PHYLLIS EISENSTEIN
THE ISLAND IN THE LAKE
LONG AGO, IN THE MORNING of time, the people lived
in a warm and green place,
where the sun had cared for them since first they opened their
eyes. And life
was sweet in that place, in the care of that good and generous sun. But the
people were wanderers in their hearts, and at last they turned their backs on
that green
place, and on that good sun, and set out into the Great Night to find
another home.
Their
journey was long, for the darkness was vast, and homelands were as tiny
and lost in it as
flowers on the grassy plain. But the Pole Star had looked upon
them in that darkness, and
finding them worthy, he claimed them for his own, and
guided them safe to this sun and this
place. Yet when they came to their new
home, it was not a land such as they had known
before. No, it was a land strange
and beautiful, a land where magic grew in every meadow,
and flowed in every
river, and breathed in the very wind. And foolishly, they destroyed
that magic,
and made the land over in the image of their old home, which they had left so
far behind in the Great Night. And they were happy in their new home, not
understanding
what they had done.
But the Pole Star, who loved them in spite of their folly, preserved
that magic
in a few hidden places, and laid a net of his own power over land and sea, that
the magic might be protected and perpetuated, forever living. And the Pole Star
gave the
knowledge of that magic to those who chose to dwell in his own favored
domain, to hold and
to use to ease their hardships. For they are wanderers, as
the people were once wanderers
every one, and the Pole Star has claimed them
before all others. And the sign of that gift
is the promise of the sun--that no
matter how great the night grows, there will always be a
dawn.
--Song of the World's Beginning
(among the People of the North)
Alaric the minstrel
paused at the crest of the hill. To his left and right, a
line of hills stretched as far as
the eye could see, but before him, to the
west, the land sloped downward gently to a broad,
flat plain. Upon that plain
lay an irregular grid of ocher fields, their grain all reaped,
only the yellow
stubble of barley, wheat, and oats left to dry in the last warm days of the
year. The two dozen dwellings of the peasants who worked those fields were
clustered
together into a village near the center of that grid, Alaric could
just make out their
stone walls and thatched roofs, and the stone fences of the
animal pens that flanked them.
Farther on, much too far from the village to be a
comfortable walk for fetching water, was
the lake, shining like burnished silver
under the autumn sun. The Lake of Death.
The day had
been hot, even so late in the year, and Alaric was stripped to the
waist, his face shaded
by the wide-brimmed hat he had plaited from the sparse
wayside grass. Slung over one
shoulder was his knapsack, with only a cloak and a
shirt and some scraps of bread inside;
over the other was his lute, the
minstrel's boon companion. The strange and magical north
lay far behind him--the
great glacial waste, the lodestone mountains, the witchcraft of a
woman who read
men's souls and of her elixir that healed the dying and could even raise the
dead. Lately, he had moved through less exotic lands, through arid hills cloaked
in scrub,
their infrequent streams shallow and meandering over pebbly beds,
their scattered
inhabitants scrabbling to draw a living from the parched soil.
Yet in those lands he had
heard again and again of a bountiful plain beside a
mirror-bright lake, a place where a
strong lord ruled and enemies had never
conquered. A place where the people used water from
that lake as their
weapon--water that killed what it touched.
The first time he heard the
tale, Alaric knew that a minstrel whose stock in
trade was legend and wonders would be a
fool to pass it by.
He could have reached it earlier in the year. He could have used his
witch's
power to leap from horizon to horizon, from village to village, tracking the
place
down in a matter of days. But he had walked instead, as an ordinary man
would walk, because
this was the south, where the cry of witch made folk strike
out at what they feared. And he
had walked, too, because he was in no great
hurry to see what lay beyond the next hill as
long as there were listeners for
his songs before it. Barely nineteen summers old, he had
lost everything in his
life, or abandoned it, and now nothing called him to one place over
another.
Nothing but curiosity.
The track he followed to the hilltop had been broad and
rutted, but overgrown,
as if little used in recent times. As it descended among the fields,
though, it
became a real road, cleared of weeds and graded smooth. It led directly to the
village and on past, to the lake shore, where it became a stone causeway linking
that shore
with an island in the very center of the water. The island was a
small one, and occupied
entirely by a single building, a high-walled fortress
with pennons flying from its many
turrets--the fortress of the lord of the Lake
of Death.
Alaric had not even reached the
village when he saw two stocky, middle-aged men
and a boy of nine or ten walking toward
him. They were dark-haired and
sun-browned, dressed in sleeveless gray tunics and breeches,
and they strode
fearlessly toward the stranger. Before they were near enough to ask his
business,
he halted, doffed his plaited hat, and bowed low. The lute slid from
his shoulder, and he
caught it with one curled arm and strummed a chord as he
held it against his bare chest.
"Greetings, good sirs!" he called. "Alaric the minstrel, at your service with
songs for
every mood and every season!"
They halted a few steps away, and the men smiled, but the boy
just stared at the
lute, wide-eyed, as if it were some unknown animal.
"A long time since a
minstrel came this way," said the shorter of the men; he
had the guttural accent Alaric had
become accustomed to in these western lands.
He laid an arm across the boy's shoulders.
"Not since before my son was born."
Alaric answered the man's smile with his own. "So much
the better for me.
Thirsty folk drink deep and are usually kind to the water-bearer."
The
man laughed then. "Well, I suppose there will be quite a few thirsty folk,
when they
discover that water has arrived. I hope your water is sweet, my
friend."
"Always," said
Alaric.
"We have both kinds of water here," said the boy. "Sweet from the springs and
bitter
in the lake."
His father laughed again, and the other man joined him. "The child is a
little
young to understand figures of speech. But he tells the truth. And you should be
warned--
don't try to drink the bitter water of our lake. It would ruin your
voice, and the rest of
you, forever."
"I've heard something like that," said Alaric.
"Good," said the man. "I
wouldn't want to think that the tale has died in recent
years. For it's as true as it ever
was. Anyone who touches that water, who so
much as dips a hand in it, hardly has time to
regret the act."
"And yet they say you toss it at your enemies. Can you avoid touching it
yourselves when you do that?"
"We have pumps," said the boy, "and special clothing."
His
father shook his shoulder gently, as if to silence him. "We have been here a
long time,
minstrel," he said. "We know how to live with the water in the Lake
of Death."
Alaric
glanced at the lake, at the island in its center. "I see that."
The man nodded. "My Lord
Gazian lives there. Come now, minstrel. I am the
headman of this village, and Taskol is my
name. And these are my son Yosat and
my brother Adeen. Come to our home and sing for us,
and we'll reward you
according to your merits."
Alaric grinned. "Then I look forward to a
fine reward. But should I not pay my
respects to Lord Gazian first of all?" He gestured
toward the fortress.
"Oh, he's a busy man. He wouldn't have time to hear a minstrel until
much later
in the day. You can sing for the village this afternoon and for him this
evening."
And when Alaric still hesitated, he added, "I think you should prove
yourself to lesser
folk before being allowed to entertain such a great man,
don't you?"
Alaric strummed a chord
on his lute, and then another. "Are you perhaps afraid
he'll keep me to himself and not let
you listen if I go to his castle first?"
Taskol shrugged. "He is a man who likes the best
of things. And he deserves
them, of course, for he keeps us safe. But as headman, I must
look out for my
villagers, in my own small way. Surely you understand."
"I don't wish to
offend such a great man," said Alaric.
"I will escort you to him myself this evening," said
the headman.
Alaric looked at him for a long moment. There had been trouble once or twice
in
his life over such matters of courtesy. Not so long ago, menat-arms had been
sent to
terrorize a peasant family that had kept Alaric from their lord for a
single night. But
looking at the village headman, at his son and his brother,
Alaric saw no uneasiness, no
sign of fear of the man who lived in the middle of
the Lake of Death. "I would like to rest
my legs a little before crossing that
causeway," he said at last.
"Indeed you shall," said
Taskol. "I wager you've walked a fair distance today."
Alaric nodded.
"And some ale would
not go amiss, would it?"
"Indeed it would not."
The headman's hut was the largest of the
village, and the only one with a door
of wood rather than hard-tanned leather, though the
wood was old and weathered.
Inside, there was hardly any wood at all. Where settee and
chairs might have
stood in another household, this one offered stone stools and a stone
bench,
roughly shaped and thickly cushioned with straw mats. Even the bed in the corner
had
not the Simplest wooden frame to raise it above the hard-packed earthen
floor; it was a
mere straw pallet, though a thick one, draped with a woolen
blanket. Of all the furniture,
only the tabletop was made of wood, as weathered
as the door, and resting on stone pillars
instead of legs. And in the fireplace,
dried dung smoldered beneath the big cookpot. There
was plenty of straw and
stone and dung around the Lake of Death, Alaric realized, but not a
single tree.
Taskol's wife brought ale, and when the minstrel had quenched his thirst, he
sat
outdoors on another straw-cushioned stone bench and entertained the village with
songs
of the ice-choked Northern Sea and the deer-riding nomads who hunted on
its shores. Nearly
a hundred listeners crowded the space beside the headman's
home, standing, sitting on the
stone wall that penned his sheep and cows,
squatting on the dusty ground--the whole of the
village, Alaric guessed, from
the eldest graybeard to the smallest babe in arms. He made
them laugh first,
with the tale of the herder boy who discovered that his deer could speak
and was
disbelieved until he revealed some of the embarrassing human secrets that the
deer
knew; and then he made them gasp at the tale of the nomad who tried to save
his people from
starvation by hunting the huge and terrible Grandfather of All
Bears. Afterward, when the
crowd had dispersed with many an appreciative word,
Taskol served him fresh bread and new
butter and admitted that his skill was
great enough for the lord of the Lake of Death.
"But
remind him, please, that we of the village like music, too," he said. "So
that he does not
keep you entirely to himself."
Alaric savored the crusty, still-warm bread. "I will do what
I can," he said
between bites.
"I suppose I must deliver you to him, then. If you are
ready..."
"Is there bread like this on the island?" asked the minstrel.
"There is the best
of everything on the island," the headman replied.
Alaric downed a last draft of ale to
clear the butter from his throat, then drew
the dark shirt from his knapsack and slipped it
on. "I am ready."
The lake shore was a broad, barren margin, marked at the water's very
edge with
a thick pale crust, like hardened foam. The causeway, made of fine, squared
blocks
of stone so white it dazzled the eye, began well before this crust and
rose smoothly till,
where it entered the water, it stood a man-height high above
the surface. Broad enough to
accommodate two wagons abreast, it ran
arrow-straight to the island, broken by two gaps,
each spanned by a heavy,
iron-banded drawbridge. At the very gate of the fortress was a
third bridge,
guarded by a spearman in bossed leather armor. Taskol identified Alaric to
the
man, and the two were admitted.
Inside the gate was a courtyard large enough to hold
half the houses in the
village.
"This is a strong citadel," Alaric said, looking up at the
high, crenelated
walls. Only a handful of armed men stood at the crenelations, scanning the
world
beyond the lake. At any other castle, there would be dozens. "It's given you
safety
for quite a long time, I would think."
"For my lifetime, and my grandfather's, and more,"
said Taskol. "No one living
remembers the last time we had to lock ourselves inside these
walls for a siege.
Of course, the lake is our true defender."
"I would hate to fall off that
causeway."
Taskol nodded. "So would I."
"Has anyone?"
"Not lately."
Alaric glanced over his
shoulder. Beyond the gate, the lake lapped gently at the
pure white sides of the raised
stone road. "What would happen if someone did?"
"No one could save him. Within a few
heartbeats, the flesh would begin to shred
from his bones, and then the bones themselves
would begin to dissolve. It's an
ugly sight."
Alaric shuddered. "You've seen it?"
"When I was
a child, we chased a fox off the causeway. It floated, for a short
time, while the water
worked on it." He shook his head. "Poor hapless fox.
Normally, animals stay away from the
lake. They know what it holds."
Looking up at the walls again, the minstrel said, "How
strange to live
surrounded by...that." Then he smiled a slow smile. "I'll make a song of
it, if
I can."
Taskol smiled back. "I think that would not displease my lord." He pointed to
the doorway of the keep, at the far end of the courtyard. "I imagine he awaits
his dinner
just now. If I introduce you, he might invite me to stay for the
meal."
"By all means, then,
introduce me."
The great hall of the keep was not so large as some Alaric had visited, but
it
was one of the most luxurious, at least at first glance. High, narrow windows
admitted
the afternoon sunlight, showing the walls hung with tapestries, the
stone floor scattered
with carpets and furniture of velvet and fine-carved wood.
Only on closer inspection, as he
walked the length of the chamber, did he see
that the carpets were worn almost to their
backings in many places, the
tapestries were moth-eaten, the velvets thinnapped and shiny,
and the fine woods
dry and cracked. The riches of the citadel were of an earlier
generation, and
had not been renewed. He realized that more than a few seasons must have
passed
since that overgrown road had known much traffic.
Yet there was newer wealth here,
even so. The trestle table at the far end of
the room, ancient as it appeared, was heavy
laden with fresh bread, meats, and
vegetables, with butter, cheese, and ale. And the two
men who sat behind it were
dressed well enough, in supple leather, light wool, and golden
chains. They
looked like brothers, both dark and strong-jawed, though one was much older
than
the other.
Taskol bent the knee before them, and Alaric imitated him.
"My lord," said
Taskol, "I beg to present Alaric the minstrel, lately come into
our land to offer his songs
for our pleasure."
The older of the two men pushed his chair back and rose to his feet. "It
has
been long and long since a minstrel came to this land. You are welcome, sir."
But he
said the words gravely, without any smile. He was a tall man, and broad
with muscle, though
his hair was touched with gray and there were deep lines
carved about his mouth and across
his forehead, and dark pouches beneath his
eyes. "As you see, we are dining. Join us,
minstrel, and afterward show us your
wares. We would welcome something new." He sat clown
again. Then he added,
"Stay, too, Taskol. You threshed the grain that made this bread."
Taskol
bowed. "I thank you, my lord."
He and the minstrel took places on a bench at one end of the
table, and they ate
well of the viands spread before them. From time to time, other
leather-clad men
entered the hall, made their obeisances, and sat to the meal, but none of
them
stayed long, and none of them wore gold. Alaric recognized one as the guard of
the
gate.
Two young serving women cleared the table and set out more ale to signal the end
of
dinner. They eyed Alaric curiously but said nothing, only hurried off when
they were done,
to a door that stood at a corner of the hall, between two
tapestries. They did not close
themselves away behind it, though, but stayed in
the open doorway, looking at him, and
other men and women crowded there with
them, half a dozen or more. The castle servants,
Alaric thought, waiting for
whatever novelty the stranger was about to provide.
Lord Gazian
waved at him to proceed. Pushing his bench away from the table,
Alaric settled the lute on
his lap. There was a song he had been working on for
quite some time, and he thought it was
ready for singing now--a tale of darkness
for half the year and light for the rest, of
blossoms growing from the very ice
at the pole of the world and spawned by seeds fallen
from above the sky, from
whose leaves a curing elixir could be made. In the song, a young
man fought
storms and monsters and the Northern Sea itself to reach those blossoms, for his
beloved lay ill, and not even the wisest healer knew another way to keep her
from death.
When he had won through and saved her, and they had celebrated their
wedding in the final
verse, the listeners at the doorway clapped their hands and
chattered among themselves
until their lord cast a single dark glance in their
direction.
"A well-sung song," he said,
"but I like not the subject matter. Sing of
something real, minstrel."
Alaric almost said
that the elixir was real enough, though the monsters were
inventions, but he caught himself
and bowed his head. He had no proof, just his
word, and he had learned over the years that
it was rarely healthy to contradict
a nobleman, even with proof. He sang another song, a
comic one of squabbling
neighbors and stolen sheep, and of a man who was fooled into
counting his sheep
three times and reckoning a different number at each. Before he was
done, the
folk at the doorway were laughing, and even Lord Gazian himself had smiled a
little.
"You have much skill," he said. "And your songs are...interesting. You could
make your
fortune in some large and powerful household, but instead you've come
here to these remote
and sparsely peopled lands." He sat forward, leaning his
elbows on the table, the cup of
ale between his hands. "What brings you to us,
minstrel?"
Alaric bowed again. "Nothing, my
lord, but a boundless desire to see the world
and add to my stock of songs. Those songs are
my fortune, and an easier one to
carry than any gold."
The younger man spoke for the first
time. "You are brave to come here, sir
minstrel. Unless Taskol has not told you of the
lake..." He looked narrowly at
the headman.
"I had already heard, in far-distant places, and
he told me as well," said the
minstrel. "But I think I am less brave than the folk who live
here. I would not
wish to try this lake during a storm, when the deadly waves splash high."
"These stout walls protect us," said Lord Gazian. "And we take care. It has been
many a
year since one of our own was claimed by the lake."
"Still, I see high courage in living
here. You and your people have all my
admiration."
"Enough admiration," said the younger
man. "Sing another song."
Gazian looked at his companion for a moment, and Alaric saw a
flicker of anger
pass between them before the lord of the castle turned back and said, "Go
ahead,
another song."
Another song led to another, and at last the sunlight in the high
windows
reddened and faded, and tripod oil lamps were lit to take its place. Finally,
Alaric
pleaded weariness after a long day of walking and said that he would sing
again the next
day, if desired.
Lord Gazian nodded and rose abruptly from his place at the table. "You
have our
thanks, minstrel, for this afternoon's entertainment. My brother will see that
you
are made comfortable for the night." He nodded to the younger man and,
without waiting for
any acknowledgement, crossed the room to a tapestry-fringed
archway in the farther wall.
Stairs were visible beyond the arch, and in a
moment, he had climbed out of sight.
The
younger man rose, when his brother had gone, and he came around the table to
stand above
the minstrel. "You sing well, young minstrel. What was your name?"
"Alaric, my lord."
The
man's mouth tightened for a moment. "I am not known as lord," he said. Then
he made a
peremptory gesture toward the doorway that was still crowded with
servants, and the two
young women came scurrying. "Make him a pallet in the
kitchen," he said, and turned away.
With a swift stride, he went out to the
courtyard.
Alaric glanced at Taskol. "Have I
insulted him?" he asked.
Taskol shrugged. "Master Demirchi is the heir. But while his
brother lives,
there is only one lord here--we haven't room for more in our little land.
I'm
sorry, minstrel; I should have thought to warn you. We call him sir."
"I will do that,
then, and hope he forgives a stranger. Though I've never before
met a man who didn't like
being addressed above his station. What would he have
done if I had called him majesty?"
Taskol laughed and shook his head and led the way to the kitchen, while the
serving women
trailed behind.
The kitchen was a small room, dominated by a great fireplace and crowded
with
worn trestle tables and deeply grooved butchers' blocks, with cauldrons and
platters
and roasting spits. It was also a warm room, but now that darkness had
fallen and cool
night air had begun to slide through the high windows of the
keep, that warmth was pleasant
enough. The kitchen servants made Alaric a pallet
near the embers of the hearthfire, and
they left a few choice tidbits from
dinner on a table nearby, in case he woke hungry in the
middle of the night.
Taskol packed a few of those tidbits into a sack, to take home to his
family,
before he bade Alaric good night. Then he and the servants put out the lamps and
left the minstrel to sleep his first sleep surrounded by the Lake of Death.
Alaric lay on
his back for a time, staring up at the kitchen's single window,
far above his reach. He
could see a few stars there, for the red glow of the
embers was not enough to drown them
out. The window was much too high, he told
himself, to be touched by the waves, even in the
wildest storm. And there was no
storm tonight, just a gentle autumn breeze. Still, he
thought that if this were
his castle, he would shutter the windows, just to be sure.
Finally, he got up
and took his pallet out to the empty hall and set it where there was a
wall
between himself and that kitchen window, and all the other windows were far
away. One
lamp still lit the room, leaving heavy shadows in all the corners, but
Alaric had no fear
of shadows. He fell asleep, an arm crooked protectively about
his lute, both of them
wrapped against the gentle autumn breeze in his well-worn
cloak.
When he woke to a touch on
his shoulder, the lamp no longer burned, and dawn
twilight showed through the windows. He
knuckled sleep from his eyes and blinked
up at the man who leaned over him. It was Lord
Gazian, wearing a dressing gown
of fine, pale wool that gave his body a ghostly cast in the
dimness.
"My lord?" said Alaric.
"Will you come upstairs, minstrel? There is someone who
would hear you sing."
Odd though the time was, Alaric rose, knowing that no good could come
of
reluctance. Carrying his lute close against his body, he followed the master of
the lake
through the arch and up the narrow, winding stairway beyond. At the
third landing, they
turned off the stair and walked along a curving corridor
that was marked every ten paces by
a narrow window. Through each window, Alaric
could see the lake below; the water reflecting
the soft, gray-pink color of the
eastern sky. They had passed four windows, making nearly a
half-circle, before
Lord Gazian halted at a door on the inner wall. He eased it open.
The
room was small, though richly hung with tapestries, and crowded by a bed, a
chair, and some
low chests. A bedside table held a small oil lamp, a tray of
tiny pastries, and a cup. And
the bed itself, wide enough for three men, held a
boy of no more than seven summers,
propped up on bolsters and covered with a
light blanket. Even in the candlelight, Alaric
could see that the boy was ill--
his face was pale, with a sheen of moisture, and his dark
eyes were sunk deep
above his hollow cheeks. He said nothing when the lord of the castle
and Alaric
entered, though his gaze followed them to the side of his bed.
Lord Gazian sat
down on the edge of the mattress and gently stroked the damp
dark hair away from the
child's forehead. "I've brought the minstrel for you."
He nodded at Alaric.
"Thank you,
Father," said the boy in a small, soft voice. He looked at Alaric.
"I'm sorry to get you up
so early. It is early, isn't it?"
"A little," said Alaric. "But I don't mind."
"Sometimes he
doesn't sleep well," said his father, resting one large hand on
the boy's shoulder. "And
last night the servants told him about you, and he
hardly slept at all for asking when you
would come upstairs."
"My nurse sings to me," said the boy. "But they told me you sing much
better."
"I am flattered," said the minstrel. "Do you like songs about magic?"
"Oh, yes."
"About knights and dragons and fair maidens?"
The boy's eyes widened. "Is that what you
sing about?"
"Sometimes. For special listeners."
"Please," breathed the boy.
"Very well."
Alaric sat down on the foot of the bed and balanced his lute on his
knee. "This is the tale
of a boy who grew up to fight dragons." And he launched
into an old favorite in more
familiar lands--the song of the youth who found an
enchanted sword in a hollow tree, a
sword that itself became his teacher. By the
time he finished, with the young man slaying
his monster and winning the hand of
a king's daughter, and the kingdom as well, the boy's
mouth hung open in wonder,
and there was a bit of color in his cheeks.
"Oh, another, please,
minstrel," he begged.
Alaric looked at Lord Gazian, who nodded.
In the end, he sang of
magical adventures until the boy's nurse came with his
morning meal.
"You mustn't stop in
the middle!" the boy cried. The color in his cheeks was
hectic now, and his eyes were very
bright.
"The child must eat," said the nurse, as she set the tray on the bed. She was a
stout
woman, old enough to be Alaric's grandmother, and the expression on her
face was stem. She
pointed to the tray of pastries, all untouched. "He's eaten
nothing since yesterday noon,
not even one dainty, and you have excited him on
an empty stomach, as well as keeping him
from sleep."
"I didn't want to sleep," said the boy.
She propped him up farther on his
bolsters. "You must sleep. And you must eat.
How can you ever get well if you don't sleep
and eat, I ask?" She lifted a cover
from a bowl of porridge and dipped up a spoonful for
him.
He turned his head away from it.
"Eat a little, my son," said his father. He glanced at
Alaric. "I'm sure the
minstrel would say the same."
"Indeed," said Alaric. "I'll be eating
this very porridge downstairs shortly,
and it smells excellent."
The boy frowned, but then
he nibbled at the edge of the spoon and finally
swallowed the whole amount.
"A little more,"
said the nurse, with another spoonful.
The boy looked up at Alaric. "What is your name,
minstrel?"
"Alaric."
"Mine is Ospir."
Alaric bowed. "Greetings, Ospir."
"Will you come back
later?
"If your father wishes it. The decision lies with him."
"Father?"
Lord Gazian caught
the boy's small hand for a moment. "If you will promise to
eat your porridge, and to try to
sleep, I'll bring the minstrel back later."
The boy sighed. "Very well, Father."
"Good
child," said the lord of the castle, and he stood up. "Till later." And he
gestured Alaric
toward the door.
They were halfway down the stairs before Alaric asked, "My lord, what ails
the
boy?"
Lord Gazian kept walking. "No one knows, minstrel. He has beensickly for most of
his life. He is a good boy, though, and a patient one." When they reached the
foot of the
steps, with the archway to the great hall before them, he stopped
and turned back to
Alaric. "Thank you, minstrel, for being kind to him."
"My lord, I am here to serve you. It
would be poor service indeed to be unkind
to your son."
The lord of the castle nodded and
stepped through the arch.
They broke their fast with more than porridge--with eggs and
bread spread thick
with butter, with slices of fat mutton and grilled fowl, and with a
drink made
of soured milk that Alaric found not as attractive as plain, clear water. But
water there was in plenty--from a spring, servants explained, that rose from
deep within
the island and never failed.
"How strange," Alaric said, "that pure water should flow in
the midst of the
Lake of Death."
"This land is full of such springs," said Master Demirchi.
"There would be no
fields without them." Unlike his liege and brother, he was fully dressed
for the
day, in leather and soft, thin wool. "And without the fields, we would all be
elsewhere."
He picked at his plate of mutton and eggs. "But I think a few people
would come here
anyway, just to carry off some of our deadly waters for a
weapon. We are especially rich in
that weapon, are we not, my brother?"
Lord Gazian cast him a sour glance. "Don't ask
again," he said.
Demirchi nodded toward Alaric. "The minstrel has traveled the world. Speak
to
him about it."
"I don't wish to speak about it. I've made my decision."
Demirchi peered
with slitted eyes at Alaric. "How much gold do you think an
outsider would pay for a few
sealed containers of water from the Lake of Death?"
Alaric looked from one man to the
other. "I don't know, sir. Perhaps it is too
dangerous to transport elsewhere."
"Nonsense,"
said Demirchi. "We know how to deal with it."
"We have no need of outsiders' gold," said
Lord Gazian.
With two fingers, Demirchi lifted the gold chain that hung at his throat.
"This
may be enough for you, but it won't buy new carpets for this room, or furniture,
or
weapons. I want a new sword; must I trade my only chain for it when a cask of
water would
suffice?"
Gazian set the flats of both hands on the table. "I will not sell death, and
that's
an end to it. When you rule here, if you rule, you may decide otherwise.
Till then, we will
leave off speaking of it."
"My brother, you are not thinking to our advantage."
Gazian
looked at him for a long moment, and then he said, "I knowyou have many
responsibilities to
attend to today. I would not keep you from them."
Demirchi made a disgusted noise and then
stood up and strode from the room.
The lord of the castle and the visiting minstrel were
both quiet for a time,
eating. Shortly after Demirchi left, a couple of other men came in
and sat down
to partake of the meal, and seeing the frown that lingered on their lord's
face,
they said little and excused themselves quickly. Alone with Gazian again, Alaric
was
unsure of what to do. At last, he said, "Shall I sing for you, my lord?"
Gazian looked up
from the remnants of his meal. There was tiredness in his eyes,
in the slope of his
shoulders. "You must be weary, minstrel, from waking so
early. There is an empty chamber
upstairs, just beyond my son's room. Perhaps
you would like to take your pallet up there
and sleep a bit more. Tell one of
the servants I said to help you with it. You can sing
again later."
"You are kind, my lord."
He shook his head. "I think not, but I thank you for
being so willing this
morning. Go on. Rest."
"As you will," said Alaric.
Rather than disturb
the servants, who all seemed busy enough, Alaric took the
pallet upstairs himself. Half a
dozen steps past young Ospir's door was another;
he pushed it open.
At first he thought he
must be in the wrong chamber, for this one was not at all
empty. Illuminated by a single
narrow window, it was fully three times the size
of the boy's bedchamber, and richly
furnished. The floor was almost entirely
covered by a single large carpet, and the wails
were hung partly with tapestries
and partly with thick velvet curtains. A velvet settee
stood in the center of
the carpet, with a pair of finely carved tables flanking it and a
needlework
footstool before it. On one wall was a fireplace of white stone, and against the
other was a wide bed made up with fine pillows and quilts.
Alaric backed out the door, to
see if he had missed the room he was supposed to
find. But this one was indeed beside the
boy's, and the corridor ended in a
blank wall after it.
Inside again, he laid his pallet on
the floor beside the settee and made a
circuit of the room. The fireplace contained no
trace of wood or dung or ash,
just a naked grate. The carpet, the tapestries, the settee
and tables were worn
much as the furnishings of the great hall were worn, but all were
covered with a
thin layer of dust. The bed was dusty, too, and stale-smelling, as if the
bedclothes had not been aired in a long time.
There was a chest at the foot of the bed,
half covered by the quilt, with no
lock to keep a curious minstrel out. Alaric turned the
quilt back and lifted the
wooden lid. Immediately, the sweet scents of cedar and lavender
wafted up at
him, the one lining the chest, the other sprinkled over the contents as dried
blossoms. A woman's clothing was packed inside--linen and lace and embroidery,
all heavily
creased from lying long undisturbed. Alaric closed the lid again,
and draped the quilt back
over it. Whoever's clothes they were, he thought, she
had not worn them in quite some time.
He moved his pallet nearer the window and looked out for a moment. It was a
beautiful view,
if one ignored its deadliness--the lake shining like polished
metal, the fields spread out
in a golden array, the sky clear and cloudless
above the line of hills on the horizon. He
imagined her, whoever she was,
sitting on the windowsill and gazing out, perhaps with
embroidery in her hands.
And then he realized he was thinking of other castles, other
hands, other
embroidery left far behind, and he turned his mind away from them. No one had
sat on this windowsill lately, for it was as dusty as everything else in the
room. He lay
down on the pallet and closed his eyes. He was tired, as Lord
Gazian had known, and he fell
asleep quickly.
A rough hand on his arm brought him out of jumbled dreams of the past. For
a
moment he thought Lord Gazian must be shaking him, and then he looked up and
recognized
Ospir's nurse.
"What are you doing here, minstrel?" she demanded.
Yawning, he stretched his
arms out above his head. "Lord Gazian told me to sleep
here."
"Did he?" She loomed over him,
hands on her hips, suspicion on her face and in
her voice. Then, less sharply, she said,
"Well, I suppose if you had come here
without permission, you would have closed the door.
But to send you to her
room." She clucked her tongue.
"Whose room is it?" asked Alaric.
"His
lady's, of course. What other room would be so near the boy's ?"
"Yours."
"Not a room like
this," she said indignantly. "Mine is on the other side, and
befitting my station. This is
a finer chamber than even Lord Gazian's own."
"But Lord Gazian's lady doesn't live in this
chamber," said Alaric.
The corners of the nurse's mouth turned down. "She died giving my
lord an heir."
And she nodded toward the wall behind which Ospir lay.
"And Lord Gazian never
took another wife?"
She shook her head. "None could compare to her. He loved her,
minstrel." She
laid a hand on the back of the settee and stroked the worn velvet. "Many was
the
time they sat here together, and I brought them dinner, just the two of them
here in
this room. It seems so long ago. I air the room sometimes, just for the
memory of her. Poor
lady."
Alaric sighed, thinking how often love led to unhappiness in the real world. Far
more
often than in song. "A sad tale," he said.
She looked at him sharply. "One you could put to
music, I suppose, just one tale
among many. I heard about your tales from the other
servants. Fancies and lies,
most of them, it seems."
"Some. Others have a bit of truth to
them."
"A small bit, I'd think. But the boy likes them--I'll say that for you."
"That
pleases me," said the minstrel. He glanced out the window, saw that the
sun was high; he
had slept most of the morning away. "Is he awake now?"
She had already turned toward the
door, but she paused at his question. "Yes.
Why do you ask?"
"I thought I would visit him
before going downstairs, if he were awake."
"His uncle is with him."
"Master Demirchi?"
"He
has only the one uncle."
Alaric pushed his covering cloak aside and got to his feet. "I was
told
yesterday that Demirchi was the heir. But you just said it was the boy. Surely
this
land isn't large enough for two."
The nurse lowered her voice. "No one expects the boy to
live out the winter. He
has never been well, not since his babyhood, and two years ago my
lord decided
that another heir must be named."
"Poor child," murmured Alaric.
"He is a good
boy," said the nurse.
"Will Master Demirchi stay long with him now?"
"He never stays very
long."
"Then I will wait."
His lute under one arm, he followed the nurse to the door of
Ospir's room and
stood outside as the woman slipped in. He caught a glimpse of Demirchi
sitting
on the bed, holding the boy's hand, and then the nurse closed the door again.
Shortly,
Demirchi came out.
"He is eager for your songs, minstrel," he said, "but I beg you not to
tire him.
He has little strength these days."
Alaric bowed. "It must be hard to lie in bed
for so much time, sir. I only
desire to make it a bit easier for him."
Demirchi nodded. "We
will see you later in the great hall?"
"Of course, sir. I am here to sing for all who will
listen."
"At dinner, then." He walked off down the corridor.
Inside the room, Ospir greeted
Alaric in his small, soft voice. "Thank you for
coming back so soon."
"I had some porridge
and took a nap, which I hope you did as well, and now I am
ready for a little more music."
"He ate and slept," said the nurse. "He has been a good child this morning."
"And my uncle
came to visit," said Ospir. "I wish he had stayed longer. He
always makes me laugh. But you
are here, and that makes up for his going."
Alaric sat down on the edge of the bed. "Well,
I will try to make you laugh,
too, if your nurse does not mind."
The woman waved a hand, as
if in permission, and Alaric began a long,
complicated song about a wolf who tried to trick
eight sheep into leaving their
fold to run away with him. By the time he was done, the boy
was laughing, and
the nurse was as well. But in the midst of his laughter, Ospir began to
cough, a
deep, hollow cough; and when he could not stop, his nurse had to help him sit
up,
and she rubbed his thin chest until at last the spasms passed. By that time
he was
half-fainting, and as he fell back on the pillow, a trickle of blood
started from a corner
of his mouth. The nurse swabbed his sweaty forehead and
wiped the blood away with a damp
cloth.
"I think you should go now, minstrel."
"No," gasped the boy, his voice smaller than
ever. "Please." He closed his eyes,
and he was so pale, and his breathing became so
shallow, that Alaric thought he
must be dying that very moment.
"Shouldn't we call his
father.?" he asked the nurse.
Then Ospir's eyes opened, and the look in them was
beseeching. "I'll be all
right," he whispered. "Please sing."
The nurse nodded to Alaric.
"Something more serious."
And so Alaric returned to songs of knights and fair maidens, of
sorcerers and
monsters, and of lands beyond the horizon. He sang softly, though, and after
a
time he left a song unfinished, because he knew the boy slept.
The nurse walked with him
into the corridor and closed the door gently between
them and the child.
"I'm sorry," said
Alaric. "I didn't know."
The nurse shook her head. "He has had congestion of the lungs
before, but never
so bad. They die sometimes, after the blood comes. And he is very weak,
poor
child." She looked down at her hands, which were clenched in the voluminous
fabric of
her skirt. "I shall call his father now."
Alaric trailed after her to the great hall, where
Lord Gazian sat talking with
two men in bossed armor. When informed of his son's condition,
he directed the
two to find his brother, and then he went upstairs. Master Demirchi came in
from
the courtyard a short time later and went up, too. Neither man asked Alaric to
come
along.
He went to the kitchen for a time, and listened to the talk among the servants.
None
was surprised that the child was so gravely ill; they had been expecting
his death for two
years already. They speculated on how long the mourning period
would be, and then they
asked Alaric to sing, because there might not be much
singing allowed when the household
was in mourning. Finally, Alaric went
upstairs, though unbidden, to see what he could see.
The door to the boy's chamber stood ajar, and inside both Gazian and Demirchi
sat on the
bed, on opposite sides, and the nurse hovered near. That left little
space for another
visitor, so he did not attempt to enter. He could see, though,
that the boy was awake, with
one hand held by his father and the other by his
uncle. None of them seemed to notice
Alaric standing in the corridor.
Silently, he slipped on down the passageway to Ospir's
mother's chamber.
Entering, he shut the door quietly but firmly, and then he bolted it. He
laid
his lute on the settee.
The strange and magical north lay far behind him, and in it the
elixir so
powerful that it brought the dead back to life. He had never intended to return
there, never intended to revisit Kata the witch, who brewed that elixir, but now
he knew
that he must.
A heartbeat later, he stood on a mountainside above the northern valley that
was
now her home. The air about him was suddenly crisp with the northern autumn, and
he
shivered a little as he scanned the valley floor. He looked past the
harvested fields and
the peasant dwellings, past the great fortress that guarded
all and the people who walked
its battlements and strolled in and out through
its gate. He looked, finally, to the shore
of the river that had created the
valley, and there he saw the tent, figured all over with
the symbol of the
sacred Pole Star, that belonged to Kata. A moment later, he was thrusting
aside
its entrance flap and stepping into her firelit domain.
She sat cross-legged by the
fire, a grinding stone upon her lap, a pestle in her
hand, the bags and bundles that held
her possessions piled all around her. Her
thick, dark braids brushed her knees as she bent
over her work, the smooth
muscles of her slender arms flexed beneath their load of leather
bracelets. When
she looked up, and her eyes met his, there was not the slightest trace of
surprise in her face.
"Greetings, my Alaric," she said in the soft, lilting accent of the
north. "You
return to us."
He shook his head. "No. I only come to ask a favor."
She smiled a
little. "If you wish a favor, you must give one in return."
He sat down beside her. "This
is not for myself. It is for a child."
One of her eyebrows rose. "Whose child?"
"Not mine.
The child of my host, far to the south. He is sick, perhaps near
death, and I would help
him."
"Ah, soft-hearted Alaric. Has your softness not found you enough trouble in your
life?
Had you stayed in the north, you would have become hard, as we are hard."
"I am what I am,
lady. Will you give me the elixir?"
She brushed fine dark powder from her stone into a
square of muslin, twisted the
cloth into a sack, and tied its mouth with a strip of sinew.
"These are the
leaves you helped us bring back from the Great Waste. Shall I withhold from
you
your share of what I make of them? It would be ungrateful of me."
"You are fair, lady.
You have always been fair to me."
"How old is the child?"
"Seven, I believe, and small for
his age."
She dipped into a bag and pulled out a ceramic flask the size of her fist and
sealed
with wax. She also found a spoon made of horn. "Give him two spoonfuls
diluted in a cup of
wine each day till the elixir is gone. If it can help him at
all, that will be enough."
Alaric
took the flask and the spoon. "Thank you, lady. Now, what favor can I
offer you in return?"
She caught his wrist. "Only one, my Alaric."
He shook his head. "I can't stay."
"You will
never find what you seek."
"I have given up seeking, lady."
She looked long into his eyes.
"No," she said at last. "Don't fool yourself,
minstrel. You will never give up. Songs and
travel will never be enough for you.
One day, I think, you will go back to your past, you
will not be able to resist
it any longer. I hope it does not disappoint you too badly."
"I
have nothing to go back to," said Alaric, and the words were thick in his
throat.
"Those are
only words, my minstrel." She let go of his wrist. "Is there a woman
in this place you've
come from.? The mother of the child, perhaps.?"
"No. No woman."
She smiled again and stroked
his cheek with one finger. "I find that hard to
believe, pretty boy."
He smiled back. "I've
only been there two days."
"Then there is still plenty of time. Tell me about this place,"
she said. "Tell
me about all your wanderings since you left us."
He looked down at the flask
and the spoon. "Lady, I cannot. The child might die
while I entertained you. You must
understand.,."
She nodded slowly. "I do understand. And you must also understand that you
will
always be welcome among us. Always."
"Farewell," he whispered.
An instant later he was
back in the chamber next to Ospir's.
Lord Gazian, Demirchi, and the nurse were still in the
tiny bedroom, and Ospir
was still breathing, though laboriously, when Alaric slipped in.
Demirchi was
the first to look up at him. "Not now, minstrel," he murmured.
"I have an
elixir which I picked up in my travels," Alaric said, showing the
flask. "It has proven
itself in the past in any number of grave illnesses, and I
believe that it might help the
boy."
Demirchi glanced at the flask. "Are you a healer as well as a minstrel, Master
Alaric.?"
"I've used it myself more than once. I know its power."
Demirchi shook his head sharply.
"We want no unknown elixirs for the boy."
Lord Gazian looked up then. "You've taken it?" he
said.
"Yes, my lord," said Alaric.
"Had you a fever?"
"A high one, my lord."
"And so has my
son. Bring your elixir here."
Alaric squeezed by Demirchi and the nurse to stand beside the
lord of the
castle.
"Give it to me," said Gazian.
Alaric handed over the flask. "Two
spoonfuls should be given each day in a cup
of wine," he said. He held the horn spoon up.
"This is the measure."
Gazian perforated the wax seal with his sheath knife and sniffed of
the elixir.
"It has a pungent smell," he said. "Harsh. Like cloves. Is it bitter?"
"Not in
wine, my lord," said Alaric.
"Fetch some wine," Gazian said to Demirchi.
"Brother, what do
we know of this stuff?" said Demirchi. "It might be
poisonous."
"I will taste it if you
wish," said Alaric.
"The wine, brother," said Gazian.
"Let me get it, my lord," the nurse
said suddenly, and before anyone could
object, she hurried from the room.
In a voice barely
audible, Ospir murmured, "I will take it, Father."
"Good boy," said Gazian, caressing his
son's cheek.
The nurse returned shortly with a carafe and a cup. Alaric measured the elixir
and mixed it with the wine, and then he spooned out a mouthful and swallowed it
in full
sight of the others.
"What proof is this?" said Demirchi. "One spoonful of dilute poison
might be
harmless to a grown man, and a cup of it deadly to a weakened child."
Lord Gazian
looked at his son. "We have nothing better to try," he said. "Come,
my child, drink." And
he held the cup to Ospir's lips.
It took some time to finish the cup, for the wine was
strong for such a young
child, and the elixir, Alaric knew, made it taste odd, but at last
he drank it
all. Then he closed his eyes and whispered, "May the minstrel sing for me?"
Gazian
nodded to Alaric.
The minstrel chose a lullaby of many soft, sweet verses, and by the time
he was
finished, Ospir was sleeping.
Lord Gazian gestured for all but the nurse to leave,
and out in the corridor, he
said, "If your elixir helps him, you will be well-rewarded,
minstrel."
"If it helps him, that will be reward enough, my lord," said Alaric.
Gazian took
his arm. "Come down to the hall and sing for us now. I have need of
diversion."
The
remainder of the afternoon was a restless one. For a time, Alaric sang, and
the lord of the
castle and his brother listened. And for a time, other men
joined them and the group played
at a game with colored stones on an octagonal
board. Master Demirchi got up often and went
to the foot of the stairway, but
Gazian always called him back, saying that word would be
sent if there were
anything to know. The household dined, though Lord Gazian ate little,
and then
Alaric sang again. Night fell, and at last the master of the Lake of Death
dispatched
a servant to his son's room, but the servant could only report that
the boy was sleeping
still.
Lord Gazian looked at his brother. "Perhaps you should see to the mourning
ceremonies,
in case they become necessary." He rose heavily from his chair. "I
will be on the postern
balcony, not to be disturbed...unless there is some word
from above."
Demirchi inclined his
head. "As you wish."
"Come, minstrel. I would listen to more music, if you can."
"I can, my
lord."
Alaric followed him up the stairs, to the second landing this time, through a
doorway,
and down a broad, shallow flight of steps. At the bottom was a door
heavier than any he had
seen elsewhere in the castle, oak almost solid with iron
banding, and fastened shut by two
great horizontal beams. Gazian unbarred it
with one hand, the beams swinging easily on
well-oiled pivots, and pulled it
open. Beyond lay a balcony open to the night sky.
There
were no lamps on the balcony, but the moon rode low on the horizon,
casting its silver
gleam upon a space three paces deep and a dozen wide, with a
hip-high wall guarding its
rim. Lord Gazian went to that wall and leaned upon it
with both forearms, and when Alaric
joined him there, he saw that the surface of
the water lay only a couple of man-heights
below. The waves were calm beneath
the moon, but a pale mist was rising from them, swirling
in the gentle breeze.
Alaric stepped back from the wall.
"No need to be afraid, minstrel,"
said Lord Gazian. "The waves never come this
high."
"The mist," said Alaric.
Gazian shook his
head. "Harmless." He looked out over the water. "Though they
say the ghosts of everyone who
ever died in this land are in that mist. They say
the lake holds them prisoner, and they
wander over its surface every night,
trying to escape. I've seen them myself, whatever they
are--vague figures in the
distance, writhing. Sometimes I've even heard them moan. Or
perhaps it was just
the wind."
Alaric looked where he was looking and saw only mist, thicker
here and thinner
there.
"I wonder, sometimes," Gazian said, "if my lady wife is among them.
And I wonder
if she will be happy if our son joins her."
Alaric said nothing.
Gazian glanced
at him over one shoulder. "He sleeps long. Is it the sleep that
comes before death?"
"The
elixir always brings sleep," said Alaric.
"It may be too late for your elixir, minstrel."
"I hope not."
He sighed. "I have not much hope left in me. Once, I had hoped to see him
grow
up strong to care for my people after me. I can no longer remember when anyone
still
thought that was possible." His head sank down between his arms. "Sing,
Master Alaric. Sing
of hope."
And Alaric sang, as the moon glimmered on the deadly waters and the mist writhed
and twisted above them. He sang of quests successful and of love affirmed. And
as the moon
rose ever higher, he thought, once or twice, that he too could see
vague figures in the
mist, as if his music had raised them. Later, Lord Gazian
dismissed him, with permission to
use his lady's old bedchamber once more.
In the morning, before breaking fast, Alaric
tapped at Ospir's door to make sure
the nurse administered another dose of elixir. She woke
the boy to do so, but he
went to sleep almost immediately afterward. For the brief moments
his eyes were
open, he did not seem to recognize either her or the minstrel.
In the great
hall, all the day was as restless as the previous afternoon had
been. Halfway through, Lord
Gazian sent his brother out on some errand to keep
him from going to the stairway so often.
He himself saw to all the myriad
details of life in the castle, but offhandedly. He spurned
the game of colored
stones and dismissed the men who would play it with him. And he hardly
listened
when Alaric sang, pacing instead, back and forth across the hall, even going out
to the courtyard and up onto the battlements. He stayed on the battlements for
quite some
time, looking out toward the village of his peasants. He was there
when a servant came
running through the great hall with word that Ospir was
awake, hungry and thirsty, and
asking for the minstrel.
Gazian raced up the stairway. Alaric and a servant with a tray of
broth and
bread followed at a more demure pace.
They found the boy sitting up, supported by
his bolsters, his nurse's arm, and
his father's strong hands. The nurse gestured
peremptorily for the tray and,
choosing the cup of broth, held it to the boy's lips. He
drank greedily.
"Not so fast, my darling," she said. "Small sips at first." She moved the
cup
away from his mouth.
"But I am so thirsty," he said.
"Drink again in a moment."
He saw
Alaric standing in the doorway. "Sing for me, please minstrel. I dreamed
you sang for me."
"As you wish, young master," Alaric replied. And as the boy drank more broth and
even ate a
little bread, Alaric sang of knights and fair maidens and
fire-breathing monsters.
Over the
next few days, as he continued to drink the elixir, the boy improved
dramatically. His
fever vanished, his paleness was replaced by healthy color,
his eyes brightened, his cheeks
lost their sunken look. By the time the flask
was empty, he could even stand up, though his
legs were weak and shaky after so
much time in bed. But his small, soft voice was stronger,
and his laugh was
clear and unmarred by any coughing. Three days later, he insisted upon
going
downstairs to the great hall, so that he could dine with his father and uncle;
he even
walked part of the way.
Seeing him sitting so straight upon his cushioned bench, the
servants and the
men in bossed leather made much of him, and he answered them like a little
lord,
graciously, his face glowing with the attention. But his nurse would not let him
stay
long, for fear of overtiring him, and as soon as the meal was done, his
father carried him
back upstairs, laughing with him, laughing loud and long.
That night, Alaric sang him to
sleep, as had become his habit.
"How can I reward you, minstrel?" Lord Gazian asked for the
dozenth time as he
and his brother and Alaric sat by lamplight in the great hall.
Alaric
just shook his head and strummed his lute. He had already politely
refused Gazian's own
gold chain as being a gift that would only be stolen from
him somewhere along the road. He
understood how rare such wealth was near the
Lake of Death and he, who could steal all the
gold he wished, did not want to
carry off any of their poor treasures. "I have everything I
want--good food, a
soft place to sleep, music, and listeners who like what I offer."
"But
you wander the world, never knowing where your next meal will come from,
never knowing even
whether you will sleep with a roof over your head."
"Minstrels are born wanderers, my lord.
We don't mind sleeping in the open or
hunting game for our suppers."
"A homeless life. Not
one most men would choose."
Alaric shrugged. "In truth, I have a thousand homes, for
wherever folk are good
hosts, there I feel welcome. As here."
"Do you indeed feel welcome
here, Master Alaric?"
"I do."
Lord Gazian leaned forward. "Then stay with us. Make your life
here. The boy
would like that, I know, and I would as well."
"This is a kind offer, my
lord."
"And there would be no need to sing every night, only when you wished it. You
would
be as a member of my own family, like a second younger brother."
Alaric glanced at
Demirchi, who was lounging back in his chair, playing with his
gold chain. "That is too
high for me," said the minstrel. "You have a brother
already."
"Call it what you will," said
Gazian. "This is my desire."
Alaric drew another chord from the lute. "You overwhelm me, my
lord."
"Will you do it?"
"I must think. This is a great decision. I have a certain sort of
life, and
giving it up would be hard."
"This is a wealthy land,' said Gazian, "and a safe
one, as you know."
"Wealthy?" muttered Demirchi. He looked at Alaric from beneath lowered
eyelids.
"Surely our young minstrel has seen wealthier. He's traveled the world and seen
castles full of gold, haven't you, lad?"
"Occasionally," said Alaric.
"Our wealth is our
grain and livestock," said Gazian. "That is the only wealth
that matters. The rest is mere
display."
"And will you still be saying that when we are all sitting on the floor because
our chairs are broken?" asked Demirchi.
"You exaggerate, my brother."
Demirchi snorted. "The
peasants already sit on stone. And you won't even sell a
little of our surplus grain to buy
us wood."
Gazian looked at him. "The lord who sells his grain is a fool. I've told you I
will not flirt with famine."
"There hasn't been a famine since our great-grandfather's
day."
"And you can promise me there never will be, is that it?"
"Brother--"
"Enough. I won't
hear you try to win the minstrel to your side with these tired
old arguments. If you want
wood, go trade your own gold chain for a fine chair
at some great town. I won't stop you."
Demirchi made no reply to that, only frowned at his brother and fingered the
chain.
Alaric
looked from one of them to the other. "I am sorry to be the cause of such
a quarrel, my
masters,' he said softly.
Demirchi straightened in his chair. "It is an old quarrel,
minstrel," he said,
and then his frown twisted into a sardonic smile. "One I never win. But
that
does not make me give up. Perhaps when we, too, are sitting on stone benches, my
brother
will finally think again about our wealth." He rose to his feet. "Now I
shall bid you good
night, brother, and you, Master Alaric. I hope you will stay
with us, minstrel, for every
time he sees you, my brother will remember that
there is a world beyond this lake." He
bowed slightly and left by way of the
stairway to the upper floors.
Lord Gazian looked at
his own gold chain for a moment after his brother had
gone. Then he raised his eyes to
Alaric's. "Are we too poor for you, minstrel?"
Alaric smiled. "I have sung at great houses
and small, to listeners clothed in
velvet and listeners clothed in rags. There was not much
difference in their
enjoyment. Just in the food they offered. And your food is excellent,
my lord."
Gazian nodded. "And our enjoyment is high. It always would be. Think hard on
your
decision, Alaric."
"I will, my lord. I promise."
"Now...perhaps one last song before we
sleep?"
"Of course, my lord."
And he sang of a long dark journey to a distant land where a
sip of the water
could make one immortal, as long as one never left. The youth who made the
journey stayed many centuries and was happy, but he went out at last, homesick
for the
place of his birth, and crumbled to dust as soon as he passed the land's
enchanted border.
When the song was done, Gazian said, "Is that what you think of my offer? That
someday you
would regret staying?"
Alaric shook his head. "It is only a song, my lord."
"The boy wants
you to stay. And he needs you. He is not completely well yet.
What if he falls ill again?
Only you know where to find the elixir. He has been
ill so much of his life!"
Alaric slid
his hand along the strings of his lute, eliciting only the faintest
murmur of sound. Then
he said, "I could draw you a map. But it is a long, hard
journey. And no promise that at
the end the maker of the elixir would give any
to a stranger."
"So much the more do we need
you."
"I need time to think, my lord."
Gazian leaned toward him and gripped his arm. "You
will be a brother to me. I
swear it."
Alaric smiled. "It is not a repellent offer, my lord.
But I need a little time."
"Of course," said Gazian, letting go of him. "I look forward to
your answer,
whenever you are ready with it."
Alaric bowed to him, bade him good-night, and
went upstairs.
He lay awake for a while, considering the offer. It was not the best he had
ever
had, nor the worst. It had certain attractions, not the least the quality of the
food.
But he had eaten good food elsewhere. And he had met kind people
elsewhere. And he had
never stayed. He had not decided what to tell Lord Gazian
by the time he fell asleep.
He
awoke to the sound of someone entering the room and to light, though not the
light of
morning. It was a small oil lamp, and Master Demirchi held it high.
Outside the chamber
window, the sky was still black as midnight.
"Minstrel?" said Demirchi.
Alaric sat up on his
pallet. "Yes?"
"My lord and brother wishes to see you on the postern balcony."
"Is it
Ospir?"
"No. Will you come?"
Alaric pushed his cloak aside and reached for his lute. "Of
course."
Demirchi led the way down the stair and out the great iron-banded door. A low
half-moon
illuminated the lake and the stone balcony. The lake was misty, the
balcony was empty.
"He'll
be here shortly," said Demirchi. "You were quicker to wake and gather
yourself together
than we presumed."
"Very well," said Alaric, and he played a chord on the lute.
Demirchi
went to the stone railing and looked out over the lake. "You wouldn't
think that something
so beautiful could be so deadly," he said.
"No," said Alaric. The mist swirled, so heavy in
some places that the surface of
the water was hidden. Peering at it, Alaric now had no
trouble imagining shapes
in the wind-stirred whiteness--buildings, trees, even human
figures moving upon
the water. "My lord Gazian says there are ghosts on the lake. In the
mist."
"Oh, yes. I see them often. But they never come near the castle."
Alaric stepped
closer to the railing. "Do the people of the village also see
them?"
"I don't know," said
Demirchi. "I've never asked. Ah, look at that one there. A
woman with her arms stretched
out to us."
Alaric followed the line of his pointing finger. "Where?"
"Farther to the
right."
Alaric squinted into the mist. "I don't quite --"
At that moment, he felt a
tremendous blow on the back of his head, an impact so
sudden and sharp that it pushed him
beyond pain and into a moonless, starless,
insensate dark. But he was there, it seemed, for
only an instant, wrapped in the
thick black velvet of nothing; and then, abruptly, he was
enveloped in water,
and his mouth and nose were filled with the thick bitterness of brine.
He
swallowed the vile stuff, breathed it in, choked, and flailed his arms and legs
in panic.
His struggles brought him to the surface, coughing and gasping.
Through burning eyes he saw
Lord Gazian's castle looming above him, the postern
balcony jutting out over the deadly
water. He fought the terror that told him
his skin was stripping away from his bones,
running like wax melting from a
candle. With horrible clarity, he knew where he was and
where he wanted to be.
In his own special way, he leaped.
And tumbled into the cold, fresh
water of the river beside Kata's tent.
In a moment, he was pulling himself up itsgrassy
bank, stopping half in and half
out of the water, vomiting and coughing and drawing great
ragged breaths of air.
Then he rolled back into the river to rinse himself again. By the
time he
finally crawled out of the water, Kata was waiting for him, a burning brand held
high in one hand.
"What is all this commotion?" she said.
He tried to strip off his clothes,
thinking that they might still bear some
trace of the deadly water, and when she moved to
help him, he thrust her away,
fearful of harming her with its touch. "It will kill you," he
told her. "Maybe
it has killed me already." The wet shirt came off at last.
"What are you
talking about? Are you wounded?" She held the torch close and
peered at him.
"I fell into
the Lake of Death. The water will eat the flesh from your bones in
a few heartbeats. They
spray it at their enemies." He had his trews off now and
was shivering in the northern
breeze. He clutched himself with crossed arms.
Kata gripped his shoulder hard, and when he
tried to pull away, she slapped his
face and gripped him again. "This flesh looks well
enough to me."
He looked at his shaking hands, his arms, his chest.
"Not a mark on you," she
said. "Now come sit by the fire."
Inside her warm tent, Alaric's shivering subsided. Kata
thrust the brand into
the fire, stirring it to a bright blaze, and inspected him again,
more closely.
Again she found no signs of damage.
"There are substances which can dissolve
flesh," she said, running her hands
firmly over his arms and torso, "but they make it
slippery first, and your flesh
is not. Tell me, does this Lake of Death have a scent?
Pungent? Sharp? Making
the eyes stream?"
Alaric shook his head.
"And what is the taste of
it?"
"Salty and bitter."
"Open your mouth." She lit a splint and held it near his face.
"Your tongue is
normal, and the inside of your mouth. Is your throat painful?"
"No. But it
made my eyes bum."
"Any brine would do that. Is your vision harmed?"
"I don't think so. And
the burning is less now."
Kata dropped the splint into the fire. "This deadly lake water
would seem not so
deadly then."
"But it is. It must be. They all said so."
Kata looked at him
sharply. "Is this my Alaric speaking?"
He hesitated, remembering Taskol's cautions,
Demirchi's desire to sell the water
as a weapon. "It has kept their enemies away for
generations."
Kata nodded, then she dipped into one of her bags and pulled out a
long-handled
bronze ladle. "Bring me a sample of this water, Alaric. I would examine it
closely."
Alaric took the ladle, but he said, "This will not reach the water, lady, not
from any safe
place."
"Then we will give it a longer handle." Under the bundles on one side of her
tent
she found a spare support pole, as long as Alaric was tall. "Will this
suffice?"
Outside,
they bound the pole to the ladle with strong sinew.
"You must promise me to be very
careful, lady," Alaric said, the pole set on his
shoulder like a pike, the bowl of the
ladle resting in his hand.
"Of course."
Naked, he traveled to the lake shore near the place
where the causeway began.
The mist was thick there, and the shore deserted, as he expected.
He flitted to
a spot a dozen paces along the stone road, and lying flat on his stomach,
stretching
his arm downward to its limit, he was able to scoop up a small amount
of water. He climbed
to his feet carefully, waited a few moments for the ladle
to stop dripping, and returned to
the north.
Kata held a ceramic bowl while he poured the contents of the ladle into it. Then
they went inside her tent.
"No, there is no odd scent," she said, after sniffing at the
liquid. "Nor the
oiliness that would mark some of the more powerful flesh-dissolvers." She
found
a thin strip of leather and dangled one end into the bowl. She moved it around,
stirring
the water. "A few heartbeats, you say."
"That's what they told me."
She pulled the strip out
and peered at it closely. Then she dunked it again, for
a longer time, and pulled it out.
"I see nothing."
"I don't know that this is a fair test," said Alaric.
"Leather is skin, is
it not?"
"Cured skin. Perhaps that makes it proof against the deadliness, I was told the
people have ways of carrying it, even of pumping it."
"No doubt," said Kata, and she thrust
her finger into the bowl.
"No!" said Alaric.
"My Alaric, this is a brine, nothing more." She
stirred it with her finger.
"Look." She raised her unharmed finger from the bowl. And then
she licked it and
nodded. "A strong brine and a bitter one. Saltier by far than the
Northern Sea,
and with more salts than just the one we put on our food. But a pleasant
enough
bath, I think, if you hadn't feared it would kill you. That was a clumsy thing,
my
Alaric, filling into a lake you so feared."
"I didn't fall," he said. "I was pushed. By
someone who believed the water would
kill me. I know he believed it."
"Ah." She set the bowl
down by the fire. "Well, I suppose they must, and their
enemies, too. What strange beliefs
there are in the south, with no proof behind
them!"
He sighed. "Well, the water will prove
deadly enough to something. I had my lute
when I went in. And I didn't think to bring it
north with me. So it
floats...somewhere in the lake."
"And it won't survive the wetting."
"No. I shall have to find another."
"You've done that before."
"Yes. Yes." He stared into
the fire, but his inner eye saw the Lake of Death
instead. He thought back over the time he
had been in Lord Gazian's castle. He
thought about Gazian himself, and Ospir and Demirchi.
Especially Demirchi. And
he wondered if Demirchi had paused on the stairs to listen to his
last song, and
to the conversation that followed it. Or perhaps he had not needed to hear
them.
Perhaps his decision had been made while he played with his gold chain. "I must
go
back," he said at last.
"To a place where they tried to kill you?"
"I must."
"For revenge, my
Alaric? That is not like you."
"No. To protect someone."
They dried his clothes over Kata's
fire, and a moment after he put them on, he
was back in his temporary bedchamber in Lord
Gazian's castle. Dawn had not yet
come.
He slipped into Ospir's room. The boy was sleeping
soundly, and the nurse was
dozing in the chair at the foot of the bed. Gently, Alaric
touched her shoulder,
and when she opened her eyes, he made a sign for her to follow him.
In the corridor, the door closed between themselves and Ospir, he said, "Why
were you so
eager to fetch the wine the first night we gave the boy the elixir?"
She frowned. "I,
Master Alaric? I only wanted to bring it so that the boy could
drink."
"Lord Gazian had
ordered his brother to fetch it."
"But he was delaying, Master Alaric."
"He would have gone
in another moment, you know that. Or my lord would have
given you the order. But you didn't
wait."
"Master Alaric--"
"With all that talk of poison, were you afraid of what Master
Demirchi might
fetch?"
Her eyes became wary. "I would never say anything like that!"
"But I
think you must know that Master Demirchi did not want the boy to live.
Does not want the
boy to live."
The woman hesitated. "He was happy to be the heir, everyone knows that."
"But
the boy is no longer ill. Demirchi will not be the heir."
"Master Alaric--"
He gripped her
shoulder hard. "Tell me the truth, woman. Don't you think
Demirchi knows that you suspect
him? Or do you try to ingratiate yourself with
him by your silence?"
She shook her head. "I
don't know what you mean."
"And you left the two of them together many a time, didn't you,
so that Demirchi
could put his evil powders in the boy's cup, his bowl, his pastries?"
"The
boy loves him, and he loves the boy. What is this talk of evil powders?"
"Or perhaps you
put them there yourself."
"I? No!"
"Shall I tell Lord Gazian why his son has been so sick
for so many years ?"
"You would not accuse me!"
"I would tell the truth. And because I saved
the boy's life, he would believe
me."
Tears started in the woman's eyes. "Oh, Master Alaric,
don't accuse me. What
could I do? I am only a servant, and he is my lord's brother. He
could throw me
into the lake! I never wished the boy ill. I love him dearly."
"But not as
much as your own life."
The tears overflowed down her cheeks. "No, not as much." She
covered one side of
her face with her hand. "You are an outsider. You don't know. It is a
terrible
death."
"I do know," he said softly. "He killed me that way."
Her mouth dropped
open.
"Yes," said Alaric. "I am dead. And I am part of the mist on the lake now. But I
know
how to enter the castle. Go tell Master Demirchi that I wish to see him on
the postern
balcony. Now."
She shook her head. "He sleeps. I cannot disturb him."
"Yes, you can," said
Alaric and, letting go of her abruptly, he vanished.
The balcony was deserted when, in the
next heartbeat, he appeared there. The
iron-banded door was closed and barred from the
inside--he checked it to be
sure, flitting in and out in an instant. He sat down, then, on
the hip-high
wall, one knee drawn up, his crossed arms resting on it. He waited. Shortly,
he
heard the sound of the bars being drawn. The door swung inward, revealing
Demirchi.
"Come
out, Master Demirchi," he said, smiling.
Demirchi stood where he was.
"Now I know without
any doubt that there are ghosts in the mist," said Alaric.
"They thank you for sending me
to them, for they liked my singing and wanted the
singer among them forever."
"No," said
Demirchi.
"Yes," said Alaric. "The flesh stripped off my bones quite cleanly, and then
even
my bones dissolved. And my lute, too, poor thing. But I shall seek its
ghost shortly, and
we will make ghostly music on the lake. You will hear it at
night, Demirchi, and remember
what you did."
Demirchi gripped the edge of the door. "Go away," he said hoarsely.
"Oh, I
will never go away now. You have made certain of that. I will visit you
often, mostly at
night, but perhaps in the daytime, too. And perhaps I will
bring my ghost friends with me.
And together, tomorrow or the next day or the
next, we will tell Lord Gazian how you killed
me, and how you tried to kill his
son. I imagine such ghost testimony would be believed,
don't you?"
"You can't come inside," said Demirchi. "The ghosts must stay on the lake!"
"But
you know I've already been inside. You can't keep me out. Unless..."
"Unless what?"
"Unless
you and I can make a bargain."
"What sort of bargain?"
Alaric drew his other leg up and sat
tailor-fashion on the wall. "You must swear
that you will never try to harm the boy again.
That's simple, isn't it? Your
promise in return for mine not to bother you and not to tell
Lord Gazian."
Demirchi took one small step forward, still clinging to the door. "How do I
know
you will keep your promise?"
"You have only my word. And I will have only yours. Is
that not enough? I won't
be far, of course. I'll know if you forswear yourself. And don't
think you can
evade me by persuading someone else to do the deed. I'll know where the
responsibility
lies. Ghosts always know things like that. You would be amazed at
what the ghosts of this
lake know."
Demirchi took another step forward. "You don't look like a ghost."
Alaric
shrugged. "I suppose that's because I'm new. Perhaps later I'll fade into
the mist. Or
perhaps the other ghosts will learn from me how to become...more
substantial."
Abruptly,
Demirchi leaped, arms outstretched. But Alaric was too quick this
time, and vanished,
reappearing at the far end of the balcony.
Demirchi's thighs struck the stone railing, and
his momentum, unchecked by his
intended target, carried him over the edge. He screamed once
before he splashed
into the water. But after the splash not a sound came from him, not a
cough or a
gasp or the slightest audible hint of limbs flailing in water.
Alaric leaned over
the railing and saw him by moonlight, floating half
submerged, face upward, motionless.
Even if he had been struggling, there was no
way he could climb back to the overhanging
balcony, and the shore was a long
swim away, especially for someone who had feared the
water so much that he
surely had never learned to swim. Resigning himself to being wet
again, Alaric
used his witch's power to reach Demirchi. Treading water, he gripped the
man's
arms, and in another moment, they were both back on the balcony.
Demirchi sagged
limply in Alaric's grasp, and Alaric eased him to the stone
floor. "Wake up, Master
Demirchi!" he said sharply, kneeling over him and
slapping his face. But Demirchi did not
wake, and at last Alaric put a hand on
the great vein of his neck and then bent to press an
ear against his chest. He
found no heartbeat.
"Is he dead?" came a small, soft voice from
nearby.
Alaric looked up and saw Ospir in the doorway, clutching the curved handle of
the
great iron and oaken door with both hands. "How long have you been standing
there?"
Ospir
edged forward slightly. "I heard what you said to my nurse. I listened at
the bottom of the
door, where it doesn't quite meet the floor. And then I
followed him and stood at the next
landing." He peered down at Demirchi. "He is
dead, isn't he? He was in the water. But he
looks all right. I've heard the
water makes you look horrible."
"Yes, he's dead. But the
water didn't kill him, Ospir. His fear of it did. Would
you like to know a secret?"
The boy
nodded.
"The water is harmless. It tastes bad, but touching it won't hurt you."
"That isn't
what Father says."
"No. It isn't." Alaric climbed slowly to his feet. Water dripped down
his arms,
his back, his legs, joining the puddle in which Demirchi lay. The boy clung to
the door, two paces from that puddle, and did not try to move closer. Alaric
wanted to
reach out to him, to caress that small dark head, to give him comfort
at the sight of
death. But he did not. "Well, you must believe your father," he
said finally. "He is a good
man. Not like your uncle."
The boy looked up at him. "You said he tried to kill me."
"Yes.
He made you very sick. But he won't be able to do that anymore, and you'll
be well from now
on."
"He did bring me things. Sweets. Were they bad for me?'
"His were. But you'll have
others now, and they won't hurt you."
The boy heaved a great sigh. 'I did like him. I did.
Why did he want to kill
me?"
"Because he wanted to be lord of this land after your father.
And that is your
right, as long as you are alive."
"I liked him very much:" For a moment,
Ospir's voice was as tiny as at the depth
of his illness. "Was that wrong, Master Alaric?"
"No, Ospir, it's not wrong to like people."
"I like you."
"And I, you."
Ospir stretched one
hand out toward Alaric, then pulled it back without touching
him. "You're really a ghost,
aren't you?"
"What do you think?"
"You appeared and disappeared. Only a ghost can do that.
Or one of the magic
people from your songs."
Alaric looked down at Demirchi's body for a
moment, and then he nodded. "Yes, I
am a ghost. And now I must leave the castle, because
dawn will come soon."
"Oh, don't go!"
"I must. But if you look out on the lake at night, and
you see the mist swirling
above the water, you'll be seeing me. Never doubt that, Ospir.
You'll always be
seeing me. And I will never let any of the other ghosts harm you. Not even
his."
He smiled at the boy one last time. "Farewell, future lord of the Lake of
Death."
"Oh,
won't you sing just one more song?"
Alaric shook his head. "Ask your nurse to sing."
"She's
crying."
"Then tell her for me that she should sing instead." And he vanished.
But he did
not go far, just to the shore of the lake, just beyond the wavering
mist. From there, the
castle was ghostly, wreathed in wispy whiteness, the
postern balcony invisible. Walking at
the verge, beside the crust of salts, he
began to circle the lake. He had not gotten more
than a quarter of the way
around when he saw ghosts in the mist. Not vague, distant figures
that might as
easily have been imaginary as real, but solid bodies of flesh and bone,
dressed
in thin white wool, moving across the surface of the water not a score of paces
from
the shore. There were four of them, and all were shorter than he.
"I see you," he said.
"You might as well come here."
After some hesitation, one of the bodies began to move
toward him, and one by
one the others followed. Their feet seemed to slide over the water's
surface,
and when they were closer, he realized that they walked on that surface on wide
wooden boards that were strapped to their feet like huge sandals, like the
webbed
frameworks that the people of the north used for walking on top of snow.
When they grounded
at the verge, he recognized Yosat, Taskol's son, and three of
the other village boys who
had listened to him sing beside the headman's home.
"So you are the ghosts of the lake," he
said, watching them unfasten the boards
from their feet. "Do your parents know what games
you play at night?"
"Our fathers gave us these foot-rafts," said Yosat.
"Aren't you afraid
of the water? The deadly water."
The boys looked at one another and shuffled uneasily.
"So
you all know," said Alaric. "It's only the people of the island who don't
know. And
outsiders."
"You won't tell anyone, will you?" said Yosat, his voice anxious.
"I? Oh, I
won't be able to tell anyone. I'm a ghost, too, killed this very night
by the terrible
water. You'll hear about me tomorrow, I'd guess. And if,
someday, some minstrel happens to
sing of this place, why, folk will marvel at
water that strips the flesh from a man's bones
and then dissolves those bones to
nothing. It's a very good tale. I wouldn't change it for
anything." He reached
out to grip the boy's shoulder. "I would ask you to tell your father
farewell
for me, but I think perhaps you would do better not to let him know we saw each
other."
Yosat nodded. "Thank you, minstrel."
"But there is one thing I will ask-- a favor
from you in return for that favor
from me."
"Anything." And the others murmured their
agreement.
"There's a boy on that island. He was sick for a long time, but he's well now.
Visit him. Play with him. He needs friends." He smiled. "Perhaps someday you
might even
show him how to play ghost." Then he turned and, with a wave of his
hand, walked into the
night.
When he could no longer see them, looking back over his shoulder when their
pale,
moonlit shapes had been swallowed up by darkness and distance--he vanished
in search of
daylight, a fire to dry his clothes by, and a new lute.