When the stranger walked into Blackburn’s that Friday morning,
there were no other customers in the store, unless you counted
Stumpy Turlis, which Mrs. Blackburn, a woman of standards, certainly
did not. The stranger’s entrance set the cowbell above the door to jangling,
but Mrs. Blackburn did not look up. She figured the bell was just
the youngest Cooper child skipping, or, more accurately, stomping
outside with her fistful of already-sodden licorice. The child’s
penny, suspiciously shiny, still lay on the counter where she
had, on tiptoe, placed it. Before putting it in the register,
Mrs. Blackburn would give it a chance to dry. In the meantime,
she had returned to the task at hand, the slicing of a fresh wheel
of cheese, always a delicate operation, and one that couldn’t
wait until noontime when the sandwich crowd came in, jamming up
to the counter and talking at once and wanting everything right
then and not even having the decency to wash the horse sweat and axle
grease and chicken feed off their hands before they unwrapped
the wax paper and bit into the cheese-and-baloney sandwiches that
would not get made, Mrs. Blackburn felt, if she had to waste her
whole morning waiting hand and foot on every white-trash ragamuffin
in town. Do I look like some old nigger mammy? she sometimes asked
Mr. Blackburn in the quiet of the evening, I am not being hateful
but I genuinely want to know, because if that is what I am, the lowliest servant of every ditch-born lint-picker in the county,
I suppose I should claim my rightful place, and collect my meager
belongings, and leave this bed that my very presence defiles,
and sleep in the stable with the other dumb beasts of God’s dominion, and having said this, Mrs. Blackburn
would dab her eyes with the corner of an apron, and enjoy what,
from Mr. Blackburn, passed for reassurance. All that clomp, clomp,
clomp, Mrs. Blackburn thought (biting her lip as the wax skin
welled up on either side of her sharpest knife), you’d think the
child was trying to dig postholes in the floor, and it just now polished to a fare-thee-well, and that only after nagging
at Mr. Blackburn for a solid month–and thus preoccupied, she allowed
Stumpy Turlis to be the first person in Andalusia, Mississippi,
actually to speak to the stranger, a humiliation that would gall
her to her grave.
"Morning," said Stumpy Turlis.
"Good morning," said the stranger, and Mrs. Blackburn looked up,
startled.
"I’m not in your way, am I?" asked Stumpy Turlis.
"Not at all."
"Cause if I am, I’ll move. I don’t want to be no trouble. I can find me some
other place to lie."
"You’re fine. No trouble at all. Please stay where you are."
Stumpy Turlis, as usual, was lying full-length on the hardware
counter, hat on his chest, arms outflung and hanging down on either
side. His right hand held a cigarette; his left hand, though it
was behind the counter and temporarily out of sight, certainly
held a Coca-Cola in some stage of emptiness. On the crown of his
hat was a crumpled paper packet commemorating the headache powder
he had taken when he came in.
Standing over Stumpy, his back to the grocery counter and to Mrs.
Blackburn, was a tall, white-haired, broad-shouldered man in a
derby hat, striped gray trousers, and a black knee-length coat.
In his right hand was a gray suitcase. Some drummer with a line
of brushes, Mrs. Blackburn decided, or liniment, or iron pills.
Well, let him talk to that old fool Turlis, and waste his time for a change. I must be deaf sure enough, Mrs. Blackburn
thought, as she added a fresh cheese slice to the growing pile
on the cutting board, he’s a big man and I didn’t even hear him
walking. That a winter coat? When she’d swept the porch at nine o’clock, the Royal Crown
thermometer had already said eighty-six degrees.
"I’m just lying here waiting on my Goody’s to kick in," said Stumpy
Turlis. "You get headaches much, mister?"
"I can’t say that I do."
"Be glad, then. I get ’em something awful. Last for a week. You
know why?"
"No, I don’t."
"Septum. That’s what they told me down in Meridian, I got a septum,
a deviated nasal septum. You know what that is?"
"I’m afraid not."
"Causes headaches, that’s what it is. Just like someone clipped you tween the eyes
with the end of a board, only worse. You ever been clipped tween
the eyes by a board, mister?"
"Not that I can recall."
"Pray to God you never do. It’s bad, real bad, but it ain’t as
bad as a deviated nasal septum, no Jesus. You’re a lucky man all
around, that’s all I got to say about it."
Mrs. Blackburn wondered where the stranger was from; he talked
too well, as if he had learned English from a book. She kept expecting
him to turn around or walk off or at least shift from side to
side, but no, he just stood there, frozen, with head slightly
bowed, like an old friend mourning the prone body of Stumpy Turlis.
She peeled from the knife a little stringy gibble of cheese and
ate it, being careful not to touch her fingers with her mouth.
The cheese was soft and mild on her tongue. As she stared at the
drummer’s back, she felt the cool breath of the nearest rotary
fan as it swept its idle gaze across her, as it ruffled her hair
and leafed through the Meridian papers in their stack beside the
register.
Stumpy Turlis asked, "You want to buy something, mister?"
"No, I only –"
"Cause I don’t work here. I can’t sell you nothing. You want something,
you got to –" Here his voice became low and conspiratorial. "You
got to ask her."
Still, he didn’t turn around. The fan lost interest and moved
on, leaving the sweat on her neck to proceed about its business,
and, in the sudden reminder of heat Mrs. Blackburn found her voice
and said, loudly, "May I help you?" As she said it, she set down her knife and wiped her hands
on the inside of her apron.
The drummer turned, nodded, and tipped his hat. "Good morning,
madam. No, I’m just browsing, thank you very much." He might have
been sixty or he might have been eighty, it was hard to tell,
with those heavy black eyeglasses and that puffed-up jowly face.
But from across the store, Mrs. Blackburn could tell that his
eyes, magnified through Coke-bottle lenses, were perhaps the saddest
eyes she ever had seen.
Though she hadn’t intended to–since, after all, she could show
a drummer the door without moving a step–Mrs. Blackburn found
herself bustling toward the hardware counter. As always, she went
the long way, around the U formed by the grocery and the dry-goods
counters, along the depression that her in-laws and their parents
had worn in the floor in the nineteenth century. Mrs. Blackburn
disdained any shorter path across the store.
"We don’t need anything more to sell, Lord knows," Mrs. Blackburn
said as she passed the tablecloths and aprons. She realized she
was still wiping her hands as she walked, and flung the corner
of her apron down. "Enough trouble these days selling what we
have, I don’t care what Mr. Roosevelt says about the forties being
better, the forties ain’t got to Andalusia yet."
"I have nothing to sell," the stranger said with a slight smile,
setting down his suitcase and spreading his hands. He turned briefly
to Stumpy Turlis, as if for confirmation. "I’m only passing the
time. I came in to look around, where it’s cool."
"There’s cooler places than this," Mrs. Blackburn said, fetching
up behind the hardware counter and folding her arms. But her heart
wasn’t in it. The old man looked not only sad, but tired, and
in that ridiculous winter outfit, too. Strange that he didn’t
seem to be sweating. They regarded each other across the counter.
Lying between them was Stumpy Turlis, who eyed Mrs. Blackburn
and pulled his nearly empty Coca-Cola bottle back across his chest,
out of her reach.
"I ain’t in the way, am I?" Stumpy Turlis quavered. "If I am,
I can move. I don’t want to be no trouble."
"Hush up," Mrs. Blackburn hissed, slapping her palm onto the counter
near his head. "What brings you to town, mister?"
She knew this was rude, and half expected no answer at all, but
her curiosity was piqued, and besides, she felt she had to wrest
the moment back from Stumpy Turlis somehow. Whose store was this, anyway? Well, her husband’s, but weren’t husbands and wives
the same person under God’s law?
Without seeming in the least disturbed, the stranger said: "To
meet a man. A colleague. He’s not from here, either," and he pronounced
it eye-ther, "but we have some business to discuss, and this seemed
a . . . convenient place." He smiled at her and at Stumpy Turlis,
clasped his hands across his belly, then added, "It’s a lovely
town. The forests are much more hilly than I had expected. Mountainous,
practically. Do you get much snow?"
"Not since I been here," Stumpy Turlis volunteered, "and I been
living here since ought-four. Working the sawmill. That’s where
I done busted my head with the plank." After a pause, he clarified:
"At the sawmill. You ever get hit in the head with a plank, mister?
Oh," he said, beneath Mrs. Blackburn’s thunderhead gaze. "Oh,
I guess I done asked you that, ain’t I?"
"Think nothing of it," the stranger said, and did an extraordinary
thing: He reached out and patted Stumpy Turlis on the shoulder.
"You’ve nearly finished your Coke, I see. Shall I buy you another?"
Mrs. Blackburn stared at the stranger in wonderment. "I presume
there’s an icebox, a cooler? Ah, here it is. It’s a rare thing,"
he said, lifting the lid and plunging one hand among the cubes,
"to be welcomed with a friendly word in an unfamiliar town. Most
rare." With a cascading avalanche sound, he pulled forth a fresh
Coca-Cola, slick and shiny and dripping, one bit of ice sliding
down into the waist of the bottle. "Here you are. Madam? Care
for a drink? No? All right, then." He pulled out another and ignored
the bottle opener on the wall to pop the cap against the edge
of the countertop, catching it in his other hand as it flipped
and pocketing it so quickly Mrs. Blackburn almost missed where
it went. Without sitting up, Stumpy Turlis, with the grace of
years of practice, reached up and slightly behind his head for
the bottle opener, popped the cap, then swooped the neck to his
lips without spilling a drop, gulping just as the foam surged
forth. Both he and the stranger made satisfied drinking sounds.
Disgusting! Mrs. Blackburn thought. The stranger pulled from his
pocket a handful of coins, which he studied.
"That’ll do," Mrs. Blackburn said, snatching a dime. The affable
old man in the suit was setting her nerves on edge, and she wanted
him gone.
But he just smiled his sad-eyed smile and said, "Thank you."
Stumpy Turlis, meanwhile, was grinning rottenly, evidently feeling
he had made a friend for life. He crossed one foot over the other
and jiggled it. "Hey, you’re all right, mister," he said. "Y’know,
I think my headache may be some better, now that you mention it.
Not all gone," he added, glancing at Mrs. Blackburn, "not yet,
but it’s getting there. I’m obliged to you, mister."
The Sunbeam clock showed no more time for this foolishness, yet
Mrs. Blackburn was unwilling to leave the stranger alone in the
hardware section–alone, because Stumpy Turlis, of course, didn’t
count. "You sure you don’t want to look at anything?" she asked.
"Well," said the stranger. "Now that you mention it." He pointed
over her head, at the wall behind. "Might I examine a length of
that rope?"
Was his finger trembling?
"All righty," Mrs. Blackburn said, feigning jauntiness. She turned
to the individual twenty-foot coils of rope, dozens of them hanging
in ranks from ancient nails. In the back of the store were longer
lengths, of course, and one immense wheel from which any length
could be cut, but the short ropes suited most people these days,
when so many had decided they were too good to keep horses and
mules anymore. She reached up, lifted down a coil, and turned
to set it on the counter, but the stranger beat her to it, lifting
the rope out of her grasp, bearing it the length of Stumpy Turlis,
and setting it down on the counter near the soles of Stumpy’s
boots. He pulled free a few feet, flexed it experimentally, then
tied a knot in it so swiftly that Mrs. Blackburn blinked–this
was inch-thick, store-bought rope, hadn’t even thought about being
broken in, and while Mrs. Blackburn’s daddy had taught her a good
deal about knot-tying, she didn’t recognize the one that the stranger’d
just made, nor the one he was setting about making now.
"A good rope," the stranger said, mostly to himself. "Not the
best, but a good one, nevertheless."
Something about his twisting, dancing fingers and the rope slithering
between them made Mrs. Blackburn remember that night when she
was little, when she had followed her daddy and several other
men into the woods, wondering where they were going with all that
rope. Fighting her way back to the present, back to the store
and the stranger and the heat and the fans shaking their heads
all around, and the newspapers fluttering in the artificial breeze,
she remembered the headlines she’d been looking at all morning,
the headlines that had made her expect an even bigger lunch crowd
than usual, and, just as her throat was seizing up, she managed
to say, in a voice barely above a whisper:
"Withium."
Mr. Blackburn, who was unused to hearing his first name, immediately
bestirred himself in the back room he called an office. His grandfather’s
chair shrieked as he rolled it backward. Mrs. Blackburn heard
the curtain whip aside, and then she heard her husband lumber
forth, the jingle of coins as he hitched up his pants. He was
beside her, his breath audible, his tobacco-tinged sweat awful
but welcome. The Blackburns looked at each other, and then at
the stranger, who pulled the rope taut and relaxed it again, then
taut, then relaxed, then taut again.
"Mister," Mr. Blackburn said. "Hey, mister!"
The stranger looked up, blinked, as if peering through a fog.
Whatever Mrs. Blackburn had expected, it wasn’t the bland, placid
expression the stranger had worn all along. "Yes?" he asked. He
looked at each of them. "I’m sorry. Is anything wrong?"
"Not yet, no," Mr. Blackburn said. "Listen, mister. We don’t want any trouble
this weekend, okay? I mean, we know people will be coming from
all over, to meet their friends and be sociable, and see what
they can see, but as for–well, as for the job itself, that’s a job for the county, and the sheriff, and the man what’s
been hired by the county. Understand?"
The stranger’s face darkened. His shoulders seemed to broaden.
The rope slipped from his hands. Several feet rustled to the floorboards,
but then it slowed and stopped, most of it still coiled atop the
counter.
Mr. Blackburn went on: "Now, there’s some as think that’s a good
idea, and some as don’t. But I’m on the County Council myself,
and I’ll tell you, I think it’s for the good. But whether we like
it or not, it’s going to happen at the courthouse, and the townsfolk
aren’t going to have any part of it, except a few witnesses, and
folks from out of town–well, they sure pop ain’t gonna have anything to do with it! Like I said, it’s
a job for the sheriff." He nodded in agreement with himself and
hitched his pants again. "So I don’t think you’ll be needing no
rope today, mister. You understand me?"
The stranger said nothing. His lips trembled. Mrs. Blackburn was
horrified to entertain the suspicion that the old man might cry.
Instead, he turned and walked slowly, ponderously, over to his
suitcase–he really is a big man, she thought, we’d be in real trouble if he–then lifted
it and walked to the door, stopped as he pulled it inward, setting
off the cowbell, and looked back at the three of them. He said,
with great formality and dignity: "I am no murderer. Nor am I
an amateur. Good morning." He closed the door behind him, clumped across
the porch, and was gone. The little blonde girl holding the buttered
slice of Sunbeam said that the time was 11:05.
* * *
The sheriff smelled the food before he heard Miss Esther coming
up the stairs, mumbling non-stop to God and her ancestors. He
was waiting on the landing when the flowers on her straw hat bobbed
into view.
"Hey, Miss Esther. Lemme help you with that."
"Thank you kindly, Sheriff."
She was the tiniest, most dried-up-looking little colored woman
you would ever hope to meet, and, as she liked to put it, only
God knew how old she was. So the sheriff was surprised when he
took the basket from her hands.
"My Lord, Miss Esther! What all you got in this thing? You pack the stove you cooked it on?" He held
the door for her as she cackled.
"That’s my biggest frying pan," she said. "I wanted to fry up
a mess of chicken–"
"Oh, my goodness," the sheriff said, lifting the wicker lid. Hooper
and Nat gathered round, making wordless appreciative noises.
"–and I remembered I’d done left my big serving bowl down at the
A.M.E. We had revival last week. So I just decided to tote it
over in the pan. Poured off the grease, now."
"I like the grease myself," Nat said, already munching on a chicken
leg. "I sops my biscuits in it." The sheriff nodded at Hooper,
who began transferring food from Miss Esther’s heavy pans and
crockery into tin plates from the jailhouse cupboard.
"Sheriff, if you wouldn’t mind . . ."
"Don’t worry, Miss Esther. We’ll take it on down to him. You don’t
have to go near."
Miss Esther’s voice dropped. She peered over her spectacles and
clutched the front of her dress. "I ain’t never been talked to like that man did, Sheriff."
"I hope you ain’t, Miss Esther. It was awful."
"Not even by the trash what lives in the hollow, and certainly not by a colored man."
"There was no excuse for it, Miss Esther. Don’t get yourself all
worked up, now. You don’t have to go near that one anymore."
Miss Esther glanced toward the barred door that led to the cells,
closed her eyes, and shuddered. "I had been praying for the man,"
she said, "praying for his repentance, for he, like all of us,
is one of God’s creatures." Her voice was breaking. "But Sheriff,
I done told the other ladies they gone have to do my share of his praying from now on!"
Nat was already on his second chicken leg, and watching Miss Esther
like she was some windup toy set moving for his amusement. The
sheriff tried to steer her toward the stairs. Lord, these old
gals could turn up the melodrama when they wanted to! Just like
his own mama–though she’d faint dead away to hear him compare
her to a colored woman.
"Now, don’t you worry, Miss Esther. I’ll have Hooper bring the
basket back to you. We thank you again." The others dutifully
repeated their thanks, Nat’s somewhat muffled by chicken.
On the landing, Miss Esther turned, suddenly dry-eyed, and asked
in a low voice: "That truck coming today?"
"Yes, ma’am. Anytime now."
"Good," she said. "Can’t come soon enough for that one." She whispered, "He ain’t nothing but a nigger," and then covered her mouth with her hands.
The sheriff fought a grin. "We thank you again for the dinner,"
he said. "We thank you kindly."
Miss Esther was paid once a month out of the jail budget, and
recently had renegotiated her terms with the council, but she
and the sheriff never discussed such unpleasant topics.
"I’m pleased to do it, Sheriff," she said, creeping down the stairs,
flowers bobbing. "Does my heart good to know y’all are eating
well. Lord, these steps, there’s more of ’em ever time I come in the door, but Jesus walks where Queenesther walks,
yes He does, and Queenesther’s feet are His feet, and Queenesther’s
hands are His hands . . ." She disappeared. The sheriff went back
inside and picked up his club, wincing as he did so–he wasn’t
Sheriff Langley, after all.
"Let’s go, Hooper. Nat, keep your ears open. And you might save some chicken for the rest of us," he added.
Nat’s face fell, and he chewed more slowly. In a small voice,
he said: "Ain’t had but two legs."
"That’s all most chickens got," the sheriff said, unlocking and trundling aside the corridor
door. Hooper, carrying the dinner, walked ahead, past three empty
cells on the left, three empty cells on the right. Once again
the sheriff thanked God the place was otherwise empty. Even the
town drunks had lain low the past few weeks; when the heat wave
rolled in, the whole town settled down like a dog under a stove.
At the end of the corridor was a small grilled outside window,
a supply closet on the right, a final, larger cell on the left.
The men stopped before this cell. The sheriff studied its inhabitant
before moving to unlock the door.
As always, the wiry colored man with the high, bulging forehead
sat on the bunk with his back to the corner and his knees up,
sock feet on the mattress, looking out the window at the sky and
the visible corner of the Masonic Hall. His arms were folded across
his stomach, and his hands dangled. There was no sign of energy,
until he slowly turned his head and looked at the men with bright,
staring eyes.
"Set still, Childress," the sheriff said, shoving back the door
just wide enough for Hooper to get in, set the food on the spindly
legged table, and get out. The prisoner didn’t move. Skin prickling,
the sheriff rolled the door closed, locked it, tugged on it, and
turned to go.
"Mr. Simpson got here yet?" Childress asked. He had a voice like
a bird chirping.
"This afternoon," the sheriff said, still looking toward the far
end of the corridor.
"Cause I got something to tell the man."
"You’ll have your chance," the sheriff said. It was what he always
said. Childress had been asking for two weeks.
Then Childress asked: "Where’s the bitch at?"
The sheriff looked at Childress, whose face was expressionless
save for his dancing eyes. He still hadn’t moved. If anything,
his shoulders had slumped, and he looked even more languid, as
if all his energy were going into his words and his eyes.
"The old bitch," Childress explained. "I been all worked up to look at
her ass a little bit. Check her out. Old ain’t gold but it ain’t
loose change neither. Reckon she’d slip me some if y’all looked
the other way? I ain’t got nowhere else to put it, I might’s well
put some of it in there–"
"You shut your mouth," the sheriff said, his hand tight on his
club.
"Don’t get all het up now," Childress said. "I won’t be putting it in till y’all be taking it out. I ’magine it’s mighty roomy in there, but it ain’t roomy enough
for both of us!"
Hooper muttered a curse. Without looking, the sheriff grabbed
his arm.
"Take it easy," the sheriff said.
"I don’t mind being at the tail end of the train," Childress went
on. "I know where the niggers get to ride. Just so I gets me a
little piece of the caboose. Ha-haaaa!" It wasn’t a laugh so much as a whine, and his face
twitched when he emitted it, as if it was involuntary.
"Childress," the sheriff said, "you might as well stop trying
to get a rise out of us. We ain’t gonna do anything stupid. You
ain’t dealing with Cooter Langley, you know. You’re gonna sit
right there until your time comes." As the sheriff talked, Childress
looked back out the window, moving his lips silently, as if mouthing
the words. "And it’s gonna be done by the book, you got me? The
old days are gone, Childress."
"Bright, white, quite new day," the prisoner murmured. "I feels
less like a nigger all the time."
"By the book," the sheriff repeated. He took a deep breath. Because
he had been raised Methodist, he added: "Time like this, a man
ought to be thinking about meeting his God."
Childress burst out laughing and turned back to the sheriff, grinning.
"Listen at this God shit!" he said. "You all the God a nigger needs in this here town! You gone be waiting for me on the other side, too?"
"Jesus," the sheriff said, yanking Hooper’s elbow. "Let’s go."
"Maybe you gone climb up on that chair and ride out of town with
me? That be some kinda ride, all right!"
"Let’s go, I said."
Now facing the window again, Childress spoke in a dreamy voice,
as if reciting something half-forgotten: "Fuck your white ass,
fuck your white laws, and fuck your white God."
Shoving Hooper down the hall, the sheriff fumbled through his
keys. As he slammed and locked the corridor door behind him, Nat
handed him a plate. "Here you go, Sheriff," Nat said.
The sheriff looked at the chicken, rice, turnips, and biscuits,
and felt a surge of nausea. "You can have mine," he muttered,
and strode out of the office. Air, he thought as he stomped downstairs,
got to get some air. In the lobby, heels clicking on the newly
inlaid tile, he walked to the fountain, splashed his face with
warm, rusty water, and felt a little easier. He wondered, as he
often did, whether the water in the coloreds’ fountain was any
better. He doubted it. Less than a day, he kept telling himself.
Less than a day to go.
* * *
The truck rolled into town at noon, not from the direction of
Meridian, like most Andalusia traffic, but from the north, and
so it caught by surprise the dozens of people who were in the
courthouse square solely to look for the truck. Most of the crowd,
neighbors and strangers alike, had gravitated by silent consent
to the southern side of the courthouse. It not only offered a
clear view down Tyburn Street, which eventually became the Meridian
highway, but was shady thanks to the Confederate oaks. Here groups
of men and women, but mostly men, sat on benches or the marble
steps or perched amid tree roots or just walked slowly back and
forth, fanned themselves and mopped their faces with handkerchiefs,
and looked down Tyburn toward the ice plant, and talked to each
other in low tones. There were also many children about, a surprising
number, because they normally could find cooler places to play,
and dinner should have been waiting at home. But there they were:
gangs of them, boys and girls alike, ran and shrieked and played
tag among the lampposts and raised such a ruckus that the shopkeepers
would have complained if it had been a normal business day–but,
of course, it wasn’t. The shopkeepers themselves stood in their
doorways, on alert, afraid they’d miss something. Most of the
adults were secretly thankful for all the whooping hollering children
in the square, because the adults were all a damn sight more hush-mouthed
than usual, and even people who normally hailed each other across
the street, today just nodded in silence and glanced away, and
without the children, the square would have suffered a quiet that
was unthinkable.
The square was unusual in one more respect: There were no Negroes
in sight. The ones who worked in the businesses that fronted the
square either stayed inside, finding things to do in the back
rooms, or had stayed home sick. The maids and cooks of the town’s
few well-off inhabitants, who normally would have come to the
square to do the day’s shopping, were instead having their groceries
delivered, or making do. Old Paul, who shined shoes beneath the
largest oak every day, was nowhere to be seen. If any of the white
people noticed his absence, or the absence of the other Negroes,
no one mentioned it.
The first to see the truck was the youngest Woodham boy, Joshua.
He was heading home despite the jeers of his friends because he
knew his mama would snatch a knot in him if he didn’t have his
elbows on the oilcloth to say the blessing by 12:05. As he cut
across the north lawn of the courthouse, Joshua saw a pretty new
red-white-and-blue sign in his path, with a bald eagle on it.
It said: "Keep off the grass." Joshua studied it, decided it was
Federal doins, and kept walking. His route took him past the Confederate
memorial, which was taller even than Joshua’s daddy, but not so
big around that Joshua couldn’t hope to be able to reach around
it one day and join hands with himself on the other side. He stopped
and flattened himself against the pillar and made the attempt
for the umpteenth time, not because he really thought his arms
had gotten longer in the past half-hour, but because the marble
was cool and musty against his face, and up close and sideways
the letters of the dead men’s names looked like a secret code
that only Joshua could read. He was standing there against the
marble when he heard what sounded like a sawmill truck laboring
up a grade. He stepped away from the monument and walked around
it, dragging his fingertips across it until the marble slipped
away, and there was the truck, shifting gears with a shriek as
it rumbled down Rose Avenue toward the square. People were coming
out of the stores along Rose to look at it.
Joshua was interested to see that the truck didn’t have a skull
and crossbones on the side, like Eddie Dunn said it would, and
it didn’t have skeletons tied across the hood with their mouths
open, like the Derrick twins said it would. He hadn’t but half
believed those stories in the first place. Joshua knew this was
the right truck, though, because it had the seal of the state
of Mississippi on the door, because a billowing green tarpaulin
covered up everything on the flatbed, and because the driver stopped
at the corner, stuck his head out the window and hollered to Joshua,
"If this ain’t Andalusia, I don’t know where the hell I am!"
"It’s Andalusia sure enough," Joshua hollered back. "Far as I
know," he added. Joshua had learned from the grown-ups in his
family to qualify nearly every assertion he made.
"Out-standing," the driver said. He looked to left, then right, then
left again, though all the automobiles in sight were parked, and
then he turned into the square, hauling on the steering wheel
with both hands. The hood vibrated like a tin roof in a hailstorm,
and the engine was full of cats. Still wrestling the wheel, the
driver eased the truck alongside the curb, hauled up on the brake,
and choked the thing down. Joshua watched as he flung open the
creaking door and stepped out. He was tall, though not as tall
as Joshua’s daddy, and thin, but there were muscles beneath his
rolled-up shirtsleeves, and scars, too, one down one arm like
a railroad track, and another, thinner one right across his jaw
past the corner of his mouth, so that he looked to be smiling.
Then Joshua realized that the man was smiling. "How you doing today, partner?" the man asked Joshua,
hands on his hips and stretching.
Purdie Newall, who had let Joshua kiss her just last week and
might again, had said the truck would be driven by a man with
fangs and a long black robe. This was the only truck story that
Joshua had hoped was true. But, to be polite, he answered, just
as his daddy would: "Doing all right, I reckon. How you?"
Some of the people from Rose Street were walking across, and others
were beginning to come around the side of the courthouse.
" ’Bout stove up from driving," the man said. "You ain’t old enough
to drive, I guess."
"No, sir."
"Well, don’t you ever start. They ain’t much that’s worth driving
to, and that’s the truth."
Grown-ups began, silently, to gather around, and Joshua felt that
his chance to talk to the driver wouldn’t last long. Joshua tried
to prolong it by thinking of grown-up things to say.
"Damn truck ’bout knocks my teeth out," the driver continued,
grinning to reveal two or three gaps. By now, a dozen or more
people stood there, but the driver acted as if it was still just
Joshua. "And I don’t know who drew that map, but I’m glad they got the work, because they must
a been blind and feeble and on relief! And they ain’t no road
signs for nigh on thirty miles. Not even a sign that says Andalusia
on it. For all I knew, this town coulda been named Rotary, or
Burma-Shave, or Get Right with God."
"Don’t nobody come into town thataway," Joshua said.
"I don’t blame ’em," the man said. "I hope there’s someplace to
eat on the other side of this courthouse. Otherwise, I’ll just
have to cry. Come help me tie down this tarp, partner. It’s been
flapping for a solid hour."
Suddenly remembering his dinner and then just as suddenly forgetting
it again, Joshua trotted with the driver to the back of the truck,
where several no-count-looking men whispered among themselves.
They backed away from the driver, who still acted as if he and
Joshua were alone. Joshua clambered onto the tailgate and sat,
bare feet dangling, while the driver fumbled with the knots.
"Never was no good at tying things," the driver said. "I guess
you ain’t either. I see your shoes done fell off."
"Didn’t put on no shoes today."
"How come?"
Joshua felt a stab of pity for the man. "It’s summertime," he said.
"Oh," the driver said. "No wonder it’s so hot! I sorta lose track sometimes. All right, I guess
that’ll hold her." Joshua jumped down and stood beside the driver,
both of them looking up at the vast green bulk on the flatbed.
A rare breeze stirred up, and the tarp bulged slightly outward
in one place, as if weakly pushed from inside.
Looking up at the truck with his back to the crowd, able to hear
the footsteps and the faltering, dying voices as more people joined
the group and were silenced, Joshua felt the way he sometimes
felt at church, on the front row with the rest of the children.
He felt the silence of everyone behind him pushing the back of
his head, goading him to break the silence, to jump up and say
something.
"What you got in there, mister?" Joshua asked.
"Electric chair," the man replied.
Whenever Joshua or anyone else said something ugly, his Grandma
Nellie would suck in her breath like she was trying to pull the
words right out of the air and hide them. When the driver said,
"Electric chair," all the grown-ups around them made a Grandma
Nellie sound.
Joshua knew that most grown-ups driving around the countryside
with an electric chair in the back would not admit it to a youngun.
Joshua decided to see what else the man would admit to. "What
for?" he asked.
"Kill people with it," the man replied. Another Grandma Nellie
sound from the crowd.
Joshua was liking this man more and more all the time. "What you
do that for?" he asked, though he knew the answer to that one, too.
Looking down at Joshua, the driver suddenly seemed a lot older,
and the first facial scar Joshua had noticed, he now realized,
was far from the only one. The driver looked as sad as Joshua’s
daddy had looked when they’d buried Aunt Sophie. The driver reached
down and rubbed the top of Joshua’s head, which Joshua had always
hated, though he decided that this time he could stand it. "Someone’s got to," the driver said. "It’s the law."
"Can I sit in it?" Joshua asked, and everybody standing around
busted out laughing, like it was the funniest thing they’d ever
heard. They all got to talking to each other, repeating what Joshua
had said and whooping and carrying on, and Joshua felt his cheeks
burn and wished they all would shut up and go away, grown-ups
thought younguns were so funny. But the driver didn’t laugh; if
anything, he looked even sadder. Still ignoring the others, he
squatted to look Joshua in the face and said, "I can’t let you
do that, friend. You ain’t mean enough to sit in that chair."
Joshua was determined not to cry, but when he spoke, he was disgusted
to hear a tiny little snubbing kid’s voice. "I bet you sit in it when you want."
Now the driver did laugh, but it wasn’t a smart-aleck laugh, and
Joshua grinned back, feeling better. The driver said: "I’ll tell
you a secret, partner. I’ll tell you something I ain’t never told
anyone."
A large hairy-knuckled hand took hold of the driver’s shoulder,
not roughly, but firmly, and Joshua looked up, and up. The sheriff
was so tall and big, with his huge head and his eyes set way back
beneath his eyebrows, that some of Joshua’s friends thought he
was scary, but to Joshua he looked like the picture of John C.
Calhoun in his history book, in the chapter about the War of Northern
Aggression. And how could anyone who looked like John C. Calhoun
be bad?
"Jimmy Simpson?" the sheriff said. His voice rumbled like feed
in the chute at the mill.
"Yes, sir, that’s me," the driver said, standing up. He didn’t
look scared, either, just respectful. Joshua scowled. He’d never
find out the secret now. He focused all the hatred he had felt
for the crowd on the sheriff alone, but the sheriff didn’t notice.
"I’m Sheriff Davis." The men shook hands.
"Pleased to meet you, sir."
"Welcome to Andalusia. I think you’ll be right comfortable here.
Got a room ready for you at Miss Pearse’s, and she sets a mighty
good table."
"I thank you."
"Now, let’s go on in and talk about getting you set up here. Then
we’ll head to the cafe and get us something to eat, on the county.
My deputies will watch your truck, and all."
"That sounds good, Sheriff."
Determined to pretend he wasn’t being ignored, Joshua stuck as
close as he could to the driver’s heels as the two men moved through
the crowd. He’d never seen this many people in the square before.
He saw a lot of farmer’s shoes, with dusted-over dried-up mud,
and worse, lining every crack and crease in the leather, but he
saw a lot of fancier shoes, too, and a lot of women in heels.
As they went up the walk toward the courthouse steps, the sheriff
talked to the now-noisy crowd the whole time, low and gentle,
the way Joshua’s daddy talked to the cows. "Come on, people. Let us through. Go on about your business. Go on back
to the store, Bill. There ain’t nothing here to see. No, I’m afraid
not, Mrs. Burchett. All that’s tomorrow. You won’t miss nothing
by going on home. That’s a mighty cute one you got there. What’s
he, three months old, now? My, my. Yes, ma’am, just go on home. That’s the best thing. Move along,
folks. Please move along. Mr. Simpson?"
The driver had stopped at the foot of the steps to look around.
Joshua, thrilled, tugged at the man’s jeans. He looked down and
grinned. "Hang on a second, Sheriff," he said. He squatted, looked
Joshua in the face, took him by the shoulders, and whispered:
"Don’t tell nobody."
"I won’t."
"Sometimes, when I’m driving around the country all by myself–"
"Uh-huh."
"–and I come to some lonely pretty place, where the road runs
longside a river or a mountain valley–"
"Yeah?"
"–I stop the truck, and get out, and roll up the tarp, and climb
in, and I sit in that big old chair and eat my sandwiches."
Joshua thought this was about the most worthless secret he’d ever
heard, but, to be polite, he smiled.
"It sits pretty good," the driver said, "and from up high like
that, you can see a long long way." The driver squeezed Joshua’s
arms, nodded at him, then stood. "All right, Sheriff, let’s go."
As a deputy opened the door, the sheriff asked, "That your assistant?"
The driver said something Joshua couldn’t hear, and the men both
laughed as they went inside. A big pair of khaki-covered legs
moved in front of Joshua, and he looked up to see a gum-chewing
deputy looking down at him, arms folded.
"You better not go in there, partner," the deputy said. It was
the same thing the driver had called him. Grown-ups were all alike.
As Joshua turned to go, the deputy said, "Hey, ain’t you Jack
Woodham’s baby boy? Yeah, that’s right. How old are you getting
to be? You’re a cute little feller!"
Joshua looked up at the deputy with the most contempt he had ever
mustered for an adult, then looked back down and said, to his
own great surprise, "Shit," drawing it out just like his daddy
did. He turned and walked back through the thicket of legs to
a clear patch of lawn, where his friends descended.
"Hey, you were talking to him, weren’t you?"
"What’d you talk about?"
"What’d he say?"
"Is he going to let us see the chair?"
"What’d you talk about?"
"I’ll tell you later," Joshua said, not breaking stride. He’d
make up something good, but he didn’t feel like it just now. He
was hungry. "I got to go home," he added, and sped up as the others
fell away, making aw-shucks sounds. He called back, "Tell Purdie
he’s missing a few fangs!" Behind him they all chattered about
this new information. As Joshua passed the Confederate monument,
he kicked it.
"Anything I can do?" asked a strange voice, a voice that didn’t
sound like anyone Joshua had grown up with. Sounded like Orson
Welles on the radio. He looked around. Standing alone on the lawn,
with a suitcase beside him, was a tall old man with glasses, dressed
all in black. Had he been there before? Joshua must have walked
right through him, practically. He had his hands folded in front
of him like a deacon. "You look upset," the old man said. "Is
something wrong?"
At least he didn’t talk like he was talking to a baby. "Naw,"
Joshua said. "The truck just ain’t what I expected, is all."
The old man smiled. "Nor I," he said, gazing toward the crowd.
Joshua looked at him more closely and asked, "Ain’t you hot in
that coat, mister?"
The old man glanced at him, looking just as sad as the driver.
"Actually, I’m a bit chilly," he said, looking back toward the
crowd. "Aren’t you?"
Disgusted, Joshua turned and headed on home. Grown-ups were all
crazy. Must be nearbouts 12:30 by now. His mama was gonna whale
him for sure. He hoped there was still some crackling bread, and
ham hocks, and molasses. Sits in the chair whenever he wants to. Shit. "Shit," Joshua said aloud, drawing out the syllables
for effect, and repeated it all the way home.
* * *
This man Simpson could put away the food. As the sheriff toyed
with a stale cup of coffee and a piece of apple pie–which Doris
would put a square of cheese on, no matter how many times the sheriff
left it hardening amid the crumbs on his plate–his companion ate
two cheeseburgers and a pile of french fries, and these were Doris’s
fries, thick as railroad ties and nearbouts as heavy.
"You want any more tea, hon?" asked Doris, chin in hands, elbows
on counter. The sheriff’s coffee had long since gone cold from
his and Doris’s joint neglect, but she hadn’t let Simpson’s tea
get more than an inch below the rim of the glass in the past half-hour.
Granted, the cafe wasn’t exactly busy in mid-afternoon, but still,
this was a bit shameless even for Doris, known countywide as a
fast worker.
"No, thank you, ma’am," Simpson said, mopping the last of his
ketchup with his last french fry. Won’t be no need to wash the
damn plate, the sheriff thought. "It all sure was good, though."
"I’m glad you liked it," Doris said. "Like to keep folks coming
back, when I can. How long did you say you’d be in town?"
The sheriff cleared his throat, finally earning Doris’s languid
attention, and said, "Uh, Doris, Deputy Stewart’s been out there
in the hot a good while." He nodded toward the cafe’s front window,
through which Stewart’s arm was visible, draped across the back
of a bench. "How ’bout seeing if he wants some tea, and maybe
a piece of pie."
Doris looked at the sheriff with her mouth pulled sideways, not
fooled, but not quite discouraged either. "Whatever you say, Sheriff,"
she said, straightening up. To Simpson, she said, "You don’t let
this tough guy here take all your time, now." She squeezed his arm as she sashayed away.
"No, ma’am," Simpson said, turning and watching her go. He looked
back at the sheriff and grinned. "Lord have mercy!"
The sheriff grunted. He glanced at his notebook, at the few details
that he had written down, underlined, and circled. He lifted his
pencil. Now he would put check marks beside them. "So, five o’clock
is gonna work fine, then?"
"Five a.m., yes sir."
"And the basement is best, you think."
"That’s right. Nearbouts soundproof, easy to secure, plenty of
hookups. And the truck’s right there, so unloading will be some
easier. The swinging doors are plenty wide. Need some help toting
the thing inside, though."
"You’ll get it. You want it in tonight, right?"
"Yes, sir, about midnight would be plenty of time. Don’t want
to do it when everybody’s out and about. The prisoner won’t see
us, will he?"
"His window don’t point that way."
"That’s good. No need to worry him any more than he already is."
"Agreed," said the sheriff, wondering again what he ought to tell
Simpson about Childress’ attitude. He knew his caution was ridiculous;
the man who pulled the switch didn’t need to be protected from
the man who sat in the chair. But Simpson had impressed him. The
sheriff could tell when someone’s calm was feigned, as his own
was just now; Jimmy Simpson’s was the genuine article. You’d think
he was in town for a Masonic meeting. Bizarre though the feeling
was, the sheriff wished he could deliver into Simpson’s hands
someone more worthy of him. Oh, well, maybe next time. "And I’ll
double-check with the witnesses," the sheriff continued. "Make
sure they know what’s expected of ’em, and are willing to do it."
"How many?"
"Three’s the law in this county," the sheriff said, proudly; it
was one of the newer laws. "Plus a doctor, plus me, plus the deputies,
just in case. We don’t expect no trouble. Most folks think it’s
gonna be high noon, or midnight, or some such nonsense. But the
deputies will be there to give you a hand, if you need it."
"Shouldn’t," Simpson said. "You not gonna eat that pie?"
"Take it." The sheriff shoved the saucer across the table.
"Thank you. No, I ain’t needed an assistant yet." He smiled, ducked
his head, and for a second his scars seemed to vanish, leaving
his face almost boyish. "Frankly, sheriff, just between you and
me, it looks impressive, but it ain’t that complicated a machine.
Why, in ten minutes I could teach you how to work it yourself."
The sheriff laughed, maybe too loudly. "I believe I’ll leave it
to you, thank you."
"Fair enough," Simpson said, still grinning. "I guess I’ll talk
myself out of a job one of these days. But I ain’t complaining.
I’m glad for the work, and I know there’s a lot of others who’d
be glad for it, too."
The sheriff bore down hard as he made one more check. "If we’re
lucky, it’ll all be over, and the truck loaded again, by the time
the town gets stirring good."
"Taking down’s always easier than setting up," Simpson said. "Hard
work afterward’s on your end."
"Tell me about it," the sheriff said. As Simpson made appreciative
pie noises, the sheriff re-read his list:
ambulance (remind Mr. Craddock)
funeral home (bring $$$)
autopsy forms (ask Hooper)
FAMILY???
med-school truck ten a.m.
bread milk shaving cream Goody’s
"The cash gonna be any problem?" Simpson asked.
"No, sir," the sheriff said. "I’ll have it for you when the job’s
done."
"Out-standing," Simpson said. "Cash, you know, is just easier, on
the road and all."
"I understand."
"From here, they got me going to Corinth, and then way the hell
down in Pascagoula, for God’s sake! That’s some planning, let
me tell you. That’s some coordination. What sort of roads they
think we got in Mississippi?"
The sheriff watched Doris chatting up Deputy Stewart outside.
She was doing that thing where she pretended her back hurt, so
that she kept stretching backward, hands on hips, pelvis stuck
out in the deputy’s face, nearly. Her back ought to hurt. Tapping the table with the pencil, the sheriff tried
to make his voice as flat as possible, rid it of any hint of insinuation.
"You need an advance? For tonight, I mean."
"Naw," Simpson said, dropping shiny fork onto shiny saucer with
a clatter and reaching for the toothpick shaker. On his ring finger
was a gold band with a little empty rectangle inscribed on it.
"Too busy. Got to get the paperwork ready, check the equipment,
get it unloaded, get it set up, check the connections. Might have
a couple hours’ sleep, maybe, but then got to be up again by four,
checking everything again."
"Thought you said it wasn’t complicated."
"It ain’t, really," Simpson said, with a shrug. "But you don’t
want it to go wrong, all the same."
The sheriff laid down his pencil, sat back with a sigh, flashed
the palms of his hands before slapping the table, and asked, "What
else can I do for you?"
"Well, Sheriff, I’m curious." Simpson rested one foot on the seat
and leaned back into the corner. "I’d appreciate your telling
me a few things about him, if you don’t mind."
" ’Bout who?"
"My client." Simpson laughed. "Well, I guess that ain’t the right
word, is it? You’re my client, you and the county. But that’s the word we–the word
I use in my head. The prisoner, I mean."
"Oh, him." The sheriff drummed the tabletop. "Well, he’s a bad
one. That’s all I know to say. Didn’t you get a report?"
Simpson pulled from his shirt pocket a dirty, ragged paper square.
It looked like it had been folded and unfolded many times. "All
I got was the usual notice from down at Parchman." He squinted
at the typescript as he read aloud. " ‘Dear Sir: This is to inform
you that one execution is scheduled for Friday night or Saturday
morning, June twenty-third or twenty-fourth, nineteen hundred
and forty-one, at Andalusia, Mississippi, under the supervision
of Sheriff Edwin Davis, exact time to be arranged by you and the
sheriff, in the case of the murderer William Childress, and we
shall expect you and the mobile equipment to be present no later
than noon of the previous day. Kindly acknowledge by wire the
receipt of this notice. Very truly yours,’ yaddy yaddy." Folding
the paper again, Simpson squinted at the sheriff. "The state don’t
figure I need to know any more than that, but I get curious. I
figure I ought to know the facts of the case, if I’m gonna be
there for the end of it."
The sheriff nodded. "Makes sense to me. Well, like I say, he’s
a bad one. Strange thing is, he didn’t use to be. Long as I’ve
known him, he was the humblest colored man you ever saw. Butter
wouldn’t melt in his mouth. It was yes sir and yes ma’am and morning
and evening to you and head bowed and stepping off the sidewalk
and tipping his hat when even the white younguns came by." He
laughed, suddenly remembering. "Hell, I used to hire him now and
again to clear off brush in my back field, things like that. Never
no trouble to anybody."
"No run-ins with the law?"
"Oh, hell yes, I mean, he was a colored man after all, no wife
and no kids to rein him in, neither. Some drinking and some gambling
and a few fights, but nothing much. Nothing to get all hepped
up about." Warming to his story, and to the drama of a new audience,
the sheriff leaned across the table, lowered his voice. "Then
one of his poker buddies, some of that white trash down around
Millville way, got to messing around with some yaller woman that
Childress was messing with too, and when Childress found out,
why he went over to Mr. George’s place, where the coloreds get
their hair cut, and walked in and snatched up a razor and walked
out without a howdy or a by-your-leave or a go-to-hell neither,
and by the time we caught up to him, he’d done laid that old boy
open like a hog, and was sitting on the porch waiting on the yaller
woman to come home, so he could do the same for her. He was looking
up at the clouds, lounging against the post all limp and dreamy-like,
and didn’t give us no fight at all. Just shuffled along with us
to the patrol car, and that boy’s blood running down off his overalls
into the dust the whole way." He realized he had a half-smile
on his face, as if he had told a punchline he was proud of. He
cleared his throat, tried to look somber, and felt ashamed.
Without expression, Simpson asked: "Is that what bothers you so
about him? What he done?"
So it was that obvious. The sheriff sighed and relaxed his shoulders.
In the fingers of one hand, he had been rolling a tiny torn-off
bit of paper napkin; he tossed it onto the tablecloth. "Oh, hell
no," he said. "I mean, it was bad, but no different from a dozen
other bad things I’ve seen. No, what’s bad is what happened to him after."
"After the killing."
"After the trial," the sheriff said. "I mean, after the verdict.
He was quiet and peaceful all the way through. Wouldn’t say a
word. But then, when he found out it was . . . what it was–well, sir, Willie
Childress stood up in that courtroom and began telling the judge
and all the rest of us exactly what he thought of us, and kept
on doing it while we were dragging him away, and such language
you never heard, Lord have mercy! Every time he opens his mouth, something awful
falls out. The poor old colored woman who does for us at the jail,
she went running off in tears the other day. I can’t hardly stand
to look at the man anymore myself."
Now it was Simpson’s turn to lean forward. "What sorts of things
does he say?"
"Uh-uh. I ain’t gonna repeat them. I’m a Christian man. You’ll find out
soon enough, I’m afraid."
Simpson nodded, then sipped at his tea. The sip led to a second
sip, then to a long, sustained gulp. Then he held up the glass,
tipped it from side to side, and watched the ice clink. "I don’t
know, Sheriff," he said. "I ain’t had this job long, but I ain’t
seen a mean one yet that stayed mean the whole way. You know? Seeing what’s there
for them . . . well, it pretty much knocks all the mean slam out."
"I hope you’re right," the sheriff said. He was suddenly bone-tired,
and wished he had some fresh coffee. "Not just for his sake, for
everybody’s. It just ain’t right, the way he’s acting. Don’t he know where he is? Don’t he know
what’s gonna happen to him? I never heard of such."
Simpson rested the damp tea glass against his cheek. "Listen,
Sheriff. I’m gonna ask you something you may think is strange."
The sheriff shrugged. "Well, you got a strange job–no offense.
I’m listening."
"I’d like to meet him. This afternoon, if it’s possible."
"What for?"
"It’s hard to explain." Simpson set his glass down, picked it
up, set it down. He looked at the back wall over the sheriff’s
head, where, the sheriff knew, a calendar cowgirl in a short skirt
perched on a split-rail fence, blowing imaginary smoke from the
barrel of her gun. Simpson didn’t seem to register the calendar.
"Think about my position, Sheriff. This is your town. You know
everybody that comes through your jail. You may not like them,
but you know them. Even the bad ones, even the ones you send to
their reward, it’s like . . . well, it’s sorta like a community
thing, a family thing." He squinted at the sheriff again. "Makes
it feel more right, somehow. You follow me?"
"I reckon."
"Well, now here I come, driving my rig into town, not knowing nobody or nothing,
and I’m the one supposed to be doing the honors on a complete stranger.
Now, I know the state decided this is the best way to handle executions,
and all, since no one wanted to do hangings any more, and no one
could agree on a permanent site for the chair–"
The sheriff held up a finger. "And since we sheriffs wanted to keep control over executions in our
own counties. Don’t forget that."
"I understand that, yes sir–but since we’re doing it this way,
well, one thing that makes me feel more right about it, is if
I get to meet with the client, I mean the prisoner, introduce
myself, shake his hand, tell him I’ll be doing the best job I
know how, ask him if there’s anything I can do for him. Let him
know I’m there to help him, not to hurt him. You see?"
"What you’re there for," the sheriff finally said, "is to kill him."
"Well, yes, but not in a mean way. I mean, I like to keep it all
as open and above-board as possible. Not anything mysterious or
sinister or creepy. Does that make any sense at all?"
The sheriff rubbed a hand across his face. "Yeah, I reckon it
does. I’ll be frank with you, Mr. Simpson. Executions in this
county–well, they ain’t always been on the up-and-up like that,
if you get my drift."
"I understand."
"It wasn’t none of my doing, but my predecessor as sheriff, God rest his soul, well,
he wan’t any too concerned about, you know, legal niceties, or
what they thought up in Jackson, or down in Niggertown."
"I know what you mean. That’s a bad situation."
"Yes, it is. But since I took over–and the council is with me
on this, y’understand, ever last one of ’em, and the preachers
too–I’ve been doing a lot of things different, and they’re going
to stay different. So what you say about being above-board with all your
doins, well, that sets well with me. I’m proud to hear you say
it."
"I’m glad," Simpson said.
"In fact, I guess I’ll go ahead and tell you what I wasn’t even
going to mention before, since Childress is being so assy and
all. But he’s been wanting to meet you, too."
Simpson grinned, an unexpected act that exposed the gaps in his
teeth. "Is that a fact?"
"Been asking after you for two solid weeks, and telling us ever
day that he’s got something to say to you when you roll in. Sounds
like y’all maybe got something to talk about."
"I think so. You reckon this afternoon will be all right?"
"How about three o’clock," the sheriff said. He reached for his
hat. "No, three-thirty. I got umpteen things to do, and I want
to take you up there myself. I hope you’ll excuse me for a while."
"Sure thing, Sheriff. I know you want it to go off without a hitch."
"Damn straight I do," the sheriff said, standing up and extending
his hand. "Can I count on you, Mr. Simpson?"
"You can, Sheriff," Simpson said. They shook, and Simpson made
as if to slide out of the booth.
"No, no, keep your seat. Stay in here where it’s cool. I’ll leave
Deputy Stewart out there at the door, case anybody bothers you,
but I don’t expect it. You may have to sign a few autographs,
I guess." He caught the triumphant glance of Doris, who leaned,
arms folded, against the cash register. "Why don’t you have you
some more tea, or something else sweet? It’s on the county. Deputy
Stewart will walk you over to Miss Pearce’s if you want, or back
to the jail. I’ll see you at three-thirty."
"I appreciate it, Sheriff. I’ll see you later."
"All right, then. Doris, I’ll see you."
"See you, Sheriff."
As he passed her, she whispered, "Your deputy said he didn’t want
none of my pie."
"He’s a strong man," the sheriff said, and winked.
* * *
Doris already had the tea pitcher in hand, pleased finally to
get a chance to work on her back-booth cowboy alone. The pitcher
was dripping, beaded with sweat; she blotted it with her hand
as she walked, then used her wet finger to draw a curl or two
down across her forehead. She glanced at herself in the long mirror:
yes, Joan Crawford, exactly, and, like Joan Crawford, not aging
a bit. As she approached, her grin faltered, her step slowed.
Shit on a griddle, she thought, Gary Cooper’s got him a regular
fan club. The tall old man approaching the cowboy’s booth had
been, for the past half-hour, sitting on a stool beside the cash
register, sucking on a chocolate shake, and re-reading the menu
as if he had never seen one before. How did he get back there
so quick? She’d missed his getting up entirely. Well, he wouldn’t
be talking to the cowboy for long. She’d been around, Doris had,
she’d kept her eyes open when she worked the bus-station lunch
counter in Meridian, and she thought, forget it, Pops, he don’t
go that way, a gal can tell. But at that moment, the cowboy glanced
up, saw the old man looming over him, and jumped as if he had
been sitting in the hot seat himself.
"Mr. Ellis!" the cowboy said.
"Hello, Jimmy," Pops replied. "May I join you?"
Doris stopped in her tracks. Looking pretty damned satisfied with
himself, Pops settled into the booth, his black coat bunching
up around his shoulders, like a buzzard settling on dinner by
the side of the road. The cowboy jerked his head around, looked
over the whole cafe, then turned back to the old buzzard and started
some fast damn whispering. His eyes hadn’t lighted on Doris even
for a half-second, any more than if she had been one of the soda
machines. She whirled and stomped back toward the cash register,
toward the old man’s milkshake glass, empty but for a brown froth
and a crimpled straw. Hell with him, Doris resolved. Ain’t no lack of real men in this town. Let the faggots get their own damn tea!
* * *
As he walked alongside Mr. Ellis down Andalusia’s main street,
Jimmy was conscious of all his failings. The fresh cigarette burn
on his wrinkled shirt front. The laborer’s pants of thick, faded
denim. The scars and the lumps and the schooling he’d missed.
His tongue kept finding the skips in his teeth. He could shoot
air through those holes as loud as a police whistle, and often
he was proud of that, but not today. Mr. Ellis did not walk so
much as glide, his hands clasped behind his back, his head thrust
forward like the prow of a ship. And beside him was poor old Jimmy,
rolling bowlegged down the street like Popeye the Goddamn Sailor
Man.
"I can’t tell you, Jimmy, how pleased I am finally to make your
acquaintance."
"Pleasure’s mutual, Mr. Ellis. I’ve heard a lot about you."
"And I you, Jimmy."
Passers-by stared. The children gave them a wide berth; the men
occasionally nodded the silent, unsmiling Southern acknowledgment
of mutual manhood, a nod without joy or welcome; the women didn’t
do that much. Maybe it was just that they were strangers, or that
the older man’s attire was so out of season, but Jimmy didn’t
think so.
He tried to keep his mind on the conversation. Mr. Ellis was,
after all, his boss–sort of–and Jimmy felt the need to make a
good impression. He stepped onto a crumbling edge of the sidewalk,
and nearly fell. Swaying, he said:
"I knew I’d meet up with you sometime, and I was looking forward
to it. But I don’t mind telling you I never thought it would be
in Mississippi. I figured I’d see you at one of the meetings,
maybe New York or Chicago. Somewhere nearer Canada."
Mr. Ellis tipped his hat to a group of schoolgirls, who huddled
closer together, notebooks clutched to their chests. "The meetings
have become rather few and far between. I blame the telephone.
Certainly guild members don’t need each other any less. There
will always be technical problems, pay disputes. A sympathetic
ear is never out of fashion. But increasingly our business is
conducted over the electric lines. Oh, I read all the reports,
and I am assured that all the guild’s needs are satisfied. But
what about isolation? What about the loneliness of the job? How
can a telephone alleviate that?"
"Oh, I haven’t felt particularly lonely, Mr. Ellis. I’m doing
just fine, myself."
"Good. Good." Mr. Ellis stopped to regard a Model-T that had stalled
in the middle of the street. Wagons and panel trucks drove around
it, and a young woman with Veronica Lake hair perched on the hood,
skirt way up past her knees, and waved to the drivers as they
passed. Two farmers in overalls were hitching a mule team to the
front of the automobile, making slow work of it and watching the
girl half the time, and a man in a straw boater and a seersucker
suit watched them in silence, jaw set, his furious glances directed
equally at the girl, the car, the mules, the farmers, the bright
red soupy ankle-deep mud, and the passers-by, including Jimmy.
"Find something else to look at, buddy!" he called across the
street. This diverted the farmers’ attention again. They stood
in the wet clay and stared, chains dangling from their hands,
as Jimmy and Mr. Ellis walked on.
"She’ll find her another ride soon enough, I reckon," Jimmy said.
"More machines," Mr. Ellis said. "Telephones. Motorcars. I am
no lover of machines. No machine can do the work of a man, nor
should any man entrust his work to a machine."
"No, sir," said Jimmy, who didn’t like the turn this was taking.
"Not entirely, at any rate," Mr. Ellis added with a smile.
"No, sir," Jimmy said again. It seemed safest.
"I prefer to do guild business in person, when I can. And the
most important guild business I do is meeting the new men. Making
each one feel welcome and needed and cared for. It’s a bit of
travel, but I like travel; it broadens. As you should know better
than any of us, Jimmy."
Jimmy laughed. "If travel makes a man broader, Mr. Ellis, I reckon
I’ll be as broad as any man in the guild, by time I retire. I’ll
be as broad as . . ." He faltered, then blurted: "As a barn."
"I daresay," Mr. Ellis said, rubbing his cheek. Not for the first
time, Jimmy noticed the gold ring on Mr. Ellis’s left hand.
Jimmy had been fidgeting with his own ring all afternoon, ever
since Mr. Ellis slid into the booth. Some days Jimmy remembered
to wear the ring, other days he didn’t, or just decided not to.
He always had avoided jewelry, even in his medicine-show days,
when all his colleagues advised him that rings, pendants, necklaces,
even hoop earrings, for God’s sake, lent credibility to a good
hypnotist act. Jimmy had left his days as Dr. Yogi (or Dr. Zogg,
or Professor Stingaree) far behind, he hoped, and had not worn
jewelry since, until he joined the payroll of the state of Mississippi.
With the job came the guild, and with the guild came many things,
including the ring that Jimmy was very glad he happened to be
wearing today.
Mr. Ellis’s finger was swollen on either side of his ring, as
if he never took it off. Mr. Ellis reached up with his ring hand
and patted Jimmy on the shoulder, startling him.
"You’re a rather difficult man to catch up with," Mr. Ellis said.
"I wrote to announce my visit, but I take it you didn’t get the
letter. I’m not sure the guild has your current address?"
"Current as it gets, Mr. Ellis. I reckon I have been living in
the truck, pretty much, the last few months. Been a busy time.
Twice as many jobs as they predicted when they hired me." Jimmy
waited for a response, got none, and continued. "I ain’t complaining,
mind you, I can use the money and the experience, but I sometimes
wonder if the counties ain’t going out of their way to drum up
business, just to see what the truck looks like."
"How many jobs have you had?"
"Nine, since I started, back in October. But one of them was a
double-header."
"Beg pardon?"
"Two the same morning."
"I see."
A knot of people stood around a street-corner preacher–a very
short one, evidently; his listeners hid him as completely as if
they had been a wall. The preacher’s voice, thin and piping, carried
down the block: "When all this begins to happen, my brothers and
sisters, you may be sure that the Kingdom of God is nigh. Oh,
it’s nigh, all right, my friends, it’s nigh and near and bearing
down hard!"
"Twins," Jimmy continued. "How anyone could get that mean at fifteen,
I don’t know." Jimmy himself had run away from home at fifteen
to join the Guard, but there had been no meanness in it. When
his mama sent the marshals, he hadn’t even fought them. He sighed.
"But it ain’t my job to know, is it, Mr. Ellis?"
"Certainly not."
"So it’s really ten all told, but half of ’em’s been this summer,
and summer ain’t over yet. They keep me jumping, I tell you."
"Your reputation seems to be spreading," Mr. Ellis said. A group
of old men on a bench in front of a barbershop abruptly hushed
to stare, all except one white-mustached man with a hearing aid
plugged into one ear, its cord coiling down his shirt front. He
kept talking, loudly: "Well, that’s the very man, right there!
Don’t shush me! If he can hear me from away over there, he’s in
the wrong line of work, he oughtta be in the Secret Service!"
As Jimmy and Mr. Ellis passed, all the old men resumed talking
at once, this time with a new note of excitement, and the loud
one was submerged once again in the general hubbub. "In fact,
I’d say you’re something of a celebrity," Mr. Ellis said. "Even
a personal bodyguard. I am impressed."
"A bodyguard?" Jimmy looked around. Deputy Stewart was about a
half-block behind, hands on hips, elbows out to hog the sidewalk,
holsters bouncing against his thighs. Jimmy had told him, back
at the cafe, just to go on about his business, he’d see him at
the courthouse. He must have been following them all this while.
Catching Jimmy’s eye, the deputy nodded, smiled. "Oh," Jimmy said.
"That’s a little embarrassing, frankly." Jimmy dropped his voice
to a murmur, even though the deputy was yards away along a busy
street. "This sheriff down here is jumpier than a box of cats."
"Indeed?" Mr. Ellis turned and waved at the deputy, who began
to wave back, then caught himself and nodded instead.
Jimmy laughed. "I’m pleased you’re here, Mr. Ellis."
"Pleased to be here, Jimmy."
"That sheriff. I tell you. You should have seen him, making little
notes with his pencil. He’s afraid I’m gonna mess up all his fine
plans. Hell, he’d do this whole thing without me, if he could."
"But he can’t," Mr. Ellis said, with a note of satisfaction.
"No, sir."
Several women peered at them from the window of a clothing store,
their faces tense amid the lace and crinoline.
"Do you know, Jimmy, there were members of the guild who wanted
to call a meeting just this past year?"
"Is that right?"
"Yes. A matter came up that caused some of the members great concern.
They felt the guild should take a public stand–and a public stand
is a very rare thing for the guild, a very rare thing indeed."
"Yes, sir."
"But we on the board decided that the wiser course of action would
be to monitor the situation. Do you know why I tell you about
this?"
"No, sir, I don’t."
"The issue that so concerned the guild, Jimmy, was you."
Jimmy stopped dead, while Mr. Ellis walked on. "Me!"
The older man looked around, smiled. "I’m sorry. I misspoke. The
concern was not with you, specifically. Your name was not even known to us at the time."
He waited for Jimmy to catch up. "No, Jimmy, the guild’s concern
was with your job."
"I don’t understand."
"The guild’s officers subscribe to an excellent clipping service.
It is the one your Mr. Mencken uses. When the Mississippi legislature
debated the purchasing of a mobile electric chair, and the hiring
of a traveling executioner to maintain and operate it, we followed
the accounts with the greatest interest. The public debate was
paralleled by a private one, among the members of the guild. Not
about the chair per se; that debate was settled more than forty
years ago. But a mobile chair, being driven from town to town . . . well. There were
those who considered your job a giant step backward, a return
to the days of executions as public spectacles. Whoever took the
job would be in a spotlight that no guild member had suffered
in fifty years, and would find himself, wittingly or not, made
a symbol, a spokesman for our entire unique profession. Do you
understand our concerns, Jimmy?"
"Yes, sir, I suppose I do. But you said y’all decided not to get
involved."
They had reached the northwest corner of the courthouse square.
Twenty or more townspeople, mostly older men, but a few children
as well, sauntered around the tarpaulin-draped truck, chatting
with the two deputies on guard. One deputy sat on the front bumper,
fanned himself with his hat. The courthouse lawn was dotted with
women who sat on the grass, tending toddlers and infants. Several
young men in rolled-up shirtsleeves lounged against the Confederate
monument, smoking. Jimmy watched Mr. Ellis take all this in. After
a few moments, the older man sighed.
"Better to risk one celebrity, the board reasoned, than to drag
the entire guild into the newspapers." He cast Jimmy a sorrowful
glance. "The newspapers have seldom been respectful of our membership."
Jimmy nodded. That was true enough. At least his mama hadn’t seen
the articles in the Jackson paper, and the one in the American Mercury, the one that said Jimmy had to be "helped from one barroom to
another" after a job. Shit. Smartass Yankee reporter hadn’t even
picked up the tab.
"When my predecessor, God rest him, died by his own hand," Mr.
Ellis continued, "the newspapers in Canada treated the affair
shamefully, Jimmy. Shamefully."
Jimmy had heard something about this. "He cut his own throat,
didn’t he?"
Mr. Ellis nodded, tight-lipped. It was less a nod than a sudden
jerk of the head. "In life, Mr. Ellis was such a private man,
yet in death, his entire biography, his every foible and human
fault, was placed on public exhibit, scrutinized as one would
scrutinize the wrinkles of a madman’s brain. After decades of
devoted public service, this was his reward. Ah, well." Mr. Ellis gazed at the truck.
"Mr. Ellis?" Jimmy asked, confused.
"Eh?"
"You called him Mr. Ellis," Jimmy said, gently.
"Oh. Yes," he said, looking at Jimmy, blinking his way back to
the present, and smiling. "The name goes with the job. Less a
name than, well, a sort of title. His predecessor was Mr. Ellis
before him. And so on and so forth. It is the custom in Canada,
you see."
"I see," Jimmy repeated, though he wasn’t sure he did. He tried
to imagine the man with his job fifty years down the road, still
answering to the name Jimmy Simpson. He couldn’t see it. He could
see the truck, though. Cheap-ass state would keep the same truck
that long, at least.
"Ah, well. History. Where was I? Your case, of course. The board
voted for caution, for public silence, and for continued monitoring
of the situation."
From the courthouse came a bang. When everyone looked up, the sheriff was already past the steps
and striding down the walk, the brass front door slowly swinging
to behind him. His face was grim. The townsmen began to back away
from the truck. The deputy on the bumper stood up quick and jammed
his hat back on.
"Y’all get away from that truck!" the sheriff barked. "No, not
you two, for God’s sake! Go on, now, people."
Jimmy turned back to the older man and quietly asked: "And how
did you vote, Mr. Ellis?"
Mr. Ellis’s silence seemed longer than it was. Jimmy heard the
sheriff and the deputies scolding the younguns: "Y’all stop messing
with that tarp, now. They ain’t nothing to see." When Mr. Ellis
finally looked around, shoulders back, somehow taller than he
had been, his thick lenses caught the sun so that his eyes were
hidden.
"I cast the deciding vote, Jimmy. In the past thirty-five years,
I have hanged three hundred and eighty-seven people, ranging in
age from twelve to seventy-three, twenty-two of them women. More
than twice as many as the Mr. Ellis before me. I have hanged people
in British Columbia and in Newfoundland, in log cabins and stone
fortresses, on permanent scaffolds and on planks laid across railroad
trestles. I have heard last words in English, French, Acadian,
Inuit, and a dozen other languages and dialects, including some
known only to God. Three hundred and eighty-seven, Jimmy. Within
the guild, I cast many deciding votes."
The sheriff was upon them, red-faced and scowling at Mr. Ellis.
"Do I know you, sir?" he asked. As he spoke, Deputy Stewart trotted
up to the group; he replied to the sheriff’s glance with a shrug.
Jimmy cleared his throat. "Sheriff Davis, this is Mr. Ellis. Mr.
Ellis, Sheriff Davis. Mr. Ellis is a, well, he’s a–" Everyone
looked at Jimmy. "A colleague of mine. From Canada."
"Colleague, eh? I didn’t think you needed an assistant."
"Oh, no, it ain’t like that. He’s here to–"
"Here simply to visit my young friend Jimmy, and to learn firsthand
how things are done in other parts of the world."
The sheriff looked at him without encouragement.
"Mr. Ellis would like to join us this afternoon. I told him that
was okay with me–if it’s okay with you, of course."
"My interest, Sheriff, is purely a professional one, and you may
rely upon my rectitude and my decorum."
"Lord God," the sheriff said. "Mr. Ellis, I take it you have some
experience in these matters."
"Oh, yes," Mr. Ellis said, managing to sound both proud and regretful.
The sheriff sucked at his back teeth. "Well, I can use all the
experience I can get. All right, Mr. Ellis, you can go on up with
us, and welcome."
"I thank you, sir."
"Assuming you still want to meet with the prisoner, Mr. Simpson."
"Sure thing, Sheriff."
"All right, then. Stewart, you keep to the square, and don’t miss
anything."
"I won’t, Sheriff."
"And don’t waste time talking to no gals."
"I won’t, Sheriff," Stewart said, less happily.
"Follow me, gentlemen." The sheriff headed for the courthouse
door. As they fell in behind, the sheriff asked, without looking
around, "You get enough to eat awhile ago, Mr. Simpson?"
"I’m full as a tick, Sheriff."
"That’s good. We will feed you in this town, if we can’t do nothing else." He held
the door open. The lobby was marginally cooler than the outdoors,
and much darker, with strange acoustics; their shoes clattered
on the marble floor like hooves. "Mrs. Pearce will do you up right,
you’ll see. Where you staying, Mr. Ellis?"
Mr. Ellis only stared at him, and Jimmy, feeling uncomfortably
like the man’s translator, scratched the side of his face and
murmured, "Sheriff, uh, Mr. Ellis don’t like people to know where
he stays."
"I see," the sheriff said, regarding Mr. Ellis anew. The old man’s
dark clothes practically melted into the shadows, leaving his
pale, sagging face looking alone and abandoned. "Well, I’m proud
to meet a private man. Here’s the stairs. They’re right steep,
I’m afraid, Mr. Ellis. We’re due to have an Otis put in next fiscal
year."
Mr. Ellis smiled in reply and gestured grandly. "After you, gentlemen."
On the way up, the sheriff stooped to snatch a Nabs wrapper from
the floor of the landing. As he climbed, he folded the crinkling
paper into a tiny square. "Look at this mess," he muttered. "Old
Hugh ain’t been in to clean today, I don’t guess. Can’t say as
I blame him." Hearing no footsteps behind, Jimmy glanced around,
but there was Mr. Ellis’s pale face bobbing up the darkened stairwell.
It smiled at Jimmy, and winked.
* * *
The preceding Mr. Ellis had turned to his apprentice, on the young
man’s first night of work, and said to him:
"Keep your face expressionless, no matter what happens. Speak
only when you have to. Keep your eyes open, so that you don’t
miss anything important. Do everything as quickly and efficiently
as possible. And don’t think about it. Not beforehand, and not
while it’s happening, and not after. Our job is necessary, son,
but it can’t stand too much thinking."
Thinking nothing, missing nothing, Mr. Ellis walked down the second-floor
corridor that was the only cell block in Andalusia County, Mississippi.
All his senses were engaged; these men would be surprised to know
how many. Jimmy, the sheriff, and the deputy all had their backs
to him. Before they reached the dead end, Mr. Ellis slid from
his overcoat pocket a cherry jawbreaker and popped it into his
mouth. It bloomed on his tongue as he looked through the bars
at the diminutive, sour-faced Negro within. Don’t give me lip you little bastard Help me with this wagon boy
Ferris is more a man than you’ll ever be. A few seconds’ concentration, and then Childress’ memories were
gone, rebuffed. Or, perhaps, suppressed; the effect was the same.
The tang in Mr. Ellis’s mouth helped him block, for some reason.
He’d figured that out himself. The previous Mr. Ellis had smoked.
Jimmy would resort to his own device, eventually.
These particular jawbreakers were hard to find in Canada. He’d
have to stock up.
"Here’s the man you been wanting to see, Childress."
Jimmy stuck his arm through the bars and offered his hand. "Brother,
my name is Jimmy Simpson. I’m the man who’ll be in charge tomorrow."
Childress looked wary, but after a few seconds he shook Jimmy’s
hand.
"Brother, they tell me you had the choice of the rope or the chair,
and you picked the chair. Is that right?"
After another pause, Childress nodded. Wrong, Mr. Ellis thought.
"Well, I appreciate that, Brother, I surely do. Let me tell you
that you made the right choice, because I’m a professional, and
I know what I’m doing. I’m going to do a nice clean job, as quick
and trouble-free as any man could do. You don’t have to worry
about nothing on my end. No mistakes, no delays. And I swear to
God, Brother, you won’t feel a thing. So you can stop worrying
about my end of it, Brother, and focus on what’s important, on
Jesus and His mercy and on the better place you’ll be in by this
time tomorrow. I guess that’s all I got to say, Brother, except
to repeat that you’re in good hands with me. I’m gonna give you
the most trouble-free, easeful passing a man could ask for. You’ve
put your confidence in me, and I appreciate it. I’m here to tell
you I ain’t gonna let you down."
After a long pause, Childress ticked his eyes over toward the
sheriff.
"You’re kidding," Childress said.
"No, sir," Jimmy said. "No jokes here. I’m telling you straight
up, the way I tell all the men I work with."
Childress’ eyes had ticked back to Jimmy when he started speaking.
Now, after a beat, they ticked over to Mr. Ellis. "Who you, then?" he asked. "The undertaker?"
"Not at all," Mr. Ellis said, removing his hat. Like so many sweet-toothed
people, he could talk fluently with all manner of candy in his
mouth. "My name is Mr. Ellis. I will be assisting Mr. Simpson.
And you may expect the highest degree of professionalism from
me as well."
Childress stopped looking at anybody. His eyes were focused inward.
The corners of his mouth twitched, held, and the beginnings of
a smile crept across his face. As the grin widened, Jimmy turned
to the sheriff and whispered: "A kind word does wonders, as my
mama says. Look at that. Does my heart good, it does." Now Childress
was laughing faintly, mostly in the form of air sliding through
his teeth, sss sss sss. "I’m always pleased to be able to calm some poor soul’s last
hours," Jimmy said, sounding unsure. Childress laughed louder
and louder. His shoulders shook, he bobbed his head, he gripped
his knees. His eyes were wide.
"Ha ha ha HAAAAA!" Childress wheezed. He was out of breath. "Oh,
Lord! Oh, Lord have mercy, I can’t stop laughing! Ha ha ha! Oh,
you poor old cracker. You poor old stupid fucker."
"Shut up, Childress!" the sheriff said, raking his club across
the bars.
"Poor old cut-up snaggle-tooth bowlegged peckerwood. Oh, Lord,
that’s funny!"
"What you mean, funny?"
"Don’t listen to him, Mr. Simpson. Let’s go."
"No, I want to know. What’s so funny? What’s so funny about what
I said?"
Childress shut off the laughter like water from a new tap. "I’ll
tell you what’s funny, you dumbass cracker shit! I’ll tell you what
I been wanting to tell you all these weeks. The sheriff here ain’t
got a big enough dick to drag me off in the woods and cut me up
and throw me on the pile with the other niggers–"
"Be quiet!" the sheriff roared, flailing on the bars with his
club.
"–so he goes and hires a poor old dumbass white boy to do his
lynching for him. And the dumbass don’t even know it!"
Mr. Ellis stood very still. His predecessor’s face had betrayed
nothing, right up until the end. He was a good model, and Mr.
Ellis was a worthy successor.
"I’ll shut his face," the deputy snarled, jamming the key into the
lock. The sheriff shoved him in the chest so hard he fell back
across the narrow corridor, arms flailing. "Shit!" he cried, gasping.
The sheriff pointed his club at the deputy’s mouth.
"Stay over there," he said.
"Where’s your white hood and white robe, white boy?" Childress
asked. "In the truck with your bucket of nigger balls?"
When the supervisor is incapacitated, the apprentice must act.
Mr. Ellis was surprised at how naturally he fell back into the
subordinate role. He tugged Jimmy’s sleeve. "No more to be done
here, Jimmy. Please. Please, Jimmy."
Jimmy stared at Childress. "You talking to the wrong man," he
whispered.
"I’m talking to the man what’s come to kill me. You see anyone else here that wants to do it?"
"But I don’t–" Mr. Ellis grabbed Jimmy’s arm and yanked so hard
that Jimmy stumbled sideways. The sheriff took Jimmy’s other arm,
and the two big men hustled him down the corridor.
"Wait," Jimmy said. "Wait, please, fellas, I want to talk to him!
I want to explain to him!"
"Hooper, you better be right behind us!" the sheriff yelled.
"You bet I am," the deputy muttered.
The four men burst into the sheriff’s office, where two other
deputies were just coming in from the stairs, demanding to know
what the commotion was.
"Nat, Archie, get that corridor door locked and keep it locked.
The next person gets in to see Childress is me taking him downstairs
in the morning. You understand? I’m tired of this shit."
"Who’d come visit Childress anyway?" one of the deputies asked,
slamming and locking the door to the cells. "Some nigger preacher,
maybe?"
"I don’t care if Jesus comes a-knocking," the sheriff said, slumping back onto his desk,
hairs plastered to his forehead. Papers cascaded onto the floor.
"Mr. Simpson, you all right?"
Jimmy nodded. He had fallen back onto a swaybacked sofa, hands
pressed against his forehead, eyes screwed shut.
"Mr. Ellis," the sheriff said, "I thank you for your help in there."
Mr. Ellis nodded. His chest hurt. He had swallowed his jawbreaker.
The sheriff turned to the deputy he had punched, who stood in
the corner, arms crossed, glaring. "Hooper, I’m sorry. You can
come over here and give me your best shot. I reckon you got the
right."
The deputy pursed his lips. "No, sir," he said. "No, sir, I think
I’ll take me a walk. Alone! " he barked to the deputy who tried to accompany him, who fell
back, looking hurt, as Hooper slammed through the door. His footsteps
tumbled downstairs.
"How many more hours, Lord?" the sheriff said. He hunched himself
backward to sit on the desk, dislodging more papers and a coffee
can of pencils that he caught at and missed. As deputies dived
for the rolling pencils, the sheriff rested his feet on a swivel
chair. "If it weren’t for those crowds out there, I swear I think
I’d do it this afternoon and be done."
Jimmy spoke, sounding shaken but steady, like a man who no longer
has the urge to cry. "Ain’t got set up yet." He opened his eyes,
braced himself on the sofa with his hands, leaned forward and
sighed. "Takes time, Sheriff. Can’t be rushed."
"The chair," the sheriff repeated. "Oh, the chair. Sure, sure."
He looked at Mr. Ellis, whose calloused fingers itched. The sheriff
had a pleading look, a look Mr. Ellis had seen before. Mr. Ellis
would not think about that today. Instead he smiled, patted Jimmy
on the shoulder. What a debacle. "No harm done," he said.
"Who’s Ferris?" Jimmy asked.
Mr. Ellis froze.
The sheriff frowned. "Ferris? That’s the man Childress killed.
Buddy Ferris. Why? Who said anything about Ferris?"
"Didn’t someone–" Jimmy stopped, shook his head. "Oh, never mind."
So Jimmy was starting early. "Never mind, indeed," Mr. Ellis said,
quickly. "Random invective, nothing more." He patted Jimmy’s shoulder
again. Jimmy was young, strong. He would adjust. "Sticks and stones,"
Mr. Ellis said. He’d have to. A pencil had rolled to a stop against Mr. Ellis’s foot. The
eraser was missing, and someone had gnawed off the paint.
* * *
At first glance, as four groaning deputies wrestled it off the
back of the truck at midnight, the chair seemed enormous, the
throne of a giant-king. Arms, legs, and back were thick oaken
blocks, more suited for ceiling beams than furniture. Later, in
the floodlighted courthouse basement, Mr. Ellis realized the chair’s
seat was surprisingly narrow. The average department-store Father
Christmas would find it a tight fit.
The chair’s platform was carried in separately, by a single little
bowlegged deputy who shrugged off assistance, obviously glad to
have nothing to do with the chair. The platform, a square five
feet to a side, was made of sawmill-yellow two-by-fours covered
by a stapled-down rubber mat ribbed like the mat inside a bathtub.
As the deputies maneuvered the chair, the ceiling lights played
inside the metal headpiece, a shallow bowl cocked back on a coiled
metal stand that reared above the entire contraption like a cobra.
After bolting the chair down, Jimmy’s next move was to untangle
and plug in the fat black electrical cords that fed the machine.
One snaked from the helmet to the portable generator, which Jimmy
had insisted on carrying in himself. ("That chair ain’t gone break
even if you drop it, but this generator, why it’ll go queer on
you if you look at it hard.") A second cord connected the helmet
to the base of the chair; a third led from the left leg of the
chair to the wall socket. Finding this socket caused a few bad
moments, until someone thought to look behind the Christmas decorations.
Fortunately, only the baby Jesus box had to be shoved out of the
way. Roaches scattered. Jimmy blew dust from the socket before
shoving in the plug.
The deputies who had carried the chair were trying not to breathe
too visibly. "Why do you need the wall socket at all?" asked the
slowest to recover, red-faced, hands on knees. "I mean, you got
the generator."
"The socket ain’t for current going in," Jimmy said. "The socket’s for current going out. It’s gotta go somewhere. Less’n you want it," he added, yanking the plug from the wall
and holding it out to the deputy with a grin.
They all laughed.
Mr. Ellis sensed the edge beneath the jape. All these bystanders,
their jobs done, were making Jimmy nervous.
He cleared his throat–startling a couple of men who apparently
had forgotten his presence–and said: "Mr. Simpson, is there any
further assistance these gentlemen can render at this time?"
"I don’t reckon so, Mr. Ellis," Jimmy said. "But I do appreciate
all the help, fellows. I’ll commend you all to the sheriff, I
surely will."
With a slight bow, Mr. Ellis began herding them toward the stairs.
"If you’ll excuse us, gentlemen. Making ready the . . . instrument is a delicate matter, one that requires concentration and solitude."
He very nearly had said gallows, from force of habit. "I’m sure you all understand."
They grumbled, but they went. The last one looked back and called
to Jimmy. "Two of us will be at the top of the stairs. You need
anything, just holler."
"I appreciate it," Jimmy said, not looking around.
Mr. Ellis smiled and shut the door on the deputies. Through the
metal, he could hear one of them mutter, "Who’s he think he is,
Arthur Treacher?" He waited, expecting to hear a padlock clank
into place, but heard only footsteps ascending.
"You’re good at that," Jimmy said, fussing with the generator.
"Practice," Mr. Ellis said. "How may I help you?" He placed his
hands in the small of his back, and awaited instructions.
Jimmy looked up, a fleck of grease on his nose. "Just your being
here is a help, Mr. Ellis. But you reckon you can fetch me a bucket
of water?"
While Jimmy unloaded his carpetbag, Mr. Ellis cleaned out the
junk in the corner sink sufficiently to wedge a bucket beneath
the spigot. He was careful not to slop any on his return trip.
He found Jimmy kneeling amid sponges, straps, and tools. Next
Mr. Ellis soaked the sponges and wrung them out, handing them
to Jimmy to affix to the chair. At first he used too much water,
but Jimmy showed him that the sponges needed to be merely damp,
not dripping, and after that, the work went better.
That done, Jimmy rolled up his sleeves and said: "Take off your
coat, and have a seat."
The chair’s angles had looked severe, but Mr. Ellis found himself
actually reclining a bit. The padded headrest gave pleasantly.
Two shallow depressions in the wooden seat contoured themselves
to his buttocks, and the small metal drain beneath his coccyx
wasn’t noticeable. He felt something cold in the small of his
back, so he sat forward and looked around. The damp circle on
his shirt corresponded to the glistening metal disk in the base
of the back of the chair. The disk was the size of a saucer in
a child’s tea set. "The body electrode," Jimmy said. "That’s the
first sponge you did. Probably still a little wetter than it needs
to be."
"Is that a problem?"
"Oh, no," Jimmy said. "Not less it’s uncomfortable for you."
"Not at all." He sighed and sat back, ignoring the spreading dampness
behind. He rested his elbows on the chair’s broad arms. Mr. Ellis
had a longstanding grudge against most chairs, especially hotel-room
chairs, because the arms often seemed too high, but these were
just right.
Jimmy had been watching with a smile on his creased face. "What
do you think?"
"It’s quite comfortable," Mr. Ellis replied. "Frankly, I’m surprised."
"Oh, yeah, it’s a good-sitting chair. Nobody believes me, at first.
You’d be surprised how many folks I meet want to sit in it. Women,
especially."
Mr. Ellis had snagged his right coat sleeve on the bolt that held
the wrist strap. "Ah, indeed?" he asked as he worked the fabric
loose.
"Oh, yeah. Pretty young gals, they always want to sit in it."
He winked. "I let ’em, too."
Mr. Ellis chose to say nothing.
"The original design had a footrest on it," Jimmy said, disappearing
behind the chair to the right, "but it never got added for some
reason. Budget cuts, I reckon. Hold still, now, please, sir."
He walked back into view holding the free end of a foot-wide leather
strap. He moved quickly around the chair from right to left and
disappeared, pulling the strap tight against Mr. Ellis’s chest.
"That ain’t too tight, is it?"
Mr. Ellis breathed, watching the heave of his breastbone, and
replied, "No, it’s fine." He tried leaning forward, and couldn’t.
He thought he could move a little from side to side, though, and
was succeeding in the experiment when Jimmy reappeared, walking
this time from left to right and carrying the free end of a second
foot-wide strap. "Uh-uh," Jimmy said, grinning. "None of that, now." As the second strap pulled tight around his middle, Mr.
Ellis involuntarily sucked in his stomach and was vexed to find
that he couldn’t push it out again. He sighed, tried to inch sideways,
and failed. "Still comfortable?" Jimmy asked, stepping back into
view.
"Not as much, no, but tolerable."
"You want the straps tight, believe me," Jimmy said. "I mean,
if this wasn’t a rehearsal. If this was the real show."
Wincing at the word show, Mr. Ellis again chose to say nothing.
Jimmy then fastened the straps across Mr. Ellis’s upper arms,
wrists, and ankles. He tugged on each strap, working deftly and
quickly, asking each time whether the fit was okay. Then Jimmy
knelt and said, "Now let me roll up your pant legs just a little."
"Are you this solicitous with all your clients?"
"I don’t talk to ’em, no, but I try to make ’em as comfortable
as I can. There, now." Mr. Ellis felt the padding clamp his left
shin, the metal disc cold and damp against his flesh. "That too
tight? Good. The right leg, now. No need making this any worse
than it has to be, right?"
"Exactly right," Mr. Ellis said, pleased. "That is the essence
of our creed, Jimmy. The guild has taught you well."
Jimmy looked up with a grin, but his face fell. "What’s wrong,
Mr. Ellis? Oh, hell, this right one’s too tight, ain’t it? No
problem. A lot of men have one leg thicker’n t’other. It’s one
of those everyday deformities. Hold on a sec."
"No, the fit is fine," Mr. Ellis said. "I just was wondering .
. ."
"Yes, sir?" He remained on his knees, his face almost boyishly
earnest.
"During the actual preparations," Mr. Ellis asked, "wouldn’t the
client be blindfolded?"
Jimmy hung his head. "Well, yes, sir, sure he would. I mean, he’d
have on the black mask. But I hated to do that to you, since it
ain’t necessary tonight, and all."
Mr. Ellis felt a flash of anger. "Jimmy," he said, firmly, and
the younger man looked up again. "If you are to test this apparatus,
and this procedure, you need to do so fully. Otherwise, I am no help to you."
"Yes, sir," Jimmy said, duckwalking over to his carpetbag and pulling out
a folded square of fabric. Its buckle clinked against the concrete
as Jimmy unfastened it. "You’re right, yes, sir."
Mr. Ellis swallowed and took the deepest breath he could manage.
"I am no tourist, Jimmy. I am no ‘pretty young gal’ to be coddled
and impressed." Jimmy lifted his eyeglasses off his face. "I am
a fellow member of the guild, here to help you ensure that this
operation is carried out–" He inclined his head slightly as Jimmy
tugged the black hood over his eyes. "–with one hundred percent
efficiency."
"You’re absolutely right, sir," said Jimmy’s muffled voice as
it moved behind the chair. "I swear, usually I put on the mask
right after the chest strap, second thing. Wouldn’t do for the
client to be able to watch all my rigmarole, now would it?" The
strap at the base of the hood pulled tight across Mr. Ellis’s
chin, forcing his jaw backward. Startled, he lifted his chin so
that the strap fell against his neck. It continued to tighten
as Mr. Ellis reared his head as far back into the rubber cushion
as possible. Just as he thought He’s going to strangle me, the strap loosened a bit. He heard Jimmy buckle it into place.
He sighed, and felt his hot reflected breath. The mask was porous
enough, but it sucked in when he inhaled. He wished he could tilt
his head forward, but the neck strap wouldn’t allow that. He managed
to tease a bit of lint off his lower lip with the tip of his tongue.
A hiss, and it was gone.
"Time for the helmet now, sir." Mr. Ellis flinched as he felt
Jimmy’s fingertips beneath his chin. "Chin up for me just a little?
There you go." Mr. Ellis tried to refocus as Jimmy bustled about.
He heard water being dipped. "The helmet has a sponge in it, too,
sir, so don’t be surprised."
"I won’t be," Mr. Ellis said. Something soft, cold, and wet pressed
down on the top of his head, and he flinched again. "Sorry."
"No problem," Jimmy said. "Most folks jump more’n that. Got this
one a little wet myself, I’m afraid." Cold water trickled down
Mr. Ellis’s right cheek to the corner of his mouth. Salty. A second
runnel flowed down the back of his neck, beneath his collar, and
seeped into his shirt between his shoulder blades. Mr. Ellis shivered
without moving his body, a disagreeable sensation. Jimmy straightened
the mask with both hands while the sponge continued to press down
atop Mr. Ellis’s head, as if held by a third hand. "It’s the damnedest
part of the business, sometimes, getting the water just right,"
Jimmy muttered. "Oh, well. Better too much water than not enough,
believe me. How’s the helmet feel? Too tight?"
"Not at all," Mr. Ellis replied. He shivered again, and hoped
he wouldn’t catch cold. Being able only to hear Jimmy as he moved
about, his voice swooping, made Mr. Ellis uneasy. "What are you
doing now?" he asked.
"Just double-checking the straps, electrodes, connections. You
can’t be too careful, you know."
"Yes, I know."
Jimmy’s voice was farther away. "Voltmeter’s at two thousand.
All right, then. Ready?"
Mr. Ellis wasn’t sure how to respond. "Ready for what?" he asked.
"The switch. It’s kinda loud."
Mr. Ellis considered. "Yes," he said. "Yes, I’m–" He was interrupted
by a metallic clash, like the coupling of railroad cars. As the
echoes died, Mr. Ellis relaxed and found that he somehow had lifted
himself an inch or so off the chair.
"I oil that switch and oil it," Jimmy said, his voice coming closer, "and I can’t make it
no quieter. At least it don’t creak like it used to. Used to sound
like the goddamn Inner Sanctum." The sponge lifted from Mr. Ellis’s
head. The neck strap loosened with a clink. Just as Mr. Ellis
drew a breath, the cloth rustled past his face. Jimmy held the
blank black hood aloft.
"Pee-pye," Jimmy said. "That’s what Mama used to say when I was
little. Other younguns always said peek-a-boo, but I’ve said pee-pye
ever since. Your glasses, sir."
They had been riding in Jimmy’s shirt pocket. When Mr. Ellis put
them on, they sat crooked.
"Here, lemme get those straps undone. I sure do appreciate your
helping me out, Mr. Ellis. I still got to run some tests on the
generator, but I feel a lot better knowing the chair’s ready to
go. This’ll make things a heap faster in the morning."
"How long does the preparation normally take?" Mr. Ellis asked,
flexing his stomach as the strap peeled away.
"Shouldn’t be more’n one flat minute from the time the client
walks through that door to the throwing of the switch. With you
I took a lot longer, to explain things and to check everything
two and three times. I figured you wouldn’t mind."
"Of course not." He stood and stretched.
Jimmy squatted beside the carpetbag, made a show of rummaging,
and said, without looking up: "Mr. Ellis."
"Yes, Jimmy."
"What do you think of all that this afternoon?"
Hands on hips, Mr. Ellis took a deep breath. "Mr. Childress is
an angry man, Jimmy."
"Huh!"
"And he has reason for anger, in his own eyes. The sheriff does
not. Nor do the deputies. Nor do you."
Jimmy looked up. "What do you mean?"
Mr. Ellis sighed. "I was there, Jimmy. I saw your reaction. You held it in check, to your credit,
but you felt it nonetheless."
Looking at the floor, Jimmy said, "I wanted to kill him."
Mr. Ellis felt his shoulders sag, his knees spasm. He sat down
in the chair. He started to lean back, then remembered the clammy
sponge and leaned forward, elbows on knees, his fingers lightly
interlaced. "Yes," he said. "Yes, that is the danger, isn’t it?"
He sorted words. "There is always danger in meeting the client
beforehand. Always."
"They warned me against it," Jimmy mumbled. "From the first."
"Yes. We . . . traditionalists avoid it, at all costs. It causes confusion. The client’s emotions
are so forceful as to be, shall we say, contagious. One either
wants to spare the client, or otherwise . . . loses perspective."
"I couldn’t help it!" Jimmy cried out. Moving more quickly than
Mr. Ellis could have imagined, he snatched up a pair of pliers
and cast them backhanded into the corner. They crashed against
the faucet and clattered into the sink. "It was like he was inside
my head!" Jimmy said, balance regained in squatting position.
Fingertips touched the floor to left and right. Muscles roped
his arms, corded his neck. "But he don’t belong there. He don’t." He stared at Mr. Ellis. "He don’t know me at all."
"Of course not," said Mr. Ellis, motionless.
In a quieter voice, Jimmy said, "I ain’t a lyncher."
"Of course not," said Mr. Ellis.
"I ain’t had a privileged life," Jimmy said. "I reckon you can
tell that by how I talk, how I act. And I ain’t always been the
most law-abiding citizen. Hell, I’m from Thompson County, from
the piney woods. That says it right there. You probably heard
about Thompson County clear up your way, even."
Mr. Ellis smiled. "We have our own such places."
"You know what I mean, then. Drank myself blind. Busted heads.
Shot a man in the belly for talking nasty to my mama. He crawled
into the ditch like a crab. I went squalling to the doctor. Man
was so grateful he lied and said he’d shot himself. Last I heard,
he was in Memphis, waiting tables at the Peabody Hotel. Ain’t
that something? Making big tips. I was fourteen."
"You learned your lesson," Mr. Ellis said.
"That truck job, I was so drunk, I don’t know what I was thinking. But Governor Hugh White pardoned me in 1939.
I got the letter in the glove compartment to read now and then.
Spelled my name wrong, but meant well. He recommended me for this
job. He’s a fine Christian man."
"I’m sure he is," Mr. Ellis said.
"But I never been part of the things Childress is talking about."
He added, in a whisper: "Thinking about." He shuddered. "No, Childress don’t know me."
"Childress," Mr. Ellis said, "is a layman." He pointed to himself
and Jimmy. "We are professionals. We know the truth of what we
do. Don’t we?" A pause. "Don’t we? "
Perhaps it was too stern, too quick. Mr. Ellis held his breath.
Jimmy sighed and slid backward on his haunches to sit on the floor.
"Yes, sir," he said, massaging his arms. Callouses and scars slid
together with the sound of sandpaper.
Mr. Ellis allowed himself to relax. Some days, he felt he had
outlived his usefulness. Some days, not. In a gentler voice, he
said, "You will not get any less sensitive to the client’s emotions,
Jimmy. As the years pass, as you gain . . . experience, you’ll
become even more attuned. A lot more. You must always fight it, Jimmy. You must
maintain your self-control. Hence the creed. Have you forgotten
your creed, Jimmy?"
Startled: "No, sir!"
"I’m glad. Begin."
Jimmy glanced around. "Here?"
Mr. Ellis slapped the armrest twice. "Yes, here, exactly! Please. Begin."
Jimmy cleared his throat, rubbed his neck with both hands, took
a deep breath, and recited:
"I am neither judge nor jury.
I am their instrument,
Their right hand,
Their Will given life–"
"Good," Mr. Ellis interrupted. "Very good. There is strength in
those words. Neither judge nor jury. Never forget that, my boy. Never forget that."
"I won’t, sir. Thank you, sir."
Mr. Ellis smiled and asked, "Have you learned only the English?"
Jimmy grinned as he stood. He swatted dust from his pants. "So
far, yes, sir. That other version, I don’t know, it’s hard to
get my mouth around."
"Keep at it. You’ll get it eventually. Much correspondence among
the board members is transacted entirely in the ancient tongue
of the guild."
"Like the Masons."
"Hardly," Mr. Ellis said, offended. "Europe needed us thousands of years before it needed cathedrals!"
As Jimmy removed the sponges and toweled the metal parts dry,
Mr. Ellis sat, rested, enjoyed the businesslike movement around
him. No wasted energy, this boy, once the fit passed. A good lad,
all in all. Dedicated. Much yet to learn, of course, before he
could be entrusted with the higher levels, the higher duties.
How had he, Mr. Ellis, proven himself for the ultimate duty, so
many years before? He’d never been sure. Certainly he had upheld
the highest standards of the guild, but just as certainly, his
predecessor had seen in him something more. Something like a pair
of pliers slung across the room. Something quick, and feral.
"How about you?" Jimmy asked.
Mr. Ellis started. "I beg your pardon?"
Jimmy had a slight smile on his creased face. "How many times
have you met a client beforehand?"
Mr. Ellis relaxed. "Ah, Jimmy. We both are too easily read for
this work. Once. Only once, and that many years ago. Quite early
on, really." He laughed, sat up straight on the edge of the chair,
hands on his knees. "Very different circumstances."
"How different?"
Mr. Ellis hesitated, decided he had no reason to hesitate, and
continued: "It was in Moose Jaw. Much like Andalusia, only louder,
colder. I was much younger, much more sure of myself. The evening
before the event, all was ready in the square. I received a note
at the hotel, from the principal keeper at the jail, that the
condemned man desired to see me. Unprecedented. I couldn’t fathom
what the man might want. But I had dined well, quail with fennel,
and had allowed myself a glass of port after, and I had my feet
at the grate and the Times in my lap, only two days old, quite current by Canadian standards.
I was happy with my lot in life. So when the note arrived, I felt
both curious and generous. I donned my shoes and my coat and accompanied
the messenger to the jail. The unfortunate man was sitting on
his cot, sleepless, of course, as Mr. Childress no doubt is, at
this moment, and when we appeared, he stood and walked very near
the bars, regarded me intently. A squat man, Indian, Mohawk unless
I miss my guess. The keeper said, ‘Do you know who this fellow
is? This is Mr. Ellis, whom you were asking for, and he left his
warm fire to come out and have a word with you.’ The prisoner
nodded but said nothing. I said, ‘Hello,’ feeling awkward, and
I smiled, and then I asked, ‘What did you want to see me about?’
He replied, ‘I just wanted to see what you looked like.’ I nodded
and did a foolish thing. I stepped back and turned about for him,
as if modeling my suit. Imagine the cheek! I’m ashamed to recall
that, now. The port in me, I suppose. Then I asked: ‘Well? Now
that you’ve seen me, what do you think of me?’ And the prisoner
said, ‘I think you’re just what I deserve. I’m going to be hanged
by the ugliest son of a bitch in Saskatchewan!’ "
Jimmy laughed. "You’re shitting me!" he cried.
"I never shit," Mr. Ellis said. "In the sense you mean. Oh, it was a chastened
man who returned to his fireside that night, you can well imagine!"
Mr. Ellis’s face began to fall as Jimmy continued to laugh. "I’ll
bet you were," Jimmy said. "Oh, boy!"
"He was silent on the scaffold," Mr. Ellis said. "I was told later
those were his last words."
He stood, faced the younger man, close enough to feel Jimmy’s
last breath before he held it.
"From his height and weight, I knew he would require a four-foot
drop. Berry’s formula is quite precise, you know."
He barely touched Jimmy’s jaw with his fingertips.
"I placed the noose so that it fell this way," he said, tracing
the line, "with the knot here, beneath the angle of the left jaw.
When he dropped, his chin went back, so." He tipped Jimmy’s chin
up. "Breaking his spinal cord and his first three vertebrae."
Jimmy kept his chin tipped up as Mr. Ellis stepped back.
"No lacerations. No pain. Death was instantaneous. What the editorial
writers and the legislators don’t know, cannot know, is that in the proper hands, hanging is an exact science.
Speedy. Certain. That Mohawk was in the right hands. I did my
job well. As you will do yours, tomorrow." He patted the younger man’s shoulder. "As you will
do yours." He smiled, and Jimmy smiled, first tentatively, then
broadly, head still tilted slightly back. They were standing that
way when the stairwell door slammed open.
"I hope that damned murderer ain’t getting any more sleep than
I am," the sheriff said. "What y’all doing in here, anyhow? Dancing?"
* * *
Mr. Ellis’s fingers were cold and wet. He could not seem to dry
them no matter how many times he applied the towel. He draped
the yellow daffodil print across the back of the folding chair,
raised one hand to his mouth as if to cough, and flicked out his
tongue. Salt. He thought he felt the granules as he rubbed his
fingers together. Perhaps it was imagination. Perhaps he should
stop fretting about it.
Mr. Ellis was conscious of the stares of the sheriff, the deputies,
the doctor, the witnesses. The folding chairs were stenciled CRADDOCK
& SONS, and they tended to squeak. Ten people sat or stood in
the already cluttered basement with nothing to do but wait and
watch. Jimmy allowed no one to help him but Mr. Ellis. The sheriff
looked at his watch every five seconds and sucked his teeth.
"Right on schedule," Jimmy kept saying. "We’re right on schedule
here."
After thirty minutes of fuss with the cords, electrodes, and sponges,
Mr. Ellis at his side, Jimmy produced a snarl-clotted strand of
Christmas lights that snagged and jerked forth in installments
from the recesses of the carpetbag. Despite the sheriff’s obvious
disgust, Jimmy insisted on untangling the lights, and Mr. Ellis
helped with that, too, as well as he could. The tiny cords and
bulbs defied his thick fingers.
He wondered why he of all people should be so nervous, as fidgety
as a boy who knew nothing of death. The answer came readily: He
wasn’t in charge. This was a younger man’s show.
One of the deputies, chasing a roach, kicked some boxes, and Jimmy
jumped as if shot. All the more reason for calm, Mr. Ellis decided.
He tried to sort lights with the fewest, most economical motions.
Once the lights were plugged into the chair, both men stepped
back, and Jimmy threw the switch, again with that disconcerting
crash. Everybody but Jimmy and Mr. Ellis jumped. There was a whine
like a fury of bees, but the lights didn’t respond.
"The chair’s broke," someone whispered.
"Shoot," Jimmy said, yanking the switch back down. "Hang on a
second." He fumbled through the lights. His shirt rode up as he
squatted, and Mr. Ellis looked away. "There," Jimmy said. "Just
as I thought. Loose bulb."
"Jesus God," the sheriff muttered.
This time, when Jimmy threw the switch, the lights twinkled red
and green.
A deputy said, "Well, ho, ho, ho."
"Be quiet," the sheriff said.
Jimmy announced: "The lights show that two thousand volts are
passing through the chair." He cleared his throat and added, in
a more normal tone: "In some states, the law says you got to say
that. Seems sorta silly to me."
"Well, we appreciate knowing it," the sheriff said. "It’s a comfort
to us. Can we bring him in now, Mr. Simpson?"
As he stooped to help Jimmy dampen the sponges yet again, Mr.
Ellis slipped a jawbreaker into his mouth. A sour ball this time.
Fiery hot. He heard the chains clinking down the stairs, the steady
murmur of obscene patter. Childress entered, surrounded by six
deputies. Handcuffed, trussed, and chained, he could walk only
with short, sliding steps.
"Look at me shuffle along," he was mumbling as he entered. "Just
call me Sambo. Just call me Rastus. Gimme some watermelon and
put me on tour with Walcott’s Rabbit’s Foot Minstrels. All singing
all dancing all colored all the time. Don’t be feeling my ass! I ain’t one of your grab-ass
deputy girlfriends!"
His nonstop mumbled diatribe was his only sign of resistance as
the deputies removed the fetters and held him down long enough
for Jimmy to secure the straps.
The sheriff called out, "Childress, you change your mind about
wanting a preacher?"
"You change your mind about being white?"
"All right, then," the sheriff said. "Mr. Simpson?"
As Jimmy tugged the hood down, Childress noticed the lights. "Damn,
it Christmas already? Come sit on my lap here, boys and girls! Come tell Santa what
the fuck you want him to bring you!"
Childress’ thoughts were a thick oil coiling about Mr. Ellis’s
arms, slowing him. He fought free of them, and continued to work
quickly. Now Jimmy looked wide-eyed and pale. Mr. Ellis glanced
around. No one else was within fifteen feet of the chair. Mr.
Ellis murmured:
"The creed."
Jimmy nodded. As he worked, he began to whisper the words, in
English. Mr. Ellis whispered along with him, in a tongue that
was old when the forward-thinking Dr. Guillotin ran his thumb
along the edge of a cleaver, and mused; old when a translator
in James I’s employ bore down on his stile to write, "Whoso sheddeth
man’s blood, by man shall his blood be shed," and smiled, pleased
by the rhythm; old, indeed, when the Babylonian king had a list
of capital crimes chiseled onto a seven-foot pillar of basalt,
to the glory of the sun god Shamash.
I am neither judge nor jury.
I am their instrument,
Their right hand,
Their Will given life.
"Santa got some chicken in his pockets for you," Childress called.
"It’s gone fry up real good. Come on over here and bite Santa’s chicken leg one time!"
I am the blade,
The rope,
The gun,
The chair.
How the membership had debated that addition!
I am methods now shunned
And methods yet unknown,
But methods only.
"Hey, these fellas be chanting and shit! You white people got some strange-ass mumbo-jumbo, you know that?"
What I do, I do without anger,
Without malice,
Without clumsiness or delay,
Without the infliction of needless suffering,
Without thought of personal gain.
The only sounds in the room were Childress ranting, Jimmy and
Mr. Ellis mumbling to one another, and the sounds of their work:
water being dipped, sponges being wrung out, leather sliding,
and buckles clicking into place.
And with awe and reverence
For the door that I open
And for the door that I close
And for the citizens whose Will
I enact,
Whom I pledge to serve
Faithfully and obediently
And heedless of self
Until this my sad duty
Shall cease to be.
"Take off this hood! I said, take off this hood! It’s you white folks that wears the hoods in this country, don’t you know that? Didn’t your daddy tell you nothing? I said, take off this hood!"
I am neither judge nor jury.
I am their instrument,
Their right hand.
As they spoke the last line, they looked at each other:
God, too, be just.
"How many of us you gone kill?" Childress shouted. "How many of
us you gone be able to kill? How many?"
Jimmy and Mr. Ellis now stood beside the switch. The generator
hummed behind them. Jimmy’s hands darted about the control panel,
checking relays. Then he turned, looked at the sheriff, mouthed
the word: "Ready."
The sheriff nodded. Jimmy turned back toward the chair, took a
deep breath, and, with one eye on the voltmeter, gripped the switch.
"Hey, Mr. Cracker," Childress said.
No one said anything. Jimmy was motionless.
"Lynch me good, Mr. Cracker! Lynch me good so all the niggers can see. Keep all the niggers down."
Jimmy remained motionless, but Mr. Ellis saw a nerve jump in his
jaw.
Deputy Hooper yelled: "Shut up, Childress! Shut up or I’ll–" He
caught the sheriff’s eye and faltered.
The black hood pulsed as Childress jeered. "Ha ha ha! Or you’ll
do what, asshole? What the fuck you got left to do, you dumb shit? I ain’t studying ’bout you. This is tween me and Mr. Cracker and his magic fusebox, haaaa
ha ha!"
"Simpson," the sheriff hissed. "End this! Simpson!"
Mr. Ellis forced himself to look away from Childress. Jimmy had
let go of the switch. He stared at his hands, rubbing them together
as if warming them. He turned to Mr. Ellis and whispered:
"I can’t."
"What’s wrong, Mr. Cracker? Can’t get it up today?"
In Mr. Ellis’s head was a clear picture of a Negro suspended from
a tree, eyes bulging, mouth filled with–
Focus, old man. Focus.
Forcing Childress’ thoughts aside, Mr. Ellis asked Jimmy:
"Why not?"
"Because I want to."
Mr. Ellis blamed himself. If he had not been here, had not insinuated
himself into these proceedings, Jimmy would have done his duty,
however provoked. Yet here was Mr. Ellis, a relic, a meddler,
a damned nuisance. The conscience of the guild, he was sometimes
called. As if a conscience was what Jimmy needed. Was what anyone
needed.
"Please," Jimmy whispered.
"They’s a lot more where I come from, Mr. Cracker! A whole hell of a lot more! You can’t
kill all of us!"
Enough. Mr. Ellis’s duty was clear. "I understand," he said. He
looked down, reached out with arthritic slowness, and gripped
the switch.
The red rubber was clammy from Jimmy’s sweat, and surprisingly
inconsequential, compared to the ax-handle levers Mr. Ellis was
used to. He feared breaking it. He found himself leaning on it,
and made himself stop. He closed his eyes, took a deep breath,
blanked his mind. He opened his eyes and looked at Jimmy, who,
tight-lipped, nodded once. God, too, be just.
"Hey, Mr. Cracker–"
There was no resistance as he shoved the switch forward.
Childress lunged.
One last image flashed into Mr. Ellis’s head, gone so quickly
it didn’t register. Consciously.
The strap yanked even tighter across Childress’ chest, held him
an inch or two from the back of the chair. He kept straining forward,
belly bulging, arm muscles ropy. Something sizzled. Upstairs,
a phone began to ring. Childress had kicked with both feet at
the first jolt, and now his heels were about a half-inch off the
floor, trembling. All the straps held. The keening of the current
increased in pitch. The flesh of Childress’ arms flared dark red.
Beneath the hood, he began to gurgle. His knees, imperceptibly
at first, made as if to knock together, but even as they jerked
more violently, the gap never closed. The phone kept ringing.
A soft Southern voice counted Mississippis. Childress’ left ankle
began to spark. His fingers were outstretched. Smoke wisped from
the top of his head. The phone stopped in mid-ring. The gobbling
rose and fell. "Five Mississippi," Jimmy said, fingertips brushing
Mr. Ellis’s hand. "Half power." Mr. Ellis pulled back, and Childress’
limbs relaxed. The sparks and smoke ceased. His arms darkened
to normal. At thirty Mississippi, Jimmy tapped Mr. Ellis’s hand,
murmured, "Full power." Childress jerked forward, straining anew.
There were three more cycles of Childress rising and falling.
Then Jimmy placed his hand atop Mr. Ellis’s, and together they
inched the switch down to a thousand, to five hundred, to one
twenty-five, Jimmy’s hand forcing Mr. Ellis’s to slow down, to
twenty-five, to zero. Childress sat motionless. The smell was
of hot tires and sewage and beef.
"Is it over?" someone asked.
"That’s for the doctor to say." Jimmy let go of Mr. Ellis’s hand
to look at his wristwatch. "A little more’n two minutes. That
ought to’ve done it."
The sheriff voiced Mr. Ellis’s thoughts. "What the hell was that
phone call? Who went to get it? Was it Nat? What the hell was that phone call?"
"Doc, you better hold on a second," Jimmy said. "Wait up."
Stethoscope in hand, the doctor stopped a few feet from the chair.
"Why wait?" he asked, frowning. "Why prolong the poor nigger’s
miseries?"
"That poor nigger’s miseries ended more’n two minutes ago," Jimmy
said, "and right now, the body he left behind is running about
a hundred and thirty-eight degrees. I wouldn’t be in a rush to
touch him right yet."
The stairwell door crashed open and Deputy Nat stepped through,
scratching his ear. He seemed in no hurry to speak. He looked
surprised to see everyone staring at him.
"What’s that smell?" he asked.
"For God’s sake, Nat," the sheriff said. "Who was it on the phone?"
"Oh, the phone," Nat said, and laughed. "You’ll love this one,
Sheriff. It was old Miss Curry, Miss Adele Curry. Wanting to know
when the execution was gonna be."
Mr. Ellis expelled his breath. Voices started up all around. The
sheriff mopped his face with a handkerchief.
"I told her I was sorry ma’am, but I couldn’t give out that information,
and she said she only wanted to know because she thought the power
might cut off when it happened–"
"Nat," said the sheriff.
"–and she was planning to bake her a funeral cake and she didn’t
want it to fall, and I told her there wouldn’t be no loss of power,
and she wanted to know how come that was because whenever the
McClellands next door turned on their radio her parlor lights
got dim–"
"Your family’s gone be eating that funeral cake," said the sheriff,
"if you don’t hush up."
"Yes, sir."
One of the witnesses, a shiny-headed bald man who was pale around
his black mustache, asked: "What was that gurgling sound? Oh,
Jesus! That was plumb awful."
"Air in the lungs," Jimmy said. "No way to avoid it, really."
He passed his hands over Childress, a few inches from his body,
as if molding him from the air. "Oh, you could try and watch the
rise and fall of the chest, I reckon, to time the current just
right, but what’s the point? That wasn’t Mr. Childress talking,
anyway. He was dead before you ever heard that sound."
The man did not look reassured.
Jimmy stepped back. "Ought to be okay now, Doc. Go on ahead."
"Phew, what a stink!" the doctor said. "Hadn’t the boy taken a
dump this week?" He held the stethoscope just above Childress’
chest and reached with his other hand for the shirt buttons. He
jumped back with a cry. His stethoscope bounced off the rubber
mat to clatter onto the concrete.
The sheriff was beside him. "What’s wrong?"
"He shocked me!"
"He what?"
The doctor rubbed his hands, eyes wide. "Like in the wintertime,
when you go to touch a radio knob and a spark jumps out at you.
Whoo! Lordy!"
"Are you hurt?"
"No, no. Scared me, though." With a grunt, he stooped and picked
up the stethoscope.
With an index finger, Jimmy poked Childress on the shoulder, then
jumped back. "Damn! It’s true. Never had that happen before."
The deputies had not come within yards of the chair since carrying
it in the night before, but now they crowded around. "Let me touch
him." "Me, too!" "Ow! I’ll be damned! Feel of him, Earl." "Me
next."
Jimmy tried to push them away. "Hey, now, boys, step back, please,
step back and let the doc do what he’s got to do. Come on, now.
He ain’t officially dead yet. Come on, now."
"Sparks jumping out like he’s got a battery in his britches! Ow!
Ain’t that something? Ow!" Now the witnesses were joining the
crowd.
The sheriff had been frozen, mouth open, face red and swollen.
Now he bellowed: "God damn it, what’s got into y’all? Come away
from there! A bunch a younguns would have better sense than you
men got!"
The doctor squirmed his way through the melee, feinting with his
stethoscope. The sheriff cursed and roared, grabbing men by their
shoulders and pushing them away. Jimmy, angry now, was in Deputy
Hooper’s face: "You think I don’t know my own job? Huh? Is that
what you think?" The deputy squared his shoulders, rolled something
from cheek to cheek.
Mr. Ellis stood alone, his hand still gripping the switch.
He looked down at it.
For a moment he pictured Childress lunging forward one more time,
scattering the crowd, showering sparks. His hand tightened on
the switch.
Then the doctor called out: "Gentlemen, I hereby pronounce William
Childress dead."
Mr. Ellis let go of the switch, closed his eyes. Childress hung
below him, pendulous, weighty, dignified. Hands reached up to
steady him, to receive him. As Mr. Ellis sawed, the rope blossomed,
strand by strand. Childress dropped away. Thus lightened, the
scaffold rose and floated free.
* * *
On Friday night, the deputies had unloaded the truck in a silence
broken only by grunts and muttered oaths. On Saturday morning,
they talked and joked constantly as they hauled and lifted. A
few townsfolk stood and watched, but nothing like the insistent
crowds of the day before.
The tarp was a struggle. An overnight break in the weather made
for a nice day, with temperatures in the low 80s and a gusty breeze
that beat the Mississippi flag overhead like a rug during spring
cleaning, but the same breeze kept seizing the tarp and threatening
to yank it and its handlers clear to Perdition, as Jimmy put it.
By the time Jimmy tied the last rope, it was nearly noon. Jimmy
and Mr. Ellis shook hands with the sheriff and with a few of the
more gregarious deputies.
"Boys," the sheriff said to the deputies, "thank you for all your
hard work and dedication. I hereby declare you all off duty!"
The deputies whooped and laughed and started walking off, in twos
and threes. Several unhooked their badges and put them in their
shirt pockets.
One deputy told another, "Darla don’t like no metal rubbing against
her bosoms."
To Jimmy and Mr. Ellis, the sheriff said: "Gentlemen, I thank
you. Is there anything else we can do for you here in Andalusia?"
Mr. Ellis was glad to see that Jimmy, too, could take a hint.
"No, sir," Jimmy said, sliding the fat envelope into his pocket.
"I appreciate it."
"Thank you for the hospitality," Mr. Ellis said.
"Thank you. Safe travels to you both. Mr. Simpson, we’ll see you next time."
They watched the sheriff walk back to the courthouse door. He
had an oddly prissy gait, short-stepped and hurried. Rather than
cut across the grass, he went first to the left and then diagonally,
as the sidewalk dictated. The click of his heels was audible all
the way. He entered the courthouse without turning or waving again.
"He’s glad to be rid of us, ain’t he?" Jimmy said.
"Oh, he’ll be glad enough to see you again. Eventually."
Jimmy put one foot on the running board of the truck, pulled a
handkerchief from his pocket, wiped his hands. "Mr. Ellis, I ain’t
had the nerve to talk to you about what happened in there this
morning."
"The equipment performed flawlessly," Mr. Ellis said. "You said
so yourself."
"You know what I mean," Jimmy said. "He was in my head again,
Mr. Ellis. Nearbouts the whole time. I saw things–things I don’t
ever want to see again. And I hated him for it. That’s why I did
what I done. I mean, what I didn’t do. Oh, hell."
Mr. Ellis nodded. He had pondered for some time, as he watched
the deputies wrestle the chair into the truck, what his parting
words to Jimmy would be. He had made his decision. The board might
disagree, but this was a field emergency, and in field emergencies,
as far as Mr. Ellis was concerned, he was the board.
"I know what you didn’t do, Jimmy," Mr. Ellis said. "You didn’t
pull the switch. You didn’t hide your feelings. You didn’t lie. You easily could have, but you didn’t. In handing me that switch, you upheld the
highest principle of the guild. And now I want you to do something
else for the guild."
Jimmy stuffed his handkerchief into his pocket, squinted at the
sun. "Quit, I reckon."
"No!" Mr. Ellis seized Jimmy’s arm. "No, Jimmy. You misunderstand.
The guild needs men like yourself, brave and principled men. What if this business
were left to others, to men who weren’t so brave and principled?"
He let go, stepped back. Jimmy rubbed his forearm. "What then? Well. We need to know that the next generation is in good hands.
I need to know that. That’s what you can do for the guild. Go on
with your work, with your principles. Reassure us."
Jimmy squinted into the sun. "I didn’t think you exactly saw eye
to eye with the way I did things, Mr. Ellis."
Mr. Ellis shrugged. "I am a man of my time, and my place. You
have your equipment, I have mine." He rapped the fender with his
knuckles. "Do your work, Jimmy, with the equipment you know best.
You have the guild’s support, and mine."
He extended his hand. Jimmy shook it.
"Thank you, Mr. Ellis."
"I’m pleased to have met you, Jimmy."
"Likewise, Mr. Ellis." Jimmy swung up into the cab, slammed the
door. The impact made the side windowpane rattle and fall askew
in the frame. "Damn it all," Jimmy said. He shoved the pane down
and leaned out. "Good thing the chair’s in better shape than the
truck! Give you a lift someplace? Oh, right. Sorry. Well, I hope
to see you soon, sir. Maybe we can work together again."
Mr. Ellis smiled and
Eyes wide the preceding Mr. Ellis said Please for the last time
leaned his head back and looked up
said: "Perhaps so, Jimmy. I would have every confidence in you."
Jimmy nodded, smiled, and cranked the truck. After a five-second
tubercular rattle, the engine coughed to life. Jimmy revved it.
The exhaust pipe vibrated and spat like a tommy gun. Gas fumes
filled the square. Jimmy put the truck into gear and lifted his
hand in a wave that turned into a salute as he drove away. Mr.
Ellis lifted his hand, too, in a wave that turned into a futile
attempt to ward the truck’s flatulence away from his face. Some
of the people on the street waved at the truck as it passed, but
most went along their business without even a glance, as if it
were no more interesting than the chicken truck that roared into
the square a few seconds later, scattering feathers. In moments,
the gutters were white and soft with down.
Mr. Ellis picked up his valise. At the curb, he waited for a Ford
and a mule-drawn buggy to pass, and then crossed the street, tipping
his hat to a well-upholstered lady in white lace and to a thin
colored girl in gingham who walked behind her holding out a parasol.
On the opposite sidewalk, Mr. Ellis first turned to the right,
then changed his mind and went left, parting in two a surge of
children who rushed past him so fast and noisy and dirty that
their age and sex and race were indistinguishable. He climbed
the three steps to the porch of Blackburn’s General Store, where
an old colored man and a grey-flecked hound both studied him.
"Good morning," Mr. Ellis said.
"Morning," the old man replied. "Say . . ."
Mr. Ellis paused, hand on the knob. "Yes?"
The old man leaned forward, overalls bunching at the waist. He
had one clouded eye. "You that English feller, ain’t you?" he
asked in an ancient, trembling voice. "The one that came to watch–to
watch old Childress go home. Ain’t you?"
A small town indeed. "That’s right," he said.
The old man glanced about, whispered: "How was he at the end?
Won’t nobody say. Was he peaceful-like? Did he go easy? Did he
make his peace with the Lord?" Mr. Ellis said nothing, and the
old man’s face spasmed. "Oh, now, please sir, don’t lie to a old
feller what ain’t done you no wrong. Tell me the truth. Did he
put aside his hateful ways at the end?"
What harm would it do? Mr. Ellis nodded and murmured: "Yes, he
did. He repented, and asked forgiveness, and went in peace."
The old man studied Mr. Ellis’s face for a long time, then began
to smile. He sat back, crossed his legs, and pulled a pipe from
his pocket. "Did he, now?" he asked, striking a match on his shoe and lighting
the bowl. "Did he, now? Old Willie Childress?" He nodded and puffed, began to cackle with laughter, still looking
at Mr. Ellis, his good eye dancing. He no longer sounded old.
"Yes, that’s likely, ain’t it?" he chortled. "Ain’t that a good ’un, to tell the old nigger? And you tells it so well, too! Tells it like you was born here!"
He was still cackling as Mr. Ellis entered the store, his footsteps
changing from hollow thumps to solid thuds as he crossed the threshold.
At first, he could see little in the relative dimness, but after
he blinked and strained for a few seconds, the sausages and clothes
and pots hanging from the ceiling and the crates and cans and
sacks piled in the floor began to resolve themselves. He glanced
toward the coiled shapes on the hardware wall, disregarded them,
and focused instead on the shaving mugs and brushes cluttering
one of the glass countertops. As he walked toward them, someone
said:
"Morning."
Startled, Mr. Ellis replied automatically: "Good morning." It
was the little headache man, who was no longer lying on the hardware
counter but on the household-goods counter, quite near the shaving
implements. As Mr. Ellis leaned over to peer through the glass,
he could smell the mud and leather of the little man’s shoes.
"I’m not in your way, am I?" asked the little man.
"Not at all," said Mr. Ellis.
" ’Cause if I am, I’ll move."
Arrayed beneath the countertop, nestled among an artful snarl
of leather straps and carrying cases, were a half-dozen fully
extended straight razors.
"Hey, I talked to you yesterday, didn’t I, mister?"
"Yes, you did," said Mr. Ellis, without looking at him. "How is
your headache today? Better, I trust?"
"Head’s a good bit better, thank you kindly for remembering. But
don’t even ask about my sciatica. I got such a throb in my sciatica, I can’t
even tell you. That counter over yonder’s better for my head,
but this one’s better for my sciatica, don’t ask me why. I don’t
question the Lord’s ways His wonders to perform."
The longest blade, at nine inches, looked as if it could mow crops.
To get a better look, Mr. Ellis slid aside a shaving mug that
depicted a straw-hatted Negro boy holding up a fish on a line.
"But I done took me a Goody’s, and that’ll be kicking in rectly.
Goody’s don’t advertise it’s good for sciatica, but it is. Goody’s good for everything."
"I’ll have to remember that," Mr. Ellis said. "May I buy you a
Coke today?"
In the burnished steel, Mr. Ellis could see his dulled outline
and the sweeping blades of the ceiling fan.
"No thank you, sir, I just did open me one. Ain’t hardly stopped
fizzing good. I ’preciate it, though."
Once, the preceding Mr. Ellis, in an expansive mood, had taken
his young assistant to dinner at a French restaurant in Montreal,
where the reflected pulse of the ceiling fan in the overly polished
silverware proved so distracting that the assistant laid his napkin
over them. Groping for conversation, the young man studied the
menu and finally said: "The snapper sounds good. What do you recommend,
Mr. Ellis?" The older man gasped and knocked over his water glass.
Pale and wide-eyed, he glanced about, then leaned across the darkening
tablecloth to whisper: "For God’s sake, man, no names in public!
Do you want a riot on your hands? Think of my position, please!"
Please Eyes wide Mr. Ellis said Please for the last time leaned
his head back and looked up at his successor who lifted the razor
and drew it once across to the right and intended to draw it once
again across to the left but found that wasn’t necessary and jumped
back as the old man’s head lolled leaving the younger man alone
in the shabby farmhouse kitchen to hear a cow past milking low
across the highway and hear the flood on the linoleum become a
patter and then a drip in counterpoint to the faucet and while
hearing these things the younger man mumbled Without anger Without
malice Without clumsiness or delay Mumbled at first and then spoke
aloud and then spoke loudly the creed taught him by the older
man who had trained him well and then when he was ready passed
on to him the duty so that Mr. Ellis who taught Mr. Ellis also
became first client of Mr. Ellis and Mr. Ellis left Mr. Ellis
and his darkening tablecloth and turned up his coat collar as
he stood atop Mr. Ellis’s back porch steps blew into hands smelling
of Mr. Ellis’s soap and shivered in the cold that came early to
Mr. Ellis that fall and never fully left God, too, be just.
Someone with a deep voice cleared his throat, and Mr. Ellis looked
up to see the two store owners standing behind the counter, gazing
at him not with hostility, but not with friendliness either. The
man had his hands clasped behind him and a spatter of gristle
on his apron. The woman was screwing on the head of a porcelain
doll, a foot-high bride. As the fit at the neck tightened, the
painted eyes slowed, then grated to a stop, and they, too, gazed
at him.
The man with the apron asked, not unkindly, "Can we help you with
anything, sir?"
Mr. Ellis cast one final glance at the longest razor. What workmanship!
What efficiency! He looked up, smiled. "No, thank you," he said.
"Not today." |