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Forever
Robot
by Gloria Piper
Ding.
Stork's soul sailed over the forest.
Beneath clouds he hovered above the green expanse that arced with the planet and
hazed into blue. He had chosen the most pristine part of the Amazon to test the
lecturer's statement about rare butterflies, arriving from the classroom almost
before he'd thought of it, in timeless travel through other dimensions.
Ding.
Even
as he flew, Stork heard the bell, a spectral sound, less real than—there! He saw
the blue iridescent flash and was immediately among the vines, beside the
butterfly as it uncoiled its tongue to probe the depths of a red, tubular
blossom. Hand-sized, hand-shaped wings were seemingly stained by a colorful
coral sea. Shimmering and—
Ding-ding-ding-ding-ding.
Stork snapped into
his body with the haste of a child narrowly escaping mischief. His body was
wheeling squeakily among the aquaria, checking and adjusting nutrient and waste
tubes. My children, I'm back. The clones drifted in their fluids. They
were replicas of Master, who had taken to calling himself Ambrose Roi, eternal
king. Stork lovingly patted the tanks as he worked, sending mental bouquets.
How are you doing, son? Here is your food. Ages ago, Master had named
Stork after the bird who supposedly brought renewed life to families. He was
Stork, the regenerator, the creator, the slave.
Ding-ding-ding-ding-ding.
"Coming, Master," Stork croaked in a metal
voice. "I must go, my dears."
The robot left
behind the bubbling pumps, his wheels complaining over the marble floor, then
whimpering over the carpet that flowed into Ambrose's inner sanctum. The ebony
paneling, Persian carpets, ivory and jade carvings, and gold leaf illuminations
he passed drew from him only a cursory check for dust. In the study Stork found
Ambrose frowning up at him from the stuffed leather easy chair, pipe clutched in
yellowed teeth, white-streaked black hair curling against the red of his kimono.
The Tiffany lamp created a chiaroscuro of deep-set eyes and cheek hollows, so
fashionable then.
Ambrose hacked and spat
into a tissue he held in his other hand. "Why did you not come when I rang?"
Stork considered telling Ambrose he'd been
Traveling, then thought better of it. "I came when I could, Master."
Stork collected the tissues that blossomed on
the desk and the floor, and straightened books and papers. Carefully he avoided
the waist-high stack of die-sized cubes on the carpet and the carved figurine of
a woman on the book cabinet. They were reminders of things best forgotten.
"Would you wish a hot toddy?"
"I would wish
for you to come when I ring."
"I was tending
the clones, at a point where I couldn't be interrupted."
"You could have answered."
"And I was dreaming." Stork realized his
mistake before the last word was out. Vainly he said, "Surely, Master, you know
that even though my body doesn't sleep, my mind must, if I'm to remain healthy
and serve you." He only made it worse.
Ambrose cleared his throat at length, spat into a tissue and tossed it aside.
Stork hoped he would ignore the last remark.
Ambrose tugged thoughtfully at a lock of hair. "We need to extend the auto on
your program, so you'll come whenever I call, even when you're dreaming." He
raised his arm so his elbow rested on the arm of his chair. The crystal controls
of his ring glinted in the lamp light.
Stork
gazed steadily at Master. "I am content the way I am."
Ambrose sucked on his pipe and blinked wetly
through a puff of smoke. He dabbed his lips with a fresh tissue and dropped it
on the floor. "Your wheels squeak most irritatingly, and that voice of yours
positively grates. I would think that anyone who can grow clones from buds,
anyone who can handle all my finances and cook and clean should be able to oil
his wheels or adjust that voice to a more pleasant tone."
"I do not have human senses. How can I know
from hearing whether my wheels need oiling or my voice needs refining?"
Ambrose chewed on his pipe and narrowed his
eyes at the robot. His gaze shifted to the book cabinet and the figurine. The
carving's features were worn smooth and denuded of paint from handling. It dated
from the Great Civilization, when Master had inhabited his original body.
Ambrose tapped his ring, and a piping and drumming began. Stork tried not to see
the holographic image that burst from the statue. A nude woman grew to one meter
tall and danced, undulating her hips and torso.
Stork pivoted and counted the marble blocks
in the fireplace across the room and the shadows cast by the wood and kindling
he had laid in it. To see the fireplace, he had to peer over the top of the
cubes artfully balanced one upon the other. Their ages dated from across the
centuries, beginning with the Great Civilization. As the music groaned and
tapped, he found his gaze lowering to the cubes, a thousand of them, each one
unique. Bas-relief designs, intricately painted, covered them.
"Get me my ice cream," Ambrose said.
Immediately Stork headed for the door. He
trundled up the hall, through the living room, through a breeze way, and into a
small kitchen where he could no longer hear the music. It was replaced by the
neutral hum of the refrigerator, from which he set out the ingredients and a
chilled frosted-glass dish. He washed and sliced up strawberries and layered the
bottom of the dish with them. He spooned two dollops of green mint ice cream
onto the bed of strawberries. He microwaved chocolate sauce until it steamed,
and he drizzled this over the ice cream.
Stork hoped that by the time he returned to the study the holographic dance
would be finished. He had never known the dancer personally. She was a sacrifice
to technology, the first soul Ambrose had captured in an inanimate object. It
happened when Stork was barely old enough to walk.
Stork entered a blessedly quiet study. All
that remained of the dancer was her soul inside the figurine. He wondered if she
was aware of the image that played in her memory. Probably not.
"You're slow. Yes, we'll have to completely
automate you."
Half rising from his chair,
Ambrose lifted a bean-stuffed ball and hurled it across the room, neatly
knocking the top cube off the stack without disturbing the others. The cube
clattered against the marble fireplace.
Master sagged from the effort, his breath rasping through his pipe.
Stork set the dish before Master, and Master
set his pipe aside and coughed behind closed lips. He jerked and his lips flew
open, releasing a series of barks.
He flung a
hand out and whispered, "Pick it up and bring me the ball."
With the dread of touching something
diseased, Stork slowly retrieved the cube from the fireplace. Delicately, he
replaced the cube on top of the stack, careful not to topple it. Slowly he
carried the ball to Ambrose and deposited it on the desk beside the dish of ice
cream.
Ambrose held the spoon in his mouth
and drew it out slowly and ran his tongue over it. "Ah, just what I needed."
Stork watched. He was a boy when Ambrose had
transferred his soul. It had been to save his life from radiation poisoning, and
the receiving body had been android. He tried to remember what it was like to
taste, and failed.
Ambrose dipped his spoon
in the green ice cream, a red sliver of strawberry poking out and the chocolate
dripping. Ambrose drew it back and forth in front of his nose, inhaling slowly,
deeply. He held it poised before his lips, eyeing Stork coyly. "Would you like a
bite?"
Stork gave no reply.
"You would, wouldn't you? But you have no
mouth." Ambrose chuckled, stifled a cough, and shoved the spoon far into his
mouth, sighing over it, eyes closed.
He
sighed over each bite, licked the spoon in between, and finally licked the dish.
He set it aside and relit his pipe. Lips
trembling, eyes bright, he gazed at Stork for a moment, then slapped his knee
and bent over, paroxysms of glee bucking into spasms of hacking and gagging.
Stork felt no pity. After retching and spitting into more tissues, Ambrose wiped
his eyes and sat up.
"You look so funny," he
sputtered. "So funny. Ah, what would I do without you, my treasure? My funny
little treasure, who keeps all our little secrets."
Ambrose tapped the robot's chest, right where
the built-in computer and modem rested, which Stork controlled with his mind.
And which Ambrose controlled in part with his ring. Ambrose lifted his pipe and
eyed it as he blew smoke rings.
Stork wanted
to Travel so he wouldn't have to watch, but even in his travels, he saw people
and animals indulge in fleshly pleasures that were denied him. Earth was filled
with sensations. He had tried to enter different beings and feel what they feel,
only to pass through them, just as he passed through walls and rocks. He was
locked out, forever. At least he had the function of metal arms and pincers. A
thousand souls at Master's mercy didn't have even that.
The cubes and the figurine weighed on Stork's
mind. Stork was glad for the flatness of his voice. "Master, I will oil the
wheels and refine the voice." He started to leave.
Ambrose raised a hand. "I haven't dismissed
you yet."
He reached and tapped the lamp to a
brighter luminescence. "Look at me and tell me honestly, how do I look?"
Stork's vision, though not human, fed him
accurate information.
Every clone had seen
hard usage. This one was no exception. The bones pressed against gray skin. The
cheeks resembled a field plowed by time or abuse. White glinted in hair that
rose like a dark halo.
Stork was glad he
could not bow or even nod his head. In the age of masters and slaves, he had
worshiped this man. However, times change, and so do people.
"You are yet handsome, Master. You would seem
around forty-five, except for the illness. How soon do you wish to transfer?"
The dark brows puckered. The eyes peered,
unseeing, into the distance.
"Master?"
"Leave me." Ambrose waggled his fingers.
Stork finished mowing the lawn. He was sweeping
the walk when a labored rumble caught his attention. The delivery van pulled up
by the loading dock. Two men emerged, Eric, and a new man. They deposited boxes
with a hand truck on the deck and were finished by the time Stork mounted the
platform.
"There, see?" Eric tilted his head
at Stork.
"Wow." The other ogled. "An honest
to goodness robot."
"And it's an intercom."
Clipboard and pen in hand, Eric extended them toward Stork. "Mr. Roi, we've
delivered your groceries, scientific chemicals, and rose fertilizer. Anything
else?"
"No," Stork croaked.
"Sign here, please."
"Wow, not much for looks, but the machine
works."
I am human, like you. Stork
returned the pen and pivoted, so he wouldn't see them drive off.
He caught his reflection in the window, a tin
box on wheels with a gallon can for a head.
Every day, he'd seen that image. When did it start to bother him? Just recently?
Or was it a phase he went through every century, thinking new thoughts, feeling
new feelings, only to realize they were simply the old, rediscovered. Was there
anything new any more?
He mused as he carried
the groceries in through the lab and down the back way through tile-lined halls
into the kitchen.
He'd grown used to Ambrose,
just as one grows used to a shriveled hand. Perhaps he'd even taken a certain
comfort in the familiarity. After all, down through the ages their relationship
had been the sole constant, the anchor they'd needed to keep from losing
themselves in the changing mores.
Or had it
only seemed they needed each other? Maybe what they needed was to adapt to the
times. Ambrose would seem to change, only to start over with each new body.
Stork, however, recalled almost nothing of the humanoid body he'd once occupied.
In fact he recalled almost nothing of his fleshly body before it was destroyed
during the catastrophe, and he no longer recalled what it was that had
annihilated their civilization. However, he did recall worshipping Ambrose as a
god. Sometimes an illusive memory skipped through his mind, of a little girl,
laughing.
Stork put the last of the
vegetables in the refrigerator and wheeled out to carry in the lab chemicals.
Ambrose sank back, shook his head, and cleared
his throat at length over the unfinished lunch tray. The artistically prepared
pheasant, asparagus, potatoes and leeks had been stirred into a mess, now cold.
Only the wine glass stood empty. "Get this slop out of my sight."
Stork set the tray aside on a cart.
"Give me a tissue. I'm tired, physically,
mentally. And bored—don't leave yet."
Stork
returned from pushing the cart to the door and watched Ambrose blow his nose,
toss the tissue over his shoulder, and pluck another from the box.
"Your wheels still squeak. Your voice is
abominable."
"It takes time, Master."
"Until you drive me to distraction by the
exhibition of your discontent?"
Ambrose
tugged at a lock of hair, squinting, thinking, ending in a huff.
"You may yearn to experience life in the
mainstream, but I assure you, you would suffer great disappointment. People are
treacherous. Bring my hassock."
The hassock
was pulled up, and Ambrose stretched his legs on it and slouched back. "Ah, you
are so innocent. Really, I envy you. Here, you have a sanctuary. You can be
yourself. You never have to deal with the herd mentality, with trying to make a
good impression, with fading in and out of people's lives so they'll never know
who you really are. Yes, you're the lucky one, even if you don't see it that
way."
"I do not complain, Master."
Ambrose snickered and shook his finger. "Oh,
but I know you."
The finger landed on a
furrow between Ambrose's brows, tracing it, seemingly intent on resculpting the
face. He sighed, and his hand dropped away. "Destroy the clones."
Destroy the clones? What did Master mean?
"All of them."
For a moment Stork could not answer.
Ambrose picked at his nose through the
tissue.
"What do you mean, Master?"
"Destroy...the...clones."
"The things most precious? This is rash,
Master. Perhaps if you slept on it "
"No!"
Ambrose pounded the arm of his chair, then folded into a fit of coughing.
It felt as if a fist squeezed Stork's mind
until it bled. He'd nurtured the innocents and watched them grow over the years
until they were properly developed for habitation. Without personality, they
were still the closest thing to a family he had. Yet to Ambrose they were
nothing but garments. "Master, they are sacred "
"I'm tired of living on and on and on. I'll
keep this body and die a natural death. That should please you, shouldn't it?"
"No."
"Well, it should. There was a time you begged to die, do you recall? All because
I made you a robot. At last you get your wish. Program yourself to die when I
do. Now oil your wheels, fix your voice, and destroy all the clones."
Mind feeling as cold as snow, Stork trundled
away.
Over the days, the robot oiled his wheels. He
worked on his voice until the tone, though still flat, was dulcet.
"Have you destroyed the clones?"
Stork was running the sweeper over the carpet
when Ambrose, in a polo shirt and white pants, accosted him.
Had he changed his mind, or was he testing
Stork's obedience? "Didn't you want me to destroy them?"
"Of course."
Ambrose swept by, the air heavy with his
anger.
Stork finished the carpet and wheeled
to the lab. Master may have paid a rare visit and found the clones still afloat
in their tanks. That might explain his anger. Stork couldn't bring himself to
destroy them, particularly since he was sure Ambrose would regret the decision
and punish him for carrying it out. Or Ambrose may be angry at his own fear.
Detesting cowardice, he'd feel all the more determined to stick by his decision.
The eternal king would know death, and like all ancient kings, his servant would
accompany him in death as he had in life.
Or
would he?
Yes, Stork vaguely recalled begging
to die when Master had tricked him into a robot body. He'd been made helpless,
having his legs taken away, among other things. Why? Had Master feared he would
rebel?
But times change. Kings and presidents
die, they have great funerals, and they are buried, alone. Ambrose wouldn't need
him in death. It was Stork's opportunity to be free at last. To have an organic
body and to live as most people live. To taste, to smell, to feel, to see and
hear as humans see and hear.
How long would
it take Ambrose to destroy himself? Years, perhaps. Would he fail quickly, or
linger as a bed-ridden invalid? Would Stork's role change much?
Probably not. Ambrose had played at many
games, many hobbies. His scientific and financial interests had died, and he had
forgotten most of what he had known, relying on Stork to handle everything.
Ambrose had degenerated into a playboy.
Deterioration always occurred over the generations as the clones were
replicated. To solve this problem, periodically a new line of clones would be
started, and this last batch was a new line. Stork couldn't lose them. He
wouldn't.
Stork dumped acid in every tank but
one. Corrosive fumes rose and killed whatever spiders, earwigs, or flies lurked
in secret places. Hours later, when the clones had dissolved, he drained the
tanks and shoved them together so they hid one occupied container. In that one
the pump worked silently.
Mentally trembling at the audacity of his deed,
Stork bulled through those feelings to a higher plane, and found that his
spirits soared. He wanted to laugh and sing. Well, laughter and song would
become part of his repertoire, once he transferred. And taste and true sight and
touch and smell. Perhaps he would meet a woman, get married and raise a family.
He had shunned socializing online, whereas the more private Traveling seemed a
perfectly acceptable way to escape boredom.
Would he be able to Travel, after he transferred? If not, losing the ability
would be worth the price of being clothed again in flesh.
Stork's Traveling took him to a theater where
he listened to The Phantom of the Opera. He floated over a lawn party,
where couples sampled canapes and played croquet. He sailed over salt water and
heard the gulls laugh and was reminded again of the laughter of a girl he
couldn't place. He noticed a yacht. Aboard, a couple sat holding hands, gazing
over a crinkled sea. The woman leaned her head against the man's shoulder,
against Master's shoulder.
"Ruby, get me a
drink. There should be some brandy down below."
She stood and reached for a pitcher on the
nearby table and filled a tall glass. "Lemonade, my sweet. So refreshing, and
look how the moisture beads on the glass. I guarantee it's as good as it looks,
even if I do say so, myself."
He took a sip.
"I'm dying and you'd still fill me with vitamins."
He looked around. "Where's my pipe?"
"Now, now. Why not enjoy the fragrance of the
sea? Or I could give you a stick of cinnamon gum."
"So, you would hold me to my promise."
"It could save your life, my sweet. Forgive
me for mentioning Jerry, but he was the picture of health until an accident
killed him. And you said, yourself, how lovely my two kids and their families
are." She kissed him on the forehead and said, "Let me show you the joys of
healthy living."
His chuckle rattled into a
cough. "And what do you know of my way of living?"
"The results, my dear."
She moved around behind him and massaged his
shoulders. "Mm, such a handsome man."
Master had been gone a month this time, and as
usual, hadn't told Stork his plans. As usual, Stork relied on Traveling to check
on him.
Ambrose and his new playmate shared
dreamy expressions. Ambrose, the lion with a thorn in his paw, and Ruby, the
lion tamer.
How would it end? Stork became
part of the air where they ate, joked, shared anecdotes, and laid plans, playing
each other like violins. Ambrose the Gypsy, Ruby the Stradivarius.
One day, Ruby was reading to Ambrose when he
placed a hand on her book, lowering it to her lap.
"It's been a long time since I've met such a
wonderful woman."
"I know only how to be
myself. If that's wonderful, well, that's . . . wonderful." Her smile ran into
her voice.
He took her hand and kissed it.
"There is no one like you."
"I love it when
you say that. I never realized how much I missed having a man to love me."
"Your bed or mine?" he said.
"You're feeling better then?"
"Much better."
"And how much do you love me? Enough to make
a commitment?" Her voice softened, reminding Stork of a firm pillow. "Enough to
become my husband?"
"Ah, you would burden
yourself with a dying man?"
"Love is no
burden. We are all of us dying. And who's to say you might not live many years
yet? We're both alone. Why not share those years? In sickness, in health, in old
age, there is still joy to be had."
"Ah,
Ruby. You don't know how happy it makes me to hear you say that. My Ruby, my
wife."
Stork shot back into his body so hard, he skidded
on his wheels and slammed against the furniture, yanking the vacuum cleaner onto
its side. He righted the machine and realized he was in Master's study. He gazed
at the many cubes, still balanced one on the other. Each cube contained one
soul, of a slave, a wife, or a man whose body began a new series of clones for
Master when the old series weakened from too much replication. Master had
forgotten the names of most of the imprisoned souls, just as one forgets what
they eat from one day to the next. To Stork, the incidents, connected to the
cubes, were like a series of mirrors, reflecting endless images of pain. The
program in his computer brain was responsible for sending each to their eternal
exile. For a long time fear had prevented him from trying to enter the thousands
of little prisons to access the souls. By the time he had built up his nerve and
ability to soul travel, he had found madness in each cube and in the figurine.
Unlike Stork, none of them had the ability to drift out of their prisons on a
silver thread that could stretch to eternity. Their only escape lay in death.
The thought that he might be forced to add
another to the collection ignited a rage he thought had died centuries ago. And
with it came memories of the laughing girl.
He scanned the stack until he saw it, the cube that held Plover's soul.
Carefully he slipped the cube free, replacing
it with another from the rear of the stack.
Plover. He held the cube delicately. Plover would have been his wife. They were
children when Ambrose had saved them. She had grown into a beauty while he
remained a boy in an android body. So he begged Master to give him a real body
that matched his proper age. Master had seemed to agree. But Stork awoke as
robot, subject to the controls on Master's ring, and Plover's soul had
disappeared into this cube.
He almost
trembled.
"Ruby. My wife." Indeed!
Stork decided to act quickly before his anger
faded and his nerve failed. He turned off the vacuum cleaner and picked up the
fire starter from the mantel. The wood and kindling were already laid in the
fireplace. It took little to ignite them. Flames leaped up and undulated to
their own music, which sounded to him like static. He tossed Plover's cube in.
"May you find release in death."
The cube took only a few minutes to burn to
ashes. While they still glowed, he plucked another from the pile and tossed it
into the fireplace. It kicked up a flare of sparks and lay in gathering smoke.
When it burst into flames, he added another cube. How many souls could he free
without Master noticing?
Ding-ding-ding-ding-ding.
Ambrose had returned. He sat erect in his
stuffed chair, a filament, threatening to burn out. Exhaustion tugged at him,
but he refused momentarily to acknowledge it.
"Stork, a big pot of tea. And oh, those clones, did you destroy them?" His dark
eyes glittered feverishly.
Stork searched for
a safe answer. Behind him stood the stack of cubes, reconstructed to hide those
that were missing.
Master leaned forward, as
if poised to leap out of his skin.
"The
clones are gone."
His fingers like claws
gripped the arms of the chair. "All?" A storm gathered in Master's face, pulling
his lips into a rictus.
Heaviness pressed
upon Stork's mind. "Ex-except one." Centuries of habit asserted itself, as if to
prove that the born slave remains a slave.
The sun redawned in Ambrose's face. "Ah, I knew you wouldn't let me down. You
knew I was depleted. You knew all I needed was change. I found a woman. She
wants to marry me." He smiled. "It's made my heart young again. I could live
forever now. So, yes, bud more clones. Keep the supply growing. Ah, a fresh
start. To think I could ever have forgotten the joys of love."
Had Ruby accomplished what others could never
do? Had she changed Master? Truly, here was a woman for Master to spend his life
with, provided he didn't collapse in the next second. He seemed dangerously
close to it. Ruby said he could mend, and she was the woman to do it.
Stork's mind trembled with frail hope.
Ambrose had squandered forty years in wild living, making him sickly. Healed,
his body was capable of a hundred and fifty years of robust health. Stork would
have time to decide what to do. "What is it you would like, Master?"
"To be transferred. Now."
Hope guttered like a dying flame. "I had
thought you would want to marry—"
Master gave
a wave of his hand. "Why should I remain old and threatened by an ordinary
existence, with its obligations and restrictions and time running out, and being
bossed around by used baggage. I intend to play."
"I would think a friend and companion—"
Stork's voice broke off, silenced when
Ambrose touched the mute button on his ring.
"I will not be controlled by anyone. It is I who do the controlling. I."
Ambrose lay comfortably on the couch, the Source
Headset hiding his hair. Nearby on another couch lay the clone, dressed and
wearing the Install Headset. The robot stood between, mentally accessing his
internal computer and the program that directed the process. Once begun, it
proceeded automatically and Stork became an observer. Ambrose would lose
consciousness just before transfer. When he awoke, he would have a new body and
it would be Stork's responsibility to destroy the old.
The robot eyed the clone. What if, at the
last minute, he switched the Source Headpiece to himself? Could he do it? Could
he betray a master he had served for millennia? What kind of person would he be
if he began in the flesh as a murderer?
Suppose he left Master unharmed in the old body while Stork inhabited the new.
What would happen? Master regarded people who annoyed him as cockroaches, to be
crushed. Stork would have to hide.
Stork
could stop the process by ripping the Install Headset off, and claiming the
clone wasn't viable, thereby forcing Ambrose to return to Ruby and be restored
to health. She'd probably leave, once he revealed his true character, providing
he didn't make Stork capture her soul in a cube, the ultimate amputation.
What if Stork transferred Ambrose into the
robot body, while Stork moved into the clone? A double transfer, was it
possible?
Stork watched an internal brain
chart. The clone's brain wave lay flat while Ambrose's leisurely peaked and
dipped, showing he was awake and resting.
It
would be easy to do nothing, just as Stork had done nothing repeatedly over the
centuries while Ambrose transferred into the new clone. Or while Ambrose made
Stork transfer another victim into the cube. And there would be more victims.
And more. And more.
Stork regarded the
resting Ambrose, scrawny and gray. Ambrose could heal and live many productive
years with a loving woman. As long as he no longer had access to a clone or
Stork's services, Ruby might be safe. Stuck with this last body, Ambrose might
realize its value and take care of it.
Stork
needn't feel guilty. He wouldn't be killing the man, only forcing him to be more
responsible. Yes, it was the better choice. All it took was courage to step away
from the servant mold.
Ambrose's brain chart
eased into a new pattern approaching sleep. He would only touch unconsciousness,
and during that touch Stork must act, before the brain of the clone vivified and
the waves of the old Ambrose flattened. Stork had never seen how souls transfer.
He could imagine a filmy soul rising out of the body and stretching like an
amoeba and entering the clone and attaching a silver cord while releasing the
old silver cord and pulling it into its soul body.
The mountains and valleys in Ambrose's brain
pattern suddenly shortened. The clone's pattern trembled.
Stork snatched the headset off Ambrose and
pressed it against his chest where his mind controlled the computer. The brain
waves jerked, like the seizures of an epileptic—or two minds colliding.
Stork tried to leap into the clone, and met
something dark and powerful. Ambrose's soul, made dense with rage.
They swirled and collided. Stork dodged and
Ambrose pursued him in a circle. Stork could not escape, for he was outnumbered
by his own guilt and centuries' old custom. He was surrounded by his own
weaknesses.
He tried to shrink and hide in smallness. Ambrose
found him and would not be fooled.
The robot
rammed out of control against one couch and the other. Its metal clattered like
tin cans as the arms continued to grip the Install Headset.
Ambrose's rage became visible to Stork's soul
as a muddy red. It rushed at him with the energy of a tornado. It slammed at him
with a force meant to launch him, perhaps into an ethereal realm. Stork bounded
to the side.
Ambrose rushed at his silver
thread and tried to grab it. Stork's emotion had made it dense enough that
Ambrose whirled with it, winding it like a twister, and then screamed because it
stretched. Stork realized that Ambrose was trying to break it, to sever his
connection with life.
Stork needed to make
himself less dense so Ambrose couldn't touch him. To relax.
He couldn't. Fear wouldn't let him.
He grabbed at Ambrose's silver thread, not
knowing if it was still attached to the old Ambrose or in transit to the clone.
Barely able to keep from passing through it, he managed to yank on it.
Ambrose released Stork's thread. Stork rushed
again toward the clone. Ambrose again met him and their souls clashed. The robot
almost capsized. Stork didn't know if the computer transfer program was still
working or had hung. He sought only to survive. Ambrose seemed everywhere,
giving Stork the feeling of entering a wind tunnel. A roar filled Stork's mind.
It must be too late. Ambrose's silver cord
may already be attached to the new clone.
Stork tried to enter but passed through. Ambrose rammed him and again grabbed
for his silver cord.
Stork must make himself
less dense. The only way, was to quit fighting, to quit trying to protect
himself.
He flung himself out into the
universe, away from his robot body, away from Ambrose's body, away from the
clone. For a moment he feared Ambrose would follow. He didn't. For a moment he
feared Ambrose would sever his cord.
Well,
what if he did?
Stork relaxed and expanded
and felt peace.
The battle had ended. Silence
inhabited the lab.
Something rustled.
The new body opened its eyes. It sat up. It
gazed at the old body and the motionless robot.
"Ah, well. I always was stronger, Stork. A
shame to lose you, but there was a time you begged to die."
He gazed at the shell of what he had been. "I
suppose I should dispose of this, after I get some buds started." He frowned. It
had been centuries since he had done it. "The old records should be in the
library somewhere." He shrugged. Oh well, there was plenty of time for that. His
new body could provide buds. Meanwhile, he would play. With resources at several
places and access to several bank accounts, he wouldn't need the robot computer
right away.
As the red Porsche hummed onto the highway, Stork
floated back into the lab.
Was he dead or
Traveling? He would know soon.
Stork funneled
back.
Odd.
He detected an odor of, what was it, ozone? The air held a certain coolness.
Silence roared. No, it wasn't silence. It was the shoosh, shoosh, shoosh of
something internal. What? Pulsing. That was it. Blood pulsing. Blood. It tingled
through him, or was it the energy of life? There was pressure. Of his back
against the couch. Of something firm and rubbery against something hard...tongue
against teeth; yes, that was it. And a more delicate pressure enveloping him.
Clothes on skin. Some musty smell from them. What? He'd have to learn smells all
over again. A vile taste brought attention back to his mouth. He moved his
tongue and noticed a soreness where Ambrose had bitten the inside of his cheek.
Stork flexed stiff fingers, stroked the
smoothness of the couch, its resilient texture. Squeezed it. Sensuous. He made a
fist, relaxed it, wiggled his fingers. Wiggled his toes. Toes. He had toes. And
feet. And legs. The realization quickened the pulse within his body, and he
marveled at the response. And he placed his hand over his chest to feel the
heart beat. And felt his hand rise and fall with each breath.
He opened gritty eyes and saw with clarity
the pale ceiling and gray walls. He stared at the miracle of his hand, the
solidarity of it and how the thumb could touch the tip of each finger, one by
one. He stared beyond it at the robot that had housed his soul. It still gripped
the headset against its chest.
A gurgle came
from his gut. So much was happening within him. He tried to separate the
different sensations and couldn't. He rose to sitting against the pull of
gravity and snuffled to clear his nose and dabbed at its wet soreness. He hummed
a few bars, chuckled, and coughed. He touched wetness on his cheeks.
"Wonderful. Wonderful."
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