The View from Endless
        Scarp
                      by Marta Randall


   The last ship nosed up through the thin clouds. It was still in sight when
Markowitz sprinted from the boulders and leaped about the landing field,
throwing her arms in the air, screaming, weeping, begging the ship to
return. By the time it disappeared she lay exhausted on the hot black
setdown, fingers scrabbling, muttering to herself. The departure hadn't
gone as she'd planned but the results were the same, and Markowitz,
wretched in the dirt, remained perhaps the only human being on planet.
    A Peri scuttled down the hill. It stopped at the edge of the field,
hesitated, and flung a rock at her. She cursed but didn't move. The Peri
lifted its narrow snout and produced the irritating whine that was the Peri
giggle; the others tumbled past her down the hill and poured through the
abandoned settlement, grabbing and screaming and fighting over what
remained of the colony. Within an hour the town had disappeared, save
for the shattered foundations of the houses. These, too, would find their
way to the Peri villages. Markowitz didn't care. After a while the Peri left,
dragging the last of their loot behind them.
   The sun moved overhead. She turned her face from it and remembered
Thompson. That absurd hysteria on the landing field: she was no better
than the rest of them. She turned her head again, both ashamed and
relieved, and stood amid a burned landscape in which nothing moved
except her shadow across the cracked earth. She foraged a meal of unripe
berries and bitter roots; the Peri hadn't dismantled the well pump, so she
sat beside it, sipping gritty water and gnawing at the roots. She filled her
wooden canteen. In mid-afternoon she left the ruins and walked to the
brink of Endless Scarp, where she sat under a dead tree, her feet dangling
over the immense drop, and waited for night to fall.
  The view from Endless Scarp had once, briefly, been a view of paradise.
The Terrans had engineered rain in a place of drought, had made rivers
and lakes, had caused the earth to flower and bear fruit. Within a Peri
generation they changed the face of the world, and the Peri had changed
with it. No need to move with the migrating game, now that game stayed
year-long on the plateau, held by the abundance of food. No need to store
grains or beans, which flourished in the broad valley. No need to sow even
the minimal crops the Peri had planted during their migrations, seeding
the slapdash fields one season and returning to harvest crops the next.
   Fat clouds slipped eastward from the sea, up the high slopes of the
continent, to drop rain on the angles of the Scarp and into the wide plain.
Rivers widened and deepened, the desert turned green. The small, slender
Peri added weight under their silvery coats. Terrans went to the new Peri
villages and cured the sick, set up schools, listened to Peri music and
made music of their own. The Peri laughed and capered and accepted
Terran teachings, and the Terrans smiled, knowing that in two
generations, or perhaps four, the Peri would become small, alien versions
of their benefactors. The Terrans had been given a desert world to colonize
and succeeded in making a piece of it green. They were fruitful and
multiplied. They benefited the natives. They prospered. They were very
proud of themselves.
   The sky deepened from blue to rose, and the shadow of the Scarp cast
long, red fingers across the scorched plain. Not even meka trees grew
there now; they had died of prosperity and had not returned with the
return of drought. Markowitz stared into the increasing darkness, hoping
as always for a distant glimmer of light. Day fell into night and no fires
glowed; if Thompson built a signal fire, he built it beyond the curve of the
horizon. She felt a sudden, powerful longing, not for the safety of the
departed ships, but for the circle of Thompson's arms. She shook her head
and looked across the desert. The rose tints of the plain darkened to
purple. The air chilled.
  She put on her jacket and her reed hat and walked from cave to cave,
prying up boulders and extracting the things she had hidden. Some of the
Peri followed at a distance, curious, but didn't approach her. She ignored
them. They would not steal her belongings as long as she carried them.
   She built a fire in front of the last cave, for warmth and as a signal
across the dark, for Thompson. In its flickering light she loaded her
supplies into the carrying pack, strapped the knives to her belt, and ate a
handful of berries. She wet her lips from the canteen, and, after stringing
vines and gourds across the cave's entrance as an alarm, she lay with her
head on the pack and stared at the patch of night behind the rocks.
Eventually she slept.
                                      ***



Twenty years of prosperity; then the engines of change broke down. An
arctic storm jammed the unjammable metering station at the pole:
Hohbach, their chief of science, thought that a defective casing on the
self-repair devices cracked and the equipment froze. The wrong circuit
activated the wrong relay in the delicate sensing and transmitting
mechanism in the monitors' cores. The wrong signal beamed up to the
great engines that had nudged the moon into a new course, and the
engines exploded. The moon, its path so cautiously modified to modify the
tides of air and water, twisted in the sky and stabilized into a new orbit;
the earth heaved and groaned; the winds shrieked. Hundreds of Terrans
and thousands of Peri died. The ocean currents changed, and the rains fell
far out to sea. Within a season the broad, ripe plain withered; the rivers
and lakes shrank to mud and baked away in the fierce sunlight.
   The northern and western oceans were unnavigable, and the southern
desert extended as far as scouts could walk and canteens last. The Peri
spoke of a verdant land they said lay to the east, but few of them left. In
the second year, the springs failed. For a short time the colony depended
on the distilling stations along the boulder-strewn ocean shore, as they
had done during the initial terraforming years. They carted water across
the coastal hills to the village on the Scarp and the fertile land around it,
but the stations broke down, or were vandalized by the Peri, or taken in
storms, and the supply of brackish water stopped. Their generators
cracked and stopped. They expended the last of their dwindling power to
drill the well deeper, rationed water at a cup a day, and in the fifth year
they sent out calls for help.
   Help came four years after that. The colony had dwindled from five
thousand to less than four hundred. They died of lack of water, lack of
food, lack of hope. The Peri, too, died, in numbers so great the parched
Terrans could not reckon them. The Peri sowed neither the new seeds of
rains nor the old seeds of drought; they lived in their villages until the
houses rotted around them, then moved on to others less decayed. Rituals
fell away from them: of marriage, of death, of the seasons, of life. Instead,
they laughed, sitting starving in the harsh daylight; laughed and shuffled
in terrible parody of their dances and watched each other and the Terrans
die with high good humor, cackling and rocking and plucking vermin
from their dull, unhealthy coats. Their children disappeared. The colonists
noticed, and looked at one another uneasily, and turned away.
    "We did better than the Peri" Markowitz said in her dream. The words
woke her. The Peri had lost everything: their food, their water, their
culture, even their desire to help each other, their sense of themselves as
fellows of the same creation. They stole food and water from the dying;
they played practical jokes of fatal consequence. They gathered at the
outskirts of the Terran settlement and giggled as their erstwhile
benefactors struggled to survive, apportioning food and water, aiding the
ill, whispering words of encouragement in the dense sunlight or the cold
night. Markowitz's mother moved from house to house, bringing rations of
food and water, talking of the rescue ships that would arrive at any hour
now, any day. She pleaded, humored, and bullied people to live, and when
she died, most of them died with her. She died because, alone one blazing
afternoon, she fell and broke her leg and could not crawl to safety. The
Peri thought her death quite funny. By the time Markowitz found her, it
was too late.
   Markowitz hissed in the blackness of the cave and flung a rock. It
clattered and banged against the gourds. Outside, Peri voices laughed and
shouted. Markowitz cursed and turned toward sleep again.
   She woke to the pale dawn. The Peri were still laughing. She shouldered
her pack and climbed down the face of Endless Scarp. About a dozen Peri
walked with her. Most of them dropped away during the morning, but
one, hardier than the others, continued tailing her. When she reached the
plain and stopped to rest out the hottest part of the day, he dropped to a
squat beside her in the shelter of an outcrop.
   "Give me food," he said without much hope. When she refused, he
remained beside her, staring across the baking plain. After a time he
stood and ambled away, returning as she began to walk again.
  "Where are you going?" he said as he fell into step beside her.
  "East."
   "There is nothing to the east," he said. She lengthened her step. He
scurried to keep up; although he was soon panting, he did not fall behind.
She slowed through fatigue, not sympathy. Their shadows stretched across
the hardpan before them, gaunt and sharp-edged in the late sunlight.
Beyond the bobbing rim of her broad hat, the plain's horizon disappeared
into suspended dust. A few dying trees and stumps broke the flatness. The
silence was absolute.
  After a long time, "My name is Kre'e," the Peri said.
  "Kre'e," she replied with automatic politeness. He grinned. "Kre'e, go
home. I don't want your company."
  "I'm only walking in the same direction, " he said, insulted.
  "Walk on a different path."
  "There's only one path going east."
   She looked over the unbroken plain, on which any route would serve. He
followed her glance and giggled again, and dropped a pace behind but did
not leave. They walked in silence into the night.
  She made camp that evening on the bank of a dead river, and while she
dug through the mud in search of water, Kre'e found some shriveled roots.
He ate them all and came to her where she built her signal fire. The air
chilled rapidly.
  "Give me water."
  "Get your own," she said.
  "You have extra water in your pouch; you have enough for both of us."
  "I have just enough for me. I'll need it tomorrow. Get your own water."
  "Why are you saving it? Let's drink it now; there will be more water
tomorrow."
  "Where?"
  "Oh, there is always water."
   "But you don't know," she said. "You would rather be lazy today and
thirst tomorrow."
   "Today's work is tomorrow's bounty," he said, parroting the lessons
taught at Peri schools in paradise. She stared at him. "We must share in
all things," he said.
  "Find your own."
   He shrugged, snickered, and ambled down the bed of the river. She
watched him in the light of the fire. He was just entering his prime,
perhaps seven or eight years old. Old enough to have attended and
remembered the colony's native schools, to have lived through the months
of terror and change. To know what it was like to be civilized. She looked
away from him, wrapped her arms around her knees, and stared into the
fire.
 Kre'e returned and hunched so close to the fire that she demanded he
move back. He sat just beyond the scorching point and tucked his small,
dark hands between his thighs.
   "You didn't go with the others, " he said. "Why not? They were going to
a land of fat rains." When she was silent, he said, "Perhaps you were not
allowed to go. Perhaps you did a thing for which they banished you."
  She wondered what the lying, thieving, merciless Peri would consider a
banishable crime. The fire burned lower.
  "There's a man with a ship," she said after a time, almost talking to
herself. "Somewhere to the east, there's a man with a ship who's still
waiting for us. He shouldn't be left there; he shouldn't have to wait alone."
   "To the east there is nothing, and then there is the valley," Kre'e said.
"Perhaps. But the valley is nothing, is foolish, as foolish as giving up rain
for a man in a broken ship."
  "You know about him!"
  "Of course. You just told me."
  She narrowed her eyes at him. "Why didn't you die with the other
children? Why are you still alive?"
   In answer, he grinned and slapped at his genitals. "Because I am
strong," he said. In response to his slap, his penis appeared briefly through
his matted fur. "Because I was already adult."
  She looked away, disgusted. His hand moved toward her pack, but she
saw and swung the pack away from him. He giggled and lay on his side
while she gathered her things out of his reach. Passports to Thompson,
she thought as she touched her knives, her canteen.
   "Ah," said Kre'e, with an air of sudden understanding. "You did not
leave with the others because you have no family to claim passage right for
you."
 It was a Peri custom, and it enraged her. "How did you know that?
Where did you hear that?"
  "Your parent died near the village—"
  "Did you see it? Were you there? Did you watch my mother die?"
  "Why are you shouting? She was old and sick and not useful anymore."
  "Get out," she screamed. She leaped over the fire, grabbed his small
body, and threw him into the darkness. "Get out! Don't come back! Go
away!" She crawled around the fire, gathering all her belongings into a
heap, and lay atop them. After a time she cried herself to sleep.
                                      ***



The colony had a shuttle, a sturdy, spaceworthy little ship used for
transport around their world. Hohbach, their chief of science, took it out
just after the calamity, with replacement parts for the arctic metering
station, and never returned. In the eighth year after the catastrophe,
Thompson told her that he had calculated the ship's flight and thought he
knew where to find it, that it wasn't far. It wasn't large enough to carry the
original colony, but sufficient, he thought, to take the survivors from their
dying home. They whispered about it, lying in each other's arms in their
crumbling house; he convinced her with sketches, with charts scratched in
the dirt, with hope.
   And so, one bright morning, fifteen people set out from the settlement,
following Thompson and his optimistic calculations. She watched them
from Endless Scarp as they trudged east across the plain and faded into
the dust. She stayed behind to monitor the weak broadcasts of their
remaining radio, to lead the survivors to the ship when the signal came.
For two months she listened each night at the prearranged time, hearing
the empty scratching of the radio; in the tenth week she heard
Thompson's voice, broadcasting from the shuttle itself. They had found it.
It could be repaired. In another four months, or perhaps five, the ship
would be ready. The colony gathered nightly to hear Thompson's reports
and whisper of faith and salvation. Then Thompson's voice changed; they
were dying, far to the east. Thirst and hard work, heat and hunger,
recalcitrant materials and dangerous makeshift tools. The colonists
encouraged them through the weakening radio link, then the link broke,
and a month later the rescue ship arrived. We are saved, said the people.
We are saved, we are saved. And the rescuers said, he is surely dead. We
come from a cargo vessel, we have a schedule to keep, we can't spend time
or fuel looking for a corpse, our instruments show nothing except this
colony, nothing except you. He is dead, Markowitz. He is surely, surely
dead.
   The fire became embers and the embers became ash. She stood amid
her gear and looked to the east. The darkness was unbroken save, above,
for the mindless dance of stars.
                                      ***



The next day Kre'e kept his distance, marching parallel to her and about
fifty meters behind. Once, when she found a surviving patch of tae-fruit in
a hollow and stopped to gather them, he came closer, but she thought of
her mother and drove him off with rocks and curses.
  In the evening she entered what had been a fledgling forest. She broke
apart dead saplings to build that night's fire. A small breeze rose from the
east, bringing with it a smell of dryness and thick, choking dust. She
muffled her nose and mouth in her thin jacket, pulled the reed hat down
over her eyes, and sat in a double solitude of cloth and dust. The ache in
her feet became a distant throb; her eyes hurt. She listened in her sleep for
the noise of Kre'e's stealthy, thieving approach. He should have died with
the other Peri children. Perhaps he helped kill them. The colonists
whispered of that, in the darkness of their homes, horrified that they had
unwittingly tried to civilize child-killers.
   She woke to smoke and heat, and ripped her jacket from her face. The
fire had leaped its dirt walls; the dead copse was in flames. She grabbed
her pack. The wooden canteen was already burning. She snatched it up
and slapped it against her pants as she ran. Her hands burned. She
dashed onto the plain and the canteen burst, the flames sizzled and died,
and her water rushed into the dry earth. Kre'e capered a few meters away,
ecstatic with the force of his high, derisive Peri laughter. He glanced at
her burned hands and broken canteen and laughed harder. Fire reflected
bright red on his silver coat.
   "Give me water!" he shouted and rolled on the ground in merriment.
She rushed to him and kicked him. He gasped and choked with laughter,
rolling with her kicks until she stumbled and fell exhausted to the ground.
He jumped up and grabbed her abandoned pack and took it with him into
the darkness.
  "Give me food!" he cried, laughing until he was out of earshot.
   She stood up at dawn. Her hands were raw and aching, her muscles and
bones hurt. A few small banners of smoke rose from dull embers. She had
her clothing, her hat, the beltful of knives, and her boots. She turned in
place; the view was the same in all directions save for the fuzz of Endless
Scarp on the far western horizon. She turned her back on it and trudged
east.
                                      ***



Those first years they were full of strength and hope. They were, after all,
the cream of galactic civilization, of the same stock that had conquered
the stars, a colony of people smart enough to forge their own destiny and
wily enough to be able to afford it. Of course they would survive and make
their colonial home a paradise again. All they had to do was persevere.
   Jema, her youngest, came running to tell her that the Peri were leaving.
Soon a number of Terrans entered the Peri village, prepared with
encouraging speeches about the need to follow the herds, at least until the
Terrans had their weather-machines going again. Household goods lay
piled in the narrow alleys between the huts; roof beams had been lashed
together to form travois. Kore'ah, the elder, sat atop his house as he
directed the preparations.
   "There is a valley far away," Kore'ah declaimed when asked. "The rains
fall in season and there is much game. There, on the far side of the plain."
He waved eastward. The Peri trailed out across the desert, about fifty of
them, all ages, the children scampering about the feet of the adults, the
adults shouting conflicting orders at each other. The Peri from
neighboring villages came to watch. One of them, squatting beside
Markowitz, made a gesture of derision.
   "Kore'ah is an idiot," the Peri said. "There is no valley. My mother's
father's brother told me so, and he was there once."
  "But if he was there, then there must be a valley."
   "Is there? Yes, of course there is. Of course there is a valley," the Peri
said. "I meant that they will have difficulty reaching it."
  "But if the valley exists, why don't you all go?"
  "We're not fools, like Kore'ah."
  "You think that he will not reach the valley?"
  "What valley?"
  Jema, tired with excitement, fell asleep, and Thompson carried her
home in his arms. Kore'ah did not return, but over the next half-year
seven or eight of his tribe straggled back to the Scarp. All were vague
about the journey and the fate of their companions. The Terrans
shrugged, said "Peri" wisely, and thought of more important things.
   Her father died, her daughters died. Another Peri village decamped and
was followed for weeks, until it became apparent that they were going in
circles, with great seriousness, even trying not to laugh when one of them
collapsed on the trail. The Peri were playing an elaborate practical joke,
and once again the story of the valley fell into dispute.
   Years later, a little after Thompson's departure, Markowitz idly asked a
visiting Peri, "Have you come from the valley?" The Peri danced on the
dead field. "We have our valley, you have your ship," she said and ran
away. Markowitz shrugged and bent to the earth again, to pour ten
precious drops of water on a skinny plant.




                                      ***



All that day Kre'e moved just in sight ahead of her, dwarfed by the large
pack. She found a hollow where faran roots grew, but Kre'e had been there
first, eaten his fill, and ground the remaining roots into the dirt. She
chewed on dried canes to moisten her mouth a little. She followed him
across a desiccated lake bed; although he trampled the remaining
waterhole, she managed a sip or two before the mud choked her. He
waited on the far shore until she stood again.
   He built a small fire and ignored her while she crouched shivering just
beyond the zone of light. No laughter that night; his face was impassive as
he ate a handful of insects he had collected during the day's march. She
watched, repulsed and hungry, as he finished the last one, kicked the fire
under, and curled down to sleep. When she tried to creep closer to the fire
circle, he drove her off with rocks. She wondered where he had found the
bugs.
  "They should have killed you with the other children," she muttered.
   "Nobody killed children," Kre'e said in the darkness. "There is no need
to kill. The world does it for you." He giggled. "We are lazy creatures," he
said. "Peri are lazy, lazy creatures."
  "You let your children die," she said.
  Kre'e didn't answer for a while. When he did, his voice was sleepy.
"Adults die and children must die. Children die, adults can make more. It
is foolish to think otherwise." Then he was silent for the rest of the night.
   The next morning Endless Scarp fell below the horizon. The world
seemed flat, but by midday they entered a land of ravines, steep and
cloaked in brambles or treacherous under layers of sliding stones. None of
them ran to the east. Imitating Kre'e, she slid sitting down each slope and
used the brambles to pull herself up the other side. In a tiny pocket of
shade, she found a plant he had missed, and she ate it and dug up its roots
and sucked at them, and at the dirt they grew in, until she had extracted
every bit of moisture. The mud she had packed on her burned fingers
yesterday dried and flaked away. Her hands stung. She grew dizzy with
heat and thirst; it took longer to slide down and push up again, but Kre'e
was always one ravine ahead. She often found him sitting on her pack,
waiting for her before he entered the next small gorge. When she stumbled
and fell she heard his giggle; it always made her rise and move again.
   She wanted to kill him. She thought about it while clawing dirt and
pebbles from her mouth, ignoring the pain of her hands. She would keep
going until nightfall. She would avoid his camp until he was asleep. She
would find a sharp stone and bash his head to splinters. Then she would
stay near his corpse until a carrion bird landed, and she would kill the
bird and eat it. She liked this part of the plan best, and during the day she
contemplated the best way to kill the bird, whether she would kill it before
or after it started eating Kre'e's corpse, whether, if it had eaten him, she
would or would not eat the bird's stomach. Whether she could make a
water sack from its skin. Or from Kre'e's. Whether the skin would need
tanning first, or whether it would hold water now. And she realized that
she'd been lying still for a very long time, that she could not get up. She
sprawled at the top of a ravine, in full sunlight. The slim shade of a
boulder lay not a meter from her limp fingers, but she could not summon
the energy to crawl that far.
   In the distance, Kre'e began to sing a simple melodic line, repeated over
and over, gathering undertones. She moved her head to look at him. His
distorted image wavered in the lines of heat rising from the far ravine,
spectral, like the mythical peri for which his people had been named. She
hadn't heard a Peri sing in years, but she recognized the mourning song in
Kre'e's half-heard tones and understood that he was singing the death
song for her. She levered herself onto elbows and knees, then all the way
up. Kre'e's song dissolved into a riff of sweet, weak laughter as she
stumbled toward him.
  An hour later she found him at the bottom of a slope, eating a small
perimouse whose blood still flowed. He warned her off with a few
well-aimed stones, and when he had eaten three-quarters of the mouse, he
stood and left the remains lying on the rocks. He scrambled up the far
bank of the ravine and dropped out of sight. For a Peri, it was a gesture of
unprecedented charity. She gnawed until nothing remained but a small
pile of hollowed bones, and, still greedy, fell asleep over them.




                                       ***



The shuttle from the rescue ship descended in a cloud of flames and dust.
No one cheered as the crew stepped out; the survivors stared, apathetic, at
the rounded bodies and firm flesh, the clean skins and bright eyes. The
rescuers, too, stared. The ship's doctor began to cry.
   They cared for the survivors, fed them, strengthened them. They were
twice as alien as the Peri as they moved around the Scarp with long,
elastic steps and loud voices. They opened pouches of food and threw away
the wrappings without licking every bit clean, and shouted at the survivors
for scavenging their garbage. They set up large showers and bathed the
colonists, letting water run into the ground while the Peri hooted with
laughter. The Peri were vastly entertained by the rescue, the fattening of
the emaciated and the recuperation of the ill. Above all, they found the
burial of the dead hilarious and would gather in groups of three or five
above the graveyard to watch the crews dig holes, make speeches, and
shovel dirt over the bodies. The Peri howled and the crews rushed through
their tasks, anxious to fulfill their chartered obligation to rescue distressed
colonists, unload the survivors on Solon or Gates or some other medical
planet, and get on to more profitable undertakings. Markowitz went from
one to the other, begging for the life of her lover.
  "I've lost my father, my mother, my children, my brothers. Must I lose
Thompson, too? Because you cannot spare the time?"
  The crew turned away from her, muttering, "He's dead, woman. We
have no time for this. Let it go. Give him up. He's dead."
  So she hid during the bustle of departure, and woke, bent over the
remains of an alien mouse, to a world of more ghosts than she could
comprehend. Kre'e lay at the top of the ravine, and she went up toward
him. He rose well before she reached him and another day began.
                                      ***



That day she found a waterhole before he did. She drank her fill, plastered
her burns with mud, and trampled the hole to churned dirt. Kre'e didn't
stop her. They stumbled together but separate through the violent terrain.
Far ahead, hazy on the eastern horizon, a chain of mountains lurked above
the desert.
  "Where are you going?" he called from the top of a ravine.
  "East."
  "There is nothing to the east."
  "Where are you going?" she called back.
  "East."
  "What is there to the east?"
  "Nothing."
  Nightfall, and the land of ravines fell away behind them. Morning, and
the desert stretched over the curve of the world until it melted into the far
mountains.
  "Why do you walk?"
  "Why do you walk?"
  The day after, he stumbled and fell partway down a ravine, rolling end
over end, bumping over the pack, which bumped over him. She laughed so
hard she had to sit down. He lay still, his leg twisted under him.
  "You are a Peri," Kre'e said. She stopped laughing.
  "No."
  "You are a Peri."
   His words lifted her to a plateau of clarity, from which she saw her
progress since Endless Scarp, journey, fire, waterholes, food, hatred,
laughter, each event outlined with shocking distinctiveness. Shaken, she
looked down at him. He lay in a slight hollow, in the sunlight, and his leg
was broken. His leg was broken.
  She took the pack from him, took cleansers and salves from it, and
rubbed them over her burned hands. When she straightened and splinted
his leg, he grunted a little. She shouldered the pack and strapped it on
before lifting Kre'e in her arms. He weighed very little, but she staggered
and searched for balance.
  "You are being stupid," he said.
  "Shut up."
  "Two will die where one could live."
  "Shut up."
  "I wouldn't do this for you."
  "I am not a Peri."
   By evening, both were crawling. Twenty kilometers of desert -- it took
them twelve days. They crawled without looking ahead save to gauge their
direction, without stopping save for the occasional muddy waterhole. He
dragged his splinted leg; when the blisters on her hands opened she
thought to suck the fluid, but didn't. Once she caught a lizard; more often
they ate bugs. She didn't know when they reached the foothills, or when
the ground beneath her began to slope. But she put her hand on
something strange and coarse, and saw that it was grass, and fell into it
forever .




                                     ***



She woke because Kre'e was hitting her. He was hitting her to wake her.
He was waking her to give her water. She looked from the dirty water to
Kre'e's dirty face.
   "You are a Terran," she said finally, and took the water. Kre'e snatched
it back, took a mouthful, and spat it into the dust, the most contemptuous
gesture a Peri could make. Then he gave her back the cup.




                                     ***
Two days past that waterhole, they found a circle of stones filled with
ashes, and in the fold of land beyond that the remains of the ship. Bones
littered the small valley. She could not tell whose were Thompson's;
perhaps the fingers scattered near the dead radio. She brushed the bones
aside and turned the radio knobs. Click. Click. Click. Kre'e watched her,
then went about the camp, pushing the bones into a mound by the ship.
When he had done that, he sat beside them and fed the bones into the
ship's port. She watched without moving. He closed the door of the ship
and pushed himself upright along its side, and lifted his arms.
   "Ashes to ashes, " he said after some hesitation. "Um, mud to mud, with
a little water. Sun to moon to, um, something."
   She looked at him in bewilderment. He looked back at her gravely,
leaning against the ship, most of his body hair fallen out or rubbed away,
his splint ruddy with desert sand, the tatters of her jacket tied over his
head like a scarf. He raised his snout. "And so on," he said.
  She giggled, then laughed, then rolled about the camp howling amid the
broken tools and shreds of supplies and the finger bones that Kre'e had
missed. When the laughter petered out, she stood, hit him as hard as she
could, and trudged away from the camp. After a while, he followed.
  A day higher into the mountains they found a small valley, no more
than a forgotten tuck of land amid the dryness. Some fruit-bearing
bushes, some plants with edible roots. A small spring which produced a
scant liter of water twice a day. They remained for two months. Her hands
healed. His leg knit, but with a permanent twist to it.
   Came the day when she caught a snake and brought some of it back to
Kre'e. Came the day when she slipped and twisted her foot, and he didn't
laugh but helped her back to camp. Came the day when, instead of
devouring berries or perimice as soon as they found or caught them, they
saved enough water, started a fire, and made stew.
  Came the day when she said, "Where are you going?"
  "To the valley," Kre'e said.
  "What valley?"
  "Over the mountains. The way is hard."
  "Water? Fruits? Game?"
  He shrugged, and nodded, and shrugged again. She thought about the
graves on Endless Scarp and grew angry, but Kre'e said, "There are many
ways to starve. You can starve sitting or walking. Silent or laughing."
   She started to object, then remembered her own laughter.
   Four days later, halfway up the mountains, they sat on a ledge and
watched the last rays of sun sweep the plain. She looked at the desert,
remembering ravines and ridges, hollows, mud holes, the dry clatter of
insects and the way they tasted, small plants clinging to the shade of
rocks, the immensity of detail that seemed, from this height, to sum to
nothing, and yet was so much more. She leaned back against the
sun-warmed rock. The view from here was much better than the view
from Endless Scarp.


                                Author Biography and Bibliography



    Marta Randall was born in 1948 in Mexico City, Mexico, and grew up in Berkeley, California. She
has published seven novels and numerous short stories, and was the editor of two volumes of the New
Dimensions science fiction anthology series and an edition of Nebula Awards Stories. Her first novel,
Islands, was nominated for a Nebula Award, as was her novella "Dangerous Games." She has taught
science fiction writing at Clarion East and Clarion West, the University of California (Berkeley)
Extension, Portland State University, and in private workshops. From 1981 through 1984, she served
first as Vice-President and then as President of the Science Fiction Writers of America.
    She lives in Northern California and currently teaches online writing workshops in science fiction
for Gotham Writers Workshop and Barnes & Nobel University.
   Novels
   Growing Light (as Martha Conley), 1993
   Those Who Favor Fire, 1984
   The Sword of Winter, 1983
   Dangerous Games, 1980
   Journey, 1978
   A City in the North, 1976
   Islands, 1976 (Nebula Award Nominee)

Novellas
   "A Question of Magic," Tales of the Witch World 3, 1990
   "Dangerous Games," The Magazine of Fantasy & Science Fiction, (Nebula Award nominee)
   "Megan's World," The Crystal Ship, 1976


Short Stories
   "Managing Helen," The Readerville Journal, Jan.-Feb. 2003
   "Haunted," Twilight Zone Magazine, 1986
   "Undeniably Cute: A Cautionary Tale," Isaac Asimov's Science Fiction Magazine, 1986
   "Thank You, Mr. Halifax," Omni, 1985
   "Lapidary Nights," Universe 17, 1987
   "Sea Changes," Isaac Asimov's Science Fiction Magazine, 1985
   "Big Dome," The Planets, edited by Byron Preiss, 1985
   "On Cannon Beach," Isaac Asimov's Science Fiction Magazine, 1984
   "Singles," Shadows 5, 1981
   "Circus," New Dimensions 10, 1980
   "The Captain and the Kid," Universe 9, 1979
   "The View from Endless Scarp," The Magazine of Fantasy & Science Fiction, 1978
   "The State of the Art on Alyssum," New Dimensions 7, 1977
   "Secret Rider," New Dimensions 6, 1976
   "A Scarab in the City of Time," New Dimensions 5, 1975
   "Smack Run," New Worlds 5, 1972

Non-Fiction
   A Biography of John Fitzgerald Kennedy, 1988
   "Little Womanly Advice," 1989
   "Conquering the Universe for Fun and Profit," 1986
   "Just When You Thought It Was Safe to Go Back in the Magazine …," 1980
   "In Search of the Elephant," introduction to Barry Malzberg's Galaxies, 1980
   "Caveat Author: the New Pocketbooks Contract," 1978


Stage Play
   "Telepaths," performed March 20, 23, 24, 1984

Editor
   Nebula Award Stories 19, 1984
   New Dimensions 12, 1981
   New Dimensions 11, 1980

Papers Collected
   The Marta Randall Papers, Resources for the Study of Women in Society Special Collections,
University of Oregon, Eugene, Oregon