PAT MURPHY
MENAGE AND MENAGERIE
When Jane Austen wrote Pride and Prejudice, she wasn't
writing about a pride of
lions, was she?
THE FAMILY OF RADFORD had been long settled in
Devonshire. Their estate was
large, and their residence was at Selwyn Park, in the center
of their property,
where, for many generations, they had lived in so respectable a manner
as to
engage the general good opinion of their surrounding acquaintance.
Sir Radford, the
present owner of the estate, did, in his habits, somewhat
strain the reputation established
by his father and his grandfather and his
great grandfather before him. Sir Radford had a
passion for exotic animals and
the wealth to indulge that passion. A widower, he lacked the
guiding hand of a
wife to temper his eccentricities.
On his estate, he kept a menagerie of
exotic creatures, brought to him by
adventurers and explorers from all parts of the globe.
A visitor, riding up the
lane toward Sir Radford's large and handsome house, might hear the
roar of an
African lion or the shrieking laugh of a wild hyena. Sir Radford's collection
included an Indian tiger, three ostriches from Africa, and an assortment of
gaudily colored
birds from the jungles of South America, all obtained at great
expense.
Though Sir Radford's
wife had borne him no children, he shared his home with a
young woman whom he had adopted
as a daughter. There were those in the county
who said that Miss Selina was his natural
daughter, born in one of those exotic
places where he had so often traveled, and brought
home to be raised an
Englishwoman. But the story, as Sir Radford told it, was that she was
the only
daughter of a gentleman in Russia who had been much like a brother to Sir
Radford.
When that gentleman had met with an unfortunate hunting accident, Sir
Radford had taken the
man's daughter as his own.
Whatever her ancestry, Miss Selina Radford was a handsome young
woman, with
black hair and sparkling hazel eyes. Sir Radford had engaged governesses to
teach
her, and she wrote a fine hand, played the pianoforte with considerable
skill, and had a
lovely singing voice. She was a hearty girl, given to long
walks on the downs and vigorous
rides.
Sir Radford was an exceedingly sociable gentleman. Every year, when spring mists
and
rain gave way to warmer weather, he invited his elderly cousin, Lady Dustan
to visit his
estate. And so, in the spring of 1828, Lady Dustan came to the
estate with a party of young
friends..
Lady Dustan herself was never happier than when she had a noisy party of young
people gathered about her, so that she could watch over them and speculate on
how they
might best be paired off, as matchmaking was one of her favorite
occupations. The first
evening at Selwyn Park, while Selina played the
pianoforte and the assembled company
listened politely, Lady Dustan and Sir
Radford sat at the back of the room, where they
might converse in lowered voices
about the members of Lady Dustan's party. She had brought
her two nieces, Mary
and Lydia, and a young man, George Paxton. A second young man, William
Gordon,
had joined the party at Sir Radford's request.
"I think you will enjoy the company
of Mr. George Paxton, the son of my dear
friend," said Lady Dustan. "He has spent the past
few years in the service of
the British Museum doing something frightfully scholarly with
plants and animals
that are found in rocks."
"Fossils," Sir Radford ventured.
Lady Dustan
fluttered her hand as if brushing away an annoying insect. "I
suppose. He tried to explain
it to me once, but I could make no sense of it.
Something about chalk and seashells and
dead creatures. He's left the museum in
any case and taken up with the newly established
Zoological Society. They're
endeavoring to make a zoological garden in Hyde Park. He's a
sweet-tempered,
amiable, young man, though a bit diffident and retiring for his family's
tastes.
His mother wished him to go into the law or the army, but neither suited him. He
prefers to putter about with rocks and animals, it seems. Still, I think he has
an open and
affectionate heart."
"I can understand wanting to putter about with rocks and animals," Sir
Radford
commented, with the slightest edge in his voice.
"Of course you understand, Sir
Radford. But Lady Paxton is quite bewildered by
his behavior." Lady Dustan smiled at the
back of George Paxton's head. "I do
believe that he and my niece, Lydia, would make a fine
match. Their temperaments
would complement one another admirably--she is an excitable girl
and I think Mr.
Paxton might help make her less prone to extravagance and passion. And she
might
help him approach life in a livelier manner. She's an amiable girl, though not
terribly
handsome. She has 10,000 pounds settled on her, and that would make his
family much more
willing to indulge his eagerness to study animals, rather than
the law."
"I imagine that
would make the young man very happy," Sir Radford observed.
"But I have no match for
Lydia's younger sister, Mary. She's a lovely girl,
though quiet by nature." Lady Dustan
shifted her gaze to William Gordon. He was
handsome enough, with a fine dark mustache and a
military air. "And what can you
tell me of Mr. Gordon,"
"He's a Navy man. He brought me two
fine macaws when he returned from South
America. And he says he may bring me a zebra when
next he voyages to Africa."
"What of his character.?"
"A steady man on a hunt, I can say
that. He's a capital fellow, I think."
Lady Dustan shook her head, dismayed by Sir
Radford's lack of useful information
on the young man. Before she could inquire further or
ask discreetly about
Selina's prospects, Selina's song came to an end and Lady Dustan and
Sir Radford
joined in the polite applause. As the party moved off to the dining room, Lady
Dustan continued to watch the young men that she had discussed with Sir Radford.
"Your
skill in playing is matched only by your beautiful voice," William was
saying. "I've never
heard better -- not even in the finest salons in London."
Lady Dustan smiled. He flattered
Selina unduly -- her playing was adequate and
her voice was quite pretty, but no more than
that. She noticed that William took
care to seat himself between Selina and Lydia.
At
dinner, Sir Radford told them about his latest acquisition -- a female
elephant, purchased
from a circus menagerie that had fallen on hard times.
William had a few things to say
about the unpredictable nature of elephants,
information gleaned on his last expedition to
Africa. "I saw a stampede of the
great beasts," he said. "They trampled a village with no
more trouble than you
would take in trampling an anthill."
George tried to break in with
some discussion of the plans of the Zoological
Society with regard .to African animals.
They had already obtained an African
elephant and they hoped to bring one of the beasts
from Asia as well. And
perhaps a giraffe, one of those ungainly creatures with the
tremendously long
necks.
Lady Dustan listened to the young men talk. She thought it
unfortunate that
George's considered and soft-spoken plans could not match William's tales
of
hunting for ferocious lions and visiting savage African villages. Lydia's eyes
were on
William. Young women were not inclined to understand the virtues of a
quiet and thoughtful
husband.
After dinner, Sir Radford prevailed upon the others to join him in a game of
whist.
Mary sweetly begged to be excused so that she might play the pianoforte,
Sir Radford's
instrument being so decidedly superior to the one she played at
home. And $elina asked if
she might listen to the music rather than playing
whist, being an indifferent card player
at best. William spoke up quickly,
offering to keep Selina company.
While Sir Radford, Lady
Dustan, George, and Lydia played cards, Selina and
William chatted quietly in the corner.
The music made it impossible for Lady
Dustan to hear their conversation, but she noticed
that they seemed content with
one another's company. She also observed that George Paxton
was oblivious to
Lydia's smiles. The girl was animated in her enthusiasm for the game, her
eyes
bright with excitement, but George remained stubbornly distracted by the couple
in the
corner. Later, when Selina and William strolled onto the terrace to take'
the air, Lady
Dustan kept her eye on George, who seemed rather downcast. He
suggested a break in the game
at that point, but Sir Radford insisted on another
hand.
Mary had completed a song and the
others had just finished their game when
$elina and William returned. The young lady was
laughing at something William
had said, but her laughter lacked the ease of companionable
amusement. Lady
Dustan detected an edge of strain, a hint of something amiss.
"Miss Selina!"
Lady Dustan called. "Where have you and Nit. Gordon been
wandering?"
"Only as far as the
aviary," William said. "It is a beautiful night for a
stroll."
"Whatever have you been
telling Miss Selina to amuse her so?" Lady Dustan asked.
She regarded the young woman with
interest. Selina's face was flushed; her eyes
unnaturally bright.
"Foolish stories," Selina
said. "That is all."
"I was describing a legend I heard among the African savages," William
said.
"When the moon is full, they say that some men .turn into hyenas and run wild on
the
savannah." He smiled, showing his teeth entirely too freely, Lady Dustan
thought. "The moon
is almost full and the story came to mind when I heard the
hyenas laughing in the
distance."
"My dear child," said Lady Dustan. She took Selina's hand and pressed it in her
own. "I'm sure no civilized people could ever believe in such a thing."
"On the contrary,
Lady Dustan, many people have believed in stories that are
equally fabulous," George Paxton
said. Though he spoke to the assembled company,
his eyes were on William and Selina. "Tales
of men who become beasts go back to
antiquity. In ancient Rome, learned men wrote of the
tumskin, versipellis, a man
who turned into a wolf. The French tell of the same creature,
calling him loup
garou."
William laughed. "Do you suppose the Zoological Society will have a
loup garou
in your collection, George? Would they welcome such a creature?"
George nodded,
but his smile was strained. "If you would only bring us one, I
would ensure that the
creature found a home there."
Lady Dustan felt Selina's hand tighten on hers and patted the
young woman's
shoulder companionably. "Enough ot these foolish tales. Play another song,
Mary,
and let us leave these men to talk of their unlikely adventures together."
Dutifully,
Mary began to play.
The next morning, George Paxton woke just after dawn when a peacock
screamed
under his window. He lay in bed for a moment, trying to recapture his dream.
Selina
had been in distress and he had been running to save her, confident that
he would win her
gratitude.
George was, as Lady Dustan had observed to Sir Radford, an amiable, open-hearted
young man, though too quiet and diffident to do justice to himself. He was
enthusiastic
when he was engaged in pursuits that interested him, such as the
study of natural
philosophy. In those pursuits, his understanding was excellent
and his scholarly endeavors
had been greatly praised by his colleagues at the
museum. But he was fitted neither by
abilities nor by disposition to answer to
the wishes of his family, who longed to see him
in a distinguished profession.
In company, his tendency was to retire to a quiet comer and
observe, rather than
speak out and draw the attention of the crowd to his own
accomplishments. He was
aware of this tendency and regretted his natural shyness, but he
could not bring
himself to hold forth as William Gordon did.
Sunlight shone through his
bedroom window, slipping through a small opening
between the drapes. As the day was clear
and bright, he dressed and went out for
a walk in the garden before the rest of the company
woke.
A peacock-- perhaps the same one that had disturbed his slumber-strutted down
the path
ahead of him, colorful tail trailing in the dust. The path wound past a
cage of parrots
that greeted him with rode squawks and flapping wings. "Blast
you to pieces!" one bird
shrieked. "Blast you to pieces!" A scarlet macaw
watched him with bright and beady eyes and
croaked softly, "You're a bounder,
you are."
No doubt Sir Radford had purchased the birds
from sailors who had taught them
these questionable refrains. Still, it was difficult to
ignore the second bird's
quiet insistence and steady gaze. "You're a bounder," the bird
muttered again.
George turned away, fighting the urge to protest that he was not a bounder,
but
he knew of a bounder in the vicinity.
The night before, he had shared a nightcap with
William Gordon after the other
members of the party had gone to bed. Jovial and relaxed,
William had told
George of his walk with Selina in the garden. William seemed smugly
confident
that Selina was partial to him, saying that he had stolen a kiss from the young
lady when they were strolling out by the aviary.
George had contained his feelings,
listening to William's cheerful confession
without comment but with a sick feeling at
heart. He knew the man's reputation
through his connections at the Zoological Society: an
officer in the Navy,
Gordon often returned from his travels with exotic animals for sale.
He spent
the money from these sales in a life of idleness and dissipation, riding and
hunting
and drinking and gambling. George knew that some thought Gordon
handsome, but he thought
the man had rather a brutish countenance.
"Yes, Miss Selina is a beautiful girl," William
said. "And I am certain that Sir
Radford will settle a tidy fortune on her at the time of
her marriage." He
smiled, showing his teeth, and George thought of the versipellis. In the
company, he had not mentioned that the French attributed the nature of the loup
garou to
excess passion. Men who lacked control of their baser instincts were
most susceptible to
this transformation.
George shook his head, attempting to banish thoughts of the night
before. The
morning was beautiful; the air was fresh and clear-- until he turned a comer
and
caught the scent of rotting meat. He found himself looking down a long straight
path
that ended at a tall wrought iron fence enclosing a section of pasture
land. On the far
side of the fence, a hyena was prowling.
The size of a large mastiff, the hyena was a
strange, ungainly animal, with
forelegs longer than its hindlegs and a back that sloped
downward as a
consequence. As George watched, the beast yawned, exposing an impressive
assortment
of yellowing teeth. Its eyes were bright and alert, but something --
perhaps the way that
the animal hunched its shoulders and looked up rather than
looking honestly forward -- gave
it a servile and deceptive air.
As it paced, the hyena was giving its entire attention to
Selina, who sat
outside the fence on a bench in the sunshine. She had a sketchpad in her
lap and
her eyes were on her work.
George hesitated, restrained by his natural shyness, then
thought to approach
quietly, so as not to disturb her. She did not look up as he
approached, but
when he was still several feet away she spoke. "Good morning, Mr. Paxton.
You
are abroad very early. Pray move softly, so you do not alarm my subject."
Stopping where
he was, George noticed another hyena lounging in a bit of shade
near the fence. Ignoring
Selina and its companion in the enclosure, the animal
was staring in his direction, its
ears cocked forward.
"My apologies for disturbing you, Miss Selina," he said. "I did not
think anyone
else was awake yet."
"I often come walking early," Selina said. "Dawn is the
best time to observe the
animals."
She fell silent then, attending to her work. From where
he stood, George could
not see the sketch on her pad, so he contented himself with studying
her hands,
so delicate and pale, handling the pencil with skill and grace. Wishing to see
the sketch, he took a step forward, but Selina, as if anticipating his interest,
was
already closing her sketchbook and looking up at him.
"May I look..." he began, but she
waved him off With an air of diffidence.
"I am no artist, Mr. Paxton. My renderings are for
my own pleasure only."
Though he wished to press the matter, George could think of no way
to do so
gracefully. As happened so often, he found himself at a loss, not knowing the
proper
formula of polite flattery that might persuade her.
Selina gathered her skirts and stood,
holding her sketchpad and pencil. "I doubt
the others are awake yet," she said easily.
"Would you care to stroll through
the garden? I am certain we will be back in time for
breakfast."
"Yes, of course. I would be delighted."
George did not know what to say, as they
walked through the garden together.
Surely she must think him dull, walking in silence at
her side. He knew that
William would have been charming her with witticisms, but George
could think of
nothing clever to say.
"Tell me of your experiences with the creatures you
have gathered for the
Zoological Society," Selina said. "I was interested in your thoughts
on how one
should interact with wild animals. I saw you scowling yesterday when Mr. Gordon
explained the techniques used by animal trainers."
George frowned again, remember that
conversation of the day before. While Sir
Radford was showing the company around the
gardens, Lydia had stepped rather
close to the tiger's cage. William had guided her away,
saying that she must not
approach the cage so closely. "I wanted to rub her ears," Lydia
had said
petulantly. "She looks so like a giant tabby."
"She may look like a giant house
cat, but that is not the case," William had
advised her. "She is a wild creature and will
not tolerate such familiarity."
"I saw a circus trainer rubbing a tiger's head," Lydia had
said.
"A trainer establishes his dominance over the animal and imposes his superior
will. If
you wish to interact with a wild beast, that is what you must do,"
William had explained in
a tone that brooked no disagreement. "You must dominate
and triumph over the animal's
spirit. You must demonstrate who is master. Though
you approach the beast with friendship,
do not expect friendship in return. You
can expect no such rational response."
"You look so
disapproving," Selina said, recalling him from the memory. "Didn't
you agree with Mr.
Gordon's analysis? He has so much experience with wild
creatures in Africa."
"Mr. Gordon and
I have different feelings on the matter of wild animals. He
wishes them to be under his
control. I am interested in studying their lives, as
they live under their own control."
"You only wish to watch them?"
"To meet with them on their own terms, not on mine.
Sometimes, that means simply
watching them. Sometimes, they allow a closer contact."
George
thought of the bull elephant that the Zoological Society had acquired
from a circus. When
the beast first came to the Society, it was a foul-tempered
creature. But after some months
of observing the elephant's behavior, he came to
understand the beast better. The elephant
disliked harsh, loud voices and was
moved to anger by certain aromas -- the scent of a
particular type of hair oil,
the smoke of cigars. When the animal's former keeper from the
circus had come to
speak with members of the Zoological Society about the animal's
temperament, he
noticed that the man smoked cigars, used hair on, and spoke in harsh,
urgent,
tones. When asked the best way to control the animal, the keeper had suggested
that
they make use of the whip -- the animal best understood pain and
punishment. George took
note and decided that the beast's prejudices were not
irrational, but rather based on
experience. Treated cruelly by a keeper, the
creature naturally became wary of sounds and
scents associated with that man.
Hesitantly, George told Selina of his findings. She nodded
thoughtfully. "And
you disagreed with his suggested treatment of the elephant{"
"To
understand a wild creature, you must take the time to watch and wait," he
said. "There is
no use in rushing a wild thing. But Mr. Gordon does not wish to
understand wild creatures.
Rather, he wishes to bring them under his control."
"And you do not wish to control this
elephant," she said. "By what you say, I
think you want to be the beast's friend."
George
thought for a moment, knowing that William would be most amused at the
thought of being a
.wild creature's friend. Then he nodded. "I think that is a
fair assessment, Miss Selina. I
want to understand the beast and its way of
thinking, and that is the basis for
friendship."
"Why did you frown before you spoke{"
"If Mr. Gordon heard me speak of
friendship with an animal, he would be most
amused at my expense. Mr. Gordon mistakes
kindness as a display of weakness,"
She smiled archly. "You understand Mr. Gordon's
responses just as you understand
the elephant's." George began to protest, but she waved a
hand, dismissing his
words. They were nearing the house, and George thought it best to let
the matter
drop.
BACK AT THE HOUSE, Lady Dustan was planning the day's amusements. She
greeted
Selina and George with a detailed account of what would take place. Under Sir
Radford's
guidance, the party would tour the gardens. In the afternoon, they
would have an alfresco
tea beneath the shade trees near the elephant enclosure,
with pigeon pies and cold lamb and
wholesome bread and strawberries from Selwyn
Park's own strawberry beds. Following tea,
they would return to the house for a
game of cards.
Lady Dustan was decisive in such
matters, and her plan was carried out with the
precision of a military maneuver -- until
midway through tea.
The party was relaxing in the shade, conversing about the fine weather.
The
shade was most refreshing, and Lady Dustan was finding this time the most
pleasant part
of the day. She observed that William Gordon had found a seat in
the midst of the ladies,
where he was making every effort to amuse and be
agreeable. He appeared to be paying every
distinguishing attention to Selina.
That young lady met his gallantries with polite smiles,
but, Lady Dustan
thought, showed him no particular favor.
Lady Dustan was disappointed to
see that George Paxton stood apart from the
other young people, making no effort to attract
the ladies' attention away from
Mr.' Gordon.. How could he remain so shy and standoffish
when Lydia was so
lively and amiable? She did not understand the man.
As she watched him,
her gaze was drawn to the object of his attention: the bull
elephant. The great beast was
following the female closely as she trotted around
the enclosure, keeping his enormous head
close by her rump. When the female
paused in a comer of the enclosure, he proceeded to
sniff her in a most
disconcerting manner, running his trunk between the smaller elephant's
hind legs
repeatedly, then pausing to trumpet loudly. At the same moment that Mary looked
up, Lady Dustan noticed that the bull elephant seemed to have sprouted an
additional leg.
"The strawberries are lovely," Mary was saying. Then she stopped, her mouth
slightly ajar,
as she stared at the bull elephant.
Lady Dustan could not avert her eyes from the
elephant's prodigious member, an
enormous shaft of flesh that twisted and curled like a
snake. "I'm feeling a bit
faint from the heat," Lady Dustan said. Her throat felt tight and
her voice had
a choked quality, but she managed to force out the words. "I believe the sun
has
been too much for me."
Sir Radford, who had been directing his attention to a thick
slice of pigeon
pie, glanced up with a frown. "The heat{ In this cool shade?" Then
following her
gaze, he exclaimed in surprise.
For a time, all was in confusion, the
strawberries forgotten. Lady Dustan called
to the young women to accompany her to the
house, as Sir Radford exclaimed about
what a rare opportunity this was to observe the
mating habits of the elephant, a
sight never witnessed in the wild. William Gordon was
unperturbed, gazing
placidly at the elephant in pursuit of his lady love, but Lady Dustan
observed a
hot blush color George Paxton's face. As men crowded toward the fence of the
elephant
enclosure, the lady elephant retreated, hurrying away from the bull.
Like the lady
elephant, Lady Dustan believed that retreat was the best option.
"Come along all of you,"
she said. "Lydia, Mary, Selina -- let us return to the
house."
Giggling like a schoolgirl,
Lydia gathered her things. Mary continued to gaze at
the elephants, more fascinated than
perturbed, until Lady Dustan shooed her and
her sister in the direction of the house. Lady
Dustan walked with Selina,
casting a glance over her shoulder at the men and the bull
elephant. As they
started away, the bull elephant reared up, placing his forelegs on the
lady
elephant's back. She shuddered beneath his weight, but stood her ground.
"Oh, Lord!"
Lady Dustan breathed, an involuntary exclamation. She could feel the
heat of blood rising
in her cheeks as she turned away, taking Selina's arm and
leading her toward the house. The
blaring trumpeting of the bull elephant echoed
through the garden, a noisy reminder of what
went on behind them.
On the path to the house, Lady Dustan patted her face with a kerchief,
feeling
warm and agitated. "I would never have thought an elephant could look small,"
she
murmured softly to Selina, her voice trembling with agitation. "But she
looked small beside
him."
"That is so," said Selina, "but she had her own way. He could not mount her
until she
stood still for it, and she did that only when she was ready. I have
observed that whatever
the species, the female has a choice. Sometimes, she
accepts a suitor. Sometimes, she does
not." Selina's voice was dreamy, as if she
were talking more to herself than to Lady
Dustan.
Lady Dustan stared at the young woman, startled by the matter-of fact way in
which
she talked of the bull elephant mounting the female.
Selina smiled sweetly. "Pray, Lady
Dustan, you will forgive me. I have been
learning at Sir Radford's side for too long. I am
a student of animal nature."
Lady Dustan was glad to see the manor house in the distance.
"It will be lovely
to get away from the dust and the heat," she observed, not caring to
talk
further of elephants and their choices.
At dinner that evening, George sat just across
from Lydia and Mary. Throughout
the meal, he was aware that Lady Dustan was trying to draw
him into
conversation. He answered her queries politely, but his attention was focused on
the other end of the table, where William Gordon was chatting with Sir Radford
about future
additions to the menagerie and how he might assist Sir Radford in
obtaining some rare
specimens. Though William directed his comments to Sir
Radford, it was clear to George that
he intended them for Selina's ears. Every
promise he made to Sir Radford spoke well of his
own courage, his
resourcefulness, his adventurous ways -- all designed to win the heart of
a
young lady.
After dinner, Lady Dustan insisted that Mary entertain them with a song at the
pianoforte while George and Lydia played whist with her and Sir Radford,
allowing George no
way to gracefully excuse himself. The game lasted until just
before sunset, when George
made his escape. With uncharacteristic forcefulness,
he insisted that Mary take his place
at the table, a request to which she
obligingly acquiesced.
While the game continued, George
left the house to stroll in the garden. The
only purpose he admitted to himself was the
need for fresh air, after the
closeness of the parlor. He had had several glasses of wine
with dinner and was
feeling a trifle light-headed. He was not searching for Selina, though
she had
left the manor house just after dinner, saying that she wanted to do some
sketching.
He was certainly not searching for William, whose absence from the
parlor he had noted not
long before he set out.
The sun was setting and the full moon was rising, casting silver
light over the
menagerie. In the moonlight, the peacocks that strutted across the lawn were
no
brighter than English sparrows, their brilliant colors fading to shades of gray
in the
dim light. The macaws stirred as he strolled past, and one bird called
after him -- "You're
a bounder, you are!"
By the hyena enclosure, he found Selina's sketch pad abandoned on the
wooden
bench. The three hyenas were awake and alert. The largest of the three, the one
that
Selina had been drawing that morning, was pacing the length of the iron
fence that confined
them, whining in her throat and staring past him, down the
path that led to the downs. The
other two answered her whines with strange yaps
and growls.
George Paxton took up the
sketchpad, gazing about him. "Miss Selina?" he called.
"Where are you?." The garden was
quiet. In the moonlight, he opened the
sketchpad and studied the pencil drawings within. A
sketch of the tiger, her
eyes glaring through the bars of the cage. A sketch of the hyena
lounging in the
sun, perhaps the one that Selina had been drawing when he encountered her
that
morning. Another sketch of the hyena enclosure -- the same iron grillwork, the
same
drooping tree, the same boulder. But the hyena was gone. In place of the
beast, in the
center of the enclosure, an elderly woman with an air of
dissipation and sloth, reclined on
a high-backed sofa.
Something about the lady-- perhaps her toothy smile or the intensity of
her gaze
-- reminded George Paxton of the beast. The woman wore a shabby fur collar that
had markings similar to those on the hyena's coat. In the carefully penciled
shadows behind
her, Mr. Paxton could make out another face-- a coarse,
ill-tempered young man, the old
woman's son, he would guess. He did not like the
look of the man, lurking in the shadows
and waiting for an opportunity to do
ill. A drunkard and a coward, he thought, ready to
pick a man's pocket or slit
his throat.
George frowned, wondering at Selina's fancy. Why had
she drawn two people in the
hyena enclosure and why such unattractive subjects?
Uneasy,
George closed the sketchbook and looked around him for other signs of
Selina. The hyenas
were staring toward the downs. Following their gaze, he saw
something white, fluttering on
the fence. He stepped closer and found a woman's
dress -- Selina's dress -- hanging from
the wrought iron. Beside the dress, a
delicate chemise, carefully worked with delicate
white embroidery, blew in the
evening breeze. On the ground, a pair of stockings, neatly
tucked into the toes
of a pair of lady's shoes. To convince himself he was not imagining
things,
George touched the chemise, feeling its silky fabric against his hand.
What could be
happening? Selina was naked, somewhere in the garden. The thought
of it warmed his blood --
and chilled him in that same moment. He imagined her
graceful limbs, bare and pale in the
moonlight.
And William Gordon was somewhere nearby. Could William dare take advantage of a
young woman of Selina's station? Could Selina be so lost to her family, to all
propriety,
that she would throw herself into the power of a scoundrel? Surely
she could see that
William Gordon was not a man to be trusted.
George stood frozen by the fence, not knowing
what to do, when he heard a low
wail in the distance. The wail rose to an eerie shriek --
the howling of a
hound. Then the hyenas began a hideous cacophony, of barks and yelps and
yapping
wails that sounded for all the world like lunatic laughter. Over the hyenas'
noise,
he heard a man's voice calling desperately for help.
The path toward the downs was shaded
from the moonlight by trees, a dark and
lonely way that led to open pasture land. A group
of Gypsies had encamped not
far off t George remembered Sir Radford had mentioned them.
Perhaps the hound
was theirs.
Again, the distant howling, barely audible above the eerie
wailing of the
hyenas. No Gypsy cur could make a sound like that. The howling was that of a
wild beast on the hunt.
George ran down the dark path, heedless of his own welfare, seeking
only to find
the danger -- whether it took the form of man or beast -- and protect Selina
from it. In the darkness, he could not see his way. A patch of mud, slippery
from the late
afternoon showers, caught him unaware. His feet went out from
under him. He slipped, he
tumbled, he fell headlong into the ditch beside the
lane. His head came down on a rock, a
stout piece of English stone. And then he
lay very still, unconscious and rescuing no one.
The morning found him in the ditch still, eyes blinking as he slowly came to
consciousness.
His clothes were muddy and torn and wet with dew. His mind was
not quite his own, still
muddled from the blow to his head. When he lifted a
hand to his forehead, it came away
sticky with blood.
He lifted his head and gazed about him. A shady country lane. The song
of birds
in the hedge. An ordinary scene, with nothing to frighten a man. His alarm of
the
night before -- surely it had been a dream. Selina's clothes on the fence.
The sounds of a
savage beast. Surely he had imagined these things.
With an effort, he climbed from the
ditch and stood for a moment in the lane,
staring at the treacherous patch of mud that had
caused his precipitous plunge
into the ditch. Beside the marks left by his own skidding
feet were three other
sets of prints. Two sets of prints headed out toward the open pasture
-- the
marks left by a man's boots and the paw prints of a large dog. By the length of
the
stride, George guessed that the man was running -- running for his life. In
more than one
place, the paw prints overlay the boot prints, an indication that
the beast followed the
man -- close at his heels, perhaps.
Heading back in the opposite direction, toward the
manor house, was a set of
human footprints, left by someone walking without shoes. A
delicate foot -- that
of a child or a woman, George thought. He shook his head, attempting
to clear
away the fog that prevented him from thinking.
"Mr. Paxton! Whatever happened to
you?" George turned toward the house and saw
Selina hurrying down the lane, her arms
stretched toward him.
"I do not know .... "he began. "I cannot say .... "As she reached
him, her arms
held out to support him, his legs trembled beneath him. "You are well," he
murmured. "That is all I ask. I thought...I heard a beast howling in the
darkness. I feared
you were out on the downs with Mr. Gordon. I was afraid for
you." He glanced at Selina,
then felt himself color as he realized that he was
suggesting an impropriety on her part.
But she continued to regard him steadily.
"I wanted to help. But instead I fell in the
ditch." Again, he felt himself
color, feeling that she could not help but think him clumsy
and undignified in
his rescue attempt.
"That was very gallant of you," Selina said softly.
"Though your efforts were
unnecessary, I thank you for them. Now you must allow me to help
you back to the
house."
And so the lady he had thought to rescue was the very one who helped
him back to
the manor house, draping his arm over her shoulders in a most familiar manner
and insisting that he lean on her in his weakness. George was too muddled to
appreciate the
warmth of her body alongside his at that moment, though later he
recalled it with great
pleasure.
As they approached the manor house, Selina's calls for assistance were heard by
Lydia and Mary, who fetched a manservant to help George inside. As the man
helped George,
the young women kept pace. They were flushed with excitement, and
Lydia was talking so
quickly that her words tripped over each other.
"Whatever has happened to Mr. Paxton! Oh,
what a morning this is We never have
any excitement like this at home."
Between Lydia's
exclamations, Mary told George what had happened. "They found
poor Mr. Gordon out on the
downs, collapsed in exhaustion, his clothes torn and
muddy. He had been running all through
the night, chased by a wild beast. The
men brought him home not minutes ago."
"A beast was
chasing Gordon?" George asked dully.
"It must have been a terrible beast, don't you think?"
Lydia exclaimed. "He is
such a brave man and a great hunter. He's accustomed to lions and
tigers and
such -- I thought that nothing could frighten him."
"He said it was a terrible,
fierce wolf," Lydia said. "With glowing eyes and
fangs. Though I've never heard of such a
creature in Devonshire."
George's bloody arrival added to the confusion at the manor house.
William had
been carried upstairs only moments before. The physician who had been called to
attend to William's wounds ministered to George as well, cleaning his head wound
and
advising rest for both men.
George slept the morning through. In the middle of the
afternoon, he joined the
rest of the company for tea. Lady Dustan insisted he sit in a
chair by the fire,
though the afternoon was warm. By the time he had finished his first cup
of tea,
he felt he had told his story of the past evening far too many times, and had
heard
William recount his at least twice that number.
His own story did not change with
retelling. He had heard a beast howling and a
man shouting. (He did not, out of respect for
William, say that the man was
screaming in terror. ) He ran to help; he tripped and fell.
He did not mention
discovering Selina's clothing -- only her sketchpad.
William's story,
George observed, improved each time he told it, which Lydia
pressed him to do, again and
again. The first time William told it, he was as
subdued as ever George had seen him, his
face pale with the memory of the beast
snapping and snarling at his heels as he ran. He had
been out for a walk in the
light of the full moon when the beast dashed from the bushes,
attacking without
warning. He had nothing with which to defend himself and no matter how he
had
tried to circle and return to the house, the creature had cut him off, almost as
if it
knew of his desire. He had called out for help, but no one had come.
The second time he
told the tale, he recalled more details. He had kicked at the
creature, while it snapped at
his boots, its eyes glowing in the moonlight, the
foam of madness on its lips. "With a
stout walking stick, I would have
triumphed." He smiled grimly, inviting his listeners to
consider how the beast
would have suffered if he had been armed. "But without any weapon,
there was
little I could do."
By the fifth accounting, William was no longer pale and his
story had been
embellished with many details. He had taken a tumble down one grassy knoll,
but
had succeeded (having learned something of acrobatics from a sailor aboard his
ship} in
rolling back to his feet and running on. He had snatched up a handful
of dust and cast it
into the creature's eyes, slowing its advance. He had been
brave and resourceful -- though
of course he did not say that directly. He left
that to Lydia, who exclaimed frequently at
his heroism.
George sat quietly by the fire, listening and watching. He noticed Selina, on
the other side of the room, was doing the same.
THE PHYSICIAN had advised George to rest,
sit in the sun, and take moderate
exercise. The next day, George used that as an excuse to
stroll in the
menagerie, avoiding company. He was passing by the elephant enclosure when he
met William, walking along the path in the opposite direction. George invited
William to
sit for a time in the shade, hoping to find out more about Selina and
how her clothes had
come to be hung on the hyena enclosure.
With a little encouragement, William provided a
complete account of his evening
before the beast had appeared. He had gone out for a walk
after dinner, in
search of Selina. He had come upon her by the hyena enclosure. "She said
that
she preferred to sit in solitude," he told George, "but in my experience young
women
rarely admit their true feelings. I detected an eagerness and an energy in
her manner that
convinced me that her protests were not heartfelt. Finally, I
acquiesced, saying that I
would return to the house alone, and I left her,
proceeding down the path toward the house.
But I did not go far. As I walked,
the full moon rose above the trees and I thought of how
the sight of it might
awaken romantic thoughts in a young woman's heart. At that thought, I
decided to
speak with her again. I was almost to the spot I had left her when the beast
emerged
from the bushes and set upon me, chasing me down the path, away from the
house, snarling
and snapping at my heels."
"I must have been moments behind you," George said. "When I came
to the hyena
enclosure, Miss Selina was gone, though I found her sketchpad." He did not
mention
that he had also found her clothing, a puzzling and indelicate detail
that he saw no reason
to share with William.
"Miss Selina told me that she returned to the house by another
path," William
said. "She must have left the hyena enclosure shortly before you arrived."
George nodded, thinking of Selina and the clothing she had abandoned and
wondering where
she had been.
"It was a terrible night," William said. "The worst of my life."
The next day,
the afternoon was bright and clear. George was taking the sun by
the tiger cage when Sir
Radford came upon him and inquired after his health.
When George indicated that he was
feeling much recovered, Sir Radford sat on the
bench beside him. From her cage, the great
tiger lay in a patch of sun, watching
the men through narrowed eyes.
"And how are you doing,
old beast?" Sir Radford said to the big cat in a
conversational tone. The tiger stood and
stretched, then strolled over to rub
her chin against the bars. Sir Radford reached out and
scratched behind the
animal's ear, eliciting a giant rumbling purr. "I brought her back
from India
myself," he told George. "Got her as a cub."
George watched the big cat's eyes
close in contented response to Sir Radford's
attentions. "You are doing precisely what Miss
Lydia wished to do," George
commented.
Sir Radford nodded. "That is so. But I felt it would
not have been good to
encourage Miss Lydia."
"Of course. Being strong-willed, she would have
insisted on trying to do the
same. And though the tiger enioys your attentions, she might
not tolerate Miss
Lydia's. It does not pay to force your attentions on a wild beast who
does not
want them."
From the comer of his eye, George saw Sir Radford cast a considering
glance in
his direction. For a moment, Sir Radford was silent, then he spoke in a low
tone.
"I think you understand a good deal more than you let on, Mr. Paxton.
That's an admirable
trait in such a young man."
George hesitated, wondering what had encouraged such flattery
from Sir Radford.
He was pleased to be complimented on his understanding, but baffled as to
what
Sir Radford thought it was that he understood.
Sir Radford leaned back on the bench and
returned to studying the tiger. "Selina
told me of your concern for her well-being. Under
the circumstances as you saw
them at the time, it was bold of you to try to run to her
rescue."
George felt his cheeks grow hot, as he remembered his failure. He did not know
what
to say and he was puzzled by Sir Radford's phrasing: "under the
circumstances as he saw
them at the time." How was he to understand them
differently now? There was a wild beast on
the prowl, William Gordon was in fear
of his life, and Selina had left her clothes by the
hyena enclosure. How was one
to understand such circumstances?
"Of course, being a man of
discernment, you have realized now that my daughter
did not need rescuing. I'm glad of
that." Sir Radford clapped him on the
shoulder. "Let me just say that Selina and I are very
well pleased that Lady
Dustan included you in her party."
"Thank you, Sir Radford," George
said, resolving to ask for an explanation, even
though that request would betray his lack
of discernment. "I..."
"No, no. Do not say too much," Sir Radford interrupted, smiling
broadly. "Some
things are better left unspoken." Before George could say another word, the
old
gentleman stood and strode away down the path with great vigor.
George shook his head,
wondering what it was that Sir Radford had supposed he
was about to say and wishing that he
possessed the perceptive nature with which
that good man credited him. For a time, he sat
alone in the sun, where he could
think without interruption of all that he had seen and
heard. Somehow, $elina
had not needed rescuing, though she was naked on the downs. And the
reason was
one that Sir Radford would rather not speak aloud.
Over the last few days, Selina
had, more than once, made a point of seeking him
out. At dinner, she had made quiet
conversation with him, while William held
forth to Mary and Lydia about his travels on the
Dark Continent -- beginning
over the soup with a description of an elephant hunt and ending
during dessert
with a tale of his narrow escape from angry savages. Selina had ignored
William's
tales, obviously preferring to talk with George. He had been struck
once again with
admiration for both her beauty and her disposition, for she
spoke her mind with serenity
and confidence on many topics-- from the animals in
the menagerie to books she had recently
read. Talking with her, he could not
imagine her being taken in by William's bluster. But
what else could explain her
clothes on the fence?
He was puzzling over the matter, making no
progress, when he saw Selina coming
down the path toward him. "Would you take a turn
through the garden?" she asked
him sweetly.
He offered the lady his arm.
She commented on the
weather and he agreed that it was the perfect temperature,
the perfect day. They were
silent for a time and he cast about for another topic
of conversation. "Have you been
sketching lately?" he asked her.
She shook her head. "Not so much. With all the alarms and
confusions, there has
not been time."
"I confess, the other night .... "He hesitated, for he
could not remember the
other night without blushing for his failure and thinking of her
nakedness.
"...I took the liberty of glancing in your sketchbook. I should not have done
so, but I could not resist the temptation. I was struck by your skill, by the
delicacy of
line. I was particularly struck by the woman who bore such a strange
and uncanny
resemblance to the hyena."
She was smiling. "I was inspired by Mr. Gordon's tales of
Africa. And it struck
me -- if a woman can become a wolf when the moon is full, perhaps the
transformation can proceed in the opposite direction. But of course, these are
ordinary
hyenas."
He glanced at her and found her smiling, a sly and playful look in her hazel
eyes.
He considered her words, remembered Sir Radford's words, and realized how
she might have
been naked on the downs but never in danger.
"Of course," he said slowly, then took a deep
breath. "Ordinary hyenas." He
found his eyes drawn to her hand-- fair and delicate, the
hand of a lady, meant
for playing the pianoforte and sketching in the garden. He imagined
that hand
transforming to become the paw of the beast who had left her tracks in the mud.
Such a marvel, such a mystery, such a fascinating secret. He lifted his eyes to
meet hers.
She was smiling.
"The hunt in which your father was killed," he said at last. "I would
suppose
that was a wolf hunt."
She nodded. "A tragic misunderstanding. Sir Radford went
hunting on the night of
the full moon, having failed to understand my father's warnings. He
shot a wolf
B and found himself with the body of his friend."
They walked in silence for a
few minutes. George was very aware of the warmth of
her hand on his arm. As they strolled
along the path toward the hyena enclosure,
George heard William's voice, though he could
not make out the words. "Let us
turn here," Selina suggested. "Mr. Gordon is telling Lydia
about the animals and
I would rather not disturb them."
George followed her lead, quite
willing to avoid conversation with William and
Lydia. "Mr. Gordon seems to have taken no
permanent harm from his night of
terror on the downs," he remarked. "In fact, I think the
experience might well
improve his character."
"You are an optimistic man," she said.
George
hesitated, uncertain of the propriety of what he was about to say, then
plunged ahead. "Mr.
Gordon seems to feel he knows a great deal about what women
want. I suspect that..." Again,
he hesitated. "I suspect that Mr. Gordon did not
behave toward you as a gentleman should
behave toward a lady."
She continued to smile. "He thought that I favored him -- but he was
not a
terribly observant man. A better observer would have noticed the one I truly
favored."
George found himself unable to speak. Could she mean that she favored him? There
was
nothing else she could mean."
"You have nothing to say, Mr. Paxton."
"I have too much to
say," he began. "My heart overflows with more admiration and
affection than I can begin to
express." But for all that he said he could not,
George continued, telling her of his
feelings and avowing his love and
admiration in tender words.
For days after, the
neighborhood could talk of nothing other than the alarms and
confusions of that night. A
great hunter, pursued by a vicious beast. A young
man, injured in his attempts to offer
assistance. Both were made out to be
heroes, after a fashion.
The identity of the beast that
had pursued William through the moonlit night
remained a mystery to the community. The
first conjecture -- that the animal was
an escapee from Sir Radford's menagerie -- proved
false, for all of that noble
gentleman's charges were accounted for. The Gypsy band was
located and the dogs
owned by the band were examined. They were, by all reports, a mangy
lot, but
none of them seemed large or energetic enough to menace a strong man like
William
Gordon. Sir Radford led many hunts, as did William Gordon when he had
recovered. But no
animal answering to William's description of the beast could
be found.
Before Lady Dustan
left Selwyn Park to return to London, she arranged for a
small party at the manor house,
wishing to mark the occasion of her departure.
For that event, the manor house was
splendidly lit up and quite full of company.
Lady Dustan and Mary were listening to Gordon
talk about his upcoming expedition
to Africa, when Lydia interrupted to invite Gordon to
join a game of whist.
Initially Gordon was reluctant, but Lydia insisted. "You know you are
my
favorite partner, my darling. I can't play without you."
"It seems my services are
required at the whist table," he told Lady Dustan and
Mary, and allowed himself to be led
away.
Lady Dustan smiled after the couple approvingly. "It is wonderful to see Lydia
so much
in love. And I believe I shall come to be quite fond of Gordon. Lydia
seems quite willing
to take him in hand and calm his warm, unguarded temper.
That is, of course, a wife's role.
And that role will, I think, soothe Lydia's
own excitable nature. It's a fine match. I'm
quite confident that Mr. Gordon
will be calling on your father when we return to London."
"Miss Selina and Mr. Paxton seem to have an amiable attachment to one another as
well,"
Mary said. "I do believe they have become close friends."
"Friends ?" Lady Dustan smiled at
Mary as a mother smiles at a foolish child.
"If you think that will lead to romance, I will
tell you that you are mistaken.
A man and wife have no business being friends. That's like
a friendship
between...between a man and a tiger."
"Ah," Mary said. "Like a man and a
tiger." Just that morning, she had, while
wandering in the garden, caught a glimpse of Sir
Radford scratching the ears of
the tiger. He had made her swear she would not tell the
others, lest they be
tempted to attempt to try the same -- to their peril.
"Certainly," Lady
Dustan said. "There could be no question of friendship there."
Mary nodded, keeping her own
council and acquiescing to Lady Dustan's firmly
held belief.
After her return to London,
Lady Dustan was astounded to receive a letter from
Sir Radford indicating that George had
asked for Selina's hand in marriage. She
returned to Selwyn Park for the wedding.
At
Selina's request, with Sir Radford's enthusiastic assent, and despite Lady
Dustan's earnest
protestations, the wedding itself did not take place in the
manor house chapel, as would
have been customary and proper. Instead, the couple
was joined in matrimony alfresco, on
the lawn beneath the shade trees near the
elephant enclosure. Throughout the ceremony, Lady
Dustan kept a nervous eye on
the elephants. Fortunately the bull elephant spent his time
placidly watching
the goings on and flapping his ears idly. He behaved himself and gave
Lady
Dustan no cause for alarm or retreat, for which she was very grateful.
George continued
his work with the Zoological Society, dividing his time between
London and Selwyn Park.
Selina accompanied him to the city. Her grace and charm
land the fortune that she would
have from Sir Radford) made her welcome in the
Paxton home.
Lydia and Gordon were married as
well, in a splendid [though conventional}
wedding in London.
Mary, benefiting from the
observation of these two very different marriages,
formed her own opinion of the
connections possible between men and women,
between humans and beasts. Though her
understanding of the matter differed
substantially from Lady Dustan's, she never endeavored
to share her views on the
vagaries of the human heart with that formidable individual.
Though
Selina and George enjoyed London, they retained their affection for
Selwyn Park. Every
month, she and George returned to the country for the night
of the full moon.