CHAPTER 5 JIM HAD MORE THAN A MONTH OF ACCUMULATED LEAVE TIME coming and he took it. He wanted to go someplace with the feel of hot sand under his bare feet and the smell of sea in the breeze. He wanted to forget about space and about Raoul Pen ard and La Chasse Gallerie; he wanted to forget about the old Canadian poems and songs, and about Mary Gallegher. Above all, he wanted to forget what she had said the last time they had talked. Instead he wanted to fill his mind with wine, women and song. But he lied to himself. So he went off, relying on sand, salt-smelling breezes and the touch of women to burn all he wanted to forget out of his mind. He went to a place in Baja California called Barres de Hijo and signed in at a resort there. It had everything he was looking for, including charterboat fishing for sailfish and tar- pon. It also-or rather the resort hotel he stayed at-had a - swimming pool at which he met a fellow vacationer named Barbie Novak, who did fit his ideas of beauty and liked him even better when she found out he was one of the Frontier Guard pilots, on leave. The days and nights, consequcndy, wuc a p~aant blur with Barbie for a companion, until she had to go home; and following that there was a girl named Joan Takari. But morning after she had left he found himself lying alone on the beach, hoping she had gotten home all right; and he could not remember her face. So instead of looking around for more women to compan- ion him, he took to sitting and walking by hinself, lying on the beach and listening to the waves or seated up on the rocks ovedooking a part of the shore that had no beach, watching the surf crash on the blue-black boulders below in white foam. It was not, he concluded, that he wanted to live forever. But nonetheless Mary's words from their last meeting stuck in his mind. In a way they had taken the place of the emptiness inside him-which was still there, but was now like a dark cavern into which a small aperture had broken, letting in a single ray of light. He had dreamed of space and wanted it from the first time he had realized it was out there-which was earlier than he could remember. All his life had pointed him at it. It was his arena in which he could do something... something of lasting effect. What he would do and how he would do it, he had no idea. But he was like someone who dreams of a much-wanted place, in a mountain so far off it was like a blue cloud on the horizon of his babyhood, but always there, day after day. And one day he had started to walk toward that mountain. He had had no idea what roads led to it, what waited for him along the way, or how he would find his path and keep from going astray. But he had been determined to keep head- ing toward it until he reached it; and then he was determined to find on it the place of which he dreamed. It was a case of just always going forward. That way he could never go wrong because all roads led there eventually. All roads, in fact, were one road as long as he kept searching-the Forever Road, he had named it in his mind. So, he left the resort one morning and went back to the Base, to his duty station, in the mountains outside Denver. When he checked into the Bachelor Officers' Ouarters, he found a phone message waiting for him from General Mollen. "As soon as you get in, call me," the message read. He did so, and, after a ceitain length of time got put through to the general. "Well," said Mollen, "and how was the fishing?" "Good, sir," said Jim. "I meant to stay longer, but I found I got filled up sooner than I thought, on time off. I want to get back to work." "Glad to hear it," said Mollen. "And I want to talk to you about that. So why don't we have dinner at the Officers' Club tonight?" What does a major say when a general invites him to din- ner? "Thank you, sir.'I'd appreciate that. When, sir?" "Nineteen hundred hours. Meet you in the bar." "Yes sir. Thank you." Jim had bet himself that the general would be at least fif- teen minutes, and perhaps as much as an hour, late. But he, himself, was at the Officers' Club fifteen minutes ahead of the time set, just to be on the safe side. It was a busy part of the day for the bar, and the lounge which held it was full. Jim was lucky enough to get a stool on the curve of the horseshoe- shaped bar that was farthest from the lounge entrance, from which he faced not only that entrance, but beyond it the front door of the Club. "Good to see you again, Major," said the sergeant on duty behind the bar. "You, too, Lee," answered Jim. T'hey knew each other; but that particular veibal exchange was routine between the bar- man and anyone who flew the Frontier, since none of the pilots who did that ever knew for sure that they would see the Club again. "Ginger ale," said Jim. "On the rocks." "Coming right up, sir." Jim sat, sipping the ginger ale, and watching the entrances to the Club and the lounge, for Mollen. Jeremy Tickler, who also captained a Wing on the Frontier and had gone through final training with Jim, came by. They fell into shoptalk. But it was at exactly 1900 hours that the entrance door opened and Mollen came through. "-Excuse me, Tick," said Jim, interrupting the other. "Here he is now. I'll see you again, soon." "We shall wish," said Tickler, who was a little drunk, but who had been told by Jim about the latter's dinner with the general. Tickler lifted his glass to Jim as Jim departed to in- tercept Mollen. He caught the general just outside the door of the lounge. "Oh, you're already here. Good," said Mollen, changing direction. "In that case, let's go right into the dinitig room." He led the way to the dining room entrance, where the mess attendant on duty took them to the quiet table in a corner that was of course waiting for the general and his guest. "I'll have a bourbon. A single-mash bourbon, no ice, no water, no soda, no anything," said the general. "Yes sir," said the mess attendant and went off, to return with the drink himself in a few minutes. A waiter was at his heels. "We don't want dinner just yet," Mollen said. He looked over the attendant's shoulder at the waiter. "Come back in about twenty minutes." Attendant and waiter departed. "Well, here's to the hope the fishing was good," said Mol- len, lifting his glass. Jim drank with him, politely. They talked fishing until they were halfway through the general's second bourbon; and by the time the first one had been finished, Jim was beginning to be pretty sure that for some reason Mollen was stalling. However, there was nothing much he could do about that but wait for his superior to get to the point. "-There's Mary Gallegher," the general interrupted him- self midway through the second drink. He nodded across the dance floor, which the dining area surrounded. Jim looked and saw her, just as Mollen had said. She was with some major Jim did not know who was wearing the ai- guillette, or dress shoulder cord loopod through one epaulet, that marked him as an aide to some high-innking officer; and the two of them were just sitting down at a table at the dance floor's edge, in plain view. "She's got a working area of her own on Base here, with La Chasse Gallerie and a staff of her own," said Mollen. "Yes sir," said Jim. They looked away from Mary and her companion and back across the table at each other. 'There's a lot of politics involved in it',' said Mollen. He drank from his glass. "Ever have much to do with politicians, Jim?" "Happily, sir, they're above my range," said Jim. "Don't be so sure," said Mollen. Below the still-dark halr on his round head, his bulldog face was somber. "Dealing with them's supposed to be above my range, too. But the fact is every one of us is affected by what they do to the Service, generally. In this case, the fact we've got Mary and her lab, as it's called, here on Base is all a matter of politics." "Is that so, sir?" He had not known anything about Mary and a lab. He was being more polite than anything. It seemed to him the general was still just making conversation. "Yes, that's so. And it's something that concerns you and me, particularly," said Mollen. "They raised hell with me when they discovered I'd let you go off on leave. Luckily, they were ready to listen when I said that it might attract more attention to call you back, suddenly, than it would be to let you come back in your own time. I didn't think you'd stay much longer than you did, anyway, knowing you." "Yes sir," said Jim, not understanding this at all. "Well, I was right. You're back safely and now you're here, I'm afraid you're going to stay here. If you go off Base from now on, it'll be with a couple of Secret Service types riding shotgun on you." Jim stared. "Can I ask the general why?" "I told you. Politics. It just happened that the Chasse Gal- lerie came home through the North American Sector of the Frontier. That makes Raoul Penard and all the potentially valuable scientific possibilities of his existence in the metal of his ship a piece of property belonging to this oontinent. It also makes him, it, Mary Gallegher- and you-items of consid- erable potential value to our partners who guard the other Sec- tions of the Frontier. That is, if they know about him yet-but the general feeling is that if any of them don't by flow, they will shortly. Also, the general feeling among those few whe know about this is that there's too much at stake to take any chances at all. There's the possibility of immortality which Mary may have mentioned to you-or at least a lifetime that isn't dependent on a body that can wear out. But beyond that, there's unlimited possibilities of having ships and other things that don't have to take into account the necessity of being designed to protect the life of a breakable human inside them, white they maneuver at high accelerations." He took a swallow from his glass. "The war with the Laagi," he said, "may have brought all the nations of Iit~ into alliance, but the national rivalries are still thiere, and the business of looking forward to a day in which they'll find themselves competing, once again. So you're all under special guard from now on." "But all I did was listen to Penard when we escorted him back." "And saw his ship. And heard him again after he got here. And had Mary Gallegher riding with you, in which case some of her educated understanding of the nature and possibilities of Penard may have iubbed off on you. No, Jim, the people up top, the politicians up where decisions like this are made, have decided you're under wraps from now on; and under wraps you're going to be." "But I can go off Base, if! want to, as long as some Secret Service people go with me?" "I didn't say that," Mollen answered. "In fact, I'mnot so sure you'll be allowed off under any circumstances, unless it's for something like going to Washington and reporting to the higher-ups; or something of that nature." "I see, sir," said Jim gluraly. "Brace yourself," said Mollen. "So far I've only shown you the tip of the iceberg. Not only are you going to be re- stricted in the matter of leaving the Base, your movements and contacts are going to be restricted here on the Base, too. From now on you live in special quarters in that lab of Mary's I was talking about, just as she and her staff does; and during your waking hours I'll be keeping you under my eye, since I'm personally responsible for you. "But you can't ride with me when I take the Wing out to the Frontier, sir," protested Jim. "It'd be ridiculous, having a general riding as gunner. These people up top you talk about can't expect anything like that." "They don't," grunted Mollen. "I'm not going to join you; you're going to join me." It took a long moment for the implications of this remark to sink into Jim's mind. When it did, he stared at the older man. "Sir? You mean-you can't mean I'm grounded!" "That's the size of it," said Mollen. "Beginning tomorrow morning you move into an office at my headquarters and be- hind a desk as Chief of Section." "But sir," said Jim, "there has to be some other way of working this. I'm a ship man. I don't know anything about a deskjob. Can't I-" But Mollen was not listening. His gaze was roving the room as if in search of a waiter. There was no waiter to be seen, but in a minute the mess attendant had abandoned his customary post by the entrance to the room and come hurrying over. "Oh, Sven," said Mollen. "I'm sorry to bother you with this, but would you just step across to Mary Gallegher-you know who she is? Good. Ask her if she'll join us for a few minutes. We won't keep her long. Tell her that." "Yes, General." The mess attendant went off. They could see him talking to Mary Gallegher, and a second after, both she and her escort pushed their chairs back and got to their feet. "Damn it, I don't want her hound dog, too!" said Mollen. But the major with the aiguillette was simply being polite. As Mary started across the empty dance floor toward them, the major sat down again. Jim and Mollen got to their feet in turn. Mary came up and they all sat down. "Jim, here, just got back from leave," said Mollen to Mary. "I've been telling him he's going to be housed with you pec- pIe from now on and ride a desk as Chief of Section. Of oourse, Jim, we'll be making you a colonel while we're about it." "If you don't mind, sir, I'd rather stay a major," said Jim. "Still dreaming of getting back with your Wing?" said Mollen. "Don't worty, if the chance comes, we'll send you back as you are, even if you're the only lieutenant colonel-led, five-ship Wing on the Frontier." "Thank you, sir," said Jim. But his mind was really not on what the general had just said. He was looking at Mary, who was wearing a light blue cocktail frock with irregularly shaped chunks of aquamarinelike earrings under her reddish blond hair. The combination became her. She had a good body and Jim found himself once again up against the fact that she was simply not his type of woman. It was just that rectangular face of hers, with its straight bones and her blue-green eyes seemed always to be challenging the world, including him-even when there was no apperent reason. She was looking tired, though. "I take it you've been busy," he said to her, for something to say. Mollen had caught a waiter at last and was sending him off for a duplicate of the glass of white wine Mary had been drinking with her major. "We have," said Mary. "But we're set up now and things are moving. I won't be bothering you too often, but from time to time there'll be parts of the work we'll want to bring you in on, if that's all right?" "It'll be all right," said Mollen. "More than that, he'll be glad to get away from that desk." "How's Raoul?" asked Jim. "Still happy to be back, I think," said Mary. "He doesn't talk as often, anymore, but that's because I think what's left of him in that ship spends most of its time dreaming. You see, we don't have the whole man-I should say we don't have the mind of the whole man, but just the part that wanted so badly to get home. That's one of the things our work's turned up. It isn't necessarily a matter of the whole mind being transferred to something inanimate-" She broke off. The waiter had just come up with her glass of white wine. "Thank you." "A pleasure, ma'am." "... You see," she went on, "what we seem to be coming to is the beginning of a theory that could explain a lot that's been part of folklore for centuries, but generally put down to superstition. The poltergeist phenomenon, for example, and haunted houses... that sort of thing." "Tell him why," said Mollen. She glanced around. "It's a little public..." "Don't worry. This corner's clean and it's in a scrambler zone. Anyone even three feet from us would hear our voices, but not be able to make out what we're talking about. Also notice the empty tables around us, and the ones beyond that with just one or two officers at each of them, sitting with drink5 instead of food. Believe me, we're covered; and I want him to learn this before he steps into that Aladdin's cave of yours. "If that's what you want-sir." The "sir" was a slight,af terthought. Clearly, Mary had not yet acquired an automatic use of military manners. "You see, Jim, we established one thing just by Penard's existence in that ship-the fact that the mind can have an existence away from anything material; though its instinct is to find something material as a vehicle if it can." Jim nodded. "But our discovery since then's a blockbuster. It's that the mind, existing separately, doesn't have to be the complete mind. The mind'll go to almost any extremes normally rather than leave the body it first grew in, from the first spark of consciousness in the womb to a full-fledged, unique human or animal individual. In fact, it'll go right up to the point of dying with the body, ordinarily, rather than leaving it. But under certain overwhelming, particular stresses, it or a part of it will leave an intolerable situation. Is what I'm saying mak- ing sense to you?" "You mean do I follow you?" said Jim. "I do." She made a little grimace of discomfort. "Please...?" she said. "Goddamn right!" said Mollen. "Cut out the prickly busi- ness, Jim. We've no time or place for that anymore. "Yes sir m sorry," said Jim to Mary. "I really am. I don't know what gets into me sometimes. Go ahead. I'm in- terested, as well as ready to listen." "It's most important you understand," Mary said. "I was using the poltergeist phenomenon as an example. Most polter- gism has been tied to young females. It's been checked in a number of cases and pretty well taken for granted in the others that the girl causing such phenomena was unhappy. No one I know of ever found a way of measuring how unhappy." "I'd heard or read something like that," said Jim. "Well," she said, "Raoul's case gives us a new slant on what might be happening in the case of poltergeist activity if it actually is caused by unhappy, pre-adolescent girls. According to what we've found with Raoul, one possibility is to assume that it's not the whole mind, but just a portion of it, that breaks loose from the rest under the strain of what, to the person involved, is an intolerable situation. This part that breaks loose, not being a full mind, is-effectively-crip~ pled. It reacts like a mindless animal, or like an insane person, simply reacting to whatever triggers it. That's only a guess and it may be completely wrong. "But it'd make sense," said Jim. "The same theory could even be pushed to help explain certain types of insanity in general," said Mary. "But that's way out on a limb, and not what we're concerned with first and foremost, which is duplicating the Penard phenomenon. The problem with Raoul is that there's absolutely nothing in the way of previous work or speculation to build on. The most we can find to stand on is the fact that, as his case proves, the human mind's not only able to exist apart from the body; but it can bond to and control material objects. Whether it controls them directly or by means of their own machinery, is a pure guess." "You mean, whether Raoul's dead mind drove his engines, or he just pushed it through interstellar space by mind-power alone?" "Maybe he was able to do both," said Mary. "Actually, in Raoul's case, there seems to be some evidence he used his mind alone to move the ship where he wanted. Particularly on the last stages of the trip home, that ship had no ability left to drive itself mechanically. By the way, I wish you wouldn't talk about Raoul as if he was dead. To me, he certainly isn't; or to anyone working with me. "All right," said Jim. "You mean, it's not all right at all," said Mary, on what sounded very close to a note of exasperation "When you set your jaw like that and look nobly at the ceiling, I know ex- acdy what you're thinking. I tell you it's important that those of us working with him-and you're going to be one of those from time to time, though we'll try to disturb you as little as possible-don't think of him as dead, at all; any more than we go around thinking of ourselves as particularly alive We're just in one state. He's in another." "He's not a whole mind, I thought, according to what you said," murmured Jim. Nonetheless he was embarrassed. "Sorry again, though. I'll make a point of thinking of him as a living person, all the time, from now on." "Good," she said. "We'll all appreciate that." "What exacdy," asked Jim, "are you likely to want me to 56 do? I was saying to General Mollen that I didn't know what use I could be." "We don't know-yet," she said. "What we're going to be doing is flying blind, trying out first this theory, then that one. On some of the theories we may need your help to test them. For example, one of the things that seems to be deeply in- volved with what happened is Raoul's literal love for his ship. Would you say you loved your AndFn'nd. Jim?" The question was asked in a tone that was almost too seri- ous. "Like a sailor loves his ship. You bet," said Jim. "Possibly even a little more, since AndFriend's peactically an extension of my own body when we're out in space together. Maybe it's almost like loving your own dog. Haven't you ever done any- thing like that, Mary? Loved the first bike you ever owned or some pet you once had." "No," said Mary. "Loving a piece of machinery sounds almost a little abnormal; and I never was much for having a pet, let alone loving one." "You said you need me to test these theories?" Jim asked. "Yes." "On Raoul?" "On Raoul. Possibly on you, too, as a sort of control su~ ject since you seem to respond to your ship very much the way he did to his. We can compare reactions and hopefully dis- cover something." "I thought you said he doesn't talk as much nowadays. Will he answer when you speak to him?" "We think so, somefimes," Mary said. "It seems to depend on whether what we ask ties in to what he's thinking-or dreaming-about at the time. Sometimes we can rateate a sort of ship~on~the-Frontier situation for him, and that helps us to get through to him and get his cooperation. You may be able to help us in that area." "I'll do what I can, of course." "Well, you're due to have dinner; and we haven't had ours yet, either," said Mary. "What about if when you finish, you come over and get me and I'll take you tlrrough the lab we've set up?" "Fine," said Jim. "Very fine," said Mollen, "because if no one d.c is, I'm starving to death. We'll be ordering right away, Mary. Why don't you come over when you're through with your own meal, because my hunch is we'll be finished frst." "All right, if you think that'd be better." She rose, and they got up with her. She went back across the dance floor and they sat down. The waiter, who seemed to be hovering in the wings, was with them almost as soon as they were reseated. After Jim and Mollen had eaten, they talked for about half an hour, while Mary and her escort finished their own meal across the dance floor. Happily, it was a weekday night and no band was playing, so that the floor stayed empty and the view clear-though Jim suspected that something would have been organized to let them know how dinner was going at the other table if the dance floor had been full of dancers. At any rate, after a hit. Mary sat back from her plate, said a few words to the major across from her and got up. She came across and got Jim, and together they walked down the lit streets of the Base and over a few blocks into its older section. She stopped at one of the older office buildings, a four- story structure of wood, rowed with tall windows, with only a few of them lighted, and one equally tall wooden door, which Mary now unlocked. Here, they were away from mosi of' the street lights, and it was possible for Jim, when he looked up for a moment before going in, to see the stars over the mountain peaks on this cloudless night. For a second the thought of space tugged at him with a poignancy that was a stabbing pain. Then he fol- lowed Mary into the lighted interior, and the door closed be- hind them. The room they stepped into was tiny and brilliantly lit. No, it was two rooms; for even its small space was divided, front to back, from beside the entrance to beside a door in the back wall by a floor~to-ceihng transparency behind which was a single desk, a single chair and a single sergeant with holstered sidearm. The feeling of closeness was increased by the bright light, the lowness of the ceiling and a faint smell of varnish. "Credentials, ma'am? Sir?" The voice of the sergeant came at them through some speaker system in the roof overhead. Mary fished in the large tan handbag slung by a strap from her left shoulder and pro- duced two silver-colored identification-type cards complete with pictures. "Thank you, ma'am. Sir." The door in the farther wall swung open. Mary handed one of the cards to Jim before leading the way farther into the building. "Here, you'd probably better keep that with you from now on." Jim took it. The picture on it was the same as that on his regular Base ID. He tucked it in his wallet as he went after her through the door, which closed behind them. They stepped into an area which to Jim, at first glance, seemed enormous. To his surprise, the wooden front wall of the building, and presumably the side walls also, had been backed by a four-feet thickness of concrete blocks solidly ce- mented together, so that the effect was like being in some enormous cavern. Lights at some distance from each other were burning thee stories overhead, reinforcing the illusion of vast, empty space. To Jim's left was a chunk of the building still divided into rooms and offices, so that it looked like a tower built inside the cave and going up the full four stories of the original structure. Inside here, all of these enclosed spaces had lights on within them but no sign of people. Mary reached out to the wall beside her and touched it. The existing illurtunation was suddenly reinforced by a blaze of lights in the open cavern area, not only at the third story level of those now burinng, but also now at ceiling level, a story higher up. The increase in brightness was so intense that for a mornent Jim's eyes were dazzled and he saw nothing. Then, looksng up, he became aware that in the fourth story of space of the open area hung all sorts of cranes and heavy slings; and the reason for reinforcing the walls became obvious. Support would be needed if instruments like these were going to lift the sort of loads they had been designed to lift. But it was when he looked down again, at the vast open space of the floor, that he rtacted. Because there sat not only La Chasse Gallerie, the ship that literally now was Raoul Penard, but beside it another ship that he recognized at first glance. "You've got AndFriend here!" It came out of him as an exclamation that was magnified by the echoes of the large open space into a shout. "Of course," said Mary. "Your ship's also part of every- thing that's concerned with our rescue of Raoul. In a situation where we don't know anything, we work with anything that could possibly help give us a key." Jim went unthinkingly toward AndFnend and laid a hand flat on the polished curve of her nose. "Is she taking good care of you, baby?" he whispered, too low for even the echoes here to make it audible to Mary Gal- legher's ears. He thought he felt reassurance from the metal he touched. He turned to look at La Chasse Gallerie. In contrast with her interior, nothing had been done to repair or even clean her up, outside. "I suppose," he said over his shoulder to Mary, his voice sounding loud in the stillness in spite of his conversational tones, "you didn't want to risk touching Penard's ship any more than you had to. It looks the way it looked when we first saw it, out beyond the Frontier." "Yes," said Mary. She had drawn close until she stood only a step from him and his ship and only half a dozen steps from Raoul's. "We had to take some very small lab samples so we'd have something to work on. Otherwise it hasn't been touched." An intense longing suddenly gripped him to sit once more in AndFriend's command chair. He had not seen his ship from the moment of landing with Penard's vessel alongside here at Base. He had tried to get to her half a dozen times, and been turned back with the excuse that AndFriend, like La Chasse Galierie, was off-limits until it had been thoroughly checked out by all those departments from Intelligence on down who felt they might have something there to check. In the same moment he thought he caught a glimpse of something, there and almost instantly gone again, in Mary's eyes as she watched him. What it could have been, if in fact it had not been something he had imagined, he could not tell. It might almost have been a look of pity, except that there was no reason for Mary to look at him that way, and in fact he was not sure she was capable of feeling that particular emotion. But the longing to sit in the pilot's corn-chair again had put hirn in movement even as he was noticing this. He swung about, walked three steps down AndFriend's side and laid his hand on the operating button of her entry port. "I'll have a look inside while I'm here-" "No!" said Mary, so sharply that he stopped in spite of himself. He swung around to face her. "It's my ship." "I'm sorry," said Mary. "But it's part of the red tape-you know how these things are. It hasn't been released for entry by anyone but me and my staff." She smiled a little sadly at him. "I'm sorry," she said-and she really sounded as if she meant it. "You know. Orders." But the Frontier pilots were not book people. if they had been, most of those who had lived would have died before this. "Orders may be orders," he said lighdy, turning back to the button, "still-" "Still, you'll obey them!" said the voioe of Mollen harshly, and Jim swung around again to see that not only the general, but also either the sergeant at the entrance or his double, had together come around the nose of La Chasse Gallerie. Jim's hand fell helples.~ly at his side. "I came by to see if you could use a ride back to the BOQ," Mollen went on to him. "You'll be moving into the resident wing in this building tomorrow, but tonight you might as well be in a bed you're used to." "Thank you, sir," said Jim. He looked at Mary. "If Mary's finished showing me around... ? We'd just got in here.... "I'm afraid there's not much more I can show you, any- way," Mary said. "All the labs are locked and most of the people out of them at this hour. I just thought you'd like to see where your own ship and Raoul's are being kept." "I appreciate it," said Jim to her. He turned to the general. "Thank you again, sir. I'll come right along." "Good," said Mollen. He turned and led the way to the entraice and into the street outside. It was so dark by contrast that for a moment Jim could hardly naake out Mollen's limousine, floating just above the pavement, a step ftom the door. Mary had not fol- lowed them out. Mollen gestured and Jim followed him into the back seat. "Bachelor officers' Quarters, Building Kl47," Mollen told his driver. They moved off. "For God's sake," the general said after a bit, breaking the silence as they drove toward the part of the Bane where the unmarried officers were quartered, "don't look like you're going to be shot. I promise, I'll get you back into space, eventually." Jim looked up, hope waking in him after all. "It actually is a promise, sir?" he said, and held his breath: "It's a promise," grunted Mollen. "The only one who'll stop you from getting hack into space will be you. But you'll have to stick it out, meanwhile." "I'll stick," said Jim.