Grumpy
Old Men
Something
like a flaming tiger burst out of nowhere. It leaped at Goblin. A shadow
drifted in from the side. It flicked something long and thin that looped around
the little wizard's neck.
One-Eye's
cane came down on Narayan's wrist hard enough to crack bone. The living saint
of the Strangler lost his rumel, which flew across the cellar.
One-Eye's
off hand tossed something over Goblin's head, toward the source of the tiger. A
ghostly light floated up like a wisp of luminescent swamp gas. It moved
suddenly, enveloping a young woman. She began to slap at herself, trying to
wipe it off.
Goblin
did something quick, while she was distracted. She collapsed. "Goddamn!
Goddamn! It worked. I'm a genius. Admit it. I'm a fucking genius."
"Who's
a genius? Who came up with the plan?"
"Plan?
What plan? Success is in the details, runt. Who came up with the details? Any
damned fool could've said let's go catch them two."
Both
men tied limbs as they nattered.
"Don't
hit him so hard. You want him to walk out of here under his own power."
"You
talking to me? What the hell you doing with . . . get your hand out of there,
you old pervert."
"I'm
putting a control amulet over her heart, you dried-up old turd. So she won't
embarrass us before we get her home."
"Oh,
yeah. Sure you are. But why don't I look on the bright side? At least you're
interested in girls again. She built as nice as her mother?"
"Better."
"Watch
your mouth."
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1
In
those days the Black Company did not exist. This I know because there were laws
and decrees that told me so. But I did not feel entirely insubstantial.
The
Company standard, its Captain and Lieutenant, its Standardbearer and all the
men who had made the Company so terrible, had passed on, having been buried
alive at the heart of a vast desert of stone. "Glittering stone,"
they whispered in the streets and alleys of Taglios, and "Gone to
Khatovar," they proclaimed from on high, the mighty making what they had
been so determined to prevent for so long over into a great triumph once the
Radisha or Protector or somebody decided that people ought to believe that the
Company had fulfilled its destiny.
Anyone
old enough to remember the Company knew better. Only fifty people had ventured
out onto that plain of glittering stone. Half of those people had not been
Company. Only two of those fifty had returned to lie about what had happened.
And a third who had come back to retail the truth had been killed in the
Kiaulune wars, far away from the capital. But the deceits of Soulcatcher and
Willow Swan fooled no one, then or now. People simply pretended to believe them
because that was safer.
They
might have asked why Mogaba needed five years to conquer a Company that had
passed on, squandering thousands of young lives to bring the Kiaulune domains
under the Radisha's rule and into the realm of the Protector's twisted truths.
They might have mentioned that people claiming to be Black Company had held out
in the fortress Overlook for years after that, until the Protector, Soul-catcher,
finally became so impatient with their intransigence that she invested her own
best sorceries in a two-year project that reduced that huge fortress to white
powder, white rubble and white bones. They might have raised these points. But
they remained silent instead. They were afraid. With cause, they were afraid.
The
Taglian empire under the Protectorate is an empire of fear.
During
the years of defiance, one unknown hero won Soulcatcher's eternal hatred by
sabotaging the Shadowgate, the sole gateway to the glittering plain.
Soulcatcher was the most powerful sorcerer alive.
She
might have become a Shadowmaster to eclipse those monsters the Company had
pulled down during its earlier wars on Taglios' behalf. But with the Shadowgate
sealed she could not conjure killer shadows more powerful than the few score
she had controlled when she worked her treachery on the Company.
Oh, she
could open the Shadowgate. One time. She did not know how to close it again,
though. Meaning everything inside would be free to wriggle out and begin
tormenting the world.
Meaning
that for Soulcatcher, party to so few of the secrets, the choice must be all or
very little. The end of the world or making do.
For the
moment she is making do. And pursuing continuous researches. She is the
Protector. Fear of her steeps the empire. There are no challenges to her
terror. But even she knows this age of dark concord cannot endure.
Water
sleeps.
In
their homes, in the shadowed alleyways, in the city's ten thousand temples,
nervous whispers never cease. The Year of the Skulls. The Year of the Skulls.
It is an age when no gods die and those that sleep keep stirring restlessly.
In
their homes, in the shadowed alleyways or fields of grain or in the sodden
paddies, in the pastures and forests and tributary cities, should a comet be
seen in the sky or should an unseasonable storm strew devastation or,
particularly, if the earth should shake, they murmur, "Water sleeps."
And they are afraid.
2
They
call me Sleepy. I was withdrawn as a child, hiding from the horrors of my
childhood inside the comfort and emotional safety of daydreams and nightmares.
Any time I did not have to work, I went away in there to hide. The evil could
not touch me there. I knew no safer place till the Black Company came to
Jaicur.
My
brothers accused me of sleeping all the time. They resented my ability to get
away. They did not understand. They died without ever understanding. I slept
on. I did not waken fully till I had been with the Company for several years.
I keep
these Annals today. Somebody must and no one else can, though the Annalist
title never devolved upon me formally.
There
is precedent.
The
books must be written. The truth must be recorded even if fate decrees that no
man ever reads a word I write. The Annals are the soul of the Black Company.
They recall that this is who we are. That this is who we were. That we
persevere. And that treachery, as it ever has, failed to suck the last drop of
our blood.
We no
longer exist. The Protector tells us so. The Radisha swears it. Mogaba, that
mighty general with his thousand dark honors, sneers at our memory and spits on
our name. People in the streets declare us no more than an evil, haunting
memory. But only Soulcatcher does not watch over both shoulders to see what
might be gaining ground.
We are
stubborn ghosts. We will not lie down. We will not cease to haunt them. We have
done nothing for a long time but they remain afraid. Their guilt cannot stop
whispering our name.
They should
be afraid.
Somewhere
in Taglios, every day, a message appears upon a wall, written in chalk or paint
or even animal blood. Just a gentle reminder: Water Sleeps.
Everyone
knows what that means. They whisper it, aware that there is an enemy out there
more restless than running water. An enemy who will, somehow, someday, lurch
forth from the mouth of his grave and come for those who played at betrayal.
They know no power that can prevent it. They were warned ten thousand times
before they gave in to temptation. No evil can preserve them.
Mogaba
is afraid.
Radisha
is afraid.
Willow
Swan is so afraid he barely functions, like the wizard Smoke before him, whom
he indicted and tormented for his cowardice. Swan knew the Company of old, in
the north, before anyone here recognized it as more than a dark memory of
ancient terror. The years have seen no calluses form on Swan's fear.
Purohita
Drupada is afraid.
Inspector-General
Gokhale is afraid.
Only
the Protector is not afraid. Soulcatcher fears nothing. Soulcatcher does not
care. She mocks and defies the demon. She is mad. She will laugh and be
entertained while being consumed by fire.
Her
lack of fear leaves her henchmen that much more troubled. They know she will
drive them before her, into the grinding jaws of destiny.
Occasionally
a wall will carry another message, a more personal note: All Their Days Are
Numbered.
I am in
the streets every day, either going to work, going to spy, listening, capturing
rumors or launching new ones within the anonymity of Chor Bagan, the Thieves'
Garden even the Greys have not yet been able to extirpate. I used to disguise
myself as a prostitute but that proved to be too dangerous. There are people
out there who make the Protector seem a paragon of sanity. It is the world's
great good fortune that fate denies them the power to exercise the fullest
depth and sweep of their psychoses.
Mostly
I go around as a young man, the way I always did. Rootless young men are
everywhere since the end of the wars.
The
more bizarre the new rumor, the faster it explodes out of Chor Bagan and the
more strongly it gnaws the nerves of our enemies. Always, always, Taglios must
enjoy a sense of grim premonition. We must provide them their ration of omens,
signs and portents.
The
Protector hunts us in her more lucid moments but she never remains interested
long. She cannot keep her attention fixed on anything. And why should she be
concerned? We are dead. We no longer exist. She herself has declared that to be
the reality. As Protector, she is the great arbiter of reality for the entire
Taglian empire.
But:
Water Sleeps.
3
In
those days the spine of the Company was a woman who never formally joined, the
witch Ky Sahra, wife of my predecessor as Annalist, Murgen, the Standardbearer.
Ky Sahra was a clever woman with a will like sharp steel. Even Goblin and
One-Eye deferred to her. She would not be intimidated, not even by her wicked
old Uncle Doj. She feared the Protector, the Radisha and the Greys no more than
she feared a cabbage. The malice of evils as great as the deadly cult of
Deceivers, their messiah the Daughter of Night and their goddess Kina,
intimidated Sahra not at all. She had looked into the heart of darkness.
Its
secrets inspired in her no dread. Only one thing made Sahra tremble.
Her
mother, Ky Gota, was the incarnation of dissatisfaction and complaint. Her
lamentations and reproaches were of such amazing potency that it seemed she
must be an avatar of some cranky old deity as yet undiscovered by man.
Nobody
loves Ky Gota except One-Eye. And even he calls her the Troll behind her back.
Sahra
shuddered as her mother limped slowly through a room gone suddenly silent. We
were not in power now. We had to use the same few rooms for everything. Only a
short while ago this one had been filled with loafers, some Company, most of
them employees of Banh Do Trang. We all stared at the old woman, willing her to
hurry. Willing her to overlook this opportunity to socialize.
Old Do
Trang, who was so feeble he was confined to a wheelchair, rolled over to Ky
Gota, evidently hoping a show of concern would keep her moving.
Everyone
always wanted Gota to go somewhere else.
This
time his sacrifice worked. She had to be in a lot of discomfort, though, not to
take time to harangue all who were younger than she.
Silence
persisted till the old merchant returned. He owned the place and let us use it
as our operational headquarters. He owed us nothing, but nevertheless, shared
our danger out of love for Sahra.
In all
matters his thoughts had to be heard and his wishes had to be honored.
Do
Trang was not gone long. He came back rolling wearily. The man behind the liver
spots seemed so fragile it had to be a miracle that he could move his chair
himself.
Ancient
he was, but there was an irrepressible twinkle in his eyes. He nodded. He
seldom had anything to say unless someone else said something incredibly
stupid. He was a good man.
Sahra
told us, "Everything is in place. Every phase and facet has been
double-checked. Goblin and One-Eye are sober. It's time the Company speaks
up." She glanced around, inviting comments.
I did
not think it was time. But I had said my piece when I was planning this. And
had been outvoted. I treated myself to a shrug of despair.
There
being no new objections, Sahra said, "Start the first phase." She
waved at her son. Tobo nodded and slipped out.
He was
a skinny, scruffy, furtive youngster. He was Nyueng Bao, which meant he had to
be a sneak and a thief. His every move had to be watched. In consequence he was
so generally observed that no individual examined in detail what he actually
did so long as his hands did not stray toward a dangling purse or some treasure
in a vendor's stall. People did not look for what they did not expect to see.
The
boy's hands stayed behind his back. While they were there, he was not
considered a threat. He could not steal. No one noticed the small, discolored
blobs he left on any wall he leaned against.
Gunni
children stared. The boy looked so strange in his black pajama clothing. Gunni
raise their children polite. Gunni are peaceable folk, in the main. Shadar
children, though, are wrought of sterner stuff. They are more bold. Their
religion has a warrior philosophy at its root. Some Shadar youths set out to
harass the thief.
Of
course he was a thief! He was Nyueng Bao. Everyone knew all Nyueng Bao were
thieves.
Older
Shadar called the youngsters off. The thief would be dealt with by those whose
responsibility that was.
The
Shadar religion has its streak of bureaucratic rectitude, too.
Even
such a small commotion attracted official attention. Three tall, grey-clad,
bearded Shadar peacekeepers wearing white turbans advanced through the press.
They looked around constantly, intently, oblivious to the fact that they
traveled in an island of open space. The streets of Taglios are packed, day and
night, yet the masses always find room to shrink away from the Greys. The Greys
are all men with hard eyes, seemingly chosen for their lack of patience and
compassion.
Tobo
drifted away, sliding through the mob like a black snake through swamp reeds.
When the Greys inquired about the commotion, no one could describe him as
anything but what prejudice led them to presume. A Nyueng Bao thief. And there
was a plague of those in Taglios. These days the capital city boasted plenty of
every kind of out-lander imaginable. Every layabout and lackwit and sharp- ster
from the length and breadth of the empire was migrating to the city. The population
had tripled in a generation. But for the cruel efficiencies of the Greys,
Taglios would have become a chaotic, murderous sink, a hellfire fueled by
poverty and despair.
Poverty
and despair existed in plentitude but the Palace did not let any disorder take
root. The Palace was good at ferreting out secrets. Criminal careers tended to
be short. As did the lives of most who sought to conspire against the Radisha
or the Protector. Particularly against the Protector, who did not concern
herself deeply with the sanctity of anyone else's skin.
In
times past, intrigue and conspiracy had been a miasmatic plague afflicting
every life in Taglios. There was little of that anymore. The Protector did not
approve. Most Taglians were eager to win the Protector's approval. Even the
priesthoods avoided attracting Soulcatcher's evil eye.
At some
point the boy's black clothing came off, leaving him in the Gunni-style
loincloth he had worn underneath. Now he looked like any other youngster,
though with a slightly jaundiced cast of skin. He was safe. He had grown up in
Taglios. He had no accent to give him away.
4
It was
the waiting time, the stillness, the doing nothing that there is so much of
before any serious action. I was out of practice. I could not lean back and
play tonk or just watch while One-Eye and Goblin tried to cheat each other. And
I had writer's cramp, so could not work on my Annals. "Tobo!" I
called. "You want to go see it happen?" Tobo was fourteen. He was the
youngest of us. He grew up in the Black Company. He had a full measure of
youth's exuberance and impatience and overconfidence in his own immortality and
divine exemption from retribution. He enjoyed his assignments on behalf of the
Company. He was not quite sure he believed in his father. He never knew the
man. We tried hard to keep him from becoming anyone's spoiled baby. But Goblin
insisted on treating him like a favorite son. He was trying to tutor the boy.
Goblin's
command of written Taglian was more limited than he would admit. There are a
hundred characters in the everyday vulgate and forty more reserved to the
priests, who write in the High Mode, which is almost a second unspoken, formal
language. I use a mixture recording these Annals.
Once
Tobo could read, "Uncle" Goblin made him do all his reading for him,
aloud.
"Could
I do some more buttons, Sleepy? Mom thinks more would get more attention in the
Palace."
I was
surprised he talked to her that long. Boys his age are surly at best. He was
rude to his mother all the time. He would have been ruder and more defiant
still if he had not been blessed with so many "uncles" who would not
tolerate that stuff. Naturally, Tobo saw all that as a grand conspiracy of
adults. Publicly. In private, he was amenable to reason. Occasionally. When
approached delicately by someone who was not his mother.
"Maybe
a few. But it's going to get dark soon. And then the show will start."
"What'll
we go as? I don't like it when you're a whore."
"We'll
be street orphans." Though that had its risks, too. We could get caught by
a press gang and forced into Mogaba's army. His soldiers, these days, are
little better than slaves, subject to a savage discipline. Many are petty
criminals given an option of rough justice or enlistment. The rest are children
of poverty with nowhere else to go. Which was the standard of professional
armies men like Murgen saw in the far north, long before my time.
"Why
do you worry so much about disguises?"
"If
we never show the same face twice, our enemies can't possibly know who they're
looking for. Don't ever underestimate them. Especially not the Protector. She's
outwitted death itself more than once."
Tobo
was not prepared to believe that or much else of our exotic history. Though not
as bad as most, he was going through that stage where he knew everything worth
knowing and nothing his elders said-particularly if it bore any vaguely
educational hue-was worth hearing. He could not help that. It went with the
age.
And I
was my age and could not help saying things I knew would do no good. "It's
in the Annals. Your father and the Captain didn't make up stories."
He did
not want to believe that, either. I did not pursue it. Each of us must learn to
respect the Annals in our own way, in our own time. The Company's diminished
circumstance makes it difficult for anyone to grasp tradition. Only two Old
Crew brothers both survived Soulcatcher's trap on the stone plain and the
Kiaulune wars afterward. Goblin and One-Eye are haplessly inept at transmitting
the Company mystique. One-Eye is too lazy and Goblin too inarticulate. And I
was still practically an apprentice when the Old Crew ventured onto the plain
in the Captain's quest for Khatovar. Which he did not find. Not the Khatovar he
was looking for, anyway.
I am
amazed. Before long I will be a twenty-year veteran. I was barely fourteen when
Bucket took me under his wing.... But I was never like Tobo. At fourteen I was
already ancient in pain. For years after Bucket rescued me, I grew younger. . .
. "What?"
"I
asked why you look so angry all of a sudden." . "I was remembering
when I was fourteen."
"Girls
have it so easy-" He shut up. His face drained. His northern ancestry
became apparent. He was an arrogant and spoiled little puke but he did have
brains enough to recognize it when he stepped into a nest of poisonous snakes.
I told
him what he knew, not what he did not. "When I was fourteen, the Company
and Nyueng Bao were trapped in Jaicur. Dejagore, they call it here." The
rest does not matter anymore. The rest is safely in the past. "I almost
never have nightmares now."
Tobo
had heard more than he ever wanted to about Jaicur already. His mother and
grandmother and Uncle Doj had been there, too.
"Goblin
says we'll be impressed by these buttons," Tobo whispered. "They
won't just make spooky lights, they'll prick somebody's conscience."
"That'll
be unusual." Conscience was a rare commodity on either side of our
dispute.
"You
really knew my dad?" Tobo had heard stories all his life but lately wanted
to know more. Murgen had begun to matter in a more than lip-service fashion.
I told
him what I had told him before. "He was my boss. He taught me to read and
write. He was a good man." I laughed weakly. "As good a man as
belonging to the Black Company let him be."
Tobo
stopped. He took a deep breath. He stared at a point in the dusk somewhere
above my left shoulder. "Were you lovers?"
"No, Tobo. No. Friends. Almost. But
definitely not that. He didn't know I was a woman till just before he left for
the glittering plain. And I didn't know he knew till I read his Annals. Nobody
knew. They thought I was a cute runt who just never got any bigger. I let them
think that. I felt safer as one of the guys."
"Oh."
His
tone was so neutral I had to wonder. "Why did you even ask?" Surely
he had no reason to believe I had behaved differently before he knew me.
He
shrugged. "I just wondered."
Something
must have set him off. Possibly an "I wonder if..." from Goblin or
One-Eye, say, while they were sampling some of their homemade elephant poison.
"I
didn't ask. Did you put the buttons behind the shadow show?"
"That's
what I was told to do."
A
shadow show uses cutout puppets mounted on sticks. Some of their limbs are
manipulated mechanically. A candle behind the puppets casts their shadows on a
screen of white cloth. The puppeteer uses a variety of voices to tell his story
as he maneuvers his puppets. If he is sufficiently entertaining, his audience
will toss him a few coins.
This
particular puppeteer had performed in the same place for more than a
generation. He slept inside his stage setup. In so doing, he lived better than
most of Taglios' floating population.
He was
an informer. He was not beloved of the Black Company.
The
story he told, as most were, was drawn from the myths. It sprang from the Khadi
cycle. It involved a goddess with too many arms who kept devouring demons.
Of
course it was the same demon puppet over and over. Kind of like real life,
where the same demon comes back again and again.
Just a
hint of color hung above the western rooftops.
There
was an earsplitting squeal. People stopped to stare at a bright orange light.
Glowing orange smoke wobbled up from behind the puppeteer's stand. Its strands
wove the well-known emblem of the Black Company, a fanged skull with no lower
jaw, exhaling flames. The scarlet fire in its left eye socket seemed to be a
pupil that stared right down inside you, searching for the thing that you
feared the most.
The
smoke thing persisted only a few seconds. It rose about ten feet before it
dispersed. It left a frightened silence. The air itself seemed to whisper,
"Water sleeps."
Whine
and flash. A second skull arose. This one was silver with a slightly bluish
tint. It lasted longer and rose a dozen feet higher before it perished. It
whispered, "My brother unforgiven."
"Here
come the Greys!" exclaimed someone tall enough to see over the crowd.
Being short makes it easy for me to disappear in groups but also makes it tough
for me to see what is happening outside them.
The
Greys are never far away. But they are helpless against this sort of thing. It
can happen anywhere, any time, and has to happen before they can react. Our
supposed ironclad rule is that perpetrators should never be nearby when the
buttons speak. The Greys understand that. They just go through the motions. The
Protector must be appeased. The little Shadar have to be fed.
"Now!"
Tobo murmured as four Greys arrived. A shriek erupted from behind the
puppeteer's stage. The puppeteer himself ran out, spun and leaned toward his
stage, mouth wide open. There was a flash less bright but more persistent than
its predecessors. The subsequent smoke image was more complex and lasted
longer. It appeared to be a monster. The monster focused on the Shadar. One of
the Greys mouthed the name "Niassi."
Niassi
would be a major demon from Shadar mythology. A similar demon under another
form of the name exists in Gunni belief.
Niassi
was a chieftain of the inner circle of the most powerful demons. Shadar
beliefs, being heretical Vehdna, include a posthumous, punitive Hell but also
definitely include the possibility of a Gunni-like Hell on earth, in life,
managed by demons in Niassi's employ, laid on for the particularly wicked.
Despite understanding that they were being taunted, the Greys were rocked. This
was something new. This was an attack from an unanticipated and sensitive
direction. And it came on top of ever more potent rumors associating the Greys
with vile rites supposedly practiced by the Protector.
Children
disappear. Reason suggests this is inevitable and unavoidable in a city so vast
and overcrowded, even if there is not one evil man out there. Babies vanish by
wandering off and getting lost. And horrible things do happen to good people. A
clever, sick rumor can reassign the numb evil of chance to the premeditated
malice of people no one ever trusted anyway.
Memory
becomes selective.
We do
not mind a bit lying about our enemies.
Tobo
yelled something insulting. I started to pull him away, dragging him toward our
den. Others began to curse and mock the Greys. Tobo threw a stone that hit a
Grey's turban.
It was
too dark for them to make out faces. They began to unlimber bamboo wands. The
mood of the crowd turned ugly. I could not help but suspect that there was more
to the devil display than had met the eye. I knew our tame wizards. And I knew
that Taglians do not lose control easily. It takes a great deal of patience and
serf-control for so many people to live in such unnaturally tight proximity.
I
looked around for crows, fluttering bats, or anything else that might be spies
for the Protector. After nightfall all our risks soar. We cannot see what might
be watching. I held onto Tobo's arm. "You shouldn't have done that. It's
dark enough for shadows to be out."
He was
not impressed. "Goblin will be happy. He spent a long time on that. And it
worked perfectly."
The
Greys blew whistles, summoning reinforcements.
A
fourth button released its smoke ghost. We missed the show. I dragged Tobo
through all the shadow traps between the excitement and our headquarters. He
would be explaining to some uncles soon. Those for whom paranoia remains a way
of life will be those who will be around to savor the Company's many revenges.
Tobo needed more instruction. His behavior could have been exploited by a
clever adversary.
5
Sahra
summoned me as soon as we arrived, not to chastise me for letting Tobo take
stupid risks but to observe as she launched her next move. It might be time
Tobo walked into something that would scare some sense into him. Life
underground is unforgiving. It seldom gives you more than one chance. Tobo had
to understand that in his heart.
After
Sahra grilled me about events outside, she made sure Goblin and One-Eye were
acquainted with her displeasure, too. Tobo was not there to defend himself.
Goblin
and One-Eye were not cowed. No forty-something slip of a lass could overawe
those two antiques. Besides, they put Tobo up to half his mischief.
Sahra
said, "I'll raise Murgen now." She seemed unsure about that. She had
not consulted Murgen much recently. We all wondered why. She and Murgen were a
genuine romantic love match straight out of legend, with all the appurtenances
seen in the timeless stories, including gods defied, parents disappointed,
desperate separations and reunions, intrigues by enemies and so forth. It
remained only for one of them to go down into the realm of the dead to rescue
the other. And Murgen was tucked away in a nice cold underground hell right
now, courtesy of the mad sorceress Soulcatcher. He and all the Captured lived
on, in stasis, beneath the plain of glittering stone, in a place and situation
known to us only because Sahra could conjure Murgen's spirit.
Could
the problem be the stasis? Sahra got a day older every day. Murgen did not; Had
she begun to fear she would be older than his mother before we freed the
Captured?
Sadly,
after years of study, I realize that most history may really pivot on personal
considerations like that, not on the pursuit of ideals dark or shining.
Long
ago Murgen learned to leave his flesh while he slept. He retained some of that
ability but, sadly, it was diminished by the supernatural constraints of his
captivity. He could do nothing outside the cavern of the ancients without being
summoned forth by Sahra-or, conceivably, chillingly, by any other necromancer
who knew how to reach him.
Murgen's
ghost was the ultimate spy. Outside our circle none but Soulcatcher could
detect his presence. Murgen informed us of our enemies' every plot-those that
we suspected strongly enough to ask Sahra to investigate. The process was
cumbersome and limited but still, Murgen constituted our most potent weapon. We
could not survive without him.
And
Sahra was ever more reluctant to call him up.
God
knows, it is hard to keep believing. Many of our brothers have lost their faith
and have drifted away, vanishing into the chaos of the empire. Some may be
rejuvenated once we have had a flashy success or two.
The
years have been painful for Sahra. They cost her three children, an agony no
loving parent should have to bear. She lost their father as well but suffered
little by that deprivation. No one who remembered the man spoke well of him.
She suffered with the rest of us during the siege of Jaicur.
Maybe
Sahra-and the entire Nyueng Bao people-had angered Ghanghesha. Or maybe the god
with the several elephant heads just enjoyed a cruel prank at the expense of
his worshipers. Certainly Kina got a chuckle out of pulling lethal practical
jokes on her devotees.
Goblin
and One-Eye were not usually present when Sahra raised Murgen. She did not need
their help. Her powers were narrow but strong, and those two could be a
distraction even when they tried to behave.
Those
antiques being there told me something unusual was afoot. And old they are,
almost beyond reckoning. Their skills sustain them. One-Eye, if the Annals do
not lie, is on the downhill side of two hundred. His youthful sidekick lags
less than a century behind.
Neither
is a big man. Which is being generous. Both are shorter than me. And never were
taller, even long before they became dried-up old relics. Which was probably
when they were about fifteen. I cannot imagine One-Eye ever having been
anything but old. He must have been born old. And wearing the ugliest,
filthiest black hat that ever existed.
Maybe
One-Eye goes on forever because of the curse of that hat. Maybe the hat uses
him as its steed and depends on him for its survival.
That
crusty, stinking glob of felt rag will hit the nearest fire before One-Eye's
corpse finishes bouncing. Everyone hates it.
Goblin,
in particular, loathes that hat. He mentions it whenever he and One-Eye get
into a squabble, which is about as often as they see one another.
One-Eye
is small and black and wrinkled. Goblin is small and white and wrinkled. He has
a face like a dried toad's.
One-Eye
mentions that whenever they get into a squabble, which is about as often as
there is an audience but nobody to get between them.
They
strain to be on their best behavior around Sahra, though. The woman has a gift.
She brings out the best in people. Except her mother. Though the Troll is much
worse away from her daughter.
Lucky
us, we do not see Ky Gota much. Her joints hurt her too bad. Tobo helps care
for her, our cynical exploitation of his special immunity from her vitriol. She
dotes on the boy-even if his father was foreign slime.
Sahra
told me, "These two claim they've found a more effective way to
materialize Murgen. So you can communicate directly." Usually Sahra had to
talk for Murgen after she raised him up. I do not have a psychic ear.
I said,
"If you bring him across strong enough so the rest of us can see and hear
him, then Tobo ought to be here, too. He's suddenly got a lot of questions
about his father."
Sahra
peered at me oddly. I was saying something but she did not get what I meant.
"Boy
ought to know his old man," One-Eye rasped. He stared at Goblin, waiting
to be contradicted by a man who did not know his. That was their custom. Pick a
fight and never mind trivia like facts or common sense. The debate about
whether or not they were worth the trouble they caused went back for
generations.
This
time Goblin abstained. He would make his rebuttal when Sahra was not around to
embarrass him with an appeal to reason.
Sahra
nodded to One-Eye. "But first we have to see if your scheme really
works."
One-Eye
began to puff up. Somebody dared suggest that his sorcery needed field-testing?
Come on! Forget the record! This time-
I told
him, "Don't start."
Time
had caught up with One-Eye. His memory was no longer reliable. And lately he
tended to nod off in the middle of things. Or to forget what had gotten him
exercised when he roared off on a rant. Sometimes he ended up contradicting
himself.
He was
a shadow of the dried-up old relic he was when first I met him, though he got
around under his own power still. But halfway through any journey, he was
likely to forget where he was bound. Occasionally that was good, him being
One-Eye, but mostly it was a pain. Tobo usually got the job of keeping him
headed in the right direction when it mattered. One-Eye doted on the kid, too.
The
little wizard's increasing fragility did make it easier to keep him inside,
away from the temptations of the city. One moment of indiscretion could kill us
all. And One-Eye never quite caught on to what it meant to be discreet.
Goblin
chuckled as One-Eye subsided. I suggested, "Could you two concentrate on
what you're supposed to be doing?" I was haunted by the dread that one day
One-Eye would doze off in the midst of a deadly spell and leave us all up to
our ears in demons or bloodsucking insects distraught about having been plucked
from some swamp a thousand miles away. "This is important."
"It's
always important," Goblin grumbled. "Even when it's just 'Goblin,
give me a hand here, I'm too lazy to polish the silver myself,' they make it
sound like the world's about to end. Always important? Hmmph!" "I see
you're in a good mood tonight." "Gralk!"
One-Eye
heaved himself out of his chair. Leaning on his cane, muttering unflattering
remarks about me, he shuffled over to Sahra. He had forgotten I was female. He
was less unpleasant when he remembered, though I expect no special treatment
because of that unhappy chance of birth. One-Eye became dangerous in a whole
new way the day he adopted that cane. He used it to swat people. Or to trip
them. He was always falling asleep between here and there but you never knew
for sure if his nap was the real thing. That cane might dart out to tangle your
legs if he was pretending.
The
dread we all shared was that One-Eye would not last much longer. Without him,
our chances to continue avoiding detection would plummet. Goblin would try hard
but he was just one small-time wizard. Our situation offered work for more than
two in their prime.
"Start,
woman," One-Eye rasped. "Goblin, you worthless sack of beetle snot,
would you get that stuff over here? I don't want to hang around here all
night."
Sahra
had had a table set up for them. She used no props herself. At a fixed time she
would concentrate on Murgen. She usually made contact quickly. At her time of
the month, when her sensitivity went down, she would sing in Nyueng Bao. Unlike
some of my Company brothers, I have a poor ear for languages. Nyueng Bao mostly
eludes me. Her songs seem to be lullabies. Unless the words have double
meanings. Which is entirely possible. Uncle Doj talks in riddles all the time
but insists he makes perfect sense if we would just listen.
Uncle
Doj is not around much. Thank God. He has his own agenda-though even he does
not seem clear on what that is anymore. The world keeps changing on him, not in
ways he likes.
Goblin
brought a sack of objects without challenging One-Eye's foul manners. He
deferred to One-Eye more lately, if only for efficiency's sake. He wasted no
time making his opinions known if work was not involved, though.
Even
though they were cooperating, laying out their tools, they began bickering
about the placement of every instrument. I wanted to paddle them like they were
four-year-olds.
Sahra
began singing. She had a beautiful voice. It should not have been buried this
way. Strictly speaking, she was not employing necromancy. She was not laying an
absolute compulsion on Murgen, nor was she conjuring his shade, Murgen was
still alive out there. But his spirit could escape his tomb when summoned.
I
wished the other Captured could be called up, too. Especially the Captain. We
needed inspiration.
A cloud
of dust formed slowly between Goblin and One-Eye, who stood on opposite sides
of the table. No, it was not dust. Nor was it smoke. I stuck a finger in,
tasted. That was a fine, cool, water mist. Goblin told Sahra, "We're
ready."
She
changed tone. She began to sound almost wheedling. I could pick out even fewer
words.
Murgen's
head materialized between the wizards, wavering like a reflection on a rippling
pond. I was startled, not by the sorcery but by Murgen's appearance. He looked
just like I remembered him, without one new line in his face. None of the rest
of us looked the same.
Sahra
had begun to look something like her mother had back in Jaicur. Not as heavy.
Not with the strange, rolling waddle caused by problems of the joints. But her
beauty was going fast. In her, that had been a wonder, stretching on way past
the usual early, swift-fading characteristic of Nyueng Bao women. She did not
talk about it but it preyed upon her. She had her vanity. And she deserved it.
Time is
the most wicked of all villains.
Murgen
was not happy about being called up. I feared he suffered the malaise
afflicting Sahra. He spoke. And I had no trouble hearing him, though his words
were an ethereal whisper.
"I
was dreaming. There is a place . . ." His irritation faded. Pale horror
replaced it. And I knew he had been dreaming in the place of bones he described
in his own Annals. "A white crow . . ." We had a problem indeed if he
preferred a drift through Kina's dreamscapes to a glimpse of life.
Sahra
told him, "We're ready to strike. The Radisha ordered the Privy Council
convened just a little while ago. See what they're doing. Make sure Swan is
there." Murgen faded from the mist. Sahra looked sad. Goblin and One-Eye
began excoriating the Standardbearer for running away.
"I
saw him," I told them. "Perfectly. I heard him, too. Exactly like I
always imagined a ghost would talk."
Grinning,
Goblin told me, "That's because you hear what you expect to hear. You
weren't really listening with your ears, you know."
One-Eye
sneered. He never explained anything to anybody. Unless maybe to Gota if she
caught him sneaking back in in the middle of the night. Then he would have a
story as convoluted as the history of the Company itself.
Sounding
like a woman pretending not to be bitter, Sahra said, "You can bring Tobo
in. We know there won't be any explosions or fires, and you melted only two
holes through the tabletop."
"A
base canard!" One-Eye proclaimed. "That happened only because
Frogface here", Sahra ignored him. 'Tobo can record what Murgen has to
say. So Sleepy can use it later. It's time for us to turn into other people.
Send a messenger if Murgen finds out anything dangerous."
That was
the plan. I was even less enthusiastic about it now. I wanted to stay and talk
to my old friend. But this thing was bigger than a bull session. Bigger than
finding out if Bucket was keeping well.
6
Murgen
drifted through the Palace like a ghost. He found that thought vaguely amusing,
though nothing made him laugh anymore. A decade and a half in the grave
destroyed a man's sense of humor.
The
rambling stone pile of the Palace never changed. Well, it got dustier. And it
needed repairs ever more desperately. Credit that to Soulcatcher, who did not
like having hordes of people underfoot. Most of the original vast professional
staff had been dismissed and replaced by occasional casual labor.
The
Palace crowned a sizable hill. Each ruler of Taglios, generation after
generation, tagged on an addition, not because the room was needed but because
that was a memorial tradition. Taglians joked that in another thousand years
there would be no city, just endless square miles of Palace. Mostly in ruin.
The
Radisha Drah, having accepted that her brother, the Prahbrindrah Drah, had been
lost during the Shadowmaster wars, and galvanized by the threat of the
Protector's displeasure, had proclaimed herself head of state. Traditionalists
in the ecclesiastical community did not want a woman in the role, but the world
knew this particular woman had been doing the job practically forever anyway.
Her weaknesses existed mainly in the ambitions of her critics. Depending who
did the pontificating, she had made one of two great mistakes. Or possibly
both. One would be betraying the Black Company when it was a well-known fact
that nobody ever profited from such treachery. And the other error, of
particular popularity with the senior priests, would be that she had erred in
employing the Black Company in the first place. The terror of the Shadowmasters
being expunged in the interim, by agency of the Company, did not present a
counterargument of any current merit.
Unhappy
people shared the meeting chamber with the Radisha. The eye automatically went
to the Protector first. Soulcatcher looked exactly as she always had, slimly
androgynous, yet sensual, in black leather, a black mask, a black helmet and
black leather gloves. She occupied a seat slightly to the left of and behind
the Radisha, within a curtain of shadow. She did not put herself forward but
there was no doubt who made the ultimate decisions. Every hour of every day the
Radisha found another reason to regret having let this particular camel shove
her nose into the tent. The cost of having tried to get around fulfilling an
unhappy promise to the Black Company was insupportable already.
Surely,
keeping her promises could not have been so painful. What possibly could have
happened that would be worse than what she suffered now had she and her brother
helped the Captain find the way to Khatovar?
At
desks to either hand, facing one another from fifteen feet, stood scribes who
struggled valiantly to record anything said. One group served the Radisha. The
other was in Soulcatcher's employ. Once upon a time there had been
disagreements after the fact about decisions made during a Privy Council
meeting.
A table
twelve feet long and four wide faced the two women. Four men sat behind its
inadequate bulwark. Willow Swan was situated at the left end. His
once-marvelous golden hair had gone grey and stringy. At higher elevations, it
had grown extremely sparse. Swan was a foreigner. Swan was a bundle of nerves.
Swan had a job he did not want but could not give up. Swan was riding the
tiger.
Willow
Swan headed up the Greys. In the public eye. In reality, he was barely a
figurehead. If his mouth opened, the words that came out were pure Soulcatcher.
Popular hatred deservedly belonging to the Protector settled upon Willow Swan
instead.
Seated
with Swan were three running-dog senior priests who owed their standing to the
Protector's favor. They were small men in large jobs. Their presence at Council
meetings was a matter of form. They would not take part in any actual debate,
though they might receive instructions. Their function was to agree with and
support Soulcatcher if she happened to speak. Significantly, all three
represented Gunni cults. Though the Protector used the Greys to enforce her
will, the Shadar had no voice in the Council. Neither did the Vehdna. That
minority simmered continuously because Soulcatcher arrogated to herself much
that properly applied only to God, the Vehdna being hopelessly monotheistic and
stubborn about keeping it that way.
Swan
was a good man inside his fear. He spoke for the Shadar when he could.
There
were two other men, of more significance, present.
They
were positioned behind tall desks located back of the table. They perched atop
tall stools and peered down at everyone like a pair of lean old vultures. Both
antedated the coming of the Protector, who had not yet found a suitable excuse
for getting rid of either, though they irritated her frequently.
The
right-hand desk belonged to the Inspector-General of the Records, Chandra Gokhale.
His was a deceptive title. He was no glorified clerk. He controlled finances
and most public works. He was ancient, hairless, lean as a snake and twice as
mean. He owed his appointment to the Radisha's father. Until the latter days of
the Shadowmaster wars, his office had been a minor one. The wars caused that
office's influence and power to expand. And Chandra Gokhale was never shy about
snatching at any strand of bureaucratic power that came within reach. He was a
staunch supporter of the Radisha and a steadfast enemy of the Black Company. He
was also the sort of weasel who would change all that in an instant if he saw
sufficient advantage in so doing.
The man
behind the desk on the left was more sinister. Arjana Drupada was a priest of
Rhavi-Lemna's cult but there was not one ounce of brotherly love in the man.
His official title was Purohita, which meant, more or less, that he was the
Royal Chaplain. In actuality, he was the true voice of the priesthoods at
court. They had forced him upon the Radisha at a time she was making desperate
concessions in order to gain support. Like Gokhale, Drupada was more interested
in control than he was in doing what was best for Taglios. But he was not an
entirely cynical manipulator. His frequent moral bulls got up the Protector's
nose more often even than the constant, quibbling financial caveats of the
Inspector-General.
Physically,
Drupada was known for his shock of wild white hair. That clung to his head like
a mad haystack, the good offices of a comb being completely unfamiliar.
Only
Gokhale and Drupada seemed unaware that their days had to be numbered. The
Protector of All the Taglias was not enamored of them at all.
The
final member of the Council was absent. Which was not unusual. The Great General,
Mogaba, preferred to be in the field, harrying those designated as his enemies.
He viewed the infighting in the Palace with revulsion.
None of
which mattered at the moment. There had been Incidents. There were Witnesses to
be Brought Forward. The Protector was not pleased.
Willow
Swan rose. He beckoned a Grey sergeant out of the gloom behind the two old men.
"Ghopal Singh." Nobody remarked on the unusual name. Possibly he was
a convert. Stranger things were happening. "Singh's patrol watches an area
immediately outside the Palace, on the north side. This afternoon one of his
patrolmen discovered a prayer wheel mounted on one of the memorial posts in
front of the north entrance. Twelve copies of this sutra were attached to the
arms of the wheel."
Swan
made a show of turning a small paper card so the light would fall upon the
writing there. The lettering appeared to be in the ecclesiastical style. Swan
failed to appreciate his own ignorance of Taglian letters, though. He was
holding the card inverted. He did not, however, make any mistakes when he
reported what the prayer card had to say.
"Rajadharma.
The Duty of Kings. Know you: Kingship is a trust. The King is the most exalted
and conscientious servant of the people."
Swan
did not recognize the verse. It was so ancient that some scholars attributed it
to one or another of the Lords of Light in the time when the gods still handed
down laws to the fathers of men. But the Radisha Drah knew it. The Purohita
knew it. Someone outside the Palace had leveled a chiding finger.
Soulcatcher
understood it, too. Its object, she said, "Only a Bhodi monk would presume
to chastise this house. And they are very few." That pacifistic,
moralistic cult was young and still very small. And it had suffered during the
war years almost as terribly as had the followers of Kina. The Bhodi refused to
defend themselves. "I want the man who did this." The voice she used
was that of a quarrelsome old man.
"Uh
..." Swan said. It was not wise to argue with the Protector but that was
an assignment beyond the capacities of the Greys.
Among
Soulcatcher's more frightening characteristics was her seeming ability to read
minds. She could not, really, but never insisted that she could not. In this
instance she found it convenient to let people believe what they wanted. She
told Swan, "Being Bhodi, he will surrender himself. No search will be
necessary."
"Hunh?"
"There
is a tree, sometimes called the Bhodi Tree, in the village of Semchi. It is a
very old and highly honored tree. The Bhodi Enlightened One made his reputation
loafing in ; the shade of this tree. The Bhodi consider it their most holy
shrine. Tell them I will make kindling wood out of the Bhodi Tree unless the
man who rigged that prayer wheel reports to me. Soon." Soulcatcher
employed the voice of a petty, vindictive old woman.
Murgen
made a mental note to send Sahra a suggestion that the guilty man be prevented
from reaching the Protector. Destruction of a major holy place would create
thousands of new enemies for Soulcatcher.
Willow
Swan started to speak but Soulcatcher interrupted. "I do not care if they hate me, Swan. I care that they do
what I tell them to do when I tell them to do it. The Bhodi will not raise a
fist against me, anyway. That would put a stain on their kharma."
A
cynical woman, the Protector.
"Get
on with it, Swan."
Swan
sighed. "Several more of those smoke shows appeared tonight. One was much
bigger than any seen before. Once again the Black Company sigil was part of all
of them." He brought forward another Shadar witness, who told of being
stoned by the mob but did not mention the demon Niassi.
The
news was no surprise. It was one of the reasons the Council had been convened.
With no real passion, the Radisha demanded, "How could that happen? Why
can't you stop it? You have men on every street corner. Chan-dra?" She
appealed to the man who knew just how much it cost to put all those Greys out
there.
Gokhale
inclined his head imperially.
As long
as the Radisha did the questioning, Swan's nerve stood up. She could not hurt
him in ways he had not been hurt before. Not the way the Protector could. He
asked, "Have you been out there? You should disguise yourself and go. Like
Saragoz in the fairy tale. Every street is clogged with people. Thousands sleep
where others have to walk over them. Breezeways and alleyways are choked with
human waste. Sometimes the press is so thick you could murder somebody ten feet
from one of my men and never be noticed. The people playing these games aren't
stupid. If they're really Company survivors, they're especially not stupid.
They've already survived everything ever thrown at them. They're using the
crowds for cover exactly the way they'd use the rocks and trees and bushes out
in the countryside. They don't wear uniforms. They don't stand out. They're not
outlanders anymore. If you really want to nail them, put out a proclamation
saying they all have to wear funny red hats." Swan's nerve had peaked
high. That was not directed at the Radisha. Soulcatcher, speaking through her,
had issued several proclamations memorable for their absurdity. "Being
steeped in Company doctrine, they wouldn't be anywhere around when the smoke
emblems actually formed. So far, we haven't even figured out where they come
from."
Soulcatcher
unleashed a deep-throated grunt. It said she doubted that Swan could figure out
much of anything. His nerve guttered like a dying lamp. He began to sweat. He
knew he walked a tightrope with the madwoman. He was tolerated like a naughty
pet for reasons clear only to the sorceress, who sometimes did things for no
better reason than a momentary whim. Which could reverse itself an instant
later.
He
could be replaced. Others had been. Soulcatcher did not care about facts,
insurmountable obstacles or mere difficulties. She cared about results.
Swan
offered, "On the plus side there's no evidence, even from our most eager
informants, that suggests this activity is anything but a low-grade nuisance.
Even if Black Company survivors are behind it-and even with tonight's
escalation."
Soulcatcher
said, "They'll never be anything but a nuisance." Her voice was that
of a plucky teenage girl. "They're going through the motions. They lost
heart when I buried all their leaders." That was all spoken in a powerful
male voice, by someone accustomed to unquestioning obedience. But those words
amounted to an oblique admission that Company members might, after all, still
be alive, and the final few words included in a rising inflection betraying potential
uncertainty. There were questions about what had happened on the plain of
glittering stone that Soulcatcher herself could not answer. "I'll worry
when they call them back from the dead." She did not know.
In
truth, little had gone according to anyone's plan out there. Her escape, with
Swan, had been pure luck. But Soulcatcher was the sort who believed Fortune's
bright countenance was her born due.
"Probably true. And only marginally
significant if I understood your summons."
"There
are Other Forces Afoot," Soulcatcher said. This voice was a sybil's, rife
with portent.
"The
Deceivers have been heard from," the Radisha announced, causing a general
startled reaction that included the disembodied spy. "Lately we've had
reports from Dejagore, Meldermhai, Ghoja and Danjil about men having been slain
in classic Strangler fashion."
Swan
had recovered. "In classic Strangler work, only the killers know that it
happened. They aren't assassins. The bodies would go through their religious
rites and be buried in some holy place."
The
Radisha ignored his remarks. "Today there was a strangling here. In
Taglios. Perhule Khoji was the victim. He died in a joy house, an institution
specializing in young girls. Such places aren't supposed to exist anymore, yet
they persist." That was an accusation. The Greys were charged with
crushing that sort of exploitation. But the Greys worked for the Protector and
the Protector did not care. "I gather that anything you can imagine can
still be found for sale."
Some
people blamed a national moral collapse on the Black Company. Others blamed the
ruling family. A few even blamed the Protector. Fault did not matter, nor did
the fact that most of the nastier evils had existed almost since the first mud
hut went up alongside the river. Taglios had changed. And desperate people will
do what they must to survive. Only a fool would expect the results to be
pretty.
Swan
asked, "Who was this Perhule Khoji?" He glared over his shoulder. He
had a scribe of his own recording the meeting back there in the darkness.
Plainly, he wondered why the Radisha was familiar with this particular murder
when he was not. "Sounds like the guy got something he had coming. You
sure it wasn't just his adventure with the little girls gone bad?"
"Quite
possibly Khoji did deserve what happened," the Radisha said with bitter
sarcasm. "He was Vehdna, so he'll be talking it over with his god about
now, I would imagine. His morals don't interest us, Swan. His position does. He
was one of the Inspector-General's leading assistants. He collected taxes in
the Checca and east waterfront areas. His death will cause problems for months.
His areas were some of our best revenue producers."
"Maybe
somebody who owed His child companion survived. And he did call for help. The
sort of men who handle troublemakers in those places arrived while it was
happening. Stranglers did it. It was an initiation killing. The Strangler
candidate was inept. Nevertheless, with the help of his arm-holders, he managed
to break Khoji's neck."
"So
they were captured."
"No.
The one they call Daughter of Night was there. Overseeing the initiation."
So the
strong-arm guys would have been scared witless once they recognized her. No
Gunni or Shadar wanted to believe the Daughter of Night was just a nasty young
woman, not a mythic figure. Few Taglians of those religions would find the
courage to interfere with her.
"All
right," Swan conceded. "That would mean real Stranglers. But how did
they recognize the Daughter of Night?"
Exasperated,
Soulcatcher snapped, "She told them who she was, you ninny! 'I am the
Daughter of Night. I am the Child of Darkness Forthcoming. Come to my mother or
become prey for the beasts of devastation in the Year of the Skulls.' Typically
portentous stuff." Soulcatcher's voice had become the mid-range monotone
of an educated skeptic. "Not to mention that she was vampire-white and a
prettier duplicate of my sister as a child."
The
Daughter of Night feared no one and nothing. She knew that her spiritual
parent, Kina the Destroyer, the Dark Mother, would shelter her-even though that
goddess had stirred not at all for more than a decade. Rumors about the
Daughter of Night had run through the underside of society for years. A lot of
people believed she was what she claimed. Which only added to her power over
the popular imagination.
Another
rumor, losing currency with time, credited the Black Company with having
forestalled Kina's Year of the Skulls back about the time the Taglian state
chose to betray its hired protectors.
The
Deceivers and Company alike had a psychological strength vastly exceeding their
numbers. Being social ghosts made both groups more frightening.
What
signified most was that the Daughter of Night had come to Taglios itself. And
that she had shown herself publicly. And where the Daughter of Night went, the
chieftain of all Deceivers, the living legend, the living saint of the
Stranglers, Narayan Singh, surely followed like a faithful jackal and worked
his evils, too.
Murgen
considered aborting his mission to warn Sahra to call everything off till this
news could be assessed. But it would be too late to stop everything now,
whatever else was happening.
Narayan
Singh was the most hated enemy of the Black Company still standing upright. Not
Mogaba, nor even Soulcatcher, who was an old, old adversary, were as eagerly
hunted as was Narayan Singh. Nor did Singh harbor any love for the Company. He
had gotten himself caught once. And had spent a long time being made uncomfortable
by people overburdened with malice. He had debts he would love to collect,
should it please his goddess to permit that.
The
Privy Council, as was customary, degenerated into nagging and finger-pointing
soon afterward, with the Puro-hita and Inspector-General both maneuvering to
get a rung up on one another, and maybe on Swan. The Purohita could count on
the backing of the three tame priests-unless Soulcatcher had other ideas. The
Inspector-General usually enjoyed the support of the Radisha.
These
squabbles were generally prolonged but trivial, more symbol than substance. The
Protector would let nothing she disapproved of come out of them.
As
Murgen started to leave, his presence never having been detected, two Royal
Guards rushed into the chamber. They headed for Willow Swan, though he was not
their captain. Perhaps their news was something they did not care to share with
the unpredictable Protector, their official commander. Swan listened for a
moment, then slammed a fist onto the tabletop. "Damn it! I knew it had to
be more than a nuisance." He bulled past the Purohita, giving the man a
look of contempt. There was no love lost there.
It has
started already, Murgen thought. Back to Do Trang's warehouse, then. He could
prevent nothing already in motion, but he could get word to those still at
headquarters so they could get after Narayan and the Daughter of Night as soon
as possible.
Sahra
changed faces as easily as an actor swaps masks. Sometimes she was the cruel,
cunning, coldly calculating necromancer who conspired with the Captured.
Sometimes she was just the near-widow of the Standardbearer and official
Annalist of the Company. Sometimes she was just Tobo's doting mother. And
whenever she went out into the city, she was Minh Subredil, another being
entirely.
Minh
Subredil was an outcast, the half-breed by-blow of a priest of Khusa and a
Nyueng Bao whore. Minh Subredil knew more about her antecedents than did half
the people on the streets of Taglios. She talked to herself about them all the
time. She would tell anyone she could trap into listening.
Minh
Subredil was a woman so pathetic, so shunned by fortune, that she was an old,
bent thing decades before her time. Her signature, which made her recognizable
to people who never had encountered her, was the small statue of Ghanghesha she
carried everywhere. Ghanghesha, who was the god in charge of good luck in Gunni
and some Nyueng Bao belief. Minh Subredil talked to Ghanghesha when there was
nobody else who would listen.
Widowed,
Minh Subredil supported her one child by doing scut-work day labor at the
Palace. Each morning well before dawn she joined the assembly of unfortunates
who gathered at the northern servants' postern in hopes of gaining work.
Sometimes she was joined by her dead husband's retarded sister Sawa. Sometimes
she brought her daughter, though seldom anymore. The girl was getting old
enough to be noticed.
Subassistant
housekeeper Jaul Barundandi would come out and announce the number of positions
available for the day, then would select the people to fill them. Barundandi
always chose Minh Subredil because, though she was too ugly to demand sexual
favors of, she could be counted upon to kick back a generous percentage of her
salary. Minh Subredil was a desperate creature.
Barundandi
was amused by Subredil's omnipresent statue. A devout Gunni of the cult of
Khusa, he often included in his prayers a petition that he be spared Subredil's
sort of luck. He would never admit it to his henchmen but he did favor Subredil
some because of her poor choice of a father. Like most villains, he was wicked
only most of the time and mainly in small-minded ways.
Subredil,
as Ky Sahra, never prayed. Ky Sahra had no use for gods. Unaware of his tiny
soft spot, she did have in mind a destiny for Jaul Barundandi. When the time
came. The subassistant would have ample opportunity to regret his predations.
There
would be many, many regrets, spanning the length and breadth of the Taglian
empire. When the time came.
We went
out through the maze of confusion and distraction spells Goblin and One-Eye
have spent so many years weaving throughout the neighborhood, a thousand layers
of gossamer deception so subtle only the Protector herself might notice them.
If she was looking. But Soulcatcher does not roam the streets looking for enemy
hideouts. She has the Greys and her shadows and bats and crows to do that work.
And those are too dim to notice that they are being guided away from or subtly
ushered through the area in a manner that left it seeming no more remarkable
than any other. The two little wizards spent most of their time maintaining and
expanding their maze of confusion. People not trusted no longer got within two
hundred yards of our headquarters. Not without being led.
We had
no trouble. We wore strands of yarn tied around our left wrists. These
enchanted loops softened the confusion spells. They let us see the truth.
Thus we
often knew what the Palace intended before plans went into motion. Minh
Subredil, or sometimes Sawa, listened in while the plans were being made.
I
muttered, "Isn't it awfully early for us to be out?"
"Yes.
But there will be others already there when we take our place." There are
a lot of desperate people in Taglios. Some will camp as near the Palace as the
Greys will allow.
We did
reach the Palace area hours earlier than ever before. But there were rounds of
the darkness to make, brothers of the Company to visit in their hiding places.
In each instance the voice of the witch came out of the wreckage that was Minh
Subredil. Sawa tagged along behind and drooled out of the corner of her twisted
mouth.
Most of
the men did not recognize us. They did not expect to do so. They expected to
receive a code word from those in charge that would expose us as messengers.
They got that word. Chances were good they were in some disguise themselves.
Every Company brother was supposed to create several characters he could assume
in public. Some did better than others. The worst were called upon to risk the
least.
Subredil
glanced at the fragment of moon sneaking a peek through a crack in the clouds.
"Minutes to go."
I
grunted, nervous. It had been a while since I had been involved in anything
directly dangerous. Other than wandering around the Palace or going to the
library, of course. But nobody was likely to stick me with sharp objects there.
"Those
clouds look like the kind that come right before the rainy season." If
they were, that season would be early. Which was not a pleasant thought. During
the rainy season that is what it does, in torrents, every day. The weather can
be truly ferocious, with dramatic temperature shifts and hailstorms, and
thunder like all the gods of the Gunni pantheon are drunk and brawling. But
mainly I do not like the heat.
Taglians
divide their year into six seasons. Only during the one they call winter is
there any sustained relief from the heat.
Subredil
asked, "Would Sawa even notice the clouds?" She was a stickler for
staying in character. In a city ruled by darkness you never knew what eyes
watched from the shadows, what unseen ears were pricked to overhear.
"Uhm."
That was about as intelligent a thing as Sawa ever said.
"Come."
Subredil took my arm, guiding me, which was what she always did when we went to
work at the Palace. We approached the main north entrance, which was only
two-score yards from the service postern. A single torch burned there. It was
supposed to show the Guards who might be outside. But it was situated so poorly
it only helped them see the honest people. As we drew closer, someone who had
sneaked in along the foot of the wall jumped up and enveloped the torch in a
sack of wet rawhide.
The
crude, startled remark of one of the guards carried clearly. Now, would he be
incautious enough to come see what had happened?
There
was no reason to believe he would not. The Royal Guards had had no trouble for
almost a generation.
The
sliver of moon vanished behind a cloud. As it went, something moved at the
Palace entrance.
Now
came the tricky part, making it look like we screwed up a sure thing by going
in right at a shift change. A sound of scuffling. A startled cry. Somebody else
demanding what was going on. A rattle and clatter as people rushed the gate.
Clang of metal. A scream or two. Whistles. Then within fifteen seconds,
answering whistles from several directions. Exactly according to plan. In
moments the whistles from the Palace entrance became shrilly desperate.
When
first the idea was broached, there had been serious debate about whether or not
the attack should be the real thing. It seemed likely taking the entrance would
be easy. A strong faction, made up of men tired of waiting, just wanted to bust
in and kill everybody. While that might have offered a certain amount of
satisfaction, there was little chance Soulcatcher could be destroyed, and such
wholesale murder would do nothing to liberate the Captured, which was supposed
to be our primary mission. I had convinced everyone that we needed to launch an
old-fashioned, Annals-based game of misdirection. Make the enemy think we were
up to one thing when actually we wanted to accomplish something else entirely.
Get them running hard to head us off in one direction when we were following a
completely different course.
With
Goblin and One-Eye now so old, our deceits have to be increasingly
intellectual. Those two do not have the strength or stamina to create and
maintain massive battlefield illusions. And, though willing to share their
secrets, they had not been able to arm Sahra for the struggle. Her talent did
not extend in that direction.
The
first Greys charged out of the darkness, into the ambushes waiting to receive
them. For a while it was a vicious slaughter. But, somehow, a few managed to
get through to support the Guards barely hanging on at the Palace entrance.
Subredil
and I moved into position against the foot of the wall, between the big
entrance and the servants' postern. Subredil hugged her Ghanghesha and
whimpered. Sawa clung to Subredil and drooled and made strange little
frightened noises.
Though
the attackers piled up heaps of Greys, they never quite managed to break
through the defense of the entry-way. Then help arrived from inside. Willow
Swan and a platoon of Royal Guards burst through the gateway. The attackers
scattered instantly. So fast, in fact, that Swan screeched, "Hold up!
There's something wrong!"
The
night lit up. The air filled with hurtling fireballs. Their like had not been
seen since the heavy fighting at the end of the Shadowmaster wars. Lady had
created those weapons in vast numbers and a few had been husbanded carefully
since then. The men employing them had not been involved in the attack on the
entrance. They clung to the fire plan, which counted on everyone being able to
pick Swan out from amongst the Guards and Greys.
His
life depended on it.
Fire
fell to the side of the group away from Subredil and me. Willow was afraid.
When fire swiftly shifted to fall on the entry and cut him off, he was supposed
to retreat toward the service entrance. Past us.
Good
old Swan. He must have read my script. As his men were being torn apart by
fireballs just yards away, he skittered along, hand against the wall, staying
just steps ahead of destruction. Molten stone and chunks of burning flesh flew
over his head and ours and I realized that I had underestimated the fury of my
weapons, perhaps fatally. It was definitely a mistake to have committed so
many.
Swan
stumbled over Minh Subredil's ankle. Somehow, when he hit the cobblestones, he
found himself face-to-face with a drooling idiot. Who had a dagger's point
neatly positioned under his chin. "Don't even breathe," she
whispered.
Fireballs
hitting the Palace wall melted their way right in. The wooden gateway was on
fire. There was plenty of light by which our brothers could see us signal that
we had gotten our man. Fire became more accurate. The resistance to the Greys
coming to help became less porous. A second apparent attack came forward. A
couple of those brothers collected Swan. They kicked and cursed us. And took
our weapons with them when they went away, part of a general retreat as the
attack wave fled from no evident resistance.
As they
disappeared into the darkness, the thing that we had feared most occurred.
Soulcatcher
came out on the battlements above to see what was happening. Subredil and I
knew because all fighting ceased within seconds once somebody spotted her. Then
a storm of fireballs flashed her way.
We were
lucky. She was sufficiently unprepared that she could do nothing but duck. Our
brothers then did what they were supposed to do. They got the heck out of
there. They got downhill and lost amongst the population before the Protector
could release her bats and crows.
It was
my belief that the activity would have all the nearby part of the city in an
uproar within minutes. The men were supposed to help that along by launching
absurd rumors. If they remained calm enough.
Subredil
and Sawa moved two dozen yards closer to the servants' postern. We had just
settled down to drool and be held and whimper while we watched the corpses burn
when a frightened voice demanded, "Minh Subredil. What are you doing
here?"
Jaul
Barundandi. Our boss. I did not look up. And Subredil did not respond until
Barundandi stirred her with a toe and asked again, not unkindly. She told him,
"We were going to be here early. Sawa needs to work bad." She looked
around. "Where are the others?"
There
had been others. Four or five even more eager to be first in line. They had
fled. That might mean trouble. No telling what they might have seen before they
ran. An early stray fireball was supposed to have panicked and scattered them
before Swan got to us but I could not recall that having happened.
Subredil
turned more toward Barundandi. I held on to her tighter and whimpered. She
patted my shoulder and murmured something indistinct. Barundandi seemed to buy
it, particularly when Subredil discovered that one of her Ghanghesha's trunks
had broken off, and she began to cry and search our surroundings.
Several
of Barundandi's associates were out as well, looking around, asking one another
what happened. The same thing was going on at the main entrance, where stunned
Guards and sleep-fuddled functionaries asked one another what had happened and
what they should do and, holy shit! some of those fires burned all the way
through the wall and it was six or eight feet thick! Shadar from as far as a
mile away were arriving, gathering dead and wounded Greys and also trying to
figure out what had happened.
Jaul
Barundandi's voice gentled further. He beckoned his assistants. "Help
these two inside. Be gentle. The high and the mighty may want to talk to
them."
I hoped
my start did not give us away. I had counted on getting inside early but it had
not occurred to me that anyone might be interested in what two
near-untouchables might have seen.
8
I need
not have worried. We were interviewed by a seriously distracted Guard sergeant
who seemed to be going through the motions mainly as a sop to Jaul Barundandi.
The subassistant had evidently suffered an overinspiration of ambition in
thinking he could win favor by providing eyewitnesses to the tragedy.
His
solicitude began to fade once he had little to gain. A few hours after we were
taken inside, while excitement still gripped the Palace and a thousand
outrageous rumors circulated, while leading Guardsmen and Greys kept bringing
in more and more trusted armed men and sending out more and more spies to watch
the regular soldiers in their barracks, just in case they were in on the attack
somehow, Minh Subredil and her idiot sister-in-law were already hard at work.
Barundandi had them cleaning the chamber where the Privy Council met. A huge
mess had been left there. Somebody had lost her temper and had worked out her
anger by tearing the place up.
Barundandi
told us, "Expect to work very hard today, Minh Subredil. Few workers
showed up this morning." He sounded bitter. He would not garner much
kickback because of the raid. It did not occur to him to be thankful he was
still alive. "Is she all right?" He meant me. Sawa. I was still doing
a credible job of shaking.
"She
will manage as long as I stay close. It would not be good to put her anyplace
where she cannot see me today."
Barundandi
grunted. "So be it. There's work enough here. Just don't get in anybody's
way."
Minh
Subredil bowed slightly. She was good at being unobtrusive. She seated me at a
wide table about a dozen feet long, piled up lamps and candlesticks and whatnot
that had gotten thrown around. I invoked Sawa's narrow focus and went to work
cleaning them. Subredil began cleaning floors and furniture.
People
came and went, many of them important. None of them noticed us except the
Inspector-General of the Records, Chandra Gokhale, who kicked Subredil
irritably because she was scrubbing the floor where he wanted to walk.
Subredil
got back onto her knees, bowing and begging pardon. Gokhale ignored her. She
began cleaning up spilled water, showing no emotion whatsoever. Minh Subredil
took that sort of thing. But I suspect Ky Sahra had just formed a definite
opinion about which of our enemies should follow Willow Swan into captivity.
The
Radisha appeared. The Protector was with her. They settled into their places.
Jaul Barundandi appeared soon afterward, meaning to get us out of there. Sawa
seemed to notice nothing. Her focus on a candlestick was too narrow. A tall
Shadar captain bustled in. He announced, "Your Highness, the preliminary
tally shows ninety-eight dead and one hundred twenty-six injured. Some of those
will die from their wounds. Minister Swan hasn't been found but many of the
bodies are burned too badly to identify. Many that were hit by fireballs caught
fire and burned like greasy torches." The captain had trouble remaining
calm. He was young. Chances were good he had not seen the consequences of
battle before.
I kept
working hard to shove myself way down deep into character. I had not been this
close to Soulcatcher since she held me prisoner outside Kiaulune fifteen years
ago. Those were not happy memories. I prayed she did not remember me.
I went
all the way down into my safe place. I had not been there since my captivity.
The hinges on the door were rusty. But I got inside and got comfortable while
remaining Sawa. I had just enough attention left to catch most of what was
happening around me. The Protector suddenly asked, "Who are these
women?"
Barundandi
fawned. "Pardon, Great Ones. Pardon. My fault. I did not know the chamber
was to be used."
"Answer
the question, Housekeeper," the Radisha ordered.
"Certainly,
Great One." Barundandi kowtowed halfway to the floor. "The woman
scrubbing is Minh Subredil, a widow. The other is her idiot sister-in-law,
Sawa. They are outside staff employed as part of the Protector's charity
program."
Soulcatcher
said, "I feel I have seen one or both of them before."
Barundandi
bowed deeply again. The attention frightened him. "Minh Subredil has
worked here for many years, Protector. Sawa accompanies her when her mind is
clear enough for her to accomplish repetitive tasks."
I felt
him trying to decide whether or not to volunteer the news that we had witnessed
the morning's attack from up close. I clung to my safe place so hard that I did
not catch what happened during the next few minutes.
Barundandi
chose not to volunteer us for questioning. Perhaps he reasoned that too
intensive an attention paid to us might expose the fact that he was charging us
half our feeble salaries for the right to work our hands into raw, aching
crabs.
The
Radisha finally told him, "Go away, Housekeeper. Let them work. The fate
of the empire will not be decided here today."
And
Soulcatcher waved a gloved hand, shooing Barundandi out, but then halted him to
demand, "What is that the woman has on the floor beside her?" Meaning
Subredil, of course, since I was seated at the table.
"Uh?
Oh. A Ghanghesha, Great One. The woman never goes anywhere without it. It's an
obsession with her. It-"
"Go
away now."
So it
was that Sahra, at least, sat in on almost two hours of the innermost powers'
responses to our assault.
After a
while I came forward again, enough to follow most of it. Couriers came and
went. A picture of generally upright behavior by the army and people took
shape. Which was to be expected. Neither had any real reason to rise up right
now. Which was nothing but good news to the Radisha.
Positive
intelligence just made the Protector more suspicious, though. The old cynic.
"No
prisoners taken," she said. "No corpses left behind. Quite possibly
no serious casualties suffered. Nor any great risks endured, if you examine it
closely. They fled as soon as there was a chance someone would hit back. What
were they up to? What was their real purpose?"
Reasonably,
Chandra Gokhale pointed out, "The attack appears to have been sustained
with exceptional ferocity till you yourself appeared on the battlements. Only
then did they run."
The
Shadar captain volunteered, "Several survivors and witnesses report that
the bandits argued amongst themselves about your presence, Protector. It seems
they expected you to be away from the Palace. Evidently the attack would not
have been undertaken had they known you were here."
One of
my touches of misdirection. I hoped it did some good.
"That
makes no sense. Where would they get that idea?" She did not expect an
answer and did not wait for one. "Have you identified any of the burned
bodies?"
"Only
three, Protector. Most are barely recognizable as human."
The
Radisha asked, "Chandra, how bad was the physical damage? Do you have an
assessment yet?"
"Yes,
Radisha. It was bad. Extremely bad. The wall appears to have suffered some
structural damage. The full extent is being determined right now. It's certain
to be a weak point for a while. You might consider putting up a wooden
curtain-wall in front of what is going to become a construction area. And think
hard about bringing in troops."
"Troops?"
the Protector demanded. "Why troops?" Her voice, long neutral, became
suspicious. When you have no friends at all, paranoia is an even more natural
outlook than it is for brothers of the Black Company.
"Because
the Palace is too big to defend with the people you have here now. Even if you
arm the household staff. An enemy doesn't need to use any of the regular
entrances. He could climb the outside wall where no one is watching and attack
from inside."
The
Radisha said, "If he tried that, he'd need maps to get around. I've never
seen anyone but Smoke, who was our court wizard a long time ago, who could get
around this place without one. You have to have an instinct."
The
Inspector-General observed, "If the attack was undertaken by elements
descended from the old Black Company-and the employment of fireball weapons
would suggest some connection, even though we know that the Company was
exterminated by the Protector-then they may have access to hallway maps created
when the Liberator and his staff were quartered here."
The
Radisha insisted, "You can't chart this place. I know. I've tried."
Thank
Goblin and One-Eye for that, Princess. Long, long ago the Captain had those two
old men scatter confusion spells liberally, everywhere. There were things he
had not wanted the Radisha to find. Things that remained hidden still, among
them those ancient volumes of the Annals that supposedly explain the Company's
secret beginnings but which have been a complete disappointment so far. Minh
Subredil knows how to get to them. Whenever she gets the chance, Minh Subredil
tears out a few pages and smuggles them out to me. Then I sneak them into the
library and when no one is watching, I translate them a few words at a time,
looking for that one phrase that will show us how to open the way for the
Captured.
Sawa
cleaned brass and silver. Minh Subredil cleaned floor and furniture. The Privy
Council and their associates came and went. The level of panic declined as no
new attacks developed. Too bad we did not have the numbers to stir them up
again every few hours.
Soulcatcher
remained uncharacteristically quiet. She had known the Company longer than
anyone but the Captain, Goblin and One-Eye, though from the outside. She would
accept nothing at face value. Not yet.
I hoped
she broke a mental sprocket trying to figure it out, though I feared she had
already done so, because she kept wondering about the burned bodies and Willow
Swan. Could I have planned so obviously that she was confused only because she
kept looking for something beyond the kidnapping?
I
finished the last candlestick. I did not look around, did not say anything,
just sat there. It was difficult to focus my thinking away from the danger
seated across the room when my fingers were not busy. I gave praise to God,
silently, as I had learned was proper for a woman when I was little. Equal
praise was due Sahra's insistence on staying in character.
Both
served me well.
At some
point Jaul Barundandi came back. Under the eyes of the Great Ones, he was not
an unkind boss. He told Subredil it was time to leave. Subredil bestirred Sawa.
As I got to my feet, I made some sounds of distress.
"What
is that?" Barundandi asked.
"She's
hungry. We haven't eaten all day." Usually the management did provide a
few scraps. That was one of the perks. Subredil and Sawa sometimes husbanded
some of their share and took it home. That established and sustained the
women's habit of carrying things out of the Palace.
The
Protector leaned forward. She stared intently. What had we done to tickle her
suspicion? Was she just so ancient in her paranoia that she needed no clue
stronger than intuition? Or was it possible that she really could read minds,
just a touch?
Barundandi
said, "We'll go to the kitchen, then. The cooks overprepared badly
today."
We
shuffled out behind him, each step like leaping another league out of winter
toward spring, out of darkness into light. Four or five paces outside the
meeting chamber, Barundandi startled us by running a hand through his hair and
gasping. He told Subredil, "Oh, it feels good to get out of there. That
woman gives me the green willies."
She
gave me the green willies, too. And only the fact that I had gone deep into
character to deal with them saved me giving myself away. Who would suspect that
much humanity in Jaul Barundandi? I got a grip on Subredil's arm and shook.
Subredil
responded to Barundandi softly, submissively agreeing that the Protector might
be a great horror.
The
kitchens, normally off limits to casual labor, was a dragon's hoard of edible
treasures. With the dragon evicted. Subredil and Sawa ate till they could
barely waddle. They loaded themselves with all the plunder they thought they
would be allowed to carry off. They collected their few coppers and headed for
the servants' postern before anyone could think of something else for them to
do, before any of Barundandi's cronies realized that the customary kickbacks
had been overlooked.
There
were armed guards outside the postern. That was new. They were Greys rather
than soldiers. They did not seem particularly interested in people going out.
They did not bother with the usual cursory search casuals had to endure so
nobody carried off the royal cutlery.
I wish
our characters had more curiosity in them. I could have used a closer look at
the damage we had done. They were putting up scaffolding and erecting a wooden
curtain-wall already. The glimpses I did catch awed me. I had only read about
what the later versions of those fireball throwers could do. The face of the
Palace looked like a model of dark wax that someone had stuck repeatedly with a
white-hot iron rod. Not only had stone melted and run, some had been vaporized.
We had been released much earlier than usual. It was only mid-afternoon. I
tried to walk too fast, eager to get away. Subredil refused to be rushed. Ahead
of us stood quiet crowds who had come to stare at the Palace. Subredil murmured
something about "... ten thousand eyes."
9
I
erred. That mass of people had not come just to examine our night's work and
marvel that the Protector's dead men could be so frisky. They were interested
in four Bhodi disciples at the memorial posts that stood a dozen yards in front
of the battered entrance, outside the growing curtain-wall. One disciple was
mounting a prayer wheel onto one of the posts. Another two were spreading an
elaborately embroidered dark red-orange cloth on the cobblestones. The fourth,
shaved balder and shinier than a polished apple, stood before a Grey who was
sixteen at the oldest. The Bhodi disciple had his arms folded. He looked
through the youngster, who seemed to be having trouble getting across the
message that these men had to stop doing what they were doing. The Protector
forbade it.
This
was something that would interest even Minh Sub-redil. She stopped walking.
Sawa clung to her arm with one hand and cocked her head so she could watch,
too.
I felt
terribly exposed standing out there, a dozen yards from the silent gawkers.
Reinforcements
for the young Grey arrived in the person of a grisled Shadar sergeant who
seemed to think the Bhodi's problem was deafness. "Clear off!" he
shouted. "Or you'll be cleared."
The
Bhodi with folded arms said, "The Protector sent for me."
Not
having gotten Murgen's report yet, Sahra and I had no idea what this was about.
"Huh?"
The
disciple preparing the prayer wheel announced its readiness. The Sergeant
growled, swatted it off the post with the back of his hand. The responsible
disciple bent, picked it up, began remounting it. They were not violent people,
the Bhodi disciples, nor did they resist anything, but they were stubborn.
The two
spreading the prayer rug were satisfied with their work. They spoke to the man
with folded arms. He bowed his head slightly, then raised his eyes to meet
those of the elder Shadar. In a voice loud but so calm it was disturbing, he
proclaimed, "Rajadharma. The Duty of Kings. Know you: Kingship is a trust.
The King is the most exalted and conscientious servant of the people."
Not one
witness had any trouble hearing and understanding those words.
The
speaker settled himself on the prayer rug. His robes were an almost identical
shade. He seemed to fade into a greater whole.
One of
the secondary disciples passed him a large jar. He raised that as though in
offering to the sky, then dumped its contents over himself. The Shadar sergeant
looked as rattled as the youngster. He peered around for help.
The
prayer wheel was back in place. The disciple responsible set it spinning, then
backed off with the two who had spread the prayer rug.
The
disciple on the rug struck flint to steel and vanished in a blast of flame just
as I recognized the odor of naphtha. Heat hit me like a blow. I was in
character strongly enough to whimper and grab Subredil with both hands. She
resumed moving, eyes wide, stunned.
The man
inside the flames never cried out, never moved till all life was gone and the
charred husk left behind toppled over.
Crows
circled above, cursing in their own tongue. So Soulcatcher knew. Or soon would.
We
continued moving, into the now-animated crowd and through, heading home. The
Bhodi disciples who had helped prepare the ritual suicide had disappeared
already, while all eyes were fixed on the burning man.
10
I can't
believe he did that!" I said, still climbing out of Sawa's smelly rags and
crippled personality. Word had beaten us home. The suicide was all anyone
wanted to discuss. Our own nighttime effort had become secondary. That was over
and they had survived.
Tobo
definitely did not believe it. He mentioned that in passing and insisted on
telling us everything his father had seen inside the Palace last night. He
referred to notes he had made with Goblin's help. He was thoroughly proud of
the job he had done and wanted to rub our noses in it. "But I couldn't
really get him to talk to me, Mom. Anything I asked seemed to be just an
irritation. It was like he just wanted to get it over with so he could go
away."
"I
know, dear," Sahra said. "I know. He's that way with me, too. Here's
some nice bread they let us bring home. Eat something. Goblin. What did they do
with Swan? Is he healthy?"
One-Eye
cackled. He said, "Healthy as a man with cracked ribs can be. Scared
shitless, though." He cackled again.
"Cracked
ribs? Explain."
Goblin
told her, "Somebody with a grudge against the Greys got overexcited. But
don't worry about it. The guy is going to have plenty of opportunity to be
sorry he let his feelings get the best of him."
"I'm
exhausted," Sahra said. "We spent the whole day in the same room as
Soulcatcher. I thought I would burst."
"You
did? It was all I could do not to run out of there screaming. I concentrated so
hard on being Sawa that I missed half of what they said."
"What
didn't get said might be more important. Soul-catcher was really suspicious
about the attack."
"I
told you, go for the throat!" One-Eye barked. "While they still
didn't believe in us. Kill them all and you wouldn't have to sneak around
trying to figure out how to get the Old Man out. You could make those guys at
the library do your research for you."
"We'd've
just gotten killed," Sahra said. "Soulcatcher was already looking for
trouble. The news about the Daughter of Night did that. Speaking of whom, I
want you two looking for her, and Narayan, too."
"Too?"
Goblin asked.
"Soulcatcher
will hunt them with a great deal of enthusiasm, I expect."
I
observed, "Kina must be stirring again. Narayan and the girl wouldn't come
to Taglios unless they were confident of her protection. Which means the girl
will start copy-ing the Books of the Dead again, too. Sahra, tell Murgen to
keep an eye on them." Those terrible, ancient volumes were buried in the
same cavern as the Captured. "I had a thought while we were up there-after
I ran out of candlesticks and didn't have anything else to do. It's been a long
time since I read Murgen's Annals. It didn't seem like they had much bearing on
what we're trying to do. Being so modern. But when I was sitting there, just a
few feet from Soulcatcher, I got a really creepy feeling that I had missed
something. And it's been so long since I studied those things, I can't guess
what."
"You
should have time. We'll need to lie pretty low for a few days."
"You'll
be going to work, won't you?"
"It
would be suspicious if I didn't."
"I'm
going to the library. I located some histories that go back to the earliest
days of Taglios."
"Yeah?"
One-Eye croaked, jerked himself out of a half-sleep. "Then find out for me
why the hell the ruling gang are only princes. The territories they rule are
bigger than most kingdoms around here."
"A
question that never would have occurred to me," I said politely. "Or
to any native of this end of the world, probably. I'll ask." If I
remembered.
Nervous
laughter came from the shadows in the back of the warehouse. Willow Swan.
Goblin said, "He's playing tonk with some guys he knew in the old
days."
Sahra
said, "We should get him out of the city. Where can we keep him?"
"I
need him here," I said. "I need to ask him about the plain. That's
why we grabbed him first. And I'm not going off to some place in the country
when I've finally started getting somewhere at the library."
"Soulcatcher
might have him marked somehow." "We've got two half-ass wizards of
our own. Have them check him over. They add up to one competent-"
"You watch your mouth, Little Girl." "I forget myself, One-Eye.
You two together add up to half as much as either one alone."
"Sleepy
has a point. If Soulcatcher marked him, you two ought to be able to find
out."
One-Eye
snapped, "Use your head! If she'd marked him, she'd already be here. She
wouldn't be up there asking her lackeys if they'd found his bones yet."
The little man climbed out of his chair, creaking and groaning. He headed for
the shadows at the rear of the warehouse but not toward Swan's voice.
I said,
"He's right." I headed to the back myself. I had not seen Swan up
close for fifteen years. Behind me, Tobo started grilling his mother about
Murgen. He was upset because his father had been indifferent.
Seemed
to me there was a good chance Murgen did not understand who Tobo was. He had
trouble with time. He had had that problem since the siege of Jaicur. He might
think it was still fifteen years ago and he was stumbling away into a possible
future.
Swan
stared at me for a few seconds after I stepped into the light of the lamp
illuminating the table where he was playing cards with the Gupta brothers and a
corporal we called Slink. "Sleepy, right? You haven't changed. Goblin or
One-Eye put some kind of hex on you?"
"God
is good to the pure of heart. How are your ribs?"
Swan
ran fingers through the remnants of his hair. "So that's the story."
He touched his side. "I'll live."
"You're
taking it well."
"I
needed a vacation. Nothing's in my hands now. I can relax until she finds me
again."
"Can
she do that?"
"You
the Captain now?"
"The
Captain is the Captain. I design ambushes. Can she find you?"
"Well,
son, this looks like the fabled collision between the unstoppable whatsis and
the immovable thingee. I don't know where to lay my bets. Over here we got the
Black Company with four hundred years of bad and tricky. Over there you got
Soulcatcher with four centuries of mean and crazy. It's a toss-up, I
guess."
"She
doesn't have you marked somehow?"
"Only
with scars."
The way
he said that made me feel I knew exactly what he meant. "You want to come
over to our side?"
"You're
kidding. You pulled all that stuff this morning just to ask me to join the
Black Company?"
"We
pulled all that stuff this morning to show the world that we're still here and
that we could do what we want, whenever we want, Protector or no Protector. And
to take you so I can question you about the plain of glittering stone."
He
looked at me for several seconds, then checked his cards. "There's a subject
that hasn't come up in a while."
"You
going to be stubborn about it?"
"You
kidding? I'll talk your ear off. But I'll bet you don't learn a damned thing
you didn't already know." He discarded a black knave.
Slink
jumped on the card, laid down a nine-queen spread, discarded a red queen and
grinned. He needed to see One-Eye about those teeth.
"Shit!"
Swan grumbled. "I missed this game. How did you people learn? It's the
simplest damn game in the world but I never met a Taglian who could figure it
out."
I
observed, "You learn fast when you play with One-Eye. Scoot over, Sin. Let
me play while I pick this guy's brain." I pulled up a stool, studying Swan
every second. The man knew how to get into a character. This was not the Willow
Swan that Murgen wrote about or the Swan that Sahra saw when she visited the
Palace. I picked up my five cards from the next deal. "This ain't a hand,
it's a foot. How come you're so relaxed, Swan?"
"No
stress. You can't have a worse hand than mine. I don't got no two cards of the
same suit."
"No
stress?"
"As
of today I got nothing to do but lean back and take it easy. Just play tonk
till my honey comes and takes me home."
"You're
not afraid? Reports I've had said you're shakier than Smoke used to be."
His
features hardened. That was not a comparison he liked. "The worst has
happened, hasn't it? I'm in the hands of my enemies. But I'm still
healthy."
"There's
no guarantee you'll stay that way. Unless you cooperate. Darn! I'm going to
have to rob a poor box if this keeps on.". Play had not gotten all the way
back to me before the hand ended. I did not win.
"I'll
sing like a trained crow," Swan said. "Like a chorus. But I can't do
you much good. I was never as close to the center as you may think."
"Possibly."
I watched his hands closely as he dealt. It seemed like a moment when a skilled
manipulator's ego might compel him to show himself how good he was at pulling
fast moves. If he had any moves, he would not get them by me. I learned the
game from One-Eye, too. "Prove it. Tell me how Soulcatcher kept you two
alive long enough to get off the plain."
"That's
an easy one." He completed a straight deal. "We ran away faster than
the ghosts chasing us could run. We were riding those black horses the Company
brought down from the north."
I had
ridden those enchanted beasts a few times myself.
That
could be the answer. They could outdistance any normal horse and could run
almost forever without tiring. "Maybe. Maybe. She didn't have any special
talisman?"
"Not
that she mentioned to me."
I
looked down at another terrible hand. Grilling Swan could get expensive. I am
not one of the better tonk players in the gang. "What happened to the
horses?"
"Far
as I know, they're all dead. Time or magic or wounds got them. And the queen
bitch wasn't happy about that, either. She don't like walking and she ain't
fond of flying."
"Flying?"
Startled, I discarded a card I should have kept. That allowed one of the Guptas
to go down and take me for another couple of coppers.
Swan
said, "I think I'm going to like playing with you. Yeah. Flying. She's got
a couple of them carpets that was made by the Howler. And she just ain't real
good with them. I can tell you that from personal experience. Your deal. Ain't
nothing like falling off of one of them suckers while it's hauling ass, even if
you're only five feet high."
One-Eye
materialized. He looked about as bright and alert as he ever did these days.
"Room for one more?" His breath smelled of alcohol.
Swan
grumbled, "I know that voice. No. I figured you out twenty-five years ago.
I thought we got your ass at Khadighat. Or maybe it was Bhoroda or
Nalanda."
"I'm
quick on my feet."
Slink
said, "You're in only if you show some money up front and you agree not to
deal."
"And
you keep your hands on top of the table all the time," I added.
"You
smite me to the heart, Little Girl. People might get the idea you don't trust
me not to cheat."
"Good.
That'll save them a lot of time and pain."
"Little
girl?" Swan asked. There was a whole different look in his eye suddenly.
"One-Eye's
got diarrhea of the mouth. Sit down, old man. Swan was just telling us about
Soulcatcher's magic carpets and how she doesn't like flying. And I'm wondering
if we couldn't find some way to take advantage of that."
Swan
looked from one of us to the other. I watched One-Eye's hands as he picked up
his first bunch of cards. Just in case he might have done something to this
deck sometime in the past. "Little girl?"
"Is
there an echo in here?" Slink asked.
"Is
that suddenly a problem?" I asked.
"No!
No." Swan showed me the palm of his free hand. "I'm just getting a
lot of surprises here. Soulcatcher thought she was pretty solid on the Company
survivors. But I've already run into four people who are known to be dead,
including the world's ugliest wizard and that Nyueng Bao woman who acts like
she's in charge."
One-Eye
growled, "Don't you go talking about Goblin that way. He's my pal. I'll
have to stand up for him. Someday." He snickered.
Swan
ignored him. "And you. That we had down as a man." '
I
shrugged. "Not many knew. And it's not important. The dope with the eye
patch and smelly hat should've had sense enough not to mention it in front of
an outsider." I glared.
One-Eye
grinned, drew a card from the pile, discarded. "She's feisty, Swan. Smart,
too. Designed the plan that pulled you in. You started on another one, Little
Girl?"
"Several.
I think Sahra will want the Inspector-General next, though."
"Gokhale?
He can't tell us anything."
"Say
it's personal. Swan. You know anything about Gokhale? He dabble in little girls
like Perhule Khoji used to?"
One-Eye
gave me an evil look. Swan stared. My mess-up this time. I had given something
away.
Too
late to fuss about it. "Well?"
"Actually,
yes." Swan was pale. He focused on his cards, having trouble keeping his
hands steady. "Those two and several others in that office. Common
interests brought. them together. The Radisha doesn't know. She doesn't want to
know." He discarded out of turn. He had lost his zest for the game.
I
realized what the problem was. He thought my speaking freely meant I expected
to elevate him to a higher plane before long. "You're all right, Swan.
Long as you behave. Long as you answer questions when you're asked. Hell, I got
to save you. There's a bunch of guys buried under the glittering plain that
want to talk to you about that when they get back." Might be interesting
to watch him talk it over with Murgen.
"They're
still alive?" The idea seemed to stun him.
"Very
alive. Just frozen in time. And getting angrier by the minute."
"I
thought... Great God ... shit."
"Do
not speak so on the name of God!" Slink growled.
Slink
was Jaicuri Vehdna, too. And much less lapsed than I. He managed prayers at
least once a day and temple several times a month. The local Vehdna thought he
was a Dejagoran refugee employed by Banh Do Trang because he had done the
Nyueng Bao favors during the siege there. Most of our brothers endured genuine
employment and worked hard to resemble pillars of the local community.
Swan
swallowed, said, "You people ever eat? I ain't had nothing since
yesterday."
"We
eat," I said. "But not like you're used to. It's true what they say
about Nyueng Bao. They don't eat anything but fish heads and rice. Eight days a
week."
"Fish
will do right now. I'll save the bitching till my belly's full."
"Slink,"
I said. "We need to send a kill team down to Semchi to watch the Bhodi
Tree. The Protector's probably going to try to smash it. We could make some
friends if we save it." I explained about the Bhodi disciple who burned
himself and Soulcatcher's threat to turn the Bhodi Tree into kindling.
"I'd like to go myself, just to see if the Bhodi non-violent ethic is
strong enough to make them stand around while somebody destroys their most holy
shrine. But I have too much work to do here." I tossed my cards in.
"In fact, I have work to do now."
I was
tired but figured I could study Murgen's Annals for a few hours before I passed
out.
As I
walked away, Swan whispered, "How the hell does she know all that? And is
she really a she?"
"Never
checked personally," Slink said. "I have a wife. But she's definitely
got some female habits on her."
What the
devil did that mean? I am just one of the guys.
11
These
were exciting times. I found myself eager to be up and outside, where things
were happening. The impact of our boldness would have reached every cranny of
the city by now. I gobbled cold rice and listened to Tobo complain, again, that
his father had paid him no attention.
"Is
there something I can do about that, Tobo?"
"Huh?"
"Unless
you think I can go back there and tell him to shape up and talk to his kid,
you're wasting your time and mine bitching about it. Where's your mother?"
"She
left for work. A long time ago. She said they'd be suspicious if she didn't
show up today."
"Probably
would be. They'll be real edgy about everything for a while. How about instead
of fussing about what's happened already, you spend some time thinking about
what you'll do next time you see your father? And in the meantime, you can stay
out of trouble by keeping notes for me whenever anybody questions the
prisoner."
His
glower told me he was no more excited about being offered work than any boy his
age would be. "You're going out, too?"
"I
have to go to work." It would be a good day to get to the library early.
The scholars were supposed to be gone most of the day. There was supposed to be
a big meeting of the bhadrhalok, which was a loosely associated group of
educated men who did not like the Protector and who found the institution of
the Protectorate objectionable. Jokingly, they referred to themselves as a band
of intellectual terrorists. Bhadrhalok means, more or less, "the
respectable people" and that was exactly what they thought they were. They
were all educated, high-caste Gunni, which meant, right away, that a vast
majority of the Taglian population regarded them with no sympathy at all. Their
biggest problem with the Protector was that she held their self-confident,
arrogant assumption of superiority in complete contempt. As revolutionaries and
terrorists, they were less incandescent than any of the low-caste social clubs
that existed on every residential block in the city. I doubt that Soulcatcher
wasted two spies watching them. But they had great fun, fulminating and crying
on one another's shoulders about the world going to hell in a goat cart driven
by the demon in black. And every week or so it got most of the library crew out
of my way.
I did
what I could to encourage their seditious fervor.
I got
off to a slow start. Not thirty yards from the warehouse exit I ran into two of
our brothers doing donkey work for Do Trang while standing lookout. One made
gestures indicating that they had something to report. Sighing, I strolled
over. "What's the story, River?" The men called him Riverwalker. I
did not know him by any other name.
"We
got shadowtraps that's been sprung. We got ourselves some new pets."
"Oh,
no. Darn." I shook my head.
"That's
not good?"
"Not
good. Run, report it to Goblin. I'll stick with Ran "till you get back.
Don't dawdle. I'm late for work." Not true, but Taglians have little sense
of urgency, and the concept of punctuality is alien to most.
Shadows
in the shadowtraps. Not a good eventuation, for sure. Near as we could
determine, Soulcatcher had no more than two dozen manageable shadows left under
control. As many more had gone feral in the remote south and were developing
reputations as rakshasas, which were demons or devils but not quite like those
my northern forebrethren knew. Northern demons seemed to be solitary beings of
considerable power. Rakshasas are communal and pretty weak individually. But
deadly. Very deadly.
In
ancient myth, of course, they are much more powerful. They swat each other over
the head with mountaintops, grow two heads for every one chopped off by a hero,
and collect the beautiful wives of kings who are really gods incarnate but do
not remember that fact. Things must have been much more exciting in olden
times-even if they did not make a lot of sense from day to day.
Catcher
would keep a close eye on her shadows. They were her most valuable resource.
Which meant that if they had been sent out to spy, she should know exactly
where each was supposed to have gone. At least that is the way I would have
done it if I were committing irreplaceable resources. I did that for every
single man we committed to Willow Swan's capture. I knew how they were going to
get to their places and how they were going to get home and everything they
were supposed to do in between. And just like I figured Soulcatcher might, I
would have gone looking for them personally if they had failed to return home.
Goblin
came hobbling into the early morning light, cursing all the way. He wore the
all-covering brown wool of a veyedeen dervish. He hated the outfit, however
necessary it was to disguise himself when he was outside. I did not blame him.
The wool was hot. It was supposed to remind the holy men of the hell they were
escaping by devoting themselves to chastity, asceticism and good works.
"What the hell is this shit?" he growled. "It's hot enough to
boil eggs out here already."
"The
boys say we've caught something' in our shadow-traps. I thought you might want
to do something about that before Mama comes looking for her babies."
"Shit. More work-"
"Old
man, you just had something in your mouth I wouldn't even want in my
hand."
"Vehdna
priss. Get the flock out of here before I give you a real language lesson. And
bring home something decent to eat when you come back. Like maybe a cow."
More
than once he and One-Eye had conspired to kidnap one of the sacred cattle that
wander the city. To date, their efforts have come to naught because none of the
men will go along. The majority have Gunni backgounds.
It took
no time at all to learn that our shadow captives were not the only shadows that
had run wild just before dawn. Rumor was rife. The stories of the murders the
shadows committed banished news of the attack on the Palace and the
self-immolation of the Bhodi disciple. The killings were closer to home and
closer in time. And they were grotesque. The corpse of a man whose life has
been devoured by a shadow is a twisted husk of the creature that was.
I
insinuated myself into the crowd surrounding the doorway of a family where
there had been multiple deaths. You can do that when you are little and limber
and know how to use your elbows. I arrived just in time to watch them bring the
bodies out. I was hoping they would be exposed to the public eye. Not that I
wanted to see them myself. I saw plenty of those kinds of bodies during the
Shadowmaster wars. I just thought the people ought to see what Soul-catcher
could do. She needed all the enemies she could get.
The
bodies were enshrouded already. But there was talk.
I
traveled on, learning that most of the dead had been people who lived on the
streets. And there had been a lot of those, taken in no obvious pattern
whatsoever. It looked like Soulcatcher had sent the shadows out just to
demonstrate that she had the power and the will to kill.
The
deaths had evoked no great fear. People thought it was over. Most of them did
not know any of the dead so were not angry, either. Curiosity and revulsion
were the common emotions.
I
considered turning back to tell Goblin to fix the captured shadows so they
would go out killing again tonight and every night thereafter, till Soulcatcher
tracked them down. She would not look for trappers if she thought her pets had
gone rogue. And the shadows would create a lot more enemies for her before
their terror ended.
At
first it seemed the Greys had faded from the streets. They were less in
evidence than usual. But as I skirted Chor Bagan, it became evident why. They
had the place under siege, apparently on the assumption that any Black Company
survivers, having been branded bandits by the Protector, would hide themselves
amongst Taglios' homegrown thieves and villains. Amusing.
Sahra
and I insist that we have as little to do with the criminal element as
possible-over One-Eye's objections. And ignoring Banh Do Trang's occasional
lapses. That element included folk of dubious morals and discipline who might
serve us up for enough blood money to buy one more jar of illegal wine. I hoped
they and the Greys had fun. I hoped somebody forgot the rules and their day
turned bloody. That would make life easier for me and mine.
Any
trip across town exposes you to the cruel truth about Taglios. Beggary exists
there like nowhere else in the world. Were someone to sweep the city clean and
organize the beggars into regiments, they would number more than the biggest
army the Captain put together in the days of the Shadowmaster wars. If you look
the least bit foreign or prosperous, they come at you in waves. Every attempt
is made to exploit your pity. Not far from Do Trang's warehouse there is a boy
with neither hands nor lower legs. Somehow, blocks of wood have been affixed in
their place. He crawls around with a bowl in his mouth. Every cripple over the
age of fifteen claims to be a wounded hero of the wars. The children are the
worst. Often they have been maimed deliberately, their limbs deformed evilly.
They are sold to men who then feel they own them because they feed them a
handful of toasted grain every few days.
A new
mystery of the city is that men of that stripe seem to run the risk of cruel
tortures and their own careers as deformed beggars. If they do not watch their
backs very, very carefully.
My
route took me near one such. He had one arm he could use to drag himself
around. The rest of his limbs were twisted ruins. His bones had been crushed to
gravel but he had been kept alive by a dedicated effort. His face and exposed
skin were covered with burn scars. I paused to place one small copper in his
bowl.
He
whimpered and tried to crawl away. He could still see out of one eye.
Everywhere
you looked, life proceeded in the unique Taglian fashion. Every vehicle in
motion had people hanging off it, sponging a ride. Unless it was the ricksha of
a rich man, perhaps a banker from Kowlhri Street, who could afford outrunners
armed with bamboo canes to keep people off. Shopkeepers often sat on top of
their tiny counters because there was no other space. Workmen jogged hither and
yon with backbreaking loads, violently cursing everyone in their way. The
people argued, laughed, waved their arms wildly, simply stepped to the side of
the street where no one was lying to defecate when the need came upon them.
They bathed in the water in the gutters, indifferent to the fact that a
neighbor was urinating in the same stream fifteen feet away.
Taglios
is an all-out, relentless assault upon all the senses but engages none so much
as it does the sense of smell. I hate the rainy season but without its
protracted sluicings-out, Taglios would become untenable even for rats. Without
the rains, the endemic cholera and smallpox would be far worse than they
are-though the rainy times bring outbreaks of malaria and yellow fever. Disease
of every sort is common and accepted stoically.
And
then there are the lepers, whose plight gives new depth of meaning to horror
and despair. Never do I find my faith in God so tested as when I consider the
lepers. I am as terrified by them as anyone but I do know enough about some
individuals to realize that very few are being visited by a scourge they
deserve. Unless the Gunni are right and they are paying for evils done in
previous lives.
Up
above it all are the kites and crows, the buzzards and vultures. For the eaters
of carrion, life is good. Till the dead wagons come to collect the fallen.
The
people come from everywhere, from five hundred miles, to find their fortunes.
But Fortune is an ugly, two-faced goddess.
When
you have lived with her handiwork for half a generation, you hardly notice
anymore. You forget that this is not the way life has to be. You cease to
marvel at just how much evil man can conjure simply by existing.
12
The
library, created by and bequeathed to the city by an earlier mercantile prince
who was much impressed by learning, strikes me as a symbol of knowledge rearing
up to shed its light into the surrounding darkness of ignorance. Some of the
city's worst slums wash right up against the wall enclosing its ground. The
beggars are bad around its outer gates. Why is a puzzlement. I have never seen
anyone toss them a coin.
There
is a gateman but he is not a guard. He lacks even a bamboo cane. But a cane is
unnecessary. The sanctity of the place of knowledge is observed by everyone.
Everyone but me, you might say.
"Good
morning, Adoo," I said as the gateman swung the wrought iron open for me.
Though I was a glorified sweeper and fetch-it man, I had status. I appeared to
enjoy the favor of some of the bhadrhalok.
Status
and caste grew more important as Taglios became more crowded and resources grew
less plentiful. Caste has become much more rigidly defined and observed in just
the last ten years. People are desperate to cling to the little that they have
already. Likewise, the trade guilds have grown increasingly powerful. Several
have raised small, private armed forces that they use to make sure immigrants
and other outsiders do not trample on their preserves, or that they sometimes
hire out to temples or others in need of justice. Some of our brothers have
done some work in that vein. It generates revenue and creates contacts and
allows us glimpses inside otherwise closed societies.
Outside,
the library resembles the more ornate Gunni temples. Its pillars and walls are
covered with reliefs recalling stories both mythical and historical. It is not
a huge place, being just thirty yards on its long side and sixty feet the other
way. Its main floor is elevated ten feet above the surrounding gardens and
monuments, which themselves cap a small knoll. The building proper is tall
enough that inside there is a full-size hanging gallery all the way around at
the level where a second floor should be, then an attic of sorts above that,
plus a well-drained basement below the main floor. I find that interior much
too open for comfort. Unless I am way down low or way up high, everyone can
watch what I am doing.
The
main floor is an expanse of marble, brought from somewhere far away. Upon it,
in neat rows, stand the desks and tables where the scholars work, either
studying or copying decaying manuscripts. The climate is not conducive to the
longevity of books. There is a certain sadness to the library, a developing air
of neglect. Scholars grow fewer each year. The Protector does not care about
the library because it cannot brag that it contains old books full of deadly
spells. There is not one grimoire in the place. Though there is a lot of very
interesting stuff-if she bothered to look. But that sort of curiosity is not
part of her character.
There
are more glass windows in the library than anywhere else I have ever seen. The
copyists need a lot of light. Most of them, these days, are old and their sight
is failing. Master Santaraksita often goes on about the library having no
future. No one wants to visit it anymore. He believes that has something to do
with the hysterical fear of the past that began to build soon after the rise of
the Shadow: masters, when he was still a young man. Back when fear of the Black
Company gained circulation, before the Company ever appeared.
I
stepped into the library and surveyed it. I loved the place. In another time I
would gladly have become one of Master Santaraksita's acolytes. If I could have
survived the close scrutiny endured by would-be students.
I was
not Gunni. I was not high caste. The former I could fake well enough to get by.
I had been surrounded by Gunni all my life. But I did not know caste from
within. Only the priestly caste and some selected commercial-caste folks were
permitted to be literate. Though familiar with the vul-gate and the High Mode
both, I could never pretend to have grown up in a priestly household fallen on
hard times. I had not grown up in much of any kind of household.
I had
the place entirely to myself. And there was no obvious cleaning that needed
doing right away.
It ever
amazed me that no one actually lived in the library. That it was more holy or
more frightening than a temple. The kangali-the parentless and homeless and
fearless boys of the street, who run in troops of six to eight- see temples as
just another potential resource. But they would not trouble the library.
To the
unlettered, the knowledge contained in books was almost as terrible as the
knowledge bound up in the flesh of a creature as wicked as Soulcatcher.
I had
one of the best jobs in Taglios. I was the main caretaker at the biggest
depository and replicatory of books within the Taglian empire. It had taken
three and a half years of scheming and several carefully targeted murders to
put me into a position I enjoyed way too much. Always before me was the
temptation to forget the Company. The temptation might have gotten me had I had
the social qualifications to be anything but a janitor who sneaked peeks into
books when nobody was looking.
In
quick order I conjured the tools of my purported trade, then hurried to one of
the more remote copying desks. It was out of the way, yet offered a good line
of vision and good acoustics so I would not be surprised doing something both
forbidden and impossible.
I had
gotten caught twice already, luckily both times with Tantric books illuminated
with illustrations. They thought I was sneaking peeks at dirty pictures- Master
San-taraksita himself suggested I go study temple walls if that sort of thing
appealed to me. But I could not help feeling that he began to harbor a deep
suspicion after the second incident.
They
never threatened me with dismissal or even punishment, but they made it clear I
was out of line, that the gods punish those who exceed caste and station. They
were, of course, unaware of my origins or associations, or of my disinclination
to accept the Gunni religion with all its idolatry and tolerance for wickedness.
I dug
out the book that purported to be a history of Taglios' earliest days. I would
not have been aware of it had I not noticed it being copied from a manuscript
so old that much of it had appeared to be in a style of calligraphy resembling
that of the old Annals I was having so much trouble deciphering. Old Baladitya,
the copyist, had had no difficulty rendering the text in modern Taglian. I have
salvaged the moldy, crumbling original. I had it hidden. I had a notion that by
comparing versions I could get a handle on the dialect of those old Annals.
If not,
Girish could be offered a chance to translate for the Black Company, an
opportunity he ought to pounce on considering the alternative available at that
point.
I
already knew that the books I wanted to translate were copies of even earlier
versions, at least two of which had been transcribed originally in another
language entirely- presumably that spoken by our first brothers when they came
down off the plain of glittering stone.
I
started at the beginning.
It was
an interesting story.
Taglios
began as a collection of mud huts beside the river. Some of the villagers
fished and dodged crocodiles, while others raised a variety of crops. The city
grew for no obvious reason beyond its being the last viable landing before the
river lost itself in the pestilential delta swamps, in those days not yet
inhabited by the Nyueng Bao. Trade from upriver continued overland to "all
the great kingdoms of the south.". Not a one of those was mentioned by
name. Taglios began as a tributary of Baladiltyla, a city great in oral
histories and no longer in existence. It is sometimes associated with some
really ancient ruins outside the village of Videha, which itself is associated
with the intellectual achievements of a "Kuras empire" and is the
center of ruins of another sort entirely. Baladiltyla was the birthplace of
Rhaydreynak, the warrior king who nearly exterminated the Deceivers in
antiquity and who harried the handful of survivors into burying their sacred
texts, the Books of the Dead, in that same cavern where Murgen now lay entombed
with all the old men in their cobwebs of ice.
Not all
this was information from the book I was reading. As I went, I made connections
with things I had read or heard elsewhere. This was very exciting stuff. For
me.
Here
was an answer for Goblin. The princes of Taglios could not be kings because
they honored as their sovereigns the kings of Nhanda, who raised them up. Of
course Nhanda was no more and Goblin would want to know why, in that case, the
Taglian princes could not just crown themselves. There were plenty of
precedents. From the looks of the history of the centuries before the coming of
the Black Company, that had been the favorite pastime of anybody who could get
three or four men to follow him around.
I
overcame a powerful urge to rush ahead and look for the era when the Free
Companies of Khatovar exploded upon the world. What had happened before that
would help explain what had happened when they did.
13
A
sudden, startled thrill ran through me. I was not alone anymore. A long time
had passed. The sun had swung several hours across the sky. The quality of the
light within the library had changed. It had become a much paler version of its
morning self. Presumably the clouds had passed away.
I did
not jump or, I hope, show any immediate outward reaction. But I did have to
respond visibly to my awareness of the presence of whoever was standing behind
me. Perhaps it was his breath that alerted me. The curry and garlic were
strong. Certainly I never heard a sound.
I
brought my heartbeat under control, smoothed my features, turned.
The
Master of the Library, my boss, Surendranath San-taraksita, met my gaze.
"Dorabee. I believe you were reading." At the library they know me as
Dorabee Dey Banerjae. An honorable name. A man of that name died beside me in a
skirmish near the Daka Woods a long time ago. He did not need it anymore and I
would do it no harm.
I did
not speak. The truth would be hard to deny if the Master had been there long. I
was halfway through the book, which was of the bound sort and contained no
illustrations whatsoever, not even one Tantric passage.
"I
have been watching you for some time, Dorabee. Your interest and skill are both
evident. It's clear that you read better than most of my copyists. Yet it's
equally obvious that you aren't of the priestly caste."
My face
was still as old cheese. I was wondering if I should kill him and how I could
dispose of the corpse if I did. Perhaps the Stranglers could be framed.... No.
Master Santaraksita was old but still hale enough to throw me around if I tried
to throttle him. Being small has definite disadvantages at times. He had eight
inches on me but at the moment that seemed like several feet. And someone else
was moving around at the other end of the library. I heard voices.
I did
not drop my eyes the way a menial should. Master Santaraksita already knew I
was more than a curious sweeper, though a good one. I kept the place spotless.
That was a Company rule. Our public characters had to be morally straight and
excellent workers. Which did not make some of the men at all happy.
I
waited. Master Santaraksita would decide his own fate. He would decide the fate
of the library that he loved.
"So.
Our Dorabee is a man of more talents than we suspected. What else do you do
that we don't know about, Dorabee? Can you write, as well?" I did not
answer, of course. "Where did you learn? It has long been the contention
of many of the bhadrhalok that those not of the priestly caste do not have the
mental facility to learn the High Mode."
Still I
did not speak. Eventually he would commit to movement in some direction. I
would respond accordingly. I hoped I could avoid destroying him and his
brethren and stripping the library of whatever might be useful. That was the
course One-Eye wanted to follow years ago. Never mind being subtle. Never mind
not alerting Soulcatcher to what was happening right under her nose.
"You
have nothing to say? No defense?"
"A
pursuit of knowledge needs no defense. Sir Sondhel Ghosh the Janaka declared
that in the Garden of Wisdom there is no caste." Albeit in an age when
caste had much less meaning.
"Sondhel
Ghosh spoke of the university at Vikramas, where all the students had to pass
an exhaustive examination before they were allowed to enter the grounds."
"Do
we suppose many students of any caste were admitted who were unable to read the
Panas and Pashidsl Sondhel Ghosh was not called the Janaka for nothing.
Vikramas was the seat of Janai religious study."
"A
janitor who knows about a religion long dead. We are indeed entering the Age of
Khadi, where all is turned upon its head." Khadi is the favored Taglian
name for Kina, in one of her less vicious aspects. The name Kina is seldom
spoken, lest the Dark Mother hear and respond. Only the Deceivers want her to
come around. "Where did you acquire this skill? Who taught you?"
"A
friend started me out a long time ago. After we buried him, I continued to teach
myself." My gaze never left his face. For a goofy old boffin, whose
stuffiness was grist for the mockery of the younger copyists, he seemed
remarkably flexible mentally. But then, he might be brighter than he seemed. He
might realize that he could buy himself a float downriver to the swamps if the
wrong words passed his lips.
No.
Master Surendranath Santaraksita did not yet live in a world where one who read
and cherished sacred texts also cut throats and trafficked with sorcerers, the
dead and rakshasas. Master Surenranath Santaraksita did not think of himself
that way, but he was a sort of holy hermit, self-consecrated to preserve all
that was good in knowledge and culture. This much I had discovered already,
through continuous observation. I had figured out, also, that we might not
often agree on what was good.
"You
just wish to learn, then."
"I
lust after knowledge the way some men lust after pleasures of the flesh. I've
always been that way. I can't help it. It's an obsession."
Santaraksita
leaned a little closer, studying me with myopic eyes. "You are older than
you seem."
I
confessed. "People think I'm younger than I am because I'm small."
"Tell
me about yourself, Dorabee Dey Banerjae. Who was your father? Of what family
was your mother?"
"You
will not have heard of them." I considered refusing to elaborate. But
Dorabee Dey Banerjae did have a story. I had been rehearsing it for seven
years. If I just stayed in character, it would all be true.
Stay in
character. Be Dorabee caught reading. Let Sleepy worry about what to do when it
was time for Sleepy to come back onstage.
"You
denigrate yourself overmuch," Santaraksita said at one point. "I may
have known your father ... if he was the same Dollal Dey Banerjae who could not
resist the Liberator's call for recruits when he raised the original legion
that triumphed at Ghoja Ford."
I had
named dead Dorabee's father already. I could not take that back now. How could
he know Dollal, anyway? Banerjae was one of the oldest and most common of
traditional Taglian surnames. Banerjaes were mentioned in the text I had been
reading till moments ago. "That may have been him. I never knew him well.
I do recall him boasting that he was one of the first to enroll. He marched off
with the Liberator to defeat the Shadowmasters. He never came back from Ghoja
Ford." I did not know much more about Dorabee's family. Not even his
mother's name. In all Taglios how could it be possible I would encounter anyone
who remembered the father? Fortune is indeed a goddess filled with caprice.
"Did you know him well?" If that was so, the librarian might have to
go-just that would make my exposure inevitable.
"No.
Not well. Not well at all." Now Master Santaraksita seemed disinclined to
say more. He seemed worrisomely thoughtful. After a moment he told me,
"Come with me, Dorabee."
"Sir?"
"You
brought up the university at Vikramas. I have a list of the questions the gate
guards put to those who wanted to enroll. Curiosity impels me to subject you to
the same examination."
"I
know little about Janai, Master." If the truth were told, I was a bit
shaky on the tenets of my own religion, always having been afraid to examine it
too closely. Other religions do not stand up to the rigorous application of
reason, for all we have things like Kina stalking the earth, and I really did
not want to find myself stumbling over any boulders of absurdity protruding
from the bedrock of my own faith.
"The
examination was not religious in nature, Dorabee. It tested the prospective
student's morals, ethics and ability to think. Janaka monks did not wish to
educate potential leaders who would come to their calling with the stain of
darkness upon their souls."
That
being the case, I had to get into character very deeply indeed. Sleepy, the
Vehdna soldier girl from Jaicur, had stains on her soul blacker than a shadow
of all night falling.
14
Then
what did you do?" Tobo asked. Around a mouthful of spicy Taglian-style
rice, I told him, "Then I went out and made sure the library was
clean." And Surendranath Santaraksita remained where he was, stunned into
immobility by the answers he had received from a lowly sweeper. I could have
told him that anyone who paid attention to the storytellers in the street, the
sermons of mendicant priests, and the readily available gratuitous advice of
hermits and yogis, could have satisfied most of the Vikramas questions. Darn
it, a Vehdna woman from Jaicur could do it.
"We
got to kill him," One-Eye said. "How you want to do it?"
"That's
always your solution these days, isn't it?" I asked.
"The
more we get rid of now, the fewer there'll be around to aggravate me in my old
age."
I could
not tell if he was joking. "When you start getting old, we'll worry about
it."
"Guy
like that will be easy, Little Girl. He won't be looking for it. Bam! He's
gone. And nobody'll care. Strangle his ass. Leave a rumel on him. Blame it on
our old buddy Narayan. He's in town, we need to put all kinds of shit off on
him."
"Language,
old man." One-Eye babbled on, putting a name to animal waste in a hundred
tongues. I turned my back. "Sahra? You've been very quiet."
"I've
been trying to digest what I picked up today. By the way, Jaul Barundandi was
distraught because you stayed home. Tried to take your kickback out of my
wages. He finally found Minh Subredil's limit. I threatened to scream. He
would've called my bluff if his wife hadn't been around somewhere. Are you sure
it's safe to let this librarian live? If it looked natural, no one would suspect-"
"It
may not be safe but it could pay dividends. Master Santaraksita wants to make
some kind of experiment out of me. To see if a low-caste dog really can be
taught to roll over and play dead. What about Soulcatcher? What about the
shadows? Did you learn anything?"
"She
loosed everything she had. Just an impulse. No master plan except to remind the
city of her power. She expected the victims to be immigrants who live in the
streets. No one much cares about them. Only a handful of shadows got back
before dawn. Our captives won't be missed until tomorrow."
"We
could go catch a few more Bats," Goblin said, inviting himself to take a
seat. One-Eye appeared to have dozed off. He still had hold of his cane,
though. "Bats. There's bats out there tonight."
Sahra
offered a confirming nod.
Goblin
said, "Back before we marched against the Shad-owmasters, we killed all
the bats. Had bounties on them big enough for bat hunters to make a living.
Because the Shad-owmasters used them to spy."
I
recalled a time when crows were murdered relentlessly because they might be
acting as Soulcatcher's far-flying eyes. "You're saying we should stay in
tonight?"
"Mind
like a stone ax, this old gal."
I asked
Sahra, "What did Soulcatcher think about our attack?"
"It
didn't come up where I could hear." She pushed some sheets from the old
Annals across. "The Bhodi suicide bothered her more. She's afraid it might
start a trend."
"A
trend? There could be more than one monk goofy enough to set himself on fire?"
"She
thinks so."
Tobo
asked, "Mom, are we going to call up Dad tonight?"
"I
don't know right now, dear."
"I
want to talk to him some more."
"You
will. I'm sure he's interested in talking to you, too." She sounded like
she was trying to convince herself.
I asked
Goblin, "Would it be possible for you to keep that mist thing going all
the time so we could keep Murgen connected and any time we wanted, we could
just send him where we needed to know about something?"
"We're
working on it." He took off on a technical rant. I did not understand a
word but I let him roll. He deserved to feel good about something.
One-Eye
began to snore. The smart would stay out of reach of his cane anyway.
I said,
"Tobo could keep notes all the time...." I had had this sudden vision
of the son of the Annalist taking over for the father, the way it goes in
Taglian guilds, where trades and tools pass down generation after generation.
"In
fact," One-Eye said, as though no time had passed since the last remark,
and as though he had not been faking sleep a moment ago, "right now's the
time you could play you a really great big ol' hairy-assed, old-time Company
dirty trick, Little Girl. Send somebody down to the silk merchants' exchange.
Have them get you some silk, different colors. Big enough to make up copies of
them scarves the Stranglers use. Them rumels. Then we start picking off the
guys we don't like anyway. Once in a while we leave one of them scarves behind.
Like with that librarian."
I said,
"I like that. Except the part about Master San-taraksita. That's a closed
subject, old man."
One-Eye
cackled. "Man's got to stand by what he believes."
"It
would get a lot of fingers pointing," Goblin said.
One-Eye
cackled again. "It would point them in some other direction, too, Little
Girl. And I'm thinking we don't want much more attention coming our way right
now. I'm thinking maybe we're closer to figuring things out than any of us
realizes."
"Water
sleeps. We have to be taken seriously."
"That's
what I'm saying. We use them scarves to take out informants and guys who know
too much. Librarians, for instance."
"Would
I be correct in my suspicion that you've been thinking about this for a while
and by chance you just happen to have a little list all ready to go?" Very
likely any such list would include all the people responsible for his several
failed attempts to establish himself in the Taglian black markets.
He
cackled. He took a swipe at Goblin with his cane. "And you said she's got
a mind like a flint hatchet."
"Bring
me the list. I'll discuss it with Murgen next time I see him."
"With
a ghost? They got no sense of perspective, you know."
"You
mean maybe he's seen everything and knows what you're really up to? Sounds like
a perspective to me. Makes me wonder how far the Company might've gone if our
fore-brethren had had a ghost to keep an eye on you."
One-Eye
grumbled something about how unfair and unreasonable the world was. He had been
singing that song the whole time I had known him. He would keep it up after he
became a ghost himself.
I
mused, "You think we could get Murgen to winkle out the source of the
stink that keeps coming from the back, there, where Do Trang hides his
crocodile skins? I know it's not them. Croc hides have a flavor all their
own."
One-Eye
scowled. He was ready to change the subject now. The odor in question came from
his beer- and liquor-manufacturing project, hidden in a cellar he and Do Trang
thought nobody knew about. Banh Do Trang, once our benefactor for Sahra's sake,
now was practically one of the gang because he had a powerful taste for
One-Eye's product, a huge hunger for illegal and shadowy income, and he liked
having tough guys on the payroll who would work hard for very little money. He
thought his vice was a secret he shared only with One-Eye and Gota. The three
of them got drunk together twice a week.
Alcohol
is a definite Nyueng Bao weakness.
"I'm
sure it's not worth the trouble, Little Girl. It's probably dead rats. Bad rat
problem in this town. Do Trang puts rat poison out all the time. By the pound.
No need to waste Murgen's time chasing rodents. You've both got better things
to do."
I would
be talking over a lot of things with Murgen if I could deal with him directly.
If we could catch and keep his attention. I would like to know firsthand
everything that ordinarily came to me through other people. I imply no malice,
particularly from Sahra, but people do reshape information according to their
own prejudices. Including even me, possibly, though until now, my objectivity
has been peerless. All my predecessors, though ... their reports must be read
with a jaundiced eye.
Of
course, most of them made the same observation in regard to their own
predecessors. So we are all in agreement. Everyone is a liar but us. Only Lady
was unabashedly self-congratulating. She missed few opportunities to remind
those who came later how brilliant and determined and successful she was,
turning the tide of the Shadowmas-ter wars when she had nothing to begin
building upon but herself. Murgen was, putting it charitably, less than sane
much of the time. Because I lived through many of the times and events he
recollected, I have to say he did pretty good. Most of what he recorded could
be true. I cannot contradict him. But a lot he set down does seem fanciful.
Fanciful?
Last night I had a long chat with his ghost. Or spirit. Or ka. Whatever that
was. If that was really Murgen and not some trick played on us by Kina or
Soulcatcher.
We can
never be one-hundred-percent certain that anything is exactly what it appears
to be. Kina is the Mother of Deceit. And Soulcatcher, to quote a man far wiser
and more foul of mouth than I, is a mudsucking lunatic.
15
This is
excellent," I enthused again as Sahra summoned Murgen once more. She
herself betrayed no enthusiasm for the task. Tobo's hovering did nothing to
improve her temper. "Before he does anything else, I want to have him
check on Surendranath Santaraksita."
"So
you don't trust the librarian after all," One-Eye said. He chuckled.
"I
think he's all right but why hand him a chance to break my heart if I can avoid
it by keeping an eye on him?"
"How
come it's got to be my eye?"
"There's
not a sharper one available, is there? And you already turned down a chance to
work on the Annals. I've got to do some heavy studying in those tonight. I
might be on the track of something."
The
little wizard grunted.
"I
think I found something at the library today. If Santaraksita doesn't trip me
up, I may have an outside view of the first coming of the Company by the end of
the week." An independent historical source has been a goal almost as long
as has been our desire for a look at uncontaminated editions of the earliest
three volumes of the Annals.
Sahra
had something else on her mind. "Barundandi wants me to bring Sawa to
work, Sleepy."
"No.
Sawa is on hiatus. She's sick. She has cholera, if that's what it takes. I'm
finally starting to make some real headway. I'm not going to let that slide
now."
"He's
also been asking about Shiki." Back when Tobo had accompanied his mother
to the Palace occasionally, she had called him Shikhandini, which was a joke
Jaul Barundandi never got because he was not the sort to pay attention to
historical mythology. One of the kings of legendary Hastinapur had had a senior
wife who seemed to be barren. A good Gunni, he prayed and made sacrifice
faithfully, and eventually one of the gods stepped down from heaven to tell him
he could have what he wanted, which was a son, but he was going to get it the
hard way, for the son would be born a daughter. And, as they say, it came to
pass that the wife brought forth a daughter whom the king then named
Shikhandin, a name that also existed in the female form Shikhandini. It is a
long and not that interesting story, but the girl grew up to become a mighty
warrior.
The
trouble started when it came time for the prince to take a bride.
Many of
our public characters have obscure allusions or jokes built into them. That helped
make things more interesting for the brothers playing the roles.
I
asked, "Do we have any reason to snatch Barundandi? Other than his general
sliminess?" I thought he was most useful right where he was. Any
replacement was sure to be as venal and unlikely to be as kind to Minh
Subredil. "And could we even get him out where we could touch him?"
Nobody
suggested a strategic reason for grabbing the man. Sahra wanted to know,
"Why do you ask?"
"Because
I do think we could lure him. If we dress Tobo up pretty, then refuse to
cooperate unless Barundandi meets him outside ..."
Sahra
was not offended. The ruse is a legitimate weapon of war. She looked
thoughtful. "Maybe Gokhale instead?" "Perhaps. Though he might
want someone younger. We can ask Swan. I was thinking of catching Gokhale in
that place where the Deceivers killed that other one." The enemy's leading
personalities seldom left the Palace. Which was why we had chosen to go get
Willow Swan. Sahra began to sing. Murgen was reluctant again tonight.
I said,
"Murgen should look at that joy house, too. He'd be the best way for us to
check it out." Though, no doubt, we could find several brothers willing to
risk themselves in an extended recon.
Sahra
nodded, did not break the rhythm of her lullaby.
"We
might even ..." No. We could not just burn the place once Gokhale had been
inside long enough to become seriously engaged. Nobody would understand why I
wanted to waste a perfectly good whorehouse-though a few might find a deadly
fire highly amusing.
One-Eye
looked like he was sleeping again but was not. Without opening his eyes, he
asked, "You know where you're going, Little Girl? You got some kind of
overall plan?"
"Yes."
I was surprised to find that I really believed that. Intuitively, somewhere
inside, though I had not known it consciously, I had engineered a master plan
for the liberation of the Captured and the resurrection of the Company. And it
was starting to come together. After all these years.
Murgen
showed up muttering about a white crow. He was distracted. I asked the wizards,
"You figured out how to anchor him here yet?"
"Always
some damned thing," One-Eye grumbled. "Whatever you do, it's never
enough."
"It
can be done," Goblin admitted. "But I still don't see why we would
want to."
"He
hasn't been very cooperative. He doesn't want to be here. He's losing his
connection to the real world. He'd rather sleep and wander those caverns."
I took a stab in the dark. "And put on his white wings. Be Khadi's
messenger."
"White
wings?"
They
did not read the Annals. "The albino crow that turns up sometimes.
Sometimes Murgen is inside it. Because Kina puts him there. Or used to put him
there and now he keeps stumbling back in, the way he kept stumbling around in
time once Soulcatcher got him started."
"How
do you know that?"
"I
read sometimes. And once in a while I even read the Annals and try to figure
out what Murgen didn't tell us. What he might not actually have known himself.
Right now he may be enamored of being the white crow because that way he gets
into actual flesh that ranges outside the caverns. Or he may just be falling
under the influence of Kina as she wakes up again. But none of that ought to
matter much right now. Right now we have a bunch of spying we need him to do. I
want to be able to twist his arm if I have to."
The
mission comes first. Murgen himself taught me that.
Sahra
said, "Sleepy's right. Anchor him. Then I'll grab him by the nose and kick
his behind until I've got his undivided attention." She seemed suddenly
optimistic, as though taking a direct approach with her husband was some
totally new concept fraught with unexpected hope.
She
went straight to outright confrontation, drawing Tobo in to support her. Maybe she could rebuild Murgen's ties with
the outside world. I turned to the
others. "I found another Kina myth this morning. In this one her father
didn't trick her into going to sleep. She died. Then her husband got so upset
that -"
"Husband?"
Goblin squeaked. "What husband?"
"I
don't know, Goblin. The book didn't name names. It was written for people who
grew up in the Gunni religion. It assumes you know who they're talking about.
When Kina died, her husband was so grief-stricken he grabbed up her corpse and
started doing that stomping dance Murgen talks about her doing in his visions.
He got so violent that the other gods were afraid he would destroy the world.
So her father threw an enchanted knife that cut her up into about fifty pieces
and every place one of the chunks fell became a holy place for Kina's
worshippers. Just reading between the lines and guessing, I'd say Khatovar is
where her head hit the ground."
"I
got a notion One-Eye was on the right track back when he was going to desert
and retire."
One-Eye
gawked. Goblin saying something positive about anything he ever did? "The
hell I was. I just had an attack of juvenile angst. I got over it and got
responsible again."
"There's
a new concept," I observed. "One-Eye responsible."
"For
catastrophes and afflictions, maybe," Goblin said.
One-Eye
said, "I don't get the Kina story. If she died back at the beginning of
the world, how could she be giving us trouble for the last twenty or thirty
years?"
"It's
religion, dimwit," Goblin barked. "It don't got to make sense."
"Kina
is a goddess," I said. "I guess gods can't ever be completely dead. I
don't know, One-Eye. I didn't make it up, I just reported it. Look, the Gunni
don't believe anybody dies really. Their soul goes on."
"Heh-heh-heh,"
Goblin chuckled. "If these Gunni got it right, you're in deep shit, runt
boy. You got to keep going 'round on the Wheel of Life till you get it right.
You got a lot of karma to work off."
"Stop.
Now," I snapped. "We're supposed to be working."
Work.
Not the favorite swear word of either man.
I told
them, "You get Murgen nailed down. Or chained down. Whatever it takes to
keep him under control. Then you help Sahra try to get through to him. I have a
suspicion things are going to get exciting before long and we'll need him wide
awake and cooperative."
One-Eye
grumbled, "Sounds to me like you don't plan to be here looking over our
shoulders."
I was
up already. "Clever man. I have some reading and some translating to do.
You can manage without me. If you concentrate."
One-Eye
told Goblin, "We got to get that little bit into the sack with some guy'll
pork her brains out." His cure for all ills, even at his age.
I
paused to say, "When he's given everything else the once-over, have him
search for Narayan and the Daughter of Night." I did not need to explain
how badly we needed to keep those two from achieving their ends.
16
I've
got it!" I shouted, running back to the corner where Murgen's friends and
family were trying to torment him into taking a broader interest in the world
of the living. "I found it! I've got it!"
"I
hope you ain't gonna give it to me," One-Eye grumbled.
My
excitement was so loud and intense even Murgen, who was caught in the mist and
being a real pain about his situation, paused to study me.
"I
had a feeling, an intuition the other day, that the answer was in the Annals.
In Murgen's Annals. And I'd just overlooked it. Maybe because it had been so
long since I read them and I wouldn't have thought to look for it back then."
"And,
behold!" One-Eye sneered. "There it was. In ink of gold on
myrex-tinted paper, with little scarlet arrows saying, 'Here it is, Little
Girl. The secret of the -"
"Stuff
it, dustbag," Goblin snapped. "I want to hear what Sleepy
found." Though it would have been him doing the sarcasm if One-Eye had not
beat him to it.
"It's
the whole thing with the Nyueng Bao. Well, maybe not all of it," I said as
Sahra scowled at me. "But the part with Uncle Doj and Mother Gota and why
they came out of the swamp when they didn't have a debt of honor like your
brother, Sahra." Sahra's brother Thai Dei was under the glittering plain
with Murgen, serving as his bodyguard because of what Murgen and the Company
had done to help the Nyueng Bao during the siege of Jaicur. "Sahra, you
must know some of this."
"That
may be true, Sleepy. But you'll have to tell us what you're talking about
first."
"I'm
talking about whatever it was that The Thousand
Voices
stole from the Temple of Ghanghesha sometime between the end of the siege and
when Uncle Doj and your mother invited themselves to come stay with you here in
Taglios. Murgen touches on it over and over, lightly, but I don't think he ever
really caught on completely. Whatever it was that The Thousand Voices stole,
Uncle Doj called it 'the Key.' From other internal evidence, I think it had to
be another key to the Shadowgate, like the Lance of Passion." The Thousand
Voices was what the Nyueng Bao called Soulcatcher. "I think if we had that
key, we could open the way for the Captured."
If I
was guessing right here, I had created a whole new line of inquiry: Why the
Nyueng Bao?
Sahra
began shaking her head slowly.
"Am
I wrong? What is the Key, then?"
"I'm
not saying you're wrong, Sleepy. I'm saying I don't want you to be right. There
are things I wouldn't want to be true."
"What?
Why?"
"Myths
and legends, Sleepy. Ugly myths and legends. Some of them I'm not supposed to
know. And I know I don't know them all. Probably none of the worst. Doj was
their curator and keeper. As you are for the Black Company. But Doj never
shared his secrets. Tobo, find your grandmother. Bring her here. Get Do Trang,
too, if he's here."
Bewildered,
the boy shuffled away.
A
spectral whisper came out of the device where Murgen waited. "Sleepy may
be right. I recall suspecting something like that and wondering if I could find
a good history of the Nyueng Bao so I could figure it out. You'll need to
question Willow Swan, too."
I said,
"I'll do that later. Separately. Swan doesn't need to know what's
happening. Are you paying attention now, Standardbearer? Do you have any idea
where we're at and what we're doing?"
"I
do." His tone was resigned, though. Like mine when I know I have to get up
in the morning, want to or not.
"Tell
me about the Temple of Ghanghesha, then. Both of you. Why would this Key have
been kept there?"
Sahra
did not want to talk about it. Her whole body said she was caught up in a
ferocious internal struggle.
"Why
is this so hard?" I asked.
"There
is old evil in my people's past. I'm only vaguely familiar with it. Doj knows
the whole truth. The rest of us just understand that our ancestors were guilty
of a great sin and until we expiate it, our whole race is condemned to live in
bitter destitution in the swamp. The temple was a holy place long before some
Nyueng Bao began to adopt Gunni beliefs. It protected something. Possibly the
Key you mentioned. The thing Uncle Doj has been looking for."
"Where
did the Nyueng Bao come from, Sahra?" That question had intrigued me since
childhood. Each few years hundreds of those strange people would pass through
Jaicur on pilgrimage. They were quiet and orderly and stayed to themselves. And
a year after they arrived from the north, they would pass through again, going
back that way. Even at the height of the power of the Shadowmasters, that cycle
had continued. Nobody knew where they went. Nobody ever cared.
"Out
of the south somewhere, a long time ago."
"From
beyond the Dandha Presh?" I could not imagine subjecting little children
and old folks to the rigors of a journey of that magnitude. The pilgrimage had
to be very important indeed.
"Yes."
"But
there are no pilgrimages anymore." The one that had ended up with hundreds
of Nyueng Bao dying in Jaicur was the last of which I was aware.
"The
Shadowmaster and the Kiaulune wars made the next few times impossible. There's
supposed to be a pilgrimage every four years. Each Nyueng Bao De Duang has to
make the pilgrimage at least once as an adult. For a while the lack was no
problem. But now the Protector will not permit the people to meet their
obligations," Banh Do
Trang
rasped from his wheelchair, having arrived in time to catch the drift of my
interrogation. "There are things we do not discuss with those who aren't
Nyueng Bao."
I got
the feeling he was saying the same thing twice at one time, one way for my
benefit and another for Sahra's. This could be ticklish. We dared not offend
Banh Do Trang, whose friendship we needed. If we lost him, we also risked
losing Sahra, whose value to the Company could not be calculated.
Nothing
is ever simple and straightforward.
I told
the old man the way I had it figured. Ky Gota waddled in just as I started. My
eyes widened as One-Eye gallantly offered her his seat. It is a world just
chock-full of wonders. The little wizard went and got another seat, which he
set next to Gota's. The two of them sat there leaning on their canes like a
couple of temple gargoyles. A ghost of ancient beauty peeked out of the wide,
permanent scowl that Gota used for a face.
I
explained the situation. "But here's the mystery. Where is the Key
today?"
Nobody
volunteered that information.
"I'd
think that if The Thousand Voices still had it, she'd be running down to
Kiaulune every month to round up a new gaggle of killer shadows. It if could
open the Shadow-gate safely. And if Uncle Doj had it, he wouldn't be roaming
around looking for it. He'd be back in the swamp blithely letting the rest of
us go to al-Sheil in a handcart. Am I wrong? Mother Gota? You know the man. You
must be able to offer something."
Able,
perhaps. Willing, of course not. The big thing that stands out, to my ear,
about the Company's sojourn in the south, is the stubborn silence of so many people.
About everything. Like if we even discovered our own birthdays, that would be
something we could use against them. The fact that the Company now consists
almost entirely of native soldiers has not helped at all. Our life does not
attract the knowledgeable, educated portion of the population. If a priest
offered to sign on, we would send him downriver, knowing for certain that he
was a spy.
"You
got the damned gimmick?" One-Eye asked.
"Who?"
"You,
Little Girl. The villainess, you. I didn't forget that you were Soulcatcher's
guest for a while, when she caught you on the road coming back from running
that message for Murgen. I haven't forgotten that when our sweet old Uncle Doj
rescued you it was incidental. He was looking for his missing trinket, the Key.
Not so?"
"That's
all true. But I didn't bring anything away from that. Except a few new scars
and the rags on my back."
"What
we need to know then is has Soulcatcher been looking for the Key?"
"We
don't know for sure. But she does fly down south occasionally and patrols the
old ground like she's looking for something." We knew that, courtesy of
Murgen. Though till now, her behavior had made no sense.
"So
who else could've snatched this prize?" One-Eye did not press Gota for any
information. The way to get around Gota was to ignore her. In time, she would
insist that she be noticed.
I
remembered a pale, ragged little girl who, though just four years old, had
seemed ageless, silent and patient, confidently unfrightened by her captivity.
The Daughter of Night. She never spoke to me once. She acknowledged my
existence only when she had to, because if she irritated me too much, I might
take all of what little food Soulcatcher allowed us. I should have strangled
her then. But at that time I did not know who she was.
At that
time I was having trouble remembering who I was. Soulcatcher had drugged me and
gone down inside me and found half what made me me, then had tried being me in
order to infiltrate the Company. I still wonder how well she really knows me.
Certainly I do not want her to find out that I survived the Kiaulune wars. She
might have the emotional weapons to crush me.
"Narayan
came to get the Daughter of Night," I mused aloud. "But I caught only
glimpses of him. An extremely skinny little man in a filthy loincloth who
didn't look anything like the terrible monster he was supposed to be. It didn't
occur to me it was him till I realized I wasn't going to be released, too.
Since I couldn't see what they were doing, I don't know if they took anything
with them. Murgen, you saw them then. I have it written down that you did. Did
they take anything away that might have been this key?"
"I
don't know. Believe it or not, you really do miss some things out here."
He seemed piqued.
I
realized I had not bothered to hear what he had to report. I asked.
"Not
much useful," Sahra told me, cutting Murgen off before he could retell
everything from the beginning.
"Can
you find them now?" I foresaw trouble. There was an unwilling connection
to Kina. If the dark goddess was stirring again, he would have to be careful
not to attract divine attention. "We have these priorities regarding the
Daughter of Night: Kill her. Failing that: Kill her sidekick. Failing that:
Make sure she can't copy the Books of the Dead, which I'm sure she'll start
doing again as soon as she develops a reliable connection with Kina. Finally:
Recapture anything she and Singh might have carried off when Narayan rescued
her."
One-Eye
stopped nodding off long enough to clap his hands lazily. "Tear 'em up,
Little Girl. Tear 'em up."
"Sarky
old reprobate." One-Eye snickered.
Goblin said, "You want another angle,
find out from your library pals who makes bound blank books. Go to them and
find out who's ordered some recently. Or bribe them to let you know when
anybody does."
"Gosh,"
I said. "Somebody who actually uses his brain to think. The delight of the
world is that its wonders never cease. Where the devil did Murgen go?"
Sahra
said, "You just told him to find Narayan Singh and the Daughter of
Night."
"I
didn't mean right this second. I wanted to know if he found out anything about
Chandra Gokhale we can use."
"Pressure
getting to you, Little Girl?" One-Eye's tone was so sweet I wanted to pop
him. "Relax. Now's the time when you don't want to force anything."
A
couple of men from the duty crew, Runmust Singh and a Shadowlander dubbed Kendo
Cutter by his squad mates, invited themselves into the staff meeting. Kendo
reported, "There's all kinds of screaming going on out there tonight. I
sent out word everybody should hole up someplace where there's plenty of
light."
Sahra
said, "The shadows are hunting."
I said,
"We'll be all right here. But just to be safe, Goblin, why don't you make
the rounds with Kendo and Runmust? We don't want any surprise. Sahra, will
Soulcatcher let the shadows run completely wild?"
"To
make her point? You're the Annalist. What do the books say about her?"
"They
say she's capable of anything. She has no connection with the humanity of
anyone else. It must be very lonely to be her."
"What?"
"We
agree our next target should be Chandra Gokhale?"
Sahra
eyed me oddly. That had been decided already. Unless some better opportunity
fell into our laps, we would eliminate the Inspector-General, without whom the
tax system and the bureaucratic side of government would stumble and stagger.
He also seemed the most vulnerable of our enemies. And his removal would leave
the Radisha more isolated than ever, cut off by the Protector on one hand, the
priests on the other, and unable to turn anywhere because she was the Radisha,
the Princess unapproachable, in some respects a demi-goddess.
It had
to be lonely to be her, too.
Subtlety
and finesse.
I
asked, "What did we do today to frighten the world?" Then I realized
that I knew the answer. It had been part of the plan for capturing Swan. All
the brotherhood would have avoided any risks. Tonight there would be shows from
buttons previously planted. There would be more again tomorrow night.
Smoke-and-light shows proclaiming "Water sleeps," or "My brother
unforgiven," or ''All their days are numbered." There would be more,
somewhere, every evening from now on.
Sahra
mused, "Someone who wasn't one of us brought in another prayer wheel and
mounted it on a memorial post outside the north entrance. It hadn't been
noticed yet when I left."
"Same
message?"
"I
presume."
"That's
scary. That could be a potent one. Rajadharma."
"It
has the Radisha thinking already. That monk burning himself definitely got her
attention."
Story
of my life. Here I spend months working out every tiny detail of a marvelous
plan and I get upstaged by a lunatic with a fire fetish.
"So
those Bhodi nuts found a good message. You think we could steal some of their
thunder?"
One-Eye
chuckled evilly.
"What?"
I demanded.
"Sometimes
I amaze myself."
Goblin,
about to leave with Runmust and Kendo, observed, "You been amazed at
yourself for two hundred years. Mainly 'cause nobody else bothers to get
interested in insects."
"You
better not go to sleep any time soon, Frogface-"
"Gentlemen?"
Sahra said. Gently. Yet she grabbed the attention of both wizards. "Can we
stick to business? I need some sleep."
"Absolutely!"
Goblin said. "Absolutely! If the old fart has an idea, let's get it out
here before it dies of loneliness."
"You
may continue your assignment."
Goblin
stuck out his tongue but left.
"Amaze
the rest of us, One-Eye," I suggested. I did not want him dozing off before
he shared his wisdom.
"Next
time one of those Bhodi loons lights himself up, we have the smoke and flames
carry our message. 'Water Sleeps.' And a new one I thunk up, 'Nor Even Death
Destroy.' You got to admit, that's got a nice religious ring to it."
"Indeed,"
I agreed. "What the heck does it mean?"
"Little
Girl, don't you start in on me."
The
ghost of evils past whispered, "I found them."
Murgen
was back.
I did
not ask who. "Where?"
"The
Thieves' Garden."
"Chor
Bagan? The Greys have it under siege."
And
they were still serious about getting the place cleaned out, Murgen said.
17
Sahra
wakened me well before dawn, which is not my best time of day. When I opted for
a military career, we were besieged in my hometown. I just knew that once we
got out of there, we would sleep till noon, we would eat fresh food all the
time and there would be plenty of it and never, ever, would we have to go out
in the rain again. In the meantime, I took the best I could get, which was the
Black Company during the siege, with the water fifty feet deep. The only thing
resembling fresh food was the long pig Mogaba and his Nar friends were
enjoying. Unless you counted the occasional lame rat or slow-witted crow.
"What?"
I grumbled. Personally, I am convinced that even the priests of happy-go-lucky
old Ghanghesha are not required to be pleasant before an hour much closer to
noon than this was.
"I
have to go to the Palace. You have to appear at the library. If we want to
snatch Narayan and the girl right in front of the Greys, we need to start
planning right now."
She was
right. But that did not mean I had to accept it gracefully.
Every
Company member inside Do Trang's complex, and Banh himself, gathered over a
crude breakfast. Only Tobo and Mother Gota were absent. But they would have no
part in any of this. I thought.
Nobody
from outside could be included now, because shadows were on the prowl.
"We
got a plan all worked out," One-Eye announced proudly.
"I'm
sure it's one stroke of genius after another," I replied as I made a
groggy effort to collect a bowl of cold rice, a mango and a bowl of tea.
"First
thing, Goblin goes up there in his dervish outfit. Then Tobo comes strutting
along...."
"Good
morning, Adoo," I murmured distractedly as the gateman admitted me to the
library grounds. I was worried about leaving Goblin and One-Eye to operate on
their own. My mother instinct at work, they said, both showing nasty teeth as
they reminded me that every hen has to trust her chicks on their own sometime.
A point well made. Though few hens have to worry about their chicks getting
drunk, forgetting what they are doing and wandering off in search of adventure
in a city where there is not even one other skinny little black man or ugly little
white character.
Adoo
nodded his greeting. He never had anything to say.
Inside
the library I went to work immediately, though only a couple of copyists had
arrived before me. Sometimes Dorabee focused as intently as Sawa did. That
helped turn off the worries.
"Dorabee?
Dorabee Dey Banerjae!"
I
started awake, amazed that I had fallen asleep. I had squatted down on my heels
in a corner, in a fashion common amongst Gunni and Nyueng Bao but not common
among Vehdna, Shadar or many of the ethnic minorities. We Vehdna favor sitting
on the floor or on a cushion, cross-legged. Shadar like low chairs or stools.
Not owning at least a crude stool is the truest mark of poverty amongst the
Shadar.
I was
in character even in my sleep.
"Master
Santaraksita?"
"Are
you ill?" He sounded concerned.
"Tired.
I didn't sleep well. The skildirsha were hunting last night." I used the
Shadowlander name for the shadows. That did not trouble Santaraksita. It had
become part of the language under the Protectorate. "The screams kept
waking me up."
"I
understand. I did not enjoy a sound sleep myself, though not for that reason. I
was unaware of the horror till I saw its marks this morning."
"The
skildirsha show a proper respect for the priestly class, then."
The
faintest twitch of his lip told me he had not missed the joke. "I am
properly appalled, Dorabee. This is evil unlike any we have ever known. The
blind misfortune of flood or plague or disaster we must endure stoically. And
against the darkness even the gods themselves sometimes contend in vain. But to
send out a pack of these shadows to do murder randomly and often, and for no
reason even an insane man can comprehend, that is evil of the sort the
northerners used to preach."
Dorabee
managed a credible job of looking slack-jawed.
"I'm
sorry. I'm exercised. You probably never saw any of the outsiders." He
placed the same stress on "outsiders" that many Taglians used when
they meant the Black Company specifically.
"I
did. I saw the Liberator himself once when I was little. And I saw the one they
called the Lieutenant after she came back from Dejagore. I was pretty far away
but I remember it because that was the same day she killed all the priests. And
the Protector. I saw her a couple of times." I was making it up as I went
but that was the sort of thing most adult Taglians could claim. The Company had
been in and out of the city for years before the final campaign against Long-
shadow and the fortress Overlook. I rose. "I'll get back to work now."
"You
do your job well, Dorabee."
"Thank
you, Master Santaraksita. I try."
"Indeed."
He seemed to be having trouble getting something out. "I have decided that
you will be allowed access to any books not in the restricted section."
Restricted books were those not available in multiple copies. Only the most
favored scholars were allowed near those. So far, I had been able to determine
only a handful of the titles of the books so set aside. "When you have no
other obligations." Part of my day, every day, I spent just waiting to be
told about something I needed to do.
"Thank
you, Master Santaraksita!"
"I'll
expect you to be able to discuss them."
"Yes,
Master Santaraksita."
"We
have set our feet upon an unknown road, Dorabee. An exciting and frightening
journey lies ahead." His prejudices were such that he actually meant what
he said. Me reading had twisted his universe all out of shape and now he was
going to conspire in this perverted vermiculation.
I took
my broom in hand. Exciting and frightening things would be happening elsewhere
in my universe. And I hated every second that I was not there to control them.
18
The
little dervish in brown wool seemed completely lost inside himself. He was busy
talking to himself, paying no attention to the surrounding world. Most likely
he was quoting to himself from the sacred texts of the Vehdna, as understood by
his peculiar splinter sect. Though tired and irritable, the Greys did not
challenge him immediately. They had been taught to honor all holy men, not just
those already secure within the Shadar truths. Any devoted stalker after wisdom
would find his path leading him to enlightenment eventually.
Tolerance
of such seekers was common to all Taglians. The welfare of the soul and the spirit
were of grave concern to most. The Gunni, indeed, considered the seeking of
enlightenment to be one of the four key stages of an ideally lived life. Once a
man successfully raised up and provided for his children, he should put all
things material, all ambition and pleasure, aside. He should go into a forest
to live as a hermit or become a mendicant seeker or in some other way should
live out his final years looking for the truth and purifying his soul. Many of
the greatest names in Taglian and southern history are those of kings and rich
men who chose just such a path.
But
human nature being human nature ... The Greys did not, however, let the dervish
follow his quest into Chor Bagan. A sergeant intercepted him. His associates
surrounded the holy man. The sergeant said, "Father, you cannot go in that
direction. This street has been closed to traffic by order of Minister
Swan." Even dead, Swan had to take the blame for Soulcatcher's policies.
The
dervish apparently failed to notice the Greys till he actually collided with
the sergeant. "Huh?"
The
younger Greys laughed. Men enjoy seeing their prejudices confirmed. The
sergeant repeated his message. He added, "You must turn right or left.
We're rooting out the evils infesting what lies straight ahead." He
possessed a touch of wit.
The
dervish looked first right, then left. He shivered, then announced, "All
evil is the result of metaphysical error," in a raspy little voice and
started along the street to the right. It was a very strange street. It was
almost empty of humanity. In Taglios that was something seldom seen.
A
moment later the Shadar sergeant squealed in surprise and pain. He began
slapping his side. "What's the matter?" another Grey asked.
"Something bit me ..." He squealed again, which indi- cated that he
was in a great deal of agony, for Shadar were proud of their ability to endure
pain without outcry or even flinching.
Two of
the sergeant's men tried to lift his shirt while a third clung to his arm in an
effort to keep him immobile. He shrieked again.
Smoke
began to boil out of his side.
The
Greys were so startled they backed away. The sergeant went down. He went into
convulsions. Smoke continued to boil up. It assumed a form none of the Greys
wanted to see.
"Niassi!"
The
demon Niassi began to whisper secrets no Shadar wanted to hear.
Grinning
to himself, Goblin slipped into Chor Bagan. He disappeared long before anyone
wondered if there might not be a connection between the sergeant's discomfort
and the veyedeen dervish.
Greys
arrived from all directions. Officers barked and cursed and drove them back to
their stations before the denizens of Chor Bagan seized the opportunity to
escape. Obviously this was a distraction meant to give their prey the chance to
run.
A crowd
had begun to gather, too. Among them was a Nyueng Bao boy who picked his
moment, cut a purse and fled past the Greys, one of whom recalled him from the
evening when one of their own got stoned. Discipline began to collapse.
The
Grey officers tried. And managed rather well, considering. Only a few people
escaped Chor Bagan. And a half-dozen slipped inside, among them a skinny little
old man in the all-enveloping yellow of a leper.
One-Eye
was not pleased. He was sure strategy had had nothing to do with it being him
who had to assume the yellow. Goblin was up to something wicked.
The six
raiders approached the target tenement from front and rear, in loose teams of
three. One-Eye was around front. People cleared off fast when they saw the yellow.
Lepers were held in absolute terror.
None of
the men wanted to carry out a raid in broad daylight. It was not the Company
way. But darkness was denied us till Soulcatcher pulled her shadows back off
the streets. And the consensus of the Annalists and wizards was that it was
less likely that the Daughter of Night could summon Kina's help during
daylight. Daytime also offered a better chance of taking her by surprise.
Each
team paused to make sure every man still wore his yarn bracelet before they
stormed into the tenement. Each wizard set loose an array of previously
prepared low-grade confusion spells that buzzed through the ramshackle
structure like a swarm of drunken mosquitoes. The attackers passed inside,
stepping over and around frightened, shivering families who, till now, had
considered themselves wildly fortunate to have a roof over their heads, even if
that meant renting floor space in a hallway. Both teams posted a man who would
make sure no one went outside. Another two men met at the foot of the rickety
stair. They would prevent movement up or down. Goblin and One-Eye met at the
cellar entrance and shared a few complaints about being desperately
undermanned, then a few exaggerated courtesies as each offered the other the
opportunity to go down into the enemy's den first.
Goblin
finally accepted on the basis of superior youth, quickness and alleged
intelligence. He launched a couple of luminary floating stars into the pit,
where the darkness was blacker than Kina's heart.
"Here!"
Goblin said. "Ha! We've got-"
Something
like a flaming tiger burst out of nowhere. It leaped at Goblin. A shadow
drifted in from the side. It flicked something long and thin that looped around
the little wizard's neck.
One-Eye's
cane came down on Narayan's wrist hard enough to crack bone. The living saint
of the Strangler lost his rumel, which flew across the cellar.
One-Eye's
off hand tossed something over Goblin's head, toward the source of the tiger. A
ghostly light floated up like a wisp of luminescent swamp gas. It moved
suddenly, enveloping a young woman. She began to slap at herself, trying to
wipe it off.
Goblin
did something quick, while she was distracted. She collapsed. "Goddamn!
Goddamn! It worked. I'm a genius. Admit it. I'm a fucking genius."
"Who's
a genius? Who came up with the plan?"
"Plan?
What plan? Success is in the details, runt. Who came up with the details? Any
damned fool could've said let's go catch them two."
Both
men tied limbs as they nattered.
One-Eye
said, "Plan the details on this. We got to get out of here with these
people. Through all the Greys in the world."
"Already
covered. They've got so much trouble they won't have time to worry about any
damned lepers." He started trying to get a yellow outfit over the head of
the Daughter of Night. "Remind me to warn them back at the shop that this
one can put together an illusion or two."
"I
know that's the way its supposed to go." One-Eye began dragging Narayan
Singh into another yellow outfit. In a moment Goblin would trade his brown for
yellow, too. Upstairs, the four Company brothers, all of Shadar origin, were
turning themselves into Greys. "I'm saying it ain't got a prayer of
working."
"That
because I planned it?"
"Absolutely.
You're beginning to catch on. Welcome to reality."
"It
goes to shit in our hands, you can blame it on Sleepy, not me. It was her
idea."
"We
got to do something about that girl. She thinks too damned much. Will you quit
farting around? Them goddamn Greys out there are going to have time to go home
for lunch."
"Don't
hit him so hard. You want him to walk out of here under his own power."
"You
talking to me? What the hell you doing with ... get your hand out of there, you
old pervert."
"I'm
putting a control amulet over her heart, you dried-up old turd. So she won't
embarrass us before we get her home."
"Oh,
yeah. Sure you are. But why don't I look on the bright side? At least you're
interested in girls again. She built as nice as her mother?"
"Better."
"Watch
your mouth. The place might be haunted. And I got a suspicion maybe some of
those ghosts can talk to each other, no matter what Murgen claims."
One-Eye began to bully the groggy Narayan Singh up the steps.
"I
do believe this is going to work," One-Eye crowed. The combination of
Greys and lepers seemed the perfect device for exiting the Thieves'
Garden-particularly now that the real Greys were running around distracted.
"I
don't want to break your heart, old-timer," Goblin said. "But I think
we done been fished." He was looking over his shoulder. One-Eye looked
back. "Shit!"
A small
flying carpet dropped toward them, accompanied by crows making no sounds at
all. Soulcatcher. And her very stance suggested mischievous glee. She threw
something.
"Spread
out!" Goblin barked. "Don't let those two get away." He faced
the descending carpet, heart in this throat. If it came to a direct face-off,
he was going to get splattered like a stomped egg. He extended a gloved hand,
caught the falling black globule, whipped his arm in a circle and launched the
missile back into the sky.
Soulcatcher
shrieked, outraged. The people of Taglios did not have that kind of nerve. She
drove the carpet to one side, avoiding the black globe. And well she moved when
she did.
Her
luck had served her yet again. A screaming fireball ripped right through the
space she had vacated, the same kind of fireball that had eaten all those holes
in the Palace wall and had set the bodies of so many men burning like bad fat
candles. She continued to dive. Two more fireballs barely missed her. She put a
tenement between herself and the sharpshooters. She was extremely angry but did
not let rage cloud her thinking.
Above
her, her crows began bursting like soundless fireworks. Blood, flesh and
feathers rained down.
In
seconds she figured it out, conversing with herself in a committee of voices.
They
had not been hiding inside Chor Bagan after all. She could not have caught
anyone trying to slip away like this if they had not come in to retrieve
something they did not want found. "They're here in the city. But we
haven't found them. We haven't seen a trace or heard a rumor that they didn't
want to reach our ears. Until now. That takes wizardry. That bold little one.
That was the toad man. Goblin. Though the Great General of the Armies Mogaba
assures us that he saw the body himself. Who else is alive? Could the Great
General himself be less trustworthy than he would like us to believe?"
That
was not possible. Mogaba had no other friends. He was committed in perpetuity.
Soulcatcher
brought her carpet to earth, stepped off, folded its light bamboo frame, rolled
the carpet around that, surveyed the street. They had come down this way. From
up there. What could they have wanted desperately enough to have exposed
themselves so thoroughly? Anything they thought that important would be
something she was bound to find very interesting herself.
It took
just one whispered word of power to illuminate the cellar. The squalor was
appalling. Soulcatcher turned slowly. A man and his daughter, apparently. An
old man and a young woman, anyway. One lamp. Discarded clothing. A few handfuls
of rice. Some fish meal. Why the writing instruments and ink? What was this? A
book. Somebody had just begun writing in it in an unfamiliar alphabet. She
caught a spot of black movement in the corner of her eye. She whirled,
crouching, fearing an attack by a rogue shadow. The skildirsha maintained an
especially potent hatred for those who dared command them.
A rat
fled, dropping the object of its curiosity. Soul-catcher knelt, picked up a
long strip of black silk with an antique silver coin sewn into one corner.
"Oh. I see." She began to laugh like a young girl catching on late to
the meaning of an off-color joke. She collected the book, surveyed the scene
once more before leaving. "Dedication sure doesn't pay."
Once in
the street again, she reassembled her carpet, unconcerned about snipers. Those
people would be long gone and far away. They knew their business. But crows
should be tracking them.
She
froze, staring upward but not really seeing the white crow on the peak of the
tenement roof. "How did they find out where those two were?"
19
What
happened?" Sahra demanded as soon as she came in, before she began
shedding Minh Subredil's rags.
I was
still Dorabee Dey Banerjae myself. "We lost Murgen somehow. Goblin thought
they had him anchored, but he went away while we were all out and I don't know
how to get him back."
"I
meant what happened in the Thieves' Garden. Soulcatcher was out there. Whatever
she tried to pull didn't work out but she came back a different person. I
didn't get to hear everything she told the Radisha but I do know she found
something or figured out something that changed her whole attitude. Like
everything suddenly stopped being fun."
I said,
"Oh. I don't know. Maybe Murgen can tell us. If we can get him back
here."
Goblin
joined us. He was pushing a sleeping One-Eye in Banh Do Trang's spare
wheelchair. He announced, "They're resting peacefully. Drugged. Narayan
was distraught. The girl took it pretty calmly. We need to worry about
her."
"What's
wrong with him?" I asked, indicating One-Eye.
"He's
worn out. He's an old man. I want to see you have half the energy he does when
you get to be half his age."
Sahra
asked, "Why do we need to worry about the girl?"
"Because
she's her mother's daughter. She doesn't have much skill with it yet because
she hasn't had anybody to teach her, but she's got the natural ability to
become a substantial sorceress. Maybe even as powerful as her mother but
without Lady's rudimentary sense of ethics. It reeks off her-"
"Tain't
the only thing she reeks of, neither," One-Eye chirped. "First thing
you do with that little honey, you throw her in a vat of hot water. Then throw
in a couple, four lumps of lye soap and let her soak for a week."
Sahra
and I exchanged glances. If she was bad enough to offend One-Eye, she had to be
ripe indeed.
Goblin
grinned from ear to ear but eschewed temptation.
I said,
"I hear you ran into the Protector."
"She
was on a roof or somewhere waiting for something to happen. She didn't get what
she expected. A couple of fireballs and she ducked and stayed ducked."
"You
made it home without being followed?" I knew the answer because I knew
they knew the stakes. They would not have come anywhere near here had they had
the slightest doubt that that was safe.
I had
to ask, even knowing that if they had failed, the warehouse would be buried in
Greys already.
"We
were ready to deal with the crows."
"All
but one," One-Eye grumbled.
"What?"
"I
saw a white one up there. It didn't try to follow us, though."
Once
again Sahra and I exchanged glances. Sahra said,
"I'm
going to change and relax and get something to eat. Let's meet in an hour. If
you could find it in your heart, Goblin, you might try to get Murgen back
here."
"You're
the necromancer."
"You're
the one who claimed he anchored him. One hour."
Goblin
began grumbling to himself. One-Eye chuckled and made no offer to help. He
asked me, "You ready to kill your librarian yet?"
I did
not tell him so but I was slightly more open to the suggestion tonight.
Surendranath Santaraksita seemed to suspect that Dorabee Dey Banerjae was
something more than he pretended. Or maybe I was just paranoid enough to hear
things Santaraksita never intended to say. "You don't worry about Master
Santaraksita. He's being very good to me. Today he told me I can look at any
book I want. Unless it's in the restricted stacks."
"Woo!"
One-Eye breathed. "Somebody finally found the way to her heart. Who'd'a
thunk a book would do it? Name the first one after me, Little Girl."
I waved
a fist under his nose. "I'd knock out your last tooth and call you Mushy
but I was brought up to respect my elders-even if they're rambling, demented
and senile." For all its One True God focus, my religion contains a strong
taint of ancestor worship. Every Vehdna believes his forefathers can hear his
prayers and can intercede with God and his saints. If he feels he has been
properly treated. "I'm going to follow Sahra's example."
"You
holler if you want to get in practice for your new boyfriend." His cackle
ended abruptly as Gota limped around me. When I glanced back, One-Eye appeared
to be sound asleep again. Must have been some other old fool running his mouth.
During
the siege of Jaicur, I announced that never again would I be picky about what I
ate. That I would respond to anything offered me with a smile of gratitude and
a spoken "Thank you." But time has a way of wearing away at such
vows. I was nearly as sick of rice and smoked fish as Goblin and One-Eye were.
Breaking the tedium with the occasional supper of rice and fish meal did not
seem to help. I am confident that it is their diet that makes the Nyueng Bao
such a humorless people.
I ran
into Sahra, who had bathed and let her hair down and relaxed, looking a decade
younger, so that it was easy to see how, a decade earlier still, she could have
been every young man's fantasy. "I still have a little money I took off
somebody who picked the wrong side down south," I told her, waving a tiny
piece of fish caught between two bamboo chopsticks. Nyueng Bao refuse to adopt
innovative utensils that have been in common use amongst everyone else in this
part of the world for centuries. Those who did the cooking in Do Trang's
complex were all Nyueng Bao.
"What?"
Sahra was completely baffled.
"I'll
give it up. If we can buy a pig with it." Vehdna are not supposed to eat
pork. But I made the mistake of being born female, so I probably do not have a
seat reserved in Paradise anyway. "Or anything else that doesn't go
through the water like this." I made a wiggly motion with one hand.
Sahra
did not understand. Food was a matter of indifference to her-so long as she got
some. Fish and rice forever were perfectly fine. And she was probably right.
There are plenty of people out there who have to eat chhatu because they cannot
afford rice. And others cannot afford any food at all. Though Soulcatcher
seemed to be thinning those out now.
Sahra
started to tell me something about a rumor that another Bhodi disciple was
going to present himself at the entrance to the Palace and demand an audience
with the Radisha. But we were approaching the lighted area where we worked our
wickednesses of evenings and she saw something there that made her stop.
I
started to say, "Then we need to get somebody next to him-"
Sahra
growled, "What the hell is he doing here?"
I saw
it now. Uncle Doj was back, probably determined to invite himself into our
lives again. His timing seemed interesting and suspect.
I also
found it interesting that Sahra spoke Taglian when she was stressed. She had
some definite points of contention with her own people, though around the
warehouse nobody used Nyueng Bao except Mother Gota, who did so only to remain
a pain.
Uncle
Doj was a wide little man who, though on the brink of seventy, was mostly
muscle and gristle, and in recent years, bad temper. He carried a long,
slightly curved sword he called Ash Wand. Ash Wand was his soul. He had told me
so. He was some sort of priest but would not bother to explain. His religion
involved martial arts and holy swords, though. He was nobody's uncle in
reality. Uncle was a title of respect among Nyueng Bao, and they all seemed to
consider Doj a man worthy of the greatest respect.
Uncle
Doj has meandered in and out of our lives since the siege of Jaicur, always
more distraction than contribution. He could be underfoot for years at a
stretch, then would disappear for weeks or months or years. This latest time he
had been out of the way for more than a year. When he did turn up, he never
bothered reporting what he had been doing or where he had been, but judging from
Mur-gen's observations and my own, he was still searching for his Key
diligently.
Curious,
him materializing so suddenly after my epiphany. I asked Sahra, "Did your
mother happen to leave the warehouse today?"
"That
question occurred to me, too. It might be worth pursuit."
Very
little warmth existed between mother and daughter. Murgen was not the cause but
absolutely had become the symbol.
Uncle
Doj was supposed to be a minor wizard. I never saw any evidence to support
that, other than his uncanny skill with Ash Wand. He was old and his joints
were getting stiff. His reflexes were fading. But I could not think of any- one
who would remotely be his match. Nor have I ever heard of anyone else
dedicating his life to a piece of steel the way he has.
Maybe I
did have evidence of his being a wizard, I reflected. He never had any trouble
getting through the mazes Goblin and One-Eye had created to save us the
embarrassment of unexpected walk-ins. Those two ought to tie him down till he
explained how he did that.
I asked
Sahra, "How do you want to handle this?"
Her
voice was edged with flint. "Far as I'm concerned, we can lump him right
in there with Singh and the Daughter of Night."
"The
enemy of my enemy is my enemy, huh?"
"I
never liked Doj much. By Nyueng Bao standards he's a great and honorable man, a
hero due great respect. And he's the embodiment of everything I find
distasteful about my people."
"Secretive,
huh?"
She
betrayed a hint of a smile. In that she was as guilty as any other Nyueng Bao.
"That's in the blood."
Tobo
noticed us watching and talking. He darted over. He was excited enough to
forget he was a surly young man. "Mom. Uncle Doj is here."
"So
I see. He say what he wants this time?"
I
touched her arm gently, cautioning her. No need to start butting heads.
Doj, of
course, was aware of our presence. I never saw a man so intensely aware of his
environment. He might have heard every word we whispered, too. I put no store
in the chance that time had weathered his sense of hearing. He gobbled rice and
paid us no heed.
I told
Sahra, "Go say hello. I need a second to put my face on."
"I
ought to send for the Greys. Have them raid the place. I'm too tired for
this." She did not bother to keep her voice down.
"Mom?"
20
I held
Doj's eye. My face was cold. My voice held no emotion whatsoever as I asked,
"What is the Key?" Bound, gagged, Narayan Singh and Daughter of Night
watched and waited their turn.
The
faintest flicker of surprise stirred in Doj's eyes. I was not the sort he
expected to be a questioner.
I was
in character again, a borrowed one based on a gang enforcer who had offended us
a few years ago, Vajra the Naga. The gang was out of business and Vajra the
Naga had gone on to a better world but his legacy occasionally proved useful.
Doj
enjoyed the reasonable expectation that he would not be tortured. I had no
intention of taking it that far. With him. The Company's fortunes and those of
the Nyueng Bao had become so intermingled that I could not brutalize Doj
without alienating our most useful allies.
Doj
volunteered nothing. Nor did I expect him to be any more vocal than a stone. I
told him, "We need to open the way onto the glittering plain. We know you
don't have the Key. We do know where to start looking for it. We'll be pleased
to return it to you once we release our brothers." I paused, giving him
time to surprise me by replying. He did not.
"You
are, perhaps, philosophically opposed to opening the way. We're going to
disappoint you on that. The way will open. Somehow. You have only the option of
participating or not participating."
Doj's
eyes shifted, just for an instant. He wanted to read Sahra's stance.
Hers
was plain. She had a husband trapped under the glittering plain. The wishes of
the lone priest of some obscure, never-explained cult carried no weight with
her.
Not
even Banh Do Trang or Ky Gota offered demonstrative support, though both would
favor him mainly out of decades of inertia.
"If
you don't cooperate, then we won't return the Key when we're done with it. And
we will determine what constitutes cooperation. The first step is to put an end
to all of the normal Nyueng Bao equivocation and evasion and selective
deafness."
Vajra
the Naga was not a character I liked to adopt too often. A naga was a mythical
serpent being that lived beneath the earth and had no sympathy whatever for
anything human. The trouble with the character was that I could slip into it
like it had been tailored for me. It would take only a small emotional
distortion to turn me into Vajra the Naga.
"You
have something we want. A book." I was betting a lot on my having reasoned
out or intuited the course of various hidden events based upon what I had
gotten from Mur-gen and his Annals. "It's about so-by-so and this thick,
bound in tan vellum. The writing inside is in an untrained hand in a language
no one has spoken for seven centuries. Specifically, it is a nearly complete
copy of the first volume of the Books of the Dead, the lost sacred texts of the
Children of Kina. Chances are you didn't know that."
Narayan
and even the Daughter of Night reacted to that.
I
continued, "The book was stolen from the fortress Overlook by the sorcerer
called the Howler. He concealed it because he didn't want Soulcatcher to get
it, nor did he want the child to have it. You either saw him hide it or
stumbled onto it soon after he did. You concealed it somewhere you feel is
safe. Ignoring the fact that nothing can remain hidden forever. Some eyes will
discover anything eventually."
Once
again I allowed Doj time for remarks. He chose to pass on the opportunity.
"You
have a choice in all this. I remind you, though, that you're getting old, that
your chosen successor is buried under the plain with my brothers, and that you
have no allies more favorable than Gota, whose enthusiasm has to be suspect at
this late date. You may choose to say nothing, ever, in which case truth will
follow you into the darkness. But the Key will remain here. In other hands. Have
you had enough to eat? Has Do Trang been a good host? Will somebody help our
guest find something to drink? We shouldn't be scorned for our failures of
hospitality."
"You
didn't get a word out of him," One-Eye complained as soon as Doj was out
of earshot.
"I
didn't expect to. I just wanted him to have something to think about. Let's
talk to these two. Scoot Singh over here, take the gag off and turn him so he
can't get cues from the girl." She was spooky. Even bound and gagged, she
radiated a disturbingly potent presence. Put her in the company of people
already prepared to believe that she was touched by the dark divine and it was
easy to understand why the Deceiver cult was making a comeback. Interesting,
though, that that was a recent phenomenon. That for a decade she and Narayan
had been fugitives painstakingly taking control of the few surviving Deceivers
and evading the Protector's agents, and now, just as we feel we are up to
tugging a few beards, they began making their survival known, too.
I had
no trouble seeing where the Gunni imagination would find connections and
portents and wild harbingers of the Year of the Skulls.
"Narayan
Singh," I said in my Vajra the Naga voice. "You're a stubborn old
man. You should have been dead long ago. Perhaps Kina does favor you. Which
would suggest that here in my hands is where the goddess wants you to be."
We Vehdna are good at blaming everything on God. Nothing can happen that is not
the will of God. Therefore, He has already measured the depth of the brown
stuff and has decided to toss you in. "And these are bloody hands, make no
mistake."
Singh
looked at me. He did not fear much. He did not recognize me. If our paths had
crossed before, I had been too minor an annoyance for him to recall.
The
Daughter of Night remembered me, though. She was thinking that I was a mistake
she would not be making again. I was thinking maybe she was a mistake we ought
not to make, however useful a tool she might become. She almost scared Vajra
the Naga, who had been too dense to comprehend fear in personal terms.
"You're
troubled by events but aren't afraid. You rely upon your goddess. Good. Let me
provide assurances. We won't harm you. Assuming you cooperate. However much we
owe you."
He did
not believe a word of that and I did not blame him. That was the usual sort of
"hold out a feather of hope" a torturer used to leverage cooperation
from the doomed. "In this case, the pain will all be directed
elsewhere." He tried to turn to look at the girl. "Not just there,
Narayan Singh. Not only there. Though that's where we'll start. Narayan, you
have something we want. We have several things we believe to be of value to
you. I'm prepared to make an exchange, sworn in the names of all our
gods."
Narayan
had nothing to say. Yet. But I began to sense that his ears might be open to
the right words.
The
Daughter of Night sensed that, too. She squirmed. She tried to make some kind
of noise. She was going to be as stubborn and crazy as her mother and aunt.
Must be the blood.
"Narayan
Singh. In another life you were a vegetable seller in the town called Gondowar.
Every other summer you would go off to lead your company of tooga." Singh
looked uncomfortable and puzzled. This was nothing he expected. "You had a
wife, Yashodara, whom you called Lily in private. You had a daughter, Khaditya,
which was maybe just a little too clever a naming. You had three sons: Valmiki,
Sugriva and Aridatha. Aridatha you've never seen because he wasn't born until
after the Shadowmasters carried the able men of Gondowar off into
captivity."
Narayan
looked more uncomfortable and troubled than ever. His life before the coming of
the Shadowmasters was a lost episode. Since his unexpected salvation, he had
dedicated himself solely to his goddess and her Daughter.
"Those
times were so unsettled that you have since proceeded on the reasonable
assumption that nothing of your former life survived the coming of the
Shadowmasters. But that assumption is a false one, Narayan Singh. Yashodara bore
you that third son, Aridatha, and lived to see him become a grown man. Though
she endured great poverty and despair, your Lily survived until just two years
ago." In fact, until just after we located her. I still did not know for
certain if some of my brothers had not grown overly zealous in their eagerness
to locate Narayan. "Of your sons, Aridatha and Sugriva still live, as does
your daughter Khaditya, though she has used the name Amba since she learned, to
her horror, that her very father was the Narayan Singh of such widespread
infamy."
By
stealing Lady's baby, Narayan had ensured that his name would live on amongst
those of the great villains. Everyone over a certain age knew the name and a
score of evil stories burdening it-the majority of them fabrications or
accretions of stories formerly attached to some other human demon whose
ignominy had been nibbled up by time.
I had
his attention despite his determination to remain indifferent. Family is
critically important to all but a handful of us.
"Sugriva
continues in the produce business, although his desire to escape your
reputation led him first to move to Ayodahk, then to Jaicur when the Protector
decided she wanted the city repopulated. He felt everyone would be strangers
there and he could create a more favorable past for himself."
Both
captives noted my unfortunate use of "Jaicur." Which did not give
them anything they could use but which did tell them I was not Taglian. No
Taglian would call that city anything but Dejagore.
I
continued, "Aridatha grew into a fine young man, well-formed and
beautiful. He's a soldier now, a senior noncom- missioned officer in one of the
City Battalions. His rise has been rapid. He has been noticed. There's a good
chance he'll be chosen to become one of the career commissioned officers the
Great General had been imposing on the army." I fell silent. No one else
spoke. Some were hearing this for the first time, though Sahra and I had
started looking for those people a long time ago.
I got
up and went out, got myself a large cup of tea. I cannot abide the Nyueng Bao
tea-making ceremonies. I am, of course, a barbarian in their eyes. I do not
like the tiny little cups they use, either. When I have some tea, I want to get
serious about it. Make it strong and bitter and toss in a glob of honey.
I
seated myself in front of Narayan again. No one had spoken in my absence.
"So, living saint of the Stranglers, have you truly put aside all the
chains of the earth? Would you like to see your Khaditya again? She was little
when you left. Would you like to see your grandchildren? There are five of
them. I can say the word and inside a week we can have one of them here."
I sipped tea, looked Singh in the eye and let his imagination toy with the
possibilities. "But you are going to be all right, Narayan. I'm going to
see to that personally." I showed him my Vajra the Naga smile. "Will
somebody show these two to their guest rooms?"
"That
all you're going to do?" Goblin asked once they were gone.
"I'm
going to let Singh think about the life he never lived. I'll let him think
about losing what's left of that. And about losing his messiah. When he can
avoid all those tragedies just by telling us where to find the souvenir he
carried away from Soulcatcher's hideout down by Kiaulune."
"He
won't take a deep breath without getting permission from the girl."
"We'll
see how he handles having to make his own decisions. If he stalls too long and
we get pressed, you can put a glamour on me that'll make him think I'm
her."
"What
about her?" One-Eye asked. "You going to personally work on her,
too?"
"Yes.
Starting right now. Put some of those choke spells on her. One on each wrist
and ankle. And double them up around her neck." We had done some herding,
amongst other things, over the years and One-Eye and Goblin, being incredibly
lazy, had developed choke spells that constricted tighter and tighter as an
animal moved farther away from a selected marker point. "She's a
resourceful woman with a goddess on her side. I'd prefer to kill her and be
done with it but we won't get any help from Singh if we do. If she does manage
to escape, I want complete success to be fatal. I want near success to render
her unconscious from lack of air. I don't want her having regular contact with
any of our people. Remember what her aunt, Soulcatcher, did to Willow Swan.
Tobo. Has Swan said anything that might interest us?"
"He
just plays cards, Sleepy. He does talk all the time but he never says anything.
Kind of like Uncle One-Eye." Whisper. "You put him up to that, didn't
you, Frogface?" "Sounds like Swan to me," I said. I shut my
eyes, began massaging my brow between thumb and forefinger, trying to make
Vajra the Naga go away. His reptilian lack of connection was seductive.
"I'm so tired-"
"Then
why the hell don't we all just retire?" One-Eye croaked. "For a whole
goddamned generation it was the Captain and his next year in Khatovar shit that
beat us into the ground. Now it's you two women and your holy crusade to
resurrect the Captured. Find yourself a guy, Little Girl. Spend a year screwing
his brains out. We're not going to get those people out of there. Accept that.
Start believing that they're dead."
He
sounded exactly like the traitor in my soul that whispered in my mind every night
before I fell asleep. The part about accepting that the Captured were never
going to be coming back, anyway. I asked Sahra, "Can we call up our
favorite dead man? One-Eye, ask him what he thinks of our plan."
"Bah!
Frogface, you deal with this. I need a little medicinal pick-me-up."
Almost
smiling despite her aching joints, Gota waddled out behind One-Eye. We would
not see those two for a while. If we were lucky, One-Eye would get drunk fast
and pass out. If we were not, he would come staggering out looking to feud with
Goblin and we would have to restrain him. That could turn into an adventure.
"Well.
Here's our prodigal." Sahra finally had Murgen back in the mist box.
I told
him, "Tell me about the white crow." Puzzled, "I go there
sometimes. It's not voluntary." "We took Narayan Singh and the
Daughter of Night out of Chor Bagan today. There was a white crow there. You
weren't here."
"I
wasn't there." More puzzled. Even troubled. "I don't remember being
there."
"I
think Soulcatcher noticed it. And she knows her crows."
Murgen
continued, "I wasn't there but I remember things that happened. This can't
be happening to me again." "Just calm down. Tell us what you
know." Murgen proceeded to report everything Soulcatcher said and did
after she ducked our snipers. He would not tell us how he knew. I do not think
he could.
Sahra
said, "She does know that we have Singh and the girl."
"But
did she guess why? The Company has an old grudge with those two."
"She'll
need to see bodies to be convinced there was nothing more to it than that.
She's still not completely satisfied that Swan is dead. A very suspicious
woman, the Protector."
"A
Narayan corpse would be easy-if we could make it credible. There're a million
skinny, filthy little old men with green teeth out there. But we'd sure come up
short on beautiful twenty-year-old women with blue eyes and skin paler than
ivory."
"The
Greys will definitely become more active now," Sahra said. "Whatever
she suspects or doesn't, the Protec- tor wants no one going about any tricky
business in her city."
"A
point the Radisha might argue. Which reminds me of something that's been
knocking around the back of my head. Listen to this and tell me what you
think."
21
As the
Bhodi disciples made their way through the crowds, more than one onlooker
reached out to slap their backs. The disciples took that with poor grace. It
told them that many of the witnesses were there to be entertained.
The
rite proceeded as before, but more quickly as it was evident that the Greys
anticipated trouble and had instructions to head it off.
The
kneeling priest in orange burst into flames just as the Greys began manhandling
his assistants out of the way.
A gout
of smoke leaped upward. A Black Company skull formed inside it, an evil eye
seeming to stare deep into the souls of all the witnesses. A voice filled the
morning. "All their days are numbered."
And the
wooden curtain-wall shielding the reconstruction came to life. Glowing lime
characters as tall as a man proclaimed "Water Sleeps," and "My
Brother Unforgiven." They crawled slowly back and forth.
Soulcatcher
herself materialized on the ramparts overhead. Her rage was palpable.
A
second and larger cloud of smoke burst off the burning disciple. A face-the
best representation of the Captain's that One-Eye and Goblin could manage-told
the awed and silent thousands, "Rajadharma! The Duty of Kings. Know you:
Kingship is a Trust. The King is the most exalted and conscientious servant of
the people."
I began
to slide away from there. This was sure to sting the Protector into some
impulsive and self-defeating response.
Or
maybe not. She did nothing obvious, though a sudden breeze came along. It blew
the smoke away. But it fanned the flames consuming the Bhodi disciple. The
smell of burning flesh spread out downwind.
22
When
Master Santaraksita wanted to know why I was late, I told the truth.
"Another Bhodi disciple set himself on fire in front of the Palace. I went
to watch. I couldn't help myself. There was sorcery involved." I described
what I had seen. As so many of the actual eyewitnesses also had, Santaraksita
seemed both repelled and intrigued.
"Why
do you suppose those disciples are doing that, Dorabee?"
I knew
why they were doing it. It took no genius to fathom their motives. Only their
determination remained a puzzle. "They're trying to tell the Radisha that
she's not fulfilling her obligations to the Taglian people. They consider the
situation so desperate that they've chosen to send their message by a means
that can't be ignored."
"I,
too, believe that to be the case. The question remains: What can the Radisha
do! The Protector won't go away just because some people believe she's bad for
Taglios."
"I
have a great deal to do today, Sir, and I'm starting late."
"Go.
Go. I must assemble the bhadrhalok. It's possible we can present the Radisha
with some means of shaking the Protector's grip."
"Good
luck, Sir." He would need it. Only the most outrageous good luck since the
beginning of time was going to give him and his cronies the tools to undo
Soulcatcher. Chances were good the bhadrhalok had no idea how dangerous an
opponent they had chosen.
I
dusted and mopped and checked the rodent traps and after a while noticed that
most everyone had gone away. I asked old Baladitya the copyist where everyone
was. He told me that the other copyists had ducked out as soon as the senior
librarians had gone off to their bhadrhalok meeting. They knew that the
bhadrhalok would do nothing but it would take them hours of grumbling and
talking and arguing to get it done, so they made themselves a holiday.
It was
not an opportunity to be refused. I began examining books, even going so far as
to penetrate the restricted stacks. Baladitya knew nothing. He could not see
three feet in front of his face.
23
Jaul
Barundandi partnered Minh Subredil with a young woman named Rahini and sent
them to work in the Radisha's own quarters, under the direction of a woman
named Narita, a fat, ugly creature possessed by an inflated conception of her
own importance. Narita complained to Barundandi, "I need six more women.
I'm supposed to clean the council chamber again after I complete the royal
suite."
"Then
I suggest you pick up a broom yourself. I'll be back in a few hours. I expect
to see progress. I've given you the best workers available." Barundandi
went elsewhere to be unpleasant to someone else.
The fat
woman took it out on Subredil and Rahini. Subredil did not know who Narita was.
The woman had not worked in the royal chambers before. As Subredil steered a
mop around, she whispered, "Who is this woman who is so bitter?" She
stroked her Ghanghesha.
Rahini
glanced right and left but did not raise her eyes. "You must understand
her. She is Barundandi's wife."
"You
two! You aren't being paid to gossip."
"Pardon,
ma'am," Sahra said. "I didn't understand what to do and didn't want
to trouble you."
The fat
woman scowled for a moment but then turned her displeasure in another
direction. Rahini smiled softly, whispered, "She's in a good mood
today."
As the
hours passed and her knees and hands and muscles began to ache, Sahra realized
that she and Rahini had been delivered to Barundandi's wife more for who they
were than for the work they could do. They were not bright and they were not
among the more attractive workers. Barundandi wanted Narita to believe that
these were the kind of women he always employed. Elsewhere, no doubt, he and
his chief assistants would take full advantage of their bit of power over the
unfortunate and the desperate.
It was
not a good day for exploring. There was more work than three women could
possibly complete. Sahra got no chance to collect additional pages from the
hidden Annals. Then, not many hours after the day started, conditions within
the Palace became much less relaxed. The high and the mighty began to show
themselves, moving rapidly here and there. Rumor came, apparently passing right
through stone walls. Another Bhodi disciple had burned himself to death outside
and the Radisha was completely distraught. Narita herself confided, "She's
very frightened. Many things are happening over which she has no control. She
has gone to the Anger Chamber. She does so almost every day now."
"The
Anger Chamber?" Sahra murmured. She had not heard of this before, but till
recently she never worked this close to the heart of the Palace. "What is
that, ma'am?"
"A
room set aside where she can tear her hair and clothing and rage and weep
without having her emotions poison surroundings used for other purposes. She
won't come out until she can face the world in complete calm."
Subredil
understood: It was a Gunni thing. Only Gunni would come up with an idea like
that. Gunni religion personified everything. It had a god or goddess or demon,
a deva or rakshasa or yaksha or whatever for everything, usually with several
aspects and avatars and differing names, none of whom were seen much nowadays
but who had been very busy way back when.
Only an
extremely wealthy Gunni would come up with a conceit like an Anger Chamber-a
Gunni cursed with a thousand rooms she did not know how to use.
Later
in the day Subredil contrived to be allowed to service the freshly evacuated
Anger Chamber. It was small and contained nothing but a mat on a polished
wooden floor and a small shrine to ancestors. The smoke was thick and the smell
of incense was overpowering.
24
A good
thing I didn't have any pages on me, too," Sahra told me. "The Greys
started searching us going out. That woman Vancha tried to steal a little
silver oil lamp. She'll spend all morning tomorrow being 'punished' by Jaul
Barundandi."
"Does
Barundandi's boss know what he does?"
"I
don't think so. Why?"
"We
could trick him into betraying himself. Get him tossed out."
"No.
Barundandi is the devil we know. An honest man would be harder to
manipulate."
"I
loathe the man."
"That's
because he's loathsome. Not unlike other men in similar positions of petty
power. But we're not here to reform Taglios, Sleepy. We're here to find out how
to release the Captured. And to torment our enemies when doing that doesn't
jeopardize our primary mission. And we did a great job of that today. The
Radisha was crushed by our messages."
Sahra
told me what she had discovered. Then I told her about my own small triumph.
"I got into the restricted stacks today. And I found what I think might be
the original of one of the Annals we've got hidden in the Palace. It's in
terrible shape but it's all there and it's still readable. And there may be
more volumes. I only got through part of the restricted stack before I had to
go help Baladitya find his slippers so his grandson could lead him home."
I had
the book right there on the table. I patted it proudly. Sahra asked,
"Won't it be missed?"
"I
hope not. I replaced it with one of the moldy discards I've been saving."
Sahra
squeezed my hand. "Good. Good. Things have gone well lately. Tobo, would
you find Goblin? I have an idea to run past him."
I said,
"I'll see how our guests are doing. Somebody might be ready to whisper
confidences in my ear."
But
only Swan wanted my ear and he did not have confidences in mind. In his way he
was as incorrigible as One-Eye, yet he had a style that did not offend me. I do
not think Swan had an evil bone in him. Like so many people, he was a victim of
circumstance, struggling to keep his head up in the turbulence of the river of
events.
Uncle
Doj was displeased with his circumstances even though he was not a prisoner.
"We can certainly get along without that book," I told him. "I
doubt that I could read it, anyway. Mostly I want to make sure it doesn't get
back to the Deceivers. What we really need is your knowledge."
Doj was
a stubborn old man. He was not yet ready to make deals or to look for allies.
Before
I left I asked, "Will it all die with you? Will you be the last Nyueng Bao
to follow the Path? Thai Dei can't if he's buried under the glittering
plain." I winked. I understood Doj better than he thought. His problem was
not a conflict with his morality, it was a matter of control. He wanted to do
everything his way, no strings.
He
would come around if I kept reminding him of his mortality and his lack of a
son or an apprentice. Nyueng Bao are famous for their stubbornness but even
they will not sacrifice all their hopes and dreams rather than adjust.
I
visited Narayan just long enough to offer a reminder that our interest did not
lie in harming him. But the only reason we had for keeping the Daughter of
Night healthy was our hope of his cooperation. "You can be stubborn for a
while yet. We have several tasks to wrap up before you become our main interest
and we concentrate on murdering your dreams."
That
was my whole focus with each of our prisoners. Make them put their hopes and
dreams on the line. Maybe I could weasel my way into history, as famous or
infamous as Soulcatcher and Widowmaker, as Stormshadow and Long-shadow,
remembered forever as the Dreamkiller.
I had a
vision of myself drifting through the night like Murgen, disembodied but
dragging along a bottomless bag of black night into which I stuffed all the
dreams I stole from restless sleepers. I was a real old-time rakshasa, there.
The
Daughter of Night did not look up when I went to view her. She was in a cage
Banh Do Trang used for keeping large animals of the deadliest sort. Sometimes
leopards, but mostly tigers. A fully grown male tiger was worth a fortune in
the apothecary market. She was shackled as well. The cats never were. In
addition, I believe, a little opium and nightshade were used to season her
food. Nobody wanted to underestimate her potential. Her family had a dire
history. And she had a goddess on her shoulder.
Reason
told me to kill her right now, before Kina wakened as much as she could. That
would buy me the rest of my lifetime free of the end of the world. It would
take the dark goddess generations to create another Daughter of Night.
Reason
also told me that if the girl died, the Captured would spend the rest of time
in those caverns under the glittering plain.
Reason
told me, after a moment watching her, that she was not just ignoring me. She
did not know I was there. Her mind was elsewhere. Which was not a comfortable
feeling at all. If Kina could turn her loose, the way Murgen was loose....
25
Master
Santaraksita paused to tell me, "It was good of you to care for Baladitya
yesterday, Dorabee. I had forgotten him in my eagerness to assemble the
bhadrhalok. But you should be careful or his grandson will begin expecting you
to walk the old man home for him. He tried it with me."
I did
not look into his eyes, though I did want to see what was there. There was a
tightness in his voice that told me he had something on his mind. But I had
taken too many liberties with Dorabee already. He would not stare into the eyes
of the priestly caste. "I but did the right thing, Master. Are we not
taught to respect and aid our elders? If we do not when we are young, who will
respect and aid us when we ourselves become frail?"
"Indeed.
Nevertheless, you continue to amaze and intrigue me, Dorabee."
Uncomfortable,
I tried to change the subject by inquiring, "Was the meeting of the
bhadrhalok productive, Master?"
Santaraksita
frowned, then smiled. "You're very subtle, Dorabee. No. Of course not.
We're the bhadrhalok. We talk. We don't act." For a moment he mocked his
own kind. "We'll still be debating what form our resistance should take
when the Protector perishes of old age."
"Is
it true what they say, Master? That she's four hundred years old, yet fresh as
a bride?" I did not need to know, I just needed conversation to nurture
Santaraksita's surprising interest in me.
"That
seems to be the common belief, handed down from the northern mercenaries and
those travelers the Radisha adopted."
"She
must be a great sorceress indeed, then."
"Do
I detect a note of jealousy?"
"Would
we all not like to live forever?"
He
looked at me oddly. "But we shall, Dorabee. This life is only a
stage."
Wrong
thing to say, Dorabee Dey. "I meant in this world. I find myself largely
content to remain Dorabee Dey Baner-jae."
Santaraksita
frowned slightly but let it go. "How are your studies coming?"
"Wonderfully,
Master. I'm especially fond of the historical texts. I'm discovering so many
interesting facts."
"Excellent.
Excellent. If there's anything I can do to help.. ."
I
asked, "Is there a written Nyueng Bao language? Or was there ever?"
That
took him from the blind side. "Nyueng Bao? I don't know. Why in the world
would you-"
"Something
I've seen a few times near where I live. Nobody knows what it means. The Nyueng
Bao down there won't talk. But I never heard of them being literate."
He
rested a hand on my shoulder for a moment. "I'll find out for you."
His fingers seemed to be trembling. He murmured something unintelligible and
hurried away.
26
Word
was in that the Bhodi disciples were not happy with us for stealing their
thunder at the Palace gate. I wondered what they would think when the news
arrived about our behavior at Semchi. That seemed to be coming together
perfectly for us. Unless Soulcatcher was thinking farther ahead than we could
detect.
Murgen
had Slink's party well on the way to the village. And moving faster than the
group the Protector had sent to destroy the Bhodi Tree. That group outnumbered
our brothers but did not expect any resistance. In a few days it would turn
really nasty down there.
As the
weather had here. Storm season had arrived. I had been delayed coming home by a
ferocious thunderstorm that flooded some streets and sent down hail an inch in
diameter. The kangali and other children went out and tried to gather up the
ice, barking in pain every time a hailstone found unprotected skin. For a short
while the air was almost tolerably cool. But then the storm moved on and the
heat returned worse than it had been before. The stench of the city welled up.
One storm was not enough to sluice it clean, only to turn everything Over. In a
few days the insects would be more miserable than ever before.
I
hugged my burden and told myself I would not have to stay in this cesspool much
longer.
"One
more to locate and I'll have everything I need from the library." My new
acquisition lay open for public viewing. Of course no one could read it. Not
even me. But I was confident that I now possessed another original of the three
missing Annals. Perhaps the very first, since it was so alien. The other seemed
to be inscribed in the same alphabet, much modified and somewhat like that used
in the discarded volume I had rescued. If the language was the same, I would be
able to figure it out eventually.
One-Eye
cackled. "Yeah. Everything but somebody to translate that stuff for you.
Everything but your new boyfriend." He insisted that Master Santaraksita
was out to seduce me. And that Santaraksita would be brokenhearted if he
succeeded and discovered that I was female.
"That's
enough of that, you filthy old thing."
"Sacrifice
for the cause, Little Girl." He started to offer some graphic advice. He
had been drinking again. Or was drinking still.
Sahra
arrived. She tossed a large bundle of pages my way. "Can it, One-Eye. Find
Goblin. There's work to do." Of me she demanded, "Why do you put up
with that?"
"He's
harmless. And he's for sure too darned old to change. And if he's nagging me,
he's not getting into something that's going to get us all killed."
"So
you're sacrificing for the cause."
"Something
like that. That was quick." Goblin had arrived. "What happened to
One-Eye?"
"Taking
a leak. What do I have to do now?"
Sahra
said, "I can get into the Anger Chamber The rest is up to you."
"You
do this and you'll never be able to get back into the Palace. You know that,
don't you?"
"What're
we talking about?" I asked.
Sahra
said, "I think we can kidnap the Radisha. With a little luck and a lot of
help from Goblin and One-Eye."
"Goblin's
right. You do that, we'd all better be a hundred miles away by the time the
word gets out. I have a better idea. If we have to give away the fact that we
can get inside the Palace, do it by sabotaging Soulcatcher. Get to one of her
carpets, rig it to come apart under her when she's two hundred feet up and
moving fast."
"I
like the way you think, Sleepy. Put that on the list, Sahra. I want to be
there. It'd be like the time the Howler flew into the side of the Tower at
Charm. Man, he must've been going at least three times as fast as a horse could
run when he hit that wall. Biauw! Hair, teeth and eyeballs all over the-"
"He
walked away from that, you idiot." One-Eye was back. "He's out there
under the plain with our guys right now." A unique odor suggested that
One-Eye had taken a moment out to award himself sdme medicinal refreshment.
"Stop
it. Now." Sahra was cranky tonight. "Our next step will be to
neutralize Chandra Gokhale. We've already decided that. These other things we
can worry about down the road."
I
observed, "We'll need to freshen up our evacuation drill in case we need
to get out of Taglios in a hurry. The more active we get, the more likely it
becomes that something will go wrong. If it does, we'll have Soulcatcher
breathing down our necks."
Goblin
observed, "She isn't stupid, she's just lazy."
I asked
Sahra, "Did she call in her shadows yet?" -
"I
don't know. I didn't hear anything."
Goblin
grumbled. "What we really need is a formula for doing without sleep. For
about a year. Let me see Minh Subredil's Ghanghesha."
Sahra
sent Tobo to fetch the statue. The boy couid be much less unpleasant when he
was in a group.
Silence
struck as Baah Do Trang rolled in, pushed by one of his own people. He smiled
at a private joke. He enjoyed startling us. "One of my men tells me that
we have a couple of outsiders caught in the confusion net. They appear to be
harmless. An oid man and a mute. Somebody will have to get them out and send
them on their way without making them suspicious."
That
news gave me a little chill but I did not suspect the truth till poor
overworked Tobo and Goblin-the latter going along but staying out of sight
while the boy led the intruders to safety-returned and Goblin reported, "I
think your boyfriend followed you home, Sleepy."
"What?"
"There
was this terrified old man who tried to impress Tobo with the fact that he was
a librarian." A iot of Taglians would have been impressed. The ability to
read was almost a sorcery in itself. "He called his sidekick Adoo. You
told us-"
One-Eye
began to howl. "The Little Girl's a regular heartbreaker! Damn, I'd give
anything to be there when that oid fool slides his hand into her pants and
don't find what he's looking for.''
I was
embarrassed. I do not think I have been embarrassed about anything since the
first time my uncle Rafi slipped his hand under my sari and did find what he
was after. That darned fool Santaraksita! Why did he have to go complicating
things like this?
"That's
enough of that!" Sahra snapped. "There's supposed to be a meeting of
the Privy Council tomorrow. I think we can use it to get to Gokhale. But I'll
need to take Sawa and Shikhandini."
"Why?"
I asked. I had no desire to go back inside the Palace ever again.
"That's
great," One-Eye enthused. "You don't show at the library tomorrow,
that old goat is gonna pine and whine and wonder what happened, if it's all his
fault even though he knows there's no way you could know he tried to follow you
home. You'll have your hook set, Little Girl. All you have to do is pull him
in."
Sahra
snapped, "I said-"
"Wait
a minute. He may have a point. Suppose I do play Santaraksita's game? To the
point where I get him to do my translations for me? We could even add him to
oar collection. I don't think he has much family. Why don't we take a closer
look, see how long it might be before people wondered why he was missing."
"Oh,
you're wicked, Little Girl," One-Eye said. "You're really
wicked."
"You
could find out someday, you keep riding me."
"About
Gokhale?" Sahra asked.
"All
right. Why are we taking me and Tobo both?"
"Tobo
to put an idea into his head so he gets an itch he's going to have to go
scratch. You to cover us. Just in case. I'll have Tobo carry his flute."
Tobo's flute was a small version of the fire-projecting bamboo. "He can
turn it over to you once we're inside." Tobo had carried that flute every
time he had accompanied his mother into the Palace. We try to think ahead.
"Also, I want to keep you fresh in Jaul Barundandi's mind. I'll definitely
have to have you along when I snatch the Radisha. Goblin, what can you do with
my Ghanghesha?"
No one
else on earth would have dared hand the little wizard a straight line like
that. But Sahra was Sahra. She did not have to pay the price.
I
started to leave. I had other things to do. Tobo asked, "Is it all right
if I show your Annals to Murgen? He wants to read them."
"You
two starting to get along now?"
"I
think so."
"Good.
You can let him see them. Tell him not to be too critical. If he is, I won't
come out there and dig him up."
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Narayan
seemed thoroughly puzzled by my continued interest. I do not believe he
remembered me at all. But he now knew that I was female and had been the young
man Sleepy that he had encountered, only rarely, ages ago.
"You've
had time to reflect. Have you decided to help us yet?"
He
looked at me with pure venom, yet without obvious personal hatred. I was just a
particularly unpleasant obstacle delaying the inevitable triumph of his
goddess. He had gotten his mind back into a rut.
"All
right. I'll see you again tomorrow night. Your son Aridatha has a leave day
coming up. We'll bring him around to visit you."
There
was a guard watching the Daughter of Night. "What're you doing here,
Kendo?"
"Keeping
an eye on-''
"Go
away. And don't come back. And spread the word. Nobody guards the Daughter of
Night. She's too dangerous. Nobody even goes near her unless Sahra or I tell
them to. And then they don't do it alone."
"She
don't look-"
"She
wouldn't, would she? Start hiking." I went to the cage. "How long
would it take for your goddess to create all the right conditions for the birth
of another like you? If I decide to kill you?"
The
girl's gaze rose slowly. I wanted to cringe away from the power in her eyes but
I held on. Maybe she should be getting even more opium than she was already.
"Reflect
upon your value. And upon my power to destroy it." I felt puffed up. That
was the kind of thing the devas, or lesser gods, blathered at one another on
the fringes of the epics spun by the professional storytellers.
She
glared. There was so much power in her eyes that I decided Kendo ought to spend
a little time in private with Goblin and One-Eye, making sure he had not been
taken in already.
"I
think that without you there never will be a Year of the Skulls. And I know
that you're still alive only because I want something from Narayan, who loves
you like a father." Singh was her father, for all practical purposes.
Croaker had been denied the chance by cruel Fortune. Or, more accurately, by
the will of Kina.
"Keep
well, dear." I left. I had a lot of reading to get done. And some writing
if I got the chance. My days were always full and all too often they got
confused. I decided to do things, then forgot. I told others to do things, then
forgot that, too. I was beginning to look forward to the time when our successes-or
sufficiently spectacular failures-forced us out of town. I could sneak off
somewhere where nobody knew me and just loaf for a few months.
Or for
the rest of my life if I wanted.
I had
no trouble understanding why every year a few more of our brothers gave up and
faded away. I only hoped a little notoriety would bring them back.
I
studied the pages Sahra had brought out for me but the translation was
difficult, the subject matter was uninspiring, and I was tired. I kept losing
my concentration. I thought about Master Santaraksita. I thought about going
back up to the Palace, armed. I thought about what Soulcatcher would do now
that she knew she did not have us trapped inside the Thieves' Garden. I thought
about getting old and being alone and had a suspicion that that fear might have
something to do with why some brothers remained with the Company no matter
what. They had no other family.
I have
no other family.
I will
not look back. I am not weak. I will not relax my self-control. I will
persevere. I will triumph over myself and will conquer all adversity.
I fell
asleep rereading my own recollections of what Murgen had reported about the
Company's adventure on the glittering plain. I dreamed about the creatures he
had encountered there. Were they the rakshasas and nagas of myth? Did they have
anything to do with the shadows, or with the men who evidently created the
shadows from hapless prisoners of war?
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I have
a bad feeling about this," I told Sahra as she and Tobo and I started the
long walk. "You're sure the shadows are all off the streets?"
"Quit
fussing, Sleepy. You're turning into an old woman. The streets are safe. The
only monsters out here are human. We can handle those. You'll be safe in the
Palace if you just stick to your character. Tobo will be safe as long as he
remembers that he's not really Shikhandini and desperate for his mother to keep
her job. It's in the nature of men like Jaul Barundandi that they do their
bullying inside your head, not physically. They'll take 'no' for an answer. And
I won't lose my job over it. My work is being noticed by others. Especially by
Barundandi's wife. Now, get yourself into character. Tobo, you too. You
particularly. I know Sleepy can do this when she concentrates on it."
Tobo
was clad as a budding young woman, Minh Sub-redil's daughter, and I hoped we
could get him back inside the warehouse unnoticed by Goblin and One-Eye,
because they would ride him mercilessly. With the investment of a little
artifice on his mother's part, Tobo made a very attractive young woman.
Jaul
Barundandi thought so, too. Minh Subredil was the first worker called forward
and Barundandi never bothered with his customary grumble about taking Sawa as
part of the package.
Sawa
had trouble keeping a straight face later when we found Barundandi's wife
Narita waiting to pick women to work for her. One glance at Shiki was enough.
Minh Sub- redil's family definitely belonged under her direct supervision.
Minh
Subredil had done a good job of ingratiating herself with Narita. For the very
good reason that Narita was in charge of cleaning those parts of the Palace of
most immediate interest to us.
Sawa
had not worked for Narita in the past. Subredil explained Sawa to Narita, who
seemed more patient than she had the few times I had seen her before. Narita
said, "I understand. There're plenty of simple things that need doing. The
Radisha was particularly restless last night. These days when she has trouble
sleeping, she breaks things and makes messes."
The
woman actually sounded sympathetic. But the Taglian people loved their ruling
family and seemed to feel that they deserved more room than the man on the
street. Perhaps because of the burdens they bore, always in the past with
maximum respect for Rajadharma.
Subredil
maneuvered me into a spot whence I could observe well without being noticed.
She and Narita brought me several brass treasures that needed cleaning. The
ruling family had to be very fond of brass. Sawa cleaned tons of it. But Sawa could
be trusted not to damage anything.
Shiki
came to me and asked, "Will you take care of my flute for me, Aunt
Sawa?" I took the instrument, studied it briefly, pasted on an idiot grin
and tooted on the thing a few times. Just so everybody would know it was a real
flute and not imagine that it might be a small fireball thrower, capable of
making life both brief and painful for the first half-dozen people who got too
close to a flautist in a bad temper.
Barundandi's
wife asked Shiki, "You play the flute?"
"Yes,
ma'am. But not very well."
"I
was quite a skilled player when I was a girl.. ." She noticed her husband
peeking in for the second time this morning and began to suspect he was
interested in more than just the progress of the day's work. "Subredil, I
don't think it's wise for you to bring your daughter here." And a moment
later, she growled, "I'll be back in a minute. I have to talk to that man.
I have to straighten him out."
The
moment she stepped out, Minh Subredil moved with startling rapidity. She
vanished into the Radisha's Anger Chamber. I had to admire her. Her mind never
seemed clearer than when she was in a dangerous position. I suspected she
actually enjoyed her role as a Palace menial. And the more dangerous the times,
the more effective she seemed.
Despite
a massive workload and Narita's frequent trips away to sabotage her husband's
efforts to weasel in close to Shikhandini, or to draft Shiki into a different
working group, in mid-afternoon we left the Radisha's personal suite for the
gloomy chambers where the Privy Council assembled. There was a rumor that the
Bhodi disciples were about to send another suicidal goof to the gateway. The
Radisha wanted to forestall that somehow.
We were
supposed to get the place ready for a Council session.
The
Bhodi rumor had had its birth in the mind of Ky Sahra. It was supposed to be
the device by which we could bring Shikhandini face-to-face with Chandra
Gokhale.
We had
almost two hours before the staffers appeared, the quiet little men who wrote
everything down. Then the Puro-hita arrived, accompanied by the ecclesiastical
members of the Privy Council. The Purohita did not deign to note our existence
even though Shiki mistook him for Gokhale and batted her eyes till Subredil
signed her off. I could hear the excuse that would come later: All old men
looked alike.
Neither
Arjuna Drupada nor Chandra Gokhale considered themselves old.
We
continued our work, ignored. The folk of the Palace, particularly the inner
circle, were lucky we had other things we wanted to do with our lives. Had we
not cared about our own survival, we could have slaughtered scores of them. But
getting rid of the Purohita would not mean much in the grand scheme. The senior
priests would replace him with another old man just as nasty and narrow of mind
before Drupada's bones got cold.
Chandra
Gokhale came in and he did not overlook the help. Sahra must have gleaned a few
suggestions from Willow Swan about what the old pervert liked, because he
stopped dead, staring at Shikhandini like somebody had clubbed him between the
eyes. Shiki had the role down perfectly. She was a shy virgin and a flirt at
the same time, as though her maidenly heart had been smitten instantly. God
apparently fashioned men so that they would swallow that sort of bait
ninety-nine times out often.
Barundandi's
timing was good. He came to move us out of the meeting chamber just as the
Protector swooped in like some dark, angry eagle. Gokhale watched our departure
with moon eyes. Before we completed our evacuation, he was whispering to one of
his scribes.
Jaul
Barundandi, unfortunately, had a sharp eye for some things. "Minh
Subredil, I believe your daughter has charmed the Inspector-General of the
Records."
Subredil
appeared surprised. "Sir? No. That can't be. I won't let my child stumble
into the trap that destroyed my mother and condemned me to this cruel
life."
Sawa
caught Subredil's arm. Apparently she had become frightened by that intense
outburst, but in reality she squeezed, warning Subredil not to say anything
that Barundandi might remember if Chandra Gokhale disappeared.
We
might want to consider a change of plan. We did not want anyone to have any
reason to connect anything outside with any of us.
Subredil's
outburst faded. She became embarrassed and anxious to be elsewhere.
"Shiki. Come on."
I was
ready to kick Shikhandini's bottom myself. She was being a positive slut. But
she did respond to her mother's command.
Sawa
sort of settled down out of the way with the last of her dirty brass, in hopes
of being overlooked while the Privy Council convened, but Jaul Barundandi was
alert.
"Minh
Subredil. Bring your sister-in-law." He tried to flirt with Shikhandini.
He got a look of disgust for his trouble.
Minh Subredil
got me going, then went after her daughter. "What did you think you were
doing in there?"
"I
was just having fun. The man is a disgusting old pervert."
Softly,
as though not meant for Barundandi's ears while the words really were, Subredil
said. "Don't ever have fun like that again. Men like that will do whatever
they like with you and there isn't anything anybody can do about it."
That
warning was not all acting. The last thing we needed was one of the mighty
dragging Shikhandini into a dark corner to do a little groping.
That
was not supposed to happen. It was unthinkable, supposedly. And for ordinary
people that was mostly true. But not so at a level where men began to believe
that they existed outside the usual rules.
"Narita!"
Barundandi called. "Where have you gotten to? That damned woman. She's
slipped off to the kitchen again. Or she's gone somewhere to sneak a nap."
I heard
the Radisha behind us, in the meeting chamber, but could not make out
individual words. An angry voice responded. That had to be Soulcatcher. I
wanted to be somewhere a little farther away. I started moving.
Sawa,
of course, did things others did not always understand. Subredil grabbed hold
and started to fuss. Barundandi told her, "Take this bunch to the kitchen,
get something to eat. If Narita is there, tell her I want her."
The
moment he was out of sight, I announced, "Sawa is going to wander
off." Sawa was not completely happy with the pages Subredil kept bringing
Sleepy. Subredil could not read them, worked in a rush and seemed incapable of
collecting anything interesting.
I hoped
I remembered the way. Even when you wear the yarn bracelet, the Palace is a
confusing place and I had not roamed it since the days when the Captain was the
Liberator and a great hero of the Taglian people. And even then, I had been
only an occasional visitor.
As soon
as I began to feel unsure, I got out a small piece of chalk and began to leave
tiny marks in the Sangel alphabet. I had managed to learn a little of that
language during our years in the far south but it had been a struggle. I hoped
anyone who discovered the marks would not recognize what they were.
I did
find the room where the old books were hidden. It was obvious that someone came
there often. The dust was disturbed badly, which in itself would raise
questions if discovered. I tried to drag out the book that looked the oldest.
Darn, that thing was heavy. Once I got it open, I found that the pages were
real stubborn about tearing. They were not paper at all, which never has been
very common. I could tear them only one at a time. Which maybe explained why
Subredil just grabbed whatever came easiest. She would not have time to pick
and choose.
I
worried that I had been away too long myself, convinced that Barundandi or his
wife must have noticed that I was missing. I hoped it did not occur to them to
wonder why Subredil was not making a scene because she had lost track of me.
Even
so, I continued to tear pages until I had all I thought the three of us could
carry away.
I hid
everything in an unused room not far from the service postern, uncertain how we
would recover it heading out, then took myself way down inside Sawa, almost to
the point of incapacitating confusion.
They
found me dirty and tearstained and still trying to find the way back to the
meeting chamber, "they" being some of the other day workers. In
moments I was reunited with Subredil and Shikhandini. I clung to my
sister-in-law like a wood chip desperate to shed the embrace of a rushing
flood.
Jaul
Barundandi was not happy. "Minh Subredil, I accepted this woman here for
your sake, out of kindness and charity. But lapses of this sort are not
acceptable. No work got done while we were searching . . ." His voice
trailed off. The Radisha and the Protector were headed our way, following a
most unusual route. This was backstairs country. Which meant nothing whatsoever
to Soulcatcher, of course. That woman had no sense of class or caste. There was
the Protector and beneath the Protector there was everyone else.
Sawa
just sort of folded up and squatted with her face in her lap. Subredil and
Shikhandini and Jaul Barundandi partially tried to get out of the way,
partially gawked. Shiki had not seen either woman before.
Sawa
crossed her fingers out of sight in her lap. Subredil whispered prayers to
Ghanghesha. Jaul Barundandi shivered in terror. Shikhandini stared with a
teen's inability to feel appropriate fear.
The
Radisha paid us no heed. She stamped past talking about ripping the guts out of
Bhodi disciples. Her voice contained almost no emotional conviction. The
Protector, though, slowed down and considered us all intently. For an instant I
found myself almost overcome by the dread that she really could read minds.
Then she went on and Jaul Barundandi ran along behind, forgetting us and Narita
both because the Radisha barked some command back his way.
Sawa
rose and whimpered, "I want to go home."
Subredil
agreed that it was enough of a day.
Neither
the Greys nor the Royal Guards were searching anyone. A good thing, too. I
carried so much paper in my small clothes I could fake a normal walk for only a
few dozen yards.
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I got
through my part of the evening meeting quickly and ran off to my own little
corner so I could compare my newly acquired pages with those of the book I had
stolen from the library that I thought was an exact copy-if not the genuine
original-of the true first volume of the Annals of the Black Company. I was so
cheerful I am sure One-Eye must have had great fun talking about me behind my
back.
It did
not occur to me to stick around to see how our temptation of Chandra Gokhale
played out.
The
story I got later was, Gokhale had a man try to follow Shiki home. When that
man did not report back within a reasonable time-on account of he ran into
Runmust and Iqbal Singh someplace he should not have been and ended up taking
the long swim downriver-Gokhale headed for the joy house that specialized in
serving him, his associates and those who shared their select but hardly rare
tastes in pleasure. Riverwalker and several other brothers picked him up when
he left the Palace. He was accompanied by two companions who would regret their
wishes to ingratiate themselves with the Inspector-General by joining him in an
evening of indulgence.
Murgen
followed events closely, too. Knowing that he would do so, I felt at ease
snuggling up with my new acquisitions.
It took
me over an hour to conclude that what I had brought out today was indeed a
later version of the first ever Annal and most of another hour to realize that
I would not be able to winkle out the book's secrets without skilled help. Or a
lot more time than I had.
Chandra
Gokhale apparently died in that joy house. Likewise, his two companions. There
were witnesses. People saw them strangled. Then a red rumel got left behind in
the killers' haste to get away.
The
Greys arrived almost immediately. They loaded the corpses into a cart, saying
the Protector wanted Gokhale's back in the Palace instantly. But the Greys
stopped being Greys moments after they left the pleasure house. Their course
led them toward the river rather than toward the Palace. The extra bodies
vanished into the flood.
A white
crow dozing on a rooftop wakened when they started-downhill. It stretched and
followed them.
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Murgen
was there when Soulcatcher received the news. The report reached the Palace in
a remarkably short time and was unusually complete. The Greys worked hard to
please their mistress.
The
party bringing Gokhale to the warehouse had not yet arrived.
Murgen
had been asked to look around the Protector's quarters while he was there. We
knew nothing about them. Nobody ever went into her suite. Not since Willow Swan
had gone to his reward.
Murgen
would have to be questioned about how she lived in private.
Soulcatcher
did not retreat there, however. She went out looking for the Radisha right
away.
The
Radisha knew something had happened to Gokhale but she had not had detailed
reports. The women settled in the receiving chamber of the Radisha's austere
suite. Soul-catcher told what she knew. She used a very businesslike voice. It
was said sometimes that the Protector was her most dangerous and least stable
when she stopped being capricious and seemed calmest and most serious.
"It
seems the Inspector-General shared some habits with Perhule Khoji. In fact, I'm
now assured that his particular weakness was common amongst the senior men of
his ministry."
"There
were rumors."
"And
you did nothing?"
"Chandra
Gokhale's private amusements, loathsome as I found them personally, did not
prevent his performing perfectly as Inspector-General of the Records. He was
particularly adept at generating revenue."
"Indeed."
Soulcatcher's businesslike manner wavered momentarily. Murgen would report his
amusement at the thought she might actually have a moral opinion. "He was
attacked in the same manner as Khoji was."
"Suggesting
somebody might have a grudge against the ministry as a whole? Or that the
Deceivers pick men of his particular weakness as ceremonial targets?"
"Deceivers
didn't kill Gokhale. Of that I'm sure. This was done by the people who lured
Swan out and killed him. If they killed him."
"If?"
The Radisha was startled by the implication. "We saw no corpse. Note that
we have no body this time, either. Men disguised as our men were right there to
haul the body away. That's two members of the Privy Council lost in less than a
week. Organizationally, they were the most important. They made the machinery
work. If the Great General was anywhere nearby, I'd predict that he would be
their next target. That gaggle of priests means nothing. They do nothing. They
control nothing. My sister proved that if they're killed, they can be replaced
by other do-nothings within minutes. Nobody can replace Swan or Gokhale. The
Greys are beginning to unravel already."
Murgen
made a mental note to mention that Willow Swan might have been less a puppet
than he led the world to believe.
"Why
couldn't it be the Stranglers?" the Radisha asked. "Because those
people cut the head off that particular serpent the other day." She
described events in the Thieves' Garden. Obviously, she had not bothered to
share the news before. It was clear that the Protector considered the Princess
a necessary but junior partner in her enterprise. "In a matter of days
these people, whom we thought ruined forever, have cut the head off one enemy
and have crippled the other seriously. There is a dangerous mind behind
this."
Not
dangerous at all. Not even that lucky. But a sufficiently paranoid mind will
discern patterns and threats where only fortune has conspired. Soulcatcher was
ever alert for evils as great as her own.
"We
knew they couldn't remain in the darkness forever," the Radisha said. She
corrected herself hastily, "I knew. The Captain reminded me often
enough." She did not need to bring up the past and her belief in mistakes
she had made. That devil was buried deep, hundreds of miles away. A much more
immediate danger was right there in the room with her.
The
Protector was a mistake she had abandoned hope of living long enough to
correct. Blind to the consequences at the time, she had chosen to mount the
tiger. Now her sole choice was to hang on for the rest of the ride.
Soulcatcher
said, "We have to recall the Great General. If we can get his troops into
the city before our enemies make their next move, we'll have the manpower to
hunt them down. You should send the orders immediately. And once the courier is
safely off, we should announce that the Great General is returning. Their
special dislike for Mogaba should cause them to delay their other plans till
they can gather him in as well."
"You
think you know what they'll do?"
"I
know what I'd do if I came down with the kind of sudden, burning ambition that
seems to have taken them over. I wonder if there hasn't been some kind of coup
or some-thing?"
Exasperated,
the Radisha demanded, "What will they do next?"
"I'll
keep that to myself for now. Not that I don't trust you." Soulcatcher
probably had abiding suspicions about herself. "I just want to make sure
I've identified enough of a pattern to begin tapping into the workings of this
new mind. I'm quite talented at that, you know."
The
Radisha knew, to her own despair. She said nothing. Soulcatcher sat silently
herself, as though waiting for the Princess to speak. But the Radisha had
nothing to say.
The
Protector mused, "I wonder who it could be? I knew the wizards of old.
Neither one has the ambition or imagination or drive, even though both do have
the hardness."
The
Radisha made a squeak of sound. "The wizards?"
"The
two little men. The day-and-night pair. They aren't much of anything but
lucky."
"They
survived?"
"I
said they're lucky. Do you recall anyone who didn't go onto the plain who
looked like a potential leader? I don't." "I thought all those people
were dead." "As did I, in most cases. Our Great General claims to
have seen most of their bodies personally. But the Great General identified
them assuming that the two wizards had been killed first. Hmm. Here I had begun
to be suspicious of him. Perhaps his only crime is that he's a fool. Can you
think of anyone?"
"Not
inside the Company I knew. But there was a Nyueng Bao who had something to do
with the Standardbearer's wife. A priest of some sort. He seemed to be totally
obsessed with weapons and the martial arts. I ran into him only a few times.
And he's never been accounted for in any reports."
"A
Master of the Path of the Sword? That would explain a lot. But I killed them
all when I- Have you noticed how people keep turning up alive when there's
every reason to believe that they're dead?"
An
actual smile tried to gnaw its way out of the Radisha's mouth. The woman
talking could be considered the mother of all those whose deaths had been
celebrated prematurely. "There's sorcery afoot. Nothing should be any
great surprise."
"You're
right. You're absolutely right. And that's a blade that can have more than one
edge." Soulcatcher rose to leave. Her voice changed, became cruel.
"More than one edge. A Master of the Path of the Sword. It's been a long
time since I visited those people. They may be able to tell me something
useful." She stalked out of the room.
The
Radisha remained motionless for several minutes, clearly troubled. Then she got
up and went to her Anger Chamber. She settled herself there. The unseen spy
went after the Protector. She, he discovered, had gone directly to the
ramparts. She assembled her small, single-rider carpet, all the while arguing
with herself in a dozen querulous voices. He barely listened. He was too
surprised and shocked.
There
was a white crow up there. It was watching the Protector, who remained unaware
of Murgen's presence although, historically, she had been more sensitive to him
than to any of the living except her sister. But the bird had no trouble seeing
Murgen. It examined him- with first one eye, then with the other. Then it
winked deliberately. And then it launched itself into the night when the
Protector's rookery took flight to accompany her on her travels.
But I
am the white crow!
The
disorientation was brief but as frightening as it had been years ago, when
first Murgen had started stumbling around outside his flesh.
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I said,
"Better get Uncle Doj before we go any farther with this, Tobo." I
spotted Kendo Cutter and Runmust. "You guys finally back? How did it
go?"
"Perfect.
Just like you planned it."
Sahra
asked, "You have my present?"
"They're
lugging him in now. He's still out cold."
"Drop
him right here where I can chat with him when he comes around." Sahra had
a wicked gleam in her eye.
I
chuckled. "Soulcatcher thinks we're following some grand, carefully
orchestrated master plan exquisitely fashioned by a great strategic mastermind.
If she knew we were just stumbling around in the dark hoping we stay lucky
until we can open the way for the Captured-"
One-Eye
barked, "You telling me you masterminds don't got a next step ready to go,
Little Girl?"
"We
have several." I did. "And I'm sure the next one hasn't ever occurred
to Soulcatcher as being within the realm of possibility. I'm going to bring
Master Santaraksita home for supper and give him a chance to sign up for the
adventure of a lifetime."
"Heh-heh!
I knew it."
Uncle
Doj joined us. He was seriously peeved about the way he had been treated
lately.
I told
him, "One of our friends just reported a conversation between The Thousand
Voices and the Radisha. The process of reasoning is beyond my imagination but
The Thousand Voices has decided that all her troubles recently are the fault of
a Master of the Path of the Sword who should've been killed a long time ago.
When last seen, she was off to visit the folks at the Vinh Gao Ghang temple to
ask about the man. You may be familiar with that temple."
Doj
lost color. His sword hand trembled for an instant. His right eyelid twitched.
He turned toward Sahra.
Sahra
told him, "It's true. What can she learn there?"
"Speak
the tongue of The People."
"No."
The
Master of the Path of the Sword accepted what he could not control. You would
have to say he was somewhat less than gracious about it, though, if you wanted
to report the whole truth.
I said,
"You still have a book we want. And you could tell us a great deal that we
could use, I think."
He was
a stubborn old man. He was determined not to let me stampede him into anything.
I said,
"The Thousand Voices has sent for Mogaba. She means to have the army come
dig us out. If I could, I'd like to get out of Taglios before she starts. But
we have a lot to do and a lot to find out before we can go. Your help would be
invaluable. As I keep reminding you, you have people under that plain, too....
Huh?"
"What?
Sleepy?" Sahra said. "Goblin! See what's the matter with her!"
"I'm
all right. I'm fine. I just had what you call an epiphany, I think. Listen. All
the evidence indicates that Soulcatcher thinks the Captured are dead. Which
would mean that she believes Longshadow is dead. We know he's not, which is why
we're not worried right now. But if she doesn't know, why isn't she amazed that
the world hasn't been overrun by shadows?"
I got a
lot of blank looks for my trouble, even from the wizards.
I said,
"Look, what it means is, it doesn't matter if Long-shadow is dead or alive
after all. As long as he stays inside the Shadowgate. There isn't a doomsday
sword hanging over the world, certain to fall when the madman croaks. Somebody
besides the cleverest wizards will survive."
The
less clever wizards caught on then. They brightened up dramatically. Not that
either had ever cared much what became of the world after they staggered out of
it.
What to
do about the Shadowmaster had never been a significant issue to us because
there were always more immediate obstacles to overcome before he could become a
major concern.
Sahra
said as much. "If we can't open the way, there's no point in worrying
about how we can keep it closed to those not in our favor."
"I
wonder how the Shadowmasters did it? Brute force? The Black Company was still
in the far north and the Lance of Passion was up there with them." I
stared at Uncle Doj. Others began to do so, too. I wondered aloud, "Could
it be that the great shame of the Nyueng Bao isn't nearly as ancient as I
thought? Could it be that it just goes back a couple of generations? To about
the time that the Shadowmasters appeared, practically manifesting themselves
overnight?"
Uncle
Doj closed his eyes. They stayed that way for a while. When the old priest
opened them again, he glared at me. "Come walking with me, Stone
Soldier."
Chandra
Gokhale, Inspector-General of the Records and favorer of very young girls,
chose that moment to groan. I told Doj, "Indulge me for a few minutes,
Uncle. I have a guest to entertain. I promise not to take too long."
Goblin
knelt beside the minister, patted his face gently, helped Gokhale to a sitting
position. The Inspector-General began to puff up for a bluster storm. As his
mouth opened, I leaned down to whisper, "Water sleeps."
Gokhale's
head jerked around. In a moment he recalled where he had seen me before. Goblin
told him, "All their days are numbered, buddy. And it looks like some of
you got a few less days than some others do." Gokhale recognized him, too,
though he was supposed to be dead. And when he remembered where he had seen
Sahra before, he began to tremble.
Sahra
asked, "Would you recall abusing Minh Subredil on several occasions?
Subredil certainly remembers. What I think we'll do to requite that is to
return it fivefold. The brothers will install you in a tiger cage in a moment.
You'll be well treated otherwise. And in a few days maybe we'll bring in the
Purohita to keep you company." She chuckled so wickedly I felt a chill.
"For all the rest of their days, call-ing the Heaven and the Earth and the
Day and the Night, like brothers, Chandra Gokhale and Arjuna Drupada."
Part of
that was some Nyueng Bao formula I didn't understand. But I got the point. And
so did Gokhale. He would be caged all the rest of his days with the man he most
loathed.
Sahra
chuckled again.
She
made me nervous when she got like that.
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I
watched the old priest closely as we eased through the spell net surrounding
the warehouse. He did not have a yarn amulet. His head twitched and jerked. His
feet kept wanting to change direction but his will hacked a way through the
illusions. Possibly that was a result of his training on the Path of the Sword.
I recalled, though, that Lady had insisted he was a minor wizard.
"Where
are we going, Uncle? And why are we going there?"
"We
go where no Nyueng Bao ear will hear what I tell you. Old Nyueng Bao would
label me a traitor. Young Nyueng Bao would call me a lying fool. Or
worse."
And I?
I was generally a proponent of the latter view whenever I heard him preaching
about his path to inner peace through obsessively continuous preparation for
combat. His philosophy had appealed only to a very few of Banh Do Trang's
employees, all Nyueng Bao, all too young to have witnessed actual warfare. I
understood that the Path of the Sword was not militaristic, but others had
trouble grasping that fact.
"You
want to maintain your image as an old stiff-neck who wouldn't be caught dead
helping a subhuman jengali fall and break her skull."
It was
too dark to tell but I thought he smiled. "That's an extreme way of
stating it but it approximates the facts." His Taglian, never poor,
improved now that he had no other audience.
"Are
you overlooking the fact that every bit of darkness out here might harbor a bat
or crow or rat, or even one of the Protector's shadows?"
"I
have nothing to fear from those things. The Thousand Voices already knows
everything I'm going to tell you."
But she
might not want me to know, too.
We
walked in silence for a long time.
Taglios
seldom fails to amaze me. Doj cut across a wealthy section, where whole
families fort up in estates surrounded by guarded walls. Their youths were out
on Salara Road, which grew up ages ago to provide them with their diversions.
Reason insisted that beggars ought to be plentiful where the wealth was
concentrated, but that was not the case. The extremely poor were not allowed to
offend the sight of the mighty with their presence.
There,
as everywhere, odors assailed the nostrils but these scents were sandalwood,
cloves and perfumes.
After
that, Doj led me into the dark, crowded streets of a temple district. We
stepped aside to let a band of Gunni acolytes pass. The boys were bullying the
people living in the streets. I thought we might have trouble with them, too,
which would have ended with them suffering a lot of pain, but a brake on their
misbehavior saved them from its consequences. That arrived in the form of three
Greys.
The
Shadar do not disdain the caste system entirely but they do hold to the notion
that the highest caste must include not just the priests and men qualified by
birth to become priests, but also, certainly, any men of the Shadar faith. And
that faith, which is an extremely heretical and Gunni-infected bastard offshoot
of my own One True Faith, contains a strong strain of charity toward the weak
and the unfortunate.
The
Greys methodically applied their bamboo canes and invited the youths to take up
any complaints with the Protector. The acolytes were smarter than they
pretended. They got the hell out of there before the Greys used their whistles
to invite all their friends to the caning. All part of night in the city. Doj
and I drifted onward. Eventually he led me to a place called the Deer Park,
which is an expanse of wilderness near the center of the city. It had been
created by some despot of centuries past.
I told
Doj, "I really don't need all this exercise." I wondered if he had
some goofball plan to murder me and leave the body under the trees. But what
would be the point? Doj was Doj. With him, you never knew. "I feel more
comfortable here," he said. "But I never stay long. There is a
company of rangers charged with keeping squatters out. They consider anyone not
Taglian and high caste a squatter. This is good. This log has shaped itself to
my posterior."
The log
in question tripped me. I got back onto my feet and said, "I'm
listening." "Sit. This will take a while."
"Leave
out the begats." Which was a Jaicuri Vehdna colloquialism having to do
with difficulties memorizing scripture, which you have to do as a child. I
meant, "Don't bother telling me whose fault it was and why they're such
bloody villains for it. Just tell me what happened."
"Asking
a storyteller not to embellish is like asking a fish to give up water."
"I
do have to go to work tomorrow." "As you will. You are aware, are you
not, that the Free
Companies
of Khatovar and the roving bands of Stranglers who murder for the glory of Kina
share a common ancestry?"
"There's
enough suggestion in our recent Annals to allow for that interpretation,"
I admitted. Caution seemed indicated.
"My
place amongst the Nyueng Bao would correspond roughly with yours as Annalist of
the Black Company. It includes, as well, the role of the priest in the
Strangler band-whose secondary obligation is to maintain a sound oral history
of the band. Over the centuries the toog have lost their respect for
education."
My own studies suggested that a great deal of
evolution had taken place in my Company during those same centuries. Probably a
lot more than had been the case with the Deceiver bands. They had stayed inside
one culture that had not changed a lot. Meanwhile, the Black Company kept
moving into stranger and stranger lands, old soldiers being replaced by young
foreigners who had no connection with the past and no idea that Khatovar even
existed.
Doj
seemed to echo my thoughts. "The Strangler bands are pale imitations of
the original Free Companies. The Black Company retains the name and some of the
memories, but you're philosophically much farther from the original than the
Deceivers are. Your band is ignorant of its true antecedents and has been kept
that way willfully, mainly through the manipulations of the goddess Kina, but
also, to a lesser extent, by others who didn't want your Company to become what
it had been in another time."
I
waited. He did not volunteer to explain. Doj was difficult that way.
He did,
I suppose, do something that was even harder for him. He told the truth about
his own people. "Nyueng Bao are the almost pure-blooded descendants of the
people of one of the Free Companies. One that chose not to go back."
"But
the Black Company is supposed to be the only one that didn't go back. The
Annals say-"
"They
tell you only what those who recorded them knew.
My
ancestors arrived here after the Black Company finished laying the land to
waste and moved on north, already having lost sight of its divine mission.
Deserting in its own way, through ignorance of what it was supposed to be. By
then it was already three generations old and had made no effort to maintain
the purity of its blood. It had just fought the war which is the first that
your Annalists remember and was almost completely destroyed. That seems to be
the fate of the Black Company. To be reduced to a handful, then to reconstitute
itself. Again and again. Losing something of its previous self each time."
"And
the fate of your Company?" I noted that he did not mention a name. No
matter, really. No name would mean anything to me.
"To
sink ever deeper into ignorance itself. I know the truth. I know the secrets
and the old ways. But I'm the last. Unlike other Companies, we brought our
families with us. We were a late experiment. We had too much to lose. We
deserted. We went and hid in the swamps. But we've kept our lineage pure.
Almost."
"And
the pilgrimages? The old people who died in Jai-cur? Hong Tray? And the great,
dark, terrible secret of the Nyueng Bao that Sahra worries about so much?"
"The
Nyueng Bao have many dark secrets. All the Free Companies had dark secrets. We
were instruments of the darkness. The Soldiers of Darkness. The Bone Warriors
charged with opening the way for Kina. Stone Soldiers warring for the honor of
being remembered for all eternity, by having our names written in golden
letters in glittering stone. We failed because our ancestors were imperfect in
their devotion. In every company there were those who were too weak to bring on
the Year of the Skulls."
"The
old people?"
"Ky
Dam and Hong Tray. Ky Dam was the last elected Nyueng Bao captain. There was no
one to take his place. Hong Tray was a witch with the curse of foresight. She
was the last true priest. Priestess."
"Curse
of foresight?".
"She
never foresaw anything good."
I
sensed that he did not want to get into that subject. I recalled that Hong
Tray's final prophecy involved Murgen and Sahra, which certainly was an offense
to all right-thinking Nyueng Bao-and was not yet a prophecy completely
fulfilled, probably.
"The
great sin of the Nyueng Bao?"
"You
had that idea from Sahra, of course. And she, like all those born after the
coming of the Shadowmasters, believes that 'sin' is what caused the Nyueng Bao
to flee into the swamps. She believes wrongly. That flight involved no sin, but
survival. The true black sin occurred within my own lifetime." His voice
tightened up. He had strong feelings about this.
I
waited.
"I
was a small boy just taking my first small steps on the Path of the Sword when
the stranger came. He was a personable man of middle years. His name was
Ashutosh Yak-sha. In the oldest form of the language Ashutosh meant something
like Despair of the Wicked. Yaksha meant much the same as it does in Taglian
today." Which was "good spirit." "People were prepared to
believe he was a supernatural being because he had a white skin. A very pale,
white skin, lighter than Goblin or Willow Swan, who sometimes get some
sunlight. He wasn't an albino, though. He had normal eyes. His hair wasn't
quite as blond as Swan's is. In sum, he was a magical creature to most Nyueng
Bao. He spoke the language oddly but he did speak it. He said he wanted to
study at the Vinh Gao Ghang temple, the fame of which had reached him far away.
"When
pressed about his origins, he insisted that he hailed from The Land of Unknown
Shadows, beneath the stars of the Noose.'"
"He
claimed to have come off the glittering stone?"
"Not
quite. That was never clear. There or beyond. No one pressed him hard. Not even
Ky Dam or Hong Tray, though he troubled them. Very early we learned that
Ashutosh was a powerful sorcerer. And in those days many of the older people
still knew about the origins of the Nyueng Bao. It was feared that he might
have been sent to summon us home. That proved to be untrue. For a long time
Ashutosh seemed to be nothing but what he claimed, a student who wanted to
absorb whatever wisdom had accumulated at the temple of Ghanghesha. Which had
been a holy place since the Nyueng Bao first entered the swamp."
"But
there's a but. Right? The man was a villain after all?"
"He
was indeed. In fact, Ashutosh was the man you knew later as Shadowspinner. He
was there to find our Key, sent by his teacher and mentor, whom you came to
know as Longshadow. At a young age this man had stumbled across rumors that not
all the Free Companies had returned to Khatovar. What he understood from that,
that nobody else realized, was that each Company still outside must possess a
talisman capable of opening and closing the Shadowgate. An ambitious man could
use that talisman to recruit rak-shasas he could send out to do evil for him.
The power to kill becomes the ultimate power in the hands of a man who has no
reservations about employing it." . "So this Ashutosh Yaksha found
the Key?"
"He
only assured himself that it existed. He wormed his way into the confidence of
the senior priests. One day someone let something drop. Soon afterward,
Ashutosh announced that he had received word that his teacher, mentor and spiritual
father, Maricha Manthara Dhumraksha, impressed by his reports on the temple,
had chosen to come visit. Dhumraksha turned out to be a tall, incredibly skinny
man who always wore a mask, apparently because his face was deformed."
"You
heard a name like Maricha Manthara Dhumraksha and you didn't suspect
something?"
I could
not see Doj in the darkness but I could feel his unhappy frown. He said,
"I was a small child."
"And
the Nyueng Bao aren't interested in anything not their own. Yes. I'm Vehdna,
Uncle, but I recognize the names Manthara and Dhumraksha as those of legendary
Gunni
demons. Even though you walk amongst lesser beings, you might keep your ears
open. That way, when a nasty jengali sorcerer pulls your leg, you'll at least
have a clue."
Doj
grunted. "He had a golden tongue, Dhumraksha did. When he discovered that
each decade, as the custom was then, a band of the leading men undertook a
pilgrimage south-"
"He
invited himself along and tricked somebody into letting him examine the
Key."
"Close.
But not quite. Yes. You did guess correctly. The pilgrimage went to the very
Shadowgate. The pilgrims would spend ten days there waiting for a sign. I don't
believe anyone knew what that might be anymore. But the traditions had to be observed.
The pilgrims, however, never took the actual Key with them. They carried a
replica charged with a few simple spells meant to fool an inattentive thief.
The real Key stayed home. The old men didn't really want a sign from the other
side."
"Longshadow
got in a hurry."
"He
did. When the pilgrims arrived at the Shadowgate, they found Ashutosh Yaksha
and a half-dozen other sorcerers waiting. Several were fugitives from that
northern realm of darkness where the Black Company was then in service. When
Dhumraksha used the false key, his band found themselves under attack from the
other side of the Shadow-gate. Before the gateway could be stopped up, using
the power of Longshadow's true name, three of the would-be Shadowmasters had
perished. The one called the Howler, cruelly injured, had fled. The survivors
quickly became the feuding, conquering monsters your brothers found in place
when they arrived. And the same disaster caused the Mother of Night to reawaken
and begin scheming toward a Year of the Skulls once more."
"And
that's the great sin of the Nyueng Bao? Letting themselves be hoodwinked by
sorcerers?"
"In
those days there was little contact with the world outside the swamp. Banh Do
Trang's family managed all outside trade. Once a decade a handful of the older
men traveled to the Shadowgate. About as frequently, Gunni ascetics would enter
the swamp hoping to purify their souls. These Gunni hermits were obviously
crazy or they wouldn't have come into the swamps in the first place. They were always
tolerated. And Ghanghesha found a home."
"Where
does The Thousand Voices fit?"
"She
learned the story from the Howler around the time we were trapped in Dejagore.
Or soon afterward. She came to the temple soon after we returned, the best of
us exhausted, our old men all dead, including our Captain and Speaker, and
witch Hong Tray with them. There was no one but me left who knew
everything-though Gota and Thai Dei knew some, and Sahra a little, they being
of the family of Ky Dam and Hong Tray. The Thousand Voices went to the temple
while I was away. She used her power to intimidate and torture the priests
until they surrendered the mysterious object that had been given them for
safekeeping ages ago. They didn't even know what it was anymore. They really
can't be blamed but I can't help blaming them. And there you have it. All the
secrets of the Nyueng Bao."
I
doubted that. "I doubt that seriously. But it's a basis from which to
work. Are you going to cooperate? If we get Narayan Singh to divulge what he
did with the Key?"
"If
you'll undertake a promise never to tell anyone what I told you here
tonight."
"I
swear it on the Annals." This was too easy. "I won't say a word to a
soul." But I did not say anything about not writing it down.
I did
not extract an oath from him.
Sometime,
eventually, he would face the moral dilemma that had swallowed the Radisha once
it seemed that the Company would fulfill its obligation to her and it was
coming time for her to deliver on her own commitments. Once Uncle Doj had his
own people out from under the glittering stone, his reliability as an ally
would turn to smoke.
Easily
dealt with when the time came, I thought. I told Doj, "I still have to
work tomorrow. And it's a whole lot later now than it was an hour ago."
He
rose, evidently relieved that I had not asked many questions. I did have a few
in mind, such as why the Nyueng Bao had risked more frequent pilgrimages to the
Shadowgate once the Shadowmasters were in power, adding women and children and
old people to the entourage. So I asked anyway, while we were walking.
He told
me, "The Shadowmasters permitted it. It added to their feelings of
superiority. And it let us keep them thinking that we didn't have the real Key,
that we were searching for it. Our own people believed that was what we were
doing. Only Ky Dam and Hong Tray knew the whole truth. The Shadowmasters were
hoping we'd find it for them."
"The
Thousand Voices figured it out."
"Yes.
Her crows went everywhere and heard everything."
"And
in those days she had a very sneaky demon at her beck and call." I
continued to pester him all the way back to the warehouse, cleverly trying to
find his remaining secrets by coloring in more map around the blank places.
I did
not fool him a bit.
Before
I dragged off to bed, I visited Sahra, Murgen and Goblin one more time.
"You people get all of that?"
"Most
of it," Murgen said. "This weary old slave has been doing some other
chores, too."
"Think
he told the truth?"
"Mostly,"
Sahra admitted. "He told no lies that I noticed, but I don't think he told
the whole truth."
"Well,
of course not. He's Nyueng Bao right down to his twisted toe bones. And a
wizard besides."
Before
Sahra got indignant, Goblin told me, "There was a white crow out there
with you."
"I
saw it," I said. "I figured it was Murgen."
Murgen
said, "It wasn't Murgen. I was there disembodied. Same as now."
"What
was it, then? Who was it?" "I don't know," Murgen replied.
I did
not entirely believe him. Maybe it was a false intuition but I was sure he had
a strong suspicion.
33
Master
Santaraksita hardly waited till there were no eavesdroppers before he
approached me. "Dorabee, your record is beginning to look bad. Two days
ago you were late. Yesterday you didn't show up at all. This morning you don't
look alert and ready for work."
I was
not. I would have been testy with anyone else. In this case I barely noticed
that his words were not spoken in a tone in keeping with their content. I
sensed relief in him at my return and a lingering whiff of a fear that I would
not. I lied. "I had a fever. I couldn't stay on my feet for more than few
minutes at a time. I tried to come in but I was so weak I got lost for a while
and eventually ended up just going home."
"Should
you even be here today, then?" Changing course, sounding overly worried.
"I
have a little more strength today. I have a lot of work to do. I really want to
keep this job, Sir. None other would put me so close to so much wisdom."
"Where
is home, Dorabee?" I had collected my broom. He was following me. Eyes
were following us, some with a knowing look that told me Santaraksita may have
pursued other young men in the past.
I was
ready for this one because I knew he had tried to follow me. "I share a
small room near the waterfront in the Sirada neighborhood with several friends
from the army." A common situation throughout Taglios, where men outnumber
women almost two to one because so many men have come in from the Territories,
hoping to make their fortunes.
"Why
didn't you go home when you came back, Dorabee?" Oh-oh. "Sir?"
"Your
mother, your brothers, your sisters, and their wives and husbands and children
all still dwell in the same place where you lived as a child. They believed you
were dead." Oh, darn! He had gone to see them? The busybody. "I don't
get along with those people, Sir." Which was an outright lie on behalf of
Dorabee Dey Banerjae. The man I had known had been very close to his family.
"When I came back from the Kiaulune wars, I was so horribly changed that
they wouldn't have recognized me. Had I gone home, it wouldn't have been long
before they found out things about me that would've caused them to disown me. I
preferred to let them think Dorabee was dead. The boy they remembered no longer
exists anyway."
I hoped
he would interpret that according to his own wishful thinking.
He bit.
"I understand."
"I'm
grateful for your concern, Sir. If you will excuse me?" I went to work.
I
worked briskly, deep in thought. What I needed to do required me to let myself
be seduced. I had no experience along those lines, from either of the possible
viewpoints. But the old men tell me I am clever, and after a while I thought I
saw a way by which events could proceed as desired without Surendranath
Santaraksita putting himself in a position of emotional or moral risk greater
than he had when he tried to follow me home and I had to send Tobo out to
rescue him. Which, of course, he did not know.
I had a
weak spell toward mid-morning, at a point where old Baladitya could repay his
small debt by being solicitous. By the time Master Santaraksita manufactured a
reasonable excuse to put himself into my proximity, I had collected myself and
was back at work.
A few
hours later I contrived to throw up my lunch, then made a show of cleaning up.
I suffered dizzy spells later still. The last occurred after most of the
librarians and copy- ists had gone home, despite the threat of further showers.
The afternoon storm had not been as terrible as most. Taglians generally viewed
that as a bad omen.
Santaraksita
played his part perfectly. He was beside me before my spell was over.
Nervously, he suggested, "You'd better quit now, Dorabee. You've put in
more than your day's work. The rest will be here tomorrow. I'll walk along with
you to make sure you're all right."
A
relapse threatened as I began to protest that that was not necessary. So I
said, "Thank you, Sir. Your generosity knows no bounds. What about
Baladitya?" The old copyist's grandson had failed to show again.
"He's
practically on our way. We'll just leave him off first." I tried to think
of some small act or something I could say that would encourage Santaraksita's
fantasy, but could not. That proved unnecessary, anyway. The man was determined
to hook himself. All because I knew how to read.
Weird.
Riverwalker
just happened to be hanging around outside when Master Santaraksita, Baladitya
and I left the library grounds. I made a little gesture to let him know we were
going to do it. More signs and gestures along the way let him know that the old
man should be rounded up as soon as Santaraksita and I left him. He was a
witness who could say that the Master Librarian had been seen last in my
company. And he might be useful.
Not far
from the warehouse, I suffered another mild spell. Santaraksita put an arm
around me to help. I drifted back into my safe place some and went on with the
game. By now we were surrounded, at a distance, by Company brothers. "Just
straight ahead," I told Santaraksita, who was becoming confused by the
outer web of spells. "Just hold my hand."
Moments
later a gentle tap at the base of the Master Librarian's skull let me step away
from my uncomfortable role.
"Here
I'm known as Sleepy. I'm the Annalist of the Black Company. I brought you here
to assist in the translation of material recorded by some of my earliest
predecessors."
Santaraksita
began to fuss. Kendo Cutter placed a hand over his mouth and nose so he could
not breathe. After several such episodes, even a member of the priestly class
recognized the connection between silence and unimpeded breathing.
I told
him, "We have a pretty cruel reputation, Sir. And it's rightly deserved.
No, I'm not Dorabee Dey Banerjae. Dorabee did die during the Kiaulune wars.
Fighting on our side."
"What
do you want?" In a shaky voice.
"Like
I said, we need to translate some old books. Tobo, get the books from my
worktable."
The boy
went away grumbling about why was it always he who had to run and fetch.
Master
Santaraksita was very put out when he discovered that some of what I wanted
translated had been pilfered from his own restricted stacks. In fact, when I
told him, "I want to start with this one," and showed him what I
believed to be the earliest of the Annals, he lost some color.
"I'm
doomed, Dorabee... I'm sorry, young man. Sleepy, was it?"
"Haw!"
One-Eye bellowed, having appeared only moments before. "Did you ever go
sniffing up the wrong tree. My little darling Sleepy, here, is all girl."
I
smirked. "Darn! Here we go again, Sir. Now you have to get your mind
around the fact that a woman can read. Ah. Here's Baladitya. You'll be working
with him. Thank you, River. Did you run into any trouble?"
Santaraksita
began to balk again. "I won't-"
Kendo
silenced him again.
"You'll
translate and you'll work hard at it, Sir. Or we won't feed you. We aren't the
bhadrhalok. We quit talking about it a long time ago. We're doing it. It's just
your misfortune to get caught up in it."
Sahra
arrived. She was soaked. "It's raining again. I see you landed your
fish." She collapsed into a chair, considered Surendranath Santaraksita.
"I'm exhausted. My nerves were on edge all day. The Protector returned
from the swamp at noon. She was in a totally foul mood. She had a huge argument
with the Radisha, right in front of us."
"The
Radisha stood up to her?"
"She
did. She's reached her limit. Another Bhodi disciple came this morning but the
Greys stopped him from burning himself. Then the Protector announced that she
was going to take the night away from us by letting the shadows run loose from
now on. That's when the Radisha started screaming."
Santaraksita
looked so completely appalled by the implications of Sahra's revelations that I
had to laugh. "No," he insisted. "It's not funny." Then we
discovered that he was not really concerned about the shadows. "The
Protector is going to clip my ears. At the very least. These books weren't
supposed to be in the library at all. I was supposed to have destroyed them
ages ago, but I couldn't do that to any book. Then I forgot about them. I
should've locked them up somewhere."
"Why?"
Sahra snapped. She did not get an answer.
I asked
her, "Did you make any headway?"
"I
didn't get a chance to pick up any pages. I did get into the Radisha's suite. I
did eavesdrop on her and Soulcatcher. And I did pick up a little other
information."
"For
example?"
"For
example, the Purohita and all the sacerdotal members of the Privy Council will
be leaving the Palace tomorrow to attend a convocation of senior priests in
preparation for this year's Druga Pavi."
The
Druga Pavi is the biggest Gunni holiday of the Taglian year. Taglios, with all
its numerous cults and countless minorities, boasted some holiday almost every
day, but the Druga Pavi beggared all the rest.
"But
that doesn't come up until after the end of the rainy season." I had a
funny feeling about this.
"I
got a premonition from it myself," Sahra admitted.
"River,
take the Master and copyist and make sure they're as comfortable as we can make
them here. Have Goblin provide them with chokers and make sure they understand
how they work." I asked Sahra, "Did you happen to hear about this
before or after Soulcatcher got back from terrorizing the swamp?"
"After, of course."
"Of
course. She suspects something. Kendo. As soon as it's light out tomorrow, I
want you to head for the Kernmi What. See what you can find out about this
meeting without giving away how interested you are. If you see a lot of Greys
or other Shadar around, don't bother. Just get back here with that word."
"Suppose
this's a genuine opportunity?" Sahra asked. "It'll stay genuine as
long as they're outside the Palace. Won't it?"
"Maybe
it would be best to just kill them. Put some flash buttons on the corpses. That
would make Soulcatcher really mad."
"Wait.
I'm having a thought. It might just be straight from al-Shiel." I waved a
finger in the air as though counting musical beats. "Yes. That's it. We
need to hope the Protector is trying to bait a trap with the Purohita." I
explained my thinking.
"That's
good," Sahra said. "But if we're going to make it work, you and Tobo
will have to go inside with me."
"And
I can't. There's no way I can miss work the day after Master Santaraksita
disappears. Get Murgen. See if he was around the Palace today. Find out if
there's a trap and where it's at. If Soulcateher is going to be away, maybe you
and Tobo can do it on your own."
"I
don't want to belittle your genius, Sleepy, but" this is something I've
thought about a lot. Off and on for years. The possibility is partly why I keep
trying to worm my way closer to the center of things. The truth is, it can't be
managed by fewer than three people. I need Shiki and I need Sawa."
"Let
me think." Sahra got Murgen's attention while I thought. Murgen seemed to
be more alert and more interested in the outside world now, particularly where
his wife and son were concerned. He must have begun to understand. "I've
got it, Sahra! We can have Goblin be Sawa."
"Ain't
no fucking way," Goblin said. He repeated himself four or five times in as
many languages, just in case somebody missed his point. "What the fuck is
the matter with you, woman?"
"You're
as small as I am. We rub a little betel-nut juice on your face and hands, dress
you up in rny Sawa outfit, have Sahra sew your mouth shut so you can't shoot it
off every time the urge hits you, nobody will know the difference. As long as
you keep looking down, which is what Sawa mostly does."
"That
may be a solution," Sahra said, ignoring Goblin's continued protests.
"In fact, the more I think about it the better I like it. No disrespect
meant but in a major pinch, Goblin would be a lot more useful than you
would." .
"I
know. There you go. And I could go ahead and be Dorabee Dey besides. Isn't it
wonderful?"
"Women,"
Goblin grumbled. "Can't live with them but they won't go away."
Sahra
said, "You'd better start learning Sawa's quirks from Sleepy." To me
she said, "There'll be plenty of work for Sawa. I made sure. And Narita is
eager to get her back. Tobo, you need to get some sleep. Nobody's connected you
with Gokhale but you'll still need to be alert." "I really don't like
going up there, Mom." "You think I do? We all have-"
"Yes.
I think you do. I think you keep going up there because you want the danger. I
think it might be hard for you when you do have to stop taking risks. I think
when that happens, we're all going to have to watch you close so you don't do
something that might get us all killed along with you."
That
was a kid who had been doing a lot of thinking. Maybe with a little help from
one or more uncles. Sounded to me like he might be riding knee to knee with the
truth, too.
34
I
settled into a chair outside the cage where Narayan Singh was being kept. He
was awake but he ignored me. I said, "The Daughter of Night still
lives."
"I
know that."
"You
do? How?"
"I'd
know if you'd harmed her."
"Then
you need to know this. She isn't going to stay unharmed a whole lot longer. The
only reason she's healthy now is that we want your cooperation. If we can't get
it, then there's not much reason to keep on feeding her. Or you, either. Though
I do intend to keep my word about taking care of you. Because I'd want you to
see everything you, value destroyed before you're allowed to die yourself.
Which reminds me. Aridatha couldn't be with us tonight. His captain was
concerned that there might be some unrest. Another Bhodi disciple planned to
burn himself. So we'll have to wait until tomorrow night."
Narayan
made a sound like a whispered moan. He did not want to have to acknowledge my
existence, for existence, and mine in particular, was making him very unhappy.
Which made me happy, though I had no personal grudge. My enmity was all very
sanitary, very institutional, very much on behalf of my brothers who had been
injured. And on behalf of my brothers who were imprisoned beneath the earth.
I
suggested, "Maybe you should go to Kina for guidance."
Such a
look he gave me. Narayan Singh had no sense of humor and did not recognize
sarcasm when it struck from the grass and sank its fangs in his ankle.
I told
him, "Just to recap: I don't have much patience left. I don't have much
time left. We've leaped onto the tiger's back. The big catfight is
coming."
Catfight.
Universal male slang for a squabble amongst women.
Oh,
really?
It had
just occurred to me. We were all women in this fight. Sahra and I. The Radisha
and Soulcatcher. Kina and the Daughter of Night. Uncle Doj was as close to a
principal as any man was right now. And Narayan, though he was mainly the
Daughter of Night's shadow.
Strange.
Strange.
"Narayan,
when the fur starts flying, I won't be much interested in looking out for your
friend. But I'm definitely going to take care of you."
I
started to leave.
"I
can't do this thing." Singh's voice was almost inaudible.
"Work
on it, Narayan. If you love the girl. If you don't want your goddess to have to
start all over from scratch." I thought I had that much power. By killing
the right people, I could lay Kina down to sleep for another age. And I would
if I could not get my own brothers out of the ground.
I found
Banh Do Trang awaiting me in the little corner where I worked and slept. He did
not look well, which was not surprising. He was not too many years younger than
Goblin and did not have Goblin's wondrous resources. "Can I be of any
service, Uncle?"
"I
understand Doj told you the story of our people." The best he could manage
was a hoarse whisper.
"He
told me a story. There're always doubts left behind when any Nyueng Bao shares
a secret with me."
"Hen.
Heh-heh. You're a bright young woman, Sleepy. Few illusions and no obvious
obsessions. I think Doj was as honest with you as he could compel himself to
be. Assuming he was honest with me when he consulted me afterward. He finally
heard me when I told him that this's a new age. That that was what Hong Tray
wanted to show us when she chose the jengal to become Sahra's husband. We're
all lost children. We must join hands. That, too, is what Hong Tray wanted us
to understand."
"She
could've said so."
"She
was Hong Tray. A seeress. A Nyueng Bao seeress. Would you have her issue blunt
rescripts like the Radisha and Protector?"
"Absolutely."
Do
Trang chuckled. Then he seemed to fall asleep.
Was
that that? I wondered. "Uncle?"
"Uh?
Oh? I'm sorry, young woman. Listen. I don't think anyone else has mentioned it.
Maybe no one else but Gota and I have seen it. But there's a ghost in this
place. We've seen it several times the past two nights."
"A
ghost?" Was Murgen getting so strong people were starting to see him?
"It's
a cold and evil thing, Sleepy. Like something that's happiest skulking around
the mouths of graves or slithering through a mountain of bones. Like that
vampire child in the tiger cage. You should be very wary of her. And I think I
should find my way to bed. Before I fall asleep here and your friends begin to
talk."
"If
they're going to gossip about me, I can't think of anyone I'd rather have them
connect me with."
"Someday
when I'm young again. Next time around the Wheel."
"Good
night, Uncle."
I
thought I might read for a while but I fell asleep almost instantly. Sometime
during the night I discovered that Do Trang's ghost did exist. I awakened,
instantly alert, and saw a vaguely human shimmer standing nearby, evidently
watching me. The old man had done a good job describing it, too. I wondered if
it might not be Death Himself.
It went
away as soon as it sensed my scrutiny.
I lay
there trying to put it together. Murgen? Soulcatcher spying? An unknown? Or
what it felt like, the girl in the tiger cage out for an ectoplasmic stroll?
I tried
reason but was still too tired to stick with it long.
35
There
was something wrong with the city. In addition to its extraordinarily clean
smell. The rain had continued throughout most of the night. And in addition to
the stunned looks on the faces of street-dwellers, who had survived their worst
night yet. No. It was a sort of bated-breath feeling that got stronger as I
approached the library. Maybe it was some sort of psychic phenomenon.
I
stopped. The Captain used to say you had to trust your instincts. If it felt
like something was wrong, then I should take time to figure out why I felt that
way. I turned slowly.
No
street poor here. But that was understandable. There were dead people around
here. The survivors would be clinging to whatever shelter they could find,
afraid the Greys would replace the shadows by day. But the Greys were absent,
too. And traffic was lighter than it should be. And most of the tiny one-man
stalls that sprawled out into the thoroughfare were not in evidence.
There
was fear in the air. People expected something to happen. They had seen
something that troubled them deeply. What that might be was not obvious,
though. When I asked one of the merchants who was bold enough to be out, he
ignored my question completely and tried to convince me that there was no way I
could manage another day without a hammered-brass censer.
In a
moment I decided he might be right. I paused to speak to another brass merchant
whose space lay within eyeshot of the library. "Where is everyone this
morning?" I asked, examining a long-spouted teapot sort of thing with no
real utility.
A
furtive shift of the merchant's eyes toward the library suggested there was
substance to my premonitions. And whatever had spooked him had taken place
quite recently.
No
Taglian neighborhood remains quiet and empty for long.
I
.seldom carry money but did have a few coins on me this morning. I bought the
useless teapot. "A gift for my wife. For finally producing a son."
"You're
not from around here, are you?" the brass smith asked.
"No.
I'm from ... Dejagore."
The man
nodded to himself, as if that explained everything. When I started to move on,
he murmured, "You don't want to go that way, Dejagoran."
"Ah?"
"Be
in no hurry. Find a long way around that place."
I
squinted at the library. I saw nothing unusual. The grounds appeared completely
normal, though some men were working on the garden. "Ah." I continued
forward only till I could slide into the mouth of an alley.
Why
were there gardeners there? Only the Master Librarian ever brought them in.
I
caught glimpses of something wheeling above the library. It drifted down to
settle on the ironwork of the gate, above Adoo's head. I took it for a lone
pigeon at first but when it folded its wings, I saw that it was a white crow.
And a crow with a sharper eye than Adoo had. But Adoo was accustomed to posting
himself in the gateway.
That
constituted another warning sign.
The
white crow looked right at me. And winked. Or maybe just blinked, but I
preferred the implication of intelligence and conspiratorial camaraderie.
The
crow dropped onto Adoo's shoulder. The startled gateman nearly jumped out of
his sandals. The bird evidently said something. Adoo jumped again and tried to
catch it. After he failed, he ran into the library. Moments later Shadar
disguised as librarians and copyists rushed out and began trying to bring the
crow down with stones. The bird got the heck out of there.
I
followed its example, heading in another direction. I was more alert than I had
been in years. What was going on? Why were they there? Obviously they were
lying in wait. For me? Who else? But why? What had I done to give myself away?
Maybe
nothing. Though failing to show up to be questioned would count as damning
evidence. But I was not lunatic enough to try to bluff my way through whatever
it was the Greys were trying to do.
The
milk was spilt. No going back. But I did want to mourn the one volume of
ancient Annals I had not yet been able to locate and pilfer.
All the
way home I tried to reason out what had brought out the Greys. Surendranath
Santaraksita had not been missing long enough to cause any official interest.
In fact, some mornings the Master Librarian did not arrive until much later
than this. I gave it up before I threw my brain out of joint. Murgen could go
poking around down there. He could find the answer by eavesdropping.
36
Murgen
was busy eavesdropping even though it was daytime. He was worried about Sahra
and Tobo. And maybe even a little about Goblin. I found One-Eye, hung over but
attentive, at the table where the mist engine resided. Mother Gota and Uncle
Doj were there as well, tense and attentive themselves. Which told me that
Sahra was determined to go ahead with our most daring stroke yet. To my
amazement, One-Eye hustled over-in reality, a slow shuffle-and patted me on my
back. "We heard you were coming in, Little Girl. We were scared shitless
they were going to get you."
"What?"
"Murgen
warned us there was a trap. He heard some of the Grey bosses talking about it
when he was scouting to see what Sahra was headed into. The old bitch
Soulcatcher herself was out there waiting for you. Well, not exactly you
personally, just somebody who goes around stealing books that aren't supposed
to be there in the first place."
"You've
lost me good, old man. Start someplace where I can see a couple of
landmarks."
"Somebody
followed you and your boyfriend yesterday. Somebody more suspicious of him than
of you. Evidently a part-time spy for the Protector."
We knew
there were informants out there getting paid piecework rates. We tried not to
be vulnerable to them.
"Also
evidently with a boner for your boyfriend."
"One-Eye!"
"All
right. For your boss. More or less literally. He went and told the Greys that
this dirty old man was about to force perversions on one of the youths who
worked for him. A few Greys went to the library and started poking around and
asking questions and quickly discovered that some funds had gone missing, and
Santaraksita as well, when they started dragging people out of bed and pulling
them in. Then they discovered several books missing also, including some great
rarities and even a couple that were supposed to have been removed from the
library years ago but had not been. That got back to Catcher. She got her sweet
little behind down there in about ten seconds and started threatening to eat
people alive and hurting anybody whose looks she didn't like."
"And
I almost walked into the middle of it." I mused, "How did they know
the books were gone? I replaced them with discards." But maybe Master
Santaraksita, if he was a crook, had been doing that, too.
If he
had been corrupt, he had had me fooled.
We
would have to talk.
"Near
as Murgen could find out, Dorabee Dey Banerjae isn't suspected of anything
worse than naivete. Suren-dranath Santaraksita, though, is in deep shit.
Soulcatcher is going to kill him one limb at a time and let him watch the crows
eat them as they go. And after that she's going to get nasty." One-Eye
grinned a grin in which just the one lonely tooth loomed. Not exactly a
recommendation of his talents as the Company dental specialist.
"Say
what you like about Soulcatcher, she doesn't put up with any corruption."
Which
was just another black mark in her ledger as far as One-Eye was concerned.
"I'm
safe," I said. "Here's food for thought. A white crow was waiting at
the gate, possibly to warn me. It made a definite attempt to communicate. So
what's the story with Sahra?"
"She's
going ahead. That Jaul Barundandi is a real dim-wit. He bought Goblin's feeble
imitation of your Sawa character. Then he tried to get Tobo away from Sahra.
Sahra threatened to tell his wife."
Minh
Subredil was going to have trouble staying employed if she kept up the bad attitude.
"The
cover team in place?"
"Little
Girl, who's been doing this shit since before your great-grandmother was
born?"
"You
always check again. And keep on checking. Because sooner or later, you're going
to save someone who overlooked something. Is the evacuation team
operational?" Chances were good we were going to have to leave Taglios
long before I wanted. Soulcatcher soon would be hunting us hard.
One-Eye
said, "Ask Do Trang. He said he'd take care of it. You might find it
interesting to note that Catcher dropped the watch on Arjana Drupada when the
library jumped to the head of her list and she needed trustworthy people
there."
"She
doesn't have enough to go around?"
"Not
that she trusts. Most of those she's had watching the Bhodi disciples so she
can head them off before they pull any more suicide stunts."
"Then
we have to hit Drupada-"
"Go
teach your granny to suck eggs, Little Girl. Like I said, who was playing these
games when Granny's mommy was still shitting her nappies?"
"Who's
covering the warehouse, then?" Having so many things in the air meant that
every brother had to be occupied somewhere. Soulcatcher was not alone in facing
manpower limitations.
"You
and me, Little Girl. Pooch and Spiff are around somewhere, being a mixture of
sentries and couriers."
"You're
sure Drupada is clean?"
"Murgen
checks every half hour. Much as he'd rather be haunting his honey. Friend
Arjana is clean. For now. But how long will it last? And Murgen's also been
keeping an eye on Slink at Semchi. Checking him every couple of hours. Looks
like that's going to happen today, too. Soul-catcher is going to shit. She's
just going to shit rocks. We're going to do everything but stroll up and bite
her on the tit today."
"Language,
old man. Language."
Uncle
Doj murmured something.
One-Eye
hastened to the mist projector.
37
Despite
her enthusiasm the night before, Sahra had been worried about having Goblin
along, playing Sawa's role. The little man was not reliable. He was bound to do
something....
She did
not give him enough credit. He had not survived so long by doing stupid things
in tight places. He was determined to be more completely Sawa than ever I had
played the role. He did nothing on his own. Minh Subredil guided him
completely. But over his conservative role-playing he laid a glamour of
disinterest. Jaul Barundandi and everyone else merely gave the idiot woman a
glance and concentrated on Shiki, who appeared particularly attractive this
morning. Who earned her flute hung on a thong around her neck. Anyone who tried
to use force would suffer a cruel surprise.
The
flute was not new but the Ghanghesha that Shiki carried was. Today even Sawa
carried a statue of the god. Jaul Barundandi mocked Subredil. "When will you
start carrying a Ghanghesha in each hand?" This was after he had been
threatened because of Shiki and he was not feeling kindly.
Subredil
bent and whispered to her Ghanghesha, something about pardoning Barundandi
because at heart he was a good man who needed help finding his anchor within
the light. Barundandi heard some of that. It disarmed him for a while.
He
turned the madwoman and her companions over to his wife, who had developed an
almost proprietary interest lately. Subredil, in particular, made her look good
because she got so much work done.
Narita,
too, noted the Ghanghesha. "If religious devotion will win you a better
life next time around the Wheel, Subredil, you're headed for the priestly class
for sure." Then the fat woman frowned. "But didn't you leave your
Ghanghesha here yesterday?"
"Ah?
Ah!' Ah! I did? I thought I lost that one forever. I didn't know what had
become of it. Where is it? Where is it?" She had prepared for this, though
the Ghanghesha had been left behind intentionally.
"Easy.
Easy." Subredil's love affair with her Ghanghesha amused everyone.
"We took good care of it."
There
was a lot of work scheduled for the day, which was good. It helped pass the
time. Nothing else could be done till much later, and even then, luck would
have to play a big part. Another dozen Ghangheshas would not have been out of
place where the need for luck went.
During
the noon break, over kitchen scraps, Subredil's party heard rumors of the
Protector's rage over someone having stolen some books from the royal library.
She was out there now, investigating personally.
Subredil
shot warning looks at her companions. No questions. No worrying about the
people they could not possibly help.
Later
in the day there were more rumors. The Purohita and several members of the
Privy Council, along with bodyguards and hangers-on, had been treated to a
wholesale slaughter on the very steps of the Kernmi What, in what sounded like
a full-scale military assault supported by heavy sorcery. Reports were vague
and confused because everyone but the attackers had been trying to find
somewhere safe to hide.
Subredil
tried to take that into account but could not control her anger entirely. Kendo
Cutter was too violent a man to have been in charge. And too devout a Vehdna.
The Gunni were not going to be pleased about bloodshed happening on the very
steps of a major temple.
There
was much talk about the signs and portents thrown up as cover and diversion
while the attackers faded away. There would be no doubt who had been
responsible, nor even who was next on the list of the doomed. Any smoke cloud
that did not declare "Water Sleeps" thundered "My Brother
Unforgiven."
It had
been rumored only for a day that the Great General had been summoned to Taglios
to deal with the dead who refused to lie down. To the people in the street, it
looked like the Company would be waiting.
Sahra
was worried. Soulcatcher was sure to abandon the library when she heard about
the attack. If she returned to the Palace extremely agitated, Sahra's operation
might have to be abandoned because the sorceress would be too alert.
The
Radisha stormed through not long after the news began to make the rounds. She
was distraught. She headed directly for her Anger Chamber. Sawa looked up from
the brasswork she was cleaning, just for an instant, apparently badly troubled.
Subredil set her mop aside and went to see what was wrong. No one else paid
them any attention.
Not
much later, when Jaul Barundandi dropped in to see how the work was going and
somehow got into an argument with Narita, Sawa wandered away when no one was
looking. No one noticed right away because Sawa almost never did anything to be
noticed and today she wore charms reinforcing that.
Shiki
drifted closer to her mother. She looked pale and troubled and kept touching
her flute. She whispered, "Shouldn't be we going?"
"It
isn't time. Place your Ghanghesha." Shiki was supposed to have done that
hours ago.
Rumor
rushed through, pursued by uglier rumor still. The Protector had returned and
she was in a frothing rage. She was visiting her shadows now. It was going to
be another night of terror in the streets of Taglios.
The
women started talking about the possible wisdom of finishing work before the
Protector decided she had to see the Radisha. The Protector would not respect
the privacy of the Princess. She made no secret of her contempt for Taglian
custom. Even Narita seemed to hold the opinion that it would be best not to be
where you could be seen when the Protector was in a mood.
At that
point Shiki discovered that her aunt was missing.
"Damn
it, Subredil!" Narita fumed. "You promised you'd watch her closer the
last time this happened."
"I'm
sorry, mistress. I became so frightened. She probably decided to go to the
kitchen. That was what she was trying to do when she got lost last time."
Shiki
was going already. Not more than a minute later, she called, "I found her,
Mother."
When
the rest of the women arrived, they found Sawa seated against a wall, brass
lamp in her lap, unconscious, with vomit all over her. "Oh, no!"
Subredil cried. "Not again." And in a whirlwind of nonsense and
apparently vain efforts to get Sawa's attention, she got across the hint of a
fear that Sawa might be pregnant after having been abused by one of the Palace
staff.
Narita
was away in seconds, fuming. Subredil and Shiki were right behind her,
supporting Sawa between them, heading for the servants' postern. Nobody noticed
that none of the women were carrying their Ghangheshas, not even the one that
Subredil had forgotten the day before.
Because
of the state Sawa was in, and the state Narita was in, and the imminent
explosion of displeasure expected from the Protector, the women managed to draw
their pay, then to escape without having to deal with Barundandi's kickback
lieutenant. Again.
They
were able to lay Sawa inside a covered ox cart not long after they got into the
twisty streets downhill from the Palace. Subredil had to caution Shiki
repeatedly against celebration.
38
Everything
we did must have been seen by somebody," I told the gathered troops.
"When word gets out that the Radisha has vanished, all those people are
going to remember and try to help. Soulcatcher is supposed to have a knack for
separating wheat from chaff."
"Also
a knack for calling up the kind of supernatural assistance that can pick your
particular trail out of a thousand," Willow Swan volunteered. He was
present because he had agreed to take care of the Radisha. She was going to be
in a state when she awakened and discovered that her demons had caught up with
her at last.
Banh Do
Trang wanted to know, "Are you going to flee or not?" The old man was
at the edge of collapse. He had been working since before dawn.
"Can
we?" I asked.
"You
could go this instant if the situation became totally desperate. It will be a
few hours yet before the barges are completely provisioned, however."
Nobody
wanted to go, though. Not just yet. A lot of the men had developed ties.
Everyone had unfinished business. That was life. The same situation had come up
time and again over the course of the Company's history.
Sahra
said, "You still haven't gotten Narayan to give you the Key."
"I'll
talk to him. Is River back yet? No? What about Kendo? How about Pooch and
Spiff?" We had people running all over on special assignments. Good old
One-Eye had sent our last two men, the barely competent Pooch and Spiff, to
assassinate Adoo the gateman because Murgen had been able to determine that it
had been he who had caused all the excitement at the library. More, Adoo knew
the general neighborhood where I lived.
One-Eye
informed me, "Kendo Cutter is coming through the web right now. Arjana
Drupada appears to be reasonably healthy for a man with a dozen knife wounds.
Hang on."
Murgen
was whispering something. It was thundering and hailing outside. I could not
hear a word.
"It's
started at Semchi, Murgen says. Slink hit them just as they were starting to
pitch camp. Cut them off from their weapons."
"Darn!"
I swore. "Darn-darn-darn!" "What's the matter with you, Little
Girl?" "He should've waited until they tried to do something to the
Bhodi Tree. This way, nobody will know why we jumped them."
"There's
why you don't have you a man."
"What?"
"You
ask too much. You sent Slink out there to kill some people. Unless you told him
it's got to be a show, all our guys allowed to fight only left-handed or
something, he's going to do it fast and dirty and with as little risk to our
own guys as he can."
"I
thought he understood-"
"Did
you assume, Little Girl? At this late stage in your career? You, who's got to
run a checklist on lacing your own boots?"
He had
me. And he had me good. I tried to change the subject. "If we decide to
evacuate, we're going to have to run somebody out there to warn Slink and tell
him where to rendezvous."
"Don't
try to change the subject." I turned away. "Kendo. Does he need
medical attention?" "Drupada? He's not bleeding that much
anymore." "Then let's take him back to meet his new roommate."
One-Eye catching me out had me feeling particularly evil. This seemed like a
good time to take it out on the enemy. "The rest of you, take real good
care of the Radisha. We don't want her coming up with a hangnail anybody can
blame on us."
Cutter
bobbed his head and muttered something under his breath.
"Hey,
pervert!" I called to the Inspector-General of the Records. "I don't
want you ever to say that the Black Company don't cater to its guests, so
here's your very own human play toy. Maybe a little longer in the tooth than
you prefer but it's only until the Protector gets around to rescuing you."
Kendo
planted a boot in Drupada's behind and shoved. Into the cage the Purohita went.
He and Gokhale backed off into opposite corners and glared at one another.
Human nature being what it is, each man probably thought the other was
responsible for his dismay.
I told
Kendo, "Relax now. Get something to eat. Take a nap. But stay away from
the girl."
"Hey,
I got it the first time, Sleepy. And more so now she's started sleepwalking. So
ease up."
"Give
me a reason."
"Why
don't we just skrag her?"
"Because
we need Singh to help open the way through the Shadowgate. And he won't unless
he feels confident that we'll be good to the Daughter of Night."
"I
don't know any of the Captured that well. Don't feel like you've got to save
them on my account."
"I
feel like we have to save them on the Company's account, Kendo. Just the same
as we'd be doing if it was you out there."
"Sure.
Right." Kendo Cutter was one of those people who tended to look on the
dark side no matter what.
"Get
some rest." I went to talk with Narayan while I waited for Murgen to
generate some report on what was happening inside the Palace.
I did
not want to run away but knew it was very close to time for the Company to go.
We had to see what Soul-catcher's reaction to the kidnapping would be. And we
had to get Goblin out of the Palace.
If
Soulcatcher did not come after us like a screaming monsoon storm, I was going
to get really worried about what she was up to.
"I've
had a real good day, thank you, Mr. Singh. A whole lot of planning and a little
inspired improvisation fell into place all at once. Just one thing more could
make the day perfect." I sniffed the air. It smelled like One-Eye and
friends were cooking up a new batch. Probably so they could take a little
something along when we had to run.
I
kicked a bundle of hides of some kind over beside the bars of Singh's cage,
settled myself. I caught him up on the latest gossip. Including, "None of
your people seem to be worried about you two. Maybe you were just a little too
secretive. Be kind of pathetic if the whole cult faded away because everyone
just sat around waiting to find out what was going on."
"I've
been told that I'm free to deal with you." There was no cringe to the man
tonight. He had gotten a little backbone somewhere. "I'm prepared to
discuss the object you seek if I receive absolute assurances that the Black Company
will never do the Daughter of Night any harm."
"Never
is an awful long time. You're out of luck." I got up. "Goblin's been
wanting to work on her just forever. I'm going to let him pull a few fingers
off now to show you we have no conscience or remorse where certain old enemies
are concerned."
"I
offered you what you asked."
"You
offered me a delayed death warrant. If I agree to that kind of nonsense, ten
years from now the blackhearted witch will start poisoning us and we'll be
stuck with the disastrous choice of keeping our word and accepting destruction
or breaking our word and seeing our reputation destroyed. I'm certain you don't
know much northern mythology. There's an old religion up there that tells how a
leading god allowed himself to be slain so his family would no longer be bound
by a promise he made foolishly to an enemy, who wore it like a turtle's
shell."
Narayan
stared at me, cold as a cobra, waiting for me to crack. And I did, a little,
because I bothered to explain. One-Eye has told me a hundred times that I
should not explain. "I just don't want that artifact badly enough to
commit my people to the level of vulnerability that you're asking. In
particular, I won't undertake commitments for those of us who are buried. On
the other hand, maybe you'd like to undertake commitments whereby, assuming you
get out of this alive, you guarantee never to be a pain in the Company neck
ever again. Whereby you agree to go to the Captain and the Lieutenant and beg
their forgiveness for stealing their child."
The
very suggestion appalled the living saint of the Deceivers. "She's the
Child of Kina. The Daughter of Night. Those two are irrelevant."
"Evidently
we don't have anything to talk about yet. I'll send you a few fingers for
breakfast."
I went
to see if Surendranath Santaraksita was being a good fellow and pursuing the
tasks I had suggested he could use to help overcome the tedium of his
captivity. To my surprise I found him hard at work, with old Baladitya
assisting, translating what I had presumed to be the first volume of the lost
Annals. They had a whole stack of sheets already done.
"Dorabee!"
Master Santaraksita said. "Excellent. Your friend the foreigner keeps
telling us we can't have any more real vellum when we're done with these last
few sheets. He wants us to use those ridiculous bark books they still employ
out in the swamps."
Before
there were modern paper and vellum and parchment, there was bark. I do not know
what kind of tree it came from, just that the inner bark was removed carefully,
treated and pressed and used to write on. To make a book, you stacked the bark
sheets, drilled a hole down through the upper-left-hand corner of the stack,
then bound everything together with a cord or ribbon or length of very light
chain. Banh Do Trang would favor bark because it was both cheap, traditional
and hardier than animal products.
"I'll
talk to him."
"There's
nothing earthshaking in there, Dorabee."
"My
name is Sleepy."
"Sleepy
isn't a name. It's a disease, or a misfortune. I prefer Dorabee. I'll use
Dorabee."
"Use
whatever you like. I'll know who you're talking to." I read a couple of
sheets. He was right. "This is tedious stuff. This looks like an account
book."
"That's
what it is, mainly. The things you want to know are just the things the writer
assumes any reader of his own time would know already. He wasn't writing for
the ages, or even for another generation. He was keeping track of horseshoe
nails, lance shafts and saddles. All he has to say about their battle is that
the lower-ranking officers and noncommissioned officers failed to demonstrate
an adequate enthusiasm for appropriating weapons lost or abandoned by the
defeated enemy, preferring to wait till the next dawn to begin gleaning. As a
consequence, stragglers and the local peasantry managed to scavenge all the
best."
"I
notice he doesn't bother to name a single name, person or place." I had
begun reading while the Master talked. I could listen and read at the same time
even though I was a woman.
"He
does give mileage and dates. The context suggests the appropriate systems of
measure. It can be figured out. But what I've already started to wonder,
Dorabee, is why we've all been deathly afraid of these people all our lives.
This book gives us no reason to be afraid. This book is about a troop of crabby
little men who marched off somewhere they didn't want to go for reasons they
didn't understand, fully believing that their unstated mission would last only
several weeks or, at most, a few months. Then they would be able to go home.
But the months piled into years and the years into generations. And still they
didn't really know."
The
material also suggested we needed to revise our old belief that the Free
Companies exploded into the world at the same time, in a vast orgy of fire and
bloodshed. The only other company mentioned was noted to have returned years
before the Black Company marched, and in fact, several senior Company noncoms
had served as private soldiers in that earlier, unnamed band.
"I
can see it," I grumbled. "We're going to translate these things, find
out all sorts of things, and not be an inch closer to understanding
anything."
Santaraksita
said, "This's much more exciting than a meeting of the bhadrhalok,
Dorabee."
Then
Baladitya spoke for the first time. "Do we have to starve to death here,
Dorabee?"
"Nobody's
brought you anything to eat?"
"No."
"I'll
just see about that. Don't be startled if you hear me shouting. I hope you
enjoy fish and rice."
I took
care of that, then hid in my corner for a while. I was feeling a little
depressed after having seen Master San-taraksita's work. I suppose that
sometimes I invest too much in my goals, then suffer a correspondingly huge
disappointment when things do not work out.
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Tobo
woke me. "How can you sleep, Sleepy?" "I guess I must be tired.
What do you want?" "The Protector has finally started to grumble
about the Radisha. Dad wants you to come keep track yourself. So you don't have
to record anything third-hand."
At the
moment, my name felt entirely appropriate. I just wanted to lie down on my
pallet and dream about finding another kind of life.
Trouble
was, I had been doing this since I was fourteen. I did not know anything else.
Unless Master Santaraksita was willing to let bygones by bygones and take me
back at the library. Right after we buried Soulcatcher in a fifty-foot-deep
hole we filled in with boiling lead.
I
dragged a stool in between Sahra and One-Eye, leaned forward with my elbows on
the table and stared into the mist where Murgen appeared to report when it
suited him. One-Eye was fussing at Murgen even though Murgen was away. I said,
"Anybody would think you were worried about Goblin, the way you're
carrying on."
"Of
course I'm worried about Goblin, Little Girl. The runt borrowed my transeidetic
locuter before he went up there this morning. Not to mention he still owes me
several thousands pais for... well, he owes me a bunch of money."
My
recollection had it the other way around. One-Eye always owed everyone, even
when he was doing well. And several thousand pais is not exactly a fortune, a
pai being a tiny seed of such uniform weight that it is used as a measure for
gems and precious metals. It takes almost two thousand of them to equal a
northern ounce. Since One-Eye had not specified gold or silver, the standard
assumption would be that he had meant coin-grade copper. In other words, not
very much.
In
other words still, he was worried about his best friend but he could not say so
because he had a century-long history of reviling the man in public.
If
there was any such magical instrument as a transeidetic locuter, One-Eye
invented it an hour before he loaned it to Goblin.
He
muttered, "That ugly little turd gets himself killed, I'm gonna strangle
him. He can't leave me holding the bag on-" He realized he was thinking
out loud.
Sahra
and I both made mental notes to investigate the bag metaphor. It sounded like
there were business plans afoot. Secret plans. Surprise, surprise.
Murgen
materialized practically nose to nose with me. He murmured, "Soulcatcher
is out of patience. A flock of crows just brought the news from Semchi. She's
in a complete black mood. She says she's going into the Radisha's Anger Chamber
after her if she doesn't come out in the next two minutes."
"How's
Goblin?" One-Eye barked.
"Hiding,"
Murgen replied. "Waiting for sunrise." He was not going to try
leaving during the night, the way we had planned originally. Soulcatcher had
loosed her shadows, just to punish Taglios for irritating her. We had a few
traps out, randomly distributed through likely neighborhoods, but I did not
expect to catch anything. I figured our luck along those lines was about used
up.
Goblin
was armed with a shadow-repellent amulet left over from the Shadowmaster wars
but did not know if it was any good anymore. Being bright and full of
forethought, it had not occurred to any of us to test it on real shadows while
we had some in stock.
You
cannot think of everything.
But you
should make the effort.
One of
the Royal Guards actually tried to stop the Protector when her patience failed
and she went to dig the Radisha out of her hideaway. He went down without a
sound, stricken by a casual touch. He would recover eventually. The Protector
was not feeling particularly vindictive. For the moment.
She
crashed through the door of the Anger Chamber. And howled in frustration before
the pieces finished falling. "Where is she?" The power of her rage
wilted the onlookers.
A
subassistant chamberlain, bowing almost double, continuing to bob and get
lower, whined, "She was in there, 0 Great One!"
Someone
else insisted, "We never saw her leave. She has to be in there."
From
somewhere, echoing, almost as if coming from some distance in time as well as
place, there was the sound of brief laughter.
Soulcatcher
turned slowly, her stare a cruel spear. "Come closer. Tell me again."
Her voice was compelling, chilling, terrible. She stared into one pair of eyes
after another, making full use of the fear so many had that she could read the
deepest secrets in their minds.
None of
the Radisha's people changed their stories.
"Out
of here. Out of this whole apartment. Something happened here. I want no
distractions. I want nothing dis-turbed." She turned again, slowly,
extending a sorceress's senses to feel the shape of the past. It was more
difficult than she anticipated. She had been loafing for too long, falling out
of practice and getting out of shape.
The
remote laughter sounded again for an instant, seeming just a touch closer.
"You!"
Soulcatcher snapped at a fat woman, one of the housekeepers. "What are you
doing?"
"Ma'am?"
Narita was barely able to croak her response. In a moment, she would lose
control of her bladder.
"You
just pushed something into your left sleeve. Something off the altar." A
single white candle, almost consumed, still burned in the tiny shrine to
ancestors. "Come here." Soulcatcher extended her gloved right hand.
Narita
could not resist. She stepped toward the dark woman, so trim and evilly
feminine in her leather. Idly, Narita hated her for maintaining that sleek
body.
"Give
it to me."
Reluctantly,
Narita removed the Ghanghesha from her sleeve. She began to babble about not
wanting her friend to get into trouble, making no sense at all, failing to
realize that if she had not tried to conceal the Ghanghesha, the Protector
would have overlooked it entirely.
Soulcatcher
stared at the little clay figurine. "The clean- ing woman. It belongs to
the cleaning woman. Where is she?"
Far,
mocking laughter.
"She's
a day employee, ma'am. She comes in from outside."
"Where
does she live?"
"I
don't know, ma'am. I don't think anybody does. Nobody ever asked. It never
mattered."
One of
the other staffers offered, "She was a good worker."
Soulcatcher
continued to examine the Ghanghesha. "Something's odd here.. .. Now it
does matter. To me. Find out."
"How?"
"I
don't care! Be creative! But do it." Soulcatcher hurled the clay figurine
to the floor. Shards flew in every direction.
A wisp
of a ghost of darkness curled up and stood like a rampant cobra a foot high for
an instant. Then it struck. At the Protector.
The
staffers squealed and began trampling one another, trying to get away. They had
not seen a shadow before but they knew what a shadow could do.
The
laughter was closer now, louder and lasting longer.
Soulcatcher
offered a convincing squeal of surprise and fright, like a young woman who has
just stepped on a snake. Her apparel and the handful of generalized protective
spells that always surrounded her saved her from becoming a victim of her own
crudest weapon.
Even
so, for a minute she was like a child swatting mosquitoes as the shadow
enthusiastically strove to terminate their relationship. Failing to reclaim
control of the shadow, Soulcatcher destroyed it. The necessity told her that a
pretty clever mind had prepared it, probably hoping that she would be too angry
to pay close attention for just that instant needed. ...
"Woman!
Come back here!" The Protector extended a hand in the direction Narita had
fled. Somehow, a single strand of the woman's hair had become entwined through
Soulcatcher's
fingers. Those fingers shimmered momentarily. The air became charged. The other
staffers whimpered and wished they had even had the nerve to try to run.
Narita
reappeared slowly, taking short zombie steps. "Here!" Soulcatcher
said. She pointed at a spot on the Anger Chamber floor. "The rest of you.
Go away. Quickly." She did not have to add any encouragement. "Fat
woman. Tell me everything about the creature who always carried the
Ghanghesha."
"I've
told you everything I know," Narita whined.
"No.
You have not. Start talking. She may have kidnapped the Radisha."
Soulcatcher
regretted mentioning that the instant the words left her helmet.
The
laughter sounded like it was coming from just out in the hallway, a diabolic
snickering. The Protector's head twitched toward that direction. She sensed no
threat. It could wait a minute.
"Her
name is Minh Subredil." It took Narita only another thirty seconds to
relate everything she knew about Minh Subredil, her daughter Shikhandini and
her sister-in-law Sawa.
"Thank
you," Soulcatcher snarled. "You've been most unhelpful. And for that,
I shall provide an appropriate reward." She gripped the fat woman's throat
in her right hand, squeezed.
As
Narita went limp, that laughter sounded once more. There might have been a word
there, too. Ardath? Or perhaps Silath? Or might it have been ... ? No matter.
Soul-catcher would not listen to that, just to the mockery. She hurled herself
toward the sound but when she burst into the hallway, there was nothing to see.
She
started to call for Guards, for Greys, but recalled that she had just slain the
one person other than herself who knew for sure that the Radisha had
disappeared.
The
Radisha had shut herself away from the world. That was all anybody really
needed to know. The Princess could live forever right there in her Anger
Chamber. She did not need to venture forth ever again. She had her good friend
the Protector to handle the boring chores of managing her empire for her.
More
laughter, apparently from nowhere and everywhere. Soulcatcher stamped away.
This was not over yet.
A white
crow dropped out of the murk near the ceiling of the hallway, flapped heavily,
landed beside the fat woman. It held its beak poised beneath her nostrils
momentarily, as though checking for breath. Then it flapped away suddenly, sharp
ears having caught the sound of a stealthy footfall.
A
shivering Jaul Barundandi eased into the chamber. He knelt beside the woman. He
took her hand. He remained there, tears streaking his cheeks, until he heard
the Protector returning, arguing with herself in a variety of voices.
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What do
you know about that?" I said to Sahra. "Narita tried to cover for
you. And then Barundandi got all broken up about what happened to her."
Sahra
waggled a finger. She was thinking. "Murgen. What do you know about that
white crow?"
Murgen
hesitated before responding. "Nothing." Which meant he was telling an
approximate truth but he had some definite ideas. Sahra and I both knew him
that well.
Sahra
said, "Suppose you tell me what you think is going on, then."
Murgen
faded away.
"What
the heck is that?" I snapped at One-Eye. "You were supposed to rig
this thing so he has to do what he's told."
"He
does. Most of the time. He could be carrying out a previous instruction."
But the
old fool sounded to me like he had no idea what Murgen was doing.
* * *
Soulcatcher
worked quickly, then summoned the staff members who had been present when she
had broken into the Anger Chamber. "The continuing excitement was too much
for this poor woman. I've tried to resurrect her but her soul refuses to
respond. She must be happy where she is now." There were no witnesses to
contradict her, though remote laughter mocked her. "I did find the
Radisha. She'd fallen asleep. She has retreated into the Anger Chamber and does
not wish to be disturbed again. Not for a long time. I should have honored her
wishes before. We would have avoided this disaster." She indicated the fat
woman.
Even
the staffers who had looked into the Anger Chamber earlier and had seen nothing
had to admit that someone was inside now, moving around angrily, muttering the
way the Radisha did and looking very much like the Radisha in glimpses caught
through cracks in the poorly restored door.
The
Protector suggested, "Let's all turn in for the night. Tomorrow we'll
begin repairing the mess I made." She watched her audience intently,
feeling for anyone who could cause trouble.
The
staff departed. They were relieved just to be away from Soulcatcher.
Soulcatcher
sat down and thought. There was no way to tell what was going through her mind
till she began muttering in a committee of voices. Then it was clear that she
was trying to work out the mechanics of the abduction. She seemed willing to
give considerable weight to the possibility that the Radisha had stage-managed
the whole thing herself.
A very
suspicious woman, the Protector.
One by
one she found and questioned each of the people who had dealt with Minh
Subredil, Sawa and Shikhandini, beginning with Jaul Barundandi and finishing
with Del Mukharjee, the man Barundandi usually trusted to collect the kickbacks
from the outside workers. "You will cease that," the Protector
informed Mukharjee. "You and anyone else involved. If it happens again, I
will put you into a glass ball and hang you above the service postern with your
whole body turned inside out. I'll add a couple of imps to feed on your
entrails for the six months it will take you to die. Do you understand?"
Del
Mukharjee understood the threat just fine. But he had no idea whatsoever why
the Protector would want to interfere with his livelihood.
The
Protector had a passion about corruption.
In time
the Protector reasoned that three women had come into the Palace and three
women had gone away again. It seemed very likely that the three who had
departed were not the three who had entered. And no one the Radisha's size had
gone out since.
Which
meant that someone with some answers might still be inside.
Chuckling
wickedly, Soulcatcher began to look for evidence that someone had slipped off
into the untenanted wilds of the Palace.
Goblin
was asleep on a dusty old bed. Occasionally his snores would turn to sneezes
and snorts when too much dust got into his nostrils.
A
squawk had him bouncing up so suddenly he almost collapsed from
light-headedness. He spun around. He saw nothing. He heard soft laughter, then
a bizarre, squawking voice that sounded almost familiar. "Wake up. Wake
up. She is coming."
"Who's
coming? Who's talking?"
There
was no response. He did not feel any strong sor-cerous presence. It was a
puzzle.
Goblin
had a good idea who might be coming, though. Not many women were likely to be
hunting him here in the middle of the night.
He was
ready. His little pack was carrying the two books Sleepy most wanted to save.
Taking all three was physically impossible. His traps were set. All he had to
do was move on into the now-empty part of the Palace that had been occupied by
the Black Company back when its staff and leadership had been quartered there.
There were ways to get out unnoticed. He and One-Eye had found them in olden
times. The trouble was, he had no desire to be on the streets after dark,
amulet or no.
Soulcatcher
gave up most of her sense of touch when she chose to wrap every inch of her
body in leather and helmet. She never noted the touch of or resistance of the
strand of spider silk stretched across the corridor. But she did have a
marvelously well-developed sense for personal danger. Before the Ghanghesha hit
the floor, she was moving to defend herself. It was such reflexes that made it
possible for creatures like her, her sister Lady, and the Howler, to have
survived for so long. This time she had the proper controlling spells ready,
hung about her, sparkling like spanking-new tools.
The
shadow trapped inside the figurine barely got its bearings before it was
attacked itself, seized and constrained, then twisted and crushed down into a
whining, seething ball completely enclosed inside one of the Protector's gloved
hands. A merry young voice called, "You'll have to do better than
that."
Soulcatcher
continued to move forward, amused by the idea of tossing the shadow back into
someone's face. The trail began to grow indistinct, then disorienting.
Experimentation showed her the cause was external. The corridor had been strewn
with cobwebs of spells so subtle that even she might not have noticed had she
just been hurrying along. "Oh, you clever devils. How long has this been
here? Ah. A very long time indeed, I see. You were still in favor when you
started this. Have you been hiding here all along? I certainly couldn't find
you in the city if you never were out there."
In
another voice entirely, she asked, "What have we here? It smells like
somebody very frightened is hiding behind this door. And he didn't even bother
to lock it. How stupid does he think I am?"
She
shoved the door with her toe.
A clay
Ghanghesha plummeted from its place atop the door. Soulcatcher giggled. She was
even quicker to recapture this shadow, which she squeezed down inside her other
hand. Then she pushed into the room.
There
was no one there anymore. That was easy to sense. But there was a curious feel
to the place. It demanded an investigation.
She
generated a small light, stood in place, turned slowly while she read the
history of the room for subtle clues. A great deal had happened there. Much of
the recent history of the Black Company had been shaped in that room. It
retained a strong smell of old fear she identified eventually with the long-dead
Taglian court wizard, Smoke.
All
this she debated with herself in a committee of argumentative voices. In the
end, she seemed entertained. Most of the time life was a great entertainment
for Soulcatcher.
"And
what do we have here?" Something with inked characters on it peeped from
beneath a dusty old bed where someone had been lying until minutes ago.
Thoughtlessly, she reached for the object, opening her hand to grasp it.
"Damn! That was stupid!" She wasted several minutes regaining control
of the shadow. It was very agile this time. She stuffed it into the hand
restraining the other. The two were extremely unhappy in there. One thing
shadows seemed to hate more than the living was other shadows.
What
Soulcatcher had found was a book with half the pages torn out. It was alone.
"So this is what became of those. I was never quite sure who took them. I
wonder if they got any use out of them?"
As she
was about to depart, the Protector glanced at the damaged book once more.
"Been taking these pages a few at a time. That would take a long time.
Which means they've been coming in and out of the Palace for a long time. Which
therefore suggests that the Radisha didn't engineer her own disappearance. Oh,
well. She's gone. It amounts to the same thing. Let's catch our little rat and
let him play with our little friends." * * *
Unlike
Soulcatcher, Goblin could not see in the dark. But he had the advantage of
knowing where he was going. He did manage to stay ahead and did slide out of
one of the old hidden exits. There was a little light outside from a fragment
of moon peeking through scurrying young clouds trying to catch up with Mother
Storm. Goblin laid the last Ghanghesha on the cobblestones in plain sight, then
ran. The books on his back beat against him, pounding the breath out of him. He
muttered something about the good news being that it was all downhill from
here. The bad news was that it was dark out, there were shadows on the prowl,
and he was not so sure about the quality of his fifteen-year-old amulet. He had
to hope that in a city this vast, none of the handful of nightstalkers would
cross his path while he was huffing and puffing and concentrating on staying
ahead of Soulcatcher.
It did
not occur to him that she might have recovered the shadows he had left in
ambush, that they might be after him, too.
Soulcatcher
stepped into the night close enough behind to glimpse a flicker of her quarry
vanishing into the shadows between structures across the open area outside the
Palace. She spied the abandoned Ghanghesha and several other small items that
looked like they had been dropped in the rush to get away. She tossed her two
shadows into the air and stomped her heel down on the clay figurine at the same
time. This would set a pack of small deaths on the little man's heels.
By now,
she was reasonably certain that she was chasing the wizard called Goblin.
She
screamed. The pain in her heel was beyond anything she had ever experienced. As
she collapsed, trying to will her throat to seal itself, she watched three
ferociously bright balls of light streak into the night in pursuit of the
shadows she had sent to claim Goblin. Still fighting the incredible pain, she
produced a dagger and used its tip to dip another fireball out of her heel. Already
it had eaten all the way to the bone and in, and had done some damage as high
as her ankle-despite her normal protection.
"I'll
be crippled," she snarled. "He lulled me. He set me up so I'd think
this would be another easy shadow trap." None of her voices were amused
now. "Clever little bastard will pay for this."
The
fallen fireball burned its way into the cobblestones. Still ignoring her pain,
Soulcatcher tried to stand. She discovered that she was not going to be able to
walk. She was, however, not losing any blood. The fireball had cauterized her
wound. "My beloved sister, if you weren't already dead, I'd kill you for
inventing those damned things."
Laughter
echoed down off the ramparts of the Palace.
A
flicker of white glided after Goblin.
"I
think I'll kill somebody anyway." Soulcatcher made her way toward the
Palace entrance on hands and knees, muttering continuously. She had isolated
her pain in a remote corner of her mind and was now concentrating on being
angry about what this odyssey was doing to her beautiful leather pants and
gloves.
41
Can you
believe that?" I asked. "She was as mad about ruining her outfit as
she was about losing Goblin and getting hurt."
One-Eye
chuckled, immensely relieved because Goblin had gotten away. "I believe
it."
"What?
You, too?"
"It's
a northern thing. Everything she wears is leather. You people are all goofy
about stuff like that. She probably has to fly five thousand miles every time
she wants a new pair of pants. Means she's really got to watch her waist and
behind. Unlike some-hey! No punching! We're all on the same side here."
"Do
you believe this little pervert?" I asked Sahra.
"You
go ask Swan." One-Eye showed me his tooth. The one he was about to lose.
"He'll tell you the woman's got her good points."
Sahra
remained all business. "What are we going to do if she just pretends the
Radisha is all right? How many people normally see the Princess? Not many, I
know. And there's no Privy Council anymore. We've seen to them. Except for
Mogaba."
"We've
got to see about him, too," One-Eye grumbled.
"Let's
not overreach. The Great General will be harder to take than the others
were."
I
mused, "She wouldn't actually have to keep the Radisha in hiding very
long. Maybe two weeks, while she builds a new Council, handpicked to woof 'Yes,
ma'am!' and 'How high?' when she tells them to jump."
One-Eye
blew out a bushel of air. "She's right. Maybe we should've considered
that."
I said,
"I did consider it. Having the Radisha under our control looked like the
best deal. We can trot her out any time Soulcatcher gets too bizarre. And
Soulcatcher will realize that. She won't let temptation carry her too far. Not
until she sorts us out."
"She
will do everything she can to find and recover the Radisha," Sahra said.
"I'm sure of that. Which means we need to hurry up and get out of the
city."
I said,
"I have one little thing to do before I go. Don't anybody wait on me.
Murgen. Be a pal and put a little real effort into finding out about this other
white crow."
I did
not await his response. Now that Goblin seemed safe, I was eager to interview
our newest prisoner.
Someone
had taken some effort to make the Radisha comfortable. Nor had she been forced
into a cage. Presumably, One-Eye had provided a sampler of choker spells.
I
studied her while she remained unaware of my presence. She had had a formidable
reputation when first the Company had come to Taglios. She had put up a good
struggle, too, but the years had worn her down. She looked old and tired and
defeated now.
I
stepped forward. "Have they treated you well so far, Radisha?"
She
showed me a weak smile. There was a twinkle both of anger and sarcasm in her
eye.
"I
know. It's not the Palace. But I've enjoyed worse. Including chains and no roof
at all."
"And
animal hides?"
"I've
lived here for the last six years. You get used to it." It had been longer
than that but I was not taking time to be •precise.
"Why?"
"Water
sleeps, Radisha. Water sleeps. You were expecting us. We had to come."
At that
point it became completely real to her. Her eyes grew big. "I've seen you
before."
"Many
times. Lately, around the Palace. Once upon a time, long ago, around the Palace
also, with the Standard-bearer."
"You're
the idiot."
"Am
I? Perhaps one of us-"
She
began to grow angry then.
I told
her, "That won't help. But if you need to rage to feel better, consider
this. The Protector is covering up your disappearance already. The one person
who knew for sure-not counting us villains, of course-is dead already. There'll
be more deaths. And you'll begin making the most outrageous pronouncements from
the anonymity of your Anger Chamber. And in six months the Protector will be so
solidly in control, behind her Greys and those who think they can profit from
an alliance with her, that you won't matter anymore." As long as
Soulcatcher could come to an accommodation with Mogaba. I did not mention that.
The Radisha began to speak quite rudely of her ally.
I let
her run for a while, then offered another slogan: "All their days are
numbered."
"What
the hell does that mean?"
"Sooner
or later we're going to get everyone who injured us. You're right. It's not
really sane. But it's the way we are. You've seen it happening lately. Only the
Protector and the Great General are still running free. All their days are
numbered."
The
reality sank in a little deeper. She was a captive. She did not know where. She
did not know what was going to happen. She did know that her captors were
willing to pursue their grudges to insane lengths, just as they had promised
they would before she made the mistake of letting herself be seduced by
Soulcatcher's deadly promises.
"You
have no designated heir, do you?"
The
change of direction startled her. "What?"
"There
isn't any clear-cut line of succession."
Again,
"What?"
"At
the moment I don't just hold you hostage, I have the entire future of Taglios
and the Taglian Territories firmly under my thumb. You don't have a child. Your
brother has no child."
"I'm
too old for that now."
"Your
brother isn't. And he is still alive."
I left
her then, to think, her mouth hanging open.
I
considered seeing Narayan Singh again, decided I would seem too eager. I was
too tired, anyway. You do not treat with a Deceiver without full command of
your faculties. Sleep was the lover whose arms I needed to wrap me up.
42
I was
playing tonk with Spiff and JoJo and Kendo Cutter, an interesting mix. At least
three of us took our religion somewhat seriously. JoJo's real name was Cho Dai
Cho. He was Nyueng Bao and, in theory, One-Eye's bodyguard. One-Eye did not
want a bodyguard. JoJo did not want to be a bodyguard. So they did not see much
of one another, and the rest of us saw as little of JoJo as we did of Uncle
Doj. JoJo complained, "You're just ganging up on the dumb swamp boy. I
know."
I said,
"Me get in cahoots with a heretic and an unbeliever?"
"You'll
ambush them after you finish picking my bones."
I had
been having an unusual run of luck.
Everybody
resents it when their favorite mark gets lucky.
I said,
"I can't get used to this not having to go to work." JoJo discarded a
six I needed to fill to the inside of a five-card straight. "Maybe this is
my day."
"Be
a good time to get out and find you a man, then."
"Goblin.
You're still alive. As mad as Soulcatcher was last night, I figured she would
have you for a midnight snack before you got halfway home."
Goblin
gave me his big frog grin. "She's gonna walk funny for a while. I couldn't
believe she actually stomped on it." His grin faded. "I've been
thinking. Maybe nailing her that way was a mistake. I could've led her
somewhere where we could've got her in a crossfire-"
"She
would've been looking for that. In fact, her suspecting something like that was
probably one reason she didn't keep chasing you. You want to sit in?"
All
three of my companions glowered. Goblin was not One-Eye but they did not trust
him a bit. They knew with the confidence of ignorance that Goblin was just more
clever when he cheated. The fact that his history was one of losing more than
he won was just a part of the cover-up.
You
might have noticed that the human animal is fond of forming and clinging to
prejudices, remaining their steadfast curator in the face of all reason and
contradiction.
"Not
this time." Goblin could take a hint. He would also take them some other
way sometime and laugh himself silly behind his hand. And it would serve them
right. "Got work to do. I'm already getting complaints from everybody
about a ghost that was all over the warehouse last night. Got to scope it
out."
I had a
losing hand. Or foot. I tossed it in. "He's making me feel guilty for
loafing." I collected my winnings. "You can't quit now," Kendo
grumbled. "You proved your point. Women can't play cards. I stay here much
longer, I won't have a copper left to my name. Then you wouldn't get a birthday
present this year." "Didn't get one last year, either."
"I
must've played tonk with you then, too. So many of you do it, I have a hard
time keeping track of which ones of you guys keep beating up on me." They
all grumbled now.
Goblin
said, "Maybe I can sit in, just for a hand or two." "That's all
right. You better help Sleepy, Or Sleepy can help you." The grumbling
stopped till we were out of earshot.
Goblin
chuckled. So did I. He said, "We ought to get married."
"I'm
too old for you. See if Chandra Gokhale can fix you up."
"Aren't
those two like a couple of starving rats?" Gokhale and Drupada were at one
another constantly. Their squabbles had not yet devolved into anything physical
only because they had been warned in the strongest of terms that the winner of
any fight would be punished terribly.
"Maybe
one of them will kill and eat the other one," I said. "If we're
lucky."
"You're
a dreamer, for sure."
"What's
your opinion on this ghost?"
He
shrugged.
"You
know it's the girl, don't you?"
"I'm
pretty sure."
"You
think she's going through the same thing Murgen did when he started? Falling
through time and everything?"
"I
don't know. There's a difference. Nobody ever saw anything with Murgen."
"Can
you stop her from doing it?"
"Spooking
you out?"
"In
the sense that I'm scared she'll go out and get help, sure."
"Ooh.
I didn't think about that."
"Do
think about it, Goblin. What about the white crow? Could she be the white
crow?"
"I
thought Murgen was the white crow."
He knew
better. "Murgen's here, being Sahra's recon slave."
"It
wouldn't be the first time Murgen was in the same place, looking at things from
two different times."
"He
tells me he can't remember being the crow."
"Maybe
that's because he hasn't done it yet. Maybe it's a Murgen from next year or
something."
I did
not know what to say to that. That possibility had not occurred to me. And
Murgen had done that sort of thing before.
"On
the other hand, personally I don't think it's Murgen or the brat." He
grinned his big toad grin. He knew I would stub my toe on that.
I did.
"What? You little rat. Who is it, then?"
He
shrugged. "I got a couple ideas but I'm not ready to talk about them yet.
You got the Annals. All you need to follow my reasoning is right in
there." He began giggling, pleased with himself for stumping the Annalist
at her own game. So to speak. "Ha-ha." He spun around, dancing.
"Let's go beat up on Narayan Singh. Whoa. Look who's here. Swan, you're
too damned old to wear your hair that long. Unless you're going to comb it all
up on top there to kind of cover the thin spot."
I held
a ringer above Goblin's dome, pointing down. He had not had a crop come in
during my lifetime.
Swan
said, "Kind of looks like your widow's peak is sagging back a little, too.
Probably comes of banging your head on the bottoms of so many tables."
Swan looked at me, an eyebrow raised. "He been in the ganja or
something?"
"No.
He just hasn't gotten over the fact that he went toe to toe with your
girlfriend and came out ahead on points." Swan had suggested a good point
indirectly, though. With hemp such a common weed, it was a wonder that Goblin
and One-Eye had not gotten in on the entertainment side of that crop.
Goblin
understood what I was thinking without me saying a word. He told me, "We
don't have anything to do with it because it screws up your head."
"And
that water-buffalo urine you brew back there doesn't?"
"That's
pure medicine, Sleepy. You ought to try it. It's chock-full of stuff that's
good for you."
"My
diet is just fine, Goblin. Except for the fish and the rice."
"That's
what I'm saying. We take up a collection, buy us a pig ... never mind what
Sahra says. There ain't nothing sweeter than some fatback and beans-"
Swan
had invited himself to accompany us in our seventy-foot trek to Narayan's cage.
He said, "I'll kick in on that myself. I haven't tasted bacon in over
twenty years."
"Shit,"
Goblin said. "You're going to kick in? Man, you don't even have a name
anymore. You're dead."
"I
could run up to the Palace, dig around under my mattress. Times haven't been
all bad for me."
"You
won't marry me, Sleepy," Goblin said, "then you oughta marry Swan.
He's got a hoard put back and he's too damned old to bother you with any of
that man stuff. Narayan Singh. Get your skinny, shit-smelling ass up from there
and talk to me."
Swan
whispered, "Survival must be a real powerful drug."
"I
expect it is when you're Goblin's age," I agreed.
"I
guess it is at any age."
"Meaning?"
I asked.
"Meaning,
I guess, I should've headed back north a long time ago. I got nothing going for
me here. I should've started moseying when Blade and Cordy went down. But I
couldn't. And it wasn't just Soulcatcher twisting my arm."
"Umm?"
"I'm
a loser. We were all losers. All three of us. We couldn't even make it as
soldiers in the old empire. We deserted. Blade got his ass thrown to the
crocodiles for smarting off to the priests back in his home country. We never
had no real start-up, any of us. Me and Cordy only headed on down here because
once we got to running, it took a long time to stop. Now I don't have my
friends anymore, I don't have anybody to goose me into doing things."
I did
not enlighten him about the health of Blade and Mather, who were among the
Captured, but I did point out, "You can't be entirely inadequate. You've
had some kind of commission or other from the Taglian throne practically since
you got here."
"I'm
an outsider. I make a great fall guy. Everybody knows who I am and everybody
can recognize me. So the Protector or the Radisha puts me out front where I can
take the heat for all their unpopular decisions."
"Now
they'll need to find somebody else."
"Don't
give me that look. I wouldn't join the Black Company if you promised to marry
me and make me Captain, too. You guys got doom written all over you."
"What
do you want?"
"Me?
Since I don't got the stones or the young body to go home anymore-and home
wouldn't be there when I showed up anyway-what I'd like to do is what we tried
to do when we first came down here. Set me up a little brewery, spend my last
few years making people's lives a little easier."
"I'm
sure Goblin and One-Eye would be happy to take on a partner."
"Them
two? No way. They'd drink up half the product. They'd get drunk and get in a
fight and start throwing the barrels at each other-"
He had
a point. "You have a point. Though they've shown considerable self-control
lately."
"It
helps you pay attention if your fuckup will get you killed. I'm always
surprised by this guy." He meant Narayan Singh. "He looks like such a
trivial little wart. There're ten thousand that look just like him out there on
the streets right now and not one will ever do anything more important than
starve to death."
"If
I thought it would do any good, I'd starve this one to death, too. Narayan. I'm
back. Are you going to talk to me today?"
Singh
raised his eyes. He seemed serene, at peace. That could be said for Stranglers.
They never had trouble with their consciences. "Good morning, young woman.
Yes. We can talk. I took your advice. I went to the goddess. And she approved
your petition. Frankly, I was surprised. She set down no special conditions for
making a bargain. Other than that the lives and well-being of her chief agents
remain unimpaired."
Swan
was more taken aback than I was. "You got the right guy here,
Sleepy?"
"I
don't know. I figured they'd still try to weasel a little even after they
couldn't stall anymore." This required a little thought. Or a lot of
thought. And maybe some worry. "I'm definitely pleased, Narayan.
Definitely. Where's the Key?"
Narayan
smiled a smile almost as ugly as One-Eye's. "I'll take you to it."
"Aha,"
I murmured. "I see. The first shoe drops. Fine. When will you be ready to
travel?"
"As
soon as the girl recovers. You may have noticed she's been sick."
"Yes,
I did. I thought it must be her time of the month." A horrible, horrible
thought occurred to me. "She's not pregnant, is she?"
The
look on Singh's face told me that notion was completely unthinkable to him.
"That's
good. But it doesn't matter, Narayan. As long as we're conspiring together,
Deceivers and Black Company, you two aren't going to be a team. It's a sad
truth, Narayan Singh, but I just don't trust you. And her I wouldn't trust if
she was in her grave."
He
smiled like he knew a secret. "But you expect us to trust you."
"Based
on the well-known fact that once it has sworn a thing, the Company always keeps
its word. Yes." A slight exaggeration, of course.
Narayan
glanced at Swan for just a second. He smiled again. "I guess that's just
going to have to be good enough for me."
I
pasted on my most scintillating false smile. "Wonderful. We're in business
together. I'll get some people ready for an expedition. Do we have far to
go?"
Smile.
"Not far. Just a few days south of the city."
"Ha.
The Grove of Doom. I should have guessed."
I led
Swan away. I rejoined the fellows at the card table. "I want Singh's son
brought in as soon as we can get him." It could not hurt to have a little
extra ammunition.
43
I don't
know what to do with myself, not having to work," Sahra told me. She and
Tobo were huddled in front of the mist box, sharing what they could with
Murgen. I was pleased to see mother and son getting along.
I
suggested, "There's always work for those who want to put out the buttons
that'll remind everyone about us after we're gone. There's always something
that needs lugging down to the river."
"To
paraphrase Goblin, I don't miss work so much I'm actually going to volunteer to
do some. Was there something?"
"The
guys just brought in Singh's son. Good-looking fellow. They also brought in a
couple of rescripts they found posted on the official announcement pillars. Put
up since the Radisha went into seclusion."
"What
do they say?"
"Mainly
that she's willing to pay some pretty big rewards for information leading to
the apprehension of any member of the gang of vandals masquerading as members
of the long defunct Black Company and causing public disorders."
"Will
anybody believe that?"
"If
she says it often enough. I don't care about her telling tall tales. I care
about the reward offers. There're people out there who'd sell their mothers.
She puts a couple of no-goods on the street throwing money around and bragging
about how they cashed in, somebody who really knows something might decide to
bet the long odds."
"Then
why don't we just go? There isn't that much more we can do here anyway, is
there?"
"We
can get Mogaba."
"Let
the world think that. Start a rumor. Start a bunch of rumors about the Great
General and about the Radisha. While we evacuate. When are you leaving to get
the Key?"
"I'm
not sure. Soon. I'm stalling for time. So a message can get through to
Slink."
Sahra
nodded. She smiled. "Good thinking. Singh will have something up his
sleeve."
Willow
Swan suddenly invited himself to join us. "The girl is having some kind of
a problem."
I
scowled at him. Sahra did the same but was polite enough to ask, "The
Daughter of Night? What kind of problem?"
"I
think she's having a fit. A seizure, like."
"Perfect
timing," I grumbled. At the same time, Sahra yelled for Tobo to get
Goblin. I growled, "What were you doing anywhere near her, Swan?"
He
showed some color and said, "Uh ..."
"Aw,
you dumb mudsucker! Lady did you in. You panted after her for years. Then you
put the screws to a dozen million people by letting Lady's baby sister threaten
to blow in your ear. Now you're going to let Lady's brat put a ring in your
nose and make an even bigger idiot out of you? You really are stupid and
pathetic, Swan!"
"I
was just-"
"Thinking
with something that isn't your brain. As though you're some dopey
fifteen-year-old. This woman isn't some cute little virgin, Swan! She's worse
than your worst nightmare. Come here."
He
came. I moved suddenly, violently, the way I had wanted to do so many times
with my uncles. The tip of my dagger penetrated the skin underneath his chin.
"You really want to die a really stupid, humiliating, pointless death? Let
me know. I'll arrange it. Without the rest of us having to pay the price
again."
One-Eye's
cackle filled the air. "Ain't she a wonder, Swan? You ought to think about
her instead of your usual black widows." He was in Do Trang's spare
wheelchair again but getting around under his own power.
"I
could arrange something pointless and humiliating for you, too, old man."
He just
laughed at me. "You invited this soldier Aridatha down here to meet his
long-lost daddy, Sleepy. You ought to be dealing with him instead of here
flirting with Swan."
He
could be maddening at times. And he loved it. If he could find any kind of
lever at all.... I told Swan, "You explain to One-Eye what you mean about
the girl. One-Eye, deal with it. Solve it. Short of killing her. Singh won't
give me the Key if we kill the skinny little ... witch."
44
Darn.
Aridatha Singh was almost enough to make me change my mind about swearing off
men. He was gorgeous. Tall, well-proportioned, a beautiful smile that showed
magnificent teeth even when he was under stress. His manners were perfect. He
was a gentleman in every sense but condition of birth.
I told
him, "Your mother must have been a marvel."
"Excuse
me?"
"Nothing.
Nothing. Around here, I'm called Sleepy. You're Aridatha. That's enough of an
introduction."
"Who
are you people? Why am I here?" He did not bluster or threaten. Amazing.
Few Taglians ever recognized that as a waste of time.
"It
isn't necessary for you to know who we are. You're here to meet a man who is also
our prisoner. Don't mention the fact that you'll be released after your
interview. He won't be. Come with me."
Moments
later Aridatha Singh remarked, "You're a woman, aren't you?"
"I
was the last time I checked. We're here. This is Narayan. Narayan! Get up! You
have a visitor. Narayan, this is Aridatha. As promised."
Aridatha
looked at me, trying to understand. Narayan stared at the son he had never seen
and saw something there that made him melt, just for an instant. And I knew
that I could reach him if I could keep it from looking like I was asking him to
betray Kina.
I
stepped back and waited for something to happen. Nothing did. Aridatha kept
glancing back at me. Narayan just stared. Out of patience at last, I asked
Narayan, "Shall I send people to collect Khaditya and Sugriva as well? And
their children, too?"
This
threatened Narayan and told Aridatha that he had been abducted because he
belonged to a particular family. I recognized the instant the truth occurred to
him. There was an entirely different look in his eyes when he glanced back at
me again.
I said,
"Not much good can be said about this man, from my point of view, but you
can't call him a bad father. Fate never gave him the chance to be good or
bad." Except to the girl, for whom he had done everything possible, to her
complete indifference. "He's very loyal."
Aridatha
realized that this was not about him at all. That he was a lever meant to get
some kind of movement out of Narayan Singh. The Narayan Singh, the infamous chief
of the Strangler cult.
Aridatha
won my heart all over again when he squared up his shoulders, stepped forward
and offered his father a formal greeting: There was no warmth in it but it was
absolutely proper.
I
watched them try to find some common ground, some point at which to start. And
they found it quickly enough. We had not found any evidence, ever, to disdain
Narayan Singh's affections for his Lily. Aridatha thought quite highly of his
mother.
"The
man's a piece of work, isn't he?"
I was
startled. I had not heard a sound. But Riverwalker was behind me. River did not
have much talent for light-footing it. Which left me with the perfectly scary
notion that Aridatha Singh really was having an effect on me. "Yes. He is.
And I don't quite know why."
"Well,
I'll tell you. He reminds me of Willow Swan. A bedrock-decent guy. Only smart.
And still young enough to be unspoiled by life."
"River!
You should hear yourself talk. You're halfway intelligent."
"Don't
mention it front of the guys. One-Eye will figure out why he can't cheat me at
tonk more'n half the time." He considered Aridatha again. "Pretty,
too. Better keep him away from your librarian. They'll elope on you."
Another
broken heart. "You think? What kind of clues . . ."
"I
don't know. I could be wrong."
"When
does he have to be back? Can we keep him all night?"
"You
figuring on testing him out?"
River
did not usually rag me much, so I knew I had to be asking for it somehow.
"No. Not that way. The villain in me came up with an idea. We introduce
him to the Radisha before we turn him loose."
"Now
you're matchmaking?"
"No.
Now I'm showing a four-square guy that his ruler isn't in the Palace. He can
make the rumors credible. Because he can tell the truth."
"Couldn't
hurt."
"You
keep an eye on those two here. I'll go talk to the Woman."
Riverwalker
raised an eyebrow. Nobody but Swan used that term to describe the Radisha
anymore. "You're picking up bad habits."
"Probably."
45
I found
the Radisha lost inside herself. Not asleep, not meditating, just wandering
around inside, probably feeling immensely guilty about having been relieved by
her recent lack of stress. I felt a moment of compassion. She and her brother
might be our foes but they were sound people at heart. Rajadharma had been bred
into them.
"Ma'am?"
She was due respect but I could not use princely titles. "I need to speak
to you."
She
raised her eyes slowly. They seemed to be knowing, caring eyes even in despair.
"Were all of my household staff my enemies?"
"We
didn't choose to become your enemies. And even today we honor and respect the
royal office."
"You
would, of course. To remind me of my folly. Like the Bhodi and their
self-immolations."
"Our
quarrel with you won't ever be as great as our quarrel with the Protector. We
could never find a path to peace with her. You'd never unleash the skildirsha
on the city. She would. And the depth of her evil is such that she doesn't see
the wickedness in what she's doing."
"You're
right. Do you have a name? If she was safely a few hundred years in the past,
we might consider her a goddess. A power capable of smashing kingdoms out of
whimsy, the way a child might kick over an anthill just to see the bugs
scramble."
"I'm
called Sleepy. I'm the Annalist of the Black Company. I'm also the villain who
plans most of your misfortunes. This situation wasn't an intentional part of
the master plan but the opportunity presented itself. Now it looks like we
might've outmaneuvered ourselves."
The
Radisha had become focused. "Go on."
"The
Protector has chosen to cover up your disappearance. Officially you're in your
Anger Chamber purifying yourself and asking the gods and your ancestors to calm
your heart and give you wisdom in the coming troubled times. You have taken
breaks to issue some fairly bewildering rescripts, though. My brothers brought
back these two. My brothers are illiterate, so they couldn't select for
content. But these are probably representative. I'll have more brought in if
you like."
The
Radisha read the announcement of rewards first. It was straightforward and
sensible. "This must make you uncomfortable."
"It
does."
"She
doesn't have the money. What is this? A ten-percent reduction in the rice
allowance? We don't have a rice ration. We don't need to ration rice."
"No,
you don't. Though everybody who wants rice can't afford it. And some of us who
would be happy to see the last of the stuff don't get to eat anything
else."
"You
know what this is?" The Radisha pounded her right forefinger against the
rescript like she was trying to peck a hole through. "I'll bet. All those
strange personalities. They don't just come out as voices. Or she was in an
especially strange humor when she dictated these. She has those spells. When
the voices seem to take over completely. They never last long."
Ah, I
said to myself. This is an interesting tidbit, worth pursuing later.
"Would you care to counter with something more sound? I don't have the
manpower to cover the entire city but I can see that new rescripts are posted
in the more important places."
"How
do you prove they're genuine? Anyone can take a piece of treated naada and
write something on it."
"I'm
working on that. We have a guest, a highly respected soldier from one of the
City Battalions. We brought him in to visit another prisoner. I thought he
might pass the word that you're our prisoner, too."
"Interesting.
You know what she'll do, don't you? Call your bluff. Produce an imitation or
illusory version of me and challenge you to produce your Radisha. Which you
won't do because you're not really interested in getting killed. Correct?"
"We
can deal with that The Protector has a serious handicap. Nobody believes
anything she says. They've started thinking that way about you, too, because
you're beginning to come across as her stooge. Why did you always have such a
hateful and treacherous attitude toward the Company?"
"I'm
not her stooge. You have no idea how many of her mad schemes I've managed to
stifle."
I did
not tell her that we did. I had her angry enough to talk, but prodded just a
little more. "Why did you hate my brothers before they ever came down the
river?"
"I
didn't hate-"
"Maybe
I chose the wrong word. There was something. The Annalists before me all sensed
it and knew you'd turn on the Company as soon as you felt safe from the
Shadow-masters. You weren't as obsessed as Smoke was but you shared his
disease."
"I
don't know. I've wondered about that a lot the last decade. It went away after
I gave the order to turn on you. But Smoke and I weren't, the only ones. The
whole principality felt the same. There was a memory of a time before, when the
Company-"
"There
was no such time. Not that anybody bothered to record in the histories and
documents of those days. The little I've been able to decipher of our own
Annals from back then is dully routine. The only terrible battle I found came
when the Company was three generations old. It took place not far from here and
the Company lost. It was almost wiped out. Its three volumes of Annals fell
into enemy hands. They've been in Taglian libraries ever since. From the moment
the Company returned to Taglios, access to those has been denied us. All kinds
of crazy things were done to keep us from getting to those books. People died
because of those books. And from all I can see, the real secret that's hidden
there, that had to be kept at all cost, was that nothing extraordinary happened
during those early years. It was not an age of rapine and endless
bloodshed."
"How
could all the people of a dozen states remember something that never happened
and become terrified that it was going to happen again?"
I
shrugged. "I don't know. We'll ask Kina how she did it. Right before we
kill her."
The Radisha's
expression told me she was thinking she was not alone in her ability to believe
the impossible.
I said,
"You want to shake loose from your lunatic friend? You want to get off the
hook with us? You want to get your brother back?" Presumably the possibility
that the Prahbrindrah Drah still lived had grown significant in her recent
thoughts.
The
Radisha opened and closed her mouth several times.
Never
an attractive woman, age and present circumstances conspired to make her almost
repulsive.
I
should condemn? Time was doing no favors for me, either.
I said,
"It can be managed. All of it."
"My
brother is dead."
"No,
he's not. No one outside the Company knows. Not even Soulcatcher. But the
people she trapped out there under the plain are frozen in time. Sort of. I
don't understand the mystic science involved. The point is, they're there,
they're healthy, and they can be brought back out. I've just made a deal that
will give us the Key we need to open the way."
"You
can bring my brother back?" "Cordy Mather, too."
The
light was not good but I detected the rush of color to her neck. "There*
are no secrets from you people, are there?"
"Not
many."
"What
do you want from me?"
I never
expected to be at this point with the Woman. Despite her down-to-earth,
sensible, businesslike reputation. So I didn't have a ready answer. But I did
manage to corne up with a wish list quickly. "You could step out in public
someplace where a whole lot of people would see you and recognize you and repudiate
the Protector. You could exculpate the Black Company. You could fire the Great
General. You could announce that you've been under Soulcatcher's evil spell for
fifteen years but now you've finally made your escape. You could make us the
good guys again."
"I
don't know if I can do that. I've been afraid of the Black Company for too
long. I'm still afraid,"
"Water
sleeps," I said. "What's the Protector done for you?"
The
Radisha had no answer for that.
"We
can bring back your brother. Think of the pressure that would take off you.
Rajadharma."
In a
tightly controlled voice, the Radisha snapped, "Don't say that! That tears
my entrails out and strangles me with them."
Exactly
what I had wished on her a time or two when I was in a less forgiving mood.
Aridatha
Singh looked at me oddly. "He wasn't anything like I thought Narayan Singh
would be." Seeing his sovereign had not impressed him nearly so much as
seeing his father had.
"Not
many people are once you get to know them. River, you want to take this man
back where you found him?" It was night, yes, but we still had those two
protective amulets left over from the Shadowmaster wars. They definitely looked
like they were still good. I wished we had another hundred but Goblin and One-Eye
could not make them anymore. I am not sure why. They shared no trade secrets
with me. I suppose they were just too old.
I worry
a lot when I consider a future without them in it. And a future without One-Eye
cannot be far away.
O Lord
of Hosts, preserve him until the Captured are delivered and all our quarrels
are resolved.
46
Men
were charging everywhere around the warehouse. Some were continuing frenetic
preparations for the Company's evacuation. Some were getting ready to accompany
Narayan and me to the Grove of Doom to collect the Nyueng Bao Key. The Nyueng
Bao, Do Trang's confederates and the handful still attached to the Company
somehow, seemed to be doing a lot of nervous moving around just to be moving.
They were scared and worried.
Banh Do
Trang had suffered a stroke during the night. One-Eye's prognosis was not
encouraging.
I told
Goblin, "I'm not saying she had anything to do with it but Do Trang was
the first one to realize that the girl was roaming around outside her
flesh."
"He's
just old, Sleepy. Nobody did it to him. You ask me, he's really way overdue. He
hung on here because he cares about Sahra. She's all right now. It looks like
her husband might actually be freed. And he's too old to run away. Soul-catcher
is going to find this place eventually, once Mogaba arrives and starts
searching. I wouldn't be surprised if Do Trang just decided that dying was the
best thing he could do for everyone right now."
I did
not want Do Trang to go, for all the reasons none of us like to see those close
to us die, but also because he was, in his quiet way, the best friend the
Company had had in generations.
Like
everyone else, I tried to lose myself in work. I told Goblin, "Even if
she's totally innocent, I want the girl fixed so she can't wander. Whatever you
have to do short of permanently crippling or killing her."
Goblin
sighed. Lately that was all he did when someone gave him more work. I guess he
was too tired to squawk anymore.
"Where
is One-Eye?"
"Uh-"
Furtive look around. A whisper. "Don't say I said anything. I think he's
trying to figure out how to take his equipment with us."
I shook
my head and walked away.
Santaraksita
and Baladitya called out to me. They had accepted their situation and were
applying themselves with a will. The Master Librarian seemed particularly
excited about facing a real academic challenge for the first time in years. He
said, "Dorabee, in all the excitement I forgot to mention that I did get
an answer to your question about a written Nyueng Bao language. There was one.
And not only was there one, this oldest book is written in an antique dialect
of that language. The others were recorded in an early Taglian dialect,
although the original of the third volume does so employing the foreign
alphabet instead of native characters."
"Which
argues that the invader alphabet had well-defined phonetic values that at the
time must have been more precise than those of the native script. Right?"
Santaraksita
gawked. After a moment he said, "Dorabee, you never cease to amaze me.
Absolutely correct."
"So
have you discovered anything interesting?"
"The
Black Company came off the plain, which was called Glittering Stone even then,
and mostly minced around from one small principality to the next, squabbling
internally over whether or not they were going to sacrifice themselves to bring
on the Year of the Skulls. There was plenty of enthusiasm among the priests
attached to the Company but not much among the soldiers. Many of those
apparently volunteered as a way to escape something called The Land of Unknown
Shadows, not because they wanted to bring on the end of the world."
"The
Land of Unknown Shadows, eh? Anything else?"
"I've
developed some very good information on the price of horseshoe nails four
centuries ago and on the scarcity of several medicinal plants that are now
found in every herb garden."
"Earthshaking
stuff. Stay with it, Sir."
I meant
to tell him he had to evacuate with the rest of us but decided not to upset him
right away. He was having a good time. No point making him face a choice
between abduction and being put to death just yet.
Uncle
Doj materialized. "Do Trang wants to see you."
I
followed him to the tiny room the old man had built for himself in a remote
corner of the warehouse. On the way, Doj warned me that Do Trang was unable to
speak. "He's already seen Sahra and Tobo. I think he was fond of you,
too."
"We're
going to get married in the next life. If the Gunni are right."
"I
am ready to travel."
I
stopped. "What?"
"I'm
going with you to the Grove of Doom."
"You'd
better not have some crazy idea about snatching the Key."
"I
agreed to help. I'll help. I want to be there to make sure the Deceiver keeps
his word. The Deceiver, Miss Sleepy. Deceiver. Also, I agreed to turn over that
volume of the Books of the Dead. Its hiding place is on the way."
"Very
well. The presence of Ash Wand will be a comfort to me and a vexation to my
enemies."
Doj
chuckled. "It will indeed."
"We
won't be coming back here."
"I
know. When we leave, I'll be carrying everything I wish to retain. You won't
need to pretend with Do Trang. He knows his path. Do him the honor of an honest
farewell."
I did
more. I became all teary for the first time in my adult life. I rested my head
on the old man's chest for a minute and whispered my thanks for his friendship
and renewed my promise to see him in the next life. A small heresy but I do not
think God has been monitoring me too closely.
Banh
lifted a hand weakly and stroked my hair. And after that I got up and went away
somewhere to be alone with my grief for a man who, it seemed, had never been
that close, yet who was going to have a major impact on the rest of my life. I
understood that after the tears stopped, I would never be quite the same Sleepy
again. And that that was one legacy Do Trang wanted to leave behind.
47
The
biggest problem I expected with the evacuation was one that came up every time
the Company picked up and moved out after having been settled in one place for
a long time. Roots had to be torn up. Ties had to be severed. Men had to
abandon the lives they had created for themselves. Some just would not go.
Some
who did go would tell someone where they were headed.
The
nominal strength of the Company was somewhat over two hundred people, a third
of whom did not live in Taglios at all but maintained identities at scattered
locations where they could aid brothers who were traveling. Overall, it was
very much like what the Deceivers used to do. Partly that was intentional,
because those people had spent centuries finding the safest ways.
Early
on, couriers went out carrying code words to all our distant brothers to warn
them that a time of trouble was coming. Nobody would be told what was
happening, only warned that something was and that it was going to be big. Once
that code word arrived, it would already be too late to drop out of anything.
Behind
the couriers, eventually, would come the majority of the men, in driblets small
enough not to attract attention, disguised a dozen ways, departing Taglios in
what I considered their order of plausible risk. The last to leave town would
be those with the heaviest entanglements. All the men would pass through a
series of checkpoints and assembly points, each time being informed only of an
immediate destination. The key hope, though, was that Soulcatcher would not
begin to catch on until those who were going to go were well away.
Those
who refused to go would be excused-if they remained loyal to the Company
interests in the city. It would be useful to have a few agents on hand after
the Company appeared to have gone.
That,
too, was something the Deceivers had done for generations.
There
would be flashy smoke shows. The demon Niassi would be much more prevalent,
putting a damper on Grey efficiency. The men who stayed-I would not know who
they were because I would be among the first to leave- would be expected to
undertake what was supposed to look like a series of random assaults, break-ins
and acts of vandalism that later would begin to appear to be part of a terror
campaign meant to peak during the Druga Pavi. If Soul-catcher took the bait,
she would spend her time preparing to ambush us there.
If not,
every hour bought was an hour farther down the road my brothers would be before
the Protector realized that we had done the unexpected again. And even then, I
expected her to look in the wrong places for a long time.
48
My
party was the first to leave Taglios. We went the morning Banh Do Trang died.
With me went Narayan Singh, Willow Swan, the Radisha Drah, Mother Gota and
Uncle Doj, Riverwalker, Iqbal Singh with his wife Suruvhija and two children
and baby, and his brother Run-must. In addition, we had several goats with small
packs and chickens tied to their backs, two donkeys, one or the other of which
Gota rode much of the time, and an ox cart drawn by a beast we strove hard to
keep looking sadder and scruffier than it really was. Most everyone adopted
some form of disguise. The Shadar trimmed their hair and beards and the whole
family adopted Vehdna dress. I stayed Vehdna but became a woman. The Radisha
became a man. Uncle Doj and Willow Swan shaved their heads and became Bhodi
disciples. Swan darkened himself with stain but there was no way to change his
blue eyes. Gota had to do without Nyueng Bao fashions.
Narayan
Singh remained exactly the same, virtually indistinguishable from thousands of
others just like him.
We
looked bizarre, but even stranger bands collected to share the rigors of the
road. And we would collect together only when we camped. On the road we
stretched out over half a mile, one Singh brother out front, the other in back,
while River stayed fairly close to me. The brothers carried a pair of devices
given them by Goblin and One-Eye. If Narayan, the Radisha or Swan strayed far
from a line run- ning between them, choke spells would begin constricting
around their throats.
None of
the three had been informed of that. We were all supposed to be friends and
allies now. But I believe in trusting some of my friends more than others.
On the
Rock Road that the Captain had had built between Taglios and Jaicur, we did not
catch the eye at all. But a crowd like that, with a baby and an ox cart and
regular Vehdna prayers and whatnot, is not swift. Nor did the season help. I
became thoroughly sick of the rain.
The
last time I traveled down the Rock Road I rode a giant black stallion that
covered the distance between Taglios and Ghoja on the River Main in a day and a
night without hurrying.
. Four
days after leaving the city we were still at least that long from the bridge at
Ghoja, which would be our first dangerous bottleneck. In the afternoon Uncle
Doj chose to announce that we had come as close as the road would carry us to
the place where he had hidden the copy of the Book of the Dead.
"Aw,
darn," I said. "I was hoping it would be way farther down the road.
How are we going to explain having a book if we get stopped?"
Doj
showed me his palms and a big smile. "I'm a priest. A missionary. Blame it
on me." Despite the hardships, he was happy. "Come help me dig it
up."
"What
is this place?" I asked two hours later. We had come into something that
might have come from one of Murgen's old nightmares about Kina. Twenty yards of
woods formed a palisade all around it.
"It's
a graveyard. During the chaos of the first Shadow-lander invasion, before the
Black Company came, possibly even before you were born, one of the Shadowlander
armies used this as a camp, then as a burial ground. They planted the trees to
conceal the tombs and monuments from enemy eyes." Noting my appalled
expression, he added, "Down there they have different customs for dealing
with the dead."
I knew
that. I had been there. I had seen it. But never had I seen it so concentrated,
nor exuding such an air of depression. "This is grim."
"A
spell makes it seem that way. They thought they would come back and turn the
place into a memorial after they won the war. They wanted to keep people
away."
"I'm
willing to go along with their wishes. This is too creepy for me."
"It's
not that bad. Come on. This shouldn't take more than a few minutes."
It did,
but not a lot longer. It was a matter of pulling the door away from one of the
fancier tombs and digging out a bundle wrapped in several layers of oilskins.
"This
is a place worth remembering," Doj said as we went away. "People
around here won't come near it. People from farther away don't know about it.
It's a good hideout."
"I
can't wait."
"You'll
love the Grove of Doom, too."
"I've
been there. I didn't like it, either, but at the time I was too worried about
Stranglers to be scared of ghosts or ancient goddesses."
"It's
another good place to hide."
I am
not suspicious by nature the way Soulcatcher is but I am suspicious
occasionally. I am particularly suspicious of reticent old Nyueng Bao who
suddenly turn chatty and helpful. "The Captain hid out there once," I
said. "He didn't find the place congenial, either. What're you up
to?"
"Up
to? I don't understand."
"You
understand perfectly, old man. Yesterday I was just another jengali, albeit one
you had to tolerate. Today, suddenly, I'm getting unsolicited advice. I'm being
offered the benefit of your accumulated wisdom, like I'm some kind of
apprentice. You want me to take a turn carrying that?" He was, after all,
an old man.
"As
the pace and pressures have increased and events have taken unexpected-but
usually favorable-twists, I've begun reflecting more intently on the wisdom of
Hong Tray, on the foresight she showed, even upon her devilish sense of humor,
and I believe I'm finally beginning to grasp the full significance of her
prophecies."
"Or
of mass quantities of bullfeathers. Tell it to Sahra and Murgen next time you
see them. And put a little honest sentiment into your apologies."
My
attempt to be unpleasant did not subdue him. That took the arrival of the
afternoon rains, a little early, a lot heavy, supported by a truly ferocious
fall of hail. Along the road, dashing out from under the trees where we had
left our own party, a score of travelers tried to collect the ice before it
melted. Taglians never see snow, and rainy-season storms provide the only time
they ever see ice-unless they travel far down into what used to be the
Shadowlands, to the higher elevations of the Dandha Presh.
Scavenging
hailstones was a young people's game. The old folks pushed under the trees as
far as they could get, wearing their rain gear. The baby would not stop crying.
She did not like the thunder. Runmust and Iqbal tried to keep an eye on the
children as well as to watch unknown travelers closely. They were convinced
that anyone met on the road might be an enemy spy. Which seemed a perfectly
sensible attitude to me.
Riverwalker
prowled, cursing the rain. That also seemed a perfectly sensible attitude.
Uncle
Doj did a fine job of not drawing attention to his burden. He settled beside
Gota. She began to gripe but without her usual enthusiasm.
I sat
down near the Radisha. We were calling her Tadjik these days. I said,
"Have you begun to understand why your brother found life on the road so
appealing?"
"I
trust you're being sarcastic?"
"Not
entirely. What was the worst crisis you faced today? Your feet get wet?"
She
grunted. She got the point.
"I
believe it was the politics he resented. The fact that no matter what he
considered doing, there were always a hundred selfish men who wanted to subvert
his vision for their own profit."
"You
knew him?" the Radisha asked.
"Not
well. Not to philosophize with. But he wasn't a man who kept his views
secret."
"My
brother? Being away must've changed him a lot more than I thought it could,
then. He never revealed his inner self while he lived in the Palace. That would
have been too risky."
"His
power was more secure out there. He didn't have to please anyone but the
Liberator. His men came to love him. They would've followed him anywhere. Which
got most of them killed when you turned on the Company."
"He's
really alive? You aren't just manipulating me for your own ends?"
"Of
course I am. Manipulating you, that is. But it is true that he's alive. All the
Captured are. That's why we left Taglios even though we had your side on the
run. We want our brothers out before we do anything more."
I heard
a whisper. "Sister. Sister."
"What?"
The
Radisha had not spoken. She eyed me inquisitively. "I didn't say it."
I
glanced around apprehensively, saw nothing. "Must just be the rain in the
leaves."
"Uhm."
The Radisha was not convinced, either.
Hard to
believe. I really missed Goblin and One-Eye.
I found
Uncle Doj again. "Lady insisted that you're a minor wizard. If you have
any talent at all, please use it to see if we're being watched or followed."
Once Soulcatcher started looking for us outside Taglios, it should not take
long for her crows and shadows to find us.
Uncle
Doj grunted noncommittally.
49
Real
fear found us the morning after next, just when it seemed we had every reason
to be positive. We had made good time the day before, there were no crows
around yet, and it looked like we would reach the Grove of Doom before the
afternoon rains, which meant we could complete our business there and get clear
before night fell. I was happy.
A band
of horsemen appeared on the road south of us, headed our way. As they drew
nearer, it became evident that they were uniformly clad. "What should we
do?" River asked.
"Just
hope they aren't looking for us. Keep moving." They showed no interest in
travelers ahead of us, though they forced everyone off the road. They were not
galloping but were not dawdling, either.
Uncle
Doj drifted nearer the donkey not carrying Gota. Ash Wand lay hidden amidst the
clutter of tent and tent poles that formed that animal's burden. Several
precious fireball projectors were among the bamboo tent poles, too.
We had
very few of those left now. We would have no more until we fetched Lady out of
the ground. Goblin and One-Eye could not create them themselves-though Goblin
admitted privately that the opposite would have been the case even just ten
years ago.
They
were too old for almost anything that required flexible thought and,
especially, physical dexterity. The mist projector was, in all probability, the
last great contribution they would make. And most of the nonmagical
construction on that had been accomplished using Tobo's young hands.
I
caught a glint of polished steel from the horsemen. "Left side of the
road," I told River. "I want everybody over there when we have to get
out of their way."
But I
spoke too late. Point-man Iqbal had already jumped off to the right. "I
hope he has sense enough to get back across after they pass by."
"He
isn't stupid, Sleepy."
"He's
out here with us, isn't he?"
"That's
a fact."
The
band of horsemen turned out to be what I expected: the forerunners of a much
larger troop which, in turn, proved to be the vanguard of the Third Territorial
Division of the Taglian Army.
The
Third Territorial Division was the Great General's personal formation. Which
meant that God had chosen to bring us face-to-face with Mogaba.
I tried
not to worry about what sort of practical joke God was contemplating. Only He
knows His own heart. I just made sure my whole crowd was on the left side of
the road. I got us loosened up even more. Then I worried about which of us
might be recognizable by Mogaba or any veterans who had been around long enough
to recall the Kiaulune and Shadowmaster wars.
None of
us were memorable. Few of us went back far enough to have crossed paths with
the Great General. That is, except Uncle Doj, Mother Gota, Willow Swan ...
right! And Narayan Singh! Narayan had been a close ally of the Great General in
the days before the last Shadowmaster war. Those two had had their wicked heads
together innumerable times.
"I
will need to alter my appearance."
"What?"
The skinny little Deceiver had materialized beside me, startling me. If he
could sneak up like that...
"This
will be the Great General, Mogaba. Not so? And he might recognize me even
though it has been years since last we stood face-to-face."
"You
astonish me," I admitted.
"I
do what the goddess desires."
"Of
course." There is no God but God. Yet every day I had to deal with a
goddess whose impact on my life was more tangible. There were times when I had
to struggle hard not to think. In Forgiveness He is Like the Earth.
"Suppose
you just borrow some clothing and get rid of your turban?" Though doing
nothing struck me as the perfect solution with him. As noted before, Narayan
Singh resembled the majority of the poor male Gunni population. I thought
Mogaba would have trouble recognizing him even if they had been lovers. Unless
Narayan gave himself away. And how could he do that? He was the Master
Deceiver, the living saint of the cult.
"That
might work."
Singh
drifted away. I watched him, suddenly suspicious. He could not be unaware of
his own natural anonymity. Therefore he must be trying to create a predisposed
pattern of thought inside my mind.
I
wished I could just cut his throat. I did not like what he did to my thinking.
I could easily become obsessed with concerns about what he was really doing.
But we needed him. We could not collect the Key without him. Even Uncle Doj did
not know exactly what we were seeking. He had never actually seen, or even
known about, the Key before it was stolen. I hoped he would recognize it if he
saw it.
I might
spend a little time thinking how we could get around my having given him such
solid guarantees that he was willing to travel with us and trust us not to
murder the Daughter of Night while they were separated.
The
cavalry finished clattering past. They had paid us no heed, since we had not
insisted on getting in their way. Behind them a few hundred yards came the
first battalion of infantry, as neat, clean and impressive as Mogaba could keep
them while on the march. I received several offers of temporary marriage but
otherwise the soldiers were indifferent to our presence. The Third Territorial
was a well-disciplined, professional division, an extension of Mogaba's will
and character, nothing like the gangs of ragged outcasts that constituted the
Company.
We were
a military nil anyway. We could not get together and fight our weight in lepers
today, let alone deal with formations like the Third Territorial. Croaker's
heart would be broken when we dragged him out of the ground.
My
optimism began to fade. With the soldiers hogging the road, we traveled much
slower. The landmarks showing the way to the Grove of Doom were in sight but
still hours away. The cart and the animals could not be pushed on muddy ground.
I began
to watch for a place to sit out the rain, though I did not recall any good site
from previous visits to the area. Uncle Doj was no help when I asked. He told
me, "There is no significant cover closer than the grove."
"Someone
should go scout that."
"You
have reason for concern?"
"We're
dealing with Deceivers." I did not mention that Slink and the band from
Semchi were supposed to meet us there. Doj did not need to know. And Slink
might have gotten slowed down if he had to duck around Mogaba's army and
patrols.
"I'll
go. When I can leave without arousing curiosity."
"Take
Swan. He's the most likely to give us away." The Radisha was a risk, too,
though thus far she had shown no inclination to yell for help. But Riverwalker
was close enough to grab her by the throat if she even took a deep breath.
She was
not stupid. If she intended to betray us, she meant to wait till she could
manage it with some chance of surviving the attempt.
Uncle
Doj and Willow Swan managed to drift away without attracting attention, though
Uncle had to go without Ash Wand. I joined River and the Radisha. I noted,
"This country is a lot more developed than it used to be." When I was
young, most of the land between Taglios and Ghoja was deserted. Villages were
small and poor and supported themselves on minimal tracts of land. There were
no independent farms in those days. Now the latter seemed to be everywhere,
founded by confident and independence-minded veterans or by refugees from the
tortured lands that once lay prostrate under the heels of the Shadowmasters.
Many of the new farms crowded right up to the road right-of-way. They made
getting off the road difficult at times.
The
force moving north numbered about ten thousand, men enough to occupy miles and
miles of roadway even without the train and camp followers coming on behind.
Soon it was obvious we would not reach the Grove of Doom before the rains came
and might not get there before nightfall.
Given
any choice at all, I did not want to be anywhere near the place after dark. I
had gone in there by night once before, ages ago, as part of a Company raid
meant to capture Narayan and the Daughter of Night. We murdered a lot of their
friends but those two had gotten away. I remembered only the fear and the cold
and the way the grove seemed to have a soul of its own that was more alien than
the soul of a spider. Murgen once said that being in that place at night was as
bad as walking through one of Kina's dreams. Though of this world, it had a
powerful otherworldly taint.
I tried
to ask Narayan about it. Why had his predecessors chosen that particular grove
as their most holy place? How had it been different from other groves of those
times, when humanity's impact on the face of the earth had been so much less?
"Why
do you wish to know, Annalist?" Singh was suspicious of my interest.
"Because
I'm naturally curious. Aren't you ever curious about how things came to be and
why people do the things they do?"
"I
serve the goddess."
I
waited. Evidently he deemed that an adequate explanation. Being somewhat
religious myself, I could encompass it even though I did not find it
satisfying.
I
offered a snort of disgust. Narayan responded with a smirk. "She is
real," he said.
"She
is the darkness."
"You
see her handiwork around you every day."
Not
true. "Untrue, little man. But if she ever gets loose, I think we will."
This discussion had become terribly uncom- fortable suddenly. It put me in the
position of admitting the existence of a god other than my god, which my
religion insisted was impossible. "There is no God but God."
Narayan
smirked.
Mogaba
did the one good thing he had ever done for me. By turning up in person he
saved me the rigorous and embarrassing mental gymnastics necessary to
reconfigure Kina as a fallen angel thrown down into the pit. I knew it could be
done. Elements of Kina myth could be hammered into conformity with the tenets
of the only true religion, given a quick coat of blackwash, and I would have
completed a course of religious acrobatics elegant enough to spark the pride of
my childhood teachers.
Mogaba
and his staff traveled three quarters of the way toward the rear of the column.
The Great General was mounted, which was a surprise. He was never a rider
before. The greater surprise, though, was the nature of his steed.
It was
one of the sorcerously bred black stallions the Company had brought down from
the north. I had thought they were all dead. I had not seen one since the
Kiaulune wars. This one not only was not dead, it was in outstanding health.
Despite its age. It also appeared bored by the business of travel.
"Don't
gape," Riverwalker told me. "People get curious about why other
people are curious."
"I
think we can afford to stare some. Mogaba will feel like he deserves it."
Mogaba looked every bit the Great General and mighty warrior. He was tall and
perfectly proportioned, well-muscled, well-clad, well-groomed. But for the dust
of silver in his hair, he looked little older than he had been when first I saw
him, right after the Company captured Jaicur from Stormshadow. He had had no
hair then, having preferred to shave his head. He seemed in a good humor, not a
condition I had associated with him in the past, when all his schemes had come
to frustration as the Captain just seemed to bumble around and do the one thing
that would undo all his efforts.
As the
Great General came abreast, his mount suddenly snorted and tossed its head,
then shied slightly, as though it had stirred up a snake. Mogaba cursed,
although he was never in any danger of losing his seat.
Laughter
dropped out of the sky. And a white crow fell right behind it, alighting
precariously atop the pole carried by the Great General's personal
standardbearer.
Cursing
still, Mogaba failed to note that his steed turned its head to watch me as I
passed.
The
darned thing winked.
I had
been recognized. The beast must be the very one I had ridden so long ago, for
so many hundreds of miles.
I began
to get nervous.
Someone
amongst Mogaba's personal guard launched an arrow at the crow. It missed. It
fell not far from Runmust, who shouted angrily before he thought. Now the Great
General vented his spleen upon the archer.
The
horse continued to watch me. I fought an urge to run. Maybe I could get through
this yet....
The
white crow squawked something that might have been words but were just racket to
me. Mogaba's mount jumped enough to freshen the well of vituperation. It faced
forward and began to trot. The ultimate effect was to divert attention from us
southbound scrubs.
Everybody
but Iqbal's Suruvhija stared at the ground and walked a little faster. Soon we
were past the worst danger. I drifted over beside Swan, who was still so
nervous he stuttered when he tried to crack a joke about pigeons coming to
roost on the Great General while he was still alive.
Laughter
passed overhead. The crow, up high, was almost indistinguishable against the
gathering clouds. I wished I had someone along who could advise me about that
thing.
For a
generation, crows have not been good omens for the Company. But this one seemed
to have done us a favor.
Could
it be Murgen from another time?
Murgen
would be watching, I was sure, but that crow had no way to communicate. So
maybe so....
If so,
this encounter would have been an adventure for him, too, what with him knowing
that if we got caught, his chances for resurrection plummeted to zero.
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The
passages, of the Great General held us up long enough that we could not leave
the road unremarked until after the rains began falling hard enough to conceal
our movements from everyone except someone extremely close by. We left the road
unnoticed then. Our travel formation collapsed into a miserable pack. Only
Narayan Singh showed real eagerness to get to the grove. And he did not hurry.
Not often long on empathy, I found myself pitying Iqbal's children.
Swan
pointed out, "It'd be to Singh's advantage to get us there just after
night falls."
"Darkness
always comes."
"Uhn?"
"A
Deceiver aphorism. Darkness is their time. And darkness always comes."
"You
don't seem particularly bothered." He was hard to hear. The rainfall was
that heavy.
"I'm
bothered, buddy. I've been here before. It isn't what you'd call a good
place." I could not state that fact with sufficient emphasis. The Grove of
Doom was the heart of darkness, a spawning ground for all hopelessness and
despair. It gnawed at your soul. Unless you were a believer, apparently. It
never seemed to trouble those for whom it was a holy place.
"Places
are natural, Sleepy. People are good and evil."
"You'll
change your mind after you get there."
"I
got a sneaking suspicion I'm gonna drown first. Do we got to be out in
this?"
"You
find a roof, I'll be glad to get under it." Big thunder had begun fencing
with swords of lightning. There would be hail before long. I wished I had a
better hat. Maybe one of those huge woven-bamboo things Nyueng Bao farmers wear
in the rice paddies.
I could
just make out Riverwalker and the Radisha. I followed them hoping they were
following someone they could see. I hoped we did not have anyone get disoriented
and lost. Not tonight. I hoped the guys from Semchi were where they were
supposed to be.
Iqbal
appeared in the gloom as the hail began to fall. He bent over to try to ease
the sting of the missiles. I did the same. It did not help much.
Iqbal
shouted, "Left, down the hill. There's a stand of little evergreens.
Better than nothing at all."
Swan
and I dashed that way. The hailstones kept getting bigger and more numerous as
the thunder got louder and the lightning closer. But the air was cooling down.
There
is a bright side to everything.
I
slipped, fell, rolled, found the trees the hard way, by sliding in amongst
them. Uncle Doj and Gota, River and the Radisha were in there already. Iqbal
was an optimist. I would not have called those darned things trees. They were
bushes suffering from overweening ambition. Not a one was ten feet tall and you
had to get down on your belly in the damp and needles to enjoy their shelter.
But their branches did break the fall of the hailstones, which rattled and roared
through the foliage. I started to ask about the animals but then heard the
goats bleating.
I felt
a little guilty. I do not like animals much. I had been shirking my share of
their caretaking.
Hailstones
dribbled down through the branches and rolled in from outside. Swan picked up a
huge example, brushed it off, showed it to me, grinned and popped it into his
mouth.
"This
is the life," I said. "When you're with the Black Company, every day
is a paradise on earth."
Swan
said, "This would be. a superb recruiting tool."
As
those things always do, the storm went away. We crawled out and counted heads
and discovered that not even Narayan Singh had gone missing. The living saint
of the Stranglers did not want to leave us behind. That book really was
important to him.
The
rain dwindled to a drizzle. We clambered out of the muck, many communing
bluntly with their preferred gods while we formed up. We did not spread out
much now, except for Uncle Doj, who managed to disappear into a landscape with
almost no cover.
Over
the next hour we ran into several landmarks I recognized from Croaker's and
Murgen's Annals. I kept an eye out for Slink and his companions. I did not see
them. I hoped that was a good omen rather than a bad.
The
later it got, the more peachy it seemed to Narayan Singh. I was afraid he would
curse us all by betraying a genuine smile. I considered mentioning his
children's names just to let him know he was weighing on my mind.
My
divination skills were flawless. It was dusk when we reached the grove. We were
all miserable. The baby would not stop crying. I was developing a blister from
walking in wet boots. With the possible exception of Narayan, not a soul
amongst us remained mission-oriented. Everybody just wanted to drop somewhere
while somebody else got a fire going so we could dry out and get something to
eat.
Narayan
insisted that we press on to the Deceiver temple in the heart of the grove.
"It'll be dry there," he promised.
His
proposal aroused no enthusiasm. Though we were barely inside its boundary, the
smell of the Grove surrounded us. It was not a pleasant odor. I wondered how
much worse it was back in the heyday of the Deceivers, when they murdered
people there often and in some numbers.
The
place possessed strong psychic character, an eerieness, a creepiness. Gunni
would blame that on Kina because this was one of the places where a fragment of
her dismembered body had fallen, or something such. Despite the fact that Kina
was also supposed to be bound in enchanted sleep somewhere on or under or
beyond the plain of glittering stone. Gunni do not have ghosts. We Vehdna do.
Nyueng Bao do. For me, the grove was haunted by the souls of all the victims
who died there for Kina's pleasure or glory or whatever reason Stranglers kill.
Had I
mentioned it, Narayan or one of the more devout Gunni would have brought up the
matter of rakshasas, those malignant demons, those evil night-rangers jealous
of men and gods alike. Rakshasas might pretend to be the spirit of someone who
had passed on, merely as a tool for tormenting the living.
Uncle
Doj said, "Like it or not, Narayan is right. We should move into the best
shelter available. We would be no less safe there than here. And we would be
free of this pestilential drizzle." The rain just would not go away.
I
considered him. He was old and worn out and had less reason to want to move on
than any of us younger folks. He must have a reason to want to go on. He must
know something.
Doj
always did. Getting him to share it was the big trick.
I was
in charge. Time for an unpopular decision. "We'll go ahead."
Grumble
grumble grumble.
The
temple projected a presence more powerful than that of the Grove. I had no
trouble locating it without being able to see it. Walking close behind, Swan
asked me, "How come you never tore this place down when you were on
top?"
I did
not understand his question. Narayan, just ahead of me, overheard it and did
understand. "They tried. More than once. We rebuilt it when no one was
watching." He launched a rambling rant about how his goddess had watched
over the builders. It sounded like a recruiting speech. He kept it up until
Runmust swatted him with a bamboo pole.
It was
one of those poles, too, though Narayan did not know. The grove was a very dark
place, perfect for an ambush by shadows. Runmust was not going to go quietly.
I could
not help wondering what evils Soulcatcher was up to now that she had complete
freedom to work her will upon Taglios.
I hoped
the people who stayed behind completed their missions, particularly those
tasked to penetrate the Palace again. Jaul Barundandi had to be recruited and
brought in too deep to run before his rage subsided sufficiently for reason to
reassert itself.
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The
baby continued to cry, burrowing into her mother's breast without looking for
nourishment. The noise worried everyone. Anyone who wished to visit misfortune
upon us would have no trouble tracking us. We would be unlikely to hear them
sneaking up, because of the crying and the sound of drizzle falling from branch
to branch in the waterlogged trees. River and the Company Singhs kept their
hands on their weapons. Uncle Doj had recovered Ash Wand and was keeping it
handy despite the risk of rust.
The
animals were as thrilled as the infant was. The goats bleated and dragged their
feet. The donkeys kept getting stubborn, but Mother Gota knew a trick or three
for getting balky beasts of burden moving. A considerable ration of pain was
involved.
The
rain never ended.
Narayan
Singh took the lead. He knew the way. He was home.
I felt
the dread temple loom before us although I could not see it. Narayan's sandals
whispered as they scattered soggy leaves. I listened intently but heard nothing
new until Willow Swan started muttering, nagging himself for having followed up
on the one original idea he had ever had. If he had ignored it, he could be
rocking beside a fire- place in his own home, listening to his own grandkids
cry, instead of tramping through the blue miseries on yet one more mystery
quest where the best he could look forward to was to stay alive longer than the
people dragging him around. Then he asked me, "Sleepy, you ever consider
throwing in with that little turd?"
Somewhere,
an owl screamed.
"Which
one? And why?"
"Narayan.
Bring on the Year of the Skulls. Then we could all finally sit back and relax
and not have to slog around in the rain and shit anymore."
"No.
I haven't."
The owl
screamed again. It sounded frustrated.
What
sounded like crow laughter answered it, taunting.
"But
that's what the Company set out to do in the first place, isn't it? To bring on
the end of the world?"
"A
handful of the senior people did, apparently. But not the guys who actually had
to do the work. There's a chance they didn't have any idea what it was all
about. That they marched because staying home might be a less pleasant
option."
"Some
things never change. I know that story by heart. Careful. These steps are
slicker than greased owl shit."
He had
heard the birds conversing, too. That was a northern saying that lost something
in translation.
Rain or
no, the goats and donkeys flat refused to move any nearer the Deceiver shrine,
at least until a light took life inside the temple doorway. That came from a
single feeble oil lamp, but in the darkness it seemed almost bright.
Swan
observed, "Narayan knows right where to look, don't he?"
"I'm
watching him. Every minute." For what good keeping a close eye on a
Deceiver would do.
To tell
the truth, I was counting on Uncle Doj. Doj would be much harder to trick. He
was an old trickster himself. As a trickmaster, I needed to stick to what I
knew, which was designing wicked plots and writing about them after they ran
their course.
Something
flapped overhead as I entered the temple. Owl or crow, I did not turn quickly
enough to discover the truth. I did tell Runmust and Iqbal, "Keep a close
watch while I check this out. Doj. Swan. Come with me. You know more about this
place than anyone else."
Below,
River and Gota swore vilely as they strove to keep the goats under control.
Iqbal's sons had fallen asleep where they stood, indifferent to the ongoing
rain.
Narayan
blocked my advance just steps inside the temple. "Not until I complete the
rituals of sanctification. Otherwise you'll defile the holy place."
It was
not my holy place. I did not care if I defiled it. In fact, that sounded like
an amusement to be indulged-just before I had the place torn down yet again and
this time plowed under. But I did have to get along. For the moment. "Doj.
Keep an eye on him. Runmust. You, too." He could pick the living saint off
with his bamboo if the Deceiver tried to be clever.
"We
have an understanding," Narayan reminded me. He seemed troubled. And not by
me. He kept poking around like he was looking for something that was supposed
to be there but just was not.
"You
make sure you hold up your end, little man." I stepped back outside, into
a drizzle that had become more of a heavy, falling mist.
"Sleepy,"
Iqbal whispered from the base of the steps. "Check what I found."
I
barely heard him. The baby continued to crank. Long-suffering Suruvhija rocked
her and hummed a lullaby. She was not much more than a girl herself and, I
suspected, not very bright. I could not imagine any woman being happy with her
life, but Suruvhija seemed content to go where Iqbal led. A breeze stirred the
branches of the grove. "What?" Of course I could not see. I descended
the temple steps into the damp, chilly darkness.
"Here."
He shoved something into my hands.
Pieces
of cloth. Fine cloth, like silk, six or seven pieces, each with a weight in one
corner.
I
smiled into the face of the night. I snickered. My faith in God was restored.
The demon had betrayed her children again. Slink had gotten to the grove in
time. Slink had been sneakier than any Deceiver. Slink had done his job. He was
out there somewhere right now, covering us, ready to offer Narayan another
horrible surprise. I felt much more confident when I went back inside and
yelled at Narayan, "Get your skinny ass moving, Singh. We've got women and
children freezing out here."
Narayan
was not a happy living saint. Whatever he was looking for, under cover of
fortifying the temple against the defiling presence of unbelievers, just was
not there to be found.
I was
tempted to toss him the captured rumels. I forbore. That would only make him
angry and tempt him to go back on his agreement. I did tell him, "You've
had time enough to sanctify the whole darned woods against the presence of
nonbelievers, don't you think? You forget how miserable it is out here?"
"You
should cultivate patience, Annalist. It's an extremely useful trait in both our
chosen careers." I forbore mentioning that we had been patient enough to
get him tucked into our trick bag. Then his exasperation surfaced for a moment.
He hurled something to the floor. He was not out of control by much but it was
the first time I ever saw him less than perfectly composed when he was supposed
to be the master of the situation. He whispered something as he beckoned me. I
do believe he took his goddess's name in vain.
This
new version of the temple was scarcely a shadow of what Croaker and Lady had
survived. The present idol was wooden, not more than five feet tall and
unfinished. The offerings before it were all old and feeble. The temple as a
whole did not possess the sinister, grim air of a place where many lives had
been sacrificed. These were lean times for Deceivers.
Narayan
persisted in his search. I could not bring myself to break his heart by telling
him the friends he expected to meet must have fallen foul of the friends I'd
hoped to meet. You need to keep a certain amount of mystery in any
relationship.
I said,
"Tell me where it's all right to spread out and where you'd rather we
didn't and I'll see that we do our best to honor your wishes."
Narayan
looked at me like I'd just sprouted an extra head. I told him, "I've been
thinking a lot lately. We're probably going to be working together for a while.
It'd make things easier for everybody if we all made the effort to respect one
another's customs and philosophies."
Narayan
scooted off. He began the process of laying a fire and of telling people where
they could homestead. The temple was not that big inside. There would not be
much room to spread out there.
Singh
would not turn his back on me.
"You
spooked him good," Riverwalker told me. "He'll spend the whole night
with his back to the wall, trying to stay awake."
"I
hope my snoring helps. Iqbal, don't do that." The fool had actually
started helping Mother Gota set up to do some cooking. That old woman was a
menace around a cook fire. She was already under a ban throughout the Company.
She could boil water and give it a taste to gag you.
Iqbal
grinned a grin that told the world he needed to consult One-Eye about his
teeth. "We're setting this up for me."
"All
right." Much better. Much much better.
After
she finished helping Iqbal, the old woman helped milk the goats. Now I
understood how Narayan felt. Maybe I should keep my back to a wall and watch my
dozing, too.
Gota
was not even complaining.
And
Uncle Doj had stayed outside, presumably to enjoy the refreshing weather and
cheerful woods.
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It was
dry in that wicked temple but it never got warm. I do not believe a brushfire
could have routed the chill that inhabited that place, that gnawed into your
bones and soul like an ancient and ugly spiritual rheumatism. Even Narayan
Singh felt it. He hunched over the fire, twitching, as though he expected a
blow from behind at any minute. He muttered something about his faith having
been tested enough.
I do
not belong to an empathetic and compassionate brotherhood. Those who offend us
must look forward to moments of extreme discomfort, should God in His
magnanimity see fit to present us with the opportunity to provide it. And our
antipathy toward Narayan Singh was so old it had become ritual. So it was not
with any commiseration that I told him, "We're prepared to make the
exchange. Our First Book of the Dead for your Key."
His
head came up. He stared at me directly, the true Narayan behind the masked
Narayan considering me coldly. Wariness took life in the corners of his eyes.
"How could-"
"Never
mind. We have it. A swap was the deal. And we're ready to swap now."
Calculation
began to replace caution. I would have bet a handsome sum he was assessing his
chances of murdering us in our sleep so he would not have to keep his side of
the bargain.
"It
would be, perhaps, a less elegant solution than mass murder, Narayan, but why
not just do the deal the way we agreed?" I shivered. The temple seemed to
be getting colder, if that was possible. "In fact, I'll give you a bonus.
Once you hand over the Key, you can go. Away. Free. As long as you vow not to
screw with the Black Company any- more." A vow he would make in an
instant, I was sure, such vows being worth the bark they are written on when
they spring from the mouths of Deceivers. Kina would not expect him to keep
faith with an unbeliever.
"A
truly generous, offer, Annalist," Singh replied. Suspiciously. "Let
me sleep on it."
"By
all means." I snapped my fingers. Iqbal and Runmust broke out the
shackles. "Put the goatbells on him tonight, too." We had several of
those, to go with several goats. Once attached to Narayan's shackles, they made
a racket whenever he moved. He was a stealthmaster, but not master enough to
keep the bells from betraying him. "But don't be surprised if I don't feel
as generous when light and warmth return to the world. Darkness always comes,
but the sun also rises."
I had
my blanket around me already. I pulled it tighter and lay down, squirmed a
little in a vain attempt to get comfortable, then fell into the sort of
evil-haunted dreams apparently experienced by anyone who passes the night in
the Grove of Doom.
I was
aware that I was dreaming. And I was familiar with the dreamscapes, though I
had never visited them myself. Both Lady and Murgen had written about them. The
visual elements did not trouble me terribly. But nothing had prepared me for
the stench, which was the stink of thousand-week-old battlefields, worse than
any stench I remembered from the siege of Jaicur. Countless crows had come to
banquet there.
After a
while I began to feel another presence, far off but approaching, and I was
afraid, not wanting to come face-to-face with Narayan's dreadful goddess. I
wanted to run but did not know how. Murgen had drawn upon years of experience
when he eluded Kina.
Then I
realized I was not being stalked. This presence was not inimical. In fact, it
was more aware of me than I of it. It was amused by my discomfort.
Murgen?
"Us
I, my apprentice. I thought you 'd dream here tonight. I was right. I like
being right. It's one of the joys of bachelorhood I had forgotten until I
became a haunt.
I don't
think Sahra would appreciate-
Of
course not. Forget that. I don't have time. There're things you should know and
I won't be able to reach you again directly until you enter the dark roads on
the glittering plain. Listen.
I
"listened."
Life in
Taglios was proceeding normally. The scandal at the royal library and
disappearance of the chief librarian had been played into a major distraction
by the Protector. Soul-catcher was more interested in consolidating her
position than in rooting out remnants of the Black Company. After all these
years she still did not take us as seriously as we wanted. Or she was
completely confident that she could root us out and exterminate us any time she
felt like bothering.
That
being a possibility, Murgen's advice was sound. We should keep moving fast
while that option was available.
The
best news was that Jaul Barundandi had shown an eager willingness to attach
himself to the cause in hopes of avenging his wife. His initial assignment, to
be carried out only if he was confident he could manage without getting caught
or leaving evidence, was to penetrate the Protector's quarters and steal,
destroy, or somehow incapacitate the magical carpets she had stolen from the
Howler. If those could be denied her, our position would improve dramatically.
He was also to recruit allies-without telling them that he was helping the
Black Company. The ancient hysterical prejudice remained potent.
It
sounded wonderful but I counted on nothing. Men driven solely by a need for
revenge are flawed tools at best. If he let the obsession consume him, he would
be lost to us before he could do any of the quiet, long-term things that make
an inside man such a treasure.
The bad
news was bad indeed.
The
main party, traveling by water, had passed through the delta and was now
ascending the Naghir River, meaning it was way ahead of us in terms of time
still needed to reach the Shadowgate.
One-Eye
had suffered a stroke two nights earlier, during a drunken knock-down-drag-out
with his best friend Goblin.
Death
did not claim him. Goblin's swift intercession had prevented that. But now he
suffered from a mild paralysis and the sort of perplexing speech problems that
sometimes come after a stroke. The latter made it difficult for One-Eye to
communicate to Goblin what Goblin needed to know to cope with the problem. The
words One-Eye wanted to say or write were not the words that came out.
A
problem that is maddening enough for the ordinary Annalist, coping only with
time constraints and native stupidity.
You
cannot prepare yourself enough. The inevitable is always a shock when it lowers
its evil wing.
As if
responding to a great joke, the circling crows rattled with dark, mocking
laughter. The skulls in the bonefield grinned, enjoying the grand joke, too.
There
were more minor bits of news. Once Murgen exhausted his store, I asked, Can you
reach Slink if he's here? Can you put a thought into his empty head?
Possibly.
Try.
With this.
My idea
amused Murgen. He hurried off to haunt Slink's certain-to-be-strange dreams.
The crows scattered, as though there was nothing interesting keeping them
around anymore.
I
continued to people the place of nightmare, hoping I would not become a
regular, as had befallen Lady and Murgen. I wondered if Lady still went there,
making her interment that much more a session in hell.
A crow
landed high up in a barren tree, against the face of what passed for a sun in
that place. I could not distinguish it but it seemed different from the other
crows.
Sister,
sister. I am with you always.
Terror
reached down inside me and squeezed my heart with a fist of iron. I shot bolt
upright. Panic and confusion swamped me as I grabbed for my weapons.
Doj
stared at me from beyond the fire. "Nightmares?"
I
shivered in the cold. "Yes."
"They're
the bad side of staying here. But you can learn to shut them out."
"I
know what to do about them. Get away from this godforsaken place as soon as I
can. Tomorrow. Early. Right after the Deceiver turns over the Key and you
authenticate it."
I
thought I heard faint crow laughter in the night outside.
53
I took
my turn on watch. I discovered that I was not the only one with problem dreams.
Everyone slept poorly, including Narayan. Iqbal's baby never stopped
whimpering. The goats and donkeys, though not allowed inside, also bleated and
snorted and whimpered all night long.
The
Grove of Doom is just plain a Bad Place. No way around that. Some things are
black and white.
Morning
was not much more pleasant than night had been. And even before breakfast,
Narayan tried to sneak away. Riverwalker showed remarkable restraint in
bringing him back still able to walk.
"You
were going to run out on me now?" I demanded. I had a good idea what he
really had in mind but did not want him to suspect I knew what had become of
the friends he had expected to rescue him. "I thought you wanted that book
back."
He
shrugged.
"I
had a dream last night. And it wasn't a good dream. It took me places I didn't
want to go, with beings I didn't want to see. But it was a true dream. I came
away with the certainty that neither of us has any chance of getting what we
want if we don't fulfill our ends of our bargain. So I'm here to tell you I'm
playing it straight up, the Book of the Dead for the Key."
Narayan
betrayed a flicker of annoyance at my mention of a dream. No doubt he had hoped
for divine guidance and had failed to receive it last night. "I just
wanted to look for something I left here last time I visited."
"The
Key?"
"No.
A personal trinket." He squatted beside the cook fire, where Mother Gota
and Suruvhija were preparing rice. The Radisha, to the amazement of all, was
trying to help. Or, better put, was trying to learn what was being done so she
could help at another time. Neither woman offered the Princess's status any
special respect. Gota snarled and complained at the Radisha exactly as she
would have done with the rest of us.
I
watched Narayan eat. He used chopsticks. I had not noticed that before.
Paranoid me, I searched my memory, trying to remember if Singh had used the
customary wooden spoon in the past. Uncle Doj, like all Nyueng Bao, used
chopsticks. And he claimed they constituted some of his deadliest weapons.
I was
going to go crazy if I did not get Narayan out of my life for a while.
He
smiled as though he was reading my mind. I think maybe he put too much faith in
my word on behalf of the Company. "Show me the book, Annalist."
I
looked around. "Doj?"
The man
appeared in the temple doorway. What was he up to in there? "Yes?"
"The
Master Deceiver wishes to see the Book of the Dead."
"As
you wish." He descended the leaf-strewn outer steps, rummaged through one
of the donkey packs, came up with the oilskin package we had retrieved from the
Shad-owlander tomb. He presented it to the Deceiver with a bow and a flourish,
stepped back and crossed his arms. I noted that in some mystic manner, Ash Wand
had found its way onto his back. I recalled that Doj's adopted family bore
Narayan
Singh and the Strangler cult an abiding grudge. Deceivers had murdered To Tan,
the son of Sahra's brother Thai Dei. Thai Dei lay buried beneath glittering
stone with the Captured.
Uncle
Doj had offered no promises to Narayan Singh.
I
wondered if Singh knew all that. Most of it, probably, though the subject never
arose in his presence.
I
noted, also, that without plan or signal, my other companions had placed
themselves so that we were surrounded by armed men. Only Swan seemed unsure of
his role. "Settle and have some rice," I told him.
"I
hate rice, Sleepy."
"We're
going places where there'll be a little more variety. I hope. I've eaten rice
till it's coming out my ears, too."
Narayan
opened the oilskins reverently, set them aside one by one, ready to be reused.
The book he revealed was big and ugly but not much distinguished it from
volumes I saw every day when I was Dorabee Dey Banerjae. Nothing branded it the
most holy, most sacred text of the darkest cult in the world.
Narayan
opened it. The writing inside was completely inelegant, erratic, disorganized
and sloppy. The Daughter of Night had begun inscribing it when she was four. As
Narayan turned the pages I saw that the girl was a fast learner. Her hand
improved rapidly. I saw, too, that she had written in the same script used to
record the first volume of the Annals. Were both in the same language?
Where
was Master Santaraksita when I needed him?
Out on
the Naghir with Sahra and One-Eye. No doubt complaining about the
accommodations and the lack of fine dining. Too bad, old man. I have the same
problems here.
"Satisfied
that it's genuine?" I asked.
Narayan
could not deny it.
"So
I've lived up to my half of the bargain. I have, in fact, made every effort to
facilitate it. The game is back to you now."
"You
have nothing to lose, Annalist. I still wonder how I would get away from here
alive."
"I
won't do anything to keep you from leaving. If revenge is absolutely necessary,
it'll be that much sweeter down the road." Narayan tried to read my true
intentions. He was incapable of accepting anything at face value. "On the
other hand, there's no way you'll go anywhere if you don't produce the Key. And
we'll know if you try to pass off a substitute." I looked at Doj.
Narayan
did the same. Then he settled into an attitude of prayer and sealed his eyes.
Kina
may have responded. The grove did turn icy cold. A sudden breeze brought a
ghost of the odor from the place of the bones.
Singh
shuddered, opened his eyes. "I have to go into the temple. Alone."
"Wouldn't
be a back way out of there, would there?"
Singh
smiled softly. "Would it do me any good if there were?"
"Not
this time. Your only way out of here is not to be a Deceiver."
"So
be it. There'll be no Year of the Skulls if I don't take a chance."
"Let
him go," I told Doj, who stood between Narayan and the temple. River and
Runmust, I noted, now had bamboo in hand, in case the little man made a break.
"He's
been in there a long time," River complained.
"But
he's still there," Doj assured us. "The Key must be well
hidden."
Or not
there anymore, I did not say. "What're we looking at here?" I asked
Doj. "I'm not clear on what this Key is. Is it another lance head?"
The Lance of Passion had opened the plain to Croaker, then had ushered the
Captured to their doom.
"I've
only heard it described. It's a strangely shaped hammer. He's about to come
out."
Narayan
appeared. He seemed changed, invigorated, frightened. Riverwalker gestured with
his bamboo. Run-must raised his slowly. Singh knew what those poles could do.
He had no chance if he tried to run now.
He
carried what looked like a cast-iron war hammer, old, rusty, and ugly, with the
head all chipped and cracked. Narayan made it seem heavier than it looked.
"Doj?"
I asked. "What do you think?"
"Fits
the description, Annalist. Except for the head being all cracked."
Singh
said, "I dropped it. It cracked when it hit the temple floor."
"Feel
it, Doj. If there's any power there, you ought to be able to tell."
Doj did
as I said once Singh surrendered the hammer. The Nyueng Bao seemed startled by
its weight. "This must be it, Annalist."
"Take
your book and start running, Deceiver. Before temptation makes me forget my
promises."
Narayan
clutched the book but did not move. He stared at Suruvhija and the baby.
Suruvhija
was using a red silk scarf to dab spit-up off the infant's chin.
Fools!
Idiots!
54
While
we were getting ready to travel, one of Iqbal's kids-the older boy-noticed a
particularly deep flaw in the head of the hammer. The rest of us had been too
busy congratulating ourselves and deciding what the Company would do once we
brought the Captured forth from the plain. The boy got his father's attention.
Iqbal summoned Runmust and me.
Being
old folks, it took us a while to see what the boy meant. Us having bad eyes and
all.
"Looks
like gold in there."
"That
would explain the weight. Doj. Come here. You ever hear anything about this
hammer being gold inside?"
Iqbal
began prying with a knife. A fragment of iron fell away.
"No,"
Doj said. "Don't damage it any more."
"Everybody
calm down. It's still the Key. Doj, study it. Carefully. I don't want all the
years and all the crap we went through to go to waste now. What?" Weapons
had begun to appear.
"Look
who's here," Swan said. "Where did those guys come from?"
Slink
and his band had arrived. I exchanged looks with Slink. He shrugged. "Gave
us the slip."
"I'm
not surprised. We screwed up here. He knew somebody was out there."
Suruvhija still had the red scarf draped over her shoulder. "Folks, we
need to get traveling. We want to get across the bridge at Ghoja before the Protector
starts looking for us." From the beginning I had pretended that getting
across that bridge would give us a running chance.
I told
Slink, "You guys did a great job at Semchi."
"Could've
been better. If I'd thought about it, I'd've waited till they damaged the Bhodi
Tree. Then we'd have been heroes instead of just bandits."
I
shrugged. "Next time. Swan, tell that goat we're going to eat it if it
don't start cooperating."
"You
promise?"
"I
promise we'll get some real food when we get to Jai-cur."
55
Our
crossing at Ghoja was another grand anticlimax. We all worked ourselves into a
state of nerves before we reached the bottleneck. I sent Slink forward to scout
and did not believe a word, emotionally, when he reported the only attention
being paid anyone went to those few travelers who argued about paying a
two-copper pais toll for use of the bridge. These tightwads were commended to
the old ford downstream from the bridge. A ford that was impassable because
this was the rainy season. Traffic was heavy. The soldiers assigned to watch
the bridge were too busy loafing and playing cards to harass wayfarers.
Some
part of me was determined to expect the worst.
Ghoja
had grown into a small town serving those who traveled the Rock Road, which was
one of the Black Company's lasting legacies. The Captain had had the highway
paved from Taglios to Jaicur during his preparations for invading the
Shadowlands. Prisoners of war had provided the labor. More recently, Mogaba had
used convicts to extend the road southwestward, adding tributaries, to connect
the cities and territories newly taken under Taglian protection.
Once we
were safely over the Main, I began to ponder our next steps. I gathered
everyone. "Is there any way we could forge a rescript ordering the
garrison here to arrest Narayan if he crosses the bridge?"
Doj
told me, "You're too optimistic. If he's going south, he's already ahead
of us."
Swan
added, "Not to mention that if he fell into the Protector's hands, she'd
find out everything he knows about you."
"The
voice of an expert heard."
"I
didn't take the job voluntarily."
"All
right. She could, yes. He knows where we're headed. And why. And that we have
the Key. But what does he know about the other bunch? If he doesn't get caught,
won't he try to intercept them so he can do something about getting the
Daughter of Night away from them?"
No one
found any cause to disagree.
"I
suggest we remind one another of that occasionally, so it gets said sometime
when Murgen is around to hear it." Sahra never promised to spare Narayan's
ragged old hide. Maybe she could ambush him and take back that unfinished first
Book of the Dead.
Swan
pointed out, "That crow is still following us."
A small
but lofty fortification overlooked the bridge and ford from the south bank. The
bird was up top watching us. It had not moved since our crossing. Maybe it
wanted to rest its bones, too.
River
whispered, "We still have one bamboo pole with crow-killing balls in
it."
"Leave
it alone. It doesn't seem to mean any harm. For now, anyway." I was sure
it had tried to communicate several times. "We can take it out if anything
changes."
At
Ghoja we heard nothing but the traditional grumbling about those in charge.
Rumors concerning events in Taglios seemed so exaggerated that no one believed
a tenth of anything they heard. Later, after we reached Jaicur and were taking
it easy for a while, the temper of rumor began to change. It now carried a
subtle vibration suggesting the great spider at the heart of the web had begun
to stir. It would be a long time before any concrete news caught up but the
general consensus was that we should get going right now and not dawdle along
the way.
Runmust
discovered that a man answering Narayan's description had been seen lurking in
the vicinity of the shop operated by his now-pseudonymous offspring, Sugriva.
"The man does have a weakness. Should we kill Sugriva while we're
here?"
"He's
never done anything to us."
"His
father did. It would be a reminder to him."
"He
doesn't need reminding. If Narayan is so dim that he thinks we're done with him
now, let him. Just let me be there to see the look on his face when we catch
him again."
Narayan
had stood out in Jaicur because the city was still very nearly a military
encampment. People would remember us as well, if asked during the next few
weeks.
I
roamed around looking for my childhood a few times but nothing that I
remembered, people or places, good or evil, remained. That past survived nowhere
but within my mind. Which was the one place I wished that it could die.
56
The
practical rules of Company field operations resemble those obeyed by stage
magicians. We would prefer our audience saw nothing at all but we do realize
that invisibility is impractical. So we try to show the watcher something other
than what he is looking for. Thus the goats and donkeys. And, south of Jaicur,
all new looks and identities for everybody, with the enlarged party breaking up
into two independently traveling "families," plus a group of failed
southern fortune-hunters dragging home in despair and defeat after having had
their spirits crushed by the Taglian experience. There were quite a few men of
the latter sort around. They had to be watched. Many were not above taking
advantage of weaker parties if they thought they could manage it. The roads
were not patrolled anymore. The Protector did not care if they were safe.
Doj and
Swan, Gota and I formed the advance party. We looked weak but that old man was
worth four or five ordinary mortals. We had only one scrape. It was over in
seconds. Several blood trails led off into the brush. Doj had chosen to leave
no one dead.
The
land became less hospitable and rose steadily. In clear air it was possible to
look ahead and catch the faintest glimpse of the peaks of the Dandha Presh,
still many days' journey south of us. The paved road ended alongside an
abandoned work camp. "They must've run out of prisoners," Swan
observed. The camp had been stripped of everything portable.
"What
they ran out of is enemies Soulcatcher thought were worth an investment in a
road. She could always find people she doesn't like and use them up in an
engineering project." And she had done so on the western route, which was
being followed by the rest of the Company. They would have paved footing all
the way to Charandaprash. Their road, and the waterways serving it, had
remained under construction until just a few years ago, when the Protector
evidently decided the Kiaulune wars really were over, that it was not necessary
to make life easy for the Great General and his men, and bullied the Radisha
into no longer spending the money.
I
wondered what the Radisha's perspective would be. I suspected she had believed
she was in charge right up to the moment we disappeared her. Then she had begun
getting an education, here amongst her faithful subjects.
We
reached Lake Tanji, which I love. The lake is a vast sprawl of icy indigo
beauty. When I was a lot younger, we fought our deadliest encounter with the
things that had given the Shadowmasters their names there. More than a decade
later you could still see places where rock had melted. If you went exploring
some of the narrow gulches scarring the hillsides, you could find clutches of
human bones that had come back to the surface with time.
"This
is a place of dark memory," Doj remarked. He had been here for that
battle, too. And so had Gota, who had stopped complaining long enough to deal
with her memories also.
She
really did have a lot of pain these days.
The
white crow streaked overhead. It dropped down the slope ahead, vanished into
the ragged foliage of a tall mountain pine. We saw that bird almost every day
now.
There
was no doubt it was following us. Swan swore that it had tried to strike up a
conversation with him once when he was out in the brush relieving himself.
When I
asked what it wanted, he said, "Hey, I got the hell out of there, Sleepy.
I've got problems enough. I don't need to get known as a guy who gossips with
birds, too."
"It
might've had something interesting to say."
"Without
a doubt. And if it really wants to tell somebody something badly enough, it'll
come talk to you."
Right
now Swan looked down the slope and said, "It's hiding from
something."
"But
not from us." I looked back up the slope. The ground appeared untouched up
there. There was no sign of other travelers. Below me, downhill, the meandering
track appeared occasionally upon the slope and along the shore, both of which
were deserted. This was no longer a popular route. "I could retire beside
that lake," I told Swan.
"Must
not be the best place or somebody would've beaten you to it."
He had
a point. This country was far emptier now than it had been twenty years ago.
Then there had been villages around the lake.
"There
you go," Swan said, looking back.
"What?"
I looked. It took a moment. "Oh. The bird?"
"Not
just a bird. A crow. The regular kind of crow."
"Your
eyes are better than mine. Ignore it. If we don't pay it any special attention,
it shouldn't have any reason to concentrate on us." My heartbeat was
rising, though.
Maybe
it was just a feral crow and had nothing to do with Soulcatcher. Crows are not
fastidious about their dining.
Or
maybe the Protector had, at last, begun looking for us outside of Taglios.
White
crow in hiding, black crow in the air, searching. What did it mean?
Not
much we could do about it, whatever. Though Uncle Doj had a calculating eye
whenever he looked up at the black crow.
It lost
interest after a while. It went away. I told the oth- ers, "That shouldn't
be a problem. Crows are smart, for birds, but one by itself can't remember a
lot of instructions or carry much information back. If it is one of hers."
We had to assume that it was. Crows were much less common than they used to be.
Those remaining always seemed to be under Soulcatcher's control. Her control
was probably why they were dying out.
If this
one was a scout for the Protector, it would be days yet before it could report.
Doj
observed, "If it was suspicious, we can expect to have shadows around in a
few days."
That
would be Soulcatcher's best means of scouting us. Shadows traveled faster than
crows, could be given much more complex instructions and could bring back far
more information. But could Soulcatcher control them so far away? The original
Shadowmasters had had major difficulties managing their pets over long
distances.
We
passed along the shores of Lake Tanji. Each of us seized an opportunity to
bathe in the icy water. The old road then led us on to the Plain of
Charandaprash, where the Black Company had won one of its greatest triumphs and
the Great General had suffered his most humiliating defeat-through no fault of
his own. Though a capricious history would not recall the blame due his
cowardly master, Longshadow. Wreckage from that battle still lay scattered
across the slopes. A small garrison watched over the approaches to the pass
through the Dandha Presh. It showed no interest in clearing any mess or, even,
in monitoring traffic. Nobody looked my group over. Nobody asked questions. We
were assessed an unofficial toll and warned that the donkey might find the
footing treacherous in the high pass because there was still ice on the rocks
up there. We did learn that there had been heavier traffic than usual lately.
That told me that Sahra's group had encountered no insuperable difficulties and
was ahead of us, as it should be, even with all the old men and reluctant
companions.
The
mountains were far colder and more barren than the highlands we had crossed. I
wondered how the Radisha was handling it, about her thoughts concerning the
empire she had acquired, mostly thanks to the Company. Doubtless her eyes had
been opened some.
They
needed a lot of opening. She had spent most of her life cooped up inside the
Palace.
The
white crow turned up every few days but its darker kinfolk did not. Maybe the
Protector was preoccupied elsewhere.
I
wished I had Murgen's talent for leaving his body. I had not had so much as a
good dream since leaving the Grove of Doom. I knew exactly as little as
everyone else. And that was extremely frustrating after having had easy access
to secrets from afar for so long.
Nights
in the mountains get really cold. I told Swan I was tempted to take up his
suggestion that we go off somewhere and set up housekeeping in our own tavern
and brewery. When it got really cold, a few lesser sins did not seem to matter.
57
The
timing of events in Taglios is uncertain because the principal reporter,
Murgen, had maintained such a casual relationship with the concept for the last
decade and a half. But his sketchy descriptions of events in the city following
our departure are of more than passing interest.
At
first the Protector suspected nothing. The stay-behinds planted smoke buttons
and started rumors but with a declining enthusiasm the Taglian peoples began to
sense. At the same time, though, the populace developed an abiding suspicion
that the Protector had done away with the reigning Princess. The people became
less tractable by the hour.
The
arrival of the Great General and his forces guaranteed the peace. Moreover, it
freed the Protector to go hunting enemies instead of spending her time making
sure her friends remained intimidated enough to continue supporting her. In
just days she found the Nyueng Bao warehouse on the waterfront, empty now
except for a few cages occupied by missing members of the Privy Council, none
of whom were in shape to resume their duties. An armamentarium of booby traps
came with the prodigal ministers, of course, but none of those were clever
enough to inconvenience Soulcatcher herself. Quite a few Greys were not so
fortunate. The Protector took rather a heartless view of those who did fall victim
to the Company legacy. "Better to get the dimwits winnowed out now, when
the broader risk is minimal," she told Mogaba. The Great General's
attitude complemented hers precisely.
Questions
asked in the neighborhood produced no information of substance, however
vigorously they were put. The Nyueng Bao merchants had been careful to maintain
a veil around themselves and their businesses. They had even employed the
magical in their quest for greater anonymity. Wisps of confusion spells
persisted yet.
"I
smell those two wizards," Soulcatcher muttered. "But you promised me
that they were dead, didn't you, Great General?"
"I
saw them die myself."
"You'd
better hope you don't irritate me so much you don't survive to see them die
again, for real." Her voice was that of a spoiled child.
The
Great General did not respond. If Soulcatcher frightened him, he showed no
sign. Neither did he betray any anger. He waited, reasonably confident that he
was too valuable to become the victim of an evil caprice. Perhaps, in his heart
of hearts, he thought the Protector was not equally valuable.
"There's
no trace of them," Soulcatcher mumbled later, in a voice academically
cool. "They're gone. Yet the impression of their presence persists, as
bold as a bucket of blood thrown against a wall."
"Illusion,"
Mogaba said. "I'm sure you'd find a hundred instances in the Black Company
Annals of where they drew an enemy's eye in one direction while they moved in
another. Or made someone believe their numbers were far greater than they
actually were."
"You'd
find as many instances in my diaries. If I bothered to keep any. I don't,
because books are nothing but repositories for those lies the author wants his
reader to believe." The voice she used now was the antithesis of academic.
It was that of a man who knew, from painful experience, that education just
taught people sneakier ways to rob you. "They aren't here anymore but they
may have left spies."
"Of
course they did. It's doctrine. But you'll have a hell of a time finding them.
They won't be people anyone else would suspect."
Jaul
Barundandi and two of his assistants laid out a dinner while the Protector and
her champion talked. Their presence attracted no notice. Paranoid though she
was, Soulcatcher paid little heed to the furniture. Every staffer had been
interrogated in the hours following the Radisha's disappearance and no inside
accomplices had been found.
The
Protector was not unaware that she was not as beloved of the staff as the
Radisha had been. But she was not troubled. No mundane attacker had any genuine
hope of penetrating her personal defenses. And these days she had no peer in
this world. Sheer perversity and protracted elu-siveness had put her in a
position to elect herself queen of the world. If she wanted to bother.
Someday,
when she got her head organized, she was going to have to think about that.
Halfway
through a rare meal Soulcatcher paused in mid-chew. She told Mogaba, "Find
me a Nyueng Bao. Any Nyueng Bao. Right now. Right away."
The
lean black man showed no emotion as he rose. "May I ask why?"
"Their
headquarters was inside a Nyueng Bao warehouse. Nyueng Bao have been associated
with the Company since the fighting at Dejagore. The last Annalist married one
of them. He had a child by her. The association may be more than historical
happenstance." She knew a great deal more about Nyueng Bao than she was
willing to share, of course.
Mogaba
inclined his upper body in a ghost of a bow. Mostly he was comfortable working
with Soulcatcher. Mostly he approved of her thinking. He went in search of
someone who could catch him a couple of swamp monkeys.
The
servants hovered around the Protector, perfectly attentive. Idly, she noted
that these three were among the same half dozen who struggled to make her life
easier wherever she happened to be in the Palace. In fact, one or more always
followed her on her exploratory safaris into the maze of abandoned corridors
that made up the majority of the Palace, just in case she needed something.
Lately they had brought life into her personal quarters, which for so long had
been as chill and barren and dusty as the empty sectors.
It was
their nature. It was bred into them. They must serve. Without the Radisha to
fulfill their need for a master, they had had to turn to her.
Mogaba
was away hours longer than she liked. When the man did deign to return, her
voice of choice was spoiled-brat querulous. "Where have you been? What
took you so long?"
"I've
been demonstrating how hard it is to catch the wind. There are no Nyueng Bao
anywhere in the city. The last time anyone can remember seeing any of them was
the day before yesterday, in the morning. They were going aboard a barge that
later headed downriver, toward the swamps. Evidently the swamp people have been
leaving Taglios since before the Radisha disappeared and you hurt your
heel."
Soulcatcher
growled. She did not want to be reminded that she had been tricked. The heel
itself was reminder enough.
"The
Nyueng Bao are a stubborn people."
"Famous
for it," Mogaba agreed.
"I've
visited them twice before. Each time they failed to appreciate my full message.
I suppose I'll have to go preach to them again. And round up any fugitives
they've taken in." It was an obvious conclusion, that the Company
survivors had retreated into the swamps. The Nyueng Bao had taken in fugitives
before. And supportive evidence was available if the Protector cared to dig.
The barges carrying the majority of the Company had gone downriver. You had to
go down into the delta to get to the Naghir River, which was the principal
navigable waterway leading into the south.
Soulcatcher
popped up. She rushed out with the bounce and enthusiasm of a teenager. Mogaba
settled down to contemplate the remains of his meal, which had not yet been
cleared away. One of the servants murmured, "We thought you might wish to
continue, sir. Should you prefer otherwise, we will clear away instantly."
Mogaba
looked up into a bland face that projected eagerness to serve. Nevertheless, he
had a momentary impression that the man was measuring his back for a dagger.
"Take
it away. I'm not hungry."
"As
you wish, sir. Girish, take the leftovers to the charity postern. Make certain
the beggars there know that the Protector is thinking of them."
Mogaba
watched the servants depart. He wondered what had given him the impression that
that man was insincere. The truth supposedly lay in a man's deeds, and that one
never behaved as anything less than a totally devoted servant.
Soulcatcher
stamped into her personal suite. The more she thought about the Nyueng Bao, the
more enraged she became. What would it take to teach those people? That seemed
like something they could work out between them before the sun came up. A night
of shadow-terror ought, at the very least, to put them into a mood to pay
attention.
Soulcatcher
understood herself better than outsiders believed she did. She wondered why she
was in so foul a temper, which seemed to go beyond her usual caprice and
irritability. She belched, hammered her chest with a fist to loosen another
burp. Maybe it was the spicy food. She sensed bad heartburn coming. She felt a
little light-headed, too.
She
climbed to the parapet where she kept the only two flying carpets left in the
world. That could be reached only by the route she followed. She would go down
there and make those swamp monkeys pay for the heartburn, too. Dinner had been
a Nyueng Bao ethnic specialty consisting of big, ugly mushrooms, uglier eels,
and unidentifiable vegetables in a blisteringly spicy sauce, served upon a bed
of rice. It had been a favorite of the Radisha's, served often. The kitchens
had not changed their routines, because the Protector did not care about the
menu.
The
Protector belched again. The growing heartburn seared her insides.
She
jumped on the larger carpet. It creaked under her weight. She ordered it to
head downriver. Fast.
A few
miles out, four hundred feet above the rooftops, streaking faster than a racing
pigeon, sabotaged frame members under the carpet began to snap. Once the first
went, the stress became too much for the others. The carpet disintegrated in
seconds.
A burst
of light flared, bright enough to be seen by half the city. The last thing
Soulcatcher saw, as she arced toward the surface of the river, was a huge
circle of characters declaring "Water Sleeps."
Just
before the flash leaped through his window, a bemused Mogaba discovered a
folded, sealed letter on his spartan cot. Belching, glad he had eaten no more
of that spicy food, he broke the wax and read "My brother
unforgiven." Then the unexpected lightning grabbed his attention. He read
the slogan in the sky, too. All the labor he had invested in learning to read
over the past few years was to be rewarded thus?
What now?
If the Protector was gone? Pretend she was in hiding, too, and make the deceit
a double veil?
He
belched again, settled down on his cot. He did not feel well at all. That was a
baffling new feeling for him. He never got sick.
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A
chatty youngster of native stock and a more than customarily ambitious
disposition interviewed us at the military control point we encountered at the
southern end of the pass. He was not yet old enough to be pompously officious
but he would get there. Personally, he seemed more interested in foreign news
than in contraband or wanted men. "What's going on up north?" he
wanted to know. "We've seen a lot of refugees lately." He examined
our meager possessions without ever looking inside anything.
Gota
and Doj rattled at one another in Nyueng Bao and pretended not to understand
the young man's accented Taglian. I shrugged and responded in Jaicuri at first,
which is close enough to Taglian for the two peoples to understand one another
most of the time, but here it only frustrated the young official. I had no
desire to stand around gossiping with a functionary. "I do not know about
others. We have had nothing but decades of misfortune and suffering. We heard
there were opportunities down here so we abandoned the Land of Our Sorrows and
came."
The
official assumed I meant a particular country, as I had hoped, rather than
recognizing that the Land of Our Sorrows was the Vehdna way of describing where
a convert lived before he became acquainted with God.
"You
say there are many others doing the same as us?" I tried to sound
troubled.
"Recently,
yes. Which is why I feared something might be afoot."
He
feared for the stability of the empire to which he had attached himself. I
could not resist a prank. "There were rumors that the Black Company had
surfaced in Taglios and was warring with the Protector. But there are always
crazy stories about the Black Company. They never mean anything. And they had
nothing to do with our decision."
The
young man became more unhappy. He passed us through without further interest. I
did not bother commending him but he was the only official we had encountered
since leaving Taglios who was making a serious effort to perform his duties.
And he was doing it only in hopes of getting ahead.
I never
had to bring out the richly complex legend I have invented for our foursome, in
which Swan was my second husband, Gota the mother of my deceased first spouse
and Doj her cousin, all of us survivors of the wars. The story would have
played in any region where there had been any extended fighting. Splatchcobbled
family survival teams were not at all uncommon.
I
complained, "I worked on weaving us a history all the way down here and I
never got to use it. Not once. Nobody's doing their job."
Doj
smiled and winked and vanished into the broken ground beside the road, off to
reclaim the weapons we had hidden before approaching the checkpoint.
"Somebody
should do something about that," Swan declared. "Next vice-regal
subofficer I see, I'll march right up and give him a piece of my mind. We all
pay taxes. We have a right to expect more effort from our officials."
Gota
woke up long enough to call Swan an idiot in Taglian and Nyueng Bao. She told
him he ought to shut up before even the God of Fools renounced him. Then she
closed her eyes and resumed snoring. Gota had begun to concern me. She had
shown less life every day for the past few months. Doj seemed to think she
believed she no longer had anything to live for.
Maybe
Sahra could get her going again. We should be joining up with the others before
long. Maybe Sahra could get her excited about rescuing Thai Dei and the
Captured.
I was
troubled about consequences. All these years I had striven toward the
undertaking we would launch before long, and now, for the first time, I had
begun to wonder what success might really mean. Those people buried out there
never were paragons of sanity and righteousness. They had had almost two
decades to ferment in their own juices. They were unlikely to entertain much
brotherly love toward the rest of the world.
And
then there was the guardian demon Shivetya and, somewhere, the enchanted and
enchained thing worshipped by Narayan Singh and the Daughter of Night. Not to
mention the mysteries and dangers of the plain itself. And all the perils we
did not yet know.
Only
Swan had any experience of that. He had nothing positive to report. Nor had
Murgen at any time over the years, though his experiences had been dramatically
different from Swan's. Murgen had experienced the glittering plain in two
worlds at once. Swan seemed to have experienced the version in our world in
sharper focus. Even after so many years he could describe particular landmarks
in exquisite detail.
"How
come you never talked about this before?"
"I
never hid it, Sleepy. But there just don't seem to be much percentage in
volunteering anything in this world. If I admit anything I know about that
place, next thing I'll know is, good old Willow Swan is elected to go back up
there as the guide for a gang of invaders guaranteed to irritate the shit out
of whatever spirits haunt the place. Am I right? Or am I right?"
"You
aren't as stupid as you let on. I thought you didn't see any spirits."
"Not
the way Murgen claimed he saw them but that don't mean I didn't feel them
creeping around. You'll find out. You try to sleep at night when you feel
hungry shadows calling you from a few feet away. It's like being inside a zoo
with all the predators in the world slavering just the other side of the bars.
Bars that you can't see and can't even feel and so have no way of knowing if
they're trustworthy. And all this jabber ain't doing my nerves any good at all,
neither, Sleepy."
"We
may never have to go up there, Swan-if the Key we've got is a fake or isn't any
good anymore. Then there won't be anything we can do but maybe set up your
brewery and pretend.we never heard of the Protector or the Radisha or the Black
Company."
"Be
still, my heart. You know goddamn well that thing's going to be the true Key.
Your god, my gods, somebody's gods have got a boner for Willow Swan and they're
gonna keep making sure that whatever happens, it's gonna be the worst possible
thing and it's gonna happen to me. I oughta run out on you now. I oughta turn
you in to the nearest royal official. Only that would let Soulcatcher know that
I'm still alive. Then she'd get real nasty, asking me why I didn't turn you in
three, four months ago."
"Not
to mention you'd probably get yourself dead long before you could unearth an
official who cared enough to listen to you."
"There's
that, too."
Doj
came back with the weapons. We passed them around, resumed traveling. Swan
continued eloquently describing himself as the firstborn son of Misfortune.
He went
through these spells of high drama.
A half
mile down the road we encountered a small peasants' market. A few old folks and
youngsters who could not contribute much on the farm waited to take advantage
of travelers still shaking from the miseries of the mountains. Fresh foods in
season were their hot sellers but they retailed gossip at no charge as long as
you contributed a few snippets of your own. They found doings beyond the Dandha
Presh particularly intriguing.
I asked
a young girl, who looked like she could be the little sister of the customs
official back up the road, "Do you remember many of the people who came
through here? My father was supposed to have come down ahead of us, to find us
a place to settle." I proceeded to describe Narayan Singh in detail.
The
child was a lighthearted thing, without a care or concern. Chances were she did
not recall what she had eaten for breakfast. She did not remember Narayan but
went off to find someone who might.
"Where
was she when I was young enough to get married?" Swan grumbled.
"She'll be pretty when she's older and she doesn't have a brain in her
head to complicate things."
"Buy
her. Bring her along. Raise her up right."
"I'm
not as pretty as I used to be."
I tried
to think of someone who was. Not even Sahra qualified.
I
waited. Swan muttered. Doj and Gota wandered around, Uncle swapping tales and
Mother examining the wares for sale. Except for the produce, those were feeble.
She did acquire a scrawny chicken. The one positive of our travel team was that
there were no Gunni or Shadar to complicate mealtime. Only Gota, who kept
trying to do the cooking. Maybe I could murder the chicken in her sleep and get
it roasted before she woke up.
The
girl brought a very old man. He was no help, either. He seemed interested only
in telling me what he thought I wanted to hear. But it did seem possible that
Narayan had come through the pass some time before we had.
I hoped
Murgen was on the job and had alerted the others to the possibilities.
Doj and
Gota headed on down the road before I finished with the locals, surprised that
my command of the language was adequate to the task. Evidently Gota was tired
of riding. The donkey certainly could use the break.
"Is
that a pet?" the small girl asked.
"It's
a donkey," I said, really astonished that I had been having so little
trouble communicating. They had donkeys down here, did they not?
"I
know that. I meant the bird."
"Huh!
Well." The white crow was perched on the donkey's pack. It winked. It
laughed. It said, "Sister, sister," and flapped into the air, then
glided on down the mountain.
Swan
said, "I was just thinking I found an up side to this trip. It's not
raining down here."
"Maybe
I'll see if they'll let me have the child. In exchange for your strong
back."
"We're
getting a little too domestic here, Goodwife ... Sleepy? Didn't you ever have a
real name?"
"Anyanyadir,
the Lost Princess of Jaicur. But even now my wicked stepmother has discovered
that I still live and has summoned the princes of the rakshasas to bargain with
them for my murder. Hey! I'm kidding. I'm Sleepy. And you've known me
practically since I started being Sleepy, off and on. So just let it be."
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Once we
cleared the mountains, it was no long journey to the site of Kiaulune.
Incredible destruction had been wrought there during the Shadowmaster wars,
then during the Kiaulune wars between the Radisha and those who chose to keep
faith with the Black Company. A pity most of the wreckage had been cleared away
even before Soul-catcher decided she could declare victory and go north to
claim her new place as Protector of All the Taglias. The Radisha should have
seen it at its worst, to understand what she had wrought by betraying her
contract with the Company. But the worst now existed only in the memories of
survivors. The once-clamorous valley now boasted a sizable town and a
checkerboard of new farms peopled by a mixture of natives, former prisoners of
war and deserters from every conceivable faction. Peace had broken out and was
being enthusiastically exploited on the presumption that it could not possibly
last.
The
transition from the old Kiaulune, once called Shad- owcatch, and the new,
simply called the New Town, saw one thing remain unchanged. Over there on the
far slope of the valley, miles and miles away, beyond the crumbled,
brush-strewn ruins of once-mighty Overlook, where the land quickly changed from
rich green to almost barren brown, was the dreaded thing called the Shadowgate.
It did not stand out but I felt its call. I told my companions, "We have
to be careful not to get in a hurry now. Haste could be deadly."
The
Shadowgate was not just the only way we could get up onto the plain to go free
the Captured, it was also the only portal through which the shadows imprisoned
up there could escape and begin treating the whole world the way their cousins
had the destitute of Taglios. And that gate was in tender shape. The
Shadowmasters had injured and weakened it badly when gaining access to the
shadows they enslaved.
"We're
in complete agreement on that," Uncle Doj replied. "All the lore
emphasizes the need for caution."
There
had been some disagreement between us lately. He had resumed his romance with
the idea of the Company Annalist becoming his understudy in the peculiar role
he played among the Nyueng Bao. The Company Annalist who had no great interest
in the job but Doj was one of those people who just have grave difficulties
getting their minds around the concept "No!"
"That's
new," I said, indicating a small structure a quarter mile below the
Shadowgate, beside the road. "And I don't like its looks." It was
hard to tell from so far but the structure looked like a small fortification
built of stone salvaged from the rubble of Overlook.
Doj
grunted. "A potential complication."
Swan
observed, "We keep standing around looking like spies, somebody's going to
get unpleasant with us."
A point
not without substance, although those in charge seemed awfully lax. It was
obvious that trouble had not visited in a while. Quite probably not since the
Black Company left. "Somebody-probably named me, because I'm the only one
here who looks like what she says she is-will have to go scout around."
The original plan had been for everybody to camp in the barrens not far
downhill from where that new structure now stood.
I was
troubled. Someone should have been watching for us to come out of the
mountains. I hoped that was just Sahra's oversight. She had been married to the
Company for an age but never did learn to think like a soldier. If nobody
offered good advice, or she chose to ignore the advice she was given because,
like many civilians, she could not grasp why all the little horsepuckey things
have to be done, she might not have thought it important to watch for us.
I
prayed it was as simple as that.
Nobody
demanded that I give them the role of scout. Poor me. More sore feet while the
rest of them loafed around in the shade of young pines.
The
white crow materialized minutes after I turned the knee of a hill and the
others were out of sight. It swooped at me and squawked. It swooped at me
again. I tried to swat it like it was some huge, really annoying bug. It
laughed and came back, now squawking what sounded like words.
I got
it. Finally. The bird wanted me to follow it. "Lead on, fell harbinger,
never forgetting that I'm not Gunni and therefore hobbled by no holy ban
against eating meat." I had enjoyed, if that is the proper word, crow stew
several times during the lowest lows of my military career.
The
crow had only my interests at heart. It led me straight to a large tent village
on a hillside overlooking the near outskirts of the New Town. Our people had to
be only some of the refugees housed there but Sahra's hand was obvious
everywhere. The layout was neat and orderly and clean. Exactly as the Captain's
rules insisted, though those are honored mainly in the breech when he is not
around.
I
suffered an immediate conflict. Charge ahead to see everyone I had missed for
months? Or run back and collect my traveling companions? Once I started
grabbing, it might be hours before-
My
choice got made for me. Tobo spotted me.
My
first warning was a shout. "Sleepy!" A mass of churning arms and legs
charged in from the left and collected me in a totally unexpected hug.
I
wriggled loose. "You've grown." A lot. He was taller than me now. And
his voice had deepened. "You won't be able to be Shiki anymore. The great
men of Taglios will be brokenhearted."
"Goblin
says it's time I start breaking the girls' hearts, anyway." There was not
much doubt that he would have the power to do that. He was going to be a
handsome man who had no lack of confidence.
Uncharacteristically,
I slipped an arm around his waist and walked down toward where other familiar
faces had begun to appear. "How was your journey?"
"Mostly
kind of fun, except when they made me study, which was about all the time. Sir
Surendranath is worse than Goblin but he says I could be a scholar. So Mother
always backs them up whenever anybody wants to make me study. But we got to see
a lot of neat things. There was this temple in Praiphurbed that was completely
covered with carvings of people doing it all different ways-oh, I'm
sorry." He reddened.
Tobo
had a mental image of me as a sort of chaste nun. And most of my adult life
would not contradict that view. But I am not against interpersonal adventures,
I am just not interested myself. Probably because, Swan insists, I have not yet
run into the man whose animal presence completely overwhelms my intellectual
reluctance. Swan being a leading authority in his own mind.
He
keeps volunteering. Who knows? Maybe someday I will become curious enough to
experiment, just to find out if I can be touched without running away to my
place to hide.
Now the
others were wishing me welcome with a sincerity that set another place inside
me, a small, warm place, all aglow. My comrades. My brothers. All kinds of
rattle and chatter inundated me. Now we were going to do something. Now we were
going to get somewhere. Now we were going to kick some ass if we had to. Sleepy
was here to figure it all out and tell everybody where and when to stick the
knife.
"God
knows all the secrets and all the jokes," I said, "and I wish He'd
share the secret of the joke that explains why He created such a scruffy bunch
of hired killers." I used a little finger to get rid of a tear before
anybody realized that it was not raining. "You guys look pretty fat for
having been on the road so long."
Somebody
said, "Shit, we been here waiting for you for a whole fuckin' month. Some
of us. The slowest ones got here last week."
"How's
One-Eye doing?" I asked as Sahra wriggled through the throng.
"He's
fucked up," a voice volunteered. "How'd you know ... ?"
I
exchanged hugs with Sahra. She said, "We were start-big to worry." A
question clung to the edge of her statement.
'Tobo.
Your grandmother and Uncle Doj are waiting in the woods back up the road. Run
up and tell them to come on down."
"Where're
the rest?" somebody demanded.
"Swan
is with them. The rest are behind us somewhere. We broke up into three groups
after we reached the highlands. There were crows around. We didn't want to give
them anything obvious to watch."
"We
did the same thing after we left the barges," Sahra told me. "Did you
see many crows? We saw only a few. They might not have been the
Protector's."
"The
white one keeps turning up."
"We
saw it, too. Are you hungry?"
"You
kidding? I've been eating your mother's cooking since we left Jaicur." I
looked around. People were watching who were not Black Company. They might only
be refugees, too, but the enthusiasm of my reception was sure to cause talk.
Sahra
laughed. It sounded more like the laughter of relief than that of good humor.
"How is Mother?"
"I
think there's something wrong, Sahra. She's stopped being nasty, bitter old Ky
Gota. Most of the time she's lost inside herself. And those times when she is
completely aware, she almost has manners."
"In
here." Sahra lifted a tent flap. It was the largest tent in the
encampment. "And Uncle Doj?"
"A
step slower but still Uncle Doj. He wants me to turn Nyueng Bao and be his
apprentice. Like I have a lot of free time being Murgen's apprentice. He says
it's just because he doesn't have anybody else to pass his responsibilities on
to. Whatever they are. He seems to think I should sign on before he tells me
what for."
"Did
you get the Key?"
"We
did. Uncle Doj has it in his pack. But Singh got away. Not unexpectedly. Did he
turn up here? We picked up rumors along the way that gave me the idea that he
was ahead of us and gaining ground. You do still have the girl?"
Sahra
nodded. "But she's a handful. I think bringing her south again put her in
closer touch with Kina. Common sense tells me we should break our promise and
kill her." She settled on a cushion. "I'm glad you're here. I'm
completely worn out. Keeping these people under control when there's so little
for them to do... it's a miracle that we haven't had any major incidents.... I
bought a farm."
"You
what?"
"I
bought a farm. Not far from the Shadowgate. They tell me the soil is lousy, but
it's a place where most of the men can stay out of sight and keep out of
trouble and even stay busy building housing or working the ground so we'll
eventually be self-supporting. Half the gang is over there now. Most of these
guys here would be, too, except that Murgen said you were going to arrive
today. You made good time. We didn't expect you for several more hours."
"Does
that mean you're all caught up on what's going on in the world outside?"
"I
have a particularly talented husband who doesn't always share everything with
me. And I don't always share him with the others. And we both probably
shouldn't be that way. There're a thousand things we need to talk about,
Sleepy. I don't know where to start. So why not just with, how are you?"
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The
brotherhood had to begin moving. Goblin burst into the tent uninvited and
gasped out the news that Murgen said my feted arrival had caught the eyes of
official informants and had aroused the suspicions of the local authorities.
Those folks had been disinclined to investigate the refugee camp before only
due to a complete lack of ambition. I sent Kendo and a dozen men to secure the
southern end of the pass through the Dandha Presh, both to guarantee a
favorable welcome for those coming down behind me and to help keep anyone from
strolling off northward with news about where we were. I sent several small
teams off to capture senior officers and officials before they could become
organized. There was no real, fixed, solid governmental structure here because
the Protector favored the rule of limited anarchy.
It was
obvious that these former Shadowlands, despite their proximity to the glittering
plain, were no more than an afterthought to the powers in Taglios. The troubles
in the region had been settled with a vengeance. The Great General had won the
reputation he had desired. There were few troops and no officials of any renown
here now. It looked like a safe, remote province suitable for rusticating human
embarrassments deemed not worth exterminating.
Even
so, region wide, there were many more of them than there were of us and we were
out of battle practice ourselves. Brains, speed and ferocity would have to
sustain us till we gathered the whole clan and completed preparations to follow
the road up the south side of the valley.
"So,
now you've had your power fix and you've got time to talk, how the hell are
you, Sleepy?" Goblin asked. He looked exhausted.
"Worn
to the bone from traveling but still full of vinegar. It's nice to talk to
somebody where I don't have to lean over backwards to look them in the
eye."
"Walk
in the goddamn door talking that shit. I knew there was a reason I didn't miss
you."
"You
say the sweetest things. How's One-Eye?"
"Getting
better. Having Gota here will hurry it up. But he's never going to be
completely right. He's going to be slow and shaky and have spells where he'll
have trouble remembering what he's doing. And he'll always have trouble
communicating, especially when he's excited."
I
nodded, took a deep breath, said, "And it's going to happen again, isn't
it?"
"It
could. It often does. It doesn't have to, though." He rubbed his forehead.
"Headache. I need some sleep. You can drive yourself crazy trying to deal
with something like this."
"If
you need sleep, you'd better get it now. Things are starting to happen. We'll
need you fresh when it gets exciting."
"I
knew there was another reason I didn't miss you. You haven't been here long
enough to blow your nose and already people and things are flying all over,
getting ready to beat each other in the head."
"It's
my perky personality. Think I should visit One-Eye?"
"Up
to you. But he'll be heartbroken if you don't. He's probably already all bent
out of shape because you came and saw me first."
I asked
how to find One-Eye and left Goblin. I noted that refugees not associated with
the Company were sneaking out of the camp. There were signs of excitement over
in the New Town, too.
Gota,
Doj and Swan were nearing the camp from the uphill side. Tobo larked around
them like an excited pup. I wondered where Swan would stand once the real
excitement started. He would stay neutral as long as he could, probably.
"You
look better than I expected," I told One-Eye, who was actually doing
something when I ducked into his tent. "That spear? I thought you lost it
ages ago." The weapon in question was an elaborately carved and decorated
artifact of extreme magical potency that he had begun crafting back during the
siege of Jaicur. Its designated target then had been the Shadowmaster
Shadowspinner. Later, he had continued improving it so he could use it against
Longshadow. That spear was so darkly beautiful that it seemed a sin to use it
just to kill someone.
One-Eye
took his time collecting himself. He looked up at me. There was less of him
than there was when last I had seen him, and even then he had been just a shell
of the One-Eye I remembered from when I was young.
"No."
Just
that one word. None of the usual creative invective or accusations and insults.
He did not want to embarrass himself. The results of the stroke were more
crippling emotionally than physically. He had been master of his surroundings
for two hundred years, far beyond the dreams of men, but now he could not count
on being able to speak a complete, coherent sentence.
"I'm
here. I've got the Key. And things have begun to happen already."
One-Eye
nodded slowly. I hope he understood. There had been a woman in Jaicur, she was
a hundred nineteen when she died, they said. In all my years I never saw her do
anything but sit in a chair and drool. She understood nothing anyone said to
her. She had to be changed like a baby. She had to be fed like a baby. I did
not want that to happen to One-Eye. He was old and cantankerous and a major
pain more often than not, but he was a fixture of my universe. He was my
brother.
"272
"That
other woman. That married one. She does not have the fire." His words were
a ghost of speech. When he talked, his hands shook too badly to hold his tools.
"She's
afraid to succeed."
"And
afraid not to. You are busy, Little Girl." He beamed because he had gotten
that out without much trouble. "You do what you must. But I have to talk
to you again. Soon. Before this happens to me again." He spoke slowly and
with great care. "You are the one." He was tiring, so great was his
mental effort. He beckoned me closer, murmured, "Soldiers live. And wonder
why."
Someone
threw the tent flap back. Brilliant light burst inside. I knew it was Gota
without being able to see. Her odor preceded her. "Try not to make him
talk too much. He's worn out."
"I
have seen this problem before." Cold, yet civil. More animated than she
had been for some time but still not the caustic, frequently irrational Gota of
last year. "I will be of more value here." Her accent was much less
heavy than usual. "Go kill someone, Stone Soldier."
"Been
a while since anybody called me that."
Gota
bowed mockingly as she waddled past. "Bone Warrior. Soldier of Darkness,
go forth and conjure the Children of the Dead from the Land of Unknown Shadows.
All Evil Dies There an Endless Death."
I
stepped outside, baffled. What was that all about?
Behind
me, "Calling the Heaven and the Earth and the Day and the Night."
I
thought I had heard that formula before but could not recall the place or the
context. Surely it was sometime when a person of the Nyueng Bao conviction was
being particularly cryptic.
The
excitement had increased. Someone had stolen some horses already ... had
acquired them. Let us not leap too far with our conclusions. Several riders
were charging around, unguided by any rational plan. Something should have been
in place for a situation like this. I grumbled, "This's what happens when
nobody wants to take charge.
You
three men! Get over here! What in the name of God are you doing?"
After
listening to their hemming and hawing, I gave some orders. They galloped off
with messages. I murmured, "There is no God but God. God is the Almighty,
Boundless in Mercy. Show Mercy unto me, O Lord of the Seasons. Let mine enemies
be even more confused than my friends." I felt like I was inside the eye
of a storm of screwups.
My
fault? All I did was show up. If I was likely to have that effect, someone
should have met me away from witnesses and led me to Sahra's farm. That might
have given us time to get into shape, with nobody the wiser.
We
really had very little formal organization, no declared chain of command, and
no established table of responsibility. We had no real policies other than
fixed enmities and an emotional commitment to release the Captured. We had
deteriorated into little more than a glorified bandit gang and I was
embarrassed. It was partly my fault.
I
rubbed my behind. I had a distinct feeling the Captain was going to catch up on
years' worth of chew-outs. I could make all the excuses I wanted about only
being a stand-in for Murgen while he was buried, but I had been chosen as his
understudy. And the Annalist is often the Standard-bearer, too, and the
Standardbearer is generally designated because those in command think he is
capable of becoming Lieutenant and possibly, eventually, Captain. Which meant
that Murgen had seen something in me a long time ago and the Old Man had not
found cause to disagree with him. And I had done nothing with that but have a
good time designing torments for our enemies while a woman who was not a
pledged member of the Company assumed most of its leadership by default.
Sahra's courage and intelligence and determination were beyond reproach but her
skills as a soldier and commander were less so. She meant well but she did not
understand strategies not designed around her own needs and desires. She wanted
to resurrect the Captured, of course, but not for the benefit of the Black
Company. She wanted her husband back. To Sahra, the Company was just a means of
achieving her ends.
We were
about to pay the price of my reluctance to step forward and serve the interests
of the Company.
We were
hardly more than the gang of thugs the Protector claimed us to be. I was
willing to bet that any determined resistance we encountered hereabouts was
likely to shatter what little family spirit the Company had left. We would have
to pay for forgetting who and what we were. And my anger, mainly at myself,
made me seem twice life-size. I stomped around screaming and foaming at the
mouth and before long had bullied everyone into doing something useful.
And
then a sorry bunch of ragamuffins trudged out of the New Town and headed for
the refugee camp like a reluctant flock of geese, honking and straggling all
over. They numbered about fifty and carried weapons. The steel was more
impressive than the soldiers carrying it. The local armorer did his job well.
Whoever trained recruits did not. They were more pathetic than my gang. And my
guys had the advantage of having knocked people over the head before and so had
little reluctance to hurt someone again. Particularly if that someone
threatened them.
"Tobo.
Go get Goblin."
The boy
eyed the approaching disorder. "I can handle that clusterfuck, Sleepy.
One-Eye and Goblin have been teaching me their tricks."
Scary
idea, a frenetic teenager with their skills and their lunatic lack of
responsibility. "That might well be. You might be a god. But I didn't tell
you to handle it. I told you to go get Goblin. So move it."
Red
anger flooded his face but he went. If I had been his mother, he would have
argued until the wave of southerners rolled over us.
I
walked toward the soldiers, painfully conscious that I still wore the rags I
had had on since the day we sneaked out of Taglios. Nor was I equipped with
anything remarkable in the way of weapons. I carried a stubby little sword
"
that never had been much use for anything but chopping wood. I was always at my
best as the kind of soldier who stands off at a distance and plinks the enemy
when he is not looking.
I found
a suitable spot and waited, arms crossed.
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No
grand effort had been made to train these troops or clothe them well. Which
reflected the Protector's disdain for petty detail. What threat could the
fledgling Taglian empire possibly face out here at the edge of beyond, anyway?
There were no threats from beyond the borders.
The
officer leading the pack was overweight, which also told me something about the
local military. Peace had persisted for a decade but times were not yet so
favorable that this country could support many fat men.
Huffing
and puffing, the officer could not speak first. I told him, "Thank you for
coming. It shows initiative and a mind capable of recognizing the inevitable
swiftly. Have your men stack their weapons over there. Assuming everything goes
the way it should, we'll be able to let them go home in two or three
days."
The
officer gulped some more air while he strove to understand what he was hearing.
Evidently this little person had some mad notion that she had the upper hand.
Though he had no way of telling if I was he, she or it.
I
allowed the rags at my throat to fall open long enough for him to see the Black
Company medallion I wore as a pendant on a silver chain. "Water
sleeps," I told him, sure rumor had had plenty of time to carry that
slogan to the ends of the empire.
Though
I failed to intimidate him into ordering his men to disarm instantly, I did buy
a few moments for the rest of the gang to gather. And a grim-looking band of
cutthroats they were. Goblin and Tobo came down to stand beside me.
Sahra
shouted at her son from somewhere behind us but he ignored her. He had decided
he was one of the big boys now and that stinking Goblin kept encouraging his
fantasies.
I said,
"I suggest you disarm. What's your name? What's your rank? If you don't
get rid of the weapons, a lot of people will get hurt and most of them are
going to be you. It doesn't have to be that way. If you cooperate."
The fat
young man gulped air. I do not know what he had expected. This was not it. I was
not it. I expect he was used to bullying refugees too battered by fate to even
consider resisting another humiliation.
Goblin
cackled. "Here's your chance, kid. Show us what you got."
"Here's
one I've been practicing when nobody was around." Tobo kept on talking but
in a whisper so soft I could not make out the words. In a few seconds I did not
care about the words, anyway. Tobo began turning into something that was no
gangly teenage boy. Tobo began turning into something I did not want to be around.
The kid
was a shapeshifter? Impossible. That stuff took ages to master.
At
first I thought he was going to become some mythical being, a troll, an ogre,
or some misshapen and befanged creature still essentially human in shape, but
he went on to become something insectoid, mantislike but big and really ugly
and really smelly and getting bigger and uglier and smellier by the second.
I
realized I did not smell so good myself. Which is usually a clue that you smell
pretty awful to those around you, since you are not normally aware of your own
odor.
Like
most of what he saw from his teachers, Tobo was presenting an illusion, not
undergoing a true transformation. But the southerners did not know that.
I was
part of an illusion of my own. Goblin's huge grin told me who was behind the
little practical joke, too. He was not too far over the top with it, either, so
I might not have noticed had I not been alerted by what was happening with
Tobo.
I
seemed to be becoming some more-traditional nightmare. Something like what you
might expect to see if for generations they had been saying that the Black
Company was made up of guys who ate their own young when they could not roast
yours.
"Have
your men stack their weapons. Before this gets out of hand."
Tobo
made a clacking noise with his mouth parts. He sidled forward, rotating his bug
head oddly as he considered where to start munching. The officer seemed to
understand instinctively that predators take the fat ones first. He discarded
his weapons where he stood, having no inclination to get any closer to Tobo.
I said,
"Men, you might help these fellows dispose of their tools." My own
people were as stunned as the native soldiers were. I was stunned myself but
remained plenty scared enough to take advantage while we retained the upper
hand psychologically. I went around to the other side of the soldiers, putting
them between horrors. Horrors they were not yet sure were entirely illusions.
Sorcerers conjured some pretty nasty creatures sometimes. Or so I have heard.
That
must be true. My brothers had told me about the ones they had seen. The Annals
told me about more.
The
southerners began to give up their weapons. Spiff or Wart or somebody
remembered to make them lie down on their bellies. Once a handful got it
started, the rest found themselves short on the will to resist, too.
Sahra
could not hold back anymore. She tied into Goblin. "What are you doing to
my son, you crazy old man! I told you I don't want him playing with-"
A Ssss!
and a Clack! erupted from Tobo. A claw on the tip of a very long limb snipped
at Sahra's nose.
The kid
was going to be sorry about that stunt later.
Uncle
Doj hustled up. "Not now, Sahra. Not here." He pulled her away. His
grip evidently caused her considerable distress. Her anger did not subside but
her voice did. The last thing I heard her say was something unflattering about
her grandmother, Hong Tray.
I said,
"Goblin, enough with the show. I can't talk to this man if I look like a
rakshasa's mother."
"It
ain't me, Sleepy. I'm just here to watch. Take it up with Tobo." He
sounded as innocent as a baby.
Tobo
was preoccupied, having altogether too much fun playing the scary monster. I
told Goblin, "You're going to be teaching him that stuff, you'd better put
some time into getting across the concept of self-discipline, too. Not to
mention, you need to teach him not to bullshit people. I know who's doing what
to whom here, Goblin. Stop it."
I was
not disappointed to discover that Tobo had some talent. It was almost
inevitable, actually. It was in his blood. What troubled me was the time of
life when Goblin and, presumably, One-Eye had chosen to lure his talent into
the open. In my opinion, Tobo was at exactly the wrong age to become
all-powerful. If no one controlled him while he learned to rule himself, he
could become another perpetual adolescent chaotic like Soulcatcher.
"All
part of the program, Sleepy. But you need to understand that he's already more
mature and more responsible than you or his mother want to admit. He's not a
baby. You have to remember that most of what you see in him is him showing you
what he thinks you expect to see. He's a good kid, Sleepy. He'll be all right
if you and Sahra don't mother him to death. And right now he's at an age when
you have to back off and let him stub his toes or regret it later."
"Child-rearing
advice from a bachelor?"
"Even
a bachelor can be smart enough to know when the child-rearing part is over.
Sleepy, this boy has a big, hybrid talent. Be good to him. He's the future of
the Black Company. And that's what that old Nyueng Bao granny woman foresaw
when she first saw Murgen and Sahra together, back during the siege."
"Marvelous
reasoning, old man. And your choice of time to bring that to my attention is
typically, impeccably inconvenient. I've got fifty prisoners to deal with. I've
got a pudgy little new boyfriend here and I need to convince him that he ought
to help me talk his fellow captains into coop- crating with us. What I don't
have is time to deal with the difficult side of Tobo's adolescence. Pay
attention. In case you haven't noticed, we're no longer a secret. The Kiaulune
wars have started up again. I wouldn't be surprised if Soul-catcher herself
didn't turn up someday. Now get me out of this imaginary ugly suit so I can do
whatever I have to do."
"Oh,
you're so forceful!" Goblin made the illusion go away. He made the one
surrounding the boy fade, too. Tobo seemed surprised that he could be overruled
so easily, but the little wizard softened the blow to his ego by immediately
engaging him in a technical critique of what he had accomplished.
I was
impressed by what I had seen. But Tobo as the future of the Company? That made
me real uncomfortable, despite its questionable reassurance that the Company
did have a future.
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I
stirred the fat officer with a toe. "Come on. Hop up here. We need to
talk. Spiff, let the rest of these people sit up as soon as their weapons are
cleared away. I'll probably let them go home in a little while. Goblin, you
want to go face the music with Sahra? Get that out of the way so it isn't just
waiting for a bad time to blow up on us?"
The fat
officer got his feet under him. He looked very, very unhappy, which I could
understand. This was not his best day. I took hold of his arm. "Let's you
and me take a walk."
"You're
a woman."
"Don't
let it go to your head. Do you have a name? How about a rank or title?"
He
offered a regional name about a paragraph long, filled with the unmanageable clicks
that mess up a language otherwise already unfit for the normal human tongue: As
proof of my assertion, I offer my inability to manage it at much more than a
pidgin level despite having spent years in the area.
I
picked out what sounded like it identified his personal place in the genealogy
of a nation. "I can call you Suvrin, then?" He winced. I got it after
a moment. Suvrin was a diminutive. No doubt he had not been called that by
anyone but his mother for twenty years.
Oh,
well. I had a sword. He did not.
"Suvrin,
you've probably heard rumors to the effect that we're not nice people. I want
to put your mind at ease. Everything you've ever heard is true. But this time
we're not here to loot and pillage and rape the livestock the way we did last
time. We're really just passing through, we hope with minimal dislocation for
everybody, both us and you. What I need from you, assuming you'd rather
cooperate than lie in a grave being walked on by some replacement who will, is
a bit of official assistance aimed at hurrying us on our way. Have I been going
too fast for you?"
"No.
I speak your language well."
"That's
not what I-never mind. Here's what's happening. We're going to go up on the
glittering plain-"
"Why?"
Pure fear filled his voice. He and his ancestors had lived in terror of the
plain since the coming of the Shad-owmasters.
I
offered a bit of nonsense. "For the same reason the chicken crossed the
road. To get to the other side."
Suvrin
found that concept so novel he could think of no response.
I
continued, "It'll take us a while to get ready. We have to assemble
provisions and equipment. We have to scout some things. And not all of our
people have arrived yet. I'd just as soon not fight a war at the same time. So
I want you to tell me how to avoid that."
Suvrin
offered an inarticulate grumble.
"What's
that?"
"I
never wanted to be in the army. My father's doing. He wanted me away from the
family, someplace where I couldn't embarrass him, but he also wanted me doing
something he felt to be in keeping with the family dignity. He thought if I was
a soldier, there'd be nothing I could mess up. We had no enemies who could
embarrass me."
"Stuff
happens. Your father should know that. He's lived long enough to have a grown-up
son."
"You
don't know my father."
"You
might be surprised. I've met plenty just like him. Probably some that were way
worse. There's nothing new in this world, Suvrin. And that includes all kinds
of people. How many more soldiers are there around here? How many all told on
this side of the mountains? Do any of them have any special loyalty to Taglios?
Will they abandon Taglios if the pass is closed?" The Territories south of
the Dandha Presh were vast but weak. Longshadow had exploited them mercilessly
for more than a generation, then the Shadow-master and Kiaulune wars had
devastated them.
"Uh
.. ." He wriggled but not hard. Just enough to satisfy his self-image.
We
spent the remainder of the day together. Suvrin made the transitions from grudging
prisoner to nervous accomplice to helpful ally. He was easily led,
overresponding to modest praise and expressions of gratitude. My guess was that
he had not had many nice things said to him during his young life. And he was
scared to death that I would demolish him the instant he did fail to cooperate.
We sent
the rest of the soldiers home as soon as our men stripped the New Town armory.
Most of the weapons stored there looked like they had been picked up off old
battlefields and treated with contempt ever since by the armorer whose work I
had so much admired earlier.
I found
the man and drafted him. He was a prima donna, a master with an artist's
attitude. I figured One-Eye could tame him.
Suvrin
accompanied me when I went across to the farm Sahra had acquired. Poor leader
though he was, Suvrin really was in charge of all the armed forces in the
Kiaulune region. Which said very little for the quality of his men or for the
wisdom and commitment of his superiors. But I decided to keep him handy. He was
useful as a symbol, if nothing else.
When I
went across I insisted that everyone else make the move, too. I wanted everyone
not out on picket duty or patrol in one place so we could respond quickly, in
strength, to any threat.
I told
Suvrin, "I've neutralized the whole province except for that little fort
below the Shadowgate. Right?" That stronghold had sealed its gate. The men
inside would not respond to the messenger I sent.
Suvrin
nodded. He was having second thoughts, too late.
"Will
they leave if you tell them to go?"
"No.
They're foreigners. Left by the Great General to keep the road to the
Shadowgate closed."
"How
many?"
"Fourteen."
"Good
soldiers?"
Embarrassed,
"Much better than mine." Which might only mean that they could march
in step.
"Tell
me about their fort. How are they set for water and provisions?"
The fat
man hemmed and hawed.
"Suvrin,
Suvrin. You have to think about this."
"Uh
..."
"You
can't get in any deeper than you already are. You can only do your best to get
back out. Too many people have seen you cooperating already. I'm sorry, buddy.
You're stuck." I fought sliding into the character of Vajra the Naga,
seductive as it was. It was so blessedly useful.
Suvrin
made a sound suspiciously like a whimper.
"Courage,
Cousin Suvrin. We live with it every day. All you can do is put on a
death's-head grin and tug on their beards and yank out their tail feathers.
Here we go. This looks like the place." A poorly built structure had
loomed out of the darkness. Light leaked out through the roof and walls both. I
wondered why they bothered. Maybe it was still under construction. I could make
out the vague shapes of tents beyond it.
Something
stirred on the rooftree as I pulled the door hanging aside so Suvrin could
enter. The white crow. A soft chuckle came from the bird. "Sister, sister.
Taglios begins to waken." The thing took wing. I watched it fade in the
light of a rising fragment of moon. That had been pretty clear.
I
shrugged and went inside. I could worry about the white crow next week, once I
finally got a chance to go to bed. "Are any of you guys aware that we're
at war? That under similar circumstances every army since the dawn of time has
put out sentries to watch for people sneaking up?"
Several
dozen faces watched me blandly. Goblin asked, "You didn't see
anybody?"
"There's
nothing out there to see, old man."
"Ah.
And you got here alive, too." Which remark left me to understand that
there were dire traps out there, held in abeyance only by the alert
decision-making of sentries I not only overlooked but whose presence I never
suspected.
"All
I can say to that is, somebody must have taken a bath sometime since the turn
of the century." The same could not be said for most of the crowd inside
that shelter. Which might be the reason the roof and walls were so porous.
"This is my new friend Suvrin. He was the captain of the local garrison. I
blew in his ear and he decided he wanted to help us so we would go away before
the Protector shows up and makes life tough for everybody."
Somebody
in back said, "You could blow in mine and- ow! What the fuck you hit me
for, Willow?"
Vajra
the Naga said, "Knock it off. Swan, keep your hands to yourself. Vigan, I
don't want to hear your mouth again. You should know better. What've you guys
done to get ready to knock over that tower over by the Shadowgate?"
Nobody
said a word.
"You
guys obviously did something while you were waiting around." I gestured at
our surroundings. "You managed to build a house. Badly. Or a barracks. But
you didn't do anything else? There're no scouts out? No planning got done? No
preparations got made? Was there something going on that I haven't heard about
yet?"
Goblin
sidled up. In an uncharacteristic tone he murmured, "Don't press these
issues. Now isn't the time. Just tell people what to do and send them out to do
it."
I trust
the little wizard's wisdom occasionally. "Sit down. Here's what we'll do.
Dig out whatever fireball launchers we have left. Vigan, pick ten men. Carry
the heaviest launcher yourself. The others can carry lighter ones. If there
aren't enough to go around, bring bows. We'll go take care of this right now.
Vigan, choose your team."
The man
who had made the mistake of irritating me rose. In a surly tone he named his
helpers. Chances were all of them had irritated him sometime recently. It rolls
downhill.
In the
few minutes it took Vigan to get ready, I had the others tell me things they
thought I ought to know.
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I had
the men encircle the little fort. We carried torches and made no effort to
sneak. Per instructions, Vigan carried the heaviest piece of bamboo. It had an
interior diameter of three inches. He told me, "There's supposed to be
only a couple, three balls left in this one."
"That
ought to be enough. Right here should be fine." A good archer with a
strong bow might cause us trouble but those were exceeding rare in modern
Taglian armies. Mogaba was a warrior. He believed real men got in close, where
they could get splattered with each other's blood when they fought. It was a
blind spot we had exploited more than once during the Kiaulune wars and would
exploit again until he figured it out.
Goblin
shuffled into position behind us. Tobo did, too. They said nothing, which must
have been a trial for the boy. He talked in his sleep.
"What
do I do?" Vigan asked.
"Let
them have one. Through the stonework right above the gate." Louder, I
said, "Stand fast. Nobody do anything until I tell you."
The
first two times Vigan turned his hand release crank, nothing happened.
"Is
it empty?" I asked.
"It's
not supposed to be."
Goblin
advised, "Try again, then. It's been over ten years since it was used.
Maybe it just needs to be loosened up."
I
mused, "I'll bet nobody's bothered to keep the mechanism clean. And you
folks wondered why I wanted to hire an armorer. Go ahead. Crank it again.
Carefully, so you don't lose your aim."
Whack!
Crackle-crackle-crackle-sizzle! into the distance. The fireball ripped right
through the little fortification's two outside walls and whatever lay between
them. Stone steamed and ran. The scarlet ball wobbled through the air for
several miles more, gave up the last of its momentum, gradually darkened as it
drifted to earth beyond the ruins of Overlook.
"Move
to the left a few yards, drop your aiming point five feet, then do it
again."
Vigan
was having fun now. There was a bounce to his step as he moved to his new
position. This time it took only one extra turn of the crank to get the
fireball launched.
A
blistering, lime-colored ball ripped through the fortification. It hit
something significant inside. It had almost no energy left when it appeared on
the far side.
A gout
of steam blew out the top of the tower. "Must've gotten a water
barrel," I said. Water and the fireballs made a wicked combination
resulting in storms of superheated steam. "Suvrin, where are you?"
Two fireballs should have gotten their attention inside, should have gotten the
survivors to thinking. Now I could begin placing my shots. "Suvrin! Have
you ever been inside that rockpile?"
The fat
man came forward reluctantly. When he was close by me, his face was in the
light. The garrison inside would remember him. He wanted to lie to me, too, I
could see. But he did not have the courage. "Yes."
"What's
the layout? It doesn't look like it could be that complicated."
"It
isn't. Animals and storage on the ground floor. They can pile up stuff behind
the gate so you can't knock it in. They live on the second floor. It's just one
big room. There's a stove for cooking and pallets for sleeping and racks of
weapons and that's about it."
"And
the roof is basically just a fighting platform, right? Wait a minute, Vigan.
Don't spend any more fireballs than we have to. Let them think for a while now.
Maybe they'll give up. They know I didn't hurt Suvrin's men. Tobo, circle
around and tell all the men that if they have to launch a fireball, we need it
to go through the second level. Preferably low. They'll probably get down on
the floor when death starts coming through."
"Can
I shoot one of those things, Sleepy?"
"Get
the message out first." I watched him scoot off. He did not expose himself
unnecessarily. Faces could be seen occasionally behind the archers' embrasures
over yonder. A couple of arrows had come out and fallen harmlessly. I told
Goblin, "If anybody had been paying attention, we'd have the place mapped
down to the last cot and table and we'd know exactly where to aim every
fireball to get the best effect."
"You're
absolutely right again. Just as you always are. Be quiet for a second. There's
something going on here. Those men aren't as scared as they should be."
As he
spoke, I glimpsed a face peeking over the parapet. A moment later the white
crow plummeted out of the night. It knocked the leather helmet off the soldier.
I
yelled, "Everybody wake up! They're about to pull something!"
Goblin
had started muttering already. He was doing something odd with his fingers.
Men
jumped up atop the little fort. Each had something in hand, ready to throw. A
half-dozen fireballs squirted their way without my approval. One grenadier went
down but not before he launched his missile.
Glass,
I saw. Same type One-Eye had used to make firebombs, years ago. We still had a
few of those, too. But throwing firebombs at us out here would be pointless. We
were too far away to be reached.
"Aim
low!" I yelled. "Shadows coming!" That was not a shout that had
been heard for an age but it was one the veterans remembered and could respond
to without ever thinking.
Goblin
was already wobbling across the slope in as near a sprint as his old bones
could manage, still muttering and wiggling his fingers. Pink sparks leaped
between his fingers and slithered around amongst his few remaining hairs. He
grabbed a skinny little bamboo pole from one of the men. It had been painted
with black stripes, meaning that its dedicated purpose was use against shadows.
Fireballs
flew. Some peppered the fortress. Some dove after the shadows that spilled out
of the breaking glass containers. Suvrin began whimpering behind me. I told
him, "Don't run. They'll get you for sure. They love a fleeing
victim."
There
was a lot of screaming inside the fortress. Fireballs streaking through had
found human targets. In their way, the fireballs were almost as bad as the
killing shadows.
One of
my men began shrieking when a shadow found him. But he was the only one.
Goblin's spell helped some. The quick use of fireballs helped more.
Goblin
began loosing fireballs from the pole he had snagged but sent them racing
northward instead of toward the stubborn little fort. He quit after only a few
tries. He came back to me. "They've done their job, those brave boys in
there. They got their warning away." He was as sour as a lemon slice under
the tongue.
"So
I take it Soulcatcher didn't die when she hit the water." I had heard the
news from Taglios only up to the part where the Protector's carpet had fallen
apart in midair, with her streaking along four hundred feet above the river.
The
break coming at that point had not been because anyone was trying to make
things particularly dramatic, it was just because there was too much going on
to have a lot of. time left for catching up. Especially where Murgen was
concerned. Murgen seemed to be employed full time easing Sahra's frights and
concerns.
"She
was one of the Ten Who Were Taken, Sleepy. Those people don't hurt easy. Hell,
she survived having her head cut off. She carried it around in a box for about
fifteen years."
I
grunted. Sometimes it was hard to remember that Soul-catcher was much more than
just an unpleasant, distant senior official. "They likely to have any more
surprises in there?" I meant the question for Suvrin but Goblin answered.
"If
they did, they would've used them. You thinking about going in after
them?"
"Oh,
heck no! Somebody might get hurt. Somebody besides them. Suvrin, go over there
and tell them if they surrender in the next half hour, I'll let them go. If
they don't, I'll kill them all before the hour is up."
The fat
man started to protest. Vigan poked his behind with the tip of a dagger. I told
Suvrin, "If they do anything to you, I'll avenge you."
"That's
a big weight off my heart."
Goblin
asked, "How are you going to avenge anybody? Considering you're not going
to go in there after them."
"That's
what we have wizards for. This looks like a wonderful opportunity for you to
give Tobo some on-the-job training."
"Am
I surprised? Not hardly. For a hundred years it's been, 'What do we do now?' 'I
don't know. Let's let Goblin handle it.' I oughta just take a hike and let you
figure it out for yourself."
"I'm
tired. I'm going to sit down here and rest my eyes until Suvrin gets
back."
I heard
Goblin tell Vigan to put another heavyweight fireball into the corner of the
fortification, along the length of the wall so all its energy would be spent
devouring the pale limestone. There was a solid thump! swiftly followed by the
smell of superheated limestone. As I drifted away, Goblin muttered something
about burning them out.
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The
surface of the river was not friendly when Soul-catcher hit it but neither was
the impact like hitting stone from the same altitude. Her fall had been long
enough to allow her time to prepare for the landing.
Even
so, the collision was brutal enough to extract her consciousness temporarily.
But she had prepared for that, too, between curses. When consciousness returned
she was drifting downriver with the flood, head above the surface. It being the
rainy season, the river was high and the current brisk. It took a great effort
to complete the swim to the south bank. By the time she crawled out of the
flood and collapsed, she was a half-dozen miles downstream from where she had
gone in, which was outside the city proper, in a domain best known for its
jackals, of both the two- and four-legged varieties. It was said that leopards
still hunted there at night, the occasional crocodile could be found along the
shore, and it was not that many years since a tiger had come visiting from down
the river.
The
Protector experienced no difficulties with any mad or hungry thing. A hundred
crows perched around her, standing guard. Others flapped about in the darkness
until squadrons of bats had gathered. Birds and bats together discouraged the
scavengers and predators till Soulcatcher awakened and in a fit of pique, sent
an entire band of jackals racing away with their pelts aflame.
She
stumbled toward home, regaining strength slowly, muttering about growing old
and less resilient. A tremor entered the voice she chose to inveigh against the
preda-tions of time.
Eventually
she reached the home of a moneylender, where she commandeered transportation
back to the Palace. She arrived there somewhat after the breakfast hour in a
temper so foul that the entire staff made a point of becoming invisible. Only
the Great General came to inquire after her well-being. And he went away when
she started snarling and snapping.
Though
she reveled in her paranoia, Soulcatcher did not suspect that her accident had
been anything else until she examined her remaining carpet preparatory to
another effort to fly off to entertain the Nyueng Bao. Then she discovered that
the light wooden-frame members on which the carpet was stretched had been
weakened by strategic saw cuts.
The who
and probable why became clear within seconds. She sent out a summons to Jaul
Barundandi and his associates.
Surprise.
Barundandi was nowhere to be found. He had been called out of the Palace for a
family emergency, he had said, just moments after her return. So the Greys
reported when told to investigate.
"What
an amazing coincidence. Find him. Find the men he worked with regularly. We
have a great deal to discuss."
Greys
scattered. One bold captain, however, remained behind to report, "Rumor in
the city says the Bhodi intend to resume their self-immolations. They want the
Radisha to come out and address their concerns personally."
The
news did not improve Soulcatcher's temper. "Ask them if they would like me
to donate the naphtha they need. I'm feeling particularly charitable today.
Also ask them if they can hold off starting long enough for the carpenters to
put up grandstands so more of the Radisha's good subjects can enjoy the
entertainment. I don't care what those lunatics do. Get out of here! Find that
Barundandi slug!" The voice she used was informed with a potent lunacy.
Jaul
Barundandi's luck was mixed. He managed to avoid the attentions of the bats and
crows and shadows the Pro- tector released when the Greys had no immediate
success in locating him, but an informer eventually betrayed him when the
reward for his capture grew large enough. The lie was that he had attacked and
severely wounded the Radisha, that only the Protector's swift intercession with
her most powerful sorcery had saved the Princess's life. The Radisha's
situation remained grave.
The
Taglian people loved their Radisha. Jaul Barundandi discovered that he had no
friends but his accomplices and it was one of those who betrayed him in
exchange for a partial reward (the Grey officers pocketing the bulk) and a
running start.
Jaul
Barundandi suffered terrible torments and tried hard to cooperate so the pain
would stop but he could tell the Protector nothing that she wanted to know. So
she had him put into a cage and hung fifteen feet above the place where the
Bhodi disciples generally chose to give up their lives and issued a rescript
encouraging passersby to throw stones. It was her intent that he hang there
indefinitely, his suffering neverending, but sometime during the first night,
somehow, someone managed to toss him a piece of poisoned fruit while leaving
his betrayer and a murdered Grey below, each with a piece of paper in his mouth
bearing the characters for "Water Sleeps." Crows savaged both corpses
before they were discovered.
It was
the last time Black Company tokens would be seen but their appearance was
sufficient to provoke the Protector almost beyond reason. For days the
still-loyal remnants of the Greys remained extremely busy making arrests, most
of them of people unable to guess what they had done to irk Soulcatcher.
She
never did get to the Nyueng Bao swamp despite having made necessary repairs to
her remaining carpet. Taglios became more fractious by the hour. She had to
devote her entire attention to keeping the city tamed.
Then
came the faithful and tattered little shadow that had made its way through
mountains and forests, over lakes and rivers and plains, in order to bring her
news of what was happening in the nethermost south.
Soulcatcher
screamed a scream of rage so potent that the entire city became informed of it
instantly. Immigrants began to rehearse the wisdom of a return to the
provinces.
The Great
General and two of his staff officers broke through the door to the Protector's
apartment, certain she needed rescuing. Instead, they found her pacing
furiously and debating herself in half a dozen voices. "They have the Key.
They must have the Key. They must have murdered the Deceiver. Maybe they made
an alliance with Kina. Why would they go down there? Why would they go onto the
plain after what happened to the last group? What keeps pulling them out there?
I've read their Annals. There's nothing in those. What do they know? The Land
of Unknown Shadows? They cannot have developed an entirely new and independent
oral tradition since they served me in the north. If it's important one of them
will record it. Why? Why? What do they know that I don't?"
Soulcatcher
became aware of Mogaba and his men. The latter looked around nervously, trying
to figure out where the voices were coming from. When Soulcatcher became
excited, those seemed to come from everywhere at once.
"You.
Have you caught me any terrorists yet?"
"No.
Nor shall I unless an angry family member comes forward because he thinks it
would be a good way to get even. There won't be more than a handful left here
and those probably don't know each other. I gather, from what I overheard, that
they've gone back to Shadowcatch." He had worked for the Shadowmaster
Longshadow. He could not get out of the habit of calling Kiaulune by the name
given it by his previous employer.
"Exactly.
We're back where we were fifteen years ago. Only now they have the Radisha and
the Key." Her tone left no doubt she placed the blame entirely on him.
Mogaba
was not bothered. Not immediately. He was accustomed to being blamed for the
shortcomings of others and he did not believe the remnants of the Black Company
could offer any real threat any time soon. They had been beaten down too
thoroughly and had been away from it too long. They were more military than the
Deceivers only inside their own fantasies. Even the comic-opera functionaries
down there ought to be able to wear them down and bury them eventually. They
would find no aid or sympathy in the Shadowlands. The people down there really
did remember the Black Company's last visit. "The Key? What is that?"
"A
means of passing through the Shadowgate unharmed. A talisman that makes it
possible to travel on the plain." Her voice had become pedantic. Now it
became angry. "I possessed that talisman at one time. Long ago I used it
to go up there and explore. Longshadow would have been unmanned had he known.
More unmanned than the eunuch he already was. But it disappeared in the early
excitement around Kiaulune. I suspect that Kina clouded my mind while the
Deceiver Singh stole both it and my sister's darling daughter. I can't imagine
why that rabble would want to go onto the plain after the previous disaster but
if it's something they want to do, it's something I want to prevent. Prepare
for a journey."
"We
can't leave Taglios unsupervised for as long as it would take us to travel all
the way to Shadowcatch. We don't have the stallion anymore, even if it could
carry double."
Soulcatcher
was baffled. "What?"
"The
black stallion from the north. The one I've been using all these years. It's
vanished. It broke down its stall and ran off. I told you that last month."
She did not recall that, obviously.
"We'll
fly."
"But-"
Mogaba hated flying. In the days when he had been Longshadow's general he had
had to fly with the Howler almost daily. He still loathed those times. "I
thought the larger carpet was the one that was destroyed."
"The
small one will carry both of us. It'll be hard work. I'll have to rest a lot.
But we'll still be able to get down there and back before these people know
we're gone and try to take advantage. A week for the round trip. Ten days at
the outside."
The
Great General had a few dozen reservations but kept them behind his teeth. The
Protector was worse than Long-shadow had been about suffering opinions she did
not want to hear.
Soulcatcher
said, "We'll adopt disguises once we get there and go among them. I want
you to keep an eye out for a hammer, so by so, made of cast iron but far
heavier than it ought to be."
Mogaba
bowed slightly. He said nothing about how difficult it would be for either of
them to blend in with the crowd they would be chasing.
Soulcatcher
told him, "Prepare your men. They'll have to keep Taglios under control
for a cquple of weeks."
Mogaba
withdrew, saying nothing about the proposed time changing already. In his
position it was necessary to do a lot of saying nothing.
The
Protector watched him go, amused. He did not conceal his thinking nearly as
well as he believed. But she was ancient in her wickedness and had studied the
dark side of humanity so thoroughly that she could almost read minds.
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The
little fortress settled in upon itself slowly, as though made of wax only
slightly overheated. As soon as I fell asleep and could not interfere, Goblin
handed the magical siege work over to Tobo, who did a creditable job of rooting
the enemy survivors out of their shelter. The wicked little thing had been
taking lessons a lot longer than he and his teachers would admit.
The
garrison was bringing out its dead and wounded when a shout awakened me. I sat
up. Morning had begun to arrive. And the world had changed.
"What's
Spiff's problem?" I asked.
One of
my veterans had recognized one of theirs.
The
devil himself arrived to explain. "The guy in charge. That's Khusavir
Pete, Sleepy. You remember, we thought he was killed when the Bahrata Battalion
got wiped out in the ambush at Kushkhoshi."
"I
remember." And I recalled something that Spiff did not know, a fact I
shared only with Murgen, who had been the ghost in the rushes while the
slaughter was taking place. Khusavir Pete, at that time a sworn brother of the
Company, had led our largest surviving force of allies into a trap that
efficiently took us out of the Kiaulune wars. Khusavir Pete had cut a deal.
Khusavir Pete had betrayed his own brothers. Khusavir Pete was high on my list
of people I wanted to meet again, though until just now I had been the only one
who knew that he had survived and that his treachery had been rewarded with a
high post, money and a new name. But just seeing him had some of the men
figuring it out fast.
"You
should've asked her to change your face, too," I told him when they flung
him down bleeding in front of me. "Though you've had a better run than you
probably expected when she turned you." I held his eyes with mine. What he
saw convinced him it would not be worth his trouble to deny anything. Vajra the
Naga had come out to play.
More
and more of the men gathered around, most of them not getting it until I
explained how Khusavir Pete had been seduced by Soulcatcher into betraying and
helping destroy more than five hundred of our brothers and allies. Would-be
greetings quickly became imaginative suggestions of ways whereby we might
reduce the traitor's life expectancy. I let the man listen until some of the
troops tried to lay hands on. Then I told Goblin, "Hide him somewhere. We
may have a use for him yet."
The
excitement was over. I had indulged in a decent meal. My attitude much
improved, I took the opportunity to renew my acquaintance with Master
Surendranath San-taraksita. "This life seems to agree with you," I
told him as
I
arrived. "You look better now than you did when we left the city."
And that was true.
"Dorabee?
Lad, I thought you were dead. Despite their endless assurances." He leaned
closer and confided, "They aren't all honest men, your comrades."
"By
some chance did Goblin and One-Eye offer to teach you to play tonk?"
The
librarian managed to look a little sheepish.
"Not
to play with them is a lesson everyone has to learn."
Sheepishness
transformed into impishness. "I think I taught them a little something,
too. Card tricks were one of my hobbies when I was younger."
I had
to laugh at the idea of those two villains getting taken themselves. "Have
you discovered anything that would be useful to me?"
"I've
read every word in every book we brought along, including all of your company's
modern chronicles written in languages known to me. I found nothing remarkable.
I have been amusing myself by trying to work backward into the chronicles I
can't read by comparing materials repeated in more than one language."
Murgen
had done a lot of that. He had had a thing about copying stuff over, in cleaner
drafts, and one of his great projects had been to revise Lady's and the
Captain's Annals for accuracy, based on evidence provided by other witnesses,
while rendering them into modern Taglian. We have all done that to our
predecessors, some, so that every recent volume of the Annals is really an
unwilling collaboration.
I said,
"We drag a lot of books around, don't we?"
"Like
snails, carrying your history on your back."
"It's
who we are. Cute image, though. Doesn't all that study get dull after a
while?"
"The
boy keeps me sharp."
"Boy?"
"Tobo.
He's a brilliant student. Even more amazing than you were."
"Tobo?"
"I
know. Who would expect it of a Nyueng Bao? You're destroying all my
preconceptions, Dorabee."
"Mine
are taking a beating, too." Tobo? Either Santarak-sita had an unsuspected
talent for inspiring students or Tobo had suffered an epiphany and had become
miraculously motivated. "You sure it's Tobo and not a changeling?"
The
demon himself popped in. "Sleepy. Runmust and Riverwalker and them are on
their way over. Good morning, Master Santaraksita." Tobo actually seemed
excited to be there. "I don't have any other duties right now. Oh, Sleepy,
Dad wants to talk to you."
"Where?"
Things had been happening too fast. There had been no chance to catch up with
Murgen.
"Goblin's
tent. Everybody but Mom thought that would be the safest place to keep
him."
I had
no trouble picturing Sahra being irritated about not being able to share the
occasional private moment with her husband.
When I
ducked out, the young man and the old were already settling with a book. I
glared a warning at Santaraksita which, it developed, was both wasted and
unnecessary.
Goblin
was not home. Of course not. He was working his way through a long list of jobs
bestowed upon him by me. Chuckle.
I found
it hard to credit the possibility that one human being could make so huge a mess
in a space so constricted. The inside of Goblin's tent was barely wider than
either of us was tall and twice as deep. At its peak it was tall enough for me
to stand up with two inches to spare. What looked like a milkmaid's stool,
undoubtedly stolen, constituted the wizard's entire suite of furniture. A
ragged burrow of blankets betrayed where he slept. The rest of the space was
occupied by a random jumble, mostly stuff that looked like it had been
discarded by a procession of previous owners. There was no obvious theme to the
collection.
It had
to be stuff he had acquired since his arrival here.
Sahra
would never have allowed him space on a barge for such junk.
The
mist projector stood at the head of Goblin's smelly bedding, tilted
precariously, leaking water. "If this is the safest place to keep that
darned thing, then the whole Company is mad with delusions of adequacy."
A
whisper came from the mist projector. I got down close to it, which offered me
an opportunity to become intimately aware of the aroma permanently associated
with Goblin's bedding, some pieces of which must have been with him since he
was in diapers. "What?"
Murgen's
strongest effort was barely audible. "More water. You need to add more
water or there won't be any mist much longer."
I
started to drag the evidence out of the tent.
Anger
gave Murgen a little more voice. "No, dammit! Bring the water to me, don't
take me to the water. If you suffer from a compulsion to drag me around, at
least wait until after you water me. And don't waste time. I'm going to lose my
anchor here in a few minutes."
Finding
a gallon of water turned out to be a challenging experience'.
"What
took you so damned long?"
"Bit
of an adventure coming up with the water. Seems it never occurred to any of
these morons that we need to have some handy somewhere. Just in case the royal
army decides to camp between us and the creek where we've been getting it,
which is almost a mile away. I just unleashed several geniuses on the problem.
How am I supposed to put this in here?"
"There's
a cork in the rear. It might be of some use to you to start doing readings from
the Annals. Like they do in temples. The way I used to do sometimes. Pick
something situationally appropriate. 'In those days the Company was in service'
and so on, so they have examples of why it might be useful to haul water up the
hill before you have to use it, and such like. These are grown men. You can't
just bully them into doing the right things. But if you start reading to them,
they'll have heard tell of other times when the Annalist did that and they'll
recall it was always right before the big shitstorm moved in. You'll get their
attention."
"Tobo
said you want to talk to me."
"I
need to catch you up on what's going on elsewhere. And I want to make
suggestions about your preparations for the plain, one of which is to listen to
Willow Swan but the most critical of which is, you're going to have to upgrade
discipline. The plain is deadly. Even worse than the Plain of Fear, which you
don't remember. You can't ignore the rules and stay alive there. One idea would
be for you not to burn or bury the man who was killed by the shadow last night.
Make every survivor look at him and think about what will happen to all of you
if even one of you screws up up there. Read them the passages chronicling our
adventures. Have Swan bear witness."
"I
could just bring a handful of reliables in to get you."
"You
could. But the rest of the world wouldn't be very nice to the men you leave behind.
Right now there's a shadow heading north to tell Soulcatcher where you are. She
may know enough already to figure out what you're trying to do. She definitely
doesn't want her sister and Croaker on the loose and nursing a grudge. She'll
get here as fast as she can. And aside from Soulcatcher, there's Narayan Singh.
He retains Kina's countenance, so he's extremely hard to trace but I do catch
glimpses occasionally. He's on this side of the Dandha Presh and he's probably
not far away. He wants to recapture the Daughter of Night and reunite her with
the book you traded for the Key. Which, by the way, you should take away from
Uncle Doj before he becomes overly tempted to try something on his own. And so
Goblin can study it."
"Uhm?"
He was a gush of information this morning, all of it carefully rehearsed.
"There's
more to the Key than you see right away. I have a feeling the Deceiver
overlooked something. Doj keeps picking at it, trying to find out what's inside
the iron. We should find out more about it before we trust it. And we need to
find out fast. It won't be all that long before that shadow gets to
Taglios."
"River
and Runmust are coming in. They're halfway responsible people. I'll turn some
of the work over to them as soon as they're rested up. Then I can worry
about-"
"Worry
about it now. Let Swan sergeant for you. He's experienced and he's got no
choice but to throw in with us now. Catcher will never believe that he didn't
betray her."
"I
hadn't thought of that."
"You
don't have to do everything yourself, Sleepy. If you're going to take charge,
you need to learn to tell people what needs doing, then get out of the way and
let them do it. You keep hanging over their shoulders nagging like somebody's
mother, you aren't going to get much cooperation. You seduced that fat boy
yet?"
"What?"
"That
local-yokel captain. The one who couldn't keep in step if you painted his feet
different colors. You got him wrapped up yet?"
"You're
zigging when I'm zagging. You lost me completely."
"Let
me draw you a picture. You forget to tell him Catcher is going to stop by. You
get him to make a deal. He keeps his job. He helps us out so he can get us out
of his hair. When he isn't looking, you fix him up so when the shitstorm
starts, he don't have no choice but to take his chances with us."
"I
have him wrapped up, then. Seventy percent."
"Hey.
Blow in his ear. Throw a liplock on his love muscle. Do whatever you have to.
If Catcher loses him, she won't ever trust anybody else down here, either."
Goblin
used almost the same language as Murgen had when I stopped to visit again. He
found Murgen's advice fully excellent. "Grab fat boy by his prong and
never let go. Give him a little squeeze once in a while to keep him
smiling."
"I've
probably said it before. You're one cynical mud-sucker."
"It's
all those years of watching out for One-Eye that done it to me. I was a sweet,
innocent young thing when I joined this outfit. Not unlike yourself."
"You
were born wicked and cynical."
Goblin
chuckled. "How much stuff do you think you need to collect before we go up
the hill? How long do you think it'lL take?"
"It
won't take forever if Suvrin cooperates."
"Never,
ever, forget that you don't have long. I can't emphasize that enough. Soulcatcher
is coming. You've never seen her when she's all worked up."
"The
Kiaulune wars don't count?" He must have seen something extreme. He was
determined to pound the point home.
"The
Kiaulune wars don't count. She was just entertaining herself with those."
I
forced myself to make the visit I had been avoiding.
The
Daughter of Night wore ankle shackles. She resided inside an iron cage heavily
impregnated with spells that caused ever-increasing agony as their victim moved
farther away. She could escape but that would hurt. If she pushed it hard
enough, she would die.
It
appeared that every possible step had been taken to keep her under control.
Except the lethal step reason urged me to take. I had no more motive for
keeping her alive- except that I had given my word.
The men
all took turns being exposed to her, in pairs, at mealtimes and such. Sahra had
not been lax. She appreciated the danger the girl represented.
My
first glimpse left me stricken with envy. Despite her disadvantages, she had
kept herself beautiful, looking much like her mother in a fresher body. But
something infinitely older and darker looked out through her pretty blue eyes.
For a moment she struck me not as the Daughter of Night, but as the darkness
itself.
She did
have plenty of time to commune with her spiritual mother.
She
smiled as though aware of the serpents of dark temptation slithering the black
corridors of my mind. I wanted to bed her. I wanted to murder her. I wanted to
run away, begging for mercy. It took an exercise of will to remind myself that
Kina and her children were not evil in the sense that northerners or even my
Vehdna co-religionists understood evil.
Nevertheless
. .. she was the darkness.
I
stepped back, tossed the tent flap open so my ally, daylight, could come
inside. The girl lost her smile. She backed to the far side of her cage. I
could think of nothing to say. There was really nothing we could say to one
another. I had no inclination to gloat and little news of the world outside to
report, which might motivate her to do something besides wait.
She had
her spiritual mother's patience, that was sure.
A blow
from behind rocked me. I clawed at my stubby little sword.
White
wings mussed my nattily arranged hair. Talons dug into my shoulder. The
Daughter of Night stared at the white crow and revealed real emotion for the
first time in a long time. Her confidence wavered. Fear leaked through. She
pressed back against the bars behind her.
"Have
you two met?" I asked.
The crow
said something like, "Wawk! Wiranda!"
The
girl began to shake. If possible, she became even paler. Her jaw seemed
clenched so tight her teeth ought to be cracking. I made a mental note to
discuss this with Mur-gen. He knew something about the crow.
What
could rattle the girl so badly?
The
crow laughed. It whispered, "Sister, sister," and launched itself
back into the sunlight, where it startled some passing brother into a fit of
curses.
I
stared at the girl, watched the inner steel reassert itself. Her gaze met mine.
I felt the fear within her evaporate. I was nothing to her, less than an
insect, certainly less than a stubbed toe at the beginning of her long trek
across the ages.
Shuddering,
I broke eye contact.
That
was a scary kid.
66
Our
days began before sunrise. They ended after sunset. They included a great deal
of training and exercise of the sort that had been let slide for too long. Tobo
worked with almost fanatic devotion to improve his skills as an illusionist. I
insisted upon daily readings from the Annals in an effort to reinforce the
depth and continuity of brotherhood that were so much the foundation of what
the Company was. There was resistance at first, of course, but the message sank
in at a pace not unrelated to a growing realization that we were going to go up
onto the glittering plain really! Or we're going to die here in front of the
Shadow-gate when Soulcatcher chose to write our final chapter.
The
renewed training paid dividends quickly. Eight days after we reduced the fort
below the Shadowgate, another mob like Suvrin's, but much larger, trudged in
out of the country west of the New Town. Thanks to Murgen, we had plenty of
warning. With Tobo and Goblin assisting, we sprang a classic Company ambush
using illusions and nuisance spells that confused and disorganized a force that
had had almost no idea what it was doing already. We hit fast and hard and
mercilessly and the threat evaporated in a matter of minutes. In fact, the
relief force fell apart so fast we could not take as many prisoners as I
wanted, though we did round up most of the officers. Suvrin generously
identified those he recognized.
Suvrin
was practically an apprentice Company man by now, so desperate was he to belong
to something and to gain the approval of those around him. I felt halfway
guilty exploiting him the way I did.
The
prisoners we did take became involuntary laborers in our preparations for the
future. Most jumped on the opportunity because I promised to release those who
did work hard before we went up onto the plain. Those who failed to work hard
would go along as porters. Somehow a rumor got started amongst the prisoners
that human sacrifice might be involved in what we were going to be doing once
we passed the Shadowgate.
I found
Goblin in with One-Eye, whose recovery seemed to have been sped by Gota's
presence. Possibly because he needed to be well enough to get away from her and
her cooking. I do not know. They had the Key laid out on a small table between
them. Doj, Tobo and Gota watched. Even Mother Gota kept her mouth shut.
Sahra
was conspicuously absent.
She was
carrying her snit over Tobo too far. I expect there was more to it than what
she admitted, though. A big part would center on her fear of the near future.
"Right
there," One-Eye said just as I leaned forward to see what Goblin was
doing. The little bald man had a light hammer and a chisel. He tapped the
chisel. A piece of iron flipped off the Key. This had been going on for a
while, evidently, because about half the iron was gone, revealing something
made of gold. I was so surprised at the wizard's lack of greed that I almost
forgot to worry about what they were doing to the Key.
I
opened my mouth. Without looking up, One-Eye told me, "Don't shit your
knickers yet, Little Girl. We ain't hurting a thing. The Key is this thing
inside. This golden hammer. You want to bend down a little closer? Maybe you
can read what's inscribed on it."
I bent.
I scanned the characters made visible by removal of the iron. "Looks like
the same alphabet as the first book of the Annals." Not to mention the
first Book of the Dead. Which I did not mention.
Goblin
used the tip of his chisel to indicate a prominent symbol that appeared in
several places. "Doj says he saw this sign at the temple in the Grove of
Doom."
"It
should be there." I knew that one. Master Santaraksita had taught me its
meaning. "It's the personal sign of the goddess. Her personal chop, if you
want." I did not name a name. I suggested, "Don't speak the name. Not
in any of its forms. In the presence of this thing, that would be guaranteed to
attract her attention." Everyone stared at me. I asked, "You didn't
do that already, did you? No? Uncle, you don't know what this thing might
really be, do you?" I had an intuition it was something Narayan Singh
might never have surrendered had he been aware that it was in his possession. I
thought it might exist solely so that the priest who carried it could obtain
the attention of his goddess instantly. Even in my own religion, people had had
a much more immediate and scary relationship with the godhead in ancient times.
The scriptures told us so. But no such golden hammer played any part in the
Kina mythology, insofar as I could recall. Curious. Maybe Master Santaraksita
could tell me more.
Goblin
continued chipping away. I continued watching. The process went faster as each
fragment fell.
"That
isn't any hammer," I said. "That's a kind of pickax. It's a Deceiver
cult thing. And older than dirt. It has to be something of huge religious
significance." I suggested, "Show it to the girl. See how she
responds."
"You're
as close to a Kina expert as we've got, Sleepy. What could it be?"
"There's
actually a name for that kind of tool but I can't remember what it is. Every
Deceiver band had a pickax like this. Not made out of gold, though. They used
them in the burial ceremonies after their murders. To break the bones of their
victims so they would fold up into a smaller wad. Sometimes they used them to
help dig graves. All with the appropriate ceremonies aimed at pleasing Kina, of
course. I really do think somebody should show this to the Daughter of Night
and see what she says."
It
seemed like a thousand pairs of eyes were staring at me, waiting for me to volunteer.
I told them, "I'm not doing it. I'm going to bed."
All
those eyes kept right on staring. I had put myself in charge. This was
something nobody but the guy in charge ought to handle.
"All
right. Uncle. Tobo. Goblin. You back me up on this. That child has talents we
can't guess at yet." I had been warned that she still tried to walk away
from her flesh at night, despite all the constraints surrounding her. She was
both her mothers' daughter and there was no telling what might happen when she
had to suffer too much stress.
Tobo
protested. "I don't like to be around her. She gives me the creeps."
Goblin
beat me to it. "Kid, she gives everybody the creeps. She's the creepiest
thing I've run into in a hundred fifty years. Get used to it. Deal with it.
It's part of the job. Which they say you were born to do and which you did ask
for."
Curious.
Goblin the mentor and instructor seemed much more articulate than Goblin the
want-to-be-layabout and slacker.
The
little wizard suggested, "You carry the Key. You're young and
strong."
The
Daughter of Night did not look up when we entered the tent. Perhaps she was not
aware of us. She seemed to be meditating. Possibly communing with the Dark
Mother. Goblin kicked the bars of her cage, which rattled nicely and shed a
shower of rust. "Well, look at her. Cute."
"What?"
I asked.
"She's
been working some kind of spell on the iron. It's rusting away a thousand times
faster than it ought to. Clever girl. Only-"
The
clever girl looked up. Our eyes met. Something behind hers chilled me to the
bone. "Only what?" I asked.
"Only
every spell holding her and controlling her has that cage for an anchor.
Anything that happens to it will happen to her. Look at her skin."
I saw
what he meant. The Daughter of Night was not exactly rusty herself but did look
spotty and frayed at the surface.
Her
gaze shifted to Uncle, Goblin, Tobo . . . and she gasped, like she was seeing
the boy for the first time. She rose slowly, drifted toward the bars, gaze
locked with his. Then a little frown danced across her brow. Her gaze darted
down to Tobo's burden.
Her
mouth opened and, I swear, a sound like the angry bellow of an elephant rolled
out. Her eyes grew huge. She lunged forward. Her shackles gave way. The bars of
the cage creaked and let fall another shower of rust. They bent but did not
give. She thrust an arm through in a desperate effort to reach the Key. Little
bits of skin blackened and fell off her. And still she was beautiful.
I
observed, "I guess we can safely say the thing does hold some significance
for the Deceivers."
"You
could say so," Goblin admitted. The girl's whole arm had begun to look
like it had been badly burned.
"So
let's take it away and see what else we can find out. And get the cage
reinforced and her shackles replaced. Tobo!" The boy kept staring at the
girl like he was seeing her for the first time. "Don't tell me he just
fell in love. I couldn't handle it if we had to worry about that in addition to
everything else."
"No,"
Uncle Doj reassured me. "Not love, I think. But the future, just
maybe."
Although
I tried to insist, he would not expand upon that remark. He was still Uncle
Doj, the mystery priest of the Nyueng Bao.
67
Things
came together nicely after the defeat of the relief column. Murgen said nobody
else was likely to challenge us without help from beyond the mountains. Which
help, unfortunately, was on the way already. Soulcatcher was airborne and
lurching southward in small, erratic leaps that, nevertheless, were bringing
her closer faster than any animal could do-even one of those magical stallions
from the Tower at Charm-but still definitely very feebly for a flying carpet.
Once upon a time the Howler could conquer the miles between Overlook and
Taglios in a single night.
Soulcatcher
had to rest several hours for every hour she spent aloft. Even so, she was on
her way. And the impact of the news on the troops was electric. With only days
left, or possibly only hours, everyone buckled down and put their back into it.
I saw very little slacking, little wasted effort, and some very serious
concentration when it came to honing military skills.
Suvrin
was right in there with the troops, drilling his behind off. Literally. Though
he had been with us only a short time, he had begun to lose weight and show
signs of shaping up. He approached me soon after Murgen and Goblin began
issuing regular reports about Soulcatcher's progress. "I want to stay with
you, ma'am," he told me.
"You
what?" I was surprised.
"I'm
not sure I want to be part of the Black Company but I do know for sure that I
don't want to be here when the Protector shows up. She has a reputation for
seldom letting herself be swayed by the facts. The futility of me having
resisted you won't impress her."
"You're
right about that. If you shirked because you would've gotten killed doing what
she expected, she'll arrange it so you get dead anyway. In a less pleasant way,
if possible. All right, Suvrin. You've kept your word and you've been a good worker."
He
winced. "You understand what 'Suvrin' actually means?"
"Junior,
essentially. But you're stuck with it now. Most people in the Company don't go
by their birth names. Even most of the men who go by regular names don't go by
their real ones. They're all getting away from their past. And you will be,
too."
He
grimaced.
"Report
to Master Santaraksita. Until I find something else for you, your job will be
to assist him. Old Baladitya is no use at all. He's worse than Santaraksita,
who keeps getting farther and farther behind in his packing because he keeps
getting distracted by his books." Santaraksita had managed to acquire
several antique volumes locally that had, miraculously, survived the countless
disasters that had beset the region these past several decades.
Suvrin
bowed. "Thank you." There was a fresh bounce in his step as he walked
away.
I
suspected he and Master Santaraksita might have a lot in common. Heck, Suvrin
could even read.
Tobo
materialized. "My father says to tell you that Soul-catcher has reached
Charandaprash. And that she's decided to rest there before she crosses the
Dandha Presh."
"A
few more hours' grace. Excellent. Means there's a good chance there won't be
anything left here for her to find but our tracks. How are you getting along
with your mother? Did you make any effort at all?"
"Dad
also says he wants you to post somebody with a warning horn that can be sounded
once the Protector gets dangerously close. And he says you should pull in the
pickets watching the pass now, just in case Soulcatcher changes her mind about
taking some time off."
That
was a good idea.
Runmust
and Riverwalker made the mistake of being close enough to be seen. I sent them
to go bring the scouts home. "Tobo, you can't ignore your mother. You'll
end up getting along with her worse than she gets along with your
grandmother."
"Sleepy
... why can't she just let me grow up?"
"Because
you're her baby, you idiot! Don't you understand that? When you're twice as old
as One-Eye you'll still be her baby. The only baby that cruel fate hasn't
gobbled down. You do remember that your mother had other children and she lost
them?"
"Uh
. . . yeah."
"I've
never had children. I never want to have children. In part because I can see
how horrible it would be to see my own flesh and blood die and not be able to
do anything to prevent it. Family is supposed to be extremely important to you
Nyueng Bao. I want you to drop whatever you're doing. Right now. Go over and
sit on that boulder. Spend two hours not thinking about anything but what it
must have meant to your mother to see your brother and sister die. Think about
how badly she must not want to go through that again. Think about what it must
be like to be her after everything else she's had to go through. You're a smart
kid. You can figure it out."
When
you are around people long enough you get a feel for how they react. I could
see his first petulant inclination was to remind me that I had been younger
than he was now when I attached myself to Bucket and the Company, which had
little to do with the argument at hand but which was the sort of tool you grab
when you are that age.
"If
you intend to say something, make sure it makes sense before you do. Because if
you can't think logically and argue logically, then there isn't much hope that
you'll have any success with the sorcery, no matter how talented you are. I
know. I know. From everything you've seen, the bigger the wizards are, the
crazier they are. But within the boundaries of their insanity, every one of
them is rigorously, mathematically rational. The entire power of their minds
serves their insanity. When they stumble it's because they let emotions or
wishful thinking get in the way."
"All
right. I surrender. I'll sit on the damned rock until it hatches. Oh, Dad also
said to tell you that Narayan Singh is somewhere close by. He can sense the
Deceiver but he can't pinpoint him. Kina is protecting him with her dreams. Dad
says you should ask the white crow to look for him. If you can find it and get
it to sit still long enough."
"Crowhunter.
Maybe I'll call myself that. It sounds more glamorous than Sleepy."
"Tobo
sounds more glamorous than Sleepy." Tobo headed for the boulder and
settled in an approved attitude. I hoped I had planted seeds that would take
root and sprout while he was trying to think of everything else but.
"At
least you get to change your name when you grow up. . .." Stupid. Anytime
I feel like it I can tell everyone to call me whatever strikes my fancy.
Crowhunter
gave up her name. She was a failure. The white monster was nowhere to be found.
So I went and spent some time with Sahra even though she did not welcome me
right away. We recalled old days, hard times, her husband's lack of perfection,
till I thought she was relaxed enough to actually listen to what I had to say
about Tobo.
The
villain himself scored a coup by showing up with an olive branch at the perfect
time. I elected to remove myself while things were going well. I hoped the peace
would last but did not count on forever.
I would
settle for one halcyon week. In a week we would know if it was possible to
resurrect the Captured. In a week we would either be dead on the glittering
plain or ready to return as a force of ultimate destruction. Or maybe ...
68
The
warning horn sounded deep in the night, when even those who were stuck with
guard duty were at their most sluggish. But the man on horn duty was married to
his job. He kept blowing and blowing. In minutes our entire encampment was
seething. And I was out there with my heart in my throat, striding along,
making sure the chaos was only apparent, not real. Everyone remained calm and
focused. There was no panic. I was pleased. Even a little training and
discipline are better than none.
I
ducked into Goblin's tent. Sahra and Tobo were there already and not at one
another's throats. I must have gotten through to the kid. I should keep after
them both. In my copious free time. I bent close to the mist projector.
"What's the word?"
Murgen
whispered, "Soulcatcher is airborne and moving south. She plans to arrive
shortly after sunrise. She has a good idea where you are. During her rest time
she sent a shadow down to scout your position. She didn't learn a lot more. The
shadow didn't dare get close enough to eavesdrop. She plans to don one of her
disguises and infiltrate your camp so she can find out what you're really up
to. From the beginning, she's operated under the assumption that we're dead out
here. Even though she didn't kill us directly when she trapped us. She flew out
of there believing we'd be dead in just a few days. I expect learning that
Croaker and Lady are still alive is going to be the kind of shock that ruins
her whole century."
"How
fast is she moving? Strike that. You said she'd get here just after sunrise. Is
Mogaba with her?" That would make a big difference in how fresh she would
be when when she arrived. Which would determine the shape of what I started
doing now.
"No.
If she manages to get in among you and unearths all the answers to the
questions she has, she'll smash you, scatter you, grab the Key, then go back
for the Great General." Murgen sneered when he used Mogaba's title. The
fact that we never beat him once, heads up, during the Kiaulune wars, did
nothing to ease our contempt for him as a deserter and traitor.
"Warn
me if she does anything unexpected. Sahra, have you checked on your
mother?"
"Briefly.
Doj and JoJo are helping her and One-Eye. I think she was a little delirious.
She kept muttering about a noose and a land of unknown shadows and calling the
heaven and earth and the day and the night."
"All
evil dies there an endless death."
"That,
too. What is it?"
"I
don't know. A phrase I picked up somewhere. It has to do with the plain but I
don't know what. Doj might be able to tell you. He promised to be cooperative
and forthcoming but since I passed on his offer to make me his apprentice, that
hasn't materialized. My fault as much as his, probably.
I
haven't taken time to press him. I have work to do." I ducked out.
The
excitement had become more rigorously organized. There were torches and
lanterns to light the road to the Shadowgate. A band of our bravest were up
near the gate already, arranging more lighting and fine-tuning the colored
powders used as road marks. Loaded animals were beginning to line up. Likewise
a train of carts. Babies cried, children whined, a dog barked without pause.
Sounds of men slipping through the darkness beyond the light came from all around.
Prisoners who had been sure we meant to drag them onto the plain to become
human sacrifices were being chivied toward the New Town. Some of the harder men
had wanted to use them as bearers instead of the animals, disposing of them as
their usefulness ended. I had demurred. They would become obstinate and
obstreperous after the first few died and we would not be able to eat them
after we ate up the consumables they carried. Not that the majority of us would
eat flesh anyway. But those who could would from the beginning.
I spied
Willow Swan strolling through the mob. He spun off orders like a drill
instructor. I approached him. "Gone nostalgic for the good old days when
you were the boss Grey?"
"A
true genius, whose name we won't bring up in present company, sent all the
master sergeants to make preparations at the Shadowgate. She didn't detail
anybody to keep things moving down here."
The
unnamed genius had to admit that he was right. River, Runmust, Spiff, all the
men I had known the longest and trusted the most, were up there or somewhere
out in the darkness. I guess I just assumed Sahra and I could handle everything
else. Forgetting that I would be sprinting around making decisions for everyone
who could not make up their minds for themselves. "Thanks. If I don't get
a better offer by my fortieth birthday, I'll marry you yet.".
Swan
made a halfhearted effort to click his heels. "So. How old are you
today?" "Seventeen."
"That's
about what I guessed. With maybe another twenty years of experience, plus wear
and tear."
"It's
tough being a teenager today. Just ask Tobo. Nobody's ever had it as awful as
he does."
He
chuckled. "Speaking of kids, who's handling the Daughter of Night? Which I
don't want to be me."
"Darn!
I figured Goblin and Doj for that. But Goblin's tied up helping keep track of
Soulcatcher, and Doj has Gota and One-Eye to worry about. Thanks for reminding
me." I headed back toward Goblin's tent. "Hey, Short Wart! Leave it
to Tobo and Sahra a while. We got to get the Daughter of Night loaded up."
Goblin
came out muttering, surveyed the excitement, grumbled, "All right. Let's
get at it. Only, how come the fuck we never gave her a name? So what if she
don't want one. She. don't want to live in no cage, either. Even Boo-boo would
be easier than calling her Daughter of Night all the time. Whoa! What the fuck
is that?" He stared past me, downhill.
I
turned, saw a pair of red eyes bobbing in the darkness, coming closer fast. I
grabbed for my sword. Then I frowned as I heard the hoofbeats. Then I said,
"Hey, buddy! Is that you? What the heck are you doing here? I thought you
had yourself a job working for the traitor."
The old
black stallion stepped close, lowered its head to nuzzle the hair beside my
right ear. I hugged.it around the neck. We had been friends once upon a time
but I had not thought we were so close that it would desert Mogaba and track me
down over hundreds of miles once it discovered that I was still alive. The
creatures had been created to serve the Lady of the Tower but were supposed to
be used to passing from one secondary master to another. This one had been
Murgen's before it had become mine, then I had lost it.
"You
ought to get out of here," I told it. "Your timing's really lousy.
Soulcatcher is going to be all over us in just a few hours. If we're not
already up there on that plain."
The
horse surveyed my companions and what it could see of the Company, shuddered.
Then, turning its gaze on Swan, the stallion managed a very human snort.
I
patted its neck. "I'm not sure I don't agree with you, but Willow does
have his redeeming qualities. He just keeps them well hidden. Go ahead and tag
along if you want. I'm not riding. Not without a saddle."
Swan
chuckled. "So much for the conquering Vehdna horsemen whose pride
disdained both saddles and stirrups."
"Admitting
no shortcomings of my own, I still have to observe that most of those proud
horsemen were over six feet tall."
"I'll
find you a ladder. And promise never to say a word about how those proud
conquerors fared as soon as they ran into cavalry who did favor saddles and
stirrups."
"Bite
him, buddy."
To my
amazement, the stallion snorted and nipped at Willow's shoulder. Swan leaped
back. "You always did have a temper and bad manners, half-ass."
"Might
be the company."
"Far
be it from me to interfere with your sparking, Crow-hunter," Goblin said,
"but I thought you had a notion to do something with Booboo."
"Sarcastic,
eavesdropping mudsucker. I did, didn't I? And I overlooked our old pal Khusavir
Pete, too. I haven't checked in on him lately, either. Is he still
healthy?" The horse nuzzled me again. I patted its neck. Maybe it felt
more nostalgic about our good old days than I did.
"I
can check. You definitely overlooked him in your master plan."
"Oh,
no, I didn't. Not a bit. I have a very special mission cooked up specially for
Khusavir Pete. And if he pulls it off, not only will he get to stay alive, I'll
forgive everything he did at Kushkhoshi."
Somebody
shouted. A scarlet fireball blistered across the night. It missed its target.
It did not miss a tent, however. Then another tent after that, then the crude
wooden barracks the men had built while they were waiting for me to arrive. All
three began to smolder.
"That
was Narayan Singh," Willow Swan said, stating what two-score people had
seen during the carmine instant. "And he had Booboo-"
"Can
it, Swan." I started yelling at everyone nearby, trying to organize a
pursuit.
Goblin
told me, "Calm down, Sleepy. All we need to do is wait till she starts
screaming, then go pick her up."
I had
forgotten the incredible array of control spells attached to the Daughter of
Night. Her pain would increase geometrically as she moved farther away from her
cage. Then at some distance known only to Goblin and One-Eye, choke spells
would kick in and tighten rapidly. Narayan could take her away from us but only
at the cost of killing her. Unless . . .
I
asked.
"The
spells have to be taken off from outside. She could be her mother and sister,
the Shadowmasters and the Ten Who Were Taken all rolled into one and she'd
still have to have somebody else help her get loose."
"All
right. Then we'll wait for the screams."
There
were no screams. Not then or ever.
Murgen
looked hard. He could find no sign. Kina was dreaming strongly, protecting her
own. Goblin remained, adamant that they had to be close by, that there was no
way the Daughter of Night had shed her connection to her cage.
I told
Swan, "Then you gather up some men and drag that cage up to the
Shadowgate. We'll make her follow us."
The
warning horn sounded again. Soulcatcher had crossed the summit. She was on our
side of the Dandha Presh. There were hints of light in the east.
It was
time to leave.
69
A
brutal argument was under way aboard Soulcatcher's carpet as she approached her
destination, skimming the rocks, the sun's blinding fires behind her. Part of
her wanted to forget about assuming a disguise and infiltrating the enemy. That
part wanted to arrive as a killing storm, destroying everything and everyone
that was not Soulcatcher. But by doing that she would expose herself to the
counterefforts of people who had shown themselves very resourceful in the past.
Innovation was one of the more irksome traditions of the Black Company.
She
grounded the carpet and stepped off, concealed it using a minor spell. Then she
crept toward the Company encampment, a few yards at a time, until she found a
good hiding place where she could undertake the illusion creations and modest
shapechanges that would render her unrecognizable. That work required total
concentration.
Back in
the brush, not far from where she had set down, Uncle Doj crept forward and
after having used his small wizard's skills to make sure there were no booby
traps, demolished Soulcatcher's flying carpet in a straightforward, no-nonsense
manner using a hatchet. He might be old and a step slower, but he was still
very quick and very sneaky. He was almost all the way back to the Shadowgate when
Soulcatcher appeared, looking the epitome of scruffy young manhood.
A white
crow, balanced precariously in a bit of rain-hungry brush, observed her
passage. When she could no longer glance back and see anything damning, the
bird flapped into the place where she had changed and started going through the
clothing and whatnot she had left behind. The bird kept making noises like it
was talking to itself.
Soulcatcher
entered the encampment where she had expected to find the remnants of the Black
Company. It was empty. But up ahead she saw a long column already beyond the
Shadowgate. One man with a sword across his back had not passed through the
gate yet but he was moving swiftly, and a number of people were waiting fqr him
just on the other side.
They
did have the Key! And they had used the damned thing! She should have gotten
here faster! She should have attacked! Dammit, everyone knew subtlety was no
good with these people. Hey! They had to have known that she was coming. There
was no other explanation for this. They had known she was coming and they knew
where she was now and...
The
first fireball was so accurately directed that it would have taken her head off
if she had not been getting down already. In another moment the damned things
were streaking in from several different sources. They set brush afire and
shattered rocks. She got down on her stomach and crawled. Before she worried
about her dignity, she had to get away from the focal point of the fire.
Unfortunately, her efforts did not seem to matter. The assassins seemed to know
exactly where she was and her disguise did not fool them for an instant.
As a
swarm of fireballs closed in, she flung herself into a deep hole that had been
a cesspit not that long ago. No matter. Right now shelter was priceless. Now
the snipers could not get her without coming out of hiding and coming to her.
She
took advantage of the respite to engineer, prepare and launch a counterattack.
That involved a lot of color and fire and boiling, oily explosions, none of
which did much harm because her surviving attackers had fled through the
Shadowgate as soon as she went into the pit.
She
climbed out. Nothing happened. She glared up the hill. So. Even the snipers
were beyond the Shadowgate now. Nearly a dozen people were standing around
there, waiting to see what she would do. She calmed herself. She could not let
them goad her into doing something stupid. The Shadowgate was in extremely
delicate shape. One angry, thoughtless move on her part might damage it beyond
repair.
She
conquered the rage that threatened to conquer her. She was ancient in her
wickedness. Time was an intimate ally. She knew how to abide.
She
limped uphill, urging her anger to bleed off in movement, with an ease no
normal being could manage.
The
slope immediately below the Shadowgate was covered with swaths and patches of
colored chalk. A carefully marked safe path passed through. Soulcatcher did not
yield to temptation and try to follow it. There was a chance that they had
forgotten that she had gone this way before. Or perhaps they refused to believe
she could recall that in those days the safe path had entered the Shadowgate
eight feet farther west, just beyond that rusty, twisted iron cage lying on its
side as though it was exhausted and dying. She waved a finger. "Naughty,
naughty."
Willow
Swandamn his treacherous, should-be-dead bones! and the Nyueng Bao family
stared back impassively. The pale-faced little wizard Goblin smirked, obviously
remembering whose fault it was that she could no longer walk normally. And the
ugly little woman smiled evilly. She said, "I wasn't trying to suck you
in, Sweet Stuff. I did suck you in." She lifted a hand and raised a middle
finger in a sign obviously learned from a northerner. "Water sleeps,
Protector."
What
the hell did that mean?
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No
human being can jump as high as Soulcatcher did. Nevertheless, she managed to
get her heels ten feet off the ground a gnat's breath before the fireball
ripped through the air where she had stood. I should have kept my big darned
mouth shut. Gloating will do you in every time. How many stories and sagas are
there where the hero survives because his captor insists on wasting time
bragging and gloating before the execution? Add another one to the roll, where
Company Annalist Sleepy does the incredibly dumb deed and leaves the target not
quite relaxed enough.
Of
course, she was fast. Epically fast. Poor old Khusavir Pete only got off two
more fireballs before Soulcatcher got to him where we had left him chained.
It did
not play out the way I hoped, only the way I expected. Now Khusavir Pete would
have a hard time repaying any debt he still owed us.
I
caught a glimpse of motion, the white crow plunging like a striking hawk. It
pulled out and glided away. I murmured to myself, "Sister, sister." I
was beginning to read the messages.
"Come
here, Tobo." He was carrying the Key. He was supposed to be up at the head
of the column but had hung back so he could watch the fireworks. He was the
only one of us who did not have the sense to be frightened. Because he was not
up where he belonged, all progress had come to a halt above us. He wore a
hangdog look as he approached. He expected to be chastised. And he would be,
later. "Hold up the Key."
"But
won't that-"
"The
Company isn't a debating club, Tobo. Show her the Key. Today."
He
hoisted the Key overhead angrily. The morning sunlight blazed off the golden
pick.
Soulcatcher
did not show much excitement. But I had not meant the demonstration for her
benefit, really. I wanted Narayan Singh to know what he had let slip through
his fingers.
It was
the Key, of course, but it was also some ancient and holy relic of Kina's
Strangler cult. In their glory days every Deceiver company priest had carried a
replica. I muttered, "You win some, you lose some, Narayan. In the
excitement you got the girl back. But I've got this. And I can carry it. You've
got the Daughter of Night and you can take her anywhere you want to. If you can
carry her and her cage." Goblin and One-Eye had crafted a masterpiece of
wicked sorcery. She could not even escape by destroying the cage. Whatever
happened to it would happen to her.
I was
not pleased about having to leave the cage behind but the Shadowgate had been
decidedly stubborn in resisting its passage. That could have been overcome by
sheer muscle power but I had not been able to get enough men onto it fast
enough to force it through before the fireballs started flying.
Good
luck, Baby Darkness, dragging all that iron around whilst you pursue your
wickedness.
I hoped
Singh had left the Book of the Dead hidden on the other side of the Dandha
Presh so it would be a long time before the girl and it embraced one another.
Long enough for me to get where I wanted to go and accomplish what I wanted to
accomplish.
"That's
good, Tobo. Now get back up front and get this mob moving. Swan. Tell me about
the camping circles. And give me your best guess about how soon we're likely to
run into trouble because of breaks in the protection of the road."
"I
don't remember them ever being more than a few hours apart. And although we
used them as camping places, I think that they were actually crossroads. That's
easier to tell at night." Ominously, he added, "You'll see.
Everything is different at night."
I did
not like the sound of that.
I was
still in the rear guard and only halfway to the crest when Soulcatcher found
out what had happened to her flying carpet. The sound of her anger reached us
despite the dampening effect of whatever barrier stood between us and the rest
of the world. The earth shivered at the same time.
Uncle
Doj was not far away, standing at the edge of the road, watching for evidence
of his success. I said, "She seems displeased with the prospect of having
to walk home." My friend the horse stood behind me, looking over my
shoulder. It made a sound that could have passed for a snicker if it had not
been a horse making it.
Doj
indulged in a rare smile. He was thoroughly pleased with himself.
Willow Swan
asked me, "What did you do now?"
"Not
me. Doj. He totally obliterated her means of transport. She's on her own two
hooves, now. She's a hundred miles from her only friend. And Goblin's already
fixed up one of her feet so she can't run or dance."
"What
you're telling me, then, is that you've created another Limper."
He was
old enough to remember that nemesis of the Company. I could not contradict him.
I did lose my smile. I had read those Annals often because they had been
recorded by the Captain himself when he was young. "Nah, I don't think so.
Soulcatcher doesn't have the concentrated venom and nearly divine malice that
possessed the Limper. She doesn't get obsessed the way he did. She's more chaos
walking while he was malevolence incarnate."
I
showed Swan my crossed fingers. "I'd better dash up front and pretend that
I know what I'm doing. Tobo?"
"He
went ahead without you," Doj said. "You upset him."
I noted
that the column had resumed moving, which meant that Tobo was on the plain already,
carrying the Key like a protective talisman.
I
needed to give a lot of thought to the fact that that artifact, evidently
considered a holy of holies by the Stranglers, may actually have been brought
off the plain into my world by the ancestors of the Nyueng Bao. I had to spend
some thought on what the Key might mean to the last informed priest of the
Nyueng Bao.
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Something
beside the road caught my attention just before I reached the crest and got my
first close look at the glittering plain. It was a small frog, mostly black but
with stripes and whorls of dark green upon its back. It had eyes the color of
fresh blood. It clung to a slightly tilted slab of grey-black rock. It wanted
to go somewhere, anywhere, but its right hind leg was injured and when it tried
to jump, it just sort of spun around in place. "Where the heck did that
come from? There isn't supposed to be anything alive up here." I had been
looking forward to having the clouds of flies that followed the animals get
thinned out when they buzzed out beyond the safe zones and encountered killer
shadows.
Swan
said, "It won't be alive for long. The white crow dropped it. I think it
was bringing it along for a snack." He pointed.
At the
white crow. Bolder than ever, the bird had made itself at home on the back of
my friend the mystic stallion. The horse seemed content with the situation.
Perhaps even a little smug when it looked at me.
"I
just remembered," Swan said. "For what it's worth. Last time we came
up here Croaker made everybody who belonged to the Company touch their badges
and amulets to the black stripe that runs down the middle of the road. Right
after he touched the stripe with the lancehead on the standard. Maybe none of
that amounts to anything. But I'm a superstitious kind of guy and I'd be more
comfortable-"
"You're
right. So be quiet. I recently reread everything Murgen had to say about his
trip and he thought it might be a good idea, too. Tobo! Hold up!" I did
not believe the boy would actually hear me over the clatter generated by the
column but did expect that people would pass the word. I looked at the hapless
frog once more and marveled that the crow was smart enough to let it go. Then I
hastened to overtake our fledgling wizard.
The
column stopped. Tobo had gotten my message. He had chosen not to ignore it.
Maybe he had caught something from the white crow.
His
mother and grandmother both were right there with him where he waited, making
sure he did sensible things. He was exasperated by the delay. He was already
far ahead of everyone but Sahra and Gota....
Ah! As
I recalled, Murgen had had the same trouble with the Lance of Passion.
My
first glimpse of the plain awed me. Its immensity was indescribable. It was as
flat as a table forever. It was grey on grey on grey, with the road just barely
darker. There was no doubt whatsoever that this was all one vast artifact.
"Hang
on, Tobo. Don't go any farther," I called. "We almost forgot
something. You need to take the Key and touch it to the black stripe that runs
down the middle of the road."
"What
black stripe?"
Swan
said, "It doesn't show up nearly as well this time. But it's there if you
look."
It was.
I found it. "Come back this way. You can see it back here."
Tobo
backtracked reluctantly. Maybe I should have Gota carry the Key. She could not
move fast enough to outrun the rest of us.
I
stared on, beyond Tobo, feeling a faint touch of that passion to hurry myself.
I was getting close to my brothers now.. . . Dark-grey clouds were beginning to
gather down there. Murgen had mentioned a nearly permanent overcast that,
nevertheless, did not always seem to have been around during his nights. I
could make out no hint of the ruined fortress that was supposed to be a few
days ahead of us. I did see plenty of the standing stones that were one of the
outstanding features of the plain.
"I
see it!" Tobo shouted, pointing downward. The little idiot swung the
pickax, burying the point in the road surface.
The
earth shuddered.
This
was no devastating quake like those some of us recalled from years ago, when
half the Shadowlands had been laid waste. It was just strong enough to be
sensed and set tongues wagging and animals protesting.
The
morning sun must have touched the plain oddly, somehow, because all the
standing stones began to sparkle. People oohed and aahed. I said, "I guess
this is why they call it glittering stone."
Swan
demurred. "I don't think so. But I could be wrong. Don't forget what I
said about the Company badges."
"I
haven't forgotten."
Tobo
pried the pick out of the road's surface. The earth shifted again, as gently as
before. When I joined him he was staring downward, baffled. "It healed
itself, Sleepy."
"What?"
"When
I hit it the pick went in sort of like the road was soft. And when I yanked it
back out, the hole healed itself."
Swan
remarked, "The center stripe is getting easier to see."
He was
right. Maybe that was because of the brightening sunlight.
The
ground trembled again. Behind me, voices changed tone, becoming frightened as
well as awed. I glanced back.
A huge
mushroom of dark rouge dust with black filigree highlights running through it
boiled up from whence we had come. Its topmost surface seemed almost solid but
as it rose and moved, the pieces of junk riding on it fell off.
Goblin
burst into laughter so wicked it must have carried for miles. "Somebody
got into my treasure trove. I hope she learned a really painful lesson." I
was close enough for him to add a whispered, "I wish it could be fatal but
there's not much chance of that."
"Probably
not."
"I'll
settle for crippling her other leg."
I said,
"Sahra, there's something I need you to do. You remember Murgen telling us
how he kept getting ahead of everyone when he came up here? Tobo has been doing
the same thing. Try to slow him down."
Sahra
sighed wearily. She nodded. "I'll stop him." She seemed apathetic,
though.
"I
don't want him stopped, I just want him slowed down enough so everyone else can
keep up. This could be important later." I decided the two of us needed to
have a long talk in private, the way we used to do before everything got so
busy. It was obvious that she needed to get some things out where they could be
lined up and swatted down and pushed away from her long enough for her heart to
heal.
She did
need healing. And for that she had no one to blame but herself. She did not
want to accept the world as it was. She seemed worn out from fighting it. And
in those ways she had begun to look very much like her mother.
I told
her, "Put a leash on him if that's what it takes."
Tobo
glowered at me. I ignored him. I made a brief speech suggesting anyone who
carried a Black Company badge should press it to the road's surface right where
Tobo had wounded it. The public readings aloud I had been doing had included
Murgen's adventures on the plain. Nobody questioned my suggestion or refused to
accept it. The column began moving again, slowly, as we found ways to bless, if
only secondarily, the animals and those who did not have Company badges. I
stayed in place and said something positive to everyone who passed by. I was
amazed at the number of women and children and noncombatants in general who had
managed to attach themselves to the band without me really noticing. The
Captain would be appalled.
Uncle
Doj was last to go by. That troubled me vaguely. A Nyueng Bao to the rear, more
Nyueng Bao to the front, with the foremost a half-breed . .. But the whole
Company was a miscegenation. There were only two men in this whole crowd who
had belonged to the Company when it had arrived from the north. Goblin and
One-Eye. One-Eye was almost spent and Goblin was doing his determined best,
quietly, to pass on as many skills as he could to Tobo before the inevitable began
to overhaul him as well.
I
walked past the slow-moving file, intent on getting back up near the point so I
could be among the first to see anything new. I did not see or feel any
particular mission in anyone I passed. It seemed that a quiet despair informed
everyone. These were not good signs. This meant the euphoria of our minor
successes had collapsed. Most of these people realized that they had become
refugees.
Swan
told me, "We have an expression up north, 'going from the frying pan into
the fire.' Seems like about what we've done here."
"Really?"
"We
got away from Soulcatcher. But now what?"
"Now
we march on until we find our buried brothers. Then we break them out."
"You're
not really as simple as you pretend, are you?"
"No,
I'm not. But I do like to let people know that things aren't always as
difficult as they want to make them." I glanced around to see who might
overhear. "I have the same doubts everyone else has, Swan. My feet are on
this path as much because I don't know what else to do as they are out of high
ideals. Sometimes I look at my life and it seems pretty pathetic. I've spent
more than a decade conspiring and committing crimes so I can go dig up some old
bones in order to find somebody who can tell me what to do."
"Surrender
to the Will of the Night."
"What?"
"Sounds
like something Narayan Singh would say, doesn't it? In my great grandfather's
time it was the slogan of the Lady's supporters. They believed that peace,
prosperity and security would result inevitably if all power could be
concentrated in the hands of the right strong-willed person. And it did turn
out that way, more or less. In principalities that did 'Surrender to the Will
of the Night,' particularly near the core of the empire, there were generations
of peace and prosperity. Plague, pestilence and famine were uncommon. Warfare
was a curiosity going on far, far away. Criminals were hunted down with a
ferocity that overawed all but the completely crazy ones. But there was always
bad trouble along the frontiers. The Lady's minions, the Ten Who Were Taken,
all wanted to build sub-empires of their own, which never lacked for external
enemies. And they all had their own ancient feuds with one another. Hell, even
peace and prosperity create enemies. If you're doing all right, there's always
somebody who wants to take it away from you."
"I
never pictured you as a philosopher, Swan."
"Oh,
I'm a wonder after you get to know me."
"I'm
sure you are. What are you trying to tell me?"
"I
don't know. Killing time jacking my jaw. Making the trip go faster. Or maybe
just reminding you that you shouldn't get too distressed about the vagaries of
human nature. I've been getting my roots ripped out and my life overturned and
a boot in my butt propelling me into an unknown future, blindfolded, for so
long now that I am getting philosophical about it. I enjoy the moment. In a
different context I do Surrender to the Will of the Night."
Despite
my religious upbringing, I have never cherished a fatalistic approach to life.
Surrender to the Will of the Night? Put my life in the hands of God? God is
Great, God is Good, God is Merciful, there is no God but God. This we are
taught. But the Bhodi philosophers may be right when they tell us that homage
to the gods is best served when seconded by human endeavor.
"Going
to get dark after a while," Swan reminded me.
"That's
one of those things I've been trying to avoid thinking about," I
confessed. "But Narayan Singh was right. Darkness always comes."
And when
it did, we would find out just how wonderful a talisman our Key was.
"Have
you noticed how the pillars keep on glittering even though the sky has started
to look like it's going to rain?"
"I
have." Murgen never mentioned this one phenomenon. I wondered if we had
not done something never done before. "Did this happen last time you were
up here?"
"No.
There was a lot of glitter when we had direct sunlight but none that seemed
like it was self-generated."
"Uhm.
And was it this cold?" It had been getting chillier all day.
"I
recall a sort of highland chill. Nothing intolerable. Whoa. Sounds like party
time."
A whoop
and holler had broken out at the head of the column. I could not determine a
cause visually, being of the short persuasion. "What is it?"
"The
kid's stopped. Looks like he's found something."
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What
Tobo had found were the remains of the Nar, Sin-dawe, who had been one of our
best officers in the old days and, possibly, the villain Mogaba's brother.
Certainly those two had been as close as brothers until the siege of Jaicur,
when Mogaba chose to usurp command of the Company. "Clear away from him,
people," I growled. "Give the experts room to take a look." The
experts being Goblin, who dropped to his knees and scooted around the corpse
slowly, moving his head up and down, murmuring some sort of cantrips, touching
absolutely nothing until he was certain there was no danger. I dropped to one
knee myself.
"He
got a lot farther than I would've expected," Goblin said.
"He
was tougher than rawhide. Was it shadows?" The body had that look.
"Yes."
Goblin pushed gently. The corpse rolled slightly. "Nothing left here. He's
a dried-out mummy."
A voice
from behind me said, "Search him, you retard. He might've been carrying a message."
I
glanced back. One-Eye stood behind me, leaning on an ugly black cane. The
effort had him shivering. Or maybe that was just the cold air. He had been
riding one of the donkeys, tied into place so he would not fall if he dozed
off, which he did a lot these days.
I
suggested, "Move him over to the side of the road. We need to keep this
crowd moving. We have about eight more miles to go before we stop for the
night." I pulled that eight out of the air but it was a fact that we
needed to keep moving. We were better prepared for this evolution than our
predecessors had been but our resources remained limited. "Swan, when a
mule with a tent comes along, cut it out of line."
"Uhm?"
"We
need to make a travois. To bring the body."
Every
face within earshot went blank.
"We're
still the Black Company. We still don't leave our own behind." Which was
never strictly true but you do have to serve an ideal the best you can, lest it
become debased. A law as ancient as coinage itself says bad money will drive
out good. The same is true of principles, ethics and rules of conduct. If you
always do the easier thing, then you cannot possibly remain steadfast when it
becomes necessary to take a difficult stand. You must do what you know to be
right. And you do know. Ninety-nine times out of a hundred you do know and you
are just making excuses because the right thing is so hard, or just
inconvenient.
"Here's
his badge," Goblin said, producing a beautifully crafted silver skull in
which the one ruby eye seemed to glow with an inner life. Sindawe had made that
himself. It was an exquisite piece from talented hands. "You want to take
it?"
'That
was the custom, gradually developed since the adoption of the badges under
Soulcatcher's suzerainty back when the Captain was just a young tagalong with a
quill pen. The badges of the fallen were passed down to interested newcomers,
who were expected to learn their lineage and thus keep the names alive.
It is
immortality of a sort.
I
jumped. Sahra made a startled noise. I recalled that something similar had
happened to Murgen last time. Although in that case, only he had sensed it. I
thought. Maybe I ought to consult him. An entire squad of soldiers had been
assigned to tend and transport the mist projector as delicately as was humanly
possible. Even Tobo was under orders to match his pace to that manageable by
the crew moving our most valuable resource.
Tobo
had not done a good job of conforming.
Carts
creaked past. Pack animals shied away from Sin-dawe's remains but never so far
they risked straying from the safety of the road. I had begun to suspect that
they could sense the danger better than I could because I had to rely entirely
upon intellect for my own salvation. Only the black stallion seemed unmoved by
Sindawe's fate.
The
white crow seemed very much interested in the corpse. I had the feeling Sindawe
was someone it knew and mourned. Ridiculous, of course. Unless that was Murgen
inside there, as someone had suggested, trapped outside his own time.
Master
Santaraksita came along, leading a donkey. Bala-ditya the copyist bestrode the
beast. He studied a book as he rode, completely out of touch with his
surroundings. Perhaps that was because he could not see them. Or he did not
believe in the world outside his books. He had the lead rope of another donkey
tied to his wrist. That poor beast staggered under a load consisting mostly of
books and the tools of the librarian's trade. Among the books were some of the
Annals, on loan, including those that I had salvaged from the library.
Santaraksita
pulled out of line. "This is so absolutely exciting, Dorabee. Having
adventures at my age. Being pursued through ancient, eldritch, living artifacts
by terrible sorcerers and unearthly powers. It's like stepping into the pages
of the old Vedas."
"I'm
glad you're enjoying it so much. This man used to be one of our brothers. His
adventure caught up with him about fourteen years ago."
"And
he's still in one piece?"
"Nothing
lives on the plain unless it has the plain's countenance. Even including the
flies and carrion eaters you'd expect to find around a corpse anywhere."
"But
there are crows here." He indicated birds circling at a distance. I had
not noticed them because they were making no sounds and there were only a few
of them in the air. As many as a dozen more perched atop the stone columns. The
nearest of those were now just a few hundred yards ahead.
"They're
not here to feast," I said. "They're the Protector's eyes. They run
to her and repeat whatever we do. If they touch down after dark, they'll end up
just as dead as Sindawe did. Hey, Swan. Right now, up and down the column, pass
the word. Nobody does anything to bother those crows. It might break holes in
the protection the road gives against the shadows."
"You're
determined to put me on Catcher's shit list, aren't you?"
"What?"
"She
doesn't know I'm not dead, does she? Those crows are going to put the finger on
me."
I
laughed. "Soulcatcher's displeasure shouldn't worry you right now. She
can't get to you."
"You
never know." He went off to tell everybody I wanted those watchcrows
treated like favored pets.
"A
strange and intriguing man," Santaraksita observed.
"Strange,
anyway. But he's a foreigner."
"We're
all foreigners here, Dorabee."
That
was true. Very true. I could close my eyes and still be overwhelmed by the
strangeness of the plain. In fact, I felt that more strongly when I was not
looking at it. When my eyes were closed it seemed as aware of me as I was aware
of it.
Once we
got Sindawe loaded I continued walking beside Master Santaraksita. The
librarian was every bit as excited as he claimed. Everything was a wonder to
him. Except the weather. "Is it always this cold here, Dorabee?"
"It's
not even winter yet." He knew about snow only by repute. Ice he knew as
something that fell from the sky during the ferocious storms of the rainy
season. "It could get a lot colder. I don't know. Swan says he don't
recall it being this chilly the last time he was up here but that was at a
different time of year and the circumstances of the incursion were
different." I was willing to bet that seldom in its history had the plain
ever experienced the crying of a colicky baby or the barking of a dog. One of
the children had sneaked the dog along and now it was too late to change
anyone's mind.
"How
long will we be up here?"
"Ah.
The question nobody's had the nerve to ask. You're more familiar with the early
Annals than I am anymore. You've had months and months to study them while I
haven't had time to keep my own up to date. What did they tell you about the
plain?"
"Nothing."
"Not
who built it? Not why? By implication Kina is involved somehow. So are the Free
Companies of Khatovar and the golem demon Shivetya. At least we think the thing
in the fortress up ahead is the demon who's supposed to stand guard over Kina's
resting place. Not very effectively, apparently, because the ancient king
Rhaydreynak drove the Deceivers of his time into the same caverns where Soulcatcher
trapped the Captured. And we know that the Books of the Dead are down there
somewhere. We know that Uncle Doj says without offering any convincing evidence
the Nyueng Bao are the descendants of another Free Company, but we also know
that Uncle and Mother Gota sometimes mention things that aren't part of the
usual lore."
"Dorabee?"
Santaraksita
I found wore that expression he always put on when I surprised him. I grinned,
told him, "I rehearse all this every day, twenty times a day. I just don't
usually do it out loud. I believe I was hoping you would add something to the
mix. Is there anything? By direct experience we know that it takes three days
to get to the fortress. I assume that stronghold is located at the heart of the
plain. We know there's a network of protected roads and circles where those
roads intersect. Where roads exist there must be someplace to go. To me that
says there must be at least one more Shadowgate somewhere." I looked up.
"You think?"
"You
bet our survival on the possibility that there's another way off the
plain?"
"Yep.
We didn't have anywhere left to run back there."
There
was that look again.
Suvrin,
plodding along and listening in silence, had that look, too.
I said,
"Although I've been surrounded by Gunni all my life, I'm still unfamiliar
with the more obscure legendry. And I know even less about that of the older,
less well-known, non-proselytizing cults. What do you know about The Land of
Unknown Shadows? It seems to be tied in with aphorisms like 'All Evil Dies
There an Endless Death' and 'Calling the Heaven and the Earth and the Day and
the Night.'"
"The
last one is easy, Dorabee. That's an invocation of the Supreme Being. You might
also hear it as the formula 'Calling the Earth and the Wind and the Sea and the
Sky,' or even 'Calling Yesterday and Today and Tonight and Tomorrow.'You spout
those off thoughtlessly because they're easy and you have to deliver a certain
number of prayers every day. I'm sure Vehdna who actually keep up with their prayers
take the same shortcuts."
Twinges
of guilt. My duties of faith had suffered abominably the past six months.
"Are you sure?"
"No.
But it sure sounded good, didn't it? Easy! You asked about Gunni. I could be
wrong in a different religious context."
"Of
course. How about Bone Warrior, Stone Soldier, or Soldier of Darkness?"
"Excuse
me? Dorabee?"
"Never
mind. Unless something related occurs to you. I'd better trot up the line and
get Tobo slowed down again."
As I
passed the black stallion and white crow, the latter chuckled and whispered
that "Sister, sister" phrase again. The bird had heard the entire
conversation. Chances were that it was not Murgen, nor was it Soulcatcher's
creature, but still, it was extremely interested in the doings of the Black
Company, to the point of trying to give warnings. It seemed quite pleased that
we were headed south and were unable to turn back.
Behind
me, Master Santaraksita's group paused. He and Baladitya studied the face of
the first stone column, where golden characters still sparked occasionally.
it is
immortality of a sort.
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The
people of the former Shadowlands clung to the best cover available while they
watched Nemesis cross their country in a slow and angry progression toward the
pass through the Dandha Presh. In more than one place Soulcatcher's appearance
gave rise to the rumor that Khadi had been reborne and was walking through the
world again.
She
always did love a good practical joke.
What
the witnesses saw seemed to be the goddess in her most terrible aspect. She was
naked except for a girdle of dried penises and a necklace of babies' skulls.
Her skin was a polished mahogany black. She was hairless everywhere. She had
vampire fangs and an extra pair of arms. She seemed about ten feet tall. What
she did not seem was happy. People stayed out of her way.
She was
not alone. In her wake came an equally naked woman as white as Soulcatcher was
dark. She was five and a half feet tall. Even covered with cuts and bruises and
dirt, she was attractive. Her face was empty of all expression but her eyes
burned with patient hatred. She wore only one item of ornamentation, a shoulder
harness to which a cable ten feet long had been attached. That cable connected
her to the rusty iron cage floating in the air behind her. The cage enclosed a
skinny old man who had suffered several severe injuries, including a broken leg
and some bad burns. The girl was compelled to tow the cage. She never spoke,
even when the monster encouraged her with a switch. Possibly she had lost the
faculty.
Narayan
Singh had been the unfortunate who triggered Goblin's booby trap, not its
beloved intended.
The
Deceiver shared the cage with a large bound book. He was too weak to keep it
closed. Wind toyed with its pages. Once in a while the breeze showed its
vicious side and yanked a page away from the book's tired binding.
Sometimes
delirious, Narayan thought he was in the hands of his goddess, either being
punished for some forgotten transgression or transported to Paradise. And
perhaps he was right. It did not occur to Soulcatcher to wonder what use she
had for him alive. Not that she was taking any special trouble to keep him that
way. Nor did the Daughter of Night seem particularly concerned about his fate.
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I
managed to overtake Tobo before he sped through the crossroads' circle.
"We're stopping here," I told him, hanging onto his shoulder.
He
looked at me like he was trying to remember who I was.
"Back
up to the circle."
"All
right. You don't have to be so pushy."
"Good.
The real you is back. Yes. I do. No one else seems to be able to restrain
you." As we stepped into the circle, I told him, "There should be a
... yes. Right here." There was a hole in the roadway surface, four inches
deep and as big around as my wrist. "Put the handle of the pickax in
that."
"Why?"
"If
the shadows can get inside the protected areas, that's the direction they'll
come from. Come on. Do it. We've got a ton of work to do if we're going to set
up a safe camp." There were too many of us to get everyone inside the
circle. That meant some would have to overnight on the road, not a practice
encouraged by Murgen.
I
wanted only the calmest personalities back there. Murgen guaranteed that every
night on the plain would be some kind of adventure.
Suvrin
found me trying to get Iqbal and his family moved toward the heart of the
circle. The animals were hobbled there. And I had a feeling that the plain
really did not like being trampled upon by things with such hard feet.
"What is it, Suvrin?"
"Master
Santaraksita would like to see you at your earliest convenience." He
grinned like he was having a wonderful time.
"Suvrin,
have you been getting into the ganja or something?"
"I'm
just happy. I missed the Protector's state visit. Therefore I'm all right until
sometime that's still far off yet. I'm on the greatest adventure of my life,
going places no one of my generation would have thought possible even a few
weeks ago. It won't last. It just plain won't last. The way my luck runs. But
I'm for damned sure having fun now. Except my feet hurt."
"Welcome
to the Black Company. Get used to it. Bunions should be our seal, not a fire
breathing skull. Did anyone learn anything useful today?"
"My
guess would be that Master Santaraksita might have come up with something. Else
why would he bother to send me to find you?"
"You
got bold and sarky fast once you got up here."
"I've
always thought I'm more likable when I'm not afraid."
I
glanced around. I wondered if stupid ought not to be in there somewhere, too.
"Show me where the old boy is."
Suvrin
had the chatters. Bad, for him. "He's a wonder, isn't he?"
"Santaraksita?
I don't know about that. He's something. Keep an eye out that you don't
accidentally find his hand fishing around in your pants."
Suvrin
had made camp for himself and the older men right at the edge of the circle, on
its eastern side. Santaraksita had to have picked the spot. It was directly
opposite the nearest standing stone. The librarian was seated Gunni-style,
crosslegged, as near the edge as he dared get, staring at the pillar. "Is
that you, Dorabee? Come sit with me."
I
overcame a burst of impatience, settled. I was out of shape for that. The
Company continued its northern habits using chairs and stools and whatnot even
though we now had only two Old Crew souls left. Such is inertia. "What are
we looking for, Master?" It was obvious he was watching the standing
stone.
"Let's
see if you're as bright as I believe you are."
There
was a challenge I could not ignore. I stared at the column and waited for truth
to declare itself.
A group
of the characters on the pillar brightened momentarily. That had nothing to do
with the light of the setting sun, which had begun creeping in under the edge
of the clouds. That was painting everything bloody. After a while I told
Santaraksita, "It seems to be illuminating groups of characters according
to some pattern."
"Mainly
in reading order, I think."
"Down?
And to the left?"
"Reading
downward in columns isn't uncommon in the temple literature of antiquity. Some
inks dried quite slowly. If you wrote in horizontal lines, you sometimes
smeared your earlier work. Writing downward in columns right to left suggests
to me left-handedness. Possibly those who placed the stellae were mostly
left-handed."
It
struck me that writing whatever way was convenient for you personally could
lead to a lot of confusion. I said so. .
"Absolutely,
Dorabee. Deciphering classical writing is always a challenge. Particularly if
the ancient copyists had time on their hands and were inclined to play pranks.
I've seen manuscripts put together so that they could be read both horizontally
and vertically and each way tells a different story. Definitely the work of
someone who had no worries about his next meal. Today's formal rules have been
around for only a few generations. They were agreed upon simply so we could
read one another's work. And they still haven't penetrated the lay population
to any depth."
Most of
that I knew already. But he needed his moments of pedantry to feel complete.
They cost me nothing. "And what do we have here?"
"I'm
not sure. My eyes aren't sharp enough to pick up everything. But the characters
on the stone closely resemble those in your oldest book and I've been able to
discern a few simple words." He showed me what he had written down. It was
not enough to make sense of anything.
"Mostly
I think we're looking at names. Possibly arranged in a holy scripture sort of
way. Maybe a roll-call-of-the-ancestors kind of thing."
"It
is immortality of a sort."
"Perhaps.
Certainly you can find similarly conceived monuments in almost every older
city. Iron was a popular material for those who considered themselves truly
rich and historically significant. Generally, though, they were erected to
celebrate individuals, notably kings and conquerers, who wanted following
generations to know all about them."
"And
every one of those I've ever seen was a complete puzzle to the people living
around it now. Thus, a feeble immortality of a sort."
"And
there's the point. We'll all achieve our immortality in the next world, however
we may conceive that, but we all want to be remembered in this one. I suppose
so that when the newly dead arrive in heaven, they'll already know who we are.
And, yes, even though I am a devout, practicing Gunni, I'm very cynical about
what humanity brings to the religious experience."
"I'm
always intrigued by your thinking, Master Santaraksita, but in today's
circumstances I just don't have time to sit around musing on humanity's
innumerable foibles. Nor even those of God. Or the gods, if you prefer."
Santaraksita
chuckled. "Do you find it amusing to see our roles thus reversed?" A
few months in the real world had done wonders for his attitude. He accepted his
situation and tried to learn from it. I considered accusing him of being a
Bhodi fellow traveler.
"I
fear I'm much less of a thinker than you like to believe, Master. I've never
had time for it. I'm probably really more of a parrot than anything."
"And
I suspect that surviving in your trade eventually leaves everyone more
philosophical than you want to admit, Dorabee."
"Or
more brutal. None of these men were ever sterling subjects."
Santaraksita
shrugged. "You remain a wonder,"whether or not you wish to be
one." He made a gesture to indicate the standing stone. "Well, there
you have it. It may say something. Or it may just be remembering the otherwise
unheralded whose ashes nourished weeds. Or it may even be trying to
communicate, since some of the characters seem to have changed." His tone
became one of intense interest as he completed his last sentence.
"Dorabee, the inscription doesn't remain constant. I must have a closer
look at one of those stellae."
"Don't
even think about it. You'd probably be dead before you got to it. And would get
the rest of us dead, too."
He
pouted.
"This's
the dangerous part of the adventure," I told him. "This's the part
that leaves us no room for innovation or deviation or expressing our
personalities. You've seen Sin-dawe. No better or stronger man ever lived. That
was nothing he deserved. Whenever you feel creative, you just go look on that
travois. Then take another look. Gah! It smells like the inside of a stable
here already. A little breeze wouldn't hurt." As long as it blew away from
me.
The
animals were all crowded together and surrounded so they could not do something
stupid like wander out of the protective circle. And herbivores tend to generate
vast quantities of by-product.
"All
right. All right. I don't make a habit of doing what's stupid, Dorabee."
He grinned.
"Really?
What about how you got here?"
"Maybe
it's a hobby." He could laugh at himself. "There's stupid and stupid.
None of those boulders is going to make my pebble turn into a standing
stone."
"I'm
not sure if that's a compliment or an insult. Just keep an eye on the rock and
let me know if it says anything interesting." It occurred to me to wonder
if these pillars were related to the pillars the Company had found in the place
called the Plain of Fear, long before my time. Those stones had even walked and
talked unless the Captain exaggerated even worse than I thought. "Whoa!
Look there. Right along the edge of the road. That's a shadow, being sneaky.
It's already dark enough for them to start moving around."
It was
time I started moving around, making sure everyone remained calm. The shadows
could not reach us if no one did anything stupid. But they might try to provoke
a panic, the way hunters will try to scare up game.
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Despite
the numbers and the animals and my own pessimism, nothing went wrong. Goblin
and I made repeated rounds of the circle and the tailback running north up the
protected road. We found everyone in a mood to be cooperative. I suppose that
had something to do with the shadows clinging to the surface of our invisible
protection and oozing around like evil leeches. Nothing focuses the attention
like the proximity of a bad death.
"There
are other ways in and out of this circle besides the one we came in and the one
we're going to use tomorrow," I told Goblin. "How come we can't see
them?"
"I
don't know. Maybe it's magic. Maybe you ought to ask One-Eye."
"Why
him?"
"You've
been around long enough that you should've discovered the truth. He knows
everything. Just ask. He'll tell you." Evidently he was less worried about
his friend. He was back to picking on One-Eye.
"You
know, you're right. I haven't had much chance to talk to him but I did notice
that he's going all-out to be a pain. Why don't we go wake him up, tell him
he's in charge, and get ourselves some shut-eye?" Which is what we did,
with slight modifications, after we made sure there was a watch rotation for
every potential entry into the circle, whether it could be seen or not. With
help from Gota and Uncle Doj, One-Eye was still capable of contributing a
little something to his own protection. Not that he was willing to admit that.
I
believe Goblin went off and whispered something to Tobo, too, after we went our
respective ways.
I had
just gotten comfortable on my nice rock bed when Sahra invited herself over for
a chat. I really was tired and uncharitable. When I sensed her presence, I just
wanted her to go away. And she did not stay long.
She
said, "Murgen wanted to talk to you but I told him you were exhausted and
needed to rest. He wanted me to warn you that your dreams may be particularly
vivid and probably confusing. He said just don't go anywhere and don't panic. I
have to go tell Goblin and One-Eye and Uncle and some others and have them
spread the word to everyone else. Rest easy." She patted my hand, letting
me know we were still friends. I grunted and closed my eyes.
Murgen
was right. Night on the glittering plain was another adventure entirely. The
landmarks were similar but seemed to be ghosts of their daytime selves. And the
sky was not to be trusted.
The
plain itself was still all shades of grey but now with some sort of implied
illumination that left all the angles and edges clearly defined. Once when I
glanced upward I saw a full moon and the sky crowded with stars, then only
moments later, the overcast was back and there was nothing to be seen at all.
The characters inscribed on the standing stones all seemed busy, which was not
something Murgen had noted during his own visit. I watched for a moment,
recognizing individual characters but no words. Nevertheless, I had an epiphany
I would have to pass on to Master Santaraksita in the morning. The inscriptions
on the pillars did begin at the upper right and read downward. For the first
column. The second column read from the bottom upward. Then the third read back
down. And so on.
I
became more interested in the things moving amongst the pillars, though. There
were some big shadows out there, things with a presence potent enough to
terrify and scatter the little shadows radiating hunger as they crawled over
the surface of our protection. The big ones would not come closer. They had
about them an air of infinite, wicked patience that left me convinced they
would be out there waiting if it took a thousand years for one of us to screw
up and open a gap in our protection.
In
dream, all roads leading into the circle were equally well-defined. Each was a
glimmering ruler stroke running off to glowing domes in the distance. Of all
those roads and domes, though, only those on our north-south trace seemed to be
fully alive. Either the road knew what we wanted to do or it knew what it
wanted us to do.
In an
instant I was amazed, bewildered, terrified, exultant, having realized that in
order to see what I was seeing, I would have to be at least a dozen feet above
my normal height of eye. Which meant that I had to go outside my skin, the way
Murgen did, and while I had wished for the ability a thousand times and the
view was engrossing, the risks were none I cared to face when the opportunity
was real. I sped a prayer heavenward. God needs to be reminded. I was totally,
ecstatically, happy being Sleepy, without one shred of mystical talent. Really.
If it was necessary that somebody in my gang do this sort of thing, Goblin or
One-Eye or Uncle Doj or almost anyone else could have the magic, sparing only
Tobo, despite him being the prophesied future of the Company. Tobo was still a
little too short on self-discipline to be handed any more capabilities.
The
presence of the small shadows was kind of like that of a flock of pigeons. They
were not silent on that ghost-world level but they did not try to communicate unless
with one another. It took me only moments to shut them out.
The
skies above were more troublesome. Each time I lifted my gaze I saw that some
dramatic change had occurred. Sometimes there was an impenetrable overcast,
sometimes a wild starfield and a full moon. Once there were fewer stars and an
extra moon. Once a distinct constellation hung right over the road south. It
conformed exactly to Murgen's description of a constellation called the Noose.
Hitherto I had always suspected the Noose to have been a fabrication on Mother
Gota's part.
Then,
just beyond the golden pickax, I spied a strapping trio of the uglies Murgen
had reported meeting in that very spot his first night on the glittering plain.
Were they yak-shas? Rakshasas? I tried to shoehorn them into Gunni or even
Kina's mythology but just could not make them fit. There would be plenty of
room, though, I did not doubt. The Gunni are more flexible in matters of
doctrine than are we Vehdna. We are taught that intolerance is our gift of faith.
Gunni flexibility is just one more reason they will all suffer the eternal
fires. The idolaters.
God is
Great. God is Merciful. In Forgiveness He is Like the Earth. But He can become
a tad mean-spirited with unbelievers.
I tried
desperately to recall Murgen's report of his encounter with these dream
creatures. Nothing came forward despite the fact that I had been the one who
had written it all down. I could not for certain recall if his night visitors
had been identical to these. These were humanoid and human-size but definitely
lacking human features. Possibly they wore masks in the guise of beasts.
Judging from their frenetic gestures, they wanted me to follow them somewhere.
I seemed to recall something similar having happened during Murgen's episode.
He had refused. So did I, although I did drift toward them and did attempt to
engage them in conversation.
I did
not, of course, have a knack for generating sound without a body or tools. And
they did not speak any language I knew, so the whole business was an exercise
in futility.
They
became extremely frustrated. They seemed to think that I was playing games.
They finally stamped away, obviously possessed by a big anger.
"Murgen,
I don't know where you are. But you're going to have to spend some time clueing
me in here."
The
ugly people were gone. No skin off my nose. Now maybe I could get some sleep.
Some real sleep, without all these too-real dreams and awful, improbable skies.
It
started to rain, which told me which sky was the true sky and paramount above
the me that lay twitching fitfully as the cold drops began to make themselves
felt. There was no way to get in out of it. There was no way to erect tents or
other shelters on the plain. In fact, the matter of weather had not arisen
during our planning sessions. I do not know why, though it seems that there is
always something big that you overlook, something to which every planner on the
team turns a blind eye. Then, when the breakdown or failure comes, you cannot
figure out how you overlooked the obvious.
Somehow
we must have concluded that there was no weather on the plain. Maybe because
Murgen's Annals did not recall any. But somebody should have noticed that the
Captured made this journey at a different time of year. Somebody should have
realized that that was sure to have some impact. Somebody probably named me.
It had
been cool already when the rain began to fall. It grew chillier fast. Crabbily,
I got up and helped cover stuff to protect it, helped get out means for recovering
some of the water, then confiscated a piece of tenting and another blanket,
rolled up and went back to sleep, ignoring the rain. It was only a persistent
drizzle and when you are exhausted, nothing but sleep matters much.
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I found
Murgen waiting when I got home to dreamland. "You seem surprised. I told
you I'd see you on the plain."
"You
did. But I don't need it to be right now. Right now I need to sleep."
"You
are. You'll wake up as refreshed as if you hadn't dreamed at all."
"I
don't want to be drifting around loose from my body, either."
"Then
don't."
"I
can control it?"
"You
can. Just decide not to do it. It's pretty basic. Most people manage it
instinctively. Ask around tomorrow. See how many of these people even recall being
loose from their flesh."
"It's
something everybody does?"
"Up
here. It's something everybody can do. If they want. Most don't want it so
emphatically that they don't even recognize that the opportunity is there.
Which doesn't matter. It's not why I'm here."
"It
matters a bunch to me. That stuff is scary. I'm just a simple low-class city
brat-"
"Cancel
the old whine-and-toe shuffle, Sleepy. You're wasting time. I probably know as
much about you as you know about yourself. There're things you need to
know."
"I'm
listening."
"Till
now you've dealt with the plain well enough by letting the Annals guide you.
Stick with the rules you've already made and you won't have any trouble. Don't
dawdle. You didn't bring enough water even if you slaughter your animals as you
go, the way you planned. There's ice here that you can melt but if you waste
time getting here, you'll end up having to kill more animals than you want. And
take good care of them while they're still alive. Don't let them get so thirsty
they start charging around looking for water and go busting through your
protection. That'll heal itself but it does take time. The shadows won't give
you time."
"Then
we're safe from the break that killed Sindawe and some of the others?"
"Yes.
You'll find Bucket tomorrow. I warn you now so ' you'll have time to prepare
yourself."
I was
prepared already. I had been prepared for a long time. Actually seeing Bucket
dead would be difficult but I would get past it. "Tell me what I should do
now that I'm here."
"You're
doing it. Just don't do it slowly."
"Should
I split the group? Send a strike force forward?"
"That
wouldn't be wise. You wouldn't be able to manage whichever group you weren't
with. And that'll be the one where somebody screws up and gets us all
killed."
"You,
too?"
"There's
nobody else who can get me out if you fail. There isn't even anyone else out
there who knows that we're alive."
"The
Daughter of Night and Narayan Singh know. Probably." They had overheard
enough to figure it out, certainly.
"Which
means Soulcatcher does too, now. But you know, I don't really see those people
developing an interest in raising the dead. Not to mention that now the
Shadowgate can only be opened from this side. This is the last cast of the
dice, Sleepy. And it's for everything."
I did
not remind Murgen that Narayan Singh and his ward had a very strong interest in
resurrecting someone who was practically his grave-mate. He was right about the
Shadowgate, assuming there were no more Keys outside. "How did I know you
were going to say something like that?"
He gave
me the smile that probably won Sahra's heart.
I told
him, "You should go see Sahra."
"I
already have. That's why I was so late getting around to you."
"What
can I say? Oh. I saw those creatures ... the ..." I did not know what they
were called, so I tried to describe them.
"The
Washane, the Washene and the Washone, collectively referred to as the Nef.
They're dreamwalkers, too."
"Too?"
"I'm
a dreamwalker. You can see me but only with your mind's eye. In some way that
you remember me. The Nef are out here all the time. They may be trapped, or
they may no longer have bodies to go back to. I've never been able to tell.
They want to communicate so badly because they want something badly but don't
seem capable of learning how. They're from one of the other worlds. If they no
longer have bodies they may even be skinwalkers, so be very careful around
them."
"The
.. . duh ... what are you blathering about?"
"Oh.
We haven't talked about any of that yet, have we?"
"Any
of what?"
"I
really thought you'd figure most of it out by reading between the lines. The
Companies had to come from somewhere and it would be hard to scratch out a
living on a tabletop of bare stone. So they must have come from somewhere else.
Somewhere very else, since the plain isn't so big you can't walk around it and
discover that there's nowhere for armies to come from. The land just gets
colder and more inhospitable."
"I'm
real thick, boss. You should've drawn me some pictures."
"I
wasn't keen on having anyone outside know. I didn't want anybody getting scared
to come get me."
"You're
my brother."
He
ignored me. "I haven't slept here, so I have a lot of time on my hands. I've
used some of it exploring. There are sixteen Shadowgates, Sleepy. And fifteen
of them open onto places that aren't our world. Or did at one time. Most of
them are dead now and in my state, I can't see what used to be on the other
side without actually going out there. And
I don't
have the eggs to do that, because I like my own world just fine and I don't
want to take a chance of getting trapped any farther away from it than I
already am.
"Only
four of the gates are still alive. And the one to our world is so badly hurt
that it probably won't last many generations more."
I was
lost. Completely. I was prepared for none of this. And yet he was right when he
hinted that there were bells I should have heard ringing. "What does all
that have to do with Kina? It isn't in her legend anywhere. In fact, what does
it even have to do with us? It's not in our legend anywhere."
"Yes
it is, Sleepy. The truth is just so old that time has totally distorted it.
Examine Gunni mythology. There's a lot there about other planes, other realms
of reality, different heavens and whatnot. Those stories go way back before the
coming of the Free Companies, a thousand years or more. Near as I've been able
to find out, when the first Free Company came off the plain, almost six hundred
years ago, that event marked the first time our Shadowgate had been used in at
least eight centuries. That's a lot of time for truth to mutate."
"Whoa.
Whoa. You're starting to imply things I can't quite get my mind around."
"You'd
better open it up and spread it out wide, Sleepy, because there's a whole lot
more. And I doubt I've discovered even a tenth of it."
I have
a dark, cynical, untrusting side that at times even doubts the motives of my
closest friends. "Why is it that none of this ever got mentioned until
now? This isn't fresh news to you, is it?"
"No.
It isn't. But I told you, I want out of here. Badly. I chose not to pass on any
information that might handicap you."
"Handicap
me? What the heck are you talking about?"
"Kina
and the Captured aren't the only things sleeping up here. There're also a lot
of truths that would shake the foundations of our world. Truths I have no
trouble imagining wholesale slaughters and holy wars arising to suppress.
Truths I have no trouble seeing getting my family and the Company obliterated,
they're so threatening."
"I'm
trying to open my mind but I'm having trouble. I feel like I'm about to plunge
into an abyss."
"Just
hang on. I've been out here forever and I still have trouble with it. I think
the way to start is, I should outline the history of the plain."
"Yes.
Why don't you do that? That might be interesting."
"You
still have that edge on your tongue, don't you? Maybe Swan is right and what
you really need is a good ... all right. All right. Listen closely. The plain
was created so far back in antiquity that nobody on any of the worlds has any
idea who built it, how, or why, though you have to believe that it was meant to
be a pathway between the worlds."
"Why
the shadows and standing stones and-"
"I
can't tell you anything if I'm not the one doing the talking."
"Sorry."
"In
the beginning there was the plain. Just the plain, with its network of roads
that have to be walked a certain way to get to other worlds. For example, every
traveler has to enter the great circle at the center of the plain before he can
leave the plain again. Back then there were no shadows, no Shadowgates, no
standing stones, no great fortress inside the great circle, no caverns beneath
the stone, no sleeping gods, no Captured, no Books of the Dead. There was
nothing but the plain. The crossroads of worlds. Or possibly of time. One rogue
school of thought insists the gates all open into the same world but at times
which are separated by tens of thousands of years.
"At
some time still in unimaginable antiquity, human nature asserted itself and
would-be conquerers began to charge back and forth across the plain. During a
period of exhaustion the wise men of a dozen worlds combined to make the first
modifications to the plain. They built a fortress in the great circle and
garrisoned it with a race of created immortal guardians whose task it would be
to prevent armies from passing from world to world.
"Then
we pass to the edge of proto-history, the age now recalled poorly as it is
distorted in Gunni myth.
"Those
driven to conquer will try to do so, whatever the obstacles. Kina apparently
started out as your run-of-the-mill, dark-lord type that arises every few
centuries, as Lady's first husband was, only she was another in a line and
association of many such, some of whom are now recalled as gods because of the
impact they had on their times. The whole cabal decided to beef Kina up until
she could overcome the 'demons' on the plain. In the process she did become
what, for want of a better descriptive, we would have to call a god. And she
behaved every bit as badly as her associates should have expected, with results
more or less like those recalled in the mythology. Once Kina was asleep, her associates
opened the maze of caverns under the plain and buried her way down deep
somewhere. Then they created Shivetya, the Steadfast Guardian, to keep watch.
Or they conscripted a surviving demon of the same name and strengthened him and
bound him to do the job, if you prefer a less common version of the story.
Then, apparently too exhausted to recover their greatness, they faded away. So
Kina came out on top even if she ended up imprisoned."
"Why
didn't they just kill her? That's something I've never understood about these
squabbles amongst the gods. There's only one version of the Kina myth where her
enemies do anything but just tuck her in. And in that one, even after she's all
chopped up and scattered around, they leave the pieces alive and trying to get
back together."
"My
guess would be she had some kind of deadman spell that entwined the fates of
the other gods with her own. Those people wouldn't have trusted one another for
a second. All of them would have had some protective mechanism like Longshadow
used when he tied his fate into the well-being of the Shadowgate."
"But
the Shadowgate doesn't depend on his health anymore. Not as long as he stays
inside."
"I
was just posing an example, Sleepy. Let's stick to the history of the plain.
What followed Kina's downfall isn't documented at all, but more conquerers came
and went and further efforts were made to dissuade them while keeping the plain
open for commerce. The gates and Keys were created. One world gathered its
sorcerers and had them steal the souls of millions of prisoners of war,
creating the shadows and endowing them with a bitter hatred of everything
living. They meant to close down the plain entirely. Which naturally led some
other race to create the shields that protect the circles and roads. Nobody
knows for sure how or when the standing stones began to appear but they're the
most recent addition to the plain, probably put out by the precursors of the
multiple worlds' religious movement that produced the Free Companies. I understand
that the stones aren't quarried, they're created things. They're immune to the
shadows and indifferent to the protective shields but they're attuned to the
various Keys carried away during the Free Companies' age."
"It's
too much to grasp. It'll take a long time to digest. Kina is real,
though?"
"Absolutely.
Buried right down here under me somewhere. I've never been tempted to go look
for her. I wouldn't want to accidentally cut her loose. I don't know how I
could manage that but I definitely don't want to find out the hard way."
"What
about Rhaydreynak and the Books of the Dead? Where do they fit?"
Rhaydreynak's war on the cult of Kina antedated the appearance of the Free
Companies by several centuries supposedly, yet there were scary similarities
suggesting shared origins.
"The
rise of the Free Companies is actually one of the least well known despite its
being closest in time. There were many Companies over several hundred years.
They came from several different worlds and went off into several more,
representing almost as many different sects of Kina worshippers. Most seem to
have been sent out to explore, not conquer or to serve as mercenaries or even
to bring on the Year of the Skulls. What their true mission seems to have been
was to determine which world should be awarded the honor of being sacrificed in
order to bring on the Year of the Skulls."
"Then
a bunch of worlds decided to gang up on ours?"
"Kina
spanned many worlds. Her deviltry was almost universal, apparently."
"And
we lost the toss and got to bury her in ours?"
"You're
not in our world anymore, Sleepy. This's the in-between. Where you are depends
on what gate you walk out. And these days you have only one choice. Its
Shadowgate lies straight ahead, on the far side of the plain. It's as if the
plain itself is closing down the alternate ways."
"I
don't get it. Why would it do that? And how?"
"Sometimes
its seems like the plain itself is alive, Sleepy. Or at least that it can
think."
"Is
it where we came from? Is it where the Captain spent most of his life trying to
go?"
"No.
The Company can't go back to Khatovar. Croaker will never reach the promised
land. That Shadowgate is dead. The world where you're headed is very much like
our own. To other worlds it's known by a name that translates into Taglian
somewhat vaguely as The Land of Unknown Shadows."
Without
thinking I responded, "All Evil Dies There an Endless Death."
"What?"
Startled. "Yes. How did you know? They were the people who committed the
murders that produced the shadows."
"I
heard it somewhere. From a Nyueng Bao."
"Yes.
Nyueng Bao De Duang. In current Nyueng Bao usage that means something like 'The
Chosen Children' colloquially and nothing whatsoever that's sensible literally.
In the days when their forebears were sent out from The Land of Unknown Shadows
it meant, roughly, 'the Children of the Dead.'"
"You've
been busy," I observed.
"Hardly,
considering how long I've been trapped here.
Try it
for a decade, Sleepy. You won't have to put up with any of the distractions you
complain about when you aren't getting everything you want to do done."
"No
kidding? Seems to me I'm all of a sudden having to work even while I'm
sleeping."
"Not
for long. Whoever has control of that mist-making thing is trying to get me to
answer him. Why don't you sneak around there and smash that sucker so I don't
have to get dragged into it every time somebody wants my view on how to crack a
walnut or whatever else the crisis of the moment happens to be."
"Not
hardly, former boss. I'm carrying a whole bag of nuts myself."
"You
would" Murgen departed as though yanked away.
I could
have sworn I heard the laughter of an eavesdropping white crow.
77
How
come you're so crabby?" Willow Swan demanded when I snapped at him for no
good reason. "Rag time again already?"
I
blushed. Me, after twenty years among the crudest men on two hooves. "No,
jerk. I didn't sleep very well last night."
"What?"
It
exploded out of him like the shriek of a stomped rat.
"I
didn't sleep well last night."
"Oh,
yeah. Not our sweet little Sleepy. Guys, anybody, Ro, River, whoever, you want
to step up and remind us about the Roar in the Rain last night?"
Riverwalker
told me, "Boss, your snoring made more noise than a tiger in heat. We had
people get up and move back up the road toward home to get away from the
racket. There were people wanted to strangle you or at least put your head in a
sack. I bet if anybody else knew what the hell we were doing and where we were
going, you'd be on that travois with General Sindawe."
"But
I'm such a sweet, delicate flower. I couldn't possibly snore." I had been
accused of the crime before but only jokingly, never with such passion.
River
snorted. "Swan decided not to marry you."
"I'm
stricken. I'll see if One-Eye doesn't have a cure."
"A
cure? The man can't even take care of himself."
I
scrounged up something to eat. It was barely worth the effort and definitely
not filling. We would be on short rations for a long time. Before I finished
what morning preparations were possible for me, the forward elements were
already moving. The general mood was more relaxed. We had survived the night.
And yesterday we had shoved it to the Protector real good.
The
relaxation ended when we found Bucket's remains.
Big
Bucket, real name Cato Dahlia, once a thief, once an officer of the Black
Company, was almost a father to me. He never said and I never asked but I
suspect he knew I was female all along. He was very unpleasant to some of my
male relatives, way back when.
You did
not want to be the object when Bucket got angry.
I
managed not to break down. I had had a long time to get used to the idea that
he was gone, though there was always some small, irrational hope that Murgen
was wrong, that death had overlooked him and he was buried with the Captured.
The men
put Bucket on the travois with Sindawe without having to be told.
I
tagged along and became entranced by one of those unaccountably irrelevant
trains of thought that often take shape at such times.
We had
left a truly nasty mess where we had spent the night, particularly in the line
of animal waste. Likely the Captured had done the same during their passage
along this same road. However, other than the odd corpse, there was no sign
that they had passed through. There were no dung piles now, no gnawed,
discarded bones, no vegetable waste, no ashes from charcoal braziers, nothing.
Only human bodies lasted and they became thoroughly desiccated.
I would
have to take it up with Murgen. Meantime, it was a mental exercise that would
keep me from dwelling upon Bucket.
We
trudged on southward. The rain came and went, never more than a drizzle, though
sometimes the wind brought it stinging in from a sharp angle. I shivered a lot
and worried about it getting cold enough to sleet or snow. No other evil found
us. Eventually I spied the vague silhouette of our initial destination, that
mysterious central fortress.
The
wind began to blow steadily.
Some of
the men complained about the cold. Some complained about the wet. Quite a few
complained about the menu, and a handful insisted on complaining about all the
complaining, I sensed few positive feelings concerning what we were doing.
I felt
very much alone, almost abandoned, the whole day long despite well-meant
efforts from Swan, Sahra and quite a few others. Only Uncle Doj did not bother
because even at this late date he remained piqued because I would not enlist as
his apprentice. He continued his emotional machinations. Several times I caught
myself retreating into my away place and had to remind me that I did not need
to go there now. None of those people could hurt me anymore. Not if I did not
let them. I controlled their reality. They survived only in my memory. . . .
Even
that is immortality of a sort.
We
Vehdna believe in ghosts. And we believe in evil. I wondered if the Gunni might
not be onto something after all. For them the pain inspired by the departure of
loved ones is less personal and far more fatalistic and is accepted as a
necessary stage of life that does not end with this one transformation.
If the
Gunni, by some bizarre and remote practical joke of the divine, happen to be in
possession of a more accurate > theology, I must have been a bad, bad girl
in a previous life. I sure hope I had fun.... Forgive me, O Lord of the Hours,
Who Art Merciful and Compassionate. I have sinned in my heart. Thou Art God.
There Can Be No Other.
78
There
were flakes of snow in the air whenever the wind took to loafing. Then each
time it found renewed ambition it hurled tiny flecks of ice that stung my face
and hands. Though it sounded fearful, the level of grumbling never reached
suggestions of mutiny. Willow Swan trotted up and down the column gossiping and
dropping reminders that we had nowhere to go but straight ahead. The weather
did not hamper him at all. He seemed to find it invigorating. He kept telling
everyone how wonderful it would be once we got some real snow, say, four or
five feet. The world would look better then, yes sir! He guaranteed it. He grew
up in stuff like that and it made a real man out of you.
With
equal frequency I overheard some advice the fulfillment of which was physically
impossible for anyone not some select variety of worm as often the people cried
out, offering up impassioned pleas to One-Eye, Goblin, even Tobo, to fill
Swan's mouth with quick-setting mortar.
"Are
you having fun?" I asked him.
"Oh,
yeah. And they're not blaming you for anything, either."
His
boyish grin told me he was not being some kind of unwanted hero. He was playing
games with me, too.
All
northerners seemed to have that capacity for play. Even the Captain and Lady,
sometimes, had shown signs with one another. And One-Eye and Goblin ... the
little black wizard's stroke may have been a godsend. I could not imagine those
two missing an opportunity for screwing up as grand as this one was if they
were both in excellent health.
When I
suggested something of the sort to Swan he failed to understand. Once I
explained, he observed, "You're missing the point, Sleepy. Unless they're
extremely drunk, those two won't do anything dangerous to anybody but
themselves. I'm on the outside and I recognized that twenty years ago. How
could you miss it?"
"You're
right. And I do know that. I'm just looking for things to go wrong. I get
gloomy when I try to prepare myself for the worst. How come you're so
cheerful?"
"Right
up ahead. Another day. Two, maximum. I get to say hi to my old buddies, Cordy
and Blade."
I
looked at him askance. Could he be the only one of us more excited than
frightened by the possibilities inherent in releasing the Captured? Only one of
those people had not spent the past fifteen years trapped inside his own mind.
And I was not convinced that Murgen was not working overtime to maintain a
false facade of sanity. The others ... I did not doubt that quite a few would
come forth stark, raving mad. Nor did the rest.
Nowhere
was that fear more evident than in the Radisha.
"Tadjik,"
had remained almost invisible since she had rejoined us this side of the Dandha
Presh. Though River-walker and Runmust stayed close, she needed no watching and
made few demands. She stayed to herself, cloaked in brooding. The farther we
moved from Taglios, the nearer we approached her brother, the more withdrawn
she became. On the road, after the Grove of Doom, we had become almost
sisterly. But the pendulum had been swinging the other way ever since Jaicur
and we had not exchanged a hundred words a week this side of the mountains.
That did not please me. I enjoyed her company, conversation and slashing wit.
Even
Master Santaraksita had had no luck drawing her out lately, though she had
developed an affection for his scholarly drollery. Between them, the pair could
gut and flense a fool's argument faster than a master butcher ever cleaned a
chicken.
I
mentioned the problem to Willow Swan.
"I'll
bet it's not her brother that's bothering her. He wouldn't be the biggest
thing, anyway. I'd guess she's down about not being able to go back. Ever since
she realized we're probably on a one-wayer here, she's been in a black
depression."
"Uhm?"
"It's
Rajadharma. That's not just a handy propaganda slogan for her, Sleepy. She
takes being the ruler of Taglios seriously. You got her strolling on down here,
month after month, seeing what the Protector did in her name. You have to
understand that she's going to be upset about the way she let herself get used.
And then she has to face the fact that she'll probably never get a chance to do
anything about it. She's not that hard to understand."
But he
had been close to her for thirty years. "We're going back."
"Oh,
sure. And on the one chance in a zillion that we really do, who's going to have
an army waiting? Can you say Soulcatcher?"
"Sure.
And I can also say she'll forget us in six months. She'll find a more
interesting game to play."
"And
can you say 'Water sleeps?' So can Soulcatcher, Sleepy. You don't know her.
Nobody does except maybe Lady, a little. But I got closer than most for a
while. Not exactly by choice, but there I was. I tried to pay attention, for
what good it would do me. She isn't entirely inhuman and she isn't as vain and
heedless as she might want the world to think. Bottom line, you need to keep
one critical fact firmly in mind when you're thinking about Soulcatcher. And
that is that she's still alive in a world where her deadliest enemy was the
Lady of the Tower. Remembering that in her time Lady made the Shadowmasters look
like unschooled bullies."
"You're
really wound today, aren't you?"
"Just
stating the facts.".
"Here's
one of your own right back. Water sleeps. The woman who used to be the Lady of
the Tower will be back on her feet in another few days."
"You'd
better ask Murgen if he thinks she'll want to bother getting up. I'll bet you
it's not this cold where she's at." The breeze on the plain had begun to
gnaw both deeply and relentlessly.
I did
not disagree even though he knew the truth. He might not remember but he must
have helped Soulcatcher move the Captured into the ice caverns where they lay
imprisoned.
A
murder of crows appeared from the north, fighting the wind. They had very
little to say to one another. They circled a few times, then fought for
altitude and rode the breeze toward Mama. They would not have much to report.
We
began to find more bodies, sometimes in twos and threes. A fair number of the
Captured had not been caught at all. I recalled Murgen's report that almost
half the party made a break for the world after Soulcatcher got loose. Here
they were. I did not remember most of them. They were Taglian or Jaicuri rather
than Old Crew, mostly, which meant they had enlisted while I was up north on
Murgen's behalf.
We came
upon Suyen Dinh Duc, Bucket's Nyueng Bao bodyguard. Duc's body had been
prepared neatly for ceremonial farewells. That Bucket had paused in the midst
of terror to honor one of the quietest and most unobtrusive of the Nyueng Bao
companions spoke volumes about the character of my adopted father and that of
Duc. Bucket had refused to accept protection. He did not want a bodyguard. And
Suyen Dinh Duc had refused to go away. He had felt called by a power far
superior to Bucket's will. I believe they became friends when nobody was
looking.
I began
to shed the tears that had not come when we had found Bucket himself.
Willow
Swan and Suvrin tried to comfort me. Both were uneasy with the effort, not
quite knowing if hugging would be acceptable. It sure would have been but I did
not know how to let them know without saying it. That would have embarrassed me
too much.
Sahra
provided the comfort as the Nyueng Bao gathered to honor one of their own.
Swan
woofed. The white crow had landed on his left shoulder and pecked at his ear.
It studied the dead man with one eye and the rest of us with the other.
Uncle
Doj observed, "Your friend was supremely confident that someone would come
this way again, Annalist. He left Duc in the attitude called 'In Respect of
Patient Repose,' which we do when a proper funeral has to be delayed. Neither
gods nor devils disturb the dead while they lie so disposed."
I
sniffled. "Water sleeps, Uncle. Bucket believed. He knew we'd come."
Bucket's
belief had been stronger than mine. Mine barely survived the Kiaulune wars.
Without Sahra's relentless desire to resurrect Murgen I would not have come
through the times of despair. I would not have become strong enough to endure
when Sahra's own time of doubt came upon her.
Now we
were here, with nowhere to go but forward. I dried my eyes. "We don't have
time to stand around talking. Our resources are painfully finite. Let's load
him up-"
Doj
interrupted. "We would prefer to leave him as he is, where he is, till we
can send him off with the appropriate ceremonies."
"And
those would be what?"
"I
haven't seen many dead Nyueng Bao since the siege of Jaicur. You people do a
good job of dancing around death. But I have seen a few of your tribe dead and
there wasn't any obviously necessary funeral ritual. Some got burned on the
ghats as though they were Gunni. I saw one man buried in the ground, as if he
were Vehdna. I've even seen a corpse rubbed with bad smelling unguents, then
wrapped like a mummy and hung head-down from a high tree branch."
Doj
said, "Each funeral would have been appropriate to the person and
situation, I'm sure. What's done with the flesh isn't critical. The ceremonies
are intended to ease the soul's transition to its new state. They're absolutely
essential. If they're not observed, the dead man's spirit may be compelled to
wander the earth indefinitely."
"As
ghosts? Or dreamwalkers?"
Doj
seemed startled. "Uh? Ghosts? A restless spirit that wants to finish tasks
interrupted by death. They can't, so they just keep going."
Although
Vehdna ghosts are wicked spirits cursed to wander by God Himself, I had no
trouble following Doj's notion. "Then we'll leave him here. You want to
stand _ beside him? To make sure he stays safe from traffic?" Bucket had
placed Duc at the edge of the road so he would not be disturbed by the
terrified fugitives back then.
"How
did he die?" Swan asked. Then he squawked. The white crow had nipped his
ear again.
Everybody
turned to stare at Swan. "What do you mean?" I asked.
"Look,
if a shadow got Duc and somebody tried to lay him out proper, that layer-outer
would be here dead as a wedge, too. Right? So he must've died some other way,
before-" A dim lamp seemed to come alive inside his head.
"Catcher
did it!" the crow said. It was crow caw but the words were clear.
"Haw! Haw! Catcher did it!"
The
Nyueng Bao began to press in on Swan.
"Catcher
did it," I reminded them. "Probably with a booby-trap spell. By the
time Duc reached this point, she would've been ten miles ahead of anybody on
foot. She was mounted, remember. From what I remember about Duc, he probably
saw the trap as Bucket tripped it and jumped in the way."
Gota
pointed out, "The Protector could not have left a booby trap to kill Duc
if she had not been released." Her Taglian was the best I had ever heard
it. The anger in her eyes said she wanted no mistake to be made.
Sahra
whispered, "Suyen Dinh Duc was a second cousin to my father."
I said,
"We've been through this before, people. We can't exonerate Willow Swan
but we can forgive him if we recall the circumstances he faced. Do any of you
really think you can get the best of the Protector, face-to-face? No hands? But
some of you think so in your heart." Few Nyueng Bao lacked for arrogant
self-confidence. "Here's your challenge. Run back and prove it. The
Shadowgate will let you out. Soulcatcher is on foot. She's crippled. You can
catch up fast. Can you ask for any more?" I paused. "What? No takers?
Then lay off Swan."
The
white crow cawed mockingly.
I saw a
few thoughtful, sheepish faces but Gota's was not one of them. Gota had never
been wrong in her life except that one time when she had thought she might be
wrong.
Swan
let it roll off. As he had done for years. He had learned from the strictest instructress.
He did suggest, "You said we need to keep rolling, Sleepy. Although I
guess we meat-eaters can start on the vegetarians after their stories run
out."
"Carry
the Key, Tobo. Thank you, Sahra."
Sahra
turned away. "Mother, stay with Tobo. Don't let him walk any faster than
you do."
Ky Gota
grumbled something under her breath and turned away from us. She followed Tobo.
Her rolling waddle could be deceptive when she was in a hurry. She overhauled
the boy, grabbed hold of his shirt. Off they went, the old woman's mouth going
steadily. No gambler by nature, still I would have bet that she was fuming
about what foul mortals the rest of us be.
I
observed, "Ky Gota appears to have found herself."
Not one
of the Nyueng Bao found any reason to celebrate that eventuation.
A mile
later we came across the only animal remains that we would ever find from the
earlier expedition. They were piled in a heap, bones and shredded dry flesh so
intertangled there was no telling how many beasts there had been or why they
had gathered together, in life or in death. The whole grim mess appeared to
have been subsiding into the surface of the plain slowly. Given another decade,
it would be gone.
79
The
ugly dreamwalkers returned after dark. They were more energetic in their
efforts tonight. The rain returned, too. It was more energetic and was
accompanied by thunder and lightning that made sleeping difficult. As did the
cold rainwater, all of which seemed determined to collect inside the circle
where we were camped. The stone did not appear to slope but water sure behaved
as though it did. The animals drank their fill. Likewise, the human members of
the band. Runmust and Riverwalker directed everyone to fill waterbags and top
off canteens. And as soon as someone raised his voice to bless our good
fortune, the first snowflakes began to fall.
What
sleep I did manage was not pleasant. A full-blown tumult was underway in the
ghostworld and it spilled over into my dreams. Then Iqbal's daughter decided
this would be a wonderful time to cry all night. Which got the dog started
howling. Or maybe that happened the other way around.
Shadows
swarmed over the face of our protection. They were more interested in us than
they had been in the interlopers of Murgen's time. He told me so himself.
The
shadows remembered ages past. I was able to eavesdrop on their dreams.
On
their nightmares. All they remembered were horrors from a time when men
resembling Nyueng Bao tortured them to death in wholesale lots while sorcerers
great and small spanked the demented souls until, when they were released
eventually, they were so filled with hatred of every living thing that even a
creature as slight as a roach was subject to instant attack, with great
ferocity. Some shadows, already evilly predatory by nature, became so wicked
they even attacked and devoured other shadows.
There
had been millions so victimized. And the only virtue in their creators was that
they manufactured the horrors from invaders who arrived in countless waves from
a world where an insane sorcerer king had elevated himself to near godhood,
then had set out to take full mastery of all the sixteen worlds.
Uncounted
tens of thousands of corpses littered the glittering plain before the shadows
stemmed that tide. Scores of the monsters escaped into neighboring worlds. They
spread terror and havoc until the gates could be modified to prevent their
passage. For centuries no traffic crossed the plain. Then came another age of
halfhearted commerce, once some genius devised the protection now shielding the
roads and circles.
The
shadows saw everything. They remembered everything. They saw and remembered the
missionaries of Kina, who had fled my own world at the pinnacle of
Rhaydreynak's fury. In every world they reached, the goddess's dark song fell
upon a few eager ears, even amongst the children of those who had created the
shadows.
Commerce
on a plain so constrained and dangerous perforce remained light. It took
determined people to hazard the crossing. Traffic peaked when the world we
recalled as Khatovar launched a flurry of expeditions to other worlds to
determine which would be best suited to host the cosmic ceremony called the
Year of the Skulls.
Followers
of Kina from other worlds joined that quest. Companies marched and
countermarched. They argued and squabbled. They accomplished very little.
Eventually a consensus took shape. The sacrifice ought to be the world that had
treated the Children of Kina so abominably in the first place. Rhaydreynak's descendants
should reap what he had sown.
The
companies sent out were not swarms of fanatics. The plain was dangerous. Few
men wanted to cross it. Most of the soldiers were conscripts, or minor
criminals under the rule of a few dedicated priests. They were not expected to
. return. It became the custom for the conscripts' families to hold a wake for
their Bone Warriors or Stone Soldiers before they departed even though the
priests always promised they would be back in a matter of months.
The few
who did return usually came back so drained and changed, so bitter and hard,
they came to be known as Soldiers of Darkness.
Kina's
religion was never popular anywhere it took root. Always a minority cult, it
lost what power it did have as generations passed and the early fervor faded
into the inevitable, tedious rule of functionaries. One world after another
abandoned Kina and turned away from the plain. Dark Ages took shape everywhere.
One gate after another failed and was not restored. Those that did not fail
fell into disuse. The worlds were old, worn, tired, desperately in need of
renewal. The ancestors of the Nyueng Bao may have been the last large party to
travel from one world to another. They seemed to have been Kina worshippers
fleeing persecution at a time when the rest of their people had become insanely
xenophobic and determined to expunge all alien influences. The ancestors of the
Nyueng Bao, the Children of the Dead, had vowed to return to their Land of
Unknown Shadows in blazing triumph. But, of course, because they were safe on
the far side of the plain, their descendants soon forgot who and what they
were. Only a handful of priests remembered, not entirely correctly.
A voice
that did not speak aloud tickled my consciousness. Sister, sister, it said. I
saw nothing, felt only that featherweight touch. But it was enough to spin my
soul sideways and toss it into another place where, when I caught my spiritual
breath, the stench of decay filled my nostrils. A sea of bones surrounded me.
Unknown tides stirred its surface.
There
was something wrong with my eyes. My vision was warped and doubled. I raised a
hand to rub them... and saw white feathers.
No!
Impossible! I could not be following Murgen's path. I could not be losing my
moorings in time. I would not stand for it! I willed myself
Caw!
Not from my beak.
A black
shape popped into sight in front of me, wings spread, slowing. Talons reached
toward me.
I spun,
hurled myself off the dead branch where I had been perched. And was sorry instantly.
I found
myself just yards from a face five feet tall. It boasted more fangs than a
shark does teeth. It was darker than midnight. The odor of its breath was the
stench of decaying flesh.
The
triumphant grin on those wicked ebony lips faded as I evaded the swat of a
gigantic, clawed hand. I, Sleepy, was in a trousers-soiling panic but something
else was inside the bird with me. And it was having fun. Sister, sister, that
was close. The bitch is getting sneakier. But she will never surprise me. She
cannot. Nor will she understand that she cannot.
Who is
"me?"
The
exercise was over. I was in my body on the plain, in the rain, shuddering while
my mind's eye observed the capering dreamwalkers. I examined what I had
experienced and concluded that I had been given a message, which was that Kina
knew we were coming. The dreaming goddess had been pretending quiescence of
recent decades. She knew patience intimately, by all its secret names. And I
may have been given another message as well.
Kina
still was the Mother of Deceit. Quite possibly nothing I had learned recently
was entirely or even partially true if Kina had found a way to wander the
shadowed reaches of my mind. I had no doubt that she could. She had managed to
inform entire generations and regions with a hysterical fear of the Black
Company before the advent of the Old Crew.
I swear
I sensed her amusement over having quickened in me a deeper and more abiding
distrust of everything around me.
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Suvrin
wakened me early. He sounded glum. I could not see his face in the darkness.
"Trouble, Sleepy," he whispered. And I have to give him credit. He
was first to realize the implications of the fact that it was snowing. But
then, he had seen more of the white stuff than any of us but Swan. And Willow
had been away from it long enough to turn into an old man.
I
wanted to moan and groan but that would have done no good and we needed to get
a handle on the situation right away. "Good thinking," I told him.
"Thanks. Go around in that direction and wake up the sergeants. I'll
circle around to the left." Despite my nightmares, I felt rested.
The
snowfall in no way recognized the presence of the protection shielding our
campsite. Which meant the boundaries were no longer obvious. I sensed a
heightened killing lust amongst the shadows. They had seen this before. It
would be snack time if anyone started running around nervously.
We had
One-Eye and Goblin on our side. Tobo, too. They could winkle out the
whereabouts of the boundaries.
But
they needed a little light to do the job.
One by
one I made sure everyone wakened and understood the gravity of the situation,
especially the mothers. I made sure everyone understood that no one should move
around until daylight.
Wonder
of wonders, nobody did anything stupid. Once there was light enough, the
wizards started drawing lines in the snow.
I
arranged for teams to enforce the boundaries.
Everything
went so well I was feeling smug before it turned time to go. Then I discovered
that it was going to be a long day which, of course, I should have known
instinctively.
This
next leg of the journey had taken the Captured only a few hours. It would take
us far longer. The shattered fortress could not be discerned behind the falling
snow. The old, old men would have to mark out every step before it could be
taken, walking to either side of Tobo and the Key, keeping him centered on the
road but never getting ahead of him. Just in case.
A
quarter mile along I was worrying about time already. We had too many mouths
and too few supplies. Harsh rationing was in place. These people had to be
gotten across the plain fast, excepting those of us who would bring out the
Captured.
"This's
getting out of hand!" Goblin yelled. "If it gets any heavier, we're
up Shit Creek."
He was
right. If this snowfall turned into a blizzard, we were going to have no other
worries. If it worsened much, we were going to die out here and make
Soulcatcher the happiest girl in the world.
She
probably was anyway, now that she had had time to reflect on the fact that
there was no one left able to dispute her in any whim she cared to indulge.
Water sleeps? So what. Those days were over.
Not
while I was still standing, they were not.
Swan
joined me for breakfast. "How's my wife this morning?"
"Frigid."
Darn! Open mouth, insert boot with manure veneer.
Swan
grinned. "I've known that for years. Isn't this something? There's more
than an inch already."
"It's
something, all right. Unfortunately, I don't encourage myself to use the kind
of language needed to describe it. Most of these people have never seen snow.
Watch out for somebody to do something stupid. In fact, you might stick close
to the Radisha. I don't want her getting hurt because somebody doesn't use his
head."
"All
right. Did you dream last night?"
"Of
course I did. I got to meet Kina right up close, too."
"I
saw lights on the road to the east of us."
That
got my attention. "Really?"
"In
my dream. They were just witchlights. Maybe the plain's own memories, or
something. There wasn't anything there when I went to look."
"Getting
bold in your old age, are you?"
"It
just sort of happened. I wouldn't have done it if I'd thought about it."
"Did
I snore again last night?"
"You
solidified your grasp on the all-time women's championship. You're ready to
compete at the next level."
"Must
have something to do with the dreaming."
Sahra
drifted up. She looked grim. She did not like what was happening even a little,
the snow or the way we had to cope with it. But she bit her tongue. She
understood that it was now too late to be a fussy mom. Like it or not, her boy
was carrying us all right now.
One-Eye
limped along using a staff somebody had made for him from one of the smaller
bamboo weapons. I did not know if it was still armed. Very likely so, he being
One-Eye. He told me, "I'm not going to last at this, Little Girl. But I'll
go as long as I can."
"Show
Tobo what to do and let him take over as soon as he's got it. Let Gota carry
the pickax and you get up on the horse. Advise from there."
The old
man just nodded instead of finding some reason to argue, betraying his true
weakness. Goblin scowled at me, though, assuming he was going to get a large
ration of unsolicited counsel. But he shrugged off the temptation to debate.
"Tobo.
Hold up. You really understand what we have to do today?"
'"I've
got it, Sleepy."
"Then
give your grandmother the Key. Where is that horse buddy of mine? Get up here,
you. Carry One-Eye." I noted that the white crow had left the beast's
back. In fact, the bird was nowhere to be seen. "Up you go, old man."
"Who
you calling old, Little Girl?" One-Eye drew himself up as tall as he got.
"You,
so old you've gotten shorter than me. Get your tail up there. I really want to
get there today." I offered Goblin a hard look, just in case he got a
notion to try poking sticks in the spokes. He just looked back blankly. Or
maybe blandly.
Spoiled
brat, me. I got my way. The ruined fortress loomed out of weakly falling snow
around what felt like noon. Once Tobo got the hang of discovering the
boundaries well enough to keep up with Goblin, the band began moving at a pace
limited only by Mother Gota's capacities. And she seemed taken by a sudden urge
to hasten toward whatever destiny awaited whoever arrived with the Key.
My
natural pessimism went almost entirely unrewarded. Had Iqbal's boys not
discovered the wonders of snowballs, I would have had nothing to complain about
at all. Even then I would have been entertained had not a few wild volleys of
missiles not strayed my way.
We
arrived at the chasm Murgen had mentioned, a tear in the face of the plain rent
by powers almost unimaginable. The earthquake responsible had been felt as far
away as Taglios. It had flattened whole cities this side of the Dandha Fresh. I
wondered if it had wrought as much destruction in the other worlds connected to
the plain.
I also
wondered if the quake had been natural in origin. Had it been caused by some
premature effort of Kina's to rise and shine?
"Swan!
Willow Swan! Get up here."
Mother
Gota had halted at the lip of the chasm simply because there was no way for her
to go forward. The rest of the mob crowded up behind the leaders because,
naturally, everyone wanted to see. I snapped, "Make a hole, people! Make a
hole. Let the man get up here." I stared at the wrecked fortress.
Shattered was too strong a description but its state of disrepair went way
beyond neglect, too. I supposed if the original golem garrison were still
around, it would be in perfect condition and right now the whole crew would be
outside dusting off the snow patches attached to every little roughness of the
stone.
Swan
grumbled, "You need to make up your mind, darling. You want me to look out
for the Radisha or-"
"Never
mind. I don't have time. I'm cold and I'm cranky and I want to change that.
Look at this crack. Is this the way it was before? Because even though it's
pretty impressive, it's nowhere as huge as Murgen made me think it would be.
Everybody but Iqbal's baby can skip across this."
Swan
studied the gap in the plain.
Immediately
evident to any eye was the fact that there were no sharp edges. The stone
seemed to have softened and oozed like taffy.
"No.
It wasn't like this at all. It looks like it's been healing, it's not a quarter
as wide as it was. I bet in another generation there won't even be a
scar."
"So
the plain can heal itself. But not so things that were added later." I
indicated the fortress. "Except for the spells protecting the roads."
"Apparently."
"Start
moving across. Swan, stick with Tobo and Gota. Nobody else has any idea where
to go from here. There you are," I answered an impatient caw! from above
If I kind of squinted and looked sideways, I could make out the white crow
perphed on the battlements, looking down.
Still
muttering to himself, though somewhat good naturedly, Swan stepped across the
crack, slipped, fell, skidded, got up exercising a string of out-of-shape
northern expletives. Everyone else laughed.
I
summoned Runmust and Riverwalker. "I want you two to figure out how to get
the animals and carts across. Draft Suvrin if you want. He claims he's had some
minor experience in practical engineering. And keep reminding everyone that if
they remain calm and cooperative, we'll all get to sleep in a warm, dry place
tonight." Well, maybe dry. Warm was probably too much to expect.
Uncle
Doj and Tobo helped Mother Gota across. Sahra followed. Several other Nyueng
Bao followed her. That made an awful lot of Nyueng Bao concentrated in one
place suddenly. My paranoia began to quiver and narrow its eyes suspiciously.
I said,
"Goblin. One-Eye. Come along. Slink? Where are you? Come with us."
Slink I could count on to be quick and deadly and as morally reluctant as a
spear when I pointed and said, "Kill!"
Uncle
Doj did not fail to note the fact that even now I trusted him only
incompletely. He seemed both irked and amused. He told me, "There isn't
anything for our people here, Annalist. This is all for Tobo's benefit."
"That's
good. That's good. I wouldn't want the future of the Company to be placed in
the slightest risk."
Doj
frowned, disappointed by my sarcasm. "I have not won your heart yet, Stone
Soldier?"
"How
could you? You keep calling me names and won't even explain."
"All
will become clear. I fear."
"Of
course. Once we reach the Land of Unknown Shadows. Right? You'd better hope
there aren't any half-truths or outright cover-ups in your doctrine. 'All Evil
Dies There an Endless Death.' It could still be true."
Doj
responded with a baleful look but it seemed neither angry nor calculating.
I said,
"Swan. Show us the way."
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I think
this's as far as I can take you," Swan told me. He spoke slowly, as though
having trouble sorting out his thoughts. "I don't get it. Stuff keeps
going away. I know I was farther inside than this. I know all the things we
did. But when I try to remember anything specific, I lose everything between
the time I got to this point until sometime during the gallop back. Stuff comes
to me all the time when I'm not trying. I do remember that. Maybe Catcher
messed up my brain somehow."
"There's
an all-time understatement," Goblin muttered.
Swan
ignored Goblin. He complained, "We were actually off the plain before I
realized that we were the only ones who would be coming out."
I was
not sure I believed that but it did not matter now. I grunted, suggested,
"How about you make a guess? Maybe your soul will remember what your brain
can't."
"First
you need to get some light in here."
"What
do I have wizards for?" I asked the gloom. "Certainly not anything
useful or practical like providing a light. They wouldn't need one. They can
see in the dark."
•
Goblin muttered something unflattering about the sort of woman who indulges in
sarcasm. He told Swan, "Sit down and let me look at your head."
"Let
me!" Tobo enthused at the same time. "Let me try to make a light. I
can do this one." He did not wait for permission. Filaments of lemon and
silver light crawled over his upraised hands, swift and eager. The darkness
surrounding us retreated, I thought reluctantly.
"Wow!"
I said. "Look at him."
"He
has the strength and enthusiasm of youth," One-Eye conceded. I glanced
back. He was still astride the black stallion, wearing a smug look but
obviously exhausted. The white crow was perched in front of him. It studied
Tobo with one-eye while considering our surroundings with the other. It seemed
amused. Then One-Eye began to chuckle.
Tobo
squealed in surprise. "Wait! Stop! Goblin! What's happening?"
The
worms of light were snaking up his arms. They would not respond to his
insistence that they desist. He started slapping himself. One-Eye and Goblin
began to laugh.
Meantime,
the two of them had done something to Swan to clarify his mind. The man looked
like he had just sucked down a tall, frosty mug of self-confident recollection.
Sahra
saw nothing funny in Tobo's situation. She screamed at the wizards to do
something. She was almost incoherent. Which betrayed how much stress she
inflicted upon herself.
Doj
told her, "He isn't in any danger, Sahra. He just let himself get
distracted. It happens. It's part of learning," or words to that effect,
several times, before Sahra calmed down and began to look defiant and sheepish
at the same time.
Goblin
told Tobo, "I'll take it till you get your concentration back." And
in a moment there was light enough to see the walls of the huge chamber.
Someone who is skilled at something always makes it look easy. The little bald
wizard was no exception. He told One-Eye, "Help Swan keep his head
clear."
I
thought the place looked like a nice change from sleep' ing out in the weather.
I wished there was fuel we could burn to heat it.
"Whither
now?" I asked Swan. For some time I had been silently regretting not
having caught Murgen while I was dreaming so I could have gotten reliable
directions.
The
white crow squawked and launched itself, leaving One-Eye cursing because it had
swatted him in the face with its wings.
I was
starting to understand the beast. "Somebody see where it goes. One of you
sorcerer geniuses want to send a light with it?" Tobo had received control
of his light again and had it working in good form but it took all his
attention to manage it. I hoped he outgrew this more-confidence-than-sense
stage before he took a really big bite of disaster.
Uncle
Doj trailed the crow at a dignified pace. I supposed I ought to contribute
something more than executive decisions, so I followed him. A ball of leprous
green light from behind overtook me and made a nest in my tangled hair. My
scalp began to itch. I had a suspicion One-Eye might be sneering at my personal
hygiene, which, I confess, sometimes became the victim of a negligent attitude.
Sort of. "This'll teach me to take my darn helmet off," I grumbled. I
refused to allow him to flash me his smug, toothless grin by not looking back.
I had
not been wearing an actual helmet. God save me, that would have been cold. I
had been wearing a leather helmet liner, which had kept my ears from getting
frostbitten. Barely. Winter. It was one of those things the planning team had
not foreseen.
I
hurried past Doj, who was startled when he saw my hair. Then he grinned as big
as ever I had seen him do. I tossed him a bloodthirsty scowl. Unfortunately, to
do so I had to turn around far enough to see One-Eye and Goblin suddenly stop
exchanging handslaps and snickers. Even Sahra turned slightly sideways to
conceal her amusement. All right. So suddenly I am the clown princess of the
Company, eh? We would see. Those two would ...
I
realized that they had lured me into accepting their system of thought. Before
long I would be setting traps so I could get even first.
The
crow cawed. It was down on the cold stone floor. It danced back and forth,
suddenly impatient. Its talons clicked softly. I dropped to my knees. It let me
get almost within touching distance before it flopped farther into the
darkness.
More
light took life behind us as people and animals came inside, making the
predictable racket. Every new arrival had to know what was going on.
The
crow became a silhouette if I lowered my head and looked at it with my cheek
against the floor.
I told
Doj, "There's light coming from somewhere. This must be where the Captured
got into the inner fortress." I got down on my belly. There was a definite
gap in a wall of stone so dark it seemed unseeable even in the available light.
I could not make out anything on the other side.
Doj got
down and placed his own cheek on the floor. "Indeed."
I
called, "We need some more light over here. And maybe some tools. River.
Runmust. Have those people start setting up some kind of camp. And see what you
can do about shutting out the cold." That would be difficult. There were
several large gaps in the outside wall.
Goblin
and One-Eye stopped grinning like fools and came forward dressed in their
business faces. They kept Tobo right there with them, determined to teach him
their trade quickly, hands-on.
With
more light it was easier to see what the bird meant me to see, which had to be
the crack Soulcatcher had sealed after working her wicked spells on the
Captured. "There any spells or booby traps here?" I asked.
"The
Little Girl's a genius," One-Eye grumbled. His speech had grown a little
slurred. He needed rest badly. "The bird strutted through and didn't go up
in smoke. Right? That suggest anything?"
"No
spells," Goblin said. "Don't mind him. He's just cranky because him
and Gota haven't had no privacy for a week."
"I'm
gonna fit you out for all the privacy you'll need for a couple of eons, Runt
Man. I'm gonna plant your wrinkled old ass-"
"Enough!
Let's see if we can make the hole any bigger."
The
crow made impatient noises on the other side. It had to have some connection
with the Captured even if it was not Murgen operating from some lost corner of
time. Certainly I hoped it was not Murgen from the future. That would imply a
less than successful effort on our part now.
I grumbled
and snarled. I stamped back and forth while half a dozen men expanded the hole,
every one of them grousing about the shortage of light. I did not contribute
much as a human candle, either. Maybe the thing in my hair was Goblin and
One-Eye offering commentary on how bright I was. Though I doubted that after
only two hundred years they could yet have developed that much cleverness and
subtlety.
A
larger and larger crowd piled up behind me. "River," I growled,
"I said you should have these people do something useful. Tobo, get back
from there. You want a boulder to fall on your head?"
A voice
behind me suggested, "You ought to get more light on it so you can see if
you need to do any shoring."
I
turned. "Slink?"
"There
were miners in my family."
"Then
you're as near an expert as we've got."
One-Eye
jabbed a thumb at Goblin. "The dwarf here has sapper experience. He helped
undermine the walls at Tember." His face split in an ugly grin.
Goblin
squeaked, a definite clue that "Tember" was an episode he did not
recall fondly. I did not remember any mention of a Tember in the Annals. Reason
suggested that the referenced event must have taken place long before Croaker
became Annalist, which he had done at an early age.
Two of
Croaker's more immediate predecessors, Miller Ladora and Kanwas Scar, had been
so lax in their duties that little is known about their time other than what
their successors have reconstructed from oral tradition and the memories of
survivors. It was during that era that Croaker, Otto and Hagop joined the band.
Croaker says little about those days himself.
"Am
I to take it, then, that I shouldn't invest unlimited faith in Goblin's
engineering skills?"
One-Eye
cawed like a crow. "As an engineer our bitty buddy makes a wonderful
lumberjack. Things fall down wherever he goes."
Goblin
growled like a mastiff issuing a warning.
"See,
this here skinny little bald-egg genius sold the Old Man the notion of sneaking
into this burg Tember by tunneling under its walls. Deep down. Because the
earth was soft. It'd be easy." One-Eye snorted as he talked, his laughter
barely under control. "And he was right. It was easy. When his tunnel
caved in, the wall fell down. And the rest of us charged through the gap and sorted
them Temberinos out."
Goblin
grumbled, "And about five days later somebody remembered the miners."
"Somebody
was just plain damned lucky he had a friend as good as me to dig him out. The
Old Man just wanted to put up a gravestone."
Goblin
growled some more. "Not so. And the real truth is, the tunnel never
would've collapsed if this two-legged, overripe dog turd hadn't been playing
one of his stupid games. You know, I almost forgot. I never did pay you back
for that. You should've never brought it up, you human prune. Damn! You almost
went and died on me before I got you paid off. I knew you were up to no good.
You had that stroke on purpose, didn't you?"
"Of
course I did, you nitwit. Every chance I get, I try to die just so's you can't
backstab me no more. You want to be that way? I saved your ass and you want to
be that way? Ain't no fool like an old fool. Bring it on, you hairless little
toady frog. I maybe slowed down a step the last couple years but I'm still
three steps faster and ten torches brighter than any lily-white-"
"Boys!"
I snapped. "Children! We have work to do here." They must have driven
the whole Company crazy when they were young and had the energy to keep it up
all the time. "As of this moment, all the slates are clean of anything
that happened before I was born. Just open me a hole so I can go see what we
have to do next."
The two
wizards did not stop growling and muttering and threatening and trying to
sabotage one another in small ways but they did lend their claimed expertise to
the effort to open the gap.
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Once
the opening had been expanded enough to use, there was a brief debate about who
would use it first. The accord was universal: "Not me." But when I
squatted down to duckwalk forward into the shadows, in hopes I could get a look
at what might eat me a few seconds before its jaws snapped shut, several
gentlemen turned all noble and chivalrous. I suspect it was significant that
two of them, Swan and Suvrin, were not Company brothers.
Goblin
grumbled, "All right. All right. Now you're making us look bad. All of
you, get out of the way." He bustled forward.
He did
not have to duck.
I did,
just slightly, as I followed him through.
I did
not need anyone to be noble or chivalrous or to go in before me.
"There
is no God but God," I muttered. "His Works are Vast and
Mysterious." I was five steps inside and had just bumped into Goblin, who
had stopped to stare as well. "I presume that's the golem demon
Shivetya."
"Or
his ugly little brother."
Murgen
had not kept me posted on the golem's state. At last report it had been just a
single earth tremor short of plunging into a bottomless abyss, still nailed to
a huge wooden throne by means of a number of silver daggers. I observed,
"It appears the plain has been healing itself in here, too." I eased
forward.
There
was still a vertiginous abyss. I had to close my eyes momentarily while I
regained my equilibrium. Shivetya remained poised over it but the gap clearly
was narrower than Murgen had described. In closing, the surface had pushed the
wooden throne upward somewhat. Shivetya was no longer in momentary peril of
falling. It looked like a few decades would see him lying there with his nose
pressed into healed stone, the overturned throne on top of him still.
Willow
Swan invited himself to join me. He said, "That thing hasn't moved since
last time."
I
countered, "Thought you couldn't remember anything."
"Whatever
the short farts did, it seems to be working. I recognize things when I see
them."
Goblin
told Swan, "Considering what could still happen if Shivetya starts jumping
around, holding still seems like a pretty good idea. Don't you think?"
"Could
you hold still for fifteen years?"
I said,
"He's held still a lot longer than that, Swan. He's been nailed to that
throne for hundreds of years. Or even thousands. He has to have been nailed
down since before,
Deceivers
fleeing Rhaydreynak came here on their way to other worlds and hid the Books of
the Dead." That observation got me some looks, particularly from Master
Santaraksita. I had not yet shared the tales I had gleaned from Murgen.
"Else he would've stomped them good at the time. They would've looked like
the kind of thing he was put here to guard against. I think."
"Who
nailed him down?" Goblin asked.
"I
don't know."
"Might
be a handy piece of information. You'd want to keep an eye on a guy who could
do that kind of thing."
"I
would," Swan agreed. He grinned nervously.
"It's
listening," I said. I moved along the edge of the abyss several steps,
squatted. From there I could see the demon's eyes. They were open a crack. I
could also see that there were three of them instead of two, the third being in
the center of the forehead above and between the other two. This point had not
come up before, though it was the sort of thing you would expect of a
Gunni-style demon.
The
oversight became self-explanatory as soon as the demon sensed my scrutiny. The
third eye closed and vanished.
I asked
Swan, "That throne look like it's solidly wedged?"
"Yeah.
Why?"
"Just
wondering if we could move it without losing it down that crack."
"I'm
no engineer but it looks to me like you'd really have to work at it to dump it
down there now. Obviously, it could go. One really stupid move ... it's a hell
of a deep hole. But. .."
The
curious kept piling up behind us. Their chatter was becoming annoying. Every
single whisper turned into a gaggle of echoes that made the place seem more
haunted than it was. "Everybody be quiet. I can't hear myself think."
I must have sounded nastier than I intended. People shut up. And gawked. I
asked, "Does anyone see a way to get that thing turned right side up and
pushed back away from the gap?"
"How
come you'd want to do that?" One-Eye asked. "Quit shoving,
Junior."
Suvrin
asked, "Using equipment we have on hand?"
"Yes.
And it would have to get done today. I want the majority of these people back
on the road south at first light tomorrow."
"That
means using brute force. Right now. Some of us would have to get on the other
side of the fissure and lift the top of the throne enough so people and animals
on this side could get the leverage to pull it on up. Using ropes."
Swan
said, "You try to stand it up the way it is there, the bottom end will just
slide off the edge. Then it's a grand ride off to the entrails of the
earth."
"How
come you'd want to do that?" One-Eye demanded again. I ignored him again.
I
concentrated on the argument spreading outward from Suvrin and Swan. I let it
run for several minutes. Then I announced, "Suvrin seems to be the only
one here with a positive view. So he's in charge. Suvrin, draft anybody you
want. Help yourself to any resources you need. Sit Shivetya back up for me. You
hear that, Steadfast Guardian? Gentlemen, if you have any ideas, feel free to
share them with Mr. Suvrin."
Suvrin
said, "I can't...! don't...! shouldn't...! guess the first thing we'd
better do is get a solid idea of how much weight we're dealing with. And we'll
have to rig up some way to get across the gap. Mr. Swan, you handle that. Young
Mr. Tobo, I understand you're skilled at mathematics. Suppose you help me
calculate how much mass we're dealing with here?"
Tobo
grinned and headed for the throne, not at all intimidated by the demon.
"One
adjustment," I said. "I need Swan with me. He's been here before.
Runmust, you and Iqbal figure out how to get across. Willow. Come with
me."
Out of
earshot of the others, Swan asked, "What's going on?"
"I
didn't want to remind anybody that the Company got this far once before.
Somebody might recall a grudge against the man who made it impossible for our
predecessors to go any farther."
"Oh.
Thanks. I guess." He glanced at the clot of Nyueng Bao. Mother Gota
continued to nurture her grudge. She had a son somewhere down under this stone.
"I
may just have a strange perspective. I do believe all of us should accept
responsibility for our actions but I'm not sure we ever understand why we do
some things. Do you know why you cut Soulcatcher loose? I'd bet you've spent
the odd minute here and there trying to figure that out."
"You'd
win. Except it'd be more like the odd year here and there. And I still can't
explain it. She did something to me, somehow. Just with her eyes. All the way
across the plain. Probably manipulating my feelings about her sister. When the
time came it seemed like the right thing to do. I never had a doubt until it
was all over and we were on the run."
"And
she kept her word."
He
understood. "She gave me everything her eyes promised. Everything I could
never have from the sister I really wanted. Whatever her failings, Soulcatcher
keeps her word."
"Sometimes
we get what we want and find out that it wasn't what we needed."
"No
shit. Story of my life, Sleepy."
"Around
fifty people came onto the plain. Two of you got away. Thirteen died on the
road, trying. The rest are still out here somewhere. And you helped put them
where they are. So I'm going to need you to show me. Are you still blind in the
memory or have you started to remember?"
"Oh,
those spells took. It's coming back. But not necessarily organized the same way
that it happened. So bear with me when I seem a little confused."
"I
understand." I kept an eye on the others as we talked. Sahra seemed to be
putting herself under a lot of unnecessary stress. Doj looked ferociously ready
to seize the day
should an opportunity pop up. Gota was
nagging One-Eye about something while keeping one grim eye aimed Swan's way.
Goblin was trying to get the mist projector set up amidst a jostling crowd. I
noted, "There seems to be more light than Murgen reported."
"Tons
more. And it's warmer, too. If I was allowed a guess, mine would be that it has
something to do with the healing that's going on."
I did feel
overdressed for the indoor weather. It was not hot but it was warmer than the
plain outside and there was no wind biting.
"Where
are the Captured?"
"There
was a stairway over there. We must have gone a mile down into the earth."
"You
carried thirty-five unconscious people down there and got back in time to get
away from the evening shadows? Without killing yourself?"
"Catcher
did most of it. She has a spell that makes things float through the air. We
roped the people together and pulled them along like a string of sausages. She
did the pulling, actually. I stayed on the uphill end. More or less. At first.
Because the stair has some twists and turns. We had trouble getting them around
the corners. But a lot less trouble than if we'd carried them one at a
time."
I
nodded. I knew of other instances when Catcher had used the same sorcery.
Seemed like a handy one to have. We could use it right here, right now, to
hoist my future buddy Shivetya.
Curious.
Once upon a time Murgen said that name meant "Deathless," although
more recently I had been given the meaning "Steadfast Guardian." But
I had been provided with whole new sets of creation myths and whatnot, too.
I
fought off an urge to charge off and plunge down the stairway right then. I hustled
back to talk it over with the others. Most of the crowd were preoccupied with
an effort to get Shivetya's throne turned right side up by the power of talking
about it. Suvrin told me, "It's a way to keep warm." And a way to
work off some tension, no doubt. I heard plenty of traditional-style grumbling
questioning the intelligence of any leader who wanted to play around with
something like that great ugly thing over there on that throne.
I
gathered everyone interested. "Swan knows the way down to the caverns. His
memory is getting better all the time." Goblin and One-Eye preened. I gave
them no chance to congratulate themselves publicly. "I'm going down there
to scout. I want the rest of you to get camp set up. I want you to work out
specifically how we'll divide up tomorrow so the majority can scoot on across
the plain to safety." We had discussed this time and again how we could
break up the party, leaving the minimum number of people with the maximum
stores to bring out the Captured while the rest moved on to, it was hoped, a
more congenial clime.
Doj's
position, so perfectly rational, was that we should ignore the Captured until
we had crossed the plain, had gotten ourselves established in the Land of
Unknown Shadows, and were capable of mounting a more thoroughly prepared and
supplied expedition. But none of us knew what we would face at that end of this
passage, and way too many of us were emotionally incapable of walking away from
our brothers again now that we were this close.
I
should have gotten more information out of Murgen while we still had some
flexibility. Time was winnowing our options rapidly.
Sahra's
response to Uncle's repeating his suggestion was blistering enough to melt
lead. She might be reluctant to have her husband back but she was not going to
delay any crisis.
Swan
leaned over my shoulder and whispered, "If you hang around here waiting
for all these people to agree on something, we're going to get very old and
very hungry before anything happens."
The man
had a point. A definite point.
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I got
my daily constitutional in before we reached the stairway. I began to
appreciate just how vast the hall at the heart of that fortress was. My party
dwindled into the distance. I observed, "This thing has got to be a mile
across."
"Almost
exactly. It's a few yards under, according to Soulcatcher. I don't know why. I
wish we had a torch. I saw patterns in the flooring last time I was here, when
there wasn't quite so much dust, but she wouldn't let me waste time looking at
them."
There
was a lot of dust. There had been none outside. The plain tolerated nothing
alien except the corpses of invaders, evidently. Even here, we had yet to
discover any sign of the animals or equipment that had accompanied the Captured
south.
"How
much farther?"
"Almost
there. Watch for a drop-off."
"A
drop-off?"
"A
step down. It's only about eighteen inches but you could break a leg if it
surprises you. I turned an ankle last time."
We
found the drop-off. I stopped to look back once I stepped down. All sorts of
genius was being invested in the assignments I had given. Closer, Sahra and the
Radisha and several others to whom I had not given specific assignments had
decided to follow me. I said, "You're right. It does look like there're
some kind of inlays. If we have time, maybe we can take a closer look." I
considered the edge of the stone. "This curves. And it's polished."
"That
part of the floor is a circle. And it's almost exactly one-eightieth of the
diameter of the plain. According to Soulcatcher. The raised part where the
demon's throne used to sit is one-eightieth the size of this."
"That's
probably got to mean something. It have anything to do with the Captured?"
"Not
that I'm aware of."
"Then
we'll worry about it later."
"The
stairs start over here."
They
did indeed, right next to the wall. The crack in the floor had extended clear
through that. The wall's partial collapse had filled the gap there, then the
material from the wall had been pushed back up as the fissure healed itself.
The
stairs simply started. There was a rectangular hole in the floor. Steps went
down, roughly paralleling the outer wall, away from the crack in the floor,
which had healed almost completely. There was no handrail.
Twenty
steps down we reached a landing eight feet by eight. The descending steps led
off from our right. This flight appeared to go downward forever. Faint light
crept up it, just strong enough so you could see where to put your feet.
Sahra
and the Radisha had caught up close enough that I could hear them talking
without being able to pick up specific words. Both women sounded frightened by
the immediate future.
I could
sympathize. I was nervous about achieving my life's ambition myself. Just a
little.
"You
want to go first?" Swan asked. He lacked considerable enthusiasm, I
thought.
"Are
there booby traps or something?"
"No.
She probably wanted to, just in case somebody passed this way someday, just for
the sheer mean fun of it, but there wasn't enough time. She piddled around so
much, for so long, I didn't really believe we'd ever get away. I'm sure we
wouldn't have if she hadn't been who she was. She spun spells that chased the
shadows away. She'd been in there before. And she'd practiced."
"There
it is!"
"What?"
"Nothing.
Just remembering something." Stupid me. All those years I wondered how
Swan and Soulcatcher had found time to bury the Captured without getting
gobbled up by shadows and I had overlooked the obvious, the fact that Soulcatcher
was a major sorceress and already had some experience manipulating shadows. You
can be screamingly blind to the obvious if you don't realize that you have not
opened up all the doors of your mind.
Forgive
me, O Lord of the Hours. Be Merciful. Be Compassionate. I shall close the
borders of my soul as soon as my brothers are free.
At this
point Swan had no incentive to steer me into danger. I started downstairs.
The
architects, engineers and stonemasons responsible had not been determined to achieve
geometric perfection. Though this portion of the stairwell continued downward
in a specific general direction, it tended to meander from side to side of a
straight line. Nor were the steps of a uniform height. The builders had been
thoughtful enough to provide landings every little way, though. I had a feeling
those would seem to be miles apart once I started climbing up again.
"If
we have to bring One-Eye down here, we're going to have to carry him back up.
He won't survive the climb otherwise."
"You
might want to organize what you're going to do before we go down there,
then."
"I
can't decide what has to be done until I see what I'm dealing with."
"You
might call up your genie in a bottle. Get him to tell you."
"He's
never said much about the place where he's at. Not since he's been in there
himself. It's like he's constrained against that. I dreamed about it a few
times but I don't know how accurate my dreams were."
Swan
groaned. "I really didn't want to make this trek."
"Will
it be that bad?"
"Not
going down. But heading the other way is likely to change your attitude."
"I
don't know. I'm beginning to get a little winded just going in this
direction."
"Then
slow down. A few minutes isn't going to make a difference. Not after all these
years."
He was
right. And wrong. There was no rush for the Captured. But for us, with our
limited resources, time was destined to become critical.
Swan
continued, "You need to slow down, Sleepy. Really. It's going to get a
little bit hairy in a minute."
He was
absolutely right. But he understated the case dramatically.
The
stairwell did a meander to the right. It caught up with the chasm caused by the
earthquakes that had occurred during the reign of the Shadowmasters.
There was
only half a stairway there. It hung in the face of a cliff. That left a whole
lot of down on my right-hand side. And it was down that was entirely too well
illuminated by a reddish orange light that may have come from the stone itself,
since there seemed to be no other obvious source. Though I did have trouble
opening my eyes wide enough to look. Wraithlike wisps of vapor wobbled upward
from somewhere down below. The air seemed wanner. I asked, "We're not
heading into Hell itself, are we?" Some Vehdna believe al-Shiel is a place
where wicked souls will burn for all eternity.
Swan
understood. "Not your Hell. But I'd guess it's Hell enough for them
that're trapped down there."
I
stopped on the remains of a landing. The steps narrowed to two feet just below
me. By leaning out slightly I could see clearly that the stairwell had been
constructed inside a larger bore at least twenty feet in diameter. The shaft
had been filled with a stone darker than that through which it had been cut.
Maybe the bore had needed to be that big so Kina could be dragged down below. I
asked, "Can you imagine what an engineering project this must have
been?"
"People
with plenty of slaves aren't daunted by big projects. What's the matter?"
"I
have a problem with heights. This next part is going to take a lot of prayer
and some outside encouragement. I want you to go first. I want you to go slow.
And I want you to stay where I can touch you. I believe in meeting my fears
eyeball to eyeball but if it gets bad and I feel like I might freeze up, I want
to be able to close my eyes and keep going." I was astounded by how calm
and reasonable my voice sounded.
"I
understand. The real problem then is, who's going to keep his eyes open for me?
Whoa! Don't panic, Sleepy. I was joking! I can handle it. Really."
It was
not the worst thing I ever dealt with. I never abandoned rational thought. But
it was difficult. Even when Swan promised me that an unseen protective barrier
existed on the abyssal side and demonstrated its presence, the animal inside me
wanted to get the heck out of there and go someplace where the ground was flat
and green, there was a sky overhead, and there might even be a few trees.
Swan
assured me that I was missing one heck of a view, especially as we approached
the lower end of the gap, where the light was brighter, revealing churning
mists way below, mists that concealed the depths of the abyss. I kept my eyes
closed until we were back into a closed cavern again.
I had
started counting steps up top so I could get an idea of how deep we went but I
lost count while I was pretending to be a fly crawling on a wall. I was too
busy being terrified. But it did seem like we had traveled a long way
horizontally as well as downward.
Almost
immediately after I had that thought, the stair turned left, then left again.
The orange red light faded away. The stair made a couple more quick turns into
a total darkness, which aroused whole new species of terrors. But nothing bit
me and nothing came to steal my soul.
Then
there was light again, growing so subtly I was never really aware of first
noticing it. It had a golden cast to it but was extremely cold. And as soon as
I was aware of it, I knew we were approaching our destination.
The
stairwell passed right through a natural cavern. At one time that had been
sealed off but the quakes had toppled the responsible masonry walls. I asked,
"We here?"
"Almost.
Careful climbing over the stones. They aren't very stable."
"What's
that?"
"What?"
"That
sound."
We
listened. After a while, Swan said, "I think it's wind. Sometimes there
was a breeze when we were down here before."
"Wind?
A mile underground?"
"Don't
ask me to explain it. It just is. You want to go first this time?"
"Yes."
"I
thought you would."
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Golden
caverns where old men sat beside the way, frozen in time, immortal but unable
to move an eyelid. Madmen they, some covered with fairy webs of ice as though a
thousand winter spiders had spun threads of frozen water. Above, an enchanted
forest of icicles grew downward from the cavern roof.
So
Murgen described it once upon a time, decades ago. The description remained
apt, though the light was not as golden as I expected and the delicate
filigrees of ice were denser and more complex. The old men seated against the
walls, caught up in the webs, were not the wide-eyed madmen of Murgen's
visions, though. They were dead. Or asleep. I did not see one open eye. Nor did
I see one face I recognized.
"Willow.
Who are these people?" The bitter wind continued to rush through the
cavern, which was a dozen feet high and nearly as wide, with a relatively flat
floor, side to side.
It
sloped with the length of the cavern. It looked like ancient, frozen mud
covered with a pelt of fine frost fur. Water had run through the cavern in some
epoch before the coming of men.
"These
ones? I don't know. They were here when we came down."
I
leaned closer but was careful not to touch. "These caves are
natural."
"They
have that look."
"Then
they've been down here all along. They were here before the plain was
built."
"Possibly.
Probably."
"And
whoever buried Kina knew about them. So did the Deceivers chased here by
Rhaydreynak. Hunh! This one is definitely deceased. Naturally mummified but
definitely gone." The corpse was all dried out. Bare bone showed at a
folded knee and tattered elbow. "These others? Who knows? Maybe the right
sorcery could get them up and running around like Iqbal's kids."
"Why
would we get them up? We're here to get the guys that me and Catcher buried.
Right? They're on up there." He pointed upslope, where the light was even
less golden, becoming almost an icy blue.
The
light was not bright. Not nearly so much so as in the vision I had experienced.
Maybe it was more a psychic witchlight than a physical one, more suited to the
dreamwalker's eye. I mused, "They might be able to tell us something
interesting."
"I'll
tell you something interesting," Swan muttered to himself. In a normal
voice, for my benefit, he said, "I don't think so. At least I don't think
it would be anything any of us would want to hear. Catcher took extreme pains
to avoid even touching them. Getting the captives past without disturbing them
was the hardest work we did."
I bent
to examine another of the old men. He did not look like he belonged to any race
I knew. "They must be from one of the other worlds."
"Maybe.
There's a saying where I grew up: 'Let sleeping' dogs lie.' Sounds like
exquisitely appropriate advice. We don't know why they were put down
here."
"I
have no intention of releasing any deviltry but our own. These men here aren't
the same as those."
"There
were several different groups last time. I doubt that that's changed. I got the
feeling that they were dumped here at different times. See how much less ice
there is around these guys? Makes me think it takes centuries to
accumulate."
"Ow!"
"What?"
"I
banged my head on this damned rock icicle thing."
"Hmm.
I must've overlooked it somehow."
"Get
smart and I'll punch you in the kneecap, Lofty. Does it feel like it's colder
in here than it ought to be?" It was not my imagination and not the icy
wind, either.
"Always."
His grin had gone away. "It's them. I think. Starting to realize
somebody's here. It keeps building up. It can get on your nerves if you pay any
attention to it."
I could
feel the growth of whatever it was. Insanity becoming palpable, I suppose. That
was the impression, anyway.
"How
come we're able to move around in here?" I asked. "Why aren't we
frozen?"
"We'd
probably end up that way if we stayed long enough to fall asleep. These people
all had to be unconscious when they were brought down here."
"Really?"
We were up where there was less ice. The frost on the floor still betrayed the
tracks left by Soulcatcher and Willow Swan years ago. The old men here were
different. They resembled Nyueng Bao, except for one, who had been tall, thin
and extremely pale. "But they don't stay asleep?" Several pairs of
open eyes seemed to track me. I hoped it was my imagination, stimulated by the
spookiness of the cave. I never actually saw any movement.
Footsteps.
I
jumped hip-high to a short elephant before I realized that it had to be Sahra
and the Radisha and whoever else had decided not to participate in all those
exciting projects that were underway upstairs. "Go keep those people from
stomping in here and messing everything up. I'll get an idea of the layout and
try to figure out what we'll have to do."
Swan
scowled and growled and grunted, then minced carefully back down the slight
slope toward the stairwell. He talked to himself all the way. And I did not
blame him. Even I thought nothing ever went right for him.
I took
a step in the direction the old footprints led. My boots went out from under
me. I hit hard, then slid downhill until I caught up with Swan, who did a
convincing job of acting amused after he stopped me. "You all right?"
"Bruised
my side. Hurt my wrist."
"I
shoulda told you. That floor can be pretty slippery where there's a lot of
frost."
"You're
lucky I don't swear."
"Uhm?"
"You
forgot on purpose. You're as bad as One-Eye or Goblin."
"Did
I just hear my name taken in vain?" One-Eye's voice, punctuated by rasping
panting more suitable to a lunger, came from the shadows down where the stair
intercepted the cavern.
"God
is Great, God is Good. God is the All-Knowing and All-Merciful. His Plan is
Hidden but Just." And save me from the Mystery of His Plan because all I
ever get is the Misery of His Plan. "What is he doing down here?" I
asked Swan. "I know. I'll leave him behind. I know I'm definitely not
going to carry him up out of here just so he doesn't suffer another stroke from
the effort. Hit him over the head when he isn't looking." I began moving
deeper into the cave again. "I'm going to try this one more time."
Beneath my breath I continued my conversation with God. As usual, He did not
trouble Himself to defend His Works to me. My fault for being a woman.
I
nearly missed the transition from the ancient Nyueng Bao types to Company men
because the first few modern bodies belonged to Nyueng Bao bodyguards. I halted
only when I reached and recognized a Nyueng Bao bodyguard named Pham Quang. I
studied him for a moment.
I
backed up carefully.
When
you looked for it, the boundary was evident. My brothers and their allies had
several centuries' less frost accumulation upon them. They had only just begun
to develop the delicate webbings that encased the older bodies. That seemed
awfully fast, actually, considering how long some of the others must have been
buried. Possibly Soulcatcher had indulged in a little artistry during her
visit.
Interspersed
with my brothers were several bodies so ancient that they had become completely
cocooned. I intuited them as bodies only because the chrysalises slumped just
like the Captured did.
A
thought. It might be worthwhile having One-Eye along after all. Down here
Soulcatcher might have taken time to set a trap or two, just for the devil of
it.
The Nar
generals Isi and Ochiba sat against the cave wall opposite Pham Quang. Ochiba's
eyes were open. They did not move but did seem fixed on me. I hunkered down,
got as close as I could without touching him.
Those
brown pools were moist. There was no dust on their surfaces, nor any frost.
They had opened quite recently.
A chill
crawled down my spine. A very creepy feeling came over me. I felt like I was
walking among the dead. In the far north, whence Swan came carrying travelers'
tales, some religions supposedly pictured Hell as a cold place. My imagination,
running with the terror that my brothers' situation sparked, had no trouble
picturing this cave as a suburb of Hell.
I rose
carefully and moved away from Ochiba. Now the cave floor was almost perfectly
level. My brothers were not crowded together. The rest seemed to be scattered
along the next several hundred feet, not all immediately visible because of a
turn in the cave. A few old cocoon men were interspersed with them. "I see
the Lance!" I announced. Which was wonderful. Now we could split into two
parties and have both retain their capacity for accessing the plain.
My
voice echoed like there was a chorus of me all talking at the same time.
Hitherto, Swan and I had tried to speak softly. The echoes had been little more
than ghostly whispers although extremely busy even at that level.
"Keep
it down," One-Eye said. "What are you doing, Little Girl? You don't
have any idea what you're dealing with here." He had gotten past Swan
somehow and was headed my way. He was awfully damned spry for a
two-hundred-year-old stroke victim. This business had him truly excited.
That
left me suspicious. But I had no time to try reasoning out what angle the man
might have.
I
looked into another pair of eyes, these belonging to a long, bony, pallid man
who had to be the sorcerer Long shadow. Longshadow was a prisoner of the
Company. He had been brought along because neither Croaker nor Lady trusted
anyone else to guard him and he could not be exterminated because the health of
the Shadowgate, insofar as they had known, was dependent upon his continued
well-being. And well that they had been so distrustful. It would be a much
different and more terrible world if the Shadow-master had been left behind to
tinker at whatever wickedness took his fancy. Soulcatcher's evil was capricious
and unfocused. Longshadow's malice and insanity were deep and abiding.
That
insanity stared out of his eyes right then. On my mental checklist I made a
tick that meant this one would stay right where he was. Others might have plans
for him but they were not in charge. If we could work out how to strengthen our
world's Shadowgate, maybe we could even execute him.
I
continued moving, working my silent triage, constantly bemused because there were
so many faces that I did not recognize. A lot of men who had enlisted while I
was away from the center of the action. "Oh, darn!"
"What?"
One-Eye was only a few steps behind me, gaining ground fast. His voice seemed
to rattle as it echoed.
"It's
Wheezer. The stasis didn't take for him."
One-Eye
grunted, evidently indifferent. Old Wheezer came from the same tribe One-Eye
did, although Wheezer was more than a century younger than the wizard. There
had never been any affection between them. "He had a better run than he
deserved." Wheezer had been old and dying of consumption when he joined
the Company during its passage southward, decades ago. And he had continued to
survive despite his infirmities and despite all the trials the Company had
endured.
"Here're
Candles and Cletus. They're gone, too. And a couple of Nyueng Bao and two
Shadar I don't recognize. Something happened here. This makes seven dead men,
all in a clump."
"Don't
move, Little Girl. Don't touch anything before I have a chance to look it
over."
I
froze. It was time to acknowledge his expertise.
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I
haven't found them yet!" I snapped at Sahra and the Radisha. "I don't
want to go any farther if One-Eye can't assure me that I'm not going to kill
somebody just by being here." Against all advice, those two had pushed as
far forward as I would let them go. I could understand that they wanted to see
their husbands and brothers and boyfriends, but they ought to have sense enough
to restrain themselves until we knew what we could and could not do without
risking harm to those very husbands and brothers and boyfriends.
Sahra
gave me a sharp, hurt look.
"Sorry,"
I said, insincerely. "Come on. Think. You can see that the stasis down
here didn't work for everyone. Swan. How far up this tunnel do we have to
go?" I could see a scatter of eight recumbent forms between myself and the
curve, none of whom were immediately recognizable as the Captain, Lady, Murgen,
Thai Dei, Cordy Mather or
Blade.
"From where we stand now, roughly eleven people still aren't accounted
for."
"I
don't remember," Swan grumped. Bass echoes chased one another around the
cavern. They were worse with my higher pitched voice, though.
"Memory
spell wearing off?"
"I
don't think so. This feels more like something I never knew. I'm still a whole
lot confused about what went on down here."
One big
problem was that none of us really knew exactly how many Captured there were.
Swan was the best witness because he had ridden with them, but he had not kept track,
other than of key people. Murgen never had been any help because after he had
become one of the Captured, he had apparently become unable to explore the
immediate vicinity where he was confined.
"We
need to get Murgen awake first thing. Nobody else will know all the names and
faces." It seemed probable that some of the people I did not recognize
just were not part of the Company. "One-Eye. Figure out how to wake these
people up. As soon as I find Murgen, I want to get him into talking condition.
Can I go ahead?" Squabbling echoes reminded me to keep my voice down.
Crabbily,
One-Eye responded, "Yes. Just don't touch anybody. Or even anything that
you don't recognize. And stop trying to rush me."
"Can
you bring them out of stasis?"
"I
don't know yet, do I? I've been too damned busy answering dumb questions. Leave
me alone long enough and I might figure it out, though."
Tempers
were getting short and manners were becoming frayed. I sighed, rubbed my
forehead and temples because I had begun to develop a headache, listened to the
sounds of more people descending the stair. "Willow, see if you can keep
those fools out of here till One-Eye's ready." I looked ahead without
eagerness. Not only did the cavern turn to the right, it steepened. The water-polished
floor was covered with frost. The footing was going to be treacherous.
"Caw!"
The
white crow was up there somewhere. It had been announcing itself repeatedly,
sounding more impatient every time.
I moved
forward carefully. When I reached the steeper floor, I knelt and brushed the
frost away to improve the footing. I told Sahra and the Radisha, "If you
have to follow me, you'd better be even more careful than I am."
They
insisted. They were careful. Not one of us slipped and went flailing back down
the slope. "Here's Longo and Sparkle," I said. "And that wad
definitely looks like the Howler."
In
fact, that wad definitely was that crippled little Master Sorcerer. He had been
one of the Lady's henchmen in the far north, then our enemy down here. He had
become a prisoner of war along with his ally Longshadow, and Lady must have
foreseen some use for him or she would not have kept him alive. But he was not
likely to get released while I was in charge. In his way, he was crazier than
Soulcatcher.
The
crow chided me for taking so long.
The
Howler was awake. His will was such that he could move his eyes, though nothing
more was within his capacity. One glimpse of the madness within those dark orbs
and I knew that this man could not be permitted to make it back to the world.
"Be very careful around this one," I said. "Or he'll nail you as
surely as Soulcatcher nailed Swan. One-Eye. Howler is awake. He can move his
eyes."
One-Eye
repeated my warning, absentmindedly. "Don't get too close to him."
The
crow began to nag. Its voice gave birth to a particularly annoying generation
of echoes.
"Ah.
Radisha. Here's your brother. And he seems to be in pretty good shape. No!
Don't touch! That's probably what contaminated the stasis spells protecting the
dead men. You'll just have to be patient, same as the rest of us,"
She
made a sound like a low growl.
The icy
cave ceiling above us made creaking sounds that added to the volleys of echoes.
I
continued, "It's hard. I know it's hard. But right now patience is the
best tool we have for getting them out of here safely." Once I was sure
she would restrain herself I resumed inching forward. The white crow cawed
impatiently. Out loud I thought, "I do believe I'll wring that thing's
neck." ' The Radisha reminded me, "You'll build bad kharma. You might
come back as a crow or parrot in your next life."
"One
of the beauties of being Vehdna is that you don't have a next life to worry
about. And God, the All-Powerful, the Merciful, has no love at all for crows.
Except to use as plagues upon the unrighteous. Does anybody know if Master
Santaraksita planned to come down here?" My organizational skills had
vanished because of my own eagerness to reach the Captured. It occurred to me
only now that the scholar's knowledge might prove especially useful here if he
could connect anything in this cave to known myth.
I got
no answer. "I'll send for him if I have to. Ah. Sahra, here's your honey.
Don't touch!" I said that a little too loudly. The echoes got very
boisterous. Several small icicles broke loose from the ceiling. They shattered
with an almost metallic tinkle when they struck the floor.
The
crow spoke, very distinctly, "Come here!"
And I,
having finally figured it out, told it, "If your manners don't improve
dramatically, you might not get out of here at all."
The
bird was strutting back and forth nervously in front of Croaker and Lady.
Soulcatcher had left those two snuggled up together, arranged so that the
Captain had one arm around Lady's waist while she held his other hand with both
of hers in her lap. Additional delicate touches suggested that Soulcatcher's
wicked sense of play had peaked for this bit of still life.
If
Catcher had left any booby traps at all, this was where they would be.
"One-Eye. I need help." Any traps that existed were beyond me.
Lady's
eyes were open. There was no dust on them. She was angry. And the white crow
wanted to tell me all about it.
"Patience,"
I counseled, close to becoming impatient
I told
myself. "Swan. One-Eye. Come on up here." Swan arrived first despite
coming from farther away. I asked, "You recall anything special she did
with these two? Any little bit of sneakiness?"
"No.
I wouldn't worry about it. By the time she laid them out, she was worried about
what might happen next. That's the way she is. When she's starting something,
it's her whole world and she has no doubts about any part of it. But the closer
she comes to getting finished, the more trouble she has keeping her confidence
up."
"Nice
to know that she's human." I did not mean a word of that. "One-Eye.
Look for booby traps around here. And make up your mind. Tell me if you can
bring these people back, darn it!" My headache had not gotten any better.
But, thank the God of Mercies, it had grown no worse.
Another
icicle fell.
"I
know. I know. I heard you the first time you asked." He grumbled something
about wishing he knew a way to charm me up a better love life.
I
stared past Croaker and Lady. The cavern went on. Pale light barely illuminated
it. There was no gold in that at all now. A touch of silver, a touch of grey, a
lot of blue ice. In fact, the sedimentary rock seemed to give way to actual ice
now, ahead. "Willow. Did Catcher go up there when you were here?"
He
checked where I was looking. "No. But she could have during an earlier
visit."
Someone
had traveled in that direction recently, in cavern scales of time. There were
still clear tracks in the frost. And I suspected that I would not enjoy the
journey once I began to follow them. But I would do so. I had no choice. I had
failed elsewhere by letting Narayan and the Daughter of Night get away. That
Kina undoubtedly supplied them with a subtle boost did not sufficiently
signify. I should have been better prepared. "One-Eye. Talk to me. Can you
resurrect these people or not?"
"If
you'd stop barking for five minutes I could probably figure that out."
"Take
your time, sweetness. It'll take us a while to starve." That ice up there
must have been what Swan had meant when he mentioned ice on the plain.
"You've
had all the fool-around time I'm willing to give you," I told One-Eye.
"Can you do it? Yes or no. Right now."
"The
shape I'm in, I need more rest." His speech was slow and slurred and had
taken on an odd rhythm that made following him difficult. He was right, of
course. All of us needed rest. But we also needed to finish our business and
get off the plain. Hunger was a reality already. It was not going to go away. I
feared it might become a companion as intimate and dreaded as it had been
during the siege of Jaicur.
I had
decided, already, that I would adopt Uncle Doj's suggested strategy. We would
recover only a few people now. We would return for the others later. But that
meant making cruel choices. Somebody would end up hating me no matter what I
did. If I was really clever, I would find some good old-fashioned Goblinlike
way of spreading the blame all around me. Those tagged to wait could not hate
everybody.
And
there went some good old-fashioned wishful thinking, Sleepy. We were talking
about human beings. If there is any way to be contrary, unreasonable and
obnoxious, human beings are sure to find and pursue it. With verve and
enthusiasm at whatever might be the most inconvenient time.
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Is
anybody at all still up topside?" I demanded. I had settled down for a
short nap when the timing had seemed appropriate and that had turned into a
long nap that might have become a permanent nap had not so many people been
around to keep me from drifting too far away. I dreamed while I was out, I knew
that, but I remembered none of it.
The
smell of Kina remained strong in my nostrils, so I knew where I must have gone,
though.
One-Eye
was seated beside me, apparently assisting me with my snoring. A worried Goblin
appeared, checking to make certain his best friend did not drift too far into
sleep. Beyond me, Mother Gota had become engrossed in a protracted debate with
the white crow. That must have been a classic dialog to disinterested listeners.
Goblin
murmured, "From now on, don't make any sudden movements, Sleepy. Always
look around you. Always make sure that you're not going to damage any of our
friends."
I heard
Tobo talking rapidly, softly, in a businesslike voice. I could not distinguish
his words. Somewhere Uncle Doj rattled away, too. "What's happening?"
"We've
started waking them up. It's not as complicated as we feared it might be but it
takes time and care, and the people we bring out aren't going to be any use to
us after they waken if you had any plans along those lines. One-Eye worked it
all out before he collapsed." The little wizard sounded grimmer suddenly.
"Collapsed?
One-Eye collapsed? Was it just exhaustion?" I hoped.
"I
don't know. I don't want to know. Yet. For now, I'm just going to let him rest.
Right down on the edge of the stasis. Or even into it if I think that's
necessary. Once his body regains its strength, I'll bring him out and see how
bad it really was." He did not sound optimistic.
I said,
"If we had to we could leave him here, in stasis, till we could give him
proper treatment." Which reminded me. "You're not just getting
everyone up, are you? There's no way we can nurse and feed the whole
crowd." Surely the Captured would not be able to take care of themselves
after fifteen years of just sitting around, stasis or not. They might even be
as weak and unskilled as babies and have to learn everything all over again.
"No,
Sleepy. We're going to do five people. That's all."
"Uhm.
Good. Hey! Where the heck did the standard go?
It was
right over there. I'm the Standardbearer. I have to keep track-"
"I
had it moved over by the gap to the stair. So somebody going that way can take
it upstairs. Will you quit fussing? That's Sahra's specialty."
"Speaking
of Sahra- Tobo! Where do you think you're going?" While I was talking with
Goblin, the boy had slipped past and headed up the cave.
"I
was just gonna go see what's up there."
"No.
You're just gonna stay right here and help your uncle and Goblin take care of
your father, the Captain and the Lieutenant."
He gave
me a black look. Despite everything, he still had those moments when he was
just a boy. He put on a pouty face that made me grin.
Willow
Swan came up behind me. "I've got a problem, Sleepy."
"Which
would be?"
"I
can't find Cordy. Cordy Mather. Not anywhere."
From
the corner of my eye I noted that the Radisha had overheard. She rose slowly
from a squat in front of her brother, looked our way. She said nothing nor did anything
otherwise that might betray an interest. It was not common knowledge that she
and Mather had enjoyed an intimate relationship.
"You're
sure?"
"I'm
sure."
"You
did bring him down here?"
"Absolutely."
I
grunted. There was one other absentee whose nonpresence I had been willing to
ignore until some rational excuse for her disappearance arose. The shapeshifter
Lisa Bowalk, unable to shed the guise of a black panther, had gone up onto the
plain as a prisoner but was not now to be found among the dead above or the
Captured down below.
Lisa
Bowalk had been possessed of a towering hatred for the Company, and
particularly for One-Eye because it was One-Eye's fault that she had become
trapped in the feline shape. I had to ask. "What about the panther,
Willow? It's not around here anywhere, either."
"What
panther? Oh. I remember. I don't know." He was looking around like he
thought he might spot his old friend Mather hiding behind a stalagmite. "I
remember we had to leave her upstairs because we couldn't get her cage around
the first turn in the stair. I mean, it would have gone if Catcher and I didn't
have anything else to mess with, but we couldn't manage it and the rest of the
string both. So Catcher decided to leave the cage up there for later. I don't
know what happened when later came. I don't remember much of anything that
happened after we came down here. Maybe One-Eye should give me another dose of
that memory spell." He tugged on and twisted the ends of his hair,
girl-style, and stared down the slope. "I know I left Cordy right down
there, just a little above Blade, where it seemed like the floor would be more
comfortable."
"Right
down there" was the downhill edge of the clot of seven dead men. There had
to be a connection. "Goblin, what's the story? Are we going to wake these
people up or not?" Me, ignoring everything he had said earlier.
Goblin
responded with a sneer that turned into one of his big toad grins. "I've
already got Murgen out."
"But
I wanted him down here where I could ask questions."
"I
mean I've got him out of stasis., bimbo-brain. He's right over there. I'm
working on the Captain and Lady now. Tobo and Doj have been doing prelims on
Thai Dei and the Prahbrindrah Drah."
Exactly
according to my expectations. With the latter two men included entirely for
political reasons. Neither was likely to contribute much to the Company's glory
or survival.
I moved
down to where Murgen lay snoring. The echoing racket and the melting ice webs
were the only changes I saw. I squatted. "Anybody think to bring blankets
down?" I had not. I am what you would have to call disorganized when it
comes to present-tense operations. It had not occurred to me to bring spare
clothing or blankets or gear. But I sure can plan bloodshed and general mayhem
real well.
There
were treasure chambers down here somewhere, though. I had glimpsed several in
my dreams. There might be something useful there if we could find them.
My
stomach growled. I was getting hungry. The rumble reminded me that it would not
be long before our situation became desperate.
Murgen's
eyes opened. He tried to form an expression, a smile for Sahra, but the effort
was too much for him. His gaze shifted to me. A whisper struggled through his
lips. "The Books. Get... the Daughter ..." His eyes closed again.
It was
true. The Captured were not going to jump up and dance tarantellas when they
were liberated.
Murgen's
message was clear. The Books of the Dead were down here. Something had to be
done before the Daughter of Night got another chance to begin copying them. And
I had no doubt that she would manage that, despite Soulcatcher. She had Kina
backing her up.
"I'll
take care of it." I did not have a ghost of a notion how I would manage
that, though.
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The
rescue was running smoothly, like a well-greased siege engine missing only a
few minor parts. Goblin had Murgen and Croaker headed toward the surface aboard
makeshift litters.
Croaker
had not said a word, nor had he made any effort to do so, even though he had
been awake and aware. He stared at me for a long time. I had no idea what was
going on inside his head. I just hoped he was sane.
Before
he departed, Murgen did give my hand a small squeeze. I hoped that was an
expression of gratitude or encouragement.
I was
not at all happy about his being unable to provide information or advice. I had
not thought much about what role I would play after the Captured were wakened.
I had operated on the unspoken assumption, more or less, that I would retire to
my Annals or even farther, to the Standardbearer job, if Murgen wanted to be
Annalist again.
More
and more people kept coming downstairs even though I had tried to send word up
to warn everyone that they faced a horrible climb going in the other direction.
The
white crow continued to curse and jabber semicoherently until it lost its
voice. I was concerned about Lady. She had managed that feathery spy quite well
for a long time, never giving herself away even when she did try to clue me in,
but now she seemed to be losing control. Of herself. I assured her repeatedly
that she would go upstairs as soon as I had bearers capable of getting her
there. Doj, Sahra and Gota had Thai Dei ready to travel. I gave them the
go-ahead. One-Eye would follow him, then Lady would go. The Prahbrindrah Drah
would be the last, this time.
Tobo
seemed fascinated by his father, apparently because he could not quite believe
that the man was real in a fleshy sense. Circumstances had kept his parents
separate almost since his conception.
The boy
started to tag along after the rest of the family. I called out, "Tobo,
stay down here. You have a job to do. See about your dad after we get Lady and
the Prince moved out. Hello, Suvrin. Why're you down here?"
"Curiosity.
Sir Santaraksita's curiosity. He insisted that he had to see the caverns. He
drove me crazy reminding me how storied they are in religious legend. He
couldn't be this close to something like that and not explore it
personally."
"I
see." I noticed the old librarian now. He was working his way up the line
of old men, examining each and murmuring to himself. Occasionally he would
bounce up and down in excitement. Swan had gone back to make him keep his hands
to himself. He wanted to finger and sniff every bit of ancient metal and cloth.
He seemed to have trouble understanding that those old men were still alive but
very vulnerable.
"Swan.
Bring him up here." I did want the benefit of his expertise just a while
ago. In a softer voice, I told Suvrin, "You're the one who's going to
carry him back upstairs if he can't make it on his own. And I'll be right
behind you, giving encouragement by poking you with a spear."
Suvrin
seemed to have thought about the climb already. He was not looking forward to
it, either. "The man has no concept-"
I
interrupted. "What about Shivetya?"
"He's
back right side up and safely away from the pit. I can't say he seemed
particularly grateful, though."
"He
say or do something?"
"No.
It was his expression. And that was probably because we dropped him on his nose
once. In think I'd have trouble being grateful for a pop in the snoot
myself."
Santaraksita
was puffing when he joined us. He, was excited. "We're walking the actual
roads of myth, Dorabee! I have begun begging the Lords of Light to let me live
long enough to report my adventures to the bhadrhalok!"
"Who
will call you a liar over and over again. Sir, you know the Right People don't
become involved in actual adventures. All of you, follow me now. We're going to
have another actual adventure traveling into mythology." I headed on up
the steepening slope.
I soon
discovered that someone had gone this way before me. At first I suspected Tobo
had gotten farther than I had thought. Then I decided that the disturbances in
the frost were too old for that, so concluded that Soulcatcher must have gone
back this way, just to see what she could see.
Back
there, small side caves entered the main cavern, few of them large enough to
permit passage of an adult body. The main cave dwindled in diameter. We had to
hunch down, then we had to crawl. Whoever had gone before us had done the same.
"Do
you know what you're doing?" Swan asked. "Do you know where you're
going?"
"Of
course I do." Leadership tip: Sound confident even when you have no idea.
Just do not make a habit of it. They will find you out.
I had
been through here in my dreams. But only sort of, evidently, because every few
feet I ran into some detail I did not recall from those nightmares. And then we
stumbled onto something that was far more than a mere detail.
The
sole of a boot nearly smacked me in the face because I was concentrating on
trying to decipher the story encrypted in the frost on the cave floor. That was
the story of someone who had been moving wildly, maybe in a panic. Not only had
the frost been rubbed away, in places the stone itself was bruised or chipped.
"I
think I've found Mather, Willow." It was one of those odd moments when you
discover the trivial. I noticed that Cordy Mather really needed to have his
boots resoled. I did not immediately wonder how a man's leg could stick out
like that, with the toe pointing halfway upward above horizontal while the man
himself was lying on his stomach. "We'd better stop right here and take a
good look. I don't see the man doing this to himself."
Swan
said, "I'll get Goblin. Don't do anything till he gets here."
"Don't
sweat it. I'm fond of my hide. If I lose it, I'll miss out on our
honeymoon." I drew my sword, for what good that might do, then raised up
slowly till the top of my head bumped the cavern roof.
Cordy
Mather had crawled over a hump in the floor. And something fatal had happened
to him before he could get all of himself onto the downward side.
Suvrin
eased up beside me. Inexplicably, I found myself painfully aware of him as a
masculine presence. Luckily, he was even less interpersonally adept than I was.
He failed to notice my flustered and uncomfortable reaction.
Odd.
The urge was not something I would pursue, certainly. I just wondered why I
sometimes suffered these sudden, random impulses, some of which were extremely
difficult to resist. Ninety-nine percent of the time I did not so much as think
about the possibility of combining myself, a man and a bed in a search for
adventure.
Maybe I
should not have been teasing Swan.
Suvrin
said, "That sure doesn't look very appetizing. What do you think
happened?"
"I'm
not even going to guess. I'm just going to sit here and wait for the expert to
show up."
"May
I look?" Santaraksita asked.
Suvrin
scooted back. He discovered that the older man was too broad to pass by him
there. So we all had to retreat twenty yards so Santaraksita could get past us
in turn. I admonished him repeatedly not to go farther forward than I had.
"I definitely don't want to have to drag you out of here." Though I
will grant that the man was a great deal leaner now than when I had worked for
him. "And because you want to get home to tell the bhadrhalok all about
this."
"You
were right about them, Dorabee. They won't believe a word I say. And not only
because they're the Right People but because Surendranath Santaraksita never
had an adventure in his life. He never had the urge until this adventure had
him."
"Rich
men have dreams. Poor men die to make them come true."
"You
persist in amazing me, Dorabee. Who are you quoting?"
"V.T.C.
Ghosh. He was an acolyte of B.B. Mukerjee, one of the six Bhomparan disciples
of Sondhel Ghose the Janaka."
Santaraksita's
face lit right up. "Dorabee! You are a marvel indeed. A wonder of wonders.
The pupil begins to exceed the master. What was your source? I don't recall
ever having read of a Ghosh or a Mukerjee featured in the Janaka school."
I
snickered like a prankster kid. "That's because I was pulling your leg. I
made it up, Sir." And that seemed to leave him even more amazed.
Goblin
broke it up. "Swan says you found a dead man."
"Yes.
It looks like Cordy Mather from this end. I didn't see his face, though. I
wasn't going to move anything anywhere until we had a good idea what happened
to him. I'd rather it didn't happen to me."
Goblin
grunted. "Pudgeman, you want to back down here so I can get past you? This
tunnel gets pretty tight, don't it? Watch out you don't let your chubby butt
plug it up. For how come do you want to go slithering around back here, anyway,
Sleepy?"
"Because
if I keep going this way far enough I'll get to the place where the Deceivers
concealed the original Books of the Dead."
Goblin
gave me a funny look but took my word for it. I talked to ghosts in mist
machines. Birds talked to me. A talking bird was following me right now, at a
distance. At the moment it did not have much to say because its throat was sore
but it did manage to rip out a curse or two whenever it had to dodge somebody's
flailing feet. "That's interesting."
"I
thought so."
"Ah.
Yeah. It's not sorcery, though. It's your basic mechanical booby trap.
Spring-loaded. Stabs you with a poisoned pin. There're probably twenty more
between here and where you want to go. What do you think Mather was trying to
do?"
"If
he woke up and found himself down here and didn't know where he was or what had
happened to him, he might have panicked and taken off and just went in the
wrong direction. I bet it's his fault all those guys back there are dead. He
probably tried to wake them up."
Goblin
grunted again. "There. That's disarmed. I'd better go ahead and see what
else is waiting. But first we need to get Mather pulled back so you all can get
past him."
"If
you can weasel past him so can I."
"Yeah,
you can. But what about your boyfriend and your sugar daddy? They've got a
little more pork on them." He grunted and cursed softly as he fought
Mather's remains back over the hump in the floor. I noticed, for the first
time, that the echoes were different in this more confined space, jammed with
bodies. They were almost nonexistent.
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I do
not believe it was miles to where the Deceivers of antiquity concealed their
treasures and relics but my body believed that before we got there. Goblin
disarmed another dozen traps and found several more that had fallen victim to
time. The underground wind whimpered and whined as it rushed past us in the
tight places. It sucked the warmth right out of me. But it did not dissuade me.
I went where I wanted to go. And was hungry enough to eat a camel when I got
there.
It had
been a long, long time since breakfast. I had a dread feeling it could be
longer still before supper.
"It
feels like a temple, doesn't it?" Suvrin asked. He was less troubled than
the rest of us. Though raised nearer this place than anyone else, he was less
intimate with the legends of the Dark Mother. He stopped staring at the three
lecterns and the huge books they bore long enough to turn to me and whisper,
"Here." He offered me a bit of crumbling flax cake from the pouch he
wore at the small of his back.
"You
must have read my mind."
"You
talk to yourself a lot. I don't think you realize you're doing it." I did
not. It was a bad habit that needed breaking right now. "I heard you when
we were crawling through the tunnel."
That
had been a private discourse with my God. An internal dialog, I had thought.
The subject of food had come up. And here was food. So maybe the All-Merciful
was on the job after all.
"Thanks.
Goblin. You feel any tricks or traps in here?" There were echoes again,
though with a different timbre. We were inside a large chamber. The floor and
walls were all ice that had been cut and polished by the flow of frigid water.
I presumed the invisible ceiling was the same. The place did have a feel of the
holy to it even though that was the holiness of darkness.
"No
traps that I can sense. I'd think they'd leave that sort of stuff outside,
don't you?" He sounded like he wanted to convince himself.
"You're
asking me to define the psychology of those who worship devils and rakshasas?
Vehdna priests would guarantee you that there's nothing so foul or evil as to
be beyond the capacity of those most accursed of unbelievers." I thought
they would guarantee it. If they had heard of the Stranglers. I had not heard
of them before I became attached to the Company.
Suvrin
said, "Sir, I don't think you should-"
Master
Santaraksita had recognized the ancient books as something remarkable and just
could not resist going up for an up-close look. I agreed with Suvrin.
"Master! Don't go charging-"
The
noise sounded something like someone ripping tent canvas for half a second,
then popped like the crack of a whip. Master Santaraksita left the floor of the
unholy chapel, folded around his middle, and flew at the rest of us in an arc
that admitted only slight acquaintance with gravity. Suvrin tried to catch him.
Goblin tried to duck. Santaraksita bounced Suvrin sideways and ricocheted into
me. The lot of us ended up in a breathless tangle of arms and legs.
The
white crow had something uncomplimentary to say about that.
"You
and me and a stew pot, critter," I gasped when I got my breath back. I
snagged Goblin's leg. "No more traps, eh? They'd leave that sort of thing
out in the caverns, eh? What the devil was that, then?"
"That
was a magical booby trap, woman. And a damned fine example of its kind, too. It
remained undetectable until Santaraksita tripped it."
"Sir?
Are you injured?" I asked.
"Only
my pride, Dorabee," he puffed. "Only my pride. It'll take me a week
to get my wind back, though." He rolled off Suvrin, got onto his hands and
knees. He had a definite green look to him.
"You've
enjoyed a cheap lesson, then," I told him. "Don't rush into something
when you don't know what you're rushing into."
"You'd
think I'd know that after this last year, wouldn't you?"
"You
might think, yes."
"Don't
anybody ask how Junior is doing," Suvrin grumbled. "He couldn't
possibly get hurt."
"We
knew you'd be fine," Goblin told him. "As long as he landed on your
head." The little wizard limped forward. As he neared the point where
Santaraksita had gone airborne, he became very cautious. He extended a single
finger forward one slow inch at a time.
A
smaller piece of cloth ripped. Goblin spun around, his arm flung backward. He
staggered a couple of steps before he fell to his knees not far from me.
"After
all this time he finally recognizes the natural order of things."
Goblin
shook his hand the way you do when you burn your fingers. "Damn, that
smarts. That's a good spell. It's got real pop. Don't do that!"
Suvrin
had decided to throw a chunk of ice.
On its
way back, the missile parted Suvrin's hair. It then hit the cavern wall and
showered the white crow with fragments of ice. The bird had a word to say about
that. It followed up with a few more. I began to wonder if Lady had lost track
of the fact that she was not, herself, the white crow, and in fact, was just a
passenger making use of the albino's eyes.
Goblin
stuck his injured finger in his mouth, squatted down and considered the chamber
for a while. I squatted, too, after taking time out to keep Suvrin and Master
Santaraksita from making even greater nuisances of themselves.
Swan
slithered into the chamber, disturbing the,crow. The bird said nothing, though.
It just sidled away and looked put out about all existence. Swan settled beside
me. "Wow. Kind of impressive even though it's simple."
"Those
are the original Books of the Dead. Supposedly almost as old as Kina
herself."
"So
why is everybody just sitting here?"
"Goblin's
trying to figure how to get to them." I told him what had happened.
"Damn.
I always miss the best stuff. Hey, Junior! Run up there and show us your flying
trick again."
"Master
Santaraksita did the flying, Mr. Swan." Suvrin needed to work on his sense
of humor. He did not own a proper Black Company attitude.
I
asked, "Why not try it yourself, Willow? Take a run at the books."
"You
promise to let me land on you?"
"No.
But I'll blow you a kiss as you fly by."
"It'd
probably help if you people would shut up," Goblin said. He rose.
"But by being blindingly, blisteringly brilliant I've worked it out anyway,
already, in spite of you all. We get to the lecterns by using the golden pickax
as a passkey. That was why Narayan Singh was so upset when he saw what we
had."
"Tobo
still has the pick," I said. A minute later I said, "Don't everybody
stumble all over each other offering to go get him."
"Let's
just go together and all be equally miserable," Goblin suggested.
"That's what the Black Company is all about. Sharing the good times along
with the bad."
"You
trying to con me into thinking that this is one of the good times?" I
asked, crawling into the cave right behind him.
"Nobody
wants to kill us today. Nobody's trying. That sounds like a good time to
me."
He had
a point. A definite point.
Maybe
my Company attitude needed attention, too.
Behind
me, Suvrin grumbled about starting to feel like a gopher. I glanced back. Swan
had had an attack of good sense and decided to bring up the rear, thereby
making sure that Master Santaraksita did not stay behind and tinker with things
that might cause a change in Goblin's opinion about this being one of the good
times.
"Where
did he go?" I mused aloud. People were still working in the cave of the
ancients, getting Lady and the Prahbrindrah Drah ready to go upstairs. But Tobo
was not among them. "He wouldn't just run upstairs, would he?" He had
the energy of youth but nobody was so energetic they would just charge into
that climb on impulse.
While I
tromped around muttering and looking for the kid, Goblin did the obvious and
questioned witnesses. He got an answer before I finished building up a good
mad. "Sleepy. He left."
"Surprise,
surprise ... what?" That was not all of it. The little wizard was upset.
"He
turned right when he left, Sleepy."
"He..
. oh." Now I did have a good mad worked up. A booming, head-throbbing,
want-to-make-somebody-pay, real bad mad. "That idiot! That moron! That
darned fool! I'll cut his legs off! Let's see if we can catch him."
Right
was downward. Right was deeper into the earth and time, deeper into despair and
darkness. Right could only be the road to the resting place of the Mother of
Night.
As I
started out, with intent to turn right, I collected the standard. The white
crow shrieked approval. Goblin sneered, "You're going to be sorry before
you go down a hundred steps, Sleepy."
I was
tempted to abandon the darned thing before we had gone that far. It was too
long to be dragging around in a stairwell.
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This
stair has no bottom," I told Goblin. We were puffing badly despite the
direction we were headed. We had passed openings into other caves the stairwell
had pierced. Each appeared to have been visited by human beings sometime in the
past. We discovered both treasures and bone-yards. I suspected Sir
Santaraksita, Baladitya and I could not live long enough just to catalog all
the mysteries buried beneath the plain. And every darned unknown ancient thing
I glimpsed in passing called to me like the sirens of legend.
But
Tobo was still ahead of us and seemed deaf to our calling. Perhaps just as we did
not waste time and breath responding to Suvrin and Santaraksita, who kept
calling down to us from ever farther behind. It was my devout hope they would
be smitten by good sense and abandon the pursuit.
Goblin
did not respond to my remarks. He had no breath left over.
I
asked, "Can't you use some kind of spell to slow him down or knock him
out? I'm worried. He really can't be so far ahead that he can't hear us.
Darn!" I had gotten tangled with the standard. Again.
Goblin
just shook his head and kept moving. "He can't hear." Puff-puff.
"But he don't know that he can't hear."
Enough
said. There was a bottom to the stair. And the Queen of Deceit was napping down
there, with just a whisper of awareness left for manipulating a cocky,
know-it-all boy who had a touch of talent and had taken possession of an
instrument that could become a nasty weapon in the hands of those who would
disarm her and have her slumber continue neverending.
After a
while we had to slow down. The unnatural light faded until it became too weak
to provide a reliable forecast of our footing. The occasional breezes rising
past us were no longer cold. And they had begun to bear traces of a familiar,
repugnant odor.
When
Goblin caught that smell he slowed way down, worked hard on regaining his
breath before he had to suck that stench down in its full potency. "Been a
while since I've come face-to-face with a god," he said. "I don't
know if I've got what it takes to wrangle one anymore."
"And
what would that be? I never realized that I was in the company of an
experienced god-wrangler."
"It
takes youth. It takes confidence. It takes brashness. Most of all, it takes a
huge ration of stupidity and a lot of luck."
"Then
why don't we just sit down here and let those sterling qualities carry Tobo
through? Though I confess I'm a little nervous about his supply of luck."
"I'm
tempted, Sleepy. Sorely and sincerely. He needs the lesson." Troubled,
perhaps even a little frightened, he continued, "But he's got the pickax
and the Company needs him. He's the future. Me and One-Eye are today and
yesterday." He started picking up the pace again, which meant a rapid
heightening of the intensity of my skirmish with the standard.
"What
do you mean, he's the future?"
"Nobody
lives forever, Sleepy."
The
burst of speed did not last. We encountered a mist that complicated the hazards
of darkness. The visibility turned nil and the footing became particularly
treacherous for a short person trying to drag a long pole down a tight and unpredictable
stairway. The moist air was heavier than anything I had experienced since the
fogs above the corpse-choked flood that had surrounded Jaicur during the siege.
A
chilling shriek came from far back up the stair. My mind flooded with images of
horrors pouncing gleefully upon Suvrin and Master Santaraksita.
The
shriek continued, approaching faster than any human being could possibly
descend that stairway. "What the hell is that?" Goblin snapped.
"I
don't-"The shrieking stopped. At the same time, I stepped down and there
was no more down to step. I staggered, betrayed by the darkness. The Lance
banged into overhead and wall. We had reached another landing, I assumed, until
I felt around with my toes and the standard and could find no more edge.
"What do you have over there?" I asked.
"Steps
behind me. A wall to the right that goes forward about six feet, then ends. All
level floor."
"I've
got a wall on the left that just keeps going on and a level floor. Gah!"
Something slammed into my back. I had only an instant of warning, the sound of
wings violently flapping as a large bird tried to stop before it hit.
The
white crow cursed as it landed on the floor. It flopped around for a moment,
then started climbing me. That would have been a sight, I am sure, had there
been any light to reveal it.
I
fought down an impulse to bat the creature into the darkness. I hoped it was
here to help. "Tobo!" •
My
voice rolled away into the distance, then came back in a series of echoes. The
heavy air seemed to load those up with despair.
The boy
did not answer but he did move. Or something moved. I heard a rustle from less
than twenty feet away.
"Goblin.
Talk to me about this."
"We've
been blinded. By sorcery. There's light out there. I'm working on getting our
sight back. Give me your hand. Let's stick together."
The
crow murmured, "Sister, sister. Walk straight ahead. Look bold. You will
pass through the darkness." Its diction had improved dramatically over the
past year. Maybe that was because we were so much closer to the force
manipulating the bird.
I felt
around for Goblin, grabbed hold, pulled, dropped the standard, picked it up and
pulled again. "All right. I'm ready."
That
crow knew what it was talking about. After a half dozen steps we transited into
a lighted ice cavern. Make that comparatively lighted. Dim, grey-blue light
leaked in through translucent walls as though it was high noon just on the
other side of a few feet of ice. Much more light radiated from the vicinity of
the woman asleep on a bier at the center of the vast chamber, some seventy feet
away. Tobo stood halfway between us and it, looking backward, completely
surprised to see us there and equally baffled as to where there might be.
"Don't
you move, boy," Goblin snapped. "Don't you even take a deep breath
until I tell you it's safe to do so."
The
form on the bier was a little fuzzy, as though surrounded by heat shimmer. And
in spite of that, I knew the woman lying there was the most beautiful creature
in the world. I knew that I loved her more than life itself, that I wanted to
rush over there and drink deeply of those perfect lips.
The
white crow sneezed in my ear.
That
certainly took the edge off the mood.
"Where
have we seen all this before?" Goblin asked, voice dripping sarcasm.
"She must be awfully weak or she'd pluck something better from our minds
than a replay of an old Sleeping Beauty fairy tale. There isn't a castle built
like this anywhere south of the Sea of Torments."
"A
castle? What? What castle?" The word for castle did not exist in Taglian
or Jaicuri. I knew it meant a kind of fortress only because I had spent so much
time exploring the Annals.
"We
seem to be inside the keep of an abandoned castle. There're dormant rose
creepers all over the place. There're tons of cobwebs. In the middle of
everything is a beautiful blonde woman lying in an open casket. She just begs
to be kissed and brought back to life. The part that always gets ignored, and
that our ungracious hostess has overlooked here, is that the bitch in the story
almost certainly was a vampire."
"That
isn't what I see." Carefully, detail by detail, I described the ice cave
and the absolutely not blonde woman I saw lying upon a bier at its center.
While I spoke. Goblin finally worked some subtle spell on Tobo that kept him
too confused to move.
Goblin
asked, "Do you remember your mother, Sleepy?"
"I
vaguely recall a woman who might have been. She died when I was little. Nobody
talked about her." We did not need to go into this. We had work to do
right here, right now. I hoped he got that message from my tone and expression.
"What
do you want to bet that what you're seeing is an idealized vision of your
mother charged up with a whole lot of sexual come-hither."
I did
not argue. That might be. He knew the artifices of darkness. I did keep moving
forward slowly, closing in on Tobo.
"Which
would mean that up close and quickly, she doesn't have a real good connection
with what's outside her." Two decades ago it had become clear that Kina
did not think or work well in real time, that she did best when she applied her
influence over years rather than minutes. "I'm too old to be snared by
temptations of the flesh and you're too unsexed and undefined." He grinned
weakly. "The kid, on the other hand, is at that age. I'd give a toe or two
to see what he sees. Ruff!" He gestured. Tobo collapsed like a wet sock.
"Grab the hammer. Hang onto it hard. Don't get any closer to her than you
absolutely have to. Drag Tobo back to the doorway." He sounded old and
hollow and possessed by a despair that he did not want to share.
"What's
going on, Goblin? Talk to me." This was a situation where we ought not to
keep dangers to ourselves.
"We're
face-to-face with the great manipulator who's been disfiguring our lives for
twenty-five years. She's very slow but she's far more dangerous than anything
we've faced before."
"I
know that." But my reaction was elation. My spirits soared. All my hidden
doubts, kept so carefully submerged for so long, now seemed trivial, even
silly. This lovely creature was no god. Not like my God is God. Forgive me my
weakness and my doubts, O Lord of Hosts. The Darkness is everywhere, and dwells
within us all. Forgive me now, when the hour of my death stares me in the face.
In
Forgiveness He is Like the Earth.
I
grabbed hold of Tobo's arm and yanked him upright. I clutched him as tightly as
I gripped the standard. He would not break away easily. Disoriented, he did not
struggle when I pulled him back from the sleeping form.
I
averted my eyes. She was beauty incarnate. To gaze upon her was to love her. To
love her was to dedicate oneself to her will, to lose oneself within her. O
Lord of the Hours, watch over and guard me in the presence of the spawn of
al-Shiel.
"I
need the pickax, Tobo." I tried not to think about why I wanted that
unholy tool. At this distance Kina might be able to pluck that right out of my
mind.
Moving
slowly, Tobo removed the pick from under his shirt and handed it over. "Got
it!" I told Goblin.
"Then
get going!"
As I
started to do that, Suvrin and Santaraksita, gasping violently, stumbled into
the light. Both froze, staring at Kina. In soft awe, Suvrin declared,
"Holy shit! She's gorgeous!"
Master
Santaraksita seemed to be experiencing some confusion as he stared.
Suvrin
started forward, drooling. I popped him in the funny bone with the dull end of
the pick head. That not only got his attention, it relaxed his overwhelming
interest in Kina. "Mother of Deceivers," I told him. "Mistress
of Illusion. Turn around. Get the boy out of here. Take him back to his mother.
Sir, don't make me hurt you, too."
Something
like a bit of mist rose from and hovered over the sleeping woman's mouth. For
an instant it seemed vaguely man-shaped, which reminded me of afrits, the
unhappy ghosts of murdered men. Millions of such devils could be at Kina's
beck.
"Run,
goddamnit!" Goblin said.
"Run,"
the crow told me.
I did
not run. I got hold of Santaraksita and started pulling.
Goblin
was talking to himself, something about wishing he had had the good sense to
steal One-Eye's spear if he was going to get himself into something like this.
"Goblin!"
I heaved the standard. It was not my intent that it do so, but it stood straight
up and bounced a couple of times on its butt before it tipped forward and fell
into the little wizard's eager hands. He turned with it as the illusions
surrounding Kina evaporated.
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If Kina
was ever human, if any of the countless forms of myth regarding her creation
indeed resembled fact, a lot of work had gone into making her big and ugly.
She is
the Mother of Deceivers, Sleepy. The Mother of Deceivers. That great hideous
form covered with pustules from which infant skulls suppurated could no more be
the true aspect of Kina than the sleeping beauties had been.
The
stench of old death became powerful.
I
stared at the body, now lying upon the icy floor. It was the dark purple-black
of the death-dancer of my dreams but it dwarfed Shivetya. It was naked. Its
perfect female proportions distracted from the ten thousand scars that marred
its skin. It did not move, not even to breathe.
Another
feather of vapor rose from one huge nostril.
"Get
the fuck out of here!" Goblin shrieked. He jerked to the right suddenly,
the Lance of Passion darting toward some target I could not see. The Lance's
head burned like it was covered by flickering alcohol flames.
A huge,
unheard scream tore at my mind. Suvrin and Master Santaraksita moaned. Tobo
squealed. The white crow unleashed a random stream of obscenities. I am sure I
contributed to the chorus. As I kicked and punched the others to get them
going, I realized that my throat was raw.
Goblin
whirled back to his left, thrusting at the wisp of mist that had left Kina's
nostril a moment before.
Once
again pale blue fire surrounded the head of the Lance. This time it ran a foot
up the shaft before it faded. This time the Lance's head betrayed penstrokes of
dark ruby glow along its edges.
Another
wisp of the essence of Kina rose from her nose.
There
was no darkness or mist hiding the entrance now. Kina's focus was elsewhere.
Suvrin and Santaraksita were on the stair already, wasting breath babbling
about what they had seen. I slugged Tobo up side the head with all the force I
could muster. "Get out of here!"
When he
opened his mouth to argue, I popped him again. I did not want to hear it. I did
not want to hear anything. Not even a divine revelation. It could wait.
"Goblin! Get your sorry butt in motion. We're out of the way."
The
third wisp impaled itself upon the Lance's head. This time the fire crept two
yards up the shaft, though it did not seem to affect the wood directly.
However, this time the Lance's head became so hot that shaft wood in contact
with it began to smolder.
Goblin
started to back down but another wisp rose and drifted faster than he moved,
getting between him and the stair. He thrust at it a few times but each time he
did, it drifted out of reach. It continued to control his path of retreat.
I am no
sorceress. Despite a life spent in the proximity of wizards and witch women and
whatnot, I have no idea how their minds work when they are involved with their
craft. So I will never be clear on what thought process led Goblin to make his
decision. But from having known the man most of my life, I have to conclude
that he did what he did because he believed it was the most effective thing
that he could do.
Having
failed to skewer the wisp, having noted that a second had appeared and had
begun to circle him from the opposite direction, the frog-faced little man just
whirled, lowered the head of the Lance and charged Kina. He let out a great mad
bellow and drove the weapon through the flesh of an arm and into her ribs below
her right breast. And just before the weapon struck home, one wisp flung itself
in front, trying to block the thrust. The Lance's head was ablaze when it
pierced demonic flesh.
The
second wisp set Goblin aflame.
Even
screaming, telling me to get out, Goblin continued to heave against the Lance,
driving it deeper into Kina, possibly in some mad, wild hope of penetrating her
black heart.
The
blue flame feasted on Goblin's flesh. He let go of the Lance, threw himself to
the icy floor, rolled around violently, slapping at himself. Nothing helped. He
began to melt like an overheated candle.
He
screamed and screamed.
On that
psychic level where I had sensed her moments earlier, Kina also screamed and
screamed and screamed. Suvrin and Santaraksita screamed. Tobo screamed. I
screamed and staggered into the stairwell, retreating despite the urging of
that mad part of me that wanted to go back and help Goblin. And there could
have been no greater madness than that. The Destroyer ruled the cavern of her
imprisonment.
Goblin
had struck a fierce blow but in truth, its impact was no greater than the nip
of a wolf cub at the ear of a dozing tiger. I knew that. And I knew that the
cub, caught, was trying to buy time for the rest of its pack.
I
gasped, "Tobo, go ahead as fast as you can. Tell the others." He was
younger, he was faster, he could get there long before I could.
He was
the future.
I would
try to keep anything from coming up the stair behind him.
The
screaming continued down below, from both sources. Goblin was being more
stubborn than ever he had been with One-Eye.
We
climbed as fast as Master Santaraksita could manage. I stayed behind the other
two, already ready to turn and put the unholy pickax between us and any
pursuit. I was convinced that the power of that talisman would shield us.
Darkness
no longer inhabited the stair. Visibility was much better than it had been when
we came down. So good, in fact, that had there been no landings to break up the
line of sight, we would have been able to look up the stairs for a mile.
I was
gasping for breath and fighting leg cramps before the screaming stopped. Suvrin
had collapsed once already, losing what little his stomach contained. Master
Santaraksita seemed the hardiest of us now, without a complaint to his name,
though he was so pale I feared his heart would betray him before long.
As we
fought for breath I stared downward, listening to the ominous silence.
"God is Great." Gasp. "There is no God but God." Gasp.
"In Mercy He is Like the Earth." Gasp. "He Walks with Us in All
Our Hours." Gasp. "O Lord of Creation, I Acknowledge that I am Your
Child."
Master
Santaraksita had enough spare breath to chide, "He's going to get bored
and find something else to do if you don't get to the point, Dorabee."
"How's
this?" Gasp. "Help!"
"Better.
Much better. Suvrin! Get up."
The
white crow arrowed up the stairwell, nearly bowled me over landing on my
shoulder. I did make the process more difficult by trying to duck the arriving
bird. It lashed my face with flapping wings. "Climb," it said.
"Slowly, without panic. Steadily. I will watch behind you."
We
climbed for five or ten days. Hunger nagged me. Terror and lack of sleep made
me see things that were not there. I did not look back for fear of seeing
something terrible closing in. We moved slower and slower as the effort
devoured our energies and will, and our capacity for recovery. It became a
major trek and an act of ultimate will to climb from one landing to the next.
Then we began resting between landings, though neither Suvrin nor Santaraksita
ever suggested it.
The
crow told me, "Stop and sleep."
No one
argued. There are limits to how far and hard terror can drive anyone. We found
ours. I collapsed so fast I later claimed I heard my first snore before I hit
the stone of the landing. I was only vaguely aware of the crow launching itself
into the darkness, headed downward again.
Sleepy?"
My soul wanted to leap up and flail around in terror. My flesh was incapable
and quite possibly indifferent. I was so stiff and I hurt so much that I just
could not move.
My mind
still worked fine. It ran as sparkling swift as a mountain stream.
"Huh?" I continued trying to get the muscles unlocked.
"Easy.
It's Willow. Just open your eyes. You're safe."
"What're
you doing way down here?"
"Way
down where?"
"Uh-"
"You're
one landing downstairs from the cave of the ancients."
I kept
trying to get up. Muscle by muscle my body gradually yielded to my will. I
looked around, vision foggy. Suvrin and Master Santaraksita were still asleep.
Swan
said, "They were tired, guaranteed. I heard you snoring all the way up in
the cave."
Twinge
of fear. "Where's Tobo?"
"He
went on up top. Everyone went. I made them go. I stayed in case.... The crow
told me not to come down. But what's one landing? You think you can get moving
again? I can't carry anybody. I can barely keep going myself."
"I
can manage one flight. Up to the cave. That's far enough for now."
"The
cave?"
"I
still have something to do there."
"Are
you sure you want to go out of your way?"
"I'm
sure, Willow." I could tell it was a matter of life or death. For a whole
world. Or maybe for multiple worlds. But why be melodramatic? "Can you get
these two moving again? And headed toward the top?" I did not think Master
Santaraksita could bear seeing what I intended to do next.
"I'll
get them moving. But I'm sticking with you."
"That
won't be necessary."
"Yes,
it will. You can hardly stand up." "I'll work it out."
"You
go right ahead and talk. It'll get the kinks out of your jaw. But I'm
staying."
I
stared at him hard for some time. He did not back down. Neither did he betray
any motive but concern for a brother he suspected of failing to be in her right
mind. I closed my eyes for half a minute, then opened them to peer down the
stairs. "God was listening."
Swan
was working on Suvrin. The Shadowlander officer had his eyes open but seemed
unable to move. He murmured, "I must be alive. Otherwise I wouldn't hurt
so much." Panic flooded his eyes. "Did we get away?"
I said,
"We're getting away. We've still got a long way to climb."
"Goblin's
dead," Swan said. "The crow told me when it came up to get something
to eat."
"Where
is that thing?"
"Down
there. Watching."
I felt
a chill. Paranoia touched me. There had been a connection between Lady and Kina
ever since Narayan Singh and Kina had used Lady as a vessel to produce the
Daughter of Night. That had created a connection, a connection Lady had
hammered into place cleverly, unbreakably, so that she could steal power from
the goddess indefinitely. "Forgive me, O Lord. Drive these infidel
thoughts from my heart."
Swan
said, "Huh?"
"Nothing,
part of the ongoing dialog between me and my God. Suvrin! Sweety. You ready to
do some jumping jacks?"
Suvrin
offered me an old-fashioned, storm-cloud glower. "Smack her, Swan. At a
time like this, cheerful ought to be against the laws of heaven and
earth."
"You'll
be cheerful in a minute, too. As soon as you figure out that you're still
alive."
"Humph!"
He began to help Swan waken Master Santaraksita.
'
Upright now, I did a few small exercises to loosen up even more.
"Ah,
Dorabee," Santaraksita said softly. "I have survived another adventure
with you."
"I've
got God on my side."
"Excellent.
Do keep him there. I don't think I can survive another of your adventures
without divine assistance."
"You'll
outlive me, Sir."
"Perhaps.
Probably, if I do get out of this and I don't tempt fate ever again. You,
you'll probably graduate to snake-dancing with cobras."
"Sir?"
"I've
decided. I don't want to be an adventurer anymore, Dorabee. I'm too old for it.
It's time to wrap myself up in a cozy library again. This just hurts too much.
Ow! Young man..."
Swan
grinned. He was not that much younger than the librarian. "Let's get
going, old-timer. You keep lying around here and whatever adventure you found
down there is going to catch up and have you all over again."
A
possibility that posed a fine motivation for us all.
When we
finally got moving again, I brought up the rear. Swan wrangled my companions. I
gripped the golden pickax so tightly my knuckles ached.
Goblin
was dead.
That
did not seem possible.
Goblin
was a fixture. A permanent fixture. A cornerstone. Without its Goblin, there
could be no Black Company. . . . You are mad, Sleepy. The family will not cease
to exist simply because one member, unexpectedly, has been plucked out by evil
fortune. Life would not end because of Goblin's absence. It would just get a
lot harder. I seemed to hear Goblin whisper, "He is the future."
"Sleepy.
Snap out of it."
"Huh?"
Swan
said, "We're at the cave. You two. Keep climbing. We'll catch up with
you."
Suvrin
started to ask. I shook my head, pointed upward. "Go. Now. And don't look
back." I waited until I saw Suvrin actually guide Master Santaraksita over
the tumbled stones and onto the stairs. "We'll catch up."
"What's
that?" Swan asked. He cupped an ear.
"I
don't hear anything."
He
shrugged. "It's gone now. Something from upstairs."
We
entered the cavern of the ancients. The wonder had been polished off it by the
trampling about of a horde of Company people. I was amazed that they had
managed without damaging any more of the sleepers. As it was, almost all the
wondrous ice webbing and cocooning had broken up and collapsed. A few
stalactites had fallen from the ceiling. "How did that happen?"
Swan
frowned. "During the earthquake."
"Earthquake?
What earthquake?"
"You
didn't... there was one hell of a shake. I can't say exactly how long ago.
Probably when you were all the way down. It's hard to tell time in here."
"No
lie. Oh, yuck." I had discovered why the white crow had all that energy.
It had been dining on one of my dead brothers.
Some
evil part of me tossed up the thought that I could follow the bird's example.
Another part wondered what would happen if Croaker found out. That man was
obsessed with the holy state of Company brotherhood.
"You
never know what you'll do until you're in the ring with the bull, do you?"
"What?"'
"A
proverb from back home. Means that actually facing the reality is never quite
like preparing to face the reality. You never really know what you'll do until
you get there."
I
passed the rest of the Captured, not meeting any open eyes. I wondered if they
could hear. I offered up some reassurances that sounded feeble even to me. The
cavern shrank. When it came time to get down and crawl, I crawled. I told Swan,
"Maybe it's good, you being here after all. I'm starting to have little
dizzy spells."
"You
hear anything?"
I
listened. This time I did hear something. "Sounds like somebody singing. A
marching song? Something full of 'yo-ho-ho's.'" What the devil?
"Down
here? We have dwarfs, too?"
"Dwarfs?"
"Mythical
creatures. Like short people with big beards and permanent bad tempers. They
lived underground, like nagas, only supposedly big on mining and metalworking.
If they ever did exist, they died out a long time ago."
The
singing was getting louder. "Let's get this handled before somebody
interrupts."
The
pessimist in me was sure I would not be able to pull it off. If nothing else,
the earthquake Swan mentioned would in some way have sealed the chamber of
unholy books off from the rest of the world. If the chamber was not sealed off,
then I would trip the only booby trap that Goblin had overlooked. If Goblin had
not overlooked any booby traps, then the pickax would not be a protective key,
it would be a trigger igniting the thousand secret sorceries protecting the
books.
"Sleepy,
do you know you talk to yourself when you're worried about stuff?"
"What?"
"You're
crawling along there muttering about all the bad things that're going to happen.
You keep on and you're going to convince me."
That
was twice. I had to get that under control. I did not use to do that.
The
place where the Books of the Dead were hidden had not changed visibly. The
pessimist in me worked hard to find a dangerous difference, though.
Swan
finally asked, "Are you going to study on it till we pass out from hunger?
Or are you going to go ahead and do something?"
"I
always was a better planner than a doer, Willow." I sucked in a peck of
frigid air, took the pickax out of my waistband, intoned, "O Lord of
Heaven and Earth, let there be no password that has to go with this."
"Right
behind you, boss," Swan said, making a joke as he nudged me forward.
"Don't be shy now."
Of
course not. That would belittle Goblin's sacrifice and memory.
I
realized that my breathing had turned to rapid, shallow panting as I reached
the point where Master Santaraksita had achieved flight. I held the pick in
front of me with both hands, muscles protesting its weight, squeezing it so
tight I feared I would leave my fingerprints etched upon it permanently.
A
tingling began in my hands. It crept up my arms as I eased forward. My skin
crawled and I developed severe goose bumps. I said, "You'd better hold
onto me, Willow." In case I needed yanking back. "In case you need
the connection to the pick." The shield was not rejecting me. Not yet.
Swan
rested his hands on my shoulders an instant before the tingling reached my
body. I began to shiver. Suddenly I had the chills and shakes of an autumn
sickness.
"Woo!"
Swan said. "This feels weird."
"It
gets weirder," I promised. "I've got one of those agues where the
chill goes all the way to the marrow."
"Uh
... yeah. I'm getting there, too. Toss in some joint aches, too. Come on. Let's
get that fire started and warm ourselves."
Would
fire be enough?
Once we
moved forward another ten feet, the miseries stopped getting worse. The
tingling on the outside faded. I told Swan, "I think it's safe to let go
now."
"You
should have seen your hair. It started dancing around when we were halfway
through. It lasted only a couple of steps but it was a sight."
"I'll
bet." My hair was a sight anyway, usually. I did not offer it nearly
enough attention and I had not had it trimmed in months. "Got anything to
start a fire with?"
"You
don't? You didn't prepare for this? You knew it had to be done and you didn't
bring-" ' "All right, we'll use mine. I just don't have much tinder
left. Didn't want to use mine up when I could use yours."
"Thanks
a lot. You're getting as bad as those two nasty old men." Chagrined, he
recalled that one of the nasty old men he meant had just completed his tenure
with the Company.
"I
learned from the best. Listen. I've been thinking about this. Even if we are
past all the traps, the books themselves might be dangerous. Considering the
way the brains of wizards work, it's probably not a smart thing to peek inside
at the pages. One look at the writings and you're likely to spend the rest of
your life standing there reading even if you don't recognize a word-out loud. I
recall reading about a spell that worked that way, once."
"So
what do we do?"
"You
notice that all three books are open? We'll have to come at them from
underneath and tip the covers shut. So that they end up face-down. Even then we
might want to handle them with our eyes shut when we go burn them. I've read
about grimoires that had rakshasas bound into their covers." Although
nothing as exciting as that ever turned up in the library where I had worked.
"A
talking book that can read itself to me. That's what I need."
"I
thought Soulcatcher made you learn how to read when you were the king of the
Greys."
"She
did. That don't mean I want to read. Reading is bloody hard work."
"I
thought managing a brewery was hard work. You never shied away from that."
Being shorter, I took the job of sneaking up on the three lecterns. I used
extreme caution. They might have been great actors but I was soon convinced
that they could not see me coming.
"I
like making beer. I don't like reading."
He
should have been the one getting ready to burn books, then. I was suffering a
crisis of conscience as troublesome as any of my crises of faith. I loved
books. I believed in books. As a rule I did not believe in destroying books
because their contents were disagreeable. But these books contained the dark,
secret patterns for bringing on the end of the world. The end of many worlds,
actually, for if the Year of the Skulls successfully sacrificed my world,
others connected to the glittering plain must follow.
This
was not a crisis that needed immediate resolution. I had my answers worked out
already, which was why I was on hands and knees under the lecterns while
suffering verbal abuse from an infidel who had no use for my god or for the
Deceivers' merciless Destroyer. I tipped the covers of the books shut while
wondering if there was still some way the Children of Night could get to me.
"The
covers appear to be blank," Swan said.
"You're
looking at the backs of the books. I'm closing them so they're face-down.
Remember?"
"Hold
it." He held up a finger, cocked an ear.
"Echoes."
"Uhm.
Somebody's out there."
I
listened harder. "Singing again. I wish they wouldn't sing. Nobody in the
band but Sahra can carry a tune in a bucket with a lid on it. You can come on
up here now. I think it's safe."
"You
think?"
"I'm
still alive."
"I
don't know if that's necessarily a recommendation. You're too sour and bitter
for the monsters to eat. I, on the other hand-"
"You,
on the other hand, are plain lucky that my god forbids me to reveal that the
only thing interested in eating you would be the kind of beetle that flourishes
on a diet of livestock by-product. Right there looks like a good place to start
a fire."
Swan
was up beside me now. "There" was some kind of large brazier-looking
thing that still had a few charcoal remnants in it. It was made of hammered
brass in a style common to most of the cultures of this end of the world.
"You
want me to tear a few pages out for tinder?"
"No,
I don't want you to tear pages out. Weren't you listening when I told you the
books might make you want to read them?"
"I
was listening. Sometimes I don't hear very well, though."
"Like
most of the human race." I was prepared. In minutes I had a small fire
burning. I lifted one of the books carefully, making sure it faced away from
Swan and me. I fanned its pages out slightly and set it down in the flames,
spine upward. I burned the last volume first. Just in case.
Something
might interfere. I wanted the first volume destroyed to be one the Daughter of
Night had not yet seen. The first book, which she had copied parts of several
times and might have partially memorized, I would burn last.
The
book caught fire eventually but did not burn well. It produced a nasty-smelling
dark smoke that filled the cavern and forced Swan and me to get down on our
stomachs on the icy floor.
The
underground wind did carry some of the smoke away. The rest was no longer
overwhelming when I consigned the second book to the flames.
While
waiting to add the final book to the fire, I brooded about why Kina was doing
nothing to resist this blow to her hopes for resurrection. I could only pray
that Goblin's sacrifice had hurt her so badly she could not look outside
herself yet. I could only pray that I was not a victim of some grand deceit.
Maybe these books were decoys. Maybe I was doing exactly what Kina had planned
for me to do.
There
were doubts. Always.
"You're
muttering to yourself again."
"Uhn."
I possessed not so much as the faintest hope that Goblin's death had put Kina
out of the misery of the world permanently.
"This
feels so nice," I said. "I could go to sleep right here." And I
did so, promptly.
Good
old Willow's sense of duty, or self-preservation, or something, kept him going.
He got the last Book of the Dead into the fire for me before he, too, settled
down for a nap.
93
The
singing soldiers proved to be Runmust, Iqbal and Riverwalker. They had come to
rescue the rest of us when Tobo reached them with news of the disaster that had
befallen us down below. They had found us by following the smoke. "At the
risk of finding myself goaded into employing unseemly language, how is it that I
find anyone singing? How is it that you haven't taken the road to The Land of
the Unknown Shadows? I believe I was pretty insistent on the necessity for
that."
Runmust
and Iqbal giggled [ike they were younger than Tobo and knew a dirty joke.
Riverwalker managed to maintain a more sober demeanor. Barely. "You're
tired and hungry, so we don't blame you for being cranky, Sleepy. Let's do
something about that. Settle down and have a snack." He could not restrain
a big, goofy grin as he rummaged in his pack.
I exchanged
glances with Swan. I asked, "You have any clue what's going on here?"
"Maybe
there's a stage of starvation where you get lightheaded and silly."
"I
suppose Jaicur could have been an exception."
Riverwalker
produced something the shape and color of a puffball mushroom but a good eight
inches in diameter. It looked heavier than a mushroom that size ought to be.
"What
the hell is that?" Swan asked. River had several more in his pack. And his
henchmen had brought packs, too.
Riverwalker
produced a knife and began slicing. "A gift from our demon friend,
Shivetya. Evidently after a day of reflection he decided we deserved a payoff
for saving his big ugly ass. Eat." He offered me an end slice an inch
thick. "You'll like it."
Swan
started eating before I did. I had an ounce of paranoia left. He leaned my way.
"Tastes like pork. Heh-heh-heh." Then he had no time for joking. He
began wolfing the material, which looked exactly the same all the way through.
It had
a heavy, almost cheesy texture. When I surrendered to the inevitable and bit
into it, my salivary system responded with a flood. The experience of taste was
so sharp it was almost painful. There was nothing comparable in my memory. A
touch of ginger, a touch of cinnamon, lemons, sweetness, the scent of candied
violets.... After the first shock a sense of well-being gradually spread
outward from my mouth, and again from my stomach soon after the first mouthfuls
hit bottom.
"More,"
Swan said.
Riverwalker
surrendered another slice.
"More,"
I agreed, and bit into another slice myself. It might be poison but if it was,
it was the sweetest poison God ever permitted. "Shivetya really gave you
this?"
"About
a ton. Almost literally. Fit for man and beast. Even the baby likes it."
Iqbal
and Runmust found that news hilarious. Swan snickered, too, though he could not
possibly have any idea what the joke might be. In fact, I found that assertion
rather amusing myself. Heck, everything was amusing. I had begun to feel
relaxed and confident. My aches and pains no longer formed the center of my
consciousness. They had become mere annoyances way out on the edge of
awareness.
"Continue."
Iqbal
squealed, "He grew them. These nasty lumps developed all over him, like
bigass boils, only when they popped, out came these things."
Under
more normal circumstances that idea and the images it engendered would have
seemed repulsive. I grunted, took another wonderful mouthful, pictured the
creation process, caught myself in the midst of a fit of giggles. I regained
control, though that took an effort. "So it finally decided to
communicate?"
"Sort
of. When we left, it was trying to manage some kind of dialog with Doj. It
didn't seem to be working all that well, though."
Swan
sighed. "I haven't felt this relaxed and positive since Cordy and I used
to go fishing when we were kids. This's the way we felt lying beside the creek
in the shade, never really caring if we got a bite while we shared our
daydreams or just watched clouds scoot overhead."
Even
the recollection of his friend's fate did not break his mood entirely.
I
understood what he was trying to communicate even though I had had no special
friend with whom to share the rare, golden moments of childhood. I had had no
childhood. I felt really good myself. I said, "This whatever-it-is is
great stuff. River. You seen any side effects yet?"
"It's
damned near impossible to stop yourself if you get the giggles."
"I'll
try not to get started. Wow! I feel like I could whip twice my weight in wolves
right now. Why don't we get going?"
Nobody
took the opportunity to mention that me whipping twice my weight in wolves
might entail me fighting only the back half of one of the monsters. Iqbal and
Run must continued to giggle over some shared joke of long ago.
"Boys,"
I said, pointing. "That way. Don't touch anything. Keep going. We're going
to go back upstairs."
Dang
me, I kept getting silly ideas. And every one of them made me want to start
laughing. Riverwalker told me, "We found out that if we sing it helps us
keep our minds on business." A big grin spread across his face. He began
humming one of the filthier marching songs. It concerned the business that
seems to be on the minds of most men most of the time.
I
hummed along and got everybody started moving.
Foul-smelling
smoke from roasted books filled the cavern. It seemed even stronger in the
stairwell. Some of it drifted downward.
Kina
was not yet aware, I was sure. She would have done something if she had known.
But she would not remain ignorant forever.
I hoped
we could get ourselves well on the road before she recovered enough to
assimulate the truth. Her dreams were deadly enough.
I
settled my behind onto the rise in the floor near the entrance to the stairwell.
I sat there dully wondering why the excavation had been started way out here on
the periphery. I did not concern myself about it much, though. I ate again.
"This stuff could get addictive." And not because it made me feel
happy and silly but because it took away aches and pains and every inclination
to sleep. I could sit there knowing my body was at its physical limits without
having to endure all the suffering associated with that state. And my mind
remained particularly alert and useful because I was not preoccupied with the
miseries plaguing my flesh.
Swan
grunted his agreement. He did not seem to have been rendered as cheerful as the
rest of us. Although, come to think of it, I was not doing much whistling or
singing myself.
My mood
improved after I had eaten again, though.
In one
of his more lucid moments Riverwalker suggested, "We shouldn't waste any
more time than we have to, Sleepy. The rest should all be gone by now but they
went away hoping that you and the standard would catch up."
"If
Tobo hasn't already told them, I've got some bad news about that."
"The
boy said nothing about the standard. He may not have had a chance. Everybody
was so shocked about Goblin and so worried about how to keep One-Eye from
finding out...."
"Goblin
drove the Lance into Kina's body. It's still there. You know me. I'm completely
hooked by the Company mystique. I believe that besides the Annals, the standard
is the most important symbol we have. It goes all the way back to Khatovar. It
ties the generations together. I'd understand if somebody wanted to go back
after it. But that somebody isn't going to be me. Not in this decade."
That
good feeling was moving through me again. I rose. Swan helped me step up to the
higher floor level. "Hello!"
Riverwalker
chuckled. "I wondered how long it would take you to notice."
The
crack in the floor was almost gone.
I went
and looked. It seemed to be as deep as ever but now was nowhere more than a
foot wide. "How did it heal so fast?" I assumed our presence had been
a catalyst. Glancing around the crack toward the demon's throne, I noticed Doj
and Tobo hurrying our way. Shivetya's eyes were open. He was watching. "I
thought you said everybody had left."
"The
earthquake did it." River ignored the presence, of Doj and Tobo.
Swan
said, "It's the latest thing in home repairs. Go down there and stab that
thing again, maybe the plain will heal up completely."
"Might
get the clockwork running again," Doj said, having overheard our
conversation as he arrived.
"Clockwork?"
Doj did
a little hop. "This floor is a huge circle. It's a one-eightieth-scale
representation of the plain as a whole, with a complete travel chart inlaid. It
rides on stone rollers and was capable of turning before the Thousand Voices
got curious and broke it."
"Interesting.
I take it your chat with the demon proceeded informatively."
Doj
grunted assent. "But slowly. That was the big problem. Just figuring out
that communication has to be managed very slowly. I think that would carry over
physically, too. That if he decided to stand up if he could it might take
hours. But as the Steadfast Guardian, he never had to move fast. He controlled
the whole plain from here, using the charts in the floors and the clockwork
mechanisms."
Never
had I seen Doj so straightforward and animated. The knowledge bug must have
bitten him, along with its kissing cousin that makes the newly illuminated want
to share with everyone. And that was not like Doj at all. Nor like any other
Nyueng Bao of my experience. Only Mother Gota and Tobo ever chattered and
between them they revealed less than Uncle Doj on a particularly reticent day.
Doj
continued, "He says his original reason for being created was to manage
the machinery that saw that travelers got where they wanted to go. Over time
there were battles upon the plain, wars between the worlds, this fortress was
built around him, and at every stage he was saddled with additional duties.
Sleepy, the creature is half as old as time itself. He actually witnessed the
battle between Kina and the demons when the Lords of Light fought the Lords of
Darkness. It was the first great war between the worlds, it did take place here
on the plain, and none of the myths have got it close to right."
That
was interesting and I said so. But I refused to allow the past's allure to
seduce me right now.
"I
must confess a grand temptation to create a permanent camp here," Doj
enthused. "It will take lifetimes to recover and record everything. He's
seen so much! He remembers the Children of the Dead, Sleepy. To him the passing
of the Nyueng Bao De Duang happened just yesterday. We need only to keep him
convinced that we should have his help." I looked questions at each of my
companions. River-walker finally volunteered, "He's got to have been
stuffing himself with the demon food." Meaning he thought Doj was out of
character a few leagues, too. "Several others also went through big
changes when they overindulged."
"That
much I understood already. Tobo. Have you undergone a complete character shift,
too?" He had not said a word. That was remarkable. He had an opinion about
everything.
"He
scared the crap out of me, Sleepy."
"He?
Who?"
"The
demon. The monster. Shivetya. He looked inside my head. He talked to me there.
I think he did it to my father, too. For years and years, maybe. In the Annals?
When Dad thought Kina or the Protector were manipulating him? I'm betting that
lots of times it was really Shivetya."
"That
could be. That really could be."
The
world is infested with superhuman things that toy with the destinies of
individuals and nations. Gunni priests have been claiming that for a hundred
generations. The gods were banging elbows with each other, stirring the
cauldron. But none of those gods were my God, the True God, the Almighty, Who
seemed to have elected to elevate Himself above the fray.
I
needed the solace of my kind of priest. And there were none nearer than five
hundred miles.
"How
many stories are there about this place?" I asked Doj. "And how many
of them are true?"
"I
suspect we haven't yet heard one out of ten," the old swordmaster replied.
He grinned. He was enjoying himself. "And I wouldn't be surprised if most
of them are true. Can you sense it? This fortress, this plain, they're many
things at the same time. Until recently I believed it had to be the Land of
Unknown Shadows. As your Captain believed that it had to be Khatovar. But it's
only a pathway to other places. And Shivetya, the Steadfast Guardian, is many
things, too. Including, I think, infinitely weary of being everything that he's
had to be."
Tobo
was so anxious to interject his own thoughts that he danced around like a
little boy with a desperate need to pee.
He
announced, "Shivetya wants to die, Sleepy. But he can't. Not as long as
Kina is still alive. And she's immortal." "He's got a problem then,
doesn't he?" Swan had an idea. "He could divide up that life span and
offer it to us. I'd take him up on it. I could use another couple thousand years.
After I get away from this kind of life." I moved us closer to the demon
as we talked. My natural pessimism and sourness evidently reasserted itself,
though I never stopped feeling younger and happier and more energetic than I
had for ages. I just stopped giggling with the rest of them. I asked,
"Where's your mother, Tobo?"
His
good humor waned momentarily. "She went with Granny Gota."
A
glance at Doj made me suspect that there had been a sharp encounter between
Sahra the mother and men willing to accept her son as one of them. This was
Nyueng Bao stubbornness again, from two directions. On this one the Troll must
have sided with her grandson and Doj.
I
changed the subject. "All right. You two claim you've been in Shivetya's
mind. Or maybe he's been in yours. Whichever, tell me what he wants." I
did not believe the demon was being helpful out of the goodness of his ancient
heart. He could not be. He was a demon, accursed of God whether he was a
creature of light or of shadow. To a demon we adventurers had to be as brief
and transient as individual honeybees would be to us though, like the bees, we
might be able to make ourselves obnoxious for a short while.
Doj
said, "He wants what anyone in his position would want. That seems
obvious."
Tobo
interjected, "He also wants loose, Sleepy. He's been pinned that way for a
long time. The plain keeps changing because he can't get out to stop
anybody."
"What's
he going to do if we pluck the daggers out of his limbs? Will he go on being
our pal? Or will he start busting heads?"
Doj and
Tobo exchanged uncertain glances. So. They had not spent much time worrying
about that.
I said,
"I see. Well, he may be the sweetest guy on God's green earth but he stays
right where he is for now. A few weeks or months more shouldn't make much
difference to him. How the heck did he manage to get himself nailed to his
chair?"
"Somebody
tricked him," Tobo said.
Surprise,
surprise. "You think so?"
It
seemed there was a lot more light now than there had been when I was headed in
the other direction with Swan. Or maybe my eyes had adapted to the interior of
the fortress. I could make out the designs in the floor clearly. All the
features of the plain could be found there except for the standing stones with
their glittering gold characters. And those might have been represented by
certain shadowy discolorations I was unable to examine more closely. There were
even tiny points that seemed to be moving, which almost certainly meant
something if one knew how to read them.
Shivetya's
throne rested atop a circular elevation positioned at the heart of an
intermediate raised circle just over twenty yards across. Doj assured me that
that was roughly one-eightieth the diameter of the biggest circle and that that
was an eightieth of the diameter of the entire plain. The smaller circle, I
noted, also boasted its representation of the plain in much less obvious
detail. Presumably, Shivetya could sit his throne and, turning, could see the
whole of his kingdom. If he needed more information, he could step down to the
next level, where everything was portrayed in a scale eighty times finer.
The
implications of the quality of the magical engineering involved in creating all
this began to seep through. I was intimidated thoroughly. The builders must
have been of godlike power. They had to have been as far beyond the greatest
wizards known to me as those were beyond no-talents like me. I was sure that
Lady and Longshadow, Soulcatcher and Howler, would have little more grasp of
the forces and principles involved than I did.
I
stepped in front of Shivetya. The demon's eyes remained open. I felt him touch
me lightly, inside. For some reason my thoughts turned to mountainous highlands
and places where the snow never melted. To old things, slow things. To silence
and stone. My brain had no better way of interpreting the actuality of what
Shivetya was.
I kept
reminding myself that the demon antedated the oldest history of my world. And I
sensed what Tobo had mentioned, Shivetya's quiet, calm desire not to grow any
older. He had a very Gunni sort of desire to find his way into a nirvana as an
antidote to the infinite tedium and pain of being.
I tried
talking to the demon. I tried exchanging thoughts. That was a frightening
experience even though I was filled with the confidence and good feeling that
came from the gift food Shivetya had provided. I did not want to share my mind
even with an immortal golem who could not possibly have any genuine
comprehension of the things it contained or of why those troubled me so.
"Sleepy?"
"Huh?"
I jumped up. I felt good enough to do that. I felt as good as I should have
back in my teens, had I never had a need to feel sorry for myself. The healing
properties of the demon's gift continued to work their magic.
Swan
said, "We all fell asleep. I don't know for how long. I don't even know
how."
I
looked at the demon. It had not moved. No surprise there. But the white crow
was perched on its shoulder. As soon as it recognized that I was alert, it
launched itself toward me. I threw up an arm. The bird settled on my wrist as
though I were a falconer. In a voice almost too slow to follow, it said,
"This will be my voice. It is trained and its mind is not cluttered with
thoughts and beliefs that will get in the way."
Marvelous.
I wondered what Lady would think. If Shivetya took over, she would be deaf and
blind until we brought her back from her enchanted sleep.
"This
will be my voice now."
I
understood the repetition to be a response to my flutter of unspoken curiosity.
"I
understand."
"I
will aid you in your quest. In return, you will destroy the Drin, Kina. Then
you will release me."
I
understood that he meant for me to release him from life and obligation, not
just from that throne.
"I
would if I had the power."
"You
have the power. You have always had the power."
"What
does that mean?" I recognized a cryptic, sorcerer-type pronouncement when
I heard one.
"You
will understand when it is time to understand. Now it is time for you to depart,
Stone Soldier. Go. Become Deathwalker."
"What
the devil does that mean?" I squeaked. So did several of my companions,
all of whom were awake now and most of whom were gobbling demon food while
eavesdropping.
The
floor started moving, at first almost imperceptibly. Quickly I noted that only
the part immediately around the throne, that had healed itself completely, was
involved. I now knew that all the damage, including the earthquake so violent
it had been felt as far away as Taglios, had been initiated entirely by
Soulcatcher during an ill-conceived experiment. She had discovered the
"machinery" and in her willful, damn-the-consequences way, had begun
tinkering just to see what would happen. I knew that as fully as if I had been
there as an eyewitness, because an actual eyewitness had given me his memories.
I knew
everything Soulcatcher had done during her several visits to the fortress, in a
time when Longshadow believed he was the total master of the Shadowgate and did
not believe that others would dare approach it even if they did possess a
workable key.
I now
knew many things as if I had lived them. Some were things I was not eager to
know. A few concerned questions I had had for years, offering answers that I
could share with Master Santaraksita. But mostly it was just stuff I was likely
to find useful if I was going to become what Shivetya hoped I would.
A
startled bluebottle of speculation buzzed through my mind. I checked to see if
I had an answer. But I had no memories of what might have become of the Key
that would have been necessary if, indeed, Longshadow, as Maricha Man-thara
Dhumraksha, with his student Ashutosh Yaksha, had come to our world from the
Land of Unknown Shadows.
And for
sure, I did not get any relief from my fear of heights.
An
instant after the floor stopped turning, the white crow launched itself upward.
And darned if I did not launch myself right after it though not through any
wish of my own.
My
companions rose behind me. In their surprise and fright several dropped weapons
and possessions and, probably, body contents. Only Tobo seemed to find
unanticipated flight to be a positive experience.
Runmust
and Iqbal sealed their eyes and belched rapid prayers to their false vision of
God. I spoke my mind to the God Who Is God, reminding Him to be merciful.
River-walker addressed impassioned appeals to his heathen deities. Doj and Swan
said nothing at all, Swan because he had fainted.
Tobo
babbled in delight, informing everyone how wonderful the experience was, look
here, look there, the vast expanse of the chamber stretches out below us like
the plain itself. . ..
We
passed through a hole in the ceiling and into the colder air of the real plain.
It was dusk out there, the sky still crimson over the western horizon but
already deep indigo directly ahead. The stars of the Noose shone palely in
front of us. As we descended toward the surface, I found nerve enough to glance
back. The fortress stood silhouetted against the northern sky, on its outside
in worse shape now than when we had arrived. All our clutter, everything
dropped during our ascension or that we had had no time to grab, now flew along
right behind us.
For a
while I watched eagerly for the standard to join the flock. My hopes were
disappointed. It did not appear.
In
retrospect I cannot see why I should have hoped otherwise.
Now
Tobo pretended he was a bird. By experimenting he discovered that he could use
his arms to direct his flight, to rise and fall somewhat, to speed up and slow
down slightly. He never shut up for a instant, loving every moment,
continuously admonishing the rest of us to enjoy the adventure, because none of
us would ever have the chance to experience anything like this again.
"Wisdom
from the mouths of infants," Doj announced. Then he threw up.
They
were both right.
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Our
flight ended where the rest of the band was camped at the last circle before
the southwest road reached our destination shadowgate. Flying definitely
offered the advantage of speed. We outflew the white crow, arriving less than
two hours after our toes departed solid stone. That Shivetya fellow was a handy
friend to have.
I tried
to see what lay beyond the edge of the plain but it was just too dark. There
might have been one or two small points of light out there. It was hard to
tell.
We
descended feetfirst, evidently immune to shadows. I had sensed several of those
pacing us but they had shown no inclination to get too close. Which left me
admiring Shivetya's power even more, for those things were little more than
bundles of hatred and hunger to kill.
We
passed through the top of the shielding protecting our brethren without
compromising it. The whole band watched our arrival in disbelief. Tobo managed
to direct himself toward his mother and accomplished a somersault before he
touched down. I did not exactly get down and hug the stone surface but I was
glad the ordeal was over. The Singh brothers rushed around looking for family.
So did Doj, who ignored Sahra and went directly to Gota. Gota was not in good
spirits and possibly was in ill health. I could not tell much more about anyone
in the feeble light available from a changeable moon. Gota did not offer any
complaint or criticism. Swan stuck with me.
As soon
as he convinced himself that it was safe to open his eyes, Riverwalker began
bustling around being a busybody, devoutly determined to make sure everyone and
everything conformed to whatever rules he happened to recall at the moment. I
frowned, shook my head, but did not interfere. We all need our rituals to help
us get by.
"Sahra,"
I asked, "how are they?" I meant those we had brought out of the
caverns, because I had a suspicion that Gota's state meant nothing good and I
did not want to hear what I feared it did mean.
Sahra
could not feel friendly. She blamed me because she had discovered her baby
strolling through the sky. Never mind that he had come down safely and could
not stop raving about the experience.
What a
fall from a great height might do to a body never occurred to him. But it
certainly did to Sahra.
"No
change in the Captured. One-Eye went into a funk when he heard about Goblin and
hasn't spoken since. Mother isn't sure if it's emotional withdrawal or he had
another stroke. What worries her is the possibility that he doesn't want to
live anymore."
"Who
would he fight with?" I did not mean to belittle, though it came out
sounding that way.
Sahra
showed me an instant of pique but did not reveal her thoughts. "Mother can
be a handful."
"Probably
what got them together in the first place." I made no mention of the fact
that I feared Gota would not be with us much longer. The Troll had to be around
eighty. "I'll go talk to him."
"He's
asleep. It can wait."
"In
the morning, then. Are we still in touch with Murgen?"
The
light was good enough to reveal Sahra's anger. Perhaps she was right. I had not
had my feet on the ground two minutes and already I wanted to use her husband.
But she managed the emotion. We had worked together for a long time now, early
on with her usually being the stronger one, only occasionally with me taking
the lead role. We always managed without sharp words. We always managed because
we knew we had somewhere to go and we had to collaborate to get there. These
days I took charge most of the time but she could do so when it was
appropriate.
Only
she was just about where she wanted to get to now, was she not? She had Murgen
out of the ground. She would not need to go on with her role once he was up and
around. Unless he was not the man she wanted him to be. In which case she would
have to contrive a new Sahra all over again.
I am
sure that had her on edge more than ever. Neither she nor Murgen were the
people they had been. None of us were. There were going to be some difficulties
adjusting, possibly some major difficulties.
I
anticipated big problems with Lady and the Captain.
Sahra
said, "I've done my best to keep the mist projector working but I haven't
been able to make contact since we left that fortress. He doesn't seem to be
willing to leave his body anymore. And I can't get that to wake up more than it
already is." So she was also afraid that the rescue might have been a
mistake, that we might have hurt Murgen instead of saving him. Upbeat, hopefully,
she said, "Maybe Tobo can help."
I
wondered what had become of the tough, focused, dedicated Sahra who had been
Minh Subredil. I tried to reassure this Sahra. "Murgen will be fine."
Shivetya had given me the knowledge we needed to reanimate the Captured.
"But we have to get him off the plain before we can wake him all the way
up. Same for the others."
Riverwalker
returned from his tour. "The demon food is going fast here, Sleepy.
There's enough to get us off the plain and have a couple meals more but then
we're on our own. We either eat the dog and the horses or we scrounge up
something locally fast."
"Ah,
well. We knew that going in. We're better off than we expected to be. Did
anybody think to steal anything valuable while we were there?"
That
comment got me blank looks. Then I realized that it was possible no one else
had noticed the treasures I had discovered while chasing Tobo into the deeps of
the earth. The boy would have said something if he had seen anything. He could
not shut up.
Swan
told me, "It'll be harvest time when we get there."
"What?"
He
shrugged. "I just know."
So he
might. "Everybody listen up. Get all the rest you can tonight. I want to
get up and move out early tomorrow. And nobody knows what we'll run into at the
end of the road."
Somebody
grumbled something about if I wanted him to sleep, why did I not shut up and
let him get to work?
I could
not keep my eyes open myself, although it had not been that long since I had
wakened by Shivetya's throne. In fact, my mind seemed to be shutting down. I
said, "Forget everything else. I'm going to take my own advice. Where's a
place I can wrap my blanket around me and lie down before I collapse?"
The
only open space was back at the tail end of the Company. All my flying
companions except Tobo had to migrate back there. I had planned to eat before I
slept but exhaustion overwhelmed me before I swallowed my third bite of demon's
food. My final reflection concerned whether God could overlook one of the
Faithful accepting a gift from one of the Damned.
An
interesting exercise. God knows all. Therefore, God knew what Shivetya was
doing and allowed him to do it. Therefore, it must be God's will that we
benefit from the demon's generosity. It would be a sin to defy God's will.
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I
dreamed strange dreams. Of course I did. Was not Shivetya in my mind? Was I not
in the haunted place of glittering stone?
Stone
remembered. And stone wanted me to know.
I was
in another place, then, in a time not my own. I was Shivetya as the demon
experienced the world, everywhere at once, a pale imitation of God. I could be
everywhere at once because by staring at the floor surrounding my throne, I
connected with my realm as a whole. We became one knowledge, the singer and the
song.
Men
were moving across my face, a large band. I knew time differently from mortals
but I understood that it had been ages since this had happened last. Mortals
did not cross me anymore. Not often. Never in numbers like this.
There
was enough Sleepy there for me to recognize Shiv-etya's memory of the coming of
the Captured, before they stumbled into Soulcatcher's trap. Why would the demon
want me to see this? I knew this story. Murgen had shared it with me several
times, to make sure it got recorded in the Annals just the way he wanted.
There
was no solid feeling of a personality surrounding me, yet I felt a mild
pressure to abandon curiosity, to turn outward from questions, to cease being a
viewpoint, to let the flower unfold. I should have paid more attention to Uncle
Doj. The ability to abandon the self would have been a useful talent at a time
like this.
Time
was different for the demon, definitely. But he tried to accommodate the
ephemeral mortal, to get to the point, to provide the information he thought I
would find useful.
I
watched the whole adventure, including the great and desperate escape that had
devoured Bucket and had allowed Willow the chance to remain in the story as a
pawn of wickedness. And I did not understand immediately because at first I
observed only the finer details of a story already known in outline.
I was
not completely stupid. I caught on. The question had occurred to me before but
had not been critical. Now I just needed to reclaim enough self to recall that
I had asked it.
The
question was, what had become of the one member of that expedition for whom
there was still no account? The incredibly dangerous apprentice shapeshifter
Lisa Deale Bowalk, trapped in the form of a black leopard, had been carried
onto the plain in a cage, as had the prisoners Long-shadow and Howler. She had
vanished during the excitement. Murgen never discovered what had become of her.
That he mentioned.
I
learned the truth. According to Shivetya.
Not
every trivial detail became entirely clear. Shivetya had trouble focusing that
tightly in time. But it seemed that Bowalk's cage had gotten damaged in the
panicky rush to escape by brothers of the Company unfortunate enough not to be
included amongst the Captured.
Panic
mothers panic. The great, wicked cat caught the fever. Her violence was
sufficient to complete the demolition of her cage. She ripped her way out,
injuring herself in the process. She fled on three legs, carrying her left
front paw elevated, allowing it to touch stone only when absolutely necessary.
She whined horribly when she did. Nevertheless, she covered ground fast. She
traveled nearly thirty miles before nightfall but had chosen a direction at
random and apparently did not recognize that she was not headed toward home
until it was too late to change her mind.
She
chose a road and ran. And in the night one small, clever shadow caught up, just
short of the end of that road. It did what untamed shadows always do. It
attacked. I found the result difficult to believe. The shadow hurt the panther
but did not kill her. She fought it and won. And stumbled onward. And before a
more powerful shadow could overtake and finish her, she staggered through a
derelict shadowgate and became invisible to Shivetya.
Which
meant that she was last seen alive entering a world neither our own nor the
Land of Unknown Shadows. I hoped that that crippled gate had finished her, or
that it had injured her beyond recovery, because she was possessed of a hatred
as dark as that which impelled the shadows, but hers was a hatred much more
narrowly directed. And the Company was its object.
The
fragment of Sleepy-self never entirely subsumed into the Shivetya overview
wondered what the Captain would think when he learned that Bowalk had reached
Khatovar by accident when it was supposed to be impossible for the Company to
get there by intent.
The
Sleepy-self did not see why this news was important enough for Shivetya to have
hijacked my dreams, but significant it must be.
Significant,
too, must be the Nef, the dreamwalkers, that Murgen had named the Washene, the
Washane and the Washone.
I
became more Shivetya, pulling away from the point experience of tracking the
shapechanger. I became more one with the demon while the demon became more one
with the plain, more purely a manifestation of the will of the great engine. I
enjoyed flickers of memories of golden ages of peace, prosperity and
enlightenment that had reached across silent stone to many worlds. I witnessed
the passage of a hundred conquerers. I saw portions of the most ancient wars
now recalled in the Gunni and Deceiver religions, and even in my own, for being
Shivetya and embracing all times at the same time, I could not help but see
that the war in Heaven, which was supposed to have occurred soon after God
created the earth and the sky, and which ended with the Adversary being cast
down into a pit, could be an echo of the same divine struggle other religions
remembered according to their own predilections.
Before
the war of the gods, there was the plain. And before the plain, there was the
Nef. The plain, the great machine, eventually imagined Shivetya as its
Steadfast Guardian and servant. In turn, the demon imagined the
Washene,
the Washane and the Washone in the likeness of the Nef. These dreamwalking
ghosts of the builders were Shivetya's gods. They existed independently of his
mind but not of his existence. They would perish if he perished. And they had
had no desire to be called into being in the first instance.
Bizarre.
I was caught amongst the personifications of aspects of religion in which I
could not believe. Here were facts my faith forbid me to accept. Acceptance
would damn me forever.
Cruel,
cruel tricks of the Adversary. I had been gifted with a mind that wanted to
explore, to find out, to know. And I had been gifted with faith. And now I had
been gifted with information that put fact and faith into conflict. I had not
been gifted with a priest's slippery dexterity when it came to reconciling the
philosophically irreconcilable.
But
perhaps that was not necessary. Truth and reality seemed to be protean on the
plain. There were too many different stories about Kina, Shivetya, and the
fortress in the middle. Maybe every story was true at least part of the time.
There
was an intellectual exercise of a sacerdotal magnitude. What if my beliefs were
completely valid but only part of the time and only where I was located myself?
What then? How could that be? What could that mean?
It
meant unpleasant times in the afterlife if I persisted in relaxing my vigilance
against heresies. It might be difficult for a woman to achieve Paradise but it
would be no trouble at all for her to win a place in al-Shiel.
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That
must have been one kick-ass nightmare," Willow Swan told me, kneeling
beside me, having just shaken my shoulder to waken me. "Not only were you
snoring, you were grunting and squeaking and carrying on a conversation with
yourself in three different languages."
"I'm
a woman of many talents. Everybody says so." I shook my head groggily.
"What time is it? It's still dark."
"Another
talent emerges. I can't get anything past the old girl."
I
grumbled, "The priests and the holy books tell us that God created man in
His own image but I've read a lot of holy books including those of the
idolaters and not once have I found any other evidence that He had a sense of
humor, let alone is the kind of person who would try to make jokes before the
sun even came up. You're a sick man, Willow Swan. What's going on?"
"Last
night you said we'd have to start early. So Sahra thought you meant we should
be ready to go as soon as there's light enough to see. So we can get off the
plain with plenty of daylight to spare."
"Sahra
is a wise woman. Wake me up when she's ready to go."
"I
think right now would be a good time to get up, then."
I
raised my hands. It was just light enough to see them. "Gather 'round,
people." Once a reasonable crowd had done so I explained that each of us
who had stayed behind in the fortress had been given knowledge that would help
us in times to come. "Shivetya seems very interested in our success. He
tried to give us what he believed would be useful tools. But he's very slow and
has his own demonic perspectives and doesn't know how to explain anything
clearly. So it's extremely likely that there is a lot we know that we won't
know we know until something makes us think of it. Be patient with us. We'll
probably be a little strange for a while. I'm having trouble getting used to
the reeducated me and I live here. New knowledge pops up every time I turn
around. Right now, though, I just want to get off this plain. Our resources are
still limited. We have to establish ourselves as fast as we can."
Those
faces I could discern revealed fear of the future. Somewhere the dog whined.
Iqbal's baby whimpered momentarily as Suruvhija shifted her from one nipple to
the other. In my consideration, that child ought to have been weaned by now but
I knew I had no justification for my opinion. None of my babies have been born
yet. And it is getting a little late to bring them in.
People
waited for me to tell them something informative. The more thoughtful now
wondered what new troubles awaited us since we had actually made it this far.
Swan could be right. It could be harvest season in the Land of Unknown Shadows.
And it could also be the season for scalping foreigners.
I was
troubled myself but had been faced with the unknown so often that I had
calluses on that breed of fear. I knew perfectly well it would do me no good to
fuss and worry when I had no idea what lay ahead. But worry I would, anyway.
Even when knowledge contracted while I slept assured me that we would not
encounter disasters once we shifted off the plain.
I had
planned to offer a rousing speech but quickly discarded that notion. No one was
interested. Not even me. "Is everybody ready? Then let's go."
Getting
started took less time than I expected. Most of my brothers had not stopped to
hear me say what they anticipated would be the same old same old. They had gone
on getting ready to roll. I told Swan, "I guess 'In those days the Company
...' works a lot better after supper and a hard day's work."
"Does
for me. Works even better when I've had something to drink. And it's a kick-ass
wowser after I've gone to bed."
* * *
I
walked with Sahra for a while, renewing our acquaintance, easing the strain
between us. She remained tense, though. It would not be that long before she
had to deal with her husband in the flesh for the first time in a decade and a
half. I did not know how to make that easier for her.
Then I
walked with the Radisha for an hour. She, too, was in an unsettled mood. It had
been even longer since she had had to deal with her brother in all but the most
remote capacities. She was a realist, however. "There's nothing I can lose
to him, is there? I've lost it all already. First to the Protector, through my
own blindness. Then you stole me away from Taglios and robbed me of even the
hope of reclaiming my place."
"Bet
you something, Princess. Bet you that you're already being remembered as the
mother of a golden age." That actually seemed a reasonable prediction. The
past always seems better when the present consists of clabbered misery.
"Even without the Protector back in the capital yet. Once we're
established, the first mission I mean to launch will be to get word back to
Taglios that you and your brother are both alive, you're really angry, and
you're going to come back."
"We
all must dream," the woman told me.
"You
don't want to go back?"
"Do
you recall the taunt you laid before me every day? Rajadharma?"
"Sure."
"What
I may want is of no importance. What my brother might want does not signify,
either. He's had his adventures. Now I've had mine. Rajadharma constrains us
more surely than could the stoutest chain. Rajadharma will call us back across
the uncounted leagues as long as we continue to breathe, through the impossible
places, past all the deadly perils and improbable beings. You reminded me again
and again of my obligation. Perhaps by doing so, you created a monster fit to
battle the beast who displaced me. Rajadharma has become my vice, Sleepy. It
has become my irrational compulsion. I continue to follow you only because
reason insists that even though this path leads me farther from Taglios today,
it is the shortest road to my destiny."
"I'll
help where I can." I did not commit the Company, though. I still had the
Captain and Lieutenant to waken and deal with. I started to move on. I wanted
to visit with Master Santaraksita for a while and lose myself, perhaps, in an
interplay of intellectual speculation. The librarian's horizons were much
broader these days. "Sleepy." "Radisha?"
"Has
the Black Company extracted sufficient revenge?" We had taken away
everything but the love of her people. And she was not a bad woman. "In my
eyes you're just one small gesture short of redemption. I want you to apologize
to the Captain once he recovers enough to understand what's happening."
Her
lips tightened. She and her brother did not let themselves be slaves to
considerations of station or caste, but still, apology to a foreign mercenary?
"If I must, I must. My options are limited."
"Water
sleeps, Radisha." I joined Suvrin and Master Santaraksita, taking a few
minutes to visit with the black stallion on the way there. It carried One-Eye,
who was breathing but otherwise did not look much better than a corpse. I hoped
he was just sleeping an old man's sleep. The horse seemed bored. I suppose it was
tired of adventures.
"Master.
Suvrin. By some chance do you two suffer any memories you didn't have before we
came to the plain?"
They
did indeed, Santaraksita more so than Suvrin. Shivetya's gifts seemed shaped
for each individual. Master Santaraksita proceeded to relate yet another
version of the Kina myth and of Shivetya's relationship to the Queen of Death
and Terror. This one assumed the point of view of the demon. It did not say
much that was new, just shifted the relative importance of various characters
and, laterally, blamed Kina for the passing of the last few builders.
Kina
remained a black-hearted villain in this version, while Shivetya became one of
the great unsung heroes, deserving of a much higher standing in myth. Which
could be true. He had no standing at all. Nobody outside the plain had ever
heard of him. I suggested, "When you get back to Taglios now, Master, you
can establish a mighty reputation by explaining the myths in the words of a
being who lived through their creation."
Santaraksita
smiled sourly. "You know better, Dorabee. Mythology is one area where
nobody wants to know the absolute truth because time has forged great symbols
from raw materials supplied by ancient events. Prosaic distortions of fact
metamorphose into perceived truths of the soul."
He had
a point. In religion, precise truth has almost no currency. True believers will
kill and destroy to defend their inaccurate beliefs.
And
that is a truth upon which you can rely.
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I
raised my head carefully to peer over the edge of the plain at the Land of
Unknown Shadows. Willow Swan snaked up on my right. He did the same.
Riverwalker copied him on my left. River said, "I'll be damned."
I
agreed. "No doubt about it. Doj. Gota. Come and look. Will somebody bring
One-Eye up?" The little man had started talking about an hour ago. He did
appear to be in touch with the real world at least part of the time.
I
beckoned the white crow. That darned thing was going to give us away if it kept
circling.
"To
who?" Swan asked. "I don't see anybody." Obviously, I was
thinking out loud again. Swan weaseled sideways so Doj could crawl up beside
me.
Doj
rose up. He froze. After fifteen seconds he harrumphed.
Gota
said it. "Is the same place we left. You got us turned around, you fool
Stone Soldier."
At
first glimpse it was identical. Only, "Look to the right. There isn't any
Overlook. And never was. And Kiaulune isn't the New City." I never saw
Kiaulune before it became Shadowcatch but doubted these ruins resembled that
old city much, either. "Get Suvrin. He might know."
I
continued to stare. The more I did so, the more differences stood out. Doj said
it. "The hand of mankind rested more lightly here. And men went away a
long time ago." It was only the shape of the land that was identical.
"Back
about the time of the earthquakes, you suppose?" What would have been
hardscrabble farmland in my world here looked like better soil that had been
abandoned for twenty years. It was overgrown by brush and brambles and cedars
but no truly sizable trees were yet evident except those that grew in orderly
rows and those so distant they painted the foothills of the Dandha Presh a deep
green that was almost black.
Suvrin
arrived. I offered a few questions. He told me, "It does look like they
say Kiaulune did before the Shadow-masters came. When my grandparents were
children. The city didn't start growing until Longshadow decided to build
Overlook. Only, I don't see anything down there now but ruins."
"Look
at the shadowgate. It's in better shape than our own." But not in good
repair by any standard. The quakes had taken their bites. "You can tell
where it is." That was a weight off my shoulders. I had anticipated
fighting starvation while we fussed with strings and colored powders in an
effort to survey the only safe pathway through.
Several
men carried One-Eye up and set him down amongst us. They silhouetted themselves
above the skyline doing so. My grumbling did no good. On the other hand, no
bloodthirsty hordes materialized below the shadowgate, so it was possible that
we were not yet betrayed. "One-Eye. Do you sense anything down
there?"
I did
not know if he would respond. He seemed to be asleep again. His chin rested on
his chest. People gave him room because it was in these moments he began to ply
his cane. After a few seconds, though, he lifted his chin, opened his eyes,
murmured, "A place where I can rest." The wind that was always with
us on the plain almost stole his words away. "A place where all evil dies
an endless death. No wickedness stirs down there, Little Girl."
One-Eye's
remarks excited everyone who had witnessed his most recent episode. Half a
dozen more men exposed their silhouettes to anyone watching from below. Still
others seemed to think we ought to trudge right on down there in a big,
disorderly mob, right now.
"Kendo!"
I called. "Slink! I want you each to take six men out through the gate.
Fully armed, including bamboo. Slink, take the right side of the road. You take
the left, Kendo. You'll be covering the rest of us as we come out. River,
you're the reserve. Take ten men and wait just inside the shadowgate. You'll
stay there and become the rear guard if nothing bothers them."
Training
and discipline took over. A superior standard of both are among the Company's
most potent tools. Properly employed, they become our deadliest tools. We try
to inculcate discipline from a recruit's first day, right alongside a healthy
distrust of everyone on the outside. We try to pound into his very bones what
he needs to do in every situation.
The
slope from the edge of the plain to the shadowgate seemed to stretch for miles.
I felt bone-naked descending it without the standard. Tobo, carrying the golden
pickax, had to take my place. I told him, "Don't get too fond of the job,
kid. It may be all I have if we get the Captain and the Lieutenant back. And I
won't even have that if your dad wants all of his old jobs back."
Experiment
quickly proved no key but the pick was needed to leave the plain. The
shadowgate did tickle and tingle, though.
The
first thing I noticed outside was a powerful mixture of sagey and piney smells.
There had been few odors on the plain. Then I noticed the incredible warmth.
This world was much warmer than the plain was. It was early autumn here ... as
promised, Willow. As promised.
Kendo
and Slink kept their squads moving, screening our advance. More and more people
passed through the gate. I got myself hoisted onto the black stallion so I
could see better. Which meant that somebody had to carry One-Eye. I told Sahra,
"Let's head for those ruins." I was about to add something about
shelter being easier to find there when Kendo Cutter shouted.
I
looked where he pointed. It took a sharp eye to see them. The old men coming
uphill slowly wore robes almost exactly the same color as the road and the
earth behind them. There were five of them. They were bent and moved slowly.
"We
did give ourselves away up there. And somebody was watching. Doj!"
Waste
of breath. The Swordmaster was headed downhill already. Tobo and Gota were
right behind him, which did nothing for Sahra's nerves. I rushed forward,
caught the boy. "You stay back." "But, Sleepy!"
"You
want to debate it with Runmust and Iqbal?" He did not want to argue with
the large Shadar gentlemen. I did not want to argue with the Troll. I let her
go. She might be more intimidating than Doj, anyway. He was just one old man
with a sword. She was a vicious old woman with a virulent tongue.
I
checked my battered old shortsword. That was going to perform wonders if they
climbed over Uncle Doj. Then I headed downhill myself. Sahra accompanied me.
The old
men in brown looked at Doj and Gota. Doj and Gota looked at them. Those five
men looked like they had been cast in the same mold, being nearly as wide as
they were tall and very long in the tooth.
One of
the natives said something rapid in a liquid tongue. The cadence was unusual
but the words sounded vaguely familiar. I did catch the phrase "Children
of the Dead." Doj replied at length in Nyueng Bao, which included the
formulas "The Land of Unknown Shadows" and "All Evil Dies There
an Endless Death." The old men seemed hugely puzzled by Doj's accent but
recognized those phrases well enough to become visibly agitated. I could not
tell if that was a positive sign or not.
Mother
Gota began muttering the incantation that included "Calling the Heaven and
the Earth and the Day and the Night," and that excited the old men even
more.
Sahra
told me, "Evidently the language has changed a great deal since the
Children of the Dead ran away."
It took
me a moment to understand that she was translating what Doj had said in an
aside to Gota.
There
was a stream of chatter from the old men, all apparently in the form of pointed
questions that Doj could not answer.
Sahra
said, "They seem to be extremely worried about someone they keep calling
'that devil-dog Merika Montera.' Also about a pupil of this monster, a supposed
future Grandmaster. Apparently the two were driven into exile together."
"Merika
Montera would be Longshadow. We know there was a time when he used the name
Maricha Manthara Dhumraksha. He sent an agent named Ashutosh Yaksha to live
among the Nyueng Bao in an effort to find and steal the Key that we've brought
with us. The golden pickax."
Uncle
Doj chided, "Sleepy, these old men don't speak Taglian or Dejagoran, but
there's still a chance that they might recognize our version of names they fear
and hate just a whole hell of a lot. Right now they're clamoring for answers
about one Achoes Tosiak-shah. It sounds like Longshadow and Shadowspinner,
before they were exiled, were the last of a race of outsider sorcerers who
enslaved these people's forefathers through their ability to manipulate killer
shadows they summoned from the plain."
"Wouldn't
you know? They brought their business with them. Tell these guys whatever they
need to know. Tell them the truth. Tell them who we are and what we intend to
do. And what we've already done to their buddies Long-shadow and
Shadowspinner."
"We
might be wise to find out a little more about them before we become completely
candid."
"I
wouldn't expect you to break any lifetime habits." Doj nodded slightly,
betraying the slightest smile. He faced the old men and began talking. I found
that my Nyueng Bao was improving. I had no trouble isolating "Stone
Soldiers" and "Soldiers of Darkness" in his monologue. Native
faces kept turning my way, always more surprised.
Sahra
told me, "They're monks of some sort. They've been watching for a long
time. Watching is what their order does. In case the Shadowmasters try to
return. They did not expect anyone to come for real."
"They
especially didn't expect women, eh?" "That amazes them. And Swan
worries them. Their ancestors' experiences with white devils were not
positive." Then, of course, the white crow swooped and landed on my
shoulder. And the great black stallion, with its prune of a rider, came down to
stick its nose in. And as the chatter picked up, still well-seasoned with
"Stone Soldier" and "Soldier of Darkness" and
"Steadfast Guardian," the rest of the band drifted forward, impelled
by curiosity. First thing I knew, Tobo was right there beside me, along with
Runmust, Iqbal and Suruvhija and all their offspring, the dog, and
ever-increasing jabber about what should we do with the Captured, where were we
going to set up camp.... "You hearing these questions?" I asked Doj.
"I hear them. I think we're going to be granted this whole valley. For the
time being. While they send messages to the Court of All Seasons and the File
of Nine. We'll have more important visitors eventually. Until then as I
understand them we can set down anywhere we want. The dialect is a little
tricky, though, so be careful."
Dozens
of veteran eyes scanned the valley for defensible positions. It took no effort
to identify them. They were the same as those we recalled from the Kiaulune
wars.
I
wondered if all the connected worlds would be equally familiar physically.
I
indicated my choice. No one demurred. Runmust and the Singhs hurried off to
survey the site, accompanied by a dozen men armed for anything. The five old
monks did not protest. Mostly they seemed bemused and amazed.
So it
was that the Black Company reached the Land of Unknown Shadows instead of
fabled Khatovar. There it was that the Company settled and rested and
recovered. There it was that I filled book after book with words when I was not
planning or leading expeditions to rescue the rest of my captured brothers, and
even that devil-dog Merika Montera so he would be available for another, rather
less pleasant encounter with justice than the one that had driven him into
exile. The grandchildren of his former slaves feared him not at all.
I won
him a stay, at Lady's request, so he could help with Tobo's schooling. The stay
was good for as long as he did that job satisfactorily and not for a moment
more. The old monks, as tight of lip as their cousin Doj, agreed that Tobo had
to be trained but would not reveal their reasoning even to me.
At one
time the Land of the Unknown Shadows had suffered many lean, pale bonesacks
just like Longshadow. They were invaders from another world. They had brought
no wives with them. Time did not love them.
And
thus it was. And thus it was.
Soldiers
live. And wonder why.
One-Eye
survived another four years, suffering strokes, yet recovering slowly every
time. Seldom did he leave the house we built for him and Gota. Mostly he
tinkered with his black spear while Gota hovered around and fussed. He fussed
right back and never stopped worrying about Tobo's education.
Once
again Tobo was smothered in parents both real and surrogate.
He
studied with One-Eye, he studied with Lady, he studied with Longshadow and
Master Santaraksita, with the Radisha and the Prahbrindrah Drah, and with the
masters of our adoptive world. He studied hard and well and much, much more
than he wanted. He was very talented. He was what his great-grandmother Hong
Tray had foreseen.
The
Captured all returned to us, except for those who died beneath the plain, but
even the best of them Murgen, Lady, the Captain were strange and deeply
changed. Fey. But we were changed as well, by life, so that those of us they
remembered at all were almost alien to them.
A new
order came into being.
It had
to be.
Someday
we will cross the plain again.
Water
sleeps.
For
now, I just rest. And indulge myself in writing, in remembering the fallen, in
considering the strange twists life takes, in considering what plan God must
have if the good are condemned to die young while the wicked prosper, if
righteous men can commit deep evil while bad men demonstrate unexpected streaks
of humanity. Soldiers live. And wonder why.
99
The
Great General started south through the Dandha Presh moments after the
Protector abandoned him so she could make more speed. Consequently he met
Soulcatcher on the southern side of the summit just a week later. She talked to
herself continuously in a committee of voices while she was awake and gibbered
in tongues during her brief bouts of sleep. Mogaba thought the Daughter of
Night seemed smugly pleased in the moment before she collapsed from exhaustion.
"Kill
them," Mogaba urged the moment he had Soulcatcher's ear and a bit of
privacy. "Those two can be nothing but trouble and there's no way you can
profit from keeping them around."
"Possibly
true." The Protector's voice was a sly one. "But if I'm clever enough
I can use the girl to tap into Kina's power the way my sister did."
"If
there's one thing I've learned from a life noteworthy for its regiments of
disappointments, it's that you can't rely on cleverness. You're a powerful
woman now. Kill them while you can. Kill them before they find a way to turn
the tables. You don't need to become any stronger. There's no one in this world
capable of challenging you."
"There's
always someone, Mogaba."
"Kill
them. They sure won't waste a second on you."
Soulcatcher
approached the Daughter of Night, who had not moved since her collapse.
"My dear sweet niece wouldn't harm me." The voice she chose could
have been that of a naive fourteen-year-old responding to the charge that her
twenty-five-year-old lover was interested in only one thing. Then she laughed
cruelly, kicked the Daughter of Night viciously. "You even think about it,
bitch, and I'll roast and eat you one limb at a time. And still make sure you
live long enough to see your mother die first."
The
Great General neither moved nor made any remark. His face betrayed nothing, not
even to Soulcatcher's acute eye. But in his sinking heart he understood that
yet again he had allied himself with complete and unpredictable insanity. And
yet again he had no option but to ride the tiger. He observed, "Perhaps we
should give thought to how to guard our minds against intrusion by the Queen of
Terror and Darkness."
"I'm
ahead of you, General. I'm the professional." This voice was that of a
self-important little mouse of a functionary. It became that of a
self-confident woman being conversational, the voice Mogaba suspected was
Soulcatcher's own. It resembled closely the voice of her sister, Lady.
"For the last week I've had nothing to do but nurture the blisters on my
feet and think. I conceived marvelous new torments to practice upon the Black
Company too late to enjoy them. Isn't that the way it always goes? You always
think of the perfect comeback about an hour too late for it to do any good? I
suppose I'll find other enemies and my innovation won't be wasted. Most of the
time, though, I considered how best to circumvent Kina's power." She did
not fear naming the goddess directly. "We can do it."
The
Daughter of Night stirred slightly. Her shoulders tightened. She glanced up for
an instant. She looked a little uncertain, a little troubled.
For the
first time since her birth she was completely out of touch with her
soul-mother. She had been out of touch for several days. Something was wrong.
Something was terribly wrong.
Soulcatcher
eyed Narayan Singh. That old man was not much use anymore. She could test her
new torments on him once she "had him back in Taglios, before a suitable
audience.
"General,
if I get caught up in one of those byways that distract me so often, I want you
to nudge me back to the business at hand. Which will be empire building. And,
in my spare time, the creation of a new flying carpet. I think I know enough of
the Howler's secrets to manage. This past week has forced me to admit to myself
that I have no innate fondness for exercise."
Soulcatcher
prodded the Daughter of Night again, then settled on a rotten log and removed
her boots. "Mogaba, don't ever tell anyone that you've seen the world's
greatest sorceress stumped for a way to handle something as trivial as
blisters."
Narayan
Singh, who had been snoring fitfully, suddenly rose up and gripped the bars of
his cage, his face contorted in terror, its butternut color all but gone.
"Water sleeps!" he screamed. "Thi Kim! Thi Kim is coming!"
Then he collapsed, unconscious again, though his body continued to spasm.
Soulcatcher
growled softly. "Water sleeps? We'll see what the dead can do." They
were all gone this time. It was her world now. "What else did he
say?"
"Something
that sounded like a Nyueng Bao name." "Uhm. Yes. But not a name.
Something about death. Or a murder. Thi Kim. Coming. Hmm. Maybe a nickname?
Murder
walker? I should learn the language better."
The
Daughter of Night, she noted, was shaking more than Singh.
The
wind whines and howls through fangs of ice. It races furiously around the
nameless fortress but tonight neither the lightning nor the storm has any power
to disturb. The creature on the wooden throne is relaxed. He will rest
comfortably through a night of years for the first time in a long millennium.
The silver daggers are no inconvenience at all.
Shivetya
sleeps and dreams dreams of immortality's end.
Fury
crackles between the standing stones. Shadows flee. Shadows hide. Shadows
huddle in terror.
Immortality
is threatened.