Silent in the Sanctuary
A Lady Julia Grey Mystery
By
Deanna Raybourn
This book is dedicated to my mother, Barbara Russell Jones, who has read every word I have ever written, and loved them all.
CONTENTS
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
THE
FIRST CHAPTER
THE
SECOND CHAPTER
THE
THIRD CHAPTER
THE
FOURTH CHAPTER
THE
FIFTH CHAPTER
THE
SIXTH CHAPTER
THE
SEVENTH CHAPTER
THE
EIGHTH CHAPTER
THE
NINTH CHAPTER
THE
TENTH CHAPTER
THE
ELEVENTH CHAPTER
THE
TWELFTH CHAPTER
THE
THIRTEENTH CHAPTER
THE
FOURTEENTH CHAPTER
THE
FIFTEENTH CHAPTER
THE
SIXTEENTH CHAPTER
THE
SEVENTEENTH CHAPTER
THE
EIGHTEENTH CHAPTER
THE
NINETEENTH CHAPTER
THE
TWENTIETH CHAPTER
THE
TWENTH-FIRST CHAPTER
THE
TWENTY-SECOND CHAPTER
THE
TWENTY-THIRD CHAPTER
THE
TWENTY-FOURTH CHAPTER
THE
TWENTY-FIFTH CHAPTER
THE
TWENTY-SIXTH CHAPTER
THE
TWENTY-SEVENTH CHAPTER
THE
TWENTY-EIGHTH CHAPTER
THE
TWENTY-NINTH CHAPTER
THE
THIRTIETH CHAPTER
Acknowledgments
As ever, many thanks to my esteemed agent, Pam Hopkins, for all her hard work and support, for her unflagging optimism and for her ferocious devotion. Many thanks as well to my editor, the elegantly tenacious Valerie Gray, whose commitment to my writing has been truly humbling in the best possible way. My life and my work are the better for knowing both of you.
I am incredibly grateful to the MIRA editorial, marketing and PR teams for their enthusiasm and the exquisite care they have lavished on my novels. Particular debts of gratitude are owed to Cris Jaw and Julianna Kolesova for their stylish artistic contributions to this series. And many, many thanks to the unseen hands whose work is often unremarked, but so very essential, and much appreciated—the proofreading, production and sales departments.
Thanks also to
my
And thanks most of all to my family; thanks to my daughter and my father for their many little kindnesses, and to my husband, for everything. As ever.
THE FIRST
CHAPTER
Travelers must be content.
—AS YOU LIKE IT
"Well, I
suppose that settles it. Either we all go home to
I threw my
elder brother a repressive look. "Do not be so morose, Plum. Father's only
really angry with Lysander," I pointed out, brandishing the letter from
"The rest
of us can go home easily enough," I said. "Just think of it—Christmas
in
"Chilblains
and damp beds, fogs so thick you cannot set foot out of doors,"
"I know," I said, my excitement rising. "Won't it be wonderful?"
On that point
we were in complete agreement.
"Well,
who is to say we must return permanently?
It was a jest,
but the barb struck too close to home, and I lowered my head over my
needlework. I had engaged in an
intrigue in
But even as I plunged my needle into the canvas, trailing a train of luscious scarlet silk behind it, I felt a pang of regret—regret that my days were occupied with nothing more purposeful than those of any other lady of society. I had had a glimpse of what it meant to be useful, and it stung now to be merely decorative. I longed for something more important than the embroidering of cushions or the pouring of tea to sustain me.
Of my other regrets, I would not let myself think. I yanked at the needle, snarling the thread.
"Blast," I muttered, rummaging in my work basket for my scissors.
"We are a
deceptively domestic pair,"
I snapped the threads loose and peered at him. "Whatever do you mean?"
He waved a hand.
"This lovely villa, the fireside, both of us in slippers. I, reading my
paper from
I glanced
about. The rented villa was comfortably, even luxuriously appointed. The long
windows of the drawing room overlooked
What I had been about to say next was lost. Morag, my maid, entered the drawing room to announce a visitor.
"The Count of Four-not-cheese."
I gave her an
evil look and tossed my needlework aside.
"Alessandro!" he cried. "You are a welcome sight! We did not expect you until Saturday."
Morag did not move, and our visitor stepped neatly around her, doffing his hat and cape. They were speckled with raindrops that glittered in the firelight. He held them out to Morag who looked at him as though he had just offered her a dead animal. I rushed to take them.
"Alessandro, how lovely to see you." I thrust the cape and hat at Morag. "Take these and brush them well," I instructed. "And his name is Fornacci," I hissed at her.
She gave me a shrug and a curl of the lip and departed, dragging the tail of Alessandro's beautiful coat on the marble floor as she went.
I turned to him, smiling brightly. "Do come in and get warm by the fire. It has turned beastly out there and you must be chilled to the bone."
He gave me a
look rich with gratitude, and something rather more as well.
After a few
minutes by the fire he had thawed sufficiently to speak. "It is so good to
see you again," he said, careful to look at
"Old man" was his favourite nickname for Alessandro, no doubt for its incongruity. Alessandro was younger than either of us by some years.
The young
man's face clouded a little and he looked from
I slapped
"You see,
Alessandro," I explained, "we have received a letter from our father,
the Earl March. He is displeased with our brother Lysander and wishes us all to
return to
"Ah. How can one argue with the call of family? If you must return, my friends, you must return. But know that you will always carry with you the highest regard of Alessandro Fornacci."
This handsome speech was accompanied by a courtly little bow from the neck and a noble, if pained, expression that would have done a Caesar proud.
"I have a
better idea, and a very good notion it is,"
I had just
taken a sip of my own whiskey and I choked lightly. "I beg your pardon,
Alessandro raised his hands in a gesture I had seen many Italians employ, as if warding something off. "No, my friend, I must not. If your father is truly angry, he will not welcome an intruder at this time."
"Are you
mad? This is precisely the time to bring someone outside the family into the
fold. It will keep him from killing Lysander outright. He will behave himself
if we cart you back to
"Plum, kindly do not refer to Father as 'the old man'. It is disrespectful," I admonished.
Alessandro was shaking his head. "But I have not been invited. It would be a great discourtesy."
"It would
be a far greater discourtesy for Father to kill his own son,"
Alessandro hesitated. "If I may be so bold, why is his lordship so angry with Lysander? Surely it is not—"
"It
is,"
Just at that moment, sounds of a quarrel began to echo from upstairs. There was a shout and the unmistakable crash of breaking crockery.
"But the earl, he cannot object to Lysander's marriage to so noble and lovely a lady as Violante," Alessandro put in, quite diplomatically I thought.
Something landed with a great thud on the floor, shivering the ceiling and causing the chandelier above our heads to sway gently.
"Do you
suppose that was one of them?"
"Don't jest. If it was, we shall have to deal with the body," I reminded him. Violante began to shriek, punctuating her words with tiny stamps of her heel from the sound of it.
"I wonder what she is calling him. It cannot be very nice," I mused.
Alessandro gave an elegant shrug. "I regret, my understanding of Napolitana, it is imperfect." He dropped his eyes, and I wondered if he understood more than politeness would allow him to admit.
"Probably
for the best,"
"Do not finish off the decanter," I warned him. "Lysander will want a glass or two when they have finished for the evening."
"Or
seven,"
It was also a
bit misleading. Upon further investigation, Lysander discovered Violante was
Neapolitan, not Venetian, and there was quite simply nothing about her that was
serene. She carried in her blood all the warmth and passion and raw-boned
energy of her native city. Violante was
But
And then we
met Alessandro, or to be accurate, I met Alessandro, for he was a friend of my
brothers of some years' duration.
Alessandro had
kept us company while Lysander was away, guiding us to hidden piazze, revealing secret gardens and
galleries no tourists ever crowded. He drove us to
They were the
most peaceful and serene weeks of my life, and they ended only when Lysander
returned with Violante, bursting with pride, his chin held a trifle higher from
defiance as much as happiness. With his native courtesy, Alessandro withdrew at
once, leaving us to our privacy as a newly re-formed family. There were flinty
discussions verging on quarrels, where we all went quite white about the lips
and I could feel the heat rising in my face. Lysander had no wish to inform
Father of his marriage, thinking instead to make a trip to
The reaction
had been swift—a summons to Lysander to bring his bride home at once. Lysander,
in a too-typical gambit of avoidance, rented the villa at
Suddenly,
"Your slang is appalling," I told him, taking up my needlework again. "And no, I do not think one of them has done murder. I think they have decided to discuss the matter rationally, in a mature, adult fashion."
I blinked at him. "They are newlyweds. They are in love. I hardly think they need to hurl plates at one another's heads to enjoy themselves."
"Don't you? Our dear Violante is a southerner, who doubtless took in screaming with her mother's milk. And Lysander is a fool who has read too much poetry. He mistakes the volume of a raised voice for true depth of feeling. I despair of him."
"Do not worry, Lady Julia," Alessandro put in gently. Giulia, he said, drawing out the syllables like poetry. "To speak loudly, it is simply the way of the southerners. They are very different from those of us bred in the north. We are cooler and more temperate, like the climate."
He flashed me a dazzling smile, and I made a feeble effort to return it. "Still, it has gone too quiet," I commented. "Do you suppose they have made it up?"
"They
have not," came Ly's voice, thick with bitterness. He was standing in the
doorway, his hair untidy, his colour high with righteous anger, his back stiff
with resentment. It was a familiar posture for him these days. "Violante
is insisting we obey Father's summons. She wants to see
Alessandro
murmured a greeting in return as I studied my brothers, feeling a sudden rush
of emotion for the pair of them. Handsome and feckless, they were remarkably
similar in appearance, sharing both the striking green eyes of the
Lysander, on
the other hand, was a devotee of the spare elegance of Brummell. He never wore
any colours other than white or black, and every garment he owned had been
fitted a dozen times. He was particular as a pasha, and carried himself with
imperious grace. When the pair of them went out together they always attracted
attention, doubtless the effect they hoped for. They had a gift for making
friends easily, and more times than I could count since my arrival in
I flicked a glance at Alessandro from under my lashes. He was still placidly sipping his drink, savoring it slowly, his trousers perfectly creased in spite of the filthy weather. He was an elegant, composed young gentleman, and I thought that with a little more time he might have been a noble influence on my scapegrace brothers.
I smoothed my skirts and cleared my throat.
"My
dear," I told Lysander, "I think it is quite clear we must return to
Lysander
looked wonderingly from me to
I said nothing, but fixed him with a patient, pleasant look of expectation. After a long moment, he groaned. "Pax, I beg you. I am powerless against a determined woman." I thought of his tempestuous bride, and wondered if I ought to share with her the power of a few minutes of very pregnant silence. But there was work at hand, and I made a note to myself to speak with Violante later.
"Then we are agreed," I said. I rose and went to the desk, seating myself and arranging writing materials. There was a portfolio of scarlet morocco, stamped in gold with my initials, and filled with the creamiest Florentine writing-paper. I dipped my pen and gave my brothers a purposeful look, the tip of my pen poised over the luscious paper. "Now, we have also had a letter from Aunt Hermia, and I have managed to make out that she is intending to hold a sort of house party over Christmas. We must not arrive without gifts."
"Oh, for
God's sake," Lysander muttered.
"Come on,
old thing,"
"He is
the lord of the manor," I reminded
I scribbled a
few notes, including a reminder to instruct Morag to find the engraving of Byron
I had purchased in
Suddenly, I looked up to find my brothers staring at me with identical expressions of bemusement.
"What?" I demanded. "Have you thought of something I ought to have?"
"You have become efficient," Lysander said brutally. "You are making a list. I always thought you the most normal of my sisters, and yet here you are, organising, just like the rest of them. I wager you could arrange a military campaign to shame Napoléon if you had a mind to."
I shrugged.
"At least I would not have forgotten the greatcoats on the Russian front.
Now, Plum has proposed Alessandro join us in
Lysander sat
bolt upright, grasping Alessandro's hand in his own. "My friend, is this
true? You would come to
Alessandro looked from Lysander to me, his expression nonplussed. "As I already expressed to your kind brother and sister, I am reluctant, my friend. Your father, the Lord March, he has not invited me himself. And this is a time of great delicacy."
"There is no better time," Lysander insisted. "You heard Julia. Father and Aunt Hermia are planning some bloody great house party."
"Language, Lysander," I murmured.
Naturally he
ignored me. "Alessandro, our family home is a converted abbey. There is
room for a dozen regiments if we wished to invite them. And do not trouble
yourself about Father.
Alessandro looked past Lysander to where I sat, his gaze, warm and dark as chestnut honey, catching my own. "This is true, my lady? You wish me to come also?"
I thought of
the weeks I had spent in Alessandro's company, long sunlit days perfumed with
the heady scent of rosemary and punctuated with serene silences broken only by
the sleepy drone of bees. I thought of his hand, warm on the curve of my back
as he helped me scramble over stone walls to a field where we picnicked on cold
slices of chicken and drank sharp white wine so icy it numbed my cheeks. And I
thought of what he had told me about his longing to travel, to see something of
the world before he grew too comfortable, too settled to leave
"Of
course," I said, with a firmness that surprised me. "I think you
would like
He nodded slowly. "Then I come," he said at last, his eyes lingering on me.
Lysander
whooped and
At length, the
gentlemen left me,
So immersed was I in my task, I did not hear Morag's approach—a sure sign of my preoccupation for Morag moves with all the grace of a draught horse.
"So,
we're for
"Yes, we
are," I returned, not looking up from my writing paper. "And knowing
how little love you have for
She snorted.
"I am pleased at the prospect of a decent meal, I am. There is no finer
kitchen in
"I would
not put the matter so strongly, but the food is good," I conceded. It was
plain cooking, for Father refused to employ a French chef. But the food was
hearty and well prepared and one never went hungry at the Abbey. Unlike
I returned to my writing and she idled about the room, poking up the fire and plumping the occasional cushion. Finally, I threw down my pen.
"What do you wish to say, Morag? I can hear you thinking."
She looked at me with an affectedly wounded expression. "I was merely being helpful. The drawing room is untidy."
"We have maids for that," I reminded her. "And a porter to answer the door. Why did you admit Count Fornacci this evening?"
"I was at hand," she said loftily.
"Ha. At hand because you strong-armed the porter, I'll warrant. Whatever you are contemplating, do not. I will not tolerate your meddling."
Morag drew herself up to her rather impressively bony height. "I was at hand." She could be a stubborn creature, as I had often had occasion to notice. I sighed and waved her away, taking up my pen again.
"Of
course," she said slowly, "I could not help but notice that his excellency,
Count Four-not-cheese, is coming back to
"Fornacci,
Fornacci," I told her again,
knowing even as I did so I might as well try to teach a dog to sing. "And
yes, he is coming to
"And you did not encourage him?" she demanded, her eyes slyly triumphant.
"Well, naturally I had to approve the invitation, as it were. It would have been rude not to do so."
I scrawled out
a list of details that must not be forgotten before our departure. The heel of
my scarlet evening slipper required mending, and I had left
Morag continued to loom over the desk, contented as a cat. I could almost see the canary feathers trailing from her lips.
"Morag, if you have something to say, do so. If not, leave me in peace. I am in no mood to be trifled with."
"I have nothing to say, nothing to say at all," she said, moving slowly to the door. She paused, her hand on the knob. "Although, if I were to say something, I would probably ask you how you think Mr. Brisbane will like the notion of you coming home with that young man."
A pause, no longer than a quickened heartbeat.
"Morag, Mr. Brisbane's feelings are no concern of mine, nor of yours. I shall retire in a quarter of an hour. See that the bed is warmed. It was chilly last night, and I shall blame you if I take a cold."
She made a harrumphing noise and left me then, thudding along the marble floors in her heavily soled shoes. I waited until she was out of earshot before folding my arms on the desk and dropping my head onto them. Nicholas Brisbane. The private inquiry agent who had investigated my husband's death. I had not thought of him in months.
Or, to be
entirely accurate, I had suppressed any thought of him ruthlessly. I had
smothered any thoughts of him stillborn, not permitting myself the indulgence
of even the memory of him. There had been something between us, something
indefinable, but there, I had been
certain of it. But nearly five months had passed without word from him, and I
had begun to think I had imagined it, had imagined the moments that had flashed
between us like an electrical current, had imagined the one searing moment on
Hampstead Heath when we had both of us reached beyond ourselves and clung to
one another feverishly. There was only the memory of that endless kiss to
comfort me, and the pendant coin he had sent me by messenger the day I had left
I drew the
pendant from the depths of my gown, turning it over in my palm, firelight
burnishing the silver to something altogether richer. It was warm from where it
had lain against my skin all these months, a talisman against loneliness. I ran
a finger over the head of Medusa and her serpent locks, marvelling at the
elegance of the workmanship. The coin was old and thin, but the engraving was
sharp, so sharp I could imagine her about to speak from those rounded lips. I
turned it over and touched the row of letters and numbers he had had incised as
a code only I would decipher. I had felt a rush of emotion when I had first
read it, certain then that someday, in some fashion I could not yet predict, we
would find our way back to each other. For
where thou art, there is the world itself.
And yet. Here I was, five months on, without a single word from him, his pendant now cold comfort for his indifference. I laid my head back down on my arms and gave one, great, shuddering sob. Then I rose and carefully placed the pen into its holder and closed the inkwell. I tamped the pages of my notes together and laid them on the blotter. I opened the morocco portfolio and dropped the pendant into it. Medusa stared up at me, expectant and poised to speak. I closed the portfolio, snapping the closure with all the finality of graveyard dirt being shoveled onto a coffin. Whatever had sparked between Nicholas Brisbane and I was over; a quick, ephemeral thing, it had not lasted out the year.
No matter, I told myself firmly. I was going home. And I was not going alone.
THE SECOND
CHAPTER
—CYMBELINE
There are few
undertakings more challenging than planning a journey for one's family. It is a
testimony to my good nature and sound common sense that I arranged our return
to
Although
The next day
we rose early and made the trip into
"Perhaps he's been run over by a carriage," Morag put in helpfully. I fished in my reticule and extracted her ticket.
"Board
the train, Morag. Your seat is in third class. I will see you in
She took the ticket, muttering in Gaelic under her breath. I pretended not to hear her and turned away, just in time to see Alessandro approaching. He was hurrying, as much as Alessandro ever hurried anywhere. His clothes were perfectly ordered, but his hair was slightly tumbled, and when he spoke his voice was faintly breathless.
"Ah! I have found you at last." He greeted my brothers and Violante, who wailed louder and waved her handkerchief at him.
"Come along, Alessandro," I told him. "We've only a moment or so to board."
"Then let us embark," he said, bowing from the neck. He offered his arm, and I noticed his other was carefully holding a basket covered with a damask cloth. Luncheon, I thought happily.
We were seated
quickly in a surprisingly comfortable compartment. Violante and Lysander had
begun an argument and were quietly hissing at one another.
"I have brought you a gift, a souvenir of my country," he said softly, placing the basket on my knees. I stared at it.
"I had thought it was luncheon, but as the basket has just moved on its own, I rather hope it isn't," I told him.
He laughed, a courteously modulated sound. Florentines, I had observed, loved to laugh but only modestly.
At his urging I lifted the damask cloth and peered into the basket.
"How very unexpected," I murmured. "And how kind of you, Alessandro. I don't suppose you would mind telling me what it is, exactly?"
This time he laughed fully, throwing back his head and revealing a delightful dimple in his cheek. "Ah, Lady Julia, always you enchant me. It is a dog, what you call in your country an Italian greyhound. Surely you recognise her. Her breed has been painted for centuries."
I peered again
at the trembling creature nestled against a cushion. She was black and white,
large patches, with a wet black nose and eyes like two bits of polished
"Of course. I see the resemblance now," I told him, wondering how this frail, ratlike creature could possibly be related to the cosseted pets I had seen gracing the laps of principesse in gilded frames.
"È ammalata," Alessandro said apologetically. "She is a little unwell. She does not like the travelling. I put her yesterday into her little basket, and she does not like to come out."
"Oh, that is quite all right," I said, hastily pulling the damask over her nose. "Perhaps she just needs a bit of rest. What is she called?"
"That is for you to decide."
I did not
hesitate. "Then I shall call her after my favorite place in all of
Alessandro
smiled, a smile a nymph would envy, beautiful curved lips and even white teeth.
"You pay the greatest honour to my city, my
Strictly
speaking, the invitation had been
* * *
* * *
As a contrast
to the dripping skies of Paris, London was lit with sunset when we arrived, the
great gold light burnishing the dome of St. Paul's and lending a kindly glow to
the chimney pots and brick houses stacked against each other like so many books
in a shop. Even the air smelled sweeter to me here, a sure sign of my besotted
state, for
"It is so big," he said softly. "I never thought to see a city so large."
"Yes, it
is. And filthy besides, but I love it dearly. Now, we will make our way to the
Grand Hotel for the night, and tomorrow we will embark for Blessingstoke. The
train journey is not long. Blessingstoke is in
"Plum, it may be Shakespearean, but it is still an oath. You know how Aunt Hermia feels about profanity."
He waved me off with a charcoal-smudged hand. "Auntie Hermia will be so happy to see her prodigal boys, she won't care if I come draped in rags and swearing like a sailor. I'll wager the fatted calf is being roasted as we speak."
On that point
I was forced to agree. Our Aunt Hermia, Father's youngest sister, had come to
live at the Abbey when our mother died from exhaustion. Ten children in sixteen
years had been too much for her slight, graceful shape. Aunt Hermia had done
her best to instill proper manners and a sense of decorum, but seven hundred
years of March eccentricity was too much, even for her iron will. We were
civilized, but the veneer was a thin one. In her later years, Aunt Hermia had
even come to embrace her own peculiarities, and it was true that her drawing
room was the only room in
"Speaking of returning home," Plum said, his expression a trifle pained, "I don't suppose we could stay at March House instead of the Grand Hotel?"
I blinked at
him. "
"They are
servants, Julia,"
I looked at
him closely, scrutinising his garments. His coat buttons were loose, a sure
sign he had been tugging at them in distraction. It was a nervous habit from
boyhood. He dropped buttons in his wake as a May Queen dropped flowers. The
maids had long since given up stitching them back on, and he usually went about
with his coat flapping loosely around him. Yes, something was clearly troubling
him, and I did not think that it was solely his irritation at Lysander's
marriage. I suspected his pockets were thin—
Still, even if
"And we
must do whatever we can for Lysander,"
* * *
The manager of
the Grand Hotel, in an act of unprecedented kindness, assigned me a suite on a
different floor from my family. There had been some difficulty with the
arrangements, he said, fluttering his hands in apology, our letter had come so
late, it was such a busy season with the holiday fast approaching. I reassured
him and took the key, grateful for the distance from the rest of the party.
Violante and Lysander had broken out in a quarrel again on the station
platform,
"
"Ah, my dear lady. She does not understand you. She is an Italian dog, you must speak Italian to her."
I stared at him, but there was no sign of jocularity in him. "You are not joking? I must speak Italian to her?"
"But of
course, my lady. Do as I do." He bent swiftly and pitched his voice low
and seductive. "Dai,
The little dog leaped up at once and waited patiently at his heel. "You see? Very easy. She wants to please you."
The dog and I
regarded each other. I had my doubts that she wished to please me, but I
thanked Alessandro just the same and turned to make my way into the hotel.
I sighed.
"Andiamo,
"I know precisely how you feel."
* * *
The next
morning I made my way down to breakfast in the hotel's elegant dining room,
feeling buoyant with good cheer and a good night's sleep. Something about being
on English soil again had soothed me, and I had slept deeply and dreamlessly,
waking only when
Resting against my plate was a hastily scrawled note from Lysander explaining that he and Violante had chosen to have a lie-in and would take the later conveyance instead of the morning train as we had planned. I wrinkled my nose at the note and crumpled it into my butter dish. A lie-in indeed. More like an attack of the cowardy-cowardy custards. Ly was nervous at the prospect of facing Father. The possibility of losing his considerable allowance, particularly with a wife to maintain, was a grim one. The notion of keeping Violante on the proceeds of his musical compositions was laughable, but also frighteningly real. Ly was simply playing for time, expecting the rest of us to journey down to Bellmont Abbey and smooth the way for him, soothing Father out of his black mood and making him amenable to meeting Lysander under happier terms.
It simply would not do. I applied myself to a hearty breakfast of eggs, bacon, porridge, toast, stewed fruit, and a very nice pot of tea. I enjoyed it thoroughly. The Italians, for all their vaunted cookery skills, cannot do a proper breakfast. A bit of bread and a cup of milky coffee is a parsimonious way to begin one's day. When I was well fortified, I had a quick word with the waiter and made my way to Lysander and Violante's rooms and tapped sharply on the door.
There was a sleepy mumble from within, but I simply rapped again, more loudly this time, and after a long moment, Lysander answered the door, wrapping a dressing gown around himself, his expression thunderous.
"Julia, what the devil do you want? Did you not get my note?"
I smiled at him sweetly. "I did, in fact. And I am afraid it will not serve, Lysander. We must be at the train station in a little more than an hour. I have ordered your breakfast to be sent up. I am afraid there will not be time for you to have more than rolls and coffee, but the hotel is packing a hamper for the train."
He gaped at me. "Julia, really. I do not see why—"
Violante appeared then, clutching a lacy garment about her shoulders and yawning broadly, her black hair plaited in ribbons like a schoolgirl's. She looked pale and tired, plum-purple crescents shadowing her eyes. I greeted her cordially.
"Good morning, Violante. I do hope you slept well. There has been a slight change in plans, my dear. We are all travelling down together this morning. Morag will help you dress. She is quite efficient, for all her sins, and the hotel maids are dreadfully slow."
"Si, Giulia. Grazie." She nodded obediently, but Lysander stood his ground, squaring his shoulders.
"Now, see here, Julia. I will not be organised by you as though I were a child and you were my nanny. I am your brother, your elder brother, a fact I think you have rather forgotten. Now, my wife and I will travel down to Blessingstoke when it suits us, not when you command."
I stared at him, eyebrows slightly raised, saying nothing. After a moment he groaned, his shoulders drooping in defeat.
"Why, why am I plagued by bossy women?"
I smiled at him to show that I bore no grudge. "I am sure I could not say, Lysander. I will see you shortly."
I turned to Violante who had watched our exchange speculatively. "Remind me to have a little chat with you when we reach the Abbey, my dear."
She opened her
mouth to reply, but Lysander pulled her back into their room and banged the
door closed. I shrugged and turned on my heel to find
"I am already dressed and the hotel's valet is packing my portmanteau as we speak. I was just going downstairs for some breakfast."
I gave him a
cordial nod and proceeded to my suite, feeling rather pleased with myself. An
hour later the feeling had faded. Despite my best efforts, it had taken every
spare minute and quite a few members of the hotel staff to ensure the
Traffic, as is
so often the case in
"Julia Grey! What on earth do you mean loading down honest Englishmen like native bearers? Have you no shame?"
I swung round
to see my favourite sister bearing down on me with a porter staggering behind
her. He was gasping, his complexion very nearly the colour of
"Portia!" I embraced her, blinking hard against a sudden rush of emotion. "Whatever are you doing here?"
"I am travelling down to the Abbey, same as you. I had not planned to go down for another week or two, but Father is rather desperate. He has a houseful of guests already and no one to play hostess."
"Christmas is almost a month away. Why does he have guests already? And what of Aunt Hermia? We had a letter from her."
Portia shook
her head. "Father is up to some mischief. There are surprises in store for
us, that is all I have been told. As for Auntie Hermia, she is here in
She cast a
glance over my shoulder. "Ah, I see Ly is here after all. I wagered Jane
five pounds he would hide out until someone else softened Father up for him.
Hullo,
Today she was
dressed all in green, a luscious colour with her eyes, but her beloved Jane was
not in evidence.
"That's
better," she said, releasing
"Alessandro Fornacci. Your servant, my lady."
Portia regarded him with unmitigated delight, and I could see her mouth opening—to say something wildly inappropriate, I had no doubt. I hurried to divert her.
"Alessandro, this is our sister, Lady Bettiscombe. Portia, my darling, I think we must board now before the train departs without us. The station master looks very cross indeed."
I looped my
arm through hers and she permitted me to steer her onto the train. She said
nothing, asked no questions, which made me nervous. A quiet Portia was a
dangerous Portia, and it was not until we were comfortably seated and the train
had eased out of the station that I permitted myself to relax a little.
Alessandro and
"I cannot believe you brought that monstrosity," I told her.
Portia gave me a severe look. "You are very cold toward Mr. Pugglesworth, Julia, and I cannot think why. Puggy loves you."
"Puggy loves no one but you, besides which he is half decayed."
"He is distinguished," she corrected. "Besides, I note that you have a similar basket. Have you acquired a souvenir on your travels?"
"Yes. A
creature almost as vile as Puggy. She is temperamental and hateful and she
loathes me. Yesterday she gnawed the heel from my favorite boot simply because
she could." I nudged her basket with my toe and she snarled in response.
"She only understands Italian, so I am trying to teach her English. Quiet,
"What on earth possessed you to buy her if you hate her so much?" Portia demanded, peering through the wickets of the basket. "All I can see are two eyes that seem to be glowing red. I should be very frightened if I were you, Julia. Sleep with one eye open."
"I did not buy her," I told her softly. "She was a gift."
Portia's eyes
flew to Alessandro's dark, silken head, thrown back as he laughed at some
remark of
"Twenty-five."
She nodded. "Perfect. I could not have chosen better for you myself."
I set my mouth
primly. "I do not know what you are talking about. Alessandro is a friend.
The boys have known him for ages. He wanted to see
"Indeed?" Portia tipped her head to the side, studying my face. "You know, dearest, even under that delicious veil, I can see your blushes. You have gone quite pink about the nose and ears, like a rabbit. I think that boy likes you. And what's more, I think you like him, too."
"Then you are a very silly woman and there is nothing else to say. It is overwarm in here. That is all."
Portia smiled
and patted my arm. "If you say so, my love. If you say so. Now, what news
have you had of
"You saw him last month?" I picked at the stitching on my glove, careful to keep my voice neutral. "Then you know more of him than I. How did he seem?"
"Very fond of the Oysters Daphne," she said, her eyes bright with mischief. "He made me send along the receipt for his housekeeper. Julia, mind what you're doing. You've jerked so hard at that thread, you've torn the fur right off the cuff."
I swore under my breath and tucked the ragged edge of the fur into my glove. "You mean you had him to dinner? At your house?"
"Where else would I entertain a friend? Honestly, Julia."
"Did you dine alone?"
Portia rolled her eyes. "Don't be feeble. Of course not. Jane was there, and Valerius as well," she said. I relaxed a little. Valerius was our youngest brother and a passionate student of medicine. His favourite pastime was telling gruesome tales at the dinner table, not exactly an inducement to romance.
Portia poked me suddenly. "You little green-eyed monster," she whispered. "You're jealous!"
"Well, of course I am," I said, sliding my gaze away from hers. "I adore your cook's Oysters Daphne. I am sorry to have missed them."
She snorted. "Oh, this has less to do with oysters than with the haunch of a handsome man." She started laughing then, great cackling peals of laughter. I reached out and twisted a lock of her hair around my finger and jerked sharply.
"Leave it be, Portia."
She yanked her hair out of my grip and edged aside, a wicked smile still playing about her mouth. "You daft girl, you cannot possibly imagine I want him for myself."
I shrugged and said nothing.
"Or that he wants me," she persisted. Still I said nothing. "Oh, I give up. Very well, think what you like. Go on and torture yourself since you seem to enjoy it so. But tell me this, have you had a letter from him since you went away?"
I looked out of the window, staring at the houses whose back gardens ran down to the rail line. "How curious. Someone has pegged out their washing. See the petticoats there? She ought to have hung them inside by the fire. They'll never dry in this weather."
Portia pinched my arm. "Avoidance is a coward's tactic. Tell me all."
I turned back to her and lifted the veil of my travelling costume, tucking it atop my hat. "Nothing. I know nothing because he has not written. Not a word in five months."
My sister pursed her lips. "Not a word? Even after he kissed you? That is a shabby way to use a person."
I waved a
hand. "It is all water down the stream now. I have done with him. I doubt
I shall meet him again in any case. Our paths are not likely to cross. We have
no need of an inquiry agent, and the only relation of his who moves in society
is the Duke of Aberdour. And
"True enough, I suppose."
I looked at her closely. "Do not think on it, Portia. It was foolish of me to imagine there was something there. I want only to put it behind me now."
Portia smiled, a smile that did not touch her eyes. She was speculating. "Of course, my love," she said finally. "Now I am more convinced than ever that you did a very wise thing."
"When?"
Portia nodded toward Alessandro. "When you decided to bring home that most delightful souvenir."
I slapped lightly at her arm. "Stop that at once. He will hear you."
She shrugged.
"And what if he does? I told you before, a lover is precisely the tonic
you need. Julia, I was gravely worried about you when you left
I laughed in spite of myself. "I am five years his elder."
"And very nearly a virgin in spite of your marriage," she retorted. I poked a finger hard into her ribs and she collapsed again into peals of merry laughter.
"Good
God, what are the two of you on about?"
Portia sobered slightly. "We were wondering what Father has bought us for Christmas."
Portia shot me an impish look. "Well, perhaps there will be other goodies to open instead."
This time I did not bother to pinch her. I merely opened my book and pretended to read.
THE THIRD
CHAPTER
How like a winter hath my absence been from thee.
—SONNET 97
The journey to Blessingstoke was quickly accomplished. The tiny station was nearly deserted. As it was a Monday, and still nearly four weeks before Christmas, the village folk were about their business, although a peculiarly spicy smell hung in the air, the promise of holiday preparations already begun.
Father had
sent a pair of carriages for our party, and a baggage wagon besides. There was
a brief tussle over who should have custody of the hamper of food, but Portia
prevailed, and I made certain to find a seat in her carriage. Somehow she
managed to maneuver Alessandro into our small party, and
No sooner had we left the station than word spread we had arrived. It was possible to watch the news travel down the road, just ahead of the carriages, for as we bowled past, villagers emerged from their cottages to wave. The blacksmith raised a glowing red poker in greeting, and Uncle Fly—the vicar and a very great friend of Father's—lifted his hat and bellowed his regards. There was a stranger with him, a handsome, well-groomed gentleman who eyed us with interest as we passed. He was soberly but beautifully dressed, and he swept off his hat, making us a pretty little courtesy. His eyes caught mine and I noticed a small smile, only slightly mocking, playing over his lips. His expression was merry, comfortably so, as if laughter was his habit.
"That is not a serious sort of person," I observed as we rounded the bend in the road, leaving Uncle Fly and his jocular stranger.
Portia snorted. "That is Lucian Snow, Uncle Fly's new curate. I made his acquaintance when Jane and I were down this summer."
"Surely you jest. I would never have taken him for a churchman."
"Father says Uncle Fly is having the devil's own time with him. He is always haring off to one of the other villages to 'minister to the flock'."
"Oh, dear," I murmured. "I do hope that is not the phrase he uses. How terribly earnest of him."
"Indeed.
I imagine Father will have him to dinner whilst we are in residence. He will
certainly invite Uncle Fly, and he can hardly fail to include the curate.
"That is a terrible metaphor. Mark what I said and behave yourself. Oh, look there. I see the Gypsies are in residence, just in time for the holiday."
Portia pointed to a cluster of brightly painted caravans in the distance. Tents had been pitched and cooking fires kindled, and at the edge of the encampment a bit of rope had been strung around to keep the horses penned. I imagined the men, sitting comfortably in their shirtsleeves in spite of the crisp air, mending harnesses or patching a bit of tin, while the women tended the children and the simmering pots. As a child I had joined them often, letting them plait flowers into my hair or read my fortune in the dregs of a teacup. But now the sight of the camp brought back other memories, bitter ones I wanted only to forget.
Deliberately,
I turned from the window. "Alessandro, tell me how you like
The rest of the drive was spent pleasurably. We pointed out local landmarks to Alessandro, and he admired them enthusiastically. It is always pleasant to hear one's home praised, but it is particularly gratifying from one whose own home is crowned with such delights as the Duomo, the Uffizi, and of course, David.
Our points of
interest were somewhat more modest. We showed Alessandro the edge of the
Just past the gatehouse, the drive turned flat and smooth and I explained to Alessandro that this was where, as children, we had raced pony carts.
"All of you? The Lord March must have owned a herd of ponies for so many children," he teased.
"No, my dear signore," Portia corrected, "you misunderstand. We were hitched to the pony carts. Father thought it a very great joke when we were behaving like savages to harness us up and have us race one another down the drive. It worked beautifully, you know. We always slept like babies afterwards."
Alessandro blinked at her. "I believe you are making a joke to me, Lady Bettiscombe." He looked at me doubtfully. I shook my head.
"No, I'm afraid she isn't. Father actually did that. Not all the time, you understand. Only when we were very, very naughty. Ah, here is the Rookery. This dear little house was originally built in the eighteenth century as an hermitage. Unfortunately, the sitting earl at the time quarrelled with his hermit, and the house was left empty for ages. Eventually, it was made into a sort of dower house."
"It is where we keep the old and decrepit members of the family," Portia put in helpfully. "We send them there and after a while they die."
"Portia," I said, giving her a warning look. Alessandro was beginning to look a bit hunted. She took my meaning at once and hastened to reassure him.
"Oh, it is a very peaceful place. I cannot think of any place I would rather die." She smiled broadly, baring her pretty, white teeth, and Alessandro returned the smile, still looking a trifle hesitant.
"There," I said, nodding to a bit of grey stone soaring above the trees. "There is Bellmont Abbey."
The drive
curved then and the trees parted to give a magnificent view of the old place.
Seven hundred years earlier, Cistercians had built it as a monument to their
order. Austere and simple, it was an elegant complex of buildings, exquisitely
framed by the landscape and bordered by a wide moat, carp ponds, and verdant
fields beyond. The monks and lay brothers had laboured there for four hundred
years, communing with God in peace and tranquillity. Then Henry VIII had come,
stomping across
"King Henry VIII acquired the Abbey during the Dissolution," I told Alessandro. "He gave it to the seventh Earl March, who mercifully altered the structure very little. You'll notice some very fine stained glass in the great tracery windows. The Cistercians had only plain glass, but the earl wanted something a bit grander. And he ordered some interior walls put up to create smaller apartments inside the sanctuary."
Alessandro, a devout Catholic, looked pained. "The church itself, it was unconsecrated?"
"Well, naturally. It was a very great space, after all. The Chapel of the Nine Altars was made into a sort of great hall. You will see it later. That is where the family gathers with guests before dinner. Many of the other rooms were left untouched, but I'm afraid the transepts and the chapels were all converted for family use."
Alessandro
said nothing, but his expression was still aggrieved. I patted his hand. "There
is still much to see of the original structure. The nave was kept as a sort of
hall. It runs the length of the Abbey and many of the rooms open off of it. And
the original
Alessandro smiled thinly and looked back at the towering arches, pointing the way to heaven.
"How wonderful it looks," I breathed.
"That it
does,"
"È una casa molto impressionante," Alessandro murmured.
The great gate was open, beckoning us into the outer ward. A long boundary wall ran around the perimeter. Original to the Abbey, it was dotted with watchtowers, some crumbling to ruin. Just across the bridge and through the outer ward was the second gate, this one offering access to the inner ward and the Abbey proper. The horses clattered over the bridge, rocking the carriage from side to side. Overhead, emblazoned on the great stone lintel was a banner struck with the March family motto, Quod habeo habeo, held aloft by a pair of enormous chiselled rabbits.
"'What I have, I hold'," translated Alessandro. "What do they signify, the great rabbits?"
"Our
family badge,"
I clucked my
tongue at my brother. "Stop it,
Alessandro flashed me a brilliant smile. "I do not frighten so easily as that, dear lady."
Portia coughed significantly, and I trod on her foot. We passed through the second gate then to find the inner ward ablaze with the reflected light of a hundred torchlit windows. "Ah, look! Aquinas is here."
The carriage
drew to a stop in the inner ward just as the great wooden doors swung back. Led
by my butler, Aquinas, a pack of footmen and dogs swarmed out, all of them
underfoot as we descended from the carriage. Aquinas had accompanied me to
"My lady," he said, bowing deeply. "Welcome home."
"Thank
you, Aquinas. How good it is to see you! But I am surprised. I thought Aunt
Hermia wanted you to tend to the
"Hoots is
incapacitated, my lady. The gout. His lordship has sent him to
"Oh, well, very good. He wouldn't be much use here, barking orders from his bed. I suppose you've everything well in hand?"
"Need your ladyship ask?" His tone was neutral, but I knew it for a reproach.
"I am sorry. Of course you do. Now tell us all where we are to be lodged. I am perished from thirst. A cup of tea and a hot bath would be just the thing."
"Of course, my lady."
The second
carriage arrived then, followed hard by the baggage cart. There was a flurry of
activity as I made the introductions. Plum and Lysander had met Aquinas in
"Oh,"
I said, turning to Aquinas, pulling a face in disappointment. "I thought
Count Fornacci might have the room in the
Alessandro shied and I gave him a soothing smile. "It never rings, I promise. It's just an old relic from the days of the monks, and no one has bothered to take it down."
Aquinas cut in smoothly. "I regret that one of his lordship's guests is already in residence in the Tower Room, my lady. I believe Count Fornacci will be very comfortable in the Maze Room."
I sighed. "Perhaps you are right. It's warmer at least."
Aquinas bowed to Alessandro. To Violante he was exquisitely courteous, and upon hearing his flawless Napolitana dialect, my sister-in-law embraced him, kissing him soundly on both cheeks.
"That will do, Violante," Lysander said coldly. She ignored him, kissing Aquinas again and chattering with him in Italian. Aquinas replied, then bowed to her and addressed his remarks to Lysander.
"Mr. Lysander, I have put you and Mrs. Lysander in the Flanders Suite. I hope you will find everything to your satisfaction."
Lysander gave
him a sour look, collected his wife, and disappeared into the Abbey. Aquinas
turned back to the assembled party. "Lady Bettiscombe, you are in the
That was as close as Aquinas would ever come to admit to being unprepared. We had arrived with an unexpected guest, but Aquinas would forgo his own supper before he let it be known that all was not completely in order. We trooped into the hallway and Aquinas turned. "His lordship is in his study. He asked not to be disturbed and said he would see all of you at dinner. The dressing bell will sound in an hour and a half. I shall order tea and baths for your rooms. I hope that these arrangements are satisfactory."
He bowed low and turned to unleash a torrent of orders upon the footmen. In a matter of minutes we were whisked upstairs, separated according to our gender and marital status. Portia and I were in the wing reserved for single ladies and widows. Formerly the monks' dorter, it was now the great picture gallery, with our rooms opening off of it. Dozens of March ancestors gazed down at us from their gilded frames, punctuated by enormous, extravagant candelabra and a number of antiquities, some good, some of doubtful provenance. There were statues and urns, one or two amphorae, an appalling number of simpering nymphs, and even a harp of dubious origin. No weapons though. Those were reserved for the bachelors' wing in the former lay brothers' dormitory. Their paintings were all martial in subject, with the occasional seascape or Constable horse to provide a respite from the bloodshed. Between them hung arquebuses and crossbows, great swords and axes for cleaving, and in between perched suits of armour, some a bit rustier and more dented than others. I preferred the ladies' wing, for all its silly nymphs.
Some time
later, after I had enjoyed a hot bath and a pot of scalding sweet tea, I was
sitting in front of a roaring fire, enjoying the solitude, too drowsy to rouse
myself. Morag had gone to her room to whip the fur back onto my glove. I had
bribed her with a plate of fruitcake to take
"Portia! You do look spectacular. You will put us all to shame as country mice. What is the occasion, pray tell?"
She flopped as far as her corset would permit into a velvet gilt armchair and pulled a face. "I am meant to be the hostess, remember? I have to look the part, and make certain I am the first one in the drawing room to welcome our guests."
"Thank heaven for that. I thought I had dozed off and slept through the dressing bell."
Portia waved a
lazy hand. "You've ages yet. So, what do you think of our new
sister-in-law? I think she is just what Lysander needed," she said, a
trifle smugly. Lysander had been rather brutal in his criticism of Portia's
marriage to Bettiscombe, a sweet hypochondriac nearly thirty years her senior.
No doubt watching Lysander and Violante bicker from
"Don't be so cattiva," I warned her. "We have all made mistakes." We were silent a moment—both of us, I imagine, thinking of our marital woes.
"I am rather surprised Father wasn't present to greet us," I put in finally, breaking the somber mood that had befallen us.
Portia shrugged. "You heard Aquinas. He is doubtless up to some mischief. I had a guest list from him in my room, so at least I know the names. Aquinas, bless him, had already ordered the meal and prepared the seating arrangements, so there was nothing for me to do but approve them."
"And with whom shall we be dining?" I asked, yawning broadly.
"Heavens, I do not know half of them. Uncle Fly, of course, and Snow, the curate. Oh, and Father has apparently decided to begin his Christmas charity early—Emma and Lucy Phipps are here."
"You are in a foul mood, dearest. Perhaps you'd better have some whiskey before you go down."
She tossed a cushion at me and I caught it neatly, tucking it behind my head. "Besides, I always liked Emma and Lucy. They were nice-enough girls."
"But so desperately poor, Julia. Did it never trouble you, the way they would simply stare into our wardrobes and fondle our clothes? And Emma always read my books without asking leave. It was rude."
"She is our cousin! And she was our guest, in case you have forgotten."
Portia gave a little snort. "I was never permitted to. Every Easter for a fortnight. The dreadful orphans come to gape at the earl's children like monkeys in the zoo."
"You are a dreadful snob. Their lives were appalling. Can you imagine what it must have been like to live with those terrible old hags?"
She shivered, and we fell silent again. Emma and Lucy's history was not a happy one. Father's youngest aunt, Rosalind, had been a great beauty, the toast of Regency London, showered with a hundred proposals of marriage during her season. But she had scorned them all, eloping in the dead of night with a footman. Proud as a Roman empress, she took nothing from her family, and suffered as a result. They were desperately poor, and a series of miscarriages left Rosalind in poor health, her body ailing and her beauty wrecked on the shoals of her pride. At last she had a healthy child, but poor Rosalind did not live to see it draw breath. Her three sisters swooped in and took the infant from its father, or to be entirely accurate, bought the child, for ten pounds and a good horse. They called her Silvia and raised her in seclusion, as they believed befitted the issue of such a scandalous marriage, and it was no great surprise to anyone when Silvia went the way of her mother. She married a poor man without the blessing of her family, and lived to regret it. Silvia, too, bore half a dozen dead children, with only Emma to show for it. Ten years later, Lucy was born, and Silvia was buried by her aunts who clucked sorrowfully and gathered up the motherless girls and took them home. Their father vanished from the story, although Emma, an inveterate teller of tales, claimed he was a pirate prince, sailing the seas until he had amassed enough treasure to bring his daughters home. I never had the heart to scorn her for the lie. The aunts took the girls in their turn, sending them to the Abbey every Easter, for what they called "their respite". I had had some idea that they had been educated for governessing or work as ladies' companions. I had not seen either of them in years, and I was curious as to what had become of them.
"What have they been doing these last years? I have not had news of them."
Portia shrugged. "Emma took a post some years ago as a governess. She has been with a family in Northumberland."
"Good gracious," I murmured. "One must pity her that."
"Indeed.
And Lucy has been in
I pulled a face. Aunt Dorcas was, in fact, Father's aunt, which made her only slightly younger than God Himself. She was one of the trio of frightening old aunts Father called the Weird Sisters. These were the aunts that had had the raising of Emma and Lucy, and apparently Lucy had not yet managed to effect her escape.
"Poor child. Not much of a life for either of them, is it? Emma bossing other people's children about, and Lucy tending to that horrid old woman. I can't imagine which of them has the worst of it."
Portia arched a brow at me. "There but for the grace of God, dearest."
I nodded. "We are indeed the lucky ones. Now who else has been invited?" I asked Portia, stretching out my foot toward the fire.
"A pack
of gentlemen I do not know, including Sir Cedric Eastley—I believe I have heard
Father mention him, though I cannot recollect why—and a Viscount Wargrave,
whoever he may be. Doubtless he will be a thousand years old and spend all of
dinner leering down my décolletage. Then there is a fellow called
I blinked at her. "You are joking. She must be nearly ninety."
"Nearer eighty," Portia corrected, "and with a host of indelicate habits, the likes of which I shall not alarm you with." She paused and her expression turned thoughtful. "Hortense is here."
"Is she? How lovely! She wrote the most delightful letters when I was abroad. I shall be exceedingly pleased to see her."
Portia's eyes narrowed. "You are a singular woman, Julia. I would have thought, given her notoriety, you might have found it a bit much that Father invited her."
"It seems a curious sort of hypocrisy to object to Hortense on the grounds that she was once a courtesan. Aunt Hermia has been rescuing prostitutes for years and forcing them on us as maids. Consider Morag," I reminded her. Morag had been one of Aunt Hermia's most doubtful successes. She was skilled enough, but entirely incapable of keeping a position with anyone who expected a conventional maid.
"Yes, but Father. He seems quite smitten with her. What if he marries her?"
"Then I shall give them a nice present and ask if I may be a bridesmaid."
"Ass. You are not taking this at all seriously."
"Because it is ridiculous. Father is nearly seventy, Hortense will not see sixty again. And she is delightful besides. Who are we to thwart their happiness?"
Portia nodded
slowly. "I suppose you are right. Still, I would have thought you would
have minded about her. Because of
She was
watching me closely, and with some effort, I forced my voice to casualness.
"The fact that she was
"I know what you said, Julia, but that is not necessarily what you believe. You are a faithful creature. I would be quite surprised if you were not still harbouring a tendresse for him."
"I thought you were the one encouraging me to molest our young houseguest with unwelcome attentions."
She snorted.
"If you believe your attentions would be unwelcome, you are dafter than I
thought. Do not think I failed to notice, dearest, you did not deny you still
have feelings for
"Then let me do so now. Nicholas Brisbane is a person I will always think of with affection, for more reasons than I can enumerate. But as for any sort of future with him—"
The dressing bell sounded before I could finish, for which I was rather grateful.
Morag appeared
then, and Portia tarried a few moments longer, bullying Morag into piling my
hair onto my head. I had cropped it some months before, but had let it grow
during my travels, and with a bit of artful pinning it looked quite becoming.
Portia left as Morag was buttoning me into a severe crimson satin gown. There
was not a ruffle or furbelow to be found on it, not the merest scrap of lace or
tiniest frill. The simplicity was startling. I powdered my nose lightly and
daubed a bit of rouge onto my cheeks, touching my lips with a rosy salve I had
purchased in
I started from
the room, then as an afterthought, Portia's words ringing in my ears, I hurried
to my writing table instead. My morocco portfolio lay atop it, still clasped
since I had last seen it in
But I did not
consider. I wore it as a curiosity instead, a piece of interest I might have
bought in
The dinner bell sounded as I left the room, and I hastened down the gallery. For all his eccentricities, Father disapproved of tardiness. I fairly flew down the staircase and along the corridor to the nave. From there it was some distance to the hall, but I could see the great wooden doors, fifteen feet high and propped open, light spilling over the great stones of the floor. Just outside the doors, in what had been one of the tiniest chapels, stood Maurice, the enormous stuffed bear one of our great-uncles had brought home as a trophy from a hunting expedition to Canada. He was a frightful old thing, with huge, sharp yellow teeth and claws that had terrified me as a child, and the bear bore him a striking resemblance. But now the bear was moth-eaten, and looked slightly embarrassed at the bald patches where we children had rubbed off his fur from too many games of sardines. I lurked behind him for a moment to catch my breath. The nave was deserted, the long shadows stretching empty up to the webbed hammerbeams of the ceiling. It appeared everyone else had already arrived. I took a slow, calming breath, then slipped through the doors.
As the Chapel
of the Nine Altars, the hall had been built on mammoth proportions, and it had
not been altered much over the years. A massive space, its walls were
punctuated with nine curved bays that had once housed the altars of the most
sacred place of the Abbey. The original stone had not been panelled, and the
effect was impressively medieval. Tapestries warmed the stones instead—great,
heavy things that told the story of a boar hunt in exquisite detail and rich
colours that had grown gently muted over the centuries. Two of the bays had
been converted to monolithic fireplaces, and in front of them wide
She came toward me, her colour high and her eyes bright. "Dearest, where have you been? You've been an age. I was just about to go and look for you."
"The bell just rang," I began, but she was already towing me across the room to where Father stood in conversation with another gentleman whose back, in beautifully tailored black, was facing me.
"Julia!" my father boomed, in delight, I think. I kissed him, breathing him in as I did so. Father always smelled of books and sweet tobacco, a receipt for comfort.
"Good evening, Father. I was terribly slighted that you were not available to welcome me, you know," I teased him, smoothing his wayward white hair. "I might think you had forgotten I am your favourite." It was a joke of long-standing among us children to make him admit he loved one of us best. None of us had ever caught him out yet.
Father smiled, but I sensed somehow it was not at my little jest. There was something more there, some greater mischief, and I knew, even before the gentleman turned to face me, that I was the hare in the snare.
"Julia, my dear, I believe you already know Lord Wargrave."
And there in front of me stood Nicholas Brisbane.
THE FOURTH
CHAPTER
Mischief, thou art afoot,
Take thou what course thou wilt.
—JULIUS CAESAR
I stood motionless for a lifetime it seemed, although I know it cannot have been more than a few seconds. I summoned a deliberate smile and extended my hand, forcing my voice to lightness. Rather unexpectedly, both were steady.
"
He shook my
hand as briefly as courtesy would permit, bowing from the neck, his face coolly
impassive as Plum's beloved
"My lady. Welcome home from your travels."
My smile was polite, wintry, nothing more. Any observer might have thought us the most casual of acquaintances. But I was deeply conscious of Father and Portia watching us intently.
"Thank you. Did I understand Father correctly? Are congratulations in order?"
"The elevation is a very recent one. In fact the letters patent have not yet been read. His lordship is overhasty in his compliments," he said mildly, but I knew him well enough to know this was no façade of modesty. Brisbane himself would not care about titles, and I could only imagine he would accept one because it ensured his entrée into the highest circles of society—a useful privilege for someone in his profession.
For my part, I
was impressed in spite of myself. I was one of the few people who knew the
truth of
"I did not realise you were staying at the Abbey, my lord. I confess I am surprised to see you here."
Father's eyes
were open very wide, a sure sign he had been up to mischief. He was incapable
of feigning innocence. I looked from him to
I had just opened my mouth to tease him when he looked past me and beckoned sharply to a lady hesitating shyly on the edge of our circle. I had not noticed her before, but now I wondered how that was possible.
"My
lady,"
I know that I
put out my hand, and that she took it, because I looked down to see my fingers
grasped warmly in hers, but I felt nothing. I had gone quite numb as I took in
the implication of what
"Mrs.
King," I murmured. Recovering myself quickly, I fixed a smile on my lips
and repeated the greeting I had given
"And
welcome back to
She was a truly lovely creature, all chocolate-box sweetness with a round, dimpled face and luscious colouring. She had clouds of hair the same honeyed red-blond I had admired on a Titian Madonna. Her eyes were wide and almost indescribably blue. She had a plump, rosebud mouth and an adorably tiny nose unadorned by even a single freckle. Only the chin, small and pointed like a cat's, belied the sweetness of her expression. There was firmness there, perhaps even stubbornness, although now she was smiling at me in mute invitation to befriend her. Unlike me, she wore widow's weeds, although touches of purple indicated her loss was not a recent one. The black suited her though, highlighting a certain fragile delicacy of complexion no cosmetic could ever hope to simulate. She was a Fragonard milkmaid, a Botticelli nymph. I hated her instantly.
"I am so very pleased to make your acquaintance, my lady," she was saying. "Lord Wargrave has told me simply everything about you. I know we are going to be very great friends." She was earnest as a puppy, and I had little doubt most people found her charming.
"Has he indeed? How very kind you are," I said, fingering the pendant at my throat. It had been an involuntary action, and I realised as soon as my fingers touched the cool silver it was a mistake. Mrs. King's bright blue gaze fixed on the piece at once.
"What an unusual pendant. Did you acquire it on your travels?" she asked, peering closely at the coin.
"No. It was a gift," I said, covering its face with a finger. I turned to Brisbane, who was watching our exchange closely. I nodded toward the sling. "I see you have managed to injure yourself, my lord. Nothing serious, I hope."
He lifted a brow. "Not at all. A nasty spill from a horse a fortnight ago, nothing more. His lordship was kind enough to invite me to recuperate here away from the bustle of the city."
"And you will be here for Christmas as well?" I asked, forcing my tone to brightness.
"As will my fiancée," he replied coolly, locking those witch-black eyes onto mine.
I did not
blink. "Excellent. I shall look forward to getting to know her
intimately." The words were blandly spoken, but
His gaze wavered slightly, and I inclined my head. "I do hope you will excuse me. I must greet the other guests. Mrs. King, a pleasure," I said, withdrawing from the group. Father caught my eye, his own eyes bright with mischief. I turned my head, not surprised to find Portia at my elbow.
"Well done, dearest," she whispered.
"Whiskey," I hissed. "Now."
In another of the little altar alcoves a sideboard had been arranged with spirits of every variety. We made our way to the whiskey decanter and stood with our backs to the room. Portia poured out a generous measure for both of us and we each took a healthy, choking sip. I swallowed hard and fixed her with an Inquisitor's stare.
"I shall only ask you once. Did you know?"
She paled, then took another sip of her whiskey, colour flooding her cheeks instantly. "Of course not. I knew Father meant to invite him down for Christmas. I thought it might be a nice surprise for you. But I had no idea he was being elevated, nor that he had that…that creature with him. How could he?"
Portia shot
"Then you are as daft as I. Drink up. We cannot hover over the spirits all evening. We must mingle with the other guests."
She stared at me as though I had lost my senses. "But are you not—"
"Of course, dearest. I am entirely shattered. Now finish your whiskey. I see Aunt Dorcas mouldering in an armchair by the fire and I must say hello to her before she decays completely."
Portia's eyes narrowed. "You are not shattered. You are smiling. What are you about?"
"Nothing," I told her firmly. "But I have my pride. And as you pointed out," I said with a nod toward Alessandro, "I have alternatives."
Alessandro smiled back at me, shyly, his colour rising a little.
Portia poked me. "What are you thinking?"
I put our glasses on the table and looped my arm through hers, pulling her toward Aunt Dorcas.
"I was
simply thinking what a delight it will be to introduce Alessandro to
* * *
Aunt Dorcas had established herself in the armchair nearest the fire, and it looked as though it would take all of the Queen's army to roust her out of it. No one would call her plump, for plumpness implies something jolly or pleasant, and Aunt Dorcas was neither of those. She was solid, with a sense of permanence about her, as though she had always existed and meant to go on doing so forever. Disturbingly for a woman of her size and age, she had a penchant for girlish ruffles and bows. She was draped in endless layers of pink silk and wrapped in an assortment of lace shawls, with lace mitts on her hands and an enormous lace cap atop her thinning hair. She wore only pearls, yards of them, dripping from her décolletage and drawing the eye to her wrinkled skin. She had gone yellow with age, like vellum, and every bit of her was the colour of stained ivory—teeth, hair, skin, and the long nails that tapped out a tuneless melody on the arm of her chair. But her eyesight was sharp, and her hearing even better. She was talking to, or rather at, Hortense de Bellefleur, Father's particular friend. Hortense was stitching placidly at a bit of luscious violet silk. She was dressed with a Frenchwoman's natural elegance in a simple gown of biscuit silk, an excellent choice for a lady of her years. She looked up as we approached, smiling a welcome. Aunt Dorcas simply raised her cane to poke my stomach.
"Stop
there. I don't need you breathing all over me. Where have you been, Julia Grey?
Gallivanting about
Her voice carried, and I darted a quick glance at Hortense, but she seemed entirely unperturbed. Then again, very little ever perturbed Hortense.
"Xenophobic as ever, I see, Aunt Dorcas," I said brightly.
"Eh? Well, never mind. You've put on a bit of weight you have, and lost that scrawny look. You were a most unpromising child, but you have turned out better than I would have thought."
The praise was grudging, but extremely complimentary coming from Aunt Dorcas. She turned to Hortense.
"Julia was always plain, not like Portia there. Portia has always been the one to turn men's heads, haven't you, poppet?"
"And some ladies'," I murmured. Portia smothered a cough, her shoulders shaking with laughter.
"Yes, Aunt Dorcas, but you must agree Julia is quite the beauty now," my sister put in loyally.
"She will do," Aunt Dorcas said, a trifle unwillingly, I thought.
I bent swiftly to kiss Hortense's cheek. "Welcome home, chérie," she whispered. "It is good to see you."
Simple words, but they had the whole world in them, and I squeezed her shoulder affectionately. "And you."
"Come to my boudoir tomorrow. We will have a pot of chocolate and you will tell me everything," she said softly, with a knowing wink toward Alessandro.
Before I could reply, Aunt Dorcas poked me again with her cane. "You are too close."
I obeyed, moving to stand near Portia. "Portia tells me you have been staying here. I hope you find it comfortable."
Aunt Dorcas puffed out her lips in a gesture of disgust. "This old barn? It is draughty, and I suspect haunted besides. All the same, I think it very mean of Hector not to invite me more often. I am family after all."
I thought of poor Father, forced to face the old horror for months on end, and I hurried to dissuade her. "You would be terribly bored here. Father spends all his time in his study, working on papers for the Shakespearean Society."
"The Abbey is indeed draughty," Portia put in quickly. "And we do have ghosts. At least seven. Most of them monks, you know. I shouldn't be surprised if one walked abroad tonight, what with all of the excitement of the house party. They get very agitated with new people about. Do let us know if you see a holy brother robed in white."
Portia's expression was deadly earnest and it was all I could do not to burst out laughing. But Aunt Dorcas was perfectly serious.
"Then we must have a séance. I shall organise one myself. I have some experience as a medium, you know. I have most considerable gifts of a psychic nature."
"I have no doubt," I told her, shooting Portia a meaningful look.
Portia put an arm about my waist. "Aunt Dorcas, it has been lovely seeing you, but I simply must tear Julia away. She hasn't spoken to half the room yet, and I am worried she might give offense."
Aunt Dorcas waved one of her lace scarves at us, shooing us away, and I threw Hortense an apologetic glance over my shoulder.
"I do feel sorry for dear Hortense. However did she get landed with the old monstrosity?"
Portia shrugged. "We have suffered with Aunt Dorcas for the whole of our lives. Hortense is fresh blood. Let her have a turn. Ah, here is someone who is anxious to see you."
She directed me toward a small knot of guests gathered around a globe, two ladies and two gentlemen. As we drew near, one of the ladies spun round and shrieked.
"Julia!" She threw her arms about me, embracing me soundly.
I patted her shoulder awkwardly. "Hello, Lucy. How lovely to see you." She drew back, but kept my hands firmly in her own.
"Oh, I am so pleased you have arrived. I've been fairly bursting to tell you my news!"
"Dear me, for the carpet's sake, I hope not. What news, my dear?"
She tittered at the joke and gave me a playful slap.
"Oh, you always were so silly! I am to be married. Here, at the Abbey. In less than a week. What do you make of that?"
She was fairly vibrating with excitement, and I realised I was actually rather pleased to see her. Lucy was one of the most conventional of my relations, a welcome breath of normality in a family notorious for its eccentricity. To my knowledge, Lucy was one of the few members of our family never to have been written up in the newspapers for some scandal or other. We exchanged occasional holiday letters, nothing more. I had not seen her in years, but I was astonished at how little she had changed. Her hair was still the same rich red, the colour of winter apples, and springing with life. And her expression, one of perpetual good humour, was unaltered.
"My heartiest good wishes," I told her. I glanced behind her to where the other lady stood, a quiet figure, her poise all the more noticeable against Lucy's ebullience.
"Emma!" I said, moving forward to embrace her. "I am happy to see you."
Emma was wearing a particularly trying shade of green that did nothing for her soft, doe-brown eyes, her one good feature. Her hair was unfashionably red, like Lucy's, but where Lucy's was curly and vibrant with colour, Emma's was straight and so dull as to be almost brown. She wore it in a severe plait that she wound about her head, pinned tightly. Her face was unremarkable; her features would have suited the muslin wimple of a cloistered sister. But she smiled at me, a warm, genuine smile, and for a moment I forgot her plainness.
"Julia, you must tell us all about your travels. We have just been discussing Lucy's wedding trip," she told me, motioning with one small, lily-white hand toward the globe. Flanking it were the two gentlemen, one the elder by some two decades, and clearly the other's superior in rank and wealth. His evening clothes were expensively made and the jewel in his cravat was an impressive sapphire. Lucy went to him and put her arm shyly in his.
"Julia, I should like to present my fiancé, Sir Cedric Eastley."
If I was startled, I endeavoured not to show it. Had I been asked to choose, I would have picked the younger man for Lucy's betrothed. He looked only a handful of years her elder, while Sir Cedric might well have been her father.
"Cedric, this is my cousin, Lady Julia Grey."
He took the hand I offered, his manners carefully correct, although not from the schoolroom, I fancied. There was the slightest hesitation in his gestures, as though he were taking a fleeting second to remember a lesson he had only recently been taught. He performed flawlessly, but not naturally, and it occurred to me this was a man who had brought himself up in the world, by his own efforts, and his baronetcy had been his reward.
Lucy gestured toward the younger man, a tall, slightly built fellow with a pleasant expression and quite beautiful eyes.
"And this is Sir Cedric's cousin and secretary, Henry Ludlow."
Unlike Sir
Cedric's very new, very costly clothing,
"Until
the new year," she announced. "Cedric and I will be married here in
the Abbey on Saturday by the vicar. Then we mean to stay through Christmas. It
will be like the old times again, with all of the
"Emma mentioned a wedding trip," I said, gesturing toward the globe. It was a sad affair, much mauled by us as children and by Crab, Father's beloved mastiff. She had taken to carrying it around with her as a pup, and by the time Father had trained her not to do so, the globe was beyond salvation.
Sir Cedric
pointed to
I nodded.
"
Portia commandeered me again, excusing us from the little group and guiding me to where Violante and Lysander were standing with Alessandro. Violante was resplendent in a flame-coloured gown, her expression sedate. Father had given her a noticeably wide berth, and I wondered if he had spoken to her at all. I imagined he had given her a cursory welcome and then excused himself to speak with anyone else. To make up for his neglect, I addressed her with deliberate warmth.
"Violante,
how lovely you look. That gown suits you. You look like sunset over the
She smiled, her slow, lazy smile. "Grazie, Giulia." She waved her glass at me. "What am I drinking? It is very good."
I looked at her glass and grimaced. "That is Aunt Dorcas' frightful elderberry cordial. I am surprised at Aquinas pouring it for you before dinner."
"Plum, he brought it. I tell him I want something English to drink. Lysander, he has the whiskey, but I am given this. It is very nice."
Well,
She blinked at me. "Che cosa?"
I searched for the word, but Alessandro stepped in smoothly. "La suda," he said softly. She looked at him a moment, then shrugged.
Portia elbowed me gently aside. "Alessandro, have you met my father yet?"
Alessandro shook his head. "I regret, no, my lady. His lordship has been very busy with his other guests."
Even before she spoke the words aloud, I knew what she was about. "In that case, Julia, you must perform the introductions. I know Father must be simply perishing to meet your friend."
I glanced over
to where Father stood, still in conversation with
"Of course," I said faintly. "Portia, are you coming, dearest?"
"Oh, I thought I would get to know our delightful new sister-in-law," she said, delivering the coup de grâce. "But do not let me keep you."
"Come
along, Alessandro," I said through gritted teeth. He cupped my elbow in
his hand, guiding me gently—a wholly pleasant sensation, but I was still annoyed.
I should not have been the one to make the introductions. He had been
And Portia was
determined to stir the pot with
"Father,"
I said, my voice a trifle thin, "I should like you to meet our friend,
Alessandro. He came with us from
Father turned
to greet Alessandro, welcoming him with more warmth than I would have imagined.
Alessandro accepted his welcome with exquisite courtesy, expressing his rapture
at being in
"Hmm, yes," Father said, his eyes moving swiftly between us. Alessandro's hand had lingered a moment too long at my elbow, and Father had not missed it. "Your room is satisfactory?"
I suppressed a
sigh. Father would not have cared if Alessandro had been lodged in the dovecote
with only a blanket to cover him and a stray cat for conversation. He meant to
detain him, to take the measure of him, and perhaps to let
"My room is very nice. It overlooks a maze, very lovely."
"Excellent.
You will want to see the maze up close, I'm sure. Mind you take a guide.
Devilish tricky to get out of," Father said, laughing heartily. I stared
at him. Father was never jolly. He was putting on dreadfully for Alessandro,
and I was just about to send manners to the devil and lead Alessandro away when
"Nicholas Brisbane."
Alessandro
clasped his hand and bowed formally. "Mr. Brisbane." Father gave a
guffaw. "Not just
"Milord," Alessandro amended.
"Quite," I said sharply. "Ah, I see Uncle Fly and his curate have finally arrived. Come along, Alessandro. I should like to introduce you to my godfather."
Before I could manage our escape, Father caught sight of Uncle Fly and bellowed out, "What kept you, Fly? Damned inconsiderate to make me wait for my dinner."
Uncle Fly laughed and clapped a hand to Lucian Snow's shoulder. "Blame the lad. He was an hour tying his cravat. Doubtless to impress the ladies."
Father and Uncle Fly chuckled like schoolboys, and Lucian Snow smiled good-naturedly. "Well, with such lovely company a gentleman must trouble himself to look his best," he said, sweeping the room with a gallant nod. A few ladies tittered, but I realised Portia was not among them. She had taken herself off, and I cursed her for a traitor that she had dropped me in it so neatly and then fled.
But I had no time to consider her whereabouts. Uncle Fly had made a beeline for me, Snow following in his wake. My godfather smothered me in an embrace that smelled of cherry brandy and something more—earth, no doubt. Uncle Fly was an inveterate gardener and spent most of his time puttering in his gardens and conservatory. No matter how often he scrubbed them, his hands were always marked with tiny lines dark with soil, like rivers on an ancient map. His fingertips were stained green, his lapels dusted with velvety yellow pollen. And his hair, tufts of fluffy white cotton that stood out about his head where he had tugged at it in distraction, was usually ornamented with a leaf or petal, and on one memorable occasion, a grasshopper.
His curate could not have cut a more opposite figure. He was taller than the diminutive Fly by half a foot, and more slender, although one would never think him slight. His posture was impeccable; he was straight as a lance, with a slight lift of the chin that made it seem as if he were gazing at some distant horizon. But when the introductions were made and he bowed over my hand, his eyes were fixed firmly on mine. They were warm, melting brown, like a spaniel's, and they were merry. He twinkled at me like a practised rogue, and I found myself wondering how a man like him had come to hold the post of curate in an obscure country village. I introduced him to Alessandro, and Snow gamely attempted to greet him in Italian. It was laboured and wildly ungrammatical, but he laughed at his own mistakes, and Alessandro tactfully pretended not to notice.
Just then I saw Portia slip in, her expression smug. Before I could accost her, Aquinas entered and announced dinner. There was a bit of a scramble for partners, but since we were an odd number with more gentlemen than ladies, Portia insisted we dispense with etiquette and instructed each gentleman to choose the lady he wished to lead in.
To my surprise, Lucian Snow offered me his arm. "My lady, I hope you will do me the honour?"
I hesitated. Alessandro was hovering near, too polite to dispute with Snow, but a little dejected, I think. Just then Portia glided over, and slid her arm through Alessandro's.
"I do hope you will escort me, Alessandro. I simply couldn't bear to walk in on the arm of one of my brothers."
That was a bit
thick, I thought. Lysander was already steering Violante to the door, and
"It would be my honour, Lady Bettiscombe."
I turned to Lucian Snow with a smile. "Certainly."
I took his arm, and he favoured me with a smile in return, a charming, dimpled smile that doubtless made him a great pet of the ladies. His features were so regular, so beautifully proportioned, he might have been an artist's model. One could easily fancy him posed in a suit of polished armour, light burnishing his golden hair, his spear poised over a rampant dragon. St. George, captured in oils at his moment of triumph.
"I must tell you, Lady Julia, I was not at all pleased at being invited here tonight," he said as we passed through the great double doors. Those warm spaniel eyes were twinkling again.
"Oh? And why not? Are we as fearsome as all that?"
"Not at all. But his lordship has been gracious enough to invite me to dine at least once a fortnight since I came to Blessingstoke, and I have gained half a stone. Another few weeks and I shall not be able to fit through that door," he said, his expression one of mock horror.
My gaze skimmed his athletic figure. "Mr. Snow, you are baiting me to admire your physique. It will not serve. I am an honest widow, and you, sir, I suspect are an outrageous flirt."
He laughed and gave my arm a friendly squeeze. "I know it is entirely presumptuous of me, Lady Julia, but I think we are going to be very great friends."
I raised a brow at him. Curates in country villages were not often befriended by the daughters of earls. But our village was a small one, and Father rarely stood on his dignity. He preferred the company of interesting people, and would happily speak with a footman over a bishop if the footman had better conversation. He must have made something of Snow for the curate to have been invited to dinner so often, and Snow seemed to be preening a bit under his favour.
The curate leaned closer, his expression mockingly serious. "I have offended you by my plain speaking. I am struck to the heart with contrition." He rolled his eyes heavenward, and thumped his chest with a closed fist.
"Gracious, Mr. Snow, are you ever serious?"
He rolled his eyes down to look at me. "On a very few subjects, on a very few occasions. I shall leave it to you to find them out, my lady."
He was an ass, but an amusing one. I primmed my mouth against the smile that twitched there.
"I shall look forward to the discovery," I said solemnly. We exchanged a smile, and I thought then that this might very well be the most interesting house party that Bellmont Abbey had seen since Shakespeare had spent a fortnight here, confined to bed with a spring cold. Of course, I was entirely correct about that, but for reasons I could never have imagined.
THE FIFTH
CHAPTER
Let it serve for table-talk;
Then, howsoe'er thou speak'st, 'mong other things,
I shall digest it.
—THE MERCHANT OF
The dining
hall was an impressive, handsome chamber carved out of the space of the north
transept. It had been fitted with a tremendous fireplace and a table long
enough to seat forty. We entered to find the seating arrangements at sixes and
sevens. I blamed Portia. Aquinas, if left to his own devices, would have
manfully struggled to create some order out of our uneven family party. But
Portia had absented herself just before dinner, and the organisation of the
place cards demonstrated a wicked sense of mischief afoot. Aunt Dorcas had been
slotted between
As soon as we were arranged, Father took up his glass and the company did likewise. He raised his high in a patently theatrical gesture, and proclaimed in a resonant voice, "'Now good digestion wait on appetite, and health on both!'"
There was a chorus of "Hear, hear!", but as we drank deeply, I remembered that quote. It was from Macbeth, and I wondered with a shiver if that bloody play was an omen of things to come.
Just then Father's mastiff, Crab, pushed her way under the table, followed by her pack of pups. Mrs. King squealed—at a wet nose thrust under her petticoat to sniff her ankle, no doubt.
Father lifted the tablecloth, upsetting a few goblets and overturning a cruet of vinegar. "Down, you lot!" he thundered, and the dogs obeyed, settling themselves under chairs and onto feet, waiting docilely for a few titbits to be dropped. I smiled at how normal it all seemed. Well, normal for us in any event. I persuaded myself that I was being fanciful with my thoughts of omens, and I slipped a bit of lobster patty to one of the pups.
As we were finishing the fish course, talk turned to the wedding, and I heard Lucy chattering happily about the arrangements.
"Aunt
Hermia has been an utter lamb. Before she left for
She was wistful, and Uncle Fly, who took a rather liberal view on church matters, waved his fish fork at her. "My dear girl, if you want flowers, have them. With the wedding here in the Abbey chapel and not at St. Barnabas in the village, no one is to know or care if you put a bit of nonsense here and there."
Lucy clasped her hands, her face alight with pleasure. "Do you mean it? Really? Oh, I should love that!"
Uncle Fly shrugged. "If you will come to the vicarage tomorrow, I will show you what I have in the conservatory just now. We can do better than a bit of holly, I'll warrant."
She was effusive in her thanks, but Uncle Fly merely nodded and applied himself to his fish. He was a great trencherman, and nothing pleased him more than a hearty meal from the Abbey kitchens.
"The pudding!" I said suddenly, and rather more loudly than I had intended. Conversation around the table stuttered to a halt, and everyone's eyes fixed on me curiously. "Yesterday. It was Stir-up Sunday, and Aunt Hermia was not here to make certain the puddings were stirred. And we were not here to make our wishes."
This was a calamity indeed. As long as Christmas had been celebrated at Bellmont Abbey, the family had gathered in the kitchens after church on Stir-up Sunday to give the Christmas puddings a stir and make a wish. Traditionally, there had been one great pudding for the entire household, but with ten children, Father had quickly seen the wisdom in having Cook prepare a small pudding for each of us. We would stand in a row, swathed in aprons, some of us tottering on stools as we dragged the long wooden spoons through the heavy batter, chanting together the traditional rhyme:
Stir up, we beseech thee,
The pudding in the pot;
And when we get home
We'll eat the lot.
As we stirred,
Aunt Hermia would peer over our shoulders, reminding us to make our wishes, and
to stir from east to west in honour of the Three Kings. Then she would flap her
hands, turning us from the room so she might add the charms to the puddings, a
thimble for a lucky life, a ring to foretell marriage, a silver sixpence to betoken
wealth to come. It was one of my favourite customs of the holiday, and not just
for the festivity of the stirring-up. The puddings were heavenly, richly spiced
and studded with golden raisins and currants and all manner of good things. But
with Aunt Hermia in
"Do not fret," Father said with a benevolent smile. "We have had a saviour in the shape of Mrs. King. She organised the stirring-up yesterday. She even made certain there would be extra puddings for those of you come lately."
I looked at Mrs. King who had coloured delicately, a light stain of rose across her round cheeks.
"You are too generous with your praise, my lord," she said. But for all her modesty, it was apparent she was quite pleased to be singled out for such approbation.
"How very kind of you," I said with deliberate sweetness, "to put yourself to so much trouble for strangers."
If she felt the barb, she did not show it. She merely shook her head emphatically.
"Not at all, my lady. His lordship has been so kind to me, and so very good to Lord Wargrave." She hesitated, darting a bashful gaze at her fiancé. "It was the very least I could do. The very least."
I gave her a bland smile and was greatly relieved when the footmen stepped forward to remove the fish plates. We moved on to the next course, and the conversation turned as well. I never knew who introduced the subject, but after a moment I realised Father and Mr. Snow were engaged in a rather brisk discussion of the Gypsies.
"But surely you must see, my lord, that permitting them to camp on your land only encourages their lifestyle," Lucian Snow was saying to Father.
Father regarded him with something akin to amusement. Father loves nothing better than a spirited debate, and I have often seen him adopt a contrary opinion in the company of like-minded people, simply for the sport of disputing with them. But on this issue, I knew his mind. He was not sporting with Mr. Snow; he was completely in opposition, and it was a position he would defend to the death, regardless of the rules of hospitality.
"Mr. Snow, are we not enjoined by the Holy Scriptures themselves to aid our brethren? Surely providing a bit of ground for their camp and a stick of wood for a fire to warm them is an act of charity."
"A misplaced charity," Snow replied earnestly, "for which the rest of the village will have to pay. Will you be responsible, my lord, when the shops are victims of thievery, when the farmers are victims of pilfering, when women are victims of—"
Emma gave a soft little shriek and raised her napkin to her lips. Father held up a hand. "That is enough, Snow. The Romany have camped on my lands as long as I have been lord of this manor. Never once have they repaid my hospitality with the ingratitude you have suggested."
"Nor would they," I put in swiftly. "To steal from their host would violate the very code by which they live their lives."
Mr. Snow turned to me, his expression sorrowful. "Your womanly compassion does you great credit, my lady, but I am certain you would share my opinion if you understood the depths of degradation to which these poor souls must sink. But I cannot bring myself to speak of such grim particulars to a lady."
Across from
me,
"What do you propose, Mr. Snow?" I asked him plainly.
Lucian Snow laid down his fork, clearly more enthused about the topic at hand than his dinner. It was a pity really. Cook had outdone herself with port sauce for the venison.
"There are those who believe that the children may be saved, my lady, if only they are removed from the influence of their parents' savagery at a sufficiently youthful age. I am one of those. I think if the children can be taken into good Christian homes, educated, taught their letters and numbers and basic hygiene, a skill or craft by which they may earn an honest wage, their lives may be immeasurably enriched. The poverty of their vagabond lifestyle is so wrenching, so contrary to morality and civility, that a complete break is the only way to save these poor lost children."
I blinked at him and laid down my own fork. "You advocate taking children away from their natural mothers? Away from the only family they have ever known? Mr. Snow, I cannot think that is the foundation of any useful programme."
I was deeply
conscious of the rest of the party listening to our exchange. My family were
accustomed to sparring with guests; debate had always been a bit of a blood
sport for
"My dear lady," Snow was saying, "how can we possibly persuade them there is a better way unless they are given no opportunity to fall back on their own vile habits? I believe your own aunt, Lady Hermia, embraces a similar philosophy at her refuge in Whitechapel."
Hoist with my own petard. It was true Aunt Hermia kept the prostitutes secluded on the premises of her reformatory until they were well on the path to decency. She feared the lure of easy money would be too strong for them when they were first applying themselves to their new way of life. But I was not about to concede the point to Snow.
"Those women are adults, sir. They choose freely to come to the reformatory. It is only in the difficult first weeks, when they are being weaned off drink and a host of other vices, that she restricts their freedoms. And they are free to leave at any time and never return."
"My lady," Mr. Snow replied, "I can only put to you this question—what sort of monsters must these people be to deny their children a warm and safe home, without security, without education, without Christian principles?"
"In that
case, why don't you just have done with it and drown the lot like
kittens?"
I opened my
mouth to intervene with some inane, harmless remark, but Mr. Snow had the
situation well in hand. He gave a quick laugh and flashed
"Ah, you
have been in
"Indeed not," Plum returned, his handsome mouth twisted with sarcasm. "I think little of a man whose morality may be swayed by his company. A man ought to think for himself and know what is right, and what I know to be right, Mr. Snow," he added with deadly precision, "is that those Roma have as much right as you or I to rear their families as they see fit."
I sighed. I
had forgotten how rabid
The Gypsies
dried his clothes and fed him, and when he was full and content, they brought
him home, explaining patiently that if a lord's son was found among them, they
would be taken in for kidnapping.
But Mr. Snow was determined to avoid a quarrel. He raised a hand, his expression genial. "Peace, Mr. Eglamour! I would no more spar with you than with your lovely sister. And indeed, who could be at odds when we have such good food, such fine company, and such a festive occasion?"
He raised his
glass to us then, and we responded in kind, although I noticed
Father settled back in his chair, clearly enjoying himself. "I propose a visit then. Tomorrow. We shall gather our party together and go to Blessingstoke. Fly can show off his church and his vicarage garden, what's left of it at this time of year at least. And we can call on the Romanies as well. The gentlemen can look over the horses, and what lady does not like to have her fortune told?"
There was a flash of excitement, murmurs from every quarter. Only Aunt Dorcas spoke audibly. "You oughtn't mix with them, Hector," she said to Father. "Some here might be unbelievers, and the presence of sceptics will disrupt the vibrations of their psychic gifts."
"For God's sake," I heard Lysander mutter, "has she been at the whiskey again?"
"Gin,"
Unfortunately,
Aunt Dorcas, like most of the aunts, had a tendency to tipple. None of them
admitted to it, of course. Most of them sipped whiskey genteelly by the
spoonful, claiming it was medicinal. Aunt Dorcas took a more forthright
approach. She carried a flask, filled every morning by her devoted maid. For
many years, the flask was tucked into her knitting bag, but when
Aunt Dorcas opened her mouth again, but Father was too quick for her. "We shall make an outing of it. Any who do not wish to go may stay here, of course, but the rest of us mean to enjoy ourselves, vibrations be damned. Now, let us speak of something else. I am thoroughly bored with this subject. Mrs. King, have you read Lord Dalkeith's paper on the use of classical allusion in the sonnets of Shakespeare? It's rubbish of course, but I wondered what you thought of it."
Aunt Dorcas lapsed into furious silence, or rather into furiously muttering at her vegetables. But as her complaints were not audible to the rest of the company, we ignored her and turned our attention to Mrs. King.
She had ducked
her head at Father's question and was blushing furiously, darting little
glances from under her lashes. "Oh, your lordship, I hardly think I
possess either the education or the natural intelligence to speak on such
matters in such company. But I did think Lord Dalkeith's point about the
Parthenon to be very well-argued, did you not, my lord?" she asked,
turning to
I looked from
And I wondered precisely what my father had been doing while I was away.
* * *
After the conversation about Shakespeare had wound to a close and the gâteau was thoroughly savoured, Portia rose and gestured for the ladies to follow. At Bellmont Abbey, ladies withdrew, but not in quite the same fashion as in other great houses. Here, ladies were taken to the lesser drawing room to drink their own spirits and smoke a bit of tobacco without the gentlemen present. Hoots always fussed about the smell getting into the draperies, but Aunt Hermia just told him to open the windows and sweep the carpets, that the dogs were worse. Usually, the ladies greatly enjoyed a chance to "let down their back hair", and even the primmest of women was seduced into conviviality by our habits. Confidences were exchanged, little jokes made, and many ladies later claimed that the evenings they spent at Bellmont Abbey were among the most amiable of their lives.
I, however, was in no mood to be amiable. I was tired from the journey, and more than a little eager to gain the privacy of my room and turn over the many questions that had been puzzling me all evening. But I did not have the energy to make my excuses to Portia. She could have taught Torquemada a thing or two about extracting information, and I knew I would not escape her without endless questions. It seemed simpler just to follow along and endure.
As we withdrew, I noticed Violante, lagging behind, her hand pressed to her stomach. I slowed my steps to match hers.
"Violante, are you quite all right?"
She nodded. "The English food. It is not very good. Heavy. Like rocks."
I bristled, but did not mention how perfectly inedible I had found gnocchi. "I am sorry you are unwell. Won't you join us for a little while? I can have Aquinas brew up a tisane for you."
She shook her head. "I have the fennel pastilles in my room. They make me right. Buona notte, Giulia."
I kissed her
cheek and sent her on her way, envying her a little. The poor girl looked every
bit as exhausted as I felt. But as I entered the lesser drawing room, I noticed
an undercurrent that immediately piqued my interest. Lucy and Emma were seated
on a sofa, their heads close together as they darted glances about the room and
murmured softly. Portia was busy fussing with decanters and glasses, and Aunt
Dorcas had entrenched herself firmly in the best armchair. Hortense had taken
up a book and was reading placidly. It was left to me to entertain
"And how are you enjoying your stay at the Abbey, Mrs. King?"
"Oh, it is an extraordinary place, my lady." She spread her hands, gesturing toward the single great column standing stalwartly in the centre of the room and the tapestries, older and smaller than those in the great drawing room, but depicting the same subject, a boar hunt. "This room alone quite takes my breath away."
I shrugged. "I suppose it is impressive enough on first viewing. This room used to be the chapter house, where the monks gathered for the abbot to read the Rule of the Order. The vaulting of the ceiling is quite remarkable, although in the family we think it's frightfully inconvenient. That central column is necessary for support, but it makes it devilishly difficult to arrange the furniture properly. Besides which, the room is draughty and the chimney never draws properly."
As if to prove my point, a gust of wind roared down the chimney, scattering sparks and ash on the hearth and a few bits of soot on Aunt Dorcas. If the night grew any windier, we should have to dust her.
"Well, perhaps it is not the most convenient of rooms," she temporised, "but the history, the very ancientness of the stones. I cannot imagine what they have seen. And the tapestries," she added, nodding toward the stitched panels. "They are enough to rival anything in a museum, I should think."
Portia joined us then, passing tiny glasses of port that shimmered like jewels in the candlelight.
"If you like the tapestries, you must ask Emma to tell you the story behind them. No one can spin a tale like Emma," Portia advised Mrs. King, gesturing with her glass to our cousin. "Emma, pay attention, my dear. I am telling tales out of school about you."
Emma started like a frightened pony, then relaxed, smiling at Portia. "What have you been saying to Mrs. King?"
"That you are a splendid spinner of stories, actually," I put in. "Mrs. King was admiring the tapestries, and Portia suggested you tell her the story behind them. She is quite right. No one does it as you do." I thought to raise her confidence a little. She had always been quiet, but there was a new shyness in her that troubled me. I felt Emma was in danger of becoming a sort of recluse, particularly now that Lucy was marrying. Emma had always lavished all of her attention on Lucy, and I wondered what would become of her once Lucy became Lady Eastley. It was to be hoped Lucy would repay her many kindnesses with a home when it was in her power to provide it. Emma could not be happy governessing in the wilds of Northumberland. It would be a poor showing on Lucy's part to leave her there.
"Come, Scheherezade, tell us a tale," I coaxed.
Emma flushed a little, not prettily as Mrs. King did, but a harsh red stain that tipped her nose and ears.
"If you really think that I should," she said, looking hesitantly at Lucy.
"You must," Lucy said firmly, and we added our voices to the chorus, insisting she take a chair nearer to the fire. She seated herself, turning so the light threw her face in sharp relief as she began to speak.
THE SIXTH
CHAPTER
Her voice was ever soft,
Gentle, and low, an excellent thing in a woman.
—KING LEAR
"The story begins long ago," Emma related, her voice soft. We gathered around her, skirts billowing over each other like blowsy roses in a country garden. Aunt Dorcas had nodded off in her chair, and her little snores punctuated the tale. Emma paused and took a breath, heightening our anticipation.
"This abbey was once the home of an order of monks, holy men who passed their lives in contemplation and good works. They tended the crops and the flocks, minding both the animals and the souls of men, and they were much loved. But then Henry VIII directed his lustful gaze at Anne Boleyn, and the monks were doomed. During the Dissolution, these lands were taken from them, and they were cast out of this holy place to make their way in the world, penniless and without friends. One of them, the elderly abbot, who had known only this place as his home since boyhood, cursed it as he left, calling upon the very stones themselves to witness the injustice visited upon his order. He conjured a curse against the new owner, a courtier of the king's, crying out that the man should not live out a year in his ill-gotten home."
She paused again and I glanced at Mrs. King, not surprised to see her spellbound expression. Emma had always been an excellent storyteller. During their Easter visits we frequently abandoned our books and games and insisted she spin us tales instead. She always demanded a trinket for her troubles, but her stories were so enthralling we never minded parting with a doll or pair of shoes as the price of an afternoon's entertainment. I turned back to her, noticing that her eyes were shining now, brightened by her enthusiasm for her story. She would indeed have made a fitting bride for Shahriar, I thought as she picked up her tale.
"The new owner, the Earl March, laughed at the old man, and swept into the Abbey with his young countess. But his bride, a girl of seventeen, was not so insouciant as her lord and master. She feared the old abbot, for she had seen that he was touched with holiness, and every night when she made her prayers she begged God to spare her husband, for theirs was a love match.
"The months stretched on, and the seasons turned, and the young countess began to hope her husband would survive the curse. She doubled her prayers, and spent so much time on her knees that she wore holes into the silk of her gowns. Her husband mocked her, but still she would not cease praying for his deliverance. Until one day, when he grew impatient with her piety, and they quarrelled. To calm his temper he whistled for his horse and his hounds and he rode out to hunt boar. The countess fell to her knees in the chapel, vowing not to rise until her lord returned."
Emma paused and leaned very slightly closer. "They brought him home the next day, carrying him on a door, broken and bleeding from the tusks of his quarry. He died that night, in agony. His countess, fearing her husband's spirit could never rest in this place, raised a crypt in the village churchyard and buried him there. And after his funeral, she withdrew to the chapel and began to stitch. For nine years she worked, her fingers bleeding, her hands stiffening until she grew so withered she could no longer put down her needle. She told the story of that fateful hunt in silk and wool, stitching her grief until at last the story was complete."
Emma raised her eyes to the tapestries, nodding toward the last, a magnificent piece that depicted the broken earl being carried home, his hunter and dogs trailing sadly behind.
"In all those nine years, not a morsel of food passed her lips. Village folk said it was a miracle, that she lived on her grief and her tears, nourishing herself with pain until her task was complete. And as soon as the last stitch was set, she lay down on the floor of the chapel and died. She was buried next to her lord in the crypt, but the tapestries survive to tell us the story. And somewhere in the Abbey, there is still a door, stained with the blood of a proud young nobleman, and no matter how many times the wood is sanded or scrubbed, the blood remains."
Emma sighed, and in an instant, Scheherezade was gone, and she was my plain little cousin again, her hair too severe, her complexion too sallow for prettiness.
"That was beautiful," Mrs. King breathed. "What a tragic story, and how wonderfully you tell it."
Emma smiled. "Words are a cheap entertainment," she said softly, catching Lucy's gaze. The two of them exchanged a knowing look, and I wondered how many times Emma's stories had kept them from despairing. I could well picture them, approaching yet another aunt's door, hand-in-hand, ready to be taken in with little grace and no warmth. Perhaps Emma's imagination had warmed them when they were cold, and comforted them when they were sent to bed in strange new rooms, where unfamiliar noises could seem like spectres, and shadows could be goblins.
"Emma, you have always had a great talent, you ought to write a book. Heaven knows I've seen people with far less ability make a success of it," Portia suggested.
Emma shook her head. "Oh, I couldn't. The notoriety, the attention, I could not bear to be looked at like that, as if I were a circus animal. No, I should far rather keep a little cottage and a flock of chickens. That would suit me quite well."
"Besides, I mean to keep her quite busy with nieces and nephews very soon," Lucy put in, bouncing up to embrace her sister. "Cedric has said that I may have Emma with me, to act as my companion, and later as governess to our children. We need never be parted again." Emma put an arm around her sister and hid her face in Lucy's neck.
I avoided Portia's eyes, but I could guess her thoughts well enough. Sir Cedric, a wealthy and important man, had offered his impecunious sister-in-law a post, not a home. It spoke of a meanness in his spirit I could not like. It would have cost him little to keep Emma simply out of kindness. But she would work for her bread.
"To your very fecund future in that case," Portia proclaimed, raising her glass to Lucy and tactfully ignoring the subject of Emma's employment. We toasted the bride and spent a pleasant half hour discussing plans for the wedding. Lucy was a happy bride, thrilled with her betrothed, and content to hear our ideas for her nuptials. Our suggestions grew more and more outlandish as the port decanter emptied.
Finally, I rose and stretched and made my excuses. Portia put out her tongue at me.
"You know you are not supposed to retire until the gentlemen have joined us. It is rude to our guests," she said, putting on her severe elder-sister voice.
I covered my mouth, smothering a yawn. "Would you have me dozing on the sofa in front of them? I think that would be far more uncivil. Besides, poor Mrs. King is drooping in that chair. I think she would like to retire as well, only she is too polite to say it. Is it our fault the gentlemen have clearly lost sight of the time? Mind you poke Aunt Dorcas awake before you retire," I said with a nod toward the old woman.
Mrs. King protested genteelly, but I bullied her, and I fancied she looked a bit relieved as we quit the drawing room. Aquinas had anticipated me and was lighting chamber-sticks in the hall.
"My lady," he said, offering me one. "Mrs. King."
"Thank you, Aquinas. Good evening."
He bowed and wished us both a good evening. As we moved toward the great staircase, I caught Mrs. King hiding a yawn behind her hand.
"I do
apologise," she said. "I am simply not accustomed to keeping late
hours. It is silly, I know. I live in
I gave a little snort of laughter as we started up the staircase. There were great carved panels of wood at the foot to keep the dogs out, or would have done if anyone had ever bothered to close them. A few of the puppies followed us up the stairs, lumbering along sleepily.
"You would do well to take one of the little brutes into bed with you. They haven't fleas, and the pups will be far cosier than any warming pan," I advised her.
She nodded, and for an instant her expression clouded.
"Mrs. King? Is everything quite all right?"
She hesitated, her pretty face drawn a little with an emotion I could not identify. Fear, perhaps? "Lady Julia, I do hope you will not think me terribly foolish, but—are there ghosts at the Abbey? I did not like to ask one of the gentlemen, they are so prone to think us ladies silly when we say such things." She gave me an apologetic little smile, but her lips trembled. "I just thought perhaps if I knew…"
I stroked a wriggling pup. "Well, I suppose there are a few old ghouls running about, and the odd monk here and there, but nothing you need trouble yourself with, my dear. Particularly the monks. Cistercians took vows of silence, you know. Our monks would likely just wave at you. Besides, these stones have been standing for more than seven hundred years. Naturally they would have acquired a spectre or two."
Her face fell, and for a moment I thought I saw moisture shimmering in her eyes. I would not have thought her so sensitive. I felt a stab of unwilling pity. "You must not worry about such things. I have lived here most of my life, and I have never seen a ghost. I do not think anyone has, not for ages." I was struck by a sudden thought. "But you have been here for some days. Why does this weigh on you now? Have you seen something?"
She bit her lip and darted a glance around, peering into the shadows at the end of the hall. "Last night," she whispered. "It was very late, but I was wakeful. I thought I heard a footstep, and yet not a footstep. It seemed to slither past my door. I could not move for a moment, I was quite paralysed with fear. And then, I do not know how I managed it, but I found the courage to open the door."
She paused, her eyes round. I realised my own heart was beating very fast. Even the puppy had gone quite still under my hand, as if hanging on her every word. "And then I saw it. Or rather the faintest impression of it. A swirl of grey and white, not quite a figure, and yet it was more than just a bit of mist. There was a shape to it. My breath caught in my throat, and it turned then, turned and looked at me, although it had no face."
"Good God!" I cried. "What did you do then?"
She shrugged. "What could I do? I slammed my door and locked it tightly. I burrowed under the bedclothes until morning. I did not dare to come out until the sun was up. I shall never forget the way it looked right through me."
I hastened to reassure her. "Mrs. King, I am so very sorry you were frightened. I can only tell you I have never heard of anyone in this house encountering a phantom in the whole of my life. And I have every expectation it will not happen again."
She smiled, and this time her mouth was firm. "You are very kind to reassure me. I know you will not mention this bit of foolishness to the gentlemen. I should so hate for them to think me foolish."
"Of course not. If anything else distresses you, you must come to me immediately. I insist. Now, I will wait here while you go to your room to make sure you are comfortably settled. If you require anything at all, just ring the bell. One of the maids will see to it, and I am but a few steps down the corridor in the Red Room. I will see you at breakfast, my dear," I said.
She bade me good night, and ducked her head shyly, as if embarrassed at her nerves. She clucked at one of the pups to follow her into her room and he did, waving his tail like a jaunty plume. My own puppy started to wriggle, and I gave him a little pat on the bottom to send him on his way. I stared at Mrs. King's closed door for a long moment, then passed to my room, humming a tuneless song as I went.
Once in my
room, I disrobed quickly and attempted with no success to persuade Morag to
take
"I will not," she said, tucking my gown into the wardrobe. "She shakes like a poplar."
"That means she is cold," I told her in some exasperation. "She wants a little coat."
"She wants an exorcism," Morag muttered, slamming the wardrobe door. "If you don't want nothing else, good night."
I knew that tone well. It meant that I daren't want anything else. I climbed up into the bed, stretching my toes toward the warming pan, careful not to touch it.
"Remind me to have a word with Aunt Hermia about your grammar. It is a disgrace."
She said
nothing, but poked up the fire and bobbed an exaggerated curtsey before taking
her leave. I regretted my flippancy. Morag might be a creature of the streets,
but she had her dignity, and she had worked terribly hard to raise herself from
the squalor of her previous life. Her grammar had progressed substantially, and
the worst of her brogue had been smoothed into something I could actually
understand. It was wrong of me to needle her about it, and I made a mental note
to apologise to her in the morning. I was far too cosy to leave my bed to deal
with her at present. She had done a masterful job of warming the bed, and from
the way
"Buone notte, Firenze," I
said, with a nod toward the basket on the hearth. "Good night,
I must have
dozed, for when I opened my eyes, the fire had burned down and the book had
slipped to the floor. I blinked for a moment, uncertain why I had awakened. Then
I heard it, a soft slithering footstep just outside my door. I glanced to the
hearth and saw
"Shh," I soothed her softly. The hands of the clock on the mantel read two minutes past two. I considered the matter carefully. Violante and Charlotte had both been abed by the time I had retired. Portia would have rousted the ladies out of the drawing room and to their beds no later than midnight. I had heard a flurry of doors closing just about that time. So the ladies were accounted for, and even if the gentlemen had decided to play a game of billiards or retire to the smoking room, those rooms were on the opposite side of the Abbey. I thought of Mrs. King, her lips trembling as she spoke of what she had seen.
For what I did next, I can only blame my own unseemly reading habits. For years I wallowed in the unhealthy pursuits of Gothic heroines, tracing their footsteps as they wended their way through crumbling churchyards and decaying crypts. I walked with them into ghoulish dungeons hung with chains, and mouldering attics festooned with cobwebs. I thought them impossibly stupid, and yet when faced with the opportunity to chase a phantom of my own, I did not even stop to put on my slippers. I snatched a lace wrapper from the foot of my bed and hurried to the door, easing it open as silently as any practised burglar.
I slipped out of my room and into the shadows of the gallery. Bars of soft moonlight from the great Gothic windows illuminated the corridor, throwing the statues into sharp relief and casting sinuous, quatrefoil shadows over the floor. I peered one way, then the other, searching the gloom for anything out of the ordinary.
Nothing. I waited half a minute, willing myself to breathe quietly. Still nothing, and my feet were beginning to freeze on the stone floor. I had just turned to regain my room when I saw it, there at the end of the gallery, flitting past a statue of Diana.
It was a ghost, or at least something that looked very like how I imagined a ghost should look. It moved slowly, gliding soundlessly, perhaps a foot above the stone floor, and whiter than the marble of the goddess' motionless arm. The figure trailed ragged draperies behind it, foamy and billowing like fingers of damp fog on a moonlit night.
It paused then and so did my heartbeat. It was silhouetted against a tapestry of Venus and Adonis, silvered by the faint moonlight. I stared at it from my place in the shadows, suddenly horribly aware that in my white lace wrapper, I was as visible to it as it was to me. Before I could move, it gave a high, unearthly moan, then whirled and vanished, leaving behind nothing but a patch of shadow and the tapestry, stirring ever so slightly.
Before the
tapestry had settled, I was back in my own room, door firmly locked, cowering
under the bedclothes with a struggling
It was not until Morag unlocked the door with my morning tea, rousing me with malicious pleasure, that I realised what I should have known all along: that particular tapestry covered one of the hidden passages of Bellmont Abbey. The Abbey itself had been lousy with them as it provided the brothers an easy means of moving from place to place without disturbing one another or exposing themselves to inclement weather. Most had been blocked up or fallen into disrepair, but some remained, and a few were even used by the servants as service passages. And though I could not explain how a human being could levitate as perfectly as my phantom had done, it would be a very poor ghost indeed to require hidden passages to creep about the Abbey instead of walking through walls.
And if the ghost was not supernatural, then one of the inhabitants of the Abbey was up to something highly irregular and thoroughly interesting. An intrigue was afoot, and I was determined to unearth it.
I hurried through my ablutions, eager to begin investigating my little mystery. I was thwarted by Morag, who insisted on taking her time with my hair, and Father, who sent a note requesting my presence in his study after breakfast.
"Bother," I muttered, slipping the note into my pocket. The missive was perfectly courteous, but a summons from Father carried all the weight of a papal bull. "Finish, Morag. I've no more time to waste on your ministrations."
She jabbed the
last pins in my hair with what can only be described as unnecessary force. I
rose and hurried to the door, turning to smile sweetly at her. "Mind you walk
the dog. And I was quite serious about a coat for her. I've a pretty little
jacket Plum purchased for me in
Morag crossed her arms over her chest and fixed me with a baleful stare. "I'll not be sewing for a dog."
I looked at her closely. Morag could often be cajoled into acquiescence, but once she had reached her limit, there was only one method by which it was possible to persuade her.
"I will pay you four shillings and will thank you for picking my pocket."
Morag was
nothing if not avaricious. She gave me a thin-lipped smile and scooped up the
dog, tucking
When I left the room, I took the opportunity to examine the spot at the end of the gallery where the ghost had disappeared. The egress was easy enough to find provided one knew where to look. The statue of Diana, poised on one foot, bow uplifted, obscured the view of the tapestry's edge. Not much, but enough to confuse the eye, particularly on a moonlit night with ghostly draperies fluttering about.
With apologies to Venus and Adonis, I slipped behind the tapestry and found a solid stone wall, or at least the appearance of a solid stone wall. This was no simple case of a doorway that had been covered over for the sake of convenience. This was a proper secret passage, with a mechanism that had been oiled recently from the smell of it. I reached up to the single stone carved with the tiniest of March hares and pushed. The door swung back soundlessly. The passage beyond was black as pitch and freezing. I paused, listening intently, but of course I heard nothing. I stepped back and swung the door shut, moving out of the way as it slid into place.
I stood behind
the tapestry, considering the matter carefully. The passage, although quite
antique, had been well maintained, and the little hare had been carved by the
family to clearly identify the key stone. Presumably the monks were cleverer
than the
Who, then, did? My brothers, naturally, and Father and Portia. But try as I might, I could not imagine any business that would necessitate any of my family wandering the Abbey in the guise of a ghoul. There was Aunt Dorcas, of course, but I snickered when I thought of her attempting to negotiate the snug little staircase with her bulk.
That still left the guests, any one of whom might have heard of the passage from a member of the household and decided to do a bit of exploring. Harmless enough, but why in the form of a spectre?
Interesting questions indeed, and I pondered them as I descended to breakfast. My little detour had taken longer than I thought, and by the time I reached the breakfast room, it was empty and most of the chafing dishes had been scraped clean. Aquinas entered with a steaming pot of tea and a rack of fresh, crisp toast as I peered at the sideboard, frowning.
"Do not tell me I have missed Cook's kedgeree," I said mournfully.
"I took the liberty of putting a bit back for your ladyship. I have been keeping it warm in the butler's pantry. I will fetch it now."
I seated myself and sighed. There are few greater pleasures in life than a devoted butler. I counted myself very fortunate to have secured Aquinas. I had offered him an outrageous sum to leave his previous employer, an act that had stricken me from that particular hostess' guest lists for eternity. It was a small price to pay for such competence, I reminded myself as he served a generous portion of the delectable kedgeree.
While I ate, Aquinas busied himself at the sideboard. I had just popped the last bit of buttery toast into my mouth when I had a thought.
"Aquinas, did Uncle Fly and Mr. Snow spend the night, or did they return to Blessingstoke last night?"
He lifted my plate and whisked the toast crumbs into his little silver pan. "I called the carriage for them at midnight, my lady. His lordship offered them rooms for the night, but the Reverend Mr. Twickham was feeling a trifle unwell and wished to sleep in his own bed."
I looked up sharply. "Uncle Fly was ill? Nothing serious, I hope."
"Not at all, my lady. If I may speculate, I believe Mr. Twickham indulged himself a bit more than is his custom."
I burst out laughing. "He was drunk."
Aquinas looked mildly shocked. "I should be heartily sorry if I suggested such a thing, my lady. However, if I were to observe that he seemed to have a bit of difficulty putting on his coat, and that entering the carriage proved so treacherous he nearly ended up in the moat, these would not be exaggerations."
"Poor Uncle Fly. His head will be sore as a bear's this morning. And we lot are supposed to descend upon him for luncheon! How ghastly."
Aquinas agreed and removed my empty plate. I sat over the last few sips of my tea, making note of the fact that Uncle Fly and Lucian Snow could be eliminated from the list of possible miscreants who had donned the ghostly garb.
But instead of simplifying matters, it muddied them. Snow had a sort of puckish charm, and Uncle Fly had always been good for a joke, particularly of the elaborate and practical variety. If I numbered gambling among my vices, I would have wagered handsomely on one of them being our prankster.
Still, it left
me with several interesting questions yet to be answered, including the one
that intrigued me the most: what had
THE SEVENTH
CHAPTER
O, that a man might know
The end of this day's business ere it comes.
—JULIUS CAESAR
The door to Father's study was closed, but I had no doubt he was within. I could smell his pipe tobacco, and if I pressed my ear quite tightly to the door, I could hear him talking. From the rhythm of his speech, it was apparent he was reciting one of his beloved soliloquies. Lear, no doubt. He was particularly fond of Lear.
I rapped sharply, and after a moment he called for me to enter. I felt a sense of peace descend as soon as I stepped over the threshold. Father's study held only the most pleasant connotations for me. Any childhood transgressions were dealt with as a matter of business, and lectures and punishments were meted out in his estate office where farmers and servants were given their pay or their notice. Here, there was only the memory of spending time alone with Father, a rare privilege in a household of ten children. It was in this room rather than in the schoolroom that each of us had learned our letters, following Father's finger as he traced out a line of Shakespeare and encouraged us to sound out the words. There was always a treat if we excelled—crumpets Father toasted over the fire, turning them on forks until they were brown and crisp.
There was a
fire now, crackling away merrily on the hearth, the mastiff Crab stretched out
lazily in front of it, her immense paws thrust into the ash for warmth. The
walls were lined with books, none particularly valuable. The rare and costly
volumes were shelved in the formal library where they were regularly dusted and
rubbed with neats' foot oil. The study was the home of Father's private
collection, the bulk of it devoted to Shakespeare, with some poetry and a bit
of history as well. The tall Gothic windows were hung with claret velvet, and a
pair of enormous thick silk rugs from
Father laid his book upon the desk. Bound in green leather and stamped with the March coat of arms, it was part of the set of Shakespeare that had been printed for him as a gift by the queen upon his accession to the earldom. I hazarded a glance at the cover as I took a chair opposite his. King Lear. I smiled to myself, but Father missed nothing.
"You seem in good spirits," he observed.
"I was merely thinking how nice it is that some things do not change."
He raised a
silvery-white brow. "Like me? I shall never change. I am half as old as Methuselah
and I mean to live forever. I shall point and laugh when
"Just as well. I am told there is no more space left in the family crypt."
He pulled a face. "That may be, but when the time comes I shall make room for the old crone if I have to turn half the family out and sell their bones to make corsets."
"I presume you are referring to Aunt Dorcas?"
Father stretched his legs, wincing only slightly. I could only assume his rheumatism was paining him. His little twinges usually presaged a change in the weather.
"I had forgotten how awful she could be," he mused. "Hard to imagine now she was once the toast of the Regency and her sisters with her. All four of them were painted the year the elder two came out. The paintings are in the little alcove outside the music room. Striking girls, they were. All the bucks were in love with them."
"Even Aunt Dorcas?"
"Indeed so. An heir to a dukedom shot himself for love of her when she rejected his suit. They said she heard the news, then put on her prettiest gown and went to a ball where she danced every last dance, drank two bottles of champagne, and swam the pond on Hampstead Heath just to watch the sun come up."
I shook my head. It seemed impossible to reconcile that desiccated old toad with a ripe, nubile young woman who broke men's hearts as easily as one might crack an egg.
"I suppose time changes people," I hazarded.
"Time and
regret," he corrected. "Dorcas and her sisters were outraged by
Rosalind's elopement with a footman. They withdrew from society and refused to
marry. They thought they were disgraced, as if marrying one's footman is any
worse than the rest of the antics they got up to," he finished, reaching
for the cup of tea on his desk. "They immured themselves in that old house
in the
"How dreadful! To shut themselves up like that, with only each other for company. Why did we never visit them?"
Father shrugged. "They made it quite clear no one was welcome. They were content to fester in the country, quarrelling with one another and complaining bitterly about the pittance of an allowance they received."
This surprised me. "They were not given proper allowances?"
Father named a
figure that made me gasp. "Generous enough, by anyone's standards,"
he commented dryly, and I was forced to agree. "Added to which,
Grandfather settled the
"But I thought that side of the family was poor," I protested. "Emma and Lucy, always coming to us looking little better than charity children, complaining about cold-water baths and wearing the aunts' castoffs."
Father sipped at his tea. "Living in isolation can turn a person's mind, and their minds did not have far to turn," he said with a meaningful look over the rim of his spectacles.
"You mean they became peculiar?"
"In a
word. They began to hoard things from the reports my father received. Money,
newspapers, jars of jam. And never spent a ha'-penny if they could help it.
Dorcas even had her sisters buried in paupers' graves in the churchyard in
"Their parents were married," I pointed out.
"Hmm. Yes, well, there was some confusion on that point."
I blinked at him. "Good heavens. Why did I never know any of this?"
Father shrugged. "Old family gossip. You were always burrowed somewhere with your nose in a book."
"And here I thought the family was in danger of becoming respectable." I still could not quite take it in. Lucy and Emma, bastards, and Dorcas and her sisters mad as hatters, after a fashion.
"But Aunt Dorcas' pearls and the lace," I began. Father shook his head.
"The pearls are glass beads, and the lace was her mother's. Her maid has been tearing it off and sewing it onto different gowns for fifty years. And what she has not hoarded, she has pilfered. Mind you lock up your valuables, I cannot vouch for their safety," he said with a sigh. "I could almost feel sorry for the old trout, but she is one of the most tiresome women I have ever known."
"Then why did you invite her for the wedding?"
Father's usual
benign expression turned murderous. "I did not. That would be the
handiwork of your Aunt Hermia, who I hope is suffering mightily from the pangs of
her conscience as well as a toothache. She insisted if Lucy was to be married
from here, Dorcas had to be present, and then she hared off to
"Aunt Hermia cannot help a toothache," I chided. "Besides, with so many other guests, you cannot be much bothered with her."
"Emma was not best pleased to see her," Father confided. "Although I imagine she has had an easier time of it than her sister. I would rather have the keeping of ten children than one old woman."
"You did have the keeping of ten children," I reminded him. "Now, tell me how it came to be that Lucy is to be married here."
Father
shrugged. "Cedric is an acquaintance from the Shakespearean Society. Lucy
was visiting
"And Mrs. King? She is a member of the society also?" I asked carefully.
Father
levelled his clear green gaze at me. "She is. As is
"You are a regular Cupid," I commented lightly. "You will want only a bow and arrow to complete the illusion." I chose my next words carefully. "I am surprised their courtship has progressed so quickly. Mrs. King does not strike me as the type of woman to become engaged to a man she has known but for two months, although perhaps I have misjudged her."
Father said nothing, but he sipped at his tea and his eyes slid away from mine. He knew something, and he was determined not to speak of it. And when Father made up his mind, it was pointless to attack him directly.
"What do you think of Violante?" I asked, and I do not think I imagined he looked relieved.
"I like her fine. She seems a rational sort of girl, from what I could determine with my faulty Italian. Pleasant enough, although with a beastly temper, I should think."
"Then you are not still angry with Lysander for marrying her?"
He set the cup into the saucer with a sharp rap. "Why the devil should I be angry? Ly has to live with her—"
Too late, he remembered the letter, the summons home with dire threats if we failed to obey. It had been a blind then, a lure to bring us back, for some other purpose entirely. But Father could hold his counsel well enough when he chose. If I wanted to know what he was about, I should have to lull him into security first.
I cut in smoothly. "I am so glad to hear it. She is indeed a delightful girl, and it is not kind to say it, but I think Lysander needs to be shaken up a bit. He is too tightly bound within himself. She is a tonic for him."
Father laid
down his cup and smoothed his waistcoat, a fraying affair in aubergine stripes.
His sartorial taste was frighteningly close to
He nodded toward the corner behind me. I turned to see a large, ornately wrought birdcage standing where a bust of Kean usually held court. Inside the cage was a bundle of sleek black feathers and a pair of intelligent jetty eyes.
"Grim!" I cried. I went to the cage and leaned near, careful to keep my arms behind my back. It would not do to have the tweed of my sleeves shredded by his sharp talons. He looked up at me, his head tipped quizzically to the side. After a long moment, he opened his beak.
"Good morning," he said cordially.
"Good morning," I returned. It was Grim's favourite greeting, no matter the time of day. I opened the cage door, and he bobbed his feathered head and hopped out. His wings were tucked behind his back, and he walked across the carpet with the dignified air of an elder statesman. Grim might have been a souvenir of the previous investigation, but he was also a great deal more. He had begun his life as a Tower raven, property of the Crown and petted darling of the Tower's inhabitants. I wondered sometimes if he missed the social comedown he had suffered when the Queen had made me a present of him.
I returned to my chair and Grim followed. Father passed me a small box of sugared plums and Grim's eyes brightened. "That's for me."
"Yes, it is, Grim." I tossed a plum onto the carpet and averted my eyes. Grim was a lovely companion, but watching him eat even confectionery required a rather stronger stomach than I possessed.
Father rose and shot his cuffs. "I must take my leave of you, my dear. I have estate business to attend to before we depart for the village. Be ready in an hour."
There was a note of satisfaction in his voice. He sounded like a man about to effect an escape, and that only heightened my curiosity.
But this was no time to confront him. I merely smiled affectionately. "No matter. It will give me time to read the newspapers. I haven't had the English papers for weeks. I am frightfully out of touch."
Father paused. "I am afraid Aquinas is too efficient by half. He has burned them all. Read the latest Punch instead. It's just there on my desk," he prodded.
I picked it up and opened the cover. I waited until he had closed the door behind him, then counted to one hundred. When I finished, I tossed another plum to Grim and went to the lidded basket by the hearth where Father always stuffed newspapers he had not yet finished.
With apologies
to Crab for disturbing her, I knelt and opened it. I was not surprised to find
it was half full. Another mystery, and it was not yet nine o'clock, I mused.
Quickly, I perused the pages, not quite certain what I was looking for. It was
not until the second time through that I saw it: each bit of newspaper he had
saved carried some piece on the same subject, a recent riot in
When I was finished, I replaced the papers just as I had found them. Then I wiped my hands on my handkerchief and coaxed Grim back into his cage with the last of the sugared plums. This house party was proving intriguing indeed.
THE EIGHTH
CHAPTER
If all the year were playing holidays,
To sport would be as tedious as to work.
—HENRY IV, PART I
The party that assembled in the hall an hour later was merry, but somewhat diminished. Violante was still unwell, and Hortense, who was fluent in Italian and not fond of the cold, offered to sit with her. Aunt Dorcas refused again to go, insisting the vibrations were bad and the weather would turn, her beady eye fixed firmly on Aquinas. I had no doubt she would insist on a hot tray for both elevenses and luncheon, and a fire in the library. From what Father had told me, it was apparent her food allowance did not extend to the luxuries one might find in the larders at Bellmont Abbey. No doubt when she left the house her trunks would be stuffed with vintage champagne and tins of caviar and lobster, but it would be rude to search them.
The rest of us
made a picturesque group. The gentlemen were in country tweeds, even
In contrast,
Father was dressed like a pedlar of dubious origin. His tweeds were thirty
years out of fashion, and his shirt, though made for him by the finest tailor
in
In comparison, the ladies were a vision of decorum. Lucy and Emma were nearly identical in grey flannel, serviceable as anything a governess might wear. Lucy had attempted to brighten hers with a jaunty green bow, to mildly depressing effect. Mrs. King, in simple black merino, and Portia, in green tweed with a dashing feather in her hat, were more decorative. My own costume, a delicious purple tweed edged in violet velvet, was not entirely unflattering, I decided, smoothing my cuffs.
"Do stop that," Portia muttered in my ear. "Yes, the fabric is divine and the cut is perfection. You needn't preen."
I put out my
tongue at her only to find
"All
right, I make it twelve of us then. Can't all possibly fit in two carriages, so
I have ordered horses for the gentlemen. Not you of course,
In the end,
Alessandro and
"Oh, this
is cosy!" Mrs. King declared as the footman slammed the door. The horses
sprang and she gave a little shriek. Opposite me,
"I do hope the motion of the carriage does not jostle your arm, my lord," I said. "I know how painful those falls can be. I remember a dozen devilish tosses when I was learning to ride. I was quite purple with bruises for the whole of that summer."
"I am perfectly well," he said blandly.
"I am glad to hear it," I replied, mimicking his tone. He shot me a black look, but I ignored it and turned to Mrs. King.
"Now, Mrs. King, you must tell me what you think of my home. But I warn you, I am quite partial and will not be swayed from thinking it the most perfect of spots."
"Oh, I quite agree!" she exclaimed. She proceeded to comment on everything we passed—the symmetry of the maze, the magnificence of the bell tower, the cleverness of the carp ponds.
And then she
saw the gates. She went into raptures about the iron hares that topped them,
the darling little gatehouse, the pretty shrubbery by the road. Another twenty
minutes was spent on the straightness of the linden allée, and by the time we reached the
"So many words," he murmured. "I did not think one person could know so many words."
I patted his
arm and made soothing noises at him until
Alessandro
stepped aside with a flurry of apologies as
"Never mind," I told Alessandro, tucking my arm through his. "Let me show you Blessingstoke."
It had been
arranged we would take luncheon with Uncle Fly once we had toured the village,
and then pay our visit to the Roma camp. This pleased me, if for no other
reason than it provided us with an opportunity to escape Mrs. King. Alessandro
and I proceeded directly toward the village
I had just concluded my transaction when the bell of St. Barnabas struck one, the appointed hour for luncheon. As we made our way to the vicarage, I noticed Alessandro seemed very quiet. I drummed my fingers lightly on his arm, and he smiled.
"I am not a good companion today," he said ruefully.
"You are woolgathering," I teased.
His expression clouded. "Woolgathering? I am no shepherd."
I laughed, but
lightly so as not to hurt his pride. "Woolgathering is a silly expression.
It means you are thinking of other matters, like building castles in
"
I sighed. "Another one of our idioms."
"But why
"Yes,
He looked at me, his liquid dark eyes intent with emotion. "You think so? You would like to live in a castle in Toscana?"
Something had
shifted between us, faintly, but the change was almost palpable. Our friendship
had sat lightly between us, an ephemeral thing, without weight or gravity.
Once, in the
"Who would not?" I countered, a lightness to my voice I did not feel. I tugged at his arm. "Come now. We mustn't be late or they will begin without us."
We hurried along, Alessandro trailing a bit behind. He looked a trifle defeated, like a scolded puppy. As I had neither the time nor the inclination to coax him out of his melancholy, I did the next best thing, and seated him next to Portia at luncheon. She could be relied upon to flirt with him outrageously, and hopefully restore his good spirits in the process.
To my dismay, Uncle Fly looked worse than expected. His overindulgence had left him pale and not inclined to eat, although he waved us to the table and encouraged us to heap our plates. His cook was a local woman, very competent, and the food was almost as delicious as anything one could find at the Abbey.
Mr. Snow took the seat next to mine, and I was surprised to find I did not mind. His views on the Roma were simply appalling, but he was still a personable and charming man, and when the subject of the Gypsies was raised again, he merely shrugged and said pleasantly, "I am prepared to be educated."
This caused me to warm to him considerably, and altogether, luncheon was a thoroughly satisfactory affair. When it was concluded and the last plates had been scraped clean of apple cake and cream and the last cups of coffee drunk to the dregs, Uncle Fly waved us along.
"I mean to take to my bed. A bit of rest and I shall be right as rain. Snow can show you through the conservatory—mind you don't disturb my orchids," he finished with a severe look at Snow.
Snow's glossy gold brows drew together. "I am only too happy to guide our guests, but I shall worry for you, sir. Is there anything you require?"
Uncle Fly's expression was sour. "A glass of bismuth and a hot brick in flannel," he replied tartly. "Take a length of brown paper and a few buckets for Miss Lucy's flowers. She will want some for the altar as well."
Snow nodded and rose to hold my chair. We thanked Uncle Fly and flocked out of the snug vicarage and into the humid warmth of the conservatory. Lucy squealed in delight when she saw the profusion of white heather, a full month before one might expect to see it flowering on the heath. Uncle Fly had even managed to coax a few white violets to appear, and Snow wrapped those as well, careful to pack them in a bit of damp moss. A very polite argument broke out between Father and Snow as to whether the fragile blooms would survive until Saturday, but Lucy had fairly swooned at the sight of them, and Snow promised to look after them personally. In the end, two large buckets were filled with armfuls of heather, and the clumps of violets and a few other dainties were heaped carefully into a trug.
Snow and Mr. Ludlow carried them to the carriages, along with Snow's small travelling case. He was joining our house party to help with the wedding preparations and share in the festivities. And perhaps to perform the ceremony as well, if Uncle Fly was not better in four days' time, I thought ruefully. He rode with Emma, Lucy, and Portia to the Gypsy camp. It was a short journey, but long enough to send Mrs. King into raptures about the quaintness of the village, the picturesque beauty of the Gypsies, and the excellence of their site in the river meadow. The gaily painted caravans were particularly enchanting to her with their bowed tops. There were only a few of these. The majority of the Roma still lived in tents, and some of the caravan owners slept out in tents when the weather was holding fine.
We alighted and immediately were surrounded by a flurry of activity. Children ran to us chattering excitedly, while their parents moved more sedately, the men to take the horses, the women to offer us the bitter tea brewed over their cooking fires. Although most strangers were treated with suspicion, we were greeted with affection because of Father. I noticed Snow, watching with a benevolent expression, and I wondered if he was indeed prepared to be of liberal mind. If any group of Roma was likely to change his views, it was this. Comprised of three families, all related in various degrees, they were flamboyant and emotional, but also easygoing and amiable. I had known most of them from childhood, and they greeted me now, embracing me fondly and asking after my health.
The spoke to
us in English—Romany was not a gift they shared with outsiders—but I heard a
thread of it carried on the wind as an elderly woman scolded her granddaughter
for dropping a basket of washing. I flicked a glance at
But one only had to see him with his own kind to realise how absurd those stories were. No one could match the Roma for their proud carriage, the elegance of their walk. In Brisbane, the line of his profile, the smoothness of his gait, even the way he held his head, all betrayed him for what he was, and I was astonished the rest of our party did not see it at once.
I had not realised I was staring so long, but he turned his head then, just enough to catch my gaze. I knew he was thinking of the other time we had visited a Gypsy camp together—the first time I had seen him with his own people, the first time I had heard him speak the language, the musical syllables spilling from his tongue like the sweetest wine, the first time he had kissed me.
First and most likely the last, I thought. A thick little lump of regret rose in my throat and I swallowed hard against it as he turned away, striking off from the camp on the path to the river. My fingers went to the pendant at my throat, warm even through the soft leather of my glove. It was useless to pine for what was not to be, I told myself severely, and I made up my mind to put the pendant aside once and for all when I returned to Bellmont Abbey.
At that moment, a woman unfolded herself from where she had been squatting, stirring her cooking pot. The smell of spices and savoury meat filled the air, clinging to her skirts and shawls and even her plaited hair as she came to us, but it was not the fragrance of her supper that startled me.
"Magda," I said, more loudly than I intended.
She gave me a sly smile. "Yes, lady. I am with my people again."
Magda had been my laundress for a time, taken in when her own family had banished her for breaking one of their taboos. I had sheltered her and given her work, and she had betrayed me. An understandable betrayal, given the circumstances, and I had forgiven her. But I had not thought to see her so soon. The sight of her had taken me a little aback.
"I am glad. I hope you are in good health."
It was a foolish little speech, and pompous as well, but Magda merely nodded. "And also you, my lady." She glanced around at the rest of our party. "The gentlemen will wish to see the horses. My brother, Jasper, has few to sell now, but for the right price he might be persuaded."
The gentlemen,
manipulated by her sly insinuation, hurried to where the small herd was staked,
all except
She put out her hand and I stepped back sharply. "No, thank you." I turned to the others. "The rest of you do go ahead. Magda is quite good at that sort of thing. I am sure you will find it most interesting."
I turned and
left them, chattering like magpies as they quarrelled genteelly over who should
go first.
"Not interested in horseflesh, Mr. Ludlow?"
Like
"Say rather the situation puts me in mind of a child with his face pressed against the window of the candy shop without a tuppence in his pocket," he said with a rueful smile.
I motioned to his sketchbook. "I hope I am not interrupting you?"
He laughed, showing lovely, even white teeth. "I am but a dilettante, a hobbyist. It is an act of mercy to prevent me from putting pencil to paper."
He tucked the sketchbook and stub of pencil into his pocket. "And you? No liking for the prognostications of Gypsy witches?"
I shuddered. "I have had quite enough of those to last a lifetime, thank you. In any event, they always say the same things, don't they? Tall strangers, unexpected legacies, shipboard journeys. None of it ever comes true."
He dusted off a bit of fallen tree with his handkerchief and we sat. We were silent a moment, comfortably so, to my surprise. His posture was relaxed, but lightly, as if he were accustomed to holding himself in readiness. He had the bearing of an athlete, and it occurred to me he had probably taken a number of prizes at school.
"This is a peaceful spot," he said finally. "I can understand why they come back here every year."
"It is
also very near
He turned to
me with a puzzled expression. "
"Do not
tell me you have not heard of it!" I cried. "You have been here some
days, and no one has told you the tale? There is an enchanted wood, just the
other side of that coppice. It is said that centuries ago a French hermit by
the name of
"I thought so, too," I confided, "but you can well understand why the Roma would wish to camp where they would not be troubled by snakes."
"Indeed I
can," he agreed. We fell silent again. It was a pleasant afternoon. The
sun was low in the sky, casting long shadows over the scene, burnishing the
Roma camp in its gentle light. It was a scene fit for a Romantic painter, and I
wondered if
First she would offer them a choice: cards, palms or leaves. Once they had chosen, she would compose herself, drawing inward as though straining to hear a voice from another world. After a long moment, when one's nerves were stretched and the hairs on one's neck were prickling, she would open her eyes and put out her hands. No matter the medium, her hands were always deft and warm. They moved through the cards quick as a conjurer's, or stroked one's palm with the same gentle firmness one would use on a cat.
The leaves were different. She kept a kettle of water hissing away by the fire outside, and when a visitor approached, she brewed the tea in a battered pot and poured it carefully into a chipped china Jubilee cup painted with the face of the queen. The tea was thick with leaves and never sweetened. It was quite a trick to strain the tea between the teeth as Russians do to keep the leaves in the cup. When the cup was empty, Magda tapped and swirled and inverted it, then turned it right again to scry the depths. Her expression never varied, nor did her tone. She spoke flatly of what she saw, relating the future as calmly as one might speak of the weather or the state of the roads. For her, nothing was yet fixed in stone. Choice and free will had as much to do with one's future as any fortune-teller's tricks. She told only of what might come to pass, not of what must be, and I had long suspected her of embellishing her fortunes slightly to suit her audience.
Now, for instance, Lucy was just leaving the tent, smiling widely and reaching out to embrace her sister. She was radiant with happiness, and I thought it very likely Magda had spied her ring and spoken cannily to her of wedding trips and babies to come. She might have mentioned a house as well, and a trunkful of pretty frocks. Lucy was a simple creature, and Magda knew well how to take the measure of a person, for good or ill.
Emma went next, reluctantly, I fancied, but Portia was in an organising mood and firmly motioned her into the tent. Lucy linked arms with Portia and Mrs. King and began to chatter, doubtless relating every detail of Magda's predictions.
I turned to Mr. Ludlow. "I wonder if you will think me very impertinent, but I should like to ask—will they be happy, do you think?"
Mr. Ludlow was a young man of sound common sense. He did not flinch or pretend to overly precious manners. The question was a serious one, and he regarded it as such.
"I believe they will, my lady. My cousin is a simple man, and from what I have been able to determine about Miss Lucy, she is a simple girl."
"And that is a simple answer," I teased.
He smiled again, a bit tiredly, I thought. "I meant only that most people get on well enough so long as their interests are compatible. He wants to live a luxurious, comfortable life and to have sons. She wants the same. I see no reason they should not be happy."
I nodded. "Where does Sir Cedric live?"
"He keeps
a house in
"For the children?" I hazarded.
"For the children." He paused and looked toward the cluster of gentlemen ranged about Magda's brother. They were examining a very fine hunter, chestnut brown with an elegant back. "He never thought to marry, you know. He shall not see fifty again. He will tell you quite freely he thought all that rubbish was behind him. And then he met Lucy and was, quite simply, bewitched."
I looked to where Lucy was sitting on a piece of carpet, nibbling at the fingers of her gloves, her expression sweetly vacant. "I do not see it," I said flatly.
Mr. Ludlow's mouth twitched. "He does, my lady. And who are we to judge her charms? She is pretty and pleasant, and he is growing old."
"I have been frightfully rude to ask such things, and it is very kind of you to pretend not to be shocked."
His eyes widened, and I noticed they were a rather subtly spectacular colour, brown and green and flecked with gold, like a cool country stream in the dappled light of a summer's afternoon.
"My lady, you have not asked anything that all of society has not asked. At least you asked directly instead of inviting me to supper to pretend an interest in my hobbies."
"Really, how appalling!"
He shrugged. "It has only happened twice, and since I refused to speak of the matter, I am certain it will not happen again. Word has got round that I am unforgivably silent on the subject, and people do not think to invite me for any other reason."
To express sympathy to him would have been insulting, even though I felt acutely sorry for him. He had clearly been raised a gentleman's son, perhaps with expectations. It seemed apparent some financial ruin had befallen his family, and now he must depend upon the kindness of his better-heeled relation to employ him. A man would have to exercise all his skills of diplomacy, purge himself of pride, to accept such a position.
I nodded toward the horse. "What do you make of that creature? He seems sound enough from here."
"Because that was my brother Benedick's horse. He sold him for precisely that reason. I do hope Father does not buy him again."
"Again?"
I nodded. "Father has purchased him three times, and sold him on every time because he cannot be controlled. Then he forgets how awful the beast was and buys him back again. It's really quite foolish of him."
He bowed gallantly from the neck. "Of course."
"What will become of you now that Sir Cedric means to settle in the country?"
"He sounds quite the magnate," I said lightly.
"That he is, and entirely self-made, although he does not much care for people to know it."
"I hold the American view that self-made men are the most worthy," I told him. "If a man can better himself through his own gifts, his own native wit and determination, why are we so quick to think the worse of him for it?"
"You must be quite invaluable to him, that he would entrust such responsibility to you."
A fleeting wistful smile touched his lips. He nodded toward Snow, who stood just at the fringes of the crowd gathered round the hunter. Snow had doffed his hat and was raising his face to the fading sunlight. He looked like a man thoroughly contented with his lot in life, his expression one of perfect contentment.
"That gentleman has the life I would have chosen for myself."
"Really? I should think you would have made an excellent curate. You have a soothing voice. One does not like to hear about damnation from a man who sounds as if he were pronouncing a sentence from the Queen's Bench."
"And you would have been happy there?"
He closed his
eyes briefly. "It is the most sublime place I have ever seen. It is in
He sighed, and in that one small exhalation I heard a lifetime's anguish. "My father quarrelled with his brother, the current baronet. They did not make it up before my father died, and though I tried to apologise and make amends, my overtures were not received with approval. I was given to understand my father's sins would not be forgiven, nor mine for being his son. It was up to me to make my way in the world, as best I could."
I shook my head. "I cannot approve this system we have of keeping young men on leashes to be led about by their betters. My sisters and I are settled with some degree of independence, but my brothers feel the weight of my father's authority, even as grown men. And my father has been the soul of liberality. Any other man in England would have thrust my brothers into the church and the army and the navy just to be rid of them, whether they had any vocation for those institutions or not."
"Mr. Ludlow, I like to believe I would have sympathy for anyone thwarted in his happiness."
He smiled, the first genuine smile I had seen from him. The corners of his eyes crinkled; he looked younger suddenly and almost content.
"My lady, I may at least lay claim to being useful. Believe me when I say that service has its own rewards."
I thought of my own exhilaration when I embarked upon the investigation into my husband's murder, and the killing boredom when it was finished, the restlessness that came with stitching cushions and pressing flowers day after monotonous day.
"On that point, Mr. Ludlow, we are in complete agreement." I rose, and he jumped to his feet. "No, no. Stay where you are, I insist. I mean to walk a bit and admire the scene. Perhaps you will make that sketch after all."
He laughed, a light, pleasant sound, and reached for his sketchbook. "I may at that, my lady."
I left him
then, and turned my steps toward the path to the river and
THE NINTH
CHAPTER
You would look up to heaven, but I think
The devil, that rules i'th'air stands in your light.
—THE DUCHESS OF MALFI
I walked nearly to the river before I spied him, his good shoulder propped against an ancient willow. He was staring at the dark water as a soft river breeze ruffled his hair. He did not turn, even when I drew close enough to touch him.
"Curiosity is a character flaw, and a dangerous one," he remarked in an acid tone. "Or didn't your father teach you that?"
"He tried," I said cheerfully. "But I am afraid that lesson, like so many others, simply did not take."
He turned then and looked directly at me. I had forgot how singularly intense his focus could be. He had a trick of staring quite through me, stripping me bare while revealing nothing of himself. There had been moments, only a few, when he had been unguarded with me, giving me the smallest glimpse into the man behind the impenetrable façade. This was clearly not to be one of them. He kept his arms folded over the breadth of his chest, and I wondered if the gesture was meant more to contain himself or to keep me at bay.
With some effort, I was able to breathe evenly, and when I spoke, my voice was steady.
"I do
hope you are enjoying your stay at the Abbey. Have you been in
He ignored my opening gambit. "I will not tell you anything," he said flatly.
I opened my eyes very wide and blinked at him. "Of course you mustn't. I should not expect it of you. You are a professional, after all."
He ground his teeth together in a manner I knew only too well. "On that point, I must request your discretion."
"Why,
He took a step closer, using his height to great advantage. The breeze had risen, whipping his greatcoat about him like great black wings, and he loomed over me like some sort of fallen angel. "Are you enjoying yourself?" he demanded.
I nodded. "Oh, immensely! And you must promise to invite me to the wedding. I shall be bereft if I cannot wish you well on your nuptial day. I think I shall wear green. Not fashionable for weddings anymore, but during Tudor times it was just the thing. I believe it has some connotations of pagan fertility, but we shall draw a veil over that."
His jaw
tightened a bit more. "I will not discuss this with you. Not
I fluffed the
velvet trim on my cuffs and adopted a tone of supreme indifference. "So
you have said, and I agreed with you. Really,
His hand
twitched, and though he did not reach for me, I knew I had prodded him too far.
Teasing
"Honestly,
He opened his mouth, to say something vicious I have no doubt, but I held up a hand. "No, you mustn't tell me. I would rather not know." I tapped the black sling firmly. To his credit he did not flinch. "I do hope you are convalescing well. The air here is quite restorative."
"I am fine, thank you for your concern," he ground out, his lips stiff with anger.
"Excellent.
And how is Monk? Keeping well, I trust?" Monk was his majordomo, as well
as a sometime operative in his investigations. I had only the vaguest theories
as to
"Monk is
in
I gaped at him. This was most unexpected. "Valerius is treating him? But he is a student. He is not qualified—"
"Under
Mordecai's direction," he amended. That eased my mind a little. Mordecai
was
"When did he break his leg?" I asked suddenly. The speed of the attack caught him off his guard.
"A fortnight ago," he replied, and I had little doubt if he had thought on it, he would have given me a lie.
"A
fortnight ago," I repeated innocently. "The same time you fell from
your horse. How very unlucky. And how very fortunate that neither of you were
near
"I read of it in the papers," he said smoothly, refusing to rise to the bait.
"As did I. Just this morning. The stories were utterly appalling. Ten thousand people marching to register their protest at the treatment of the Irish, and two thousand soldiers beating them back. I understand some poor souls were left with broken bones, and shots were even fired. So barbaric."
I paused, holding the eyes that never left mine. "Well, I must be getting back to the others. You should come along and watch them conclude the deal for the horse. It should be most entertaining. Oh, I am sorry, I forgot," I said, with a meaningful look at his sling, "you do not ride." I spun smartly on my heel and started down the path.
"Julia—"
I turned back in surprise. He had never once called me by my Christian name. Emotions warred on his face, feelings I could not identify as I waited, only an arm's length from him, expectant, hoping for some word, some declaration.
But he simply stood staring at me, locked in a silence he would not, or could not, break, and after an endless moment I let out a ragged little breath that sounded almost like a sob.
"You
know,
He spoke then, something profane, but he did not follow me as I walked away.
After my tête-à-tête with Brisbane, I felt thoroughly exhausted, drained of all feeling and numb with cold and a bit of misery as well as I retraced my steps to the Gypsy camp. I had not been gone a very long time, but it was sufficient for the ladies to have finished their fortunes. Emma and Portia had joined Lucy on her bit of carpet by the cooking fire, and were sipping at chipped mugs. More of Magda's dreadful tea, no doubt, but at least it would keep the rising chill from one's bones.
The gentlemen
were still haggling, though they had been joined by
I made for the knot of gentlemen instead, meaning to join them when a figure swayed out from behind the nearest tent. "You do not wish me to tell your fortune? I am never wrong, lady, as you well know."
I sighed. "No, Magda. Thank you. I trust the ladies paid you sufficiently for your services?"
She shrugged. "Is there enough silver in the world to exchange for knowing what the future holds?"
"Probably not. In that case, I shall leave you to it."
I made to step around her, but she stood in my path, not touching me, but making it impossible for me to pass.
"What do you want?" I demanded.
Magda shook her head, rattling the coin-bedecked chains at her ears and throat. Roma woman often dressed thus, carrying their life's savings on their person for safekeeping. "You were kind to me once, lady," she said, pouting a little.
"For
which you repaid me in ways that would have bought you a gibbet if I had gone
to the authorities. Instead I arranged for you to leave
She curled her lip at me and tossed her head. "Very well then. But I will tell you this for free—that one still walks with the dead," she whispered, nodding toward the dark figure slowly walking toward us from the river path. She grasped my arm fast in her bony fingers. "I told you once before the screams of the dead echo in his steps. You did not believe me, and you nearly died. Do you believe me now?"
I wrenched my arm free. "That is a faery story meant to frighten children. What did you tell my cousin Lucy? That she would marry and take a shipboard voyage?"
Magda looked at me in surprise. "Of course I did. That is what she wished to hear, and it was the truth. And I tell you the truth as well—that man is like the raven. His shadow speaks of death to come."
"Enough!" I cried, and pushed past her.
"Tell me, lady, has he ever told you the truth about Mariah Young?" she called after me, laughing her harsh, grating laugh.
I stalked off,
refusing to turn and address her. The question she asked had nagged at me since
I first heard the name Mariah Young. I knew little about her, save that she had
some attachment to the Roma, and some connection to
The gentlemen were just concluding the deal when I approached, with much slapping of hands and laughter and no doubt a few ribald jokes as well. They had dispersed to join the ladies, all save Sir Cedric who remained, stroking the hunter's nose with an air of proprietary satisfaction.
"Ah, Lady Julia!" he cried as I approached. "Congratulate me, if you please. I have just become the owner of this magnificent animal."
I peered at the hunter's face, noting the edge of white showing cleanly around the entire eyeball. I smiled.
"Congratulations, indeed, Sir Cedric. I hope Mephistopheles will make you an excellent mount."
His hand paused. He looked at me, a trifle uncertainly. "Mephistopheles? Like the devil?"
"Yes, but I am certain it is a term of opposite affection. As one will name a black kitten Snowflake, that sort of thing."
His expression
eased and he went on petting the animal's nose. It was the first opportunity I
had had to assess Lucy's fiancé in any sort of detail. He had removed his
gloves to better acquaint himself with his purchase. His hands were manicured,
but all the creams and unguents in the world could not erase the patchwork of
scars and calluses formed from many years of hard labour. His tweeds were
well-cut and almost alarmingly new. They bore the hallmarks of good tailoring,
doubtless from the finest shops in Savile Row. Beneath his hat, a few stray
locks of silvering blond hair curled to his collar. His whiskers were the same
odd mix of silver and gold, and with his ruddy complexion and tawny eyes, the
whole put me greatly in mind of an aging lion. His physique was powerful and
sturdy, though he lacked
"Well, what do you make of the old boy then?" he asked, and I turned my attention to the horse.
"A very fine hunter. Perhaps he needs a bit of training to settle his nerves, but with the proper handling—"
"Not the
animal," he corrected. "Me. Shall I pass muster to marry Lucy? Or am
I too rough a creature to be connected to the
He spoke lightly, with a chuckle underscoring his words, but I fancied I heard something else there, the faintest note of resentment.
I reached out and stroked the horse's nose. He flared his nostrils at me, but ducked his head to be rubbed again.
"Sir Cedric, you have met my father's Aunt Dorcas. The fact that we still own her as one of ours should speak volumes on the subject."
He nodded. "She does seem a bit of a Tartar, that one. There is not much love lost between her and Emma and my Lucy."
I hesitated.
If our dirty linen was pegged out, the line would stretch from Brighton to
"I think many young ladies of spirit resent the hand that curbs them," I temporised. "You needn't have her to stay once you are settled. She will expect it, of course, but Father will make certain she is cared for."
Sir Cedric drew back, a trifle affronted, I think, his colour rising. "Lady Julia, I hope I shall always do my duty by my relations, both by blood and marriage."
"Of course you will," I hastened to soothe him. "I had a very nice chat with Mr. Ludlow earlier. I know you gave him a place when he was left to make his way in the world. Very commendable."
His face relaxed, the swift ruddy colour abating a little. I had not thought him so easily vexed, but it appeared he had the temper to match his complexion. I only hoped Lucy knew how to manage him.
"I did. He is a clever boy, and I could have searched the City twice over and not found his match. He can tally a ledger page just by running his eye over the figures, and he can write a perfect letter the first time through, with nary a blob or smudge. Any employer would be lucky to have got him, but he is mine and I mean to keep him."
A peculiar turn of phrase, I thought, and I wondered briefly if he thought the same about Lucy.
I smiled. "Well, I will leave you to your acquisition, Sir Cedric. I wish you every happiness with him."
I gave the horse a final pat and turned in the direction of the ladies and their little tea party on the carpet.
As I moved away I heard Sir Cedric give a sharp exclamation. "He bit me! Here, sir, I shall not want this horse. The damned thing bit me!"
I covered a smile with my hand and hastened my steps. Retrieving his money from Jasper's pocket would be a frustrating and ultimately futile exercise. Watching him try would have been tempting, but there was other game afoot.
As I neared the ladies, Mrs. King approached me, having abandoned her efforts at conversation with the Gypsy child.
"My lady!" she called. I waited for her, and she hurried, her face a trifle pale.
"Mrs. King, are you quite all right?"
She paused, biting at her lip. "I do not know. My lady, can you tell me if that woman—Magda, I believe her name is—can you tell me if she is quite truthful?"
I shrugged. "She is as truthful as any of her race."
Mrs. King blinked at me. "I thought you were their champion. I am surprised to hear you speak thusly."
For some unaccountable reason I felt cross with her, and I did not trouble to hide the edge in my voice. "Mrs. King, I am no one's champion. I hope the Roma may be treated with respect and compassion. But those hopes do not prevent me from seeing them as they are. They have been greatly persecuted by our laws for centuries. Duplicity is simply their means of surviving in an unjust world. If I say they lie, I mean it as a statement of fact, and only because they are forced to it, as you or I would be in the same circumstances."
She shook her head. "I do not mean to quarrel with you about the Roma. But I must know if this woman speaks truly. Does she have the sight?"
I tipped my head to the side and looked at her carefully, from the pale complexion to the tiny lines sketched at the corners of her eyes. I had not noticed them before. "She frightened you, didn't she? When she told you your fortune."
Mrs. King dropped her eyes, but not before I saw them fill with tears. "She touched my betrothal ring at first. I thought she was going to give me a fortune like Miss Lucy's. I expected her to speak of wedding trips and trousseaux. Instead she dropped my hand and stared straight through me. She bored into me with those black eyes. I felt quite faint for a moment, but I heard her distinctly. She warned me about ghosts. She said I was in danger, if I did not leave the Abbey, some terrible fate would befall me."
I nearly snorted, and to cover the sound, I coughed behind my glove. Mrs. King clapped me heartily on the back.
"Are you quite all right?"
I waved her away. "Perfectly, I assure you."
Magda, for all
her faults, could occasionally perpetrate an act of genius. Doubtless she had heard
through the grapevine of village gossip that Mrs. King was betrothed to
I touched Mrs. King's arm. "I should not worry if I were you, my dear."
Mrs. King clutched at me. "She said I should retire early, bolt my door, and not stir until morning," she whispered.
Gently, I detached her fingers. "Excellent advice. The Abbey is full of odd little staircases and twisty corridors. One might take a nasty tumble in the dark. Far better to stay safely in your room."
She nodded, clasping her hands together. "I must warn the others though. It would be selfish of me not to do so."
I raised my hand to pat her again, then thought better of it. "Do whatever you think is best, my dear."
She thanked
me, and I think would have even tried to embrace me, but
"Ah, here is your fiancé now. I am sure he will be only too happy to allay your fears. If you will excuse me," I murmured, making a hasty retreat.
When I was a
safe distance away, I hazarded a glance back over my shoulder. Mrs. King was
turned away from me, her face buried in
Then I
remembered the lesson of
THE TENTH
CHAPTER
Men should be what they seem.
—OTHELLO
The rest of
the afternoon idled pleasantly by. The Roma provided us with a simple tea—just
thickly-cut bread with fresh butter—but, sauced with the lovely view and the
brisk air, it was utterly delicious. Father managed to avert a disaster by
purchasing Mephistopheles from Sir Cedric himself, and
"That is precisely what I am afraid of," she pointed out, and the entire group broke into laughter. She laughed as well, and after that seemed much more at her ease.
Alessandro was
prevailed upon to tell us tales of Tuscan strega,
and Mr. Ludlow and Mr. Snow made their contributions as well, relating
folktales of their travels to
"It will
be full dark soon, and I do not like the look of that sky. The temperature is
falling as well," he added, rubbing his hands together briskly. "I
think we shall be in for a bit of snow from the look of the cloud just over the
"Thank God for that," Portia muttered, thrusting a hand into the crook of Alessandro's arm.
We made our thanks to our hosts and pressed coins upon the children. As we picked our way to the carriages, Mr. Snow fell into step beside me.
"What think you now, Mr. Snow?" I teased gently. "Do you have a better liking for our travelling friends? Or do you still mean to reform them?"
He smiled and took my elbow in his hand, guiding me over stones in the dusk. "They do seem happy enough, I grant you. But it will be cold tonight, bitterly so, and I cannot help but think of them, shivering in their caravans, huddled together for what meagre warmth they can find."
I glanced
ahead to where
"If today teaches you anything, Mr. Snow, let it be this—you must never underestimate them. No race on earth has a greater capacity for survival."
Mr. Snow sighed theatrically. "It is difficult for a man to admit his errors, my lady, but how can he resist so lovely a teacher?"
This gallant speech was accompanied by a lightly mocking smile. I fixed him with my sternest expression.
"You are outrageous."
"You are not the first to say so. And since you have seen this leopard in all his spots, let me say further that I am extremely pleased to have been invited to join this happy party, if only because it means I shall be in proximity to the most enchanting lady I have met in a very long time."
His charm was thick as treacle and just as cloying. He could be a merry companion, but I was in no danger of falling prey to him.
"Tell me,
what led you into the church? Did you always have a vocation for the religious
life, or were you converted in a brilliant flash of light, a new
If he was disappointed his attempt at flirtation had fallen flat, he bore no grudge. He relaxed then, and I decided I liked him better when he was at his ease.
"I was in
the army, that last great hope of all second sons. My father was a knight, and
a poor one at that. My elder brother inherited a crumbling estate in
"And did you like the army?"
"I did, actually. I found I was terribly competent at standing in a row and marching where I was told. I was even rather good at shooting. I did, however, find it quite disturbing when my opposite number in a skirmish decided to shoot back at me."
"I can well imagine," I murmured.
"I was lightly wounded, not enough to maim me forever, but enough to permit me to leave the army without lifting eyebrows. My brother prevailed upon connections of his to find me a living, and so I entered the church. This is my third parish, and I must say, it is my favourite thus far. I find I am suited to the contemplative life."
He was smiling again, that small smile that hinted at some greater amusement and invited me to smile with him. He seemed to take nothing too seriously, including himself. We had reached the carriages by then, and he handed me in, leaving his hand in mine a trifle longer than strictly necessary. I watched him as he strode away. He reached his conveyance just as Emma moved to enter the carriage. She stepped back shyly, but he put out a hand, smiling as winsomely as he had at me. She laid her tiny hand in his gloved palm, darting a tremulous glance at him from under her lashes, and I sighed. It was a pity that something as mundane and dull as money should prevent a marriage between otherwise suitable partners.
As we rode
back to the Abbey,
"Penny for your thoughts," Mrs. King said suddenly, smiling winsomely at me.
"Not for a pound," I replied tartly. "Look there, the Abbey. How lovely it is, blazing with lights! Quite the faery palace."
We were silent the last few moments of the drive, and matters quickly fell to chaos when we alighted. There was much calling back and forth, noise from the dogs, orders being shouted to the footmen and grooms, and it was some minutes before everyone was sorted.
Just as I was about to step inside, I realised Mrs. King had lingered in the inner ward, hanging back as the carriages were driven away and the gates were rattled into place for the night, locking us in as effectively as any prisoners. The inner ward was deserted except for the small, lone figure in black. She stood perfectly still, staring up at the stone walls of the Abbey and did not stir, not even when I went to her.
"Mrs. King? If you stay out here, you will take a chill, and as I must stay with you out of politeness, I shall take one also, and I would very much rather not."
For a long moment she did not look at me, but when she did, her expression was one of awe. "I wonder, my lady, I do wonder if you realise how lovely it all is."
I blinked at her. "I beg your pardon?"
She sketched a
broad gesture with her arm, sweeping from the courtyard cobbles to the great
iron bell of the
"All of this. This place, your family. I wonder if you know how perfectly wonderful it all is."
I thought on it for a moment. "I don't suppose I do. It is all I have ever known," I told her, a trifle apologetically.
She nodded,
her lips pursed. "Yes, that makes sense. I don't imagine Parisians go
around marvelling at how wonderful
"But
She laid a finger on my arm, tipping her head slightly as a kitten will when it is being especially appealing. "Thank you, my lady. I have never been so warmly welcomed, nor so kindly treated as a guest."
"Ah, well, we do try. It is a draughty old place really, and with Aunt Hermia gone I cannot entirely vouch for the maids. Aquinas does his best, but he is far too soft with them. And just so as not to catch you unawares, I must warn you that arguments will erupt. It is not a March family party until something is broken," I said, with an attempt at lightness.
Mrs. King shook her head, her face sweetly serious. "I still think it is wonderful—so natural and unaffected. I really do not think you realise how extraordinary your upbringing has been. To be raised with such liberality, such freedom."
I was surprised she thought so. Most people were horrified by our upbringing, and Father had received regular letters from clergymen and meddling society mothers detailing how we were being ruined. I felt a rush of genuine, if somewhat tepid, affection for Mrs. King.
"How very kind of you to say. It puts most people off terribly, you know. We are scarcely received in society at all. I love my family dearly, but we hardly know how to behave properly." That was appallingly true. Our manners had changed little from my grandfather's day, when gambling and drinking to excess were the norm, and duelling and philandering were the sports of kings. I had elderly aunts who still turned quite misty with nostalgia whenever the scandals of the past were raked over again. They complained bitterly that society had all but ended with the Regency, and that the queen was nothing more than a dull German hausfrau. They mourned fancy-dress balls that lasted a week, and affairs with lords and their valets alike. Their adventures were the stuff of legend, and few of us managed to equal them. My own murdered husband and burned house were the merest peccadilloes in comparison.
I smiled at Mrs. King. "We cannot even manage a simple dinner without throwing the table of precedence completely out of order. But we mean well enough."
She hesitated, nibbling at her bottom lip. Then, in a rush, "My lady, I wonder if you might call me Charlotte."
I hesitated and she hurried on. "No, I am sorry. It is a presumption. Please forgive me."
I put a hand
to her sleeve, giving her a sweetly duplicitous smile. "Of course it is
not. You are betrothed to
The lovely lips curved into a seraphic smile, and her entire face seemed illuminated with pleasure. "And may I call you familiar as well?" she asked shyly.
"I should be disappointed if you did not," I told her. I looped my arm through hers. "Now, let us go inside. We haven't much time until the dressing bell, and I do not mean to be late for dinner. I have it on good authority that Cook has roasted ducks in perry tonight."
She followed
me in, but just as we were about to mount the stairs, I spied Lucy, staggering
under the weight of one of the great buckets of heather. I sent
"Dearest, one has footmen for this sort of thing," I reminded Lucy, taking up one handle of the bucket.
She heaved a sigh of relief and straightened. "Bless you, Julia. I know the footmen are supposed to carry these, but they managed to drop the first one and crush half the heather! It simply will not do," she said, and for an instant I was reminded of the stubborn child she had once been. She had always been more obviously willful than Emma, although she was often the one made to give way. Emma had a gift for getting what she desired without ever appearing to want it at all. Lucy, on the other hand, was more forthright in her demands, and was just as often punished for her acquisitiveness.
Still, every bride wants her little pleasures, I reminded myself, and perfect flowers were a small enough thing to ask. We carried them to the chapel, the one part of the great Abbey that had remained completely untouched after the Dissolution. Virtually nothing had changed in the three hundred years since the monks had fled.
Except for the bucket of sodden heather on the floor, I thought sourly. I righted the bucket and began stuffing the crushed blooms into it.
"I shall have one of the footmen fill the bucket and attend to the spilled water. It has done no damage, except to the flowers, poor things."
Lucy left the altar and spun slowly on her heel, taking in the shadowy chapel. It was chilly in the darkness with only the great iron candelabra on the altar for warmth.
"I've never been in this part of the Abbey. It is so cold here. How did they bear it?" she asked, rubbing her arms.
"I suppose they were accustomed to it. None of the Abbey was heated, you know. The monks used to complain that the ink in the scriptoria froze when they were trying to copy manuscripts."
Suddenly, her eye alighted on something, an iron ring fixed to the wall. The iron plate behind it was wrought in the shape of a mask, like some gruesome relic of Carnevale. It looked like a throwback to pagan times, like some wicked creature out of myth, its hair wrought into the rays of a burning sun, the empty holes for its eyes staring in sightless menace.
"What is that?" she demanded, moving closer to it in the flickering shadows.
"A
sanctuary ring. This was the
She touched it lightly, then turned to me. "What became of them? They stayed here? Forever?"
I thrust the last sprig of heather into the bucket, snapping it in two as I did so. Lucy did not seem to notice. Hastily I shoved it behind the others.
"No. A felon being pursued by the law could, if he reached that ring, claim sanctuary for forty days. At the end of that time, he had to turn himself over to the authorities for trial or confess his guilt and be sent into exile."
Lucy turned back to the ring. "Astonishing. And people actually did that here?"
"Naturally," I said. "Murderers, thieves, heretics, they all came here and clung to that ring, invoking the right of sanctuary." Lucy showed no inclination to leave, but from far away I heard the familiar chime of the dressing bell. I moved toward the great oaken doors leading to the nave. "If you are really interested, you must ask Father. There is a book somewhere in the library. It lists the criminals, with all the ghoulish details. You would enjoy it thoroughly," I finished in a brisk, nursemaidy tone. "Now if you will excuse me, I must dress for dinner."
"Oh, Lord! That was the dressing bell, was it not? I must fly!"
She gathered her skirts in her hands and dashed out, hurtling down the nave. I followed, feeling a hundred years old and wishing Sir Cedric the very best good luck. I had a suspicion he was going to need it.
* * *
Once in my room,
I had very little time to dress, and everything seemed to conspire against me.
"No, not the black. The décolletage is too severe without a sizeable necklace, and I've nothing that will do. Fetch the bottle-green velvet. That will serve."
Morag heaved a sigh. "I have only just sponged it."
I dared another look at the mantel clock, then began shoving pins into my hair myself. "The dark pink satin then."
She folded her arms over her chest, puckering her lips. "I have not yet finished whipping the hem."
"Whyever not, for heaven's sake?" I jammed another pin into place.
"Perhaps
because I spent the better part of the day playing dressmaker to that wee
beastie," she countered, pointing at
"Then the black will have to do."
Morag shot me a darkly triumphant look and spread the heavy black satin onto the bed, smoothing it with a proprietary hand. When she was finished, she pointed to a box on the dressing table that, in my haste, I had not seen.
"Mind you don't forget to open that. Mr. Aquinas was very specific. He brought it up after breakfast and said to be certain you opened it before you went down to dinner."
I tucked the last pin into place and took up the parcel. It was wrapped in brown paper and secured with a bit of ordinary tape such as solicitors use. There was a small piece of card tied to it, penned with two words in my Father's hand: Wear me.
"What the
devil is he up to now?" I muttered. Father adored little japes of any
sort, but I was in no mood to play
"It cannot be," I said softly. I stared at it a long moment.
Morag came to peer over my shoulder. "Well, it is. When did you see them last?"
I did not open the box. "Before Edward's death. They were still in the bank vault when he died, and I did not wear them during my period of mourning. I had half-forgot they were there."
Still I made no move to open it. Morag finally gave me a little push, and I flicked open the clasp. Another moment's hesitation, and I opened the lid.
There, nestled
against a bed of black satin, was the most perfect collection of grey pearls in
But even I was forced to admit they were magnificent. I stared down into the box where they nestled like pale sleeping serpents. There was a great collar, earrings, and matching bracelets. The collar was fastened with a heavy silver filigree clasp, worked with an Imperial eagle, the red eyes of its double profiles a pair of winking rubies. The bracelets had been copied from the collar; the earrings were simpler. There was a final piece as well, an enormous rope of pearls that, when hung straight from the neck, reached to the knees. Every pearl in the set was enormous, and perfectly matched to its brothers.
I turned over Father's note, but there was nothing else. He had gone to some trouble to remove these from the vault in London—not in accordance with proper bank policy, but then there were advantages to being an earl—and by the time I had puzzled out his motives, dinner would be a distant memory.
"Fine. I will wear them. They will suit the black in any case," I said finally, thrusting the box at Morag. She clipped and fastened and looped until I was weighed down like a Michaelmas goose.
Just as she clasped the last piece into place, I gasped. "You've scratched me."
She peered at the collar. "Not I. One of the eagle's heads is bent. His beak has nipped you, it has."
She reached to meddle with it, but I waved her away. "I've no time to bother with it now. I will wear them tonight, and then send them to the jeweler to be mended."
Morag fetched
my slippers then, dainty things of thinnest black kid, overlaid with exquisite
Spanish lace and perched on black velvet heels. I had paid a fortune for them,
and was giving serious thought to having all of my evening gowns shortened by
an inch to show them off to best advantage. I wriggled my feet into them and
tucked a handkerchief and small box of violet cachous into the tiny pocket sewn
into the seam of my gown. Morag reached for a small fur tippet, and as she
scooped up the bit of fur,
Morag had the
grace to look abashed. "She thinks it is her friend. They've spent the
afternoon together, and
I took the fur from her and dropped it in the basket. "Then she may keep it. It smells of dog now, in any case."
Morag snorted indignantly. "It does not. That dog is as clean as you or I."
I had little doubt the animal was as clean as Morag, but I knew it was more than my life was worth to say so.
Morag leaned over and clucked at her. "Haud yer sheesht, wee a body."
I stared at her. "Have you gone completely daft? You cannot teach that dog Scots."
She rounded on me, hands firmly at her hips. "I certainly can. You are teaching her English, and Scots is just as good a language."
I opened my mouth to reply, but she held up a hand. "You will be late for dinner, and I've had a long day. I am in no humour to be hauling trays up at midnight because you've not had enough to eat. Off with you."
I took my leave, grumbling under my breath. Between my family, my maid, and my pets, my life was clearly no longer my own.
THE ELEVENTH
CHAPTER
Yet men will murder upon holy days.
—THE EVE OF ST. AGNES, KEATS
Dinner was a spirited and lively affair. Conversation and wine flowed in equal abundance, and everyone seemed in high spirits with only a few exceptions. Violante sat next to Father, nibbling at pickled chestnuts and bestirring herself only to reply to questions. She kept her hand firmly at her belly, and I began to wonder if there was not perhaps a happy event in her future.
Hortense had
survived her day with Violante and Aunt Dorcas and was seated at Father's other
hand, coolly elegant in ice-blue satin trimmed in silver ribbon. She looked
like a pale snow queen, rimed in frost, a few tasteful diamonds winking out
from her hair. Emma and Lucy were dressed in the same gowns they had worn the
previous evening, as was
We talked of
many things that night at dinner: our venture to the Gypsy camp (which caused
Aunt Dorcas to shudder into her consommé muttering about vibrations) and the
Irish question (a subject Father changed as quickly as possible) among them.
Alessandro was prevailed upon to answer questions about
Sir Cedric had
chanced to mention his excursions in
"In fact,
I am of a mind to take Lucy there after
Mr. Snow gave
a little grimace of distaste. "If by 'alive' you mean tortured by insects,
heat, filth, and disease, then I will grant you are correct, sir. Not to
mention the difficulties between the races. My posting to
"On the contrary," Lucy put in brightly, "Emma was there some years ago, and she found it most enchanting."
Portia and I
exchanged quick glances. Emma's foray to
"Oh, no, my lord," she said quietly, her expression earnest. "I found it paradise. The climate was quite exhilarating, and the native people, so warm, so friendly and artless. I would go again tomorrow if I were able." There was a wistfulness about her I found oddly touching, and I felt suddenly sorry for her, constrained by her station and her lack of income to suffer the whims of others. She could travel only by invitation, on the largesse of another.
As if cued, Lucy cried out dramatically, "Then you must come with us!" She was sitting across from her sister, and she looked from Emma to Sir Cedric, imploringly. He hesitated for the barest moment, and before he could speak Emma did so.
"No, Lucy," she said gently. "I am sure Sir Cedric wishes to make his wedding trip without accompaniment. There will be other travels. Perhaps in a few years, when there are children who might benefit from a little supervision from their Aunt Emma," she finished with a smile. Sir Cedric threw her a look of pure gratitude, and Lucy blushed deeply at the mention of children. Snow was watching Emma with a warm gleam in his eyes, and I wondered again if something might be done to nudge them toward a match.
Conversation turned again, this time at Portia's behest, and a spirited debate broke out on the subject of trout, for reasons I never clearly understood. I was too busy watching Father, who had been noticeably quiet that evening. His eyes darted over the company ranged at his table. He was keenly watchful, as though he expected something to happen, but what, and by whose hand, I could not imagine.
After dessert the ladies adjourned briefly to the lesser drawing room. I was not surprised my pearls drew their attention as flame will draw moths. They gathered round for a better look—even Portia, who had seen them often enough. Only Mrs. King hung back, her expression pensive.
Violante pronounced them molto bellissimo, though Aunt Dorcas merely rolled them in her palm, dropped them with a decided sniff and took her chair by the fire. I glanced at Hortense, who had suffered Aunt Dorcas for the better part of the day. She was concentrating intently on her needlework, but her lips twitched with suppressed laughter. Lucy was the most appreciative. She ran her fingers over the pearls at my wrists, sighing softly.
"Cedric has promised me pearls for a wedding gift, but I cannot think they will be as fine as these," she remarked. Lucy was nothing if not practical. "How long have they been in the Grey family?"
I shrugged. "Ages. The clasp is a double-headed Romanov eagle, perhaps a sign they were fashioned for Russian royalty. The Greys always liked to claim they belonged to Catherine the Great herself." I furrowed my brow. "Now that I think on it, I should probably send them to Edward's heir."
"Whyever so?" Portia demanded as she lit a thin Spanish cigar. "The pearls are yours. Edward's will was quite specific."
"Yes, but I never wear them. Besides, his cousin has the estate and not enough money to keep it. Perhaps he could sell them. It is a hard thing to inherit an enormous beast of a house and no funds to maintain it. Pity it's entailed. He cannot even sell it to recoup his losses. I imagine the pearls would go quite a long way toward refurbishing Greymoor."
The estate was
not far; in fact its eastern border was the western property line of Bellmont
Abbey. It had been a nice-enough house when Edward's father was alive. But his
untimely death, coupled with Edward's neglect, had wreaked havoc on the
property. Edward's distant cousin had inherited the old wreck, and though he
had a comfortable income, he had nearly bankrupted himself simply trying to
keep a roof on it. It would have been wiser to abandon the old place and buy a
nice sturdy new house, but he was stubborn. Turning the pearls over to him
might make quite a difference to his gently impoverished family. Viewed in that
light, letting them moulder in a
Portia drew deeply on her cigar, puffing out a perfect ring of blue smoke. I sniffed appreciatively at the aroma of it as she fixed me with an indulgent smile. "God, you are sentimental."
Mrs. King moved forward then, throwing Portia a look that might almost have been reproachful. "I think it is a truly admirable sentiment, Lady Julia," she said quietly.
"Yes,
well," I said briskly, "they are only bits of oyster grit after all.
I far prefer rubies. Now, I should like to hear more about
Emma hesitated, but the others gathered around, murmuring encouragement and settling themselves comfortably. She gave me a shy smile, then took a tiny sip of the port Portia had pressed upon her.
"I
suppose what I remember most clearly are the gardens, in particular the
moonlight garden of the
"Oh, how
romantic!" breathed
"It was. The garden had been commissioned by a prince as a wedding gift for his bride. You see, this prince was very strict, and followed the customs of his Mohammedan overlord. His wives and concubines lived in seclusion, locked away from the world so long as the sun shone. But once dusk had come, and darkness had fallen over the land, the royal ladies were permitted to stroll in the gardens. Out of his love for his bride, the prince constructed this particular garden to be at its most spectacular by moonlight."
Her eyes took
on a faraway gleam, and I knew that Emma no longer saw the stone walls and
tapestries of an English drawing room. She saw only
"There were jasmines, of course, and tuberose, filling the air with such strong perfume that the ladies wore no scent because they knew they could never compete. There was a formal parterre, which was completely cleared and replanted several times each year so the garden would always be perfect. In the center of the parterre was a fountain of gold, fed by a stream that ran through the garden which the servants called the Stream of Paradise. At one end there was a throne where the prince could sit and watch his ladies enjoy the pleasures of the garden, and above the throne was carved the words, 'If there be paradise on earth, it is this, it is this, it is this…' And along each side ran colonnades, the columns so thick with bougainvillea and jasmine that you could not see the marble for the flowers. It was truly an enchanted place."
"How did you come to see it?" Portia ground out her little cigar in a china dish and waved her hand to clear the air. I stared at the slender stub and realised suddenly where I had seen that particular variety of cigar before. Reluctantly, I turned my attention to Emma.
"The
prince loved to entertain. He often gave dinners for the regiments and the
English diplomats. He always toasted the queen and insisted his children be
brought out to mingle with the guests. It was important to him that they learn
English. He believed the future of
"Would
they do such a thing?"
Emma gave her a sad smile.
"No. For much the same reason that Julia's pet raven does not leave her, although his cage is seldom closed. Sometimes captivity is a comfortable place."
I would have liked to have heard more—if nothing else the condition of women in the East was an excellent subject for brisk debate—but the gentlemen joined us then, and an exuberant discussion broke out over how we should amuse ourselves. I listened as the others bantered, edging around the group to Portia's chair. I leaned close enough to brush her ear with my lips.
"Tell me,
dearest, how long have you been smoking
Portia waved a lazy hand. "He sent a box of them after the last time he dined with us. I had invited him to smoke after dinner and admired the scent of them." She slanted me a wicked look. "I thought you were not jealous."
"I am not. I was simply going to offer you a pastille to sweeten your breath. I'm sure it smells vile after that cigar."
She laughed then and gave me a little push. I looked up to find Alessandro watching us, his dark eyes unusually brilliant. I gave him a small smile and he returned it warmly, suggestively even. I dropped my eyes then and we turned our attention back to the question of amusement. Charades was suggested and mercifully rejected. Someone else put forth the idea of word games; another made an argument for a theatrical, and Aunt Dorcas suggested a séance. Mrs. King blanched visibly and the proposal was quickly abandoned.
Finally, the notion of sardines was bandied about, and found to be agreeable to everyone. After another lengthy discussion concerning rules and procedures, it was established we should each play alone, and that the upper floors would be considered out of bounds for fair play, as well as the servants' accommodations and offices so as not to disturb the staff. Aunt Dorcas insisted upon remaining in the lesser drawing room beside the fire, and Hortense nobly offered to sit with her and keep her company. To my surprise, Violante joined our merry group, her olive cheeks flushed with hectic colour.
Aquinas was summoned to supply each guest with a candlestick and lit taper. As Father had never bothered to install gaslights or proper heating on the main floor, it would be dark and chilly hunting one another.
Amid much laughter, we drew lots to see who would hide, and Charlotte King was the chosen one. She clutched her candlestick nervously, perhaps a bit timid at having to brave the darkened Abbey alone to hide. She hesitated at the door, looking tremulously back at the group of us, but someone—it might have been Portia—called a little word of encouragement and she seemed to take heart. She slipped out, and the rest of us joined in a circle and began to count.
When we reached one hundred, we broke apart and took up our candlesticks. I heard Lucy's high laugh, and Sir Cedric's answering chortle. It occurred to me then that although we had agreed to hunt alone, the game was a perfect opportunity for the betrothed couple to steal a few kisses. The thought was not an appetizing one.
As soon as we
left the drawing room, the group scattered like startled birds, some flocking
down the side of the cloister toward the library, others taking the opposite
tack and exploring the approach from the nave that led to the great drawing
room. I decided to take a more thorough approach. There were few better hiding
places than the shadows behind Maurice the bear. I slid into the space behind
him, holding my candle aloft, careful not to singe his shabby fur. I had just
decided that
I gasped and turned on my heel, but before I could speak, the hand moved to my waist, drawing me hard against a masculine form and bold lips searched out my own.
With a bit of effort, albeit belated, I pushed with my free hand against the hard, muscular chest under my fingertips.
"Alessandro, really!" I licked my lips. He had tasted warmly of brandy.
He drew back, breathing heavily, a single lock of dark, silky hair spilling over his brow. He kept one arm locked about my waist, his other holding his candle high. The shadows threw his face into the sharpest chiaroscuro, and for a moment he seemed a stranger to me, harder, more forceful. Then he spoke, and the illusion faded.
"Il mio Giulia caro, I can hold my tongue no longer. My heart, it is so very full."
"Oh, dear," I murmured.
"Please,"
he said urgently, "I must speak. For months I have known you as the sister
of my very dear friends. I have honoured you as the greatest lady of my
acquaintance. But now I must tell you that I wish you to return to
I blinked at him and pushed at his arm so that I could breathe.
"But
Alessandro, there is every possibility I shall return to
He shook his head, his glossy hair gleaming in the candlelight. "No. Just this evening, Lysander tells me Violante is expecting a child."
"Is she! How wonderful for them. I suppose that explains the pickled walnuts," I mused.
"Yes, and
I am happy for my friend. But he wants the baby to be born here. And wherever
Lysander goes, there goes Plum as well. I know you will not return to
I swallowed hard. "Alessandro, my dear boy…" I began.
He raised a hand to silence me. "No, say nothing now. Now you will refuse me. I can see this. You must think on it." He pressed his lips to my fingers ardently, then disappeared as quickly as he had come. I counted to twenty, waiting until I was certain he had gone. I slid out from behind Maurice, giving the old dear a pat as I did so. I wondered how many other such scenes he had witnessed.
I had not gone four steps when I collided heavily with another figure, bouncing ever so slightly off a solidly muscular form. The other player's candle was held just at my line of sight, dazzling my eyes.
"I do
hope I didn't interrupt your interlude with Count Fornacci,"
"Lower your candle, you've half-blinded me."
He placed it on a table, and I could just make out his face, inscrutable in its fitful light. There were times I understood him better than most, I liked to think. Other occasions, I found him as difficult to comprehend as ancient Greek.
"If you mean Alessandro, I can only say you are being absurd. He is a boy."
I tapped the toe of my slipper on the carpet. "I will not quarrel with you, Brisbane. Besides, we are meant to be playing sardines, and I have not yet begun to hunt properly."
"Do not bother with the dining room. I have already been there."
"How kind of you to share your intelligence with me. Now, if you do not mind—"
"We are not supposed to work together," I reminded him.
He ignored me,
and it occurred to me then that he had some ulterior purpose in seeking me out.
For an instant, I thought of Alessandro's declaration and wondered if
Grumbling, I
allowed him to lead me to the billiard room. We searched the shadows, and I
found it curious how the near-darkness heightened my senses. I could hear my
pearls click softly in the silence and the hushed rustle of my taffeta
petticoats. I was conscious too of
I shook myself
from my fancies and moved away to look behind the heavy draperies at the
window, but
"There is no one here," I said finally. "I mean to try Father's study."
"A fair idea," he said smoothly, opening the door for me. He had taken it as understood I would not question his accompanying me again, and it is a credit to how well he knew me that I did not. He could be silent as a tomb when he chose, and nothing would pry him open.
I preceded him
to the study, and after a lengthy conversation with Grim, we searched it,
turning up nothing. My gaze lingered on the box where Father kept the
newspapers, the ones that told of the vicious riot in
A few shadows flickered in the nave, a few glimmers of light glowed from under closed doors, but there was no one about. I had just begun to wonder if we were entirely alone in this part of the Abbey when the silence was shattered by a broken scream.
It faltered, then started again, over and over, until I thought I should run mad from it.
"The chapel," Brisbane muttered. He grabbed my hand, crushing it in his, and began to run. I dropped my candle along the way, glancing back only once to make certain the flame had not sparked the carpet.
I dropped the
candlestick and pressed my free hand to where a pain stabbed my side. "
If he heard me, he did not care. He did not slow his pace until we reached the great oaken doors of the chapel. One was closed; one stood open a scant few inches. Light spilled across the carpet of the hall, and yet I was as reluctant to enter the chapel as I would have been to cross the very threshold of hell.
The screams
had stopped, and there was only a tense, expectant silence as
Lucian Snow was lying on the cold stone floor just in front of the altar, his neck twisted so that he faced us, his eyes wide open and staring.
And above him stood Lucy, clutching an iron candelabrum that dripped slow, heavy drops of crimson blood onto the floor.
THE TWELFTH
CHAPTER
Most sacrilegious murder hath broke ope
The Lord's anointed temple…
—MACBETH
In an instant
"Put it aside, out of the way," he instructed me softly. "I shall wish to examine it later." It was typical of him to worry about the evidence before the girl.
I carried the
candelabrum at arm's length, mindful not to disturb the blood or other, nastier
bits. I tucked it behind the altar and hurried back to help
I heard
"I suppose it is quite certain he is dead?" I asked faintly.
"There
are bits of him stuck to your shoe," he remarked, rather unhelpfully. I
felt instantly sick, but I swallowed hard, forcing the sensation down.
Her shoulders shook as if she were sobbing, but there were no tears, and not a sound escaped her lips. Impulsively, I put my arm around her.
"It is all right, Lucy. I am here with you. You are not alone." If she heard me, she did not give any sign of it. She simply sat, her shoulders shuddering as if with extreme cold. I noticed then that her hands were wet with blood. She held them open in her lap, staring at her red, sticky palms.
I rose and
went to
His eyes did not leave the corpse. He had thrust his good arm into the sleeve of his fine wool evening coat; the rest of the coat was simply draped over his other shoulder like a cape. He stripped it off without hesitation. "That is good of you," I whispered as he thrust it into my hands.
He nodded
absently, still scrutinising the body. I turned to Lucy, but before I could
reach her, Father appeared in the doorway, Portia just behind,
"We heard screams. What is wrong?" Father demanded.
His gaze moved
from the broken, bloody body on the floor to
"Oh, Miss
Lucy, what have you done?"
She rose and staggered toward Father. Her face pale as moonlight, her steps unsteady as she held out those gore-stained hands in front of her.
"My lord! In this holy place, I claim the right of sanctuary!" Her voice was shrill, her eyes burning with emotion. The phrase, the gestures, were the grossest of melodrama, but Father did not laugh. He looked down at her, his expression grave.
"Child, what have you done that you would invoke sanctuary?"
The rest of
them, Cedric,
"My lord, I claim sanctuary. You cannot take me for murder. Under the law I am given forty days. You cannot take me," she repeated. There was a gasp from the doorway, and I glanced up to see that Emma had arrived, pushing past the others to witness her sister's declaration.
Father reached out to Lucy, but she drew back in terror, her eyes rimmed in white. Suddenly, she rose and ran to the wall, wrapping her fingers about the hideous iron ring, clutching it like a drowning woman. Her hair had come loose from its pins, and she bore a striking resemblance to another Lucy, the mad, bloodstained Bride of Lammermoor.
At that moment
pandemonium broke loose. Emma fell into a swoon. Cedric caught her, cursing.
Violante began to shriek;
I still stood
clutching
"Lucy, what are you saying? You could not have killed Mr. Snow."
Father flicked
his eyes toward
I could hear
First, Father
ordered Sir Cedric to take Emma and Charlotte to the lesser drawing room. Ly
had already removed Violante, probably to the drawing room as well. Emma had
revived from her swoon, but she was frightfully pale.
Wordlessly,
Brisbane and Father went to study the body, and I stepped near, shielding Lucy from the sight of it.
"We must
remove the body, my lord,"
"I know you do not approve, my boy. But you will simply have to trust me. I must have a care here."
The tension in
Father's brows rose a little. "Ah. Is that what it was? I suppose you have put the weapon aside for safekeeping?"
"Just behind the altar," I whispered. "I took care not to disturb the, erm, matter on the base of it."
Father nodded.
"Julia, my dear, will you fetch Aquinas? Tell him what has happened here
and that
I felt a lurch in my stomach and I suddenly regretted the second serving of duck I had eaten at dinner. "I hardly think so, Father. The food…"
"Ah, quite right. Any room without a fire will suffice. They are all cold enough to serve our purpose. Tell him to use his best judgement. And we shall require a footman, I suppose, to help us shift the body."
"What of Uncle Fly? He must be told, and it would be horrid for him to learn of this from the servants. You know how they gossip."
Father stroked his chin thoughtfully. "I will send a note. Best wait until morning. No point in rousing his entire household this time of night."
To my
surprise,
Under other
circumstances, I might have thought it curious
I took one last look at the battered remains of Lucian Snow and left the chapel.
I met Aquinas just outside the door and blessed Portia's efficiency in sending him along.
"Aquinas, I am afraid the Reverend Mr. Snow has died suddenly."
Aquinas was a superior servant; he betrayed little reaction to the news that there was a corpse in the chapel. He merely blinked once, slowly, and then crossed himself.
"I do hope it was not the duck, my lady."
My stomach lurched again. "No, nothing like that. Mr. Snow was murdered. Mr. Brisbane, that is, Lord Wargrave is attending him now. If you could find someplace suitable to er, store Mr. Snow, I think that would be best."
"Of course. One of the larders, I expect, will serve nicely."
"Father said the same thing. It seems terribly unhygienic, what with the food and all. And I cannot think that Cook will appreciate having a dead man in the larder when she is trying to feed a house party," I objected.
"Of course, my lady, but he must be kept in a place sufficiently cool enough to retard decomposition—"
I held up a hand. "I do not wish to know. Father is expecting you," I finished, gesturing toward the chapel. He bowed apologetically.
Leaving him to it, I hurried upstairs to my room, poking Morag awake from where she was dozing by the fire. As quickly as possible, I sketched the evening's events. She gave a little scream, then shoved her fists into her mouth to stifle it.
"Murder? Here at the Abbey? We will all be killed in our beds, we will!"
"Do not be an ass. Now, Lucy must not be left alone in the chapel. She is quite fragile right now, and there is no one else to sit with her. Emma is too distraught at present. Lucy needs someone of sound common sense, and you will do, provided you do not start wittering on about murder."
Morag's eyes were round with terror. "What if she tries to kill me?"
"Morag," I said through gritted teeth, "there will be a footman at the door should you have need of him, but you will not. The girl is quite overcome. What she requires now is compassion. Take your needlework and a few coverlets, for you and for Lucy. It is chilly in the chapel."
"Shall I bring a weapon, just to defend myself in case of murderous attack?"
"By all means," I said brutally. "Bring your embroidery scissors. You can cut her hair if she threatens you."
Morag obeyed, but sulkily. She took her time gathering her things, and I used the opportunity to remove the pearls. I had a wretched headache from their weight and a sore spot on my neck where the twisted beak had pecked me. It was a relief to be rid of them.
Morag was still muttering sourly under her breath, and I followed her to the chapel myself to make quite certain she carried out my instructions. The body was gone and a quick glance behind the altar revealed the iron candelabrum had been removed as well. Chairs had been brought, hard, pitiless things from the corridor. Lucy was sitting on one, slow tears dripping down her face. Someone must have brought a basin, for her hands were clean now and faintly pink, as if from hard scrubbing. She had been persuaded to release the sanctuary ring and sat with her hands resting in her lap. She looked very small, and quite vulnerable. At the sight of her, Morag's demeanour changed.
"Poor little poppet," she said softly. She moved the other chair to sit beside Lucy, folding a woollen coverlet over the younger woman's shoulders. "Now, Miss Lucy, you know me, don't you? I am Morag, Lady Julia's maid. I've come to sit with you for a bit. You won't mind that at all, will you?"
Lucy shook her head and turned, burying her face in Morag's shoulder. Morag patted her awkwardly, crooning something soothing in Gaelic. She waved me away and I slipped out, closing the heavy doors behind me. A footman had taken up his post outside and he stood up as I passed.
He was pale and wide-eyed, and I wondered exactly how useful he would be in a crisis.
I paused by his chair, looking at him closely. He could not have been more than twenty. "Which one are you?" I asked him.
"William IV, my lady," he answered immediately. This was one of Father's little whimsies. Unable to remember the names of the dozens of young men who had served as footmen at the Abbey, he had taken to calling them all William, using numerals to distinguish between them. I gave him a reassuring smile.
"I am sure you will do quite fine, William. Just mind the door, and do not let anyone in or out without his lordship's permission. Have you a weapon?"
"A—a weapon, my lady?" he stuttered.
"It might be useful, should matters get out of hand," I mused. "Still, you are a sturdy lad. I'm sure you can handle any trouble that arises with your fists."
I smiled again, but he merely nodded and murmured, "Yes, my lady," his expression worried.
I hurried to the domestic offices, not entirely certain where I would find my father and Brisbane. I finally ran them to ground in the game larder. It was a suitably grisly place, any number of dead feathered and furred things hanging from steel hooks in the ceiling. There were a few other lumps of meat, things I could not immediately distinguish, and my thoughts went at once to my Aunt Lavinia who had adopted a ferociously vegetarian diet. The notion seemed oddly attractive to me now.
The worktable
had been cleared of all foodstuffs, all the little pots of paté and forcemeats,
and Lucian Snow had been arranged atop it. He was decently draped in a sheet,
and at his head the iron candelabrum lay as a sort of macabre decoration. I
glanced from my father to
"Well, it
did seem the best place after all,"
I shuddered, and Father gave a brisk nod. "He will do well enough in here for tonight. There is not enough light to do any sort of proper examination. Perhaps in the morning…"
I stared at him, not quite comprehending his meaning. "But Father, you must summon the authorities. We cannot deal with this as a private matter. A man has been murdered in our home."
"Do you
think I am not aware of that?" he demanded. His lips thinned, and his eyes
were hard with anger and grief. "Child, I am the authority in this part of
"Of course not, I simply meant—"
"I know well enough what you meant. You think I ought to summon the coroner, that there should be an inquest, neat and tidy, and with what result? My own niece sent to be hanged?"
"Surely they will not hang her."
His anger ebbed then, leaving him spent. He rubbed a hand over his face. "That is the difficulty. They will not hang her. They dare not because she is of my blood. And yet, how can I ever look any man in the eye after that and pronounce justice if I will not seek it for my own?"
"What do you mean to do then?" I asked softly.
"I must
send to
I did not like to point out to him that no one was likely to be impartial when an earl was involved in a murder investigation.
Instead I nodded. "Very well. And what of this examination?"
Already he was
thinking of Snow as the corpse, the victim. It was astonishing to me how
quickly
I sighed.
Between the pair of them they had decided on a course of action I could not
entirely approve. The villagers were accustomed to thinking of Father as little
less than a demigod. Yet I could not help but wonder how they would like having
their minor county officials passed over entirely in favour of
"There are no windows. There will not be ample light," I pointed out, hoping to dissuade them on the grounds of practicality. Father waved a dismissive hand.
"With a few mirrors and enough lamps, I believe we can illuminate the room sufficiently."
"Not to mention all of the helpful kitchen maids and scullery maids and pot boys. Really, Father, there is no hope that this will go unnoticed."
"I am aware of that, Julia," Father said with some asperity. "I am also aware I must bear the responsibility of the reckoning of this crime. Every decision I make will be scrutinised and found to be lacking. That is why I must have your help, both of you."
He sighed
heavily and ran a hand through his thick white hair. "
I felt a hot
rush of triumph.
"There is," my father put in wearily. "She knows the family and the Abbey. She can give you information, and she will be invaluable in dealing with the ladies of the party. I know the wretched girl has confessed, but I wish every provision for her innocence to be explored." He shook his head. "I can only think that her mind must have been quite deranged for her to have done this terrible thing."
"Very
well,"
"Good," Father replied. "Now, we will seal this room, and address the rest of them."
"What will you say to them?" I asked as we filed slowly out of the game larder.
Father shrugged, his upright posture failing him only a little. "I cannot imagine. But I shall think of something."
THE
THIRTEENTH CHAPTER
The game's afoot!
—HENRY V
As I made my way from the game larder to the lesser drawing room, I realised the lights, doused for the game of sardines, had been lit. Every sconce, lamp, and candelabrum blazed, banishing the shadows. It was little consolation. The very air of the place felt different to me now that murder had been done here, and I wondered if I would ever feel quite as I once had about my home.
Just as I approached the drawing room, the door was flung open and Alessandro bolted out, his face twisted with emotion.
"Ah, Julia!" he cried. He rushed to me, but before he could engage in any impropriety, I raised a hand. He stopped in his tracks, scant inches from me. He took my hand in his.
"Alessandro. I see that you have heard about Mr. Snow. It is a terrible thing."
He shook his head. "Julia, I do not understand this. I knew nothing until Lysander came and found me. I was on the other side of the Abbey, in the room with all of the plants. I cannot think of the word."
His brow furrowed in concentration, or perhaps in frustration.
"The conservatory?" I hazarded.
"Si, conservatory. I was there, and Lysander came to look for me. He said that Signore Snow has been murdered in the chapel, and that Miss Lucy, she has confessed to this horrible thing."
I could feel the confusion emanating from him. I had left Father and Brisbane to finish their preparations in the game larder, and I knew I had but a moment until they appeared. For either of them to find me in a tête-à-tête with Alessandro was not a complication I relished.
I adopted my most soothing tone. "Yes, it is frightful. And what Lysander told you is correct. But my father has matters under control, and we must soldier on."
He started, his skin going quite pale under its usual olive cast. "Soldiers? There will be soldiers here?"
"No, my dear. It is simply an expression we English use. It means we must do our duty and not give way to emotion."
Alessandro blinked at me, and I realised then how impossible it would be to explain the concept of a stiff upper lip to an Italian.
I turned him and prodded him toward the door. "Come now. Father wishes us all gathered in the drawing room, and he will be along any minute."
He cast a doubtful look at me over his shoulder, but he went without a murmur. If only every man in my life were so biddable, I thought ruefully. He paused at the door to permit me to enter first, and I made at once for the chair nearest Portia.
In the drawing
room, the assembled company was solemn. Brandy and tea had been supplied, but
no one seemed very inclined to partake. Cups and glasses were clutched in pale,
nerveless fingers, and
"Where is Aunt Dorcas? And Hortense?" I whispered to Portia.
"Bed," she murmured. "The old fright was tired, so Hortense saw her up to bed. Then she told Aquinas she was retiring herself. Something about a headache. They would not have heard the screaming, and I thought it best to let them be."
I nodded. "Time enough for them to hear of it tomorrow."
By way of reply, she took a deep swallow of whiskey, closing her eyes for a long moment. I could just see the fine lines at their corners, newly incised from fatigue. I felt a rush of affection for her then, and covered her hand with my own. She grasped it, and a ghost of a smile touched her lips.
Portia looked up in relief a moment later when Father entered, but it was Emma who rose, deadly pale but composed.
"My lord uncle!" she cried, her lips trembling. She bowed her head and raised a handkerchief to her mouth.
Father patted her back, a trifle awkwardly. "There, there, my girl."
"What happened?" she asked him, simply, as a child might have done.
Father shook his head. "I do not know, save that Mr. Snow is murdered, by her hand, Lucy claims. She refuses to leave the chapel, and I have respected her wishes."
"But why?" Emma demanded, pulling away. "It is so cold there. Why can she not go to her room?"
"My dear," Father said, moving to take a chair by the fire, "I would have been perfectly willing to confine her to her room if she had wished it. She remains in the chapel by her own choice."
"Confined to her room?" Emma followed him, sinking to a needlepoint hassock at his feet. "Why must she be confined at all?"
Sir Cedric interjected, his face stormy, "I imagine his lordship feels he has no choice." His voice shook, as though he held the reins of his emotion, but only lightly.
Father said nothing, but merely looked at Emma, waiting for her to comprehend. Portia handed him a whiskey, and he gave her a feeble smile in thanks.
Emma shook her head slowly. "You cannot believe it of her. She could never have done this."
Father took a sip of his whiskey. "Child, there is a dead man in my house, and a girl who claims to have killed him. I am compelled to believe her."
Emma gave an anguished sob and tore at her handkerchief, shredding the fine lawn with her nails. "No! I will not believe it."
The rest of us were silent as Emma gave vent for a moment to her emotion. Charlotte and I caught one another's gaze, and I was moved to see she looked quite devastated by our family's tragedy. Portia went to pour whiskey for Brisbane and myself, while Sir Cedric sat, his face betraying his disquiet. He seemed to be struggling, and I wondered if he doubted Lucy. They had known each other a bare two months. Was he pondering now if the girl he loved so passionately was capable of bashing a man over the head with a candelabrum?
Henry Ludlow simply stared into the depths of his teacup as though scrying for answers. His eyes were shadowed, and he looked desperately tired. Perhaps he felt guilty for his outburst in the chapel, condemning Lucy as she stood, her hands wet with the blood of Lucian Snow. Or perhaps he was relieved to think his kinsman had been spared marriage to a woman capable of such atrocity.
From the
window, Plum moved to stand behind
After a moment, Emma composed herself, wiping her eyes and smoothing her hair. "So she must be turned over to the assizes?"
Father shook his head. "Tomorrow I will send to Scotland Yard for an investigator and hand this matter over to the proper authorities. Any local justice will be seen as tainted."
Emma's face fell, and I knew she must be thinking of the little girl whose plaits she wove with ribbons when they were children, the little girl she comforted with bedtime stories. Father looked at her, his eyes warm with sympathy. "We have this short time until the investigator arrives to gather any evidence that the courts may take into consideration when choosing to exercise leniency."
His tone, however, left small doubt that he considered leniency an unlikely prospect.
I had thought she would weep afresh at this, but she merely nodded and resumed her seat next to Sir Cedric.
Sir Cedric rose, his face purpling with rage. "I have heard quite enough. I will not have my future wife treated like a common criminal. She will be released now, and I will take her away from here myself."
Father rolled his glass of whiskey between his palms. His voice was deadly pleasant. "I think not, Cedric. This is my home, and the girl is my relation. You are not yet married, therefore you have no rights in the matter. If you do not care for my management of this affair, you are free to go. But if you stay, you will not question me again."
For a moment I thought Sir Cedric might actually have an apoplexy on the spot. He raised a shaking finger at Father. "How dare you, sir! Your high-handedness is not to be borne. I will not have her treated with such suspicion."
"She will be treated with suspicion the whole of her life if you do not do as I say!" Father roared, slamming his whiskey glass onto the table. "Do you not see that, man? Everywhere she goes, whispers will follow her. Everyone she meets will wonder, did she get away with murder? The taint will live with you forever, poisoning your lives, and it will poison your children's lives as well. Is that what you want?" Father demanded brutally.
Sir Cedric opened his mouth, then closed it again, gaping like a newly caught fish. Finally, he gave up the fight and dropped heavily into his seat. "I will put all of my resources at her disposal," he said hollowly. "I will do everything in my power to secure her freedom."
Emma murmured
her thanks, and I caught
Father cleared his throat. "I have asked Lord Wargrave, as he has some experience in these matters, to prepare the reports and statements the courts will require. You will all cooperate with him fully, should he choose to avail himself of your assistance."
Father's tone left no room for misinterpretation: this was an order. The rest of us, accustomed to such directives, merely nodded. But Charlotte King dropped her teacup. The delicate handle snapped and tea splashed over her pretty slippers.
"Experience?"
Her eyes flew from Father to
"My lord, you astonish me. I had no notion you were in trade," she said, her voice flinty. "I think we must speak of this when we have more privacy."
Father issued a few more instructions then, most notably that no one was to approach the chapel without his permission, nor were messages to be sent to Lucy that he had not first approved. Emma asked if she might go and sit with her now that she was in command of herself, and he agreed. She also received permission to bring her sister a few articles she might require for her comfort.
Father then
bade the party good-night in a clear gesture of dismissal. First to leave was
Charlotte King, sweeping out without a word of apology for the broken cup or a
glance for her erstwhile fiancé.
Father stretched his legs to the hassock. His rheumatism was doubtless playing up again as a result of the cold. He showed no sign of stirring. I laid a hand on his shoulder.
"Are you coming, Father?"
He shook his head. "Not quite yet. I mean to finish this rather excellent whiskey and have a bit of a think. Good night, both of you. There will be much to do tomorrow."
Brisbane and I
bade him good-night and left him. Much to my surprise,
Before we
reached my room,
"I realise his lordship has sanctioned your involvement, and I do not deny you could be quite helpful in the present circumstances," he began. I bit back a retort. "However," he went on, "I will reserve the authority to remove you from this investigation at any time should I feel your safety may be in jeopardy."
I could not help it. I laughed.
"
His grip tightened. "I am not in the mood for jokes, my lady. I meant precisely what I said. If at any time I think there is even the merest possibility of danger, I will have you out of here if I have to throw you over my shoulder and carry you out on my back."
The image was a delicious one, but I pushed it aside. I could feel the warmth of his palm even through the heavy satin of my sleeve. "But we were partners together—we solved a murder between us, or had you forgotten?"
"I have forgotten nothing," he ground out. His eyes dropped for an instant to my lips, and I knew he was thinking of that reckless kiss on Hampstead Heath. He dragged his gaze back to mine, his eyes suddenly cool and pitiless. "Most particularly, I have not forgotten that I bungled that investigation so badly you nearly died."
I paused. It
was true the investigation had ended badly. But that had been due as much to my
own foolhardiness as anything else. In fact,
I shook my
head slowly. "No," I whispered, "all those months in
"I nearly cost it," he countered. I searched his face, but it was implacable, cold and white-lipped as marble.
He dropped my arm, and I stepped back. His fury was almost tangible as it crackled in the air between us.
I swallowed
hard, forcing my voice to evenness. "I have as much right to investigate
this murder as you. This is my home, my family, and it is my father who has
lent his authority to my involvement. So do not think that I mean to step aside
simply because you click your fingers at me. We are partners again, whether it
pleases you or not. Besides," I finished with a malicious smile,
"someone will have to make inquiries while you settle matters with
I hurried down
the corridor to my room. I hazarded a glance behind me as I gained my room, and
was not surprised to find
As I
undressed, I realised my hands were shaking, an inconvenience without Morag to
assist me. But eventually I fought my way out of the gown and went to stand in
front of the looking-glass. Where
THE
FOURTEENTH CHAPTER
Who dares not stir by day must walk by night.
—KING JOHN
In spite of
the evening's events, I drifted off to sleep rather quickly. I had thought the
image of Lucian Snow's shattered head would stay with me, but even that horror
was not able to blunt the dullness of the volume of Plutarch I had taken to
bed. I fell asleep with it draped over my chest and woke some time later to
find the candle guttered and the fire nearly burned down to ash. It was chilly
in my room despite the tapestries and thick carpets, and I rose to poke at the
fire, wrapping myself in a coverlet from the bed.
I jabbed at the fire a bit and tossed a shovelful of coal onto the grate. It caught, and I sat for some minutes, warming myself and thinking of Lucian Snow. He had been an attractive and charming man and a confirmed flirt, that much was certain. But what about him had driven Lucy to murder? Had he flirted with her, then scorned her? The notion was laughable. I had a suspicion Lucian Snow reserved his attentions for wealthy, unattached ladies of good family. Lucy was betrothed, decidedly not wealthy, and though she was a March, the connection was a slender one. Of course, he was younger and much more personable than Cedric, and there was always the possibility he might have seduced Lucy away from her bridegroom. She was young and impulsive to the point of recklessness at times. It would not be difficult for a persuasive and passionate man to open her eyes and awaken her sensuality, I mused.
But no, Lucian had seemed to have more of an eye to the main chance than that. I thought of our conversations, his warm eyes and lingering fingers. He had been laying the groundwork for a courtship, I was certain of it. He had nocked his arrow toward something more profitable than an impoverished virgin.
But if he had no interest in Lucy, then what was her interest in him? He was worldly and whimsical and no doubt irreligious, all qualities to be deplored in a curate, but who among us had not met a dozen such like him before? Fortune was not always kind to second and third sons. With no solid expectations, the church was often the only means of a comfortable living. More than one churchman had been made of a dissolute rogue. Clearly, this had been Lucian's lot, but how did it touch Lucy?
Asking her directly was out of the question. She was in a state, and I had no doubt it would take all of Father's considerable powers of persuasion to convince her to abandon sanctuary and give herself over to the authorities. I had little confidence she would stand up to their questions; I was not prepared to subject her to mine.
But I knew I would not sleep again without attempting to find some answers. I rose from my seat by the fire and found my slippers and a heavy velvet dressing gown. I relit my chamberstick from the fire and fixed it firmly into its holder. Silently, I slipped from my room and made my way down the gallery of the dorter, across the landing, and down another corridor until I reached the turning I wanted.
I peeped
around the corner, scanning the bachelors' wing for any sign of activity.
Formerly the lay brothers' dormitory, the bachelors' wing was comprised of a
broad corridor with windows overlooking the central cloister spanning the
length on one side, and a chain of bedchambers on the other. The wing ended at
the door to the guest room in the
The clock had just struck two, and all was perfectly still in that part of the Abbey. A faint moon, very nearly full, shed its pale silver light through the bank of graceful leaded windows. Hastily, I blew out the chamberstick. The moonlight was just enough illumination for my purpose.
Holding my
breath, I crept along the corridor, careful to keep to the middle of the way
where the stone floor was thickly carpeted. The bars of dull silver moonlight
gave just enough light to read the cards slotted by each door. I squinted at
the names. The Honourable Eglamour March,
I moved on. Sir Cedric Eastley. Aquinas had put him
in the Yellow Room, the best of the bachelor rooms with its primrose taffeta
hangings and a pair of Gainsboroughs flanking the bed. Strictly speaking, the
room ought to have gone to
I had passed Sir Cedric's door and had almost reached the Tower Room when I felt a rush of air against my face. I opened my mouth to exclaim, but before I could do so, a strong hand clamped about my wrist and dragged me into the room. The door was closed behind me and I was pushed up against it, the hand now firmly pressed over my mouth.
I shoved it
away. "
"Do shut up," he whispered harshly. I shivered as his lips grazed the curves of my ear. "You are not the only person about."
I pushed his hand aside and caught my breath. "Who?"
"I do not know yet. I was just about to find out when you came blundering along."
"I do not blunder," I began, but a single firm finger laid over my lips silenced me. I was acutely conscious then of my state of relative undress, and his. He was still wearing his evening trousers and a fine, heavy white linen shirt, but this last garment had been casually opened almost to the waist, and topping the ensemble was a long robe of handsome dark red silk, flung over his injured shoulder to dashing effect. His hair was a trifle more unruly than usual, and the faint smell of sweet Spanish tobacco clung to the finger that still touched my lips.
His strong
form pressed me to the door, and I began to be aware of a somewhat breathless
sensation, quite like the one I had experienced during my trip to
"Stop wriggling," he growled, his breath warm on my neck.
I cannot recall precisely what happened next. I must have said or—rather more likely—done something which conveyed the direction of my thoughts, for the next thing I knew, he was kissing me with thoroughness and enthusiasm. It was highly gratifying.
I had just
begun to apply myself to a response with complete abandon when a faint noise
distracted me. It took some seconds to place the sound, and several more to get
He swore and broke off, rather short of breath and rubbing his shin. "You kicked me! What the devil was that for? For the love of God, Julia, if you did not want me to kiss you, you should never have—"
I broke in swiftly, untwining my fingers from his hair. "I heard a noise, a door closing in the corridor." It only occurred to me later I should not have interrupted him. It might have been highly useful to know what action on my part had prompted such an uninhibited response.
"
He showed not the slightest remorse. "I will buy you another," he muttered, pushing me aside and kneeling to peer out the keyhole.
"You most
certainly will not. Of all the wildly inappropriate—" I let my voice trail
off as I glanced around the room. It was round, as all tower rooms should be,
the narrow lancet windows fitted with stained glass depicting the March hares. The
draperies and bedclothes were bottle-green velvet edged in gold, enhancing the
medieval atmosphere. I was not surprised to see that
"
"It did not seem to hamper me a moment ago," he returned mildly.
Whether he was making reference to his abduction of me or to what followed, I could not say. Before I could speak, he had sprung to his feet and was easing the door open.
The corridor was empty.
I prodded
"I know that," he said through clenched teeth. "Would you kindly remove your finger from between my ribs?"
I obliged him
and we slid out into the corridor, moving swiftly as we dared. When we reached
the end of the corridor,
"Ooof," I said, gasping a little. He shook his head, frowning at me. It was on the tip of my tongue to tell him what I thought of his methods, but by that time he was edging his head around the corner to determine if the staircase was clear. He gave a little exhalation of disgust and dropped his arm. I took this as a sign I was free to move and stepped around him into an empty gallery. There were perhaps a dozen doors that led off of it, and at the end the main staircase, leading to the other floors and a hundred other rooms.
I stepped back. "If there was indeed a phantom, we have lost him. He might have gone anywhere, and if we attempt to follow him now, we shall doubtless rouse the entire household. Shall we search Mr. Snow's room instead?"
I sighed. "Because he is the victim. Perhaps among his possessions lurks some clue to why Lucy did this terrible thing. Perhaps even some mitigating factor can be found that might sway the judges to clemency."
The room was
gloomy. A cloud had passed over the moon, throwing the room into deep shadow.
I glanced around, taking quick inventory of his belongings. There was a small toilet case, and a portfolio of fine morocco on the writing table. I searched them both, paying particular attention to the letters in the portfolio. There were only two, pleas from his sisters for money, and nothing of any interest whatsoever in the toilet case. His brushes were not as clean as they might have been, but were exceptionally fine quality, as was the ivory razor slotted neatly into its case.
"Mr. Snow
did appreciate nice things," I murmured. When
"Do you not mean to help?" I demanded.
He shrugged his good shoulder, the candlelight playing off the planes of his face, throwing the tiny scar on his cheekbone into relief. It was a small, perfect crescent moon and I wondered, not for the first time, on which of his travels he had acquired it. "You seem to have the matter well in hand."
"Don't be obstructionist. We are supposed to be investigating Snow's death. It seems logical enough to begin here if we mean to understand why Lucy killed him."
"She has confessed it. The motive is largely immaterial."
I snapped the case closed and straightened, fixing him with a basilisk stare. "You gave Father your word you would investigate. You know perfectly well the courts may grant her leniency should there be cause for it."
"Yes, and she is the proper one to supply it. Sniffing through Snow's things will not tell us what we need to know to save Lucy from the noose."
"You are a brute," I told him. I moved to the wardrobe and eased it open. Snow had been a bit more careful with his clothes than the rest of his things, or at least the footman who had unpacked for him had been. The garments were neatly hung, and his shoes were arranged on the floor of the wardrobe with precision.
"I do not understand you," I complained, feeling the pockets of Snow's clothes for anything unexpected. "Were you not the one who preached to me that stones must never be left unturned in an investigation?"
"Yes, if one has nothing more pressing."
I ducked back out of the wardrobe to look at him. "It is half past two in the morning. What engagement can possibly be more pressing than searching Snow's rooms?"
He said nothing, and after a moment, it occurred to me he had not heard me at all. His eyes had a faraway look, and it was apparent he was listening closely to something on the other side of the door.
I felt a
quick, sharp lance of misery. Surely he could not have a liaison planned with
Before I could
ask what he was about,
"Men," I muttered, returning to the wardrobe. I continued to complain to myself as I searched. I did not relish putting my hands into the pockets of Snow's clothes, or into the toes of his shoes. The only time I had ever handled Edward's clothes had been after his death when, as a good widow, I packed up his belongings and sent them to charity.
I was just about to admit defeat when I thrust my hand into the last shoe and my fingers touched something hard and lumpy. I turned the shoe over and emptied it into my palm. It was a handkerchief, knotted securely. It took some minutes to release the knots, but I did so, careful not to damage the fabric. Inside, I found a tiny collection of jewels. There was a string of amber beads, a bracelet of flowers fashioned out of coral, a brooch set with turquoises and seed pearls. And in the midst of them sat a clever little jade monkey, his tail curved like a question mark.
I looked over each piece carefully, making note of the engravings. They were dainty, delicate things, suited to a lady's boudoir, and I could not imagine how Snow had come by them. I wrapped them carefully in the handkerchief, touching the embroidered monogram lightly with a finger as I slipped the little bundle in my pocket. There were two mysteries to solve now, I reflected. First, why had Lucy killed Lucian Snow? And why were my Aunt Hermia's jewels in his possession when he died?
THE FIFTEENTH
CHAPTER
We that are true lovers run into strange capers.
—AS YOU LIKE IT
Despite my iron resolve to search Snow's bedchamber thoroughly, the room was growing colder by the minute, and I was uncomfortably aware that I had not yet solved the mystery of the phantom. I knew it for pretense, of course, a childish trick to alarm the superstitious. But I could not like the idea of someone playing tricks when there were other, more sinister events afoot. A man had been murdered in my home, and it was not impossible that his death had some connection, however tenuous, to our spectre.
Certainly, the costume of a phantom could be assumed for entirely innocuous reasons. An assignation, for one. Not only would a spectral disguise keep people at a distance if one happened to be spotted, it also rather neatly preserved one's incognito. Certainly it might have been Sir Cedric, but I had little doubt Lucy intended to hold him at bay until she was properly married. Given her mother's sad history, Lucy would have marked her lesson well and insisted upon a ring before submitting to the ultimate caresses.
But Sir Cedric was not the only gentleman with a lady love at Bellmont Abbey, I realised with a start. Father had brought Hortense under his roof, a notion that did not bear thinking about, I decided with a shudder. I liked Hortense very well, but the idea of Father playing the Casanova was faintly distasteful. Besides which, Father would never think it necessary to don a disguise to pay a nocturnal visit to his inamorata. He would be discreet, I was certain, but haunting his own hallways was carrying things a bit too far.
That left
Ruthlessly, I pushed the memory aside. I refused to torment myself with thoughts of him and Charlotte. He did not mean to marry her, and whatever his game with her, I meant to discover it.
And then there
was
I shook
myself, ashamed of my doubts. Plum's amorous exploits in
I extinguished
the light and crept to the door, easing into the corridor. There was no one
about.
Another turn and I was at the chapel, the doors firmly closed, William IV asleep at his post. His head was sunk low on his chest, bobbing heavily with each slow breath.
I clicked my tongue at him. "Really, this won't serve. Do wake up," I said, poking at his shoulder. Suddenly, he gave a great shudder and slid down in the chair. He gave a deep, resonant snore and muttered in his sleep.
I bent swiftly and smelled his breath.
"Dead drunk," I murmured. He smelled strongly of brandy and there was a faint, seraphic smile curving his lips.
I stepped over him and put my eye to the keyhole of the great doors. The key had been lost ages ago and never replaced. Now the enormous keyhole was a tidy little window on the chapel and its erstwhile inhabitants. Not surprisingly after her ordeal, Lucy was curled onto a crude pallet of blankets, sleeping deeply, her mouth agape, one hand flung above her head. Emma was slumped next to her, a hand tucked in Lucy's. The tableau touched me. I was close to my own sisters, Portia in particular, and I could only imagine the anguish Emma must be feeling at the possibility of losing her beloved girl to the hangman's noose.
It seemed like an intrusion to spy upon her grief. I turned to leave then, and saw something gleam out of the tail of my eye. I peered closer and realised it was a brandy bottle, tipped on its side and quite empty. I looked at the slumbering footman and bent swiftly to look under his chair. No bottle or glass there, I observed. How then did he manage to become intoxicated?
Nibbling my lower lip, I turned the heavy knob of the chapel door, easing it open just enough to slip inside. I tiptoed to where my cousins slept. I picked up the bottle and sniffed it. Brandy, yes, but something more, a shadow of something bitter.
I leaned over
Emma, listening to her quiet, even breathing. It was so soft I could scarcely
hear it, and when I pressed a finger to her wrist, I felt the merest flutter.
Frightened now, I put my hand to her heart. The beat was faint and slow. I
paused only to touch the pale skin at Lucy's wrist. It was as weak as her
sister's. I took to my heels, bottle in hand, fairly flying up the stairs and
down the dormitory wing to the Tower Room. I was careful to keep to the carpet,
my slippers noiseless, and when I reached
He opened the door at once and I pushed inside. He closed the door behind me and turned, his back to it as if to shield me from whatever had caused me to take flight.
"What has happened?" he demanded. The bedclothes were askew and the bed still bore the impression of where he had lain, but the lamps were lit and he held a book in his hand.
"It's Emma and Lucy. I think they have been drugged, and the footman as well," I told him, holding out the bottle.
He took it, sniffing deeply. "Brandy, but it has been tampered with." He sniffed again, then touched his tongue to the rim of the bottle.
I snatched it from him. "Are you quite mad? You do not know what may be in there."
He shrugged. "It is laudanum, quite a lot of it, I should think. How are they?"
I spread my hands helplessly. "Senseless. They seem to be sleeping, but I can scarcely feel the pulse at their wrists, and their heartbeats are slow and heavy. The footman has been drugged as well, but he seems less affected."
"He is taller than either of them by a foot and doubtless heavier than either by an hundredweight," he commented, moving to the wardrobe. He flung open the door and pulled out a small leather case.
"
"Look outside," he ordered. "The snow has begun, and it will only get worse. It would take more than two hours to fetch a doctor from Blessingstoke and they haven't that long if we mean to keep them alive."
"Oh," I said faintly. I drew myself up to my full height and squared my shoulders. Whatever horrors the night would bring, I was prepared to face them.
I gulped and nodded, snatching up the basin and following him to the chapel.
The next hours
were not ones I can remember with any pleasure. It began with a vicious
argument between Brisbane and myself as to whether the rest of the household
should be roused. He insisted we should deal with the situation alone,
maintaining that until he knew how and why the girls had been drugged, he did
not want to alert the malefactor who had attempted to harm them. I flew at him,
accusing him of suspecting a member of my family, which he coldly affirmed, and
matters deteriorated from there. We were hardly speaking by the time we reached
the chapel.
"He will be fine. His heartbeat is strong. Roll him onto the floor and let him sleep it off," he ordered.
I did as he
bade me, swearing fluently under my breath the entire time. William IV was a
substantial lad, and it took all of my strength to wrestle him off of the chair
and into a more comfortable position on the floor. By the time I reached
He glanced up at me, his eyes boring into mine. "They have not been drugged," he said, rising to his feet. "They have been poisoned. We must get them moving and we must dose them with stimulants. Fetch Aquinas and have him bring tea, pots of it, as hot and sweet as he can manage."
I nodded and moved swiftly to the door. I paused the barest moment, glancing back at him. He was on his knees, draping Emma's arm over his good shoulder, levering her to her feet. Her head lolled back against him, her features peaceful and immovable. There was an expression of grim determination on his face and I could hear him talking softly to her, demanding she open her eyes and respond to him. I blinked back sudden tears and left them. It was in God's hands now, God's and Brisbane's.
I rapped
lightly at Aquinas' door. He roused at once and answered the door wearing a
dapper dressing gown of striped
"My lady?" he inquired, as brightly awake as if I had rung for him at teatime.
"
"And sweet," Aquinas said knowingly. "The sugar will help with the shock."
I blinked at
him. "How do you—never mind. I do not wish to know. Bring enough for
William IV. He has been dosed as well, but
I scurried
back to the chapel, and in a remarkably short time, Aquinas appeared, bearing
quantities of hot coffee and tea, both liberally sweetened. The three of us
took turns for the next few hours walking the girls, slapping lightly at their
faces and ladling hot drinks down them. They vomited often, but
"This cannot have been good for your shoulder," I said softly. "You must be in pain."
He shrugged.
"I have methods," he said blandly. "The ladies ought not stay here," he observed. "It is too cold, and they will be vulnerable to a chill. Aquinas, you take Miss Lucy and I will carry Miss Emma. They will do well enough in their own room."
Aquinas moved
quickly to take up Lucy as
Once more I
traversed the dormitory, scratching lightly at
"I have brought your basin."
He took it, but to my surprise, stepped aside. I moved wearily into the room and sank down into one of the armchairs by the fire. "So we may presume they were drugged intentionally. To what purpose?"
I stared at him. "I do not think I comprehend you. I am stupid with tiredness. Do you mean to suggest they took the laudanum on purpose?"
He shrugged. "Possibly. But unlikely. I could believe it except for the footman. If Emma had brought the drugged brandy into the chapel for the purpose of destroying herself and her sister, how did the boy come to drink it?"
I said
nothing, but merely nibbled at my lip. It was a dreadful but alarmingly
possible theory. Emma was just devoted enough to take Lucy's life to save her
from the horror of a state execution. Naturally she would take her own life as
well. I hated to admit it, but
He passed a hand over his brow. I looked at him sharply.
"Headache?"
He smiled, a thin, wry twist of the lips. "Not yet. I have managed to keep them at bay for some time."
"A new medicine?" I asked hopefully.
"Of a sort."
I had
discovered during our last investigation that
He rose and
rummaged in the wardrobe for a moment, returning with a peculiar piece of
apparatus he placed on the floor in front of him. It was a tall, slender glass
vessel, reaching as high as his knee and divided into a few chambers. Into one
he poured some water. Then he fiddled with a live coal and a bit of silver
paper and a small greenish-brown brick of some substance I did not recognise.
There was a tube attached to the vessel ending in a carved mouthpiece.
"I know what that is!" I cried suddenly. "It is a hookah!"
"And you know this from your many nights spent in opium dens?" he inquired blandly.
"Alice in Wonderland,
actually," I admitted. "The caterpillar. 'You are old, Father
William.'"
"That is not your usual tobacco," I pointed out.
He took another slow, sensual draw off the pipe. "It is called hashish. It is widely used in the East. In small doses it relieves pain and acts as a mild intoxicant."
"And in large doses?"
I was silent a
moment, thinking of the one time I had seen
But as he smoked, I realised the hashish seemed to have no effect beyond a mellowing of his temper. He smoked slowly, and as I watched, his pupils dilated and he relaxed visibly. His posture eased, and his eyes, always expressive, seemed to take on a Byzantine slant. It was oddly fascinating. He might have been a sultan at his ease in a harim, and I his trembling concubine. The thought was a diverting one, but this was no time to pursue it.
He said nothing for a long while, then he removed the mouthpiece and held it out to me. I swallowed hard, then reached out and took it. His eyes never left mine as I pulled in a modest breath of sweet, heavy smoke. I coughed and my eyes watered, but by the second draw I was comfortable and by the third I held it, then blew the smoke out slowly between my lips.
He pulled the pipe out of my hands. "That is enough. I shall not be responsible for your corruption."
I opened my mouth to remonstrate, but he waved me to silence.
"Now," he began, more briskly than I had expected, "let us theorise for a moment on why anyone else would wish to harm Lucy and Emma."
"Because they saw or know something they oughtn't," I said promptly.
"And who would wish to do that?"
I shrugged. "Poisoning is a woman's method. We must look to the ladies of the house."
"Not necessarily," he began to argue.
I persisted. "I think it was a woman. Moreover, I think she masquerades as a ghost." I paused, then took a deep breath. "I saw a phantom last night, at the end of the ladies' wing in the dorter. It was at least a head shorter than six feet, and the draperies were filmy stuff, wispy, like fingers of fog."
To his credit,
"What did it do?"
"It did nothing. It seemed to look at me, then it vanished."
He looked at
me severely. "I would thank you to save the nursery stories for
"I simply mean it was there one moment, and not the next. It slipped behind a tapestry concealing a hidden passage. That particular passage leads to the lumber rooms in the scriptoria, and from there, one might go anywhere in the Abbey. The ghost might have been about some nefarious business. We have, after all, had a murder and two attempted murders since it appeared."
I gave him a smug smile. "That ghost is somehow connected to this ghastly business. And you will have to admit that I am right."
"
He gave me an enigmatic smile and regarded me through half-lidded eyes.
"'You'll get used to it in time.'"
THE SIXTEENTH
CHAPTER
Murder, though it have no tongue, will speak
With most miraculous organ.
—HAMLET
For the
remainder of the night—what little there was of it—I slept as one dead. I do
not know if it was due to the effects of
I rose slowly,
stretching and yawning widely enough to crack my jaws.
"Morag, I
think
Morag grumbled at the extra work, but dressed me quickly in a thick gown of black merino edged in velvet ribbon. When she turned back to the wardrobe, I tucked the bundle of Aunt Hermia's jewels into my pocket.
"And my boots. I may step out after breakfast," I told her, making up my mind then that I would accompany Brisbane when he called upon Uncle Fly to break the news of Snow's death.
"You'll not stir a foot outside," Morag said roundly. She went to the draperies and flung them back, rattling the rings on the pole. I went to her side and gasped.
"Heavens, it must have snowed all night."
"As near as. The moat is iced, but not solid enough to walk upon, and the gates are frozen shut. We'll none of us be leaving the Abbey today, not even poor Mr. Snow," she said, her expression mournful.
I stared out at the sullen winter landscape. I did not recognise the view at all. Rather than the sweep of lawns from the moat's edge to the formal gardens and woods, and then to the rolling Downs beyond, there was only softly billowing white, like a great pale ermine mantle draped over the landscape. The distinctive architectural features of the grounds—the statues and staircases, gates and urns—were shapeless white lumps. Beyond the formal gardens, the trees were black against the bleak grey sky, their bare branches encased in ice, like so many gnarled skeleton fingers. Just below my window, the waters of the moat moved black and fathomless beneath a paper-thin sheet of ice. Morag was unfortunately and entirely correct. We were housebound at Bellmont Abbey.
And Morag, who loved nothing better than a good disaster, smiled.
* * *
As soon as I
left Morag, I made my way to Hortense's chamber. Mindful of
Hortense opened the door at once, her lovely face wreathed in smiles.
"Julia! How lovely to see you. I was just having my morning chocolate. You must have a cup." She was dressed in a morning gown of lilac velvet with a little frill of silver lace at the neck. She resumed her seat and patted the sofa beside her. I sank onto it gratefully.
"We have had so little time to speak, my dear," she chided gently. She poured a cup of thick, frothy chocolate and I sipped at it, feeling the warmth of it clear through to my bones.
"I know. I have missed you as well. And you have been an angel to take on Aunt Dorcas. She is the most terrible old fright, and you are a guest. You should not have to sit with her and pretend to enjoy it."
Hortense did not settle back into the sofa as I had. Even at sixty her posture was exquisite. She perched on the edge, her spine straight as a dancer's. When she reached for her cup, it was like something out of a ballet.
"My dear, it is nothing. She is not such an ogre, you know. She still has some scandalous gossip, though how she manages, living in such isolation, I cannot imagine."
"Well, you are a better woman than I."
We fell quiet a moment, companionable in silence as we sipped at our chocolate.
"I do hope you've given Aquinas your receipt. This is divine," I told her finally.
"I shall do so before I leave, I promise you. And now I know what to give you for Christmas. I've far too many chocolate pots and some of them are very pretty. You must choose your favourite."
I did not
insult her by protesting. Although she lived like a lady of means, in truth
Hortense's funds were rather thinly stretched. A number of her former lovers,
"He is
looking well," Hortense said softly. I wondered if thinking of
"Absolutely. Pity about his shoulder, but I am sure he will be perfectly recovered soon enough."
"I was very surprised to hear of his elevation."
I shrugged.
"It is not so uncommon. It is the Prime Minister who decides such things.
If
Hortense was pensive, but even in thought, she was careful not to furrow her brow. Years of strict discipline had kept her face unlined and smooth as a girl's. I tried once to copy her. For an entire day I neither smiled nor frowned. By teatime, I had a vicious headache and resigned myself to wrinkles.
"Still, Nicholas is not so very highly born."
"Not on his mother's side, no. But his father is the grandson of a duke, and his great-uncle, the present duke, still has considerable influence. If he decided to press for the honours, the Prime Minister might well oblige him."
"Perhaps. Your cup is empty, chérie. May I pour for you again?"
I held out my cup, watching her slim, elegant white hands as she poured. I had accused her once of using witchcraft to keep her beauty, and it did not seem an entirely ridiculous notion. She was lovelier at sixty than any woman of my acquaintance half her age. Even her hands bore little trace of her years. They were smooth and unblemished, as fine as the porcelain she held.
"Do you look for a ring?" she teased.
"No, of course not," I lied, taking my cup and drinking deeply to cover my confusion. I scalded my tongue.
Hortense smiled at me in spite of herself. "I am not betrothed to your father, you know. And I never will be."
"Hortense, I am sorry. It is none of my concern."
She waved a hand. No jewels sparkled there, but at her wrist she wore a lovely cameo set with diamonds that seemed vaguely familiar.
"Of course it is, my dear. Nothing would give me greater pleasure than to be your stepmama. But to do so, I would have to marry your father, and that is something neither of us has a mind to do."
I set the cup into the saucer carefully. "Then you've spoken of it?"
She lifted a velvet-clad shoulder. "Naturellement. But I am a woman very much in love with my freedom, and Hector is a man very much in love with his wife."
I blinked hard, and when I spoke my voice sounded thick to my own ears. "He still loves Mother?"
Hortense's smile was patient as a Botticelli Madonna's. "He is a very loyal man, your father. He has a great heart, and there is a tiny corner of it for me. That is enough for both of us."
I sipped at my chocolate, feeling suddenly very relieved. "You really do not wish to marry him?"
Hortense's eyes danced with mischief. "And have to endure his family? Absolutely not. You are all quite mad."
She winked at me and laughed her sweet, silvery laugh. When she sobered, she wagged a finger at me.
"I should be very cross with you. Never once in your letters did you mention the delicious Conte di Fornacci. I think you are the black horse."
I blinked at
her. "Ah. Dark horse. Yes, I suppose. It was all very simple really. He is
a friend to Lysander and
"Hmm." That one little syllable held a world of meaning within it.
I gave her a severe look. "He is a friend."
"And do
you mean to return to
My cheeks were hot again. "I do not know. It was discussed, but circumstances may have changed now," I replied, thinking of Violante's new expectations. "He has asked me," I mumbled into my cup.
Hortense tipped her head and gave me a long, thoughtful look. "You should take a lover."
I choked on my chocolate, and it was a long moment before I regained my composure. "How precisely did we move from you possibly becoming my stepmother to advising me on my amours?"
She tapped my knee. "I am a woman of the world, chérie. There is nothing I have not seen, and very little I have not done. Think on what I have said."
"I imagine I should have trouble forgetting it."
Hortense pulled a face. "Now you will be English and proper again. We are not supposed to speak of such things. Very well. I too can be English. We shall talk about the weather. It is cold."
In spite of myself I laughed. "You are very silly, Hortense. And very good to care what happens to me."
For an instant, the cool mask slipped, and I saw real affection in her eyes. "I like to think if I had ever had a daughter, she might have been something like you."
I reached out and took her hand. It was smooth and supple in mine, and smelled of summer roses.
"Of course, she would dress better. That gown," she said, clucking her tongue. "So severe, so masculine in the cut."
I wrinkled my
nose at her. "I happen to like this gown. I bought it in
Hortense gave me the gently raised eyebrows that indicated disagreement, then squeezed my hand. "You used to call me Fleur, like my closest friends. You must do so again or I shall think you are cross with me."
I rose and dropped a kiss on the top of her beautifully coiffed head. "I could never be cross with you. Now I must fly. I have nearly missed breakfast altogether."
I moved to the door, but before my fingers touched the knob, she spoke. "He does not love her, you know. He never did."
I went quite still, my back turned to her. "It is his own affair, Fleur. I am no part of it."
"Still, I thought you should know. He has said nothing to me, of course, but I have known him since he was a boy. He has not changed so much that I cannot read him."
A flash of
memory from the previous night, his lips, his hands, his breath coming hard and
ragged after he kissed me. Then I thought of
Ruthlessly, I pushed the thought of him away and reached for the knob.
"As I said, it is no affair of mine."
She made no reply. I did not blame her. It was a foolish lie. It did not deserve a response.
* * *
As soon as I left Hortense's room, I met Portia just coming from her room. Outwardly unruffled, her eyes were snapping and the tiny jet drops at her ears trembled violently.
"Oh, dear. Whatever is the matter?"
We fell into step as we descended the stairs.
"What
isn't? Aquinas has informed me that none of the staff from the village will be
able to make it in today, so we are lacking two footmen, four maids, and a boot
boy. Dear brother Benedick trudged from the Home Farm to shout the news that
the telegraph line at Blessingstoke has collapsed under the snow, so I cannot
send to
"Pressing problems indeed," I agreed.
"And one of the cats has given birth, quite nastily, in the linen cupboard."
"How sweet! Which one?"
She gave me an arch look. "Christopher Sly. Which is all rather odd, as Father was quite certain he was a tom."
"Hmm. Well, I suppose the most immediate concern is Violante. Is she still upset?"
Portia
shrugged. "How the devil should I know? I coaxed her back to her room and
sent for Lysander to manage her, but she kept babbling on about dead men in the
game larder and how such things aren't done in
I tipped my head, musing. "I wonder where they house their murder victims then? In the scullery? Or perhaps the laundry? No, altogether too hot there, I should think."
"There is no cause for flippancy, Julia. I have a headache that has begun at my knees and gone right over the top of my head and back down again. I do not look for improvements as the day goes on."
As we reached the bottom of the stairs, I patted her arm. "I shouldn't worry about the staff. They will be snug enough in the village, and heaven knows we've plenty of hands to keep this place running without them. And don't mind too much about Violante. I have no doubt it's her pregnancy making her hysterical."
Portia sighed heavily. "I suspected she was breeding. I have never seen anyone eat so many pickled chestnuts. Her fingers were quite shrivelled from them. I suppose I had best go speak to Cook and make certain we've plenty more of them."
"While you're about it, assure her the body will be removed as soon as possible. And tell Aquinas to make certain the staff are given black armbands to wear as a token of respect for Mr. Snow."
Portia put her hands on her hips, giving a perfect impression of one of the maids in a pet. "Any more instructions, missus?"
"Do make
certain the linen cupboard door is kept shut. I shouldn't like
She put out her tongue at me and moved to turn away.
"One last
thing, dearest. Do you know where Aunt Hermia keeps that funny little jade
monkey Uncle Leonato brought her from
Portia threw up her hands in exasperation. "Really, Julia, of all the impossibly stupid things to wonder about." She paused and thought, clicking her tongue against her teeth. "Oh, very well. The last time I saw it, she kept it on her night table."
"And the
amber beads from
"In a box next to the monkey." She started to tap her toe on the carpet.
"And the
coral bracelet from the
"In her knickers."
I gave her a sour look. "You might be a little more helpful, Portia."
"Well, honestly. She isn't even here. Why you would ask about her little trinkets is beyond me. If you are so keen on them, have a look for yourself. You know she would not mind. Now, I really must go and find something for my head."
"Ask
* * *
In the end, I had no time and little stomach for breakfast. I had thought to make a dash into the dining room for a bit of toast, but the notion of Lucian Snow, lying cold and possibly bloated in the game larder put me firmly off the idea.
The game larder itself had been fashioned into a crude sort of laboratory. A stone counter ran the length of the room. On it, propped against the walls, was a quantity of mirrors, from tiny things fit for a lady's reticule to enormous looking-glasses taken from the dressing rooms. In front of these were as many lamps as the counter could hold. The effect was dazzling, so bright I blinked as I entered the room.
"There
are aprons on the hook behind the door,"
I put out my tongue behind his back and went to the door. The aprons were not the dainty pinafores the maids wore, but the thick white canvas affairs the footmen donned for the most menial chores. It was not until I was halfway back, aprons in hand, that I realised what he had said.
"
He turned, raising a brow coolly at me. "Of course you will. I have one good hand and his lordship is not at liberty to assist."
He put out his hand for the apron.
"What do you mean Father is not here? What else could he have to do?"
I stared at him, clutching the aprons in nerveless fingers.
"Disappeared? Are you quite serious?"
"As the grave. My apron?" He put out his hand again and I thrust it at him, my mind whirling.
"Where could she have gone? The gates are frozen shut and the moat is covered in ice. She cannot have gone far."
"Then she is probably quite safe."
"
I obeyed him, my fingers stiff with cold and dread. When the apron was secure, I went to his side, peering over his shoulder at the book. I was instantly sorry.
"I haven't given up on the subject of Aunt Dorcas," I warned him. "But this is a more immediate problem," I said, waving a hand from the hideous plates in the book to the motionless figure on the table. "I do not think I can do this."
I clamped my lips together against the faint smell emanating from the body. I nodded.
"Very well. This is part of an investigation. That body may hold information for us, and if it does, I mean to find it."
I swallowed hard, terribly grateful I had eschewed breakfast. "But you cannot possibly, that is to say, those pictures are quite specific and very, erm, thorough. I really think only a trained physician should make such an extensive examination. And don't you think the authorities will notice if you cut him like that?"
For the next
hour I did as I was told. I started by unpinning my sleeves. When I rolled the
first above my elbow,
"Begin by drawing back the sheet," he instructed quietly. "Fold it down all the way, and mind you don't disarrange anything further."
I reached a hand to touch the sheet, then drew it back sharply. "I know it is just a fancy, but I thought it moved."
I shook my head, forcing myself to take in one slow breath, then release it calmly. "No. If you can do this, so can I."
I would have expected a tiny spark of admiration in his gaze for that little speech, but his nose was buried in his book again, and I rolled my eyes. This time, I approached the sheet and removed it, as crisply as any housemaid about her chores.
Following his explicit instructions, I loosened Mr. Snow's clothing, removing his evening jacket, waistcoat and neckcloth. I felt them carefully, but the pockets were empty. I laid them aside and steeled myself for what must come.
"Wait,"
"What is
it?" I demanded, elbowing
He pointed to Lucian Snow's neck. Bruises blossomed around the throat, heavy blackish-purple things, livid against the pale skin. It was clear, even to my amateur's eyes, that they were finger marks, borne in with great pressure.
"What
fools we have been,"
I stared at the bruises, my mind working furiously. "Lucy could not have done that."
"No, she
could not. And those bruises would not have shown half so violently if he had
been strangled after death."
Abruptly,
"There is a bit of a depression here where the bone was broken, and a fair amount of blood matted in his hair."
"He was struck down before he was strangled?" I asked.
"To what purpose?" I asked.
"To
incapacitate him," he replied. "A blow there would have rendered Snow
unconscious, an easy victim for his killer. And that would explain why there is
only one handprint,"
I looked at
"Yes, my lady, I am the obvious suspect," he said, a trifle acidly. "Is my word good enough, or would you care for an alibi? I seem to remember I was with you when Snow was murdered."
"Sorry," I mumbled. I ducked my head to hide my blushes.
"The question is, if the girl could not have killed him by strangulation, and the blow struck with the candelabrum was landed before he died, what did she see?"
I began to pace the room, putting a little distance between myself and the gruesome relic on the table.
"Either Lucy was an accomplice, perhaps striking the blow with the candelabrum herself, remaining behind when her partner fled…" I began.
That mesmerizing pair of eyes fixed on me intently. "Or she did not touch him, but is taking the blame upon herself for another's crime," I finished.
I could not imagine Lucy creeping up on a man and striking him viciously with a candelabrum. Of course, until the previous night, I would have thought her incapable of any violence at all. I was rapidly revising my opinion of her. My first investigation had taught me the unlikeliest of suspects may be the most culpable.
"It may
have all happened quite quickly,"
"Or," I said slowly, "Lucy might have been there all along. She may have seen the strangler at work, and stayed behind to make certain the deed was finished with a savage blow of the candelabrum once the murderer departed."
I looked up to
find
"That is the most gruesome notion yet. And it took a woman to think of it. No, it will not signify. I still maintain the blow with the candelabrum was struck before he died. The coroner may have a different opinion on the matter, but I am convinced."
The rest of
the examination was swiftly carried out. I obeyed
"I suppose the first order of business is to speak with Lucy and Emma," I said at length.
"Indeed,"
"You mean you do not object to my questioning Lucy and Emma?" I asked, astonished.
He gave me the slow, lazy stare one might give to a backward child. "I cannot. They are unmarried ladies confined to their bedchamber."
It was on the tip of my tongue to point out that my undressing a dead man could hardly be considered proper, but I did not. It was enough that he had acknowledged the necessity of my role in the investigation. In truth, I felt a little deflated. He had capitulated so easily. I had girded myself for a fight.
I looked at
He turned to me, his eyes quite black in the magnified light of the mirror-lit larder. "You must find out everything that they might try to conceal. Be ruthless. Leave them no secrets to cling to, use whatever tactics you must. No man deserves that fate," he finished with a flicker of his gaze toward the shrouded form.
I glanced from
Lucian Snow's remains to
THE
SEVENTEENTH CHAPTER
Truth will come to sight, murder cannot be long hid.
—THE MERCHANT OF
I was surprised to find Sir Cedric standing outside Lucy and Emma's door, shouting at the footman who barred his way. Sir Cedric was clearly in a temper, his usually ruddy complexion dark red at the ears and nose. The footman, William V, I think it was, looked at me with something like desperation.
"Good morning, Sir Cedric," I greeted. "Is there something I can do for you?"
He looked from the footman to me with narrowed eyes, silent for a moment as if he were trying to place an unfamiliar face. Tiny flecks of saliva had gathered at the corners of his mouth, and I felt a little rush of pity for Lucy.
"Lady Julia. I have a mind to see my fiancée, but this buffoon will not open the door to me."
I cleared my throat gently. "Well, it is rather inappropriate under the circumstances."
His complexion darkened further still and I began to fear he would have an apoplexy, an eventuality too gruesome to consider. To begin with, there would be no place to store another body.
"The circumstances are, my fiancée is ill, and no one will give me news of her and she will not see me."
I gave him my most winsome smile. "How terribly frustrating for you. Why don't you go and have a cup of coffee, or perhaps a nice cigar? I will speak with Lucy and bring you news of her straightaway."
The narrow eyes relaxed a little. "Will you? Straightaway?"
I patted his arm, drawing him away from the door. The footman seemed to sag a little in relief. "I promise. Sometimes ladies do have these little indispositions. I am sure it is nothing for you to concern yourself about."
"She better not have taken a chill in that chapel last night. I warned March not to leave her there, and if she falls ill from it, I shall know who to blame," he warned me.
I smiled again. "Lucy has suffered a very great shock, and we all want what is best for her. Now, you go and make yourself quite comfortable and I will do what I can."
He thanked me grudgingly and took his leave, glancing back once or twice darkly at the footman. When he had rounded the corner of the dorter, the boy leaned against the door.
"Oh, thank you, my lady. I could not make him understand that Lord March said to admit no one except yourself or a maid. I thought I would have to hit him, and I do not think his lordship would have approved of that."
I smiled at his earnestness. "You might be surprised, William. Has anyone else attempted to see the Misses Phipps?"
He thought for a moment. "No, my lady. The maid brought them a tray for breakfast, and Lord March was here very early to look in on the ladies."
"Very good. And how long have you been here?"
"Mr. Aquinas fetched me out of bed a few hours before dawn to keep watch and let no one past. He said it was on Lord Wargrave's orders, and when Lord March came he said that Lord Wargrave had been quite right."
I nodded. "Excellent. You were perfectly right to refuse Sir Cedric."
He blushed with pleasure. "Thank you, my lady." He stepped aside smartly and opened the door for me.
The room was warm and quiet, and I moved inside, motioning for William V to close the door softly behind me.
"Julia," came a feeble voice from the bed. I approached, surprised to find Emma awake. Lucy slumbered on, curled as tightly as a puppy against her sister. Emma held out her hand to me and I took it. It was cool and light as a bird.
"How are you feeling?" I asked her in a whisper. Lucy stirred but did not wake.
Emma gave a short shake of the head. "As well as one may expect. Uncle March was here earlier. He explained about the laudanum in the brandy."
Her eyes shimmered with unshed tears, and I tightened my hand over hers. She smiled mistily at me.
"Julia, I cannot imagine who would do such a thing to us."
I hesitated. I did not like to pose such a question, but it must be asked. "Then you did not…" My voice trailed off.
She shook her head, almost angrily. "Of course not. How could I do such a thing to my Lucy?" She turned her head on the pillow to look at her sister nestled against her.
"I am sorry, Emma. It was a possibility, you know."
She closed her eyes. "I know." We sat in silence so long I began to think she had drifted into sleep. But then she opened her eyes and looked at me.
"That would have been the coward's way, and I am no coward," she said, more to herself than to me.
Before I could reply, Lucy stirred and raised herself a little. "Lie down, dearest," Emma told her. "You must not tire yourself."
Lucy obeyed, and I moved around to her side of the bed. She turned, giving me a sad, sleepy smile. "Hullo, Julia."
I moved straight to the heart of the matter. "Lucy, I know this has been a terrible shock for you, but you must know that your family stand with you. We know you did not do this thing."
She laid the back of her arm to her brow, staring up at the ceiling. She made no reply, and I went on. "Lucian Snow was not killed by your hand. We know this for a fact. The evidence says he died of strangulation, by a hand much larger and stronger than yours."
Without preamble, a sob erupted from her, tearing from her throat. She folded in half, her face to her knees, keening. Emma started for her, but I put an arm about Lucy's shoulder.
"I do not know why you claimed you did this, but we know you did not. And we will make certain the authorities know it as well."
Suddenly, Lucy stumbled from the bed to the washstand and began to retch. She had eaten nothing, but she doubled over, heaving until the spell passed. Emma went to her and stroked her back, murmuring soothing things until she finished. Then I handed her my handkerchief to mop her face. When she was done, she looked a great deal more lucid than she had since we had discovered her bending over Lucian's body.
She returned to the bed, and when Emma had tucked the coverlets firmly about her, Lucy clutched at my hand, pressing it to her hot face. "Oh, Julia, I do not know what happened. All I remember is leaving the drawing room to play sardines, then a great blackness. There is simply nothing there until I came to when you found me, standing there…" She broke off, her voice catching, but with a great effort of will she mastered it. "I have thought and thought, but I cannot retrieve any memory of the time between. I only know that I saw him there, broken, and I knew I had struck him. I knew that I must have done something unspeakable."
I thought of the Easter holidays Lucy and Emma had spent with us as children, of the little nothings that sometimes went missing, children's trinkets, but usually something of sentimental value. I thought of how Lucy's nose always itched when she lied about whether she had seen them. Always, that telltale little twitch, giving her away. I watched her now, pressing the handkerchief hard against the tip of her nose.
"Did you see anyone when you were playing sardines?"
Lucy shrugged helplessly. "I do not know. I have no memory of it." She scrubbed at her nose. "It is so cold here," she said apologetically, not quite meeting my eyes.
We talked for
a long time. Emma said nothing. Perhaps she knew how important it was for the
questions to be asked, and answered. I questioned Lucy by every possible
method, but her answers were always the same. She had quit the lesser drawing
room alone. From the time she left until the time
I rose and Emma threw me a grateful look. "Lucy, you must eat something. You also, Emma. It's very important to keep up your strength. I promise you, we will discover the truth."
Emma smiled her thanks, but Lucy was not looking at me. She was staring at the ceiling again, her eyes fixed once more on the slender web of hammerbeams that hung above her head.
* * *
Luncheon was
an understandably solemn affair. Father had said nothing about Aunt Dorcas, but
to my astonishment, he seemed angry rather than worried. Violante sulked openly
while Lysander chewed his fingernails and did not even pretend to eat.
For his part,
Understandably,
Sir Cedric and Henry were quiet, eating stolidly, without contribution to the
conversation or any apparent pleasure in their food. I had not yet had a chance
to speak with Sir Cedric about Lucy, and he spent most of the luncheon hour
shooting me significant glances. I tried giving him a reassuring nod, but he simply
redoubled his efforts. I ignored them and toyed with my food, too often putting
my fork down still laden; the image of Snow's cold corpse was yet too vivid and
too many unanswered questions lingered in my mind. Portia heroically took on
the chore of steering the conversation, butterflying from subject to subject,
skillfully avoiding any topics which might be awkward. I suppose that is how we
arrived at the subject of Christmas again, and
"So very kind of you to lend a hand," Portia finished brightly.
I speared a bit of potato and pushed it around the plate.
"My
dearest mama always taught me, 'One must lend a hand wherever one can,'"
I threw
Lysander roused himself then. "Who is expected for Christmas? I am rather surprised we have not seen Benedick and his brood yet."
Benedick, perhaps the favourite of my brothers, lived on the Home Farm, the other side of the Abbey from Blessingstoke. He had been conspicuously absent of late. I missed him, and his delightful wife. My nieces and nephews were another matter altogether. They were like very good, aged cognac: delicious, but only in very small doses.
"Benedick's lot are in quarantine," Portia advised him. "Measles. They look to be recovered by Christmas, but if they come, Olivia and her family will not."
I blinked at her. It was not like Benedick to be at odds with any of our siblings. Most of us quarrelled with one another from time to time, but Benedick was usually the only one on speaking terms with everybody.
"Olivia's children infected his with measles," Portia explained. "Benedick made some remark about the stupidity of taking one's children visiting when they've come out in spots, and she took it rather badly."
"I see," I said, poking at a piece of lamb. "What of the rest of them?"
Portia laid down her fork and began to tick them off on her fingers.
"Bellmont
is in
"Lysander,
"So many
"Indeed," Father replied. I did not know if Lysander had informed him yet of Violante's expectations, but from the kindly way Father was regarding her, I suspected he had. Father adored grandchildren, and the only thing that made him happier than being covered in them was escaping them and spending an afternoon locked in his study while they overran the Abbey like savages.
At least that was one family matter settled, I thought as I stared irritably at my peas. I could not imagine why I should feel so twitchy, so bad-tempered. I could have cheerfully thrown my cutlery at someone's head, and it was only when the dessert dishes were being cleared that I realised it was because I was frustrated. Luncheon, a lengthy family affair, had interrupted my burgeoning investigation, and what I wanted most, what I craved, was time alone to puzzle over the pieces I had collected and fit them together.
The coffee was replenished, and I had just made up my mind to excuse myself when Aquinas entered, Morag hard on his heels. Aquinas' expression was as carefully schooled as ever, but his wiry grey hair was ever so slightly dishevelled, and his cuffs were not shot. Morag looked faintly deranged.
Aquinas made straight for my father, bent to his ear, and whispered. Father listened, then murmured, half to himself, "Good God, not this too."
He waved a hand. "Tell Lady Julia. Something ought to be done to recover them." He covered his face with a hand.
Around the table, cups and spoons stilled, conversation halted. Every face swivelled to face Aquinas expectantly. He cleared his throat.
"I regret to inform you," he began, but Morag interrupted, her bony cheeks hot with indignation.
"Something of great value is missing in this house!" she announced to the assembled company. She paused, glancing slowly around the table, holding everyone's gaze in a gesture Sarah Siddons would have envied. When she had circled the entire table, her eyes flashing, she lifted her chin and proclaimed, "The Grey Pearls have been stolen!"
THE
EIGHTEENTH CHAPTER
All that you meet are thieves.
—TIMON OF
To say that pandemonium broke out would be an understatement of the grossest kind. Naturally, I blamed Morag.
I rose and took her by the elbow, dragging her toward the potted palm in the corner. "What do you mean by coming in here and making an announcement like a character in a melodrama? What must our guests think?"
She wrenched her elbow from my grasp and folded her arms over her chest. "There is a dead man stinking in the game larder," she reminded me sourly. "I hardly think a few missing pearls will be the ruin of this house party."
"He does not stink," I told her severely. "At least not much."
A mêlée had
erupted at the table behind us. Sir Cedric had apparently tired of holding his
temper and was shouting at Father, calling him Fagin and asking what sort of
house he kept where innocent men were murdered and ladies' jewels went missing.
Father shouted back, calling him a jumped-up boot boy (a barbed reference to
the fortune Sir Cedric made in selling cheap shoes to the working classes)
while Hortense and Ludlow were busy coaxing them apart. Meanwhile, Violante was
scolding Lysander in her native language in extremely colourful terms if
Alessandro's expression was any indication, and Plum had taken advantage of the
pandemonium to cover
"M'lord," she murmured.
"Morag, always a pleasure," he said as if he meant it. "When did you notice her ladyship's jewels were missing?"
"Just now. I went to do her chamber—"
"You just now went to do my chamber?" I interrupted. As my lady's maid, it was Morag's duty to bring my morning tea, help me dress, then tidy the room and prepare my clothes for the afternoon. The fact that she had not touched my room until luncheon was highly unusual.
"I had to
tend the wee doggie," she informed me loftily. "She would only sip at
the beef tea. Three trips I made to the kitchens for food for that animal. And
then she had to—" She broke off, colouring slightly as she glanced at
I rolled my eyes heavenward. "That bit of greenery was Father's prized hare topiary."
"Was it so? It did have a look of a rabbit, now that you mention it," Morag mused.
"Morag, kindly tell his lordship everything he needs to know about the pearls."
The chaos behind us had eased to a mild roar, and it appeared Father and Sir Cedric were organising a truce. Father had stopped shouting and Sir Cedric had resumed his seat, his colour still alarmingly high.
Morag clucked her tongue, thinking hard. "Well, this morning, after I tended the wee doggie, I realised I had best look sharpish about finishing Lady Julia's room because luncheon was nearly over. I went in with a bit of underlinen—" she whispered the word "—and that was when I realised the pearls were not on the dressing table."
"What do you mean they were not on the dressing table? You did not put them away first thing this morning? They ought to have been locked up as soon as you finished dressing me."
She pursed her
lips. "And how was I supposed to do that and tend to
"Because I thought you understood the pearls were to be taken care of immediately."
"But you did not say so," Morag countered, her expression triumphant.
"I did not think I had to," I said through gritted teeth. "I assumed you knew a parure of pearls worth thousands of pounds would be of a higher priority than ministering to the needs of a dog."
"And you
are quite certain the pearls were there this morning?"
Morag and I paused, staring at one another.
"Now that you mention it…" she began.
"Oh, no," I moaned. I had removed the pearls myself the previous evening, dropping them onto the dressing table when I had collected Morag to take her to the chapel to sit with Lucy. I could not say with certainty I had seen them since.
Morag shook her head. "No, m'lord. They were gone when I brought the tea things this morning."
She nodded. "I am. I remember now. I did not have to move them aside to put down the tea tray. Lady Julia put them square in the middle of the table last night. If they had been there this morning, they would have been in my way."
She bobbed another curtsey and fled, giving me one last nasty look over her shoulder.
"I cannot believe they are gone. So careless," I fretted.
"Perhaps
not gone. Just mislaid,"
Involuntarily, my hand went to my pocket, feeling the outline of the knotted handkerchief with its cache of Aunt Hermia's humble jewels. It was on the tip of my tongue to tell him what I had discovered in Snow's room, but as I watched him stare at the assembled company, his expression smugly satisfied, I realised he had no intention of including me in his triumph.
He turned to me. "My lady?" He looked at me quizzically, inviting me to speak.
I smoothed my
skirts. "Nothing,
* * *
One development of that harrowing lunch party was the revelation to the company at large that Aunt Dorcas was missing. Father made the announcement after coffee, rather offhandedly, in my opinion.
The reaction
was predictable. Sir Cedric flew into a rage again, and it took all of Henry
Ludlow's considerable powers of persuasion to settle him down. Portia and
"A poor choice of words on my part. She is not missing. She is elsewhere, and I am assured she is in perfect health," he finished smoothly, but there was an edge to his voice and I knew he was not as satisfied with the matter as he pretended.
The rest of us stared at each other in bewilderment.
"Such an unusual household," Charlotte King murmured finally. "First jewels disappearing, now people. I begin to think I am in a faery story of the most fantastic kind." Her lips trembled a little, and I almost felt sorry for her. "Perhaps we ought to look for her," she ventured.
"Unnecessary," Father cut in sharply. "Amuse yourselves as you will this afternoon. I shall be in my study and I do not wish to be disturbed unless God Almighty himself comes to call."
He rose and threw down his napkin, stalking off, Crab and a few of her pups trotting closely behind.
For my part, all I could think on was the pearls and what Father had said of Aunt Dorcas' penchant for pocketing little trinkets she admired. Was it possible she had taken my pearls and then fled with them? But the weather would have made that impossible, I reminded myself.
"Perhaps
then a walk on the battlements of the boundary wall,"
"That
sounds delightful,"
"
Sir Cedric and
Henry Ludlow excused themselves next,
And as I regarded Sir Cedric, a horrible thought rose in my mind. If Lucy had indeed taken the blame for another's crime deliberately, as well she might have, what man would she have better reason to shield than her own fiancé? Remembering the bruises on Snow's neck, I glanced at Sir Cedric's hands. The fingers themselves were not long, but his palms were broad as an ape's. His handspan would fit the bruises perfectly. I looked from his sturdy hands to his supple wrists. It had been a mistake to look at this man and see only the web of wrinkles at his eyes, the mane of hair shot with silver. I had ignored the strength left in him, the savagery that might well lurk just below the surface. What would it take to rouse it? I wondered.
"I have to speak with Cook about tea," Portia announced. "That seed cake she served yesterday was appalling, and if she sends up wine biscuits one more time…of course she is very sensitive. She might just as well throw a cleaver at my head as give me a ginger biscuit."
She rose and looped her arm through Alessandro's, pulling him to his feet. "I know. I shall bring her this delicious young man as a peace offering."
Alessandro seemed to struggle to find the proper words. "My lady, I would be very happy to accompany you, but Lady Julia's pearls. Perhaps we ought to search for them."
Portia smiled at him fondly. "Yes, and as soon as I have spoken to Cook, we will poke around belowstairs and see if we can find them. Perhaps Morag forgot what she was about and left them in the pantry."
Alessandro threw me a pleading glance, but I pretended not to see it. As much as I enjoyed his company, and as much as he deserved to be rescued from my sister, I was acutely aware of his intentions after his declaration of the previous night. I had no wish to be alone with him until I had formed an answer to his question. At present, I could give him none. The investigation, with all its winding paths and blind alleys, demanded my full attention.
Finally, only
Plum,
"What is
it, Julia?"
"It is Alessandro. You've been frightfully negligent hosts, you and Ly both. You must do something with him this afternoon."
"Like what? In case you have failed to notice, the Abbey is inescapable."
"Not for Aunt Dorcas," I muttered.
He rolled his eyes. "Aunt Dorcas is famous for disappearing when there is trouble because usually she is the cause of it."
I poked his chest as hard as I could, pressing hard on one of the tourmaline buttons of his waistcoat. "I hardly think she is responsible for the murder of Mr. Snow."
"Ouch. I meant the theft of your pearls. She's a terrible old cat about pearls, you must know that."
"Father did say something to that effect," I admitted. "But how did she leave the Abbey? And where is she now?"
I blinked at him. "I had not considered that. I suppose she might have left before the snow was too thick to travel. But how?"
"Julia, Father said not to worry. He has had word she is all right. She is probably sitting at the Home Farm, warming herself by the fire and driving Benedick to madness."
I remembered then what Portia had said about Benedick braving the snow to come up to the Abbey and shout news to Father.
"Of course. I am just being silly. I'm sure she is perfectly fine. But about Alessandro—"
He groaned and
raised his hands. "Very well. I promise to entertain him properly. But not
now.
A warning
trembled on my tongue, but I swallowed it.
"Thank you, dearest. Mind you include Ly. He is looking frightfully peaky."
"What did you discover from Lucy?" he asked finally.
I pulled a
face. "Nothing. She claims she has no memory whatsoever from the time she
left the drawing room, until we found her, standing over Snow's body, clutching
the candelabrum." A sudden thought occurred to me.
"Agreed," I said briskly. "So the question is, whom is she protecting? Sir Cedric is the obvious choice."
"Actually,
Emma is the obvious choice,"
"Yes," I said impatiently, "but we have already established, that is, you have already established, this murder was done by a man."
"True enough," he said, far more amiably than I expected.
"So Sir Cedric is our most obvious candidate for murderer," I finished. "We must search his rooms."
"I will search his rooms," he corrected. "It would be highly inappropriate for you to do so."
I felt a little thrill of pleasure at this demonstration of his regard for me. "You mean because a lady should not be present in an unmarried gentleman's bedchamber," I teased, thinking of the many trips I had made to his own chamber the previous night.
"No," he said slowly, his eyes warm with amusement. "I mean it must be done properly and by a professional. You, my lady, are still an amateur."
He was still laughing when I left him.
THE
NINETEENTH CHAPTER
He who would search for pearls must dive below.
—ALL FOR LOVE, JOHN DRYDEN
We had not
gone five feet outside the dining room before
"Yes?"
"I thought we were meant to search together," I told him, reaching for the ragged edges of my patience.
His stance was arrogant, legs wide apart and firmly set. He did not even have to speak to expose his stubbornness; I could read it in every line of his body. "I do not see why that should be necessary."
"Because
we are investigating this murder together." There was a tart edge to my
voice, even to my own ears.
He shrugged. "I do not require your assistance to search Sir Cedric's room. Go and have a poke around the lumber rooms. Perhaps your pearls will turn up. At the very least, you can have a look through Snow's portmanteau. I presume that is where it was stored."
My hands
fisted at my sides. I forced them to relax, and gave
"What an excellent notion. I shall go there at once."
He turned on
his heel and left me then, but not before I saw an expression of relief flicker
over his features. He was pleased to be rid of me, but why? I had known as soon
as Father instructed us to work together that
Determined to solve at least one of the mysteries afoot in the Abbey, I made my way up the staircase to the dorter. On impulse, I paused at Emma and Lucy's door. William V nodded at me genially and I tapped.
Emma called for me to enter, and I was pleased to see that she was sitting in a chair by the fire, wrapped in a dressing gown, a luncheon tray balanced on her knees. There were a few little dishes of invalid food, a bit of soup, a blancmange, a compote of softly stewed fruits.
"I am glad to see you eating," I remarked, taking a chair beside her.
She gave me a gentle smile. "I cannot manage much, but I must recover my strength. Lucy will need me," she added, glancing at the bed. Lucy still slept, bundled in coverlets, her hair spilling across the pillow.
I turned back to Emma. Her eyes were still resting upon her sister's sleeping form. Her face puckered, and for a moment I thought she was going to weep. But her eyes remained dry, and I took the opportunity to study her. The horrors of the night were clearly marked upon her face. Her eyes, usually her best feature, were sunk and darkly rimmed. A few threads of grey I had not seen before wove through her dull hair. Her thin face was pale, and her hands trembled a little as she dipped a spoon into the blancmange. She brought it to her lips, then laid it down untasted, her expression apologetic.
"It is difficult to manage anything. I just kept thinking of where we were, what awful thing Lucy had confessed to. And then the brandy. It seemed quite unreal."
"I know," I told her, my voice warm with sympathy. "But there is hope."
Her eyes lit with the fervour of a mystic saint. "What hope? Julia, you must tell me. If there is any chance, however remote, that my dearest sister may be saved, comfort me with it."
I patted her arm. "I cannot speak of it, but know this—the evidence clears her name. What other troubles she may still face, I cannot say, but of murder she is innocent."
Emma's eyes closed and her head drooped on her slender neck, as a flower nodding on a stem. When she looked up, tears sparkled on her lashes, lending a sudden brilliance to her eyes.
"Bless you. I cannot tell you what this means to me." She hesitated, then rushed on, the words spilling out of her quickly. "The maid who brought the tray said Aunt Dorcas has gone missing. Is this true?"
I nodded. "I am sorry to say it is. But everything that may be thought of to recover her is being done."
"That poor old woman," she murmured.
I hastened to reassure her. "Do not worry, I beg you. She cannot have gone far. There are no tracks in the snow, so she must be here in the Abbey somewhere."
Emma clutched at the neck of her dressing gown. "I never spoke of this, but I am sorry to say she is prey to odd turns from time to time."
"Odd turns? Of what sort?"
"When Lucy and I lived with her, occasionally she wandered off, sometimes even overnight. It used to frighten us terribly, but always she was found, wandering and confused." Emma paused, as if steeling herself, then hurried on, perhaps hoping to confide before her courage deserted her. "Often, when we found her, there would be a trinket, sometimes a jewel, in her pocket. We never spoke of it, of course. Oh, Julia, you mustn't tell anyone what I have said. She always recovered quickly enough once she was home again. She would be furious if she knew I told anyone. But to think of her, so old, so vulnerable—" She broke off, fresh tears coursing down her cheeks. She dashed them away quickly with the back of her hand.
"We have only to find her. A rather sizeable needle in a fairly small haystack," I finished with an attempt at jollity. "Besides, Father says he has had word and she is quite safe. Just off for a bit of an adventure."
She shook her head. "I cannot bear to think of it. She could be stern, you know. I cannot say that I ever liked her. But she did her duty by us. She took us in when we were motherless. I will pray for her, and Lucy will as well."
"I am certain your prayers will be effective," I said, almost meaning it. Personally, I preferred more immediate action than petitioning the Almighty, but I tried very hard not to think less of those who believed differently.
We parted
then, and I made my way up the tiny, twisting stair, the soles of my shoes
scraping lightly the stones that so many sandaled monks had trod before me. The
lumber rooms, formerly the scriptoria where manuscripts were copied, were every
bit as cold and miserable as I had expected. Frost rimed the tiny windows under
the eaves of the larger of the two rooms, permitting only the faintest light to
penetrate the shadowy corners. I scurried around, lighting lamps and banishing
the gloom, and gathering quite a collection of cobwebs with my hems. Hoots
never allowed the maids entrée to the lumber rooms, preferring to dust them
himself. He claimed it was because there were too many objects of value tucked
away up here, but everyone knew better. Hoots had made himself a rather cosy
nest, far away from his butler's pantry and bedchamber. Furnished with a
cast-off velvet recamier and a few excellent bottles of
Now the little
couch looked forlorn, and the
I took up one of the lamps and walked slowly around the room. Most of the contents were as familiar to me as my own face. We had played here as children, exploring each trunk and hatbox, prying open crates to peer at the treasures within, dressing ourselves up in shredded velvets and Prince of Wales feathers that had once graced noble brows during Court presentations. Those little attic rooms echoed with our games and silly songs of our own invention. Eventually we outgrew our Cavalier plumes and Regency silks, letting them fall where we tired of them. It was left to Aunt Hermia to pack them tenderly away in tissue and lavender, and the scent of the herb lingered still, stale and sharp in the cold air. Holding the lamp high, I looked carefully at each trunk, touched the crumbling frames of decaying paintings. I traced the spiders' webs and the dust, and noted the lack of footprints and smudges. This lot had not been disturbed. No one had been here since Hoots had last enjoyed his wine, and I was careful to blow out the lamps, taking one with me to light my way to the lesser lumber room.
This room told another tale as soon as I opened the door. While the larger room was used to hold the Abbey's more important unused treasures, the smaller was the repository of more humble items. The castoffs of daily life found their way here. Instead of court trains and Tudor lace, this room held neglected toys and clothes long out of fashion, pieces we had used for our amateur theatricals. There were my brother Bellmont's school-books in a teetering stack in the corner, nibbled by mice and smelling strongly of mould. A crate by the door held a service of china Aunt Hermia had been given as a gift and hated on sight. And on the opposite side were bags, the trunks and portmanteaux of the houseguests, mine included.
The baggage
told an interesting story of its own. Portia and I used similar trunks, of
excellent make and quiet colour, discreetly marked with our ciphers. Sir
Cedric, on the other hand, had an enormous boat of a bag, peacock-blue leather
stamped with his monogram in gilt letters six inches high.
I moved to
And what of
other, deeper and more abstruse emotions, I wondered, staring at
I suppose I could justify opening the trunk on the grounds that I meant to search all of the bags in the lumber rooms, but the truth is far simpler: I wanted to know more of him, and I thought there might be the slightest chance some article left behind in the bag could give me some enlightenment. As if a bottle of toilet water or a spare comb could interpret a character as complex as Brisbane, I thought bitterly as I threw back the lid, cursing my own foolishness even as I hoped for some bit of illumination.
What I found was no bottle of toilet water, no broken comb or discarded pair of boots. It was a gown, a white gown of sheerest gossamer laid over silk, trailing fingers of cloudy white like fog on a windy night.
I stared at it for a long moment, scarcely believing my eyes. I reached into the trunk cautiously, as if expecting it to move of its own accord. The silk was cold to the touch, and when I lifted it, it foamed up, springing to life. I jumped back, then approached it again, poking at it with a nervous finger. Something sharp jabbed into my flesh and I jerked it back, staring at the bright bead of blood welling on my fingertip. I wrapped my handkerchief carefully about my finger and inspected the dress more closely. Each layer was fitted with a thin bit of wire at the hem, a wire that could be bent to one's whim. The layers could be made to trail out, even when the wearer was quite still, and the effect would be one of ghostly movement.
I laid it aside and removed the rest of the contents. There was a bit of black veiling, sheer but without sheen or pattern. A head-dress of sorts followed, more of the white silk overlaid with gossamer tissue. And below this was the most interesting find of all, a pair of pattens. I had not seen them since I was a girl. They were for country-dwellers, an apparatus to strap over the shoes on muddy days. Put simply, they were soles on high iron rings, lifting the wearer out of the muck. They made a tremendous clanging sound as one walked, but as I inspected the bottoms, I realised these would be perfectly silent. They had been fitted with black felt soles, rendering them noiseless, even on the stone floors of the Abbey.
I sat back, staring at the bizarre collection before me. Individually, the pieces were unusual enough; together they made a ghost, dressed in trailing white draperies, features obscured by a bit of black veiling, pattens to make it seem as if the spectre were floating above the floor.
Somewhat against my will, I was forced to admire the ingenuity behind the costume. I realised as I looked closely, it had been assembled from bits and pieces found at the Abbey. The white costume was one Aunt Hermia had worn to a midsummer masked ball. Titania, I think she was. The pattens had been long discarded. Old-fashioned and ungainly, they had been decaying in the lumber rooms for years. I remembered them from my childhood. The bits of black veiling and felt were easily explained as well—a mourning bonnet stripped of its veil, a wide hat cut into soles. The whole had been cleverly done, and all of it from here in the smaller lumber room. It would not have taken more than a quarter of an hour to effect the necessary modifications, and hey, presto, a phantom was born.
But who? And
why hide the costume in
The greater question was who? And as I packed the costume carefully back into the trunk, I realised there was but one way to find out.
* * *
Feeling
pleased with myself in spite of the meagre results of my search—Snow's bag had
been empty as well—I hurried down the stairs. I had just crossed the gallery
with the intent of meeting up with
Just then, I heard a footstep rising on the stair and leaned over the banister to see who approached.
"
"I hope you have had a pleasant walk," I said, my eyes lingering on a hairpin dangling just above her ear, the curl above it threatening to escape.
She did not flush, but I noticed her lips were pinkly moist and a little swollen. She licked them before she replied.
"Very pleasant, thank you."
I dared not let my gaze slide past her shoulder for fear she would turn. I detained her for a moment, asking inane questions about her comfort—Had she enough to eat at luncheon? Was her bedchamber warm enough?—keeping my eyes firmly fixed on her face. She replied that she was quite comfortable, and we exchanged pleasantries.
A few minutes' worth of imbecilic conversation was all the situation required, I decided, and I was just about to take my leave of her when she laid a hand on my sleeve. Her expression, sweetly placid before, had taken on an anxious cast. Her eyes darted about, as if she feared to speak freely.
"My lady, I wonder…" She broke off, worrying her lip with her tiny, pearly teeth.
"Yes?" I prodded. The great irony of Charlotte King's character was that when one craved silence, she chattered like a monkey, but when one wished her to speak, she was silent as an oyster. I gave her an encouraging smile, determined to pry her open.
She twisted her hands together. "I feel a vile creature for even suggesting such a thing, but I did wonder—the death of the curate, the disappearance of Lady Dorcas, the theft of the Grey Pearls—these terrible events might possibly be connected."
I resisted the
urge to pinch her for pointing out the obvious. It was unfair to expect her to
handle these developments with any sort of equanimity. Those of us born into
the March family enjoyed a long and illustrious heritage of drama and disaster.
I endeavoured to explain this to
"My dear, of course they are connected. They all happened here, in our family home. But you must realise such things have been happening to us for more than three hundred years, and for four centuries before that prior to our taking up residence in the Abbey. One has only to read a history of the March family to see that we are an unprincipled, unpredictable lot. There have been beheadings and elopements, abductions and accidents. We are rather too accustomed to such things, I suppose."
I held my
breath for the space of a heartbeat. Surely she could not mean
"The Gypsies," she whispered, her voice urgent.
I laughed. It was impolite, but I could not stop myself. She was so earnest, so determined to help.
"My dear, it is not possible."
She tightened her grip on my sleeve. "Are you quite certain? Think on it, my lady. Mr. Snow was adamant in his condemnation of them. He proposed taking their children away and putting them into orphanages. They might well have heard of his views and took steps to ensure he could not see them to fruition."
"Mr. Snow revisited those thoughts after we called upon their camp," I protested.
She shook her
head, dropping her lashes to fan her cheeks. It was a lovely, sorrowful
expression and I rather thought
"He did not change his mind, not truly," she told me. "If you thought so, it was because he believed it prudent to be polite to his hosts. He admitted as much last evening before dinner. We spoke of it, just before we withdrew to the dining room."
I said nothing, and she pressed her advantage. "And what of the pearls? Surely so great a treasure would be an impossible temptation to those already accustomed to thieving?"
"And Lady Dorcas?" I asked, not bothering to blunt the edge to my voice. "Even if you could persuade me the Gypsies had reason to slay Mr. Snow and to purloin my jewels, you cannot possibly conceive any reason they would trouble themselves to steal a portly old woman."
I gaped at her. "Are you seriously suggesting the Romanies trespassed into the Abbey, murdered Mr. Snow, hid themselves for some time, then crept upstairs and stole the pearls from my dressing table, unseen by anyone except Aunt Dorcas? And then to cover their crimes, they abducted their only witness, into the snow, over a distance of miles, without leaving a single track outside the Abbey?"
She raised her chin, summoning her dignity. "I think it a likely solution, yes. And if you are not afraid of them, I am not ashamed to say I am. They are a ruthless, vicious people, and I for one will be glad when I am gone from this place and away from them."
She tipped her nose into the air and took her leave, banging her door behind her. I stood for a moment, lip caught between my teeth as I worried the notion like a dog at a bone. That the Roma were capable of less than impeccable behaviour, I was fully aware. I had seen examples of their cunning and their duplicity with my own eyes.
But I had never seen them behave maliciously. They could be terrible foes if they decided to revenge a wrong, but they were peaceable to those who treated them with courtesy, and my father had been a patron of sorts to them for many years. It was the grossest violation of the Roma code to betray the goodwill of one's host, and murder was an unspeakable crime to them. Neither would they steal from me. As the daughter of my father and a friend to them, I was always treated with respect. And the notion that Aunt Dorcas would have been stolen away to preserve her silence as a witness was laughable. She was old, but age had done nothing to impair her volume. She was capable of shouting down the rooftops if she wished, and if anyone laid hands on her, I had little doubt the villagers down in Blessingstoke would have been roused from their peaceful slumbers.
No, it was a
pretty, tidy theory for Charlotte, who liked pretty, tidy things.
Unfortunately, it crumbled beneath the smallest scrutiny. I wondered if she had
expounded her theory to
Dismissing
"This is
a cosy scene," I commented, drawing up a chair for myself.
"You've very nearly put her to sleep," I commented.
He raised his
good shoulder in a shrug, careful not to disturb
"I beg your pardon?"
Lifting her carefully with his good hand, he settled her into her basket and tucked the fur tippet gently about her. She gave a little sound that might have been a purr had she been of another species, and settled in for a nap.
"What do you mean she has been drugged?"
"Some narcotic, perhaps laudanum as well, certainly an opiate. When I ducked in here, Morag mentioned she had trouble rousing the dog. I had a look at her, and when you consider what happened in this room, it is perfectly logical."
It spoke volumes about the unconventional nature of our relationship that Morag did not question his presence in my room. Fortunately for me, Morag's penchant for gossip was entirely one-sided. She might carry tales to me, but she was a gorgon when it came to protecting my privacy.
I suddenly
realised what
"The
theft of your pearls," he said patiently. "Everyone knows
"You are welcome. But as I rescued you, I think I am owed a forfeit. Did you speak to William IV this morning?"
He made a moue of disgust. "I did. The boy doesn't have the intelligence of a sponge. He swears blind he did not leave his post except to follow a ghost."
I sat up quite straight. "A ghost? Did he describe it? Where did he see it?"
"At the far end of the nave, walking toward the vestry."
I tipped my head to the side, considering. "Walking? Ghosts don't walk."
"This one did. Apparently it had a slow, lumbering gait, and the boy, after several minutes of terrified debate with himself, decided to follow it."
"And?"
I could have screamed in exasperation. "The fool! Did he not remember that the vestry has two doors, one from the cloister passage and the other directly beside the chapel?"
"No, not even when he returned to his post and discovered a bottle of brandy, with a tag neatly inscribed for Miss Emma and Miss Lucy."
I groaned. "So close, and he did not have the wit to use the other door. It never occurred to him that the ghost was simply a ruse to lure him from his post?"
I gave a great sigh and slumped back in my chair, drumming my fingers on the arm. "Sir Cedric's room?"
"Nothing of interest. He has appalling taste in books, but other than that, I can find no crimes to lay at his door."
"Pity," I mused. "I think he would make a proper villain."
I said nothing for a long moment, thinking of my husband's murderer, and the sweet, gentle face I had loved. At length I cleared my throat and changed the subject.
"What of
your expedition to
"Let me amend that. What did you hope to find?"
He paused, then looked at the fire. "I cannot say." He glanced back at me. "You needn't grind your teeth at me. I cannot say."
"So be it. We will simply each of us have our secrets then."
His eyes narrowed sharply. "Do not think of withholding anything from me. I am in deadly earnest, my lady. You were of use in the first investigation, I do not deny it. And I am keenly aware that his lordship has ordered your involvement this time. But do not think I mean to make you an equal partner in this. I work best alone."
I blinked slowly at him, a trick I had learned from Portia. Most men find it devastatingly disarming.
"Have you something in your eye? A cinder perhaps?"
I sighed in disgust. "No. I am perfectly well."
"And what did you discover in the lumber rooms? Did you search all of the bags?"
"Yes, captain," I said, larding my voice with sarcasm. "And I found nothing in the other guests' bags at all. They were empty as the tomb on Easter Sunday." Quite deliberately I did not mention his bag. But then, he did not ask.
"I have. I am toying with the notion of taking up hard drinking directly. Father has an excellent cellar."
He stared at me a long moment, those astonishing black eyes searching mine. Finally, he shook his head. "You are up to something, but I cannot make out what and I do not have the time at present to compel you to speak."
I snorted. "Compel me indeed! I think you know me better than that. I should like to see the man who could compel me to do anything I did not wish." That little speech surprised even me. I had come far from the quiet little dormouse I had been before my husband's death. Widowhood had been the making of me, I decided.
But before I could admire myself too thoroughly, Brisbane leaned forward in his chair, pinning me once again with his gaze, but softening it somehow, and in the process drawing me in until I could see myself reflected in the inky depths. There was something other-worldly about that gaze, something oblique and unspoken, and yet it held all the sensual promise of a courtesan's smile.
"Do you not think I have other methods to compel you?" he murmured.
My corset felt
suddenly too tight. My breath was coming far too quickly as I thought of what
methods he might employ. Methods such as those he had used to such effect the
previous night, perhaps? I felt dizzy at the prospect, and violet spots danced
in front of my eyes. A dozen pictures flashed through my mind:
My throat felt
thick, and when I spoke, my voice was like honeyed whiskey. "
I held up my own hand teasingly. "A question first, my lord."
I dropped my hand to his boot top. It rested there a moment, my fingers just below the curve of his knee, before I slid it with deliberate, teasing slowness down the supple leather to his foot. He exhaled slowly through flared nostrils, his eyes never leaving mine.
Suddenly and without warning, I grabbed the boot hard and swung it up. He pulled back, swearing fluently in Gaelic, but I had caught him by surprise. I clamped onto the boot with both hands and held it.
"Your boots were wet last night when you dragged me into your room. That is why they were sitting on the hearth. And your greatcoat was draped over the armchair to dry. That is why you kissed me and then pretended to hear a ghost in the corridor. You thought I was coming to see you, and you could not afford for me to know what you had been about. You wanted to distract me so I would not realise you had been abroad in the night."
He stopped
cursing and lapsed into furious silence. I dropped the boot and resumed my
chair, wiping my hands disdainfully on my skirts. The little skirmish had
roused
"I note you make no attempt to deny it. Very sensible." I nodded toward his boots. "The watermarks are still present on the leather. You ought to have Aquinas tend to them before they are ruined, you know."
Still he said nothing, the little muscle in his jaw twitching madly. Perhaps he thought to draw me out by his silence, to learn precisely what I knew by refusing to admit or deny anything himself.
Unfortunately, all that I knew I had already revealed. From the boots drying on the hearth and the faint smell of wet wool, I had deduced that he had left the Abbey some time after the snow had begun to fall. For what purpose, I could not imagine.
But as I stared at his lowering brow, his lips thinned with displeasure, I realised I did in fact have one more arrow in my quiver.
"Come,
THE TWENTIETH
CHAPTER
To do a great right, do a little wrong.
—THE MERCHANT OF
If I expected
"I can only tell you what I have already told your father—your aunt is perfectly safe."
I puzzled this over for a moment, not knowing quite where to begin. "That is impossible. You left no tracks in the snow."
"I was back before the snow began to fall," he said grudgingly. He did not like to explain the matter, that much was apparent. But perhaps he hoped a little information would throw me from the scent.
"Then how did your boots come to be wet?"
"I was careless. I stepped on a patch of ice. It was not fully frozen yet, and my boots broke through to the puddle beneath. The hem of my greatcoat was fully soaked."
No matter how much I prodded, he told me nothing more, except to reassure me Aunt Dorcas was well. I was surprised at how much I worried for her. I had not thought myself fond of the old toad, but I would have been genuinely sorry if any ill had befallen her.
"Now," he said severely, "what did you find among Snow's things?"
I tipped my
head to the side. "You still have not told me what you thought to find in
He fixed me
with a stare so intent, I felt the room falling away, blackness creeping along
the edges of my vision. I swallowed hard, sliding my gaze away from his.
"Goodness,
His lids dropped and he reached a lazy hand to pet the dog. "And what led you to that conclusion?"
"A clever
jewel thief would never have hidden the jewels in his own room. They might
easily be discovered by a diligent servant. Now, anyone would realise there is
no point to searching the Abbey—it is far too large and there are nooks and
crannies and secret passages God Himself does not know of. Any of them might
serve as a hiding place, but how much better to put the pearls in Charlotte
King's room and throw suspicion on her? If they were discovered among her
things, she would have a difficult time explaining how she came by them. Jewels
found in the public rooms of the Abbey carry a mystery with them, jewels found
in
"An
interesting theory,"
My fingers
went then to the small bundle still nestled in my pocket. I debated fiercely
with myself about whether or not to disclose it. Finding it had been rather
gratifying. I still did not know what it signified, but I did trust
I drew out the bundle and handed it to him. He turned it over, peering at the monogram worked in silk thread, the tiny design of flowers twining through the letters. After he had committed every detail of the handkerchief to memory, he untied it and took out the pieces one by one, turning them over and marking them carefully. When they had all been considered, he handed them back. I wrapped them and knotted the handkerchief, pocketing the little bundle.
"And you actually found these in Snow's room?"
I nodded and said nothing.
"The handkerchief is, I suppose, Lady Hermia's? And the jewels as well?"
"Yes. I
asked Portia about them. She said Aunt Hermia kept them in a little pasteboard
box on her night table."
His expression
was thoughtful. "Snow did not arrive as a houseguest until yesterday, well
after Lady Hermia departed the Abbey for
"The
important pieces are all locked in Father's safe or in the vault in the bank in
"So we have here a crime of opportunity."
"Tied to
Snow's murder?" I asked.
"It would be premature to say. He seemed perpetually short of money, if his sisters' letters are to be believed. Perhaps it was simply too easy for him, a few trinkets that could be pawned in the city. By the time Lady Hermia missed them, it would be far too late to lay the blame at his door. Perhaps one of the maids would be blamed, perhaps even dismissed over it. In the meanwhile, Snow has a little money and no suspicion falls on him."
"That is
reprehensible," I told him, "and yet entirely plausible." There
was another possibility that was plausible as well: Aunt Dorcas. Father and
We were silent
a moment, locked in our thoughts.
I turned to
find
"I think you had better keep a shorter rein on your fiancée," I said lightly. "She seems overfond of my brother's company. Perhaps you ought to have a word."
"
He held the ring up to the firelight, watching the light bend and shatter into a tiny rainbow as it played over his hand. "Pity. It is a lovely ring."
"Very well done of her to return it since she has no intention of marrying you," I said, my voice husky with pent emotion.
He watched the play of light a moment more, then dropped the ring back into his pocket.
"I am rather relieved to be rid of the charade, truth be told," he said finally. "I tired of playing the intended bridegroom."
"I knew you could not mean to marry her!" I cried, triumphant. "I cannot believe anyone would think you a couple."
"Well, when I embarked upon this sham betrothal, I never expected to have to convince you of my sincerity," he admitted. "But I am glad to be done with it. I have no wish to be betrothed, in pretense or otherwise."
I wagged a
finger at him playfully. "Now,
"I do
not," he said. He turned to the fire, and I had the most curious
conviction he was doing so because he could not speak the next words directly
to me. "I could never marry a woman like
"You mean a silly woman?" I asked teasingly.
"No, a wealthy one," he returned quietly.
It is astonishing how words can cut one to the quick and yet leave no outward trace. One would have expected a lash like that to leave a mark.
But pride, though deplorable as a vice, can be a worthy ally at such times. It was pride that lifted my chin and lent a note of lightness to my voice.
"Ah, a confirmed bachelor, like the noble Duke of Aberdour," I said.
"I am nothing like my great-uncle," he replied, his voice laced with bitterness. There was no pragmatic reason I could imagine for his opposition to marriage. His business was a profitable one, his lineage—though spotted with less than elevated blood—was illustrious enough for all but the most fastidious of brides, and now his achievements were to be crowned with title and an estate. He could even retire from his work as an inquiry agent if he wished and live a life of leisure. People would whisper about his having been in trade of course, but it had been my experience that with sufficient time and a healthy fortune, such a shortcoming could be deliberately overlooked.
But opposed he was, and from the set of his jaw, I did not imagine his position was one he had taken lightly or would relinquish easily. Pride was an expensive commodity, and his was easily wounded. It was a very great irony that the fortune my husband had left me should prove such an impediment to my happiness.
"Well, you needn't marry," I said finally. I was determined to be reasonable, as coolly logical as he. "You have your work to divert you, the excellent Monk to assist you, and Mrs. Lawson to manage your domestic affairs. What more may a man need?"
"What more indeed?" He looked at me then, a look I knew I should never forget, and a thousand things lay unsaid between us.
"I do not mean to marry again myself," I said suddenly and with conviction.
"Do you not?" he asked softly, and I wondered if he were thinking of Alessandro. Ah, Alessandro. Such a delightful companion, and yet when I thought of him I felt a hundred years old.
"I made a mistake the last time I married. I should not like to do so again."
"Then you and I understand each other perfectly," he said, his demeanour suddenly brisk. "And we cannot sit idly by gossiping like old maids. We have a murder to solve."
It was a
testament to his distraction that he included me in that last statement. Or
perhaps he was so eager to leave off the subject of marriage he did not mind
returning to the safer ground of murder. In either event, it did not matter to
me. As we rose and made our way downstairs, I realised that some small,
cherished hope within me had gone very still. It was not entirely lost, but I
reminded myself sternly
* * *
We met Father
in his study for a little council of war. I fussed over Grim, smoothing his
feathers and feeding him from the box of sugared plums, while Brisbane and
Father exchanged information. There was little to say.
Father turned
them over in his hand, his face stony as he touched a finger to the trinkets.
Suddenly, he shot
"I do
not," he said, his voice pitched so low I very nearly did not hear him at
all. Instantly I left Grim to his sweets and took the chair next to
Father gave the bundle a searching look and placed it on the desk. "In that case, I do not think we need concern ourselves with this. I will see to it that it is returned to Lady Hermia's room."
"My lord,
I would rather keep the evidence myself,"
"I see no need. You know what was found and where. Surely keeping it in your possession is not necessary."
Father exerted his command over the situation by changing the subject. As it would have been a breach of etiquette to return to a topic once he had abandoned it, this was a gambit he used when it suited him. I always found it illogical that a family so willing to throw off society's greater constraints would abide by the lesser, but we were nothing if not inconsistent.
"Where are we then, with this business of Snow? Lucy is resting, claiming she knows nothing of it, and we have no clue save the bruises, which tell us a man must have been involved? And someone wishes to put her and her sister out of the way."
"Succinct,
and correct,"
Father considered for a moment, running his hands through his silver-white hair. "I think she must have told Julia the truth. She is innocent in every possible way of this atrocity and remembers nothing. Someone is preying on her now, gambling everything on her inability to remember what she has seen."
"And the attack on Emma as well?" I asked.
Father nodded. "We will keep a footman on watch, for their protection."
"Agreed," I said. "But we must consider the possibility that Lucy is in league with the murderer as well. Father, I know you wanted us to find some proof, some shred of evidence to speak in her favour and keep her from the hangman's noose, but I cannot be persuaded she is entirely innocent."
Father reached for the snuffbox on his desk and began to fidget with it. It was a nervous habit of long standing. He flicked the lid open with a thumbnail, then snapped it closed. It was a practice that annoyed Aunt Hermia to no end. If he indulged the habit in front of her, she usually snatched it out of his hand or snapped it closed on his finger.
Now he opened and closed it, rhythmically, like a metronome keeping time. I suspected it helped him to think. He finally snapped it closed and sat up in his chair, rather more energetic than I had seen him since Snow's broken body had been discovered the night before.
"I know you suspect Cedric, Julia. But I wonder, a girl like that, on the verge of marriage to a man so much her elder. She has seen nothing of the world, had no experience. I must wonder if she decided to indulge in a liaison before she married."
"I did wonder," I admitted, "but it seemed so diabolical. Suppose she did decide to take a younger lover. Could it have been Snow? Cedric might have murdered him in revenge," I mused.
"I think
his lordship is thinking more abstractly,"
I blinked at him in wonder. "Aunt Hermia's jewels?"
He nodded. "It seems possible, but not likely to me he would have stolen them himself. It would have been dangerous for a gentleman guest to be discovered in the ladies' wing. Far safer for him to have pilfered something from another gentleman or from the public rooms. But if a lady were to try to lay hands on something small and valuable to meet the demands of a blackmailer, what better place to look than the bedchamber of an absent hostess?"
I sat back, marvelling at the twisted little tangle of ideas he had just presented. "And if Lucy were engaging in an affaire du coeur, she might well cover the crimes of her lover by claiming sanctuary for a murder done by his hand."
"In which
case she is in no danger, but still ought to be kept under watch so as to keep
her near at hand,"
"But she has been attacked, with malice prepense," I pointed out.
"Has she? What did the footman see but a sheet-draped figure drifting through the hall? You yourself pointed out the proximity of the vestry to the chapel. What if the footman nodded off and Miss Lucy or Miss Emma played the ghost? The footman went haring off after it, just as the miscreant planned. When he returned to his post, the brandy was there, supposedly by the hand of the phantom. The idiot footman passes it to them and they drink. It does not take much medical knowledge to know how much laudanum is fatal. And they might both have been pretending to be sicker than they were. We must keep them under guard for their possible culpability as well as their safety."
I shook my head to clear the cobwebs. It was a fantastic story, and the most fantastic part of all was that it might very possibly be true.
"Surely you do not think they would try to escape? To begin with, it would be impossible. The Abbey is entirely cut off from the outside," I argued.
"Not entirely." His tone was bland, but Father took his meaning at once.
"The passage from the priory vault to the family crypt in the churchyard," Father murmured, shaking his head. "So that is how you got the old fright out of here last night, is it not?"
I cursed my
own stupidity. I had thought enough about hidden passageways in the last few
days. I ought to have remembered that one. As children we had never been
permitted to play there, but we had heard it spoken of from time to time.
Originally built to provide dry, easy passage to the village for the monks, it
had been just as useful as a means of egress for mischief-minded
I turned to
"If Lucy even knows of that passage," I countered. "I had entirely forgotten it myself. It has not been used in years. Grandfather had it locked ages ago. I can't imagine it has been opened since."
"It has
not, insomuch as I could determine,"
I shuddered. "How in the name of heaven did you persuade Aunt Dorcas through that passage?"
"The maid said she took no coat. She must have been freezing," I remarked.
"Not at all. She sent me to the lumber rooms for some furs and was warm as toast."
Father and I were silent a moment. I was having a difficult time imagining Aunt Dorcas, wrapped in furs, leading the charge down the rock-strewn, rat-infested passage. I suspected Father was as well.
"And you say she is in good health?" Father asked finally.
"Tell me you did not," I said, levelling my gaze at him.
He returned my stare with a coolly appraising look of his own. "Oh, but I did. Fornacci is the only other gentleman of the party not connected with this family. That fact makes him suspect. Am I to infer you did not search his trunk?"
I opened my mouth to speak, then snapped my teeth together. "Blast," I muttered between them.
"From that delicate expression I will conclude you put sentiment aside and searched it. I will further presume you found nothing to incriminate him. You will be pleased to hear I found nothing in his room pertaining to this investigation."
Father raised
a hand. "No sparring, I beg you. Now, what will you be about,
"I have other matters to attend to at present. When Lady Julia has something relevant to report, I will listen."
He rose, nodded sharply once to Father and once to me. He clicked his fingers at Grim, who responded with a happy quork and a flap of glossy black wings. I waited until the door had closed behind him before turning to Father.
"If the passage to the churchyard is navigable, why can we not remove Mr. Snow now?"
Father flicked
the snuffbox open, then snapped it shut again. "You heard
"Surely not. If Aunt Dorcas could manage it, I daresay a few footmen could maneuver Mr. Snow quite handily."
Flick. Snap. It was rather hypnotic, the slow, even movements of his fingers on the snuffbox. Father scorned modern instruments, but played the lute quite beautifully. He had taken it up as part of his homage to Shakespeare. I had not heard him play in years, but there was still a musician's suppleness to his reflexes.
"It is a trifle unseemly, don't you think? One ought to treat the dead with dignity."
Still his hands moved, and as I watched them, it did not seem entirely fanciful to imagine them laced about Snow's throat, closing tighter and tighter, choking the life out of him.
"Julia."
I jumped in my chair. "Yes, Father?"
He laid the snuffbox onto the desk and gave me an apologetic smile. "Your aunt deplores my little habit as well. I shall endeavour not to fidget."
His eyes were warm over his little half-moon spectacles and I felt instantly flooded with shame. How could I have suspected, even for a moment, my beloved parent had had any role in Snow's murder?
But the
greatest danger of evil is that it is insidious. It had crept into my home on
cloven feet, and would not leave until the murderer was brought to justice.
Until then I knew I would be doomed to view every man around me, even my
father, my brothers—
"Father, I understand you do not wish to remove Mr. Snow until it can be done in a dignified fashion," I began, tactfully ignoring the fact that the poor man was laid out in the game larder. One can hardly imagine a more undignified place of repose. "But I wondered if you had sent a note to Uncle Fly yet. He will know how to find Mr. Snow's family. They ought to know."
Father took in a great breath, then expelled it slowly in a soft, sorrowful sigh. "When a member of the family passes we stop the clocks, to show that time itself has stood still. We do not observe this custom for Lucian Snow, but so long as the Abbey remains snowbound, time does stand still. Out there, life carries on its usual pace. No one knows what transpires here, we are an island unto ourselves. For this little time, there is nothing for anyone to know. When the snow melts and the ice runs to water, then we must tell the world what has happened."
This was a
mood I recognised well. Whenever he felt particularly gloomy, he was inclined
to talk like Prospero. It was an affectation, of course, but a harmless one,
and I looked past his words to the sentiment behind them. So long as we were
housebound, no one knew of Snow's murder, and no one could speculate about the
crime or its author. Once word of the murder spread, nothing would be quite the
same. The newspapers, ravenous for scandal, would use this story to slake their
appetite. From
But for Father there would be no escape. His name was already well-known for his radical politics, the antics of his scampish youth, his charming eccentricities. And when folks tired of gossiping about him, they would cheerfully savage the rest of us. I shuddered to think what my brother Bellmont would make of this. Elected as a Tory, Bellmont was frightfully conservative, and more mindful of his dignity than the queen. As soon as the merest scrap of this reached the papers, he would descend upon us with all the wrath of a Biblical plague, blaming us for dragging the family name into disgrace once again. When he discovered my husband had been murdered, he had stopped speaking to me for two months. It was actually something of a relief, but I did not like to be at cross purposes with any of my family, no matter how maddening they could be.
"I have
made a terrible mistake, I fear," he said softly. "I ought to have
left you in
"You sent for us because Lysander married without permission. It had nothing to do with me," I reminded him.
He waved a hand. "Do you imagine I have nothing better to do than meddle in my children's romantic entanglements? It's a fool's game, and one never wins."
He was pensive, fretting now, talking more to the fire than to me.
"Then why did you send for us if not for Lysander's sake?"
He hesitated,
as if weighing his words. "I knew
"Oh, Father." His expression was apologetic, and a little of the spirit seemed to have gone out of him. "You just said you do not meddle in your children's romantic entanglements."
He beetled his heavy white brows at me. "I also said it was a fool's game and I am nothing if not a fool. A very great fool."
I started to
rise, then sat back down, thinking swiftly. "
"Bah. That engagement was a farce. It is you he loves."
My heart
lurched a little. "He does not love me," I said flatly, remembering
"He is
far enough down the path, my dear," Father returned sharply, "and
when he gets there, it will be the devil to pay. I ought to have left you in
I stared at him, my fingers tight around the arms of the chair. "What is he?" I asked, my voice barely above a whisper.
"A buccaneer," Father said harshly, "of the worst sort. He will think nothing of you, only himself and what serves his investigations."
I relaxed my grip on the chair and blew out a sigh of frustration.
"This is not about me. This is about you, resenting the fact that you brought him here and he has acted as lord and master in your home," I told him waspishly. "You thought you could put the bit between his teeth and guide him where you liked, and it nettles you that he cannot be mastered. He is not like your sons, Father. He doesn't give a tuppence for your great house or your lofty titles. He accepts you as an equal, but you will not do the same for him. You are a terrible snob, do you know that?"
Father's lips went very thin. "I am no such thing."
"Yes, you
are." I rose, smoothing my skirts. "You always taught us that we
should value a man according to his merit, his competence. Do you know a man
more competent than
He said nothing, his mouth set mulishly.
"I thought so. You are behaving very badly, Father. Very badly indeed."
I reached out and took up the little cache of Aunt Hermia's jewels, pocketing the bundle. "That is why you would not let him take these. You simply wanted to prove you could impose your will. He would never do anything to harm this family, Father."
Father lowered his head, peering peevishly at me over his spectacles. "I think I may know better than you what that man is capable of, child. There are depths there you cannot begin to plumb."
I smiled maliciously. "I seem to remember a time when you thought a dalliance with him might be advisable. Have you changed your opinion of him so much then?"
He did not reply to that, and I knew better than to push him further.
"I shall take Grim with me for a bit of exercise," I told him. If he heard me, he gave no sign of it. He simply reached for his snuffbox again and flicked it open as I left him to his thoughts.
THE
TWENTY-FIRST CHAPTER
O, how bitter a thing it is to look into happiness through another man's
eyes.
—AS YOU LIKE IT
I found Sir Cedric in the smoking room, alone with his thoughts and a thoroughly vile cigar. He rose when I entered and made to crush it out, but I stopped him.
"You must
not on my account. I do love a good cigar," I told him with a smile. It
was not entirely a lie. I did love the scent of
I took the chair opposite and he resumed his, watching me with an appraising glance. Grim had wandered off in the direction of a rather fine bust of Caesar, quorking softly to himself.
"An interesting pet, my lady," Sir Cedric commented.
"He is, rather. Some people find him too morbid, but I am very fond of him." I sat a little forward in my chair, hands clasped on my lap, smiling at him winsomely. "Sir Cedric, I believe you must know by now we are an unconventional family. We observe society's customs when it suits us, and cast them to the winds when it does not."
"I had noticed," he replied acidly. He flicked a bit of ash into a china dish at his elbow, and I noticed his mouth had settled into lines of discontent. As well they might, I thought. His beloved fiancée enmeshed in a terrible crime, his temper worn to the thinnest edge. He had not as yet been told of the attack upon Lucy and her sister, but I thought it would take very little to push him to the brink of violence. I realised, repressing a little shudder, that he might well have already done violence. I thought of poor Mr. Snow, lying broken and bloody on the floor of the chapel, and the memory of it stiffened my resolve. I would use whatever means I held at my disposal to unmask his murderer, even if it was the man before me.
And the strongest weapon in my arsenal was surprise. I pitched my voice low and gentle. "I am worried for Lucy, and it is this cousinly concern that prompts me to speak freely to you. She has confessed to a terrible crime, which I believe she did not commit. I will ask you, sir, if my cousin is proved innocent, as I believe she must be, will you marry her still?"
His teeth ground together as he crushed out the glowing tip of the cigar, with rage or some other emotion I could not decide. He rose, looming over me in a fashion I could not help but find a little threatening.
"I cannot see that it is any business of yours. Your father ought to find you another husband, one who will mend your meddle-some ways." He turned to go, and for what happened next I can only credit instinct. I reached out to him, laying a gentle hand on his sleeve, and when I spoke, it was with a kindliness I feigned.
"She has broken your heart, has she not?"
He paused, his entire body stiffening like a pointer's. Then he collapsed into the chair with a groan, burying his face in his hands. It was some minutes before he dropped them, and when he did, I saw they shook a little.
"Did you
hear the story of how we met, Lucy and me?" he began. I shook my head,
concealing my surprise at the turn of events. Instead of being rather sternly
lectured, it seemed I was to be treated to a story. "It was
Sir Cedric paused, his tawny eyes glazing slightly out of focus as he looked beyond me into his past. "One day the bootmaker's son was sick abed, and he shouted to me to come and help him fit a gentleman who had called at the shop. I had never seen a person of quality before, not like that. He was straight as a ramrod, a spine of steel and a nose like a whippet's. He looked down at me with that nose, and why not? I was scruffy and illfed. I slept with the beetles under the stairs, and I washed only when forced to it. But I forgot myself, my worn clothes and ill-kempt hair. I made so bold as to stare at the gentleman, and when he took a book from his pocket and began to read, it was like he was doing magic in front of my very eyes. I was eight years old and I had never seen anyone read a book, can you imagine that?"
I could not, but I knew to comment at this point might be disastrous. He was lost in his reminiscences, and I dared not call him back.
"The gentleman noticed my interest, my obsession, and as he left, he gave me the book. I have read a thousand books since, but not one of them ever taught me a word to describe the feeling I had in that moment. Joy, euphoria, ecstasy, they are pale and feeble ghosts of the word I want. I thought the feeling would consume me. I might have gone up in a pillar of flame in that moment, and done so happily. The feeling lasted until I opened the book and realised I could not understand a letter of it," he added with a wry smile. "But I did not let that stop me. I begged the bootmaker's daughter to teach me my letters, and she did, a to zed, right the way through, and by the end of that autumn, I could read the first line of the book the gentleman had given me. 'If music be the food of love, play on'."
"Twelfth Night!" I exclaimed, forgetting myself. But Sir Cedric merely smiled indulgently.
"Indeed it was. I thought it was the most magical thing I had ever heard, a shipwreck, false identities, love that could not be satisfied. My contentment never waned, no matter how many times I read it. Until I went home on Christmas Day, and my father threw it into the fireplace and burnt it before my eyes."
I drew in a sharp breath, expelling it slowly. Sir Cedric curled a lip in derision.
"Do not
pity me, lady. He burnt it because he thought I had wasted my wages on it
instead of handing them over as I ought. But I got my own back, I did," he
said, his eyes snapping with a hellish mischief. "I burnt his only suit of
clothes. The house stank of charred cloth for weeks—as long as I carried
bruises on my back from the beating he gave me—but I did not care. He took ill
that winter and was buried by Easter. I came home to live with my mother, and I
promised her I would care for her. I did. By the time I was fourteen I had
earned enough, coupled with what my father left us, to start my own business,
selling cheap shoes out of a cart for four times what they cost to make. They
fell apart the first time they got wet, but no matter. By the time I was
sixteen I had enough money to buy a pub. My mother signed the papers as I was
not old enough, and I hired a rough-looking fellow to water the gin and look
the other way when the doxies brought clients upstairs. Ah, you are shocked at
that, I think. Not many know I made a tidy profit from the whores in
Whitechapel, turning a blind eye to their doings, taking a share of their
earnings in exchange for a private room and a bed. And with that profit, I
bought my first factory, a textile mill in the
I did not speak. His story had clearly been told to offend me, and I refused to give him the satisfaction. I had thought him capable of real tenderness, but as he related the events of his youth, I began to doubt it.
"Now I
owned copper mines and steamships, paper mills and even a small railway in
Sir Cedric seemed to recollect my presence then. He slanted me a look from under his thick brows. "Doubtless you think me a fool, but I tell you I looked at her and I understood every poem I had ever read about love. It was that quick, that irrevocable. One minute, I was myself, as I had ever been. The next, I was consumed with her. I decided then that I must have her, and the rest you know. I wooed and won her in a fortnight. I care not for the particulars of how it happens. I left the planning of the wedding entirely to Lucy." His features, so changeable and so reflective of his mood, altered then. His lips thinned, his brows drew together, and the colour of his complexion rose. "And now she has done this, ruined it all with her foolishness," he said, spitting out the words as if they lay bitter on his tongue.
"Then you do not mean to marry her?" I ventured softly.
He raised his chin, curling his lip in scorn. "I made a promise to wed her and I am a man of my word. But do not think I am unaware of what it will mean. She has made us a laughingstock, figures of fun for all the world to jeer at. I shall be mocked for it, but I will marry her."
And make her pay for it the rest of her life, I imagined. Poor Lucy. Whatever part she had played in the aftermath of the murder, she did not deserve Sir Cedric's resentful affections. He did not appear to be a man who easily relinquished his grudges, and I felt certain Lucy would bear the lash of his grievances the whole of their marriage.
"I am sure there are those who will think it laudable you stood beside her when she most needed your support," I commented. Sir Cedric blasted me with a look.
"Surely
you must understand what it means to be ridiculous in the eyes of
society," he said. "There is not a month goes by some fresh gossip
about the
"My father? What of him?" To my knowledge, Father had been remarkably well-behaved of late. I had credited it to Hortense's influence, but perhaps I had been too generous.
Sir Cedric shifted in his chair. He was the sort of man who liked always to be in the right, I suspected. If he knew something of Father's exploits and had been instructed to keep his counsel, breaking that trust would put him squarely in the wrong. But I had not anticipated the streak of malice running like an ugly flaw through the fabric of his character.
"Your father was very nearly arrested a fortnight ago," he told me, his eyes sharp with spite.
Thoughts spun
past and I snatched at one. "The riot in
"That's right. He went to support his friend, that treacherous Irish bastard."
"You mean
William O'Brien." An Irish member of Parliament, he was at present
languishing in prison, where his ill-treatment had been cause for the outrage
in
"I do indeed," he spat.
"What happened?"
Sir Cedric
shrugged. "March very nearly got shot for his troubles. If it had not been
for that
"I am
sorry, Sir Cedric, but I do not follow you. Do you mean to say that Lord
Wargrave went to
He clipped the end of his cigar, lit the tip, and pulled deeply from it, the end glowing like a ruby.
"I do not know how he came to be there. I only know that someone in that square fired a shot at your father, and Wargrave," he said, spreading the title thickly with sarcasm, "stepped in front of the bullet. He and his man hurried your father out of the square before he was recognised, and them with a bullet wound and a broken leg between them." He drew in a great lungful of smoke, then expelled it slowly through his nose. "If it were not for your friend, your father's name would have been all over the newspapers, and he would have likely been accountable to Parliament for his treasonous actions."
I bristled. "Father is no traitor. He merely has unconventional friends."
Sir Cedric waved his cigar. "His friends are traitors, and as far as I am concerned, he is cut from the same cloth."
"Then I must wonder that you are so willing to marry into his family," I retorted.
Sir Cedric paused, puffing away at his cigar, clouding the atmosphere of the room with its poisonous aroma. Grim made a sound in his throat and rose to the top of the bust of Caesar where the air was clearer.
"I want the girl," he said simply. "I want her, and what I want, I have. But she is soiled goods to me now, and I do not think I will ever look on her without thinking I have been got the better of."
I stared at him, scarcely believing he was serious, but his countenance betrayed no sign of levity, and I knew he spoke the truth.
"Lucy is not responsible for the actions of her family," I said, rising from my chair. He did not offer me the courtesy of rising as well, but merely sat, drawing deeply from his cigar and watching me with his tawny predator's eyes. "Any more than we are responsible for her choice of husband," I concluded with a fatuous smile.
I whistled for Grim and took my leave, my raven bobbing along in my wake. I had much to think on.
THE
TWENTY-SECOND CHAPTER
He gave you such a mastery report
For art and exercise in your defense,
And for your rapier most especially.
—HAMLET
I returned Grim to his cage in Father's study, pleased to find the room deserted. He had likely gone elsewhere to sulk, and he was welcome to it. I took the chance to sit a moment, deeply occupied with the thoughts that were tumbling through my head like bits of glass in a kaleidoscope. The difficulty was none of these bits seemed to make any nice, pretty patterns. There were dozens of snippets of conversation, impressions, facts, theories, all whirling madly, none pausing long enough for me to make sense of them. This would never do, I told myself severely. The only way to fit the pieces together was to first make them orderly.
With a brisk step I went to my room, banishing Morag and the dog as I retrieved paper and pen. I arranged them on the blotter, remembering the maxim one of my governesses had always chanted, "A tidy desk is the reflection of a tidy mind." Of course, this particular governess had been discharged when Aunt Hermia discovered her dancing naked on the front lawn in celebration of the summer solstice. Perhaps it was best not to put much confidence in her little philosophies, but I had nothing to lose.
Writing
swiftly, I put down everything I could think of pertaining to the murder, the
theft of the pearls, and any other curious behaviours I had witnessed—the
drugging of Lucy and Emma, the flirtation between Plum and
I sat back in
my chair and closed my eyes, thinking hard. Nothing made any sense at all; the
pieces were too tenuous, the connections between them too vague and shadowy as
yet. I groaned and threw the paper into the fire, deriving a very little
satisfaction in watching it burn. "How
But if I were
to be entirely honest, I must admit I felt more alive, more necessary, than I
had in half a year. My wanderings around
* * *
With a newfound vigour, I left my room and made my way downstairs. Just as I reached the bottom of the staircase, Hortense appeared, coaxing a moody Violante along. My sister-in-law was dabbing her eyes with a handkerchief and Hortense looked at me over the girl's head, her eyes warm with sympathy and perhaps a touch of relief.
"Ah, Julia. Just the friendly face we hoped to find. Violante is a trifle upset, and perhaps you can cheer her better than I. I think she grows weary of me," Hortense said, hugging Violante close to her side and giving her a wink.
Violante hugged her back, watering the silk of her gown with her tears.
I put out my hand. "Come, walk with me, Violante. We will be very naughty and steal cakes from Cook and eat them on the stairs as Portia and I used to do as children."
Violante pulled a face and put a hand to her stomach. "I do not think the cakes I would like very much."
"Perhaps
not, but you will like being with me. I am far nicer than Lysander and much
prettier than
She laughed at this and took my hand, giving Hortense a quick kiss in farewell. I was astonished at how quickly they had become intimate, but it ought not to have surprised me. I knew only too well how kind Hortense could be. Compassion was the brightest treasure in her jewel box of virtues.
Violante and I strolled down the corridor, arm in arm. I felt a little ashamed of myself. The poor child was in a foreign country, with an imperfect grasp of the language, struggling to accommodate herself to her new family, and had endured a murder in her home, as well. And one could only imagine how the knowledge of her pregnancy had affected her. Doubtless she was pleased, but she had not had an easy time of it thus far, and I noticed her mouth was drawn down with sadness.
Impulsively I
patted her hand, sorry I had not remembered earlier how affectionate she was.
She must have missed the easy intimacies of her sisters and cousins in
She nodded. "Si. I miss the sunshine, the
flowers, the good foods of
I blinked at
her. "Of course there are dead people in
"They are not in my house," she corrected, and I had to concede the point. To my understanding, her upbringing had been a conventional one. Her family might be passionately Italian, but at least murder had never broken out at one of their house parties.
"Please believe me when I tell you that they are not usually in this house either. This is a very strange turn of events, my dear, and not at all the welcome we had planned for you," I said consolingly.
She smiled at me, but doubtfully so. I changed the subject.
"What do you think of Father?"
Her smile deepened. "He is very nice." Verra nice. "His Italian, it is not so good as my English, but we understand each other."
"Good," I told her. "It is good when family understand one another."
She leaned toward me conspiratorially. "I am making him a waistcoat—it is a surprise, tell no one."
I blinked at her. "Of course not. What a charming idea. Father will be delighted."
She smiled, clearly pleased with herself. "It was Lysander's idea. He thought if I made something for Papa with my own hands, it would show how much I est—est—"
"Esteem?" I suggested.
"Esteem him," she finished happily. "I want to be the good daughter to him."
I resisted the little dart of annoyance I felt when she said that. Father had five daughters, he scarcely needed another. But I reminded myself that Violante was a stranger in our country, and that we were her family now.
I patted her hand. "That is a noble idea, Violante. I am sure he will be very pleased."
She brightened and tucked her handkerchief into her pocket. "I will go and work on it now. Tell me, does he like best the purples or the oranges?"
I tipped my head, considering carefully. Father's wardrobe was usually an excellent barometer of his mental state. When he was feeling melancholy and sulky, he wore his decaying old tweeds and shirts made for him in Savile Row thirty years ago. When he was in fine fettle, he dressed like a maharajah with just a dash of circus performer, all colour and light. It had not escaped my attention that he had worn his threadbare tweeds with a pair of disgusting old gaiters since our arrival at the Abbey. Perhaps a fine new waistcoat would be just the thing to raise his spirits.
"He loves them both, Violante. He loves them both so much you ought to make him a striped waistcoat, orange and purple together. Perhaps with some nice red taffeta for the back," I told her firmly. "And great buttons all down the front, green ones."
She beamed at me, and I beamed back at her, baring my teeth in a fond smile. I was quite beginning to like the girl.
Violante and I chatted haltingly for some little while as we paced the length of the ground floor. She told me about the baby and I pretended to be surprised, and by the time we finished, she seemed much more cheerful than she had been when I found her with Hortense. At one point she threw her arms around me, kissing me soundly on the cheek.
I patted her shoulder a little awkwardly. "How very sweet you are, Violante. Now, why don't we go and find Lysander? It is almost time for tea."
She nodded enthusiastically. "I like tea. It is very nice." Verra nice.
She looped her arm through mine while we walked like two schoolgirls on holiday, searching for Lysander. The library and music room—his likeliest haunts—were quite empty, but as we quitted the latter I detected a faint roar. I turned to Violante.
"Did you hear that?"
She cocked her head, jetty curls spilling over one shoulder. "The growl? Like the boar?"
"Bear," I corrected. "Yes, that is precisely what I meant."
I led the way down the corridor, and as we moved closer I distinctly heard another muffled growl and an unmistakable metallic clang. I groaned.
"What is it?" Violante demanded, her eyes wide as she clutched at my arm.
"A prime display of male conceit is what it is," I muttered.
We had reached the door of the billiard room. It was closed, but I did not need to see inside to know what mischief was afoot. Carved from the great width of the south transept, the billiard room was a vast open space. Previous earls had found it a useful place to store weapons. The walls were studded with every conceivable variety of blade and bow, axe and arquebus. It was also the room where all of my brothers had received their fencing instruction. Father had shoved a billiard table into a corner and renamed the place, but to us it would always hold fond memories as the armoury.
I threw open
the door and crossed my arms over my chest. As I expected, mock combat was
under way. Lysander and Plum were engaged, while
"This
cannot end well," I said, more to myself than Violante. I motioned for her
to follow me and we skirted the fencers, making our way to where
The gentlemen
combatants sported various states of undress.
"It is a friendly bout," I told Violante. "Do you see that each of the swords wears a blunt tip? And none of the gentlemen wear a mask. That means they agree to direct their thrusts away from the face."
I had thought
to reassure Violante, but in truth I was the one heaving a sigh of relief. For
one mad moment when I had spotted
Violante asked
a few questions then, and I answered her as best I could. What facts I forgot,
"Beh,"
Violante said. "Lysander, he is faster than
"I believe the quality of the blade, not the beauty of the hilt, is of primary importance, Mrs. Lysander," he said kindly.
Violante,
utterly unconcerned, shrugged and watched the fencers with interest, clapping
and cheering for Lysander, booing
"You seem to know a great deal about swordsmanship, Mr. Ludlow," I remarked during a lull in the bouts. "Did you have a go with the others?"
Just then
Lysander and
Lysander
rallied then, posting a series of deft attacks that left Plum breathless. After
another bold maneuver, Ly had the tip of his sword at
Lysander
staggered back, then dropped his sword and came back at
"Well,
honestly," I muttered. The scuffle was over as quickly as it had begun.
Violante was shaking her head. "Lysander must learn to move his head to the side. He should have ducked and hit Plum in the—what do you call this?" she asked, pointing to the small of her back.
"Kidneys?" I hazarded.
She nodded. "Si, the kidneys. That is how to hurt a man," she concluded sagely.
"And how
do you come to know so much about the finer points of grappling, Mrs.
Lysander?"
"I have eight brothers."
I gestured toward Lysander. "Should you not go to him?"
She waved a hand. "It is only the lip, he be fine. I only worry if there is enough blood to need the mop."
She called
encouragement to her husband who blew her a kiss. Brisbane and Alessandro had
halted, swords at their sides, when
Like
"He is
hurt. Why does he fight?" Violante inquired, pointing at
"Because, like all men, he is proud," I returned.
"And
stupid," she added. Lysander bristled, but Violante and I exchanged
knowing nods. I could piece together well enough what had transpired.
Alessandro, perhaps feeling a trifle neglected and perhaps a little jealous of
my friendship with
"Poor Alessandro," I murmured. "He will regret this."
But if
Alessandro had thought the inability to use his left arm would hinder
It was not long before Alessandro's mounting fatigue turned to outright frustration. His lunges became more desperate, his footing more uncertain.
Suddenly, he
took a deep breath as if to rally himself and thrust deeply, a well-placed
stroke that a lesser opponent would have been at great pains to meet. But
One of the
ladies—it may have been Charlotte—screamed, and with a roar of pain, in a
movement so swift the eye could scarcely follow it, Brisbane thrust his left
hand up and out of the sling, gripping Alessandro's blade in his bare palm.
Instantly, Alessandro's face drained of colour as he realised what he had done. "Signore, you must accept my apologies, I am most abjectly sorry."
Violante put a tentative hand to my shoulder. "Giulia, are you all right?"
"Of course. I am perfectly all right. Should I not be?"
She shrugged. "You screamed, very loud."
"I most certainly did not."
Violante gave me a little push. "You did."
I drew myself
up to my full height and smoothed my skirts. "I most certainly did not.
Now, if you will excuse me,
As I gathered
up
I gave a quick backward glance as I left. Alessandro was staring after me, his expression anguished. It would have been a kindness to offer him a smile of absolution, but I did not. I was not feeling particularly kind, I reflected sourly. And Alessandro had just revealed a little too much of what mettle he was made of.
THE
TWENTY-THIRD CHAPTER
Things without all remedy should be done without regard.
What's done is done.
—MACBETH
I made
directly for
As I rounded the corner into the bachelors' wing, I heard a door close and saw Aquinas coming my way carrying a tray.
I gestured toward the tray. "I presume you have been playing nursemaid to the patient?"
Aquinas gave me a short nod. "I believe his lordship is in considerable pain, but the wound opened only a little. He refused to permit me to put in a stitch, so I packed it with Lady Hermia's green salve and bandaged it."
I glanced down at the tray and saw a pile of cotton strips, streaked with blood.
"Very good of you, I'm sure." I looked up at Aquinas, but his face swam out of focus.
"My lady, are you quite all right? You have gone very pale."
I blinked hard
and swallowed. "Quite well, thank you.
If he thought it unseemly I would visit a bachelor in his rooms, he betrayed no sign of it. He merely inclined his head and went about his business. Portia had told me before that whatever I paid him was undoubtedly not enough, and once again I was forced to believe her. Discretion is an invaluable commodity in a servant.
I tapped at
I was not surprised to find he had flung himself into an armchair. He was sucking hard at the mouthpiece of his hookah pipe, drawing in great choking lungfuls of smouldering hashish.
I waved a hand, clearing the atmosphere just a little.
"Good
heavens,
Too late I
realised I had betrayed myself. In spite of the narcotic fog,
"Sir Cedric indulges only in the smoking room," he said slowly. "When were you there? And more to the point, why?"
I thrust his coat at him irritably. "I went to ask him about Lucy. I learned nothing of importance, save that he is a thoroughly nasty man. Here is your coat. You left it in the billiard room after that revolting display."
He blew out a great exhalation of smoke. "Am I to deduce you blame me for what happened?"
I took the chair opposite, flopping gracelessly with my elbows on the padded arms. "I do. I do not believe for a moment you challenged Alessandro. It was entirely within your power to avoid such a confrontation by not accepting his challenge. And then to bait him—"
"I did no such thing."
"You most certainly did. You pranced about, refusing to engage him. It was insulting. You patronized him and deliberately frustrated him to the point of rashness."
I sat up, staring in disbelief. "I do not believe it. Even you could not be so willfully stupid. That shoulder is not healed. You have a bullet wound scarcely a fortnight old—"
"I fell off my horse."
"You do
not ride! For the love of heaven, can we not have the truth between us?" I
cried. "You were in
"Oh, you are the most maddening man I have ever known. If stubbornness were water, I could sail on you to the ends of the earth."
"Whatever do you mean? I am the most amiable of women." I felt a little insulted. I had never thought of myself as stubborn, and it was hurtful of him to say so.
He laughed. "You might have been, a year or two ago. Now you are unmanageable as any March."
"Then we ought to both be grateful it is not your task to manage me," I retorted hotly.
An uncomfortable silence fell between us. I do not know what thoughts ran through his head in those moments, but I would have given my last farthing to know. He merely sat smoking, inscrutable as a pharaoh, while I hated myself only a little less than I hated him.
"Why did you challenge Alessandro?" I asked finally.
"I wanted to take the measure of him. Your brothers were feeling restless, so Lysander suggested a friendly bit of exercise with swords. And for my purposes, fencing is as useful as chess in learning one's opponent."
"And what did you learn of Alessandro?"
"I learned he wishes to be taken seriously. He is a man, but not yet respected as such. He feels any slight to his dignity deeply, and when he is frustrated, he is apt to strike without thinking."
I felt my blood running cold in my veins. "You think he murdered Lucian Snow."
"I do not know. What possible motive would he have? He seems to have no ties to Lucy, no reason to bear a grudge against Snow. He may have the temperament to do murder, even a murder of this variety, but whether he did or not, I cannot say. There is simply no motive, though God knows I have looked for one."
I shook my head. "I wonder at you. How can you be so determined to lay this crime at the feet of a young man who has given you no cause to think ill of him, save one impulsive moment that was completely provoked?"
"And I wonder you cannot see it for yourself," he said softly.
I paused.
Surely
"
"It is
quite simple," he said, smiling slowly, triumphantly. "If Alessandro
is the murderer, then no member of your family is implicated, Lucy will go
free, and I can return to
If there had been a vase at hand I would have thrown it at his head. Instead I summoned a smile of my own. "How succinctly you put it. If you will excuse me now, it is time for tea, and I have things to attend to."
I took my
leave, remembering only when I reached the gallery I had forgotten to tell him
about Henry Ludlow. I shrugged and dismissed the thought.
* * *
I hurried down to tea, nearly colliding with Portia on the staircase.
"Heavens, Julia, have a care. You nearly upset Puggy," she chided. She was carrying her loathsome pet in her arms. He snuffled wetly at me and I curled a lip at him in return.
"It would be no very great crime to upset Puggy," I remarked peevishly.
Portia gave me a dark look. "Do not think of joking with me. I have had a vile afternoon, and my head is throbbing again."
"I am sorry, dearest. What is the trouble?"
She adjusted Puggy in her arms and we started slowly down the stairs. "Another one of the cats has delivered a litter, this one in the fireplace in the dining room, so we cannot light the fire."
"Which cat?"
"Peter Simple."
I paused on the stairs. "A moment, Portia. You mean to say both of Father's toms have thrown litters this week?"
Her lips thinned in annoyance. "I do. And in the most inconvenient places. None of us has had clean linen on our beds because Christopher Sly scratches anyone who comes near her babies, and now we shall have to dress like Esquimaux at dinner or risk slowly freezing to death over the pheasant."
"Oooh, I
do love a nice pheasant.
"Puggy,
darling, do try not to drool on Mama. What? Yes, of course
"I
thought Cook prided herself on her pheasant," I put in. I was trying to
pay attention for Portia's sake, but the domestic dramas were all a bit tedious
to me. Aquinas had ordered my household in
Portia, on the
other hand, was alarmingly competent at that sort of thing. She had organised
her husband's household in a matter of days, overthrowing a century's worth of
poor management and turning the country house into something of a showplace.
Her house in
"She does an excellent pheasant," Portia said patiently, "but she did not want to cook these birds because they were in the game larder when Lucian Snow was brought in."
My stomach lurched a little. "Oh, dear."
"Indeed. They were cleared out quickly enough, and it isn't as though they touched him, but she still kicked up a tremendous fuss. And then of course she was quite bitter about the laudanum."
We had reached the bottom of the stairs and I knew I had but a moment to extract the rest of the story from Portia. I laid a hand on her arm.
"What laudanum?"
Puggy leaned over and sniffed at my hand, then gave a great sneeze. "Julia, honestly. You haven't been into any lavender, have you? Puggy suffers so from lavender."
I pulled a handkerchief from my pocket and wiped at the moistness on my hand, feeling slightly queasy. "No. Now tell me, what laudanum?"
"Cook keeps a bottle in the water closet belowstairs, for medicinal purposes," she said, raising a brow significantly.
"That is ludicrous. Why, any one of the scullery maids or boot-boys could have at it. What possible reason could she have for keeping laudanum so near at hand?"
Portia raised the brow even higher and said nothing.
"Oh. You mean she doses herself, and quite often I imagine if she must needs keep it so close."
"Precisely. She claims it helps the rheumatism in her knees, and who am I to contradict her? She said there was but a drop left in the bottle. But the fact remains it is gone, and it took me another quarter of an hour to settle her feathers about that." I thought feverishly. A drop would never have been sufficient to account for the poisoning of the brandy bottle. But it might be just enough to put a small dog entirely unconscious.
I patted Portia's arm. "Poor dear. No wonder you have a headache. Have you had something for it?"
"I would have done, but the laudanum is missing," she replied sourly.
As we started toward the drawing room, my mind was working rapidly. The water closet belowstairs was actually located in a back passage, quite removed from the kitchens and sculleries of the Abbey, and readily accessible from the back stairs. It would have been an easy matter for anyone to have slipped down that way and helped themselves.
Just as we reached the door of the drawing room, I glanced at Puggy and noticed an embellishment.
"Portia, is Puggy wearing a ruff of black crêpe?"
She paused and looked down at Puggy, then up at me, her eyes wide. "Yes. I thought it proper in light of the events of late."
"You put mourning on a dog."
"The fact that Mr. Pugglesworth is a dog is no reason for him to fail to pay his respects, Julia. I saw Morag leading that creature of yours out earlier in an orange taffeta coat. Most inappropriate."
She gave me a severe look and left me standing in the corridor, mouth agape. Just then Henry Ludlow appeared, hurrying a little.
"Ah, Lady Julia. If you are still lingering in the corridor, I must not be as late as I feared," he said, favouring me with a smile.
"Mr. Ludlow, do you think it peculiar to dress a dog in mourning?"
He considered the matter, or at least gave the appearance of considering it. "I do not," he said finally. "The dog would not choose to dress itself in mourning, so we must look to the motives of its master or mistress. And it exhibits a very fine feeling of respect to the deceased."
I smiled at him, suddenly terribly glad that he could not be our murderer. "Well spoken, Mr. Ludlow. But we must not dally here. I have it on very good authority that Cook has sent up violet faery cakes for tea today, and I for one should be very sorry to miss them."
With a gallant
inclination of his head, he offered me his arm and we proceeded into the
drawing room. The tea things and most of the company had already been
assembled.
A very
pleasant interlude on the surface, at least. But underneath dangerous currents
swirled, threatening at any moment to drown the lot of us. Sir Cedric sat next
to Portia, saying almost nothing but helping himself liberally to the plates of
cakes and sandwiches Cook had prepared.
Hortense, freed from the constraints of dancing attendance on Aunt Dorcas, exerted herself to charm Sir Cedric, chatting amiably with him in spite of his gruff, monosyllabic replies. Lysander and Violante were speaking in low tones, but I caught a few snatches of their conversation and it was not a happy one. They were carping again, about what I could not determine. Alessandro was seated on Portia's other side, and my sister did a masterful job of diverting him from his sulky mood. Once or twice I heard him laugh aloud, and I was able to savour my tea without fretting over him.
For my part, I
nibbled at a scone and dripped butter on my skirts and sipped a scalding cup of
tea.
Portia was pouring another cup for Alessandro, giving him an excellent view of her décolletage as she reached for his cup. Hortense was facing Sir Cedric, regaling him with some merry tale as he buttered his scone. And Sir Cedric was deftly wielding a butter knife, in his left hand.
Instantly I turned to Henry Ludlow. "Do you know, something has just struck me. Is your cousin left-handed?"
He reached for
another faery cake, making the appropriate noises of delight, but I scarcely
heard him. I had been so certain of Sir Cedric's villainy. It seemed a pity to
discard him now, but it was impossible to reconcile his guilt with the
evidence. If there was one thing I had learned under
Blast, I thought irritably. It seemed a terrible waste to have such a lovely villain right in front of me and not be able to connect him to the murder. I could not think of a man in the Abbey more suited to murderous pursuits than Sir Cedric.
But as I
sipped at my tea and made polite faces at
Just then he raised his head and returned my stare. I gave him a tentative smile, but he simply looked at me in return with the same detachment one might offer any stranger in the street. It was oddly chilling, and after a moment I dropped my eyes.
"My
lady,"
I rallied and gave him what I hoped was a convincing smile. "Perfectly, thank you. I was merely woolgathering."
"Not at
all. I am very fond of music. Tell me more of the recital at
He obliged,
and with a few artful questions I was able to pass the rest of the tea hour
peacefully, my thoughts running away with themselves while
When the teapots were emptied at last and all that remained on the plates were buttery crumbs and puddles of cream, the party slowly broke up. We left to follow our own pursuits, some to rest, others to read. I had correspondence to answer, some of it long overdue, but I knew my letters would have to wait another day. I had laid plans for later that night, and a nap was just the thing to ensure I remained wakeful.
As I left the
drawing room,
"Lady Julia, forgive my presumption, but I must wonder if you are angry with me?"
I kept walking but turned to look at her, taking in her widely innocent eyes, the powdered freshness of her complexion. "Whyever should I be?"
She spread her hands and looked demurely away. "I know you are friends with Lord Wargrave. And I believe you must know by now our betrothal is at an end."
"Oh, that." I waved a hand in dismissal. "Think nothing of it, my dear. I assure you I have not."
"But I would not have you think ill of me for breaking our engagement," she persisted. "Particularly in light of recent developments."
"You mean your flirtation with my brother?"
She gasped. "My lady, such a common term! I would never have thought to phrase it thus. Mr. Eglamour is a good friend, an amiable gentleman whose many kindnesses have been a balm to my wounded spirit in these dark hours."
I snorted and
coughed behind my hand to cover it. "Yes,
I paused and
turned to her. "My dear
With that I
left her gaping after me. I was perfectly aware my words would be of no
consequence to her if she really harboured a tendresse for him. But the chance that a bit of plain speaking
might dampen her ardour was not to be missed. I knew
Morag was out
when I reached my bedchamber, but
"You are a vile little monster," I told her, wrestling the slipper out of her mouth. She growled and retreated to her basket to sulk. I looked at the ruined slipper in my hand, not entirely surprised to find its mate, damp and missing half its embroidery, already tucked in her basket.
"Go on then," I told her. "Keep them both. But no more or I will give you to the cats for a plaything."
She turned her back to me and settled down with her new slippers. I lay on my bed, fully dressed, and read for a while. At some point I must have slept, for I know I dreamed. I was moving through the hidden passages of the Abbey, up the winding stair to the lumber rooms. But they were not lumber rooms. They were scriptoria again, as they had been so long ago. Robed and sandaled monks sat at their small desks, dipping their quills into bottles of ink, frozen with the cold. They blew clouds of breath at me, breath that smelled of hashish until I fled to the darkened priory vault and down into the stone-strewn passage to the churchyard. I was running as fast as I could, one hand holding a candle aloft. By the inexplicable alchemy of dreams, it did not gutter but shone brightly, lighting the way ahead.
And as I ran I heard the echo of my own footsteps, and those of another. I turned, many times, raising the candle to peer behind me. But I saw nothing and still I ran, the passageways much longer than I remembered, and narrower, twisting and tightening until I became stuck fast and screamed for help. I heard a deep metallic sound, like the striking of the sanctuary bell. Then, horrified, I heard the second set of footsteps approaching and a quick, sharp exhalation of breath as someone blew out my candle.
I woke
trembling then, to find my limbs twisted in the bedclothes. I must not have
cried out, for
Slowly, I
untangled myself from the bedclothes and rose. I rang for Morag, and for once was
glad of her idle chatter as she dressed me. I wore black again out of respect
for Mr. Snow—if Portia's dog must wear mourning, so must we all, I decided
sourly—and left off my jewels, except for the pendant
THE
TWENTY-FOURTH CHAPTER
The most peaceable way for you, if you do take a thief, is to let him show
himself for what he is, and steal out of your company.
—MUCH
At dinner I
was mightily put out to find
"I
thought it appropriate to take this opportunity to speak to you all. This
chance may not come again. A westerly wind has blown in, and the snow is nearly
melted. I am assured by tomorrow morning the roads will be muddy and slow, but
passable. If that is indeed the case, Lord Wargrave will leave us then to bring
a detective inspector from Scotland Yard. If the telegraph is still inoperable,
he will travel up to
"I should
also make you aware of a murderous attack perpetrated upon my nieces, Emma and
Lucy, last night," he said, his voice ringing out in tones a thespian
would have envied. Sir Cedric made to rise, but Father waved him back to his
chair. I bit back a groan.
"Thanks to timely intervention, they are both quite well, but I have ordered them kept under watch of my own staff in the ladies' wing. This matter will also be given over to the detective inspector. But as this place has proven dangerous for members of my own family, so it may be so for the rest of us. Therefore, when you rise from table, you will go directly to your rooms and remain there until morning."
He paused again, pitching his voice lower for effect.
"I think tonight would best be spent in contemplation. If you are the sort of person given to prayer, then do so. Pray for us all, pray for the soul of Lucian Snow, and pray for the murderer who walks among us."
Perhaps he hoped it would be enough to prick the conscience of the guilty to confession. Or perhaps he simply wanted an evening free of all of us. If the latter, his aim was true. We left the chilly dining room then—dinner had been a frigid affair, marked with the mewling of infant cats and an occasional hiss from their irritated mother—and went our separate ways, bidding one another good-night in subdued voices. Portia and I made our way slowly upstairs, and I noticed anew the marks of fatigue upon her lovely face.
"I am glad Father has banished us to our rooms tonight," I told her. "You look a fright."
"I feel one as well. You cannot imagine how difficult it is to entertain properly when there is a dead man in the game larder."
I patted her shoulder. "I am sorry for it. Rest is what you need now. Take a nice, dull book to bed and you will be asleep before you know it."
"I must
look in on
That
"I am sure he is entirely well," I told her acidly. "I think you need not bother."
She waved an airy hand. "Oh, I do not mind. Besides, I wish to speak with him about another matter we have been discussing. A bit of business between friends," she finished with a maddening air of vagueness.
Portia had the nasty habit common to all elder sisters of sometimes pretending to knowledge I did not have in order to provoke me to irritation. I would not be provoked. Instead I lifted my chin, gave her a sweetly sticky smile, and simply replied, "Then I will leave you here. Good-night, dearest."
She continued
on to
I continued on in this fashion until I reached my room where Morag was dozing over her knitting. I poked her with a finger.
"Get up
and go to bed. I shall not want you this evening. And take the dog with
you." My plans did not include
"You needn't tap your foot at me," she warned. "I am going as fast as I can."
"Feathers. You are slow as treacle because you want to know what I am about. And what I am about is none of your business."
"Oooh,
you are in a right nasty mood, you are. Come,
Nose in the air, she stuffed the dog under one arm, the knitting under the other, and retreated to her room. I paced the room after she left, working off my impatience. I was anxious about the night to come, worried my plan would work, and terrified it would not. Restless, I picked things up and put them down again, tried to read for a while, and even attempted to answer a few letters with little success.
At last the clock struck midnight, the earliest hour at which I thought my plan might be put into play. I rose from my chair and threw a black dressing gown over my clothes, changing my evening shoes for a pair of slippers with soft felt soles. If I were seen, I could easily claim I was wakeful and in need of a book or some refreshment. But I did not mean to be seen.
I crept from my room, careful to keep to the interior wall. The gallery was flooded with shifting moonlight. The moon had waxed full, shedding soft pearly light through the great windows. The light shifted as ragged bits of clouds, torn by the warm west wind, dragged over the moon's face like bits of veiling. I made no sound as I slipped behind the tapestry and depressed the mechanism. I had brought no candle with me. I could not risk being betrayed by the feeble light, and I knew the passage well enough to traverse it by feel. If I climbed slowly and kept my hands in front of me, I should be quite all right, I reasoned. But I will admit to heaving a great sigh of relief when I gained the lumber rooms. Though the moonlight was even brighter here, it took me some minutes to arrange a place of concealment. Finally, I hauled a small trunk onto a larger one and topped them both with a hat form, tucking myself neatly behind. And then I waited.
It was bitterly cold in the lumber rooms, even with my dressing gown over my clothes, and I wished more than once I had been clever enough to have dragged out a few of the moth-eaten old furs to line my little den. I dozed in spite of the cold, but jerked myself awake, occasionally resorting to little pinches and pokes to keep alert. I waited, thinking of all the things I would rather be doing at that moment. I must have fallen asleep, for the next thing I knew I heard a softly muttered curse. Carefully, I stretched my stiffened limbs and dared a peek over the trunk.
A woman was standing with her back to me, scarcely a dozen feet away. She must have been there a few minutes at least for she had nearly finished assuming her costume. Her hair was obscured by the thick white veiling, and she was already dressed in the ghost's attire, completely concealing her identity. She was fumbling at her feet, doubtless attaching the pattens to her shoes.
"Blast,"
I mouthed silently. She must have entered whilst I was asleep and I had nearly
missed her altogether. It was little wonder
The woman straightened then, and I had to admit, even at so close a distance, the moonlight lent an eerie effect. I had just watched a mortal woman dress herself in these bits of theatrical garb, and yet I could not suppress a shiver as she glided toward the door, seeming to float above the stone floor like a phantom in a Gothic tale.
I counted slowly to fifty after she left, then eased from my hiding place. Since I had seen her make use of the hidden stair before, it seemed reasonable she would do so again. I followed, straining my eyes for a glimpse of her flowing white draperies, careful to keep myself in the shadows.
There was no trace of her on the hidden stair, but when I emerged into the gallery of the ladies' wing, I saw her at the far end, hovering above the floor, moving slowly toward the staircase. I moved at a pace faster than a walk, but not quite a run, concealing myself behind statues and potted palms. I dashed from one to another, always pausing to make certain she was still within my sights. I followed her from the ladies' wing and onto the landing. I had a great fright then, for just as I reached the landing she turned back and I was forced to dart behind a suit of armour. I counted to fifty again and dared a peek. She had disappeared, and I had a bad moment or two until I realised she must be on the staircase. There was no possible way to descend while she was still on the stairs, so I waited, marking which way she turned at the bottom, then flying down as fast as silence would permit.
She had just reached the end of the transept corridor and turned right toward the drawing room. I followed her progress mentally. If I did not see her when I reached the bottom of the stairs, she must have gone into the great drawing room, in which case the little alcove behind Maurice the bear would make a splendid vantage point to watch for her return. And if she was still gliding down the corridor, Maurice would also be an excellent place from which to monitor her progress.
At least, that was my plan. Over what happened next, I would like very much to draw a veil. It was not my finest moment.
Just as I turned to the left I saw the ghost, stock still, squarely in the middle of the corridor, and not five feet from me. For an instant I forgot the trick of the black veiling and saw only a faceless phantom, floating above the floor. It lifted its featureless head and raised a spectral hand, pointing at my heart. It gave a low, anguished moan of despair, and with that tormented sound, the illusion was complete.
I gave a
scream, a very little one, and stumbled backward, stepping hard on the hem of
my dressing gown. Just as I fell to the floor, a shadow vaulted over me. It was
"
She made to
wrench her arm free, but
"Bastard," she spat.
"What the devil is this about? I want the truth, and I think I deserve it," I stated, folding my arms over my chest.
"She does
deserve that much at least,
"You as
well?" I demanded. Father had the grace to look abashed, but he said
nothing. He turned to
"Charlotte
King is a jewel thief,"
"I am not a thief," she said quietly.
"Mrs. King, do not speak," Father advised. "We shall all of us remember what you say, and perhaps we may one day be prevailed upon to repeat it, under oath and to your detriment."
"I
presume that was the reason for the fictitious engagement?" I asked
"It was. I needed to spend time with her, to search her place of residence, to follow her to her boltholes and bribe her confederates."
"I had information, from one of her confederates," he said, drawling the word, "that she was planning to leave the country soon. It seemed logical she would take this particular item with her. I had had no success in recovering the jewel, and time was growing short. It was necessary to isolate her in a place without friends or accomplices and in possession of the stolen property. His lordship volunteered to invite her here."
"Father?" I gave him a stern look and he nodded, a trifle sheepishly.
"I did. I
owed
"What sort of favour?"
Father's eyes slid from mine. He was suddenly terribly interested in the state of his blotter.
"It does
not signify,"
"Apprehend
me! And what have you got, my lord? A handful of tatty old rags and a girl out
of bed when she oughtn't be," she said to
"Is that true?" I asked him. "You have no proof of her crimes?"
I felt a cold
chill creep over my limbs that had nothing to do with the temperature of the
room.
"You mean I ruined—" I could not bear to finish the thought.
"You
did," he put in brutally. I had thought him angry with
"Oh, no," I groaned, burying my face in my hands.
I raised my head. "But clearly you were abroad for some nefarious purpose," I argued, desperate to salvage this calamity I had wrought.
There was no
malice in her eyes, only the calm certainty of a woman who has taken every
precaution in a dangerous game. This was why she had courted
She rose and placed her glass on the table, patting her hair to smoothness. "I do hope you will excuse me. I am very tired, and it is quite late. I will of course return these things to the lumber rooms, my lord," she said with an arch smile at Father. "I should not like to have it said I took anything that did not belong to me."
She dropped a deep curtsey and left us then. I sank further into my chair, wishing I could escape as easily as that.
"I am sorry," I murmured. "I had no idea."
"Yes, you
did,"
I spread my
hands helplessly, wishing Father would say something, anything at all. "I
did realise it, but I never took her for a villainess. You even implied someone
else might use her as a scapegoat, if you will remember. You said someone else
might cache jewels in her room to throw suspicion upon her. And even if I were
inclined to believe the worst of her, two minutes in her company would have
cured my doubts. She looks like a
His voice dropped off as if he could not bear to give voice to the magnitude of his ruin if he failed. "What did she steal?" I dared to ask in a very tiny voice.
"The Tear of Jaipur," Father said softly. "I have only seen it once, but it was the most magnificent thing I have ever laid eyes upon."
"A diamond?"
"Not a
diamond,"
I nearly
laughed aloud. The very idea was preposterous, another one of
Father winced
and
"The queen had given the jewel to her daughter-in-law. No, I will not say which," he said sternly as I opened my mouth to ask. "But she gave it as a mark of extreme favour. And the stupid woman gave it away."
I blinked at him. "To whom?"
"A
lover," Father said, pulling a face. It might have been a deliciously
scandalous story if matters had not turned out so disastrously for
"How could she possibly expect the absence of such a thing would not be noted?" I demanded.
"And she believed him?" I scoffed, but Father gave me a world-weary shake of the head.
"Never underestimate the stupidity of a woman in love," he said. "Or a man," he hastened to add.
"The lady
did believe him,"
I shook my head. The tale hung together, but loosely, like cobweb lace. "Why would she move openly in society if she were hiding from her husband?"
"He was taken to gaol shortly after the theft for other crimes. He refuses to speak against her. Poor devil still believes she will come back to him, with the diamond."
"But she is leaving the country? You are certain?"
"As
certain as one may be of information one has bought. But it seems the only
possible course for her. She has the diamond. She cannot hope to sell it here,
but on the Continent, in the
I shook my head. I could not quite take it all in. "I cannot believe she is a thief. I thought her so refined, so feminine."
"Make no
mistake, she is the daughter of a gentleman, and she has been educated as a
lady. Presenting herself as a genteel society widow was no great difficulty for
her. And
"Clever," I said, admiring her just a little in spite of myself. She was thoroughly amoral, and her lifestyle was utterly reprehensible, but there was still something, some elusive quality about her that drew one in. Perhaps it was charm, or a vulnerability she thought she had masked with her deceit.
"Clever and vicious. She was nearly apprehended once by a lady's maid. She bashed the woman over the head with a candlestick and nearly killed her."
I caught my
breath. The implication was horrifying. "
"No," he said slowly. "She could not have killed him. Her hands are smaller than yours. If Edwin Campbell were a free man, I would have suspected him instantly, particularly as Snow had jewels in his pocket. But he is a guest of Her Majesty's, enjoying the hospitality of Wandsworth Prison at present. And the jewels Lucian Snow had in his pocket were not of the variety to tempt the lady. The Grey Pearls would have been much more in her line."
"You think she stole my pearls?"
"I know she did, I can feel it in my bones. But without a witness, without the pearls, without a confession, I have nothing. Less than nothing," he said, his mouth thin with bitterness. "I do not even have the Tear of Jaipur."
I said nothing for a long moment. Father remained silent, and the only sounds were the ticking of the mantel clock and the rustling of the fire.
"The princess herself retained you to recover it?" I ventured finally, afraid of his answer.
"Through the prime minister," he said calmly. It was even worse than I had feared.
"And now you will have to go to them and admit you have failed," I said wretchedly.
"The
letters patent," Father began. The letters patent, drawn up to bestow
"Useless,"
I looked from one to the other. "The letters patent? For your title? What do you mean they are useless?"
Puzzled, I turned to Father. "But you have already been addressing him by the title of viscount."
Father shrugged. "A ruse to sweeten the honeypot for Charlotte King. Jewel thieves are terrible snobs."
I shook my head, feeling suddenly sick. "Because I interfered, you will lose a title? And an estate?"
The words should have been comforting, but somewhere underneath them was a current of some indefinable emotion in his voice that made me ache. Was it longing? Did he care so much for what he had never had? I thought of the life he might have led, lord of the country manor, perhaps a husband and father, caring for his stock and his tenants, managing them all with fairness and generosity. I could have wept for him. But something in his face, his implacable, unyielding face, warned me not to.
I rose, a trifle unsteady after the shocks I had endured and the whiskey I had drunk. "There is no possible method by which I may apologise as profoundly as you deserve. I can only tell you I will regret my thoughtlessness, my impetuosity, every day of my life."
I left them then. I heard the low rumble of voices as I closed the door. I did not stay to eavesdrop on what they might have said. They had their own differences to sort between them. I had interfered enough for one night.
Or so I thought. There was one last bit of meddling yet to come. It was a silly thing, really, that finally revealed to me the murderer of Lucian Snow. It happened when I tripped on my slipper on the stair. I was tired and stumbled a little, catching the sole. I looked back to find the slipper sitting on the stair, the toe facing backward, and when I went to pick it up, I understood what we ought to have seen before.
When I reached for the slipper, I instinctively turned my hand, thumb facing back, so that when I straightened and brought the slipper up, the toe would face forward. A simple, stupid detail one would never think on in the course of an ordinary day. But this had been no ordinary day. A man lay murdered under my father's roof, strangled by a right-handed man.
Unless the murderer was upside down. No, that was ridiculous. It was Snow who had to be upside down, and once I knew that, the rest of it fell tidily into place. I sank down onto the stair, closing my eyes to better imagine it.
I saw the two men in the chapel, perhaps by arrangement, perhaps by accident. Snow turns his back. Was he caused to do so? He could have been. The little bundle of jewels would have been a pretty lure. He could pocket them and then, his back still turned, he is struck down by a single vicious blow from the candelabrum.
Stunned, perhaps dying already, he slumps unconscious to the floor. His murderer turns him onto his back, and standing at Snow's head, reaches over his face to strangle him. The bruises would speak eloquently of a right-handed man, the perfect alibi for a left-handed murderer.
I opened my eyes, surprised to find myself still on the stair. I had seen it so clearly in my mind's eye. All but the face of the killer, and it did not require much imagination to supply that.
I rose and put on my slipper, determined not to waste a moment. I sped to the gentlemen's wing and knocked softly at one of the doors. It took an agonisingly long time before he replied, but at length he did. I had expected I would rouse him from sleep, but his hair was neatly combed, and his eyes, though shadowed with anguish, were clear and alert.
"My lady," he began, his expression one of naked astonishment. But I gave him no opportunity to say more. I pushed him into the room and closed the door behind us.
He recovered from his surprise and quickly gestured toward the chairs by the fire. I took one, schooling my expression carefully. I must not seem accusatory if I hoped to win his confidence. I must be gentle, sympathetic even.
With that in mind, I reached out when he had seated himself and I took his hand in mine. He started, but did not remove his hand, and after a moment I felt it relax in mine.
"I think you know why I have come. You are burdened. Would it not ease you to speak?"
He sighed then, a great exhalation carrying all the weight of the world with it, but he did not speak. His hand was warm and smooth in mine, and larger than I had expected. I had thought it would feel less substantial somehow, but there was a solid, sinewy strength in his fingers.
"It weighs on you, does it not? You should not carry this burden alone."
He gave a little groan and started to pull his hand away, but I held it fast and courtesy would not permit him to push me away.
"I shall not leave until you talk to me. Believe me when I say I am your friend, and I can help you. My family has a great deal of influence, and if you confide in me, I will do everything in my power to see justice is done. You believe that, do you not?"
He nodded, closing his eyes. His hand was now clasping mine, and I knew he was very nearly there. Just one last push…a shot in the dark, but my only chance to reach him.
"I think that she would want you to tell me."
His eyes flew open. "She said I must never," he whispered hoarsely.
I tightened my grasp on his hand. "She is overwrought. If she were thinking clearly, she would never want you to suffer, I am certain of it. And you are suffering now. It is written plainly on your face."
His expression
did not change, but I noticed a sudden brilliance to his eyes, the shimmer of
unshed tears. I had found his most vulnerable spot. And like
"It is not right you should suffer. All you have to do is tell me, and it will be over."
For an instant I thought I had pushed him too far. But then his body sagged and his other hand reached out to cover mine.
"Yes. That is what I want, for it to be over," he murmured.
"Then tell me. I will not abandon you. I swear it."
"I believe you," he said simply.
And I settled in my chair and waited for Henry Ludlow to tell me everything he knew.
THE
TWENTY-FIFTH CHAPTER
Smooth runs the water where the brook is deep,And in his simple show he
harbours treason.
—II HENRY VI
It was not his
fault. He was Sir Cedric's employee and cousin, poor relation to a monster who
held the purse strings. Whatever crimes Sir Cedric had committed,
"His arrogance," Henry began softly, "was deplorable. I have rarely ever encountered a man so replete with it, and for so little cause. I would have hated him on his own merit, even if she had not revealed to me exactly what he was."
I felt the niggle of a question, but did not ask. Now that Henry was talking, I was reluctant to interrupt him.
"I have known other men like him—that bluff, hearty sort. Think they own the world, and they very often do. They stand astride the world like Colossus and they never see what they crush beneath their feet. I hated him from the moment I first made his acquaintance."
I had no choice but to break in. "Why did you accept a position in his employ?" I ventured softly.
Henry blinked at me. "Employ? I was not speaking of Sir Cedric. I was talking about Lucian Snow."
"Ah, yes, of course. I do apologise. Go on," I said with an encouraging smile, but inwardly I was thinking feverishly.
"His inhumanity, his impiety, characteristics to be deplored in a clergyman. To listen to him expounding his plan to reform the Gypsies did not improve my opinion of him," he said angrily. "And when I heard how he had left the army and taken a living so blithely, as a means of keeping himself with little effort and no care whatsoever for his parishioners, it made me quite physically ill."
He looked intently at me, his eyes alight with passion. "Do you know what I would have given for a living of my own? My very heart's blood. It was all I ever wanted. A small country parish where I could do some good. That was my entire life's ambition. To shepherd a flock. To guide, to help, to protect, to inspire. That is all I wanted. It was my dearest dream, and it was taken from me. And given to a man like that—no, not a man. A child. He looked at it as if it were a plaything, to be picked up and cast aside when it suited him, with no care for the needs of his parishioners, no interest in them save whether they had pretty daughters," he said, with real bitterness.
His hands were holding mine very tightly, and even if I had wanted to remove them, I doubt I could have done so.
"But I was cordial to him, because it is my job to be cordial to everyone with whom Sir Cedric chooses to associate. I told myself I should not have to bear him long. He would only be here until the wedding was celebrated. After that he would return to his lodgings in the village, and I would see him no more. I would think on him no more."
Henry's eyes slid away from mine then, and I knew he was seeing it all again in his mind's eye.
"And then she came to me, in tears. He was blackmailing her, demanding payment for his silence over some youthful transgression he had discovered through mutual acquaintances. She would not tell me what it was, only that he had misunderstood something quite terribly, had twisted an innocent mistake into something ugly and untrue. She had no money, and she faced utter ruin if he was not silenced."
The room was quite warm, I decided, or perhaps it was just that we were sitting too near the fire. But I dared not move and draw attention to myself. Henry seemed not to notice. A drop of perspiration trickled down his hairline, but he did not dash it away.
"You must
not think we are friends. I would not presume such a thing—but we are
confidants after a fashion. I told her of my disappointed hopes, and she told
me of hers. She trusted me." My mind raced on, piecing the snippets he
dropped in my lap. I had never heard any scandal attached to Lucy's name, but
she had lived quietly. And if the youthful transgression was an innocent
mistake as she claimed, it seemed reasonable we would not have heard talk of
it. As for her relationship with
I turned my
attention back to
"She came to me, that first night we were here in the Abbey, when we were introduced to Lucian Snow at dinner. She was in tears. I have never seen her so distraught. It was half an hour before she could speak and tell me what he had done."
Here he broke off and, coming to himself a little, he wiped the sweat off of his brow. His other hand still clutched mine.
"What had he done?" I prompted softly.
"He threatened to reveal all to Cedric and the earl if she did not offer him payment. He said he would see her ruined if she failed."
He leaned a little closer, his expressive eyes dark with anguish. "Can you imagine what that meant to her? To see that monster here? In polite company, received by his lordship as an honoured guest? Sitting at table and making polite conversation with her? She was shattered by it, wholly. I could not believe that a man of God could be so foul. But I heard with my own ears when that man would talk so lightly of worldly things. I realised the picture she painted of him was a true one. And I knew he must be prevented from ever hurting anyone else."
I swallowed hard, sickeningly conscious of the fact that I was holding hands with a murderer. How had I gotten it so profoundly wrong?
"So you determined you must stop him," I said evenly. It would not do to alarm him now. There was nothing else to do but encourage him calmly to tell his tale.
"You must see that I had no choice," he said, a touch of anger sharpening his words.
"Of course," I told him, my tone soothing. "It had to be done."
His expression lightened at once. "Yes, that is it. It had to be done. You do understand. I did what must be done. And I am not repentant of it, save for the burden of guilt upon my immortal soul. It was no different than hunting a fox. He was predatory and destructive and he had to be stopped. So I took the jewels from Lady Hermia's room and while he was turned with his back to me, gloating over them, as trusting as a lamb, I struck him down. It was an easy thing, so much easier than I thought to put my hand to his neck and finish it. He did not even struggle. He simply opened his mouth and gave one great sigh and his eyes rolled over white. I had a bad moment when he would not turn loose of the jewels," he said, almost apologetically. "I thought I would have to force his hand open, but there was one last shudder and his fingers relaxed. I did not know the dead would do such a thing. I put them into my pocket, and later I left them with his things. I thought someone might find them there, and in death know him for what he was."
He bowed his head, raising our clasped hands until they touched his damp brow. We were silent for a long while; he seemed spent, and yet somehow cleansed, as if talking of the deed had washed him free of the stain of it. For my part, I knew I should never be clean of it, but still questions lingered.
"I am curious about something," I said softly. "When we entered the chapel and Lucy was discovered, standing over the body, why did you cry out and ask her what she had done? You as much as accused her of murdering Snow herself."
He flushed painfully. "That grieves me more than taking the life of Lucian Snow. Snow was a devil, and devils must be cast out. But implicating Miss Lucy was a sin I cannot forgive in myself." His expression was rueful. "I was tempted, my lady. I saw in that instant she might be blamed for it, just for a little while, and Cedric might break with her."
"And if he did not marry, you might inherit his millions," I finished.
He nodded, the flush ebbing to leave him white-lipped. "So much money, so much good might be done with it. But it was unworthy of me to covet what is not mine, and I am wholly repentant."
"But why did you attack Miss Lucy and Miss Emma with the brandy?"
His eyes widened. "I would never—that is, I could not. Not a lady. Least of all so good, so deserving a lady, nor her sister. I could never raise my hand against an innocent. I promise you, I have confessed my sins. Do not lay that one at my door as well."
His back drooped a little, and the spirit seemed to go out of him, but I was still wary. He was a changeable creature. His manner might be soft and gentle with me, but he had killed in cold blood, and I was deeply conscious of the fact that we were alone together.
"Lady
Julia, you must believe I did what I did because it had to be done. And I have
paid for it every moment since. I cannot close my eyes that I do not see his,
staring up at me as I pressed the life out of him. I am not accustomed to such
dark deeds. I am a clergyman's son from
Tears gathered in his eyes again. "My father was right, you know. He always told me that of the seven deadly sins, envy was the deadliest. I was envious of Lucian Snow. It was not just that he was a monster. It was that he had everything I had not. And he did not deserve it."
"That was not for you to decide, Henry."
"I wanted to believe I was an instrument of justice. At least that is what I told myself when I thought of taking his life. But when the moment came, there in the chapel, when my hand tightened at his throat, all I felt was that cursed envy. I knew I was taking away from him everything he had that I did not, and I delighted in it. Tell me, Lady Julia," he said, his voice cracking on a sob, "who is the monster?"
He fell into me then, and I shied from him. But he meant me no harm. He was sobbing, the great, racking sobs of a child whose heart has been irreparably broken, and all he looked for in me was comfort. Without thinking, I put a hand on his back and petted him. He slid from the chair to his knees and stayed there, weeping into my lap for some time. Finally he recovered himself and drew back, wiping his face with a handkerchief.
"I am sorry. More than that, I am penitent. I know justice must be served, Lady Julia. I am content you should go and tell his lordship. I give you my word I will not try to escape," he said, straightening his shoulders and looking me squarely in the eye.
I rose and edged my way to the door. I did not truly believe he would harm me, but I had been wrong about such things before. It seemed to me a little caution, even at this late juncture, would be prudent.
"Will you grant me one thing before you go?" he asked. He had command of himself now, but only lightly. His shoulders were trembling and his tone was plaintive.
"If I can," I told him, my fingers wrapped about the doorknob.
He raised his chin, summoning his dignity. "Will you promise not to think too badly of me? I would not like to think that I was entirely friendless in this world, although God knows I do not deserve your regard."
I paused a moment, my instincts warring. Then I released the doorknob, and with cool deliberation walked to where he stood. I put out my hand.
"You are not friendless, Henry. It is not in my power to forgive you, but neither is it in my power to condemn you."
Solemnly as a judge, he shook my hand and the ghost of a smile touched his mouth.
"Thank you for that. Your kindness means more to me than you can possibly comprehend."
I nodded and hurried out, stopping only when there was a stout door between us. I took a few deep breaths, not surprised to find my legs could barely hold me up. I was shaking, and cursing myself for a fool. But there was no time for recrimination. I hastened to Father's room and banged upon the door. He must have returned to his room whilst I had been hearing Henry Ludlow's confession, for he had already retired to bed; he was half-buried in a pile of mastiff pups, dear Crab snuffling in her sleep on the floor.
"What the devil is it now?" he growled, sitting up and straightening his nightcap.
"Father,
you must come.
It took several minutes before I could make him understand what I had just learned, his expression growing more ominous by the minute.
"You mean to say you went to this man's room alone to accuse him of murder?"
"Not precisely, no," I temporised. "But he has confessed it, and you must come."
It took three more tries to coax him out of bed, and by that time he was scolding me bitterly.
"For an intelligent woman, Julia, you are by far the most headstrong, reckless, thoughtless, feckless of my children. And that is quite saying something," he grumbled, tumbling the puppies as he threw aside his bedclothes.
I retreated hastily to the corridor and paced, waiting for him to appear. He had dressed himself quickly, not bothering with collar and cuffs.
"You might want to remove, er—" I pointed to his nightcap. "It lacks a certain gravitas."
He gave me a
filthy look, then yanked off the offending garment and stuffed it into his
pocket. "Get
"Father,
let me find Aquinas.
Father regarded me coldly. "I have no wish to speak to him at present. Words were exchanged this evening. No, you go and tell him what you were about, and I will deal with the matter of Henry Ludlow."
I whirled and
left the room, thoroughly put out with his peremptory attitude. I stalked to
the
"Henry
Ludlow has confessed to murdering Mr. Snow. Father has gone to fetch Aquinas to
lock
"And how exactly do you come to know all of this?" he asked, his jaw tight.
I could sense
his anger simmering and I thought of Father, ordering me about as if I were
still a child. I thought of
I stepped forward, drawing myself to my full height and lifting my chin. "I know because I went to his room to continue this investigation, the investigation I was charged by my father to undertake. And because of my actions, a murderer has confessed and justice will be satisfied." I put my hands on my hips, not caring if I sounded like a Billingsgate fishwife. "Yes, it was a dangerous thing to do, but as it seems to have escaped your attention, I will remind you I am above thirty years of age, of sound body and mind, and in control of my own fortune. That means," I said, moving closer still, poking his chest for emphasis, "I am mistress of myself and I answer to no one. Not you, not even Father. I am fed up to the back teeth with being wrapped in cotton wool and treated like an invalid."
He opened his mouth to speak, but I shouted him down. The floodgates were opened now, and nothing would stem the flow of my indignation. "I spent more than five years in a marriage that smothered me. I was buried alive in that house, dying slowly, and I did not even know it. And just when I thought I might learn to really live, I nearly lost my life." His expression changed; something flickered in the depths of his eyes. "I know you blame yourself for that, and so long as you do, there will never be anything between us except regret. Well, I do not mean to live my life haunted by the ghosts of what might have been. I intend to live every day just as I please, and right now it pleases me to do this."
Before he could utter a word I reached up, took his head between my hands and pulled him to me. He had kissed me twice before, both times at his behest, and I had been merely a willing participant. But this embrace was mine, and from the moment I touched him I made certain he knew it. I pushed him back against his door, using him as I liked. I was insistent, demanding, taking more than I gave. But when he made to circle me with his good arm, I broke away, holding him at bay.
I straightened my dressing gown and looked at him coolly, lofty as a duchess. "There. Now you have been used at my whim."
He put out a hand to me, but I stepped sharply out of his reach. "No. I want you to think on what I have said. And if we meet again, it must be on equal ground, or I will have none of it."
I gestured toward the carpet at his feet. "You will want to leave that shirt for the maid to mend. I am sure the sleeve can be put back on."
He said nothing, did not even incline his head. He merely stood, staring after me as I left, his expression inscrutable. I could not imagine what he was thinking, and for the first time, I did not care. I was determined, well and truly, to be my own woman, to stand on my own two feet and to employ whatever talents and abilities I possessed in some useful occupation.
And I would be treated as an equal, or not at all, I told myself fiercely as I made my way back to my bedchamber. I threw myself onto the bed, astonished at my own ferocious will and my resolve to be mistress of myself. But even this new determination was not enough to stop the slow slide of tears onto my pillow.
* * *
I woke early the next morning, having slept a scant few hours, and badly, as well. A dull headache lurked behind my eyes and I snapped at Morag more than once as she performed my toilette. She got her own back by yanking at my hair with the brushes and muttering under her breath about what a trial her life was.
"Not a word of appreciation," she grumbled, jerking the brush through a snarl of hair. She twisted and pinned ruthlessly, jabbing pins into my head. "And does not even look behind herself to see what a mess she's made, leaving her dressing table a right disaster and her pockets full of rubbish."
I twisted round in the chair to look at her. "What rubbish?"
She pulled my head back around and shoved in another pin. "There. You still look a horror, but at least you're a tidy horror." She reached into her pocket and pulled out Aunt Hermia's bundle of jewels. "I found these in your pocket yesterday. Would have served you proper if I'd kept them, it would."
I took them
from her and made a note to return the jewels to Aunt Hermia's room before
breakfast. There would be little enough else to do, I thought ruefully. Before
dawn I had risen to push aside the draperies and watched Father and
The body of Lucian Snow followed the carriage on a farm wagon, stowed in a makeshift coffin draped with a length of blue fabric. Someone, perhaps Aquinas, had fashioned a wreath to pin to the fabric. With a shudder, I realised it was the white heather intended for Lucy's wedding flowers. I had turned away then, desperately sad, my heart feeling too full to sit within my chest.
The rest of
the household felt the same, if the faces at the breakfast table were anything
to judge.
I pulled a
piece of toast to bits, thinking quickly. Without me present to question him,
he might well have omitted any reference to Lucy at all in his motive for
killing Snow. His envy would have provided motive enough, and with a confessed
murderer in custody, no one would question him too closely. The authorities,
and Father as well, would be grateful enough to have the matter closed before
it was even officially investigated. I would not be asked to provide any sort
of statement under oath so long as he confessed before other witnesses, an
eventuality I was certain Father would ensure. Considering
Sir Cedric interrupted my musings then, rousing himself to demand coffee. It was Aquinas' duty, but he was absent, retrieving another rack of toast from the kitchens. In his place, Lucy sprang to her feet, fetching the coffeepot and pouring out. She was smiling, but there was a new anxiety I had not seen in her eyes before, and I knew in that moment I had just had a glimpse into what the rest of her life would be: catering to the demands of a capricious, temperamental man who would always keep her firmly in his debt because he had married her in spite of the scandal that was sure to break over our heads like a thunderstorm.
Lucy's hand shook a little and a drop spilled on the saucer. She darted a quick glance at Cedric, who sighed deeply.
"You are clumsy this morning, my dear," he commented. He smiled a little, but there was no blunting the barb. She flinched and apologised, using her own napkin to wipe the saucer clean. No one else at the table seemed concerned with their little drama, but as I glanced about I noticed Emma's eyes were too firmly fixed on her plate, two harsh spots of colour high on her cheeks, a clear sign she was angry. She must have heard every word, and she must see as clearly as I did what the future held for her sister.
Perhaps she felt my gaze upon her, for she looked across the table at me then; our eyes met and held a moment. I gave her a small, sympathetic smile. She pressed her lips together and dropped her eyes immediately. I returned to my breakfast, chatting quietly with Hortense as she sampled her hot fruit compote. And every time I glanced back at Emma, she was staring at her plate, cutting her ham into tiny shreds.
THE
TWENTY-SIXTH CHAPTER
Unbidden guests
Are often welcomest when they are gone.
—I HENRY VI
After
breakfast I returned to my room to look in on
"
"You have an animal's instincts for survival," I commented archly. "This room is the warmest in the Abbey. The monks piped hot water under the stones. Astonishing that the system still works, isn't it?"
I stretched my feet toward the fire. "Heavens, why should you hate me? I have troubles enough of my own."
She laughed, a short, sharp bark of laughter. "I should like to have your troubles. Which dress to choose, which noble lord to marry, which country to spend the winter? Yes, those are troubles indeed."
There was mockery in her voice, but it was not malicious, and I knew we understood one another after a fashion. Under other circumstances, I might have been friends with this woman. The silly, prattling widow she had pretended to held no interest for me at all.
"I never meant to turn to thieving," she said, leaning her head back against the chair. "Oh, yes, I will tell you of it now. It does not matter. And I think I would like to tell someone."
I settled more comfortably into my chair and awaited her tale.
"My mother was an actress. You would not have heard of her. She toured provincial theatres, giving second-rate performances to third-rate audiences. My father was a gentleman, and I think I need not tell you my birth was not blessed by the church. My father paid for my education. He thought to put me into service, as a lady's maid or companion, but I am my mother's child. I left school and took to the stage, a conjurer's assistant, smiling prettily and showing my legs."
She turned her
head to look at me. "Did
"Your husband?"
"So
She laughed again. "Absolutely not. Who would want the dark of the moon when you have been dazzled by the sun? But for all his beauty, Edwin is not a gifted magician. You cannot imagine how many birds he has smothered in his pockets or rabbits he has let wander off because he forgot to shut the cage. But he is glorious, and I am not the only lady to think so. There have always been others, others willing to pay for the privilege of what he gives freely to me."
I said
nothing, but the room had gone suddenly chill and I shuddered a little.
"I have shocked you, my lady. You cannot imagine sharing a man you loved."
"Indeed not," I agreed. "I should sooner cut out his heart and serve it to him on toast."
Her pretty mouth curved into a sneer. "You think you would. But you have the luxury of food in your belly and a roof above your head. What if all you had was that man? Would he be feast enough for you? Could you not simply gorge yourself on him and let other women have the crumbs? Oh, I think you ought not to judge, my lady, until you have lain awake at night, the hunger pains in your belly so sharp you cannot sleep, the rain soaking your thin bed as the wind shrieks into the room, chilling you to sickness. Then you will have trod a mile or two in my shoes, and then you would understand."
She turned away again and resumed the thread of her tale. "Edwin sometimes took things, little trinkets usually, something grander upon occasion. We lived on what he earned on his back and what he stole from the women who used him. It was his idea to take the Tear of Jaipur, and a grand idea it was. The princess used to come, incognita, to see friends of Edwin's perform. Acrobats, they were, and she would clap and smile like a child as she watched them. But Edwin was often seated in a box near the stage, and it was not long before her eyes strayed to him and lingered. He can read the need in a woman like some men can read a newspaper. He knew what she wanted of him, and he knew she owned the Tear. It was simple enough to arrange. He took the jewel, pledging to return it the next day. She was nervous, but she trusted him. That's the trouble with women," she said wonderingly. "We know what we oughtn't do, and yet we do it anyway. Nature has given us instincts, but when a man comes along, we hear only his voice, and not our own."
She shook
herself out of her reverie. "We would have left
"There is a lady's maid with a cracked skull who might disagree," I commented dryly.
"But without the Tear," I reminded her. "Your things have been searched." Even as I said it, I realised she might well have hidden the jewel anywhere in the Abbey, along with my pearls. But she could not hope to recover them.
She gave me a lazy smile. "Then I will go without it. I will make a future for myself and for Edwin." There was something I did not like in her manner, some smugness that she was unable to conceal.
"And my pearls?"
"Have not left the Abbey. I leave you to find them since you love a good mystery," she said, slanting me a challenging look.
My tolerance for her was moving rapidly into hatred. "And my dog? I suppose you were the one who poisoned her?"
There seemed nothing else to say. She had admitted to her crimes, but without either the jewels or the authority to hold her, I was powerless. She gave me a fond smile.
"I have actually quite enjoyed myself, you know," she told me. She stretched, lissome as a cat. "I shall be sorry to leave Bellmont Abbey."
"Do forgive me if I say that we shall not be sorry to see you go," I returned.
I left her then, her laughter echoing in my ears.
* * *
When I moved into the nave, I was astonished to find Sir Cedric there with Emma and Lucy, dressed in travelling clothes and surrounded by their baggage. Sir Cedric was quite purple in the face and yelling at Aquinas.
"Sir Cedric, contain yourself," I said crisply. "There is no call for that sort of behaviour. Now, what is the trouble?"
Sir Cedric was sputtering too much to speak, so Aquinas stepped in. "Sir Cedric and his party wish to leave and have requested a carriage and baggage wagon to take them to the station in Blessingstoke. I have had no instructions from his lordship on the matter, and I am uncertain of his wishes."
I looked at the little trio of travellers. Sir Cedric had lapsed into furious muttering under his breath. Lucy and Emma stood a little apart, Lucy biting at her lip while Emma stood so straight I thought her back would snap from the strain of it. Their faces were white and nervous, and I pitied them thoroughly.
"Aquinas,
order the conveyances." Father had taken the coachman to
Aquinas bowed and withdrew to make arrangements. Sir Cedric pulled his greatcoat tighter about his girth, his expression almost, but not quite, mollified. Lucy shot me a look of pure gratitude before sinking down to sit on one of Cedric's trunks. Emma laid a hand on her shoulder, and it occurred to me then she would also have to tread on eggshells if she hoped to stay in her future brother-in-law's good graces.
"Sir Cedric, I presume you are returning to town? Father must give your direction to Scotland Yard. They will want to speak with you about this business with Mr. Ludlow."
"Do not
speak his name to me," he thundered, his face purpling again. "No, I
do not mean to return to town. We leave for
It took me a moment to grasp what he was saying. "You are leaving the country? Tonight? But Mr. Ludlow will need you. He must present a defence to the charges of willful murder, as well as the attack against Emma and Lucy. Statements must be given, and references to his character. I grant they will not weigh heavily as he has confessed, but you must help him."
"Must
I?" His tawny lion's eyes narrowed to something small and mean. "He
has disgraced himself, and me by association. I do not mean to stay here whilst
I am made sport of by the newspapers. He will be tried for the murder. To have
the attack upon Lucy and Emma made public would be unacceptable. We leave for
"You mean until Henry hangs for what he did?" I asked brutally.
Sir Cedric looked at me appraisingly. "I was quite right about you. You need a husband. Someone with a firm hand to keep you in line. You are far too forward and mannish."
I inclined my head graciously. "How kind of you to notice. In that case, permit me to wish you as pleasant a journey as you deserve."
I exchanged pecks on the cheek with Emma and Lucy. Emma was in complete command of herself, although her manner seemed brittle, as if her nerves were stretched taut as a bowstring. I did not envy her future in Sir Cedric's employ.
"Thank you, dearest Julia," she murmured into my ear. "You helped to save my darling girl, and I cannot ever repay such a debt."
She squeezed my hand and turned away, blinking furiously. Lucy was inclined to cling. Her lips were bleeding a little where she had chewed them, and her nails were bitten to the quick. Eventually, I detached her from my neck and patted her arm. I took my leave then, but as I mounted the stairs I took one last look over my shoulder. Sir Cedric was fussing over some imaginary scuff Lucy had left on his bag. Lucy was on her knees, buffing at it. And behind them stood Emma, her expression blank as a marionette's as she watched them both.
I met Portia at the top of the stairs and quickly related the news that Cedric was leaving his cousin to the mercy of the law, without recourse to money or influence to help his defence.
"I never liked him," Portia said stoutly. "I wonder if Lucy knows what she is doing?"
I tipped my head thoughtfully. "I think she begins to see it, and to worry. But it is too late. If she puts a foot on the deck of that ship, she has as good as married him. What is that you are carrying?"
Portia unrolled the bundle of white linen. "A ghost," she told me, pointing to the two charred spots where the holes for eyes had been burnt. "The maid found it in the linen cupboard this morning. Christopher Sly has decided at last to admit people to her nursery."
I held it up,
touching the blackened holes lightly. "But I thought
Portia
shrugged. "I could not care less, my heart. I only know I have to explain
to Aunt Hermia why one of Grandmama's prized sheets from
I took the sheet and gave her a quick kiss on the cheek. "I would be happy to do it."
Portia peered at me. "Are you starting a fever? You are unnaturally decent this morning."
I smiled at her, thinking of Lucy and Emma and the lives they would lead. "I am merely exceedingly grateful that we are ladies of independent fortune," I told her. And I left her, staring after me in puzzlement.
THE
TWENTY-SEVENTH CHAPTER
Love looks not with the eyes, but with the mind.
—A MIDSUMMER NIGHT'S DREAM
After I left
For what I did
next, I do not apologise. Too many secrets had been kept in our house already.
I went straight to Father's study, closing the door softly behind me. Grim quorked at me from his cage and I let
him out. With a whirr of black wings, he came to settle himself on Father's
desk, watching me with great interest. I took the letter from
When I had at last deciphered it, I sat back in Father's chair, musing.
"Sweeties," Grim demanded, bobbing his glossy dark head at me. I gave him a pat and tossed him a sweetmeat. He devoured it happily, then toddled across the desk, looking for more.
"No, you
shall get fat," I scolded him, pushing the box out of reach. He cocked his
head at me, then lowered his beak and began to peck at
"Don't do that, Grim." But ravens are somewhat less obedient than dogs, and he did not listen. He worried at the cover until he managed to open it.
"That is quite enough," I told him, pulling the book onto my lap. He gave me an irritable quork and withdrew to his cage, turning his back to me.
"You
needn't sulk," I began, but then my eyes fell to the open book. Something
about the image
I snapped the book closed, sorry I had seen it. But now that I had, those few lines of charcoal had changed everything.
I went
directly to
"If you've come to call me a fool, be content. I've done it a hundred times. I understand she stole your pearls?"
I crossed the room and levered myself up into the embrasure to sit next to him. It was cool there, and I wrapped my skirts about my legs as I gathered them under me.
"Apparently, she did. But she will not say where she has them hid, and the Abbey is simply too massive to search. She cannot leave with them, and I am sure they will turn up one day."
He rested his
head on the stone wall behind him, one hand draped over his knee, the
fingertips smudged softly black with charcoal. "I ought to have known
better. I ought to have behaved
better. It was bad form to dally with
I shrugged. "We are all of us stupid at times. Perfection is dull, my love." I brandished the sketchbook. "You dropped this outside the drawing room. I thought you might go looking for it."
I laid it on the bit of window seat between us. He made no move to touch it but simply looked at me, his eyes half-lidded in pain.
"I suppose you looked through it."
I nodded
slowly. "I did. And I'm sorry. Perhaps that is why you behaved so badly
with
He made a little sound that was halfway between a laugh and a sob. "No. And now that she carries my brother's child, I never will."
He thumped a fist against the windowpane, the glass shuddering lightly under his hand.
"
He looked at me with something like pity. "You still do not understand. I saw her first, I loved her first."
I blinked at
him. "But how? Lysander came back to
I suppressed a
sigh. It was very like
He went on,
dreamily. "You cannot imagine what a shock it was to me when Lysander
brought her into the room that first night and made his announcement. I have taken a wife,
"And that is why you have been beastly to him? And cold to Violante? This is what was behind that ludicrous display in the billiard room when you punched him on the nose, is it not?"
"Julia, you do not know. You cannot imagine the torment—"
"Eglamour Tarquin Deiphobus March, don't you dare tell me what I do not know," I began, rising from my perch. "I know a very great deal about eating your own heart out over someone you cannot have. And do you know what I have learned? It is pathetic and sad. You are a strong, healthy, passably handsome man with a reasonably good intellect, if you would care to use it, and a talent for drawing that Michelangelo himself would have approved. And what do you do with all those virtues? You flirt with betrothed women and moon about over your own sister-in-law. You are maudlin and sentimental, and it is high time you took a rather hard look at yourself and realised you are in danger of becoming ridiculous."
He gaped at me, open-mouthed. He did not even attempt to speak.
"Now, I
am about to go and bruise the heart of your friend. If you can have a care for
anyone other than yourself, you should make preparations to take him back to
He slumped against the window, his brows drawn together. "Like what?"
I spread my
hands. "Restore a church. Learn to quarry marble in
For a long moment he did not move. Then, by way of reply, he held the sketchbook out to me. "Burn it."
I took it from him, noting how his fingers trailed over the cover as if to memorise the pages that lay beneath.
"Are you quite certain?"
He nodded. "You are right, of course. I must cut her out, painful as that may be. And who knows, perhaps something else may grow there."
"And what of Alessandro's letter?" I ventured.
He gave a tiny smile. "You were thorough. I ought to give that back to him. He wanted me to read it, to advise him how best to handle his father. A moot point now, if you mean to send him away."
I shrugged. "It is better this way. For everyone." I handed him the letter and took the book away with me. He had been brave enough to ask me to burn it. I was not cruel enough to make him watch.
* * *
After I had
burned the sketchbook, waiting until it fell to thin, grey ash, I retrieved a
I nodded to the book. "How are you enjoying Jane Austen?"
He waggled his hand from side to side. "She is a little silly, I think."
Now I was more
certain than ever of my decision. I could not love a man who did not love Jane
Austen. "The great Duke of Wellington thought her the greatest literary
talent in all of
He smiled politely. "Perhaps she improves upon second reading."
"Hmm. Perhaps. I wanted to speak with you."
His smile froze, his lips suddenly quite stiff. He swallowed hard and laid down the book. "You are refusing me."
I put out my hand to him and he took it. His was warm and firm in mine. "I am. Walk with me in the courtyard and I will try to explain."
It was characteristic of his youth that he did so. An older man would have armoured himself in his pride and refused an explanation. Only the young have such a gift for self-torture.
We moved out into the courtyard arm in arm. The sunshine, after days of mournful grey, was a revelation. The warmer air had melted off most of the snow and what remained was slowly dripping away against the stone. It was cold to be sure, but nothing like what it had been, and I stopped to raise my face to the sun.
"You are
sure you do not wish to come to
I opened my eyes and smiled at him, taking a moment to memorise the soft black hair touched with bronze, the noble profile, the gentle eyes staring into mine with such sadness, and perhaps the merest touch of relief.
The wind rose a little just then, scudding a cloud over the face of the sun and throwing the courtyard into shadow.
"You are shivering. Take my coat," he insisted, draping the garment over my shoulders. I murmured my thanks and took his arm, leading him toward the iron gate that led to the gardens.
"You see, Alessandro," I began slowly, "you come from an old and proud and very dignified family. I too come from an old and proud family, but I am afraid we are a little short on dignity."
He opened his mouth to make a polite protest, but I held up a hand. "Oh, do not, I beg you. I know my family for what we are. From the manner of our dress, our speech, our small eccentricities and our grand follies, we are odd. We do not fit the pattern of society, and as a result we are often talked of."
He said nothing and I pressed on, gently.
"I should not suit you, Alessandro, not truly. I keep a pet raven and I speak my mind and I associate with those who are beyond the pale of society, and yet I am very nearly the most conventional member of my family. People are still talking about my cousin Charles' appearance at a house party last month. He wore his wife's gown and demanded to be addressed as Carlotta."
Alessandro choked back a laugh and I squeezed his arm. "You may think it amusing, but to us, he is family. We will not hide him in the cellars and pretend he does not exist. We will welcome him with open arms, and very likely give him the names of our dressmakers," I finished, smiling at my own little jest.
Alessandro's brow puckered. "But surely such things are better left unknown. I too have the curious cousins, but we do not speak of them."
"That is
the difficulty, my dear. In your family you do not speak of them. In my family,
we celebrate them. In
His brows lifted slightly and I patted his hand. "You see? I even shock you with my language. We would be very badly suited indeed. Besides," I said carefully, "I believe your father has plans for you. Exalted ones."
There was a sharp intake of breath. "How did you know that?"
I smiled, not looking into his eyes. His father's letter had been idiomatic and excessively difficult to translate. I had deciphered perhaps one word in five. But those words were enough. "It is not difficult to guess," I temporised. "Your father is a judge, is he not?" I hoped I had gotten the translation correct from the letter. Father's dictionary had been printed two centuries back and mice had nibbled a fair number of holes through the most useful words.
Alessandro
nodded, his lovely mouth turning sulky. "Si. He is an important man in
"And he wishes you to be the same, in your time. A very natural ambition for a father, I think."
Alessandro scuffed his shoe against a paving stone. "But should a man not be ambitious for himself?"
"Of course. What is it you would like to do?"
He dropped my arm then to spread his hands. Like most Italians he was incapable of speaking for any length of time without gesturing.
"I also want to be a judge, to give justice, to have the power to influence people. But I want to want such things for myself. Why are you smiling at me?"
"My dear Alessandro, what difference does it make if your father wants these things for you as well? If you want them, take them, and be happy. Life is either far too short or far too long to make yourself miserable."
He said nothing as he considered this. I looked through the garden gate, marking the withered vines, the blind stone eyes of the statues, the sharp angles of the hedge maze. It was not grand or even particularly beautiful, but it was my home and I felt a rush of love for the old place so acute, so complete, I nearly wept.
"Perhaps you are right," he said slowly.
I turned back to him and assumed a brisk, governessy tone. It was time for the coup de grâce. "Of course I am. And I will tell you something else I am quite right about—you will need a wife who will understand you, who will present la bella figura and make you proud. I would imagine your father already has someone in mind," I said, widening my eyes innocently.
"You are a witch," he grumbled. "How could you know this?"
I gave a modest shrug, remembering how his father had described the girl in question. Una belleza perfetta. I wished Alessandro a lifetime of happiness with her. "It is only logical."
He rallied, and attempted once more to change my mind. He seized my hands, drawing them to his heart. "I would give up everything for you, Giulia."
I smiled at
him gently. "But you must understand. I should never want a man to give up
anything for me. I should want him to feel in winning me he has won the whole
world. Now, go back to
He laughed then and reached out, as if to embrace me, then thought better of it and took my hand. "It was a beautiful dream," he said, his voice laced with resignation.
"It was a beautiful dream indeed," I agreed.
He raised my hand to his lips and kissed it, and when he had done, I pressed it to his cheek. Then, slowly, we made our way into the Abbey and went our separate ways.
* * *
It was
destined to be a day of partings. I left Alessandro in the library, meaning to
retire to my room to repair my toilette before luncheon. The wind had risen at
the last minute, loosening hairpins and whipping colour into my cheeks. A few
moments with my hairbrush and a pot of face cream were all I needed, but just
as I set foot on the staircase I noticed
"I mean to go," she warned. I blinked at her and she skirted around me, never slowing her pace. I followed her through the cloister and out to the inner ward, arriving just in time to see Aquinas appear.
"The carriage is ready, Mrs. King," he informed her.
"Good. The sooner I am quit of this bloody place the better," she muttered.
Aquinas caught sight of me then and hurried to my side. "My lady, Mrs. King requested transportation to Blessingstoke. You were not to be found, and since the carriage was placed at Sir Cedric's disposal earlier, I thought it acceptable to extend the same courtesy to Mrs. King. His lordship left no instructions."
I sighed. It
was bad enough Cedric had left with Lucy and Emma. What would Father say when
he learned I had let
I had spoken
softly, but
I shook it,
not quite willingly.
Her smile deepened to one of genuine warmth. "Do not be like that. We got on well enough, didn't we? I am fond of you, my lady, for all your money and fancy ways," she said pertly.
I returned her smile and inclined my head. "Mrs. King, I will wish you a pleasant journey."
She gave a short, sharp bark of a laugh. "I am sure. But go I must. I would rather not meet your lover again."
Her expression was bland, but her eyes were sharp with malice and anticipation. She was waiting for me to sputter in outrage, to deny, to throw her out of the house in my fury.
And in a flash of blessed inspiration, I realised why. The Tear of Jaipur.
I turned to
Aquinas. "Fetch Morag. Tell her to come at once." He withdrew and I
smiled sweetly at
The following
minutes were not wholly pleasant. In spite of her ladylike demeanour and her
delicate looks, she raged, she spluttered and cursed us all. She scratched and
kicked and Aquinas sustained a rather nasty bite on his thumb. But at last we
managed to lock her in the boot room with Morag. There were ominous sounds,
bumps and thumps and all manner of swearing. After a very long interlude,
"Nothing, my lady," Morag advised me, rolling down her cuffs and pinning them neatly into place. It was a testament to her efficiency and her brutality that she had not a hair out of place.
"In that case, you are free to leave, Mrs. King. Farewell," I told her pleasantly.
By way of reply she turned on her heel and fairly ran from the Abbey. Aquinas slammed the door behind her and the three of us stared at one another in bemusement.
I glanced at the tall case clock. "Lord, I must fly. I shall be late for luncheon as it is. Thank you both. I know Mrs. King was a trial, but she is gone now and we need not think on her again. She is a thief and a liar and we are well rid of her."
"And she didn't even leave a tip," Morag put in bitterly.
THE
TWENTY-EIGHTH CHAPTER
And so, from hour to hour, we ripe and ripe,
And then, from hour to hour, we rot and rot,
And thereby hangs a tale.
—AS YOU LIKE IT
If that day was one of partings, the following was one of homecomings. Father and Brisbane returned just after tea, exhausted and in identically vile moods, although they seemed to have made up their quarrel after a fashion. They made straight for Father's study and the whiskey bottle in spite of the hour. Father poured out a large measure for them both, a daintier portion for me.
"Aquinas informs me we have lost four guests," Father said mildly.
I bristled a
little at the implied criticism. "They were determined to go, Father. I
had no authority to hold them."
"And now I have missed the opportunity to follow her whilst she retrieves it," he said sourly.
"Then you ought to have stayed with her," I returned. He raised a brow at the tartness of my tone, but said nothing.
Father wagged
a finger. "Enough. The fault is indeed ours, Brisbane. If we meant to keep
everyone here, we ought to have seen to it before we went haring off to
"Where is the inspector? I thought he would return with you."
Father smiled thinly. "He is warming his bottom by his own hearthside, my dear. He was pleased enough to take the body and the villain into custody and to take our word for which was which."
"That cannot possibly be right. He ought to have come here, investigated properly, taken statements, asked questions," I trailed off, too indignant to finish.
"Yes, he
ought," Father agreed, draining the last of his whiskey. "But he did
not. He is content to accept what
I said
nothing. Father was pleased because it meant there would be little in the way
of repercussion as far as the family were concerned. But it seemed deeply
unsatisfying to me that it should all end thus.
I left them then with their black moods and whiskey. They would be drunk as lords by dinner, I thought, and appropriately so. I turned the corner toward the staircase and nearly collided with Aquinas. He was coming from the direction of the kitchens, holding a festively wrapped box in his hands.
"What have you there?" I teased. "My Christmas present?"
He smiled. "No, my lady. It is a Christmas pudding. When Mrs. King stirred up the puddings for the family, she made one for each member of the house party, including herself. Before she left she asked Cook to send hers on."
I felt a prickle along the back of my neck. It could not be so simple. "Why did she not take it with her?"
"Mrs. King took only her portmanteau. She asked that her trunk be sent directly to her hotel and told Cook to tuck the pudding into her trunk before it was sent on. I have her direction. The maid has nearly finished packing her trunk. I meant to dispatch it today."
I took the parcel from him, pricking my finger on the little sprig of holly Cook had tied neatly to the top. I ripped through ribbons and brown paper until I reached the pudding itself, firm and glistening, a masterpiece of the confectionary arts. The smell of fruit and spices rose from it, perfuming the air with Christmas.
I took a deep breath and plunged my hand into the pudding. Nothing. I pushed further. My heart gave a great lurch when I pulled out a trinket, but it was only a coin, stirred in for luck and prosperity in the coming year. I pushed my fingers into the sticky mess one more time, willing it to be there.
Aquinas said nothing through all of this. He merely stood, serenely, behaving as though it were the most natural thing in the world for his mistress to destroy Christmas puddings.
I pulled out my hand.
"My lady?" he asked. "Did you find what you sought?"
I turned my hand over and opened my fingers. There on my palm lay the largest diamond I had ever seen, winking up at me through spiced crumbs and bits of currant.
"I have indeed, Aquinas. May I introduce the Tear of Jaipur?"
* * *
Had I a better
sense of the theatrical, I would have cleaned the jewel carefully and presented
it to
"I have it!" I cried. "And her direction as well."
Father stared
owlishly at me over his spectacles, but
"Pudding? She had it cooked in a Christmas pudding?" he asked. Emotions warred on his face, disbelief, elation, and a deeply felt satisfaction, I think. Father rose and came to look at the stone, clucking under his tongue.
"It is a very fine thing, when it isn't covered in muck," he observed.
I looked at
"Unless
she feels cornered,"
Aquinas retrieved a slip of paper from the pocket of his coat. "A hotel in Southampton, my lord."
"
"She will
not have the chance,"
"I will
summon the carriage, although I believe the last train to
"I need a
train to
I shuddered at his tone. There was a grim determination there I had not seen in him before, and I felt suddenly rather sorry for Charlotte King.
"Ah, in that case, if we make haste, it should just be possible," Aquinas said, withdrawing quickly to make the arrangements.
"I shall go with you as far as the station," Father offered. "I must pay a call upon Fly in any event. He will want to know what Scotland Yard has said about the murder of Mr. Snow." His expression was doleful as he left us.
When we were alone,
The words were simple enough, but in that moment I was acutely aware of his physical presence.
"Yes, well, if I hadn't happened to fairly run Aquinas down in the hall, I might never have discovered the jewel," I told him.
He said nothing for a long moment. He merely stared at me, his dark gaze roving restlessly over my face as if memorising every feature. Time stretched out between us, and everything else, the sounds of the Abbey, the urgent knowledge that he must hurry to leave, all of it fell away. I felt stripped somehow. The moment was far more intimate than any of the kisses we had yet shared. I dropped my eyes, breaking the spell.
He stepped closer. "I must go," he murmured. "I do not know when I will return."
He was mere inches from me, so close I caught the scent of his skin.
"Of course," I replied. With every word we moved closer to one another, not quite touching, but with only a breath between us. I stared at the buttons on his waistcoat.
"Thank you," I said faintly.
He bent his head toward mine, brushing his cheek against my hair. I heard him inhale deeply. "For what?"
"Saving
Father in
I knew in this moment he would not deny it. After a moment I felt him nod. I ran a finger along the silk of his sling. "I promise I shall not ask it again if you tell me the truth. Will you be quite all right?"
"The shot was a clean one," he replied, his voice muffled by my hair. "Another month and I will be right as rain."
"Thank God for that," I murmured.
The noises in
the hall grew more frantic and I heard a footman announce to Aquinas that the
carriage was drawing around to the door.
I sighed and moved aside to let him pass. "Godspeed, Brisbane. I hope you find her."
He nodded and moved to the door, but paused with his hand on the knob. "You are wrong, you know."
I raised a brow. "About what?"
That fathomless black gaze held mine. "I think you are more my equal than any woman I have ever known."
And before I could reply he was gone.
* * *
I dressed for
dinner that night with the deepest apathy. With
But if I was
sulky at dinner, I was in better spirits than half the company. Father was
preoccupied, grieved after his visit with Uncle Fly, who had been badly shaken
by Snow's murder. Alessandro was quiet for reasons I did not like to think
about. Ly and Violante had quarrelled again and were locked in silence, both of
them pushing food around their plates and shooting each other nasty looks. And
"She was really a jewel thief?" Hortense asked. "I cannot believe it. She seemed so gauche, so unsophisticated, with her chattering and her silly mannerisms."
I laid down my
fork. The joint of pork that had been so delectable only a moment before sat
like ashes in my mouth. Had
Just then, a commotion arose from the hall. Servants yelling, dogs barking and, above it all, the high, penetrating voice of Aunt Dorcas. Before we could rise, the door was thrown back and Aunt Dorcas entered, flanked by two men. All three of them were garbed in Gypsy clothes, from the gold coins glittering at their belts to the scarves tied around their heads. Aunt Dorcas, who had stated loudly and with vigour her hatred of the race, linked her arms with those of her companions and raised her chin, her Roma finery clinking as she tossed her head and addressed Father.
"March! Bring food for my friends and wine as well. I am come home!"
* * *
In fact, the Gypsies did not sit down to table with us. In spite of Aunt Dorcas' insistence and Father's courteous invitation, they demurred, but agreed to take with them a hamper of hastily packed delicacies. Portia herded Aunt Dorcas upstairs for a bath and a change of clothes while the rest of us finished our meal in stunned silence. As soon as dessert was cleared I excused myself and made my way to Aunt Dorcas' room. I knocked and waited until she called for me to enter.
"Oh, it's you," she said. "Good. I rather thought it was that fool Portia again. Can you believe she's put me to bed? I am no invalid, but she was most resolute and unnaturally strong for so slight a woman."
I smiled and
closed the door behind me. The room was a comfortable one, small, so the heat
from the fireplace warmed it through. It was done in pinks and reds, with a
cheerful view past the gardens to the
But she had shed her Gypsy glamoury and was once more the quarrelsome old lady of my youth. Her nightdress, snugly buttoned at the throat, was edged in tasteful ruffles of lace to match the cap set tidily on her head. She looked up to see me eyeing it and snorted.
"I look like a muffin, do not deny it." I motioned for her to sit forward and I plumped a few of her pillows, smoothing the bedclothes when I was done.
"Do not fuss, Julia. Sit there and talk with me, but do not fuss."
I sat obediently, taking the chair she had indicated. It was a pretty thing, but the seat was hard and slippery.
"And do not fidget," she scolded. "I do not trust a fidgeter."
We sat for some minutes in silence. I looked about the room, memorising the paintings and mentally moving the shepherdess from the landscape into the still life of apples and cheese.
"Julia, do not furrow your brow like that. It will give wrinkles and it makes you look simple."
I widened my eyes. "I am sorry, Aunt Dorcas. Would you like for me to read to you?"
I reached for a book on the night table, but she flapped an irritable hand at me, shooing me away.
"I am in no mood for reading," she said.
"Then why don't you tell me about your adventures?" I coaxed. "I think you enjoyed yourself whilst you were away."
She fixed me with a cold stare, her bosom quivering with indignation. "I was in fear for my life, and you think I enjoyed myself?"
I blinked at her. "In fear of your life? From whom?"
Aunt Dorcas clamped her lips shut and shook her head. "I must say no more," she murmured, her lips still tightly closed.
I shrugged. "Very well. I will leave you then. Good night," I said, rising.
"It was
that boy,
"The murderer? Yes, it was. He confessed, more than once, in fact."
She took the edge of the sheet in her fingers, worrying the lace like prayer beads. "He did not work alone," she said, more to herself than to me. "It was her."
I froze in my
chair, uncertain of how to proceed. She was entirely correct, a woman had been
involved. But
"You need not confirm it," she said, nodding. "Your face is an eloquent one, Julia. It was always thus, even as a child."
"Very well," I admitted. "He did say he murdered Snow because of a woman. Snow was blackmailing her for some wrong-doing she had committed in her youth."
Aunt Dorcas gave a little groan and covered her mouth.
I half-rose from my chair. "Aunt Dorcas, are you quite all right? Shall I ring for a maid?"
She shook her head, almost violently. "No, sit. And what we speak of in this room tonight must never be repeated," she told me, fixing me with those dark toadlike eyes. "Swear it."
"I swear."
She relaxed a little then, but resumed her twisting of the lace. I heard a tiny rip and made a note to tell Portia to have it mended. Poor Aunt Hermia. Yet another sheet damaged during this house party. Between the guests and the cats there would be nothing left to put on the beds.
"Did he tell you why she was being blackmailed?"
"No. He simply said it was a youthful peccadillo."
To my astonishment, she laughed. Not the tiny giggles she often affected, but great, heaving, gulping sobs of laughter that frightened me. After a moment the laughter turned to coughing and I was forced to intervene.
"Thank you," she said finally, recovering herself. "But it was not necessary to hit me so forcefully. I think you have bruised my back."
She gave me a reproachful look as I resumed my chair again. I said nothing and she paused, her expression faraway and touched with sorrow.
"This was no youthful peccadillo," she said finally. "Emma was being blackmailed because she murdered my sister."
I stared at her, gripping the arms of the chair so tightly I could not feel my hands. "No, it was Lucy he killed for, Lucy who was being blackmailed by Mr. Snow."
Aunt Dorcas looked at me pityingly. "Are you so certain?"
I rose and
paced the room, putting the pieces together again. I went over every word of
the conversation with
"Sit
down, you make me quite dizzy," Aunt Dorcas ordered. I did, marvelling at
the wickedness. Snow was blackmailing Emma, and out of his chivalry and his
envy,
And yet, I realised with a shudder, Lucy must have known. Perhaps she had not been able to look squarely at the truth, but somewhere, deep within, she must have known. Whether she saw her sister steal out of the chapel when the deed was done, or whether she merely feared Emma's involvement, her first instinct had been to call blame down upon herself, to shield the sister who had been a mother to her during their long years of poverty and despair. No one would ever know what they spoke of during those dreary, cold hours in the chapel, or huddled in the bed behind locked doors after the attack upon them. Or whether they spoke of it now. But the murder of Lucian Snow would lie between them for the rest of their days, I was certain of it.
I felt suddenly queasy. "If you mean to be sick, do it elsewhere," Aunt Dorcas said sternly. I took a deep breath and blew it out slowly.
"I will
not be sick. But I am forced to believe you.
Aunt Dorcas gave a little snort. "Lucy would not say boo to a goose. Emma would fatten the goose, invite it to tea and slice out its liver for pâté."
The image was not a pretty one. "What did you mean about your sister?"
Her lips
worked furiously for a moment, and I realised she was fighting back tears. When
she spoke, the words came fast and harsh. "
I maintained a tactful silence. Emma might have chosen her lover unwisely, but taking a solitary lover hardly made her a whore.
"Gertie
told her they were leaving
Aunt Dorcas
looked away then, her lips working even faster now. "Gertie never saw
I nodded slowly. "I remember now. Not about Emma, but about Aunt Gertie dying during a sea voyage. I had just come out into society and someone asked me at a ball if the lady buried at sea was a relation of mine. The newspapers mentioned it."
"Emma told the captain and the ship's doctor it was her heart," Aunt Dorcas said bitterly, "but Gertie was never sick a day in her life. She was the strongest of us all. No, that girl poisoned her, I know it, though it can never be proved. She saw to that. A body buried at sea cannot be examined. She got right away with murder. And when there was murder done in this house, I knew her handiwork for what it was. And I knew I should be next."
For the first
time I saw her for the frightened old woman she was. "And you left that
night? With
She nodded. "The maid who brought my hot milk that night told me what had happened. I knew it was Emma, and that I had to get right away. We had never spoken of what happened to Gertie, but once or twice in the years since I have seen her eyes on me, thinking, as if she wondered what I knew. If she thought I believed her guilty of Gertie's death, she would not have hesitated to put me out of the way, I know it."
I thought of Emma, so solicitous of Aunt Dorcas, wanting to know if there was any news of her whereabouts. My stomach ached to think of it.
"What did
you tell
She shrugged. "Nothing of substance. I told him I would not stay in a house where murder had been done, and that I must speak with the Gypsies, for the spirits would reveal all to them. I told him I knew of a passageway that would lead to the churchyard."
I shook my head. "I cannot believe he would take you there on so flimsy a pretext."
"It was not flimsy," she said stoutly. "It was the truth, at least part of it. I could not tell him more. He is not family. I have spent the better part of a dozen years crushing that scandal. Do you think I was going to resurrect it with my own hands? I had no proof, only my suspicions, and you know as well as I, my dear, the ramblings of an old lady carry little weight. What would have happened if I had pointed the finger at her? Eh? The lot of you would have dismissed me—mad old Aunt Dorcas is at her tricks again."
I remembered Emma then, slyly insinuating about Aunt Dorcas and her "odd turns", all the while watering her villainy with crocodile tears. It was diabolical.
"I prefer to think we would have listened," I told Aunt Dorcas.
"And you might have. But I was not about to gamble my life on it."
We fell silent then, both of us stubbornly certain we were right. But as I thought on it, I realised how brave she was. She had taken matters into her own hands when she felt threatened, and had gone to live among the Gypsies, an intrepid thing indeed at her age.
I smiled at her. "How did you like the Gypsy camp?"
She pulled a face. "No proper sanitation, and do not even ask me about the food," she complained. But even as she spoke I saw the corners of her mouth turn up a little. It had been the adventure of a lifetime, I would wager, and the memories would warm her for a long time to come.
I rose then and dropped a kiss to her cap. She scrubbed at her cheek and scowled at me. "I do not like displays of emotion, Julia. It comes from having all these Italians in the house. I feel a headache coming on. Go and fetch me my lavender salts."
She gestured toward her travelling case, a kidskin affair, fitted with a dozen bottles, all stoppered tightly and labelled with her spindly script. I reached for the lavender, surprised to find it empty. I turned it over and read the label. And as soon as I saw the word lettered there, I knew what she had done. I slipped the bottle into my pocket, then reached for the one slotted in the next compartment.
"Here are your salts," I told her evenly. She took them and began to sniff, waving a handkerchief in front of her face to waft the fumes to her nose.
I drew the other bottle out of my pocket. "And you will want to restore your supply of laudanum. The bottle is quite empty. You ought to be careful with such things, you know. That much laudanum could kill a person."
I held the bottle out to her and she averted her face, her mouth working furiously. "You were in too much of a hurry after you poisoned the bottle of brandy. You put the lavender and the laudanum in each other's place. It was careless of you, and worse still to ask me to go to your dispensary. I would never have thought it of you otherwise."
She raised her chin, staring me down with her great toad's eyes. "Emma had already done murder twice, once by her own hand and once by another's. If she died, God himself would call it justice."
"And Lucy?"
She clutched her handkerchief to her lips. "I have already told you, they are of a kind. Lucy would not harm another, but to save Emma, she would commit every sin and smile as she did it."
I shook my head, wonderingly. "I cannot quite believe it. How did you lure the footman from his post?"
She waved a
hand at me. "I took the sheet from my bed. I burnt two holes for my eyes,
and I was a phantom. A childish trick, but effective. I have forgotten more
about this Abbey than you will ever know. How simple it was to show myself and
let him follow me. It was the work of a moment to leave the brandy at his chair
and remove the sheet. I was wearing a black gown. Even if he saw me leaving, I
would have been but a shadow to him. I left the sheet in the linen cupboard
when I sent
"It was not your decision," I told her. "You had no right to mete justice. You realise I must tell Father."
She scrabbled up against the cushions, her eyes wide with fear. "You dare not! He is grieved enough that a stranger has committed murder in this place. What would it do to him to learn of this? Think of the scandal. It is a different world now than the world of his youth, Julia. The story would make its way round the world, and everyone would know the shame of it. He would never recover from that."
I itched to slap her, elderly aunt or not. She was still staring fearfully over the edge of her handkerchief, but there was a touch of triumph in her. She had given me the one argument I could not fight.
I slid the bottle back into my pocket. "Very well. For Father, I will keep silent. But mind this—I am keeping this bottle. And if I ever hear that you have harmed anyone, in any fashion, I will produce it."
I spoke sharply, my voice ringing with conviction, but we both knew the threat was a hollow one. It would be my word against hers if ever I decided to tell my tale.
She gave a dry
laugh. "I am old and I am tired, girl. My fangs are well and truly drawn.
When I go back to
"That it will," I said. "Go tomorrow. I will not say farewell."
I left her then and went to my own room. In a very few minutes I was tucked into bed, warm and safe and so tired I thought I could sleep a month. But it was a long time before I slept, and every time I closed my eyes I saw Emma's face, watching from the shadows.
THE
TWENTY-NINTH CHAPTER
Some say that ever 'gainst the season comes
Wherein our Saviour's birth is celebrated
This bird of dawning singeth all night long,
And then, they say, no spirit dare stir abroad.
—HAMLET
The days
running up to Christmas were busy ones, and I kept myself too occupied to think
much. Whenever I found my thoughts lingering on Brisbane or Emma or Henry
Ludlow, I ruthlessly wrenched them away, turning instead to hanging mistletoe
or poking cloves into oranges to make pomanders. I went for long walks in the
gardens and attempted to train
The following
day,
Still another
parting made me quite nostalgic. My husband Edward's distant cousin, the
nearest neighbour to the Abbey, had been forced to quit the manor house at
Greymoor. The snowfall that had locked us in with a murderer had caused the
weakened roof of the house to finally collapse. Thankfully none of his family
or staff were injured, but the damage was too extensive. It was the perfect
excuse for him to tear it down, and when he came to the Abbey to bid his
farewells, he was full of building schemes for a property he had in
But the weeks
before Christmas were happy ones, too. Aunt Hermia and Portia's beloved Jane
came down from
Christmas itself was Bedlam. The children were up at cock-crow, tearing into stockings and making a sweet nuisance of themselves. But in spite of the noise and frantic activity, the day was surprisingly pleasant. After breakfast we all bundled up and walked into the village for church. I had dreaded this, fearing that we would be met with stares and hostility. The shadow of murder still hung over our house, however normal we had tried to make things for the children. But I had underestimated either the power of the March name, or the affection with which the villagers regarded us. They were a trifle distant when we arrived, but after Uncle Fly's eloquent sermon on the subject of brotherly love, we were greeted much more kindly. We chatted politely, and Aunt Hermia even extended invitations to several families to come and take mince pies and wine with us. No one stammered or fled in fright, which I took as rather a heartening sign.
Once back at
the Abbey, we feasted on a delectable Christmas lunch and then the children
opened presents, a noisy and lengthy affair. Father, who could never bear to
see anyone left out, gave each of his grown children a present as well. I
presented Puggy with his finished cushion cover, which he received with an
indelicate noise deep in his throat. I took that as an expression of gratitude.
When he was finished, Father wiped his eyes and shooed us all to our rooms to prepare for the party that evening. Naturally it was to be a quieter affair than in years past. He had decided that dancing would be inappropriate, but Lysander had promised to play suitable music for our enjoyment. Everyone hurried to their rooms, the adults to change, the children to an early supper. Only Father remained behind, standing at the darkened window, and as I made to leave, he called me back.
I quirked a brow at him, and he waved toward the door.
"Close that, if you would. I do not mean to keep you long, but I should like to speak to you. Privately."
I obeyed, and then joined him at the window. It had long since fallen dark, but the landscape was dotted with lights—lanterns and bonfires and torches as folks moved from house to house in merry parties. Father nodded toward a light not far away, just at the edge of a small wood on the other side of the moat.
"There is the Rookery. Can you see it?"
"Of course." The Rookery was a tiny, quite mad-looking house. The Rookery had passed through several inhabitants since it was built in the eighteenth century. Each had left their mark, adding odd little staircases or pulling down façades and putting up new ones. What remained was a bizarrely charming confection with a pair of reception rooms and a few bedrooms, nothing more.
Father nodded again. "It is a sound little house. It was overgrown with ivy, and a few roof tiles were loose. Nothing that could not be mended. I had Benedick oversee the repairs before the snow fell. It is quite snug now, and perfectly in order, freshly painted, and not a bit of damp."
I was a bit mystified as to why he was telling me this, but I nodded encouragingly. "Oh, excellent. I have always thought it a darling house."
"I am glad to hear you say it," he said mildly. "It is yours now."
I blinked at him. "I did not hear you correctly, I am afraid."
"It is yours, Julia. I know I gave you a present with your brothers and sisters, but this is something else. Just for you."
I stammered a little in my confusion. "B-but, Father, surely there are others in the family who need a house."
"It is not a house," he corrected. "It is a home. Of your own, for so long as you shall live. I cannot give it to you outright. It is entailed with the estate, and when I am gone, it will belong to your brother, Bellmont. But I have arranged with the solicitor that it shall be yours to live in for the duration of your life, so long as you wish it. You may go and come back, as you like, but it will always be here for you to return to."
I shook my head. I could not quite take it in. "But why me, Father? Portia is a widow as well," I reminded him.
"Portia has a home, and Portia has Jane." He put out a hand and touched my shoulder. "I will not always be here, child. I do not know what the future holds for you, but I would have you cared for. You are my favourite."
I put a hand over his. "You have ten children, and five of them are under your roof right now. How many times have you said that today?"
"Five," he admitted ruefully. He leaned forward and pressed a kiss to the top of my head. "But I only meant it once."
He left me then and I was glad of it. I did not want him to see me weep.
* * *
Boxing Day was, in a word, noisy. The tradesmen called for their boxes and were quite civilly invited in for mince pies. We had a tremendous luncheon of the Christmas remains with far too much drink. By the afternoon, the children were rampant with sugar and excitement and the adults were sore-headed as bears. Father organised the children into a game of pirates, which entailed plundering the lumber room costume boxes and much shrieking and running about the Abbey. Raids were conducted and booty secured, and at one point I was even taken prisoner by my niece Perdita, and tied to my chair with a petticoat. She ran off as soon as she had secured me, waving a wooden sword and screaming threats in an alarming Irish accent. Portia had a great laugh at my expense. She had only been tied with a cravat and worked her way free very quickly. I quirked a brow at her loftily.
"You may well laugh, but I have just been captured by Grace O'Malley, the greatest pirate queen ever to sail the Seven Seas," I told her.
Portia snickered as I tried unsuccessfully to free myself. Eventually she was prevailed upon to untie my bonds. At that moment our niece returned and fixed me with a stern look.
"You were not supposed to free yourself. I must give you to Tarquin. He has ransomed you," she told me.
"Thank you, but I think not. I would rather be your prisoner than your brother's. He put spiders in my bed the last time I slept at the farmhouse."
Perdita's expression turned mulish. "But you must, Auntie Julia. He has paid the ransom," she insisted. "See?" She dug into her pocket and extracted a handful of plunder. There, on her grubby palm, lay a necklace of perfect grey pearls I had never thought to see again.
Portia and I gasped and lunged for them at the same time. Startled, Perdita shrieked and threw them into the air. Portia caught them neatly, while I took our niece by the shoulders.
"Perdita, dearest, where precisely did you get this necklace?"
She looked inclined to pout, but if Benedick's children were high-spirited, they were also well brought up.
"Tarquin gave it to me." Her expression darkened. "He would not agree to the bracelets as well, but I thought you were worth them."
"Indeed. And where is Tarquin now?"
"Mounting an attack on the kitchens. He means to take the larder. He wants cake."
I released her and patted her on the head. "Thank you, dearest. Play with Auntie Portia now. She will be your prisoner. I must have a word with your brother."
Portia shot me an evil look, and the last I saw, Perdita was lashing her ankles to a chair while Puggy danced around, snarling.
Tarquin was easy enough to find. I ran him to ground in the kitchens precisely where his sister said he would be. He must have been successful, for he was busily stuffing his pockets with ginger nuts and Cook was nowhere to be seen.
"Tarquin, my boy, may I have a word?" I asked him. He blinked at me, owlish in a pair of very smart spectacles. He was the cleverest of Benedick's children, and I suspected he would be the handsomest.
"You're my prisoner now," he informed me. "Did Perdita tell you? I paid an enormous ransom for you," he said, wrapping a striped scarf about my head. "I will release you and make you one of my crew if you promise to fight for me."
"Very tempting offer, I am sure," I said, removing the scarf. "But I wanted to ask you about that ransom. Where did you find the necklace?"
He pulled a disgusted face. "That bit of rubbish? You needn't worry, Auntie Julia. It is only a bit of glass. I found it stuffed in the bear."
I stared at him. "The bear? You mean Maurice?"
He nodded and tucked another ginger cake into his pocket. "There is a hole under his arm where the stuffing is coming out. I saw it when we were playing hide-and-go-seek earlier. I put my hand in, and I felt something I thought might be pebbles or some choice marbles. It was only those bits of trumpery. I found these as well—you can have them if you like."
He reached into his shirt pocket and pulled out my bracelets. I felt a little weak as I looked at them. Thousands of pounds' worth of perfectly matched pearls with diamond clasps, an empress' treasure, lying serenely on a boy's palm.
"Did you find earrings as well? And a great long rope of pearls?"
He shook his head. "But I did not have long to look. Grandfather was coming, and I had to hide."
I nodded knowledgeably. "Of course you did."
His face brightened. "Would you like for me to have a look round for you now? I know just where I found these bits. I daresay the others are there as well."
I nodded and he led the way, careful to take a circuitous route to avoid the scalawag ways of his uncle Ly, who was laying plans to board his ship and overthrow him, Tarquin told me solemnly.
At length we reached Maurice the bear, and Tarquin made a careful search. He retrieved every last piece of the Grey Pearls, presenting them to me with as much ceremony as the chancellor handing the crown jewels to the queen.
As my hands closed over them, he turned to me, his young face quizzical. "Aunt Julia, they aren't real, are they?"
I smiled at him. "Yes, they are, my dear boy. And I thought I would never see them again. Thank you."
He goggled at
me, and in return for his aid I promised to return to serve as his crew once I
had secured the pearls in my room. I put them away, nestling them onto their
bed of black satin, and paused. I thought of Charlotte, the last person to
touch them. Poor greedy
I closed the lid with a snap. I was done with them.
* * *
The next day I left the Abbey directly after breakfast. It was a crisp, cold morning and I took care to wrap myself in my warmest clothes before setting out. I walked slowly, taking in deep draughts of fresh air and puffing them out in little clouds. The road was still muddy and my hems were deeply soiled by the time I reached my destination at the Gypsy camp. I lifted my nose, sniffing appreciatively at the little cooking fires kindled in the river meadow. Magda's brother, Jasper, raised a hand in greeting and disappeared into one of the caravans. A moment later Magda appeared, her unruly hair plaited with scarlet ribbons. The cold must have driven her into her caravan, for I did not see her tent and the tiny chimney of her caravan was smoking heavily. She smiled broadly as she approached, wrapping a heavy woollen shawl about her shoulders.
"Come to cross my palm with silver?" she asked, giving me a throaty laugh.
"I wanted to thank you for your hospitality to my father's aunt. She is not a very nice person. I am sure she did not express her appreciation for your kindness."
Magda tipped her head, her bright black eyes snapping as she looked me over from head to toe. "There is more. You want answers, do you not? Perhaps it is time you got them."
She turned and made for her caravan, never looking round to see if I followed. She led the way inside, and I paused on the threshold to admire her little home. It was compact and more orderly than I would have expected, all her possessions neatly stowed on pegs or in little cupboards fitted into the walls. There was a stove for warmth and a narrow bed snugged under the curved roof. A tiny table laid with a sprigged cloth and two chairs completed the furnishings, and yet there was no sense of meagreness about the place. The bed was spread with a yellow taffeta coverlet and curtains fashioned of flowered chintz covered the windows. The trim had been painted a bright blue, and the effect was one of exuberant high spirits.
She waved me to a chair and fussed a moment with the kettle and brightly patterned teacups. She arranged them on the table, careful to avoid the small crystal ball resting on its pedestal in the middle. When she had poured out and we had warmed our hands, she reached for mine, turning it over and stripping off the glove to read my palm. She peered closely at it, clucking once or twice, then released it. I pressed my hand against my teacup, but even through the warmth of the porcelain I could still feel the light stroke of her fingertips as she traced the lines.
"You want to know about him," she said finally. "Very well. Ask."
I did not stop to wonder why she was willing to speak now when she had never done so in the past. Perhaps she was in a generous mood, perhaps she felt badly for things that had been between us in the past. Or perhaps it was another means of making mischief for her. With Magda, there was simply no way to know.
"You spoke of a woman called Mariah Young," I began. "You told me about her months ago. You said she had died. Who was she?"
Magda took a deep swallow of her tea and settled back in her chair. She eased her feet out of her shoes, scratching one calf with the toes of the other foot. There was a hole in her stocking and it was badly worn at the heel. She scratched for a long moment. I knew better than to prod her. She had her own rhythms, and she would speak in her own time.
Finally, she put her shoes back on and put down her teacup. "Mariah Young was a Gypsy girl, known among the travellers of this isle for her gift. She had the second sight, and a powerful gift it was. But she had other gifts too. She was beautiful and lively, with a cloud of black hair down to her waist and the tiniest feet you ever saw. She danced for money and told fortunes and collected hearts. She broke them all too, all but one."
Magda's voice, accented by her native Romany tongue, was peculiarly suited to storytelling. It was low for a woman's, and she had a way of speaking that held the listener in thrall. I glanced down at the crystal ball on the table between us, and for an instant I could almost see a tiny figure with high-arched feet, dancing and snapping her fingers.
"The one man Mariah Young loved was not a Romany. He was a rogue, come from an old and proud Scottish family, and his people hated Mariah. But he must have loved her in spite of his wicked ways, for they married, and after seven full moons had passed, she gave birth to a child, a boy with his mother's witchcraft and his father's wildness."
Magda's eyes sharpened. "But blood will out, and the noble rogue left his wife and son. Mariah did not grieve for him. His love of drink and other women had killed her love, and when she saw she was rid of him she danced as she had not danced since she was wed. She took her boy to her people, tried to teach him the ways of the travellers. But the child was a halfling, born between two worlds, belonging to neither. When he was but ten years old he ran away, leaving his mother behind, and for the first time in her life, Mariah Young knew what it was to have a broken heart."
I took a sip of my tea and averted my eyes. The tea was bitter now, and I put it down again.
"Ah, the taste of regret," Magda said softly. "You wish you had not come. But you did, and you must let me finish the tale I have begun. After her son left her, Mariah Young would not dance, could not tell fortunes. Her gift failed her, and in its place came headaches, blinding ones. She took laudanum to ease them, and one day, when her little green bottle was as empty as her pockets, she stole a bottle from the chemist. She was discovered and put into gaol. Do you know what it means to a Gypsy to be locked up, lady? It means death to us. If we cannot breathe freely, we cannot breathe at all. And Mariah Young had no wish to live. She turned her face to the wall and died, but before she did, she cursed her gaolers. She cursed the chemist and the judge and anyone who could hear the sound of her voice. And before she died, she cursed her own son. She gave him the legacy of her sight, knowing he would fight against it, knowing it would destroy him slowly from within."
Magda's voice trailed off, a menacing, unearthly whisper. There was a scream of laughter from outside the caravan—one of the children, I think—and I jumped. I picked up my glove and yanked it on.
"That is a faery story for children. I wanted the truth."
Magda shrugged.
"What is the truth? Mariah Young was
"And I suppose it is the truth when you moan on about death in his shadow?" I asked, my voice thick with sarcasm.
"Did someone not die at the Abbey?" Her tone was even, but I saw the twitch of a smile at the corners of her mouth. "Come, lady, let us be friends. We have known each other too long to keep bad feelings between us. Give me your cup and I will tell you what I see."
Reluctantly I swallowed the rest of the tea and handed her the cup, the same Jubilee cup she always used for tasseomancy. She upended it on the saucer and turned it thrice, then picked it up and peered inside. After a moment she gave it to me. "There is an eye. You must be watchful."
I looked into the cup. Near the bottom was an oval shape, pointed at the ends with the sinister suggestion of a pupil. I thrust the cup back at her.
"Is that all? I must be watchful? Watchful of what?"
Magda shrugged again. "Sometimes the tea leaves do not have much to say. But I will tell you this—he fights with himself, he struggles, and to be with such a man, you will struggle as well."
"Did the tea leaves say that too? They've grown chatty."
She smiled, but this time there was no hint of the theatrics of the fortune-teller. It was a genuine smile, warm and sincere. "No, I say it as a woman who has lived a hundred lifetimes. He is a man beset by devils, and to be with him is to fight them too. But, oh, what a battle!" she finished with a wink.
"You have always warned me off of him. Why do you encourage me now?"
"Because I am growing old and sentimental." She waved a hand, imperious as a queen. "I see only a little, lady, but I know that your fortune is as twined with his as the ivy to the oak. Be happy. And do not forget to cross my palm," she admonished with a chuckle. She opened her hand for a coin.
I rose and reached into my pocket. "I have no silver, but I hope these will do."
I laid the Grey Pearls across her palm, spilling them into her lap.
"Lady," she began, her eyes round with wonder. I shook my head.
"They are real, and they are yours. Father can help you sell them for a fair price, if you like. Have Jasper arrange it."
I left her then, and we did not exchange another word. She did not thank me; I did not expect it. I had little doubt our paths would cross again some day.
THE THIRTIETH
CHAPTER
Think you there was or might be such a man
As this I dreamt of?
—
Twelfth Night
marked the beginning of the end of that fateful house party. My brothers and
sisters collected their children and returned to their homes, most of them on
speaking terms for once. Plum had written to say he had been invited to stay in
As for me, I
went to
One wet afternoon late in January, Jane and I lolled by the fire, talking desultorily of things we might do once the weather improved. The butler entered with the tea things, and Portia followed him, flipping through the post. She had already opened one letter, and I caught the quickest glimpse of a bold black scrawl before she shoved it to the bottom of the stack.
"Jane, dearest, won't you pour? And Julia, you can hand round the cakes. Mind you take some of that sponge. Cook is quite proud of it."
Jane poured as Portia handed out the letters. Out of the tail of my eye, I saw her slip the opened one behind the cushion of her chair as she sorted through the rest. She lit on one from Aunt Hermia, and exclaimed, reading it out to us as we sipped our tea and nibbled at sandwiches.
"Aunt Hermia says Hortense is well, and Violante is feeling quite strong now. She has put Father on a diet," she said with a smothered laugh. "Apparently he was a bit bilious, and she has decided he must not eat butter, gravy, or pastry. Poor Father!" We exchanged smiles. Father was the most powerful man of our acquaintance, but he was also the most susceptible to being fussed over. They might have begun rockily, but Violante was very likely in a fair way to becoming his favourite daughter-in-law.
Portia's
expression sobered. "Father has received a letter from
I took a bite of the slice of sponge. "What is it, dearest?"
Portia shook
her head sadly. "It is Sir Cedric. He suffered a fatal attack on the
voyage to
The cake tasted dusty suddenly, and I put down the plate.
"How awful," Jane murmured. She refilled my cup, sweetening it heavily. "Drink this, Julia. You have gone quite pale."
I obeyed and felt marginally better. "What sort of attack?"
Portia shook her head. "She does not say. One imagines it must have been his heart. He was a rather florid sort of man."
"Perhaps an apoplexy," Jane suggested. She shook her head. "Poor Lucy Phipps."
I said nothing. I was thinking of Emma. Emma and her blind devotion to her sister, her jealous love. I thought of the slippery precipice of murder, and how much easier it must be to do the act again after you have raised your hand to it once.
"Not Lucy Phipps anymore," Portia corrected. "Aunt Hermia says that Sir Cedric died after they were wed. She is Lady Eastley now. She has inherited his entire fortune."
"How tragic," Jane went on. "To be so newly married, and to lose one's husband. I cannot imagine that the money is any great comfort to her. She must be utterly shattered."
"Oh, I don't know," I said faintly. "I think the money may be a very great comfort. She was always quite poor, you know."
"And now she and Emma will never want for a thing so long as she lives," Portia finished.
As we sipped our tea in silence, I was conscious of a deep unease, a vague dissatisfaction that something had gone quite gravely wrong and mended.
* * *
When Jane had retired and Portia had left to bathe the repulsive Puggy, I poured myself another cup of tea and went to the chair where Portia had been sitting. The letter was still there, a little the worse for having been sat on. Doubtless she expected to retrieve it later. I sipped at my tea, holding the letter and debating with myself. It was a very short argument.
I slipped the
letter from its envelope and read it quickly. There was no salutation, no
endearment, and I felt a great deal more at ease when I read the brisk tone of
the letter itself. I had not forgotten Portia's smug air when she informed me
she had business with
By all means, come in April. The worst of the weather will be past, and I am told the spring is rather lovely here. I shall be vastly interested to see what you can do with the place. Do not think I am being modest when I say it is a ruin. It lacks every modern convenience, and I hope you are prepared for every possible discomfort. I can offer you only cold rooms, bad food, and lumpy beds.
As for your sister, I will not mention her again, except to say this: do not entertain the idea of bringing her. The estate is not fit for company. And since I flatter myself that I know you a little better than you might believe, I will repeat, DO NOT BRING YOUR SISTER TO YORKSHIRE.
The rest of the letter was a tangle of information about trains and schedules and domestic arrangements. I only skimmed it. I folded the letter and replaced it in the envelope and tucked the envelope behind the cushion. Portia would know soon enough I had read it, but there was no purpose to starting that quarrel just yet.
Instead, I
busied myself making a list of everything I would need to pack for my trip to
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