Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html THE MOON DREAM AlexanderLazarevich A legend is an imaginative work of fiction that purports to betrue. Definition from a dictionary 1. All his life was one long road to the Moon. All hislife he was racingagainst time to reach it. Sometimes itseemed to him thathe would be too late, the span of human life being short for someone who had had to start virtually from scratch, from a fragile glider, a plaything of winds, to gradually build up and Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html enhancehis design into a spaceship capable of taking man to the Moon. He hadbuilt the glider when he was still very young, but even backthen he was longing for greater things than just flying inthe air, remaining a prisoner of the Earth's atmosphere. Even backthen, he saw the Moon in his dreams. Therehe was , opening thehatch, climbing down a short ladder in his cumbersome spacesuit, to put his foot on the rocky surface. The rocks flooded with adazzling Sun set against the inky blackness of sky. A land ofsilent, dazzling, and dead beauty. The only relief for the eyes being a small blue sickle of Earth in the black sky. And, surroundedwith all this boundless lifeless Nature, there She was - The Machine, The Ship, the material manifestation of human thought, a particle that had absorbed all the achievements of many millenniaof the Earth's civilization, a small fragment of Home, thatcan shelter the cosmonaut from the abyss of Space... The firsttime he experienced that feeling had been when he was tryingout his glider - the vast emptiness of the sky might have beenoverpowering, but he was inside the womb of his Machine - andthat made him invincible. His life in those moments totally depended on his Machine, and he loved her for that feeling of Salvation thatShe gave him. He loved his Machines andthat love wasan unending source of happiness to him. But in the moon dreams everything waseven more vivid, even more delicious.The feeling ofhappiness was hundreds, thousands of times more intense ... Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html At firsthe himself did not believe that this dream could be transformed into reality. The distance from a glider to a spaceshipwas too great. To build a spaceship onewould need the laborof hundreds, thousands, tens of thousands of people. And the people thatwere living around him did not know any moon dreams. There was nobody to build the ship with. "A dream, just a dream..." - thought he ... But then, the wars came. First, the second world war,then a "cold" one. People suddenly needed rockets to hurl atomic bombs at each other.From one continent to another. Far enough notto see the millionsone would kill. A nod of the Great Leader was enough to maketens of thousands of people start building rockets - not formoon dreams, for a crust of stale bread. He was appointed Chief designer and he constructed a rocket. It could hurl a hydrogen bomb all the way toAmerica , and that was what the generals demanded. The generals were quite happy. They did not know that the rocket could do something else as well, something which was not in the specifications.That " something" was onlyknown to the "Chief" (as his subordinates came to call him). What he knew was that after a certain modification that rocketcould put a satellite into orbit around the Earth, and even a manned spacecraft. It could even deliver a cargo tothe Moon , Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html albeit a small one (a man with a life support system and an additionalrocket to bring him back from the Moon would have been a load far beyond its capacity), but he felt that he had already traveledhalf way to his Moon Dream. Now, the criticalfactor was time. He was no longer young. He had to make it in time... It wasabout that time that the Great Leader died, and to the power in the country rose a new ruler, who was known as a great liberaland who proclaimed peaceful co-existence with the other nationsof the world. The Chief realized thatto make his Moon dream come true, he would now have to become not only an engineer, not only an industrial manager, but a politician as well. "Let us," - he proposed to the new ruler - "demonstrate to the entire world our power, but also our peaceful intentions. Let's launchthe most powerful rocket in the world, but without the bomb, for a purely scientific purpose - let it put into Earth orbit a satellite, and later, perhaps, a satellite with a man onboard." The newruler took a fancy to the idea, regardless of the fact that he had a very vague notion of what a satellite really was. The most important thing for him was to cut Americans downto size. For several years thoseguys had been boasting about theirplans to launch a satellite - without any visible result. To spite the Americans, the new ruler gave his go-ahead for launching thefirst satellite, and then, the first man in space. What thenew ruler especially liked about the latter was the fact Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html that the cosmonaut did not see any trace of God in heaven while visitingthere, which, beyond any reasonable doubt, was to him a final proofof atheism and historical materialism, which, in its turn, augured well for the expected speedy arrival of the bright communistfuture. Meantime, the "cursed capitalists" turned green with envy. The handsomest and the youngest of American presidents summoned to theWhite House all his scientific advisors and told them: "We, therichest and freest nation in the world, are lagging in space behind Russia, a country bled dry by its totalitarian regime! How canAmerica ever wipe off this national disgrace? How - that's what I want to hear from you." And oneof his advisors said: "It's 1961 now. If weget down to workimmediately, before the 60s are out we can land a man on themoon.Hopefully, the first in the world." - "Let's do it!" - said the Handsome President. - "But whatabout the enormous appropriations that will be need..." - "I'll bring the Congress around." And hedid bring them around... Two yearslater the Handsome President was assassinated, when Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html he wasgoing around the city ofDallas in a beautiful automobile, sitting nextto a beautiful woman, his wife, who then beautifully mourned him in front of a world-wide television audiences (the funeralof the Handsome President turned out to be the first world- wide TV broadcast in history transmitted via a communications satellite), but soon thereafter recomposed herself and married a Greek multimillionaire. One more year passed, and the Soviet Ruler, known as a Liberal and a Peacemaker, who liberally gave away the Soviet taxpayers' money for cutting Americans down to size and for anti- religiouspropaganda, was deposed by his former deputy, who used to holdmedal boxes while his boss was awarding the Gold Stars of theHeroes of theSoviet Union to the cosmonauts. But althoughthe Handsome President and the Liberal Ruler had bothleft the stage of history, the process that they had started, by that time, was already unstoppable, and became known as The Space Race.The prestige of the two Superpowers was at stake. The fundingunlimited. Here is your chance, Chief. The only thing now was tomake it on time.And it wasn't even the race with the Americans. He was racing against Time itself, the time that was left for him to live. How much time had he left? For the last fewmonths he had beenfeeling a strange pain in his stomach.And the Moon Dream was Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html soclose... 2. The preparationsfor the Soviet lunar mission were conducted in greatsecrecy. Work was under way on the giant rocket that was to deliver to the Moon everything, including cosmonauts with a smaller rocket that was to be launched from the Moon to return them to Earth. But in parallel with this project,which was so similar tothe American Apollo program, in even greater secrecy, one more lunar mission project was being worked upon - the simplified project, just in case we are not on time. Even in a country which had not long before that passed through a gory ordeal ofwar and terror, even in that savage country, the mere thoughtof that back-up project made most of those few people let on the secret feel uneasy. The project was breathinga chilling breathof Death down their spines. That project was a one-way manned mission to the Moon.Such a mission wouldnot need a smaller rocket to be launched from the Moon to return to Earth, it would not need a heavy heat shield for re-entryinto the Earth's atmosphere. Such a mission does not need manythings, it carries along very little cargo, and that's why it could be launched on a relatively small rocket. It could be Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html launchedright away, and there would be no need to wait until the Big Rocket, similar to the one that the Americans were building, wasready. One cosmonautin a small capsule, equipped with retrorockets forsoft landing on the Moon. He would become the first Man to set his foot on the Moon. He would conduct all the necessary scientific experiments, and radio the results back to Earth. And whenthe air supply ran low, he... well, let's put it this way: he wouldswallow a pill.And would go to sleep.Forever.And he would live forever in posterity's grateful memory. The Hero, who sacrificedhis life for the Good of Science. ForSoviet Science , themost progressive and advanced science in the world. -"Well, let'shope it won't come to this" - those let in on the secrettried to reassure themselves - "We'll prepare a real there-and-backmission ahead of the Americans, and there'll be no needto sacrifice a human life in the name of science." - "But whatif we still don't make it on time?" - "In any case, it must be a Soviet man who will step on the Moon first, proving by his heroism the superiority of our system over the capitalism. Only our system can create a man who puts the interests of the society before his personal interests, even before hisown life... And then, surely they'llselect for that missionsome terminal cancer patient, who is doomed anyway. Rather thandying in hospital... How does that song go: "it's badto die Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html inone's bed, it's good to die on the field of battle". Even death isbeautiful, when the world is looking on you..." But, inspite of all such reasoning, everybody tried to keep away from the sealed warehouse, where the flight-ready one-way lunarmission capsule was stored. If the rocket for the there-and- backmission were ready ahead of the Americans, that capsule would be scrapped. But if there were any threat of Apollocoming first in the race, this capsule would be installed on the already existinglaunch vehicle... 3. In mid-November of 1965, the designer of the non-returnable lunar capsule was summoned by the Chief Designer who told him: "Immediately check the condition of the oneway lunar mission capsule and send it to the launch site. Inten days , both the capsuleand the launch vehicle must be ready for launch." The capsuledesigner, surprised and frightened, looked at the Chief. The Chief was looking very ill. He was said to have undergonea very serious surgical operation.Cancer. - "Don't be afraid," - said the Chief, having noted the frightenedexpression on the face of the other man - "it's just a test flight. We are going to send to the moonan ape ..." - he stoppedfor a moment, as if contemplating something in his mind's Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html eye- "yes, an ape.. We've got to see how he's going tosurvive a softlanding on the Moon." The Chief noticed that the other man was looking at an envelope lying on his desk. Without sayinga word , the Chief reached forthe envelope and turned it face down. It wasa large manilapaper envelope. The kind of envelope a surgeon might use to senda surgery report to the physician in charge of a patient. The capsule designereven thought that he had caught a glimpse of a sealof some hospital on the face of the envelope. - "In ten days we won't even be able to transport the capsule to thelaunch site." -he started to protest to the Chief - "The railroadsare now..." - "Two weeks" - said the Chief, interrupting him, andit was clear from the tone of his voice that the deadline was final. Knowing from his previous experience that it was no useto haggle with the Chief, the capsule designer said goodbye and left the room. Left alone, the Chief picked up the open envelope, and, for the umpteenth time went over its contents. "It's a death sentence..." - he whispered inaudibly - "A death sentence.To me . Can it be that I won't make it on time?" Andthe Moon Dream was as close as never before... 4. Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html He escaped from all ofthem !!! On thefrosty morning ofDecember 3, 1965 , two of the Chief's closest associates, who were let on the secret, rolled a huge containerwith an "ape" into the launch gantry elevator and took it to the top of the rocket. They helped the Chiefout of the container and seated him in the capsule. After that, everything wasjust as he had imagined it to be, just as the first cosmonauts had often described it to him: the shudder running along the rocketbody as it was lifting off, the roaring of the engines, the g-loads... The g-loadsweren't high though, the trajectory was not very punishing, since the original plans called for the one-way missionto be manned with a terminally ill pilot. Post-operative seams were aching, his bloodwas throbbing in his temples, and at his side a tape recorder was running, transmitting to Earth faked telemetry data on the pulse and respirationrate of the ape, which, of course, was absent from the capsule. The ape, which had once been bartered from a "progressive" African state for a crate full of Kalashnikov machine guns, and which had already been written off in the official documents as lost in a space experiment, remained on Earth. According to the secret plan devised by the Chief in collusion withhis associates, that ape was to meet a sad, but honorablefate: its ashes, encased in an urn, were to be entombed in theKremlin wall under a plaque bearing the name of the Chief Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html Designer. But the name was just a name, a conventioninvented by man. What mattered was that his ashes would never be buried in the same wallwith the ashes of those who had ordered his arrest back at the time of the Great Purge of 1938, of those who, throughout all his life, had been interfering with his work, pestering him with idioticgovernment orders and absurd secrecy, those who had been plotting against him and snitching on him - all those generals, politicians, academicians. Let them lieburied in the samewall with an ape! He had escaped from all of them! He had escaped from practitionersof medical "science" incapable of curing a man, but quite capableof protracting his misery, suspending the already doomed in a semi-dead/semi-alive condition with the use of medication andstate-of-the-art equipment, making him suffer the agony, from which he would have been long ago delivered by the merciful Death, had the practitioners of the medical profession not committedan outrage upon Death Himself. He hadescaped from the humiliationof a slow death, when a man dies gradually, piece bypiece. First he becomes incapable of walking, then he loses the faculty ofspeech, and finally his consciousness is destroyed. A grown, intelligent, proud man reverts to a condition of a diaper- soiling baby - no greater indignity could be imagined. But he escapedfrom medicine, and now he would die a quick, beautiful and dignified death, in his right mind, being at the very summit he hadbeen climbing to all his life! Of course, it might have been easier to go to the Moon Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html without hiding under the guise of an "ape", to go there officially, as a hero sacrificing his own life in the interests of theSoviet science.But then , while on the Moon, he would have had to takesoil samples, make some primitive chemical experiments on them, and send reports back to Earth. The last fewhours of his life would have been spent in going through an absurd charade, entirely useless, since anyway in a few years the Moon would be visitedby a two-way mission (whether it would be a Soviet or an American mission was wholly immaterial to the eternal High Science), which would bring back to Earth moon rocksamples which canbe much moreskillfully studied by professional geochemists in their well-equipped labs on Earth. All his bustlingaround would have boileddown to one thing: to give the government news agency TASS a chance to trumpet the news about the advanced Soviet science andtechnology having beaten the Americans to the Moon. And that would have been a great lie, since the Americans could alsohave sent a one-way mission to the Moon long ago, had such a perverted, verging on paranoia, idea as sending a man to certain deathin the name of national science prestige occurred to them. All thiswould have been an exercise in falsehood and vanity, and falsehoodand vanity shall not defile the mystery of death. The Chief chose to leave earthly life quietly, without fanfare. Of course, that didn't mean that TASS wouldn't have to release an official announcement about the launch, since the Americans had surely detected the rocket launch throughtheir spy Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html satellites, and their electronic surveillance was now eavesdroppingon the telemetry data. But that would have tobe an announcement aboutthe launch of an unmanned lunar probe of the Luna series. What was the last probe's number?Seven?That makes thisone Luna 8... ... The g-loads ended. The Chief suddenlyfelt a wonderful freedomin his body that is only possible in zero gravity.Luna 8 hadbeen injected into a trajectory aimed at the Moon.Visible in a porthole was planet Earth, light blue, with blindingly white spotsof clouds. Slowly, very slowly, almost imperceptiblyto the eye, it was getting smaller in size. There were people left behind on that planet. He had escaped from all of them! Hehad escaped fromGeneral Secretaries and Presidents!From KGB men and CIA men! From cabinet ministers and shift foremen! From all kinds of inspectorsand commissions of inquiry! From physicians and funeral directors! From wivesand mistresses!From everybody ! For the firsttime in his life he was absolutely free! He no longer had to report to his superiors, and to give directions and administer rebukes to his subordinates, he no longer needed to struggle to obtain funds... The only thing he had to do now was torelax and enjoy thefruits of his lifetime of work. Left there, down below, were grimy stack-furnaces and noisy trains, hydrogen bombs and napalm-drenchedjungle, junkyards, sewers, polluted lakes, jails, labor camps, safe cabinets, files classified "top secret", thousandsofkilometers of barbed wire and whole armies of armed guards. Who might have thought that from high above, all thishell Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html looks sobeautiful, so white and innocent, and even with a blue rimof its atmospheric veil! Like anangel, the Chief made his ascension above the wicked planetEarth. To meet his death, he was flying to the Moon, the dead planet, which henceforth was to become the planet of the dead. He was to find a communion with the heavenly purity.The heavenly bodiesare pure because they are lifeless. Where there'sno life , there'snobody to foul things up, hence the purity. The Moon Dream, which had seemed impossible, was finally coming true. Thousands upon thousands of people had piledup the pyramid fromthe top of which the Chief could reach for the Moon and touch it. Among these people were,to use a cliché from official TASSannouncements, "the Soviet workers, scientists and engineers, who, through their dedicatedlabor have achieved...", etc.. Other people, who also had had a hand in this achievement, were the Great Leader who had decided to create a rocket shield forhis country, and his successor, the peace-loving liberal Prime Minister, and the Handsome President, with his hurt patriotic feelings. The Chief thought that he had outsmarted all of them. He even thoughtthat he had outsmarted History itself, by making it work for him, for him alone, for making his Moon Dream become reality. As a true Engineer, who, out of dead materials available from Nature, creates a machine capable of translating into action the will of its creator, he, out of materials available from Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html History -out of Cold War, out of national pride, out of personal traits of leaders of the Superpowers - had created a Mechanism, whichturned his dream into reality... 5. On the next day, December 4, the Chief was awakened by a slightjolt. The capsulewas almost imperceptibly vibrating, and there was a muffled rumble of an operating rocket engine - a trajectory correction was being performed on commands from Earth. With a feelingof detached sadness, the Chief thought about those people onEarth who were now staying up late to calculate the trajectory, who wereworking so that an "ape", whom they had never even seen, could successfully reach the Moon, and the next day, the 5th, payday, they would go to the paymaster's office to receive their pittanceof a salary for this work. "Or rather, theywon't , since December 5is a holiday, Constitution Day. That meansthey'll be paid today.And those who are on duty tomorrow will be paid extra for workingon a holiday." Strangely enough, that thought brought himcomfort, and he stopped pitying the people who were working to provideground support for his flight. He glanced out the porthole. During thetime that he had slept, the capsule hadtraveled a long way from Earth, and now the Earth lookedno bigger than a saucer. What he could see was, for Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html themost part, the night side of the Earth, faintly illuminated by moonlight - a mysterious dark surface with sparsely scattered citiesglowing in the night like embers. On one side of the Earth, the Sun lit a thin bluish-white sickle, while on the other side the Earth was rimmed with a lurid, blood-red line of dawn. And, next to this dark nightly planet, a sun hang in the sky - an insufferably bright, harsh sun, blinding the eyes like a lamp duringan interrogation. And all this against a backdropof space blackness.A creepy sight. He turned to the opposite porthole. There hecould see the Moon. It was still far away, but some of the biggercraters were alreadyvisible. It suddenly occurred to the Chief that he was the firstman to see lunar craters with the naked eye. - "And thisis just the thin end of the wedge!" Itwas just three daysbefore the full moon. The illuminatedportion of the lunar disk was already almost round, and the ragged, twisted shadows of the mountains were only visible at its western edge. Over the rest of the disk, the sun was high, the black shadows were almostabsent, and lively bright rays radiated for thousands of kilometersfrom Tychocrater, all over the face of the Moon. The moonlight seemed to emanate silence. Yes, this was theMoon - the Queen of Night, the Queen of Silence, the Queen of Purity... theQueen of Death.And it was to Her that he was flying... Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html 6. On theevening of December 6, the capsule approached the Moon so closelythat the looming mass of the lunar disk filled up the entire portholelike a giant impending wall falling towards the capsuleand threatening to crush it. The Chief glanced at his watch.According to the mission plan, at that moment the Earth was supposed to be transmitting the last pre-landing instructions to the capsule's on-board control device. Yes, that was how they flew to the Moon inthe good old 1960s -there was just not enough space on-board the spacecraft to installa computer for trajectory calculations, since at the time sucha computer weighed at least several tons. The computer had to stayon Earth. The Chiefglanced at the control panel of the instrumentation box. Of course, it was only in his mind's eye that he could see electronictriggers switching inside that box, committing to their electronic memoriesa long sequence of ones and zeroes radioed fromEarth. After that, the control device would send the received data back to Earth, and down on Earth they would check the returned message for errors that were almost inevitable when sending dataover so long a distance, and would send corrections tothe capsule, and would check the reception once again, and only afterthat the capsule would start the lunar landing sequence. Up tillthat moment, the Chief would have no knowledge of whether the capsulehad received the instructions, or, let's say, its receiver Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html hadbroken down, and he was going to smash to atoms. Hours went by in agonizing suspense. The lunar cratersin the porthole were gettingcloser and larger... Finally, soon after midnight (Moscow time), when it was already December7, he once again felt a slight jolt: preparatory tothe main engine retro burn, the attitude control thrusters came to life in order to turn the spacecraft around so that the main enginenozzle faced the Moon. The Moon slipped downward out of the porthole's field of view, to be replaced by a patch of star- studded sky. The oppressive feeling of theoverhanging wall was suddenly gone. The Chief moved closer to the porthole. Now that the Moon was below (even if "below" was just a matter of convention, since there was no gravity in the capsule yet), it felt distinctlydifferent. It now felt as if he were soaring high above an unlimited expanse of plain extending for thousands of kilometers. Effortlessness and freedom. The Moon Dream was approaching itsclimax. The lyrics of an oldmarching song that had beenvery popular in theSoviet Union back in the 1930s, the "Aviators' march", were throbbing in his head: "Yes, we were born to make the Dream come true! We are the ones to bridge the chasm of space! Andwe have wings of steel instead of arms And our hearts are motors filled with flames!" Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html At 00hours 50 minutes 20 secondsMoscow time, the capsule began tovibrate, was suddenly filled with a low resonant sound, and the force of gravity, to which he had already become unaccustomed afterthe three days of flight in weightlessness , suddenlypressed the Chief into his seat - it was the retro engine comingto life. "Here goes! Everything will be decided in a minute!" - said theChief in an excited whisper. He glanced at the altimeter dial: 80 thousand meters altitude, 70 thousand, 60 thousand... "Yes, we were born to make the Dream come true!" 50 thousand meters, 40 thousand, 30thousand .... "We are the ones to bridge the chasm of space!" 20 thousand, 10 thousand, 5 thousand, 3 thousand ... He wasn'tsinging, he was reciting, almost shouting in a voice hoarse withexcitement... "And we have wings of steel instead of arms" 2 thousand, one thousand, 800 meters, 500 meters, 300 meters ... "Almost forgot!" - thought he. He reached to the radio transmitterpower cord and yanked it loose. The ground controllers lost signal from Luna 8 at an altitude of 70 meters. But the spacecraftno longer needed ground control - it was descending in anautomatic mode... 50 meters, 40 meters, 20 meters, 10, 5... "And our hearts are motors filled with flames!" The engine jet was kicking aside sheets of lunar dust. 3 meters, two, one, impact!... Silence - the engine had shut down... Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html A gentle swaying on the shock-absorbers. A cloud of slowly settling dust in the porthole. The capsuleclock indicated 00 hours, 51 minutes 30 seconds, Moscow Time. He wason the Moon.The first among humans.Still alive. The Moon Dream came true. "I made it.Made it! Made it!!!" 7. Yes, everythingwas exactly as it had been in the Moon Dream. He foundit quite an effort to struggle into the spacesuit within the confined space of the capsule. Then hesqueezed through a hatch into the even more confined space of the airlock chamber, similar to the one that had been used not long before that, in March 1965 for the first spacewalk in history during Voskhod 2 mission - an inflatable chamber made of strong airtight fabric, compactlyfolded during launch from Earth. He closed thehatch to the cabinbehind him. Switched on thedepressurization pump . At first, the pump'sswooshing sounds were clearly audible, then they grewsofter, softer... Finally, the air from the chamber was gone, along with all the sounds. To open theopposite hatch in the bottom ofthe chamber, the Chief had to hook it with his foot - therewas no way to do this by bending down, since the chamber was sonarrow. In the open hatch, he saw a short ladder, a meter and a half long. The Chief started to climb down. When hegot down to Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html about half a meter above the surface, the ladder ended and he jumped. The Moon's gravity is only one-sixth of the Earth's, and thatwas why the fall seemed to the Chief to be a little too long, although it actually lasted less than a second. Butfinally his feettouched the ground and slipped (the lunar soil turned out to be slippery). He would have lost his balance,had he not been quickenough to catch hold of a rung of the ladder. He then took a fewsteps and looked around. Everything lookedlike he had imagined it to be, and at the sametime it was different. There were no ragged steep cliffs. The terrainin this part of the lunar Ocean of Storms was smooth, and only in the north-east, barely rising above the horizon, were rounded outlinesof some hills - probably belonging to the outer rim of crater Galileo, located a fewkilometers from the landing site. He turnedaround and looked at his footprints. They were clearly imprintedin the lunar soil, except for the first two, whichwere a little blurred because of his having slipped. "That's a shame!" -thought he - "This is historic, isn't it?The first footprints left by Man on the Moon." Andit was then that he really felt that he was on the Moon.Not understood it - he understood itall along - but really felt it. Hefelt that this footprint on the Moon, where there is no rain nor wind, would remain intactfor millions of years, and that his body when he died would be preserved in the airless environment thousands of times betterthan the mummy of any of the pharaohs.None of the Egyptian pharaohs had been able to make his slaves buildhim such Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html atomb as the one built for the Chief Designer by Russianmoujiks . He was on the Moon. The Moon Dream had come true. He suddenly felt fear. He bentdown, picked up a stone. AMoon stone . He squeezed it in his gloved hand. Crumbs started to fall.They were falling slowly, very slowly. As if in a dream. In a moon dream. He suddenlyhad an urge to know how this stone felt to the touch. He bent down, collected an armful of stones and headed back to the capsule... When back in the capsule he removed his helmet, he immediatelyfelt a pungent scent. Strange, alien scent of the moon dustthat covered the boots of his spacesuit in a thick layer. He removed the gloves, touched the stones. They weresoapy to the touch.Turned them in his hands. Theircolors varieddepending on the light's angle of incidence. And thatseemed to be it. He didn'tknow what else he could do. The excitement hadsubsided to be replaced by weariness. Post-operative seams wereaching with renewedintensity. He had a snack and immediately fell asleep... 8. He woke up because it was hard to breathe.The instruments showedthat oxygen was running out. He was hearing a ringing sound inhis ears. Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html And it was then that he saw an apparition. Theface of the interrogator, the one who had questioned him on that terrible night backin 1938, suddenly appeared in the porthole. "We know that youare a German spy anyway, but it would be better for you if youmade a confession." - said the apparition in a very clear, distinctvoice - "So, I am asking you for the last time: who are youworking for?" The Chief was somehow aware that all this was just a hallucination causedby oxygen starvation, and that the nearest security manwas at least 380kilometers away, if the astronomers were correct. And that'swhy he answered the interrogator with fearlessnessand sincerity: "I don't give a damn about your Germany!All my life I've beenworking for one man only - for myself!" The apparitiongnashed his teeth in rage and dissolved in the vacuumof space. "However, its time to end it all." - thoughtthe Chief and started todon the spacesuit. He didn't want to die ina capsule thatwas as narrow as a casket. 9. He was standing on the lunar plain and looking at the stars, whichwere just as distant as they were back on Earth. The capsule stoodbehind his back. "Face to face with the chasm of space, with Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html only the faithful machine around. A befitting deathfor a real man!" - thought the Chief and started to unlock the helmet... ... The helmet popped like a cork from a bottle of champagne. The air puffed out through the collar of the spacesuit and condensed into a thick halo of mist around his head. The last thing that the Chief could see through the mist was the helmet, falling slowly, and slowly turning around, casting blinding reflections from the sun. The milkymist was quickly dimming behind a veil of blood - blood vessels in the eyes were bursting fromthe drop of pressure... Space touched the head of the Chief and received himinto the worldof lifeless purity... 10. ...Headache.Darkness.A voice of a stranger: "He seemsto be regaining consciousness..." TheChief opened his eyes. White ceiling. A face of a man looking down at him.A doctor."So, how do you feel after the operation?"Operation? Oh, yes, operation. Cancer...Andwhat about the Moon?What about the one-way mission? A dream?! Must have been....Anesthesia... A dream , just a dream... Haven't madeit, haven't made it, haven't really made it?! Must make it, must make it,must make it! "He is hopeless..." - said somebody in a whisper... Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html 11. Extracts from official TASS announcements: "On December3, 1965, the Soviet Union conducted a launch of automated spaceprobe Luna-8. The purpose of thislaunch is the furtherdevelopment of elements of the system for soft landing on theMoon and scientific research... .... On December7 at 0 hours 51 minutes 30 seconds, Moscow time, Luna-8 reached the Moon in the vicinity of crater Galileo. During theprobe's approach to the Moon, an integrated functional test ofall the systems supporting soft landing was carried out. The test has demonstrated that the probe's systems operate nominallyduring all the phases of the landing on the Moon, except thefinal phase." On January 16, 1966, all the national papers carried the official announcementabout the death of the Chief Designer. The urnwith the ashes was buried in the Kremlin wall. On January31, 1966, automated probe Luna-9 was launched. On February 3 it made the world's first soft landing on theMoon and transmittedto Earth a panoramic picture of the lunar surface, in which onecould see a small lunar stone lying about a meter away fromthe spacecraft. Soon after that, under the care of the Chief's successor, who was hurried along not by the Moon Dream but by pressure from Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html politicalleadership, a giant rocket for the two-way lunar mission explodedon the specially built launch pad that cost billions, and completelydestroyed it. There was neither time nor money to build a newone. A decisionwas made not to send a manned mission. The Soviet Union quit the Moon Race. On July 20, 1969, man's foot stepped on the surface of the Moon for the first time in history.That man was an American, the commander of Apollo 11. And it was thisdate that became the historic date. Nobody realizedthat the really historic date should have been not the 20th , but rather 24th of July, when Apollo 11 safely returned to Earth with live astronauts onboard. For theconsolation of the Soviet people, in 1970 the Soviet governmentused a low-capacity rocket to put on the Moon a robotic moon rover (a 'Lunokhod' in Russian), which was remotely controlledby ground controllers, and which, allegedly, was better thana live cosmonaut. At least, itdidn't need to be brought back toEarth. Americans visitedthe Moon six more times.The last mission was Apollo 17 in December 1972. Having realizedthat they had nobodyto compete against, the Americans stopped the expensive and uselessmissions. The lastSoviet lunar probe to land on the Moon was Luna 23. This happened onNovember 6, 1974 . After that,people left the Moon alone for decades. One cannotfool history forever. The mechanismof the Space Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html Race, designed, built and started by the Chief designer, having beenleft without its master, became rusty and fell to pieces. The Moon Dreammelted away, and it suddenly became evident that there were nomaterial interests behind it. In the 20thcentury people werestill not ready to approach the Moon from a practical angle. They wouldnever have been ready though, had it not been for that Space Race, which, at first glance seemed meaningless. A really innovative enterprise cannot generate profits in its initial phase, only losses. Only after the first stepshave been made, a pecuniary interest comes into play, which makes such enterprise self-propelling. Pragmatic Americans wouldnever have started spaceexploration by themselves. Inorder to draw them into this undertaking, History needed a country which was irrational to the point of absurdity, a country which would be willingto spend billions on space, even while its own people were starving. And Historycreated such a country. A country which wouldn'thave lasted a day with its incredible ways, had not some Laws ofHistory, still unknown to us, protected that country from decay with its mysterious force field, until that country had fulfilledits Historical Mission. And it may well be that the Chief Designer has managed to accomplish everything (or almost everything), not because he outsmarted History, but because he himself was an instrument in the handsof History. One can hardly expect that people will ever realize the true scale of what has happened.They will always believe thatthe greatness of this or that event is measured in Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html the numbers of the casualties, and that's why wars, revolutions, and reignsof bloodthirsty dictators will always seem to be more important thanscientific discoveries and technological advances. And the very idea that a revolution, a war, and a reign of a bloodthirsty dictator were, in the hands of History, just preliminary phasesin a technological project, just a means of creatinga people who saw a flight into space as a breakthrough to Freedom, such an idea will always look ridiculous, and even sacrilegious. In the meantime, mankind's coming out into space became the second greatevent in the history of life on Earth - the first suchgreat event being the emergence of life from the ocean, where it had originated, onto the land. But could the first amphibians ever realize the true meaning of what they were about to accomplish, and where would all this eventually lead to? From their own perspective, they were just trying to adapt to the drying-upof their local puddle, which must have seemed to them an eventof tremendous importance... 12. "Well, now we seem to have completely lost our way.Where are wenow?" - "Just a moment, master!" -replied the moon rover's on- Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html board computer, while it was using the rover's antennas to interrogatenavigation satellites suspended over the Moon in the librationpoints. - "O.K.It's9 degrees 8 minutes north, 63 degrees 18 minutes west." - "Where on the Moon is that?" - asked the human. - "In the vicinity of crater Galileo." - responded the machine. - "Oh, my god, it's in the middle of nowhere! Ican't even see anyhuman footprints here. How could it be that for anentire century oflunar exploration by man nobody has ever been to this place?" - "Just a moment, master!" -via a communication satellite, the rover's on-board computer was rummaging through the central lunar database. - "It is true that people havenever been here, but nevertheless, this location is worthy of note. An automatic lunarprobe Luna-8 landed somewhere around here 150 years ago." - "Automatic probe?You mean, one of thosethings they used tolaunch back in the 20th century?" - "That's correct." - "So, what do they have here now? Aconservation area ? A museum?" - "Nothing of the kind.The probe impacted and is believed to have been destroyed. Present-day historians don'tconsider this particularancient landing site important. The touristswon't come here. This isnothing even remotely like the Apollo 11 landing Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html site, where they had to erect elevated viewing walkways for tourists toprotect historic first footprints of Man on the Moon from being trampled. Take, for example, the Luna-9soft landing location, which is one hundredkilometers south of here.It's the first-ever soft lunar landing. It isan officially recognized historiclandmark, they even installed a meteoroid shield over it. Butthe tourists almost never go there. This whole area is too far fromanywhere - 800kilometers from the nearest base. It is sad to see how we fail to fully appreciate our historical roots..." - saidthe machine with a reproachful note in its synthesized voice. It believedthat the first automatic lunar probes were the direct ancestors ofthe entire lunar machinery. Theobject of especial venerationfor the moon rovers was the first SovietLunokhod . - "Does that mean that no one has ever visited the Luna-8 impactsite?" - asked the human. - "No one ever." - responded the on-board computer sorrowfully. The human was doing some quick mental arithmetic.The craze for genuine20th centuryartifacts was relatively new.One could safelyassume that nobody had yet thought about recovering Luna 8. It didn'tmatter if it had been destroyed on impact - there still must besome loose parts lying around. There was anantique shop at thebase in theKorolev crater where he could sell them at a good price. He would be able to buy a space tug, setup his own businesscarrying supplies from the Moon to the space stations in Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html low Earth orbit, and, if he was really lucky, there was even a chancethat by the end of his life he would be able to permanently settleon Earth... - "O.K." - said the human to the rover - "Since yousay it's somewherearound here, start searching for Luna 8." It didn'ttake much searching. As soon as they climbeda low hill, they saw something glittering in the distance. "Magnify." - asked the human, looking at the rover's display. - "Magnify more... But this cannot be..." At thatmoment he realized that he would certainly be able to spendthe rest of his life on Earth... Korolev,Moscow region, Former Soviet Union August 1-8, 1989(First original Russianversion ) December 1990 - January 1991 (second Russian version) July 1999 (English version) November 2000 (English version, second revision)* * Author's Note: English is not my native tongue and I'm afraidthat my grammar and style are, at best, barely passable. I wouldlike to thank NancySteisslinger (USA) for being kind enough to read the first English version and suggest some grammatical Generated by ABC Amber LIT Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abclit.html corrections, which were incorporated in this second revision of the Englishversion of the text. If you have any suggestions that might improvethe style of this text, please do not hesitate to contactme atlazarevicha@online.ru . If you liked this story, don't forget to check out A.Lazarevich'shome page (http://webcenter.ru/~lazarevicha), where someof my other stories are available.