of scorned women and
                      causal loops
                ROBERT GROSSBACH

Here’s a sly and intelligent look at the proposition that maybe, just
maybe, you should sometimes just shut up and listen, no matter how
smart you think you are . . .

     Robert Grossbach has spent many years working in
aerospace/defense, during which time he published three novels, Never
Say Die, Someone Great, and Easy and Hard Ways Out, the last of which
was made into the movie Best Defense. He has also done a number of
movie novelizations and screenplays. His short fiction has appeared
primarily in The Magazine of Fantasy & Science Fiction, with several
sales in the 1980s as well as a handful of recent ones. Currently he is
working on a novel entitled A Short-age of Engineers. He lives in
Commack, New York.

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A
t Cornavin Station the rental agency had given him one of the new
Electriques with the re-designed fuel cells, and he’d accepted it reluctantly,
knowing it would not have the pickup of the old gas-driven models. Yes,
yes, of course it was a thousand times better for the environment, ten
thousand times, but still he liked the feel of the gas pedal, preferred it over
the accelerator. One more thing to make him cranky, as if the TGV ride
from Paris, his sore left buttock, and France’s first round World Cup
elimination weren’t irritants enough.

      He drove now on the Route de Meyrin, westbound from Geneva,
passing a new outdoor shopping mall, the giant Thompson CSF and IBM
buildings, an auto-mated radar speed monitor, and a Citroen dealership,
regarding all with a faintly disapproving and dyspeptic eye, which was how
he viewed everything, for reasons he’d never cared to plumb. After eight
kilometers, he arrived at a hangar-sized building of corrugated metal,
situated amidst a scattered complex of structures, all surrounded by a
paved parking lot and double chainlink fence. The sign over the guard
booth read ORGANIZATION EUROPEENE POUR LA RECHERCHE
NUCLEAIRE, or, as the English and Americans called it, CERN (ignoring in
their usual obtuse manner that the first word had been changed from
CONSEIL nearly seven decades earlier).

      He flashed his credential at the guard, passed with an indifferent wave
through a flimsy-looking gate, and parked next to a blue Mercedes. He
locked the doors of the Electrique out of habit, and trudged toward the
building, upper left ham-string throbbing at each step. On a low hill just
beyond the complex, he thought he could see sheep grazing and paused
for an instant to squint before moving through the entrance.

      He signed in at a long, polished wooden desk, filling in the “Name,”
“Entry Time,” and “Person to Be Seen” columns, but leaving blank the
“Purpose of Visit” space. When the young receptionist had finished on the
phone, she presented him with a plastic yellow rectangle that identified him
as a visitor, “lei est votre—”

     “English will be fine,” he said.

    She nodded. “Here is your badge, Inspector. Someone will be out
momentarily to escort you.”

       He grunted a thank-you, then went to stand awkwardly near one of the
vinyl waiting area couches, pausing to knead his eyebrows and temples in a
futile at-tempt to ward off the headache he already knew was inevitable.
When he looked up a moment later, a fortyish woman stood before him,
wearing a loose blouse and pleated gray skirt.

     “Inspector Lagrange?”

      Short black hair framed a slightly roundish Kewpie-doll face: button
nose, cherub mouth, dark red lipstick, touch of rouge. Lagrange thought her
just short of pretty. “I’m here to see Dr. Elizabeth Parkes,” he said.

     “I am she.”

     Apparently, his expression did not sufficiently conceal his reactions.

     “I do not fit your conception of a nuclear physicist?”
     He smiled back. “No, no, it’s just. . . the receptionist said they were
sending somebody. I assumed — “ He waved his hand. “It’s of no
importance.”

     She stared at him bemusedly. “Well then, shall we?” She motioned
toward a doorway. “I assume you’d like a look at the experiment first?”

      “That would be fine, yes.”

      She held the door, and he stepped through.

      The hangar area was vast; they padded along a blue steel catwalk
past a dozen rows of huge, thrumming machines. “Generators,” said
Elizabeth, over the din. “They feed the superconducting magnets for the
accelerator.”

      “They give me a headache,” shouted Lagrange. He now had pain in
his head and his ass; he supposed somewhere along the way he’d stub a
toe. They emerged finally into the rear half of the building, seemingly empty
except for a giant overhead crane suspended from a heavy steel girder.
But as they approached the far end, Lagrange suddenly saw that a huge
section of floor simply vanished into a cavernous rectangular pit. He fought
off vertigo as they stared over the edge.

      “Six stories deep,” said Elizabeth.

      At the bottom, amidst scattered pieces of equipment, tools, and
ladders, was a structure that looked like two piggy-backed railroad cars.
Thirty-centimeter-diameter ropes of cable, numbering in the hundreds, ran
from the cars up the sides of the pit and disappeared into boxes of
electronics that lined the walls.

    Lagrange pointed to a circle on the roof of the top car. “That’s where
Monsieur Parino entered?”

      Elizabeth nodded. “A hatch. Hard to tell from up here.”

     “And you’re absolutely certain there’s no other way into or out of the
experi-ment?”

      She shrugged. “You should know, Inspector. Your people have been
over that structure about a thousand times.”

      “Not my people.”
      “You’re Swiss? I’m sorry, I just assumed you were French. I know
there was some sort of a jurisdictional dispute because the tunnel straddles
the border and —”

      “I’m with Europol.”

      Her eyes rose in feigned admiration. “Ah, Europol. Yes, someone
said they were sending an expert.”

       “Hardly an expert,” said Lagrange. “Far far from it. But I suppose,
relative to my local colleagues, I am perhaps ever so slightly more
educated in the area.”

      “Would you like to go down to make an examination?” she asked. “I’m
sorry, but there are no elevators, we’ll have to use the ladders.”

      Immediately, Lagrange felt his buttock spasm in anticipation. “That
won’t be necessary, I’ve studied the reports.” He indicated an aperture in
the side of the pit, five stories below. “That’s where the beams emerge?”

      “That’s the opening into the collider tunnel, yes, but ‘emerge’ is
perhaps not the right word. In operation, of course, the tunnel is continuous
through the experiment. An extremely high vacuum must be maintained.”
Somehow, she seemed to sense his discomfort. “Would you be more at
ease in another area?”

      “That would be fine, yes,” said Lagrange.

     They exited the building by a rear door, emerged into bright sunlight.
Almost immediately, he tripped over a raised section of concrete walkway,
winced as he regained his balance.

      “Are you okay?” She reached out to steady his arm and momentarily,
quite against his will, he became aroused.

       How pathetic, he thought, that the mere incidental touch of a woman
could do that to him. “I’m fine,” he said. “I strained a hamstring while I was
jogging the other day. A warning from nature, I suppose, to stop trying to
interfere with her course.”

      “Now you sound like Giorgio.”

      “Really? In what way?”
      “He was always talking about death. Well, alluding to it, anyway. That
is, when he wasn’t talking about physics. He seemed to feel he was racing
against a time-table. He wanted to get the Nobel while he could appreciate
it.”

     They entered a narrow two-story building that connected at an odd
angle to two other identical structures.

      “He was disappointed he didn’t get it for the Higgs. . .”

      “You know about the Higgs?”

       They walked down an asbestos-tiled corridor. “Not much. I know it’s
the name given to fields of some sort and also to the particles that
presumably transmit them. Higgs bosons, I believe they’re called. Goldman
found the first one right here and got the prize —when was it? —about
fifteen years ago.”

      “Two thousand three,” she said. “Giorgio felt it should’ve been his.”

     They entered a small cantina. Candy and Coke machines on one wall.
Ten tables and chairs. Microwave oven. Coffee stand.

      “This okay?” she asked.

       “Anything,” he said. “As long as I don’t have to hear those
generators.” They sat at one of the tables, and she brought over some cafe
au lait. He sipped at the Styrofoam cup. “So Giorgio was bitter.”

      “Oh, of course,” she said quickly. “Isn’t that de rigueur for world-class
physicists who feel they’re being overlooked? Bitter, driven, obsessed,
callous” —her voice deepened, her gaze drifted off — “manipulative, cold,
self-absorbed — “

       “But you were in love with him.” Her focus abruptly returned. “As I
said, I’ve seen the reports,” he added, almost apologetically. “It was in the
interviews.”

     She shrugged. “I was at one time, yes. I suppose it was common
knowledge. Physicists gossip like anyone else.”

      “And was the love reciprocated?” He could see the hurt ripple across
her fea-tures, and he leaned forward. “Mademoiselle Parkes, I am truly
sorry for what I realize must seem like an outrageous intrusion into your
personal life, but I beg you to try to understand my position. Giorgio Parino
was perhaps the world’s greatest experimental physicist. His
disappearance under the conditions of the experiment—”

      “Some of us would not call it a disappearance.”

      He nodded stiffly. He was not quite ready for semantic scientific
nitpicking. “Nevertheless, the pressure from the authorities and the public
and the press for a complete explanation — “

    “Fuck the authorities!” said Elizabeth. “And the public. And the press.
And—”

      “And the police. Of course,” filled in Lagrange, grinning.

      She softened, grinned back. “Of course.”

      He drained his cup. “Tell me about the Higgs.”

      She pursed her lips. “As you said, a type of field. Still far from being
understood. The Large Hadron Collider we have here was meant to
investigate it. Current ideas have been expanded from theories first
developed in the 1980s and ‘90s to explain how the electroweak force,
which is transmitted by four zero-mass particles, could be transformed into
two separate forces, one of which has massive particles as its carrier. The
thinking was — is — that there’s some kind of a field, the Higgs, that
permeates all of space and that gave particles their masses when the early
universe congealed.”

      “And the collider is able to re-melt that field.”

     “You smash together two beams of protons at seventeen teravolts,
you get a hell of a lot of interesting effects.”

      “Including travel through time?”

      Again, she smiled. Then stood up. “Let’s walk. You feel like walking?”

      He didn’t. “Fine.”

      “I’ll show you the Megatek room.”

      “Okay.”
     They emerged from the cantina, turned down the corridor. “You know,
Lagrange is a famous name in physics,” she said.

      “Unfortunately, yes,” he responded. “So my mother used to inform
me practi-cally every day. Even at one time claimed he was my ancestor,
although I doubt it. If he was, I’m afraid I’d have been a terrible
disappointment to him.”

      “You were not a good student?”

      “I barely managed to eke out a master’s at Columbia.”

     “Ah, so that explains your excellent English: You went to school in the
States.”

     “As I said, my family had hopes. Fortunately, the experience
demonstrated quite clearly that I’d never be any more than a third-rate
physicist, if that.”

      They turned a corner. “You must not let others’ opinions of you
become your own,” she said with unusual intensity. “I had to constantly fight
with Giorgio.”

      “He considered you third-rate?”

      No answer.

      “Was it because you’re a woman?”

       “He said . . .” She swallowed. Muscles worked high in her jaw. “He
said I was very good on the details, but that I didn’t have the vision to be
truly insightful. He said he realized it sounded sexist, but that all the women
scientists he’d known seemed to have the same restricted perspective.
‘Tunnel vision,’ he called it, and then he’d laugh, because of—I don’t know
—some private double enten-dre. He said I was wonderful at poring over
data and attending to minute indi-vidual tasks and that I shouldn’t beat
myself to death trying to be something I was not.”

      “And you didn’t, I presume.”

      “No.”

      “Did you beat him to death?”
       They came to a room marked “Megatek,” and she paused at the door.
“Am I being charged with a crime, Inspector? Is this an official Europol
interrogation or a casual conversation?”

      Lagrange shrugged. “The answers are respectively, mademoiselle,
‘Not yet,’ and ‘Official interrogation.’ I apologize if my manner has been too
informal.”

     She frowned, but Lagrange could see that the gesture was theatrical.
“Perhaps I should have an attorney present.”

     He nodded slightly. “With all due respect, Dr. Parkes, this is not
America. There is no Miranda law here, nor any direct equivalent of habeas
corpus.”

      She unlocked the door. “Whatever Giorgio did, he did to himself.”

       Inside the room were a half dozen scattered computer terminals, a
shelf-lined wall filled with black notebooks, a bulletin board sprinkled with
particle-collision photos, and finally, in the center, two large machines that
looked like 3-D video games. It was in these, the Megateks, that
computer-enhanced, three-dimensional re-creations of the experiments in
the collider pit could be displayed.

      “Some people say you could have stopped him.”

      “I tried. He wouldn’t listen.”

      “But it was you who threw the switch.”

      “At his order. At his insistence. Does that make me a criminal?”

      “Perhaps. There are several dependencies.”

      “Such as...”

     “Such as what exactly has happened to him. Such as whether you
knew the consequences of his order.”

      “He was Director General of CERN, my immediate supervisor.”

     “Nevertheless, if your direct superior commands you to fire a loaded
gun at his head and you do it” —he held out his hands —”the law says you
are guilty of murder. And no matter that he is an arrogant, patronizing,
womanizing bastard.” He paused. “Now, did you know the consequences of
throwing that switch?”

     She inhaled deeply. “I. . .” She shook her head. “Giorgio had so
undermined my confidence I couldn’t be sure of anything. I doubted my
own mind.”

     “So you weren’t certain?”

     “No.”

     “But you are more confident now.”

     “I am more confident now, yes.”

      He sat down at one of the Megateks, fiddled with the joystick. “How
did Giorgio first get the idea about time travel?”

     She leaned over one of the computers, began punching a few keys.
“Here, better to show than tell.”

       A moment later, at the center of his machine’s holographic projection
volume, a schematic display of a detector appeared: cylinder for the central
portion, larger cylinder for the electromagnetic calorimeters, rectangle for
the hadronic calori-meters. She punched another button and, instantly, thirty
or forty multi-colored spaghetti tracks shot through the display.

       “A reproduction of event 1431,” she said. “The detector assembly
surrounds the location where the protons collide.” She hit another key, and
all but a half dozen of the tracks disappeared. She moved a joystick to
enlarge the display. Three-inch-long traces fanned outward from a single
point.

      “A jet,” said Elizabeth. “Not that uncommon. The energy was 11.3
teravolts. Now” —again her tapered fingers flew over the keys —”let me
show it to you as time passes.”

     The traces slowly extended in length.

     “Each inch on the display scale takes about .2 picoseconds.”

     Suddenly, at about four inches, each trace seemed to double, joined
by an adjacent twin, which streaked alongside it for about an inch and a half
before disappearing.

     Lagrange turned, brow knit, palms up. “I’m sorry, I don’t understand.”

      “No one did,” said Elizabeth. “Particles identical in every Fermi
number—I know it’s impossible —had appeared from nowhere alongside
the originals. Giorgio finally made the mental leap.”

      Lagrange’s mouth opened in a silent Ah. “There were no new
particles. The originals simply moved back in time to join themselves at an
earlier instant.”

      Elizabeth nodded. “The Higgs field had melted, mass had
disappeared — and popped back about .3 picoseconds. The calculations
confirmed there was a chunk of energy missing; Giorgio called it tau-sub-e,
the temporal component.

     “A totally unexpected effect.”

     “Totally. And, of course, Giorgio immediately recognized the
macroscopic ram-ifications.”

     Lagrange shook his head.

      “The effect had occurred over a linear extent of nearly a millimeter,
but there was no reason why that could not be expanded arbitrarily.
Apparently—Have you read his 2017 Physical Review paper?”

     Lagrange said he had, but with very limited comprehension.

     “Apparently,” she continued, “as the universe cooled, the Higgs field
congealed into microscopic domains, separated by walls like, mmm ...” As
she searched for an analogy, a tiny crevice appeared between her
eyebrows; despite himself, La-grange found it charming. “Like that plastic
bubble paper they use to wrap gifts. The colliding beams popped the
bubbles, releasing their energy.” She raised her eyebrows. “Anyway,
Giorgio did the calculations for how to scan the beams so the bubbles
would coalesce into a volume of arbitrary size.”

     “And inside the volume,” ventured Lagrange, “whatever was there
would move backward in time?”

      She nodded. “Giorgio said they would have to give him two Nobel
prizes, one wasn’t enough.” She grinned. “I suggested he should hold the
prize a few minutes, then move back in time and stand alongside himself.”
The grin vanished.

      “He took you seriously.”

     “Not immediately. His first priority was to go around the world, giving
speeches. You understand, he was an incredible hero to physicists
everywhere. He must’ve visited a hundred different countries.”

      “While the rest of the staff.. .”

       “Eighty of us. Studied the effect, repeated it, tried to understand it,
tried to extend it. Eventually, we built a six-cubic-meter test chamber, used
a magnetic field to suspend and levitate it in a vacuum —and sent it back
approximately 3.3 picoseconds.”

      “You must’ve been ecstatic.”

     She gave a little snort. “I was disturbed. I felt there was something
fundamental we were missing.”

      “And that’s when you gave the speech.”

      She nodded. There had been an assembly of the entire staff to
discuss recent events in time travel. A conference room. Ninety-six yellow
chairs in six even rows, blackboard in front, TV monitors lining one wall.
Giorgio had taken a sub-orbital from Tokyo to attend.

      Seven or eight of the physicists had gotten up to speak, discoursing
on this or that arcane area, making recommendations, complaining, fending
off Giorgio’s staccato questions and comments. Finally, it was Elizabeth’s
turn. She took the low podium, hesitantly began to talk, showed several
prepared slides. Unfortu-nately, she could not quite conceptualize what was
bothering her, and when you could not quite conceptualize, Giorgio jumped
down your throat.

    “So the photographs were fuzzy,” he rasped. “So what. Clean your
camera lenses.”

      A chuckle rippled through the audience.

      “They were clean, Giorgio. And the focus was checked.”

      “So what is your point?”
     “There . . . there is some spatial effect associated with time travel.
Perhaps it is second-order, but—”

     “With all due respect, Elizabeth, your data hardly justifies the
conclusion. Frankly, I wouldn’t even call it data.”

      “But the chamber . . . My measurements show it shifted nearly a
millimeter—”

    “Oh, so we’re measuring distances now? Very good. Did you use a
wooden ruler or a metal one?”

      More laughter, much of it strained.

      “I used a laser calipers.”

      “Ah, pardon me. I underestimated your technical ability.” Openly,
savagely patronizing now. “Elizabeth, we are talking about a six-cubic-meter
volume, subject to quite substantial forces here. Why are you surprised by
a minuscule movement? Why do you think it’s important? Have you
checked the magnetic field servos? Have you checked the uncertainties in
the energy budgets?”

      “I tried, but I couldn’t—”

      “Have you done any supporting calculations? Any math at all? Any
thinking at all before you came up here with these details? Details are fine,
Dr. Parkes, but really, can’t we just get a little perspective on what is not a
waste of time?”

     White-faced, choking, Elizabeth had croaked “Sorry” and fled the
stage.

      Lagrange leaned back. “He humiliated you.”

      She nodded. “In front of everybody,” she whispered.

      “You left the conference?”

      “Of course. I studied the minutes afterward.”

     He pictured her, alone in some small room, a high school girl who’d
missed the senior prom, reading about it instead in some dry secondhand
report. He wanted to hug her, tell her he was a kindred soul in personal
disappointment.

      But almost as if reading his thoughts —and rejecting them —she drew
herself up. “I was angry. I felt” —her eyes blazed —”I may be an inferior
scientist, but sometimes an inferior does good work. A hack writer comes
up with a great novel. A poor soccer team beats a much better one.” She
thrust out her chin. “An average detective has a magnificent insight that
cracks an impossible case.”

     Lagrange nodded. “So you felt you were onto something and were
being ig-nored.”

       “More accurately, I felt Giorgio was missing something. I guess, at
bottom, what was really bothering me was the old grandfather paradox. You
know, somebody goes back in time and kills their own grandfather, so that
they were never born . . . which means they weren’t around to go back in
time.”

       Lagrange crossed his legs. “You didn’t buy the many-universe
theories? As I understand it, the concept is that when someone goes back
in time he is really travelling to another universe, which is identical with the
first up to the instant of his arrival, but different thereafter because of his
presence. That way—”

      “In the universe he leaves, his grandfather is alive and he is born. In
the one he enters, his grandfather dies, and he isn’t born.” She shook her
head. “That was Giorgio’s explanation and most of the others’. The melting
of the Higgs field produced closed timelike curves, CTCs, between
universes.” She chuckled mirth-lessly. “To me, it sounded like magic.
Invoke enough different universes and you can explain anything. It wasn’t
true understanding. And I had my experiments. There’s something that
working with actual hardware gives you — I know it sounds mystical —but
there’s something that world travellers get out of touch with.”

      The door opened then and two men entered, dressed casually in
slacks and open-collar shirts. Lagrange stood up, withdrew his wallet, and
flashed his badge. “Gentlemen, I’m sorry, but I must ask you to leave. We’ll
only be another five minutes.”

      The men seemed uncertain, but eventually departed.

      “You know them?” asked Lagrange when they’d gone.
      “Not well,” said Elizabeth. “The younger one’s been here a year,
some kind of mathematician from College de France. The other fellow I
believe is Russian, specializes in muon detectors.”

      “Tell me when Giorgio got his bright idea. Do you think it was always
in the back of his mind?”

     She shrugged. “I doubt it. I think it was one of those
spur-of-the-moment things, one of those flamboyant I-am-the-boss
megalomaniac power moves he loved so much.”

      “Then it was for the benefit of the Japanese?”

      “Partly, yes. They had sent in a large visiting delegation. They were
talking about a huge funding increment—that’s what it’s all about in
high-energy physics, as it’s always been —and Giorgio was anxious to
make a grand impression.”

     “And that’s when you picked to tell him you thought the experiments
might not be safe.” He raised his eyebrows. “Awkward timing, no?”

        She bristled. “It wasn’t ‘timing’ at all. I broached it to him as soon as I
felt I had a solid basis for it. A couple of the Japanese just happened to be
in the room. Should I have whispered?”

      Lagrange didn’t answer. “And your concern was — “

        “The small spatial dislocations I’d mentioned earlier. I was worried
about what might happen if an object interpenetrated an earlier version of
itself.”

      “But Dr. Parino did not share your anxiety.”

       “He was furious with me for bringing it up. As it turned out, he was
right. There was a problem, but that wasn’t it.”

       “Nevertheless, he decided to demonstrate the process safety by
using himself as the subject of an experiment.” Lagrange began tapping his
foot. “How did he justify that?”

      “He didn’t, really. In his position, you didn’t have to. Oh, later on he
offered up some mumbo jumbo about taking a bit of future information into
the past, something that required a human mind, in order to test or dispel
the so-called knowledge paradox. An example would be paintings brought
from the future to the original artist in the past, who copies them. The
process eliminates the creative work. Anyway, no one considered that
seriously. We all knew Giorgio was just being Giorgio.”

        “Was it his idea to go a full five seconds backward? Wasn’t that
trillions of times longer than you’d sent anything else?”

       “It had already been shown that the regression in time depended
exponentially on the rate at which you melted the Higgs domains, not the
collision energy. It meant only that we had to increase our luminosity and
scanning speed. Giorgio claimed five seconds was the minimum duration
required for his future self to record and bring back a number that could be
photographed with next to a sealed clock.”

      “The Paris closing gold price.”

      “Yes.”

      “What did the other physicists think of his plan?”

      “That he was entirely crazy, of course. But it was a genius move for
publicity.”

      “And were they worried, too, about safety?”

      “Oh, most agreed it was rash, but no one could justify their feelings in
terms of specifics.” She removed a small mirror and some lipstick from a
tiny purse she carried. “Giorgio was not the kind of person who inspired
feelings of protection.”

      “Except in you.”

      She stopped applying the lipstick. “I was up the entire night before
the exper-iment. That was when I figured everything out.”

      “You could see him from the control room?”

       She nodded. Lagrange remembered the tape — control room activity
was always recorded. Sixty television monitors. Two dozen physicists
sitting at consoles, hunched over screens, harried, looking up to scan a
readout, to shout something, to scream a command. On one of the
consoles, Giorgio strides confidently toward the pit in the hangar floor.
Underground area fifteen, or UA15, the time travel experiment. He says
something to one of the Japanese visitors and the man smiles. Giorgio is
wearing an orange jumpsuit, a white lined pad under his arm.

    WAITING FOR A COMMAND scrolls down one of the monitors.
WAITING FOR A COMMAND.

     “Is the counter working?” shouts a physicist.

     “Firing away,” says another. “I got it in the logbook.”

     A mechanical voice announces, “Proton check,” and three of the
screens fill up with numbers and graphs. A moment later, the voice
declares, “SPS ready,” and more numbers tumble onto additional displays.

      The camera catches Elizabeth, sitting at the main control panel. Her
face is gaunt, her eyes wide. She uses a microphone to address people in
the hangar. “Giorgio, I beg you not to do this. I beg you.”

     Giorgio waves and smiles, pats the Japanese on the shoulder.

     Lagrange shook his head. “Why did he make you the SLIMI?” SLIMI
was Shift Leader In Matters of Information.

     Elizabeth spoke in a near whisper. “It wasn’t that unusual. I had done it
before.” She inhaled sharply. “I suppose it was further punishment.”

       Lagrange recalled the final moments. Giorgio descending the ladder
into the pit. Signal light going on indicating Time Travel Chamber secured.
The mechanical voice saying, “Beam scanning sequence ready,” and
Elizabeth making one futile last attempt.

     “Giorgio, please . . . please . . .”

      And the response: “Is the gold price in? As soon as it comes in,
close the fucking switch and read me the fucking number when the counter
goes down to two. I order it, Elizabeth.”

      She hesitates several seconds, looks around at the other physicists,
whose ex-pressions are maintained at careful neutrality. A man wearing
headphones ap-proaches her and whispers something. She delays another
moment and then, finally, chest heaving, she presses a key. The
mechanical voice says, “Cycle one,” and begins a countdown from nine to
zero.

     At two, Elizabeth reads in the Paris close in New Dollars per ounce,
29.32. At zero, small dips appear on lines crossing three of the monitors.

    Even in the hangar, there never was any sound. When the Time
Chamber disappeared, it happened in vacuum; no air was present to rush
in.

     Lagrange stood up and stretched. “You knew immediately, of
course.”

     Elizabeth nodded. “All instrument readouts from the chamber went
dead.”

     He began to slowly pace, ignoring the hamstring twinges. “You knew
where he’d be?”

      “Not exactly. I knew how far, but not precisely the direction.”

     “So it was more or less luck that Farside II happened to be pointed
toward that sector.”

      “I suppose. Chances were some telescope would catch it.”

      “Your distance was correct?”

      A faint grin. “Within experimental error.”

      “Your so-called equivalence principle…”

      She puffed her lips. “It seemed reasonable. Travel through space
requires time; therefore, travel through time might very well require space.”

      “It resolves the grandfather paradox.”

      “It occurred to me the night before the experiment. You can’t kill your
grand-father if you can’t reach him. If you travel through time, you can’t
affect anything before you left—or have anything affect you —if you’re flung
far enough away from your original position.”

      “But how far is ‘far enough’?”

      “In general, the speed of light multiplied by the time interval. Nothing
could travel back fast enough to cause a problem. The universe could
protect itself from inconsistencies and non-causal events, it didn’t need
other universes to help.”
      He pondered a moment. “But what if you’re transported right near
your grand-father, whom you immediately murder?”

      She shook her head. “Either he’d have already sired your parent, so it
wouldn’t matter, or he couldn’t have been your grandfather. In tech-speak,
in the time interval you went back, no concatenation of world lines could
traverse as much distance as you did.”

      Lagrange was content to grasp the essence. “So, therefore, when
Monsieur Parino was popped back five seconds in time, in space he was
thrust—”

      Her eyebrows rose. “A million and a half kilometers.”

       Lagrange gave a low whistle. “Dr. Parkes, thank you. The interview is
officially concluded. If you could see me back to UA15 . . .”

      She stood. “Of course.”

       They exited the Megatek room. The two men who’d entered before
were waiting outside and eyed them venomously as they receded down the
hall. “So tell me, Inspector,” she asked, “am I to be charged?”

      Lagrange looked at her alongside him, pursed his lips. “Well, that is
not for me to decide, mademoiselle. I only make a report.” He could not
keep a straight face. “But I think not.” At a corner, he dared take her arm. “I
think not.”

      He had heard talk that it was she now who might get the Nobel,
sharing it with the departed Giorgio for “the Parkes-Parino principle.”

      “Have you seen the actual pictures from Farside II, Inspector?”

       “Oh yes,” said Lagrange. “Quite beautiful, in an eerie sort of way.” He
tried for a moment to imagine himself in Parino’s shoes. There was a
porthole in the chamber and he undoubtedly had looked out. Lagrange
wondered if he’d been able to see the Earth from his position, how small it
must’ve appeared from a million kilometers beyond the moon, how
resplendent amidst the jeweled back-ground of scattered stars, how
achingly, utterly unreachable…“The glare made the chamber look almost
like a comet.”

      “Well,” said Elizabeth, “there is a fair amount of energy associated
with tem-poral re-entry.” An impish expression crossed her face. “And, of
course, Giorgio always was brilliant.”

     Unprofessional as it was, Lagrange laughed.

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