KRISTINE KATHRYN RUSCH
THE WOMEN OF WHALE ROCK
THE GULLS SWARMED OVER the Sandcastle Hotel.
Whipping and diving and cawing to
their fellows, they looked like something out of Daphne
du Maurier's "The
Birds," a novelette more sinister and terrifying than anything Hitchcock
ever
produced.
Charles watched from his deck. The morning breeze was harsh and smelled of
salt.
He still wore his silk pajamas. Rain the night before had left the wood damp and
cold.
His ancient tattered slippers, the ones Grace had given him before she
died, were getting
wet.
Grace and gulls. He closed his eyes, knowing what the night would bring. Then he
shook
off the thought, hoping, this time, he would have the resolve to let it
end.
Charles opened
his eyes and rested his hands on the damp rail. The swarming had
grown worse. Nearly a
hundred birds flocked to that tiny section of beach.
There was no way he would go down
there.
At least, not alone.
He sighed, went inside, and called Dan Retsler.
Dan Retsler was
scanning the Oregonian as he stood near the window of the police
station. The window
overlooked Highway 101, the main thoroughfare down the
Oregon Coast. Every morning, Retsler
scanned the newspaper and the street
simultaneously. In the summer, he would be the primary
witness to petty thefts,
tourists running red lights, and the occasional fender-bender.
His
police department had a staff of three, not counting the dispatcher. He put
two officers on
at night. During the day, he and a lone officer could handle the
problems with the help of
the dispatcher. The dispatcher, one Miss Lucy Wexel,
had been with the department since
Retsler was a teenage hoodlum at Taft High
School. He doubted she was any different when
she was hired than she was now.
She chewed gum, talked tough, and believed her work
safeguarded the mean streets
of Whale Rock for yet another day.
The phone rang and she
answered. Then she stabbed the hold button with a stubby
finger, and paused to take a draw
from her cigarette before facing him. Smoke
curled around her face, making her look like
someone's kindly grandmother
instead of the hardest woman he had ever known.
"Charles
Bishop," she said, and from her tone Retsler knew what the call was
about.
He wound around
the gun-metal desks to the small cubicle he called an office.
Then he grabbed the receiver
on the ancient black phone, and punched line one.
"Gulls?" he asked.
"Got another report,
huh?" Bishop sounded vaguely relieved, as if a burden were
being lifted from him.
"No,"
Retsler said. "Lucky guess."
He rubbed his nose with his thumb and forefinger, trying to
ease a building
headache. He knew the drill: first the gulls, then the body pecked beyond
recognition, and finally the county coroner, who would claim death by drowning
and deny
everything else.
"Where should I meet you?" Bishop asked.
"At the turnout," Retsler said.
He'd long ago stopped demanding that Bishop stay
home. Bishop would do as he pleased. For
some reason, he always chose to join
Retsler in shooing the gulls away.
And then holding
watch over the ruined mass of flesh until the coroner arrived
to lie to them again.
The
first one showed up just after Bishop arrived in town. He had called Retsler
and begun
their tradition. A young woman, somewhere between sixteen and
twenty-six (judging by the
age and condition of her remaining internal organs),
washed up on the beach. The gulls
swarmed. The tourists were terrified, and
someone started a rumor that she had jumped from
the Sandcastle's roof, desolate
about a love affair gone bad.
Only no one knew her, and no
one was reported missing.
Definitely not a suicide, the coroner, Hamilton Denne, had said
as he knelt
gingerly beside the body, getting his expensive gray slacks covered with sand.
But he couldn't rule out death by drowning. He couldn't confirm it either since
her lungs
were missing, her chest cavity ravaged, and her face gone.
He could say for certain that
she had died, and that she had spent a long time
in the water.
He would say nothing more.
Not even when Retsler asked about her dental records.
Her lower jaw remained intact, and
some of her teeth had fillings. Not enough to
identify her, but enough to cause Bishop
consternation. He was a newly retired
dentist, and he said, with a single glance, that no
one used that odd mixture of
iron and silver fillings anymore. No one had since the
thirties.
A week later, a second body turned up. A boy, between ten and eighteen, dead
against
the sea wall.
Then the stories emerged, stories about why the Sandcastle had closed in the
early seventies. Guests reported strangers in their rooms, a strange briny smell
in the
hallway, and frightening attacks in the middle of the night. Soon the
hotel stood empty,
even in the busy summer. The owners tried to sell the hotel,
failed, and closed the doors.
Lucy heard that they had discovered another body
inside the day they boarded it up, but no
one had any record of it.
And so the curse of the Sandcastle began.
But locals did not
discuss it, except for Retsler and Bishop. Retsler because he
had to deal with the bodies,
and Bishop because of guilt.
Because of his wife.
Charles stood in the gravel turnout near
the beach access. He wore his
waterproof jacket and a pair of knitted gloves, the last pair
Grace had made for
him. The other gloves were in his bedroom closet, frayed reminders of
her and
the lack of her. He had his back to the path, hands shoved in his pockets, the
wind
off the ocean wiping his remaining hair into his face. The traffic on 101
was Saturday
heavy, but so far no one had stopped to see what was drawing the
gulls.
They were still
diving for the body. Their caws sounded like screams up close, a
woman's scream, desperate
and alone.
He shivered in spite of himself.
At last Retsler's blue sedan pulled into the
turnout, spraying gravel like
shotgun pellets. Dan Retsler was forty, but drove as if he
were eighteen and
immortal. Charles often wondered how Retsler managed to pick up speeders
without
feeling like a hypocrite.
Retsler got out, wearing his green cop's rain slicker and
waders. In his right
hand, he clutched the bullhorn. In his left, a rifle. He handed
Charles the
bullhorn, then dug in the car a moment longer, emerging with a bag of popcorn
big enough to feed a family of five.
"Where's Eddie?" Charles asked.
"The Billows. He knows
what to do."
They all did. They had done it often enough.
Charles hefted the bullhorn,
turned it on its side, made sure the speaker was
off, and turned the control to "siren."
Retsler loaded his rifle, but kept the
safety on. The bag of popcorn leaned against his leg
like a small child.
"Ready?" he asked.
Charles nodded. They turned together and stared at
the gulls, circling and
crying, white perfection against an azure sky. The ocean smelled
strongly of
brine, but the wind had died.
Retsler led the way across the narrow footpath and
down the concrete steps. The
previous night's storm had churned up the beach, leaving piles
of sea-blackened
driftwood and gifts of garbage from the sea-bottom. The tide was out, hut
the
sand was still wet, attesting to the power of the storm. Sea foam dried in a
reflective
green pattern across the flat part of the beach.
No one walked here except summer people.
Locals avoided this stretch of beach,
making excuses about the rocks, the driftwood, the
soft sand. Sometimes Charles
walked down the steps, sitting on the bottom one and staring
at the remains of
Whale Rock, the one that gave the town its name. It no longer looked like
a
whale as it had at the turn of the century; now it looked like a parking lot in
the middle
of the sea. Even the strength of rock succumbed to the power of the
ocean.
The gulls formed
a sea of their own near the Sandcastle's deteriorating wall.
The sight was formidable, not
frightening something none of the stories about
birds -- not even Du Maurier's classic --
managed to capture. Charles stood on a
flat rock protruding from the sand and clutched the
bullhorn. Retsler stood
beside him, popcorn in one hand, rifle in the other.
"Here goes
nothing" Charles said. He picked up the bullhorn and flicked it on.
The siren wailed like
amplified feedback. He cringed, wishing he had remembered
ear plugs. Retsler hadn't moved.
He stared intently at the gulls.
They took a few hesitant steps, then the first flew into
the sky, followed by
another, then another, until the entire flock was airborne. They
soared, their
screeches hidden by the bullhorn's wail.
This was where Eddie came in. He was
supposed to toss bread from the Billows's
deck. Sometimes he caught the birds' attention;
sometimes he didn't.
This time he did. They flew in ever widening circles north, crying
their protest
at the siren, and communicating the message to other gulls about food ahead.
They left this isolated section of beach torn up and covered with droppings,
feathers, bits
of food.
And the body, one leg bent as if the person were just resting on its back,
watching
the clouds.
Neither Charles nor Retsler left the rock. They had done that too early once,
and he still had nightmares about it.
Of all the creatures on God's earth, birds seemed to
be the only ones without
souls.
Finally the last gull disappeared behind the bluff that hid
the Billows. Charles
shut off the bullhorn. The sound stopped, but his ears ached, and
would,
probably, until the following day. But if things ran true to form, he wouldn't
notice.
He shuddered, wished, just once, that this would all end.
Then Retsler inclined his head
toward the body, and Charles nodded.
Together they stepped off the rock and headed down the
beach.
RETSLER CLUTCHED the bag tightly. The rifle was heavy in his right hand. He
hoped he
wouldn't have to use either. The last time had convinced him that the
gulls weren't afraid
of the gun, and the time before that he discovered that a
single bag of popcorn barely gave
him time enough to escape. The extra large bag
might give them a few extra seconds, which
they would need. Bishop didn't run
well anymore. Retsler always worried about bringing him
to the beach.
But if they didn't go together, Bishop might have come alone, a risk that
Retsler
just couldn't take.
The fetid odor of decaying flesh mixed with the scent of salt. This one
had been
out here longer than the others. Odd that the gulls would prey on it now.
He led
the way across the rocks and onto the soft sand. The body was shoved
against the sea wall
like all the others, one leg bent in a V, arms outflung
above the head. Retsler knew
without looking that the eyes would be gone. The
gulls always took those first, some kind
of avian delicacy, followed by the
tongue if they could get it, and then they would peck
their way into the
stomach. He had seen it more than once, not just here, but on bodies
washed up
all over the beach.
Retsler followed the three-pronged bird prints to the corpse's
side. He set down
the popcorn, reached in his pocket for the Vicks, and smeared some inside
his
nose. Without looking, he handed the bottle over his shoulder to Bishop. No one
needed
to smell this, not even for a moment.
Bishop took the bottle but stayed back. Retsler
crouched near the body, tried to
see what it had been through the mess the gulls had made.
Male, older, judging by the strands of gray mixed with the wet curls on top of
the head,
corpse white and bloated. It had been in the water a long, long time.
Maybe it wasn't one
of the bodies that came to this beach. Maybe it was a true
death by drowning, not some
mystery killing offshore.
Then he saw what he hoped he wouldn't; the remains of a vest with
a gold watch
still tucked inside, pants with buttons, not zippers, and on the bent leg,
garters
to hold up the socks. Old man clothing pre-1950.
He glanced at Bishop, who pointed at the
open mouth. Tobacco-stained teeth,
cracked, crooked, and broken. No modern dentist would
allow such a travesty.
Bishop set down the bullhorn. "I'll call the coroner," he said.
That
night, they got drunk. Bishop tried to beg off, but Retsler, afraid he'd go
home and brood,
convinced him to brood in public. They went to the False Colors,
a local bar that had once
started as a tourist attraction. But the pirate theme
seemed more foreboding than touristy,
and tourists usually spent an
uncomfortable hour before sliding their way out the door.
Retsler usually liked
the black and white skull-and-crossbones hanging over the door, the
uneven
wooden floor, the skulls lining the fireplace mantel, the sound of sea chanties
sung
with unusual heartiness through the stereo speakers.
Usually. On this night it seemed a bit
much.
But Lucy had picked the place. She was drinking whiskey and smoking a cigar, her
unpainted
chair tilted back against the stones in the fireplace. Eddie was
nursing his third beer,
and Bishop was downing gin and tonics as if he actually
liked the stuff. Retsler had just
bummed one of Lucy's cigars when the coroner
walked in.
Hamilton Denne never set foot in a
bar. He occasionally frequented
establishments where fine liquor was served. He lived in
Glen Ellyn Cove, a
gated community for Whale Rock's considerable wealthy population. The
Cove had a
five-star restaurant near its gate, a private club upstairs, and an atmosphere
as snooty as Denne's name. Most of Denne's neighbors had no idea what he did for
a living.
If they asked, he always told them that he was a medical examiner. He
worked hard to keep
his name out of the papers, easy to do since the coroner's
position in Scary County was an
appointed, not an elected, position. If it was
necessary to mention the coroner at all, the
paper usually did it by title, not
by name. No sense in offending the Dennes of Glen Ellyn
Cove.
Denne ordered a Glenlivet and was tersely informed he would get Chivas or the
bar
scotch or no scotch at all. He settled for the Chivas, and carried it to the
table himself.
Retsler said nothing. He was on his second local stout and his judgment was
impaired, but
not that impaired. Eddie peered over his long-neck as if he didn't
believe what he saw.
Bishop slid his gin and tonic toward the center of the
table, unfinished. Lucy set her
chair down on all four legs, leaned forward, and
said, "Want a cigar, Your Highness?"
"No,
thanks," Denne said, and pulled out a silver cigarette case engraved with
his initials, no
doubt a gift from his obscenely wealthy wife. Being the
coroner, Retsler believed, was
Denne's secret rebellion against that elegant
woman whose bank account had bought Denne all
the good things in life. Denne
removed a cigarette, tapped the end, then twirled it in his
long, clean fingers.
He looked at all of them as if he saw what their breathalyzer results
would be.
Then he put the cigarette in his mouth, lit it with a matching silver lighter,
and took a long drag. "I wasn't here," he said, smoke billowing out with each
word. "Not
now, not ever. You ever claim I was or breathe a word about what I'm
about to say, I'll
deny it. Is that clear?"
Lucy tilted her chair back. Bishop stared blearily at the table.
Eddie lifted
his long-neck in mock toast, then cradled it against his chest.
"I'm sure no
one would believe us anyway," Retsler said.
"I'm sure you're right." Denne took another
drag, the gesture curiously defiant,
like a teenage boy smoking in front of his parents.
"Some coroners aren't very
thorough, you know."
Retsler knew. He and Denne had come on at
the same time and had to clean up
similar messes. They had commiserated about it more than
once over lunch -- in
North County, away from Denne's snobby friends.
"But for those who
are, the human cadaver is a wealth of information."
"So you going to dick with us or tell
us what you found?" Eddie said.
Retsler shushed him. He knew Denne. Denne would talk in his
own time.
"Take, for instance, someone who drowned. Easy call, from the general condition
of the body to water in the lungs. Most coroners would leave it there. Some
would do a
routine check for other fluids, and some would test the water in the
lungs."
Bishop had
picked up his drink. He clutched it in one hand, knuckles white.
"If the water's salt,
possible accidental death by drowning. But if the water's
fresh --"
"He had his lungs?"
Retsler asked.
"Regrettably no," Denne said. "And if he had, it wouldn't have mattered. The
fish had gotten to him before the gulls."
"So he'd been there a long time?" Bishop asked.
Denne didn't answer. He took a sip of the scotch, winced, and pushed the glass
aside. "In
1936, a yacht went down near the Rock."
"The Lady June," Lucy said. "Quite a scandal."
Retsler
peered at her, doing a slow calculation in his head. She had been six at
the time. It was
hard to imagine her as a six-year-old.
"Right," Denne said. "You know about it?"
"They
don't," Lucy said.
Denne nodded, resumed as if he hadn't been interrupted at all. "It had
been a
clear night. She'd gone out of the bay with a complement of fifty, all there to
celebrate
the engagement of June Brooks to Lester Dyston. June, the darling
daughter of J. William
Brooks of the Portland Brookses --"
"The lumber baron's family," Lucy added helpfully.
"--
was eighteen and quite a catch. Dyston was a Midwestern transplant who held
some sort of
managerial position at Brooks Lumber. Thirty of Portland's best
families were invited to
the celebration. Many declined because the party was
being held in Whale Rock in May, and
most weren't ready to open their beach
houses just yet."
"Lucky most of them did, too," Lucy
said, "or it would have been Portland's
version of the Titanic."
This time, Denne glared at
her. She shrugged, stuck the cigar back in her mouth,
and crossed her arms, as if she
thought he'd get the story all wrong.
"The ship went down in the middle of a storm. Only
Dyston survived. He claimed
he was carried to shore by mermaids." Denne glanced at Lucy,
who didn't even
blink.
"And people believed him?" Eddie said.
Denne smiled. "Maybe not about
the mermaids. But he was young, he was strong,
and he was a good swimmer. Whale Rock isn't
so very far away when the tide is
out."
"So what does this have to with our bodies?" Bishop
asked.
"A couple of things." Denne stubbed out his half-finished cigarette, grabbed his
glass,
and downed the scotch like water. The taste apparently didn't matter to
him anymore.
"First, the Sandcastle was built from the old Brooks mansion.
Second, neither the yacht nor
the bodies were ever recovered, and third, we have
in the cooler the body of J. William
himself."
Retsler felt a lightness in his stomach that had nothing to do with the beer.
"You're
sure?"
"As sure as I'll ever be," Denne said. "This one came complete with
identification.
The watch was engraved, so was his wedding ring."
"That's not enough," Retsler said.
"You're
right. J. William's habits were legendary, from his love of a good cigar
to his adoration
of spicy food. He nearly lost his right leg in World War One,
and from then on, that leg
was shorter than the other. His ulcer operation made
medical history at the time."
"You
studied a lot about this man," Retsler said.
"I had cause." Denne let the words hang, but
Retsler knew why. The bodies had
been bothering Denne too, only he had some idea where they
had come from. He had
been waiting for definitive proof. And apparently he had found it.
"What convinced you this was Brooks?" Bishop asked.
"The leg might have done it," Denne
said. "But it was the ulcer scar. The
surgeon stitched the stomach closed, then stitched
the skin incision separately.
He removed the external stitches but not the internal ones.
That was bad enough,
but I could have chalked it up to carelessness. No. But that wasn't
it. It was
the stitches themselves. No one uses wire for sutures these days. No one has for
a long, long time."
"You're saying all the bodies came from that ship?" Bishop asked. Denne
nodded.
"So what, they all return on the anniversary of the sinking?" Eddie asked.
"Nothing
as romantic as all that," Denne said. "The storm last night stirred the
ocean. That ship
must have gone down deep, some place cold enough to keep bodies
from decaying, to keep
clothing intact."
"And the ocean spits them back up, in the same place?" Eddie asked. "I
don't
think so."
"Oh, I do," Denne said. "A certain kind of tide must bring them out of that
place. Something that happens during storms, maybe, or the storms' interaction
with what's
left of the Rock. Every now and then the conditions are right, and
the sea returns a body."
"I suppose you believe in mermaids too," Bishop said. His words were slightly
slurred, his
tone odd, almost hopeful.
Denne shook his head. "I agree with the local police chief.
Dyston sabotaged the
yacht, killing everyone on board except himself."
"How would the chief
know that?" Retsler asked.
"Because the lifeboat made it to shore, rope cut, boat empty.
Because all the
lifesavers made it too, also empty. Because a passing fishing boat saw the
boy
jump over the side while the party was in full swing. It looked to them like the
yacht
was in trouble but no one seemed to be noticing."
"Little vague, I think," Retsler said.
"No more vague than mermaids," Denne said.
"You've been holding out on me," Retsler said.
"Maybe." Denne stood, and put a twenty on the table. "Or maybe I made this up to
justify my
presence in this sleazy little bar. Goodnight all."
He shoved his hands in his pockets and
picked his way carefully around the
wooden tables. None of the other patrons even seemed to
notice him.
"He couldn't have made it all up," Eddie said, looking at Lucy. "You knew about
it."
Lucy nodded. "My mom kept all the clippings."
"So why'd he kill them?" Eddie asked.
"Because
he was a drifter," she said. "Because he was marrying June for her
money."
"Seems to me you
don't kill the golden goose," Retsler said.
"You do when Daddy reveals your secrets at what
should have been your night of
triumph, when he humiliates you in front of what must have
seemed like the whole
world."
Retsler shook his head. "Sounds to me more like June had cause
to kill Dyston."
Lucy grinned. "Don't look at me. I'm just telling you what the papers
said. Me,
I've always believed in the mermaids."
"They're not saints either," Bishop said,
and passed out.
CHARLES WOKE UP in his own bed, cold and fully clothed. His mouth tasted of
cotton, and his head ached. He had gotten drunk, and he had vowed not to. The
sound of
running water in the master bath made him sit up, hand to head, trying
not to moan. At
first he thought the toilet was running, but the sound was too
bathtub-like, too full.
Someone
else was in the house. Visions of Daryl Hannah in Splash, himself as an
aging Tom Hanks,
made him realize that he was watching too many videos,
substituting books and movies for
human companionship.
His life had enough drama.
Of course someone else was in the house.
Someone had brought him home.
Besides, it couldn't be mermaids. They rarely came into his
house. He only knew
of them doing so once. The night Grace died.
Still, as he stumbled to
the bathroom, he couldn't shake the image of them as he
last saw them, looking not lanky
and graceful, not the semi-naked beauties of
Disney animation or with the erotic
suggestiveness of Yeats. Instead they
reminded him of ancient figureheads carved by
inexpert sailors, women with eyes
that were flat, features rough-hewn, hair plastered to
misshapen heads. Their
land legs had feet as big as flippers. The mermaids walked as if
they were in
pain -- Hans Christian Andersen had gotten that much right -- but that could
have been as easily caused by the huge feet as "daggers through the flesh."
So when he
entered the bathroom, he was startled to find it empty. The tub was
dry, and the toilet
wasn't running at all. Not even the faucet in the sink was
dripping. But he hadn't dreamed
the sound. It continued in the plumbing like a
garrulous ghost.
He went down the stairs to
the guest bathroom and found it empty too. The
kitchen was as spotless as he had left it,
and the washer was off. No water
running anywhere in the house.
Then he looked outside. Down
the hill from him, the sea glowed with its strange
luminosity. A few clouds blew across the
moon, but there was no rain.
No water anywhere. Except in his imagination. With the
mermaids.
Not even Dan Retsler had enough guts to go to the Sandcastle at night. But after
he dropped off Bishop t fireman-carried him, actually, upstairs and into bed --
he stopped
at the bottom of Bishop's hill and stared at the hotel.
The moon was full and the ocean
shone, as it always did at night, as if someone
had lit it up from underneath. The natural
light, combined with the street
lights, made the west side of Highway 101 as bright as
dawn, when the shadows
were just receding from the land, replaced by the whitewash of early
morning.
The Sandcastle didn't look like a mansion. But it didn't look like a hotel,
either.
It was three stories high, rectangular, and had doors every ten feet
that faced the
highway. The balconies were made of metal, which were beginning
to look red from rust. The
rest of the building was a bright peeling blue.
Someone had added fake turrets on either
side --if he hadn't known better, he
would have guessed they were cardboard --and the word
"Sandcastle" was painted
across one of them in white gothic script.
What kind of man would
build a mansion like that? What kind of heirs would sell
it? Beachfront property was rare
on the Oregon Coast, rare and expensive, while
the rest of the land was cheap. He couldn't
imagine what that land would have
gone for in 1936, or why, despite the bodies, it still
hadn't sold in 1997.
The turrets, he imagined, were an addition, as were the balconies and
the doors,
added in the tourist-boom of the 1950s. He couldn't, for the life of him, see
the original shape of the building, how all the pieces had once fit together
into an
elegant whole.
He wasn't certain why that was important, but he would wager Denne had an
idea.
Denne, with his stories about tides and deep cold and bodies remaining preserved
for
sixty years. Denne, who clearly believed none of it.
Laughter broke his reverie. Women's
laughter. Three women surrounded his car.
Tall women, with strawlike hair, and the ugliest
faces he had ever seen. They
had bulging eyes, naturally pursed lips, and nearly flat
noses. Fish women, he
thought, and shuddered. He'd had too much to drink. They leaned on
his hood,
peered into his windshield and laughed at him. Their gray-green eyes were the
color
of the sea on stormy mornings, their skin the same sallow bloodless white
of the corpses
he'd found on the beach.
"Hey!" he shouted. "Hey, get away from the car!"
But they didn't.
They moved closer, like people peering into a fish tank. He
slapped at the windshield, and
when they still didn't move, he punched the horn,
quick and loud.
The women jumped away,
startled. The one on the hood rolled off, unable to catch
herself. Her friends disappeared
in front of the car, then reappeared in his
headlights clutching her and staring at him as
if he were more than a curiosity,
as if he were a threat.
He tapped the horn one more time,
and they backed away from the front of the
car. He turned north on 101, hands shaking,
mouth dry. It wasn't until he had
reached the movie theater a mile away that the
realization hit him.
The women hadn't just been ugly.
They had also been naked.
CHARLES WOKE
after a restless night's sleep, filled with dreams of running water
and bloated, decaying
bodies. His head pounded, and his stomach churned. The
sour taste of gin and tonics coated
his tongue.
He sat up, one hand to his head, wondering why he'd let Retsler talk him into
going to the False Colors. He knew better than to drink. When he drank, he
forgot, and when
he forgot...
He threw the covers back and stood up, startled at the sudden chill on his
legs.
His silk pajama bottoms were missing. His upper thighs were coated with sand,
and a
strand of seaweed was wrapped around his left knee. He got out of bed
quickly, his heart
pounding. Maybe he and Retsler had gone down to the beach
after they left the bar. Maybe he
had put on his pajama top and had forgotten
his bottoms. Maybe, but not likely.
The house
smelled of brine.
And he thought of Grace, feeling that same sickly stab of guilt he always
felt
when he thought of her. She had remained trim into her mid-fifties. Silver hair
capping
her well-shaped head. Every morning she went down to the beach, the
entire beach, legends
be damned.
Every morning.
Including the last.
He closed his eyes and tilted his head back,
restraining an anguish so deep he
had no words for it. He should have known. He should have
known yesterday when
the body appeared on the beach. He should have known he would awaken
like this.
He had known, and he had ignored it, preferring the company of friends to the
silence of the house. Knowing that only drink would get rid of the images in his
mind.
Maybe
he had allowed himself to get drunk. Because he didn't have the willpower
to say no.
"I'm
sorry, Grace," he whispered. "Sorry for everything."
But sorry would never ever be enough.
"Okay," Lucy said. "This is what I got."
She dumped three scrapbooks with black
construction paper and cardboard covers
on Retsler's desk. The smell of stale cigar smoke
and mildew rose from them. He
pushed his copy of the Oregonian aside. No newspaper this
morning, no surveying
the street. These deaths were bothering him, Denne's comments
bothering him even
more.
And the three women from the night before, they too had haunted him
during his
pitifully short sleep. He had awakened annoyed, his body aching, as though he
had been interrupted in the middle of an erotic dream. Only he hadn't found the
women
attractive, nor the dream in the least way sexual.
"Dan," Lucy said. "You gonna look or
should I take these away?"
Her voice snapped him out of his reverie. He wasn't a teenager
anymore. He
really needed a full night's sleep.
"No," he said. "No, I'm going to look." He
smiled at her, and took the
notebooks. He was wrong about the material on the covers. It
wasn't a cardboard
and construction paper combination but something that felt like both of
them and
neither at the same time. The scrapbooks were bound with a thick gold string.
"Well,
don't rip nothing," Lucy said. She picked up his newspaper and went back
to her desk.
He
opened the first notebook carefully. The front page of the local weekly, the
News Guard,
from 1936 flapped at him. The paper was brittle and was held in
place by tape so yellow it
nearly looked brown. Beneath the page, in small black
script, someone had written: Accident
at Whale Rock.
At first, he didn't read the articles. He merely scanned them, thumbing his
way
through the entire notebook. When he reached the end, he realized that this was
more
than a curiosity to Lucy. She had been six when the accident happened.
Someone else had
kept the notebooks and passed them on to Lucy in later years.
He almost asked her whose
notebooks they had been. Almost. He wasn't ready to
hear. He needed to study the clippings
first.
The first notebook held only clippings from the News Guard. The second notebook
held
clippings from papers as diverse as The Oregonian and The New York Times.
The death of J.
William and his friends sent a ripple through the national
financial community, a ripple
that became evident almost immediately. J. William
was an old-time fiscal conservative,
with ties all over the Northwest. He had
fought the bids for dams on the Columbia. He had
fought the arrival of federal
money into Oregon. He had lost the battles twice, but during
the spring of 1936,
he was working against Roosevelt, against the New Dealers, and against
the flow
of federal money. If he hadn't died, if he hadn't lost, the Pacific Northwest
would
have looked completely different. No public funds would have supported the
Bonneville Power
Administration. No defense contracts would have flowed to
Seattle.
The money would have
stayed with J. William Brooks and his friends.
The national papers called the destruction
of the yacht murder. And some papers
claimed that Lester Dyston was part of a larger
conspiracy. The conspiracy of
the New Dealers to rid themselves of the conservative
Northwest factions, the
friends of I. William Brook. The papers claimed the trial, its
mockery of
justice, and its result proved the conspiracy, but nothing was ever done about
it.
None of those facts made it to the News Guard. The local paper focused solely on
the
issue of mermaids.
Charles took a long hot shower. Steam rose around him as he washed off
the sand.
He had hidden the seaweed in toilet paper and flushed it, never wanting to look
at it again.
Then, when he was done, he wrapped himself in a big fluffy towel and stepped
out
of the stall, pausing for a moment at the tiny bathroom window with its view of
the sea.
The morning ocean was multicolored: the front section a steely blue, the middle
a solid
gray, and the section near the horizon golden where the sun broke
through the clouds. Gulls
sat on the roof of the Sandcastle as they always did,
but none dove, none circled, none
flocked.
He swallowed and leaned his head against the cool glass, cursing the day he had
bought the house. The day after he and Grace had moved in, they had showered
together, then
stood before this window, marveling at their luck. That
afternoon, they had walked to the
beach and he had found a bottle with a half
torn label that read Chateau Lafite-Rothschild
1924, covered with seaweed and
still chilled from its days in the ocean. Pulling it out of
the sand had
reminded him, even then, of that scene in Notorious where Ingrid Bergman and
Cary Grant watched as Claude Rains poured uranium dust from a wine bottle. Grace
had wanted
to leave the bottle, but Charles had not. He had taken it, thanked
the ocean for her gift,
and brought it to the house. They had wine with their
fresh halibut dinner that night.
Grace had taken one sip and declared the wine
vinegar, but he believed her palate was off.
It was, quite simply, the best wine
he had ever tasted, and he drank the entire bottle
himself.
That night, after Grace fell asleep, he had wandered drunkenly down to the
beach.
He had later told her he had blundered into the surf, and she had scolded
him for his
carelessness, made him promise to never do so again, afraid he would
die from exposure or
drowning or his own drunken stupidity.
But he had lied to her. He had not touched the
water. His memory, his dreams,
were of a song as fine as the wine, the ocean singing, he
had thought, and he
had followed that sound to the Sandcastle, to the beach. The Sandcastle
had been
lit from the inside, and he followed the lights through the open doorway into a
polished oak hallway and a magnificent staircase covered with a red carpet. A
mirror
covered the wall on the first landing, and he saw himself as he thought
of himself, a slim
middling handsome man in his early twenties, looking young
and bewildered in the soft
light. He wore a tuxedo of a type he had never had in
real life, complete with spats,
tails, and a top hat. The outfit gave him a
dignity he had never had before.
The music
carried him upstairs into the open door of a darkened bedroom. As he
stepped inside, a
woman with cool hands touched his face, removed his hat, and
he thought, started to undress
him, until he realized that the hands below
belonged to another woman. The second woman
unbuttoned his fly and took him in
her mouth. Her lips and tongue were cool and refreshing,
and he was instantly
more aroused than he had ever been in his life.
The first woman
undressed him, not allowing him to participate, and when he was
naked, she guided him to
the bed. The second woman continued her fellatio, and
as they eased him onto the velvet
spread, he felt the presence of a third woman.
He was getting hard remembering. He groaned
and pulled away from the window,
hand on the wall to steady himself. His memory of that
night was of mouths all
over him, cool mouths, caressing him like rain. And when he came --
and he did
come, in powerful pulsing spasms, more powerful than anything he had experienced
before -- it felt as if his essence were flowing outward and joining a vast
ocean of
sensation, like a river flowing into the sea.
The next morning he had awakened in his own
bed, covered with seaweed and sand
and tiny bite marks that looked like the circles left by
octopus suckers.
He knew that the circle marks would be on him this morning, but he hadn't
looked. He couldn't face it, just like he couldn't face any memory of the
experience the
night before. He had touched the women only once, and had felt
hair like straw and skin
like scales. From that moment on, he had let them do to
him whatever they wanted, allowing
his hands to be held captive while they
marked him with their mouths. The experience was
never as erotic as the first
time. The first time he had thought it all a drunken dream and
later when he
realized it was real and he was being unfaithful to Grace, his mind rebelled
and
his body was unable to stop.
Then, after Grace died, he had stopped drinking, and the
women had stopped
visiting. Except for last night. Except for last night, and a handful of
sloppy
self-pitying nights when the loneliness was so bad that a touch, any touch, even
their
touch was preferable to none.
His penis throbbed. He glanced down at it, poking out from
the towel. Red
circles flared against the hardened skin. Red circles the size of a dime.
His stomach spasmed and he swallowed, barely able to keep the contents down. He
grabbed
himself and began masturbating, letting the memory of the night return,
knowing that this
was the only way to rid himself of it, and of the
self-loathing that came with it, the
self-loathing that grew worse each time.
Each time Grace's killers summoned him, and he
went, valuing the ecstasy they
gave him more than life itself.
Retsler rested his chin on
his hands, staring at the two-page spread from the
News Guard in December of 1937. Dyston's
trial had been held in Newport, and it
had drawn people from all over the world. The
grainy, poorly reproduced
photographs made the tiny courthouse look as if it were under
siege: a
Simpson-esque circus long before O.J. Simpson was even born.
The paper dutifully
reported the case until the day Dyston testified. And then
the paper had reprinted the
testimony, using ellipses and editorial comments in
brackets as it cut out sections it
deemed unworthy for a family newspaper.
Retsler couldn't believe what he was reading. If it
hadn't been on the same
yellowing newsprint, if the same brittle tape weren't holding the
pages in
place, he would have thought Lucy was playing a trick on him. Even then he
wasn't
entirely sure. "Luce!" he shouted.
She set down her cigar and stood with a dignity foreign
to her. She had been
listening to the pages turn, waiting for just this moment. And somehow
that
thought unnerved him.
She came inside his office and closed the door. They were the
only two in the
building. Closing the door seemed unnecessary.
"He testified about the
mermaids?" he asked, his tone deliberately ironic.
"You're reading the transcript," she
said. Her expression was guarded, her voice
flat. She used this tone with dumb tourists --
"tourons," she called them.
Tourist-morons.
"Tuxedos? A gift of wine from the sea?
Destroying his one true lover He was
delusional."
"He was telling the truth," she said.
"He
was nuts. He should never have been allowed to testify," Retsler said. He
closed the
notebook. "No wonder the national press was so angry that he was
acquitted. He should have
at least been institutionalized. I don't know how a
jury could have let him off."
"They were
a jury of his peers," she said softly.
She was serious, more serious than he'd ever seen
her. She believed this too,
although he didn't know why. A small shiver ran down his back,
raising
goosebumps on his flesh. And for an instant, those naked women flashed through
his
mind, their mouths pressed against his windshield. Their tongues had a
suction cup on the
tip, leaving small dime-shaped impressions on the glass.
"That's nonsense," he said, as
much to her as to himself.
She took the notebooks and hugged them to her chest. She studied
him, the
reserve gone. "Have you taken any gifts from the sea?" she asked.
"Only the
bodies," he said.
"Those aren't gifts," she said. "They're warnings."
"Of what?"
She shook
her head, more serious than he had ever seen her. "I wish I knew."
AFTER HIS SECOND SHOWER
of the day and a meager meal of tea and dry toast,
Charles made his way down the rickety
steps into his wine cellar. He wasn't
feeling well: dizzy, hung over, and angry at himself
for being weak yet again.
He couldn't believe that Grace would forgive him if she knew --
his sins had
gone long past forgiveness. All he could hope for now was that death was truly
an oblivion, and not that all-knowing, all-seeing place some religions made it
out to be.
A cobweb brushed against his face as he stepped onto the thin carpet. The cellar
was cooler
than the rest of the house and smelled faintly damp, the effects of
living on the coast.
Bottles of wine shone in the light from a single bulb. He
and Grace had built up this
collection, and he hadn't touched it since she died.
But he still knew where the bottle
was. He had kept it, a compulsion he had,
like all the others since he'd come here.
Compulsions he hadn't tried to deny.
He didn't know why he was trying now. Perhaps there
truly was, as some people
said, a last straw. And perhaps it was tiny, a small thing
unmeasurable by real
world standards.
Perhaps.
Or perhaps he had been planning this since the
first time he knew the women were
real, and he had finally gained enough courage.
Or perhaps
he finally realized he had nothing to lose.
He rounded the comer, and grabbed the bottle
from its bin. The bottle was made
of thick glass. The torn label was still there -- funny
that neither he nor
Grace had commented on that, considering how long they had thought the
bottle
had been in the water -- and the bottle felt full, even though he knew he had
polished
it off on his own. He had saved it as a memento, thinking somehow that
the bottle alone
would be worth money, not knowing, instead, it would cost him
his soul.
He clutched the
bottle to his chest and headed out of the wine cellar. He would
grab his coat and go to the
beach.
To the Sandcastle.
Alone.
The Glen Ellyn Lodge stood atop a cliff face overlooking the
ocean. Behind the
lodge was one of the most spectacular private golf courses in the nation,
and
beside the fairways stood the homes of Whale Rock's rich.
Retsler hated going there. He
thought the fact that it was a gated community
appropriate to its attitudes, its snob
appeal, its closedmindedness.
But he parked in the lot reserved for guests and went inside
the
seventy-year-old structure, knowing he would find Denne in its dining room,
surrounded
by Whale Rock's elite, and staring down at the ocean.
The lodge was decorated like an
English country manor, in dark woods, with
hunting greens and browns on the carpet and
upholstery. A fire burned in the
stone fireplace, and from the dining room came the sound
of soft voices and the
clink of glasses. The maitre d', a man Retsler had gone to high
school with,
raised a single eyebrow.
"Business," Retsler said, and slipped by. He turned
the comer and stepped into
what he considered to be the most spectacular room on the Oregon
Coast.
The greens and browns continued in here, but they were nearly invisible compared
to
the view. The architect had let the ocean speak for itself. The walls were
made of paneled
glass, with only the water and the sky visible on all three
sides. It felt as if a person
was outside, without the wind and the chill and
the hint of spray rising from the surf
below.
Denne sat alone at a corner table, cigarette in one hand, glasses on the end of
his
nose, peering at the Wall Street Journal. Retsler crossed the room, ignoring
the other
patrons who surreptitiously watched him, and sat across from Denne.
"You knew about the
mermaids, didn't you?" Retsler asked.
Denne folded his paper, removed his glasses and set
the cigarette in a cut glass
ashtray. "Hello, Dan," he said as if Retsler hadn't spoken.
"Would you like a
cocktail? Or perhaps a bit of lunch?"
"Mermaids," Retsler said. He was
exhausted and not in the mood to be civil.
"Of course I knew about them," Denne said. "I
told you about them when I told
you about the Lady June." He had lowered his voice and
leaned forward as he
spoke.
"You knew about Dyston's testimony? About the idea that mythical
creatures
trashed the entire yacht in order to have him to themselves, to get rid of the
competition?"
"I find it amazing the man was not committed," Denne said. He picked up his
cigarette. "Now, if you're not going to have lunch, then let me get back to my
paper."
Retsler
put his hand on the paper, pushing it flat. "Lucy says other locals have
seen the
mermaids."
"You're local. Have you?" Denne asked.
The three women surrounding his car rose
in his mind. He swallowed.
Denne's small, superior smile faded. His face drained of color.
"Have you?" he
whispered.
"I saw three strange women last night. I had just poured Charles
home. They were
at the base of the hill."
"On land."
Retsler nodded.
"And did you hear
anything odd or unusual?"
"No," Retsler said.
Denne let out a small sigh.
"You believe
Dyston's story, don't you?"
Denne gazed out the window. The sea crashed and boomed against
the rocks below,
the sound loud over the hushed voices around them. "My father talked of
them,"
he said softly. "After my mother died. He killed himself, you know."
"No, I didn't
know."
Denne's smile was small, tight. "It wasn't a surprise. He drank too much, blamed
himself
for her death. He sent me away, made me promise never to come back."
"But you did."
"Of
course."
"And you believe in the mermaids?"
Denne took a deep breath, and met Retsler's
gaze. "I don't go to the beach
alone. Neither does my wife. And on nights when the moon is
full, I sleep with
the windows closed, with earplugs in both ears, and the stereo on."
Retsler
frowned. "Because of mermaids?"
"Because of the mermaids," he said.
In the daylight, the
Sandcastle looked like a gothic ruin. Its blue paint was
peeling, and the fake facades were
crumbling. Vandals had broken through the
plywood over the windows, revealing the wide
staircase from Charles's
dream/vision. The carpet was rotted, the mirrors smashed, and the
stairs rotted
through. He shivered just looking at it.
Charles clutched the bottle to his
chest, and made his way to the hotel's beach
access. High tides had broken the stone steps,
and the metal rail added decades
ago had rusted through. He went down the steps gingerly,
one hand on the stone
wall for balance.
The sea was loud here, louder than anywhere else on
the coast. He remembered
remarking on that to Grace the night they had come down, the night
they had
found the bottle. He had noticed it again when he found her body almost a year
later.
He knew why they had taken her. Just the night before he had spoken to them,
told them he
had someone else, someone he loved, and that he wanted them to
leave him alone. He had
left, thinking he was safe. The next morning, the gulls
had circled, and he had found
Grace's body, lying in a tidal pool near the edge
of the Sandcastle Hotel. Denne had ruled
it accidental, death by drowning, and
there was nothing to prove otherwise.
Nothing except
Charles's feeling, nothing except the mermaids' sense of triumph
each time they encircled
him and made him theirs.
The wind was cool and damp. It carried small grains of sand that
pelted him as
he stepped out of the protection of the stairwell. This section of beach was
completely deserted. Not even a gull sat at the water's edge. The sand was thin,
revealing
the thick black lava rock beneath. Only the ocean seemed alive,
booming and cascading along
the rocks with more energy than he had ever had.
He used to think of the ocean as a vast
desert. It always made him marvel at the
ancient sailors' ability to navigate such a broad
and empty expanse. He had
wondered, early in his enchantment, how the mermaids did the
same. He doubted
they used stars, and he wondered about the consistency of the ocean
bottom. It
wasn't until he realized that the bodies turned up on shore the very day the
mermaids
would summon him that he knew what happened.
The mermaids lived near the Sandcastle, and
when they wanted his attention, they
used the bodies as a calling card.
There was no calling
card today. Only him, the ocean, and the broad expanse of
sky. He scrambled onto the rocks,
his feet slipping on the wet sand. The bottle
grew heavy in his arms. He had to get close
to the water. He was not as strong
as he used to be. With his right hand, he grabbed the
bottle by its neck and
picked a spot farther out, a spot where the ocean was almost black,
and threw
with all his strength.
The bottle spun in the air, its brown sides catching the
light, winking at him.
He wished, at this moment, that he could see in black and white.
This part of
his life needed to be like a noir film, all darkness and shadows, with the
light
shimmering high and out of reach.
Then the bottle hit the water and disappeared into
the darkness. He waited a
moment, to see if it would surface, and it did not. A relief so
profound it was
almost sexual ran through him. He let out a sigh, turned and scrabbled
along the
rocks.
The ocean boomed behind him, and a thin wave, nearly gone, wrapped itself
around
his shoes. Hands gripped him from behind, scaly hands, clawlike hands, and hair
coarse
as straw blew across his face. Now he knew why he'd been thinking of
death all day, why he
had made this choice at this moment.
He had never had enough courage to do things on his
own. He had always needed
help.
He turned, and for the first time ever, returned the
mermaids' embrace.
AS RETSLER DROVE back to Whale Rock, he couldn't shake a feeling of
unease.
Denne's words kept circling through his mind. Mermaids and fear. Too many people
taking such a preposterous thing so seriously.
He needed to talk to Bishop, to see why he
had mentioned them the night before.
But as Retsler crested the rise near the Sandcastle,
he saw gulls. Hundreds of
them, swarming, filling the blue-gray sky. The Sandcastle was
nearly blanketed
with them, and with all the falling feathers, the neighborhood looked as
if it
were buried in snow.
He picked up the radio. "Lute," he said. "Any call from Bishop?"
"No," she said. "Should there have been?"
"We have gulls at the Sandcastle. Send Eddie
down, would you?"
"And the coroner?" she asked.
He took a deep breath. "I'll let you know."
He clipped the receiver back onto the radio and drove into the turnout. His blue
Taurus
slid on the gravel before stopping. He had been driving too fast. As
usual.
He got out,
heart pounding. He wasn't used to being alone on this stretch of
highway. The gulls were
thick. He wasn't sure he'd be able to get down to the
beach without Eddie's help.
Retsler
reached into the back seat and removed his bullhorn. He hadn't brought
the rifle. All he
had was his service revolver. He promised himself he wouldn't
get too close.
He walked along
the narrow footpath and down the stairs. The gulls covered the
beach like a blanket -- too
many for him to approach. But he didn't need to. The
corpse was leaning against the rock
retaining wall, body intact except for the
missing eyes. A single gull stood on the
corpse's wet hair, but the others kept
their distance, as if showing Retsler the kill.
The
kill.
His friend.
Charles Bishop. Clearly and irrevocably dead.
Retsler felt bile rise in his
throat, and he swallowed, keeping control as best
he could. He had taken Bishop home the
night before, he knew he had. Besides,
Bishop was dressed differently.
Bishop had come down
here, alone, for no apparent reason at all.
Retsler backed away, never taking his gaze off
the birds. One false move and
they would swarm him too.
It wasn't until he reached the
narrow footpath that he started to run.
That night, Lucy forced him to go to the False
Colors. She was afraid he would
go home and brood. He didn't know how brooding in public
was any different from
brooding alone, so he went along. He sat in a dark corner of the
bar, listening
to Lucy chatter about the day's silliest events. Eddie nursed a long-neck
and
listened as well.
It felt as if they had lost one of their own.
Retsler couldn't get
Bishop's body from his mind, the mocking position it had
been left in. Just as his wife's
had been.
And the last thing Bishop said before he passed out at this very bar the night
before. He was talking about mermaids. He'd sounded wistful. As if he knew.
"Dan?" Lucy's
voice was soft, as if she'd been trying to reach him more than
once. "We can talk about
Charles if you like."
He didn't like. He took a sip from the local stout and shook his
head. There was
nothing he could do. He'd stood beside Denne during the autopsy, saw all
the
evidence. Bishop had drowned. Just like his wife had. Denne ruled it accidental
death,
but he said he could have ruled suicide just as easily.
There was nothing Retsler could do,
and that galled him even more.
He drained his third pint of stout and stood, a bit more
unsteadily than he had
thought he would.
"Dan?" Lucy asked.
"Going home," he said.
"I'll drive
you."
He shook his head. She'd had more to drink than he had. "I'll walk."
He grabbed his
windbreaker and swung it over his shoulders, then went out the
bar's back door. The night
was clear, the stars dabbed across the heavens like
spots of white in black velvet canvas.
The cool salty air refreshed him just
enough, and he followed the footpath down to the
beach.
The False Colors was nearly four miles away from the Sandcastle, and his home
was
between them both. He'd walked the beach home numerous times without a
twinge. But this
time, when he reached the deep brown sand farthest from the
ocean, his heart did a
double-flip.
The salty freshness had changed. There was another smell here, a bitter,
biting
scent that he associated with death. His stomach flipped again and he winced.
Tonight
he would have to find another way home.
He turned, and his boot hit something hard in the
sand. He peered down,
expecting a rock, and seeing instead a bottle filled with liquid.
"Damn
tourists," he said, and swept it up, realizing as his fingers touched it
that the bottle
was old and still damp from the sea. Its label was torn in half,
and in the light from the
beachfront hotels he could just parse out some French
words, and a date: 1924.
Wine, old and
expensive. He grinned. He would give it to Denne. Denne liked
expensive things.
Retsler
tucked the bottle under his arm, and had already reached the footpath,
when the hair on the
back of his neck stood on end. He removed the bottle once
more, and looked at it, heart
pounding.
An expensive bottle of wine. Bottled before 1936. When the Lady June went down.
This was another gift from the sea. A benign one, perhaps, but still a gift from
a tragedy
best laid to rest.
Besides, how did a wet bottle appear in dry sand? Tourists, he thought
again.
Or mermaids.
And what if they existed? What if, after he took their gift, he could
hear their
song? And what if it lured him, like it had lured Dyston? He had no girlfriend
to drown. But he had friends. So many friends.
God, he was drunk. He would never have
believed these thoughts sober. He
staggered back down the path until he reached the sand.
He slogged through it,
reaching the water's edge. A black spot the size of a child's wading
pool proved
a perfect target. He raised the bottle and threw it into the darkness.
The
bottle landed in the inky spot with a splash. Concentric circles flared
outward. A cool
breeze touched him, and for a moment he felt suddenly sober. Too
sober. Then the surface of
the water smoothed, and his mouth went dry.
A woman rose out of the darkness. She had
bulging eyes and a flat nose. Her long
wet hair flowed along her neck and shoulders like
seaweed. She clutched the
bottle against her large breasts.
All the light from the area
seemed focused on her. Her white skin seemed even
whiter against the dark backdrop of the
sky and sea.
When she saw him, she smiled. The smile was benign, almost questioning. She
held
out the bottle, as if he hadn't understood the invitation.
He shook his head. He had
seen the results of gifts from the sea and he wanted
no part of it. But he was so aroused
his body hurt. How did that happen? He
thought she was the ugliest woman he had ever seen.
"No," he said. "No. Thank you, but no."
Her smile faded. She sank beneath the water as if
she had never been. With her
went his arousal, and in place of it, he felt a vague unease
in the pit of his
stomach.
A wind whipped up. Waves the size of trees formed at the inky
spot and headed
toward shore. He backed away, never taking his gaze from the ocean, until
his
feet hit the footpath. Then he started to run.
Gulls dive-bombed him, cawing as they
swooped near his face. He covered his
eyes, and bowed his head, peering through his fingers
as he negotiated the path.
Things brushed his hair, and droppings fell all over him. He let
one hand fall
to his side, slid the other arm across his eyes, and reached for his service
revolver. He grabbed it and shot skyward, the bang startlingly loud.
The cawing stopped.
The rustle of wings disappeared. He sat abruptly and watched
as fifty gulls flew
heavenward, their white feathers the color of stars. He had
never seen a gull at night
before. A chill ran down his spine, and he remembered
some movie he had seen as a kid, a
Hitchcock movie about birds going out of
control, attacking for no reason. It had terrified
him, that movie, because
those birds seemed like real birds, their behavior as cold and
inexplicable as
the sea.
The gulls were gone. He was alone, covered in bird droppings and
feathers, and
feeling shaky.
He had refused. He had refused the gift from the sea. And the
birds, the woman,
they had been angry at him, but they hadn't hurt him.
They hadn't touched
him.
He had survived the curse, something Dyston hadn't been able to do. Something,
Retsler
suspected, his friend Bishop hadn't been able to do either.
"God, Bishop," he whispered,
"if you'd only talked about it."
But Retsler wouldn't have believed Bishop if Bishop had
told him. Retsler
wouldn't have believed unless confronted with it himself.
Mermaids did
hunt along the beach.
And they were as natural as birds, plucking eyeballs from the dead?