The insecurity has bottomed. Shoots of optimism are sprouting in an infertile soil of pessimism and cynicism so old it’s almost religion. Like the robins coming north on Old Earth, there are signs of spring. Rose and Throdahl are laying formal plans for predations upon any female not stoutly haremed. Others are harkening to their ritual. We haven’t heard this stuff for over a month.
I’ve begun to realize there may be women out there myself. I get hard just visualizing an hourglass. I’ll make an ass of myself first time I run into a female.
All part of the Climber game. I understand they have Shore Patrol on hand when a Climber disembarks. Just to keep order.
The Chief remains convinced of our impending doom. His despair retards the growth of optimism. The ship is, he claims, in the hands of an infantile, cat-mannered fate. These glimpses of escape are being allowed us only to make our torment more exquisite.
He may be right.
I’m sure the Commander secretly holds the same view. And Lieutenant Varese would agree if he and the Commander were speaking.
The Engineering Officer is behaving like a five-year-old. How did such a petty man get cleared for Climber duty?
Headed home. Man and machine, everything falling apart. Enemy intervention may not be necessary to our destruction. Home is still a long fly, to be made alone.
Command turned down our request for a mother rendezvous. No explanation. Our request for a CT tanker was denied, too. Again, no explanation. That’s scary. Hard to believe that somebody in Command wants us dead.
Throdahl says, “It stinks like a ten-day corpse at high noon. They could at least give us excuses. Some pudsucker just doesn’t want us to make it.” He sings the same song every few hours, like a protective cantrip.
He doesn’t stop making plans. They all continue. They have faith in the Old Man.
“Here it is, Commander.” Throdahl has been hunched over his board for half an hour, awaiting the response to our latest plea. The Commander asked for a rendezvous with a stores ship—or anyone willing to share their victuals. Is that an unreasonable request? Meals are pretty bleak these days.
“Request denied,” the Commander says softly. He takes a deep breath, obviously controlling his temper. I meander over and read the full text. Its tone says we should shut up and leave Command alone.
I smack fist into palm. What the hell is with those people? We’re in a bad way.
Fisherman blurts, “It doesn’t make sense!” We’ve had two days of silence from Command. “They always try . . . now they don’t even say, ‘Sorry.’ ” Even he lusts for a solid planet beneath his feet.
The Commander has commenced gravity drills despite the fuel shortage. Regular exercise is mandatory.
I catch Yanevich alone. “Steve, I have an idea. Next instelled beacon, report me dead. See how the dominoes fall.”
“Sheer genius!” He roars. “Yeah. Probably a ton of stuff published that they wouldn’t want you to recant. But shit . . . ”
He pauses thoughtfully. “It won’t do. You aren’t the reason. Too late for that anyway. They know you’re the healthiest son of a bitch aboard.” At a hair above a whisper, he adds, “Don’t pin tails on devils. Not yet. It’s an act the Admiral does. Got to hate somebody in this goddamned war.”
“Uhm.” Actually, Tannian’s system is due only a few complaints. The Admiral is playing on a big chessboard, for stakes more important than any one Climber. How can you fault him? He’s managing admirably for a man who started with nothing.
“But how long will I stay healthy?” I’m in my hammock, talking it over with Fearless. Other hammock space is available, but I’ll stay where I am. I don’t have to share.
Fred seems none the worse for wear, though he’s lost weight. Poor Fearless. He doesn’t know any better. The Climber is his whole damned universe.
Gaunt he is, but he’s not going hungry. He makes out like a bandit. He’s the ship’s most talented moocher. This is just a diet for him. A dozen soft-hearts slip him nibbles from their rations.
Were it not for the generosity of manned beacons, we’d be subsisting on Kriegshauser’s famed water soup.
Hungry days. Hungry days. But we’re getting closer to home. Distance can be a balm as soothing as time. Even Throdahl no longer mentions Johnson’s Climber.
Can there be a more powerful indictment of the Climber experience? A year ago these boys would’ve been stricken by any violent death.
What are we making of ourselves?
Sometimes there’s a niggling fear. What will become of the survivors?
There will be survivors. And, no matter how bad it looks from here, the fighting won’t last forever.
What becomes of those whose entire adult lives have been devoted to war? I’ve met a few who came in right at the beginning. They know no peacetime service past, can foresee no other future. War is their whole life.
I adapted to civilian life—barely. I didn’t have to endure years of life-and-death pressure before I went outside. I think that will be an important factor.
If, as some experts predict, the war lasts a generation, there’ll be big trouble when this ends. A generation will see warfare as the norm.
Kriegshauser draws me back from an imaginary era where whole fleets turn on the worlds they’ve been defending. “This isn’t the fourteenth century,” I mutter.
“Found something for Fearless,” the cook says. He massages a tube of protein paste with thin, pale fingers.
“Something you had squirreled away?”
Kriegshauser grins. ‘The cook knows where to look for the overlooked.”
“You traitor, Fred.” The cat has deserted me. He’s purring around Kriegshauser’s ankles. “Judas.”
“His only allegiance is to his stomach, sir.”
“Only loyalty any of us have when you get to the narrow passage.”
“Laramie says we might be home day after tomorrow, sir.”
“Haven’t heard anything that definite. The Old Man is playing them close to his chest.”
“But Laramie would know, sir.”
“Maybe. I think it’ll be longer than that.” I can’t raise the subject that brought him to me. He’s let it slide a long time. I forgot about it. I have no answers.
Eight men died. I sort of hoped one would be his nemesis.
Like most young men, I’ve experimented. I find homosexual relationships too alien, too sterile . . . I can’t picture Kriegshauser being attractive to man or woman. Beyond being unwashed, he’s the ugliest man I’ve ever met. His pursuer must get off on the bizarre.
Beauty is in the eye, and so forth. And the cook has personality, as they say. He’s a likable rogue.
“My problem . . . have you thought about it?”
“A great deal,” I lie. “Have you? You know where the leak was?” Kriegshauser is an insecure, dependent-type personality. He wants decisions made for him. He will, if he survives the Climbers and the war, make Navy his career. The Ship’s Services assignments draw people who need secure, changeless niches.
While in the bombards I encountered a nonrated laundryman who hadn’t been off ship for thirty years. Approaching compulsory retirement, he was a bundle of anxieties. He committed suicide when his waiver request was denied.
Navy was his family, his life. He had nowhere to go and nothing to do when he got there.
Kriegshauser shrugs. He doesn’t want the burden of decision.
Why help a man who won’t help himself? “You don’t seem that interested in getting off. Any special reason you won’t tell me who it is?”
“I’d just rather not, sir.”
“Don’t want to make him mad?”
“I guess.”
“What did you expect me to do?”
“I don’t know, sir. I just thought . . . ”
“This way I can’t do anything. You’ll have to work it out yourself. You can cut his throat, give in, or call his bluff.”
“But . . . ”
“I’m not a magician. I can’t push a button and give you three wishes.”
I’ve had no luck identifying the culprit, though I admit I haven’t looked hard. The obvious bisexuals aren’t the blackmailing type. (Homosexuals are screened into segregated crews.) Their dalliances are matters of convenience. Eliminating them, the dead, and myself leaves a lot of possibilities.
Not that I care, but it’s got to be somebody who wants to stay in the closet. An officer? Piniaz or Varese, maybe?
The first- and second-mission men are out. And anyone who maintains an obvious friendship with the cook. Reasoning the possibilities down to a half-dozen is easy. But the exercise is pointless.
“Look. This guy has something to lose. Everybody does.”
“We’ve been so busy . . . “
I control my temper. “See me tomorrow. After you’ve thought it over. You have to do more than wish.”
“Okay.” Kriegshauser’s disenchanted. He does want magic.
“Come on, Fearless. Back up here. Where’d we leave off? Yeah. How do I stay healthy in Tannian territory?”
Command wouldn’t really get physical. But messengers of exposé have vanished into Psych detention before. That happened to the man who tried breaking the Munitions Scandal, didn’t it?
I’ve developed a certifiable paranoia. Comes of being an outsider. “Know what I should be doing, Fred? Instead of playing pillow? Duplicating my notes.”
Fearless is used to my maunderings. He ignores them. Pushing his head against my hand, he demands another ear-scratching.
I wander into Ops. They’re busy, busy, busy. Especially Fisherman. Heavy traffic outside.
We’re in norm. Carmon has the display tank active. Four blips inhabit it. Three are red. He’s singing bogey designator numbers in the middle thirties.
The Commander hasn’t ordered general quarters. Pointless. I’m the only man who missed the first whiff of danger. I’ll never make a Climber man.
Our neighbors aren’t interested in us. In norm, coasting, powered down to minimum, we’re hard to see.
“Doubt they’d bother us if they did spot us,” Yanevich says. “They’re after bigger game.”
“How long to make it, this way?”
“Our inherent is high.” He grins. “Maybe only six or seven months.”
“One hundred ninety-six days, fourteen hours,” Westhause volunteers.
“A long haul when the cupboard is bare.” Still, we’re close as spatial distances go.
“Yeah,” Yanevich says. “I’m sizing up that drumstick of yours.”
“What’s going on out there?” I have a notion already. I don’t like it.
“Shit, man, I don’t know .” He looks a little grim. “There’s always traffic around Canaan, but not like this. They’re everywhere.”
“Not just a training exercise?”
Yanevich shrugs. With enough falseness to say he knows an answer he can’t tell. “We’ll slide in. Mini-jumps when we can get away with them. Into the inner belt first. Some emergency stations there they haven’t found yet.”
“It’s going to take a while, then.”
“Yeah.” He looks bleak. He’s begun to realize what it means to be Commander. “A while. Look. Tell that cat-loving cook to turn loose if he doesn’t want to be on the menu himself.”
It’s getting to him. He’s changing. “You hear that, Fearless?” The cat followed me here. “Fang him on the ankle.” To Yanevich, “I really think he has. Scraped bottom, I mean. He’s talking about water soup.”
“He’s always talking about water soup. Tell him I’m talking cat soup.”
“Change the subject.” I’m hungry. Generally, food is fuel to me. But there’re limits. Water soup!
Throdahl and Rose—O Wonder of Wonders—have found a new subject. The feast they’re going to have before cutting their swath through the splittail.
“Looks like our probability coming up, Commander,” Westhause says. “Good for a program three.”
I glance at the tank. Just one red blip, moving away fast. There’re no dots on the sphere’s boundary, indicating known enemies beyond its scope.
Program three, I assume, will bite a big chunk off the road home.
The Old Man says, “Give me one-gee acceleration. Stand by for hyper.” He turns, growls, “Anything shows, I want to know yesterday. Capiche, Junghaus? Berberian?”
Evidently we’re slipping through a picket zone.
“Steve, you going to use your seat?” Yanevich shakes his head. I seat myself. Fearless occupies my lap. The Commander arrests my attention. Amid the disrepair, stench, and slovenliness he nevertheless stands out. His apparel is dirtier, more tattered, and hangs worse than anyone else’s. He’s a haggard, emaciated, aged young man. His wild shapeless beard conceals his hollow cheeks, but not the hollow eyes that make him look like a corpse of twenty-six haunted by a century-old soul.
Maybe twenty-seven. I’ve lost track of the date. His birthday is sometime around now.
His eighth patrol. He has to survive two more, each with Squadron Leader’s added cares. Pray for him . . .
He won’t be able to handle it. Not unless this next leave is a long one. He has to put Humpty together again. Maybe I’ll stay awhile. Maybe he can talk off the ship.
I don’t think he’s been eating. He’s more gaunt than the rest of us, more dry and sallow of skin. We all sport psoriasis-like patches. He has a splash creeping up his throat. Scurvy may turn up soon, too.
The veins in his temples stand out. His forehead is compressed in pain. His hands are shaky. He keeps them in his pockets now.
He’s on the brink, going on guts alone. Because he has to. He has a family to lead safely home.
I understand him just a little better. This patrol has been the thing too much, the burden too great to bear. And still he drives himself. He’s a slave to his duty.
And Yanevich? The shoulders being measured for the mantle? He knows. He sees, understands, and knows. In Weapons much of the time, I’ve missed many of the turning points in his growth, in his descent into a terror of his own future.
But he’s young. He’s fresh. He possesses a soul as yet unconsumed. He’s good for a few missions. If the Commander breaks, he’ll step in. He has enough left.
“Time, Commander.”
“Jump, Mr. Westhause.” The Old Man’s voice hasn’t the resonance or strength it once had, but is cool enough.
Westhause. Our infant-genius. Silent, competent, imperturbable. A few more patrols and he’ll be First Watch Officer aboard some moldering, homecoming Climber, staring at a burned-out Commander, into the burning eyes of his own tomorrow. But not now. Now he sees nothing but his special task.
Throdahl has enlisted in the conspiracy of silence. At long last he has exhausted his stock of jocular denials of loneliness and fear.
Chief Nicastro clings to a structural member, his eyes closed tight. He remains convinced of his fate.
Laramie’s insult bag has come up empty.
The computermen mutter on, making magic passes over their fetish, communing with the gods of technology.
Berberian, Carmon, the others—they wait.
In his gentle way, Fisherman is trying to intercede with his god, on behalf of his friends. He prays quietly but often.
Only Fearless is living up to his name and the reputation of the Climbers.
That cat is the all-time grand champion. He’s done more Climber time than any other creature living. It bores him now. He wriggles onto his back, athwart my lap, thrusting his legs into the air, letting his head dangle off my leg. From his half-open mouth he trails a soft, gurgling feline snore.
A complete fatalist, Fearless Fred. Que será, será. Till it does, he’ll take a nap.
What’s happening below? Yanevich has sealed the hatches.
“Contact,” Fisherman says. “Bearing . . . ”
“Drop hyper. Secure drives, Mr. Varese.”
I’m becoming a fatalist myself. I can do nothing to control my future. It’s just a ride I have to take, hoping the luck will go my way.
What point to the Old Man’s tactics? The ship has gone her limit. Soon we won’t be able to take hyper for fear of not having enough fuel to make it home.
“Commander, we’ve gone below one percent available hydrogen,” Varese reports. “It’ll take a lot to fire her up again.”
“Understood. Proceed as instructed, Mr. Varese.”
The Engineering Officer no longer argues. He’s given up. The Commander won’t be swayed.
Even he has to admit that we’re past the point where protecting a reserve makes sense.
What’s the meaning of one percent? Fuel for two days at maximum economy? After that, what? How long till emergency and accumulator power fail? Fisherman’s history suggests weeks. But his was a healthy vessel before being stricken.
The whole business has become disgusting. There has to be a limit!
The only real limit is human endurance, my friend.
Berberian and Fisherman warble contacts like songbirds in mating season. Galactic clusters of red and green blips fill the display tank.
“Goddamned!” Throdahl swears. “So goddamned close . . . We could walk it from here.” If they’d let us.
I glance at the tank again. There are gold pips in there now. We’ve reached the asteroid belt. One of the asteroid belts, I should say. Canaan’s system has two. The inner belt is slightly more than one A.U. outside Canaan’s orbit. The other lies in roughly the same range as that of Sol System.
Rose has to respond to his friend. “We’re going to get mugged first.”
“Can the chatter!” the Commander snaps. “Throdahl, signal Command. Homecoming. Idents. Status Red.” He turns to Westhause. “Astrogator, into the belt. Find an emergency base.”
The signal will tell Command we’re here and hurting, that we need help in a hurry.
I toy with the viewscreen, locate Canaan. The camera is erratic. Hard to keep in train. The planet shows as a fingernail clipping of silver. TerVeen is invisible. Maybe it’s behind its primary. The larger moon is a needle scratch near the planet’s invisible limb.
A lousy 170 million klicks.
I don’t think we’re going to make it.
Throdahl, who has been talking with Westhause, says, “Commander, got a response on station Alpha Niner Zero. Automatic signal. Looks like they’ve pulled the live crew.”
“Mr. Westhause?”
“It’s two million klicks off our base course, Commander.”
“Rose, see what it can do besides life support.”
Rose has the data up already. “Emergency water and food stores, Commander. Enough till this blows over if it’s fully provisioned.”
“This” is my earlier and correct guess. Rathgeber or the mauling of the convoy was the last straw. The gentlemen of the other firm have halted their assault on the Inner Worlds till they carve this Canaan-cancer out of their backtrail.
The camera shows the negotiations at a fiery pitch. Canaan’s moon is taking a pounding. Maybe staying out here would be smart.
In the grand view the situation represents a glorious milestone. We’ve stopped their inward charge at last. They’ll have to commit an inordinate proportion of their power to follow through here. Tannian’s Festung Canaan will be a hard-shelled nut. Maybe hard enough to alter the momentum of the game.
Tannian has gotten his way at last.
Knowing I’m on the fringe of a desperate and historic battle isn’t comforting. I can’t get excited about sacrificing myself for the Inner Worlds.
A wise man once said it’s hard to concentrate on draining the swamp when you’re up to your ass in alligators.
Tannian will be a hero’s hero. It won’t matter if he wins or dies a martyr. He’ll be immune to the darts of truth. What I write won’t touch him. No one will care.
“Anything from Command?’ the Old Man demands. There’s been ample time for a response.
Throdahl raises a hand placatingly. He’s listening to something. His expression sours. “Commander . . . all they did was acknowledge receipt. No reply.”
“Damn them.” There’s little heat in the Old Man’s curse. He doesn’t sound surprised. “Make for Rescue Alpha Niner Zero.”
Thrust follows almost instantaneously, lasts only a few seconds. Westhause is taking the slow road. We don’t dare leave too plain a neutrino trail.
Word filters through the ship. We’ll have something to eat soon.
Eight hours gone. After one brief hyper translation, there’ve been but a few slight nudges with thrusters, sliding round asteroids. Now Westhause cuts loose a long burn. He has to reduce our inherent velocity.
The Commander tells me, “Keep a sharp watch for a flashing red-and-white light. We may not recognize the rock on radar.”
“Range one hundred thousand, Commander,” Throdahl says.
“Very well. How long, Mr. Westhause?”
“Two hours till my next burn, Commander. Maybe three altogether.”
“Uhm. Proceed.”
I’m salivating already. Damn, this sneaking is slow work.
Burn complete. Closing with the Rescue station. I catch occasional glimpses of its lights, activated by our signals. “Commander, that rock is tumbling.”
“Damn.” He leans over my shoulder. “So it is. Not too fast, though. Time it.”
We ease closer. The asteroid isn’t tumbling as fast as I thought. It has several lights. A rotation takes about a minute. According to Berberian it’s slightly over two hundred meters in distance. It’s wobbling slightly as it rolls.
Closer still, I discover the reason for its odd behavior. “Range?” I demand.
“What?” Yanevich asks.
I have my magnification set at max. “How far to the damned asteroid?”
Yanevich snaps, “Berberian. Range?”
“Nine hundred thirty kilometers, sir.”
The First Watch Officer moves round behind me. “What’s the matter?”
“Something wrong.” I tap a big lump as it rolls into view. Yanevich frowns thoughtfully. The Commander joins us. I ask, “Can we bounce a low-power beam off that?”
The Old Man says, “Berberian. Shift to pulse. Chief Canzoneri. Link with radar. I want an albedo. Mr. Westhause, dead stop if you please.” He leaves us, monkeys into the inner circle.
We’re three hundred kilometers closer before Westhause gets all weigh off. The men exchange tense glances. Fisherman asks, “What is it, sir?”
“Can’t tell for sure. Look like there’s a ship on the rock.”
The Commander joins me. He says, “Radar albedo isn’t distinct. A dead ship doesn’t show much different from a nickle-iron asteroid.” He stares into the screen. It shouts no answers. “Wish we had flares.”
Yanevich says, “If they were going to shoot, we’d have heard from them by now.”
“Maybe. Open the door.” Standing in the hatchway to Weapons, he tells me, “Roll tapes.”
A minute later Piniaz lays twenty seconds of low-wattage laser on the asteroid. “It’s a ship,” I tell Yanevich. “Not one of ours, either.”
He leans over as I reverse the tape. “Not much of one.”
It looks like an inverted china teacup, thirty to forty meters in diameter. The Commander rejoins us. He looks puzzled. “Never saw anything like it. Route it to Canzoneri. Chief! ID this bastard.”
A minute passes. Canzoneri says. “That’s an assault landing pod, Commander.”
We exchange baffled looks. An assault pod? For landing troops during a planetary invasion?
“What’s it doing here?” Yanevich murmurs. He turns to the Commander. “What’ll we do?”
The Old Man checks Fisherman’s screen and the display tank. “Throdahl. Anything from Command?”
“There’s a lot of traffic, Commander, but nothing for us.”
The Commander contacts Weapons. “Mr. Piniaz, put a hard beam into that lump. Mr. Westhause, be ready to haul ass.”
Piniaz fires a few seconds later. Glowing fragments fly. Part of the pod turns cherry, then fades. The lander doesn’t respond.
Again we exchange glances. The Old Man says, ‘Take her in easy, Mr. Westhause.”
Two hours of increasing tension. Nothing from the pod or Rescue station. We’re now twenty-five kilometers out. The pod is obviously damaged. Its underside is smashed. It came into the station hard. Canzoneri says the impact put the spin on the asteroid. But we still can’t fathom what the pod was doing out here. It’s a long way from Canaan.
Apparently the pod crew came for the same reason we did. Both sides use the other’s Rescue facilities.
Westhause says he can match the rock’s tumble. It’ll be tricky work, though, till we can anchor the Climber somehow. I ask the Commander, “Why bother? Just suit across—at least till we know if it’s worth our trouble.”
He grunts, ambles off.
I look at Yanevich, at the Commander’s back, at the First Watch Officer again. Yanevich shows me crossed fingers. He too sees the disintegration the Old Man is holding at bay.
I’m worried about the Commander. He’s damned near the edge. He may go over if we fail here. He’s taking our failures on his own shoulders, despite the fact that the mission’s course has, largely, been beyond his control.
“Fifteen kilometers,” Berberian says.
Rose and Throdahl are exchanging speculations on the treasures the Rescue station may contain. I hear something about nurses. Throdahl frequently interrupts himself to repeat something he has overheard on his radio.
The situation is obvious. The other firm is trying to kick hell out of Canaan and our bases. News from the larger moon is depressing. Enemy troops have reached its surface.
“Looks bad, sir,” Chief Nicastro says. His face is pale, his voice a murmur. I can read his mind. What point surviving the mission if he goes home to die in an invasion?
How are they doing, getting at Canaan itself? Seems there’d be vast areas where they could put down virtually unopposed. Where I came in, say. All they’d have to do is crack a gap in the orbital defenses.
“Ten kilometers,” Berberian says.
The Commander asks the First Watch Officer, “Who do we have EVA qualified?”
“Have to check the personnel records, Commander.” Yanevich slides up to the inner circle, talks to Canzoneri. “Commander? Mr. Bradley, Mr. Piniaz, Mr. Varese, Chief Nicastro, DellaVecchia.”
“Who’s DellaVecchia?”
“That new Damage Control Third of Mr. Varese’s.”
“Who’s got the most time?”
“Mr. Bradley and Chief Nicastro.”
“The Chief hasn’t been outside since I’ve known him.”
“I’ll go, Commander,” Nicastro says. He draws a few surprised stares. The Chief volunteering? Impossible.
“I don’t want to send any more married men, Chief.”
“It doesn’t much matter, does it? It’s over for Canaan. Might as well be me. I’m used up. Mr. Bradley is just getting started.”
The Chief and the Old Man trade stares. “All right. Keep your helmet camera going. Open the hatch, there.”
“Five kilometers,” Berberian says.
I smile at the Chief as he passes. “Luck.”
“Thank you, sir.”
I turn back to the screen. We’re close now. The Commander has our maneuvering lights directed at the asteroid. Details stand out.
Big lump of nickel-iron, hollowed, with a carbuncle on its hip . . . The assault pod looks like it has gone through three wars. I still wonder what it’s doing here.
The Commander leans over my shoulder, says, “Uhm. Strange things happen,” and moseys toward Mr. Westhause, who is maneuvering to match the asteroid’s spin.
The rock keeps sliding off camera.
Chief Nicastro floats across a fifty-meter gap, lands lightly. His magnetic soles fix his feet to the asteroid. I’ve been evicted from my seat. The Commander himself has it. Yanevich and I watch over his shoulders.
Nicastro’s voice crackles thinly. “Lander or station first, Commander?”
“Lander. See if anybody survived. Don’t want you walking into a trap.” The Old Man pushes a button. He’s taping.
Throdahl says, “Incoming for us, Commander. Command.”
“I’ll take it.” Yanevich scrambles to the radioman’s side, watches while Throdahl scribbles. He returns, hands the message to me.
Command wants us to make a mother rendezvous at Fuel Point. In his wisdom the Admiral has declared that homecoming Climbers gather there and stay out of sight. If necessary, the mothers will carry us to Second Fleet’s base.
I pass the message to the Old Man. He glances, nods.
“Any reply?” Yanevich asks.
“Later. Depends on what happens here.”
He faces a split screen. On top we see the Chief from here. Underneath, we have what the Chief himself is seeing.
Nicastro circles the pod. It’s in bad shape. He peeks inside. The troop bay is jammed with torn bodies. She came in hard.
“Can’t tell if anybody got through it,” the Commander mutters. “Coxswains would’ve had better luck . . . Guess he has to go inside. Maybe they’ve been picked up already. Find an entry lock, Chief.”
Nicastro locates one a few meters from the pod. “What now, Commander?” His voice is taut and shaky.
“Go on in.”
“He should have backup,” I say. “We won’t be able to see what’s happening after he’s inside.”
“How are you at breathing vacuum?” Yanevich asks. His tone is hard, irritated. “We’ll give you the Commander’s pistol.” He wears a sneer. Maybe I should keep my stupid mouth shut.
The Chief cycles the lock and disappears. Half the screen gets snowy, vague. The Old Man mutters imprecations upon the ship’s designers. They could’ve given us a broader range of frequencies.
Tension builds. Five minutes. Ten. Where is the Chief? Fifteen. Why doesn’t he get on the station’s comm gear? Twenty minutes. They must’ve gotten him. Can we bluff them with our energy weapons? We can’t leave him here . . .
“Here he is, Commander,” Throdahl shouts.
“Put it over here.”
Nicastro’s voice croaks from a small speaker below the viewscreen. “ . . . you read?”
“Got you, Chief. This’s the Commander. Go ahead.”
“Nobody home, Commander. Somebody cleaned the place out. Fuel stores zilch. Medical supplies, zip. Ten cases of emergency rations. That’s it.”
I’m still recalling the inside of the pod. Almost as bad as the dropship at Turbeyville.
“Damn!” the Old Man says. “Bring what you can to the lock, Chief.” He turns. “First Watch Officer. Tell Command we can’t rendezvous. Insufficient fuel.” Back to Nicastro. “Any spare suits down there, Chief?”
“Negative, Commander. I can manage. Cases don’t weigh much. Gravity system is off.”
“Take care, Chief. Out.”
Yanevich returns with a note he passes to the Commander. Command says to stand by here. The Old Man looks disgusted.
Yanevich leans forward, whispers, “We’re not alone, Commander. There’s a weak neutrino source two hundred thousand klicks out at two seven seven, twelve nadir. I had Berberian bounce a pulse. Corvette. No IFF.”
“Relative motion?”
“Almost zero.”
“And powered down?”
“Yes sir.”
Of the air, softly, the Commander demands, “Why is she hiding?” He stares at the display tank. Nothing unusual happening there. “Chief? Can you hear me?”
No response. “Must be moving the rations,” I say.
“Brilliant. Here. Sit. Tell him what’s happening.” He slides out, moves toward Westhause. “Put us behind this turd relative to this new bogey. No need attracting too much attention.”
My gut feeling is we’ve been seen already.
Berberian calls down, “Commander, she’s powering up.”
I tell Yanevich, “Here’s a guess about where the pod came from. Our boys hit a transport on its way in, then shot up the pods when the troops bailed out.”
Yanevich isn’t interested. His gaze is fixed on the display tank. “Fits the known facts. A Climber attack, probably.”
I glance at the tank, can’t tell if anything is happening.
“She’s accelerating, Commander,” Berberian says. “Slowly.”
“Where’s she headed?”
“Angling across the belt, sir. Inward. She might’ve been headed here, then noticed us.”
“Getting any closer?”
After a pause, Berberian says, “Yes sir. CPA about eighty thousand klicks. Be a long time, though. Looks like she’s sneaking away.”
By getting closer? Well, maybe. If that’s what she’s got to do to reach her friends.
The Commander snaps, “Mr. Yanevich, go twist Mr. Varese’s neck till he gives you some accurate figures. Absolutely accurate figures, not what he wants us to believe.”
Nicastro reaches the lock with the first case of rations. I explain the situation. “It’ll be a long time before anything has to be decided, Chief. Up to you.”
“Be less efficient, sir, but I’ll bring the cases over one at a time. You’ll be sure to get something if you have to haul ass.”
“Right.” I relay his plan to the Commander, who merely nods. He’s preoccupied with the corvette. He’s worried. She isn’t behaving right.
After a time, he comes to peer over my shoulder. “What’s she doing?” I ask.
“Sneaking. Probably figures we’re a Climber. Must guess we’ve seen her. She should be crawling all over us.”
“Berberian thought she was headed here when she spotted us. Maybe she’s hurt.”
“Why didn’t she yell for help and stay put?”
She hasn’t yelled. Neither Fisherman nor Throdahl have detected a signal. “Maybe she’s hurt bad.”
“Maybe. I don’t trust them.” He stalks toward Westhause.
He has his second wind. His shoulders no longer slump. His face is less sallow, more determined. He has the antsyness of a man eager to act. Were we in better shape he’d jump the corvette just to see what happened.
Next time past he says, “Eighty thousand klicks is close enough for energy weapons.” He rolls away again, reminds Mr. Westhause to keep the asteroid between us and the sneak.
Chief Nicastro appears with a second case of rations. Glancing at the compartment clock, I’m surprised to see how long he’s taken. Time is zipping.
The First Watch Officer comes through the Weapons hatch. He has a metal case in his arms, a sheet of paper in one hand. The Commander peers into the case. “Pass them around.” He snatches the tattered sheet.
Yanevich hands me a ration packet. I laugh softly.
“Something wrong with it?” the Old Man asks.
“Emergency rations! This’s better stuff than we’ve been eating for three months.” I pull the heat tab. A minute later, I peel the foil and—lo!—a steaming meal.
It’s no gourmet delight. Something like potato hash including gristly gray chopped meat, a couple of unidentifiable vegetables, and a dessert that might be chocolate cake in disguise. The frosting on the cake has melted into the hash. I polish the tray, belch. “Damn, that was good!”
Yanevich gives each man a meal, then hands me another pack. They come forty-two to a case. He sets the last aside for the Chief. To my questioning frown, he says, “That’s for your buddy.”
Out of nowhere, out of the secret jungles of metal, comes Fearless Fred, rubbing my shins and purring. I heat his pack, thieve the cake, place the tray on the deckplates. Fred polishes his tray in less time than I did mine.
The Commander hasn’t quit staring at the sheet Yanevich brought. Now he passes it to me, heats his own ration pack.
Just a list of figures. Water, so much. Cracked hydrogen, so much. CT, fourteen minutes available Climb time . . .
I’ll be damned. That Varese is a classic. He swore we had no CT. And there’s twice the hydrogen he admitted was available. I look up. Through a mouthful, Yanevich says, “I twisted Diekereide, not Varese. Varese wouldn’t have admitted it.”
I raise an eyebrow. “Gets a little carried away, doesn’t he?”
“I feel better now,” the Old Man says. He tosses his tray into the empty ration case. Yanevich makes the rounds, cleaning up. We’re all doing our share of odd jobs. We have to take up the slack left by the departures of Picraux and Brown.
I can’t imagine how Varese is managing.
I seldom visit Engineering. Afraid Varese and I will get into it. We barely tolerate each other in the wardroom. I don’t understand it. We’ve no real cause.
Yanevich shakes me awake. He wears a pale grin. “Sleeping on station, eh?”
Of course. We all have for weeks. “I don’t think I could find my hammock anymore. Foreign territory. What’s up?”
“Corvette changed course. CPA fifty-five thousand klicks. Commander figures it means trouble.”
“Jesus. What’d we ever do to those guys?”
He grins. “They probably said the same thing at Rathgeber.”
“Yeah.”
“You’d better figure this scow is number one on their shit list. The Executioner is back . . . ” He pauses. Then, “Sometimes I think he’s a renegade.”
“What?”
“His style. He gets involved.”
“Uhm. How’s the Chief doing?”
“One more trip.”
I punch a few keys, pan camera across Canaan’s end of the sky. The big show is still smoking. “How?”
“The Old Man will think of something.”
Come on, Steve. Not you too. You’re a big boy. You’ll be the Old Man yourself your next time around.
The Commander joins us. He looks washed out again. “Real skyshow, eh? Berberian says the ’vette acts shot-up. Canzoneri agrees. Hyper generators and comm out. No missiles. Else they’d be climbing our backs. This’s a popular station.”
“Think they’ll leave us alone?”
“We look too easy to take.”
“She’ll be in best fire configuration in five minutes, Commander,” Berberian announces.
“Very well.” The Old Man visits Westhause, then Canzoneri. “Battle stations.” We’re on station already. He tells me, “Get the Chief back inside.”
Yanevich watches over Throdahl’s shoulder. The radioman has started logging the traffic he copies. The First Watch Officer selects some notes and brings them to me. Reading them is like painting by the numbers. A picture slowly appears.
The squadrons which attacked the convoy back when were very successful. So were two more which made a follow-up strike after the first three broke off. One note is especially interesting. “Commander, the Eight Ball did it again.”
“How so?” He seems only mildly intrigued.
“Brought home another six stars. Two red and four white.” Meaning she took out two warships and four logistic hulls.
“Uhm. Henderson is a good man.”
Down toward the Inner Worlds they’re trying something unique. Second Fleet is raiding Thompson’s System. The heavies are laying back, guarding a flotilla of mothers, tankers, and tenders from which the Climbers are jumping off. They’re even rearming in space. Interesting.
Wonder if we’ll have any Climbers left when the dust settles.
Nicastro is on. “Get your butt in here, Chief. Looks like trouble.” I watch him float over, steering the last carton of rations.
Damn, but I feel better. Amazing how a few cases can boost a man’s morale.
“Coming up to optimum, Commander,” Berberian says.
“Very well. Stand by, Mr. Westhause. Is the Chief in yet?”
“He’s at the lock, Commander.”
“Mr. Varese, get Nicastro inside.”
“Oh, damn!” Berberian snarls. “Commander, they faked us. Missiles launching. Flight of four.”
“Velocity to compute. Time till arrival, Canzoneri.”
“Aye, sir.”
“Feed to astrogation.”
Westhause surveys the compartment. His gaze meets mine. He smiles, returns to work.
I watch the four red darts streak through the tank. At one hundred gees they won’t be long arriving.
“Chief’s inside,” Varese announces.
“Ready, Mr. Westhause?”
“Ready, Commander.”
“Engineering, shift to annihilation.”
“Engineering, aye.”
We’re going to Climb? . . . That’s right. They ’fessed up to having some CT. But how much good can it do?
Canzoneri does the counting down. “Missiles arrive in thirty seconds.” Where did the time go?
“Can we do it, Mr. Westhause?”
“I have enough data, sir. If she doesn’t go hyper.”
“I don’t think she was lying about that. There’re enough drive anomalies to indicate bad generators.”
“Ten seconds,” the Chief computerman says. “Five . . . ”
Alarms hoot. I hear his three and two, then we’re going up.
Six minutes later we’re down again, so close the corvette fills my screen as the gun cameras lock. Lightning bolts span the gap separating us. At this range it won’t matter if her screens are up.
The Old Man laughs. “We lied to you, too, hunter-man. We had CT left.”
Red sores appear off the corvette’s flank. One, near her fly-eye bows, bulges outward, erupts. A shower of junk sprays through the gap.
Alarm. Ghost world again. The Commander is beside me. “Down to Weapons, boy. We got nothing but your toy now. Ito has to cool his beamers. Go for her drives. Come on! Up now. Go along.”
I hear him arguing with Westhause as I push through the Weapons hatch. Sounds like Westhause wants to run while we have Climb time left.
I fling myself into the seat at the cannon board. Piniaz has it warmed already. The target data is flowing. I break the arming locks, scan the compartment. Only Piniaz seems unperturbed. I flip to manual. I’ll do this myself.
Alarm.
Damn! I’m not ready!
There she is. The stars beyond her say we’re down opposite the flank we hit before. Targeting rings amidships. Fire and try to drag my point of aim aft. Holes on the moth’s wings. “Too high!” I shout. “Got to get under the wing.”
A beam licks out from the corvette. It passes between can and torus. The ship rocks. A stay member glows and parts. I send a burst into the beam mount. “Down, damn it!” We’re moving, but too slowly.
This is mad. We’re two pit bulls with broken backs trying to sink our teeth in one another’s throats.
More sewing machine holes along the side of the corvette. Gas escaping through some. Wing apparently rising. We’re actually dropping. Fierce glow round the corvette’s drive vents as she puts on power.
Stitching moving aft fast. Targeting rings traversing the heat vents, swinging back. Christ! I could reach out and touch her, we’re so close.
Red lights across my board. “Ammunition gone!” I shout. “Get out of here.”
Hyper alarm. Another beam from the corvette. Wham! Launch Three ripped off the torus in a hail of echoing fragments. Launch Three, that caused so much trouble after Rathgeber. Hope the accelerator path wasn’t breached. We wouldn’t be able to Climb.
Ghosting.
It lasts only a few minutes. Down we go. Cameras searching, hunting the corvette. What’s she doing? Coming after us? There she is. Two thousand some klicks. Accelerating . . . nova!
Damn! Must’ve gotten a few marbles into her fusor room. A weak, ragged victory growl runs through Ops.
I pile out of my chair, only now realizing that I didn’t strap in. No one closed the Ops hatch either. I scramble through, slam it.
Yanevich is waiting, grinning. “Damned fine sniping for a one-legged intellectual.”
I grin myself. “Yeah. Hey. Another red star for the Old Man.”
The Commander is hanging over Westhause’s shoulder again, looking gloomy. Berberian and Cannon are talking at once. Fisherman shouts something. “Enjoy,” Yanevich says. “The party’s just beginning.”