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BOB AKER KNEW
HE WAS behaving like an idiot but when his goldfish, Midas, passed on, he
felt a real sense of loss. The fish was the only possession he insisted on
keeping when his wife divorced him besides his clothes, laptop, kitchen
utensils, culinary appliances and his collection of cookbooks. He didn't care
about anything else and gladly signed away his rights to the myriad of
objects he suddenly saw as so much junk. He did insist on keeping their
Greenwich Village apartment and wrote his ex a huge check for half its value.
She wanted to move to the Hamptons anyhow. When the
apartment was emptied out by her storm troopers, it transformed from a cramped
two-bedroom flat to huge space. Bob bought a futon, a pillow, some sheets and
a blanket and a small bureau for his clothes. He also bought a wicker stand
for the goldfish bowl. With what money he had left after his wife cleaned him
out, he indulged himself by remodeling the kitchen. Bob's only hobbies were
cooking and eating. Good food gave him inner peace. To nosh was to meditate. One reason
for the divorce was the indisputable fact that his gourmet meditations made
him fat. His wife, on the other hand, was obsessed with keeping herself lithe
and trim. Half the living room, now liberated, once held her exercise
machines. Since Bob quit his job as a financial analyst and became an ardent
day trader, doing very well in that belly-wrenching profession, he found
strength in patience and solace in the kitchen. She had complained about his
expanding girth to the point where taking meals together was an abomination.
She called him Cholesterol Man. She criticized every spoonful of food that
vanished between his generous lips. She even attacked his goldfish, accusing
Bob of overfeeding lonely Midas who had doubled in size within a few months.
The fish had grown lethargic, hardly moved except to forage for its powdery
rations. It floated near the bottom of its bowl like a wounded submarine. In
an odd sense, Bob saw Midas as a metaphor for the stock market, animated
gold, heavy with success, always threatening to implode or explode, teasing
oxygen out of water, producing not much more than its own stringy shit, weirdly
smug inside its glass shell. Bob meant to
put his fish on a diet and even considered shedding a few dozen pounds
himself. But watching Midas watch him indulge in one of his feasts, Bob felt
pangs of guilt and always went to shake a few more crumbs into the fish bowl.
Besides some
casual relationships in Bob's neighborhood, storekeepers and the like, he was
virtually without friends or close family. His departed spouse got custody of
the people they'd met as a couple and Bob didn't particularly miss any of
them. Midas was his only confidante and he felt obliged to share the
pleasures of good eating with his loyal companion. Midas returned Bob's
largesse with fish affection. Bob felt warmth emanating from Midas's bowl. If
Bob put his face close to the glass, Midas would swim toward his nose and
confront him face to face. For the moment, that was bonding enough. Midas
required no walking, no trips to the vet, no sour-smelling litter box. He was
the perfect pet. When Bob
found Midas drifting belly up one awful morning, he whispered a prayer and,
thinking Egyptian, offered up a few grains of fish food to sustain Midas on
the way to eternity. Since his pet was dead, the food drifted past its mouth
and settled among the gravel at the bottom of its world. Bob faced facts and
though he felt mournful and deserted, reminded of mortality, he quickly
scooped up Midas's golden remains with a ladle and slipped the rigid corpse
into an empty horse radish jar. He screwed on the jar's cap, wrapped the
glass coffin in a plastic bag and took it to Washington Square Park. There he
buried his fish near the great Arch, said another farewell, and went to buy a
replacement. Bob realized
that excessive grief was as unhealthy as enforced loneliness. He liked his
solitude but hated eating alone. The tiny presence of a goldfish made an
enormous difference in his sparse domestic environment. While Bob had qualms
about finding a substitute for Midas so quickly, he decided to suspend lament
and cater to his own urgent need to fill the deserted bowl with something
alive and moderately responsive. Bob walked
briskly along West 4th Street, then turned south on the Avenue of the
Americas to Bleeker Street. His destination was a few buildings in from the
corner, an old tenement that once housed a pizza parlor on the ground floor
and Berman's Petropolis a flight upstairs. Bob anticipated a slice of hot
pizza thick with cheese and mushrooms to ease his bereavement, but when he
found the building he saw that the pizza joint was boarded up and that the
apartments above Petropolis were empty with white crosses painted across
their windows. Like so many buildings in the Village, this one was slated for
demolition and gentrification. Petropolis's
large front window was covered with sheet metal, plastered with posters for
movies and off-off-Broadway shows. To Bob's surprise, the pet store was still
doing business according to a cardboard sign tacked to the wooden door that
read: BERMAN'S PETROPOLIS FINAL SALE...40% OFF! HURRY! (ONE FLIGHT UP TO BIG BARGAINS)
Bob let out a
long sigh. Everything was in flux. Nothing stayed in place for very long
anymore. Nothing and nobody. He climbed the ancient staircase and knocked at
Petropolis's entrance. From previous dealings with Berman -- he'd bought
Midas there and went back twice a year for Midas's provisions -- he knew the
little man was obviously paranoid. Berman's metal door was kept locked and
bolted. PROTECTED BY labels warned off thieves and thugs. A large black alarm
box was riveted to the ceiling above the barred transom. The door's
bell button dangled useless from a corroded wire as it had for years.
Knocking was the only way to catch Berman's nervous attention. Eventually he
would shuffle across his loft, peer through a peephole, trip locks, slide bolts
and turn the knob. This time it
took five knockings to rouse Berman, who finally appeared, shaking off webs
from a nap, rubbing red eyes, coughing and yawning. "You? Long time no
see," Berman said. "Don't stand there. That's exactly what muggers
like. They sneak up behind you and bash in your brains. For what? A few lousy
bucks? The only thing cheap these days is life. And what I got on sale."
Bob hurried
inside while Berman secured the premises. He breathed in the familiar smell
of Berman's menagerie, a hot, musky mix of fur, feathers, scales, drippings
and droppings. Actually, the smell wasn't unpleasant. Not Chanel #5, but not
terrible -- bearable, organic, even a little exciting. The mingled odors,
parakeets to kittens, monkeys to puppies, gerbils to turtles, lizards to
snakes fused into a turgid wind that carried memories of chirping, growling,
mewing, bubbling. "I
didn't recognize you. You put on a few tons, heh?" Berman said.
"How's your fish?" "Dead,"
Bob said. "They do
that," Berman said. "Sorry. How's your missus?" "Forget
about her." "Again,
sorry. My condolences." With the
front window sealed, the only light came from a few fluorescent wands. Bob
looked around through the eerie glow and saw that Petropolis was largely
depleted of its usual population. The creatures that were left looked limp
and mangy like old produce in a fruit market. There were many empty cages
hanging from the ceiling and naked shelves behind vacant counters. Obviously
Berman had his walking papers from a greedy landlord. Petropolis was in its
sad last hours. Still, there were enough goldfish to choose from. They swam
in tanks adjacent to the exotic tropicals. Bob
considered upgrading to Siamese or Angels but remembered that fancy fishes
needed filters, pumps, heaters, plants, elaborate tanks, special foods. He
knew from experience that their life span was inversely proportionate to
their beauty. No, he'd stick with a good old dependable goldfish that could
take New York tap water in stride. "I see
you're closing shop," Bob said. "It's
not hard to see. Why else is everything in the store forty percent off?
Because I went crazy? They're kicking me out, the bastards. And there's no
place to go. So I got to get rid of the whole works. They're pushing me out
on the sidewalk. I got a court order. I can stay three months. But already
they try to intimidate me. They disconnect my electric. They cut off my
pipes. I got to shlep water from the Greek luncheonette. They ripped out my
telephone lines. Hooray for the millennium." "I'm
sorry to hear that, Mr. Berman," Bob said. "I always enjoy coming
up here." "That's
how it goes," Berman said. "How can I help your You want a dozen
white mice? Name it. What? Everything is a steal." "I want
another goldfish. A healthy one. Not too fat." "That's
it? A goldfish?. Why not take them all?" "One is
plenty." "A few
boxes of food? For what it cost me." "I have
enough left over." "I like
a big spender," Berman said. "Go over and pick a goldfish. I'll
pull it out for you." Bob went to
the fish wall and browsed the goldfish tank. His choice was easy. One fish
among the swirl looked like an especially hearty specimen. It had good color,
good spirit, good prospects. "That one." "Just a
minute. I'll get a bag." "Do you
happen to have a jar? I hate carrying around a fish in a bag of water." "One
goldfish forty percent off and you want a jar? How about a champagne bottle?
Maybe gift wrapping?" Berman headed for the back of the store. Bob wandered
around exploring Petropolis's remaining inhabitants. He wondered what would
become of Berman's sorry leftovers. There were always bottom fishers who
snapped up anything cheap enough. And women who couldn't resist a runt of the
litter. Berman would
probably find customers for most of the pets. Maybe some store would buy the
rest of the miserable collection. He poked his finger at a cat sitting on
some newspapers in a wire mesh cage. It wasn't a kitten, it wasn't full
grown. "Definitely a hard sell," Bob said, "but you might get
lucky." The cat rolled over and let Bob scratch its belly. Bob continued
his browsing, feeling more and more depressed. He was impatient to get out of
there, get home, get his new fish settled, and either fix himself a snack,
maybe an avocado stuffed with tuna, or go over to the White Horse Tavern for
a cheeseburger and a beer. He caught a look at himself in a wall mirror
behind a budgie cage looking pasty and pale in that thin synthetic flicker.
Bob watched the one last bird, a faded blue looser with a bent beak, flap
riddled wings that reminded him of World War I fighter planes after a tough
skirmish. "Mr. Berman?" he yelled. "I have a busy day. Could
we finish our business please? I don't mean to rush you, but...." Bob
got no answer. He figured that Berman was taking a piss or finishing off a
sandwich. Who could tell with that sullen man? He was probably half senile,
he might have forgotten the whole transaction. Bob navigated
past tables, boxes, and vacant cases following Berman's path to wherever it
was he kept his supplies and probably a Mosler Safe with six combination
locks. Petropolis was most likely Berman's home as well as his store. He must
have gotten himself a bed and a hot plate and holed up there for half a
century. "Berman? Can you hear me? I can't just hang around." Bob turned an
unexpected comer, went down a corridor, and found Berman's secret nest. His
suspicions were correct. There was a desk, a safe, a hot plate, a cabinet
stuffed with clothes and a cot with a rusty frame. Berman was lying on the
floor holding a calculator. Water spilled from a Petropolis carry bag made a
puddle near Berman's head. Bob knew immediately that Berman was dead. He felt
for a pulse and tried CPR but it was no use. No more Midas, no more Berman. A
very bad day. Bob found a telephone on Berman's desk under a pile of
catalogs. All it could get was a dismal buzz. He remembered what Berman said
about the landlord's campaign to evict him. Bob could have kicked himself for
leaving his cellular back home. He never went anyplace without it. But coping
with his dead fish upset even entrenched habits. Bob took time
to cover Berman's body with a blanket, then went to get help. He got as far
as the defended outer door. The locks and bolts were secure. He went back to
find Berman's keys, riffling through a multitude of pockets in his pants,
vest, and shirt, but found nothing but a wallet and a Swiss Army knife. Bob
felt the clutch of understandable anxiety. "God knows where this nut
case hides his keys," Bob said to Berman's corpse. "You got me
locked in this pig sty. No phone. No water. Sometimes no electric." What
about customers; Did Berman have any customers left? After an hour
of banging against the metal plates that closed off Petropolis's front
window, after screaming for attention at what seemed like air vents, after
looking for some possible exit from his curious predicament, Bob accepted
that he had a problem. Best case scenario, some loyal patron would come up
the stairs and knock knock knock. But when? Worst case, no customers would
come calling and Berman still had three months to clear out. Three months?
Alone with a dead body and a bunch of comatose creatures dreaming of life in
a fantasy forest long since leveled by chain saws. They must have quit hoping
for loving masters and happy homes when they picked up Berman's negative
vibrations. Animals and birds know about things. They have their ways.
"The good news is that nothing up here is big enough to eat me,"
Bob said to a garden snake. "No lions or tigers. No pit bulls roaming
around." The thought reminded Bob of his own appetite. He hadn't even
had breakfast. Bob quit his
search for Berman's key chain and went foraging for food. He found sacks of
litter, a few cans of cat food, a box of Purina Dog Chow, a jar marked BLOOD
WORMS, and one bag that held a single serving of organic corn flakes. Not
even a can of coffee or a tea bag. At least there was water in the fish
tanks. Not Evian but potable. Bob sat on the floor eating the dry corn
flakes, considering his situation. Except for split-second decisions about
the swing of the market, Bob had a way of taking forever to make his moves.
He grinned thinking about his wife's ballooning rage when he lingered over
the tomato bin at the market, choosing his tomatoes like a diamond merchant
picking gems. And here he was, facing up to his problems, weighing his
options like he weighed a bunch of seedless grapes. The lights
flared and went out. Bob was sealed in a black cube. Berman said the landlord
was taunting him by playing mind games with the electric. Either that or the
bill was ten years past due. Listening to Berman was like listening to Alan
Greenspan talk about no inflation. Fact and fiction fused to affliction. Even though
he'd quit smoking after his divorce, largely to spite his wife by adding a
few years to his life, Bob still carried the Dunhill lighter he'd bought when
puts and calls on e-Trade made him $32,000 in three hours. It was his
talisman, his charm, a reminder of his worth. Bob reached for the lighter and
flicked it on. The flame burned bright. He stood up and headed back to
Berman's quarters. There had to be candles someplace. If the plug had been
pulled, Berman must have prepared for future blackouts. Sure enough,
a box of votive candles waited for emergencies on top of the safe. Soon
Petropolis was illuminated with comforting beams, though the candles threw
ominous shadows. Bob fell asleep on Berman's cot. He was wakened when the
fluorescents came back on. Berman had been telling the truth, the landlord
was a gamesman. Bob rushed around extinguishing the candles, blowing into
each glass of waxy hot soup. By then he was ravenous. "There
is no other solution," Bob thought to himself. "None but to endure
this indignity with as much grace as possible. I must live off the land like
a hunter gatherer." He went back into the body of the store and
addressed his fellow captives. "I have nothing against any of you,"
he said. "Like you, I'm a prisoner against my will. It isn't my fault
that fate formed my atoms into a Homo sapiens instead of a frog. Luck of the
draw. And like you I must eat. But there is nothing else to eat but you guys.
I will not swallow cat food or worms. Oh, I hear you. No, devouring Mr.
Berman is out of the question. I believe in lines of no crossing. This isn't
the Donner Pass. I am no Jeffrey Dahmer. So don't even think it. You're all
doomed anyhow. At least this way you can know that your protein-rich
carcasses will be used to good purpose. "I
respect you all. My fish gave me solace during very hard times. I am not a
malicious man. But you are potentially nutritious and delicious as they say
in commercials. So let's all agree to make the best of things. Whatever he
is, Bob Aker is a helluva chef. He'll bring out your best. And that's a kind
of immortality." Bob's inspired oration was met with various sounds of
approval. He bowed, laughing to himself to prove he wasn't getting as crazy
as Berman. It was time
for making choices. Bob went to the bank of fish tanks and peered into liquid
domains. The fish he'd selected to buy was the only one with real substance. But that was
to be Midas's heir. He wasn't going to broil it unless all else failed. To die in one
of Berman's dirty pans without wine, butter and lemon for an epitaph was
unthinkable. Still, the others, taken together, would only make a few
mouthfuls. Bob had an epiphany. He cupped his hands and succeeded in
isolating his chosen goldfish, lifted it gently from its habitat, and placed
it in an otherwise empty tank. Then he poured the remaining fish into the
goldfish tank. Guppies to tetras, the exotics were mixed with the generic
golds. Then Bob stepped back and let nature take its course. His vision was
clear. The fish would work things out among themselves. They would swallow
one another until only one fish remained triumphant. It would be like those
epic wars on cable television. A single
survivor would emerge, bloated in victory. A fish that would be chubby enough
to make a decent meal was worth the waiting. Appetite increases with
anticipation. As a respected gourmet, Bob knew very well that anticipation is
the ultimate secret ingredient, the best spice of all. For twenty
hours, Bob watched an incredible show. There were no station breaks, no
interruptions. The plot was basic enough, without complications or
subtleties. There was suspense, horror, even a little humor and beauty.
Underwater enemies, some born to kill, others forced to carnage, twisted,
dived, hid behind plants that waved in the roiled water, darted suddenly,
played possum, jumped, circled, pounced. The laughs came when one fish would
indulge in a moment of satisfaction after chewing up a fin or tail. In that
time of contentment, another fish would sense an advantage and inflict
terrible punishment. Some fish bled red, others just dissolved into death.
Bob was hypnotized by the spectacle and never noticed time passing. At long last
only one fish was left. Ironically, it was one of the goldfish that had
hugged the tank's glass wall and inherited bits and pieces of former
associates as they drifted by its welcoming face. Its first and last joust
was with another goldfish surprised when its passive kin turned to a furious
cannibal. From attending countless buffet dinners, Bob knew about feeding frenzies.
Before taking
the next step, Bob went to empty his bladder. But where was Berman's facility
and what good was a toilet without water to flush? Behind the office, Bob
found what passed for a bathroom. A cactus plant rested on the closed toilet
seat. Ingenious Berman had built himself a large litter box. Thank God, he
must have cleaned it out just before Bob came to Petropolis. It looked like a
sandbox. Bob had a giddy feeling using it; whirlwinds of memory brought him
back to defunct playgrounds where apartment houses now stood. He zipped up
and went back into the store. Bob lifted
the winning gladiator goldfish out of the wet coliseum and saw its raw mouth
open and close, gasping a series of why me?s. It was a pity that goldfish
wouldn't translate into sushi. It had to be changed by fire to be marginally
edible. Without butter for the pan Bob accepted that his dinner would shrivel
to the size of a sardine. He had
another sensible thought. He wished his wife could see his mind work. He put
dinner on hold, took the expiring fish and dropped it into the cage where the
white mice lived. This time he didn't wait around for the mouse feast. He
found an old newspaper and read an article about the plot to get rid of
Princess Diana. Was a tunnel under Paris another Tower of London? the author
asked rhetorically and Bob found himself wondering, is every accident a
conspiracy? Berman would say sure, probably. Bob dozed
again and dreamed about time. Was it night or day? His watch gave him the
hour and minute but no more information. He woke without a clue to the
answer. There was no
way to tell. What he did know was that he was hot and thirsty. He went to the
fish tank where battle had been done, made a face, took a breath, then dipped
his head into rusty brownish water that had to contain some nutrients. It
didn't taste all that bad. Then he went to check on the mice. Sure enough,
the goldfish was history and the mice fatter and more playful. Bob thought
about boiling up the batch of rodents, a revolting prospect. And, like the
fish, even twelve mice would be the equivalent of an hors d' oeuvre. He
needed a main course, not an appetizer. Bob wrapped
the Diana newspaper around his hands, making a paper glove, then went to
fetch the last snake in Petropolis. The garter gave him no trouble; it hung
like a spent rubberband. But when he dropped his serpent in with the mice,
the snake came alert, began to coil and uncoil, slithered around, then
grabbed a mouse by a hind leg. Bob waited until the reptile jaws expanded into
a version of the Paris tunnel that folded around the dark-starred princess
and sucked in the struggling squeaker. It was not a pleasant sight or a quick
death. But Bob could see the snake fatten with prey and calculated that, when
all the mice were ingested and digested, he'd have sixteen inches in length,
a half-inch in diameter of prime snake meat that could easily be grilled
right on the hot plate's coils. That is, if the electricity held out. If not,
he could finish up the job using candles. While the
snake went about its serious business, Bob did some exercises. He stretched
his arms and circled them, he did knee bends and made a few attempts at
push-ups. Pushing up
and dropping down, he thought about his wife and who might be exercising on
the mat of her muscular body at that very moment. He found himself fighting
back tears. When his depression passed, Bob pulled himself off the wooden
floor and did his best to feed the few citizens of Petropolis. After a few
days, Bob had second thoughts about fattening his snake. It was taking
forever. But when he checked he saw fewer and fewer white mice until there
were none. And his snake
had swelled magnificently. It was as corpulent as a sausage. He fired up the
hot plate, readied a paper plate, filled a cardboard coffee cup with another
draught from the fish tank, put on his makeshift gloves. This time the snake
that had hung like a strand of overdone spaghetti was full of piss and
vinegar, hissing and biting on its way to Berman's table. Bob took Berman's Swiss
Army knife and clipped off the snake's ugly head. He chopped the snake into
inch-long tidbits, singing as he worked, as cheerful as a Texas cowboy
stewing a rattler. Bob was ready for a hearty feed. He gazed at the diced
snake steaks and shook his head. Mice or no mice, there wasn't enough meat to
fill a fashion model so why kid himself? Why live in denial? Bob took his
disappointment in stride. He fed part of the snake to the gerbils, a bit of
poetic justice considering their rodent ancestry, tossed a few shards to the
turtles and served a choice few inches to the spavined kitty/cat that had
long since finished the last of the stinking cat food. The feline gobbled its
ration and looked up at Bob, mewing a sorrowful plea for more. Bob went to
the budgie cage. He had no fruit, lettuce or seeds for the bird which was
already beyond fight or flight, so he did the merciful thing and gave it to
the furball whose cries grew stronger at the prospect of a feathered dessert.
Bob played
with the purring pussycat, rounded up the turtles and boiled them out of
their shells. He remembered a turtle he had when he was a kid. It had MIAMI
BEACH painted on its back. What was his turtle's fate? He came home from
school one day and it was gone. His mother said it must have been kidnapped
and soothed Bob's misery with a batch of fresh muffins, yes, corn muffins
plump and springy. The turtle soup, even with floating bits of meat, wasn't
the meal he was waiting for. Bob let the brew cool then gave it to the
gerbils. Instead of drinking, they spilled the broth onto the floor. Bob saw
a roach dash out from behind a counter and head for the warm pool. He stomped
the roach and fed it to a salamander, then fed salamander parts to some
Easter chicks he discovered in a homemade incubator. Those chicks had
definite possibilities. But they were hardly hatched. There was no
satisfaction there. Bob knew himself well enough to measure the cavern of his
hunger. A nibble of chicken and a few soft bones wouldn't be enough to
mobilize his gastric juices. Bob was
feeling weak. He moved a flattened pillow to the Petropolis door and camped
there, praying for a knock. No wonder Berman died when he did. Business was
nonexistent. Bob could hear car horns and truck motors from the street. He
knew that hundreds of people must be hurrying past the building. Not one of
them was in the market for a really good deal on a loving companion. Bob
thought about those people, involved, focused, probably headed home carrying
bags of succulents from Balducci's or maybe the Jefferson or the A&P.
They could be aimed for any one of a hundred restaurants in the area. He
dwelt on those thoughts but his own mouth was too dry to salivate. He drifted
in and out of sleep, mocked by twilight dreams of a Lasagna Wife or a Rack of
Lamb Mistress. Sex with those amalgams took place on beds of mashed or
home-fried potatoes. His orgasms produced wan spurts of gravy. Bob knew he
had to keep in motion while he waited rescue. He'd heard many tales of people
stranded in lifeboats bobbing around in undrinkable seas or buried under tons
of earth. They'd be found alive and reasonably well after all hope was
abandoned. Always those blessed ones had stories about how they kept their
spirits up by using false hope as a paddle to thwart the reaper. Compared to
them, Bob was in the catbird seat. He had a food supply and reserves of body
fat to get him to the day when some construction workers would come to
convert Petropolis into a 4-room condo. Bob dragged
himself to the box where he'd stashed the chirpy chicks. They were still
minuscule, not yet a match for a multi-vitamin pill. He worked up enough
energy to twist their cute necks and feed them to the gerbils. Those gerbils
were doing fine. They were the size of piglets. Seeing them finish off the
chicks, Bob could taste paradise. He snapped open Berman's Swiss Army knife
and tested the blade. Bob thrust
the blade into one of the gerbil bodies. The gamble paid off. The remaining
gerbil wasted no time mourning. Its needle teeth buzzed greedily through its
roommate's glossy pelt. While the gerbil chomped at a tiny wish bone, Bob
went to see how his new goldfish was doing. It was doing fine, as happy as
Midas had been. Bob shook some minced worms into the tank and gave it a
knowing wink. Bob felt
sorry about the pussy but he'd made up his mind that the gerbil would cook
more to his standards. Even a starving mewer would be worth a few more ounces
of tender gerbil gut. A merger was definitely in order. Yawning, a bit woozy,
he went to dispatch the expendable kitten/ cat and was amazed to see it had
transformed to a full blown cat. It wasn't cute anymore. That made things
easier. But what happened to time? "How
long have I been stuck in here?" Bob yelled to the dead Berman who lay
molding, polluting the otherwise breathable Petropolis's air. "When that
gerbil is done, crusty and juicy, an eat-your-heart-out-James-Beard banquet,
don't think Bob Aker is going to share with you, Berman. My former wife often
accused me of being a human garbage disposal, and this time she'd be
absolutely correct. That gerbil is mine nose to balls, so don't ask for a
place at the table, I'm the one destined to bear witness." Bob opened
the cat cage. He closed his fingers around the Swiss Army knife while he gave
the cat a few strokes. "Nice parting gifts," Bob said. "Like
on Wheel of Fortune." He jabbed
with the knife but the cat nipped at his hand, then leapt through the
opening. It landed on the floor with a soft thud and disappeared in the murk.
"Here baby, baby," Bob cooed. "Here pretty pussy. Come back to
Uncle Bob. Hurry up. It's time." Bob searched for the cat without
finding a trace. Sooner or later the cat would emerge looking for some
digestible affection. Bob was famous for patience. Later, when
he went to feed his goldfish, he found the tank empty. "So be it,"
Bob said. "Let's be a grownup about this. Cat eats fish. Gerbil gets
that much more cat to digest. Bob eats more gerbil. It's the way of
things." Bob improvised a dance. He was dancing when the electricity
quit again. He took his Dunhill and lit a few candle stubs. Bob went to
visit the tender, round gerbil. "Hang in there," he said.
"Dinner is practically on the table. The bad news is, the Supreme Court
denied your appeal. The good news is that fucking cat will be your last
supper." The lights came back on after a few hours. Bob went to the
office, held his nose, frowned at Berman, and clicked on the hot plate's
switch. Its coils glowed like cartoon eyes. "Here, cat," Bob
yelled, "Mr. Gerbil is famished. I can use a few calories myself. Don't
make things harder than they already are. I promise you a better world, a
place where cats are emperors. It beats scrounging for goldfish. All right,
then. Let's consider a deal. How'd you like a gerbil sandwich? Sound good? It
could be arranged. I'm flexible. Cat?" A month later
Petropolis's landlord had Berman's door smashed open. What he found gave the
city its daily jolt. There were the scraps of two human bodies scattered
among assorted rubble. One was the former proprietor, Mr. Berman. The second
could not be identified. It was presumed that Berman died resisting a
robbery, but not before he got his revenge on the intruder. The only
thing moving was the biggest cat the landlord, or the cops he called, ever
saw. A cat the size of a Doberman. It was standing on a bone pile playing
with a set of keys. The story
made the six o'clock news. The landlord told a reporter, "It's my kind
of cat. There was instant chemistry between us. Call it synchronicity. Call it
love. Call it what you want. One thing sure, I'll make sure it gets a good
home and that's a solemn promise. If any of your viewers out there are
interested in adoption...." Bob's ex-wife
saw the broadcast. She smiled at the landlord's unusual display of
compassion. "People like that make me proud," she said to her
lover, a man who weighed less than half of what was left of Bob Aker's
shrunken behind. "You know what? I think I just might call the
station." |