I took Lady out for a picnic. With a little help from my adopted daughters. In the vain hope that some sunlight and fresh air would make a difference when even Tobo’s best effort could not shake the enchantment holding her. According to the boy wizard I was supposed to consider myself lucky. If she had not been Lady, had been some ordinary person, she would have been long dead. He assured me this was not the spell that had claimed Sedvod and still gripped Soulcatcher. I could not see any obvious difference—except that Lady was getting no worse.
His best advice was to take my questions to the perpetrator once we found him.
The girls left me alone with my honey. I held her hand and rambled on about a thousand things: recollections, current affairs, hopes. I shared my suspicions and concerns about Tobo, too, which might have been dangerous since I had no idea what might be listening.
Nothing I did helped her even a little, nor did it seem to do me any good. I fought the good fight against despair.
A squeaky clean, thoroughly polished corporal from Hsien trotted up. “Captain’s compliments, sir, and could you come to the Palace? They think they may have located the Khadidas and the Daughter of Night.”
“Damn! Yes. I’ll be there as soon as I can. Tell them not to mess with anything. Tell them to be very careful. Those two are extremely dangerous.”
They knew that, of course. And Tobo would be right there to remind them. But repetition never hurts. Not when it helps get you through the deadly times.
Shukrat and Arkana came running. “What’s up?” Shukrat asked.
As I explained I reflected on how much better the girls were getting along. They seemed to have shed the conflicts they had brought into Captivity.
As we three got Lady ready to go back to my tent I asked Arkana, “Will you want to go home someday?”
“What?”
“Home. Where you were born. The world I used to call Khatovar. Do you want to go back? I think I could make it happen.”
“But it’s all destroyed.”
“Not really. The First Father and Nashun the Researcher said so, but that was just to excuse their cowardice.”
“I’m not sure I want to believe that.”
“Good. Excellent. That’s the way I want my kids to be. Skeptical. That’s the truth according to Shivetya. And I’m not a hundred percent sure of our demonic friend myself.”
“Why didn’t you ask me if I want to go?” Shukrat demanded.
“Because you don’t want to go. You just want to be where Tobo is.”
“That isn’t exactly a secret. It isn’t a crime, either. But I’m not bereft of my senses. You’ll sure never see me do some die-for-love kind of thing. If you guys do go, tell me. I’ll decide what I want to do then.”