingly cordial. Fiorgynn
herself, with Freyja next to her, met him at the north gate. The Vanadis
gave him a warm hug. Freyja planted a slightly embarrassed kiss on his
cheek. The look in her eyes disturbed him. It was the same hot, hungry
look that he had seen so often in people’s eyes during the summer
wrestling. He blushed, and they all laughed. The Disir came forward, and
each one praised him. Syofyn took his horse by the bridle, put one arm
around his shoulder, and walked him back to the men’s hall. She chattered
gaily, telling him of the things that had happened while he had been
raiding and convalescing.
   The men and boys in the hall were formally courteous and correct, but
they seemed a little afraid of him, a little in awe. This one, their actions
seemed to proclaim, had killed a man, a full grown Jotun warrior. He had
done it with an ix, like that which hung over his shoulder. Voden ignored
their looks and whispers. He went to his bed, unpacked his things, and
then lay down, staring sightlessly up at the ceiling. Honir saw the look in
his eyes and left him alone. There was nothing he could do for his friend.
Nothing anyone could do. He was sick, and as he had said, he would have
to cure himself.



   Spring came slowly and grudgingly. Summer followed, cool and rainy.
Voden walked through life in a thoughtful daze. He frowned constantly as
if he suffered from a mild headache or was thinking through some difficult
riddle. He spent most of his time alone, wandering about in the forest to
the east of Folkvang. Sometimes he would be gone for two or three days at
a time, making his bed beneath a bush or on a convenient pile of leaves.
For a while Fiorgynn had him followed by the Valkyrja, but he never went
anywhere, met anyone, or did anything, so she stopped the surveillance.
   Voden’s primary feeling was one of exhaustion and numbness. He found
it difficult to concentrate long enough to hold a conversation. He stopped
his lessons in the elder tongue, the Thiodnuma, and wrestling. His
appetite disappeared, and he had to force himself to eat when he began to
lose too much weight. The food tasted like dust, but he gagged it down. At
times he found himself talking or singing out loud without realizing it. The
line between fantasy and reality vanished almost entirely. The horses
crashed together with a bone jarring impact and Voden slashed at the
man’s face with his ax. The blow went true and the Jotun flung himself
backward with a shriek, his face blossoming red with a gout of blood and
shattered bone. Geri picked the little girl up anti turned her over so he
could see the look in her eyes. Someone had torn out her throat. Raesvelg
flapped his mighty wings and called him Ygg, but the pain in his shoulder
was too great, and he sank back in the snow. The she goat looked at him
with accusing eyes as the spear flicked in and out of Jalk as he tumbled
toward the drum and Audhumla raised the knife high to plunge down
from the sky with Hugin flapping by his side as Freyja looked with hungry
eyes while he slashed at the man’s face with his ax. The blow went true
and the creatures closed in on him, their paws pulling him down to the
flat stone surface. He leaned over, running his fingers across the surface,
trying to make it out in the dim light. It seemed like writing. It almost
seemed like...
   Fall came and the harvest was poor. Winter struck with fury. He
returned home at the solstice. There was hunger everywhere. No one had
the energy to wade through the snow to raid Jotun camps and kill
children.
   Spring arrived late and heavy with rain. A cold, dreary day marked
Voden’s fourteenth year. Summer followed, but the clouds and dampness
stayed.
   Slowly the young Aesir seemed to recover. At least to all outward
appearances, he became more normal. He smiled occasionally, and even
laughed now and then. Yet those who knew him best wondered, for
something strange and lurked deep in his eyes and around the corners of
his mouth. Both Syr and Syofyn watched closely. Neither one could decide
exactly what she saw.
   Freyja didn’t know exactly what it was, either, but whatever it was, she
liked it. When Voden looked at her; his eyes hooded and mysterious, she
felt a strange warmth growing inside. Od was nice, yes, very nice. So . . . so
energetic and strong and satisfying. But Voden promised something else,
something that went beyond the physical. He did unexpected things to her
mind, things she didn’t understand, things that excited her a great deal.
  She’d tried to get his attention in a hundred different little ways that
only women know. She’d sat near him whenever possible. Smiled at him.
Was nice to him. Asked his advice. Laughed at things he said. Shared.
Talked. Walked. Sat.
   There’d been a response. Sometimes. A wan smile. A pale, halfhearted
laugh. A nod. A quick flicker of interest deep in his dark eyes. Nothing
more than that. He remained distant, aloof, cautious, mysterious,
unreachable . . . fascinating. He was so tall now, and his body was so
light-skinned, covered with blond hair. She wondered what it would be
like to...
   Fiorgynn watched both Voden and her daughter with a growing sense of
mystification. She did everything she cued, subtly, to throw the two of
them in each other’* way. She’d seen Freyja’s growing interest, noticed the
occasional flashes of reciprocal interest from Voden. Yet the boy’s reserve
never seemed to break down. Despite everything that could be done, he
remained detached and dreamy. She wondered if there were any way to
reach him, to pull aside that veil of indifference, to pierce that armor of
vagueness. If Syofyn’s plan was ever going to work, something would have
to be done. Perhaps Eir knew of a way. Yes, perhaps there was an herb or
something. A potion. She watched with puzzled eyes and wondered.



  When the two Aesir boys went home for the solstice, she called the
Distingen together and asked their advice. Syr was unusually silent.
Syofyn, on the other hand, was voluble and took over the meeting.
“Voden,” she declared, “is ripe for the picking! All Freyja has to do is reach
out, and he’ll fall into her hands. And into ours! I told you, Vanadis, this is
the way to do it. It can’t fail!”
   “Except,” Syr grumped in a hostile tone, “sweet Syofyn, you forget two
things. First, Voden seems to be dedicated to dreaming and not doing.
Second, no one has really consulted Freyja on this whole thing.”
  “Freyja is interested,” Fiorgynn interjected. “I’ve watched her carefully,
and she’s definitely intrigued by Voden.”
  “Intrigued,” muttered Syr. “Intrigued isn’t enough.”
   Syofyn smiled. “I think something can be arranged.” The others turned
to look at her. “Voden approaches his fifteenth birthday. At the same time
the vernal equinox approaches. We all know what that means. Now, for
the past few years, Freyja has spent the festivities with Od, which has left
no opportunity for Voden. Suppose Od were not here. Suppose he were
sent off with some of the young foresters to aid the Aesir, against the
Jotun. Earlier than usual to send them off, but given the state of tension
between the Aesir and the Sons of Ymir, I’m sure the arrangement
wouldn’t seem strange.”
  Hlin complained, “Od’s a bit younger than those we usually send. Not
quite eighteen, if I remember.”
   Syofyn shrugged. “Voden killed his first man before he was thirteen. I
rather imagine Od will be eager to catch up. They’ve had a rivalry going
for some time now. Od will cooperate if the matter is put correctly. He
doesn’t lack strength or bravery, Audhumla knows.”
  Vor scowled. “Fine. With Od out of the way, Freyja will be free to choose
another for the vernal festivities. What makes you so sure she’ll pick
Voden?”
   “She’ll pick Voden,” Syofyn said firmly. “He’s the only other one that
interests her. We can help the matter along by seeing to it that the two of
them go to the bonfire together. We control the festivities. It won’t be hard
to arrange.”
   The ancient woman nodded grudgingly. “It might work. How do you
intend to overcome Voden’s indifference? For two years now the lad’s been
walking around as though he were a million miles from here.”
  Syofyn looked at Eir. “Our expert on potions has given me assurances
that that will be no problem.”
   Eir shrugged. “Nothing is easier. White mandragora for him, black
mandragora for her. It must be dug carefully. Draw three circles around it
with a copper sword, then face west while digging with a copper trowel.
An assistant, preferably a woman with much sexual experience, must
dance windershins around the outer circle while it’s being dug, whispering
lascivious, and erotic suggestions. As it is plucked from the ground it will
shriek, and prayers must be immediately offered to Frigg, the Vettir
concerned with such things. There are many ways to administer
mandragora, in food or drink. It should be no problem.”
  “The results?” Fiorgynn inquired with a slightly bemused smile.
  “Ah, if I mark the black and the white roots with the names of two
people and let them lie together before preparing them, then administer
the potion to those to whom the roots have been consecrated, why, the
results will be uncontrollable lust.”
   “Uncontrollable lust,” Syofyn repeated, grinning widely. “Mandragora is
a very powerful aphrodisiac. Best of all, Eir assures me the effects will be
long in wearing off. Isn’t that so?"
  Eir agreed. “Indeed. The effects will last for two or three days. They
won’t be able to stop. They’ll fall down exhausted, but as soon as they get
their breath back, they’ll start again. Smaller doses can be administered
on an occasional basis to keep things that way until they both die of
fatigue. Though I imagine we will be more moderate.”
   “In any case,” Syofyn crowed triumphantly, “Freyja and Voden would do
as we wished, and the young Aesir would be in our power! It can be done,
Vanadis! It must be done!”
   Fiorgynn looked thoughtfully at Eir. “Is there any danger of side
effects?”
  The healer nodded reluctantly. “Naturally. If the dosage is too high
they’ll literally kill themselves with lovemaking. Mandragora is very
powerful, one of the sovereign plants, Vanadis. But I don’t think it will be
too hard to control the amount they receive. Still, there is danger. It could
destroy their minds. I’m willing to take that chance. I know my craft well,
Vanadis. I’ll not make a mistake.”
  Lofyn frowned. “I don’t like it. It . . . it seems unclean somehow. I
suppose it’s better than the last thing we tried.” She shuddered in
memory. “That was horrid. At least this time he’ll be getting something he
really seems to want. Not a she goat. Yet it doesn’t seem right. It just
doesn’t.”
   Fiorgynn looked at the others. Hlin gazed at the floor, bit her lip, and
nodded unhappily. Syr sneered and nodded. Vor, Gna, Syn, and Eir
nodded firmly. Syofyn’s smile was triumphant. “So,” Fiorgynn said softly,
“it’s decided. We’ll try Syofyn’s plan at the vernal equinox. We’ll use Freyja
and the root of lust to put our reins firmly on young Voden. So shall it be.”
  “So shall it be,” they repeated.
  And Syofyn added, “As Audhumla would will it.”


                                     XXV

   A warm softness smoothed the harsh edges of the winter winds. Day
slowly pulled itself free from the long night and the sun spent more and
more time gazing fondly at the earth. Life began to flow within the trees
and plants, and their buds swelled with the fullness of it.
  Even Voden responded to the onrush of spring. The warmth of the sun
seemed to melt the winter that had gripped his mind and soul for so long.
With a sudden exuberance he rejoined in the training for the Thiodnuma
and took up wrestling lessons once more. To the astonishment of both
Geirahod and Frodar, the young Aesir was more adept than ever. Honir
watched with cautious optimism and wondered how long it would last.
   At the third hour of the night of the day ruled by Frigg, the Vettir of
love, Eir dug the mandragora roots. Carefully, muttering prayers to the
goddess and making obscene suggestions to the roots, she incised the
white one with the runes of Voden’s name and the black with Freyja’s. At
the tenth hour of the night she bound the two roots together with sinew of
sparrow gut and gently swathed them in dove down.
   For a week they lay together until Frigg’s day came again. At the first
hour of daylight Eir unbound and crushed the roots together in a copper
mortar with a copper pestle. She added bits of swan egg, rose leaves, and
myrtle berries to the mixture. Completing the process with solemn
invocations to the Vettir of love, she placed the mixture between an
emerald and a turquoise, allowing it to rest until the eighth hour of the
same day. Then she took the dry, powder-like substance that remained at
the bottom of the mortar and placed it in a container made from the bone
of an Iynx, the beast sacred to Frigg.


  ***


   The contingent of Vanir foresters was sent early to Asgard that year.
Raiding across the Iving had already begun, and the Aesir were delighted
by the timely arrival of their allies. They were somewhat surprised that the
Vanadis had sent along someone as young as Od. Usually the lads from
Vanaheim were in their twenties. But since Aesir often joined in the
raiding at fifteen or sixteen, they didn’t see anything too out of line in a
Vanir of almost eighteen taking part in the wolf work.
   Freyja was dismayed by her mother’s decision to send Od. After a few
days of sulking, however, she realized it meant she would be able to pick a
new partner or partners for the vernal equinox. About that same time
Geirahod matched her and Voden in the practice yard. The contact with
his hard young body gave her a thrill, and she made a decision. She would
batter down his defenses, overcome his reserve. She would have him for
the equinox.
  Voden couldn’t help but notice Freyja’s interest. When they practiced
the various throws and holds of the Thiodnuma, she would press her body
against his in a way that disturbed and tantalized him. Often in the
middle of a match he would suddenly find himself hard, almost bulging
out of his loincloth. At first he was horribly embarrassed. Then when he
saw Freyja’s lazy smile and the admiring look in her eyes, he lost his
self-consciousness and began to enjoy the feeling of the cloth rubbing
against him as he moved, or the firm pressure .of her body against his as
they grappled. More than once he was positive he felt her fingers gently
touch him. Furtively he passed fleeting hands across her breasts.
   By the time of the vernal equinox they were both ready. There was no
question in either of their minds as to what would happen. As the bonfire
was lit in the open to the, south of the city, they walked hand in hand
toward it across the small bridge. Fiorgynn had provided them with a
flask of special mead by way of showing her approval. She had also given
Voden a copper ring set with an emerald and Freyja a similar one with a
turquoise. Syofyn had made wreaths of myrtle for them to wear.
   The heat from the fire felt good. Voden offered Freyja a drink of mead
and then took a long swallow himself. It burned slightly going down but
started a small fire glowing in his stomach once it settled into place.
  The crowd around the fire grew, and some started dancing. Others
began to chant, clapping their hands to provide rhythm for the dancers.
From somewhere on the other side of the fire came the shrill notes of a
bone flute.
   Voden and Freyja both took another sip of the mead and then joined
the dancers. At first Voden tried to remain aware of what was happening
around him. Swiftly his attention narrowed and focused entirely on the
swaying, twisting body of Freyja. As she moved and writhed, her breasts
pressed against the fabric of the light robe she wore. Her mouth was
slightly parted, her tongue just touching her upper lip. As they danced she
began to sweat, and the moisture added a sheen to her already glowing
skin.
   They danced together, isolated from the others, their attention totally
focused on each other. Freyja moved close to Voden and began to rub her
body up and down against his. His legs began to tremble and feel weak.
The warm glow in his stomach moved lower.
   With a sudden sweep Freyja lifted the robe that covered her and threw
it off. Gasping, the young Aesir gazed at her body, covered now by nothing
other than a loincloth similar to his own. Her skin glistened with the
exertions of her dancing. Her breasts, small, high, and hard, moved as she
continued writhing to the rhythm. The muscles of her thighs rippled as
she twisted and leaped into the air.
  His, hands shaking, his fingers numb, Voden stripped off the shirt and
leggings he wore. Freyja’s eyes ran over his body, then her fingers lightly
followed as she drew him to her. Touching chest-to-chest, thigh-to-thigh,
they danced slowly.
   Voden could barely breathe. He panted for air, his mind reeling.
Thought was impossible. Only one thing dominated his consciousness. He
gasped and nearly fell as he felt Freyja’s hands thrust into his loincloth. He
dimly heard her sob as she felt the size and heat of him. Then, barely
knowing what he was doing, he was half carrying, half dragging her away
from the fire into the darkness.
   They were hardly out of the lighted area before Freyja pulled the
loincloth from him and sank to her knees, enveloping him with her mouth.
He moaned and nearly crumpled as her tongue ran over him. Then he was
on the ground, tearing the cloth from her waist, whimpering and groaning
with his lust...
  She spread her legs wide, and he thrust himself into her. With a hiss of
pleasure she wrapped her legs around the small of his back so he could
thrust deeper. Pumping as hard and fast as he could, Voden felt the
warmth flowing from her. He sought her mouth and thrust his tongue
deep into it.
  Freyja felt him in her. She arched her back to let him penetrate even
deeper. Ahhh, ahhh, by Audhumla, how he filled her. He was Od, he was
Oski, he was the male principle of the universe, the thrusting, demanding,
hardness . . . and it felt so good, so good. So . . . good . . . she was . . .
coming... wave on wave of... pleasure and . . . oh . . . oh . . . ahhhhhh!
   Voden couldn’t help himself. With a feeling halfway between pain and
ecstasy, he came in a flood. He bucked and jerked, thrusting wildly, crying
in a high pitched wail.
  For a moment the two of them lay exhausted, staring into each other’s
eyes. Freyja expected he would lose his hardness and roll off, his passion
sated for the moment. Later he might be interested again. That was later,
and she wanted so much more right now!
   But he didn’t leave her. Instead he began to move again. In a mixture of
wonder and delight she responded, pulling her legs up tight against her
chest, hooking them over his shoulders. Ahhh, he went so deep that way!
She felt, her whole body rippling with sensation. She came, suddenly and
viciously, with an intensity that almost made her lose consciousness. She
felt him swell abruptly, his size almost unbelievable in her. Then the flood
broke, going deep, deep into her, deeper than any ever before.
  Still he stayed in her. In a delirium of passion she pushed him back and
up. Without letting him slip out, she clung to him as he went over on his
back. Astride him, on her knees, she began to move up and down. After a
moment he joined in, thrusting hard and fast from beneath. She held on,
riding him, feeling him in her. She raised herself slightly in the air,
crushed her breasts against his chest and, came in a long, sobbing
orgasm.
   Like a wild animal out of control, Voden rolled her over on her back
once more. Then, with a low growl that sounded only half human, he
withdrew, turned her on her belly, lifted her, and slid into her from
behind. Whimpering and sobbing, she buried her face in her hands, biting
her thumb. She screamed as she carne, a cry that came out of the dark
mists of time, a primitive howl like those that had echoed in the forest
since life bad walked the earth.
   The last vestiges of their humanity stripped away, the two of them lost
themselves in pure bestial lust. She scratched and tore at his body, biting
his neck and lips. He bit her, too, marking and bruising her skin in a
dozen places.
   How long it went on, neither knew. Finally they fell into an exhausted
sleep.



   Freyja came back to consciousness in response to a resumption of
Voden’s thrusting movement. Slowly, gently, he woke her. She came and
felt him doing the same. Then eyes wondering, they looked at each other
and murmured senseless words of love. He withdrew, stood, and lifted her
to stand beside him. They both felt weak and dizzy. For a time they
remained there, clinging together in the dim light of dawn. Dazed, they
looked around as if aware for the first time there was a world outside each
other’s arms.
   Other eyes, much sharper, much clearer, watched them as well. Syofyn
gloated. It had worked! Voden was theirs! The Galdar power was nothing
compared to the power of sex! The young Disir had known it would be so
and knew that she would now be the most powerful member of the
Distingen after Fiorgynn. Perhaps when Fiorgynn died, she would become
Vanadis, especially if Freyja was nothing but a love slave to Voden. And
who knew when Fiorgynn would die? She wasn’t ancient tike Vor, but
things happened. And if Syofyn was the most powerful, the one who
controlled Voden and hence the Aesir alliance... well…
  Syr watched and muttered curses. Yes, yes, Syofyn had won this round,
but how long could such a thing last? Voden had the Galdar power in him.
The mandragora would keep it at bay for a while, confused and dissipated
in sexual frenzy. But how long? Would the lad die of exhaustion first? Or
would the Galdar power somehow break the power of the drug? Surely
that must have been what happened during the rite of Oski. Somehow the
cursed Galdar power had helped him fight free of the drugs they had given
him, perhaps protecting him from their full effects. Would it do the same
thing now? How long could Syofyn’s plan work? And what would happen
once it failed? Ah, ah, then it was back to old Syr. Then the Vanadis would
see the validity of her plans. Yes, yes, there were ways to control the lad’s
mind. Potions could be mixed. Oh, yes. There were ways.
   Honir crept back into the shadow of the forest and felt ill. He had seen
the whole thing. Watched over the two of them all night long as they made
love and then slept. He had sniffed the mead and tasted a drop of it with
the tip of his tongue. Bitter. Strange. Drugged. He knew his friend was in
danger, but he didn’t know what to do about it. Best to watch and wait.
He shuddered. As much as he dreaded it, perhaps the Galdar power was
the only thing that could save Voden. If only he knew what to do!



   Weeks passed. The intensity of their lust faded a little, but for Voden,
Freyja was still the center of his world: He rose every morning with but
one thought in mind: I must see her, I must be in her. At night when he
crept into his bed in the men’s hall, his last thought was of new ways to
please her.
   Yet at times, at the edge of consciousness as he was falling asleep, he
felt a strange stirring deep within, as if something were slumbering
restlessly and turning over: It was brief and vague, passing quickly,
instantly suppressed. Yet it was there. Somewhere.
   During the day his mind was totally taken up with Freyja. He spent
every possible moment with her. The two of them would steal off to the
forest together whenever they could and make fevered love. Every night
they would meet outside the walls and repeat the acts of the day until both
were tired and sorely in need of sleep.
   Voden wrestled poorly that summer. His heart simply wasn’t in it, and
he lacked energy as well as concentration. Yngvi scowled when he saw his
young friend clinging to Freyja at every moment. He and Honir held long,
deep discussions, from which he emerged frowning and shaking his head.
If only Jalk were still alive, he thought, he would know what to do. He
agreed with Honir that there was something strange in all this, but he
couldn’t guess hat it was any more than could Honir. Perhaps if he could
get Voden away from Folkvang for a while. But how? On what pretext?
The Disir seemed to shadow the boy everywhere, especially that young
one, Syofyn.
   After the choosing of the king, Yngvi stayed on in Folkvang for the first
time in his life. He had tried and tried to convince himself that everything
was all right with Voden and in just a little while the young Aesir would
return to his usual self, Try as he might, he couldn’t believe it vas true.
Something was deeply and gravely wrong with his friend. The situation
wasn’t normal, and he realized that time alone wouldn’t solve it.
  Together he and Honir observed Voden carefully, following, his every
move. The more they watched, the surer they became that somehow the
Disir, and especially Syofyn and Eir, had something to do with the Aesir
youth’s condition.
   Yngvi became worried. Jalk had made it very clear that Voden was
someone special, someone he had been told about in that other land he
visited, someone who was crucial to the future of the Vanir and all of
Yggdrasil. If Voden was now in trouble-and Yngvi was convinced he was in
very serious danger indeed then everything for which he and Jalk had
struggled for so long was likely also in jeopardy.
   What should I do? he asked himself for the hundredth time as he saw
Freyja take Voden by the hand and lead him off into the forest like a tame
fawn. What would Jalk have done? An idea began to form in his mind. The
only hope was to take Voden away from Folkvang, away from Freyja, away
from whatever it was the Disir were doing to him. Yes, he decided, the lad
had to be rescued.
   The only difficulty was that Voden didn’t want to leave Folkvang, let
alone Freyja. When Yngvi mentioned the idea late one afternoon toward
the end of the summer, the Aesir lad looked at him with a blank
expression that swiftly turned hostile. “Leave?” he muttered. “Why? Freyja
doesn’t want to go anywhere. Why should I leave?”
   “Well, I supposed you might be wanting to see Jalk’s grave is all,” Yngvi
said lamely. “He’s been dead years now, and you’ve never come to see his
grave. I just thought as it might be of interest to...“
  “No,” Voden interrupted flatly. “I don’t want to see Jalk’s grave. I . . . I
hardly remember him. There used to be dreams, but those are gone now.
Thank Audhumla, those are gone. I’m at peace, Yngvi. At peace. Leave me
that way. I’ve... I’ve got to go find Freyja now. She needs me.” He turned
and ran off.
   The forester stood thoughtfully and watched him go. For an instant he
had seen something in Voden’s eyes. A quick flash, like the sudden shine of
a fish’s scales deep in cloudy water. It had come when he’d mentioned the
dreams. There had been longing in it, and fear.
   Certain now that he was right, Yngvi approached Honir and laid out a
plan to him. At first the young Aesir rejected the idea outright. Gradually,
as his own concern and dismay over Voden’s behavior became deeper, he
began to soften. Finally, reluctantly, he agreed.
   They decided to act during the first snowstorm of the early winter. After
finalizing their arrangements, Yngvi left Folkvang to make his own
preparations. If he was right about the role of the Disir in his friend’s
problem, he would have to plan with care. They would be furious at his
meddling and wouldn’t hesitate to use the Valkyrja against him and his
men. Even more he feared their possible use of the Seidar magic. He had
to cover his tracks carefully and completely.
  As it happened, the first snow of the year came later than usual, but it
was that much greater as if to make up for it. For five days the wind
howled out of the northwest, driving the swirling whiteness before it.
Drifts piled up several feet in depth. After the third day everyone in
Folkvang stayed indoors to wait it out.
   It was only by the fifth day, when the wind had abated and the snow
stopped falling, that they discovered Voden was missing. Freyja became
hysterical and Eir had to give her special potions to calm her down. The
Vanadis questioned Honir, but the normally silent lad had even less than
usual to say. Voden’s disappearance remained a mystery. The Valkyrja
were sent out to search, but not one trace of him, alive or dead, was
discovered. Fiorgynn began to wonder what she would tell the messengers
from Borr when they came to bring the hostages back to Asgard for the
winter solstice.


                                 XXVI

  Eir looked down at the unconscious, sweat drenched form of Freyja,.
The Disir’s eyes were hooded and unreadable. She held the limp wrist in
her hand and felt the pulse. “Deep, now. Asleep,” she murmured to
Fiorgynn.
   “But when it wears off, what then, healer?” The Vanadis hit the last
word with angry emphasis, and Eir winced. She looked up, her eyes
meeting Fiorgynn’s. “Then we find out if it’s cleared her system yet. If so,
fine. If not” -she shrugged unhappily- “then we must make her sleep
again.”
  “What happened, Eir?” Fiorgynn asked wearily, no longer the Vanadis
but simply a worried mother. “I thought you said you knew what you were
doing.”
  Eir bowed her head. “I thought so, too, but no one has ever been on
mandragora this long before. We started slipping small doses into their
food a month before the equinox, to help develop their interest in each
other. Then I had to keep on increasing the amount, because they began to
develop a tolerance to it. I . . . I never thought it would come to this.
Believe me, Fiorgynn, I never thought this would happen.”
  For a moment Fiorgynn looked silently at the restless form of her
daughter. “A week now. An entire week.” She looked up at Eir and said
softly, plaintively, “Will she live?”
  The healer dropped her gaze. “I honestly don’t know. I think the chances
are good. But . . .”
  “But what?”
  “But... there are some things worse than dying, Vanadis. I’m not too
sure what she’ll be like if she does live. Her mind...”
   There was a silence then between the two of them, a silence filled with
tension that stretched out and out until Eir wanted to scream. Fiorgynn
finally broke it by murmuring, “Sweet Audhumla. I allowed this to happen
to my own daughter. I listened to Syofyn and you and the others, and I
allowed this to happen. What have I done? What have we all done?
  “And the boy? What about Voden, Eir? What are his chances? He
doesn’t have you to watch over him. Wherever he is, if he’s still alive, he
doesn’t have you.”
   Eir let out a long breath. “I, for one, hope he lies frozen in a snow bank,
that he wandered off into that storm and finally fell asleep, gently and
forever. If he’s still alive in some forester’s hovel . . . without proper
potions, the pain of withdrawal from the mandragora will drive him
insane. If he doesn’t kill himself, he’ll end up a drooling idiot.”
  Fiorgynn’s eyes met hers once again. They were haunted and full of fear.
“What have we done?”
  “I don’t know, Vanadis. I honestly don’t know.”
  “For the sake of Beyla, hold him down!"
  “0www! Dammit, he bit me! Drew blood he did! Dammit, watch out
there, or he’ll get loose!”
  “Gods! I can’t stand the howling! Sounds like the father of all wolves, he
does! Sweet Glad, I wish he’d stop!”
  Yngvi shook his head, his face drawn and fearful. “I think he’s gone
mad. I’ve never, seen anything like it. Hold him there, by Beyla! Get that
rope back around his arts! That’s it! Good. Now hold his jaws open,
Harbard. Bragi, pour that slop down his throat. Gangleri says it’ll calm
him. Yes. That’s it. "
   As they tightened the ropes that bound the howling, struggling figure,
Yngvi stood back and wiped his brow. He shivered as he watched the
panting, writhing creature that had once been his friend. Not human now,
he thought dismally. No. Mad. Wild. An animal. An animal in horrible
torment. Spoke only one word. Wailed, howled, screeched it. Freyja.
Fffrrreeeyyyjjjaaaaa! Ah, ah, how it echoed in his ears and in his dreams.
For days now the Aesir had been like this. Frothing at the mouth, wild in
the eyes, screaming and fighting, trying to break free and run into the
forest in search of Fffrrreeeyyyjjjaaaaa.
   Not human anymore. Not Voden, not the bright, inquisitive young
barbarian from the Himinborg Plain. A crazy thing that groveled in its
own shit and howled. All the Vettir forgive me. What have I done? He
caught a half formed sob in his throat and swallowed it. The drink was
taking effect. Voden was calming down, falling into a stupor. By Beyla, he
thought, I wish I’d never kidnapped the boy from Folkvang. It seemed the
right thing to do. I only meant to save him from the Disir. What have I
done?



  Freki nudged him. “We heard you calling, little brother. Your howl rings
through the nine worlds, and we came.”
   “Yes,” Geri growled from the other side of the rude bed where Voden
lay, “come with us and stop this noise. Come. You remember how.”
  Voden rose and looked down at his body. Yngvi and the other foresters
were doing the same. The expressions on their faces were frightened and
worried. Geri whined, and Voden turned to follow the two Hamingjur out
the cave.
  Outside he mounted Freki’s back, and the pair began to run swiftly
across the snow. As the forest flashed by more and more quickly, they
began to mount to the sky. “Where are we going?” Voden called out, the
wind whipping the words from his mouth even as he spoke them.
   “To the center of the world,” Geri howled. “To the place where all nine
meet, the axis, the Great Tree that holds all together. We go to Yggdrasil
itself!”
   A mountain loomed ahead of them, towering into the sky, clouds hiding
its peak. They climbed higher and higher, but still the mountain rose
above them. Hugin and Munin joined them, flapping and croaking. “This
is the Great Mountain,” they told him. “We will enter it and dive to its
very core. There we will come to the Great Tree, the World Tree, Yggdrasil,
the Mount of Ygg, the steed the Terrible One rides.”’
   Voden began to chant, his voice rising shrill and piercing, the words
flung like arrows into the teeth of the rushing air:


  “In days gone by I once was Ygg
  Ere Voden they did name me.


  And I was Har and Jafanhar
  And also hailed to Thridi.


  Bileyg I’ll be and Vafudar
  Till falls the mighty Ash Tree.


  Then I’ll be Ygg as once I was
  Ere Voden they did name me.


 “Geri, Freki, Hugin, Munin, am I Ygg? Is the World Tree my mount?
What does it mean? I don’t understand.”
  “Nor will you until the time is right and your power is ripe,” Freki
growled deep in his throat. “We know little more than you, little brother. If
you once were Ygg, then we did not know you, for that was in the First Age
when men and gods were one and all the nine worlds blended unmixed
and without barriers. If you will be Ygg, we cannot see, for that is beyond
the power of mere Hamingjur. We are here to help and cannot do more.”
   Voden thought for a moment as the wind whipped through his hair.
“Geri and Freki, I know what you do. You carry me and protect me. You
came to me in the snow in Jotunheim and brought me across the wide
Iving. But what do you do, Hugin and Munin?”
  Hugin settled on his left shoulder and croaked, “Swift as thought am I.
Through me your mind can fly the World over.”
   From his right shoulder Munin spoke. “Nothing do I forget. What I see
is forever at your command.”
   The young Aesir nodded. “Then I’ll send you out each day to fly over the
world so that I can know what’s happening.” He paused in sudden
concern. “You must always be sure to come back. It worries me that you
might get lost, Hugin, in the vastness of the nine worlds. And should you
fail to return, Munin . . . ah . . . should you fail...” The ravens bobbed their
heads up and down, but had no answer to offer.
  The clouds parted and the cliff opened in a wide cave. Without pausing
the five of them plunged into its mouth and began to fall rapidly through
the dark. Down, down they went, faster and faster, until talk was
impossible and thought had to be suspended.
   Abruptly they broke into a new world of light. Vast and endless, the
brightness filled the sky. It had no apparent source. It was everywhere,
permeating everything. In the midst of the light rose the soaring Ash Tree,
the axis of all the worlds, the source and being of Yggdrasil, Yggdrasil
itself. They made for a broad branch and landed.
   Voden got off Freki’s back and looked around, his eyes dazzled by the
light. Several other beings were on the branch, waiting. One was a wizened
old bear, his face kind and filled with wisdom. Another was a twisted
thing with bulging eyes and drooling lips, warped and horrible. The third
was his mother, dressed in a shining robe, embroidered with an infinite
tumult of animal shapes. In the background, against the trunk of the Tree,
was a vague, frightening shadow, a presence of power, an absence of
everything.
   The bear came forward and placed its grizzled paw on Voden’s heart.
“How will you use your power, my son? Will you heal or hurt? Be destroyer
or mender? Be black or white?”
  Without thinking Voden spoke. “I would do all. Both warrior and healer
would I be. Both black and white.”
   “Ahhh,” the bear responded, his shaggy head shaking slowly back and
forth. “Ahhh.” The twisted thing sucked in its breath and moaned a single
word that sounded like “Ygg.” Vestla’s face became still and thoughtful.
The bear turned and spoke, to the shadow. “Master, the power you gave
him has spoken. It is as you willed.”
   The darkness stirred, and Voden felt sudden horror. His mind flared
with fear, and he shrank back against Geri. A mere whisper of sound came
from the shadow and set them all quivering. “It is as I willed.” Then the
shadow melted and disappeared.
  With a sigh of relief the bear murmured, “The Master is gone.”
  Voden stepped toward Vestla, “Mother,” he began “please, why am I
here?”
   “You are in grave danger, my son, in danger of dying or going mad.
Your life is once more at a critical point where you may or may not
survive. Your Hamingjur brought you here at the request of the Master.
The Master also called Father Bear, also myself and this twisted one that
dwells in the realm of Niflheim at the root of Yggdrasil where Nidhogg
lurks.”
  “Why?”
  “The Master placed the Galdar power in you. The Disir sought to
destroy it in their fear. Jalk set it right, but he could only begin the
process, and there is much you must learn before you can use it properly.
Now the Disir have tried again to divert it, this time with the
mandragora.”
  “Mandragora?”
  “The root of lust.”
 Voden’s jaw dropped, and he stared at his mother. “Lust? Do you
mean...?”
  Vestla nodded sadly. “Yes, Voden. The Disir put mandragora in your
food to waken your lust. They sought to bury the Galdar power beneath an
avalanche of passion, to put the reins of control on your mind.”
  “Freyja? Did she...”
  “Freyja too. They prepared the black root for her, fed it, mixed with
yours, to her. In her food, in her drink, everywhere.”
 Stunned, Voden sat down on the branch. “Then . . . then she didn’t love
me. It was . . . it was just a drug. Something they made her do. Not... not
something she wanted. I . . . I . . .” He leaped to his feet, sudden rage filling
him. He clenched his fists and shook them at the light that filled the
world: “Damn them! Damn them all! Can’t they leave me alone? Can’t they
leave me anything to believe in? I curse them! All of them!” Tears began to
pour down his face, his words cut off by sobs that broke, uncontrollable,
from deep inside. “Oh, Freyja, “he moaned, “all a lie! All a lie!”
  For several moments he cried while the rest stood by and watched.
Finally his sobs died and he stood, shoulders slumped in despair; his eyes
dull. He looked at them all. “And none comfort me,” he said softly. “Even
my mother stands and watches my grief.”
   Father Bear shuffled forward. “Your grief and your sickness are yours
alone, Voden. We cannot interfere. The Master has so willed it. That is
true of all who have the Galdar power. They must heal themselves. We can
only instruct, and even that is limited to telling or showing. We cannot
help you do. The power is in you. You must learn to call on it. Only thus
can you survive.”
    “Why should I want to survive? I’m nothing. I have nothing. My past is
filled with empty longing. My present is a twisting body wracked with
intolerable pain. My future appears one long, endless struggle. I’m not
Aesir. I’m not Vanir. I’m not-“
  “Yessss,” hissed the twisted thing, hopping up and down in vile
excitement, “yesss, yield, manling; die, oh, die so Nidhogg can gnaw your
corpse and we may stuck your soul; oh, yesss, give up, the struggle is too
hard; yesss, die” The thing humped forward, its claws stretched out,
reaching for him.
  Voden jerked upright, startled and repulsed by the greed and odor of
the creature. “What are you? Why are you here?”
  The hideous monster smirked and moved closer. “I? Young master, no
name have I, nooo, but many names do I know, oh, yesss; come, Master,
yesss, come, the mandragora is strong; yield, die, I wilt take you to
Niflheim, to the root of the Tree; come, yesss.”
   A cold dampness radiated from the creature. It touched Voden and
wrapped around him, draining the energy from his limbs. He began to
slump. “Yesss,” the thing hissed as it slid forward. “Yesss, sssooo tired,
sssooo weary, nothing to live for, no reason to struggle, and all the pain,
yesss, end all the pain, yield, let the mandragora have its way, come with
me, come.” Slowly it reached out its hand to take his.
  “No!” With a shout he stepped back, the power suddenly flowing
through his body. “No, I won’t yield! Who are you? I demand you tell me!
I, Voden, demand it.” He swept them all with commanding eyes. “Yes, I
demand that you tell me who and what you are. You were sent by the
Master, you say. Then, why? What have you to do with me?
  “We’ll begin with you, twisted one.”
  The thing writhed back from him with a wail. “Oh, don’t strike me,
Master! I have no name, except Despair, but I know many, I can teach you
the names of all the demons who steal men’s souls and make them sick,
yesss, that is why the Master ordered me here, I swear it!”
  The bear shuffled forward and bowed. “I am Father Bear. I will speak
the First Names of many things, and teach you the original tongue so you
may call them. This knowledge you must have.”
   Vestla stepped up and bowed. She smiled radiantly. “My son, I am the
Mother of Animals. I will take you to your place on the Tree, the place you
may return to whenever you wish. I will part the mists of the future to let
you see what you must do. A glimpse. A quick glimpse. One you will forget,
but which will ever guide you. Your journey has only begun. What started
in the spontaneity of a vision granted by Vilmeid can only come to be
through a long and dangerous search by you. The Galdar power will
protect you, but you must save yourself.”
   She paused and smiled again. “As you just did, for the moment. But you
are not safe yet. Listen, and we three will teach you what you must know
to survive the mandragora and the things that will threaten you in the
near future. Beyond that, you will be on your own. Learn well, or else you
will fail at the first step of the journey. You must seek the place where you
may gaze into Groa’s other eye. The way is long and perilous. Yet it too is a
mere beginning.”
  “Beginnings, endings,” Father Bear chanted in a singsong voice, “all are
one and return to the Tree. Endings, beginnings, neither can be until the
other exists. Listen now, Voden, and listen well. I will sing to you the First
Names. Learn now, Voden, and learn well.”
  “For failure,” the twisted thing hissed, “is death.”


                      THE FIRST NAME

                                 XXVII
  BORR shot a quick sidelong glanced at Gagnrad, then turned his eyes
once more to the scene in front of him. There, at the edge of the Idavoll
Plain, near where the mighty Gunnthro swept from the forests of the
Vanir, Fiorgynn sat in her wagon, the cover off. The eight Disir flanked
her, four on each side. Behind them in three ranks of nine were heavily
armed Valkyrja
  But there was only one Aesir youth with the Vanadis. One. Honir. Borr
took stock of his own retinue. Himself, Gagnrad, sixteen warriors, all
mounted and armed, Niord, Frey, and two new hostages. He would have
expected the Vanadis to bring an equal number. Yet she brought
twenty seven warriors, one Aesir, and no new hostages.
  He cursed himself silently. Should have known something was wrong
when they didn’t send Voden home for the solstice. I should have guessed.
Said he was sick, couldn’t travel. A lie. Should have known.
   Now it’s too late. They outnumber us. If it comes to a fight, we could
lose. Damn! How should I play this? Be open, friendly, and understanding?
Or tough and demanding? Buri would have been all smiles, lulled them
into a false sense of security, then hit them when they were relaxed. That’s
why they called him The Clever. But I’m known as Skullcracker. Best
behave as I really, am.
  “Where is my son?”
  “He is not here,” Fiorgynn said softly.
  Borr snorted. “I’m not so old that my eyes are failing. I can see that he’s
not here. I asked where he is. I expect an answer.”
  Fiorgynn looked down, then up at Borr. Her eyes were sad. The Aesir
chieftain couldn’t help but notice the circles beneath and the many new
wrinkles around them. She’s getting old, he thought in wonderment. So
am I, he realized in turn. All the more reason to want my son by my side in
Asgard.
    “Voden is dead.” The words were spoken softly, gently, yet they hit Borr
with brutal force. He gasped. Dead? Voden dead? “As we told you, he fell
ill around the solstice. He was too sick to travel. Eir... Eir did everything
she could. Freyja was sick too. She almost died. She still hasn’t recovered
completely. Voden . . . Voden died about two weeks ago. I’m... we’re sorry.
We...”
  “Dead?” Borr turned stunned eyes to Gagnrad. “Dead? My son is dead?”
   Gagnrad’s face was hard. “The body, Vanadis? We would have the body
so we can place it in the mound with his mother and grandfather, as is
fitting for an Aesir. That way, when he goes to the Hall of the Gods, he will
be seated next to them and won’t be lonely.”
    Fiorgynn shot a quick glance at Eir. “The body? We . . . we didn’t bring
it. We buried it weeks ago. It’s probably rotted by now.”
  “Then the remains. The bones and skull. We must have them and place
them in the grave mound. It is our way, Vanadis,” Gagnrad said firmly.
  “Well, yes, the remains. Of course, we will send them to you. Of course.”
   Borr had recovered sufficiently to wonder at Gagnrad’s actions. His
lifelong friend was cold and controlled, but Borr could sense the seething
anger just beneath the surface. He decided to follow the man’s lead.
Something was amiss.
  Gagnrad continued, “And where, Vanadis, are the new hostages? You
bring only Honir. We bring Niord and Frey. You know we sent messages
indicating that we wished to have Voden and Honir back, that it was time
they returned to their people and took their place in the Warrior’s Hall.
Likewise we thought Niord and Frey might want to return to many seated
Sessrymnyr. You see them here, and you see two new hostages to renew
the truce. Yet I see none among your large number.
   “Why such a large number, Vanadis? Surely you don’t fear Jotun
raiding parties? Since the truce, not one has penetrated this far toward
the forests of Vanaheim. What do you fear that you have so many armed
Valkyrja? Not us. We come with the usual number.”
  Fiorgynn looked uncomfortable. “We were unsure how you would
respond to the death of Voden.”
   “Death is not unknown among the Aesir, Vanadis,” Borr responded. “I
have lost my wife, a child at birth, and now a son. I still have my son,
Vethur, and my daughter, Vili. Life is possible. We do not slaughter our
allies, even if our son falls sick among them and dies.”
  “If indeed that is how he died,” said Gagnrad harshly.
  Everyone gasped. “What... what do you mean?” Fiorgynn asked.
   “Honir, to me!” commanded Gagnrad. The boy leaped from among the
Disir and raced swiftly to stand next to the Aesir warrior. He was pale and
trembling. It happened so quickly, no one had a chance to stop him.
  “Calm, lad, calm,” the huge Aesir advised. “Honir, how did Voden die?”
  Honir looked back at the frozen faces of Fiorgynn and the Disir. “He...
no one, knows if he’s dead or mot. They . . . they never found his body.”
  “Was he sick?”
  “Not in the usual sense, no. It was a lie at the solstice. I was afraid to
say anything, because I didn’t know what they’d do to him if they found
him. We helped him escape, Yngvi and I, took him where they couldn’t do
anything more to him. They . . . they . . . I . . .” Emotion overcame the
Aesir lad, and he was unable to continue.
   For a short time the only sound was Honir’s sobbing and the soft
whisper of the wind in the grass. Even the horses stood as if shocked into
motionlessness. Born looked from Honir to Gagnrad to Fiorgynn. He
clenched his fist and took one step in her direction. “Where is my son,
Vanadis?” he demanded, his voice hoarse and angry.
  Fiorgynn sighed, and her shoulders slumped. “ I don’t know,” she
replied, her voice small and hopeless. “I don’t know. He disappeared in the
early winter during the first big snowstorm. We searched and searched.
We’re still searching. We’ve found nothing.”
  “Who is Yngvi?”
  The Vanadis looked puzzled. “Yngvi?” She looked at her Disir. “Yngvi? I
don’t know. Honir mentioned him. Do any of you know?”
  “Aye.” said Syr. “Aye, I know. A forester. Wrestles in Folkvang every
summer. Better than most, but never wins. Not he. Busy talking with all
the other lads, he is. Lives somewhere to the west of the Hrid.”
   “Yngvi,” muttered Vor thoughtfully. “Yngvi. .Yes. I remember. Jalk had
a brother named Yngvi. Left Folkvang shortly after Jalk did. Too old to be
a young forester, though. This Yngvi could be his son. If Jalk lived . . .” She
let the thought hang in the air.
  Borr turned to Honir. “You mentioned that you and Yngvi helped Voden
escape. What did you mean, lad?”
   Honir looked worried. “I . . .I didn’t think it would hurt him. I only
wanted to help. We were worried about how he was acting. Ever since the
vernal equinox, he and Freyja were . . .” He paused and gulped, his face
flaming red. “I mean, he was acting strange. We... we were... afraid there
was something wrong. I mean...”
   “What happened, lad?” Gagnrad said softly but firmly. “No one’s going
to hurt you now. Tell us what happened.”
  “Well, during the storm I got Voden to go with me outside the south
gate. Told him Freyja was there. He . . . he . . .was half wild because he
hadn’t been with her for two days and ... Well, Yngvi and two others were
waiting. They grabbed him and tied him. He wouldn’t have gone any other
way. He started raving and screaming. We . . . we . . . tied him and they . .
. they . . . took him ...I don’t know what happened then. That’s all I know.”
  “By Audhumla,” muttered Fiorgynn, her gaze fixed on Honir. “Who
would have thought that Honir, silent Honir, would be the one? We
questioned him, but he said he didn’t know anything. He was the one.”
   “Honir,” Born asked, gaining the lad’s attention, “do you know where he
is? Is he alive?”
  Honir shook his head miserably. “I don’t know. He’s with Yngvi, but I
don’t know where that is, or if he’s alive. I don’t know.”
  Gagnrad and Borr exchanged glances. Their faces were hard and
determined. “Vanadis,” Borr began, “this is a breach of the truce between
us.”
  “That Honir and a forester kidnapped your son? How can that be a
breach on our part?”
  “They felt it necessary to kidnap him to protect him from something
you were doing to him. What that something was, I can’t quite fathom yet,
but it must have been serious to prompt someone like Honir to action.
That is a breach, Vanadis, and a very serious one.”
  Fiorgynn was silent. Finally she lifted her eyes and stared hard at Borr.
“There are twenty seven seasoned warriors in my train, Aesir.
Twenty seven.”
  Borr nodded. “There are. I have sixteen Aesir, all men who have fought
many battles against the Jotun and come away alive. Twenty seven you
have, trained and ready, but not battle-hardened. I think the odds are
about even, Vanir.”
   Gagnrad touched his shoulder. “Not any longer,” he muttered, gesturing
toward the south with his head. Emerging from the trees was a group of
foresters on foot.
   “You come well attended to truce meetings, Vanadis,” Borr commented
bitterly.
   The Vanadis shifted worriedly in her wagon. “They are not part of my
train,” she responded.
   Honir came to sudden attention, his eyes riveted on the approaching
figures. “Yngvi. And Voden! Voden!” In great excitement he broke from
Gagnrad’s side and sprinted across the plain, calling out to his friend.
   Everyone remained silent and still as the band of foresters approached.
Voden was indeed among them, dressed as they were. Soft brown doeskin
leggings and a hunting shirt covered his tall, slender form. From beneath
the leather cap on his head his blond hair fell almost to his shoulders. His
face was stern and drawn, the evidence of great suffering and grave
sickness recently past were clearly written there. His eyes were dark and
cold
  The band formed a circle between the two groups. The young foresters,
bows slung across their backs, hands on the axes at their waists, facing
outward, surrounded Yngvi, Voden, and Honir.
   Voden bowed first to his father, then turned and bowed slightly to
Fiorgynn. “Greetings, Vanadis.” The depth and resonance of his voice
surprised them all. “I would have been here sooner, but we kept running
into Valkyrja patrols.” There was mockery in his words. “We let them all
pass in peace, though I doubt they were aware of their luck.” Yngvi smiled,
as did the other foresters. Voden turned back to his father. “Father. I see
you have Frey and Niord. Honir tells me you wish to exchange them for
the two of us so that we might come back to Asgard and take our rightful
places in the Warrior’s Hall.”
  Borr grinned proudly. “Yes. I would have my son by my side.”
   Voden’s lips curved upward at the ends, but his eyes stayed cold and
flat. The result looked more like a snarl than a smile. “No, Father. I will
not return to Asgard to be at your side.”
  Syofyn looked triumphantly at Voden. “So, you will come back to
Folkvang with us, Voden? Freyja is there waiting for you.”
   The strange expression on the young man’s face turned into a true snarl
as he whirled to face the Disir. “Ah. Syofyn. Of course. You would be here.
And Syr too. And dear, dear Eir, the healer.”
  He looked over the group as if searching for someone. “Where is Freyja?
My sweet, loving Freyja? Did she survive the potions you gave us, Eir, or
did her mind snap, as mine nearly did?” His voice rose in pitch and took
on a hysterical edge. “Did she writhe and thrash about in pain? Did she
know the horror, the sweating agony, I knew? Does she live? Is she a
drooling, broken shell?”
  “She . . . she lives, thank Audhumla,” Fiorgynn murmured, her voice
choked with emotion. “She almost died, but she lives and is sane.”
   Voden took the news silently. The bitterness in his expression softened
slightly. “Then I send her my regards, Vanadis. Tell her . . . tell her I wish
it had been real. And tell her that although we may not have shared true
love, at least we have shared pain. I . . . won’t forget her.”
  His voice broke slightly on the last word. The fact seemed to fill him
with renewed anger. He spun back to face his father and Gagnrad. “I will
not return to Folkvang or to Asgard.”
  “You are Aesir,” Borr protested. “You belong in Asgard. You ... ”
  “Aesir?” Voden’s voice was heavy with sarcasm. “No. At best, half Aesir.
The other half of my blood flows from, dawn lit Prin. Vestla was never
Aesir.”
  “You belong with us, Voden,” Gagnrad said.
   “Then why have I spent the last six years of my life among the Vanir? I
speak the elder tongue, Beargrasp. I know the Thiodnuma. I wrestle.” He
looked down at the doeskin clothes he wore. “I even dress like a Vanir
forester. Surely I am as much Vanir as Aesir.”
   “Yes,” Fiorgynn said swiftly. “Yes, Voden, you are Vanir. You are my son
as surely as Niord and Frey are. More so. You . . . may not believe it ...but I
love you. I was heartsick when you disappeared. I…”
  Voden laughed harshly. “How well you lie even now, Fiorgynn! I am a
son to you. Yes, I almost do believe you mean it. After the way I’ve seen
you use your own daughter, I almost believe it. Being your son is hardly
something to be proud of. Besides, I have a mother.”
  “You are Aesir,” Borr stated firmly.
  “Why? Because I killed a Jotun? Because I’m as vicious as the next
man? I’ve seen what it is to be Aesir. I’ve seen the blood flow, heard the
death screams of little children. Gods! Every time I close my eyes I see and
hear it all.
  “Fornjot is the perfect god for the Aesir, father. Fornjot the Destroyer.
Yes. Perfect.” He spat disgustedly on the ground.
   “Voden, enough of this. You will come home with me,” Borr demanded,
his voice short and angry.
   Voden stared at his father for a few moments, then answered, his voice
flat and unyielding. “I will go nowhere with anyone unless I wish it. Get
used to that idea, Father.”
  “Don’t make me force you, son.”
  Voden barked out a harsh laugh as each forester loosened the ax in his
belt. He pulled his own out and held it lightly in his hand. “Try and one of
us dies, Father. Remember the wizard from Muspellheim you killed on the
Vigrid? The skalds say that you hurled your ax at him and hit, from what?
-Fifteen feet? I can split a reed from thirty. Or your head. It’s all the same.
  “No, Father, you won’t force me. Neither will the Vanadis. All Yggdrasil
cannot force me any longer: All my life I’ve been pushed from one thing to
another. Sent to Folkvang so that you might sate your hatred against the
Jotun with the help of new allies. Drugged, cut, and tied to a goat to
appease the hunger of the Disir for control and their fear of the
Galdar power. Fed mandragora to shackle me with lust. No longer.”
   Everyone stood and stared at the young man, wonder and fear on their
faces. He seemed larger than life. Larger and stronger, strangely dark and
glowing at the same time. A power radiated from him, a power that cowed
and frightened them. His gaze, fierce and wild like that of a hunting wolf,
swept over them as he talked, and they cringed. “I am not going to Asgard
to learn the craft of killing Jotun women and children just to please my
father and Fornjot. I am not returning to Folkvang to be used by the Disir.
  “I am on a different journey now, one I did not start on my own, but
which I must finish that way.” He fixed Syr with a burning glance. “The
power, old sow, the Galdar power that Vilmeid gave me and you so feared
and tried to destroy, it grows. My foot is on the path and I must follow it.
  “My mother told me of it as she was dying. I didn’t understand it then,
but I remembered. Her words have echoed anew in my mind for months
now: ‘My son, my son! Twilight comes! Prepare yourself for what you must
do! Learn what you are that you may do it! Look deep in Groa’s other eye!
Go to... go to . . . seek...”’ He paused for a moment and glared at them all.
  “‘Learn what you are...’ What am I now? Nothing. What have I been? A
tool bent to the will and use of others.
  “No longer. The power grows within me. My foot is on the path. I
cannot, will not, turn back. I will follow it to its end, no matter what the
price.”
   “We will go with you,” Yngvi cried out. “By Beyla, Voden, we’ll go with
you to Nidhogg’s realm itself!” The other foresters joined with shouts of
affirmation.
   Voden looked at Yngvi, his face soft and filled with love. “Ah, my friend,
my friend. I owe you so much. You and Jalk. Without you...” He
shuddered. “Yes,” he mused, “it would be wonderful to have you all with
me, but it cannot be. No. I must walk the way alone, must heal my own
sickness. Thank you. But...”
  “Where will you go, Voden?” Honir asked, his voice small and filled with
anxiety.
  The young Aesir gazed fondly at his fellow hostage. “Where my mother
suggested. I’ll go to look in Groa’s other eye.”
  “But... but she has only one.”
  “And where is the other?”
  Honir looked puzzled. “I don’t know.”
  “Years ago, when her husband Aurvandil disappeared, she went
searching for him. That was before the Jotun lived north of the Iving. She
wandered north until she came to Mimir’s well. There she left her other
eye in payment for a sip. That is where I go, Honir. To Mimir’s well.”
  “But...” his father sputtered, “that’s just an old wives’ tale! A story the
old hag made up! There’s no such thing as Mimir’s well. You’re mad.
You’re-“
 “I’ll go with you, Voden,” Honir interrupted. “We’ve gone through so
much together. I’m not afraid.”
  “Ah, my long legged friend.” Voden laughed softly. ”I knew you’d stand
by me through anything. You already have. But this time you cannot
come. No one can. I meant what I said. I must go alone.”
  “It’s dangerous. One man alone on such a long trip. You’ll need help.”
  Voden smiled mysteriously. “I have help. Freki and Geri will guard over
me at night. At dawn Hugin and Munin will fly out and report back what
they see. No, I won’t be without help.”
  “You are mad,” his father muttered, shaking his head in dismay. “Come
back with us. I . . . Please, Voden.”
   “Father. All of you. Try to understand. I do what I must. There are
forces involved that I can’t comprehend. Yggdrasil is changing. Dark
things are shambling toward the light. A time of dread is coming. I must
prepare. I must.
   “What.... what you have all done to me is done. It is part of something
greater than any of us can understand. But I must know. I must go
forward. To stand still while Yggdrasil changes is to die. None of you can
control me any longer. Something much vaster has swept me up, and I will
follow it. With my eyes and my mind and my heart open, I will follow it.”
  Voden gazed at his father with a sad but unwavering gate. “I will take
my first name, Father, like a true Aesir, but I will take it on my own. I am
Vafudar, the Wanderer.”
  “Alone?” muttered Borr. “You’ll wander alone?”
  “I’ve been alone for years. More alone than any of you could ever know.”
Voden stepped slowly from the circle of the foresters. His throwing ax was
back in its place in his belt. A bow was slung over one shoulder, paralleled
by a quiver of arrows. A small pack hung in the center of his back.
Opposite his ax, thrust through the belt, was the ancient dagger Buri had
given him as his Tooth Gift.
  He stopped and silently regarded the three groups. Then he smiled
almost shyly. “This is an ending and a beginning. I’ve traveled long and
hard to reach this point of departure. Now Voden Vafudar, the Wanderer,
bids you all good bye.” Turning away, he walked off across the plain
toward the west and the River Gunnthro.
  Soundlessly they watched him until he was out of sight. Then without
exchanging another word, they left.



    Slowly the grass of the Idavoll sprang back up where they had trampled
it. Within a few days there was nothing to mark the spot where they had
stood.




  Glossary of Names and Places



  Adad Patesi of Maqam Nifl and Borsippa.


   Aesir a race of farmer herders living south of the River Iving and north
of the forests of Vanaheim.


   Alfar an ancient race, now few in number, who dwell in the forests of
Alfheim.


  Alfheim the land of the Alfar. It lies north of Asaheim in the forests to
the south of the Bones of Ymir.


  Amsvartnir Sea-a freshwater inland sea to the northwest of Asaheim.


  An-the eldest Son of Muspell. He is the Patesi of Uruk and Der.
  Aralu the land of the dead in the religion of Muspellheim. It has seven
gates, tended by the gatekeeper Neti, and seven walls. It lies across the
River Hubur. It is ruled by Nergal and Ereshkigal.


  Asaheim the land of the Aesir. It is composed of three plains: the
Himinborg, the Idavoll, and the Aesir; plus the Valaskialf Plateau. It is
bound on the north by the River Iving and on the south by the forests of
Vanaheim.


  Asgard the principal city of the Aesir and home of Voden, Borr and
Buri.


  Asia the first man of the Aesir, created from a tree trunk by Fornjot.


  Audhumla-the Nourisher, chief deity of the Vanir; created the world
and everything in it.


  Badtabira-the major city of the First Dark Empire. It was destroyed by
demons at the fall of the Empire.


  Baru the book of foretelling, owned by Utu.


  Bel an honorific title similar to “Lord.”


   Bergelmir second son of the sixth Thrudgelmir. The only Jotun warlord
to escape the debacle of the first assault on Asaheim. Becomes Warlord of
the Horde for the second assault.


  Beyla Vettir, or god, of the bees; giver of mead.


   Bifrosti’s Ford the only good crossing over the River Iving. To the north
of Asgard and just east of the Himinborg.
  Bones of Ymir a range of rugged hills to the south of the River Iving.


  Borr Skullcracker chieftain of the Aesir after Buri. Father of Voden.
Husband of Vestla Ravenhair.


  Borsippa city of Muspellheim. To the south of Maqam Nifl. Ruled by
Adad.


  Buri Axhand-chieftain of the Aesir. Father of Borr Skullcracker.
Grandfather of Voden.


  Cuthah temple of Nergal. Powerful during the first Dark Empire.
Destroyed by the Sons of Muspell during the Second Dark Empire.


  Der city in Muspellheim, ruled by the eldest Son, An. It is situated
athwart the only opening in the Great Wall, directly on the Great Route to
the east.


  Disir a group of eight women who rule Vanaheim with the Vanadis: Eir,
Gna, (Gullveig), Hlin, Lofyn, Syn, Syofyn, Syr, Vor.


  Distingen ruling council of the Vanir. It is composed of nine members:
the Vanadis and the eight Disir.


  Dverg a race of short men who dwell in the mountains and forests of
Nidavellir. They are known for their skill in metalsmithing.


   Eir one of the Disir. A healer, deeply versed in Seidar magic and herb
lore.


  Elivagar the river of ice that runs from Fornjot’s Hall. It is formed by
the slaver from the jaws of his two wolves, Skoll and Hati.


  Embla the first woman of the Aesir, created from a tree trunk by
Fornjot.


  Enki Patesi of Eridu and Kish.


  Enlil the Ellilutu of Muspellheim. Patesi of Nippur, Lagash, and Ashur.
Head of the Anunnaki. Holder of the Tupsimati, the Tablets of Destiny.


  Enmeenlu one of the Sons of Muspell from the First Dark Empire. He
was Patesi of Badtabira.


  Ereshkigal consort of Nergal and queen of Aralu.


  Fiorgynn queen, or Vanadis, of the Vanir. Mother of Niord, Frey, and
Freyja.


  Folkvang—the principal city of the Vanir, in Vanaheim. Home of
Fiorgynn, the Vanadis.


  Fornjot the Destroyer, chief god of the Aesir.


  Freki one of Voden’s Hamingjur, a gray wolf.


  Frey—son of Fiorgynn. Sent along with his brother, Niord, as hostage to
the Aesir to guarantee the treaty.


  Freyja daughter of Fiorgynn. Sister of Frey and Niord.


  Frigg Vettir, or goddess, of sexual love.


  Fylgjur tutelary spirit of those who practice the Galdar power.


  Gagnrad Beargrasp Aesir chieftain, friend of Borr Skullcracker.
  Galdar power type of magical power granted by Vilmeid.


  Gallas-demons-category of minor demons controlled by the simplest
spells.


  Geirahod the Valkyrja who taught Thiodnuma to Voden.


  Geri one of Voden’s Hamingjur, a black wolf.


  Glad legendary lover of Oski.


  Gna one of the Disir.


  Groa witchwoman of the Aesir.


  Gullveig one of the Disir and sister of Fiorgynn. Heads cite first
delegation to the Aesir. Raped and beaten by Borr. Dies during Jotun raid
on Vanaheim.


  Gymir the sky god of the Jotun, The sun is his eye. Sacrifices to him are
burned on a pyre. Father of Ymir.


  Hamingjur helping guardian spirits. Animal familiars of those who
practice the Galdar power.


  Himinborg an area of huge, tumbled boulders to the ‘south and east of
the confluence of the River Iving and the River Sid. Also the name of the
plain in that general area.


  Hlin one of the Disir.


  Honir boyhood friend of Voden. Accompanies him to Folkvang as a
hostage to guarantee the treaty with the Vanir.


  Hrodvitnir nephew of Bergelmir. A promising young Jotun warrior.


  Hugin one of Voden’s Hamingjur, a raven.


  Idun mother of Glad.


  Igigi the original gods of Muspellheim. There are three hundred of
them.


  Innina consort of the Patesi An. A powerful sorceress.


  Jalk practitioner of the Galdar power. Befriends Voden and helps teach
him. Leader of the foresters. Originally called Sanngetall.


  Jormungand a huge warrior; guard of the caravan attacked by Borr.
Servant of Surt.


  Jotun a race of semi-nomadic herdsmen who inhabit the grasslands
north of the River Iving.


  Jotunheim—the land of the Jotun. It is a vast grassland that stretches
north from the River Iving all the way to the Icerealm. On the west it is
bounded by the Amsvartnir Sea and the Western Forest, on the east by the
Great Eastern Waste.


   Kara Khitai a country that lies on the eastern side of the Great Eastern
Waste, on the western slopes of the Kunlun Mountains. It is known for its
fierce warrior monks.


  Kari one of the. three sons of Fornjot. He rules the wind. Vindsval, the
God of Winter, was created from his body by Fornjot.
  Kur die nether regions according to the religion of Muspellheim. It is
the dwelling place of demons and of Tiamat and her serpent-dragon
brood. Aralu is located in the Kur.


   Lamashtu a she demon who drinks men’s blood and eats their flesh., An
ally of Surt.


  Ler one of the three sons of Fornjot. He rules the water.


  Lofyn one of the Disir.


  Logi one of the three sons of Fornjot. He rules fore. Sigfod, the God of
Battle, was created from his body by Fornjot.


  Mandragora mandrake root, a powerful herb often used as an
aphrodisiac.


  Maqam Nifl city of Muspellheim. At the southern end of the Niflsea.
Home of Surt. Ruled by Adad.


  Maqlu one of the most important books of magic in Muspellheim. It
controls the Utukku demons and contains protective counter spells. It is
owned by An.


  Marduk Patesi of Muspell.


 Mashu Mountains range of mountains that stretches across northern
Muspellheim from east to west. Just south of the Northern Waste.


  Mjollnir hammer made by Volund.


  Mount Hela a volcanic mountain that lies in the center of the Niflsea.
  Munin one of Voden’s Hamingjur, a raven.


  Mushrussu a serpent dragon. One of Tiamat’s brood and a personal
enemy of Jormungand.


  Musirkeshda—a serpent dragon. One of Tiamat’s brood, allied with
Enmeenlu and guardian of the Utukki Limnuti.


  Muspell one of chief cities of Muspellheim. Ruled by Marduk.


   Muspellheim the land where the Sons of Muspell dwell. It is to the south
of the Sea of Mists and the Twisted Lands. It was the site of the First Dark
Empire.


  Namtaru a demon servant of Nergal. Messenger of the land of the dead,
Aralu. He carries the names of those about to die to Ereshkigal.


  Nannar Patesi of Ur.


  Nergal Lord of Aralu, the netherworld of the dead. Also God of War.


  Nerthus Earth goddess of the Jotun. She “inhabits” a wagon, drawn by
bulls with golden horns, and goes everywhere with the Jotun. The wagon is
kept in a sacred grove. Sacrifices are hung on her sacred tree, an ash.
Mother of Ymir.


   Nidavellir the land of the Dverg. It lies in the forests and mountain
slopes to the west of the River Gopul, south of the River Sid.


  Niflsea a misty sea about one hundred miles long and thirty five miles
wide. It lies in eastern Muspellheim, just south of the Mashu Mountains.
  Nimeqi one of the most important books of magic in Muspellheim. It
contains secret magical knowledge and is owned by Enki.


  Niord son of Fiorgynn. Sent along with his brother, Frey, as hostage to
the Aesir to guarantee the treaty.


  Nornir the three who determine tie fate of every Aesir at birth. They are
Urd, Verdandi, and Skuld.


  Northern Waste a vast desert that covers the entire northern part of
Muspellheim. Once a fertile plain. In the far west it is known as the Great
Sandy Desert. In the far east it is called the Bitter Quarter.


   Nunamir title applied to Enlil. There is no direct translation. It refers to
his evil, magical powers and ability to talk directly with the dead, using
their spirits to do his bidding. Considered one of the most feared and
dreaded titles in Muspellheim.


  Od Vanir boy wrestler, opponent of Voden.


  Oski legendary lover of Glad.


  Patesi Priest king. The title of the seven Sons of Muspell: Adad, An,
Enki, Enlil, Marduk, Nannar, Utu.


 Prin a small country that lies high on the eastern slopes of the Kunlun
Mountains, far to the east across the Great Eastern Waste.


  Rabisu a demon also known as the Croucher or the Spy. Rabisu is
worshipped by thieves and spies.


  Raesvelg Voden’s Fylgjur, a giant eagle.


  Rivers the major rivers of Yggdrasil are the Iving, Gopul, Hrid,
Gunnthro, Fimbulthul, Slid, Svol, Thyn, Vegsvin, Non, Geirvimul, Leipt,
Vid, Gomul, and Gjoll.


  Roskva serving woman in Borr’s household.


   Saghulhaza demons category of major demons controlled by the spells
of the Shurpu.


  Seidar magic a form of magic practiced mainly by women.


  Sessrymnyr Fiorgynn’s hall in Folkvang.


   Shipti—one of the most important books of magic in Muspellheim. It is
a book of incantations and is owned by Enki.


  Shurpu one of the most important books of magic in Muspellheim. It
controls the Saghulhaza demons and contains many Ward spells. It is
owned. by Marduk.


  Skald—en Aesir poet singer gifted in composing and singing verses
about the exploits of prominent Aesir.


   Skuld—one of the Nornir. Identified with the waning moon. Shows the
future. A maid.


  Smoking Lands range of volcanic mountains to the south of Vanaheim.


  Sumal goddess/mother of vultures.


 Sunrise Empire a vast empire that lies to the east of the Kunlun
Mountains. It stretches all the way to the Eastern Sea.


  Surt companion of Borr during his raids in the Twisted Lands. Master
of Jormungand. Servant of Nergal.


  Svartalfar a race related to the Alfar, but of mixed blood because of
their long servitude to the Sons of Muspell during the First Dark Empire.
They dwell to the west of the Dverg.


  Svartalfheim the land of the Svartalfar. It lies west of Nidavellir and
south of the Amsvartnir Sea.


  Svarthofdi the goddess who gives the Seidar magic. Common to all the
races, of Yggdrasil.


  Syn one of the Disir.


  Synyr one time “king” of Vanaheim from the summer solstice to the
winter solstice.


  Syofyn—one of the Disir.


  Syr one of the Disir.


  Thiodnuma the “sweeping people away.” A fighting technique of the
Valkyrja, akin to jujitsu.


  Tiamat leader and most powerful of the serpent dragons that dwell in
the Kur. Tiamat is the personification of primeval chaos.


  Tiamat’s Eleven the brood of serpent dragons that dwell in the Kur at
the edge of Apsu, the abyss. Tiamat is the leader. Mushrussu and
Musirkeshda are two of the other ten.


  Tror Son of Volund the master smith. Boyhood friend and companion of
Voden.
  Tupsimati the Tablets of Destiny. The most powerful book of magic in
Muspellheim. It dates from long before the First Dark Empire. It contains
the original names of all beings and gives one the power to call up any
demon or god.


  Tyr boyhood friend of Voden.


  Urd one of the Nornir. Identified with the waxing noon. Shows the past.
A crone.


  Uruk city of Muspellheim near the Niflsea. Ruled by An. Home of his
consort, the sorceress Innina.


  Utgard—the chief city of the Jotun, composed of wagons.


   Utu Patesi of Sippar and Larsa. Worshiper of the Igigi, the original gods
of Muspellheim.


   Utukki Limnuti potent book of magic from the First Dark Empire.
Originally owned by Enmeenlu. Contains the original names of seven
sevens of demons, copied directly from the Tupsimati. Thought to have
disappeared during the destruction of Badtabira at the fall of the First
Empire.


 Utukku demons category of major demons controlled by the spells of the
Maqlu.


  Valkyrja female warriors of the Vanir. They form a special guard for the
Vanadis.


  Vanadis title equivalent to queen of the Vanir, in Vanaheim.


  Vanaheim the land of the Vanir. It consists of a vast tract of forest
stretching from the River Gopul in the west to the Valaskialf Plateau in
the east; from the plains o Asaheim in the north to the Smoking Lands id
the south.


   Vanir a race of forest dwellers who live in the forest south of the plains
of the Aesir and north of the Smoking Lands.


  Verdandi one of the Nornir. Identified with the full moon. Shows the
present. A woman.


   Vestla Ravenhair wife of Borr. Mother of Voden. A trained courtesan
from the Floating World of Prin. Captured by Borr in a raid on a caravan.


  Vettir gods of the Vanir. They are omnipresent in all things. The Vanir
see themselves as siblings of the Vettir.


  Vidolf the goddess who gives visions of the future. Common to all the
races of Yggdrasil.


  Vigrid Plain—a salt desert in the Twisted Lands.


  Vili younger sister of Voden.


   Vilmeid the god, who gives the Galdar power. Common to all the races
of Yggdrasil.


  Vindsval Aesir God of Winter. Son of Kari.


  Voden—son of Borr Skullcracker and Vestla Ravenhair.


  Volund a master smith from a people who, live. far to the north and
west of Asaheim. His son is Tror. His daughter is Thrud.
  Volva a seeress.


  Vor the oldest of the Disir. Known for her wisdom.


  Yggdrasil the world. It consists of the Icerealm in the north and
Jotunheim, Alfheim, Nidavellir, Svartalfheim, Asaheim, Vanaheim, and
Muspellheim in the south. To the east Kara Khitai, Prin, and the Sunrise
Empire. To the west is the Western Forest, which eventually ends at the
Sunset Sea. The image of Yggdrasil is a great ash tree.


   Ymir the fast Jotun, conceived by Nerthus and Gymir in a violent
storm. One of his legs fathered children on the other to create the whole
race of the Jotun, the Sons of Ymir.


  Yngvi young forester and wrestler from Vanaheim, a friend of Voden.


 Zi the inner life spirit of a thing. Often used in the magic of
Muspellheim.


                              The End