file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Excerpt from Darius' History of Rhomatum Reconsidered, by Berul dunSegri, written and published in the year 284 after the Founding and found in the private library of Nikaenor Rhomandi dunMheric, 18th Princeps of Rhomatum. . . . It is frankly naive to accept any written history as abso- lute fact, as all events are filtered at least once through the eyes of the participants and again through the eyes of the recorder. Even if the recorder and participant are one and the same, written history remains a record twice removed from fact, as one must always interpret one's experiences in retrospect, and one is never quite the same before or after the interpretation, much less the events themselves. With regard to the history of Rhomatum, this limitation is particularly evident in the decades surrounding the Founda- tion. We have a paucity of documentary evidence regarding thepresumablydecades of events and thoughts that led to the Darian Exodus from the ancient city of Mauritum and the founding of our own fair city. This dearth of knowl- edge may be partly attributed to the inevitable attrition of sources over three centuries and the likelihood that the most interesting sources remain in Mauritum, inaccessible to this conscientious scholar. Yet these are not the only reasons for our ignorance, nor are they the greatest. Darius Rhomandi himself, our city's founder, must be judged the architect of our ignorance. By his own decrees, in the thirty-third year after the Founding, Darius severed his creation from the city which had created him. With a single stroke of his pen, our Founder proclaimed his own recounting of the Founding and his own memories of Mauritum, which he'd set forth in lus three-volume History of Rhomatum were all the past Rhomatum needed for the future. All other substantial evi- dence of Mauritum was henceforth banned in Rhomatum. Books were burntnot just the tomes of interpretive his- tory Rhomatum's first settlers transported into Rhomatum along with their other baggage, but letters, private diaries, and all the other intimate documents of people in their own time, without which the conscientious historian is reduced to evidence scarce removed from rumormongering, hearsay, and gossip. Having excised their Mauritumin past from Rhomatum's collective consciousness, our Founder then signed the second decree of the Reformation, thereby sealing his city's fate of isolationist ignorance. I speak, of course, of the establishment of the Darian cal- endar which, within the limits of nature (since not even Da- rius could adjust the speed with which we circle the sun), divided the year into nine equal months of four equal weeks of nine days. To those seven (and sometimes eight) embar- rassingly inescapable intercalary days, he assigned the sole state-sanctioned holiday, the now notorious Transition Day Festival. In his ongoing attempts to salvage our collective con- sciousness from the "insidious effects of unconscious aggran- dizement," Darius declared those months and days be named not for forgotten kings, like Mauritum's fourteen un- equal months; nor ancient gods like the eight days of Mauri- tum's week; but numbered, simply and rationally, beginning with the day Darius himself set the rings of Rhomatum into motion. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (1 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Today is the third day of the second week of the seventh month of the 283rd year after the Founding. But what day is it in Mauritum? I do not know. No one in Rhomatum doeslest he admit illegal commerce with our ancestral city. Oh, Darius! The good you did for your children and your children's children when you set the clocks and calendars of Rhomatum running on their own time was a curse upon historiansas well you knew it would be! From the lands beyond our own ley-determined borders we have a plenitude of tales, nothing more. No kernels of dates or documents which a conscientious historian might plant and nurture into a hedge linking the here and now of Rhomatum to the there and then of Mauritum. Yet I, Berul dunSegri, shall try to piece together some understanding ofMauritum's ancient pastand by painstak- ing extraction, some notion of how the Rhomatum I know and love came to be. . . . [We] know Mauritum's ring legacy goes back a thou- sand years and more, and Rhomatum's a mere three hun- dred. This simple fact would indicate that we did indeed originate, physically, culturally, and technologically, from Mauritum. While this might seem obvious, one must remem- ber that Darius controls our knowledge, and so our ability to logically extrapolate from a given set of information. Real- izing where our beliefs originate helps us to examine their inherent reliability. . . . [The island off Maurislan in general, and the city of Mauritum in particular, was, by all available evidence, the birthplace of the leythium ring disciplines around which Rhomatum society is structured. While we've no reason to presume the leylines and nodes which provide the basis for those disciplines are unique to our small corner of the conti- nent, elsewhere in the civilized world, people appear to have either ignored, rejected, or never discovered the advantages of ley energy. Elsewhere, people live much as the hill-folk and the between-ley farmers, in towns and villages and individual homesteads, dependent upon candles for light and fire for heat. Even where great and powerful leadership results in cities to rival Rhomatum in both size and population, those citizens still conduct their lives under the most primitive of conditions, where the very necessities of life create filth and stench unimaginable to a citizen of Rhomatum. These have a long and complex history of petty kingdoms and empires with which Darius, in his Histories, was nota- bly unconcerned. The conscientious scholar can't but wonder whether this lack of interest on the part of Rhomatum's founder in the World Beyond the Web (a tendency which to this day, Rho- matum herself displays in her extra-web dealings) indicates (1) an idiosyncrasy endemic to any node city, (2) an isola- tionist tendency inherited from Rhomatum's sociotechno- logic progenitor, or (3) a simple echo of Rhomatum's founder's own limited interests and biases. . . . . . . insofar as history can be described as 'fact, ' insofar as we have a multiplicity of accounts to substantiate those 'facts,' we have ample reason to believe the following to be 'true': 1) In the spring of the thirty-ninth year of Matrindi's reign in Mauritum, Darius Rhomandi, of no proven patronage, file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (2 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt led 257 adult males, 199 adult females and an unrecorded number of minor children out of the city of Mauritum and across the Amaidi Channel to the mainland valley where they founded the city of Rhomatum. 2) That Darius was ultimately responsible for capping and controlling the Rhomatum leynode also appears undisputed, as is the case with Darius' claim to Maurii priesthood, though he was apparently a very minor priest, most likely of the metal-working order, considering the endless detail with which he describes the casting of the Rhomatum rings. 3) According to hill-folk tradition, a tradition substanti- ated by the ruins scattered throughout the valley and foot- hills, the Dorian refugees were by no means the first inhabitants of the valley. However, none of the physical evi- dence supports the current, highly popularized theory that Darius led an army into the valley and destroyed the Tamsh- irin of local folklore: the patterns of destruction still extant on the ruined castles and altars, while not indicative of natu- ral weathering and decay, have more in common with ley- invoked lightning storms than with any human engine of war. Nor is there evidence in the remaining architecture to suggest other than human origin. Indeed, in this, considering the deserted sites, rubbled vic- tims of Rhomatum's shunted lighting storms, now extant on the Rhomatum Web's own borders, we can trust Darius' account that the valley beyond Persitum Node had become a maelstrom following Mauritum's capping of Persitum. A constant pounding of lightning would seem, at least to this humble scholar, sufficient inducement for Rhomatum Val- ley's former inhabitants to have taken their leave. . . . ... Of Mauritum itself, we have little solid evidence to support or defy Darius' unquestionably biased account; the reports of mutual trade interests, however, substantiate his contentions of massive overpopulation within the island cities, as well as the enormous sociopolitical power he attri- butes to the Maurii priesthood. Granted these two 'facts,' Darius' demand that the main- land satellite nodes swear fealty to Rhomatum alone or be cut out of the web was destined to create antipathy between Darius' Rhomatum and ancient Mauritum. According to Darius, there were actual armed assaults on Rhomatum in those early days; however, considering Mauri- tum's limited martial resourcesby that time the world be- yond considered them invincible, and they hadn't mounted an wmy in generationsand considering also the fact that by the time such assaults could have taken place Darius' original small band had grown to thousands, Darius' color- ful depiction of Maurii soldiers breaching the outer walls of Rhomatum and threatening the Tower itself might well be all color and little substance. A created cultural paranoia, if you will. Then again, the accounts might be word for word, event by event, accurate. One simply cannot know. . . . . . . and lacking a contemporary outside perspective, recon- ciliation of [Darius'] acts with his espoused goals and beliefs is virtually impossible. What appears indisputable to this scholar is that two great powers have been poised in equilibrium for three centuries: one structured ostensibly around the will of great and power- ful gods, the other (also ostensibly) around human free will. That the god Maurii lusts after additional followers is a file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (3 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt virtual givensuch is the way of gods. What Darius in- tended, what goals Darius has passed on to his descendants, is far less certain to those of us who live outside the Tower. For three hundred years, these two powerful, isolate enti- ties have stood side by side, looking carefully past one an- other, their peaceful coexistence based upon their own invincibility upon their own soil. If, however, each of these aloof giants in fact desires the other's power, when that bal- ance shifts, as some day it must, they will be forced to look upon one another in truth, without a god'sany god's, Maurii's or Darius'intervention. ... Prelude High in the atmosphere above Mount Khoratum, moisture- laden froth boils higher, deeper. Denied escape, caught be- tween the freezing air above and the shifting energies below, particles roil in ever-increasing ferocity, swirling on fierce, invisible currents, twisting, rubbing, chafing . . . Deep within the heart of Mount Khoratum, in a leythium- draped chamber deeper than the deepest human mines, Mother laughed, revelling in the flow of pure energy that slithered tingling tendrils across her skin, and for a time, it was sensuality alone that dictated her moves, that drove her to keep that brewing storm contained. It is an ancient, elemental ritual, this periodic convergence of power, frustration, and obstinacy; a ritual compelled by laws as primordial as the earth herself toward its inevitable resolution: Lightning arced between clouds. "Oo-oo-oo ..." Mother shivered in victorious ecstasy. "Yes!" On the mountain's surface, midway between leythium cave and lightning cloud, in the Tower overlooking the human-built city called Khoratum, in a chamber where the seven leythium-coated rings of Khoratum spun solemnly about their common centerthe Khoratum free radical echoed that sky-born bolt with a quivering deflection of its own sinuous path. It was a tiny shift, a disturbance only the most observant would note: the radical (an amorphous streamer of pure leythium that skipped and danced freely among its more rigid cousins) was prone to random motion. A tiny distur- bance, but significant. A power fluxtiny, but significant that only a most Talented human ringmaster could correct . . . without consumer awareness. Visible to no one within that notably empty room, bane- ful energy sizzled along the radical, arced from radical streamer to the outermost Cardinal Ring. The Cardinal shuddered, its heartbeat-regular rhythm faltered, and the energy mote leapt inward, disrupting the painstakingly aligned orbits of Khoratum Tower's rings one by one. On the innermost, it paused as if savoring its triumph, then penetrated the central sphere itself. "The scintillating orb flared, a momentary localized nova extending well be- yond the Cardinal's radius, then faded to lightless black. The rings faltered and tumbled to the tiled floor. Lights within the embryonic city blossoming ripplewise from the Tower's baseflickered and died. Sirens sounded. Briefly. Unchecked, the mote fled the Tower and skipped trium- phantly along city streets vacant on this fearsome afternoon file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (4 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt and midnight-dark between stormy skies and mountain shadows. It slithered sullenly past wattle and daub huts aglow with light, oil lamps impervious to the mote's pres- ence, then flowed like spring rain runoff along the leyline, down the mountain pass toward the fertile Rhomatum Valley. It was a route marked with dead and dying trees, the unnatural byproduct of Khoratum's recent capping. Before the humans, the ley had created but small disruptions to the natural surface growth; the narrow lines of sterility marking its underground structure had been part of the natural scheme, rivers and streams. But the humans capped the nodes, concentrated the en- ergy flows, and spread the pathway, making of the natural ley a wound, a perversion. And to that perversion, the hu- mans added gravel and paving stone: a road for their travel- ing convenience. On that leyroad came a cargo hauler bound for Khora- tum, foolish and greedy driver to be out on a leyroad on such a day, daring the elements to interfere with his schedule. Like some giggling, formless gremlin, the spark infiltrated the hauler's heater-core and brushed the tiny leythium web contained there with an ephemeral kiss. The web shriveled; the heater died. Deprived of buoyancy, the hauler's tower- ing balloon wilted, throwing the cargo bed's full weight onto woefully inadequate wagon axles. The draft horses stopped dead in their tracks, and the lead gelding cast an accusntory glance over his broad shoulder toward the silk- draped, disgruntled driver. The sparking mote, heedless now of the havoc in its wake, scampered through the Khoramali foothills, ignoring equally the thriving watchtowers of the current human pop- ulace and the ruined altars of the previous inhabitants. It bounded relentlessly toward the valley's southernmost reach, toward another ley-rich node, another ringchamber, another tower-dominated city. Mount Rhomatum: eroded with timeas Mount Khora- tum was not. Rhomatum Node: where nine major leylines converged to Khoratum's six. Rhomatum City: a web of carefully plotted ringroads and radial spokes: leyroad connections to other nodes, other citiesof which Khoratum was youngest. But far from least. Rhomatum: home of Ringmaster Anheliaa dunMoren, architect and instigator of the profane Khoratum Tower. Gaining momentum and gleeful purpose with each pass- ing instant, the spark traversed its barren path, a gravelled slash between lush, cultivated fields, and streaked through the outer-city livestock market, unnoticed by any save cat- tle and chickens. Almost sentient in its excitement, the lightning-born ca- lamity reached for the City's outermost wall, the human- made buffer against human flotsam seeking Rhomatum's energy-rich harbor. It gained the innermost stone . . . And died. Unnoticed. Unappreciated. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (5 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (Sigh.) Ignored. And, as yet another leythium strand quivered in sympa- thetic resonance to the firestorm raging above. Mother kin- dled another . . . event. 5ECTIOtt OME The impending deluge erupted just as Deymorin Rhomandi dunMheric raced beneath the palisade gate that marked the Rhomatum umbrella's outermost perimeter. A single stride within, Deymorin's horse, wise to the idiosyncrasies of the City and disdaining anything so plebeian as a signal from his rider, shd to a plunging, bucking halt, spraying sand and gravel over the gate attendants scattering from his path. Deymorin himself, wise to the idiosyncrasies of his horse (having raised him from a fractious colt), lifted a careless hand to stop the single, brave (but ill-advised) soul who rushed forward to help control Ringer's extravagant dis- play. Having failed to unseat his rider, the horse froze, four feet square, then shook from toe to tail, as if the handful of drops that had pelted them at the last had drenched him to the skin. "Silly creature," Deymorin murmured fondly, and leaned forward to slap the sweat-darkened neck. When he straight- ened, it was as if every vertebra snapped and grated before settling into place. He gave his aching shoulders a backward stretch, signalled his thanks to the alert gatekeep, who'd had the gate open and waiting by the time he reached it, and sent Ringer on toward the stables with a gentle pres- sure of leg and rein. Outside the palisade the air was roihng grey and deluge; here, at the power umbrella's outermost edge, where only the smallest, simplest and purest leythium crystal would glow, the glimmer of sun through broken clouds cast the occasional shadow; shadows whose midafternoon length re- minded him of his woefully belated arrival. Easy enough to find excuses, if excuses he desired. Ex- cuses Nikki would understand: the weanling cull running a month late, the overall high quality of the foals making the choice of which to keep and which to sell nearly impossible: a fact that would please him, once he'd had time to con- sider; and there was desperately needed hay that lay curing in the fields about to be storm-flooded, and a prize brood- mare in danger of aborting what might well be her last foal... Time-critical problems, all of them. Small wonder Tonio's gentle reminder early this morning had caught him un- awares and at his stud farm, Darhaven, rather than in Rhomatum. Small wonder, but unforgivable: older brothers had . . . obligations. And the morning of the eighteenth day of the first month of the year 317 should have found Deymorin Rhomandi dunMheric, brother of Nikaenor Rhomandi dunMheric, if not in Rhomatum itself, at least at the valley estate, Ar- mayel. When a man's family owned multiple seats, a man really ought to make use of them. Darhaven was in the foothills, two sensible days' ride from Rhomatum; Armayel, an easy morning's jaunt. Nikki would have understood his sleeping over at Armayel to minimize his time in the City; Nikki would never have for- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (6 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt given him missing tonight's festivities altogether. Well, he hadn't spent the night at Armayel, but he wasn't going to miss the party either, though he might well fall asleep in the middle of dinner. It had required his best and bravesthe ran a grateful hand down the sweating arch of mane and muscleto get him here at even this truant hour. He tightened his legs and Ringer surged willingly into a jogtrot, the fastest pace the law allowed within the palisade. The horse was tired, as Deymorin himself was, but eager for the warmth and comfort awaiting him in the stables. If only, Deymorin thought as he ducked to miss the low beam at the barn's back entrance, Ringer's rider felt a simi- lar anticipation toward his own . . . stable. A nickering duet greeted him as he eased numb feet to the packed and raked ground outside the tackroom, and fluttering nostrils on two near-identical black-nosed heads with identical white stars appeared over neighboring stall doors. He dropped Ringer's reins and palmed a handful of dried apple treats from the pouch hanging just within the tackroom door, a move that raised an expectant rustle be- hind him. "Don't even think it," he said, without turning. With a dejected whoof, that sense of horse at his shoulder disappeared. Ignoring the big bay gelding, he limped across the aisle to the greys' stalls, speaking softly to them, scratching the snip on Storm's nose, the tiny scar on Ash- ley'sthe only notable difference between themhis eyes reflexively noting their condition. They were undoubtedly the best matched team ever bred at Darhaven, by himself or any of his ancestors. Theoretically, the greys belonged at Armayel, but some- how they rarely stayed there for long. Not that he minded: better here where they'd be exercised and loved than wait- ing around for his infrequent needs. Personally, he pre- ferred to rideas had Nikki. Once. Before the boy found it impossible to ride two horses at the same time. He scratched an expectant chin with one hand, with the other patted a neck solid beneath a silken black mane . . . and recalled a scrawny, blond-headed kid and two scraw- nier foals, and himself and Gerhard bastardizing their bet- ter sense for a pair of pleading blue eyes. And Nikki had been right, in his blind-child-luck way. The twins had lived, and flourished, to become a matched team any horseman would cherishas the scrawny, blond- headed kid had grown into a man anyone would be proud to call brother. Well, most of the time. He did look forward to seeing Nikki. His youngest broth- er's visits to Darhaven occurred far too infrequently these days, and when Nikki was there, he seemed distracted, more interested in the library than the horses. Deymorin suspected their mutual brother Mikhyel's hand in both that dereliction and that distraction, as in much else that tran- spiredor didn'tin the boy's life. Dear, pious, priggish Mikhyel. Sometimes he thought he'd be perfectly content if he never saw his other brother again, but if enduring the middle Rhomandi brother's pres- ence was the price he must pay for time with the youngest, he'd pay that and willingly to be with the boy tonight. Boy. Not any longer. Nikki was seventeen now, and le- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (7 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt gally a manor would be, soon enough, after the an- nouncements had been posted, the oaths taken and the Citizen contract signed. Gods will Nikki's would be a less . . . eventful . . . passage into adulthood than Mikhyel's had been. He'd lost a brother that nightten years ago next springthough not to death. Death would have been easier, cleaner. Instead, he'd been left with a hard-faced, ambulatory shell that bore only a superficial resemblance to the brother he'd grown up with. He'd lost one brother that night; he wasn't about to lose a second tonight. He ran a final, loving hand down each dark grey jowl, gave Storm's overactive black lip a gentle tug, and returned to Ringer, hands harboring one final treat behind his back. They were gathering an audience, he and the big horse; grooms versed enough in his ways not to interfere before his signal, and familiar enough with those ways to stand where they could enjoy the show. "Well?" he asked. A black-rimmed ear twitched. The bloodred head with its narrow blaze drooped low, the long forelock falling across half-lidded eyes: a picture of equine exhaustion re- quiring only shuddering sides and quivering knees to com- plete. Unfortunately for Ringer, his sides moved in long, even breaths, and his legs were as sound as they'd been that morning. "I'm not impressed, you know." The large head raised to rest its chin heavily . . . pitifully . . . on his shoulder. Laughter escaped despite tight-clamped lips, and Ringer, with a smug toss of his head, shoved Deymorin's chest with his nose, demanding his reward, which Deymorin willingly provided. Handing the intrepid gelding over at last to the team of chuckling grooms, he freed his silver-handled cane and pis- tol from the saddle and headed through the stable toward the market and the inner wall, pausing only to check the pistol at the armory. A man never forgot that twice. If he somehow got past the guard with it, chances were it would shoot off some- thing important, without warning and before nightfall. Ley and gunpowder, like ley and lightning, did not mix. The Oreno market closed around him, banners and booths combining to obscure the stable. Once one of sev- eral private facilities situated well outside the city wall among productive farmlands, where there had been space in plenty for paddocks and arenas, the Rhomandi stable was the final vestige of that original agrarian use of this land. Nearly ten years ago, his own dear aunt Anheliaa had realized her greatest ambition and capped Khoratum Node, making her the first Rhomatumin ringmaster ever to have the full power of the Rhomatum Web available to her. The most immediate and inescapable effect of control- ling that last of Rhomatum's satellite nodes was the exten- sion of the Rhomatum City power umbrellaby as much as five miles in some directions. The City had immediately constructed a new perimeter wall, a physical demarcation of that new municipal bound- ary, and the property valuesthanks to overzealous specu- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (8 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt latorsbetween the old wall and the new had flared out of control, taking property taxes with them. Ten years after the fact, prices had settled, the taxes had, but much of the land between the old wall and the new still lay fallow, no longer fit to grow anything but roses, the previous owners, mostly farmers and horse breeders, driven out, those over- zealous speculators considering themselves fortunate when they managed to break even. Deymorm himself had eventually given in to Mikhyel's pressure and sold his own training facilities (twenty pad- docks, two outdoor arenas, and one mirrored, indoor arena, as well as two of his three barns) to some faceless Oreno Syndic, whose favor Mikhyel had been courting for some internode economic alliance. His only consolation when he passed the vacant paddocks was that the new owner, who had purchased the facility when the market was at its peak, had yet to resell the land and lacked the capital to develop it himself. And Mikhyel's deal had fallen through. None of which mattered significantly to Deymorin these days. He had moved his in-training stock (and himself) per- manently to Darhaven, and overall, he preferred the change. But he'd keep this small barn (if only to spite his miserly sibling at each tax assessment of the Family estate) until that miserly sibling managed to push through some law that made the barn illegaland even then, he might choose to challenge that yet to be written law, just to see whether that miserly siblingwho was also the family barristerwould dare prosecute his own brother, who also happened to be the Princeps of Rhomatum. That would keep the gossips busy for at least a month. . . . And Mikhyel hated scandal. Outside the palisade, in the new country edge, no civilian stables had grown up to replace the old. Professionals, such as the long-haulers or the internode passenger coaches, had already built their own private stables, convenient to the leylines between node cities, but well beyond the reach of city taxation. Around those stables, communities had grown: inns, farriers, everything needed for the stock, the drivers and those who cared for them. Most Outsiders forced to visit the city now put themselves and their horses up at these small villages, then took the commercial float- ercoaches into the city itself. "The casualty of the Khoratum expansion that was likely to prove the most costly of all had been the dissolution of the military training grounds, facilities that had once drawn recruits from all over the web. Stables full of well-bred horses, gymnasiums and practice fields, shooting ranges everything needed to train young men to defend their fami- lies and homeshad been reduced over the years to a sin- gle gymnasium, a fencing salle, and a handful of ill-trained equine slugs Mikhyel and his City Council cronies allotted the city to keep the Guard in practice. In practice.' Only Mikhyel could conceive so inane a concept. Men didn't stay in practice for war, they kept preparedwhich meant more than a twice yearly jog about a covered arena and crossing epees in a salle. But Rhomatum didn't require such readiness any longerjust ask his dear brother. The Rhomatum Web was civilized, her satellites content with the status quo, her file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (9 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt traditional adversary, Mauritum, was ready to sign trade agreements . . . any day now . . . for the last twenty-five years and more. Anheliaa had capped Khoratum, and suddenly Rhoma- tum was invincible . . . at least, that was how the city-bound members of the 36th Council of the City of Rhomatum apparently viewed the situation. As those sagacious leaders viewed the situation, no con- quering warrior could take Rhomatum without destroying that which made her the most valuable: her precious leythium- hamessing rings. Ringmasters weren't interchangeable. Common knowledge held that training a master required years of orientation and personal supervision by the sitting master. Without a ringmaster, the rings themselves would falter in their paths and the power that ran the city would cease to flow; and since only Anheliaa dunMoren could train the next Rhomatum ringmaster, Rhomatum was, so Council believed, completely safe. Which reasoning presupposed that that faceless conquer- ing warrior wanted the rings. At the moment, the Kirish'lan Empire that controlled the majority of the lands along the Rhomatum Web perimeter was apparently quite content without ringpower. Content or uninterested. Fortunately for Rhomatum, they seemed equally uninterested in the Rhomatum Valley. That hadn't always been the case, and likely would not be again at some unknowable future date. What those Rhomatum leaders failed to realize (or refused to acknowledge) was that the land surrounding Rhomatum was immensely vulnerable, not only to some theoretical invasion, but to the very real and increasingly unpredictable whims of nature. Without her associated farmland, Rhomatum would starve within a year, despite her much-vaunted reserves. But Rhomatum councillors didn't think of that. Rhoma- tum citizens as a whole had forgotten where bread and milk and cheese came from, thanks to ancestors who had moved into an extremely fertile valley that had been blessed, with the capping of Rhomatum, with unnaturally reliable weather patterns, where those who would be farmers could ply their trade with maximum output for minimum effort. A society grown content, that was Rhomatum. Deymorin had personally replaced those neglected mar- tial facilities, basing the new facility at Parawin, yet another of that multiplicity of Rhomandi estates. He'd made them available to any who requested. Sometimes those who came paid for the privilege; frequently they could not. For the sake of the future of the valley, he and other like-minded landowners throughout the entire web absorbed the ex- pense, never bothering to ask Rhomatum for subsidy. He'd tried that once, five years ago, and discovered the hard way just how blind stupid a majority rule could be when the majority was ignorant and refused education. After that eye-opening debacle, when something had needed doing, he'd done it himself. And Mikhyel wondered why his elder brother's pockets were always empty. When it came to Outside matters, Mi- khyel was as blind-stupid as the rest of the Council. Outside, Inside, the Darkness Between the Lines .. . as if any of those parts existed apart from the whole. The Web was the Web: Rhomatum, her eighteen satellite file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (10 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt nodesfrom the oldest, Persitum, to the youngest, Khora- tumand all the lands between. The perimeter of the web was a well-defined zone of frequent storms and generally unpleasant living conditions. Insiders lived under a node city's power umbrella, Out- siders did not. Pockets of Outsiders had settled along the leylines themselves that ran between those nodes, narrow strips where the ley energy dimly manifestedenough for running a limited number of floater balloon heaters and making lights glow dimlybut the encroaching Darkness had proven too unnerving for the average Insider citizen's delicate sensibilities to endure for more than the night or two needed to travel between nodes. Encroaching Darkness. In the average Insider's mind and more ominously, in the minds of the Rhomatum Coun- cil and the House of Syndicsno sane person would will- ingly dwell in those uncivilized segments of the web. But people did. Outsiders, who produced useful things . . . like food . . . and who required governing. So were boundaries established, jurisdictions surrounding each node over which the included node city held authority. Some cities treated that responsibility with great respect. Others took their cue from the node of nodes, Rhomatum, and left the Outside to fend for itself, interfering only when taxes weren't paid or produce didn't appear is, the marketplace. An attitude which, at least in Rhomatum, was proving dangerously shortsighted. In recent years, according to the oldest farmers, the once reliable weather patterns that had for three hundred years blessed the Rhomatum Valley with outstandingly predict- able growing seasons had undergone dramatic changes, cre- ating drought in some areas, flooding in others. He hadn't the personal perspective to know how rapidly those condi- tions were changing, or in exactly what fashion, but after five years of tracking gross groundwater and water-flow conditions throughout the valley, he knew they could no longer rely totally upon nature for watering crops and drainage. The Outside landowners knew what needed doing, and were ready to commit men and equipment to dig the drain- age ditches and build up the low spots, but to accomplish the overall plan they' needed dispensation to build the ditches across seven leylines. And they needed funding or at least, tax reliefuntil they had recovered from the effects of lost crops, reduction of available useful land, and the problems of housing flood-displaced sharecroppers. They'd left that up to him. After all, he was the Princeps. Council couldn't deny him anything, could they? Nice to have the confidence of one's peers. . . . Outside. If he and Mikhyel had any sense, he supposed they'd follow the example of other founding Families and split the household amicably into City and Outside septs, with separate caucus representatives for each sept. It wouldn't affect the overall city-biased power balance within the Council, but it might ease tensions within their own household. Unfortunately, while those other Families had, over the eight generations since the Founding, grown sufficiently nu- merous to fill every available nook under the power um- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (11 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt brella and beyond, Darius Rhomandi's get had proven woefully unfertile; the Rhomandi rarely had more than a handful of adult carriers of the name alive at any point in time. House Rhomandi: the largest estate in the Rhomatum Syndicate, heir to the singular honor Princeps of Rhoma- tum, traditional controller of the Rhomatum rings, and there were just the four of them left: Mikhyel, Nikki, him- self . . . and Aunt Anheliaa, of course. One couldn't forget their paternal grandsire's sister ... however much one might care to. He supposed some would say Mheric Rhomandi dunFaren's three sons all living to adulthood should, in itself, be cause for some sort of celebration. Of course, one must also suppose, others might just as soon the entire name simply die out altogether and let the syndicate-and the ringsrevert to the people, as Darius had intended. There was, as in most such dichotomous situations, a relatively simple answer: the Syndicate could vote to elimi- nate the Princeps as quickly and easily as they'd instituted the position. But they wouldn'tnot as long as the Rho- mandi Family controlled the Rhomatum rings. The Oreno marketplace crowded in around him, mer- chant and casual acquaintance alike vying for his attention, all wanting to know where he'd been, how he'd been and with whom, the usual friendly distractions one encountered in the market, but today he settled for a wave or a shouted, good-natured jibe, and hurried on, though his riding boots slipped and slid over the cobblestones, jarring already ach- ing joints, and the uneven surface caught and held the cane's tip when, leaning too heavily, he depended too much on its support for balance. An open-faced hand-cab stopped directly in front of him. "Give 'ee a lift, zur?" A man would laugh, who wasn't exhausted, whose leg wasn't throbbing like a broken tooth. The cabby hadn't given him much of a choice, pulling up where he had. It was accept his offer, or push through a smithy's display. "Oreno Gate," he said, and eased back into the two- wheeled cart, disgusted when he had to set the cane on the floorboard and use both hands to draw his off-leg in after him. But the bad right leg was a reality of his life, an old injury, and he had to admit, as the cabby set off at a goodly pace for the gate, it was a relief to let his back and hips sink into the soft leather cushions and let other legs do the work. At the inner gate, a backup at the turnstile threatened further delay. Registration. Declaration of legitimate city business, projected length of stay. Visas: one of those City-biased legal decisions. He could, if he so chose, force his way to the front of the line: he wore a ring on his left hand that would clear his path in a quasimagical instant, should he choose to in- voke its authority, but he resented using that ring in such a fashion almost as fiercely as he resented the quasiroyal power of the silver-filigree crest it bore. That he wore it at all was solely a matter of family pride. Whatever else he was or was not, he was the Rhomandi, eldest living male of the Rhomandi Family. On the other hand, who was to say the Rhomandi's busi- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (12 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt ness was any more important than that of these other folk mumbling and complaining amongst themselves? A philosophical opinion which forced him to flatten his already lean pouch by another few coppers to the cabby for standing time. Princeps of Rhomatum, theoretically the most powerful citizen in the Rhomatum Syndicate, and he rarely had a silver-piece to his name. Mikhyel would claim it was his profligate ways, that he tipped too much, that he gambled too wildly and lent money too easily and OB uncertain collateral. He considered it . . . spreading the wealth, in a way honorable for both parties. Besides, it made him feel good to send a hard worker away with a smile on his face rather than disappointment like the cabby when at last his turn at the stile arrived. "Papers, please." The registrar's voice was as bored as the eyes that looked right through him. "Papers?" Deymorin kept his voice low, controlled, fighting the fatalistic disgust rising in him. "What papers?" Possibly his face did not match his tone. Certainly the drab assistant wielding the pen blanched quite markedly. The registrar held out his hand and repeated, blindly oblivious: "Identity papers, please. All Rhomatum citizens have been issued them, all visitors are instructed to pick them up at the outer palisade. If you haven't filled them out, I must ask you to step to the back of the line and do so. Next!" The registrar's head dropped in total disinterest. "State your name, your business, length of stay .. ." "My name is Deymorin Rhomandi dunMheric," Deymorin said tightly, without moving a step. The assistant's pen dropped. "I'm a free man, a citizen with no arrest record of sig- nificance." Deymorin began jerking his left glove free, one finger at a deliberate time. The registrar's eyes suddenly biinked into awareness, his litany slowed to a stuttering halt as Deymorin's handand the unique silver-webbing over gold of the Rhomandi crestcleared the pale kidskin. "I'm bound for House Rhomandi. My business there is damnwell my own. And my brother can take his bloody papers and use them to light his way to the eighteen hells above Rhomatum." The assistant backed away, a slow step at a time, and, with a mumbled excuse regarding nature and necessity, dis- appeared into the garderobe within the wall itself. The registrar, evidently made of sterner stuffor per- haps, with his hne of escape already occupiedcleared his throat and said haltingly, "You understand, y'r grace" "Rhomandi." Deymorin corrected firmly. "The name's Rhomandi." "Yes, y'r grace Rhomandi." My grace, your grace, lords and ladies: it .was ridiculous. Rhomatum had been founded by men and women defying such class distinctions, yet three hundred years after the fact, with no rules of usage, no legal or philosophical justi- fication for such nonsense, the words and attitudes persisted. "You understand, y'r grace, I had to ask, y'r grace." And it was senseless trying to fight the ancient tradi- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (13 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt tionparticularly in so obsequious an individual. "I understand nothing about papers." "Identification, y'r grace. Standard procedure as of two months ago, y'r grace." "And if I'd had no . . . identification?" "You'd have had the choice, y'r grace, to leave or fill out the papers and wait in the confining area until" "Until my sick uncle died, or the critical business meeting was over. How . . . hospitable of us." "It's the law, y'r grace." "You mean, it's my brother's ..." He bit his tongue. "Oh, never mind. May I pass, m'lord Registrar? Before these good people storm the gate and trample us both?" A titter from behind assured him the little exchange had not gone unnoticed, and the registrar's frustrated glare as- sured him it would not soon be forgotten. But the registrar released the turnstile and waved him through. Deymorin smiled sweetly and sauntered into the City, beyond the tit- ters, beyond the cobblestonesand completely beyond the sun-dimming clouds. Storm without the umbrella, clear skies within. He'd ex- perienced such sudden weather changes throughout his life, but his gut had never reconciled to them. It wasn't natural. Nature was storms the day before harvest, drought when the seedlings were most vulnerable. Nature was a twenty- year-old mare aborting and Win foals dying. ... Half the joy of living was racing to beat nature's odds. But in Rhomatum, the odds never changed. In Rhoma- tum, rain would happen in the evening, every evening, just before dusk and end before the street-lighting. Just enough rain to flush the streets and water the roses. Predictable time. Predictable amount. Predictable results. . . . And the roses never mildewed. Gods, it must be boring. The floatercab dock nearest the Oreno gate was empty save for a waiting line of chattering, package-laden market- grazers, all the cabs evidently engaged, enroute to one end of the City or the other. By the time he made it through that line and negotiated a floatercab, he could be halfway home. Besides, his heartrate was up, thanks to the registrar, he was rested, thanks to the impudent cabby in the market, and, deciding his legs could use a bit of a shake-out after the long ride, he bypassed the dock without slowing his stride and headed up the boardwalk toward Tower Hill. Unlike the gregarious market, on walks inside the City, and particularly along the leys, delays for the sake of gossip were unlikely. But then, within the City, everyone always seemed to be hurrying in one direction or another, too busy, and too self-important to involve themselves in any- thing or anyone outside their tiny sphere of pseudo- civilization. He feared even Nikki was catching the malady, if his decreasing visits to Darhaven were any indication. At least the lad still made regular treks Outsidethe greys' condi- tion was evidence enough of that; when the day arrived that he had to come and drag Nikki away from the City for the foaling season, he'd drag him away, all right, and never let him return. Rhomatum was an unhealthy environment for a growing mind and body. Besides holding nature at bay, it was a fantasyland of consumer improbabilitiesmore so than any file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (14 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt of her eighteen satellite cities. They at least had some quan- tifiable output: fabric mills and sericulture, glasswork, min- ing ... two were primarily hospital nodes, noted for their healing waters. Rhomatum produced politicians and the industry of diversions necessary to entertain visiting dignitaries. In addition to her own Councils and debating Assembly, she played year-round hostess to the web syndics, elected offi- cials of the satellite nodes who gathered here to pontificate ad nauseam on the needs of the web itself and their little corners in particular, juggling their carefully narrow-fo- cussed statistics and surveys to prove whatever legal or moral point they currently espoused. Lawyers, all of them, regardless what they claimed. Tweaking rules to finagle one more iota of perceived advantage. A city full of politicians and lawyersand Mikhyel was worried about unregistered visitors? Registration papers. Darius save them, where had Mi- khyel dreamed that one up? It was of a piece with Mikhy- el's obsession over street safety and his fascination with statistics: assassins or cutpurses or unaffiliated prostitutes, Mikhyel didn't care, provided the reported instances of crime were within 'allowable parameters.' He'd love to get Mikhyel at the business end of a parameter. Tower Hill loomed above him sooner than he ex- pected. Literally above: his feet had taken him down the tunnel to the northside service access, where servants welcomed him with grins and handshakes and made room for him atop a load of laundry bound for the House Rho- mandi kitchens. He settled comfortably, balancing his cane across his lap as the grille slid into place, then waved at the head disap- pearing between his feet. He could have taken a more civilized route up Tower Hill: floaters made the circuit of the whole damned govern- ment complex on a regular schedule, weaving among the governmental buildings and public libraries and museums, arriving ultimately at House Rhomandi's marbled entrance, but he never used them, willingly, and saw no reason to break his personal tradition today when the service eleyator could lift him quite comfortably and quietly through the heart of the small mountain, avoiding barristers and coun- cillors and lobbyists alike. His arrival in the kitchens caused no more stir than it had when he was ten. Cook bugged him, scolded him, and slapped his hand when he kyped a crumpet; he kissed her forehead, laughed, and, cane on his shoulder, skipped out the door and up the stairs toward Nikki's apartment, ex- haustion and aches vanishing at the suddenly near prospect. Lights within the Rhomatum City Library flickered, an extraordinary event that caught the assistant to the curator with one foot in the air above the slick marble downstep and tilted precariously beneath an enormous codex. The young man staggered, a single shift of balance, as thunder muttered in the distance. "Be careful! Careful, I said!" sputtered the curator him- self, his fluttering presence posing a far greater hazard to the timeworn tome than anything the harried attendant had done trying to transport the book into the private study. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (15 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Nikki bit his lip on a grin and surreptitiously shifted notes and scrolled maps to clear a spot on the cluttered table, then turned to take the book's weight into his own hands. An instant of sharply contrasting textures: ancient, travel- weary leather, the velvety, unscarred freshness of the table- top . . . it was as if his fingertips were caught between two ages. It was a feeling not exclusive to his fingers: every time he accessed this, or any of the archive manuscripts, he felt this . . . oneness . . . with his ancestors. Exerting immense control, he freed his hands from the source of that deliciously eerie sensation and forced a warm smile to his lips. "I promise I'll be very careful with it, Gomarrin," he assured the curator, though he was by no means obligated, the book being his own family's property, on permanent loan to the city archives. "I know you. will, m'lord," the curator said, then glared at his attendant, who just dipped his head respectfully and faded into the shadows between book cases. "It's that ham- handed oaf I don't trust." The lights flickered a second time and the curator shot a worried glance at the overhead chandelier. "Don't worry," Nikki reassured him absently, thrilling to that leathery touch, "my aunt was on duty when I left. It's a big storm brewing over Khoratum, that's all." "If you say so, sir." Gomarrin edged away as if reluctant still to leave his prize in the hands of an amateur. "If there's anything else I can do?" One did try to think of the book as a State Treasure, not personal property, and one did try to remember that the library was Gomarrin's life, not his hobby.... And one did try to remember that one's merest expres- sion of displeasure could threaten that livelihood, even while one tried, as Deymorin said, not to build too highly on that privilege of rank. . . . "Nothing, thank you," Nikki said, quietly but firmly, ignoring, with near intolerable fortitude, the allure of the leather cover lying just below his knuckles. And in a moment of exquisite self-torture, telling himself it was simple courtesy, he waited until the curator had gone before taking his seat in front of The Book . . . to discover he'd resisted a single moment too long: the sensation was gone, thoughts of Gomarrin and the rights of those like him intruding upon the romance of a past filled with kings and priests, wizards and magic. One tried, one sincerely tried to remember that all citi- zens were equal under the laws of nature and Rhomatum, but it was very hard when tradition refused to relinquish the honorifics and manners of an earlier era, and when daily reality was just . . . different . . . for himself than for his friends in the stables, or Gomarrin, or the Rhomandi House servants. Mikhyel said the patrician traditions were just a courtesy, the self-biased citizen's way of acknowledging the efforts of those dedicated to making the machinery of justice and economy run smoothly; that it wasn't words, but how you treated people in the courts and on payday that was the ultimate arbiter of social justice. Deymorin said that Mikhyel had his head buried some- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (16 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt where less than sanitary and that people who got called lords eventually thought of themselves that way, so he was just Deymorin, Deymio, or Rhomandi to everyoneser- vant, citizen, and brother ahke. Which was theoretically very nice, but functional reality placed Gomarrin's neck on the line should anything happen to this book, or any one of the treasures housed here, and functional reality allowed Nikaenor Rhomandi dunMheric to sit here day after day taking what might well prove to be useless notes regarding information Gomarrin spent his life protecting and never had the time to read. Functional reality gave common-born Gomarrin a purpose in life, and left the third son of Mheric Rhomandi dunFaren with more money and time than he knew what to do with, and no purpose or function whatsoever. Though not for lack of trying. Someday, somehow, per- haps within these venerable records, Nikaenor Rhomandi dunMheric would find that purpose. . . . He just wasn't sure exactly what that purpose might beyet. Granting the scarred leather a final lingering caress, he lifted the cover with a disposition approaching reverence. Delicate, time-yellowed pages crackled beneath his finger- tips; ruffled, uncut edges of an earlier era crumbled to fine powder at his touch. And on the pages themselves, ridges of ink, fading in places, gouges from an ill-considered scrape of a ragged crow-quill's tip ... Darius' own notes. Written by Darius' own hand over three hundred years ago: Today I looked into the rings and saw a new and better world... Those heretical wordswritten in secret, by shaded candlelight (or so his inner self envisioned it)had marked the beginning of a new era, not just for the man who wrote them, not just for those who followed where he led, but for the entire known civilized world. Among the thousands of volumes in the Rhomandi House library were some seventeen different published editions of Darius' Histories of Rhomatum, not including the nine- volume, profusely illustrated, children's version, but some- how the words always felt differentsounded different in his head when he read them from this book and these pages, where Darius himself had written them. Somehow, following those faded words with eyes and fingers, he felt . .. part of those momentous events. The pages separated, dust laden with mysterious scents caressed his nostrils, and suddenly, magically, he could smell and taste the past, could see, as if he'd been there, Darius' midnight invasion of the Mauritum Ring Tower where, in defiance of law and religious custom, he'd asked the god Maurii, directly and without sanction, for a vision, a hope for the future of Mauritum's hopeless, homeless massesa vision of the sort the ancient node's god suppos- edly reserved for the city's high priests. Out of that history-making illegal entry, Rhomatum had been born. Modem scholars wrote monstrous treatises and held month-long debates over exactly what Darius did or did not see, what Darius did or did not do that night in the Mauritum Ring Chamber. Some argued whether or not the invasion of the Tower happened at all. Darius claimed the rings had answered him, a junior priest, without dispensation or master intervention, thus proving his contention that the rings resonated to some file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (17 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt inborn Talent, not godly sanction. Darius claimed a vision of a storm-wracked valley and a geas to go there. Darius' modern detractors suggested Darius' stimulus wasn't a vision at all, but common knowledge, at least within the Maurii priesthood. That once Persitum had been capped, the ringmasters must have sensed the nodes be- yond, certainly so powerful a node as Rhomatum itself. Each of those modern-day historians came up with his own theory as to why the Maurii priests hadn't pursued capping those obviously powerful nodes, theories as to why Darius had been able to pull off such a coup, but the fact was they hadn't and Darius had. It wasn't as if Darius had tried to use that so-called reve- lation to become a high priest, since he had abandoned the priesthood altogether and led his family and the other origi- nal Founders out of Mauritum in search of his valley. Which they had found: Nikki's very existence, as well as the existence of those outspoken detractors, was proof absolute of that. / find it small wonder now that my vision eluded me for so long. The veins are unbelievably rich. More leythium than anyone could have dreamed . . . if not for the danger from the storms, one could strip the surface away and simply pump the essence out of the earth. ... But the storms were there, and so every man, woman, and child who had come with Darius, regardless of their position in Mauritum, had participated in mining the silver and leythium from beneath the time-eroded leymound. That effort was the price, by Darian decree, that assured them a personal stake in the future city, a decree that, at one and the same time both assured their loyalty to Rho- matum, and destroyed forever the cultural taboos against any but sanctified priests handling the leythium. When it came to the actual casting of the rings, Darius himself, using knowledge and skills gained as a Maurii priest, but passing those skills willingly on to any with the desire to learn them, had supervised the construction of the molds, and Darius himself had smelted and poured the sil- ver, and coated the final product with liquid leythium. And when he was done, atop those mines (whose shafts still existed beneath Nikki's very own bedroom, above the casting forms still on public display right where they'd been carved into the foundation stone) those Founding Families had constructed the first permanent building of the new hub-city: the Tower to house the precious rings. And when that was done, one man and one man alone had aligned the rings and set them in motion, a feat that was, in itself, a minor miracle of the time. . . . Today, the rings spun, for the first time ... How little effort it took to imagine, sitting with one's hands resting on those age-dusted words, that ancient tower of rough-hewn granite, lightning raging all around, bands of blinding light reflecting off the concentric rings that lay lifeless on the stone floor, awaiting one touch to quicken them. ... All my life, terror has been a meaningless word, a weakness in other men to be scorned. . . . And a man alone, unwilling to risk a single innocent life, raising each ring, one at a time, by himself, eyes closing as he reached for some inner sense that would reveal the flow file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (18 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:37 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt of the ley, aligning the ring with that flow and setting it spinning, the innermost ring first and working outward. And when the Cardinal Ring was in place, when its orbit matched the heartbeat of the ancient mountain's leythium core, the radical streamer, the band of pure leythium that was neither crystal, nor solid, nor liquid, would have un- coiled of its own accord, to weave and dance among the spinning rings. . . . . . . / scorn it no longer. . . . One mistakeone mismatch, energy flow to ring size, one misalignment, one ring confounding the orbit of an- other ... and Rhomatum would never have been born. Darius, his people, Rhomatum itself, would have been gone in a single, lightning-blasted instant. Maurii would have won. Instead, within moments of that radical's rising, the light- ning stopped and the skies cleared above the Tower, and Rhomatum became the safe haven for all the refugees. Thanks to Darius, the one adept among them. Darius, one-time junior priest of Mauritum. Darius, founder, architect, and philosophical sire of Rhomatum. Darius, the original Rhomandi of Rhomatum. Nikki's own ancestor, sevenor was it eight?generations removed. or was that remote? Not that it mattered. Removed. Remote. Those were just words. Darius was . . . history . . . and the future. His future. Nikki shivered, feeling that link to his famous forefather drawing at his very soul. It was ... exquisite, this internal conviction that his very own, perhaps momentous, destiny lay somehow linked to this great man and history itself. Because Darius, founder of Rhomatum and the Rho- mandi line, had been great. Nothing the detractors could say could change the reality that the supposedly uncappable node had been cappedby Darius. Whatever speculations one might make about his character, Darius, alone of his peers, had had the courageand the skillto accomplish that great feat; and if such a man chose to employ a hint of . . . poetic license in recounting his story for future gener- ations ... well, it seemed to Nikki that the inheritors of that historyand of the comfortable lifestyle Darius had made possibleshould applaud the evidence of yet another of Darius' talents rather than use that talent to devalue his undeniable accomphshments. ... on this 13th day of the 21st meeting of the House of Syndics, following the S7-node disaster, the Rhomatum ringmaster has been granted absolute veto-power over Syn- dic development.... Which meant, of course, Darius. But the decision had been inevitable. In the wake of Rhomatum's capping, with seventeen satellite nodes wait- ing to be capped and mastered, a flood of would-be ring- masters had arrived in Rhomatum Valley out of Mauritum monasteries. Having located the nodes through the Persi- tum Tower, they sought to cap them and claim them for Mauritum, disregarding their physical link to the rebel Tower of Rhomatum, possibly even in an organized at-i tempt to force Darius into the Mauritum Web. No one would ever know how many died in those wildcat attempts, since no one of those would-be ringmasters had file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (19 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt ~ dared announce he was making the attempt, and none had survived a failed attempt. But it soon became evident to even the most ambitious that no one capped a Rhomatum satellite without Darian sanction and Rhomatumin aid, and no one received that aid and sanction without adhering to Darian guidelines. Which meant, quite simply, no more priests in the towers, no supernatural overtones to the leythium, and economic and political loyalty paid to Rhomatum, not Mauritum. Vir- tually anything else was, from the variety within the re- sulting Syndicate contracts, negotiable. Variety which more than once had made Mikhyel express a wish that their illustrious ancestor had directed a fraction of the energy he spent worrying about the negative effects of a ring priesthood toward the production of truly viable alternatives. But no one ever said Darius hadn't had his ... obses- sions. All truly great people had obsessions. Obsessions were what drove otherwise normal people to greatness. And Darius had been obsessed with the corruption within the Maurii priesthood. Darius had never written of his personal experiences within the Sacred Tower of Maurii, or of his life before the Tower, but the Darius who had entered that priesthood could not have been the embittered and angry Darius who led his family and a thousand others out of Mauritum and away from its gods forever. Nikki was as certain of that as - if the decision had been his own. Whether it was naive belief, a religious calling, or a ratio- nal faith in the value of the priests' work in Mauritum, something had once prompted an idealistic and intelligent young man to join what appeared to be a blatantly corrupt sect. That original True Believer was Nikki's elusive quarry in these crabbed and overwritten pages, a remnant of the young Darius that could . . . cast the light of understanding upon the elder. Perhaps, as popular scholarship maintained, Darius had planned the Exodus all along. As a man with no prospects, Darius might well have opted to become a priest with no orospects in order to create secular options for himself. Such scholars maintained it was unwise to make an icon of Darius, that the new social order he'd created was an arti- fact of Darius' own greed and therefore suspect. But a single, obscure bibliographic reference to another ancient diary had sent Nikki on a search through all the family archives, a search that had culminated in the small, cozy library at Darhaven, a not altogether surprising end, as Darhaven had been Darius' sanctuary, his escape in the final years of his life. Those diaries had suggested that perhaps Darius had hoped to change the priesthood from within, and that, as a true believer, he'd hoped to revitalize that which had been corrupted, and when he had discovered that righteous ambition to be impossible, he had founded the Exodus as a . . . as a creative option. The Darius therein described, in such loving, intimate detail, had been a dreamer, a philosopher ... the sort of visionary Nikki just knew, in his deepest soul, Darius must have been, and he sought today the subtle motivations and internal nuances that would make the autocratic engineer file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (20 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt of Rhomatum society reconcile with the dreamer. The author of the Darhaven diaries had been Darius' contemporary, Darius' third, least politically significant wife; her account of those years had gone unnoticed in serious circles . . . possibly because of the common belief that this youngest wife had been something of a butterfly- brain. A reputation which, one had to admit, from the over- all tone and substance of the multitudinous volumes, might well have been justified. But Nikki (who would, as Deymorin frequently pointed out, read the instructions on a bell-pull) had devoured the young woman's diaries and found, buried within the child- ishly round-lettered text, hints that Darius had confided in this wife as in no other. Hints between the lines of the songs the girl had written to delight her much older hus- band, that the true match for Darius' heart and soul had not been, as the Darius-endorsed histories would have them believe, the First Lady of his household, the woman who helped him organize the Exodus, and the coarchitect of Rhomatum ... but rather this child of his dream city, among the firstborn of Rhomatum, whose very name was disputed among those who studied Darius' life. Personally, Nikki believed Darius had carefully fostered that image of his child-wife to conceal the true intelligence of a woman without official power, but whose son had been - the only one of Darius' nine recorded offspring to survive puberty. Of course, it was also possible Darius had kept her clois- tered to conceal the fact that his child-wife had also written songs to the mystical Tamshirin. One was obliged to smile, in pragmatic company, at the mere mention of the 'people of the forest'or 'spirits,' de- pending on the translation of the hill-folk's language one used. And one had to admit that unexplained disappear- ances in the forests, and visitations from old (and more often than not, dead) friends and lovers, did stretch the bounds of rational thought. One tried to keep a properly receptive mind about such things, and a scholar such as Dariusor himselfgiven time and resources, was drawn to investigate the truth be- hind the tales. A poet, such as Darius' mysterious young wifeor, more modestly, himselffound such tales irresistible. And as the real and spiritual descendantone might even say the reincarnationof that spiritual side of the Rhomandi Family, one felt compelled to investigateand perhaps vindicateone's ancestors. A task which might prove easier if only the people to whom the Tamshirin actually appeared didn't always seem somewhat less than reliable. Drunks. Half-wits. And, in particular, ocarshi smokers, of which Darius' child-wife, according to the less charitable biographies, had been one. . . . The bitter stench of ocarshi lingered about the cloak Dancer flung into the far corner of the cell-like room. Dis- gusting stuff. Impossible to imagine what Rhyys saw in it. Lightning skipped along the peaks outside the room's single window; thunder crackled a sudden staccato counter- point to the low rumble that vibrated the very stones of this old and crumbling hall. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (21 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Close. Very close. Dancer closed the door and shot the bolt, alone at last, and not likely to be interrupted, now that Rhyys had finally retired to the Ring Tower, which, as the Khoratum ring- master, Rhyys should have done at the first sign of the storm. But Rhyys had been at the Harvest Moon Festival, and, in Rhyys' casually voiced opinion, one had apprentices to see to such contingencies . . . particularly when there was an important celebration in progress. Never mind those apprentices were almost certainly also revelling, following, as apprentices were wont to do, their master's sterling example. The formal robe of heavy brocade sailed after the cloak, and the beaded hair-clip bounced off the vanity to disap- pear beneath the rope-sprung cot. The wind's cleansing chill whistled through the battered window and whipped Dancer's hair free of its elaborate knot, twisting the fine strands around Dancer's body along with the supple linen undertunic. With its cold and its inconvenient location in the outer- most corner of the north wing, this room was undoubtedly Khoratum Ringmaster Rhyys dunTarec's notion of Rhoma- tum's hell on earth, considering it had been assigned to Dancer, and considering Rhyys had personally handled the room assignments. Part of the original castle that had been deserted centu- ries ago, this room was far down Rhyys' list for renovations. The entire wing was battered and unreliable, half the stair- cases had rotted or burned long since, and rather than the delicate colored glass prevalent in the modern Tower, this room's window was a lightning-blasted hole. Battered . . . inconvenient . . . icy-chill ... And Dancer loved it. In fact, had Rhyys allowed the novice ringdancers to se- lect their own quarters, Dancer might well have chosen this very room, because, for all its inconvenience, for all the north winds channelled straight for its one, unshutterable window, this spot had the best view in all of Khoratum. From here, one could look out across wild mountain peaks and almost forget the city growing cancerlike below and to the southwest, buildings oozing down the ley-strand toward distant Rhomatum. And from here, if one leaned just so, being careful not to dislodge what sill remained, one could see the stadium and the other rings of Khoratum, the only rings that mat- tered to Dancer. Lightning flashed, so close the fine hairs on Dancer's arms tingled. If Rhyys didn't get at least the Cardinal reset soon, the Tower would take another direct hit before he had the rings reset from the last one. A wiser, more experi- enced, ringmaster could have prevented the storm in the first place, or at least directed it elsewhere. But Khoratum's ringdirector (one could hardly call Rhyys a master of any- thing) was neither particularly experienced, nor particu- larly wise. Complacent best described Rhyys dunTarec. /Rhyys is a certifiable dolt. f Mother's sarcasm invaded Dancer's thoughts, and for a dizzying moment. Dancer allowed personal opinion to ebb and flow into agreement with her, that being the easiest file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (22 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt option. But only for a moment. Dolt though Rhyys might well be, (Dancer maintained firmly) he must have at least some Talent, else why would Anheliaa of Rhomatum have endorsed Rhyys' application? Anheliaa was not a woman, to judge by all her near-legend- ary accomplishments, to make foolish judgments, and An- heliaa Rhomandi dunMoren, Ringmaster of Rhomatum Tower, had herself designed Khoratum Tower, commis- sioned its ringsafter funding the expensive, and danger- ous, mining operationsand Anheliaa herself had trained Rhyys in their f Dolt, I tell you. Like all his kindincluding That Crea- ture. Invading the sanctums, stealing the structure and sub- stance of the lace . . .} ._ "Humans require the leythium for the rings" {Halt!) Mother's rejection was a blow to the inside of a mere human's skull. Vision dimmed momentarily. When it cleared: "Forgive," Dancer apologized, humbly, as one learned to do after seventeen years of salvaging Personal Opinion from Mother's insidious notions. "Humans are a lazy breed, requiring mental crutches for a process as natural as ... passing wind." {Better.) Smug satisfaction tinged the thought. {And?} "And I seek to transcend the limitations of my own humanity." {Take that laughter from your mind, you irreligious squanderer of universal truth!) "Yes, Mother." {Oh, shut up.) Her 'voice' began to fade. {Silly, undisci- plined rascal. As if I had nothing better to do with my pre- cious ti...) Her distinctive presence evanesced, leaving the question scintillating in her pupil's mind, leading Dancer to wonder, not for the first time, at Mother's interest in so imperfect a vesselto wonder why, seventeen years ago, she'd trans- ferred a human child from the surface into her cavern of miracles, why she had taught that child to come and go in her subterranean world at will, why she had provided a learning far different from that gleaned in any human school... (Oh, shut your head up and hie your lazy butt down here.} And to wonder, most of all, why she had never yet called in her debt, nor even so much as indicated what that debt might entail. {And pick me up some drenal leaves on the way.) Enough to make that flawed vessel just a bit nervous, even as that flawed vessel's fingers reached under the cot for the pot of oil hidden there. {And don't forget the aphids!) On the far wall of this little-used library antechamber hung a painting nearly as old as Darius' journal. A depletion, Nikki personally believed, of the Mauritum of the age of the Exodus. He'd found the rendering hidden behind a false wall in a condemned building when he was only ten years old. It had been his arguments alone that had convinced Mi- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (23 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt khyel not to destroy the painting; his arguments that had persuaded Mikhyel that Darius' ancient ruling against all things Mauritumin couldn't possibly apply after all these yearsparticularly not with the long-sought trade agreement with Mauritum on the horizon. Personally, he believed Khyel had been so amused at hearing his ten-year-old brother spout legalities at him, that he couldn't possibly have refused, but the important thing was, they'd negotiated a compromise so that seven years later and with that trade agreement still under negotiation, the painting remained intact, though hidden away in the Rhomandi Family Collection Wing of the public access li- brary, where few but he, as he'd carefully pointed out to Mikhyel, visited anyway. He often wondered who the long-dead artist might have been. Second generation, the experts had insisted, and sty- listically one of three known names of that period. But for him, the detail, the loving- sensuality of line and brush stroke, the fantastical glamour about the city itself sug- gested a more personal memory. Perhaps, he imagined to himself, the artist had been some reluctant exile, leaving Mauritum in the wake of a disastrous love affair ... Or perhaps a failed spiritual re- evaluation: a manor womanof unquestionable artistic ability, destined to scrub floors for the rest of their life because heor shehadn't gamered the money or politi- cal connections, to rise above the Maurii-declared situation.... Or perhaps not an original follower at all. Perhaps the artist was second, or even third generationrecreating a memory for a beloved, dying grandparent, then forced, fol- lowing the Darian Ruling of the twenty-second year After the Founding to hide a masterpiece behind a facade of mediocri Nikki sighed. He had, according to Mikhyel, one besetting sin: he day- dreamed. Mikhyel tried hard to cure him of itfor his own good, he never doubted ita cure that sometimes left bruises he'd just as soon avoid, and if Mikhyel were here just now, his ears would ring for certain. But he had to admit, his tendency to . . . examine multi- plicities of possibilities . . . did absorb copious amounts of time, which he had little enough of today. Of course, he wouldn't be here at all, would have had no time to waste if Deymorin had come as he'd promised faithfully he would at the Transition Day Festival. But probably Deymorin had forgotten. Or, equally prob- able, Deymorin and Mikhyel were having another row about something or other no one had bothered to explain to him, and making a point with Mikhyel had taken prece- dence over any promise to him. Which left himhaving begged off (on the slender possi- bility Deymorin would arrive this morning) Bertran's and Phellrad's trek to see the Shanitum Node bell and candle dancers on-stage-for-one-day-only in Gartum marketwith only his own company. The muse hadn't struck, his guitar strings were old and untunable, and if he'd gone to buy strings, which he'd kept putting off and then forgetting to do, he'd have had to go to Gartum market, where he'd naturally have run into Bertie and Phell and have had to explain that No, Deymorin hadn't shown . . . file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (24 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Which had left the library, where Deyftiorin, if he both- ered to make an appearance after all and cared to think on it, would know to look for him. He could almost hear Deymio laughing: Which is it now, fry? Darius? the poetry of Belianus? the second century Ultra-romanticist school of frog painting? C'mon, brat, let's go for a ride. Never mind it was storming Outside; Deymio was waterproof. Mikhyel, at least, could have no objections to his being here today. Mikhyel would be proud of him for seeking a purpose ... a realistic goal for his future, unlike his past obsessions, as Deymorin called them. Mikhyel would understand if he said his future lay in the Mauritum trade agreement. That was politics and law, things Mikhyel understood and appreciated. As Mikhyel had understood the paintingor at least his ten-year-old brother's need to save his find from destruction. What neither Mikhyel nor Deymorin knew was how that image had obsessed their youngest brother for years, or how it was meant, (he was just certain of it), to affect their younger brother's destiny. They didn't know, because their youngest brother hadn't quite figured how it was going to affect him. Their youngest brother only knew it drew him to it ... as Darius' journal or the child-bride's diaries drew him. The painting depicted Mauritum Tower atop a rugged, sunset-lit knoll rising far above the flat plain of the city proper; and radiating out from that knoll, twelve save one irregularly-spaced roads sparkled with the familiar silver of leylight, the single darkened leyroad Mauritum's link to the untappable node lying beneath the ocean. Those lighted streets were a disturbing familiarity in an otherwise exotic image. The city in the painting was an interconnected webwork of curiously amorphous structures, as if the architects had intended the city to reflect the crystal structure upon which all Mauritum power, both real and political, was based. One had to wonder whether that depiction was mere artistic whimsy or based on the architectural reality. . . . We'll have no dynastic webs here. And no lords, no kings, no graces. A man will be a man and of one family only, son to one man only . . . Family-webs. Multiple spouses. . . . Nikki had a difficult enough time imagining himself with one wife. But two . . . or even more? And each of them with loyalties, and legal bed-mates, other than himself? Not that such arrangements were unheard of in Rhoma- tum. A widow or widower often joined houses with a mar- ried cousin or even sibling, for economic advantage or simple convenience. And if joining households included joining bedchambers . . . well, it was only natural, wasn't it? But with the lesson of Mauritum behind them, Rhoma- tum citizens knew better than to let such associations blos- som into excessive offspring. There was finite space beneath the node's power umbrella and all of that land was long since privately owned, or if state-controlled, platted for public gardens or other predetermined use. For the off- spring of a family who had physically no more space within file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (25 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt the city, there was only the darkness between the lines, those wide, untamed lands where the ley did not reach, where the only source of light and heat was fire and where other facilities were equally primitive. (Personally, he rather liked fire. And horses. And chick- ens. And cats and dogs . .. and all those other things you couldn't have inside a city because they either weren't nec- essary or because they produced dirt or noise or static. But one had to admit that leylight and leyheat and sewers that ran into leylines and disappeared were pleasant conve- niences.) Early on, of course, population had not been an issue. Early on, Darius' new city had flourished so well that, ac- cording to Darius, some of Mauritum's landed Families had encouraged whole portions of their clans to relinquish their landrights within Mauritum and follow the waves of immi- grants to Rhomatum and its rapidly expanding web of satel- lite citiesuntil Darius, due to major philosophical differences with those aristocratic immigrants, had ended all contact with Mauritum, and ultimately, in the thirty- third year of the Exodus, had ordered the destruction of every image and book that referenced Mauritumthe rul- ing that had nearly demanded the destruction of his pre- cious painting three hundred years later. For a man who had proclaimed the Exodus as an escape from the authoritarian rule of a handful of individuals, Darius had certainly taken a dictatorial approach with his own followers. But they must have agreed in principle, since they had never, in Darius' fifty-three year tenure as their absolute leader, attempted to depose him. Not, at least, according to the histories Darius had per- mitted to see publication. Although, to be fair to his illustrious ancestor, neither had any personal diaries or letters surfaced in the subse- quent centuries to refute that record. At least, not that any of Darius' descendants had allowed into the public eye. It made for a suspiciousand dizzymind, considering history the way Berul insisted any serious scholar must. Berul's contention that historical accounts were, of neces- sity and simple human nature, slanted by the writer's own political bias and personal historywas so obvious, and yet, at the same time, so very revolutionary a thought, such a simple insight, and yet no one prior to Berul had ever con- sidered the possibilityor at least, not considered the pos- sibility and made it into print. Certainly none of Nikki's private tutors had ever suggested that the Written Word might not contain all the truth necessary for understanding. But he'd found Berul's privately published essays on his own, and on his own he sought now to apply them to his illustrious, but elusive, ancestor in general and to Darius' journal in particular. Strikethroughssome so violent the heavy paper itself was ripped, and sometimes the pages beneath, as well. A man of temper, Nikki's thought tasted of wry humor. Darius would have been right at home in the current Rhomandi generation. Darius had been a fighter, as Deymio wasand as Mikhyel was, in his own way. Darius had fought Mauritum for independence of thought and personal freedom, and yet, considered in Berul's light, Darius' subsequent high- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (26 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt handed censorship made a sort of cold-blooded sense, an action, in that considered light, not entirely out of character. Darius and his most ardent followers had wanted a clean break from the past. Perhaps they had seen such darian (a word coined by Berul himself) tactics as the only way to accomplish that separation- from all Mauritum represented, and to prevent the newly arrived aristocrats from exerting their residual influence. . . . Residual because in this new land, every citizen began equal. Theoretically. But then, everything they knew about that time, and par- ticularly Mauritum, was theoretical. On the other handa thrill of excitement shivered down Nikki's spinea breakthrough in that pending trade agreement with the ancient web suddenly bid fair to change that. The limited agreement signed two years ago was about to expand. Soon, trade would begin to flow freely. Three hundred years after Darius, trade relations between Rho- matum and Mauritum were regenerating, and it was going to take men with historical perspective on both sides to permanently heal the well-entrenched rift. And, in one's most private thoughts, one did think one might be among those history-making peacemakers. One had, after all, had plenty of practice, having spent one's lifetime making peace between one's brothers. And who better than the third son of the House of Rho- mandi to fill one of those soon-to-be-named ambassado- rial posts? "M'lord?" Who better to understand Darius, and by that under- standing, perhaps understand Darius' passionate abhor- rence of Mauritum and find the truth behind the fable? "M'lord Nikaenor!" The curator: standing on the far side of the table, flanked by two attendants. "Yes, Gomarrin?" Two quite large attendants. "M'lord, the library closed some time ago." Nikki tipped his head. "Closed? . . ." For a moment, it was only a sound, not a word with meaning at all. "M'lord, I must send my people home. You're the last one here. We must return the book to the vault." "Oh . . . of course . . ." Nikki was not in his suiteor in any of the other eighty- one private rooms in this damned monstrosity of a house. Deymorin collapsed on the couch in the reading nook that was part of the small complex of rooms maintained year-round for his use, never mind that he only used them a handful of days out of that year and would as soon pa- tronize Tirise's establishment on those nights he was forced to spend in the City. But his staying at a brothel, regardless of its reputation, would horrify prudish Mikhyel's delicate sensibilities (which he didn't mind in the least) and hurt Nikki's feelings (which he did) so he said nothing and rattled about in unfamiliar surroundings, wearing unfamiliar clothing Mikhyel's tailor provided to keep Mikhyel's lamentably rustic elder brother file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (27 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt presentable. At least the wardrobe so provided wasn't solid black. The wine he'd ordered arrived along with Jerrik, Nikki's so-called valet and erstwhile partner in juvenile chicanery. "Where the hell have you been?" he demanded by way of greeting, and Jerrik, whom Deymorin had known since childhood, only grinned. "Might ask you the same thing, m'lord Dee. Mighty upset, Nik was, when you didn't show last night." "Oh, shut up and hand me a glass of whatever you've brought. Is it drinkable?" Jerrik licked his lips and wiggled his brows, then handed a glass over, his expression turning woeful. "Oh, pour one for yourself and park your rear. Lord, you remind me of Ringer." "I'll take that as a compliment, m'lord Dee." "So, where have you been?" Deymorin repeated, when Jerrik had settled in a chair opposite him. "And where's that pesky brother of mine?" "Left early this afternoon, sir. Said he'd be back in plenty of time." Deymorin snorted and Jerrik cast him an apologetic look. "Sorry, sir, but I couldn't ride herd on him this time, could I? Had to get his party clothes ready, I did." "No one blames you, Jerrik, but the lad's sense of time is deplorable." "Family trait, m'lord Dee?" "Oh, shut up. Where'd he gothe library?" Jerrik's eyes dropped. "Might have known. What is it this time? Tamshirm? The stratification ofno, it's Darius these days, isn't it? The boy's obsessed with the man and his little piece of fluff." "He's not obsessed," Jerrik protested. "He just wants" The young man broke off, obviously discomfited, obviously hoarding some knowledge he felt Deymorin should know. Deymorin, trying to hold back his growing alarm, said gently: "Wants what, Jerrik? It's all right, son, you can trust me." "I do, sir, you know that. I just don't want Nikki to stop trusting me. It's possible Nikki wants to tell you himself. It's not crazy" "I think maybe you should let me be the judge of that." Jerrik took a long swallow. Then: "He wants to go to Mauritum." "Of course he does: History incarnate. Probably dig the whole damn place up and get us sued for the damages." "It's not like that, sir. He wants . . . Rhomatum will need ambassadors to Mauritum, won't they? Rhomatum repre- sentatives within the city?" "He's too young!" Surprise startled the truth out of him. Jerrik bit his lip and frowned, refusing to meet his eyes, and Deymorin extrapolated carefully: "I mean, of course, that he'd be fighting an uphill battle getting Mauritum lead- ers to take him seriously. Perhaps someday . . ." He let the thought trail off, not committing his support to the fluff- brained scheme, but not totally opposing it either, which never got anyone anywhere against seventeen-year-old dreams. And Jerrik's shoulders dropped. "I know that, sir. I've file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (28 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt tried to convince him, but you know Nikki." "Too well. Wait here." Deymorin rang for a footman and sent him off to the library to haul Nikki home. "And if the library has closed, have Gomarrin open it up. He could have gotten himself locked in . . ." "Again." Jerrik muttered, behind him, and he stifled a grin as he shut the door behind the messenger, and turned back to the young man. "So, why did you really come down here?" "Thought maybe you could use some help getting ready. I heard you arrived without Tonami." "Appreciate it. Maybe you can make sense out of what- ever Mikhyel's tailor has left in my closet this time. Find me something appropriate for tonight, will you? And if I'm not out of the bath by ..." He thought of long rides and weary bones. "Hell, by the time Nikki shows . . . well, come and make sure the old man hasn't drowned, will you? Be- fore seeing to that unappreciative wretch." Jerrik grinned. "Aye, m'lord Dee." As fate had it, he'd no more than settled into the steam- ing water, than the tinkling of the doorbell and Jerrik's quiet query stole the moment away. Jerrik entered, carrying a folded note. A scented, folded note. Addressed with Tirise romMarinni's distinctive, florid hand. * * * The storm raged on over Mount Khoratum. Deep within Khoratum's heart. Dancer watched the radiant leythium chandeliers respond to those atmospheric shivers, and wondered. From above, the storm had seemed natural enough. Down here, where cause and effect remained manifest in the leythium strands, one suspected differently. For seventeen years Dancer had watched weather sys- tems flux the crystalline lace into semipredictable curves and twists, had learned through experience how those mu- table shapes reflected surface-world mountains and valleys, as well as shifting clouds. When storms built over distant oceans to the west or grassy plains to the south, the cavern's response would begin as the merest shiver of the outermost fringed edge; the shiver would grow to a biUowing bulge as that seething energy crashed into land and mountain. Following familiar patterns, warps and wefts of living crystal formed from mil- lennia of world resonances, the outworld storm should then weave in and around mountain and valley, leyline and tower: natural forces creating natural, logically predictable, effects in the ley. Too often these days, something affected that pattern. Somewhere beyond three-node distant Mauritumthe limit of the cavern's awarenesssomething . . . irritated . . . the ley, not creating these storms, but certainly encouraging them, as sand in an oyster encouraged a pearl to grow. Sometimes, like today, that irritant would resonate with Khoratum, changing a simple rain cloud into something far more sinister. The lightning blast that had blackened Khoratum had exploded the sparkling leythium cloud that represented/was Khoratum Tower. The cloud that was neither crystalline file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (29 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt nor liquid nor gas, but something of all three, was rebuild- ing its integrity more rapidly than usualand without help from Rhomatum. That was surprising. Rhyys' adrenaline must be pumping. A shimmer in the veils: rain in the world above. A great deal of rain. No surprise to someone newly transferred from the sur- facewater still dripped from Dancer's oil-slick skin and hip-length hair, to make rainbow pools in every nearby low spot. Mother and her delicate taste buds. The drenal leaves had to be damp but not drenched, and the buds must have at least three aphids per petal. Never mind it was fall and aphids even harder to find than buds. Mother's human ap- prentice fetched whatever Mother might, on a whim, decide she required. Her flawed vessel of an apprentice . . . PerhapsDancer grinned at the softly drifting lattice one should say vassal, since one was expected to interrupt one's rare-enough within-time for those whims, to transport between cave and surface and back again, until one's skin began to glow with accumulated ley energy. A glow that, fortunately, faded quickly once one was back above. The rain-shimmer intensified: the storm, defying all Rhyys' efforts, had stalled directly above Khoratum, and was releasing its bounty all at once, a deluge that must concern surface dwellers of mountain and valley alike. The previous summer's storms had been all fire and thun- der by the time they reached the Khoramali Range. That mysterious, faraway irritation had clashed too often with Rhyys' inexpert control of weather patterns, (andone had to be honestMother's interference) causing the clouds to relieve themselves over the valley to the west. By the time the clouds had reached the Khoramali, they had lacked the moisture to placate the thirsty mountain soil. The mountainside had turned hard and crusty, requiring a gentle soaking to open it again to life. Instead, it was to receive a deluge that would skim the surface and tax the limits of even the greatest river gulhes. The mountain-folk who built their stone and thatch cot- tages along the deep river cuts, would have been watching today's darkening skies in awareness and no small fear. And when the initial surge of water swirled, driving rock and tree before it, they would retreat to the altars cut deep into the rock beneath their homes to burn incense to the guardians of earth and ley, praying the flash floods would not pound their surface dwellings into rubble and wash the rubble downstream with the rocks and trees. The strands nearest Dancer shivered, shimmering deep- est violet. Years ago, following a similar storm, when the earth it- self had quaked in fear, Mother had found a human child huddled beside one such altar fire gone dead, the bloody seep from the tunnel's collapsed mouthall that remained of the child's grandmotherthankfully invisible, gone with the fire's light. But that memory was long ago and far (figuratively speaking) away. Dancer paid Grandmother's memory the loving respect it deserved and pressed it lovingly back into the past where it belonged. In moments, the leythium re- sumed its natural iridescence. Flashes within the lace, a series of blinding crystalline file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (30 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt novae: lightning, and a great deal of it. Above and a bit to the (a mental pause to translate ley- thium-lace response to human surface association) south- east, the residents of Khoratum were looking to their precious Tower and sighing, resigned to another period of candlelight and smoky fireplaces. Dancer had little sympathy for those valley-bred foreign- ers who, fifteen years ago, had invaded the once-tiny moun- tain village, polluting the fields and minds of the mountain folk, bastardizing the ancient wisdoms; had less sympathy for the city-dwelling natives, like Rhyys, who had welcomed those invaders, even to adopting their foreign naming prac- tices. Those folk had known the risks when they pledged their lives to the new tower, and moved in, bringing indus- try and problems the mountain folk had never realized they neededuntil they had them. Another lightning string danced the lace. The true disaster of the storm in the world-above would occur when that river swell reached the valley below: disas- ter by flood, against which not even the fabled Rhomatum rings had defense. For those lowland farmers, Dancer did feel some sympa- thy, even though they were Rhomatumin. After previous rains had ruined two cuttings, a rich third lay curing on the ground, desperately needed hay to winter cattle and horses. Bumper crops of barley and cornmore than sufficient to offset last year's disastrous droughtstood a scant week short of harvest. Drenched one last time, and lacking sum- mer's drying heat, the hay would mold, and the grains, already bending their heads under their own weight, would flatten to ground turned soft and unworkable. As for those who lived in Rhomatum itself, on the far end of the Khoratum Line, those whose existence in the lace was a gentle breeze through loose filaments ... the Rhomatumin would feel no qualm, would probably not even have noticed the clouds gathering into ever-darkening piles on their northeastern horizon. They were the lucky ones, they would acknowledge hum- bly (while privately assuring themselves that of course luck had nothing to do with their superior circumstance). They lived in the City (Rhomatum, to those Outside), the harbin- ger of the Modern Era, where the leylight and heat never wavered, and the floating cabs were never grounded; where crime was virtually nonexistent; where roses grew in the dead of winter, water ran cool and fresh year-round, and rain happened predictably an hour before sunset . . . Let the lightning dance about the distant clouds. Dancer could almost hear them say, it will not affect Rhomatum. The Lady would never permit it. {Lady?} Mother's disgust screeched between Dancer's ears, an instant before Mother herself appeared between two ceiling-to-floor crystalline veils. "That creature is no lady!" The veils curled back on themselves, evading Mother's heated emotion, but relaxed and resumed their glimmering, glowing sway in an instant as she controlled that disrupting emission, and glided toward Dancer, hands outheld. {Welcome, child.) Never mind Dancer had long since delivered the drenal leaves to Mother's inner sanctumMother operated on a file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (31 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt different time sense and Mother's flawed vassal had learned to accept acknowledgment when Mother deigned to make it and never take offense. Not that offense would accomplish anything anyway. Mother's embrace ended almost before it began, leaving behind a residual: {Oil . . . there's a good child. . . .) Dancer retrieved a translucent, leythium-traced bowl from a constantly metamorphosing shelf composed of living leythium crystal, dipped oil from a deep, narrow-mouthed pool, stood, and poured at her signal. Mother spread the sacred oil over her hands and arms until the faint green scales glimmered with iridescent light, then turned to the Cauldron of Life to lift a bud from the Sacred Flame with her bare palms. Swaying and swirling to some internal melody, or perhaps in response to the earth itself. Mother showered the shimmering essence over the sanctuary floor in a seemingly (though Dancer knew better) random pattern. Where the drops fell, small flames flickered. Sacred Flame. Sacred Oil. Cauldron of Life. Human reli- gious terms for Tamshirin tools of the trade. Terms two thousand years old and more. Words the first human visi- tors to this cave had carried to the surface to describe the magical images and events they'd witnessed. For Mother, the oil was simple precaution, insulation against energy surges, the Cauldron a reservoir of liquid leythium, unstable, volatile, the better to show the pattern she set. Her preparations completed, Mother contemplated that pattern, flicked the final drops carelessly into the center of a glowing flower, then grinned, her glittering fangs re- flecting the shifting, shimmering flames: rain would fall, lightning would strike whenand whereMother decided. Mother didn't create storms, but once they existed, she did tend to play with the results. And Mother, her resent- ment of Anhehaa tinting the ley with gleeful yellow, shifted the storm's course now, countering Rhyys' every defense, never sending the storm quite to Anheliaa's doorstep, but bouncing it instead right back toward Khoratum and An- heliaa's vulnerable prize apprentice. Mother rarely took an interest in surface events; she didn't now, except to scratch the itch Anheliaa gave her. But Dancer was of the surface, and Dancer knew Rhoma- tumin history well, studied it with an eye to Khoratum's future, and Dancer cared about Khoratum's future because as that future went, so went the future of the Khoratumin ringdancewhich meant Dancer's future. Dancer knew, for instance, that Lady Anhehaa dun- Moren's uncanny knack for knowing which ring-related technologies to support, her own experimentation into uses of the rings themselves, would alone have guaranteed her place in human historya fact that would have left her as minor an annoyance to Mother as Anheliaa's predecessors had been. However, Anheliaa had managed what her ancestors as far distant as Darius himself had failed to accomplish: she'd capped Khoratum, the last radical line out of Rhomatum, its nature-given attraction leeching (or so human ring- theory maintained) perfectly usable ley energy into use- less groundflow. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (32 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Once Khoratum had been controlled, the sheer power available to Rhomatum had, for the first time in history, exceeded that required by the City itself, and Rhomatum had begun to supply that surplus energy to lesser nodes for a price. Mother didn't care about money. Mother had quite a different view of how 'useless' that 'groitfldflow' had been. Mother cared about {Hackers!} Mother's thought was a darting thrust, penetrating, and vanishing in an instant, but leaving a residual image of hu- mans chopping and mutilating the delicate leythium fibers. Mother didn't like careless exploitation of the ley energy. Liked far less any unconsidered (in her opinion) experi- mentation with it. Especially where that experimentation involved Khoratum Node. Mother's node. But according to rumor (a satisfied mental glimmer from Mother), Anheliaa's experimentation had finally caught up with her. According to rumor, taming Khoratum had cost the Rhomatum ringmaster dearly. {Of course it did!) Mother's capacity to manipulate the ley and chatter at the same time never ceased to amaze. {I'm not as easily cowed as my brothers and sisters. I'll never comprehend why . . .} Her next referencesomething about drinking disgusting substanceswas her personal image for her counterpart beneath Rhomatum. {... allowed Darius access in the first place. We could have handled the storms, but no-o-o. Sucks-pond-water liked the taste of Darius' mind, so Sucks-pond-water invited Darius into the valley, and look what that got us. Anheliaa.} The sensory-rich image she incorporated into that last 'word' made 'Sucks-pond-water' quite palatable in contrast. Dancer had only the most hazy images of the leythium chambers prior to Anheliaa's capping of Khoratum, but the clearest memories were of sitting and watching the crystal patterns actively growing, overnight changes that now took monthseven yearsto achieve. Mother insisted the node had been growing, extending new hues, that she'd been able to sense the sun on the far side of the world when the full moon floated overhead. The world-cavern Dancer knew could see only three nodes distant, and struggled to maintain its own integrity. New lines, which always grew in opposing clusters of three, would have made it a nine-line intersection, comparable in power to Rhomatum. If Mother was correct, another human generation and capping Khoratum would have been impossible, without Mother's aid. It was possible Anheliaa had sensed that was true. Possi- ble Anheliaa had risked her life to cap Khoratum precisely because it was her node's last chance for absolute domi- nanceand perhaps she'd sensed, even fifteen years ago, that the next generation would prove inadequate to the challenge. Dancer had seen Anheliaa once only and then from a distance, when the Rhomatum ringmaster had travelled to Khoratum for the tutoring of Rhyys. Anheliaa had been frail and aging even at that time, and she'd had to have been aware that, even though she survived capping Khora- tum, one day she'd be dead; all humans died. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (33 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt One had to wonder if, on that day when Anheliaa had been carried through the streets of her conquered mountain village to the Tower she'd financed and designed, the Rho- matum ringmaster was feeling triumph over her gods, or betrayal by them. Because in order to cap Khoratum, Anheliaa had had to draw on the power of all the other satellite nodesfor a venture that might, for all they knew at the time, have destroyed the entire web. In order to gain the cooperation of the satellites, Anheliaa had had to sign a variety of agreements. The terms of those agreements were unique to each node and secret, but rumor held little doubt those agreements held Rhomatum to severe standards of perfor- manceboth during Anheliaa's lifetime and after. And in the perverse way of nature, following the most accomplished ringmaster of all time. House Rhomandi's un- contested control of the Rhomatum rings appeared in dan- ger. Rumor held that none of Mheric's three sons possessed even a modicum of skill with the rings, and they were all (reportedly) without issue. A derisive snort: a mental drowning. {Mheric's sons might have all the ability in the universe. Won't do them any good whatsoever with that creature in charge.) "But Anheliaa won't be in charge forever. And when that day comes, Mother, you'll have someone totally un- known to contend with." // contend with no one. And Mother knows everyone. Now, go away. Mother's busy.) Never mind she'd instigated the conversation. Dancer smiled, accustomed to her moods. In all hkelihood, . Mother knewif Mother cared to knowwho was destined to be Anheliaa's successor. Dancer, who received only the vaguest of images from the flickering, shimmering lights of the leythium web, had to rely primarily on rumors overheard in Rhyys' court of so- cial climbers. Rumor held Deymorin, Mheric's eldest and heir to the vast Rhomandi holdings, to be obsessed with Outside inter- ests: hardly what one would expect of a ringmaster, cer- tainly not of someone who could have near absolute power within the City. But so far, Deymorin had abdicated that power to his brother, Mikhyel. Serious, dark-featured, and (so the ladies of the court claimed) wickedly mysterious Mikhyel had for years held his father's administrative officesan important job in it- self, leaving little time for Tower training, when one was, as rumor held Mikhyel to be, meticulous and scrupulous in his work. Finally, there was Nikaenor . . . Nikki the Scholar, people called him. Nine years the youngest ... who apparently emerged from his history books for only two things: wan- dering condemned buildings looking for what he called 'his- torical artifacts' . . . or riding brother Deymorin's horses. Nikki the dreamerthe City's businessmen and religious leaders agreed, and no one argued. (Least of all me. Mother never argues. Now go away/y " '... and from the wind-swirled ashes, my love's spirit climbs' " The voice from beyond the door paused, then: "I think, maybe, that should be 'soars,' don't you?" "Nikki, Nikki, Nikki ..." Deymorin sighed and leaned file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (34 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt his brow against the closed door, finding in its rough surface unexpected relief from an irritating itch. "What am I to do with you?" "Don't worry, Dey-m'love." Long-nailed fingers brushed his temple, securing wayward hairs behind his ear. "May- hap they're takin' a wee rest. Been up here a longish while, they have." "I wish I could believe that," he told the door sourly. "How long did it take him to work up the nerve to come upstairs?" Tirise laughed softly. "Oh, less than you, as I recall." "I was a year younger." "Two. And among a crowd of friends." That surprised him. "Nikki's here on his own?" "His birthday present to himself, as he was quick to point out when he arrived." "Wanted to make clear right off he was legal, did he?" Her nod brushed his shoulder. "Seemed right deter- mined, just a smidge confused, if you take m' meanin'." Another soft laugh, a quick squeeze at his waist. "Bring th' laddie back, Deymio-luv. Mayhap I can straighten 'im out. I did think Beauvinawhat with her innocent ways and all . . ." Her cheek pressed lightly against his back, and he felt her sigh. "If only they hadn't looked so sweet together." Sweet? Tirise was a closet romantic. He'd have had a different word for it, he'd wager. Still . . . Tirise and Nikki? He tipped his head, looking past his shoulder to the pro- prietress' full-bodied figure. Tempting. Sincerely tempting. Oncea very long once ago, so it seemed these days Tirise had introduced him to the finer things in life. Fifteen years later, she was still an extremely handsome woman, particularly in the soft backlighting of the hallway's silver leylights, but somehow . . . legal age or not . . . Deymorin shook his head reluctantly as he pulled her ample form to the fore . . . "I don't think he's quite up to your weight yet, m'dear." ... and bending his head to hers, proceeded to erase any possible sting in his words. Tirise was humming when she surfaced, and with a sultry smile, a sway of hip against hip, and a tug at his waist, she murmured, "Whaddaya say, lovie? Empty room, next. No charge for an old friend. Been far, far too long since you visited us." With even greater reluctance, he resisted the pull and nodded toward the door. "Better rescue the fry before Beauvina guts him from sheer boredom." Tirise chuckled, a low, warm sound, deep in her throat. "Little worry for that. 'Vina looked right impressed with his little verses down below. That's when I first reckoned they'd match." "Ringfire," he exclaimed, in only partially feigned alarm, "she encouraged the brat? He'll be expecting me to read the damned things next. Now I must get in there. Hold this for me, will you?" He handed her his cane, then reached for the latch. "Have you the key?" The well-greased bolt moved easily, silentlyand with- out need of a key. "Never mind," he finished, disgusted. Through the slightest crack in the doorway, he took the whole pitiful scene in at a glance: Deep red draperies, gilt gold furnishings awash in the file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (35 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt warm glow of candlelight, the soft, inviting texture of vel- vet, safe (and legal) this far removed from Tower Hill. Perched on the edge of her chair, clothing and hair still depressingly intact, was a girlabout Nikki's age, or a bit olderher kohl-darkened eyes wide, her reddened lips pursed in anticipation. On the bed, feet spread for balance, one hand to his breast (undoubtedly for dramatic empha- sis), the other hanging at his side holding a thick sheaf of curling pages, was his scatterbrained brother. Deymorin muttered a curse, then, with a, Pardon me to Tirise, he took a deep breath and threw the door back. It struck the wall with a gratifying crash. For a single startled heartbeat, Nikki stared at the shad- owed opening, mouth hanging open on a forgotten line. In the second, Deymorin bellowed, "Down!" In the third, his idiot brother dropped flat on the mat- tress, bounced once, and rolled to the floor on the far side of the bed, disappearing amidst a pouf of loose pages. Deymorin waited a fourth and fifth heartbeat, allowing the dolt time to do something incredibly stupid, realized pleasant surprise when he didn't. Better, of course, if the fry had dropped without the cue, but overall . . . one took what one could get. Especially when one recalled one's own youth, when impressing the lady in question would have been infinitely more important than common sense. Or perhaps not so common. Normal men didn't worry about assassination and abduction. Such concerns were lim- ited to men whose family tended to irritate those with mur- derous tendencies. Families like the Rhomandi. A fact of life Nikki had yet to realize. Deymorin stepped into the candle-glow, and feigning nonchalance, leaned his shoulders against the doorframe and drawled: "Not bad, fry. You'd only have been dead twice over, this time." Blue eyes biinked above the disrupted bedclothes. "D-Deyrnio?" He raised an eyebrow. "You need to ask? You can come out now." Smooth skin flushed bright red, then disappeared, and a muffled curse rose from beneath the rippling mass of golden, bane-of-his-young-life curls. Deymorin waited patiently until, embarrassment evi- dently conquered, Nikki flung the golden mane back with a flourish, taming it with a practiced (undoubtedly before a mirror) two-handed sweep, and stood up with exaggerated dignity, ignoring the shirt hanging open at the throat, exposing him nearly to his cummerbund. "Picturesque," Deymorin said, restraining a wicked urge to point out the childish roundness thus revealed, "but not highly efficientfor much of anything. Mind telling me what you're doing here?" The slightly cleft chin raised another notch, hinting boy- ish stubbornness and little else. "I should think that obvious." "Obvious." Deymorin swept a calculated and calculating gaze over the fully clothed young woman cowering behind her chair, past the boy's artistically loosened clothes, ending with a long look at Tirise's carefully neutral facea look that ended in the merest hint of an off-side wink. "Just arrived, did he?" And Tirise, with the wisdom gleaned of file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (36 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt several dozen young Nikkis, replied without missing a beat: "In the salon . .. oh, not half-an-hour ago, they were." Deymorin schooled his face into determined sincerity and turned back to his brother. "Obviously, then, I've inter- rupted you at an awkward moment." "Damn right, you did." Nikki's lower lip pouted ever so slightly. "Not in front of the ladies, child," Deymorin chastised gently, and when Nikki looked daggers at him, perversely courted even greater youthful resentment with a firm: "Put on your clothes, we're going home." "But" "Now, Nikaenor," he said, all tendency toward humor leaving him, and for a moment, he thought the silly boy was about to argue, but then Nikki's eyes widened, and: "Damn. I forgot." "Forgot." Coming from anyone else, he'd have said that was impossible. Coming from Nikki, who had just been standing on a bed, reading his poetry to an enraptured au- dience of one . . . he could believe it. "Deymio, I'm sorry." "The pout faded into heartfelt cha- grin, a look the boy's angelic face did so well that in his less charitable moments, such as now, Deymorin suspected him of practicing it, too, in between those swipes at his hair. "I know you are, brat. Just get dressed, will you?" Nikki nodded, setting his curls to bouncing. "Miss Beau- villia ' ' "B-Beauvina, Nim'lor'," the girl corrected in a charm- ingly lispy whisper. "Oh. Ah. Yes, of course." Nikki ducked his head again, tucking his shirttail one-handed, shrugging awkwardly into his tailored coat with the other. "II'm sorry, but I'm afraid we'll have tocontinue another time." 'Miss Beauvillia' expressed her regretquite vocally and amusement threatened anew, but Deymorin swallowed the chuckle and lent Nikki a hand with his coat. He brushed a cursory hand over the lightly padded shoulders and tugged the skirt-pleats straight with a snap of brocade (the boy was becoming quite the dasher), then pulled the blond mass back into a quick, barely respectable queue, securing it with a ribbon the redoubtable Tirise slipped him. Follow- ing a final evaluation of his brother's person to assure him- self the truant wouldn't destroy whatever gentlemanly credibility he had remaining, he shoved Nikki unceremoni- ously into the hallway. Beauvina darted past him and fluttered after Nikki like an oversized butterfly. Pretty little thing; one couldn't fault Tirise in that, but not to his taste. Not even when he was seventeen. Deymorin retrieved his cane and offered Tirise his arm; she accepted with a grace no simpering so-called lady of his acquaintance could claim, and they sauntered after the youngsters, down the silver-lit hallway toward the broad, sweeping staircase. "I can't thank you enough, Tess. I'd have been all over the City looking for him, and this" He tapped his left leg with the cane. "was already giving me fits." She squeezed his arm sympathetically. "Wondered why you was favorin' it so. Sure you don't want to give it a rest?" file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (37 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "No time. We're late as it is." "Celebration tonight?" He nodded. "If you hadn't sent that message ..." He cast his eyes heavenward. "I owe you." She laughed and patted his elbow. "I'll remember that, lovie" Her wink held nothing of girlish coquetrishness; he laughed and finished for her: "and remind me in your own good time, eh?" She just smiled the smile of a cat with the key to the milk-barn. "Ta, sweetling. . . ." A door shut behind them: another customer on his way out. Deymorin glanced quickly down the hall: Nikki and his would-be paramour were safely out of sight, around the corner, and heading downstairs. With luck they would es- cape with the boy unrecognized "I say, there. Rhomandi, is that you?" Unmistakable, that nasal voice. Deymorin's spine stiffened. Not that Nikki hadn't every right to be here, but he was cutting the age laws close, a law Mikhyel passionately sup- ported, and Pwerenetti dunPatrin was . . . less than discreet at best, and fully capable of running the tale straight to Mikhyel's ears, if he thought to curry favor by doing so. And curry it, he could: Mikhyel had absolutely no sense of humor in such matters, and a damned overblown sense of Family dignity. Damned prig. Deymorin forced himself to turn and greet the . . . pros- perous ... individual hurrying down the hallway toward him. "Long time, old man." The sweaty hand pumped his en- thusiastically. "What brings you to the City?" The things he did for his brothers. . . . Gently disengaging himself, Deymorin curbed the temptation to wipe his hand on the nearest tapestry, and planted a smile on his face. "Business, Pwerenetti." And quelhngly: "Family business." "Family?" Beady pig-eyes lit. So much for quelling; the old gossip's voice positively quivered with anticipated ex- clusivity, then: "Oh. Your brother's coming of age." Deflated-sounding statement of fact: so much for Mikhyel's dignity. Deymorin nodded and turned to leave. "I say, does this mean Anheliaa's to declare her heir at last?" The light of hope flared anew. "I didn't say" "Of course not, old fellow. But she is getting old, isn't she? I mean, no one's seen her for years. And someone's got to replace her soon, isn't that so?" The cane's carved ridges cut into his clenching fingers. "Having trouble with your power lately? Lights quit? Clocks stop spinning? Take it up with the Commissioner." "No complaintsyet. Though we do get a flicker now and then, which never used to happen. We live in daily fear, now, don't we? Reassurance of a Talented successor would do wonders for market confidence. . . ." What had begun as a delaying tactic for Nikki's sake was rapidly developing into cold resentment. Whereas he and Anheliaa had had their (frequent) differences, she was Family, and as the eldest living Rhomandi deserved re- spectparticularly from leeches like Pwerenetti. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (38 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "Obviously, someone will replace her in the Tower even- tually," he said carefully. "The last time I saw her, she was doing quite well, overall." Under the circumstances, one didn't admit how long that had been. "It's just that ever since Khoratum" Light, easy laughter interrupted him. "Come, Rhomandi. We're all friends here, now aren't we? We can be honest. Anheliaa's reclusiveness has nothing to do with Khoratum." "I have no idea what you're talking about." "Of course you do, old fellow. WeB11 know these rumors about Khoratum crippling her are just to keep the un- washed masses content, now don't we? Rumor loves mar- tyrs, and rumors like the business at Khoratum" "Make our exalted state more ... palatable to lesser mortals?" Deymorin finished for him with deceptive gentleness. "But of course." While finding the revelation uncomfortably enlight- ening (Anheliaa should be relieved to know the daily tor- ment she suffered was nothing more than a political smokescreen), Deymorin found himself controlling an urge to smear the complaisant look on Pwerenetti's face into the floorboards. "Comfortin' thought, that," Tirise said, nodding her head sagely. "One would hate to think the price of all this" She swept an elegant hand through the air as they headed down the wide staircase. "Was somebody's life." Deymorin aimed a slight smile in her direction. Pwerenetti's eyes skated from one to the other of them, increasingly, almost pathetically, confused. Finally, he cleared his throat and said, "Yes, well, in any event, Rho- mandi, I wish you and your family well. And now, if you'll excuse me" "Now promise me, Nikki. You must come back and tell me the rest of the wonderful, sad story. . . ." They'd reached the landing at the midpoint turning of the stairs. Deymorin glanced down ~ "Please, Nikki, love . . ." where, in the cross-fire of laughter and music from the mirror-image greeting salons, (Gents to the left, ladies to the right, thank you very much, darlings . . .) poor, poetry- starved Mistress Bee had cast herself into Nikki's arms and was kissing him hard and on the mouth. A salute the boy returned with apparent skill, and a distressing oblivion to the impending approach of one of the City's worst gossipmongers. Deymorin tossed a panicked glance toward Tirise; she returned a slight, knowing smile and, taking Pwerenetti's arm, said: "Y' can't leave me just yet, m'lord. Seems like months since we last 'changed a word." And urging him gently toward a side room, her private salon: "Come 'n set awhile. Share a pint wi' me, eh? No charge, lovie." And with a backward glance: "Not for an old friend." Darius save him, another level of debt to Tirise dunMarmni. With luck, she'd get the man so sloppy drunk, he'd be out for days and not remember a thing about their meeting, once he'd surfaced. Downstairs, NikkVs rather energetic mouth had worked file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (39 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt its way down past Mistress Bee's white neck to her exqui- sitely displayed bosom, and her red-painted fingers had dis- appeared under his coattails. Trust Nikki to figure things out at the front door. Before matters developed further, Deymorin grabbed his brother's elbow and pulled him (protesting every step) through the front door with its stained glass inset, past dripping eaves, and down the stairs into the darkening street. The evening mist was rising rapidly. Silver leyglow pushed that mist before it, marking the lightwatchman's progress as he worked his way down Beliard Cross from distant Gart Ley, one lamppost at a time, turning the bulbs to the leylines, refining the alignments with a single deft twist of his six foot long key. Benotti dunTogan, like most lightwatchmen, was a re- tired Tower Guard. It was a lonely job, this wandering the deserted streets with night coming on, one which, in the past, had frequently required the lightmen to act as im- promptu peace-keepers, there never, in the past, being enough constables to man the streets effectively; conse- quently the Guard had long ago absorbed the necessary task into its duties. In recent years, thanks to Lady Anheliaa and the new, tougher penalties for repeat offenders, crime had grown rather less ordinarysome nights had become downright boring, but the tradition still held, as much to reward old has-beens like himself as for the City's protection. Oh, there were a few young recruits sandwiched among the veterans, those like dunRimble over on Westin Cross- ley, next street down-ley from Beliard; the Khoratum expansion of the city boundary had made it necessary. But those recruits were brought in from Outside (Citizens pre- ferring their light to happen without personal effort) and like most Outsiders, those recruits were too easily lost in the maze of side streets and underpasses to be of much use in an emergency. But emergencies on this misty evening were unhkely. Other than himself and a handful of early pub-jumpers weaving past, the street was deserted. An outdated postera garish thing gone ragged on the edges, advertising the Transition Day Ringdancewas hanging by a single tacked corner. Ben worked the tack free of patterned stucco, located the fallen tacks in the cob- bles, and shoved the lot into the trash bag he dragged be- hind him. Not all the lightmen worried about such things, there being- a plethora of young ne'er-do-wells paying city penance to keep the streets clean, but Ben took pride in keeping his beat spif-spaf. It had been a good dance that one advertised, better than the garish poster would suggest. The visiting troupe, from Beliard Node, had pulled some truly splendiferous moves on the whirling rings. Made a man wonder, who'd heard talk out of the hills, what the original dance must have been like. Dangerous, from the looks, but exciting, no doubt about it. The next bulb turned, but failed to respond. He carried a spare in a bag slung from his waist, but bulbs rarely failed, their fine leythium-webs being near indestructible. Besides, Ben knew this particular post. Reaching with the key, he tapped the leythium-bearing end of the bulb itself. Once, file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (40 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt twice . . . on the fourth, it flickered and glowed as properly as you please. A final flick of the key, and that reluctant silver shimmer brightened to a cheerful gleam. He grinned triumph at the post and moved to the next. All about him, the buildings rose five stories and more, each sharing walls with its neighbors, their interconnecting walkways making lacework patterns in the overhead mist. Within those vast complexes, thousands of individuals just like himself lived and loved and worked. Old Darius would have been proud. Another twist, another glow, a move to the next lamp- post. His cousins from Outside the City marvelled at the ley- light and the floatercabs, at the smokeless heat and inexpli- cable coolth that circulated through the building vents. And they still refused to believe him about the sewers. Sometimes, they even called it magic. To him, the lights werethe lights. They did what they did, just as the floatercabs (for those too lazy to use their own two feet) provided effortless transportation along any leywould likewise provide it along the cross-leys, but for the low overhead. Through her rings, the Lady of Rhoma- tum supplied the power that made the lights glow, and warmed the heaters for the floater-balloons and buildings. As for sewage, everything just went . . . down. Into the ley. That was just how things worked. Simple facts of life in the City. But these buildings . . . To a man who, once upon a time, had helped his Outside brother-in-law construct a simple lean-to, and had spent the ensuing years reinforcing that initial design and repairing the annual leak in its roof every time he paid sister-widow Lisa a visit, the City's engineers, carpenters, and masons were the true magicians. Darius and his codesigners had set the initial codes and standards, all directed toward safety and maximum effi- ciency; the City Planning Commission had upheld those codes and upgraded them with each new architectural and engineering advance. Of course, partly that was because they had to, since all new construction and alterations within the City limits were required by law to pass the Commission before execution, but that august committee must have remained amazingly unpurchasable over the years, considering. His course took him past Winemerchants' Row, where restaurants and taverns from within those engineering mar- vels rang with laughter, and where mouthwatering scents ' filled the air. Throughout most of the City, the roadside level was devoted primarily to shops and businesses, all levels above to apartments. Even the street-spanning arch- ways supported living space. At Tinkers' Lane, the wide access tunnel marking the halfway point of Beliard Cross, he paused, craning his neck for sign of light from dunRimble's route. Black as between. Teach the wet-behind-the-ears junior a thing or two about 'old men'. He'd finish his row, then swing down and finish up junior's for him. Or maybe he'd just drop into Mully's for a . . . "What in the name of all that's holy prompted you to go therel And alone, for the gods' own sake." file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (41 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt It was a familiar voice that rang from the mist ahead. Deymorin dunMheric, and none too happy, from the sound, and coming this way. "If you wanted to visit the ladies . . ." The young lord Deymorin, as he insisted on being calledtook a lighter note this time, as if he strove to soften the effect of that previous facer. ". . . why didn't you say something? It's not as if Tirise runs a cross-ley hovel; her girls are clean and respectable, the business properly registered and overseen. . ." Ben paused, squinted into the mist, striving to spot Lord Deymorin through the leyglow. Unusual to find the Rho- mandi in the City these days, but a pleasant surprise none- theless. Or it would be, if m'lord weren't obviously involved in reading the riot over someone's head. Had he been alone, they might have gone to Mully's together. Two shadow shapes strode free of the glow. Lord Dey- morin, limping badly to keep pace with a strikingly hand- some younger man, was saying: ". . . could have arranged things first, taken you there, introduced you properly, ex- plained protocol, made certain you had" The younger man's sulky mutter interrupted Lord Deymorin. "Sorry, Nik," m'lord said, in a voice Ben had heard be- fore. "What was that?" Like when m'lord was trying to quiz, rather than bash, sense into some young fool's head. This particular young fool, unless this particular old guard missed his bet, was the Rhomandi's youngest brother, Nikaenor, which made it not altogether surprising when, instead of relenting, the handsome lad's mouth set stub- bornly. "I said, I don't need your help!" And the youngster lengthened his stride for a few jogging steps, deliberately opening a fair distance between himself and his limping disciplinarian. Lord Deymorin paused, leaning heavily on his cane, and glared after the boy. "Halloo, m'lord," Ben called softly, figuring a rescue from such dark thoughts might be considered welcome. "Evenin'." The young lord started. His hand twitched as to an aborted salute: habit died hard, even in a lord, but only a twitch, these days; Deymorin dunMheric's cadet years were long since gone, and the dark scowl smoothed lo a warm smile as Lord Deymorin approached him. Still favoring the leg, though he chose his own pace. Damn shame about the accident; once upon, m'lord had been one of the best prospects the cadet corps had seen in years, regardlessor perhaps because ofhis wildish ways. But the accident had happened, and the corps' loss was the Outside's gain. Hard to imagine the .young reprobate of the old days pulling garden weeds and training horses in rustic .Darhaven, but there he was, most times. "That young Nikaenor, m'Deymorin?" Ben asked by way of opening, tipping his head after the lad. Lord Deymorin nodded. "Grown a bit since I saw him last. Ladies'11 be after him soon." "Already are," Lord Deymorin returned dryly. "Thought that's what the skirmish was about, beggin' yer lordship's pardon." His lordship lifted a casual shoulder, his attention fas- tened on his brother's retreating backside, until, with an file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (42 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt obvious effort, he forced it back toward Ben. "Should have expected it, I suppose." He lifted a brow toward the mist wall. "Tirise's?" Lord Deymorin grimaced and he laughed. "You boys always did have good taste." And as Lord Deymorin's distracted glance again sought his brother: "Don't let me keep ye, m'lord." Made a man want to bite his tongue, who knew Dey- morin dunMheric's feelings on the subject of titles. But if ever the honorific fit, if ever a man lived who took his responsibility for other lives seriously, it was this man. For- tunately his lordship didn't seem to be taking notice this night. His lordship only shrugged and said, "Hell, let him go. He's probably right in thinking he's safe enough in the city, and a bit of exertion is as good a cure for damaged pride as any." "Interrupt something important, did ye?" The sharp bark of laughter that answered him held little in the way of real humor. "He'd like to think so. I'd hoped to keep his escapade quiet, but the way he's acting, by tomorrow morning it'll be City-wide gossip." "Gossip, m'lord? Underage, perhaps?" "Not any longer. That's not" The young lord biinked and shrugged again, but there was something false about the nonchalance, something about this particular disap- pointment was cutting deeply indeed. In spite of that, a half-grin forced itself out, a sardonic brow lifted his way. "Hell, let the City talk. Not the first public squabble Mher- ic's sons have had." A breeze set a third-story wind-chime to singing. Deymorm looked up and shuddered. "This part of the City always feels . . . claustrophobic." "Prefer open fields now, do ye, m'lord?" A very real grin answered this time, quite unforced. "Sacrilegious to a good City man, isn't it? But yes, give me open skies over catwalks and fireglow over leylight any day." He gave a breath of a laugh. "Or night, as the case might..." The grin faded. Lord Deymorin's glance falling again on the walkway-shadowed street and its single other occupant. The lad's pace had slowed as if he'd realized at last he'd left Lord Deymorm behind, but he didn't stop. Didn't turn back. Just kicked a stone or two ahead of him. Stubborn, like all young lads, and if a bit more petulant than some, well, he'd reason to be a bit spoiled, coming from the family he did, and with his parents gone, and a brother like Lord Deymorm, openly affectionate, obviously inclined toward leniency, his other brother, by all accounts, too absorbed in the City to concern himself with mere Fam- ily affairs. "I wish . . ." M'lord's voice was little more than whisper. "Wish what, m'lord?" he prompted, the wistful note in that whisper encouraging him to be bold. "That I knew what to do with him. I'm fond of Nikki I truly ambut . . ." "Meaning no disrespect, m'lord, do ye mind? Had a bit of experience with boys, you know." A flash of even white teeth reassured him. "A bit, Ben? I doubt there was a cadet in my unit didn't spill his guts to you at some time or other; most of us on a regular basis.It's simple, really. We've a family party tonight file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (43 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt reason enough for him to bolt, I suppose, but out of charac- ter for him. Nikki wasn't at home when I arrivedand I was late. Thinking to save us both from familial wrath, I went looking." He glanced down with a puzzled shake of his head, and tapped his cane against his high boot-top. "The last place I'd have thought to look was Tirise's. If not for her mes- sage, I might never have found the boy in time. As it is . . ." He sent a speaking glance down the darkening street and shook his head. "Why tonight? Why Tirise's? Dammit, it's not like him to push the limit this way." "On the other hand . . ." Ben ventured, "perhaps ye're still thinkin' o' him as yer little brother. He's a man now, what ye say, legally speaking, and men do tend to summat diffrent goals than boys." Dark brows knit in a worried frown. "You really believe it could be that simple?" "Reason to think it could it be more?" "It just seems so sudden, thisescape. I'm concerned about him . . ." And that worried look angled again toward the narrow cobbled street and the bend around which young Nikaenor had just disappeared, and the young lord began edging after his brother, drawing Ben with him. "He used to talk to me. Now" A rueful smile pulled his lip. "I suppose I can't complain. I haven't been around much of late. Mikhyel's been so damned . . . but that's beside the point" M'lord's smile stiffened about the edges; m'lord's eyes took on a distant look. "Maybe Nikki just doesn't need me anymore. Makes a man feel a wee bit old." "And mebbe," Ben ventured, "a wee bit sad?" "Truth be told ..." Dark eyes dropped to the cane he twisted between his fingers. ". . . more than a bit." If ever a man needed a child of his own . . . But not the slightest hint of a rumor connected Lord Deymorin with an ehgible wife. Pity. The nervous twisting ceased and Lord Deymorin said, "You must think me maudlin, but more than the boy's manhood is at stake, Ben. He's careless, far too careless for his own good. He's an easy mark with his trusting waysin constant danger from far more serious opponents than some female with a paternity contestment. By the time I was his age, I'd fended off three murder attempts." "Assassins, m'lord?" "I hesitate to give them the dignity, but it's possible they were that organized. These things happen. It's possible the danger is past, here in the Citythough I'd argue against that complacencybut certainly outside its walls, and par- ticularly with travel restrictions easing it's still a very real concern. Nikki's not like Mikhyel. He goes Outside with me. Has gone to Armayel on his own for years and will attempt further solo ventures soon enoughif he's not al- ready. He should have had his stint in the Corps, but Mi- khyel was so damned paranoid Nikki would be hurt, he wouldn't have it. Nikki hardly knows one end of a pistol from the other, is barely competent with a blade, and I don't" A muffled shout. The sounds of a scuffle from the misty residue leyward. "Damn!" The next instant, Lord Deymorm, still quick despite his leg, was pounding the cobbles in his brother's wake, Ben hot on his heels. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (44 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Lightning above Khoratum generated a blinding display within the lace. Mother's laughter rippled the folds, setting threads to humming musically. A stabilizing impulse chased down the ley from Rhoma- tum: Anheliaa, coming to Rhyys' aid at last. And as the Khoratum cloud reorganized, glowing a grate- ful yellow, an angry red pulse emanated from Rhomatum, thin tendrils, seeking answers. Mother laughed again, and at the tip of each tendril, set a false trail, a maze of almosts and maybes ... simply to amuse Anheliaa. So Mother said. Lightning chained across the northern horizon, setting the mist aglow, casting the wet cobbles in sharp-edge relief, as Deymorm cleared the haze. Heightened senses made a quick, on-the-fly assessment, and a sickening cause-and-effect filled him. As if his words had conjured them, three men surrounded Nikki, just out- side the Winemerchant maze of ground level corridors. But a second quick assessment, this time of his brother, set his immediate fears aside. The fry was a bit battered about the edges, but overall ... Deymorin skidded to a single-footed halt short of the struggle, lifted his weak leg to avoid a backward tumbling, would-be thug . . . Overall, Nikki was doing just fine. The would-be thug had landed in a shadowy tunnel be- tween buildings. Only two adversaries left now, and as Nikki appeared to have them quite handily under control, Deymorin followed the grounded thug leisurely, pulling a protesting Ben after him. "Maneuvering room," he murmured, and settled his shoulders comfortably against the stone wall. Still and all, he slipped the release on his cane . . . just in case. The thug lying at his feet stirred, and he planted a sug- gestive foot on the man's thick chest. The thug's unswollen eye swivelled in its socket, taking in his situation, sliding up past boot and cane, eventually reaching Deymorin's face. Deymorin shook his head slowly; the chest beneath his foot heaved once, and the thug's head thumped back to the damp cobbles. Clever fellow An exclamation from Nikki; Ben's elbow jerked in his hand. But Nikki was still in control, the cry a frustrated curse, not dismay, so Deymorin tightened his grip, whisper- ing, "Hold...." . . . and slipped the fine-edged steel free of its deceptively innocent sheath. A slow three-way circling; a glint of steel. At least one of Nikki's assailants was armed. Deymorin tensed, but heeding his own advice, he waited. Let the boy test his own skillwhich was proving, to an older brother's profound relief, cool-headed and Of a sudden, Ben sneezed. The thug with the knife broke ranks and ran; the old guardsman jerked free and chased him down the street. Nikki, momentarily distracted, caught the remaining thug's shoulder in his stomach, and fetched up hard against the rain-splattered wall. A shadowed hand struck upward, and Nikki doubled over; another shadow-hand brushed Nikki's waist; the clinch broke file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (45 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt And the ruffian escaped toward Deymorin's shadow. And Deymorin's grounded prisoner. And Deymorin's extended foot. Ruffian two sprawled over his partner, momentum car- rying him beyond to the alley cobbles. He lay there, stunned, one hand clenching a knife, the other Nikki's purse, while thug one, on a suggestive nudge to the back- side, darted unchecked into the darkness. With a flick of his wrist Deymorin sent the cane-sheath spinning into the street, then tapped the prisoner's knife hand with the sword's tip, pressing further when the man glared up at him. The hand inched open; the knife, a wicked-looking stiletto with a simple, leather-wrapped hilt, dropped free. "Here, brother." Deymorin hooked the knife hilt with a toe, and flipped it back toward the street, trusting Nikki to control it. Holding the thug's gaze prisoner with a cautioning look, he lifted the sword and reached a solicitous hand to grasp the man's hairy wrist and pull him to his feet, shifting that hold to the elbow when imminent attack brewed in flex- ing tendons. He tightened his grip, pressing his fingers into dehcate nerves, a pressure that would numb the strongest man's arm, then tossed the sword-cane after the knife and ex- tended his empty hand, palm up. The man tried to jerk away; he exerted more pressure, and tapped fingertips to palm. With a gasp of pain and a heartfelt curse, the man buried his prize at Deymorin's face. Laughing in honest amusement, Deymorin released him to catch the purse, considering the tradethe man's free- dom for Nikki's lesson in self-preservationabout equal. The thug disappeared into the shadows; Deymorin turned, still chuckling. "Well, well, well, Nik ..." Laughter died in his throat. Nikki was on the ground, hunched over his knees, and Ben was at Nikki's side, urging him to let him have a look-see,' Nikki all the while protesting and pushing Ben's hands away. "Damn," he muttered, and joined the huddle on the rain- damp cobbles, growling at Nikki to shut his mouth and cooperate. "Did you get him?" he asked Ben abruptly, no longer counting the score settled. "Old legs couldn't keep pace, m'lord. Sorry." "Did you recognize any of them?" He pulled at Nikki's tightly-clamped elbow, received a singularly fraternal curse for his efforts. Ben shook his head. But: "He yelled at me, m'lord, while he was runnin'1 think he mistook me for one of hisand his accent was strange. Not from Rhomatum. Not from any City I've heard." Interesting. But then his hand came back damp and dark with Nikki's blood, and he forgot all about the cutpurse. Fingering Nikki's tight coat-sleeve with one hand, he waved his other vaguely toward the ground behind him: "Hand me the punk's knife, will you, Ben?" "You're not ... cutting my coat!" Nikki gasped, and, apparently oblivious to the fact the coat was already ruined, staggered to his feet, taking a few wavering steps . . . in the wrong direction. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (46 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "Dammit, boy" Deymorin grabbed his recalcitrant sib- ling and held him while Ben worked the meticulously fitted garment off the boy's back, not much caring now if they hurt him. If he was so damned worried about a stupid coat, he couldn't be that badly off. But he was. A deep stab wound that grazed along the high ribs under the armpit that would hurt like hell once the boy cooled off enough to notice . . . which, at the rate he was leaking, wouldn't be long. "Clear through, unless the scut got him twice," Ben muttered. Deymorin bit back a curse. "Any chance the blade was poisoned?" he asked quietly, while they used Nikki's shirt to stanch the flow of blood. "No," Nikki said on a gasp. Ben extended a bloody sleeve into the leylight, sniffed, then shook his head. "Color's good," he said to Deymorin. "Doubt it." "Don'tdon't talk 'bout me like I'm not here. Think I wouldn't know?" "Shut up, Nikki," Deymorin said absently, wondering how in hell to get the boy home and treated without creat- ing a stir, knowing such a feat would be next to impossi- ble tonight. But the wound didn't appear, from what he could see in the leylight, to be that dangerous. The bleeding had already stopped, though there was no telling how long that would last if the fool youngster took it into his head to go lurch- about again, and it was just possible, if he could get it seen to, Nikki could muddle his way through the evening. Possible, but not highly probable. They tore the ruffled shirt into strips to effect a rough field bandage, then Deymorin got an arm under Nikki's uninjured side and, telling his protesting leg to be glad it was on the off side, muscled them both to their feet. He balanced against the stone wall, while Ben threw his warm cloak around Nikki's bare shoulders. "Thanks," he muttered, and Ben said: "Just leave it in the Guard-room. I'll pick it up tomorrow." Neither mentioned the bloodstained coat lying in a nearby, shadowed puddle. Nikki was past noticing. The wrist he gripped, the-arm over his shoulder, had grown limp and cold; Nikki's clasp on his hand where it rested at Nikki's waist, was weak and shaking. "I can manage now, thanks," he said quietly to the light- watchman. And answering Ben's involuntary glance to his leg: "Don't worry, it's strong enough. Stronger than the other, when it's not complaining." Ben's eyes dropped further, to the wet cobbles. Deymorin laughed breathlessly, not the least offended. "Lord and rings, man, never mind. Just take care of the mess, will you? Then better finish with the lights. Folks will be out and about, soon, and wondering." The old man nodded and bent to pick up the sword-cane, sheathed it, then stood holding it uncertainly. "Nikki?" Deymorin asked casually. And more sharply into the silence that followed: "Nikki!" The confused mumble confirmed his worst fears. He tightened his hold on Nikki's waist, with a httle shake. "Lis- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (47 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt ten to me, fry. Don't go out on me, hear? I have a job for you." Awareness dawned on Ben's face; Nikki moaned and turned his face into Deymorin's neck, muttering something ob- scene. Deymorin laughed and shook him again. "It's easy enough." He nodded to Ben, who pressed the cane against Nikki's palm, whose cold fingers wrapped convulsively. "Drop it, brat, and I'll be forced to leave you in the street. Can't carry both it and you, now can I?" Muted laughtergiggles, to a less discrimmating observer added to Nikki's bodily tremors, but Nikki's hand tucked the cane in against his chest, taking a fold of the cape with it, and Nikki's arm grew less flaccid against his neck as the boy took a bit more of his own balance. "Take care, m'lord," Ben said. "Surgeon's in order, or I miss my bet." Deymorin nodded, then staggered as that new-found bal- ance faltered and Nikki swayed against him. "Lord, boy, what have you been eating? Don't worry, Ben. Diorak should be staying in-housemy aunt's not been well lately. He can look after Nikki." A blue eye glared at him from behind a silvery tendril, the leylight turning all colors metallic: "Don't need" "Shut up, boy." And when Nikki's side heaved against him, gathering wind for further protest: "Just tell the nice man thank you, so we can go home." The youngster's exhalation withered into a sullen Thank you, and Ben pressed the boy's shoulder lightly. "Take care, lad," he said, then watched helplessly as Lord Dey- morin steered his brother toward Gartum Ley. He plucked the boy's jacket from the puddle, folded it, mud and blood carefully to the inside, and wrapped the poster around it before placing it into his trash bag. The boy seemed fond of it. He'd get the missus to clean it up, see if she could mend it. A brighter shine within the puddle's gleam: the thug's stiletto. Not a distinctive style. Likely it would be no help whatsoever in tracking the men down, but Ben slipped it carefully into his belt anyway. He'd deliver it to the Tower Guard in case the Lady could use it, perhaps even to locate the bastards through the rings. Rumor claimed she could do such things. Laughter from a nearby tavern. Citizens. Lord and rings, he was late. He hurried back the way he'd come, breaking into a run at the last, and pulled up short of the halfway point. The wall of mist was gone. Light continued around the street's bend, undoubtedly, all the way to Berinor Ley. And parked on the midway light, his skinny arse propped on the decorative stand-off rail, a cocky grin splitting his flat face, his key held upright like a lancer ready for battle . . . was diinRimble. Lightning raged about distant Khoratum, and with each bass roll of thunder, Nikki shuddered beneath his arm. "Almost there, boy," Deymorin gasped, risking a pre- cious bit of his own breath on that reassurance, had his reward when Nikki gave a little hiccup and managed the final few steps to the floater dock mostly on his own. Not much, but enough to give Deymorm's lungs a neces- sary respite, as the dockmaster walked into the streetlight, suspicion in his every move. Warranted suspicion, Dey- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (48 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt morin realized in sudden blind panic: he'd left his money pouch, slim as it was, at home. Deymorin pulled Nikki to a wavering halt, secured the cloak to cover his bare shoulders and bandaged middle, then jerked his glove free and extended his left hand, Fam- ily ring forward, for once not the least reluctant. The dock- master's chin raised a notch, his narrowed eyes moving from that ring to Deymorm's face and back. "Rhomandi," Deymorin said flatly, his title, as head of House Rhomandi. Time was, he wouldn't have needed to make that identificationthe price of changing venues: five years since he'd moved permanently from the Tower house to Darhaven, and it might have been a lifetime. But the man's chin lowered. He squinted more closely at him, at the ring, then at Nikki's shadowed face. His eyes widened. Nikki, he recognized. Deymorin inhaled again, held it, then said: "Tower." Which exhausted what breath he had left, but it was enough. Without further question, the dockmaster rushed them to his most elegantly appointed vehicle, half-carrying Nikki in his eagerness to help, offering to send a runner at the cab company's expense, of courseto warn the Tower of their imminent arrival. Deymorin thanked him breathlessly, but, no, he didn't want to cause a fuss, and the boy would be fine (A bit too much, if you know what I mean), and accompanied it all with a rather too-broad wink. The dockmaster, assured of his conspiratorial status, returned the wink and patted Nikki on the shoulder, and called him by name before low- ering the floater door behind them. Surprising familiarity that made an already anxious brother wonder just how often the brat had been carried home from this district. Deymorin eyed the spacious interior somewhat guiltily. This had been a private car, once upon a time. Each brocade- upholstered bench seat had a matching gilt-fringed foot ledge, adjustable for personal comfort. Not to mention a dozen tasseled cushions. Probably the best coach in the dockmaster's fleet. "Don't you dare bleed, fry," he whispered to his brother, before easing them both down and propping Nikki between himself and a side window. From his station outside the rear grill, the pedaller ad- justed the heating unit until the coach drifted free of the docking cradle, then released the anchor and signalled the dockmaster to propel them into the stream. With a barely perceptible jar, the tether slipped from the parking track into Gart Leyside. From there, it was a ley-straight shot to the Tower Hill spiral. Settling back with a heavy sigh, Deymorin lifted his booted foot to the ledge to ease the throb in his leg. Poor old Ben, trying so hard not to notice. Stupid, but the stupid- ity had been his, and that one moment of idiocy had proba- bly saved his neck in the long run. It had certainly saved other necks. A spasm rippled through his brother. Just as well he hadn't had the breath to correct the dock- master's instructions to deliver them to the front entrance of House Rhomandi. He'd have preferred the anonymity file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (49 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt of the servants' entrance, but they were neither of them fit for a climb. Another shiver. He'd have to get Diorak up to Nikki's room without raising suspicionssomehow. Perhaps he could claim the boy had taken ill. Once there, he'd have to rely on the physician's discretion not to inform Anheliaa. Or Mikhyel. And perhaps a miracle would happen and Nikki would magically heal by the time they arrived at the Tower. Rings. He wondered whether Diorak was taking bribes this week. The shivers came in waves now, but he did his best to ignore them. The wound was far from life-threatening, and the way things were going tonight, Nikki would like as not take any further kindness as a personal affront. Seventeen was such a hard year. Still . . . he reached past Nikki for the speaking tube pro- truding from the wall socket, pulled it to his mouth, and said quietly: "Bit chill in here, mate. Could you vent a bit more our way?" And through the back speaker, the pedaller's cheerful: "Pleasure, m'lor'," preceded a welcome blast of warmth from the brass grill under the footrest. "The young m'lor' looks a mite peckish, m'lor'. D'you want I should hurry it along?" A stolen glance toward Nikki. Closed eyes, white-edged lips pressed tightly together, a film of sweat forming be- neath the curls . . . Deymorin swore softly, then answered in the same low tone: "Appreciate it." "Right-o, m'lor'." The vehicle's subtle vibration increased markedly as the pedaller picked up his pace. The fan blades behind the rear window blurred with his efforts. Probably hoping for a large tip, poor sod. Evidently the stationmaster hadn't warned him it was a state job. And him without so much as a silver Nikki shivered: a single, bone rattling spasm. Nikki. Nikki always had money. Digging after the purse hanging heavy at his waist roused a muttered protest from Nikki. Deymorin ignored him and shook the purse's contents into his hand. Seven gold darics, three silver rodari, a dozen coppers . . . Damn, the kid was shiny. "That'smine." Teeth chattered around that protest. Deymorin raised an eyebrow. "Really? I lifted it off a cutpurse. I'd say that makes it mine." A shaky scowl deepened the line between Nikki's brows, the girlishly full lower lip pouted ever so slightly. "Scum." "Me? Or the cutpurse?" "Both." Ridiculously long lashes fluttered down, masking pain-dulled eyes, before the curly head flopped back toward the window, finding a pillow in the heavy brocade drapes, pointedly ignoring the coins riding heavy in Deymorin's hand. Shiny, indeedunless Nikki had brought his entire sav- ings: youthful optimism . . . or ignorance of the going rate. Deymorin dribbled the coins back into the pursesave for a silver and three coppersand tucked the purse se- curely back into his cummerbund. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (50 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Another shiver; he pulled Ben's warm cloak tighter around the boy and murmured: "Soon, fry." . Nikki sighed again, an oddly contented sound, and shifted about, pulling his knees up onto the seat, curling against Deymorin's side the way he did at twelve, albeit a somewhat tighter fit these days. Evidently his own transgressions were forgottenat least for the moment. Probably forever: Nikki hated arguments, and tonight's little contretemps was the closest the two of them had ever come to one. Deymorin chuckled softly and put an arm around the very unchildish shoulders: soon, very soon, now, the brat wouldn't need that stylish padding. "Don't worry, Nik, old man. You'll have it back. I just wanted a tip for the nice pedaller-man, is that all right with you?" Golden curls,brushed and bobbed against his chin. "Nice pedaller-man." Nikki's bare hand sought his gloved one -and squeezed. "Nice brother-man." Deymorin's throat closed. 'Nice brother.' Nice brother, who left his kid brother to explore life in the cross-leys on his own, never bothering to ask Did he want to; who stood aside and let that same mild-mannered kid brother take on three men with knivesaloneand consequently ushered him home with a hole in his side, late for dinner . . . And tonight, of all nights. This dinner, of all dinners. Nice brother? Not exactly how he'd put it. Once, perhaps. He recalled a time, not so very long ago, when Nikki would have come to hima time when he'd been the recip- ient of all Nikki's boyish hopes and dreatos, as he'd once shared his with Mikhyel and Mikhyel with him. Brotherly confessionals. A reward of siblinghood Mikhyel hadn't granted him in yearsnot since their mother had died but which had been as natural from Nikki as breathing. Tonight's escapade put a shadow over the past. Made a man think twice about trusts given and received. Made a man recall the new length and purpose of stride in the boy, and realize the breadth of shoulder beneath the stylishly tailored clothes, the grip which hinted at near-adult strength beneath that deceptive layer of baby-fat. As Ben had pointed out, men did tend toward new goals, and most malesand females, at least of Deymorin's per- sonal acquaintancerarely waited for legal endorsement before exploring those not-all-that-adult goals. Certainly Deymorin had not: another fact Nikki well knew. And Nikki knew where he'd gone for that eye-opening experience. While Nikki knew those worldly goals well . . . from his endless consumption of theater and poetic nonsensicals, if nothe thought of that less-than-innocent farewell kiss from real-life practice, he had never tempted Nikki, not with Tirise's, not with any Outside establishment. He'd learned years ago that another man's virginity was his own damn business, and a painful lesson it had beenfor all parties involved. Still, he sincerely doubted Nikki had ever taken it fur- ther, being Mikhyel dunMheric's younger brother, and so fully cognizant of the laws regarding premature pro- creation. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (51 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt As if there were something magical about a seventeenth birthday that made a boy ready to be a father. Nikki knew the legal consequences of breaking that law: Hell's Barrister Mikhyel had made certain of that years ago, damn Mikhyel's prudish soul, anyway. Mikhyel had swallowed the whole insane line of illogic right along with the rest of Rhomatum, and in the first of his patented birth- day lectures had given a twelve-year-old Nikki nightmares for a week with his horror stories of what happened to such children with children exiled forever from the City. Fabricated stories, all of them. Deymorin knew most of those exilesthe Outsiders took good care of them, and after the first year or so, it was the rare couple who ex- pressed regret for that exile. Perhaps the lesson had been necessary: Nikki had been of that age when experimentation statistically (rings, that word again) began, but a gentle warning would have suf- ficed for the socially underdeveloped and hypercooperative child Nikki had been at the time. Regrettably, gentle wasn't in Mikhyel's barrister vocabulary. However, Nikki had survived his nightmares, and Nikki certainly wasn't socially inept now ... tonight's perfor- mance notwithstanding. And while he was certain there had been other lectures, Nikki had never complained, had laughed and brushed the lessons off as justified when Deymorin found him unusually quiet and asked why. Funny, though, how the need for Mikhyel's reprimands always seemed to arrive when elder-brother Deymorin was Outside and Nikki was in the City, alone with Mikhyel. Obviously, gentle, bookish Nikki had a dark side he kept buried when elder-brother was in town. On the other hand, elder-brother would never have thought to look at Tirise's, so where did that place elder- brother Deymorin's cleverness? Confused and worried, that was where. It was possible this escapade was simply Nikki's way of expressing personal independence. Perhaps it truly marked the end of his childhoodand the little brother Deymorin had loved so well. Depressing thought, that. But if Nikki was claiming an adult's independence, he'd have to learn adult responsibility and adult caution as well, in a sense that had nothing to do with careless repro- duction. Over the years, he'd tried to make a game of self-defense with Nikki, trusting the boy's responses would, with time, become automatic, and that he'd never be forced to explain the reasons for such precautions in detailremembering too vividly, perhaps, those childhood nightmares. Or per- haps just to avoid coming to blows with Mikhyel over the issue of safety in his precious city. Mikhyel had limited Nikki's exposure to the Guard to head-sessions with theoretical tacticians of an army that hadn't taken the field in two generations. Nikki's arms practice had been likewise theory without substance, save for time in the salle with aDeymorin kicked the footrest impatientlycrippled sibling. Or so he'd believed: one had to admit, the lad hadn't done all that badly tonight, considering. But how all those games he and Nikki played fit together file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (52 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt ... that, he'd never quite gotten around to explaining to Nikki, and if this independent, unannounced foray into un- known areas of the City, and that' unlocked door in the brothel were any indication, he might h~ve run out of time. He feared that tonighttomorrow at the latesthe'd have to give his first, and hopefully final, surrogate-father lecture to the boy. There had been attempts in the past, even within Mikhy- el's precious law-abiding City, on the lives of the House of Rhomandi. Nothing Deymorin couldn't handle: a dispos- sessed, disgruntled farmer, a cutpurse with delusions of ran- som, a zealot with dreams of reinstating the priesthood . . . a Pwerenetti with delusions of blackmail; attempts about which the Barrister, cloistered safely in his Tower strong- hold, knew nothing, even though two of them had been attempts on Mikhyel's life, not histhe would-be assassins having mistaken their brother. Not that he hadn't tried to warn Mikhyel; Khyel just wasn't about to listen, and after a while, a man just lost interest in trying. If only Mikhyel didn't take it quite so personally when he suggested perhaps precious Rhomatum had a flaw or two and the Rhomandi brothers might do well to be prepared. But if tonight's fiasco was any indication, these new and pending relationships with Mauritum could be adding a whole new element to the potential risk. Not from any City I know . . . Part of the Tower Guard training was learning to recog- nize accents, to know city and district from a handful of words. That Ben had not recognized the accents, when Ben did recognize accents of every district, of every city and province in Rhomatum's primary web, suggested that what might be sneaking into the City in these deceptively peace- ful times did not bode well for the continued safety of Rhomatum streets or its treaty with Mauritum. He should have settled this with both brothers years ago. Dammitall, he didn't want to lose either of them. Perhaps some good could come out of this evening, after all. "Deymio?" "Hmmm?" "Thank you." "For what, brat?" "For not tr-treating me . . . like . . . kid. For letting me" A pause for breath. "handle it myself." His throat spasmed again. He coughed it loose and said, "Sure, fry." And on a rueful afterthought, thinking of the dinner party they were both certain now to miss: "Happy birthday." interlude A wave of yellow glee fluttered through the leythium chandeliers. Mother liberated the storm, letting it snap like a released bowstring, right into Anheliaa's lap. Another blinding flash sent a shivering ripple through the veil to break like an ocean wave upon the crystalline cloud that was Khoratum Node; Mother laughed and thrust a fist in the air, her long sleeve flying up, then drifting in an unexpected draft, a draft that set the veil's crystalline fibers to singing, a quivering musical hum within the cavern. "Mother," Dancer asked, concerned for the veil's deli- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (53 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt cate structure, "isn't it enough? Can't we let Rhyys win now?" "Win?" Her sibilant hiss seemed a part of those same currents. "Rhyys can neither win nor lose. Rhyys hasn't the ability. Anheliaa chose foolishly: Mother must remind Anheliaa of this fact." Her wide grin glittered even from Dancer's obhque vantage. "Constantly." This was a new wrinkle in Mother's reality. "Foolishly?" Dancer asked. "What do you mean?" "You need ask? You, who should be ringmaster of Khoratum?" "I? Never! I don't even wish for it." "Never? How strange. I thought all humans wished to be ringmaster." "Not this human." {Then I've reared/raised/trained a fool.} Mother's reversion to the internal voice made communi- cation at once clearer and more confusing, stretching con- cepts beyond simple, singular human words. Impossible, sometimes, for a mere human to comprehend Mother. Dancer had learned long ago to deflect rather than try. "Mother, much as I love you, you didn't raise me. You endured me." {I'm crushed/distraught/disgusted/amused that you should think so.) "You sound crushed." Ears ringing from a well-deserved mental boxing. Dancer asked far more soberly: "Mother, you've never expressed an interest in my life above. What's this'all about?" {You should have been ringmaster.) Stubborn insistence: Mother at her most single-minded. All this time, Dancer had assumed it was the Khoratum rings in general to which Mother objected. This newest t\kist implied it was Khoratum's master, not the rings. "But I was only seven when Anheliaa chose." {Anheliaa should have waited.) "She didn't know. Couldn't have. I was down here with you." {Anheliaa should have known. Anheliaa should have waited.) Dancer, helpless in this battle of Motherly absolutes, shrugged and reminded her: "But I don't wish to be ring- master. I want to be the radical dancer. I've always wanted to be the radical." {Bat's poop.) "Well, almost always." The Khoratum dance rings had only been constructed twelve years before. "At least, since I wanted to be anything." And to this day. Dancer could remember lying on a cliff- edge hidey-hole, watching the foreign workmen raise the enormous structure, and the foreign dancers testing the equipment. Could remember watching the novices practice, preparing for years for the Khoratum Tower inauguration festivities. Could remember praying to Grandmother's gods to be one of them. Mother's slim shoulders hfted in a sinuous shrug, as if dismissing that artistic ambition as inconsequential. "I'm a good dancer. Mother." Somehow, despite one's file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (54 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt best efforts, one's insecurities always seemed to surface at the worst times. {Good? Humanity's hell, human-spawn, you're the best/ master/mistress/talent-elite.} "How would you know?" And those insecurities found voice in unexpected bitterness. Mother was the only real family Dancer had had for years, and Dancer knew Mother didn't truly care, never had cared enough even to ask how practices went. Now, in one of her quicksilver shifts. Mother swirled about and glided across the pulsating stone. Behind her, the veil fluttered and drifted, settling quietly as the storm began to follow its natural course toward Rhomatum. Stop- ping in front of Dancer, she stared down from her chosen lofty height. Mother's clawed hand lifted, caressing. Face . . . chin . . . hair . . . and her wide, pupilless eyes grew soft and tender, losing the leythium-fire gleam. And suddenly, her gown's semi-sentient folds floated around Dancer's shoulders, creating a safe, warm cocoon, unknown for years, but dear and alive in memory, and her sibilant whisper answered from close overhead: "I named you, didn't I?" Chapter Four Lightning spasmed a continuous chain of fire that encircled the City as they stepped free of the floater and onto the Tower dock. Above them, through the rose-covered trellis, there were stars. Before them, leylight from the foyer chandelier traced rainbow patterns along bevelled-glass seams as the huge doors swung open with frustratingly massive deliberation. Nikki swayed. Deymorin dropped his cane to steady the boy with both hands; had to shift his hold to ease a stitch in his shoulder, and his stance to ease an ache in his leg. Fine pair they were. With luck, they could make their entrance undetected save by servants, who knew better than to ask unsolicited questions. He'd get Nikki to his room, clean them both up enough to escape particular notice, then sneak back down- stairs to find Diorak and to make Nikki's excuses. Without luck The door opened wide, a shadow fell across the threshold and their feet. Words suggested themselves; Deymorin swallowed them and biinked sweat from his eyes. Planted dead center of the foyer's patterned tiles, arms akimbo, Mikhyel appraised them like the king of Mauritum himself surveying a pair of recalcitrant hounds. Nikki's breath caught, a quick, gasping inhalation, and he made a shuddering attempt to take his own weight, an effort that succeeded only in throwing them both off- balance. "Easy on, Nik, old man, I've got you." Deymorin stead- ied his brother and drew him inside. The door closed be- hind them with a soft thump, and a light shwip announced his cane's entry into the stand by the door, before the door- man melted blank-faced into his shadowed nook. Mikhyel stepped into their path. Curious how their rather file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (55 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt undersized brother managed to look down his thin nose at two men taller than he. "Drunk," Mikhyel pronounced, and Deymorin swal- lowed his resentment, seeing no reason to correct Mikhyel's supercilious misapprehension, drunk being easier to explain than the truth. "Get out of our way, Khyel." "The City's misfortune is your salvation," Mikhyel said, at his most abrupt and pompous. "Anheliaa's still in the Tower: the storm in the mountains, as I understand. Dinner has been delayed." Without ever really looking at Nikki, he dismissed them both with a nod toward the stairs. "Get him bathed and sober. If you hurry, she'll never know." Deymorin snorted. "Not until it's to your personal ad- vantage to inform her." Mikhyel's brows tightened, his lower lip, so very like Nikki's despite his attempts to hide it under hair, pouted ever so slightly, the autocrat Mikhyel had become vanishing behind the defensive younger brother he used to be., "I won't tell" "No?" Deymorin asked dryly. The hand clutching his arm squeezed a warning. "Th-thank you, Mikhyel," Nikki interjected softly. "I-l'll hurry." Deymorin bit his tongue on a protest; if ever Nikki's ears needed boxing . . . but he was much too weak at the mo- ment. Mikhyel didn't have noble motives, as Nikki should have figured for himself by now. But Nikki didn't care about that. Nikki just hated arguments and came between them now to stop one developing, for which he was sure he should feel thankful and instead found himself resenting. Peacemaking was Nikki's besetting weakness: a good dose of outrage might just get them up those cursed stairs. "Don't delude yourself, boy," Mikhyel said, that damned sanctimonious stranger driving Iris vestigial brother out again. "It's for Anheliaa's sake, not yours. It would hurt her terribly, knowing what an ingrate she shelters beneath her roof." Nikki's knees buckled; Deymorin swore softly and counterbalanced at some cost to his own knees. "Mikhyel Rhomandi dunMheric," he said through clenched teeth, "either you move your pompous ass out of our way this instant, or I'll move it for you. Take your anger out on me, not the boy. I'll even make it easy for you. I'll get Nikaenor settled, then meet you in the library, since I doubt you'd care to settle our differences in the fencing salle or the ring." A muscle twitched in Mikhyel's jaw. Then he jerked his head toward the stairs and moved aside. "I'll wait for you in the Blue Salon." Distrustful of so easy a victory, Deymorin dipped his head in wary acknowledgement, and said, "C'mon, Nik old man, almost there. Have to take the stairs, we will, but" "Is that wool"" Deymorin swore again, not so softly. "The boy's not well, Khyel. One time" "Drunk or no," Mikhyel's claw-fingered hand grasped Nikki's shoulder and pulled him around, "he's not wearing that up those stairs. Especiallynot" Mikhyel jerked at the cloak-collar, seeking the clasp, his violence setting Nikki to coughing helplessly. "tonight." file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (56 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "I said," Deymorin hissed, "leave the boy alo" The cloak fell free, revealing Nikki in all his blood- stained, shirt-bandaged glory. Mikhyel's lip curled. He stepped back, two-fingering the cloak to the footman who materialized beside him. "Get him to his room," he said coldly. "I'll send Diorak up. And understand me, Nikaenor, you will be at dinner. Diorak will see to it. We'll say nothing of this to Anh- eliaa. You were at the library, lost track of time. Deym- orin had to fetch you. Understand?" Nikki biinked confusedly. "Dammit, Khyel, the boy needs rest\" Ignoring him, Mikhyel grabbed Nikki's chin, his fingers pressing the flesh white, demanding the boy's attention. "Doyouhearme?" His own fingers itched to give Mikhyel the thrashing he deserved, but the Barrister's harsh grip was already squeezing tears from Nikki's eyes, and it took all Dey- morin's fading strength to hold Nikki upright. "I hear you just f-fine, Mikhyel." Nikki's whisper, though hoarse with exhaustion, and mumbled past Mikhy- el's hand-clamp, came out utterly calm and collected. "But unless you let me go, I'll have to dine as I am. Would you prefer that?" Not exactly a peacekeeper's line, but it stopped the Barrister in his black-booted tracks. Bravo, fry, Deymorin thought, and dropped his head to Nikki's shoulder, burying his triumphant grin in the golden curls, feeling quite magnanimous, now Nikki had won the round. Deymorin had been right to insist they take the stairs with Anheliaa still in the Tower, there was too much chance they'd intercept her at the lift doorbut how ,he ever made it up a staircase that had acquired a disturbing tendency to bend and twist, turning in on itself while curling up overhead, Nikki would never know. Khyel had been right to yell at him and force him to answer to stop his drifting. He knew that. It was Dey- morin who took it wrong. Mikhyel knew he'd float off and forget all about what was important, like Anheliaa and the party and not making Anheliaa angry. If only he weren't so cold, which he hadn't been before Mikhyel had stripped the cloak away, and he hurtgods, how he hurt. But Mikhyel was right in that, too: one wore cotton or linen or smooth leather in the Tower, and the Tower included all the Family suites. Sparks threatened the rings. He'd known that rule since childhood. So had Deymorin. It wasn't Deymorin's fault he didn't reahze it just mattered more now than in past years especially on a night like this when the lighting was flaring out of control. In-house reports of near disasters with the communication rings came with disturbing fre- quency these days, and Anheliaa warned of explosive consequences if they weren't careful. But Deymorin never heard those reports and warnings, coming to Rhomatum only for Occasions, the way he did. No, one couldn't blame Mikhyel, certainly one couldn't blame Deymorin, which left ... He sighed, and Deymorin paused to ask if he was all file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (57 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt right, which of course he was; he was bloody wonderful, except he'd made a fool of himself in front of Madam Tirise and Mistress Beauvilliaand Deymorin. Wonderful, except he had a hole in his side because he'd been an idiot and let that old lightwatchman's pres- ence distract him for an instant. In front of Deymorin. None of which would have happened if only he'd behaved as he should and been at the Tower to greet Deymorin when he arrived, which he would have been had the ladies not gone on and on about his poetry, which he knew was short of perfect, but still it was nice to have someone say it wasn't. But he didn't say any of that to Deymorin. He squeezed Deymorin's hand, and said I'm fine, thanks, and lifted a dead-feeling foot to the next step. Deymorin had been right to wonder why he had gone to Madam Tirise's alone. And he'd have explained, will- inglyif only he'd known the answer himself. That igno- rance was the source of his anger, not Deymorin or anything Deymorin had said or done, which he'd tell Deymorin, if he could answer the other. It wasn't a matter of manhood. Hadn't been at the timenot really. He hadn't consciously set out to prove anything to anyone. All he'd wanted ... His toe caught on a stair that surely must be higher than the others. All he'd wanted, tossed from the library prematurely on the verge of monumental personal discoveryfilled .. . well, almost ... for the first time with adult purpose and adult direction, was something ... different. He'd suddenly really realized it was his seventeenth birthday, supposedly the day a boy became a man, and doomed to be like every birthday before: dinner with his immediate family, a new perfectly hideous coat from Anheliaa to join the others mouldering in his closet because he didn't dare give them to the poor, sweets from Nurse he'd have to sneak out to the stable-boys so as not to hurt her feelings . . . A lecture from Mikhyel on his newest responsibilities . . . An I.O.U. from Deymorin who wouldn't have found just the right present, and who'd forget, after . . . Always presupposing he'd bothered to showwhich, ob- viously, he had after all, but he hadn't known that at the time. He'd just wanted something . . . more. This time, he managed to swallow the sigh that threatened. And look where that More had gotten him: half-naked, with an endless climb up a swaying staircase, and his broth- ers arguing over him. Arguing. Again. Mikhyel's temper should fall on him, not Deymorin. He knew Deymorin was going to take the blame; had known Deymorin would somehow instantaneously arrive even from far-off Darhavento rescue him if anything had gone wrong. As (he had to admit) it most certainly had, and (he also had to admit) Deymorin had. He should have said something, should have made cer- tain Mikhyel realized it w.as all his doing, not Deymorin's, file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (58 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt would yell that downstairs now, if only Deymorin would turn his face downstairs instead of up. Which he tried to ask Deymorin to do. But Deymorin only shushed his pro- tests, told him not to worry until the words and arguments he would have used with Mikhyel grew confused, twisting like the staircase. He didn't deserve a brother like Deymorin. He wouldn't blame Deymorin in the least if he chose to drop him right here on the stairs and leave Rhomatum forever, brother or no, party or no, birthday or no. But Deymorin didn't drop him. Deymorin was there, solid support on his left (though, from the way he took the steps one at a time, Nikki could tell his leg was bothering him), murmuring a steady stream of encouragement, and trying so hard to protect the wound from jarring, he would die before telling Deymorin that with each uneven step the skin pressed up under the hasty bandage, squeezing an ever-widening band of damp warmth around the wound and sending a tickling trickle toward his cummerbund. A wound that wasn't Deymorin's fault any more than it was Mikhyel's fault when Mikhyel lost his temper the way he had downstairs. Mikhyel had pressures on him, pressures Deymorin couldn'tor wouldn'tcomprehend. Pressures Deymorin didn't deal with, cloistering himself off in the country the way he did. Like Anheliaa's increasingly ill temper. Downstairs, just now, Mikhyel had been like that because he was worried Anheliaa would find out. He wanted them both at dinner so she wouldn't. He knew that. Knew Mikhyel had run interference for him for years and years. Had seen Khyel come out of a session with Anheliaa white-faced and shak- ing, and taken the back of Mikhyel's hand and counted himself lucky. But Deymorin didn't know that. Deymorin thought Mi- khyel and Anheliaa agreed on everything, which he might not think, if Mikhyel wouldn't act like a stranger every time Deymorin came home. Except (he sniffed: reaction to the change in humidity, he was sure) it wasn't Deymorin's home. Not anymore. He'd come in late beforeeven staggered in drunkand Mikhyel would just shake his head and cover for him, and tell him poetry was easier on a man's head the next morn- ing; but now, possibly just because Deymorin had been with him, Mikhyel made an issue- of it, evidently feeling the need to show himself the disciplinarianas if he felt that other- wise Deymorin would blame him for their youngest broth- er's idiocy. (Sniff.) Deymorin couldn't know, as he did, that Mikhyel hadn't dared to look at him at first. He'd seen the laughter brewing behind the Barrister fa~ade, knew it would shatter the in- stant their eyes metwhich Mikhyel couldn't let happen in front of Deymorin; and if only Deymorin had kept his head up at the last, he'd have seen Mikhyel's fleeting grinwhen Mikhyel finally did look at himthe look that assured him Mikhyel was sorry he'd yelled and sorrier if he'd hurt him and relieved he was all right and confident Nikki would be able to come to dinner, if only he'd keep his wits about him, which made Nikki determined he would and could. But Deymorin hadn't seen that look, so Deymorin didn't file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (59 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt know. Somehow Deymorin never saw that side of Mikhyel; Mikhyel made certain of that, consciously or not. Somehow, it was a given: whenever Deymorin and Mi- khyel met, sparks flew. Nurse said it hadn't always been like that, that as youngsters, they'd been as close as two peas in a pod, which made him wonder if it might not have been different, better even, if he had never been born. But then, of course everything would have been different: Mother and Father wouldn't be dead, and Mikhyel would have gone to Darian Lyceum or maybe Bernoi Judiciary Academy rather than spending his whole young life shunted between tutors and Council offices, courts of law and judgment chambers, and Deymorin might not have spent all his time at Darhaven and of course, there'd be no Nikki to argue about. Brothers.... He heaved a sigh, felt Deymorm's arm tighten solid- tously, and pressed himself into that extended warmth that was Deymio. . . . Sometimes, they were very difficult. The doorway to his apartments loomed before them, a dark mouth in the cream-painted, leylit hallway that swal- lowed them up, surrounding them with familiar shadow- shapes, one of which was Jerrik, whose presence was reas- suring, but Deymorin sent Jerrik to find Diorak, and then he was sitting on his own bed, still in the dark, with Dey- morin's stern threat: "Fall over, fry, and I'll thump you," ringing in his ears, while Deymorin propped him up with pillows and pulled off his boots. And then there was light. And Diorak. And (rings save him) Nurse. And Deymorin was asking Did he want him to stay? after they'd worked the bandage free and stopped the bleeding, and Diorak pronounced the wound a long way from his heart, which made him laugh because that was what the Darhaven farrier told the recalcitrant horses when they leaned on him and jerked their feet away, and laugh- ing made his side hurt, so he objected to them all, wanting only a bath and sleep, but he couldn't sleep: Mikhyel had said he had a duty to Anheliaa, which he hadn't forgotten, he'd just thought he'd get back in time, but he'd lost track... And it was his birthday. And he did want his party. So he said to Deymorin, "I'm fine." And he said to Nurse, "I'm fine." And he asked them both to go away and leave him with Jerrik. Deymorin did, with a final, encouraging grip of his hand. Nurse didn't, and pinched his cheek and called him her last chick, and said she wasn't about to leave him in his moment of need, and then smiled knowingly over his head at Diorak and asked Had he had a good time, which drove the shivers away in a hot flush of embarrassment and suddenly clear thinking. They'd probably deduced where he'd been. Likely Mi- khyel had as well. Knew what had happened, in the way of adults. They wouldn't have been caught reading medio- cre poetry in a high-priced brothel. They probably knew exactly what went on in such places. - Well, he knew, after a fashion. Deymorin would never have let him get this old without a basic understanding. But he didn't know. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (60 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt And after tonight's fiasco, he doubted he'd ever care to go back and find out. "Arm, boy," Diorak's crusty voice ordered. He sighed and lifted his arm obediently (never mind the movement sent a jolt clear to his toes), then lowered it again (very carefully) as Anheliaa's hawk-faced physician muttered ominously and began pulling bottles and arcane equipment from his scuffed and scarred leather bag, arrang- ing them on the small bedside table. Among the last was a very ordinary looking, if somewhat small, curved needle. Stitches? With mixed feelings, he raised-his arm again, trying to assess the damage, which act gained him a light head and an abrupt chastisement to Keep still. He cleared his throat, and asked, as steadily as Deymorin himself might have done: "How many?" Diorak glanced at Nurse, who patted his hand and said gently, "Don't worry, lovie. Two. Maybe three. It's a very small opening, and he'll leave the back open for drainage." "B-back?" "The blade went clear through, lovie. But don't worry; you should be feeling quite the thing in a day or two." "Will it leave a horrible scar?" he asked anxiously. "Certainly not!" Diorak answered for himself this time, and Nikki slumped with a disappointed, Oh. He'd never had stitches before. Never had a scar. Never broken a bone. Never done so many of the things most young men had accomphshed by their seventeenth year. All of which made it very hard to feel like an adult (espe- cially when one's childhood nanny was sitting there patting one's hand, and telling one to Be a brave boy) never mind what the calendar read. He sighed again, and endured, with no more than a bit- ten lip, the physician's probe and the dabbing of strong- smelling, stinging substances over his person. Then Diorak muttered something about Time and numb and your brother (which made Nikki wonder which brother) before he disappeared out the door, taking Nurse with him, leaving that needle soaking in some brown-colored liquid right there on the table . . . He swallowed hard, and folded his hands in his lap ... and waited. If only he had someone to talk to. Not about politics and history, for that he had Mik~yel and tutors, like he had Deymorin to explain about horses and farming and the Facts of Life. He needed someone who understood the really im- portant things, like brothers, and family. Bertie had broth- ers, but they were all younger, and besides, Bertie was a bit silly. Phell was far more sensible, but he only had sisters, except for one baby brother, so he wasn't much more use. Besides, he needed someone who understood that being born into the Rhomandi family meant more than money and social position and private tutors. It meant Responsibil- ity, and responsibility sometimes made people act . . . oddly. For instance, one couldn't, it seemed to him, blame Deymorin for rebelling against Anheliaa's attempts to cut his youth shortand that's what she'd done, when Mheric died. She'd tried to force Deymorin into assuming the polit- ical responsibilities he had inherited as the head of House Rhomandi even before he reached the legal voting age of file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (61 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt twenty-four. According to Mikhyel, Deymorin had claimed at the time that Anheliaa wanted him stuck presiding over the Rhoma- tum Syndicate, the Rhomatum City Council, and the High Court so that she wouldn't have to. Which was probably right, but when Deymorin openly defied Anheliaa and took up with his wild set, Mikhyel had felt compelled to fill the void. Poor Khyel (safe to think of him that way here, beyond pride's reach), he had accepted those rejected duties when he was only thirteen, still, by any reckoning, a child. Mi- khyel had never told him exactly why he'd stepped in, but as a younger brother whose recalcitrant rear Khyel had covered more times than he cared to count, Nikki could well imagine Mikhyel protecting Deymorin from his own foolhardiness, just because that's what brothers did. How else to explain the fact that for four long years, while Deymorin caroused the streets of every node city in the Rhomatum Web, Mikhyel had attended those meetings and functions and court sessions, sitting in respectful, enforced silence while the Rhomatum leaders discussed City needs and Syndicate representatives argued rights and responsibilities. When at seventeen, Mikhyel had been allowed at last to voice the opinions he'd been hoarding for those four years, he'd had to fight daily to gain the respect the inherited positionand Anheliaa's aggressive backinghad theoreti- cally granted him. From the transcripts, Nikki knew just how hard a battle that had been against the staunch conser- vatives, who resented so young a voice, and the more lib- eral councillors, who resented his views. That fight had left its mark, both in Mikhyel's black moods and in his appearance. One of Nikki's earliest clear memories was of Mikhyel's public induction into Council. He could remember sitting alone in the front row of the first balconythe spot re- served for the family of the inducteetrying not to swing his legs. Alone because Deymorin had been confined in hospital following "The Accident no one had ever, in all these years, explained to Nikki, and Anheliaa had been part of the ceremony below. And that swearing in had been in the spring session fol- lowing Mikhyel's seventeenth birthday. Hard to identify that somber image and responsibilities with himself, and he wondered, now he'd reached seven- teen and knew how little different it felt from sixteen or fifteen, whether he could have done as Mikhyel had done, and stood, alone and on display, the sole inductee that year, before an embarrassingly thin Council, his very presence in that hall the center of a highly controversial vote during the previous session. Having reached his first majority, Mikhyel had been sworn in ostensibly to fill Deymorin's empty chair: an un- precedented move forced through the Council by Anheliaa, tempered only by the Council's insistence it be a speaking seat only, without voting power. Even so, it was a decision (Nikki knew from Mikhyel's onetime drunken indiscretion) to which Mikhyel had acquiesced out of sheer terror. But one would never have known from outward appear- ances as he stood before Anheliaa and the High Council taking the oath, in a voice that neither cracked nor stut- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (62 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt tered. Slender, of little more than average height, dressed entirely in black, his now-signature beard and mustache, grown the moment his body cooperated, making him ap- pear at least slightly older than he was, his sleek black hair fashionably long" but severely contained, he'd been awe- someat least to his seven-year-old brother. In almost ten years, Mikhyel had never changed that image, never worn anything but black, never made a move (at least in public) that wasn't carefully contained and ele- gantly choreographed. Deymorin resented what he called Mikhyel's attitudes. Deymorin (on a good day) called him Hell's Barrister. What Deymorin called him in private, Nikki could only guess. But Deymorin just didn't understand how much pressure their brother operated under day in and day out. Dey- morin, who by his own admission refused to assume the Council seat he'd inherited because of a temper he felt would prove counterproductive, had never seen Mikhyel control a temper to match Deymorin's own to manipulate that stubborn Council, nor chanced to be in the way when that temper inevitably blew in private. But Khyel always apologized after and talked the reason outconfidences which had given an acting princeps' younger brother a political savvy well beyond his peers and the bruises came only rarely these days, and never without provocation. Though Mikhyel had never mentioned it, he suspected Mikhyel felt deserted, perhaps even betrayed, by their older brother. And perhaps Deymorin had been irresponsi- ble, once, but if so, he'd paid for it when he'd tried to assume that council seat he'd abandoned to Mikhyel. Deymorin had never mentioned the circumstances which had led to his self-imposed exile; when he'd asked two years ago, Mikhyel had insisted he read the debate tran- script and draw his own conclusions. Mikhyel had been nearing his voting majority when he and Deymorin finally went head to head before Council; his future had hung in the balance, the compromise which had prevented him voting coming under fire, splitting the Council down the middle. The now-historic debate had centered around Anhehaa's addition of Khoratum to the Rhomatum Web which had extended the Tower's power umbrella, absorbing what had been, for generations, prime farm land. Mikhyel had argued the farmers had been more than adequately compensated, since the price of City property far outstripped that of mere farmland. Deymorin had fought against that expansion, argued that, at the very least, they must make the transition slowlyover as much as a generationand aid the displaced fanners to relocate to businesses in keeping with their accustomed lifestyles. Mikhyel had argued Khoratum was an accomplished fact. Deymorin had argued what had been done, could be undone. But Deymorin's interest in the family business had come too late. By that time, his reputation had undermined any force his words might have carried. Mikhyel's arguments had carried the day and secured his position in Council. And alienated him from Deymorin forever. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (63 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt When the vote went resoundingly against him, Deymorin had officially relinquished his seat on Council to Mikhyel as proxy, privately consigned the lot to the eighteen hells above Rhomatum, and retired permanently to the Rho- mandi Outside holdings, where he began expanding the ex- perimental farming and breeding programs their father had dabbled in. Though few people would ever know, Deymio being Deymio and not inclined to flaunt his deeds, Deymorin had used that newly acquired passionand no small portion of his personal inheritanceto effect his proposed relocation of dispossessed farmers quietly and on his own. "And what's bothering the little man now?" A hand pinched his cheek. "Such a melancholy look. Give us a smile?" Nurse had returned. He forced the requisite smile, and she laughed and patted his cheek. "That's my little man. Don't worry, sweet, it'll all be over soon." As if he needed the reassurance. To Nurse, he was a child, would always be a child. And not just to Nurse. They all interrupted him when- ever he was thinking Important Thoughts, then argued over whose fault it was Nikki was upset. If his family and the household at large had its way, he'd spend the rest of his life smiling; his teeth would dry out and bugs would stick to them and the lizards would cling to his nose to lick them off and . . . Diorak returned with one of the Tower Guard in tow. A big, burly man. In case they needed to hold him steady, he suspected, and swallowedvery hardand determined the man's presence would be superfluous. More poking and prodding, this time to skin gone numb with Diorak's mysterious medicines. Or perhaps he just no longer cared, since not even Nurse's deft threading of the dreaded needle roused more than passing awareness. Diorak said not to worry, that the medicine would let him sleep for a short time and he would wake perfectly well enough for dinner so long as he used his head. Which was all Nikaenor ever did: sleep and use his head. Nikaenor slept and read the histories. Nikaenor slept and listened to the merchants in the streets, Nikaenor slept and studied with the best military strategists and.armsmasters the Estate could provide, but all Nikaenor dunMheric had personally accomplished in seventeen years was a stack of bad poetry and a hole under his arm from a singularly inept cutpurse, and a rift between his two elder brothers. Not a very impressive resume for a meaningful career as ambassador to Mauritum. He sighed a third time, and nerved himself against the approaching needle. Diorak's forceps lifted the skin. Dior- ak's needle pricked, pressed, and popped through the skin. He felt it, heard it, and imagined that .tiny point piercing his skin, the red blood seeping around it, forming a gleam- ing drop that slipped slowly along the thread . . . then the image faded into inviting black. "What would you have me say, Khyel? I'm so sorry, Papa? I'll never do it again. Papa?' Well, you're not my papa, boy, I'm not sorry, whatever it is you think I should be sorry about, and if it's given you apoplexy. I'd do it file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (64 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt again in an instant, believe me." "Oh, I do, Deymorin. I do believe you." Mikhyel controlled the urge to steady the bud vase on the sitting room mantle; it was his imagination Deymorin's deep voice rocked, not the crystal. Instead, he cupped the half-furled rose it held and inhaled slowly, deeply, deter- mined not to show his trepidation. A shame, really, that his older brother avoided his right- ful place in the council chamber: with that voice, no one would dare cross him. No one except someone with a lifetime of carefully fos- tered immunity. By the time Deymorin's voice had changed, Deymorin's brother had had no doubt Deymorin was a force to beware, and had modified his actions accordingly. A lifetime had taught Mikhyel how to hold his ground; it could do nothing to dim the internal impact of his brother's presence. As for the other ... He'd seen what it meant to be a father, and he had no desire to be Deymorin'sor anyone else's for that matter. But for Nikki's sake, to save sweet, gentle Nikki from the fate Deymorin would hand him, wit- tingly or not ... To save Nikki from that, yes, he'd be Mheric himself, if that was required of him. The meeting was following what had become an all too familiar pattern over the years. A pattern that led inevita- bly to shouting and arguments and ultimately to one or the other of them storming from the room before they came to actual blows, and lately with Deymorin leaving the City altogether, deserting the problem. Escaping to Darhaven the way Mheric had always done rather than face Anhehaa head to head. At least Deymorin hadn't sons to drag off with him. It was a pattern he refused to allow this time, regardless how Deymorin provoked him. Too much was at stake. While Deymorin was bathing their youngest brother's blood off his hands, Mikhyel had received Diorak's prelimi- nary evaluation: Nikki had received a knife wound, annoying but not serious, while walking Beliard Cross-ley, in the vicinity of Gartum Ley. Adding Deymorin's pres- ence, it hadn't required a genius to fill in the details. Feeling temper and disgust rise, he traced a fingertip through the carving in the mantelpiece, seeking spiritual control within the elaborate stone curves and whorls. He couldn't afford to lose his temper, couldn't let disgust cloud his thinking, and most of all, couldn't let Deymorin win this particular battle: it was Nikki's hfe at stake. And he had a promise to keep. This morning, Nikki's future had been assured. Protected from criminal elements, his income secure for life, of tem- perament, appearance, and breeding to choose a wife from the best families, Nikki should have been free to pursue his scholarly activities, free to develop into the loving hus- band and father he was meant to be, to have the life their mother would have wanted for him, the life she'd have provided him had she survived Nikki's birth for more than a few pain-ridden hours. And now, in one night, Deymorin, with Deymorin's di- sastrously forceful personality and zest for adventure, had placed that entire vision in jeopardy. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (65 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Deymorin, the ever strong, ever wonderful, ever care- freeDeymorin, the ever absent, who by the time their mother died had already defected to Mheric's deadly life- style, forcing their mother to settle on second best. Perhaps Deymorin knew what their mother had asked of him in those final moments, perhaps he didn't, but Mother had had that promise of himnot Deymorin. It had been into his care, not Deymorin's, she had placed -NikkL Not that it had taken much persuasion. Nothing would have induced him to leave that mewling little curly-topped bundle of not-quite-humanity alone in the Darhaven nurs- ery. Not then. Not for years after, though Mheric had ac- cused him of cowardice and worse for remaining so long in the child's safe world. Safe. That's what Mheric had called it, and that's what he had tried to make it, for Nikki. Unfortunately, little brothers didn't stay forever in the nursery, and adolescents were in perpetual need of heroes. He had no illusions about himself: he was not the stuff of which heroes were made. Deymorin, also unfortunately, was. Seventeen today. Hard to forget when piles of presents had been arriving from all over the web for the last week. Particularly difficult when those pileshidden from Nikki until this morning and now artistically displayed on several tablesdominated the far end of the Blue Salon. "What I want, Deymorin," he said at last, "I can't possi- bly have. I want you to stay away from Nikaenor. I want you to stop dragging him off to Darhaven and encouraging him to risk his neck on those half-wild ... creatures you favor. I want you to stop racing and gambling and whoring. I want" "Me to stop? Spinning a bit beyond your orbit, aren't you, Barrister?" "Yes, damn you!" Despite his efforts, his fist clenched, his voice broke as he realized, suddenly and quite painfully, that it wasn't just Nikki's soul he was fighting to save. And knowing how that presumption would appear to Deymorin, he forced his hand to relax, and likewise controlled his expression and voice before facing his older brother. "I want you to grow up, Deymorin, for Nikki's sake. You're a bad influence on Nikki and all his friends. You legitimize their fantasies. If you can't see that, you're the only one." Deymorin's dark brows rose. "Because the lad visited a perfectly legal brothel, something his friends undoubtedly do on a regular basis. I'm a bad influence?" "Brothels. Races. Midnight hunts and gambling. Your reputation fascinates him, and he simply can't compete. No sane man would try." "No sane man? Oh, dear, brother-mine, what does that make me?" "Damn it, Deymorin, don't joke about this. He already flirts outrageously" "Meaning he smiles at the young ladies in the opera balcony." "He fights mock duels with his friends" "As long as they're not in earnest" "With untipped steel?" That, at least, caused a faint pucker between Deymorin's brows, and he pressed further: "When will it be enough? Would you have him dueling in earnest with angry husbands before he's old enough to file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (66 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt marry?" The line deepened, but in contempt, not concern. "Give your outraged morals a rest, boy. The girl was a profes- sional." "That makes a difference?" "To your proposed premise, yes. Beyond that premise, Nikki is of age, in case you hadn't noticed." Deymorin threw himself into a chair and lifted his leg to a padded stool with a grunt of pain. "Besides, you prudish old woman, nothing happened. Flattery expanded his poetic ego long before it expanded anything else." "Expanded? . . . Oh." Curves and whorls pressed into his back, holding him firm against equal measures of embar- rassment and guilt. At times such as this, he suspected his elder brother of deliberately invoking both emotions, which was damned . . . unsportsmanlike, to his way of thinking. Guilt for the leg that pained Deymorin constantly: he'd acknowledged his responsibility for the accident when it happened, and had that apology thrown in his face. The other: if he was a 'prudish old woman,' he had ample reason. "And the knifeman? Was he a professional as well?" "Khyel, I" The faint line appeared again. "I'm hon- estly not certain." "Not certain." A chill twisted his heart. "Is that meant to be humorous?" The line vanished. "Come down from your lectern, Bar- rister. Diorak's pronounced him fit for your damned dinner partyfueled by one of his noxious potions. Nikki got a much needed lesson in real life and acquitted himself quite handily, I might add." Near Deymorin's hand, a small tray table supported wine and two goblets. Deymorin filled one for himself, offered the other with a grossly over-polite flourish. He refused with a single abrupt jerk of his head, wanting it to steady his hands, needing a clear head worse. Deymorin shrugged and sat back. "What did or did not happen is irrelevant," Mikhyel said, doggedly returning to his original premise, "You had no business taking him to that place." "PI-l-lace," Deymorin repeated, putting on an exaggerat- edly thoughtful face. "Whorehouse, you mean? Cathouse, maybe." His face hardened. "Whatever you call it, taxman, you should love it." Taxman. Mikhyel thought of Nikki and the need for calm, and raised his chin, refusing to take offense. "As always, older brother, your assessment of my work isenlightening. What I think of Tirise romMarinni's es- tablishment in any sense is not the issue. Your taking a childthere's no other way to describe him, regardless of what the law claimsinto that section of the City, is." "I see. And what makes you so certain I took him there?" "We both know what you consider an ideal coming of age present." "Unlike some people, I learn from my mistakes." "Which simply means you made a fool of him at Ma- dame Tirise's rather than in his own bedroom." Deymorin snorted. "No one makes a fool of someone else, brother-mine. The fact you had a problem figuring file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (67 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt what end to do what to, doesn't mean the rest of the family suffers a similar confusion." "You, of all people, should know better than to accuse me of that." It was bitterness speaking, unthinking, immature self- defense, immediately regretted when Deymorin responded with: "No, I suppose I can't." Laughter coated the edges of that statement, faint echo of remembered laughter. Laughter from the hallway out- side his bedroom door. Laughter that drowned out the soft moans emanating from the woman whose skill drew him to a destiny not even that laughter could forestall. His hand blindly sought the whorls' solid marble reality, and as soon as he could trust his voice, he said firmly, "All of which is irrelevant. Nikki" "wouldn't have reacted to his natural tendencies like a cloistered virgin." "Dammit!" He whirled, and struck the mantel, then slowly opened his throbbing fist savoring the incontroverti- bilily of pain. "Just once, can't you admit that maybe, just maybe, you were wrong?" "Possibly. When you admit it was nothing but a harm- less joke." "Joke? Harmless?" He resisted the temptation to turn and glance at Deymorin's leg; they were both painfully aware they'd left the topic of Nikki far behind them. "Is that what you call it?" "That's what it was, boy, as you'd realize if you'd ever bother to admit you're the only one who even remembers that day." At times, Deymorin could say the stupidest things. Deymorin remembered with every limping step, every throb of his leghow not? Certainly Deymorin's ex-cohorts among the Guard, or the devil-may-care toadeaters he'd collected during his years on the town would not agree with that assessment. Some took care to remind him daily he was not fit to fill Deymorin's well-polished boots. Or Mher- ic's... A man had to wonder, sometimes, just where he fit into the scheme of things. If Nikki provided him a daily re- minder of the beauty and the sweetness that was the es- sence of their mother's memory, perhaps (he considered the idea in a macabre instant of personal evaluation) he'd - always wished Deymorin would fill Mheric's void in simi- lar fashion. If it were possible to miss such a narrow-minded, self- centered void. But Deymorin, for all he'd inherited Mheric's size, Mher- ic's temper, and Mheric's politics, wasn't Mheric. Deymorin was wild and daring in his sporting interests, but Deymorin had never, to Mikhyel's knowledge, raised a truly violent hand to anyone. Deymorin arguedgods knew he ar- guedbut never with the irrational rage that had character- ized Mheric's anger. He had frequently wondered what it would take to rouse the Mheric he feared was lying in wait within Deymorin. One undeniable difference: Deymorin sincerely cared about Nikki, which was more than one could say about Mheric, who had died for lack of a wife rather than live for his three young sons. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (68 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt All of which left him . . . where? As some unfinished sack of human flesh, neither father nor son, child nor adult . . . Certainly he was far more crippled in his chosen life's work than Deymorin had ever been. The one thing he truly, deeply cared about had slipped from his control years ago. He faced about wearily, vaguely surprised when Dey- morin's hard expression wavered. "Don't you see, Deymio?" he pleaded, hoping to take advantage of that softening. "Nikki idolizes you, and if you don't mend your ways, his attempts to emulate you could lead to far worse ends than tonight's. One day, you won't be there. Whether it's Madame Tirise's, or a cutpurse, or a hunt course Would you have him end up with a broken neck like" He broke off, but not soon enough. "Like Father?" Deymorin finished coldly, the softness vanishing. "Get it through your head, brother-mine, our father chose that death above other, less romantic, alterna- tives. He was out of control of his life. He wanted to die. Grant him that dignity, at least." "You count it dignified to runaway from your responsi- bilities?" Which heartfelt, double-edged cut gave him the vague satisfaction of seeing Deymorin's eyes narrow and his suntanned brow tighten. "I count it his choice, brother, for his reasons, and count that enough. He's responsible to whatever gods he believed in at the last, not me. Or you. Or anyone else. He was my father, and I was sorry to lose him. Beyond that, my life continues, and I live it responsible to myself, not Father." . . . and not you, was the unspoken end of that statement. Mikhyel looked away, afraid if Deymorin realized he did not share that regret the discussion was doomed before he'd even broached his point. A point from which they'd strayed wildly. "We're not speaking of Mheric, we're speaking of Nikki and his obvious desire to emulate you." "That's the second time you've said that. Emulate? Me? Interesting. I don't recall spending hours in the library, but if you say so, it must be true." "Don't make a mockery of this, Deymorin, I beg you." "Beg? Again, you amaze me, Barrister. Whence this new humility?" "Dammit, Deymio!" He caught himself, wondering what sort of man allowed such paltry taunts disturb him so. When his blood had cooled: "I'm worried, Rhomandi. I'm worried about Nikki, and I'm worried about the Estate." "I'd hardly equate the two." "Well, perhaps you should, for once. Nikki spends a small fortune every time he visits a tailor, has no sense where it comes to buying gifts for his friends . . ." "A tragedy, certainly." Mockery continued to fill the air. He refused to look at Deymorin, refused to let that mockery dissuade him from his course. "More than that, he's begun ..." Mikhyel found his voice failing, belatedly realizing he'd missed his mark, that Deymorin was incapable of seeing the matter his way, and seeing no possible means to backtrack. ". . . he's begun in- curring . . . debts . . ." "Gambling? Nikki?" Deymorin's bark of laughter was file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (69 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt all he'd feared. "Small worry there, Barrister." "Small? Perhaps now, but" "All right, brother, all right. I'll take the brat out while I'm here. Introduce him to" "Deymorin, no\" tie turned back in time to see Deymor- in's lightly amused look turn dark, and sought desperately to explain. "What about when you're gone? What will hap- pen if he continues your pattern and chooses to follow you into those Outside gambling hells of yours as well? You - know the sort who'll surround him there, once you've re- treated to the safety of Darhaven and left him alone with the sharps. What about the personal dangers? What about the losses? The Estate can't support two of you." "The Estate could handle a dozen of us without a hic- cup." Deymorin's voice was as cold as his face. "Because I put limits on your spending." "You?" Deymorin's foot hit the floor with a thud. An instant later, his hand clamped Mikhyel's arm hard enough to make a larger man wince, but Mikhyel clenched his teeth, refusing his brother the satisfaction. "Get it through your head, boy. You don't control any pursestringsyou never have. I inherited the Estate. I am thePrinceps. You 'rule' by proxy, boy, and never forget it. Any time I choose, I'm back on the Council." "Good gods, Rhomandi, I know" Deymorin's hold on his arm tightened, Deymorin's voice hissed through clenched teeth. "/ set those limits on myself, long before you even thought to try. I like to have a good time. I like to treat friends to a good time. I gave Rymarik leave to place those limits' on the books when you raised the issue, mainly to keep you quiet, but I can break them any time I please. I don't please. I've enough for my needs, and no interest in running the Estate into bankruptcy." "I never said" Fingers twisted, biting deep into muscle, and for a mo- ment, it was Mheric's eyes that glittered between narrow slits. "It's not that I don't know the numbers. Not that I don't understand them. It's that I don't give a damn." "I never doubted it." Level black brows twitched: a hint of puzzlement, gone in an instant. Deymorin dropped his hold and turned away, deserting him, ignoring the real problem. The way Deymorin always had. "As for Council," Deymorin continued lightly, the back of his hand flipping a nonchalance, "you seem to enjoy battling the old fools; overall, you do a good job. Why should I argue? In the arbitration court, your judgment has proven equally sound; I skim the transcriptswhen I've nothing better to amuse me. I know what you're doing. Like the numbers, the court bores me to distraction. But I'll stretch those purse limits and I'll override those deci- sions when and where the urge takes me." "Yours or your parasites'," he said, stupid in his bitter anger, though his blood froze as Deymorin pivoted slowly, and it was more than Mheric's eyes facing him this time. "Mywhat?" "Parasites." He spat the word out, defying his own vis- ceral terror, and dodged Deymorin's backhand. Too late. He staggered backward, caught himself against the mantle, morbidly certain he'd roused that shadow of Mheric at last. But he didn't care. Couldn't. Or perhaps, file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (70 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt he thought, as the once-familiar taste of his own blood seeped across his tongue, he did care, and wanted the truth he'd feared out where he, at least, could face it, once and for all. Obstinately, past a numbness in his lip, he pursued the point; "Those ... creatures you call friends, who hover around you waiting for the next hand" He gasped as Deymorin's strong fingers again cut deep into muscle . . . twisting . . . "out."' "I don't give handouts, boy. I give credit where it's due. Call it ... redistributing the wealth, in the only way the system allows. The families I aided were cheated out of the most valuable farmland in the valley by those friends of yours on Council. I gave them the dignity of a new life" "They were well compensated for the loss. More than sufficient to relocate" "To where. Barrister? Bogs and granite? That's what Council never got through their thick skulls. There is no replacement for what you stole from them." "No one stole anything." "Rather well depends on which side the lawmakers are on, doesn't it? You don't compensate for generations of family history and devoted land management with money, Barrister. These were proud people, accustomed to hard work and a unique sense of accomplishment a man gets when the sweat pours down his face at harvest time. A feeling you'll never share." "Thank the gods." "No doubt. The choice you and your coconspirators gave them was no choice at all: a life of eternal idleness in the City with no legacy for their children, or land so remote and barren it would take yearsperhaps generationsbe- fore they turned a profit. All I did was give them a dignified --option, the only one that same stinking system allowed me to offerand I'll continue my own brand of economics until someday, someone, dissolves the stinking system." "You sound as if you'd like that." A frozen, timeless pause, during which he stared defi- antly at the angry face swimming beyond pain-watering eyes. That biting, localized pain surprised him, threw a man off his balance, who'd expected violence. He'd" never pushed Deymorin this hard before. Never dared, knowing the man whose temper Deymorin had inherited. Or so he'd always believed. This control was not Mheric, was nothing like Mheric. Then the pressure was gone, the anger was gone, and Deymorin's hand fell away, leaving him strangely anchorless. "Maybe I would," Deymorin said slowly, not looking at him. "Your parasites might object," some perverse idiot inside him muttered, while he rubbed his arm against the tingling of renewed circulation. "They'd lose their free ticket." That same idiot continued pushing against this unknown limit, trying to force the Deymorin he knew existed into the open. "Your terms, brother, not mine." Deymorin sounded . . . old. Tired. "They pay their way in this world." "Now." "Their ancestors were criminals, Khyel, not them." file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (71 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt That wasn't entirely true. Since the Founding, repeat of- fenders had been exiled to remote city-owned land where they were taught the basics of subsistence, then given a small plot of land, there to subsist as they could, any enti- tlement to city revenue they might have had reverting to the community share, there to be held in reserve for noncit- izens who earned the right to citizenship. He'd personally consigned no few to that Outside exis- tence. But those were not the folk to whom Deymorin re- ferred. He knew that, and was sincerely shamed to have unconsciously equated them. "What would you have us do, Deymorin? Reinstate them? The city property isn't there. The shares aren't. Who would we exile or impoverish for their sakes?" "Impoverish? We've personal holdings in fifteen of the satellite nodes. The previous hard-working owners now work for us. Why? Because they owed the Estate taxes that they couldn't pay. Hell of a deal, brother, buying a business to pay the taxes that provide you the money to buy the business." "Those 'businesses' were barely surviving. Our fore- closure has given them the backing they needed to thrive. Those previous owners are much better off than they were." "Like the farmers, is it? We rob them of their indepen- dence, and they're supposed to smile and say thank you?" "They're not complaining." "What good would it do? You haven't done anything illegal. What recourse have they?" "So why don't you take your seat and do something to change the law?" Deymorm's dark gaze made a deliberate rise and capture of his. "I tried that once." "And gave up at the first hint of opposition." "Is that what you think?" In the face of that dark-eyed challenge, all he could do was raise a hand, then let it drop helplessly. "Not really. But, Deymorin, every new member has a difficult time being taken seriously. Rings, if you knew what I" "Oh, poor, poor Barrister. Shall I call out the mourn- ers? Difficult? You don't know the meaning of the word. You've had Anheliaa backing you every step of the way since you were twelve. You've had the Council's own ava- rice. Who and what did the farmers and those ill-fated shop-owners have?" You, he longed to say, but couldn't, he who had led the attack against his own brother, thinking naively that by meeting Deymorin on these grounds and winning he stood some chance of winning his brother's respect at last, of gaining some sign of approval of his efforts, some mote of appreciation for his sacrifices over the years. He'd realized too late he'd tried so hard for so long that he'd lost sight of what he truly wanted and instead, with that final confrontation, had driven Deymorin permanently into the arms of those people he'd so passionately represented. "You talk as if the Councillors are ogres, Deymorin," he said quietly. "They're just businessmen, looking for answers to benefit the greatest number of people." file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (72 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "They're hawks circling for the kill." "They've achieved their position because they knew how to make a profit, and are using that expertise to benefit the Citizens." "Easy to become rich when you make robbery legal." "Dammit, Deymorin, there's no reasoning with you!" "No? I suppose not. But then, that could just be because I have a problem with your basic premise. Excuse me, Anheliaa's premise." "I resent that." "Do you? Well, that's a step in the right direction, anyway." More than a step, Mikhyel suddenly realized, and the bottom fell out of his universe. Until someone dissolves the system. . . . For at least five years his brother had been working inde- pendently of Rhomatum Council and Rhomatum funds, building a network of loyalties beyond the City's bound- aries, in the mysterious darks between the lines. A network with an unknown agenda. The Council knew of his operations, but no one could ever figure what the goals were, never figure whether he posed a threat to the City's interests. He knew, from his own experience, that Deymorin had powers of persuasion he'd never brought to bear in Council for the causes he ostensibly supported. That very reticence was enough to make a Councillor of Rhomatum nervous and wonder how Deymorin intended to winand what he intended to win. If his concerns were as benign as this conversation would suggest, perhaps compromise was possible. If not . .. until someone dissolves the system. . . . "What would you do, Deymorin?" he asked quietly, "If you were Council?" "You don't want to know." "If I didn't, I wouldn't have asked." He crossed the room, sank down in a chair, and leaned forward, elbows on knees, the most earnest, nonthreatening stance he knew short of curling into a ball on the floor. "You said yourself I'm your proxy. How can I represent you if I don't know what you'd fight for?" For a long, silent moment, Deymorin studied him then: "For starters, turn the rings over to the people." "The rings already belong to the citizens." "Not the shares. The rings." "That's . . . crazed." "Thought so." A humorless laugh. "Give it up. Barrister. You're not cut out for subversion." Mikhyel rubbed his face fiercely with both hands, pressed his fingers into his eyes to relieve the building pressure. "All right, Deymorin. All right. We'll play it your way. But we can't just ... hand them over. For one thing, the people wouldn't know what to do with them, couldn't possi- bly maintain them, and the economy would collapse along with the power-base. For another, the rings are our per- sonal security. Yours. Mine. Nikki's. And any future Rho- mandi generations." "We'd survive without, I assure you." "We shouldn't have to. The people wouldn't want it that way." file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (73 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "The people? Why should they give a damn what hap- pens to us? What have we done for them?" "We've given them the rings," Mikhyel stated the obvi- ous, increasingly perplexed by this highly circular debate. "We've made Rhomatum's power available to them." "The Tower has. The ley. Mother nature, not us. The rest is politically convenient bullshit." "Without the Rhomandi Family, the Tower wouldn't exist. Rhomatum wouldn't. The web wouldn't." "Our ancestor built the damn building, and for that, we deserve virtual godhood? As I recall, good old Darius went to a lot of trouble to eradicate precisely such antiquated notions as you're set on endorsing." Deymorin was oversimplifying, trying to start a fight, was as uneasy (Mikhyel, as a veteran of literally hundreds of debates suddenly realized) as he with this change in long- established tactics between them. "He found the node, Deymorin, and set the rings. For three hundred years, our family has produced the Rhoma- tum ringmaster" "Out of a line that hadn't produced a master in five generations. Darius was the king's bastard, Khyel, or have you forgotten that little fact? He shouldn't have been able to make the rings hiccup, let alone establish a whole new web. Proved them all wrong, didn't he?" "If he was, in fact, Matrindi's son. We've only his word on that." "We know the Matrindi fell from power after the Exo- dus. That was politics, not Talent or lack thereof." "Five generations without so much as a single High Priest of Mauritum Tower would undermine any Family's power base. Maybe Darius had a personal grudge against the Rhomandi Family and saw that final announcement as the ultimate revenge. Perhaps the Matrin-Rhomandi cross was the key. We just don't know, Deymorin. We do know, our Family has produced all the Rhomatum ringmasters." "Because we damnwell keep everyone else out of the Tower. Rather increases our chances, doesn't it?" "When was the last time you stayed around long enough to know what we've tried?" Deymorin drew back, the merest hint of remorse creep- ing past the assurance. A hint that vanished in an instant. "Well, looks like we've finally broken the string this gener- ation, doesn't it?" "Have we?" "Full of oblique answers tonight, aren't you, boy? Tired of bean counting? Into ring-spinning now? Or is Nikki blos- soming in other ways than with the ladies?" "You could replace Anheliaa." "Hell if." Deymorin fell back a step, caught a heel on a flagstone and dropped heavily into a chair. Mikhyel's tenuous control over his temper wavered. "After all these years, when so much depends on it, do you still deny your Talent?" "What the hell are you talking about?" "Dammit, Rhomandi! You have had since you were ninemaybe before, for all I know. Why in all the eighteen chambers of Rhomatum hell do you refuse to act on it? Are you waiting for the moment Anheliaa's gone? Just waiting to destroy what you obviously cannot abide?" Strangely, Deymorin laughed. "Brother, you're crazy." file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (74 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "Am I?" And his voice shook with the tremors he could no longer control. Forcing a potential ringmaster into tak- ing action was a risk, the scope of which he had no real inkling, but which life with Anheliaa dunMoren had taught him to fear. Towers could only be taken from within. Anything else destroyed the very object of the invader's desire. Deymorin had kept his secret for years. Even away from the Tower, he could have been studying how to control the rings, pre- paring an incontestable takeover, awaiting Anheliaa's inevi- table death. Possibly even in collusion with one or more of the satellite nodes. "I don't know where you got such a crack-brained no- tion, but" "I was all of six, Rhomandi, but I remember like it was yesterday. We snuck into the Tower. I touched the rings, and fouled the orbits. Do you remember, yet?" "I don't ..." Deymorin's head swung slowly from side to side, not seeming to see anything. "I ... recall alarms ... and thinking we'd be flayed alive for sure. But the alarms quit and we got out before anyone caught us. I always assumed the damned things fixed themselves. I mean, they do that, don't they?" There could be no doubting the innocent ignorance of that statement. "Never." He stood up. "You reset them, Deymorin. All these years . . . have you never realized?" "Realized? Brother, I never even wondered." Deymorin pulled back in the chair as if Mikhyel had physically threat- ened him. "It wasn't me. Couldn't have been. Surely I'd have known" Something collapsed inside, somg anger that had sus- tained him for years, and Mikhyel fell weakly into his chair. "Dear sweet living gods, brother, all these years, and that's what's been eating you? Me conniving some mythical plot against Anheliaa and your gods-be-damned rings'?" Deymorin seemed about to say more, but then just shook his head in patent disbelief. A sphere of nonfeeling surrounded him. Deymorin hadn't refused responsibility, had not left him to deal with an aging, increasingly testy Anheliaa on his own simply for spite. Had not been off preparing a coup. Deymorin hadn't told Anheliaa because Deymorin hadn't known. And creeping insidiously into the void, another danger- ously weakening sense: Hope. Deymorin, being Deymorin, would do the right thing if only the brother Deymorin openly despised could con- vince him of his own Talent. Convince him to help control Anhehaa's increasingly obsessive notions. "It was your doing, Deymorin. And don't you see?" he -pleaded, near choking on throat-constricting desperation. "The Rhomandi blood does run true. We need your Talent, your goodwill, here. In the Tower. Not" Outside, he fin- ished silently, but knew better than to say. "Talentperhaps, though I've only your say on that," Deymorin said firmly, "The willnever." "Why not?" "Rings, boy. I'd be incarcerated with Anheliaa for months, perhaps years learning a trade I despise. Isn't that reason enough?" file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (75 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "And for that, you'd condemn the City to eternal darkness?" "Melodramatic, aren't we? Frankly, going back to push- ing plows and living by candlelight might make a number of citizens I can think of a great deal more palatable. But that's not even a remote possibility. There are plenty of lackeys to keep the Tower going. They don't need me and my mythic Talent." So much for pleading and reason. Mikhyel rose stiffly and crossed the room to stand looking down at Deymorin, who stared stubbornly forward, calmly sipping his wine. "You might not have any choice, Rhomandi. The Tower needs a master. There is no one else" "BuUshit, brother." "Your tongue becomes increasingly Outside vulgar, Deymorin." Deymorin just snorted. He turned to the fireplace. "And if I tell Anheliaa what I saw?" "Rings, boy, you sound like a six-year-old. She'll ask why you haven't said anything inwhat?twenty years? box your ears for lying, and send you to bed without supper." "It's not a joke, Deymorin. I've been waiting to say any- thing. I didn't realize . . . And if you really were a threat to the rings, how could I encourage Anheliaa to . . . But if you didn't know . . . if you still refuse" "You do realize you're making no sense whatsoever. But it hardly matters. She can't make me do anything. And neither, little brother, can you." Mikhyel lifted a hand in tacit defeat. The most important negotiation of his hfe, and he'd used the diplomacy of a breeding bull. "Just think about it, Deymio, that's all I ask " "What I think is that it's all in your head." Mikhyel sighed. "Nikki should be coming down soon. Let's see if we can manage to be civil, at least long enough for his party. We owe him that much, poor lad." Deymorin's sharp bark of laughter held no humor. "You have the gall to say that? After that reception you gave him?" The memory of Nikki's pale face, of his own fingers pressing into cheeks barely able to produce peach fuzz, filled his soul and once again, his fingertips sought refuge in the patterned stone. "I was worried. I . . . overreacted. I'm . . . sorry for it, Deymio. Damned sorry." A rustle of cloth, a creak of wood flooring, and Dey- morin was beside him, and Deymorin's hand was on his shoulder. He looked up, met Deymorin's eyes in a way they hadn't managed in years. This time, his brother's touch was almost gentle, his tone a rueful relaxation of tension. "Sometimes, fry, I wonder if I'll ever" But whatever he was about to say floundered and died in a damnably ill-timed flurry of activity at the salon doors. Tea tray, first. A second wine tray next. And from the midst of a sea of attendants surrounding the large-wheeled mobility chair and its bewigged and painted occupant: "High time you got here, Rhomandi!" Anheliaa had arrived. Time had been it seemed strange to Nikki that the one night of the year he could be certain the family would dine alone and in the echoing vastness of the formal dining room file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (76 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt was on his birthday, but over the years, he'd figured out it was Aunt Anheliaa's way of celebrating while protecting him against well-meaning reminiscences about the parents he'd never known. Of course, neither had his friends known them, but some- times Aunt forgot about that. Besides, Aunt Anheliaa's idea of a party would undoubt- edly include her friends who had known Mother and Fa- ther, and who would talk about them, and what a shame they'd died so young, and Nikki mustn't feel that he'd caused it, which of course, he hadn't. . . . He shuddered. Maybe family-only parties weren't so bad, after all. But tonight he'd have preferred the ballroom itself, packed wall to wall and floor to ceiling with people he'd never met and who wouldn't recognize him, so that he could melt into obscurity rather than sit on display at the place of honor at a single oval table with Mikhyel and Deymorin seated to either side and Aunt Anheliaa on the far end watching every bite he choked down. Even Anheliaa's attendant . . . Mirym? . . . seemed to be staring at him. But then, she always seemed to stare, al- though perhaps it only felt that way, because she never said anything. Almost two years since she'd arrived, and never a sound out of her, not that he'd heard. Probably that was why Anheliaa, who always demanded absolute silence while she worked, seemed so satisfied with her. His brothers had arguedhe knew that even without anyone telling him, and in spite of the cheerful faces they put on for his party. Anheliaa seemed very tired tonight, almost fragile. The arthritis, which had confined her to her mobility chair since before he was born, was more painful than usual, if one could judge from the irritation in her tone as she ordered Mirym to cut her meat or hand her the wineglass. And she seemed to drift off in the middle of sentences . . . Of course, Diorak might have given her the same green goo he'd given Nikki against the pain . . . Effective green goo. He hadn't felt a thing since he'd waked up .. . And on a sudden disturbing thought: could he be drifting similarly? Certainly the pain was gone, but if he was wandering, and could notice her wandering, might she not notice him, and if yes, might she not begin to wonder and ask questions Mikhyel didn't want answered and. . . Panicked, he made an active effort to join the conversa- tion, and despite the fact the tension in the air was making his already queasy stomach churn, he took small bites of the rich foods and chewed them to liquidity, trying to make it appear he was eating more than he really was. And he smiled and said all the right things, and made all the ordi- nary, inane responses to meaningless, formalized imper- sonal comments . . . until the talk turned to the rumblings of discontent out of Mauritum, and the treaty. "What's Paurini's problem this time?" Deymorin asked, around a mouthful of spiced beef. Palev Paurini dunTasrek, Nikki's head wasn't that fuzzy. Mauritum's Minister of State. "Not Paurini," Mikhyel clarified, "Garetti." "Garetti?" Nikki asked. "High Priest Garetti rom- Maurii?" file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (77 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Mikhyel shot him a faint nodding smile, the way Mikhyel would when he took an interest in politics that didn't come out of a history book, looks that came more frequently these days ... or, at least, one liked to think so. "He's complaining about the power differential again. Claims we're leeching Mauritum Node, and trying to charge them for the privilege." "After the way they took advantage of our worst drought in history and jacked up the price of grain last year?" Deymorin asked, scowling. "Hell, screw the bastard seven ways from yesterday and let him howl." Mikhyel's thin brows twitched. "Grain? How could the price of Mauritumin grain affect us?" "Come, come, brother-mine, join the real world, for a change, will you?" "But the trade restrictions" "Trade restrictions?" Deymorin lifted his fork, letting the light glint off its silver-beaded handle. "Gartum work, is it? Maybe Horassidumin? And the bauble in Anheliaa's ear? Obviously Khoratum workmanship. Or, dare I suggest it, MaurituminT' The fork clattered to the table. "Admit it, Khyel. The black market is alive and well. Has been since Darius closed off the legitimate businessmen three-damn- hundred years ago. What do you expect when half the damn coastline is within spitting distance of Maurislan? Last year, we got grain, seed, and the market produce, wherever we could damnwell find it." Mikhyel flushed, and the hand that raised his wineglass shook, spilling droplets over his manicured fingertips. He drained it in a single gulp. "Who arranged the deal?" "Who do you think?" Mikhyel's hand tightened on the fragile-stemmed goblet. "Khyel, please." Nikki reached across the table and gen- tly disengaged Mikhyel's fingers, setting the glass aside. "Dammit, Rhomandi!" Mikhyel jerked his hand free, swearing at the dinner table, which Mikhyel never did, espe- cially in front of ladies. "I can't believe . . . Have you the slightest notion what your little 'business deals' cost us? The least you could have done is come to me. Asked where the negotiations stood" "Come to you" Oh, that's funny, Mikhyel. That's really outstandingly humorous. What would you have done? Given the farmers an I.O.U. until you could work their little problem into the Council schedule? Maybe made it a part of the overall trade package . . . which still hasn't been signed? Council would be damned hungry by now, and blaming the farmers. Shit, Barrister, when have you ever given a damn about Outside needs? When it's time to plant, you can't fucking well wait" Mikhyel hissed. "That's enough, Rhomandi!" Deymorin scowled, drained his glass and snapped his fingers for a refill. For a moment, the tension was stifling, Mikhyel and Deymorin both militantly avoiding eye contact with any- one. From the far end of the table Anhehaa surveyed them all from under hooded, painted eyelids. Little Mirym just gazed studiously into her teacup. Nikki coughed discreetly. Deymorin started and glanced at him; Mikhyel did; then at each other, and Mikhyel said, past a set jaw: "Much as I might . . . appreciate . . . the . . . depth . . . of your feelings, file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (78 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt dear brother, kindly leave that language in the stables where it belongs. Or have you forgotten altogether how to act around real ladies?" Which admonition (even though Nikki would swear the expression Mirym hid behind her teacup had nothing to do with maidenly shock and everything to do with humor, while Anheliaa just looked smug) naturally set the previous subject aside and his two brothers off on one of the thinly disguised, tediously polite, contests of wills, which they'd somehow avoided through the first five courses, and Anhel- iaa, wide awake now and with a sly grin creasing her face, joined in, adding fuel to their snipes. Leaving Nikki to wonder, on his own again, and weary of the battle, about the treaty and the issues they'd forgot- tenor set aside because of his birthday, so as not to upset him. What's wrong, Nikki? Except he wasn't upset. And they were important issues, especially to someone who hoped one day to be an ambas- sador to the ancient god-determined city. God-determined.... "It seems to me," he interjected tentatively into the first pause for collective breath, "that Garetti is behaving quite reasonably . . . for a High Priest of Maurii." The pause became an extended silence. Anheliaa's expression soured and she was staring down the tableat him. His brothers exchanged a look he couldn't read, and he considered slipping under the table and crawling its length to the servant's door the way he had as a child when they served something he didn't want to eat. But he was too big now, dammit. Mikhyel raised a sardonic eyebrow at Deymorin; Dey- morin shrugged, then asked: "Reasonably? Why do you say that, Nikaenor?" Nikaenor? Deymorin was mad, or Nikki had been a fool. Either way, he wished now he hadn't interrupted. His brain wasn't working: too much wine and Diorak's green goo. However, having been a fool did oblige one to make the attempt to dig one's way out of that pit. "It-it's been three hundred years since we've had direct trade with Mauritum. It-it seemsto me, at leastonly natural that the first few years of renewed relations be- tween our two nodes should be tinged with suspicions." Another exchanged look; he pushed a bit further: "On both sides." Deymorin looked at Mikhyel, and Mikhyel at Deymorin, but when no one challenged him openly, Nikki swallowed hard and warmed to his theme. "Garetti is in a terribly awkward position, don't you think? I mean, for his entire career, he's had to balance and direct ley-energy like a farmer budgets water in a drought, and now, after years of explaining why his gods favored one company or Family over another, he's got vir- tually all the power his people needbut he's got to ex- plain the added cost and why and where it came from, or cover the difference out of his own profitand that means his god's profits. And with all that tied up with the religion he supposedly representswell, it seems to me . . . that . . ." He'd made himself the center of attention again, exactly what he'd wanted most to avoid. Anheliaa was staring at file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (79 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt him. Likely he was making no sense whatsoever. She'd guess about the green goo and Tirise's and the cutpurse and"Never mind," he mumbled, and took a hasty mouth- ful of chicken and cream. "Never mind?" Anheliaa's voice cracked over him like a whip. "Never mind? The man's whole life is based on a sham. Of course he's in an awkward position. With luck, he'll be out of a job within my lifetime and I'll have the chance to dance on the rubble of his anachronistic church." "S-sorry." Nikki flicked a glance at her, started to raise another forkfuU, found he couldn't hold it steady, and, all too aware of all the eyes following his movements, let it drop again. "Please, forget I said anything." But, Deymorin said: "I think we should let Nikaenor speak his piece." And: "I agree." That was Mikhyel. A confused desperation came over him. Deymorin and Mikhyel never agreed on anything, particularly where it concerned him and never in opposition to Anheliaa's wishes. "I don't" He couldn't finish. Not with Anheliaa staring daggers at him. Or possibly it was Mikhyel who took that glare, because Mikhyel's eyes dropped, and Mikhyel's fork stirred his creamed peas into neat rows. "It's all right, Nikki," Deymorin said, firmly. "You're seventeen today, after all. You're allowed to have opinions of your own." And thus was the secret to his brothers' uncharacteristic alliance revealed: they were humoring him. Because it was his birthday. Nikki controlled the sudden urge to lose the meal he'd just forced down, and instead of throwing his half-filled plate at his patronizing brothers, he lifted his full wineglass defiantly, and emptied it in two very large gulps, which settled his stomach in a warm, head-spinning glow. Deymorin's laughter filled the room. His glass lifted in response, turning Nikki's defiance into a toast, and forcing the others to match the gesture and call the issue closed. More wine followed. Lots of wine, and more laughter. "Everybody has an agenda, don't you see?" Nikki said then, in a rush of inspired bravado. "Even if they don't know they have one. It's only human. Everything we think we know about Mauritum is based on what Darius wanted us to know, colored by things we can't officially know, and Darius had his own agenda, and probably Garetti is simi- larly biased, so of course what we think they think will be colored by what Darius thought so how can we be sure what Garetti thinks, or what Garetti's rehgion tells him to do until we meet him and discuss it face-to-face?" He paused, breathless. Realized Mikhyel and Deymorin were staring at each other now, as though they shared some secret. "Beral!" they shouted together, and ... laughed. To- gether. Deymorin and Mikhyel never laughed together. Mikhyel spluttered first, being less in practice. Deymorin eyed him sidewise and placing a hand to his chest intoned dra- matically: ". . . Maurii lusts after additional followers . . ." And Mikhyel finished breathlessly: ". . . such is the way file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (80 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt of gods. Oh, gods, Deymio. Seventeen!" Laughter burst out again. Benil. That was Berul they were quoting. His Berul. They knew'. It was as though some dam had burst. When one would sputter to an almost stop, dark eyes crinkling at the corners would meet grey, and laughter would erupt all over again, and Nikki sank into his chair, wanting to disappear, won- dering how the market magicians managed the trick. "Enough!" Anheliaa's voice cracked over the top, and Anheliaa's hand struck the table, spilling her wine and rat- tling Mirym's teacup. Obedient as two recalcitrant children, Deymorin and Mikhyel dropped their attention to their plates, mouths pressed tight, shoulders shaking with an occasional spasm. Then Deymorin reached for his wine, took a sip, and in a voice that squeaked only slightly said, "Tolerably good vin- tage. From Tarlisium Valley, you said?" Tarlisium wine, hell. They'd been laughing at him. And his ideas. His bookish notions. One might be devastated, but instead, one found oneself delighted at this new side of one's brothers one's bookish comments had revealed. And if the wine and Diorak's goo weren't making the world seem just absolutely wonderful at the moment. "Well, Khyel," Deymorin said, "do you suppose the brat's newly-discovered adulthood is too precious to in- clude presents?" Mikhyel seemed to consider the matter, frowning at him. At least, he thought Mikhyel must be frowning, as he had to take it on faith that the shadow swimming some- where down the table was Anheliaa. "A distinct possibility." That was Mikhyel. "Well, Nikaenor?" Nikki grinned at the room in general, since his brothers were having a tendency to multiply at random, and assured all of them. "Not a chance." But when faced with the pile in the salon, Nikki was no longer quite so certain. Daunting didn't quite cover it. He wandered between the two tables checking labels, realizing in something of a daze that fully half were from people he'd never met, many from people he'd never even heard of. "What did you do? Post a notice in the Intemodel" he asked, half-joking. "Naturally," Anheliaa said, sounding quite pleased with herself. But for him, it was embarrassing, almost like stealing. Suddenly the glow of laughter and wine that had sustained him through the end of dinner seemed to disappear along with the numbing effects of Diorak's green goo- His side hurt, he was tired, and the presents just didn't seem very important, coming from people he didn't know or care about. "Sit," Deymorin ordered, appearing miraculously at his side just as the world turned sideways, and guided him to a chair. "We've all been through it, brat. Part of the dues. So just open, smile, and resign yourself to thank-you writ- er's cramp." And Mikhyel, who had joined them, murmured into his ear: "White as a chicken egg, fry. Hold another bit, and file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (81 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt you'll be through the worst." And, Deymorin again: "Old private joke, Nikki-lad. Not aimed at you. Tomorrow, we'll discuss Garetti and Mauri- tumeven, Darius save us, Berul." Mikhyel's choke of swallowed laughter sounded above his head, and Deymorin tossed a grin upward. "Whatever you want, Nik," Deymorin said. "Promise." Nikki smiled shakily; Deymio ruffled his hair and Mik- hyel pressed his arm; then Deymorin said aloud: "I'll read the tags, pass the package to you, you open, and Khyel will write." And with a twitching smile meant for Mikhyel alone: "Always had the best handwriting of the lot. Barrister." Mikhyel's eyes dropped, reasonable enough for someone settling behind a writing table, but his mouth twitched as well. "Got it?" Deymorin asked. Nikki nodded, basking in this unprecedented united at- tention, no longer caring if it was just his birthday making it possible. He swallowed a hiccup, then grinned apologeti- cally toward Anheliaa, who was frowning at them: "Th-think I . . . over-ind-(hic)-ulged a bit, aunt. S-sorry." "Webs, boy, it's your birthday," she said, acerbically, then her lips pressed into a tight smile, and she hfted her own refilled glass. "When better? Just open your presents. Let's see what debts people figure they owe us, eh?" Such a lovely way to look at it. He accepted the first from Deymorin, more reluctant than ever. Deymorin pressed his shoulder in milte sympathy, then murmured, "Don't let her spoil it, fry. They're sent out of respect for you and the Family, despite what she claims." "Thanks," he muttered. Thus began the longest evening of his entire life. He'd never seen so many . .. things accumulated into one spot. His chair grew deeper and deeper in folds of colorful paper and ribbonsuntil Mirym slipped into the black comedy. Sinking to her knees beside his chair, she made bouquets of the bows and dried flowers used to decorate the pack- ages and tied them to everything available: first his wrists, then Deymorin's, then Anheliaa's, Mikhyel's, the lamps . . . and finally, at his laughing insistence, into her-own curly tendrils, then she folded the wrappings, separating them into color-coordinated piles (rings knew why, except, per- haps, it seemed something to do with them) until somehow, by the time they'd narrowed the stack to the Family gifts, the blackness had departed, leaving only the comedy. More Family gifts than usual, unless his vision and ex- haustion had combined to make it seem so, and Anheliaa's taste in clothes for once seemed more in line with his ownor his with hers, and he wondered vaguely if that should alarm him; and there was a translation of Berlio's History of Greater Agoran, so new he hadn't even heard it advertised, from Mikhyel; and from Deymorin A large, flat envelope. The annual I.O.U. He met Deymorin's laughter-filled eyes and asked, "Shall I make you a wager?" The laughter escaped. "Don't count on it, fry." "Not?" Deymorin wouldn't dare lie, not on his birthday, but if not the I.O.U., what . . . ? Nikki held the envelope by one corner and at arm's length in mock terror, then pressed it to his forehead in file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (82 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt mimicry of the leyside charlatans. "I'm getting an image. By the power of the Lines" A hand boxed his ears, cutting his act short. He dropped Deymorin's gift and instinctively covered his head. "Don't ever mock the lines, boy!" Through a world suddenly spinning, Mikhyel's eyes glared at him, seeming, in that spin, to flicker first at him, then side- ways toward their aunt's profoundly disturbed face. Nikki bit his lip, using that localized, personally inflicted pain to settle the outside world's instability long enough to mumble an apology, then retreated into an unfocussed middle- ground, not daring to move, not even to reach for Deymor- in's gift, fearing he would leave his supper on the carpet beneath his chair. Shock. Or the wine. The blow, perhaps, or just the wound, throbbing now past Diorak's medication and the alcohol and the laughter: any or all were likely culpritsnot that the source of his sudden desire to die on the spot made very much difference. A touch of his shoulder; he biinked up, saw remorse on Mikhyel's pale face. From behind him and through the ringing in his ears, Deymorin's murmur: "Remind me to teach you manners, Khyel," and saw remorse melt into obstinacy. A flat package arrived into his hands, and he heard, Deymorin again: "Open it, lad," as Deymorin's steadying hand replaced Mikhyel's and Mikhyel retreated silently to the cold fireplace, his back to them all. Nikki wished, then, that he'd thought to request a fire. He could have, it being his birthday, even though they didn't need it for heat. Perhaps in a fire's warm glow Khyel wouldn't have looked quite so forbiddingor alone. Clutching the envelope to his chest, he biinked his eyes clear and said shakily, "I truly am sorry, Aunt Liaa. I meant no disrespect." Deymorin squeezed his shoulder. "She knows that, Nikki. We all know that. Mikhyel's just a bit touchy right now." Beside the fireplace, Mikhyel started. "My fault, fry, not yours," Deymorin said, but Deymorin was watching Mikhyel, not him, and Mikhyel's shoulders straightened, then, and Mikhyel returned to his chair, his grey eyes blank, if a bit wide. The hand left his shoulder with alight tap, and Deymorin said, in a much livelier tone: "Now open your damn present and say 'Excuse me, dear brother Deymio, for ever doubting you!' " Nikki gulped, grinned soggily, and tried surreptitiously to wipe the blurring tears away, gratefully accepting the handkerchief Deymorin slipped him. Young Mirym had retreated to her chair and was staring studiously at her lap, Anheliaa was looking distracted again, Mikhyel was scowling at his feet, but Deymorin's hands gripped his shoulders, shaking him gently to attention. "Hurry up, wretch. I want my dessert!" "All right, Deymio, all right." Falling in with Deymorin's attempts to salvage the mood, he ripped the brown paper covering (Deymorin's notion of wrapping) from two thin sheets of stiffened, beautifully tooled, brass-bound leather. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (83 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt He threw a puzzled glance at Deymorin, who had left his side to lean his shoulders against the fireplace mantle, arms akimbo, comfortable there, as Mikhyel hadn't been. Deymorin raised an eyebrow and lowered his eyes deliber- ately to the strange object. Nikki flicked the clasp free with a thumbnail . . . Documents. Transfer papers. The names blurring on the lines made no sense until he realized they were registered names, not the Storm and Ashley he knew them by. "The greysT' He gasped, his head suddenly lighter than ever the blood loss and green goo had made it. This time, his brother laughed outright. "Deymio, you can't be serious!" "Of course I am. You handled them better than I on that final leg last month. They like youfar better than they do me. Who am I to argue with true love?" "What are you two gibbering about?" Aunt asked; and Mikhyel interjected acerbically: "Horses." "Not just any horses, Khyel." He felt compelled to ex- plain. "The greys." "As I .said." "But they're the best. Last month they won" He bit his lip, recalling too late his next older brother's feelings on that topic. Mikhyel's face grew very dark. Nikki looked an apology at Deymorin. But Deymorin, chin raised, a slight mocking smile hovering about his lips, was watching Mikhyel, who was staring at Deymorin. Suddenly every ache and throb returned in double measure. The gift was just one more challenge to Mikhyel. All that about handling and love nothing more than pretense. All the laughter, all the pleasantries at dinner and after . . . all that meant nothing. Nothing was different. Nothing changed. Nothing ever changed. "What's all this?" Aunt asked sternly. "Who won what, and why are you looking like a thundercloud, Mikhyel?" Eyes still glued on Deymorin, Mikhyel answered, "A race through the streets of the City, Aunt Liaa. A race between my brother" "Brothers, Mikhyel," Nikki interjected loyallyand fairly. After all, Deymorin had gotten into the race in the first place because of his bragging about the greys. Mikhyel's slender, beringed hand waved the air dis- missively. "I refuse to hold you responsible, Nikaenor." Anheliaa was watching them all, narrow-eyed and calculating. Nikki bit his tongue, uncertain whether standing up for Deymorin at this point would help or hinder. "No one was hurt, Khyel," Deymorin said quietly, and with a glance toward Anheliaa, "It was a wager. Aunt, nothing more." But that wasn't all. "It was the festival race. Aunt," Nikki tried to explain, "We were reenacting the Transition Day kidnapping." To which Anheliaa replied calmly, "Well, if that's all . . ." "It doesn't matter," Mikhyel said, and stoodfor empha- sis, Nikki knew the routine. But: "Tell me, boys, which of you played the abducted vir- gin?" Anheliaa asked, and Deymorin glanced at him, and file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (84 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt it was their turn to burst into simultaneous laughter. "Aunt, please." Mikhyel's face took on a faint despera- tionand confusion. "Don't encourage them. If we won't allow merchants to bring animals within the City limits to deliver produce, how can we expect them to understand when their so-called leaders" "But they loved it!" Nikki cried in protest. "People were lining the stadium roads, cheering." "Enjoyed making a spectacle of yourself, did you?" Mik- hyel asked dryly. Here it was: Mikhyel's anticipated lecture. He slumped down, his face hot, his enthusiasm waning, and with it his strength. And he muttered stupidly, knowing he was courting di- saster: "Go to hell." Which got him (justifiably, he had to admit) the back of Mikhyel's hand. Not as hard as he deserved, perhaps, though it felt heav- ier than usual, but unfortunately rather more than his al- ready mistreated head could handle. The world began fading at the corners, and the seat cushions slipped from under him. He heard Deymorin shout something, tried to assure them he was all right, but somehow, the words wouldn't come, and the floor hit him, and then someone was holding him and Mikhyel's voicemore in his head than in his earwas whispering Sweet gods, Nikki, I'm sorry, and he tried to tell him he was all right, but then someone pulled him in another direction and Deymorin's voice was yelling for someone to get Jerrik . . . "Take your stinking hands off him. You've done more than enough already." Deymorin's scorn ripped through Mikhyel's already shaken nerves and his fingers went numb. Nikki's limp arm fell free. Mikhyel caught it before it flopped, eased it to rest on the boy's knee, and stood up, staggering in mute horror away from the consequence of his temper. A hard edge struck his knee; he grabbed blindly at the chair arm and collapsed numbly into the chair's cushioned seat. Burying his head in shaking hands shielded him from the visible consequence of his outburst, but he couldn't wipe the memory of . .. (Clear, blue eyes, clouded in shock and pain, tendrils of blond hair, damp with sweat, brushing a braising cheekbone, soft mouth trailing a thin line of red . . .) Onlythe blood of Darius curse himthis time, it was his hand that raised the bruise. His hand created that line of blood. And the face was Nikki's, not his mother's. He'd never struck so hard before, never knocked the boy down. He let his hands fall, stared at them, wishing, for a mo- ment, he could cut them off. All too often, he'd seen Mheric, in a fit of anger, strike his mother. All too often, he'd seen that same, gentle understanding he saw now in Nikki override the pain and the shock. The last time . . . The door opened. Jerrik, Nikki's valet, come to help Deymorin take Nikki to his room. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (85 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt The last time, the blow had sent Mama down a staircase. Jerrik, because Deymorin wouldn't trust him to touch Nikki. That had been seventeen years ago. Deymorin wouldn't trust him; more than that, he wouldn't trust himself. Seventeen years ago. . - . "Nikki!" He threw his head up; Nikki's eyes met his, blinking, frightened. He lifted a hand helplessly; the fright vanished in a gentle, familiar smile before the door closed between them. . . . to the day. "All right, Jerrik," a voice said over his head. "I can take care of him now. Thanks." Pillows were at his back and under his elbows, propping him upright. He was in his bedroom, sitting on a freshly- made bed that smelled of rose petals. Something tugged at his hand, that same voice gently urged him to let go. He biinked his eyes until they cleared, realized it was Deymorin doing the tugging, that he was trying to take back the horse papers he'd somehow clung to throughout. Nikki bit his lip, fighting not at all appropriate for an adult tears. He let go of the papers and forced himself to say steadily, "It's all right, Deymio, I . . ." He looked down at his empty hands. "I realize it was just to annoy Mikhyel. 1-1 won't hold you" "Nikki!" Deymorin sounded shocked. "No." "It's all rightreally." "It's not 'all right.' " Deymorin's hand gripped his chin, not painfully as Mikhyel would, urging rather than de- manding his attention. Nikki looked off to one side, concen- trating on the grain in the wainscotting, afraid those stupid childish tears would prevail if he met Deymorin's eyes. "Look at me, brother." He swallowed hard . .. "Please?" . . . and forced himself to obey. "I meant what I said down there, Nik. Regardless of what passes between Mikhyel and myself, those horses are yours. You were there when they were bornyou know damnwell they wouldn't have lived, but for your efforts . . ." That much was true. He'd been all of ten. His first time to Darhaven; his first real trip Outside; his first attendance at a foaling And would have been his last had Gerhard had his way. The foaling-man had been for putting the twins down. "... you helped me train them," Deymorin was still arguing. Deymorin had given in to his pleas to let the foals live. "... and last week you proved you could handle them on your own." And he'd been right. Lucky, more like, as he'd realized since. "This," Deymorin gestured toward the bound papers lying on the bed table, "was merely a formality." He wished he believed that. Would, but for the ever- present dissonance between his brothers. But Deymorin expected him to accept the gesture, and he would, until Deymorin changed his mindwhich Dey- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (86 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt morin might well, once he'd thought better of it, or the moment someone offered what the greys were worth. So he smiled and Deymorin smiled and that issue was closed. But swimming in the darkness behind closed eyes as Deymorin pulled his shirt off over his head was Mikhyel's distressed face and he had to wonder what Deymorin would do once he left this room. He'd sensed the anger in Deymorin's supporting arm, sensed it still in the tightness of Deymorin's brow, and the distracted way he dabbed at Nikki's bruised and bloodied face. "He didn't hurt me, you know." "Oh?" A sardonic brow lifted at him. "All an act, then, is it?" "That's not fair, Deymorin. I was light-headed before I ever went down for dinner, and I drank far too much wine. Diorak did warn me about that." "And this?" Deymorin lifted the rag. Nikki shrugged. "I fell badly." "Like hell." Deymorin's hand clenched on the rag, and Nikki expected any moment to see it fly across the room. But Deymorin's hand relaxed, and he folded the rag delib- erately and set it on the side table. "He was out of line, Nikaenor, and don't you dare make any excuses for him. And don't you dare apologize to him, do you hear me?" "He'd never let me do either of those things." "How would he stop you? Hit you again?" That was Deymorin's anger talking, and he didn't bother answering it. "Deymio," he asked slowly, "why doesn't Khyel ever visit you at Darhaven?" Deymorin gave him a measured frown. "What difference does that make?" "Have you . . . Have you ever asked him to visit?" Deymorin shrugged, turned away, ostensibly to retrieve his nightshirt from the warming rack. "Have you?" Nikki persisted, standing only to drop his pants to the floor, even that small effort enough to make his head spin, which likely accounted for Deymorin's muffled- sounding answer: "Not ... for a long time." And more clearly: "Not that it's any of your business, young snoop." "Why not?" Deymorin's head twitched, swung far enough to shoot him a look of incredulity. "You don't give up, do you?" Nikki chewed his lower lip and shook his head. "Not when it's this important." Following a frowning, corner-of-one-eye scrutiny, Dey- morin dropped onto the side of his bed, resting a hand lightly on Nikki's knee. "He used to go to Darhaven every fall after the Transi- tion festivals. You did too, when Father was alive. Don't you remember?" Nikki shook his head, a failure which seemed to sadden Deymorin, so he searched for an image . . . any image . . . of Darhaven prior to the twins' foaling. But he'd been four years old when their father died, and all he remembered of that time was a large, loud, perpetually angry man. And darkness. And a whisper admonishing him to be quiet. But those were elusive images, and likely not Darhaven file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (87 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt at all, even were they real, so he asked: "And after Father died? Why did he stop going? You didn't." "Man can only take so many rejections, fry. I wanted him to come Outside. Wanted him to know something be- yond the City. Khyel just . . . wasn't interested, and I didn't feel it was my place to insist." "A-and me? Why didn't you ever ask. . . ?" It was an old pain, one he hadn't thought ever to face. "Mikhyel was terrified of your going, so I didn't..." Deymorin's eyes dropped to the papers clutched against Nikki's chest. "You'll never know what it meant to me when you asked to come with me that spring. I thought . . ." "Thought what?" Nikki asked, eager to have this void filled, to have verbal reassurance of the truths he'd always suspected: that Deymorin truly loved him and wanted to be with himand Mikhyel, of coursealways, and that those forces pushing them apart were superficial, easily dis- carded once everyone wanted it to be different. But Deymorin shook his head, grinned tightly, and pat- ted Nikki's hand. "Never mind. Coming out of this thick skull, it couldn't have been very important, could it?" "It's important to me." "Nikki!" "All right. All right." He slumped, shivering, tired, and feeling sorely put upon by self-centered elders unwilling to explain the important details which one had missed out on only by reason of being born late. "Hands up," Deymorin ordered, and slipped the flannel shirt over his head as if he were a child instead of a newly- acknowledged adult, which he really didn't mind, since moving his arm hurt his side and made his head swim. He suspected, sometimes, that Deymorin secretly pre- ferred little brothers over adult ones, suspected at times like this that perhaps Khyel's greatest youthful transgres- sionthat which had ultimately driven his brothers apart had been growing up too fast. He didn't know that for certain, of course, but he wasn't about to similarly destroy his own relationship with Deymorin. Emerging from the warm folds, he looked sideways at Deymorin through his lashes. "So can I ask you some- thing else?" Deymorin gave a bark of laughter. "You imp. What now?" "Why don't you like Khyel?" "Why don't I" A startled look flashed at him. "I like him well enough." And faded into something approaching wistful. "Hell, you nosy brat, I probably love him, he's my brother, after all. I just ... I just don't much care for the factions he represents." "What factions? He represents House Rhomandi." "He's Anheliaa's front man." "That's not fair." "He pushes through any legislation she requests. Sup- ports her every power-hungry move and ignores Outsider petitions." "Is this about Khoratum again? Deymorin, that's over and done" "Khoratum was only the most obvious in an ongoing series of moves. Council has increasingly ignored Outside requests and needs, until now the simplest cross-ley road file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (88 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt clearance is nearly impossible to obtain." "And that's Khyel's fault?" Deymorin's broad shoulders rose and fell in what might have been a shrugor a sigh. "He's the one in a position to stop it. And it's self- destructive. That's what I most don't understand, what . . . disturbs me. Khyel is many things, mostly damnably self- serving, but stupid isn't among them. If he's leading Council in this direction, it's for reasons I can't begin to fathom." "Maybe he doesn't see it as self-destructive." "He should." "Why?" Deymorin studied him, frowning. "I need to know, Deymorin. I've a right to know, haven't I?" Deymorin propped elbows on knees, and ran a hand across his face. "Vou're too young to remember how it was, Inside and Out before" "But I read, Deymio. And listen." "Point to the bookworm. After Mother died, Father had to spend more time than ever in Rhomatum" "Why did Mother's death affect that?" "Hah! My point that time, worm. She was Father's shadow proxy for years. She attended meetings and debates and handled all that gods-be-damned paperwork that" Deymorin's lips pressed into a hard line, and he stared sightlessly, his color deepening beneath his tan. "That Khyel handles for you?" Nikki finished softly. Deymorin shrugged. "His choice, Nikki. It was always his choice. After Mother died, what had been unpleasant between Anheliaa and Father before turned into all-out daily warfare. Especially at dinner. I learned more over those dinner table 'debates' as they called them, than any hbrary could possibly cover. They were both stubborn, pig- headed fools, but between them, there was nothing, no pos- sible argument for either side, overlooked." "And was Khyel at those dinners? Did Khyel hear those ... debates?" Deymorin shot him an enigmatic look. "That's the crux of the question, isn't it, worm? No, he wasn't. He ate in the nursery, avoiding the controversy." "In the nursery. With me? I would have been there, wouldn't I? Maybe he wasn't avoiding anything. Maybe he didn't want to leave me all alone." Deymorin's enigmatic look deepened. "The point is, he never heard those arguments, and when I was trying to make up my mind, when I wanted to discuss an issue with him, hewasn't interested. If it was Father's arguments I repeated, he wouldn't even listen. After Father died ... well, by the time Khoratum became an issue between us, Anheliaa had long since instilled her insidiously biased ideas firmly into his head." "Why? What is it Anheliaa wants?"- "That, dear worm, is beyond my meager comprehension, but I strongly suspect she won't be content until she rules the world." "That's silly, Deymorin." "Is it?" "She's too old. What would she do with it if she got it?" Deymorin's grim look broke on a shout of laughter. "Oh, file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (89 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt my dear worm, that's youth talking for certain. It's the ultimate legacy. The greatest mark inhistory since Darius himself." "But" He blushed, thinking about his own, somewhat less ambitious, desires that afternoon in the library. Anhel- iaa wasn't the only one interested in leaving a ... mark in history. "She's obsessed with something, Nikki. She's been Rho- matum ringmaster longer than anyone since Darius himself, and in all that time, in her eyes, she has only one significant accomplishment: capping Khoratum. All her other petty lit- tle experiments mean nothing to her. They were all to ac- complish that one, single goal. And what did that gain her? Power. More power in a day than Rhomatum uses in a year. More power than the web uses. And from her com- ments tonight, I begin to suspect that her real goal is top- pling Garetti." , "Garetti?" "Or whoever happens to be in control in Mauritum when she decides to make her move. I think she wants to bring Mauritum to its knees, and she doesn't care who or what she sacrifices to do it." "But Khyel" "Will back her, just like the Syndics back her, because if she wins, their coffers grow." Nikki was silent a moment. It made sense, in a way, but: "Khyel's four years younger than you, Deymio. Those years you spent listening to Anheliaa and Father around a private dinner table, he spent at Council meetings and pub- lic debates. He's grown up surrounded by that Council, Deymorin. He's never known anything else. Won't unless you explain to him." "Do you think I haven't tried? He won't talk to me, boy. He listens only to Anheliaa these days." "That's unfair, Deymorin." "Is it? Perhaps. But in Mikhyel's eyes, I'm a mindless wastrel, without the sense the gods granted a newt." And then a strange look crossed Deymorin's face. "Deymio?" Deymorin biinked, then, and with a wry laugh: "Some- times, I think maybe he's right." He said it like a joke, but drooping shoulders said otherwise. Nikki reached a hand, hesitantly covered Deymorin's. "Deymio, sometimes ... sometimes I think you don't un- derstand him at all." A faint smile, a gentle hand exploring his bruised face and cut lip. "And you do, little man?" He frowned and pulled away from that exploring hand. "Stop it. I'm not a child anymore. And I'm not talking about this stupid birthday. He does talk to me, Deymorin. And Khyelhe respects you, Deymorin, more than any- body. He..." But he couldn't say what he wanted to say: that Khyel loved Deymorin as much as he did. He didn't know that was true. Couldn't. He only hoped. "He what, boy?" Deymorin's voice had gone cold, as if he was intruding where he wasn't wanted. But he had his own wants, and he was tired of Deymorin and Mikhyel fighting, tired of Mikhyel's temper and Dey- morin's absences. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (90 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "He wants you to take your place on Council." "Little chance of that." A distinct flush darkened Dey- morin's face. Still, he seemed to relax, as if he'd thought Nikki was going to suggest something quite different. "I'd kill them all in an hour. I don't do negotiations. I can't deal with people bent on their own convenience above other people's necessity, and immediate capital gains over long-term economic vitality." Nikki stared at the transfer papers, balanced between desire and pride, and . . . need. "Here." He held the papers out. "I want a trade." Deymorin looked hurt and confused, and ignored the papers. "These" He set the papers in Deymorin's lap. "For one day: tomorrow." Confusion grew into a wary frown. "Promise me you won't run off, that you won't let Khyel run you off, until we've had a chance to talk." "We?" "You. Me. Mikhyel." Deymorin's chin lifted. "Deymorin, I just ... I love you. I love Khyel. Maybe that means I'm a fool, but I want us to... at least to try, Deymorin. Please?" Deymorin frowned. Deymorin didn't like being forced into anything. Realizing suddenly he was risking every- thingDeymorin's love, what family he did have ... the horses ... Nikki felt his resolve waver, and cried, before he could change his mind: "I don't want horses, Deymorin. I want my family" The frown deepened in the direction of the papers and Deymorin brushed them with nervous fingertips. Then he looked up, and the strain of embattled hurt and anger was almost more than Nikki could bear. Almost. He lifted his chin, in his best imitation of Dey- morin's own obstinate look. "Deal?" Deymorin's fingertips moved from the papers to his cheek, a gentle touch that traced his jawline. "Stubble. Dammit, fry, when did you get so old?" He just bit his lip, afraid to look away. Afraid that if he did, Deymorin would escape. Finally, Deymorin shook his head slowly. "No deal, Nik." Nikki's heart sank. "You keep the greys." A slow grin broke through the thunderclouds. "But somewhere in here, you've a stack ofwhat, ten, now? Eleven?I.O.U.s. I'll stick around until . . . until, by the rings, you've got your family, if such a miracle is possible, or until you cry 'yield.' Then we'll call it even." He stuck out his hand. "Deal?" Suddenly, the world seemed bright again. "Deal." Nikki grasped the hand briefly, then, as the weight of anxiety lifted and fatigue set in hard, he reached for a not very adult hug and whispered in Deymorin's ear, "Thank you, Deymio. I'll take good care of them, I promise." "See that you do, fry. And remember" Deymorin pushed him back, eyeing him sternly. "The next time you run off at the mouth, it'll be your job alone to make good." file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (91 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt And somehow he was certain Deymorin wasn't speaking solely of the greys . . . . . . any more than he was. Deymorin took the steps back to the salon one at-a slow time. Nikki's deliberately calculated challenge had left him shaken, and he wanted time to gather his wits before facing Anheliaa and, especially, Mikhyel again. Nikki's attitude toward their middle brother confused and disturbed him. He'd known Mikhyel had raised his hand to Nikki more than once over the years since Nikki had entered the difficult age of pubescence and beyond. (Never before, or Deymorin would have taken Nikki per- manently to Darhaven and damn the consequences.) But Nikki had never shown the slightest fear of Mikhyel, in- deed, he'd preferred, overall, to live in Rhomatum, and since Nikki had rapidly outsized citified Mikhyel, Deymorin had never really worried, never interfered. Besides, so had Mheric struck themhimself and Mi- khyel. They'd survived, and Mheric's hand had been infi- nitely heavier than Mikhyel's. But this time . . . The boy had already been dangerously weakened, had been holding up bravely all evening. Mi- khyel had had no right to raise so much as his voice; and Nikki had not only accepted the unwarranted chastisement, he begged now for some sort of reconciliation. He wasn't sure he was ready for that. Wasn't sure the better choice still might not be to haul Nikki off to Dar- havenat least until the boy was independent enough to give Mikhyel back some of his own. But, for the sake of his promiseand for the sake of the glimpses he'd had tonight of the brother Mikhyel had once beenhe'd hold his peace. For now. His leg having grown to a constant ache again, he stopped at the entry foyer to retrieve his cane. The sheath slipped as he pulled it from the stand, and as he refastened the safety, he was forcibly reminded of the matter of the attack on Nikki tonight. The more he thought on it, the more convinced he was it wasn't a simple cutpurse, that it had been aimed specifically at Nikki for reasons perhaps dangerously unknown. . . . Not from any city I know . . . Unknown, at least to him. Definitely, Mikhyel needed to know. Tomorrow. Now did not seem the optimum moment to bring the matter up. Better for them all to wait until Nikki could get Mikhyel more receptive to reason. He'd been a fool not to mention it earlier, had put his own pride before Nikki's safety. If anyone could trace those cutpurses down, Anheliaa could, that near-mythic power of the rings being one of her true rumored abilities, and Khyel was the one to convince her to commit the time. If Garetti of Mauritum was getting nervous, and if strangers from one of the Mauritum nodes were getting past the wall's gate- posts and making attempts on Rhomatum citizenry, it could put a whole new slant on further negotiations. He'd make it part of this . . . talk . . . he'd promised the boy. Put Khyeland through Khyel, Anheliaawise to the real implications of Nikki's evening escapade when Nikki was there to avert all-out warfare, and maybe, just maybe, they'd do something about it. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (92 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt From the look Anheliaa cast him as he limped into the room, Mikhyel had explained everythingfrom his own unique perspective. "Is what Mikhyel tells me the truth?" Anheliaa barked before his foot cleared the door. With his promise to Nikki still fresh in his mind, Dey- morin set his teeth and muttered, "Close enough." Mikhyel flashed an enigmatic look his way, but Deymorin ignored it, and strangely, after that initial flare, Anheliaa didn't seem angry. Her silver-haired head swung slowly back and forth, and her face stretched in a disturbing, vaguely obscene smile. "Never mind. Boys will be . . ." The rest of the sentence floated into obscurity; she shook her head as if to clear it, and continued: ".. - But that's why I've taken steps . . . His age made me realize . . . It was to be part of his birthday . . ." "Anheliaa," he began, keeping a suspicious eye to Mi- khyel, lest his civil query inspire yet one more attack on his neglected so-called responsibilities here in the City. "Is everything all right? Are you all right?" "Time to get down to business ..." Having finished whatever line of thought she'd been following, Anheliaa biinked up at him somewhat dazedly. "Of course, Dey- morin. Why wouldn't ..." She shook her head, and or- dered, in a voice much more typical of the aunt he'd grown up with: "Help me, boys. I must get to the Tower. I've something to say, and it's better said there. No, girl," she snapped at her mousy little attendant. "The boys are all I need, and Leanna will care for my needs later, as always. Go to bed. Off with you." Not a thank you, not so much as a kind tone: typical Anheliaa. The mousy little female dipped in a mousy little curtsy, first to Anheliaa, then to Mikhyel, lastly to himself. As she straightened, her eyesher one significant fea- ture, large and a gentle, warm brownflickered over his face and settled rather anxiously on Nikki's empty chair, then travelled up toward the ceiling and back to him in a surprisingly clear question. "He's fine," he said, smiling down at her, wondering was she mute or simply shy. When his reassurance failed to lift the anxious look from Miss Mouse's face, a wicked spark prompted him to say. "I'm sure he would appreciate a bit of Ceidin brandy to help him sleep. Why don't you take some by his room on your way to bed? Check him out for yourself." "Deymorin!" Mikhyel's exclamation made the girl's eyes flicker like a startled deer's. "Don't be silly, Khyel." Deymorin put a reassuring arm around the girl's shoulders, and walked her toward the door. "She's practically one of the family." Mikhyel stepped in front of them, and pulled the girl free of his hold. "You don't even know her name, Deymorin. Leave her alone." A wave of remorse hit him as he looked into her doe- soft eyes. Mikhyel was right. He didn't know the girl's name, didn't know a thing about her. He was using her for his humor, as cruel in his way as Anheliaa. But below those doe-eyes her mouth was moving, a soundless communication directed only to him, and of a sudden he realized: file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (93 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "Mirym, Khyel." She smiled faintly, revealing, in that mischievous quirk of the lips, a second noticeable feature. He grinned back. "Her name is Mirym." And meeting Mikhyel's angry gaze: "And I don't think she minded my suggestion at all." A second of those faint smiles confirmed that notion, and he winked at her. "Let her go, boys," Anheliaa said firmly. And to the girl, "Go, go, go. If you want to look in on the boy, do so. Tell him you're checking for me." She chuckled suddenly, a little-used grating sound, and sent a wicked look toward Mikhyel. "Just make certain to knock first." Mirym bobbed again, and flitted from the room; Mikhyel, the color rising above his dark beard, closed the door si- lently behind her, the set of his narrow shoulders and his overlong delay at the door betraying the depth of his mortification. Cruel of Anheliaa, to remind him of that particular night under these particular circumstances. Almost as cruel as she'd been on the night in question; the night she'd quite deliberately thrown the door wide on Mikhyel and his birthday present. Without knocking. "How will she tell him anything?" Deymorin asked, to draw attention from Mikhyel's tense back. "Can she speak?" "She has her ways." Anheliaa's smile widened; and Deymorin's skin crawled, never having had Anheliaa and such pleasant, earthy matters collide in the same thought before. "And what about Nikaenor?" Mikhyel asked harshly, still with his hand clenched on the doorlatch, then he turned, shooting an accusatory gaze at Anheliaa. "What if Nikki doesn't want a strange girl mooning over him in his own bedroom?" "Then he'd better enter the Harisham priesthood and wear a bag over his head, Mikhyel," Anhehaa hissed, which made him regard his aunt in a whole new lightsomething of an accomplishment after thirty years. "He's a handsome young man and had best learn to handle such situations. If. . ." her mouth twitched in a not-quite smile, "... he hasn't already. That is the whole point of tonight's fiasco, isn't it? Now..." She tapped the chair wheels in silent command and Mi- khyel obediently fell in behind her. As she rolled through the door and toward the Tower lift, she cackled again and said over her shoulder to Deymorin: "I still want to know which of you played the abducted virgin . . ." Nikki closed his eyes and gritted his teeth and twisted the key another fraction ... It would be nice if he could get the guitar in tune. He was wide awake again, despiteor because ofDiorak's goo and wine and brothers, and he didn't want to think about Diorak or his brothers any more tonight, didn't want to read or think or do any of those other things one inevita- bly ended up doing when one was being ignored because one was supposed to be sick and falling asleep. So if he could just get Barney in tune . . . just for a song or two. One couldn't think of brothers and stitches when one had to concentrate on one's fingers. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (94 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "C'mon, Barney, give me onemore" With a singularly appropriate twang, the string snapped. "Shit." The word exploded out of him. Disgusted. Satis- factorily wicked... And safe, here in his own room. So he tried it again: "Shit. Shit shit shit shit " The entry bell chimed. Shit. Face burning, he set the guitar in its stand beside the bed, winced as the move strained stitches, and pulled the covers straight, praying it was Jerrik, or Deymorin . . . any- one but Mikhyel. "Come," he said, relieved when his voice didn't break, more so when Jerrik opened the door. But: "The lady's compliments, sir," Jerrik said, and stepped aside, making way for Smiling to mask his utter humiliation, Nikki said, "Hello, Mirym." His voice squeaked. Anhehaa's tiny attendant, anxious eyes barely visible over a large tray filled with a wine carafe, a glass and a huge slab of holiday-cake dripping with raspberry liqueur, dipped gingerly into a curtsy. Keen to help, Nikki threw the covers to the side and swung his feet to the floor, but bare knees and a room that whirled madly reminded him why he was in bed at this hour, forcing him to concede and tuck his feet back under before he embarrassed himself further. But once she'd safely negotiated the distance to the bed- side table, Mirym's anxiety disappeared. She sighed in exag- gerated relief, the first sound he'd ever heard out of her, as her triumphant grin was the first smile he recalled seeing on her face. Not even the nonsense with the presents had managed to lighten her perpetually somber expression. An answering smile stretched his own face, and before he thought to stop him.-Jerrik (the traitor) had closed the door again, leaving him alone with the strange young woman. His face went stiff around the smile, and he stammered, "Miss Mirym, I must apologize . . . Why Jerrik let you carry that tray, I cannot imagine, but I'll . . ." She patted his hand, then turned to the tray, and poured him a careful measure of brandy into the pewter goblet reserved for the evening's finale: the coming-of-age toast. How appropriate a launch into his singularly empty fu- ture: a mute girl mouthing birthday blessings as she handed him the goblet as he lay on his sickbed. He sighed and took a large gulp before asking: "Did-did you hear . . ." Her grin widened. "l' She tipped her head in gentle mockery, then cut a gener- ous slice of cake and held out the plate to him, her compo- sure reminding him suddenly of her mild reaction to Deymorin's comments at dinner. Relieved, secretly de- lighted, he chuckled and dipped his head, accepting the plate, playing her game quite willingly. Giving the tray a quick survey, he asked, "Where's yours?" Her head tipped again, this time in confusion. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (95 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "I see cake enough here for five, a carafe of wine, which I'm sure is far more than Diorak would want me to have, but only one fork, one plate, and one glass." On a sudden whimsical inspiration, he shouted: "Jerrik!" She jumped. Shook her head, mouthing no, reaching des- perate little hands to stop him. But he ignored her, except to pat her hand, and yelled again for Jerrik, ignoring the bell-pull, which Jerrik refused to answer anyway. This was his birthday, and he wanted a party. His own party with guests of his choosing. Feeling suddenly quite merry, having sent Jerrik off to fetch glasses and plates for himself and Mirym, he pointed to a small package still resting on the tray. "Is that for me?" Mirym stared at him for a moment, brown eyes narrpwed and calculating. Then her expressive brows raised, her eyes widened innocently, and she shrugged. Laughing, he held his hand out imperiously. "Well, we've a mystery, then, haven't we?" She handed it to him, and he turned it this way and that, pretending to look for a tag. "It's got flowers on it." He looked up at her, batting his eyelashes exaggeratedly. "Very pretty flowers, too. Must be for you." She blushed faintly, and pushed the package back at him, nodding to it and then to him. "So it is for me." She nodded. "From whom, I wonder." Her blush deepened, and all at once he wasn't in quite so teasing a mood. "From you?" he asked softly; and at her shy nod, "Why thank you, Mistress Mirym. Thank you, very much." The girl sat down on the edge of the wing chair's deeply- cushioned seat, her hands folded in her lap, her gaze fol- lowing his every reaction. Suddenly self-conscious, he care- fully freed the blossoms from the ribbon, setting them to float in the lemon-scented finger bowl, then peeled the gilt paper back. "Strings!" He smiled in real delight, and recognizing the packaging: "Fredriri's! Wonderful. His are the best. How'd you know?" She dipped her head shyly, then, in one fluid movement, brushed her ear, gestured toward himself, and then to the guitar. "You heard me?" She nodded. "Lord, playing? I hate to tell you, but that wretched sound had nothing to do with the age of the strings." She shook her head, hiding a smile with that small, grace- ful hand, and glanced toward the ceiling. "You heard me tell Aunt." She nodded. "Well, thank you. Thank you very much." She shrugged. Then pointed again to the box. "More?" Another nod. "Honestly, Mirym, you shouldn't ..." He lifted out a layer of tissue and underneath found a guitar strap, hand- stitched in an exquisite design of red flowers and grey horses on a deep indigo background. He stared a moment, open-mouthed, looked up to find those large eyes anxious file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (96 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt again. And he thought of Anheliaa in the Tower and in the .sitting room, and her silent brown shadow, always with her needlework, something different at each station about the house, which he'd never bothered to notice, nor anyone else to his knowledge, and in which she took an obvious pride. "You made this yourself?" This time, the quick dip of the head was unquestion- ably shy. "Mirym, 1-1 don't know what to say. It's" A knock rescued him: Jerrik, with a second tray, and he found refuge in the wine, the cake and Jerrik's familiar, cheerful presence. The earliest Tower lift had been servant-powered: one stout man whose sole purpose in life had been winding the wheel that turned the gears. The modern platform operated on steam from the boilers buried deep within the leythium mines, and, for access to the ringchamber itself, a lock de- pendent upon Anheliaa's own mind. Beyond the hft's bentwood safety-grill, a stairwell of an- cient stone, sole remnant of the original Tower, entwined this modern convenience in stately elegance. It was the means by which most mortals traversed the Tower floors. Not so Anheliaa; not even when she was physically able; in recent years, this lift had become the only real access to the ringchamberexcepting the Guards' emergency hatcha precaution Anheliaa had deemed vital ever since two small boys snuck up and fouled her precious rings. For his part, Deymorin was just happy to balance on one leg and the cane and let steam do all the work. Past Anheliaa's private apartments, past the communica- tion levels where single-ring technicians, each linked to a different node, sat in isolated cells sending and receiving encoded information, and finally past the Tower Guard floor to the ringchamber itself. As the platform rose into the chamber, flickers of green and gold, bright red and green-blue leapt and pattered over and around each other, scattering from the rising grillwork. Lizards. The ubiquitous pets of the City. Mikhyel, with the sure touch of experience, geared the lift to a smooth halt, set the anchor pin, and opened the grill, all without a word. Likewise silent, Deymorin pushed Anheliaa's chair into the glass-enclosed room. A man in Tower Guard blacks stood at attention outside the lift door, dipped his head at Anheliaa's signal, and took their place inside the lift. Then, with a wheeze of escaping steam, a condensing puff of venting air drifting spiritlike outside the windows, the lift sank slowly back into the floor until its ceiling became an indistinguishable part of the floor's tile pattern. Presumably, the guard would remain on that lift indefi- nitely, awaiting Anheliaa's pleasure. And sealing them in here with her. How utterly lovely. Keeping his back pointedly to the centrally-placed rings on which Mikhyel and Anheliaa set such importance, Deymorin made a slow turn about the chamber. He couldn't remember when he'd last entered this sanctuary for the rings of Rhomatumpossibly not since that time Mikhyel had recalled for him earlier. Whenever it was, he'd been file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (97 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt somewhat shorter at the time. And with a child's lack of true appreciation. This clear-sided marvel was more to be admired than feared, the furnishings of wood, gold, and crystal (all ley- inert materials) were elegant, if somewhat spindly and or- nate, in keeping with Anheliaa's aesthetic taste, and a small stone waterfall and pool, a ... lizard-salon, added a wel- come natural counterpoint to the otherwise unnatural setting. He moved closer to the high, arched windows and gold- leafed sill. Directly below, the rose garden fountain spar- kled in constantly shifting moonlit patterns that were lovely enough from ground level, but which were obviously de- signed for viewing from this vantage. Gravel walkways and courtyards glowed about the Tower complex. Beyond the Tower wall, the roofs of the City expanded outward, con- centric rings of ice-blue tiles, the silver-lit leys forming eigh- teen not-quite-even, not-quite-straight spokes. Lights stopped abruptly at the old wall, resumed to the new, that double demarcation the visible artifact of the damned Khoratum additionmore shops, more housing, and two incredibly expensive private gardens. The lighted leylines extended beyond the City palisade, cutting through night-dark fields until they disappeared into the forests and foothills. One, the newest and brightest, extended toward distant Khoratum, where yet another storm was in full flower. Even as he watched, a streak of lightning arced overhead, over Rhomatum itself, paralleled that Khoratum line, and struck dangerously near Khoratum peak. No wonder Anheliaa had been distracted all night. "Deymorin!" Mikhyel's voice, demanding his attention. He biinked himself back into the ringchamber, where Khyel was trying to help Anheliaa make the transition between her chair and the adjustable console couch that provided the only substantial piece of furniture in this otherwise spindly- furnished room. He set the cane down on the sill and crossed to Mikhyel's side, but Anheliaa cursed them equally and waved them away. Edging across in her own manner, she settled herself into the cushions with audible groans of relief, somehow managing at once to assert her independence and make them feel like incompetent boors. Or at least he did. Mikhyel's blank face lent no clue to his thoughts. Whatever renewed brotherly relations he might have sensed below vanished in this, Anheliaa's realm. Anheliaa leaned back into the cushions, eyes closed, while the sectional couch slowly contorted, configuring to her express needs. He'd helped his father build that couch, years ago. Even then, Anheliaa had spent most of her waking hours in this room and the chairs she had had 'made her old bones ache,' so her nephew, his father, had spent weeks designing and building a couch that, within the confines of this room, could respond to her every wish. At the time, he hadn't wondered at the strangeness, hadn't wondered why someone of his father's importance had undertaken such a menial task, or even at the chair's engineering. By his way of thinking at the time, Family did things like that for each other, out of a strange thing file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (98 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:38 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt called love. Like the rocking horse he'd made for his new brother the day he'd learned to pound nails. Of course, baby Khyel had taken some exception to the gift when it collapsed un- derneath him, but Mama had always insisted it was the thought that counted, and his thoughts had been utterly pure. Well, mostly. Pure thoughts hadn't stopped him from laughing at baby Khyel's indignity. Now, he wasn't so certain. He knew now that no one came into the Tower who wasn't cleared by Anheliaa firstrarely anyone not directly related or a member of her personal retinue. Ex-clu-sivity. Control. Anhehaa's hallmarks. On the other hand, one had to admit, who had instigated that long-ago infiltration of the precious room, perhaps her act had been sheer self-defense against childish pranks. "Don't hover." Anheliaa waved her hands irritably at the room in general. "You're spoiling my concentration." He stationed himself gingerly on the only other margin- ally sturdy piece of furniture in the room: an exceedingly uncomfortable footstool. Mikhyel, more daring (and thirty pounds lighter), settled into one of the spidery chairs, and crossed one elegantly tailored leg over the other. Flaunting his comfort, damn his grey eyes. Or damn Nikki's blue ones. As Nikki had pointed out, the Tower and City politics were their middle brother's life. He couldn't blame Mikhyel for feeling at ease in this place. If the Tower and the rings disturbed him, it was a direct result of his willful, lifelong avoidance of the place, and that was his own choice, no one else's doing. Thanks for the insight, little brother, he thought rather sourly. In the perfect, geometric center of the room, where mem- ory and knowledge placed the rings themselves, a shimmer filled the space between floor and ceiling. That shimmer was definitely not a part of his memory of this place, and he found that difference uncomfortable in its implications. For two generations, Anheliaa had been free to experi- ment with the Rhomatum rings without a check rein, so long as the power-flow continued uninterrupted, and exper- iment she had, without, following Mheric's death, benefit of backup, lacking even an apprentice to attend the rings as she slept. A confidenceor arroganceonly the Rhoma- tum ringmaster could afford. As he'd told Nikki, he believed Anheliaa to have had one end only in mind, but this shimmering barrier, a side benefit Anheliaa would undoubtedly consider a parlor trick was, like the mental locks on this room, disturbing to any sane man. And Khyel spent all day, every day, in Anheliaa's dis- turbing company. Of a sudden, the shimmer evaporated, and Deymorin felt a slightly off-target deja vu. The rings he recalled filled his mind's eye, to the periphery and beyond, but while this gently swaying silver structure unquestionably dominated the room, the Cardinal Ring was only slightly taller than he. Most Cityborn children asked their parents how the lights worked and got Tamshi stories of magic and strange file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%...e%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (99 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt creatures, and underground rivers of lightand the Rho- matum rings. Few ever saw the real thing, only the enor- mous duplicates in outdoor stadiums erected for festival dances. Or the miniature versions: the clocks that ran the city and every citizen's life, whose cardinal ring (properly aligned, of course) synchronized with the Rhomatum Cardinal, kept everyone in absolute synchronicity. Rhomandi children, on the other hand, learned about The Rings. For Rhomandi children, there could be no ro- mance, no mystery. He'd been taught the leystream was a source of power, tappable as the power of an Outside water stream was tappable to turn a grinding wheel. At six, he'd been taken on a tour of the original mines, where the natu- ral ley still struggled, the crystals regrowing with painful deliberation that which had been stripped away. And he'd seen the growth chambers, where humanity pro- vided ideal conditions for leythium seed crystals to mature into the tiny webs used in the bulbs and heaters. Web-filled lights glowed when aligned with that stream; web-filled heaters that likewise tapped that powerstream created the lift for the floaters, the heat for giant boilers that provided steam to kitchens for cooking and heating or to the pipe organ in the ringstadium. But those were recognizable, understandable phenom- ena. These solid rings of silver and leythium alloy, each several times the weight of a man, floating freely in that powerstream, defied logic, and made a practical man . . . ill at ease. Even less logical was their slow change of momentum until the chaotic swings became orbits, taking on a pecuhar rhythm, a rhythm you sensed, but could not define . . . Until only the radical streamer, warping and stretching its mysteriously unpredictable course in and around the other rings, made, in its very irrationality, any sense whatsoever. Ah, that's better," Anheliaa said, soundingabruptly stronger, clear-headed. Spooky, that's what he called it, this symbiotic relation- ship between the rings and their master. A relationship he wanted nothing to do with, thank you anyway, brother Mikhyel. On the other hand, as frail as Anheliaa had appeared at dinner, this disturbing symbiosis might be all that kept her going these days. Despite the disbelief of the Pwerenettis of the City, Khoratum had cost her dearly, the capping itself leaving her in a comatose state for three months. Ac- cording to Diorak, only the rings had kept her alive during that crisis. Personally, he would wager it was Anhehaa's own per- verse nature. "Well, hello there," Anheliaa said softly, and leaned over, stretching a hand to the floor. A small green and gold streak flitted up her sleeve to perch expectantly on the chair arm, its tiny reptilian tongue flickering in and out, tasting the air. "And where are your friends?" she asked conversation- ally, and reached again, this time for a container sitting conveniently on a side table. She dipped a finger, stiff and crooked with arthritis, lifted it covered with a red paste that flickering tongue seemed to find delicious. As if in response to a silent alert, several more tiny heads file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (100 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt appeared from the fountain's stony recesses. He resented her deliberate enticement of the lizards, as he resented this venue. He'd learned the year his voice changed the City's lizards were not for him. His tones were evidently too deep, too resonant for their ... delicate sensibilities. Anheliaa wanted to keep him quiet and off-balance. Two other creatures had joined the first, possibly a dozen more roamed the room at will. Leypower attracted bugs, one of its less romantic aspects, in particular, a rather nasty little spider these creatures favored. As a consequence, and since static-generating furalive or otherwisewas legally banned from all but the outermost sections of the City, these tiny reptiles had become more common than flies in a barn. In areas of the City where rats were a problem, they cultivated snakes. Ten foot long snakes. Tiny feet skittered over his hand and up his arm, and launched a tiny body from his head over to Anheliaa's chair. He preferred the snakes. "Nikki's birthday has forced me to face my own mortal- ity," Anheliaa said, in that same gentle voice she used to the lizards. "I can no longer put off the question of my successor." "Planning on leaving us soon?" Mikhyel asked, his voice carrying a teasing lightness he had heard Mikhyel use only to Anheliaa. He'd never questioned that difference, had always assumed Mikhyel simply liked Anheliaa's acerbic company. Now (Thanks ever so, Nikki-lad.) one had to wonder if that lightness hid a very real concern for the future of the City, or even, considering Anheliaa's actions at dinner, a gut-deep fear of upsetting Anheliaa. "Well, no." Three tongues gathered about Anheliaa's finger, flicking the paste away a granule at a time. She chuckled softly. "But I tire quickly these days. I'd hoped Nikaenor would prove proficient, but ..." She shrugged. And winced. "Even with Talent, a real master requires time to mature, and I've decided I can wait no longer to locate a meaningful apprentice." Mikhyel's grey eyes turned to him expectantly. Waiting, undoubtedly, for him to leap up and declare himself and his mythical Talent. Well, Mikhyel had a long wait coming; personally, he did not give a damn who replaced the woman, as Anheliaa well knew, and Mikhyel, by now, should. Anheliaa's announcement did, however, make a man wonder if Mikhyel hadn't known about this meeting all alongwonder if he had staged that business before the party precisely because this meeting was scheduled. He returned a senior-brotherly dare you to say anything, raised-brow challenge. A challenge the disappointment he sensed in his brother's eyes in one blink made him regret in the next. But the moment had passed, the look was gone, and Mikhyel was asking Anheliaa soberly, "None of the moni- tors have shown promise, then?" "The web won't disintegrate because Anheliaa Rho- mandi dunMoren passes from it, if that's what you're wor- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (101 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt ried about," she said dryly. Mikhyel made a sound of protest, swallowed it at her lifted finger. "If not, you should be. You take too much for granted, Mikhyel. I've six aides who cover for me at need, and there are eighteen monitors running shifts below us, and three times that number on inter-tower communications below them. Any half-competent controller can keep Rhomatum attuned to the leys now; with Khoratum capped" She threw an archly triumphant look past Mikhyel to him. "it practically monitors itself, and storms slide right past the Zone. But I intend to leave a worthier legacy than that. I built Rhomatum Tower into more than a simple leysta- tion, and I won't allow it to -wither into mediocrity." Another flickering glance from Mikhyel. "Does this sud- den urgency have anything to do with those messages we've been getting out of Mauritum?" Anheliaa said, showing none of Mikhyel's reticence, "Garetti is an irritant, nothing more. He resents my cap- ping of Khoratum. Likes to claim it undermines his avail- able powerclaims that's why he can't give his people all we have. Says we've used it to force them into the trade agreement." "Why doesn't he simply disconnect the Rhomatum con- nection, then?" Deymorin asked, keeping his voice low for the damned lizard's sake. "He's already got one radical line he can't possibly cap not unless he learns to breathe saltwater," Mikhyel ex- plained, his voice lacking the contempt it usually conveyed on such occasions. "If he releases Rhomatum, it means re- leasing Persitum node. He won't affect us to speak of, Per- situm node would still be capped and allied only with us, but creating a second uncapped node would cut Mauritum's power in half, since Persitum is the complement of the radi- cal node." "Don't bother, Mikhyel, dear," Anheliaa sneered. "Your brother is incapable of understanding." Mikhyel's cool glance drifted from Anheliaa to him, ex- pecting some sort of rebuttal, but Anheliaa could insult him all she wanted. She was, after all, the one who had invoked the lizards, thus setting the parameters. He might even sur- prise her and abide by those rules, say nothing, and get out of here without argument. "Is it our doing?" Mikhyel asked her, finally. "Has he any legal stance whatsoever?" Anheliaa sniffed. "Mostly, the man lacks Talent. But the fact is, even if he could successfully manipulate that much ley, it would require more power than Mauritum node can supplypower he'd have to get from Rhomatum, and he doesn't want to pay for it." "And if he decides to come and take what he doesn't want to pay for?" Deymorin asked, regretting anew missing his earlier opportunity to discuss Nikki's attack with Mi- khyel in private. A faint smirk played over Anheliaa's lips. "That is a concern, of course. It would be difficult, but not impossible, once I'm gone. Too many unsuccessful, but marginally competent and thus purchasable, trainees who could be placed in control here, however disastrously for our web. As I said, Rhomatum is virtually monitor free for normal use. I'd like to see stronger ties between Rhomatum file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (102 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt and our satellite nodessomething more permanent than economic ones. We've grown far too insular in the past century. . . . But I get ahead of myself. I've been searching for an apprentice." "Searching?" A regal tilt of her bewigged head toward the rings. "I've located possibilities. Several of them female and quite personable." Mikhyel biinked and shook his head confusedly. "Fe- male? Why is that significant?" "I also want to assure the line before I die," Anheliaa explained, delicately, for her. "Assure it how?" Deymorin, unlike his naive brother, had no doubt as to her meaning and meant to force her to say it outright. The lizards flitted over Anheliaa's arm and out of sight. She swore softly, then raised a disapproving brow at him, making him feel like a recalcitrant child. He started mumbling an apology, caught himself and re- peated the question instead. But she'd won a round, making him feel that way, and her faint smirk reflected that victory. "After all your practice? Mheric's son, I'm ashamed of you." And in a sudden, all-business turning: "Now, I've been searching, and the rings have conjured any number of likely prospects..." "Pros-pects?" Mikhyel repeated softly. Deymorin glanced toward his brother, seeking outrage to match his own, but Mikhyel's face displayed only studious interest and puzzled curiosity. "What she's saying is," he said, ruthlessly clarifying for his biologically backward brother, "we're to set up a stud service." "Deymorini" His backward brother picked the damnedest times to take offense. "Wake up, Khyel. No verbal dressing will change what she's proposing." "I'm suggesting" Anheliaa remained the picture of se- renity, not even going through the motions of considering their feelings, or of granting them a choice in the matter. "you get married and see to your civic responsibility." "Civic?" He choked on surprised laughter. "Is that what they're calling it these days?" "Deymio," Mikhyel broke in softly, his reaction masked behind lowered eyes, "Let her finish." But his voice was unsteady, a point he was damned An- heliaa would make off him. "Hell, brother, I've done myresponsibility. Long since." "She means legitimately." "I've acknowledged them." "Them?" Anheliaa asked, with some interestthe first she'd expressed in his affairs in years. He responded with bitter lightness: "A boy and a girl. Their mothers are quite happy, thank you. Married, now, and doing fine." "Where?" "I'm taking care of them, thanks all the same," he said coldly, wanting none of her interference in his children's upbringing. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (103 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "I don't mean now. I mean where were they conceived?" "Anheliaa, really" His brother's face had gone bright red and Deymorin, having no real desire to embarrass Mi- khyel, prepared to drop the subject. "Hush, Mikhyel." Anheliaa had no such reservations. "It's important. Deymorin?" He laughed harshly. "I really couldn't tell you." "Frequent meetings, then?" "Very," he answered dryly, and in a stage whisper to Mikhyel: "Patience, brother. I'm beginning to perceive a warped humor here." "I had no idea." Anheliaa was paying little attention to them, staring instead at her gods-be-damned rings. "Any possibility they were conceived here?" "In the City?" "In the Tower." "Oh, well. Sorry, Auntie Liaa, dear. None whatsoever." The intensity vanished. She waved a hand in dismissal and sat back in her chair. "They are of no consequence, then." "Charming, Aunt. I thought you wanted grandchildren or whatever our offspring will be to you." "Not at all. I want an heir. Quite a different thing. And it must be conceived within this Tower, on women of Sha- tum or Giephaetum Nodes." "What?" This time, he laughed in genuine amusement. "I've a friend you simply must meet, Anheliaa. Crazy old loon, and he breeds terrible horses, but you'd love compar- ing breeding theor" "Don't mock me, boy. I believeno, more than that, I'm quite certain conception is the key." Her face took on a passionate glow; behind her, the cen- tral ring's spin-rate increased. "I was, you see. Your father, both of you, were conceived _ elsewhere. Nikki, at least, started within the City, but Mheric had that wife of his off in the mountains, totally away from ley influence, when you happened, and look how you turned out. We were all born within the Tower excepting Nikki, of course, which could account for his in- ability. According to tradition that's the critical factoryet none of you are even remotely facile with the rings. Not that I would neglect that; it could well be significant, and I do think the proximity of and similarities between Shatum and Giephaetum Nodes can't be ignored, thus the ladies must come from there ... or, of course, Rhomatum, but that would defeat our other purpose." "In other words," he interrupted abruptly, "we are to take part in a biological experiment in orderpossiblyto ' provide you with a proper ringmaster and a comfy political alliance, at once legitimate and functional. How romantic, Aunt. And efficient, too." The passion dimmed to cold practically; the silver blur of the central ring gained shape and a regular beat. "Ro- mance is hardly a necessary aspect of marriage, certainly not of offspring production, and when it does enter in, it usually interferes with rather than promotes a healthy Fam- ily. Just look at what happened to your own parents. They'd have been far better off to be more friends and less lovers." "Mother died in childbirth, Father in a fit of temper." "Grief." "I was there, woman. / know. / took the back of his file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (104 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt hand, one last time. / heard him berate my dead mother for leaving him with three ungrateful brats, one last time. And then I saw him push a fine horse too hard one time too manythat's what killed him, not this mythical pining for Mother." "Deymorin, please," Mikhyel interrupted, and the unex- pected pain in that quiet plea proved more effective at cooling his temper than any blow. Deymorin bit his lip, shutting off the flow of bitterness. With a slight nod, Mikhyel asked, "Liaa, are you certain this is the only way?" "For the love of Darius, Khyel, you're not seriously con- sidering" "Please, brother, for once listen first. Anheliaa, there's more to this than you're saying. You've run three appren- tices out already. Why?" "You weren't interested." "I wasn't whatT' "Actually, neither of you were. While they were possibly Talented enough, someone with the talent and the desire to replace me isn't enough. I need someone to act as .a repository for everything I've learned until the child I've foreseen comes to power." "Foreseen?" Deymorin repeated slowly, an ominous sus- picion growing in his mind. "Yes, Deymorin," she said, all triumph and eagerness now, "I've conquered time with the rings. I can predict the future." He laughed harshly. Here it was at last. Proof positive. The rings had warped all their minds. "And you sat there while Mikhyel chastised Nikki." "I'm no charlatan, boy. I know what I'm doing. There will be a child, the ninth generation of Darius on a nine- ley node, and that child will be a ringmaster such as the world has never known." "Really?" he sneered. "Boy? or girl?" "Idon't know." "Perhaps Tamshirin?" "It was human." "Well, that's a relief. I'd hate to be crossed with some- thing else. Give over. Aunt. It was a dream. A nightmare, ,if you want my opinion, which likely you don't, but I'll give it to you anyway. You want grandchildren, tell him" With a jerk of his head toward Mikhyel. "to get to work on figures that have nothing to do with numbers and leave Nikki alonehe's getting along just fine. You have to lay your bets and take your chances hke everyone else, Anhel- iaa. Every good breeder knows, you can breed two champi- ons and get a slug, and two mediocre parents can create singular perfection. You can better your odds with con- trolled breeding, but nothingnothingis a sure thing ' and certainly not in humans who have the spiritual capacity to expand beyond innate talent." "Or ignore it," Mikhyel murmured. "Deymorin, sit down and lower your voice; you're scar- ing Ohtee." "Forget the damn lizard! I'm talking about my life, woman. And Nikki's. If Mikhyel wants to go along with ' your crazy notionsRings! let him, I don't give a damn. Give him the whole fucking Estate for a wedding pres" file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (105 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Pressure inside his head. Pressure that sent him to his knees with the pain, hands clasped to his ears. A buzz that might be in his head, and might be the rings, whose gentle rotations had accelerated to a silver blur against the night sky. It was Anheliaa causing that pressure; he knew that as surely as if she'd said itcould almost hear her voice order- ing capitulation. Anger filled him, and he fought that pres- sure blindly, saw a break in the silver blur and laughed, hard and bitterly, as if that sound alone could further dis- rupt the blur. He felt the pressure waver, saw lightning flash in the '""distance, or perhaps it was a ring or two as separate edges within the blur, and forced himself to his feet. There were hands on him, pullingMikhyel. He tried to thrust his brother away, but Mikhyel held firm: support, that was all, and he clung to it blindly, then, and heard Mikhyel shout: Dammit, Anheliaa, stop! Alliance from Mikhyel. That confused him. His anger wavered. The rings blurred; the pressure increased .... "Anheliaa," Mikhyel again, softly this time and at a dis- tance. And Mikhyel's support had vanished. "Release him, Aunt, or I will." And a moment later: "So help me, I'll do itand to hell with the consequences." The pain stoppedso abruptly, he staggered, and would have fallen again had not Mikhyel's arm caught and stead- ied him. "You're a fool, Mikhyel," Anheliaa's voice said. He felt Mikhyel shrug, felt pressure behind his knees and sat, his eyes clearing on Mikhyel, settling again in his spindle- legged chair. "You'd have lost the arm," Anheliaa said, cold and uncaring. "I'd have stopped you." Without a tremor. And then he realizedwhich realization sent sickness ris- ing in his throatMikhyel had threatened the rings. A touch of a hand would have sufficed, but at the speed they'd been spinning . . . "Rings, Khyel," he said, his voice coming out a thin croak, "I didn't know you cared." Mikhyel glanced at him, lips tightened into an unreadable line. Then, he looked away. "She was angryas you were. I knew she wouldn't risk the rings. Not for simple pique." Another undecipherable glance. "Neither would you. Now will you hear her out?" "Brother," he said carefully, "Much as I appreciate your thoughtfulness, nothing1 repeat, nothingwill induce me to accept a wife of that female's choosing." "Nothing?" Palpable anger again filled the room, the rings began to swing. Mikhyel cursed softly, and dropped his head into his hand. Ignoring him, he shouted, over the rings' shrieking hum: "Nothing! I'd rather a common shepherd's daughter." "Then you shall have your wish!" And the silver blur expanded, consuming the room, the stars overhead, and somewherea lonely, human sound within the hum of the ringshe heard his brother call his name. Interlude file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (106 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "Mother?" Dancer called out before the shimmer of transfer had dissipated. An elbow stung, warning of careless coverage. "Mother?" Dancer called again and staggered to a ley- Ibium pool, haphazardly anointing the elbow before run- ning into the chamber where the inner Sense professed Mother to be. A small antechamber to the world-cavern, a recent budding Dancer had never before entered. And she was there, calmly watching a pattern forming in the veil; a pattern that was the source of the disturbance that had reached all the way to Dancer's surface bedroom and into Dancer's disturbed, kaleidoscopic dreams; a pull so strong, it forced transfer, unthinking and half-asleep, and inadequately oiled. A pull so terrifyingly insistent in this pattern's presence it constricted Dancer's throat, making it nearly impossible to ask: "Mother, what have you done?" A calm turn. A glow of satisfied purple illuminating the new veil. {What had to be.} He was falling. Father's laughter rang in his ears. "Balance, fool! Expect the unexpected." Rule number one: Never anticipate. Never lean into a jump . . . lead with your chin . . . parry a blade not yet com- mitted . . . or pressure a woman. Horse, man or woman: which had outsmarted him this time? "He left last night, Nikki." "L-left?" Mikhyel pushed the heavy drape aside and stared out the window and across the sun-gilded rooftops of Rhomatum, needing the bright light, as he needed the hard wood of the window seat pressing into his back and legs to keep him alert and focussed on the difficult conversation that lay ahead. "Without saying good-bye?" Confusion. Betrayal. Un- derstandable in a sick child awakened too early from fe- vered dreams. rr, answered with a noncommittal shrug. Coward, he ac- cusS&- himself, but he could think of no words to explain Deymorin's absence that wouldn't send Nikki off in a blind rage. He needed time. Time to explain, time to think ... to plan. Time fate wasn't likely to grant him. Fate had given him last night, and he'd wasted it all, staring at Deymorin's empty bed, his mind numb and blank. The drape fell, shutting out all but a single shaft of the morning sunlight. That single band of brilliance split the room in half, cutting a vision-hazing swath between his win- dowseat and Nikki's bed. "Where'd he go?" Nikki pursued. "Darhaven?" He lifted a hand from his knee. Helplessly. Cowardperhaps. But he'd never deliberately tied to the boy before. Found it nearly impossible to do so now. But if he told Nikki the truth . . . "Damn him!" Nikki's light voice broke, but not for nor- mal, pubescent reasons. Disappointment. Betrayal. He'd expected both, but aimed at himself, not Deymorin. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (107 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "He promised me he wouldn't!" Nikki exclaimed, and a soft fwoosh that might be a fist burying itself in a pillow. "Wouldn't what, Nikki?" he asked over his shoulder. "Leave, may Darius curse his hypocritical tongue." Mikhyel flinched, safely obscure behind the sunbeam. Unfair, considering. But Nikki couldn't know that consider- ation. Not today. Perhaps never. Better, perhaps, for him to feel himself deserted. It wouldn't be the first time, and was a safer interpretation than other options. He drew a resolute breath and at last shifted around on the window seat. Nikki, hair tumbling wildly about his shoulders, eyes red- rimmed and puffy, was struggling to sit up. Mikhyel crossed the light beam to steady his brother, adjusting pillows to prop him upright. "All right?" he asked, laying his hand lightly on Nikki's shoulder, unable to resist a momentarily overwhelming need for solid reassurance of this brother's presence. Nikki nodded, but grasped his wrist when he would have moved away again. "Please, Khyel, sit here." Nikki released him and patted the bed. "I" He chuckled ruefully, sweeping his bn" back, and giving bloodshot eyes a vigorous rub. " ~n't see that far this morning." He settled where Nikki asked, because Nikki asked, yet not certain he really wanted to be that close, distrusting his own thespian talents. "Good time last night?" he asked. Nikki started to nod, apparently thought better of it and settled for: "Ithink so." Mikhyel picked up the decanter, sniffed and raised his brows, but said nothing. Going to tilt the ring, might as well do it on quality. And, casting a marked glance at the tray: "Company?" "I" Nikki's eyes closed as if he were painedor dis- tractedby the light. "Uh, Jerrik. I invited Jerrik to stay. And .. ." His brow puckered with effort. "F-Flowers . . ." He biinked in the direction of his guitar, whose top string waved softly in the breeze from the window. "Strings. Aunt's maid . . ." "Mirym?" he supplied, already knowing the answer, and hoping he was wrong. But: "That's her name, thanks. Nice girl. Gave me a present. Guitar strings. Nice of her." Nikki's voice faded; his face turned wistful. So, a present. Strings. Nice girl. A brother could relax on that score. "He must have said something, Khyel. Done something, before he left." Deymorin again. Mikhyel clenched his teeth. "Did you two fight?" He brushed last night's party crumbs off the sheets and into his hand and wiped them onto the tray, not so much avoiding Nikki's eyes as just not meeting them. "We always fight, Nikki, nothing new about that." "But this time it was about me. And Tirise's." A light touch to his wrist forced him to look up. "Wasn't it?" There was a bruise on the rounded cheek. He'd put it file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (108 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt there, with a hand made heavier by the very control he'd exercised all night. He'd struck a sick boy out of fear, fear of the flux he felt, the shifting of power that might eliminate him forever. *-. Or include him. He wasn't altogether certain which was tht -more terrifying possibility. "Khyel?" "Only indirectly." "My doing, Khyel. Not his. All my fault." "It wasn't the brothel, boy." He only wished it were that simple. "Then why are you being so evasive? What happened, Khyel? Where'd he go?" And a bit plaintively: "Why?" (Deymorin's clothing lying in a pile in the middle of the Tower room. Empty. "Where is he, Aunt? Where'd you. send him?" "I've no idea . . .") Anheliaa's look had frightened him, more-even than his brother's clothes, suddenly bereft of support, crumpling to the floor. He'd seen men disappear from that room before; he'd never seen that look. Cold. Uncaring. Triumphant. Anheliaa had evinced more interest in the criminals she had similarly exiled than for her own nephewshe'd at least been curious where they'd been thrown. He hadn't challenged Anheliaa further. Hadn't dared, lest she send him after Deymorin. Now, he felt the coward for that failure. He should tell Nikki what had happened, warn him against Anheliaa's encroaching insanity. But he feared Nikki, in blind love for Deymorin, would pursue the issue and damn the consequences. "Khyel?" "He justleft, Nikki, that's all. Anheliaa made a request and he . . . needed time to think about it, I suppose." "What kind of request?" "Actually, she made it of all of us." He shifted about on the mattress. The shaft of sunlight burst over his shoulder; Nikki winced as it struck him full in the face. "Too bright?" He stood up, eager to restore distance between them. "Would you like the drapes" "It's fine, Khyel." Again Nikki's hand grasped his, a sur- prisingly strong grasp that belied his seeming infirmity. "Please, what did Anheliaa want?" Short of hurting Nikki, he couldn't break that hold. He sank reluctantly back to the mattress. "She's feeling her age, Nikki." That, at least, was truth. "She wants to leave the rings in good hands. She's found likely candidates, but she thinks it would be best if they were part of the family, so to speak." I "So to . . . I don't understand." "You must understand, Nikaenor, she wouldn't ask this if it weren't important. Very important." "Ask what, Khyel?" "She's found a number of young ladiesthrough the rings, you understandthat would make suitableeven outstanding" "Wives, Khyel? Is that what you're trying to say?" "Well, uh, yes. I" "I'm not nearly so naive as you and Deymorin would have me," Nikki continued earnestly. "If Aunt Liaa thinks they're suitable . .. well, I suppose it's as good a reason to file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (109 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt marry as any. Though I had hoped . . ." Nikki's eyes dropped, his shoulders heaved, and Mikhyel could well imagine the essence of that wish. Nikki, the ro- mantic, had wanted to marry for Love, the sort of Love the poets eulogized. And because his fondest dream had always been to see Nikki happily established, he wished he dared counsel against Anheliaa's tyrannical plan. But he didn't dare. To counsel against Anheliaa was to risk exile or worse. Besides, he had no right to counsel anyone. Not any more. Nikki sighed again, then asked, "What was Deymorin's problem?" "You need to ask?" "Not really." Nikki's finger dug through a hole in the crocheted bedspread. "I just wish I'd had a chance to . . ." His eyes slipped around to the bedside table, where the transfer papers Deymorin had given Nikki last night were propped against a lamp. "He's not stupid, just stubborn. He knows how important these things are." "Of course he does, Nikki." Amazing how easily the lies came once begun. "I'm certain he'll come back as soon as he's had a chance to think about it." Nikki's forlorn little laugh suggested Nikki believed that about as much as he did, though for vastly differing reasons. But Nikki's eyes at least were clear when they shifted from the bedtable to meet his. "So," Nikki said, with forced cheerfulness. "What about the girls Aunt has conjured up? Are they pretty?" "And then, m'lady, you slide this over and" The boy's face shone in light golden as the morning sunlight filtering through the windows of Mauritum Towerand yet emanat- ing from a bulb quite similar to a common silver leylight. "Y' see? Totally misaligned, but it still works." "Interesting," Kiyrstine romGaretti commented as she circled the table, examining the boy's magic box from a safe distance. It was a plain, green-painted wooden cube, with leather strap-handles on either side. On top was a quite ordinary-looking bulb socketexcept it had no swivel-joint, no lever to attune the bulb's positioning within the leyflux, nothing to turn it on, except a tiny sliding switch. "But the color is strange. . . ." "By yer leave, lady, th' wire insideth' part what glowsit ain't leythium." She leaned forward, taking a closer look at the bulb, which was similar in shape to a leybulb, but contained a thin wire rather than a lacy leythium web. "And you say this works even beyond the node's umbrella?" "Aye, lady." The boy's long topknot flopped forward with the energy of his nod, partially obscuring his bright dark eyes. "Even better in th' betweens." Likely that was pride talking. Even so, if just what he had here was real and not some sort of trick . - . in all of Mauritum, she'd never heard of such a wonder. Trust Garetti to throw the greatest possibility of his tenure out the door without a first glance, let alone a second. She turned the entire unitsurprised at its weight and wondering if this undersized youngster had brought it here himselfbut the light didn't flicker. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (110 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "This is th' little 'un, lady, wot runs on alchemies. I had f leave th' big 'un wot works on metallurgies Outside 'cuz I couldn't get dis-pen-sa-shun f bring th' cart 'n' mules into Mauritum, but it c'n run a whole cross-ley worth o' lights." She found, to her annoyance, she was twisting a curl around one finger. It was an old, old habit, long since eradi- catedor so she'd believed. Garetti, who despised what he termed childish aberrations, would be incensed if he caught her at it. In fact, he'd be far more angry at his wife's unseemly reversion, than at her tete-a-tete with the boy he'd just thrown out of the audience hall. She dropped her hand, inadvertently pulling the curl and painfully endangering her maid's entire elaborate coiffure. Her maid's, not hers. The rings would stop before she'd claim it, regardless of whose head it perched upon. Her hand crept back toward the curl as if with a mind of its own. She stopped it, then defiantly turned it loose to infiltrate the red strands. It helped her think. She'd been in the audience chamber on her regular in- spection tour when the youngster had presented his case, and been outraged when Garetti had denied the child so much as a demonstration. She'd felt sorry for the weary child he'd appeared, and intercepted him in this back pas- sageway of the Temple of Maurii, thinking to give him a few coppers for his trouble, perhaps to send him to the kitchens for a cake or two. On closer inspection, she'd found him perhaps four years older than his size would indicate, and articulate, in a third- level node way. In addition, what had appeared a rather clumsily constructed toy at a distance, was proving far more than merely curious. "And you are responsible for thisley-by-artifice?" A shy duck of the head didn't quite mask the blush that rose over his childishly rounded cheeks. "Not me, m'lady, no. I ain't even an apprentice, properly speakin'. More a fetch 'n' carry, if ya knows wot I means. My masterhe's the one wot discovered this 'un. Though I" His chin lifted ever so slightly, and his voice assumed a note of youthful pride. "I did help with this 'un's makin'. The other scuts, they's scared o' it. Says as how it's evil magic. But I knows better. Anyways, the other one, the one wot uses lode- stones, that was this other feller's, my master's friend's, idea." "And these two friends' names?" "They, uh, tol' me not f say, if it pleases yer ladyship." "Well, it doesn't please me. Why should I believe you? Perhaps you simply stole the device, and left the poor in- ventor lying in some ley-side ditch." "I ain't no thief!" "I've only your word on that. Perhaps I should call the guard." The round chin jutted forward, all hint of shyness gone. "Go ahead 'n' call 'em." She laughed at that defiance, honestly delighted. His mouth twitched, and she half-expected him to join her, was disappointed when good sense triumphed, and his eyes dropped. "All right," she said, sobering, "Say I beheve youfor the present. Why did these two clever friends trust their file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (111 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt marvels to an apprentice who is not really an apprentice?" "It were my idea to bring 'em to th' City." "To solicit funds?" He nodded. "That, and the Tower's end-endo-" His smooth brow wrinkled, his lips tightened as if determined to remember a word clearly not his own. Then, trium- phantly: "endorsement. And we needs land. A place t' test th' machines." "So, now we have it: you desire property within Mauritum." Surprisingly, he shook his head. "Wouldn't be any use, anyway, begging your ladyship's pardon. Like I says, works better between. Just needs a place closer to a metals manufactory." "Oh?" "Parts, mistress." "I see." Practicality. She hadn't expected that, not of the boy's masters. In her experience, such requisitions generally came from those seeking Mauritum's distractions rather than a node's benefits. One had to wonder if it was the master or the boy's own native wisdom speaking. "And why did your master wish anonymity? Surely this is a magnificent discovery." "They says as how I ain't got a chance in hell, that Garetti don't want no competition." His mouth twisted, and the bitter glance he sent down the long hall toward the double-doorway entrance to Garetti's receiving hall, held little of youth. His fresh face darkened further with anger and resentment. " 'Pears they was right. Ignorant old . . ." His voice trailed off to something not quite audible. Crude, from what little she detected. "Do you reference, by any chance, my husband?" Bright eyes shot back to her, wide with terror. "M'lady, forgive1 didn't mean no" "Disrespect? He hardly granted you any in there." She gestured toward the double doors. "Now did he?" "Nor should he, lady." His voice cracked with barely controlled fear. "I'd no right f saywot I said. I am sorry, lady. Truly." She shrugged. "We're not speaking of him, now." The lad needn't have worried; she'd called her husband far worse, though she vented those thoughts in private these days. Personally, she respected honesty, and a spirit not yet cowed, as she'd tell this lad frankly, if she could trust the shadows' apparent emptiness. "You say you want funding? Support?" He nodded eagerly. "I'll see what I can do, boy. Mind you, I promise nothing, but I'll talk with my husband. Failing him, well, I've some money of my own, and I know a few others who might care toinvest in the future. Don't get overly hopeful, but don't despair, yet. Where are you staying?" "At th' road-camp beyond the Coronum market." "Outside?" The boy nodded. She was appalled. No cabby would have taken such a ragamuffin aboard, whether or not he'd had the fare. It must have taken him hours to walk to the Tower, and car- rying that ponderous thing all the way. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (112 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "You'll stay here. In my apartments." "Oh." The lad's voice shook now and his eyes dropped to where his hands twisted his cap into shapelessness. "If 'ee please, lady, thank 'ee. But best I seek help elsewhere." "Your virtue is perfectly safe with me, boy," she said sharply. "I simply want you where I can reach you easily and quickly." His face, what she could see of it, turned bright red. "Sorry, m'lady. I meant no" "Disrespect." She laughed shortly. "I begin to see you speak your mind first and consider the consequences only when disaster is imminent. Well, I can't fault that. It gives greater credence to your claims." Another twist and already stressed seams gave, leaving the cap a shredded, useless mass of cloth, his distress mak- ing plain he was fully aware of the Tower administration's reputation. He wouldn't be the first homeless child to disap- pear forever into the Halls of Maurii. Not that he was a particularly pretty child, having fea- tures more to be grown into than admired in adolescence, but he was alone, and with that ingenuous remark, had made it clear no one would note his disappearance. Some within Garetti's circle would claim the boy had come look- ing, not for patronage, but a keeper. She felt something tight give in her chest, and she reached a hand to cup his rounded chin until his eyes lifted. Somehow, she didn't think so. "Please, child, let me rephrase the invitation. You're tired, and it's a long trip back. Stay the night." If possible, the flush deepened. "Th-thank 'ee, lady. But, rings' truth, I can't leave th' big 'un alone Outside. Th' man wot I paid f watch it1 only had coppers enou' fer th' day. My camp ain't hard f find. I'll go back there 'n' wait. Stay till I hears from 'ee, one way or t'other." "Fair enough. Perhaps I'll send someone for a demon- stration of this ... big 'un. You can find your own way out? Off with you, then." She turned abruptly, heading for the west garden, fighting the dangerous softness the boy roused in her. He seemed so determinedly hopeful. Maurii save her, had she ever felt that way? About anything? Behind her: a scrape. A thud. And a horrified gasp. She turned to find the boy kneeling on the floor, franti- cally checking his machine. "Is it all right?" she called from her safe distance. He jerked upright, tugging his tunic straight, but when his eyes landed on the table he'd used for the demonstration, composure deserted him completely. He reached a trembling hand to smooth the surface, and she thought for a moment that he'd bolt, even if it meant leaving the machine behind. Then 'his back straightened, and though he shook head to foot, he waited, head bravely upright, as she approached. There was a long deep scratch on the table. His eyes were filled with tears, but they were not overflowing and they met hers without flinching. "Why didn't you run?" she asked at last, that curiosity the only important one of several that occurred. Confusion mingled with surprise and fear, and he rubbed a wrist turning an angry red. "You were about to run. I couldn't possibly have caught you. Why didn't you?" file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (113 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "B-Because," he said, his voice a whisper, but steadying with each word, "I done it. It were my fault." "An honest man in a child's coat. Interesting." She looked pointedly at his wrist. "What happened?" The wrist disappeared behind his back. "N-Nothing." "Answer me, honest man." Teeth closed on a childish pout, then: "I thinks mebbe I did 'er in on th' way here, lady. Honest, I didn't know 'til I tried t'pick 'er up. It's heavy, don't ye see? And when I tries f lift 'er, 'er slips, and then I tries t' catch 'er, an' that's when" "When it scratched the table?" For a moment he seemed tempted to deny it, then, he shook his head miserably. "I don't make no excuses, m'lady. Twere my fault. Shouldn'ta tried ifn I couldn't manage." The last took on the singsong quality of an oft- repeated lesson. Gesturing toward that hidden wrist she asked: "May I see the damage?" And as she examined the bruise and probed lightly at the rising lump, she murmured: "On the other hand, honest man, if one doesn't press those limits, how does one know where, precisely, they are?" His mouth tightened into a sulky scowl. "Tha's wot I" Bright eyes flickered, and he swallowed the rest, but he watched her with a new calculation, and the rest of that sentence was easy enough to fill in. This was a boy with ambition. The constructive sort. The sort that made an eager boy into a self-motivated, honorable man. She pressed his injured wrist lightly, then let him go. The table in question was light, easily carvable wood; terribly delicate, in its own way, undoubtedly expensive probably overpricedas were all the innumerable too- ornate creations that littered the rooms of the Temple palace. "Honest man?" she said quietly, "There are times one can be too honest. Times when people with power can make the wheels of justice run a bit more smoothly for honest men who will accept their help. Will you accept mine, honest man?" Confusion covered his face, and a hint of fear. But be- neath it all, a wicked little glimmer of anticipation. She grinned conspiratorially, picked the small table up by two legs, and giving a single, practice swing, flung herself around, slamming the thing into a stone pillar with every bit of muscle and weight she could muster behind it. The shock reverberated up through her elbows to the base of her skull; the table splintered in her hands. She tossed the two remaining intact legs to the floor, and, lifting her massive, still-swaying skirts, she planted her foot through the top twice for good measurediscovering, after two years of suffering their discomfort, a use for her shoe's fashion-dictated platform sole. It was one of her noisier tantrums. Within moments, a startled palace guard appeared at the antechamber door, pausing uncertainly at the obvious calm within. "Ah, captain." Her hands still tingling from the highly rewarding impact, Kirystin smiled blithely, and brushed her hands free of splinters. "My young visitor here is returning to his encampment. Help him out with his machine, and see one of the palace cabs conveys him safely to the City file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (114 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt gates." And in a much lower undertone to the open-mouthed boy: "Can you manage from there, honest man?" The boy nodded wordlessly, his wide eyes taking in the smashed table, her face, and the guard's tacit oblivion toward the table's condition, the bright mind behind those bright eyes obviously at work. He bowed, a deep bend at the waist that never took his eyes from her face. "Thank you, lady." "You'll be hearing from me." And to the footman who had followed the guard into the room, and was trying not to stare at the ruined table: "Clean that up, will you?" She glided again toward the west garden: "I always did hate that thing. . . ." The Cardinal Ring sliced its hypnotically regular path through the leylines. The nine inner rings' tranquil, ran- domized movements gained momentum and purpose; silver flickerings achieved & rhythmic blur. Following two false starts, the radical streamer, inner- most of all at the moment, chose its own dangerous course, becoming one with the silver haze surrounding the central sphere. Beyond that haze, a glowing sphere ... an image that shimmered . . . and stabilized. A face. A woman's face. Pale blonde hair, large blue eyes ... features some would consider beautiful. But of infinitely more interest than the face (or so Anheliaa claimed) was the aura of power that radiated from the sphere, touching the inner haze with a delicate spring- green, proof (also according to Anheliaa) of her candidate's latent Talent. "That's her?" Nikki leaned forward in his chair and stared. Finally, eyes wide, he turned to Mikhyel, and as if seeking confirmation of his observation: "She's pretty." "Did you think otherwise? The rings provided multiple options for each of us; why should Anheliaa choose other than the best?" "M-Multiple... ?" He laughed as Nikki's rather dazed expression slid past him to Anheliaa. "You're certain she's the best?" Nikki asked shakily, and Anheliaa laughed merrily, obviously finding his younger brother's complacency to her liking. "Greedy, aren't you?" she said. "No, Aunt." Nikki leaned forward earnestly. "At least, I don't think so. I just want to be sure. Mikhyel said we've got to make a good matchfor the Tower's sake. I-I'd nope to become . . . fond of the woman I marry. I'd like to be certain I won't have to give her up, that is, if she didn't work out, for another . . . after . . . you know." "The probabilities are equally compelling for each of the young ladies, Nikaenor. The search parameters I estab- lished were for biological viability and compatibility with both you, personally, and the Rhomatum Node. There can be no assurance one is better than another in that sense. Of the four possibilitiesfor you alone, darling1 chose Lidye dunTarim as the most attractive, both physically and by birth. Her brother is Shatum's third-ranked ringmaster, her father is a fourth term Shatum Syndicand doesn't look to lose an election any time soon. He also recently purchased controlling interest in the Shatum Tower." file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (115 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "Shatum Tower?" Nikki turned a puzzled look toward Mikhyel. "She means" he began, broke off at Anheliaa's glare. "I told you to explain all this," she snapped. "On the contrary. Aunt," he returned, "you said to bring him here." "Oh, for" She slumped back on her couch, thrumming her fingers on the chair arm. The image and the sphere wavered and dissipated. Uncertain what she expected of him, Mikhyel waited for some sign, keeping his face blank, despite his growing inner turmoil. Finally, Anheliaa cast a hand in the air impatiently: "Welltell him. Tell him, so we can get on with it." He dipped his head in silent acknowledgment. "Diplomatic relations," he said succinctly, to the accom- paniment of Anheliaa's thrumming fingers, knowing that Nikki, being no fool, would fill in the blanks, and some bitterness within prompted him to add: "Dynastic linkages." However, Nikki, being also a student of history, asked: "With Shatum Tower? Would Darius" "There's nothing within Darius' laws prohibiting formal alliances between nodes," Anheliaa said patronizingly. "He was concerned with a priesthood, not the sort of necessary understanding one must achieve with one's neighbors if one is to tell Mauritum to go to hell." "I . . . suppose." But Nikki still sounded dubious, and to prevent his dig- ging himself deeper into Anheliaa's bad graces, Mikhyel said: "We have no choice, Nikki. We need a ringmaster, there- fore we must proceed along the course most likely to pro- vide one, and that, according to the rings, is cross-breeding with Shatum. Three of the four ladies the rings suggested for you were from that node." "Oh, I see." Nikki sounded relieved; Nikki hated dis- agreements, which made him disquietingly susceptible to Anheliaa's brand of pressure. For Nikki's safety, Mikhyel argued Anheliaa's side, however, seeing the woman Anhe- liaa had chosen for his young brother, Mikhyel was less and less certain he wanted any part of that plan. Anheliaa said suggestively: "Lidye's cousins threw her a majority ball here in Rhomatum last year. I thought, per- haps, you might have met?" "I . . ." Nikki blushed, and stared at his hands. "Anheliaa," Mikhyel intervened, daring her wrath a sec- ond time, "he just turned . . ." She glared at him. "I know that. What do you think I am, senile? Did you think I'd forgotten?" Which meant, of course, she had forgotten. But: "Of course not," Mikhyel acquiesced, but he was silently appalled: Shatum's majority was twenty-two. This Lidye woman had to be nearer his age than Nikki's. "Yes, well," Anheliaa continued archly, "The girl is quite bookish. I thought Nikaenor might have met her in the library, or at a bookseller's. But since that is apparently not the case, if you'd care to see the others. . . ." She said, who clearly didn't want one of the others. She clearly wanted this Lidye. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (116 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Damn her. "N-No. I'm sure she'll be ... f-fine," Nikki stammered uncertainly, and what more could the boy do, but agree? What more, at Anheliaa's dissatisfied scowl, than amend: "I meant wonderful, of course. Aunt Liaa. Thank you." Nikki's brilliant blue eyes shifted back to him, a desperate appeal for rescue. "What about Nethaalye? She's from Gie- phaetum, not Shatum." He forced a smile. "She . . . passed the compatibility test, if you will." "I'm glad. You must be relieved." He supposed that emotion lay somewhere within him. But his family's twenty-year understanding with the Gie- phaetum heiress' family would not have been intotal jeop- ardy in any case: multiple spouses, while not common and certainly not a possibility he'd ever considered for himself, were hardly illegal. However, marriage being something of a theoretical necessity in his mind, he had welcomed the simplicity of Anheliaa's choice for him. All of which didn't make it any easier to force his forced smile to remain steady. "I'll simply marry her a bit sooner than planned." Never mind Nethaalye had planned the wedding five years ago. He didn't know why he'd kept putting it off. He liked her well enough; bright, good looking in a quiet way, well- mannered and accomplishedshe was all any sane man could want in a wife. Certainly he sought none of the com- plex emotional ties Nikki craved. He suspected it wasn't the fact of being married he avoided, but the bedlam of getting married. "Sooner?" Nikki echoed, "How soon?" Anheliaa said, "Once you two have formally extended the proposals to the families, we'll have the ladies to the Tower. If all goes as planned ... well, the sooner you're married, the sooner we'll have offspring, won't we?" "Offsp .. ." Nikki swallowed visibly. "Of c-course. But what do you mean, if all goes as planned? All what?" "If you suit one another, silly goose." Anheliaa was ever so much happier now she was in absolute control. "And naturally at least one of the ladies must prove proficient with the rings." "I see." Nikki swallowed visibly. "And Deymorin? Where does he fit in?" "He doesn't," Anheliaa said flatly, and Mikhyel winced, but Nikki said: "Oh." And Anheliaa seemed to take that as acceptance of the situation. Mikhyel reached for his brother's wrist, where it rested on the chair arm, and gripped it comfortably. "Deymio made his choice, Nikki," he said, gently, "No one forced him. He wants nothing to do with the plan. You know he doesn't care about the Tower or the Estate" "But he does, Khyel. If you'd only listen to him" He withdrew his hand and sat back. "I've spent my whole life listening to him, Nikaenor. He doesn't understand the ringsnever has understood the dynamics of City economics." "He just wants people to be happy, Khyel. Is that so wrong?" "A society doesn't function in order to make people file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (117 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt happy," Anheliaa interjected sharply, and Mikhyel said, hoping to stave off the obstinate look brewing in Nikki's eyes: "Happiness is a by-product of an efficient process, Nikki. Maybe one day, Deymio will figure that out, and when he does, he'll probably take his proper place at the head of Council. But we can't put our hves, and the Principality, on hold waiting for that day." Despite his efforts, Nikki's jaw set stubbornly, a look Anheliaa rarely saw. Hoping now to stave off open rebel- lion, and deflect her attention, Mikhyel asked: "May we see Deymorm's?" "Deymorin's whatT' Anheliaa's voice dripped with impatience. "I'd like to see the woman you found for Deymorin," he persisted, his own temper beginning to seethe. "I said, it makes no difference." "It might." Nikki leaned forward, eager eyes flickering in the flash of ring-reflected leylight. "If she's as pretty as Lady Lidye, perhaps Deymorin would come back." Mikhyel tilted his head arrogantlya manner he'd learned from herchallenging Anhehaa, knowing she knew she couldn't refuse now without alienating them both. "Call itcuriosity." Her breath hissed out between clenched teeth, but she faced the rings, which, upon her release of Lidye's image, had resumed their seemingly random swings. According to Anheliaa, those random motions were the rings' response to the chaotic flux of the leys themselvesall except the outermost, whose rotation hadn't wavered since the day his aunt had taken command of the Tower, and the radical, which hardly counted as a ring at all. Her expression tempered, her eyes glazed as she ab- sorbed that randomness and ciphered the probabilities. Then, without ever moving, she gave the tiniest deflection to the radical, and attuned the rings to her chosen parame- ters in one economic mental exhalation. She'd explained the process to him once, when he'd tried to emulate her, hoping to find some iota of Talent within himself, but he'd only managed to frustrate them both. He'd never repeated the trialand eventually the night- mares of that failed attempt had faded. On the central sphere, another face swam into view. Not one he recognized; not the individual, not the general dis- trict from which such features might .reasonably hail, though the set of the mouth held a disturbing familiarity. Red hair, green eyes; hardly what he'd call stunningly beau- tiful, and as young for Deymorin as that Lidye individual was old for Nikki. "But that's not..." Anheliaa's voice faded into uncertainty. Not what? Mikhyel wondered. Her puzzled expression gave him neither clue nor reassurance, but he held his peace, her concentration at this stage far too delicate to disturb with superfluous questions. The image expanded, as if the viewer had stepped back from the young woman. One pace, and a second, back and backuntil the sphere pictured a slim, athletic figure, a painted-on costume of silver and black, the metallic gleam of a counter-balance orbiter, and (another positional reces- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (118 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt sion) a stone stadium surrounding a multitiered lattice- work stage. A ringdancer? He felt laughter bubble in his throat. "Leave it to Deymorin," he murmured, uncertain whether that bubble was humor, bitternessor envy. Nikki raised his chin pugnaciously. "What do you mean by that?" "Don't get touchy, lad. I think Deymorin himself would appreciate the humor. Appropriate that our egalitarian brother finds his match in a simple entertainer, don't you think?" "Hardly simple, Mikhyel," Anheliaa said, and her voice quivered with excitement. The image wavered; she mas- tered her emotional flare and the image stabilized. She was leaning forward in her chair, eagerness and disbelief at war in her age-crabbed features. "Look at the aura." The Power radiating from the sphere this time was not the innocent spring-green of Lidye's, but an intense, almost blue, green; an aura so strong, so distinct, the rotating rings glimmered a sympathetic, iridescent purple-red. In one sense, 'simple' was undoubtedly apropos: the in- herent (but exceedingly well-compensated) dangers of the ringdance generally appealed only to the most fiscally des- perate. But the woman's birth' wouldn't matter, not to Anhel- iaathat green glow was recommendation enough. Likely she'd even relinquish her dreams of intemode alliances, if Deymorin could land this woman. Of course, first she'd have to bring Deymorin home. With a grunt that mingled pain and frustration in equal portions, Anheliaa fell back into the confines of her couch, still staring at that image, which shimmered and stabilized. Furtive little Mirym appeared like magic at her side, ad- justing the cushion at her back without a word. Again the image wavered. "Don't touch me!" Anheliaa's temper-flare colored the ringhaze red; Mirym jumped back, then stood there, hands behind her back, chin high, defiantly fearless. Anheliaa's mouth tightened. Her eyes, still on the image, narrowed to droop-lidded slits. The red faded; the image stabilized. Anhehaa murmured a curt Thank you. Mirym dipped a slight curtsy and returned to her backless stool, and her endless stitchery. Nikki appeared startled, but Mikhyel had seen it before, this oddly silent little shadow with backbone to rival Deymorin's. But for all her silent defiance, Anheliaa must approve, since Mirym had been here for nearly two years now, longer than any of the others since Marta, Anheliaa's life- long personal companion, had died some fifteen years agoand only Mirym could imply, as she had now, Anhe- liaa's malpracticeand survive. An ability that never failed to rouse a tinge of jealous admiration in him. Silence, then, save for the sound of the rings cutting the air, differential hums that took on a musicahty all their own. A seemingly endless silence into which Anheliaa stared with that unfathomable expression. Suddenly: "Damn the radical and the chaos it represents!" The image shattered; the rings spun in sudden mad chaos. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (119 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Mirym reached Anheliaa first, offering supporting hands. Anheliaa thrust her staggering backward into Mikhyel's arms; he staggered into Nikki, who held them all upright. "Out!" The girl twisted in Mikhyel's arms to look up at him, seeking guidance. He released her, jerked his head to where the lift was rising from the floor in response to Anheliaa's desire to be rid of them. "Leave. Now." Still, Mirym hesitated. Nikki reached past him and took her arm, murmuring: "It's all right," and led her to the waiting lift, pausing there, his blue eyes questioning. Mikhyel nodded, a single dip of the chin, and Nikki com- placently accompanied Mirym through thebentwood grill, and released the brake. But his eyes never left Mikhyel's until he disappeared down the shaft and the hatch slid si- lently between them. Leaving him alone to deal with Anheliaa. As they all did. Nikki. Deymorin. Council. Ever since she brought him here to inform him that she was having him groomed to take Deymorin's place on Council. "Anheliaa?" He touched her arm, a light touch, but firm. He'd been all of thirteen. They all assumed that he, unlike all of them, was not afraid of her. That he, unlike them, could sway her to his thinking. "Can't trust them," she muttered, still glaring at the wildly spinning inner rings, her upper lip lifting in a one- sided sneer. They all assumed wrong. "Can't trust what. Aunt?" "The rings!" she snarled, then caught herself, buried her wrinkled face in her gnarled hands. Age. Affliction. The signs had increased of late. Her san- ity, never incontestable, had grown terrifyingly uncertain. After last night . . . He'd covered for her for years, in public and in private, humored her ever-wilder notions, taking them and trans- forming them into acceptable proposals for Council, pray- ing they'd ultimately prove beneficial to Rhomatum and her people. There'd been no option. No one else to control the Rho- matum rings. Except, possibly, Deymorin, and he might well have proven a worse tyrant with his anti-city notions. He'd hoped this newest project would make her happy (and keep her occupied) in her twilight years, while providing the vital master Rhomatum so desperately needed. Now He stood behind her, gently rubbing her knotted shoul- ders and neck until the fury ebbed and she quit shaking, wondering would this mysterious dancer destroy those dreams and set Anheliaa on some obsessive quest for unat- tainable, perceived perfection. "Who was she, Anheliaa?" he asked softly, when at last it seemed safe. "What's wrong?" Her shoulders lifted wearily under his hands. "I can't trust them anymore, darling. Sometimes, too often, of late, the rings have been inclined to reveal more wishes than fact." When it became apparent she considered her explanation file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (120 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt complete, he prompted: "And that's what you believe that woman to be? A wish? Your wish? Why?" "The rings refused to give details of the city1 have no idea where she comes from. Maurii's hells, she might not even exist." "She's a dancer, that much is obvious. We can find her, if it's important." "A dancer. That tells us nothing. Nothing! Every damned node in the web has at least one ringtheater nowbarbaric custom that it is. If the woman exists, she's beyond reach." She shrugged his hands away, impatiently. "Just aswell. With that chin, she'd undoubtedly prove more hindrance than help." "Maybe we should search her out, thenbefore she mar- ries elsewhere. Set her to taming my hard-headed brother." She gave a bark of laughter. "That decides it: she was a figment of an old woman's desperation. We could never be that lucky." She rubbed her forehead and eyes irritably. "Damnable boy. I'd never have imagined he had it in him. I've still got a headache." It was a moment before he realized the damnable boy was Deymorin. He gently pulled her wig free, and ran his fingers through her thinning hair, rubbing gently in the way he'd learned the way she'd had him taughtfifteen.years before. "Trans- porting that overdeveloped body of his a bit of a strain, was it?" "Oh-h-h, that's lovely, sweet." Her head drooped back- ward, her paper-dry hand caught awkwardly at his and car- ried it shakily to her mouth. He shivered and conquered the urge to pull free. She nibbled a fingertip, bit hard enough to draw protest out of him. Sharpened, polished nails dug into his palm, preventing his escape. Only after he ceased to pull did she chuckle and release him, saying, "Wasn't the transport, darling." Wasn't . . . He'd seen the disruption of the rings' orbits. Had that flux been Deymorin's doing? Had she realized the truth at last? And one had to wonder how she would react when she found out he'd known, for years, and had said . . . nothing? "Why'd you stop, sweet?" Her voice, in repose, was as thin as her hair. "Sorry." He resumed the gentle massage with fingers gone suddenly cold. "If not the transfer, what was it?" "He . . . Oh, hell. Doesn't matter. Besides, he's gone." "Not" He swallowed and tried again. "Not for good... ?" Silence. "Surely, he'll be back. . . ." he protested weakly. And a shrug. Third Interlude He was falling. Father's laughter rang in his ears. "Balance, fool! Expect the unexpected." Rule number one: Never anticipate: Never lean into a jump . . . lead with your chin . . . parry a blade not yet com- mitted . . . or pressure a woman. Horse, man or woman.' which had outsmarted him this time? file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (121 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt The fall took a lifetime ... A brother's voice, echoing his name. Black hair streaming, veiled stars and moon above. His answering cry froze in his throat. Beyond the shimmer of materialization, one could feel the crystalline lace opalesce red and orange: subtle betrayal of latent anger and frustration. Dancer willed those col- orsand the emotionsinto oblivion before completing bodily transition into the cavern. Lest Mother add one more human hide to her oft-referenced, never seen collection. Besides, there was no percentage in frustration: Mother would explain the new pattern in her own time. But she'd woven Dancer into that patternnothing else could explain the energy flux Dancer experienced day and night since the pattern beganand that fact made patience exceedingly difficult, particularly when that flux pulled one way, Rhyys' demands another, and the dance itself another still. Mother (Dancer heaved a sigh of relief) was not lying in wait. Mother was, in point of fact, nowhere in sight. Or wouldn't have been, had Dancer's eyes been open. A tentative tendril of thought sent searching through the shifting, spongelike maze of stone and crystal located her, and Dancer followed that perception into the innermost sanctuary, Mother's personal nest, feeling the warmth of the leythium flame before remembering closed eyes and blinking them open. Mother was there, as the Sense had told Dancer, but so much a part of the dense veils, actually finding her took several moments. She lay motionless on a shelf above the imaging pool, chin propped on cupped palms, gazing fixedly into the flaming hquid. Her couch was composed of shifting ley- thium, her clothing a filmy drape of interlinking leythium threads; it required a blink of her large, multifaceted eyes to separate her from the shadows and flickering veils. "Mother?" Dancer began tentatively. "I'm terribly sorry. I heard you call, but Rhyys wanted an audience, and I was the first available victim. It seems Mheric's eldest has disappeared and" Those large eyes shifted, and Dancer's voice caught, fro- zen in that fixed stare. {I'm supposed to give a storm's hiccup about any of this?} Dancer smothered comment and thought alike. For Mother, comment was much the same as thoughtand vice versa. {Get over here and tell me what you see, curse these old eyes of mine.) Those 'old eyes' could spot a mouse in a field from the top of a mountain peak, or the dust on the end of her nose, but Mother liked to think she was dying. Mother had heard somewhere that human elders used their infirmities to ma- nipulate the younger folk around them, a concept she found highly entertaining to emulate, though she'd never admit as much. Crossing a filmy stream of liquid leythium (evidence that elsewhere someone was drawing heavily on Khoratum re- sources) Dancer slid onto the couch beside Mother and stared into the flames, seeking pictures in the shadows and colors that danced across the surface. Anheliaa: appearing older by far than the ten years that file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (122 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt had passed since Dancer had seen her. For Dancer, it was a clear, clean image, but Mother might have reason to com- plain: her own distaste for the Rhomatum ringmaster might well be clouding her visions. {Smart ass. What else do you see?) A man . . . or what was left of one. {Deymorin Rhomandi dunMhenc. Mheric's eldest brat.} "Thank you," Dancer acknowledged the information humbly, while mentally noting that soon she would be de- manding the rumors from Rhyys' dinner table, at least as far as they regarded the man in the pool. "Anheliaa has leythiated him . . . like the others." Mother nodded toward the liquid leythium stream. "Rather more emphatically than the others. Dislikes the lad intensely." At least in that, Rhyys' rumors held true. Rhyys had said the Rhomandi had argued with his aunt and deserted Rhomatum at last. Evidently, 'deserted' wasn't quite the most accurate description of this Deymorin's departure. "What else?" Mother hissed, all eagerness. "Where has the creature sent him?" "He's still in transit, isn't he?" "I asked you. If I knew the answer, would I have asked?" Dancer grinned, not the least abashed. "Yes." {Humph.} Mother's thoughts echoed of amusement. Mother appreciated backbone. {Well, you're right. Given him quite a send-off. Curse the vile creature, it's getting better than it deserves.) "Mother, Deymorin dunMheriche's Princeps of Rho- matum. Technically, he outranks Anheliaa in the Rhoma- tum government, for all he's declared his brother proxy. If she's eliminated him ... there could be a major political coup in motion." {Meaning the creature will be completely free to do as she wishes? That might be fun.) "Fun? Mother, Anheliaa's an aggressive expansionist. Rhyys has said Mauritum hasn't the power to stand against her. If Anheliaa dares move in that direction, there could be major ramifications." The veils took on a rosy glow of anticipation. "Oh, good." He was falling. Father's laughter rang in his ears. "Balance, fool! Expect the unexpected." Rule number one: Never anticipate: Never lean into a jump . . . lead with your chin . . . parry a blade not yet com- mitted . . . or pressure a woman. Horse, man or woman: which had outsmarted him this time? The fall took a lifetime . .. A brother's voice, echoing his name. Black hair streaming, veiled stars and moon above. His answering cry froze in his throat. . . . and an instant. Sunlight, blinding bright, replaced moonlit black hair. Not Brandy. Not a horse at all. No jump; no father. No duel. No woman. No brother. "He's aware. Mother." Dancer felt queasy at the thought. Queasier at the realization of the time Deymorin dunMheric had already spent in that hazy nowhere, the file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (123 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt limbo of transition: it had been nearly six months since Mother had last shared her imaging cauldron. Six months of silence from Mother. Six months of silence out of Rhomatum. Six months of growing frustration from Rhyys, whose plans for Khoratum's future revolved in some significant sense around Rhomatum's succession. Six months of eerie quiet, during which one's own plans for the future could grow and blossom into exciting possibilities, shoving the fate of the unknown Princeps of Rhomatum into a forgot- ten mental recess. Six months during which the insistent pull of the new pattern had diminished to insignificance, until, of a sudden, it had returned full force and more, so powerful, Dancer had barely had time to escape the practice hall before something or someone forced transfer to Mother's sanctum. Dancer suspected someone, but didn't accuse. Not considering: "Six months in nowhere. What could he possibly have done to deserve it?" (Should I care?} Dancer looked away from the image of utter help- lessness, an image that triggered memories of darkness and blood seeping from stoneand memories of loss. "Perhaps you shouldn't. Perhaps I shouldn't, but I can't help it. Can't I do something?" (Of course you can. But we won't.} "Why?" Difficult to contain the anguish. Even more dif- ficult to keep the image clear of the distorting colors of anguish. {Because Anheliaa did it. Anheliaa set the trajectory. I want to see where it ends.) "She has no control over it, you know that. I know it." {I should certainly hope you do. And of course Anheliaa doesn't. Anheliaa's not that good. But the rings do. The ley does, and it's all charted according to that creature's subconscious.} "And you want to know where that subconscious is send- ing him?" {How very clever you are.) "What good is knowing, if the man who arrives has no mind left?" {Did I say I didn't know? Go away. Your childish loyal- ties begin to pall.) "My loyalties are not to Rhomatum. Certainly not to Deymorin dunMheric." (Where are they, then?) "To my people." {Harrumph.) "That means to you, Mother. You know that. Many of us remain loyal to the old ways." Her pink, double-tipped tongue flickered across supplely- scaled Ups. {That last chicken was . . . delightful. When you return, tell them their mother loves chicken.} Dancer laughed, the bad memories and the helplessness banished for the time being, and bugged her, receiving a staggering shove for the effort. "I will. Mother. And now, I must return." {Haven't you something else to tell me?} Dancer froze, striving for the anonymity of non-thought without overmuch success, knowing better than to prevari- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (124 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt cate. "Ididn't want to say anything until . . . after. In case I lost." {You thought I wouldn't know?} "I hoped you were too occupied." {Does failure frighten you so much?) Tears threatened. Childish tears; Dancer knew it, and still they dripped and clouded inferior human vision. "In this. Yes." Mother's scaled fingers caressed Dancer's body, following muscle contours, tapping at detected weak spots. {Too much practicing of the same moves.) "I dance to win. The moves must be those the judges recognize and understand, those they can compare with the other contestants." "You allow this single goal too much power over your thoughts and emotions, Dancer," she murmured softly: her human voice, not the sibilant one, not the internal one. "You are what you are, no contest can change or set a value on thatwin or lose. You will never dance your best as long as you dance for those whose standards are less than your own." "Time enough for experimentation once I am the Radi- cal Dancer." "Even if you win this competition, you will only be the Radical if you let yourself be." "You don't understand." The fingers left abruptly, the voice returned to that inter- nal chill: {Don't I? You might well win this upcoming competition and replace Betania, but if you win under false pretences, you will continue to dance under them, because you will be too frightened to try -anything new, too afraid their standards will not stretch to encompass yours. You will always know the difference between what you are and what you should have been, and one day so will the audience, not in the substance, but in the spirit, and they will know you have cheated them, and you will know you cheated yourself. Then where will you be?) "Mother, you frighten me." "Good. You need to be frightened. You're too good, Dancer. You rely too heavily on that ability." "I practice hard. Harder than anyone." (You practice conservatism, not art. Tradition, not inspira- tion; rules, not faith. The radical factor in the ley is rarely conservative: that's where Anheliaa's greatest errors in judg- ment lie. The radical dances to the most unusual flux and designs its own rules, challenging the universe to join it. Until you gain that courage to laugh in the face of the judges and dance as you were born to dance, you've no right to win.) "You ask too much of me. Mother." "I ask nothing of you, except that you leave me alone." It was clear dismissal. She turned back to the flame, and Dancer, left with no alternative, drifted slowly back to the world-cavern, where transfer to the surface came most easily. Aimless. Liquid leythium oozed between bare toes, sending a pal- pable, revitalizing, iridescent glimmer through Dancer's tired body, and trickling from Dancer's eyes. Alone. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (125 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt {Unless, of course . . .} Mother's brushing thought tasted suddenly of excitement: {You care to stay and see where our favorite Princeps lands.} "He's exiting?" {I believeyes, he already has.) Dancer ran back, as anxious for reinstatement into Moth- er's graces as for the answer to that six-month-long puzzle. He was falling. Father's laughter rang in his ears. "Balance, fool! Expect the unexpected." Rule number one: Never anticipate: Never lean into a jump . . . lead with your chin . . . parry a blade not yet com- mitted . . . or pressure a woman. Horse, man or woman: which had outsmarted him this time? The fall took a lifetime . . . A brother's voice, echoing his name. Black hair streaming, veiled stars and moon above. His answering cry froze in his throat. . . . and an instant. Sunlight, blinding bright, replaced moonlit black hair. Not Brandy. Not a horse at all. No jump; no father. No duel. No woman. No brother. He struck. Blinding pain. His leg, and not. His lungs exploded . . . collapsed. He gasped, inhaled water. "Nikki? Nee-ee-kee. Wait. Oh, please, wait." Long skirts whooshed softly across the salon carpet. Soft- soled slippers pitter-pattered across the foyer's patterned tiles. Snared. He should have known his luck would run out. Stifling a sigh, Nikki paused just short of the Tower's front door, aiming his frustration at the necessary business of working driving gloves on over fingers gone suddenly damp, feeling the complete boor and still wishing he could disappear. But if he felt this way now ... "Oh, Nikki." Lidye's voice was charmingly breathless. "I feared I'd miss you." . . . what was he going to feel after they were married? Nikki pushed the final fingertip into place, and forced a smile before facing her. "Where are you going?" Breathless voice. Exertion- flushed cheeks. She'd dashed all the way across two whole rooms and was still on her feet. Amazing. Be fair, dunMheric, he chastised himself, and managed more warmth in his expression. "Just leaving to pick up Mikhyel." He'd had no idea he was such a good actor. "A whole month already?" Tiny hands fluttered deli- cately to Lidye's shapely (but all-too-modestly covered) bosom. Rings save him, he was thinking more like Deymorin every day. "A month and more; he stayed an extra week this time, you know." Her long lashes biinkedone, two, three, four . . . then file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (126 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt fluttered, as if the calculation was straining her abilities, then: "Wait. I'll get my bonnet and cloak" "No!" The involuntary protest escaped before he could stop it. "No?" Her lower lip quivered pitifully, and Nikki stifled another sigh, and took her hands in his, rather belatedly attempting to soften his protest. "Lidye, I'm terribly sorry. I didn't mean that the way it sounded. I'm late already, you see, and Khyel must get back to the City tonight." "Tonight?" Her head tipped toward one shoulder and she biinked up at him. "Won't you have to travel awfully fast, then?" He nodded solemnly. "And I'll have to take the open carriage." "Oh. Dear." She biinked again. "It might rain, you know. There could be hghtning." "Goodness!" Her hands fluttered free again, this time to land on his elbow. Sort of like a . . . bug. "And after last month1 know how much you suffered and I couldn't bear inflicting such discomfort on you again." Behind the florid phrases, he berated himself for his lack of sincerity, but after six months of daily contact with the young flower he'd dutifully asked to marry him, the per- fume had gone decidedly stale. His only relief had been these drives, and recently she'd begun invading them as well. Her fingers slid delicately around his arm, her head tipped shyly to his shoulder. . . . It was all he could do not to pull away. "But I so enjoyed it, Nikki. I shouldn't mind the suffering . . . if I were with you." Yet another blink, followed by several more. Made a man wonder (unkind thought) whether she was nearsighted or just had something perpetually lodged in her eye. Made a man wonder as well what god he had offended to make the rings think this was his perfect match. Her attention safely on his driving coat lapel, he was free to frown, an emotional release that made it easier to say neutrally, "But I must return tonight, dearest girl. Khyel has an extremely important Council meeting early tomor- row morning, and I simply can't risk a delay at Armayel." A lace-covered fingertip tremblingly traced his buttons, and her voice quivered pathetically as she murmured, "And I was such a hindrance last time, delaying you for two whole days. I-I'm so . . ." Three, he thought glumly, but who was counting? He shoved such uncharitable, unromantic thoughts from his mind and patted her hand consolingly. It wasn't, after all, her fault she had a delicate constitution. Thrusting aside the insidious little voice that asked If not her fault, then whose? along with the image of her counting the Armayel silver, he said, "I truly would never forgive myself if you took ill. It's cold Outside. Colder than last time" "Truly? How strange, that spring should be colder than winter..." Spring. Bless the rings, it was. Three months since the midwinter festival. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (127 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt And nearly six months since his seventeenth birthday. Her fingers traced the folds of his cloak, disappearing inside, past his waistcoat to his shirt, stopping just short of his skin, before retreating. "You're certain you can't take the carriage?" "Not and make the time I must." He pulled away, hold- ing her hands captiveto keep them from creeping over him againand backed toward the door. "Please, Mistress Lidye, I must be going." Her hands withdrew from his, and clasped beneath her chin. "Then I must be generous and forgo my personal pleasure, dear Nikki. You will hurry back?" Only if Khyel holds a gun on me, he thought, smiled sweetly and escaped out the door. A breeze drifted across his skin. Bare skin. Wet bare skin. Cold, wet bare skin. Deymorin shivered and tried to force sticky eyes open, decided it required far too much effort, and desisted, won- dering, for an instant, whether he'd had a good time achiev- ing this state of mental and physical exhaustion. He remembered falling . . . And water. There had been water. Lots of water. But he was dry nowcomparatively, at least, since it was air he breatheddry, and lying facedown in (he inhaled deeply) grass. Outside, to judge from that grass, and from the whisper of wind in the trees and the chill against his skin. Not such a bad situation, especially since his back burned as if it had been flayed; unless, of course, that flayed feeling was the world's worst sunburn, in which case, he supposed he should move. But moving sounded too much like work. Besides, from the chill, he must be in the shade. Grass. Flayed back. Sun. Shade. Man had to wonder where he was, and how he'd gotten here. And who'd done the flaying. Memory expanded, lazily filling the blanks. He remem- bered Nikki's party, the argument with Mikhyel, Anheliaa and the Tower . . . and her palpable anger, the mesmeric silver blur, the pain pressuring him to concedeand light, blinding hght, when he refused. And falling . . . Khyel's voice surrounding him; Khyel's hair, streaming across a night sky. . . . and water. Drowning. Why hadn't he drowned? If only he could see. He tried to rub his eyes, discovered his hand wouldn't move. Couldn't. Neither arm could move. Neither . . . foot. And his eyes were coveredblindfolded. He muttered a curse and pulled harder. He was tied down. He was damnwell tied down. Not pain- fully, not even totally immobilized, but enough to force him to stay right where he was, facedown in the grass and damned uncomfortable, now he thought of it. Strangely, though his backside was painful as hell, he felt nothing underneath, only the inward pressure of a sharp- edged rock against his ribs, the internal strain on a back- ward-bent knee. His back was on fire, his other side was ... numb. "All right," he called experimentally, "I'm awake now. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (128 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Game's over. What's going on?" Not so much as heavy breathing answered him. Immobilization, desertion . . . What had the old bat done to him? Damn her. "Anheliaa?" he shouted. "Barrister! Where the hell are you?" Whispers about Tower justice, rumors about criminals disappearing into the air, never to return. Rumors he'd laughed away as outrageous exaggerations of Anheliaa's power, once upon a foolish time, as once he'd have scoffed at ring-induced headaches from hell. Somehow, those rumors no longer seemed quite so outra- geous. But there was no need (he thought, to calm his visceral heave) for supernatural intervention. Easy enough, when you were Anheliaa dunMoren, to blind a man with that ring-induced lightning, to strike him senseless with ring- induced pain, thpn spirit him from the City via the arms of highly substantial Tower Guards, and leave him tied bare- buck naked for the wolves to devour the evidence. After that, rumor would do the rest: magic, if you were Anheliaa. Deceptive, dishonest, and deceitful in anyone else. A surge of anger ripped through him, robbing him of common sense. He fought his bonds, throwing himself backward, ignoring the pain in his back and wrists, the pounding in his skull simply spurring him on to greater effort. Thump. One arm flew suddenly free. He thudded back to the ground, the three remaining re- straints twisting his limbs awkwardly, crimping his burning back. A turn of the bound wrist and the unseen rope was in his grip, providing leverage to haul his aching carcass upright. Thump. He lay still, both arms free, but with his legs turned use- lessly under him. His thinking, already clouded with pain, wasn't helped by the fact his head had struck something exceedingly hard and was humming rather like Anheliaa's rings. Suddenly: "Not real bright, are you?" A harsh, but youthful voice floated from the darkness beyond his covered eyes. Apparently, he was no longer alone. Even as his buzzing' head reached that brilliant conclu- sion, a hand grasped his elbow and pulled him back onto his stomach. "Hold still," the strangely accented voice-out-of-the- dark ordered. A third thump. A leg free. He waited. Thump. Ignoring the objections in every muscle and joint, he heaved up and away fropi the voice's apparent point of origin, tearing at the blindfold, convinced he'd have the advantage on any youth, if only he could see But his body betrayed him. His knees wobbled like a newborn colt's, fire shot down his weak leg and it collapsed file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (129 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt under him, and he was falling well before the other's body struck him down. A fist slammed him between the shoulder blades. "I said, hold still, idiot." Deymorin swore roundly, reared back, and swiped again at the blindfold. The fist struck a second time. "It's a bandage, fly-brain. Touch it again, and so help me I'll knock your fool head in. I didn't haul your ass out of that damned oversized mud puddle to lose you now." He grumbled and collapsed into the grass, feeling queas- ily vulnerable, yet oddly relieved. He'd never been blind before, and didn't appreciate the sensation now. Liked less having to lie uncomplaining, without a stitch on, while strong callused fingers kneaded something cold and slimy into his burning flesh. However, Gravel-voice had implied he was in no immedi- ate danger from that source, and disgusting though it felt going on, as the slime dried, the pain subsided; reflection compared the result to his downward side, and he realized whatever the youth was doing to the back, he'd already done to the front, and decided he was just as glad he couldn't observe the damage. He avoided the question of why his eyes required a ban- dage. Refused to entertain the mere possibility that that final blinding flash might have done something permanent. But if it had... If it had, Anheliaa was going to pay. Perhapsanger welled, and he revised the thought coldlyhe'd collect regardless. From somewhere (it sounded overhead, which he sin- cerely hoped was not the case) came the distinctive bleat of a . . . lamb? Perhaps he was hallucinating after all. It was fall, much too late in the year for lambs. But the sound didn't repeat, and he concluded he was mistaken. "Where am I?" he asked at last, that seeming an innocu- ous enough request. "Oops. Missed a spot." The hands left him and more oil dribbled down his sides. Then: "Where do you think you are?" He cursed softly. "Perhaps that's too hard," he said dryly. "Let's try this one: Who are you?" The hands' owner laughed. "Does it matter?" Intellectual debates. Too tired and sore to bother, he gave up, and let his mind drift. Wherever he was, whenever, and whoever Gravel-voice was, Anheliaa was behind his being here. Following years of living apart, respectfulor at least tolerantof each other's idiosyncrasies, Anheliaa had changed the rules of their perpetual conflict without warn- ing. He probably should have expected it: their differences were too legion to coexist forever, but now, the padding, so to speak, had been pulled in an attack he could not, would not, leave unchallenged. First, he had to get Nikki out of Rhomatumaway from Anheliaa's influence. Mikhyel too, if he weren't a willing participant in Anheliaa's schemes. As for the several hundred thousand citizens of Rhoma- tum and her satellites, he had no interest in being either their conscience or their martyr. He'd tried dealing with them once before, had determined their priorities and found themat odds with his own. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (130 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Once his brothers were safe, he'd see about arming the citizens with the facts of Tower life. The means existed: flyers, underground newspapers ... perhaps, given his name, the Internode itself would take the risk. After that, it was up to them whether they allowed Anheliaa dun- Moren a free rein over their hves or deposed her. Revenge, however, was another matterundermining Anheliaa's newest obsession would fill that bill quite nicely. And since liberating her two remaining studs would go a long way toward destroying Anheliaa's little breeding pro- gram, even revenge boiled down to getting his brothers out of Rhomatum, and out of range of the Rhomatum rings and Anheliaa's sadistic influence. She could inflict painto that, he could personally attest. According to official records, she could track known indi- viduals within the Cityperhaps anywhere along the nodes. Which put her about on a par with a good hunting hound. There were the rumors she could transport people instan- taneously out of the City, which might be true, rumor also had her flinging bolts of pure leypower and reading minds. Any of which, he would concede as possiblenow. He just didn't know for certain and until he did, he could hardly plan an effective opposition. He was willing, under the circumstances, to give Khyel's theory some credence. He might have some power over the Rhomatum rings (hard-headed stubbornness, if nothing else; there'd been a moment, he recalled or imagined, when he'd almost broken free of Anheliaa's influence) but a head-to-head contest of wills against a sixty-year veteran of ring manipulation was not his idea of a winning battle-plan. First... In its relentless downward path, Gravel-voice's massage roused a stabbing pain in his bad leg, and he grunted objec- tion; Gravel muttered something totally unintelligible, and Gravel's hands poked and prodded with only slightly more care, asking Here? and Here? To which he replied in flu- ent Curse. Gravel-voice laughed, set both palms flat on either side of his tailbone and shoved. Hard. Compressing ... parts into the ground. Parts that ob- jected highly to such cavalier treatment. But somewhere in and around or through his curse, something grated inside, and thanked ... into place, there was no other way to describe the sudden release of tension and pressure within. "What the hell" Deymorin gasped and twisted away. "Sorry." Humor touched the gruff voice, but the hand that grabbed his shoulder and held him steady was all busi- ness. "How's the back? Better?" Deymorin settled reluctantly onto his stomach, gingerly flexing his lower back, and found, to his rather grudging amazement, that the subtle tension he lived with almost daily was gone, and with it the sharp bite of pain in his leg, and he forced himself to admit, "I suppose." He shifted, protecting the newest bruise, and said sourly, "Least you could do is warn a fellow." A throaty chuckle filled the air over his head. "Didn't think. Sorry." He granted and settled his head on his forearms as his file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (131 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt tormentor dribbled more of the oily substance. "Used to do it for m' sis, don't you know? After her fifth, her back bothered her like everything . . . Sorry about the ropes. Wriggling around, you were, like a landed fish, and you need to stay still while it dries, don't you know? Woke up faster than I thought you would, or I wouldn't have left you that way." Suddenly Gravel-voice was quite chatty ... A noncha- lance a man appreciated when the numbing goo oozed over his hips and buttocks and those businesslike hands started sliming his legs. Whatever Anheliaa's henchmen had done to him, they hadn't missed a hand'Sc-breadth of skin. Made a man wonder what else had been flayed and was already, thankfully, numb. Someone was going to be sorry they hadn't completed the job. Another bleat. It was a lamb. Or a different one. And soon, from the sounds, several. Sincerely disturbed, now, he sniffed the grassthat being the most immediately available clue, sticking into his nose as it wasand rubbed a hand across it, trying to connect the finger picture with a remembered image. Short. Natural ends. Not clippednot by scythes, not by sheep teeth. Fresh-smelling. Spring smelling. This time, the chill that shuddered through him had noth- ing to do with the ointment the unseen lad poured across his feet. Sparing him little more than a passing glance, the Oreno Ley registrar waved Nikki through the express stile. No need for papers when you were one of Mheric dunMoren's multiplicity of heirs, less when you made a habit of visiting the family stable several times a week and were on a first name basis with all the Oreno keepers. Nikki raised a hand in silent thanks and slipped past, hoping the rest of the walk to the stable would prove as uneventful; the registrar nodded and returned with obvious reluctance to an argumentative traveller. Threads of that argument reached him as he wove through the growing line of impatient inbounds. Something to do with a gun and City regulations. Strange argument. Must be an Outsider on his first visit. No sane person would consider travelling near the leylines (let alone within a node city) with a loaded firearm. There'd been some spectacular accidents before their ancestors had discovered the causal linkage between leypower and gunpowder. Even along the lines themselves, handling explosive weapons was more likely to endanger your foot than your adversary. Anyone accustomed to Cities expected guns of any sort to be confiscated at the gates, and one carried the proper papers and identification for retrieval of said items upon departure. But in Rhomatum even loose powder could be danger- ous, and sometimes, people just didn't understand. . . . Not that anyone needed such devices. Not in Rhomatum. Within Rhomatum one confined oneself to (the tiny scar beneath his arm twitched) knives. Not even Mikhyel could outlaw those. Personally, he'd always preferred the power of words. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (132 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt An admirable philosophy which hadn't stopped him, since the events of six months past, from carrying a knife at his belt, and training with the cadets twice a week. Six months. Had it really been so long since he'd last seen Deymorin? Nikki worked his way through the crowded streets, past produce carts and street sellers, enjoying his own brand of anonymity, here, where he was just one of many potential customers meandering by to pass the time of day, to com- ment on the weather or current politics, or to purchase an apple or a freshly-baked meat pie. Market-grazing, Deymorin called it. And it was a habit he'd picked up from Deymorin, he supposed, although since the market lay between the Tower and the stables, it was natural enough. But Deymorin loved the marketplace, as he loved the stables and farmlands. Deymorin loved the press of people, the friendly shouts, even the jostling that might mean a cutpurse. Deymorin considered it a personal challenge to outsmart such individuals, and if he couldn't, figured the cutpurse deserved the prize. He doubted a cutpurse had outsmarted his eldest brother in years. Dammit, Deymorin, where are you? He never knew these days how he felt toward Deymorin. Angry, that for certain. Deymorin had made him a prom- isethe first important promise he'd ever asked of him and broken it within the hour. But after six months of Lidye "Hai-yo, Nikki, lad!" Nikki forced a smile to his lips and edged past an ener- getic, four-way argument on the relative merits of various chicken breeds to answer the voice hailing him from a low bench behind aleather-strewn table. "Where be that brother o' yourn?" the saddler asked the Dreaded Question. "I ha'no seen him forlord o' my, since afore midwinter. Been holdin' this here" He held up a bitless bridle. "Bought a' paid, 'tis. Bought a' paid. Just waitin' to set on a head." Nikki ran a hand over the supple leather and fingered the fine tooling appreciatively. These days, he tended to pass by stalls with little more than a glance at the wares, avoiding the owners because of the inevitable questions Deymorin's Brother attracted. Questions to which he could give only the official response . . . "He rode up to Pretierac last fall, to check out some native ponies and got snowed in for the winter in that early blizzard. We expect him back any day now." . . . regardless how unsatisfactory the answer was to both himself and Deymorin's friends. Deymorin didn't get snowed in, and Deymorin especially didn't miss the spring foaling at Darhaven regardless of health or weather. One thing he knew, Deymorin wasn't at Darhaven. He'd been to the breeding farm twice since Deymorin disap- peared: once with Mikhyel, a second time alone, quietly, and unannounced, and he simply couldn't believe Tonio and the other staff could fake their obvious growing con- cern over their master's continued absence. It was all very disturbing. He handed the headstall back, expressed his admiration file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (133 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt of the workmanship, said he'd tell Deymorin as soon as he saw him, and sidled out of the stall, mumbling some excuse, uncertain which he used this time. Mikhyel, being more accustomed to subterfuge, might have given more complete, more believable answers, had people ever thought to ask him. But they never thought, never made the connection with Deymorin on the rare oc- casions they saw Mikhyel dunMheric walking this same path, not even when Nikki accompanied him. Or perhaps it wasn't that they didn't think to ask, not that they didn't recognize him, but rather that Mikhyel never stopped, never gave anyone an opportunity to ask. It was even possible some of the Outsiders dealing their wares had never seen Mikhyel Rhomandi dunMheric. Prior to Deymorm's disappearance, Mikhyel hadn't been through this market since their father had died. Mikhyel had told him once, years ago and in passing, that strangers disturbed him, particularly crowds like the market-grazers. Nikki had thought that quite odd, at the time, and wondered, perhaps, if he'd heard wrong, but after accompanying Mikhyel through these streets, after watch- ing his brother's deliberately evasive, forward-staring eyes as he passed between the stalls, he'd come to realize how very real that fear must be. Mikhyel had been going to the Tower Hill offices daily since he was a child, and by the time he was Nikki's age, he'd been in charge of them, constantly surrounded by peo- ple and buildings and things he knew and had known all his life. His tailor and barber attended him in the Tower. He hardly knew other citizens, let alone the farmers and breeders and merchants Deymorin preferred. Seemed like a lonely way to live, though not as bad as Anheliaa, who never got outside the Tower anymore. And thatone way or the other, Anheliaa's or Mikhyel'swas how they would have him live, if they had their way. Except, Anheliaa would say, he'd have Lidye to keep him company. Day and night. He shuddered, understanding, after six months of Lidye dunTarim, exactly why Deymorin had left, and why his brother had never so much as sent word of where he was or how he was or when (if ever, Nikki now feared) he was coming back to Rhomatum, no matter how many promises or I.O.U.s given. But understanding did not excuse. Initially, Deymorin's leaving, his casual disregard of the promise he'd made had seemed a personal betrayal. They'd had a deal. Deymorin wouldn't leave until theyhe, Mik- hyel, and Deymorinhad had a chance to work things out. Six months ago, that had had ultimate significance. Now - . . Now, he realized there was more at issue than his own, admittedly rather childish, desires for an end of strife and interfamilial power plays. In his selfish disappearance, Deymorin had deserted, not just him, not just Mikhyel, but all the Outside as well. Poor already-overworked Khyel, who hated and feared the Outside, had been spending at least one week in five travelling the Betweens, seeing to all the things Deymorin used to manage. And when he was in the City, he was up till all hours of the night meeting with councillors, syndics, and people Nikki suspected, when he saw them passing in file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (134 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt the halls, of being Rhomatum's eyes and ears in other nodes. Nikki would have helped, offered to help every time he took Mikhyel Outside, but Mikhyel insisted on doing the work himself, insisted it was time he learned about fertiliz- ers and mulch and foaling and seasons. And Inside the Tower, Mikhyel said it was his job, and would take longer to explain than to do it himself. Besides, Mikhyel said, he depended on Nikki to keep Lidye and Nethaalye occupied and entertained. He'd rather be helping Tomas muck stables. He stopped at Fredriri's booth as he always did whenever the instrument-maker passed through Rhomatum, partially because it was his interest alone, not one he shared with Deymorin, or Mikhyel, and partially because he couldn't resist trying out the new instruments. He always stopped. He always admired. But somehow, he never bought-at least, not for his own use. To do so seemeddisloyal to Barney. And because Fredriri was his friend, he could get the out-of-town news and gossip with- out Deymorin's fate entering the conversation. But today, even Fredriri failed him, insistently drawing his attention to the wares of the seamstress sharing his stall, Fredi himself obviously more intent on her buxom charms than in promoting a known nonsale, and unwittingly re- minding him of his own impending matrimony and associ- ated obligations. Nikki was dutifully checking out the embroidery on a festival blouse of the seamstress' art and wondering list- lessly if Lidye would like it, when, from the comer of his eye, he glimpsed a familiar figure. Mirym. Anheliaa's servant was weaving her way hke a wispy brown shadow through the crowd, pausing at each stall to examine the items at length. Strange behavior, if she was here on Anheliaa's errands: through monetarily generous to her ladies-in-waiting, his aunt was adamant about loiter- ing and time-wasting. Stranger still, she hadn't even a foot- man to carry her packages and protect her from unwanted attentions. Finally, before people began to note and comment on his apparent obsession with a young, unaccompanied fe- male, he approached her, ostensibly to pay his respects. "And what are you doing here?" he asked conversation- ally, having determined she was, indeed, on holiday from Anheliaa's demands. She raised a basket filled with small packages, and lifted a gently cynical eyebrow. He ducked his head and tapped his forehead. "Dim- witted, eh?" She shrugged, and, tipping her head toward the stream of humanity outside the stall, moved into the sunlight and out of a potential customer's way. Considerate, he thought, and recalling that long-ago birthday, and his private little party, wasn't at all surprised at the discovery. Taking the basket from her hands, he followed her through the crowd to another stall, not quite certain what to do, now he'd tacitly fallen in with her. A surprisingly heavy basket, which upon closer examina- tion of the packages revealed: file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (135 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "Apples?" he asked, lifting one free of its cloth bag. She touched index finger to thumb in interlocking cir- clesher sign for Anheliaathen brushed an index finger haughtily past her nose. "Anheliaa doesn't like them?" he hazarded. She nodded. Touched her own mouth and closed her eyes blissfully. "And you do." Her tongue peeked out between her lips, tracing a damp- ening path around the edge. He laughed, both delighted and worried: she was so in- genuous; she seemed easy prey for the unscrupulous. "Is anyone here with you?" he asked. She cast a look about as though checking every potential hiding place, then shook her head sadly, looking like a lost five-year-old. He gave a shout of laughter that drew attention from passersby, who caught her expression and turned accusa- tory. One man actually stepped forward, shouldering be- tween them to ask Mirym was this cad annoying her and did she wish to be rid of him. "I didn't" Nikki protested, but Mirym laughed silently, dipped a curtsy to her would-be rescuers and pulled him by the arm into the shade between two stalls. When they were safely alone, he said, "Did anyone ever tell you you're a wicked, wicked girl?" Another innocent blink, a disturbingly familiar fluttering of eyelids.... Rings, another Lidyeor rather, a roguish caricature of the type. He chuckled. "Still, your champions out there had a point: it's hardly appropriate, your being here all alone, at the mercy of every letch and" Another of those eloquent searches of the shadows, mock horror in every line, a search that settled on him. Her eyes widened. A gloved hand crept to her mouth. Before she could create another scene, he shook her arm. "All rightyou win. You win. Peace?" She smiled and patted his arm, immediately transforming into a proper young female, and they moved back into the marketplace flow. Which inspired burlesque, while charming and entertain- ing and fun, failed to guide him to a proper course of ac- tion. While he couldn't just leave her, he had business of his own. Important business. Mikhyel's business, which meant the City's. He could, he supposed, send her home with one of the grooms, but he found himself increasingly reluctant to leave her company, found himself wondering what she did on her days off, where her family was, where, in fact, she came from. Though he'd rarely crossed her path since that stolen little party, he'd never forgottenwas reminded of her each time he picked up his guitar and set the embroidered strap over his head, or plucked the sweet-timbred strings. She deserved better than a lonely day in the market, after which, what would she do? retire to her room and her stitching? "Have you the whole day off?" he asked finally. She nodded . . . "Plans?" file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (136 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt . . . then gave one of her articulate shrugs. "Would you like to join me for a drive?" Her dark eyes scanned the horizon, then her head cocked questioningly. "I'm off to Armayel to pick up Mikhyel. We'll have an early supper and return before darkwell before you're due back. Khyel's been gone twice as long as usual and he'll be anxious to get home." He stopped and maneuvered to face her. "So you see, you must come with me." She tucked her chin in and gave him a gently skeptical frown. "To save me from his doldrums." Ignoring the human wave breaking around them, he set her basket on the ground, then held her hand to his chest, urging soulfully: "Please?" The frown dissolved into a soundless giggle. She shoved him away and reclaimed her hand. Thumb under her chin, she tapped her lips with her index finger while scanning the distant foothills. Tipping her head back toward him, she bugged her pelisse-covered shoulders, giving a mock little shiver. "I keep a spare cloak at the stable. Must. Wool, you see. Not elegant, but very warm." Her lower lip disappeared beneath barely visible teeth, and her clear eyes narrowed. Cautious. Not one to decide on a whim. -Possibly even making a mental list of his motives. He put on as innocent a face as possible, wanting her to accept the invitation for his own sake now. She was pleas- ant company, delightfully self-sufficient, inspiration to his entertainment ingenuity. She felt . . . comfortable, as no one since Deymorin left had felt comfortable, even his so-called best friends, Phell and Bertie, having deserted him (in dis- gust, he feared) since Lidye's arrival. When her face relaxed and she gave a quick nod, it was as if the sun shone a degree brighter. "Thank you!" he said on a huff of air, brushing a hand across his brow in only slightly exaggerated relief. "Soto the stables. Walk? Or shall I fetch a cabin?" Her eyes swept the soft puffs of cloud overhead, glanced toward the human-drawn enclosed cabs working their way a slow step at a time along the crowded cobblestones, then she lifted her heavy skirts to shake a tiny, eloquent foot. "Your wish is my command, m'lady." He tucked her hand into his arm, picked up the basket, and steered her toward the stables. He began a cheerful monologue, a totally fictitious com- mentary regarding the private lives of passing shoppers, a libelous nonsensicality to which she responded with her own comments, revealing an unusual talent for visual mim- icry, until by the time they reached the stable, they were both doubling over with irreverent laughter. Storm and Ashley were vociferous in their welcome of him, accepting Mirym with tempered equine dignityuntil she offered them her precious hand-picked apples. After that, she could do no wrong, in their eyesor his. Negotiating the carriage through crowded streets re- quired little effort on his part, the market-wise team work- ing their own way quietly past vehicles and pedestrians alike. Once free of the market and past the outer wall- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (137 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt gate, however, their eagerness to be let out vibrated down the lines. He gave them a notch, but it was not enough: they shook their heads and snorted, eager to have the brisk spring air filling their lungs. While their driver agreed wholeheartedly, Nikki couldn't help remembering Lidye's reactions the last time out, the fear, the fingers clutching his armand threat- ening his control of the linesat the first sign of open fields. Equine demands grew more insistent. He hadn't had time to take them out all week. They had energy to burnand so had he. A stolen glance: Mirym's eyes were closed, her face lifted to the sun and the breeze, her hands folded calmly in her lap. Trying to contain his eagerness, not wishing to pressure her into something that would frighten her, he asked: "Shall I let them go?" She met his eyes; a wave of emotion crossed her face too rapidly to read; then, one hand moving surreptitiously to grip the buggy's side, she dipped her chin. "You're sure? Don't let me scare you." Another unreadable look, then she grinned widely, clamped her free hand on her wide-brimmed hat, and nod- ded vigorously. He gave the greys the rein they craved, and the buggy surged forward. Something stank. Deymorin shifted the arm pillowing his head, and realized: Curse the rings and their thrice-damned mistress, that stench came from him. This time, he awoke as if from a normal sleepprovided one counted sleeping alone on a grassy slope, clad in noth- ing but a stained wool blanket, normal. But his eyes opened without obstruction, and his vision cleared (normally, thank the various illegal deities), and his hands and legs were free, if unwilling, as yet, to move. In fact, aside from a pounding headache and smelling like a dungheap, he felt in quite amazingly good health, considering the possibilities memory suggested. For a moment, he wondered if the whole thing had been a dream: the gravel-voiced youth, the water, the fall . . . the fight with Anheliaa, maybe even Nikki's bolt to Tirise's. Perhaps he'd fallen asleep after making love in this rather idyllic spot, perhaps (his imagination gained momen- tum) with the shepherd's daughter, and the maiden had left him here while she tended the flock. Or, perhaps (imagination deferring to cynical practicality, and considering his clothing was nowhere in sight), said gentle maiden had absconded after stealing him quite liter- ally blind. But the feminine thief had no substance in his memories. His brothers and Anheliaa and her rings did. The residual pain in his back when he twisted around to scan over his shoulder was definitely real. His eyes stung in the sunlight . . . possibly the green-stained strip lying in the grass next to him was the bandage that had instigated the row of his last wak- ing moments. The only thing missing (other than his clothes) was the gravel-voiced youth. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (138 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt On the other hand, the charred remains of a small fire he didn't remember setting still warmed the nearby air, and if he accepted Nikki's birthday and Anheliaa as truth, he still had to explain the lambs and the abundant, spring- ' green foliage surrounding him. Nikki's birthdayat least as he remembered itwas in the fall: a good six months ago. If not, Darius save him, longer. Assuming his memory was sound, the old woman must have knocked him cold with her mind-invading rings and had him put into winter storage, possibly talked Diorak into keeping him drugged into incoherency. He rubbed a chin bare of stubble across his supporting forearm, flicked dirt from under a smooth-edged fingernail. If that were the case, his jailers had taken uncommonly good care of him just to flay him and set him out for the wolves. Which creatures would have been far more appreciative of a free meal in the dead of winter. He'd put nothing pastor beyondAnheliaa, not after that painful assault inside his head. He supposed it was even possible she'd used those damned rings to confound his thinking permanently. His recall seemed clear enough up to Nikki's birthday, but all that lay between that and his last blind awakening was a series of disconnected im- pressions having little to do with coherent reality. Of course, come tomorrow he might not remember lying here wondering where the sheep belonged and what had happened to the gravel-voiced youth. Perhaps he'd awake to an entirely different scenario. Perhaps he was really in jail, and this lake, the sheep, and everything around him was some fevered dream. Except, if he were dreaming, there would be, without question, a shapely shepherdess to share his lucid mo- ments with. At least, bless all the ancient gods and damn the rings, he wasn't blind. No thanks to Anheliaa. And he was alive, despite Anheliaa's efforts. If he read Gravel-voice correctly, his previous immobile status had been for his own good, not the wolves' convenience or An- heliaa's pleasure. Therefore, Gravel-voice might be a potential friendly. Might. Gravel-voice had spoken Mauritumin, which was more than the webless so-called barbarians to the north and east did, but with an accent he hadn't recognized, and while he hadn't a guardsman's talent in identifying such things, one was reminded forcibly of cutpurse/assassins with strange ac- cents ... And the storms, and the Tower and Nikki's seventeenth birthday, and . . . Rings save him, the promise he'd made to the boy; that reconciliation which had meant so much to him. Would he ever believe his older brother hadn't simply run away? Considering he felt the promise necessary in the first place, Nikki must share Mikhyel's assessment of his character, at least in that sense. If Mikhyel hadn't told Nikki the truth about what happened in the Tower. If Mikhyel knew the truth. If, considering Mikhyel's threat to the rings, Anheliaa hadn't scattered him to the file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (139 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt winds as well. But Anheliaa needed Mikhyelto do the damned paper- work if nothing else. Of course, she also needed a backup stud for her breed- ing plan. Nikki, being more complacent, would probably be more to her taste. Him, she didn't need. Had Mikhyel not risked his hand to stop her, she'd have killed him right there in the Tower. Lacking other physical means of accomphshing that goal, she'd have driven him crazy with the pain until he killed himself. If it were just himself, he might well tell her where to stick her rings and never return to Rhomatum. His life was Outside, provided she hadn't impounded the Outside estates already. Even if she had, his people, sharecroppers and employees alike, were a loyal (to him) and self-sufficient lot. She wouldn't absorb them and what was theirs without a fight and Rhomatum needed their produce, not the other way around, therefore chances were she'd leave them alone. At least for the moment. Until she discovered he was still alive, despite her undoubtedly fervent wishes to the contrary. But he had two brothers still living under her Towered roof, and should either of them refuse to accede to her plans, he had no doubt that she'd deal with them as she had with him. Perhaps with more permanent results. A man had to wonder, who'd weathered that pain and lived, whether Anheliaa had used similar tactics with Mik- - hyel. That was a disturbing thought. Anheliaa had had her beringed claws in Mikhyel since the tender age of thirteen. Her methods had sent a grown man to his knees; how must they have affected Mikhyel over the years? More importan- tly, how would they affect his future choices, now he's taken a stand against her? So much depended on Mikhyel, on his motives and goals and what he had or had not told Nikki. If Nikki didn't know, if he believed himself deserted, he'd join forces with Anheliaa, do whatever Mikhyel suggested to keep what he perceived as his own family intact, because Nikki wanted family, Nikki hated arguments, and (face it, Rhomandi) Nikki was inclined toward the road of least resistance. Mikhyel had power, if he chose to use it, and Mikhyel might well fight. For several brief instants, before the party, during, and after, Mikhyel had revealed a side of himself Deymorin hadn't seen in years, and Anheliaa .. . hadn't liked it. He realized now, lying here, free of familial distraction, she'd been watching them, inciting fragmentation when peace threatened. She'd wanted Mikhyel and himself to fight, which might be sheer perversity of spiritcertainly she had enough of that for any ten individualsor might be some- thing ominously more pernicious. For years, for Nikki's sake, he and Mikhyel had avoided letting their differences peak into full-blown battle. The first time they hadthat last evening before Anheliaa en- tered the roomthere'd been no fireworks, lightning hadn't struck the Towerthey had, in fact, come close to, if not reconciliation, at least a truce and some seminal understanding. He wondered now if Anheliaa had known all along that file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (140 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt they'd never really hurt one another. If Anheliaa wanted them in opposite camps, she would (following that warped logic) want Nikki to constantly smooth their feathers so they'd never reconcile, never compromise, neverband against her. But they had, when Mikhyel threatened the rings in the Tower. After that, she'd been forced to -rid herself of one of them permanently, and therefore goaded him into that final battle. Gravel-voice wasn't supposed to be here. Naked, flayed, dumped into that pool below, he'd have had little chance of survival. Khyel (if memory was in any sense reliable) had been in the Tower with them, and obviously knew well the risk of opposition, even before Anheliaa attacked him. Depending on his personal motives and his own goals, their middle brother could as easily encourage Nikki into a similar disas- trous protest, or steer him into compliance. Or he might get himself killed trying to fight Anheliaa alone, if he had come to the same conclusions Deymorin was now drawing, and if he was the man Deymorin increas- ingly believed him to be. His brothers needed help and he wasn't about to run away this time. Khyel's accusation to that effect had star- tied him, wounded him deeply. Perhaps Mikhyel was right to accuse him of running away when their father died. Cer- tainly from Mikhyel's point of view he'd taken the easy way out. But he hadn't run away this time, and one way or an- other, Nikkiand Khyelwere going to know that one truth. And getting his brothers the truth meant getting to his brothers. Which in turn meant figuring where he was. A leyline ran though the deceptively innocent meadow: the barren strip running through the trees, into the small lake, and out the other side was far too flat and wide to be a seasonal stream. Undeveloped leys did not exist between Rhomatum and her primary satellites. Even the unsettled tertiaries had lights erected along them, though the lights barely glim- mered, and the land itself had long since been claimed on speculation toward the time when even those minuscule intersections would be capped and lowered. The surrounding mountains, and the untapped ley would argue for the far side of Hanitum, or possibly Persitum in the Kharatas Range. The latter would account for the unfamiliar accentand fit Anheliaa's warped sense of jus- tice. She was perfectly capable of throwing him into Gar- etti's lap just to watch them both squirm. Came one of those bleats from above. This time, he was able to see the rock overhang that explained the impression of airborne sheep. Downslope lay a pool, calm and green-shadowed among budding azaleas. And in the pool . . . Perhaps his firstor rather secondsupposition was cor- rect. That bare figure rising from the shallows was unques- tionably more shepherd's daughter than gravel-voiced youth. Nikki pulled the horses down to a distance-covering, ex- tended trot, a pace they could hold for hours, hope re- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (141 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt turning that they might make up at least in part for the time lost in the market. The road they travelled was one the greys knew as well or better than he, and the grain awaiting them at Armayel was sufficient incentive to keep their minds on their business; the air was clear, visibility good, at least until they reached the heavily wooded lands around Armayel . . . Which \ett him free to entertain his silent companion; a far from unappealing prospect. Cheeks flushed with the breeze, hair shaken loose be- neath her wind-battered hat, her dark eyes shining with excitement, Mirym looked almost pretty. He grinned at her, and she smiled back, then threw her arms wide, as if to absorb all the sunshine at once, as if, like a flower, she required that glow to blossom, seemingly at ease in what should have been a thoroughly foreign environment. Lidye's fears, while frustrating and tedious, had been un- derstandable, and, in a way, expected, since citizens of a node city went Outside only to travel between nodes, and then they rode in sleeper-floaters along the leys, never seeing the open fields and the green forests they passed. Mirym's open, almost childlike enjoyment was the excep- tion, a mystery wanting exploration. Much as he had of the unknown market-gazers, he found himself making up scenarios to explain Mirym. ... She was the unplanned daughter of a Family, her parents banished to the Outside before her birth, forced to raise her in the Barbarous Darkness Between the Lines. Or perhaps she was a Rhomandi relative, considering she now served Anheliaa. a cousin or even half-sister. But when he tried to track his own, depressingly sparse family web, no possibility suggested itself. The Darius line, after Darius' own multiplicity of wives, had grown thin. Children born, but few surviving to reproduce. Odd, now he thought of it. And he wondered if this belated observation should concern him, particularly con- sidering Deymorin's mysterious absence. But the deaths of his unknown potential relatives had never been mysterious, only frequent. There were a few, mostly quite distant, possibilities, off- spring acknowledged, but not in the direct Rhomandi line. Deymorin had at least two, but she was too old to be one of his. Or perhaps an old retainer's daughter. Possibly someone Deymorin owed a favor, except Deymorin wouldn't consider placing someone in Anheliaa's control a favor . . . Deymorin. Dammit, brother . . . A tiny cough. He swallowed hard, jerked abruptly back to reality. Mirym, huddled now in the borrowed cloak, was eyeing him strangely, almost suspiciously. He smiled. "Sorry. Gathering rose petals. You like it Outside?" She nodded. "Do you get out of Rhomatum frequently?" A puzzled blink. One hand crept out of the cloak's folds and held up one finger. "First time?" An unaccountable disappointment touched him at her nod, only to quickly fade when she tapped her forehead and flipped her hand like a man doffing a hat. "Thank you?" he hazarded. Acknowledgment. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (142 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "Well, you're quite welcome, ma'am," he said, and Mir- ym's head ducked, her fine curls falling forward, hair and bedraggled hat veiling her face. She pulled her hat free, trying to fingercomb and pat her hair into some form of order, searching her lap for lost pins. Her hair, a pale, colorless brown, was more tightly curled than his, and, free of its severe chignon, it fluffed about her face, catching the sun, making a silvery halo for her face and shoulders, making her unfashionably pointed features look like some fey creature in a child's Tamshi book. "Please, don't," he objected, and at her startled blink: "It looks wonderful." Her attempts had tangled one lock behind her ear. Un- able to resist, he shifted the reins into one hand and reached to fluff it free. She dodged his touch, suspicion flooding her face, and pushed into the far corner- of the buggy, as far from him as the handrail would allow, scanning the passing ground as if preparing a leap to freedom. Not anxious, not fright- ened, just eminently determined to avoid what she'd obvi- ously perceived as an advance on his part. A decidedly unwanted advance. "Mirym, I'm sorry," he said, horrified. "I didn't mean it like that." A single doubtful blink ... "Truly, I didn't." . . . that became one of her narrow-eyed evaluations. He chewed his lower lip, trying not to compound the problem. "If you're really worried about your hair, you can fix it when we get to Armayel. Beasleythe housekeeper, you knowwill have hairpins. There's even a combwide teeth and everything." He patted his own endlessly irritat- ing curls, the short ones sticking out at all angles from under his hat, and flipped the severely braided queue, set- ting it flopping between his shoulder blades. "You see, I'm sadly familiar with the problem." Her silent giggle broke the tension, and expanding on the innocuous theme, he proceeded to babble about various ridiculous (and frequently embarrassing) moments resulting from his hair, which nonsense seemed, at least, to amuse her, and before he realized, they were well past the halfway point, and moving into the wooded greenbelt that extended in all directions around Armayel, a vast, natural garden whose upkeep employed several households. The greys eased their pace, knowing his preferences, and he didn't urge them on. They were making good time, and would arrive soon enough. His monologue died a natural, companionable death, birds and the whisper of the wind through the leaves carrying the conversation. Watching her, he discovered a new kind of joy, that of sharing something he loved with someone capable of open appreciation of it, and he couldn't help but wonder if this was the special feeling Deymorin had talked about having the first time Deymorin had taken him to Darhaven. And he wondered if Lidye would have been this pleasant, had she not been trying constantly to secure his affections. She wanted the position marriage with him could give her, he had no illusions about that and couldn't blame her for that ambition, but the constant need for reassurance, the file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (143 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt physical clingingwould Mirym have resorted to such tac- tics, were their situations reversed? A light touch on his arm requested his attention: Mirym, who cocked her head and touched her forehead with a fingertip. Somehow, he didn't think so. "Just wondering," he said. "Where are you from? What node? What Family?" Her chin tucked in a gesture he was learning meant a suspicious Why? "Just wondering why Aunt couldn't have chosen you for me instead of Lidye." The words were uttered before he realized where his thoughts had taken him. Her response was outrage and another scan of the ground racing past their wheels. The hand he reached to keep her from falling got slapped for its trouble, and he jerked back, palm outward. "I'm sorry! Honestly, Mirym, I'm not ... I didn't mean . . . It's just . . . Oh, never mind!" The horses tossed their heads and broke stride, his ten- sion translating to their sensitive mouths. He threw himself back against the padded seat and distracted himself with sorting the reins. For a time, he was sufficiently occupied settling them back into their easy jog. A light hand brushed his elbow. He jumped; the horses did; again he steadied them, this time prepared for Mirym's attention-requesting touch, less so for the surprisingly sym- pathetic expression that greeted him. "I didn't mean that the way it sounded, Mirym. I'm just..." He stopped, embarrassed that he'd ever brought the topic up with this particular girl. Her position was awkward enough, her duties to Anheliaa forcing her into family poli- tics and what should be private matters. But there was something so calm, so unpretentious and . . . worldly about her. Like Deymorin. And when she pressed his arm encour- agingly, as if to say It's all right, he relented to that pressing need to say something . . . to anyone. "It's Lidye. I should be thrilled with her, I know. Aunt claims she's doing exceedingly well with the rings, she's ever so accommodating, and she seems interested in every- thing I do, but . . ." He paused, finding no words to describe the vague feel- ing. Her fingers squeezed his arm, urging him to continue. In desperation, he blurted out: "She likes my poetry!" An upward palm asked, clear as sunshine on a cloudless day, So? What's wrong with that? "My poetry's terrible." She shook her head until the curls flipped her nose. "How would you know?" Her mouth opened, closed, then, with a little shake of the head, she looked away, nose in the air. "Just know, do you?" The curls nodded once. Emphatically. "You'd better watch yourself. I'll make you read them." She turned back, and before he knew what she was up to, caught his hand and slashed his wrist with a fingertip, then tapped her mouth, committing him to his promise. It was an ancient, childish gesture, one Darius' descendants had inherited from the natives of this valley. He laughed, feeling like a fly caught in her gentle web. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (144 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt --"Just never claim I didn't warn you." He sobered. "Don't you see? She hates poetry. Knows nothing about the clas- sics, or even the modern drivel. So either way, it's an insult: either to my intelligence, or my talent." Her dubious look was back. "You don't think so?" She shrugged. "What if she's just saying it? What if she'll do anything to make this marriage succeed? Her parents were ecstatic when I proposed. They might have pressured her to accept. Anheliaa thinks she's wonderful, whenever Mikhyel men- tions her, it's to say how beautiful she is, and what a" He felt like gagging. "lovely couple we make. Aunt's friends tell me how lucky I am. So why don't I feel lucky?" The warm sympathy had vanished. Her face remained blank, offering no insight. Tenaciously, he pressed his point: "Last month, when I went after Mikhyel, Lidye insisted on coming along. Before we left, she went on and on and on about how lovely the drive must be and how she'd rather spend the time with me than stay in the Tower alonenever mind Nethaalye, is there, and Aunt and doz- ens of other people. But she hated the drivecomplained of the cold, wanted the carriage to stop swaying, said it was making her sick and covered her eyes the entire way." Into his shoulder. "It was awful. Until we got there. Then she was all sweetness and delicate sensibilities. She couldn't possibly have made the trip back that same day." Or the next. Or the next. "While she was there, she never went outside; she just wandered the house, fingering this and that like . . . like an appraiser. And when we did return, we had to walk the horses the whole way. . . . It took us the entire day! And despite that, this time, she tried to come again. I" He sought her calm gaze. "Why would she want to, after the first time made her miserable?" She looked at him, then ahead at the horses and the road, then back to him. Finally, she shrugged, touched first her heart, then his lips, and shrugged again. "Maybe because she loves me?" She nodded slowly, deep, emphatic dips of her head. "Oh, dear." . . . Then you shall have her . . . One had to wonder: was that Anheliaa's plan? Grant his 'wish' and wait for him to come crawling home? Well, Deymorin thought, as that curvaceous figure, hid- den now beneath a ragged, gathered skirt and loose peasant shirt, swayed its way up the grassy slope, you might have a long wait. Auntie-dearest. A patched travel bag slung over one shoulder hampered his shepherdess' efforts to contain the shirt's voluminous- ness with a simple strip cummerbund. Finally, in singularly eloquent silent frustration, she stopped and flung the bag to the ground, took several wraps around her narrow waist and secured the ends with a snap. Then she plucked some- thing long and narrow from between her teeth, and slipped it into that newly-secured waistband with a patrather like tucking an old friend into bed. A knife. A fairly large, serviceable knife. Not that he'd hold that against her: a shepherd's daughter out alone in the hills, particularly one with so tempting a figure, would need to protect herself. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (145 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt As the unknown female approached, Deymorin tore his eyes from her long, powerful, distractingly sensual strides, and put his head down to give an outward appearance of sleep, while watching her approach through slitted lids. Perhaps not a shepherd's daughter. Voluptuous, yes, but slim for a country girl, and (she paused to take an irritated tug at the skirt wrapping uncooperatively around her damp legs) singularly inept at the dress. She might well be some- thing quite interestingly different. Possibly, considering her rather casualone might even say lovingattitude regarding the knife, some lady outlaw preparing to . . . take advantage of him. He stifled laughter in the crook of his elbow and the smelly, stained blanket lying half-under, half-over him. Insane, that's what he was. Anheliaa's games had bent his mind, robbing him of what little sense he'd ever had. Here he washe, who had been preparing a lecture for Nikki about worldly cautionlying naked as the day he was born, on an unknown hillside, thinking lewd thoughts about an unknown female, while said unknown female car- ried an undoubtedly very sharp knife in his direction. . . . The rustle of skirts drew near; a twig snapped beneath an incautious foot. A toe prodded bruised ribs. "Lazy bastard, aren't you?" Gravel-voice had returned, too. "C'mon, Rag'n'bones, wakey-wakey." He cursed roundly and rolled to an elbow, fully expecting third party involvement. Possibly the knife-carrying shep- herdess' brother, or (disappointing thought) husband. But there was only the shepherd's daughter. Realizing, insome disillusion, that the disagreeable voice must have emanated from her, he squinted up at the backlit figure and found further disappointment in dripping, rough- shorn hair sticking out at odd angles about a freckled face and reddened nose. "Then you shall have her. . . ." If this apparition was Anheliaa's notion of his shepherd's daughter, she had a great deal to learn about her oldest nephew's taste in women. "So, Rag'n'bones," the apparition grated. Then sneezed, sniffed, and ran a dampened cloth under its too-red nose. "Now you've had your eyeful, you going to tell me why I shouldn't dump you back? You're hardly a first-rate catch." Catch? Dump him back? Fine talk for such a homely shepherdess to the Rhomandi himself Another burst of unholy amusement. Rings save him, her attitude had him thinking like lord-and-lofty Mikhyel. Homely she might be, but she wasn't stupid, neither was she helpless, as the bruise between his shoulder blades re- minded him. Neither was she Anheliaa's, considering the treatment he'd had of her thus far. She might well be impressed with his lordly credentialscertainly with the potential of his lordly purse. So he opened his mouth to reform her thinking. Unfortu- nately, all that came out was a rather petulant: "Rag'n'bones?" (The ground shook with the beat of horse-hooves. (Hordes galloped down the leyroad toward Rhomatum, their weapons blazing a steady stream of chained lightning. (Rhomatumin soldiers struggleC to intercept, their horses file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (146 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt foundering in deep mud that turned to flowing rivers and whirlpools that sucked them down and down into the bowels of the earth herself. . . .) "M'lord Khyel?" Not the ground quaking after all, but Gareg, shaking his shoulder ever-so-gently. "Pardon, m'lord," the overseer said, from the far side of sleep-sticky eyelashes, "but Master Nikaenor has arrived." Mikhyel yawned widely and leaned his head back in the chair, striving to ignore the aches in his joints and the pounding pain behind his eyes, where that final dreadful dreamscape yet lingered. Such a lovely spring cocktail: rumors of war out of Maur- itum, threats of flood here in Armayel . . . with such a pleth- ora of problems, a man really ought not sleep anyway. At least Nikki was herefinally. He'd hoped for earlier, hoped to be well on the return trip by now, but he could hardly complain: more than likely, the boy had been forced to adjust his own plans to make the trip at all. Never mind he'd told Nikki to send someone else this time, the third trip in two weeks. He should never have let Nikki talk him into this carting him one way and the other, but Nikki claimed to enjoy the trips, had objected loudly and at length when Mikhyel had dared suggest he commandeer a driver and coach for these necessary journeys to the Rhomandi holdings. He had no doubt the boy relished the time with his horses, but most of all, he suspected Nikki needed the time away from the Tower and its perfumed prima donnas. Un- fair, to put the entertainment of Anheliaa's two apprentices off on him, but Nikki managed the women so much better than he, and what with one thing and another . . . If only there weren't so much to do. Always, so much . . . "Sir?" Gareg, again, keeping him from drifting off. Good man, Gareg. Mikhyel thanked the overseer, forced himself out of his chair, and headed for the door. Gareg swung his greatcoat over his shoulders while he walked, telling him to take care of himself and get some rest, once he got back to Rhomatum, and that he had every confi- dence in his lordship's ability to convince Council to do all that was necessary. A week since, they'd been near blows. That was when he'd sqpt Nikki back alone, determined to settle his differences with Gareg once and for all, or replace the overseer with a man of his own choosing. He didn't blame Gareg, never had. It was simply that Annayel had a major problem; a problem Deymorin had been working to solve before that last disastrous visit to Rhomatum, and he needed someone who would explain that problem in terms he could comprehend. Inexplicable changes in weather patterns of the past few years had brought a confusion of drought and flooding to the valley farmlands, turning small but rapidly expanding portions of Annayel into bogs. Six months ago, confused and resentful at what he could only perceive as Deymorin's desertion, scornful of Deymorin's City-bred brother's pa- tent ignorance, Gareg had tried to carry Deymorin's sketchy plans through on his own. But Gareg's attempts to build those vital drainage channels across public land, with- out the funds or necessary contacts Inside to gain the legal file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (147 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt waivers had gained Council's attention, and at last month's meeting, the Council had given Mikhyel, in lieu of Dey- morin, an ultimatum: stop Gareg, or they would. Not an auspicious addition to an already formidable non- working relationship. But he hadn't wanted to replace Gareghadn't wanted to replace any of Deymorin's loyal employees. He owed that much to his brother, at least, not to turn his staff out. And so he'd pressed Gareg and fought Gareg for informa- tion and details until he finally began to understand, past the books and the numbers, what delay of the project meant-not only to Annayel, but to all of Rhomatum. Gareg's project, had Deymorin gotten the necessary backing last fall, might well have contained the problem before the spring thaws, draining the bogs and shifting waterflows to the areas in dire need. As it was, that bog now extended far beyond Rhomandi land, threatening fully half of Rhomatum's prime produce farms, and left un- treated, it would eventually take the City itself. His own awakening had come too late: the spring thaws had begun, flooding nature-made channels and destroying Gareg's unfinished labors, and Deymorin's original plan was woefully inadequate for the new scope of the disaster. He and Gareg had worked late every night for the past weekthe last two nights, Mikhyel hadn't seen his bed poring over survey maps, ordering new crews out for up- dates .. . And every proposal they'd come up with would require more money and manpower than he could possibly get out of Council. "Luck of the rings, sir," Gareg said at the door, and gripped his hand before filling it with the packet containing his books and ledgers, legal papers, notes and the all-vital survey maps of the entire north end of the valley. He smiled grimly. "If you've any influence with the local gods, you'd best call it in. If you think I was hard- headed" "Not hardheaded, sir. Ignorant. And so are they. No shame in that. Stupidity, that's something else. And if you show them your maps and present them the facts and they still resist, that's stupid, and we all get what we deserve for letting them stay in control." Deymorin's sentiments in a nutshell. Mikhyel wondered who had learned them from whom until he realized, it didn't matter, that either way those same notions had in- fected him as well. "Tell you what, Gareg," he said and returned the old man's grip firmly. "If they prove stupid, I'll have Nikki run me back here, and we'll gather all the 'tweeners together and drive the fools outchase them over the Kharatas to Mauritum with the other crazies, then build the ditches will they or nil they. Deal?" Gareg grinned. "Deal. Then get yourself some sleep, hear me?" He laughed weakly. "Deal." Outside, Nikki had indeed arrivedin the buggy, he noted with relief, his body ill-prepared for the nonexistent springs of the two-wheeled, single-seat contraption his brother usually drove when he wanted to make speed. But Nikki was climbing down, telling the groom to un- harness and walk the horses out. Nikki was pulling off his driving gloves, and turning back to the carriage . . . file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (148 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Nikki had brought a companion. Exhaustion washed over him, turning his knees to water. He was not going to be home before dark, perhaps (recall- ing the last disastrous Visitation) not even tonight. The ex- tended bath and solitary dinner his manservant was to have prepared for him were going to go to waste. And somehow, regaroiess of feminine frailty, sleep or no sleep, tomorrow morning, he had to be in Rhomatum, mak- ing sense to a hostile and apprehensive group of council- lors, talking drainage ditches when those same councillors were fixating on the rumors of impending war with Mauri- tum. He'd been planning on discussing those problems with Nikki, had planned to rehearse tomorrow's session with his brother on the way home. Nikki, how could you? But it wasn't fair to blame Nikki, who even now was handing his fair companion down from the sleek carriage. Nikki didn't know about the drainage ditches any more than he knew about the most recent rumors out of Mauri- tum. As had become Mikhyel's habit over the years, he'd thought to keep these problems from Nikki until such time as he had to know. And now, perhaps, he'd waited too long. Mirym's unannounced presence was disturbing in itself. Anhehaa's personal servants simply did not leave the Tower, even on holiday, without a Tower Guard in atten- dance. One had to wonder if Anheliaa trusted her enough for this private-seeming excursion, and if so, what other duties Anheliaa might expect of her. Over the months, Mirym had become rather like a piece of furniture: always where she was expected, generally in a quiet corner, stitching, silently going about her duties with- out question or complaint. One had to wonder what secrets Tower furniture over- heard. Anheliaa had expressed (frequently) her dissatisfaction with his absences from the City, and his return this time was a week overdue. Without him in Rhomatum to act as a communication buffer between Anheliaa and the Council, it was possible she'd come to suspect the subtle twists he'd put on her proposals over the years and consequently to suspect his motives. If that was so, Anheliaa might well want ears where she couldn't possibly go. All things considered, he didn't believe Mirym's presence here today was coincidence, but one had to wonder what Anheliaa had sent the servant to find. Illegal ditches? Sub- versive drainage canals? Possibly the nonexistent 'tweener coup he'd accused Deymorin of all those months ago. Perhaps Anheliaa pictured him coming out here once a month just to meet with Mauritumin spies, handing them her precious secrets, arranging a takeover of the City the moment Anheliaa breathed her last. Such a notion would be ludicrous, except . . . Except for the rumors out of Mauritum, rumors that were, perhaps, no more significant than any in the past; but if ever control of Rhomatum Tower had been contem- plated, now would be the time to try. Anheliaa grew more frail each day, and had yet to declare and train a replace- ment. She herself claimed that capping Khoratum had made the Rhomatum rings' operation virtually automatic, file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (149 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt at least for simple power production. For the first time since Darius had tamed the node, outsiders might well be able to supplant the Rhomandis with impunity. If Anheliaa suspected Mauritum of such a plan, if she mistrusted him to the extent she linked him with such suspi- cions, she could well be using innocent-seeming young Mirym to follow his movements. Regardless, he had little choice but to play along, and at least Mirym wouldn't keep them spinning their wheels here for days the way Lidye had on her visit last month. Anhe- liaa was a serious taskmaster, even, he would imagine, to her spies. He returned packet and coat to Gareg, received in return a sympathetic press of his arm. There being nothing to say to that, Mikhyel forced a smile to his lips and descended the steps to greet his brother and Anheliaa's spy. If spy she was . . . Mirym's face flushed and shining, her hair loose and windblown .. . Nikki handling her as if she were made of glass... Perhaps, he thought, allowing himself the luxury of a momentary lapse of caution, if the boy was fond of her, that in itself explained her presence: a beyond the Tower tryst fraught with Romancelanding his impulsive brother in a great deal of trouble, if Nikki was contemplating giving up Lidye for a servant. But Nikki's face, that had gone so hollow-cheeked and somber these last months, was aglow with laughter and a brother whose life had once centered on seeing that look on that face had to welcome the change, regardless the circumstances responsible. Such a brother might even work to protect the source of that happinessif Nikki had asked. Nikki looked up at his approach, and the welcome laugh- ter faded. Nikki's brows, shockingly dark beneath his pale hair, knit in concern. Mikhyel didn't ask why. Didn't need to. He'd looked in the mirror this morning, he'd seen the dark lines about his own eyes, the thin, pale face he scarcely recognized. Yester- day he'd found grey in his beard. Late hours. Little sleep when his back did manage to encounter a mattress. Out in weather the like of which he'd never even imagined .. . Not thirty yet and he looked like an old man. "Nikki." He grasped his brother's wrist in greeting, then nodded politely to Anheliaa's handmaid. "Mistress Mirym." "Rings, man, you're freezing," Nikki exclaimed and pulled him unceremoniously toward the door. "Mind your manners." He resisted that pull, embar- rassed, more so when Nikki, refusing to relinquish his hold, sandwiched his hand between two warm ones and rubbed it briskly, a superfluity of gesture out of character for the two of them, and particularly off-putting with Mistress Mirym standing as silent observer. One didn't want to think what Anheliaa might make of that tidbit. With what dignity he could muster, he gestured with his free hand, inviting Mirym to precede them into the manor house. But before heading up the broad steps, she exchanged a file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (150 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt look with Nikki, a look of mutual understanding that made Mikhyel's blood run cold. Darius save him, was Nikki party to Anheliaa's schemes as well? "Let go," he muttered, and shook Nikki's hands off. "Nothing wrong with me about a week's worth of sleep wouldn't cure." "You could stay here a few days," Nikki said quietly, that gay abandon dissipating at last. "Take the time and..." Mikhyel shook his head, and the sentence died unfin- ished. Nikki frowned, then hurried to catch up with Mirym. He longed to ask Nikki what he knew of Anheliaa's plans, longed to ask how Mirym had come to accompany him, but if Anheliaa had made a decision, if Nikki had in fact become her sole choice for the Rhomandi, it was possi- ble Nikki had suddenly acquired political aspirations. Nikki might even want a wrong-thinking, inconveniently older brother out of the picture. If that were the case, he thought, dragging up the stairs and back into the manor, tomorrow's meeting might well take care of that problem for both Nikki and Anheliaa. By throwing his lot directly behind Gareg, he was bound to alienate Anheliaa, ending his political career more effec- tively than if he had been conspiring with Mauritum. Because Anheliaa would never believe his assessment of the situation. Anheliaa wouldn't agree on general principle to any plan with which Deymorin had been involved, and in specific with one that would give such importance to Deymorin's constituency. But before Anheliaa had a chance to remove him from office, he'd have made his case to Council, and as he'd told Garegor had Gareg told him?if Council heard the facts and still voted against the request, Council deserved to float downstream with the rest of the valley. Inside, the cheerful glow had returned to Nikki's face and, with a great deal of melodramatic handwaving and lordly demands upon a giggling staff, he consigned Mirym into Beasley's hands to, "repair the damage the wind has perpetrated upon her exquisite person." Mirym, while blushing profusely, played along with his nonsense quite admirably, matching his grandiose gestures with shy posturings and fluttering lashes utterly unlike her normal behavior, sinking into a deep, graceful curtsy when Nikki captured her hand and held it lovingly to his cheek. Mikhyel wished he knew if it was all preplanned. Perhaps it was an attempt to separate, to place Mirym where she might overhear conversations among the house staff, or to put Nikki alone with him. Or possibly both. The hypotheticals revolved aschaoti- cally as Aiiheliaa's rings. It was enough to make a man sick, who tried to figure them, so instead, he ordered hot cider and brandy immediately, dinner for three as quickly as the kitchen staff could manage, and preceded Nikki into the study. "I was hoping you'd be alone, Nikaenor," he said, after they'd settled beside the fireplace. "I was hoping we'd be able to talk." Nikki looked abashed. "I'm sorry, Khyel. I met her on my way through Oreno Market, and she seemed so alone, file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (151 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt and she had the day off and" If Nikki was telling the truthand (Darius save him) he wanted to believe Nikki was truthful, and that this was not simply a rehearsed excuse designed to se't him off his guardthen Nikki didn't understand the imphcations, hadn't considered the coincidence of the girl's path crossing his, today of all days. Certainly Anheliaa was capable of planning the entire meeting, planting the girl in the marketeverything with- out the boy's knowledge. "I'm not criticizing, Nikki. You don't have to explain yourself to me. You've every right to court any girl you come across, though I understood you'd settled on Lidye." "I'm not" "Dammit, stop interrupting!" Mikhyel jerked to his feet and paced the room, rubbing the chill from his arms, regret- ting his relinquished coat. He sensed Nikki's gaze, hoped that if he faced it, he'd find the quiet, selfless concern of old, and know that political aspirations had not yet driven out innocence. There was too much happening too fast. He only knew he had to take a stand. Now. On issues based in fact, not conjecture. But if he fell before Anheliaa's wrath, Nikki mustn't be taken down with him. Nikki needed options. Unless Nikki already belonged to Anheliaa. In which case he, Mikhyel, was in even greater danger. And he wasn't certain which was true, and that lack of certainty tore at a temper already in tatters. It was that flagging control he fought, not Nikki. He'd learned something about himself all those months ago, and about his brothers. He'd always assumed Deymorin's was the temper to beware in the family, the way he'd as- sumed Nikki was the family peacekeeper. But he was wrong. Deymorin though tall and physically imposing as Mheric, hadn't erupted into anger when pres- sured, had contained it, tried for reason. Deymorin wouldn't strike in blind anger and damn the consequences. If anyone in the family resembled their father in that other, darker sense, it was himself. "Khyel?" "I'm sorry, Nikki. I'm ... slipping an orbit, as your friends are fond of saying." Silence. Nikki, as always, just as openly patient, waiting for him to make his point. Or sitting in judgment. Mikhyel wondered, with his newly aroused familial in- sight, whether Mheric had felt the same about their mother, wondered if she'd sat, waiting for him to speak with just that air of . . . moral superiority. Nikki the peacemaker. Nikki, who studied all sides of an issue but never, ever, committed to any position. He stopped beside the fireplace and held out his hands. The warmth spread upward from his fingers, dispelling the chill that reached all the way to his heart. He'd discovered, this past week, that wood fires touched something basic inside him. The way Nikki did. Nikki, who might even now, behind that nonjudgmental facade, be plotting his remaining brother's downfall. He shuddered, wondering, in his deepest self-evaluation, whether these newest suspicions about Nikki indicated a file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (152 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt final paranoid breakdown on his partor the death of his own last vestige of political innocence, that he must suspect everyone around him. "Sometimes," Mikhyel said slowly and out of that evalu- ation, "I wonder how Mheric managed. He did it all ... somehow. The City. The holdings. Even the rings, on occasion." "Father had Anheliaa," Nikki replied smoothly, not seeming to noticeor choosing to ignorethe apparent ir- relevancy of his comment. "He had the council, and Gareg, and all the other overseers. He even had Mother to fill out all the paperwork. He just signed the papers and took the credit. You do more. Care more." "Forgive me, younger brother, but how would you know?" "Don't patronize me, Khyel. I've read the transcripts all of them. I know what Father did, which decisions be made, and which were made for him. The City survived his tenure on the strengths of his predecessors' past manage- ment. Since his death, the City has flourished under your administration; as the web has under Anheliaa; as the Out- side has" Nikki bit his lip and looked away. "Under Deymorin?" Mikhyel finished for him. Nikki shrugged, a one-sided, self-conscious twitch. "It's all right, Nikki. We can be honest with one another. Can't we?" Nikki's eyes flashed toward him, brows drawn tight above. "What's that supposed to mean?" He raised a placating hand. "Just that there's no need to avoid the real issues, is there? Anheliaa's will doesn't infil- trate Armayel. Does it?" "Khyel, I didn't mean ...I'm not..." A discreet tap on the door interrupted him: a footman with a huntbowl filled with steaming cider. Nikki's mouth tightened, and he jerked to his feet, cross- ing the room to stare out the window, his back to Mikhyel, while the footman set out the silver and poured the mugs. Personally, Mikhyel welcomed the interruption, not only for the hot liquid, soothing to both his chill body and a growing rawness in his throat, but also for the footman's presence which gave him the opportunity to gather scatter- ing wits. I'm not What, Nikki-lad? A spy? Tempting to believe everything. Nikki's innocence and outrage at having his ve- racity questioned . . . Nikki's assessment of their father's performance . . . Of Deymorin's . . . He wasn't even certain why he'd raised the issue, except that he was mortally tired and increasingly uncertain of his own judgment. Except that he wanted to believe there was someone left he could trust. And he couldn't help but think that, if they could face Anheliaa with a unity of purpose, Anhehaa might be forced to compromise. Such a unity might be possible. Unless Anheliaa already owned Nikki. Too much was converging too fast. Mauritum, Deymorin, the flooding . . . He had to take a stand, but Nikki did not. Nikki must play the innocent, but Nikki must be smart. Aware. Ready to defend himself. To survive. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (153 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt While the footman stoked the fire, he rested an elbow on the mantel, closing eyes gritty with lack of sleep, and sipped spiced cider, ignoring the world for a fleeting instant. But eventually the footsteps retreated and the door closed, and reality, as was inevitable, returned. He opened reluc- tant eyes to Nikki swinging about to face him, radiating postponed righteous indignation. "I had to ask, Nikki," he said quietly, before that indig- nation gave voice. "And if I've accused anyone unjustly, I'm sorry. But I must know where you stand. You're right, I've done Deymorin an injustice all these years. I've learned that much. I don't want to make that same mistake with you. I didn't want to do anything to interrupt your courtship of Lidye, or spoil what youth you have left, but I'm afraid I must." He paused for breath, and because he knew that challenging Nikki's sincerity was the best way to lose it. "I need your help, Nikki. Badly." Indignation gave way to eager anticipation. "You've got it, of course." Grimly aware he was manipulating his younger brother in ways Anheliaa had never imagined, he warned: "Take care how quickly you promise, brother. You've no idea what I'm about to ask." Which ought to ensure Nikki's total, blind allegiance. "Khyel," Nikki said, walking toward him, "if you need me to go muck out the stables, I will, you know that." "It's not cleaning stables that's at issue, Nikki. I only wish it were that simple." "Khyel, you're killing yourself, trying to do everything." Nikki closed the gap between them with a hand to touch his arm, as much display of affection as there ever was between them, "It's too much for one person. I want to help. Until Deymio returns" "If Deymorin returns," he qualified deliberately. That light touch left him. "I don't understand." Mikhyel stared up into those blue eyes (Rings, the lad was taller than he, when had that happened?) and found himself caught in a sudden, overwhelming urge to trans- gress the rules of distance, to throw his arm around his brother's shoulders, to love as openly as Deymorin always had. But he hadn't the ability, had lost it long ago, if it had ever existed for him, and he'd confused the issue enough already. Nikki had the right to hear the entire truth and make his own judgment with a clear head, with those basic rules of conduct between them intact. So he moved away from the fire, away from Nikki, and away from temptation. "Nikki, I must ask yourings, don't take offence af thisAre you Anheliaa's? How much has she told you of her plans?" Confusion clouded the blue eyes. "Anheliaa's what? She's told me nothing. Nothing! What about Deymorin?" "Just before he left, Deymorinin front of witnesses" "Witnesses?" "Myself . . . Anheliaa. Deymorin . . . he renounced any claim to the Principate." "I don't believe it!" "Nevertheless, it's true. Anheliaa says" Mikhyel rubbed his eyes, trying to ease what had become a constant, burning irritation. "She says that as the Rhomatum Tower file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (154 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt ringmaster, it is within her rights to bestow the title as she sees fit." "You can't mean that!" Nikki objected. "Deymorin's the Princepshe is. You wouldn't take it from him." Mikhyel said nothing, there being nothing he could say. Take? No. But what if Rhomatum needed a real leader, not the proxy of an absent Princeps. The thaws were well underway and soon Deymorin's whereabouts could no longer be explained away. "Would you?" Nikki persisted. Even the details, sooner or later, would come out. "She didn't say that I would replace him," Mikhyel said quietly. "You can't think I would." "You might not have any choice. / might not. Anheliaa insists, since we've shown no ability with the rings, which- ever wife replaces her in the Tower, that brother will as- sume the Principate whether he wills it or not." Although tomorrow's meeting might well swing the balanceaway from Nethaalye. He wished, now, he'd not avoided Nethaalye these past months, wished he knew how she really felt about being mistress of Rhomatum Tower. He'd assured her and her parents that her betrothal would stand, regardless, but he'd seen her only a handful of times since she'd come to the Tower. If she truly had Talent, if she truly wished to be ringmaster, he was taking her down with him. They'd been friends once. Good friends, and he wished he could give her a reasonable say in the decision, but he had no choice. "Butwhy?" Nikki's protest cut into those thoughts. "It sets a precedent," Mikhyel said, "So she says." "Precedent? What sort of precedent? Council voted the position to the Rhomandi three hundred years ago. The Rho- mandi, not the Family, and that's Deymorin. She can't change thatonly Council can vote it away." "Anheliaa's not touching the Council's authorityat least ..." And this was hazy in his own mind. "... not legally speaking. She's changing the Rhomandi Family rules of primogeniture. She says that this way the Rhomatum Tower will never again be a part-time consideration. That instead of the Princeps either assuming the position of ring- master personally, or delegating it to a controllable relative, the primary right to inherit is to be Talent, not primogeni- ture, that anyone can learn law and books, but the Tower requires unique, inborn traits which must have prece- dence." Which sounded to Mikhyel like one more assumption of power on Anheliaa dunMoren's part. A line of thought he was sure Nikki was perfectly capable of generating on his own, and one which, from the growing chill emanating from Nikki's corner of the room, was well underway. Mikhyel forced a smile. "Sort of puts my job into per- spective, don't you think? Of course, if / can learn the dynamics of farming, I suppose her contention has some validity." "That's not funny, Mikhyel." Nikki's tone and the chill that filled the room now, while familiar in essence, were painfully new in origin. So: Nikki, gentle Nikki, who had endured all of Anheliaa's decrees file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (155 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt without complaint, Nikki, who, with endless diplomacy, had been so agreeable lifelong Deymorin used to joke he couldn't be Mheric's . . . sweet Nikki had matured into the family temper at last. Anheliaa was going to be so pleased. "And does she?" Nikki asked finally, amazinglydan- gerouslycontrolled. "Anheliaa? Does she what?" "Have the right, the legal right, to propose and dispose of our family this way?" Mikhyel shrugged, caught off guard, which he shouldn't have been. He should have been prepared to face Nikki on this at any moment. But Anheliaa and her philosophies had seemed so unreal, had lacked the urgency of flooding and trade agreements, and pending war ... until he realized that his stand on that very topic might well swing the bal- ance of Anheliaa's decisionaway from Nethaalye, throw- ing the decisions precisely onto the young shoulders he'd been protecting. "As far as I've been able to determine," he said quietly, "there is no precedent. It's never been an issue before: the Princeps and the ringmaster were either the same person, or an unequivocal Rhomandi. But does it really matter? Anheliaa has been setting her own rules for years. Who would seriously consider challenging her?" "Deymorin," Nikki answered without hesitation. "He didn't really leave, did he? She drove him away because she knew if he were here, she'd loseshe wouldn't dare suggest such a thing to him. She always drove him away, from the City, the Councillors, from you ... Damn you, Khyel, if you two had ever stopped arguing long enough to talk, you'd have realized you're not so different as you'd like to think. But you never did, you always had to fight, so she always won, didn't she? And she's winning this time as well, because you won't oppose her, even though you know damn well she's wrong." "Nikki, it's not" Rings, how to answer that cold- blooded logic that only confirmed his own belief? He'd meant to explain long ago, but there'd been no good time, and now, time had run out. "The point is," he said wearily, "Deymorin's not herefor whatever reasonand there re- ally is no choice. We must do something. Mauritum is press- ing us. Our informants suggest they could be raising and outfitting an army." Nikki choked on a half-laugh. "You're joking." "I wish I were." "An army?" "With ley-compatible firearms." "Ley-compatible. Of course. And they've found a trea- sure trove of ancient Tamshi weapons that collect bolts of lightning and fling them at leytowers, blasting the founda- tions out at the bottom. And we mustn't forget that Gar- etti has discovered how to make people and things disappear, just like thatpoof!" "It's possible." Mikhyel said and forced his face to re- main impassive, tried to keep Anheliaa's ring-driven pow- ers from his mind, tried to ignore Nikki's open derision. "Now that's taking the joke too far, Khyel. They're nego- tiating a trade agreement" "They've been negotiating for years. They've settled nothing." file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (156 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Nikki was silent a moment, then: "An army, you said. To do what?" "To take Rhomatum, I should imagine. Isn't that the ordinary objective of armies?" Despite his best efforts, sar- casm tinged his own voice at the last, and Nikki's chin raised belligerently. "Why haven't I been told before?" "There was no need. We still don't know any of it for certain." "So why now? If 'we' were keeping Nikki ignorant, why reveal ourselves now?" "Because . . . because it might be true." "And?" "And because . . . because . . ." Nikki's set and thin- lipped mouth wiped all reason from bis mind. Nikki wasn't going to listen, Nikki wasn't going to believe anything he said, and Nikki, who loved Outside nearly as much as Deymorin, would never believe he'd come 'to agree with them. He shook his head wearily. "It doesn't matter." "You're right, it doesn't. Not to you. It never has made any difference to you. Keep Nikki ignorant, keep Nikki happy. Keep Nikki out of the damned way." "Damn you, boy, I'm telling you now because I might not be in a position to tell you later" "Why not?" "Because Anheliaa might well have me thrown in jail" "Tell me another bogle-tale, barrister." "Rings, you sound more like Deymorin every day." "Thank you." Mockery. Disbelief. Suddenly, he was tired of it all. Tired of Nikki's accusations, tired of Nikki's determined immatu- rity, the wide-eyed innocence that disappeared only when they confronted one another, like now. He was tired of skirting around Nikki's delicate sensibilities, and most of all, tired of Nikki's never-ending, nonpartisan evaluations, first siding with him, then Deymorin ... next he'd be de- fending Mauritum's right to Rhomatum Tower. "Impossible as it seems," Mikhyel said past a painfully tight throat, "war is what rumor suggests." "I'll grant youfor the momentthey might take the City, possibly even the Tower. . .. What good would it do them without Anheliaa?" "We run that risk daily, Nikki. Anheliaa herself has said the Rhomatum rings will remain aligned and stable with or without a master. Certainly long enough for a trained out- sider to come in and master them. From all indications, Mauritum is simply awaiting Anheliaa's death and the chaos surrounding it, but I wouldn't count on that rumor. The point I'm trying to make is: if war is in the offing, we must have a meaningful leader ready to take the field. Someone everyone agrees has the right to command the City forces one can scarcely call them an armywe've begun amassing. It's not a large army. We can't muster one overnight. But we must give at least the credible appearance of defense. The Guard's not taken the field in two hundred years." "Rather more than that. Read your history, brother." Nikki took a turn about the room. "All the more reason to get Deymorin back. He already has the respect of the Guardhe's the only one of us with the experience and the training to lead them. Neither of us has ever been in file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (157 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt the Guard, let alone" "Dammit, Nikki, he's not coming back. Get that through your head!" Nikki froze, turned slowly to stare at him, measuring, calculating the pain and guilt he'd not been able to with- hold from that outburst. Nikki walked slowly back to the settee. "I want to know what's going on, Mikhyel," he said qui- etly, firmly, all apparent signs of anger gone. "If Anheliaa had simply explained the entire situation to him, Deymorin wouldn't have left. Deymorm's not stupid. He'd not risk all of Rhomatum for his own pride. And he'd believe the risk. He believed Anheliaa had designs on Mauritum" "Mawitum?" Mikhyel could scarcely believe he'd heard right. "How did he think she would take Mauritum?" "Power. He said she capped Khoratum to give herself the power to force Mauritum to join the Rhomatum Web." It made a horrific kind of unanswerable logic. "Where is he, Mikhyel? And don't tell me Pretierac. We both know that's not the case." "I wish I knew, Nikki," he admitted foolishly. "Wish you knew what? Honestly, Khyel. No more evasions." Something collapsed inside. . . "Where Deymorin is," he said wearily, and Nikki nodded as if he had only confirmed what Nikki had suspected all along. "What happened that night, Khyel?" Nikki asked. .. .that same inside-something that Deymorin had breached six months ago. He could stand firm against his brother's anger; against this soft-voiced reason, he had no defense whatsoever. "After you'd gone to bed, we joined Anheliaa in the Tower, as I told you. There was an argumentas I told you. Only Deymorin didn't leave, not on his own." He was stumbling, making his case poorly at best. "Anheliaa ... sent him away. They were both angry. Exceedingly. You know how they could get." "Because he realized she was trying to steal his birthright and he challenged her." All a man could do was shrug. Too much to explain. Too old and tangled a path . . . "She sent him away ... Where? What's she done with him?" "Better to ask, how, Nikki. She sent him away." And venting his own long-simmering anger toward Anheliaa and fear for his brother's safety. "Damn herjust hke some common criminal!" A long silence, during which a mask of calm settled over Nikki's normally expressive features, a composed detach- ment Mikhyel didn't trust. There was a bond between Nikki and Deymorin. Nikki wasn't stupid. Nikki was thinking, weighing the various pos- sibilities, and when the scales had settled, Nikki was going to blame him, as a result of which he'd lose what small influence he had left. Nikki wasn't stupid, but then, neither had Deymorin been stupid; just passionate and headstrong. And if Nikki was not to suffer the same fate as Deymorin, Nikki must learn what he was up against, learn to play the game ac- cording to Anheliaa's rules. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (158 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Rules, he, Mikhyel, intended to consciously contest. . . "Sent him away. You mean, using the rings?" Nikki asked at last, and Mikhyel nodded, being too tired to form words. . . . Contention that might well send him after Deymorin. Rings, he was a fool. . . . "Then the rumors are true." He nodded again, and wearily continued the motion, through: "And she did . . . that to Deymorin?" And: "Just because they had a fight?" He stopped in mid-nod, Nikki's interpretation seeping past exhaustion-induced stupidity, and he wrenched his neck in reversing the motion. "No, Nikki. It wasn't quite like that. Deymorin" "Deymorin made me a promise that night, Mikhyel. Did he tell you that? He promised me a family" Nikki's calm cracked. "The only thing I've ever really wanted. You and Anheliaa, between the two of you, have made me believe for six months that that promise meant nothing to him. For six months you've made me hate the only person, who ever really loved me!" "Nikki" "Deymorin did nothing that could possibly merit exile. Nothing! She had no right. You hadn't." "I didn't" "You didn't damn well get him back! You didn't expose her injustice to meor to the Council. You advised me to play along with her damned high-handed takeover." "And if you hadn't played along? If I hadn't? What then, Nikaenor?" "I'd be with Deymorin." "Are you so certain? You might be dead." "Dea Where the hell is he? Where did she send him?" "I don't" "Where?" Like the crack of a whip, the shock of such a tone from his younger brother cut through his mesmerized thinking. "Nikaenor, I don't know. Anheliaa doesn't. More than that, she doesn't care." Or so she claimed. It was the fear that she did know, that Deymorin was alive and subject to her whim, that she could at any moment make Deymorin suffer again as she had that night and he wouldn't be there to stop herit was that fear more than any other that had controlled him for six months. That had kept him from telling Nikki the truth, knowing Nikki wasn't going to accept that answer. Well, neither had he accepted it. "I've been lookingdiscreetly, dammitever since that night, and so far, there's been nothing. Not a clue to where he or any of the others she's exiled landed. It's hard. I don't want to start a panic in the City. I don't want to alert Anheliaa, and I don't want to endanger him! Can you understand that, boy? For all we know, he's in the middle of those same criminals we both agree he shouldn't be cor- related withto" He threw his hands up in furious, mute surrender. "Whatever." Nikki scowled. Upset. Angry. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (159 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt But Nikki listened. Nikki ground his teeth and breathed deeply, controlling that justified anger. "What happened to Ringer?" Nikki asked past that tight jaw, which question made no sense at all. "Deymorin's horse, dammit! He was gone from the stable when I went there three days after Deymorin disappeared. He's not at Armayel. Not at Darhaven. What happened to Ringer?" And then he understood. Knew again that other subtle pain in how he'd failed Deymorin. "I ... I was too late, Nikki," he forced through his tightening throat. "Anheliaa got to him first." Or more accurately, Brolucci, the captain of Anheliaa's Guard had. "Destroyed?" He nodded, that being all he knew. The horse had been gone when he'd been clearheaded enough to ask, and no one knew. Except Anheliaa, who had seen no reason to hide her actions from him. Had piled secret upon secret onto him until he collapsed under their weight, no longer certain who knew what, having to evaluate every thought . . . Nikki's jaw slowly relaxed, his harsh breaths eased into silence, and Nikki asked calmly: "That's the real reason you've been driving yourself so hard, isn't it, Khyel? You're worried about him?" "Exceedingly." "More than that, you're blaming yourselffeeling guilty." He shrugged. But the truth of it was, he'd never known whether the constant antipathy between Deymorin and himself had been the primary factor preventing Deymorin from backing down from Anheliaa in front of him, any more than he himself had been able to excuse Nikki's tru- ancy in front of Deymio the night of Nikki's party. Maybe if he hadn't been there, Deymorin would have responded differently to Anheliaa's demands, would have been here to drain Gareg's bog and counsel Nikki more wisely than ever he had done. "Well, you shouldn't be," Nikki said emphatically. "Nei- ther should I for demanding that promise. Anheliaa's to blame. She sets so much store by the rings, and she's so damned proud of her skill. She threw him out. Whatever has happened to him is her fault and since she lost him, she can damnwell find him." "Don't push her, Nikki." Please. He pressed his lips tight over the silent plea, but he knew, with fatalistic certainty, that he would lose Nikki from such a confrontation, leaving him alone to deal with Anheliaa, to present her with her damned heir, to lead the damned campaign against Mauri- tum, and to get the damned swamp drained. But if that happened, it was no more than he deserved. He should have confronted Deymorin years ago, should have challenged Anheliaa's high-handed dispersal of crimi- nals, should have told Nikki long before the engagements were settled, should have given him the chance to tell An- heliaa to take her rings and her wives and go to hell. So many, so very many should-haves ... "We've got to go after him, Khyel." "Don't be foolish. I've good people, trained people work- ing on it." "We've got to go after him. If it were one of us miss- ing" file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (160 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "He'd come looking. But it wasn't" This time, it was a light tap at the door that interrupted him. "We'll talk about this later. I promise you, Deymorin is not forgotten." A second tapping, louder this time. He knew who it was. Who it must be. "And if I go to Anheliaa?" Nikki demanded, "If she gives me a different story?" "Anheliaa has an agenda, Nikki. You know that. You can imagine what it is, if you use your head. Think of that. Think ofthink of Berul. And then ask yourself, brother . . . and if you lied to me in this . . . Who really arranged Mirym's presence here today, and watch what you say." "Who?" Nikki regarded him as if he'd gone totally over the edge. Then not. The temper flared. Came under control. "You're out of your mind." He'd gone too far, challenging Mirym. Mirym had snared his brother's romantic interest at impressionable seventeen and Anheliaa had him, whether or not he realized it yet. No, Nikki wasn't stupid, but he was young, and impression- able, and passionate; and if his cooler, older, supposedly wiser brother had pushed him into defending the very peo- ple he advised against, who was the fool? Where the stupidity? "Disregard what I said." He made a dismissive gesture. "Probably inconsequential. Probably nothing at all. Just . . ." He shrugged, somewhat desperate in the face of his broth- er's stubborn calm. ". . . trust me." Nikki raised a single, cynical eyebrow, a gesture so like Deymorin it roused a painful knot in Mikhyel's throat. Or perhaps that knot was born of the knowledge that Nikaenor was not about to trust him. Or take his warnings. Not this time. Perhaps never again. "So, Rag'n'bones, have you a name?" Soap splashed into the pool, scattering reflections of blue sky and shadows, and the carrot-topped apparition ap- pearing unannounced behind him. "Dammit!" Deymorin made a wild grab after the blanket lying on the bank, overbalanced and followed the soap into the pool. Shaking his eyes free of water, he glared at the apparition through a veil of dripping hair. "After making him smell hke a skunk, the least you could do is give a man a bit of privacy while he defumigates." "Like you gave me, Rag'n'bones?" Scowling, he ducked his head and swept the trailing hair aside with a bent arm, careful not to crimp tender back flesh. Closer examination of his person had given no clue to the origin of hiS vast discomfort. It was as if his entire body had been badly sunburned. According to the apparitionwho even now tossed the pack she carried to the ground and settled with her elbows propped on it, obviously planning -to staythis soap would help. "Nothing I haven't seen already, Rag'n'bones. As to pri- vacy, I hauled your oversized carcass out of this place once, I don't intend to repeat the performance for the sake of misplaced modesty." Out of the lake was one thing, up the hill to her campsite was something entirely different. Where was her help? If not the gravel-voiced youth, then who? file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (161 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Easier to believe he'd simply been thrown out the city gates and wandered here on his own. Perhaps he and this female were unwilling companions, or she'd found him sleeping and hit him on the head to rob him. He'd heard of people losing vast chunks of memory through a blow to the head. Perhaps she knew fall well who he was, and was taking advantage of his confused state to place him under some fictitious obligation. He could have mumbled something in his sleep. Something she used against him now. Now, that was paranoid thinking. On the other hand, that would account both for the lost months and the fact his body seemed as fit as he last re- called, give or taking an aching "Get a move on, man. Before you turn blue." Nothing to argue with in that. He groped about the rocks where underwater currents had carried both soap and battered washrag and staggered defiantly to his feet, to discover, to his delight, that the stinking ointment she'd spread all over him had turned from irritating-dry to disgusting-slime on contact with water, and itched as if he were one of Anheliaa's lizards shedding outgrown skin. He scrubbed at the area of greatest irritation. She hissed, and a barrage of pebbles and dirt struck his back. "What the" "Use it right, or not at all, Rag'n'bones." Tempted to throw the lot in her face, he followed instead her explicit instructions, given him along with the soap, covering his face, shoulders, and chest with herbal-smelling foam, taking it clear to his fingertips. Bare fingers. The Family ring he'd worn for thirteen yearsever since Mher- ic's deathgone, like his clothes. Something else Anheliaa owed him. Properly foamed, he stood shivering in the breeze, counting. To his further delight, the throbbing ache had returned to his back and leg, whatever magic she'd performed prov- ing sadly temporary. Having no desire to repeat her 'cure,' he tried to conceal his discomfort, to stand straight and shift his weight smoothly, determined not to show weakness in front of her. He discovered himself surprisingly conscious of her gaze. He'd never considered himself a particularly bashful indi- vidualhad, indeed, spent a delightful summer interlude at a friend's mountain lodge cavorting in what Mikhyel would undoubtedly have considered a shocking state of undress but he'd always had the option of dignity, and the knowledge that everyone knew who he was and would treat him ac- cordingly, if he had demanded it. It was that (he had to admit it) arrogance which had stared openly at this woman as she bathed; she'd caught him at it, recognized that attitude, and challenged it now. However, his arrogance had been unconscious, while she'd chosen a bathing spot in full view of the campsite also of her choosing. He'd retreated into these prickly pool- side bushes to organize his thoughts as well as destench his person in private. If he'd tried to run (ridiculous hypotheti- cal: he could barely walk without staggering) she'd have seen as well from the camp as from her current front row file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (162 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt seating. Besides which, if he chose to leave, wasn't that his right? If she believed that pigsticker of hers would keep him if he decided otherwise "Long enough," she said, and he ducked under willingly, relieved when the itch rinsed away with the soap. "I'd still rather scrub it off," he muttered, when he sur- faced, charity not high on his list of emotions at the moment. Surprisingly, she laughed. "Infinitely more satisfying, I'll admit, but infinitely less effective. Trust me. I know." "Oh?" He twisted, reaching for that elusive Spot in the middle of his back no human arm could conveniently reach. "Been flogged recently, have you?" She didn't answer. A backward glance encountered a face gone quite blank, what he'd intended for a joke, albeit a rather low one, gone sadly off-mark. But the flush disappeared as quickly as it had risen, and she repeated smoothly: "So, Rag'n'bones, have you a name?" "Dey" he began easily, anxious (at first) to make amends, then (with an attack of sanity) amended smoothly, "mio." "Deymio," she repeated flatly. "That's it? Just ... Deymio?" "Just Deymio," he maintained firmly, gave up on the infernal Spot (and dignity) and soaped his lower half next. "No family? No honor affiliates?" "Honor?" That was an old one. "Can't recall I've heard that anywhere outside a history book." Another over-the-shoulder glance caught her studying him with the predatory interest of a hungry cat. Not sexual interest; more the. look of a merchant assessing the trade value of an unknown commodity. "Well?" That predatory gaze lifted. "None that will acknowledge me," he answered belat- ediy, and returned rather slowly to his soaping. Her look said she didn't believe him, but that much was probably true. Anheliaa never had, Mikhyel increasingly didn't, and Nikki... Unless that gap in his memory included some magical reconciliation with his brothers, he'd broken his promise; and considering what that promise had meant to Nikki, Nikki wouldn't want him either. A convulsive tremor shook him: the mountain breeze, he told himself, and rubbed his arms vigorously. "Wait." The woman buried herself up to the elbow in the bag, and produced a flask ofhe waded over to meet her stretch halfwaystrong spirits. Another of her ringing laughs, which, when he could breathe, he echoed. She gestured at him to try again. Forewarned, he took a more cautious sip, and found wel- come warmth spreading from his throat to his stomach and outward to steady shivering hmbs. She squatted on a rock, one elbow comfortably balanced on a bent knee. "And where are you from, Just Deymio? Rinse." The disarming smile he sought came more easily than he expected. Returning the flask, he sank into the water, then settled his backside on a convenient rock, propped his feet file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (163 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt on another to soap his legs, and masked the twinge that nonchalance caused with: "Ah, mistress, 'tis my turn, now. I realize the lady in general retains a prerogative of anonymity, but under the circumstances..." "Under the circumstances," the woman said, "I think I've every right to engage that prerogative." She took a healthy swig, and passed the flask again. "Ask another." "Generous of you," he said sourly. He took a third swallow, while he waited for his legs to cure. If he asked where she was from, he'd undoubtedly re- ceive a similar rebuff. And a fourth. If how she'd found him, or how he came to be here, he'd betray his ignorance, giving her yet another advantage. . . . "Where are my clothes?" "You arrived without any." "I What?" Her oh-so-ladylike laughter rang out across the grassy meadow. Deymorin scowled, and, not waiting for her signal, slipped his legsand much of the rest of himinto the water. Not so chill as before: either he was growing accus- tomed, or the drink was amazingly effective. Or, gloomier thought, he was losing all sensation ... dying from the toes up. A hand clapped his shoulder, squeezed reassuringly: a companionable, unfeminine gesture that made the world go momentarily sideways to a head too full of spirits. "So, Just Deymio, what brings you to our humble end of the country, naked as the day you were born? Someone rob you? Dump you on your head in the lake?" "You tell me," he said flatly, and twisted around to stare along that companionably stretched arm, feeling anything but companionable at the moment. The smile left her face. She started to pull away; he grabbed her wrist, tightening his hold and standing when she jerked to her feet, her free hand flying to her waist and the concealed knife. But she didn't draw it. Didn't struggle beyond that initial attempt to free herself. Instead, eyes narrowed, mouth tight with anger, she hissed: "If you don't want to lose something important, Just Deymio, I suggest you let go right now." "Guess I'll have to take my chances, won't I?" Which priority seemed to confuse her utterly. Tension dropped from her face and wrist alike. "The last I remember," he said candidly, "I waswell, someplace entirely different. You say you rescued me from the lake. I believe you, and appreciate it. I must assume, however, that you saw me go in, or I'd have drowned, right? Lord and rings, woman, have pity. If you have any idea how I got there" "You fell from the sky," she snapped, "like a common cutpurse." "Fell ...?" His hand went numb. She jerked free. But he was beyond caring. The world had gone grey and shim- mery, the image too close to confirming his worst night- mares. He sank back onto his rock, shivering. "Relax, friend," she said easily, dropping cross-legged to file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (164 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt her chosen perch, almost cheerful, now she was in control. "You're pot the first; I doubt you'll be the last to arrive thus. And you put those legs of yours in too soon. Try again." Grateful for a supplied objective, he resoaped his legs. Not the first? Falling out of the sky? Disturbing pieces of a disturbing puzzle. He brushed cold water over his face, clearing the buzz in his head, and threw the least disturbing piece back at her: "You consider falling out of the sky common?" "For criminals out of Rhomatum, it is," she said just as matter-of-factly. "Other cities simply toss their overstock out the back gates." "How pedantic," he said dryly, and lifted a foot. "Now?" "Yes. Quite." She grinned appreciatively; he took that for the answer to both and rinsed his legs. She seemed to take this 'dumping' for granted. If there was any truth to it, if other Rhomatum 'overstock' had been thrown into this regionif she herself was onehe had no desire to advertise his identity. No sense encourag- ing them to seek revenge against Anheliaa's justice through him. "Damn you, Anheliaa dunMoren," he muttered under his breath, and a solid and present hand tightened on his arm. He took the proffered flask and drank deeply, grateful for the warmth and the bite of spirits to wash the bitter- ness away. "Not the first to utter that, either. Just Deymio. What did you do to incur the lady's wrath?" "This time?" He laughed ruefully. "Lady, I was born. Anheliaa dunMoren needs no other excuse." The hand fell from his arm, and she rose to her feet, looking down her nose at him. "Yon speak well, Deymio of no house in particular. Too well for streetscut." He shrugged and settled lower into the water. "I might say the same of you, shepherdess." "She?" It was her turn to choke. And gasp. And sneeze. And blow her nose most inelegantly into a cloth she then rinsed in the pond. "Don't you like sheep?" he asked innocently, willingly shifting the conversation onto her. She just glared at him. "I suppose that means you're not my shepherd's daugh- ter," he said, with a soulful sigh. "I'm not your anything, my lord nobody. Quite the oppo- site, in case you hadn't noticed." He biinked. "I'm your shepherd's daughter?" A cool-eyed scan of his person terminated squarely and without a hint of maidenly color on his water-covered lap. "Hardly." "I'm relieved for that." Surprisingly, she laughed. "Get your back. Just Deymio. I'm freezing." He ducked an increasingly heavy head toward the flask. "Try a swig of that, shepherdess. Warm y' right up, 't will." He swayed upright, avoiding a retaliation that never oc- curred, and stretched once again after that Spot. His shoulders screamed a protest; the woman's ointment had taken the sting and fire from the skin, but the bruised file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (165 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt muscles beneath, joints stretched to the limit, still ached with a fire of their own. Forgetting the woman, he cursed softly, closed his eyes and stretched again, determined to reach the Spot. "Fool." The woman's gruff voice chastised almost gently, and she plucked the cloth from his hand to give the un- reachable spot a scrub. Eminently satisfying ... until it turned painful. He grunted a protest, and shied away. With a laugh (an I-warned-you laugh, if ever he'd been subjected to one), she grabbed his wet trailing hair and pulled him back, this time smoothing the lather over the Spot and down, stopping before getting overly personal. "Thanks," he muttered, and finished himself, waited si- lently for the itching to stop, the signal (he inferred from experience) to rinse, and dipped a final time, staying under to run his fingers through the hair drifting freely around his head, working the worst of the tangles free. Surfacing, he found her standing well back on the stony shore. Her eyes followed him as he worked his way through rocks and weeds to dry ground and the stained blanket. "So," he said, shaking out the blanket, and turning his head away from all the . . . things ... that flew free, "you've had your eyeful. What's the verdict?" "I've seen betterand worse. Far worse." She continued that head-tilted consideration, while he gingerly wrapped the filthy thing around his waist, little enough protection against the breeze, which had reclassified itself into a no- argument wind, that whipped around him and threatened to freeze damp skin solid. "C'mon, Rag'n'bones," she said, grabbing his arm and giving him an uphill shove, "Let's get out of the wind." He rubbed his bare arms vigorously, and quickened his pace, no longer able to disguise the limp. "What's wrong?" "Nothing," he answered shortly. "Back bothering again?" "Leg." He hedged. "Twist it when you fell?" "Old." "Break?" He nodded: a single, abrupt dip of the chin. She clucked sympathetically. "That explains the scars. Must've been a bad one." "Doesn't slow me. Don't suppose you have anything approximating a spare shirt in that bag of yours." A hesitation, so slight as to be nonexistentto a less suspicious man. Then: "A nightshirt. Quite frilly. Aad you might . . ." She took a skipping stride ahead and walked backward, squinting and holding her hands as if taking a tailor's estimate. "You might find it a touch binding through the shoulders." "Thanks. I'll pass." "Thought you might." She fell back in beside him, her long strides matching his easily until they reached her camp. In deference to the gender of his companion, he forced his legs to stay straight, waiting for her to sit before drop- ping cross-legged to the ground and huddling into as small a package as he could manage, drawing the blanket up around his shoulders. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (166 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt The woman's seemingly bottomless bag produced an oil- cloth of standard traveller's fare, hard-baked flat-bread and cheese, as well as the flaskor perhaps, from the weight, a second. They shared the largesse in silence, and since she seemed unconcerned about renewing the supply, he ate and drankfreely. "Listen, Rag'n'bones," she said at last, and he looked up, surprised to find her face swimming in and out of focus, "we've a while before we have to leave. I suggest you try and get some rest." "Leave?" he asked, stupid and not caring. "Are we going somewhere?" "What did you think? Unless you want to stay here and commune with the sheep." "I" Think? He wasn't thinking. Hadn't been for a long time. He'd been floating with the moment, hadn't truly looked beyond to realistic options. Because there weren't any. Reality had taken a holiday the moment he'd fallen from the sky. But he found his head agreeing with her suggestion, found himself unable to formulate any sort of answer . . . Found himself settling to the ground in absolute, compla- cent acceptance. Outside, a groom walked the greys patiently around the circular drive, keeping (so Nikki had explained once and at length) their delicate leg-muscles warm. Inside: "Khyel, we must be going. The horses" "I know, Nikki." Mikhyel turned from the window, let- ting the drape fall. "I know. But promise me you'll leave the issue" "Issue." His younger brother settled his hat and picked his gloves off the table. "You mean, Deymorin?" "You know exactly what I mean." He looped a silk scarf around his neck, crossed the ends, and fastened his great- coat over the top, praying it would be enough against the growing chill outside. "It's not just Deymorin. Please, Nikki, it's important. I must be able to trust you to keep your own counsel until I" "You've had six months, Khyel." Nikki yanked a glove over his hand. "I'm not promising anything. But don't worry, I won't implicate you without your clearance." He shook his head wearily. He'd just stay close to Nikki, keep him from taking Anheliaa on alone, for all the help he'd be. Perhaps he could temporize with the Councilat least until Nikki cooled down . . . until his head was clearer . . . until "Mirym's waiting," Nikki said, and reached for the door. MirynL He'd made a silent supper, listening to their odd, one- voiced conversation down the table. One-voiced, but not single-minded. Nikki had seemed able to read Mirym's si- lent gestures with uncanny accuracy. And watching, he'd begun to wonder if he was doomed to read conspiracy into even the most innocent of intrigues. Except that no romantic tryst could remain innocent where Anheliaa's nephewsand Anheliaa's servantswere concerned. "Nikki?" - "What?" Nikki turned impatiently. "What about ... her?" He tipped his head toward the file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (167 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt door. "Mirym?" Nikki's chin lifted. "She's a nice girl. Had the day off. I gave her an outing. What about her?" Perhaps he was wrong about everything. Perhaps Mirym wasn't a spy, perhaps they weren't even a couple; certainly there was nothing openly romantical in their actions, being more like the easy companionship his brother seemed able to establish with anyone. But this girl was not just anyone. "Do you love ..." He dropped his eyes to the short- crowned hat he twisted between his hands, and rephrased the question. "Do you love Lidye?" "I'm goirig to marry her." "That's not what I asked." This time, he sought out Nikki's eyes, hoping for clues to his thoughts. "I just ... can't imagine. You. Her . . ." Nikki's cold stare revealed nothing. He shook his head, and settled the hat, ready, now, to leave. But: "Do you love her, Khyel?" Nikki asked, with ill- concealed eagerness. "Would you rather her than Nethaalye?" "Me? Gods, no!" Shock betrayed him into brutal hon- esty. "I can't stand" He broke off. "Sorry, I shouldn't have said that. As you point out, Mirym's waiting." This time, it was Nikki's hand forcing confrontation. "Don't you like Lidye?" Nikki asked, staring intently, a look no more readable than the other. "Nikki, I" He sighed, and, very briefly, covered Nikki's hand with his own. "I want you to be happy. Nothing more, certainly no less. If Lidye will do that, I'll" He swallowed hard. "I'll respect her as your wife and try to love her as a sister. More than that, no, I'd not want her as my wife." And with that ultimate betrayal of Anheliaa's plans, he walked out the door. Angry, more confused than ever, Nikki followed Mikhyel down the steps to the carriage. Lidye, the paragonwasn't. Mirym, Anheliaa's spy? And Mikhyeljust where in the eighteen hells above Rhoma- tum did he stand? Mirym was standing at the horses' heads, nipping an apple into bits with her teeth, holding the bits out in a gloved hand for appreciative horse-mouths. Gareg was leaning over the carriage half-door, supervising the distribu- tion of furs and blankets in the rear seat, while four men stood at attention beside saddled horses, obviously in- tending to accompany them. Brushing past Mikhyel, Nikki joined Mirym. openly dem- onstrating his opinion of Mikhyel's absurd accusations. She smiled a welcome, but her face clouded with concern as she looked past him to Mikhyel, who was certainly moving more slowly than was his custom, and his feet scuffed the gravel twice as he approached the carriage. Nikki concentrated on the horses, making minute (and unnecessary) adjustments in the harness. Stubborn pride brought its own reward, as Deymio had told him often enough, when he'd ruined something by insisting he could do it himself. He'd offered to help Mikhyel and had those offers twisted into something ... ugly; he wasn't inclined to offer again. Still, he couldn't help but hear when Gareg asked: "Are file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (168 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt you certain you don't want to wait until tomorrow, sir?" He glanced up to see Mikhyel smile wryly. "Not if you want that road by harvest." "We can have a coach brought 'round" A flicker of pale eyes in his direction, then Mikhyel shook his head, said something in an, undertone, and took Gareg's hand before climbing into the nest of furs. Their low-voiced conversation continued, shedding occasional ref- erences' to bogs and manure, while the footman stowed Mikhyel's portmanteau under the forward seat. Bogs and manure. A mere week ago, Mikhyel had gotten silence and hostility from Gareg, and Mikhyel had shouted at him to get the hell back to Rhomatum and tell Anheliaa she was on her own until he'd pounded sense into Gareg's thick skull. Enough to make a man quit trying to comprehend, and opt instead to ask Mirym whether she preferred Mikhyel's nest in the back, or the simple lap robe of the forward seat. He was ... not displeased when she compromised, ex- changing the lap robe for a larger, warmer blanket from the back, but climbing into the front next to him. "Think you'll be warm enough, brother?" he asked somewhat sourly. A touch of color stained Mikhyel's pale face, but it was Gareg who answered harshly: "You'll be grateful to have blankets along yourself, soon enough, Master Nikaenor. Once that sun sets, you'll freeze that smart ass of yours off without." Gareg pressed some- thing into Mikhyel's hands, then moved forward and said in a stern undertone: "You ease off on your brother, hear me. Master Nikki? He's worked long hours and has no business setting off in this cold. He's liable to fall asleep. If he does, you keep your eye to him and keep him warm. And stop teasing him." Somewhat abashed, he glanced back at Mikhyel. "You want a warming brick or something, Khyel?" Mikhyel shook his head, without looking up, but seeing him huddling into those furs, one was reminded unwillingly of chill hands and weary eyes, and uncharacteristically con- fused logic. "Khyel, if you're not up to this, I'll take Mirym back tonight, and come back for you in a day or two." Which earned him a scowl and an irritable. Just get going, for his trouble. He shrugged, and said to Gareg: "I'll watch him. Nothing more I can do, is there?" "I suppose not." But Gareg was still angryor, per- haps, frustrated. "What about them?" He nodded toward the outriders, mounted now, and quietly adjusting reins and stirrups. "You'll be glad of them, too, considering the time you're starting. They'll see you to Khorandi Ley, but no further. They've firearms in their saddles . . ." His voice faded into a muttered comment about outlaws and fools and Mauri- tum spies. "All right, Gari," Nikki said, laughing and throwing his hands in defeat. "All right. Can we go now?" "May you go, fry." Gareg grinned finally, in the old, friendly way, and waved him away. "And yes, you may." And giving the half-door a tap, as it passed: "Bye, boss. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (169 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Take care." Boss. The term Gareg had always reserved for Deymorin. A good sign, Nikki supposed, though it hurt to hear the familiarity directed elsewhere, particularly considering his new understanding of Deymorin's absence. However, the Rhomandi Family held four different seats in the valley and foothills surrounding Rhomatum, not counting Darha- ven, of which Armayel was by far the largest. Mikhyel had faced anger and hostility at each as he'd visited them, trying desperately to cover for Deymorin's absence. If Mikhyel could establish an understanding with Gareg, perhaps the others would come around as well. But Nikki, if he were h6nest with himself, did not want them to come around. He wanted Deymorin back to deal with them in person. The only truly useful result of such a . .. defection . . . would be if it meant Mikhyel could .now find room in his schedule for more important things. Like finding Deymorin and bringing him home. The reins were quiet, steady. Storm and Ashley, all busi- ness now, and pacing the outriders without need of his input. Mikhyel, when applied to for comment on the deepening sunset, was silent. Sleeping, or, more likely from the occa- sional smothered cough that escaped him, wanting them to pretend that he was. Hoping to be left alonewhich hope Nikki was perfectly content to oblige. Mirym, wrapped in her blanket, sat huddled against the side-cushions, her former enthusiasm waning, though not, from her frequent backward glances, due to the cold. Anheliaa's spy. How dare Mikhyel imply such nonsense? Mikhyel should know better. Mikhyel spent more time around Anheliaa than anyone, and must have seen how competent and honest Mirym was. He could understand how his incurably serious brother might wonder, seeing Mirym arriving with him. But how those suspicions could survive beyond the initial consider- ation . . . had to be sheer blind stupidity on Mikhyel's part, as ridiculous as . . . as those rumors of war with Mauritum. Lidye could be a spy, perhaps, or Nethaalye. They were from political families, they had come to Rhomatum for political reasonsAnheliaa's reasons. Mirym was different. Innocent and fresh. Sensible, as Outsiders were sensible. Sweet and honest, considerate and a multipheity of other virtues Mikhyel wasn't likely to recognize. He sighed heavily, jumped as a light hand touched his. Mirym, whose large eyes drifted to Mikhyel's nest and back to him. "I'm fine. Just" He shrugged and laughed softly. "We had a bit of a row. Personal, but thanks for asking." Her hand patted his, then tucked back under the blanket, her gaze wandering to the lengthening purple shadows. She huddled deeper into the seat, pulling the blanket higher, shivering. "Would you like me to stop so you can move back there?" He pointed to the rear with his chin. She glanced backward, her face going soft and gentle, and Nikki instantly regretted the suggestion, but: She shook her head, and tilled her head cheek to palm. "Khyel's asleep?" Perversely, he argued his own desires. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (170 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "Don't worry. If he wakes, he wakes. We wouldn't want you to take a chill." Her expression turned puzzled, as if he presented a mys- tery she couldn't sort. Then she shook her head firmly. Just as well, he decided. He'd as soon not deal with Mi- khyel at the moment. For all his brain found remote reasons for Mikhyel's long silence and for his suspicions regarding Mirym, still he resented being kept ignorant, still resented having his judgment constantly challenged, or worse, ig- nored altogether. He wasn't a child. He wasn't naive. But Mikhyel insisted on treating him that way. Mikhyel, who let Anheliaa exile Deymorin without public challenge, who called Mirym a spy, and who thought to scare him into compliance with rumors of war. Who sang Lidye's praises to him for six months, and now admitted he could scarcely tolerate her and paled at the thought of wedding her. Mikhyel, who spent a significant portion of every day in Anheliaa's company and upon whose sleeping figure Mirym cast repeated furtive glances. Jealousy. That strange twist in his gut was common jeal- ousy. Perhaps Mirym, who had rejected his innocently ad- vanced friendship on the trip out, wanted Mikhyel so badly she couldn't trust herself even to sit next to him. Obviously, she preferred mysterious and darkly handsome to honesty and . . . and . . . (he raised his chin, in silent defiance) cheru- bic curls. Another shiver. A tiny cold-sounding sniff and a rustle as Mirym tucked her handkerchief back into her sleeve. He glanced sideways at the girl's bravely steadfast profile. Perhaps Mikhyel wanted Mirym. Perhaps he raised doubts to convince himself, not Nikki, willing to destroy Nikki's virtuous friendship to silence his own base lust. Well, Mikhyel was a fool, in more than one way. "There is another option," he said to Mirym. She looked a question; he lifted an arm in invitation, the change in direction on the rein rousing a snort of protest from ahead and the tiniest veer in their smooth forward motion. He apologized solemnly to the horses, and (encouraged by Mirym's silent laughter) went on to assure them they were indeed going to their City stables and warm mash and that he wouldn't consider pulling a switch on them. "I promise to be a perfect gentleman," he said to Mirym, "but Gari was right: I'm a bit chilled myself, now, and two under a blanket is warmer than one." She grinned and slid easily inside the circle of his arm, tucking the blanket firmly around them both. The outriders exchanged knowing glances and moved in pairsone ahead, one behindextending the distance between them and the carriage. "Wonderful," he said under his breath. And at her in- quiring look, nodded toward the riders. "It'll be all over the Tower by morning." A strike of her palm to her forehead said, plain as words: How could I be so stupid. He squeezed her shoulders lightly. "Don't worry. Plenty of witnesses to the contrary at Annayel. Hell, my brother's in the back seat, and he's the most dedicated prude in Rho- file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (171 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt matum. Besides" He leaned as if to get a better angle on her face. "If Anheliaa tries to make an issue of it, I'll tell her I'll marry you instead of Lidye." She frowned, a mock scowl, and punched his ribs. "Guess that's a No." He sighed, a grandiose huff of air. "Can't blame a fellow for trying." The scowl quivered into a silent giggle, and that into a yawn, and he found himself wishing Anheliaa would make an issue of it. Found himself considering giving his priggish chaperone in the back something to talk about. Unfortunately, he'd made Mirym a promise to the contrary. "Sleep." He brought the blanket up over her shoulders. "I'll wake you when we get there." In sleep, the strong lines softened, giving Just Deymio's face an almost boyish charm. But there was nothing at all boyish about the thick- muscled forearm tucked, elbow to the fore, beneath the dark head; or to the broad shoulders and lean body attached to that arm. Kiyrstin dunTareg, you should be ashamed of yourself. But why, in the name of all the gods, did this particular fugitive out of Rhomatum have to fall at her feetor rather, on her head? The other Rhomatumin outcasts they'd encountered on the road, hke those Van had hauled out of Mauritum prisons, had been streetscut: ragged and rough, the sort any City would toss out without pause for second thoughts. That sort one could recruit with a clear conscience; that sort had as much reason as she to keep clear of the authorities. This one ... sweet Maurii, still shocky from Anheliaa's tender ministrations, dizzy-drunk as a loon, dressed in noth- ing but a filthy blanket, he'd stood like a noble gentleman until she was seated, never mind her chair was a rock, and there wasn't a soul about to notice was he mannerly or not. Never mind he could hardly stay upright. And that hair. Long, silky despite its twice-over dunking in murky water, short and wavy about the face . . . Difficult not to touch itas a babe's cheek or a cat's fur was irresistible. She'd heard of the Rhomatumin customrumor had it that Darius had picked it up from the valley locals, adopted it as one more calculated departure from the old, Mauri- tumin customs that considered long hair effeminate. A bit of whimsy that had survived three hundred years. The dark, luxurious waves, pulling up and over his shoul- ders as they dried, were obviously meant to be controlled: tied back, or possibly, (her lip curled at the thought) forced into the elaborate coifs the ladies of Mauritum were re- quired to contend with. Somehow, she doubted such a man would endure the latter. A braid, perhaps, long and simple, with those shorter waves loose to soften the strong lines of his face. Tempting fate, she leaned toward him and brushed a strand back from his stubbled cheek. He didn't move. Not surprising: he'd inhaled enough of the shepherd's homebrew to put three men under the tableand still hadn't trusted her enough to speak frankly. A foot twitched, searching the blanket twisted up around the knee. Not a meaningful callus in sight. Evidently the burn and pamicci balm had sloughed any such rough spots file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (172 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt awayif they'd ever been there. She'd wager this was a man accustomed to well-fitting footware. Either way, he was going to be sorry for its lack, before the night was out. The foot twitched again. She unwound the blanket, tak- ing the leisure to admire the exposed limb before tucking the corner securely around the pitiful foot. Yes, she must have seen better sometime. But damned if she knew who or when. Good thing for him he'd landed on her and not another member of her party. A man might have let that face scar: one had to get the parnicci balm on fast to stop the burning and remove it gently if one was to avoid that. Lucky, too, for Just Deymio that she'd not been too deli- cate to care for certain parts of his body before he wa- kened. Not that he'd appreciate knowing thatprudish, by his actions lakeside. Too bad for the ladies of Rhomatum. You are a filthy-minded slut, woman, she told herself firmly. You haven't the remotest idea who he is or why he's here, but he's damnsure not Just Deymio, and until you know who he is and precisely why Anheliaa shoved such a lovely gem from her little ley-lined nest, he's not for you. Not even then, she admitted to herself wryly. Drunk or sober, the man wasn't interested, not a bit of it. Not that she blamed him; if ever she'd had reason for vanity these past months had eliminated it for good and all. Skin that had once been her maid's pride and joy was rough now, and sunburned, her nose would never recover from the combined effects of sheep and this spring spent Outside, and her body, never particularly lady-delicate, was, after a winter of living like a bandit, as hard as any man's. Well... She looked again at those broad shoulders. . . . most men's. What to do with him, that was a problem. She couldn't leave him here . . . Well, perhaps she could, but she didn't want to. He posed a mystery. One that might have bearing on their mission. Best to take him back to camp with her. Perhaps Van could get him to talk, find out who he was and whether or not he'd prove useful. But that leg . . . she frowned, thinking of the scars, won- dering if it would, in fact, hold up under pressure. His back was already paining him again, and while she could take another shove at it, if he'd trust her anywhere near it, and while the accidentally discovered cure helped, she really hadn't any idea what she was doing, and she did know it was far from permanenther sister Meliande's back still went bad regularly. Well, she decided fatalistically, she couldn't afford to let him slow her. Van was going to want to move out, no question. She'd gotten solid information from the shepherd this time: Mauritumin forces had indeed entered Persitum Node, looking for her. The pass was clear of snow at last A state that would allow their own small band to get all the way to Rhomandi territory, where, if they were lucky, Garetti's men wouldn't dare follow. Unless Garetti and Anheliaa had settled their differ- ences. Unless this Just gorgeous Deymio was Anheliaa's spy dropped very specifically on her head to lead those men right to herself and Vandoshin romMaurii. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (173 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:39 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt The last of the sunset's ruddiness edged the mountain tops and streaked the sky above; she'd let him sleep as long as she dared. She wrapped her leggings and fastened her sandals, then stood up and nudged him with a toe. He moaned, muttered, "Go 'way," and rolled his face into his elbow, shading it from. outside influence. "On your feet, Rag'n'bones." Another moan, a sweep of arm that brushed the hair back from his face, and secured it at his nape with a dexter- ous twist of the wrist. And a disarming smile that made her heart flip. " 'Mor- nin', shepherdess." "Courting disaster, Rags." She pointed toward the sunset with her chin, and forced her heart to proper behavior. "Time to leave." "Rags?" His eyebrows arched upward. "First name basis, are we?" Laughter bubbled. She swallowed it and slung the bag over her shoulder, then nudged his leg again, deliberately dislodging the blanket. If she couldn't get him on his feet one way . . . "Are you well enough to walk? On your own, Rags, I'm not carrying one finger's weight." "Walk?" He pushed himself upright, flipping the blanket deftly across his lap. "Where to?" "Away from these . . . woolly things. It's getting late and I don't care to explain you to their owner." "Oh, I see. And yourself?" "He already knows me. That's why I can't explain you." "I see." He packed a world of innuendo into those two words; she raised an eyebrow: let him wonder. Examining a bare sole, he asked, "How far?" "They'll survive." Not comfortably, but that wasn't her concern. Another disarming smile. "Perhaps I'll just wait for the shepherd." He cast a look about the scattered herd. "Careless of him to leave them out so long, don't you think? But perhaps I'm mistaken. Perhaps I don't know anything about sheep. I am a bit hazy, you know. One moment, drowning. The next lying in the moonlight" An upward glance to the moonless, twi- light sky. "well, almost-starlight, with an unknown lady's blanket wrapped about me, and the fair one herself stand- ing over me ... you must admit, this is all a bit overwhelming." Lady. Fair one. She ran a self-conscious hand through her cropped hair, checked the motion, and dropped the hand. She'd been surrounded by heathens and hooligans far too long. But heathen was better than where he tried to place her. "Overwhelmin', my sweet arse," she said, scowling hard, and adopting the cant of those same hooligans. "Tryin' f turn me up sweet, y'ar. Y' ain't never been o'erwhelmed in yer life. Jus' Deymio. Yer tryin' f delay me, 'n I don' like delays. So, on yo' feet, laddybuck." "Yo'?" He slumped back onto his elbows, a skeptical half-smile splitting his face. "Laddybuck?" She jerked her head toward the forest . . . "On yo' feet." He laughed aloud. "You expect me to buy this?" ... and tucked her thumbs in her sash, fingers of the file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (174 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:40 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt right brushing the knife hilt. "Ee buys what 'ee c'n afford. One or t'other, makes no nevermind to me, so long as yer walkin' in that direction, afore I c'n count f ten, One." "You can count?" "Two." "Have you a name?" "Three, Not one I'm inclined to hand you. Four." "Charming." Scornful. Derisive. Good. "Give me one good reason why I should go with you rather than wait for the shepherd." Safer than the teasing and that disastrous smile. "Seven." "What happened to five and six?" "Eight. You babbled through them. Nine. Reasons? I'll give you two. This ..." She tapped the sheathed knife. He shrugged, obviously underwhelmed. "And the other?" "Ten." She grinned, feeling deliciously, dangerously wicked. "That's my blanket, Rag'n'bones." Lights ahead. Talk of pistols and Khorandi Leynever a good combination. They'd be safe from here: no highwayman ever dared the leys this close to Rhomatum, so the outriders were leav- ing them, returning to Armayel and their wives and their beds. Their warm beds, lucky souls. Mikhyel smothered a cough and burrowed deeper into the furs, seeking the sleep the girl accused him of, trying to ignore the comfortable coze in progress in the driver's seat. They made an odd couple, Mikhyel thought, his tall, ele- gantly handsome younger brother and Anheliaa's mousy little servant girl. Easy to forget this colorless, silent wraith might have needs and desires her physical and social limita- tions denied expression. But not Nikki. Nikki, in Nikki's own unique way, had managed to find the person within the servant, seeming almost to read her mind at times. Perhaps Nikki could. Perhaps Nikki's older brother should mention that obser- vation to Anheliaa, as Deymorin's younger brother should have mentioned his suspicions regarding Deymorin's ring- setting abilities. But somehow, Deymorin's younger and Nikki's older brother opted to hold his peace on both mat- tersit seeming easier to allow almost-wives, virtual strang- ers, into Anheliaa's power than to deliver his brothers to her. Somehow, their brother didn't have nightmares of Lidye or Nethaalyeor possibly Mirymcrumpled over on the floor in agony as the rings spun. Use anybody. Do anything. Anheliaa had no rules, where it involved her control of the Rhomatum Web. And it appeared, now, he could be as ruthless, where it concerned his brothers. Lidye and Nethaalye had involved themselves in Anhe- liaa's plans of their own free willor their parents'which made their continued presence in the Tower a matter for their Family honor, not his. Mirym had the option of leaving at any time; still, he was willing to consider the possibility that Mirym was as much Anheliaa's pawn as Nikki and himself. Last he'd heard, Lidye was all but publicly declared as Anheliaa's file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (175 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:40 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt chosen successor. He hadn't thought about it at the time. Hadn't cared, but for wondering how to explain to Nikki that Nikki was to be Princeps. But maybe Lidye wasn't working out. Maybe Anheliaa wanted to force her into calling the engagement off and was using Mirym as a convenient wedge, figuring she could force Nikki to give Mirym up when she found a replace- ment for Lidye. If Mirym would make Nikki happy, then, dammit, he should have her. But the transition between engagements would be done with dignity and without ruining Nikki's reputation. He'd see to that, Anheliaa or no Anheliaa. At least Nikki had observed some propriety and started back before the sun set. And as Nikki had so succinctly pointed out to his fluffy-headed paramour, they had the web's greatest prude chaperoning from the rear seat. If Lidye tried to take exception, she'd have nothing but a rapid daytime trip between Rhomatum and Armayel to base it on. Wellhazy eyes registered starry skiesmostly daylight. If Anheliaa wanted Lidye gone, if Nikki didn't want her, she'd have no grounds for legal settlementno breach of promise suit to inflate her Family's coffersonly a civi- lized buyout. And if Anheliaa still wanted Lidye, Nikki would have both, somehow, if that was what Nikki wanted. Another cough, barely concealable. To avoid another of Nikki's contemptuous backward glances, he fumbled reluctantly after the flask Gareg had pressed on him at the last moment. Nikki, with his increasingly Deymorin-esque frame and hot blood; Nikki with his warm little paramour tucked be- neath his arm. Mikhyel took a cautious sip. Nikki, with his unsullied righteousness. The spirit's bite seared his throat, but it did help the cough. He biinked back tears and hazarded another sip before screwing the cap back in place. For a time he had tried to follow the one-sided conversa- tion taking place in the front seat, hoping for assurance of Nikki's innocence, fearing clues to Mirym's complicity, but each rut in the road jolted his aching joints despite the buffering furs, each burst of laughter made his pounding head explode, and eventually he simply endured, setting his teeth against those jolts, hiding his ears in his collar, trying fruitlessly to sleep, while the needs of the farmers, and the favors he could call in, the names of the merchants he had to contact for quotes on material and labor first thing to- morrowsome the instant he arrived in the Cityraced through his head in ever-increasing columns of figures and faceless names and nameless faces. And underlying every thought, a disturbing certainty that, faced with the question of Deymorin's whereabouts, and the trouble reportedly brewing in Mauritum, Nikki would pursue those questions all the way to Anheliaa's Tower chamber. There would be no stopping him. He would do the same, if the figures and farmers weren't demanding attention ... or if he weren't convinced that there was little or no chance of locating Deymorin without Anheliaa's help, and less chance of securing that fickle aid. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (176 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:40 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt Or would he pursue them? Was he truly convinced? One cough became a convulsive chain. He clamped his jaw, keeping those relentless seizures internal, and pulled the wool blanket up to his chin, knocking his hat to the carriage floorboards. Or was he too much the coward? That was the most unsettling thought of all: that, all ex- cuses aside, he might not have the requisite courage; that if he had, Deymorin would never have been sent away. His threat to the rings all those months ago had been an act of expediency, not bravery: he'd known Anheliaa would never risk her precious mechanismthat thing that was more child to her than ever he and his brothers had been. Except, perhaps, Nikki. And perhaps Nikki could get out of her what he'd been unable to obtain. Nikki the pet, the always agreeable. Nikki, who hated arguments with a passion. Perhaps Nikki could indeed succeed in locating Deymorinor Deymor- in's pieces. Unless Anheliaa, assuming she already controlled him, was setting out now to destroy Nikki. Unless Anheliaa had moved Mirym, had gotten her close to Nikki for her own purposes, with or without the young servant's consent, in- tending to throw Nethaalye into power and him into the Principate. If that was the case, tomorrow's meeting should truly foul her orbits. By all the gods, he hoped Nikki could find Deymio and bring him back to Rhomatum, though it was very hard to imagine his stubborn elder brother alive and well, and not returning on his own for another round with Anheliaa. And if that was the case, he hoped also Deymorin had been living like an ancient king these past months so he could send Deymorin to hell for leaving him alone with this gods- forsaken nest of snakes. His throat tightened. Dry. Painful. He took another sip of Gareg's concoction, to straighten a world suddenly canted. . . . If anyone was going to kill Deymorin dunMheric, he reserved the right to see to it personally. He'd earned it. Another sip; the dizziness increased. Rings, all he needed to was to show up drunk on the Tower doorstep. Fine chaperon he was. Defiantly, he took another sip. And another, and another as the tightness eased to bearable, and the world hazed into uncomplicated. Activity; inside the carriage and out. The stables. Rhomatum. Strange, seemed as if they'd just begun the drive. Or been driving forever. His objecting leg muscles moved his feet reluctantly to the half-door and beyond. His body slid after in a slow collapse to the ground. Someone shouted, a sound that echoed in his head and rattled down to his feet, shattering his frozen bones. Hands fumbled over him and gained purchase; he tried to shake them off, tried to tell him he was all right, just tired and cold. But then he was in a porter-cab, being carried like an old woman through the empty marketplace. Dark marketplace. Their ridiculous, fruitless arguments had made them impos- sibly late. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (177 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:40 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt And then they were in a floater with ring-blessed warmth filling the air, and Nikki was there. He could hear Nikki, though his eyes had closed and refused to open, yelling at the pedaller to hurry, damn you; and he could feel him almost. Could at least feel the tug when Nikki yanked his gloves off and the pressure when Nikki began rubbing his hands. Hard. Which hurt, but he didn't say anything be- cause it was Nikki rubbing and he didn't care if Nikki hurt him so long as Nikki was there and safe. And there was panic in Nikki's voice telling him not to fall asleep; and another voice, gentle, in his head, telling him it was all right, that he could sleeptruly sleepat last. Darkness imploded about them, the surrounding moun- tains and forest absorbing what, in the valley, would have been twilight. Deymorin stumbled over an unseen root, caught one- handed at a nearby tree, and clutched the awkward blanket to his waist with the other. A curse rose, but he swallowed it, his head still ringing from the woman-with-no-name's last wordless chastisement. Once hidden within the trees, she'd drawn the skirt up between her legs and tucked it into her belt, forming a sort of loose breeches he envied, particularly since the revision allowed her to swing immediately into a long, ground-cov- ering stride, while ignoring the possible limitations of bare feet and a scratchy blanket with a contrary tendency to drift southward, despite the rope belt salvaged from his former bonds. He paused once and tried a similar wrap, but the blanket was too large the weave too bulky for it to hold, and the following instant, she was at his side hissing, "Move it!" As if she seriously wanted to avoid attention. As if she was anxious to get somewhere in a hurry. Though whose attention, and where remained as much a mystery as the woman herself. A curious mixture of familiar and bizarre, her body and carriage were designed for action, not a ballroom floor, and yet he'd wager she could dance a Shilea with the best professional husband-hunter. She handled the woodland trail with the instincts of the bill-folk, but an occasional muted grunt and reflexive swipe of the hand indicated a less resigned attitude toward minute forest freeloaders than the hill-folk achieved long before puberty. Though she at- tempted to convince him otherwise, her natural accent was that of an educated Citizen, though he couldn't, not having Ben's trained ear, quite place the city of origin. He would wager she was from Mauritum Web, perhaps Mauritum itself. Perhaps one of those exiles she'd refer- enced. Perhaps she'd made a political misstep. Perhaps she'd murdered her husband. Perhaps (and somehow more likely, he thought, throwing up both hands to protect his face from a backward-flying branch) her husband had at- tempted to murder her and she was running away. Perhaps (as he snatched at the wayward blanket) he'd help that poor sod finish the job. They followed a trailof sortsthat was ghostly evident in the waning moon's light; and sometime during that seem- ingly endless trek, he discovered one good thing about fro- zen feet: ultimately, they ceased to feel the blisters and bruises and slivers; and another (dour realization), that if file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (178 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:40 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt they were bleeding, the blood would congeal more rapidly, and he might avoid bleeding to death. For a time, he managed to busy his mind and warm his fingers imagining the confrontation he was determined to have with Anheliaa. He even briefly considered taking the redbeaded apparition-with-no-name back as his bride just to spite his autocratic relative. But stumbling along that blackened trail, he found Anheliaa's thinning grey strands turning thick and red, her large-boned, arthritic body trans- formed into curvaceous and strong, the wrinkled neck he longed to wring becoming a long and lush neck he longed to wring. He was hungry. He was thirsty. He was damned cold and his feet hurt, his leg ached and showed a disturbing ten- dency to collapse at the most awkward moments, and for some reason known only to the gods and the rings, he con- tinued following this woman as if he had no more sense or choice than one of those mindless sheep. It was possibleperhaps probableshe'd long since for- gotten he was there. And who needed her anyway? Given a little sleep to recoup, he was woodsman enough to find food, water, eventually a friendly farmer or goatherd. He'd find out where he was, get word to someone he knew. . . . And what did she have to stop him? A knife? Keeping a close eye to the woman's back, he lagged be- hind ... No backward glance, no falter to her strideif she no- ticed, she didn't care. . . . and stopped. Her ghostly form disappeared into the blackness ahead. He slipped into the undergrowth, and began counting, using the throb in his leg as a metronome. One hundred: he slumped wearily against a tree. Two hundred: he slid down to sit among the dead leaves and needles, elbows propped on his knees, his back propped against the tree. Three hundred: he let his face drop onto his crossed arms. He was tiredrings, more exhausted than he'd ever been in his life. She'd get far enough ahead, he'd become too much trou- ble to pursue. She had no reason to suspect his identity, assuming they'd never met before, and if they had, .he'd have remembered that unusual accent. . . . Surely he'd have remembered. Rings, he'd remember that face. Or would he? (He yawned.) He tried to imagine That Face as the ladies of his ac- quaintance did their hair and made their faces up. When that failed, he tried to imagine her at Tirise's. He chuckled wryly: that worked much better. (He yawned again, and buried his nose in his elbow, hop- ing at least to warm the air going into his lungs: to such small pleasures had his world shrunk.) Tomorrow he'd worry about his fate . . . about how he'd gotten here and what he'd do about his brothers . . . about where exactly he was and why this woman had been so determined to take him with her and who her associates were.... But at the moment, all he wanted was "Move it, Rag'n'bones." file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (179 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:40 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt The trees might have whispered that in his ear. But they hadn't. He sighed, and said, without bothering to raise his head: "My name, shepherdess, is Deymio, and I'm bloody damn hungry, and frozen through. Got any more food in that bag of yours?" Or at least the flask. Darius save him, he'd even wear the nightshirt, frills and all. "I said" A point pricked his bare side. "I'm moving. I'm moving." He lost all track of time then, beyond caring about right or wrong or why or even options, worried only about put- ting one foot in front of the other, and following her whis- pered directions at each trail juncture. Eventually, he was catching his balance against every available support, disregarding the point in his back. But while that point didn't allow him to stop altogether, it didn't press him beyond reason, and after a time, he recog- nized the wisdom in thatif he stopped, he might never start again. Ever. And just when he had that figured: "Hold." He froze. From behind him, a whistle: excellent imitation of a moonbird. A signal. From the darkness ahead, an answer. A hand pressed his back. "Let's go." Evidently a satisfactory answer. "Friends of yours?" he inquired cautiously. An acknowledging grunt. "Isn't it rather obvious since the moon's not" "I said" It was the knife-point this time. "move it!" "All right, all right ..." he muttered, and a few steps later: "Can we talk now?" He took a second, less encouraging, grunt for a yes. "I haven't thanked you for fixing my oack and eyes. Felt as if I was burned all over the first time I woke up. I imagine you kept me from going blind." "Damn right," she growled. "Don't think to turn me up sweet, Rag'n'bones. Better than you have tried." "Who are you?" "Already answered that." "Who are these friends of yours?" "You'll know soon enough." Only the hope of food and warmth ahead kept him from turning and choking her, knife or no knife. He asked through clenched teeth: "How soon, dammit?" "Open your eyes, Rag'n'bones." And indeed, the trail ahead took a sudden turn, and be- yond it, a welcoming glow limned the trees. "At last," he gasped and picked up his pace. "Wait, fool! Take it" A sudden sparkling flare, an unpleasant tingling in his legs. A shoutthe shepherd's daughter, he thought. The next he knew, he was staring up into her moonsha- dowed face. "Idiot! I told you to slow up. You all right?" "What the hell!" "I'll explain later." Her hands pulled at him. "On your feet. I know it's hardjust do it. With her helpand a stinging blow or three to his face file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (180 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:40 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt he staggered to his feet and down the trail toward the light. On the third step, an unpleasant reminder tingled through his bad leg. He cursed, and stumbled; she cursed back and struck him into action. Together, they stumbled through the trees and into a ring of light. And a chorus of laughter. The woman's hands left him to his own uncertain bal- ance, and her distinctive voice joined the chorus. Deymorin shook his head clear; felt a breeze where he'd rather not, and glanced downward, then back toward the shadowed trees where the unpleasant tinglingand his blanket awaited the next poor unsuspecting wayfarer. The floater trip from Oreno Gate to Rhomatum Tower was a nightmare. Kneeling on the carpeted floorboards, in the ley-lit inte- rior, cradling his semicomatose brother against his chest while Mirym rubbed warmth into Mikhyel's near-frozen fingers, Nikki was forced into the realization that Mikhyel, for whatever reason, had been unableor unwillingto complain of his growing discomfortworse, that he hadn't thought to ask was his brother cold, or ill, when he could see he was, had heard the coughs from the back and will- fully ignored them. Had the distance between them grown so great that Mik- hyel would risk serious illness rather than ask for help? Had anger and jealousy and suspicion so completely under- mined his own sense of Family that he'd been blind to that distance? He felt angry, yes, and betrayed. Anheliaa had lied to him for months, and Mikhyel had been party to the lie. But he didn't hate Mikhyel; far from it. Anheliaa controlled the rings. Anheliaa had the vision for the Tower's future. And Anheliaa alone had exiled Deymorin. Mikhyel's only crime had been to go along with heras he himself hadtrusting her to know best. And Mikhyel had the added curse (one had to be honest with oneself) of knowing what Anheliaa had done to Deymorin. Knowing that Deymorin's fate could easily be his, had he resisted her plans? A hand tapped his. He biinked, his eyes gone hazy with unshed tears. It was Mirym, gesturing toward Mikhyel's booted feet. He nodded, then held his brother against mindless, fid- geting objections, 'while the floater attendant pulled the boots off; clasped a flailing hand and murmured reassur- ance as Mirym and the nameless attendant began vigor- ously nibbing Mikhyel's feet. Mirym. Sweet, generous, unsuspecting Mirym. She was no spy, but Mikhyel had been living under the shadow of fear and suspicion for monthsperhaps years. A shadow Mikhyel had done his best to keep from his younger brother's path. Mikhyel was worried for him, that was all. And perhaps the fear of losing both brothers ac- counted for Mikhyel's long silence and wild accusations. He wasn't certain he could stand to be that alone. Nei- ther, perhaps, could Mikhyel, hence Mikhyel's attempts to keep himself from taking action against Anheliaa, or from trusting Mirym too much. And he'd thrown that concern in Khyel's facewith Khyel already sick. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (181 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:40 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt What if, his mouth turned dry and sour, what if Mikhyel had elected to return, to risk his health, because of what he perceived as his stubborn younger brother's unwilling- ness to take his suspicions of Mirym and Anheliaa seriously? He thought of those personal revelations he'd made on the drive to Armayel and the sourness worsened. What if Mirym took those comments straight to Anheliaa? And she to Lidye? Not-quite-frozen fingers tightened convulsively. "N-Nikki?" His name was a hoarse whisper past chat- tering teeth. "I'm here, Khyel." "N-not f-feeling so g-good." "Not?" He strove to make and keep his voice light. "Could have fooled me. Thought you'd maybe tipped one too many of Old Nam's cider." A dry, painful-sounding chuckle disintegrated into a hacking cough that set Mikhyel to fumbling under the blan- ket. His hand came up clutching a flask, but another coughing fit foiled his efforts to unscrew the cap. He brushed Khyel's hands out of the way, uncapped the half-empty flask and steadied the opening against Mikhyel's mouth, trying to get more of the hquid inside than out. From his damp collar, Mikhyel had had similar problems on the journey from Armayel. But he got down enough to ease the cough, and Nikki wiped the excess away with a handkerchief, which appeared as if by magic from Mirym. "Try to rest, brother," he murmured, not certain Mikhyel heard him, but trying all the same. "We'll be home soon." A weary nod acknowledged him, and cold fingers pressed his hand against a fever-hot cheek. He bugged Mikhyel closer, bitterly aware just how much he missed such simple human contact. With Deymorin there'd always been a com- panionable closenessa hand tucked in his elbow, an arm about his shoulders, playful punches and quick passes of gentle hands over his arm, or his hair, or his chin. Displays which had always seemed to embarrass Mikhyel and to increase the distance between them all. Ever since Deymorin's disappearance, communication from Mikhyel had been confined to terse necessities, re- quests for conveyance like today's, or to pass the salt at the dinner table. For months, he'd waited for Mikhyel to explain to himto so much as utter Deymorin's name. He'd waited, but there'd been no mention. Strangest of all, Mikhyel's sudden bursts of violence had vanished altogether. He'd thought Mikhyel was angry, blaming him for Deymorin's disappearance, avoiding him to avoid losing his temper and doing something he'd re- gret afterward. If only he'd known. ... Of a sudden, Mikhyel's convulsive shivers stopped, his body grew rigid, and his hand withdrew from Nikki's, his feet pulled .up under his blanket, fiercely denying Mirym's attempts to retain them. Safely concealed, Mikhyel turned to him, determinedly aware and, Nikki realized, utterly mortified. Mikhyel, who always turned away in disgust from Deymorin's open af- fection and the human contact Nikki craved. "You can let me go now, Nikaenor." He grinned, hoping the concern he felt didn't show file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (182 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:40 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt through. "Rather not, big brother." "Dammit, boy" Mikhyel's voice broke along with his hold over his body. His face turned and pressed against Nikki's neck. One hand clenched the blanket, the other groped blindly, gripped painfully when Nikki caught it. When the fierce spasms eased, a half-sobbed whisper, not to him: "Dammit, why now . . . Of all times . . . S-so much to . . ." Nikki laughed softly, and let go Mikhyel's hand to wrap both arms around Mikhyel's shoulders, rocking gently. "Told you to let me help shovel the shit." Laughter, weak but honest. Arms that bugged with what meager strength was left in them. And as he held Khyel close, closer than he ever had, he realized in hazed surprise he was no longer the little brother. Likely he hadn't been for years. Khyel had always been such a presence, had cared for him for so long, he'd never noticed that he'd grown taller. But more than that, Khyel felt . . . frail . . . in a way no one else he'd ever touched felt frail. He could feel the bones of Khyel's back even through the heavy clothing. Small bones. He was fragile, in a way stocky Anheliaa, for all her arthritic age, wasn't. Always lean, he was wraithhke, now, in his lack of flesh. Always pale, sunken eyes and hollow cheeks made him positively cadaverous. Most disturbing of all, the pale grey eyes that stared up at him, eyes that had always been silvery-keen between pitch-black lashes, had gone cloudy, the green rim of the iris faded to near invisibility. Sad eyeseven a bit fright- ened, until Nikki brushed trailing strands of hair from his brow and told him to rest, that he was going to be all right. Then those stranger-eyes drifted shut, and another whisper, so light he wasn't certain he heard correctly: "Lord and rings, I love you, Deymio." Tears welled; he bhnked them back, hardly recognizing his own brother. So it was not embarrassment, not even disgust .that had caused him to turn away over the years. Jealousy . . . perhaps. He'd always wondered what his birth had done to his brothers' relationship. Now he feared he knew. He wasn't fool enough to shoulder blame for his existence, but he was brother enough to care. Responding as he knew Deymorin would, he brushed another dark strand back from a forehead clammy with sweat, and whispered, "Love you, too, fry." And followed the touch with his lips. "Sleep now, little brother, you'll feel better when you wake up." A child forced too early into adult politics, an adolescent shoved too early into manhood ... his brothers hadn't asked for that life. His brothers had been friends once, as he and Deymorin were friends now. Their parents' death had changed all that, their individual responses to fate mak- ing them enemies. But it needn't have happened that way. Just as Deymor- in's disappearance needn't have happened. There was one and only one person truly responsible. One person whose unwillingness to assume her responsibilities had shoved Mikhyel into politics and whose obsessions lay at the root of all Deymorin's antipathy toward the City. They'd reached the hill that was the Rhomatum Node. file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (183 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:40 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt The floater track constrained them to a scenic path, orbiting upward, circling the Tower complex, which included, be- sides the Rhomandi city residence with its private gardens and the Tower itself, the city legislative buildings, the Courthouse, and the Guard barracks. Most of the buildings were in darkness, the residents gone home for the night or asleep. In Rhomandi House itself, his apartments and Mikhyel's in the North and West wings showed signs of life: Jerrik and Raulind, Mikhyel's man, preparing for their arrival, wondering, no doubt, where they were. Worried, perhaps. Anheliaa's apartments were also evidencing occupation. With luck, his aunt had assumed they'd changed their plans and retired early. Mirym was likewise staring at Anheliaa's windows, her highly expressive face devoid of emotion. She'd had the day off; he wondered if that extended to the evening, and just how far from her normal schedule he'd dragged her. He realized, in further guilt, that he'd dragged her off with- out so much as a word to Anheliaa, or anyone else who might have had occasion to wonder at her whereabouts. Or who might blame her now for that absence. But if he'd gotten her into trouble, he'd get her out later. Not waiting for the doorman to respond to the floater's arrival, he had a barely cognizant Mikhyel on his feet the moment the anchor engaged. Enlisting the unknown atten- dant's aid, he got his brother inside, where a servant re- placed the attendant, who was out the door before Nikki could gather wit enough to say thank you, reappearing only to set Mikhyel's boots and the flask inside the door, and disappear again. He made a distracted mental note of the cab company he'd send a message and a generous tip in the morning, as much for that final bit of tact as for his helpfulnessand asked after Diorak. The physician had gone home for the night, which indi- cated Anheliaa had had one of her better days. He sent a footman to fetch Diorak, another to alert Raulind, Mikhy- el's valet, a third to tell Anheliaa they were back, and that Mikhyel had taken ill . . . and on a belated thought, as the third man headed up the staircase: "And if the Lady Nethaalye is not still in attendance to my aunt, you'd best take word to her room as well." When at last they got Mikhyel up the lift, and to his room, Raulind had the heating vents full open, and was drawing a hot bath. Nikki hesitated, wondering if they shouldn't just get Mik- hyel (who had lost all awareness of his surroundings and was mumbhng about war and swamps, resisting all efforts to hold him on his feet) into bed, but Raulind insisted, and in the end, proved justified: the moment the hot water closed around him, Mikhyel relaxed, the fight evaporating with the steam, and their greatest challenge became keep- ing him from sliding under and drowning. Raulind persisted, even to washing Mikhyel's matted hair, maintaining Mikhyel would sack him for certain if they put him to bed in his own sweat, and by the time they'd soaped and rinsed and manhandled Mikhyel the two steps up from the bathing pool, they were all three soaked. Nikki helped Raulind to wrap Khyel in a warmed bathing file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (184 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:40 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt robe of luxurious imported cotton, and to settle him on a grooming lounge in the bedchamber; then shed his own clothing into the pile of towels, and rinsed himself off in the constantly cycling tub before slipping into a spare dress- ing gown Raulind had foresightedly set out for him. Raulind was at his brother's back, drying Mikhyel's long straight hair in a narrow stream of ley-warmed and driven air. Nikki silently replaced him, running a comb through the silken strands, gently separating the tangles, giving Rau- lind a chance to change into dry clothes, and straighten the bath. "Braid?" he asked Raulind, when the hair was dry, but the valet shook his head, and Mikhyel, whom he'd have sworn was asleep said, quite audibly: "Don't you dare, Raul." Nikki exchanged a look with Raulind, who shrugged and said succinctly: "Hates it." Which was a surprising insight into his oh-so-meticulous sibling. Hell of a way to find out, Nikki thought as they worked Khyel, who was, after that final protest, well and truly be- yond critical evaluation, into a nightshirt and bed, where, clean hair a dark stream across the pillow, his eyelashes shockingly black against pale cheeks, Mikhyel appeared quite peaceful. . . . as a corpse, he thought with a shiver. All he could do then was sit beside the bed holding his brother's hand, until Diorak, grumbling at the late hour, finally arrived. The grumbling stopped the instant the old physician got a good look at Mikhyel. Following a cursory examination, and a curt request for explanation, he chased Nikki from the room with orders for the kitchen and Nurse. "Nurse?" Nikki chewed his lip in uncertainty. Khyel would kill him. "How serious is it?" Diorak shoved him forcibly from the room. "He'll live if you do as I say and then keep out of my way. I'll send word Where will you be? The hbrary, I suppose," he answered his own question before Nikki could open his mouth, "since I doubt you'll do the sensible thing and go to bed. Now, go. Get out of my way!" He made a final stab at self-assertion: "I'll be in Khyel's study" "Go!" Diorak barked. And as he ducked out the door: "Damn fool." Another log sailed into the firepit from the far side shad- ows; scattered coals fell in a shower of glittering bits. Flame chased hke a living thing along cold, dark surfaces, rousing a hissing, sputtering protest from the damp wood. Rejuvenated, firelight skipped outward, expanding the shadow's edge, dancing along the strong, handsome lines of the Rhomatum exile's face, and highlighting the clean demarcation of intersecting muscle along bare arms and thighs. From the shadows of the tarpaulin tent covering their small supply cart, Kiyrstin kept a wary eye to this Just Deymio, while she exchanged the irritating hill costume for more comfortable leather and smooth linen. Likely she should have given him the extra shirt she'd file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (185 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:40 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt carried in her bag; if she'd been kind and sensitive like sister-Meliande she undoubtedly would havewith never a second thought. But she was neither kind nor sensitive and felt no shame in the admission. On the trail, that precarious blanket had been her only hold on his cooperation: she couldn't have forced him, with no more than a knife and a trail ax at her disposal. Yes, she told herself, she'd been fully justified on the trail. Since his arrival in camp, it had become a test of wills, no amount of rationalization could change that fact. She was waiting for him to ask. Beg, if she were honest with herself, and she did try to be honest . . . with herself. But he hadn't begged, nor even asked politely for so much as another blanket. Standing beside the fire in the suit the gods had given him, he'd been embarrassed (how not?) but his grin had appeared loathsomely natural, he'd bowed rather generally (not singling her out in that courtesy) and seated himself (casually) on the nearest fireside rock, finger-combing his long hair into a smooth twist before accepting the bowl of stew and mug of water Tarcel placed at his side. Casual. Tranquil. The scut didn't deserve sensitivity. Without fireworks to feed it, the laughter had died, and the dozen or so men (the exact number varied day to day) who comprised their small band had quietly resumed their own meal, as. if a naked stranger in their midst were nothing unusual. But then, some had joined them with little more to their namesome with less: this Rhomatum exile could at least stay on his feet. Having finished the meal and complimented the anony- mous cook, the Rhomatum simply sat and stared into those flames. Waiting, tired, as she herself was, but too wary to let sleep overtake him, in this camp of unknown elements. Waiting for someone else to instigate, content in his ability to handle whatever situation might arise. Kiyrstin jerked the final lacing tight. Tough, practical the fur-lined leather vest provided warmth, protection and a very necessary support that was infinitely more comfort- able than corsets . . . And made her look like a rather pudgy, fourteen-year- old boy. Packing the hated skirt away, she gathered the pile of folded leather and cloth she'd set to the side, and sauntered across to Just Deymio's side. Dark eyes turned up to her, fire-dazed, tiredand puz- zled, for a moment, as if he didn't quite recognize her. But the puzzlement lifted along with an enigmatically raised brow, as that gaze travelled her length. "Stunning," he said coolly. "You should wear it to the Transition Day Ball. Give the day a whole new meaning." Transition Day. The holiday reference held no signifi- cance for her, but the scorn dripping from his voice, the disinterest from his eyes, did. "I don't dress to please you or any other person of my acquaintance, Rag'n'bones," she said tightly. "Here." She wadded the pile and thrust it at his chest. Hands closed reflexively over the clothing. Fine hands, white lines in the tan where rings once circled, manicured file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (186 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:40 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt and elegant as the man himself was, even without a stitch on. Too elegant to ever have the least interest in a woman who preferred breeches to skirts, warm leather to lace ruf- fles, and whose callused fingers would snag any fine fabric they touched. Not that she caredthere was. no time, and rarely any desire, for such things these daysbut the look in his eyes, when she again intercepted them, showed he'd guessed those thoughts, and mocked her nonexistent interest. She scowled down at him, lest he dare to presume. His mouth twitched, but (showing uncommon good sense) he kept those thoughts to himself. He located the broadcloth breeches and slipped them on before standing and sorting the rest of the clothing out on his rock. She studied that smooth-skinned back with what she con- vinced herself was clinical detachment, noted the slight blemish (barely visible above the waistband) with a decid- edly imdetached, fiendish satisfaction. Maybe next time, the man would believe her. Listen to her. And perhaps sheep would sprout fins and swim. The pamicci balm, a common enough country burn treat- ment, made of plants that grew along the ley at the very edge of the infertile zone, had proven remarkably effective against these insidious, ley-inflicted burns, but the depth of the burn varied unpredictably, and one could never be cer- tain until that last bit of dead skin flaked free whether one had applied the cream quickly enough, or removed it carefully enough. "Find yourself another stray dog, Kiyrsti?" Vandoshin's voice announced his presence before he ap- peared beside her. A muscle twitched in Deymio's smooth back. Then, as if determined not to appear unduly startled, he straightened quite deliberately and faced them, shooting a triumphant glance at her as he slipped the loose shirt over his head. A small triumph she cast into perspective with an indif- ferent shrug. With that diminutive of her name, he knew no more about her than she about him. Less. She knew his City. "Rhomatum streetscut," she answered Vandoshin, at once reminding the Rhomatum of, and cautioning Vando- shin with, that fact. "Name of Deymioso he claims." Van touched fingertips to brow in formal greeting-, the Rhomatum just nodded warily. Van gave an easy smile, not likely to take offense, under the circumstances. "Vandoshin romMaurii, Deymio, at your" "Service, romMaurii?" Deymio finished. "A Mauritum priest? for a Rhomatum citizen? Somehow, I doubt it." "Which?" Van asked smoothly. "That I'm at your ser- vice? Or that I'm a priest of Maurii?" "Take your pick. You can't be both. Or was that your ticket into this elite group? Caught impersonating a priest, were you?" "Actually - -." Van paused, his mouth twitching in an enigmatic smile, "Not. My title is quite legal . . . though I, perhaps, am not." file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S....%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt (187 of 377) [2/4/03 11:02:40 PM] file:///F|/rah/Jane%20E.%20Fancher/Jane%20S.%20Fancher%20-%20Dance%20of%20the%20Rings%201%20-%20Ring%20of%20Lightning.txt "Perhaps?" "Shall we say, I've heard no official charges." "More than that," Kiyrstin interrupted, irritated at the priest who, obviously finding this duel of innuendo to his liking, was revealing far too much far too cheaply, "you'll have to wait until we know you better." The two men exchanged an enigmatic look designed, she was certain, to make a woman suspicious and mean abso- lutely nothing no matter they meant you to think it did, so she ignored the look and continued: "He's one of Anheliaa's victims, Van. Dumped him right into the old shepherd's lake, crisp fried. Love him, she must." Vandoshin laughed easily. "What did the Rhomandi bitch get you for, Deymio of Rhomatum?" Deymio adjusted the laces on the shirt to a precise bal- ance between careless and sloppy, then looked up through a rakish fall of hair. "Apparently, she didn't approve the cut of my clothes." "Cautious lad." Another laugh. Coming close to overdo- ing the companionability. Van was: her Just Deymio was the suspicious type. "Not a bad trait. But we're all bandits here, of one ilk or anotherhardly the sort to turn you in." Not that Van was likely to listen to her, any more than the Rhomatum was. "Bandits?" Deymio's glance scanned the camp this time. "How disappointing." And stopped on her: "Pardon, m'lady." As he unbuttoned the breeches to neatly tuck his shirttail. Without turning. She allowed her mouth its own appreciative twitch. "Disappointing?" "As a boy, I rather thought bandits to live a far more exotic lifestyle. This is quite ... meager." Another brief pause to shrug on the loose, calf-length coat: old-fashioned, but the warmest garment she could find that might span his shoulders. "Overall . . ." He stretched his arms forward, nodded surprised approval and adjusted the cuffs. "I'd rather be fishing." "A fisherman from Rhomatum?" Kiyrstin asked, lightly. "Bit far from the coast, isn't it?" "Ah, lady," he mocked her, meticulously (so she sus- pected) avoiding the use of the name she'd not yet granted him permission to use, "I didn't say fisherman. I said fish- ing. There is a difference." "But not one your average Rhomatum lord would recognize." "It is, however, your classification, not mine." He lifted a very sad-looking foot. "And does my lady's benevolence perchance extend to boots?" Vandoshin laughed. "Admit it, Kiyrsti-lass, stalemate." He reached for Deymio's arm. "Come with me, lad, we'll find something suitable for those feet." my MtMtUt. elwMtatoel A4e 6m. twl. PCu~c ikffi 6w.