CLOSEDSYSTEM

                                             by Zach Hughes

                                           A SIGNET BOOK

                                     NEW AMERICAN LIBRARY

                          Copyright © 1986 by Hugh ZacharyAll rights reserved



                                                   ONE




 The computer was being cranky again. The oldermodels of the Century Series were subject to
ion-izationof the Verboldt Cloud memory chambers, and decontamination of the chambers in a
well-equipped shop on a civilized planet was the onlycure. In the Ophiuchus sector planets were few,
even if one counted Van Biesbroeck's brown dwarf,a gas giant circling VB-8, twenty-one light-yearsout
from Old Earth and almost thirteen light-yearsbehind. As for the degree of civilization in Ophiu-chus, that
remained to be seen.

 Pat Howe had the ship's optics on scan. He wassure that he recognized the obverse patterns ofstars in
both Scorpius and Sagittarius, but whendealing with distances measured in parsecs on the far end of a
little-used blink route, one did not relyon optical readings as interpreted by the always fallible human
mind.

 The computer had begun to develop a crustypersonality after theSkimmer's last overhaul. Itreminded
Pat of a creaking, proud, overly meticu-lous old man more intent on thoroughness thanefficiency. The
computer had gone to H-alpha lightand was laboriously building a composite 360-degree photo map,
following a procedure designed for use in the event a ship became hopelessly lost, with not one known
point recognizable. However,sooner or later the computer would accomplishthe purpose of checking the
ship's position. To haltthe process would have required giving the com-puter detailed instructions, and
that would haveinterrupted Pat's dinner.

 The nutrition servos were working well, as were,indeed, all of the ship's systems except the com-puter.
Skimmer was a smoothly functioning com-plex of hardware, electronics, and subatomic tech-nology that
muttered, purred, clicked around Patwith familiar, reassuring sounds. She was in excel-lent condition for
her age, squat and squarish,solidly built. She was moderately luxurious insideand all space dog outside, a
refitted deep-spacetug, Mule Class. She had become surplus, and thus affordable, when the deep-space
tug companies be-gan racing each other to replace the dependableold Mules with the sleek,
ultrapowerful Greyhounds.

For five decades, the Mules had been the most reliable ships in space.Skimmer had power to sparein
her drive system, because she'd been built to be able to haul in the largest liner, and to be able tomake
multiple blinks without recharging the over-sized blink generator which, with the chambers ofthe flux
atmospace drive, occupied a large portionof her interior space.

 As the computer built its maps on the screen, the nearer stars appeared as haloed, sparklingpoints of
light. Pat slid his plate back into thenutrition servo, put his feet up on the console, andmused idly as the
Carina Nebula formed on thescreen, its emission nebulosity only slightly altered in shape from the familiar
pattern on UnitedPlanets-oriented maps. He was a man at homewith himself and his world, a world
which con-sisted of theSkimmer, his library, his own thoughts.

 Pat Howe was a sandy blond man, not only inhair coloration but in skin pigmentation. He was abit thin
for his six feet, but hard-muscled, staying fit through religiously observed exercise periods both in
null-gravity and in the ship's easily acti-vated artificial gravity. Some took him to be in his late twenties.
Others would guess that he was nearing forty. Actually, he was thirty-five and, becauseof his emotional
stability and his relatively newfreedom, expected to live past that biblically prom-ised age of six score
years.

The computer whirred, an electronic chuckle."You're gonna make it yet," Pat said, as the Jewel Box, the
galactic cluster Kappa Crucis, formed onthe screen. From theSkimmer's point of reference,the Jewel
Box had been glaringly evident to aquick scan.

The computer, almost chortling, leaped with itsold swiftness to placeSkimmer just under two light-years
out from the single star wing of the Ophiuchusgroup, just where they were supposed to be.

 "Congratulations," Pat said, as the computer de-livered coordinates for orbital approach to Taratwo.
Now that he had the coordinates, he was in nohurry to use them. His mind was not quite pre-pared for
action.

There were times when it seemed best to post-pone action in favor of some thinking, and Pat wasa man
who believed in following his hunches.

The computer flashed a green light at him, brag-ging about a job finished and well done.

 "Just hold your horses," Pat said. He punchedup a cup of steaming coffee, with cream and sugar,from
the servo and sat easily, feet up, the mugheating both hands as he clasped it. There was nourgent reason
for his hesitation, no clang-clang of warning in his skull, just a reluctance to push thebutton and send the
Skimmer on to her destina-tion. No harm, he decided, in going over it onemore time.

 The ship's papers, and his own, were in order.He was Audrey Patricia Howe, an accredited freetrader,
bonded to carry cargo of all classes up toClass AAA pharmaceuticals, of which his currentcargo
consisted. To carry the potent drugs inSkim-mer'sstorage areas required a half-dozen permitsand
licenses, for in the wrong hands the drugscould produce happy times and headaches. Prop-erly handled,
his cargo was as legal as a church.

Was that the problem?

 He'd had to express his concern in a polite wayto the businessmen on Zede II who had commis-sioned
him. At first he'd gotten the idea that theyhad something other than legal Class AAA in mind.There'd been
nothing concrete or overt, just hints that very profitable items could be carried by anaccredited trader to
an independent out-planet.

Needless to say, he was having nothing to dowith illegal drugs. UP law might not be present asfar out as
Taratwo, but Pat had no intention ofspending his life in the cosmic outback, no inten-tion of risking a
negative entry on his record onany planet, no matter how far removed from UP Central.

 So the cargo was legal, and he had the rightpapers to carry it. He had done what a traderalways strives
to do. He had bought cheap and hewould sell dear, and the profit from the cargowould be a welcome
bonus to the fee he'd set onthe commission from the businessmen on Zede II.

 Thinking of the size of that fee gave him twoemotions, joy and happiness. Half of it was al-ready on
deposit in his account in the UP Bank and Trust Company on Xanthos. The other halfwas on demand
deposit on Zede II, requiring onlya coded affirmative from the men who had char-teredSkimmer to be
transferred to his account.That coded affirmative would be sent before hedelivered a certain item of
cargo to an isolated,private landing pad on Zede II.

 The computer blinked its green light again. "Takea break," Pat said, but he let his feet slide off the
console, and leaned forward to punch the stand-bybutton on the computer.

 On the surface, it was to be a simple operation.All he had to do was blink out to a distant planetin the
Ophiuchus sector. He would be contactedon landing by a friend of his employers on Zede II.He would
trade his cargo, pick up a passenger,whose legality had been sworn to by the Zede IIbusinessmen, and
take that passenger back. Sucha simple mission could have been performed moreeconomically and more
comfortably for the passen-ger by any charter yacht in the UP system.

And that, he decided, was why he was hesitating.

 The Zedeians, two of them, neatly dressed in thestandard tailored suits of businessmen, had soughthim in
his small office on Xanthos, having made atrip of twenty parsecs from the Zede suns. Whenhe realized
that they'd deliberately chosen him, a man with a cannon, to do a job which could have been done by an
unarmed yacht, he had begun to wonder.

"Why do you need an armed mercenary?" hehad asked.

"The passenger is important," the spokesmanfor the businessmen had said. "We want the pas-senger to
have every possible degree of safety."

"From what?" Pat had asked.

"It is a lonely and desolate part of the galaxy.There have been pirate attacks there."

But there hadn't been a recorded act of piracysince X&A had sent fifty ships of the line to reducethe
pirate strongholds on the Hogg Moons.

 When Pat didn't like a proposition, he set the fee impossibly high. He had named a figure, knowingthat it
would be refused, and without blinking aneye the Zedeians had accepted. Obviously, therewas more to
the proposition than appeared on thesurface. But it was a lot of money. Pat liked hisfreedom, and without
financial freedom there isno personal freedom. And, after all, he was paid totake risks.

"Just what business are you in?" Pat had asked.

"We are involved in several areas," the spokes-man had said. "Import-export, for example. Re-cently
we've become interested in producing enter-tainment films."
 Just plain, ordinary businessmen. Businessmenwho were willing to spend a small fortune withouteven
bargaining over the price to send a legally armed mercenary on a simple passenger-carryingmission. The
problem was that there was nothingsimple about anything Zedeian. It had been a thou-sand years since
the prosperous, populous Zede worlds had engaged in their last war of conquest,but historians, to whom
Pat had been often ex-posed, talked about "the War" as if it had hap-pened yesterday. For a while,
during that last ofman's big wars, the first all-out war in space, ithad been anyone's victory, touch and go.
In desperation, the free worlds of the United PlanetsConfederation had used a terrible new weapon,the
planet reducer, for the first and last time inrecorded history. Seven Zede planets were rup- tured, blown
apart, sent flying into space in chunksand pieces, all life destroyed, before the Zede war-lords
capitulated.

 UP historians justified the use of the planet de-stroyer by saying that freedom had been preserved,that
millions of lives had been spared by endingthe war. Some historians and moralists went allthe way back
to the mid-twentieth century to findhistorical precedents.

 The peace treaty had been generous. The surviv-ing Zede worlds had become a semiautonomous part
of the Confederation, a status which contin-ued into modern times. UP laws governed all the Zede
planets, but the Zedeians were notoriouslyindependent, and sometimes rather frustratinglyinventive. Zede
led the Confederation in innova-tive industrial development, in subatomic technol-ogy. The Vervoldt
Cloud memory chambers whichhad given a relatively small shipboard computerthe storage capacity and
reasoning ability of asomewhat backward human brain had been devel-oped on Zede's Valhalla. The
advanced weaponswhich were mounted on the latest ships of the UPFleet and the ship of the
Department of Explora- tion and Alien Search, were largely Zedeian. Thearms trade, indeed, was at the
core of Zede's pros-perity, big business within the UP, a profitable sideline when dealing with
non-aligned, indepen-dent planets of which there were very few, andthose mostly on the far fringes of the
explored andcharted portion of the galaxy.

 Had the Zede "businessmen" had a small ship-ment of arms in mind when they hinted at a more
profitable cargo for theSkimmer? Pat didn't thinkso. Armaments were often bulky. The store of Class
AAA drugs inSkimmer's storage areas was, Patfelt, just about the most profitable cargo he couldcarry,
for you could pack a lot of high-class medi-cine into a small space.

 Pat had taken theSkimmer to Zede II to buy hiscargo, having been assured of the lowest prices inthe
Confederation. He'd done some talking aroundthe port, and the word was that a man with theright
connections could buy just about anything he wanted to buy somewhere on Zede II. It wasthere that he
had heard repeated a persistent ru- mor, unproven as yet, that someone was dealing inthe filth of the old
nuclear weapons, and perhapseven the long-since-outlawed planet reducers.

 The rumor had leaked originally from the crewof an X&A ship back from charting a new blink route in
search of always scarce habitable planets.A long way from home, in a previously unchartedarea, the ship
had picked up suspicious readingsfrom a barren, small, Mercury-like planet. Theplanet, if the X&A ship's
analyzers were workingproperly, had recently, in the past two decades at the most, been the site of
hydrogen fusion tests.Since the need for power from either fusion orfission had been eliminated soon after
the first starship went out from Old Earth, there was onlyone possible use for the nasty power of the
atom,nuclear power was good only for destruction,and not even efficient destruction. An X&A destroyer
had more firepower than a thousand hydrogenbombs. If someone had been playing around withthe
antique nuclear weapons their intent couldonly be blackmail. Livable planets were rare, widelyscattered.
The constantly multiplying populationsof the UP worlds made X&A's search for new livingspace the most
important function of government.A madman with nuclear bombs, threatening tomake a life-zone planet
unlivable with slowlydecaying radioactivity would be in a powerfulposition.
 All of these old thoughts replayed through Pat'smind as he sat, scratching himself. That was asmall but
important luxury, to be able to scratchwhere he itched when he itched and not worryabout couth. He
liked living alone.

He grinned at the computer. "Give me the dis-play file on Taratwo," he said.

 The computer disliked oral orders. It fancieditself an old man, hearing becoming impaired. He had to
repeat the order, loudly. The computer mut-tered to itself for a few seconds, punished him bytaking extra
seconds to check and crosscheck allreferences to the planet Taratwo, then deliveredthe file to the screen.

 Pat had examined the file a dozen times on the trip out. He had in his data banks all the informa-tion
available on Taratwo, fourth planet of thestar Upsilon Ophiuchus. He had data not availablein the public
banks, thanks to Jeanny Thompson.

 A few years back, when Pat was enduring tenure in the Roget Seat of Philology at Xanthos Univer-sity,
both he and Jeanny had thought that an alli-ance between learning and practical science, be-tween the
learned professor and the upwardly mo-bile X&A technician, might work. Neither of themcould
remember the moment of mutual decision,nor place blame, for the realization that a perma-nent marriage
would be undesirable.

Jeanny just bent the rules a little bit when sheallowed Pat access to X&A's file on Taratwo.

"That's a long way from home," Jeanny hadsaid, when he made his needs known.

"That makes it interesting," Pat had said.

They had read the file together as it slid silentlyfrom the printer.

 "If I were you, boy, I'd walk easy out there,"Jeanny said. "That planet is an anachronism. Anabsolute
ruler in this enlightened, unquote, age?"

 Taratwo had been discovered by accident and peopled by political dissidents who had carefully nursed
on their journey through space an old, oldgrudge from the Old Earth, a grudge so ancientthat the reason
for it was a long-forgotten mys-tery. When a race can lose its home planet forthousands of years the
reasons behind a simplelittle family fight among tribes of men can also belost.

 "This is interesting," Jeanny had said. "The nameof the planet is taken from the site of the palace ofa
legendary race of kings, back on Old Earth."

 Pat had been more interested in solid informa-tion. Taratwo's political status was Independent.There
were no organized trade routes to any UP planet, but there were records of trips to the planetby free
traders. The autocratic ruler of Taratwodidn't call himself a king, but according to allinformation he was
the boss, the absolute ruler.

"He fancies himself to be a great leader," Jeannyhad said. "He's a bad dude, Audrey—"

"Don't call me Audrey," Pat had said.

"—standing tall and alone on the frontier of theinhabited galaxy. And look at this. He's been buying
warships from the Zede munitions plants."
 The figures were impressive. Taratwo, a small,insignificant planet, had the most powerful fleetarm of any
independent planet or group of inde-pendent planets.

 Pat whistled through his teeth in surprise. Itwould take a full UP battle fleet to reduce Taratwo'spower,
and not without loss, because Taratwo had been buying the latest, most powerful ships andweapons,
every modern weapon except, of course, reducers.

 "Let's run down all recorded trips by free trad-ers," Pat had said, not too concerned about Tara-two's
powerful fleet. TheSkimmer was armed, true,but no one in his right mind would use an entirefleet to
chase—if the need arose—one small deep-space tug converted into an armed mercenary.

Taratwo seemed to welcome free traders. Iso-lated as they were, no established trade routeswithin a
dozen parsecs, free traders would keepthem up to date and bring in the latest in, forexample, medicines.

 There in Jeanny's office at X&A Headquarterson Xanthos, they had stared, together, at a holo-graphic
chart of the Taratwo sector. Jeanny shud-dered. "It's lonely out there," she'd said.

 Pat had nodded, musing. Taratwo was alone, theonly populated planet in a twelve-parsec radius of
space. She was a relatively new planet, as plane- tary age goes, and she was, in theory, too small to hold
a viable atmosphere. Mountain formation wasstill going on, and that made for considerable vol- canic
activity along with the resultant earthquakes. Population was under half a billion. Chief exportswere heavy
metals and gemstones.

"Well, Audrey," Jeanny had said, "you havepicked an odd profession. You can expect odd placesand
odd people."

"Don't call me Audrey," Pat had said.

"You're a mercenary, a gun for hire," Jeannyhad said. "Nice citizens and nice planets don'toften need a
man with a gun."

"I think of myself as a knight in shining armor."he'd said, "soaring into the nebulous distances of the
universe on missions of true and pure good."

"Batshit," Jeanny had said. "It's just a way ofrunning from responsibility."

 He had made the statement with a mock look ofarrogance on his face, eyes idealistically wide, eye-
brows raised, for he would never admit to anyonethat he'd been naive enough, in the beginning, tosee it
just that way when lucky coincidence ofbirth had made it possible for him to purchase hisfreedom from
the halls of learning and from eagerfreshmen with an unexpected legacy from an un-cle who had been
forgotten since he boarded acolony ship aimed for a star near the Coal Sack.

 "Knight, hell," Jeanny had said. "You're a bum in an antique space tug which carries enough ar-mament
to take on a destroyer."

"For defense against pirates," he'd said, remem-bering as he said it that the Zede "businessmen" had said
much the same thing.

"We blasted the last pirates off the Hogg Moons,"Jeanny had said. "Why don't you grow up, Audrey
Patricia?"
"Don't call me Audrey Patricia," he'd said, be-fore thanking her for her help.

 From Jeanny's office he'd gone directly to UPCentral Control. Although space travel was safe,and ships
dependable, anything mechanical or electronic or subatomic would break down sooner or later, usually at
the most inopportune time. UPCentral Control's vast array of computers kept trackof every registered
ship in UP space, and everyregistered shipalways left a flight plan on file withControl, or one of its many
outposts scatteredthroughout populated space. It took two days toget a list of twenty-two ships which
had filed flightplans including a stop at Taratwo in the past fiveyears. That was not a lot of traffic, but all
theships had returned safely to home ports.

So, he'd gone over all of it in his mind. He'dreread the file on Taratwo. It was time to do some-thing. He
punched orders into the computer.

 "OK, old man, let's put it in B for boogie," hesaid, pushing a button. He felt that eerie momentof
disorientation which goes with the territory whenpower is discharged in the core of a blink genera-tor and
a ship ceases to exist at one point in spaceto exist with an almost immeasurable time lapse at another
point.

 Upsilon Ophiuchus was a small, yellowish sun glowing weakly at less than one old astronomical unit
away from a small, almost barren ball shroud-ed in volcanic smoke and ash. The sun was toosmall, too
weak, to ever make that sad, barrenplanet rich and pleasant like the more desirableUP worlds. In fact,
when the planet's inner firescooled a bit over the millennia she'd go cold. Mostof her atmosphere would
have been bled off intospace by that time, and what remained would be frozen in small caps of polar ice.
He, of course, would not be around to see that happen, nor wouldany of the people alive on Taratwo.

He checked the approach instructions for Taratwoand activated the voice communicator. This was a
measure of the backwardness of the planet, to have to use audio. At up-to-date facilities, approach was
handled efficiently and silently by intercomputer communication.

 "Taratwo Space Control, Taratwo Space Con-trol," he sang out, feeling good to be needed, "thisis the
free traderSkimmer. Come in."

 "Signal Two,Skimmer," said a voice with anodd and rather interesting accent. For a momenthis old
interest in words and their developmentand usage was back with him, but he could notidentify the accent.
He gave the computer instruc-tions to send on the proper wavelength and punchedup a cup of coffee
with cream and sugar as heheard the only slightly mechanical-sounding voiceof the computer send the
ship's ID, hull number,registration, licenses, all the numbers and lettersassigned by a host of red-tape
artists on a thou-sand planets.

"Signal Two received," said Taratwo Space Con-trol. "Hold one."

Pat waited. He had the coffee cooled just rightwhen the accented voice came again."Skimmer,you are
number one for Space Port Old Dublin.Landing instructions follow on channel eleven."

 He switched channels, grinning. He was not sur-prised to be number one for the pad.Skimmer'ssensors
showed nothing else in near space other than Taratwo's sad excuse for a moon.

Flux thrusters grumbled to breakSkimmer's fallinto atmosphere. There was a high layer of ash,then a
band of relatively clear air, high, before theship plunged into the lower smoke and ash. Below,the lights of
Old Dublin, Taratwo's principal city,were lit, but they could not dispel the appearanceof gloom over the
planet, the result of the sun'sfiltered half-light.
 "You see, old man, you're in better conditionthan you thought," Pat said, asSkimmer settledonto her
assigned pad without so much as a clank.

The ship was alone, squarely squat, sturdy. Thepad was at the northern end of the Old DublinSpace
Port. Pat had activated the armaments con-sole, sat with the fire director's helmet pushedback loosely on
his head. All he had to do was jamthe helmet in place and think and the ports wouldfly open to reveal
Skimmer's teeth, instantly readyto defend the ship against unpleasant surprises.

 A vehicle separated from a line of one-story build-ings at a distance of approximately a mile andcame
toward the ship. Pat kept power in the gen-erator and in the flux drive, for he was, by nature,a cautious
man. The oncoming vehicle did notseem to be armed. There was only one occupant,male, in uniform. Pat
activated the sound pickupson the hull as the vehicle drew near and stoppedat a respectful distance.

"Captain Audrey Patricia Howe?" The voice wasaccented like the voice of the Taratwo controller.

"Don't call me—" Pat began automatically, thensighed. "Yes," he said.

 "I am Captain John Hook, of Taratwo Customs,at your service, sir. Will you please open your hatches
for inspection."

 Pat kept the ship on alert as he flipped switches.The main entry hatch hissed open, began to ex-change
clean ship's air for the murky air of theplanet. He met the customs official in the lock,handed over the
ship's papers.

 "I think we need not stand too much on theformalities, Captain Howe," the white-haired,
distinguished-looking man said with a smile. "Isee you carry Class AAA drugs. That's good. There's
always a ready market for such cargo. If I may presume, I would suggest that you trade for emer-alds.
There's been a new strike, and the price is down, the gems of first quality."

It was quite unlike a local customs official togive a clue to a favorable trade. "Thank you," Patsaid. "I
have the cargo manifest on the bridge. Ican offer you a cup of coffee while you're looking itover."

 "Good, if it's a UP brand," Hook said. "I am especially fond of a certain brand from the planetZede II. It
is called Zede's Pride."

Pat took a quick, closer look at the customsman. He had not expected contact so quickly, anddefinitely
not with a Taratwo official.

"Yes," he said. "I have that brand. It's said thatthe flavor comes from the peculiar quality of thelight of a
Zede II sunset, which glows like moltencopper."

 Hook completed the preset identification for-mula. "Especially at the winter solstice," he said. "Welcome
to Taratwo, Captain Howe."

 "Are you the passenger?" Pat asked, thinkingthat if he was, he might lift off immediately. He could, after
all, trade the drugs, if not as favorablyas on an out-planet, on the way home. There wassomething about
the aura of semigloom, whichdeepened as the day died, that made him uneasy.

"No, I am not," Hook said. "Control has sent outword that a free trader has arrived. You can com-plete
your business tomorrow. The passenger willboard sometime before sunrise on the day after tomorrow."
Pat felt a little shiver of doubt. If the passengerwas legal, why would he board in the dead ofnight?

"I'd like the passenger to be aboard tomorrowmorning, just in case I finish my trading early."

 "Your passenger will board no later than onehour before sunrise on the day after tomorrow,"Hook said,
and there was a finality in his voice. He smiled again, showing that Taratwo's dentists werea bit behind
the times. "You will be number oneat the customs shed at one hour after sunrise to-morrow. I will be
there. Inspection of your tradegoods will be our only point of discussion."

"Got you," Pat said, not liking it, not liking it atall.

 Darkness came to Taratwo with a rush. Thesmoky sky lowered. Just after the stygian darkclosed
around the ship a tremor rippled the flexi-ble metal grid of the landing pad, causingSkim-mer'sgyros to
whine in adjustment.

Pat set all detectors. The ship was an armedcamp. Instruments would detect the approach ofwhatever
passed for a mouse on Taratwo, or thefocusing of any sort of beam on the ship.

 For his dinner, he selected Tigian dragon's-tailsteak and Xanthos salad. He wasn't sleepy.Skimmer
operated on Xanthos standard time, which did notmatch Taratwo's time, and he didn't feel like tak-ing a
sleeping pill.

As he ate, he checked the ship's film catalog.He'd added several new titles in preparation forthe trip, and
he'd seen all of them at least once,with the exception of a film which had been givento him on Zede II by
his "businessmen" charter-ers, with a hearty recommendation to enjoy. Hehadn't run it because, as a rule,
he found Zedeianfilms to be heavy, often deep in psychological complications which would not have
puzzled a XanthosU. freshman, always gloomy in outlook.

 When he punched up the film he was pleasantly surprised. The theme was very Zedeian, but it had
interest, if only to show that the Zedeians had aslightly antique view of the role of women insociety.

 There was nothing wrong with the technical as-pects of Zede filmmaking. Zedeians were, after all,the
Confederation's finest technicians. The holo-graphic image was almost realistic enough to stepinto. The
acting was surprisingly good. The star ofthe film was a delicately built redhead with aknockout face and
an extraordinary body. The story told of a young woman in love with one man. Shewas being forced by
custom and her parents tomarry another. It was a period piece, set in thatdistant past before the Zedeian
war, and as thestory progressed Pat began to see and hear refer-ences to Zede pride and Zede military
strength.The male actors strutted, spoke with an arrogancewhich was familiar, because, although they
weresupposed to be historical characters, their thoughtpatterns were the same as those of the Zedeians
Pat had known.

 He hadn't paid much attention to the credits inthe beginning. When the film ended he started it again and
looked for the name of the redheadedactress. She was listed as Corinne Tower. Whenshe first appeared
she was sweeping down a wide,curving flight of stairs, dressed in formal gown,hair piled atop her head.
Pat froze motion, left theminiature woman frozen in space, so lifelike, somuch woman. Finally, with a sigh,
he turned offthe projector.

He went to sleep with ease and dreamed of theredheaded woman. It was a very exciting dream.
                                                     TWO




 A light, sooty rain delayed dawn. Pat lifted theSkimmeron her flux thrusters to land her directlyin front of
the customs building. Other landingpads were already occupied by pitted and rustedwork vessels, long in
service, and two new atmo-space vehicles. The names of the ships were, ofcourse, in English. It was a
one-language galaxy,unless one happened to stumble into an obscurefield of esoteric knowledge, the
study of extinct languages which had survived in fragments, or ofthat one alien language which man had
encounteredin a book which was all that remained of a fasci-nating civilization out among the colliding
gal-axies in Cygnus.

 While he waited for Captain John Hook and hismen to boardSkimmer to check her cargo, Patsavored
the names of the local ships:Canny Belle,Mary's Darlin', Jay-Ann.The two newer ships ap-parently
belonged to the same company, since the names showed little imagination:Capcor I andCapcor II.

 From appearances, some form of free enterpriseexisted on Taratwo. Pat guessed correctly that the
rusted, battered older ships belonged to indepen-dent prospectors or miners.

"You are cleared, Captain," John Hook said, hand-ing over papers to be signed in triplicate. "I have
heard that Capcor has eyes for your cargo. They'll go high."

"That's what I like," Pat said. "Thank you again."

He rode the cart which moved his cargo insidethe customs shed. There were thieves in customsin more
prosperous and civilized places than OldDublin.

 His was the only merchandise inside the hugeshed. The customs men helped him offload thecases from
the cart. About two dozen men sur-rounded the platform on which his goods had beenplaced. He had
had the computer print out copiesof his cargo manifest. He handed them out, smil-ing, saying, "Morning,
gentlemen."

A tall, well-dressed man with a well-styled headof heavy black hair pushed forward. "Captain,there's no
need for that. I am prepared to makeyou the highest offer. I will take your entire cargo."

Well, why not? He was after the highest price.He owned no obligation to the less well-dressedtraders
who surrounded the platform. But whenhe looked into the tall man's eyes he saw coldness.The thin lips
were pressed together. The face wasset in an imperious sneer as the tall man glanced atthe others.

 Sometimes you just take an instant dislike for aman. It wasn't logical. It wasn't even good busi-ness. It
made sense to think that the biggest firm,the firm with the new ships outside, would be in aposition to pay
the highest price.

Pat didn't always operate on logic.

 "You wanta take all the fun out of it?" he asked,grinning disarmingly at the tall, stern-faced manwho
represented Capcor, whatever that was.
"Are you here for fun or for a profit?" the manasked.

Pat didn't answer immediately. He noted thatthe clothing worn by the tall man was a sort ofcompany
uniform. Below the Capcor name andlogo on the left breast pocket was the name T.O'Shields.

"These boonie rats can't match my offer,"O'Shields said coldly.

 "Excuse me, Mr. O'Shields," said a grizzled, thinboonie rat. "If you don't mind, I flew all night tobe first in
line. I have the first number." The oldman sounded servile, but there was a steady gleamin his eyes as he
looked at O'Shields.

"Murphy, the man isn't stupid," O'Shields said."Your emeralds are low-grade. You can't matchCapcor
quality."

 "Well, Mr. O'Shields," Murphy said, "I did stayup all night, so if you'll excuse me I'll let the mantake a
look at my stones anyhow."

Pat turned to John Hook, who was standing toone side. "Is that the usual procedure here?"

 "That's it," Hook said. "First come, first bid. Then, with all bids in, the seller has the right tocall for a
second round of bidding if he's notsatisfied."

 "Murphy," O'Shields snarled, "you'll save us allvaluable time if you'll just take your pebbles over to the
exchange."

"And sell at Capcor prices," Murphy said.

"I think we'll observe the usual procedure, gen-tlemen," Pat said.

Hook moved forward. "All right. Line up by number. Stay behind the line to give each man hisright of
private offer."

The men moved back away from the platform.O'Shields was far back in the line, glowering, asMurphy
grinned at Pat and hopped with sprynessup onto the platform. He looked at the cargo man-ifest, held in
one hand. In the other hand he car-ried a battered leather bag.

"Well, Mr. Murphy?" Pat asked, as Murphy placedthe bag on the table in front of him.

"Capcor will offer you more in number andweight," Murphy said, speaking softly so that thewaiting men
would not hear.

"Well, we'll just have to see about that," Patsaid.

"I hear emeralds are coming back in style in the UP," Murphy said.

"Well, the diamond is still the king of jewels," Pat said.

Murphy poured a glittering, rattling mass of un-cut gemstones onto the padded table top.

"That's my lot," Murphy said. "Right at twothousand carats. All good quality."
 Pat lost himself for a moment in the blood fire ofa ruby, shifted his attention to an oblong greenbeauty of
an emerald, at least one hundred caratscuttable to a stylish stone of perhaps eighty caratswith chips for
change.

"These are good-looking stones," he said.

 "Cap," Murphy said, "I know the competition.I've got my eye on one case of happy pills. I'll tell you
frankly that I can buy more on this forsakenplanet with them than with all these." He swepthis hand over
the table to indicate the stones,misjudged, knocked a dozen stones of various sizesoff onto the floor, said
a curse word under hisbreath, bent, creakingly, to begin to pick up thestones. In his haste, he brushed a
few of themunder the table.

 Pat, feeling sorry For the man's old, frail bones,knelt and began to help. Murphy crawled partwayunder
the table, looked at Pat squintingly. "Soundpickups in the ceiling," he said, throwing a glanceupward.
"Table'll block 'em. I'll make this quick. Ican't show you the stone I know you'll want most. You'll have to
take my word for it. I'll deliver it toyou aboard your ship tonight."

Pat reached for a stone under the table, got his head under. It wasn't beyond logic, on a totalitar-ian
planet, for there to be listening devices in theceiling. "I don't like the sound of that," he said.

"It will be my offense, not yours."

 Murphy picked up two stones, dropped one ner-vously. "I want off this planet, Captain. I've got a
diamond, adiamond, mind you. Biggest one sincethe Capella Glory. Half of it is yours. I don't wantyour
drugs. Let Capcor have every damned one ofthem. They'll pay you the most. I just want pas-sage out. I'll
come to your ship in the dark, after midnight. You get half the diamond. I get a rideout."

"Murphy," T. O'Shields yelled, from his placetoward the back of the line, "pick up your rocksand quit
wasting our time."

"Why do you want off this planet so badly?" Pat asked, with the little warning bells going off in hishead.

"I got just a few years left. I got me a diamondbig enough so's I can enjoy 'em on a civilizedplanet. You
get rich, too." He gathered up the laststone. "Deal?"

 Pat held three emeralds in his hand. The manhad a king's ransom in gemstones if he had beenon a
civilized planet. He was offering them for onecase of stress relievers.

"Them things are a dime a dozen on Taratwo,"Murphy said, as if reading his mind. "It's the dia-mond,
man. The diamond. It's enough for both ofus."

"What would the local law have to say aboutyou visiting me onboard ship?" Pat asked.

 "It's legal," Murphy said. "They won't care about me leaving, either. Come and go as you please, butthe
trouble is there might not be another ship forfive years."

 "Mr. Murphy, I'll keep an open mind," Pat said,thinking of a huge diamond. He didn't know justhow big
the Capella Glory had been, but he re-membered reading about it, and it was bigger thanany other quality
diamond found to date on any planet.

Pat wrote down Murphy's offer. The old mangathered his stones and shuffled away. The othertraders
filed past one by one, displaying their gems,not many of them as fine as Murphy's had been.The traders
bartered without hope, fully expectinghim to hand over all his cargo to the smirking O'Shields.

 He was tempted to take O'Shields's offer. TheCapcor man opened a fancy velvet-lined case builtto
carry uncut gems, displaying them to their bestadvantage. He did, indeed, have some beauties.Pat looked
at tray after tray of uncut emeralds andrubies, and there were four small diamonds, allunder one carat.

 "Not too many diamonds on Tara?" he asked.Murphy's words were haunting him. Bigger thanthe
Capella Glory? Pat's brain dredged back intomemory. The Capella Glory was still uncut. It was on
display at the Museum of Galactic Natural His-tory on Old Earth, which was a museum planet initself,
what with all the archaeological digs andunderwater searches which went on year after year,century after
century, as man tried, mostly in vain,to search for his roots.

 "The problem is that this is a very young planet,and still in upheaval," O'Shields said. "You locate a likely
diamond pipe, start digging, and there's aquake and you lose all the work you've done. A fewdiamonds
have been found near the surface, likethe other stones. If there are any big ones, we'llhave to find a way
to dig through earthquakes toget to them."

"Still, you have a few here," Pat said.

"Capcor is the government monopoly," O'Shieldssaid. "We own all the diamondiferous areas onthis
planet."

Curious, Pat thought, as he tallied up all theoffers. Either the old man was lying or there was adiamond
producing pipe somewhere unknown toCapcor.

 Capcor's bid, written in the neat, precise hand ofT. O'Shields, listed sizes and weights, so that itwasn't
necessary for Pat to tabulate. He worked onall the other offers and grinned when he saw thatby splitting
the cargo into small lots, giving someof the independent traders a share, he'd bestO'Shields offer by a few
carats, even if some of thestones were of lesser quality. He wasn't greedy.For some reason emeralds and
rubies were com-mon on most UP planets. He wasn't going to be- come independently wealthy on this
deal. It wouldbe a nice bonus, as he'd hoped, but that was all.Too many rubies and emeralds, beautiful as
theywere.

But diamonds. The rarest. The king of stones.

Pat had a sudden flash of insight. T. O'Shieldsreminded him of his department head back atXanthos U.
That clinched it for him.

"All right, gentlemen," he called out. "I've ac-cepted the following offers. By lot number here weare. . . ."

 Before Pat could finish reading off the names,O'Shields pushed his way through the grinning,
back-slapping independents. "Dammit," O'Shieldssputtered. "You can call for a second round ofbidding
and I'll top these boonie rats."

"Where I come from," Pat said, meeting O'Shield'sgaze with a smile, "an honest trader makes his top
offer first time around." That was an outright lie, for all traders lived to haggle, but he didn't care if
O'Shields knew it was a lie.

The knight in shining armor, soaring around the galaxy rooting for the underdog.
 Pat accepted John Hook's official-sounding invi-tation to have lunch. The restaurant windows over-
looked the not very scenic space port. The restaurantwas a popular place, crowded with executive types
in business dress, a few of the independent traders in their worn outdoor clothing, working-class peo-ple
in neat blue uniforms.

 Taratwo's women seemed to average on theskinny side, with the predominant hair coloringsbeing shades
of red and black. The men were alsouniformly spare, solemn, mostly unsmiling, butthen there didn't seem
to be much to smile abouton Tara, planet of ashes, smoke, half-light. But thegreen salad was tangy. the
dressing good sourcream, the meat slightly tough but well flavored.

 Hook's conversation between bites was banal.He hoped that the morning's trading had beenprofitable.
Pat assured him that it had been. Hookmentioned that there was no export tax on gem-stones. Pat said
that was good news indeed. With-out a government bite into his profits he just mightbe able to pay for a
complete refitting of theSkim-mer,make her more comfortable, put in a new storage capsule in the
library, decontaminate thecloud chambers in the cranky computer.

 Pat thought only once that afternoon of the oldman. He tended to believe T. O'Shields, especially when
he asked Hook about diamonds and was toldthat Taratwo wasn't a good diamond planet. The chances
of Murphy's having a king-size diamondseemed slim. Maybe the old man was a victim oftoo many nights
alone in Taratwo's dismal outback,a little mixed up in the head.

Pat asked Hook a few questions about local con-ditions, and as long as his curiosity did not touchon
politics, personal freedom, or the quality oflife-style he was answered. Hook's response to asensitive
question was to cough, look away, andchange the subject immediately.

Pat had finished his meal and was having a taste of a very good local brandy. "Excellent," he said."Very
good."

"Grapes like a volcanic soil," Hook said.

"Make a good export, this."

Hook laughed. "First we have to make enoughfor local consumption."

 The buzz of conversation died around them. Thesudden silence was a silence of attention. Pat lookedup,
saw that all eyes were directed to the win-dows. A sleek, modern atmospace yacht was waftingdown
onto the largest space-port pad.

"The Man," someone at a nearby table said.

"Not likely," someone else said.

"We'll know soon enough."

"More likely the Man's redheaded friend."

"The Man's whore, you mean."

John Hook shifted nervously. He cast a glaretoward the voice, then looked quickly away. Thevoices
died into whispers. Then there was silencethroughout the dining room as the port of thesleek yacht hissed
open and a female figure dressedin purple skirts emerged and walked gracefully to a luxurious ground
car.

"Definitely not the Man," someone said, andthere was a burst of relieved, nervous laughter.

"The Leader's yacht?" Pat asked Hook.

 "But not Himself. He values his privacy. He's seldom seen in public these days." He pushed him-self
away from the table. "My duty calls. I hope that you enjoyed your lunch."

"I did," Pat said.

"Should you wish to visit our city I have leftword at the terminal to arrange transport for you,"Hook said.

"Thanks, but I think I'll go back aboard. I haven'tyet adjusted to Taratwo time."

 The street outside the restaurant was cordonedoff by lines of neatly uniformed men, tall, strong-looking
men armed with the latest in sidearms. Acaravan of big ground cars came blasting sud-denly around the
corner of the building, the leadvehicle wailing a warning. A late-model Zede exec-utive limousine was
sandwiched in between twoarmored police cars. As it swept past, Pat got justa glimpse of a pale,
feminine face framed by fieryred hair. The Man's redheaded friend? The Man'swhore?

 It was none of his affair. All he wanted fromTaratwo now was a passenger and a clear blinkroute for
space.

 Pat wasn't really sleepy, but he had no desire to go into the city. He stretched his legs by walkingtoward
the passenger terminal. Inside there was dusty luxury in leather seats and wide spaces, allempty. Only
one counter was manned. Pat caughtthe eye of the stiff-faced young man there andnodded.

"May I help you, sir?" the young man asked.

"No, no.I'mjust having a bit of a walk."

 "Not much to see around here, sir. If you'd liketo go into the city, Captain Hook has arranged avehicle
for you."

 "Very kind of him," Pat said. "But I think I'lljust have a walk and go back aboard." He turnedaway and
started out of the terminal area.

 "Sir," the man behind the counter said, "it looksas if we're in for an ashfall this afternoon. I seethat you
don't have a breather. If you'll permit me. . ." He came out from behind the counter with alightweight
respirator unit in his hands.

 "I think I can make it to the ship without that,"Pat said, although the sky had darkened consider-ably in
the short time since he'd left the restaurant.

"If you're not familiar with the effects of anashfall you've got an unpleasant surprise coming."

 Pat decided to humor the man, stood still whilethe mask was fitted to his face with adjustablestraps. He
reached for his pocket.

"Oh, no, sir," the young man said. "No charge.All visitors are furnished with breathers throughthe
generosity of Brenden."

Brenden was the Man, the ruler.

"Tell Brenden when you see him that I thank him," Pat said.

A brief smile crossed the young man's stiff face."That's not likely," he said. "But you're welcometo the
breather. It's about the only thing that's free on this planet. Just leave it with the customs manwho checks
you off."

 Before he reached theSkimmer he was glad he'dtaken the mask. Ash was drifting in little windrowson
the surface of the port, jetting up around hisfeet at each step. The decontaminator in the airlockwhined
and puffed getting rid of the ash whichclung to his clothing and his shoes.

 John Hook arrived late in the afternoon, escortedby four armed guards. By then the ashfall was sodense
that although theSkimmer's instrumentswarned him of the approach of the vehicle, hedidn't see it until it
was within a hundred feet ofthe ship. The decontaminator had to puff and whineagain, and then his
gemstones were aboard. Hookwatched in silence as he checked the contents ofthe small cases.

 Pat offered coffee. "I wish I had time, CaptainHowe," Hook said. He turned to the armed guardswho
were standing by in the airlock, made a mo-tion of dismissal. When the guards were outside,the lock
closed. Hook held out his hand. "Have apleasant trip, Captain." He leaned close. "Fivea.m.," he
whispered. Pat nodded. Paranoia was catching. Unless Taratwo had techs of incredible cleverness there
wasn't a chance of being spied onaboardSkimmer, because Pat had spent a lot ofmoney to make the
ship impervious to any pene-tration.

Early evening seemed to be the time for earth tremors. A shock hit the space port just after darkness
gave additional impenetrability to the ashfall. Pat could not even see the lights of the cus-toms building.

 A piece of nut pie made from an ancient recipeput Pat over his allowance of carbohydrates forthe day,
and he tried to work it off in the exercisegym. What the heck. A man had to celebrate nowand then. He
quit the exercise early, before he'deven worked up a sweat, and drew another ancientrecipe from the
nutrition servo, a concoction of gin, vermouth, and a touch of bitters. Restless,impatient, not at all sleepy,
he punched up thefilm list. It was going to be a boring trip home, because there wasn't a film he hadn't
seen at leasttwice.

 Suddenly he had a mind picture of the redheadedZedeian actress, and, remembering his vivid andrather
erotic dream about her, punched up thefilm and settled back.

 Corinne Tower was, he decided, as he ignoredaction and dialogue, the most beautiful womanhe'd ever
seen. Her hair was a blazing fall of lus-trous glory when she let it hang to shoulder length.Her
medium-heavy eyebrows merely drew atten-tion to her emerald-green eyes.

 Curious thing, the mind. Were Corinne Tower'semerald-green eyes the reason why he'd almost ignored
Taratwo's fine rubies in favor of the emer-alds? Had the Zedeian beauty been there, lurkingin his
subconscious with those glowing green eyestelling him, buy emeralds, buy emeralds?

 It was going to be a long night. He didn't un-dress fully to get into bed, but lay there with hishands under
his head watching the holographicimage, dozed with Corinne Tower dominating hismind. She was a
touchingly beautiful girl, givingthe impression of old-fashioned vulnerability, mostprobably as the result of
the role she was playingin the film.
 He awoke to the persistent buzzing of an alarm, came into full awareness instantly, leaped to checkthe
telltale on the panel as his adrenal glandspumped. His heartbeat decreased slowly when herealized that he
was not, after all, in space, where an alarm can mean quite a number of things, notmany of them pleasant.
He was still on solid groundon glorious Taratwo, and the alarm had been from an outside motion
detector. He activated the night-vision scanners. The ashfall had lessened. Therewas at least three inches
of ash drifted on the tarmac, and it showed tracks. The old miner, Mur-phy, was standing in front of the
main hatch withthat same leather bag in his hand. Pat glanced athis watch. Four a.m. He'd slept a long
time. Hispassenger was due in an hour. He'd have to makeMurphy's visit a short one. He turned on the
out-side speaker.

"I'll be with you in a minute, Murphy," he said.

 He pulled on shirt and jacket, turned off the holoprojector, and was on his way to the controlbridge to
open the hatch when another alarmbuzzed. Something big was moving swiftly towardtheSkimmer
through the drifting ash. The camerasshowed nothing, but caution told him to delayopening the hatch. He
checked the screens, look-ing for Murphy. The old man was no longer stand-ing before the hatch, but his
footprints were clearlyvisible in the ash.

 A blinding light caused all active cameras to show white before they could close aperture.Skimmerwas
surrounded by four armored vehi-cles. He flipped the armament ready switch andreached for the
fire-control helmet just as a man burst into view, running from the shelterof Skim-mer'sstern into the glare
of the spotlights from thefour vehicles. The running man took only a few strides before projectile
weapons spat from two of the ground cars and then two more faltering, wilt-ing steps before falling limply
into the ash, send-ing up a small cloud.

Pat had the four vehicles targeted. One directedthought and they'd be smashed into junk. TheSkim-
mer'sshield was up. It caused the hair on the headof a uniformed policeman to stand straight up ashe
walked to the hatch and began to pound on thehull with the butt of a weapon.

"Hull contact," the computer said aloud.

"I know, I know," Pat said.

 He deliberately waited a few seconds, then openedthe outside speakers. "Yeah? Who is it?" he asked,
trying to make his voice sound sleepy.

"Security police, captain. There has been a slightdisturbance. Please open your hatch."

Pat checked the targeting of the laser beams on the four vehicles, adjusted the fire-control helmet,
walked slowly back, and opened the hatch. The security man was tall, well-built. He had bolsteredhis
weapon.

 "Sorry to disturb you, sir," he said. "Port Secur-ity detected a prowler near your ship." He wastrying to
see past Pat. There wasn't much to see,just a bulkhead. Pat wasn't about to invitehim in."Were you
expecting company, sir?"

 Pat didn't lie. "Man, it's the middle of the night."He looked at his watch, yawned, brushed his hand
through his mussed hair. The passenger was duein less than an hour and Murphy was dead, killedjust for
being there near theSkimmer. What thehell was going on? He hoped that Hook knew whathe was doing.
The policeman who stood in theairlock with him looked capable. He'd certainlyarrived in a hurry to kill
the old man.

"Your detectors did not warn you of a prowler?"the security man asked.

"Well, I didn't have them on," Pat lied. "Beinghere on a civilized planet . . ."

The policeman's eyes did not smile with his lips. "Well, sir, I think we'd better take a look around.
Taratwo is an orderly, peaceful planet, but therehas been some resentment growing over the UP's
high-handed actions."

This was the first Pat had heard of that. NeitherX&A nor Control had indicated any anti-UP feel-ing on
Taratwo.

 "I'll join you," Pat said, acting as if he automati-cally assumed that the security man meant to take a look
aroundoutside the ship.

"Do you always wear your fire-control helmet?"the security man asked.

Pat looked him dead in the eyes. "Only whenarmed vehicles start shooting men around my ship,"he said.

"I assume you have your laser beams aimed atmy vehicles."

"Too close to the ship to use explosives," Patsaid.

"You put it on the line, don't you, Captain?"

"When necessary," Pat said.

"There will be no problem."

 The ashfall was finer, more pervasive in creep-ing into any opening in clothing. It sifted down hisneck,
crawled up his sleeves. He led the securityman on a circuit ofSkimmer. The officer knew hisstuff; he ran
his gloved hands into crevices, intothe tubes of the flux drivers. Pat examined theportside thrusters, and
his heart leaped as his handcontacted something soft inside a tube. He squeezed,pushed, recognized the
feel of the old man's small leather bag. He could not have explained why heremained silent about the bag.

Murphy's body was being casually loaded ontoone of the ground vehicles. A young security manwalked
up, steps puffing ash, saluted. "There is noidentification on the body, sir."

 "Humm," the officer said. He looked at Pat, hiseyes squinted in the glare of the white spotlights."During
your trading session this morning did any-one say anything unusual to you, sir? Perhaps askfor
transportation off the planet?"

"No, no," Pat said thoughtfully.

"Would you mind taking a look at the body,sir?"

"Any particular reason?"

"To see if you know the man."
"I'll do that," Pat said.

 He followed the officer to the ground vehicle.The old man was heaped in a sad, slack pile on the
floorboards. The officer used one gloved hand to flip Murphy onto his back and expose his face.

"I think he was one of the traders," Pat said,bending over, thinking, hell, Murphy, oh, hell. "Yes,I'msure
of it. I even remember his name. He had the first number, bought a case of stress relievers.Name's
Murphy. He had some very good emeraldsand rubies."

"Why do you suppose he approached your shipin the dead of night?" the officer asked.

 "I have no idea," Pat said. "I've never been herebefore. I know no one on this planet except Cap-tain
John Hook, of customs, whom I met aboutthirty-six hours ago on landing. I saw this man in the customs
shed during trading. I have his signa-ture on a bill of sale for his gemstones. That's thesum total of my
knowledge."

There was a moment of strained silence. Thenthe security officer made a slight bow. "On behalfof my
government, sir, I hope you will forgive thisbother."

"No big deal," Pat said. But in the back of hismind there was, surprisingly, a little prayer form-ing for the
old man. "But do you always shoot onsight?"

"When a man is in a restricted area, and he runsfrom the police, he is taking his chances." Thesecurity
man gave Pat a sloppy salute. "Well, goodnight, sir. I understand you're leaving at dawn."

"Right."

"Have a pleasant trip. I hope that you won't letthis incident keep you from making a return tripto our
planet soon."

"The trading is good," Pat said.

 He closed the airlock, waited for decontamina-tion. A suspicion hit him. The hatch had been openall the
time he was out there with the securityman. Had the whole incident been staged in orderto steal his cargo
of gems? He ran to the cargoarea, opened one small case after the other. All thegems were there.

 He sat in the command seat, a cup of coffeesteaming in his hand. Well, Pat, he told himself.Thinking
time. The old man had wanted off theplanet very badly, badly enough to offer him halfof a fabulous
diamond which might or might nothave existed. Now the old man was dead. May he rest in peace. And
there was a small bag thrust upinto the tube of a portside flux thruster. Suddenlyhis hands shook. What if
it was a bomb? What ifMurphy had fooled hell out of him, acting the part of the underdog to get his
sympathy in order to get close enough to theSkimmer to blow her open andget back the gems?

 He had a burning urge to go outside and checkthat damned bag. But the police had been able tospot
Murphy in the midst of an ashfall. That meantthey had detection instruments which were notfoiled by the
ash. If he went out now and got thebag and they were watching he'd have more toexplain than he
wanted.

 Twenty minutes before his passenger was due toarrive. He activated the computer, began his pre-
takeoff countdown. He decided he wouldn't wait until dawn if, indeed, his passenger arrived at fivea.m.
 TheSkimmer checked out beautifully. She eventold him that there was a foreign object in the number
three port thruster. The computer, fresh after a nice rest, hummed and was brisk and effi-cient when he
programmed the blink which wouldtake him away from Taratwo into orbital position.He was ready. Five
minutes to wait. He had aleather bag containing only God knew what in athruster. A man had been killed
before his eyes.

 The flux thruster would blow the bag out, disin-tegrating it, when he activated the engines. Unlessthe bag
contained an explosive triggered to ignitewith the thruster.

 The motion detector buzzed. A ground car. Theair outside was becoming more clear of ash. Hepicked
up the vehicle at fifty yards, followed it to astop near the ramp, saw a small man in a baggywhite
one-piece get out and walk unhurriedly to-ward the hatch. A quick, rather severe tremorcaused the man
to stumble, andSkimmer's gyroscomplained as the ship rocked. No police. No glar-ing lights. No other
motion detected. Pat opened the hatch, watched on the monitor as his passen-ger entered the hatch
carrying one small, expensive-looking bag. The ground vehicle leaped into motionand disappeared while
the hatch was closing. Patwaited until the decontaminator had cleared thelock of ash and any odd and
assorted bugs indige-nous to Taratwo. Then he activated the radio and called, "Ground Control,
Skimmer. I'm booked for a six a.m. take off. Any problem if I leave a bit early?"

He had to wait, picturing the controller check-ing with a higher authority. "No problem,Skim-mer."

"I'll be back with you for clearance as soon as Imake an outside visual," Pat said.

 That was how he was going to find out what oldMurphy had hidden in the thruster. Making awalkaround
visual inspection of a ship before take-off had long since ceased to be standard practice.A pilot, after all,
was an inferior instrument com-pared to the ship's sensors, but there were enoughtraditionalists left to
make a visual inspectionmerely eccentric, not unusual. He nodded to thepassenger in the airlock, told the
small man towait up front. The man still wore his breather,face hidden behind the mask and a floppy hat.

 He left the number three portside thruster untillast, jerked the bag out, tucked it under his arm. Itwas
heavy enough to contain a bomb. He pausedin the airlock, left the hatch open after setting the
emergency-close mech. If the bag contained some-thing unpleasant he would toss it out the hatchand
push the emergency-close button while it wasstill in the air and then pray thatSkimmer's hullplates were
strong enough.

There was no possibility, however, of throwingthe bag out once he had opened it gingerly to finda solid
object wrapped in a soiled piece of velvet.He had to use both hands to lift the object out ofthe bag.

 It was ovate, almost egg-shaped. He hefted itand estimated it at plus three pounds in weight. Itwas, even
in the rough, a thing of incredible beauty.

 He was holding in his hands the single largest diamond in history, a diamond, if his weight esti-mate was
anywhere near right, at least half a poundlarger than the Capella Glory. He had checked the size of the
Capella Glory in the library during his wait, and he knew that it was over eight thousandcarats. The old
man's stone would go over ninethousand. A man could name his own price forthat stone, millions,
perhaps even a billion.

And Murphy had died for it.
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 For a long moment, Pat Howe stood in the airlock,the hatch still open, stunned, his eyes hypnotizedby
the fiery depths of the diamond. Finally, hepushed the button to close the hatch and began to think again.
The stone was not his. He consideredhis alternatives. He could call the hard-eyed secur-ity man and try
to explain how the stone hadcome into his possession. Or he could get the hell off Taratwo and from a
safe distance worry aboutfinding the rightful owner of what just might bethe most valuable single object in
the civilizedgalaxy.

 That was no choice at all. He was beginning tobe just a little bit spooked. He'd been involved inmore
than one hairy situation during his relativelybrief career in free enterprise. Once he'd played a deadly
game of hide-and-seek on an airless moonwith his air running out and two men intent onkilling him. Once
he'd had to run for his life afterhe'd lifted the ransom loot from a Hogg Moonspirate, the kidnap victim
clinging to him, slowinghim down. And the total amount of money at stakein both those incidents wouldn't
buy a cuttingchip from the diamond he held in his hands. Menhad killed for a tiny fraction of the worth of
thatdiamond, and even a man who had never enter-tained a criminal thought might be tempted toward
murder by something so valuable.

 He left the diamond, in its bag, with the othergems in cargo, ran to the bridge, and wonderedwhat had
happened to his passenger. The passen-ger would be housed in the spare cabin. It was crowded, for he
used it to store items used onlyoccasionally, but the bed was as large and as com-fortable as his own. He
jerked the door open tofind the room empty.

There were not many places aboardSkimmerwhere a man could hide. He didn't like the idea ofhis
passenger wandering around down in the en-gine room, so he decided to check his own quar-ters first.
The lock on the door had gone bad onthe trip out and he hadn't bothered to fix it. Hethrew the door
open.

 She stood beside his bed, the white one-piece ather feet, breather and hat removed to show a fallof
lustrous auburn hair, slightly mussed but stillglorious. Her skin was the pale hue of old china. She wore
only a tight, brief silken camiknicker,blue.

 "Sorry," he said, starting to close the door. Theshock was slow to penetrate. A woman. And not just
any woman. It was as if the holographic im-age had come to life, full-sized and breathing, in his cabin.

She reached for a garment she'd removed fromher bag, not in haste or modesty. "I assumed this would
be my cabin," she said, with a smile whichmatched the blaze of her hair. "I also assumedthat you would
knock before entering."
 Corinne Tower. His passenger was Corinne Tower,the film star from Zede II, and she was not at all
discomfited as she stood there in a silken piece ofunderwear which emphasized her perfect figure.She
seemed to flow into a wraparound which closedoff the view of womanly curves. Her smile hadfaded into
a musing expression.

 Pat was paralyzed until the buzz of an alarmjerked his head around, and then he was on therun, the
redheaded woman following him moreslowly. Four police vehicles were approaching atdifferent angles to
surround the ship. There was,as yet, no light of dawn. The ashfall had dimin-ished almost to nothing. The
night-vision camerasshowed clearly that the police vehicles had uncov-ered their weapons. Pat's hand
slapped switches, buttons. Shield up, weapons ready. The lead vehi-cle mounted a respectable laser
cannon with along, graceful barrel. Up close, it could punch ahole inSkimmer's shieldand hull.

"Should we be worried about this?" he askedthe girl.

She was taut, her mouth open, eyes narrowed."I'm not sure."

"Did the Man know you planned to leave?" Hereyes instantly shifted away from his.

"Quickly," he said, his voice urgent. "I'm goingto have to rely on your knowledge and judgment. Idon't
want to do anything drastic unlessit'snecessary."

She seemed doubtful. "He was in the outback.Not due back until tomorrow."

The lead vehicle had come to a halt, cannonpointed towardSkimmer's weakest point, the mainentry
hatch. The same tall, efficient security manwho had visited him only a short time before wasstanding
behind the laser cannon. Pat activatedthe outside pickups.

"You have just ten seconds to open, Captain,and then we'll blast you open."

He couldn't wait for more information from thegirl. "Wake up, old man," he told the computer.The blink
was already programmed, but it wascustomary for a ship to lift from the surface onflux. It was possible to
blink away from a planet'ssurface, but decidedly unsafe for anything nearenough to the ship to be affected
by the field of theblink generator.

The policeman was counting,"...six, five . . ."

"Let's go, baby," Pat said, hitting the buttonwhich activated the drive circuits.

"...three, two . . ."

 There was a brief, uneasy slide into nothingness.On the screen Pat saw three of the police vehicles
tumbling in free space. They'd been too near the ship. They'd been enclosed inSkimmer's powerfulfield,
and now men were dying of explosive de-compression in the vacuum of space. A body, burst-ing as he
watched, separated itself from a vehicleand spun slowly, eerie things happening to frailflesh and blood. It
was the security officer.

 "Oh, my God," Corinne Tower whispered as analarm screamed, sending Pat into motion. Two Taratwo
light cruisers were closing rapidly. His screen was up. He jerked the fire-control helmetonto his head,
wondering how the hell the cruisershad known to be there. True, a blinking ship sends a signal ahead of
itself into space, pointing to the emergence site, but the cruisers would have had to be ready to blink
instantly, would have had to bewatching him in order to detect that preblink signal.
 Gun ports began to flare on the closing warships. Lasers. Two sleek and deadly ship-to-shipmissiles
swam out as if in slow motion from thelead cruiser and then accelerated with slashes of light. Range seven
miles. Seconds. No time toprogram a blink. The lead missile was growing rap-idly on the screen as the
ship buzzed and screamedwarnings.

"Alert, alert," the computer chanted, losing, forthe moment, its reluctance for audio commun-ication.

"I hear you," Pat said, forgetting the presence ofthe tense, silent girl.

 He had only one advantage. He couldn't hope to match shields and armaments with two new cruis-ers,
but he had power to spare, power built into theold space tug, power to latch on to and haul the biggest
space liner ever built, the generator built oversize, huge enough to store power for multipleblinks without
draining the charge. He had usedonly a small portion of the charge in blinking up from the surface of
Taratwo.

 No time to select known coordinates. No time totrust a cranky, aging computer to obey a vocal order to
select a registered blink beacon at ran-dom and put it in B for boogie. The old boy mightdecide to take a
full survey of all blink beaconswithin range.

He acted on his only choice.

 In spite of what Jeanny Thompson, and others,might have thought, Pat Howe was not like some
old-fashioned mercenaries, imbued with a secret death wish, seeking danger for the thrill of riskingit,
courting the final solution, death, as ordinarymen court women. Pat valued his freedom, and hevalued his
life. He did what he had to do to pre-serve that life with two homing missiles inchesaway from his
thrusters, heading in, and two light cruisers ticklingSkimmer's shield with laser can-non. Either of the
cruisers could best him in aclose-in fight, and there was no question in hismind that their intent was to
blast him out ofspace.

 The computer was cranky. The missiles shouldhave been taken out by AMMs before they wereallowed
to get in so close. At the last moment the old man sent out the hunter-killer AMMs, and the resultant
explosions were far too close to the hull,but there was no new blare of noise from thealarms to indicate
hull rupture, only a wild ridefor a moment, and then Pat's fingers stabbed once,twice, three times and
there was that sliding feel-ing of blinking and he was still alive and breath-ing after doing the most
dangerous thing a spacemancould do, take a wild blink.

 Taking a random blink was recklessly dangerousbecause astronomical bodies ranging in size downto the
tiniest asteroids were deadly hazards. Twobodies cannot exist at the same point in space andtime. A
ship, passing through that nowhere whichis a blink, would merge, down to the molecularlevel, with any
object already occupying a point inspace and time on the chosen route, the resultbeing instant death for
any life form.

 Pat had gambled and he'd won. He had set coor-dinates in no conscious order. It gave him, how-ever,
only a few seconds respite, for the Taratwocruisers were equipped with the latest in follow-and-detect
equipment, and there they were, withinten miles of theSkimmer, and they loosed a cloudof missiles,
leaped into motion to close the range.Pat had to stay ahead of them. It was obvious nowthat they were
equipped with the new multiblinkgenerators. There were so many missiles comingthat he didn't have
enough AMMs to stop them.His fingers jabbed figures off the top of his headinto the computer.

The children of Old Earth had brought into spacewith them the legend of a deadly, ancient gameplayed
with an antique projectile weapon with six chambers for explosive-driven bullets. Pat's gamewas like that
ancient one. He had pulled thetrigger once and the firing pin had fallen on anempty chamber. He pulled
the trigger a secondtime, held his breath through the blink slide, lived,and the two cruisers were right
behind him.

 He fired his own missiles, hating to do it. Thedamned things were the latest Zedeian technologyand they
cost a mint, but it would give him sec-onds while the cruisers put out their own AMMs towipe out his
total missile armament. Surely, con-sidering the value of space aboard a ship of theline, the cruisers
wouldn't be able to follow stillanother multiblink without recharging. But he'dwon a deadly gamble twice.
He didn't dare try it a third time. With the few seconds he'd bought with his six missiles, he told the
computer to pick thenearest blink beacon and go.

 "Arrrr," he growled, the sound becoming amoan as the old man began to make a total surveyof all blink
beacons within ten parsecs. An alarmscreamed, telling him that the shield had taken a direct laser hit. The
screen gave off an odd aromaof strain and heat. He'd had that scent in his nose only once before, when
he was playing dodge-'emwith that pirate ship out near the Hogg Moons.His instruments told him that the
power of theshield was already down, expended in absorbingthe close, direct blaze of the cannon.

 So, with a silent prayer, he pulled the triggerand came out close to a blazing sun, a very nearthing, and
now more alarms clanged, telling himof too much heat, too much radiation in the solarwind from the star
which filled his viewscreens.He considered kicking in the flux drive, but thatwould take too long. By the
time he gained safedistance from the star the entire hull would beradioactive. He punched in a very, very
short blink,a relatively safe blink, just to the limit of his opti-cal scanners, and he disappeared just as the
twocruisers emerged. This time he had empty spacearound him, after his fourth random blink, the lastone
less risky than the first three. He put theSkimmeron flux to get him away from the point ofemergence. The
fact that the two Taratwo cruisers hadn't followed immediately indicated that they'dhave to charge their
generators before blinkingagain, and by that time the flux drive would haveput him beyond the range of
their sensors. Hecould take his time finding a blink beacon and make one more leap before he had to
rechargeSkimmer'sgenerator. He wasn't about to try for afifth empty chamber in the gun.

 Corinne Tower had stood quietly by. From thetense look on her face he guessed that she hadrealized
the danger of the random blinks. He setthe computer to work. This time the old boy hadreason to begin a
360-degree map. Pat didn't see a single familiar feature anywhere in space. The veryshape of the disk of
the galaxy had rotated, alter-ing the appearance of the dense star clouds toward the core.

 Random blinks are dangerous in more ways thanone. There is no theoretical limit to the distance covered
by a blinking ship. The only limitation tothe length of a blink is a known, straight-line dis-tance between
two previously determined points,the distance being free of solid objects. In punch-ing in random
numbers, Pat had chosen numbersin the range of known blink coordinates, but thatdidn't guarantee
anything. He could be anywherewithin ten parsecs or a thousand parsecs of Taratwo.Or, if his fingers
had picked a rather funny number in his haste,Skimmer could be drifting alongsilently on the flux drive in
an entirely different galaxy.

 He left the computer to do its valiant duty andturned to face the woman. He wiped perspirationfrom his
forehead.

"Four random blinks?" she asked. He noddedgrimly.

"Bad computer?"

"Not bad," he said. "Just cranky and slow."
"So you have no idea where we are," she said.

"Not a clue."

She sighed. "Is there anything I can do?"

 Suddenly he was very tired. He checked the com-puter. The old man was muttering to himself, build-ing
the maps steadily, cross-checking against all the charts of the galaxy.

 "Yes," Pat said. "You can move your things outof my quarters. Put them in the mate's quarters."He
pointed to the door. "And then I think you andI had better have a talk." He wanted to hit thesack, rest,
sink into sleep while the computerputtered over the maps. It might take hours if theywere far from known
blink routes.

 At first an odd expression had crossed her face,then she smiled. "I'm sorry," she said. "I didn'tnotice that
the alarms and remotes were in that cabin."

He could have explained that, instead of merelyordering her out of his quarters, but he wasn't in avery
polite mood.

 "And," she said, "I guess I owe you that talk."She turned gracefully, started toward his cabin.The
garment showed the litheness of her legs, therounded perfection of her. He sat down in thecommand
chair, punched up coffee. She emergedcarrying her bag, put it in the mate's cabin, cameto sit on the
bench facing him.

"How do you take it?" he asked, pointing hismug at her.

"Strong and black," she said with a smile. Inreal life her smile was even more impressive thanin
holograph. He felt the anger and tension beginto fade out of him.

 "All right," he said, as he handed her her mug."I was told that you would be a perfectly legalpassenger,
that there'd be no hassle getting you offTaratwo. We seem to be in the clear now, but Iwould like to
know, since I'm rather attached tothis ship and its main cargo, me, if I can expectany more surprises."

Her emerald eyes narrowed thoughtfully, and sheworried her lower lip with her perfect teeth for a
moment. "I suppose the cruisers can follow us tothe point of emergence of the last blink."

 "Let me worry about the technicalities," he said, his voice unnecessarily brusque. "What I want toknow is
why they came after us and if we can,possibly, expect them to make another try, per-haps with
knowledge of our destination so thatthey can intercept us as we come onto the chartedblink routes
leading to Zede II."

"I don't think they'd dare use force in UP space,"she said.

"You're not being very informative," he said.

"I don't know why," she said. Her voice was full,vibrant.

"The Man didn't want you to leave?"
"He was away, in the outback."

"But he was, ah, fond of you?"

She smiled broadly. "Quite," she said.

He realized that to get any information out ofher he was going to have to be persistent. "Whywere you
on Taratwo?"

 Was that a quick look of relief which crossed herface? "Brenden is a very good customer of the Zedeian
conglomerate which produces my pic-tures," she said. "He was a great fan. He keptasking that I be sent
out to Taratwo on a public-ity tour, and apparently his arms business wasdesirable enough that my
producer put pressureon me to go."

 Pat felt revulsion. "So you went," he said flatly."There were no other producers of pictures in thegalaxy,
so you obeyed." He had dirty little pic-tures of his own running through his mind.

Her eyes hardened as she stared directly at him."I made public appearances in the major cities, and I
was a guest in Brenden's manor house. Ienjoy my work, but I don't prostitute myself forit."

"Sorry," he said, thinking, yeah, yeah. "I'm justtrying for a scenario to explain why Brenden'smen were
willing to kill rather than let you go."

"It doesn't occur to you that it was you theywere trying to stop?"

"Hey, no sale on that idea. I'm just a free trader. They had no reason to want to stop me. If they'd
wanted to take back the gemstones I traded forthey had a perfect opportunity before you boarded."

"Oh?" she asked.

 So why was he the one who was giving outinformation? He grinned at himself. He wanted tobelieve her,
believe that she had not been, as the men said in the space port's restaurant, Brenden'swhore. She was,
by far, the most beautiful womanhe'd ever seen, and he was going to be alone with her onSkimmer for a
couple of weeks,

"The security police killed a man who was prowl-ing around my ship," he said.

Her hand went to her lips and her eyes widened."Oh, no," she said. "I—" Then she recoveredquickly.

"You know something about that? Did you knowan old man named Murphy?"

"Poor John," she whispered. "They killed him?"

"Very, very dead."

"But you have the diamond. I watched on thescreens as you took Murphy's bag out of a thrustertube."

 Pat tried to hide his surprise by lifting his coffeecup, hiding behind it for a moment, taking too biga gulp
so that it burned his mouth.

"He wasn't lying to you," she said. "We weregoing to give you half."
"We?" he asked.

"All right," she said. "I guess it's time to put itall up front and be honest."

"I'd deeply appreciate that," he said.

 "Murphy knew that I'd be leaving Taratwo. Hegot my attention by sending me dozens of expen-sive
bouquets, adoring fan letters, and finally Iagreed to see him. He had the diamond right therewith him in
that same leather bag. He said that ifthe government or the government gem monopolyfound out that he
had it they'd take it from him.

 I felt sorry for him. He'd spent his life on variousout-planets and that was his first big strike. Healmost
lost his life getting it, digging a diamondpipe that was quite near an active volcano, always in danger of
being buried alive by an earthquakecollapsing his shaft. I guess I'm soft, but I thoughthe should enjoy the
fruits of his luck and labor. Itold him I'd help, notify him when I was leaving,arrange a sale for the
diamond when we were backon Zede II."

"You didn't have to help much," Pat said. "Hedid it all himself, contacted me, came to the shiphimself."

 "But I told him about you, told him when youwould arrive and when you'd be leaving." A smalltear came
to her right eye and fell, rolling downher cheek. "I thought he was aboard, hiding. I keptwaiting for you to
tell me that there was another passenger."

"But you, you and Murphy, were going to giveme half of the sales value? How much was in it foryou?"

 Her lips tensed in quick anger, then she shookher head. "Well, I don't really blame you for think-ing
that."

"So what do we do now? Do we split it fifty-fifty?" He didn't know why, but there was some-thing in
him that seemed to be driving him to beharsh with her when what he wanted to do was exactly 180
degrees away from harshness.

She drew herself up proudly. "If that's the wayyou want it."

"We might wonder if Murphy had children, awife back in the UP somewhere," Pat said.

"Oh? And you'd be generous and honorable aridgive the diamond to them?"

"Would you?"

 She rose and walked away, and when she spoke,her face turned away from him, her voice wasstrained.
"You won't believe it, I'm sure, but that'sexactly what I would do. As it happens, however,he was alone,
no close kin, an old man who wantedonly to spend his last years in comfort on somenice planet."

 He wanted to go to her, put his arms aroundher, tell her that he was sorry. "Hey," he said."OK. I'm
sorry. I believe you would do that. Ididn't know the old man well, but I'm sorry he's dead." She turned to
face him. The computer waspurring and clicking as it built a nice, three-dimensional map on the screens,
working withsmooth efficiency to find one, just one, point ofreference.

"Could the security police have been after thediamond?" he asked.
"I don't think so. I don't see how they couldhave known."

"They had to have a reason. If not the diamond,you. Maybe Brenden wasn't ready for you to leave."

"He wouldn't have tried to kill me," she said,her voice strong, sure.

 "All right. It's going to take the old man a while to get a fix. Are you hungry?" She nodded withalmost
childish eagerness. "Care to check the menu,or shall I just give youSkimmer's best?"

"Please," she said, coming to sit on the paddedbench again.

 Skimmerwasn't a luxury liner. They ate on thebridge, and as they ate, she demonstrated that shehad
people skills, diverting his questions with charmingly asked questions of her own, drawingPat out of his
shell of suspicion. He found himselftalking his head off, telling her about his youthfullove of words and
languages, of his pride at beinggiven the chair at Xanthos University which hadbeen endowed by the man
who had first translatedthe one alien language which man had encoun-tered. She was familiar with the
sad, frighteningstory of the Artunee civilization, the story of Miaree.She had, in fact, played the part of
Miaree in a Zedeian production of the tale.

 "I want a copy of that," he said. "I think you'dlook great with Artunee wings and those cute littleantennae
coming out of your forehead."

"And I'll bet you charmed all the coeds atXanthos U," she said, turning the conversationagain. "Audrey
Patricia Howe." She was reading from the ship's license, mounted over the console.

Pat rolled his eyes. "You're asking?"

"Shouldn't I?"

"My mother was a certified nut."

"Poor baby," she said, pursing her lips.

 "No, really, Audrey is an old family name. Moth-er's grandfather, Fleet Admiral Alexander P. Audrey."
He rose and programmed a course change.The ship was still moving along at a small fraction of the
speed of light on flux thrusters. Somewhere back there were two well-armed light cruisers, andhe was
making it as difficult as possible for themto track him. "Her name was Patricia, and she wanted a girl."

"Cruel," she said. "You had fights in first schoolbecause other boys teased you."

"Had to learn to fight."

"Do you also always fight with ladies?" She wasswamping him, foundering him, with those greeneyes. All
of her attention was focused on him, onhis face, his eyes.

"The last thing I want to do with you is fight,"he said, smiling.

"Good." When she smiled her mouth seemed to double in size, a true east-west smile, a glory of asmile
which changed every aspect of her lovelyface, made her look quite young. "How long doyou estimate
before the computer locates us?"
 He shrugged. "The old man has already gonethrough a few hundred possibilities, using a grad-ually
increasing data base."

"Sorry, I'm just an actress. I don't understandthat technical talk."

 "Well, he builds a model of the visible star fields,then rotates the model, trying to match the stars with a
known point of reference. For example, ifyou looked up at the night sky and saw the Bellconstellation,
you'd know that you were lookinginto space from the area of Zede II. If you were afew parsecs away
from Zede II, at right anglesfrom the plane of the Bell as seen from the planet,the Bell would be
unrecognizable. Build a holomodel and rotate it and soon you'd see the Bell, andfrom that known
position, in the area of Zede II,you could figure out where you were."

"It's as clear as a Taratwo ashfall," she said,laughing.

 "The computer starts with a few stars in themodel, and then begins to add in more and morewhen
rotation fails to produce any known patterns.With millions of stars to work with, he might haveto
construct quite a few models before he hits paydirt."

"So we could be here for afew days?"

"Or weeks."

"We'll just have to find a way to entertain ourselves, won't we?" she asked, then she flushed hotlyas he
grinned.

"I won't make the obvious suggestion," he said.

"Please don't."

Not yet, he was thinking. Not yet.

 For the next meal she tried her hand at makingup a menu, learning the operation of the nutritionservo
quickly. She went through theSkimmer'sfilm library, picked out a few of her old favorites,and with her
comments, her inside knowledge offilmmaking, the often-seen pictures took on newinterest for Pat.

 On the third ship's day, he kissed her. Her mouth tasted of lipstick and cherries. It was just after the
evening meal, and he kissed her without prelimi-nary, rising and lifting her from the padded bench into his
arms. Her mouth went soft and pliant andher arms tightened around him, and when he lookedinto her
face she was weeping quietly, the tearswelling up in those huge, blazing green eyes to wether lashes and
slip silently down onto her cheeks.

"That bad?" he asked, his voice husky with de-sire, which had been building, building, building.

"Please don't," she whispered.

He drew her to him again and lost himself in theglory of the feel of her, the warmth of her.

"Please don't," she repeated.

What the hell? Even though she was a Zedeian,that business of saying yes yes with the lips and nono
with the tongue was passe. A woman did, orshe didn't, and it was her choice, and, althoughthe old
morality was strong, the family unit thebasic building block of civilization, women hadlong since been free,
as men were, to do as theypleased."You're confusing me," he said, leaning toward her lips again.

 "You're a nice man—"

"Just nice.?"

"Please, Pat."

He released her with a sigh. "All right," he said.

"Oh," she said, in a small, hurt way.

 The old man was chuckling, enjoying the de-manding work, building ever more complex andcomplete
models. Pat glanced at the screen andsaw a solid glow, a mass of millions of stars, in themodel now, so
closely packed as to be indistin-guishable from the overall mass of brightness.

"I could get very serious about you," he whis-pered, and felt a small shock, realizing that eventhough
he'd made a statement which, on the sur-face, was not binding, he'd made a commitment.

Pat, my boy, he told himself, you've gone and done it. You're in love with this one.

"Pat, listen to me," she said.

"I'm not sure I want to. I don't think I want to hear what you're going to say."

"I can't. I just can't. I can't have that complica-tion in my life right now. Please understand."

"Give me somethingto understand."

"I want to go to bed with you," she said, notlooking at him.

"That's what I want."

"But not like this. Not so casually, just as if wehave to because we're alone, lost in space, time onour
hands."

"What better time?"

"When you're sure. When we're back home onZede II."

"I'm sure."

"Pat, there's time."

"I have a preliminary three-point identification,"the old man said, in his slightly mechanical voice.

"Great timing," Pat said.

Corinne looked at him inquiringly.
"It'll take a few minutes for him to cross-check,"Pat said.

"Then we'll be going home?"

"Yes."

She came to him, lifting herself high on tiptoes,kissed him quickly. "Pat, let's talk when we'reback home."

"Yeah, OK," Pat said. "I know when I'm beingrejected."

 "No. You're not being rejected. Please. I enjoyevery minute with you, Pat. I think I'm falling inlove with
you, but I must be sure." She turned away. "Please understand. I've never made a com-mitment, not with
anyone."

He felt his heart race. He wanted to believe.

 "I don't want to commit under these emotionalcircumstances, relief at our escape from death,being alone,
lost in space. Humor me?"

"Do I have a choice?"

She turned to face him. "Yes. I'll give you thechoice. After all, I'm indebted to you. If you want—"

Oh, hell, he thought. That tore it. Now she wastelling him she'd sleep with him out of gratitude.

A small bell rang and the computerlitup greenwith pride. "Position location," he said. "Positionlocation."

 "I hear you," Pat said. He took Corinne's handsin his. "OK, the old man has found us and we can be off
for Zede II. I'm going to play it your way.You said you think you are falling in love with me.OK. I think
I'm falling in love with you. I won'tpush. I'll just pester you night and day when we'reback on Zede II until
we're both sure."

"Deal," she said. "Let's drink to it."

 He punched up her favorite, a mild, tasty fruitthing developed by a bartender whose mother musthave
been frightened by a fruit wagon. He hadTigian brandy. As he handed Corinne her glass sheseemed to
stumble, and the contents of the glassspilled onto the deck. He grabbed for a towel, bentto clean up the
spill, then drew her another as sheapologized for her clumsiness. He killed his brandyin two gulps,
wondering why the damned com-puter had to pickthis time to be efficient andquick.

 He checked the charge in the blink generator. Full. Ran a security check of theSkimmer. Allsystems
were perfect. He made the rounds. Thegenerator room was prickly with charge, causinghis hair to want
to stand up, the huge generatorgiving out a sense of being almost alive.

 He stumbled going back to the bridge, felt anodd sensation at the base of his skull, shook hishead to
dispel a feeling of dizziness. The computerhad pinpointed the nearest blink route and hadthe coordinates
for a beacon at the ready.

"Off we go," he said as the ship blinked and thefeeling of sliding merged with the dizziness in hishead and
blackness rushed at him from a far, glar-ing horizon to enfold him. A battle line of war-ships rushed out of
the darkness, cannon blazing,and he tried to yell a warning, his hand reachingfor the fire-control helmet as
he fell.

 There were times when he felt as if he existed ina vacuum, all blankness and darkness and not onefeature
for the eyes, ears, touch to discover, andthen wild, frightful, nightmarish things came at him from all
directions with deadly intent as hetried to scream and run in a medium which clung,held back, swallowed.
Once or twice he felt warmth,soft hands on his forehead. He saw Corinne as sheappeared in the film, in
period costume, and shewas alternately welcoming him and rejecting him.And there were strange suns
with square planetspeopled by the monsters of his childhood night-mares and sweet fields of wild flowers
scentedwith Corinne's perfume, and once a big, ancient derelict of a starship alone in black space with
thenearby star fields close and glowing.

 Corinne, in his fevered, tossing delirium, leanedover him, whispering his name as she held a cupof soup
to his lips.

"Corinne?" he croaked, having to struggle tofind enough voice to say that one word.

"It's all right," she said. "Drink this."

"Corinne?"

"Yes, I'm here."

"What—happened?"

"Ah," she said, and her hand on his foreheadwas very, very real. "I do think you're back withus."

"Sick?"

"Very," she said. "You've been very, very ill. Ithink you must have picked up mindheat fever on
Taratwo."

"Gggggg," he said, trying to say something thathe forgot as blackness came again.

 The next time he came alive he stayed awake longer. She fed him chunky things with a spoon,and he
chewed, not being able to taste, but know-ing he needed food.

"How long?" he croaked.

"Five days."

"That long?"

"It's rarely fatal, but sometimes the victim wishesit was."

"Where—"

"You passed out as we blinked onto the routethe computer discovered. We're standing by theblink
beacon."

"Got to get—" He tried to raise himself and fell back weakly. It was two more days before he couldget
out of bed and totter, a thousand years old, tothe bridge. The computer had the route workedout. He
took the ship through five blinks before hehad to go back to bed to rest.

Corinne nursed him lovingly. She forced him toeat, to drink liquids. Gradually, as he guided theship back
onto more heavily traveled blink routes,each jump putting them closer and closer to Zede II, he began to
get his strength back. He wouldn'thave to worry about exercise. He'd lost fifteenpounds.

They orbited Zede II, and he checked into Con-trol. There was a wait of one hour for Zede City Space
Port.

"There is one thing," Corinne said.

"There are a lot of things," he said. "I'll need aplace to stay, near you, so that I can see youoften."

"The diamond," she said.

"What about it?"

"If you don't object, I'll keep it in my possession."

He loved her. But he was the trader. He knewthat the best place to market that hunk of glorywas on
Xanthos, richest of the planets, center ofthe UP. The museums of the UP would vie witheach other,
bidding against private interests."I canget a better price," he said.

"All right," she said.

"I'll find a place to stay. I'll need your addressand number."

 She wrote on a note pad, tore off the sheet,handed it to him. Zede Control plugged intoSkim-mer's
computer, and the old man gave a warning."Here we go down," Pat said. "When can I seeyou?"

"Call me tomorrow." It was morning, Zede City time.

"Why not tonight?"

"I'll have to report in," she said. "Bring thebrass up to date on my tour of Taratwo."

"Tomorrow morning, first thing," he said.

"You'll have business, too, getting your money."

 "Yep. Look,Skimmer needs an overhaul. I've beenthinking of combining the two cabins. Make onebig,
luxurious cabin. Good place for a honeymoon."

She smiled. "I think it would be."

"Any place in the known galaxy you've alwayswanted to go?"

"Selbelle III, the planet of artists."

"Selbelle III it is," he said. "Do you think a weekwill be too long to wait to get married?"
She laughed. "You can't getSkimmer overhauledin a week."

 They had talked. She didn't want to give up hercareer. He had no objections. He thought it mightbe fun
to dabble in filmmaking. The proceeds ofthe sale of the diamond, which he'd tagged in hismind with the
name Murphy's Stone, would makethem very, very wealthy. They could produce theirown films, on any
civilized planet, starring Co-rinneHowe, or Corinne Tower if she thought itbest to keep her own
professional name.

"TakeSkimmer back to Xanthos. Get her alldolled up and clear up the old man's memorychambers. I
have some loose ends to take care ofhere. Call me whenSkimmer's ready."

"I'll call every night."

"At interstellar blink rates?"

"Well."

She kissed him, hard, as the ship settled downonto the assigned pad at Zede City Space Port. "Pat,I'll
be waiting," she whispered. "One thing . . ."

"When you say one thing I get nervous."

"Don't call me while you're here. Not just yet.I'm going to have to break my contract withZedefilms. I
don't need any complications. I'll bethinking of you. I'll be ready to go with you whenSkimmer'sready."

He stood in the airlock and watched her walkaway, carrying her small bag. She walked withbrisk,
purposeful, and yet very graceful strides,and there were two "businessmen" in tailored suits waiting for
her at the gate. A third "businessman"walked to theSkimmer and asked permission tocome aboard. He
gave Pat the interbank notice thatthe balance of Pat's commission had been trans-ferred to his account.

"I understand you had some trouble with theTaratwo navy," the businessman said.

 "Glad you mentioned that," Pat said. "I wastold that there'd be no rough stuff, that Corinnewas making a
legal exit from the planet."

"The dictator fell in love with her," the mansaid. He shrugged. "Power-mad. We owe you a debt,
Captain Howe, for getting our star safelyhome. If you'll take a closer look at that transfer you'll see."

 A healthy bonus had been added. Hell, it was allover now, the hassle out there on that earthquake-
tortured planet. And in a month or six weeks, he'dbe coming back to Zede II to pick up a bride.

 He spent the night in a spacers' hotel, luxuriat-ing in a full-sized shower, good Zedeian food anddrink,
and a huge circular bed in which he feltalmost lost but decidedly comfortable. For onebrief moment he
was tempted to find company.All he had to do was dial the desk. But in a monthor six weeks he'd have
all the company he needed—Corinne.

 He kept his promise. He didn't call. He liftedship just after dawn and was soon back on Xanthos,
traveling quickly down well-populated blink routes.Skimmerwas moved to a pad in the repair yards.Pat
offloaded the gems, being especially carefulwith Murphy's leather bag. He locked the diamond,still in the
leather bag, in his office safe, made anexcursion to the gem markets, and came back withhis bank
account well fortified, for the price ofemeralds was up. It was time to show Murphy's Stone to a few
selected people, but before he made the first call he opened the safe and took out Mur-phy's bag. His
mind was telling him that the dia-mond couldn't be as large as he remembered it.

 He put the bag on his desk, opened it, pulledaway the soiled velvet wrap, and froze in place.Where
there should have been a huge, gleaminguncut diamond there was foil wrapping. He beganto jerk and
tear at the foil and uncovered a mass ofsmall metal tools and parts obviously taken fromSkimmersstores.
The metal, just over three pounds' worth, was encased in storage gel molded to matchthe shape of
Murphy's Stone.

He was on the communicator within seconds. Ittook a few minutes to get through to Zede II. Hegave the
Zede City operator Corinne's number,wondering what time it was on Zede II.

"I'm sorry, sir, the number you have given me isnot an operating number."

"Check again," he said.

 There was not and had never been such a num-ber in Zede City. The address she'd given him wasthat of
a ground-car salesroom in Zede City's busi-ness section. He was a bit more than irate, for his anger was
feeding on fear of loss, on a sense ofbetrayal, on a growing sadness to think that he'dlost her without
even knowing why. He reachedthe number of the businessmen who had hiredhim to go out to Taratwo
immediately and recog-nized the voice of the spokesman who had come toXanthos to hire him.

"Ah, Captain Howe. We've been expecting yourcall."

"I want to be put in touch with Corinne Tower,"he said.

"That is impossible now and it will be in anyconceivable future."

"Dammit," he began.

 "Captain Howe," the smooth Zedeian voice said, "you were paid well to perform an errand. You didvery
well. You came briefly into possession of anobject to which you have no claim. Nor do youhave any
claim on Corinne Tower. Take your profit,Captain, and go about your business. If we everneed your
services again, you can be sure we'll paywell, but, as the old saying goes, don't call us,we'll call you. And
please, to save us all problems,do not try to contact Corinne Tower."

"I'll have to hear that from her," Pat said. "Youmay hold a film contract on her, but you don'tcontrol her
private life."

"That, too, has been anticipated," the Zedeian said. "Listen."

 "Pat," Corinne's voice said, full and throaty. "I'msorry it had to be this way. I told you I could nothave
complications in my life. Don't try to call me or come to see me. As for a certain object, you'llrealize that
you never had any right to it. That'sall. Thank you for an eventful journey home."

"Is that clear enough for you, Captain Howe?"the Zedeian asked.

 "I was promised half the value of that object,"Pat said, not really caring about the money, or thediamond.
He felt as if he'd been slugged in thebelly by a giant. He hurt. He wanted to throw thecommunicator out
the window.
"Come now," the Zedeian laughed. "Grow up,Captain Howe."

Pat hung up. "Ah, Corinne," he said.

 He'd go to Zede II and find her. She'd have totell him to his face. He was reaching for the communicator
to call the space port's passenger serv-ice when it sang out a summons to him.

"Captain Audrey Patricia Howe?"

"Don't call me Audrey Patricia," he growled,recognizing Jeanny Thompson's voice.

"I'm using your title and full name because thisis an official call," Jeanny said. "You're in trouble,Pat."

 "What's up?" he asked. He wasn't concentrat-ing. The reaction was setting in. Hell, he'd beencrazy to
think that the most beautiful woman inthe world could fall for him.

 "Pat, a very grim-faced officer from Xanthos Cen-tral is in my office at this moment. He has a copyof the
route and travel tapes from yourSkimmerwith him."

"Why?" Pat asked. It was routine for the com-puter to feed the travel information to Xanthos Central
Control at the end of a trip. "Did the old man goof up?" Pat asked.

 "It's no computer goof, Pat," Jeanny said. "Youknow that it's against regulations to tamper withthe
automatic computer log which records theroutes traveled. Of course you do. So why the hell did you
erase a portion of the tape, and very clum-sily at that?"

Gulp. "You're kidding."

"Pat, you'd better get over here right away. Youknow this is a license-lifting offense. What the hellwere
you thinking about?"

 "Why did Central come to you?" Pat asked, stall-ing for time as he tried to sort out his confused
thoughts. He knew that he hadn't erased the routetape.

 "Because X&A is the enforcement agency, chum.It's up to us to see that dumbos who erase theroute
tape never take a ship into space again."

"My God, Jeanny," he said.

"You'd better get over here right away."

"Yeah, sure. Look, I'd like to go by the ship,check this out myself."

"You do that. But be in my office no later thanthree hours from now."

"Yes, ma'am," Pat said.

Maybe it was just the computer. The old manhad been ailing, cranky. He'd have a talk with that
gentleman, get to the bottom of it. But as he hur-ried out of his office a feeling of deep, agonizing
depression hit him. What was the use? His worldhad been compressed into the twin green eyes of agirl.
So what if X&A grounded him? What did itmatter?




                                                  FOUR




 A smart little flux-drive runabout with X&A mark-ing sat directly in front of the pad on whichSkimmer
squatted, her hull showing the dullness of a longtime in space, the thousand-parsec syndrome, itwas
called. When Pat left his vehicle and walkedonto the pad a uniformed security guard blockedhis way to
Skimmer's hatch.

"Sorry, friend," the security guard said. "Thiscrate has been impounded by X&A."

Jeanny Thompson's pert face appeared in theopen hatch. "It's all right, guard. Please let thegentleman
pass."

"You've already seized the ship?" Pat asked, as he followed Jeanny ontoSkimmer's bridge.

 "No, final seizure will take court action. Mean-while, we're just making sure that no one comesaboard
and destroys evidence."

"Jeanny, you know I didn't erase the tape," hesaid.

She turned to face him. "Someone did."

 Corinne. He had been ill for days. Had she triedto use the computer? There were, of course, safe-
guards against erasing the trip log. It would takean intimate knowledge of computers or some acci-dent
against which the odds were astronomical totamper with that separate chamber in the old man'sstorage
areas where the trip information was re- corded.

"Well?" Jeanny demanded.

"Jeanny, let me talk to the old man for a fewminutes."

"I'm on your side," Jeanny said, "but I'm notabout to put myself in a sling, Pat. I'm going to belooking
over your shoulder. I see you trying totamper and I call the guard."

 "OK, OK," he said testily, seating himself at theold man's console. He punched up the trip tapeand
checked coordinates with his own handwrit- ten log.
 "Holy—" Jeanny said unbelievingly, as the fourrandom blinks outbound from Taratwo showed onthe star
map which the computer was laying outon the screen. "What in the holy hell were youdoing, Pat? Four
random blinks?"

 "I had two hostile light cruisers with all thelatest armament on my tail," Pat said. "There's nolaw against
random blinks."

"There should be a law against stupidity," shesaid.

The map built smoothly to record the coursechanges Pat had made on flux and on the blinkSkimmer
had made to get back onto an establishedblink route.

"Coming up," Jeanny said.

 You had to be watching closely. The map showedthe next blink down the range toward UP space,but
there was, before that blink, just a tiny glitch,a sort of instantaneous glimmer on the screen. Patbacked up
the tape and ran it again.

"That's where the delete button was pushed," Jeanny said.

"Jeanny, if I'd wanted to erase a portion of thetape I wouldn't have left such obvious tracks."

"That's why I'm here. That's why I haven't turnedthe case over to the action section."

 "That I appreciate," Pat said. "Look, honey, Ineed a little time. I know this old bird here. Iknow him like
a friend, inside out. I need to have along, long talk with him."

"I just can't allow you to be alone on board,"Jeanny said, "and I have work to do back at theoffice."

"Come on, Jeanny."

She shook her head. "Pat, dammit, if you get meinto trouble—"

"You know better than that."

 "All right, look. I can hold up notifying actionsection until tomorrow afternoon at the latest. Idon't think
you're going to find anything morethan our techs found, but I'm willing to give youthe chance. On one
condition. I want to knowwhat the hell you were up to out there and who itis you suspect might have
tampered with yourcomputer."

 "Later," he said. He didn't think he could talkabout Corinne without displaying emotion. Jeannyknew him
too well. He didn't want to have toadmit to her that he had been suckered in by abunch of city slickers
from Zede II and made tolook like a complete fool by a redheaded film star.

"Now," Jeanny said.

"I had a passenger. That was my main gig goingto Taratwo, to pick up a woman—"

"Ah," Jeanny said.
 "—and take her back to Zede II. What they didn'ttell me was that the Man, Brenden, didn't wantthe
woman to leave his comfortable bed." Andeven as he said it a fist closed over his heart. But after what
she'd done, what else could he believe?One lie almost guaranteed others. And she'd notonly stolen
Murphy's Stone, she'd fooled aroundwith the computer while he was ill.

"Do you think she erased the tape?"

 "That's not the only possibility," Pat said. "There'sthis. The ship went nowhere except the places which
are recorded on tape. Once the computer locatedour position, I blinked onto the route and then wewent
straight down the route to Zede II. The com-puter had been cranky. Maybe that glitch there, which
indicates that the delete button was pushedafter going through half a dozen fail-safe's is acomputer glitch.
If so, maybe I can reproduce it."

"What are the other possibilities?" Jeanny asked.

 "I was off the ship for a night on Zede II," he said. "Zede City Port is a big one, with all themodern
equipment. Someone might have used somepretty sophisticated gear to bypass my securitysystem, get on
board, get into the computer."

"Why?"

"Why? I don't know. It's just a possibility."

"I still think the best bet is the passenger," Jeannysaid.

"I don't think she had enough computer trainingto be able to do it," Pat said. "She'd have had todo it by
oral order, and the old man was, and is,cranky, fancying himself to be hard of hearing."

"So you think you'd have heard her talking, evenif you were asleep at the time?"

"Yeah," Pat said. Now why didn't he just tellJeanny that he'd come down with the mindheatfever? He'd
been out for days. Corinne had hadplenty of time to carry on lengthy conversationswith the old man.

 "OK, Audrey," she said, and he didn't even bother to tell her not to call him Audrey. "You have about
twenty-four hours."

 He had the servo make coffee, pulled himself upto the computer console, settled in. First he told the old
man to run a comprehensive check of allfunctions during the time period beginning withthe first blink after
the ship was lost in space.There was a mass of material, because the com-puter monitored all functions
of all the ship's sys- tems. He couldn't afford to skip over any of it, noteven the inventory of stores in the
nutrition ser-vos. An unskilled computer operator might justhave had to hunt and seek for a successful
way toget the old man to erase, or at least push thedelete button on the trip log.

Nothing is ever wasted, he felt, after he'd spentfour hours checking the boring, seemingly endlesscatalog
of ship's functions, because that minuteexamination told him just how wellSkimmer func-tioned. He was
proud of her. As for the computer,those automatic functions were carried out assmoothly as if the
machine had been fresh off theassembly line.

 The fact was that the ship could not have goneanywhere not recorded on the tape because he'dbeen lost
in delirium and fever for seven and a halfdays. When he tabulated the time he was shocked.As he
remembered it—and he couldn't be sure of his memory, when he'd asked Corinne how longhe'd been
out he was still pretty weak—she'd toldhim that he'd been ill five days.

That was when he first began to think that maybethe ship had been moved and that maybe the tapehad
been erased. She'd said five days. The com-puter showed a seven-and-a-half-day period of
nutrition-servo operation between the first blinkonto the route and the next leap down the route toward
Zede II.

 "All right, old man, let's check that," he said,typing orders rapidly. He was looking at the engine-room
log now, beginning with the first blink afterbeing lost. Nothing to it. Smooth as silk, the rec-ord of charges
and discharges in the generator appeared. But just for kicks he decided to comparetime—that missing
seven and a half days—betweenthe nutrition-servo record and the engine-room rec-ord. He opposed the
two sets of information.

It came out wrong.

It came out very, very wrong.

 The measure of elapsed time on the engine-roomrecord between the first blink onto the route and the
next was exactly zero. In short, the recordshowed that the two blinks had been made withno elapsed
time between. On the engine-room tape someone had done a very skillful job of alteration, taking out
seven and a half days of routine moni-toringsby the computer.

Or were they seven and a half days of routine?

 "Old man," he said, "you're not going to likethis, but it's necessary." He flipped to oral mode."Someone
has been messing around in your in-nards," he said to the computer. "It would be nice if you could just
tell me who."

"I'm sorry, you'll have to speak more distinctly,"the computer said.

 "Now, look, buddy," Pat said, "I know you'retired. You've got ionized contamination in yourmemory
chambers, and you have to work harderto get a job done in some areas, but this is vital. IfI don't find out
what happened out there they'regoing to take the ship and you'll probably be carvedup for scrap."

A computer had no emotion. He had not askedfor a response and there was none. He was talkingto
himself as much as to the old man.

 "Do you have any record of someone other thanthe captain using your facilities?" he asked. It wasa stab
in the dark. The computer was not pro-grammed to make such a distinction.

"There are no such records," the old man said.

 He'd been hoping, since the old man was getting cranky and independent, that he'd taken it on him-self
to make a note of the tampering.

 "Is there recorded, anywhere in your memory, any information regarding an order to delete ma-terial
from any portion of your memory?"

"Wait one," the computer said, and went to work.

Pat settled back. The Century Series was not thefastest computer ever built, but it was among the most
thorough, and had a storage capacity mea-sured in the billions. Even at subatomic speed it would take a
while.

"There are no records of an order to delete ma-terial," the computer said, two cups of coffee later.

 Outside, night came. Inside Pat had shed hisjacket, had eaten a sandwich, had enjoyed oneafter-dinner
drink, had made a dozen trips to thesanitary closet to complete the flow of a half-dozencups of coffee
through his system. He had the com-puter manual on his lap, and he was giving the oldman a real
workout, coming at him from all an-gles, rephrasing questions, cross-checking by giv-ing the computer
opposing orders, going back againand again to that time lapse between the first two blinks toward Zede
II.

 It was a long night. TheSkimmer was a living thing around him. The hatch was open so that thesecurity
guard could look in on him now and then,obviously at Jeanny's orders, so the heaters cameon and
hummed smoothly. There were clicks andhums, and once each hour the tiny ting of the chronometer and
the chuckling and hissings of theold man as Pat exercised every part of his capac-ity, always coming
back to the central question.

The chronometer tingled, and Pat glanced up. Three in the morning. He'd been at it since earlyafternoon.
He felt as if he'd been run over by aherd of Tigian buffalo. His mouth was stale and brown from coffee,
his head fuzzy, aching.

 He went at the old man once again, head on, hisvoice a bit hoarse from talking. "The delete buttonwas
used," he said. "It was used on the trip log and on the engine-room log. Material was erased. Iwant to
know how much material, old man. Iwant to know who did it. I want to know how she bypassed the
fail-safes." For now he had accepted the fact that only Corinne could have done it, andthat she'd done it
during those seven and a halfdays while he was delirious with fever.

"There are no records of such actions," the oldman said, not at all perturbed. He could go onwith the
game forever. He didn't get tired.

Pat took a break, walked to the hatch, and lookedoutside. The guard had been changed. The newman
was young, and he looked miserable standingthere in the chill of early morning.

"Why don't you come into the lock?" Pat asked."We can button up and put some heat into it."

"Orders," the guard said. "But I appreciate thethought."

 Pat went back inside, looked at the old man,winking and blinking peacefully, hated him for amoment or
two, drew one more cup of coffee. Athought came to him, something he hadn't checked."Information on
a fever known as mindheat fever,reference Taratwo."

 The long session had accomplished one thing,however minor. The computer was no longer pre-tending
to be hard of hearing.

"No information," the old man droned.

"Double-check."

"No information."
"Diseases indigenous to the planet Taratwo," heordered.

 "The planet Taratwo is unique among known planets in that the evolution of viral and bacterialforms is
still in a primitive stage. Ash and smokeare health hazards on the planet, and there havebeen recorded
cases of disease carried to the planetfrom other areas of habitation. On the Standard Star Index of Public
Health, Taratwo is listed asthe fourth most disease-free planet."

"General reference, health and disease. Checkfor mindheat fever."

That took a while. Finally, "There is no refer-ence to mindheat fever. The two words, mind andheat, are
not referenced as a unit. However, on thestandard list of pharmaceuticals there is a syn- thetic drug,
dexiapherzede, developed on Wagner'sPlanet, Zede system, which in the illegal drug tradeis called heat."

"Depth search," Pat said, a feeling of revulsion in his stomach.

 "Dexiapherzede was developed for use in treat-ment of depression. In regulated doses the effecton the
patient is a feeling of well-being. In over-dose the effect is hallucinatory. Moderate overdoses release the
unconscious mind into domin-ance, and the hallucinations can be somewhatguided by the conscious mind
into paths of plea-sure or sensuous imagination. Heavier overdosesoverwhelm the conscious mind and
hallucinations are not controllable. Very heavy overdoses irritatethe nerve tissue and are sometimes fatal,
alwaysaccompanied by loss of consciousness and highfever."

Ah, Corinne.

"Time period of adverse effects of an extreme overdose?"

 "Dexiapherzede is fragile, quickly assimilatedand rapidly metabolized by the human body. A nonfatal
overdose produces hallucinations and fe-ver for approximately twelve hours, depending onthe individual
rate of metabolism."

Seven and a half days. She'd have had to dosehim with that junk over a dozen times.

One more question. "Does dexiapherzede leaveany detectable residue in the human body?"

 "Heavy overdose amounts of the drug do moder-ate damage to certain cells in the liver. The effectsof
this damage are self-reparable by the liver over a period of some weeks."

 So if she had drugged him it could be proved bya check of his liver. He paced the bridge. He could
remember her face as if it were before him in oneof her pictures, and in that face he simply couldnot find
the cruelty which would be necessary toput a man through the agony he'd experienced. Hecould still
remember some of those nightmares.They'd been coming at him at night ever since his illness, and they
were no child's nightmares. Theywere full-grown and damned mean nightmares thatmade him wake up in
a cold sweat.

 So, she'd drugged him. Why? Just to sit on theship for seven and a half days and play games with the
computer? No. It was becoming moreand more evident that Corinne Tower had been amuch better
actress than he'd suspected. She'dpretended ignorance of ship's operations, but she'dtaken theSkimmer
somewhere while he was underthe influence of the drug, somewhere she didn't want him to know about.
And she'd been goodenough at computers to get past several guards inthe trip log, and to erase the
engine-room monitor-ing tape so smoothly that it wasn't noticeable un-less compared for time lapse with
another tape.Sharp, but not sharp enough to erase the timelapse on the other monitoring tapes, such as
thenutrition servos. Sharp, but not sharp enough tosee that she'd left just a tiny little glitch on thetrip log,
just enough to catch the attention of Cen-tral's computer.

"She drugged me, old man. She put me underfor over a week. What did she do for a week?"

He dived back into his work. For a week she'deaten—that was shown by the nutrition-servo tapes.
She'd used the toilet; this was shown by thesanitary-system tapes. She'd even watched a coupleof
movies. Calm as calm. Sitting there watchingpictures while he fought monsters and sweatedblood.

 But, as dawn came, and the guard changed out-side, he was no closer to the answer. "Dammit,"he said,
"what else did she do? Did she move theship?"

"There is no record on the trip log of the ship'shaving been moved," the computer said.

"Did she charge the generator?"

"There is no record on the engine-room log of the generator's being charged."

Pat was grasping at straws. "Print out the lasttwo responses."

 There is no record on the trip log of the ship'shaving been moved. There is no record onthe engine-room
log of the generators beingcharged.

"All right, old man," Pat said. "I'm beginning toget the idea that you know something I don't know.What
do you know that I don't?"

 "I am programmed in many fields of knowl-edge," the computer said. "Perhaps I know littlethat you do
not, in a sense, know, having beenexposed to the information at one period or an-other of your
existence. However, my capacity to recall such information is, by the nature of com-puters and human
brains, greater."

"A philosopher, yet," Pat said. But still therewas something. It tickled at his brain, made him feel that he
was near a breakthrough.

"I still say," he muttered, "that you know some-thing I don't know. What is it, dammit?"

 "The question is very general," the computer said. "It will require that you transcribe all thatyou know. At
that time I will compare your knowl-edge with that recorded in my chambers and giveyou your answer."

 "Go to hell," Pat said, rising, thinking that if hedrank one more cup of coffee he'd turn brown, drawing it
anyhow. He looked down at the lastprinted lines.

There is no record. There is no record.

 He consulted the computer manual. Somewherein those small but almost infinitely capacious memory
chambers, even with the ionization, there hadto be something that would tell him what Corinne had done
with those seven and a half days. Hethumbed through the thick book. It would takedays, weeks, for him
to check every function, everyarea of storage. He didn't have the time. Jeannywould drag him off the
Skimmer kicking and screaming in about seven hours.

The Century Series of computer was a sophisti-cated piece of technology. In a way, a Centurywhich
was ship-mounted corresponded in function with the human brain. A part of the Century oper-ated on
what could be compared to the conscious level of the human mind. Another part was muchlike the
unconscious part of the human mind whichkept house, operated the multitude of involuntary functions of
the system, told the eyes to blink so many times a second without the conscious mindhaving to
remember, kept the heart beating, enzymes and mysterious little fluids flowing, thenerves doing their thing.
The old man performedsuch a function aboard ship, monitoring and con-trolling theSkimmer's systems.
The computer it-self controlled the mundane but vital functions ofthat second-to-second, day-to-day
ship's housekeep-ing. On the "conscious" level, the computer re-sponded to its human controller.

 Pat began to read about the computer's auto-matic functions, got interested, but got nowherecloser to
the solution of the problem. He was aboutto put the manual aside and go back to his oralquizzing of the
computer when he saw the heading"Space Law." Since he was in violation of the law,he decided to read
it. Found the section regarding the penalties for tampering with the trip log, got achill when it was
confirmed that X&A could lift his license and seize theSkimmer. Gloom piledatop doom.

"What do you know about space law?" he askedthe old man.

"All relevant information is contained . . ." Andthe computer gave reference numbers for a partic-ular
memory chamber.

"Let's take a look," Pat said.

The computer began to recite space law.

"Skip to the section regarding the trip log," Patordered.

"Access to the trip log is limited to manufac-turer and X&A," the computer said.

"Just tell me about it," Pat said.

The computer gave reference numbers.

"What would it take for an unauthorized personto get access to that section?"

"The exact access code."

"How does one get the exact access code?"

"The access code is known only to the manufac-turer and X&A."

"Ah," Pat said. "Where were you manufactured,old man?"

"I am a product of Century Subatomics, Inc."

"And where is Century Subatomics located?"

 "The three facilities of Century Subatomics, Inc.,are located on the planet Zede II. Plant numberone is
twenty-two point three three miles south-southeast of Zede City—"

 "OK," Pat said. He felt as if he was getting closeto something. "If an unauthorized person had the exact
access code to the trip log memory chamberand used it, would you keep a record?"
"Yes."

"OK, let's see that record."

 "The record is kept in—" The computer gave thenumbers for the trip log chamber with a sub-number.
"Access only to X&A's central computer."

 Great. But not bad. He could call Jeanny and gether to connect with the old man from down atX&A and
see who had used the access code last.

Jeanny was still in bed. "God," she moaned,"have you been up all night?"

 "Jeanny, get down to the office as quick as youcan. Plug into my computer and check in the triplog
section and I think you're going to find outthat I wasn't the one who ordered the erasure."

"Tell you what," she said. "I'll call you backafter breakfast when I get to work."

"Jeanny—"

"Oh, hell. I'll call the duty man. He'll check andgive you a call."

 He drank another cup of coffee and went to thesanitary closet twice, and then the duty man was on the
communicator.

 "Captain Howe, this is highly irregular. How-ever, I have checked, as Captain Thompson re-quested,
and the last access to your trip log was byan authorized computer at X&A."

"And before that?"

"The authorized computer at Xanthos Central."

"And before that?"

 "I must warn you, Captain, that I have recordedthe following information for the action section ofX&A.
Prior to the last two authorized accesses byX&A and Xanthos Central a deletion has been made.It is
serious enough to erase the record of blinksfrom the trip log, Captain. This is the first inci-dence I've
encountered where the computer's rec-ord of access has been altered. Someday, whenyou get out of
jail, I'd like you to tell me how youmanaged to break the fail-safes and get the accesscode."

"You've made my day," Pat said, closing off.

 He slouched in the chair, beaten. The old man, calm as calm, blinked green lights at him in readi-ness, as
if he wasn't tired of the game. "You heart-less monster," Pat said.

"You are drawing a comparison which has norelevance," the old man said.

"You know, dammit. You're playing with me. You know and you won't tell me."

"I have been computing something you said pre-viously," the old man said. "You asked me specif-ically
what I know that you don't know. Is thatcorrect?"
"That is correct. Do you have a different answer?"

"By a narrow definition of that question, relat-ing it to your search for the missing segments oncertain of
my storage areas, I can say that I, ap-parently, know of one memory chamber."

"Access numbers," Pat ordered, feeling a surgeof hope.

 "There are no access numbers. This chamber isconcerned with internal function of a Century Se-ries
computer."

"Depth search," Pat said.

 "A capacity for self-diagnosis is built into theCentury Series. This chamber is accessible to au-thorized
repair technicians manually."

"What is the purpose of this chamber?" Pat asked.

 "Between cleanings and repairs I note all abnor-malities. Upon printout, the technician has a com-plete
record of those abnormalities."

"Printout," Pat ordered.

 "Printout of the self-diagnosis chamber is activated . . ." The computer went into a complicatedtechnical
explanation.

"Repeat that slowly, one instruction at a time,"Pat ordered, after running to get his tool kit out ofthe
mate's cabin.

 He had removed an access plate, two plug-incircuit boards, and saw, just where the old mansaid it
would be, a two-stage switch. He activatedit. The computer began to spew out symbols incomputer
language and figures.

"What is all this?" Pat asked in exasperation.

"I am printing the development of ionization inchamber 73-R-45-B."

"Skip to sections relevant to alteration of thetrip log," Pat ordered.

"I do not control this printout once it is under-way."

"Great," Pat said.

 He watched the paper emerge. It was coveredwith data of meaning only to the computer and a good
computer tech.

 It was difficult to be optimistic, with his timerunning out, but at least the new owner wouldhave the
self-diagnosis printout in case he wantedto keepSkimmer in service instead of junking her.

Coffee. Blah. The old man announcing the num-bers of each chamber as he printed his own diag-nosis.
Pat sat up with a jerk as he recognized thenumber of the engine-room log. There were only afew
abnormalities, and they were readable.

The following discharges and charges of theblink generator were erased on oral ordersfrom an
unidentified operator:

She'd gone a long way. She'd blinked the generator several times on the way out and severaltimes on the
way back.

 It was another thirty minutes, during which Patwent quietly hyper, nerves jangling from too muchcoffee,
before the old man got to the section in hisself-diagnosis chamber which dealt with abnor-malities in the
chamber containing the trip log.

 On oral orders from an unidentified operatorthe following blink coordinates were deletedfrom the trip
log.

 Pat whooped with joy. His hands were shaking from coffee nerves. He had on the printout all the
coordinates for the blinks Corinne had taken while he was out. He could check against charts and tell
where she'd taken theSkimmer. He was out of thewoods. All he had to do was call Jeanny and tell her.

Tell her what?

 He could imagine a stern-faced X&A hangmansaying, "The fact that, without your knowledge,the
computer kept a record of the blinks whichyou erased does not lesson your guilt."

Damn. "Is that all, old man?"

 Suddenly the printout was supplemented bysound. First the old man's voice. "Space law statesthat
access to the trip log shall be by manufac-turer and X&A only for the matter of alterations, and for
extracting information access is granted to Xanthos Central Control or one of its substations.Therefore,
since an unidentified operator, not men-tioned in space law, has ordered alterations of thetrip log, I have
recorded for later identificationthat operator's voice."

 Pat whooped again, and then fell silent as Co-rinne's throaty, calm voice began to read off anorder to
erase the following blinks, and then thenumbers, still in that cool, throaty voice.

He caught Jeanny just as she was entering heroffice. "Get over here as quick as you can," hesaid. "And
bring someone in authority with you."

"I'm the authority, Pat, until I turn it over to the action section."

"Then get over here, Jeanny, please."

He was waiting for her with a hot cup of coffeejust the way she liked it, with plenty of low-calsweetener.
He told her about the drug and then he showed her the self-diagnosis printout, let her hearCorinne's voice
giving the illegal orders.

"Looks as if we can throw you in jail for beinggullible, Audrey," she said.

He started to say it, but didn't, letting it pass.He'd had time to check the coordinates Corinne had used.
They went right off any known chartinto a region of crowded stars toward the galacticcore. You didn't
go too close to the core. The starswere dense there, and the chaos of interconnectedmagnetic and
gravitational fields made naviga-tion, and even survival, a nightmare. The massed stars put out storms of
hot radiation which could cook anything living within the hull of a ship inseconds. But Corinne had gone
toward that chaos, directly toward the heart of the galaxy, where that huge, fiery engine at the core gave
off incredible energies.

 Pat didn't tell Jeanny that he'd already checked the coordinates. Nor did he, for some reason, tellher
about Murphy's Stone.

 "I'd say that if we can find residue of that drugin your system, Pat, you have a good case for being
reinstated," Jeanny said.

He was burning inside. His entire body was vibrating, coffee nerves, a caffeine rush. And more.He was
burning to find out where she'd taken theship, what was out there toward the core stars.

"What are you waiting for?" Jeanny asked. "Let'sget over to the clinic."

 Pat lay on a cold metal table, separated from thecold metal by a thin sheet. A monster of a ma-chine
lowered, buzzed. The results were in withinminutes. There was superficial damage to livercells. The
damage was healing nicely. The damage was consistent with several known causes, amongthem an
overdose of at least three separate drugs.Meanwhile, the analysis of his body fluids hadbeen completed.
A technician came into the room where Pat, dressed again, sat drinking coffee withJeanny.

"Captain," the technician said, "I'd advise youto cut down on your intake of coffee. Your urine is
discolored and I've never seen a higher caffeinelevel."

"Yeah, thanks," Pat said, putting down his cup.

"You do drugs often?" the technician asked.

"I do drugs never," Pat said.

 The technician glanced at Jeanny with a know-ing smile. "Sometime during the past few weeksyou've
taken a rather massive overdose of a littlegoodie which the druggies call heat, technical name
dexiapherzede. I thought we'd just about done awaywith that one. We'd be interested in knowing, Cap-
tain, just where you got your hands on it."

"I'd like that report in writing in my office withinthe next hour," Jeanny said, rising.

 Pat was merely a ship's captain. Jeanny Thomp-son was a captain in X&A. When she gave an orderto a
technician, that order was obeyed. In her office, the report in hand, she looked atPat with her eyes
squinted. "All right, Audrey—"

"Don't call me Audrey," he said.

 "—you're cleared. I've filed your reinstatementon the computer. If you leave Xanthos by shipwithin the
next twenty-four hours you might haveto have Central check with me. It takes a whileto counteract
something as serious as having your license lifted."

"Jeanny, when I get back, the best dinner foryou, and a nice little gift."

"So you are going?"
"Wouldn't you?"

"I don't know. I might just write off my lossesand forget it. You were playing in the big time onthat trip to
Taratwo, Pat. Maybe out of your class. You're alive, and our scan on your affairs showed that you made
a bundle out of the trip. Why don't you just stay here, get the overhaul completed onSkimmer?"

 To that point she'd been all business. Now herfacial expression softened. "I have two weeks ofvacation
coming up. If you'd like some companywhen you take the ship out for a check ride afterthe overhaul—"

"Jeanny, that sounds great," he said. "Hold thatvacation until I get back, OK?"

She shrugged. "Have yourself a ball," she said,standing, making it clear that she was dismissinghim.




                                                    FIVE




 Skimmerlifted into space with her hull still show-ing the dullness of the thousand-parsec syndrome.Pat
had taken time only to restock the food sup-plies and pick out a few new movies. The first partof the trip
was routine, along well-maintained blinkroutes, and he was able to program several blinksat one time,
then let the old man do the work. Thelong oral sessions with the computer seemed tohave had an
invigorating effect. There was, at first,no indication of the sluggishness associated withionization of the
memory chambers.

Pat didn't have a cup of coffee for three days. Heused the time to try to make estimates, a difficulttask,
of just how far toward the core of the galaxyCorinne's route would take him.

 He passed within a few light-years of Zede II,then began to retrace the routeSkimmer had fol-lowed in
taking Corinne home. It was difficult notto think of her. X&A had made some preliminaryinquiries, based
on the solid evidence in the oldman's self-diagnosis chamber, and had run head-oninto a gaggle of space
lawyers who said that Co-rinne Tower, the famous Zedeian holo star, hadnot been off Zede II in over
five years, and thatany half-baked space mercenary who said that shehad was risking a libel suit.

 Well, it was X&A's baby now. Since there wasno record of Corinne Tower holding a space li-cense
there was little X&A could do, even if itsinvestigators did wade through the banks of law-yers. Pat
guessed that they'd file the informationand forget it. That was all right with him. Hecouldn't bring himself
to want to see Corinne pun-ished. Not while he was there alone on the ship, re-membering how she
looked when she first awoke inthe morning and came out of the mate's cabin forbreakfast.

 As the days passed and the nightmares began to fade, he began to rationalize her actions. All right,so she
was a professional actress. So her tender-ness, that one time that he'd kissed her, couldhave been sheer
acting. Certainly she'd double-crossed him. She'd stolen his diamond, or at least his half of the diamond.
It was sort of pleasant to think of what he could have done with half of thevalue of Murphy's Stone, but
what would he dowith himself if he were fabulously wealthy? Hedidn't take on sometimes dangerous
assignmentsjust for the thrill of it. He did it for money, but didhe really want the things that megamillions
couldbuy?

 Hell, yes. The newest and best in space yachts,manor houses on the most pleasant planets, some of
those beautiful and awesome light-brush paint- ings by Anleian of Selbelle III which brought mil-lions at
auction. Hell, yes. But what the hell.What he wanted most was what he couldn't evenhope to have. He
could hope for another big strike.He'd made one, in Murphy's Stone, so he could makeanother and have
the yacht and the houses and the paintings. What he couldn't have was Corinne, andit was, he realized,
that loss which was sendinghim out and away from UP space into uncharted space. If he couldn't have
her he had to know why.He couldn't believe, down in his heart, that shecould have acted that scene when
he kissed her,when the quiet tears came as she fought againstthe desires of her own body.

 The first part of the trip, reversing the coursethey'd traveled together, was preliminary. The bigshow got
underway after he'd reached the firstblink beacon they'd found after those lovely daysof being lost and
alone in space. He punched in thecoordinates of the first jump Corinne had takenalone and held his
breath. Three jumps later theold man was going bananas, because Pat wouldn'tgive him time to make
those time-consuming360-degree scans for points of identification.

 The star patterns were entirely different. Themassive glow of the Milky Way was before them,growing
dense. The blinks were becoming shorterbecause of increasing star population, and all thestars were
alone, bright solitaires in space, with-out a comforting family of planets. That's the way it was in toward
the core, and that was the mainreason why all of X&A's exploration efforts weredirected toward less
densely starred areas outtoward the periphery.

 The only suns with planets which were knownto be tucked away amid that glaring, hard chaosof stars
toward the core were nowhere near Pat'sroute, but off at a bearing of about 45 degrees to his port. He'd
been there. Once after he'd finisheda particularly profitable trip he'd taken a sweetyoung girl from
Xanthos University, a former student, not that much younger than himself, to cruiseslowly by a dozen
worlds which had, at some timein the distant past, been sterilized by some unimag-inable weapon. The
Dead Worlds. Hundreds of ex-peditions had searched for their secret. The rubblepiled over bedrock
showed, in minutes bits andpieces, that once a thriving civilization had ex-isted there on each of the
closely packed planets ofan odd grouping of a family of interrelated stars.And because of that rubble,
because of that total destruction of a dozen worlds, X&A ships wentarmed with weapons of war which
had not been used in a thousand years. For any race which couldpulverize a dozen civilizations had to
have potentweapons, and on each X&A expedition there were two hopes among the crew. One, that
they'd find asweet, beautiful water planet with livable condi-tions and, possibly, an intelligent race with
whomman could exchange ideas and information, no longer alone in a big, big universe. Two, that they
would not encounter the beings who had reducedthe Dead Worlds to rubble lying loosely atopbedrock.

 Space, to a man alone, engenders a variety ofthoughts. Pat thought of the Dead Worlds, andwondered if
he'd find anything like that up ahead, where the stars were densely packed and a confu-sion of solar
winds from that vast population ofsuns sent radiation counters clattering. He thoughtmostly of Corinne,
just a little about a two-week vacation with Jeanny, and scolded himself because he couldn't work up
much enthusiasm for the latter.And he remembered his drug-induced nightmares, tried to sort them,
identify them as spinoffs ofchildhood horrors, things he'd heard, things he'dread. After all, the
unconscious can't create. Itmerely stores, like a computer, and distorts storedinformation in seemingly
random patterns.

 It was interesting to analyze his nightmares. Hecould identify three or four childhood dreams,dreams
which were fairly common. He had flownin his illness, soaring, pumping his legs against airto gain
altitude—that, of course, a distortion bythe unconscious of the act of swimming upward toward the
surface of a pool after diving deep. Hehad fled unseen terror fighting against clinging, molasses-like
resistance. He couldn't trace that one back to any known influence. He had gnashed histeeth in his fever,
feeling them crumble and fallout in pieces. That, of course, went back to child-hood and the first
traumatic loss of baby teeth, or,perhaps, to adult visits to the dentist.

 Monsters he could remember from his night-mares during that time were really not so mon-strous. Upon
analysis, they became nothing morethan composites from horror movies, legends,stories.

 There was one thing, however, that he could not trace back. His memory of the entire episode washazy,
dredged up with difficulty and little clarity,but twice during the trip outward from Xanthoshe had seen in
his dream a huge, centuries-oldstarship, hull marked and battered, floating alonein space, dead, silent. He
supposed that his uncon-scious mind had composed the ship from space-opera stories or movies, but still
that memoryseemed to have a solidity that the others from thefevered period lacked.

 Skimmer'sgenerator had no difficulty chargingwhen he had emptied it with the multiple blinkswhich led
him even closer to the core, ever deeper,by zig and zag past blue giants and white dwarfs,all the various
types of stars, some of them very, very old, some of them surprisingly young.

 There was a school of astrophysics which theo-rized that stars were continually being createdthere in the
inaccessible heart, in the core heat of the galaxy. Pat chose not to believe that. He be-lieved in a single
act of creation and, although hewas not pious or devout, in a single creator. WhenPat's God said, "Let
there be light," there waslight,the Big Bang, a light never seen before orsince. Faced with an act of
creation, he had toaccept a creator, and that rather pleased him. Hecouldn't accept the orthodox opinion
that God spenthis time watching sparrows fall and listening toevery prayer by the pious. He imagined
God to bea bit too busy for that, but there, nevertheless.

 Deep and shallow thoughts while alone. The oldman chuckling and complaining because the shipwas
hopelessly lost, except for Corinne's series ofblink coordinates, the ship functioning perfectly, Pat back
on coffee. No blink beacons. And yet it was impossible for a ship to have established the route by
random blinks. One random blink there near the core and the ship would never emerge,having merged
forever with the molten subatomic particles of the sun. No. Someone, in some ship, atsome time, had had
to feel his way along thatroute, perhaps at sublight speeds, although that was farfetched, because a ship
traveling at sublightspeeds would have taken not just one generationbut several to chart that route and
leave blink coordinates. More likely the course was charted as X&A ships now charted new blink
routes, makingblinks to the safe extent of their optical and sensorscouting ability, covering short, short
distances in an instant, then taking hours to determine how farthe next blink can take them without
contact witha solid body.

 Even with the X&A method it would have takenyears, decades, to chart the route.Skimmer's trackon
the chart being constructed by the computerextended backward far and away in that zigzaggingline out
toward the areas where the stars werethinner.

 It was hard work. Corinne had made the tripthere and back in seven and a half days. At the endof three
days, with only a few catnaps while thedepleted generator drew on the energies of thestars themselves
for its charge, he had just one more blink to make to be at the end of Corinne'scourse. He forced himself
to wait for a full genera-tor charge. He wanted to have all the power hecould when he blinked out at the
end of his jour-ney. He had no idea what he'd find there and if ithad teeth, he'd have to rely on that brute
of agenerator inSkimmer's engine room to make moremultiple blinks than whatever it was that hadteeth.
He had two hours' sleep, awoke, ate. Co-rinne looked almost frail, but she'd been toughenough to go
without sleep in more than two-hour segments for at least six days and look fresh andbeautiful when he
came out of his drugged condition.
"OK, old man," he said, when the generator wascharged to a capacity which so energized the wholeof
Skimmer that the hairs on his arms and hands tingled. "Here we go."

 Tensed, he waited for the alarms to start whin-ing, clanging, shouting. A calm computer told himthat he
was one quarter of an astronomical unit from a planet about the size of ancient Mars in theSolar System,
and that the planet emanated noenergies other than the natural reflections of thesolar winds of a weak
yellow star which was onlya small disk in the distance.

 He gave it some time. He scanned the planet. Itwas a planet of rock and sand, barren, and yet itshowed
an atmosphere. Men had settled worse plan-ets, drawing the subterranean water upward tothe surface,
altering the climate with importedplant life.

 Nothing happened. All sensors working showed no danger, no manmade emanations. He putSkim-mer
on flux and made his approach. When he coulddistinguish surface features on the planet he saw barren
mountain ranges, deep chasms. Once theplanet had lived, had built mountains, had shothot lava and rock
into the air, had possessed sur-face water to cut those massive gorges.

 The planet hung over him now, theSkimmer inorbit, all sensors and instruments at work. Theonly change
in readings was a hint of water in anarrow belt around the equator. That was onlymildly interesting. The
optics picked up hints of green in that belt. More interesting. And it becameeven more interesting when a
half-dozen alarms clanged and whistled and whined at the same timeand the old man broke his sulky
silence.

"Alert, alert. Unidentified vessel."

 She came swimming toward theSkimmer in aslightly higher orbit, clearing the curve of the planet with
stately, slow, majestic movement, a huge ship.

 Pat jerked on the arms-control helmet, went intoaction. The alarms were quieted. The computer spat out
information. There was no radiation ofany kind coming from the huge ship. There wereno overt signs of
hostile intent.

 The ship looked very familiar to Pat. It took himonly seconds to realize that the ship which movedslowly
and majestically toward him in an orbit which would bring it almost directly over theSkimmerwas the ship
of his nightmares.

 He threw the optics on highest magnification.The ship expanded on his screen. The hull showedmultiples
of the effects of the thousand-parsec syn-drome. Pat waited. She was almost spherical inshape, a design
from the past, and she had a feel- ing, a sense of age. She was close enough now sothat he could see the
closed ports which, in allprobability, housed weapons. There was no sign oflife, no emanations detectable
by theSkimmer'sarray of instruments.

 When she was directly overhead he could see the exit ports. They were open. The ship was dead in
space, open to space, silent, deserted, eerie.

 When she had disappeared behind the curve ofthe planet, her discolored hull sending back onegleaming
flash of reflected sunlight from the weakyellow sun, he went to the computer and punchedup a tape on
spaceship design and history.

The ship which was in a high, stable orbit aroundthis barren planet in an area where there shouldnot even
be a planet, so near the core that thehuge, fiery monsters, the crowded stars, seemed topush down, to
overwhelm, was of a type whichhad not been built for a thousand years. She wasan ancient colonization
ship, a ship of the typeused in the days of early expansion outward from the core of the UP, a ship whose
only purpose wasto carry masses of people, with their possessions,to a new home among the stars.




                                                     SIX




 There are few things in existence which attaininfinite perfection. The universe itself is flawed,for it is not
eternal. All of it, all that small portionknown to man and that vast unknown portion, ison a minutely slow
slide to nothing, expendingenergies which cannot, short of another creation,be replaced. Someday it will
all be cold, and mo- tionless, and sterile. An orchid approaches perfec-tion, but nevertheless is subject to
mutation,environmental damage, and swift decay.

 Of all the things that approach perfection, PatHowe thought, as he exitedSkimmer's airlock, space
comes closest in quality to the absolute perfectionof loneliness. No man is ever more alone than aman in
self-contained space gear outside the frail protection of the hull of his ship.

 He had dosed himself heavily with radiation pre-ventatives, and had the after-exposure doses readyon
the bridge to take when he returned.Skimmer was on her own, in the care of the old man. He lefther with
the out hatch open, the inner hatch of the airlock closed. He pushed off, and the movementgave him a
slow tumbling motion which he counteracted with the control jets. Then he was oneman alone, a tiny
mote in the glare of those claus-trophobic star fields, one side of his suit beingcooled by frantically
working units, the other sidebeing warmed until he was out ofSkimmer's shadowand the full impact of the
solar winds from thethousands of stars hit him, sending the counter clattering.

 Skimmerwas parked in a matching orbit lessthan a hundred yards from the ancient, giant colo-nization
ship. Pat looked back, just once. The shiplooked dearly familiar, warm, inviting. There wasa great urge in
him to go back, run for the airlock, close the hatch behind him, and seek safety withinSkimmer's friendly
confines.

 But somehow, the woman he loved, or had loved,had obtained the access codes to the computer's
restricted chambers. The Zede connection had tobe the answer—the "businessmen." He guessed thatif an
investigation could plow through to the heartof the matter there'd be a traceable link betweenCorinne's
"film producers" and Century Subatom-ics. Simple enough for the right people to get theaccess codes
from company records. Which meant,of course, that they had had to have the serialnumber of the
computer onSkimmer. Had theycome up with the computer number and the ac-cess codes and then
come to seek him out, or hadthey found him, then obtained the access codes?

None of that really mattered, except as a ques-tion of curiosity. What mattered was Corinne's
motivation.

 Jetting carefully toward the big ship, he had time to wonder just what significance the shiphad.
Obviously, it had been the destination of Co-rinne's solo trip. What had been on the ship whichwas
important enough to make her drug him andtake a long, tiresome trip into the area near thegalactic core?
If she had taken something from that ancient derelict it had been small, for she'dleft the ship with only her
one bag, and a good bitof the storage area inside the bag had been taken up by Murphy's Stone.

 He eased himself up to the hull of the old shipnear a large, gaping hatch, pulled himself along to the hatch
using magnetic clingers, moved his headto shine his helmet light into the dark interior.The inner hatch of
the lock was also open. That part of the big ship, at least, was open to space,cold, dead. According to
the information he hadfromSkimmer's library, such ships had carriedfour to six space launches. There
were tiedowns for such a launch in the lock which he entered, using the suit's jets to swim clear of the
discoloredbulkheads and decking.

The airlock was empty, any speck or mote ofloose dust sucked into the insatiable maw of space's
vacuum long ago.

 Fighting an urge to keep looking over his shoul-der, he floated into a corridor, his way lit only by the
helmet light. The corridor was as bare as thelock. Brackets on the bulkheads showed that somekind of
equipment, perhaps spacesuits or safetygear, had been removed.

He contacted the computer onSkimmer. "Giveme the shortest route to the control areas," he said.

 The computer, checking Pat's oral reports againstthe plans for similar ships fromSkimmer's infor-mation
store, sent Pat on a route which took himtoward the core of the ship, heading for a point onthe opposite
side where the control bridge perchedon the outside circumference of the huge sphere.

Since he was near, he detoured into the engineareas.

 It became quickly obvious to him that the shiphad not met with some totally damaging disaster,but had
been abandoned, and not in panic. Theship had been thoroughly cannibalized. All mov-able equipment
and gear had been removed, andthe gold shielding of the almost unbelievably hugeand antique blink drive
had been removed. It had been necessary, in the technology of a thousandyears past, to use a lot of gold
for shielding. It wasall gone, and the more accessible parts of the gen-erator itself had been removed.

He passed through an area of living quarters tofind the same conditions. In places, even the divid-ing
bulkheads had been ripped out, presumably forreclamation of the lightweight metals therein.

 Far down in the guts of the ship, alone in asilence which caused a continuous reaction in hisinner ears, a
vacuous, almost unrealized hissingwhich was the psychological reaction to the totalabsence of sound, he
could hear his own heartbeating, could sense the song of his blood as it waspumped through his veins.

 He whirled once, swiftly, panic causing his heartto race, for there in the closeness of the engineering
spaces his fully alerted senses had given him a false signal of movement where there was onlyvacuum,
and space-discolored bulkheads andstripped-down machinery.

"Whoa, Pat," he said. "No ghosts here. Theydidn't die here. They left the ship."

 Although he sent the words aloud to the oldman, the computer made no reply. It was not pro-grammed
for small talk.
 He found the instrument and computer sectionsbefore he reached the bridge. Computers had beenquite
large when the ship was built. They werestill using microchips then, but the microchipshad all been
removed. He'd been hoping to find afew in place. He could have rigged the old man to read them, if
indeed, information had lasted for athousand years. But even the light-metal accessdoors had been
removed.

The viewports on the control bridge were open.Radiation had clouded the plastic of the ports, sothat it
now acted as an inefficient filter for thestorm of particles which swirled constantly aroundthe ship.

And on the bridge, as elsewhere, all instruments,anything movable, had been removed. There was not so
much as a scrap of paper, a mote of dust, asmall personal item left behind to give him a clue.

 He found the reason for the ship's abandonmentin the guidance and navigational section. Therehad been
a severe explosion, and a resulting fire. That he could tell by twisted shards of metal andscorch marks,
but the people of the ship had gut-ted that section, too.

"Old man," he said, "do you think it would beworthwhile to search the ship? I mean every com-
partment, every nook and cranny?"

"Such a course would give the most availableinformation," the computer said.

 Pat felt a little shiver. The damned ship was big.He'd have to make several trips back toSkimmer to
recharge the suit's life-support gear. It wouldtake days. And each time he stuck his head into a new hole,
the beam of light from his helmet doingnot the world's best job of dispelling the totaldarkness, he felt that
shiver come again. He per-sisted, however, until he had located the ship'slibrary. There'd been a fire
there, too, for the li-brary, although there was no direct connection,backed the section which had taken
the full forceof the explosion. The fire must have been fed by anoxygen-rich mixture, for in the library
area, identifiable by the twisted, ruined, gutted pans whichhad once held computer tapes, even light
metals had been consumed.

 He was within thirty minutes of having to go on reserve on the suit's life-support system. There wasone
more thing he wanted to check. He found asmall exit hatch open near the control areas anddid the
checking from space, jetting around theglobe of the ancient ship to locate all six of the airlocks where
once the space launches had beenstored. All were empty. All the launches had beenused.

 For what? There was but one answer. For some reason the old colony ship had chosen to explore
toward the core, and, following a slow and erraticcourse, dodging stars, had found a planet. It wasnot
much of a planet. It loomed over Pat's head ashe jetted back towardSkimmer, colorful, true, withred
and orange pigments in the barren areas, butpoor as planets go. So the ship had found the planet,before
the explosion had destroyed its abil-ity to maneuver, and the people had left the dis-abled ship on the
space launches. The launches werenot lifeboats. If there'd been a full complement ofcolonists aboard,
enough to people those warrensof quarters, the launches would have had to makeseveral trips. There
was only one place which couldhave been a destination for such back-and-forth ferrying. The planet.

 He'd set the computer to analyzing the planetduring his absence. He checked over the information while
he was taking the multiple doses ofafter-exposure drugs, washing them down with cof-fee. There was a
viable atmosphere, surprisinglyrich in oxygen. There was a bit of surface water,much of it frozen into thin
icecaps at the poles,some of it in the greenbelt around the equator. The deep basins which once had been
oceans werearid. The tall mountains were eroded only slightlyin areas, showing that they'd been formed
late inthe planet's wet period, before something happenedto stop the rains, and the water which had filled
the vast ocean spaces had disappeared, evaporat-ing into space, or sinking into porous rock.

 There was enough carbon dioxide in the atmo-sphere to block out most of the harmful radiationfrom the
suns which surrounded the small area ofopen space occupied by the planet and its small star.

 In spite of the fact thatSkimmer's state-of-the-art sensors and instruments showed no evidence oflife on
the scrubby planet, Pat made his prepara-tions for a low-level scouting run with care.Skimmerlowered
through atmosphere on her flux thrusters,leveled off at ten thousand feet with all her eyesand ears on full
amplification, her shield up, herskipper wearing the fire-control helmet, the com-puter humming and
purring as it digested and correlated the flood of data.

 It was pretty good down there. Good air. Water just under the surface, close enough so that several
species of vegetation existed. The greenest areaswere on low ground, at the lowest points of what had
once been ocean beds.

 It didn't occur to Pat until he had takenSkimmer halfway around the circumference of the planet atthe
equator, passing through the night zone intosunlight, that he might have himself a planet. Hewouldn't own
all of it. There were too few habit-able planets to allow one man or a small group ofmen to claim an
entire world by right of discov-ery, but there was a well-established reward sys-tem. To qualify for right
of discovery he'd have toprove that the planet was unrecorded on X&Acharts, and that it was
uninhabited.

 He didn't know, for a moment, whether to hopeto find descendants of the survivors of the big
colonization ship or to hope that there was no intelligent life down there. He didn't have too longto muse
over it, however, because the computerwas sending him a shrill little warning from oneparticular
instrument which worked only when aship was very close to a particular form of lifewhich emanated the
faint results of oxygen-basedmetabolism.

"Oh ho," Pat said. There were, after all, people,or at least animal forms, down there.

 He saw the village on the optics screen just afterthe computer had alerted him. He putSkimmer onhover
and let the ship's instruments and sensors work, but he could see himself that there wereartifacts of man
there, log cabins with thatched roofs, cultivated fields. He ordered the computerto try contact on all
known wavelengths. He didn'treally expect an answer, because there were noenergy emanations, just the
detection of combus-tion, wood smoke, coming from the chimneys ofseveral of the cabins.

 The village was connected, he saw, as he liftedSkimmerfor an overall view of the area ahead, toother
villages by a network of roads. The roadswere not paved. There was no evidence of grading,for there
was no need for it in that rainless climate. The roads showed an overall pattern which intrigued him. He
movedSkimmer again and hov-ered over a large stone building, low, walls high,apparently thick, and
sloping slightly upwardtoward a roof which was paved with light metals inslabs, slabs taken from the
partitions which hadbeen removed from the abandoned colony ship inorbit around the planet.

OK. So he wasn't going to get discovery rights to a planet. It was, obviously, populated, and by the
descendants of the people who had come onthe big ship.

 From the stone building, the roads radiated outlike the spokes of a wheel to the outlying villages.
Obviously, the stone building was the center ofthings. The ship's sensors were picking up life em-anations
in quantity in the villages and in thecentral area, where the same style of rude cabinslined the streets
radiating out from the stonebuilding.
 Pat decided not to land at the heart of that littlecommunity of villages, not because he was afraidfor
himself, but for the safety of the people downthere. It was obvious that they'd reverted to primi-tivismand
had shown little advancement in thethousand or so years they'd been on the planet. Notelling what they
remembered about the civiliza- tion which had sent them forth. They might seeSkimmeras a threat and
attack, and Pat didn'twant to have to use modern weapons, even inself-defense, against people armed,
perhaps, withbows and arrows.

 He picked a rather isolated hut near the out-skirts of one of the outlying villages. He lowered the ship on
flux, saw, as the ground neared, thatthere were two men, yes, men, standard model,unmutated, two
arms, two legs, one head, workingin a field near the isolated cabin.

 They heard the whispering thunder ofSkimmer's flux thrusters, dropped their tools, and stood, faces
upturned, as the ship blew dust and lowered tosquat about a hundred yards from them. Theycontinued to
stare as Pat opened the hatch.

 Man knew little about his origins. History esti-mated that only a small number of people, per-haps less
than one million, left Old Earth beforenuclear war devastated the planet, riding outwardfrom that small,
isolated sun on ships far more primitive than the old colony ship which circledthis world.

 The people from Old Earth had settled, it wasfelt, only four or five planets in the original wave of
colonization from Old Earth. Various portions ofthe UP claimed to have been the original points of
settlement, including the older planets of the Zedesystem. In all cases, the small groups of settlerswere
unable to maintain, on virgin planets, thelevel of technology which had sent them into space.In fact, the
best estimates of historians were thatit had taken between ten and thirty thousand yearsfor the space
children of Old Earth to soar backout among the stars.

 It was felt that one Old Earth "country," or,perhaps, a small group of "countries," had beenresponsible
for sending the starships up, for therewas a surprising singularity of racial types in the entire race of UP
man. Earth history was nothingmore than semimyth, or legend, but the old talessaid that on Old Earth,
there had been red menand yellow men, black men and brown men, andlight-skinned men like modern
man. And legend/myth said that each different type of man on OldEarth had had his own language. Some
historianssaid that that fact alone would have accounted forEarth's constant warfare which led to the final
conflagration.

 Only a specialist, such as ex-professor Pat Howe,understood the concept of different languages.There'd
been a brief flurry of interest in the popu-lar media when an expedition brought back fromthe colliding
galaxies in Cygnus a book in an alientongue, but that flurry faded quickly. Pat, ex-occupier of the one
seat of language study atXanthos University, knew of the extensive archeo-logicalwork on Old Earth
which had begun imme-diately when man accidentally stumbled onto theplanet of his origin. Through the
bravery and thedream of one of the mutated humans who had survived Earth's nuclear agony, this work
had beensteadily adding to modern man's store of phrases, words, and some fragmented works of
literature inthe various languages of Old Earth.

 It was not surprising, then, to Pat, to see, as thetwo men approachedSkimmer, that they were ofthe
usual racial type, two fine specimens, as amatter of fact, and that they seemed not in theleast awed by the
landing of a spaceship. Theywalked boldly, with longbows—yep, bows and ar-rows, Pat thought—in
one hand, quivers with ar-rows slung over their left shoulders. They pausedat a distance of about a
hundred feet and looked athim in silence.

"I am a friend," Pat said, raising his right handin salute. The two men shifted their longbows totheir left
hands, raised their right hands in return salute, and one of them spoke in a harsh, gutturallanguage.
Pat's old interest in languages soared. This wouldknock the socks off the ivory-tower eggheads backat
Xanthos U.

 But it would, he soon realized, be an immediate problem for him. If these people had evolved alanguage
of their own during their thousand ormore years of isolation, it might cause quite aproblem in
communications.Skimmer's computerdidn't have the kind of philology programmingwhich, long years
ago, had enabled translation ofthe Artunee manuscript.

Pat waved, saying, "Come closer. Friend. Comecloser."

 The two men came to within a few feet, lookedup at him from guileless blue eyes, smiled, madethat
salute with the right hand again.

"I come from the United Planets," Pat said. "Icome as a friend."

"Ichsighgorben,"one of the blue-eyed men said.

 They were dressed lightly for the warm climate.Their strong legs extended below a short, girdledskirt,
chests were bare, feet semiwrapped in a typeof sandal. The material of the skirts was rough,most
probably woven from plant fiber.

"My name is Pat Howe," Pat said, punchinghimself in the chest.

"Ichsighgorben,"was the answer, the man, too,punching himself in the chest.

 Bells began to ring in Pat's head. He'd beengood in his field when he was a professor of philol-ogy, and
one of his last big research projects had been to compile a grammar for one particular Old Earth
language from the fragments of books and inscriptions unearthed in a dig on the fringe of thelargest
continental mass of Old Earth.

"Ah," he said, pointing to the man who hadspoken. "Gorben."

 The man nodded and spoke. Pat tried to identifythe words he'd helped translate with the soundscoming
from the blue-eyed man. It took a while.He came down out of the lock and squatted, invit-ing the two to
join him. They hunkered down, stillholding their longbows. He encouraged them totalk, nodding, smiling,
putting it all together until he thought he had it. Of course, some rough rulesof pronunciation can be
compiled from the writtenlanguage, but theyare rough, and when he firstspoke the two men cocked their
heads in puzzle-ment.

 It got easier. There were certain gutturals whichgave Pat some trouble, but he soon mastered them,and
then he said, "You speak an ancient tongue,friend, a language called German."

The man called Gorben looked startled. "Howdo you know that?"

Pat smiled and tapped one finger to his temple,saying in English, "Smart, smart joker."

 Gorben looked at his companion. Both wereyoung, physically fit. Well-developed muscles toldPat they
were not unacquainted with some form ofphysical work. "The one who flies from the starsspeaks our
language."
"Yes," Pat said, and added, "Why does that sur-prise you?"

 The silent man's face went pale then. He looked at Gorben, his mouth open, something akin to fearin his
eyes. "Only the gods," he whispered.

"Yes," Gorben said.

 With a swiftness that startled Pat, the two youngmen kicked their feet backward and fell to lie onthe
ground before him, heads nodding. "Welcome,Honored One," Gorben said. "We pray that you come in
friendship."

"I come in friendship," Pat said. He put hishand on Gorben's shoulder. "Please rise," he said."This is
unnecessary."

They rose, looking at him with awe. "Then youhave come, at last?" Gorben said.

"I am here," Pat said.

"May you, Honored One, give your blessings toourDorchlunt," Gorben said. "You will want to talk
with our elder."

"Yes," Pat said. So they had reverted to primi-tivism, clinging to an antique language, space lostto them,
perhaps even the memory of it, and hewas being greeted as, if not a god, at least a pow-erful friend.

"Please come, then," Gorben said.

 Pat gave the computer orders to buttonSkimmerup tight. When the outer hatch closed, Gorben andhis
companion jumped in nervousness, but Patsmiled and said, "It's all right. Don't worry."

 A middle-aged woman was standing in the doorof the nearest cabin as they approached. She wore a
shapeless dress which fell to mid-thigh.

"He has come at last, Mother," Gorben shouted.

The woman's eyes went wide. She fell to theground and began to nod her head to Pat. It wasgetting
downright embarrassing. It was the firsttime he'd ever been a god, and he wasn't too fond of the idea.

 The woman, mother to Gorben and probably theother young man, fell in behind them. On the wayto the
center of the village they accumulated oth-ers who first fell down in worship and then fol-lowed in awed
silence.

From a cabin at the center of the village a white-haired, close-shaven, distinguished old man cameto
meet them.

"He has come, Elder," Gorben shouted jubilantly.

 "Welcome, Honored One," the village elder said,bowing. It was a relief to Pat not to have the oldman
fall on his face and worship. "We have longawaited your coming."

"I am honored to be here, Elder," Pat said. "But perhaps I am not who you think I am. May we talk in
privacy?" The elder, he reasoned, would be thewisest man in the village. Study of a primitivesociety might
be interesting, if he had the time,but he'd come a long way to get some answers.

 "Of course, Honored One," the elder said. Hestepped aside and bowed, motioning with his handfor Pat
to proceed him through the open doorwayto the cabin. Pat took a couple of steps, and two sounds came
to him at once. First, the beep of his communicator. He lifted it from his belt quickly, hearing as he did, a
low moan of surprise from thecrowd on the village square.

"Speak to me," he said to the computer.

"Alert, alert," the old man said. "Unidentifiedvessels—" And then there was silence. The crowdmoaned.
Pat turned and went rigid.

 There, high up, hulls reflecting the afternoonsun, rode a battle fleet, ship after ship, huge dreadnaughts,
cruisers, little destroyers, supplyships, auxiliaries. And even as he took a deep breathhe saw a ship
separate from the fleet and fallswiftly, under power. The crowd around him, in-cluding the elder, had
fallen to the dirt in fear and worship.

It took only seconds. There was nothing he coulddo. The falling ship grew in size, showed the out-lines
of one of the new Greyhound Class spacetugs. At least, he thought, they weren't going toblastSkimmer.

 The Greyhound's fall slowed swiftly, the skipperstopping her not more than five feet fromSkim-mer's
squat hull, and then she was lifting,Skimmerenclosed in her field, while the people moaned and
worshiped.

 Five minutes later the tug was back in position,just a tiny, gleaming dot. And then the fleet blinked
simultaneously and was gone.

"Well," Pat told himself, "it looks as if I'm goingto have plenty of time to get acquainted."

"Rise, people," he shouted in German. "Arise,for those who fly to the stars have gone."




                                                   SEVEN




 Pat had the position of honor at a well-made wooden table. The boards of the table did notbend,
although there was enough food there toexcuse them if they had. The main meat dish wasroasted pig, a
standard UP-type swine. It was deli-cious, and not surprising, for the old colony shipshad taken
everything needed to establish a life-style on a new planet. Only the vegetable disheswere different, and
not all of them. There weregreen beans which tasted as if they had been cookedon a UP planet, and, of
course, potatoes. The saladwas different, spicy, tangy, and quite good.

Pat had had his private talk with the villageelder, whose name was Adrian Kleeper. The talkhad been
quite revealing. Kleeper was a very piousman, sprinkling his talk with references not onlyto God, but to a
hoard of gods, gods in such profu- sion that Pat, a monotheist and no scholar of com-parative religions,
was confused.

 The important things that Pat learned from histalk with the elder were that the citizens ofDorchlunt, as
they called their village complexandthe planet, had never heard of the UnitedPlanets, that they considered
him to be a minorangel sent down by the fleet of angels which they'dseen, and that although their tools,
weapons, andliving utensils were primitive and self-made, theywere not awed in the slightest by Pat's
hand weap-ons and personal equipment.

Pat grinned wryly when he learned that he wasnot a god, but just an angel. Well, so fleeting is fame and
honor.

 Before the meal, the elder led the selected com-pany, which included the handsome young manGorben,
in a prayer of thanksgiving. Pat countedreferences to at least ten deities. He recognized the names of only
three, God, Allah, and Buddha, all, incidentally, different names for the same God who had come with
the children of Old Earth into space.As an angel, he assumed that he would be ex-pected to know all
about the odd gods mentionedby Adrian Kleeper, so he couldn't ask questions.

Eating in silence seemed to be the custom. Atlast, everyone seemed to have his fill. There wereno
women present. Women had served the food,and women brought earthenware mugs of a verygood and
very potent beer after the meal, and,after taking an extended drink, the elder leaned back, burped into his
hand, and smiled at Pat.

"Now, Honored One, perhaps you will give us news of theforfarvelts."

The ancestry worlds?

"All is well there," Pat said. Kleeper lookeddisappointed.

"Honored One," Gorben said, "has the time come,then?"

 "It is near," Pat said. He was walking on thinice. The banquet hall of the elder's cabin housed atleast
twenty of the finest specimens of mankindhe'd seen in one place, all vital, handsome, strongyoung men
except Kleeper, and even though hewas in middle age, Pat would not have wanted tohave to fight him
hand to hand.

He had a sudden inspiration. "I have been sent,my friends, to live among you, to observe you, to
determine your state of readiness."

"Ah," Kleeper said. "That is good."

So far so good, Pat thought. They were hand-some, intelligent people, but theywere primitive.He had no
doubt that they had built up a fearsomelist of laws and tabus. "My friends, as an inspec-tor, perhaps you
will see me do and hear me saythings which, without knowledge, will seem oddto you. I ask your
patience, and ask you to remem-ber that there is purpose in all things."

That should cover any goofs, he thought.

"Ah, yes," Kleeper said."The way of the godsare, indeed, mysterious."
As if to prove it, Pat's communicator buzzed athim. With a surge of excitement—had they re- leased the
Skimmer? —he thumbed it, and held itbefore his face, although that was unnecessary.

"Captain Howe," a male voice said, in English,"there is no haste, but when you have finishedyour meal,
will you please make your way to thetemple." It wasn't a request, it was an order.

"Ahhhhh," sighed the young men at the table.

"You are called?" asked Kleeper. "We had hopedthat you would be our honored guest for afestival.The
young women are working, even now."

"There is no haste," Pat said. Well, that's whatthe fellow had said.

 "Splendid," Kleeper said, clapping his hands.All the young men rose. Gorben, apparently, hadbeen
appointed, or self-appointed, as Pat's guide and companion. He led Pat into the village square.Upon
Pat's emergence from the cabin a band—odd-looking instruments, but sounding familiar, strings, drums,
woodwinds, brass—began a sprightly mel-ody and a dozen very pretty blond girls in shortembroidered
skirts and white blouses danced in perfect unison.

 Something had been nagging at Pat. It crystal-lized in his mind as he sat in a place of honor and watched
the dances of the girls, the semimilitaryposturings of the young men. He was in a primi-tive village, on a
primitive planet. Bread was bakedin mud ovens. The cabins were heated by wood burned in a fireplace,
and lit by lamps which usedanimal oil as a fuel. Water was drawn by windlassfrom a community deep
well. The sanitary facili-ties consisted of privies built from rough, unpaintedplanks. And yet the people
seemed to be uniformlyhealthy. And they were all much too uniformlybeautiful. And where were the
children? Only afew, not more than a half-dozen, ranging in agefrom a babe in arms to a young girl in her
earlyteens, were in the square.

 When the dancing ended, the impromptu festi-val over, Pat told Gorben that he wanted to walk.Gorben
offered to accompany him. Pat nodded.They walked the road to the next village, wherePat found similar
conditions. Apparently, his pres-ence was known, for the people of the village wereout en masse to bow
low, some to fall on theirfaces in worship.

 As the hour grew late, he walked with Gorbenback to Gorben's village. "I will stay here tonight,"he said.
He'd been thinking about that voice onthe communicator. If they wanted him before hechose to go to the
temple, which he had suspectedto be the stone building at the hub of the spokelike roads connecting the
villages, they could come andget him.

He took food with the elder, and was escorted,after beer and more talk, which did little to an-swer any
of his persistent questions, to a neatlyfurnished bedroom.

He awoke before dawn, awakened by movementin the house. He dressed quickly. Kleeper andGorben
were at table.

"We thought to let you sleep, Honored One," Gorben said.

 It wasn't coffee they were drinking, but it had atang, and a pleasant taste. Hen's eggs and baconmade up
the main meal, with a chewy, tasty bread.And, breakfast over, one of Pat's unstated ques-tions had an
answer.

"Perhaps you will honor us," Kleeper said, hav-ing taken a carved wooden chest from a cabinet,"by
distributing the morning prayer tablets."

"My honor," Pat said.

 The sun was just above the horizon. All the in-habitants of the village were assembled in thesquare. They
looked just too damned bright and cheerful for early morning, and Pat had to force himself to smile.

"One tablet each, of each individual color, toeach person, Honored One," Kleeper said, as a lineformed
quickly in front of the low steps to theelder's cabin.

 Inside the carved wooden box, five compartmentsheld the latest in food-supplement tablets, some
marked with the brand name of a Zedeian nutri-tional firm. And Pat recognized one of the tabletsas a
shotgun disease preventive, good for keepingthe human system free of just about every known
disease-causing organism. Mystery number onesolved. The people of Dorchlunt were physicallybeautiful
and unbelievably healthy because, eachmorning, they received dosages of the best preven-tive medicine
and the finest in food supplements.

 "Now, Honored One," Gorben said, when thelittle ceremony was over and everyone except thebabe in
arms had been pilled and tableted, "Iimagine you will leave us."

Pat looked at him quickly to see if Gorben hadbeen detailed to be sure he obeyed orders. Theyoung
man showed no signs of it.

"Yes, it is time I paid my respects," he said.

 He walked alone through three villages towardthe stone building. The people bowed, greeted him
respectfully. It was a lovely morning. Althoughrain was unknown on Dorchlunt, there had beenmorning
dew, and in the field alongside the roadmen were busy pumping water from the deep wells. A
sophisticated system of irrigation ditches distri-buted the water to crops, which, in the year-roundgrowing
season, were at various stages of maturity.

 The earthen road changed to a stone-paved ave-nue as he neared the temple. The grounds werewell
landscaped. Patches of flowering plants, somefamiliar, some not, made for a pleasant vista. Thenative
trees of Dorchlunt were squat and thick oftrunk, and had leathery, large leaves.

 Two young men in short leather skirts, armedwith well-decorated longbows, guarded the stone temple
gates. The guards, Pat felt, were purelyceremonial, since anyone could step over the lowwall at any point
and approach the temple bywalking pathways through flowering patches ofvegetation.

 There were no guards at the temple door. Hewalked into a large room, lit by skylights, andhalted. The
room was at least fifty feet in width,and quite long. The walls were lined with objects obviously taken
from the abandoned colony ship.Spacesuits had been stuffed with something sothat they stood alone.
Control panels, with buttonsand switches, had been rather artfully built intothe stone walls. And on the
wall there were paint-ings, all of them in deplorable condition with flak-ing paint and large areas of
damage. They wereportraits, likenesses of people dressed in the stylesof long ago, a thousand years ago.

 Pat walked through an archway and was stunnedby an array of sculpture along the walls. The me-dium
was stone in various colors. An almost nudewoman posed with an antique projectile hand weapon. A
handsome man wore a military uni-form painted on the stone statue with great skill,but with the paint
fading, flaking. There was anameplate for each statue, and upon close exami-nation Pat saw that they
were called gods. TheGod Schmidt. The Goddess Helga.
 In a display of conspicuous waste on a planetwith no surface water, a fountain bubbled andsang in the
center of the second area. Pat walkedaround it. A man in a dark robe stood quietly inthe next archway,
hands folded in front of him.

 "The goddess has been expecting you," he said, with respect in his voice. He turned, and Pat fol-lowed
him through a door which closed behindthem. Then another door, which was plated in hammered gold.
The inner sanctum was window-less, light coming from one skylight and two oillamps on columns set on
either side of two "thrones."The thrones were also from the abandoned ship,the command chairs from the
control bridge. Theywere still mounted on their swivels, and their backswere to Pat.

 He glanced around. Most of the gold from theshielding of the blink generator had been utilizedin the
inner sanctum. The walls were armoredwith light metal from the ship. Silent, lifeless viewscreens had been
built into the walls as deco-ration. Ship's instruments were grouped around thescreens in neat patterns.

 The priest who had led Pat into the closed throneroom bowed to him, backed away, and went out,
shutting the gold-clad door behind him.

 "Anybody home?" Pat asked, speaking to thehigh backs of the command chairs. One chair be-gan to
turn. "Ha?" Pat said, for there was thequiet purr of an electric motor. In the temple, atleast, there was
power. And this brought a quickthought. The power source was damned wellshielded, for he'd flown
right over the templeinSkimmer and had been unable to detect any-thing.

 The motor hummed, and the command chair turned slowly. He saw her profile first. Her hair had been
swept up into a neat, shimmering, au-burn mass, and the mass was topped by a diademof gold and
jewels. She was dressed in flowing royal purple, and the material was definitely notthe homespun
vegetable fibers of the clothing wornby the villagers.

 Literally stunned by her beauty, Pat was unable to speak. The command chair turned to face him.She
looked down at him with a smile which seemedto enlarge her mouth.

"Hello, Pat," she said.

He had to swallow, then moisten his lips. "Hello,Corinne."

"Now that you're here, you'll have to stay, you know."

"With you?" he asked.

 "Yes," she whispered, rising, gathering her long,purple skirt in one hand to run down the steps ofthe
throne dais toward him.




                                                  EIGHT
 The purple material, of Corinne's long gown wassilky-smooth. It clung to her, and allowed the soft
warmth of her to come through to Pat's hands.Her lips were more than he had remembered, andthere
was an urgency in her kiss which sent asurge of elation through him. Something of valuelost, then
reattained, increases in value. With herin his arms he forgot, for the moment, all that hadhappened
between them in the past.

After a long, delicious time, she pushed him away,her small hands against his chest. "You shouldn't be
here," she said.

 Sanity returned to him. This small, exquisitely constructed lady had drugged him, had comman-deered
his ship and altered restricted computertapes in a way which had almost cost him his shipand his license.
She'd stolen Murphy's Stone. Beau-tiful she was, and he loved her. He knew that now,his mouth still
tasting her kiss, but she had someexplaining to do.

"Come," she said, taking his hand. "It wouldn'tdo for the priests to see their goddess being sohuman."

"Just what goddess are you?" he asked.

"I am Hera, Queen of Heaven, and Inana, Astarte,Isis, plus a few others."

"You'll have to introduce me," Pat said. "I don'tknow any of those ladies."

 "That's not surprising," Corinne said, as sheopened a door leading into an apartment whichwas well lit
and furnished with modern items. "Itwas strange to me, too, until I read the sacredbooks."

"I'd like to read them."

"Perhaps you'll have the chance." She flowedtoward a bar, turned. "I have only Taratwo wines."

He grinned wryly. "The last time you gave me adrink it hit me pretty hard."

"Pat, I'm sorry. That was necessary."

"I think I'd like you to start explaining now whyit was," he said.

 She sighed, poured two glasses of red wine,flowed to stand in front of him. "I will explain,"she said.
"First let me say that I'm so happy to see you. Really."

He wanted to believe. He took the glass. "No funny Zedeian drugs this time?"

"No," she said, with a sad little smile.

 She was the only stimulant he needed. He didn'tneed the wine. He took one sip, reached out andtook
her glass from her hand, put the glasses on a table. She made no resistance as he pulled her intohis arms.
Her arms went around him and hismouth covered hers, and as the kiss deepened hefelt a small,
insignificant sting at the base of hisneck. Her kiss deepened, but the joy of it was goneas a wave of shock
and deep hurt killed his desirefor her. He jerked her hands down from around hisneck and forced her
right hand open. The smallhand syringe was cupped there. The quarter-inch injection needle showed a
small drop of clear fluidat its tip.
"Oh, damn," Pat said, as weakness seemed toflow throughout his body.

"It will be all right," she said, her face no longersmiling. "Sit down, please."

He made it to a large sofa before the darknesstook him.

 Awareness came back to him with a rush. Hefelt fine. There was no fuzziness in his brain. Heopened his
eyes and squinted, for he was looking into a bright light on the ceiling over his head. He tried to move and
discovered that he was secured quite firmly by straps. He was in a half-recliningposition on a soft,
comfortable couch. His shirthad been removed. There was a slight chill to the air which told him that, in
addition to the electric lights, the room was climate-conditioned.

 He jerked his head to the left. A man in a white smock stood beside him, looking down at him withhis
lips thrust out thoughtfully.

"Relax, Captain Howe," the man said. "No harm will come to you. We merely require some infor-
mation."

"Where is Corinne?" He needed to talk to her, totell her how disappointed he was by this new be-trayal.
And yet he was not too chagrined. It didn't really matter, did it? He felt fine. There seemed tobe a glow
of health and well-being in him.

 The man in the white smock turned his back,walked away. Pat saw that under the smock theman wore a
long, dark robe like the priest whohad greeted him upon his arrival at the temple.

 The man came back. "You will feel no pain," hesaid, as he pushed a mister against Pat's bare arm and
injected something that burned only slightlythrough Pat's skin. The man then pulled a tallstool up beside
the couch and perched there, look-ing down.

Ah, Pat was thinking, it was a beautiful world, and the couch was so comfortable, and how con-siderate
of them to make him so comfortable.

"I am your friend," the man said, smiling.

"Yes."

"You are my friend. You want to help me. Youwant to tell me everything I want to know."

"Sure, be glad to," Pat said, filled with warmthfor the man, filled with peace, and happiness.

"And you will hold nothing back," the man said,"because you want Corinne to know all, don't you?"

 Such a burst of emotion in him as he thought ofher. "Oh, yes," he said. He laughed. He knew ev-
erything. They were using a mind-domination drugon him, and that was so very, very illegal that it was
funny.

"You are happy," the man said. "You are laugh-ing with happiness, and you want to help us."

"I'd have done it without the illegal drug," Patsaid, still laughing happily.

"I'm sure you would have," the man said, with asmile. "Now, let us begin. Tell me, Captain Howe, how
you found us and tell me who knows that youare here."

 Pat chuckled happily and told all. He told howXanthos Central Control had detected Corinne's
tampering with the trip tape, and how he'd wormedthe truth out of the old man, and how he'd beenable
simply to follow the blink coordinates to Dorchlunt.

He was chortling so happily that he had to be primed to go on.

"And did you file a flight plan with XanthosCentral?"

 "Heck, no," Pat said. "Couldn't, except in gen-eral. I gave them the known blink beacon, of course,and
then I just said that I'd be exploring unchar-teredspace."

"And the blink coordinates?" the man asked."Did you file the blink coordinates for Dorchlunt?"

 "No," Pat said. He laughed. "But they're on fileat X&A. They have copies of the old man's tapefrom his
self-diagnosis chamber. All they'd have todo is dig out the coordinates from that tape and they'd come
right here, no problem. Simple trip once you have the right coordinates."

"In your opinion, how long will X&A wait, whenyou don't close your flight plan?"

"Oh, weeks and weeks, I'd say. Maybe months. Itold Jeanny that I might be gone for a while. Yousee, I
guess that I believed, deep inside, that I'dfind Corinne, and that I might be staying withher."

"And so you have found her," the man said."Now, let us begin again, Captain Howe."

 He went through it again, laughing merrily, hav-ing a wonderful time with his new friend. "I imag-ine
Jeanny might worry about me," he said."Because of the personal relationship there—but Idon't love
Jeanny, I love Corinne—she might start a search for me in, oh, maybe two months. Thatwould be my
guess. She wouldn't want to mount a search for me and have me show up on Xanthos inthe middle of it.
So she'll wait. She knows I'mcapable of taking care of myself. I got here, didn'tI? I found Corinne, didn't
I?" He laughed for the sheer joy of it.

"Now again," the man said.

 "Hey, this isn't much fun anymore," Pat said,but he went through it again, beginning to feel tired, and as
he talked there was no laughing asthe tiredness grew and became bone-weariness, aheavy exhaustion
which made it an effort to breathe.As he said, once more, that Jeanny probablywouldn't begin to worry
about him for a month or six weeks he gave up, surrendered to the exhaus-tion, slept.

 The couch was no longer comfortable. It washard, and narrow. The lights had been dimmed.He ached
in every bone, in every muscle. He liftedone arm, and the effort tired him, sent him backinto sleep. When
next he awoke he lay quietly,forced his eyes open. He was in a stone-lined room,and the room was
windowless. The light camefrom one fixture, dimly, the fixture sunken intothe rock of the ceiling. He
heard someone breath-ing and, with a great effort, turned his head.

 He lay on a narrow ledge, the stone cushionedonly by a rough homespun blanket. An old man inthe tunic
and skirt which was Dorchlunt's cos-tume lay on another ledge across the small room.

"Ah, young man, you are awake?"
"I think so," Pat said.

"Just in time. They will feed us soon."

Food was the last thing on Pat's mind. He strug-gled and finally was able to push himself into asitting
position, feet on the stone floor. "What isthis place?"

 "The waiting place," the old man said. He, too,sat up, ran his fingers through his graying hair. Helooked
at Pat with a little smile. "You are tooyoung to be sent to Zede."

"Zede?"

 "I am not complaining, mind you," the old mansaid, "but there are laws. One must work andproduce the
required number of years before earn-ing the reward."

"So you are here, in the waiting place, havingearned your reward?" Pat asked.

 "Yes." The old man mused. "Well, perhaps you did some great unusual service which merits early
reward. Is that true?"

 "Yes, it is true," Pat said. He was feeling a bitbetter. He was no longer happy, however, and hefelt no
friendliness at all toward the man who hadinjected him with an illegal mind-dominance drug.It was no
consolation to him to know that he was not the first man to have been fooled and betrayedby a woman.
And yet there was something insidehim which could not accept Corinne as evil, asbeing a willing
participant in whatever the hell it was that was going on on a planet where the popu-lation was beautiful,
healthy, and living in primi-tive conditions next door to a "temple" where somewell-shielded power
source produced electricity. Perhaps it was hopelessly romantic of him, he wasthinking, but he chose to
cast Corinne in the roleof victim, too. There could have been no faking thesincerity of that kiss there in
the throne room, and even as she was drugging him again, she'd beenkissing him with a fierce
possessiveness which said to him, love, love.

"So perhaps we will go to Zede together," theold man said.

"You're looking forward to it, then?" Pat asked.

The old man looked at him strangely. "To beforever alive on the golden fields of Zede? To haveall of
one's desires, and be united with all thosewho have gone before us? Why do we work? Whydo we
observe the laws?"

"To live forever amid the splendors of the heav-enly fields of Zede," Pat said, and the old mannodded.

 "My friend," Pat said, "I will make a confessionto you, since we are going to travel to Zede to-gether.
My service was in the field of the mind."He didn't know exactly how far to go with the lie."I worked with
the priests to delve into the depthsof the mind. Do you understand?"

 The old man was looking at him with interest."How fortunate you are," he said. "And did youpartake of
the joy magic?"

 Pat nodded. "There is one complication," he said."Having experienced such joy, the mind is dulled,and
the memory is blunted."
"Yes, yes, I have seen those who have experi-enced the joy magic."

 "Since I am going to Zede," Pat said, "I wouldhave my mind clear, my memories intact, lest Icommit
some sin of omission. Can you help me?"

"I will try."

"Tell me of the sacred books."

"Alas," the old man said. "I was not chosen tobe a scholar. I know little of the sacred books of
Fonforster."

"If you will tell me the little you know I will begrateful," Pat said.

 "Well, then, when we came from theforfarvelts,fleeing the fury of the Beast, and the wings failed, there
was left to us only the Fonforster. Even thenthe sacred books were ancient, printed upon pa-per, bound
with leather to last the ages, unlike the wisdom which was lost with the angel wings. Theyare with us still,
the ancient and sacred books ofFonforster, our sacred guide to living a life of mean-ing, and the wise
ones, who interpret, who areentrusted with keeping the lights of Fonforster glow-ing, feed their souls
upon the sacred writings andinform us, the people."

"Everyone goes to Zede?" Pat asked, just tryingto prime the old man to keep talking.

 "In his own time. You see, all the gods promise it.Even if it is not, as I have been told, spelled out inthe
sacred books, it was revealed, in the ancientdays, to the priests. When the time is come oneenters the
place of waiting, and is given time topurify his soul in thought before undertaking the journey. I am told
that it is a beautiful sleep, withsecret-revealing dreams, and that after a little sleepwe awake with the gods
and those who have gonebefore. There food grows under the soft, sweetrains, and the gods themselves
harvest and dis-tribute it and are one with us. There we will walk hand in hand with the great Jove, and
noble Osiris,and the great Jesus."

"My friend, my mind is truly in a muddle. Iseem to be unable to remember the names of thegods."

 The old man laughed. "You are not alone, brother.Only the wisest can remember all of them, forthere
are hundreds, thousands, including those who,coming first to this place of redemption and cleans-ing
labor, become gods."

"I know Jesus," Pat said.

 "Yes, a god among gods," the old man said. Hesmiled. "Although I am now enlightened, therewas a time
in my youth when I fear that I camealmost to agree with the heretics, who—" Hepaused, and looked
around nervously.

"Yes?" Pat asked.

The old man crossed himself and then performedseveral more movements of sacred import. "They,the
heretics, said that Jesus and his father werethe One God."

After a long pause, Pat asked, "How is the jour-ney to Zede accomplished, friend?"

"On the invisible and all-powerful wings of theangels."
"As we are?"

 "No, no. We have no need for this gross body. We are, in eternity, not creatures of the flesh, butof the
spirit."

"Ah," Pat said. "A little sleep, and then thesoul is winged off to Zede on the wings of an-gels?"

The old man nodded. "And thus," he said, "isthe sacred number preserved."

"The sacred number?"

"The number of the people. There can never bemore than twoscore past five thousand."

 Pat felt a chill. Another question was answered.There was no evidence of an expanding populationon
Dorchlunt. His overflight had shown the areaaround the temple to be the only area of habita-tion on the
planet. To keep the population stable must require rigid birth control, and the "sendingto Zede" of older
people. Looking back, he realizedthat all of the men he'd seen seemed to be of an age between late teens
and no more than forty,with the single exception of the Elder, AdrianKleeper.

 "The ancestor worlds," Pat asked, when he hadrecovered from the chilling shock of realization."Is there
a name for them?"

"The sacred names," the old man breathed, and,in a sing song, began to chant off the names of a
half-dozen Zedeian planets. Of the six he named,five had been destroyed in the Zedeian war by theUP
planet reducers.

The old man clasped his hands as if in prayer,looked upward. "And the father world, the worldof
Fonforster, from whence came the sacred andancient books, the treasure of the world, the trea-sure of
Zede, the sacred writings and the god listsand the stories of their triumphs and acts."

 Pat had more questions ready. He was forestalledby a sound of the door opening. A priest stoodthere,
smiling at the old man. "Father," the priestsaid, "you may come with me."

A smile lit the old man's face. "It is time, then?"

"It is time," the priest said.

"My friend," the old man said, coming to Pat'scot to take his hand, "my journey begins. I'm sorry you're
not going with me. Since your memory hasbeen blunted, I'm sure the good priests will re-fresh it, so that
you may prepare for your ownjourney."

 Pat felt cold. He wished for his weapons, for anyweapon. The old man was going to his death witha
smile on his face, gladness in his heart. He rose,still a bit weak, paced the small cell. He had nodoubt in
his mind that he'd be next, and there seemed to be nothing he could do about it. Helooked around for a
weapon. There were only thetwo homespun blankets on the rock ledges whichserved as cots. Otherwise
the room was bare. Hewas dressed in shirt, beltless pants, underwear,and the soft, comfortable slip-on
shoes he favored.A shoe was not heavy enough to make a weapon.He had only his hands. He resolved
to use them when they came for him. He would not submitcalmly, without a struggle, to the injection, or
whatever they used, to send a man into a littlesleep and then on that "journey to Zede."
When the door opened he was standing with his back against the wall next to it. The door opened
outward and he held his breath, waiting for apriest to step inside.

"Pat?"

 That soft, throaty voice, and then she steppedinto the cell, Corinne. She'd changed from the longpurple
gown into a neat coverall singlet, belted atthe waist. He lowered his hands. She saw him,turned to him
and smiled.

 "I told them to bring you to me immediatelywhen they had finished," she said. She shivered. "Idid not
intend to have them put youhere."

 She knew, and she accepted it. What kind ofwoman was she? He was looking at her with new eyes.
"There was an old man here. He was being sent to Zede."

 She looked down, and her face saddened. "Soon,such measures will no longer be necessary. Wewill be
able to educate them out of their super-stitions."

"Corinne, just who is 'we'?"

 "Not here," she said. She turned and left thecell, and he followed. There were no guards, nopriests. They
came out into a stone corridor, madea turn, and were back at the apartment whereshe'd stabbed the
syringe into his neck. Inside, shesat down. He stood facing her.

"I won't offer you a drink," she said, with afunny little grin.

"I don't think I could stand another of yourdrinks."

 "Pat, it was necessary. We're so close now. Wehad to know what chance there was of your being
followed here, and, knowing you, I don't thinkwe'd have gotten the whole truth without the drugs.There's
no lasting ill effect."

"As there was with the dexiapherzede?"

"I didn't know that the side effects were so terri-ble. I swear that to you."

"And yet you kept me pumped full of it for sevenand a half days."

She looked down.

"Why didn't you just tell me you wanted tocome here to Dorchlunt?"

"I wasn't sure of you, Pat. And it was so vitalthat I get the diamond here. I couldn't go back toZede II
with you with the diamond aboard. They would have—" She paused.

"The diamond is here?"

She nodded.

"Who are they, and what would they have donewith the diamond?"
She sighed again. "Pat, it's a long story. Perhapswe had better have that drink."

"I'll do it, and I'll stay carefully beyond yourreach," he said, moving to the bar to pour thatvery good
Taratwo brandy. He sat on the arm ofthe sofa. She was curled into a chair, legs partiallyunder her.

 "When my brother was fifteen he went to ZedeII on a government scholarship to continue hisstudy of
ancient history. He did his thesis on theZedeian war of a thousand years ago. He was quitethe young
prodigy, astounding the learned profes-sors with his skill in writing, and with his ability to retain
knowledge, so they opened the archives to him, gave him free run. He discovered a govern-ment file
tucked away in crates of documents whichhad once been classified top secret, but were thenso old that
secrecy didn't matter. Most of themwere just dry statistics—the accounts of interestabout the war had
long since been removed andfiled elsewhere—but my brother was, and is, avery thorough man. He found
one encoded docu-ment and spent weeks with the computers break-ing the code."

Pat eased himself down onto the sofa. Appar-ently she was going to take a long time getting up to
present-day events.

"You know the background of the Zedeian war?"

"In summary, yes."

 "There's more tradition still alive on the Zedeworlds than in the rest of the UP," she said. "Theirlegends
are more explicit, for example. I've readthe books of Zedeian myths and legends. They refer, not too
specifically, and sometimes in fanci-ful, symbolic language, to the original world, tothe Old Earth."

"Yes, I've heard of some of those myths. Seriousscholars discount them, because, after all, the Zede
worlds were settled by the same people who set-tled the original UP planets."

 "But the Zedeians, at least the traditionalists,insist that the Zede worlds were settled separately,and only
later, after thousands of years, mergedwith the growing UP."

"Well, whatever," Pat said.

 "The Zedeian myths state that before the nu-clear war on Old Earth, Earth was split by rivalrybetween
two philosophies, or beliefs, or forms ofgovernment—that part is not quite clear. TheZedeians, even
back in the dark beginnings of theirhistory, had a tradition of militarism. They saythat they are the
descendants of the greatest raceof warriors ever produced on Old Earth, and thatwas the feeling that led,
in part, to the war."

"Makes sense," Pat said. "Delusions of grandeur."

 "Ah?" she asked, raising an eyebrow. "They hadfought the vastly more populous UP to a standstillbefore
the UP used planet reducers."

"OK, I'll concede that they're fighters," Pat said.

"And more scientific advancesstill come fromthe Zede worlds than from the rest put together,"she said.

"I'd have to see figures on that."

"No matter. Before the UP began to use planetreducers the Zedeians had been working on a new,very
powerful weapon. When it became apparentthat they would have to surrender they loaded allthe
scientists and technicians who had been work-ing on that weapon onto a colonization ship—"

"Ah, ha," Pat said.

 "Yes. It's still there. Up there." She glanced up-ward. "Their mission was to lose themselves inspace.
They traveled, however, in a predetermineddirection, the direction least likely to attract pur-suit. Toward
the core. That way, if, somehow, theZedeians averted total defeat, ships could look forthem, and find
them. They were ordered to con-tinue to work on the weapon, and they were very close to having it
perfected. If they ironed out thelast flaws in it, they were to arm the six ship'slaunches—"

"Six launches against the UP battle fleets?"

"—and return to rescue the Zede Empire."

 "Let me do some guessing," Pat said. "Theyfound only this one poor, barren planet. They werenot too
excited about it, but they'd gone just aboutas far toward the core as they could go. They putthe ship in
orbit and continued to work on theweapon, and one of the experiments, or something,went wrong,
disabling the ship, leaving them no choice but to land on the planet and make the bestof it."

 Corinne nodded. "You've seen this world. It doesnot have the capacity to support a normal popula-tion,
and the Zedeian scientists had few resources. It takes numbers, large numbers, to build a tech-nological
civilization. The planet would not sup-port such numbers, so the scientists set up a systemwhich has
lasted for a thousand years. They limitedpopulation growth by birth control, at first, andthen—and believe
me, Pat, this is none of ourdoing—they had to resort to euthanasia of the old."

 "Justifying it as sending the individual to hishard-earned reward, heaven on Zede. How did the priests, or
the scientists, get such a hold on them?"

 "All of the ship's information, all data, books,tapes, everything, was destroyed in the explosionand fire.
There was left only one set of books,books on the superstitions and religions of OldEarth. There are
twelve volumes, and even the present-day priests believe them to be the originalvolumes brought out
from Old Earth. We've datedthe material, however, and it's obvious that thebooks have been reproduced
several times, becausethe existing ones are less than two thousand years old. However, the material
seems to be authentic. My brother was ecstatic. He said they were, to his knowledge, the only surviving
bit of printed material from Old Earth."

"If that's true, the scholars of the galaxy deserveto be able to study them," Pat said.

"Soon," she said. "Very soon."

"Tell me about the books."

"They were written in the language spoken by the people of Dorchlunt. There are dates. They're
meaningless to us, even when we compare themwith the oral records of the mutated Earthlings.The
books were first published in a year measuredby predestruction Earth calendars as 1896."

"We know from our efforts on Old Earth thatseveral calendars were used before the destruction."

 "Yes, but the books are predestruction, very old,and very interesting. The author, a—I'll have tospell
this—Klaus von Forster—"
"Funforster," Pat said.

 "Yes. The author tells of hundreds of deities. It seems that every small segment of the human raceon Old
Earth had its own gods. Funforster madeno judgments. He, apparently, believed in no god.He simply
recorded the works and the word andthe sacred writings of the various gods. The scien-tists used the
books to create a code of laws andbehavior. The books gave them sacred authority,for why else had
they been saved from burning onthe ship?"

"May I see the books?"

"Yes, of course. Later. There is much more totell."

"Before you begin, I'd like to know the source ofthis power." He indicated the lights.

"It comes from a nuclear reactor," she said.

Pat's eyes narrowed. "My God," he said.

"Didn't you know that the excuse the UP usedfor destroying planets was that the Zedeians wereusing
nuclear weapons?"

"I've probably read it, yes." A thought came tohim. "Your brother—did he also discover direc-tions on
how to make nuclear weapons? And hassomeone tested nuclear weapons within the past decade or so?"

"We have no need of nuclear weapons," she said."The Zedeian weapon is far more final in results."

"So is a planet reducer."

"A planet reducer will be useless against ourweapon."

Pat whistled. "Tell me about the weapon."

 "Not just yet," she said. "You asked about the power source here. The colonization ship had anuclear
reactor aboard, a very advanced one whichcreated more fuel than it burned. They had not, inthose days,
perfected the techniques of drawingship's power from the blink generator."

"But not all ships had nuclear reactors. Theyused solar power."

 "The reactor was more efficient, and had theadvantage of being transferable to a planet, if a planet was
found."

"You're telling me that the Zedeians built a re-actor which would last a thousand years?"

 "Yes, with alterations and repairs, of course.The scientists, upon landing here, began immedi-ately to
transcribe the scientific knowledge neces-sary to keep the reactor in operation, and tocontinue work on
the weapon. With all other knowl-edge lost, or irrelevant to the main mission, andwith resources scant, all
aspects of life except tech-nical skills were allowed to revert to a mode whichsuited the environment.
You have a curious mix-ture in the average Dorchlunt man. All those strongyoung men in the villages
know how to chop woodand plant crops and harvest them by hand, butput a set of test instruments and
tools in theirhands and they become superb technicians. Quitea few of them can recite the most complex
func-tions of physical law by heart, yet they can't write."

"Who is furnishing them with modern food sup-plements and preventive-medicine tablets?"

 "That's a new thing. It's merely a precaution.When my brother found this planet, they were ashealthy and
sturdy as they are now. But just incase we had brought a few disease organismswith us, we began to
distribute what they call theprayer tablets."

"So your brother found the ship and the planet?"

"He had trouble organizing the expedition. We weren't rich. In fact, we were poor. Our father wasa
hard-scrabble miner—"

"On Taratwo?"

"Yes. It was my brother's scholastic accomplish-ments which finally convinced the government thatthere
was great potential gain in finding that old Zedeian ship."

"I can't resist anticipating what happened," Patsaid.

She smiled and held up one hand, asking forpatience. "I'm almost finished."

"Go on, then," Pat said.

 "When my brother arrived here the prieststhought that he was from Zede, and that he'dcome to deliver
them from their long exile. He wastreated as a god, and he immediately saw thepotential of his status. He
was shown the weapon,and saw that it was powerful, but that it hadweaknesses. The triggering
mechanism for the mo-lecular reaction inside the weapon had come fromthe resonance of excited carbon
molecules. The sci-entists here had used a form of pressed carbon,and it took a huge mass of it to do the
job. Thatmade the mass of the weapon too large to bemounted on anything smaller than a battlecruiser.
My brother grasped the theory and realized thatthe weapon could be made small and, moreover,more
effective, by using—"

"A diamond, set to resonating by, maybe, a la-ser," Pat said. "Murphy's Stone."

 "A diamond," Corinne said, "but my brotherhad no way of smuggling out enough diamonds of the proper
size to provide one exciter per weapon. A bit of experimentation proved that the larger thediamond, the
greater the forces generated, andthat the excitation impulses could be broadcastfrom a central point.
Murphy's Stone happened to be just the right size to be used on my brother's flagship to provide the
triggering impulse for the entire fleet."

"So the Zede worlds," Pat said, "have never forgotten the lost war, are going to conquer thegalaxy with a
weapon better than a planet reducer?"

"No," she said, shaking her head, "not the ZedeWorlds."

"Who, then?"

"The Brendens. Taratwo."

He didn't catch that use of the name Brenden inthe plural at that moment. He was stunned by the
ambition of the Man, of that tinpot dictator of apissant world far out in the periphery of the galaxy.

"But why all the cloak-and-dagger to get the bigdiamond off Taratwo?" he asked.

 "The agents of Zede are everywhere on our planet," she said. "We have identified many ofthem, and
allow them to continue to spy on us,being very careful not to allow them to learn any-thing important. It
has been necessary for us tocooperate with the Zedeians in order to obtaincredit for the fleet we need.
We had to hint atmany things to get their interest—a new and all-powerful weapon, for example. That
secret wassafe, being known only here on this world. A spy,however, somehow learned that a sizable
diamondhad been found on Taratwo. The Zedeians de-manded it as part payment on our debt, and, as
you recall, we just barely escaped with it."

"Let's get back to the weapon. Tell me about it."

"Not yet, not just now." She rose and came tostand before him, reaching for his hands. "Pat, I'vetold my
brother that I'm in love with you. I'vepromised him that you'll choose to join us. We cancertainly use you.
We're short of experienced space-men. I've misused you, and I've lied to you, butI'm not lying now. It
will be wonderful when we'vefreed the entire populated galaxy, when we've elim-inated all need, and
hunger, and government tyr-anny. Be with me, please, Pat?"

 His mind was whirling. "Corinne, there's no hun-ger in this galaxy. We draw on the resources and
industry and agriculture of over five thousand plan-ets. No one goes hungry. There's more work than
there are workers. Oh, you have those few whowon't work, under any circumstances, but eventhey are
fed, and housed, and given good medicaltreatment."

"There is hunger and need on Taratwo," shesaid, her lips compressing.

"It is Taratwo that chooses to be independent.As a part of the UP—"

 "We'd give up our freedom," she said, her voiceno longer soft. "We'd bow down to those who tellus
what we can and cannot do, how we can liveand how we cannot live, where we can go andwhere we
cannot go."

"Honey, there have to be rules in any civilizedsociety. I don't find the UP repressive."

"Fool," she spat, whirling away. "And I prom-ised the Brenden."

It registered then. He rose, went to her. She didnot respond when he put his hands on her armsfrom
behind. "The Brenden is your brother?"

"Of course," she said.

"And together you're going to wipe out the fleetsof the UP, the Zedeian worlds included?"

 She jerked away and faced him, eyes blazing. "Itwas the Zedeians who almost killed us when wewere
leaving Taratwo," she said.

"Why?"

 "Because, dammit, we'd been infiltrated. There were traitors in the space service, too, enough toseize
two cruisers and try to kill us, to seize thediamond before I could bring it here."
 Pat had to take time to think. He turned, pickedup his drink. "Corinne, I take it that the time isnear. That
fleet, the one that sent down the tug topick up theSkimmer, that's the Taratwo battlefleet, isn't it? And
you're almost ready."

"Yes." Her mood changed, and she came to him,looked up into his eyes. "Be with me, Pat. TheBrenden
has said we can be married." She put herarms around him and spoke with great intensity."You can help
make it a better galaxy, darling.You can be my prince, my king if my brother dies before you. We can
wipe out all the wrongs, giveevery man his share, his due."

 It was Pat's turn to lie. Perhaps she and herbrother were both mad. It was difficult to believe that the
people of the original colony ship haddeveloped a weapon which would allow Taratwo'stiny fleet to best
the combined fleets of the UP. Before he made any decision, he had to see thatweapon, had to know its
true potential.

"Honey," he said, drawing her close, "I'm half-way convinced. I don't think things are bad enoughin the
UP to warrant such actions as you and yourbrother are contemplating, but I know this. I want to be with
you, regardless."

She kissed him, quickly. "Wonderful. I'm so happy, Pat. So happy."

Suddenly, she was all business again. "My brotherwill be here within the week. In the meantime, Ithink
you'll want to look over our plans, give meyour opinion on the readiness of the fleet. You canbe so much
help, Pat, and we'll be together."

 He was almost convinced, and then he remem-bered his brief time on Taratwo. People there had been
afraid to speak of the dictator, much less tospeak ill of him. The security police had had nocompunction
in gunning down an old miner. Ifthat was a sample of the enlightened freedom whichCorinne and her
brother planned to bring to the galaxy, he wanted no part of it.

"One more question, honey," he said. "Why wereyou working on Zede II?"

 She smiled. "You thought, at first, that I was anagent of Zede II, didn't you? You thought that Ihad been
sent to Taratwo to get something from Brenden. Well, so didthey, so did the Zedeians.They thought I
was their agent, and what theywanted was the Brenden's jewels. Pat, Taratwo is the richest diamond
planet in the galaxy. We haveenough diamonds stored to decorate every fancylady on every world. And
the Zedeians had heardrumors. They wanted diamonds. What they didn'tknow was that I was a
Brenden, that I was onZede to influence them into trade, into tradingships and weapons for emeralds and
rubies."

"Smart," Pat said, with a little feeling of unease.

"How'd you keep it quiet that there were dia-monds on Taratwo?"

 "The government monopoly controlled all of thegood diamond sources. We developed a surefireway of
locating such areas. Now and then an inde-pendent would find a few diamonds, but they wereusually
purchased by the monopoly. Those few that slipped past went unnoticed."

"And Murphy's Stone?"

"I told you the truth about that. The old mancame to me, thinking that my greed would influ-ence me into
helping him get the diamond off theplanet."

"And you knew he was going to be killed. Thesecurity police didn't have detection instrumentsto see
Murphy in the ashfall—you told them hewas going to be there."

 "Pat, he had to die. The secret of such a dia-mond could not be allowed to get back to Zede.They had
the power. We owe them billions. TheUP would not have raised a hand had the Zedeianssent a fleet to
collect the debt, to take over."

Well, old Murphy, Pat was thinking, so yourdeath wasn't just an unlucky accident after all.Rest in peace.

 Can a man ever know a woman? This one. She was the most beautiful woman in the world. God help
him, he was still in love with her, and she'dcalled for the death of an old boonie rat as if byroutine, all in
the name of the cause. Goddam all people with a cause, he was thinking. For twentycenturies the
populated galaxy had_been advanc-ing, always pushing outward, just as if, as somethought, man's
purpose was to dominate all of it, the entire universe, first the Milky Way and then the other numberless
galaxies which stretched outward into the unknown. For a thousand years thatmass madness of humanity,
war, had been undercontrol, and now this slight, beautiful, shapely,desirable, deadly girl was going to
bring back the madness.

She saw his expression change, and mistook hisintent.

"Youare with me," she whispered, smilinghappily.

"All the way," he said.

 Before she, herself, broke off the heated kisseswhich almost led to other things, he had begun towonder
if, after all, she wouldn't be worth it. Withher in his arms he had all he wanted out of theuniverse, but if
she came with power, riches, andall the goodies, wouldn't that be permissible?




                                                   NINE




 Corinne was busy. Doing what, Pat didn't ask. Hehad the freedom of the temple. His first stop was a
shielded, armored room in which rested one mu-seum case with a set of ancient, leather-coveredbooks,
real books, enclosed in climate-controlledglass and resting on velvet. A priest went through a
complicated ritual before opening the case. Pathad no hope of being able to read all the books,all the
thick volumes. He picked up the first.

The language was German, ponderous, careful,exacting.

 "From the beginning," Klaus von Forster hadwritten, far away and back into the dimness oftime, "man, at
the mercy of the elements and the mysteries of the world, sought reassurance, some-thing to prove that
his life was no mere accident,that his existence had meaning beyond meetingthe day to day needs of his
body. It was, perhaps,the elements themselves which first awoke in manthe need to recognize a power
greater than himself."

 Pat put the book down. Such thinking was stillcurrent at the coffee table of undergraduates atXanthos U.
"In the beginning," the young onessaid, "man created God." And one not quite sodaring might say, "If
there were no God, manwould have had to invent him."

 Pat picked passages at random from the various volumes. Interesting, very, very interesting. Thescholars
at the university would bury themselvesin these books for decades, for in the ponderouswords of von
Forster, in the history of religion onOld Earth, were hints of information which was new and dazzling. If
von Forster could be trusted,Earth had had a rich and long history before thedestruction, with fragmented
and isolated segmentsof the population reaching for modern civilizationat different times, in different
areas.

Von Forster would be a feast for the scholar, andthere was no doubt in Pat's mind that the informa-tion
which the man had written to explain thesocial basis for the various religions and cults andgods and
goddesses would give man his deepestlook into his forgotten past.

But that could, perhaps, come later.

 He had Corinne's permission to go anywherewithin the temple complex. It was just a matter of
exploration. The word had obviously been passedto the priests who presided over the functions ofthe
temple, for he was never stopped, never ques-tioned. When he discovered an elevator which onlywent
down, he felt tendrils of excitement. He pushedthe button. The car came up, the door opened, andgoing
into the car, he saw that there was but onefloor below ground level. The elevator opened intoa cavernous
chamber, crowded with equipment,test benches, people.

 He wandered around idly, being nodded to by the "priests" working at various tasks. To him, a lot of the
work going on looked like humbug, forsome of the priests were working with native pro-duce and
vegetation, testing various chemical re-actions. His opinion was confirmed when one busypriest told him
that for twenty years he'd beenworking with a particularly hardy native thornbush, feeding it variously
treated extracts of po-tato pulp in order to influence it to produce edible fruit.

 But behind a shielded door, deep under the earth,white-smocked young men monitored the hundredsof
instruments of the nuclear reactor, and they, atleast, knew what they were doing.

 He saw no odd, deadly weapon. He did not get his first hint of it until he discovered an almosthidden
doorway and went through a sound lockinto the bedlam of excited young voices and anodd hissing of
power followed by low claps ofthunder. He rounded another baffle and saw adozen young men seated in
command chairs, some-thing very much like his own fire-control helmeton their heads. At the far end of
the chamber therewas swift movement and he saw a small, perfectlyoutlined UP battle cruiser flash
across the wall, quickly realized that it was a holo image, saw it shudder as a great shout went up from
the youngmen.
 The next target, for target practice it was, wasmarked with the autonomous flag of the Zede sys-tems,
and that cruiser was blasted—the low thun-der was artificial and came from speakers mounted near the
target area—by his young friend Gorben,occupying the command chair closest to him. Hewalked over to
stand behind Gorben.

"Honored One," Gorben said, "we are indeedblessed that you come to watch our schooling."

"Carry on," Pat said.

"I shall blast an enemy ship especially for you,Honored One," Gorben said.

 A UP destroyer zoomed toward them out of thedistance, and with incredible swiftness and dex-terity
Gorben brought the snout of his weapon tobear and caught the destroyer in a looping evasiveturn. The
low thunder came as the image of the destroyer glowed.

"And thus perish all followers of the Anti-Christ,"Gorben said.

"You're pretty good with that thing," Pat said.

"Honored One, I am the cadet leader, thus hon-ored for my studious concentration and my luckwith the
Devil Destroyer."

"Congratulations," Pat said. "Keep up the good work, Gorben."

 They were all good, all the young men. And thefire-direction controls were the latest available.All
Gorben had to do was direct his eyes and histhoughts to the target and the odd-looking short- snouted
weapon swiveled with a hum of gears, thesnout moving almost faster than the eye couldfollow. Pat
suspected that the entire setup wasnothing more than a simulator. If the weaponshad been putting out any
kind of beam, or charge,the solid stone wall behind the target area would have been affected, possibly
reflecting the force back toward the men behind the weapons. How-ever, it was a highly effective
simulator, with the target ships being in scale to the distances at whicha battle in space would be fought at
laser range.

 Pat watched until a priest called a halt to thefiring practice, dismissed one group of young men,and while
they stood around, chattering excitedlyabout the exercise, seated another group behindthe weapons. Pat
walked toward the exit withGorben.

"Will you be with us, Honored One?" Gorbenasked.

"I'm not sure yet," Pat said.

 "You shouldn't miss it, Honored One. What aglorious moment it will be when we destroy allthe minions
of the evil satans and demons and are, ourselves, returned to power and the glory whichwas once ours,
through our godly ancestors."

"You are expert with the weapon," Pat said,fishing for information. "Do you know how itfunctions?"

"Honored One," Gorben said, "I can take theDevil Destroyer apart piece by piece and reassem-ble it
with my eyes hidden."
"Good, very good. Can you also repair and main-tain the power source?" He was still fishing. Obvi-
ously, such a weapon had to have a power source.

"I am not schooled in that phase," Gorben said."I know, however, that the power source camewith our
godly ancestors, and that the secret iscontained within the shell in the form of minutemagic writings on thin
wafers of magic. It is whathappens within the Devil Destroyer itself which is in my field of schooling."

The other young men in Gorben's group hadhurried on, eager to be outside in the pleasantclimate of
Dorchlunt. Pat and Gorben walked downa long corridor toward the exit alone.

"Let's test your schooling, young man," Pat said."Recite to me your lessons regarding the Devil
Destroyer."

 "Sir," Gorben said briskly, coming to a halt, standing at attention. He began to rattle off sub-atomic data,
most of which was beyond Pat's understanding. He knew enough of the theory to be amazed that the
scientists of Zede had been soadvanced in the field over a thousand years ago.

 "Very good," Pat said, wishing that he'd beenable to record Gorben's recitation. "Now here's another
exercise, Gorben. As you know, we willsoon be going back to the glory of Zede, where wewill
encounter people not so advanced as we. Let'simagine that we have been returned to our glory,and that
a new ally, a new friend who does notunderstand your learning, asks you just how the Devil Destroyer
works. What would you tell him,in nontechnical language?"

"This imagined friend does not know the magicwords?"

"No. He is unschooled in the magic."

"Ah," Gorben said. "That is difficult."

"We will imagine that I am that person, and Iwill ask you questions. First, what is the source of the Devil
Destroyer's power?'

 "Sir," Gorben said, "the final emission of devil-destroying purity originates from two sources ofpower.
One, the primary power source, can bedriven in several ways, by solar heat, by electricitygenerated by a
nuclear reactor, or by the auxiliarypower systems of a ship. The primary power source provides
accelerated-particle energy to tap the sec-ondary power source, which is mounted in theDevil Destroyer
itself. Calling the power source inthe Devil Destroyer secondary is somewhat mis-leading, since it is
there, in the closed system, thatthe particles are accelerated to multiples of the speed of light—"

"Whoa," Pat said. "Can you explain that to me?"

"Honored One, I thought I was explaining."

"Yes, but I'm that imagined man who knowsnothing about—what was it you said, the closedsystem?"

 "Sir, the magic bullets which make up the atom are caught and held, ever accelerating, in a closed
system—" He paused, and his brow wrinkled inconcentration. "As if going around in circles, un-able to
escape until released by the discharge ofthe Devil Destroyer—" He paused again. He knewhis lessons
well, but to put them into nonscientificlanguage was beyond his ability.

"How is it possible to have both the power andthe space to accelerate subatomic particles in so confined
an area?" Pat asked.

 "Ah, Honored One, that is the magic of the godSargoff, who first tapped the binding energy of the
copper molecule."

 Ah, now he was getting somewhere. Ever sinceX&A's one risky venture into intergalactic space had
resulted in the discovery of the dead Artuneecivilization and the one relic, a book in the Artuneelanguage,
UP scientists had been wrestling unsuc-cessfully with a theory of a new power source of such potential
destructiveness that it made a planetreducer look like a child's toy. The Artunee, or sothe book said, had
discovered how to release the binding energy of the copper molecule.

He obviously needed more information. If theZede scientists had actually solved the Artuneesecret a few
hundred years before X&A evenbrought back the manuscript from the collidinggalaxies in Cygnus, he'd
need to get a warning, somehow, back to a UP planet.

 Further questioning of Gorben produced no moreresults. The boy simply had no way of expressing
himself outside the rote of his schooling. However,Pat did learn one tidbit of doubtful utility. Grasping at
straws, Pat had asked, "But why are themen of Dorchlunt the only operators of the Devil Destroyers?"

 Gorben beamed proudly. "It is our schooling,sir. We are schooled on the Devil Destroyers from
childhood, as were our fathers and their fathersbefore them. Only we have the necessary skills,sir."

"What skills are required?" Pat asked.

Gorben searched for words. "It is difficult to explain, sir. Only we can smell the exact momentof full
potential."

Pat was at a loss. "You smell with your nosewhen the weapon is ready to be fired?"

"Not with the nose, sir, with all the senses. Wesmell it with our hands, our bellies, our—"

"Do you feel something, some charge, some indi-cation of power?"

"You can say that, sir. Yes, we smell, feel, sense,I can't explain."

"And why is this important?"

 Gorben's face was serious. "Should the closedsystem be allowed to accelerate beyond capacity,sir, the
results would be disastrous."

"Explosion?"

 "The Devil Destroyer would overflow and re-lease its purity in the immediate area of the Devil Destroyer
itself, and we would feel its purity in-stead of the satans."

 Pat had more questions, but two priests camewalking casually toward them, looking at Gorben
questioningly.

"Honored One," Gorben said, "I am supposed toleave the temple immediately upon the comple-tion of
my schooling."
"Go, then," Pat said. "Keep up the good work."



 Pat wished for a good book on theoretical phys-ics, or the use ofSkimmer's library for an hour. Onthe
surface of it, the weapon Gorben called theDevil Destroyer was just another beam weapon.Perhaps it
was more powerful, but it didn't makesense that any beam weapon would be overwhelm-ing enough to
justify Corinne's sincere belief thatthe Brenden's small fleet could take on and de-stroy the UP.

He started back toward Corinne's private apart-ment, took a corridor that he had not walked be-fore,
discovered a golden door. The door was locked.As he tried to open it a priest came around the corner
of the corridor and nodded, then halted.

"Sir," the priest said, "that is the private sanc-tuary of the adepts. Respectfully, sir, I must tellyou that no
one other than those who have takenthe sacred oath are allowed inside."

"Thank you," Pat said.

"I was seeking you, sir," the priest said. "Thegoddess requires your presence in the rear garden."

 The priest led Pat to an exit at the rear of the temple. TheSkimmer, grand old squatting, squar-ish space
tug that she was, sat in an open areapast the flowering garden. Corinne stood beside it,waiting.

"I thought you'd be more comfortable on your own ship," she said.

"Where are we going?"

"There is a test I think you should witness," shesaid.

 Once aboard, she gave him coordinates for ashort blink, which he executed after taking theship up a few
thousand feet on thrusters.

 Brenden's fleet, two thousand ships strong, layin close formation in open space, Dorchlunt's sunon the
left flank of the formation. Corinne estab-lished contact, spoke softly into the communica-tor, then
directed Pat to putSkimmer below andsunward of the fleet.

 "The old cruiser, there at the front of the forma-tion, is unmanned," Corinne said. "There are onlytest
animals aboard."

 As she spoke, the cruiser's flux engines came tolife, sending a glow from the thrusters. The ship
accelerated quickly away from the vanguard of thefleet.

"Only the flagship will fire," Corinne said. Theflagship, on the point, was a sleek new dreadnaught.

 The target ship was getting almost beyond visi-bility and nothing had happened, and then, forone brief
moment, the old cruiser seemed to glow.The glow disappeared and nothing was changed.The cruiser
sped on, detectable now only by ship'sinstruments.

 "Cory," said a voice onSkimmer's communica-tor, "let's see if that man of yours can fly. Go latchon to
that cruiser and stop it and wait until I get there."
 "Will do," Corinne said. She nodded to Pat. HeputSkimmer into motion. She hadn't done a tugjob in a
long time, but the program was still therein the computer. It didn't take long to catch up with the cruiser,
utilizing one quick blink, andthen the old man eased theSkimmer alongside the ship until the hulls were
almost touching, enclosed the cruiser inSkimmer's powerful field, and decel-erated. The flagship
emerged quite close, using the mass of the two ships as a target for a close blink,and two men in space
gear emerged from a lock.

 Pat stayed on the bridge, keeping an eye onthings, using the time to scan the cruiser. The shipgave no
more indication of life, or of activatedmachinery, than had the long-abandoned colonyship which swam its
eternal orbit around Dorchlunt.

 A mountain of a man with hair the same color as Corinne's came onto the bridge first, havingshed his
space gear. He was resplendent in a uni-form which was very similar to that of an X&AAdmiral. Another
man in uniform followed him.

The red-haired giant studied Pat for a moment."By God, Cory," he said, "you found yourself ahandsome
one, but is he a fighter?"

"He handled those two renegade cruisers," Co-rinnesaid.

 Pat felt as if someone were talking about him in his absence. But then Corinne looked at him andwinked.
"Pat, this is my very big brother, the Brenden."

Do you shake hands with a dictator? Pat won-dered. Brenden solved the problem, lumbering for-ward,
hand outthrust, and there was no childishsqueezing contest, just firm contact, with Brenden'sgreen eyes
boring into his.

 "Pat, is it?" Pat nodded. "I hope you soon bedthis wench, Pat. It'll damn well take some of thesharp
edges off her tongue."

"Brenden," Corinne said, blushing.

 "By God," Brenden roared, laughing, "if sheweren't my sister and I didn't know her I wouldn'tbelieve
she's been living on Zede all these years,movie star and all, and virginity still intact. But Ido know her, and
I remember how even when shewas a little girl she was always saying that shewas never going to love a
man until she found theright one, if you know what I mean."

"He knows what you mean, loudmouth," Co-rinne said.

Brenden laughed, then sobered. "Well, Pat, I un-derstand you're with us. You've had fleet expe-rience?"

"No," Pat said. Do you say "sir" to a dictatorwho has ambitions to rule the galaxy?

 "Too bad," Brenden said, "but we'll find a place for you. You can fly, I saw that." He grinned. "AndI
reckon you've already scanned the target ship?"

"She's dead in space," Pat said.

"Yep. Let's suit up and go take a look," Brendensaid, turning with an agility surprising in one solarge.

In the corridors of the cruiser there was an odd smell, a rank, hot smell. "Pat," Brenden said over his
shoulder, as he led the way, "winning the bat-tle is just the beginning. I don't think we'll have tokill all of
them. I think they'll see the light afterthe first two or three engagements, and then there'llbe just a few of
us to run one helluva big empire.I'm gonna need good men. I trust Cory's judgment,because when I first
started to claw my way upfrom that hard-scrabble mining claim in the boon-ieson Taratwo she was right
there beside me,clawing and scratching right along with me. Onlyperson in the world who can hold her
own withme in a fair fight, boy. Don't ever get her riled.She'll use all them ancient trick things on you and
kick you in the balls, too."

"I haven't seen that side of her," Pat said, grin-ning at Corinne.

 "See that you don't," Brenden said. "Yep, she'sa fighter. No fear at all, and willing to do what ittakes.
Made no fuss at all when I said she'd be ofthe most service to us under a name other thanBrenden out
there on that Zede planet snowingthe big dogs. Way I got it figured, Pat, Cory's mypartner, and half of
everything I have is hers, andthat's a chunk, or will be very soon. You're herman—" He halted, turned.
"Cory, why in hell didn'tyou marry him down there on Dorchlunt? Godknows you had enough priests and
a few hundredgods to swear to." He roared with laughter.

Brenden was still chuckling when they reacheda squadroom. In cages lay dead animals, pigs, goats,a
dog.

The other man in uniform, who had not spokena word, pulled testing instruments from his bagand
opened the cage of the dog, did some check-ing, and then looked up. "Dead," he said.

"Not a mark on 'em," Brenden said. "The UPeggheads will have fun trying to figure out whathit 'em."

 There was a feeling of lifelessness about thecruiser. The air was beginning to stale, with thecirculators off,
and that rank, heavy smell was everywhere. On the bridge all the little clicking,moving, purring things had
been stilled.

 Brenden ripped a panel off with his hands, jerk-ing screws loose, to expose a fused tangle of wir-ing.
That seemed to be the source of the heavy smell. "You'll find every piece of active wiringlooks the same
as this, Pat," Brenden said. "Andthere'd be something almost as messy inside thenerve sheaths of the
animals."

 "Heat?" Pat asked, very much impressed, im-pressed to the point of being sick to his stomach tothink of
that weapon being aimed at a ship with afull crew of men.

"Naw," Brenden said, "fancier than that. I callit the disrupter. Dunno why. Ain't very scientific,that name."

"Brenden, why must you try to sound like aboonie rat?" Corinne asked.

 Brenden grinned. "See what I mean by sharpedges on her tongue?" He made a mock bow to hissister.
"The name "disrupter"isn't scientific, butit is descriptive. When the beam hits it stops theflow of electrons
instantly in any electronic equip-ment. Then it sort of beats them together, and this is what happens. Since
there's a minute electricalcurrent flowing in the human body, zap. The heart,the brain, all of it stops at
once."

Pat was silent. Corinne was looking at him mus-ingly. Brenden saw the look and misinterpreted it. "By
God," he yelled, "let's go down to the templeand have us a wedding."

"The wedding will be on Taratwo," Corinne said,with a soft smile, her eyes locked on Pat's "and itwill be
after it's all over."

 "Well, it's your wedding," Brenden said. He puthis hand on Corinne's shoulder. "We're ready, lit-tle
sister. It's time to get your blond supermen allpainted up in their warpaint and hold us one bigpractice drill
and then go off to kick us a littlesand."




                                                    TEN




 Since the Brenden preferred the comfort of hisflagship, Pat and Corinne tookSkimmer back to
Dorchlunt. Corinne was beaming. The test had gone beautifully. The man she'd chosen to love was with
her. She was full of dreams, and she expounded on them during the short trip. They would choose oneof
the more beautiful UP planets for their ownprivate kingdom. Pat would be her coregent.

"Our people will adore us," she said. "People dolove pomp and splendor."

"I thought the idea was to bring freedom andequality to all," Pat said, with a little smile.

 "Oh, of course," she said, "but there must be anauthority figure. The masses must have a leader,or
anarchy is the result."

 Beautiful as she was, she could not have heldher own in a freshman political discussion at the university.
She paid lip service to the rights of the masses, and could weep tears for the hungry anddowntrodden
that she imagined to be everywhere in the UP system, basing her opinion, obviously, on conditions under
the Man's dictatorship onTaratwo, but underneath it was simple ambition.

 Like most revolutionaries recorded by history, shehad great plans for tearing down a working sys-tem,
almost none for improving it, assuming that once she and her brother were in power all thingswould
automatically be better.

 He was pleased to see that he had, apparently,gained her full trust. He landedSkimmer in theback
garden and went with her to her apartment.The ship was still there as he looked over hisshoulder upon
entering the temple. He began tothink of ways he could get aboard and blink to hellout of there to warn
the UP to keep all ships faraway from the Brenden's fleet until someone couldcome up with a
countermeasure for the disrupter.With all of the Taratwo fleet close in to the planet,he didn't think much
of his chances of doing that,but he had to try something.

 At the door of her apartment, she kissed him."Darling, I have so much to do. We'll be togetherforever
soon, but now you'll have to excuse me."

"I'd like to useSkimmer's library," he said. "OK?"
She looked at him piercingly. "I don't want tolose you."

He laughed. "I won't try to run through thewhole fleet. Two cruisers, maybe, but not the en-tire fleet."

"I know I can trust you," she said.

"There's one other thing. There's a golden door.A priest told me that it was for adepts only, that Iwas
barred."

 "Not worth consideration," she said. "It's justthe shrine to the admiral who was in command of the
colonization ship. There's a statue of him. The priests worship him, keep his uniform clean andreplace it
as it decays, because he was the one who began the priesthood. He figured out the theocracywhich has
kept these poor creatures docile for so long." She laughed. "It's one of those arcane littlesecrets that
religious people love. Since all of theoriginal priests were sworn to secrecy as to the purpose of the
theocracy, they've extended thatsecrecy to silly length." She leaned close, whis-pering. "The name of the
fleet admiral is so sa-cred, so secret, that only the priesthood knows it, and it can only be pronounced
within the confinesof the shrine."

"Well, I guess I can live without seeing theshrine," he said. "When will you be finished withyour work?"

 "Give me at least three hours, darling. Thencome to me and we'll dine together." She stood ontiptoe to
kiss him again. "Are you going to try topuzzle out all the secrets of the weapon by con-sulting your
library?"

"Well, I'm curious, of course."

 "When I have the time I'll tell you all about it,"she said. "Those old Zedeians were ingenious men.Isn't it
delightful that we're going to beat themwith their own weapon?" Her face went grim. "And,oh, how I do
yearn to see the faces of those menwho treated me as if I were a child, ordering meabout, forcing me to
act in vehicles which I hated."

"Three hours, then," he said.

"I'll miss you," she said, starting to close thedoor.

"By the way, I think I've got the general idea ofall of it now, except for one thing. Why do youhave to
depend on the Dorchlunters to fire theweapons?"

 She cast an impatient glance at her timepiece,then looked into his eyes. "That's the only flaw leftin the
weapon," she said. "It can be quite dangerous, turning on itself and the ship which carries it, if an attempt
is made to release the energy prema-turely or if one waits too long. Given time, wecould computerize the
controls, but we don't have time. The Zedeians were getting extremely both-ersome and suspicious. My
brother knew that wecould not risk waiting any longer. But there's no need to be concerned. These
people have lived fora thousand years under rigid discipline. The youngmen are taught from childhood to
feel the momentof proper charge. It's not magic, it's simply a mat-ter of day-after-day, year-after-year
training to develop the awareness of the field which forms arounda disrupter. There has never been an
accident witha charged weapon."

"That's good to know," he said, and then shewas gone.

It felt good to be back aboardSkimmer. He drewcoffee, seated himself at the computer console."How
have you been, old man?" he asked.

"Please repeat the instruction," the computersaid.

The old man was having trouble with his hear-ing again.

"Now don't sulk just because I've left you alone,"Pat said. "I want material regarding the molecular
bonding energy of copper."

 "Please repeat the instruction," the computersaid. Pat typed it in instead of repeating it orally.The
computer gave the equivalent of a sigh, along, purring sound, and began to search its entirememory bank.
Pat stopped it, gave more specificinstructions. After ten minutes he realized that theold man was in a bad
way, that the ionization inhis memory chambers was worse. He checked afew individual references under
atomic theory, molecular energy, just about every heading he couldthink of, and drew only blanks.

 He remembered, then, that he had the Artuneemanuscript in both original and translated formin the
library. He soon had it on the screen, and ittook only a few minutes to locate the referencesand
cross-references to the material included inthe story of a dead alien race. He found what hewanted in a
thesis written by one Alaxender ofTrojan.

 "It is a fundamental law that an electron at rest,in copper, exerts a force on every other electron atrest,
repelling its fellows in inverse proportion to thesquare of the distance between them. This force is
measurable, being 8.038 X 10-26pounds."

 The force, minute in regard to a single electron,is balanced by a counterforce, respresented by aproton.
If the repulsion of the protons were notexactly balanced by that of the electrons, energywould be
released. Alaxender of Trojan had calcu-lated the force represented by the binding energiesin two
tenth-of-an-inch cubes of copper placed oneinch from each other at over six hundred billiontons. If,
somehow, the balance could be destroyed,releasing that energy in a controlled stream, as itwas
apparently released by the disrupter—

Not much work had been done in the field sincethe flurry of interest following the translation ofthe
Artunee manuscript. The blink drive, the ulti-mate power source, fulfilled all needs. Man did notneed the
power of Bertt, the Artunee. Nor did heneed another weapon of destruction, so interesthad lagged.

 It was odd, and it was shaping up to be tragic,that some forgotten Zedeian scientist, possibly onenamed
Sargoff, a name mentioned by young Gorben, had discovered Bertt's force quite indepen-dently, and
centuries before the Cygnus expedition.

 The disrupter worked. And he'd seen the speedand accuracy with which the young men of Dorch-lunt
manned the weapons. A UP fleet, massed forfirepower, could be swept with half a dozen of the
disrupters within seconds and each ship wouldthen be dead in space, with all the men inside asdead as
the ship's systems.

 There was no questioning the real danger to allof UP civilization. By chance, a young scholar had
rediscovered a thousand-year-old Zedeian secret.By chance, he'd found the colonization ship andthe
descendants of the original scientists. And bychance, a small man with a big body, an engaging laugh, and
savage, unrelenting purpose was in a position to become ruler of the entire populatedgalaxy.

"Hey, Pat," a boisterous voice said fromSkim-mer'scommunicator. "You there, boy?"
"I'm here, sir," Pat answered. For a while hewouldsay sir to a dictator.

"You might wanta see this," the Brenden said."I've got all my young studs assembling on theparade
ground. Gonna give 'em one big pep talk."

"I'll be there, sir," Pat said.

The young men of Dorchlunt were marching incompany-size units on a flat, hard-packed area tothe
north of the temple. The Brenden had comedown in a launch and was seated under a sun-shade on a
wooden platform. Pat joined him there.

 The ranks of young men marched in perfect uni-son, the troops arranged by height to give perfect
symmetry to each file. Pat recognized one of theofficers bellowing out orders as his friend Gorben.

 With over two thousand young men standing atrigid attention, the Brenden used a hailer, in order to be
heard, and spoke to them of duty, honor, and a return to their rightful glory. When he was fin-ished a
mighty cheer went up. The dictator baskedin it, smiled, laughed, waved his hands, and thenstood at
attention and saluted as the men marchedoff the parade ground.

 "Magnificent," the Brenden said. "God, boy, whatan army. Makes me almost wish that I'd lived inhistoric
times when men fought each other toe totoe and tooth to tooth, right, boy?"

"I'm more the lover type," Pat said, and that gota huge laugh.

 Brenden waved the others, all uniformed, off theplatform. "Pat," he said, "I guess by this timeyou've got it
all figured out, and I'll bet you caneven give me a layman's explanation of the dis-rupter."

"I have a very general idea," Pat said. "Has todo, somehow, with unbalancing the forces thatbind
molecules in copper."

"Hell, that's all I understand aboutit,"Brendensaid. "You've got the idea. What I need to know,Pat, is just
how you feel about the whole deal." Hepinned Pat with that green-eyed gaze, so like Co-rinne's, and
waited.

 Pat measured his words for a moment. "Corinnewants to take over the galaxy to feed the hungry. Idon't
think that's your motivation."

 Brenden roared. "She always was a bleedingheart. Hell, Pat, I'm taking over because Ican.Because I
got kicked around as a kid. Iwas hungry a couple of times, not for long, because I damnedwell went out
and stole enough to eat. I'm takingover because I had the guts to claw my way upand take over one
planet and if you can take overone you can take over as many as there are. I'mtaking over because I
want to make a few Zedebastards crawl, and because I think that I'm just alittle smarter than some and
can straighten out a few things that have always bothered me." Hegrinned at Pat. "And because I just
don't like beingforced to play second fiddle toany man."

"Good reasons," Pat said. "You want to know ifI'm with you?"

"Cory's got her heart set on you, boy."

"I know. That's why I'm here. I'll have to admit,sir—"
"Hell, boy, you're gonna be my brother-in-law,just call me Brenden."

"Thanks. I'll have to admit, Brenden, that I'mnot wild about killing. I don't get all excited aboutblasting
poor guys in UP ships."

 "Neither do I, neither do I. We're gonna startslow. We'll kill only enough to make believers ofthe others,
and of the UP politicians. Hell, Pat, I ain't no murderer, but sometimes events are big-ger than individual
men, you know that."

 No. Pat didn't know that. He knew that the un-derlying philosophy of the more enlightened peo-ple in
the UP confederation was just the opposite,that the rights of the individual were more impor-tant than any
event, or any theory, or any belief,or any government, and the UP had been workingtoward total
individual freedom, under a few nec-essary laws, for the last few thousand years.

But he nodded in agreement to Brenden's state-ment.

"You love my sister, don't you?"

"Yes," he said truthfully, for in spite of every-thing he went soft inside when he thought ofCorinne.

"Well, then?"

 "I'm with you, Brenden," he said, because, aboveall, he had to retain his freedom of movement sothat he
could seize whatever chance came along totry to avert the catastrophe which Brenden wasplanning.

"Here's my hand on it," Brenden said. And still holding Pat's hand in a firm clasp, he said, "I wantyou
with Cory tomorrow."

"What's happening tomorrow?" Pat asked, a feel-ing of dread inside. Was it to be so soon?

 "She hasn't given you the timetable." He laughed."Guess you two have been too busy to talk busi-ness.
Well, here's the plan. Tomorrow we have asort of dress rehearsal. We'll split the fleet, and betargets for
each other with uncharged weapons. That'll give the gunners some live onboard prac-tice. Cory'll be in
command of the second wing,me the first wing. You go with Cory. She's not too hot about being in
command, and if you think youcan learn enough to cut it, we'll see. I need some-one I can trust."

"You can't trust the men who've been with youall along?"

 "Hell, boy, we've only had a fleet on Taratwo fora few years. Haven't had time to train good navymen. I
got a few I can trust with my life, but notwith the command of a wing. They're good men,but they lack
experience. And anyhow, my brother-in-law has to be a big part of it, doesn't he?"

"I appreciate it," Pat said.

"After the fleet exercise in space we'll have onemore of these parade shindigs. I like that. And it'll be
good for the boys. Keep them alert and ready.Listen, these kids are the key to it, you know. Iguess
you've dug up how sensitive and criticalthat damned weapon is."

"Yes, and that scares hell out of me," Pat said. "What if in the heat of battle one of the boys loses his
nerve, or gets excited? Can you shut off theexcitation impulses generated by Murphy's Stone?"
Brenden shook his head negatively. "Once that big rock is at temperature it stays that way for a while."
He laughed.

 "That's a chance we have to take, but nothing'sgoing to happen. These kids have been in trainingall their
lives. I've run psychological tests on doz-ens of them. They don't get nervous looking oldman death right
in the teeth, because they've beentold all their lives that they're going to that heaven on Zede when they
die. They welcome death, but,on the other hand, they don't seek it."

"When do we sally for UP territory?" Pat asked.

 "OK. I didn't finish, did I? The exercise tomor-row, then a day off except for the parade for theboys,
and one more final test run in space. Soon asthat's over we don't even come back down, we justlight out
for Zede territory."

"Going to start with Zedeians, huh?"

Brenden grinned wolfishly. "You bet your ass. Iwanta hear those bastards beg for mercy."

"So three days from now the final exercise in space and then we're off?" Pat asked.

"That's it."

 The last of the marching units were leaving theparade ground. Brenden went to his launch. Patfollowed
the marching men, saw the last unit halt, come to attention, then he heard Gorben's voicedismissing them.
The young men went off at therun for their villages, cheering and laughing. Gorbenwas walking toward
Pat.

 "Very impressive, Gorben," Pat said, when theywere face to face. "I suppose you're ready for the big
exercise tomorrow?"

"Yes, Honored One."

"What is your battle station?"

"I have the honor to be gunner on the flagship,Honored One."

"So you're at the master control, then?"

"That is my honor, sir."

 Pat was searching desperately for an idea. Ifonly he had some way of reaching Gorben, of con-vincing
him that he had been misled. But Gorben and all the others were strong in their faith, a faith which had
been built by a lifetime of indoctrina-tion. No Dorchlunter would willingly disobey anorder, or go against
the plan of the redhead whowas the leader of the angels of the gods who hadcome to lead Dorchlunt
back to glory.

 Pat was just one man against a fleet of over twothousand ships, each with a complement of Taratwomen
aboard, plus these impressive young warriors of Dorchlunt.

 "I saw you in the reviewing stand today, Hon-ored One," Gorben said. "I was pleased that youwere
there."
"Thank you," Pat said.

"Your respect for us honors us," Gorben said. "Iwould that all the others had the good fortune toknow
you and to speak with you as I have."

A faint hope came to Pat, an impossible plan. "Well, we all serve the gods, Gorben."

Gorben crossed himself devoutly.

"And I serve one god in particular," Pat said. "Iserve the god whose name cannot be voiced."

 Gorben turned toward the temple, bowed hishead quickly once, twice, three times. When heturned his
eyes were wide. "I knew, Honored One,that you were of divine importance."

Pat wasn't quite sure where he was headed, didn'thave it all worked out. All the odds were againsthim,
but there was a faint, glimmering hope, thathope reinforced by Gorben's devout reaction to the mention
of the god of the priesthood, the Zedeianadmiral who had established the theocracy onDorchlunt.

"Soon, my friend," he told Gorben, "we will allbe able to speak the sacred name."

Gorben's eyes were wide."He will be with us?"

Pat shrugged. "Who can fortell the will of thegods?"




                                                  ELEVEN




 When Corinne admitted Pat to her apartment shewas dressed in the misty, flowing creation of aZedeian
fashion designer. A priest served table asthey ate. The conversation at table was carried byCorinne, as
she asked questions to delve into Pat'spast. She had to hear all about his youth onXanthos, teasingly
demanding to know if he'd fallenin love with cute little girls in first school. Lovers' talk. She had a great
need to knowall about him.She talked a little about herself, at Pat's insis-tence. There were a few things
he hadn't been ableto put together, for example how it was possiblefor her to visit Taratwo as a guest
holostar without people knowing she was the Brenden's sister. It was easily explained. As a young girl,
she'd beenfarmed out as a half servant, half ward, to a well-to-do family. She'd attended school not as
Corinne Brenden, but as Corinne Tower, and it had been as Corinne Tower that she rose to provincial
stardom on Taratwo, and was "discovered" by a Zedeianfilmmaker. But all along she and her brother
cor-responded, visited when they could, and whenBrenden latched on to a right-wing movement,rose to
leadership, and, eventually, accomplisheda swift coup which made him supreme power onTaratwo, she
had begun to act as his agent onZede II.

 Mostly, however, during that meal and after-ward, when they danced, just the two of themalone in her
apartment, she refused to talk aboutherself, or about coming events.

 "I want this to be our night, Pat," she whis-pered. "Something to remember, something which I will have
if anything should go wrong."

"What could go wrong?" he asked.

 "You don't seriously think that we'll accomplish our goal without losses?" Now and then her greeneyes
could harden to a point where it seemed thatthey could cut glass.

"I haven't allowed myself to think about it," hesaid. "You could remain here."

She laughed. "No. My place is with my brother."

"He says I'm to be with you," Pat said. "Thatmakes me feel as if I'm just extra baggage. I thinkI'd like to
have a ship, Corinne. At least I'd beperforming a useful function."

"So you want to be useful? Then kiss me," shesaid.

For a long time Pat did not think of the very real danger to the UP. Man's love for woman, and Pat's
need for this particular woman, must have been,he thought wryly, the original mind-dominancedrug, for
with his lips on hers nothing else mattered.

 She lay on her back on a large, soft couch. Heleaned over her, torso to torso, mouth to mouth.She
trembled, clung, seemed to be trying to pressherself so closely to him that she became weldedto his
body.

When she spoke, her voice was husky and un-steady.

"I don't want to wait," she whispered.

Neither did he.

 "It doesn't really matter, does it?" Her eyes were wide, and there was a touching look of desire, and
perhaps just a little innocent fear, on her face.Somewhere deep down in Pat a touch of his old cynicism
surfaced. Either she was the most skillfulactress he'd ever known, or she was, as her brotherhad stated,
totally inexperienced in love.

 Within minutes, he realized, he would know moreaboutthat, for his need was great, and there wasthe
chance thatsomething might happen, because even with an overwhelming weapon the Taratwofleet
would not escape without losses. The sheernumber of UP ships assured that. Was she think-ing the same
thing? Did she want to seize whatthey had, rather than risk dying without havinganything?

"It matters to you," he told her, kissing her softlips with little pecking attacks. "It is you thatmatters."

"Then make love to me, Pat." Her voice broke,and she closed her eyes.

He wanted to make love to her. He let his hands begin to know the smooth curves of her, thoughtsmugly
that he, old Audrey Patricia Howe, loved and was loved by the most beautiful girl in thepopulated galaxy.
And he almost, almost, did.

 Giving up Corinne Tower was the hardest thing he'd ever done. The thought process, running as an
undercurrent to the wildness of his need for her, was not a logical process from A to B to C. Histhoughts
were chaotic. He remembered that firstnight aboardSkimmer when he saw her in theZede film, and the
dream in which she'd come tohim, and he remembered how she'd looked so beau-tiful even while he was
drinking the drugged li-quor which put him through seven and a half daysof hell, and the love in her eyes
even as she stabbedhis neck with a syringe.

But that woman wasn't Corinne Tower, thatwoman was Corinne Brenden.

The two are the same. They're one. They're inseparable.

She's the most desirable woman I've ever known.

She has the political morality of a spider.

She trusts you, Pat. She trusts you. She's willingto send those naive young Dorchlunt men off tokill
millions of people, but she trustsyou, and sheloves you.

 He went so far as to see that her breasts wereperfection. Her reaction to his kiss there was wide-eyed
amazement and clinging.

For a moment, then, she was calm and self-possessed. She pushed his head away, looked athim, those
green eyes piercing. "One thing is im-portant to me," she said.

"Yes?"

"I can never prove, without your trust, that youare the first man ever to see me like this."

"I believe," he whispered.

"When you know that you are the first to haveme, will you believe that no man has ever seenme?"

Well, itwas possible. Not probable, especiallyconsidering that she'd worked in the film industry, but it
waspossible.

"Yes," he said.

Her intake of breath, her wide eyes, her tremblings, which could have been fear, touched him—and then
he was talking to himself again.

 She trusts you, Pat, and you're just waiting for achance to stop this criminal thing she believes in.And
even if she's willing to kill millions, and per-haps tear down civilization as you know it, rightnow she's just
a girl, just a young woman wholoves you and trusts you.

"Corinne, let's talk for a minute," he said, pull-ing the silken material of her gown up to coverher.

"Talk?" she asked."Talk?"
"I do believe you," he said truthfully. No woman could be that accomplished of an actress. "Brendensaid
you had always been romantic, that you hadalways looked forward to loving one man."

 She giggled. "Someday when we have hours andhours, I'll tell you how damned difficult that was,the
ruses I had to use."

"It was that important to you, wasn't it?"

"Of course," she said, beginning to look a bit puzzled.

 "Then it's important to me to help you keep thatresolution, Corinne." He rose, pulling away fromher
clutching hands. "Honey, you've waited this long. We can wait a little longer."

 Because, although his conscience ordered him tobetray her, to do all he could to stop the Taratwofleet,
he could not betray her on a personal level. If he accepted her offer of herself, then he'd be boundto her,
for having accepted something which she had valued so much, he could never, then, betrayher in any
way.

 "Damn," she whispered. "I told you how I feel.This could be, I pray that it won't be, but it could be our
last time alone together before we fight."

"I know

"I know, honey, I know. You think about it,though. See if I'm not right. It will be much betterthis way.
We'll take the oldSkimmer after we'remarried and get lost in space somewhere for weeksand weeks."

 She came into his arms, weeping. Her kiss relitthe flames in him, but then she was pulling away,talking
through tears. "I do love you so much,"she sobbed, "and to think that you value me thatmuch, are so
considerate of my feelings, that makesme love you even more."

 He spent the night on theSkimmer. Corinne joinedhim there early in the morning, in a neat blueuniform,
all business, and they lifted up to join thefleet. Corinne's flagship was a gleaming new heavycruiser. It had
come out of a Zedeian shipyard lessthan one year past, and represented the latest innaval technology.

 The ship's disrupter installation was topside for-ward. The weapon was manned by a young
Dorch-luntercut from the same pattern as all the others,a serious, handsome boy of not more than eigh-
teen. Fleet communications was handled by anofficer from the Brenden's home planet, a brisk,efficient
man who, under Corinne's orders, soonhad her half of the fleet in formation to attack theother half of the
fleet under the Brenden's command.

 The last time ships of war had opened the dou-ble fail-safe locks on weapons was when a smallUP fleet
wiped out the pirates who had made theHogg Moons their hideway. And yet, with UP X&Aships
opening new blink routes constantly, withthe knowledge that at one time there'd been akiller race in the
galaxy, ships of war and their crews needed training, just in case. The fleets ofthe UP were always having
war games. It wasstandard practice for all ships, including those builtfor Taratwo by the Zedeians, to
have a way ofkeeping score accurately in those war games. Eachweapon was equipped with a harmless
beam pro-jector, and the ship's sensors were tuned to detectthe light beam's impact, should a ship be hit.
Thusthere were two records, one on the ship whichfired the weapon, and one on the ship which was hit.
Central fire control gathered the computer dataand, in a war game in space, sent out the word tovictim
and victor when a ship was hit.
 It had been, Corinne said, fairly simple to inte-grate the disrupters into the system. By activatingonly the
primary power source of a disrupter, a stream of harmless electrons bypassed the closedsystem of the
secondary power stage and regis-tered as a hit on the target ship.

 UP naval tactics were well recorded, in hun-dreds of books. Since the Zedeian war, theorieshad not
changed. A fleet was most effective whenin formation, bringing massed firepower to bear. Anaval
engagement, then, would become a struggleof endurance, shield against laser, AMM againstmissile. UP
tactics were perfect for the Brenden,for, unlike the UP ships, his ships had to makeonly one hit, on any
portion of a ship, to be of deadly effect. Laser weapons, missiles, projectileweapons—all had to make
multiple hits on ashielded ship to do significant damage.

 Corinne chose a modified V formation. Fromthat formation, firepower of all ships could beconcentrated.
The Brenden came with stackedranks, the screen images showing a square madeup of little dots, the
ships stacked line on lineabove each other, but with the ranks falling awayat staggered distances to make
for differences in range for the opposing fleet.

 Taratwo men manned the conventional weap-ons. Missiles would not be used. They were too
expensive, and too easily countered with AMMs. Ina real action, the main purpose of using missileswas
to divert the enemy's attention, to keep aportion of his computer capacity engaged, and tokeep men
busy. In an exercise, missiles were simu-lated by computer, and the men at the AMM sta-tions would be
engaged in sending out not actualkiller missiles but little electronic blips on a com-puter screen.

 Two exercises were running simultaneously. Eachhalf of the fleet was doing its best to make enoughlaser
and missile and projectile hits on the other half to keep from being tagged with the electronstream from a
disrupter.

The results were overkill.

 Pat had gone to stand near the young Dorch-lunter. Laser range and disrupter range were al-most equal,
so that even as Pat saw the blinkings from the Brenden's fleet, the disrupter gunner wasspraying simulated
death, taking out ship aftership in a display of swiftness and efficiency whichwas awesome. Only
scattered laser hits registeredon Corinne's fleet, not enough to strain the screens.The swarm of simulated
missiles were engaged bya swarm of simulated AMMs from Corinne's firecontrol; projectile weapons
were never used, forthere was not time before multiple disrupter hitshad left the Brenden's fleet dead in
space.

 The action lasted less than five minutes. It took a quarter hour for the computers to gather and tabulate.
Not one ship in either fleet had beenseriously damaged by conventional weapons.Everyship, in each
fleet, had been killed, and killed againand again by the deadly, swift, emotionless gun-ners behind the
disrupters.

The Brenden joined them on Corinne's flagship."Makes me almost feel sorry for the poor bas-tards," the
Brenden gloated. "I'd say it'll take just about three engagements to have them yelling fornegotiations, and
maybe two more after that forunconditional surrender."

"What if they change tactics?" Corinne asked.

The Brenden laughed. "Military thinking wasfrozen in place a thousand years ago."

"Still," Corinne said.
 The big man mused. "All right, the day is young.Let's have another go at it. This time you changeto any
tactic you care to use."

"I'm not very imaginative in that way," she said.She smiled, brightened. "And besides, you know me too
well, so well you'd be able to figure outwhat I was going to do in advance. Let Pat direct the fleet."

"How about it, future brother-in-law?" the Bren-den asked.

 Pat had been trying to think up some way oflessening the effectiveness of the disrupters. "Fine,"he said.
"I have got a couple of ideas I want to tryout. The situation is that there have been at leasttwo
engagements, in which all UP ships were de-stroyed without loss to...us." He started to say"you,"
amended it just in time.

"How much time do you need?" the Brendenasked.

"Give us an hour after we withdraw to maxi-mum detection distance," Pat said.

Pat gave his orders to the fleet communicationscontroller. Corinne's ships formed, started awayfrom
Dorchlunt's sun.

"How good are your pilots?" Pat asked Corinne.

"Not as quick as you, but well trained. They canfollow orders," she said.

 "Get me Brenden," Pat told the communicator,and when he heard the big, rowdy voice, "Brenden,I'm
going to give orders to my boys on intershipchannel nine, in the open because we don't want to take the
time to set up scramblers. Tell yourships to stay off that channel."

"Right," Brenden said.

"And no cheating," Corinne said, over Pat'sshoulder.

Brenden laughed. "If I cheated that would de-stroy the effectiveness of the exercise," he said.

 Pat went to work, giving orders to the computer operator, and to the control officer. The Brenden'sfleet
was just at detection distance, a distance whichcould be measured down to an accuracy of a fewfeet. He
had already scouted that area of space, forBrenden had not moved from the site of the for-mer exercise,
so it was perfectly safe to blink hisfleet.

It took a while to program all computers oneach individual ship, to set blink coordinates, to brief the
pilots and crews on what Pat expected.

 On the Brenden's flagship, men were tense, not knowing exactly what to expect. The dictator was
pleased, because there was a feeling of real emer-gency in the air, just as there would have been hadthat
fleet out there been UP. He figured he wasgetting a pretty smart brother-in-law, after all,and then
suddenly alarms began to clang and theship's shield sizzled with multiple laser hits andthe computers
began to sing out warnings of anincoming swarm of missiles from 360 degrees.

Brenden roared with pleasure. Pat had blinkedhis fleet, positioning his ships in a containingsphere, and
Brenden's half of the fleet was beingattacked from all directions, the attacking ships so carefully
positioned that misses did not strike afriendly ship but sizzled harmlessly through gaps in Pat's formation.
 Brenden lost twenty ships before his cool, effi-cient gunners decimated Pat's fleet, leaving lessthan four
hundred ships to blink, after an initialflurry of fire, back to safety. Brenden's fleet washit again, and again,
by the waves of simulated missiles which were still registering on his com-puter screens, and then, with
his losses at justunder one hundred ships, he sighed with relief andstarted to get on the communicator to
congratu-late Pat. He didn't have a chance to speak.

 They came back, the survivors, the flagship with Pat and Corinne aboard, in a wild melee of cork-
screwing, hot-dog, individual attack, the pilots yell-ing in delight, experiencing a freedom of actionthey'd
never known before, slamming into the midst of the Brenden's ships and taking a toll.

Gorben, at the disrupter aboard Brenden's flag-ship, also acting as coordinator for the fleet gun-ners,
was giving calm, swift orders as he jerked hisweapon from target to target, taking out ship aftership,
knowing that his own ship was disabled by enemy laser fire, but still alive and fighting, andthen there was
quiet, all ships in the attackingfleet tagged by the disrupter beams, all their men dead.

 "My God, boy," Brenden roared, when he was,once more, back aboard Corinne's flagship, "where'd
you get such ideas? You took out almost two hun-dred of my ships. Some of them can be repaired,but
the computer estimates that we lost over ahundred and fifty for good, along with about fif-teen hundred
men."

"I just put myself in the position of a UP fleetcommander," Pat said, "and wondered what I'ddo if I'd lost
a couple of fleets without doing anyreturn damage. They're not stupid, Brenden. They'lladapt."

"Well, thanks to you, we'll be more ready for surprises when the real thing starts," Corinne said.

 "Pat," Brenden said, "I hereby appoint you, butonly temporarily, the official enemy. I want you tospend
the time between now and day after tomor-row putting yourself in UP shoes. Think up somemore
surprises for us."

"I'll do my best," Pat said.

 "Well, let's gather up the scattered chicks andhead for home," Brenden said. "Oh, I want you onthe
reviewing stand tomorrow with us, Pat." Pat nodded.

 "You did well, darling," Corinne said, when theywere alone, back aboard theSkimmer on the padbehind
the temple. He had told her that he didn'tthink it was a good idea for him to go to herapartment with her,
that he wasn't sure his will-power would be strong enough a second time.

"Coward," she'd said.

"You bet," he had told her.

 She was tired. She admitted that the strain ofbeing in command of half the fleet drained her.She told him
she was pleased that he'd be in com-mand during the final training exercise. She was,he thought wryly,
willing to give him all the battleglory, so long as she had her throne, her worlds,with him beside her.

 He walked her to her apartment, kissed her, justonce, and pushed her inside. Then, back on the
Skimmer,he searched among the spare parts andtools stored in the mate's cabin until he found asmall
hand-held cutting tool. Time was runningout, and the only plan he'd been able to come up with was a
far-fetched, hare-brained one which, ifit succeeded, would have some drastic effects thathe didn't even
want to think about. He didn't thinkhe'd have to worry about it working, however,because it depended
upon his setting the scene properly and then getting a chance to speak privately with Gorben, and if he
was lucky with a fewof the other Dorchlunters.

He didn't know exactly how he'd be able tomanage that, but there was a step which had to becompleted
before he'd be in a position to talk withGorben and the others anyhow, and if he gotthrough that one alive
he'd worry about the restlater.




                                                 TWELVE




 Pat set a wake-up alarm for three a.m. He'd thoughthe'd have difficulty falling asleep, but he didn'teven
finish his drink before his eyes became heavy,and then the soft bell of the wake-up was in hisears and he
was dressing.

 The temple doors were never locked. He went inthrough the back door and made his way towardthe
interior. The corridors were well lit, but allwas quiet. Within five minutes he stood in frontof the golden
door to the priests' inner sanctuary,the most secret of places, the sanctuary of the god whose name was
so sacred it could not be spoken,except within the confines of the sanctuary itself.

 The door had an old-fashioned lock which re-quired a mechanical key. He used a more modernkey, the
small cutter he'd brought from theSkim-mer,slicing the bolt neatly as he played the cut-ting beam into the
small crack between door andjamb.

 The priests had done all right for themselves.The sanctuary was a storehouse of treasures, of artand gold
and incongruous mechanical items fromthe old colony ship. What he was looking for stoodon a dais at
the far end of the room.

There must have been, he thought, some pretty good artists aboard that old ship, for the statues inthe
main entry to the temple were realistic andvery well done, and the statue of the god whosename couldn't
be spoken aloud was still morerealistic.

 He stood there as if alive, in the gaudy uniformof a Zede admiral of the fleet. His name was en-graved in
stone on the pedestal on which he stood,Admiral Torga Bluntz.

 Luck was with Pat. There were no priests in thesanctuary, no warning sensors. Strict, theocrati-cally
applied discipline had, for a thousand years,made good citizens of the Dorchlunters. There wasno need
to set guards, except for ceremony, asguards were used in front of the temple. His luckcontinued as he
climbed onto the dais. The statueof the fleet admiral was life-size, and was within ahalf inch of Pat's
height. Torga Bluntz had been aman of personal discipline, too, for, although hisface, painted in lifelike
color, showed the wrinklesof age, he had kept himself in condition.

The uniform in which the statue was dressedhad, evidently, been renewed in the recent past.Although the
material was the homespun of Dorch-lunt, the insignia were of ancient metal. Thecoat and high-necked
shirt came off the statueeasily. The trousers were another matter. The statuewas carved from native
stone. There was no wayto slip the trousers off the statue's feet. However, abit of study showed Pat how
the trousers had beenput on. The back seams of the legs and pants of thetrousers were basted loosely
together. Pat took hisfingernail trimmer and cut the threads, and then,the uniform folded neatly, made his
way back totheSkimmer.

 A bachelor is forced to develop some odd skills.Pat could handle an automatic hand-held stitcher.The
seams may not have been exactly straightwhen he finished, but the trousers were in onepiece, the legs
sewn into tubes, and the flat of the seat closed, and they fit him fairly well. The high-necked shirt was a
bit tight, but the coat fit com-fortably. The ornate gold-braided cap fit after he put some folds of cloth at
the back to make it a bitsmaller. He examined himself in the mirror in hiscabin and was satisfied.

 He locked the uniform in his personal locker andwent to sleep. The final parade of the gunners was
scheduled for midday. He wouldn't have any op-portunity to talk to Gorben, or any of the Dorchlunter
gunners, until after the dress review. Hedidn't know exactly how he'd accomplish itafter the review, other
than by going into the villages toseek Gorben out. He'd have to find an excuse forthat, without arousing
Corinne's suspicions. He hoped that she'd be busy with whatever last-minutepreparations a woman
makes before going out to conquer a galaxy.

He was awakened by the ship's communicator.It sent a persistent melodic summons which, thetimer told
him, had been sounding for almost halfa minute. He'd have to be a bit more alert thanthat if he ever got
back into space.

 The Brenden was on. "I thought maybe I'd calledthe wrong place," Brenden said with a chuckle. "Iwas
just going to call Cory's apartment."

"I was sleeping in," Pat said.

 "Pat, have Cory find you a uniform. You two aregoing to have to review the troops today. I justhad a
ship come in from home, and there are somedetails I have to handle. I should be finished byearly evening.
We'll all get together for a celebra-tion before the big day."

He was gone. When he was dealing with busi-ness, the Brenden could be curt.

Pat thought about that. It was good that Brendenwasn't going to be planetside. Now all he'd haveto do
was sneak away from Corinne.

 The review would begin in two hours. Pat had aquick snack for breakfast, then went into the tem-ple.
The priests were going about their duties, what-ever they were, calmly. Apparently they had not
discovered that the lock on the door of the admi-ral's sanctuary had been cut open and then fused back
together.

 He was near the corridor which led to the prac-tice range for gunners. He wondered if any of themwere
there. Probably not, but he went through theworking area, where priests were still trying to dowonders
like make a thorn vine bear potatoes. Thepractice range was dark and inactive. On the wayback through
the work area he saw a priest pack-aging the tablets he recognized as the food supple-ments and
preventive medicine given to the Dorch-lunters. He paused to watch a moment.

 "Good morning, sir," the priest said. He was oneof the oldest Dorchlunters Pat had seen, perhapsover
fifty.
"How's it going?" Pat asked.

"Well, well. The young men must have their prayer tablets when they soar away to glory."

"And is it your job to dispense the prayertablets?"

"I have the honor to be the temple healer," thepriest said.

A sneaky idea came to Pat. That the idea wasnot original to him made for a certain sense ofjustice.

 "Healer," he said, "you are fortunately met." The Old Earth language made for a formality of phrase. "As
it happens, I have difficulty sleeping. Perhapsyou have something to help?"

 "My pleasure, sir," the healer said. He walked toa cabinet and came back with a small box. "Thereis a
measuring spoon inside, sir. For a man ofyour size and weight, I recommend one scoop. Ifthat is not
enough, try two, and by no meansshould you ever ingest more than five scoops inone night."

"Is the powder quick-acting?"

"Very quick-acting sir." He chuckled. "It mightbe best if you are prepared for bed before you takethe
powder."

 Corinne was waiting for him. She was already inuniform, although there was still plenty of time towait
before going to the parade grounds. Pat sug-gested that there was, indeed, time for a littletaste of
something to give them energy for the longceremony. He went to the bar and mixed.

"I'd just as soon call off the review," she said.

"No, I think the gunners are looking forward toit," he said.

 "Yes, I'm sure you're right." She seemed slightlyagitated. When he remarked on it she said, "I was
thinking of what happened yesterday. You're right,Pat, they won't give up easily."

"We'll come through all right," he said. "Drinkup. It'll make you feel better."

 "I am so sleepy all of a sudden," she said, notten minutes later, as she cuddled in his arms on thesofa. He
smoothed her glorious auburn hair.

"Take a little nap," he said. "I'll wake you whenit's time."

 "Don't know why I'm so . . ." she said. Then,after a long pause, she tried to say "sleepy," man-aged only
"sleeee . .."

 He carried her to her bed, covered her with alight sheet, looked down into that beautiful facewhich
seemed so innocent. "I hope it won't giveyou as bad a hangover as I had the first time," he said.

 He experimented with trying to wake her. Noth-ing, not even lifting her and shaking her, would dothe
job. He had just under thirty minutes before the first of the troops would begin to form on theparade
ground. He went back to theSkimmer tomake his preparations, walked around the temple,wearing a
long greatcoat which was much too warm for the climate, took his place on the review stand,standing
quite alone and straight, the greatcoatcovering the uniform of Fleet Admiral Torga Bluntz. He would not
have to find a way to sneak into thevillages to talk with Gorben and a few of the others.He would have
them all assembled before him within a half hour.

 The handsome, well-formed, blond young menof Dorchlunt marched in company-size formationsonto
the field, feet moving in perfect unison, eyessnapping right as they passed the review stand,where, to their
initial puzzlement, one man in agreatcoat stood to watch them. Gorben and a few of the others
recognized Pat, and for Gorben it wasa special thrill to know that his friend had the sole honor of the final
review before glory.

 The voices of the officers and the drill sergeants rang out in the still, warm air. The sound of feet inunison
thudded on hard-packed ground. And thenthey stood before him, two thousand strong, asfine a group of
young men as Pat had ever seen.For a moment, terrible doubt came to him, but heforced himself to
picture a massive UP fleet dying, and then the march of the Brenden's form of gov-ernment, with its
hard-eyed security police, acrossthe populated galaxy.

 The gunners stood at attention. Pat had beenstanding with his hands behind his back. He raisedone
hand, placed the. admiral's cap on his head,shrugged out of the greatcoat and let it fall, andtook two
steps forward.

 A gasping moan of surprise came from two thou-sand young throats. Military stance forgotten, the
gunners made three quick bows, some of them soconfused by the sight of the god in the flesh thatthey at
first tried to turn to face the temple andthe god's shrine.

"Stand at ease," Pat roared.

Discipline returned. Feet moved in unison. Armsshot behind backs.

 The God Fleet Admiral Torga Bluntz, Gorbenrealized with a thrill of pride, had been among them for
some time, and had actually favored him,Gorben, with his friendship. He stood at ease, hisyoung chest
thrust forward, his eyes adoringly upon the resplendent figure on the stand. The God Bluntzhad returned,
just as he had promised he would,and was there to lead them back to their rightful place in Zede and in
glory. And the god had oncetold him, had he not, that soon all would be ableto speak his name openly.

 "Warriors of Zede," Pat said, using a hailer so that his voice carried to the last man in the rear ranks and
reverberated into the distance. "I com-mend you on your work, and on your readiness."

 The God Bluntz had more to say, much more,and when he had finished the young gunners stood,stunned
with surprise and happiness. Then, as from one throat, their voices rose to the skies in a thunderous
cheer. The God Bluntz raised his hands.

"I will speak, here, with Gunner Gorben," hesaid.

Gorben felt that he would burst with pride as hemarched to the stand.

"My friend," Pat said, moved almost to tears by the look of pride and happiness on Gorben's face, "call
here the gunner who will be with me on theflagship of the goddess."

"Sir," Gorben barked. He made a precise about-face. "Gunner Werner, front and center."

A tall young man broke from the ranks anddouble-timed forward.
"Tell the officers," Pat said, "to move the troopsand dismiss them. You two come up here withme."

 The God Bluntz had special instructions for thegunners Gorben and Werner. His instructions tothe
troops had fired the hearts of all with glad-ness. His words to the two on the stand—whiledrill sergeants
and officers bawled orders and thetroops marched off—had a different effect, althoughboth young men
tried to hide it.

 Pat was not proud of himself. He knew that hewould always remember the almost hysterical cheerof
sheer joy which two thousand young men had given him.

 Nor was he proud of his actions with Corinne.When he returned to her apartment, after stowingthe
admiral's uniform inSkimmer, she was stillsleeping. When she awoke, well past eleven that
night—Brenden had sent word that he would not,after all, be able to join them for dinner—she was
astounded to learn that she'd slept the day away.

"I don't know why," she said. "I just don't know."

"Reaction, I guess," Pat said. "Now that the end is so near all the work and tension is catching upwith
you."

"Don't leave me, Pat. Not tonight."

He didn't. She fell asleep again, and he sat therebeside her bed, dozing now and then, until wellafter
dawn.




                                                THIRTEEN




 The Taratwo fleet, the most devastating instrumentof destruction ever assembled, blinked as a unit to the
area of operations. Aboard Corinne's flagship,Pat was in command. He had suggested to theBrenden
that the first engagement should be ac-cording to existing naval strategy, based on the massed firepower
of huge fleets. Later, he wouldtry to come up with some variations to entertainthe gunners of the
Brenden's half of the fleet.

 Everyone knew in advance the outcome of thefirst engagement. The previous exercises had proved
beyond doubt that the disrupters could score atleast one deadly hit on each enemy ship before
conventional weapons began to take a toll.

 Corinne seemed to be thinking of other things asPat positioned his fleet in a traditional grid. Fromthat
formation the central-fire-control computerwould direct the fire of small groups of ships onindividual
targets, the massed power of the laserscutting through the shield of the targeted shipwithin less than two
minutes. Ordinarily, it wouldhave been a deadly strategy, for the fleet of overtwo thousand ships, firing in
units of ten, wouldtake out two hundred enemy ships in the first twominutes. The Brenden, seeing Pat's
formation onthe screens, arrayed his fleet in a long, thin bankwhich, as the range closed, began to adjust
into ahalf crescent, so that the ships on the flanks couldencircle Pat's formation and rake enfilading fire
down the straight ranks of ships.

Pat walked forward to stand beside the gunner, Werner. Although Pat was dressed in the uniformof the
Taratwo navy, Werner bowed his headquickly three times and looked at him adoringly.

"All is well?" Pat asked.

 "Yes, Holiness," Werner said. Pat put his hand on the ugly yet graceful snout of the disrupter tofeel its
warmth. The secondary power was on. Theweapon was alive, and the beam of power whichcame from
the snout would not be that harmlessstream of electrons which had been used previouslyin the exercises
to allow the target ship's computerto register a hit.

 "Your reward, Gunner Werner, will be great,"he said, feeling his stomach turn at his own du-plicity.
Those beautiful young men were so eager,so easily influenced. When this was all over themind scientists
of the UP would spend years, dec-ades, writing papers about the effects of repres-sion of knowledge
and specialized training in aclosed society.

 The small, controlled community on Dorchluntwas much like the weapon that the long-dead Zede
scientists had developed. A series of impulses wasinjected into each, and those forces continued, around,
and around, and around, until, in the caseof the disrupter, the force was near the point ofloss of control
and came bursting out in the formof a burst of sheer energy of overwhelming power.

 The human brain, being quite adaptable, couldhave, in the case of the closed system on Dorchluntwhose
components were flesh and blood, contin-ued to accept the forces enclosed for an unpredict-able
period. However, Pat felt, sooner or later that closed system, too, would have had to find releaseof its
energies. Perhaps, given time, some youngman like Gorben would have begun to questionthe
thousand-year-old doctrine, or would have comeup with some simple invention which would havebeen a
minor but growing disruptive influence tothe rule of the priests.

Now there would be no chance of that. Dorchluntwould not be the same after today.

 The fleets closed, moving at a fraction of light speed on their flux drives. It would begin withinminutes.
Pat's stomach was acting up. He swal-lowed the desire to run for a sanitary cabinet tovomit up the fear
and regret that had seemed tocollect in his belly.

"Mr. Kelly," he said to the Taratwo fire control officer who would direct the fleet's conventional
weapons, "you may fire when you are withinrange."

 There were only three men, other than Pat andCorinne, on the bridge of the flagship. The trend inbuilding
ships of war had been, in the past decade,toward more computer control and smaller crews.The entire
compliment of the flagship was just tenmen.

 Pat saw the flickering from afar, the small wink-ing of the Brenden's lasers beginning, and heardhis own
conventional weapons open up at extremerange. The screens of his own ships were not evenstrained,
and he knew the same was true for thoseof the Brenden.
 He had to give no further orders to Werner, who, as flagship gunner, was coordinating the fire of the
gunners throughout Pat's half of the fleet. He heldhis breath. Now the screens began to sizzle and
indicators began to blink estimates of loss of screenpower as the laser weapons began to take their
toll—simulated, of course, for this was, after all,just a war game between elements of the samefleet.

Pat had to breathe. He looked doubtfully towardWerner's position. The disrupter installation couldnot
be seen from the bridge. He checked the range.Why were the disrupters not firing? Damage wasbeing
done by the lasers.

A feeling of mixed relief and dulled acceptancecame to him. The gunners were not going to obeythe
orders of the God Fleet Admiral Torga Bluntz,after all.

 He looked at Corinne. Well, history would be hisjudge. Perhaps, in some distant day of sanity, they'd
look back and write about the trailer Audrey Pa-tricia Howe, who joined the forces of the dictatorwho
threw the populated galaxy into a new DarkAge. And those future historians wouldn't even know that
he'd tried, wouldn't know that at oneparticular moment in time, when it seemed thathis desperate plan
had failed, he felt relief andlooked at a woman, the dictator's sister, with ahunger which, being projected
into her own greeneyes, set her face flushing and caused her to makea tentative movement toward him.

And then they fired.

 With a clicking rush the counters began to tell ofdisrupter hits on the ships of the Brenden's fleet,and the
flagship's computer began to go crazywith alarms and warnings even while indicatingthat the ranks of
Pat's grid were being reducedwith the same deadly efficiency that had been themark of the disrupter
gunners in previous exercises.

And in the midst of it, in the clicking rush ofcounters and the grim closing movement of thefleets, the
Brenden's voice roaring, "Cease fire, Ceasefire."

 Corinne had leaped to her feet. Her face waswhite; one hand was at her throat. Kelly, the fire-control
officer, and the other crew members atpositions on the bridge had their own jobs andwere not aware that
the hits being registered werenot made by harmless beams of electrons from theprimary power source.

On both sides of the battle line men and shipswere dying.

 For a few seconds, before the fully armed dis-rupters began to fire, before the amazingly swiftgunners
began to play the game in earnest, Pathad thought that the closed system which wasDorchlunt had
become too engorged with supersti-tion and blind obedience. He had feared that theyoung men of
Dorchlunt had decided to break outof the circle, to disobey the orders of the God FleetAdmiral Torga
Bluntz, who, as they stood at easeon the parade ground on the previous day, hadexplained carefully that
the time had come forthem to return to glory, to go to Zede not weak inthe flesh, but powerful in the spirit
so as to accom-plish the desired return of all to their past posi-tions of power and glory.

 The God Fleet Admiral Torga Bluntz had spoken in the way of the priests of Dorchlunt, using the
centuries of tradition and discipline to order thecream of the young men of Dorchlunt to kill eachother in
the name of that perverted and polytheistic system of belief which had been originally in-stituted by Torga
Bluntz.

 But Pat Howe, impersonating the God Fleet Ad-miral Torga Bluntz, stood with his eyes full oftears as
men died and hysterical voices screamedon the fleet's communication frequency and theodd ship or two
zapped out of formation, andthe glow of direct disrupter hits left the new andexpensive toys of the
dictator Brenden lifeless hulksin space, all electronics fused, all life gone.

And Pat Howe prayed. He hadn't prayed in awe and fear and pain in a long, long time, not since hehad
been a child, but now he prayed to the oneGod who had created it all, saying, "Let there belight." He
prayed for forgiveness. He prayed thathe had been right. He prayed that the lives ofthose young
Dorchlunters had not been sacrificed in vain.

 It began with the minute hand of the bridgechronometer at seven minutes past the hour. Atnine minutes
thirty seconds past the hour the twofleets fell silent. The initial exchange of disrupterfire had killed almost
two thousand ships, andthose few left alive continued to fire. The gunnershad no way of knowing, short
of seeing the glowof a hit, which ships were alive or dead, and sothose who survived kept spraying the
disrupters up and down lines and ranks and then began topick off the few ships trying to break formation,
and one by one the survivors died, until there wereonly two disrupters firing, and those two sweptthe
blasted ships again and again until Pat picked up the communicator and said, "Gorben, Werner,enough."

 Corinne had a look of horror on her face, a lookwhich came nearer to not being beautiful than Patcould
ever have imagined. The fire-control officer, Kelly, was half crouched over his console, lookingfirst
toward Pat, then toward the computer read-out on the screen.

 The gunner, Werner, appeared on the bridge.And at that moment Kelly yelled something to-tally
incomprehensible and reached for his side-arm. He did not have time to clear it from theholster before
Werner's hand beam left a smokinghole in his uniform. The other crew members onthe bridge, stunned,
not knowing exactly what had happened, were dead before Pat could say, again,"Enough, Werner."

"I will see to the others, Holiness," Werner said.

"Don't kill them," Pat said. "Take their weaponsand lock them up."

"Sir," Werner barked, and was gone.

Corinne's eyes were unbelievably wide. Shelooked at Pat. One hand was up, two fingers pressedagainst
her upper lip. She screamed once, and alook of agony was there as she ran to the com-municator.

 "Brenden, Brenden," she cried, her voice strained."Brendennnnnn," she wailed, and fell limply into the
chair.

"Admiral," said a young, tense voice on thecommunicator.

Pat stood across the console from Corinne. Shedidn't look up at him.

"Admiral Bluntz here, Gorben. You may report."

"I have taken the ship, Holiness."

"Very well," Pat said.

"Brenden," Corinne whispered.

"And the Brenden?" Pat asked.

"He is here, Holiness."
"Let him speak," Pat said. He handed the com-municator to Corinne.

"Brenden?" she whispered.

"I'm here, Cory." The voice was not the ebul-lient one of old.

"Oh, Brenden," Corrinne sobbed.

"Yes, you can sure pick'em, little sister," Brendensaid. "Pat, you there?"

"I'm here," Pat said.

"What now?" the Brenden asked.

"I want Gorben off your ship," Pat said.

"Then me, huh?" Brenden said, his meaning clear.

"Then you're free to go," Pat said.

"Go? Go where?"

"Back to Taratwo," Pat said.

"And what about you, little sister?" Brendenasked. "Were you with him?"

"No, no," Corinne sobbed.

"Does she go with me?" Brenden asked.

"That's up to her," Pat said. He looked at her.He felt a great sense of loss, for her eyes blazedwith hate.

Her sobs ceased. "You—you—do you actuallythink . . ."

"I can only hope," Pat said. "But I guess love isn't that powerful, is it?"

 Before she could answer, Werner was back, asmile on his face. "The crew is neutralized, Holi-ness," he
said proudly, snapping into a salute. It was in that position that he died. He died with alaser beam cutting
a hole directly into the bridgeof his nose and into his brain. He died swiftly.

 Corinne turned the weapon on Pat so quicklythat he had no time to reach for his own. Indeed,he had no
desire to reach for a weapon to be usedagainst Corinne. He stood facing her, sadnesswelling up in him
for Werner, and for all the thou-sands of Werner's counterparts who had died onthe other ships, and for
the loss of the womanwhose emerald eyes blazed fire at him down thebarrel of a handbeam.

"I'm sorry," Pat said. "I am truly sorry, honey."

 Her head began to move back and forth, and asound of agony came from her lips. He saw herfingers
tighten, her hand go white on the weapon.And then she stopped trembling.
"I can't kill you," she whispered. "I can't."

"Thank you," Pat said.

"But why, Pat?" she asked. "Why?"

 He shrugged. "I don't think you could under-stand if I told you, honey. Look. It's over. I wishyou'd
come with me, but I suspect you can't. Whydon't you get into gear and we'll transfer you overto the other
ship. The two of you can handle her totake her back to Taratwo."

"To wait for the forces of the UP to come andpunish us?" she asked.

"I'm afraid they'll at least want to be sure thereare no disrupters on the planet," Pat said.

 A tear grew and rolled down her cheek. "We had it all, Pat," she whispered. "We had it all and you
threw it away."

"Admiral," came Gorben's voice.

"Yes, Gorben," Pat said.

 "I have, in compliance with your orders, totallydestroyed the disrupter aboard this ship, and I amready
to join you, Holiness."

"Very well, Gorben," Pat said. "Carry on."

 Corinne had holstered her weapon. He helpedher get into space gear. She was grimly silent. Andthen,
just before he lifted the helmet onto herhead, she said, "Kiss me, Pat."

He kissed her lightly, and for a moment hopecame to him. Maybe, someday—

Gorben and Corinne passed in space, and thenGorben was aboard Pat's ship and Pat had watchedthe
hatch close on Brenden's ship. Gorben lookedat Werner's body without emotion.

"I'm sorry about Werner," Pat said.

 "He has gone to Zede, to his glory," Gorbensaid. "I envy him. I regret only, Holiness, that I am not with
the others."

 "In time," Pat said sadly, for it happened to allin time, and to some too soon. He sat down in the
command chair. The thrusters on Brenden's shipwere beginning to glow. Nothing to do now but go back
and get the good oldSkimmer and gohome.

"Your orders, Admiral?" Gorben asked, stand-ing tall.

"We'll go back to Dorchlunt in a few minutes,Gorben," Pat said. "I'm going to leave you in chargethere
until I come back, with others."

"And then to Zede?"

"Or better," Pat said, wondering what X&A and the eggheads would make of Dorchlunt, and what
they'd do to integrate the remaining Dorchlunters into the UP. "It's all going to work out, Gorben.Trust
me."

"Of course, Holiness," Gorben said.

 Brenden's ship was moving. Pat felt a tightnessin his throat. He would gladly have traded thegalaxy and
all its treasures for one small, curvy,auburn-haired girl.

Brenden's ship was moving across his bow, com-ing broadside.

"Holiness," Gorben said, "he is going to passdangerously near."

"It's all right, Gorben," Pat said.

 He couldn't take his eyes off the ship, for tworeasons, the most painful being that she was on it.He held
his finger poised over a certain button. He glanced over his shoulder. Gorben was gone. Hereached for
the communicator button to tell Gorbenthat everything was under control, but his finger never reached it,
for at that moment all the weap-ons on Brenden's ship, obviously under central control, opened up. A
swarm of missiles shot out,and the projectile weapons fired intelligent shells, and the deadly beams
reached for Pat's ship, siz- zling the shield even as he reversed the movement of his hand and his finger
shot toward the buttonwhich would take the ship away from the missiles,projectiles, beams on a blink
which he'd pro-grammed into the navigation computer for justthis eventuality.

 The screen went with an electrical distortionwhich caused his hair to stand up, and then hewas screaming
as his finger hit the button and theship slid into that nowhere which is a blink, for inthat last instant before
there was empty, clearspace in front of his screens as he reemerged hehad seen Brenden's ship glow.

He had screamed, "No, Gorben, no!"

 Within minutes he was back, blinking his shipto within half a mile of the pride of the Taratwofleet, the
Brenden's flagship. The ship was as dead,as empty of any mechanical, electronic, or life-form impulse, as
was the ancient colony ship whichcircled Dorchlunt. Gorben had been trained toowell. In those few
seconds he'd reached the disrupter,and in that split second between the firing ofBrenden's weapons and
the blink, his superb reac-tiontime had allowed the beam of his disrupter tostrike Brenden's flagship
amidships.




                                                 FOURTEEN



 The ways of the gods, Gorben thought, are verystrange. They are not, however, to be questioned,even
when a god does something as odd as intertwo human bodies encased in boxes in the earth. He had the
honor of being on the detail whichhelped the God Fleet Admiral Torga Bluntz re-move the bodies of the
red-headed ones from thedead ship, encase them in metal boxes fabricatedin the shops from valuable,
ancient material, andthen bury them under six feet of the red earth ofDorchlunt.

Nor did Gorben question or doubt when the god used the weapons of his own little ship to destroy the
last surviving Taratwo cruiser, with the last ofthe disrupters aboard.

 "Admiral Bluntz," Gorben said, for, as the godhad said, now everyone could speak the sacredname
openly, much to the chagrin of the priest-hood, "if I may be so bold, sir, will you return, inmy own
lifetime, or is your return, with thoseothers of whom you speak, to be a matter of pa-tience and
generations as was the period of yourfirst return?"

"In your lifetime, Gorben. A matter of weeks, atmost. Greet those who come with friendship,Gorben.
They will bring odd and wonderful things,and the life-style of the Dorchlunters will be al-tered forever."

"I await eagerly my ascent to glory," Gorbensaid.

 The computer aboard theSkimmer was next touseless. Pat had to stay alert on the long trip home,as the
ship blinked and blinked and then pausedto charge. During the charge periods he slept withthe aid of an
intake of alcohol far beyond his cus-tomary habits. He did not drink the last two daysbefore reaching
Xanthos so that his head would beclear for his report. He asked specifically for Jeanny Thompson,
needing, wanting, a friendly face as hetold his incredible story.

A crusty X&A admiral, called in for the secondtelling of Pat's tale, grunted and said, "Has thisman been
given a psychological evaluation?" Thatwas his way of saying he didn't believe. Pat didn'tgive a damn.

"Sir," he said, "I'll pass on the psychologicalevaluation. Just follow the blink route I've givenJeanny and
you'll have your proof."

Almost five thousand ships dead in space was ample proof.

At last he was finished. He kept himself togetherlong enough to lift theSkimmer to the shipyardand leave
orders for that long-delayed overhaul. Then he tried his damnedest to disappear into a bottle.

When Jeanny Thompson finally found him she used her handbeam to cut the lock which he yelledout to
her that he would not open.

"God, what a slob," she said, when she saw him.

She walked to the holo projector and stood behindit. A beautiful auburn-haired girl in period cos-tume
was frozen in time and space, standing atthe head of a long, sweeping staircase.

"So that's Corinne," Jeanny said.

 Then she took the cassette from the projector and opened a window and threw it out. It shat-tered into
a thousand pieces on the pavement fourstories below. Pat bellowed and charged at her drunkenly, and
she clipped him neatly on the side of the neck and caught him before he fell.

When he awoke he was clean, his three-week-beard had been shaved, not too gently, and theapartment
no longer reeked of stale sweat andbooze. His head was clear.

"I used detox on you," Jeanny said.

"I don't thank you for it," Pat said. She had diedwithin half a mile of him, that beautiful woman.She had
died and—
"Hungry?" Jeanny asked.

"No," he said.

 "Eat anyhow," Jeanny ordered, putting food infront of him. In spite of himself, the smell of it caused his
stomach to growl.

"OK, Audrey," Jeanny said.

"Don't call me Audrey," he said, around a bite ofdelicious meat.

"You've spent a month feeling sorry for yourself.So you've lost your great love, the love of yourlife—"

The food turned to straw in his mouth. And hislook caused Jeanny to hold up one hand quickly.

"Sorry," she said. "I won't do that again."

He chewed and swallowed.

"Pat, an X&A ship just got back from your planet.They found everything there just as you said itwould
be."

Pat nodded.

"There's a little difficulty with the natives, Pat. After all, they've had their beliefs for a thousandyears.
They're going to be in for a severe dose ofculture shock."

"Can't be helped," Pat said.

"It can be eased," she said.

"I'm sure you people can handleit,"Pat said.

"There's a young man named Gorben out therewho says he won't obey any order against the oldways
unless it comes directly from Fleet AdmiralTorga Bluntz." She leaned forward. "Pat, I can'tpretend that I
know how you feel. Apparently I'venever loved anyone like that, but I can imaginethat you're still sore in
your heart from having tolet those beautiful blond young men kill each other."

"I am," Pat said.

"There are a few of them left," she said. "Theyneed your help, Pat. Think of the things they'regoing to be
hit with. They're going to learn that athousand years of tradition have all been in vain, that Zede lost the
war, that there's going to be noreturn to glory, no heaven in Zede."

"Any decent planet will seem like heaven afterDorchlunt," Pat said.

"Pat," she said accusingly.

"All right, dammit, what can I do? Haven't Idone enough to them already?"

"You can go back, as Admiral Bluntz, and easethe blow a bit for them, help them make thetransition."
"Alone?"

"No. X&A will have people swarming all overthe place. That's a pretty mean weapon out there,Pat.
They'll want to be sure that the secret doesn'tget off Dorchlunt, and that there are no more work-ing
models in existence."

"I won't be a part of the service," Pat said. "Iwon't go out there on an X&A ship."

"I can sign a charter agreement for theSkim-mer,"she said. "It won't be at your usual exorbi-tant rates."

"I'll think it over," Pat said.

"Pat, the service can't force you to go. But youmight find it a little rough to get clearances thenext time
you try to go into space. You might havea little trouble with your licenses."

"Blackmail," Pat said, but he was thinking ofGorben. The kid deserved better than he hadcoming.

"Call it what you will."

"OK. Draw me a charter. I'll go out onSkimmerand talk to them."

"Since this is an official mission, there'll have tobe an X&A officer with you."

Pat shook his head, thinking of weeks in spacewith some brass-bound service egghead. "No deal. The
deal is off. I will not have some hardass X&Ajoker onSkimmer."

"That's odd," Jeanny said. "I thought my asswas pretty soft."

"You?" he asked.

"That's my assignment."

Well, that wouldn't be bad. Jeanny was a decentsort. He'd rather be alone, but if it had to be anyone,
better Jeanny than anyone else.

 He put her in the mate's cabin. TheSkimmergleamed. The old man, the computer, was as sharpas new.
Jeanny didn't push herself on him. Shealternated watches with him, although it wasn'treally necessary, and
she spoke only when spoken to. He found himself comparing her with Corinne.Corinne was more
beautiful, but Jeanny wasn'tbad, not bad at all, and she was an old friend andshe'd gone on the line for
him a couple of times. No reason to take it out on her.

One night as they waited for the generator tocharge he found himself talking to her about Co-rinne. She
made little sympathetic sounds.

 She cleaned up the mate's cabin. It wasn't allthat bad having her aboard. She was neat, and shedidn't
talk all the time. One day, halfway toDorchlunt, she made him laugh.

 They blinked out near the planet Dorchlunt inwhat was, for Pat, an unfortunate position. Bren-den's
flagship, dead in space, had been left in anorbit just slightly higher than that of the old col-ony ship, and as
it happened both ships were insight whenSkimmer emerged. Pat felt a twist of his heart. It was night in
the villages. Pat sug-gested they get a good sleep before going down at dawn. He dreamed of that last
moment when herealized that Gorben had made his way to the disrupter and, thinking that he was
defending hisgod, had turned the disrupter on the ship which contained Brenden and Corinne. He awoke,
and there was a soft hand on his forehead, and a soft voice saying, "Hey, take it easy, old buddy."

"Corinne?"

"No, just me," Jeanny said.

 "Ah, God," he said, his voice choking, and whenshe clasped her arms around his head and pulledhis
cheek down to her bare, hot breasts, he did notprotest, but let the nightmare continue, and thenthere
were tears in his eyes and then worse. He wept.

 When he had expended himself Jeanny still held him. "My boy," she said, "I don't know whether tobe
glad or sorry that you never loved me thatmuch. It would be flattering, in a way, and a hugeburden in
another, you know?"

He pulled away, kissed her on the cheek. "Thanks,Jeanny," he said.

"Want company the rest of the night?" she asked.

He didn't say anything. She crawled into thebed beside him, put her arms around him. Hedidn't move,
but he didn't try to push her away.She was warm and soft against him, but he felt no desire for her. His
desire had died with that sleek ship which orbited the planet above the old relic.Jeanny, concerned for
him, said, "Hey, if there'sanything at all that I can do—"

He was touched, but he said, "I'm dead inside."

 "Want me to go back to my own bunk?" sheasked. "I'm not especially trying to seduce you,Audrey, I
just thought that, well, a little compan-ionship, a little something. Maybe just a holding, ahugging, a
touching. It's a damned big galaxy outthere, Audrey, and it dwarfs hell out of us some-times, doesn't it?
Sometimes I think we need tohave someone close, someone just to touch, or holdon to. What do you
think?"

"I don't know," Pat said in a dead voice.

She took her arms from around him, sat on the side of the bed. "Audrey," she whispered.

 "Don't—" He didn't finish. That was three timesshe'd called him Audrey and he couldn't even makea
comeback. He was, she knew, hurting like hell.

 "Audrey," she said, "I'd like to know just onething. I know those new Zede-built cruisers. One man,
unless he's very, very fast and has four arms, would have a difficult time flying a ship and man-ning the
arms-control console at the same time.Am I right?"

The sound he made was not a word.

She couldn't decide, for a moment, whether itwas best to pursue that line of thinking or to leavehim to his
pain. She decided on the radical incision,the thrust to his heart.

"Pat, who was sitting at arms control when you boarded the ship?" She held her breath, fearing aviolent
reaction from him. He answered her ques-tion in an indirect way. His hand closed over her wrist and
pulled, and his grip was strong, almostpainful. She let him pull her down beside him,and as his arms
closed around her, as she adjustedher warmth to his body, she knew.

"I'm going to say it, Pat," she whispered. "Iknow it hurts, but it has to be said. It was Corinnewho was
on fire control, wasn't it? Pat, her last living act was to try to kill you."

 He felt all twisted inside, felt as if somethingquite physical and terribly wrong was eating him.He clung to
the soft warmth of another humanbeing, felt her breath in his face.

 She knew that he was not deliberately trying to hurt her, but he held her so tightly that she had difficulty
breathing. Then, after a long, long time, he relaxed his grip on her a bit, and she snuggledinto a more
comfortable position. "All right?" sheasked him.

"Thanks, friend," he said.

 He held her until she went to sleep, her breathsoft in his face, and he held her as if the woman'swarmth
of her was all that kept him from slidingdown into a blackness deeper and more lonelythan the space
around him.



                                                 EPILOGUE



 As Jeanny had promised, X&A technicians andsocial scientists swarmed over the lonely Dorchlunt.A
ship's tailor shop had outfitted Pat with severalcopies of the ancient Zede uniform which he'dtaken from
the statue of Admiral Bluntz, and Patwas a busy man for weeks. Gorben was at his sideconstantly, and
the young man surprised Pat by adapting to the totally different circumstances in which he found himself
with a stoic acceptance.

 A few of the older Dorchlunters, faced with cultural shock which negated all their beliefs, chosesuicide,
clinging to one last hope of going to Zede.Pat sat in on the conference where it was deter-mined that it
would be best for the Dorchluntsurvivors to be settled on a thinly populated agri-cultural planet at several
parsecs distance. Pat, inhis pose as the admiral, had the not too pleasantjob of telling Gorben and the
others that theywould be moved away from the only planet they'dever known.

He was in his quarters alone that night whenGorben knocked politely and came in to stand atattention
until Pat ordered him to sit.

"Sir," Gorben said, "we are sad."

 "It's going to be Fine," Pat said. "You'll be livingon a fine world. There'll be rich soil. You will havean
island to yourselves. You will be taught by thepeople of X&A to live in modern society."

"If you are there, perhaps we can cope," Gorben said.

Pat cleared his throat. He'd been on Dorchlunttoo long. He was constantly reminded of Corinne.The
dead fleet still lay in near space, the bodiesstill aboard, for it would require a major effort toprovide
burials, and it was more important at themoment to help the living. He felt guilty becausehe had not
planned to accompany the Dorchluntersto the new planet, and he was the one who hadgiven the orders
which resulted in the death ofmost of Dorchlunt's young men.

 It was going to be a very difficult transition.X&A would provide tools and the basic living necessities, but
the work ethic was still very muchalive in UP society. There'd be no free ride for theDorchlunters. There
was nothing he could do.

Or was there?

 He picked up the communicator. Jeanny was inconference with other X&A brass. "Jeanny," hesaid, "I
need a little time to myself. I'm going totakeSkimmer and take a look around the area. I'llbe back in a
few days." He closed the communica-tor before Jeanny could protest. "Come along, son,"he told
Gorben; "let's take a little ride."

He found the Brenden's flagship quickly. The coordinates of that last battle were burned into hisbrain.
He told Gorben to stay on theSkimmer,suited up, made the transfer to the dead ship.

 Murphy's Stone sat in airless solitude in thecase which had been made for it, powerless lasersnout
almost touching it. In Pat's light it sparkled inextravagant splendor.

 It took three days to make the right contactsonceSkimmer had landed on Zede. He escorted Gorben
for the boy's first glimpse of what wassupposed to be heaven, and Gorben was more thanready to leave
once the transaction had beenconcluded.

"Will there be as many people in our new home?"Gorben asked, whenSkimmer was back in space.

"No. You'll have privacy."

 And they'd have many other things. They'd havea corps of agricultural experts to teach them. They'd
have the most advanced farming equipment, goodhomes, and as they learned the ways of modern society
they'd have any of the luxuries that they wanted.

 The old man who had found the huge diamond was dead, the first victim of the Brendens' ambi-tion. The
Brendens were dead. A peacekeeping forcewas occupying Taratwo. No one owned Murphy'sStone,
and Pat, although he'd dreamed a fewdreams of what he could do with the money it hadbrought on Zede,
didn't know of a better use forthe money than to assure a future for Gorben and the others.

 There would be times, later, after he and Jeanny had made a leisurely and enjoyable trip home and he'd
almost immediately accepted a new commis-sion, that he'd kick himself. And there would betimes when
he felt that he'd tried to buy off hisconscience by setting up the trust for the Dorch-lunterswith the
proceeds of the sale of Murphy'sStone; but the old man was as crisp and sharp as ayoung computer, the
Skimmer had enjoyed a total overhaul, and there were new films in the library. He knew that there was a
price to pay for every-thing, and he felt good about himself.



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                                        ABOUT THE AUTHOR



ZACH HUGHES is the pen-name of HughZachary, who, with his wife Elizabeth, runs a book factory in
North Carolina. Hugh quit a timeclock job in 1963 andturned to writing full-time. He is theauthor of a
number of well-received sci-ence fiction novels, and together with Elizabeth, he has turned out many fine
historical romances, as well as books inhalf a dozen other fields.

 Hugh Zachary has worked in radio andtv broadcasting and as a newspaper feature writer. He has also
been a carpen-ter, run a charter fishing boat, donecommercial fishing, and served as a mateon an
anchor-handling tugboat in theNorth Sea oil fields.

Hugh's science fiction novelsThe Dark-side, Sundrinker,andGold Star are available in Signet editions.