THE SUMMER TREE
Guy Gavriel Kay
[25 oct 01 - scanned for #bookz]
[14 nov 01 – proofed by nadie]
[15 nov 01 – released as v1]
OVERTURE
After
the war was over, they bound him under the Mountain. And so that there might be
warning if he moved to escape, they crafted then, with magic and with art, the
five wardstones, last creation and the finest of Ginserat. One went south
across Saeren to Cathal, one over the mountains to Eridu, another remained with
Revor and the Dalrei on the Plain. The fourth wardstone Colan carried home,
Conary’s son, now High King in Paras Derval.
The
last stone was accepted, though in bitterness of heart, by the broken remnant
of the lios alfar. Scarcely a quarter of those who had come to war with
Ra-Termaine went back to the Shadowland from the parley at the foot of the
Mountain. They carried the stone, and the body of their King—most hated by the
Dark, for their name was Light.
From
that day on, few men could ever claim to have seen the lios, except perhaps as
moving shadows at the edge of a wood, when twilight found a farmer or a carter
walking home. For a time it was rumoured among the common folk that every
sevenyear a messenger would come by unseen ways to hold converse with the High
King in Paras Derval, but as the years swept past, such tales dwindled, as they
tend to, into the mist of half-remembered history.
Ages
went by in a storm of years. Except in houses of learning, even Conary was just
a name, and Ra-Termaine, and forgotten, too, was Revor’s Ride through Daniloth
on the night of the red sunset. It had become a song for drunken tavern nights,
no more true or less than any other such songs, no more bright.
For
there were newer deeds to extol, younger heroes to parade through city streets
and palace corridors, to be toasted in their turn by village tavern fires.
Alliances shifted, fresh wars were fought to salve old wounds, glittering
triumphs assuaged past defeats, High King succeeded High King, some by descent
and others by brandished sword. And through it all, through the petty wars and
the great ones, the strong leaders and weak, the long green years of peace when
the roads were safe and the harvest rich, through it all the Mountain
slumbered—for the rituals of the wardstones, though all else changed, were
preserved. The stones were watched, the naal fires tended, and there never came
the terrible warning of Ginserat’s stones turning from blue to red.
And
under the great mountain, Rangat Cloud-Shouldered, in the wind-blasted north, a
figure writhed in chains, eaten by hate to the edge of madness, but knowing
full well that the wardstones would give warning if he stretched his powers to
break free.
Still,
he could wait, being outside of time, outside of death. He could brood on his
revenge and his memories—for he remembered everything. He could turn the names
of his enemies over and over in his mind, as once he had played with the
blood-clotted necklace of Ra-Termaine in a taloned hand. But above all he could
wait: wait as the cycles of men turned like the wheel of stars, as the very
stars shifted pattern under the press of years. There would come a time when
the watch slackened, when one of the five guardians would falter. Then could
he, in darkest secrecy, exert his strength to summon aid, and there would come
a day when Rakoth Maugrim would be free in Fionavar.
And
a thousand years passed under the sun and stars of the first of all the worlds.
. . .
PART I—Silvercloak
Chapter
1
In
the spaces of calm almost lost in what followed, the question of why tended
to surface. Why them? There was an easy answer that had to do with Ysanne
beside her lake, but that didn’t really address the deepest question. Kimberly,
white-haired, would say when asked that she could sense a glimmered pattern
when she looked back, but one need not be a Seer to use hindsight on the warp
and weft of the Tapestry, and Kim, in any event, was a special case.
With
only the professional faculties still in session, the quadrangles and shaded
paths of the University of Toronto campus would normally have been deserted by
the beginning of May, particularly on a Friday evening. That the largest of the
open spaces was not, served to vindicate the judgement of the organizers of the
Second International Celtic Conference. In adapting their timing to suit
certain prominent speakers, the conference administrators had run the risk that
a good portion of their potential audience would have left for the summer by
the time they got under way.
At
the brightly lit entrance to Convocation Hall, the besieged security guards
might have wished this to be the case. An astonishing crowd of students and
academics, bustling like a rock audience with pre-concert excitement, had
gathered to hear the man for whom, principally, the late starting date had been
arranged. Lorenzo Marcus was speaking and chairing a panel that night in the
first public appearance ever for the reclusive genius, and it was going to be
standing room only in the august precincts of the domed auditorium.
The
guards searched out forbidden tape recorders and waved ticket-holders through
with expressions benevolent or inimical, as their natures dictated. Bathed in
the bright spill of light and pressed by the milling crowd, they did not see
the dark figure that crouched in the shadows of the porch, just beyond the
farthest circle of the lights.
For
a moment the hidden creature observed the crowd, then it turned, swiftly and
quite silently, and slipped around the side of the building. There, where the
darkness was almost complete, it looked once over its shoulder and then, with
unnatural agility, began to climb hand over hand up the outer wall of
Convocation Hall. In a very little while the creature, which had neither ticket
nor tape recorder, had come to rest beside a window set high in the dome above
the hall. Looking down past the glittering chandeliers, it could see the
audience and the stage, brightly lit and far below. Even at this height, and
through the heavy glass, the electric murmur of sound in the hall could be
heard. The creature, clinging to the arched window, allowed a smile of lean
pleasure to flit across its features. Had any of the people in the highest gallery
turned just then to admire the windows of the dome, they might have seen it, a
dark shape against the night. But no one had any reason to look up, and no one
did. On the outside of the dome the creature moved closer against the window
pane and composed itself to wait. There was a good chance it would kill later
that night. The prospect greatly facilitated patience and brought a certain
anticipatory satisfaction, for it had been bred for such a purpose, and most
creatures are pleased to do what their nature dictates.
Dave
Martyniuk stood like a tall tree in the midst of the crowd that was swirling
like leaves through the lobby. He was looking for his brother, and he was
increasingly uncomfortable. It didn’t make him feel any better when he saw the
stylish figure of Kevin Laine coming through the door with Paul Schafer and two
women. Dave was in the process of turning away— he didn’t feel like being
patronized just then—when he realized that Laine had seen him.
“Martyniuk! What are you doing here?”
“Hello, Laine. My brother’s on the panel.”
“Vince Martyniuk. Of course,” Kevin said. “He’s a
bright man.”
“One in every family,” Dave cracked, somewhat
sourly. He saw Paul Schafer give a crooked grin.
Kevin
Laine laughed. “At least. But I’m being rude. You know Paul. This is Jennifer
Lowell, and Kim Ford, my favorite doctor.”
“Hi,”
Dave said, forced to shift his program to shake hands.
“This
is Dave Martyniuk, people. He’s the center on our basketball team. Dave’s in
third-year law here.”
“In
that order?” Kim Ford teased, brushing a lock of brown hair back from her eyes.
Dave was trying to think of a response when there was a movement in the crowd
around them.
“Dave!
Sorry I’m late.” It was, finally, Vincent. “I have to get backstage fast. I
may not be able to talk to you till tomorrow. Pleased to meet you”—to Kim,
though he hadn’t been introduced. Vince bustled off, briefcase high front of
him like the prow of a ship cleaving through the crowd.
“Your brother?” Kim Ford asked, somewhat unnecessarily.
“Yeah.” Dave was feeling sour again. Kevin Laine, he
saw, had been accosted by some other friends and was evidently being witty.
If he headed back to the law school, Dave thought,
he could still do a good three hours on Evidence before the library closed.
“Are you alone here?” Kim Ford asked.
“Yeah, but I—”
“Why don’t you sit with us, then?”
Dave, a little surprised at himself, followed Kim
into the hall.
“Her,”
the Dwarf said. And pointed directly across the auditorium to where Kimberly
Ford was entering with a tall, broad-shouldered man. “She’s the one.”
The
grey-bearded man beside him nodded slowly. They were standing, half hidden, in
the wings of the stage, watching the audience pour in. “I think so,” he said
worriedly. “I need five, though, Matt.”
“But
only one for the circle. She came with three, and there is a fourth with them
now. You have your five.”
“I
have five,” the other man said. “Mine, I don’t know. If this were just
for Metran’s jubilee stupidity it wouldn’t matter, but—”
“Loren,
I know.” The Dwarf’s voice was surprisingly gentle. “But she is the one we were
told of. My friend, if I could help you with your dreams. . .”
“You think me foolish?”
“I know better than that.”
The
tall man turned away. His sharp gaze went across the room to where the five
people his companion had indicated were sitting. One by one he focused on them,
then his eyes locked on Paul Schafer’s face.
Sitting
between Jennifer and Dave, Paul was glancing around the hall, only half
listening to the chairman’s fulsome introduction of the evening’s keynote
speaker, when he was hit by the probe.
The
light and sound in the room faded completely. He felt a great darkness. There
was a forest, a corridor of whispering trees, shrouded in mist. Starlight in
the space above the trees. Somehow he knew that the moon was about to rise, and
when it rose. . . .
He
was in it. The hall was gone. There was no wind in the darkness, but still the
trees were whispering, and it was more than just a sound. The immersion was
complete, and within some hidden recess Paul confronted the terrible, haunted
eyes of a dog or a wolf. Then the vision fragmented, images whipping past,
chaotic, myriad, too fast to hold, except for one: a tall man standing in
darkness, and upon his head the great, curved antlers of a stag.
Then
it broke: sharp, wildly disorienting. His eyes, scarcely able to focus, swept
across the room until they found a tall, grey-bearded man on the side of the
stage. A man who spoke briefly to someone next to him, and then walked smiling
to the lectern amid thunderous applause.
“Set
it up, Matt,” the grey-bearded man had said. “We will take them if we can.”
“He
was good, Kim. You were right,” Jennifer Lowell said. They were standing by
their seats, waiting for the exiting crowd to thin. Kim Ford was flushed with
excitement.
“Wasn’t
he?” she asked them all, rhetorically. “What a terrific speaker!”
“Your
brother was quite good, I thought,” Paul Schafer said to Dave quietly.
Surprised,
Dave grunted noncommittally, then remembered something. “You feeling okay?”
Paul
looked blank a moment, then grimaced. “You, too? I’m fine. I just needed a
day’s rest. I’m more or less over the mono.” Dave, looking at him, wasn’t so
sure. None of his business, though, if Schafer wanted to kill himself playing
basketball. He’d played a football game with broken ribs once. You survived.
Kim
was talking again. “I’d love to meet him, you know.” She looked wistfully at the
knot of autograph-seekers surrounding Marcus.
“So
would I, actually,” said Paul softly. Kevin shot him a questioning look.
“Dave,”
Kim went on, “your brother couldn’t get us into that reception, could he?”
Dave
was beginning the obvious reply when a deep voice rode in over him.
“Excuse
me, please, for intruding.” A figure little more than four feet tall, with a
patch over one eye, had come up beside them. “My name,” he said, in an accent
Dave couldn’t place, “is Matt Sören. I am Dr. Marcus’s secretary. I could not
help but overhear the young lady’s remark. May I tell you a secret?” He
paused. “Dr. Marcus has no desire at
all to attend the planned reception. With all respect,” he said, turning to
Dave, “to your very learned brother.”
Jennifer
saw Kevin Laine begin to turn himself on. Performance time, she thought, and
smiled to herself. Laughing, Kevin took charge. “You want us to spirit him
away?”
The
Dwarf blinked, then a basso chuckle reverberated in his chest. “You are quick,
my friend. Yes, indeed, I think he would enjoy that very much.” Kevin looked at
Paul Schafer. “A plot,” Jennifer whispered. “Hatch us a plot, gentlemen!”
“Easy
enough,” Kevin said, after some quick reflection. “As of this moment, Kim’s his
niece. He wants to see her. Family before functions.” He waited for Paul’s
approval.
“Good,”
Matt Sören said. “And very simple. Will you come with me then to fetch your . .
. ah . . . uncle?”
“Of
course I will!” Kim laughed. “Haven’t seen him in ages.” She
walked off with the Dwarf towards the tangle of people around Lorenzo Marcus at
the front of the hall.
“Well,”
Dave said, “I think I’ll be moving along.”
“Oh,
Martyniuk,” Kevin exploded, “don’t be such a legal drip! This guy’s
world-famous. He’s a legend. You can study for Evidence tomorrow. Look, come to
my office in the afternoon and I’ll dig up my old exam notes for you.”
Dave
froze. Kevin Laine, he knew all too well, had won the award in Evidence two
years before, along with an armful of other prizes.
Jennifer,
watching him hesitate, felt an impulse of sympathy. There was a lot eating this
guy, she thought, and Kevin’s manner didn’t help. It was so hard for some
people to get past the flashiness to see what was underneath. And against her
will, for Jennifer had her own defences, she found herself remembering what
love-making used to do to him.
“Hey,
people! I want you to meet someone.” Kim’s voice knifed into her thoughts. She
had her arm looped possessively through that of the tall lecturer, who beamed
benignly down upon her. “This is my Uncle Lorenzo. Uncle, my room-mate
Jennifer, Kevin and Paul, and this is Dave.”
Marcus’s
dark eyes flashed. “I am,” he said, “more pleased to meet you than you could
know. You have rescued me from an exceptionally dreary evening. Will you join
us for a drink at our hotel? We’re at the Park Plaza, Matt and I.”
“With
pleasure, sir,” Kevin said. He waited for a beat. “And we’ll try hard not to be
dreary.” Marcus lifted an eyebrow.
A
cluster of academics watched with intense frustration in their eyes as the
seven of them swept out of the hall together and into the cool, cloudless
night.
And
another pair of eyes watched as well, from the deep shadows under the porch
pillars of Convocation Hall. Eyes that reflected the light, and did not blink.
It
was a short walk, and a pleasant one. Across the wide central green of the
campus, then along the dark winding path known as Philosopher’s Walk that
twisted, with gentle slopes on either side, behind the law school, the Faculty
of Music, and the massive edifice of the Royal Ontario Museum, where the
dinosaur bones preserved their long silence. It was a route that Paul Schafer
had been carefully avoiding for the better part of the past year.
He slowed a little, to detach himself from the
others. Up ahead, in the shadows, Kevin, Kim, and Lorenzo Marcus were weaving a
baroque fantasy of improbable entanglements between the clans Ford and Marcus,
with a few of Kevin’s remoter Russian ancestors thrown into the mix by
marriage. Jennifer, on Marcus’s left arm, was urging them on with her laughter,
while Dave Martyniuk loped silently along on the grass beside the walkway,
looking a little out of place. Matt Sören, quietly companionable, had slowed
his pace to fall into stride with Paul. Schafer, however, withdrawing, could
feel the conversation and laughter sliding into background. The sensation was a
familiar one of late, and after a while it was as if he were walking alone.
Which
may have been why, partway along the path, he became aware of something to
which the others were oblivious. It pulled him sharply out of reverie, and he
walked a short distance in a different sort of silence before turning to the
Dwarf beside him.
“Is
there any reason,” he asked, very softly, “why the two of you would be
followed?”
Matt
Sören broke stride only momentarily. He took a deep breath. “Where?” he asked,
in a voice equally low.
“Behind
us, to the left. Slope of the hill. Is there a reason?”
“There
may be. Would you keep walking, please? And say nothing for now—it may be
nothing.” When Paul hesitated, the Dwarf gripped his arm. “Please?” he
repeated. Schafer, after a moment, nodded and quickened his pace to catch up to
the group now several yards ahead. The mood by then was hilarious and very
loud. Only Paul, listening for it, heard the sharp, abruptly truncated cry from
the darkness behind them. He blinked, but no expression crossed his face.
Matt
Sören rejoined them just as they reached the end of the shadowed walkway and
came out to the noise and bright lights of Bloor Street. Ahead lay the huge
stone pile of the old Park Plaza hotel. Before they crossed the road he placed
a hand again on Schafer’s arm. “Thank you,” said the Dwarf.
“Well,”
said Lorenzo Marcus, as they settled into chairs in his sixteenth-floor suite,
“why don’t you all tell me about yourselves? Yourselves,” he repeated, raising
an admonitory finger at grinning Kevin.
“Why
don’t you start?” Marcus went on, turning to Kim. “What are you studying?”
Kim
acquiesced with some grace. “Well, I’m just finishing my interning year at—”
“Hold
it, Kim.”
It
was Paul. Ignoring a fierce look from the Dwarf, he levelled his eyes on their
host. “Sorry, Dr. Marcus. I’ve got some questions of my own and I need answers
now, or we’re all going home.”
“No,
Kev. Listen a minute.” They were all staring at Schafer’s pale, intense
features. “Something very strange is happening here. I want to know,” he said
to Marcus, “why you were so anxious to cut us out of that crowd. Why you sent
your friend to set it up. I want to know what you did to me in the auditorium.
And I really want to know why we were followed on the way over here.”
“Followed?” The shock registering on Lorenzo
Marcus’s face was manifestly unfeigned.
“That’s right,” Paul said, “and I want to know what
it was, too.”
“Matt?” Marcus asked, in a whisper.
The Dwarf fixed Paul Schafer with a long stare.
Paul met the glance. “Our priorities,” he said,
“can’t be the same in this.” After a moment, Matt Sören nodded and turned to
Marcus.
“Friends
from home,” he said. “It seems there are those who want to know exactly what
you are doing when you . . . travel.”
“Friends?” Lorenzo Marcus asked.
“I speak loosely. Very loosely.”
There
was a silence. Marcus leaned back in his armchair, stroking the grey beard. He
closed his eyes.
“This
isn’t how I would have chosen to begin,” he said at length, “but it may be for
the best after all.” He turned to Paul. “I owe you an apology. Earlier this
evening I subjected you to something we call a searching. It doesn’t always
work. Some have defences against it and with others, such as yourself, it
seems, strange things can happen. What took place between us unsettled me as
well.”
Paul’s
eyes, more blue than grey in the lamplight, were astonishingly unsurprised.
“I’ll need to talk about what we saw,” he said to Lorenzo Marcus, “but the
thing is, why did you do it in the first place?”
And
so they were there. Kevin, leaning forward, every sense sharpened, saw Lorenzo
Marcus draw a deep breath, and he had a flash image in that instant of his own
life poised on the edge of an abyss.
“Because,”
Lorenzo Marcus said, “you were quite right, Paul Schafer—I didn’t just want to
escape a boring reception tonight. I need you. The five of you.”
“We’re
not five.” Dave’s heavy voice crashed in. “I’ve got nothing to do with these
people.”
“You
are too quick to renounce friendship, Dave Martyniuk,” Marcus snapped back.
“But,” he went on, more gently, after a frozen instant, “it doesn’t matter
here—and to make you see why, I must try to explain. Which is harder than it
would have been once.” He hesitated, hand at his beard again.
“You
aren’t Lorenzo Marcus, are you?” Paul said, very quietly.
In
the stillness, the tall man turned to him again. “Why do you say that?”
Paul
shrugged. “Am I right?”
“That searching truly was a mistake. Yes,” said
their host, “you are right.” Dave was looking from Paul to the speaker with
hostile incredulity. “Although I am Marcus, in a way—as much as anyone is.
There is no one else. But Marcus is not who I am.”
“And who are you?” It was Kim who asked. And was
answered in a voice suddenly deep as a spell.
“My
name is Loren. Men call me Silvercloak. I am a mage. My friend is Matt Sören,
who was once King of the Dwarves. We come from Paras Derval, where Ailell
reigns, in a world that is not your own.”
In
the stone silence that followed this, Kevin Laine, who had chased an elusive
image down all the nights of his life, felt an astonishing turbulence rising in
his heart. There was a power woven into the old man’s voice, and that, as much
as the words, reached through to him.
“Almighty
God,” he whispered. “Paul, how did you know?”
“Wait
a second! You believe this?” It was Dave Martyniuk, all bristling
belligerence. “I’ve never heard anything so crack-brained in my life!” He put
his drink down and was halfway to the door in two long strides.
“Dave,
please!”
It
stopped him. Dave turned slowly in the middle of the room to face Jennifer
Lowell. “Don’t go,” she pleaded. “He said he needed us.”
Her eyes, he noticed for the first time, were green.
He shook his head. “Why do you care?”
“Didn’t you hear it?” she replied. “Didn’t you feel
anything?”
He wasn’t about to tell these people what he had or
hadn’t heard in the old man’s voice, but before he could make that clear, Kevin
Laine spoke.
“Dave, we can afford to hear him out. If there’s
danger or it’s really wild, we can run away after.”
He
heard the goad in the words, and the implication. He didn’t rise to it, though.
Never turning from Jennifer, he walked over and sat beside her on the couch.
Didn’t even look at Kevin Laine.
There was a silence, and she was the one who broke
it. “Now, Dr. Marcus, or whatever you prefer to be called, we’ll listen. But
please explain. Because I’m frightened now.”
It
is not known whether Loren Silvercloak had a vision then of what the future
held for Jennifer, but he bestowed upon her a look as tender as he could give,
from a nature storm-tossed, but still more giving, perhaps, than anything else.
And then he began the tale.
“There
are many worlds,” he said, “caught in the loops and whorls of time. Seldom do
they intersect, and so for the most part they are unknown to each other. Only
in Fionavar, the prime creation, which all the others imperfectly reflect, is
the lore gathered and preserved that tells of how to bridge the worlds—and even
there the years have not dealt kindly with ancient wisdom. We have made the
crossing before, Matt and I, but always with difficulty, for much is lost, even
in Fionavar.”
“How?
Haw do you cross?” It was Kevin.
“It
is easiest to call it magic, though there is more involved than spells.”
“Your
magic?” Kevin continued.
“I
am a mage, yes,” Loren said. “The crossing was mine. And so, too, if you come,
will be the return.”
“This
is ridiculous!” Martyniuk exploded again. This time he would not look at
Jennifer. “Magic. Crossings. Show me something! Talk is cheap, and I don’t
believe a word of this.”
Loren
stared coldly at Dave. Kim, seeing it, caught her breath. But then the severe
face creased in a sudden smile. The eyes, improbably, danced. “You’re right,”
he said. “It is much the simplest way. Look, then.”
There
was silence in the room for almost ten seconds. Kevin saw, out of the corner of
his eye, that the Dwarf, too, had gone very still. What’ll it be, he thought.
They
saw a castle.
Where
Dave Martyniuk had stood moments before, there appeared battlements and towers,
a garden, a central courtyard, an open square before the walls, and on the very
highest rampart a banner somehow blowing in a non-existent breeze: and on the banner
Kevin saw a crescent moon above a spreading tree.
“Paras
Derval,” Loren said softly, gazing at his own artifice with an expression
almost wistful, “in Brennin, High Kingdom of Fionavar. Mark the flags in the
great square before the palace. They are there for the coming celebration,
because the eighth day past the full of the moon this month will end the fifth
decade of Ailell’s reign.”
“And
us?” Kimberly’s voice was parchment-thin. “Where do we fit in?”
A
wry smile softened the lines of Loren’s face. “Not heroically, I’m afraid,
though there is pleasure in this for you, I hope. A great deal is being done to
celebrate the anniversary. There has been a long spring drought in Brennin, and
it has been deemed politic to give the people something to cheer about. And I
daresay there is reason for it. At any rate, Metran, First Mage to Ailell, has
decided that the gift to him and to the people from the Council of the Mages
will be to bring five people from another world—one for each decade of the reign—to
join us for the festival fortnight.”
Kevin
Laine laughed aloud. “Red Indians to the Court of King James?”
With
a gesture almost casual, Loren dissolved the apparition in the middle of the
room. “I’m afraid there’s some truth to that. Metran’s ideas . . . he is First
of my Council, but I daresay I need not always agree with him.”
“You’re
here,” Paul said.
“I
wanted to try another crossing in any case,” Loren replied quickly. “It has
been a long time since last I was in your world as Lorenzo Marcus.”
“Have I got this straight?” Kim asked. “You want us
to cross with you somehow to your world, and then you’ll bring us back?”
“Basically,
yes. You will be with us for two weeks, perhaps, but when we return I will have
you back in this room within a few hours of when we departed.”
“Well,”
said Kevin, with a sly grin, “that should get you, Martyniuk, for sure. Just
think, Dave, two extra weeks to study for Evidence!”
Dave
flushed bright red, as the room broke up in a release of tension.
“I’m
in, Loren Silvercloak,” said Kevin Laine, as they quieted. And so became the
first. He managed a grin. “I’ve always wanted to wear war-paint to court.
When’s take-off?”
Loren
looked at him steadily. “Tomorrow. Early evening, if we are to time it
properly. I will not ask you to decide now. Think for the rest of tonight, and
tomorrow. If you will come with me, be here by late afternoon.”
“What
about you? What if we don’t come?” Kim’s forehead was creased with the vertical
line that always showed when she was under stress.
Loren
seemed disconcerted by the question. “If that happens, I fail. It has happened
before. Don’t worry about me . . . niece.” It was remarkable what a smile did
to his face. “Shall we leave it at that?” he went on, as Kim’s eyes still
registered an unresolved concern. “If you decide to come, be here tomorrow. I
will be waiting.”
“One
thing.” It was Paul again. “I’m sorry to keep asking the unpleasant questions,
but we still don’t know what that thing was on Philosophers’ Walk.”
Dave
had forgotten. Jennifer hadn’t. They both looked at Loren. At length he
answered, speaking directly to Paul. “There is magic in Fionavar. I have shown
you something of it, even here. There are also creatures, of good and evil, who
co-exist with humankind. Your own world, too, was once like this, though it has
been drifting from the pattern for a long time now. The legends of which I
spoke in the auditorium tonight are echoes, scarcely understood, of mornings
when man did not walk alone, and other beings, both friend and foe, moved in the
forests and the hills.” He paused. “What followed us was one of the svart
alfar, I think. Am I right, Matt?”
The
Dwarf nodded, without speaking.
“The
svarts,” Loren went on, “are a malicious race, and have done great evil in
their time. There are few of them left. This one, braver than most, it would
seem, somehow followed Matt and me through on our crossing. They are ugly
creatures, and sometimes dangerous, though usually only in numbers. This one, I
suspect, is dead.” He looked to Matt again.
Once more the Dwarf nodded from where he stood by
the door.
“I wish you hadn’t told me that,” Jennifer said.
The
mage’s eyes, deep-set, were again curiously tender as he looked at her. “I’m
sorry you have been frightened this evening. Will you accept my assurance that,
unsettling as they may sound, the svarts need not be of concern to you?” He
paused, his gaze holding hers. “I would not have you do anything that goes
against your nature. I have extended to you an invitation, no more. You may
find it easier to decide after leaving us.” He rose to his feet.
Another
kind of power. A man accustomed to command, Kevin thought a few moments later,
as the five of them found themselves outside the door of the room. They made
their way down the hall to the elevator.
Matt Sören closed the door behind them.
“How bad is it?” Loren asked sharply.
The Dwarf grimaced, “Not very. I was careless.”
“A knife?” The mage was quickly helping his friend
to remove the scaled-down jacket he wore.
“I wish. Teeth, actually.” Loren cursed in sudden
anger when the jacket finally slipped off to reveal the dark, heavily clotted
blood staining the shirt on the Dwarf’s left shoulder. He began gently tearing
the cloth away from around the wound, swearing under his breath the whole time.
“It
isn’t so bad, Loren. Be easy. And you must admit I was clever to take the
jacket off before going after him.”
“Very
clever, yes. Which is just as well, because my own stupidity of late is
terrifying me! How in the name of Conall Cernach could I let a svart alfar come
through with us?” He left the room with swift strides and returned a moment
later with towels soaked in hot water.
The
Dwarf endured the cleansing of his wound in silence. When the dried blood was
washed away, the teeth marks could be seen, purple and very deep.
Loren
examined it closely. “This is bad, my friend. Are you strong enough to help me
heal it? We could have Metran or Teyrnon do it tomorrow, but I’d rather not
wait.”
“Go
ahead.” Matt closed his eyes.
The
mage paused a moment, then carefully placed a hand above the wound. He spoke a
word softly, then another. And beneath his long fingers the swelling on the
Dwarf’s shoulder began slowly to recede. When he finished, though, the face of
Matt Sören was bathed in a sheen of perspiration. With his good arm Matt
reached for a towel and wiped his forehead.
“All right?” Loren asked.
“Just fine.”
“Just
fine!” the mage mimicked angrily. “It would help, you know, if you didn’t
always play the silent hero! How am I supposed to know when you’re really
hurting if you always give me the same answer?”
The
Dwarf fixed Loren with his one dark eye, and there was a trace of amusement in
his face. “You aren’t,” he said. “You aren’t supposed to know.”
Loren
made a gesture of ultimate exasperation, and left the room again, returning
with a shirt of his own, which he began cutting into strips.
“Loren,
don’t blame yourself for letting the svart come through. You couldn’t have done
anything.”
“Don’t
be a fool! I should have been aware of its presence as soon as it tried to come
within the circle.”
“I’m
very seldom foolish, my friend.” The Dwarf’s tone was mild. “You couldn’t have
known, because it was wearing this when I killed it.” Sören reached into his
right trouser pocket and pulled out an object that he held up in his palm. It
was a bracelet, of delicate silver workmanship, and set within it was a gem,
green like an emerald.
“A
vellin stone!” Loren Silvercloak whispered in dismay. “So it would have been
shielded from me. Matt, someone gave a vellin to a svart alfar.”
“So
it would seem,” the Dwarf agreed.
The
mage was silent; he attended to the bandaging of Matt’s shoulder with quick,
skilled hands. When that was finished he walked, still wordless, to the window.
He opened it, and a late-night breeze fluttered the white curtains. Loren gazed
down at the few cars moving along the street far below.
“These
five people,” he said at last, still looking down. “What am I taking them back
to? Do I have any right?”
After a moment, Loren spoke again, almost to
himself. “I left so much out.”
“You did.”
“Did I do wrong?”
“Perhaps.
But you are seldom wrong in these things. Nor is Ysanne. If you feel they are
needed—”
“But
I don’t know what for! I don’t know how. It is only her dreams,
my premonitions. . . .”
“Then
trust yourself. Trust your premonitions. The girl is a hook, and the
other one, Paul—”
“He is another thing. I don’t know what.”
“But something. You’ve been troubled for a long
time, my friend. And I don’t think needlessly.”
The mage turned from the window to look at the other
man. “I’m afraid you may be right. Matt, who would have us followed here?”
“Someone
who wants you to fail in this. Which should tell us something.”
Loren
nodded abstractedly. “But who,” he went on, looking at the green-stoned
bracelet that the Dwarf still held, “who would ever give such a treasure into
the hands of a svart alfar?”
The Dwarf looked down at the stone for a very long
time as well before answering.
“Someone who wants you dead,” Matt Sören said.
Chapter
2
The
girls shared a silent taxi west to the duplex they rented beside High Park.
Jennifer, partly because she knew her roommate very well, decided that she
wouldn’t be the first to bring up what had happened that night, what they both
seemed to have heard under the surface of the old man’s words.
But
she was dealing with complex emotions of her own, as they turned down Parkside
Drive and she watched the dark shadows of the park slide past on their right.
When they got out of the cab the late-night breeze seemed unseasonably chill.
She looked across the road for a moment, at the softly rustling trees.
Inside
they had a conversation about choices, about doing or not doing things, that
either one of them could have predicted.
Dave
Martyniuk refused Kim’s offer to share a cab and walked the mile west to his
flat on Palmerston. He walked quickly, the athlete’s stride overlaid by anger
and tension. You are too quick to renounce friendship, the old
man had said. Dave scowled, moving faster. What did he know about it?
The telephone began ringing as he unlocked the door
of his basement apartment.
“Yeah?” He caught it on the sixth ring.
“You are pleased with yourself, I am sure?”
“Jesus, Dad. What is it this time?”
“Don’t swear at me. It would kill you,
wouldn’t it, to do something that would bring us pleasure.”
“I don’t know what the hell you’re talking
about.” “Such language. Such respect.” “Dad, I don’t have time for this any
more.” “Yes, hide from me. You went tonight as Vincent’s guest to this lecture.
And then you went off after with the man he most wanted to speak with.
And you couldn’t even think of asking your brother?”
Dave
took a careful breath. His reflexive anger giving way to the old sorrow. “Dad,
please believe me—it didn’t happen that way. Marcus went with these people I
know because he didn’t feel like talking to the academics like Vince. I just
tagged along.”
“You
just tagged along,” his father mimicked in his heavy Ukrainian accent. “You are
a liar. Your jealousy is so much that you—”
Dave
hung up. And unplugged the telephone. With a fierce and bitter pain he stared
at it, watching how, over and over again, it didn’t ring.
They
said good-night to the girls and watched Martyniuk stalk off into the darkness.
“Coffee
time, amigo,” Kevin Laine said brightly. “Much to talk about we have, yes?”
Paul
hesitated, and in the moment of that hesitation Kevin’s mood shattered like
glass.
“Not
tonight, I think. I’ve got some things to do, Kev.”
The
hurt in Kevin Laine moved to the surface, threatened to break through. “Okay,”
was all he said, though. “Good night. Maybe I’ll see you tomorrow.” And he
turned abruptly and jogged across Bloor against the light to where he’d parked
his car. He drove home, a little too fast, through the quiet streets.
It
was after one o’clock when he pulled into the driveway, so he entered the house
as silently as he could, sliding the bolt gently home.
“I
am awake, Kevin. It is all right.”
“What
are you doing up? It’s very late, Abba.” He used the Hebrew word for father, as
he always did.
Sol
Laine, in pajamas and robe at the kitchen table, raised a quizzical eyebrow as
Kevin walked in. “I need permission from my son to stay up late?”
“Who
else’s?” Kevin dropped into one of the other chairs.
“A
good answer,” his father approved. “Would you like some tea?”
“Sounds
good.”
“How
was this talk?” Sol asked as he attended to the boiling kettle.
“Fine.
Very good, actually. We had a drink with the speaker afterwards.” Kevin briefly
considered telling his father about what had happened, but only briefly. Father
and son had a long habit of protecting each other, and Kevin knew that this was
something Sol would be unable to handle. He wished it were otherwise; it would
have been good, he thought, a little bitterly, to have someone to talk
to.
“Jennifer
is well? And her friend?”
Kevin’s
bitterness broke in a wave of love for the old man who’d raised him alone. Sol
had never been able to reconcile his orthodoxy with his son’s relationship with
Catholic Jennifer—and had resented himself for not being able to. So through
their short time together, and after, Kevin’s father had treated Jen like a
jewel of great worth.
“She’s fine. Says hello. Kim’s fine, too.”
“But Paul isn’t?”
Kevin blinked. “Oh, Abba, you’re too sharp for me. Why
do you say that?”
“Because
if he was, you would have gone out with him afterwards. The way you always used
to. You would still be out. I would be drinking my tea alone, all alone.” The
twinkle in his eyes belied the lugubrious sentiments.
Kevin laughed aloud, then stopped when he heard the
bitter note creeping in.
“No, he’s not all right. But I seem to be the only
one who questions it. I think I’m becoming a pain in the ass to him. I hate
it.”
“Sometimes,”
his father said, filling the glass cups in their Russian-style metal holders,
“a friend has to be that.”
“No
one else seems to think there’s anything wrong, though. They just talk about
how it takes time.” “It does take time, Kevin.” Kevin made an impatient
gesture. “I know it does. I’m not that stupid. But I know him, too, I
know him very well, and he’s. . . . There’s something else here, and I don’t
know what it is.”
His father didn’t speak for a moment. “How long is
it now?” he asked, finally.
“Ten months,” Kevin replied flatly. “Last summer.”
“Ach!” Sol shook his heavy, still-handsome head.
“Such a terrible thing.”
Kevin
leaned forward. “Abba, he’s been closing himself off. To everyone. I don’t . .
. I’m afraid for what might happen. And I can’t seem to get through.”
“Are you trying too hard?” Sol Laine asked gently.
His
son slumped back in his chair. “Maybe,” he said, and the old man could see the
effort the answer took. “But it hurts, Abba, he’s all twisted up.”
Sol
Laine, who had married late, had lost his wife to cancer when Kevin, their only
child, was five years old. He looked now at his handsome, fair son with a
twisting in his own heart. “Kevin,” he said, “you will have to learn—and for
you it will be hard—that sometimes you can’t do anything. Sometimes you simply
can’t.”
Kevin
finished his tea. He kissed his father on the forehead and went up to bed in
the grip of a sadness that was new to him, and a sense of yearning that was
not.
He
woke once in the night, a few hours before Kimberly would. Reaching for a note
pad he kept by the bed, he scribbled a line and fell back into sleep. We are
the total of our longings, he had written. But Kevin was a
song-writer, not a poet, and he never did use it.
Paul
Schafer walked home as well that night, north up Avenue Road and two blocks
over at Bernard. His pace was slower than Dave’s, though, and you could not
have told his thoughts or mood from his movements. His hands were in his
pockets, and two or three times, where the streetlights thinned, he looked up
at the ragged pattern of cloud that now hid and now revealed the moon.
Only
at his doorway did his face show an expression—and this was only a transitory
irresolution, as of someone weighing sleep against a walk around the block,
perhaps.
Schafer
went in, though, and unlocked his ground-floor apartment. Turning on a lamp in
the living room, he poured himself a drink and carried the glass to a deep
armchair. Again the pale face under the dark shock of hair was expressionless.
And again, when his mouth and eyes did move, a long time later, it was to register
only a kind of indecision, wiped away quickly this tune by the tightening jaw.
He
leaned sideways then to the stereo and tape deck, turned them on, and inserted
a cassette. In part because it was very late, but only in part, he adjusted the
machine and put on the headphones. Then he turned out the only light in the
room.
It
was a private tape, one he had made himself a year ago. On it, as he sat there
motionless in the dark, sounds from the summer before took shape: a graduation
recital in the Faculty of Music’s Edward Johnson Building, by a girl named
Rachel Kincaid. A girl with dark hair like his own and dark eyes like no one
else in this world.
And Paul Schafer, who believed one should be able to
endure anything, and who believed this of himself most of all, listened as long
as he could, and failed again. When the second movement began, he shuddered
through an indrawn breath and stabbed the machine to silence.
It
seemed that there were still things one could not do. So one did everything
else as well as the one possibly could and found new things to try, to will
oneself to master, and always one realized, at the kernel and heart of things,
that the ends of the earth would not be far enough away.
Which
was why, despite knowing very well that there were things they had not been
told, Paul Schafer was glad, bleakly glad, to be going farther than the ends of
the earth on the morrow. And the moon, moving then to shine unobstructed
through the window, lit the room enough to reveal the serenity of his face.
And
in the place beyond the ends of earth, in Fionavar, which lay waiting for them
like a lover, like a dream, another moon, larger than our own, rose to light
the changing of the wardstone guard in the palace of Paras Derval.
The
priestess appointed came with the new guards, tended and banked the naal flame
set before the stone, and withdrew, yawning, to her narrow bed.
And
the stone, Ginserat’s stone, set in its high obsidian pillar carved with a
relief of Conary before the Mountain, shone still, as it had a thousand years,
radiantly blue.
Chapter
3
Towards
dawn a bank of clouds settled low over the city. Kimberly Ford stirred,
surfaced almost to wakefulness, then slipped back down into a light sleep, and
a dream unlike any she’d known before.
There
was a place of massive jumbled stones. A wind was blowing over wide grasslands.
It was dusk. She almost knew the place, was so close to naming it that her
inability tasted bitter in her mouth. The wind made a chill, keening sound as
it blew between the stones. She had come to find one who was needed, but she
knew he was not there. A ring was on her finger, with a stone that gleamed a
dull red in the twilight, and this was her power and her burden both. The
gathered stones demanded an invocation from her; the wind threatened to tear it
from her mouth. She knew what she was there to say, and was brokenhearted,
beyond all grief she’d ever known, at the price her speaking would exact from
the man she’d come to summon. In the dream, she opened her mouth to say the
words.
She
woke then, and was very still a long time. When she rose, it was to move to the
window, where she drew the curtain back.
The clouds were breaking up. Venus, rising in the
east before the sun, shone silver-white and dazzling, like hope. The ring on
her finger in the dream had shone as well: deep red and masterful, like Mars.
The
Dwarf dropped into a crouch, hands loosely clasped in front of him. They were
all there; Kevin with his guitar, Dave Martyniuk defiantly clutching the
promised Evidence notes. Loren remained out of sight in the bedroom.
“Preparing,” the Dwarf had said. And now, without preamble, Matt Sören said
more.
“Ailell
reins in Brennin, the High Kingdom. Fifty years now, as you have heard. He is
very old, much reduced. Metran heads the Council of the Mages, and Gorlaes, the
Chancellor, is first of all advisers. You will meet them both. Ailell had two
sons only, very late in life. The name of the elder—,” Matt hesitated, “—is not
to be spoken. The younger is Diarmuid, now heir to the throne.”
Too
many mysteries, Kevin Laine thought. He was nervous, and angry with himself for
that. Beside him, Kim was concentrating fiercely, a single vertical line
furrowing her forehead.
“South
of us,” the Dwarf continued, “the Saeren flows through its ravine, and beyond
the river is Cathal, the Garden Country. There has been war with Shal-hassan’s
people in my lifetime. The river is patrolled on both sides. North of Brennin
is the Plain where the Dalrei dwell, the Riders. The tribes follow the eltor
herds as the seasons change. You are unlikely to see any of the Dalrei. They dislike
walls and cities.” Kim’s frown, Kevin saw, had deepened. “Over the mountains,
eastward, the land grows wilder and very beautiful. That country is called
Eridu now, though it had another name long ago. It breeds a people once brutal,
though quiet of late. Little is known of doings in Eridu, for the mountains are
a stern barrier.” Matt Sören’s voice roughened. “Among the Eriduns dwell the
Dwarves, unseen for the most part, in their chambers and halls under the
mountains of Banir Lok and Banir Tal, beside Calor Diman, the Crystal Lake. A
place more fair than any in all the worlds.”
Kevin
had questions again, but withheld them. He could see there was an old pain at
work here.
“North
and west of Brennin is Pendaran Wood. It runs for miles to the north, between
the Plain and the Sea. Beyond the forest is Daniloth, the Shadowland.” The
Dwarf stopped, as abruptly as he’d begun, and turned to adjust his pack and
gear. There was a silence.
“Matt?”
It was Kimberly. The Dwarf turned. “What about the mountain north of the
Plain?”
Matt
made a swift, convulsive gesture with one hand, and stared at the slight,
brown-haired girl.
“So
you were right, my friend, from the very first.”
Kevin
wheeled. In the doorway leading from the bedroom stood the tall figure of
Loren, in a long robe of shifting silver hues.
“What
have you seen?” the mage asked Kim, very gently.
She,
too, had twisted to face him. The grey eyes were strange—inward and troubled.
She shook her head, as if to clear it. “Nothing, really. Just . . . that I do
see a mountain.”
“And?”
Loren pressed.
“And
. . .” she closed her eyes. “A hunger. Inside, somehow. . . . I
can’t explain it.”
“It
is written,” said Loren after a moment, “in our books of wisdom, that in each
of the worlds there are those who have dreams or visions—one sage called them
memories—of Fionavar, which is the First. Matt, who has gifts of his own, named
you as one such yesterday.” He paused; Kim didn’t move. “It is known,” Loren
went on, “that to bring people back in a crossing, such a person must be found
to stand at the heart of the circle.”
“So
that’s why you wanted us? Because of Kim?” It was Paul Schafer; the first words
he’d spoken since arriving.
“Yes,” said the mage, simply.
“Damn!” tried Kevin softly. “And I thought it was my
charm.”
No one laughed. Kim stared at Loren, as if seeking
answers in the lines of his face, or the shifting patterns of his robe.
Finally she asked, “And the mountain?”
Loren’s
voice was almost matter-of-fact. “One thousand years ago someone was imprisoned
there. At the deepest root of Rangat, which is the mountain you have seen.”
Kim nodded, hesitated. “Someone . . . evil?” The
word came awkwardly to her tongue.
They might have been alone in the room. “Yes,” said
the mage.
“One thousand years ago?”
He
nodded again.. In this moment of misdirection, of deceit, when everything stood
in danger of falling apart, his eyes were more calm and compassionate than they
had ever been.
With
one hand Kim tugged at a strand of brown hair. She drew a breath. “All right,”
she said. “All right, then. How do I help you cross?”
Dave
was struggling to absorb all this when things began to move too quickly. He
found himself part of a circle around Kim and the mage. He linked hands with
Jennifer and Matt on either side. The Dwarf seemed to be concentrating very
hard; his legs were wide apart, braced. Then Loren began to speak words in a
tongue Dave didn’t know, his voice growing in power and resonance.
And
was interrupted by Paul Schafer.
“Loren—is
the person under that mountain dead?”
The
mage gazed at the slim figure who’d asked the question he feared. “You, too?”
he whispered. Then, “No,” he answered, telling the truth. “No, he isn’t.”
And
resumed speaking in his strange language.
Dave
wrestled with the refusal to seem afraid that had, in large part, brought him
here, and with the genuine panic that was building within him. Paul had nodded
once at Loren’s answer, but that was all. The mage’s words had become a complex
rising chant. The aura of power began to shimmer visibly in the room. A
low-pitched humming sound began.
“Hey!”
Dave burst out. “I need a promise I’ll be back!” There was no reply. Matt
Sören’s eyes were closed now. His grip on Dave’s wrist was firm.
The
shimmer in the air increased, and then the humming began to rise in volume.
“No!”
Dave shouted again. “No! I need a promise!” And on the words he violently
pulled his hands free from those of Jennifer and the Dwarf.
Kimberly
Ford screamed.
And
in mat moment the room began to dissolve on them. Kevin, frozen, disbelieving,
saw Kim reach out then, wildly, to clutch Dave’s arm and take Jen’s free hand
even as he heard the cry torn from her throat.
Then
the cold of the crossing and the darkness of the space between worlds came down
and Kevin saw nothing more. In his mind, though, whether for an instant or an
age, he thought he heard the sound of mocking laughter. There was a taste in
his mouth, like ashes of grief. Dave, he thought, oh, Martyniuk, what
have you done?
PART II—Rachel’s Song
Chapter
4
It
was night when they came through, in a small, dimly lit room somewhere high
up. There were two chairs, benches and an unlit fire. An intricately patterned
carpet on the stone floor. Along one wall stretched a tapestry, but the room
was too darkly shadowed, despite flickering wall torches, for them to make it
out. The windows were open.
“So,
Silvercloak, you’ve come back,” a reedy voice from the doorway said, without
warmth. Kevin looked over quickly to see a bearded man leaning casually on a
spear.
Loren
ignored him. “Matt?” he said sharply. “Are you all right?” The Dwarf, visibly
shaken by the crossing, managed a terse nod. He had slumped into one of the heavy
chairs and there were beads of perspiration on his forehead. Kevin turned to
check the others. All seemed to be fine, a little dazed, but fine, except—
Except that Dave Martyniuk wasn ‘t there.
“Oh, God!” he began, “Loren—”
And
was stopped in mid-sentence by a beseeching look from the mage. Paul Schafer,
standing beside Kevin, caught it as well, and Kevin saw him walk quietly over
to the two women. Schafer spoke softly to them, and then nodded once, to Loren.
At
which point the mage finally turned to the guard, who was still leaning
indolently on his weapon. “Is it the evening before?” Loren asked.
“Why,
yes,” the man replied. “But shouldn’t a great mage know that without the
asking?”
Kevin
saw Loren’s eyes flicker in the torchlight. “Go,” he said. “Go tell the King I
have returned.” “It’s late. He’ll be sleeping.” “He will want to know this. Go
now.” The guard moved with deliberate, insolent slowness. As he turned, though,
there was a sudden thunk, and a thrown knife quivered in the panelling
of the doorway, inches from his head.
“I
know you, Vart,” a deep voice said, as the man whipped around, pale even by
torchlight. “I have marked you. You will do what you have been told, and
quickly, and you will speak to rank with deference—or my next dagger will not
rest in wood.” Matt Sören was on his feet again, and danger bristled through
him like a presence.
There
was a tense silence. Then: “I am sorry, my lord mage. The lateness of the hour
. . . my fatigue. Welcome home, my lord, I go to do your will.” The guard
raised his spear in a formal salute, then spun again, sharply this time, and
left the room. Matt walked forward to retrieve his dagger. He remained in the
doorway, watching. “Now,” said Kevin Laine. “Where is he?” Loren had dropped
into the chair the Dwarf had vacated. “I am not sure,” he said. “Forgive me,
but I truly don’t know.”
“But
you have to know!” Jennifer exclaimed. “He pulled away just as I was closing
the circle. I was too far under the power—I couldn’t come out to see his path.
I do not even know if he came with us.”
“I
do,” said Kim Ford simply. “He came. I had him all the way. I was holding him.”
Loren
rose abruptly. “You did? Brightly woven! This means he has crossed—he is in
Fionavar, somewhere. And if that is so, he will be found. Our friends will
begin to search immediately.”
“Your
friends?” Kevin asked. “Not that creep in the doorway, I hope?”
Loren
shook his head. “Not him, no. He is Gorlaes’s tool—and here I must ask of you
another thing.” He hesitated. “There are factions in this court, and a struggle
taking place, for Ailell is old now. Gorlaes would like me gone, for many
reasons, and failing that, would take joy in discrediting me before the King.”
“So
if Dave is missing . . . ?” Kevin murmured.
“Exactly.
I think only Metran knows I went for five—and I never promised him so many, in
any case. Dave will be found, I promise you that. Can I ask you to keep his
presence a secret for this time?”
Jennifer
Lowell had moved to the open window while the others talked. A hot night, and
very dry. Below and to her left, she could make out the lights of a town, lying
almost directly adjacent to the walled enclosure of what she assumed to be
Paras Derval. There were fields in front of her, and beyond them rose the
thick, close trees of a forest. There was no breeze. She looked upward,
apprehensive, and was desperately relieved to find she knew the stars. For
though the slender hand on the window ledge was steady, and the cool green eyes
gave little away, she had been badly thrown by Dave’s disappearance and the
sudden dagger.
In
a life shaped of careful decisions, the only impulsive act of significance had
been the beginning of her relationship with Kevin Laine one night two years
ago. Now, improbably, she found herself in a place where only the fact that she
could see the Summer Triangle overhead gave her any kind of security. She shook
her head and, not lacking in a sense of irony, smiled very slightly to herself.
Paul Schafer was speaking, answering the mage. “It
seems,” he said softly—they were all speaking quietly—“that if you brought us
here, then we’re already a part of your group, or we’ll be seen that way
anyhow. I’ll keep my mouth shut.”
Kevin
was nodding, and then Kim. Jennifer turned from the window. “I won’t say
anything,” she said. “But please find Dave soon, because I really am going to
be very frightened if you don’t.”
“Company!” Matt growled from the doorway.
“Ailell? Already? It can’t be,” said Loren.
Matt
listened for a moment longer. “No . . . not the King. I think . . .” and his
dark, bearded face twisted into its version of a smile. “Listen for yourself,”
the Dwarf said.
A
second later Kevin heard it, too: the unsteady caroling of someone coming down
the hallway towards them, someone far gone in drink:
Those
who rode that night with Revor
Did
a deed to last forever . . .
The
Weaver cut from brighter cloth
Those
who rode through Daniloth!
“You
fat buffoon!” another voice snarled, rather more controlled. “Shut up or you’ll
have him disinherited for bringing you in here.” The sardonic laughter of a
third person could be heard, as the footsteps made their tenuous way up the
corridor.
“Song,”
the aggrieved troubadour said, “is a gift to men from the immortal gods.”
“Not
the way you sing, Tegid,” his critic snapped. Loren was suppressing a smile,
Kim saw. Kevin snorted with laughter.
“Shipyard
lout,” the one called Tegid retorted, not quietly. “You betray your ignorance.
Those who were there will never forget my singing that night in the Great Hall
at Seresh. I had them weeping, I had—”
“I
was there, you clown! I was sitting beside you. And I’ve still got
stains on my green doublet from when they started throwing fruit at you.”
“Poltroons!
What can you expect in Seresh? But the battle after, the brave fight in that
same hall! Even though wounded, I rallied our—”
“Wounded?”
Hilarity and exasperation vied for mastery in the other speaker’s voice. “A
tomato in the eye is hardly—”
“Hold
it, Coll.” The third man spoke for the first tune. And in the room Loren and
Matt exchanged a glance. “There’s a guard just ahead,” the light, controlling
voice went on. “I’ll deal with him. Wait for a minute after I go in, then take
Tegid to the last room on the left. And keep him quiet, or by the river blood
of Lisen, I will be disinherited.”
Matt
stepped quickly into the hallway. “Good even, Prince.” He raised his dagger in
salute. A vein of blue glittered in the light. “There is no guard here now. He
has gone to bring your father—Silvercloak has just returned with four people
who have crossed. You had best move Tegid to a safe place very fast.”
“Sören?
Welcome home,” said the Prince, walking forward. “Coll, take him quickly.”
“Quickly?”
Tegid expostulated. “Great Tegid moves at his own pace. He deigns not to hide
from minions and vassals. He confronts them with naked steel of Rhoden and the
prodigious armor of his wrath. He—”
“Tegid,”
the Prince said with extreme softness, “move now, and sharply, or I will have
you stuffed through a window and dropped to the courtyard. Prodigiously.”
There
was a silence. “Yes, my lord,” the reply came, surprisingly meek. As they moved
past the doorway Kim caught a glimpse of an enormously fat man, and another,
muscled but seeming small beside him, before a third figure appeared in the
entranceway, haloed by the wall torch in the corridor. Diarmuid, she had
time to remember. They call him Diarmuid. The younger son.
And then she found herself staring.
All his life Diarmuid dan Ailell had been doing that
to people. Supporting himself with a beringed hand upon the wall, he leaned
lazily in the doorway and accepted Loren’s bow, surveying them all. Kim, after
a moment, was able to isolate some of the qualities: the lean, graceful build,
high cheekbones in an over-refined face, a wide, expressive mouth, registering
languid amusement just then, the jewelled hands, and the eyes . . . the
cynical, mocking expression in the very blue eyes of the King’s Heir in the
High Kingdom. It was hard to judge his age; close to her own, she guessed.
“Thank
you, Silvercloak,” he said. “A timely return and a timely warning.”
“It
is folly to defy your father for Tegid,” Loren began. “It is a matter far too
trivial—”
Diarmuid
laughed. “Advising me again? Already? A crossing hasn’t changed you, Loren.
There are reasons, there are reasons . . .”he murmured vaguely.
“I
doubt it,” the mage replied. “Other than perversity and South Keep wine.”
“Good
reasons, both,” Diarmuid agreed, flashing a smile. “Who,” he said, in a very
different tone, “have you brought for Metran to parade tomorrow?” Loren,
seemingly used to this, made the introductions gravely. Kevin, named first,
bowed formally. Paul followed suit, keeping his eyes on those of the Prince.
Kim merely nodded. And Jennifer—
“A
peach!” exclaimed Diarmuid dan Ailell. “Silvercloak, you have brought me a
peach to nibble.” He moved forward then, the jewellery at wrist and throat
catching the torchlight, and, taking Jennifer’s hand, bowed very low and kissed
it.
Jennifer
Lowell, not predisposed by character or environment to suffer this sort of
thing gladly, let him have it as he straightened.
“Are
you always this rude?” she asked. And there was no warmth in the voice at all,
or in the green eyes. It stopped him for an instant only. “Almost always,” he
answered affably. “I do have some redeeming qualities, though I can never
remember what they’re supposed to be. I’ll wager,” he went on, in a swift
change of mood, “that Loren is shaking his head behind my back right now in
tragic disapproval.” Which happened to be true. “Ah well, then,” he continued,
turning to look at the frowning mage, “I suppose I’m expected to apologize
now?”
He
grinned at Loren’s sober agreement, then turned once more to Jennifer. “I am
sorry, sweetling. Drink and a long ride this afternoon. You are quite
extravagantly beautiful, and have probably dealt with worse intrusions before.
Indulge me.” It was prettily done. Jennifer, somewhat bemused, found she could
only manage a nod. Which succeeded in provoking yet another sublimely mocking
smile. She flushed, angry again.
Loren
cut in sharply. “You are behaving badly, Diarmuid, and you know it.”
“Enough!”
the Prince snapped. “Don’t push me, Loren.” The two men exchanged a tense look.
When
Diarmuid spoke again, though, it was in a milder tone. “I did apologize, Loren,
do me some justice.” After a moment, the mage nodded.
“Fair
enough,” he said. “We don’t have time to quarrel, in any case. I need your
help. Two things. A svart attacked us in the world from which I brought these
people. It followed Matt and me, and it was wearing a vellin stone.”
“And
the other thing?” Diarmuid was instantly attentive, drunk as he was.
“There
was a fifth person who crossed with us. We lost him. He is in Fionavar—but I
don’t know where. I need him found, and I would much prefer that Gorlaes not
know of him.”
“Obviously. How do you know he is here?”
“Kimberly was our hook. She says she had him.”
Diarmuid turned to fix Kim with an appraising stare.
Tossing her hair back she met the look, and the expression in her own eyes was
more than a little hostile.
Turning
without reaction, the Prince walked to the window and looked out in silence.
The waning moon had risen—overly large, but Jennifer, also gazing out, did not
notice that.
“It
hasn’t rained while you were gone, by the way,” said Diarmuid. “We have other
things to talk about. Matt,” he continued crisply, “Coll is in the last room on
the left. Make sure Tegid is asleep, then brief him. A description of the fifth
person. Tell Coll I’ll speak with him later.” Wordlessly, Matt slipped from the
room.
“No rain at all?” Loren asked softly. “None.” “And
the crops?”
Diarmuid raised an eyebrow without bothering to
answer. Loren’s face seemed molded of fatigue and concern. “And the King?” he
asked, almost reluctantly.
Diarmuid
paused this time before answering. “Not well. He wanders sometimes. He was
apparently talking to my mother last night during dinner in the Great Hall.
Impressive, wouldn’t you say, five years past her death?”
Loren
shook his head. “He has been doing that for some time, though not in public
before. Is there . . . is there word of your brother?”
“None.”
The answer this tune was very swift. A strained silence followed. His name
is not to be spoken, Kevin remembered and, looking at the Prince,
wondered.
“There
was a Gathering,” Diarmuid said. “Seven nights past at the full of the moon. A
secret one. They invoked the Goddess as Dana, and there was blood.”
“No!”
The mage made a violent gesture. “That is going too far. Who summoned it?”
Diarmuid’s
wide mouth crooked slightly. “Herself, of course,” he said.
“Jaelle?”
“Jaelle.”
Loren
began pacing the room. “She will cause trouble, I know it!”
“Of
course she will. She means to. And my father is too old to deal with it. Can
you see Ailell on the Summer Tree now?” And there was a new thing in the light
voice—a deep, coruscating bitterness.
“I
never could, Diarmuid.” The mage’s tone had suddenly gone soft. He stopped his
pacing beside the Prince. “Whatever power lies in the Tree is outside my
province. And Jaelle’s, too, though she would deny it. You have heard my views
on this. Blood magic, I fear, takes more than it gives back.”
“So
we sit,” Diarmuid snarled, stiff anger cracking through, “we sit while the
wheat burns up in fields all over Brennin! Fine doings for a would-be royal
house!”
“My
lord Prince”—the use of the title was careful, admonitory—“this is no ordinary
season, and you do not need me to tell you that. Something unknown is at work,
and not even Jaelle’s midnight invocations will redress the balance, until we
touch what lies beneath.”
Diarmuid
sank into one of the chairs, gazing blankly at the dim tapestry opposite the
window. The wall torches had almost burnt out, leaving the room webbed with
lighter and darker shadows. Leaning against the window ledge, Jennifer thought
that she could almost see the threads of tension snaking through the darkened
spaces. What am I doing here, she thought. Not for the last time.
A movement on the other side of the chamber caught her eye, and she turned to
see Paul Schafer looking at her. He gave a small, unexpectedly reassuring
smile. And I don’t understand him, either, she thought, somewhat
despairingly.
Diarmuid
was on his feet again by then, seemingly unable to be still for any length of
time. “Loren,” he said, “you know the King won’t come tonight. Did you—”
“He must! I won’t let Gorlaes have—”
“Someone’s
here,” Paul said sharply. He had quietly ended up in Mart’s post by the door.
“Five men, three with swords.”
“Diarmuid—”
“I
know. You haven’t seen me. I won’t be far,” and the heir to the throne of
Brennin leaped in a rustle of cloth and a moonlit flash of yellow hair through
the window, reaching out, almost lazily, for a handhold on the wall outside.
For God’s sake, Kevin thought.
Which
was all he had time for. Vart, the surly guard, appeared in the doorway. When
he saw that Matt was nowhere to be seen, a thin smile flicked across his face.
“My
lord the Chancellor,” Vart announced.
Kevin
wasn’t sure what he’d expected, but it wasn’t what he saw. Gorlaes, the
Chancellor, was a big, broad-shouldered, brown-bearded man of middle years. He
smiled generously, showing good teeth as he came sweeping in. “Welcome back,
Silvercloak! And brightly woven, indeed. You have come in the very teeth of
time—as ever.” And he laughed. Loren, Kevin saw, did not.
The
other man who came in, an armed aide close beside him, was stooped and very
old. The King? Kevin wondered, for a brief, disoriented moment. But it was not.
“Good
evening, Metran,” Loren said deferentially to this white-haired new arrival.
“Are you well?”
“Well,
very well, very, very,” Metran wheezed. He coughed. “There is not enough light
in here. I want to see,” he said querulously. A trembling arm was raised, and
suddenly the six wall torches blazed, illuminating the chamber. Why, Kim
thought, couldn’t Loren have done that?
“Better,
much better,” Metran went on, shuffling forward to sink into one of the chairs.
His attendant hovered close by. The other soldier, Kim saw, had placed himself
by the door with Vart. Paul had withdrawn towards Jennifer by the window.
“Where,”
Loren asked, “is the King? I sent Vart to advise him I was here.”
“And
he has been so advised,” Gorlaes answered smoothly. Vart, in the doorway,
snickered. “Ailell has instructed me to convey his greetings to you, and
your—,” he paused to look around, “—four companions.”
“Four?
Only four?” Metran cut in, barely audible over a coughing fit.
Gorlaes
spared him only the briefest of glances and went on. “To your four companions.
I have been asked to take them under my care as Chancellor for the night. The
King had a trying day and would prefer to receive them formally in the morning.
It is very late. I’m sure you understand.” The smile was pleasant, even modest.
“Now if you would be good enough to introduce me to our visitors I can have my
men show them to their rooms . . . and you, my friend, can go to your richly
deserved rest.”
“Thank
you, Gorlaes.” Loren smiled, but a thin edge like that of a drawn blade had
come into his voice. “However, under the circumstances I count myself responsible
for the well-being of those who crossed with me. I will make arrangements for
them, until the King has received us.”
“Silvercloak,
are you implying that their well-being can be better attended to than by the
Chancellor of the realm?” There, too, Kevin thought, his muscles involuntarily
tensing: the same edge. Though neither man had moved, it seemed to him as if
there were two swords drawn in the torchlit room.
“Not at all, Gorlaes,” said the mage. “It is simply
a matter of my own honor.”
“You are tired, my friend. Leave this tedious
business to me.”
“There is no tedium in caring for friends.”
“Loren, I must insist—”
“No.”
There was a cold silence.
“You
realize,” said Gorlaes, his voice dropping almost to a whisper, “that you offer me little choice?” The voice
came up suddenly. “I must obey the commands of my King. Vart, Lagoth. . .” The
two soldiers in the doorway moved forward.
And
pitched, half-drawn swords clattering, full-length to the floor.
Behind
their prone bodies stood a very calm Matt Sören, and the big, capable man named
Coll. Seeing them there, Kevin Laine, whose childhood fantasies had been shaped
of images like this, knew a moment of sheer delight.
At
which point a lithe, feral figure, shimmering with jewelry, swung easily
through the window into the room. He landed lightly beside Jennifer, and she
felt a wandering hand stroke her hair before he spoke.
“Who
makes this noise at such an hour? Can a soldier not sleep at night in his
father’s palace without— why, Gorlaes! And Metran! And here is Loren! You have
returned, Silvercloak—and with our visitors, I see. In the very teeth of time.”
The insolence of his voice filled the room. “Gorlaes, send quickly, my father
will want to welcome them immediately.”
“The
King,” the Chancellor replied stiffly, “is indisposed, my lord Prince. He sent
me—”
“He
can’t come? Then I must do the family honors myself. Silvercloak, would you . .
. ?”
And
so Loren carefully introduced them again. And “A peach!” said
Diarmuid dan Ailell, bending, slowly, to kiss Jennifer’s hand. Against her
will, she laughed. He didn’t hurry the kiss.
When
he straightened, though, his words were formal, and both of his arms were
raised in a wide gesture of ritual. “I welcome you now,” he began, and Kevin,
turning instinctively, saw the benign countenance of Gorlaes contort, for a
blurred instant, with fury. “I welcome you now,” Diarmuid said, in a voice
stripped of mockery, “as guest-friends of my father and myself. The home of Ailell
is your home, your honor is ours. An injury done you is an injury to ourselves.
And treason to the Oak Crown of the High King. Be welcome to Paras Derval. I
will personally attend to your comfort for tonight.” Only on the last phrase
did the voice change a little, as the quick eyes, malicious and amused, flashed
to Jennifer’s.
She
flushed again, but he had already turned. “Gorlaes,” he said softly, “your
retainers appear to have collapsed. I have been told, in the few hours since
I’ve been back from South Keep, of entirely too much drinking among them. I
know it is a festival, but really . . . ?” And the tone was so mild, so very
reproachful. Kevin fought to keep a straight face. “Coll,” Diarmuid went on,
“have four rooms made ready on the north side, please, and quickly.”
“No.”
It was Jennifer. “Kim and I will share. Just three.” She resolutely avoided
looking at the Prince. Kimberly, watching him, decided that his eyebrows went
higher than they had any right to go.
“We
will, too,” said Paul Schafer quietly. And Kevin felt his pulse leap. Oh, Abba,
he thought, maybe this will do it for him. Maybe it will.
“I’m
too hot. Why is it so hot everywhere?” Metran, First of the Mages, asked, of no
one in particular.
The
north side of the palace, opposite the town, overlooked a walled garden. When
they were finally alone in their room Kevin opened the glass doors and stepped
out onto a wide stone balcony. The moon, waning, was high overhead, bright
enough to illuminate the shrubs and the few flowers below their room.
“Not
much of a garden,” he commented, as Paul came out to join him.
“There’s
been no rain, Diarmuid said.”
“That’s
true.” There was silence. A light breeze had finally come up to cool the
evening.
“Have
you noticed the moon?” Paul asked, leaning on the parapet.
Kevin
nodded. “Larger, you mean? Yes, I did. Wonder what effect that has?”
“Higher
tides, most likely.”
“I
guess. And more werewolves.”
Schafer
gave him a wry look. “I wouldn’t be surprised. Tell me, what did you think
about that business back there?”
“Well,
Loren and Diarmuid seem to be on the same side.”
“It
looks that way. Matt’s not very sure of him.”
“Somehow
that doesn’t surprise me.”
“Really.
What about Gorlaes? He was pretty quick to call in the marines. Was he just
following orders, or—”
“Not
a chance, Paul. I saw his face when Diarmuid made us guest-friends. Not happy,
my friend.”
“Really?”
Schafer said. “Well, that simplifies things at least. I’d like to know more
about this Jaelle, though. And Diarmuid’s brother, too.”
“The
nameless one?” Kevin intoned lugubriously. “He of no name?”
Schafer
snorted. “Funny man. Yes, him.”
“We’ll
figure it out. We’ve figured things out before.”
“I
know,” said Paul Schafer, and after a moment gave a rare smile.
“Oh,
Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo?” came a plaintive cry from off to their
left. They looked over. Kim Ford, languishing for all she was worth, swayed
towards them from the next balcony. The leap was about ten feet.
“I’m
coming!” Kevin responded instantly. He rushed to the edge of their own balcony.
“Oh,
fly to me!” Kimberly trilled. Jennifer, behind her, began almost reluctantly to
laugh.
“I’m
coming!” Kevin repeated, ostentatiously limbering up. “You two all right
there?” he asked, in mid-flex. “Been ravished yet?”
“Not
a chance,” Kim lamented. “Can’t find anyone who’s man enough to jump to our
balcony.”
Kevin
laughed. “I’d have to do it pretty fast,” he said, “to get there before the
Prince.”
“I
don’t know,” Jennifer Lowell said, “if anyone can move faster than that
guy.”
Paul
Schafer, hearing the banter begin, and the laughter of the two women, moved to
the far end of the balcony. He knew, very well, that the frivolity was only a
release from tension, but it wasn’t something to which he had access any more.
Resting his own ringless, fine-boned hands on the railing, he gazed out and
down at the denuded garden below. He stood there, looking about him, but not
really seeing: the inner landscape demanded its due.
Even
had Schafer been carefully scanning the shadows, though, it is unlikely that he
would have discerned the dark creature that crouched behind a clump of stunted
shrubs, watching him. The desire to kill was strong upon it, and Paul had moved
to within easy range of the poison darts it carried. He might have died then.
But
fear mastered bloodlust in the figure below. It had been ordered to observe,
and to report, but not to kill.
So
Paul lived, observed, oblivious, and after a time he drew a long breath and
lifted his eyes from sightless fixation on the shadows below.
To
see a thing none of the others saw.
High
on the stone outer wall enclosing the garden stood an enormous grey dog, or a
wolf, and it was looking at him across the moonlit space between, with eyes
that were not those of a wolf or a dog, and in which lay a sadness deeper and
older than anything Paul had ever seen or known. From the top of the wall the
creature stared at him the way animals are not supposed to be able to do. And
it called him. The pull was unmistakable, imperative, terrifying. Looming in night
shadow it reached out for him, the eyes, unnaturally distinct, boring into his
own. Paul touched and then twisted his mind away from a well of sorrow so deep
he feared it could drown him. Whatever stood on the wall had endured and was
still enduring a loss that spanned the worlds. It dwarfed him, appalled him.
And
it was calling him. Sweat cold on his skin in the summer night, Paul Schafer
knew that this was one of the things caught up in the chaotic vision Loren’s
searching had given him.
With
an effort brutally physical, he broke away. When he turned his head, he felt
the motion like a twist in his heart.
“Kev,” he managed to gasp, the voice eerie in his,
own head.
“What is it?” His friend’s response was instant.
“Over there. On the wall. Do you see anything?” Paul
pointed, but did not look back.
“What? There’s nothing. What did you see?”
“Not sure.” He was breathing hard. “Something. Maybe
a dog.”
“And it wants me,” Paul Schafer said.
Kevin,
stunned, was silent. They stood a moment like that, looking at each other, not
sharing, then Schafer turned and went inside. Kevin stayed a while longer, to
reassure the others, then went in himself. Paul had taken the smaller of the
two beds that had been hastily provided, and was lying on his back, hands behind
his head.
Wordlessly,
Kevin undressed and went to bed. The moon slanted a thin beam of light into the
far corner of the room, illuminating neither of them.
Chapter
5
All
the night they had been gathering. Stern men from Ailell’s own birthplace in
Rhoden, cheerful ones from high-walled Seresh by Saeren, mariners from
Taerlin-del, and soldiers from the fastness of North Keep, though not many of
these because of the one who was exiled. From villages and dust-dry farms all
over the High Kingdom they came as well. For days they had been trickling into
Paras Derval, crowding the inns and hostels, spilling out into makeshift
campgrounds beyond the last streets of the town below the palace. Some had come
walking west from the once-rich lands by the River Glein; leaning on the carved
staffs of the southeast they had cut across the burnt-out desolation of the
grain lands to join the dusty traffic on the Leinan Road. From the grazing
lands and the dairy lands in the northeast others had come riding on the horses
that were the legacy of their winter trading with the Dalrei by the banks of
the Latham; and though their horses might be painfully gaunt, each mount yet
bore the sumptuous woven saddle-cloth that every Brennin horseman crafted
before he took a horse: a weaving for the Weaver’s gift of speed. From beyond
Leinan they came as well, dour, dark farmers from Gwen Ystrat in their wide,
six-wheeled carts. None of their women, though, not from so near Dun Maura in
the province of the Mother.
But
from everywhere else the women and children had come in noisy, festive number.
Even in the midst of drought and deprivation, the people of Brennin were
gathering to pay homage to their King, and perhaps to briefly forget their
troubles in doing so.
Morning
found them densely clustered in the square before the palace walls. Looking up
they could see the great balustrade hung with banners and gaily colored
streamers, and most wonderful of all, the great tapestry of Iorweth in the
Wood, brought forth for this one day that all the folk of Brennin might see
their High King stand beneath the symbols of Mórnir and the Weaver both, in
Paras Derval.
But
all was not consigned to high and sacred things. Around the fringes of the
crowd moved jugglers and clowns, and performers doing glittering things with
knives and swords and bright scarves. The cyngael chanted their ribald verses
to pockets of laughing auditors, extemporizing satires for a fee upon whomever
their benefactor designated; not a few revenges were thus effected in the
clear, cutting words of the cyngael—immune since Colan’s day from any law save
that of their own council. Amid the babble, pedlars carried their colorful
goods about or erected hasty booths from which to display their craft in the
sunlight. And then the noise, never less than a roar, became a thundering, for
figures had appeared on the balustrade.
The
sound hit Kevin like a blow. He regarded the absence of sunglasses as a source
of profound and comprehensive grief. Hung-over to incapacity, pale to the edge
of green, he glanced over at Diarmuid and silently cursed the elegance of his
figure. Turning to Kim—and the movement hurt like hell—he received a wry smile
of commiseration, which salved his spirit even as it wounded his pride.
It
was already hot. The sunlight was painfully brilliant in the cloudless sky, and
so, too, were the colors worn by the lords and ladies of Ailell’s court. The
High King himself, to whom they’d not yet been presented, was further down the
balcony, hidden behind the intervening courtiers. Kevin closed his eyes,
wishing it were possible to retreat into the shade, instead of standing up
front to be seen . . . red Indians, indeed. Red-eyed Indians, anyhow. It was
easier with his eyes closed. The fulsome voice of Gorlaes, orating the
glittering achievements of Ailell’s reign, slid progressively into background.
What the hell kind of wine did they make in this world, Kevin thought, too
drained to be properly outraged.
The
knock had come an hour after they’d gone to bed. Neither of them had been
asleep.
“Careful,”
said Paul, rising on one elbow. Kevin had swung upright and was pulling on his
cords before moving to the door.
“Yes?”
he said, without touching the lock. “Who is it?”
“Convivial
night persons,” came an already familiar voice. “Open up. I’ve got to get Tegid
out of the hallway.”
Laughing,
Kevin looked over his shoulder. Paul was up and half dressed already. Kevin
opened the door and Diarmuid entered quickly, flourishing two flasks of wine,
one of them already unstoppered. Into the room behind him, also carrying wine,
came Coll and the preposterous Tegid, followed by two other men bearing an
assortment of clothing.
“For
tomorrow,” the Prince said in response to Kevin’s quizzical look at the last
pair. “I promised I’d take care of you.” He tossed over one of the wine flasks,
and smiled.
“Very
kind of you,” Kevin replied, catching it. He raised the flask in the way he’d
learned in Spain, years before, to shoot a dark jet of wine down his throat. He
flipped the leather flask over to Paul who drank, wordlessly.
“Ah!”
exclaimed Tegid, as he eased himself onto a long bench. “I’m dry as Jaelle’s
heart. To the King!” he cried, raising his own flask, “and to his glorious
heir, Prince Diarmuid, and to our noble and distinguished guests, and to. . .
.” The rest of the peroration was lost in the sound of wine voluminously
pouring into his mouth. At length the flow ceased. Tegid surfaced, belched, and
looked around. “I’ve a mighty thirst in me tonight,” he explained
unnecessarily.
Paul
addressed the Prince casually. “If you’re in a party mood, aren’t you in the
wrong bedroom?”
Diarmuid’s
smile was rueful. “Don’t assume you were a first choice,” he murmured. “Your
charming companions accepted their dresses for tomorrow, but nothing more, I’m
afraid. The small one, Kim”—he shook his head—“has a tongue in her.”
“My
condolences,” said Kevin, delighted. “I’ve been on the receiving end a few
times.”
“Then,”
said Diarmuid dan Ailell, “let us drink in joint commiseration.” The Prince set
the tone by commencing to relate what he characterized as essential
information: a wittily obscene description of the various court ladies they
were likely to meet. A description that reflected an extreme awareness of their
private as well as public natures.
Tegid
and Coll stayed; the other two men left after a time, to be replaced by a
diiferent pair with fresh wine flasks. Eventually these two departed as well.
The two men who succeeded them, however, were not smiling as they entered.
“What is it, Carde?” Coll asked the fair-haired one.
The man addressed cleared his throat. Diarmuid,
sprawled in a deep chair by the window, turned at the sound.
Garde’s
voice was very soft. “Something strange. My lord, I thought you should know
right away. There’s a dead svart alfar in the garden below this window.”
Through
the wine-induced haze descending upon him, Kevin saw Diarmuid swing to his
feet.
“Brightly woven,” the Prince said. “Which of you
killed it?”
Garde’s
voice dropped to a whisper. “That’s just it, my lord. Erron found it dead. It’s
throat was . . . ripped apart, my lord. Erron thinks . . . he thinks it was
done by a wolf, though . . . with respect, my lord, I don’t ever want to meet
what killed that creature.”
In
the silence that followed this, Kevin looked over at Paul Schafer. Sitting up
on his bed, Schafer seemed thinner and more frail than ever. His expression was
unreadable.
Diarmuid
broke the stillness. “You said it was below this window?”
Carde
nodded, but the Prince had turned already and, throwing open the doors, was on
the balcony and then dropping over the edge. And right behind him was Paul
Schafer. Which meant that Kevin had to go, too. With Coll beside him and Carde
just behind, he moved to the edge of the balcony, swung over the balustrade,
hung by his hands a dizzy instant, and dropped the ten feet to the garden. The
other two followed. Only Tegid remained in the room, his mountainous bulk precluding
the descent.
Diarmuid
and Paul had moved to where three men were standing by a stunted clump of
shrubbery. They parted to let the Prince in among them. Kevin, breathing deeply
to clear his head, moved up beside Paul and looked down.
When his eyes adjusted to the dark, he wished they
hadn’t. The svart alfar had been almost decapitated; its head had been clawed
to shreds. One arm had been torn through, the shoulder remaining attached to
the body only by an exposed strip of cartilage, and there were deep claw marks
scoring the naked torso of the dark green, hairless creature. Even in the
shadows, Kevin could see the thick blood clotting the dried-out soil. Breathing
very carefully, shocked almost sober, he resisted an impulse to be sick. No one
spoke for a long time: the fury that
was reflected in the mangled creature on the ground imposed its own silence.
Eventually
Diarmuid straightened and moved back a few steps. “Carde,” he said crisply, “I
want the watch doubled on our guests as of now. Tomorrow I want a report on why
that thing wasn’t seen by any of you. And why you didn’t see what killed it
either. If I post guards, I expect them to be useful.”
“My
lord.” Carde, badly shaken, moved off with the other guards.
Coll
was still crouching beside the dead svart. Now he looked over his shoulder.
“Diar,” he said, “it was no ordinary wolf that did this.”
“I know,” said the Prince. “If it was a wolf.”
Kevin, turning, looked at Paul Schafer again.
Schafer had his back to them. He was gazing at the outer wall of the garden.
At
length the four of them walked back to the balcony. With the aid of crevices in
the palace wall, and a hand over the balustrade from Tegid, they were all soon
in the room once more. Diarmuid, Tegid, and Coll departed shortly after. The
Prince left them two flasks of wine and an offer; they accepted both.
Kevin
ended up drinking almost all of the wine himself, primarily because Paul, for a
change, wasn’t in a mood to talk.
“We’re
on!” Kim hissed, prodding him with an elbow. They were, it seemed. The four of
them stepped forward in response to Gorlaes’s sweeping gesture and, as
instructed, waved to the loudly cheering crowd.
Kimberly,
waving with one hand and supporting Kevin with the other, realized suddenly
that this was the scene that Loren had conjured up for them in the Park Plaza
two nights before. Instinctively she looked up over her shoulder. And saw the
banner flapping lazily overhead: the crescent moon and the oak.
Kevin, grateful for her arm, did manage a few waves
and a fixed smile, while reflecting that the tumultuous gathering below was
taking a lot on faith. At this height they could have been any four members of
the court. He supposed, impressed with himself for thinking so clearly, that the
public relations thing would probably focus on the nobility anyhow. The people
around them knew that they were from another world—and someone seemed to be
awfully unhappy about it.
His
head was killing him, and some indeterminate fungus seemed to have taken up
residence in his mouth. Better shape up fast, he thought, you’re
about to meet a king. And there was a long ride waiting tomorow,
with God knows what at the end.
For
Diarmuid’s last offer had been an unexpected one. “We’re going south tomorrow
morning,” he’d said as the dawn was breaking. “Across the river. A raid of
sorts, though a quiet one. No one to know. If you think you can manage, you may
find it interesting. Not altogether safe, but I think we can take care of you.”
It was the smile on the last phrase that got both of them—which, Kevin
realized, was probably what the manipulative bastard had intended.
The
great hall at Paras Derval had been designed by Tomaz Lal, whose disciple
Ginserat had been, he who later made the wardstones and much else of power and
beauty in the older days.
Twelve great pillars supported the high ceiling. Set
far up in the walls were the windows of Delevan—stained-glass images of the
founding of the High Kingdom by Iorweth, and the first wars with Eridu and
Cathal. The last window on the western wall, above the canopied throne of
Brennin, showed Conary himself, Colan young beside him, their fair hair blowing
back as they rode north through the Plain to the last battle against Rakoth
Maugrim. When the sun was setting, that window would blaze with light in such a
fashion that the faces of the King and his golden son were illuminated as from
within with majesty, though the window had been crafted almost a thousand years
before. Such was the art of Delevan, the craft of Tomaz Lal.
Walking
between the huge pillars over mosaic-inlaid tiles, Kimberly was conscious for
the first time of feeling awe in this place. The pillars, windows, ever-present
tapestries, the jewelled floor, the gem-encrusted clothing of the lords and
ladies, even the silken splendor of the lavender-colored gown she wore. . . She
drew a deep, careful breath and kept her gaze as straight as she could.
And
doing so, she saw, as Loren led the four of them to the western end of the
hall, under the last great window, a raised dais of marble and obsidian and
upon it a throne carved of heavy oak, and sitting upon the throne was the man
she’d only glimpsed through the crowd on the balcony earlier in the day.
The
tragedy of Ailell dan Art lay in what he had fallen from. The haggard man with
the wispy, snow-white beard and blurred, cataract-occluded gaze showed little
of the giant warrior, with eyes like a noonday sky, who had taken the Oak
Throne fifty years before. Gaunt and emaciated, Ailell seemed to have been
stretched thin by his years, and the expression with which he peered forward to
follow their approach was not welcoming.
To
one side of the King stood Gorlaes. The broad-shouldered Chancellor was dressed
in brown, with his seal of office hung about his neck and no other ornament. On
the other side of the throne, in burgundy and white, stood Diarmuid, the King’s
Heir of Brennin. Who winked when her gaze lingered. Kim turned away abruptly to
see Metran, the First Mage, making his slow wheezing way, attendant solicitously
at hand, to stand with Loren just in front of them.
Seeing Paul Schafer gazing intently at the King, she
turned back to the throne herself, and after a pause she heard her name being
spoken in introduction. She stepped forward and bowed, having decided earlier
that under no circumstances was she going to try anything so hazardous as a
curtsy. The others followed suit. Jennifer did curtsy, sinking down in a rustle
of green silk, and rising gracefully as an appreciative murmur ran through the
hall.
“Be
welcome to Brennin,” the High King said, leaning back in his throne. “Bright be
the thread of your days among us.” The words were gracious, but there was
little pleasure in the low desiccated tones in which they were spoken. “Thank
you, Metran, Loren,” the King said, in the same voice. “Thank you, Teyrnon,” he
added, nodding to a third man half hidden beyond Loren.
Metran
bowed too low in response and almost toppled over. His aide helped him
straighten. Someone snickered in the background.
Loren
was speaking. “We thank you for your kindness, my lord. Our friends have met
your son and the Chancellor already. The Prince was good enough to make them
guest-friends of your house last night.” His voice on the last phrase was
pitched to carry.
The
King’s eyes rested for a long moment on those of Loren, and Kim, watching,
changed her mind. Ailell might be old, but he certainly wasn’t senile—the
amusement registering in his face was far too cynical.
“Yes,”
said the King, “I know he did. And herewith I endorse his doing so. Tell me,
Loren,” he went on in a different tone, “do you know if any of your friends
play ta’bael?”
Loren
shook his head apologetically. “Truly, my lord,” he said, “I never thought to
ask. They have the same game in their world, they call it chess, but—”
“I
play,” said Paul.
There
was a short silence. Paul and the King looked at each other. When Ailell spoke,
his voice was very soft. “I hope,” he said, “that you will play with me while
you are with us.”
Schafer nodded by way of response. The King leaned back, and Loren, seeing
this, turned to lead them from the hall.
“Hold,
Silvercloak!”
The
voice was icily imperious. It knifed into them. Kim quickly turned left to
where she’d noticed a small grouping of women in grey robes. Now that cluster
parted and a woman walked forward towards the throne.
All
in white she was, very tall, with red hair held back by a circlet of silver on
her brow. Her eyes were green and very cold. In her bearing as she strode
towards them was a deep, scarcely suppressed rage, and as she drew near,
Kimberly saw that she was beautiful. But despite the hair, which gleamed like a
fire at night under stars, this was not a beauty that warmed one. It cut, like
a weapon. There was no nuance of gentleness in her no shading of care, but fair
she was, as is the flight of an arrow before it kills.
Loren,
checked in the act of withdrawing, turned as she approached—and there was no
warmth in his face, either.
“Have
you not forgotten something?” the woman in white said, her voice feather-soft
and sinuous with danger.
“An
introduction? I would have done so in due course,” Loren replied lightly. “If
you are impatient, I can—”
“Due
course? Impatient? By Macha and Nemain you should be cursed for insolence!” The
red-haired woman was rigid with fury. Her eyes burned into those of the mage.
Who
endured the look without expression. Until another voice interceded in rich,
plummy tones. “I’m afraid you are right, Priestess,” said Gorlaes. “Our voyager
here does at times forget the patterns of precedence. Our guests should have
been presented to you today. I fear—”
“Fool!” the Priestess snapped. “You are a fool,
Gorlaes. Today? I should have been spoken to before he went on this
journey. How dare you, Metran? How dare you send for a crossing without
leave of the Mother? The balancing of worlds is in her hands and so it is in
mine. You touch the earthroot in peril of your soul if you do not seek her
leave!”
Metran
retreated from the enraged figure. Fear and confusion chased each other across
his features. Loren, however, raised a hand and pointed one long, steady finger
at the woman confronting him. “Nowhere,” he said, and thick anger spilled from
his own voice now, “nowhere is such a thing written! And this, by all the gods,
you know. You overreach yourself, Jaelle—and be warned, it shall not be
permitted. The balance lies not with you—and your moonlit meddling may shatter
it yet.”
The
Priestess’s eyes flickered at that—and Kim suddenly remembered Diarmuid’s reference
the night before to a secret gathering.
And
it was Diarmuid’s lazy voice that slid next into the charged silence. “Jaelle,”
he said, from by his father’s throne, “whatever the worth of what you say,
surely this is not the time to say it. Lovely as you are, you are marring a
festival with your wrangling. And we seem to have another guest waiting to be
greeted.” Stepping lightly from the dais, he walked past all of them, down to
the end of the hall, where, Kim saw as she turned to watch, there stood another
woman, this one white-haired with age and leaning on a gnarled staff before the
great doors of Ailell’s hall.
“Be
welcome, Ysanne,” said the Prince, a deep courtesy in his tone. “It is long
since you have graced our court.” But Kim, hearing the name spoken, seeing the
frail figure standing there, felt something touch her then, like a finger on
the heart.
A current of sound had begun to ripple through the
gathered courtiers, and those lining the spaces between the pillars were
crowding backwards in fear. But the murmur was only faint background for Kim
now, because all her senses were locked onto the seamed, wizened figure walking
carefully towards the throne on the arm of the young Prince.
“Ysanne,
you should not be here.” Ailell, surprisingly, had risen to speak, and it could
be seen that, even stooped with years, he was the tallest man in the room.
“True
enough,” the old woman agreed placidly, coming to a halt before him. Her voice
was gentle as Jaelle’s had been harsh. The red-haired Priestess was gazing at
her with a bitter contempt. “Then why?” Ailell asked softly. “Fifty years on
this throne merits a journey to pay homage,” Ysanne replied. “Is there anyone
else here besides Metran and perhaps Loren who well recalls the day you were
crowned? I came to wish you bright weaving, Ailell. And for two other things.”
“Which are?” It was Loren who asked. “First, to see your travelers,” Ysanne
replied, and turned to face Paul Schafer.
His
responding gesture was brutally abrupt. Throwing a hand in front of his eyes,
Schafer cried out, “No! No searching!”
Ysanne
raised her eyebrows. She glanced at Loren, then turned back to Paul. “I see,”
she said. “Fear not, then, I never use the searching—I don’t need it.” The
whispering in the hall rose again, for the words had carried.
Paul’s
arm came down slowly. He met the old woman’s gaze steadily then, his own head
held high—and strangely, it was Ysanne who broke the stare.
And then it was, then it was, that she turned, past
Jennifer and Kevin, ignoring the rigid figure of Jaelle, and for the first tune
saw Kimberly. Grey eyes met grey before the carven throne under the high
windows of Delevan. “Ah!” cried the old woman then on a sharply taken breath.
And in the softest thread of a whisper added, after a moment, “I have awaited
you for so long now, my dear.” And only Kim herself had seen the spasm of fear
that had crossed Ysanne’s face before she spoke those quiet words like a
benediction.
“How?” Kim managed to stammer. “What do you mean?”
Ysanne smiled. “I am a Seer. The dreamer of the
dream.” And somehow, Kim knew what that meant, and there were sudden, bright
tears in her eyes.
“Come
to me,” the Seer whispered. “Loren will tell you how.” She turned then, and
curtsied low before the tall King of Brennin. “Fare kindly, Ailell,” she said
to him. “The other thing I have come to do is say goodbye. I shall not return,
and we shall not meet again, you and I, on this side of the Night.” She paused.
“I have loved you. Carry that.”
“Ysanne—” the King cried.
But she had turned. And leaning on her staff, she
walked, alone this time, the length of the stunned, brilliant hall and out the
double doors into the sunlight.
That night, very late, Paul Schafer was summoned to
play ta’bael with the High King of Brennin.
The
escort was a guard he didn’t know and, walking behind him down shadowy
corridors, Paul was inwardly grateful for the silent presence of Coll, who he
knew was following them.
It
was a long walk but they saw few people still awake. A woman combing her hair
in a doorway smiled at him, and a party of guards went by, sheathed swords
clinking at their sides. Passing some bedrooms Paul heard murmurs of late-night
talk, and once, a woman cried out softly on a taken breath—a sound very like a
cry that he remembered.
The
two men with their hidden follower came at length to a pair of heavy doors.
Schafer’s face was expressionless as they were opened to his escort’s tapping
and he was ushered into a large, richly furnished room, at the center of which
were two deep armchairs and a table set for ta’bael.
“Welcome!”
It was Gorlaes, the Chancellor, who came forward to grip Paul’s arm in
greeting. “It is kind of you to come.”
“It
is kind,” came the thinner voice of the King. He moved out from a
shadowed corner of the room as he spoke. “I am grateful to you for indulging an
old man’s sleeplessness. The day has worn heavily upon me. Gorlaes, good
night.”
“My lord,” the Chancellor said quickly. “I will be
happy to stay and—”
“No
need. Go to sleep. Tarn will serve us.” The King nodded to the young page who
had opened the door for Paul. Gorlaes looked as if he would protest again, but
refrained.
“Good
night then, my lord. And once more, my deepest well-wishes on this brightly
woven day.” He walked forward, and on one knee kissed the hand Ailell extended.
Then the Chancellor left the room, leaving Paul alone with the King and his
page.
“Wine
by the table, Tarn. Then we will serve ourselves. Go to bed—I will wake you
when I want to retire. Now come, my young stranger,” Ailell said, lowering
himself carefully into a chair.
In
silence, Paul walked foward and took the other chair. Tarn deftly filled the
two glasses set beside the inlaid board, then withdrew through an inner doorway
into the King’s bedroom. The windows of the room were open and the heavy
curtains drawn back to admit whatever breath of air might slide in. In a tree
somewhere outside a bird was singing. It sounded like a nightingale.
The
beautifully carved pieces glinted in the light of the candles, but the face of
the tall King of Brennin was hidden as he leaned back in his chair. He spoke
softly. “The game we play is the same, Loren tells me, though we name the
pieces differently. I always play the black. Take you the white and begin.”
Paul
Schafer liked to attack in chess, especially with white and the first move.
Gambits and sacrifices followed each other in his game, designed to generate a
whirlwind assault on the opposition king. The fact that the opposition this
night was a king had no effect on him, for Schafer’s code, though
complex, was unwavering. He set out to demolish the black pieces of Ailell just
as he would have those of anyone else. And that night, heartsick and
vulnerable, there was even more fire in his game than usual, for he sought to
hide from torment in the cold clarity of the black-and-white board. So he
marshalled himself ruthlessly, and the white pieces spun into a vortex of
attack.
To
be met by a defence of intricate, resilient subtlety. Whatever Ailell had
dwindled from, however his mind and authority might seem to waver, Paul knew,
ten moves into the game, that he was dealing with a man of formidable
resources. Slowly and patiently the King ordered his defences, cautiously he
shored up his bulwarks, and so it was that Schafer’s free-wheeling attack began
to exhaust itself and was turned inexorably back. After almost two hours’ play,
Paul tipped over the white king in resignation.
The
two men leaned back in their chairs and exchanged their first look since the
game had begun. And they smiled, neither knowing, since there was no way they
could know, how rare it was for the other to do so. Sharing that moment,
however, as Paul raised his silver goblet to salute the King, they moved
closer, across the twin gulfs of worlds and years, to the kind of bonding that
might have allowed them to understand each other.
It
was not to happen, but something else was born that night, and the fruit of
that silent game would change the balance and the pattern of all the worlds
there were.
Ailell
spoke first, his voice husky. “No one,” he said, “no one has ever given me a
game like that. I do not lose in ta’bael. I almost did tonight.”
Paul smiled for the second time. “You almost did.
You may next game—but I’m not very certain of it. You play beautifully, my
lord.”
Ailell
shook his head. “No, I play carefully. All the beauty was on your side, but
sometimes plodding caution will wear down brilliance. When you sacrificed the
second rider. . . .” Ailell gestured wordlessly. “I suppose that it is only the
young who can do a thing like that. It has been so long for me, I seem to have
forgotten.” He raised his own cup and drank.
Paul
refilled both goblets before replying. He felt drained, simplified. The bird
outside, he realized, had stopped singing a long time ago. “I think,” he said,
“that it is more a question of style than of youth or age. I’m not very
patient, so I play the way I do.”
“In
ta’bael, you mean?”
“Other
things, too,” Paul answered, after a hesitation.
Ailell,
surprisingly, nodded. “I was like that once, though it may be hard for you to
credit.” His expression was self-deprecating. “I took this throne by force in a
time of chaos, and held it with my sword in the early years. If we are to be a
dynasty, it begins with me and follows with . . . with Diarmuid, I suppose.”
Paul remained silent, and after a moment the King went on. “It is power that
teaches patience; holding power, I mean. And you learn the price it
exacts—which is something I never knew when I was your age and thought a sword
and quick wits could deal with anything. I never knew the price you pay for
power.” Ailell leaned over the board and picked up one of the pieces. “Take the
queen in ta’bael,” he said. “The most powerful piece on the board, yet she must
be protected when threatened by guard or rider, for the game will be lost if
that exchange is made. And the king,” said Ailell dan Art, “in ta’bael you
cannot sacrifice a king.”
Paul
couldn’t read the expression in the sunken, still-handsome face, but there was
a new timbre in the voice, something shifting far under the words.
Ailell
seemed to notice his discomfort. He smiled again, faintly. “I am heavy company
at night,” he said. “Especially tonight. Too much comes back. I have too many
memories.”
“I
have too many of my own,” Paul said impulsively, and hated himself the instant
the words were spoken.
Ailell’s
expression, though, was mild, even compassionate. “I thought you might,” he
said. “I’m not sure why, but I thought you might.”
Paul
lowered his face to the deep wine goblet and took a long drink. “My lord,” he
said, to break the ensuing stillness with a new subject, any new subject, “why
did the Priestess say that Loren should have asked her before bringing us? What
does—”
“She
was wrong about that, and I will send to tell her so. Not that Jaelle is likely
to listen.” Ailell’s expression was rueful. “She loves to make trouble, to stir
up tensions she might find ways to exploit. Jaelle is ambitious beyond belief,
and she seeks a return to the old ways of the Goddess ruling through her High
Priestess, which is how it was before Iorweth came from oversea. There is a
good deal of ambition in my court, there often is around the throne of an aging
king, but hers runs deeper than any.”
Paul
nodded. “Your son said something like that last night.”
“What?
Diarmuid did?” Ailell gave a laugh that was actually evocative of the Prince.
“I’m surprised he sobered up long enough to think so clearly.”
Paul’s
mouth twitched. “Actually, he wasn’t sober, but he seemed to think pretty
clearly anyhow.”
The
King gestured dismissively. “He is charming sometimes.” After a pause he tugged
at his beard and asked, “I’m sorry, what were we speaking of?”
“Jaelle,” Paul said. “What she said this morning.”
“Yes, yes, of course. Once her words would have been
true, but not for a long time now. In the days when the wild magic could only
be reached underground, and usually only with blood, the power needed for a
crossing would be drained from the very heart of the earth, and that has always
been the province of the Mother. So in those days it was true that such an
expenditure of earthroot, of avarlith, could only be made through intercession
of the High Priestess with the Goddess. Now, though, for long years now, since
Amairgen learned the skylore and founded the Council of the Mages, the power
drain in their magic runs only through the mage’s source, and the avarlith is
not touched.”
“I
don’t understand. What power drain?”
“I
go too quickly. It is hard to remember that you are from another world. Listen,
then. If a mage were to use his magic to start a fire in that hearth, it would
require power to do it. Once all our magic belonged to the Goddess and that
power was tapped straight from the earthroot; and being both drained and
expended in Fionavar, the power would find its way back to the earth—it would
never diminish. But in a crossing the power is used in another world—”
“So
you lose it!”
“Exactly.
Or so it was once. But since Amairgen freed the mages from the Mother, the
power will be drained from the source only, and he rebuilds it in himself over
time.”
“He?”
“Or she, of course.”
“But . . . you mean each mage has . . . ?”
“Yes,
of course. Each is bonded to a source, as Loren is to Matt, or Metran to
Denbarra. That is the anchoring law of the skylore. The mage can do no more
than his source can sustain, and this bond is for life. Whatever a mage does,
someone else pays the price.”
And
so much came clear then. Paul remembered Matt Sören trembling as they came
through the crossing. He remembered Loren’s sharp concern for the Dwarf, and
then, seeing more clearly still, the dim torches on the walls of that first
room, the torches frail Metran had so easily gestured to brightness, while
Loren had refrained to let his source recover. Paul felt his mind stretch away
from self-absorption, stiffly, as if muscles had been too long unused.
“How?”
he asked. “How are they bound to each other?”
“Mage
and source? There are a great many laws, and long training to be endured. In
the end, if there is still willingness, they may bind with the ritual, though
it is not a thing to be done lightly. There are only three left in Fionavar.
Denbarra is sister-son to Metran, Teyrnon’s source is Barak, his closest friend
as a child. Some pairings have been strange ones: Lisen of the Wood was source
to Amairgen White-branch, first of the mages.”
“Why
was it strange?”
“Ah,”
the High King smiled, a little wistfully, “it is a long tale, that one. Perhaps
you may hear a part of it sung in the Great Hall.”
“All
right. But what about Loren and Matt? How did they . . . ?”
“That,
too, is strange,” Ailell said. “At the end of his training, Loren sought leave
of the Council and of me to travel for a time. He was gone three years. When he
returned he had his cloak, and he was bonded to the King of the Dwarves, a
thing that had never happened before. No Dwarf—”
The
King broke off sharply. And in the abrupt silence they both heard it again: a
barely audible tapping on the wall of the room across from the open window. As
Paul looked at the King in wonder, it came again.
Ailell’s
face had gone queerly soft. “Oh, Mörnir,” he breathed. “They have sent.”
He looked at Paul, hesitating, then seemed to make a decision. “Stay with me,
young Paul, Pwyll, stay and be silent, for you are about to see a thing few men
have been allowed.”
And walking over to the wall, the King pressed his
palm carefully against it in a place where the stone had darkened slightly. “Levar
shanna,” he murmured, and stood back, as the thin outline of a door began
to take shape in the seamless structure of the wall. A moment later the
demarcation was clear, and then the door slid soundlessly open and a slight
figure moved lightly into the room. It was cloaked and hooded, and remained so
a moment, registering Paul’s presence and Ailell’s nod of endorsement, then it
discarded the concealing garment in one smooth motion and bowed low before the
King.
“Greetings
I bear, High King, and a gift to remember your crowning day. And I have tidings
needful for you to hear from Daniloth. I am Brendel of the Kestrel Mark.”
And
in this fashion did Paul Schafer first see one of the lios alfar. And before
the ethereal, flame-like quality of the silver-haired figure that stood before
him, he felt himself to have grown heavy and awkward, as a different dimension
of grace was made manifest.
“Be
welcome, Na-Brendel of the Kestrel,” Ailell murmured. “This is Paul Schafer,
whom I think we would name Pwyll in Fionavar. He is one of the four who came
with Silvercloak from another of the worlds to join the fabric of our
celebration.”
“This
I know,” said Brendel. “I have been in Paras Derval two days now, waiting to
find you alone. This one I have seen, and the others, including the golden one.
She alone made the waiting tolerable, High King. Else I might have been long
hence from your walls, with the gift I bear undelivered.” A flame of laughter
danced in his eyes, which were green-gold in the candlelight.
“I
thank you then for waiting,” said Ailell. “And tell me now, how does
Ra-Lathen?”
Brendel’s face went suddenly still, the laughter
extinguished. “Ah!” he exclaimed softly. “You bring me quickly to my tidings,
High King. Lathen Mist-weaver heard his song in the fall of the year. He has
gone oversea and away, and with him also went Laien Spearchild, last of those
who survived the Bael Ran-gat. None now are left, though few enough were ever
left.” The eyes of the lios alfar had darkened: they were violet now in the
shadows. He stopped a moment, then continued. “Tenniel reigns in Daniloth. It
is his greeting I bring you.”
“Lathen
gone now, too?” the King said, very low. “And Laien? Heavy tidings you bear,
Na-Brendel.”
“And
there are heavier yet to tell,” the lios replied. “In the winter, rumor came to
Daniloth of svart alfar moving in the north. Ra-Tenniel posted watch, and last
month we learned that the word was not false. A party of them moved south past
us, to the edgings of Pendaran, and there were wolves with them. We fought them
there, High King. For the first time since the Bael Rangat, the lios alfar went
to war. We drove them back, and most of them were slain—for we are still
something of what we were—but six of my brothers and sisters fell. Six we loved
will never now hear their song. Death has come again to us.”
Ailell
had collapsed into his chair as the lios alfar spoke. “Svarts outside
Pendaran,” he moaned now, almost to himself. “Oh, Mörnir, what wrong of mine
was so great that this need come upon me in my age?” And aged he did seem then,
shaking his head quiveringly back and forth. His hands on the carved arms of
the chair trembled. Paul exchanged a glance with the bright figure of the lios.
But though his own heart was twisted with pity for the old King, he saw no
trace of the same in the eyes, now grey, of their visitor.
“I
have a gifting for you, High King,” Brendel said at length. “Ra-Tenniel would
have you know that he is other than was the Mistweaver. My tidings of battle
should tell you that. He will not hide in Daniloth, and henceforth you will see
us more often than at the sevenyear. In token of which, and as earnest of
alliance and our interwoven threads of destiny, the Lord of the lios alfar
sends you this.”
Never in his life had Paul seen a thing so beautiful
as the object Brendel handed to Ailell. In the thin scepter of crystal that
passed from the lios to the man, every nuance of light in the room seemed to be
caught and then transmuted. The orange of the wall torches, the red flickers of
the candles, even the blue-white diamonds of starlight seen through the window,
all seemed to be weaving in ceaseless, intricate motion as if shuttling on a
loom with the scepter.
“A
summonglass,” the King murmured as he looked down upon the gift. “This is a
treasure indeed. It has been four hundred years since one of these lay within
our halls.”
“And
whose fault was that?” Brendel said coldly.
“Unfair,
my friend,” Ailell replied, a little sharply, in his turn. The words of the
lios seemed to kindle a spark of pride in him. “Vailerth, High King, broke the
summonglass as a small part of a great madness—and Brennin paid a blood price
for that madness in civil war.” The King’s voice was firm again. “Tell
Ra-Tenniel that I accept his gift. Should he use it to summon us, the summons
shall be answered. Say that to your Lord. Tomorrow I will speak with my Council
as to the other tidings you have brought. Pendaran will be watched, I promise
you.”
“It
is in my heart that more than watching may be needed, High King,” Brendel
replied, softly now. “There is a power stirring in Fionavar.”
Ailell
nodded slowly. “So Loren said to me some time ago.” He hesitated, then went on,
almost reluctantly. “Tell me, Na-Brendel, how does the Daniloth wardstone?”
“The
same as it has been since the day Ginserat made it!” Brendel said fiercely.
“The lios alfar do not forget. Look to your own, High King!”
“No
offence was meant, my friend,” said Ailell, “but you know that all the
guardians must burn the naal fire. And know you this as well: the people of
Conary and Colan, and of Ginserat himself, do not forget the Bael Rangat,
either. Our stone is blue as it ever was, and as, if the gods are kind, it ever
will be.” There was a silence; Brendel’s eyes burned now with a luminous
intensity. “Come!” said Ailell suddenly, rising to stand tall above them.
“Come, and I will show you!”
Turning
on his heel he stalked to his bedroom, opened the door, and passed through.
Following quickly behind, Paul caught a glimpse of the great four-postered, canopied
bed of the King, and he saw the figure of Tarn, the page, asleep on his cot in
a corner of the room. Ailell did not break stride, though, and Paul and the
lios alfar hastened to keep up as the King opened another door on the opposite
wall of the bedchamber and passed through that as well into a short corridor,
at the end of which was another heavy door. There he stopped, breathing hard.
“We
are above the Room of the Stone,” Ailell said, speaking with some difficulty.
He pressed a catch in the middle of the door and slid back a small rectangle of
wood, which allowed them to see down into the room on the other side.
“Colan
himself had this made,” the King said to them, “when he returned with the stone
from Rangat. It is told that for the rest of his days, he would often rise in
the night and walk this corridor to gaze upon Ginserat’s stone and ease his
heart with the knowledge that it was as it had been. Of late I have found
myself doing the same. Look you, Na-Brendel of the Kestrel; look upon the wardstone
of the High Kingdom.”
Wordlessly
the lios stepped forward and placed his eye to the opening in the door. He
stayed there for a long time, and was still silent when at length he drew back.
“And
you, young Pwyll, look you as well and mark whether the blue of the binding
still shines in the stone.” Ailell gestured and Paul moved past Brendel to put
his eye to the aperture.
It was a small chamber, with no decorations on the
walls or floor and no furnishings of any kind. In the precise center of the
room there stood a plinth or pillar, rising past the height of a man, and
before it was set a low altar, upon which burned a pure white fire. Upon the
sides of the pillar were carven images of kingly men, and resting in a
hollowed-out space at the top of the column lay a stone, about the size of a
crystal ball; and Paul saw that that stone shone with its own light, and the
light with which it shone was blue.
Back
in the room they had left, Paul found a third goblet on a table by the window
and poured wine for the three of them. Brendel accepted his cup, but
immediately began a restless pacing of the room. Ailell had seated himself
again in his chair by the game-board. Watching from the window, Paul saw the
lios alfar stop his coiled movement and stand before the King.
“We
believe the wardstones, High King, because we must,” he began softly, almost
gently. “But you know there are other powers that serve the Dark, and some of
them are great. Their Lord may yet be bound beneath Rangat, but moving over the
land now is an evil we cannot ignore. Have you not seen it in your drought,
High King? How can you not see? It rains in Cathal and on the Plain. Only in
Brennin will the harvest fail. Only—”
“Silence!”
Ailell’s voice cracked high and sharp. “You know not of what you speak.
Seek not to meddle in our affairs!” The King leaned forward in his chair,
glaring at the slim figure of the lios alfar. Two bright spots of red flushed
his face above the wispy beard.
Na-Brendel
stopped. He was not tall, but in that moment he seemed to grow in stature as he
gazed at the High King.
When
he finally spoke, it was without pride or bitterness. “I did not mean to anger
you,” he said. “On this day, least of all. It is in my heart, though, that
little in the days to come can be the affair of one people alone. Such is the
meaning of Ra-Tenniel’s gift. I am glad you have accepted it. I will give your
message to my Lord.” He bowed very low, turned, and walked back through the
doorway in the wall, donning his cloak and hood as he moved. The door slid
silently closed behind him, and then there was nothing in the room to mark his
ever having been there, save the shimmering scepter of glass Ailell was
twisting around and around in the trembling hands of an old man.
From
where he stood by the window, Paul could hear a different bird now lifting its
voice in song. He supposed it must be getting close to dawn, but they were on
the west side of the palace and the sky was still dark. He wondered if the King
had completely forgotten his presence. At length, however, Ailell drew a tired
breath and, laying the scepter down by the gameboard, moved slowly to stand by
Paul, gazing out the window. From where they stood, Paul could see the land
fall away westward, and far in the distance rose the trees of a forest, a greater
darkness against the dark of the night.
“Leave
me, friend Pwyll,” Ailell said at length, not unkindly. “I am weary now, and
will be best by myself. Weary,” he repeated, “and old. If there truly is some
power of Darkness walking the land I can do nothing about it tonight unless I
die. And truly, I do not want to die, on the Tree or otherwise. If this is my
failing, then so it must be.” His eyes were distant and sad as he gazed out the
window towards the woods far off.
Paul
cleared his throat awkwardly. “I don’t think that wanting to live can be a
failing.” The words rasped from too long a silence; a difficult emotion was
waiting within him.
Ailell smiled at that, but with his mouth only, and
he continued to look out at the darkness. “For a king it may be, Pwyll. The
price, remember?” He went on in a different voice, “Some blessings I have had.
You heard Ysanne in the hall this morning. She said she had loved me. I never
knew that. I don’t think,” the King mused softly, turning at last to look at
Paul, “that I will tell that part to Marrien, the Queen.”
Paul
let himself out of the room, after bowing with all the respect he had. There
was a queer constriction in his throat. Marrien, the Queen. He shook his
head, and took an uncertain step along the corridor. A long shadow detached
itself from the wall nearby.
“Do you know the way?” Coll asked.
“Not really, no,” Paul said. “I guess I don’t.”
They
passed through the hallways of the palace, their footsteps echoing. Beyond the
walls, dawn was just breaking in the east over Gwen Ystrat. It was dark still
in the palace, though.
Outside
his doorway Paul turned to Diarmuid’s man. “Coll,” he asked, “what’s the Tree?”
The
burly soldier froze. After a moment a hand went up to rub the broad hook of his
broken nose. They had stopped walking; Paras Derval lay wrapped in silence. For
a moment Paul thought his question would not be answered, but then Coll did
speak, his voice pitched low.
“The
Summer Tree?” he said. “It’s in the wood west of the town. Sacred it is, to
Mörnir of the Thunder.”
“Why is it important?”
“Because,” said Coll, lower yet, “that’s where the
God would summon the High King in the old days, when the land had need.”
“Summon him for what?”
“To
hang on the Summer Tree and die,” said Coll succinctly. “I’ve said too much
already. Your friend is with the Lady Rheva tonight, I believe. I’ll be back to
wake you in a little while; we’ve got a long ride today.” And he spun on his
heel to walk off.
“Coll!”
The big man turned, slowly.
“Is it always the King who hangs?”
Coll’s
broad, sunburnt face was etched with apprehension. The answer, when it came,
seemed almost to be against his will. “Princes of the blood have been known to
do it instead.”
“Which
explains Diarmuid last night. Coll, I really don’t want to get you in
trouble—but if I were to make a guess at what happened here, I’d guess that
Ailell was called because of this drought, or maybe there’s a drought because
he hasn’t gone, and I’d guess he is terrified of the whole thing, and Loren
backs him because he doesn’t trust whatever happens on the Summer Tree.” After
a moment Coll nodded stiffly, and Schafer continued.
“Then
I’d go on to guess, and this is really a guess, that Diarmuid’s brother wanted
to do it for the King, and Ailell forbade him—which is why he’s gone and
Diarmuid is heir. Would that be a good guess?”
Coll
had come very close as Schafer was speaking. He searched Paul’s eyes with his
own honest brown ones. Then he shook his head, a kind of awe written into his
features.
“This
is deeper than I can go. It would be,” he said, “a very good guess. The High
King must consent to his surrogate, and when he refused, the Prince cursed him,
which is treason, and was exiled. It is now death to speak his name.”
In
the silence that followed it seemed to Paul as if the whole weight of the night
was pressing down upon the two of them.
“There
is no power in me,” Coll said then, in his deep voice, “but if there was, I
would have him cursed in the name of all the gods and goddesses there are.”
“Who?”
Paul whispered.
“Why,
the Prince, of course,” said Coll. “The exiled Prince, Diarmuid’s brother,
Aileron.”
Chapter
6
Beyond
the palace gates and the walls of the town, the depredations of drought came
home. The impact of a rainless summer could be measured in the heavy dust of
the road, in the thin grass peeling like brown paint on hills and tummocks, in
stunted trees and dried-up village wells. In the fiftieth year of Ailell’s
reign, the High Kingdom was suffering as no living man could remember.
For
Kevin and Paul, riding south with Diarmuid and seven of his men in the morning,
the way of things registered most brutally in the pinched, bitter features of
the farmers they passed on the road. Already the heat of the sun was casting a
shimmer of mirage on the landscape. There were no clouds in the sky.
Diarmuid
was setting a hard pace, though, and Kevin, who was no horseman and who’d had a
sleepless night, was exceedingly happy when they pulled up outside a tavern in
the fourth village they came to.
They
took a hasty meal of cold, sharply spiced meat, bread, and cheese, with pints
of black ale to wash away the throat-clogging dust of the road. Kevin, eating
voraciously, saw Diarmuid speak briefly to Carde, who quietly sought the
innkeeper and withdrew into another room with him. Noticing Kevin’s glance, the
Prince walked over to the long wooden table where he and Paul were sitting with
the lean, dark man named Erron.
“We’re
checking for your friend,” Diarmuid told them. “It’s one of the reasons we’re
doing this. Loren went north to do the same, and I’ve sent word to the coast.”
“Who’s
with the women?” Paul Schafer asked quickly.
Diarmuid
smiled. “Trust me,” he said. “I do know what I’m doing. There are guards, and
Matt stayed in the palace, too.”
“Loren
went without him?” Paul queried sharply. “How . . . ?”
Diarmuid’s
expression was even more amused. “Even without magic our friend can handle
himself. He has a sword, and knows how to use it. You worry a good deal, don’t
you?”
“Does
it surprise you?” Kevin cut in. “We don’t know where we are, we don’t know the
rules here, Dave’s gone missing, God knows where—and we don’t even know where
we’re going with you now.”
“That
last,” said Diarmuid, “is easy enough. We’re crossing the river into Cathal, if
we can. By night, and quietly, because there’s a very good chance we’ll be
killed if found.”
“I
see,” said Kevin, swallowing. “And are we allowed to know why we are subjecting
ourselves to that unpleasant possibility?”
For
the first time that morning Diarmuid’s smile flashed full-force. “Of course you
are,” he said kindly. “You’re going to help me seduce a lady. Tell me, Carde,”
he murmured, turning, “any news?”
There
was none. The Prince drained his pint and was striding out the door. The others
scrambled to their feet and followed. A number of the villagers came out of the
inn to watch them ride off.
“Mörnir
guard you, young Prince!” one farmer cried impulsively. “And in the name of the
Summer Tree, may he take the old man and let you be our King!”
Diarmuid had raised a gracious hand at the first
words, but the speaker’s last phrase brought him to wheel his horse hard. There
was a brutal silence. The Prince’s face had gone cold. No one moved. Overhead
Kevin heard a noisy flap of wings as a dense cluster of crows wheeled aloft,
darkening the sun for an instant.
Diarmuid’s
voice, when it came, was formal and imperious. “The words you have spoken are
treason,” Ailell’s son said, and with a sideways nod spoke one word more: “Coll.”
The
farmer may never have seen the arrow that killed him. Diarmuid did not. He was
already pounding up the road without a backwards glance as Coll replaced his
bow. By the time the shock had passed and the screaming had begun, all ten of
them were around the bend that would carry them south.
Kevin’s
hands were shaking with shock and fury as he galloped, the image of the dead
man engulfing him, the screams still echoing in his mind. Coll, beside him,
seemed impassive and unperturbed. Save that he carefully refused to meet the
glance of Paul Schafer, who was staring fixedly at him as they rode, and to
whom he had spoken a treasonous word of his own the night before.
In
the early spring of 9 Dr. John Ford of Toronto had taken a fortnight’s leave
from his residency at London’s St. Thomas Hospital. Hiking alone in the Lake
District, north of Keswick, he came, at the end of a long day afoot, down the
side of a hill and walked wearily up to a farmyard tucked into the shadow of
the slope.
There
was a girl in the yard, drawing water from a well. The westering sun slanted upon
her dark hair. When she turned at the sound of his footstep, he saw that her
eyes were grey. She smiled shyly when, hat in hand, he asked for a drink, and
before she had finished drawing it for him, John Ford had fallen in love,
simply and irrevocably, which was his nature in all things.
Deirdre
Cowan, who was eighteen that spring, had been told long ago by her grandmother
that she would love and marry a man from over the sea. Because her gran was
known to have the Sight, Deirdre never doubted what she had been told. And this
man, handsome and diffident, had eyes that called to her.
Ford
spent that night in her father’s house, and in the quietest dark before dawn
Deirdre rose from her bed. She was not surprised to see her gran in the hallway
by her own bedroom door, nor to see the old woman make a gesture of blessing
that went back a very long way. She went to Ford’s room, the gray eyes
beguiling, her body sweet with trust.
They
were married in the fall, and John Ford took his wife home just as the first
snows of the winter came. And it was their daughter who walked, a Dwarf beside
her, twenty-five springs after her parents had been brought together, towards
the shores of a lake in another world, to meet her own destiny.
The
path to the lake where Ysanne lived twisted north and west through a shallow
valley flanked by gentle hills, a landscape that would have been lovely in any
proper season. But Kim and Matt were walking through a country scorched and
barren—and the thirst of the land seemed to knife into Kim, twisting like
anguish inside her. Her face hurt, the bones seeming taut and difficult within
her. Movement was becoming painful, and everywhere she looked, her eyes
flinched away.
“It’s dying,” she said.
Matt looked at her with his one eye. “You feel it?”
She nodded stiflly. “I don’t understand.”
The Dwarf’s expression was grim. “The gift is not
without its darkness. I do not envy you.”
“Envy me what, Matt?” Kim’s brow furrowed.
“What do I have?”
Matt
Sören’s voice was soft. “Power. Memory. Truly, I am not sure. If the hurt of
the land reaches so deeply. . . .”
“It’s easier in the palace. I’m blocked there from
all this.”
“We can go back.”
For
one moment, sharp and almost bitter, Kim did want to turn back—all the way
back. Not just to Paras Derval, but home. Where the ruin of the grass and the
dead stalks of flowers by the path did not burn her so. But then she remembered
the eyes of the Seer as they had looked into hers, and she heard again the
voice, drumming in her veins: I have awaited you.
“No,”
she said. “How much farther?”
“Around
the curve. We’ll see the lake soon. But hold, let me give you something—I
should have thought of it sooner. ” And the Dwarf held out towards her a
bracelet of silver workmanship, in which was set a green stone.
“What
is it?”
“A
vellin stone. It is very precious; there are few left, and the secret of
fashioning them died with Ginserat. The stone is a shield from magic. Put it
on.”
With
wonder in her eyes, Kimberly placed it upon her wrist, and as she did, the pain
was gone, the hurt, the ache, the burning, all were gone. She was aware of
them, but distantly, for the vellin was her shield and she felt it guarding
her. She cried out in wonder.
But
the relief in her face was not mirrored in that of the Dwarf. “Ah,” said Matt
Sören, grimly, “so I was right. There are dark threads shuttling on the Loom.
The Weaver grant that Loren comes back soon.”
“Why?”
Kim asked. “What does this mean?”
“If
the vellin guards you from the land’s pain, then that pain is not natural. And
if there is a power strong enough to do this to the whole of the High Kingdom,
then there is a fear in me. I begin to wonder about the old tales of Mörnir’s
Tree, and the pact the Founder made with the God. And if not that, then I dare
not think what. Come,” said the Dwarf, “it is time I took you to Ysanne.”
And walking more swiftly, he led her around an
out-thrust spur of hill slope, and as they cleared the spur she saw the lake: a
gem of blue in a necklace of low hills. And somehow there was still green by
the lake, and the profuse, scattered colors of wildflowers.
Kim
stopped dead in her tracks. “Oh, Matt!”
The
Dwarf was silent while she gazed down, enraptured, on the water. “It is fair,”
he said finally. “But had you ever seen Calor Diman between the mountains, you
would spare your heart’s praise somewhat, to have some left for the Queen of
Waters.”
Kim,
hearing the change in his voice, looked at him for a moment; then, drawing a
deliberate breath, she closed her eyes and was wordless a long time. When she
spoke, it was in a cadence not her own.
“Between
the mountains,” she said. “Very high up, it is. The melting snow in summer
falls into the lake. The air is thin and clear. There are eagles circling. The
sunlight turns the lake into a golden fire. To drink of that water is to taste
of whatever light is falling down upon it, whether of sun or moon or stars. And
under the full moon, Calor Diman is deadly, for the vision never fades and
never stops pulling. A tide in the heart. Only the true King of Dwarves may
endure that night vigil without going mad, and he must do so for the Diamond
Crown. He must wed the Queen of Waters, lying all night by her shores at full
of the moon. He will be bound then, to the end of his days, as the King must
be, to Calor Diman.”
And
Kimberly opened her eyes to look full upon the former King of Dwarves. “Why,
Matt?” she asked, in her own voice. “Why did you leave?”
He
made no answer, but met her look unflinchingly. At length he turned, still
silent, and led her down the winding path to Ysanne’s lake. She was waiting
there for them, dreamer of the dream, knowledge in her eyes, and pity, and
another nameless thing.
Kevin
Laine had never been able to hide his emotions well, and that summary
execution, so casually effected, had disturbed him very deeply. He had not
spoken a word through a day’s hard riding, and the twilight found him still
pale with undischarged anger. In the gathering dark the company passed through
more heavily wooded country, slanting gradually downhill towards the south. The
road went past a thick copse of trees and revealed, half a mile beyond, the
towers of a small fortress.
Diarmuid
pulled to a halt. He seemed fresh still, unaffected by the day on horseback,
and Kevin, whose bones and muscles ached ferociously, fixed the Prince with a
cold stare.
He
was, however, ignored. “Rothe,” said Diarmuid to a compact, brown-bearded
rider, “you go in. Speak to Averren and no one else. I am not here. Coll is
leading a number of you on a reconnaissance. No details. He won’t ask anyway.
Find out, discreetly, if a stranger has been seen in the area, then join us by
the Dael Slope.” Rothe spun his horse and galloped towards the tower.
“That’s
South Keep,” Carde murmured to Kevin and Paul. “Our watchtower down here. Not
too big—but there’s little danger of anything crossing the river, so we don’t
need much. The big garrison’s downriver, west by the sea. Cathal’s invaded
twice that way, so there’s a castle at Seresh to keep watch.”
“Why
can’t they cross the river?” Paul asked. Kevin maintained his self-imposed
silence.
Garde’s
smile in the gathering dark was mirthless. “That you’ll see, soon enough, when
we go down to try.”
Diarmuid,
throwing a cloak over his shoulders, waited until the keep gates had swung open
for Rothe; then he led them west off the road along a narrow path that began to
curve south through the woods.
They
rode for perhaps an hour, quietly now, though no order had been given. These,
Kevin realized, were highly trained men, for all the roughness of their garb
and speech when compared to the dandies they’d met in the palace.
The
moon, a thinning crescent, swung into sight behind them as they wound out of
the trees. Diarmuid halted at the edge of the sloping plain, a hand up for
silence. And after a moment Kevin heard it, too: the deep sound of water,
swift-flowing.
Under
the waning moon and the emerging stars he dismounted with the others. Gazing
south he could see the land fall sheer away in a cliff only a few hundred yards
from where they stood. But he could not see anything at all on the far side; it
was as if the world ended just in front of them.
“There’s
a land fault here,” a light voice said close to his ear. Kevin stiffened, but
Diarmuid went on casually. “Cathal lies about a hundred feet lower than us; you’ll
see when we go forward. And,” said the Prince, his voice still light, “it is a
mistake to mate judgements too soon. That man had to die—had he not, word would
be in the palace by now that I was encouraging treasonous talk. And there are
those who would like to spread that word. His life was forfeit from the time he
spoke, and the arrow was a kinder death than Gorlaes would have granted him.
We’ll wait for Rothe here. I’ve told Carde to rub you both down; you’ll not
make it across with muscles that won’t move.” He walked away and sat on the
ground, leaning against the trunk of a tree. After a moment, Kevin Laine, who
was neither a petty man nor a stupid one, smiled to himself.
Garde’s hands were strong, and the liniment he used
was extraordinary. By the time Rothe rejoined them, Kevin felt functional
again. It was quite dark now, and Diarmuid threw back his cloak as he suddenly
rose. They gathered around him at the edge of the wood and a ripple of
soundless tension went through the company. Kevin, feeling it, looked for Paul,
and saw that Schafer was already gazing at him. They exchanged a tight smile,
then listened intently as Diarmuid began to speak, softly and concisely. The
words spun into the almost windless night, were received and registered, and then
there was silence; and they were moving, nine of them, with one man left to the
horses, over the slope that led to the river they had to cross into a country
where they would be killed if seen.
Running
lightly beside Coll, Kevin felt his heart suddenly expand with a fierce
exhilaration. Which lasted, growing brighter, until they dropped to a crouch,
then a crawl, and, reaching the edge of the cliff, looked down.
Saeren
was the mightiest river west of the mountains. Tumbling spectacularly out of
the high peaks of Eridu, it roared down into the lowlands of the west. There it
would have slowed and begun to meander, had not a cataclysm torn the land
millennia ago in the youngness of the world, an earthquake that had ripped a
gash like a wound in the firmament: the Saeren Gorge. Through that deep ravine
the river thundered, dividing Brennin, which had been raised up in the earth’s
fury, from Cathal, lying low and fertile to the south. And great Saeren did not
slow or wander in its course, nor could a dry summer in the north slake its
force. The river foamed and boiled two hundred feet below them, glinting in the
moonlight, awesome and appalling. And between them and the water lay a descent
in darkness down a cliff too sheer for belief.
“If
you fall,” Diarmuid had said, unsmiling, “try not to scream. You may give the
others away.”
And
now Kevin could see the far side of the gorge, and along the southern cliff,
well below their elevation, were the bonfires and garrisons of Cathal, the
outposts guarding their royalty and their gardens from the north.
Kevin
swore shakily. “I do not believe this. What are they afraid of? No one can
cross this thing.”
“It’s
a long dive,” Coll agreed from his right side. “But he says it was crossed
hundreds of years ago, just once, and that’s why we’re trying now.”
“Just for the hell of it, eh?” Kevin breathed, still
incredulous. “What’s the matter? Are you bored with backgammon?”
“With what?”
“Nevermind.”
And
indeed, there was little chance to talk after that, for Diarmuid, farther along
to their right, spoke softly, and Erron, lean and supple, moved quickly over to
a large twisted tree Kevin hadn’t noticed and knotted a rope carefully about
the trunk. That done, he dropped the line over the edge, paying it out between
his hands. When the last coil spun down into darkness, he wet each of his palms
deliberately and cocked an eye at Diarmuid. The Prince nodded once. Erron
gripped the rope tightly, stepped forward, and disappeared over the edge of the
cliff.
Hypnotically,
they all watched the taut line of the rope. Coll went over to the tree to check
the knot. Kevin became aware, as the long moments passed, that his hands were
wet with perspiration. He wiped them surreptitiously on his breeches. Then, on
the far side of the rope, he saw Paul Schafer looking at him. It was dark, and
he couldn’t see Paul’s face clearly, but something in the expression, a
remoteness, a strangeness, triggered a sudden cold apprehension in Kevin’s
chest, and brought flooding remorselessly back the memory he could never quite
escape of the night Rachel Kincaid had died.
He remembered Rachel himself, remembered her with a
kind of love of his own, for it had been hard not to love the dark-haired girl
with the shy, Pre-Raphaelite grace, for whom two things in the world meant
fire: the sounds of a cello under her bow, and the presence of Paul Schafer.
Kevin had seen, and caught his breath to see, the look in her dark eyes when
Paul would enter a room, and he had watched, too, the hesitant unfolding of
trust and need in his proud friend. Until it all went smash, and he had stood,
helpless tears in his own eyes, in the emergency ward of St. Michael’s Hospital
with Paul when the death word came. When Paul Schafer, his face a dry mask, had
spoken the only words he would ever speak on Rachel’s death: “It should have
been me,” he had said, and walked alone out of a too-bright room.
But
now, in the darkness of another world, a different voice was speaking to him.
“He’s down. You next, friend Kevin,” said Diarmuid. And there was indeed the
dancing of the rope that meant Erron was signaling from the bottom.
Moving
before he could think, Kevin went up to the rope, wet his hands as Erron had
done, gripped carefully, and slid over and down alone.
Using
his booted feet for leverage and control, he descended hand over hand into the
growing thunder of noise that was the Saeren Gorge. The cliff was rough, and
there was a danger that the line might fray on one of the rock edges—but there
was little to be done about that, or about the burning in his hands as the rope
slid abrasively through his grip. He looked down only once and was dizzied by
the speed of the water far below. Turning his face to the cliff, Kevin breathed
deeply for a moment, willing himself to be calm; then he continued, hand and
foot, rope and toehold, down to where the river waited. It became a process
almost mechanical, reaching for crevices with his foot, pushing off as the rope
slid through his palms. He blocked out pain and fatigue, the returning ache of
abused muscles, he forgot, even, where he was. The world was a rope and a face
of rock. It seemed to have always been.
So
oblivious was he that when Erron touched his ankle, Kevin’s heart leaped in a
spasm of terror. Erron helped him step down onto the thin strip of earth,
barely ten feet from where the water roared past, drenching them with spray.
The noise was overwhelming; it made conversation almost impossible.
Erron jerked three times on the slack line, and
after a moment it began to sway and bob beside them with the weight of a body
above. Paul, Kevin thought wearily, that’ll be Paul. And then another thought
invaded him and registered hard over exhaustion: he doesn’t care if he falls.
The realization hit with the force of apprehended truth. Kevin looked
upwards and began frantically scanning the cliff face, but the moon was
lighting the southern side only, and Schafer’s descent was invisible. Only the
lazy, almost mocking movement of the rope end beside them testified that
someone was above.
And
only now, absurdly too late, did Kevin think of Paul’s weakened condition. He
remembered rushing him to hospital only two weeks before, after the basketball
game Schafer shouldn’t have played, and at the memory, his heart angled in his
breast. Unable to bear the strain of looking upwards, he turned instead to the
bobbing rope beside him. So long as that slow dance continued, Paul was all
right. The movement of the rope meant life, a continuation. Fiercely Kevin
concentrated on the line swaying slowly in front of the dark rock face. He
didn’t pray, but he thought of his father, which was almost the same thing.
He
was still gazing fixedly at the rope when Erron finally touched his arm
and pointed. And looking upwards then, Kevin drew free breath again to see the
slight, familiar figure moving down to join them. Paul Schafer alighted moments
later, neatly, though breathing hard. His eyes met Kevin’s for an instant, then
flicked away. He tugged the rope three times himself, before moving down the
strand to slump against the rock face, eyes closed.
A
time later there were nine of them standing spray-drenched by the river bank.
Diarmuid’s eyes gleamed in the light reflected off the water; he seemed feral
and fey, a spirit of night unleashed. And he signalled Coll to begin the next
stage of the journey.
The big man had descended with another coil of rope
in the pack on his broad back. Now he unslung his bow and, drawing an arrow
from its quiver, fitted an end of the rope to an iron ring set in the shaft.
Then he moved forward to the edge of the water and began scanning the opposite
shore. Kevin couldn’t see what he was looking to find. On their own side a few
shrubs and one or two thick, short trees had dug into the thin soil, but the
Cathal shore was sandier, and there seemed to be nothing growing by the river.
Coll, however, had raised his great bow with the arrow notched to the string.
He drew one steady breath and pulled the bowstring all the way back past his
ear, the gesture smooth, though the corded muscles of his arm had gone ridged and
taut. Coll released, and the arrow sang into arching flight, the thin rope
hurtling with it high over Saeren—to sink deep into the stone cliff on the
far side.
Carde,
who’d been holding the free end of the rope, quickly pulled it tight. Then Coll
measured and cut it, and, tying the free end to another arrow, proceeded to
fire the shaft point-blank into the rock behind them. The arrow buried itself
into stone.
Kevin,
utterly incredulous, turned to Diarmuid, questions exploding in his eyes. The
Prince walked over and shouted in his ear, over the thunder of the water,
“Loren’s arrows. It helps to have a mage for a friend—though if he finds out
how I’ve used his gift, he’ll consign me to the wolves!” And the Prince laughed
aloud to see the silvered highway of cord that spanned Saeren in the moonlight.
Watching him, Kevin felt it then, the intoxicating lure of this man who was
leading them. He laughed himself in that moment, feeling constraint and
apprehension slip away. A sense of freedom came upon him, of being tuned to the
night and their journey, as he watched Erron leap up, grab the rope, and begin
to swing hand over hand, out over the water.
The
wave that hit the dark-haired man was a fluke, kicked up from an angled rock by
the shore. It slammed into Erron as he was changing grips and threw him
violently sideways. Desperately Erron curved his body to hang on with one hand,
but the wave that followed the first buffeted him mercilessly, and he was torn
from the rope and flung into the mill-race of Saeren.
Kevin
Laine was running before the second wave hit. Pelting flat out downstream along
the strand, he leaped, without pausing to calculate or look back, for the
overhanging branch of one of the knotted trees that dug into the earth by the
river. Fully extended in flight, his arms outstretched, he barely reached it.
There was no time to think. With a racking, contorted movement he twisted his
body, looped his knees over the branch, and hung face down over the torrent.
Only
then did he look, almost blinded by spray, to see Erron, a cork in the flood,
hurtling towards him. Again, no time. Kevin reached down, tasting his death in
that moment. Erron threw up a convulsive hand, and each clasped the other’s
wrist.
The
pull was brutal. It would have ripped Kevin from the tree like a leaf—had not
someone else been there. Someone who was holding his legs on the branch with a
grip like an iron band. A grip that was not going to break.
“I’ve
got you!” screamed Paul Schafer. “Lift him if you can.”
And
hearing the voice, locked in Schafer’s vise-like hold, Kevin felt a surge of
strength run through him; both hands gripping Erron’s wrist, he pulled him from
the river.
There
were other hands by then, reaching for Erron, taking him swiftly to shore.
Kevin let go and allowed Paul to haul him up to the branch. Straddling it, they
faced each other, gasping hard for breath.
“You
idiot!” Paul shouted, his chest heaving. “You scared the hell out of me!”
Kevin
blinked, then the too, too much boiled over. “You shut up! I
scared you? What do you think you’ve been doing to me since Rachel
died?”
Paul,
utterly unprepared, was shocked silent. Trembling with emotion and adrenalin
afterburn, Kevin spoke again, his voice raw. “I mean it, Paul. When I was
waiting at the bottom . . . I didn’t think you were going to make it down. And
Paul, I wasn’t sure if you cared.”
Their
heads were close together, for the words to be heard. Schafer’s pupils were
enormous. In the reflected moonlight his face was so white as to be almost
inhuman.
“That
isn’t quite true,” he replied finally.
“But
it isn’t far wrong. Not far enough. Oh, Paul, you have to bend a little. If you
can’t talk, can’t you cry at least? She deserves your tears. Can’t you cry for
her?”
At
that, Paul Schafer laughed. The sound chilled Kevin to the core, there was such
wildness in it. “I can’t,” Paul said. “That’s the whole problem, Kev. I really,
really can’t.”
“Then
you’re going to break,” Kevin rasped.
“I
might,” Schafer replied, scarcely audible. “I’m trying hard not to, believe me.
Kev, I know you care. It matters to me, very much. If . . . if I do decide to
go, I’ll . . . say goodbye. I promise you’ll know.”
“Oh, for God’s sake! Is that supposed to make me—”
“Come on!” Coll bellowed from the
shore, and Kevin, startled, realized that he’d been calling for some time.
“That branch could crack any second!”
So
they moved back to the strand, to be disconcertingly enveloped by bear-hugs
from Diarmuid’s men. Coll himself nearly broke Kevin’s back with his massive
embrace.
The
Prince walked over, his expression utterly sober. “You saved a man I value,” he
said. “I owe you both. I was being frivolous when I invited you to come, and
unfair. I am grateful now that I did.”
“Good,”
said Kevin succinctly. “I don’t much enjoy feeling like excess baggage. And
now,” he went on, raising his voice so they could all hear, while he buried
again that which he had no answer for and no right to answer, “let’s cross this
stream. I want to see those gardens.” And walking past the Prince, his
shoulders straight, head high as he could carry it, he led them back to the
rope across the river, grief in his heart like a stone.
One
by one then, hand over hand, they did cross. And on the other shore, where sand
met cliff in Cathal, Diarmuid found them what he had promised: the worn
handholds carved into the rock five hundred years ago by Alorre, Prince of
Brennin, who had been the first and the last to cross the Saeren into the
Garden Country.
Screened
by darkness and the sound of the river, they climbed up to where the grass was
green and the scent of moss and cyclamen greeted them. The guards were few and
careless, easily avoided. They came to a wood a mile from the river and took
shelter there as a light rain began to fall.
Beneath
her feet Kimberly could feel the rich texture of the soil, and the sweetness of
wildflowers surrounded her. They were in the strand of wood lining the north
shore of the lake. The leaves of the tall trees, somehow untouched by the
drought, filtered the sunlight, leaving a verdant coolness through which they
walked, looking for a flower.
Matt
had gone back to the palace.
“She
will stay with me tonight,” the Seer had said. “No harm will touch her by the
lake. You have given her the vellin, which was wiser perhaps than even you
knew, Matt Sören. I have my powers, too, and Tyrth is here with us.”
“Tyrth?”
the Dwarf asked.
“My
servant,” Ysanne replied. “He will take her back when the time conies. Trust
me, and go easily. You have done well to bring her here. We have much to talk
of, she and I.”
So
the Dwarf had gone. But there had been little of the promised talk since his
departure. To Kim’s first stumbled questions the white-haired Seer had offered
only a gentle smile and an admonition. “Patience, child. There are things that
come before the telling time. First there is a flower we need. Come with me,
and see if we can find a bannion for tonight.”
And
so Kim found herself walking through shade and light under the trees, questions
tumbling over each other in her mind. Blue-green, Ysanne had said it was, with
red like a drop of blood at the heart.
Ahead
of her the Seer moved, light and sure-footed over root and fallen branch. She
seemed younger in the wood than in Ailell’s hall, and here she carried no staff
to lean upon. Which triggered another question, and this one broke through.
“Do
you feel the drought the way I do?”
Ysanne
stopped at that and regarded Kim a moment, her eyes bright in the seamed,
wizened face. She turned again, though, and continued walking, scanning the
ground on either side of the twisting path. When her answer came Kim was
unprepared.
“Not
the same way. It tires me, and there is a sense of oppression. But not actual
pain, as with you. I can—there!” And darting quickly to one side
she knelt on the earth.
The
red at the center did look like blood against the sea-colored petals of the
bannion.
“I
knew we would find one today,” said Ysanne, and her voice had roughened. “It
has been years, so many, many years.” With care she uprooted the flower and
rose to her feet. “Come, child, we will take this home. And I will try to tell
you what you need to know.”
“Why
did you say you’d been waiting for me?” They were in the front room of Ysanne’s
cottage, in chairs beside the fireplace. Late afternoon. Through the window Kim
could see the figure of the servant, Tyrth, mending the fence in back of the
cottage. A few chickens scrabbled and pecked in the yard, and there was a goat
tied to a post in a corner. Around the walls of the room were shelves upon
which, in labelled jars, stood plants and herbs of astonishing variety, many
with names Kim could not recognize. There was little furniture: the two chairs,
a large table, a small, neat bed in an alcove off the back of the room.
Ysanne
sipped at her drink before replying. They were drinking something that tasted
like camomile.
“I
dreamt you,” the Seer said. “Many times. That is how I see such.things as I do
see. Which have grown fewer and more clouded of late. You were clear, though,
hair and eyes. I saw your face.”
“Why,
though? What am I, that you should dream of me?”
“You
already know the answer to that. From the crossing. From the land’s pain, which
is yours, child. You are a Seer as I am, and more, I think, than I have ever
been.” Cold suddenly in the hot, dry summer, Kim turned her head away.
“But,”
she said in a small voice, “I don’t know anything.”
“Which
is why I am to teach you what I know. That is why you are here.”
There
was a complex silence in the room. The two women, one old, the other younger
than her years, looked at each other through identical grey eyes under white
hair and brown, and a breeze like a finger blew in upon them from the lake.
“My
lady.”
The
voice abraded the stillness. Kim turned to see Tyrth in the window. Thick black
hair and a full beard framed eyes so dark they were almost black. He was not a
big man, but his arms on the window sill were corded with muscle and tanned a
deep brown by labor in the sun.
Ysanne,
unstartled, turned to him. “Tyrth, yes, I meant to call you. Can you make up
another bed for me? We have a guest tonight. This is Kimberly, who crossed with
Loren two nights past.”
Tyrth
met her eyes for an instant only, then an awkward hand brushed at the thick
hair tumbling over his forehead. “I’ll do a proper bed then. But in the
meanwhile, I’ve seen something you should know of. . . .”
“The
wolves?” Ysanne asked tranquilly. Tyrth, after a bemused moment, nodded. “I saw
them the other night,” the Seer went on. “While I slept. There isn’t much we
can do. I left word in the palace with Loren yesterday.”
“I
don’t like it,” Tyrth muttered. “There haven’t been wolves this far south in my
lifetime. Big ones, too. They shouldn’t be so big.” And turning his head, he
spat in the dust of the yard before touching his forehead again and walking
from the window. As he moved away Kim saw that he limped, favoring his left
foot.
Ysanne
followed her glance. “A broken bone,” she said, “badly set years ago. He’ll
walk like that all his life. I’m lucky to have him, though—no one else would
serve a witch.” She smiled. “Your lessons begin tonight, I think.”
“How?”
Ysanne
nodded towards the bannion resting on the table top. “It begins with the
flower,” she said. “It did for me, a long time ago.”
The
waning moon rose late, and it was full dark when the two women made their way
beneath it to stand by the edge of the lake. The breeze was delicate and cool,
and the water lapped the shore gently, like a lover. Over their heads the
summer stars were strung like filigree.
Ysanne’s
face had gone austere and remote. Looking at her, Kim felt a premonitory
tension. The axis of her life was swinging and she knew not how or where, only
that somehow, she had lived in order to come to this shore.
Ysanne
drew her small figure erect and stepped onto a flat surface of rock jutting out
over the lake. With a motion almost abrupt, she gestured for Kim to sit beside
her on the stone. The only sounds were the stir of the wind in the trees behind
them, and the quiet slap of water against the rocks. Then Ysanne raised both
arms in a gesture of power and invocation and spoke in a voice that rang over
the night lake like a bell.
“Hear
me, Eilathen!” she cried. “Hear and be summoned, for I have need of you, and
this is the last time and the deepest. Eilathen damae! Sien rabanna, den
viroth bannion damae!” And as she spoke the words, the flower in her
hand burst into flame, blue-green and red like its colors, and she threw it,
spiralling, into the lake.
Kim
felt the wind die. Beside her, Ysanne seemed carved out of marble, so still was
she. The very night seemed gathered into that stillness. There was no sound, no
motion, and Kim could feel the furious pounding of her heart. Under the moon
the surface of the lake was glassy calm, but not with the calm of tranquillity.
It was coiled, waiting. Kim sensed, as if within the pulse of her blood, a
vibration as of a tuning fork pitched just too high for human ears.
And
then something exploded into motion in the middle of the lake. A spinning form,
whirling too fast for the eye to follow, rose over the surface of the water,
and Kim saw that it shone blue-green under the moon.
Unbelieving,
she watched it come towards them, and as it did so, the spinning began to slow,
so that when it finally halted, suspended in air above the water before Ysanne,
Kim saw that it had the tall form of a man.
Long
sea-green hair lay coiled about his shoulders, and his eyes were cold and clear
as chips of winter ice. His naked body was lithe and lean, and it shimmered as
if with scales, the moonlight glinting where it fell upon him. And on his hand,
burning in the dark like a wound, was a ring, red as the heart of the flower
that had summoned him.
“Who calls me from the deep against my desire?”
The voice was cold, cold as night waters in early
spring, and there was danger in it.
“Eilathen, it is the Dreamer. I have need.
Forgo your wrath and hear me. It is
long since we stood here, you and I.”
“Long for you, Ysanne. You have grown old. Soon the
worms will gather you.” The reedy pleasure in the voice could be heard. “But I
do not age in my green halls, and time turns not for me, save when the bannion
fire troubles the deep.” And Eilathen held out the hand upon which the red ring
burned.
“I would not
send down the fire without a cause, and tonight marks your release from
guardianship. Do this last thing for me and you are free of my call.”
A slight stir of wind; the trees were sighing again.
“On your
oath?” Eilathen moved closer to the shore. He seemed to grow, towering above
the Seer, water rippling down his
shoulders and thighs, the long wet hair pulled back from his face.
“On my oath,” Ysanne replied. “I bound you against my own desire. The wild
magic is meant to be free. Only
because my need was great were you given to the flowerfire. On my oath, you are
free tonight.”
“And the task?” Eilathen’s voice was colder than
ever, more alien. He shimmered before them with a green dark power.
“This,”
said Ysanne, and pointed to Kimberly. The stab of Eilathen’s eyes was like ice
cutting into her. Kim saw, sensed, somehow knew the fathomless halls whence
Ysanne had summoned him—the shaped corridors of seastone and twined seaweed,
the perfect silence of his deep home. She held the gaze as best she could, held
it until it was Eilathen who turned away.
“Now
I know,” he said to the Seer. “Now I understand.” And a thread that might have
been respect had woven its way into his voice.
“But
she does not,” said Ysanne. “So spin for her, Eilathen. Spin the Tapestry, that
she may learn what she is, and what has been, and release you of the burden
that you bear.”
Eilathen
glittered high above them both. His voice was a splintering of ice. “And this
is the last?”
“This
is the last,” Ysanne replied.
He
did not hear the note of loss in her voice. Sadness was alien to him, not of
his world or his being. He smiled at her words and tossed his hair back, the
taste, the glide, the long green dive of freedom already running through him.
“Look
then!” he cried. “Look you to know—and know your last of Eilathen!”
And crossing his arms upon his breast, so that the ring on his finger burned
like a heart afire, he began to spin again. But somehow, as Kim watched, his
eyes were locked on hers all the time, even as he whirled, so fast that the
lake water began to foam beneath him, and his cold, cold eyes and the bright
pain of the red ring he wore were all she knew in the world.
And
then he was inside her, deeper than any lover had ever gone, more completely,
and Kimberly was given the Tapestry.
She
saw the shaping of the worlds, Fionavar at first, then all the others—her own
in a fleeting glimpse—following it into time. The gods she saw, and knew their
names, and she touched but could not hold, for no mortal can, the purpose and
the pattern of the Weaver at the Loom.
And
as she was whirled away from that bright vision, she came abruptly face to face
with the oldest Dark in his stronghold of Starkadh. In his eyes she felt
herself shrivel, felt the thread fray on the Loom; she knew evil for what it
was. The live coals of his eyes scorched into her, and the talons of his hands
seemed to score her flesh, and within her heart she was forced to sound the
uttermost depths of his hate, and she knew him for Rakoth the Unraveller,
Rakoth Maugrim, whom the gods themselves feared, he who would rend the Tapestry
and lay his own malignant shadow on all of time to come. And flinching away
from the vastness of his power, she endured an endless passage of despair.
Ysanne,
ashen and helpless, heard her cry out then, a cry torn from the ruin of
innocence, and the Seer wept by the shore of her lake. But through it all
Eilathen spun, faster than hope or despair, colder than night, the stone over
his heart blazing as he whirled like an unleashed wind towards the freedom he
had lost.
Kimberly,
though, was oblivious to time and place, to lake, rock, Seer, spirit, stone,
locked like a spell into the images Eilathen’s eyes imposed. She saw Iorweth
Founder come from oversea, saw him greet the lios alfar by Sennett Strand, and
her heart caught at the beauty of the lios in that vision, and of the tall men
the God had called to found the High Kingdom. And then she learned why the
Kings of Brennin, all the High Kings from Iorweth to Ailell, were named the
Children of Mörnir, for Eilathen showed her the Summer Tree in the Godwood
under stars.
The
Dalrei she saw next, in a whirling away to the north and west; on the Plain she
watched them in pursuit of the glorious eltor, their long hair tied back. The
Dwarves delving under Banir Lok and Banir Tal she was shown, and the distant
men of wild Eridu beyond their mountains.
Eilathen’s
eyes carried her south then, across Saeren, and she saw the gardens of Cathal,
and the unrivalled splendor of the Lords across the river. The heart of
Pendaran she touched, and in a bright vision, bittersweet, she saw Lisen of the
Wood meet Amairgen Whitebranch in the grove and bind herself to him, first
source to the first mage; and she saw her die by the sea tower, fairest child
of all the turning worlds.
Grieving
still for that loss, she was taken by Eilathen to see the war—the Great War
against Rakoth. Conary she saw, and knew, and Colan his son, the Beloved. She
saw the bright, fierce array of the lios, and the shining figure of
Ra-Termaine, greatest of the Lords of the lios alfar—and she saw that brilliant
company torn apart by wolves and svart alfar, and most terribly of all by the
flying creatures older than nightmare unleashed by Maugrim. Then she watched
as, coming too late, Conary and Colan were cut off and trapped in their turn by
Sennett, and as a red sun went down on a night Conary would die, she saw, and
her heart exploded within her to see the curved ranks of the Dalrei ride
singing out of Daniloth, out of the mist behind Revor into the sunset. She did
not know, though Ysanne did, that she was weeping as the Riders and the
warriors of Brennin and Cathal, terrible in their fury and their grief, drove
the armies of the Dark back north and east through Andarien to Starkadh, where
the Lion of Eridu came to join them, and where the blood and smoke cleared at
last to show Rakoth beaten to his knees in surrender.
Then
she was shown the binding, and knew the Mountain again for the prison it had
become, and she watched Ginserat make the stones. Faster then, the images began
to fly, and to Ysanne’s eyes the speed of Eilathen’s turning became as a
maelstrom of power, and she knew that she was losing him. The joy of his
release she tasted, even amid her own deep ache of loss.
Faster
he spun, and faster, the water white beneath his feet, and the Seer watched as
the one beside her who was no longer a girl learned what it was to dream true.
To be a dreamer of the dream.
And
there came a time when Eilathen slowed and stopped.
Kimberly
lay sprawled on the rock, drained of all color, utterly unconscious. The water
spirit and the Seer gazed at each other a long time, unspeaking.
At
length, Eilathen’s voice was heard, high and cold in the moonlight. “I have
done. She knows what she is able to know. A great power is in her, but I do not
know if she can bear the burden. She is young.”
“Not
anymore,” Ysanne whispered. She found it hard to speak.
“Perhaps
not. But it is no care of mine. I have spun for you, Dreamer. Release me from
the fire.” He was very close, the ice-crystal eyes gleaming with an inhuman
light.
The
Seer nodded. “I did promise. It was past time. You know why I needed you?”
There was an appeal in her voice.
“I do not forgive.”
“But you know why?”
Another
long silence. Then, “Yes,” said Eilathen, and one listening for it might have
imagined gentleness in his tone. “I know why you bound me.”
Ysanne
was crying again, the tears glinting on her lined face. Her back was straight,
though, her head high, and the command, when it came, rang clear. “Then go free
of me, free of guardianship. Be free of flowerfire, now and evermore. Laith
derendel, sed bannion. Echorth!”
And
on the last word a sound burst from Eilathen, a high, keening sound beyond joy
or release, almost beyond hearing, and the red-stoned ring slid from his finger
and fell on the rock at the Seer’s feet.
She
knelt to gather it and, when she rose, saw through still-falling tears that he
had already spun back out over the lake.
“Eilathen!” she cried. “Forgive me if you can.
Farewell!”
For reply, his motion only grew faster, wilder
somehow than before, untamed, chaotic, and then Eilathen reached the middle of
the lake and dived.
But
one listening for it—wanting, praying even, to catch it—might have heard, or
imagined she heard, just before he disappeared, the sound of her name called
out in farewell in a voice cold and free forever.
She
sank to her knees cradling Kim, and rocked her upon her lap as one rocks a
child. Holding the girl, gazing out through almost blinded eyes at the empty
lake, she did not see the dark-haired, dark-bearded figure that rose from the
cover of a sheltering rock behind them. The figure watched long enough to see
her take the ring Eilathen had guarded and slip it carefully upon Kimberly’s
right hand, where it fit her ring finger as perfectly as the Seer had dreamt it
would.
After
seeing this, the watching figure turned, still unseen, and walked away from
them, and there was no trace of a limp in his stride.
She
was seventeen that spring, not yet accustomed to men calling her beautiful. A
pretty child she had been, but adolescence had found her long-limbed and
coltish, prone to skinned knees and bruises from rough play in the gardens at
Larai Rigal—activities ultimately deemed unfitting for a Princess of the realm.
The more so when Marlen died hunting and she became heir to the Ivory Throne in
a ceremony she scarcely remembered, so dazed was she by the speed of it and the
death of her brother. Her knee was hurting, from a fall the day before, and her
father’s face had frightened her. There were no falls after that, for the play
in the gardens and on the lake of the summer palace came to an end. She learned
to school herself in the ways of a decadent court and, in time, to deal not
unkindly with the suitors who began to come in such numbers, and she did grow
beautiful, the Dark Rose of Cathal, and her name was Sharra, daughter of
Shalhassan.
Proud
she remained, as were all of her blood, and strong-willed, a quality rare in
dissolute Cathal, though not unexpected in her father’s daughter. Within her,
too, there flickered yet a secret flame of rebelliousness against the demands
of position and ritual that trammelled her days and nights.
Even
now the flame burned, within beloved Larai Rigal, where the scent of calath and
myrrh, of elphinel and alder enveloped her with memories. Memories that fired
her with brighter longing than had any of the men who had knelt before her
father’s throne seeking her hand, with the ritual phrase: “The sun rises in
your daughter’s eyes.” She was young yet, for all her pride.
And
it would have been for all of these reasons, the last perhaps more than any of
the others, that when the letters had begun to appear in her room—how, she knew
not—she kept them secret unto herself; deeply secret, too, she kept the
suspicion, burning like a liena in the gardens at night, of who had sent them.
Of
desire they spoke, and called her fair in words more strung with fire than any
she had ever heard. A longing was in the lines that sang to her, and it awoke
within her breast, prisoner that she was in the place she would one day rule,
longings of her own: most often she yearned for the simplicity of mornings that
were gone, leaving this strangeness in their place, but sometimes, when she was
alone at night, for other things. For the letters grew more bold as time went
by, and descriptions of desire became promises of what hands and lips might do.
Still,
they were unsigned. Finely phrased, elegantly penned, they bespoke nobility,
but there never was a name signed at the close. Until the last one came, as
spring was spilling calath and anemone all over Larai Rigal. And the name she
read at last gave shape and certainty to what she had long guessed and held in
her heart as a talisman. I know
something you don’t know was the refrain that had carried her lightly, even
kindly, through mornings in the reception chamber, then closely escorted
afternoon walks with one suitor or another along the curving pathways and
arched bridges of the gardens. Only at night, her ladies at last dismissed, her
black hair brushed and falling free, could she take from its hiding place that
last letter and read again by candlelight:
Bright One,
Too long. Even the stars now speak to me of you, and
the night wind knows your name. I must come. Death is a dark I seek not to
find, but if I must walk within its provinces to touch the flower of your body,
then I must. Promise only that should the soldiers of Cathal end my life it
will be your hands that close my eyes, and perhaps—too much to ask, I know—your
lips that touch my cold ones in farewell.
There
is a lyren tree near the northern wall ofLarai Rigal. Ten nights past the full
of the moon there should still be light enough at moonrise for us to find each
other.
I
will be there. You hold my life as a small thing between the fingers of your
hands.
Diarmuid dan Ailell
It
was very late. Earlier in the evening it had rained, releasing the scent of
elphinel from below her window, but now the clouds had drifted and the waning
moon shone into her room. Gently its light touched her face and glinted in the
heavy fall of her hair.
It had been full nine nights before.
Which meant that he had somehow crossed Saeren and
was hiding somewhere in the dark of the land, and tomorrow. . . .
Sharra,
daughter of Shalhassan, drew a long breath in the bed where she lay alone, and
returned the letter to its secret place. That evening she did not dream of
childhood or of childhood games when at length sleep found her, twisting from
side to side all night, her hair loose and spread upon the pillows.
Venassar
of Gath was so young and shy, he made her feel protective. Walking the next
morning on the Circle Path, she did most of the talking. In yellow doublet and
hose, long-faced and clearly apprehensive, he listened with desperate
attentiveness, tilted alarmingly towards her as she named the flowers and trees
past which they walked, and told the story of T’Varen and the creation of Larai
Rigal. Her voice, pitched low to exclude their retinue, which walked a careful
ten paces ahead and behind, gave no hint of how many interminable times she had
done this before.
They
walked slowly past the cedar from which she had fallen the day her brother
died, the day before she had been named heir to the throne. And then, following
the curve of the path over the seventh bridge past one of the waterfalls, she
saw the giant lyren near the northern wall.
Venassar
of Gath, gangling and discomfited, essayed a series of coughs, snorts, and
comments in a hapless attempt thereafter to revive a dead conversation. The
Princess at his side had withdrawn into a stillness so profound that her beauty
seemed to have folded upon itself like a flower, dazzling still, but closed to
him. His father, he thought despairingly, was going to flay him.
Taking
pity at last, Sharra carefully placed her hand on his arm as they crossed the
ninth bridge, completing the Circle, and walked up towards the pavilion where
Shalhassan reclined, surrounded by the scented finery of his court. The gesture
launched Venassar into a state of petrified automatism, despite the predatory
look it elicited from Bragon, his father, who was sitting beside Shalhassan
under the waving fans of the servants.
Sharra
shivered as Bragon’s glance lingered on her and the smile deepened under his
dark moustache. It was not the smile of a potential father-in-law. Beneath the
silk of her gown, her body recoiled from the hunger in his eyes.
Her
father did not smile. He never did.
She
made obeisance to him and moved into the shade, where they brought her a glass
of m’rae, deeply chilled, and a dish of flavored ices. When Bragon took his
leave, she made sure he saw the coldness in her eyes, and then smiled at
Venassar, extending a hand he almost forgot to touch to his forehead. Let the father
know, she thought, with no possibility of mistake, why they would not be
returning to Larai Rigal. And the anger in her almost showed.
What
she wanted, Sharra thought bitterly, even as she smiled, was to climb the cedar
again, past the branch that had broken under her, and, reaching the very
topmost point, to turn into a falcon that could fly over the shining of the
lake and the glory of the gardens all alone.
“A
brute, and the son is a callow fool,” Shalhassan said, leaning towards her so
only the slaves, who didn’t matter, could hear.
“They
all are,” said his daughter, “the one or the other.”
The
moon, thinning down, had risen late. From her window she could see it surfacing
from the eastern arm of the lake. Still, she lingered within her room. It would
not do to arrive on time; this man would have to learn that a Princess of
Cathal did not scurry to a tryst like a servant from Rhoden or some such
northern place.
Nonetheless,
the pulse under the fine skin of her wrist was beating far too fast. A small
thing between the fingers of your hands, he had written. Which was
true. She could have him taken and garrotted for his effrontery. It might even
start a war.
Which,
she told herself, was irresponsible. Shalhassan’s daughter would greet this man
with the courtesy due his rank and the secrecy the passion in him deserved of
her. He had come a long way through very great peril to see her. He would have
gracious words to carry back north from the gardens of Cathal. But no more.
Presumption such as his had a price, and this, Diarmuid of Brennin would learn.
And, she thought, it would be well if he told her how he had crossed Saeren. It
was a thing of no small importance to the land she would one day rule.
Her breathing seemed to be under control; the race
of her pulse had slowed. The image of the solitary falcon in her mind fell away
as on a down drift of wind. It was the heiress of Cathal, well schooled in duty
and obligation, who descended, careful of her skirt, down the easy branches of
the tree outside her balcony.
The
lienae glowed, flying through the dark. About her were woven the deep,
disturbing night scents of the flowers. She walked under starlight and the
crescent illumination of the moon, sure of her way, for the walled gardens, for
all their miles, were her oldest home and she knew every step of all the paths.
A night walk such as this, though, was a vanished pleasure, and she would be
severely chastised if discovered. And her servants would be flogged.
No
matter. She would not be discovered. The palace guard patrolled the outer
perimeter of the walls with their lanterns. The gardens were another world.
Where she walked, the only lights were those of moon and stars, and the
hovering, elusive lienae. She heard the soft chirring of insects and the plashing
of the sculpted waterfalls. There was a breath of wind in the leaves, and
somewhere, too, in these gardens there was now a man who had written to her of
what lips and hands might do.
She
slowed a little on the thought, crossing the fourth bridge, the Ravelle,
hearing the gentle sound of tamed water over colored stone. No one, she
realized, knew where she was. And she knew nothing beyond rumor, which did not
reassure, of the man who was waiting in the dark.
But
courage was not lacking in her heart, though it might be foolhardy and unwise.
Sharra, dressed in azure and gold, one lapis lazuli pendant hanging between her
breasts, came over the bridge and past the curving of the path and saw the
lyren tree.
There was no one there.
She had never doubted he would be waiting—which,
given the hazards that had lain in his path, was absurd.
A
besotted romantic might somehow bribe a servant of hers to plant letters, might
promise an impossible tryst, but a Prince of Brennin, the heir even, since his
brother’s exile, would not dice his life away on a folly such as this, for a
woman he’d never seen.
Saddened,
and angry with herself for feeling so, she walked the last few steps and stood
under the golden branches of the lyren. Her long fingers, smooth finally, after
years of abuse, reached out to caress the bark of the trunk.
“If
you weren’t in a skirt, you might join me up here, but I don’t imagine a
Princess can climb trees anyhow. Shall I come down?” The voice came from
directly above her. She checked a sudden motion and refused to look up.
“I’ve
climbed every climbable tree in these gardens,” she said evenly, over the
acceleration of her heart, “including this one. And often in skirts. I do not
care to do so now. If you are Diarmuid of Brennin, then come down.”
“And
if I’m not?” The tone, for a supposedly infatuated lover, was far too mocking,
she thought, and she didn’t answer. Nor did he wait. There was a rustle in the
leaves above, then a thump beside her on the ground.
And
then two hands took one of hers quite comprehensively, and brought it not to
his forehead but to his lips. Which was all right, though he should have knelt.
What was not all right was that he should turn the hand over to kiss her palm
and wrist.
She
snatched her hand away, horribly aware of the pounding of her heart. She still
hadn’t even seen him clearly.
As
if reading the thought, he moved out of shadow, to where the moonlight could
find his bright, tousled hair. And he did drop to a knee then—letting the light
fall like benediction on his face.
And
so she did see, finally. The eyes, wide-set and deep, were very blue under
long, almost feminine lashes. The mouth was wide as well, too much so, and
there was no softness in it, or in the lines of the beardless chin.
He
smiled, though, and not mockingly. And she realized that from where he knelt
she, too, was in the light to be seen.
“Well—”
she began.
“Fools,”
said Diarmuid dan Ailell. “They all told me you were beautiful. Said it sixteen
different ways.”
“And?”
She stiffened, anger ready as a lash.
“And,
by Lisen’s eyes, you are. But no one ever told me there was cleverness in you.
I should have known. Shalhassan’s heir would have to have subtlety.”
She
was completely unprepared. No one had ever said this. Off balance, she
fleetingly remembered all her Venassars, so effortlessly handled.
“Forgive
me,” this man said, rising to stand beside her, very close. “I didn’t know. I
was expecting to deal with a very young woman—which you are not, not in the
ways that matter. Shall we walk? Will you show me your gardens?”
And
so she found herself in stride with him on the northern perimeter of the Circle
Path, and it seemed foolish and young to protest when he took her arm. A
question, however, insinuated itself as they moved in the scented darkness,
haloed by the lienae flying all about them.
“If
you thought me so simple, how could you write me as you did?” she asked, and
felt her heartbeat slow again, as a measure of control came back to her in his
silence. Not so easily, my friend, she thought.
“I
am,” said Diarmuid quite calmly, “somewhat helpless before beauty. Word of
yours reached me some time ago. You are more than I was told you were.”
A
neat enough answer, for a northerner. Even honey-tongued Galienth might have
approved. But it was well within her ability to compass. So although he was
handsome and disturbing in the shadows beside her, and his fingers on her arm
kept shifting very slightly, and once brushed the edge of her breast, Sharra
now felt secure. If there was a twist of regret, another downward arc of the
mind’s falcon, she paid it no attention.
“T’Varen
laid out Larai Rigal in the time of my great-grandfather, Thallason, whom you
have cause to remember in the north. The gardens cover many miles, and are
walled in their entirety, including the lake, which . . .” And so she went on,
as she had for all the Venassars, and though it was night now, and the man
beside her had a hand on her arm, it really wasn’t so very different after all.
I might kiss him, she thought. On the cheek, as goodbye.
They
had taken the Crossing Path at the Faille Bridge, and began curving back north.
The moon was well clear of the trees now, riding high in a sky laced with
windblown clouds. The breeze off the lake was pleasant and not too chilly. She
continued to talk, easily still, but increasingly aware of his silence. Of
that, and of the hand on her arm, which had tightened and had grazed her breast
again as they passed one of the waterfalls.
“There
is a bridge for each of the nine provinces,” she said, “and the flowers in each
part of—”
“Enough!”
said Diarmuid harshly. She froze in midsentence. He stopped walking and
turned to face her on the path. There was a calath bush behind her. She had
hidden there, playing, as a child.
He
had released her arm when he spoke. Now, after a long, cold glance at her, he
turned and began walking again. She moved quickly to keep up.
When
he addressed her, it was while staring straight ahead, his voice low and
intense. “You are speaking like someone scarcely a person. If you want to play
gracious Princess with the petty lordlings who mince about, courting you, it is
none of my affair, but—”
“The lords of Cathal are not petty, sir! They—”
“Do not, please, insult us
both! That emasculated whipping-boy this afternoon? His father? I would take
great pleasure in killing Bragon. They are worse than petty, all of them. And
if you speak to me as you do to them, you cheapen both of us unbearably.”
They
had reached the lyren again. Somewhere within her a bird was stirring. She
moved ruthlessly to curb it, as she had to.
“My
lord Prince, I must say I am surprised. You can hardly expect less formal
conversation, in this, our first—”
“But
I do expect it! I expect to see and hear the woman. Who was a girl who climbed
all the trees in this garden. The Princess in her role bores me, hurts me.
Demeans tonight.”
“And
what is tonight?” she asked, and bit her lip as soon as she spoke.
“Ours,”
he said.
And
his arms were around her waist in the shadows of the lyren, and his mouth,
descending, was upon her own. His head blocked the moon, but her eyes had
closed by then anyway. And then the wide mouth on hers was moving, and his
tongue—
“No!”
She broke away violently, and almost fell. They faced each other a few feet
apart. Her heart was a mad, beating, winged thing she had to control. Had to.
She was Sharra, daughter of—
“Dark
Rose,” he said, his voice unsteady. He took a step towards her.
“No!”
Her hands were up to ward him.
Diarmuid
stopped. Looked at her trembling figure. “What do you fear in me?” he asked.
Breathing
was difficult. She was conscious of her breasts, of the wind about her, the
nearness of him, and of a dark warmth at her center, where—
“How did you cross the river?” she blurted out.
She expected mockery again. It would have helped.
His gaze was steady, though, and he stayed absolutely motionless.
“I
used a mage’s arrow and a rope,” he said. “I crossed hand over hand above the
water and climbed a ladder cut into the cliff several hundred years ago. I give
you this as between you and me. You will not tell?”
She
was Princess of Cathal. “I make no such promise, for I cannot. I will not
betray you now in any way, but secrets endangering my people—”
“And
what do you think I did in telling you? Am I not heir to a throne, just as you
are?”
She
shook her head. Some voice within was wildly telling her to run, but instead
she spoke, as carefully as she could. “You must not think, my lord Prince, to
win a daughter of Shalhassan, merely by coming here and—”
“Sharra!”
he cried, speaking her name for the first time, so that it rang in the night
air like a bell tolling pain. “Listen to yourself! It is not just—”
And
they both heard it then.
The
jangling clink of armor as the palace guard moved up on the other side.of the
wall.
“What
was that?” a gravelly voice exclaimed, and she knew it for Devorsh, Captain of
the Guard. There was a murmured reply. Then, “No, I heard voices. Two of you go
have a look inside. Take the dogs!”
The
sound of armored men walking off jarred the night.
Somehow
they were together under the tree. She laid a hand on his arm.
“If
they find you, they will kill you, so you had better go.”
Incredibly,
his gaze on hers, close and above, was undisturbed. “If they find me, they kill
me,” said Diarmuid. “If they can. Perhaps you will close my eyes, as I once
asked.” The expression changed then, the voice roughened. “But I will not leave
you now willingly, though all of Cathal come calling for my blood.”
And gods, gods, all the gods, his mouth on hers was
so very sweet, the touch of his hands blindingly sure. His fingers were busy at
the fastenings of her bodice, and dear Goddess, her own hands were behind his
head, pulling him down to her, her tongue sought his in hunger long denied. Her
breasts, suddenly released, strained towards his touch, and there was an ache
in her, a burning, something wild being set free as he laid her down on the
deep grass and his fingers touched her here, and here, and her clothes were
gone from about her, and his from him as well. And then his body along hers was
all the night and garden, all the worlds, and in her mind she saw the shadow of
a falcon, wings beating wide, fly across the face of the high moon.
“Sharra!”
From
where they were, outside the walls, they heard the name cried out within the
gardens. “What was that?” one of them exclaimed. “I heard voices. Two of you go
have a look inside. Take the dogs!”
Two
men moved quickly to obey the sharp command, jogging urgently in the direction
of the western gate.
But
only for a few jangling strides. After that, Kevin and Coll stopped running and
looped silently back to the concealing hollow where the others lay. Erron,
whose disguised voice had barked the order, was already there. The soldiers of
Cathal were, at that moment, flanked ten minutes’ walk away on either side. The
timing and the plan were Diarmuid’s, worked out as they lay watching and
listening to the patrol in the early evening.
Now
they had nothing more to do but wait for him. They settled quietly into the
dark hollow. A few slept, using the time to advantage, for they would be
running back north as soon as the Prince rejoined them. There was no talk. Too
wound up to rest properly, Kevin lay on his back and watched the slow transit
of the moon. Several times they heard the guards cross and cross again in their
circuit of the walls. They waited. The moon reached its zenith and began to
slide west against the backdrop of summer stars.
Carde
saw him first, a black-clad, bright-haired figure on the top of the wall.
Quickly Carde checked right and left for the patrol, but the timing, again, was
flawless, and rising briefly to be seen, he gave a thumbs-up sign.
Seeing
it, Diarmuid leaped, rolled once, and was up running lightly and low to the
ground. When he dropped into the hollow beside them, Kevin saw that he was
carrying a flower. Hair dishevelled, doublet loose and half unbuttoned, the
Prince’s eyes flashed with an intoxicated hilarity.
“Done!”
he said, raising the flower in salute to all of them. “I’ve plucked the fairest
rose in Shalhassan’s garden.”
Chapter
7
“He
will be found, I promise it.” So he had said. A rash promise, and
uncharacteristic, but it had been made.
So
at about the time Paul and Kevin began their ride south with Diarmuid, Loren
Silvercloak was galloping north and east alone in search of Dave Martyniuk.
It
was rare for the mage to be solitary—alone, he was stripped of his powers—but
he’d needed Matt to stay in the palace, the more so since word had come of the
dead svart in the garden. It was a bad time to be away, but his choices were
limited, and so, too, were the people he could trust.
So
north he rode, gradually curving eastward through the grain land amid the dry
crackle of the ruinous summer. All that day and the next he traveled, and not
slowly, for a sense of urgency was strong within him. He paused only to ask
discreet questions in the farmyards and half-empty towns through which he
passed, and to note again, and despairingly, the impact of famine on those to
whom he spoke.
There
was no word, though. No one had seen the tall dark-haired stranger or heard
tell of him. So on the third morning Loren mounted early from where he’d passed
the night in a copse of trees to the west of Lake Leinan. Looking eastward he
could see the sun rising from the line of hills past the lake and he knew Dun
Maura lay beyond. Even by daylight, with a blue sky above, there was for the
mage a darkness about that place.
There
was no love lost between the Mormae of Gwen Ystrat and the mages who had
followed Amairgen’s lead out from the dominion of the Mother. Blood magic,
thought Loren, shaking his head, picturing Dun Maura and the rites of Liadon
enacted every year before Conary came and forbade them. He thought of the
flowers strewn by the maidens chanting his death and return as the spring: Rahod
hedai Liadon. In every world, the mage knew; but his very soul
rebelled against the darkness of this power. Grimly he turned his horse away
from the country of the Priestesses and continued north, following the Latham
on the long ride to the Plain.
He
would ask aid of the Dalrei, as he had so often done before. If Dave Martyniuk
was somewhere among the great spaces of the Plain, only the Riders could find
him. So north he rode, a tall, grey, bearded figure no longer young, alone on a
horse in the wide sweep of the level lands, and the baked earth resonated
beneath him like a drum.
He
was hoping, even though it was summer, to find a tribe of the Riders in the
south Plain, for if he could speak to even one tribe then word would be sent to
Celidon, and once his message was lodged at the mid-Plain, then soon all the
Dalrei would know, and the Dalrei he trusted.
It
was a long ride, though, and there were no villages now among the broad grazing
lands in which he could take food or rest. And so he was still galloping alone
as that third day drew towards sundown and then dark. His shadow lay long on
the earth beside him, and the river had become a glimmering, muted presence to
the east, when the urgency that had lain within him since he had left Paras
Derval exploded into terror.
Grappling
at the reins, he brought his mount to a rearing halt, then held it rigidly
still. One moment he remained so, his face drawn suddenly tight with fear, then
Loren Silvercloak cried aloud in the onrushing night and wheeled his horse hard
to ride in the dark, back, back towards Paras Derval, where something
overwhelming was about to happen.
Drumming
furiously home under the stars, he gathered his mind and hurled a desperate
warning southward over all the empty leagues that lay between. He was too far
away, though, much too far away, and without his power. He urged his horse
faster, driving like wind in the darkness, but he knew, even as he did so, that
he was going to be too late.
Jennifer
was not happy. Not only was Dave missing, not only had Kevin and Paul ridden
off that morning on some crazy expedition with Diarmuid, but now Kim had left
as well, with Matt guiding her to the home of the old woman whom people in the
Great Hall the day before had called a witch.
Which
left her in a large room on the cooler west side of the palace, sitting in a
low window seat, surrounded by a gaggle of court ladies whose principal
yearning in life seemed to be to elicit all they could from her about Kevin
Laine and Paul Schafer, with special and explicit focus on their sexual
predilections.
Parrying
the questions as best she could, she barely managed to conceal a growing
irritation. On the far side of the room, a man was playing a stringed
instrument under a tapestry depicting a scene of battle. There was a dragon
flying over the conflict. She hoped profoundly that it was a mythical
confrontation.
The
ladies had all been briefly presented to her, but only two names had
registered. Laesha was the very young, brown-eyed lady-in-waiting who seemed to
have been assigned to her. She was quiet, which was a blessing. The other was
the Lady Rheva, a striking, dark-haired woman who clearly enjoyed a higher
status than the others, and to whom Jennifer had taken an effortless dislike.
Nor
was this in any degree lessened when it became clear, because Rheva made it
clear, that she’d spent the night before with Kevin. It was evidently a triumph
in a continuing game of one-upmanship, and Rheva was exploiting it for all it
was worth. It was aggravating in the extreme, and Jennifer, abandoned, was in
no mood to be aggravated.
So
when another of the women gave a sulky toss of her hair and inquired whether
Jennifer had any idea why Paul Schafer had been so indifferent to her—“Does he,
perhaps, prefer to spend his nights with boys?” she asked, with a barb of
malice—Jennifer’s brief laugh was entirely humorless.
“There
are more obvious possibilities, I should think,” she replied, aware that she
was making an enemy. “Paul is somewhat discriminating, that’s all.”
There
was a brief silence. Someone tittered. Then:
“Are
you suggesting, by any chance, that Kevin is not?” It was Rheva, and her voice
had gone very soft.
Jennifer
could handle this. What she could not handle was having it continue. She rose
abruptly from the window seat and, looking down on the other woman, smiled.
“No,”
she said, judiciously. “Knowing Kevin, I wouldn’t say that at all. The trick,
though, is to get him twice.” And she moved past them all and out the door.
Walking
swiftly down the corridor, she made a very firm mental note to inform Kevin
Laine that if he took a certain court lady to bed once more, she would never
speak to him again as long as she lived.
At
the doorway to her room, she heard her name being called. Her long skirt
trailing the stone floor, Laesha came hurrying up. Jennifer eyed her
inimically, but the other woman was laughing breathlessly.
“Oh,
my,” she gasped, laying a hand on Jennifer’s arm, “that was wonderful! The cats
in that room are spitting with anger! Rheva hasn’t been handled like that for
years.”
Jennifer
shook her head ruefully. “I don’t imagine they’ll be very friendly the rest of
the time I’m here.”
“They wouldn’t have been
anyway. You are much too beautiful. On top of your being new, it’s guaranteed
to make them hate you for existing. And when Diarmuid put out word yesterday
that you were reserved for him, they—”
“He what?” Jennifer exploded.
Laesha eyed her carefully. “Well, he is the Prince,
and so—”
“I don’t care who he is! I have no intention of
letting him touch me. Who do they think we are?”
Laesha’s
expression had altered a little. “You mean that?” she asked hesitantly. “You
don’t want him?”
“Not
at all,” said Jennifer. “Should I?”
“I
do,” said Laesha simply, and flushed to the roots of her brown hair.
There
was an awkward silence. Speaking carefully, Jennifer broke it. “I am only here
two weeks,” she said. “I will not take him from you or anyone else. I need a
friend right now, more than anything else.”
Laesha’s eyes were wide. She took a short breath.
“Why do you think I followed you?”
This time they shared the smile.
“Tell
me,” Jennifer asked after a moment. “Is there any reason we have to stay in
here? I haven’t been outside at all. Can we see the town?”
“Of
course,” said Laesha. “Of course we can. We haven’t been at war for years.”
Despite
the heat, it was better outside the palace. Dressed in an outfit much like
Laesha’s, Jennifer realized that no one knew she was a stranger. Feeling freed
by that, she found herself strolling at ease beside her new friend. After a
short while, though, she became aware that a man was following them through the
dusty, twisting streets of the town. Laesha noticed it, too.
“He’s one of Diarmuid’s,” she whispered.
Which was a nuisance, but before he had left in the
morning, Kevin had told her about the dead svart alfar in the garden, and
Jennifer had decided that for once she wasn’t about to object to having someone
watch over her. Her father, she thought wryly, would find it amusing.
The
two women walked along a street where blacksmith’s iron rang upon anvils.
Overhead, balconies of second-floor houses leaned out over the narrow roadway,
blocking the sunlight at intervals. Turning left at a crossing of lanes, Laesha
led her past an open area where the noise and the smell of food announced a
market. Slowing to look, Jennifer saw that even in a time of festival there
didn’t seem to be much produce on display. Following her glance, Laesha shook
her head slightly and continued up a narrow alleyway, pausing at length outside
a shop door through which could be seen bales and bolts of cloth. Laesha, it
seemed, wanted a new pair of gloves.
While
her friend went inside, Jennifer moved on a few steps, drawn by the sound of
children’s laughter. Reaching the end of the cobbled lane, she saw that it ran
into a wide square with a grassy area, more brown than green, in the center.
And upon the grass, fifteen or twenty children were playing some sort of
counting game. Smiling faintly, Jennifer stopped to watch.
The
children were gathered in a loose circle about the slim figure of a girl. Most
of them were laughing, but the girl in the center was not. She gestured
suddenly, and a boy came forward from the ring with a strip of cloth and, with
a gravity that matched her own, began to bind it over her eyes. That done, he
rejoined the ring. At his nod the children linked hands and began to revolve,
in a silence eerie after the laughter, around the motionless figure blindfolded
in the center. They moved gravely and with dignity. A few other people had
stopped to watch.
Then,
without warning, the blindfolded girl raised an arm and pointed it towards the
moving ring. Her high clear voice rang out over the green:
When
the wandering fire
Strikes
the heart of stone
Will
you follow?
And
on the last word the circling stopped.
The
girl’s finger was leveled directly at a stocky boy, who, without any
hesitation, released the hands on either side of him and walked into the ring.
The circle closed itself and began moving again, still in silence.
“I
never tire of watching this,” a cool voice said from just behind Jennifer.
She
turned quickly. To confront a pair of icy green eyes and the long red hair of
the High Priestess, Jaelle. Behind the Priestess she could see a group of her
grey-clad attendants, and out of the corner of her eye, she noticed Diarmuid’s
man edging nervously closer to them.
Jennifer
nodded a greeting, then turned back to watch the children. Jaelle stepped
forward to stand beside her, her white robe brushing the cobblestones of the
street.
“The
ta’kiena is as old as any ritual we have,” she murmured in Jennifer’s ear.
“Look at the people watching.”
And
indeed, although the faces of the children seemed almost unnaturally serene,
the adults who had gathered at the edge of the square or in shop archways wore
expressions of wonder and apprehension. And there were more people gathering.
Again the girl in the ring raised her arm.
When
the wandering fire
Strikes
the heart of stone
Will
you follow?
Will
you leave your home?
And
again the circling stopped on the last word. This time the extended finger
pointed to another of the boys, older and lankier than the first. With only a
brief, almost ironic pause, he, too, released the hands he was holding and
walked forward to stand by the other chosen one. A murmur rose from the
watchers, but the children, seemingly oblivious, were circling again.
Unsettled,
Jennifer turned to the impassive profile of the Priestess. “What is it?” she
asked. “What are they doing?”
Jaelle smiled thinly. “It is a dance of prophecy.
Their fate lies in when they are called.”
“But what—”
“Watch!”
The
blindfolded girl, standing straight and tall, was chanting again:
When
the wandering fire
Strikes
the heart of stone
Will
you follow?
Will
you leave your home?
Will
you leave your life ?
This
time, when the voice and the dancing stopped together, a deep sound of protest
ran through the watching crowd. For the one chosen now was one of the youngest
girls. With a toss of her honey-colored hair and a cheerful smile, she stepped
into the ring beside the two boys. The taller one placed an arm around her
shoulders.
Jennifer
turned to Jaelle. “What does it mean?” she asked. “What kind of prophecy . . .
?” The question trailed off.
Beside
her the Priestess was silent. There was no gentleness in the lines of her face,
nor compassion in her eyes as she watched the children begin to move again.
“You ask what it means,” she said at length. “Not much in these soft times,
when the ta’kiena is only another game. That last one they now say means only
that she will leave the life her family has led.” Her expression was
unreadable, but an irony in the tone reached Jennifer.
“What
was it before?” she asked.
This
time Jaelle did turn to look at her. “The dance has been done by children for
longer than anyone can remember. In harsher days that call meant death, of
course. Which would be a pity. She’s an attractive child, isn’t she?”
There
was a malicious amusement in the voice. “Watch closely,” Jaelle continued.
“This last one they truly fear, even now.” And indeed, the people around and behind
them had grown suddenly quiet with strained anticipation. In the stillness
Jennifer could hear the sounds of laughter from the market, several streets
over. It seemed farther than that.
In
the circle on the green, the blindfolded girl raised her arm and began the
chant for the final time:
When the wandering fire
Strikes the heart of stone
Will you follow?
Will you leave your home?
Will you leave your life?
Will you take . . . the Longest Road?
The dancing stopped.
Her
heart pounding inexplicably, Jennifer saw that the slim finger was pointing
unerringly at the boy who had carried the blindfold. Raising his head, as if
hearing some far-off music, the boy stepped forward. The girl removed her
blindfold. They regarded each other a long moment, then the boy turned, laid a
hand, as if in benediction, on the other chosen ones, and walked alone from the
green.
Jaelle,
watching him go, wore a troubled expression for the first time. Glancing at her
unguarded features, Jennifer realized with a start how young the woman beside
her was. About to speak, she was checked by the sound of crying, and, turning
her head, she saw a woman standing in the doorway of a shop behind them in the
lane; there were tears pouring down her face.
Jaelle
followed Jennifer’s glance. “His mother,” the Priestess said softly.
Feeling
utterly helpless, Jennifer had an instinctive longing to offer comfort to the
woman. Their eyes met, and on the face of the other woman Jennifer saw, with an
aching twist of new understanding, a distillation of all a mother’s sleepless
nights. A message, a recognition, seemed to pass for an instant between the two
of them, then the mother of the boy chosen for the Longest Road turned her head
away and went into her shop.
Jennifer,
struggling with something unexpected, finally asked Jaelle, “Why is she hurting
so much?”
The
Priestess, too, was a little subdued. “It is difficult,” she said, “and not a
thing I understand yet, but they have done the dance twice before this summer, I
am told, and both times Finn was chosen for the Road. This is the third, and in
Gwen Ystrat we are taught that three times touches destiny.”
Jennifer’s
expression drew a smile from the Priestess. “Come,” she said. “We can talk at
the Temple.” Her tone was, if not exactly friendly, at least milder than
hitherto.
On
the verge of accepting, Jennifer was stopped by a cough behind her.
She
turned. Diarmuid’s man had moved up to them, sharp concern creasing his face.
“My lady,” he said, acutely embarrassed, “forgive me, but might I speak with
you in private for a moment.”
“You
fear me, Drance?” Jaelle’s voice was like a knife again. She laughed. “Or
should I say your master does? Your absent master.”
The
stocky soldier flushed, but held his ground. “I have been ordered to watch over
her,” he said tersely.
Jennifer
looked from one to the other. There was suddenly an electric hostility
shimmering in the air. She felt disoriented, understanding none of it.
“Well,” she said to Drance, trying to pick her way,
“I don’t want to get you in trouble—why don’t you just come with us?”
Jaelle
threw her head back and laughed again, to see the man’s terrified recoil. “Yes,
Drance,” she said, her tone coruscating, “why don’t you come to the
Temple of the Mother with us?”
“My
lady,” Drance stammered, appealing to Jennifer. “Please, I dare not do that. .
. but I must guard you. You must not go there.”
“Ah!”
said Jaelle, her eyebrows arched maliciously. “It seems that the men here are
already saying what you can or cannot do. Forgive me my invitation. I thought I
was dealing with a free visitor.”
Jennifer
was not oblivious to the manipulation, and she remembered Kevin’s words that
morning as well: “There’s some danger here,” he’d said soberly. “Trust
Diarmuid’s men, and Matt, of course. Paul says be careful of the Priestess.
Don’t go anywhere on your own.”
In
the dawn shadows of the palace, it had made a good deal of sense, but now, in
bright afternoon sunlight, the whole thing was rankling just a little. Who was
Kevin, making his way through the court ladies, then galloping off with the
Prince, to tell her to sit tight like a dutiful little girl? And now this man
of Diarmuid’s. . . .
About
to speak, she remembered something else. She turned to Jaelle. “There seems to
be some real concern for our safety here. I would like to place myself under
your protection while I visit your Temple. Will you name me a guest-friend
before I go?”
A
frown flicked across Jaelle’s face, but it was chased away by a slow smile, and
there was triumph in her eyes.
“Of
course,” she said sweetly. “Of course I will.” She raised her voice so that her
words rang out over the street, and people turned to look. Lifting her arms
wide, fingers spread, she intoned, “In the name of Gwen Ystrat and the Mormae
of the Mother, I name you guest of the Goddess. You are welcome in our
sanctuaries, and your well-being shall be my own concern.”
Jennifer
looked to Drance, questioningly. His expression was not reassuring; if
possible, he appeared even more consternated than before. Jennifer had no idea
if she’d done right or wrong, or even of exactly what she’d done, but she was
tired of standing in the middle of the street with everyone watching her.
“Thank
you,” she said to Jaelle. “In that case, I will come with you. If you like,”
she added, turning to Drance, and to Laesha, who had just scurried up, her new
gloves in hand and an apprehensive look in her eye, “you can both wait outside
for me.”
“Come,
then,” said Jaelle, and smiled.
It
was a low-set building, and even the central dome seemed too close to the
ground, until Jennifer realized, as she passed through the arched entrance,
that most of it was underground.
The
Temple of the Mother Goddess lay east of the town on the palace hill. A narrow
pathway wound its way further up the hill, leading to a gate in the walls
surrounding the palace gardens. There were trees lining the path. They seemed
to be dying.
Once
they were inside the sanctuary, the grey-robed attendants melted away into
shadow as Jaelle led Jennifer forward through another arch. It brought them
into the room under the dome. At the far side of the sunken chamber Jennifer
saw a great black altar stone. Behind it, resting in a carved block of wood,
stood a double axe, each face ground into the shape of a crescent moon, one
waxing, one waning.
There was nothing else.
Inexplicably, Jennifer felt her mouth go dry.
Looking at the axe with its wickedly sharpened blades, she fought to repress a
shudder.
“Do not fight it,” Jaelle said, her voice echoing in
the empty chamber. “It is your power. Ours. So it was once, and will be again.
In our time, if she should find us worthy.”
Jennifer
stared at her. The flame-haired High Priestess in her sanctuary seemed more
keenly beautiful than ever. Her eyes gleamed with an intensity that was the
more disturbing because of how cold it was. Power and pride, it spoke; nothing
of tenderness, and no more of her youth. Glancing at Jaelle’s long fingers,
Jennifer wondered if they had ever gripped that axe, had ever brought it
sweeping down upon the altar, down upon—
And
then she realized that she was in a place of sacrifice.
Jaelle
turned without haste. “I wanted you to see this,” she said. “Now come. My
chambers are cool, we can drink and talk.” She adjusted the collar of her robe
with a graceful hand and led the way from the room. As they left, a breeze
seemed to slide through the chamber, and Jennifer thought she saw the axe sway
gently in its rest.
“And
so,” the Priestess said, as they reclined on cushions on the floor in her room,
“your so-called companions have abandoned you for their own pleasures.” It was
not a question.
Jennifer
blinked. “Hardly fair,” she began, wondering how the other woman knew. “You
might say I’ve left them to come here.” She tried a smile.
“You
might,” Jaelle agreed pleasantly, “but it would be untrue. The two men left at
dawn with the princeling, and your friend has run off to the hag by the lake.”
Midway through the sentence, her voice had dipped itself into acid, leading
Jennifer to realize abruptly that she was under attack in this room.
She parried, to get her balance. “Kim’s with the
Seer, yes. Why do you call her a hag?”
Jaelle was no longer so pleasant. “I am not used to
explaining myself,” she said.
“Neither am I,” replied Jennifer quickly. “Which may
limit this conversation somewhat.” She leaned back on the cushions and regarded
the other woman.
Jaelle’s
reply, when it came, was harsh with emotion. “She is a traitor.”
“Well,
that’s not the same as a hag, you know,” Jennifer said, aware that she was
arguing like Kevin. “A traitor to the King, you mean? I wouldn’t have thought
you’d care, and yesterday—”
Jaelle’s
bitter laugh stopped her. “No, not to the old fool!” She took a breath. “The
woman you call Ysanne was the youngest person ever to be named to the Mormae of
the goddess in Gwen Ystrat. She left. She broke an oath when she left. She
betrayed her power.”
“She
betrayed you personally, you mean,” Jennifer said, staying on the offensive.
“Don’t
be a fool! I wasn’t even alive.”
“No?
You seem pretty upset about it, though. Why did she leave?”
“For
no reason that could suffice. Nothing could suffice.”
The
clues were all there. “She left for a man, then, I take it,” Jennifer said.
The
ensuing silence was her answer. At length Jaelle spoke again, her voice bitter,
cold. “She sold herself for a body at night. May the hag die soon and lie lost
forever.”
Jennifer
swallowed. A point-scoring exchange had suddenly been turned into something
else. “Not very forgiving, are you?” she managed.
“Not
at all,” Jaelle replied swiftly. “You would do well to remember it. Why did
Loren leave for the north this morning?”
“I
don’t know,” Jennifer stammered, shocked by the naked threat.
“You
don’t? A strange thing to do, is it not? To bring guests to the palace, then
ride off alone. Leaving Matt behind, which is very strange. I wonder,”
said Jaelle. “I wonder who he was looking for? How many of you really did
cross?”
It
was too sudden, too shrewd. Jennifer, heart pounding, was aware that she had
flushed.
“You
look warm,” Jaelle said, all solicitude. “Do have some wine.” She poured from a
long-necked silver decanter. “Really,” she continued, “it is most
uncharacteristic of Loren to abandon guests so suddenly.”
“I
wouldn’t know,” Jennifer said. “There are four of us. None of us knows him very
well. The wine is excellent.”
“It
is from Morvran. I am glad you like it. I could swear Metran asked him to bring
five of you.”
So
Loren had been wrong. Someone did know. Someone knew a great deal indeed.
“Who
is Metran?” Jennifer asked disingenuously. “Was he the old man you frightened
so much yesterday?”
Balked,
Jaelle leaned back on her own cushions. In the silence Jennifer sipped her
wine, pleased to see that her hand was steady.
“You
trust him, don’t you?” the Priestess said bitterly. “He has warned you against
me. They all have. Silvercloak angles for power here as much as anyone, but you
have aligned yourself with the men, it seems. Tell me, which of them is your
lover, or has Diarmuid found your bed yet?”
Which
was quite sufficient, thank you. Jennifer shot to her feet. Her wine glass
spilled; she ignored it. “Is this how you treat a guest?” she burst out. “I
came here in good faith—what right have you to say such things to me? I’m not
aligned with anyone in your stupid power games. I’m only here for a few
days—do you think I care who wins your little battles? I’ll tell you one thing,
though,” she went on, breathing hard, “I’m not happy about male control in my
world, either, but I’ve never in my life met anyone as screwed up on the
subject as you are. If Ysanne fell in love—well, I doubt you can even guess what
that feels like!”
White
and rigid, Jaelle looked up at her, then rose in her turn. “You may be right,”
she said softly, “but something tells me that you have no idea what it feels
like, either. Which gives us a thing in common, doesn’t it?”
Back
in her room a short while later, Jennifer closed the door on Laesha and Drance
and cried about that for a long time.
The
day crawled forward webbed in heat. A dry, unsettling wind rose in the north
and slid through the High Kingdom, stirring the dust in the streets of Paras
Derval like an uneasy ghost. The sun, westering at the end of day, shone red.
Only at twilight was there any relief, as the wind shifted to the west, and the
first stars came out in the sky over Brennin.
Very
late that night, north and west of the capital, the breeze stirred the waters
of a lake to muted murmuring. On a wide rock by the shore, under the lace-work
of the stars, an old woman knelt, cradling the slight form of a younger one, on
whose finger a red ring shone with a muted glimmering.
After
a long time, Ysanne rose and called for Tyrth. Limping, he came from the
cottage and, picking up the unconscious girl, walked back and laid her down in
the bed he’d made that afternoon.
She
remained unconscious for the rest of the night and all the next day. Ysanne did
not sleep, but watched her through the hours of darkness, and then in the
searing brightness of the following day, and on the face of the old Seer was an
expression only one man, long dead, would have recognized.
Kimberly
woke at sunset. Away to the south in that moment, Kevin and Paul were taking up
their positions with Diarmuid’s men outside the walls of Larai Rigal.
For a moment, Kim was completely disoriented, then
the Seer watched as a brutal surge of knowledge came flooding into the grey
eyes. Lifting her head, Kim gazed at the old woman. Outside, Tyrth could be
heard shutting up the animals for the night. The cat lay on the window sill in
the last of the evening light.
“Welcome
back,” said Ysanne.
Kim
smiled; it took an effort. “I went so far.” She shook her head wonderingly,
then her mouth tightened at another recollection. “Eilathen has gone?”
“Yes.”
“I
saw him dive. I saw where he went, into the green far down. It is very
beautiful there.”
“I
know,” said the Seer.
Again,
Kim drew breath before speaking. “Was it hard for you to watch?”
At
that, Ysanne looked away for the first time. Then, “Yes,” she said. “Yes, it
was hard. Remembering.”
Kim’s
hand slipped from the coverlet and covered that of the old woman. When Ysanne
spoke again, it was very low. “Raederth was First of the Mages before Ailell
was King. He came one day to Morvran, on the shores of Lake Leinan. . . . You
know what lies in Gwen Ystrat?”
“I
know,” said Kimberly. “I saw Dun Maura.”
“He
came to the Temple by the lake, and stayed there a night, which was brave, for
there is no love in that place for any of the mages since Amairgen’s day.
Raederth was a brave man, though.
“He
saw me there,” Ysanne continued. “I was seventeen and newly chosen to be of the
Mormae—the inner circle—and no one so young had ever been chosen before. But
Raederth saw me that night, and he marked me for something else.”
“As
you did me?”
“As
I did you. He knew me for a Seer, and he took me away from the Mother and
changed my fate, or found it for me.”
“And you loved him?”
“Yes,” Ysanne said simply. “From the first, and I
miss him still, though all the years have run away from us. He brought me here
at midsummer, more than fifty years ago, and summoned Eilathen with the
flowerfire, and the spirit spun for me as he did for you last night.”
“And
Raederth?” Kim asked, after a moment.
“He
died three years after of an arrow ordered by Garmisch, the High King,” Ysanne
said flatly. “When Raederth was slain, Duke Ailell rose in Rhoden and began the
war that broke the rule of Garmisch and the Garantae and took him to the
throne.”
Kimberly
nodded again. “I saw that, too. I saw him kill the King before the palace gate.
He was brave and tall, Ailell.”
“And
wise. A wise King, all his days. He wedded Marrien of the Garantae, and named Metran,
her cousin, First Mage to follow Raederth, which angered me then and I told him
so. But Ailell was trying to knit a sundered kingdom, and he did. He deserved
more love than he has had.”
“He
had yours.”
“Late,”
Ysanne said, “and grudgingly. And only as King. I tried to help him, though,
with his burden, and in return he found ways to ensure that I would be left
alone here.”
“A
long time alone,” Kim said softly.
“We
all have our tasks,” the Seer said. There was a silence. In the barn out back,
a cow lowed plaintively. Kim heard the click of a gate being shut, then Tyrth’s
uneven steps crossing the yard. She met Ysanne’s gaze, a half-smile tugging at
her mouth.
“You told me one lie yesterday,” she said.
Ysanne nodded. “I did. One. It was not my truth to tell.”
“I
know,” said Kim. “You have carried a great deal alone. I am here now, though;
do you want me to share your burden?” Her mouth crooked. “I seem to be a
chalice. What power can you fill me with?”
There
was a tear in the old woman’s eye. She wiped it away, shaking her head. “Such
things as I can teach have little to do with power. It is in your dreams now
that you must walk, as all the Seers must. And for you as well there is the
stone.”
Kim
glanced down. The ring on her right hand was no longer shining as it had when
Eilathen wore it. It glowered, deep and dark, the color of old blood.
“I
did dream this,” she said. “A terrible dream, the night before we crossed. What
is it, Ysanne?”
“The
Baelrath it was named, long ago, the Warstone. It is of the wild magic,” the
Seer said, “a thing not made by man, and it cannot be controlled like the
shapings of Ginserat or Amairgen, or even of the Priestesses. It has been lost
for a very long time, which has happened before. It is never found without
reason, or so the old tales say.”
It
had grown dark outside as they talked. “Why have you given it to me?” Kim asked
in a small voice.
“Because
I dreamt it on your finger, too.” Which, somehow, she had known would be the
answer. The ring pulsed balefully, inimically, and she feared it.
“What
was I doing?” she asked.
“Raising
the dead,” Ysanne replied, and stood to light the candles in the room.
Kim
closed her eyes. The images were waiting for her: the jumbled stones, the wide
grasslands rolling away in the dark, the ring on her hand burning like a fire
in the dream, and the wind rising over the grass, whistling between the stones—
“Oh, God!” she cried aloud. “What is it,
Ysanne?”
The Seer returned to her seat beside the bed and
gravely regarded the girl who lay there wrestling with what lay upon her.
“I
am not sure of this,” she said, “so I must be careful, but there is a pattern
shaping here. You see, he died in your world the first time.”
“Who
died?” Kim whispered.
”The
Warrior. Who always dies, and is not allowed to rest. It is his doom.”
Kim’s
hands were clenched. “Why?”
“There
was a great wrong done at the very beginning of his days, and for that he may
not have rest. It is told and sung and written in every world where he has
fought.”
“Fought?”
Her heart was pounding.
“Of
course,” Ysanne replied, though gently still. “He is the Warrior. Who may be
called only at darkest need, and only by magic and only when summoned by name.”
Her voice was like wind in the room.
“And his name?”
“The secret one, no man knows, or even where it is
to be sought, but there is another, by which he is always spoken.”
“And that is?” Though now she knew. And a star was
in the window.
Ysanne spoke the name.
He
was probably wrong to be lingering, but the commands had not been explicit, and
he was not overly prone to let it disturb him. It intoxicated them all to be
abroad in the open spaces, using forgotten arts of concealment to observe the
festival traffic on the roads to and from Paras Derval, and though by day the
charred land dismayed them, at night they sang the oldest songs under the
unclouded glitter of the stars.
He
himself had a further reason for waiting, though he knew the delay could not be
prolonged indefinitely. One more day he had promised himself, and felt
extravagantly gratified when the two women and the man crested the ridge above
the thicket.
Matt
was quietly reassuring. Kim was in good hands, and though he didn’t know where
Diarmuid’s band had gone—and preferred it that way, he added with a
grimace—they were expected back that night. Loren, he confirmed, had indeed
gone in search of Dave. For the first time since her encounter with the High
Priestess two days before, Jennifer relaxed a little.
More
unsettled by the strangeness of everything than she liked to admit, she had
spent yesterday quietly with Laesha. In Jennifer’s room the two new friends had
traded accounts of their lives. It was somehow easier, Jennifer had reflected,
to approach Fionavar in this way than to step out into the heat and confront
things such as the children’s chanting on the green, the axe swaying in the
Temple, or Jaelle’s cold hostility.
There
had been dancing after the banquet that night. She had expected some difficulty
in dealing with the men, but against her will she’d ended up being amused at
the careful, almost apprehensive propriety of those who danced with her. Women
claimed by Prince Diarmuid were very clearly off limits to anyone else. She’d
excused herself early and had gone to bed.
To
be awakened by Matt Sören knocking at her door. The Dwarf devoted the morning
to her, an attentive guide through the vastness of the palace. Roughly garbed,
with an axe swinging at his side, he was a harshly anomalous figure in the
hallways and chambers of the castle. He showed her rooms with paintings on the
walls, and inlaid patterns on the floor. Everywhere there were tapestries. She
was beginning to see that they had a deeper significance here. They climbed to
the highest tower, where the guards greeted Matt with unexpected deference,
and, looking out, she saw the High Kingdom baking in the rigor of its summer.
Then he led her back to the Great Hall, empty now, where she could gaze
undisturbed at the windows of Delevan.
As
they circled the room, she told him about her meeting with Jaelle two days ago.
The Dwarf blinked when she explained how she was made guest-friend, and again
when she described Jaelle’s questions about Loren. But once more he reassured
her.
“She
is all malice, Jaelle, all bright, bitter malice. But she is not evil, only
ambitious.”
“She
hates Ysanne. She hates Diarmuid.”
“Ysanne,
she would hate. Diarmuid . . . arouses strong feelings in most people.” The
Dwarf’s mouth twisted in his difficult smile. “She seeks to know every secret
there is. Jaelle may suspect we had a fifth person, but even if she were
certain, she would never tell Gorlaes—who is someone to be wary of.”
“We’ve
hardly seen him.”
“He
is with Ailell, almost all the time. Which is why he is to be feared. It was a
dark day for Brennin,” Matt Sören said, “when the elder Prince was sent away.”
“The King turned to Gorlaes?” Jennifer guessed.
The Dwarf’s glance at her was keen. “You are
clever,” he said. “That is exactly what happened.”
“What about Diarmuid?”
“What about Diarmuid?” Matt repeated, in a
tone so unexpectedly exasperated, she laughed aloud. After a moment, the Dwarf
chuckled, too, low in his chest.
Jennifer
smiled. There was a solid strength to Matt Sören, a feeling of deeply rooted
common sense. Jennifer Lowell had come into adulthood trusting few people
entirely, especially men, but, she realized in that moment, the Dwarf was now
one of them. In a curious way, it made her feel better about herself.
“Matt,”
she said, as a thought struck her, “Loren left without you. Did you stay here
for us?”
“Just
to keep an eye on things.” With a gesture at the patch over his right eye, he
turned it into a kind of joke.
She smiled, but then looked at him a long moment,
her green eyes sober. “How did you get that?”
“The last war with Cathal,” he said simply. “Thirty
years ago.”
“You’ve been here that long?”
“Longer, Loren has been a mage for over forty years
now.”
“So?” She didn’t get the
connection. He told her. There was an easiness to the mood they shared that
morning, and Jennifer’s beauty had been known to make taciturn men talkative
before.
She
listened, taking in, as Paul had three nights before, the story of Amairgen’s
discovery of the skylore, and the secret forging that would bind mage and
source for life in a union more complete than any in all the worlds.
When
Matt finished, Jennifer rose and walked a few steps. Trying to absorb the
impact of what she had been told. This was more than marriage, this went to the
very essence of being. The mage, from what Matt had just said, was nothing
without his source, only a repository of knowledge, utterly powerless. And the
source . . .
“You’ve
surrendered all of your independence!” she said, turning back to the Dwarf,
hurling it almost as a challenge.
“Not
all,” he said mildly. “You give some up any time you share your life with
someone. The bonding just goes deeper, and there are compensations.”
“You
were a king, though. You gave up—”
“That
was before,” Matt interrupted. “Before I met Loren. I . . . prefer not to talk
about it.”
She
was abashed. “I’m sorry,” she whispered. “I was prying.”
The
Dwarf grimaced, but by now she knew it for his smile. “Not really,” he said.
“And no matter. It is a very old wound.”
“It’s
just so strange,” she explained. “I can’t even grasp what it must mean.”
“I
know. Even here they do not understand the six of us. Or the Law that governs
the Council of the Mages. We are feared, respected, very seldom loved.”
“What
Law?” she asked.
At that he hesitated, then rose. “Let us walk,” Matt
said. “I will tell you a story, though I warn you, you would do better with one
of the cyngael, for I am a poor tale-spinner.”
“I’ll
take my chances,” Jennifer said with a smile.
As
they started to walk the outer edges of the hall, he began. “Four hundred years
ago, the High King went mad. Vailerth was his name, the only son of Lernath,
who was the last King of Brennin to die on the Summer Tree.”
She
had questions about that, too, but held her peace. “Vailerth was brilliant as a
child,” Matt continued, “or so the records from that time say, but it seems
something bent in him after his father died and he came to the throne. A dark
flower blossomed in his brain, the Dwarves say when such a thing occurs.
“First
Mage to Vailerth was a man called Nilsom, whose source was a woman. Aideen was
her name, and she had loved Nilsom all her life, or so the records tell.”
Matt
walked a few strides in silence. Jennifer had the feeling he was sorry to have
begun the story, but after a moment he resumed. “It was rare for a mage to have
a woman for source, in part because in Gwen Ystrat, where the Priestesses of
Dana are, they would curse any woman who did so. It was always rare; it is
rarer still since Aideen.”
She
looked over at him, but the Dwarf’s features were quite impassive.
“Many
dark things fell out because of Vailerth’s madness. At length there came talk
of civil war in the land, because he began taking children, boys and girls
both, from their homes and bringing them into the palace by night. They would
never be seen again, and the rumors of what the High King did to them were very
bad. And in these deeds, in all of these deeds of darkness, Nilsom was with the
King, and some say it was he who goaded Vailerth into them. Theirs was a dark
weaving, and Nilsom, with Aideen by his side, had power so great none dared
openly gainsay them. It is my own thought,” the Dwarf added, turning his head
for the first time, “that he, too, was mad, but in a cooler, more dangerous
fashion. It was a long time ago, however, and the records are incomplete,
because many of our most precious books were destroyed in the war. There was
war at the last, for one day Vailerth and Nilsom went too far: they proposed to
go into the Godwood and cut down the Summer Tree.
“The
whole of Brennin rose up then, save for the army Vailerth had raised. But that
army was loyal and strong, and Nilsom was very strong, more so than the five
other mages in Brennin all together. And then on the eve of war there was only
one other mage, for four of them were found dead, and their sources, too.
“There
was civil war in the High Kingdom then. Only Gwen Ystrat stayed aloof. But the
Dukes of Rhoden and Seresh, the Wardens of the North March and the South, the
farmers and the townsmen and the mariners from Taerlindel, all came to war
against Vailerth and Nilsom.
“They
were not enough. Nilsom’s power then, sourced in Aideen’s strength and her
love, was greater, they say, than that of any mage since Amairgen. He wrought
death and ruination among all who opposed them, and blood soaked the fields as
brother slew brother, while Vailerth laughed in Paras Derval.”
Once
more Matt paused, and when he resumed, there was a flatness in his voice. “The
last battle was fought in the hilly land just west of us, between here and the
Godwood. Vailerth, they say, climbed to the topmost towers of this palace to
watch Nilsom lead his army to the final victory, after which nothing but the
dead would stand between them and the Tree.
“But
when the sun rose that morning, Aideen went before her mage, whom she loved,
and she told him she would no longer drain herself for him in this cause. And
saying so, she drew forth a knife and drained the life’s blood from her veins
instead and so died.”
“Oh,
no,” Jennifer said. “Oh, Matt!”
He
seemed not to have heard. “There is little after that,” he said, still very
flat. “With Nilsom powerless, the army of Vailerth was overrun. They threw down
their swords and spears and sued for peace. Nilsom would not do so, and in the
end he was killed by the last mage in Brennin. Vailerth leaped from his tower
and died. Aideen was buried with honor in a grave close by the Mörnirwood, and
Duke Lagos of Seresh was crowned in this hall.”
They
had come full circle, back to the benches under the last window, close to the
throne. Overhead, Colan’s yellow hair was brilliant in the sunlight that poured
through the windows.
“It
remains only to tell you,” Matt Sören said, gazing directly at her now, “that
when the Council of Mages gathers at midwinter, Nilsom’s is a name whose memory
we curse by ritual.”
“I should think,” said Jennifer, with some spirit.
“So, too,” said the Dwarf softly, “is the name of
Aideen.”
“What?”
Matt’s
gaze was unwavering. “She betrayed her mage,” he said. “In the laws of our
Order, there is no crime so deep. None. No matter what the cause. Every year
Loren and I curse her memory at midwinter and we do so truly. And every year,”
he added, very low, very gently, “when the snows melt in the spring, we lay the
first of the wildflowers on her grave.”
From
that composed glance, Jennifer turned her head away. She felt close to tears.
She was too far from home, and it was all so difficult and so strange. Why
should such a woman be cursed? It was too hard. What she needed, she realized,
was exercise, fifty hard laps in a pool to clear her head, or else, and better
still. . . .
“Oh,
Matt,” she said. “I need to move, to do something. Are there horses for
us to ride?”
And
of all things, that cracked the solid composure of the Dwarf.
Astonishingly, he flushed. “There are horses, of course,” he said awkwardly,
“but I fear I will not join you—Dwarves do not ride for pleasure. Why don’t you
go with Laesha and Drance, though?”
“Okay,”
she said, but then lingered, unwilling, suddenly, to leave him.
“I’m
sorry if I have troubled you,” Matt said. “It is a difficult story.”
Jennifer
shook her head. “More for you, surely, than for me. Thank you for sharing it.
Thanks for a lot.” And, bending swiftly, she kissed him on the cheek and ran
from the hall to find Laesha, leaving a normally phlegmatic Dwarf in a
remarkably unsettled state.
And
so did it come to pass, three hours later, that the two women had galloped with
Diarmuid’s man to the crest of a ridge east of the town, where they stilled
their tired horses in disbelief, as a small party of ethereal figures ascended
the slope towards them, their tread so light the grass seemed not to bend
beneath their feet.
“Welcome!”
said their leader as he stopped before them. He bowed, his long silver hair
glinting in the light. “This hour is brightly woven.” His voice was like music
in a high place. He spoke directly to Jennifer. She was aware that Drance
beside her, the prosaic soldier, had tears shining on his transfigured face.
“Will
you come down among the trees and feast with us this evening?” the
silver-haired figure asked. “You are most welcome. My name is Brendel of the
Kestrel Mark, from Daniloth. We are the lios alfar.”
The
return to Brennin was almost effortless, as if they were being propelled
homeward by a following wind. Erron, fluid and agile, went first again on the
climb back up the cliff, and he hammered iron spikes into the rock face for the
rest of them.
They came again to the horses, mounted, and began
galloping north once more on the dusty roads of the High Kingdom. The mood was
exhilarated and chaotic. Joining in the bawdy chorus of a song Coll was leading, Kevin couldn’t remember
feeling happier; after the incident on the river, he and Paul seemed to have
been completely accepted by the band, and because he respected these men, that
acceptance mattered. Erron was becoming a friend, and so, too, was Carde,
singing away on Kevin’s left side. Paul, on the other side, wasn’t singing, but
he didn’t seem unhappy, and he had a lousy voice anyway.
Just
past midday they came to the same inn where they had stopped before. Diarmuid
called a halt for lunch and a quick beer, which became, given the prevailing
mood, several slow beers. Coll, Kevin noticed, had disappeared.
The
extended break meant that they were going to miss the banquet in the Great Hall
that night. Diarmuid didn’t seem to care.
“It’s
the Black Boar tonight, my friends,” he announced, glittering and exhilarated
at the head of the table. “I’m in no mood for court manners. Tonight I celebrate
with you and let the manners look after themselves. Tonight we take our
pleasure. Will you drink with me to the Dark Rose of Cathal?”
Kevin
cheered with the others, drank with the others.
Kimberly
had dreamt again. The same one at first: the stones, the ring, the wind—and the
same grief in her heart. And again she woke just as the words of power reached
her lips.
This
time, though, she had fallen asleep again, to find another dream waiting, as if
at the bottom of a pool.
She
was in the room of Ailell the King. She saw him tossing restlessly on his bed,
saw the young page asleep on his pallet. Even as she watched, Ailell woke in
the dark of his chamber. A long time he lay still, breathing raggedly, then she
saw him rise painfully, as if against his own desire. He lit a candle and
carried it to an inner doorway in the room, through which he passed. Invisible,
insubstantial, she followed the King down a corridor lit only by the weaving
candle he bore, and she paused with him before another door, into which was set
a sliding view-hole.
When
Ailell put his eyes to the aperture, somehow she was looking with him, seeing
what he saw, and Kimberly saw with the High King the white naal fire and the
deep blue shining of Ginserat’s stone, set into the top of its pillar.
Only
after a long time did Ailell withdraw, and in the dream Kim saw herself move to
look again, standing on tiptoe to gaze with her own eyes into the room of the
stone.
And
looking in, she saw no stone at all, and the room was dark.
Wheeling
in terror, she saw the High King walking back towards his chamber, and waiting
there for him in the doorway was a shadowed figure that she knew.
His
face rigid as if it were stone, Paul Schafer stood before Ailell, and he was
holding a chess piece in his outstretched hand, and coming nearer to them, Kim
saw that it was the white king, and it was broken. There was a music all about
them that she couldn’t recognize, although she knew she should. Ailell spoke
words she could not hear because the music was too loud, and then Paul spoke,
and she needed desperately to hear, but the music . . . And then the King held
high his candle and began to speak again, and she could not, could not, could
not.
Then
everything was blasted to nothingness by the howling of a dog, so loud it
filled the universe.
And
she awoke to the morning sunlight and the smell of food frying over the cooking
fire.
“Good
morning,” said Ysanne. “Come and eat, before Malka steals it all. Then I have
something to show you.”
Coll
rejoined them on the road north of the town. Paul Schafer eased his horse over
to the roan stallion the big man rode.
“Being discreet?” he asked.
Above his broken nose Coil’s eyes were guarded. “Not
exactly. But he wanted to do something.”
“Which means?”
“The man had to die, but his wife and children can
be helped.”
“So
you’ve paid them. Is that why he delayed just now in the tavern? To give you
time? It wasn’t just because he felt like drinking, was it?”
Coll
nodded. “He often feels like drinking,” he said wryly, “but he very rarely acts
without reason. Tell me,” he went on, as Schafer remained silent, “Do you think
he did wrong?”
Paul’s
expression was unreadable.
“Gorlaes
would have hanged him,” Coll pressed, “and had the body torn apart. His family
would have been dispossessed of their land. Now his eldest son is going to
South Keep to be trained as one of us. Do you really think he did wrong?”
“No,”
said Schafer slowly, “I’m just thinking that with everyone else starving, that
farmer’s treason was probably the best way he could find to take care of his
family. Do you have a family, Coll?”
To
which Diarmuid’s lieutenant, who didn’t, and who was still trying to like this
strange visitor, had no reply at all. They rode north through the heat of the
afternoon, the dry fields baking on either side, the far hills shimmering like
mirages, or the hope of rain.
The
trap door under the table had been invisible until Ysanne, kneeling, had laid
her hand on the floor and spoken a word of power. There were ten stairs leading
down; on either side the rough stone walls were damp to the touch. There were
brackets set into the walls, but no torches, because from the bottom of the
stairs came a pale glow of light. Wondering, Kim followed the Seer and Malka,
the cat, as they went down.
The chamber was small, more
a cave than a room. Another bed, a desk, a chair, a woven carpet on the stone
floor. Some parchments and books, very old by the look of them, on the desk.
Only one thing more: against the far wall was set a cabinet with glass doors,
and within the cabinet, like a captured star, lay the source of light.
There
was awe in the Seer’s voice when she broke the silence. “Every time I see this
. . .” Ysanne murmured. “It is the Circlet of Lisen,” she said, walking
forward. “It was made for her by the lios alfar in the days when Pendaran Wood
was not yet a place of dread. She bound it on her brow after they built the
Anor for her, and she stood in that tower by the sea, a light like a star on
her brow, to show Amairgen the way home from Cader Sedat.”
“And
he never came.” Kim’s voice, though she whispered, felt harsh to her own ears.
“Eilathen showed me. I saw her die.” The Circlet, she saw, was purest gold, but
the light set within it was gentler than moonfall.
“She
died, and Pendaran does not forgive. It is one of the deep sorrows of the
world. So much changed . . . even the light. It was brighter once, the color of
hope, they said when it was made. Then Lisen died, and the Wood changed, and
the world changed, and now it seems to shine with loss. It is the most fair
thing I know in all the world. It is the Light against the Dark.”
Kim
looked at the white-haired figure beside her. “Why is it here?” she asked. “Why
hidden underground?”
“Raederth
brought it to me the year before he died. Where he went to find it, I know
not—for it was lost when Lisen fell. Lost long years, and he never told me the
tale of where he went to bring it back. It aged him, though. Something happened
on the journey of which he could never speak. He asked me to guard it here,
with the two other things of power, until their place should be dreamt. ‘Who
shall wear this next,’ he said, ‘after Lisen, shall have the darkest road to
walk of any child of earth or stars.’ And he said nothing more. It waits here,
for the dreaming.”
Kimberly
shivered, for something new within her, a singing in the blood, told her that the
words of the dead mage were true prophecy. She felt weighted, burdened. This
was getting to be too much. She tore her eyes away from the Circlet. “What are
the other two things?” she asked.
“The Baelrath, of course. The stone on your finger.”
Kim looked down. The Warstone had grown brighter as
they spoke, the dull, blood-dark lustre giving way to a pulsating sheen.
“I
think the Circlet speaks to it,” Ysanne went on. “It always shone so in this
room. I kept it here beside the other, until the night I dreamt you wearing it.
From that time I knew its hour was coming, and I feared the wakening power
would call forces I could not ward. So I summoned Eilathen again, and bound him
to guard the stone by the red at the heart of the bannion.”
“When was this?”
“Twenty-five years ago, now. A little more.”
“But—I wasn’t even born!”
“I
know, child. I dreamt your parents first, the day they met. Then you with the
Baelrath on your hand. Our gift as Seers is to walk the twists that lie in the
weave of time and bring their secrets back. It is no easy power, and you know
already that it cannot always be controlled.”
Kim
pushed her brown hair back with both hands. Her forehead was creased with
anxiety, the grey eyes were those of someone being pursued. “I do know that,”
she said. “I’m trying to handle it. What I can’t. . . I don’t understand why
you are showing me Lisen’s Light.”
“Not true,” the Seer replied. “If you stop to think,
you will understand. You are being shown the Circlet because it may fall to you
to dream who is to wear it next.”
There
was a silence. Then, “Ysanne, I don’t live here.”
“There
is a bridge between our worlds. Child, I am telling you that which you know
already.”
“But
that’s just it! I’m beginning to understand what I am. I saw what Eilathen
spun. But I’m not of this world, it isn’t in my blood, I don’t know its
roots the way you do, the way all the Seers must have known. How should . . .
how could I ever presume to say who is to bear the Circlet of Lisen? I’m
a stranger, Ysanne!”
She
was breathing hard. The old woman looked at her a long time, then she smiled.
“Now you are. You have just come. You are right about being incomplete, but be
easy. It is only time.” Her voice, like her eyes, was gentle as she told her
second lie, and shielded it.
“Time!”
Kimberly burst out. “Don’t you understand? I’m only here two weeks. As
soon as they find Dave, we’re going home.”
“Perhaps.
There is still a bridge, and I did dream the Baelrath on your hand. It is in my
heart as well—an old woman’s heart, not a Seer’s vision—that there may be need
of a Dreamer in your world, too, before what is to come is full-woven on the
Loom.”
Kimberly
opened her mouth, and closed it again, speechless. Because now it was too
much: too many things, too quickly and too hard.
“I’m
sorry,” she managed to gasp, and then, whirling, ran up the stone stairs and
out the doorway of the cottage to where there was sunlight and a blue sky.
Trees, too, and a path down which she could run to the edge of a lake. Alone,
because no one was pursuing her, she could stand there throwing pebbles into
the water, knowing that they were pebbles, only pebbles, and that no green
spirit, water dripping from his hair, would rise in answer from the lake to
change her life again.
In
the chamber from which she had fled, the light continued to shine. Power and
hope and loss were in the radiance that bathed Ysanne as she sat at the desk,
stroking the cat in her lap, her eyes unfocused and blind.
“Ah,
Malka,” she murmured at last, “I wish I were wiser. What is the use of living
so long if one hasn’t grown wise?”
The
cat pricked up her ears, but preferred to continue licking a paw rather than
address herself to so thorny a question.
At
length the Seer rose, lowering the affronted Malka to the floor, and she walked
slowly to the cabinet wherein the Circlet shone. Opening the glass door, she
reached in and took out an object half hidden on a lower shelf, then she stood
there a long time, gazing at what lay in her hand.
The
third thing of power: the one that Kimberly, throwing pebbles by the lake, had
not seen.
“Ah,
Malka,” the Seer said again, and drew the dagger from its sheath. A sound like
a plucked harpstring ran through the room.
A
thousand years before, in the days after the Bael Rangat, when all the free
peoples of Fionavar had gathered before the Mountain to see Ginserat’s stones,
the Dwarves of Banir Lok had shaped a crafting of their own as a gift for the
new High King of Brennin.
With
thieren had they wrought, rarest of metals, found only at the roots of their
twin mountains, most precious gift of earth to them, blue-veined silver of
Eridu.
And
for Colan the Beloved they had taken thought and fashioned a blade, with runes
upon the sheath to bind it, and an old, dark magic spun in their caverns to
make a knife unlike any other in all the worlds, and they named it Lokdal.
Very low bowed Conary’s son
when they handed it to him, and silently he listened, wiser than his years, as
Seithr the Dwarf-King told him what had been laid upon the blade. Then he bowed
again, lower yet, when Seithr, too, fell silent.
“I
thank you,” Colan said, and his eyes flashed as he spoke. “Double-edged the
knife, and double-edged the gift. Mörnir grant us the sight to use it truly.”
And he placed Lokdal in his belt and bore it south away.
To
the mages he had entrusted it, the blade and the magic locked within it like a
blessing or a curse, and twice only in a thousand years had Colan’s dagger
killed. From First Mage to First Mage it had passed, until the night Raederth
died. In the middle of that night, the woman who loved him had had a dream that
shook her to the hidden places of her soul. Rising in the darkness, she came to
the place where Raederth guarded the blade, and she took it away and hid it
from those who succeeded him. Not even Loren Silvercloak, whom she trusted with
everything else, knew that Ysanne had Lokdal.
“Who
strikes with this blade without love in his heart shall surely die,” had said
Seithr of the Dwarves. “That is one thing.”
And
then softly, so that only Colan heard, he had said the other thing.
In
her hidden chamber, Ysanne the Seer, dreamer of the dream, turned the bright
rippling blade over and over in her hands, so the light glinted from it like
blue fire.
On
the shore of the lake a young woman stood, power within her, power beneath her,
throwing pebbles one by one.
It
was cooler in the wood where the lios alfar led them. The food they were
offered was delicate and wonderful: strange fruits, rich bread, and a wine that
lifted the spirit and sharpened the colors of the sunset.
Throughout,
there was music: one of the lios played at a high-toned wind instrument while
others sang, their voices twining in the deepening shadows of the trees, as the
torches of evening were lit at the edge of the glade.
Laesha
and Drance, for whom this was childhood fantasy made true, seemed even more
enchanted than Jennifer was, and so when Brendel invited them to stay the night
in the wood and watch the lios dance under the stars, it was with wonder and
joy that they accepted.
Brendel
dispatched someone to ride swiftly to Paras Derval and give private word to the
King of their whereabouts. Wrapped in a delicate languor, they watched the
messenger, his hair glowing in the light of the setting sun, ride over the
hill, and they turned back to the wine and the singing in the glade.
As
the shadows lengthened, a grace note of long sorrow seemed to weave its way
into the songs of the lios alfar. A myriad of fireflies moved like shining eyes
just beyond the torches: lienae they were named, Brendel said. Jennifer sipped
the wine he poured for her, and let herself be carried into a rich sweet
sadness by the music.
Cresting
the hill west of them, the messenger, Tandem of the Kestrel, set his horse into
an easy canter towards the walled town and the palace a league away.
He
was not quite halfway there when he died.
Soundlessly
he fell from his horse, four darts in his throat and back. After a moment the
svarts rose from the hollow beside the path and watched in unblinking silence
as the wolves padded up from beside them to the body of the lios. When it was
clear that he was dead, they, too, went forward and surrounded the fallen
rider. Even in death, there was a nimbus of glory clinging to him, but when
they were done, when the wet, tearing sounds had ceased and only the quiet
stars looked down, there was nothing left that anyone would care to see of
Tandem of the lios alfar.
Most hated by the Dark, for their name was Light.
And
it was in that moment, away to the north and east, that another solitary rider
checked his own mount suddenly. A moment he was motionless, then with a
terrible oath, and fear like a fist in his heart, Loren Silvercloak turned his
horse and began desperately to thunder home.
In
Paras Derval, the King did not attend the banquet, nor did any of the four
visitors, which caused more than a little talk. Ailell kept to his chambers and
played ta’bael with Gorlaes, the Chancellor. He won easily, as was customary,
and with little pleasure, which was also customary. They played very late, and
Tarn, the page, was asleep when the interruption came.
As
they went through the open doorway of the Black Boar, the noise and smoke were
like a wall into which they smashed.
One
voice, however, made itself heard in a prodigious bellow that resounded over
the pandemonium.
“Diarmuid!”
roared Tegid, surging to his feet. Kevin winced at the decibel level
engendered. “By the oak and the moon, it’s himself!” Tegid howled, as the
tavern sounds briefly resolved themselves into shouted greetings.
Diarmuid,
in fawn-colored breeches and a blue doublet, stood grinning sardonically in the
doorway as the others fanned out into the dense haze of the room. Tegid wove
his way unsteadily forward to stand swaying before his Prince.
And
hurled the contents of a mug of ale full in Diarmuid’s face.
“Wretched
Prince!” he screamed. “I shall tear your heart out! I shall send your liver to
Gwen Ystrat! How dare you slip off and leave great Tegid behind with the
women and the mewling babes?”
Kevin,
beside the Prince, had a brief, hysterical vision of Tegid trying to go hand
over hand across Saeren, before Diarmuid, dripping wet, reached to the nearest
table, grabbed a silver tankard, and threw it violently at Tegid.
Someone
screamed as the Prince followed up the throw, which bounced off the big man’s
shoulder, with a short rush, at the end of which his lowered head intersected
effectively with Tegid’s massive target of a girth.
Tegid
staggered back, his face momentarily achieving a shade of green. He recovered
quickly, though, seized the nearest table top, and with one mighty exertion
lifted it whole from the trestles, spilling mugs and cutlery, and sending their
erstwhile users scattering as raucous curses exploded around him. Wheeling for
leverage, he swung the board in a wide, lethal sweep that bade fair to render
Ailell heirless had it landed.
Diarmuid
ducked, very neatly. So, too, less smoothly, did Kevin. Sprawling on the floor,
he saw the board whistle over their heads and, at the spent end of its sweep,
clip a red-doubleted man on the shoulder, catapulting him into the patron
beside him. A remarkable human demonstration of the domino effect ensued. The
noise level was horrific.
Someone
elected to deposit his bowl of soup on the red-doubleted gentleman’s balding
pate. Someone else regarded this as more than sufficient excuse to deck the
soup-pourer from behind with a hoisted bench. The innkeeper prudently began
removing bottles from the bar top. A barmaid, her skirts aswirl, slipped under
a table. Kevin saw Carde dive to join her there.
In
the meantime, Diarmuid, springing from his crouch, butted Tegid again before
the mountainous one could ready a return scything of the table top. The first
reaping had comprehensively cleared a wide space about the two of them.
This time Tegid held his ground; with a joyous
bellow he dropped the board on someone’s head and enveloped Diarmuid in a
bear-hug.
“Now
I have you!” Tegid boomed, his face flushed with rapture. Diarmuid’s features
were also shading towards scarlet as his captor tightened a bone-crushing grip.
Watching, Kevin saw the Prince free his arms for a counter-blow.
He
had no doubt Diarmuid could manage to free himself, but Tegid was squeezing in
earnest, and Kevin saw that the Prince was going to have to use a crippling
retort to break the other man’s hold. He saw Diarmuid shift his knee for
leverage, and knew what would have to follow. With a futile shout, he rushed
forward to intercede.
And
stopped dead as a terrifying cry of outrage exploded from Tegid’s throat. Still
screaming, he dropped the Prince like a discarded toy on the sandy floor.
There
came a smell of burning flesh. Leaping spectacularly, Tegid upended another
table, rescued a brimming pitcher of ale, and proceeded to pour its contents
over his posterior.
The
movement revealed, somewhat like the drawing of a curtain, Paul Schafer behind
him, holding rather apologetically, a poker from the cooking fire.
There
was a brief silence, an awe-stricken homage to the operatic force of Tegid’s
scream, then Diarmuid, still on the floor, began to laugh in high, short,
hysterical gasps, signaling a resumption of universal pandemonium. Crying with
laughter, barely able to stand, Kevin made his way, with Erron staggering
beside him, to embrace the crookedly grinning Schafer.
It was some time before order was restored, largely
because no one was particularly intent on restoring it. The red-doubleted man
appeared to have a number of friends, and so, too, it seemed, did the
soup-pourer. Kevin, who knew neither, threw a token bench into the fray, then
withdrew towards the bar with Erron.
Two
serving women joined them there, and the press of events greatly facilitated a
rapid acquaintance.
Going
upstairs, hand in hand with Marna, the taller of the two, Kevin’s last glimpse
of the tavern floor was of a surging mass of men disappearing in and out of the
smoky haze. Diarmuid was standing atop the bar, lobbing whatever came to hand
upon the heads of the combatants. He didn’t seem to be choosing sides. Kevin
looked for Paul, didn’t see him; and then a door was opened and closed behind
him, and in the rush of dark a woman was in his arms, her mouth turned up to
his, and his soul began its familiar spiral downward into longing.
Much
later, when he had not yet completed the journey back, he heard Marna ask in a
timid whisper, “Is it always so?”
And
a good few minutes yet from being capable of speech, he stroked her hair once
with an effort and closed his eyes again. Because it was always so. The
act of love a blind, convulsive reaching back into a falling dark. Every time.
It took away his very name, the shape and movement of his bones; and between
times he wondered if there would be a night when he would go so far that there
was no returning.
Not
this night, though. Soon he was able to smile at her, and then to give thanks
and gentle words, and not without sincerity, for her sweetness ran deep, and he
had needed badly to drink of such a thing. Slipping inside his arm, Marna laid
her head on his shoulder beside his own bright hair, and, breathing deeply of
her scent, Kevin let the exhaustion of two waking nights carry him to sleep.
He
only had an hour, though, and so was vulnerable and unfocused when the presence
of a third person in the room woke him. It was another girl, not Erron’s, and
she was crying, her hair disordered about her shoulders.
“What is it, Tiene?” Marna asked sleepily.
“He sent me to you,”
brown-haired Tiene sniffled, looking at Kevin.
“Who?” Kevin grunted, groping towards consciousness.
“Diarmuid?”
“Oh, no. It was the other stranger, Pwyll.”
It took a moment.
“Paul! What did—what’s happened?”
His
tone was evidently too sharp for already tender nerves. Tiene, casting a
wide-eyed glance of reproach at him, sat down on the bed and started crying
again. He shook her arm. “Tell me! What happened?”
“He
left,” Tiene whispered, barely audible. “He came upstairs with me, but he
left.”
Shaking
his head, Kevin tried desperately to focus. “What? Did he . . . was he able to.
. . ?”
Tiene
sniffed, wiping at the tears on her cheeks. “You mean to be with me? Yes, of
course he was, but he took no pleasure at all, I could tell. It was all for me
. . . and I am not, I gave him nothing, and . . . and . . .”
“And
what, for God’s sake?”
“And
so I cried,” Tiene said, as if it should have been obvious. “And when I cried,
he walked out. And he sent me to find you. My lord.”
She
had moved farther onto the bed, in part because Mania had made room. Tiene’s
dark eyes were wide like a fawn’s; her robe had fallen open, and Kevin could
see the start of her breast’s deep curve. Then he felt the light stirring of
Mania’s hand along his thigh under the sheet. There was suddenly a pulsing in
his head. He drew a deep breath.
And
swung quickly out of bed. Cursing a hard-on, he kicked into his breeches and
slipped on the loose-sleeved doublet Diarmuid had given him. Without bothering
to button it, he left the room.
It
was dark on the landing. Moving to the railing, he looked down on the ruin of
the ground level of the Black Boar. The guttering torches cast flickering
shadows over bodies sprawled in sleep on overturned tables and benches, or
against the walls. A few men were talking in muted tones in one corner, and he
heard a woman giggle suddenly from the near wall and then subside.
Then he heard something else. The plucked strings of
a guitar.
His guitar.
Following
the sound, he turned his head to see Diarmuid, with Coll and Carde, sitting by
the window, the Prince cradling the guitar in the window seat, the others on
the floor.
As
he walked downstairs to join them, his eyes adjusted to the shadows, and he saw
other members of the band sprawled nearby with some of the women beside them.
“Hello,
friend Kevin,” Diarmuid said softly, his eyes bright like an animal’s in the
dark. “Will you show me how you play this: I sent Coll to bring it. I trust you
don’t mind.” His voice was lazy with late-night indolence. Behind him, Kevin
could see a sprinkling of stars.
“Aye,
lad,” a bulky shadow rumbled. “Do a song for us.” He’d taken Tegid for a broken
table.
Without
speaking, Kevin picked his way forward over the bodies on the floor. He took
the guitar from Diarmuid, who slipped down from the window seat, leaving it for
him. The window had been thrown open; he felt a light breeze stir the hairs at
the back of his neck, as he tuned the guitar.
It
was late, and dark, and quiet. He was a long way from home, and tired, and
hurting in a difficult way. Paul had gone; even tonight, he had taken no joy,
had turned from tears again. Even tonight, even here. So many reasons he could
give. And so:
“This
is called ‘Rachel’s Song,’ ” he said, fighting a thickness in his throat, and
began to play. It was a music no one there could know, but the pull of grief
was immediate. Then after a long time he lifted his voice, deep when he sang,
in words he’d decided long ago should never be sung:
Love, do you remember
My name ? I was lost
In summer turned winter
Made bitter by frost.
And when June comes December
The heart pays the cost.
The
breaking of waves on a long shore,
In
the grey morning the slow fall of rain,
And
stone lies over.
You’ll bury your sorrow
Deep in the sea,
But sea tides aren’t tamed
That easily—
There will come a tomorrow
When you weep for me.
The
breaking of waves on a long shore,
In
the grey morning the slow fall of rain,
Oh
love remember, remember me.
Then
the music came alone again, transposed, worked on harder than anything he’d
written in his life, especially what was coming now, with his own stupid tears.
The part where the melody hurt, it was so beautiful, so laden with memory: the
adapted second movement of the Brahms F Major Cello Sonata.
The
notes were clean, unblurred, though the candles were blurred in his sight, as
Kevin played Rachel Kincaid’s graduation piece and gave sound to the sorrow
that was his and not his.
Into the shadowed room it went, Rachel’s song; over
the sleeping bodies that stirred as sadness touched their dreams; among the
ones who did not sleep and who felt the pull as they listened, remembering
losses of their own; up the stairway it went to where two women stood at the
railing, both crying now; faintly it reached the bedrooms, where bodies lay
tangled in the shapes of love; and out the open window it went as well, into
the late night street and the wide dark between the stars.
And
on the unlit cobblestones a figure paused by the doorway of the tavern and did not
enter. The street was empty, the night was dark, there was no one to see. Very
silently he listened, and when the song came to an end, very silently he left,
having heard the music before.
So
Paul Schafer, who had fled from a woman’s tears, and had cursed himself for a
fool and turned back, now made his final turning, and did not turn again.
There
was darkness for a time, a twisting web of streets, a gate where he was
recognized by torchlight, and then darkness again in corridors silent save for
the footfalls that he made. And through it he carried that music, or the music
carried him, or the memory of music. It hardly mattered which.
He
walked a matrix of crossing hallways he had walked before, and some were lit
and others dark, and in some rooms he passed there were sounds again, but no
one else walked in Paras Derval that night.
And
in time he came, carrying music, carrying loss, carried by both of them, and
stood for a second time before a door beyond which a slant of light yet showed.
It
was the brown-bearded one called Gorlaes who opened to his summons, and for a
moment he remembered that he did not trust this man, but it seemed a concern
infinitely removed from where he was, and one that didn’t matter now, not
anymore.
Then
his eyes found those of the King, and he saw that Ailell knew, somehow knew,
and was not strong enough to refuse what he would ask, and so he asked.
“I
will go to the Summer Tree for you tonight. Will you grant me leave and do what
must be done?” It seemed to have been written a very long time ago. There was
music.
Ailell
was weeping as he spoke, but he said what was needful to be said. Because it
was one thing to die, and another to die uselessly, he listened to the words
and let them join the music in carrying him with Gorlaes and two other men out
of the palace by a hidden gate.
There
were stars above them and a forest far away. There was music in his head that
was not going to end, it seemed. And it seemed he wasn’t saying goodbye to
Kevin after all, which was a grief, but it was a lost, small, twisting thing in
the place where he had come.
Then
the forest was no longer far away, and at some point the waning moon had risen
as he walked, for it brushed the nearest trees with silver. The music still was
with him, and the last words of Ailell: Now I give you to Mörnir. For three
nights and forever, the King had said. And cried.
And
now with the words and the music in his head, there had come again, as he had
known it would, the face for which he could not cry. Dark eyes. Like no one
else. In this world.
And
he went into the Godwood, and it was dark. And all the trees were sighing in
the wind of the wood, the breath of the God. There was fear on the faces of the
other three men as the sound rose and fell about them like the sea.
He
walked with them amid the surging and the swaying of the trees, and in time he
saw that the path they were following had ceased to wander. The trees on either
side now formed a double row leading him on, and so he stepped past Gorlaes,
music carrying him, and he came into the place wherein stood the Summer Tree.
Very
great it was, dark almost to black, its trunk knotted and gnarled, wide as a
house. It stood alone in the clearing, in the place of sacrifice, and clutched
the earth with roots old as the world, a challenge to the stars that shone
down, and there was power in that place beyond the telling. Standing there, he
felt it calling for his blood, for his life, and knowing he could not live
three nights on that tree, he stepped forward, so as not to turn again, and the
music stopped.
They
stripped him of his garments then and bound him naked to the Summer Tree at the
waning of the moon. When they had gone, it was silent in the glade save for the
ceaseless sighing of the leaves. Alone upon the Tree, he felt within his flesh
the incalculable vastness of its power, and had there been anything left to
fear, he would have been afraid.
And
this was the first night of Pwyll the Stranger on the Summer Tree.
Chapter
8
In
another wood east of Paras Derval, the lios alfar were still singing as
Jennifer drifted towards sleep. Under the stars and the crescent of the risen
moon their voices wove about her a melody of sorrow so old and deep it was
almost a luxury.
She
roused herself and turned on the pallet they had made for her.
“Brendel?”
He
came over to her and knelt. His eyes were blue now. They had been green like
her own the last time she looked, and gold on the hillside that afternoon.
“Are
you immortal?” she asked, sleepily.
He
smiled. “No, Lady. Only the gods are so, and there are those who say that even
they will die at the end. We live very long, and age will not kill us, but we
do die, Lady, by sword or fire, or grief of heart. And weariness will lead us
to sail to our song, though that is a different thing.”
“Sail?”
“Westward
lies a place not found on any map. A world shaped by the Weaver for the lios
alfar alone, and there we go when we leave Fionavar, unless Fionavar has killed
us first.”
“How
old are you, Brendel?”
“I
was born four hundred years after the Bael Rangat. A little more than six
hundred years ago.”
She
absorbed it in silence. There was nothing, really, to say. On her other side
Laesha and Drance were asleep. The singing was very beautiful. She let it carry
her into simplicity, and then sleep.
He
watched her a long time, the eyes still blue, calm, and deeply appreciative of
beauty in all its incarnations. And in this one there was something more. She
looked like someone. He knew this, or he sensed it to be so, but although he
was quite right, he had absolutely no way of knowing whom, and so could not
warn anyone.
At
length he rose and rejoined the others for the last song, which was, as it
always was, Ra-Termaine’s lament for the lost. They sang for those who had just
died by Pendaran, and for all the others long ago, who would never now hear
this song or their own. As the lios sang, the stars seemed to grow brighter
above the trees, but that may have been just the deepening of night. When the
song ended, the fire was banked and they slept.
They
were ancient and wise and beautiful, their spirit in their eyes as a many-colored
flame, their art an homage to the Weaver whose most shining children they were.
A celebation of life was woven into their very essence, and they were named in
the oldest tongue after the Light that stands against the Dark.
But
they were not immortal.
The
two guards died of poison arrows, and four others had their throats ripped
apart by the black onrush of the wolves before they were fully awake. One cried
out and killed his wolf with a dagger as he died.
They
fought bravely then, even brilliantly, with bright swords and arrows, for their
grace could be most deadly when they had need.
Brendel
and Drance with two others formed a wall about the two women, and against the
charge of the giant wolves they held firm once, and again, and yet again, their
swords rising and falling in desperate silence. It was dark, though, and the
wolves were black, and the svarts moved like twisted wraiths about the glade.
Even
so, the shining courage of the lios alfar, with Drance of Brennin fighting in
their midst as a man posessed, might have prevailed, had it not been for the
one thing more: the cold, controlling will that guided the assault. There was a
power in the glade that night that no one could have foretold, and doom was
written on the wind that rose before the dawn.
For
Jennifer it was a hallucination of terror in the dark. She heard snarls and
cries, saw things in blurred, distorted flashes—blood-dark swords, the shadow
of a wolf, an arrow flying past. Violence exploding all around her, she who had
spent her days avoiding such a thing.
But
this was night. Too terrified to even scream, Jennifer saw Drance fall at last,
a wolf dying beneath him, another rising wet-mouthed from his corpse to leap
past her to where Laesha stood. Then before she could react, even as she heard
Laesha cry out, she felt herself seized brutally as the hideous svarts surged
forward into the gap and she was dragged away by them over the body of
Diarmuid’s man.
Looking
desperately back, she saw Brendel grappling with three foes at once, blood dark
on his face in the thin moonlight, then she was among the trees, surrounded by
wolves and svart alfar, and there was no light to see by or to hope for
anywhere.
They
moved through the forest for what seemed an endless time, travelling north and
east, away from Paras Derval and everyone she knew in this world. Twice she
stumbled and fell in the dark, and each time she was dragged, sobbing, to her
feet and the terrible progress continued.
They were still in the woods when the sky began to
shade towards grey, and in the growing light she gradually became aware that
amid the shifting movements of her captors, one figure never left her side: and
among the horrors of that headlong night, this was the worst.
Coal-black,
with a splash of silver-grey on his brow, he was the largest wolf by far. It
wasn’t the size, though, or the wet blood on his dark mouth; it was the
malevolence of the power that hovered about the wolf like an aura. His eyes
were on her face, and they were red; in them, for the moment she could sustain
the glance, she saw a degree of intelligence that should not have been there,
and was more alien than anything else she had come upon in Fionavar. There was
no hatred in the look, only a cold, merciless will. Hate, she could have
understood; what she saw was worse.
It
was morning when they reached their destination. Jennifer saw a small
woodcutter’s cabin set in a cleared-out space by the forest’s edge. A moment
later she saw what was left of the woodcutter as well.
They
threw her inside. She fell, from the force of it, and then crawled on her knees
to a corner where she was violently, rackingly sick. Afterwards, shivering
uncontrollably, she made her way to the cot at the back of the room and lay
down.
We
salvage what we can, what truly matters to us, even at the gates of despair.
And so Jennifer Lowell, whose father had taught her, even as a child, to
confront the world with pride, eventually rose up, cleaning herself as best she
could, and began to wait in the brightening cottage. Daylight was coming
outside, but it was not only that: courage casts its own light.
The
sun was high in a blank sky when she heard the voices. One was low, with a note
of amusement she could discern even through the door. Then the other man spoke,
and Jennifer froze in disbelief, for this voice she had heard before.
“Not hard,” the first man said, and laughed.
“Against the lios it is easy to keep them to it.”
“I hope you were not followed. I absolutely must not
be seen, Galadan.”
“You won’t be. Almost all of them were dead, and I
left behind ten wolves against the stragglers. They won’t follow in any case.
Enough of them have died; they wouldn’t risk more for a human. She is ours,
more easily than we might have hoped. It is rare indeed that we receive aid
from Daniloth.” And he laughed again, maliciously amused.
“Where is she?”
“Inside.”
The door was flung open, letting in a dazzling shaft
of sunlight. Momentarily blinded, Jennifer was dragged into the clearing.
“A prize, wouldn’t you say?” Galadan murmured.
“Perhaps,” the other one said. “Depending on what
she tells us about why they are here.”
Jennifer
turned towards the voice, her eyes adjusting, and as they did, she found
herself face to face with Metran, First Mage to the High King of Brennin.
No
longer was he the shuffling old man she’d seen that first night or watched as
he cowered from Jaelle in the Great Hall. Metran stood straight and tall, his
eyes bright with malice.
“You
traitor!” Jennifer burst out.
He
gestured, and she screamed as her nipples were squeezed viciously. No one had
touched her; he had done it himself without moving.
“Carefully,
my dear lady,” Metran said, all solicitude, as she writhed in pain. “You must
be careful of what you say to me. I have the power to do whatever I want with
you.” He nodded towards his source, Denbarra, who stood close by.
“Not
quite,” the other voice demurred. “Let her go.” The tone was very quiet, but
the pain stopped instantly. Jennifer turned, wiping tears from her face.
Galadan
was not tall, but there was a sinuous strength to him, a sheathed intimation of
very great power. Cold eyes fixed her from a scarred, aristocratic face under
the thatch of silver hair—like Brendel’s, she thought, with another sort of
pain.
He bowed to her, courtly and graceful, and with a
veiled amusement. Then that was gone as he turned to Metran.
“She goes north for questioning,” he said.
“Unharmed.”
“Are you telling me what to do?” Metran said on a
rising note, and Jennifer saw Denbarra stiffen.
“Actually,
yes, if you put it that way.” There was mockery in his voice. “Are you going to
fight me over it, mageling?”
“I
could kill you, Galadan,” Metran hissed.
The
one named Galadan smiled again, but not with his eyes. “Then try. But I tell
you now, you will fail. I am outside your taught magic, mageling. You have some
power, I know, and have been given more, and may indeed have greater yet to
come, but I will still be outside you, Metran. I always will be. And if you
test it, I shall have your heart out for my friends.”
In
the silence that followed this, Jennifer became conscious of the ring of wolves
surrounding them. There were svart alfar as well, but the giant red-eyed wolf
was gone.
Metran
was breathing hard. “You are not above me, Galadan. I was promised this.”
At
that, Galadan threw back his fierce, scarred head, and a burst of genuine
laughter rang through the clearing.
“Promised,
were you? Ah well, then, I must apologize!” His laughter stopped. “She is still
to go north. If it were not so, I might take her for myself. But look!”
Jennifer,
turning skyward to where Galadan was pointing, saw a creature so beautiful it
lifted her heart in reflexive hope.
A
black swan came swooping down from the high reaches of the sky, glorious
against the sun, the great wings widespread, feathered with jet plumage, the
long neck gracefully extended.
Then
it landed, and Jennifer realized that the true horror had only begun, for the
swan had unnatural razored teeth, and claws, and about it, for all the stunning
beauty, there clung an odor of putrescent corruption.
Then
the swan spoke, in a voice like slithering darkness in a pit. “I have come,”
she said. “Give her to me.”
Far
away yet, terribly far away, Loren Silvercloak was driving his horse back
south, cursing his own folly in all the tongues he knew.
“She
is yours, Avaia,” said Galadan, unsmiling. “Is she not, Metran?”
“Of
course,” said the mage. He had moved upwind of the swan. “I will naturally be
anxious to know what she has to say. It is vital for me in my place of watch.”
“No
longer,” the black swan said, ruffling her feathers. “I have tidings for you.
The Cauldron is ours, I am to say. You go now to the place of spiraling, for
the time is upon us.”
Across
the face of Metran there spread then a smile of such cruel triumph that
Jennifer turned away from it. “It has come then,” the mage exulted. “The day of
my revenge. Oh, Garmisch, my dead King, I shall break the usurper into pieces
on his throne, and make drinking cups of the bones of the House of Ailell!”
The swan showed her unnatural teeth. “I will take
pleasure in the sight,” she hissed.
“No doubt,” said Galadan wryly. “Is there word for
me?”
“North,” the swan replied. “You are asked to go
north with your friends. Make haste. There is little time.”
“It is well,” said Galadan. “I have one task left
here, then I follow.”
“Make haste,” Avaia said again. “And now I go.”
“No!”
Jennifer screamed, as cold svart hands grabbed for her. Her cries cut the
air of the clearing and fell into nothingness. She was bound across the back of
the giant swan and the dense, putrefying smell of it overwhelmed her. She could
not breathe; when she opened her mouth, the thick black feathers choked her,
and as they left the earth for the blazing sky, Jennifer fainted for the first
time in her life, and so could not have known the glorious curving arc she and
the swan made, cutting across the sky.
The
figures in the clearing watched Avaia bear the girl away until they were lost
in the shimmering of the white sky.
Metran
turned to the others, exultation still in his eyes. “You heard? The Cauldron is
mine!”
“So
it seems,” Galadan agreed. “You are away across the water, then?”
“Immediately.
It will not be long before you see what I do with it.”
Galadan
nodded, then a thought seemed to strike him. “I wonder, does Denbarra
understand what all this means?” He turned to the source. “Tell me, my friend,
do you know what this Cauldron is all about?”
Denbarra
shifted uneasily under the weight of that gaze. “I understand what is needful
for me to know,” he said sturdily. “I understand that with its aid, the House
of Garantae will rule again in Brennin.”
Galadan
regarded him a moment longer, then his glance flicked away dismissively. “He is
worthy of his destiny,” he said to Metran. “A thick-witted source is an
advantage for you, I suppose. I should get dreadfully bored, myself.”
Denbarra
flushed, but Metran was unmoved by the gibe this time. “My sister-son is loyal.
It is a virtue,” he said, unconscious of the irony. “What about you? You
mentioned a task to be done. Should I know?”
“You
should, but evidently you don’t. Give thanks that I am less careless. There is
a death to be consummated.”
Metran’s
mouth twitched at the insult, but he did not respond. “Then go your way,” he
said. “We may not meet for some time.”
“Alas!” said Galadan.
The mage raised a hand. “You
mock me,” he said with intensity. “You mock us all, andain. But I tell you
this: with the Cauldron of Khath Meigol in my hands, I will wield a power even
you dare not scorn. And with it I shall wreak such a vengeance here in Brennin
that the memory of it will never die.”
Galadan
lifted his scarred head and regarded the mage. “Perhaps,” he said finally, and
very, very softly. “Unless the memory of it dies because everything has died.
Which, as you know, is the wish of my heart.”
On
the last words, he made a subtle gesture over his breast, and a moment later a
coal-black wolf with a splash of silver on its head ran swiftly westward from
the clearing.
Had
he entered the forest farther south, a great deal of what ensued might have
been very different.
At
the southern edge of the woodcutter’s clearing a figure lay, hidden among the
trees, bleeding from a dozen wounds. Behind him on the trail through the forest
the last two lios alfar lay dead. And ten wolves.
And
in the heart of Na-Brendel of the Kestrel Mark lay a grief and a rage that,
more than anything else, had kept him alive so far. In the sunlight his eyes
were black as night.
He
watched Metran and his source mount horses and swing away northwest, and he saw
the svarts and wolves leave together for the north. Only when the clearing
stood utterly silent did he rise, with difficulty, and begin his own journey
back to Paras Derval. He limped badly, from a wound in the thigh, and he was
weak unto death from loss of blood; but he was not going to let himself fall or
fail, for he was of the lios alfar, and the last of his company, and with his
own eyes he had seen a gathering of the Dark that day.
It
was a long way, though, and he was badly, badly hurt, so he was still a league
from Paras Derval when twilight fell.
During
the day there were rumblings of thunder in the west. A number of the merchants
in the city came to their doorways to look at the heavens, more out of habit
than out of hope. The killing sun burned in a bare sky.
On
the green at the end of Anvil Lane, Leila had gathered the children again for
the ta’kiena. One or two had refused out of boredom, but she was insistent, and
the others acceded to her wishes, which, with Leila, was always the best thing
to do.
So
she was blindfolded again, and she made them do it double so she truly could
not see. Then she began the calling, and went through the first three almost
indifferently because they didn’t matter, they were only a game. When she came
to the last one, though, to the Road, she felt the now familiar stillness come
over her again, and she closed her eyes behind the two blindfolds. Then her mouth
went dry and the difficult twisting flowered inside her. Only when the rushing
sound began, like waves, did she start the chant, and as she sang the last word
everything stopped.
She
removed the blindfolds and, blinking in the brightness, saw with no surprise at
all that it was Finn again. As if from far away she heard the voices of the
adults watching them, and further still she heard a roll of thunder, but she
looked only at Finn. He seemed more alone every time. She would have been sad,
but it seemed so destined that sadness didn’t fit, nor any sense of surprise.
She didn’t know what the Longest Road was, or where it led, but she knew it was
Finn’s, and that she was calling him to it.
Later
that afternoon, though, something did surprise her. Ordinary people never went
to the sanctuary of the Mother, certainly not at the direct request of the High
Priestess herself. She combed her hair and wore her only gown; her mother made
her.
When
Sharra dreamed now of the falcon, it was no longer alone in the sky over Larai
Rigal. Memory burned in her like a fire under stars.
She
was her father’s daughter, though, heir to the Ivory Throne, and so there was a
matter to be looked into, regardless of fires in her heart or falcons overhead.
Devorsh,
Captain of the Guard, knocked in response to her summons, and the mutes
admitted him. Her ladies murmured behind fluttering fans as the tall Captain
made obeisance and gave homage in his unmistakable voice. She dismissed the
women, enjoying their chagrin, and bade him sit in a low chair by the window.
“Captain,”
she began, without preamble, “certain documents have come to my attention
raising a matter I think we must address.”
“Highness?”
He was handsome, she conceded, but not a candle, not a candle. He would not
understand why she was smiling; not that it mattered.
“It
seems that the archival records make mention of stone handholds cut many years
ago in the cliff above Saeren due north of us.”
“Above
the river, Highness? In the cliff?” Polite incredulity infused the gravelly
voice.
“I
think I said that, yes.” He flushed at the rebuke; she paused to let it
register. “If those handholds exist, they are a danger and we should know about
them. I want you to take two men you trust and see if this is true. For obvious
reasons”—though she knew of none—“this is to be kept very quiet.”
“Yes, Highness. When shall I—”
“Now, of course.” She rose, and so, of necessity,
did he.
“My lady’s will.” He made obeisance and turned to
go.
And
because of the falcons, the moon-touched memory, she called him back. “Devorsh,
one thing more. I heard footsteps in the garden the night before last. Did you
notice anything by the walls?”
His face showed real concern. “Highness, I went off
duty at sundown. Bashrai took command from me. I will speak to him of this
without delay.”
“Off
duty?”
“Yes,
Highness. We take turns, Bashrai and myself, in leading the night watch. He is
most competent, I suggest, but if—”
“How
many men patrol the walls at night?” She leaned on the back of a chair for
support; there was a pressure behind her eyes.
“Twelve, Highness, in peacetime.”
“And the dogs?”
He
coughed. “Ah, no, my lady. Not of late. It was felt unnecessary. They have been
used on the hunt this spring and summer. Your father knows about this, of
course.” His face was animated by unconcealed curiosity. “If my lady feels they
should—”
“No!”
It was intolerable that he be in the room another moment, that he continue to
look at her like this, his eyes widening in appraisal. “I will discuss this
with Bashrai. Go now and do as I have told you. And quickly, Devorsh, very
quickly.”
“I
go, my lady,” he said in the distinctive voice, and went. After, she bit her
tongue, tasting blood, so as not to scream.
Shalhassan
of Cathal was reclining on a couch, watching two slaves wrestling, when word
was brought to him. His court, hedonistic and overbred, was enjoying the sight
of the oiled bodies writhing naked on the floor in the presence chamber, but
the King watched the fight, as he heard the news, expressionlessly.
Raziel
appeared just then in the archway behind the throne with the cup in his hand.
It was mid-afternoon then and, taking the drink, Shalhassan saw that the
jewelled goblet was blue. Which meant that the northerner’s stone still shone as
it should. He nodded to Raziel, who withdrew, their private ritual observed, as
every day it was. It would never, ever do for the court to find out that
Shalhassan was troubled by dreams of red wardstones.
Turning
his thoughts to his daughter, Shalhassan drank. He approved her headstrong
nature, indeed he had nurtured it, for no weakling dared sit on the Ivory
Throne. Tantrums, though, were irresponsible, and this latest. . . . Tearing
apart her chambers and whipping her women were one thing; rooms could be
restored and servants were servants. Devorsh was a different matter; he was a
good soldier in a country with remarkably few, and Shalhassan was not pleased
to hear that his Captain of the Guard had just been garrotted by his daughter’s
mutes. Whatever the insult she might say he had given her, it was a rash and
precipitate response.
He
drained the blue cup and came to a decision.
She
was growing too undisciplined; it was time to have her married. However strong
a woman might be, she still needed a man by her side and in her bed. And the
kingdom needed heirs. It was past time.
The
wrestling had grown tedious. He gestured and the eidolath stopped the fight.
The two slaves had been brave, though, he decided, and he freed them both.
There was a polite murmur from the courtiers, an approving rustle of silk.
Turning
away, he noticed that one of the wrestlers was a little tardy in his obeisance.
The man may have been exhausted, or hurt, but the throne could not be
compromised. At any time, in any way. He gestured again.
There
were appropriate uses for the mutes and their garrottes. Sharra would
just have to learn to discriminate.
The
knowledge of approaching death can come in many shapes, descending as a
blessing or rearing up as an apparition of terror. It may sever like the sweep
of a blade, or call as a perfect lover calls. For Paul Schafer, who had chosen
to be where he was for reasons deeper than loss and more oblique than empathy
for an aged King, the growing awareness that his body could not survive the Summer
Tree came as a kind of relief: in this failure, at least, there could be no
shame. There was no unworthiness in yielding to a god.
He
was honest enough to realize that the exposure and the brutal heat, the thirst
and immobility were themselves enough to kill him, and this he had known from
the moment they bound him.
But
the Summer Tree of Mörnirwood was more than all of these. Naked upon it in the
blaze of day, Paul felt the ancient bark all along the planes of his body, and
in that contact he apprehended power that made what strength he had its own.
The Tree would not break him; instead he felt it reaching out, pulling him into
itself, taking everything. Claiming him. He knew as well, somehow, that this
was only the beginning, not even the second night. It was scarcely awake.
The
God was coming, though. Paul could feel that slow approach along his flesh, in
the running of his blood, and now there was thunder, too. Low yet, and muted,
but there were two whole nights to come and all about him the Godwood vibrated
soundlessly as it had not for years upon years, waiting, waiting for the God to
come and claim his own, in darkness and forever, as was his due.
The
genial proprietor of the Black Boar was in a mood that bade fair to shatter his
public image entirely. Under the circumstances, however, it was not entirely
surprising that his countenance should display a distinctly forbidding mien as
he surveyed his demesne in the morning light.
It
was a festival. People drank during festivals. There were visitors in town,
visitors with dry throats from the drought and a little money saved for this
time. Money that might—money that should—be his, by all the gods, if he
hadn’t been forced to close the Boar for the day to redress the damage of the
night before. He worked them hard all day, even the ones with broken bones and
bashed pates from the brawl, and he certainly wasted no sympathy on employees
bemoaning hangovers or lack of sleep. There was money being lost every moment
he stayed closed, every moment! And to add to the choler of his mood there was
a vile, vile rumor running through the capital that bloody Gorlaes, the
Chancellor, intended to slap a rationing law down on all liquids as soon as the
fortnight’s festival ended. Bloody drought. He attacked a pile of debris in a
corner as if it were the offending Chancellor himself. Rationing, indeed! He’d like
to see Gorlaes try to ration Tegid’s wine and ale, he’d like to see him try!
Why, the fat one had likely poured a week’s worth of beer over his posterior
the night before.
At
the recollection, the owner of the Black Boar succumbed to his first smile of the
day, almost with relief. It was hard work being furious. Eyeing the room, hands
on hips, he decided that they’d be able to open within an hour or so of
sundown; the day wouldn’t be a total loss.
So
it was that as full dark cloaked the twisting lanes of the old town, and
torches and candles gleamed through curtained windows, a bulky shadow moved
ponderously towards the recently reopened door of his favorite tavern.
It
was dark, though, in the alleys, and he was impeded a trifle by the effects of
his wars the night before, and so Tegid almost fell as he stumbled into a
slight figure in the lane.
“By
the horns of Cernan!” the great one spluttered. “Mind your path. Few obstruct
Tegid without peril!”
“Your
pardon,” the wretched obstacle murmured, so low he was scarcely audible. “I
fear I am in some difficulty, and I. . . .”
The figure wavered, and Tegid put out an instinctive
hand of support. Then his bloodshot eyes finally adjusted to the shadows, and
with a transcendent shock of awe, he saw the other speaker.
“Oh,
Mörnir,” Tegid whispered in disbelief, and then, for once, was speechless.
The
slim figure before him nodded, with an effort. “Yes,” he managed. “I am of the
lios alfar. I—,” he gasped with pain, then resumed, “—I have tidings that must
. . . must reach the palace, and I am sorely hurt.”
At
which point, Tegid became aware that the hand he had laid upon the other’s
shoulder was sticky with fresh blood.
“Easy
now,” he said with clumsy tenderness. “Can you walk?”
“I
have, so far, all day. But . . .” Brendel slipped to one knee, even as he
spoke. “But as you see, I am. . . .”
There
were tears in Tegid’s eyes. “Come, then,” he murmured, like a lover. And
lifting the mangled body effortlessly, Tegid of Rhoden, named Breakwind, called
the Boaster, cradled the lios alfar in his massive arms and bore him towards
the brilliant glitter of the castle.
“I
dreamt again,” Kim said. “A swan.” It was dark outside the cottage. She had
been silent all day, had walked alone by the lake. Throwing pebbles.
“What
color?” Ysanne asked, from the rocking chair by the hearth.
“Black.”
“I
dreamt her as well. It is a bad thing.”
“What
is it? Eilathen never showed me this.” There were two candles in the room. They
flickered and dwindled as Ysanne told her about Avaia and Lauriel the White. At
intervals they heard thunder, far off.
It
was still a festival, and though the King looked haggard and desiccated in his
seat at the high table, the Great Hall gleamed richly by torchlight, festooned
as it was with hangings of red and gold silk. Despite their morose King and his
unwontedly bemused Chancellor, the court of Ailell was determined to enjoy
itself. The players in the musicians’ gallery overhead were in merry form, and
even though dinner had not yet begun, the pages were being kept busy running
back and forth with wine.
Kevin
Laine, eschewing both his seat at the high table as a guest of honor and the
not-very-subtle invitation of the Lady Rheva, had decided to ignore protocol by
opting for a masculine enclave partway down one of the two tables that ran
along the hall. Seated between Matt Sören and Diarmuid’s big, broken-nosed
lieutenant, Coll, he attempted to preserve a cheerful appearance, but the fact
that no one had seen Paul Schafer since last night was building into a real source
of anxiety. Jennifer, too: where the hell was she?
On
the other hand, there were still many people filing into the room, and Jen, he
had cause to remember, was seldom on time for anything, let alone early. Kevin
drained his wine goblet for the third time and decided that he was becoming
altogether too much of a worrier.
At
which point Matt Sören asked, “Have you seen Jennifer?” and Kevin abruptly
changed his mind.
“No,”
he said. “I was at the Boar last night, and then seeing the barracks and the
armory with Carde and Erron today. Why? Do you—?”
“She
went riding with one of the ladies-in-waiting yesterday. Drance was with them.”
“He’s
a good man,” Coll said reassuringly, from the other side.
“Well,
has anyone seen them? Was she in her room last night?” Kevin asked.
Coll
grinned. “That wouldn’t prove much, would it? A lot of us weren’t in our beds
last night.” He laughed and clapped Kevin on the shoulder. “Cheer up!’
Kevin shook his head. Dave. Paul. Now Jen.
“Riding, you said?” He turned to Matt. “Has anyone
checked the stables? Are the horses back?”
Sören
looked at him. “No,” he said softly. “We haven’t—but I think I want to now.
Come on!” He was already pushing his chair back.
They
rose together and so were on their feet when the sudden babble of sound came
from the east doorway, and the courtiers and ladies gathered there moved aside
for the torches to reveal the enormous figure with a bloodstained body in his
arms.
Everything
stopped. In the silence Tegid moved slowly forward between the long tables to
stand before Ailell.
“Look!”
he cried, grief raw in his voice. “My lord King, here is one of the lios alfar,
and see what they have done to him!”
The
King was ashen. Trembling, he rose. “Na-Brendel?” he croaked. “Oh, Mörnir. Is
he . . . ?”
“No,”
a faint, clear voice replied. “I am not dead, though I might yet wish to be.
Let me stand to give my tidings.”
Gently,
Tegid lowered the lios to stand on the mosaic-inlaid floor, and then, kneeling
awkwardly, he offered his shoulder for support.
Brendel
closed his eyes and drew a breath. And when he spoke again his voice, by some
act of pure will, rang out strong and clear beneath the windows of Delevan.
“Treachery,
High King. Treachery and death I bring you, and tidings of the Dark. We spoke,
you and I, four nights past, of svart alfar outside Pendaran Wood. High King,
there have been svarts outside your walls this day, and wolves with them. We
were attacked before dawn and all my people are slain!”
He
stopped. A sound like the moaning of wind before a storm ran through the hall.
Ailell
has sunk back into his chair, his eyes bleak and hollow. Brendel lifted his
head and looked at him. “There is an empty seat at your table, High King. I
must tell you that it stands empty for a traitor. Look to your own hearth,
Ailell! Metran, your First Mage, is allied with the Dark. He has deceived you
all!” There were cries at that, of anger and dismay.
“Hold!”
It was Diarmuid, on his feet and facing the lios. His eyes flashed, but his
voice was under tight control. “You said the Dark. Who?”
Once
more the silence stretched. Then Brendel spoke. “I would not have ever wanted
to bear this tale to the world. I spoke of svart alfar and wolves attacking us.
We would not have died had it been only them. There was something else. A giant
wolf, with silver on his head like a brand against the black. Then I saw him
after with Metran and I knew him, for he had taken back his true form. I must
tell you that the Wolflord of the andain has come among us again: Galadan has
returned.”
“Accursed
be his name!” someone cried, and Kevin saw that it was Matt. “How can this be?
He died at Andarien a thousand years ago.”
“So
thought we all,” said Brendel, turning to the Dwarf. “But I saw him today, and
this wound is his.” He touched his torn shoulder. Then, “There is more.
Something else came today and spoke with both of them.”
Once
more Brendel hesitated. And this time his eyes, dark-hued, went to Kevin’s
face.
“It
was the black swan,” he said, and a stillness fell upon stillness. “Avaia. She
carried away Jennifer, your friend, the golden one. They had come for her, why
I know not, but we were too few, too few against the Wolflord, and so my
brethren are all dead, and she is gone. And the Dark is abroad in the world
again.”
Kevin,
white with dread, looked at the maimed figure of the lios. “Where?” he gasped,
in a voice that shocked him.
Brendel
shook his head wearily. “I could not hear their words. Black Avaia took her
north. Could I have stayed her flight, I would have died to do so. Oh, believe
me,” the lios alfar’s voice faltered. “Your grief is mine, and mine may tear
the fabric of my soul apart. Twenty of my people have died, and it is in my
heart that they are not the last. We are the Children of Light, and the Dark is
rising. I must return to Daniloth. But,” and now his voice grew strong again,
“an oath I will swear before you now. She was in my care. I shall find her, or
avenge her, or die in the attempt.” And Brendel cried then, so that the Great
Hall echoed to the sound: “We shall fight them as we did before! As we always
have!”
The
words rang among them like a stern bell of defiance, and in Kevin Laine they
lit a fire he did not know lay within him.
“Not
alone!” he cried, his own voice pitched to carry. “If you share my grief, I
will share yours. And others here will, too, I think.”
“Aye!”
boomed Matt Sören beside him.
“All
of us!” cried Diarmuid, Prince of Brennin. “When the lios are slain in Brennin,
the High Kingdom goes to war!”
A
mighty roar exploded at those words. Building and building in a wave of fury it
climbed to the highest windows of Delevan and resounded through the hall.
It
drowned, quite completely, the despairing words of the High King.
“Oh,
Mörnir,” whispered Ailell, clutching his hands together in his lap. “What have
I done? Where is Loren? What have I done?”
There
had been light, now there was not. One measured time in such ways. There were
stars in the space above the trees; no moon yet, and only a thin one later, for
tomorrow would be the night of the new moon.
His last night, if he lived through this one.
The Tree was a part of him now, another name, a
summoning. He almost heard a meaning in the breathing of the forest all around
him, but his mind was stretched and flattened, he could not reach to it, he
could only endure, and hold the wall of memory as best he might.
One
more night. After which there would be no music to be laid open by, no highways
to forget, no rain, no sirens, none, no Rachel. One more night at most, for he
wasn’t sure he could survive another day like the last.
Though
truly he would try: for the old King, and the slain farmer, and the faces he’d
seen on the roads. Better to die for a reason, and with what one could retain
of pride. Better, surely, though he could not say why.
Now
I give you to Mörnir, Ailell had said. Which meant he was a gift, an offering, and
it was all waste if he died too soon. So he had to hold to life, hold the wall,
hold for the God, for he was the God’s to claim, and there was thunder now. It
seemed at times to come from within the Tree, which meant, in the way of
things, from within himself. If only there could be rain before he died, he
might find some kind of peace at the end. It had rained, though, when she died,
it had rained all night.
His
eyes were hurting now. He closed them, but that was no good, either, because
she was waiting there, with music. Once, earlier, he had wanted to call her
name in the wood, as he had not beside the open grave, to feel it on his lips
again as he had not since; to burn his dry soul with her. Burn, since he could
not cry.
Silence,
of course. One did not do any such thing. One opened one’s eyes instead on the
Summer Tree, in the deep of Mörnirwood, and one saw a man come forward, from among
the trees.
It
was very dark, he could not see who it was, but the faint starlight reflected
from silver hair and so he thought. . . .
“Loren?”
he tried, but scarcely any sound escaped his cracked lips. He tried to wet
them, but he had no moisture, he was dry. Then the figure came nearer, to stand
in the starlight below where he was bound, and Paul saw that he had been wrong.
The eyes that met his own were not those of the mage, and, looking into them,
he did know fear then, for it should not end so, truly it should not. But the
man below stood as if cloaked in power, even in that place, even in the glade
of the Summer Tree, and in the dark eyes Paul saw his death.
Then
the figure spoke. “I cannot allow it,” he said, with finality. “You have
courage, and something else, I think. Almost you are one of us, and it might
have been that we could have shared something, you and I. Not now, though. This
I cannot allow. You are calling a force too strong for the knowing, and it must
not be wakened. Not when I am so near. Will you believe,” the voice said, low
and assured, “that I am sorry to have to kill you?”
Paul
moved his lips. “Who?” he asked, the sound a scrape in his throat.
The
other smiled at that. “Names matter to you? They should. It is Galadan who has
come, and I fear it is the end.”
Bound
and utterly helpless, Paul saw the elegant figure draw a knife from his belt.
“It will be clean, I promise you,” he said. “Did you not come here for release?
I will give it to you.” Their eyes locked once more. It was a dream, it was so
like a dream, so dark, blurred, shadowed. He closed his eyes; one closed one’s
eyes to dream. She was there, of course, but it was ending, so all right then,
fine, let it end on her.
A
moment passed. No blade, no severing. Then Galadan spoke again, but not to him,
and in a different voice.
“You?”
he said. “Here? Now I understand.”
For
reply there came only a deep, rumbling growl. His heart leaping, Paul opened
his eyes. In the clearing facing Galadan was the grey dog he had seen on the
palace wall.
Gazing
at the dog, Galadan spoke again. “It was written in wind and fire long ago that
we should meet,” he said. “And here is as fit a place as any in all the worlds.
Would you guard the sacrifice? Then your blood is the gateway to my desire.
Come, and I shall drink it now!”
He
placed a hand over his heart and made a twisting gesture, and after a brief
blurring of space, there stood a moment later, where he had been, a wolf so
large it dwarfed the grey figure of the dog. And the wolf had a splash of
silver between its ears.
One
endless moment the animals faced each other, and Paul realized that the Godwood
had gone deathly still. Then Galadan howled so as to chill the heart, and
leaped to attack.
There
took place then a battle foretold in the first depths of time by the twin
goddesses of war, who are named in all the worlds as Macha and Nemain. A
portent it was to be, a presaging of the greatest war of all, this coming
together in darkness of the wolf, who was a man whose spirit was annihilation, and
the grey dog, who had been called by many names but was always the Companion.
The
battle the two goddesses foreknew—for war was their demesne—but not the
resolution. A portent then, a presaging, a beginning.
And
so it came to pass that wolf and dog met at last in Fionavar, first of all the
worlds, and below the Summer Tree they ripped and tore at one another with such
fury that soon dark blood soaked the glade under the stars.
Again
and again they hurled themselves upon each other, black on grey, and Paul,
straining to see, felt his heart go out to the dog with all the force of his
being. He remembered the loss he had seen in its eyes, and he saw now, even in
the shadows, as the animals rolled over and over, biting and grappling,
engaging and recoiling in desperate frenzy, that the wolf was too large.
They
were both black now, for the light grey fur of the dog was matted and dark with
its own blood. Still it fought, eluding and atacking, summoning a courage, embodying
a gallantry of defiance that hurt to see, it was so noble and so doomed.
The
wolf was bleeding, too, and its flesh was ripped and torn, but it was so much
larger; and more, more than that, Galadan carried within himself a power that
went far deeper than tooth and gashing claw.
Paul
became aware that his bound hands were torn and bleeding. Unconsciously he had
been struggling to free himself, to go to the aid of the dog who was dying in
his defence. The bonds held, though, and so, too, did the prophecy, for this
was to be wolf and dog alone, and so it was.
Through
the night it continued. Weary and scored with wounds, the grey dog fought on;
but its attacks were parried more easily now, its defences were more agonizing,
more narrowly averting the final closing of jaw on jugular. It could only be a
question of time, Paul realized, grieving and forced to bear witness. It hurt
so much, so much. . . .
“Fight!”
he screamed suddenly, his throat raw with effort. “Go on! I’ll hold if you
can—I’ll make it through tomorrow night. In the name of the God, I swear it.
Give me till tomorrow and I’ll bring you rain.”
For
a moment the animals were checked by the force of his cry. Then, limp and
drained, Paul saw with agony that it was the wolf who lifted a head to look at
him, a terrible smile distorting its face. Then it turned back, back for the
last attack, a force of fury, of annihilation. Galadan who had returned. It was
a charge of uncoiled power, not to be denied or withstood.
And
yet it was.
The
dog, too, had heard Paul’s cry; without the strength to raise its head in
reply, it found yet in the words, in the desperate, scarcely articulate vow, a
pure white power of its own; and reaching back, far back into its own long
history of battle and loss, the grey dog met the wolf for the last time with a
spirit of utmost denial, and the earth shook beneath them as they crashed
together.
Over
and over on the sodden ground they rolled, indistinguishable, one contorted
shape that embodied all the endless conflict of Light and Dark in all the
turning worlds.
Then
the world turned enough, finally, for the moon to rise above the trees.
Only
a crescent she was, the last thin, pale sliver before the dark of tomorrow. But
she was still there, still glorious, a light. And Paul, looking up, understood
then, from a deep place in his soul, that just as the Tree belonged to Morair,
so did the moon to the Mother; and when the crescent moon shone above the
Summer Tree, then was the banner of Brennin made real in that wood.
In
silence, in awe, in deepest humility, he watched at length as one dark,
blood-spattered animal disengaged from the other. It limped, tail down, to the
edge of the glade, and when it turned to look back, Paul saw a splash of silver
between its ears. With a snarl of rage, Galadan fled the wood.
The
dog could barely stand. It breathed with a sucking heave of flank and sides
that Paul ached to see. It was so terribly hurt, it was scarcely alive; the
blood so thick upon it he could not see an untorn patch of fur.
But
it was alive, and it came haltingly over to gaze up at him, lifting its
torn head under the light and succor of the moon it had waited for. In that
moment, Paul Schafer felt his own cracked, dry soul open up again to love as he
looked down upon the dog.
For
the second time their eyes met, and this time Paul did not back away. He took
in the loss he saw, all of it, the pain endured for him and endured long before
him, and with the first power of the Tree, he made it his own.
“Oh,
brave,” he said, finding that he could speak. “There can never have been a
thing so brave. Go now, for it is my turn, and I will keep faith. I’ll hold
now, until tomorrow night, for you as much as anything.”
The
dog looked at him, the eyes clouded with pain, but still deep with
intelligence, and Paul knew he was understood.
“Goodbye,”
he whispered, a kind of caress in the word.
And
in response the grey dog threw back its proud head and howled: a cry of triumph
and farewell, so loud and clear it filled all the Godwood and then echoed far
beyond it, beyond the bounds of the worlds, even, hurtling into time and space,
that the goddesses might hear it, and know.
In
the taverns of Paras Derval, the rumor of war spread like a fire in dry grass.
Svarts had been seen, and giant wolves, and lios alfar had walked in the city
and been slain in the land. Diarmuid, the Prince, had sworn vengeance. All over
the capital, swords and spears were rescued from places where they had rusted
long years. Anvil Lane would resound in the morning to the clanging sound of
fevered preparation.
For
Karsh, the tanner, though, there was other news that eclipsed even the rumors,
and on the crest of it he was engaged in drinking himself happily to
incapacity, and buying, with profoundly uncharacteristic largess, drinks for
every man in earshot.
He
had cause, they all agreed. It wasn’t every day that saw a man’s daughter
initiated as an acolyte in the Temple of the Mother. The more so, when Jaelle,
the High Priestess herself, had summoned her.
It
was an honor, they all chorused, toasting Karsh amid the bustle of war talk. It
was more, the tanner said, toasting back: for a man with four daughters, it was
a blessing from the gods. From the Goddess, he corrected himself owlishly, and
brought everyone another round with money marked until that day for her dowry.
In
the sanctuary the newest acolyte drifted towards the sleep of the utterly
exhausted. In her fourteen years she had never known a day like the one just
past. Tears and pride, unexpected fear, and then laughter had all been part of
it.
The
ceremony she had barely understood, for they had given her a drink that made
the domed room spin softly, though not unpleasantly. The axe she remembered,
the chanting of the grey-clad priestesses of whose number she would soon be
one, and then the voice, cold and powerful, of the High Priestess in her white
robe.
She
didn’t remember when she had been cut, but the wound on her wrist throbbed
under the cloth bandage. It was necessary, they had explained: blood to bind.
Leila
hadn’t bothered telling them that she had always known that.
Long
past midnight Jaelle woke in the stillness of the Temple. High Priestess of
Brennin, and one of the Mormae of Gwen Ystrat, she could not fail to hear,
though no one else in Paras Derval would, the supernatural howling of a dog, as
the moon shone down upon the Summer Tree.
She
could hear it, but she did not understand, and lying in her bed she chafed and
raged at her inability. There was something happening. Forces were abroad. She
could feel power gathering like a storm.
She
needed a Seer, by all the names of the Mother, she needed one. But there was
only the hag, and she had sold herself. In the darkness of her room, the High
Priestess clenched her long fingers in deep, unending bitterness. She had need,
and was being denied. She was blind.
Lost
and forever, she cursed again, and lay awake all the rest of the night, feeling
it gathering, gathering.
Kimberly
thought she was dreaming. The same dream as two nights before, when the howling
had shattered her vision of Paul and Ailell. She heard the dog, but this time
she did not wake. Had she done so, she would have seen the Baelrath glowering
ominously on her hand.
In
the barn, among the close, familiar smells of the animals, Tyrth the servant
did awaken. One moment he lay motionless, disbelieving, as the inner echoes of
that great cry faded, then an expression crossed his face that was composed of
many elements, but had more of longing than anything else. He swung out of bed,
dressed quickly, and left the barn.
He
limped across the yard and through the gate, closing it behind him. Only when
he was in the strand of trees, and so hidden from the cottage, did the limp
disappear. At which point he began to run, very swiftly, in the direction of
the thunder.
Alone
of those who heard the dog, Ysanne the Seer, awake in her bed as well, knew
what that cry of pain and pride truly meant.
She
heard Tyrth cross the yard, limping west, and she knew what that meant, too.
There were so many unexpected griefs, she thought, so many different things to
pity.
Not
least, what she had now, at last, to do. For the storm was upon them; that cry
in the wood was the harbinger, and so it was full time, and this night would
see her do what she had seen long ago.
Not
for herself did she grieve; there had been true fear at her first
foreknowledge, and an echo of it when she had seen the girl in the Great Hall,
but it had passed. The thing was very dark, but no longer terrifying; long ago
she had known what would come.
It
would be hard, though, for the girl. It would be hard in every way, but against
what had begun tonight with the dog and the wolf. . . . It was going to be hard
for all of them. She could not help that; one thing only, she could do.
There
was a stranger dying on the Tree. She shook her head; that, that was the
deepest thing of all, and he was the one she had not been able to read, not
that it mattered now. As to that, only the sporadic thunder mattered, thunder
in a clear, starry sky. Mörnir would walk tomorrow, if the stranger held, and
no one, not one of them could tell what that might mean. The God was outside of
them.
But
the girl. The girl was something else, and her Ysanne could see, had seen many
times. She rose quietly and walked to stand over Kim. She saw the vellin stone
on the slim wrist, and the Baelrath glowing on one finger, and she thought of
Macha and Red Nemain and their prophecy.
She
thought of Raederth then, for the first time that night. An old, old sorrow.
Fifty years, but still. Lost once, fifty years ago on the far side of Night,
and now. . . . But the dog had howled in the wood, it was full, fullest time,
and she had known for very long what was to come. There was no terror any more,
only loss, and there had always been loss.
Kimberly
stirred on her pillow. So young, the Seer thought. It was all so sad, but she
knew, truly, of no other way, for she had lied the day before: it was not
merely a matter of time before the girl could know the woven patterns of
Fionavar as she needed to. It could not be. Oh, how could it ever be?
The
girl was needed. She was a Seer, and more. The crossing bore witness, the pain
of the land, the testimony in Eilathen’s eyes. She was needed, but not ready,
not complete, and the old woman knew one way, and only one, to do the last
thing necessary.
The
cat was awake, watching her with knowing eyes from the window sill. It was very
dark; tomorrow there would be no moon. It was time, past time.
She
laid a hand then, and it was very steady, upon Kimberly’s forehead, where the
single vertical line showed when she was distressed. Ysanne’s fingers, still
beautiful, traced a sign lightly and irrevocably on the unfurrowed brow.
Kimberly slept. A gentle smile lit the Seer’s face as she withdrew.
“Sleep
child,” she murmured. “You have need, for the way is dark and there will be
fire ere the end, and a breaking of the heart. Grieve not in the morning for my
soul; my dream is done, my dreaming. May the Weaver name you his, and shield
you from the Dark all your days.”
Then
there was silence in the room. The cat watched from the window. “It is done,”
Ysanne said, to the room, the night, the summer stars, to all her ghosts,
and to the one loved man, now to be lost forever among the dead.
With
care she opened the secret entrance to the chamber below, and went slowly down
the stone stairs to where Colan’s dagger lay, bright still in its sheath of a
thousand years.
There
was a very great deal of pain now. The moon had passed from overhead. His last
moon, he realized, though thought was difficult. Consciousness was going to
become a transient condition, a very hard thing, and already, with a long way
yet to go, he was beginning to hallucinate. Colors, sounds. The trunk of the
Tree seemed to have grown fingers, rough like bark, that wrapped themselves
around him. He was touching the Tree everywhere now. Once, for a long spell, he
thought he was inside it, looking out, not bound upon it. He thought he was the
Summer Tree.
He
was truly not afraid of dying, only of dying too soon. He had sworn an oath.
But it was so hard to hold onto his mind, to hold his will to living another
night. So much easier to let go, to leave the pain behind. Already the dog and
wolf seemed to have been half dreamt, though he knew the battle had ended only
hours before. There was dried blood on his wrists from when he had tried to
free himself.
When
the second man appeared before him, he was sure it was a vision. He was so far
gone. Popular attraction, a faint, fading capacity of his mind mocked. Come
see the hanging man!
This
man had a beard, and deep-set dark eyes, and didn’t seem about to change into
an animal. He just stood there, looking up. A very boring vision. The trees
were loud in the wind; there was thunder, he could feel it.
Paul
made an effort, moving his head back and forth to clear it. His eyes hurt, for
some reason, but he could see. And what he saw on the face of the figure below
was an expression of such appalling, balked desire that the hair rose up on his
neck. He should know who this was, he should. If his mind were working, he
would know, but it was too hard, it was hopelessly beyond him.
“You have stolen my death,” the figure said.
Paul closed his eyes. He was too far away from this.
Too far down the road. He was incapable of explaining, unable to do more than
try to endure.
An oath. He had sworn an oath. What did an oath
mean? A whole day more, it meant. And a third night.
Some time later his eyes seemed to be open again and
he saw, with uttermost relief, that he was alone. There was grey in the eastern
sky; one more, one last.
And this was the second night of Pwyll the Stranger
on the Summer Tree.
Chapter
9
In
the morning came something unheard of: a hot, dry wind, bitter and unsettling,
swept down into Paras Derval from the north.
No
one could remember a hot north wind before. It carried with it the dust of
bone-bare farms, so the air darkened that day, even at noon, and the high sun
shone balefully orange through the obscuring haze.
The
thunder continued, almost a mockery. There were no clouds.
“With
all respect, and such-like sentiments,” Diarmuid said from by the window, his
tone insolent and angry, “We are wasting time.” He looked dishevelled and
dangerous; he was also, Kevin realized with dismay, a little drunk.
From
his seat at the head of the council table, Ailell ignored his heir. Kevin,
still not sure why he’d been invited here, saw two bright spots of red on the
cheeks of the old King. Ailell looked terrible; he seemed to have shrivelled
overnight.
Two
more men entered the room: a tall, clever-looking man, and beside him, a
portly, affable fellow. The other mage, Kevin guessed: Teyrnon, with Barak, his
source. Gorlaes, the Chancellor, made the introductions and it turned out he
was right, except the innocuous-seeming fat man was the mage, and not the other
way around.
Loren
was still away, but Matt was in the room, and so, too, were a number of other
dignitaries. Kevin recognized Mabon, the Duke of Rhoden, Ailell’s cousin, and
beyond him was Niavin of Seresh. The ruddy man with the salt-and-pepper beard
was Ceredur, who had been made North Warden after Diarmuid’s brother was
exiled. He’d seen them at last night’s banquet. Their expressions were very
different now.
It
was Jaelle, they were waiting for, and as the moments passed, Kevin, too, began
to grow impatient with apprehension.
“My
lord,” he said abruptly to the King, “while we wait—who is Galadan? I feel
completely ignorant.”
It
was Gorlaes who answered. Ailell was sunken in silence, and Diarmuid was still
sulking by the window. “He is a force of Darkness from long ago. A very great
power, though he did not always serve the Dark,” the Chancellor said. “He is
one of the andain—child of a mortal woman and a god. In older days there were
not a few such unions. The andain are a difficult race, moving easily in no
world at all. Galadan became their Lord, by far the most powerful of them all,
and said to be the most subtle mind in Fionavar. Then something changed him.”
“An
understatement, that,” murmured Teyrnon.
“I
suppose,” said Gorlaes. “What happened is that he fell in love with Lisen of
the Wood. And when she rejected him and bound herself instead to a mortal,
Amairgen Whitebranch, first of the mages, Galadan vowed the most complete
vengeance ever sworn.” The Chancellor’s voice took on a note of awe. “Galadan
swore that the world that witnessed his humiliation would cease to exist.”
There
was a silence. Kevin could think of nothing to say. Nothing at all.
Teyrnon
took up the tale. “In the time of the Bael Rangat he was first lieutenant to
Rakoth and most terrible of his servants. He had the power to take on the shape
of a wolf, and so he commanded them all. His purposes, though, were at odds
with his master’s, for though the Unraveller sought rule for lust of power and
domination, Galadan would have conquered to utterly destroy.”
“They
fought?” Kevin hazarded.
Teyrnon
shook his head. “One did not pitch oneself against Rakoth. Galadan has very
great powers, and if he has joined the svart alfar to his wolves in war upon
us, then we are in danger indeed; but Rakoth, whom the stones bind, is outside
the Tapestry. There is no thread with his name upon it. He cannot die, and none
could ever set his will against him.”
“Amairgen did,” said Diarmuid from the window.
“And died,” Teyrnon replied, not ungently.
“There are worse things,” the Prince snapped.
At
that, Ailell stirred. Before he could speak, though, the door opened and Jaelle
swept into the room. She nodded briefly to the King, acknowledged no one else,
and slipped into the chair left for her at one end of the long table.
“Thank
you for hurrying,” Diarmuid murmured, coming to take his chair at Ailell’s
right hand. Jaelle merely smiled. It was not a pleasant smile.
“Well,
now,” said the King, clearing his throat, “it seems to me that the best way to
proceed is to spend this morning in a careful review—”
“In
the name of the Weaver and the Loom, Father!” Diarmuid’s fist crashed on the
table. “We all know what has happened! What is there to review? I swore an oath
last night we would aid the lios, and—”
“A
premature oath, Prince Diarmuid,” Gorlaes interrupted. “And not one within your
power to swear.”
“No?”
said the Prince softly. “Then let me remind you—let us indeed carefully review,”
he amended delicately, “what has happened. One of my men is dead. One of the
ladies of this court is dead. A svart alfar was within the palace grounds six
nights ago.” He was ticking them off on his fingers. “Lios alfar have died in
Brennin. Galadan has returned. Avaia has returned. Our First Mage is a proven
traitor. A guest-friend of this House has been torn away from us—a
guest-friend, I pause to point out, of our radiant High Priestess as well.
Which should mean something, unless she takes such things to be meaningless.”
“I
do not,” Jaelle snapped through clenched teeth.
“No?”
the Prince said, his eyebrows raised. “What a surprise. I thought you might
regard it as of the same importance as arriving to a War Council on time.”
“It
isn’t yet a Council of War,” Duke Ceredur said bluntly. “Though to be truthful,
I am with the Prince— I think we should have the country on war footing
immediately.”
There
was a grunt of agreement from Matt Sören. Teyrnon, though, shook his round
honest head. “There is too much fear in the city,” he demurred, “and it is
going to spread within days throughout the country.” Niavin, Duke of Seresh,
was nodding agreement. “Unless we know exactly what we are doing and what we
face, I think we must take care not to panic them,” the chubby mage concluded.
“We
do know what we face!” Diarmuid shot back. “Galadan was seen. He was seen!
I say we summon the Dalrei, make league with the lios, and seek the
Wolflord wherever he goes and crush him now!”
“Amazing,”
Jaelle murmured drily in the pause that ensued, “how impetuous younger sons
tend to be, especially when they have been drinking.”
“Go
gently, sweetling,” the Prince said softly. “I will not brook that from anyone.
You, least of all, my midnight moonchild.”
Kevin
exploded. “Will you two listen to yourselves? Don’t you understand: Jennifer is
gone! We’ve got to do something besides bicker, for God’s sake!”
“I
quite agree,” Teyrnon said sternly. “May I suggest that we invite our friend
from Daniloth to join us if he is able. We should seek the views of the lios on
this.”
“You may seek their views,” said Ailell dan Art,
suddenly rising to tower above them all, “and I would have his thoughts
reported to me later, Teyrnon. But I have decided to adjourn this Council until
this same time tomorrow. You all have leave to go.”
“Father—”
Diarmuid began, stammering with consternation.
“No
words!” Ailell said harshly, and his eyes gleamed in his bony face. “I am still
High King in Brennin, let all of you remember it!”
“We
do, my dearest lord,” said a familiar voice from the door. “We all
do,” Loren Silvercloak went on, “but Galadan is far too great a power for us to
delay without cause.”
Dusty
and travel-stained, his eyes hollow with exhaustion, the mage ignored the
fierce reaction to his arrival and gazed only at the King. There was, Kevin
realized, a sudden surge of relief in the room; he felt it within himself.
Loren was back. It made a very great difference.
Matt
Sören had risen to stand beside the mage, eyeing his friend with a grimly
worried expression. Loren’s weariness was palpable, but he seemed to gather his
resources, and turned among all that company to look at Kevin.
“I
am sorry,” he said simply. “I am deeply sorry.”
Kevin
nodded jerkily. “I know,” he whispered. That was all; they both turned to the
King.
“Since
when need the High King explain himself?” Ailell said, but his brief assertion
of control seemed to have drained him; his tone was querulous, not commanding.
“He
need not, my lord. But if he does, his subjects and advisers may sometimes be
of greater aid.” The mage had come several steps into the room.
“Sometimes,”
the King replied. “But at other times there are things they do not and should
not know.” Kevin saw Gorlaes shift in his seat. He took a chance.
“But the Chancellor knows, my lord. Should not your
other counsellors? Forgive my presumption, but a woman I love is gone, High
King.”
Ailell
regarded him for a long time without speaking. Then he gave a small nod. “Well
spoken,” he said. “Indeed, the only person here who truly has a right to be
told is you, but I will do as you ask.”
“My lord!” Gorlaes began urgently.
Ailell raised a hand, quelling him.
In the ensuing silence there came a distant roll of
thunder.
“Can
you not hear it?” the High King whispered on a rising note. “Listen! The God is
coming. If the offering holds, he comes tonight. This will be the third night.
How can we act before we know?”
They were all on their feet.
“Someone is on the Tree,” Loren said flatly.
The King nodded.
“My brother?” asked Diarmuid, his face ashen.
“No,” said Ailell, and turned to Kevin.
It took a moment, then everything fell into place.
“Oh, God,” Kevin cried. “It’s Paul!” and he lowered his face into his hands.
Kimberly woke knowing.
Who
kills without love shall surely die, Seithr the Dwarf-King had said to Colan the Beloved
long ago. And then, lowering his voice, he had added for only the son of Conary
to hear, “Who dies with love may make of his soul a gift to the one marked with
the pattern on the dagger’s haft.”
“A
rich gift,” had murmured Colan.
“Richer
than you know. Once given, the soul is gone. It is lost to time. There can be
no passage beyond the walls of Night to find light at the Weaver’s side.”
Conary
‘s son had bowed very low. “I thank you,” he said. “Double-edged the knife, and
double-edged the gift. Mörnir grant us the sight to use it truly.”
Even
before she looked, Kim knew that her hair was white. Lying in bed that first
morning she cried, though silently and not for long. There was much to be done.
Even with the vellin on her wrist, she felt the day like a fever. She would be
unworthy of the gift if she were undone by mourning.
So
she rose up, Seer of Brennin, newest dreamer of the dream, to begin what Ysanne
had died to allow her to do.
More
than died.
There
are kinds of action, for good or ill, that lie so far outside the boundaries of
normal behavior that they force us, in acknowledging that they have occurred,
to restructure our own understanding of reality. We have to make room for them.
This,
Kim thought, is what Ysanne had done. With an act of love so great—and not just
for her—it could scarcely be assimilated, she had stripped her soul of any
place it held in time. She was gone, utterly. Not just from life, but more,
much more, as Kim now knew—from death as well; from what lay after in the
patterns of the Weaver for his children.
Instead,
the Seer had given all she could to Kim, had given all. No longer could Kim say
she was not of Fionavar, for within her now pulsed an intuitive understanding of
this world more deep even than the knowledge of her own. Looking now at a
bannion, she would know what it was; she understood the vellin on her wrist,
something of the wild Baelrath on her finger; and one day she would know who
was to bear the Circlet of Lisen and tread the darkest path of all. Raederth’s
words; Raederth whom Ysanne had lost again, that Kim might have this.
Which
was so unfair. What right, what possible right had the Seer had to make such a
sacrifice? To impose with this impossible gift, such a burden? How had she
presumed to decide for Kim?
The
answer, though, was easy enough after a while: she hadn’t. Kim could go, leave,
deny. She could cross home as planed and dye her hair, or leave it as it was
and go New Wave if she preferred. Nothing had changed.
Except,
of course, that everything had. How can you tell the dancer from the dance? she
had read somewhere. Or the dreamer from the dream, she amended, feeling a
little lost. Because the answer to that was easiest of all.
You can’t.
Some time later she laid her hand, in the way she
now knew, upon the slab below the table, and saw the door appear.
Down
the worn stone stairs she went, in her turn. Lisen’s Light showed her the way.
The dagger would be there, she knew, with red blood on the silver-blue thieren
of the blade. There would be no body, though, for Ysanne the Seer, having died
with love and by that blade, had taken herself beyond the walls of time, where
she could not be followed. Lost and forever. It was final, absolute. It was
ended.
And
she was left here in the first world of them all, bearing the burden of that.
She
cleaned Lokdal and sheathed it to a sound like a harpstring. She put it back in
the cabinet. Then she went up the stairs again towards the world that needed
her, all the worlds that needed what it seemed she was.
“Oh,
God,” Kevin said. “It’s Paul!”
A
stunned silence descended, overwhelming in its import. This was something for
which none of them could have prepared. I should have known, Kevin was
thinking, though. I should have figured it out when he first told me about the
Tree. A bitterness scaling towards rage pulled his head up. . . .
“That must have been some chess game,” he said
savagely to the King.
“It was,” Ailell said simply. Then, “He came to me
and offered. I would never have asked, or even thought to ask. Will you believe
this?”
And
of course he did. It fit too well. The attack was unfair, because Paul would
have done what he wanted to, exactly what he wanted to, and this was a better
way to die than falling from a rope down a cliff. As such things were measured,
and he supposed they could be measured. It hurt, though, it really hurt, and—
“No!”
said Loren decisively. “It must be stopped. This we cannot do. He is not even
one of us, my lord. We cannot lay our griefs upon him in this way. He must be
taken down. This is a guest of your House, Ailell. Of our world. What were you
thinking of?”
“Of
our world. Of my House. Of my people. He came to me, Silvercloak.”
“And
should have been refused!”
“Loren,
it was a true offering.” The speaker was Gorlaes, his voice unwontedly
diffident.
“You
were there?” the mage bristled.
“I
bound him. He walked past us to the Tree. It was as if he were alone. I know
not how, and I am afraid here speaking of it, as I was in the Godwood, but I
swear it is a proper offering.”
“No,”
Loren said again, his face sharp with emotion. “He cannot possibly understand
what he is doing. My lord, he must be taken down before he dies.”
“It
is his own death, Loren. His chosen gift. Would you presume to strip it from
him?” Ailell’s eyes were so old, so weary.
“I
would,” the mage replied. “He was not brought here to die for us.”
It
was time to speak.
“Maybe
not,” Kevin said, forcing the words out, stumbling and in pain. “But I think
that is why he came.” He was losing them both. Jennifer. Now Paul, too. His
heart was sore. “If he went, he went knowing, and because he wanted to. Let him
die for you, if he can’t live for himself. Leave him, Loren. Let him go.”
He didn’t bother trying to hide the tears, not even
from Jaelle, whose eyes on his face were so cold.
“Kevin,”
said the mage gently, “it is a very bad death. No one lasts the three—it will
be waste and to no point. Let me take him down.”
“It
is not for you to choose, Silvercloak,” Jaelle spoke then. “Nor for this one,
either.”
Loren
turned, his eyes hard as flint. “If I decide to bring him down,” he said
driving the words into her, “then it will be necessary for you to kill me to
prevent it.”
“Careful,
mage,” Gorlaes cautioned, though mildly. “That is close to treason. The High
King has acted here. Would you undo what he has done?”
None
of them seemed to be getting the point. “No one has acted but Paul,” Kevin
said. He felt drained now, but completely unsurprised. He really should have
known this was coming. “Loren, if anyone understood this, it was him. If he
lasts three nights, will there be rain?”
“There
might be.” It was the King. “This is wild magic, we cannot know.”
“Blood
magic,” Loren amended bitterly.
Teyrnon
shook his head. “The God is wild, though there may be blood.”
“He
can’t last, though,” Diarmuid said, his voice sober. He looked at Kevin. “You
said yourself, he’s been ill.”
A
cracked, high laugh escaped Kevin at that.
“Never
stopped him,” he said fiercely, feeling it so hard. “The stubborn, brave, son
of a bitch!”
The
love in the harsh words reached through to all of them, it could not help but
do so; and it had to be acknowledged. Even by Jaelle and, in a very different
way, by Loren Silvercloak.
“Very well,” said the mage at last. He sank into a
chair. “Oh, Kevin. They will sing of him here as long as Brennin lasts,
regardless of the end.”
“Songs,”
said Kevin. “Songs only mess you up.” It was too much effort not to ache; he
let it sweep over him. Sometimes, his father had said, you can’t do anything. Oh,
Abba, he thought, far away and alone inside the hurt.
“Tomorrow,”
Ailell the High King said, rising again, gaunt and tall. “I will meet you here
at sunrise tomorrow. We will see what the night brings.”
It
was a dismissal. They withdrew, leaving the King sitting at the last alone in
his council chamber with his years, his self-contempt, and the image of the
stranger on the Tree in his name, in the name of the God, in his name.
They
went outside into the central courtyard, Diarmuid, Loren, Matt, and Kevin
Laine. In silence they walked together, the same face in their minds, and Kevin
was grateful for the presence of friends.
The
heat was brutal, and the sour wind abraded them under the sickly, filtered sun.
A prickly tension seemed woven into the texture of the day. And then, suddenly,
there was more.
“Hold!”
cried Matt the Dwarf, whose people were of the caverns of the earth, the
roots of mountains, the ancient rocks. “Hold! Something comes!”
And
in the same instant, north and west of them, Kim Ford rose, a blinding pulse in
her head, an apprehension of enormity, and moved, as if compelled, out back of
the cottage where Tyrth was laboring. “Oh, God,” she whispered. “Oh my God!”
Seeing with distorted vision the vellin bracelet writhing on her wrist, knowing
it could not ward what was coming, what had been coming for so long, so
terribly, what none of them had seen, none, what was here, now, right now! She
screamed, in overwhelming agony.
And the roof of the world blew up.
Far,
far in the north among the ice, Rangat Cloud-Shouldered rose up ten miles into
the heavens, towering above the whole of Fionavar, master of the world, prison
of a god for a thousand years.
But
no more. A vast geyser of blood-red fire catapulted skyward with a detonation
heard even in Cathal. Rangat exploded with a column of fire so high the curving
world could not hide it. And at the apex of its ascent the flame was seen to
form itself into the five fingers of a hand, taloned, oh, taloned, and curving
southward on the wind to bring them all within its grasp, to tear them all to
shreds.
A
gauntlet hurled, it was, a wild proclamation of release to all the cowering
ones who would be his slaves forever after now. For if they had feared the
svart alfar, trembled before a renegade mage and the power of Galadan, what
would they do now to see the fingers of this fire raking heaven?
To
know Rakoth Maugrim was unchained and free, and could bend the very Mountain to
his vengeance?
And
on the north wind there came then the triumphant laughter of the first and
fallen god, who was coming down on them like a hammer bringing fire, bringing
war.
The
explosion hit the King like a fist in the heart. He tottered from the window of
the council chamber and fell into a chair, his face grey, his hands opening and
closing spasmodically as he gasped for breath.
“My
lord?” Tarn the page rushed into the room and knelt, terror in his eyes. “My
lord?”
But
Ailell was beyond speech. He heard only the laughter on the wind, saw only the
fingers curving to clutch them, enormous and blood-colored, a death cloud in
the sky, bringing not rain but ruin.
He
seemed to be alone. Tarn must have run for aid. With a great effort Ailell
rose, breathing in high short gasps, and made his way down the short hallway to
his rooms. There he stumbled to the inner door and opened it.
Down
the familiar corridor he went. At the end of the passageway, the King stopped
before the viewing slot. His vision was troubled: there seemed to be a girl
beside him. She had white hair, which was unnatural. Her eyes were kind,
though, as Marrien’s had been at the end. He had managed to win love there
after all. It was patience that power taught. He had told that to the stranger,
he remembered. After ta’bael. Where was the stranger? He had something else to
say to him, something important.
Then
he remembered. Opening the slot, Ailell the King looked into the Room of the
Stone and saw that it was dark. The fire was dead, the sacred naal fire; the
pillar carved with images of Conary bore nothing upon its crown, and on the
floor, shattered forever into fragments like his heart, lay the stone of
Ginserat.
He
felt himself falling. It seemed to take a very long time. The girl was there;
her eyes were so sorrowful. He almost wanted to comfort her. Aileron, he
thought. Diarmuid. Oh, Aileron. Very far off, he heard thunder. A god was
coming. Yes, of course, but what fools they all were—it was the wrong god. It
was so funny, so funny, it was.
And
on that thought he died.
So
passed, on the eve of war, Ailell dan Art, High King of Brennin, and the rule
passed to his son in a time of darkness, when fear moved across the face of all
the lands. A good King and wise, Ysanne the Seer had called him once.
What
he had fallen from.
Jennifer
was flying straight at the Mountain when it went up.
A
harsh cry of triumph burst from the throat of the black swan as the blast of
fire rose far above to separate high in the air and form the taloned hand,
bending south like smoke on the wind, but not dissolving, hanging there,
reaching.
There was laughter in the sky all around her. Is
the person under the mountain dead? Paul Schafer had asked before they
crossed. He wasn’t dead, nor was he under the Mountain anymore. And though she
didn’t understand, Jennifer knew that he wasn’t a person, either. You had to be
something more to shape a hand of fire and send mad laughter down the wind.
The
swan increased her speed. For a day and a night Avaia had borne her north, the
giant wings beating with exquisite grace, the odor of corruption surrounding
her, even in the high, thin reaches of the sky. All through this second day
they flew, but late that night they set down on the shores of a lake north of
the wide grasslands that had unrolled beneath their flight.
There
were svart alfar waiting for them, a large band this time, and with them were
other creatures, huge and savage, with fangs and carrying swords. She was
pulled roughly from the swan and thrown on the ground. They didn’t bother tying
her—she couldn’t move in any case, her limbs were brutally stiff with cramp
after so long bound and motionless.
After
a time they brought her food: the half-cooked carcass of some prairie rodent.
When she shook her head in mute refusal, they laughed.
Later
they did tie her, tearing her blouse in the process. A few of them began
pinching and playing with her body, but some leader made them stop. She hardly
registered it. A far corner of her mind, it seemed to be as remote as her life,
said that she was in shock, and that it was probably a blessing.
When
morning came, they would bind her to the swan again and Avaia would fly all
that third day, angling northwest now so the still-smoldering mountain
gradually slid around towards the east. Then, toward sunset, in a region of great
cold, Jennifer would see Starkadh, like a giant ziggurat of hell among the ice,
and she would begin to understand.
For
the second time, Kimberly came to in her bed in the cottage. This time, though,
there was no Ysanne to watch over her. Instead, the eyes gazing at her were the
dark ones, deepset, of the servant, Tyrth.
As
awareness returned she became conscious of a pain on her wrist. Looking, she
saw a scoring of black where the vellin bracelet had twisted into her skin.
That she remembered. She shook her head.
“I
think I would have died without this.” She made a small movement of her hand to
show him.
He
didn’t reply but a great tension seemed to dissolve from his compact, muscled
frame as he heard her speak. She looked around; by the shadows it was late
afternoon.
“That’s twice now you’ve had to carry me here,” she
said.
“You must not let that bother you, my lady,” he said
in his rough, shy voice.
“Well, I’m not in the habit of fainting.”
“I would never think that.” He cast his eyes down.
“What happened with the Mountain?” she asked, almost
unwilling to know.
“It is over,” he replied. “Just before you woke.”
She nodded. That made sense.
“Have you been watching me all day?”
He looked apologetic. “Not always, my lady. I am
sorry, but the animals were frightened and. . . .”
At that she smiled inwardly. He was pushing it a
bit.
“There is boiling water,” Tyrth said after a short
silence. “Could I make you a drink?”
“Please.”
She watched as he limped to the fire. With neat,
economical motions he prepared a pot of some herbal infusion and carried it
back to the table by the bed.
It was, she decided, time.
“You don’t have to fake the limp anymore,” she said.
He was very cool, you had to give him credit. Only
the briefest flicker of uncertainty had touched the dark eyes, and his hands
pouring her drink were absolutely steady. Only when he finished did he sit down
for the first time and regard her for a long time in silence.
“Did
she tell you?” he asked finally, and she heard his true voice for the first
time.
“No.
She lied, actually. Said it wasn’t her secret to tell.” She hesitated. “I
learned from Eilathen by the lake.”
“I
watched that. I wondered.”
Kim
could feel her forehead creasing with its incongruous vertical line.
“Ysanne
is gone, you know.” She said it as calmly as she could.
He
nodded. “That much I know, but I don’t understand what has happened. Your hair.
. . .”
“She
had Lokdal down below,” Kim said bluntly. Almost, she wanted to hurt him with
it. “She used it on herself.”
He
did react, and she was sorry for the thought behind her words. A hand came up
to cover his mouth, a curious gesture in such a man. “No,” he breathed. “Oh,
Ysanne, no!” She could hear the loss.
“You
understand what she has done?” she asked. There was a catch in her voice; she
controlled it. There was so much pain.
“I
know what the dagger does, yes. I didn’t know she had it here. She must have
come to love you very much.”
“Not
just me. All of us.” She hesitated. “She dreamt me twenty-five years ago.
Before I was born.” Did that make it easier? Did anything?
His
eyes widened. “That I never knew.”
“How
could you?” He seemed to regard gaps in his awareness as deeply felt affronts.
But there was something else that had to be said. “There is more,” Kim said. His
name is not to be spoken, she thought, then: “Your father died this
afternoon, Aileron.”
There was a silence.
“Old news,” the elder Prince of Brennin said.
“Listen.”
And
after a moment she heard them: all the bells in Paras Derval tolling. The death
bells for the passing of a King.
“I’m
sorry,” she said.
His
mouth twitched, then he looked out the window. You cold bastard, she
thought. Old news. He deserved more than that, surely; surely he
did. She was about to say as much when Aileron turned back to her, and she saw
the river of tears pouring and pouring down his face.
Dear
God, she
thought shakily, enduring a paroxysm of self-condemnation. He may be hard to
read, but how can you be that far off? It would have been funny, a Kim
Ford classic, except that people were going to be relying on her now for so
much. It was no good, no good at all. She was an impulsive, undisciplined,
halfway-decent intern from Toronto. What the hell was she going to do?
Nothing,
at any rate, for the moment. She held herself very still on the bed, and after
a minute Aileron lifted his tanned, bearded face and spoke.
“After
my mother died, he was never the same. He . . . dwindled. Will you believe that
he was once a very great man?”
This
she could help him with. “I saw by the lake. I know he was, Aileron.”
“I
watched him until I could hardly bear it,” he said, under control now. “Then
factions formed in the palace that wanted him to step aside for me. I killed
two men who spoke of it in my presence, but my father grew suspicious and
frightened. I could not talk to him anymore.”
“And
Diarmuid?”
The
question seemed to genuinely surprise him. “My brother? He was drunk most of
the time, and taking ladies to South Keep the rest. Playing March Warden down
there.”
“There seems to be more to him than that,” Kim said
mildly.
“To a woman, perhaps.”
She blinked. “That,” she said, “is insulting.”
He
considered it. “I suppose it is,” he said. “I’m sorry.” Then he surprised her
again. “I am not good,” Aileron said, his eyes averted, “at making myself
liked. Men will usually end up respecting me, if against their will, because at
some things they value I have . . . a little skill. But I have no skill with
women.” The eyes, almost black, swung back to hers. “I am also hard to shake
from desires I have, and I am not patient with interference.”
He
was not finished. “I tell you these things, not because I expect to change, but
so you will know I am aware of them. There will be people I must trust, and if
you are a Seer, then you must be one of them, and I’m afraid you will have to
deal with me as I am.”
A
silence followed this, not surprisingly. For the first time she noticed Malka
and called her softly. The black cat leaped to the bed and curled up on her
lap.
“I’ll
think about it,” she said finally. “No promises; I’m fairly stubborn myself.
May I point out, on the original issue, that Loren seems to value your brother quite
a bit, and unless I’ve missed something, Silvercloak isn’t a woman.” Too
much asperity, she thought. You must go carefully here.
Aileron’s
eyes were unreadable. “He was our teacher as boys,” he said. “He has hopes
still of salvaging something in Diarmuid. And in fairness, my brother does
elicit love from his followers, which must mean something.”
“Something,”
she echoed gravely. “You don’t see anything to salvage?” It was ironic,
actually: she hadn’t liked Diarmuid at all, and here she was. . . .
Aileron, for reply, merely shrugged expressively.
“Leave it, then,” she said. “Will you finish your
story?”
“There is little left to tell. When the rains
receded last year, and stopped absolutely this spring, I suspected it was not
chance. I wanted to die for him, so I would not have to watch him fading. Or
see the expression in his eyes. I couldn’t live with him mistrusting me. So I
asked to be allowed to go to the Summer Tree, and he refused. Again I asked,
again he refused. Then word came to Paras Derval of children dying on the
farms, and I asked again before all the court and once more he refused to grant
me leave. And so. . . .”
“And so you told him exactly what you thought.” She
could picture the scene.
“I did. And he exiled me.”
“Not very effectively,” she said wryly.
“Would
you have me leave my land, Seer?” he snapped, the voice suddenly commanding. It
pleased her; he had some caring, then. More than some, if she were being fair.
So she said, “Aileron, he did right. You must know that. How could the High
King let another die for him?”
And knew immediately that there was something wrong.
“You don’t know, then.” It was not a question. The
sudden gentleness in his voice unsettled her more than anything.
“What? Please. You had better tell me.”
“My father did let another go,” Aileron said.
“Listen to the thunder. Your friend is on the Tree. Pwyll. He has lasted two
nights. This is the last, if he is still alive.”
Pwyll. Paul.
It
fit. It fit too perfectly. She was brushing tears away, but others kept
falling. “I saw him,” she whispered. “I saw him with your father in my dream,
but I couldn’t hear what they said, because there was this music, and—”
Then
that, too, fell into place.
“Oh,
Paul,” she breathed. “It was the Brahms, wasn’t it? Rachel’s Brahms piece. How could
I not have remembered?”
“Would
you have changed anything?” Aileron asked. “Would you have been right to?”
Too
hard, that one, just then. She concentrated on the cat. “Do you hate him?” she
asked in a small voice, surprising herself with the question.
It
drove him to his feet with a startled, exposed gesture. He strode to the window
and looked out over the lake. There were bells. And then thunder. A day so
charged with power. And it wasn’t over. Night to come, the third night. . . .
“I
will try not to,” he said at last, so softly Kim could scarcely hear it.
“Please,”
she said, feeling that somehow it mattered. If only to her, to ease her own
gathering harvest of griefs. She rose from the bed, holding the cat in both
arms.
He turned to face her. The light was strange behind
him.
Then, “It is to be my war,” said Aileron dan Ailell.
She nodded.
“You have seen this?” he pushed.
Again
she nodded. The wind had died outside; it was very quiet. “You would have
thrown it away on the Tree.”
“Not
thrown away. But yes, it was a foolishness. In me, not in your friend,” he
added after a moment. “I went to see him there last night. I could not help
myself. In him it is something else.”
“Grief. Pride. A dark kind.”
“It is a dark place.”
“Can he last?”
Slowly, Aileron shook his head. “I don’t think so.
He was almost gone last night.”
Paul. When, she thought, had she last heard him
laugh?
“He’s been sick,” she said. It sounded almost
irrelevant. Her own voice was funny, too.
Aileron
touched her shoulder awkwardly. “I will not hate him, Kim.” He used her name
for the first time. “I cannot. It is so bravely done.”
“He has that,” she said. She was not going to
cry again. “He has that,” she repeated, lifting her head. “And we have a war to
fight.”
“We?”
Aileron asked, and in his eyes she could see the entreaty he would not speak.
“You’re
going to need a Seer,” she said matter-of-factly. “I seem to be the best you’ve
got. And I have the Baelrath, too.”
He
came a step towards her. “I am . . .” He took a breath. “I am . . . pleased,”
he managed.
A
laugh escaped her, she couldn’t help it. “God,” she said on a rising note.
“God, Aileron, I’ve never met anyone who had so much trouble saying thank-you.
What do you do when someone passes you the salt?”
His
mouth opened and closed. He looked very young.
“Anyhow,”
she said briskly, “you’re welcome. And now we’d better get going. You should be
in Paras Derval tonight, don’t you think?”
It
seemed that he had already saddled the horse in the barn, and had only been
waiting for her. While Aileron went out back to bring the stallion around, she
set about closing up the cottage. The dagger and the Circlet would be safest in
the chamber down below. She knew that sort of thing now, it was instinctive.
She
thought of Raederth then, and wondered if it was folly to sorrow for a man so
long dead. But it wasn’t, she knew, she now knew; for the dead are still in
time, they are travelling, they are not lost. Ysanne was lost. She still needed
a long time alone, Kim realized, but she didn’t have it, so there was no point
even thinking. The Mountain had taken that kind of luxury away from all of
them.
From
all of them. She did pause, at that. She was numbering herself among them, she
realized, even in her thoughts. Are you aware, she asked herself,
with a kind of awe, that you are now the Seer of the High Kingdom of Brennin
in Fionavar?
She
was. Holy cow, she thought, talk about over-achievers! But
then her mind swung back to Aileron, and the flared levity faded. Aileron, whom
she was going to help become King if she could, even though his brother was the
heir. She would do it because her blood sang to her that this was right, and
that, she knew by now, was part of what being a Seer meant.
She
was quiet and ready when he came round the side on the horse. He had a sword
now, and a bow slung in the saddle, and he rode the black charger with an easy
grace. She was, she had to admit, impressed.
There
was a slight issue at the outset over her refusal to leave Malka behind, but
when she threatened to walk, Aileron, a stony expression on his face, reached a
hand down and swung her up behind him. With the cat. He was very strong, she
realized.
He
also had a scratched shoulder a minute later. Malka, it seemed, didn’t like
riding horseback. Aileron, it also seemed, could be remarkably articulate when
swearing. She told him as much, sweetly, and was rewarded with a quite
communicative silence.
With
the dying of the wind, the haze of the day seemed to be lifting. It was still
light, and the sun, setting almost directly behind them, cast its long rays
along the path.
Which
was one reason the ambush failed.
They
were attacked at the bend where she and Matt had first seen the lake. Before
the first of the svarts had leaped to the road, Aileron, some sixth sense
triggered, had already kicked the stallion into a gallop.
There
were no darts this time. They had been ordered to take the white-haired woman
alive, and she had only one servant as a guard. It should have been easy. There
were fifteen of them.
Twelve,
after the first rush of the horse, as Aileron’s blade scythed on both sides.
She was hampering him, though. With a concise movement he leaped from the saddle,
killing another svart as he landed.
“Go on!” he shouted.
Of
its own accord, the horse sped into a trot and then a gallop down the path. No
way, Kim thought, and, holding the terrified cat as best she could,
grappled for the reins and pulled the stallion to a halt.
Turning,
she watched the battle, her heart leaping into her throat, though not with
fear.
By
the light of the setting sun, Kimberly bore witness to the first battle of
Aileron dan Ailell in his war, and a stunning, a nearly debilitating grace was
displayed for her then upon that lonely path. To see him with a sword in his
hand was almost heartbreaking. It was a dance. It was more. Some men, it
seemed, were born to do a thing; it was true.
Because
awesomely, stupefyingly, she saw that it had been a mismatch from the first.
Fifteen of them, with weapons and sharp teeth for close fighting, against the
one man with the long blade flashing in his hand, and she understood that he
was going to win. Effortlessly, he was going to win.
It
didn’t last very long. Not one of the fifteen svart alfar survived. Breathing
only a little quickly, he cleaned his sword and sheathed it, before walking
toward her up the path, the sun low behind him. It was very quiet now. His dark
eyes, she saw, were sombre.
“I told you to go,” he said.
“I know. I don’t always do what I’m told. I thought
I warned you.”
He was silent, looking up at her.
“A ‘little’ skill,” she mimicked quite precisely.
His face, she saw with delight, had suddenly gone
shy.
“Why,” Kim Ford asked, “did that take you so long?”
For the first time she heard him laugh.
They
reached Paras Derval at twilight, with Aileron hooded for concealment. Once
inside the town they made their way quickly and quietly to Loren’s quarters.
The mage was there, with Matt and Kevin Laine.
Kim and
Aileron told their stories as succinctly as they could; there was little time.
They spoke of Paul, in whispers, hearing the thunder gathering in the west.
And
then, when it became clear that there was something important neither she nor
the Prince knew, they were told about Jennifer.
At
which point it was made evident that notwithstanding a frightened cat, or a
kingdom that needed her, the new Seer of Brennin could still fall apart with
the best of them.
Twice
during the day he thought it was the end. There was very great pain. He was
badly sunburned now, and so dry. Dry as the land, which, he had thought
earlier—how much earlier?—was probably the point. The nexus. It all seemed so
simple at times, it came down to such basic correspondences. But then his mind
would start to spin, to slide, and with the slide, all the clarity went, too.
He
may have been the only person in Fionavar who didn’t see the Mountain send up
its fire. The sun was fire enough for him. He heard the laughter, but was so
far gone he placed it elsewhere, in his own hell. It hurt there, too; he was
not spared.
That
time it was the bells that brought him back. He was lucid then for an interval,
and knew where they were ringing, though not why. His eyes hurt; they were
puffy with sunburn, and he was desperately dehydrated. The sun seemed to be a
different color today. Seemed. What did he know? He was so skewed, nothing
could be taken for what it was.
Though
the bells were ringing in Paras Derval, he was sure of that. Except . . .
except that after a while, listening, he seemed to hear a harp sounding, too,
and that was very bad, as bad as it could be, because it was a thing from his
own place, from behind the bolted door. It wasn’t out there. The bells were,
yes, but they were fading. He was going again, there was nothing to grab hold
of, no branch, no hand. He was bound and dry, and sliding, going under. He saw
the bolts shatter, and the door opening, and the room. Oh, lady, lady, lady,
he thought. Then no bolts anymore, nothing to bar the door. Under. Undersea
down. . . .
They
were in bed. The night before his trip. Of course. It would be that memory.
Because of the harp, it would be.
His
room. Spring night; almost summer weather. Window open, curtains blowing, her
hair around them both, the covers back so he could see her by candlelight. Her
candle, a gift. The very light was hers.
“Do
you know,” Rachel said, “that you are a musician, after all.”
“I
wish,” he heard himself say. “You know I can’t even sing.”
“But
no,” she said pursuing a conceit, playing with the hairs on his chest. “You
are. You’re a harper, Paul. You have harper’s hands.”
“Where’s my harp, then?” Straight man.
And Rachel said, “Me, of course. My heart’s your
harpstring.”
What could he do but smile? The very light.
“You know,” she said, “when I play next month, the
Brahms, it’ll be for you.”
“No. For yourself. Keep that for yourself.”
She smiled. He couldn’t see it, but he knew by now
when Rachel smiled.
“Stubborn
man.” She touched him lightly with her mouth. “Share it, then. Can I play the
second movement for you? Will you take that? Let me play that part because I
love you. To tell.”
“Oh, lady,” he had said.
Hand of the harper. Heart of the harpstring.
Lady, lady, lady.
What had brought him back this time, he didn’t know.
The sun was gone, though. Dark coming down.
Fireflies. Third night then.
Last. For three nights, and forever, the King had said. The King
was dead.
How
did he know that? And after a moment it seemed that very far down, below the
burnt, strung-out place of pain he had become, a part of him remained that
could fear.
How
did he know Ailell was dead? The Tree had told him. It knew the passing of High
Kings, it always did. It had been rooted here to summon them far back in the
soil of time. From Iorweth to Ailell they were the Children of Mörnir, and the
Tree knew when they died. And now he knew as well. He understood. Now I give
you to Mörnir; the other part of the consecration. He was given. He was
becoming root, branch. He was naked there, skin to bark; naked in all the ways
there were, it seemed, because the dark was coming down inside again, the door
unbolting. He was so open the wind could pass through him, light shine, shadow
fall.
Like
a child again. Light and shade. Simplicity. When had all the twisting started?
He could remember (a different door, this) playing baseball on the street as
darkness fell. Playing even after the streetlights kicked on, so that the ball
would come flashing like a comet out of brightness and into dark, elusive but
attainable. The smell of cut grass and porch flowers, the leather of a new
fielder’s glove. Summer twilight, summer dark. All the continuities. When had
it turned? Why did it have to turn? The process changing to disjunctions,
abortings, endings, all of them raining down like arrows, unlit and
inescapable.
And then love, love, the deepest discontinuity.
Because it seemed that this door had turned into the
other one after all, the one he couldn’t face. Not even childhood was safe
anymore, not tonight. Nowhere would be safe tonight. Not here at the end, naked
on the Tree.
And he understood then, finally: understood that it
had to be naked, truly so, that one went to the God. It was the Tree that was
stripping him, layer by layer, down to what he was hiding from. To what—hadn’t
there once been a thing called irony?—he had come here hiding from. Music. Her
name. Tears. Rain. The highway.
He
was skewed again, going down; the fireflies among the trees had become
headlights of approaching cars, which was so absurd. But then it wasn’t, after
all, because now he was in the car, driving her eastward on Lakeshore Boulevard
in the rain.
It
had rained the night she died.
I don’t, I don’t want to
go here, he thought, clinging to nothing, his mind’s last despairing
effort to pull away. Please, just let me die, let me be rain for them.
But
no. He was the Arrow now. The Arrow on the Tree, of Mörnir, and he was to be
given naked or not at all.
Or
not at all. There was that, he realized. He could die. That was still his
choice, he could let go. It was there for him.
And
so on the third night Paul Schafer came to the last test, the one that was
always failed, the opening. Where the Kings of Brennin, or those coming in
their name, discovered that the courage to be here, the strength to endure,
even love of their land were none of them enough. On the Tree one could no
longer hide from the living or the dead, from one’s own soul. Naked or not at
all, one went to Mörnir. And oh, that was too much for them, too hard, too
unfair after all that had been endured, to be forced to go into the darkest
places then, so weak, so impossibly vulnerable.
And
so they would let go, brave Kings of the sword, wise ones, gallant Princes, all
would turn away from so much nakedness and die too soon.
But
not that night. Because of pride, of pure stubbornness, and because, most
surely, of the dog, Paul Schafer found the courage not to turn. Down he went.
Arrow of the God. So open,
the wind could pass, light shine through him. Last door.
“The
Dvorak,” he heard. His own voice, laughing. “The Dvorak with the Symphony.
Kincaid, are you a star!”
She
laughed nervously. “It’s only at Ontario Place. Outdoors, with a baseball game
in the background at the stadium. No one will hear a thing.”
“Wally will hear. Wally loves you already.”
“Since when have you and Walter Langside been so
close?”
“Since
the recital, lady. Since his review. He’s my main man now, Wally.” She had won
everything, won them all. She had dazzled. All three papers had been there,
because of advance rumor of what she was. It was unheard-of for a graduate
recital. The second movement, Langside of the Globe had written, could
not be played more beautifully.
She
had won everything. Had eclipsed every cellist ever to come out of Edward
Johnson Hall. And today the Toronto Symphony had called. The Dvorak Cello
Concerto. August 5, at Ontario Place. Unheard-of. So they had gone to Winston’s
for dinner, to blow a hundred dollars of his bursary money from the history
department.
“It’ll
probably rain,” she said. The wipers slapped their steady tattoo on the
windshield. It was really coming down.
“The
bandstand’s covered,” he replied airily, “and the first ten rows. Besides, if
it rains, you don’t have to fight the Blue Jays. Can’t lose, kid.”
“Well, you’re pretty high tonight.”
“I am, indeed,” he heard the person he had been say,
“pretty high tonight. I am very high.”
He passed a laboring Chevy.
“Oh, shit,” Rachel said.
Please, a lost, small voice within the Godwood
pleaded. His. Oh, please. But he was inside it now, had taken
himself there, all the way. There was no pity on the Summer Tree. How could
there be? So open, he was, the rain could fall through him.
“Oh,
shit,” she said.
“What?”
he heard himself say, startled. Saw it start right then, right there. The
moment. Wipers at the top of their sweep. Lakeshore East. Just past a blue
Chevrolet.
She
was silent. Glancing, he could see her hands clasped tightly together. Her head
was down. What was this?
“I’ve got something to tell you.”
“Evidently.” Oh, God, his defences.
She
looked over at that. Dark eyes. Like no one else. “I promised,” she said. “I
promised I’d talk to you tonight.”
Promised? He tried, watched himself try. “Rachel, what is it?”
Eyes front again. Her hands.
“You were away for a month, Paul.”
“I
was away for a month, yes. You know why.” He’d gone four weeks before her
recital. Had convinced them both it made sense—the time was too huge for her,
it meant too much. She was playing eight hours a day; he wanted to let her
focus. He flew to Calgary with Kev and drove his brother’s car through the
Rockies and then south down the California coast. Had phoned her twice a week.
“You know why,” he heard himself say again. It had
begun.
“Well, I did some thinking.”
“One should always do some thinking.”
“Paul, don’t be like—”
“What do you want from me?” he snapped. “What is this,
Rach?”
So, so, so. “Mark asked me to marry him.”
Mark? Mark Rogers was her accompanist.
Last-year piano student, good-looking, mild, a little effeminate. It didn’t
fit. He couldn’t make it fit.
“All
right,” he said. “That happens. It happens when you’ve got a common goal for a
while. Theatre romance. He fell in love. Rachel, you’re easy to fall in love
with. But why are you telling me this way?”
“Because I’m going to say yes.”
No warning at all. Point-blank. Nothing had ever
prepared him for this kick. Summer night, but God, he was so cold. So cold,
suddenly.
“Just like that?” Reflex.
“No! Not just like that. Don’t be so cold, Paul.”
He
heard himself make a sound. A gasp, a laugh: halfway. He was actually
shivering. Don’t be so cold, Paul.
“That’s
just the sort of thing,” she said, twisting her hands together. “You’re always
so controlled, thinking, figuring out. Like figuring out I needed to be alone a
month, or why Mark fell in love with me. So much logic: Mark’s not so strong.
He needs me. I can see the ways he needs me. He cries, Paul.”
Cries?
Nothing held
together anymore. What did crying have to do with it?
“I
didn’t know you liked a Niobe number.” It was important to stop shivering.
“I
don’t. Please don’t be nasty, I can’t handle it. . . . Paul, it’s
that you never truly let go, you never made me feel I was indispensable. I
guess I’m not. But Mark . . . puts his head on my chest sometimes, after.”
“Oh, Jesus, Rachel, don’t!”
“It’s true!” It was raining harder. Trouble
breathing now.
“So he plays harp, too? Versatile, I must say.” God,
such a kick; he was so cold.
She was crying. “I didn’t want it to be. . . .”
She didn’t want it to be like this. How had she
wanted it to be? Oh, lady, lady, lady.
“It’s okay,” he found himself saying, incredibly.
Where had that come from? Trouble breathing still.
Rain on the roof, on the windshield. “It’ll be all right.”
“No,” Rachel said, weeping still, rain drumming.
“Sometimes it can’t be all right.”
Smart,
smart girl. Once he would have reached to touch her. Once? Ten minutes ago.
Only that, before the cold.
Love, love, the deepest discontinuity.
Or not quite the deepest.
Because
this, precisely, was when the Mazda in front blew a tire. The road was wet. It
skidded sideways and hit the Ford in the next lane, then rebounded and
three-sixtied as the Ford caromed off the guard rail.
There
was no room to brake. He was going to plough them both. Except there was a
foot, twelve inches’ clearance if he went by on the left. He knew there’d been
a foot, had seen the movie in slow motion in his head so many times. Twelve
inches. Not impossible; very bad in rain, but.
He
went for it, sliced the whirling Mazda, banged the rail, spun, and rolled
across the road and into the sliding Ford.
He was belted; she wasn’t.
That was all there was to it, except for the truth.
The
truth was that there had indeed been twelve inches, perhaps ten, as likely,
fourteen. Enough. Enough if he had gone for it as soon as he saw the hole. But
he hadn’t, had he? By the time he’d moved, there were three inches clear, four,
not enough at night, in rain, at forty miles an hour. Not nearly.
Question:
how did one measure time there, at the end? Answer: by how much room there was.
Over and over he’d watched the film in his mind; over and over he’d seen them
roll. Off the rail, into the Ford. Over.
Because
he hadn’t moved fast enough.
And
why—Do pay attention, Mr. Schafer—why hadn’t he moved fast enough?
Well,
class, modern techniques now allow us to examine the thought patterns of that
driver in the scintilla—lovely word, that—of time between the seeing and the
moving. Between the desire and the spasm, as Mr. Eliot so happily put it once.
And
where, on close examination, was the desire?
Not
that we can be sure, class, this is most hazardous terrain (it was
raining, after all), but careful scrutiny of the data does seem to elicit a
curious lacuna in the driver’s responses.
He
moved, oh, yes indeed, he did. And in fairness—do let’s be fair—faster than
most drivers would have done. But was it—and there’s the rub—was it as fast as
he could move?
Is
it possible, just a hypothesis now, but is it possible that he delayed that
scintilla of time—only that, no more; but still—because he wasn’t entirely sure
he wanted to move? The desire and the spasm. Mr. Schafer, your
thoughts? Was there perhaps a slight, shall we say, lag in the desire?
Dead on. St. Michael’s Emergency Ward.
The deepest discontinuity.
“It
should have been me,” he’d said to Kevin. You had to pay the price, one way or
another. You certainly weren’t allowed to weep. Too much hypocrisy, that would
be. Part of the price, then: no tears, no release. What had crying to do
with it? he had asked her. Or no, he had thought that. Niobe, he had said.
A Niobe number. Witty, witty, defenses up so fast. Seatbelt buckled. So cold,
though, he’d been, so very cold. Crying, it seemed, had a lot to do with it,
after all.
But
there was more. One played the tape. Over and over, like the inner film, like
the rolling car: over and over, the tape of her recital. And one listened,
always, in the second movement, for the lie. His, she had said. That part
because she loved him. So it had to be a lie. One should be able to hear that,
despite Walter Langside and everyone else. Surely one could hear the lie?
Not so. Her love for him in that sound, that perfect
sound. Incandescent. And this was beyond him; how it could be done. And so each
time there came a point where he couldn’t listen anymore and not cry. And he
wasn’t permitted to cry, so.
So
she had left him and he had killed her, and you weren’t allowed to weep when
you have done that. You pay the price, so.
So he had come to Fionavar.
To the Summer Tree.
Class dismissed. Time to die.
This time it was the silence. Complete and utter
stillness in the wood. The thunder had stopped. He was cinder, husk: what is
left, at the end.
At
the end one came back because, it seemed, this much was granted: that one would
go in one’s own self, from this place, knowing. It was an unexpected
dispensation. Drained, a shell, he could still feel gratitude for dignity
allowed.
It
was unnaturally silent in the darkness. Even the pulsing of the Tree itself had
stopped. There was no wind, no sound. The fireflies had gone. Nothing moved. It
was as if the earth itself had stopped moving.
Then
it came. He saw that, inexplicably, a mist was rising from the floor of the
forest. But no, not inexplicably: a mist was rising because it was meant to
rise. What could be explained in this place?
With
difficulty he turned his head, first one way, then the other. There were two
birds on the branches, ravens, both of them. I know these, he thought, no
longer capable of surprise. They are named Thought and Memory. I learned this
long ago.
It
was true. They were named so in all the worlds, and this was their nesting
place. They were the God’s.
Even
the birds were still, though, each bright yellow eye steady, motionless.
Waiting, as the trees were waiting. Only the mist was moving; it was higher
now. There was no sound. The whole of the Godwood seemed to have gathered
itself, as if time were somehow opening, making a place—and only then, finally,
did Paul realize that it was not the God they were waiting for, it was
something else, not truly part of the ritual, something outside . . . and he
remembered an image then (thought, memory) of something far back, another life
it seemed, another person almost who had had a dream . . . no, a vision, a
searching, yes, that was it . . . of mist, yes, and a wood, and waiting, yes,
waiting for the moon to rise, when something, something. . . .
But
the moon could not rise. It was the dark of moon, new moon night. The last
crescent had saved the dog the night before. Had saved him for this. They were
waiting, the Godwood, the whole night was waiting, coiled like a spring, but
there could be no moon-rise that night.
And
then there was.
Above
the eastern trees of the glade of the Summer Tree, there came the rising of the
Light. And on the night of the new moon there shone down on Fionavar the light
of a full moon. As the trees of the forest began to murmur and sway in the
sudden wind, Paul saw that the moon was red, like fire or blood, and power
shaped that moment to its name: Dana, the Mother, come to intercede.
Goddess
of all the living in all the worlds; mother, sister, daughter, bride of the
God. And Paul saw then, in a blaze of insight, that it didn’t matter which, all
were true: that at this level of power, this absoluteness of degree,
hierarchies ceased to signify. Only the might did, the awe, the presence made
manifest. Red moon in the sky on new moon night, so that the glade of the
Godwood could shine and the Summer Tree be wrapped below in mist, above in
light.
Paul
looked up, beyond surprise, beyond disbelief; the sacrifice, the shell. Rain to
be. And in that moment it seemed to him as if he heard a voice, in the sky, in
the wood, in the running of his own moon-colored blood, and the voice spoke so
that all the trees vibrated like living wands to the sound:
It was not so, will not have been so.
And
when the reverberations ceased, Paul was on the highway again, Rachel with him
in the rain. And once more he saw the Mazda blow and skid into the Ford. He saw
the spinning, impossible obstruction.
He
saw twelve inches’ clearance on the left.
But
Dana was with him now, the Goddess, taking him there to truth. And in a
crescendo, a heart-searing blaze of final dispensation, he saw that he had
missed the gap, and only just, oh, only just, not because of any hesitation
shaped by lack of desire, by death or murder wish, but because, in the end, he
was human. Oh, lady, he was. Only, only human, and he missed because of hurt,
grief, shock, and rain. Because of these, which could be forgiven.
And were, he understood. Truly, truly were.
Deny
not your own mortality. The voice was within him like a wind, one of her voices, only
one, he knew, and in the sound was love, he was loved. You failed because
humans fail. It is a gift as much as anything else.
And
then, deep within him like the low sound of a harp, which no longer hurt, this
last: Go easy, and in peace. It is well.
His
throat ached. His heart was a bound, constrained thing too large for him, for
what was left of his body. Dimly, through the risen mist, he saw a figure at
the edge of the glade: in the form of a man, but bearing the proud antlers of a
stag, and through the mist he saw the figure bow to him and then disappear.
Time
was.
The
pain was gone. His being was shaped of light, he knew his eyes were shining. He
had not killed her, then: it was all right. It was loss, but loss was allowed,
it was demanded. So much light, there seemed to be, even in that moment when
the mist rose to his feet.
And at last it came, at last, sweet, sweet release
of mourning. He thought of Kevin’s song then, remembered it with love: There
will come a tomorrow when you weep for me.
Tomorrow.
And so. So. It seemed that this was tomorrow, and here at the end, at the last,
he was weeping for Rachel Kincaid who had died.
So
Paul cried on the Summer Tree.
And
there came then a roll of thunder like the tread of doom, of worlds cracking
asunder, and the God was there in the glade, he had come. And he spoke again,
in his place, in the one unchanging voice that was his, and forged by the power
of that thundering, the mist began to flow together then, faster and faster, to
the one place, to the Summer Tree.
Upwards
it boiled, the mist of the Godwood, up through the sacrifice, the great trunk
of the Tree, hurled into the night sky by the God like a spear.
And
in the heavens above Brennin, as the thunder crashed and rolled, suddenly there
were clouds piling higher and higher upon each other, spreading from the
Mörnirwood to cover all the land.
Paul
felt it going. Through him. His. His and the God’s. Whose he was. He felt the
tears on his face. He felt himself claimed, going, mist boiling through him,
ravens rising to fly, the God in the Tree, in him, the moon above the clouds
riding in and out, never lost, Rachel, the Summer Tree, the wood, the world,
and oh, the God, the God. And then one last thing more before the dark.
Ram,
rain, rain, rain, rain.
In
Paras Derval that night the people went down into the streets. In villages all
over Brennin they did so, and farmers bore their children out of doors, only
half awake, that they might see the miraculous moon that was answer of the
Mother to the fire of Maugrim, and that they might feel upon their faces and
remember, though it might seem to them a dream, the return of rain, which was
the blessing of the God upon the Children of Mörnir.
In
the street, with Loren and Matt, with Kim and the exiled Prince, Kevin Laine
wept in his turn, for he knew what this must mean, and Paul was the closest
thing to a brother he’d ever had.
“He
did it,” whispered Loren Silvercloak, in a voice choked and roughened with awe.
Kevin saw, with some surprise, that the mage, too, was crying. “Oh, bright,”
Loren said. “Oh, most brave.”
Oh,
Paul.
But
there was more. “Look,” Matt Sören said. And turning to where the Dwarf was
pointing, Kevin saw that when the red moon that should never have been shone
through the scudding clouds, the stone in the ring Kim wore leaped into
responding light. It burned on Kim’s finger like a carried fire, the color of
the moon.
“What
is this?” Aileron asked.
Kim,
instinctively raising her hand high so that light could speak to light,
realized that she both knew and didn’t know. The Baelrath was wild, untamed; so
was that moon.
“The
stone is being charged,” she said quietly. “That is the war moon overhead. This
is the Warstone.” The others were silent, hearing her. And suddenly her own
voice intoning, her role, seemed so heavy; Kim reached back, almost
desperately, for some trace of the lightness that had once defined her.
“I
think,” she tried, hoping that Kevin, at least, would catch it, would play
along, help her, please, to remember what she was, “I think we’d better
have a new flag made.”
Kevin,
wrestling with things of his own, missed it completely. All he heard was Kim
saying “we” to this new Prince of Brennin.
Looking at her, he thought he was seeing a stranger.
In
the courtyard behind the sanctuary, Jaelle, the High Priestess, lifted her face
to the sky and gave praise. And with the teachings of Gwen Ystrat in her heart,
she looked at the moon, understanding far better than anyone else west of Lake
Leinan what it meant. She gave careful thought for a time, then called six of
her women to her, and led them secretly out of Paras Derval, westward in the
rain.
In
Cathal, too, they had seen the Mountain’s fire in the morning, and trembled to
hear the laughter on the wind. Now the red moon shone above Larai Rigal as
well. Power on power. A gauntlet hurled into the sky, and answered in the sky.
This, Shalhassan could understand. He summoned a Council in the dead of night
and ordered an embassy to leave for Cynan and then Brennin immediately. No, not
in the morning, he snapped in response to a rash question. Immediately. One did
not sleep when war began, or one slept forever when it ended.
A
good phrase, he thought, dismissing them. He made a mental note to dictate it
to Raziel when time allowed. Then he went to bed.
Over
Eridu the red moon rose, and the Plain, and down upon Daniloth it cast its
light. And the lios alfar, alone of all the guardian peoples, had lore
stretching back sufficiently far to say with certainty that no such moon had
ever shone before.
It
was a reply to Rakoth, their elders agreed, gathered before Ra-Tenniel on the
mound at Atronel, to the one the younger gods had named Sathain, the Hooded
One, long, long ago. It was an intercession as well, the wisest of them added,
though for what, or as to what, they could not say.
Nor could they say what the third power of the moon
was, though all the lios knew there was a third.
The Goddess worked by threes.
There
was another glade in another wood. A glade where one man alone had dared to
walk in ten centuries since Amairgen had died.
The
glade was small, the trees of the grove about were very old, extremely tall.
The moon was almost overhead before she could shine down upon Pendaran’s sacred
grove.
When
she did, it began. A play of light first, a shimmering, and then a sound
following, unearthly like a flute among the leaves. The air itself seemed to
quiver to that tune, to dance, to form and reform, coalesce, to shape finally a
creature of light and sound, of Pendaran and the moon.
When
it was ended, there was silence, and something stood in the glade where nothing
had stood before. With the wide eyes of the newly born, dewed so that her coat
glistened in the birthing light, she rose on unsteady legs, and stood a moment,
as one more sound like a single string plucked ran through Pendaran Wood.
Slowly
then, delicately as all her kind, she moved from the glade, from the sacred
grove. Eastward she went, for though but newly birthed, she knew already that
to the west lay the sea.
Lightly,
lightly did she tread the grass, and the powers of Pendaran, all the creatures
gathered there, grew still as she passed, more beautiful, more terrible than
any one of them.
The
Goddess worked by threes; this was the third.
To
the highest battlement he had climbed, so that all of black Starkadh lay below
him. Starkadh rebuilt, his fortress and his fastness, for the blasting of
Rangat had not signified his freedom—though let the fools think so yet
awhile—he had been free a long time now. The Mountain had been exploded because
he was ready at last for war, with the place of his power rising anew to tower
over the northland, over Daniloth, a blur to the south, where his heart’s hate
would forever lie.
But he did not look down upon
it.
Instead
his eyes were riveted on the impossible response the night sky held up to him,
and in that moment he tasted doubt. With his one good hand, he reached upwards
as if his talons might rake the moon from heaven, and it was a long time before
his rage passed.
But
he had changed in a thousand years under Rangat. Hate had driven him to move
too fast the last time. This time it would not.
Let
the moon shine tonight. He would have it down before the end. He would smash
Brennin like a toy and uproot the Summer Tree. The Riders would be scattered,
Larai Rigal burned to waste, Calor Diman defiled in Eridu.
And
Gwen Ystrat he would level. Let the moon shine, then. Let Dana try to show
forth empty signs in heavens choked with his smoke. Her, too, he would have
kneeling before him. He had had a thousand years to consider all of this.
He
smiled then, for the last was best. When all else was done, when Fionavar lay
crushed beneath his fist, only then would he turn to Daniloth. One by one he
would have them brought to him, the lios alfar, the Children of Light. One by
one by one to Starkadh.
He
would know what to do with them.
The
thunder was almost spent, the rain a thin drizzle. The wind was wind, no more.
A taste of salt on it from the sea, far away. The clouds were breaking up. The
red moon stood directly over the Tree.
“Lady,”
said the God, muting the thunder of his voice, “Lady, this you have never done
before.”
“It
was needful,” she replied, a chiming on wind. “He is very strong this time.”
“He
is very strong,” the thunder echoed. “Why did you speak to my sacrifice?” A
slight reproach.
The
Lady’s voice grew deeper, woven of hearth smoke and caves. “Do you mind?” she
murmured.
There
came a sound that might have been a god amused. “Not if you beg forgiveness,
no. It has been long, Lady.” A deeper sound, and meaningful.
“Do
you know what I have done in Pendaran?” she asked, eluding, voice gossamer like
dawn.
“I
do. Though for good or ill I do not know. It may burn the hand that lays hold
of it.”
“All
my gifts are double-edged,” the Goddess said, and he was aware of ancient blood
in that tone. There was a silence, then she was finest lace again, cajoling: “I
have interceded, Lord, will you not do so?”
“For them?”
“And to please me,” said the moon.
“Might we please each other?”
“We might so.”
A roll of thunder then. Laughter.
“I have interceded,” Mörnir said.
“Not the rain,” she protested, sea-sound. “The rain
was bought.”
“Not the rain,” the God replied. “I have done what I
have done.”
“Let us go, then,” said Dana.
The moon passed away behind the trees to the west.
Shortly thereafter the thunder ceased, and the
clouds began to break up overhead.
And
so at the last, at the end of night, in the sky above the Summer Tree, there
were only the stars to look down upon the sacrifice, upon the stranger hanging
naked on the Tree, only the stars, only them.
Before
dawn it rained again, though the glade was empty by then, and silent, save for
the sound of water falling and dripping from the leaves.
And
this was the last night of Pwyll the Stranger on the Summer Tree.
PART III--The Children of Ivor
Chapter
10
He landed badly, but the reflexes of an athlete took
him rolling through the fall, and at the end of it he was on his feet, unhurt.
Very angry, though.
He had opted out, damn it! What the hell right did
Kim Ford have to grab his arm and haul him to another world? What the. . . .
He
stopped; the fury draining as realization came down hard. She had, she really had
taken him to another world.
A
moment ago he had been in a room in the Park Plaza Hotel, now he found himself
outdoors in darkness with a cool wind blowing, and a forest nearby; looking the
other way, he saw wide rolling grasslands stretching away as far as he could
see in the moonlight.
He
looked around for the others, and then as the fact of isolation slowly came
home, Dave Martyniuk’s anger gave way to fear. They weren’t friends of his,
that was for sure, but this was no time or place to have ended up alone.
They
couldn’t be far, he thought, managing to keep control. Kim Ford had had his
arm; surely that meant she couldn’t be far away, her and the others, and that
Lorenzo Marcus guy who’d got him into this in the first place. And was going to
get him out, or deal with severe bodily pain, Martyniuk vowed. Notwithstanding
the provisions of the Criminal Code.
Which
reminded him: looking down, he saw that he was still clutching Kevin Laine’s
Evidence notes.
The absurdity, the utter
incongruousness in this night place of wind and grass acted, somehow, to loosen
him. He took a deep breath, like before the opening jump in a game. It was time
to get his bearings. Boy Scout time.
Paras
Derval where Ailell reigns, the old man had said. Any cities on the horizon? As the moon
slipped from behind a drift of cloud, Dave turned north into the wind and saw
Rangat clear.
He
was not, as it happened, anywhere near the others. All Kim had been able to do
with her desperate grab for his arm was keep him in the same plane as them, the
same world. He was in Fionavar, but a long way north, and the Mountain loomed
forty-five thousand feet up into the moonlight, white and dazzling.
“Holy Mother!” Dave exclaimed involuntarily.
It saved his life.
Of
the nine tribes of the Dalrei, all but one had moved east and south that
season, though the best grazing for the eltor was still in the northwest, as it
always was in summer. The messages the auberei brought back from Celidon were
clear, though: svart alfar and wolves in the edgings of Pendaran were enough
for most Chieftains to take their people away. There had been rumors of urgach
among the svarts as well. It was enough. South of Adein and Rienna they went,
to the leaner, smaller herds, and the safety of the country around Cynmere and
the Latham.
Ivor
dan Banor, Chieftain of the third tribe, was, as often, the exception. Not that
he did not care for the safety of his tribe, his children. No man who knew him
could think that. It was just that there were other things to consider, Ivor
thought, awake late at night in the Chieftain’s house.
For
one, the Plain and the eltor herds belonged to the Dalrei, and not just
symbolically. Colan had given them to Revor after the Bael Rangat, to hold, he
and his people, for so long as the High Kingdom stood.
It
had been earned, by the mad ride in terror through Pendaran and the Shadowland
and a loop in the thread of time to explode singing into battle on a sunset
field that else had been lost. Ivor stirred, just thinking on it: for the
Horsemen, the Children of Peace, to have done this thing. . . . There had been
giants in the old days.
Giants
who had earned the Plain. To have and to hold, Ivor thought. Not to scurry to
sheltered pockets of land at the merest rumor of danger. It stuck in Ivor’s
craw to run from svart alfar.
So
the third tribe stayed. Not on the edge of Pendaran—that would have been
foolhardy and unnecessary. There was a good camp five leagues from the forest,
and they had the dense herds of the eltor to themselves. It was, the hunters
agreed, a luxury. He noticed that they still made the sign against evil,
though, when the chase took them within sight of the Great Wood. There were
some, Ivor knew, who would rather have been elsewhere.
He
had other reasons, though, for staying. It was bad in the south, the auberei
reported from Celidon; Brennin was locked in a drought, and cryptic word had
come from his friend Tulger of the eighth tribe that there was trouble in the
High Kingdom. What, Ivor thought, did they need to go into that for? After a
harsh winter, what the tribe needed was a mild, sweet summer in the north. They
needed the cool breeze and the fat herds for feasting and warm coats against
the coming of fall.
There
was another reason, too. More than the usual number of boys would be coming up
to their fasts this year. Spring and summer were the time for the totem fasts
among the Dalrei, and the third tribe had always been luckiest in a certain
copse of trees here in the northwest. It was a tradition. Here Ivor had seen
his own hawk gazing with bright eyes back at him from the top of an elm on his
second night. It was a good place, Faelinn Grove, and the young ones deserved
to lie there if they could. Tabor, too. His younger son was fourteen. Past
time. It might be this summer. Ivor had been twelve when he found his hawk;
Levon, his older son—his heir, Chieftain after him—had seen his totem at
thirteen.
It
was whispered, among the girls who were always competing for him, that Levon
had seen a King Horse on his fast. This, Ivor knew, was not true, but there was
something of the stallion about Levon, in the brown eyes, the unbridled
carriage, the open, guileless nature, even his long, thick yellow hair, which
he wore unbound.
Tabor,
though, Tabor was different. Although that was unfair, Ivor told himself—his
intense younger son was only a boy yet, he hadn’t had his fasting. This summer,
perhaps, and he wanted Tabor to have the lucky wood.
And
above and beyond all of these, Ivor had another reason still. A vague presence
at the back of his mind, as yet undefined. He left it there. Such things, he
knew from experience, would be made clear to him in their time. He was a
patient man.
So
they stayed.
Even
now there were two boys in Faelinn Grove. Gereint had spoken their names two
days ago, and the shaman’s word began the passage from boy to man among the
Dalrei.
There
were two in the wood then, fasting; but though Faelinn was lucky, it was also
close to Pendaran, and Ivor, father to all his tribe, had taken quiet steps to
guard them. They would be shamed, and their fathers, if they knew, so it had
been only with a look in his eye that he had alerted Tore to ride out with them
unseen.
Tore
was often away from the camps at night. It was his way. The younger ones joked
that his animal had been a wolf. They laughed too hard at that, a little
afraid. Tore: he did look like a wolf, with his lean body, his long, straight,
black hair, and the dark, unrevealing eyes. He never wore a shirt, or
moccasins; only his eltor skin leggings, dyed black to be unseen at night.
The
Outcast. No fault of his own, Ivor knew, and resolved for the hundredth time to
do something about that name. It hadn’t been any fault of Tore’s father,
Sorcha, either. Just sheerest bad luck. But Sorcha had slain an eltor doe that
was carrying young. An accident, the hunters agreed at the gathering: the buck
he’d slashed had fallen freakishly into the path of the doe beside it. The doe
had stumbled over him and broken her neck. When the hunters came up, they had
seen that she was bearing.
An
accident, which let Ivor make it exile and not death. He could not do more. No
Chieftain could rise above the Laws and hold his people. Exile, then, for
Sorcha; a lonely, dark fate, to be driven from the Plain. The next morning they
had found Meisse, his wife, dead by her own hand. Tore, at eleven, only child,
had been left doubly scarred by tragedy.
He
had been named by Gereint that summer, the same summer as Levon. Barely twelve,
he had found his animal and had remained ever after a loner on the fringes of
the tribe. As good a hunter as any of Ivor’s people, as good even, honesty made
Ivor concede, as Levon. Or perhaps not quite, not quite as good.
The
Chieftan smiled to himself in the dark. That, he thought, was self-indulgent.
Tore was his son as well, the whole tribe were his children. He liked the dark
man, too, though Tore could be difficult; he also trusted him. Tore was
discreet and competent with tasks like the one tonight.
Awake
beside Leith, his people all about him in the camp, the horses shut in for the
night, Ivor felt better knowing Tore was out there in the dark with the boys.
He turned on his side to try to sleep.
After
a moment, the Chieftain recognized a muffled sound, and realized that someone
else was awake in the house. He could hear Tabor’s stifled sobbing from the
room he shared with Levon. It was hard for the boy, he knew; fourteen was late
not to be named, especially for the Chieftain’s son, for Levon’s brother.
He
would have comforted his younger son, but knew it was wiser to leave the boy
alone. It was not a bad thing to learn what hurt meant, and mastering it alone
helped engender self-respect. Tabor would be all right.
In
a little while the crying stopped. Eventually Ivor, too, fell asleep, though
first he did something he’d not done for a long time.
He
left the warmth of his bed, of Leith sound asleep beside him, and went to look
in on his children. First the boys; fair, uncomplicated Levon, nut-brown, wiry
Tabor; and then he walked into Liane’s room.
Cordeliane,
his daughter. With a bemused pride he gazed at her dark brown hair, at the long
lashes of her closed eyes, the upturned nose, laughing mouth . . . even in
sleep she smiled.
How
had he, stocky, square, plain Ivor, come to have such handsome sons, a daughter
so fair?
All
of the third tribe were his children, but these, these.
Tore
had been having a bad night. First the two idiots who had come to fast had
managed to end up, totally oblivious, within twenty feet of each other on
precisely opposite sides of a clump of bushes in the wood. It was ridiculous.
What sort of babies were they sending out these days?
He
had managed, with a series of snuffling grunts that really were rather
unnerving, to scare one of them into moving a quarter of a mile away. It was an
interference with the ritual, he supposed, but the fast had barely begun, and
in any case, the babies needed all the help they could get: the man smell in
those bushes had been so strong they’d have likely ended up finding only each other
for totem animals.
That,
he thought, was funny. Tore didn’t find many things funny, but the image of two
fasting thirteen-year-olds becoming each other’s sacred beasts made him smile
in the dark.
He
stopped smiling when his sweep of the grove turned up a spoor he didn’t
recognize. After a moment, though, he realized that it had to be an urgach,
which was worse than bad. Svart alfar would not have disturbed him unless there
were a great many. He had seen small numbers of them on his solitary forays westward
towards Pendaran. He’d also found the trail of a very large band, with wolves
among them. It had been a week before, and they were moving south fairly
quickly. It had not been a pleasant thing to find, and he’d reported it to
Ivor, and to Levon as leader of the hunt, but it was, for the time being, no
direct concern of theirs.
This
was. He’d never seen one of the urgach, no one in the tribe had, but there were
legends enough and night stories to make him very cautious indeed. He
remembered the tales very well, from before the bad time, when he’d been only a
child in the third tribe, a child like all the others, shivering with
pleasurable fear by the fire, dreading his mother’s summons to bed, while the
old ones told their stories.
Kneeling
over the spoor, Tore’s lean face was grim. This was not Pendaran Wood, where
creatures of Darkness were known to walk. An urgach, or more than one in
Faelinn Grove, the lucky wood of the third tribe, was serious. It was more than
serious: there were two babies fasting tonight.
Moving
silently, Tore followed the heavy, almost overpowering spoor and, dismayed, he
saw that it led eastward out of the grove. Urgach on the Plain! Dark things
were abroad. For the first time, he wondered about the Chieftain’s decision to
stay in the northwest this summer. They were alone. Far from Celidon, far from
any other tribe that might have joined numbers with them against what evils
might be moving here. The Children of Peace, the Dalrei were named, but
sometimes peace had been hard won.
Tore
had no problems with being alone, he had been so all his adult life. Outcast,
the young ones called him, in mockery. The Wolf. Stupid babies: wolves ran in
packs. When had he ever? The solitude had made for some bitterness, for he was
young yet, and the memory of other times was fresh enough to be a wound. It had
also given him a certain dour reflectiveness born of long nights in the dark,
and an outsider’s view of what humans did. Another kind of animal. If he lacked
tolerance, it was not a surprising flaw.
He
had very quick reflexes.
The
knife was in his hand, and he was low to the gully and crawling from the trees
as soon as he glimpsed the bulky shadow in a brief unsheathing of moonlight.
There were clouds, or else he would have seen it earlier. It was very big.
He
was downwind, which was good. Moving with honed speed and silence, Tore
traversed the open ground towards the figure he’d seen. His bow and sword were
on his horse; a stupidity. Can you kill an urgach with a knife, a part of him
wondered.
The
rest of him was concentrating. He had moved to within ten feet. The creature
hadn’t noticed him, but it was obviously angry and it was very large—almost a
foot taller than he was, bulking hugely in the shadows of the night.
He
decided to wait for moonlight and throw for the head. One didn’t stop to talk
with creatures from one’s nightmares. The size of it made his heart
race—tearing fangs on a creature that big?
The
moon slanted out; he was ready. He drew back his arm to throw: the dark head
was clearly outlined against the silvered plain, looking the other way, north.
“Holy Mother!” the urgach said.
Tore’s arm had already begun its descent. With a
brutal effort he retained control of the dagger, cutting himself in the
process.
Creatures
of evil did not invoke the Goddess, not in that voice. Looking again in the
bright moonlight, Tore saw that the creature before him was a man; strangely
garbed, and very big, but he seemed to be unarmed. Drawing breath, Tore called
out in a voice as courteous as the circumstances seemed to permit, “Move slowly
and declare yourself.”
At
the snarled command, Dave’s heart hit his throat and jack-knifed back into his
rib-cage. Who the hell? Rather than pursue this inquiry, however, he
elected to move slowly and declare himself.
Turning
toward the voice with his hands outspread and bearing only Evidence notes, he
said, as levelly as he could, “My name is Martyniuk. Dave Martyniuk. I don’t
know where I am, and I’m looking for someone named Loren. He brought me here.”
A
moment passed. He felt the wind from the north ruffling his hair. He was, he
realized, very frightened.
Then
a shadow rose from a hollow he hadn’t even seen, and moved towards him.
“Silvercloak?”
the shadow asked, materializing in the moonlight as a young man, shirtless
despite the wind, barefoot, and clad in leggings of black. He carried a long,
quite lethal-looking blade in his hand.
Oh,
God, Dave
thought. What have they done to me? Carefully, his eyes on the knife, he
replied, “Yes, Loren Silvercloak. That’s his name.” He took a breath, trying to
calm down. “Please don’t misunderstand anything. I’m here in peace. I don’t
even want to be here. I got separated . . . we’re supposed to be in a place
called Paras Derval. Do you know it?”
The
other man seemed to relax a little. “I know it. How is it that you don’t?”
“Because
I’m not from here,” Dave exclaimed, frustration hitting his voice. “We crossed
from my world. Earth?” he said hopefully, then realized how stupid that was.
“Where
is Silvercloak, then?”
“Aren’t
you listening?” Martyniuk exploded. “I told you, I got separated. I need him to
go home. All
I want to do is get home as
fast as I can. Can’t you understand that?”
There was another silence.
“Why,” the other man asked, “shouldn’t I just kill
you?”
Dave’s
breath escaped in a hiss. He hadn’t handled this too well, it seemed. God, he
wasn’t a diplomat. Why hadn’t Kevin Laine been separated from the others? Dave
considered jumping the other man, but something told him this lean person knew
how to use that blade extremely well.
He
had a sudden inspiration. “Because,” he gambled, “Loren wouldn’t like it. I’m
his friend; he’ll be looking for me.” You are too quick to renounce
friendship, the mage had said, the night before. Not always, Dave
thought, not tonight, boy.
It
seemed to work, too. Martyniuk lowered his hands slowly. “I’m unarmed,” he
said. “I’m lost. Will you help me, please?”
The
other man sheathed his blade at last. “I’ll take you to Ivor,” he said, “and
Gereint. They both know Silvercloak. We’ll go to the camp in the morning.”
“Why
not now?”
“Because,”
the other said, “I have a job to do, and I suppose you’ll have to do it with me
now.”
“How?
What?”
“There
are two babies in that wood fasting for their animals. We’ve got to watch over
them, make sure they don’t cut themselves or something.” He held up a bleeding
hand. “Like I did, not killing you. You are among the Dalrei. Ivor’s tribe, the
third. And lucky for you he is a stubborn man, or the only thing you would find
here would be eltor and svart alfar, and the one would flee you and the other
kill. My name,” he said, “is Tore. Now come.”
The
babies, as Tore insisted on calling the two thirteen-year-olds, seemed to be
all right. If they were lucky, Tore explained, they would each see an animal
before dawn. If not, the fast would continue, and he would have to watch
another night. They were sitting with their backs against a tree in a small
clearing midway between the two boys. Tore’s horse, a small dark gray stallion,
grazed nearby.
“What
are we watching for?” Dave asked, a little nervously. Night forests were not
his usual habitat.
“I
told you: there are svart alfar around here. Word of them has driven all the
other tribes south.”
“There
was a svart alfar in our world,” Dave volunteered. “It followed Loren. Matt
Sören killed it. Loren said they weren’t dangerous, and there weren’t many of
them.”
Tore
raised his eyebrows. “There are more than there used to be,” he said, “and
though they may not be dangerous to a mage, they were bred to kill and they do
it very well.”
Dave
had an uncomfortable, prickly feeling suddenly. Tore spoke of killing with
disquieting frequency.
“The
svarts would be enough to worry about,” Tore went on, “but just before I saw
you, I found the spoor of an urgach—I took you for it, back there. I was going
to kill first and investigate after. Such creatures have not been seen for
hundreds of years. It is very bad that they are back; I don’t know what it
means.”
“What
are they?”
Tore
made a strange gesture and shook his head. “Not at night,” he said. “We
shouldn’t be talking of them out here.” He repeated the gesture.
Dave
settled back against the tree. It was late, he supposed he should try to sleep,
but he was far too keyed up. Tore no longer seemed to be in a talking mood;
that was okay by him.
On
the whole, it looked all right. Could have been a lot worse. He appeared to
have landed among people who knew the mage. The others couldn’t be too far
away; it would probably work out, if he didn’t get eaten by something in these
woods. On the other hand, Tore obviously knew what he was doing. Roll with it,
he thought.
After about three-quarters of an hour, Tore rose to
check on his babies. He looped east, and came back ten minutes later, nodding
his head.
“Barth
is all right, and well hidden now, too. Not as stupid as most of them.” He
continued west to look hi on the other one. A few minutes later, he reappeared
again.
“Well—”
Tore began, approaching the tree.
Only
an athlete could have done it. With purest reflex, Dave launched himself at the
apparition that had emerged from the trees beside Tore. He hit the hairy,
ape-like creature with the hardest cross-body block he could throw, and the
sword swinging to decapitate Tore was deflected away.
Sprawled
flat with the breath knocked out of him, Dave saw the huge creature’s other
hand coming down. He managed to parry with his left forearm, and felt a numbing
sensation from the contact. God, he thought, staring into the enraged red eyes
of what had to be the urgach, this sucker is strong! He didn’t even have time
to be afraid: rolling clumsily away from the urgach’s short-range sword thrust,
he saw a body hurtle past him.
Tore,
knife in hand, had hurled himself straight at the creature’s head. The urgach
dropped its awkward sword, and with a terrifying snarl, easily blocked Tore’s
arm. Shifting its grip, it threw the Rider bodily away, to smash into a tree,
senseless for a moment.
One
on one, Dave thought. Tore’s dive had given him time to get to his feet, but
everything was moving so fast. Whirling, he fled to where Tore’s tethered horse
was neighing in terror, and he grabbed the sword resting by the saddle-cloth. A
sword? he thought. What the hell do I do with a sword?
Parry,
like crazy. The urgach, weapon reclaimed, was right on top of him, and it
levelled a great two-handed sweep of its own giant blade. Dave was a strong
man, but the jarring impact of blocking that blow made his right arm go almost
as numb as his left; he staggered backwards.
“Tore!” he cried desperately. “I can’t—”
He
stopped, because there was suddenly no need to say anything more. The urgach
was swaying like a toppling rock, and a moment later it fell forward with a
crash, Tore’s dagger embedded to the hilt in the back of its skull.
The
two men gazed at each other across the dead body of the monstrous creature.
“Well,”
said Tore finally, still breathing hard, “now I know why I didn’t kill you.”
What
Dave felt then was so rare and unexpected, it took him a moment to recognize
it.
Ivor,
up with the sun and watching by the southwest gate, saw Barth and Navon come
walking back together. He could tell—it was not hard—from the way they moved
that they had both found something in the wood. Found, or been found by, as
Gereint said. They had gone out as boys and were coming back to him, his
children still, but Riders now, Riders of the Dalrei. So he lifted his voice in
greeting, that they should be welcomed by their Chieftain back from the
dreamworld to the tribe.
“Hola!”
cried Ivor, that all should hear. “See who comes! Let there be rejoicing, for
see the Weaver sends two new Riders to us!”
They
all rushed out then, having waited with suppressed excitement, so that the
Chieftain should be first to announce the return. It was a tradition of the
third tribe since the days of Lahor, his grandfather.
Barth
and Navon were welcomed home with honor and jubilation. Their eyes were wide
yet with wonder, not yet fully returned from the other world, from the visions
that fasting and night and Gereint’s secret drink had given them. They seemed
untouched, fresh, which was as it should be.
Ivor led them, one on either
side, letting them walk beside him now, as was fit for men, to the quarters set
apart for Gereint. He went inside with them and watched as they knelt before
the shaman, that he might confirm and consecrate their animals. Never had one
of Ivor’s children tried to dissemble about his fast, to claim a totem when
there had been none, or pretend in his mind that an eltor had been an eagle or
a boar. It was still the task of the shaman to find in them the truth of their
vigil, so that in the tribe Gereint knew the totems of every Rider. It was thus
in all the tribes. So it was written at Celidon. So was the Law.
At
length Gereint lifted his head from where he sat cross-legged on his mat. He
turned unerringly to where Ivor stood, the light from outside silhouetting him.
“Their
hour knows their name,” the shaman said.
It
was done. The words that defined a Rider had been spoken: the hour that none
could avoid, and the sanctity of their secret name. Ivor was assailed suddenly
by a sense of the sweep, the vastness of time. For twelve hundred years the
Dalrei had ridden on the Plain. For twelve hundred years each new Rider had
been so proclaimed.
“Should
we feast?” he asked Gereint formally.
“Indeed
we should,” came the placid reply. “We should have the Feast of the New
Hunters.”
“It
shall be so,” Ivor said. So many times he and Gereint had done this, summer
after summer. Was he getting old?
He
took the two newest Riders and led them into the sunlight, to where all the
tribe was gathered before the door of the shaman’s house.
“Their
hour knows,” he said, and smiled to hear the roar that went up.
He
gave Navon and Barth back to their families at last. “Sleep,” he urged them
both, knowing what the morrow would be like, knowing he would not be heeded.
Who slept on this day?
Levon had, he remembered; but he had been three
nights in the grove and had come out, at the last, hollowed and other-worldly.
A difficult, far-voyaging fast it had been, as was fitting for one who would
one day lead the tribe.
Thinking
so, he watched his people stream away, then ducked back into the darkness of
Gereint’s house. There was never any light in that house, no matter which camp
they occupied.
The shaman had not moved.
“It is well,” Ivor said, hunkering down beside the
old one.
Gereint
nodded. “It is well, I think. They should both do, and Barth may be something
more.” It was the closest he ever came to giving the Chieftain a hint of what
he had seen in the new ones. Always Ivor marvelled at the shaman’s gift, at his
power.
He
still remembered the night they had blinded Gereint. A child, Ivor had been,
four summers from his hawk, but as Banor’s only son, he had been taken out with
the men to see it done. Power for him all his life would be symbolized by
deep-voiced chanting and torches weaving on the night plain under the stars of
midsummer.
For
some moments the two men sat quietly, each wrapped in his own thoughts, then
Ivor rose. “I should speak to Levon about tomorrow’s hunt,” he said. “Sixteen,
I think.”
“At
least,” the shaman said in an aggrieved tone. “I could eat a whole one myself.
We haven’t feasted in a long time, Ivor.”
Ivor
snorted. “A very long time, you greedy old man. Twelve whole days since Walen
was named. Why aren’t you fat?”
“Because,”
the wisest one explained patiently, “you never have enough food at the feasts.”
“Seventeen,
then!” Ivor laughed. “I’ll see you in the morning before they go. It’s up to
Levon, but I’m going to suggest east.”
“East,” Gereint agreed
gravely. “But you’ll see me later today.”
This,
too, Ivor had grown accustomed to. The Sight comes when the light goes,
the Dalrei said. It was not Law, but had the same force, it seemed to Ivor
at times. They found their totems in the dark, and all their shamans came to
their power in blindness with that ceremony on midsummer night, the bright
torches and the stars suddenly going black.
He
found Levon with the horses, of course, tending to a mare with a bad fetlock.
Levon rose at his father’s footstep and came over, pushing the yellow hair back
from his eyes. It was long, and he never tied it back. Seeing Levon lifted
Ivor’s heart; it always did.
He
remembered, probably because he’d been thinking of it earlier, the morning
Levon had returned from his three-day fast. All day he had slept, bone-weary,
the fair skin almost translucent with exhaustion. Late at night he had arisen
and sought his father.
Ivor
and his thirteen-year-old son had walked out alone into the sleeping camp.
“I
saw a cerne, father,” Levon had said suddenly. A gift to him, the deepest,
rarest gift. His animal, his secret name. A cerne was very good, Ivor thought
with pride. Strong and brave, proudly horned like the god for which it was
named, legendary for how it would defend its young. A cerne was as good as
could be.
He
nodded. There had been a difficulty in his throat. Leith was always teasing him
about how quick he was to cry. He wanted to put an arm about the boy, but Levon
was a Rider now, a man, and had given him a man’s gift.
“Mine
was a hawk,” Ivor had said, and had stood beside his son, their shoulders
touching as they looked together at the summer sky above their sleeping people.
“Eastward,
right?” Levon said now, coming up. There was laughter in his brown eyes.
“I
think,” Ivor replied. “Let’s not be foolhardy. It’s up to you, though,” he
added quickly.
“I
know. East is fine. I’ll have the two new ones, anyhow. It’s easier country to
hunt. How many?”
“I
thought sixteen, but Gereint wants an eltor to himself.”
Levon
threw back his head and laughed. “And he complained about not enough feasting,
didn’t he?”
“Always,”
his father chuckled. “How many hunters, then, for seventeen?”
“Twenty,”
Levon said immediately.
It
was five fewer than he would have taken. It put great pressure on the hunters,
especially with the two new ones in the band, but Ivor held his peace. The
hunting was Levon’s now, and his son knew the horses and hunters, and the eltor
like no one else did. He believed in putting pressure on them, too, Ivor knew.
It kept them sharp. Revor was said to have done the same thing.
So
“Good” was all he said. “Choose well. I’ll see you at home later.” Levon raised
a hand; he was already turning back to the mare.
Ivor
hadn’t eaten yet, or talked to Leith, and the sun was already high. He went
home. They were waiting for him in the front room. Because of Gereint’s parting
words, he wasn’t totally surprised.
“This,”
said Tore, without ceremony, “is Davor. He crossed from another world with
Loren Silvercloak last night, but was separated from him. We killed an urgach
together in Faelinn last night.”
Yes,
Ivor
thought, I knew there was something more. He looked at the two
young men. The stranger, a very big man, bristled with a certain
aggressiveness, but was not truly so, Ivor judged. Tore’s terse words had both
frightened and pleased the Chieftain. An urgach was unheard-of news, but the
Outcast’s saying “we” made Ivor smile inwardly. The two of them had shared
something in that killing, he thought.
“Welcome,” he said to the stranger. And then,
formally, “Your coming is a bright thread in what is woven for us. You will
have to tell me as much as you care to of your story. Killing an urgach—that
was bravely done. We shall eat first, though,” he added hastily, knowing
Leith’s rules with guests. “Liane?” he called.
His
daughter materialized instantaneously. She had, of course, been listening
behind the door. Ivor suppressed a smile. “We have guests for the morning
meal,” he said. “Will you find Tabor and have him request Gereint to come?
Levon, too.”
“Gereint
won’t want to,” she said impertinently. “It’s too far, he’ll say.” Ivor
observed that she was keeping her back to Tore. It was shameful that a child of
his should treat a tribesman so. He would have to speak to her of it. This
business of the Outcast must be ended.
For the moment he said merely, “Have Tabor say that
he was right this morning.”
“About what?” Liane demanded.
“Go, child,” Ivor said. There were limits.
With
a predictable toss of her hair, Liane spun and left the room. The stranger,
Ivor saw, had an amused look on his face, and no longer clutched the sheaf of
papers he carried quite so defensively. It was well, for the moment.
Loren
Silvercloak, though, and an urgach in Faelinn Grove? Not for five hundred years
had such a creature been reported to Celidon. I knew, Ivor
thought, there was another reason why we stayed.
This, it seemed, was it.
Chapter
11
They
had found a horse for him, not an easy task. The Dalrei tended to be smallish
people, quick and wiry, and their mounts were much the same. In winter, though,
they traded with the men of Brennin in the land where the High Kingdom ran into
the Plain near the Latham, and there were always one or two larger mounts in
every tribe, used usually for carrying goods from camp to camp. Riding the
placid-tempered grey they had given him, and with Ivor’s younger son, Tabor, as
a guide, Dave had come out at dawn with Levon and the hunters to watch an eltor
chase.
His
arms were in pretty rough shape, but Tore had to be just as bad, or worse, and
he was hunting; so Dave figured he could manage to ride a horse and watch.
Tabor,
skinny and tanned dark brown, rode a chestnut pony beside him. He wore his hair
tied back like Tore and most of the Riders, but it wasn’t really long enough
for that, and the tied part stuck up on the back of his head like a tree stump.
Dave remembered himself at fourteen and found an uncharacteristic empathy for
the kid beside him. Tabor talked a lot—in fact, he hadn’t shut up since they’d
ridden out—but Dave was interested and didn’t mind, for once.
“We
used to carry our houses with us when we moved,” Tabor was saying as they
jogged along. Up front, Levon was setting an easy pace eastward into the rising
sun. Tore was beside him and there seemed to be about twenty other riders. It
was a glorious, mild summer morning.
“They
weren’t houses like we have now, of course,” Tabor went on. “We made them of
eltor skin and poles, so they were easy to carry.”
“We have things like that in my world, too,” Dave
said. “Why did you change?”
“Revor did it,” Tabor explained.
“Who’s he?”
The
boy looked pained, as if appalled to discover that the fame of this Revor hadn’t
reached Toronto yet. Fourteen was a funny age, Dave thought, suppressing a
grin. He was surprised at how cheerful he felt.
“Revor
is our brightest hero,” Tabor explained reverently. “He saved the High King in
battle during the Bael Rangat, by riding through Daniloth, and was rewarded
with the land of the Plain for the Dalrei forever. After that,” Tabor went on,
earnestly, “Revor called a great gathering of all the Dalrei at Celidon, the
mid-Plain, and said that if this was now our land, we should have some mark of
ourselves upon it. So the camps were built in those days, that our tribes might
have true homes to come to as they followed the eltor about the Plain.”
“How far back?” Dave asked.
“Oh, forever and ever,” Tabor replied, waving a
hand.
“Forever
and Revor?” said Dave, surprising himself. Tabor looked blank for a second,
then giggled. He was a good kid, Dave decided. The ponytail was hilarious,
though.
“The
camps have been rebuilt many times since then,” Tabor resumed his lecture. He
was taking his guide duties seriously. “We always cut wood when we are near a
forest—except Pendaran, of course—and we carry it to the next camp when we
move. Sometimes the camps have been completely destroyed. There are fires when
the Plain is dry.”
Dave
nodded; it made sense. “And I guess you have to clear out the damage the
weather and animals do in between times, anyway.”
“Weather,
yes,” Tabor said. “But never the animals. The shamans were given a spell as a
gift from Gwen Ystrat. Nothing wild ever enters the camps.”
That,
Dave still had problems with. He remembered the old, blind shaman, Gereint,
being led into the Chieftain’s house the morning before. Gereint had trained
his sightless eye sockets right on him. Dave had met the look as best he
could—a staring duel with a blind man—but when Gereint had turned away,
expressionless, he’d felt like crying out, “What did you see, damn you?”
The
whole thing unnerved him. It had been the only bad moment, though. Ivor, the
Chieftain, a small, leathery guy with crinkly eyes and a considered way of
speaking, had been all right.
“If
Silvercloak was going to Paras Derval,” he’d said, “then that is where he’ll
be. I will send word of you with the auberei to Celidon, and a party of us will
guide you south to Brennin. It will be a good thing for some of our younger men
to make that journey, and I have tidings for Ailell, the High King.”
“The
urgach?” a voice had said then from by the door, and Dave had turned to see
Liane again, Ivor’s brown-haired daughter.
Levon
had laughed. “Father,” he’d said, “we may as well make her part of the tribal
council. She’s going to listen anyhow.”
Ivor
had looked displeased and proud, both. It was at that point that Dave had
decided he liked the Chieftain.
“Liane,” Ivor had said, “doesn’t your mother need
you?”
“She said I was in her way.”
“How
can you be in her way? We have guests, there must be things for you to do,”
Ivor had said .bemusedly.
“I
break dishes,” Liane had explained. “Is it the urgach?”
Dave
had laughed aloud, then flushed at the look she’d given him.
“Yes,”
Ivor had said. But then he added, looking levelly at Liane, “My daughter, you
are being indulged because I dislike chastising my children before guests, but
you go too far. It ill becomes you to listen at doors. It is the action of a
spoiled child, not a woman.”
Liane’s
flippant manner had disappeared completely. She paled, and her lip trembled.
“I’m sorry,” she had gasped, and spinning on her heel, had fled the home.
“She hates missing things,” Levon had said, stating
the obvious.
“There they are.”
Tabor
was pointing southeast, and Dave, squinting into the sun, saw the eltor moving
northward across their path. He had been expecting buffalo, he now realized,
for what he saw made him catch his breath, in sudden understanding of why the
Dalrei spoke not of a herd, but of a swift of eltor.
They
were like antelope: graceful, many-horned, sleek, and very, very fast. Most
were colored in shadings of brown, but one or two were purest white. The speed
of their sweep across the plain was dazzling. There had to be five hundred of
them, moving like wind over the grass, their heads carried high, arrogant and
beautiful, the hair of their manes lifting back in the wind of their running.
“A
small swift,” Tabor said. The kid was trying to be cool, but Dave could hear
the excitement in his voice, even as he felt his own heartbeat accelerate. God,
they were beautiful. The Riders around him, in response to Levon’s concise
command, picked up speed and changed approach slightly to intersect the swift
at an angle.
“Come!”
Tabor said, as their slower mounts fell behind. “I know where he will have them
do it.” He cut away sharply northward, and Dave followed. In a moment they
crested a small knoll in the otherwise level sweep of the prairie; turning
back, Dave saw the eltor swift and the hunters converge, and he watched the
Dalrei hunt, as Tabor told him of the Law.
An
eltor could be killed by knife blade only. Nothing else. Any other killing
meant death or exile to the man who did so. Such, for twelve hundred years, had
been the Law inscribed on the parchments at Celidon.
More:
one eltor to one man, and one chance only for the hunter. A doe could be
killed, but at risk, for a bearing doe’s death meant execution or exile again.
This,
Dave learned, was what had happened to Tore’s father. Ivor had exiled him,
having no other mercy to grant, for in the preservation of the great eltor
swifts lay the preservation of the Dalrei themselves. Dave nodded to hear it;
somehow, out here on the Plain under that high sky, harsh, clear laws seemed to
fit. It was not a world shaped for nuance or subtlety.
Then
Tabor drew silent, for one by one, in response to Levon’s gesture, the hunters
of the third tribe set out after their prey. Dave saw the first of them, low
and melded to his flying horse, intersect the edge of the racing swift. The man
picked his target, slid into place beside it; then Dave, his jaw dropping, saw
the hunter leap from horse to eltor, dagger flashing, and, with a succinct
slash, sever the beast’s jugular. The eltor fell, the weight of the Dalrei
pulling it away from the body of the swift. The hunter disengaged from the
falling beast, hit the ground himself at frightening speed, rolled, and was up,
his dagger raised in red triumph.
Levon
raised his own blade in response, but most of the other men were already flying
alongside the swift. Dave saw the next man kill with a short, deadly throw. His
eltor fell, almost in its tracks. Another hunter, riding with unbelievable
skill, held to his mount with his legs only, leaning far out over the back of a
madly racing eltor, to stab from horseback and bring down his beast.
“Uh-oh,”
Tabor said sharply. “Navon’s trying to be fancy.” Shifting his glance, Dave saw
that one of the boys he’d guarded the night before was showing off on
his first hunt. Riding his horse while standing up, Navon smoothly cut in close
to one of the eltor. Taking careful aim, he threw from his standing
position—and missed. The flung blade whipped just over the neck of the prey and
fell harmlessly.
“Idiot!”
Tabor exclaimed, as Navon slumped down on his mount. Even at a distance Dave
could see the young Rider’s dejection. “It was a good try,” he offered. “No,”
Tabor snapped, his eyes never leaving the hunters. “He shouldn’t be doing that
on his first hunt, especially when Levon has trusted him by taking only twenty
for seventeen. Now if anyone else is
unlucky. . . .”
Turning
back to the hunt, Dave picked out the other new Rider. Barth, on a brown
stallion, went in with cool efficiency, picked out his eltor and, wasting no
time, pulled alongside, leaped from his horse, and stabbing, as the first
hunter had done, brought his beast down.
“Good,”
Tabor muttered, a little grudgingly. “He did well. See, he even pulled it down
to the outside, away from the others. The leap is the surest way, though you
can get hurt doing it.”
And
sure enough, though Barth rose holding a dagger aloft, it was in his left hand,
and his right hung down at his side. Levon saluted him back. Dave turned to
Tabor to ask a question, but was stopped cold by the stricken expression on his
companion’s face.
“Please,”
Tabor whispered, almost a prayer. “Let it be soon. Oh, Davor, if Gereint
doesn’t name me this summer, I will die of shame!” Dave couldn’t think of a
single thing to say. So, after a moment, he just asked his question. “Does
Levon go in, too, or will he just watch?”
Tabor
collected himself. “He only kills if the others have failed, then he must make
up the numbers himself. It is a shameful thing, though, if the leader must
kill, which is why most tribes take many more hunters than they need.” There
was pride in Tabor’s voice again. “It is a thing of great honor to take only a
few extra Riders, or none, though no one does that. The third tribe is known
now over all the Plain for how bold we are on the hunt. I wish, though, that
Levon had been more careful with two new ones today. My father would have—oh,
no!”
Dave
saw it, too. The eltor picked out by the fifteenth Rider stumbled, just as the
hunter threw, and the blade hit an antler only and glanced away. The eltor
recovered and raced off, head high, its mane blown gracefully back.
Tabor
was suddenly very still, and after a quick calculation Dave realized why: no
one else could miss. Levon had cut it very fine.
The
sixteenth hunter, an older man, had already peeled off from the small group
remaining. Dave saw that the Riders who had already killed were racing along on
the far side of the swift. They had turned the eltor so the beasts were now
running back south along the other side of the knoll. All the kills, he
realized, would be close together. It was an efficient process, well judged. If
no one else missed.
The
sixteenth hunter played no games. In fast, his blade high, he picked a slower animal,
leaped, and stabbed, pulling it clear. He rose, dagger lifted.
“A
fat one,” Tabor said, trying to mask his tension. “Gereint’ll want that one
tonight.”
The
seventeenth man killed, too, throwing from almost directly over top of his
eltor. He made it look easy.
“Tore
won’t miss,” Dave heard Tabor say, and saw the now familiar shiftless figure
whip past their knoll.
Tore
singled out an eltor, raced south with it for several strides, then threw with
arrogant assurance. The eltor dropped, almost at their feet. Tore saluted
briefly, then sped off to join the other Riders on the far side of the swift.
Seeing that throw, Dave remembered the urgach falling two nights before. He
felt like cheering for Tore, but there was one more to go, and he could feel
Tabor’s anxiety.
“Cechtar’s
very good,” the boy breathed. Dave saw a big man on a chestnut horse leave
Levon’s side—the leader was alone now, just below them. Cechtar galloped
confidently towards the racing swift that the others were steering past the
knoll. His knife was drawn already, and the man’s carriage on his horse was
solid and reassuring.
Then
the horse hit a tummock of grass and stumbled. Cechtar kept his seat, but the
damage was done—the knife, prematurely upraised, had flown from his hand to
fall harmlessly short of the nearest animal.
Hardly
breathing, Dave turned to see what Levon would do. Beside him, Tabor was moaning
in an agony of distress. “Oh no, oh no,” he repeated. “We are shamed. It’s a
disgrace for all three Riders, and Levon especially for misjudging. There’s
nothing he can do. I feel sick!”
“He
has to kill now?”
“Yes,
and he will. But it doesn’t make any difference, there’s nothing he can—oh!”
Tabor
stopped, for Levon, moving his horse forward very deliberately, had shouted a
command to Tore and the others. Watching, Dave saw the hunters race to turn the
eltor yet again, so that after a wide arc had been described, the swift, a
quarter of a mile away now, were flying back north, five hundred strong on the
east side of the knoll.
“What’s
he doing?” Dave asked softly.
“I
don’t know, I don’t understand. Unless . . .” Levon began to ride slowly
eastward, but after a few strides he turned his horse to stand motionless,
square in the path of the swift.
“What
the hell?” Dave breathed.
“Oh,
Levon, no!” Tabor screamed suddenly. The boy clutched Dave’s arm,
his face white with terrified understanding. “He’s trying Revor’s Kill. He’s
going to kill himself!”
Dave
felt his own rush of fear hit, as he grasped what Levon was trying to do. It
was impossible, though; it was insanity. Was the hunt leader committing suicide
out of shame?
In
frozen silence they watched from the knoll as the massed swift, slightly
wedge-shaped behind a huge lead animal, raced over the grass towards the still
figure of Tabor’s yellow-haired brother. The other hunters, too, Dave was dimly
aware, had stopped riding. The only sound was the rapidly growing thunder of
the onrushing eltor.
Unable
to take his eyes away from the hunt leader, Dave saw Levon, moving without
haste, dismount to stand in front of his horse. The eltor were very close now,
flying; the sound of the drumming hooves filled the air.
The horse was utterly still. That, too, Dave
registered, then he saw Levon unhurriedly draw his blade.
The lead eltor was fifty yards away.
Then twenty.
Levon raised his arm and, without pausing, the whole
thing one seamless motion, threw.
The
blade hit the giant animal directly between the eyes; it broke stride,
staggered, then fell at Levon’s feet. Right at Levon’s feet.
His
fists clenched tightly with raw emotion, Dave saw the other animals instantly
scythe out away from the fallen leader and form two smaller swifts, one angling
east, one west, dividing in a cloud of dust precisely at the point where the
fallen eltor lay.
Where
Levon, his yellow hair blowing free, stood quietly stroking his horse’s muzzle,
having stolen in that moment, with an act of incandescent gallantry, great
honor for his people from the teeth of shame. As a leader should.
Dave
became aware that he was shouting wildly, that Tabor, tears in his eyes, was
hugging him fiercely and pounding his sore shoulders, and that he had an arm
around the boy and was hugging him back. It was not, it never had been the sort
of thing he did, but it was all right now, it was more than all right.
Ivor
was astonished at the fury he felt. A rage such as this he could not remember.
Levon had almost died, he told himself, that was why. A foolhardy piece of
bravado, it had been. Ivor should have insisted on twenty-five Riders. He,
Ivor, was still Chieftain of the third tribe.
And
that vehement thought gave him pause. Was it only fear for Levon that sparked
his anger? After all, it was over now; Levon was fine, he was better than fine.
The whole tribe was afire with what he had done. Revor’s Kill. Levon’s
reputation was made; his deed would dominate the midwinter gathering of the
nine tribes at Celidon. His name would soon be ringing the length of the Plain.
I
feel old, Ivor
realized. I’m jealous. I’ve got a son who can do Revor’s Kill. What
did that make him? Was he just Levon’s father now, the last part of his name?
Which
led to another thought: did all fathers feel this way when their sons became
men? Men of achievement, of names that eclipsed the father’s? Was there always
the sting of envy to temper the burst of pride? Had Banor felt that way when
twenty-year-old Ivor had made his first speech at Celidon and earned the praise
of all the elders for the wisdom of his words?
Probably,
he thought, remembering his father with love. Probably he had, and, Ivor
realized, it didn’t matter. It really didn’t. It was part of the way of things,
part of the procession all men made towards the knowing hour.
If
he had a virtue, Ivor reflected, something of his nature he wanted his sons to
have, it was tolerance. He smiled wryly. It would be ironic if that tolerance
could not be extended to himself.
Which
reminded him. His sons; and his daughter. He had to have a talk with Liane.
Feelingly decidedly better, Ivor went looking for his middle child.
Revor’s
Kill. Oh, by Ceinwen’s bow, he was proud!
The
Feast of the New Hunters started formally at sundown, the tribe gathering in
the huge central area of the camp, from where the smell of slowly roasting game
had been wafting all afternoon. Truly, this would be a celebration: two new
Riders and Levon’s deed that morning. A feat that had obliterated the failures
before. No one, not even Gereint, could remember the last time it had been
done. “Not since Revor himself!” one of the hunters had shouted, a little
drunkenly.
All
the hunters from the morning were a little drunk; they had started early, Dave
among them, on the clear, harsh liquor the Dalrei brewed. The mood of mingled
relief and euphoria on the ride home had been completely infectious and Dave
had let himself go with it. There didn’t seem to be any reason to hold back.
Through
it all, drinking round for round with them, Levon seemed almost unaffected by
what he had done. Looking for it, Dave could find no arrogance, no hidden sense
of superiority in Ivor’s older son. It had to be there, he thought, suspicious,
as he always was. But looking one more time at Levon as he walked between him
and Ivor to the feast—he was guest of honor, it seemed—Dave found himself
reluctantly changing his mind. Is a horse arrogant or superior? He didn’t think
so. Proud, yes; there was great pride in the bay stallion that had stood so
still with Levon that morning, but it wasn’t a pride that diminished anything
or anyone else. It was simply part of what the stallion was.
Levon was like that, Dave decided.
It
was one of his last really coherent thoughts, for with the sunset the feast
began. The eltor meat was superlative; broiled slowly over open fires, seasoned
with spices he didn’t recognize, it was better than anything he’d ever tasted
in his life. When the sizzling slices of meat started to go around, the
drinking among the tribesmen got quite serious as well.
Dave
was seldom drunk; he didn’t like surrendering the edge of control, but he was
in a strange space that evening, a whole other country. A whole other world,
even. He didn’t hold back.
Sitting
by Ivor’s side, he suddenly realized that he hadn’t seen Tore since the hunt.
Looking around the firelit pandemonium, he finally spotted the dark man
standing by himself, off on the edge of the circle of light cast by the fires.
Dave
rose, not too steadily. Ivor raised an inquiring eyebrow. “It’s Tore,” Dave
mumbled. “Why’s he on his own? Shouldn’t be. He should be here. Hell, we . . .
we killed an urgach together, me and him.” Ivor nodded, as if the stumbling
discourse had been lucid explanation.
“Truly,”
the Chieftain said quietly. Turning to his daughter, who was serving him just
then, he added, “Liane, will you go and bring Tore to sit by me?”
“Can’t,”
Liane said. “Sorry. Have to go get ready for the dancing.” And she was gone,
quick, mercurial, into the confused shadows. Ivor, Dave saw, did not look
happy.
He
strode off to fetch Tore himself. Stupid girl, he thought, with some anger,
she’s avoiding him because his father was exiled and she’s chief’s daughter.
He
came up to Tore in the half-dark, just beyond the cast glow of the many fires.
The other man, chewing on an eltor haunch, merely grunted a hello. That was
okay. Didn’t need to talk; talkers bugged Dave anyhow.
They stood awhile in silence. It was cooler beyond
the fires; the wind felt easy, refreshing. It sobered him a little.
“How do you feel?” he asked finally.
“Better,” Tore said. And after a moment, “Your
shoulder?”
“Better,”
Dave replied. When you didn’t say a lot, he thought, you said the important
things. In the shadows with Tore, he felt no real desire to go back to the
center of the clearing. It was better here, feeling the wind. You could see the
stars, too. You couldn’t in the firelight; or in Toronto, either, he thought.
On
impulse he turned around. There it was. Tore turned to look with him. Together
they gazed at the white magnificence of Rangat.
“There’s someone under there?” Dave asked softly.
“Yes,” said Tore briefly. “Bound.”
“Loren told us.”
“He cannot die.”
Which was not comforting. “Who is he?” Dave asked
with some diffidence.
For
a moment Tore was silent, then: “We do not name him by his name. In Brennin
they do, I am told, and in Cathal, but it is the Dalrei who dwell under the
shadow of Rangat. When we speak of him, it is as Maugrim, the Unraveller.”
Dave
shivered, though it wasn’t cold. The Mountain was shining in the moonlight, its
peak so high he had to tilt his head back to take it in. He wrestled then with
a difficult thought.
“It’s
so great,” he said. “So tremendous. Why’d they put him under something so
beautiful? Now every time you look at it, you have to think about. . . .” He
trailed off. Words were too tough, sometimes. Most of the time.
Tore was looking at him with sharp understanding,
though. “That,” he said softly, “is why they did it.” And he turned back to the
lights.
Turning
with him, Dave saw that some of the fires were being put out, leaving a ring of
flame, around which the Dalrei were gathering. He looked at Tore.
“Dancing,”
his companion said. “The women and boys.”
And
a moment later Dave saw a number of young girls enter the ring of fire and
begin an intricate, weaving dance to a tune laid down by two old men with
curiously shaped stringed instruments. It was pretty, he supposed, but dancing
wasn’t really his thing. His eyes wandered away, and he spotted the old shaman,
Gereint. Gereint was holding a piece of meat in each hand, one light, one dark.
He was taking turns biting from each. Dave snorted and nudged Tore to look.
Tore
laughed, too, softly. “He should be fat,” he said. “I don’t know why he isn’t.”
Dave grinned. Just then Navon, still looking sheepish about his failure that
morning, came by with a flask. Dave and Tore each drank, then watched the new
Rider walk off. Still a boy, Dave thought, but he’s a hunter now.
“He’ll
be all right,” Tore murmured. “I think he learned his lesson this morning.”
“He
wouldn’t be around to have learned it if you didn’t use a knife as well as you
do. That,” Dave said for the first time, “was some throw the other night.”
“I
wouldn’t have been around to throw it if you hadn’t saved my life,” Tore said.
Then after a moment he grinned, his teeth white in the darkness. “We did all
right back there.”
“Damn
right,” said Dave, grinning back.
The
young girls had gone, to cheerful applause. A larger operation began now, with
the older boys joining a number of the women. Dave saw Tabor move to the center
of the circle, and after a moment he realized that they were dancing the
morning’s hunt. The music was louder now, more compelling. Another man had
joined the two musicians.
They
danced it all, with stylized, ritual gestures. The women, their hair loose and
flowing, were the eltor, and the boys mimed the Riders they would one day be.
It was beautifully done, even to the individual quirks and traits of the
hunters. Dave recognized the characteristic head tilt of the second Rider in
the boy who imitated him. There was enthusiastic applause for that, then there
was laughter as another boy danced Navon’s flashy failure. It was indulgent laughter,
though, and even the other two misses were greeted with only brief regret,
because everyone knew what was coming.
Tabor
had untied his hair for this. He looked older, more assured—or was it just the
role, Dave wondered, as he saw Ivor’s younger son dance, with palpable pride
and surprisingly graceful restraint, his older brother’s kill.
Seeing
it again in the dance, Dave cheered as loudly as everyone else when the young
woman dancing the lead eltor fell at Tabor’s feet, and all the other women
streamed around him, turning at the edge of the circle defined by the fires to
form a whirling kaleidoscope of movement about the still figure of Tabor dan
Ivor. It was well done, Dave thought, really well done. A head taller than
everyone there, he could see it all. When Tabor glanced at him across the
massed people in between, Dave gave him a high, clenched-fist gesture of
approval. He saw Tabor, despite his role, flush with pleasure. Good kid. Solid.
When
it ended, the crowd grew restive again; the dancing seemed to be over. Dave
looked at Tore and mimed a drinking motion. Tore shook his head and pointed.
Looking
back, Dave saw that Liane had entered the circle of fire.
She
was dressed in red and had done something to her face; her color was high and
striking. She wore golden jewelry on each arm and about her throat; it glinted
and flashed in the firelight as she moved, and it seemed to Dave as if she had
suddenly become a creature of flame herself.
The
crowd grew quiet as she waited. Then Liane, instead of dancing, spoke. “We have
cause to celebrate,” she sang out. “The kill of Levon dan Ivor will be told at
Celidon this winter, and for many winters after.” There was a roar of approval;
Liane let it die down. “That kill,” she said, “may not be the brightest deed we
have reason to honor tonight.” The crowd hushed in perplexity. “There was
another act of courage done,” Liane continued, “a darker one, in the night
wood, and it should be known and celebrated by all of the third tribe.”
What?
Dave thought. Uh-oh.
It
was all he had time for. “Bring forth Tore dan Sorcha,” cried Liane, “and with
him Davor, our guest, that we may honor them!”
“Here
they are!” a high voice cried from behind Dave, and suddenly goddamn Tabor was
pushing him forward, and Levon, smiling broadly, had Tore by the arm, and the
two sons of Ivor led them through the parting crowd to stand beside the
Chieftain.
With
excruciating self-consciousness, Dave stood exposed in the light of the fires,
and heard Liane continue in the rapt silence.
“You
do not know,” she cried to the tribe, “of what I speak, so I will dance it for
you.” Oh, God, Dave thought. He was, he knew, beet-red. “Let us do them
honor,” Liane said, more softly, “and let Tore dan Sorcha no more be named
Outcast in this tribe, for know you that these two killed an urgach in Faelinn
Grove two nights ago.”
They
hadn’t known, Dave realized, wishing he could find a place to disappear,
knowing Tore felt the same. From the electric response of the tribe, it was
clear that they hadn’t had a clue.
Then
the music began, and gradually his color receded, for no one was looking at him
anymore: Liane was dancing between the fires.
She
was doing it all, he marveled, spellbound, doing it all herself. The two
sleeping boys in the wood, Tore, himself, the very texture, the mood of Faelinn
Grove at night—and then somehow, unbelievably, whether it was alcohol or
firelight or some alchemy of art, he saw the urgach again, huge, terrifying,
swinging its giant sword.
But
there was only a girl in the ring of fire, only a girl and her shadow, dancing,
miming, becoming the scene she shaped, offering it to all of them. He saw his
own instinctive leap, then Tore’s, the urgach’s brutal blow that had sent Tore
smashing into a tree. . . .
She
had it dead-on, he realized, astonished. Then he smiled, even through his
wonder and stirring pride: of course, she’d listened in while they told Ivor.
He felt like laughing suddenly, like crying, like some kind, any kind of
articulation of emotion as he watched Liane dance his own desperate parry of
the urgach’s sword, and then, finally, Tore’s hurled dagger—she was Tore, she
was the blade, and then the toppling, like a mighty tree, of the beast. She was
all of it, entire, and she wasn’t a stupid girl after all.
Ivor
saw the urgach sway and fall, and then the dancer was herself again, Liane, and
she was whirling between the fires, her bare feet flying, jewelry flashing on
her arms, moving so fast her hair, short as it was, lifted behind her as she
exploded in a wild celebration of dance, of the deed in the night wood, of this
night, and the next, and the days, all of them, of everything there was before
the hour came that knew your name.
With
a lump in his throat he saw her slow, the motion winding down until she stopped,
her hands across her breasts, her head lowered, motionless, the still point
between the fires; between the stars, it seemed to him.
A
moment the third tribe was still with her, then there came an explosion of
cheering that must have rocketed beyond the camp, Ivor thought, beyond the
lights of men, far out into the wide dark of the night plain.
He
looked for Leith in that moment, and saw her standing among the women on the
other side of the fires. No tears for her; she was not that sort of woman. But
he knew her well enough after so many years to read the expression on her face.
Let the tribe think the Chieftain’s wife cool, efficient, unruffled; he knew
better. He grinned at her, and laughed when she flushed and looked away, as if
unmasked.
The
tribe was still buzzing with the catharsis of the dance and the killing that
had led to it. Even in this, Liane had been wilful, for he was not at all sure
this was how he would have chosen to tell them of the urgach, and it was his
place to decide. It couldn’t be kept hidden, for the auberei would have to take
word on their ride to Celidon tomorrow, but once more, it seemed, his middle
child had gone her own way.
How
could he be angry, though, after this? It was always so hard, Ivor found, to
stay angry with Liane. Leith was better at it. Mothers and daughters; there was
less indulgence there.
She
had judged it rightly, though, he thought, watching her walk over to Tore and
the stranger and kiss them both. Seeing Tore redden, Ivor decided that not the
least cause for joy this night might be the reclaiming of the outcast by this
tribe. And then Gereint rose.
It
was remarkable how tuned the tribe was to him. As soon as the blind shaman
moved forward into the space between the fires, some collective thread of
instinct alerted even the most intoxicated hunter. Gereint never had to gesture
or wait for silence.
He’d
looked silly before, Ivor reflected, watching the shaman move unassisted
between the flames. Not anymore. However he might look with eltor juice
dripping from his chin, when Gereint rose in the night to address the tribe,
his voice was the voice of power.
He
spoke for Ceinwen and Cernan, for the night wind and the dawn wind, all the
unseen world. The hollowed sockets of his eyes gave testimony. He had paid the
price.
“Cernan
came to me with the greyness of dawn,” Gereint said quietly. Cernan, thought
Ivor, god of the wild things, of wood and plain, Lord of the eltor, brother and
twin to Ceinwen of the Bow.
“I
saw him clear,” Gereint went on. “The horns upon his head, seven-tined for a
King, the dark flash of his eyes, the majesty of him.” A sound like wind in
tall grass swept through the tribe.
“He
spoke a name to me,” Gereint said. “A thing that has never happened in all my
days. Cernan named to me this morning Tabor dan Ivor, and called him to his
fast.”
Tabor. And not just named
by the shaman after a dream. Summoned by the god himself. A thrill of awe
touched Ivor like a ghostly finger in the dark. For a moment he felt as if he
were alone on the Plain. There was a shadow with him, only a shadow, but it was
the god. Cernan knew his name; Tabor dan Ivor, he had called.
The
Chieftain was brought unceremoniously back to the reality of the camp by the
high scream of a woman. Liane, of course. He knew without looking. Flying
across the ring, almost knocking over the shaman in her haste, she sped to
Tabor’s side, no longer a red spirit of dance and flame, only a quicksilver,
coltish girl fiercely hugging her brother. Levon was there, too, Ivor saw; more
quietly, but as fast, his open face flashing a broad smile of delight. The
three of them together. Fair and brown and brown. His.
So
Tabor was in Faelinn tomorrow. At that thought, he looked over and saw Tore
gazing at him. He received a smile and a reassuring nod from the dark man, and
then, with surprise and pleasure, another from giant Davor, who had been so
lucky for them. Tabor would be guarded in the wood.
He
looked for Leith again across the ring of fire. And with a twist in his heart,
Ivor saw how beautiful she was, how very beautiful still, and then he saw the
tears in her eyes. Youngest child, he thought, a mother and her youngest. He
had a sudden overwhelming sense of the wonder, the strangeness, the deep, deep
richness of things. It filled him, it expanded within his breast. He couldn’t
hold it in, it was so much, so very much.
Moving
within the ring to a music of his own, Ivor, the Chieftain, not so old after
all, not so very, danced his joy for his children, all of them.
Chapter
12
Tabor,
at least, was no baby. Ivor’s son, Levon’s brother, he knew where to lie in the
wood at night. He was sheltered and hidden and could move easily at need. Tore
approved.
He
and Davor were in Faelinn Grove again. Their guest had, surprisingly, elected
to delay his journey south in order to watch over the boy with him. Tabor, Tore
thought, had made a strong impression. It wasn’t unusual: he liked the boy
himself. Characteristically, Tore gave no thought to the possibility that he
himself might be another reason for Dave’s reluctance to leave.
Tore
had other things to think about. In fact, he had been of two minds about being
accompanied that night. He had been looking forward to solitude and dark since
the festival. Too much had happened there, and too quickly. Too many people had
come over to embrace him after Liane’s dance. And in the night, long after the
fires had burned down, Kerrin dal Ragin had slipped into the room Levon had
insisted he take in the camp. Levon had been smiling when they talked, and when
Kerrin appeared in the doorway, Tore had belatedly understood why. Kerrin was
very pretty, and much talked about among the hunters; her giggling, scented
arrival was not the sort of thing an outcast grew accustomed to.
It
had been very nice, more than that, in fact. But what had followed her arrival
in his bed did not admit of leisure or tranquillity to let him reflect on all
that had occurred.
He’d
needed to be alone, but Davor’s company was the next best thing. The big man
was inclined to silence himself, and Tore could sense that the stranger had
things of his own to think about. In any case, they were there to guard Tabor,
and he’d not have wanted to meet another urgach alone. The Chieftain had given
Davor an axe—the best weapon for one of his size, without training in the
sword.
So,
weapons to hand this time, the two of them had settled down against a pair of
trees close to where Tabor lay. It was a mild easy night. Tore, outcast no
longer, it seemed, let his mind go back, past Kerrin’s fair, silken hair, past
the naming of Tabor by the god, the tumult of the tribe’s response to what he
and Davor had done, to the still point, the heart of everything, the moment for
which he needed the dark and solitude.
Liane had kissed him when her dance was done.
Fingering the haft of his axe, enjoying the
balanced, solid feel of it, Dave realized that he even liked the name they had
given him.
Davor. It sounded far more formidable than Dave.
Davor of the Axe. Axewielder. Davor dan Ivor—
Which
stopped him. From that thought he could feel himself backing away; it was too
exposed to even let it surface inside.
Beside
him, Tore sat quietly, his dark eyes hidden; he seemed lost in reverie. Well,
Dave thought, I guess he won’t be an outcast anymore, not after last night.
Which
took him back. His, too, had been a tiring night. Three girls, no less, had
made their way through Ivor’s doorway to the room where Dave slept. Or didn’t,
after all, sleep.
God,
he remembered thinking at one point, I’ll bet there’s a lot of kids born nine
months after one of these feasts. A good life, he decided, being a Rider of the
Dalrei, of the third tribe, of the children of Ivor—He sat up abruptly. Tore
glanced at him, but made no comment. You have a father, Dave told
himself sternly. And a mother and brother. You’re a law student in Toronto,
and a basketball player, for God’s sake.
“In
that order?” he remembered Kim Ford teasing, the first time they’d met; or had
Kevin Laine put it the other way around? He couldn’t remember. Already the time
before the crossing seemed astonishingly remote. The Dalrei were real,
Martyniuk thought. This axe, the wood, Tore—his kind of person. And there was
more.
His
mind looped back again to the night before, and this time it zeroed in on the
thing that mattered much more than it should, more, he knew, than he could
allow it to. Still, it did. He leaned back against the tree again, going with
the memory.
Liane
had kissed him when her dance was done.
They
heard it at the same time: something crashing loudly through the trees. Tore,
child of night and woods, knew immediately—only someone who wanted to be heard
would make so much noise. He didn’t bother moving.
Dave,
however, felt his heart lurch with apprehension. “What the hell is that?” he
whispered fiercely, grabbing for his axe.
“Her
brother, I think,” Tore said, inadvisedly, and felt himself go crimson in the
dark.
Even
Dave, far from a perceptive man, could hardly miss that one. When Levon finally
emerged through the trees, he found the two of them sitting in an awkward
silence.
“I
couldn’t sleep,” he offered apologetically. “I thought I might watch with you.
Not that you need me, but . . .”
There
was truly no guile, no hauteur in Levon. The man who had just done Revor’s
Kill, who would one day lead the tribe, was sheepishly requesting their
indulgence.
“Sure,” Dave said. “He’s
your brother. Come sit down.”
Tore
managed a short nod. His heartbeat was slowing, though, and after a time he
decided he didn’t really mind if Davor knew. I’ve never had a friend, he thought
suddenly. This is the sort of thing you talk to friends about.
It
was all right that Levon had come; Levon was unlike anyone else. And he had
done something the morning before that Tore was not sure he would have dared to
try. The realization was a hard one for a proud man, and a different person
might have hated Levon for it. Tore, however, measured out his respect in terms
of such things. Two friends, he thought, I have two friends here.
Though
he could only speak of her to one of them.
That
one was having problems. Tore’s slip had registered, and Dave felt a need to
walk the implications out. He rose. “I’m going to check on him,” he said.
“Right back.”
He
didn’t do much thinking, though. This wasn’t the sort of situation Dave
Martyniuk could handle, so he ducked it. He carried the axe, careful not to
make a noise with it; he tried to move as quietly as Tore did in the wood. It’s
not even a situation, he told himself abruptly. I’m leaving
tomorrow.
He
had spoken aloud. A night bird whirred suddenly from a branch overhead,
startling him.
He
came to the place where Tabor was hidden—and well hidden, too. It had taken
Tore almost an hour to find him. Even looking straight at the spot, Dave could
barely make out the shape of the boy in the hollow he’d chosen. Tabor would be
asleep, Tore had explained earlier. The shaman had made a drink that would
ensure this, and open the mind to receive what might come to wake him.
Good
kid, Dave thought. He’d never had a younger brother, wondered how he would have
behaved toward one. A lot better than Vince did, the bitter thought came. A
hell of a lot better than Vincent.
A
moment longer he watched Tabor’s hollow, then, assured there was no danger to
be seen, he turned away. Not quite ready to rejoin the other two, Dave took an
angled route back through the grove.
He
hadn’t seen the glade before. He almost stumbled into it, checked himself
barely in time. Then he crouched down, as silently as he could.
There
was a small pool, glittering silver in the moonlight. The grass, too, was
tinted silver, it seemed dewy and fragrant, new somehow. And there was a stag,
a full-grown buck, drinking from the pool.
Dave
found he was holding his breath, keeping his body utterly still. The moonlit
scene was so beautiful, so serene, it seemed to be a gift, a bestowing. He was
leaving tomorrow, riding south to Paras Derval, the first stage of the road
home. He would never be here again, see anything like this.
Should
I not weep ? he
thought, aware that even such a question was a world away from the normal
workings of his mind. But he was, he was a world away.
And
then, as the hairs rose up on the back of his neck, Dave became aware that
there was someone else beside the glade.
He
knew before he even looked, which is what caused the awe: her presence had been
made manifest in ways he scarcely comprehended. The very air, the moonlight,
now reflected it.
Turning,
in silence and dread, Dave saw a woman with a bow standing partway around the
glade from where he crouched in darkness. She was clad in green, all in green,
and her hair was the same silver as the moonlight. Very tall she was, queenly,
and he could not have said if she was young or old, or the color of her eyes,
because there was a light in her face that made him avert his face, abashed and
afraid.
It
happened very quickly. A second bird flew suddenly, flapping its wings loudly,
from a tree. The stag raised its head in momentary alarm, a magnificent
creature, a king of the wood. Out of the corner of his eye—for he dared not
look directly—Dave saw the woman string an arrow to her bow. A moment, a bare
pulsation of time, slipped past as the frieze held: the stag with its head high,
poised to flee, the moonlight on the glade, on the water, the huntress with her
bow.
Then
the arrow was loosed and it found the long, exposed throat of the stag.
Dave
hurt for the beast, for blood on that silvered grass, for the crumpled fall of
a thing so noble.
What
happened next tore a gasp of wonder from the core of his being. Where the dead
stag lay, a shimmer appeared in the glade, a sheen of moonlight it seemed at
first; then it darkened, took shape and then substance, and finally Dave saw
another stag, identical, stand unafraid, unwounded, majestic, beside the body
of the slain one. A moment it stood thus, then the great horns were lowered in
homage to the huntress, and it was gone from the glade.
It
was a thing of too much moonlit power, too much transcendency; there was an
ache within him, an appalled awareness of his own—
“Stand! For I would see you before you die.”
Of his own mortality.
With
trembling limbs, Dave Martyniuk rose to stand before the goddess with her bow.
He saw, without surprise, the arrow leveled on his heart, knew with certainty
that he would not rise to bow to her once that shaft was in his breast.
“Come forward.”
A curious, other-worldly calm descended upon Dave as
he moved into the moonlight. He dropped the axe before his feet; it glittered
on the grass.
“Look at me.”
Drawing a deep breath, Dave raised his eyes and
looked, as best he could, upon the shining of her face. She was beautiful, he
saw, more beautiful than hope.
“No
man of Fionavar,” the goddess said, “may see Ceinwen hunt.”
It
gave him an out, but it was cheap, shallow, demeaning. He didn’t want it.
“Goddess,”
he heard himself say, wondering at his own calm, “it was not intentional, but
if there is a price to be paid, I will pay it.”
A
wind stirred the grass. “There is another answer you could have made, Dave
Martyniuk,” Ceinwen said.
Dave was silent.
An owl suddenly burst from the tree behind him,
cutting like a shadow across the crescent of the moon and away. The third one,
a corner of his mind said.
Then he heard the bowstring sing. I am
dead, he had time, amazingly, to think, before the arrow thudded into the
tree inches above his head.
His heart was sore. There was so much. He could feel
the quivering of the long shaft; the feathers touched his hair.
“Not
all need die,” Green Ceinwen said. “Courage will be needed. You have sworn to
pay a price to me, though, and one day I will claim it. Remember.”
Dave
sank to his knees; his legs would not bear him up before her any longer. There
was such a glory in her face, in the shining of her hair.
“One
thing more,” he heard her say. He dared not look up. “She is not for you.”
So
his very heart lay open, and how should it be otherwise? But this, this he had
decided for himself; he wanted her to know. He reached for the power of speech,
a long way.
“No,”
he said. “I know. She’s Tore’s.”
And
the goddess laughed. “Has she no other choice?” Ceinwen said mockingly, and
disappeared.
Dave,
on his knees, lowered his head into his hands. His whole body began to shake
violently. He was still like that when Tore and Levon came looking for him.
When
Tabor woke, he was ready. There was no disorientation. He was in Faelinn, and
fasting, and he was awake because it was time. He looked about, opening
himself, prepared to receive what had come, his secret name, the ambit of his
soul.
At
which point, disorientation did set in. He was still in Faelinn, still in his
hollow, even, but the wood had changed. Surely there had been no cleared space
before him; he would never have chosen such a place, there was no such
place near this hollow.
Then
he saw that the night sky had a strange color to it, and with a tremor of fear
he understood that he was still asleep, he was dreaming, and would find his
animal in the strange country of this dream. It was not usual, he knew; usually
you woke to see your totem. Mastering fear as best he could, Tabor waited. It
came from the sky.
Not
a bird. No hawk or eagle—he had hoped, they all did—nor even an owl. No, his
heart working strangely, Tabor realized then that the clearing was needed for
the creature to land.
She
did, so lightly the grass seemed scarcely to be supporting her. Lying very
still, Tabor confronted his animal. With an effort, then, a very great effort,
he stretched himself out, mind and soul, to the impossible creature that had
come for him. It did not exist, this exquisite thing that stood gazing calmly
back at him in the strangely hued night. It did not exist, but it would, he
knew, as he felt her enter him, become a part of him as he of her, and he
learned her name even as he learned what it was the god had summoned him to
find and be found by.
For
a last moment, the very last, the youngest child of Ivor heard, as if someone
else were speaking, a part of himself whisper, “An eagle would have been
enough.”
It
was true. It would have been more than enough, but it was not so. Standing very
still before him, the creature appeared to understand his thought. He felt her
then, gently, in his mind. Do not reject me, he heard as from
within, while her great, astonishing eyes never left his own. We will have
only each other at the last.
He
understood. It was in his mind, and then in his heart also. It was very deep;
he hadn’t known he went so deep. In response he stretched forth a hand. The
creature lowered her head, and Tabor touched the offered horn.
“Imraith-Nimphais,”
he said, remembered saying, before the universe went dark.
“Hola!”
cried Ivor joyously. “See who comes! Let there be rejoicing, for see, the
Weaver sends a new Rider to us.”
But
as Tabor drew nearer, Ivor could see that it had been a difficult fast. He had
found his animal—such was written in every movement he made—but he had clearly
gone a long way. It was not unusual, it was good, even. A sign of a deeper
merger with the totem.
It
was only when Tabor walked up close to him that Ivor felt the first touch of
apprehension.
No
boy came back from a true fast looking quite the same; they were boys no
longer, it had to show in their faces. But what he saw in his son’s eyes
chilled Ivor to the core, even in the morning sunshine of the camp.
No
one else seemed to notice; the tumult of welcome resounded as it always did,
louder even, for the son of the Chieftain who had been called by the god.
Called
to what, Ivor was thinking, as he walked beside his youngest child towards
Gereint’s house. Called to what?
He
smiled, though, to mask his concern, and saw that Tabor did so as well; with
his mouth only, not the eyes, and Ivor could feel a muscle jumping
spasmodically where he gripped his son’s arm.
Arriving
at Gereint’s door he knocked, and the two of them entered. It was dark inside,
as always, and the noise from without faded to a distant murmur of
anticipation.
Steadily, but with some care, Tabor walked forward
and knelt before the shaman. Gereint touched him affectionately on the
shoulder. Then Tabor lifted his head.
Even in the darkness Ivor saw Gereint’s harshly
checked motion of shock. He and Tabor faced each other, for what seemed a very
long time.
At length Gereint spoke, but not the words of
ritual. “This does not exist,” the shaman said. Ivor clenched his fists.
Tabor said, “Not yet.”
“It
is a true finding,” Gereint went on, as if he hadn’t heard. “But there is no
such animal. You have encompassed it?”
“I
think so,” Tabor said, and in his voice now was utter weariness. “I tried. I
think I did.”
“I
think so, too,” Gereint said, and there was wonder in his voice. “It is a very
great thing Tabor dan Ivor.”
Tabor
made a gesture of deprecation; it seemed to drain what reserves of endurance he
had left. “It just came,” he said, and toppled sideways to his father’s feet.
As
he knelt to cradle his unconscious son, Ivor heard the shaman say in his voice
of ritual, “His hour knows his name.” And then, differently, “May all the
powers of the Plain defend him.”
“From
what?” Ivor asked, knowing he should not.
Gereint
swung to face him. “This one I would tell you if I could, old friend, but truly
I do not know. He went so far the sky was changed.”
Ivor
swallowed. “Is it good?” he asked the shaman, who was supposed to know such
things. “Is it good, Gereint?”
After
too long a silence Gereint only repeated, “It is a very great thing,” which was
not what he needed to hear. Ivor looked down at Tabor, almost weightless in his
arms. He saw the tanned skin, straight nose, unlined brow of youth, the unruly
shock of brown hair, not long enough to tie properly, too long to wear loose—it
always seemed to be that way with Tabor, he thought.
“Oh,
my son,” Ivor murmured, and then again, rocking him back and forth as he always
used to, not so many years ago.
Chapter
13
Towards
sundown they pulled the horses to a halt in a small gully, only a depression,
really, defined by a series of low tummocks on the plain.
Dave
was a little unnerved by all the openness. Only the dark stretch of Pendaran
brooding to the west broke the long monotony of the prairie, and Pendaran
wasn’t a reassuring sight.
The
Dalrei were undisturbed, though; for them, clearly, this exposed spot on the
darkening earth was home. The Plain was their home, all of it. For twelve
hundred years, Dave remembered.
Levon
would allow no fires; supper was cold eltor meat and hard cheese, with river
water in flasks to wash it down. It was good, though, partly because Dave was ravenous
after the day’s ride. He was brutally tired as well, he realized, unfolding his
sleeping roll beside Tore’s.
Overtired,
he soon amended, for once inside the blanket he found that sleep eluded him.
Instead he lay awake under the wide sky, his mind circling restlessly back over
the day.
Tabor
had still been unconscious when they left in the morning. “He went far,” was
all the Chieftain would say, but his eyes could not mask concern, even in the
dark of Gereint’s house.
But
then the question of Tabor was put aside for a moment, as Dave told his own
story of the night glade and the Huntress, except for the very last, which was
his alone. There was a silence when he was done.
Cross-legged on his mat, Gereint asked, “ ‘Courage
will be needed’—she said exactly that?”
Dave
nodded, then remembered it was the shaman, and grunted a yes. Gereint rocked
back and forth after that, humming tunelessly to himself for a long time. So
long that it startled Dave when he finally spoke.
“You
must go south quickly, then, and quietly, I think. Something grows, and if
Silvercloak brought you, then you should be with him.”
“It
was only for the King’s festival,” Dave said. Nervousness made it sound sharper
than he meant.
“Perhaps,”
Gereint said, “but there are other threads appearing now.”
Which
wasn’t all that wonderful.
Turning
on his side, Dave could see the raised silhouette of Levon against the night
sky. It was deeply comforting to have that calm figure standing guard. Levon
hadn’t wanted to come at first, he remembered. Concern for his brother had left
him visibly torn.
It
was the Chieftain, asserting himself with absolute firmness, who had settled
the issue. Levon would be useless at home. Tabor was being cared for. It was
not, in any case, unusual for a faster to sleep a long time on his return.
Levon, Ivor reminded his older son, had done the same. Cechtar could lead the
hunt for ten days or two weeks—it would be good for him in any case, after the
loss of face caused by his failure two days ago.
No,
Ivor had said decisively, given Gereint’s injunction as to speed and secrecy,
it was important to get Dave—Davor, he said, as they all did—south to Paras
Derval safely. Levon would lead, with Tore beside him in a band of twenty. It was
decided.
Logical
and controlling, Dave had thought, and coolly efficient. But then he remembered
his own last conversation with Ivor.
The
horses had been readied. He had bidden formal, slightly stiff farewells to
Leith and then Liane—he was very bad at goodbyes. He’d been embarrassed, too,
by the knot of girls standing nearby. Ivor’s daughter had been elusive and
remote.
After,
he’d looked in on Tabor. The boy was feverish, and restless with it. Dave
wasn’t good with this, either. He’d made a confused gesture to Leith, who’d
come in with him. He hoped she’d understand, not that he could have said
exactly what he’d wanted to convey.
It
was after this that Ivor had taken him for that last stroll around the
perimeter of the camp.
“The
axe is yours,” the Chieftain had begun. “From what you have described, I doubt
you will have great use for it in your own world, but perhaps it will serve to
remind you of the Dalrei.” Ivor had frowned then. “A warlike remembrance, alas,
of the Children of Peace. Is there anything else you would . . . ?”
“No,”
Dave had said, flustered. “No, it’s fine. It’s great. I’ll ah, treasure it.”
Words. They had walked a few paces in silence, before Dave thought of a thing
he did want to say.
“Say
goodbye to Tabor for me, eh? I think . . . he’s a good kid. He’ll be all right,
won’t he?”
“I
don’t know,” Ivor had replied with disturbing frankness. They had turned at the
edge of the camp to walk north, facing the Mountain. By daylight Rangat was
just as dazzling, the white slopes reflecting the sunlight so brightly it hurt
the eye to see.
“I’m
sure he’ll be fine,” Dave had said lamely, aware of how asinine that sounded.
To cover it, he pushed on. “You’ve been, you know, really good to me here. I’ve
. . . learned a lot.” As he said it, he realized it was true.
For the first time Ivor smiled. “That pleases me,”
he said. “I like to believe we have things to teach.”
“Oh, yeah, for sure,” Dave said earnestly. “Of
course you do. If I could stay longer. . . .”
“If you could stay,” Ivor had said, stopping and
looking directly at Dave, “I think you would make a Rider.”
Dave
swallowed hard, and flushed with intense, self-conscious pleasure. He was
speechless; Ivor had noticed. “If,” the Chieftain had added, with a grin, “we
could ever find a proper horse for you!”
Sharing
the laugh, they resumed their walk. God, Dave was thinking, / really,
really like this man. It would have been nice to be able to say it.
But
then Ivor had thrown him the curve. “I don’t know what your encounter last
night means,” he had said softly, “but it means a good deal, I think. I am
sending Levon south with you, Davor. It is the right thing, though I hate to
see him go. He is young yet, and I love him very much. Will you take care of
him forme?”
Mean,
unbalancing curve ball. “What?” Dave had exclaimed, bridling reflexively at the
implications. “What are you talking about? He’s the one who knows where
he’s going! You want me to guard him? Shouldn’t it be the other way around?”
Ivor’s
expression was sad. “Ah, my son,” he had said gently, “you have far to go in
some ways. You, too, are young. Of course I told him to guard you as well, and
with everything he has. I tell you both. Don’t you see, Davor?”
He
did see. Too late, of course. And clearly, he’d been an idiot, again. Again.
And with no time to make it up, for they had looped full circle by then, and
Levon, Tore, and seventeen other Riders were already mounted, with what seemed
to be the whole third tribe turning out to see them off.
So
there had been no last private word. He’d hugged Ivor hard, though, hoping the
Chieftain would somehow know that it meant a lot for him to do that. Hoping,
but not knowing if.
Then
he had left, south for Brennin and the way home, the axe at his saddle side,
sleeping roll behind, a few other things behind as well, too far behind for
anything to be done.
On
the starlit dark of the Plain, Dave opened his eyes again. Levon was still
there, watching over them, over him. Kevin Laine would have known how to handle
that last talk, he thought, surprisingly, and slept.
On
the second day they started just before sunrise. Levon set a brisk but not a
killing pace; the horses would have to last, and the Dalrei knew how to judge
these things. They rode in a tight cluster, with three men, rotating every
second hour, sent ahead a half-mile. Quickly and quietly, Gereint had advised,
and they all knew Tore had seen svart alfar heading south two weeks before.
Levon might take calculated risks on the hunt, but he was not a rash man;
Ivor’s son could hardly be so. He kept them moving in a state of watchful
speed, and the trees at the outreaches of Pendaran rolled steadily by on their
right as the sun climbed in the sky.
Gazing
at the woods, less than a mile away, Dave was bothered by something. Kicking
his horse forward, he caught up with Levon at the head of the main party.
“Why,”
he asked, without preamble, “are we riding so close to the forest?”
Levon
smiled. “You are the seventh man to ask me that,” he said cheerfully. “It isn’t
very complex. I’m taking the fastest route. If we swing farther east we’ll have
to ford two rivers and deal with hilly land between them. This line takes us to
Adein west of the fork where Rienna joins it. Only one river, and as you see,
the riding is easy.”
“But
the forest? It’s supposed to be. . . .”
“Pendaran
is deadly to those who enter it. No one does. But the Wood is angry, not evil,
and unless we trespass, the powers within it will not be stirred by our riding
here. There are superstitions otherwise, but I have been taught by Gereint that
this is so.”
“What
about an ambush, like from those svart alfar?”
Levon
was no longer smiling. “A svart would sooner die than enter Pendaran,” he said.
“The Wood forgives none of us.”
“For what?” Dave asked.
“Lisen,” Levon said. “Shall I tell the story?”
“I’m not going anywhere,” said Dave.
“I
have to explain magic to you first, I think. You were brought here by
Silvercloak. You would have seen Matt Sören?”
“The Dwarf? Sure.”
“Do you know how they are bound to each other?”
“Haven’t a clue. Are they?”
“Assuredly,”
said Levon, and as they rode south over the prairie, Dave learned, as Paul
Schafer had four nights before, about the binding of mage and source, and how
magic was made of that union.
Then
as Levon began his tale, Tore came up quietly on his other side. The three of
them rode together, bound by the rhythm and cadence of Lisen’s tragedy.
“It
is a long story,” Levon began, “and much of import comes into it, and has grown
out of it.I do not know nearly the whole, but it begins in the days before the
Bael Rangat.
“In
those days, the days before magic was as I have told you it now is, Amairgen, a
counselor to Conary, the High King in Paras Derval, rode forth alone from
Brennin.
“Magic
in that time was governed by the earthroot, the avarlith, and so it was within
the domain of the Priestesses of the Mother in Gwen Ystrat, and jealously they
guarded their control. Amairgen was a proud and brilliant man, and he chafed at
this. So he went forth one morning in the spring of the year, to see if it need
always be so.
“In
time he came, after many adventures that are all part of the full tale—though
most of them I do not know—to the sacred grove in Pendaran. The Wood was not
angry then, but it was a place of power, and never one that welcomed the
presence of men, especially in the grove. Amairgen was brave, though, and he
had been journeying long without answer to his quest, so he dared greatly, and
passed a night alone in that place.
“There
are songs about that night: about the three visitations he had, and his mind
battle with the earth demon that came up through the grass; it was a long and
terrible night, and it is sung that no man else would have lived or been whole
of mind to see the dawn.
“Be
that as it may, just before morning there came a fourth visitation to Amairgen,
and this one was from the God, from Mörnir, and it was beneficent, for it
taught to Amairgen the runes of the skylore that freed the mages ever after
from the Mother.
“There
was war among the gods after that, it is told, for the Goddess was wrathful at
what Mörnir had done, and it was long before she would let herself be placated.
Some say, though I would not know if it is true, that it was the discord and
the chaos of this conflict that gave Maugrim, the Unraveller, the chance to
slip from the watch of the younger gods. He came from the places where they
have their home and took root in the north lands of Fionavar. So some songs and
stories have it. Others say he was always here, or that he slipped into
Fionavar when the Weaver’s eye was dimmed with love at the first emergence of
the lios alfar—the Children of the Light. Still others tell that it was as the
Weaver wept, when first man slew his brother. I know not; there are many
stories. He is here and he cannot be killed. The gods grant he be always bound.
“Be
all of that as it may, in the morning when Amairgen rose up, the runes in his
heart and great power waiting there, he was in mortal danger yet; for the Wood,
having its own guardians, was greatly angered at his having dared the grove at
night, and Lisen was sent forth to break his heart and kill him.
“Of
that meeting there is one song only. It was made not long after, by
Ra-Termaine, greatest of all singers, Lord then of the lios alfar, and he
crafted it in homage and remembrance of Amairgen. It is the most beautiful lay
ever fashioned, and no poet since has ever touched the theme.
“There
were very mighty peoples on the earth in those days, and among them all, Lisen
of the Wood was as a Queen. A wood spirit she was, a deiena, of which there are
many, but Lisen was more. It is said that on the night she was born in
Pendaran, the evening star shone as brightly as the moon, and all the goddesses
from Ceinwen to Nemain gave grant of their beauty to that child in the grove, and
the flowers bloomed at night in the shining that arose when they all came
together in that place. No one has ever been or will be more fair than was
Lisen, and though the deiena live very long, Dana and Mörnir that night, as
their joint gift, made her immortal that this beauty might never be lost.
“These
gifts she was given at her birth, but not even the gods may shape exactly what
they will, and some say that this truth is at the heart of the whole long tale.
Be that so, or not, in the morning after his battles she came to Amairgen to
break him with her beauty and slay him for his presumption of the night. But,
as Ra-Termaine’s song tells, Amairgen was as one exalted that morning, clothed
in power and lore, and the presence of Mörnir was in his eyes. So did the
design of the God act to undo the design of the God, for coming to him then,
wrapped in her own beauty like a star, Lisen fell in love and he with her, and
so their doom was woven that morning in the grove.
“She
became his source. Before the sun had set that day, he had taught her the
runes. They were made mage and source by the ritual, and the first sky magic
was wrought in the grove that day. That night they lay down together, and as
the one song tells, Amairgen slept at length a second night in the sacred
grove, but this time within the mantle of her hair. They went forth together in
the morning from that place, bound as no living creatures to that day had been.
Yet because Amairgen’s place was at the right hand of Conary, and there were
other men to whom he had to teach the skylore, he returned to Paras Derval and
founded the Council of the Mages, and Lisen went with him and so left the
shelter of the Wood.”
Levon
was silent. They rode thus for a long time. Then, “The tale is truly very
complex now, and it picks up many other tales from the Great Years. It was in
those days that the one we call the Unraveler raised his fortress of Starkadh
in the Ice and came down on all the lands with war. There are so many deeds to
tell of from that time. The one the Dalrei sing is of Revor’s Ride, and it is
very far from the least of the great things that were done. But Amairgen
Whitebranch, as he came to be called, for the staff Lisen found for him in
Pendaran, was ever at the center of the war, and Lisen was at his side, source
of his power and his soul.
“There
are so many tales, Davor, but at length it came to pass that Amairgen learned
by his art that Maugrim had taken for his own a place of great power, hidden
far out at sea, and was drawing upon it mightily for his strength.
“He
determined then that this island must be found and wrested away from the Dark.
So Amairgen gathered to him a company of one hundred lios alfar and men, with
three mages among them, and they set sail west from Taerlindel to find Cader
Sedat, and Lisen was left behind.”
“What?
Why?” Dave rasped, stunned.
It
was Tore who answered. “She was a deiena,” he said, his own voice sounding
difficult. “A deiena dies at sea. Her immortality was subject to the nature of
her kind.”
“It is so,” Levon resumed quietly. “They built in
that time for her the Anor Lisen at the westernmost part of Pendaran. Even in
the midst of war, men and lios alfar and the powers of the Wood came together
to do this for her out of love. Then she placed upon her brow the Circlet of
Lisen, Amairgen’s parting gift. The Light against the Dark, it was called, for
it shone of its own self, and with that light upon her brow—so great a beauty
never else having been in any world—Lisen turned her back on the war and the
Wood and, climbing to the summit of the tower, she set her face westward to the
sea, that the Light she bore might show Amairgen the way home.
“No
man knows what happened to him or those who sailed in that ship. Only that one
night Lisen saw, and those who stood guard beside the Anor saw as well, a dark
ship sailing slowly along the coast in the moonlight. And it is told that the
moon setting west in that hour shone through its tattered sails with a ghostly
light, and it could be seen that the ship was Amairgen’s, and it was empty.
Then, when the moon sank into the sea, that ship disappeared forever.
“Lisen
took the Circlet from her brow and laid it down; then she unbound her hair that
it might be as it was when first they had come together in the grove. Having
done these things, she leaped into the darkness of the sea and so died.”
The
sun was high in the sky, Dave noticed. It seemed wrong, somehow, that this
should be so, that the day should be so bright. “I think,” Levon whispered,
“that I will go ride up front for a time.” He kicked his horse to a gallop.
Dave and Tore looked at each other. Neither spoke a word. The Plain was east,
the Wood west, the Sun was high in the sky.
Levon
took a double shift up front. Late in the day Dave went forward himself to
relieve him. Towards sunset they saw a black swan flying north almost directly
overhead, very high. The sight filled them all with a vague, inexplicable sense
of disquiet. Without a word being spoken, they picked up speed.
As
they continued south, Pendaran gradually began to fell away westward. Dave knew
it was there, but by the time darkness fell, the Wood could no longer be seen.
When they stopped for the night, there was only grassland stretching away in
every direction under the profligate dazzle of the summer stars, scarcely
dimmed by the last thin crescent of the moon.
Later
that night a dog and a wolf would battle in Mörnirwood, and Colan’s dagger,
later still, would be unsheathed with a sound like a harpstring in a stone
chamber underground beside Eilathen’s lake.
At
dawn the sun rose red, and a dry, prickly heat came with it. From first
mounting, the company was going faster than before. Levon increased the point
men to four and pulled them back a little closer, so both parties could see
each other all the time.
Late
in the morning the Mountain exploded behind them.
With
the deepest terror of his life, Dave turned with the Dalrei to see the tongue
of flame rising to master the sky. They saw it divide to shape the taloned
hand, and then they heard the laughter of Maugrim.
“The
gods grant he be always bound,” Levon had said, only yesterday.
No
dice, it seemed.
There
was nothing within Dave that could surmount the brutal sound of that laughter
on the wind. They were small, exposed, they were open to him and he was free.
In a kind of trance, Dave saw the point men galloping frantically back to join
them.
“Levon!
Levon! We must go home!” one of them was shouting as he came nearer. Dave
turned to Ivor’s son and, looking at him, his heart slowed towards normality,
and he marveled again. There was no expression on Levon’s face, his profile
seemed chiseled from stone as he gazed at the towering fire above Rangat.
But
in that very calm, that impassive acceptance, Dave found a steadfastness of his
own. Without moving a muscle, Levon seemed to be growing, to be willing himself
to grow large enough to match, to overmatch the terror in the sky and on the
wind. And somehow in that moment Dave had a flashing image of Ivor doing the
selfsame thing, two days’ ride back north, under the very shadow of that
grasping hand. He looked for Tore and found the dark man gazing back at him,
and in Tore’s eyes Dave saw not the stern resistance of Levon, but a fierce,
bright, passionate defiance, a bitter hatred of what that hand meant, but not
fear.
Your
hour knows your name, Dave Martyniuk thought, and then, in that moment of apocalypse, had
another thought: I love these people. The realization hit him, for Dave
was what he was, almost as hard as the Mountain had. Struggling to regain his
inner balance, he realized that Levon was speaking, quelling the babble of
voices around him.
“We
do not go back. My father will be caring for the tribe. They will go to
Celidon, all the tribes will. And so will we, after Davor is with Silvercloak.
Two days ago Gereint said that something was coming. This is it. We go south as
fast as we can to Brennin, and there,” said Levon, “I will take counsel with
the High King.”
Even
as he spoke, Ailell dan Art was dying in Paras Derval. When Levon finished, not
another word was said. The Dalrei regrouped and began riding, very fast now and
all together. They rode henceforth with a hard, unyielding intensity, turning
their backs on their tribe without a demur to follow Levon, though every one of
them knew, even as they galloped, that if there was war with Maugrim, it would
be fought on the Plain.
It
was that alert tension that gave them warning, though in the end it would not
be enough to save them.
Tore
it was who, late in the afternoon, sped a distance ahead; bending sideways in
his saddle, he rode low to the ground for a time before wheeling back to
Levon’s side. The Wood was close again, on their right. “We are coming to
trouble,” Tore said shortly. “There is a party of svart alfar not far ahead of
us.”
“How many?” Levon asked calmly, signaling a halt.
“Forty. Sixty.”
Levon nodded. “We can beat them, but there will be
losses. They know we are here, of course.”
“If they have eyes,” Tore agreed. “We are very
exposed.”
“Very
well. We are close to Adein, but I do not want a fight now. It will waste us
some time, but we are going to flank around them and cross both rivers farther
east.”
“I don’t think we can, Levon,” Tore murmured.
“Why?” Levon had gone very still.
“Look.”
Dave
turned east with Levon to where Tore was pointing, and after a moment he, too,
saw the dark mass moving over the grass, low, about a mile away, and coming
nearer.
“What
are they?” he asked, his voice tight.
“Wolves,”
Levon snapped. “Very many.” He drew his sword. “We can’t go around—they will
slow us by the rivers for the svarts. We must fight through south before they
reach us.” He raised his voice. “We fight on the gallop, my friends. Kill and
ride, no lingering. When you reach Adein, you cross. We can outrun them on the
other side.” He paused, then: “I said before there would be war. It seems that
we are to fight the first battle of our people. Let the servants of Maugrim now
learn to fear the Dalrei again, as they did when Revor rode!”
With
an answering shout, the Riders, Dave among them, loosed their weapons and
sprang into gallop. His heart thudding, Dave followed Levon over a low tummock.
On the other side he could see the river glistening less than a mile away. But
in their path stood the svart alfar, and as soon as the Dalrei crested the rise
a shower of arrows was launched towards them. A moment later, Dave saw a Rider
fall beside him, blood flowering from his breast.
A
rage came over Dave then. Kicking his horse to greater speed, he crashed, with
Tore and Levon on either side, into the line of svarts. Leaning in the saddle,
he whistled the great axe down to cleave one of the ugly, dark green creatures
where it stood. Lightheaded with fury, he pulled the axe clear and turned to
swing it again.
“No!”
Tore screamed. “Kill and ride! Come on!” The wolves, Dave saw in a flying
glance, were less than half a mile away. Wheeling hard, he thundered with the
others towards the Adein. They were through, it seemed. One man dead, two
others nursing wounds, but the river was close now and once across they would
be safe.
They
would have been. They should have been. It was only sheerest, bitterest bad
luck that the band of svarts that had ambushed Brendel and the lios alfar were
there waiting.
They
were, though, and there were almost a hundred of them left to rise from the
shallows of Adein and block the path of the Dalrei. So with the wolves on their
flank, and svarts before and behind, Levon was forced into a standing fight.
Under
that red sun the Children of Peace fought their first battle in a thousand
years. With courage fueled by rage they fought on their land, launching arrows
of their own, angling their horses in jagged lethal movements, scything with
swords soon red with blood.
“Revor!”
Dave heard Levon scream, and the very name seemed to cow the massed forces of
the Dark. Only for a moment, though, and there were so many. In the chaos of
the melee, Dave saw face after face of the nightmare svarts appear before him
with lifted swords and razor teeth bared, and in a frenzy of battle fury he
raised and lowered the axe again and again. All he could do was fight, and so
he did. He scarcely knew how many svarts had died under his iron, but then,
pulling the axe free from a mashed skull, Dave saw that the wolves had come,
and he suddenly understood that death was here, by the Adein River on the
Plain. Death, at the hands of these loathsome creatures, death for Levon, for
Tore. . . .
“No!”
Dave Martyniuk cried then, his voice a mighty bellow over the battle sounds, as
inspiration blasted him. “To the Wood! Come on!”
And
punching Levon’s shoulder, he reined his own horse so that it reared high above
the encircling enemy. On the way down he swung the axe once on either side of
the descending hooves, and on each side he killed. For a moment the svarts
hesitated, and using the moment, Dave kicked his horse again and pounded into
them, the axe sweeping red, once, and again, and again; then suddenly he was
clear, as their ranks broke before him, and he cut sharply away west. West,
where Pendaran lay, brooding and unforgiving, where none of them, man or svart
alfar or even the giant, twisted wolves of Galadan, dared go.
Three
of them did dare, though. Looking back, Dave saw Levon and Tore knife through
the gap his rush had carved and follow him in a flat-out race west, with the
wolves at their heels and arrows falling about them in the growing dark.
Three
only, no more, though not for lack of courage. The rest were dead. Nor had
there been a scanting of gallant bravery in any one of the Dalrei who died that
day, seventeen of them, by Adein where it runs into Llewenmere by Pendaran
Wood.
They
were devoured by the svart alfar as the sun went down. The dead always were. It
was not the same as if it were the lios they had killed, of course, but blood
was blood, and the red joy of killing was thick within them all that night.
After, the two groups them, so happily come together, made a pile of bones, clean-picked and otherwise, and
started in, letting the wolves join them now, on their own dead. Blood was
blood.
There
was a lake on their left, dark waters glimpsed through a lattice of trees as
they whipped by. Dave had a fleeting image of hurtful beauty, but the wolves
were close behind and they could not linger. At full tilt they hurtled into the
outreaches of the forest, leaping a fallen branch, dodging sudden trees, not
slacking pace at all, until at last Dave became aware that the wolves were no longer
chasing them.
The
twisting half-trail they followed became rougher, forcing them to slow, and
then it was merely an illusion, not really a path. The three of them stopped,
breathing with harsh effort amid the lengthening shadows of trees.
No
one spoke. Levon’s face, Dave saw, was like stone again, but not as before.
This he recognized: not the steadfastness of resolution, but a rigid control
locking the muscles, the heart, against the pain inside. You held it in, Dave
thought, had always thought. It didn’t belong to anyone else. He couldn’t look
at Levon’s face very long, though; it twisted him somehow, on top of everything
else.
Turning
to Tore, he saw something different. “You’re bleeding,” he said, looking at the
blood welling from the dark man’s thigh. “Get down, let’s have a look.”
He,
of course, hadn’t a clue what to do. It was Levon, glad of the need for action,
who tore his sleeping roll into strips and made a tourniquet for the wound,
which was messy but, after cleaning, could be seen to be shallow.
“We
can’t stay here!” Tore said abruptly. It sounded loud in the dark; for the
first time, Dave heard strain in his voice.
“Can
you walk?” Levon asked.
“I
will,” said Tore grimly. “I would rather be on my feet and moving when we meet
whatever is sent for us.” The leaves were louder now, and there seemed—or was
that imagination?—to be a rhythm to their sound.
“We
will leave the horses, then,” Levon said. “They will be all right. I agree with
you—I don’t think we can lie down tonight. We will walk south, until we meet
what—”
“Until
we’re out!” Dave said strongly. “Come on, both of you. Levon, you said before,
this place isn’t evil.”
“It
doesn’t have to be, to kill us,” said Tore. “Listen.” It was not imagination;
there was a pattern to the sound of the leaves.
“Would
you prefer,” Dave snapped, “to go back and try to make nice to the wolves?”
“He’s
right, Tore,” Levon said. In the dark, only his long yellow hair could be seen.
Tore, in black, was almost invisible. “And Davor,” Levon went on, in a
different voice, “you wove something very bright back there. I don’t think any
man in the tribe could have forced that opening. Whatever happens after, you
saved our lives then.”
“I
just swung the thing,” Dave muttered. At which Tore, astonishingly, laughed
aloud. For a moment the listening trees were stilled. No mortal had laughed in
Pendaran for a millennium. “You are,” said Tore dan Sorcha, “as bad as me, as
bad as him. Not one of us can deal with praise. Is your face red right now, my
friend?”
Of
course it was, for God’s sake. “What do you think?” he mumbled. Then, feeling
the ridiculousness of it, hearing Levon’s snort of amusement, Dave felt
something let go inside, tension, fear, grief, all of them, and he laughed with
his friends in the Wood where no man went.
It
lasted for some time; they were all young, had fought their first battle, seen
comrades slaughtered beside them. There was a cutting edge of hysteria to the
moment.
Levon
took them past it. “Tore is right,” he said finally. “We are alike. In this,
and in other ways. Before we leave this place, there is a thing I want to do.
Friends of mine have died today. It would be good to have two new brothers.
Will you mingle blood with me?”
“I have no brothers,” Tore said softly. “It would be
good.”
Dave’s heart was racing. “For sure,” he said.
And
so the ritual was enacted in the Wood. Tore made the incisions with his blade
and they touched their wrists, each to each, in the dark. No one spoke. After,
Levon made bandages, then they freed the horses, took their gear and weapons,
and set forth together south through the forest, Tore leading, Levon last, Dave
between his brothers.
As
it happened, they had done more than they knew. They had been watched, and
Pendaran understood these things, bindings wrought of blood. It did not assuage
the anger or the hate, for she was forever lost who should never have died; but
though these three had still to be slain, they could be spared madness before
the end. So it was decided as they walked, oblivious to the meaning of the
whispering around them, wrapped in it, though, as in a net of sound.
For
Tore, nothing had ever been so difficult or shaken him so deeply as that
progression. Over and above the horrors of the slaughter by Adein, the deep
terror of being in Pendaran, there was another thing for him: he was a night
mover, a woods person, this was his milieu, and all he had to do was lead his companions
south.
Yet he could not.
Roots appeared, inexplicably, for him to stumble
over, fallen branches blocked paths, other trails simply ended without apparent
cause. Once, he almost fell.
South,
that’s all! he
snarled to himself, oblivious in his concentration to the aching of his leg. It
was no good, though—every trail that seemed to hold promise soon turned,
against all sense or reason, to the west. Are the trees moving? he asked
himself once, and pulled sharply away from the implications of that. Or am I
just being incredibly stupid?
For
whichever cause, supernatural or psychological, after a little while it was
clear to him that hard as he might try—cutting right through a thicket once—to
keep them on the eastern edges of the Great Wood, they were being drawn,
slowly, very patiently, but quite inescapably, westward into the heart of the
forest.
It
was not, of course, his fault at all. None of what happened was. Pendaran had
had a thousand years to shape the paths and patterns of its response to intrusions
such as theirs.
It is well, the trees whispered to the spirits of the
Wood.
Very well, the deiena replied.
Leaves, leaves, Tore heard. Leaves and wind.
For
Dave that night walk was very different. He was not of Fionavar, knew no
legends of the Wood to appal, beyond the story Levon had told the day
before, and that was more sorrowful
than frightening. With Tore before and Levon behind, he felt quite certain that
they were going as they should. He was blissfully unaware of Tore’s desperate
maneuverings ahead of him, and after a time he grew accustomed to, even sedated
by, the murmurings all around them.
So
sedated, that he had been walking alone, due west, for about ten minutes before
he realized it.
“Tore!”
he cried, as sudden fear swept over him. “Levon!” There was,
of course, no reply. He was utterly alone in Pendaran Wood at night.
Chapter
14
Had
it been any other night, they would have died.
Not
badly, for the forest would do this much honor to their exchange of blood, but
their deaths had been quite certain from the moment they had ridden past
haunted Llewenmere into the trees. One man alone had walked in Pendaran and
come out alive since Maugrim, whom the powers called Sathain, had been bound.
All others had died, badly, screaming before the end. Pity was not a thing the
Wood could feel.
Any
other night. But away south of them in another wood, this was Paul Schafer’s
third night on the Summer Tree.
Even
as the three intruders were being delicately separated from each other, the
focus of Pendaran was torn utterly away from them by something impossible and
humbling, even for the ancient, nameless powers of the Wood.
A
red moon rose in the sky.
In
the forest it was as if a fire had started. Every power and spirit of the wild
magic, of tree and flower or beast, even the dark, oldest ones that seldom woke
and that all the others feared, the powers of night and the dancing ones of
dawn, those of music and those who moved in deadly silence, all of them began a
mad rush away, away, to the sacred grove, for they had to be there before that
moon was high enough to shed her light upon the glade.
Dave
heard the whispering of the leaves stop. It frightened him, everything did now.
But then there came a swift sense of release, as if he were no longer being
watched. In the next instant he felt a great sweep, as of wind but not wind, as
something rushed over him, through him, hurtling away to the north.
Understanding
nothing, only that the Wood seemed to be simply a wood now, the trees merely
trees, Dave turned to the east, and he saw the full moon resting, red and
stupefying, atop the highest trees.
Such
was the nature of the Mother’s power that even Dave Martyniuk, alone and lost,
unspeakably far from home and a world he somewhat comprehended, could look upon
that moon and take heart from it. Even Dave could see it for an answer to the
challenge of the Mountain.
Not
release, only an answer, for that red moon meant war as much as anything ever
could. It meant blood and war, but not a hopeless conflict now, not with Dana’s
intercession overhead, higher than even Rangat’s fires could be made to climb.
All
this was inchoate, confused, struggling for some inner articulation in Dave
that never quite came together; the sense was there, though, the intuitive
awareness that the Lord of the Dark might be free, but he would not be
unopposed. It was thus with most of those across Fionavar who saw that symbol
in the heavens: the Mother works, has always worked, along the tracings of the
blood so that we know things of her we do not realize we know. In very great
awe, hope stirring in his heart, Dave looked into the eastern sky, and the
thought that came to him with absolute incongruity was that his father would
have liked to see this thing.
For
three days Tabor had not opened his eyes. When the Mountain unleashed its
terror, he only stirred on his bed and murmured words that his mother,
watching, could not understand. She adjusted the cloth on his forehead and the
blankets over him, unable to do more.
She
had to leave him for a while after that, for Ivor had given orders, swift and
controlled, to quell the panic caused by the laughter riding on the wind. They
were starting east for Celidon at first light tomorrow. They were too alone
here, too exposed, under the very palm, it seemed, of the hand that hung above
Rangat.
Even
through the loud tumult of preparation, with the camp a barely contained
whirlwind of chaos, Tabor slept.
Nor
did the rising of a red full moon on new moon night cause him to wake, though
all the tribe stopped what they were doing, wonder shining in their eyes, to
see it swing up above the Plain.
“This
gives us time,” Gereint said, when Ivor snatched a minute to talk with him. The
work continued at night, by the strange moonlight. “He will not move quickly
now, I think.”
“Nor
will we,” Ivor said. “It is going to take us time to get there. I want us out
by dawn.”
“I’ll
be ready,” the old shaman said. “Just put me on a horse and point it the right
way.”
Ivor
felt a surge of affection for Gereint. The shaman had been white-haired and
wrinkled for so long he seemed to be timeless. He wasn’t, though, and the rapid
journey of the coming days would be a hardship for him.
As
so often, Gereint seemed to read his mind. “I never thought,” he said, very
low, “I would live so long. Those who died before this day may be the fortunate
ones.”
“Maybe
so,” Ivor said soberly. “There will be war.”
“And
have we any Revors or Colans, any Ra-Termaines or Seithrs among us? Have we
Amairgen or Lisen?” Gereint asked painfully.
“We shall have to find them,” Ivor said simply. He
laid a hand on the shaman’s shoulder. “I must go. Tomorrow.”
“Tomorrow. But see to Tabor.”
Ivor had planned to supervise the last stages of the
wagon loading, but instead he detailed Cechtar to that and went to sit quietly
by his son.
Two
hours later Tabor woke, though not truly. He rose up from his bed, but Ivor
checked his cry of joy, for he saw that his son was wrapped in a waking trance,
and it was known to be dangerous to disturb such a thing.
Tabor
dressed, quickly and in silence, and left the house. Outside the camp was
finally still, asleep in troubled anticipation of grey dawn. The moon was very
high, almost overhead.
It
was, in fact, now high enough. West of them a dance of light was beginning in
the clearing of the sacred grove, while the gathered powers of Pendaran
watched.
Walking
very quickly, Tabor went around to the stockade, found his horse, and mounted.
Lifting the gate, he rode out and began to gallop west.
Ivor,
running to his own horse, leaped astride, bareback, and followed. Alone on the
Plain, father and son rode towards the Great Wood, and Ivor, watching the
straight back and easy riding of his youngest child, felt his heart grow sore.
Tabor
had gone far indeed. It seemed he had farther yet to go. The Weaver shelter
him, Ivor prayed, looking north to the now quiescent glory of
Rangat.
More
than an hour they rode, ghosts on the night plain, before the massive presence
of Pendaran loomed ahead of them, and then Ivor prayed again: Let him not go
into it. Let it not be there, for I love him.
Does
that count for anything, he wondered; striving to master the deep fear the Wood
always aroused in him.
It seemed that it might, for Tabor stopped his horse
fifty yards from the trees and sat quietly, watching the dark forest. Ivor
halted some distance behind. He felt a longing to call his son’s name, to call
him back from wherever he had gone, was going.
He
did not. Instead, when Tabor, murmuring something his father could not hear,
slipped from his mount and walked into the forest, Ivor did the bravest deed of
all his days, and followed. No call of any god could make Ivor dan Banor let
his son walk tranced into Pendaran Wood alone.
And
thus did it come to pass that father and both sons entered into the Great Wood
that night.
Tabor
did not go far. The trees were thin yet at the edge of the forest, and the red
moon lit their path with a strangely befitting light. None of this, Ivor
thought, belonged to the daylight world. It was very quiet. Too quiet, he
realized, for there was a breeze, he could feel it on his skin, and yet it made
no sound among the leaves. The hair rose up on the back of Ivor’s neck.
Fighting for calm in the enchanted silence, he saw Tabor suddenly stop ten
paces ahead, holding himself very still. And a moment later Ivor saw a glory
step from the trees to stand before his son.
Westward
was the sea, she had known that, though but newly born. So east she had walked
from the birthing place she shared with Lisen—though that she did not know—and
as she passed among the gathered powers, seen and unseen, a murmur like the
forest’s answer to the sea had risen up and fallen like a wave in the Wood.
Very
lightly she went, knowing no other way to tread the earth, and on either side
the creatures of the forest did her homage, for she was Dana’s, and a gift in
time of war, and so was much more than beautiful.
And
as she traveled, there came a face into the eye of her mind—how, she knew not,
nor would ever—but from the time that was before she was, a face appeared to
her, nut-brown, very young, with dark unruly hair, and eyes she needed to look
into. Besides, and more than anything, this one knew her name. So here and
there her path turned as she sought, all unknowing, delicate and cloaked in
majesty, a certain place within the trees.
Then she was there and he was there before her,
waiting, a welcome in those eyes, and a final acceptance of what she was, all
of her, both edges of the gift.
She
felt his mind in hers like a caress, and nudged him back as if with her horn. Only
each other, at the last, she thought, her first such thought. Whence
had it come?
I knew, his mind answered her. There will
be war.
For this was I birthed, she replied, aware
of a sudden of what lay sheathed within the light, light grace of her form. It
frightened her.
He saw this and came nearer. She was the color of
the risen moon, but the horn that brushed the grass when she lowered her head
for his touch was silver.
My name? she asked.
Imraith-Nimphais, he told her, and she felt power burst within
her like a star.
Joyously she asked, Would you fly?
She felt him hesitate.
I would not let you fall, she told him,
a little hurt.
She
felt his laughter then. Oh, I know, bright one, he said, but if we
fly you may be seen and our time is not yet come.
She
tossed her head impatiently, her mane rippling. The trees were thinner here,
she could see the stars, the moon. She wanted them. There is no one to see
but one man, she told him. The sky was calling her.
My father, he said. I love him.
Then so will I, she answered, but now I would
fty. Come!
And
within her then he said, I will, and moved to mount
astride her back. He was no weight at all; she was very strong and would be
stronger yet. She bore him past the other, older man, and because Tabor loved
him, she lowered her horn to him as they went by.
Then
they were clear of the trees, and there was open grass and oh, the sky, all the
sky above. For the first time she released her wings and they rose in a rush of
joy to greet the stars and the moon whose child she was. She could feel his
mind within hers, the exulting of his heart, for they were bound forever, and
she knew that they were glorious, wheeling across the wide night sky,
Imraith-Nimphais and the Rider who knew her name.
When
the chestnut unicorn his son rode lowered her head to him as they passed, Ivor
could not keep the tears from his eyes. He always cried too easily, Leith used
to scold, but this, surely this transcendency . . . ?
And
then, turning to follow them, he saw it become even more, for the unicorn took
flight. Ivor lost all track of time then, seeing Tabor and the creature of his
fast go soaring across the night. He could almost share the joy they felt in
the discovery of flight, and he felt blessed in his heart. He had walked into
Pendaran and come out alive to see this creature of the Goddess bear his son
like a comet above the Plain.
He
was too much a Chieftain and too wise to forget that there was a darkness
coming. Even this creature, this gift, could not be an easy thing, not colored
as she was like the moon, like blood. Nor would Tabor ever be the same, he knew.
But these sorrows were for the daylight—tonight he could let his heart fly with
the two of them, the two young ones at play in the wind between him and the
stars. Ivor laughed, as he had not in years, like a child.
After
an unknown time they came down gently, not far from where he stood. He saw his
son lay his head against that of the unicorn, beside the silver shining of its
horn. Then Tabor stepped back, and the creature turned, moving with terrible
grace, and went back into the darkness of the Wood.
When Tabor turned to him, his eyes were his own
again. Wordlessly, for there were no words, Ivor held out his arms and his
youngest child ran into them.
“You saw?” Tabor asked finally, his head against his
father’s chest.
“I did. You were glorious.”
Tabor
straightened, his eyes reclaiming their dance, their youth. “She bowed to you!
I didn’t ask. I just said you were my father and I loved you, so she said she
would love you, too, and she bowed.”
Ivor’s
heart was full of light. “Come,” he said gruffly, “it is time to go home. Your
mother will be weeping with anxiety.”
“Mother?”
Tabor asked in a tone so comical Ivor had to laugh. They mounted and rode back,
slowly now, and together, over their Plain. On this eve of war a curious peace
seemed to descend upon Ivor. Here was his land, the land of his people for so
long that the years lost meaning. From Andarien to Brennin, from the mountains
to Pendaran, all the grass was theirs. The Plain was the Dalrei, and
they, it. He let that knowledge flow through him like a chord of music,
sustaining and enduring.
It
would have to endure in the days to come, he knew, the full power of the Dark
coming down. And he also knew that it might not. Tomorrow, Ivor thought, I will
worry tomorrow; and riding in peace over the prairie beside his son, he came
back to the camp and saw Leith waiting for them by the western gate.
Seeing
her, Tabor slipped from his horse and ran into her arms. Ivor willed his eyes
to stay dry as he watched. Sentimental fool, he castigated himself; she was right.
When Leith, still holding the boy, looked a question up at him he nodded as
briskly as he could.
“To
bed, young man,” she said firmly. “We’re riding in a few hours. You need
sleep.”
“Oh, Mother,” Tabor complained, “I’ve done nothing but
sleep for the—”
“Bed!” Leith said, in a voice all her children knew.
“Yes,
Mother,” labor replied, with such pure happiness that even Leith smiled
watching him go into the camp. Fourteen, Ivor thought, regardless of
everything. Absolutely regardless.
He
looked down at his wife. She met the look in silence. It was, he realized,
their first moment alone since the Mountain. “It was all right?” she asked.
“It
was. It is something very bright.”
“I
don’t think I want to know, just yet.” He nodded, seeing once more, discovering
it anew, how beautiful she was.
“Why
did you marry me?” he asked impulsively. She shrugged. “You asked.” Laughing,
he dismounted, and with each of them leading a horse, his and Tabor’s, they
went back into the camp. They put the animals in the stockade and turned home.
At
the doorway Ivor looked up for the last time at that moon, low now in the west,
over where Pendaran was.
“I
lied,” Leith said quietly. “I married you because no other man I know or can
imagine could have made my heart leap so when he asked.”
He
turned from the moon to her. “The sun rises in your eyes,” he said. The formal
proposal. “It always, always has, my love.”
He
kissed her. She was sweet and fragrant in his arms, and she could kindle his
desire so. . . .
“The
sun rises in three hours,” she said, disengaging. “Come to bed.”
“Indeed,”
said Ivor.
“To
sleep,” she said, warningly.
“I
am not,” Ivor said, “fourteen years old. Nor am I tired.”
She
looked at him sternly a moment, then the smile lit her face as from within.
“Good,”
said Leith, his wife. “Neither am I.” She took his hand and drew him inside.
Dave
had no idea where he was, nor, beyond a vague notion of heading south, where to
go. There weren’t likely to be signposts in Pendaran Wood indicating the mileage
to Paras Derval.
On
the other hand, he was absolutely certain that if Tore and Levon were alive,
they’d be looking for him, so the best course seemed to be to stay put and call
out at intervals. This raised the possibility of other things answering, but
there wasn’t a lot he could do about that.
Remembering
Tore’s comments on the “babies” in Faelinn Grove, he sat down against a tree on
the upwind side of a clearing, where he could see anything coming across, with
a chance of hearing or smelling something approaching from behind. He then
proceeded to negate this bit of concealment by shouting Levon’s name several
times at the top of his voice.
He
looked around afterwards, but there was nothing stirring. Indeed, as the echoes
of his cry faded, Dave became deeply aware of the silence of the forest. That
wild rush, as of wind, seemed to have carried everything with it. He appeared
to be very much alone.
But
not quite. “You make it,” a deep voice sounded, from almost directly beneath
him, “very hard for honest folk to sleep.”
Leaping
violently to his feet, Dave raised his axe and watched apprehensively as a
large fallen tree trunk was rolled aside to reveal a series of steps leading
down, and a figure emerging to look up at him.
A
long way up. The creature he’d awakened resembled a portly gnome more than
anything else. A very long white beard offset a bald crown and rested
comfortably on a formidable paunch. The figure wore some sort of loose, hooded
robe, and the whole ensemble stood not much more than four feet high.
“Could
you trouble yourself,” the bass voice continued, “to summon this Levon person
from some other locality?”
Checking
a bizarre impulse to apologize, and another to swing first and query later,
Dave raised the axe to shoulder height and growled, “Who are you?”
Disconcertingly,
the little man laughed. “Names already? Six days with the Dalrei should have
taught you to go slower with a question like that. Call me Flidais, if you
like, and put that down.”
The
axe, a live thing suddenly, leaped from Dave’s hands and fell on the grass.
Flidais hadn’t even moved. His mouth open, Dave stared at the little man. “I am
testy when awakened,” Flidais said mildly. “And you should know better than to
bring an axe in here. I’d leave it there if I were you.”
Dave
found his voice. “Not unless you take it from me,” he rasped. “It was a gift
from Ivor dan Banor of the Dalrei and I want it.”
“Ah,”
said Flidais. “Ivor.” As if that explained a good deal. Dave had a sense, one
that always irritated him, that he was being mocked. On the other hand, he
didn’t seem in a position to do much about it.
Controlling
his temper, he said, “If you know Ivor, you know Levon. He’s in here somewhere,
too. We were ambushed by svart alfar and escaped into the forest. Can you help
me?”
“I
am pied for protection, dappled for deception,” Flidais replied with sublime
inconsequentiality. “How do you know I’m not in league with those svarts?”
Once
more Dave forced himself to be calm. “I don’t,” he said, “but I need help, and
you’re the only thing around, whoever you are.”
“Now
that, at least, is true,” Flidais nodded sagely. “All the others have gone
north to the grove, or,” he amended judiciously, “south to the grove if they
were north of it to start with.”
Cuckoo, Dave thought. I
have found a certifiable loon. Wonderful, just wonderful.
“I
have been the blade of a sword,” Flidais confided, confirming the hypothesis.
“I have been a star at night, an eagle, a stag in another wood than this. I
have been in your world and died, twice; I have been a harp and a harper both.”
In
spite of himself Dave was drawn into it. In the red-tinted shadows of the
forest, there was an eerie power to the chant.
“I
know,” Flidais intoned, “how many worlds there are, and I know the skylore that
Amairgen learned. I have seen the moon from undersea, and I heard the great dog
howl last night. I know the answer to all the riddles there are, save one, and
a dead man guards that gateway in your world, Davor of the Axe, Dave
Martyniuk.”
Against
his will, Dave asked, “What riddle is that?” He hated this sort of thing. God,
did he hate it.
“Ah,”
said Flidais, tilting his head. “Would you come to salmon knowledge so easily?
Be careful or you will burn your tongue. I have told you a thing already,
forget it not, though the white-haired one will know. Beware the boar, beware
the swan, the salt sea bore her body on.”
Adrift
in a sea of his own, Dave grabbed for a floating spar. “Lisen’s body?” he
asked.
Flidais
stopped and regarded him. There was a slight sound in the trees. “Good,”
Flidais said at last. “Very good. For that you may keep the axe. Come down and
I will give you food and drink.”
At
the mention of food, Dave became overwhelmingly aware that he was ravenous.
With a sense of having accomplished something, though by luck as much as
anything else, he followed Flidais down the crumbling earthen stairs.
At
the bottom there opened out a catacomb of chambers, shaped of earth and
threaded through twisting tree roots. Twice he banged his head before following
his small host into a comfortable room with a rough table and stools around it.
There was a cheery light, though from no discernible source.
“I have been a tree,” Flidais said, almost as if
answering a question. “I know the earthroot’s deepest name.”
“Avarlith?” Dave hazarded, greatly daring.
“Not that,” Flidais replied, “but good, good.” He
seemed to be in a genial mood now as he puttered about domestically.
Feeling
curiously heartened, Dave pushed a little. “I came here with Loren Silvercloak
and four others. I got separated from them. Levon and lore were taking me to
Paras Derval, then there was that explosion and we got ambushed.”
Flidais
looked aggrieved. “I know all that,” he said, a little petulantly.
“There shall be a shaking of the Mountain.”
“Well,
there was,” Dave said, taking a pull at the drink Flidais offered. Having done
which, he pitched forward on the table, quite unconscious.
Flidais
regarded him a long time, a speculative look in his eye. He no longer seemed
quite so genial, and certainly not mad. After a while, the air registered the
presence he’d been awaiting.
“Gently,” he said. “This is one of my homes, and
tonight you owe me.”
“Very well.” She muted a little the shining from
within her. “Is it born?”
“Even now,” he replied. “They will return soon.”
“It is well,” she said, satisfied. “I am here now
and was here at Lisen’s birth. Where were you?” Her smile was capricious,
unsettling.
“Elsewhere,” he admitted, as if she had scored a
point. “I was Taliesen. I have been a salmon.”
“I
know,” she said. Her presence filled the room as if a star were underground.
Despite his request, it was still hard to look upon her face. “The one riddle,”
she said. “Would you know the answer?”
He
was very old and extremely wise, and he was half a god himself, but this was
the deepest longing of his soul. “Goddess,” he said, a helpless streaming of
hope within him, “I would.”
“So
would I,” she said cruelly. “If you find the summoning name, do not fail to
tell me. And,” said Ceinwen, letting a blinding light well up from within her
so that he closed his eyes in pain and dread, “speak not ever to me again of
what I owe. I owe nothing, ever, but what has been promised, and if I promise,
it is not a debt, but a gift. Never forget.”
He
was on his knees. The brightness was overpowering. “I have known,” Flidais
said, a trembling in his deep voice, “the shining of the Huntress in the Wood.”
It
was an apology; she took it for such. “It is well,” she said for the second
time, muting her presence once more, so that he might look upon her
countenance. “I go now,” she said. “This one I will take. You did well to
summon me, for I have laid claim to him.”
“Why,
goddess?” Flidais asked softly, looking at the sprawled form of Dave Martyniuk.
Her
smile was secret and immortal. “It pleases me,” she said. But just before she
vanished with the man, Ceinwen spoke again, so low it was almost not a sound.
“Hear me, forest one: if I learn what name calls the Warrior, I will tell it
thee. A promise.”
Stricken
silent, he knelt again on his earthen floor. It was, had always been, his
heart’s desire. When he looked up he was alone.
They
woke, all three of them, on soft grass in the morning light. The horses grazed
nearby. They were on the very fringes of the forest; southward a road ran from
east to west, and beyond it lay low hills. One farmhouse could be seen past the
road, and overhead birds sang as if it were the newest morning of the world.
Which it was.
In
more ways than the obvious, after the cataclysms that the night had known. Such
powers had moved across the face of Fionavar as had not been gathered since the
worlds were spun and the Weaver named the gods. Iorweth Founder had not endured
that blast of Rangat, seen that hand in the sky, nor had Conary known such
thunder in Mörnirwood, or the white power of the mist that exploded up from the
Summer Tree, through the body of the sacrifice. Neither Revor nor Amairgen had
ever seen a moon like the one that had sailed that night, nor had the Baelrath
blazed so in answer on any other hand in the long telling of its tale. And no
man but Ivor dan Banor had ever seen Imraith-Nimphais bear her Rider across the
glitter of the stars.
Given
such a gathering, a concatenation of powers such that the worlds might never be
the same, how small a miracle might it be said to be that Dave awoke with his
friends in the freshness of that morning on the southern edge of Pendaran, with
the high road from North Keep to Rhoden running past, and a horn lying by his
side.
A
small miracle, in the light of all that had shaken the day and night before,
but that which grants life where death was seen as certain can never be
inconsequential, or even less than wondrous, to those who are the objects of
its intercession.
So
the three of them rose up, in awe and great joy, and told their stories to each
other while morning’s bird-song spun and warbled overhead.
For
Tore, there had been a blinding flash, with a shape behind it, apprehended but
not seen, then darkness until this place. Levon had heard music all around him,
strong and summoning, a wild cry of invocation as of a hunt passing overhead,
then it had changed, so gradually he could not tell how or when, but there came
a moment when it was so very sad and restful he had to sleep—to wake with his
new brothers on the grass, Brennin spread before them in a mild sunlight.
“Hey,
you two!” cried Dave exuberantly. “Will you look at this?” He held up the
carved horn, ivory-colored, with workmanship in gold and silver, and runes
engraved along the curve of it. In a spirit of euphoria and delight, he set the
horn to his lips and blew.
It
was a rash, precipitate act, but one that could cause no harm, for Ceinwen had
intended him to have this and to learn the thing they all learned as that
shining note burst into the morning.
She
had presumed, for this treasure was not truly hers to bestow. They were to blow
the horn and learn the first property of it, then ride forth from the place
where it had lain so long. That was how she had intended it to be, but it is a
part of the design of the Tapestry that not even a goddess may shape exactly
what she wills, and Ceinwen had reckoned without Levon dan Ivor.
The
sound was Light. They knew it, all three of them, as soon as Dave blew the
horn. It was bright and clean and carrying, and Dave understood, even as he
took it from his lips to gaze in wonder at what he held, that no agent of the
Dark could ever hear that sound. In his heart this came to him, and it was a
true knowing, for such was the first property of that horn.
“Come
on,” said Tore, as the golden echoes died away. “We’re still in the Wood. Let’s
move.” Obediently Dave turned to mount his horse, still dazzled by the sound he
had made.
“Hold!”
said Levon.
There
were perhaps five men in Fionavar who might have known the second power of that
gift, and none in any other world. But one of the five was Gereint, the shaman
of the third tribe of the Dalrei, who had knowledge of many lost things, and
who had been the teacher of Levon dan Ivor.
She
had not known or intended this, but not even a goddess can know all things. She
had intended a small gift. What happened was otherwise, and not small. For a
moment the Weaver’s hands were still at his Loom, then Levon said:
“There should be a forked tree here.”
And
a thread came back with his words into the Tapestry of all the worlds, one that
had been lost a very long time.
It
was Tore who found it. An enormous ash had been split by lightning—they could
have no glimmering how long ago—and its trunk lay forked now, at about the height
of a man.
In
silence, Levon walked over, Dave beside him, to where Tore was standing. Dave
could see a muscle jumping in his face. Then Levon spoke again:
“And now the rock.”
Standing together the three of them looked through
the wishbone fork of the ash. Dave had the angle. “There,” he said, pointing.
Levon
looked, and a great wonder was in his eyes. There was indeed a rock set flush
into a low mound at the edge of the Wood. “Do you know,” he said in a hushed
whisper, “that we have found the Cave of the Sleepers.”
“I
don’t understand,” said Tore.
“The
Wild Hunt,” Levon replied. Dave felt a prickling at the back of his neck. “The
wildest magic that ever was lies in that place asleep.” The strain in Levon’s
usually unruffled voice was so great it cracked. “Owein’s Horn is what you just
blew, Davor. If we could ever find the flame, they would ride again. Oh, by all
the gods!”
“Tell me,” Dave pleaded; he, too, was whispering.
For a moment Levon was silent; then, as they stared
at the rock through the gap in the ash, he began to chant:
The
flame will wake from sleep
The
Kings the horn will call,
But
though they answer from the deep
You
may never hold in thrall
Those
who ride from Owein’s Keep
With
a child before them all.
“The
Wild Hunt,” Levon repeated as the sound of his chanting died away. “I have not
words to tell how far beyond the three of us this is.” And he would say no
more.
They
rode then from that place, from the great stone and the torn tree with the horn
slung at Dave’s side. They crossed the road, and by tacit agreement rode in
such a way as to be seen by no men until they should come to Silvercloak and
the High King.
All
morning they rode, through hilly farmland, and at intervals a fine rain fell.
It was badly needed, they could see, for the land was dry.
It
was shortly after midday that they crested a series of ascending ridges running
to the southeast, and saw, gleaming below them, a lake set like a jewel within
the encircling hills. It was very beautiful, and they stopped a moment to take
it in. There was a small farmhouse by the water, more a cottage really, with a
yard and a barn behind it.
Riding
slowly down, they would have passed by, as they had all the other farms, except
that as they descended, an old, white-haired woman came out in back of the
cottage to gaze at them.
Looking
at her as they approached, Dave saw that she was not, in fact, so old after
all. She made a gesture of her hand to her mouth that he seemed, inexplicably,
to know.
Then
she was running towards them over the grass, and with an explosion of joy in
his heart, Dave leaped, shouting, from his horse, and ran and ran and ran until
Kimberly was in his arms.
Chapter
15
Diarmuid,
the Prince, as Warden of South Keep, had a house allocated to him in the
capital, a small barracks, really, for those of his men who might, for any
reason, be quartered there. It was here that he preferred to spend his own
nights when in Paras Derval, and it was here that Kevin Laine sought him out in
the morning after the cataclysms, having wrestled with his conscience a good
part of the night.
And
it was still giving him trouble as he walked from the palace in the rain. He
couldn’t think very clearly, either, for grief was a wound in him that dawn.
The only thing keeping him going, forcing resolution, was the terrible image of
Jennifer bound to the black swan and flying north into the grasp of that hand
the Mountain had sent up.
The
problem, though, was where to go, where loyalty took him. Both Loren and
Kim, unnervingly transformed, were clearly supporting this grim, prepossessing
older Prince who had suddenly returned.
“It
is my war,” Aileron had told Loren, and the mage had nodded quietly. Which, on
one level, left Kevin with no issue at all to wrestle with.
On
the other hand, Diarmuid was the heir to the throne and Kevin was, if he was
anything at all here, one of Diarmuid’s band. After Saeren and Cathal, after,
especially, the look he and the Prince had exchanged when he’d finished his
song in the Black Boar.
He needed Paul to talk it over with, God, he needed
him. But Paul was dead, and his closest friends here were Erron and Carde and
Coll. And their Prince.
So
he entered the barracks and asked, as briskly as he could, “Where’s Diarmuid?”
Then he stopped dead in his tracks.
They
were all there: Tegid, the company from the journey south, and others he didn’t
know. They were sitting soberly around the tables in the large front room, but
they rose when he entered. Every one of them was dressed in black, with a red
band on his left arm.
Diarmuid,
too. “Come in,” he said. “I see you have news. Let it wait, Kevin.” There was
quiet emotion in the usually acerbic voice. “The grief, I know, is yours most
of all, but the men of the South Marches have always worn a red armband when
one of their own dies, and we have lost two now. Drance and Pwyll. He was one
of us—we all feel it here. Will you let us mourn for Paul with you?”
There
was no briskness left in Kevin, only a compounding of sorrows. He nodded,
almost afraid to speak. He collected himself, though, and said, swallowing
hard, “Of course, and thank you. But there is business first. I have
information, and you should know it now.”
“Tell me, then,” the Prince said, “though I may know
it already.”
“I don’t think so. Your brother came back last
night.”
Sardonic amusement registered in Diarmuid’s face.
But it had indeed been news, and the mocking reaction had been preceded by
another expression.
“Ah,”
said the Prince, in his most acid tones. “I should have guessed from the
grayness of the sky. And of course,” he went on, ignoring the rising murmur
from his men, “there is now a throne up for the taking. He would return.
Aileron likes thrones.”
“It is not up for the taking!” The speaker,
red-faced and vehement, was Coll. “Diar, you are the heir! I will cut him apart
before I see him take it from you.”
“No
one,” said Diarmuid, playing delicately with a knife on the table, “is going to
take anything from me at all. Certainly not Aileron. Is there more, Kevin?”
There
was, of course. He told them about Ysanne’s death, and Kim’s transformation,
and then, reluctantly, about Loren’s tacit endorsement of the older Prince.
Diarmuid’s eyes never left his own, nor did the hint of laughter sheathed in
their depths ever quite disappear. He continued to toy with the dagger.
When
Kevin had finished, there was a silence in the room, broken only by Coil’s
furious pacing back and forth.
“I
owe you again,” said Diarmuid at length. “I knew none of this.”
Kevin
nodded. Even as he did, there came a knocking at the door. Carde opened it.
In
the entranceway, rain dripping from his hat and cloak, stood the broad, square
figure of Gorlaes, the Chancellor. Before Kevin could assimilate his presence
there, Gorlaes had stepped into the room.
“Prince
Diarmuid,” he said, without preamble, “my sources tell me your brother has
returned from exile. For the Crown, I think. You, my lord, are the heir to the
throne I swore to serve. I have come to offer you my services.”
And
at that Diarmuid’s laughter exploded, unchecked and abrasive in a room full of
mourners. “Of course you have!” he cried. “Come in! Do come in, Gorlaes. I have
great need of you—we’re short a cook at South Keep!”
Even
as the Prince’s sarcastic hilarity filled the room, Kevin’s mind cut back to
the pulse beat of time that had followed his first announcement of Aileron’s
return. There had been sharp irony in Diarmuid then, too, but only after the
first instant. In the first instant, Kevin thought he had seen something very
different flash across the Prince’s face, and he was almost certain he knew
what it was.
Loren
and Matt had gone with Teyrnon and Barak to bring the body home from the Tree.
The Godwood was not a place where soldiers would willingly go, and in any case,
on the eve of war the last two mages in Paras Derval saw it as fit that they
walk together with their sources, apart from other men, and share their
thoughts on what would lie in the days ahead.
They
were agreed on the kingship, though in some ways it was a pity. For all
Aileron’s harsh abrasiveness, there was in his driven nature the stuff of a war
king of old. Diarmuid’s mercurial glitter made him simply too unreliable. They
had been wrong about things before, but not often in concert. Barak concurred.
Matt kept his own counsel, but the other three were used to that.
Besides,
they were in the wood by then and, being men acquainted with power, and deeply
tuned to what had happened in the night, they walked in silence to the Summer
Tree.
And
then, in a different kind of silence, walked back away, under leaves dripping
with the morning rain. It was taught, and they all knew the teachings, that
Mörnir, if he came for the sacrifice, laid claim only to the soul. The body was
husk, dross, not for the God, and it was left behind.
Except
it hadn’t been.
A
mystery, but it was solved when Loren and Matt returned to Paras Derval and saw
the girl, in the dun robes of an acolyte of the sanctuary, waiting outside
their quarters in the town.
“My
lord,” she said, as they walked up, “the High Priestess bade me tell you to
come to her in the Temple so soon as you might.”
“Tell him?” Matt growled.
The child was remarkably composed. “She did say
that. The matter is important.”
“Ah,” said Loren. “She brought back the body.”
The girl nodded.
“Because of the moon,” he went on, thinking aloud.
“It fits.”
Surprisingly, the acolyte nodded again. “Of course
it does,” she said coolly. “Will you come now?”
Exchanging
a raised-eyebrows look, the two of them followed Jaelle’s messenger through the
streets to the eastern gate.
Once
beyond the town, she stopped. “There is something I would warn you about,” she
said.
Loren
Silvercloak looked down from his great height upon the child. “Did the
Priestess tell you to do so?”
“Of
course not.” Her tone was impatient.
“Then
you should not speak other than what you were charged to say. How long have you
been an acolyte?”
“I
am Leila,” she replied, gazing up at him with tranquil eyes. Too tranquil; he
wondered at the answer. Was her mind touched? Sometimes the Temple took such
children.
“That
isn’t what I asked,” he said kindly.
“I
know what you asked,” she said with some asperity. “I am Leila. I called Finn
dan Shahar to the Longest Road four times this summer in the ta’kiena.”
His
eyes narrowed; he had heard about this. “And Jaelle has made you an acolyte?”
“Two
days ago. She is very wise.”
An
arrogant child. It was time to assert control. “Not,” he said sternly, “if her
acolytes presume to judge her, and her messengers offer messages of their own.”
It
didn’t faze her. With a shrug of acceptance, Leila turned and continued up the
slope to the sanctuary.
He
wrestled with it for several strides, then admitted a rare defeat. “Hold,”
Loren said, and heard Matt’s snort of laughter beside him. “What is your news?”
The Dwarf, he was aware, was
finding this whole exchange richly amusing. It was, he supposed.
“He
is alive,” Leila said, and suddenly there was nothing amusing about anything at
all.
There
had been darkness. A sense of movement, of being moved. The stars very close,
then impossibly far away, and receding. Everything receding.
The
next time there was an impression, blurred as through rain on glass, of candles
wavering, with gray shapes moving ambiguously beyond their arc. He was still
now, but soon he felt himself slipping back again, as a tide withdraws to the
dark sea wherein there lie no discontinuities.
Except the fact of his presence.
Of his being alive.
Paul
opened his eyes, having come a long way. And it seemed, after all the
journeying, that he was lying on a bed in a room where there were, indeed,
candles burning. He was very weak. There was astonishingly little physical
pain, though, and the other kind of pain was so newly allowed it was almost a
luxury. He took one slow breath that meant life, and then another to welcome
back sorrow.
“Oh,
Rachel,” he breathed, scarcely a sound. Forbidden once, the most forbidden
name. But then intercession had come, before he died, and absolution allowing
grief.
Except
that he hadn’t died. A thought like a blade pierced him at that: was he alive
because he’d failed? Was that it? With an effort he turned his head. The
movement revealed a tall figure standing by the bed gazing down at him from
between the candles.
“You
are in the Temple of the Mother,” Jaelle said. “It is raining outside.”
Rain.
There was a bitter challenge in her eyes, but it couldn’t touch him in that
moment. He was beyond her. He turned his head away. It was raining; he was
alive. Sent back. Arrow of the God.
He
felt the presence of Mörnir then, within himself, latent, tacit. There was a
burden in that, and soon it would have to be addressed, but not yet, not yet.
Now was for lying still, tasting the sense of being himself again for the first
time in so very long. Ten months. And three nights that had been forever. Oh,
he could go with joy a little ways, it was allowed. Eyes closed, he sank deep
into the pillow. He was desperately weak, but weakness was all right now. There
was rain.
“Dana spoke to you.”
He
could hear the vivid rage in her voice. Too much of it; he ignored her. Kevin,
he thought. I want to see Kev. Soon, he told himself, after
I sleep.
She slapped him hard across the face. He felt a
raking nail draw blood.
“You are in the sanctuary. Answer!”
Paul Schafer opened his eyes. With cold scorn of his
own, he confronted her fury. This time, Jaelle looked away.
After
a moment she spoke, gazing at one of the long candles. “All my life I have
dreamt of hearing the Goddess speak, of seeing her face.” Bitterness had
drained her voice. “Not me, though. Not anything at all. Yet you, a man, and
one who turned from her entirely for the God in his wood, have been allowed
grant of her grace. Do you wonder why I hate you?”
The
utter flatness of her tone made the words more chilling than any explosion of
anger would have been. Paul was silent a moment, then he said, “I am her child,
too. Do not begrudge the gift she offered me.”
“Your
life, you mean?” She was looking at him again, tall and slender between the
candles.
He
shook his head; it was still an effort. “Not that. In the beginning, perhaps,
but not now. It was the God who gave me this.”
“Not
so. You are a greater fool than I thought if you know not Dana when she comes.”
“Actually,”
he said, but gently, for it was a matter too high for wrangling, “I do know. In
this case, better than you, Priestess. The Goddess was there, yes, and she did
intercede, though not for my life. For something else before the end. But it
was Mörnir who saved me. It was his to choose. The Summer Tree is the God’s,
Jaelle.”
For
the first time he read a flicker of doubt in the wide-set eyes. “She was there,
though? She did speak? Tell me what she said.”
“No,”
said Paul, with finality.
“You
must.” But it was not a command now. He had a vague sense that there was
something he should, something he wanted to say to her, but he was so weary, so
utterly drained. Which triggered a completely different realization.
“You
know,” he said, with feeling, “that I haven’t had food or drink for three days.
Is there . . . ?”
She
stood still a moment, but when she moved, it was to a tray on a low table by
the far wall. She brought a bowl of cool soup to the bed. Unfortunately it
seemed that his hands didn’t work very well yet. He thought she would send for
one of the gray-clad priestesses, but in the end she sat stiffly on the bed
beside him and fed him herself.
He
ate in silence, leaning back against the pillows when he was done. She made as
if to get up, but then, with an expression of distaste, used the sleeve of her
white gown to wipe the blood from his cheek.
She
did rise then, to stand tall and queenly by his bed, her hair the color of the
candlelight. Looking up at her, he felt at a disadvantage suddenly.
“Why,” he asked, “am I here?”
“I read the signs.”
“You didn’t expect to find me alive?”
She shook her head. “No, but it was the third night,
and then the moon rose. . . .”
He nodded. “But why?” he asked. “Why bother?”
Her eyes flashed. “Don’t be such a child. There is a
war now. You will be needed.”
He felt his heart skip. “What do you mean? What
war?”
“You don’t know?”
“I’ve been somewhat out of touch,” he said sharply.
“What has happened?”
It
may have taken an effort, but her voice was controlled. “Rangat exploded
yesterday. A hand of fire in the sky. The wardstone is shattered. Rakoth is
free.”
He was very still.
“The King is dead,” she said.
“That I know,” he said. “I heard the bells.”
But
for the first time now, her expression was strained; something difficult moved
in her eyes. “There is more,” said Jaelle. “A party of lios alfar were ambushed
here by svarts and wolves. Your friend was with them. Jennifer. I am sorry, but
she was captured and taken north. A black swan bore her away.”
So.
He closed his eyes again, feeling the burdens coming down. It seemed they could
not be deferred after all. Arrow of the God. Spear of the God. Three nights and
forever, the King had said. The King was dead. And Jen.
He
looked up again. “Now I know why he sent me back.”
As
if against her will, Jaelle nodded. “Twiceborn,” she murmured.
Wordlessly,
he asked with his eyes.
“There
is a saying,” she whispered, “a very old one: No man shall be Lord of the
Summer Tree who has not twice been born.”
And
so by candlelight in the sanctuary, he heard the words for the first time.
“I
didn’t ask for this,” Paul Schafer said.
She
was very beautiful, very stern, a flame, as the candles were. “Are you asking
me for pity?”
His
mouth crooked wryly at that. “Hardly, at this point.” He smiled a little. “Why
is it so much easier for you to strike a defenseless man than to wipe the blood
from his face?”
Her reply was formal,
reflexive, but he had seen her eyes flinch away. “There is mercy in the Goddess
sometimes,” she said, “but not gentleness.”
“Is
that how you know her?” he asked. “What if I tell you that I had from her last
night a compassion so tender there are no words to compass it?”
She was silent.
“Aren’t we two human beings first?” he went on.
“With very great burdens, and support to share. You are Jaelle, surely, as well
as her Priestess.”
“There you are wrong,” she said. “I am only her
Priestess. There is no one else.”
“That seems to me very sad.”
“You are only a man,” Jaelle replied, and Paul was
abashed by what blazed in her eyes before she turned and left the room.
Kim
had lain awake for most of the night, alone in her room in the palace, achingly
aware of the other, empty bed. Even inside, the Baelrath was responding to the
moon, glowing brightly enough to cast shadows on the wall: a branch outside the
window swaying in the rain wind, the outline of her own white hair, the shape
of a candle by the bed, but no Jen, no shadow of her. Kim tried. Utterly
unaware of what her power was, of how to use the stone, she closed her eyes and
reached out in the wild night, north as far as she might, as clearly as she
might, and found only the darkness of her own apprehensions.
When
the stone grew dim again, only a red ring on her finger, she knew the moon had
set. It was very late then, little left of the night. Kim lay back in weariness
and dreamt of a desire she hadn’t known she had.
It
is in your dreams that you must walk, Ysanne had said, was saying still, as she
dropped far down into the dream again.
And
this time she knew the place. She knew where lay those jumbled mighty arches of
broken stone, and who was buried there for her to wake.
Not
him, not the one she sought. Too easy, were it so. That path was darker even
than it was now, and it led through the dead in the dreaming place. This she
now knew. It was very sad, though she understood that the gods would not think
it so. The sins of the sons, she thought in her dream, knowing the place,
feeling the wind rising, and, her hair, oh, her white hair, blown back.
The
way to the Warrior led through the grave and the risen bones of the father who
had never seen him alive. What was she that she should know this?
But
then she was somewhere else, with no space to wonder. She was in the room under
the cottage where the Circlet of Lisen still shone, Colan’s dagger beside it,
where Ysanne had died, and more than died. The Seer was with her, though, was
within her, for she knew the book, the parchment page within the book where the
invocation could be found to raise the father whole from his grave, and make
him name the name of his son to the one who knew the place of summoning. There
was no peace, no serenity anywhere. She carried none, had none to grant, she
wore the Warstone on her hand. She would drag the dead from their rest, and the
undead to their doom.
What
was she that this should be so?
At
the morning’s first light she made them take her back in the rain. An armed
guard of thirty men went with her; troops from North Keep who had been
Aileron’s before he was exiled. With cool efficiency they compassed her about
on the ride to the lake. At the last curve the bodies of Aileron’s victims
still lay on the path.
“Did he do that alone?” the leader of the guard
asked when they were past. His voice was reverent.
“Yes,” she said.
“He will be our king?”
“Yes,” she said.
They waited by the lake while she went inside, and
then down the now familiar stairs into the glow cast by Lisen’s Light. She left
it where it lay, though; and, walking to the table, she opened one of the
books. Oh, it was a glory and a terror that she knew where to look, but she
did, and sitting there alone, she slowly read the words that she would have to
speak.
But
only when she knew the place that no one knew. The tumbled stones were only the
starting point. There was a long way yet to walk along this path; a long way,
but she was on it now. Preoccupied, tangled among interstices of time and
place, the Seer of Brennin went back up the stairs. Aileron’s men awaited her,
in disciplined alertness by the lake.
It
was time to go. There was a very great deal to be done. She lingered, though,
in the cottage, seeing the fire, the hearth, the worn table, the herbs in jars
along the wall. She read the labels, unstoppered one container to smell its
contents. There was so much to be done, the Seer of Brennin knew, but still she
lingered, tasting the aloneness.
It
was bittersweet, and when she moved at last, Kimberly went out the back door,
still alone, into the yard, away from where the soldiers were, and she saw
three men picking their way on horseback down the slope north of her, and one
of them she knew, oh, she knew. And it seemed that amid all the burdens and
sorrows, joy could still flower like a bannion in the wood.
They
buried Ailell dan Art in a time of rain. It fell upon the windows of Delevan
high above the Great Hall where the King lay in state, robed in white and gold,
his sword upon his breast, his great, gnarled hands closed upon the hilt; it
fell softly upon the gorgeous woven covering of the bier when the nobility of
Brennin, who had gathered for celebration and stayed for mourning and war, bore
him out of the palace and to the doors of the Temple where the women took him;
it fell, too, upon the dome of that sanctuary while Jaelle, the High Priestess,
performed the rites of the Mother, to send back home to her one of the Kings.
No
man was in that place. Loren had taken Paul away. She’d had hopes of seeing
Silvercloak shaken, but had been disappointed, for the mage had shown no
surprise at all, and she had been forced to cloak her own discomfiture at that,
and at his bowing to the Twiceborn.
No
man was in that place, save for the dead King, when they lifted the great axe
from its rest, and no man saw what they did then. Dana was not mocked nor
denied when she took her child home, whom she had sent forth so long ago on the
circling path that led ever back to her.
It
was the place of the High Priestess to bury the High King, and so Jaelle led
them forth when the rites were done. Into the rain she went, clad in white
among all the black, and they bore Ailell shoulder-high behind her to the crypt
wherein the Kings of Brennin were laid to rest.
East
of the palace it lay, north of the Temple. Before the body went Jaelle with the
key to the gates in her hands. Behind the bier, fair and solitary, walked
Diarmuid, the King’s Heir, and after him came all the lesser nobility of
Brennin. Among them there walked, though with aid, a Prince of the lios alfar,
and there were come as well two men of the Dalrei, from the Plain; and with
these walked two men from another world, one very tall and dark, another fair,
and between them was a woman with white hair. The common folk lined the path,
six deep in the rain, and they bowed their heads to see Ailell go by.
Then
they came to the great gates of the burying place, and Jaelle saw that they
were open already and that a man clad in black stood waiting there for them,
and she saw who it was.
“Come,” said Aileron, “let us lay my father by my
mother, whom he loved.”
And while she was trying to mask her shock, another
voice spoke. “Welcome home, exile,” Diarmuid said, his tone mild, unsurprised,
and he moved lightly past her to kiss Aileron on the cheek. “Shall we lead him
back to her?”
It
was greatly wrong, for she had right of precedence here, but in spite of
herself the High Priestess felt a strange emotion to see the two of them, the
dark son and the bright, pass through the gates of the dead, side by side,
while all the people of Brennin murmured behind them in the falling rain.
On
a spur of hill high above that place, three men watched. One would be First
Mage of Brennin before the sun had set, one had been made King of the Dwarves
by a sunrise long ago, and the third had caused the rain and been sent back by
the God.
“We
are gathered,” Gorlaes began, standing beside the throne but two careful steps
below it, “in a time of sorrow and need.”
They
were in the Great Hall, Tomaz Lal’s masterpiece, and there were gathered that
afternoon all the mighty of Brennin, save one. The two Dalrei, and Dave as
well, so fortuitously arrived, had been greeted with honor and shown to their
chambers, and even Brendel of Daniloth was absent from this assemblage, for
what Brennin had now to do was matter for Brennin alone.
“In
any normal time our loss would demand space for mourning. But this is no such
time. It is needful for us now,” the Chancellor continued, seeing that Jaelle
had not contested his right to speak first, “to take swift counsel amongst one
another and go forth from this hall united, with a new King to lead us into—”
“Hold,
Gorlaes. We will wait for Silvercloak. “ It was Teyrnon, the mage, and he had
risen to stand, with Barak, his source, and Matt Sören. Trouble already, and
they had not even begun.
“Surely,” Jaelle murmured, “it is rather his duty to
be here when others are. We have waited long enough.”
“We
will wait longer,” the Dwarf growled. “As we waited for you, yesterday.” There
was something in his tone that made Gorlaes glad it was Jaelle who’d raised
objection, and not himself.
“Where is he?” Niavin of Seresh asked.
“He is coming. He had to go slowly.”
“Why?” It was Diarmuid. He had stopped his feline
pacing at the edges of the hall and come forward.
“Wait,” was all the Dwarf replied.
Gorlaes was about to remonstrate, but someone else
came in first.
“No,”
said Aileron. “For all the love I bear him, I will not wait on this. There is,
in truth, little to discuss.”
Kim
Ford, in that room as the newest, the only, Seer of Brennin, watched him stride
to stand by Gorlaes.
And
a step above him, directly before the throne. He will always be like this,
she thought. There is only the force of him.
And
with force, cold, unyielding force, Aileron looked over them all and spoke
again. “In time of council Loren’s wisdom will be sorely needed, but this is
not a time of council, whatever you may have thought.”
Diarmuid
was no longer pacing. He had moved, at Aileron’s first words, to stand directly
in front of his brother, an unruffled contrast to Aileron’s coiled intensity.
“I
came here,” said Aileron dan Ailell flatly, “for the Crown, and to lead us into
war. The Throne is mine”—he was looking directly at his brother—“and I will
kill for it, or die for it before we leave this hall.”
The
rigid silence that followed this was broken a moment later by the jarring sound
of one man clapping.
“Elegantly
put, my dear,” said Diarmuid as he continued to applaud. “So utterly succinct.”
Then he lowered his hands. The sons of Ailell faced each other as if alone in
the vast hall.
“Mockery,”
said Aileron softly, “is easy. It was ever your retreat. Understand me, though,
brother. This, for once, is no idle sport. I want your fealty this hour, in
this place, or there are six archers in the musicians’ gallery who will kill you
if I raise my hand.”
“No!”
Kim exclaimed, shocked out of silence.
“This
is preposterous!” Teyrnon shouted at the same time, striding forward. “I
forbid—”
“You
cannot forbid me!” Aileron rode over him. “Rakoth is free. What lies ahead is
too large for me to trifle with.”
Diarmuid
had cocked his head quizzically to one side, as if considering an abstract
proposition. Then he spoke, his voice so soft they had to strain to hear. “You
would truly do this thing?”
“I would,” Aileron replied. With no hesitation at
all.
“Truly?” Diarmuid asked a second time.
“All I have to do is raise my arm,” Aileron said.
“And I will if I must. Believe it.”
Diarmuid
shook his head slowly back and forth; he sighed heavily. Then:
“Coll,”
he said, and pitched it to carry.
“My
lord Prince.” The big man’s voice boomed instantly from overhead. From the
musicians’ gallery.
Diarmuid
lifted his head, his expression tranquil, almost indifferent. “Report.”
“He
did do it, my lord.” Coil’s voice was thick with anger. He moved forward to the
railing. “He really did. There were seven men up here. Say the word and I will
slay him now.”
Diarmuid
smiled. “That,” he said, “is reassuring.” Then he turned back to Aileron .and
his eyes were no longer so aloof. The older brother had changed, too; he seemed
to have uncoiled himself into readiness. And he broke the silence.
“I sent six,” Aileron said. “Who is the seventh?”
They were all scrambling to grasp the import of this
when the seventh leaped from the gallery overhead.
It
was a long jump, but the dark figure was lithe and, landing, rolled instantly
and was up. Five feet from Diarmuid with a dagger back to throw.
Only
Aileron moved in time. With the unleashed reflexes of a pure fighter, he
grabbed for the first thing that came to hand. As the assassin’s dagger went
back, Aileron flung the heavy object hard across the space between. It hit the
intruder square in the back; the flung blade was sent awry, just awry. Enough
so as not to pierce the heart it was intended for.
Diarmuid
had not even moved. He stood, swaying a little, with a peculiar half-smile on
his face and a jeweled dagger deep in his left shoulder. He had time, Kim saw,
to murmur something very low, indistinguishable, as if to himself, before all
the swords were out and the assassin was ringed by steel. Ceredur of North Keep
drew back his blade to kill.
“Hold
swords!” Diarmuid ordered sharply. “Hold!” Ceredur slowly lowered his weapon.
The only sound in the whole great room was made by the object Aileron had
flung, rolling in diminishing circles on the mosaic-inlaid floor.
It
happened to be the Oak Crown of Brennin.
Diarmuid,
with a frightening glint of hilarity in his face, bent to pick it up. He bore
it, his footsteps echoing, to the long table in the center of the room. Setting
it down, he unstoppered a decanter, using one hand only. They all watched as he
poured himself a drink, quite deliberately. Then he carried his glass slowly
back towards them all.
“It
is my pleasure,” said Diarmuid dan Ailell, Prince of Brennin, “to propose a
toast.” The wide mouth smiled. There was blood dripping from his arm. “Will you
all drink with me,” he said, raising high the glass, “to the Dark Rose of
Cathal?”
And walking forward, he lifted his other arm, with
obvious pain, and removed the cap and pins she wore, so that Sharra’s dark hair
tumbled free.
Having
Devorsh killed had been a mistake, for two reasons. First, it gave her father
far too much leverage in his campaign to foist one of the lords on her. The
lordlings. Leverage he had already begun to use.
Secondly,
he was the wrong man.
By
the time Rangat sent up its fiery hand—visible even in Cathal, though the
Mountain itself was not—her own explosion of rage had metamorphosed into
something else. Something quite as deadly, or even more so, since it was
sheathed within exquisitely simulated repentance.
She
had agreed that she would walk the next morning with Evien of Lagos in the
gardens, and then receive two other men in the afternoon; she had been agreeing
to everything.
But
when the red moon rose that night, she bound up her hair, knowing her father
very, very well, and in the strangely hued darkness and the haste of departure,
she joined the embassy to Paras Derval.
It
was easy. Too easy, a part of her thought as they rode to Cynan; discipline was
shockingly lax among the troops of the Garden Country. Still, it served her
purpose now, as had the Mountain and the moon.
For
whatever the larger cataclysms might mean, whatever chaos lay before them all,
Sharra had her own matter to deal with first, and the falcon is a hunting bird.
At
Cynan there was pandemonium. When they finally tracked down the harbor-master,
he flashed a code of lights across the delta to Seresh and was quickly
answered. He took them across himself, horses and all, on a wide river barge.
From the familiarity of the greetings exchanged on the other side of Saeren, it
was clear that rumors of quite improper intercourse between the river
fortresses were true. It was increasingly evident how certain letters had
gotten into Cathal.
There
had been rumblings of thunder in the north as they rode to Cynan, but as they
came ashore in Seresh in the dark hours before dawn, all was still and the red
moon hung low over the sea, sailing in and out of scudding clouds. All about
her flowed the apprehensive murmurings of war, mingled with a desperate relief
among the men of Brennin at the rain that was softly falling. There had been a
drought, she gathered.
Shalhassan’s
emissaries accepted, with some relief, an invitation from the garrison
commander at Seresh to stay for what remained of the night. The Duke, they
learned, was in Paras Derval already, and something else they learned: Ailell
was dead. This morning. Word had come at sundown. There would be a funeral and
then a coronation on the morrow.
Who?
Why, Prince Diarmuid, of course. The heir, you know. A little wild, the
commander conceded, but a gallant Prince. There were none in Cathal to match
him, he’d wager. Only a daughter for Shalhassan. What a shame, that.
She
slipped from the party as it rode towards Seresh castle and, circling the town
to the northeast, set out alone on the road to Paras Derval.
She
reached it late in the morning. It was easy there, too, amid the hysteria of an
interrupted, overcrowded festival, a dead King, and the terror of Rakoth
unchained. She should, a part of her mind said, be feeling that terror, too,
for as Shalhassan’s heir she had an idea of what was to come, and she had seen
her father’s face as he looked upon the shattered ward-stone. Shalhassan’s
frightened face, which never, ever showed his thought. Oh, there was terror
enough to be found, but not yet.
She was on a hunt.
The doors of the palace were wide open. The funeral
had so many people coming and going back and forth that Sharra was able to slip
inside without trouble. She thought, briefly, of going to the tombs, but there
would be too many people there, too great a press.
Fighting
the first numbings of fatigue, she forced herself to clarity. They were having
a coronation after the burial. They would have to; in time of war there was no
space to linger. Where? Even in Cathal the Great Hall of Tomaz Lal was a
byword. It would have to be there.
She
had spent all her life in palaces. No other assassin could have navigated with
such instinctive ease the maze of corridors and stairwells. Indeed, it was the
very certainty of her bearing that precluded any challenge.
All
so very easy. She found the musicians’ gallery, and it was even unlocked. She
could have picked the lock in any case; her brother had taught her how, years
and years ago. Entering, she sat down in a dark corner and composed herself to
wait. From the high shadows she could see servants below making ready glasses
and decanters, trays of food, deep chairs for nobility.
It
was a fine hall, she conceded, and the windows were indeed something rare and
special. Larai Rigal was better, though. Nothing matched the gardens she knew
so well.
The
gardens she might never see again. For the first time, now that she was,
unbelievably, here, and had only to wait, a tendril of fear snaked insidiously
through her mind. She banished it. Leaning forward, she gauged the leap. It was
long, longer than from high branches of familiar trees, but it could be done.
It would be done. And he would see her face before he died, and die knowing.
Else there was no point.
A
noise startled her. Pressing quickly back into her corner, she caught her
breath as six archers slipped through the unlocked door and ranged themselves
along the gallery. It was wide and deep; she was not seen, though one of them
was very close to her. In silence she crouched in the corner, and so learned,
from their low talk, that there was more than a simple coronation to take place
that day, and that there were others in that hall with designs on the life she
had claimed as her own.
She
had a moment to think on the nature of this returned Prince, Aileron, who could
send men hither with orders to kill his only brother on command. Briefly she
remembered Marlen, her own brother, whom she had loved and who was dead. Only
briefly, though, because such thoughts were too soft for what she had still to
do, despite this new difficulty. It had been easy to this point, she had no
right to have expected no hindrance at all.
In
the next moments, though, difficulty became something more, for ten men burst
through the two doors of the high gallery; in pairs they came, with knives and
swords drawn, and in cold, efficient silence they disarmed the archers and
found her.
She
had the presence of mind to keep her head down as they threw her together with
the six archers. The gallery had been designed to be shadowed and torch-lit,
with only the flames visible from below, so that music emanating therefrom
would seem disembodied, born of fire. It was this that saved her from being
exposed in the moments before the nobles of Brennin began to file in over the
mosaic-inlaid floor below them.
Every
man in that gallery, and the one woman, watched, absorbed, as the foreshortened
figures moved to the end of the hall where stood a carved wooden throne. It was
oak, she knew, and so was the crown resting on the table beside it.
Then
he came forward into view from the perimeter of the room and it was clear that
he had to die, because she was still, in spite of all, having trouble breathing
at the sight of him. The golden hair was bright above the black of his
mourning. He wore a red armband; so, she abruptly realized, did the ten men
encircling her and the archers. An understanding came then and, though she fought
it very hard, a sharp pleasure at his mastery. Oh, it was clear, it was clear
he had to die. The broad-shouldered man with the Chancellor’s seal about his
neck was speaking now. Then he was interrupted once, and, more intensely, a
second time. It was hard to hear, but when a dark-bearded man strode to stand
in front of the throne she knew it was Aileron, the exile returned. He didn’t
look like Diarmuid.
“Kevin,
by all the gods, I want his blood for this!” the leader of her captors hissed
fiercely. “Easy,” a fair-haired man replied. “Listen.” They all did. Diarmuid,
she saw, was no longer pacing; he had come to stand, his posture indolent,
before his brother.
“The
Throne is mine,” the dark Prince announced. “I will kill for it or die for it
before we leave this hall.” Even in the high gallery, the intensity of it
reached them. There was a silence.
Raucously
broken by Diarmuid’s lazy applause. “God,” the one called Kevin murmured. I
could have told you, she thought, and then checked it brutally.
He
was speaking now, something too soft to be caught, which was maddening, but
Aileron’s reply they all heard, and stiffened: “There are six archers in the
musicians’ gallery,” he said, “who will kill you if I raise my hand.”
Time
seemed to slow impossibly. It was upon her, she knew. Words were spoken very
softly down below, then more words, then: “Coll,” Diarmuid said
clearly, and the big man moved forward to be seen and speak, and say, as she
had known he would: “There were seven men up here.” It all seemed to be quite
peculiarly slow; she had a great deal of time to think, to know what was about
to happen, long, long it seemed, before Aileron said, “I sent six. Who is the
seventh?”—and she jumped, catching them utterly by surprise, drawing her dagger
even as she fell, so slowly, with so much clarity, to land and roll and rise to
face her lover.
She
had intended to give him an instant to recognize her; she prayed she had that
much time before they killed her.
He
didn’t need it. His eyes were wide on hers, knowing right away, knowing
probably even as she fell, and, oh, curse him forever, quite unafraid. So she
threw. She had to throw, before he smiled.
It
would have killed him, for she knew how to use a dagger, if something had not
struck her from behind as she released.
She
staggered, but kept her feet. So did he, her dagger in his left arm to the
hilt, just above the red armband. And then, in a longed-for, terrifying access
to what lay underneath the command and the glitter, she heard him murmur, so
low no one else could possibly hear, “Both of you?”
And
in that moment he was undisguised.
Only
for the moment, so brief, she almost doubted it had taken place, because
immediately he was smiling again, elusive, controlling. With vivid laughter in
his eyes, he took the crown his brother had thrown to save his life, and set it
down. Then he poured his wine and came back to salute her extravagantly, and
set free her hair so that she was revealed, and though her dagger was in his
arm, it seemed that it was he who held her as a small thing in the palm of his
hand, and not the other way around at all.
“Both
of them!” Coll exclaimed. “They both wanted him dead, and now he has them both.
Oh, by the gods, he will do it now!”
“I don’t think so,” said Kevin soberly. “I don’t
think he will.”
“What?” demanded Coll, taken aback.
“Watch.”
“We will treat this lady,” Diarmuid was saying,
“with all dignity due to her. If I am not mistaken, she comes as the vanguard
of an embassy from Shalhassan of Cathal. We are honored that he sends his daughter
and heir to consult with us.”
It was so smoothly done that he took them all with
him for a moment, standing the reality on its head.
“But,” spluttered Ceredur, red-faced with
indignation, “she tried to kill you!”
“She had cause,” Diarmuid replied calmly.
“Will you explain, Prince Diarmuid?” It was Mabon of
Rhoden. Speaking with deference, Kevin noted.
“Now,” said Coll, grinning again.
Now, thought Sharra.
Whatever happens, I will not live with this shame.
Diarmuid
said, “I stole a flower from Larai Rigal four nights ago in such a way that the
Princess would know. It was an irresponsible thing, for those gardens, as we
all know, are sacred to them. It seems that Sharra of Cathal valued the honor
of her country above her own life—for which we in turn must honor her.”
Sharra’s
world spun for a dizzy instant, then righted itself. She felt herself flushing;
tried to control it. He was giving her an out, setting her free. But, she asked
herself, even then, with a racing heart, of what worth was freedom if it came
only as his gift?
She
had no time to pursue it, for Aileron’s voice cut abrasively through his
brother’s spell, just as Diarmuid’s applause had destroyed his own, moments
before: “You are lying,” the older Prince said tersely. “Even you would not go
through Seresh and Cynan as King’s Heir, risking so much exposure for a flower.
Do not toy with us!”
Diarmuid,
eyebrows raised, turned to his brother. “Should I,” he said in a voice like
velvet, “kill you instead?”
Score
one, Kevin
thought, seeing, even high as he was, how Aileron paled at that. And a neat
diversion, too.
“As
it happens,” Diarmuid went on, “I didn’t go near the river fortresses.”
“You
flew, I suppose?” Jaelle interjected acidly.
Diarmuid
bestowed his most benign smile upon her. “No. We crossed Saeren below the Dael
Slope, and climbed up the handholds carved in the rock on the other side.”
“This
is disgraceful!” Aileron snapped, recovering. “How can you lie at such a time?”
There was a murmur among the gathering.
“As
it happens,” Kevin Laine called down, moving forward to be seen, “he’s telling
the truth.” They all looked up. “The absolute truth,” Kevin went on, pushing
it. “There were nine of us.”
“Do
you remember,” Diarmuid asked his brother, “the book of Nygath that we read as
boys?”
Reluctantly,
Aileron nodded.
“I
broke the code,” Diarmuid said cheerfully. “The one we could never solve. It
told of steps carved into the cliff in Cathal five hundred years ago by Alon,
before he was King. We crossed the river and climbed them. It isn’t quite as
foolish as it sounds—it was a useful training expedition. And something more.”
She
kept her head high, her eyes fixed on the windows. But every timbre of his
voice registered within her. Something more. Is a falcon not a
falcon if it does not fly alone?
“How
did you cross the river?” Duke Niavin of Seresh asked, with no little interest.
He had them all now, Kevin saw; the first great lie now covered with successive
layers of truth.
“With
Loren’s arrows, actually, and a taut rope across. But don’t tell him,” Diarmuid
grinned easily, despite a dagger in his arm, “or I’ll never, ever hear the end
of it.”
“Too
late!” someone said from behind them, halfway down the hall.
They
all turned. Loren was there, clad for the first time since the crossing in his
cloak of power, shot through with many colors that shaded into silver. And
beside him was the one who had spoken.
“Behold,” said Loren
Silvercloak, “I bring you the Twiceborn of the prophecy. Here is Pwyll the
Stranger who has come back to us, Lord of the Summer Tree.” He had time to
finish, barely, before there came an utterly undecorous scream from the Seer of
Brennin, and a second figure hurtled over the balcony of the overhead gallery,
shouting with relief and joy as he fell.
Kim
got there first, to envelop Paul in a fierce, strangling embrace that was
returned, as hard, by him. There were tears of happiness in her eyes as she
stepped aside to let Kevin and Paul stand face to face. She was grinning, she
knew, like a fool. “Amigo,” said Paul, and smiled. “Welcome back,” said Kevin
simply, and then all the nobility of Brennin watched in respectful silence as
the two of them embraced.
Kevin
stepped back, his eyes bright. “You did it,” he said flatly. “You’re clear now,
aren’t you?” And Paul smiled again. “I am,” he said.
Sharra,
watching, not understanding anything beyond the intensity, saw Diarmuid walk
forward then to the two of them, and she marked the pleasure in his eyes, which
was unfeigned and absolute.
“Paul,”
he said, “this is a bright thread unlooked-for. We were mourning you.” Schafer
nodded. “I’m sorry about your father.” “It was time, I think,” said Diarmuid.
They, too, embraced, and as they did so, the stillness of the hall was
shattered by a great noise over their heads as Diarmuid’s men roared and
clattered their swords. Paul raised a hand to salute them back.
Then
the mood changed, the interlude was over, for Aileron had come forward, too, to
stand in front of Paul as Diarmuid stepped aside.
For
what seemed like forever, the two men gazed at each other, their expressions
equally unreadable. No one there could know what had passed between them in the
Godwood two nights before, but what lay in the room was palpable, and a thing
very deep.
“Mörnir
be praised,” Aileron said, and dropped to his knees before Paul.
A
moment later, everyone in the room but Kevin Laine and the three women had done
the same. His heart tight with emotion, Kevin suddenly understood a truth about
Aileron. This, this was how he led, by pure force of example and conviction.
Even Diarmuid, he saw, had followed his brother’s lead.
His
eyes met Kim’s across the heads of the kneeling brothers. Not clearly knowing
what it was he was acquiescing to, he nodded, and was moved to see the relief
that showed in her face. She wasn’t, it seemed, such a stranger after all,
white hair notwithstanding.
Aileron
rose again, and so did all the others. Paul had not moved or spoken. He seemed
to be conserving his strength. Quietly the Prince said, “We are grateful beyond
measure for what you have woven.”
Schafer’s
mouth moved in what was only half a smile. “I didn’t take your death after
all,” he said.
Aileron
stiffened; without responding, he spun and walked back to the throne. Ascending
the steps, he turned again to face them all, his eyes compelling. “Rakoth is
free,” he said. “The stones are broken and we are at war with the Dark. I say
to all of you, to you, my brother”—a sudden rawness in the voice—“I tell you
that this conflict is what I was born for. I have sensed it all my life without
knowing. Now I know. It is my destiny. It is,” cried Aileron, passion blazing
in his face, “my war!”
The
power of it was overwhelming, a cry of conviction torn whole from the heart.
Even Jaelle’s bitter eyes held a kind of acceptance, and there was no mockery
at all in Diarmuid’s face.
“You arrogant bastard,” Paul Schafer said.
It was like a kick in the teeth. Even Kevin felt it.
He saw Aileron’s head snap back, his eyes go wide with shock.
“How
presumptuous can you get?” Paul went on, stepping forward to stand before
Aileron. “Your death. Your crown. Your destiny. Your war. Your war?” His
voice skirled upward. He put a hand on the table for support.
“Pwyll,”
said Loren. “Paul, wait.”
“No!”
Schafer snapped. “I hate this, and I hate giving in to it.” He turned back to
Aileron. “What about the lios alfar?” he demanded. “Loren tells me twenty of
them have died already. What about Cathal? Isn’t it their war, too?” He pointed
to Sharra. “And Eridu? And the Dwarves? Isn’t this Matt Sören’s war? And what
about the Dalrei? There are two of them here now, and seventeen of them have
died. Seventeen of the Dalrei are dead. Dead! Isn’t it their war, Prince
Aileron? And look at us. Look at Kim—look at her, at what she’s taken on
for you. And”—his voice roughened—“think about Jen, if you will, just for a
second, before you lay sole claim to this.”
There
was a difficult silence. Aileron’s eyes had never left Paul’s while he spoke,
nor did they now. When he began to speak, his tone was very different, a plea
almost. “I understand,” he said stiffly. “I understand all of what you are
saying, but I cannot change what else I know. Pwyll, I was born into the world
to fight this war.”
With
a strange light-headedness, Kim Ford spoke then for the first time in public as
Seer of Brennin. “Paul,” she said, “everyone, I have to tell you that I’ve seen
this. So did Ysanne. That’s why she sheltered him. Paul, what he’s saying is
true.”
Schafer
looked at her, and the crusading anger she remembered from what he had been
before Rachel died faded in the face of her own certitude. Oh, Ysanne,
she thought, seeing it happen, how did you stand up under so much
weight?
“If
you tell me, I will believe it,” Paul said, obviously drained. “But you know it
remains his war even if he is not High King of Brennin. He’s still going to
fight it. It seems a wrong way to choose a King.”
“Do
you have a suggestion?” Loren asked, surprising them all.
“Yes,
I do,” Paul said. He let them wait, then, “I suggest you let the Goddess
decide. She who sent the moon. Let her Priestess speak her will,” said the
Arrow of the God, looking at Jaelle.
They
all turned with him. It seemed, in the end, to have a kind of inevitability to
it: the Goddess taking back one King and sending forth another in his stead.
She
had been waiting, amid the tense dialogue back and forth, for the moment to
stop them all and say this thing. Now he had done it for her.
She
gazed at him a moment before she rose, tall and beautiful, to let them know the
will of Dana and Gwen Ystrat, as had been done long ago in the naming of the
Kings. In a room dense with power, hers was not the least, and it was the
oldest, by far.
“It
is a matter for sorrow,” she began, blistering them with a glance, “that it
should take a stranger to Fionavar to remind you of the true order of things.
But howsoever that may be, know ye the will of the Goddess—”
“No,”
said Diarmuid. And it appeared that there was nothing inevitable after all.
“Sorry, sweetling. With all deference to the dazzle of your smile, I
don’t want to know ye the will of the Goddess.”
“Fool!”
she exclaimed. “Do you want to be cursed?”
“I
have been cursed,” Diarmuid said with some feeling. “Rather a good deal lately.
I have had quite a lot happen to me today and I need a pint of ale very badly.
It has only just occurred to me that as High King I couldn’t very easily drop
in to the Boar at night, which is what I propose to do as soon as we’ve crowned
my brother and I get this dagger out of my arm.”
Even Paul Schafer was humbled by the relief that
flashed in that moment across the bearded face of Aileron dan Ailell, whose
mother was Marrien of the Garantae, and who would be crowned later that day by
Jaelle, the Priestess, as High King of Brennin to lead that realm and its
allies into war against Rakoth Maugrim and all the legions of the Dark.
There
was no banquet or celebration; it was a time of mourning and of war. And so at
sundown Loren gathered the four of them, with the two young Dalrei Dave refused
to be parted from, in the mages’ quarters in the town. One of the Dalrei had a
leg wound. That, at least, his magic had been able to deal with. A small
consolation, given how much seemed to be beyond him of late.
Looking
at his guests, Loren counted it off inwardly. Eight days; only eight days since
he had brought them here, yet so much had overtaken them, he could read changes
in Dave Martyniuk’s face, and in the tacit bonds that united him to the two
Riders. Then, when the big man told his story, Loren began to understand, and
he marveled. Ceinwen. Flidais in Pendaran. And Owein’s Horn hanging at Dave’s
side.
Whatever
power had been flowing through him when he chose to bring these five had been a
true one, and deep.
There
had been five, though, not four; there were only four in the room, however, and
absence resonated among them like a chord.
And
then was given voice. “Time to start thinking about how to get her back,” Kevin
Laine said soberly. It was interesting, Loren noted, that it was still Kevin
who could speak, instinctively, for all of them.
It
was a hard thing, but it had to be said. “We will do everything we can,” Loren
stated flatly. “But you must be told that if the black swan bore her north, she
has been taken by Rakoth himself.”
There
was a pain in the mage’s heart. Despite his premonitions, he had deceived her
into coming, given her over to the svart alfar, bound her beauty as if with his
own hands to the putrescence of Avaia, and consigned her to Maugrim. If there
was a judgement waiting for him in the Weaver’s Halls, Jennifer would be
someone he had to answer for.
“Did
you say a swan?” the fair-haired Rider asked. Levon. Ivor’s son, whom he
remembered from fully ten years ago as a boy on the eve of his fast. A man now,
though young, and bearing the always difficult weight of the first men killed
under his command. They were all so young, he realized suddenly, even Aileron. We
are going to war against a god, he thought, and tasted a terrible
doubt.
He
masked it. “Yes,” he said, “a swan. Avaia the Black she was named, long ago.
Why do you ask?”
“We
saw her,” Levon said. “The evening before the Mountain’s fire.” For no good
reason, that seemed to make it hurt even more.
Kimberly
stirred a little, and they turned to her. The white hair above the young eyes
was still disturbing. “I dreamt her,” she said. “So did Ysanne.”
And
with that, there was another lost woman in the room for Loren, another ghost. You
and I will not meet again on this side of the Night, Ysanne had told
Ailell.
On
this side, or on the other now, it seemed. She had gone so far it could not be
compassed. He thought about Lokdal. Colan’s dagger, Seithr’s gift. Oh, the
Dwarves did dark things with power under their mountains.
Kevin,
straining a little, punctured the grimness of the silence. “Ye gods and little
fishes!” he exclaimed. “This is some reunion. We’ve got to do better than this!”
A
good try, Dave Martyniuk thought, surprising himself with how well he
understood what Kevin was trying to do. It wasn’t going to get more than a
smile, though. It wasn’t—
Access to inspiration came then with blinding
suddenness.
“Uh-uh,” he said slowly,
choosing his words. “Can’t do it, Kevin. We’ve got another problem here.” He
paused, enjoying a new sensation, as their concerned eyes swung to him.
Then,
reaching into the pocket of his saddle-bag on the floor beside him, he withdrew
something he’d carried a long way. “I think you’ve misinterpreted the judgement
in the McKay case,” he told Kevin, and tossed the travel-stained
Evidence notes down on the table.
Hell,
Dave thought, watching them all, even Levon, even Tore, give way to hilarity
and relief. There’s nothing to this! A wide grin, he knew, was splashed across
his face.
“Funny,
funny man,” Kevin Laine said, with unstinted approval. He was still laughing.
“I need a drink,” Kevin exclaimed. “We all do. And you,” he pointed to Dave,
“haven’t met Diarmuid yet. I think you’ll like him even more than you like me.”
Which
was a funny kind of dig, Dave thought as they rose to go, and one he’d have to
think about. He had a feeling, though, that this, at least, would turn out to
be all right.
The
five young men departed for the Black Boar. Kim, however, following an instinct
that had been building since the coronation, begged off and returned to the
palace. Once there, she knocked at a door down the corridor from her own. She
made a suggestion, which was accepted. A short while later, in her own room, it
emerged that her intuitions on this sort of thing had not been affected at all
by anything in Fionavar.
Matt
Sören closed the door behind them. He and Loren looked at each other, alone for
the first time that day.
“Owein’s
Horn now,” the mage said finally, as if concluding a lengthy exchange.
The
Dwarf shook his head. “That is deep,” he said. “Will you try to wake them?”
Loren
rose and crossed to the window. It was raining again. He put out his hand to
feel it like a gift on his palm.
“I
won’t,” he said at last. “But they might.”
The
Dwarf said softly, “You have been holding yourself back, haven’t you?”
Loren
turned. His eyes, deep-set under the thick gray eyebrows, were tranquil, but
there was power in them still. “I have,” he said. “There is a force flowing
through all of diem, I think, the strangers and our own. We have to give them
room.”
“They are very young,” Matt Sören said.
“I know they are.”
“You are sure of this? You are going to let them
carry it?”
“I am sure of nothing,” the mage said. “But yes, I
am going to let them carry it.”
“We will be there?”
Silvercloak
smiled then. “Oh, my friend,” he said, “we will have our battle, never fear. We
must let the young ones carry it, but before the end, you and I may have to
fight the greatest battle of them all.”
“You
and I,” the Dwarf growled in his deep tones. By which the mage understood a
number of things, not least of which was love.
In
the end, the Prince had had a great many pints of ale. There were an infinity
of reasons, all good.
He
had been named Aileron’s heir in the ceremony that afternoon. “This,” he’d
said, “is getting to be a habit.” The obvious line. They were quoting it all
over the Black Boar, though. He drained another pint. Oh, an infinity of
reasons, he had.
Eventually
it seemed that he was alone, and in his own chambers in the palace, the
chambers of Prince Diarmuid dan Ailell, the King’s Heir in Brennin. Indeed.
It was far too late to
bother going to sleep. Using the outer walls, though with difficulty because of
his arm, he made his way to Sharra’s balcony.
Her
room was empty.
On
a hunch, he looped two rooms along to where Kim Ford was sleeping. It was hard
work, with the wound. When he finally climbed up over the balustrade, having to
use the tree for awkward leverage, he was greeted by two pitchers of icy water
in the face. No one deflected them either, or the laughter of Shalhassan’s
daughter and the Seer of Brennin, who were a long way down the road to an
unexpected friendship.
Mourning
his fate somewhat, the heir to the throne finally slipped back into the palace
and made his way, dripping, to the room of the Lady Rheva.
One
took comfort where one could, at times like this.
He
did, in fact, eventually fall asleep. Looking complacently down on him, Rheva
heard him murmur as in a dream, “Both of them.” She didn’t really understand,
but he had praised her breasts earlier, and she was not displeased.
Kevin
Laine, who might have been able to explain it to her, was awake as well,
hearing a very long, very private story from Paul. Who could talk again, it
seemed, and who wanted to. When Schafer was done, Kevin spoke himself, also for
a long time.
At
the end of it, they looked at each other. Dawn was breaking. Eventually, they
had to smile, despite Rachel, despite Jen, despite everything.
Chapter
16
He
came for her in the morning.
She
thought she had sounded the depths of despair the night before, when the swan
had set down before the iron gates of Starkadh. From the air she had seen it a
long way off, a brutally superimposed black upon the white plateaus of the
glaciers. Then as they flew nearer, she had felt herself almost physically
battered by the nature of it: the huge, piled slabs of windowless stone,
lightless, unyielding. Fortress of a god.
In
the darkness and the cold his servants had unbound her from the swan. With
grasping hands she had been dragged—for her legs were numb—into the bowels of
Starkadh, where the odor was of decay and corrupting flesh, even among the
cold, and the only lights gleamed a baneful green. They had thrown her into a
room alone, and filthy, exhausted, she had fallen onto the one stained pallet
on the icy floor. It smelt of svart alfar.
She
lay awake, though, shivering with the bitter cold for a long time. When she did
sleep, it was fitfully, and the swan flew through her dreams crying in cold
triumph.
When
she woke, it was to the certitude that the terrors she had endured were but a
shelf on the long way down, and the bottom was invisible yet in the darkness,
but waiting. She was going there.
It
wasn’t dark in the room now, though. There was a bright fire blazing on the
opposite wall, and in the middle of the room she saw a wide bed standing, and
with a constriction of the heart she recognized her parents’ bed. A foreboding
came upon her, complete and very clear; she was here to be broken, and there
was no mercy in this place. There was a god.
And
in that moment he was there, he had come, and she felt her mind shockingly
peeled open like a fruit. For an instant she fought it, and then was enveloped,
stricken by the ease with which she was exposed. She was in his fortress. She
was his, it was made known to her. She would be smashed on the anvil of his
hate.
It
ended, as suddenly as it had begun. Her sight returned, slowly, blurred; her
whole body trembled violently, she had no control over it. She turned her head
and saw Rakoth.
She
had vowed not to cry out, but all vows in this place were as nothing before
what he was.
From
out of time he had come, from beyond the Weaver’s Halls, and into the pattern
of the Tapestry. A presence in all the worlds he was, but incarnate here in
Fionavar, which was the First, the one that mattered.
Here
he had set his feet upon the Ice, and so made the northland the place of his
power, and here he had raised up jagged Starkadh. And when it was full-wrought,
a claw, a cancer in the north, he had risen to the topmost tower and screamed
his name that the wind might bear it to the tamed gods whom he feared not,
being stronger by far than any one of them.
Rakoth
Maugrim, the Unraveller.
It
was Cernan, the stag-horned forest god, who set the trees whispering in mockery
of that claim, and in mockery they named him otherwise: Sathain, the Hooded
One, and Mörnir of the Thunder sent lightning down to drive him from the tower.
And
all the while the lios alfar, newly wakened, sang in Daniloth of Light, and
Light was in their eyes, their name, and he hated them with an undying hate.
Too
soon had he attacked, though the years may have seemed long to mortal men. And
indeed there were men in Fionavar then, for Iorweth had come from oversea, in
answer to a dream sent by Mörnir with sanction of the Mother, to found Paras
Derval in Brennin by the Summer Tree, and his son had ruled, and his son’s son,
and then Conary had ascended to the throne.
And
in that time had Rakoth come down in fury from the Ice.
And
after bitter war been beaten back. Not by the gods—for in the waiting time, the
Weaver had spoken, the first and only time he had done so. He said that the
worlds had not been woven to be a battleground for powers outside of time, and
that if Maugrim were to be mastered, it would be by the Children, with only
mildest intercession of the gods. And it had been so. They had bound him under
the Mountain, though he could not die, and they had shaped the wardstones to
burn red if he but assayed the smallest trial of his powers.
This
time it would be otherwise. Now his patience would bear ripe fruit for the
crushing, for this time he had been patient. Even when the circle of the
guardians had been broken, he had lain still under Rangat, enduring the torment
of the chain, savoring it then to sweeten the taste of vengeance to come. Not
until Starkadh had been raised high again from the rubble of its fall had he
come out from under the Mountain, and with red exploding triumph, let them know
he was free.
Oh,
this time he would go slowly. He would break them all, one by one. He would
crush them with his hand. His one hand, for the other lay, black and festering,
under Rangat, with Ginserat’s unbroken chain around it still, and for that as
much as anything would they pay full, fullest measure before they were allowed
to die.
Starting
with this one, who knew nothing, he saw, and so was trash, a toy, first flesh
for his hunger, and fair like the lios, a presaging of his oldest desire. He
reached into her, it was so easy in Starkadh, he knew her whole, and began.
She
had been right. The bottom was so far down, the truest depths of night lay
beyond where she could ever have apprehended them to be. Facing hate in that
moment, a blank, obliterating power, Jennifer saw that he was huge, towering
over her, with one hand taloned, gray like disease, and the other gone, leaving
only a stump that forever dripped black blood. His robe was black, darker even,
somehow, a swallowing of light, and within the hood he wore there was—most
terrible—no face. Only eyes that burned her like dry ice, so cold they were,
though red like hellfire. Oh, what sin, what sin would they say had been hers
that she be given over to this?
Pride?
For she was proud, she knew, had been raised to be so. But if that was it, then
be it so still, here at the end, at the fall of Dark upon her. A sweet child
she had been, strong, a kindness in her nature, if hidden behind caution, not
opening easily to other souls, because she trusted only her own. A pride in
that, which Kevin Laine, first of all men, had seen for what it was, and laid
open for her to understand before he stepped back to let her grow in that
understanding. A gift, and not without pain for himself. A long way off, he
was, and what, oh, what did any of it matter in this place? What did it matter
why? It didn’t, clearly, except that at the end we only have ourselves anyway,
wherever it comes down. So Jennifer rose from the mattress on the floor, her
hair tangled, filthy, the odor of Avaia on her torn clothes, her face stained,
body bruised and cut, and she mastered the tremor in her voice and said to him,
“You will have nothing of me that you do not take.”
And
in that foul place, a beauty blazed like Light unleashed, white with courage
and fierce clarity.
But
this was the stronghold of the Dark, the deepest place of his power, and he
said, “But I will take everything,” and changed his shape before her eyes to
become her father.
And
after that it was very bad.
You
send your mind away, she remembered reading once; when you’re tortured, when
you’re raped, you send your mind after a while into another place, far from
where pain is. You send it as far as you can. To love, the memory of it, a spar
for clinging to.
But
she couldn’t, because everywhere she went he was there. There was no escape to
love, not even in childhood, because it was her father naked on the bed with
her—her mother’s bed—and there was nothing clean in any place. “You wanted to
be Princess One,” James Lowell whispered tenderly. “Oh, you are now, you are.
Let me do this to you, and this, you have no choice, you always wanted this.”
Everything.
He was taking everything. And through it all he had one hand only, and the
other, the rotting stump, dripped his black blood on her body and it burned
wherever it fell.
Then
he started the changes, again and again, tracking her through all the corridors
of her soul. Nowhere, nowhere to even try to hide. For Father Laughlin was
above her then, tearing her, excoriating her, penetrating, whose gentleness had
been an island all her life. And after him, she should have been prepared,
but—oh, Mary Mother, what was her sin, what had she done that evil could have
power over her like this? For now it was Kevin, brutal, ravaging, burning her
with the blood of his missing hand. Nowhere for her to go, where else was there
in all the worlds? She was so far, so far, and he was so vast, he was all
places, everywhere, and the only thing he could not do was reclaim his hand,
and what good would that do her, oh, what good?
It
went on so long that time unhinged among the pain, the voices, the probing of
her deepest places as with a trowel, effortlessly. Once he was a man she did
not know, very tall, dark, a square-jawed face, distorted now with hatred,
brown eyes distended—but she did not know him, she knew she did not know. And
then he was, most shockingly, himself at the end, giant upon her, the hood
terribly thrown back and nothing there, only the eyes, endlessly, only them,
raking her into shreds, first sweet fruit of his long revenge.
It
had been over for a long time before she became aware. She kept her eyes
closed. She breathed, she was still alive. And no, she told herself, her
soul on a spar in a darkest place, the only light her own and so dim. But no,
she said again within her being; and, opening her eyes, she looked full
upon him and spoke for the second time. “You can take them,” Jennifer said, her
voice a scrape of pain, “but I will not give them to you, and every one of them
has two hands.”
And
he laughed, for resistance here was a joy, an intensifying of pleasure
unimagined. “You shall,” he said, “give all of yourself for that. I shall make
of your will my gift.”
She
didn’t understand, but a time later there was someone else in the room, and for
a hallucinatory instant she thought it was Matt Sören.
“When
I leave this room,” said Rakoth, “you are Blod’s, for he brought me a thing I coveted.”
The Dwarf, who was not Matt after all, smiled. There was a hunger in his
expression. She was naked, she knew. Open.
“You
will give him everything he asks,” the Unraveller said. “He need take nothing,
you will give and give again until you die.” He turned to the Dwarf. “She
pleases you?”
Blod
could only nod; his eyes were terrifying.
Rakoth
laughed again, it was the laughter on the wind. “She will do anything you ask.
At morning’s end you are to kill her, though. Any way you like, but she must
die. There is a reason.” And moving forward as he spoke, Sathain, the Hooded
One, touched her once, with his one hand, between the eyes.
And
oh, it was not over after all. For the spar was gone, the clinging place for
what she was, for Jennifer.
He
left the room. He left her with the Dwarf. What was left of her.
Blod
wet his lips. “Get up,” he said, and she rose. She could not do otherwise.
There was no spar, there was no light.
“Beg
me,” he said, and oh, what sin had it been? Even as the pleading spilled
helplessly from her, as his filthy abuse rained down, and then real pain, which
excited him—even through it all she found something. Not a spar of light, for
there was no light anymore, it was drowned; but here, at the last, the very
last thing was pride. She would not scream, she would not go mad, unless he
said for her to do so, and if he did that, it was still being taken, after all,
she was not giving it.
But
at length he tired and, mindful of his instructions, turned his mind to killing
her. He was inventive, and it appeared after a time that pain did impose
impossibilities. Pride can only carry one so far, and golden girls can die, so
when the Dwarf began to truly hurt her, she started to scream after all. No
spar, no light, no name, nothing left but the Dark.
When
the embassy from Cathal entered the Great Hall of Paras Derval in the morning,
it was with a degree of stupefaction quite spectacular that they discovered
their Princess waiting to greet them.
Kim
Ford was fighting a shameful case of the giggles. Sharra’s description of the
probable reactions on the part of the embassy dovetailed so wonderfully with
the reality that she knew with certainty that if she but glanced at the
Princess, she would disgrace herself. She kept her eyes carefully lowered.
Until
Diarmuid strolled up. The business with the water pitchers the night before had
generated the sort of hilarity between the two women that cements a developing
friendship. They had laughed for a long time.
It
was only afterwards that Kim had remembered that he was a wounded man,
and perhaps in more ways than one. He had also acted in the afternoon to save
both Sharra’s life and her pride, and he had told them to crown his brother.
She should have remembered all of that, she supposed, but then she couldn’t,
she simply could not be serious and sensitive all the time.
In
any case, the Prince showed no traces of affliction at the moment. Using the
drone of Gorlaes’s voice as cover—Aileron had, a little surprisingly,
re-appointed the Chancellor—he approached the two of them. His eyes were clear,
very blue, and his manner gave no hint of extreme intoxication a few hours
before, unless it lay in the slightly edged quality of his gaze.
“I
hope,” he murmured to Sharra, “that yesterday discharged all your impulses to
throw things at me.”
“I
wouldn’t count on it,” Sharra said defiantly.
He
was very good at this, Kim realized. He paused to flick her with a brief,
sardonic glance, as to an erring child, before turning back to the Princess.
“That,” he said simply, “would be a pity. Adults do have better things to do.”
And he moved off, elegant and assured, to stand beside his brother, as the heir
to the throne should.
Kim
felt obscurely chastened; the water had been awfully childish. On the other
hand, she abruptly recalled, he had been climbing into their rooms! He deserved
whatever he got, and more.
Which,
though manifestly true, didn’t seem to count for much. She still felt like a
kid at the moment. God, he’s cool, she thought, and felt a
stirring of sympathy for her newest friend. Sympathy and, because she was
honest with herself, the slightest flicker of envy.
In
the meantime, she was beginning to understand why Gorlaes was still Chancellor.
No one else would have put such a flourish into the necessary rituals that
accompanied procedures of this sort. Or even remembered them, for that matter.
He was still going, and Aileron was waiting with surprising patience, when a
second man, in his own way as handsome as the first, came up to her.
“What,”
asked Levon, without preamble or greeting, direct as wind, “is the ring you
have?”
This
was different. It was the Seer of Brennin who looked up at him appraisingly.
“The Baelrath,” she answered quietly. “The Warstone, it is called. It is of the
wild magic.”
He reacted to that. “Forgive me, but why are you
wearing it?”
“Because the last Seer gave it to me. She dreamt it
on my hand.”
He nodded, his eyes widening. “Gereint told me of
such things. Do you know what it is?”
“Not entirely. Do you?”
Levon shook his head. “No. How should I? It is far
from my world, Lady. I know the eltor and the Plain. But I have one thought.
May we talk after?”
He really was extraordinarily attractive, a restless
stallion in the confines of the hall. “Sure,” she said.
As it happened, they never got the chance.
Kevin,
standing with Paul beside one of the pillars opposite the women, was quietly
pleased at how clearheaded he felt. They’d done a lot of ale the night before.
Paying close attention, he saw Gorlaes and then Galienth, the Cathalian emissary,
conclude their formal speeches.
Aileron
rose. “I thank you,” he said levelly, “for coming here, and for your gracious
words about my father. We are grateful to Shalhassan that he saw fit to send
his daughter and heir to take counsel with us. It is a trust we honor, and it
is an emblem of the trust we all must share in the days to come.”
The
emissary, who, Kevin knew, was utterly clueless as to how Sharra had got there,
nodded sage agreement. The King, still standing, spoke again.
“In
this counsel-taking, all shall be granted speech, for it cannot be otherwise.
It comes to me, though, that first right of address here belongs not to myself,
but rather to the eldest of us and the one whose people best know the fury of
Rakoth. Na-Brendel of Daniloth, will you speak for the lios alfar?” For a
moment after he had ended, Aileron’s glance met that of Paul Schafer in an
enigmatic exchange.
Then
all eyes were on the lios. Still limping from his wounds, Brendel advanced, and
with him for support came the one who had seldom left his side in three days.
Tegid took Brendel carefully forward, and then withdrew, unwontedly diffident,
and the lios alfar stood alone in the midst of them all, his eyes the color of
the sea under rain.
“I
thank you, High King,” he said. “You do me and my people honor in this hall.”
He paused. “The lios have never been known for brevity of discourse, since time
runs more slowly for us than for you, but there is urgency upon us now, and I
will not be over-long. Two thoughts I have.” He looked around.
“There
were five guardian peoples named, one thousand years ago before the Mountain.
Four are here today: Brennin and Cathal, the Dalrei and the lios alfar. None of
our wardstones turned red, yet Rakoth is free. We had no warning at all. The
circle was broken, my friends, and so—,” he hesitated, then spoke aloud the
thought they all shared, “—and so we must beware of Eridu.”
Eridu,
Kim thought, remembering it from Eilathen’s whirling vision. Wild, beautiful
land where lived a race of dark, fierce, violent men.
And
the Dwarves. She turned, to see Matt Sören gazing at Brendel with an impassive
face.
“That
is my first counsel,” the lios continued. “The other is more to the point. If
Rakoth is but newly free, then even with his power, black Starkadh cannot be
raised again for some time. He has announced himself too soon. We must attack
before that fortress anchors his might in the Ice again. I say to all of you
that we should go forth from this Council and carry war to the Unraveller ourselves.
We bound him once, and we will do so again!”
He
was a flame; he fired them all with the burning in him. Even Jaelle, Kevin saw,
had a blaze of color in her face.
“No
one,” said Aileron, rising again, “could have spoken more clearly my own
thought. What say the Dalrei?”
In
the now charged ambience, Levon walked forward, uncomfortable but not abashed,
and Dave felt a surge of pride to hear his new brother say, “Never in our long
history have the Riders failed the High Kingdom in time of need. I can say to
you all that the sons of Revor will follow the sons of Conary and Colan into
the Riik Barrens and beyond against Maugrim. Aileron, High King, I pledge my
life to you, and my sword; do with them what you will. The Dalrei shall not
fail you.”
Quietly
Tore stepped forward. “And I,” he said. “My life, my sword.”
Stern
and erect, Aileron nodded to them, accepting it. He looked a king, Kevin
thought. In that moment he came into it.
“And
Cathal?” Aileron asked, turning to Galienth. But it was another voice that
answered him.
“A
thousand years ago,” said Sharra, daughter of Shalhassan, heir of Shalhassan,
“the men of the Garden Country fought and died in the Bael Rangat. They fought
at Celidon and among the tall trees of Gwynir. They were at Sennett Strand when
the last battle began and at Starkadh when it ended. They will do as much
again.” Her bearing was proud before them all, her beauty dazzling. “They will
fight and die. But before I accede to this counsel of attack, there is another
voice I would hear. Throughout Cathal the wisdom of the lios alfar is a byword,
but so, too, and often it has been said with a woven curse, is the knowledge of
the followers of Amairgen. What say the mages of Brennin? I would hear the
words of Loren Silvercloak.”
And with a jolt of dismay,
Kevin realized that she was right. The mage hadn’t said a thing. He had barely
made his presence known. And only Sharra had noticed.
Aileron,
he saw, seemed to have followed the same line of thought. He wore a sudden
expression of concern.
And
even now, Loren was hesitating. Paul gripped Kevin’s arm. “He doesn’t want to
speak,” Schafer whispered. “I think I’m going to—”
But
whatever intervention he had planned was forestalled, for there came then a
loud hammering on the great doors at the end of the hall, and as they turned,
startled, the doors were opened, and a figure walked with two of the palace
guard between the high pillars towards them all. He walked with the flat,
halting steps of absolute exhaustion, and as he drew nearer, Kevin saw that it
was a Dwarf.
In
the loud silence, it was Matt Sören who stepped forward. “Brock?” he whispered.
The
other Dwarf did not speak. He just kept walking and walking, as if by willpower
alone, until he had come the length of the Great Hall to where Matt stood. And
there he dropped to his knees at last, and in a voice of rawest grief, cried
aloud, “Oh, my king!”
In
that moment the one eye of Matt Sören truly became a window to his soul. And in
it they all saw a hunger unassuageable, the deepest, bitterest, most forsaken
longing of the heart.
“Why,
Matt?” Kim remembered asking after her tranced vision of Calor Diman
on that first walk to Ysanne’s lake. “Why did you leave?”
And
now, it seemed they were to learn. A chair had been set for Brock before the
throne, and he had collapsed into it. It was Matt who spoke, though, as they
gathered around the two Dwarves.
“Brock
has a tale to tell,” Matt Sören said in his deep tones, “but I fear it will
mean little to you unless I first tell you mine. It seems the time for
privacy is past. Listen, then.
“In
the time of the passing of March, King of the Dwarves, in his
one-hundred-and-forty-seventh year, only one man could be found who would assay
the test of full moon night by Calor Diman, the Crystal Lake, which is how we choose
our King, or have the powers choose him for us.
“Know
you that he who would rule under the twin mountains must first lie at full moon
night beside the lake. If he lives to see the dawn and is not mad, he is
crowned under Banir Lok. It is a dark ordeal, though, and many of our greatest
warriors and artisans have been broken shards when the sun rose on their
vigil.”
Kim
began to feel the first pulsings of a migraine behind her eyes. Blocking it as
best she could, she focused hard on what Matt was saying.
“When
March, to whom I was sister-son, died, I gathered what courage I had—a youthful
courage it was, I confess—and according to the ritual, I shaped a crystal of my
own devising and dropped it as a token of intention in Crystal Lake on new moon
night.
“Two
weeks later the door from Banir Tal, which is the one entrance to the meadow by
Calor Diman, was opened for me and then bolted behind my back.”
Matt’s
voice had dropped almost to a whisper. “I saw the full moon rise above that
lake,” he said. “I saw many things besides. I . . . did not go mad. In the end
I offered and was bound to the waters. They crowned me King two days after.”
It
was building up to a grandfather of a headache, Kim realized. She sat down on
the steps before the throne and put her head in her hands, listening, straining
to concentrate.
“I
did not fail by the lake,” Matt said, and they could all hear the bitterness,
“but in every other way I did fail, for the Dwarves were not what once we had
been.”
“Not your fault,” Brock
murmured, looking up. “Oh, my lord, truly not your fault.”
Matt
was silent a moment, then shook his head in rejection. “I was King,” he said
shortly. Just like that, Kevin thought. He looked at Aileron.
But
Matt was continuing. “Two things the Dwarves have always had,” he said. “A
knowledge of secret things in the earth, and a lust to know more.
“In
the last days of King March, a faction formed within our halls around two
brothers, foremost of our artisans. Their desire, which became a passion and
then, in the first weeks of my reign, a crusade, was to find and unlock the
secrets of a dark thing: the Cauldron of Khath Meigol.”
A
murmur rose in the hall at that. Kim had her eyes closed; there was a lot of
pain, and the light was hurting now, lancing against her eyeballs. She bent all
her will to Matt. What he was saying was too important to lose because of a
headache.
“I
ordered them to stop,” the Dwarf said. “They did, or so I thought. But then I
found Kaen, the older, combing the oldest books again, and his brother had gone
away without my leave. I grew wrathful then, and in my folly and pride I called
a gathering of all Dwarves in the Moot Hall and demanded they choose between
Kaen’s desires and my own, which were to let the black thing lie where it was
lost, while we moved from spells and powers of the old ways and sought the
Light I had been shown by the lake.
“Kaen
spoke after me. He said many things. I do not care to repeat them before—”
“He
lied!” Brock exclaimed fiercely. “He lied and he lied again!”
Matt
shrugged. “He did it well, though. In the end the Dwarfmoot chose that he be
allowed to go on with his search, and they voted as well that all our energies
should be bent to his aid. I threw down my scepter,” Matt Sören said. “I left
the Moot Hall, and the twin mountains, and I vowed I would not come back. They
might search for the key to this dark thing, but not while I was King under
Banir Lok.”
God,
it was hurting. Her skin felt too tight. Her mouth was dry. She pressed her
hands to her eyes and held her head as motionless as she could.
“Wandering
in the mountains and the wooded slopes that summer,” Matt continued, “I met
Loren, who was not yet Silvercloak, nor yet a mage, though his training was
done. What passed between us is still matter for we two alone, but in the end I
told the one lie of my life to him, because it involved a pain I had resolved
to bear alone.
“I
told Loren that I was free to become his source, that I wanted nothing more.
And indeed, there was already something woven into our coming together. A night
by Calor Diman had taught me to see that. But it had given me something
else—something I lied about. Loren could not have known it. Indeed, until I met
Kimberly, I thought no one who was not a Dwarf could know this thing.”
Kim
lifted her head, feeling the movement like a knife. They would be looking at
her, though, so she opened her eyes for a moment, trying to mask the nausea
flooding over her. When she thought no one was watching, she closed her eyes
again. It was very bad, and getting worse.
“When
the King is bound to Crystal Lake,” Matt was explaining softly, “he is forever
bound. There is no breaking it. He may leave but he is not free. The lake is in
him like another heartbeat and it never stops calling. I lie down at night
fighting this and rise up in the morning fighting it, and it is with me through
the day and the evening and will be until I die. This is my burden, and it is
mine alone, and I would have you know, else I would not have spoken before you,
that it was freely chosen and is not regretted.”
The Great Hall was silent as Matt Sören fixed each
of them in challenge with his one dark eye. All but Kim, who couldn’t
even look up now. She was seriously wondering if she was going to pass out.
“Brock,” said Matt at length, “you have tidings for
us. Are you able to tell them now?”
The
other Dwarf looked at him, and, noting the regained composure in his eyes,
Kevin realized that there had been a second reason why Matt had spoken first
and at length. Within himself, he still felt the deep hurting of Sören’s tale,
and it was as an echo of his own thought that he heard Brock murmur, “My King,
will you not come back to us? It has been forty years.”
But
Matt was ready for it this time; once only would he expose his soul. “I am,” he
said, “source to Loren Silvercloak, First Mage to the High King of Brennin.
Kaen is King of the Dwarves. Tell us your news, Brock.”
Brock
looked at him. Then said, “I would not add to your burdens, but I must tell you
that what you say is untrue. Kaen reigns in Banir Lok, but he is not King.”
Matt
raised a hand. “Do you tell me he has not slept by Calor Diman?”
“I
do. We have a ruler, but not a King, unless it be you, my lord.”
“Oh,
by Seithr’s memory!” Matt Sören cried. “How far have we fallen from what we
were?”
“Very
far,” Brock said in a harsh whisper. “They found the Cauldron at the last. They
found it and restored it.”
There was something in his voice; something
terrible.
“Yes?” Matt said.
“There was a price,” Brock whispered. “Kaen needed
help in the end.”
“Yes?” Matt said again.
“A man came. Metran was his name, a mage from
Brennin, and together he and Kaen unlocked the power of the Cauldron. Kaen’s
soul, I think, had been twisted utterly by then. There was a price and he paid
it.”
“What price?” asked Matt Sören.
Kim knew. Pain was splintering her mind.
“He
broke the wardstone of Eridu,” said Brock, “and delivered the Cauldron to
Rakoth Maugrim. We did it, my King. The Dwarves have freed the Unraveller!” And
casting his cloak over his face, Brock wept as if his heart would break.
In
the uproar that followed, the terror and the fury, Matt Sören turned slowly,
very slowly, as if the world were a calm, still place, and looked at Loren
Silvercloak, who was looking back at him.
We
will have our battle, Loren had said the night before. Never fear. And
now, most terribly, it was clear what that battle would be.
Her
head was being torn apart. There were white detonations within her brain. She
was going to scream.
“What
is it?” a voice whispered urgently at her side.
A
woman, but not Sharra. It was Jaelle who knelt beside her. She was too agonized
to feel surprise. Leaning on the other woman, she whispered on a thin-stretched
note, “Don’t know. My head. As if— something’s crashing in—I don’t—”
“Open
your eyes,” Jaelle commanded. “Look at the Baelrath!”
She
did. The pain was almost blinding. But she could see the stone on her hand
throbbing with red fire, pulsing to the rhythm of the explosions behind her
eyes, and looking into it, her hand held close to her face, Kim saw something
else then, a face, a name written in fire, a room, a crescendo of dark, of
Dark, and—
“Jennifer!” she screamed. “Oh, Jen,
no!”
She was on her feet. The ring was a wild, burning,
uncontrollable thing. She staggered, but Jaelle supported her. Hardly knowing
what she was doing, she screamed again, “Loren! I need you!” Kevin was there.
“Kim? What?” She shook her head, tore away from his touch. She was blind with
agony; she could scarcely speak.
“Dave,” she scraped. “Paul. Come on . . . the circle. Now!” There
was so much urgency. They seemed to move so slowly, and Jen, Jen, oh, Jen. “Come
on!” she screamed again.
Then
they were around her, the three of them, and Loren and Matt, unquestioning,
were beside them. And she held up the ring again, instinctively, and opening
herself, her mind, cutting through the claws of pain she found Loren and linked
to him and then—oh, a gift—Jaelle was there as well, tapping into the avarlith
for her, and with the two of them as ballast, as bedrock, she cast her mind, her
soul, to its farthest, most impossible compassing. Oh, far, and there was so
much Dark between, so much hate, and oh, so very great a power in Starkadh to
stay her.
But
there was also a spar of light. A dying spar, so nearly gone, but it was there,
and Kim reached with everything she had, with all she was, to the lost island
of that light and she found Jennifer.
“Oh,
love,” she said, inside and aloud. “Oh, love, I’m here. Come!”
The
Baelrath was unleashed, it was so bright they had to close their eyes against
the blazing of that wildest magic as Kimberly pulled them out, and out, all the
way out, with Jennifer held to the circle only by her mind, the spar, pride,
last dying light, and love.
Then
as the shimmering grew in the Great Hall, and the humming before the crossing
time, as they started to go, and the cold of the space between worlds entered
the five of them, Kim drew one breath again and cried the last desperate
warning, not knowing, oh not, if she was heard:
“Aileron, don’t attack! He’s waiting in Starkadh!”
And then it was cold, cold, and completely dark, as
she took them through alone.
Here ends THE
SUMMER TREE,
the first book of THE FIONAVAR TAPESTRY