Barrayar
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Lois McMaster Bujold
BROTHERS IN ARMS
Chapter One
His combat drop shuttle crouched still and
silent in the repairs docking bay—malevolent, to Miles's jaundiced eye.
Its metal and fibreplas surface was scarred, pitted and burned. It had
seemed such a proud, gleaming, efficient vessel when it was new.
Perhaps it had undergone psychotic personality change from its traumas.
It had been new such a short few months ago. . . .
Miles
rubbed his face wearily, and blew out his breath. If there was any
incipient psychosis floating around here, it wasn't contained in the
machinery. In the eye of the beholder indeed. He took his booted foot
off the bench he'd been draped over and straightened up, at least to
the degree his crooked spine permitted. Commander Quinn, alert to his
every move, fell in behind him.
"There," Miles
limped down the length of the fuselage and pointed to the shuttle's
portside lock, "is the design defect I'm chiefly concerned about."
He
motioned the sales engineer from Kaymer Orbital Shipyards closer. "The
ramp from this lock extends and retracts automatically, with a manual
override—fine so far. But its recessed slot is inside the hatch, which
means that if for any reason the ramp gets hung up, the door can't be
sealed. The consequences of which I trust you can imagine." Miles
didn't have to imagine them; they had burned in his memory for the last
three months. Instant replay without an off switch.
"Did
you find this out the hard way at Dagoola IV, Admiral Naismith?" the
engineer inquired in a tone of genuine interest.
"Yeah. We lost . . . personnel. I was damn near one of them."
"I see," said the engineer respectfully. But his brows quirked.
How dare you be amused. . . .
Fortunately for his health, the engineer did not smile. A thin man of
slightly above average height, he reached up the side of the shuttle to
run his hands along the slot in question, pull himself up chin-up
fashion, peer about and mutter notes into his recorder. Miles resisted
an urge to jump up and down like a frog and try to see what he was
looking at. Undignified. With his own eye-level even with the
engineer's chest, Miles would need about a one-meter stepladder even to
reach the ramp slot on tiptoe. And he was too damn tired for
calisthenics just now, nor was he about to ask Elli Quinn to give him a
boost. He jerked his chin up in the old involuntary nervous tic, and
waited in a posture of parade rest appropriate to his uniform, his
hands clasped behind his back.
The engineer
dropped back to the docking bay deck with a thump. "Yes, Admiral, I
think Kaymer can take care of this for you all right. How many of these
drop shuttles did you say you had?"
"Twelve,"
Fourteen minus two equalled twelve. Except in Dendarii Free Mercenary
Fleet mathematics, where fourteen minus two shuttles equalled two
hundred and seven dead. Stop that, Miles told the calculating jeerer in the back of his head firmly. It does no one any good now.
"Twelve." The engineer made a note. "What else?" He eyed the battered shuttle.
"My
own engineering department will be handling the minor repairs, now that
it looks like well actually be holding still in one place for a while.
I wanted to see to this ramp problem personally, but my second in
command, Commodore Jesek, is chief engineer for my fleet, and he wants
to talk to your Jump tech people about re-calibrating some of our
Necklin rods. I have a Jump pilot with a head wound, but Jumpset
implant micro-neurosurgery is not one of Kaymer's specialties, I
understand. Nor weapons systems?"
"No, indeed,"
the engineer agreed hastily. He touched a burn on the shuttle's scarred
surface, perhaps fascinated by the violence it silently witnessed, for
he added, "Kaymer Orbital mainly services merchant vessels. A mercenary
fleet is something a bit unusual in this part of the wormhole nexus.
Why did you come to us?"
"You were the lowest bidder."
"Oh—not
Kaymer Corporation. Earth. I was wondering why you came to Earth? We're
rather off the main trade routes, except for the tourists and
historians. Er . . . peaceful."
He wonders if we
have a contract here, Miles realized. Here, on a planet of nine billion
souls, whose combined military forces would make pocket change of the
Dendarii's five thousand—right. He thinks I'm out to make trouble on
old mother Earth? Or that I'd break security and tell him even if I
was. . . . "Peaceful, precisely," Miles said smoothly. "The Dendarii
are in need of rest and refitting. A peaceful planet off the main nexus
channels is just what the doctor ordered." He cringed inwardly,
thinking of the doctor bill pending.
It hadn't
been Dagoola. The rescue operation had been a tactical triumph, a
military miracle almost. His own staff had assured him of this over and
over, so perhaps he could begin to believe it true.
The
break-out on Dagoola IV had been the third largest prisoner-of-war
escape in history, Commodore Tung said. Military history being Tung's
obsessive hobby, he ought to know. The Dendarii had snatched over ten
thousand captured soldiers, an entire POW camp, from under the nose of
the Cetagandan Empire, and made them into the nucleus of a new
guerrilla army on a planet the Cetagandans had formerly counted on as
an easy conquest. The costs had been so small, compared to the
spectacular results—except for the individuals who'd paid for the
triumph with their lives, for whom the price was something infinite,
divided by zero.
It had been Dagoola's aftermath
that had cost the Dendarii too much, the infuriated Cetagandans'
vengeful pursuit. They had followed with ships till the Dendarii had
slipped through political jurisdictions that Cetagandan military
vessels could not traverse; hunted on with secret assassination and
sabotage teams thereafter. Miles trusted they had outrun the
assassination teams at last.
"Did you take all this fire at Dagoola IV?" the engineer went on, still intrigued by the shuttle.
"Dagoola was a covert operation," Miles said stiffly. "We don't discuss it."
"It made a big splash in the news a few months back," the Earthman assured him.
My head hurts. . . .
Miles pressed his palm to his forehead, crossed his arms and rested his
chin in his hand, twitching a smile at the engineer. "Wonderful," he
muttered. Commander Quinn winced.
"Is it true the Cetagandans have put a price on your life?" the engineer asked cheerfully.
Miles sighed. "Yes."
"Oh,"
said the engineer. "Ah. I'd thought that was just a story." He moved
away just slightly, as if embarrassed, or as if the air of morbid
violence clinging to the mercenary were a contagion that could somehow
rub off on him, if he got too close. He just might be right. He cleared
his throat. "Now, about the payment schedule for the design
modifications—what had you in mind?"
"Cash on
delivery," said Miles promptly, "acceptance to follow my engineering
staffs inspection and approval of the completed work. Those were the
terms of your bid, I believe."
"Ah—yes. Hm." The
Earthman tore his attention away from the machinery itself; Miles felt
he could see him switching from technical to business mode. "Those are
the terms we normally offer our established corporate customers."
"The Dendarii Free Mercenary Fleet is an established corporation. Registered out of Jackson's Whole."
"Mm,
yes, but—how shall I put this—the most exotic risk our normal customers
usually run is bankruptcy, for which we have assorted legal
protections. Your mercenary fleet is, um …"
He's wondering how to collect payment from a corpse, Miles thought.
"—a lot riskier," the engineer finished candidly. He shrugged an apology.
An honest man, at least . . .
"We shall not raise our recorded bid. But I'm afraid we're going to have to ask for payment up front."
As
long as we're down to trading insults . . . "But that gives us no
protection against shoddy workmanship," said Miles.
"You can sue," remarked the engineer, "just like anybody else."
"I
can blow your—" Miles's fingers drummed against his trouser seam where
no holster was tied. Earth, old Earth, old civilized Earth. Commander
Quinn, at his shoulder, touched his elbow in a fleeting gesture of
restraint. He shot her a brief reassuring smile—no, he was not about to
let himself get carried away by the—exotic—possibilities of Admiral
Miles Naismith, Commanding, Dendarii Free Mercenary Fleet. He was
merely tired, his smile said. A slight widening of her brilliant brown
eyes replied, Bullshit, sir. But that was another argument, which they would not continue here, out loud, in public.
"You can look," said the engineer neutrally, "for a better offer if you wish."
"We have looked," said Miles shortly. As you well know . . . "Right. Um . . . what about . . . half up front and half on delivery?"
The
Earthman frowned, shook his head. "Kaymer does not pad its estimates,
Admiral Naismith. And our cost overruns are among the lowest in the
business. That's a point of pride."
The term cost overrun made Miles's teeth hurt, in light of Dagoola. How much did these people really know about Dagoola, anyway?
"If
you're truly worried about our workmanship, the monies could be placed
in an escrow account in the control of a neutral third party, such as a
bank, until you accept delivery. Not a very satisfactory compromise
from Kaymer's point of view, but—that's as far as I can go."
A neutral third Earther
party, thought Miles. If he hadn't checked up on Kaymer's workmanship,
he wouldn't be here. It was his own cash flow Miles was thinking about.
Which was definitely not Kaymer's business.
"You
having cash flow problems, Admiral?" inquired the Earther with
interest. Miles fancied he could see the price rising in his eyes.
"Not
at all," Miles lied blandly. Rumors afloat about the Dendarii's
liquidity difficulties could sabotage a lot more than just this repair
deal. "Very well. Cash up front to be held in escrow." If he wasn't to
have the use of his funds, neither should Kaymer. Beside him, Elli
Quinn drew air in through her teeth. The Earther engineer and the
mercenary leader shook hands solemnly.
Following
the sales engineer back toward his own office, Miles paused a moment by
a viewport that framed a fine view of Earth from orbit. The engineer
smiled and waited politely, even proudly, watching his gaze.
Earth.
Old, romantic, historic Earth, the big blue marble itself. Miles had
always expected to travel here someday, although not, surely, under
these conditions.
Earth was still the largest,
richest, most varied and populous planet in scattered humanity's entire
worm-hole nexus of explored space. Its dearth of good exit points in
solar local space and governmental disunity left it militarily and
strategically minor from the greater galactic point of view. But Earth
still reigned, if it did not rule, culturally supreme. More war-scarred
than Barrayar, as technically advanced as Beta Colony, the end-point of
all pilgrimages both religious and secular—in light of which, major
embassies from every world that could afford one were collected here.
Including, Miles reflected, nibbling gently on the side of his index
finger, the Cetagandan. Admiral Naismith must use all means to avoid
them.
"Sir?" Elli Quinn interrupted his
meditations. He smiled briefly up at her sculptured face, the most
beautiful his money had been able to buy after the plasma burn and yet,
thanks to the genius of the surgeons, still unmistakably Elli. Would
that every combat casualty taken in his service could be so redeemed.
"Commodore Tung is on the comconsole for you," she went on.
His
smile sagged. What now? He abandoned the view and marched off after her
to take over the sales engineer's office with a polite, relentless,
"Will you excuse us, please?"
His Eurasian third officer's bland, broad face formed above the vid plate. "Yes, Ky?"
Ky
Tung, already out of uniform and into civilian gear, gave him a brief
nod in lieu of a salute. "I've just finished making arrangements at the
rehab center for our nine severely-wounded. Prognoses are good, for the
most part. And they think they will be able to retrieve four of the
eight frozen dead,' maybe five if they're lucky. The surgeons here even
think they'll be able to repair Demmi's Jumpset, once the neural tissue
itself has healed. For a price, of course …" Tung named the price in
GSA Federal credits; Miles mentally converted it to Barrayaran Imperial
marks, and made a small squeaking noise.
Tung
grinned dry appreciation. "Yeah. Unless you want to give up on that
repair. It's equal to all the rest put together."
Miles
shook his head, grimacing. "There are a number of people in the
universe I'd be willing to double-cross, but my own wounded aren't
among 'em."
"Thank you," said Tung, "I agree. Now,
I'm just about ready to leave this place. Last thing I have to do is
sign a chit taking personal responsibility for the bill. Are you quite
sure you're going to be able to collect the pay owed us for the Dagoola
operation here?"
"I'm on my way to do that next," Miles promised. "Go ahead and sign, I'll make it right."
"Very good, sir," said Tung. "Am I released for my home leave after that?"
Tung
the Earth man, the only Earther Miles had ever met—which probably
accounted for the unconscious favorable feelings he had about this
place, Miles reflected. "How much time off do we owe you by now, Ky,
about a year and a half?" With pay, alas, a small voice added in his mind, and was suppressed as unworthy. "You can take all you want."
"Thank you." Tung's face softened. "I just talked to my daughter. I have a brand-new grandson!"
"Congratulations," said Miles. "Your first?"
"Yes."
"Go
on, then. If anything comes up, we'll take care of it. You're only
indispensable in combat, eh? Uh . . . where will you be?"
"My sister's home: Brazil. I have about four hundred cousins there."
"Brazil, right. All right." Where the devil was Brazil? "Have a good time."
"I shall." Tung's departing semi-salute was distinctly breezy. His face faded from the vid.
"Damn," Miles sighed, "I'm sorry to lose him even to a leave. Well, he deserves it."
Elli
leaned over the back of his comconsole chair. Her breath barely stirred
his dark hair, his dark thoughts. "May I suggest, Miles, that he's not
the only senior officer who could use some time off? Even you need to
dump stress sometimes. And you were wounded too."
"Wounded?"
Tension clamped Miles's jaw. "Oh, the bones. Broken bones don't count.
I've had the damn brittle bones all my life. I just have to learn to
resist the temptation to play field officer. The place for my ass is in
a nice padded tactics-room chair, not on the line. If I'd known in
advance that Dagoola was going to get so—physical, I'd have sent
somebody else in as the fake POW. Anyway, there you are. I had my leave
in sickbay."
"And then spent a month wandering
around like a cryo-corpse who'd been warmed up in the microwave. When
you walked into a room it was like a visit from the Undead."
"I
ran the Dagoola rig on pure hysteria. You can't be up that long and not
pay for it after with a little down. At least, I can't."
"My impression was there was more to it than that."
He
whirled the chair around to face her with a snarl. "Will you back off.
Yes, we lost some good people. I don't like losing good people. I cry
real tears—in private, if you don't mind!"
She
recoiled, her face falling. He softened his voice, deeply ashamed of
his outburst. "Sorry, Elli. I know I've been edgy. The death of that
poor POW who fell from the shuttle shook me more than . . . more than I
should have let it. I can't seem to . . ."
"I was out of line, sir."
The "sir" was like a needle through some voodoo doll she held of him. Miles winced. "Not at all."
Why,
why, why, of all the idiotic things he'd done as Admiral Naismith, had
he ever established as explicit policy not to seek physical intimacy
with anyone in his own organization? It had seemed like a good idea at
the time. Tung had approved. Tung was a grandfather, for God's sake,
his gonads had probably withered years ago. Miles remembered how he had
deflected the first pass Elli had ever made at him. "A good officer
doesn't go shopping in the company store," he'd explained gently. Why
hadn't she belted him in the jaw for that fatuousness? She had absorbed
the unintended insult without comment, and never tried again. Had she
ever realized he'd meant that to apply to himself, not her?
When
he was with the fleet for extended periods, he usually tried to send
her on detached duties, from which she invariably returned with superb
results. She had headed the advance team to Earth, and had Kaymer and
most of their other suppliers all lined up by the time the Dendarii
fleet made orbit. A good officer; after Tung, probably his best. What
would he not give to dive into that lithe body and lose himself now?
Too late, he'd lost his option.
Her velvet mouth
crimped quizzically. She gave him a—sisterly, perhaps—shrug. "I won't
hassle you about it any more. But at least think about it. I don't
think I've ever seen a human being who needed to get laid worse than
you do now."
Oh, God, what a straight line—what
did those words really mean? His chest tightened. Comradely comment, or
invitation? If mere comment, and he mistook it for invitation, would
she think he was leaning on her for sexual favors? If the reverse,
would she be insulted again and not breathe on him for years to come?
He grinned in panic. "Paid," he blurted. "What I need right now is
paid, not laid. After that—after that, um . . . maybe we could go see
some of the sights. It seems practically criminal to come all this way
and not see any of Old Earth, even if it was by accident. I'm supposed
to have a bodyguard at all times downside anyway, we could double up."
She was sighing, straightening up. "Yes, duty first, of course."
Yes,
duty first. And his next duty was to report in to Admiral Naismith's
employers. After that, all his troubles would be vastly simplified.
Miles
wished he could have changed to civilian clothes before embarking on
this expedition. His crisp grey-and-white Dendarii admiral's uniform
was conspicuous as hell in this shopping arcade. Or at least made Elli
change—they could have pretended to be a soldier on leave and his
girlfriend. But his civilian gear had been stashed in a crate several
planets back—would he ever retrieve it? The clothes had been
tailor-made and expensive, not so much as a mark of status as pure
necessity.
Usually he could forget the
peculiarities of his body—oversized head exaggerated by a short neck
set on a twisted spine, all squashed down to a height of
four-foot-nine, the legacy of a congenital accident—but nothing
highlighted his defects in his own mind more sharply than trying to
borrow clothes from someone of normal size and shape. You sure it's the uniform that feels conspicuous, boy? he thought to himself. Or are you playing foolie-foolie games with your head again? Stop it.
He
returned his attention to his surroundings. The spaceport city of
London, a jigsaw of nearly two millennia of clashing architectural
styles, was a fascination. The sunlight falling through the arcade's
patterned glass arch was an astonishing rich color, breathtaking. It
alone might have led him to guess his eye had been returned to its
ancestral planet. Perhaps later he'd have a chance to visit more
historical sites, such as a submarine tour of Lake Los Angeles, or New
York behind the great dykes.
Elli made another
nervous circuit of the bench beneath the light-clock, scanning the
crowd. This seemed a most unlikely spot for Cetagandan hit squads to
pop up, but still he was glad of her alertness, that allowed him to be
tired. You can come look for assassins under my bed anytime, love. . . .
"In
a way, I'm glad we ended up here," he remarked to her. "This might
prove an excellent opportunity for Admiral Naismith to disappear up his
own existence for a while. Take the heat off the Dendarii. The
Cetagandans are a lot like the Barrayarans, really, they take a very
personal view of command."
"You're pretty damn casual about it."
"Early
conditioning. Total strangers trying to kill me make me feel right at
home." A thought struck him with a certain macabre cheer. "You know,
this is the first time anybody has tried to kill me for myself, and not
because of who I'm related to? Have I ever told you about what my
grandfather really did when I was . . ."
She cut off his babble with a lift of her chin. "I think this is it. …"
He followed her gaze. He was
tired, she'd spotted their contact before he had. The man coming toward
them with the inquiring look on his face wore stylish Earther clothes,
but his hair was clipped in a Barrayaran military burr. A non-com,
perhaps. Officers favored a slightly less severe Roman patrician style.
I need a haircut, thought Miles, his collar suddenly ticklish.
"My lord?" said the man.
"Sergeant Barth?" said Miles.
The man nodded, glanced at Elli. "Who is this?"
"My bodyguard."
"Ah."
So
slight a compression of the lips, and widening of the eyes, to convey
so much amusement and contempt. Miles could feel the muscles coil in
his neck. "She is outstanding at her job."
"I'm sure, sir. Come this way, please." He turned and led off.
The
bland face was laughing at him, he could feel it, tell by looking at
the back of the head. Elli, aware only of the sudden increase of
tension in the air, gave him a look of dismay. It's all right, he thought at her, tucking her hand in his arm.
They
strolled after their guide, through a shop, down a lift tube and then
some stairs, then picked up the pace. The underground utility level was
a maze of tunnels, conduits, and power optics. They traversed, Miles
guessed, a couple of blocks. Their guide opened a door with a
palm-lock. Another short tunnel led to another door. This one had a
live human guard by it, extremely neat in Barrayaran Imperial dress
greens, who scrambled up from his comconsole seat where he monitored
scanners to barely resist saluting their civilian-clothed guide.
"We dump our weapons here," Miles told Elli. "All of them. I mean really all."
Elli
raised her brows at the sudden shift of Miles's accent, from the flat
Betan twang of Admiral Naismith to the warm gutturals of his native
Barrayar. She seldom heard his Barrayaran voice, at that—which one
would seem put-on to her? There was no doubt which one would seem a
put-on to the embassy personnel, though, and Miles cleared his throat,
to be sure of fully disciplining his voice to the new order.
Miles's
contributions to the pile on the guard's console were a pocket stunner
and a long steel knife in a lizard-skin sheath. The guard scanned the
knife, popped the silver cap off the end of its jewelled hilt to reveal
a patterned seal, and handed it back carefully to Miles. Their guide
raised his brows at the miniaturized technical arsenal Elli unloaded.
So there, Miles thought to him. Stuff that up your regulation nose. He followed on feeling rather more serene.
Up
a lift tube, and suddenly the ambience changed to a hushed, plush,
understated dignity. "The Barrayaran Imperial Embassy," Miles whispered
to Elli.
The ambassador's wife must have taste,
Miles thought. But the building had a strange hermetically-sealed
flavor to it, redolent to Miles's experienced nose as paranoid security
in action. Ah, yes, a planet's embassy is that planet's soil. Feels
just like home.
Their guide led them down another
lift tube into what was clearly an office corridor—Miles spotted the
sensor scanners in a carved arch as they passed—then through two sets
of automatic doors into a small, quiet office.
"Lieutenant Lord Miles Vorkosigan, sir," their guide announced, standing at attention. "And—bodyguard."
Miles's
hands twitched. Only a Barrayaran could convey such a delicate shade of
insult in a half-second pause between two words. Home again.
"Thank
you, Sergeant, dismissed," said the captain behind the comconsole desk.
Imperial dress greens again—the embassy must maintain a formal tone.
Miles
gazed curiously at the man who was to be, will or nill, his new
commanding officer. The captain gazed back with equal intensity.
An arresting-looking man, though far from pretty.
Dark
hair. Hooded, nutmeg-brown eyes. A hard, guarded mouth, fleshy blade of
a nose sweeping down a Roman profile that matched his officer's
haircut. His hands were blunt and clean, steepled now together in a
still tension. In his early thirties, Miles guessed.
But
why is this guy looking at me like I'm a puppy that just piddled on his
carpet? Miles wondered. I just got here, I haven't had time to offend him yet.
Oh,
God, I hope he's not one of those rural Barrayaran hicks who see me as
a mutant, a refugee from a botched abortion. . . .
"So," said the captain, leaning back in his chair with a sigh, "you're the Great Man's son, eh?"
Miles's
smile became absolutely fixed. A red haze clouded his vision. He could
hear his blood beating in his ears like a death march. Elli, watching
him, stood quite still, barely breathing. Miles's lips moved; he
swallowed. He tried again. "Yes, sir," he heard himself saying, as from
a great distance. "And who are you?"
He managed,
just barely, not to let it come out as "And whose son are you?" The
fury bunching his stomach must not be allowed to show; he was going to
have to work with this man. It might not even have been an intentional
insult. Couldn't have been, how could this stranger know how much blood
Miles had sweated fighting off charges of privilege, slurs on his
competence? "The mutant's only here because his father got him in. . .
." He could hear his father's voice, countering, "For God's sake get
your head out of your ass, boy!" He let the rage stream out on a long,
calming breath, and cocked his head brightly.
"Oh,"
said the captain, "yes, you only talked to my aide, didn't you. I'm
Captain Duv Galeni. Senior military attache for the embassy, and by
default chief of Imperial Security, as well as Service Security, here.
And, I confess, rather startled to have you appear in my chain of
command. It is not entirely clear to me what I'm supposed to do with
you."
Not a rural accent; the captain's voice was
cool, educated, blandly urban. Miles could not place it in Barrayaran
geography. "I'm not surprised, sir," said Miles. "I did not myself
expect to be reporting in at Earth, nor so late. I was originally
supposed to report back to Imperial Security Command at Sector Two HQ
on Tau Ceti, over a month ago. But the Dendarii Free Mercenary Fleet
was driven out of Mahata Solaris local space by a surprise Cetagandan
attack. Since we were not being paid to make war directly on the
Cetagandans, we ran, and ended up unable to get back by any shorter
route. This is literally my first opportunity to report in anywhere
since we delivered the refugees to their new base."
"I
was not—" the captain paused, his mouth twitching, and began again, "I
had not been aware that the extraordinary escape at Dagoola was a
covert operation of Barrayaran Intelligence. Wasn't it perilously close
to being an act of outright war on the Cetagandan Empire?"
"Precisely
why the Dendarii mercenaries were used for it, sir. It was actually
supposed to be a somewhat smaller operation, but things got a little
out of hand. In the field, as it were." Beside him, Elli kept her eyes
straight ahead, and didn't even choke. "I, uh . . . have a complete
report."
The captain appeared to be having an
internal struggle. "Just what is the relationship between the Dendarii
Free Mercenary Fleet and Imperial Security, Lieutenant?" he finally
said. There was something almost plaintive in his tone.
"Er . . . what do you know already, sir?"
Captain
Galeni turned his hands palm-up. "I hadn't even heard of them, except
peripherally, until you made contact by vid yesterday. My files—my
Security files!—say exactly three things about the organization. They
are not to be attacked, any requests for emergency assistance should be
met with all due speed, and for further information I must apply to
Sector Two Security Headquarters."
"Oh, yeah,"
said Miles, "that's right. This is only a Class III embassy, isn't it.
Um, well, the relationship is fairly simple. The Dendarii are kept on
retainer for highly covert operations which are either out of Imperial
Security's range, or for which any direct, traceable connection with
Barrayar would be politically embarrassing. Dagoola was both. Orders
are passed from the General Staff, with the advice and consent of the
Emperor, through Chief of Imperial Security Illyan to me. It's a very
short chain of command. I'm the go-between, supposedly the sole
connection. I leave Imperial HQ as Lieutenant Vorkosigan, and pop
up—wherever—as Admiral Naismith, waving a new contract. We go do
whatever we've been assigned to do, and then, from the Dendarii point
of view, I vanish as mysteriously as I came. God knows what they think
I do in my spare time."
"Do you really want to know?" Elli asked, her eyes alight.
"Later," he muttered out of the corner of his mouth.
The
captain drummed his fingers on his desk console, and glanced down at a
display. "None of this is in your official dossier. Twenty-four years
old—aren't you a little young for your rank, ah—Admiral?" His tone was
dry, his eyes passed mockingly over the Dendarii uniform.
Miles
tried to ignore the tone. "It's a long story. Commodore Tung, a very
senior Dendarii officer, is the real brains of the outfit. I just play
the part."
Elli's eyes widened in outrage; a
severe glance from Miles tried to compel her to silence. "You do a lot
more than that," she objected.
"If you're the sole
connection," frowned Galeni, "who the devil is this woman?" His wording
rendered her, if not a non-person, certainly a non-soldier.
"Yes,
sir. Well, in case of emergencies, there are three Dendarii who know my
real identity. Commander Quinn, who was in on the beginning of the
whole scam, is one of them. I'm under orders from Illyan to maintain a
bodyguard at all times, so Commander Quinn fills in whenever I have to
change identities. I trust her implicitly." You will respect my people, damn your mocking eyes, whatever you think of me. . . .
"How long has this been going on, Lieutenant?"
"Ah," Miles glanced at Elli, "seven years, isn't it?"
Elli's
bright eyes glinted. "It seems like only yesterday," she cooed blandly.
It seemed she was finding it hard to ignore the tone too; Miles trusted
she would keep her edged sense of humor under control.
The
captain regarded his fingernails, and then stared at Miles sharply.
"Well, I'm going to apply to Sector Two Security, Lieutenant. And if I
find out that this is another Vor lordling's idea of a practical joke,
I shall do my level best to see that you are brought up on charges for
it. No matter who your father is."
"It's all true, sir. My word as Vorkosigan."
"Just so," said Captain Galeni through his teeth.
Miles,
infuriated, drew breath—then placed Galeni's regional accent at last.
He jerked up his chin. "Are you—Komarran, sir?"
Galeni
gave him a wary nod. Miles returned it gravely, rather frozen. Elli
nudged him, whispering, "What the hell—?"
"Later," Miles muttered back. "Barrayaran internal politics."
"Will I need to take notes?"
"Probably."
He raised his voice. "I must get in touch with my actual superiors,
Captain Galeni. I have no idea what my next orders even are."
Galeni
pursed his lips, and remarked mildly, "I am actually a superior of
yours, Lieutenant Vorkosigan." And chapped as hell, Miles judged, to be
cut out of his own command chain—and who could blame him? Softly, now .
. . "Of course, sir. What are my orders?"
Galeni's
hands clenched briefly in frustration, his mouth set in irony. "I will
have to add you to my staff, I suppose, while we all await
clarification. Third assistant military attache."
"Ideal,
sir, thank you," said Miles. "Admiral Naismith needs very much to
vanish just now. The Cetagandans put a price on his—my—head after
Dagoola. I've been lucky twice." It was Galeni's turn to freeze. "Are
you joking?"
"I had four dead and sixteen wounded
Dendarii because of it," said Miles stiffly. "I don't find it amusing
at all."
"In that case," said Galeni grimly, "you
may consider yourself confined to the Embassy compound." And miss
Earth? Miles sighed reluctance. "Yes, sir," he agreed in a dull tone.
"As long as Commander Quinn here can be my go-between to the Dendarii."
"Why do you need further contact with the Dendarii?"
"They're my people, sir."
"I thought you said this Commodore Tung ran the show."
"He's
on home leave right now. But all I really need before Admiral Naismith
departs into the woodwork is to pay some bills. If you could advance me
their immediate expenses, I could wrap up this mission."
Galeni
sighed; his fingers danced over his comconsole, and paused. "Assistance
with all due speed. Right. Just how much do they require?"
"Roughly eighteen million marks, sir."
Galeni's
fingers hung paralyzed. "Lieutenant," he said carefully, "that is more
than ten times the budget for this entire embassy for a year. Several
tens of times the budget for this department!"
Miles
spread his hands. "Operating expenses for 5000 troops and techs and
eleven ships for over six months, plus equipment losses—we lost a hell
of a lot of gear at Dagoola—payroll, food, clothing, fuel, medical
expenses, ammunition, repairs—I can show you the spreadsheets, sir."
Galeni
sat back. "No doubt. But Sector Security Headquarters is going to have
to handle this one. Funds in that amount don't even exist here."
Miles
chewed on the side of his index finger. "Oh." Oh, indeed. He would not
panic. . . . "In that case, sir, may I request you send to Sector HQ as
soon as possible?"
"Believe me, Lieutenant, I
consider getting you transferred to someone else's command an object of
the highest priority." He rose. "Excuse me. Wait here." He exited the
office shaking his head.
"What the hell?" prodded
Elli. "I thought you were about to try and dismantle the guy, captain
or no captain—and then you just stopped. What's so magic about being
Komarran, and where can I get some?"
"Not magic," said Miles. "Definitely not magic. But very important."
"More important than being a Vor lord?"
"In
a weird way, yes, right now. Look, you know the planet Komarr was
Barrayar's first interstellar Imperial conquest, right?"
"I thought you called it an annexation."
"A
rose by any other name. We took it for its wormholes, because it sat
across our only nexus connection, because it was strangling our trade,
and most of all because it accepted a bribe to let the Cetagandan fleet
pass through it when Cetaganda first tried to annex us. You may also recall who was the chief conquistador."
"Your dad. Back when he was only Admiral Lord Vorkosigan, before he became regent. It made his reputation."
"Yeah,
well, it made more than one reputation for him. You ever want to see
smoke come out of his ears, whisper, 'the Butcher of Komarr' in his
hearing. They actually called him that."
"Thirty years ago, Miles." She paused. "Was there any truth to it?"
Miles
sighed. "There was something. I've never been able to get the whole
story out of him, but I'm damn sure what's in the history books isn't
it. Anyway, the conquest of Komarr got messy. As a result, in the
fourth year he was Imperial Regent came the Komarr Revolt, and that got
really messy. Komarran terrorists have been a Security nightmare for
the Imperium ever since. It was pretty repressive there, I guess.
"Anyway,
so time's gone on, things have calmed down a bit, anyone from either
planet with energy to spare is off settling newly-opened Sergyar.
There's been a movement among the liberals—spearheaded by my father—to
fully integrate Komarr into the Empire. It's not a real popular idea
with the Barrayaran right. It's a bit of an obsession with the old
man—'Between justice and genocide there is, in the long run, no middle
ground,' " Miles intoned. "He gets real eloquent about it. So, all
right, the route to the top on dear old caste-conscious, army-mad
Barrayar was and always has been through the Imperial Military Service. It was opened to Komarrans for the first time just eight years ago.
"That
means any Komarran in the Service now is on the spot. They have to
prove their loyalty the way I have to prove my—" he faltered, "prove
myself. It also follows that if I'm working with or under any Komarran,
and I turn up unusually dead one day, that Komarran is dog meat.
Because my father was the Butcher, and no one will believe it wasn't
some sort of revenge.
"And not just that Komarran.
Every other Komarran in the Imperial Service would be shadowed by the
same cloud. It'd put things back years in Barrayaran politics. If I got
assassinated now," he shrugged helplessly, "my father would kill me."
"I trust you weren't planning on it," she choked.
"So
now we come to Galeni," Miles went on hastily. "He's in the Service—an
officer—has a post in Security itself. Must have worked his tail off to
get here. Highly trusted—for a Komarran. But not at a major or
strategic post; certain critical kinds of Security information are
deliberately withheld from him; and here I come along and rub his nose
in it. And if he did have any relatives in the Komarr Revolt—well . . .
here I am again. I doubt if he loves me, but he's going to have to
guard me like the apple of his eye. And I, God help me, am going to
have to let him. It's a real tricky situation."
She patted him on the arm. "You can handle it."
"Hm,"
he grunted glumly. "Oh, God, Elli," he wailed suddenly, letting his
forehead fall against her shoulder, "and I didn't get the money for the
Dendarii—can't, till God knows when—what will I tell Ky? I gave him my
word … !"
She patted him on the head, this time. But she didn't say anything.
Chapter Two
He let his head rest against the crisp cloth of
her uniform jacket a moment longer. She shifted, her arms reaching
toward him. Was she about to hug him? If she did, Miles decided, he was
going to grab her and kiss her right there. And then see what happened—
Behind
him, Galeni's office doors swished open. Elli and he both flinched away
from each other, Elli coming to parade rest with a toss of her short
dark curls, Miles just standing and cursing inwardly at the
interruption.
He heard and knew the familiar, drawling voice before he turned.
"—brilliant,
sure, but hyper as hell. You think he's going to slip his flywheel any
second. Watch out when he starts talking too fast. Oh, yeah, that's him
all right. . . ."
"Ivan," Miles breathed, closing his eyes. "How, God, have I sinned against You, that You have given me Ivan—here. …"
God
not deigning to answer, Miles smiled crookedly, and turned. Elli had
her head tilted, frowning, and listening in sudden concentration.
Galeni
had returned with a tall young lieutenant in tow. Indolent as he was,
Ivan Vorpatril had obviously been keeping in shape, for his athletic
physique set off his dress greens to perfection. His affable, open face
was even-featured, framed by wavy dark hair in a neat patrician clip.
Miles could not help glancing at Elli, covertly alert for her reaction.
With her face and figure Elli tended to make anyone standing next to
her look grubby, but Ivan might actually play the stem to her rose and
not be overshadowed.
"Hi, Miles," said Ivan. "What are you doing here?"
"I might ask you the same thing," said Miles.
"I'm second assistant military attache. They assigned me here to get cultured, I guess. Earth, y'know."
"Oh," said Galeni, one corner of his mouth twitching upward, "is that what you're here for. I'd wondered."
Ivan
grinned sheepishly. "How's life with the irregulars these days?" he
asked Miles. "You still getting away with your Admiral Naismith scam?"
"Just
barely," said Miles. "The Dendarii are with me now. They're in orbit,"
he jabbed his finger skyward, "eating their heads off even as we speak."
Galeni
looked as if he'd bitten into something sour. "Does everybody know
about this covert operation but me? You, Vorpatril—I know your Security
clearance is no higher than my own!"
Ivan shrugged. "A previous encounter. It was in the family."
"Damned Vor power network," muttered Galeni.
"Oh," said Elli Quinn in a tone of sudden enlightenment, "this is your cousin Ivan! I'd always wondered what he looked like."
Ivan,
who had been sneaking little peeks at her ever since he'd entered the
room, came to attention with all the quivering alertness of a bird dog
pointing. He smiled blindingly and bowed over Elli's hand. "Delighted
to meet you, m'lady. The Dendarii must be improving, if you are a fair
sample. The fairest, surely."
Elli repossessed her hand. "We've met."
"Surely not. I couldn't forget that face."
"I
didn't have this face. 'A head just like an onion' was the way you
phrased it, as I recall." Her eyes glittered. "Since I was blinded at
the time, I had no idea how bad the plastiskin prosthesis really
looked. Until you told me. Miles never mentioned it."
Ivan's smile had gone limp. "Ah. The plasma-burn lady."
Miles
smirked and edged closer to Elli, who put her hand possessively through
the crook of his elbow and favored Ivan with a cold samurai smile.
Ivan, trying to bleed with dignity, looked to Captain Galeni.
"Since
you know each other, Lieutenant Vorkosigan, I've assigned Lieutenant
Vorpatril here to take you in tow and orient you to the Embassy, and to
your duties here," said Galeni. "Vor or no Vor, as long as you're on
the Emperor's payroll, the Emperor might as well get some use of you. I
trust some clarification of your status will arrive promptly."
"I trust the Dendarii payroll will arrive as promptly," said Miles.
"Your
mercenary—bodyguard—can return to her outfit. If for any reason you
need to leave the Embassy compound, I'll assign you one of my men."
"Yes,
sir," sighed Miles. "But I still have to be able to get in touch with
the Dendarii, in case of emergencies."
"I'll see
that Commander Quinn gets a secured comm link before she leaves. As a
matter of feet," he touched his comconsole, "Sergeant Barth?" he spoke
into it.
"Yes, sir?" a voice replied.
"Do you have that comm link ready yet?"
"Just finished encoding it, sir."
"Good, bring it to my office."
Barth,
still in his civvies, appeared within moments. Galeni shepherded Elli
out. "Sergeant Barth will escort you out of the Embassy compound,
Commander Quinn." She glanced back over her shoulder at Miles, who
sketched her a reassuring salute.
"What will I tell the Dendarii?" she asked.
"Tell them—tell them their funds are in transit," Miles called. The doors hissed shut, eclipsing her.
Galeni
returned to his comconsole, which was bunking for his attention.
"Vorpatril, please make getting your cousin out of that . . . costume,
and into a correct uniform your first priority."
Does Admiral Naismith spook you just a little . . . sir? Miles wondered irritably. "The Dendarii uniform is as real as your own, sir."
Galeni
glowered at him, across his flickering desk. "I wouldn't know,
Lieutenant. My father could only afford toy soldiers for me when I was
a boy. You two are dismissed."
Miles, fuming,
waited until the doors had closed behind them before tearing off his
grey-and-white jacket and throwing it to the corridor floor. "Costume!
Toy soldiers! I think I'm gonna kill that Komarran son-of-a-bitch!"
"Oooh," said Ivan. "Aren't we touchy today."
"You heard what he said!"
"Yeah,
so … Galeni's all right. A bit regulation, maybe. There's a dozen
little tin-pot mercenary outfits running around in oddball corners of
the worm-hole nexus. Some of them tread a real fine line between legal
and illegal. How's he supposed to know your Dendarii aren't next door
to being hijackers?"
Miles picked up his uniform jacket, shook it out, and folded it carefully over his arm. "Huh."
"Come on," said Ivan. "I'll take you down to Stores and get you a kit in a color more to his taste."
"They got anything in my size?"
"They
make a laser-map of your body and produce the stuff one-off, computer
controlled, just like that overpriced sartorial pirate you take
yourself to in Vorbarr Sultana. This is Earth, son."
"My
man on Barrayar's been doing my clothes for ten years. He has some
tricks that aren't in the computer. . . . Well, I guess I can live with
it. Can the embassy computer do civilian clothes?"
Ivan
grimaced. "If your tastes are conservative. If you want something in
style to wow the local girls, you have to go farther afield."
"With
Galeni for a duenna, I have a feeling I'm not going to get a chance to
go very far afield," Miles sighed. "It'll have to do."
Miles
sighted down the forest-green sleeve of his Barrayaran dress uniform,
adjusted the cuff, and jerked his chin up, the better to settle his
head on the high collar. He'd half-forgotten just how uncomfortable
that damn collar was, with his short neck. In front the red rectangles
of his lieutenant's rank seemed to poke into his jaw; in back it
pinched his still-uncut hair. And the boots were hot. The bone he'd
broken in his left foot at Dagoola still twinged, even now after being
re-broken, set straight, and treated with electra-stim.
Still,
the green uniform was home. His true self. Maybe it was time for a
vacation from Admiral Naismith and his intractable responsibilities,
time to remember the more reasonable problems of Lieutenant Vorkosigan,
whose sole task now was to learn the procedures of one small office and
put up with Ivan Vorpatril. The Dendarii didn't need him to hold their
hand for routine rest and refit, nor could he have arranged any more
safe and thorough a disappearance for Admiral Naismith.
Ivan's
particular charge was this tiny windowless room deep in the bowels of
the embassy compound; his job, to feed hundreds of data disks to a
secured computer that concentrated them into a weekly report on the
status of Earth, to be sent back to Security Chief Illyan and the
general staff on Barrayar. Where, Miles supposed, it was
computer-collated with hundreds of other such reports to create
Barrayar's vision of the universe. Miles hoped devoutly that Ivan
wasn't adding kilowatts and megawatts in the same column.
"By
far the bulk of this stuff is public statistics," Ivan was explaining,
seated before his console and actually looking at ease in his dress
greens. "Population shifts, agricultural and manufacturing production
figures, the various political divisions' published military budgets.
The computer adds 'em up sixteen different ways, and blinks for
attention when things don't match. Since all the originators have
computers too, this doesn't happen too often—all the lies are embedded
before it ever gets to us, Galeni says. More important to Barrayar are
records of ship movements in and out of Earth local space.
"Then
we get to the more interesting stuff, real spy work. There's several
hundred people on Earth this embassy tries to keep track of, for one
security reason or another. One of the biggest groups is the Komarran
rebel expatriates." A wave of Ivan's hand, and dozens of faces
flickered one after another above the vid plate.
"Oh,
yeah?" said Miles, interested in spite of himself. "Does Galeni have
secret contacts and so on with them? Is that why he's assigned here?
Double agent—triple agent …"
"I bet Illyan
wishes," said Ivan. "As far as I know, they regard Galeni as a leper.
Evil collaborator with the imperialist oppressors and all that."
"Surely they're no great threat to Barrayar at this late date and distance. Refugees …"
"Some
of these were the smart refugees, though, the ones who got their money
out before the boom dropped. Some were involved in financing the Komarr
Revolt during the Regency—they're mostly a lot poorer now. They're
aging, though. Another half generation, if your father's integration
policies succeed, and they'll have totally lost momentum, Captain
Galeni says."
Ivan picked up another data disk.
"And then we come to the real hot stuff, which is keeping track of what
the other embassies are doing. Such as the Cetagandan."
"I hope they're on the other side of the planet," said Miles sincerely.
"No,
most of the galactic embassies and consuls are concentrated right here
in London. Makes watching each other ever so much more convenient."
"Ye gods," moaned Miles, "don't tell me they're across the street or some damned thing."
Ivan
grinned. "Almost. They're about two kilometers away. We go to each
other's parties a lot, to practice being snide, and play
I-know-you-know-I-know games."
Miles sat, hyperventilating slightly. "Oh, shit."
"What's up you, coz?"
"Those people are trying to kill me."
"No they're not. It'd start a war. We're at peace right now, sort of, remember?"
"Well, they're trying to kill Admiral Naismith, anyway."
"Who vanished yesterday."
"Yeah,
but—one of the reasons this whole Dendarii scam has held up for so long
is distance. Admiral Naismith and Lieutenant Vorkosigan never show up
within hundreds of light years of each other. We've never been trapped
on the same planet together, let alone the same city."
"As long as you leave your Dendarii uniform in my closet, what's to connect?"
"Ivan,
how many four-foot-nine-inch black-haired grey-eyed hunchbacks can
there be on this damn planet? D'you think you trip over twitchy dwarfs
on every street corner?"
"On a planet of nine
billion," said Ivan, "there's got to be at least six of everything.
Calm down!" He paused. "Y'now, that's the first time I've ever heard
you use that word."
"What word?"
"Hunchback. You're not really, you know." Ivan eyed him with friendly worry.
Miles's
fist closed, opened in a sharp throw-away gesture. "Anyway,
Cetagandans. If they have a counterpart doing what you're doing—"
Ivan nodded. "I've met him. His name's ghem-lieutenant Tabor."
"Then
they know the Dendarii are here, and know Admiral Naismith's been seen.
They probably have a list of every purchase order we've put through the
comm net, or will soon enough, when they turn their attention to it.
They're tracking."
"They may be tracking, but they
can't get orders from higher up any faster than we can," said Ivan
reasonably. "And in any case they've got a manpower shortage. Our
security staffs four times the size of theirs, on account of the
Komarrans. I mean, this may be Earth, but it's still a minor embassy,
even more so for them than us. Never fear," he struck a pose in his
station chair, hand across his chest, "Cousin Ivan will protect you."
"That's so reassuring," Miles muttered.
Ivan grinned at his sarcasm, and turned back to his work.
The
day wore on interminably in the quiet, changeless room. His
claustrophobia, Miles discovered, was developed to a much higher pitch
than it used to be. He absorbed lessons from Ivan, and paced from wall
to wall between times.
"You could do that about twice as fast, you know," Miles observed to Ivan, plugging away at his data analysis.
"But then I'd be done right after lunch," said Ivan, "and then I wouldn't have anything to do at all."
"Surely Galeni could find something."
"That's what I'm afraid of," said Ivan. "Quitting time rolls around soon enough. Then we go party."
"No, then you go party. I go to my room, as ordered. Maybe I'll catch up on my sleep, finally."
"That's
it, think positive," said Ivan. "I'll work out with you in the embassy
gym, if you want. You don't look so good, you know. Pale and, um . . .
pale."
Old, thought Miles, is the word you just edited.
He glanced at the distorted reflection of his face in a bit of chrome plating on the console. That bad, eh?
"Exercise," Ivan thumped his chest, "will be good for you."
"No doubt," muttered Miles.
The
days fell quickly into a set pattern. Miles was awakened by Ivan in the
room they shared, did a stint in the gym, showered, breakfasted, and
went to work in the data room. He began to wonder if he would ever be
permitted to see Earth's beautiful sunlight again. After three days
Miles took the computer-stuffing job away from Ivan and started
finishing it by noon, so that he might at least have the later hours
for reading and study. He devoured embassy and security procedures,
Earth history, galactic news. In the later afternoon they knocked off
for another grueling workout in the gym. On the nights Ivan stayed in,
Miles watched vid dramas with him; on the nights he went out,
travelogues of all the sites of interest he wasn't allowed to go visit.
Elli
reported in daily on the secured comm link on the status of the
Dendarii fleet, still holding in orbit. Miles, closeting himself with
the comm link, found himself increasingly hungry for that outside
voice. Her reports were succinct. But afterwards they drifted off into
inconsequential small talk, as Miles found it harder and harder to cut
her off, and she never hung up on him. Miles fantasized about courting
her in his own persona—would a commander accept a date from a mere
lieutenant? Would she even like Lord Vorkosigan? Would Galeni ever let
him leave the embassy to find out?
Ten days of
clean living, exercise, and regular hours had been bad for him, Miles
decided. His energy level was up. Up, and bottled in the immobilized
persona of Lord Vorkosigan, while the list of chores facing Admiral
Naismith piled up and up and up …
"Will you stop
fidgeting, Miles?" Ivan complained. "Sit down. Take a deep breath. Hold
still for five minutes. You can do it if you try."
Miles
made one more circuit of the computer room, then flung himself into a
chair. "Why hasn't Galeni called me yet? The courier from Sector HQ got
in an hour ago!"
"So, give the man time to go to
the bathroom and get a cup of coffee. Give Galeni time to read his
reports. This is peacetime, everybody's got lots of leisure to sit
around writing reports. They'd be hurt if nobody read 'em."
"That's
the trouble with your government-supported troops," said Miles, "you're
spoiled. You get paid not to make war."
"Wasn't there a mercenary fleet that did that once? They'd show up in orbit somewhere, and get paid—to not make war. Worked, didn't it? You're just not a creative enough mercenary commander, Miles."
"Yeah,
LaVarr's fleet. It worked real good till the Tau Cetan Navy caught up
with 'em, and then LaVarr was sent to the disintegration chamber."
"No sense of humor, the Tau Cetans."
"None," Miles agreed. "Neither has my father."
"Too true. Well—"
The
comconsole blinked. Ivan had to duck out of the way as Miles pounced on
it. "Yes sir?" said Miles breathlessly.
"Come to my office, Lieutenant Vorkosigan," said Galeni. His face was saturnine as ever, no cues there.
"Yes, sir, thank you sir." Miles cut the com and plunged for the door. "My eighteen million marks, at last!"
"Either
that," said Ivan genially, "or he's found a job for you in inventory.
Maybe you're going to get to count all the goldfish in the fountain in
the main reception court."
"Sure, Ivan."
"Hey, it's a real challenge! They keep moving around, you know."
"How do you know?" Miles paused, his eyes lighting. "Ivan, did he actually make you do that?"
"It had to do with a suspected security breach," said Ivan. "It's a long story."
"I'll bet." Miles beat a brief tattoo on the desk, and vaulted around its corner. "Later. I'm gone."
Miles
found Captain Galeni sitting staring dubiously at the display on his
comconsole, as if it was still in code.
"Hm." Galeni leaned back in his chair. "Well, your orders have arrived from Sector HQ, Lieutenant Vorkosigan."
"And?"
Galeni's
mouth tightened. "And they confirm your temporary assignment to my
staff. Officially and publicly. You may now draw your lieutenant's pay
from my department as of ten days ago. As for the rest of your orders,
they read the same as Vorpatril's—in fact, they could be templated from
Vorpatril's orders with the name changed. You are to assist me as
required, hold yourself at the disposal of the ambassador and his lady
for escort duties, and as time permits take advantage of educational
opportunities unique to Earth and appropriate to your status as an
Imperial officer and lord of the Vor."
"What? This can't be right! What the devil are escort duties?" Sounds like a call-girl.
A
slight smile turned one corner of Galeni's mouth. "Mostly, standing
around in parade dress at official Embassy social functions and being
Vor for the natives. There are a surprising number of people who find
aristocrats—even off-planet aristocrats—peculiarly fascinating."
Galeni's tone made it clear that he found this fascination peculiar
indeed. "You will eat, drink, dance perhaps …" his tone grew doubtful
for a second, "and generally be exquisitely polite to anyone the
ambassador wants to, ah, impress. Sometimes, you will be asked to
remember and report conversations. Vorpatril does it all very well,
rather to my surprise. He can fill in the details for you."
I don't need to take social notes from Ivan, Miles thought. And the Vor are a military caste, not an aristocracy. What the hell was HQ thinking of? It seemed extraordinarily obtuse even for them.
Yet
if they had no new project on line for the Dendarii, why not use the
opportunity for Count Vorkosigan's son to acquire a little more
diplomatic polish? No one doubted that he was destined for the most
rarified levels of the Service—he would hardly be exposed to less
varied experience than Ivan. It wasn't the content of the orders, it
was only the lack of separation from his other persona that was so …
unexpected.
Still . . . report conversations. Could this be the start of some special spy work? Perhaps further, clarifying details were en route.
He
didn't even want to think about the possibility that HQ had decided it
was finally time to shut down Dendarii covert ops altogether.
"Well. . ." said Miles grudgingly, "all right. . ."
"So glad," murmured Galeni, "you find your orders to your taste, Lieutenant."
Miles
flushed, and closed his mouth tightly. But if only he could get his
Dendarii taken care of, the rest didn't matter. "And my eighteen
million marks, sir?" he asked, taking care to keep his tone humble this
time.
Galeni drummed his fingers on his desk. "No
such credit order arrived with this courier, Lieutenant. Nor any
mention of one."
"What!" shrieked Miles. "There's
got to be!" He almost lunged across Galeni's desk to examine the vid
himself, caught himself up just in time. "I calculated ten days for all
the …" His brain dumped unwanted data, streaming past his
consciousness—fuel, orbital docking fees, re-supply,
medical-dental-surgical, the depleted ordnance inventory, payroll,
roll-over, liquidity, margin. . . . "Dammit, we bled for Barrayar! They
can't—there must be some mistake!"
Galeni spread his hands helplessly. "No doubt. But not one in my power to repair."
"Send again—sir!"
"Oh, I shall."
"Better yet—let me go as courier. If I talked to HQ in person—"
"Hm."
Galeni rubbed his lips. "A tempting idea . . . no, better not. Your
orders, at least, were clear. Your Dendarii will simply have to wait
for the next courier. If all is as you say," his emphasis was not lost on Miles, "I'm sure it will all be straightened out."
Miles
waited an endless moment, but Galeni offered nothing more. "Yes, sir."
He saluted and faced about. Ten days . . . ten more days . . . ten more
days at least . . . They could wait out ten more days.
But he hoped HQ would get the oxygen back to its collective brain by then.
The
highest-ranking female guest at the afternoon reception was the
ambassador from Tau Ceti. She was a slender woman of indeterminate age,
fascinating facial bone structure, and penetrating eyes. Miles
suspected her conversation would be an education in itself, political,
subtle, and scintillating. Alas, as the Barrayaran ambassador had
monopolized her, Miles doubted he was going to get a chance to find out.
The
dowager Miles had been assigned to squire about held her rank by virtue
of her husband, who was the Lord Mayor of London and now being
entertained by the ambassador's wife. The mayor's lady seemed able to
chatter on interminably, mainly about the clothing worn by the other
guests. A passing servant of rather military bearing (all the human
servants in the embassy were members of Galeni's department) offered
Miles a wine glass full of straw-pale liquid from a gold tray, which
Miles accepted with alacrity. Yes, two or three of those, with his low
tolerance for alcohol, and he would be numb enough to endure even this.
Was this not exactly the constrained social scene he had sweated his
way, despite his physical handicaps, into the Imperial Service to
escape? Of course, more than three glasses, and he would be stretched
out asleep on the inlaid floor with a silly smile on his face, and deep
in trouble when he woke up.
Miles took a large sip, and almost choked. Apple juice. . . .
Damn Galeni, he was thorough. A quick glance around confirmed that this
was not the same beverage being served to the guests. Miles ran his
thumb around the high collar of his uniform jacket, and smiled tightly.
"Something wrong with your wine, Lord Vorkosigan?" the dowager inquired with concern.
"The
vintage is a trifle, ah … young," Miles murmured. "I may suggest to the
ambassador that he keep this one in his cellars a little longer." Like till I get off this planet. . . .
The
main reception court was a high-arched, skylighted, elegantly appointed
chamber that looked as if it should echo cavernously, but was strangely
hushed for the large crowd its levels and niches could enclose. Sound
absorbers concealed somewhere, Miles thought—and, he bet, if you knew
just where to stand, secure cones to baffle eavesdroppers both human
and electronic. He noted where the Barrayaran and Tau Cetan ambassadors
were standing, for future reference; yes, even their lip movements
seemed shadowed and blurred somehow. Certain right-of-passage treaties
through Tau Cetan local space were coming up for renegotiation soon.
Miles
and his charge drifted toward the architectural center of the room, the
fountain and its pool. It was a cool, trickling sort of sculptured
thing, with color-coordinated ferns and mosses. Red-gold shapes moved
mysteriously in the shadowed waters.
Miles
stiffened, then forced his spine to relax. A young man in black
Cetagandan dress uniform with the yellow and black face-paint markings
of a ghem-lieutenant approached, smiling and watchful. They exchanged
wary nods.
"Welcome to Earth, Lord Vorkosigan,"
murmured the Cetagandan. "Is this an official visit, or are you on a
grand tour?"
"A little of both," Miles shrugged.
"I've been assigned to the embassy for my, ah, education. But I believe
you have the advantage of me, sir." He didn't, of course; both the two
Cetagandans who were in uniform and the two who were not, plus three
individuals suspected of being their covert jackals, had been pointed
out to Miles first thing.
"Ghem-lieutenant Tabor,
military attache, Cetagandan Embassy," Tabor recited politely. They
exchanged nods again. "Will you be here long, my lord?"
"I don't expect so. And yourself?"
"I
have taken up the art of bonsai for a hobby. The ancient Japanese are
said to have worked on a single tree for as long as a hundred years. Or
perhaps it only seemed like it."
Miles suspected
Tabor of humor, but the lieutenant kept his face so straight it was
hard to tell. Perhaps he feared cracking his paint job.
A
trill of laughter, mellow like bells, drew their attention toward the
far end of the fountain. Ivan Vorpatril was leaning against the chrome
railing down there, dark head bent close to a blonde confection. She
wore something in salmon pink and silver that seemed to waft even when
she was standing still, as now. Artfully artless golden hair cascaded
across one white shoulder. Her fingernails flashed silver-pink as she
gestured animatedly.
Tabor hissed slightly, bowed
exquisitely over the dowager's hand, and passed on. Miles next saw him
on the other side of the fountain jockeying for position near Ivan—but
somehow Miles felt it was not military secrets Tabor was prowling for.
No wonder he'd seemed only marginally interested in Miles. But Tabor's
stalk on the blonde was interrupted by a signal from his ambassador,
and he perforce followed the dignitaries out.
"Such
a nice young man, Lord Vorpatril," Miles's I dowager cooed. "We like
him very much here. The ambassador's lady tells me you two are
related?" She cocked her head at him, brightly expectant.
"Cousins, of a sort," Miles explained. "Ah—who is the young lady with him?"
The dowager smiled proudly. "That's my daughter, Sylveth."
Daughter,
of course. The ambassador and his lady had a keen Barrayaran
appreciation of the nuances of social rank. Miles, being of the senior
family line, not to mention the son of Prime Minister Count Vorkosigan,
outranked Ivan socially if not militarily. Which meant, oh God, he was
doomed. He'd be stuck with the VIP dowagers forever while Ivan—Ivan
carried off all the daughters. . .
"A lovely couple," said Miles thickly.
"Aren't they? Just what sort of cousins, Lord Vorkosigan?"
"Uh?
Oh, Ivan and me, yes. Our grandmothers were sisters. My grandmother was
Prince Xav Vorbarra's eldest child, Ivan's was his youngest."
"Princesses? How romantic."
Miles
considered describing in detail how his grandmother, her brother, and
most of their children had been blown into hamburger during Mad Emperor
Yuri's reign of terror. No, the mayor's lady might find it merely a
shivery and outre tale, or even worse, romantic. He doubted she'd grasp
the true violent stupidity of Yuri's affairs, with their consequences
escaping in all directions to warp Barrayaran history to this day.
"Does Lord Vorpatril own a castle?" she inquired archly.
"Ah, no. His mother, my Aunt Vorpatril," who is a social barracuda who would eat you alive,
"has a very nice flat in the capital city of Vorbarr Sultana." Miles
paused. "We used to have a castle. But it was burned down at the end of
the Time of Isolation."
"A ruined castle. That's almost as good."
"Picturesque as hell," Miles assured her.
Someone
had left a small plate with the remains of their hors d'oeuvres sitting
on the railing by the fountain. Miles took the roll and started
breaking off bits for the goldfish. They glided up to snap at the
crumbs with a brief gurgle.
One refused to rise to
the bait, lurking in the depths. How interesting, a goldfish that did
not eat—now, there was a solution to Ivan's fish-inventory problem.
Perhaps the stubborn one was a fiendish Cetagandan construct, whose
cold scales glittered like gold because they were.
He
might pluck it out with a feline pounce, stamping it underfoot with a
mechanical crunch and electric sizzle, then hold it up with a triumphal
cry—"Ah! Through my quick wits and reflexes, I have discovered the spy
among you!"
But if his guess were wrong, ah. The squish!
under his boot, the dowager's recoil, and the Barrayaran prime
minister's son would have acquired an instant reputation as a young man
with serious emotional difficulties. . . . "Ah ha!" he pictured
himself cackling to the horrified woman as the fish guts slithered
underfoot, "You should see what I do to kittens!"
The big goldfish rose lazily at last, and took a crumb with a splash that marred Miles's polished boots. Thank you, fish, Miles thought to it. You have just saved me from considerable social embarrassment.
Of course, if the Cetagandan artificers were really clever, they might
have designed a mechanical fish that really ate, and excreted little .
. .
The mayor's lady had just asked another
leading question about Ivan, which Miles in his absorption foiled to
completely catch. "Yes, most unfortunate about his disease," Miles
purred, and prepared to launch a monologue maligning Ivan's genes
involving inbred aristocracies, radiation areas left from the First
Cetagandan War, and Mad Emperor Yuri, when the secured comm link in his
pocket beeped.
"Excuse me, ma'am. I'm being paged." Bless you, Elli,
he thought as he fled the dowager to find a quiet corner to answer it.
No Cetagandans in sight. He found an unoccupied niche on the second
level made private by green plants, and opened the channel. "Yes,
Commander Quinn?"
"Miles, thank God." Her voice
was hurried. "We seem to have us a Situation down there, and you're the
closest Dendarii officer."
"What sort of
situation?" He didn't care for situations that came capitalized. EUi
was not normally inclined to panicky exaggerations. His stomach
tightened nervously.
"I haven't been able to get
details I can trust, but it appears that four or five of our soldiers
on downside leave in London have barricaded themselves in some sort of
shop with a hostage, holding off the police. They're armed."
"Our guys, or the police?"
"Both,
unfortunately. The police commander I talked to sounded like he was
prepared for blood on the walls. Very soon."
"Worse and worse. What the hell do they think they're doing?"
"Damned
if I know. I'm in orbit right now, preparing to leave, but it'll be
forty-five minutes to an hour before I can get down there. Tung's in
worse position, it'd be a two-hour suborbital flight from Brazil. But I
think you could be there in about ten minutes. Here, I'll key the
address into your comm link."
"How were our guys permitted to take Dendarii weaponry off-ship?"
"A
good question, but I'm afraid we'll have to save it for the
post-mortem. So to speak," she said grimly. "Can you find the place?"
Miles glanced at the address on his readout. "I think so. I'll meet you there." Somehow . . .
"Right. Quinn out." The channel snapped closed.
Chapter Three
Miles pocketed the comm link, and gazed around
the main reception court. The reception had peaked. There were perhaps
a hundred people present, in a blinding variety of Earth and galactic
fashions, and a fair sprinkling of uniforms besides Barrayaran. A few
of the earlier arrivals were cutting out already, ushered past security
by their Barrayaran escorts. The Cetagandans appeared to be truly gone,
along with their friends. His escape must be opportune rather than
clever, it appeared.
Ivan was still chatting with
his beautiful charge down at the end of the fountain. Miles bore down
upon him ruthlessly.
"Ivan. Meet me by the main doors in five minutes."
"What?"
"It's an emergency. I'll explain later."
"What
sort of—?" Ivan began, but Miles was already slipping out of the room
and making his way toward the back lift tubes. He had to force himself
not to run.
When the door to his and Ivan's room
slid shut behind him he peeled out of his dress greens, tore off the
boots, and catapulted for the closet. He yanked on the black T-shirt
and grey trousers of his Dendarii uniform. Barrayaran boots were
descended from a cavalry tradition; Dendarii had evolved from
foot-soldiers' gear. In the presence of a horse the Barrayaran were the
more practical, although Miles had never been able to explain that to
Elli. It would take two hours or so in the saddle on heavy
cross-country terrain, and her calves rubbed to bleeding blisters, to
convince her that the design had a purpose besides looks. No horses
here.
He sealed the Dendarii combat boots and
adjusted the grey-and-white jacket in midair, tumbling back down the
lift tube at max drop. He paused at the bottom to pull down his jacket,
jerk up his chin, and take a deep breath. One could not saunter
inconspicuously while gasping. He took an alternate corridor, around
the main court to the front entrance. Still no Cetagandans, thank God.
Ivan's
eyes widened as he saw Miles approach. He flashed a smile at the
blonde, excusing himself, and backed Miles against a potted plant as if
to hide him from view. "What the hell—?" he hissed.
"You've got to walk me out of here. Past the guards."
"Oh, no I don't! Galeni will have your hide for a doormat if he sees you in that get-up."
"Ivan,
I don't have time to argue and I don't have time to explain, which is
precisely why I'm sidestepping Galeni. Quinn wouldn't have called me if
she didn't need me. I've got to go now."
"You'll be AWOL!"
"Not if I'm not missed. Tell them—tell them I retired to our room due to excruciating pain in my bones."
"Is
that osteo-joint thing of yours acting up again? I bet the embassy
physician could get that anti-inflammatory med for you—"
"No,
no—no more than usual, anyway—but at least it's something real. There's
a chance they'll believe it. Come on. Bring her." Miles gestured with
his chin toward Sylveth, waiting out of earshot for Ivan with an
inquiring look on her flower-petal face.
"What for?"
"Camouflage." Smiling through his teeth, Miles propelled Ivan by his elbow toward the main doors.
"How
do you do?" Miles nattered to Sylveth, capturing her hand and tucking
it through his arm. "So nice to meet you. Are you enjoying the party?
Wonderful town, London. …"
He and Sylveth made a
lovely couple too, Miles decided. He glanced at the guards from the
corner of his eye as they passed. They noticed her. With any luck, he
would be a short grey blur in their memories.
Sylveth glanced in bewilderment at Ivan, but by this time they had stepped into the sunlight.
"You don't have a bodyguard," Ivan objected.
"I'll be meeting Quinn in a short time."
"How are you going to get back in the embassy?"
Miles paused. "You'll have until I get back to figure that out."
"Ngh! When's that?"
"I don't know."
The
outside guards' attention was drawn to a ground car hissing up to the
embassy entrance. Abandoning Ivan, Miles darted across the street and
dove into the entrance to the tubeway system.
Ten
minutes and two connections later, he emerged to find himself in a very
much older section of town, restored 22nd-century architecture. He
didn't have to check for street numbers to spot his
destination. The crowd, the barricades, the flashing lights, the police
hovercars, fire equipment, ambulance . . . "Damnation," Miles muttered,
and started down that side street. He rolled the words back through his
mouth, switching gears, to Admiral Naismith's flat Betan accent, "Aw, shit …"
Miles
guessed the policeman in charge was the one with the amplifier comm,
and not one of the half-dozen in body armor toting plasma rifles. He
pushed his way through the crowd and hopped over the barricade. "Are
you the officer in charge?"
The constable's head
snapped around in bewilderment, then he looked down. At first purely
startled, he frowned as he took in Miles's uniform. "Are you one of
those psychopaths?" he demanded.
Miles rocked back
on his heels, wondering how to answer that one. He suppressed all three
of the initial retorts that came to his mind, and chose instead, "I'm
Admiral Miles Naismith, commanding, Dendarii Free Mercenary Fleet.
What's happened here?" He interrupted himself to slowly and delicately
extend one index finger and push skyward the muzzle of a plasma rifle
being held on him by an armored woman. "Please, dear, I'm on your side,
really." Her eyes flashed mistrustfully at him through her faceplate,
but the police commander jerked his head, and she faded back a few
paces.
"Attempted robbery," said the constable. "When the clerk tried to foil it, they attacked her."
"Robbery?"
said Miles. "Excuse me, but that makes no sense. I thought all
transactions were by computer credit transfer here. There's no cash to
rob. There must be some misunderstanding."
"Not cash," said the constable. "Stock."
The
store, Miles noticed out of the corner of his eye, was a wineshop. A
display window was cracked and starred. He suppressed a queasy feeling
of unease, and plunged on, keeping his voice light. "In any case, I
fail to understand this stand-off with deadly weapons over a case of
shoplifting. Aren't you overreacting a trifle? Where are your stunners?"
"They hold the woman hostage," said the constable grimly.
"So? Stun them all, God will recognize his own."
The
constable gave Miles a peculiar look. He didn't read his own history,
Miles guessed—the source of that quote was just across the water from
here, for pity's sake.
"They claim to have
arranged some sort of dead-man switch. They claim this whole block will
go up in flames." The constable paused. "Is this possible?"
Miles paused too. "Have you got ID's on any of these guys yet?"
"No."
"How are you communicating with them?"
"Through the comconsole. At least, we were—they appear to have destroyed it a few minutes ago."
"We will, of course, pay damages," Miles choked.
"That's not all you'll pay," growled the constable.
"Well…"
Out of the corner of his eye Miles saw a hovercar labeled euronews
network dropping down to the street. "I think it's time to break this
up."
He started toward the wineshop.
"What are you going to do?" asked the constable.
"Arrest them. They face Dendarii charges for taking ordnance off-ship."
"All by yourself? They'll shoot you. They're crazy-drunk."
"I
don't think so. If I were going to be shot by my own troops, they've
had much better opportunities than this."
The constable frowned, but did not stop him.
The
autodoors were not working. Miles stood baffled before the glass a
moment, then pounded on it. There was shadowy movement behind the
iridescent shimmer. A very long pause, and the doors slid open about a
third of a meter; Miles turned sideways and slipped through. A man
inside shoved them shut again by hand and jammed a metal brace in their
slot.
The interior of the wineshop was a shambles.
Miles gasped at the fumes in the air, aromatic vapors from shattered
bottles. You could get plastered just from breathing. . . . The carpeting squished underfoot.
Miles
glanced around, to determine who he wanted to murder first. The one
who'd unblocked the door stood out, as he was wearing only underwear.
" 'S Admiral Naismith," the doorman hissed. He came to a tilted attention, and saluted.
"Whose
army are you in, soldier?" Miles growled at him. The man's hands made
little waving motions, as if to offer explanations by mime. Miles
couldn't dredge up his name.
Another Dendarii, in
uniform this time, was sitting on the floor with his back to a pillar.
Miles squatted down, considering hauling him to his feet, or at least
his knees, by his jacket and bracing him. Miles stared into his face.
Little red eyes like coals in the caverns of his eye-sockets stared
back without recognition. "Eugh," muttered Miles, and rose without
further attempt to communicate. That one's consciousness was somewhere
in wormhole space.
"Who cares?" came a hoarse
voice from the floor behind a display rack, one of the few that hadn't
been violently upended. "Who t'hell cares?"
Oh, we've got the best and brightest here today, don't we?
Miles thought sourly. An upright person emerged around the end of the
display rack, saying, "Can't be, he's disappeared again …"
At
last, someone Miles knew by name. All too well. Further explanation for
the scene was almost redundant. "Ah, Private Danio. Fancy meeting you
here."
Danio shambled to a species of attention,
towering over Miles. An antique pistol, its grip defaced with notches,
dangled menacingly from his ham hand. Miles nodded toward it. "Is that
the deadly weapon I was called away from my affairs to come collect?
They talked like you had half our bleeding arsenal down here."
"No,
sir!" said Danio. "That would be against regs." He patted the gun
fondly. "Jus' my personal property. Because you never know. The crazies
are everywhere."
"Are you carrying any other weapons among you?"
"Yalen has his bowie knife."
Miles
controlled a twinge of relief as premature. Still, if these morons were
on their own, the Dendarii fleet might not have to get officially
sucked into their morass after all. "Did you know that carrying any
weapon is a criminal offense in this jurisdiction?"
Danio thought this over. "Wimps," he said at last.
"Nevertheless,"
said Miles firmly, "I'm going to have to collect them and take them
back to the flagship." Miles peered around the display rack. The one on
the floor—Yalen, presumably—lay clutching an unsheathed hunk of steel
suitable for butchering an entire steer, should he encounter one mooing
down the metalled streets and skyways of London.
Miles thought it through, and pointed. "Bring me that knife, Private Danio."
Danio pried the weapon from his comrade's grip. "Nooo …" said the horizontal one.
Miles
breathed easier when he had both weapons in his possession. "Now,
Danio—quickly, because they're getting nervous out there—exactly what
happened here?"
"Well, sir, we were having a
party. We'd rented a room." He jerked his head toward the demi-naked
doorman who hovered listening. "We ran out of supplies, and came here
to buy more, 'cause it was close by. Got everything all picked out and
piled up, and then the bitch wouldn't take our credit! Good Dendarii
credit!"
"The bitch . . . ?" Miles looked around, stepping over the disarmed Yalen. Oh, ye gods. . . .
The store clerk, a plump, middle-aged woman, lay on her side on the
floor at the other end of the display rack, gagged, trussed up in the
naked soldier's twisted jacket and pants by way of makeshift restraints.
Miles
pulled the bowie knife out of his belt and headed for her. She made
hysterical gurgling noises down in her throat.
"I wouldn't let her loose if I were you," said the naked soldier warningly. "She makes a lot of noise."
Miles
paused and studied the woman. Her greying hair stuck out wildly, except
where it was plastered to her forehead and neck by sweat. Her
terrorized eyes rolled whitely; she bucked against her bonds.
"Mm."
Miles thrust the knife back in his belt temporarily. He caught the
naked soldier's name off his uniform at last, and made an unwelcome
mental connection. "Xaveria. Yes, I remember you now. You did well at
Dagoola." Xaveria stood straighter.
Damn. So much
for his nascent plan of throwing the entire lot to the local
authorities, and praying they were all still incarcerated when the
fleet broke orbit. Could Xaveria be detached from his worthless
comrades somehow? Alas, it looked like they were all in this together.
"So she wouldn't take your credit cards. You, Xaveria—what happened next?" "Er—insults were exchanged, sir."
"And?"
"And
tempers kind of got out of hand. Bottles were thrown, and thrown on the
floor. The police were called. She was punched out." Xaveria eyed Danio
warily.
Miles contemplated the sudden absence of actors from all this action, in Xaveria's syntax. "And?"
"And the police got here. And we told them we'd blow the place up if they tried to come in,"
"And do you actually have the means to carry out that threat, Private Xaveria?"
"No, sir. It was pure bluff. I was trying to think—well—what you would do in the situation, sir."
This one is too damned observant. Even when he's potted,
Miles thought dryly. He sighed, and ran his hands through his hair.
"Why wouldn't she take your credit cards? Aren't they the Earth
Universals you were issued at the shuttleport? You weren't trying to
use the ones left over from Mahata Solaris, were you?"
"No,
sir," said Xaveria. He produced his card by way of evidence. It looked
all right. Miles turned, to test it in the comconsole at the checkout,
only to discover that the comconsole had been shot. The final bullet
hole in the holovid plate was precisely centered, must have been
intended as the coup de grace, although the console still emitted
little wheezing popping noises now and then. He added the price of it
to the running tally in his head and winced.
"Actually," Xaveria cleared his throat, "it was the machine that spat it up, sir."
"It shouldn't have done that," Miles began, "unless—" Unless there's something wrong with the central account,
his thought finished. The pit of his stomach felt suddenly very cold.
"I'll check it out," he promised. "Meanwhile we have to wrap this up
and get you out of here without your being fried by the local
constables."
Danio nodded excitedly toward the
pistol in Miles's hand. "We could blast our way out the back. Make a
run for the nearest tubeway."
Miles, momentarily
bereft of speech, envisioned plugging Danio with his own pistol. Danio
was saved only by Miles's reflection that the recoil might break his
arm. He'd smashed his right hand at Dagoola, and the memory of the pain
was still fresh.
"No, Danio," Miles said when he
could command his voice. "We are going to walk quietly—very quietly—out
the front door and surrender."
"But the Dendarii never surrender," said Xaveria.
"This
is not a firebase," said Miles patiently. "It is a wineshop. Or at any
rate, it was. Furthermore, it is not even our wineshop." Though I shall no doubt be compelled to buy it.
"Think of the London police not as your enemies, but as your dearest
friends. They are, you know. Because," he fixed Xaveria with a cold
eye, "until they get done with you, I can't start."
"Ah,"
said Xaveria, quelled at last. He touched Danio on the arm. "Yeah.
Maybe—maybe we better let the Admiral take us home, eh, Danio?"
Xaveria
hauled the ex-bowie knife owner to his feet. After a moment's thought,
Miles walked quietly behind red-eye, pulled out his pocket stunner, and
placed a light blast to the base of his skull. Red-eye toppled
sideways. Miles sent up a short prayer that this final stimulus
wouldn't send him into trauma-shock. God alone knew what chemical
cocktail it chased, except that it clearly wasn't alcohol alone.
"You
take his head," Miles directed Danio, "and you, Yalen, take his feet."
There, that effectively immobilized all three of them. "Xaveria, open
the door, place your hands on top of your head, and walk, do not run,
to where you will submit quietly to arrest. Danio, you follow. That's
an order."
"Wish we had the rest of the troops," muttered Danio.
"The
only troop you need is a troop of legal experts," said Miles. He eyed
Xaveria, and sighed. "I'll send you one."
"Thank you, sir," said Xaveria, and lurched gravely forward. Miles brought up the rear, gritting his teeth.
Miles
blinked in the sunlight of the street. His little patrol fell into the
arms of the waiting police. Danio did not fight when they started to
frisk him, though Miles only relaxed when he saw the tangle-field
finally turned on. The constable commander approached, inhaling for
speech.
A soft foomp! broke from the door of the wineshop. Blue flames licked out over the slidewalk.
Miles
cried out, wheeled, and sprinted explosively from his standing start,
gulping a huge breath and holding it. He hurtled through the wineshop
doors, into darkness shot through with twisting heat, around the
display case. The alcohol-soaked carpeting was growing flames, like
stands of golden wheat running in a crazy pattern following
concentrations of fumes. Fire was advancing on the bound woman on the
floor; in a moment, her hair would be a terrible halo.
Miles
dove for her, wriggled his shoulder under her, grunted to his feet. He
swore he could feel his bones bend. She kicked unhelpfully. Miles
staggered for the door, bright like the mouth of a tunnel, like the
gate of life. His lungs pulsed, straining for oxygen against his
tightly-closed lips. Total elapsed time, eleven seconds.
In
the twelfth second, the room behind them brightened, roaring. Miles and
his burden fell to the slidewalk, rolling—he rolled her over and
over—flames were lapping over their clothing. People were screaming and
yelling at an unintelligible distance. His Dendarii uniform cloth,
combat-rated, would neither melt nor burn, but still made a dandy wick
for the volatile liquids splashed on it. The effect was bloody
spectacular. But the poor clerk's clothing offered no such protection—
He
choked on a faceful of foam, sprayed on them by the fireman who had
rushed forward. He must have been standing at the ready all this time.
The frightened-looking policewoman hovered anxiously clutching her
thoroughly redundant plasma-rifle. The fire extinguisher foam was like
being rolled in beer suds, only not so tasty—Miles spat vile chemicals,
and lay a moment gasping. God, air was good. Nobody praised air enough.
"A bomb!" cried the constable commander.
Miles
wriggled onto his back, appreciating the blue slice of sky seen through
eyes miraculously unglazed, unburst, unslagged. "No," he panted sadly,
"brandy. Lots and lots of very expensive brandy. And cheap grain
alcohol. Probably set off by a short circuit in the comconsole."
He
rolled out of the way as firemen in white protective garments bearing
the tools of their trade stampeded forward. A fireman pulled him to his
feet, farther away from the now-blazing building. He came up staring at
a person pointing a piece of equipment at him resembling, for a
disoriented moment, a microwave cannon. The adrenalin rush washed over
him without effect, there was no response left in him. The person was
babbling at him. Miles blinked dizzily, and the microwave cannon fell
into more sensible focus as a holovid camera.
He
wished it had been a microwave cannon. . . . The clerk, released at
last, was pointing at him and crying and screaming. For someone he'd
just saved from a horrible death, she didn't sound very grateful. The
holovid swung her way for a moment, until she was led away by the
ambulance personnel. He hoped they'd supply her with a sedative. He
pictured her arriving home that night, to husband and children—"And how
was the shop today, dear . . . ?" He wondered if she'd accept
hush-money, and if so, how much it would be. Money, oh God . . .
"Miles!" Elli Quinn's voice over his shoulder made him jump. "Do you have everything under control?"
They
collected stares, on the tubeway ride to the London shuttleport. Miles,
catching a glimpse of himself in a mirrored wall while Elli credited
their tokens, was not surprised. The sleek, polished Lord Vorkosigan
he'd last seen looking back at him before the embassy reception has
been transmuted, werewolf-wise, into a most degraded little monster.
His scorched, damp, bedraggled uniform was flecked with little fluffy
bits of drying foam. The white placket down the jacket front was
filthy. His face was smudged, his voice a croak, his eyes red and feral
from smoke irritation. He reeked of smoke and sweat and drink,
especially drink. He'd been rolling in it, after all. People near them
in line caught one whiff and started edging away. The constables, thank
God, had relieved him of knife and pistol, impounded as evidence. Still
he and Elli had their end of the bubble-car all to themselves.
Miles
sank into his seat with a groan. "Some bodyguard you are," he said to
Elli. "Why didn't you protect me from that interviewer?"
"She wasn't trying to shoot you. Besides, I'd just got there. I couldn't tell her what had been going on.
"But you're far more photogenic. It would have improved the image of the Dendarii Fleet."
"Holovids make me tongue-tied. But you sounded calm enough."
"I
was trying to downplay it all. 'Boys will be boys' chuckles Admiral
Naismith, while in the background his troops burn down London…"
Elli
grinned. " 'Sides, they weren't interested in me. I wasn't the hero
who'd dashed into a burning building—by the gods, when you came rolling
out all on fire—"
"You saw that?" Miles was
vaguely cheered. "Did it look good in the long shots? Maybe it'll make
up for Danio and his jolly crew, in the minds of our host city."
"It looked properly terrifying." She shuddered appreciation. "I'm surprised you're not more badly burned."
Miles
twitched singed eyebrows, and tucked his blistered left hand
unobtrusively under his right arm. "It was nothing. Protective
clothing. I'm glad not all our equipment design is faulty."
"I don't know. To tell the truth, I've been shy of fire ever since …" her hand touched her face.
"As
well you should be. The whole thing was carried out by my spinal
reflexes. When my brain finally caught up with my body, it was all
over, and then I had the shakes. I've seen a few fires, in combat. The
only thing I could think of was speed, because when fires hit that
certain point, they expand fast."
Miles
bit back confiding his further worries about the security aspects of
that damned interview. It was too late now, though his imagination
played with the idea of a secret Dendarii raid on Euronews Network to
destroy the vid disk. Maybe war would break out, or a shuttle would
crash, or the government would fall in a major sex scandal, and the
whole wineshop incident would be shelved in the rush of other news
events. Besides, the Cetagandans surely already knew Admiral Naismith
had been seen on Earth. He would disappear back into Lord Vorkosigan
soon enough, perhaps permanently this time.
Miles staggered off the tubeway clutching his back.
"Bones?" said Elli worriedly. "Did you do something to your spine?"
"I'm
not sure." He stomped along beside her, rather bent. "Muscle
spasms—that poor woman must have been fatter than I thought.
Adrenalin'll fool you. …"
It was no better by the time their little personnel shuttle docked at the Triumph, the Dendarii flagship in orbit. Elli insisted on a detour to sickbay.
"Pulled muscles," said his fleet surgeon unsympathetically after scanning him. "Go lie down for a week."
Miles
made false promises, and exited clutching a packet of pills in his
bandaged hand. He was pretty sure the surgeon's diagnosis was correct,
for the pain was easing, now that he was aboard his own flagship. He
could feel the tension uncoiling in his neck at least, and hoped it
would continue all the way down. He was coming down off his
adrenalin-induced high, too—better finish his business here while he
could still walk and talk at the same time.
He
straightened his jacket, brushing rather futilely at the white flecks,
and jerked up his chin, before marching into his fleet finance
officer's inner sanctum.
It was evening,
ship-time, only an hour skewed from London downside time, but the
mercenary accountant was still at her post. Yield Bone was a precise,
middle-aged woman, heavy-set, definitely a tech not a troop, whose
normal tone of voice was a calming drawl. Now she spun in her station
chair and squealed at him, "Oh, sir! Do you have the credit transfer .
. . ?" She took in his appearance and her voice dropped to a more usual
timbre. "Good God, what happened to you?" As an afterthought, she
saluted.
"That's what I'm here to find out,
Lieutenant Bone." He hooked a second seat into its floor brackets and
swung it around to sit backwards, his arms draped over its back. As an
afterthought, he returned her salute. "I thought you reported yesterday
that all our resupply orders not essential for orbital life-support
were on hold, and that our Earthside credit was under control."
"Temporarily
under control," she replied. "Fourteen days ago you told me we'd have a
credit transfer in ten days. I tried to time as many expenses as
possible to come in after that. Four days ago you told me it would be
another ten days—"
"At least," Miles confirmed glumly.
"I've
put off as much stuff as I can again, but some of it had to be paid
off, in order to get credit extended another week. We've dipped
dangerously far into reserve funds since Mahata Solaris."
Miles
rubbed a finger tiredly over the seat back. "Yeah, maybe we should have
pushed on straight to Tau Ceti." Too late now. If only he were dealing
with Sector II Security Headquarters directly . . .
"We would have had to drop three-fourths of the fleet at Earth anyway, sir."
"And
I didn't want to break up the set, I know. We stay here much longer,
and none of us will be able to leave—a financial black hole. . . .
Look, tap your programs and tell me what happened to the downside
personnel credit account about 1600 London time tonight."
"Hm?"
Her fingers conjured up arcane and colorful data displays from her
holovid console. "Oh, dear. It shouldn't have done that. Now where did
the money go . . . ? Ah, direct override. That explains it."
"Explain it to me," Miles prodded.
"Well,"
she turned to him, "of course when the fleet is on station for long at
any place with any kind of financial net at all, we don't just leave
our liquid assets sitting around."
"We don't?"
"No,
no. Anything that isn't actually outgoing is held for as long as
possible in some sort of short-term, interest-generating investment. So
all our credit accounts are set to ride along at the legal minimum;
when a bill comes due, I cycle it through the computer and shoot just
enough to cover it from the investment account into the credit account."
"Is this, er, worth the risk?"
"Risk?
It's basic good practice! We made over four thousand GSA federal
credits on interest and dividends last week, until we fell out of the
minimum amount bracket."
"Oh," said Miles. He had
a momentary flash about giving up war and playing the stock market
instead. The Dendarii Free Mercenary Holding Company? Alas, the Emperor
might have a word or two to say about that. . . .
"But
these morons," Lieutenant Bone gestured at the schematic representing
her version of Danio's adventures that afternoon, "attempted to tap the
account directly through its number, instead of through Fleet Central
Accounting as everyone has been told and told to do. And because we're
riding so low at the moment, it bounced. Sometimes I think I'm talking
to the deaf." More lurid bar graphs fountained up at her fingertips.
"But I can only run it round and round for so long, sir! The investment
account is now empty, so of course it's generating no extra money. I'm
not sure we can even make it six more days. And if the credit transfer
doesn't arrive then …" she flung up her hands, "the whole Dendarii
fleet could start to slide, piecemeal, into receivership!"
"Oh."
Miles rubbed his neck. He'd been mistaken, his headache wasn't waning.
"Isn't there some way you can shift the stuff around from account to
account to create, er . . . virtual money? Temporarily?"
"Virtual money?" Her lips curled in loathing.
"To
save the fleet. Just like in combat. Mercenary accounting. . . ."he
clasped his hands together, between his knees, and smiled up at her
hopefully. "Of course, if it's beyond your abilities …"
Her
nostrils flared. "Of course it's not. But the kind of thing you're
talking about relies mostly on time lags. Earth's financial network is
totally integrated; there are no time lags unless you want to start
working it interstellar. I'll tell you what would work, though …" her
voice trailed off. "Well, maybe not. …"
"What?"
"Go
to a major bank and get a short-term loan against, say, some major
capital equipment." Her eyes, glancing around by implication through
the walls to the Triumph, revealed what order of capital
equipment she had in mind. "We might have to conceal certain other
outstanding liens from them, and the extent of depreciation, not to
mention certain ambiguities about what is and is not owned by the Fleet
corporation versus the Captain-owners—but at least it would be real
money."
And what would Commodore Tung say when he
found out that Miles had mortgaged his command ship? But Tung wasn't
here. Tung was on leave. It could be all over by the time Tung got back.
"We'd
have to ask for two or three times the amount we really needed, to be
sure of getting enough," Lieutenant Bone went on. "You would have to
sign for it, as senior corporation officer."
Admiral
Naismith would have to sign for it, Miles reflected. A man whose legal
existence was strictly—virtual, not that an Earth bank could be
expected to find that out. The Dendarii fleet propped his identity most
convincingly. This could be almost the safest thing he'd ever done. "Go
ahead and set it up, Lieutenant Bone. Um . . . use the Triumph, it's the biggest thing we've got."
She
nodded, her shoulders straightening, as she regained some of her
accustomed serenity. "Yes, sir. Thank you, sir."
Miles
sighed, and shoved to his feet. Sitting down had been a mistake; his
tired muscles were seizing up. Her nostrils wrinkled as he passed
upwind of her. Perhaps he'd better take a few minutes to clean up. It
would be hard enough to explain his disappearance, when he returned to
the embassy, without explaining his remarkable appearance as well.
"Virtual money," he heard Lieutenant Bone mutter disapprovingly to her comconsole as he exited, "Good God."
Chapter Four
By the time Miles had showered, groomed, and
donned a fresh uniform and glossy spare boots, his pills had cut in and
he was feeling no pain at all. When he caught himself whistling as he
splashed on after-shave and adjusted a rather flashy and only
demi-regulation black silk scarf around his neck, tucked into his
grey-and-white jacket, he decided he'd better cut the dosage in half
next round. He was feeling much too good.
Too bad
the Dendarii uniform did not include a beret one could tilt at a
suitably rakish angle, though. He might order one added. Tung would
probably approve; Tung had theories about how spiffy uniforms helped
recruiting and morale. Miles was not entirely sure this wouldn't just
result in acquiring a lot of recruits who wanted to play dress-up.
Private Danio might like a beret . . . Miles abandoned the notion. Elli
Quinn was waiting patiently for him in the Triumph's number six
shuttle hatch corridor. She swung gracefully to her feet and ahead of
him into their shuttle, remarking, "We'd better hustle. How long do you
think your cousin can cover for you at the embassy?"
"I
suspect it's already a lost cause," Miles said, strapping himself in
beside her. In light of the warnings on the pain pill packet about
operating equipment, he let her take the pilot's seat again. The little
shuttle broke smoothly away from the side of the flagship and began to
drop through its orbital clearance pattern.
Miles
meditated morosely on his probable reception when he showed up back at
the embassy. Confined-to-quarters was the least he might expect, though
he plead mitigating circumstances for all he was worth. He did not feel
at all like hustling back to that doom. Here he was on Earth on a warm
summer night, with a glamorous, brilliant woman friend. It was only—he
glanced at his chronometer—2300. Night life should just be getting
rolling. London, with its huge population, was an around-the-clock
town. His heart rose inexplicably.
Yet what might
they do? Drinking was out; God knew what would happen if he dropped
alcohol on top of his current pharmaceutical load, with his peculiar
physiology, except that it could be guaranteed not to improve his
coordination. A show? It would immobilize them for a rather long time
in one spot, security-wise. Better to do something that kept them
moving.
To hell with the Cetagandans. He was
damned if he would become hostage to the mere fear of them. Let Admiral
Naismith have one last fling, before being hung back in the closet. The
lights of the shuttleport flashed beneath them, reached up to pull them
in. As they rolled into their rented hardstand (140 GSA federals per
diem) with its waiting Dendarii guard, Miles blurted, "Hey, Elli. Let's
go—let's go window shopping."
And so it was they
found themselves strolling in a fashionable arcade at midnight. Not
just Earth's but the galaxy's wares were spread out for the visitor
with funds. The passers-by were a parade worth watching in their own
right, for the student of fad and fashion. Feathers were in this year,
and synthetic silk, leather, and fur, in revival of primitive natural
fabrics from the past. And Earth had such a lot of past to revive. The
young lady in the—the Aztec-Viking outfit, Miles guessed—leaning on the
arm of the young man in faintly 24th-century boots and plumes
particularly caught his eye. Perhaps a Dendarii beret wouldn't be too
unprofessionally archaic after all.
Elli, Miles
observed sadly, was not relaxing and enjoying this. Her attention on
the passers-by was more in the nature of a hunt for concealed weapons
and sudden movements. But she paused at last in real intrigue before a
shop discreetly labeled, CULTURED FURS: A DIVISION OF GALACTECH
BIOENGINEER-ING. Miles eased her inside.
The
display area was spacious, a sure tip-off to the price range they were
operating in. Red fox coats, white tiger carpets, extinct leopard
jackets, gaudy Tau Cetan beaded lizard bags and boots and belts, black
and white macaque monkey vests—a holovid display ran a continuous
program explaining the stock's origins not in the slaughter of live
animals, but in the test tubes and vats of GalacTech's R&D
division. Nineteen extinct species were offered in natural colors.
Coming up for the fall line, the vid assured them, were rainbow rhino
leather and triple-length white fox in designer pastels. Elli buried
her hands to the wrists in something that looked like an explosion of
apricot Persian cat.
"Does it shed?" Miles inquired bemusedly.
"Not
at all," the salesman assured them. "GalacTech cultured furs are
guaranteed not to shed, fade, or discolor. They are also
soil-resistant."
An enormous width of silky black fur poured through Elli's arms. "What is this? Not a coat. …"
"Ah,
that's a very popular new item," said the salesman. "The very latest in
biomechanical feedback systems. Most of the fur items you see here are
ordinary tanned leathers—but this is a live fur. This model is suitable
for a blanket, spread, or throw rug. Various sorts of outerwear are
upcoming from R&D next year."
"A live fur?"
Her eyebrows rose enchantingly. The salesman rose on his toes in
unconscious echo—Elli's face was having its usual effect on the
uninitiated.
"A live fur," the salesman nodded,
"but with none of the defects of a live animal. It neither sheds nor
eats nor," he coughed discreetly, "requires a litter box."
"Hold
on," said Miles. "How can you advertise it as living, then? Where's it
getting its energy from, if not the chemical breakdown of food?"
"An
electromagnetic net in the cellular level passively gathers energy from
the environment. Holovid carrier waves and the like. And every month or
so, if it seems to be running down, you can give it a boost by placing
it in your microwave for a few minutes on the lowest setting. Cultured
Furs cannot be responsible, however, for the results if the owner
accidentally sets it on high."
"That still doesn't make it alive," Miles objected.
"I assure you," said the salesman, "this blanket was blended from the very finest assortment of felis domesticus
genes. We also have the white Persian and the chocolate-point Siamese
stripe in stock, in the natural colors, and I have samples of decorator
colors that can be ordered in any size."
"They did that to a cat?" Miles choked as Elli gathered up the whole huge boneless double-armful.
"Pet it," the salesman instructed Elli eagerly.
She did so, and laughed. "It purrs!"
"Yes. It also has programmable thermotaxic orientation—in other words, it snuggles up."
Elli
wrapped it around herself completely, black fur cascading over her feet
like the train of a queen's robe, and rubbed her cheek into the silky
shimmer. "What won't they think of next? Oh, my. You want to rub it all
over your skin."
"You do?" muttered Miles
dubiously. Then his eyes widened as he pictured Elli, in all her lovely
skin, lolling on the hairy thing. "You do?" he said in an entirely
changed tone. His lips peeled back in a hungry grin. He turned to the
salesman. "We'll take it."
The embarrassment came
when he pulled out his credit card, stared at it, and realized he
couldn't use it; It was Lieutenant Vorkosigan's, chock full of his
embassy pay and utterly compromising to his present cover. Quinn,
beside him, glanced over his shoulder at his hesitation. He tilted the
card toward her to see, shielded in his palm, and their eyes met.
"Ah . . . no," she agreed. "No, no." She reached for her wallet.
I should have asked the price first,
Miles thought to himself as they exited the shop carting the unwieldy
bundle in its elegant silver plastic wrappings. The package, the
salesman had finally convinced them, did not require air-holes. Well,
the fur had delighted Elli, and a chance to delight Elli was not to be
lost for mere imprudence—or pride—on his part. He wanted to delight
her. He would pay her back later.
But now, where
could they go to try it out? He tried to think, as they exited the
arcade and made their way to the nearest tubeway access port. He didn't
want the night to end. He didn't know what he did want. No, he knew
perfectly well what he wanted, he just didn't know if he could have it.
Elli,
he suspected, didn't know how for his thought had taken him either. A
little romance on the side was one thing; the change of career he was
thinking of proposing to her—nice turn of phrase, that—would overturn
her existence. Elli the space-born, who called all downsiders
dirtsuckers in careless moments, Elli with a career agenda of her own.
Elli who walked on land with all the dubious distaste of a mermaid out
of water. Elli was an independent country. Elli was an island. And he
was an idiot and this couldn't go on unresolved much longer or he would
burst.
A view of Earth's famous moon, Miles
figured, was what they needed, preferably shining on water. The town's
old river, unfortunately, went underground in this sector, absorbed
into arterial pipes below the 23rd-century building boom that had domed
the half of the landscape not occupied by dizzily soaring spires and
preserved historic architecture. Quietude, some fine and private place,
was not easy to come by in a city of roiling millions.
The grave's a fine and private place, but none, I think, do there embrace. . . .
The deathly flashbacks to Dagoola had faded of late weeks, but this one
took him unawares in an ordinary public lift tube descending to the
bubble-car system. Elli was falling, torn out of his numb grip by a
vicious vortex– design defect in the anti-grav system—swallowed by
darkness—
"Miles, ow!" Elli objected. "Let go of my arm! What's the matter?"
"Falling," Miles gasped.
"Of
course we're falling, this is the down-tube. Are you all right? Let me
see the pupils of your eyes." She grabbed a hand-grip and pulled them
to the side of the tube, out of the central fast traffic zone. Midnight
Londoners continued to flow past them. Hell had been modernized, Miles
decided wildly, and this was a river of lost souls gurgling down some
cosmic drain, faster and faster.
The pupils of her eyes were large and dark. . . .
"Do
your eyes get dilated or constricted when you get one of your weird
drug reactions?" she demanded worriedly, her face centimeters from his.
"What are they doing now?"
"Pulsing."
"I'm
all right." Miles swallowed. "The surgeon double-checks anything she
puts me on, now. It may make me a little dizzy, she told me that." He
had not loosed his grip.
In the lift tube, Miles
realized suddenly, their height difference was voided. They hung face
to face, his boots dangling above her ankles—he didn't even need to
hunt up a box to stand on, nor risk a twist in his neck—impulsively,
his lips dove onto hers. There was a split-second wail of terror in his
mind, like the moment after he'd plunged from the rocks into thirty
meters of clear green water that he knew was icy cold, after he'd
surrendered all choice to gravity but before the consequences engulfed
him.
The water was warm, warm. . . . Her eyes
widened in surprise. He hesitated, losing his precious forward
momentum, and began to withdraw. Her lips parted for him, and her arm
clamped around the back of his neck. She was an athletic woman; the
grip was a non-regulation but effective immobilization. Surely the
first time his being pinned to the mat had meant he'd won. He
devoured her lips ravenously, kissed her cheeks, eyelids, brow, nose,
chin—where was the sweet well of her mouth? there, yes. . . .
The
bulky package containing the live fur began to drift, bumping down the
lift tube. They were jostled by a descending woman who frowned at them,
a teenage boy shooting down the center of the tube hooted and made
rude, explicit gestures, and the beeper in Elli's pocket went off.
Awkwardly,
they recaptured the fur and scrambled off the first exit they came to,
and fled the tube's field through an archway onto a bubble-car
platform. They staggered into the open and stared at each other,
shaken. In one lunatic moment, Miles realized, he'd upended their
carefully-balanced working relationship, and what were they now?
Officer and subordinate? Man and woman? Friend and friend, lover and
lover? It could be a fatal error.
It could also be
fatal without the error; Dagoola had thrust that lesson home. The
person inside the uniform was larger than the soldier, the man more
complex than his role. Death could take not just him but her tomorrow,
and a universe of possibilities, not just a military officer, would be
extinguished. He would kiss her again—damn, he could only reach her
ivory throat now—
The ivory throat emitted a
dismayed growl, and she keyed open the channel on the secure comm link,
saying, "What the hell . . . ? It can't be you, you're here. Quinn
here!"
"Commander Quinn?" Ivan Vorpatril's voice came small but clear. "Is Miles with you?"
Miles's lips rippled in a snarl of frustration. Ivan's timing was supernatural, as ever.
"Yes, why?" said Quinn to the comm link.
"Well,
tell him to get his ass back here. I'm holding a hole in the Security
net for him, but I can't hold it much longer. Hell, I can't stay awake
much longer." A long gasp that Miles interpreted as a yawn wheezed from
the comm link.
"My God, I didn't think he could
really do it," Miles muttered. He grabbed the comm link. "Ivan? Can you
really get me back in without being seen?"
"For
about fifteen more minutes. And I had to bend regs all to hell and gone
to do it, too. I'm holding down the guard post on the third sub-level,
where the municipal power and sewer connections come through. I can
loop the vid record and cut out the shot of your entry, but only if you
get back here before Corporal Veli does. I don't mind putting my tail
on the line for you, but I object to putting my tail on the line for
nothing, you copy?"
Elli was studying the colorful holovid display mapping the tubeway system. "You can just make it, I think."
"It won't do any good—"
She
grabbed his elbow and marched him toward the bubble cars, the firm
gleam of duty crowding out the softer light in her eyes. "We'll have
ten more minutes together on the way."
Miles
massaged his face, as she went to credit their tokens, trying to rub
his escaping rationality back through his skin by force. He looked up
to see his own dim reflection staring back at him from the mirrored
wall, shadowed by a pillar, face suffused with frustration and terror.
He squeezed his eyes shut and looked again, moving in front of the
pillar and staring. Most unpleasant—for a second, he had seen himself
wearing his green Barrayaran uniform. Damn the pain pills. Was his
subconscious trying to tell him something? Well, he didn't suppose he
was in real trouble until a brain scan taken of him in his two
different uniforms produced two different patterns.
Upon reflection, the idea was suddenly not funny.
He
embraced Quinn upon her return with more complicated feelings than
sexual desire alone. They stole kisses in the bubble car—more pain than
pleasure; by the time they reached their destination Miles was in the
most physically uncomfortable state of arousal he could ever recall.
Surely all his blood had departed his brains to engorge his loins,
rendering him moronic by hypoxia and lust.
She
left him on the platform in the embassy district with an anguished
whisper of "Later . . . !" It was only after the tubeway had swallowed
her that Miles realized she'd left him holding the bag, which was
vibrating with a rhythmic purr.
"Nice kitty." Miles hoisted it with a sigh, and began walking—hobbling—home.
He awoke blearily the next morning engulfed in rumbling black fur.
"Friendly thing, isn't it?" remarked Ivan.
Miles
fought his way clear, spitting fuzz. The salesman had lied: clearly the
near-beast ate people, not radiation. It enveloped them secretly in the
night and ingested them like an amoeba—he'd left it on the foot of his
bed, dammit. Thousands of little kids, sliding under their blankets to
protect them from the monsters in their closets, were in for a shocking
surprise. The cultured fur salesman was clearly a Cetagandan
agent-provocateur assassin. . . .
Ivan, wearing
his underwear and with his toothbrush sticking jauntily out between
gleaming incisors, paused to run his hands through the black silk. It
rippled, as if trying to arch into the strokes.
"
'At's amazing," Ivan's unshaven jaw worked, shifting the toothbrush
around. "You want to rub it all over your skin."
Miles pictured Ivan, lolling. . . . "Yech," he shuddered. "God. Where'sa coffee?"
"Downstairs.
After you're dressed all nice and regulation. Try to at least look as
if you'd been in bed since yesterday afternoon."
Miles
smelled trouble instantly when Galeni called him, alone, into his
office a half hour after their work-shift started.
"Good
morning, Lieutenant Vorkosigan," Galeni smiled, falsely affable.
Galeni's false smile was as horrendous as his rare real one was
charming. "Morning, sir," Miles nodded warily. "All over your acute
osteo-inflammatory attack, I see."
"Yes, sir."
"Do sit down."
"Thank
you, sir." Miles sat, gingerly—no pain pills this morning. After last
night's adventure, topped by that unsettling hallucination in the
tubeway, Miles had flushed them, and made a mental note to tell his
fleet surgeon that there was yet another med she could cross off his
list. Galeni's eyebrows drew down in a flash of doubt. Then his eye
fell on Miles's bandaged right hand. Miles shifted in his seat, and
tried to be casual about tucking it behind the small of his back.
Galeni grimaced sourly, and keyed up his holovid display.
"I
picked up a fascinating item on the local news this morning," said
Galeni. "I thought you'd like to see it too." I think I'd rather drop dead on your carpet, sir.
Miles
had no doubt about what was coming. Damn, and he'd only worried about
the Cetagandan embassy picking it up.
The
journalist from Euronews Network began her introduction—clearly, this
part had been made a little later, for the wineshop fire was dying down
in the background. When the cut with Admiral Naismith's smudged,
strained face came on, it was still burning merrily. ". . . unfortunate
misunderstanding," Miles heard his own Betan voice coughing. "—I
promise a full investigation …" The long shot of himself and the
unhappy clerk rolling out the front door on fire was only moderately
spectacular. Too bad it couldn't have been nighttime, to bring out the
full splendor of the pyrotechnics. The frightened fury in the holovid
Naismith's face was faintly echoed in Galeni's. Miles felt a certain
sympathy. It was no pleasure commanding subordinates who failed to
follow orders and sprang dangerous idiocies on you. Galeni was not
going to be happy about this.
The news clip ended
at last, and Galeni flipped the off-switch. He leaned back in his chair
and regarded Miles steadily. "Well?"
This was not,
Miles's instincts warned him, the time to get cute. "Sir, Commander
Quinn called me away from the embassy yesterday afternoon to handle
this situation because I was the closest ranking Dendarii officer. In
the event, her fears proved fully justified. My prompt intervention did
prevent unnecessary injuries, perhaps deaths. I must apologize for
absenting myself without leave. I cannot regret it, however."
"Apologize?"
purred Galeni, suppressing fury. "You were out, AWOL, unguarded in
direct defiance of standing orders. I missed the pleasure, evidently by
seconds, of making my next report to Security HQ a query of where to
ship your broiled body. Most interesting of all you managed to,
apparently, teleport in and out of the embassy without leaving a ripple
in my security records. And you plan to wave it all off with an
apology? I think not, Lieutenant."
Miles stood the
only ground he had. "I was not without a bodyguard, sir. Commander
Quinn was present. I wave off nothing."
"Then you
can begin by explaining precisely how you passed out, and back in,
through my security net without anyone noticing you." Galeni leaned
back in his chair with his arms folded, frowning fiercely.
"I
…" here was the fork of the thing. Confession might be good for his
soul, but should he rat on Ivan? "I left in a group of guests departing
the reception through the main public entrance. Since I was wearing my
Dendarii uniform, the guards assumed I was one of them."
"And your return?"
Miles
fell silent. Galeni ought to be put in full possession of the facts, in
order to repair his net, but among other things Miles didn't know
himself exactly how Ivan had diddled the vid scanners, not to mention
the guard corporal. He'd fallen into bed without asking the details.
"You cannot protect Vorpatril, Lieutenant," remarked Galeni. "He's my meat next after you."
"What
makes you think Ivan was involved?" Miles's mouth went on, buying time
to think. No, he should have thought first.
Galeni looked disgusted. "Get serious, Vorkosigan."
Miles
took a breath. "Everything Ivan did, he did at my command. The
responsibility is entirely mine. If you'll agree that no charges will
fall upon him, I'll ask him to give you a complete report on how he
created the temporary hole in the net."
"You will, eh?" Galeni's lips twisted. "Has it occurred to you yet that Lieutenant Vorpatril is above you in this chain of command?"
"No, sir," gulped Miles. "It, er . . . slipped my mind."
"His too, it appears."
"Sir.
I had originally planned to be gone only a short time, and arranging my
return was the least of my worries. As the situation extended itself,
it was apparent to me that I should return openly, but when I did get
back it was two in the morning and he'd gone to a great deal of
trouble—it seemed ungrateful—"
"And besides," Galeni interpolated sotto voce, "it looked like it might work. …"
Miles suppressed an involuntary grin. "Ivan is an innocent party. Charge me as you wish, sir."
"Thank you, Lieutenant, for your kind permission."
Goaded,
Miles snapped, "Dammit, sir, what would you have of me? The Dendarii
are as much Barrayaran troops as any who wear the Emperor's uniform,
even if they don't know it. They are my assigned charge. I cannot
neglect their urgent needs even to play the part of Lieutenant
Vorkosigan."
Galeni rocked back in his chair, his eyebrows shooting up. "Play the part of Lieutenant Vorkosigan? Who do you think you are?"
"I'm
…" Miles fell silent, seized by a sudden vertigo, like falling down a
defective lift tube. For a dizzy moment, he could not even make sense
of the question. The silence lengthened.
Galeni folded his hands on his desk with an unsettled frown. His voice went mild. "Lose track, did you?"
"I'm
…" Miles's hands opened helplessly. "It's my duty, when I'm Admiral
Naismith, to be Admiral Naismith as hard as I can. I don't usually have
to switch back and forth like this."
Galeni cocked his head. "But Naismith isn't real. You said so yourself."
"Uh
. . . right, sir. Naismith isn't real." Miles inhaled. "But his duties
are. We must set up some more rational arrangement for me to be able to
carry them out."
Galeni did not seem to realize
that when Miles had, however inadvertantly, entered his chain of
command, it had expanded not by one but by five thousand. Yet if he did
awake to the fact, might he start messing with the Dendarii? Miles's
teeth closed on the impulse to point out this possibility in any way. A
hot flash of—jealousy?—shot through him. Let Galeni continue, please
God, to think of the Dendarii as Miles's personal affair. . . .
"Hm."
Galeni rubbed his forehead. "Yes, well—in the meantime, when Admiral
Naismith's duties call, you come to me first, Lieutenant Vorkosigan."
He sighed. "Consider yourself on probation. I would order you confined
to quarters, but the ambassador has specifically requested your
presence for escort duties this afternoon. But be aware that I could
have made serious charges. Disobeying a direct order, for instance."
"I'm . . . keenly aware of that, sir. Uh . . . and Ivan?"
"We'll see about Ivan." Galeni shook his head, apparently contemplating Ivan. Miles couldn't blame him.
"Yes, sir," said Miles, deciding he'd pushed as hard as he dared, for now.
"Dismissed."
Great,
thought Miles sardonically, exiting Galeni's office. First he thought I
was insubordinate. Now he just thinks I'm crazy. Whoever I am.
The
afternoon's political-social event was a reception and dinner in honor
of a visit to Earth of the Baba of Lairouba. The Baba, hereditary
head-of-state of his planet, was combining political and religious
duties. After completing his pilgrimage to Mecca he had come to London
for participation in the right-of-passage talks for the Western Orion
Arm group of planets. Tau Ceti was the hub of this nexus, and Komarr
connected to it through two routes, hence Barrayar's interest.
Miles's
duties were the usual. In this case he found himself partnering one of
the Baba's four wives. He wasn't sure whether to classify her as a
dread dowager or not—her bright brown eyes and smooth chocolate hands
were pretty enough, but the rest of her was swathed in yards of creamy
silk edged with gold embroidery that suggested a zaftig pulchritude,
like a very enticing mattress.
Her wit he could
not gauge, as she spoke neither English, French, Russian nor Greek, in
their Barrayaran dialects or any other, and he spoke neither Lairouban
nor Arabic. The box of keyed translator earbugs had unfortunately been
mis-delivered to an unknown address on the other side of London,
leaving half the diplomats present able only to stare at their
counterparts and smile. Miles and the lady communicated basic needs by
mime—salt, ma'am?—with good will through dinner, and he made her laugh
twice. He wished he knew why.
Even more
unfortunately, before the after-dinner speeches could be cancelled a
box of replacement ear-bugs was delivered by a panting caterer's assist
ant. There followed several speeches in a variety of tongues for the
benefit of the press corps. Things broke up, the zaftig lady was swept
off Miles's hands by two of her co-wives, and he began to make his way
across the room back to the Barrayaran ambassador's party. Hounding a
soaring alabaster pillar holding up the arched ceiling, he came face to
face with the lady journalist from Euronews Network.
"Man Dieu, it's the little admiral," she said cheerfully. "What are you doing here?"
Ignoring
the anguished scream inside his skull, Miles schooled his features to
an—exquisitely—polite blankness. "I beg your pardon, ma'am?"
"Admiral
Naismith Or …" She took in his uniform, her eyes lighting with
interest. "Is this some mercenary covert operation, Admiral?"
A
beat passed. Miles allowed his eyes to widen, his hand to stray to his
weaponless trouser seam and twitch there. "My God," he choked in a
voice of horror—not hard, that—"Do you mean to tell me Admiral Naismith
has been seen on Earth?"
Her chin lifted, and her lips parted in a little half-smile of disbelief. "In your mirror, surely."
Were his eyebrows visibly singed? His right hand was still bandaged. Not a burn, ma'am, Miles thought wildly. I cut it shaving. . . .
Miles
came to full attention, snapping his polished boot heels together, and
favored her with a small, formal bow. In a proud, hard, and thickly
Barrayaran-accented voice, he said, "You are mistaken, ma'am. I am Lord
Miles Vorkosigan of Barrayar. Lieutenant in the Imperial Service. Not
that I don't aspire to the rank you name, but it's a trifle premature."
She smiled sweetly. "Are you entirely recovered from your burns, sir?"
Miles's
eyebrows rose—no, he shouldn't have drawn attention to them—"Naismith's
been burned? You have seen him? When? Can we speak of this? The man you
name is of the greatest interest to Barrayaran Imperial Security."
She looked him up and down. "So I would imagine, since you are one and the same."
"Come,
come over here," and how was he going to get out of this one? He took
her by the elbow and steered her toward a private corner. "Of course we
are the same. Admiral Naismith of the Dendarii Mercenaries is my—"
illegitimate twin brother? No, that didn't scan. Light didn't just
dawn, it came like a nuclear flash at ground zero. "—clone," Miles
finished smoothly.
"What?" Her certainty cracked; her attention riveted upon him.
"My
clone," Miles repeated in a firmer voice. "He's an extraordinary
creation. We think, though we've never been able to confirm it, that he
was the result of an intended Cetagandan covert operation that went
greatly awry. The Cetagandans are certainly capable of the medical end
of it, anyway. The real facts of their military genetic experiments
would horrify you." Miles paused. That last was true enough. "Who are
you, by the way?"
"Lise Vallerie," she flashed her press cube at him, "Euronews Network."
The
very fact she was willing to reintroduce herself confirmed he'd chosen
the right tack. "Ah," he drew back from her slightly, "the news
services. I didn't realize. Excuse me, ma'am. I should not be talking
to you without permission from my superiors." He made to turn away.
"No, wait—ah—Lord Vorkosigan. Oh—you're not related to that Vorkosigan, are you?"
He jerked up his chin and tried to look stern. "My father."
"Oh," she breathed in a tone of enlightenment, "that explains it."
Thought it might,
Miles thought smugly. He made a few more little escaping-motions. She
clamped to him like a limpet. "No, please … if you don't tell me, I
shall surely investigate it on my own."
"Well …"
Miles paused. "It's all rather old data, from our point of view. I can
tell you a few things, I suppose, since it impinges upon me so
personally. But it is not for public dissemination. You must give me
your word of that, first."
"A Barrayaran Vor lord's word is his bond, is it not?" she said. "I never reveal my sources."
"Very
well," nodded Miles, pretending he was under the impression she'd
promised, though her words in fact had said nothing of the sort. He
nabbed a pair of chairs, and they settled themselves out of the way of
the roboservers clearing the banquet debris. Miles cleared his throat,
and launched himself.
"The biological construct
who calls himself Admiral Naismith is … perhaps the most dangerous man
in the galaxy. Cunning—resolute—both Cetagandan and Barrayaran Security
have attempted, in the past, to assassinate him, without success. He's
started to build himself a power-base, with his Dendarii Mercenaries.
We still don't know what his long-range plans for this private army
are, except that he must have some."
Vallerie's
finger went to her lips doubtfully. "He seemed—pleasant enough, when I
spoke with him. Allowing for the circumstance. A brave man, certainly."
"Aye,
there's the genius and the wonder of the man," cried Miles, then
decided he'd better tone it down a bit. "Charisma. Surely the
Cetagandans, if it was the Cetagandans, must have intended something
extraordinary for him. He's a military genius, you know."
"Wait
a moment," she said. "He is a true clone, you say—not just an exterior
copy? Then he must be even younger than yourself."
"Yes.
His growth, his education, were artificially accelerated, apparently to
the limits of the process. But where have you seen him?"
"Here in London," she answered, started to say more, and then stopped. "But you say Barrayar is trying to kill him?" She drew away from him slightly. "I think perhaps I'd better let you trace him yourselves."'
"Oh,
not anymore." Miles laughed shortly. "Now we just keep track of him.
He'd dropped out of sight recently, you see, which makes my own
security extremely nervous. Clearly, he must have been originally
created for some sort of substitution plot aimed ultimately against my
father. But seven years ago he went renegade, broke away from his
captors-creators, and started working for himself. We—Barrayar—know too
much about him now, and he and I have diverged too much, for him to
attempt to replace me at this late date."
She eyed him. "He could. He really could."
"Almost."
Miles smiled grimly. "But if you could ever get us in the same room,
you'd see I was almost two centimeters taller than he is. Late growth,
on my part. Hormone treatments …" His invention must give out soon—he
babbled on. …
"The Cetagandans, however, are still
trying to kill him. So for, that's the best proof we have that he's'
actually their creation. Clearly, he must know too much about
something. We'd dearly love to know what." He favored her with an
inviting canine smile, horribly false. She drew back slightly more.
Miles
let his fists close angrily. "The most offensive thing about the man is
his nerve. He might at least have picked another name for himself, but
he flaunts mine. Perhaps he became used to it when he was training to
be me, as he must have done once. He speaks with a Betan accent, and
takes my mother's Betan maiden name for his surname, Betan-style, and
do you know why?"
Yeah, why, why . . . ?
She shook her head mutely, staring at him in repelled fascination.
"Because
by Betan law regarding clones, he would actually be my legal brother,
that's why! He attempts to gain a false legitimacy for himself. I'm not
sure why. It may be a key to his weakness. He must have a weakness,
somewhere, some chink in his armor—" besides hereditary insanity, of
course—He broke off, panting slightly. Let her think it was from
suppressed rage, and not suppressed terror.
The
ambassador, thank God, was motioning at him from across the room, his
party assembled to depart. "Pardon me, ma'am," Miles rose. "I must
leave you. But, ah … if you encounter the false Naismith again, I
should consider it a great service if you would get in touch with me at
the Barrayaran embassy."
Pour quoi? her lips moved slightly. Rather warily, she rose too. Miles bowed over her hand, executed a neat about-face, and fled.
He
had to restrain himself from skipping down the steps to the Palais de
London in the ambassador's wake. Genius. He was a frigging genius. Why
hadn't he thought of this cover story years ago? Imperial Security
Chief Illyan was going to love it. Even Galeni might be slightly
cheered.
Chapter Five
Miles camped in the corridor outside Captain
Galeni's office the day the courier returned for the second time from
Sector HQ. Exercising great restraint, Miles did not trample the man in
the doorway as he exited, but he let him clear the frame before
plunging within.
Miles came to parade rest before Galeni's desk. "Sir?"
"Yes,
yes, Lieutenant, I know," said Galeni irritably, waving him to wait.
Silence fell while screen after screen of data scrolled above Galeni's
vid plate. At the end Galeni sat back, creases deepening between his
eyes.
"Sir?" Miles reiterated urgently.
Galeni, still frowning, rose and motioned Miles to his station. "See for yourself."
Miles ran it through twice. "Sir—there's nothing here." »
"So I noticed."
Miles
spun to face him. "No credit chit—no orders—no explanation—no nothing.
No reference to my affairs at all. We've waited here twenty bleeding
days for nothing. We could have walked to Tau Ceti and back in that
time. This is insane. This is impossible."
Galeni
leaned thoughtfully on his desk on one splayed hand, staring at the
silent vid plate. "Impossible? No. I've seen orders lost before.
Bureaucratic screw-ups. Important data mis-addressed. Urgent requests
filled away while waiting for someone to return from leave. That sort
of thing happens."
"It doesn't happen to me," hissed Miles through his teeth.
One
of Galeni's eyebrows rose. "You are an arrogant little vorling." He
straightened. "But I suspect you speak the truth. That sort of thing
wouldn't happen to you. Anybody else, yes. Not you. Of course," he
almost smiled, "there's a first time for everything."
"This
is the second time," Miles pointed out. He glowered suspiciously at
Galeni, wild accusations boiling behind his lips. Was this some
bourgeois Komarran's idea of a practical joke? If the orders and credit
chit weren't there, they had to have been intercepted. Unless the
queries hadn't been sent at all. He had only Galeni's word that they
had. But it was inconceivable that Galeni would risk his career merely
to inconvenience an irritating subordinate. Not that a Barrayaran
captain's pay was much loss, as Miles well knew.
Not like eighteen million marks.
Miles's
eyes widened, and his teeth closed behind set lips. A poor man, a man
whose family had lost all its great wealth in, say, the Conquest of
Komarr, could conceivably find eighteen million marks tempting indeed.
Worth risking—much for. It wasn't the way he would have read Galeni,
but what, after all, did Miles really know about the man? Galeni hadn't
spoken one word about his personal history in twenty days' acquaintance.
"What are you going to do now, sir?" Miles jerked out stiffly.
Galeni spread his hands. "Send again."
"Send again. That's all?"
"I can't pull your eighteen million marks out of my pocket, Lieutenant."
Oh, no? We'll just see about that. . . .
He had to get out of here, out of the embassy and back to the Dendarii.
The Dendarii, where he had left his own fully professional
information-gathering experts gathering dust, while he'd wasted twenty
days in immobilized paralysis. … If Galeni had indeed diddled him to
that extent, Miles swore silently, there wasn't going to be a hole deep
enough for him to hide in with his eighteen million stolen marks.
Galeni
straightened and cocked his head, eyes narrowed and absent. "It's a
mystery to me." He added lowly, almost to himself, "… and I don't like
mysteries."
Nervy . . . cool. . . Miles was struck
with admiration for an acting ability almost equal to his own. Yet if
Galeni had embezzled his money, why was he not long gone? What was he
waiting around for? Some signal Miles didn't know about? But he would
find out, oh, yes he would. "Ten more days," said Miles.
Again.
"Sorry, Lieutenant," said Galeni, still abstracted.
You will be. . . .
"Sir, I must have a day with the Dendarii. Admiral Naismith's duties
are piling up. For one thing, thanks to this delay we're now absolutely
forced to raise a temporary loan from commercial sources to stay
current with our expenses. I have to arrange it."
"I regard your personal security with the Dendarii as totally insufficient, Vorkosigan."
"So add some from the embassy if you feel you have to. The clone story surely took some of the pressure off."
"The clone story was idiotic," snapped Galeni, coming out of himself.
"It
was brilliant," said Miles, offended at this criticism of his creation.
"It completely compartmentalizes Naismith and Vorkosigan at last. It
disposes of the most dangerous ongoing weakness of the whole scam, my .
. . unique and memorable appearance. Undercover operatives shouldn't be
memorable."
"What makes you think that vid reporter will ever share her discoveries with the Cetagandans anyway?"
"We
were seen together. By millions on the holovid, for God's sake. Oh,
they'll be around to ask her questions, all right, one way or another."
A slight twinge of fear—but surely the Cetagandans would send somebody
to pump the woman subtly. Not just snatch, drain, and dispose of her,
not a publicly prominent Earth citizen right here on Earth.
"In
that case, why the hell did you pick the Cetagandans as Admiral
Naismith's putative creators? The one thing they'll know for sure is
that they didn't do it."
"Verisimilitude," explained Miles. "If even we don't know where the clone really came from, they might not be so surprised that they hadn't heard of him till now either."
"Your
logic has a few glaring weaknesses," sneered Galeni. "It may help your
long-term scam, possibly. But it doesn't help me. Having Admiral
Naismith's corpse on my hands would be just as embarrassing as having
Lord Vorkosigan's. Schizoid or no, not even you can compartmentalize
yourself to that extent."
"I am not schizoid," Miles bit off. "A little manic-depressive, maybe," he admitted in afterthought.
Galeni's lips twitched. "Know thyself."
"We try, sir."
Galeni
paused, then chose perhaps wisely to ignore that one. He snorted and
went on. "Very well, Lieutenant Vorkosigan. I'll assign Sergeant Earth
to supply you with a security perimeter. But I want you to report in no
less than every eight hours by secured comm link. You may have
twenty-four hours' leave."
Miles, drawing breath
to marshall his next argument, was bereft of speech. "Oh," he managed.
"Thank you, sir." And why the hell did Galeni just flip-flop like that?
Miles would give blood and bone to know what was going on behind that
deadpan Roman profile right now.
Miles withdrew in good order before Galeni could change his mind again.
The
Dendarii had chosen the most distant hardstand of those available for
rent at the London shuttleport for security, not economy. The fact that
the distance also made it the cheapest was merely an added and
delightful bonus. The hardstand was actually in the open, at the far
end of the field, surrounded by lots of empty, naked tarmac. Nothing
could sneak up on it without being seen. And if any—untoward
activity—did happen to take place around it, Miles reflected, it was
therefore less likely to fatally involve innocent civilian bystanders.
The choice had been a logical one.
It was also a
damned long walk. Miles tried to step out briskly, and not scurry like
a spider across a kitchen floor. Was he getting a trifle paranoid, as
well as schizoid and manic-depressive? Sergeant Earth, marching along
beside him uncomfortably in civvies, had wanted to deliver him to the
shuttle's hatch in the embassy's armored groundcar. With difficulty
Miles had persuaded him that seven years of painfully careful
subterfuge would go up in smoke if Admiral Naismith was ever seen
getting out of a Barrayaran official vehicle. The good view from the
shuttle hardstand was something that cut two ways, alas. Still, nothing
could sneak up on them.
Unless it was
psychologically disguised, of course. Take that big shuttleport
maintenance float truck over there, for instance, speeding along
busily, hugging the ground. They were all over the place; the eye
quickly became used to their irregular passing. If he were going to
launch an attack, Miles decided, one of those would definitely be the
vehicle of choice. It was wonderfully doubtful. Until it fired first,
no defending Dendarii could be sure he or she wasn't-about to randomly
murder some hapless stray shuttleport employee. Criminally
embarrassing, that, the sort of mistake that wrecked careers.
The
float truck shifted its route. Barth twitched and Miles stiffened. It
looked awfully like an interception course. But dammit, no windows or
doors were opening, no armed men were leaning out to take aim with so
much as a slingshot. Miles and Barth both drew their legal stunners
anyway. Miles tried to separate himself from Barth as Barth tried to
step in front of him, another precious moment's confusion.
And
then the now-hurtling float truck was upon them, rising into the air,
blotting out the bright morning sky. Its smooth sealed surface offered
no target a stunner would matter to. The method of his assassination
was at last clear to Miles. It was to be death by squashing.
Miles
squeaked and spun and scrambled, trying to get up a sprint. The float
truck fell like a monstrous brick as its anti-grav was abruptly
switched off. It seemed like overkill, somehow; didn't they know his
bones could be shattered by an overloaded grocery pallet? There'd be
nothing left of him but a revolting wet smear on the tarmac.
He
dove, rolled—only the blast of displaced air as the truck boomed to the
pavement saved him. He opened his eyes to find the skirt of the truck
centimeters in front of his nose, and recoiled onto his feet as the
maintenance vehicle rose again. Where was Barth? The useless stunner
was still clutched convulsively in Miles's right hand, his knuckles
scraped and bleeding.
Ladder handholds were recessed into a channel on the truck's gleaming side. If he were on it he couldn't be under
it—Miles shook the stunner from his grip and sprang, almost too late,
to cling to the handholds. The truck lurched sideways and flopped
again, obliterating the spot where he'd just been lying. It rose and
fell again with an angry crash. Like an hysterical giant trying to
smash a spider with a slipper. The impact knocked Miles from his
precarious perch, and he hit the pavement rolling, trying to save his
bones. There was no crack in the floor here to scuttle into and hide.
A
line of light widened under the truck as it rose again. Miles looked
for a reddened lump on the tarmac, saw none. Barth? No, over there,
crouched at a distance screaming into his wrist comm. Miles shot to his
feet, zigged, zagged. His heart was pounding so hard it seemed his
blood was about to burst from his ears on adrenalin overload, his
breathing half-stopped despite his straining lungs. Sky and tarmac spun
around him, he'd lost the shuttle—no, there—he started to sprint toward
it. Running had never been his best sport. They'd been right, the
people who'd wanted to disbar him from officer's training on the basis
of his physicals. With a deep vile whine the maintenance truck clawed
its way into the air behind him.
The violent white
blast blew him forward onto his face, skidding over the tarmac. Shards
of metal, glass, and boiling plastic spewed across him. Something
glanced numbly across the back of his skull. He clapped his arms over
his head and tried to melt a hole down into the pavement by heat of
fear alone. His ears hammered but he could only hear a land of roaring
white noise.
A millisecond more, and he realized
he was a stopped target. He jerked onto his side, glaring up and around
for the falling truck. There was no more falling truck.
A
shiny black aircar, however, was dropping swiftly and illegally through
shuttleport traffic control space, no doubt lighting up boards and
setting off alarms on the Londoners' control computers. Well, it was a
lost cause now to try and be inconspicuous. Miles had it pegged as
Barrayaran outer-perimeter backup even before he glimpsed the green
uniforms within, by virtue of the fact that Barth was running toward it
eagerly. No guarantee that the three Dendarii sprinting toward them
from his personnel shuttle had drawn the same conclusions, though.
Miles sprang to his—hands and knees. The abrupt if aborted movement
rendered him dizzy and sick. On the second attempt he made it to his
feet.
Barth was trying to drag him by the elbow toward the settling aircar. "Back to the embassy, sir!" he urged.
A
cursing grey-uniformed Dendarii skidded to a halt a few meters away and
aimed his plasma arc at Barth. "Back off, you!" the Dendarii snarled.
Miles
stepped hastily between the two as Barth's hand went to his jacket.
"Friends, friends!" he cried, flipping his hands palm-out toward both
combatants. The Dendarii paused, doubtful and suspicious, and Barth
clenched his fists at his sides with an effort.
Elli
Quinn cantered up, swinging a rocket-launcher one-handed, its stock
nestled in her armpit, smoke still trickling from its
five-centimeters-wide muzzle. She must have fired from the hip. Her
face was flushed and terrorized.
Sergeant Barth
eyed the rocket-launcher with suppressed fury. "That was a little
close, don't you think?" he snapped at Elli. "You damn near blew him up
with your target." Jealous, Miles realized, because he hadn't had a rocket launcher.
Elli's
eyes widened in outrage. "It was better than nothing. Which was what
you came equipped with, apparently!"
Miles raised
his right hand—his left shoulder spasmed when he tried to raise the
other arm—and dabbed gingerly at the back of his head. His hand came
away red and wet. Scalp wound, bleeding like a stuck pig but not
dangerous. Another clean uniform shot.
"It's
awkward to carry major ordnance on the tubeway, Elli," Miles intervened
mildly, "nor could we have gotten it through shuttleport security." He
paused and eyed the smoking remnant of the float truck. "Even they
couldn't get weapons through shuttleport security, it seems. Whoever
they were."
He nodded significantly toward the second Dendarii who, taking the hint, went off to investigate,
"Come
away, sir!" Barth urged anew. "You're injured. The police will be here.
You shouldn't be mixed up in this."
Lieutenant
Lord Vorkosigan shouldn't be mixed up in this, he meant, and he was
absolutely right. "God, yes, Sergeant. Go. Take a circuitous route back
to the embassy. Don't let anyone trace you."
"But sir—"
"My own security—which has just demonstrated its effectiveness, I think—will take over now. Go."
"Captain Galeni will have my head on a platter if—"
"Sergeant, Simon Illyan himself will have my head on a platter if my cover is blown. That's an order. Go!"
The
dreaded Chief of Imperial Security was a name to conjure with. Torn and
distressed, Barth allowed Miles to chivvy him toward the aircar. Miles
breathed a sigh of relief as it streaked away. Galeni really would lock
him in the basement forever if he went back now.
The
Dendarii guard was returning, grim and a little green, from the
scattered remains of the float truck. "Two men, sir," he reported. "At
least, I think they were male, and there were at least two, judging
from the number of, um, parts remaining."
Miles looked at Elli and sighed. "Nothing left to question, eh?"
She shrugged an insincere apology. "Oh—you're bleeding . . ." She closed on him fussily.
Damn.
If there had been something left to question, Miles would have been in
favor of shoveling it onto the shuttle and taking off, clearance or no
clearance, to continue his investigation in the Triumph's
sickbay unimpeded by the legal constraints that would doubtless delay
the local authorities. The London constables could scarcely be more
unhappy with him anyway. From the looks of things he'd be dealing with
them again shortly. Fire equipment and shuttleport vehicles were
converging on them even now.
Still, the London
police employed some 60,000 individuals, an army much larger, if less
heavily equipped, than his own. Maybe he could sic them on the
Cetagandans, or whoever was behind this.
"Who were those guys?" asked the Dendarii guard, glancing in the direction the black aircar had gone.
"Never mind," said Miles. "They weren't here, you never saw 'em."
"Yes, sir."
He loved the Dendarii. They didn't argue
with him. He submitted to Elli's first aid, and began mentally
marshalling his story for the police. The police and he were doubtless
going to be quite tired of each other before his visit to Earth was
over.
Before the forensic lab team had even
arrived on the tarmac, Miles turned to find Lise Vallerie at his elbow.
He should have expected her. Since Lord Vorkosigan had exerted himself
to repel her, Admiral Naismith now marshalled his charm, struggling to
remember just which of his personas had told her what.
"Admiral Naismith. Trouble certainly seems to follow you!" she began.
"This
did," he said affably, smiling up at her with what fragmented calm he
could muster under the circumstances. The holovid man was off recording
elsewhere on-site—she must be trying to set up something more than an
off-the-cuff spot interview.
"Who were those men?"
"A
very good question, now in the lap of the London police. My personal
theory is that they were Cetagandan, seeking revenge for certain
Dendarii operations, ah, not against them, but in support of one of
their victims. But you had better not quote that. No proof. You could
be sued for defamation or something."
"Not if it's a quote. You don't think they were Barrayarans?"
"Barrayarans! What do you know of Barrayar?" He let startlement segue into bemusement.
"I've been looking into your past," she smiled.
"By asking the Barrayarans? I trust you don't believe everything they say of me."
"I didn't. They
think you were created by the Cetagandans. I've been looking for
independent corroboration, from my own private sources. I found an
immigrant who used to work in a cloning laboratory. His memory was
somewhat lacking in detail, unfortunately. He had been forcibly
debriefed at the time he was fired. What he could remember was
appalling. The Dendarii Free Mercenary Fleet is officially registered
out of Jackson's Whole, is it not?"
"A legal
convenience only. We're not connected in any other way, if that's what
you're asking. You've been doing some homework, eh?" Miles craned his
neck. Over by a police groundcar, Elli Quinn was gesticulating vividly
to an earnest constable captain.
"Of course," said
Vallerie. "I'd like, with your cooperation, to do an in-depth feature
on you. I think it would be extremely interesting to our viewers."
"Ah
. . . The Dendarii do not seek publicity. Quite the reverse. It could
endanger our operations and operatives." .
"You
personally, then. Nothing current. How you came to this. Who had you
cloned, and why—I already know from whom. Your early memories. I
understand you underwent accelerated growth and hypnotic training. What
was it like? And so on."
"It was unpleasant," he
said shortly. Her offered feature was a tempting notion indeed, apart
from the fact that after Galeni had him skinned, Illyan would have him
stuffed and mounted. And he rather liked Vallerie. It was all very well
to float a few useful fictions into the air through her, but too close
an association with him just now—he glanced across the tarmac at the
police lab team now arrived and poking about the remains of the float
truck—could be bad for her health. "I have a better idea. Why don't you
do an expose on the civilian illegal cloning business?"
"It's been done."
"Yet the practices still go on. Apparently not enough has been done."
She
looked less than thrilled. "If you would work closely with me, Admiral
Naismith, you would have some input into the feature. If you
don't—well, you are news. Fair game."
He shook his
head reluctantly. "Sorry. You're on your own." The scene by the police
groundcar compelled his attention. "Excuse me," he said distractedly.
She shrugged and went to catch up with her vid-man as Miles jogged off.
They were taking Elli away.
"Don't worry, Miles, I've been arrested before," she tried to reassure him. "It's no big deal."
"Commander
Quinn is my personal bodyguard," Miles protested to the police captain,
"and she was on duty. Manifestly. She still is. I need her!"
"Sh, Miles, calm down," Elli whispered to him, "or they could end up taking you too."
"Me! I'm the bloody victim! It's those two goons who tried to flatten me who should be under arrest."
"Well,
they're taking them away too, as soon as the forensic guys get the bags
filled. You can't expect the authorities to just take our word for it
all. They'll check out the facts, they'll corroborate our story, then
they'll release me." She twinkled a smile at the captain, who melted
visibly. "Policemen are human too."
"Didn't your
mother ever tell you never to get in a car with strangers?" Miles
muttered. But she was right. If he kicked up much more fuss it might
occur to the constables to order his shuttle grounded, or worse. He
wondered if the Dendarii would ever get back the rocket-launcher, now
impounded as the murder weapon. He wondered if getting his key
bodyguard arrested was step one of a deep-laid plot against him. He
wondered if his fleet surgeon had any psychoactive drugs to treat
galloping paranoia. If she did, he'd probably be allergic to them. He
ground his teeth and took a deep, calming breath.
A
two-man Dendarii mini-shuttle was rolling up to the hardstand. What was
this, now? Miles glanced at his wrist chrono, and realized he'd lost
almost five hours out of his precious twenty-four fooling around here
at the shuttleport. Knowing what time it was, he knew who had arrived,
and swore in frustration under his breath. Elli used the new
distraction to prod the police captain into motion, sketching Miles a
breezy, reassuring salute by way of farewell. The reporter, thank God,
had gone off to interview the shuttleport authorities.
Lieutenant
Bone, squeaky-clean, polished, and striking in her best velvet dress
greys, exited her shuttle and approached the remnant of men left at the
foot of the larger shuttle's ramp. "Admiral Naismith, sir? Are you
ready for our appointment. . . Oh, dear …"
He
flashed her a toothy grin from his bruised and dirt-smudged face,
conscious of his hair, matted and sticky with drying blood, his
blood-soaked collar and spattered jacket and ripped trouser knees.
"Would you buy a used pocket dreadnought from this man?" he chirped at
her.
"It won't do," she sighed. "The bank we're dealing with is very conservative."
"No sense of humor?"
"Not where their money is concerned."
"Right."
He bit short further quips; they were too close to nervous-involuntary.
He made to run his hands through his hair, winced, and changed the
gesture to a gentle probing touch around the temporary plas dressing.
"And all my spare uniforms are in orbit—and I'm not anxious to go
carting around London without Quinn at my back. Not now, anyway. And I
need to see the surgeon about this shoulder, there's something still
not right—" throbbing agony, if you wanted to get technical about
it—"and there are some new and serious doubts about just where our
outstanding credit transfer went."
"Oh?" she said, alert to the essential point.
"Nasty
doubts, which I need to check out. All right," he sighed, yielding to
the inevitable, "cancel our appointment at the bank for today. Set up
another one for tomorrow if you can."
"Yes, sir." She saluted and moved off.
"Ah," he called after her, "you needn't mention why I was unavoidably detained, eh?"
One corner of her mouth tugged upward. "I wouldn't dream of it," she assured him fervently.
Back in close Earth orbit aboard the Triumph,
a visit to his fleet surgeon revealed a hairline crack in Miles's left
scapula, a diagnosis which surprised him not at all. The surgeon
treated it with electrastim and put his left arm in an excessively
annoying plastic immobilizer. Miles bitched until the surgeon
threatened to put his entire body in a plastic immobilizer. He slunk
out of sickbay as soon as she was done treating the gouge on the back
of his head, before she got carried away with the obvious medical merit
of the idea.
After getting cleaned up, Miles
tracked down Captain Elena Bothari-Jesek, one of the triumvirate of
Dendarii who knew his real identity, the other being her husband and
Miles's fleet engineer, Commodore Baz Jesek. Elena in fact probably
knew as much about Miles as he did himself. She was the daughter of his
late bodyguard, and they had grown up together. She had become an
officer of the Dendarii by Miles's fiat back when he'd created them, or
found them lying around, or however one wanted to describe the chaotic
beginnings of this whole hideously overextended covert op. Been named
an officer, rather; she had become one since then by sweat and guts and
fierce study. Her concentration was intense and her fidelity was
absolute, and Miles was as proud of her as if he'd invented her
himself. His other feelings about her were no one's business.
As
he entered the wardroom, Elena sketched him a greeting that was halfway
between a wave and a salute, and smiled her somber smile. Miles
returned her a nod and slid into a seat at her table. "Hello, Elena.
I've got a security mission for you."
Her long,
lithe body was folded into her chair, her dark eyes luminous with
curiosity. Her short black hair was a smooth cap framing her face; pale
skin, features not beautiful yet elegant, sculptured like a hunting
wolfhound. Miles regarded his own short square hands, folded on the
table, lest he lose his eye in the subtle planes of that face. Still.
Always.
"Ah …" Miles glanced around the room, and
caught the eye of a couple of interested techs at a nearby table.
"Sorry, fellows, not for you." He jerked his thumb, and they grinned
and took the hint and their coffee and clattered out.
"What sort of security mission?" she said, biting into her sandwich.
"This
one is to be sealed on both ends, from both the Dendarii point of view
and that of the Barrayaran embassy here on Earth. Especially from the
embassy. A courier job. I want you to get a ticket on the fastest
available commercial transport to Tau Ceti, and take a message from
Lieutenant Vorkosigan to the Imperial Security Sector Headquarters at
the embassy there. My Barrayaran commanding officer here on Earth
doesn't know I'm sending you, and I'd like to keep it that way."
"I'm
. . . not anxious to deal with the Barrayaran command structure," she
said mildly after a moment. Watching her own hands, she was.
"I
know. But since this involves both my identities, it has to be either
you, Baz, or Elli Quinn. The London police have Elli under arrest, and
I can't very well send your husband; some confused underling on Tau
Ceti might try to arrest him."
Elena glanced up
from her hands at that. "Why were the desertion charges against Baz
never dropped by Barrayar?"
"I tried. I thought I
almost had them persuaded. But then Simon Illyan had a spasm of
twitchiness and decided leaving the arrest warrant outstanding, if not
actually pursued, gave him an extra handle on Baz in case of, er,
emergencies. It also gives a little artistic depth to the Dendarii's
cover as a truly independent outfit. I thought Illyan was wrong—in
fact, I told him so, till he finally ordered me to shut up on the
subject. Someday, when I'm giving the orders, I'll see that's changed."
Her eyebrow quirked. "It could be a long wait, at your present rate of promotion—Lieutenant."
"My
Dad's sensitive to charges of nepotism. Captain." He picked up the
sealed data disk he'd been pushing about one-handed on the table top.
"I want you to give this into the hand of the senior military attache
on Tau Ceti, Commodore Destang. Don't send it in via anyone else,
because among my other suspicions is the nasty one that there may be a
leak in the Barrayaran courier channel between here and there. I think
the problem's on this end, but if I'm wrong . . . God, I hope it isn't
Destang himself."
"Paranoid?" she inquired solicitously.
"Getting
more so by the minute. Having Mad Emperor Yuri in my family tree
doesn't help a bit. I'm always wondering if I'm starting to come down
with his disease. Can you be paranoid about being paranoid?"
She smiled sweetly. "If anyone can, it's you."
"Hm.
Well, this particular paranoia is a classic. I softened the language in
the message to Destang—you better read it before you embark. After all,
what would you think of a young officer who was convinced his superiors
were out to get him?"
She tilted her head, winged
eyebrows climbing. "Quite." Miles nodded. He tapped the disk with one
forefinger. "The purpose of your trip is to test a hypothesis—only a
hypothesis, mind you—that the reason our eighteen million marks aren't
here is that they disappeared en route. Just possibly into dear Captain
Galeni's pockets. No corroborative evidence yet, such as Galeni's
sudden and permanent disappearance, and it's not the sort of charge a
young and ambitious officer had better make by mistake. I've embedded
it in four other theories, in the report, but that's the one I'm hot
about. You must find out if HQ ever dispatched our money."
"You don't sound hot. You sound unhappy."
"Yes, well, it's certainly the messiest possibility. It has a deal of forceful logic behind it."
"So what's the hook?"
"Galeni's a Komarran."
"Who cares? So much the more likely that you're right, then."
I care.
Miles shook his head. What, after all, were Barrayaran internal
politics to Elena, who had sworn passionately never to set foot on her
hated home world again?
She shrugged, and uncoiled to her feet, pocketing the disk.
He
did not attempt to capture her hands. He did not make a single move
that might embarrass them both. Old friends were harder to come by than
new lovers.
Oh, my oldest friend.
Still. Always.
Chapter Six
He ate a sandwich and slurped coffee for dinner
in his cabin while he perused Dendarii fleet status reports. Repairs
had been completed and approved on the Triumph's surviving
combat drop shuttles. And paid for, alas, the money now passed beyond
recall. Refit chores were all caught up throughout the fleet, downside
leaves used up, spit spat and polish polished off. Boredom was setting
in. Boredom and bankruptcy.
The Cetagandans had it
all wrong, Miles decided bitterly. It wasn't war that would destroy the
Dendarii, it was peace. If their enemies would just stay their hands
and wait patiently, the Dendarii, his creation, would collapse all on
its own without any outside assistance.
His cabin
buzzer blatted, a welcome interruption to the dark and winding chain of
his thoughts. He keyed the comm on his desk. "Yes?"
"It's Elli."
His
hand leapt eagerly to tap the lock control. "Enter! You're back before
I'd expected. I was afraid you'd be stuck down there like Danio. Or
worse, with Danio."
He wheeled his chair around,
the room seeming suddenly brighter as the door hissed open, though a
lumen-meter might not have registered it. Elli waved him a salute and
hitched a hip over the edge of his desk. She smiled, but her eyes
looked tired.
"Told you," she said. "In feet there
was some talk of making me a permanent guest. I was sweet, I was
cooperative, I was nearly prim, trying to convince them I wasn't a
homicidal menace to society and they really could let me back out on
the streets, but I was making no headway till their computers suddenly
hit the jackpot. The lab came back with ID's on those two men I …
killed, at the shuttleport."
Miles understood the
little hesitation before her choice of terms. Someone else might have
picked a breezier euphemism—blew away, or offed— distancing himself from the consequences of his action. Not Quinn.
"Interesting,
I take it," he said encouragingly. He made his voice calm, drained of
any hint of judgment. Would that the ghosts of your enemies only
escorted you to hell. But no, they had to hang about your shoulder
interminably, waiting until that service was called for. Maybe the
notches Danio gouged in the hilts of his weapons weren't such a
tasteless idea after all. Surely it was a greater sin to forget a
single dead man in your tally. "Tell me about them."
"They
turned out to be both known to and desired by the Eurolaw Net. They
were—how shall I put this—soldiers of the sub-economy. Professional hit
men. Locals."
Miles winced. "Good God, what have I ever done to them?"
"I
doubt they were after you of their own accord. They were almost
certainly hirelings, contracted by a third party or parties unknown,
though I imagine we could both give it a good guess."
"Oh,
no. The Cetagandan Embassy is sub-contracting my assassination now? I
suppose it makes sense: Galeni said they were understaffed. But do you
realize—" he rose and began to pace in his agitation, "this means I
could be attacked again from any quarter. Anywhere, any time. By
totally un-personally-motivated strangers."
"A security nightmare," she agreed.
"I don't suppose the police were able to trace their employer?"
"No
such luck. Not yet, anyway. I did direct their attention to the
Cetagandans, as candidates for the motive leg of any
method-motive-opportunity triangle they may try to put together."
"Good.
Can we make anything of the method and opportunity parts ourselves?"
Miles wondered aloud. "The end results of their attempt would seem to
indicate they were a trifle under-prepared for their task."
"From
my point of view their method looked like it came awfully damn close to
working," she remarked. "It suggests, though, that opportunity might
have been their limiting factor. I mean, Admiral Naismith doesn't just
go into hiding when you go downside, tricky as it would be to find one
man among nine billion. He literally ceases to exist anywhere, zip!
There was evidence these guys had been hanging around the shuttleport
for some days waiting for you."
"Ugh." His visit
to Earth was quite spoiled. Admiral Naismith was, it appeared, a danger
to himself and others. Earth was too congested. What if his assailants
next tried to blow up a whole tubeway car or restaurant to reach their
target? An escort to hell by the souls of his enemies was one thing,
but what if he were standing beside a class of primary-school children
next round?
"Oh, by the way, I did see Private
Danio when I was downside," Elli added, examining a chipped fingernail.
"His case is coming up for judicial review in a couple of days, and he
asked me to ask you to come."
Miles snarled under
his breath. "Oh, sure. A potentially unlimited number of total
strangers are trying to off me, and he wants me to schedule a public
appearance. For target practice, no doubt."
Elli grinned, and nibbled her fingernail off evenly. "He wants a character witness by someone who knows him."
"Character
witness! I wish I knew where he hid his scalp collection; I'd bring it
just to show the judge. Sociopath therapy was invented for
people like him. No, no. The last person he wants for a character
witness is someone who knows him." Miles sighed, subsiding. "Send
Captain Thorne. Betan, got a lot of cosmopolitan savoir faire, should be able to lie well on the witness stand."
"Good choice," Elli applauded. "It's about time you started delegating some of your work load."
"I
delegate all the time," he objected. "I am extremely glad, for
instance, that I delegated my personal security to you."
She
flipped up a hand, grimacing, as if to bat away the implied compliment
before it could land. Did his words bite? "I was slow."
"You
were fast enough." Miles wheeled and came to face her, or at any rate
her throat. She had folded back her jacket for comfort, and the arc of
her black T-shirt intersected her collarbone in a kind of abstract,
aesthetic sculpture. The scent of her—no perfume, just woman—rose warm
from her skin.
"I think you were right," she said. "Officers shouldn't go shopping in the company store—"
Dammit, thought Miles, I only said that back then because I was in love with Baz Jesek's wife and didn't want to say so—better to never say so—
"—
it really does distract from duty. I watched you, walking toward us
across the shuttleport, and for a couple of minutes, critical minutes,
security was the last thing on my mind."
"What was
the first thing on your mind?" Miles asked hopefully, before his better
sense could stop him. Wake up man, you could fumble your whole future
in the next thirty seconds.
Her smile was rather
pained. "I was wondering what you'd done with that stupid cat blanket,
actually," she said lightly.
"I left it at the
embassy. I was going to bring it," and what wouldn't he give to whip it
out now, and invite her to sit with him on the edge of his bed? "but I
had some other things on my mind. I haven't told you yet about the
latest wrinkle in our tangled finances. I suspect—" dammit, business
again, intruding into this personal moment, this would-be personal
moment. "I'll tell you about that later. Right now I want to talk about
us. I have to talk about us."
She moved back from
him slightly; Miles amended his words hastily, "and about duty." She
stopped retreating. His right hand touched her uniform collar, turned
it over, slid over the smooth cool surface of her rank insignia.
Nervous as lint-picking. He drew his hand back, clenched it over his
breast to control it.
"I … have a lot of duties,
you see. Sort of a double dose. There's Admiral Naismith's duties, and
there's Lieutenant Vorkosigan's duties. And then there's Lord
Vorkosigan's duties. A triple dose."
Her eyebrows
were arched, her lips pursed, her eyes blandly inquiring; supernal
patience, yes, she'd wait for him to make an ass of himself at his own
pace. His pace was becoming headlong.
"You're
familiar with Admiral Naismith's duties. But they're the least of my
troubles, really. Admiral Naismith is subordinate to Lieutenant
Vorkosigan, who exists only to serve Barrayaran Imperial Security, to
which he has been posted by the wisdom and mercy of his Emperor. Well,
his Emperor's advisors, anyway. In short, Dad. You know that story."
She nodded.
"That
business about not getting personally involved with anyone on his staff
may be true enough for Admiral Naismith …"
"I'd
wondered, later, whether that . . . incident in the lift tube might
have been some kind of test," she said reflectively.
This
took a moment to sink in. "Eugh! No!" Miles yelped. "What a repulsively
lowdown, mean and scurvy trick that would have been—no. No test. Quite
real."
"Ah," she said, but failed to reassure him
of her conviction with, say, a heartfelt hug. A heartfelt hug would be
very reassuring just now. But she just stood there, regarding him, in a
stance uncomfortably like parade rest.
"But you
have to remember, Admiral Naismith isn't a real man. He's a construct.
I invented him. With some important parts missing, in retrospect."
"Oh, rubbish, Miles." She touched his cheek lightly. "What is this, ectoplasm?"
"Let's
get back, all the way back, to Lord Vorkosigan," Miles forged on
desperately. He cleared his throat and with an effort dropped his voice
back into his Barrayaran accent. "You've barely met Lord Vorkosigan."
She grinned at his change of voice. "I've heard you do his accent. It's charming if, um, rather incongruous."
"I don't do his accent, he does mine. That is—I think—" he stopped, tangled. "Barrayar is bred in my bones."
Her
eyebrows lifted, their ironic tilt blunted by her clear good will.
"Literally, as I understand it. I shouldn't think you'd thank them, for
poisoning you before you'd even managed to get born."
"They
weren't after me, they were after my father. My mother—" considering
just where he was attempting to steer this conversation, it might be
better to avoid expanding upon the misfired assassination attempts of
the last twenty-five years. "Anyway, that kind of thing hardly ever
happens any more."
"What was that out there on the shuttleport today, street ballet?"
"It wasn't a Barrayaran assassination."
"You don't know that," she remarked cheerfully.
Miles
opened his mouth and hung, stunned by a new and even more horrible
paranoia. Captain Galeni was a subtle man, if Miles had read him
aright. Captain Galeni could be far ahead down any linked chain of
logic of interest to him. Suppose he was indeed guilty of embezzlement.
And suppose he had anticipated Miles's suspicions. And suppose he'd
spotted a way to keep money and career both, by eliminating his
accuser. Galeni, after all, had known just when Miles was to be at the
shuttleport. Any local dealer in death that the Cetagandan embassy
could hire, the Barrayaran embassy could hire just as readily, just as
covertly. "We'll talk about that—later—too," he choked.
"Why not now?"
"BECAUSE
I'M—" he stopped, took a deep breath, "trying to say something else,"
he continued in a small, tightly contained voice.
There was a pause. "Say on," Elli encouraged.
"Um,
duties. Well, just as Lieutenant Vorkosigan contains all of Admiral
Naismith's duties, plus others of his own, so Lord Vorkosigan contains
all of Lieutenant Vorkosigan, plus duties of his own. Political duties
separate from and overarching a lieutenant's military duties. And, um .
. . family duties." His palm was damp; he rubbed it unobtrusively on
the seam of his trousers. This was even harder than he'd thought it
would be. But no harder, surely, than someone who'd had her face blown
away once having to face plasma fire again.
"You
make yourself sound like a Venn diagram. 'The set of all sets which are
members of themselves' or something."
"I feel like it," he admitted. "But I've got to keep track somehow."
"What
contains Lord Vorkosigan?" she asked curiously. "When you look in the
mirror when you step out of the shower, what looks back? Do you say to
yourself, Hi, Lord Vorkosigan?"
I avoid looking in mirrors. . . . "Miles, I guess. Just Miles."
"And what contains Miles?"
His right index finger traced over the back of his immobilized left hand. "This skin."
"And that's the last, outer perimeter?"
"I guess."
"Gods," she muttered. "I've fallen in love with a man who thinks he's an onion."
Miles
snickered; he couldn't help it. But—"fallen in love?" His heart lifted
in vast encouragement. "Better than my ancestoress who was supposed to
have thought herself—" no, better not bring that one up either.
But
Elli's curiosity was insatiable; it was why he'd first assigned her to
Dendarii Intelligence, after all, where she'd been so spectacularly
successful. "What?"
Miles cleared his throat. "The
fifth Countess Vorkosigan was said to suffer from the periodic delusion
that she was made of glass."
"What finally happened to her?" asked Elli in a tone of fascination.
"One of her irritated relations eventually dropped and broke her."
"The delusion was that intense?"
"It
was off a twenty-meter-tall turret. I don't know," he said impatiently.
"I'm not responsible for my weird ancestors. Quite the reverse. Exactly
the inverse." He swallowed. "You see, one of Lord Vorkosigan's
non-military duties is to eventually, sometime, somewhere, come up with
a Lady Vorkosigan. The eleventh Countess-Vorkosigan-to-be. It's rather
expected from a man from a strictly patrilinear culture, y'see. You do
know," his throat seemed to be stuffed with cotton, his accent wavered
back and forth, "that these, uh, physical problems of mine," his hand
swept vaguely down the length, or lack of it, of his body, "were
teratogenic. Not genetic. My children should be normal. A fact which
may have saved my life, in view of Barrayar's traditional ruthless
attitude toward mutations. I don't think my grandfather was ever
totally convinced of it, I've always wished he could have lived to see
my children, just to prove it. …"
"Miles," Elli interrupted him gently.
"Yes?" he said breathlessly.
"You're
babbling. Why are you babbling? I could listen by the hour, but it's
worrisome when you get stuck on fast-forward."
"I'm nervous," he confessed. He smiled blindingly at her.
"Delayed reaction, from this afternoon?" She slipped closer to him, comfortingly. "I can understand that."
He
eased his right arm around her waist. "No. Yes, well, maybe a little.
Would you like to be Countess Vorkosigan?"
She
grinned. "Made of glass? Not my style, thanks. Really, though, the
title sounds more like something that would go with black leather and
chromium studs."
The mental image of Elli so
attired was so arresting, it took him a full half minute of silence to
trace back to the wrong turn. "Let me rephrase that," he said at last.
"Will you marry me?"
The silence this time was much longer.
"I
thought you were working up to asking me to go to bed with you," she
said finally, "and I was laughing. At your nerves." She wasn't laughing
now.
"No," said Miles. "That would have been easy."
"You don't want much, do you? Just to completely rearrange the rest of my life."
"It's
good that you understand that part. It's not just a marriage. There's a
whole job description that goes with it."
"On Barrayar. Downside."
"Yes. Well, there might be some travel."
She
was quiet for too long, then said, "I was born in space. Grew up on a
deep-space transfer station. Worked most of my adult life aboard ships.
The time I've spent with my feet on real dirt can be measured in
months."
"It would be a change," Miles admitted uneasily.
"And what would happen to the future Admiral Quinn, free mercenary?"
"Presumably—hopefully—she would find the work of Lady Vorkosigan equally interesting."
"Let me guess. The work of Lady Vorkosigan would not include ship command."
"The
security risks of allowing such a career would appall even me. My
mother gave up a ship command—Betan Astronomical Survey—to go to
Barrayar."
"Are you telling me you're looking for a girl just like Mom?"
"She
has to be smart—she has to be fast—she has to be a determined
survivor," Miles explained unhappily. "Anything less would be a
slaughter of the innocent. Maybe for her, maybe for our children with
her. Bodyguards, as you know, can only do so much."
Her
breath blew out in a long, silent whistle, watching him watching her.
The slippage between the distress in her eyes and the smile on her lips
tore at him. Didn't want to hurt you—the best I can offer shouldn't be pain to you—is it too much, too little … too awful?
"Oh, love," she breathed sadly, "you aren't thinking."
"I think the world of you."
"And
so you want to maroon me for the rest of my life on a, sorry, backwater
dirtball that's just barely climbed out of feudalism, that treats women
like chattel—or cattle—that would deny me the use of every military
skill I've learned in the past twelve years from shuttle docking to
interrogation chemistry . . . I'm sorry. I'm not an anthropologist, I'm
not a saint, and I'm not crazy."
"You don't have to say no right away," said Miles in a small voice.
"Oh, yes I do," she said. "Before looking at you makes me any weaker in the knees. Or in the head."
And
what am I to say to that? Miles wondered. If you really loved me, you'd
be delighted to immolate your entire personal history on my behalf? Oh,
sure. She's not into immolation. This makes her strong, her strength
makes me want her, and so we come full circle. "It's Barrayar that's
the problem, then."
"Of course. What female human
in her right mind would voluntarily move to that planet? With the
exception of your mother, apparently."
"She is
exceptional. But. . . when she and Barrayar collide, it's Barrayar that
changes. I've seen it. You could be a force of change like that."
Elli was shaking her head. "I know my limits."
"No one knows their limits till they've gone beyond them."
She eyed him. '"You
would naturally think so. What's with you and Barrayar, anyway? You let
them push you around like . . . I've never understood why you've never
just grabbed the Dendarii and taken off. You could make it go, better
than Admiral Oser ever did, better than Tung even. You could end up
emperor of your own rock by the time you were done."
"With
you at my side?" He grinned strangely. "Are you seriously suggesting I
embark on a plan of galactic conquest with five thousand guys?"
She
chuckled. "At least I wouldn't have to give up fleet command. No,
really seriously. If you're so obsessed with being a professional
soldier, what do you need Barrayar for? A mercenary fleet sees ten
times the action of a planetary one. A dirtball may see war once a
generation, if it's lucky—"
"Or unlucky," Miles interpolated.
"A mercenary fleet follows it around."
"That
statistical fact has been noted in the Barrayaran high command. It's
one of the chief reasons I'm here. I've had more actual combat
experience, albeit on a small scale, in the past four years than most
other Imperial officers have seen in the last fourteen. Nepotism works
in strange ways." He ran a finger along the clean line of her jaw. "I
see it now. You are in love with Admiral Naismith."
"Of course."
"Not Lord Vorkosigan."
"I am annoyed with Lord Vorkosigan. He sells you short, love."
He
let the double entendre pass. So, the gulf that yawned between them was
deeper than he'd truly realized. To her, it was Lord Vorkosigan who
wasn't real. His fingers entwined around the back of her neck, and he
breathed her breath as she asked, "Why do you let Barrayar screw you
over?"
"It's the hand I was dealt."
"By whom? I don't get it."
"It's all right. It just happens to be very important to me to win with the hand I was dealt. So be it."
"Your funeral." Her lips were muffled on his mouth.
"Mmm."
She
drew back a moment. "Can I still jump your bones? Carefully, of course.
You'll not go away mad, for turning you down? Turning Barrayar down,
that is. Not you, never you …"
I'm getting used to it. Almost numb . . .
"Am I to sulk?" he inquired lightly. "Because I can't have it all, take
none, and go off in a huff? I'd hope you'd bounce me down the corridor
on my pointed head if I were so dense."
She
laughed. It was all right, if he could still make her laugh. If
Naismith was all she wanted, she could surely have him. Half a loaf for
half a man. They tilted bedward, hungry-mouthed. It was easy, with
Quinn; she made it so.
Pillow talk with Quinn
turned out to be shop talk. Miles was unsurprised. Along with a sleepy
body-rub that turned him to liquid in danger of pouring over the edge
of the bed into a puddle on the deck, he absorbed the rest of her
complete report on the activities and discoveries of the London police.
He in turn brought her up to date on the events of the embassy, and the
mission on which he'd dispatched Elena Bothari-Jesek. And all these
years he'd thought he needed a conference room for debriefing. Clearly,
he'd stumbled into an unsuspected universe of alternative command
style. Sybaritic had it all over cybernetic.
"Ten
more days," Miles complained smearily into his mattress, "until Elena
can possibly return from Tau Ceti. And there's no guarantee she can
bring the missing money with her even then. Particularly if it's
already been sent once. While the Dendarii fleet hangs idly in orbit.
You know what we need?"
"A contract."
"Damn
straight. We've taken interim contracts before, in spite of Barrayaran
Imperial Security having us on permanent retainer. They even like it;
it gives their budget a break. After all, the less taxes they have to
squeeze out of the peasantry, the easier Security gets on the domestic
side. It's a wonder they've never tried to make the Dendarii
Mercenaries a revenue-generating project. I'd have sent our contract
people out hunting weeks ago if we weren't stuck in Earth orbit till
this mess at the embassy gets straightened out."
"Too
bad we can't put the fleet to work right here on Earth," said Elli.
"Peace seems to have broken out all over the planet, unfortunately."
Her hands unknotted the muscles in his calves, fiber by fiber. He
wondered if he could persuade her to work on his feet next. He'd done
hers a while ago, after all, albeit with higher goals in view. Oh, joy,
he wasn't even going to have to persuade her … he wriggled his toes in
delight. He'd never suspected that his toes were sexy until Elli'd
pointed it out. In fact, his satisfaction with his entire
pleasure-drenched body was at an all-time high.
"There's
a blockage in my thinking," he decided. "I'm looking wrong at
something. Let's see. The Dendarii fleet isn't tied to the embassy,
though I am. I could send you all off . . ."
Elli
whimpered. It was such an unlikely noise, coming from her, that he
risked muscle spasm to twist his neck and look over his shoulder at
her. "Brainstorming," he apologized.
"Well, don't stop with that one."
"And
anyway, because of the mess at the embassy, I'm not anxious to strip
myself of my private backup. It's—there's something very wrong going on
there. Which means that any more sitting around waiting for the embassy
to come through is dumber than rocks. Well. One problem at a time. The
Dendarii. Money. Odd jobs . . . hey!"
"Hey?"
"What
says I've got to contract out the entire fleet at a time? Work. Odd
jobs. Interim cash flow. Divide and conquer! Security guards, computer
techs, anything and everything anyone can come up with that will
generate a little cash income—"
"Bank robberies?" said Elli in a tone of rising interest.
"And
you say the police let you out? Don't get carried away. But I'm sitting
on a labor pool of five thousand variously and highly trained people.
Surely that's a resource of even greater value than the Triumph. Delegate! Let them spread out and go scare up some bloody cash!"
Elli,
sitting cross-legged on the foot of his bed, remarked in aggravation,
"I worked for an hour to get you relaxed, and now look! What are you,
memory-plastic? Your whole body is coiling back up right before my eyes
. . . Where are you going?"
"To put the idea into action, what else?"
"Most people go to sleep
at this point. …" Yawning, she helped him sort through the pile of
uniform bits on the floor nearby. The black T-shirts proved nearly
interchangable. Elli's was distinguishable by the faint scent of her
body lingering in it—Miles almost didn't want to give it back, but
reflected that keeping his girlfriend's underwear to sniff probably
wouldn't score him points in the savoir-faire department. The agreement
was unspoken but plain: this phase of their relationship must stop
discreetly at the bedroom door, if they were to disprove Admiral
Naismith's fatuous dictum.
The initial Dendarii
staff conference, at the start of a mission when Miles arrived on fleet
station with a new contract in hand, always gave him the sense of
seeing double. He was an interface, conscious of both halves, trying to
be a one-way mirror between the Dendarii and their true employer the
Emperor. This unpleasant sensation usually faded rapidly, as he
concentrated his faculties around the mission in question, re-centering
his personality; Admiral Naismith came very near to occupying his whole
skin then. "Relaxing" wasn't quite the right term for this alpha-state,
given Naismith's driving personality; "unconstrained" came closer.
He
had been with the Dendarii an unprecedented five months straight, and
the sudden re-intrusion of Lieutenant Vorkosigan into his life had been
unusually disruptive this time. Of course, it wasn't normally the Barrayaran
side of things that was screwed up. He'd always counted on that command
structure to be solid, the axiom from which all action flowed, the
standard by which subsequent success or failure was measured. Not this
time.
This night he stood in the Triumph's
briefing room before his hastily called department heads and ship
captains, and was seized by a sudden, schizoid paralysis: what was he
to say to them? You're on your own, suckers. . . .
"We're
on our own for a while," Admiral Naismith began, emerging from whatever
cave in Miles's brain he dwelt in, and he was off and running. The
news, made public at last, that there was a glitch in their contract
payment inspired the expected dismay; more baffling was their
apparently serene reassurance when he told them, his voice heavy with
menacing emphasis, that he was personally investigating it. Well, at
least it accounted from the Dendarii point of view for all the time
he'd spent stuffing the computers in the bowels of the Barrayaran
embassy. God, thought. Miles, I 'swear I could sell them all
radioactive farmland.
But when challenged they
unleashed an impressive flurry of ideas for short-term cash creation.
Miles was intensely relieved, and left them to it. After all, nobody
arrived on the Dendarii general staff by being dense. His own brain
seemed drained. He hoped it was because its circuits were
subconsciously working on the Barrayaran half of the problem, and not a
symptom of premature senile decay.
He slept alone
and badly, and woke tired and sore. He attended to some routine
internal matters, and approved the seven least harebrained schemes for
cash creation evolved by his people during the night. One officer had
actually come up with a security guard contract for a squad of twenty,
never mind that it was for the grand opening of a shopping mall
in—where the hell was Xian?
He arrayed himself
carefully in his best—grey velvet dress tunic with the silver buttons
on the shoulders, trousers with the blinding white side trim, his
shiniest boots—and accompanied Lieutenant Bone downside to the London
bank. Elli Quinn backed him with two of his largest uniformed Dendarii
and an unseen perimeter, before and behind, of civilian-dressed guards
with scanners.
At the bank Admiral Naismith, quite
polished and urbane for a man who didn't exist, signed away
questionable rights to a warship he did not own to a financial
organization who did not need or want it. As Lieutenant Bone pointed
out, at least the money was real. Instead of a piecemeal collapse
beginning that afternoon—the hour when Lieutenant Bone had calculated
the first Dendarii payroll chits would start bouncing—it would be just
one great crash at an undefined future date. Hooray.
He
peeled off guards, as he approached the Barrayaran Embassy, until only
Elli remained. They paused before a door in the underground utility
tunnels marked danger: toxic: authorized personnel only.
"We're under the scanners now," Miles remarked warningly.
Elli
touched her finger to her lips, considering. "On the other hand, you
may go in there to find orders have arrived to spirit you off to
Barrayar, and I won't see you for another year. Or ever."
"I
would resist that—" he began, but she touched the finger to his lips
now, bottling whatever stupidity he'd been about to utter, transferring
the kiss. "Right." He smiled slightly. "Ill be in touch, Commander
Quinn."
A straightening of her spine, a small
ironic nod, an impressionistic version of a salute, and she was gone.
He sighed and palmed open the intimidating door's lock.
On
the other side of the second door, past the uniformed guard at the
scanner console, Ivan Vorpatril was waiting for him. Shifting from foot
to foot with a strained smile. Oh, God, now what? It was doubtless too
much to hope that the man merely had to take a leak.
"Glad you're back, Miles," Ivan said. "Right on time."
"I
didn't want to abuse the privilege. I might want it again. Not that I'm
likely to get it—I was surprised that Galeni didn't just yank me back
to the embassy permanently after that little episode at the shuttleport
yesterday."
"Yes, well, there's a reason for that," said Ivan.
"Oh?" said Miles, in a voice drained to neutrality.
"Captain Galeni left the embassy about half an hour after you did yesterday. He hasn't been seen since.
Chapter Seven
The ambassador let them into Galeni's locked
office. He concealed his nerves rather better than Ivan, merely
remarking quietly, "Let me know what you find, Lieutenant Vorpatril.
Some certain indication as to whether or not it's time to notify the
local authorities would be particularly desirable." So, the ambassador,
who had known Duv Galeni some two years, thought in terms of multiple
possibilities too. A complex man, their missing captain.
Ivan
sat at the desk console and ran through the routine files, searching
for recent memos, while Miles wandered the perimeter of the room
looking for—what? A message scrawled in blood on the wall at the level
of his kneecap? Alien vegetable fiber on the carpet? A note of
assignation on heavily perfumed paper? Any or all would have been
preferable to the bland blankness he found.
Ivan threw up his hands. "Nothing here but the usual."
"Move
over." Miles wriggled the back of Galeni's swivel chair to evict his
big cousin and slid into his place. "I have a burning curiosity as to
Captain Galeni's personal finances. This is a golden opportunity to
check them out."
"Miles," said Ivan with trepidation, "isn't that a little, um, invasive?"
"You
have the instincts of a gentleman, Ivan," said Miles, absorbed in
breaking into the coded files. "How did you ever get into Security?"
"I don't know," said Ivan. "I wanted ship duty;"
"Don't
we all? Ah," said Miles as the holoscreen began to disgorge data. "I
love these Earth Universal Credit Cards. So revealing."
"What do you expect to find in Galeni's charge account, for God's sake?"
"Well,
first of all," Miles muttered, tapping keys, "let's check the totals
for the last few months and find out if his outgo exceeds his income."
It
was the work of a moment to answer that one. Miles frowned slight
disappointment. The two were in balance; there was even a small
end-of-month surplus, readily traceable to a modest personal savings
fund. It proved nothing one way or another, alas. If Galeni were in
some kind of serious money trouble he had both the wit and the know-how
not to leave evidence against himself. Miles began going down the
itemized list of purchases.
Ivan shifted impatiently. "Now what are you looking for?"
"Secret vices."
"How?"
"Easy.
Or it would be, if … compare, for example, the records of Galeni's
accounts with yours for the same three-month period." Miles split the
screen and called up his cousin's data.
"Why not compare it with yours?" said Ivan, miffed.
Miles
smiled in scientific virtue. "I haven't been here long enough for a
comparable baseline. You make a much better control. For example—well,
well. Look at this. A lace nightgown, Ivan? What a confection. It's
totally non-regulation, y'know."
"That's none of your business," said Ivan grumpily.
"Just
so. And you don't have a sister, and it's not your mother's style.
Inherent in this purchase is either a girl in your life or
transvestism."
"You will note it's not my size," said Ivan with dignity.
"Yes,
it would look rather abbreviated on you. A sylph-like girl, then. Whom
you know well enough to buy intimate presents. See how much I know
about you already, from just that one purchase. Was it Sylveth, by
chance?"
"It's Galeni you're supposed to be checking," Ivan reminded him.
"Yes. So what kind of presents does Galeni buy?" He scrolled on. It didn't take long; there wasn't that much.
"Wine," Ivan pointed out. "Beer."
Miles
ran a cross check. "About one-third the amount you drank in the same
period. But he buys book-discs in a ratio of thirty-five to—just two,
Ivan?"
Ivan cleared his throat uncomfortably.
Miles
sighed. "No girls here. No boys either, I don't think . . . eh? You've
been working with him for a year."
"Mm," said
Ivan. "I've run across one or two of that sort in the Service, but . .
. they have ways of letting you know. Not Galeni, I don't think either."
Miles
glanced up at his cousin's even profile. Yes, Ivan probably had
collected passes from both sexes, by this time. Scratch off yet another
lead. "Is the man a monk?" Miles muttered. "Not an android, judging
from the music, books, and beer, but . . . terribly elusive."
He
killed the file with an irritated tap on the controls. After a moment
of thought he called up Galeni's Service records instead. "Huh. Now
that's unusual. Did you know Captain Galeni had a doctorate in history
before he ever joined the Imperial Service?"
"What?
No, he never mentioned that. …" Ivan leaned over Miles's shoulder,
gentlemanly instincts overcome by curiosity at last.
"A
Ph.D. with honors in Modern History and Political Science from the
Imperial University at Vorbarr Sultana. My God, look at the dates. At
the age of twenty-six Dr. Duv Galeni gave up a brand-new faculty
position at the College of Belgravia on Barrayar, to go back to the
Imperial Service Academy with a bunch of eighteen-year-olds. On a
cadet's pittance." Not the behavior of a man to whom money was an
all-consuming object.
"Huh," said Ivan. "He must
have been an upper-classman when we entered. He got out just two years
ahead of us. And he's a captain already!"
"He must
have been one of the first Komarrans permitted to enter the military.
Within weeks of the ruling. And he's been on the fast track ever since.
Extra training—languages, information analysis, a posting at the
Imperial HQ—and then this plum of a post on Earth. Duvie is our
darling, clearly." Miles could see why. A brilliant, educated, liberal
officer—Galeni was a walking advertisement for the success of the New
Order. An Example. Miles knew all about being an Example. He drew in
his breath, a long, thoughtful inhalation hissing cold through his
front teeth.
"What?" prodded Ivan.
"I'm beginning to get scared."
"Why?"
"Because
this whole thing is acquiring a subtle political odor. And anyone who
isn't alarmed when things Barrayaran start smelling political hasn't
studied . . . history." He uttered the last word with a subsiding,
ironic sibilant, hunching in the chair. After a moment he hit the file
again, searching on.
"Jack. Pot."
"Eh?"
Miles pointed. "Sealed file. Nobody under the rank of an Imperial Staff officer can access this part."
"That lets us out."
"Not necessarily."
"Miles …" Ivan moaned.
"I'm not contemplating anything illegal," Miles reassured him. "Yet. Go get the ambassador."
The
ambassador, upon arrival, pulled up a chair next to Miles. "Yes, I do
have an emergency access code that will override that one," he admitted
when Miles pressed him. "The emergency in mind was something on the
order of war breaking out, however."
Miles nibbled
the side of his index finger. "Captain Galeni's been with you two years
now. What's your impression of him?"
"As an officer, or as a man?"
"Both, sir."
"Very conscientious in his duties. His unusual educational background—"
"Oh, you knew of it?"
"Of
course. But it makes him an extraordinarily good pick for Earth. He's
very good, very at ease on the social side, a brilliant
conversationalist. The officer who preceded him in the post was a
Security man of the old school. Competent, but dull. Almost . . . ahem!
. . . boorish. Galeni accomplishes the same duties, but more smoothly.
Smooth security is invisible security, invisible security does not
disturb my diplomatic guests, and so my job becomes that much easier.
That goes double for the, er, information-gathering activities. As an
officer I'm extremely pleased with him."
"What's his fault as a man?"
"
'Fault' is perhaps too strong a term, Lieutenant Vorkosigan. He's
rather . . . cool. In general I find this restful. I do notice that in
any given conversation he will come away knowing a great deal more
about you than you of him."
"Ha." What a very
diplomatic way of putting it. And, Miles reflected, thinking back over
his own brushes with the missing officer, dead-on.
The
ambassador frowned. "Do you think some clue to his disappearance may be
in that file, Lieutenant Vorkosigan?"
Miles shrugged unhappily. "It isn't anywhere else."
"I am reluctant …" the ambassador trailed off, eyeing the strongly worded access restrictions on the vid.
"We
could wait a little longer," said Ivan. "Suppose he's just found a
girlfriend. If you were so worried about that as to make that other
suggestion, Miles, you ought to be glad for the man. He isn't going to
be too happy, coming back from his first night out in years, to find
we've turned his files inside out."
Miles
recognized the singsong tone of Ivan playing dumb, playing devil's
advocate, the ploy of a sharp but lazy intellect to get others to do
its work. Right, Ivan.
"When you spend nights out, don't you leave notice where you'll be and when you'll return?" asked Miles.
"Well, yes."
"And don't you return on time?"
"I've been known to oversleep a time or two," Ivan admitted.
"What happens then?"
"They
track me down. 'Good morning, Lieutenant Vorpatril, this is your
wake-up call.' " Galeni's precise, sardonic accent came through clearly
in Ivan's parody. It had to be a direct quote.
"D'you think Galeni's the sort to make one rule for subordinates and another for himself, then?"
"No," said Ivan and the ambassador in unison, and glanced sideways at each other.
Miles took a deep breath, jerked up his chin, and pointed at the holovid. "Open it."
The ambassador pursed his lips and did so.
"I'll
be damned," whispered Ivan after a few minutes of scrolling. Miles
elbowed into the center place and began speed-reading in earnest. The
file was enormous: Galeni's missing family history at last.
David Galen had been the name to which he was born. Those
Galens, owners of the Galen Orbital Transshipping Warehouse Cartel,
strong among the oligarchy of powerful families who had run Komarr,
straddling its important wormhole connections like ancient Rhine River
robber barons. Its wormholes had made Komarr rich; it was from the
power and wealth pouring through them that its jewel-like domed cities
sprang, not grubbed up from the planet's dire, barren soil by sweaty
labor.
Miles could hear his father's voice,
ticking off the points that had made the conquest of Komarr Admiral
Vorkosigan's textbook war. A small population concentrated in
climate-controlled cities; no place for guerillas to fall back and
regroup. No allies; we had only to let it be known that we were
dropping their twenty-five-percent cut of everything that passed
through their wormhole nexus to fifteen percent and the neighbors that
should have supported them fell into our pockets. They didn't even want
to do their own fighting, till the mercenaries they'd hired saw what
they were up against and turned tail. . . .
Of
course, the unspoken heart of the matter was the sins of the Komarran
fathers a generation earlier, who had accepted the bribe to let the
Cetagandan invasion fleet pass through for the quick and easy conquest
of poor, newly rediscovered, semi-feudal Barrayar. Which had proved
neither quick, nor easy, nor a conquest; twenty years and a river of
blood later the last of the Cetagandan warships withdrew back the way
they had come, through "neutral" Komarr.
Barrayarans
might have been backward, but no one could accuse them of being slow
learners. Among Miles's grandfather's generation, who came to power in
the harsh school of the Cetagandan occupation, there grew an obsessed
determination that such an invasion must never be permitted to happen
again. It had fallen on Miles's father's generation to turn the
obsession into fact, by taking absolute and final .control of
Barrayar's Komarran gateway.
The avowed aim of the
Barrayaran invasion fleet, its lightning speed and painstaking
strategic subtleties, was to take Komarr's wealth-generating economy
intact, with minimal damage. Conquest, not revenge, was to be the
Emperor's glory. Imperial Fleet Commander Admiral Lord Aral Vorkosigan
had made that abundantly and explicitly clear, he'd thought.
The
Komarran oligarchy, supple middlemen that they were, were brought into
alignment with that aim, their surrender eased in every possible way.
Promises
were made, guarantees given; subordinate life and reduced property were
life and property still, calculatedly leavened with hope for future
recovery. Living well was to be the best revenge all round.
Then came the Solstice Massacre.
An
overeager subordinate, growled Admiral Lord Vorkosigan. Secret orders,
cried the surviving families of the two hundred Komarran Counsellors
gunned down in a gymnasium by Barrayaran Security forces. Truth, or at
any rate certainty, lay among the victims. Miles himself was not sure
any historian could resurrect it. Only Admiral Vorkosigan and the
security commander knew for sure, and it was Admiral Vorkosigan's word
that was on trial. The security commander lay dead without trial at the
admiral's own furious hands. Justly executed, or killed to keep from
talking, take your pick according to your prejudices.
In
absolute terms Miles was disinclined to get excited about the Solstice
Massacre. After all, Cetagandan atomics had taken out the entire city
of Vorkosigan Vashnoi, killing not hundreds but thousands, and nobody
rioted in the streets about that. Yet it was the Solstice
Massacre that got the attention, captured an eager public imagination;
it was the name of Vorkosigan that acquired the sobriquet "Butcher"
with a capital letter, and the word of a Vorkosigan that was
besmirched. And that made it all a very personal bit of ancient history
indeed.
Thirty years ago. Miles hadn't even been
born. David Galen had been four years old on the very day his aunt,
Komarran Counsellor Rebecca Galen, had died in the gym at the domed
city of Solstice.
The Barrayaran High Command had
argued the matter of twenty-six-year-old Duv Galeni's admittance to the
Imperial Service back and forth in the frankest personal terms.
"…
I can't recommend the choice," Imperial Security Chief Illyan wrote in
a private memo to Prime Minister Count Aral Vorkosigan. "I suspect
you're being quixotic about this one out of guilt. And guilt is a
luxury you cannot afford. If you're acquiring a secret desire to be
shot in the back, please let me know at least twenty-four hours in
advance, so I can activate my retirement.—Simon."
The
return memo was handwritten in the crabbed scrawl of a thick-fingered
man for whom all pens were too tiny, a handwriting achingly familiar to
Miles. ". . . guilt? Perhaps. I had a little tour of that damned gym,
soon after, before the thickest blood had quite dried. Pudding-like.
Some details burn themselves permanently in the memory. But I happen to
remember Rebecca Galen particularly because of the way she'd been shot.
She was one of the few who died facing her murderers. I doubt very much
if it will ever be my back that's in danger from 'Duv Galeni.'
"The
involvement of his father in the later Resistance worries me rather
less. It wasn't just for us that the boy altered his name to the
Barrayaran form.
"But if we can capture this one's
true allegiance, it will be something like what I'd had in mind for
Komarr in the first place. A generation late, true, and after a long
and bloody detour, but—since you bring up these theological terms—a
sort of redemption. Of course he has political ambitions, but I beg to
suggest they are both more complex and more constructive than mere
assassination.
"Put him back on the list, Simon,
and leave him there this time. This issue tires me, and I don't want to
be dragged over it again. Let him run, and prove himself—if he can."
The closing signature was the usual hasty scribble.
After
that, Cadet Galeni became the concern of officers much lower in the
Imperial hierarchy, his record the public and accessible one Miles had
viewed earlier.
"The trouble with all this," Miles
spoke aloud into the thick, ticking silence that had enveloped the room
for the last thirty minutes, "fascinating as it all is, is that it
doesn't narrow the possibilities. It multiplies them. Dammit."
Including,
Miles reflected, his own pet theory of embezzlement and desertion.
There was nothing here that actually disproved it, just rendered it
more painful if true. And the shuttleport assassination idea took on
new and sinister overtones.
"He might also," Ivan Vorpatril put in, "just be the victim of some perfectly ordinary accident."
The
ambassador grunted, and pushed to his feet, shaking his head. "Most
ambiguous. They were right to seal it. It could be very prejudicial to
the man's career. I think, Lieutenant Vorpatril, I will have you go
ahead and file a missing person report now with the local authorities.
Seal that back up, Vorkosigan." Ivan followed the ambassador out.
Before
he closed the console, Miles traced through the documents pertinent to
the tantalizing reference to Galeni's father. After his sister was
killed in the Solstice Massacre, the senior Galen had apparently become
an active leader in the Komarran underground. What wealth the
Barrayaran conquest had left to the once-proud family evaporated
entirely at the time of the violent Revolt six years later. Old
Barrayaran Security records explicitly traced some of it, transformed
into smuggled weapons, payroll, and expenses of the terrorist army;
later, bribes for exit visas and transport off-planet for the
survivors. No transport off Komarr for Galeni's father, though; he was
blown up with one of his own bombs during the last, futile, exhausted
attack on a Barrayaran Security HQ. Along with Galeni's older brother,
incidentally.
Thoughtfully, Miles ran a
cross-check. Rather to his relief there were no more stray Galen
relations among the Earth-bound refugees listed in the embassy's
Security files.
Of course, Galeni had had plenty of opportunity to edit those files, in the last two years.
Miles
rubbed his aching head. Galeni had been fifteen when the last spasm of
the Revolt had petered out. Was stamped out. Too young, Miles hoped, to
have been actively involved. And whatever his involvement, Simon Illyan
had apparently known of it and been willing to let it pass into
history. A closed book. Miles resealed the file.
Miles
permitted Ivan to do all the dealing with the local police. True, with
the clone story now afloat he was in part protected from the chance of
meeting the same people in both his personas, but there was no point in
pushing it. The police could be expected to be more alert and
suspicious than most others, and he hadn't counted on being a
two-headed crime wave.
At least the police seemed
to take the military attache's disappearance with proper seriousness,
promising cooperation even to the extent of honoring the ambassador's
request that the matter not be given to the news media. The police,
manned and equipped for such things, could take over the routine
legwork such as checking the identities of any unexplained human body
parts found in trash receptacles, etc.; Miles appointed himself
official detective for all matters inside the embassy walls. Ivan, as
senior man now, suddenly found all of Galeni's normal routine dumped in
his lap; Miles heartlessly left it there.
Twenty-four
hours passed, for Miles mostly in a console station chair
cross-checking embassy records on Komarran refugees. Unfortunately, the
embassy had amassed huge quantities of such information. If there was
something significant, it was well camouflaged in the tons of
irrelevencies. It simply wasn't a one-man job.
At
two in the morning, cross-eyed, Miles gave it up, called Elli Quinn,
and dumped the whole problem on the Dendarii Mercenaries' Intelligence
Department.
Dumped was the word for it: mass data transfer via comm link from the embassy's secured computers to the Triumph
in orbit. Galeni would have had convulsions; screw Galeni, it was all
his fault for disappearing in the first place. Miles thoughtfully
didn't ask Ivan, either. Miles's legal position, if it came to that,
was that the Dendarii were de facto Barrayaran troops and the data
transfer therefore internal to the Imperial military. Technically.
Miles included all of Galeni's personnel files too, in fully accessed
form. Miles's legal position there was that the seal was only to
protect Galeni from the prejudice of Barrayaran patriots, which the
Dendarii clearly were not. One argument or the other had to work.
"Tell
the spooks that finding Galeni is a contract," Miles told Elli, "part
of the fleet-wide fund-raising drive. We only get paid for producing
the man. That could actually be true, come to think of it."
He
fell into bed hoping his subconscious would work it out during what was
left of the night, but woke blank and bleary as before. He set Barth
and a couple of the other non-coms to rechecking the movements of the
courier officer, the other possible weak link in the chain. He sat
tight, waiting for the police to call, his imagination weaving daisy
chains of ever more gaudy and bizarre explanatory scenarios. Sat still
as stone in a darkened room, one foot tapping uncontrollably, feeling
like the top of his head was about to blow off.
On the third day Elli Quinn called in.
He
snapped the comm link into place in the holovid, hungry for the
pleasure of seeing her face. It bore a most peculiar smirk.
"I thought this might interest you," she purred. "Captain Thorne was just contacted with a fascinating contract offer for the Dendarii."
"Does
it have a fascinating price?" Miles inquired. The gears in his head
seemed to grind as he tried to switch back to Admiral Naismith's
problems, which had been overwhelmed and forgotten in the past two
days' uncertain tensions.
"A hundred thousand Betan dollars. In untraceable cash."
"Ah
…" That came to close to half a million Imperial marks. "I thought I'd
made it clear we weren't going to touch anything illegal this time.
We're in enough trouble as it is."
"How does a kidnapping grab you?" She giggled inexplicably.
"Absolutely not!"
"Oh, you're going to make an exception in this case," she predicted with confidence, even verve.
"Elli . . ." he growled warningly.
She
controlled her humor with a deep breath, though her eyes remained
alight. "But Miles—our mysterious and wealthy strangers want to hire
Admiral Naismith to kidnap Lord Miles Vorkosigan from the Barrayaran
embassy."
"It's got to be a trap," Ivan jittered
nervously, guiding the groundcar Elli had rented through the levels of
the city. Midnight was scarcely less well lit than daytime, though the
shadows of their faces shifted as the sources of illumination flitted
by outside the bubble canopy.
The grey Dendarii
sergeant's uniform Ivan wore flattered him no less than his Barrayaran
dress greens, Miles noted glumly. The man just looked good in uniform,
any uniform. Elli, sitting on Miles's other side, seemed Ivan's female
twin. She simulated ease, lithe body stretched out, one arm flung
carelessly and protectively across the back of the seat above Miles's
head. But she had taken to biting her nails again, Miles noted. Miles
sat between them in Lord Vorkosigan's Barrayaran dress greens, feeling
like a piece of wilted watercress between two slices of moldy bread.
Too damn tired for these late-night parties.
"Of
course it's a trap," said Miles. "Who set it and why, is what we want
to find out. And how much they know. Have they set this up because they
believe Admiral Naismith and Lord Vorkosigan to be two separate
people—or because they don't? If the latter, will it compromise
Barrayar's covert connection with the Dendarii Mercenaries in future
operations?"
Elli's sideways glance met Miles's. Indeed. And if the Naismith game were over, what future had they?
"Or
maybe," said Ivan helpfully, "it's something totally unrelated, like
local criminals looking for a spot of ransom. Or something really
tortuous, like the Cetagandans trying to get Admiral Naismith in deep
trouble with Barrayar, in hopes that we'd have better luck killing the
little spook than they have. Or maybe—"
''Maybe
you're the evil genius behind it all, Ivan," Miles suggested affably,
"clearing the chain of command of competition so you can have the
embassy all to yourself."
Elli glanced at him sharply, to be sure he was joking. Ivan just grinned. "Ooh, I like that one."
"The only thing we can be sure of is that it's not a Cetagandan assassination attempt," Miles sighed.
"I
wish I was as sure as you seem to be," muttered Elli. It was late
evening of the fourth day since Galeni's disappearance. The thirty-six
hours since the Dendarii had been offered their peculiar contract had
given Elli time for reflection; the initial charm had worn off for her
even as Miles had become increasingly drawn in by the possibilities.
"Look
at the logic of it," argued Miles. "The Cetagandans either still think
I'm two separate people, or they don't. It's Admiral Naismith they want
to kill, not the Barrayaran prime minister's son. Killing Lord
Vorkosigan could restart a bloody war. In feet, we'll know my cover's
been blown the day they stop trying to assassinate Naismith—and start
making a great and embarrassing public flap about Dendarii operations
against them instead. They wouldn't miss that diplomatic opportunity
for anything. Particularly now, with the right-of-passage treaty
through Tau Ceti up in the air. They could cripple our galactic trade
in one move."
"They could be trying to prove your connection, as step one of just that plan," said Ivan, looking thoughtful.
"I
didn't say it wasn't the Cetagandans," said Miles mildly. "I just said
that if it was, this isn't an assassination."
Elli groaned.
Miles looked at his chrono. "Time for the last check."
Elli activated her wrist comm. "Are you still up there, Bel?"
Captain
Thorne's alto voice lilted back, signalling from the aircar that
followed with its troop of Dendarii soldiers. "I have you in my sights."
"All
right, keep us that way. You watch the back from above, we'll watch the
front. This will be the last voice contact till we invite you to drop
in."
"We'll be waiting. Bel out."
Miles
rubbed the back of his neck nervously. Quinn, watching the gesture,
remarked, "I'm really not crazy about springing the trap by letting
them take you."
"I have no intention of letting
them take me. The moment they show their hand, Bel drops in and we take
them instead. But if it doesn't look like they want to kill me
outright, we could learn a lot by letting their operation run on a few
steps further. In view of the, ah, Situation at the embassy, it could
be worth a little risk."
She shook her head in mute disapproval.
The
next few minutes passed in silence. Miles was about halfway through a
mental review of all the branching possibilities they had hammered out
for this evening's action when they pulled up in front of a row of
ancient, three-story houses crammed together along a crescent street.
They seemed very dark and quiet, unoccupied, apparently in process of
condemnation or renovation.
Elli glanced at the
numbers on the doors and swung up the bubble canopy. Miles slid out to
stand beside her. From the groundcar, Ivan ran the scanners. "There's
nobody home," he reported, squinting at his readouts.
"What? Not possible," said Elli.
"We could be early."
"Rats,"
said Elli. "As Miles is so fond of saying, look at the logic. The
people who want to buy Lord Vorkosigan didn't give us this rendezvous
till the last second. Why? So we couldn't get here first and check it
out. They have to be set up and waiting." She leaned back into the
car's cockpit, reaching over Ivan's shoulder. He turned his hands
palm-out in acquiescence as she ran the scan again. "You're right," she
admitted, "but it still feels wrong."
Was it chance vandalism that a couple of streetlights were broken out, just here? Miles peered into the night.
"Don't like it," Elli murmured. "Let's not tie your hands."
"Can you handle me, all by yourself?"
"You're
drugged to the eyeballs." Miles shrugged, and let his jaw hang slack
and his eyes track randomly and not quite in unison. He shambled beside
her as her hand pinched his upper arm, guiding him up the steps. She
tried the door, an old-fashioned one hung on hinges. "It's open." It
swung wide squeaking, revealing blackness.
Elli
reluctantly reholstered her stunner and unhooked a handlight from her
belt, flashing it into the darkness. An entry hall; rickety-looking
stairs ascended to the left, twin archways on either side led into
empty, dirty front rooms. She sighed and stepped cautiously across the
threshold. "Anybody here?" she called softly. Silence. They entered the
left-hand room, the beam of the handlight darting from corner to corner.
"We're not early," she muttered, "not late, the address is right . . . where are they?"
He
could not very well answer and stay in character. Elli released him,
switched the light to her left hand and re-drew her stunner. "You're
too tanked to wander far," she decided, as if talking to herself. "I'm
going to take a look around."
One of Miles's
eyelids shivered in acknowledgement. Until she finished checking for
remote bugs and scanner beams, he had better keep playing Lord
Vorkosigan in a convincingly kidnapped state. After a moment's
hesitation, she took to the stairs. Taking the light with her, dammit.
He
was still listening to the swift, faint creak of her footsteps overhead
when the hand closed over his mouth and the back of his neck was kissed
by a stunner on very light power, zero range.
He
convulsed, kicking, trying to shout, trying to bite. His assailant
hissed in pain and clutched harder. There were two—his hands were
yanked up behind his back, a gag stuffed into his mouth before his
teeth could snap closed on the hand that fed him. The gag was permeated
with some sweet, penetrating drug; his nostrils flared wildly, but his
vocal cords went involuntarily slack. He seemed out of touch with his
body, as if it had moved leaving no forwarding address. Then a pale
light came up.
Two large men, one younger, one
older, dressed in Earther clothing, shifted in the shadows, faintly
blurred. Scanner shields, dammit! And very, very good ones, to beat the
Dendarii equipment. Miles spotted the boxes belted to their waists—a
tenth the size of the latest thing his people had. Such tiny
power packs—they looked new. The Barrayaran embassy was going to have
to update its secured areas . . . He went cross-eyed, for a mad moment,
trying' to read the maker's mark on them, until he saw the third man.
Oh, the third. I've lost it, Miles's panicked thought' gyrated. Gone right over the edge. The third man was himself.
The alter-Miles, neatly turned out in Barrayaran:
dress greens, stepped forward to stare long and strangely, hungrily,
into his face as he was held up by the two younger men. He began
emptying the contents of Miles's pockets into his own. Stunner . . .
IDs . . . half a pack of clove breath mints . . . He frowned at the
breath mints as if momentarily puzzled, then pocketed them with a
shrug. He pointed to Miles's waist.
Miles's
grandfather's dagger had been willed explicitly to him. The
300-year-old blade was still flexible as rubber, sharp as glass. Its
jewelled hilt concealed die Vorkosigan seal. They took it from beneath
his jacket. The alter-Miles shrugged the sheath-strap over his shoulder
and refastened his tunic. Finally, he unhooked the scanner-shield belt
from his own waist and slipped it swiftly around Miles.
The
alter-Miles's eyes were hot with an exhilarated terror, as he paused to
sweep one last glance over Miles. Miles had seen the look once before,
in his own face in the mirrored wall of a tube station.
No.
He'd seen it on this one's face in the mirrored wall of a tube station.
He
must have been standing feet away that night, behind Miles at an angle.
In the wrong uniform. The green one, at a moment Miles was wearing his
Dendarii greys.
Looks like they managed to get it right this time, though. …
"Perfect,"
growled the alter-Miles, freed of the scanner-shield's sonic muffling.
"We didn't even have to stun the woman. She'll suspect nothing. Told
you this would work." He inhaled, jerked up his chin, .and smiled
sardonically at Miles.
Posturing little martinet, Miles thought poisonously. I'll get you for that.
Well, I always was my own worst enemy.
The
switch had taken only seconds. They carried Miles through the doorway
at the back of the room. With a heroic twitch, he managed to bump his
head on the frame, going through.
"What was that?" Elli's voice called instantly from upstairs.
"Me,"
the alter-Miles called back promptly. "I just checked around. There's
nobody down here either. This is a wash-out."
"You think?" Miles heard her cantering down the stairs. "We could wait a while."
Elli's
wristcom chimed. "Elli?" came Ivan's voice thinly. "I just got a funny
blip in the scanners a minute ago."
Miles's heart lurched in hope.
"Check again." The alter-Miles's voice was cool.
"Nothing, now."
"Nothing
here either. I'm afraid something's panicked them, and they've aborted.
Pull in the perimeter and take me back to the embassy, Commander Quinn.
"So soon? You sure?"
"Now, yes. That's an order."
"You're the boss. Damn," said Elli regretfully "I had my heart set on that hundred thousand Betan dollars."
Their
syncopated footsteps echoed out the hallway and were muted by the
closing door. The purr of a groundcar faded in the distance. Darkness,
silence scored by breathing.
They dragged Miles
along again, out a back door, through a narrow mews and into the back
seat of a groundcar parked in the alley. They sat him up like a
mannequin between them, while a third kidnapper drove. Miles's thoughts
spun dizzily along the edge of consciousness. Goddamn scanners . . .
five-year-old technology from the rim zone, which put it maybe ten
years behind Earth's—they'd have to bite the budget bullet and scrap
the Dendarii scanner system fleet-wide, now—if he lived to order it. …
Scanners, hell. The fault didn't lie in the scanners. Wasn't the
formerly-mythical unicorn hunted with mirrors, to fascinate the
vainglorious beast while its killers circled for the strike? Must be a
virgin around here somewhere. . . .
This was an
ancient district. The tortuous route the groundcar was taking could be
either to confuse him or merely the best shortcut local knowledge could
supply. After about a quarter hour they dove into an underground
parking garage and hissed to a halt. The garage was small, clearly
private, with room for only a few vehicles.
They
hauled him to a lift tube and ascended one level to a short hallway.
One of the goons pulled off Miles's boots and scanner-shield belt. The
stun was starting to wear off. His legs were rubbery, shot with pins
and needles, but at least they propped him up. They released his
wrists; clumsily, he tried to rub his aching arms. They popped the gag
from his mouth. He emitted a wordless croak.
They
unlocked a door in front of him and bundled him into a windowless room.
The door closed behind with a click like trap jaws snapping. He
staggered and stood, feet spread a little, panting.
A
sealed light fixture in the ceiling illuminated a narrow room furnished
only with two hard benches along the walls. To the left a doorframe
with the door removed led to a tiny, windowless washroom.
A
man, wearing only green trousers, cream shirt, and socks, lay curled on
one of the benches, facing the wall. Stiffly, gingerly, he rolled over
and sat up.
One hand flung up automatically, as if
to shield his reddened eyes from some too-bright light; the other
pressed the bench to keep him from toppling. Dark hair mussed, a
four-day beard stubble. His shirt collar hung open in a V,
revealing a throat strangely vulnerable, in contrast to the usual
turtle-armored effect of the high, closed Barrayaran tunic collar. His
face was furrowed.
The impeccable Captain Galeni. Rather the worse for wear.
Chapter Eight
Galeni squinted at Miles. "Bloody hell," he said in a flattened voice.
"Same to you," Miles rasped back.
Galeni sat up straighter, bleary eyes narrowing with suspicion. "Or—is it you?"
"I
don't know." Miles considered this. "Which me were you expecting?" He
staggered over to the bench opposite before his knees gave way and sat,
his back against the wall, feet not quite reaching the floor. They were
both silent for a few minutes, taking in the details of the other.
"It would be pointless to throw us together in the same room unless it were monitored," said Miles at last.
For answer Galeni flipped an index finger up toward the light fixture.
"Ah. Visual too?"
"Yes."
Miles bared his teeth and smiled upward.
Galeni was still regarding him with wary, almost painful uncertainty.
Miles cleared his throat. There was a bitter tang lingering in his mouth. "I take it you've met my alter-ego?"
"Yesterday. I think it was yesterday." Galeni glanced at the light.
His
kidnappers had relieved Miles of his own chrono, too. "It's now about
one in the morning, of the start of the fifth day since you disappeared
from the embassy," Miles supplied, answering Galeni's unspoken
question. "Do they leave that light on all the time?"
"Yes."
"Ah."
Miles fought down a queasy twinge of associative memory. Continuous
illumination was a Cetagandan prison technique for inducing temporal
disorientation. Admiral Naismith was intimately familiar with it.
"I
saw him for just a few seconds," Miles went on, "when they made the
switch." His hand touched the absence of a dagger, massaged the back of
his neck. "Do I—really look like that?"
"I thought it was you. Till the end. He told me he was practicing. Testing."
"Did he pass?"
"He was in here for four or five hours."
Miles winced. "That's bad. That's very bad."
"I thought so."
"I
see." A sticky silence filled the room. "Well, historian. And how do
you tell a forgery from the real thing?"
Galeni
shook his head, then touched his hand to his temple as though he wished
he hadn't; blinding headache, apparently. Miles had one too. "I don't
believe I know anymore." Galeni added reflectively, "He saluted."
A
dry grin cracked one corner of Miles's mouth. "Of course, there could
be just one of me, and all this a ploy to drive you crazy. …"
"Stop that!" Galeni almost shouted. A ghastly answering smile lit his face for a moment nonetheless.
Miles glanced up at the light. "Well, whoever I am, you should still be able to tell me who they are. Ah-—
I hope it's not the Cetagandans? I would find that just a little too
weird for comfort, in light of my . . . duplicate. He's a surgical
construct, I trust." Not a clone—please, don't let him be my clone. . . .
"He said he was a clone," said Galeni. "Of course, at least half of what he said was lies, whoever he was."
"Oh." Stronger exclamations seemed wholly inadequate.
"Yes. It made me rather wonder about you. The original you, that is."
"Ah
. . . hem! Yes. I think I know now why I popped out with that . . .
that story when the reporter cornered me. I'd seen him once before. In
the tubeway, when I was out with Commander Quinn. Eight, ten days ago
now. They must have been maneuvering in to make the switch. I thought I
was seeing myself in the mirror. But he was wearing the wrong uniform,
and they must have aborted."
Galeni glanced down at his own sleeve. "Didn't you notice?"
"I had a lot on my mind."
"You never reported this!"
"I
was on some pain meds. I thought it might be a little hallucination. I
was a bit stressed out. By the time I'd got back to the embassy I'd
forgotten about it. And besides," he smirked weakly, "I didn't think
our working relationship would benefit from planting serious doubts
about my sanity."
Galeni's lips compressed with exasperation, then softened with something like despair. "Perhaps not."
It
alarmed Miles, to see despair in Galeni's face. He babbled on, "Anyway,
I was relieved to realize I hadn't suddenly become clairvoyant. I'm
afraid my subconscious must be brighter than the rest of my brain. I
just didn't get its message." He pointed upward again, "Not
Cetagandans?"
"No." Galeni leaned back against the far wall, stone-faced. "Komarrans."
"Ah," Miles choked. "A Komarran plot. How . . . fraught."
Galeni's mouth twisted. "Quite."
"Well," said Miles thinly, "they haven't killed us yet. There must be some reason to keep us alive."
Galeni's
lips drew back on a deathly grin, his eyes crinkling. "None
whatsoever." The words came out in a wheezing chuckle, abruptly cut
off. A private joke between Galeni and the light fixture, apparently.
"He imagines he has reason," Galeni explained, "but he's very
mistaken." The bitter thrust of those words was also directed upward.
"Well, don't tell them,"
said Miles through his teeth. He took a deep breath. "Come on, Galeni,
spill it. What happened the morning you disappeared from the embassy?"
Galeni
sighed, and seemed to compose himself. "I got a call that morning. From
an old . . . Komarran acquaintance. Asking me to meet him."
"There was no log of a call. Ivan checked your comconsole."
"I
erased it. That was a mistake, though I didn't realize it at the time.
But something he'd said led me to think this might be a lead into the
mystery of your peculiar orders."
"So I did convince you my orders had to have been screwed up."
"Oh,
yes. But it was clear that if that were so, my embassy Security had
been penetrated, compromised from the inside. It was probably through
the courier. But I dared not lay such a charge without adducing
objective evidence."
"The courier, yes," said Miles. "That was my second choice."
Galeni's brows lifted. "What was your first choice?"
"You, I'm afraid."
Galeni's sour smile said it all.
Miles
shrugged in embarrassment. "I figured you'd made off with my eighteen
million marks. Except if you had, why hadn't you absconded? And then
you absconded."
"Oh," said Galeni in turn.
"All
the facts fit, then," Miles explained. "I had you pegged as an
embezzler, deserter, thief, and all-around Komarran son of a bitch."
"So what kept you from laying charges to that effect?"
"Nothing, unfortunately." Miles cleared his throat. "Sorry."
Galeni's face went faintly green, too dismayed even to get up a convincing glare, though he tried.
"Too right," said Miles. "If we don't get out of here, your name is going to be mud."
"All
for nothing …" Galeni braced his back to the wall, his head tilting
back against it for support, eyes closing as if in pain.
Miles
contemplated the probable political consequences, should he and Galeni
disappear now without further trace. Investigators must find his
embezzlement theory even more exciting than he had, compounded now by
kidnapping, murder, elopement, God knew what. The scandal could be
guaranteed to rock the Komarran integration effort to its foundations,
perhaps destroy it altogether. Miles glanced across the room at the man
his father had chosen to take a chance on. A kind of redemption . . .
That
alone could be enough reason for the Komarran underground to murder
them both. But the existence of the—oh God, not a clone!—alter-Miles
suggested that this slander upon Galeni's character, courtesy of Miles,
was merely a happy bonus from the Komarran viewpoint. He wondered if
they'd be properly grateful.
"So you went to meet this man," Miles prodded. "Without taking a beeper or a backup."
"Yes."
"And promptly got yourself kidnapped. And you criticize my Security techniques!"
"Yes." Galeni's eyes opened. "Well, no. We had lunch first."
"You
sat down to lunch with this guy? Or—was she pretty?" Miles awoke to
Galeni's choice of pronoun, back when he'd been addressing edged
remarks to the light fixture. No, not a pretty.
"Hardly. But he did attempt to suborn me."
"Did he succeed?"
At Galeni's withering glare, Miles explained, "Making this entire conversation a play for my benefit, y'see."
Galeni
grimaced, half irritation, half wry agreement. Forgeries and originals,
truth and lies, how were they to be tested here?
"I
told him to get stuffed." Galeni said this loudly enough that the light
fixture couldn't possibly miss it. "I should have realized, in the
course of our argument, that he had told me entirely too much about
what was really going on to dare let me go. But we exchanged
guarantees, I turned my back on him … let sentiment cloud my judgment.
He did not. And so I ended up here." Galeni glanced around their narrow
cell, "For a little time yet. Until he gets over his surge of
sentiment. As he will, eventually." Defiance, glared at the light
fixture.
Miles drew breath cold, cold through his teeth. "Must have been a pretty compelling old acquaintance."
"Oh
yes." Galeni closed his eyes again, as if he contemplated escaping
Miles, and this whole tangle, by retreating into sleep.
Galeni's
stiff, halting movements hinted of torture. . . . "They been urging you
to change your mind? Or interrogating you the old hard way?"
Galeni's
eyes slitted open; he touched the purple splotch under the left one.
"No, they have fast-penta for interrogation. No need to get physical.
I've been round on it, three, four times. There's not much they don't
know about embassy Security by now."
"Why the contusions, then?"
"I
made a break for it … yesterday, I guess. The three fellows who tackled
me look worse, I assure you. They must still be hoping I'll change my
mind."
"Couldn't you have pretended to cooperate at least long enough to get away?" said Miles in exasperation.
Galeni's
eyes snapped truculently. "Never," he hissed. The spasm of rage
evaporated with a weary sigh. "I suppose I should have. Too late now."
Had
they scrambled the captain's brains with their drugs? If old cold
Galeni had let emotion ambush his reason to that extent, well—it must
be a bloody strong emotion. The down-deep deadlies that IQ could do
nothing about.
"I don't suppose they'd buy an offer to cooperate from me," Miles said glumly.
Galeni's voice returned to its original drawl. "Hardly."
"Right."
A few minutes later Miles remarked, "It can't be a clone, y'know."
"Why not?" said Galeni.
"Any
clone of mine, grown from my body cells, ought to look—well, rather
like Ivan. Six feet tall or so and not . . . distorted in his face and
spine. With good bones, not these chalk-sticks. Unless," horrid
thought, "the medics have been lying to me all my life about my genes."
"He
must have been distorted to match," Galeni offered thoughtfully.
"Chemically or surgically or both. No harder to do that to your clone
than to any other surgical construct. Maybe easier."
"But
what happened to me was so random an accident—even the repairs were
experimental—my own doctors didn't know what they'd have till it was
over."
"Getting the duplicate right must have been
tricky. But obviously not impossible. Perhaps the . . . individual we
saw represents the last in a series of trials."
"In
that case, what have they done with the discards?" Miles asked wildly.
A parade of clones passed through his imagination like a chart of
evolution run in reverse, upright Ivanish Cro-Magnon devolving through
missing links into chimpanzee-Miles.
"I imagine they were disposed of." Galeni's voice was high and mild, not so much denying as defying honor.
Miles's belly shivered. "Ruthless."
"Oh, yes," Galeni agreed in that same soft tone.
Miles groped for logic. "In that case, he—the clone—" my twin brother, there, he had thought the thought flat out, "must be significantly younger than myself."
"Several years," agreed Galeni. "At a guess, six."
"Why six?"
"Arithmetic.
You were about six when the Komarran revolt ended. That would have been
the time this group would have been forced to turn its attention toward
some other, less direct plan of attack on Barrayar. The idea would not
have interested them earlier. Much later, and the clone would still be
too young to replace you even with accelerated growth. Too young to
carry off the act. It appears he must act as well as look like you, for
a time."
"But why a clone at all? Why a clone of me?"
"I believe he's intended for some sabotage timed with an uprising on Komarr."
"Barrayar will never let Komarr go. Never. You're our front gate."
"I
know," said Galeni tiredly. "But some people would rather drown our
domes in blood than learn from history. Or learn anything at all." He
glanced involuntarily at the light.
Miles
swallowed, rallied his will, spoke into the silence. "How long have you
known your father hadn't been blown up with that bomb?"
Galeni's
eyes flashed back to him; his body froze, then relaxed, if so grating a
motion could be called relaxation. But he said merely, "Five days."
After a time he added, "How did you know?"
"We cracked open your personnel files. He was your only close relative with no morgue record."
"We
believed he was dead." Galeni's voice was distant, level. "My brother
certainly was. Barrayaran Security came and got my mother and me, to
identify what was left. There wasn't much left. It was no effort to
believe there was literally nothing left of my father, who'd been
reported much closer to the center of the explosion."
The
man was in knots, fraying before Miles's eyes. Miles found he did not
relish the idea of watching Galeni come apart. Very wasteful of an
officer, from the Imperium's viewpoint. Like an assassination. Or an
abortion.
"My father spoke constantly of Komarr's
freedom," Galeni went on softly. To Miles, to the light fixture, to
himself? "Of the sacrifices we must all make for the freedom of Komarr.
He was very big on sacrifices. Human or otherwise. But he never seemed
to care much about the freedom of anyone on Komarr. It
wasn't until the day the revolt died that I became a free man. The day
he died. Free to look with my own eyes, make my own judgments, choose
my own life. Or so I thought. Life," the lilt of Galeni's voice
was infinitely sarcastic, "is full of surprises." He favored the light
fixture with a vulpine smile.
Miles squeezed his
eyes shut, trying to think straight. Not easy, with Galeni sitting two
meters away emanating murderous tension on red-line overload. Miles had
the unpleasant feeling that his nominal superior had lost sight of the
larger strategic picture just now, locked in some private struggle with
old ghosts. Or old non-ghosts. It was up to Miles.
Up
to Miles to do—what? He rose, and prowled the room on shaky legs.
Galeni watched him through slitted eyes without comment. No exit but
the one. He scratched at the walls with his fingernails. They were
impervious. The seams at floor and ceiling—he hopped up on the bench
and reached dizzily—yielded not at all. He passed into the half-bath,
relieved himself, washed his hands and face and sour mouth at the
sink—cold water only—drank from his cupped hands. No glass, not even a
plastic cup. The water sloshed nauseatingly in his stomach, his hands
twitched from the aftereffects of the stun. He wondered what the result
of stuffing the drain with his shirt and running the water might be.
That seemed to be the maximum possible vandalism. He returned to his
bench, wiping his hands on his trousers, and sat down before he fell
down.
"Do they feed you?" he asked. "Two or three
times a day," said Galeni. "Some of whatever they're cooking upstairs.
Several people seem to be living in this house."
"That would seem to be the one time you could make a break, then."
"It was," agreed Galeni.
Was, right. Their captors' guard would be redoubled now, after Galeni's attempt. Not
an attempt that Miles dared duplicate; a beating like the one Galeni
had taken would incapacitate him completely. Galeni contemplated the
locked door. "It does provide a certain amount of entertainment. You
never know, when the door opens, if it's going to be dinner or death."
Miles got the impression Galeni was rather hoping for death. Bloody kamikaze.
Miles knew the fey mood inside out. You could fall in love with that
grave-narrow option—it was the enemy of creative strategic thought. It
was the enemy, period.
But his resolve failed to
find a practical form, though he spun it round and round inside his
head. Surely Ivan must recognize the imposter immediately. Or would he
just put down any mistakes the clone made to Miles having an off day?
There was certainly precedent for that. And if the Komarrans had spent
four days pumping Galeni dry on embassy procedures, it was quite
possible the clone would be able to carry out Miles's routine duties
error-free. After all, if the creature were truly a clone, he should be
just as smart as Miles.
Or just as stupid . . .
Miles hung on to that comforting thought. If Miles made mistakes, in
his desperate dance through life, the clone could make just as many.
Trouble was, would anyone be able to tell their mistakes apart?
But
what about the Dendarii? His Dendarii, fallen into the hands of a—a
what? What were the Komarrans' plans? How much did they know about the
Dendarii? And how the hell could the clone duplicate both Lord
Vorkosigan and Admiral Naismith, when Miles himself had to make them up
as he went along?
And Elli—if Elli hadn't been able to tell the difference in the abandoned house, could she tell the difference in bed? Would that filthy tittle imposter
dare seduce Quinn? But what human being of any of the three sexes could
possibly resist an invitation to cavort between the sheets with the
brilliant and beautiful. . . ? Miles's imagination curdled with
detailed pictures of the clone, out there, Doing Things to his Quinn,
most of which Miles hadn't even had time to try yet himself. He found
his hands writhing in a white-knuckled grip on the edge of the bench,
in danger of snapping his finger-bones.
He let up.
Surely the clone must try to avoid intimate situations with people who
knew Miles well, where he would be in most danger of getting tripped
up. Unless he was a cocky little shit with a compulsive experimental
bent, like the one Miles shaved daily in his mirror. Miles and Elli had
just begun to get intimate—would she, wouldn't she know the difference?
If she—Miles swallowed, and tried to bring his mind back to the larger
political scenario.
The clone hadn't been created
just to drive him crazy; that was merely a fringe benefit. The clone
had been forged as a weapon, directed against Barrayar. Through Prime
Minister Count Aral Vorkosigan against Barrayar, as if the two were
one. Miles had no illusions; it wasn't for his own self's sake that
this plot had been gotten up. He could think of a dozen ways a false
Miles might be used against his father, ranging from relatively benign
to horrifically cruel. He glanced across the cell at Galeni, sprawled
coolly, waiting for his own father to kill him. Or using that very
coolness to force his father to kill him, proving . . . what? Miles
quietly dropped the benign scenarios off his list of possibilities.
In the end exhaustion overtook him, and he slept on the hard bench.
He
slept badly, swimming up repeatedly out of some unpleasant dream only
to re-encounter the even more unpleasant reality—cold bench, cramped
muscles, Galeni flung across the bench opposite twisting in equal
discomfort, his eyes gleaming through the fringe of his lashes not
revealing whether he woke or dozed—then wavering back down to dreamland
in self-defense. Miles's sense of the passage of time became totally
distorted, though when he finally sat up his creaking muscles and the
water-clock of his bladder suggested he'd slept long. By the time he
made a trip to the washroom, splashed cold water on his now-stubbled
face, and drank, his mind was churning back into high gear, rendering
further sleep impossible. He wished he had his cat-blanket.
The
door clicked. Galeni snapped from his apparent doze into a sitting
position, feet under his center of gravity, face utterly closed. But
this time it was dinner. Or breakfast, judging from the ingredients:
lukewarm scrambled eggs, sweet raisin bread, blessed coffee in a flimsy
cup, one spoon each. It was delivered by one of the poker-faced young
men Miles had seen the night before. Another hovered in the doorway,
stunner at ready. Eyeing Galeni, the man set the food down on the end
of one bench and backed quickly out.
Miles
regarded the food warily. But Galeni collected his and ate without
hesitation. Did he know it wasn't drugged or poisoned, or did he just
not give a damn anymore? Miles shrugged and ate too.
Miles
swallowed his last precious drops of coffee and asked, "Have you picked
up any hint of what the purpose of this whole masquerade is? They must
have gone to incredible lengths to produce this . . . duplicate me. It
can't be a minor plot."
Galeni, looking a bit less
pale by virtue of the decent food, rolled his cup carefully between his
hands. "I know what they've told me. I don't know if what they've told
me is the truth."
"Right, go on."
"You've
got to understand, my father's group is a radical splinter of the main
Komarran underground. The groups haven't spoken to each other in years,
which is one of the reasons we—Barrayaran Security," a faint ironic
smile played around his lips, "—missed them. The main body has been
losing momentum over the last decade. The expatriates' children, with
no memory of Komarr, have been growing up as citizens of other planets.
And the older ones have been—well, growing old. Dying off. And with
things becoming not so bad at home, they're not making new converts.
It's a shrinking power base, critically shrinking."
"I
can see that would make the radicals itchy to make some move. While
they still had a chance," Miles remarked.
"Yes. They're in a squeeze." Galeni crushed his cup slowly in his fist. "Reduced to wild gambles."
"This
one seems pretty damned exotic, to bet—sixteen, eighteen years on? How
the devil did they assemble the medical resources? Was your father a
doctor?"
Galeni snorted. "Hardly. The medical half
was the easy part, apparently, once they'd got hold of the stolen
tissue sample from Barrayar. Though how they did that—"
"I
spent the first six years of my life getting prodded, probed, biopsied,
scanned, sampled, sliced and diced by doctors. There must have been
kilograms of me floating around in various medical labs to choose from,
a regular tissue smorgasbord. That was the easy part. But the actual
cloning—"
"Was hired out. To some shady medical
laboratory on the planet of Jackson's Whole, as I understand it, that
would do anything for a price."
Miles's mouth, opening, gaped for a moment. "Oh. Them."
"Do you know about Jackson's Whole?"
"I've—encountered
their work in another context. Damned if I can't name the lab most
likely to have done it, too. They're experts at cloning. Among other
things, they do the illegal brain-transfer operations-illegal anywhere
but Jackson's Whole, that is—where the young clone is grown in a vat,
and the old brain is transferred into it—the old rich brain, needless
to say—and, um, they've done some bioengineering work that I can't talk
about, and . . . yes. And all this time they had a copy of me in the
back room—those sons of bitches, they're going to find out they're not
as bloody untouchable as they think they are this time . . . I" Miles
controlled incipient hyperventilation. Personal revenge upon Jackson's
Whole must wait for some more propitious time. "So. The Komarran
underground invested nothing except money in the project for the first
ten or fifteen years. No wonder it was never traced."
"Yes,"
said Galeni. "So a few years ago, the decision was made to pull this
card out of their sleeve. They picked up the completed clone, now a
young teenager, from Jackson's Whole and began training him to be you."
"Why?"
"They're apparently going for the Imperium."
"What?!" Miles cried. "No! Not with me—\"
"That.
. . individual. . . stood right there, "Galeni pointed to a spot near
the door, "two days ago and told me I was looking at the next Emperor
of Barrayar."
"They would have to kill both
Emperor Gregor and my father to mount anything of a sort—" Miles began
frantically.
"I would imagine," said Galeni dryly,
"they're looking forward to just that." He lay back on his bench, eyes
glinting, hands locked behind his neck for a pillow, and purred, "Over
my dead body, of course."
"Over both our dead bodies. They don't dare let us live…"
"I believe I mentioned that yesterday."
"Still,
if anything goes wrong," Miles's gaze flickered toward the light
fixture, "it might be handy for them to have hostages." He enunciated
this idea clearly, emphasizing the plural. Though he feared that from
the Barrayaran point of view, only one of them had value as a hostage.
Galeni was no fool; he knew who the goat was too.
Damn,
damn, damn. Miles had walked into this trap, knowing it was a trap, in
hopes of gaining just the sort of information he now possessed. But he
hadn't meant to stay trapped. He rubbed the back of his neck in utter
frustration—what joy it would have been to call down a Dendarii strike
force on this—this nest of rebels—right now—
The
door clicked. It was too early for lunch. Miles whipped around, hoping
for a wild instant to find Commander Quinn leading a patrol to his
rescue—no. It was just the two goons again, and a third in the doorway
with a stunner.
One gestured at Miles. "You. Come along."
"Where
to?" Miles asked suspiciously. Could this be the end already—to be
taken back down to the garage sub-level and shot or have his neck
broken? He felt disinclined to walk voluntarily to his own execution.
Something
like that must have been passing through Galeni's mind too, for as the
pair grabbed Miles unceremoniously by the arms, Galeni lunged for them.
The one with the stunner dropped him before he was halfway across the
floor. Galeni convulsed, teeth bared, in desperate resistance, then lay
still.
Numbly, Miles allowed himself to be bundled
out the door. If his death were coming, he wanted to at least stay
conscious, to spit in its eye one last time as it closed on him.
Chapter Nine
To Miles's temporary relief, they took him up,
not down the lift tube. Not that they couldn't perfectly well kill him
someplace other than the garage sub-level. Galeni, now, they might
murder in the garage to avoid having to lug the body, but Miles's own
dead weight, so to speak, would not present nearly the logistic load.
The
room into which the two men now shoved him was some sort of study or
private office, bright despite the polarized window. Library data files
filled a transparent shelf on the wall; an ordinary comconsole desk
occupied one corner. The comconsole vid was presently displaying a
fish-eye view of Miles's cell. Galeni still lay stunned on the floor.
The
older man who had seemed in charge of Miles's kidnapping the night
before sat on a beige-padded chrome bench before the darkened window,
examining a hypospray just taken from its case, which lay open beside
him. So. Interrogation, not execution, was the plan. Or at any rate,
interrogation before execution. Unless they simply contemplated
poisoning him.
Miles tore his gaze from the
glittering hypo as the man shifted, his head tilting to study Miles
through narrowed blue eyes. A flick of his gaze checked the comconsole.
It was a momentary accident of posture, a hand gripping the edge of the
bench, that snapped Miles's realization into place, for the man did not
greatly resemble Captain Galeni except perhaps in the paleness of his
skin. He appeared to be about sixty. Clipped greying hair, lined face,
body thickening with age, clearly not that of an outdoorsman or
athlete. He wore conservative Earther clothes a generation removed from
the historical fashions of the parading teenagers that Miles had
enjoyed in the shopping arcade. He might have been a businessman or a
teacher, anything but a hairy terrorist.
Except
for the murderous tension. In that, in the coil of the hands, flare of
the nostril, iron of the mouth, stiffness of the neck, Ser Galen and
Duv Galeni were as one.
Galen rose, and stalked
slowly around Miles with the air of a man studying a sculpture by an
inferior artist. Miles stood very still, feeling smaller than usual in
his sock feet, stubbled and grubby. He had come to the center at last,
the secret source from which all his coiling troubles had been
emanating these past weeks. And the center was this man, who orbited
him staring back with hungry hate. Or perhaps he and Galen were both
centers, like the twin foci of an ellipse, brought together and
superimposed at last to create some diabolical perfect circle.
Miles
felt very small and very brittle. Galen could very well begin by
breaking Miles's arms with the same absent, nervous air that Elli Quinn
bit her nails, just to release tension. Does he see me at all? Or am I an object, a symbol representing the enemy—will he murder me for the sake of sheer allegory?
"So,"
Ser Galen spoke. "This is the real thing at last. Not very impressive,
to have seduced my son's loyalty. What can he see in you? Still, you
represent Barrayar very well. The monster son of a monster father, Aral
Vorkosigan's secret moral genotype made flesh for all to see. Perhaps
there is some justice in the universe after all."
"Very poetic," choked Miles, "but biologically inaccurate, as you must know, having cloned me."
Galen
smiled sourly. "I won't insist on it." He completed his circuit and
faced Miles. "I suppose you couldn't help being born. But why have you
never revolted from the monster? He made you what you are—" an
expansive gesture of Galen's open hand summed up Miles's stunted and
twisted frame. "What dictator's charisma does the man possess, that
he's able to hypnotize not only his own son but everyone else's too?"
The prone figure in the vid console seemed to pluck at Galen's eye.
"Why do you follow him? Why does David? What corrupt kick can my son
get out of crawling into a Barrayaran goon-uniform and marching behind Vorkosigan?" Galen's voice feigned light banter very badly; the undertones twisted with anguish.
Miles, glowering, clipped out, "For one thing, my father has never abandoned me in the presence of an enemy."
Galen's
head jerked back, all pretense of banter extinguished. He turned
abruptly away, and went to take up the hypospray from the bench.
Miles
silently cursed his own tongue. But for that stupid impulse to grab the
last word, to return the cut, he might have kept the man talking, and
learned something. Now the talking, and the learning, would all be
going the other way.
The two guards took him by
the elbows. The one on the left pushed up his shirt sleeve. Here it
came. Galen pressed the hypospray against the vein on the inside of
Miles's elbow, a hiss, a prickling bite. "What is it?" Miles had just
time to ask. His voice sounded unfortunately weak and nervous in his
own ears.
"Fast-penta, of course," replied Galen easily.
Miles
was not surprised, though he cringed inwardly, knowing what was to
come. He had studied fast-penta's pharmacology, effects, and proper use
in the Security course at the Barrayaran Imperial Academy. It was the
drug of choice for interrogation, not only for the Imperial Service but
galaxy-wide. The near-perfect truth serum, irresistible, harmless to
the subject even with repeated doses. Irresistible and harmless, that
is, except to the unfortunate few who had either a natural or
artificially-induced allergic reaction to it. Miles had never even been
considered as a candidate for this last conditioning, his person being
judged more valuable than any secret information he might contain.
Other espionage agents were less lucky. Anaphylactic shock was an even
less heroic death than the disintegration chamber usually reserved for
convicted spies.
Despairing, Miles waited to go
ga-ga. Admiral Naismith had sat in on more than one real fast-penta
interrogation. The drug washed all reason out to sea on a flood of
benign good feeling and charitable cheer. Like a cat on catnip, it was
highly amusing to watch—in somebody else. In moments he would be mellow
to the point of drooling idiocy.
Ugly, to think of
the resolute Captain Galeni having been so shamefully reduced. Four
times running, he'd said. No wonder he was twitchy.
Miles
could feel his heart racing, as though he'd overdosed on caffeine. His
vision seemed to sharpen to an almost painful focus. The edge lines of
every object in the room glowed, the masses they enclosed palpable to
his exacerbated senses. Galen, standing back by the pulsing window, was
a live-wiring diagram, electric and dangerous, loaded with deadly
voltage awaiting some triggering discharge.
Mellow, this wasn't.
He
had to be slipping into natural shock. Miles took his last breath.
Would his interrogator ever be surprised. . . .
Rather
to Miles's own surprise, he kept on panting. Not anaphylactic shock,
then. Just another damned idiosyncratic drug reaction. He hoped the
stuff wouldn't bring on those ghastly hallucinations like that bloody
sedative he'd been given once by an unsuspecting surgeon. He wanted to
scream. His eyes flashed white-edged to follow Galen's least motion.
One
of the guards shoved a chair up behind him and sat him down. Miles fell
into it gratefully, shivering uncontrollably. His thoughts seemed to
explode in fragments and reform, like fireworks being run forward and
then in reverse through a vid. Galen frowned down at him.
"Describe the security procedures for entry and exit from the Barrayaran embassy."
Surely
they must have squeezed this basic information out of Captain Galeni
already—it must merely be a question to check the effect of the
fast-penta, ". . . of the fast-penta," Miles heard his own voice
echoing his thoughts. Oh, hell. He'd hoped his odd reaction to the drug
might have included the ability to resist spilling his mind out his
mouth. "—what a repulsive image …" Head swaying, he stared down at the
floor in front of his feet as if he might see a pile of bloody brains
vomited there.
Ser Galen strode forward and yanked
his head up by the hair, and repeated through his teeth, "Describe the
security procedures for entry and exit from the Barrayaran embassy!"
"Sergeant
Barth's in charge," Miles began impulsively. "Obnoxious bigot. No
savoir faire at all, and a jock to boot—" Unable to stop himself, Miles
poured out not only codes, passwords, scanner perimeters, but also
personnel schedules, his private opinions of each and every individual,
and a scathing critique of the Security net's defects. One thought
triggered another and then the next in an explosive chain like a string
of firecrackers. He couldn't stop; he babbled.
Not
only could he not stop himself, Galen couldn't stop him either.
Prisoners on fast-penta tended to wander by free association from the
topic unless kept on track by frequent cues from their interrogators.
Miles found himself doing the same on fast-forward. Normal victims
could be brought up short by a word, but only when Galen struck him
hard and repeatedly across the face, shouting him down, did Miles halt,
and sit panting.
Torture was not a part of
fast-penta interrogation because the happily drugged subjects were
impervious to it. For Miles the pain pulsed in and out, at one moment
detached and distant, the next flooding his body and whiting out his
mind like a burst of static. To his own horror, he began to cry. Then
stopped with a sudden hiccup.
Galen stood staring at him in repelled fascination.
"It's
not right," muttered one of the guards. "He shouldn't be like that. Is
he beating the fast-penta, some kind of new conditioning?"
"He's not beating it, though," Galen pointed out.
He glanced at his wrist chrono. "He's not withholding information. He's giving more. Too much more."
The comconsole began chiming insistently.
"I'll
get it," volunteered Miles. "It's probably for me." He surged up out of
his seat, his knees gave way, and he fell flat on his face on the
carpet. It prickled against his bruised cheek. The two guards dragged
him off the floor and propped him back up in the chair. The room jerked
in a slow circle around him. Galen answered the comconsole.
"Reporting in." Miles's own crisp voice in its Barrayaran-accented incarnation rang from the vid.
The
clone's face seemed not quite as familiar as the one Miles shaved daily
in his mirror. "His hair's parted on the wrong side if he wants to be
me," Miles observed to no one in particular. "No, it's not …" No one
was listening, anyway. Miles considered angles of incidence and angles
of reflection, his thoughts bouncing at the speed of light back and
forth between the mirrored walls of his empty skull.
"How's it going?" Galen leaned anxiously across the comconsole.
"I
nearly lost it all in the first five minutes last night. That big
Dendarii sergeant-driver turned out to be the damned cousin." The
clone's voice was low and tense. "Blind luck, I was able to carry off
my first mistake as a joke. But they've got me rooming with the
bastard. And he snores."
"Too true," Miles
remarked, unasked. "For real entertainment, wait'll he starts making
love in his sleep. Damn, I wish I had dreams like Ivan's. All I get are
anxiety nightmares—playing polo naked against a lot of dead Cetagandans
with Lieutenant Murka's severed head for the ball. It screamed every
time I hit it toward the goal. Falling off and getting trampled …"
Miles's mutter trailed off as they continued to ignore him.
"You're
going to have to deal with all kinds of people who knew him, before
this is done," said Galen roughly to the vid. "But if you can fool
Vorpatril, you'll be able to carry it off anywhere—"
"You
can fool all of the people some of the time," chirped Miles, "and some
of the people all of the time, but you can fool Ivan anytime. He
doesn't pay attention."
Galen glanced over at him
in irritation. "The embassy is a perfect isolated test-microcosm," he
went on to the vid, "before you go on to the larger arena of Barrayar
itself. Vorpatril's presence makes it an ideal practice opportunity. If
he tumbles to you, we can find some way to eliminate him."
"Mm."
The clone seemed scarcely reassured. "Before we started, I thought
you'd managed to stuff my head with everything it was possible to know
about Miles Vorkosigan. Then at the last minute you find out he's been
leading a double life all this time—what else have you missed?"
"Miles, we've been over that—"
Miles
realized with a start that Galen was addressing the clone with his
name. Had he been so thoroughly conditioned to his role that he had no
name of his own? Strange . . .
"We knew there'd be
gaps over which you'd have to improvise. But we'll never have a better
opportunity than this chance visit of his to Earth has given us. Better
than waiting another six months and trying to maneuver in on Barrayar.
No. It's now or never." Galen took a calming breath. "So. You got
through the night all right."
The clone snorted. "Yeah, if you don't count waking up being strangled by a damned animated fur coat.
"What? Oh, the live fur. Didn't he give it to his woman?"
"Evidently not. I nearly peed myself before I realized what it was. Woke up the cousin."
"Did he suspect anything?" Galen asked urgently.
"I passed it off as a nightmare. It seems Vorkosigan has them fairly often."
Miles
nodded sagely. "That's what I told you. Severed heads . . . broken
bones . . . mutilated relatives . . . unusual alterations to important
parts of my body …" The drug seemed to be imparting some odd memory
effects, part of what made fast-penta so effective for interrogation,
no doubt. His recent dreams were coming back to him far more clearly
than he'd ever consciously remembered them. All in all, he was glad he
usually tended to forget them.
"Did Vorpatril say anything about it in the morning?" asked Galen.
"No. I'm not talking much."
"That's out of character," Miles observed helpfully.
"I'm
pretending to have a mild episode of one of those depressions in his
psyche report—who is that, anyway?" The clone craned his neck,
"Vorkosigan himself. We've got him on fast-penta."
"Ah,
good. I've been getting calls all morning over a secured comm link from
his mercenaries, asking for orders."
"We agreed you'd avoid the mercenaries."
"Fine, tell them."
"How soon can you get orders cut getting you out of the embassy and back to Barrayar?"
"Not
soon enough to avoid the Dendarii completely. I broached it to the
ambassador, but it appears Vorkosigan's in charge of the search for
Captain Galeni. He seemed surprised I'd want to leave, so I backed off
for now. Has the captain changed his mind about cooperating yet? If
not, you'll have to generate my return-home orders from out there and
slip them in with the courier or something."
Galen hesitated visibly. "I'll see what I can do. In the meantime, keep trying."
Doesn't
Galen know we know the courier's compromised? Miles thought in a flash
of near-normal clarity. He managed to keep the vocalization to a low
mumble.
"Right. Well, you promised me you'd keep
him alive for questions until I left, so here's one. Who is Lieutenant
Bone, and what is she supposed to do about the surplusage from the Triumph? She didn't say what it was a surplus of."
One of the guards prodded Miles. "Answer the question."
Miles
struggled for clarity of thought and expression. "She's my fleet
accountant. I suppose she should dump it into her investment account
and play with it as usual. It's a surplus of money," he felt compelled
to explain, then cackled bitterly. "Temporary, I'm sure."
"Will that do?" asked Galen.
"I
think so. I told her she was an experienced officer and to use her
discretion, and she seemed to go off satisfied, but I sure wondered
what I'd just ordered her to do. All right, next. Who is Rosalie Crew,
and why is she suing Admiral Naismith for half a million GSA federal
credits?"
"Who?" gaped Miles in genuine
astonishment as the guard prodded him again. "What?" Miles was
confusedly unable to convert half a million GSA credits to Barrayaran
Imperial marks in his drug-scrambled head with any precision beyond
"lots and lots and lots"; for a moment the association of the name
remained blocked, then clicked in. "Ye gods, it's that poor clerk from
the wine shop. I saved her from burning up. Why sue me? Why not sue
Danio, he burned down her store—of course, he's broke …"
"But what do I do about it?" asked the clone.
"You
wanted to be me," said Miles in a surly voice, "you figure it out." His
mental processes clicked on anyway. "Slap her with a countersuit for
medical damages. I think I threw my back out, lifting her. It still
hurts …"
Galen overrode this. "Ignore it," he instructed. "You'll be out of there before anything can come of it."
"All right," said the Miles-clone doubtfully.
"And
leave the Dendarii holding the bag?" said Miles angrily. He squeezed
his eyes shut, trying desperately to think in the wavering room. "But
of course, you don't care anything about the Dendarii, do you? You must
care! They put their lives on the line for you—me—it's wrong—you'll
betray them, casually, without even thinking about it, you scarcely
know what they are—"
"Quite," sighed the clone,
"and speaking of what they are, just what is his relationship with this
Commander Quinn, anyway? Did you finally decide he was screwing her, or
not?"
"We're just good friends," caroled Miles,
and laughed hysterically. He lunged for the comconsole—the guards
grabbed for him and missed—and climbing across the desk snarled into
the vid, "Stay away from her, you little shit! She's mine, you hear,
mine, mine, all mine—Quinn, Quinn, beautiful Quinn, Quinn of the
evening, beautiful Quinn," he sang off-key as the guards dragged him
back. Blows ran him down into silence.
"I thought you had him on fast-penta," said the clone to Galen.
"We do."
"It doesn't sound like fast-penta!"
"Yes.
There's something wrong. Yet he's not supposed to have been
conditioned. . . . I'm beginning to seriously doubt the utility of
keeping him alive any longer as a data bank if we can't trust his
answers."
"That's just great," scowled the clone.
He glanced over his shoulder. "I've got to go. I'll report again
tonight. If I'm still alive by then." He vanished with an irritated
bleep.
Galen turned back to Miles with a list of
questions, about Barrayaran Imperial Headquarters, about Emperor
Gregor, about Miles's usual activities when quartered in Barrayar's
capital city Vorbarr Sultana, and question after question about the
Dendarii Mercenaries. Miles, writhing, answered and answered and
answered, unable to stop his own rapid gabble. But partway through he
hit on a line of poetry, and ended by reciting the whole sonnet.
Galen's slaps could not derail him; the strings of association were too
strong to break into. After that he managed to jump off the
interrogation repeatedly. Works with strong meter and rhyme worked
best, bad narrative verse, obscene Dendarii drinking songs, anything a
chance word or phrase from his interrogators could trigger. His memory
seemed phenomenal. Galen's face was darkening with frustration.
"At this rate we'll be here till next winter," said one of the guards in disgust.
Miles's
bleeding lips peeled back in a maniacal grin. " 'Now is the winter of
our discontent,' " he cried, " 'made glorious summer by this sun of
York—' "
It had been years since he'd memorized
the ancient play, but the vivid iambic pentameter carried him along
relentlessly. Short of beating him into unconsciousness, there seemed
nothing Galen could do to turn him off. Miles was not even to the end
of Act I when the two guards dragged him back down the lift tube and
threw him roughly back into his prison room.
Once
there, his rapid-firing neurons drove him from wall to wall, pacing and
reciting, jumping up and down off the bench at appropriate moments,
doing all the women's parts in a high falsetto. He got all the way
through to the last Amen! before he collapsed on the floor and lay
gasping.
Captain Galeni, who had been scrunched
into the corner on his bench with his arms wrapped protectively around
his ears for the last hour, lifted his head cautiously from their
circle. "Are you quite finished?" he said mildly.
Miles rolled over on his back and stared blankly up at the light. "Three cheers for literacy … I feel sick."
"I'm
not surprised." Galen looked pale and ill himself, still shaky from the
aftereffects of the stun. "What was that?"
"The play, or the drug?"
"I recognized the play, thank you. What drug?"
"Fast-penta."
"You're joking."
"Not
joking. I have several weird drug reactions. There's a whole chemical
class of sedatives I can't touch. Apparently this is related."
"What a piece of good fortune!"
I seriously doubt the utility of keeping him alive. . . "I don't think so," Miles said distantly. He lurched to his feet, ricocheted into the bathroom, threw up, and passed out.
He
awoke with the unblinking glare of the overhead light needling his
eyes, and flung an arm over his face to shut it out.
Someone—Galeni?—had put him back on his bench. Galeni was asleep now
across the room, breathing heavily. A meal, cold and congealed, sat on
a plate at the end of Miles's bench. It must be deep night. Miles
contemplated the food queasily, then put it down out of sight under his
bench. Time stretched inexorably as he tossed, turned, sat up, lay
down, aching and nauseous, escape even into sleep receding out of reach.
The
next morning after breakfast they came and took not Miles but Galeni.
The captain left with a look of grim distaste in his eyes. Sounds of a
violent altercation came from the hallway, Galeni trying to get himself
stunned, a draconian but surely effective way of avoiding
interrogation. He did not succeed. Their captors returned him, giggling
vacuously, after a marathon number of hours.
He
lay limply on his bench giving vent to an occasional snicker for what
might have been another hour before slipping into torpid sleep. Miles
gallantly resisted taking advantage of the residual effects of the drug
to get in a few questions of his own. Alas, fast-penta subjects
remembered their experiences. Miles was fairly certain by now that one
of Galeni's personal triggers was in the key word betrayal.
Galeni
returned to a thick but cold consciousness at last, looking ill.
Fast-penta hangover was a remarkably unpleasant experience; in that,
Miles's response to the drug had not been at all idiosyncratic.
Miles winced in sympathy as Galeni made his own trip to the washroom.
Galeni
returned to sit heavily on his bench. His eye fell on his cold dinner
plate; he prodded it dubiously with an experimental forefinger. "You
want this?" he asked Miles.
"No, thanks."
"Mm." Galeni shoved the plate out of sight under his bench and sat back rather nervelessly.
"What were they after," Miles jerked his head doorward, "in your interrogation?"
"Personal
history, mostly, this time." Galeni contemplated his socks; which were
getting stiff with grime; but Miles was not sure Galeni was seeing what
he was looking at. "He seems to have this strange difficulty grasping
that I actually mean what I say. He had apparently genuinely convinced
himself that he had only to reveal himself, to whistle, to bring me to
his heel as I had run when I was fourteen. As if the weight of my
entire adult life counted for nothing. As if I'd put on this uniform
for a joke, or out of despair or confusion—anything but a reasoned and
principled decision."
No need to ask who "he" was. Miles grinned sourly. "What, it wasn't for the spiffy boots?"
"I'm just dazzled by the glittering tinsel of neo-fascism," Galeni informed him blandly.
"Is
that how he phrased it? Anyway, it's feudalism, not fascism, apart
maybe from some of the late Emperor Ezar Vorbarra's experiments in
centralization. The glittering tinsel of neo-feudalism I will grant
you."
"I am thoroughly familiar with the principle of Barrayaran government, thank you," remarked Dr. Galeni.
"Such as they are," muttered Miles. "It was all arrived at by improvisation, y'know."
"Yes,
I do. Glad to know you aren't as historically illiterate as the average
young officer coming up these days."
"So . . ." Miles said, "if it wasn't for the gold braid arid the shiny boots, why are you with us?"
"Oh, of course,"
Galeni rolled his eyes toward the light fixture, "I get a sadistic
psychosexual kick out of being a bully, goon, and thug. It's a power
trip."
"Hi," Miles waved from across the room, "talk to me, not him, huh? He had his turn."
"Mm." Galeni crossed his arms glumly. "In a sense, it's true, I suppose. I am on a power trip. Or I was."
"For what it's worth, that's not a secret to the Barrayaran high command."
"Nor
to any Barrayaran, though people from outside your society seem to miss
it regularly. How do they imagine such an apparently caste-rigid
society has survived the incredible stresses of the century since the
end of the Time of Isolation without exploding? In a way, the Imperial
Service has performed something of the same social function as the
medieval church once did here on Earth, as a safety valve. Through it,
anyone of talent can launder his caste origins. Twenty years of
Imperial service, and they step out for all practical purposes an
honorary Vor. The names may not have changed since Dorca Vorbarra's
day, when the Vor were a closed caste of self-serving horse goons—"
Miles grinned at this description of his great-grandfather's generation.
"—but
the substance has altered out of all recognition. And yet through it
all the Vor have managed, however desperately, to hang on to certain
vital principles of service and sacrifice. To the knowledge that it is
possible for a man who would not stop and stoop to take, to yet run
down the street for a chance to give. …" He stopped short, and cleared
his throat, flushing. "My Ph.D. thesis, y'know. 'The Barrayaran
Imperial Service, A Century of Change.' "
"I see."
"I wanted to serve Komarr—"
"As
your father before you," Miles finished. Galeni glanced up sharply,
suspecting sarcasm, but found, Miles trusted, only sympathetic irony in
his eyes.
Galeni's hand opened in a brief gesture
of agreement and understanding. "Yes. And no. None of the cadets who
entered the service when I did have yet seen a shooting war. I saw one
from street level—"
"I had suspected you were more
intimately acquainted with the Komarr Revolt than the Security reports
seemed to believe," remarked Miles.
"As a drafted
apprentice to my father," Galeni confirmed. "Some night forays, other
missions of sabotage—I was small for my age. There are places a child,
idly playing, can pass where an adult would be stopped. Before my
fourteenth birthday I had helped kill men. … I have no illusions about
the glorious Imperial troops during the Komarr Revolt. I saw men
wearing this uniform," he waved a hand down the piped length of his
green trousers, "do shameful things. In anger or fear, in frustration
or desperation, sometimes just in idle viciousness. But I could not see
that it made any practical difference to the corpses, ordinary people
caught in the cross fire, whether they were burned down by evil invader
plasma fire, or blown to bits by good patriotic gravitic implosions.
Freedom? We can scarcely pretend that Komarr was a democracy even
before the Barrayarans came. My father cried that Barrayar had
destroyed Komarr, but when I looked around, Komarr was still there."
"You can't tax a wasteland," Miles murmured.
"I
saw a little girl once—" He stopped, bit his lip, plunged on. "What
makes a practical difference is that there not be war. I mean—I
meant—to make that practical difference. A Service career, an honorable
retirement, leverage to a ministerial appointment—then up through the
ranks on the civil side, then …"
"The viceroyalty of Komarr?" suggested Miles.
"That
hope would be slightly megalomanic," said Galeni. "An appointment on
his staff, though, certainly." His vision faded, palpably, as he
glanced around their cell-room, and his lips puffed on a silent,
self-derisive laugh. "My father, on the other hand, wants revenge.
Foreign domination of Komarr being not merely prone to abuse, but
intrinsically evil by first principle. Trying to make it un-foreign by
integration is not compromise, it's collaboration, capitulation.
Komarran revolutionaries died for my sins. And so on. And on."
"He's still attempting to persuade you to come over to his side, then."
"Oh, yes. I believe he will keep talking till he pulls the trigger."
"Not
that I'm asking you to, um, compromise your principles or anything, but
I really don't see that it would be any extra skin off my nose if you
were to, say, plead for your own life," Miles mentioned diffidently. "
'He who fights and runs away lives to fight another day,' and all that."
Galeni shook his head. "For precisely that logic, I cannot surrender. Not will not—can
not. He can't trust me. If I reversed, he would too, and be compelled
to argue himself into killing me as hard as he now feigns to be arguing
himself out. He's already sacrificed my brother. In a sense, my
mother's death came ultimately from that loss, and others he inflicted
on her in the name of the cause." He added in a flash of
self-consciousness, "I suppose that makes this all seem very oedipal.
But—the anguish of making the hard choices has always appealed to the
romance in his soul."
Miles shook his head. "I'll
allow you know the man better than I do. And yet . . . well, people do
get hypnotized by the hard choices. And stop looking for alternatives.
The will to be stupid is a very powerful force—"
This surprised a brief laugh from Galeni, and a thoughtful look.
"—but there are always alternatives. Surely it's more important to be loyal to a person than a principle."
Galeni
raised his eyebrows. "I suppose that shouldn't surprise me, coming from
a Barrayaran. From a society that traditionally organizes itself by
internal oaths of fealty instead of an external framework of abstract
law—is that your father's politics showing?"
Miles
cleared his throat. "My mother's theology, actually. From two
completely different starting points they arrive at this odd
intersection in their views. Her theory is that principles come and go,
but that human souls are immortal, and you should therefore throw in
your lot with the greater part. My mother tends to be extremely
logical. Betan, y'know."
Galeni sat forward in
interest, his hands loosely clasped between his knees. "It surprises me
more that your mother had anything to do with your upbringing at all.
Barrayaran society tends to be so, er, aggressively patriarchal. And
Countess Vorkosigan has the reputation of being the most invisible of
political wives,"
"Yeah, invisible," Miles agreed
cheerfully, "like air. If it disappeared you'd hardly miss it. Till the
next time you came to inhale." He suppressed a twinge of homesickness,
and a fiercer fear—If I don't make it back this time. . . .
Galeni
smiled polite disbelief. "It's hard to imagine that Great Admiral
yielding to, ah, uxorial blandishments."
Miles
shrugged. "He yields to logic. My mother is one of the few people I
know who has almost completely conquered the will to be stupid." Miles
frowned introspectively. "Your father's a fairly bright man, is he not?
I mean, given his premises. He's eluded Security, he's been able to put
together at least temporarily effective courses of action, he's got
follow-through, he's certainly persistent. …"
"Yes, I suppose so," said Galeni.
"Hm."
"What?"
"Well. . . there's something about this whole plot that bothers me."
"I should think there's a great deal!"
"Not personally. Logically. In the abstract. As a plot, qua
plot, there's something that doesn't quite add up even from his point
of view. Of course it's a scramble—chances must be taken, it's always
like that when you try to convert any plan into action—but over and
above the practical problems. Something intrinsically screwy."
"It's
daring. But if he succeeds, he'll have it all. If your clone takes the
Imperium, he'll stand in the center of Barrayar's power structure.
He'll control it all. Absolute power."
"Bullshit," said Miles. Galeni's brows rose.
"Just
because Barrayar's system of checks and balances is unwritten doesn't
mean it's not there. You must know the Emperor's power consists of no
more than the cooperation he is able to extract from the military, from
the counts, from the ministries, from the people generally. Terrible
things happen to emperors who fail to perform their function to the
satisfaction of all these groups. The Dismemberment of Mad Emperor Yuri
wasn't so very long ago. My father was actually present for that
remarkably gory execution, as a boy. And yet people still wonder why
he's never tried to take the Imperium for himself!
"So
here we have a picture of this imitation me, grabbing for the throne in
a bloody coup, followed by a rapid transfer of power and privilege to
Komarr, say even granting its independence. Results?"
"Go on," said Galeni, fascinated.
"The
military will be offended, because I'm throwing away their hard-won
victories. The counts will be offended, because I'll have promoted
myself above them. The ministries will be offended, because the loss of
Komarr as a tax farm and trade nexus will reduce their power. The
people will be offended for all these reasons plus the fact that I am
in their eyes a mutant, physically unclean in Barrayaran tradition.
Infanticide for obvious birth defects is still going on secretly in the
back country, do you know, despite its being outlawed for four decades?
If you can think of any fate nastier than being dismembered alive,
well, that poor clone is headed straight for it. I'm not sure even I
could ride the Imperium and survive, even without the Komarran
complications. And that kid's only—what—seventeen, eighteen years old?"
Miles subsided. "It's a stupid plot. Or . . ."
"Or?"
"Or it's some other plot."
"Hm."
"Besides,"
said Miles more slowly, "why should Ser Galen, who if I'm reading him
right hates my father more than he loves—anybody, be going to all this
trouble to put Vorkosigan blood on the Barrayaran Imperial throne? It's
a most obscure revenge. And how, if by some miracle he succeeds in
getting the boy Imperial power, does he then propose to control him?"
"Conditioning?" suggested Galeni. "Threats to expose him?"
"Mm, maybe." At this impasse, Miles fell silent. After long moments he spoke again.
"I
think the real plot is much simpler and smarter. He means to drop the
clone into the middle of a power struggle just to create chaos on
Barrayar. The results of that struggle are irrelevant. The clone is
merely a pawn. A revolt on Komarr is timed to rise during the point of
maximum uproar, the bloodier the better, back on Barrayar. He must have
an ally in the woodwork prepared to step in with enough military force
to block Barrayar's wormhole exit. God, I hope he hasn't made a devil's
deal with the Cetagandans for that."
"Trading a
Barrayaran occupation for a Cetagandan one strikes me as a zero-sum
move in the extreme—surely he's not that mad. But what happens to your
rather expensive clone?" said Galeni, puzzling out the threads.
Miles
smiled crookedly. "Ser Galen doesn't care. He's just a means to an
end." His mouth opened, closed, opened again. "Except that—I keep
hearing my mother's voice, in my head. That's where I picked up that
perfect Betan accent, y'know, that I use for Admiral Naismith, I can
hear her now."
"And what does she say?" Galeni's brows twitched in amusement.
"Miles— she says—what have you done with your baby brother?!"
"Your clone is hardly that!" choked Galeni.
"On the contrary, by Betan law my clone is exactly that."
"Madness." Galeni paused. "Your mother could not possibly expect you to look out for this creature."
"Oh,
yes she could." Miles sighed glumly. A knot of unspoken panic made a
lump in his chest. Complex, too complex . . .
"And
this is the woman that—you claim—is behind the man who's behind the
Barrayaran Imperium? I don't see it. Count Vorkosigan is the most
pragmatic of politicians. Look at the entire Komarr integration scheme."
"Yes," said Miles cordially. "Look at it."
Galeni shot him a suspicious glance. "Persons before principles, eh?" he said slowly at last.
"Yep."
Galeni
subsided wearily on his bench. After a time one corner of his mouth
twitched up. "My father," he murmured, "was always a man of
great—principles."
Chapter Ten
With every passing minute, the chances of rescue
seemed bleaker. In time another breakfast-type meal was delivered,
making this, if such a clock was to be relied upon, the third day of
Miles's incarceration. The clone, it appeared, had not made any
immediate and obvious mistake to reveal his true nature to Ivan or
Elli. And if he could pass Ivan and Elli, he could pass anywhere. Miles
shivered.
He inhaled deeply, swung from his bench,
and put himself through a series of calisthenics, trying to clear the
residual mush of drug from his body and brain. Galeni, sunk this
morning in an unpleasant mixture of drug hangover, depression, and
helpless rage, sprawled on his bench and watched without comment.
Wheezing,
sweating, and dizzy, Miles paced the cell to cool down. The place was
beginning to stink, and this wasn't helping. Not too hopefully, he went
to the washroom and tried the sock-down-the-drain trick. As he had
suspected, the same sensor system that turned on the water with a pass
of his hand turned it off prior to overflow. The toilet worked
fail-safe the same way. And even if by some miracle he managed to get
their captors to open the door, Galeni had demonstrated how poor the
chance was of fighting their way out against stunners.
No.
His sole point of contact with the enemy lay in the flow of information
they hoped to squeeze from him. It was after all the only reason he was
still alive. As levers went it was potentially very powerful.
Informational sabotage. If the clone wasn't going to make mistakes on
his own, perhaps he needed a little push. But how could Miles work it,
tanked on fast-penta? He could stand in the center of the cell and make
spurious confidences to the light fixture, a la Captain Galeni, but
could hardly expect to be taken seriously.
He was
sitting on his bench frowning at his cold toes—the clammy wet socks
were laid out to dry—when the door clicked open. Two guards with
stunners. One covered Galeni, who sneered back without moving. The
guard's finger twitched tensely on the trigger; no hesitation there.
They did not need Galeni conscious today. The other one gestured Miles
out. If Captain Galeni was to be stunned instantly, there was not a
great deal of point in Miles tackling the guards unilaterally; he
sighed and obeyed, stepping into the corridor.
Miles exhaled in startlement. The clone stood waiting, staring at him with devouring eyes.
The
alter-Miles was dressed in his Dendarii admiral's uniform. It fit
perfectly, right down to the combat boots.
Rather
breathlessly, the clone directed the guards to escort Miles to the
study. This time he was tied firmly to a chair in the middle of the
room. Interestingly, Galen was not there.
"Wait
outside the door," the clone told the guards. They looked at each
other, shrugged, and obeyed, hauling a couple of padded chairs with
them for comfort.
The silence when the door closed
was profound. His duplicate walked slowly around Miles at the safe
distance of a meter, as though Miles were a snake that might suddenly
strike. He fetched up to face him a good meter and a half away, leaning
hip-slung against the comconsole desk, one booted foot swinging. Miles
recognized the posture as his own. He would never be able to use it
again without being painfully self-aware—a little piece of himself the
clone had stolen from him. One of many little pieces. He felt suddenly
perforated, frayed, tattered. And afraid.
"How,
ah," Miles began, and had to pause and clear his thick, dry throat,
"however did you manage to escape the embassy?"
"I've
just spent the morning attending to Admiral Naismith's duties," the
clone told him. Smugly, Miles fancied. "Your bodyguard thought she was
handing me back to Barrayaran embassy security. The Barrayarans will
think my Komarran guard is a Dendarii. And I win myself a little slice
of unaccounted time. Neat, no?"
"Risky," remarked
Miles. "What do you hope to gain that's worth it? Fast-penta doesn't
exactly work on me, y'know." In fact, Miles noticed, the hypospray was
nowhere in sight. Missing, like Ser Galen. Curious.
"It doesn't matter." The clone made a sharp throw-away gesture, another piece torn from Miles, twang.
"I don't care if you talk truth or lies. I just want to hear you talk.
To see you, just once. You, you, you—" the clone's voice dropped to a
whisper, twang, "how I've come to hate you."
Miles
cleared his throat again. "I might point out that, in point of fact, we
met for the very first time three nights ago. Whatever was done to you
was not done by me."
"You," said the clone,
"screwed me over just by existing. It hurts me that you breathe." He
spread a hand across his chest. "However, that will be cured very
shortly. But Galen promised me an interview first." He wheeled off the
desk and began to pace; Miles's feet twitched. "He promised me."
"And where is Ser Galen this morning, by the way?" Miles inquired mildly.
"Out." The clone favored him with a sour grin. "For a little slice of time."
Miles's brows rose. "This conversation is unauthorized?"
"He promised me. But then he reneged. Wouldn't say why."
"Ah—hm. Since yesterday?"
"Yes." The clone paused in his pacing to regard Miles through narrowed eyes. "Why?"
"I
think it may have been something I said. Thinking out loud," Miles
said. "I'm afraid I figured out one too many things about his plot.
Something even you weren't supposed to know. He was afraid I'd spill it
under fast-penta. That suited me. The less you were able to pump from
me, the more likely you'd be to make a mistake." Miles waited, barely
breathing, to see which way this bait would be taken. A whiff of the
exhilarated hyperconsciousness of combat thrilled along his nerves.
"I'll bite," said the clone agreeably. His eyes gleamed, sardonic. "Spill it, then."
When
he was seventeen, this clone's age, he'd been—inventing the Dendarii
Mercenaries, Miles recalled. Perhaps it would be better not to
underestimate him. What would it be like to be a clone? How far under
the skin did their similarity end? "You're a sacrifice," Miles stated
bluntly. "He does not intend for you to make it alive to the Barrayaran
Imperium."
"Do you think I haven't figured that
out?" the clone scoffed. "I know he doesn't think I can make it. Nobody
thinks I can make it—"
Miles's breath caught as from a blow. This twang bit bone-deep.
"But
I'll show them. Ser Galen," the clone's eyes glittered, "is going to be
very surprised at what happens when I come to power."
"So will you," Miles predicted morosely.
"D'you think I'm stupid?" the clone demanded.
Miles shook his head. "I know exactly how stupid you are, I'm afraid."
The
clone smiled tightly. "Galen and his friends spent a month farting
around London, chasing you, just trying to set up for the switch. It
was I who told them to have you kidnap yourself. I've studied you
longer than any of them, harder than all of them. I knew you couldn't
resist. I can outthink you."
Demonstrably true,
alas, at least in this instance. Miles fought off a wave of despair.
The kid was good, too good—he had it all, right down to the screaming
tension radiating from every muscle in his body. Twang, Or was that home-grown? Could different pressures produce the same warps? What would it be like, behind those eyes . . . ?
Miles's
eye fell on the Dendarii uniform. His own insignia winked back at him
malevolently as the clone paced. "But you can outthink Admiral
Naismith?"
The clone smiled proudly. "I got your
soldiers released from jail this morning. Something you hadn't been
able to do, evidently."
"Danio?" Miles croaked, fascinated. No, no, say it isn't so. …
"He's back on duty." The clone nodded incisively.
Miles suppressed a small moan.
The
clone paused, glanced at Miles intently, some of his decisiveness
falling away. "Speaking of Admiral Naismith—are you sleeping with that
woman?"
What kind of life had this kid led? Miles
wondered anew. Secret—always watched, constantly force-tutored, allowed
contact with only a few selected persons—almost cloistered. Had the
Komarrans thought to include that in his training, or was he a
seventeen-year-old virgin? In which case he must be obsessed with sex .
. . "Quinn," said Miles, "is six years older than me. Extremely
experienced. And demanding. Accustomed to a high degree of finesse in
her chosen partner. Are you an initiate in the variant practices of the
Deeva Tau love cults as practiced on Kline Station?" A safe challenge,
Miles judged, as he'd just this minute invented them. "Are you familiar
with the Seven Secret Roads of Female Pleasure? After she's climaxed
four or five times, though, she'll usually let you up—"
The clone circled him, looking distinctly unsettled. "You're lying. I think."
"Maybe."
Miles smiled toothily, only wishing the improvised fantasy were true.
"Consider what you'd risk, finding out."
The clone glowered at him. He glowered back.
"Do
your bones break like mine?" Miles asked suddenly. Horrible thought.
Suppose, for every blow Miles had suffered, they had broken this one's
bones to match. Suppose for every miscalculated foolish risk of
Miles's, the clone had paid full measure—reason indeed to hate. . . .
"No."
Miles
breathed concealed relief. So, their med-sensor readings wouldn't
exactly match. "It must be a short-term plot, eh?"
"I mean to be on top in six months."
"So
I'd understood. And whose space fleet will bottle all the chaos on
Barrayar, behind its wormhole exit, while Komarr rises again?" Miles
made his voice light, trying to appear only casually interested in this
vital bit of intelligence.
"We were going to call in the Cetagandans. That's been broken off."
His
worst fears . . . "Broken off? I'm delighted, but why, in an escapade
singularly lacking in sanity, should you have come to your senses on
that one?"
"We found something better, ready to
hand." The clone smirked strangely. "An independent military force,
highly experienced in space blockade duties, with no unfortunate ties
to other planetary neighbors who might be tempted to muscle in on the
action. And personally and fiercely loyal, it appears, to my slightest
whim. The Dendarii Mercenaries."
Miles tried to
lunge for the clone's throat. The clone recoiled. Being still firmly
tied to the chair, Miles and it toppled forward, mashing his face
painfully into the carpet. "No, no, no!" he gibbered, bucking, trying
to kick loose. "You moron! It'd be a slaughter—!"
The two Komarran guards tumbled through the door. "What, what happened?"
"Nothing."
The clone, pale, ventured out from behind the comconsole desk where
he'd retreated. "He fell over. Straighten him back, will you?"
"Fell
or was pushed," muttered one of the Komarrans as the pair of them
yanked the chair back upright. Miles perforce came with it. The guard
stared with interest at his face. A warm wetness, rapidly cooling,
trickled itchily down Miles's upper lip and three-day moustache
stubble. Bloody nose? He glanced down cross-eyed, and licked at it.
Calm. Calm. The clone could never get that far with the Dendarii. His
future failure would be little consolation to a dead Miles, though.
"Do
you, ah, need some help for this part?" the older of the two Komarrans
asked the clone. "There is a kind of science in torture, you know. To
get the maximum pain for the minimum damage. I had an uncle who told me
what the Barrayaran Security goons used to do. . . . Given that the
fast-penta is useless."
"He doesn't need help,"
snapped Miles, at the same moment that the clone began, "I don't want
help—" then both paused to stare at each other, Miles self-possessed
again, regaining his wind, the clone taken slightly aback.
But
for the outward and visible marker of the damn beard, now would be the
perfect time to begin screaming that Vorkosigan had overpowered and
changed clothes with him, he was the clone, couldn't they tell the
difference and untie me you cretins! A non-opportunity, alas.
The clone straightened, trying to regain some dignity. "Leave us, please. When I want you, I'll call you."
"Or
maybe I will," remarked Miles sunnily. The clone glared. The two
Komarrans exited with doubtful backward glances.
"It's
a stupid idea," Miles began immediately they were alone. "You've got to
grasp, the Dendarii are an elite bunch—largely—but by planetary
standards they are a small force. Small, you understand small?
Small is for covert operations, hit and run, intelligence gathering.
Not all-out slogging matches for a fixed spatial field with a whole
developed planet's resources and will backing the enemy. You've got no
sense of the economics of war! I swear to God, you're not thinking past
that first six months. Not that you need to—you'll be dead before the
end of the year, I expect. …"
The clone's smile
was razor-thin. "The Dendarii, like myself, are intended as a
sacrifice. Dead mercenaries, after all, don't need to be paid." He
paused, and looked at Miles curiously. "How far ahead do you think?"
"These
days, about twenty years," Miles admitted glumly. And a fat lot of good
it did him. Consider Captain Galeni. In his mind Miles already saw him
as the best viceroy Komarr was ever likely to get—his death, not the
loss of a minor Imperial officer of dubious origins, but of the first
link in a chain of thousands of lives striving for a less tormented
future. A future when Lieutenant Miles Vorkosigan would surely be
subsumed by Count Miles Vorkosigan, and need sane friends in high
places. If he could bring Galeni through this mess alive, and sane . .
. "I admit," Miles added, "when I was your age I got through about one
quarter hour at a time."
The clone snorted. "A century ago, was it?"
"Seems like it. I've always had the sense that I'd better live fast, if I'm to fit it all in."
"Prescient
of you. See how much you can fit into the next twenty-four hours.
That's when I have my orders to ship out. At which point you will
become—redundant."
So soon. . . . No time left for experiments. No time left for anything but to be right, once.
Miles
swallowed. "The prime minister's death must be planned, or the
destabilization of the Barrayaran government will not occur, even if
Emperor Gregor is assassinated. So tell me," he said carefully, "what
fate do you and Galen have planned for our father?"
The
clone's head jerked back. "Oh, no you don't. You are not my brother,
and the Butcher of Komarr was never a father to me."
"How about your mother?"
"I have none. I came out of a replicator."
"So
did I," Miles remarked, "before the medics were done. It never made any
difference to her that I could see. Being Betan, she's quite free of
anti-birth technology prejudices. It doesn't matter to her how you got
here, but only what you do after you arrive. I'm afraid having a mother
is a fate you can't avoid, from the moment she discovers your
existence."
The clone waved the phantom Countess Vorkosigan away. "A null factor. She is nothing in Barrayaran politics."
"Is
that so?" Miles muttered, then controlled his tongue. No time. "And yet
you'd continue, knowing Ser Galen means to betray you to your death?"
"When I am Emperor of Barrayar—then we shall see about Ser Galen."
"If you mean to betray him anyway, why wait?"
The clone cocked his head, eyes narrowing. "Ha?"
"There's
another alternative for you." Miles made his voice calm, persuasive.
"Let me go now. And come with me. Back to Barrayar. You are my
brother—like it or not; it's a biological fact, and it won't ever go
away. Nobody gets to choose their relatives anyway, clone or no. I
mean, given a choice, would you pick Ivan Vorpatril for your cousin?"
The clone choked slightly, but did not interrupt. He was beginning to look faintly fascinated.
"But
there he is. And he's exactly as much your cousin as mine. Did you
realize you have a name?" Miles demanded suddenly. "That's another
thing you don't get to choose on Barrayar. Second son—that's you, my
twin-six-years-delayed—gets the second names of his maternal and
paternal grandfathers, just as the first son gets stuck with their
first names. That makes you Mark Pierre. Sorry about the Pierre.
Grandfather always hated it. You are Lord Mark Pierre Vorkosigan, in
your own right, on Barrayar." He spoke fester and faster, inspired by
the clone's arrested eyes.
"What have you ever
dreamed of being? Any education you want, Mother will see that you get.
Betans are very big on education. Have you dreamed of escape—how about
Licensed Star Pilot Mark Vorkosigan? Commerce? Farming? We have a
family wine business, from grape vines to export crates—does science
interest you? You could go live with your Grandmother Naismith on Beta
Colony, study at the best research academies. You have an aunt and
uncle there too, do you realize? Two cousins and a second cousin. If
backward benighted Barrayar doesn't appeal to you, there's a whole
'nother life waiting on Beta Colony, to which Barrayar and all its
troubles is scarcely a wrinkle on the event horizon. Your cloned origin
wouldn't be novel enough to be worth mentioning, there. Any life you
want. The galaxy at your fingertips. Choice—freedom—ask, and it's
yours!" He had to stop for breath.
The clone's face was white. "You lie," he hissed. "Barrayaran Security would never let me live."
Not,
alas, a fear without force. "But imagine for one minute it is, it could
be real. It could be yours. My word as Vorkosigan. My protection as
Lord Vorkosigan, against all comers up to and including Imperial
Security." Miles gulped a little as he made this promise. "Galen offers
you death on a silver platter. I can get you life. I can get it for you
wholesale, for God's sake."
Was this informational sabotage? He'd meant to set the clone up for a fall, if he could . . . what have you done with your baby brother?
The
clone threw back his head and laughed, a sharp hysterical bark. "My
God, look at yourself! A prisoner, tied to a chair, hours from death—"
He swept Miles a huge, ironic bow. "Oh noble lord, I am overwhelmed by
your generosity. But somehow, I don't think your protection is worth
spit, just now." He strode up to Miles, the closest he had yet
ventured. "Flaming megalomaniac. You can't even protect yourself—"
impulsively, he slapped Miles across the face, across yesterday's
bruises, "can you?" He stepped back, startled by the force of
his own experiment, and unconsciously held his stinging hand to his
mouth a moment. Miles's bleeding lips peeled back in a grin, and the
clone dropped his hand hastily.
So. This one
has never struck a man for real before. Nor killed either, I wager. Oh,
little virgin, are you ever in for a bloody deflowering.
"Can you?" the clone finished.
Gah!
He takes my truth for lies, when I meant to have him take my lies for
truth—some saboteur I am. Why am 1 compelled to speak the truth to him?
Because he is my brother, and we have failed him. Failed to discover him earlier—failed to mount a rescue—
"Did you ever dream of rescue?" Miles asked suddenly. "After you knew
who you were—or even before? What kind of childhood did you have,
anyway? Orphans are supposed to dream of golden parents, riding to
their rescue—for you, it could have been true."
The
clone snorted bitter contempt. "Hardly. I always knew the score. I knew
what I was from the beginning. The clones of Jackson's Whole are farmed
out, y'see, to paid foster parents, to raise them to maturity.
Vat-raised clones tend to have unpleasant health
problems—susceptibility to infection, bad cardio-vascular
conditioning—the people who are paying to have their brains
transplanted expect to wake up in a healthy body.
"I
had a kind of foster-brother once—a little older than me—" the clone
paused, took a deep breath, "raised with me. But not educated with me.
I taught him to read, a little. . . . Shortly before the Komarrans came
and got me, the laboratory people took him away. It was sheer chance
that I saw him again afterwards. I'd been sent on an errand to pick up
a package at the shuttleport, though I wasn't supposed to go into town.
I saw him across the concourse, entering the first-class passenger
lounge. Ran up to him. Only it wasn't him any more. There was some
horrible rich old man, sitting in his head. His bodyguard shoved me
back. …"
The clone wheeled, and snarled at Miles.
"Oh, I knew the score. But once, once, just this once, a Jackson's
Whole clone is turning it around. Instead of you cannibalizing my life,
I shall have yours."
"Then where will your life
be?" asked Miles desperately. "Buried in an imitation of Miles, where
will Mark be then? Are you sure it will be only me, lying in my grave?"
The
clone flinched. "When I am emperor of Barrayar," he said through his
teeth, "no one will be able to get at me. Power is safety."
"Let
me give you a hint," said Miles. "There is no safety. Only varying
states of risk. And failure." And was he letting his old only-child
loneliness betray him, at this late date? Was there anybody home,
behind those too-familiar grey eyes staring back at him so fiercely?
What snare would hook him? Beginnings, the clone clearly understood
beginnings; it was endings he lacked experience of. …
"I
always knew," said Miles softly—the clone leaned closer—"why my parents
never had another child. Besides the tissue damage from the soltoxin
gas. But they could have had another child, with the technologies then
available on Beta Colony. My father always pretended it was because he
didn't dare leave Barrayar, but my mother could have taken his genetic
sample and gone alone.
"The reason was me. These
deformities. If a whole son had existed, there would have been
horrendous social pressure put on them to disinherit me and put him in
my place as heir. You think I'm exaggerating, the horror Barrayar has
of mutation? My own grandfather tried to force the issue by smothering
me in my cradle, when I was an infant, after he lost the abortion
argument. Sergeant Bothari—I had a bodyguard from birth—who stood about
two meters tall, didn't dare draw a weapon on the Great General. So the
sergeant just picked him up, and held him over his head, quite
apologetically—on a third-story balcony—until General Piotr asked,
equally politely, to be let down. After that, they had an
understanding. I had this story from my grandfather, much later; the
sergeant didn't talk much.
"Later, my grandfather
taught me to ride. And gave me that dagger you have stuck in your
shirt. And willed me, half his lands, most of which still glow in the
dark from Cetagandan nuclears. And stood behind me in a hundred
excruciating, peculiarly Barrayaran social situations, and wouldn't let
me run away, till I was forced to learn to handle them or die. I did
consider death.
"My parents, on the other hand, were so kind, and careful—
their absolute lack of suggestion spoke louder than shouting.
Overprotected me even as they let me risk my bones in every sport, in
the military career—because they let me stifle my siblings before they
could even be born. Lest I think, for one moment, that I wasn't good
enough to please them. . . ." Miles ran down abruptly, then added,
"Perhaps you're lucky not to have a family. They only drive you crazy
after all."
And how am I to rescue this brother
I never knew I had? Not to mention survive, escape, foil the Komarran
plot, rescue Captain Galeni from his father, save the emperor and my
father from assassination, and prevent the Dendarii Mercenaries from
being put through a meat grinder . . . ?
No.
If only I can save my brother, all the rest must follow. I'm right.
Here, now, is the place to push, to fight, before the first weapon is
ever drawn. Snap the first link, and the whole chain comes loose.
"I know exactly what I am," said the clone. "You won't make a dead fool of me."
"You are what you do. Choose again, and change."
The
clone hesitated, meeting Miles's eyes directly for almost the first
time. "What guarantee could you possibly give me, that I could trust?"
"My word as Vorkosigan?"
"Bah!"
Miles
considered this problem seriously, from the clone's—Mark's—point of
view. "Your entire life to date has been centered on betrayal, on one
level or another. Since you've had zero experience with unbroken trust,
naturally you cannot judge with confidence. Suppose you tell me what guarantee you would believe?" ;
The clone opened his mouth, closed it, and stood silent, reddening slightly.
Miles
almost smiled. "You see the little fork, eh?" he said softly. "The
logical flaw? The man who assumes everything is a lie is at least as
mistaken as the one who assumes everything is true. If no guarantee can
suit you, perhaps the flaw is not in the guarantee, but in you. And
you're the only one who can do anything about that."
"What can I do?" muttered the clone. For a moment, anguished doubt flickered in his eyes.
"Test it," breathed Miles.
The clone stood locked. Miles's nostrils flared. He was so close—so close—he almost had him—
The door burst open. Galen, dusky with fury, stormed in, flanked by the startled Komarran guards.
"Damn, the time . . . !" the clone hissed. He straightened guiltily, his chin jerking up.
Damn the timing! Miles screamed silently in his head. If he had had just a few more minutes—
"What
the hell do you think you're doing?" demanded Galen. His voice blurred
with rage, like a sled over gravel.
"Improving my
chances of survival past the first five minutes I set foot on Barrayar,
I trust," said the clone coolly. "You do need me to survive a little
while, even to serve your purposes, no?"
"I told
you, it was too damn dangerous!" Galen was almost, but not quite,
shouting. "I've had a lifetime of experience fighting the Vorkosigans.
They are the most insidious propagandists ever to cloak self-serving
greed with pseudo-patriotism. And this one is stamped from the same
mold. His lies will trip you, trap you—he's a subtle little bastard,
and he never takes his eye off the main chance."
"But
his choice of lies was very interesting." The clone moved about like a
nervous horse, kicking at the carpet, half-defiant, half-placating.
"You've had me study how he moves, talks, writes. But I've never been
really clear on how he thinks."
"And now?" purred Galen dangerously.
The clone shrugged. "He's looney. I think he really believes his own propaganda."
"The question is, do you?"
Do you, do you? thought Miles frantically.
"Of course not." The clone sniffed, jerked up his chin, twang.
Galen jerked his head toward Miles, gathering in the guards by eye. "Take him back and lock him up."
He
followed on untrustingly as Miles was untied and dragged out. Miles saw
his clone, beyond Galen's shoulder, staring at the floor, still
scuffing one booted foot across the carpet.
"Your name is Mark!" Miles shouted back to him as the door shut. "Mark!"
Galen
gritted his teeth and swung on Miles, a sincere, unscientific,
roundhouse blow. Miles, held by the guards, could not dodge, but did
flinch far enough that Galen's fist landed glancingly and did
not shatter his jaw. Fortunately, Galen shook out his fist and did not
strike again, regaining a thin crust of control.
"Was that for me, or him?" Miles inquired sweetly through an expanding bubble of pain.
"Lock
him up," growled Galen to the guards, "and don't let him out again
until I, personally, tell you to." He pivoted and swung away up the
hall, back to the study.
Two on two, thought Miles sharply as the guards prodded him down the lift tube to the next level. Or at any rate, two on one and a half. The odds will never be better, and the time margin can only get worse,
As
the door to his cell-room swung open, Miles saw Galeni—asleep on his
bench, the sodden, sullen, despairing ploy of a man shutting out
inescapable pain in the only way left to him. He'd spent most of last
night pacing the cell silently, restless to the point of being
frantic—the sleep that had eluded him then was now captured. Wonderful.
Now, just when Miles needed him on his feet and primed like an overtightened spring.
Try anyway. "Galeni!" Miles yelled. "Now, Galeni! Come on!"
Simultaneously,
he plunged backward into the nearest guard, going for a nerve-pinching
grip on the hand that held the stunner. A joint snapped in one of
Miles's fingers, but he shook the stunner loose and kicked it across
the floor toward Galeni, who was lumbering bewilderedly up off his
bench like a wart-hog out of the mud. Despite his half-conscious state,
he reacted fast and accurately, lunging for the stunner, scooping it
up, and rolling across the floor out of the line of fire from the door.
Miles's
guard wrapped an arm around Miles's neck and lifted him off his feet,
lurching around to face the second guard. The little grey rectangle of
the business end of the second guard's weapon was so close Miles almost
had to cross his eyes to bring it into focus. As the Komarran's finger
tightened on the trigger the stunner's buzz fragmented, and Miles's
head seemed to explode in a burst of pain and colored lights.
Chapter Eleven
He woke in a hospital bed, an unwelcome but
familiar environment. In the distance, out his window, the towers of
the skyline of Vorbarr Sultana, capital city of Barrayar, glowed
strangely green in the darkness. Imp Mil, then, the Imperial Military
Hospital. This room was undecorated in the same severe style he had
known as a child, when he'd been in and out of its clinical
laboratories and surgeries for painful therapies so often Imp Mil had
seemed his home away from home.
A doctor entered.
He appeared to be about sixty: clipped greying hair, pale lined face,
body thickening with age. dr. galen, his name badge read. Hyposprays
clanked together in his pockets. Copulating and breeding more, perhaps.
Miles had always wondered where hyposprays came from.
"Ah, you're awake," said the doctor gladly. "You're not going to go away on us again this time, now, are you?"
"Go
away?" He was tied down with tubes and sensor wires, drips and control
leads. It hardly seemed he was going anywhere.
"Catatonia.
Cloud-cuckoo-land. Ga-ga. In short, insane. In short is the only way
you can go, I suppose, eh? It runs in the family. Blood will tell."
Miles
could hear the susurration of his red blood cells, in his ears,
whispering thousands of military secrets to each other, cavorting
drunkenly in a country dance with molecules of fast-penta which were
flipping their hydroxyl groups at him like petticoats. He blinked away
the image.
Galen's hand rummaged in his pocket;
then his face changed. "Ow!" He yanked his hand out, shook off a
hypospray, and sucked at his bleeding thumb. "The little bugger bit me."
He glanced down, where the young hypospray skittered about uncertainly
on its spindly metal legs, and crunched it underfoot. It died with a
tiny squeak.
"This sort of mental slippage is not
at all unusual in a revived cryo-corpse, of course. You'll get over
it," Dr. Galen reassured him.
"Was I dead?"
"Killed outright, on Earth. You spent a year in cryogenic suspension."
Oddly
enough, Miles could remember that part. Lying in a glass coffin like a
fairy-tale princess under a cruel spell, while figures flitted silent
and ghostlike beyond die frosted panels.
"And you revived me?"
"Oh, no. You spoiled. Worst case of freezer-burn you ever saw."
"Oh,"
Miles paused, nonplussed, and added in a small voice, "Am I still dead,
then? Can I have horses at my funeral, like Grandfather?"
"No,
no, no, of course not." Dr. Galen clucked like a mother hen. "You
aren't allowed to die, your parents would never permit it. We
transplanted your brain into a replacement body. Fortunately, there was
one ready to hand. Pre-owned, but hardly used. Congratulations, you're
a virgin again. Was it not clever of me, to get your clone all ready
for you?"
"My cl—my brother? Mark?" Miles sat bolt
upright, tubes falling away from him. Shivering, he pulled out his tray
table and stared into the mirror of its polished metal surface. A
dotted line of big black stitches ran across his forehead. He stared at
his hands, turning them over in horror. "My God. I'm wearing a corpse."
He
looked up at Galen. "If I'm in here, what have you done with Mark?
Where did you put the brain that used to be in this head?"
Galen pointed.
On
the table at Miles's bedside squatted a large glass jar. In it a whole
brain, like a mushroom on a stem, floated rubbery, dead, and
malevolent. The pickling liquid was thick and greenish.
"No,
no, no!" cried Miles. "No, no, no!" He struggled out of bed and
clutched up the jar. The liquid sloshed cold down over his hands. He
ran out into the hall, barefoot, his patient gown flapping open behind
him. There had to be spare bodies around here; this was Imp Mil.
Suddenly, he remembered where he'd left one.
He
burst through another door and found himself in the combat drop shuttle
over Dagoola IV. The shuttle hatch was jammed open; black clouds shot
with yellow dendrites of lightning boiled beyond. The shuttle lurched,
and muddy, wounded men and women in scorched Dendarii combat gear slid
and screamed and swore. Miles skidded to the open hatch, still
clutching the jar, and stepped out.
Part of the
time he floated, part of the time he fell. A crying woman plummeted
past him, arms reaching for help, but he couldn't let go of the jar.
Her body burst on impact with the ground.
Miles
landed feet first on rubbery legs, and almost dropped the jar. The mud
was thick and black and sucked at his knees.
Lieutenant
Murka's body, and Lieutenant Murka's head, lay just where he'd left
them on the battleground. His hands cold and shaking, Miles pulled the
brain from the jar and tried to shove the brainstem down the plasma-bolt-cauterized neck. It stubbornly refused to hook in.
"He
doesn't have a face anyway," criticized Lieutenant Murka's head from
where it lay a few meters off. "He's going to look ugly as sin, walking
around on my body with that thing sticking up."
"Shut
up, you don't get a vote, you're dead," snarled Miles. The slippery
brain slithered through his fingers into the mud. He picked it back out
and tried clumsily to rub the black goop off on the sleeve of his
Dendarii Admiral's uniform, but the harsh cloth scrubbed up the
convoluted surface of Mark's brain, damaging it. Miles patted the
tissue surreptitiously back into place, hoping no one would notice, and
kept trying to shove the brain stem back in the neck.
Miles's
eyes flipped open and stared wide. His breath caught. He was shaking
and damp with sweat. The light fixture burned steadily in the
unwavering ceiling of the cell, the bench was hard and cold on his
back. "God. Thank God," he breathed.
Galeni loomed over him worriedly, one arm supporting himself against the wall. "You all right?"
Miles swallowed, breathed deeply. "You know it's a bad dream when waking up here is an improvement"
One
of his hands caressed the cool, reassuring solidity of the bench. The
other found no stitches across his forehead, though his head did feel
like somebody had been doing amateur surgery on it. He blinked,
squeezed his eyes shut, opened them again, and with an effort made it
up on his right elbow. His left hand was swollen and throbbing. "What
happened?"
"It was a draw. One of the guards and I
stunned each other. Unfortunately, that left one guard still on his
feet. I woke up maybe an hour ago. It was max stun. I don't know how
much time we've lost."
"Too much. It was a good try, though. Dammit." He stopped just short of pounding his bad hand on the bench in frustration. "I was so close. I almost had him."
"The guard? It looked like he had you."
"No,
my clone. My brother. Whatever he is." Flashes of his dream came back
to him, and he shuddered. "Skittish fellow. I think he's afraid he's
going to end up in a jar."
''Eh?"
"Eugh."
Miles attempted to sit up. The stun had left him feeling nauseous.
Muscles spasmed jerkily in his arms and legs. Galeni, clearly in no
better shape, tottered back to his own bench and sat.
Some time later the door opened. Dinner, thought Miles.
The
guard jerked his stunner at them. "Both of you. Out." The second guard
backed him up from behind, several meters beyond hope of reach, with
another stunner. Miles did not like the looks on their faces, one
solemn and pale, the other smiling nervously.
"Captain
Galeni," Miles suggested in a voice rather higher in pitch than he'd
meant it to come out as they exited, "I think it might be a good time
for you to talk to your father, now."
A variety of expressions chased across Galeni's face: anger, mulish stubbornness, thoughtful appraisal, doubt.
"That way." The guard gestured them toward the lift tube. They dropped down, toward the garage level.
"You can do this, I can't," Miles coaxed Galeni in a sotto voce singsong out of the corner of his mouth.
Galeni
hissed through his teeth: frustration, acquiescence, resolve. As they
entered the garage, he turned abruptly to the closer guard and jerked
out unwillingly, ''I wish to speak to my father."
"You can't."
"I think you had better let me." Galeni's voice was dangerous, edged, at last, with fear.
"It's not up to me. He gave us our orders and left. He's not here."
"Call him."
"He
didn't tell me where he would be." The guard's voice was tight and
irritated. "And if he had, I wouldn't anyway. Stand over there by that
lightflyer."
"How are you going to do it?" asked
Miles suddenly. "I really am curious to know. Think of it as my last
request." He sidled over toward the lightflyer, his eyes shifting in
search of cover, any cover. If he could vault over or dodge around the
vehicle before they fired . . .
"Stun you, fly you
out over the south coast, drop you in the water," the guard recited.
"If the weights work loose and you wash ashore, the autopsy would show
only that you'd drowned."
"Not exactly a hands-on
murder," Miles observed. "Easier for you that way, I expect." These men
were not professional killers, if Miles read them right. Still, there
was a first time for everything. That pillar over there was not wide
enough to stop a stun bolt.
The array of tools on the far wall presented possibilities … his legs were cramping furiously. . . .
"And
so the Butcher of Komarr gets his at last," the solemn guard observed
in a detached voice. "Indirectly." He raised his stunner. "Wait!"
squeaked Miles.
"What for?"
Miles was still groping for a reply when the garage doors slid open.
"Me!" yelled Elli Quinn. "Freeze!"
A
Dendarii patrol streamed past her. In the instant it took the Komarran
guard to shift his aim, a Dendarii marksman dropped him. The second
guard panicked and bolted for the lift tube. A sprinting Dendarii
tackled him from behind, and had him laid out face down on the floor
with his hands locked behind him within seconds.
Elli
strolled up to Miles and Galeni, pulling a sonic eavesdropper-sensor
from her ear. "Gods, Miles, I couldn't believe it was your voice. How
did you do that?" As she took in his appearance, an expression of extreme disquiet stole over her face.
Miles
captured her hands and kissed them. A salute might have been more
proper, but his adrenalin was still pumping and this was more
heartfelt. Besides, he wasn't in uniform. "Elli, you genius! I should
have known the clone couldn't fool you!"
She stared at him, almost recoiling, her voice circling upward in pitch. "What clone?"
"What
do you mean, what clone? That's why you're here, isn't it? He blew
it—and you came to rescue me—didn't you?"
"Rescue you from what? Miles, you ordered me a week ago to find Captain Galeni, remember?"
"Oh," said Miles. "Yes. So I did."
"So
we did. We've been sitting outside this block of housing units all
night, waiting to pick up a positive voiceprint analysis on him, so we
could notify the local authorities. They don't appreciate false alarms.
But what finally came over the sensors suggested we'd better not wait
for the local authorities, so we took a chance—visions of us being
arrested en masse for breaking and entering dancing in my head—"
A
Dendarii sergeant drifted up and saluted. "Damn, sir, how'd you do
that?" He trotted on waving a scanner without waiting for reply.
"Only to find you'd beaten us to it."
"Well,
in a sense, yes …" Miles massaged his throbbing forehead. Galeni stood
scratching his beard and taking it all in without comment. Galeni could
say nothing at noticeable volume.
"Remember, three
or four nights ago when you took me to be kidnapped so's I could
penetrate the opposition and find out who they were and what they
wanted?"
"Yeah …"
"Well,"
Miles took a deep breath, "it worked. Congratulations. You have just
converted an absolute disaster into a major intelligence coup. Thank
you, Commander Quinn. By the way, the guy you walked out of that empty
house with—wasn't me."
Elli's eyes widened; her
hand went to her mouth. Then the dark glints narrowed in furious
thought. "Sonofabitch," she breathed. "But Miles—I thought the clone
story was something you'd made up!"
"So did I. It's thrown everyone off, I expect."
"There was—he is—a real clone?"
"So
he claims. Fingerprints—retina—voiceprint—all the same. There is, thank
God, one objective difference. You radiograph my bones, you'll find a
crazy-quilt pattern of old breaks, except for the synthetics in my
legs. His bones have none. Or so he says." Miles cradled his throbbing
left hand. "I think I'll leave the beard on for the moment, just in
case."
Miles turned to Captain Galeni. "How shall
we—Imperial Security—handle this, sir?" he said deferentially. "Do we
really want to call in the local authorities?" '
"Oh,
so I'm 'sir' again, am I?" muttered Galeni. "Of course we want the
police. We can't extradite these people. But now that they're guilty of
a crime right here on Earth, the Eurolaw authorities will hold them for
us. It'll break up this whole radical splinter group."
Miles
tamped down his personal urgency, trying to make his voice cool and
logical. "But a public trial would bring out the whole clone story. In
all its details. It would attract a lot of undesirable attention to me,
from a Security viewpoint. Including, you may be sure, Cetagandan
attention."
"It's too late to put a lid on this."
"I'm
not so sure. Yes, rumors will float, but a few sufficiently confused
rumors might actually be useful. Those two," Miles gestured to the
captured guards, "are small fry. My clone knows more than they do, and
he's already back at the embassy. Which is, legally, Barrayaran soil.
What do we need them for? Now that we have you back, and have the
clone, the plot is void. Put this group under surveillance like the
rest of the Komarran expatriates here on Earth, and they're no further
danger to us."
Galeni met his eyes, then looked away, pale profile tense with the unspoken corollary: and your career will be uncompromised by a splashy public scandal. And you wont have to confront your father. "I… don't know."
"I
do," said Miles confidently. He gestured a waiting Dendarii over.
"Sergeant. Take a couple of techs upstairs and suck out these people's
comconsole files. Take a fast scan around for secret files. And while
you're about it, search the house for a couple of anti-personnel-scan
devices on belts, should be stored somewhere. Take them to Commodore
Jesek and tell him I want him to find the manufacturer. As soon as you
call the all-clear, we decamp."
"Now, that is illegal," Elli remarked.
"What
are they going to do, go to the police and complain? I think not.
Ah—you want to leave any messages on the comconsole, Captain?"
"No," said Galeni softly after a moment. "No messages."
"Right."
A
Dendarii rendered first aid to Miles's broken finger and numbed his
hand. The sergeant was back down in less than half an hour, anti-scan
belts hung over his shoulder, and flipped a data disc at Miles. "You
got it, sir."
"Thank you."
Galen had not yet returned. All things considered, Miles counted that as a plus.
Miles knelt by the still-conscious Komarran, and held a stunner to his temple.
"What are you going to do?" croaked the man.
Miles's
lips peeled back in a grin, cracking to bleed. "Why—stun you, of
course, fly you out over the south coast, and drop you in. What else?
Nighty-night." The stunner buzzed, and the struggling Komarran jerked
and slumped. The Dendarii soldier retrieved his restraints, and Miles
left the two Komarrans lying side by side on the garage floor. They let
themselves out and keyed the garage doors closed carefully.
"Back
to the embassy, then, and nail the little bastard," said Elli Quinn
grimly, calling up the route to their destination from her rented car's
console. The rest of the patrol withdrew to covert observation
positions.
Miles and Galeni settled back. Galeni looked as exhausted as Miles felt.
"Bastard?" sighed Miles. "No. That's the one thing he is not, I'm afraid."
"Nail him first," Galeni murmured. "Define him later."
"Agreed," said Miles.
"How shall we go in?" asked Galeni as they approached the embassy in the late-morning light.
"Only one way," said Miles. "Through the front door. Marching. Pull up at the front, Elli."
Miles
and Galeni looked at each other and snickered. Miles's beard was well
behind Galeni's in development—Galeni's after all had a four-day head
start—but his split lips, bruises, and the dried blood on his shirt
made up for it, Miles figured, in augmenting his general air of seedy
degradation. Besides, Galeni had found his boots and uniform jacket
back at the Komarrans' house, and Miles had not. Carried off by the
clone, perhaps. Miles was not sure which of them smelled worse—Galeni
had been incarcerated longer, but Miles fancied he'd sweated harder—and
he wasn't going to ask Elli Quinn to sniff and rate them. From Galeni's
twitching lips and crinkling eyes Miles thought he might be undergoing
the same delayed reaction of lunatic relief that was presently bubbling
up through his own chest. They were alive, and it was a miracle and a
wonderment.
They matched steps, going up the ramp. Elli sauntered behind, watching the performance with interest.
The
guard at the entrance saluted by reflex even as astonishment spread
over his face. "Captain Galeni! You're back! And, er. . ."he glanced at
Miles, opened and closed his mouth, "you. Sir."
Galeni returned the salute blandly. "Call Lieutenant Vorpatril up here for me, will you? Vorpatril only."
"Yes,
sir." The embassy guard spoke into his wrist comm, not taking his eyes
off them; he kept looking sideways at Miles with a very puzzled
expression. "Er—glad to have you back, Captain."
"Glad to be back, Corporal."
In a moment, Ivan popped out of a lift tube and came running across the marble-paved foyer.
"My
God, sir, where have you been?" he cried, grabbing Galeni by the
shoulders. He remembered himself belatedly, and saluted.
"My
absence wasn't voluntary, I assure you." Galeni tugged on one earlobe,
blinking, and ran the hand through his beard stubble, clearly a little
touched by Ivan's enthusiasm. "As I shall explain in detail, later.
Right now—Lieutenant Vorkosigan? It is perhaps time to surprise your,
er, other relative."
Ivan glanced at Miles. "They let you out, then?" He looked more closely, then stared "Miles …"
Miles
bared his teeth, and moved them out of earshot of the mesmerized
corporal. "All shall be revealed when we arrest the other me. Where am
I, by the way?"
Ivan's lips wrinkled in dawning dismay. "Miles . . . are you trying to diddle my head? It's not very funny. …"
"No
diddle. And not funny. The individual you've been rooming with for the
last four days—wasn't me. I've been rooming with Captain Galeni, here.
A Komarran revolutionary group tried to plant a ringer on you, Ivan.
The sucker is my clone, for real. Don't tell me you never noticed
anything!"
"Well …" said Ivan. Belief, and growing
embarrassment, began to suffuse his features. "You did seem sort of,
um, off your feed, the last couple of days."
Elli nodded thoughtfully, highly sympathetic to Ivan's embarrassment.
"In what way?" asked Miles.
"Well. . . I've seen you manic. And I've seen you depressive. But I've never seen you—well—neutral."
"I had to ask. And yet you never suspected anything? He was that good?"
"Oh, I wondered about it the very first night!"
"And what?" yelped Miles. He felt like tearing his hair.
"And I decided it couldn't be. After all, you'd made that clone story up yourself a few days ago."
"I shall now demonstrate my amazing prescience. Where is he?"
"Well, that's why I was so surprised to see you, you see."
Galeni
was now standing with his arms crossed, and his hand to his forehead,
supportingly; Miles could not read his lips, though they were moving
slightly—counting to ten, perhaps. "Why, Ivan?" said Galeni, and waited.
"My God, he hasn't left for Barrayar already, has he?" said Miles urgently. "We've got to stop him—"
"No, no," said Ivan. "It was the locals. That's why we're all in such a flap, here."
"Where is he?" snarled Miles, going for a grip on Ivan's green uniform jacket with his good hand.
"Calm
down, that's what I'm trying to tell you!" Ivan glanced down at Miles's
white-knuckled fist. "Yeah, it's you all right, isn't it? The local
police came through here a couple of hours ago and arrested
you—him—whatever. Well, not arrested, exactly, but they had a detention
order, forbidding you to leave this legal jurisdiction. You—he—was
frantic, 'cause it meant you'd miss your ship. You were shipping out
tonight. They subpoenaed you for questioning, before the municipal
bench's investigator, to ascertain if there was enough evidence to file
formal charges."
"Charges for what, what are you babbling about, Ivan!"
"Well,
that's it, why it's such a mess. Somewhere, they got this short circuit
in their brains about embassies—they came and arrested you, Lieutenant
Vorkosigan, for suspicion of conspiracy to commit murder. To wit, you
are suspected of hiring those two goons who tried to assassinate
Admiral Naismith at the shuttleport last week."
Miles stamped in a circle. "Ah. Ah. Agh!"
"The
ambassador is filing protests all over the place. Naturally, we
couldn't tell them why we thought they were mistaken."
Miles clutched Quinn's elbow. "Don't panic."
"I'm not panicking," Quinn observed, "I'm watching you panic. It's more entertaining."
Miles
pressed his forehead. "Right. Right. Let us begin by assuming all is
not lost. Let us assume the lad hasn't panicked—hasn't broken. Yet.
Suppose he has climbed up on an aristocratic high horse and is sneering
a lot of no-comments at them. He'd do that well, it's how he thinks Vor
are supposed to act. Little schmuck. Assume he's holding out."
"Assume away," remarked Ivan. "So what?"
"If we hurry, we can save—"
"Your reputation?" said Ivan.
"Your . . . brother?" ventured Galeni.
"Our asses?" said Elli.
"Admiral
Naismith," Miles finished. "He's the one at risk, now." Miles's gaze
crossed Elli's; her eyebrows arched in dawning worry. "The key word is cover, as inblown— or, just possibly, permanently assured.
"You
and I," he nodded to Galeni, "have to get cleaned up. Meet me back here
in fifteen minutes. Ivan, bring a sandwich. Two sandwiches. We'll take
you along for muscle." Ivan was well endowed in that resource. "Elli,
you drive."
"Drive where?" asked Quinn.
"The
Assizes. We go to the rescue of poor, misunderstood Lieutenant
Vorkosigan. Who will return with us gratefully, whether he wants to or
not. Ivan, better bring a hypospray with two cc's of tholizone, in
addition to those sandwiches."
"Hold it, Miles," said Ivan. "If the ambassador couldn't get him sprung, how do you expect us to?"
Miles grinned. "Not us. Admiral Naismith."
The
London Municipal Assizes was a big black crystal of a building some two
centuries old. A slash of similar architecture erupted unevenly through
a district of even older styles, representing the bombings and fires of
the Fifth Civil Disturbance. Urban renewal here seemed to wait on
disaster. London was so filled up, a cramped jigsaw of juxtaposed eras,
with Londoners stubbornly hanging on to bits of their past; there was
even a committee to save the singularly ugly disintegrating remnants of
the late twentieth century. Miles wondered if Vorbarr Sultana,
presently expanding madly, would look like this in a thousand years, or
whether it would obliterate its history in the rush to modernize.
Miles
paused in the Assizes's soaring foyer to adjust his Dendarii admiral's
uniform. "Do I look respectable?" he asked Quinn.
"The beard makes you look, um …"
Miles had hastily trimmed the edges. "Distinguished? Older?"
"Hung over."
"Ha."
The four of them took the lift tube to the ninety-seventh level.
"Chamber W," the reception panel directed them after accessing its files; "Cubicle 19."
Cubicle
19 proved to contain a secured Euronet JusticeComp terminal and a live
human being, a serious young man.
"Ah, Investigator Reed." Elli smiled winningly at him as they entered. "We meet again."
The briefest glance showed Investigator Reed to be alone. Miles cleared a twinge of panic from his throat.
"Investigator
Reed is in charge of looking into that unpleasant incident at the
shuttleport, sir," Elli explained, mistaking his choke for a request
for an introduction and slipping back into professional mode.
"Investigator Reed, Admiral Naismith. We had a long talk on my last
trip here."
"I see," said Miles. He kept his face blandly polite.
Reed was frankly staring at him. "Uncanny. So you really are Vorkosigan's clone!"
"I
prefer to think of him as my twin brother," Miles flung off, "once
removed. We generally prefer to stay as far removed from each other as
possible. So you've spoken to him."
"At some
length. I did not find him very cooperative. " Reed glanced back and
forth uncertainly from Miles and Elli to the two uniformed Barrayarans.
"Obstructive. Indeed, rather unpleasant."
"So I
would imagine. You were treading on his toes. He's quite sensitive
about me. Prefers not to be reminded of my embarrassing existence."
"Ah? Why?"
"Sibling
rivalry," Miles extemporized. "I've gotten farther in my military
career than he has in his. He takes it as a reproach, a slur on his own
perfectly reasonable achievements …" God, somebody, give me another straight line— Reed's stare was becoming piercing.
"To the point, please, Admiral Naismith," Captain Galeni rumbled.
Thank you.
"Quite. Investigator Reed—I do not pretend that Vorkosigan and I are
friends, but how did you come by this curious misapprehension that he
tried to arrange my rather messy death?"
"Your
case has not been easy. The two would-be killers," Reed glanced at
Elli, "were a dead end. So we went to other leads."
"Not
Lise Vallerie, was it? I'm afraid I've been guilty of leading her
slightly astray. An untimely sense of humor, I fear. It's an affliction
…"
". . . we all must bear," murmured Elli. "I
found Vallerie's suggestions interesting, not conclusive," said Reed.
"In the past I've found her to be a careful investigator in her own
right, unimpeded by certain rules of order that hamper, say, me. And
most helpful in passing on items of interest."
"What's she investigating these days?" inquired Miles.
Reed gave him a bland look. "Illegal cloning. Perhaps you might give her some tips."
"Ah—I fear my experiences are some two decades out of date for your purposes."
"Well,
that's neither here nor there. In this case the lead was quite
objective. An aircar was seen leaving the shuttleport at the time of
the attack, passing illegally through a traffic control space. We
traced it to the Barrayaran embassy."
Sergeant Barth.
Galeni looked like he wanted to spit; Ivan was acquiring that pleasant,
slightly moronic expression he'd found so useful in the past for
evading any accusation of responsibility.
"Oh,
that," said Miles airily. "That was merely Barrayar's usual tedious
surveillance of me. Frankly, the embassy I would suspect of having a
hand in this is the Cetagandan. Recent Dendarii operations in their
area of influence—far outside your jurisdiction—displeased them
exceedingly. But it was not a charge in my power to prove, which was
why I was content to leave it to your people."
"Ah, the remarkable rescue at Dagoola. I'd heard of it. A compelling motive."
"More
compelling, I would suggest, than the ancient history I confided to
Lise Vallerie. Does that straighten out the contratemps?"
"And are you getting something in return for this charitable service to the Barrayaran embassy, Admiral?"
"My
good deed for the day? No, you're right, I warned you about my sense of
humor. Let's just say, my reward is sufficient."
"Nothing that could be construed as an obstruction of justice, I trust?" Reed's eyebrows rose dryly.
"I'm the victim,
remember?" Miles bit his tongue. "My reward has nothing to do with
London's criminal code, I assure you. In the meantime, can I ask you to
return poor Lieutenant Vorkosigan to the custody, say, of his
commanding officer, Captain Galeni, here?"
Reed's face was a study in suspicion, his alertness multiplied. What's wrong, dammit? wondered Miles. This is supposed to be lulling him. . . .
Reed
steepled his hands, leaned back, and cocked his head. "Lieutenant
Vorkosigan left with a man who introduced himself as Captain Galeni an
hour ago."
"Aaah …" said Miles. "An older man in civilian dress? Greying hair, heavyset?"
"Yes . . ."
Miles inhaled, smiling fixedly. "Thank you, Investigator Reed. We won't take any more of your valuable time."
Back in the foyer Ivan said, "Now what?"
"I think," said Captain Galeni, "it is time to return to the embassy. And send a full report to HQ."
The urge to confess, eh?
"No, no, never send interim reports," said Miles. "Only final ones.
Interim reports tend to elicit orders. Which you must then either obey,
or spend valuable time and energy evading, which you could be using to
solve the problem."
"An interesting command philosophy; I must keep it in mind. Do you share it, Commander Quinn?"
"Oh, yes."
"The Dendarii Mercenaries must be a fascinating outfit to work for."
Quinn smirked. "I find it so."
Chapter Twelve
They returned to the embassy nonetheless, Galeni
to galvanize his staff into an all-out investigation of the now
highly-suspect courier officer, Miles to change back into his
Barrayaran dress greens and visit the embassy physician to have his
hand properly set. If there was a lull in his life after this mess was
cleared up, Miles reflected, perhaps he'd better take the time to go
get the bones and joints in his arms and hands, not just the long bones
of his legs, replaced with synthetics. Getting the legs done had been
painful and tedious, but putting off the arms wasn't going to make it
any better. And he certainly couldn't pretend he was going to do any
more growing.
Somewhat morose with these thoughts,
he left the embassy clinic and wandered down to Security's office
sub-level. He found Galeni sitting alone at his comconsole desk, having
generated a flurry of orders that dispatched subordinates in all
directions. The lights in the office were dimmed. Galeni was leaning
back with his feet on the desk, crossed at the ankles, and Miles had
the impression that he would have preferred a bottle of something
potently alcoholic in his hand to the light pen he now turned over and
over.
Galeni smiled bleakly, sat up, and took to
tapping the pen on the desk as Miles entered. "I've been thinking it
over, Vorkosigan. I'm afraid we may not be able to avoid calling in the
local authorities in this."
"I wish you wouldn't
do that, sir." Miles pulled up a chair and sat astride it, arms athwart
its back. "Involve them, and the consequences pass beyond our control."
"It will take a small army, to find those two on Earth now."
"I
have a small army," Miles reminded him, "which had just demonstrated
its effectiveness for this sort of thing, I think."
"Ha. True."
"Let the embassy hire the Dendarii Mercenaries to find our . . . missing persons."
"Hire? I thought Barrayar was already paying for them!"
Miles
blinked innocently. "But sir, it's part of their covert status that
that relationship is unknown even to the Dendarii themselves. If the
embassy hires them in a formal contract for this job, it—covers the
cover, so to speak."
Galeni raised his brows sardonically. "I see. And how do you propose to explain your clone to them?"
"If necessary, as a clone—of Admiral Naismith."
"Three of you, now?" said Galeni dubiously.
"Just set them to find your—find Ser Galen. Where he is, the clone will be too. It worked once."
"Hm," said Galeni.
"There's
just one thing," Miles added. He ran one finger thoughtfully along the
top of the chair back. "If we do succeed in catching them—just what is
it that we plan to do with "em?"
The light pen
tapped. "There are," said Galeni, "only two or three possibilities.
One, they can be arrested, tried, and incarcerated for the crimes
committed here on Earth."
"During the course of
which," Miles observed seriously, "Admiral Naismith's cover as a
supposedly independent operator will almost certainly be compromised,
his true identity publicly revealed. I can't pretend the Barrayaran
Empire will stand or fall on the Dendarii Mercenaries, but Security has
found us useful in the past. Command may—I hope may—regard this as a
poor trade. Besides, has my clone in fact committed any crimes he can
be held for? I think he may even be a minor, by Eurolaw rules."
"Second
alternative," Galeni recited. "Kidnap them and returned them secretly
to Barrayar for trial, evading Earth's non-extradition status. If we
had an order from on high, my guess is this would be it, the minimum
proper paranoid Security response."
"For trial,"
said Miles, "or to be held indefinitely in some oubliette . . . For
my—brother, that might not turn out as bad as he'd at first think. He
has a friend in a very high place. If he can escape being secretly
murdered by some—overexcited underling first, en route." Galeni and
Miles exchanged glances. "But nobody's going to intercede for your
father. Barrayar has always taken the killings in the Komarr Revolt to
be civil crimes, not acts of war, and he never submitted to the loyalty
oath and amnesty. He'll be up on capital charges. His execution will
inevitably follow."
"Inevitably." Galeni pursed
his lips, staring down at the toes of his boots. "The third possibility
being—as you said—an order coming down for their secret assassination."
"Criminal
orders can be successfully resisted," Miles observed, "if you have a
strong enough stomach for it. High command isn't as free with that sort
of thing as they were back in Emperor Ezar's day, fortunately. I submit
a fourth possibility. It might be better not to catch these—awkward
relatives—in the first place."
"Bluntly, Miles, if
I fail to produce Ser Galen, my career will be smoke. I must already be
suspect, for having failed to turn him up any time these last two
years. Your suggestion skirts—not insubordination, that seems to be
your normal mode of operation—but something worse."
"What
about your predecessor here, who failed to discover him in five years?
And if you do produce him now, will your career be any better off?
You'll be suspect anyway, in the minds of those who are determined to
be suspicious."
"I wish," Galeni's face had an
inward look, deathly calm, his voice a reflective murmur, "I wish he
had stayed dead in the first place. His first death was a much better
one, glorious in the heat of battle. He had his place in history, and I
was alone, past pain, without mother or father to torment me. How
fortunate that science hasn't cracked human immortality. It's a great
blessing that we can outlive old wars. And old warriors."
Miles
mulled over the dilemma. In jail on Earth, Galen destroyed both
Galeni's career and Admiral Naismith's, but lived. Shipped to Barrayar,
he died; Galeni's career would be a little better off, but Galeni
himself—would not be quite sane, Miles rather thought. The patricide
would not have the rooted serenity to serve Komarr's complex future
needs, certainly. But Naismith would live, his thought
whispered temptingly. Left loose, the persistent Galen and Mark
remained a threat of unknown, and so intolerable, proportion; if Miles
and Galeni did nothing, high command would most certainly take the
choice from them, issuing who-knew-what orders sealing the fate of
their perceived enemies.
Miles loathed the thought
of sacrificing Galeni's promising career to this crabbed old
revolutionary who refused to give up. Yet Galen's destruction would
also damage Galeni, just as certainly. Dammit, why couldn't the old man
have pensioned himself off to some tropical paradise, instead of
hanging around making trouble for the younger generation on the
grounds, no doubt, that it was good for 'em? Mandatory retirement for
revolutionaries, that's what they needed now.
What do you choose when all choices are bad?
"This choice is mine," said Galeni. "We have to go after them."
They stared at each other, both very tired.
"Compromise,"
suggested Miles. "Send the Dendarii Mercenaries out to locate, track,
and monitor them. Don't attempt to pick them up yet. This will permit
you to put all the embassy's resources to work on the problem of the
courier, a purely Barrayaran-internal matter on any scale."
There
was a silence. "Agreed," Galeni said at last. "But whatever finally
happens—I want to get it over with quickly."
"Agreed," said Miles.
Miles
found Elli sitting alone in the embassy cafeteria, leaning tired and a
little blank over the remains of her dinner, ignoring the covert stares
and hesitant smiles of various embassy personnel. He grabbed a snack
and tea and slid into the seat across from her. Their hands gripped
briefly across the table, then she rested her chin on her cupped palms
again, elbows propped.
"So, what's next?" she asked.
"What's the traditional reward for a job well done in this man's army?"
Her dark eyes crinkled. "Another job."
"You
got it. I've persuaded Captain Galeni to let the Dendarii mercenaries
find Galen, just as you found us. How did you find us, by the way?"
"Lotta
damn work, that's how. We started by crunching through that awful pile
of data you beamed up from the embassy files about Komarrans. We
eliminated the well-documented ones, the young children, and so on.
Then we put the Intelligence computer team downside to break into the
economic net and pull out credit files, and into the Eurolaw net—that
was tricky—and pull out criminal files, and started looking for
anomalies. That's where we found the break. About a year ago, the
Earth-born son of a Komarran expatriate was picked up by the Eurolaw
cops on some minor misdemeanor and found to have an unregistered
stunner in his possession. Not being a deadly weapon, it merely cost
him a fine, and as far as Eurolaw was concerned, that was that. But the
stunner wasn't of Earth manufacture. It was old Barrayaran military
issue.
"We began following him, both physically
and through the computer net, finding out who his friends were, people
who weren't in the embassy's computer. We were following up several
other leads at the same time that failed to pan out. But this is where
I got a compelling hunch. One of this kid's frequent contacts, a man
named Van der Poole, was registered as an immigrant to Earth from the
planet Frost IV. Now, during that investigation I did a couple of years
back involving the stolen genes, I passed through Jackson's Whole—"
Miles nodded in memory.
"So
I knew you could buy documented pasts there—one of the little
high-profit-margin services certain laboratories sell to go along with
the new faces and voices and finger– and retina-prints they offer. One
of the planets they frequently use for this is Frost IV, on account of
the tectonic disaster having wrecked their computer net—not to mention
the rest of the place—twenty-eight years ago. A lot of perfectly
legitimate people who left Frost IV then have uncheckable
documentation. If you're over twenty-eight years old, Jackson's Whole
can fit you right in. So whenever I see somebody above a certain age
who claims to be from Frost IV, I'm automatically suspicious. Van der
Poole was Galen, of course."
"Of course. My clone was another fine product of Jackson's Whole, by the way."
"Ah. It all fits, how nice."
"My
congratulations to you and the whole Intelligence department. Remind me
to make that an official commendation, when I next make it back to the Triumph."
"Which
is when?" She crunched a piece of ice from the bottom of her glass and
swirled the remainder around, trying to look only professionally
interested.
Her mouth would taste cool, and tangy. . . .
Miles blinked back into professional mode himself, conscious of the
curious eyes of embassy personnel upon them. "Dunno. We're sure not
done here yet. We should certainly transfer all the new data the
Dendarii collected back to embassy files. Ivan's working now on what we
pulled from Galen's comconsole. It's going to be harder this time.
Galen—Van der Poole—will be hiding. And he's had a lot of experience at
serious disappearing. But if and when you do turn him up—ah—report
directly to me. I'll report to the embassy."
"Report what to the embassy?" Elli inquired, alert to his undertones.
Miles
shook his head. "I'm not sure yet. I may be too tired to think
straight, I'll see if it seems to make any more sense in the morning."
Elli nodded and rose.
"Where are you going?" asked Miles in alarm.
"Back to the Triumph, to put the mass in motion, of course."
"But you can tight-beam—Who's on duty up there right now?"
"Bel Thorne."
"Right,
all right. Let's go find Ivan, we can tight-beam the data swap right
from here, and the orders as well." He studied the dark circles under
her luminous eyes. "And how long have you been on your feet, anyway?"
"Oh, about the last, um," she glanced at her chrono, "thirty hours."
"Who
has trouble delegating work, Commander Quinn? Send the orders, not
yourself. And take a sleep shift before you start making mistakes too.
I'll find you a place to bunk here at the embassy—" she met his eyes,
suddenly grinning, "if you like," Miles added hastily.
"Will you, now?" she said softly. "I'd like that fine."
They paid a visit to Ivan, harried at his comconsole, and made the secured data link to the Triumph. Ivan, Miles noted happily, had lots and lots of work left to do. He escorted Elli up the lift tubes to his quarters.
Elli
dove for the bathroom by right of first dibs. While hanging up his
uniform Miles found his cat blanket bunged lumpily into a dark corner
of his closet, doubtless where his terrified clone had thrown it his
first night. The black fur broke into ecstatic rumbling when he picked
it up. He spread it out carefully on his bed, patting it into place.
"There."
Elli emerged from the shower in
remarkably few minutes, fluffing her short wet curls out with her
fingers, a towel slung attractively around her hips. She spotted the
cat blanket, smiled, and hopped up and wriggled her bare toes in it. It
shivered and purred louder.
"Ah," sighed Miles,
contemplating them both in perfect contentment. Then doubt snaked
through his garden of delight. Elli was looking around his room with
interest. He swallowed. "Is this, ah, the first time you've been up
here?" he asked in what he hoped was a casual tone.
"Uh-huh.
I don't know why I was expecting something medieval. Looks more like an
ordinary hotel room than what I would have expected of Barrayar."
"This
is Earth," Miles pointed out, "and the Time of Isolation has been over
for a hundred years. You have some odd ideas about Barrayar. But I just
wondered, if my clone had, uh . . . are you sure you never sensed any
difference at all during the four days? He was that good?" He
smiled wretchedly, hanging on her answer. What if she'd noticed
nothing? Was he really so transparent and simple that anyone could play
him? Worse, what if she had noticed a difference—and liked the clone
better . . . ?
Elli looked embarrassed. "Noticed,
yes. But to jump from sensing there was something wrong with you, to
realizing it wasn't you . . . maybe if we'd had more time
together. We only talked by comm link, except for one two-hour trip
downtown to spring Danio and his merry men from the locals, during
which I thought you'd lost your mind. Then I decided you must have
something up your sleeve, and just weren't telling me 'cause I'd …" her
voice went suddenly smaller, "fallen out of favor, somehow."
Miles calculated, and breathed relief. So the clone hadn't had time to … ahem. He smiled wryly up at her.
"You
see, when you look at me," she went on to explain, "it makes me
feel—well—good. Not in the warm and fuzzy sense, though there's that
too—"
"Warm and fuzzy," sighed Miles happily, leaning on her.
"Stop
it, you goof, I'm serious," But she slipped her arms around him.
Firmly, as if prepared to do immediate battle with any wight who might
attempt to snatch him away again. "Good, like—I can do. Competent. You
make me unafraid. Unafraid to try, unafraid of what others might think.
Your—clone, good gods what a relief to know that—made me start
wondering what was wrong with me. Though when I think how easily they
took you, that night in the empty house, I could—"
"Sh,
sh," Miles stopped her lips with one finger. "There is nothing wrong
with you, Elli," he said, pleasantly muffled. "You are most perfectly
Quinn." His Quinn . . .
"See what I mean?
I suppose it saved your life. I'd been meaning to keep you—him—up to
date on the hunt for Galeni, even it if was just an interim no-progress
report. Which would have been his first tip-off that there was a hunt going on."
"Which he would have ordered stopped."
"Precisely.
But then, when the break in the case came, I—thought I'd better be
sure. Save it up, surprise you with the final result all wrapped up in
a big bow—win back your regard, to be frank. In a way, he kept me from
reporting to him."
"If it's any consolation, it
wasn't dislike. You terrified him. Your face—not to mention the rest of
you—has that effect on some men."
"Yes, the face
…" Her hand touched one cheek, half-consciously, then fell more
tenderly to ruffle his hair, "I think you've put your finger on it,
what felt so wrong. You knew me when I had my old face, and no face, and the new face, and for you alone, it was all the same face."
His
unbandaged hand traced over the arch of her brows, perfect nose, paused
at her lips to collect a kiss, then down the ideal angle of her chin
and velvet skin of her throat. "Yes, the face … I was young and dumb
then. It seemed like a good idea at the time. It was only later that I
realized it could be a handicap for you."
"Me,
too," sighed Elli. "For the first six months, I was delighted. But the
second time a soldier made a pass at me instead of following an order,
I knew I definitely had a problem. I had to discover and teach myself
all kinds of tricks, to get people to respond to the inside of me, and
not the outside."
"I understand," said Miles.
"By
the gods, you would." She looked at him for a moment as if seeing him
for the very first time, then dropped a kiss on his forehead. "I just
now realized how many of those tricks I learned from you. How I love
you!"
When they came up for air from the loss that followed, Elli offered, "Rub you?"
"You're
a drunkard's dream, Quinn." Miles flopped down with his face in the fur
and let her have her way with him. Five minutes at her strong hands
parted him from all ambitions but two. Those satisfied, they both slept
like stones, untroubled by any vile dream that Miles could later
remember.
Miles woke muzzily to the sound of knocking at the door.
"Go 'way, Ivan," Miles moaned into the flesh and fur he clutched. "Go sleep on a bench somewhere, hunh . . . ?"
The
flesh shook him loose decisively. Elli hit the light, swung out of bed,
slipping into her black T-shirt and grey uniform trousers, and padded
to the door, ignoring Miles's mumbled "No, no, doan' let 'im in . . ."
The knocking grew louder and more insistent. – "Miles!" Ivan fell
through the door. "Oh, hi, Elli. Miles!" Ivan shook him by the shoulder.
Miles
tried to burrow underneath his fur. "All right, y'can have your bed,"
he muttered. "Y'don't need me to tuck you in . . ."
"Get up, Miles!"
Miles stuck his head out, eyes scrunched against the light. "Why? What time is it?"
"About midnight."
"Ergh."
He went back under. Three hours sleep hardly counted, after what he'd
been through the last four days. Displaying a cruel and ruthless streak
Miles would never have suspected, Ivan pulled the live far from his
twitching hands and tossed it aside.
"You have to
get up," Ivan insisted. "Dressed. Peel off the face fungus. I hope
you've got a clean uniform in here somewhere—" Ivan was rooting through
his closet. "Here!"
Miles clutched numbly at the green cloth Ivan flung at him. ''Embassy on fire?" he inquired.
"Damn near. Elena Bothari-Jesek just blew in from Tau Ceti. I didn't even know you'd sent her!"
"Oh!"
Miles came awake. Quinn was by now fully dressed, including boots, and
checking her stunner in its holster. "Yes. Gotta get dressed, sure. She
won't mind the beard, though."
"Not being subject
to beard burn," Elli muttered under her breath, scratching a thigh
absently. Miles suppressed a grin; one of her eyelids shivered at him.
"Maybe not," said Ivan grimly, "but I don't think Commodore Destang will be too thrilled by it."
"Destang's here?"
Miles came fully awake. He still had a little adrenalin left,
apparently. "Why?" Then he thought back over some of the suspicions
he'd included in his report sent with Elena, and realized why the
Sector Two Security chief might have been inspired to investigate in
person. "Oh, God . . . gotta get him straightened out before he shoots
poor Galeni on sight—"
He ran the shower on cold,
needle-spray; Elli shoved a cup of coffee into his working hand as he
exited, and inspected the effect when he was dressed.
"Everything's fine but the face," she informed him, "and you can't do anything about that."
He ran a hand over his now-naked chin. "Did I miss a patch with the depilator?"
"No,
I was admiring the bruises. And the eyes. I've seen brighter eyes on a
strung-out juba freak three days after the supplies ran out."
"Thanks."
"You asked."
Miles
considered what he knew of Destang, as they descended the lift tubes.
His previous contacts with the commodore had been brief, official, and
as far as Miles knew, satisfactory to both sides. The Sector Two
Security commander was an experienced officer, accustomed to carrying
out his varied duties—coordinating intelligence-gathering, overseeing
the security of Barrayaran embassies, consulates, and visiting VIP's,
rescuing the occasional Barrayaran subject in trouble—with little
direct supervision from distant Barrayar. During the two or three
operations the Dendarii had conducted in Sector Two areas, orders and
money had flowed down, and Miles's final reports back up, through his
command without impediment.
Commodore Destang was
seated centrally in Galeni's office chair at Galeni's lit-up comconsole
as Miles, Ivan, and Elli entered. Captain Galeni was standing, though
extra chairs were available by the wall; his stiff posture worn like
armor, his eyes hooded and face blank as a visor. Elena Bothari-Jesek
hovered uncertainly in the background, with the worried look of one
witnessing a chain of events they had started but no longer controlled.
Her eyes lit with relief as she saw Miles, and she saluted—improperly,
as he was not in Dendarii uniform; it was more an unstated transfer of
responsibility, like someone ridding herself of a bag of live snakes, Here, this one's all yours. . . . He returned her a nod, All right. "Sir." Miles saluted.
Destang
returned the salute and glowered at him, reminding Miles in a faint
twinge of nostalgia of the early Galeni. Another harried commander.
Destang was a man of about sixty, lean, with grey hair, shorter than
what was middle height for a Barrayaran. Doubtless born just after the
end of the Cetagandan occupation, when widespread malnutrition had
robbed many of their full growth potential. He would have been a young
officer at the time of the Conquest of Komarr, of middle rank during
its later Revolt; combat-experienced, like all who had lived through
that war-torn past.
"Has anyone brought you up to date yet, sir?" Miles began anxiously. "My original memo is extremely obsolete."
"I've just read Captain Galeni's version." Destang nodded at the comconsole.
Galeni
would insist on writing reports. Miles sighed inwardly. It was an old
academic reflex, no doubt. He restrained himself from craning his neck
to try and see.
"You don't seem to have made one yet," Destang noted.
Miles
waved his bandaged left hand vaguely. "I've been in the infirmary, sir.
But have you realized yet the Komarrans must have had control of the
embassy's courier officer?"
"We arrested the courier six days ago on Tau Ceti," Destang said.
Miles exhaled in relief. "And was he—?"
"It
was the usual sordid story." Destang frowned. "He committed a little
sin; it gave them leverage to extract larger and larger ones, until
there was no going back."
A curious mental judo,
that sort of blackmail, reflected Miles. In the final analysis, it was
fear of his own side, not fear of the Komarrans, that had delivered the
courier into the enemy's hands. So a system meant to enforce loyalty
ended by destroying it—some flaw, there . . .
"He's
been owned by them for at least three years," continued Destang.
"Anything that's gone in or out of the embassy since then may have
passed before their eyes."
"Ouch." Miles
suppressed a grin, substituting, he hoped, an expression of proper
horror. So the subversion of the courier clearly predated the arrival
of Galeni on Earth. Good.
"Yeah," said Ivan, "I
just found copies of some of our stuff a little while ago in that mass
data dump you pulled from Ser Galen's comconsole, Miles. It was quite a
shock."
"I thought it might be there," said Miles.
"There weren't too many other possibilities, once I realized we were
being diddled. I trust the interrogation of the courier has cleared
Captain Galeni of all suspicion?"
"If he was
involved with the Komarran expatriates on Earth," said Destang
neutrally, "the courier didn't know of it."
Not
exactly an affirmation of heartfelt trust, that. "It was quite clear,"
Miles said, "that the captain was a card Ser Galen thought he was
holding in reserve. But the card refused to play. At the risk of his
life. It was chance, after all, that assigned Captain Galeni to Earth—"
Galeni was shaking his head, lips compressed, "wasn't it?"
"No," said Galeni, still at parade rest. "I requested Earth."
"Oh.
Well, it was certainly chance that brought me here," Miles scrambled
over the gap, "chance and my wounded and cryo-corpses who needed the
attention of a major medical center as soon as possible. Speaking of
the Dendarii Mercenaries, Commodore, did the courier divert the
eighteen million marks Barrayar owes them?"
"It
was never sent," said Destang. "Until Captain Bothari-Jesek here
arrived at my office, our last contact with your mercenaries was the
report you sent from Mahata Solaris wrapping up the Dagoola affair.
Then you vanished. From the viewpoint of Sector Two Headquarters,
you've been missing for over two months. To our consternation.
Particularly when the weekly requests for updates on your status from
Imperial Security Chief Illyan turned into daily ones."
"I—see,
sir. Then you never received our urgent requests for funds?—Then I was
never actually assigned to the embassy!"
A very small noise, as of deep and muffled pain, escaped the otherwise deadpan Galeni.
Destang
said, "Only by the Komarrans. Apparently it was a ploy to keep you
immobilized until they could make their attempted switch."
"I'd
guessed as much. Ah—you wouldn't by chance happen to have brought my
eighteen million marks with you now, have you? That part hasn't
changed. I did mention it in my memo."
"Several times," said Destang dryly. "Yes, Lieutenant, we will fund your irregulars. As usual."
"Ah." Miles melted within, and smiled blindingly. "Thank you, sir. That is a very great relief."
Destang cocked his head curiously. "What have they been living on, the past month?"
"It's—been a bit complicated, sir."
Destang
opened his mouth as if to ask more, then apparently thought better of
it. "I see. Well, Lieutenant, you may return to your outfit. Your part
here is done. You should never have appeared on Earth as Lord
Vorkosigan in the first place."
"To which outfit—to the Dendarii Mercenaries, you mean, sir?"
"I
doubt Simon Illyan was sending out urgent inquiries for them because he
was lonely. It's a safe assumption that new orders will be following on
as soon as your location is known to HQ. You should be ready to move
out."
Elli and Elena, who had been conferring in
very low tones in the corner during all this, looked up brightly at
this news; Ivan looked more stricken.
"Yes, sir," said Miles. "What's going to happen here?"
"Since
you have not, thank God, involved the Earth authorities, we're free to
clear up this aborted bit of treason ourselves. I brought a team from
Tau Ceti—"
The team was a cleanup crew, Miles
guessed, Intelligence commandos ready, at Destang's order, to restore
order to a treason-raddled embassy with whatever force or guile might
be required.
"Ser Galen would have been on our
most-wanted list long before this if we hadn't believed him already
dead. Galen!" Destang shook his head as though he still couldn't
believe it himself. "Here on Earth, all this time. You know, I served
during the Komarr Revolt—it's where I got my start in Security. I was
on the team that dug through the rubble of the Halomar Barracks, after
the bastards blew it up in the middle of the night—looking for
survivors and evidence, finding bodies and damn few clues . . . There
were a lot of new openings for posts in Security that morning. Damn.
How it all comes back. If we can find Galen again, after you let him
slip through your hands," Destang's eyes fell without favor on Galeni,
"accidentally or otherwise, we'll take him back to Barrayar to answer
for that bloody morning if nothing else. I wish he could be made to
answer for it all, but there's not enough of him to go around. Rather
like Mad Emperor Yuri."
"A laudable plan, sir,"
said Miles carefully. Galeni had his jaw clamped shut, no help there.
"But there are a dozen Komarran ex-rebels on Earth with pasts just as
bloody as Ser Galen's. Now that he's been exposed, he's no more threat
to us than they are."
"They've been inactive for years," said Destang. "Galen, clearly, has been quite the reverse."
"But
if you're contemplating an illegal kidnapping, it could damage our
diplomatic relations with Earth. Is it worth it?"
"Permanent justice is well worth a temporary offended protest, I can assure you, Lieutenant."
Galen
was dead meat to Destang. Well, and so. "On what grounds would you
kidnap my—clone, then, sir? He's never committed a crime on Barrayar.
He's never even been to Barrayar."
Shut up, Miles! Ivan, with a look of increasing alarm on his face, mouthed silently from behind Destang. You don't argue with a commodore! Miles ignored him.
"The fate of my clone concerns me closely, sir."
"I can imagine. I hope we can eliminate the danger of further confusion between you soon."
Miles
hoped that didn't mean what he thought it did. If he had to derail
Destang . . . "There's no danger of confusion, sir. A simple medical
scan can tell the difference between us. His bones are normal, mine are
not. By what charge or claim do we have any further interest in him?"
"Treason, of course. Conspiracy against the Imperium."
The
second part being demonstrably true, Miles concentrated on the first
part. "Treason? He was born on Jackson's Whole. He's not an Imperial
subject by conquest or place of birth. To charge him with treason,"
Miles took a breath, "you must allow him to be an Imperial subject by
blood. And if he's that, he's that all the way, a lord of the Vor with
all the rights of his rank including trial by his peers—the Council of
Counts in full session."
Destang's brows rose. "Would he think to attempt such an outre defense?"
If he didn't, I'd point it out to him. "Why not?"
"Thank
you, Lieutenant. That's a complication I had not considered." Destang
looked thoughtful indeed, and increasingly steely.
Miles's
plan to convince Destang that letting the clone go was his own idea
seemed to be slipping dangerously retrograde. He had to know—"Do you
see assassination as an option, sir?"
"A compelling one." Destang's spine straightened decisively.
"There
could be a legal problem, here, sir. Either he's not an Imperial
subject, and we have no claim on him in the first place, or he is, and
the full protection of Imperial law should apply to him. In either
case, his murder would—" Miles moistened his lips; Galeni, who alone
knew where he was heading, shut his eyes like a man watching an
accident about to happen, "be a criminal order. Sir."
Destang looked rather impatient. "I had not planned to give you the order, Lieutenant."
He thinks I want to keep my hands clean. … If Miles pushed the confrontation with Destang to its logical conclusion, with two Imperial officers witnessing,
there was a chance the commodore would back down; there was at least an
equal chance Miles would find himself in very deep—deepness. If the
confrontation went all the way to a messy court-martial, neither of
them would emerge undamaged. Even if Miles won, Barrayar would not be
well served, and Destang's forty years of Imperial service did not
deserve such an ignoble end. And if he got himself confined to quarters
now, all alternate courses of action (and what was he contemplating,
for God's sake?) would be closed to him. He did not want to be locked
up in another room. Meanwhile, Destang's team would carry out any order
he gave them without hesitation. . . .
He bared his teeth in a smile, of sorts, and said only, "Thank you, sir." Ivan looked relieved.
Destang
paused. "Legality is an unusual concern for a covert operations
specialist, at this late date, isn't it?"
"We all have our illogical moments."
Quinn's attention was now riveted upon him; a slight twitch of her eyebrow asked, What the hell . . . ?
"Try
not to have too many of them, Lieutenant Vorkosigan," said Destang
dryly. "My aide has the nontraceable credit chit for your eighteen
million marks. See him on your way out. Take all these women with you."
He waved at the two uniformed Dendarii.
Ivan, reminded, smiled at them. They're my officers, dammit, not my harem,
Miles's thought snarled silently. But no Barrayaran officer of
Destang's age would see it that way. Some attitudes couldn't be
changed; they just had to be outlived.
Destang's words were a clear dismissal. Miles ignored them at his peril. Yet Destang had not mentioned—
"Yes,
Lieutenant, run along." Captain Galeni's voice was utmost-bland. "I
never finished writing my report. I'll give you one Mark, against the
commodore's eighteen million, if you take the Dendarii off with you
now."
Miles's eyes widened just slightly, hearing the capital M. Galeni hasn't told Destang yet that the Dendarii are on the case. Therefore, he can't order them off, can he?
A head start—if he could find Galen and Mark before Destang's team
did—"That's a bargain, Captain," Miles heard his own voice saying.
"It's amazing, how much one Mark can weigh."
Galeni nodded once, and turned back to Destang.
Miles fled.
Chapter Thirteen
Ivan trailed along, as Miles returned to their
quarters to change clothes for the last time back into the Dendarii
admiral's uniform in which he'd arrived, a lifetime and a half ago.
"I
don't think I really want to watch, downstairs," Ivan explained.
"Destang's well launched into a bloody reaming. Bet he'll keep Galeni
on his feet all night, trying to break him if he can."
"Damn
it!" Miles bundled his green Barrayaran jacket into a wad and flung it
against the far wall, but it didn't carry enough momentum to begin to
vent his frustration. He flopped down on a bed, pulled off a boot,
hefted it, then shook his head and dropped it in disgust. "It burns me.
Galeni deserves a medal, not a load of grief. Well—if Ser Galen
couldn't break him, I don't suppose Destang will either. But it's not
right, not right …" He brooded. "And I helped set him up for it, too.
Damn, damn, damn …"
Elli handed him his grey uniform without comment. Ivan was not so wise.
"Yeah,
nice going, Miles. I'll think of you, safely up in orbit, while
Destang's headquarters crew are cleaning house down here. Suspicious as
hell—they wouldn't trust their own grandmothers. We're all in for it.
Scrubbed, rinsed, and hung out to dry in the cold, cold wind." He
wandered over to his own bed and regarded it with longing. "No use
turning in; they'll be after me before morning for something." He sat
down on it glumly.
Miles looked up at Ivan in
sudden speculation. "Huh. Yeah, you are going to be rather in the
middle of things for the next few days, aren't you?"
Ivan, alert to the change in his tone, eyed him suspiciously. "Too right. So what?"
Miles
shook out his trousers. His half of the secured comm link fell onto the
bed. He pulled on his Dendarii greys. "Suppose I remember to turn in my
comm link before I leave. And suppose Elli forgets to turn in hers."
Miles held up a restraining finger, and Elli stopped fishing in her
jacket. "And suppose you stick it in your pocket, meaning to turn it
back in to Sergeant Barth as soon as you get the other half." He tossed
the comm link to Ivan, who caught it automatically, but then held it
away from himself between thumb and forefingers as if it were something
he'd found writhing under a rock.
"And suppose I
remember what happened to me the last time I helped you sub-rosa?" said
Ivan truculently. "That little sleight of hand I pulled to get you back
in the embassy the night you tried to burn down London is on my record,
now. Destang's bird-dogs will have spasms as soon as they turn that up,
in light of the present circumstances. Suppose I stick it up your—" his
eyes fell on Elli, "ear, instead?"
Miles thrust
his head and arms up through his black T-shirt and pulled it down,
grinning slightly. He began stuffing his feet into his Dendarii-issue
combat boots. "It's only a precaution. May never use it. Just in case I
need a private line into the embassy in an emergency."
"I
cannot imagine," said Ivan primly, "any emergency that a loyal junior
officer can't confide to his very own sector security commander." His
voice grew stern. "Neither would Destang. Just what are you hatching in
the back of your twisty little mind, Coz?"
Miles
sealed his boots and paused seriously. "I'm not sure. But I may yet see
a chance to save . . . something, from this mess."
Elli,
listening intently, remarked, "I thought we had saved something. We
uncovered a traitor, plugged a security leak, foiled a kidnapping, and
broke up a major plot against the Barrayaran Imperium. And we got paid.
What more do you want for one week?"
"Well, it would have been nice if any of that had been on purpose, instead of by accident," Miles mused.
Ivan
and Elli looked at each other across the top of Miles's head, their
faces beginning to mirror a similar unease. "What more do you want to
save, Miles?" Ivan echoed.
Miles's frown, directed to his boots, deepened. "Something. A future. A second chance. A … possibility."
"It's
the clone, isn't it?" said Ivan, His mouth hardening, "You've gone and
let yourself get obsessed with that goddamn clone."
"Flesh
of my flesh, Ivan." Miles turned his hands over, staring at them. "On
some planets, he would be called my brother. On others he might even be
called my son, depending on the laws regarding cloning."
"One
cell! On Barrayar," said Ivan, "they call it your enemy when it's
shooting at you. You having a little short-term memory trouble? Those
people just tried to kill you! This—yesterday morning!"
Miles smiled briefly up at Ivan without replying.
"You
know," Elli said cautiously, "if you decided you really wanted a clone,
you could have one made. Without the, ah, problems of the present one.
You have trillions of cells …"
"I don't want a clone," said Miles, I want a brother. "But I seem to have been . . . issued this one."
"I
thought Ser Galen bought and paid for him," complained Elli. "The only
thing that Komarran meant to issue you was death. By Jackson's Whole
law, the planet of his origin, the clone clearly belongs to Galen."
Jockey of Norfolk, be not bold, the old quote whispered through Miles's memory, for Dickon thy master is bought and sold. . . .
"Even on Barrayar," he said mildly, "no human being can own another.
Galen descended far, in pursuit of his … principle of liberty."
"In
any case," said Ivan, "you're out of the picture now. High command has
taken over. I heard your marching orders."
"Did you also hear Destang say he meant to kill my—the clone, if he can?"
"Yeah,
so?" Ivan was looking mulish indeed, an almost panicked stubbornness.
"I didn't like him anyway. Surly little sneak."
"Destang
has mastered the art of the final report too," said Miles. "Even if I
went AWOL right now, it would be physically impossible for me to get
back to Barrayar, beg the clone's life from my father, have him lean on
Simon Illyan for a countermand, and get the order back here to Earth
before the deed was done."
Ivan looked shocked.
"Miles—I always figured to be embarrassed to ask Uncle Aral for a
career favor, but I thought you'd let yourself be peeled and boiled
before you'd cry to your Dad for anything! And you want to start by
hopscotching a commodore? No C.O. in the service would want you after
that!"
"I would rather die," agreed Miles
tonelessly, "but I can't ask another to die for me. But it's
irrelevant. It couldn't succeed."
"Thank God." Ivan stared at him, thoroughly unsettled.
If I cannot convince two of my best friends I'm right, thought Miles, maybe I'm wrong.
Or maybe I have to do this one alone.
"I just want to keep a line open, Ivan," he said. "I'm not asking you to do anything—"
"Yet," came Ivan's glum interpolation.
"I'd
give the comm link to Captain Galeni, but he will certainly be closely
watched. They'd just take it away from him, and it would look . . .
ambiguous."
"So on me it looks good?" asked Ivan plaintively.
"Do
it." Miles finished fastening his jacket, stood, and held out his hand
to Ivan for the return of the comm link. "Or don't."
"Argh."
Ivan broke off his gaze, and shoved the comm link disconsolately into
his trouser pocket. "I'll think about it."
Miles tilted his head in thanks.
They
caught a Dendarii shuttle just about to lift from the London
shuttleport, returning personnel from leave. Actually, Elli called
ahead and had it held for them; Miles rather relished the sensation of
not having to rush for it, and might have outright sauntered if the
pressures of Admiral Naismith's duties, now boiling up in his head,
hadn't automatically quickened his steps.
Their
delay was another's gain. A last duffle-swinging Dendarii sprinted
across the tarmac as the engines revved, and just made it up the
retracting ramp. The alert guard at the door put up his weapon as he
recognized the sprinter, and gave him a hand in as the shuttle began to
roll.
Miles, Elli Quinn, and Elena Bothari-Jesek
held seats in the rear. The running soldier, pausing to catch his
breath, spotted Miles, grinned, and saluted. Miles returned both. "Ah,
Sergeant Siembieda." Ryann Siembieda was a conscientious tech sergeant
from Engineering, in charge of maintenance and repair of battle armor
and other light equipment. "You're thawed out."
"Yes, sir."
"They told me your prognosis was good."
"They
threw me out of the hospital two weeks ago. I've been on leave. You
too, sir?" Siembieda nodded toward the silver shopping bag at Miles's
feet containing the live fur.
Miles shoved it
unobtrusively under his seat with his boot heel. "Yes and no. Actually,
while you were playing, I was working. As a result, we will all be
working again soon. It's good you got your leave while you could."
"Earth
was great," sighed Siembieda. "It was quite a surprise to wake up here.
Did you see the Unicorn Park? It's right here on this island. I was
there yesterday."
"I didn't see much, I'm afraid," said Miles regretfully.
Siembieda dug a holocube out of his pocket and handed it over.
The
Unicorn and Wild Animal Park (a division of GalacTech Bioengineering)
occupied the grounds of the great and historical estate of Wooton,
Surrey, the guide cube informed him. In the vid display, a shining
white beast that looked like a cross between a horse and a deer, and
probably was, bounded across the greensward into the topiary.
"They let you feed the tame lions," Siembieda informed him.
Miles
blinked at an unbidden mental image of Ivan in a toga being tossed out
the back of a float truck to a herd of hungry, tawny cats galloping
excitedly along behind. He'd been reading too much Earth history. "What
do they eat?"
"Protein cubes, same as us."
"Ah," said Miles, trying not to sound disappointed. He handed the cube back.
The sergeant hovered on, however. "Sir …" he began hesitantly.
"Yes?" Miles let his tone be encouraging.
"I've
reviewed my procedures—been tested and cleared for light duties—but… I
haven't been able to remember anything at all about the day I was
killed. And the medics wouldn't tell me. It … bothers me a bit, sir."
Siembieda's
hazel eyes were strange and wary; it bothered him a lot, Miles judged.
"I see. Well, the medics couldn't tell you much anyway; they weren't
there."
"But you were, sir," said Siembieda suggestively.
Of course, thought Miles. And if I hadn't been, you wouldn't have died the death intended for me. "Do you remember our arriving at Mahata Solaris?"
"Yes, sir. Some things, right up to the night before. But that whole day is gone, not just the fight."
"Ah.
Well, there's no mystery. Commodore Jesek, myself, you, and your tech
team paid a visit to a warehouse for a quality-control check of our
re-supplies—there'd been a problem with the first shipment—"
"I remember that," nodded Siembieda. "Cracked power cells leaking radiation."
"Right,
very good. You spotted the defect, by the way, unloading them into
inventory. There are those who might simply have stored them."
"Not on my team," muttered Siembieda.
"We
were jumped by a Cetagandan hit squad at the warehouse. We never did
find out if there was any collusion, though we suspected some in high
places when our orbital permits were revoked and we were invited to
leave Mahata Solaris local space by the authorities. Or maybe they just
didn't like the excitement we'd brought with us. Anyway, a gravitic
grenade went off and blew out the end of the warehouse. You were hit in
the neck by a freak fragment of something metal, ricocheting from the
explosion. You bled to death in seconds." Quite incredible quantities
of blood from such a lean young man, once it was spread out and smeared
around in the fight—the smell of it, and the burning, came back to
Miles as he spoke, but he kept his voice calm and steady. "We had you
back to the Triumph and iced down in an hour. The surgeon was
very optimistic, as you didn't have gross tissue damage." Not like one
of the techs, who'd been blown most grossly to bits in that same moment.
"I'd . . . wondered what I'd done. Or not done."
"You scarcely had time to do anything. You were practically the first casualty."
Siembieda
looked faintly relieved. And what goes on in the head of a walking dead
man? Miles wondered. What personal failure could he possibly fear more
than death itself?
"If it's any consolation," put
in Elli, "that sort of memory loss is common in trauma victims of all
kinds, not just cryo-revivals. You ask around, you'll find you're not
the only one."
"Better strap down," said Miles, as the craft yawed around for takeoff.
Siembieda nodded, looking a little more cheerful, and swung forward to find a seat.
"Do you remember your burn?" Miles asked Elli curiously. "Or is it all a merciful blank?"
Elli's hand drifted across her cheek. "I never quite lost consciousness."
The
shuttle shot forward and up. Lieutenant Ptarmigan's hands at the
controls, Miles judged dryly. Some hooted commentary from forward
passengers confirmed his guess. Miles's hand hesitated over, and fell
away from, the control in his seat-arm that would comm link him to the
pilot; he would not brass-harass Ptarmigan unless he started flying
upside down. Fortunately for Ptarmigan, the craft steadied.
Miles
craned his neck for a look out the window as the glittering lights of
Greater London and its island fell away beneath them. In another moment
he could see the river mouth, with its great dykes and locks running
for forty kilometers, defining the coastline to human design, shutting
out the sea and protecting the historical treasures and several million
souls of the lower Thames watershed. One of the huge channel-spanning
bridges gleamed against the leaden dawn water beyond. And so men
organized themselves for the sake of their technology as they never had
for their principles. The sea's politics were unarguable.
The
shuttle wheeled, gaining altitude rapidly, giving Miles a last glimpse
of the shrinking maze of London. Somewhere down there in that monstrous
city Galen and Mark hid, or ran, or plotted, while Destang's
intelligence team quartered and re-quartered Galen's old haunts and the
comconsole net looking for traces of them, in a deadly game of hide and
seek. Surely Galen had the sense to avoid his friends and stay off the
net at all costs. If he cut his losses and ran now, he had a chance of
eluding Barrayaran vengeance for another half-lifetime.
But
if Galen were running, why had he doubled back to pick up Mark? What
possible use was the clone to him now? Did Galen have some dim paternal
sense of responsibility to his creation? Somehow, Miles doubted it was
love that bound those two together. Could the clone be used—servant,
slave, soldier? Could the clone be sold—to the Cetagandans, to a
medical laboratory, to a sideshow? Could the clone be sold to Miles?
Now, there was a proposition that even the hyper-suspicious Galen would
buy. Let him believe Miles wanted a new body, without the bone
dyscrasias that had plagued him since birth … let him believe Miles
would pay a high price to have the clone for this vile purpose . . .
and Miles might gain possession of Mark and slip Galen enough cover and
funds to finance his escape without Galen ever realizing he was the
object of charity for his son's sake. The idea had only two flaws; one,
until he made contact with Galen he couldn't do any deal at all; two,
if Galen would make such a diabolical bargain Miles was not so sure he
cared to see him elude Barrayar's time-cold vengeance after all. A
curious dilemma.
It was like coming home, to step aboard theTriumph
again. Knots Miles had not been conscious of undid themselves in the
back of his neck as he inhaled the familiar recycled air, and soaked
the small subliminal chirps and vibrations of the properly functioning,
live ship in through his bones. Things were looking in rather better
repair all over than at any time since Dagook, and Miles made a mental
note to find out which aggressive engineering sergeants he had to thank
for it. It would be good to be just Naismith again, with no problem
more complex than what could be laid out in plain military language by
HQ, finite and unambiguous.
He issued orders.
Cancel further work contracts by individual Dendarii or their groups.
All personnel presently scattered downside on work or leave to go on a
six hour recall alert. All ships to begin their twenty-four hour
preflight checks. Send Lieutenant Bone to me. It gave him a pleasantly
megalomanic sense of drawing all things toward a center, himself,
though that humor cooled when he contemplated the unsolved problem
waiting for him in his Intelligence division.
Quinn
in tow, Miles went to pay Intelligence a visit. He found Bel Thorne
manning the security comconsole. If manning was the right term; Thorne
was one of Beta Colony's hermaphrodite minority, hapless heirs of a
century-past genetic project of dubious merit. It had been one of the
lunatic fringe's loonier experiments, in Miles's estimation. Most of
the men/women stuck to their own comfortable little subculture on
tolerant Beta Colony; that Thorne had ventured out into the wider
galactic world bespoke either courage, terminal boredom, or most
probably if you knew Thorne, a low taste for unsettling people. Captain
Thorne kept soft brown hair cut in a deliberately ambiguous style, but
wore hard-earned Dendarii uniform and rank with crisp definition.
"Hi,
Bel." Miles pulled up a station chair and hooked it into its clamps;
Thorne greeted him with a friendly semi-salute. "Play me back
everything the surveillance team picked up from Galen's house after
Quinn and I rescued the Barrayaran military attache and left to deliver
him back to their embassy." Quinn kept her face quite straight through
this bit of revisionist history.
Thorne obediently
fast-forwarded through a half hour of silence, then slowed through the
disjointed conversation of the two unhappy Komarran guards awakening
from stun. Then the chime of the comconsole; a somewhat degraded image
resynthesized from the vid beam; the slow toneless voice and face of
Galen himself, requesting a report on the guard's murderous assignment;
the sharp rise in tone, as he heard of the dramatic rescue
instead—"Fools!" A pause. "Don't attempt to contact me again." Cut.
"We traced the source of the call, I trust," said Miles.
"Public
comconsole at a tube station," said Thorne. "By the time we got someone
there, the potential search radius had widened to about a hundred
kilometers. Good tube system, that."
"Right. And he never returned to the house after that?"
"Abandoned everything, apparently. He's had previous experience evading security, I take it."
"He was an expert before I was born," sighed Miles. "What about the two guards?"
"They
were still at the house when the surveillance guys from the Barrayaran
embassy arrived and took over and we packed our kit and went home. Have
the Barrayarans paid us for this little job yet, by the way?"
"Handsomely."
"Oh, good. I was afraid they'd hold it up till after we'd delivered Van der Poole too."
"About
Van der Poole—Galen," said Miles. "Ah—we're no longer working for the
Barrayarans on that one. They've brought in their own team from their
Sector headquarters on Tau Ceti."
Throne frowned puzzlement. "But we're still working?"
"For
the time being. But you'd better pass the word along to our downside
people. From this point on, contact with the Barrayarans is to be
avoided."
Thorne's brows rose. "Who are we working for, then?"
"For me."
Thorne paused. "Aren't you playing this one a tad close to your chest, sir?"
"Much
too close, if my own Intelligence people are to remain effective."
Miles sighed. "All right. An odd and unexpected personal wrinkle has
turned up in the middle of this case. Have you ever wondered why I
never speak of my family background, or my past?"
"Well—there are a lot of Dendarii who don't. Sir."
"Quite. I was born a clone, Bel."
Thorne looked only mildly sympathetic. "Some of my best friends are clones."
"Perhaps
I should say, I was created a clone. In the military laboratory of a
galactic power that shall remain nameless. I was created for a covert
substitution plot against the son of a certain important man, key of
another galactic power—you can figure out who with a very little
research, I'm sure—but about seven years ago I declined the honor. I
escaped, fled, and set up on my own, creating the Dendarii Mercenaries
from, er, materials found ready to hand."
Thorne grinned. "A memorable event."
"But
this is where Galen comes in. The galactic power abandoned their plot,
and I thought I was free of my unhappy past. But several clones had
been run off, so to speak, in the attempt to generate an exact physical
duplicate, with certain mental refinements, before the lab finally came
up with me. I thought they were all long dead, callously murdered,
disposed of. But apparently, one of the earlier, less-successful
efforts had been put into cryo-suspension. And somehow, he has fallen
into Ser Galen's hands. My sole surviving clone-brother, Bel." Miles's
hand closed in a fist. "Enslaved by a fanatic. I want to rescue him."
His hand opened pleadingly. "Can you understand why?"
Thorne blinked. "Knowing you … I guess I do. Is it very important to you, sir?"
"Very."
Thorne straightened slightly. "Then it will be done."
"Thank
you." Miles hesitated. "Better have all our downside patrol leaders
issued a small medical scanner. Keep it on themselves at all times. As
you know, I had my leg bones replaced with synthetics a bit over a year
ago. His are normal bone. It's the quickest way to tell the difference
between us."
"Your appearance is that close?" said Thorne.
"Our appearances are identical, apparently."
"They are," confirmed Quinn to Thorne. "I've seen him."
"I … see. Interesting possibilities for confusion there, sir." Thorne glanced at Quinn, who nodded ruefully.
"Too
right. I trust the dissemination of the medical scanners will help keep
things dull. Carry on—call me at once if you get a break in the case."
"Right, sir."
In the corridor, Quinn remarked, "Nice save, sir."
Miles
sighed. "I had to find some way to warn the Dendarii about Mark. Can't
have him playing Admiral Naismith again unimpeded."
"Mark?" said Elli. "Who's Mark, or dare I guess? Miles Mark Two?"
"Lord Mark Pierre Vorkosigan," said Miles calmly. Anyway, he hoped he appeared calm. "My brother."
Elli,
alive to the significances of Barrayaran clan claims, frowned, "Is Ivan
right, Miles? Has that little sucker hypnotized you?"
"I don't know," said Miles slowly. "If I'm the only one who sees him that way, then maybe, just maybe—"
Elli made an encouraging noise.
A slight smile turned one corner of Miles's mouth. "Then maybe everybody's wrong but me."
Elli snorted.
Miles
turned serious again. "I truly don't know. In seven years, I never
abused the powers of Admiral Naismith for personal purposes. That's not
a record I'm anxious to break. Well, perhaps we'll fail to turn them
up, and the question will become moot."
"Wishful
thinking," said Elli disapprovingly. "If you don't want to turn them
up, maybe you'd better stop looking for them."
"Compelling logic."
"So why aren't you compelled? And what do you plan to do with them if you do catch 'em?"
"As
for what," said Miles, "it's not too complicated. I want to find Galen
and my clone before Destang does, and separate them. And then make sure
Destang doesn't find them until I can send a private report home.
Eventually, if I vouch for him, I believe a cease-and-desist order will
come through countermanding my clone's assassination, without my having
to appear directly connected with it."
"What about Galen?" asked Elli skeptically. "No way are you going to get a cease-and-desist order on him."
"Probably not. Galen is—a problem I have not solved."
Miles returned to his cabin, where his fleet accountant caught up with him.
Lieutenant Bone fell on the eighteen-million-mark credit chit with heartfelt and unmilitary glee. "Saved!"
"Disburse it as needed," Miles said. "And get the Triumph
out of hock. We need to be able to move out at a moment's notice
without having to argue about grand theft with the Solar Navy. Ah—hm.
D'you think you can create a credit chit, out of petty cash or
wherever, in galactic funds, that couldn't in any way be traced back to
us?"
A gleam lit her eye. "An interesting
challenge, sir. Does this have anything to do with our upcoming
contract?"
"Security, Lieutenant," Miles said blandly. "I can't discuss it even with you."
"Security," she sniffed, "doesn't hide as much from Accounting as they think they do."
"Perhaps I should combine your departments. No?" He grinned at her horrified look. "Well, maybe not."
"Who does this chit go to?"
"To the bearer."
Her brows rose. "Very good, sir. How much?"
Miles hesitated. "Half a million marks. However that translates into local credit."
"Half a million marks," she noted wryly, "is not petty."
"Just so long as it's cash."
"I'll do my best, sir."
He
sat alone in his cabin after she left, frowning deeply. The impasse was
clear. Galen could not be expected to initiate contact unless he saw
some way, not to mention some reason, to control the situation or
achieve surprise. Letting Galen choreograph his moves seemed fatal, and
Miles did not care for the idea of wandering around till Galen chose to
surprise him. Still, some sort of feint to create an opening might be
better than no move at all, in view of the shrinking time limit. Get
off the damn defensive disadvantage, act instead of react… A high
resolve, but for the minor flaw that until Galen was spotted Miles had
no object to act upon. He growled frustration and went wearily to bed.
He
woke on his own in the dark of his cabin some twelve hours later, noted
the time on the glowing digits of his wall clock, and lay a while
luxuriating in the remarkable sensation of finally having gotten enough
sleep. His greedy body was just suggesting, in the leaden slowness of
his limbs, that more would be nice, when his cabin comconsole chimed. Saved from the sin of sloth, he staggered out of bed and answered it.
"Sir." The face of one of the Triumph's
comm officers appeared. "You have a tight-beam call from the Barrayaran
Embassy downside in London. They're asking for you personally,
scrambled."
Miles trusted that this was not
literally true. It couldn't be Ivan; he would have called on the
private comm link. It had to be an official communique. "Unscramble and
pipe it in here, then."
"Should I record?"
"Ah—no."
Could
the new orders from HQ for the Dendarii fleet have arrived already?
Miles swore silently. If they were forced to break orbit before his
Dendarii Intelligence people found Galen and Mark . . .
Destang's
grim face appeared over the vid plate. " 'Admiral Naismith.' " Miles
could hear the quote marks dropping in around his name. "Are we alone?"
"Entirely, sir."
Destang's
face relaxed slightly. "Very well. I have an order for you—Lieutenant
Vorkosigan. You are to remain aboard your ship in orbit until I,
personally, call again and notify you otherwise."
"Why, sir?" said Miles, though he could damn well guess.
"For
my peace of mind. When a simple precaution will prevent the slightest
possibility of an accident, it's foolish not to take it. Do you
understand?"
"Fully, sir."
"Very well. That's all. Destang out." The commodore's face dissolved in air.
Miles
cursed out loud, with feeling. Destang's "precaution" could only mean
that his Sector goons had spotted Mark already, before Miles's Dendarii
had—and were moving in for the kill. How fast? Was there still a chance
. . . ?"
Miles slipped on his grey trousers, hung
ready to hand, and dug the secured comm link from his pocket and keyed
it on. "Ivan?" he spoke into it quietly. "You there?"
"Miles?"
It
was not Ivan's voice; it was Galeni's. "Captain Galeni? I found the
other half of the comm link … ah, are you alone?"
"At
present." Galeni's voice was dry, conveying through no more than the
tone his opinion of both the misplaced comm link story and those who
invented it. "Why?"
"How'd you come by the comm link?"
"Your cousin handed it to me just before he departed on his duties."
"Left
for where? What duties?" Was Ivan swept up for Destang's man-hunt? If
so, Miles could happily throttle him for divesting Miles's ear on the
proceedings just when it might have done the most good—skittish
idiot!—if only—
"He's escorting the ambassador's
lady to the World Botanical Exhibition and Ornamental Flower Show at
the University of London's Horticulture Hall. She goes every year, to
glad-hand the local social set. Admittedly, she is also interested in
the topic."
Miles's voice rose slightly. "In the middle of a security crisis, you sent Ivan to a flower show?"
"Not
I," denied Galeni. "Commodore Destang. I, ah—believe he felt Ivan could
be most easily spared. He's not thrilled with Ivan."
"What about you?"
"He's not thrilled with me either."
"No, I mean, what are you doing? Are you directly involved with the . . . current operation?"
"Hardly."
"Ah.
I'm relieved. I was a little afraid—somebody—might have gotten a short
circuit in his head about requiring it of you as proof of loyalty or
some damn thing."
"Commodore Destang is neither a
sadist nor a fool." Galeni paused. "He's careful, however. I'm confined
to quarters."
"You have no direct access to the
operation, then. Like where they are, and how close, and when they plan
to … make a move."
Galeni's voice was carefully neutral, neither offering nor denying help. "Not readily."
"Hm.
He just ordered me confined to quarters too. I think he's had some sort
of break, and things are coming to a head."
There
was a brief silence. Galeni's words drifted out on a sigh. "Sorry to
hear that …" His voice cracked. "It's so damned useless! The dead hand
of the past goes on jerking the strings by galvanic reflex, and we poor
puppets dance—nothing is served, not us, not him, not Komarr …"
"If I could make contact with your father," began Miles.
"It would be useless. He'll fight, and keep on fighting."
"But
he has nothing, now. He blew his last chance. He's an old man, he's
tired—he could be ready to change, to quit at last," Miles argued.
"I
wish . . . no. He can't quit. Above life itself, he has to prove
himself right. To be right redeems his every crime. To have done all
that he's done, and be wrong—unbearable!"
"I …
see. Well, I'll contact you again if I … have anything useful to say.
There's, ah, no point in turning in the comm link till you have both
halves, eh?"
"As you wish." Galeni's tone was not exactly fired with hope.
Miles shut down the comm link.
He called Thorne, who reported no visible progress.
"In
the meantime," said Miles, "here's another lead for you. An unfortunate
one. The team from the Barrayarans has evidently spotted our target
within the last hour or so."
"Ha! Maybe we can follow them, and let them lead us to Galen."
"Afraid not. We have to get ahead of them, without treading on their toes. Their hunt is a lethal one."
"Armed
and dangerous, eh? I'll pass the word." Thorne whistled thoughtfully.
"Your creche-mate sure is popular."
Miles washed,
dressed, ate, made ready: boot knife, scanners, stunners both
hip-holstered and concealed, comm links, a wide assortment of tools and
toys one might carry through London's shuttleport security checks. It
was a far cry from combat gear, alas, though his jacket nearly clanked
when he walked. He called the duty officer, made sure a personnel
shuttle was fueled, pilot at the ready. He waited without patience.
What
was Galen up to? If he wasn't just running—and the fact that the
Barrayaran security team had nearly caught up with him suggested he was
still hanging around for some reason—why? Mere revenge? Something more
arcane? Was Miles's analysis of him too simple, too subtle—what was he
missing? What was left in life for the man who had to be right?
His
cabin comconsole chimed. Miles sent up a short inarticulate prayer—let
it be some break, some chink, some handle—
The
comm officer's face appeared. "Sir, I have a call originating from the
downside commercial comconsole net. A man who refuses to identify
himself says you want to talk to him."
Miles
jerked electrically upright. "Trace the call and cut a copy to Captain
Thorne in Intelligence. Put it through here."
"Do you want your visual to go out, or just audio?"
"Both."
The comm officer's face faded as another man's appeared, giving an unsettling illusion of transmutation.
"Vorkosigan?" said Galen.
"So?" said Miles.
"I
will not repeat myself." Galen spoke low and fast. "I don't give a damn
if you're recording or tracing. It's irrelevant. You will meet me in
seventy minutes exactly. You will come to the Thames Tidal Barrier,
halfway between Towers Six and Seven. You will walk out on the seaward
side to the lower lookout. Alone. Then we'll talk. If any condition is
not met, we will simply not be there when you arrive. And Ivan
Vorpatril will die at 0207."
"You are two. I must be two," Miles began. Ivan?
"Your pretty bodyguard? Very well. Two." The vid blinked blank.
"No—"
Silence.
Miles keyed to Thorne. "Did you get that, Bel?"
"Sure did. Sounded threatening. Who's Ivan?"
"A very important person. Where'd this originate?"
"A tubeway nexus, public comconsole. I have a man on the way who can make it in six minutes. Unfortunately—"
"I
know. Six minutes gives a search radius of several million people. I
think we'll play it his way. Up to a point. Put a patrol in the air
over the Tidal Barrier, file a flight plan for my shuttle downside,
have an aircar and Dendarii driver and guard meet it. Tell Bone I want
that credit chit now. Tell Quinn to meet me in the shuttle hatch
corridor, and bring a couple of med scanners. And stand by. I want to
check something."
He took a deep breath, and keyed open the comm link. "Galeni?" A pause. "Yes?"
"You still confined to quarters?"
"Yes."
"I have an urgent request for information. Where's Ivan, really?"
"As far as I know, he's still at—"
"Check it. Check it fast."
There
was a long, long pause, which Miles utilized to recheck his gear, find
Lieutenant Bone, and walk to the shuttle hatch corridor. Quinn was
waiting, intensely curious.
"What's up now?"
"We have our break. Of sorts. Galen wants a meeting, but—"
"Miles?" Galeni's voice came back at last. It sounded rather strained.
"Yo."
"The
private we'd sent to be driver/guard called in about ten minutes ago.
He'd spelled Ivan, attending on Milady, while Ivan went to piss. When
Ivan didn't come back in twenty minutes, the driver went to look for
him. Spent thirty minutes hunting—the Horticulture Hall is huge, and
mobbed tonight—before he reported back to us. How did you know?"
"I think I've got hold of the other end. Do you recognize whose style of doing business this is?"
Galeni swore.
"Quite.
Look. I don't care how you do it, but I want you to meet me in fifty
minutes at the Thames Tidal Barrier, Section Six. Pack at least a
stunner, and get away preferably without alerting Destang. We have an
appointment with your father and my brother."
"If he has Ivan—"
"He
had to bring some card to the table, or he wouldn't come play. We've
got one last chance to make it come out right. Not a good chance, just
the last one. Are you with me?"
A slight pause. "Yes." The tone was decisive.
"See you there."
Pocketing the link, Miles turned to Elli. "Now we move."
They
swung through the shuttle hatch. For once, Miles had no objection to
Ptarmigan's habit of taking all downside flights at combat-drop speed.
Chapter Fourteen
The Thames Tidal Barrier, know to local wags as
the King Canute Memorial, was a vastly more impressive structure seen
from a hundred meters up than it had seemed from the kilometers-high
view from the shuttle. The aircar banked, circling. The synthacrete
mountain ran away in both directions farther than Miles's eye could
follow, whitened into an illusion of marble by the spotlights that
knifed through the faintly misty midnight blackness.
Watchtowers
every kilometer housed not soldiers guarding the wall but the night
shift of engineers and technicians watching over the sluices and
pumping stations. To be sure, if the sea ever broke through, it would
raze the city more mercilessly than any army.
But
the sea was calm this summer night, dotted with colored navigation
lights, red, green, white, and the distant moving twinkle of ships'
running lights. The eastern horizon glowed faintly, false dawn from the
radiant cities of Europe beyond the waters.
On the
other side of the white barrier toward ancient London, all the dirt and
grime and broken places were swallowed by the night, leaving only the
jewelled illusion of something magic, unmarred and immortal.
Miles
pressed his face to the aircar's bubble canopy for a last strategic
view of the arena they were about to enter before the car dropped
toward the near-empty parking area behind the Barrier. Section Six was
peripheral to the main channel sections with their enormous navigation
locks busy around the clock; it was just dyke and auxiliary pumping
stations, nearly deserted at this hour. That suited Miles. If the
situation devolved into some sort of shooting war, the fewer civilian
bystanders wandering through the better. Catwalks and ladders ran to
access ports in the structure, geometric black accents on the
whiteness; spidery railings marked walkways, some broad and public,
some narrow, reserved no doubt to Authorized Personnel. At present they
all appeared deserted, no sign of Galen or Mark. No sign of Ivan.
"What's
significant about 0207?" Miles wondered aloud. "I have the feeling it
should be obvious. It's such an exact time."
Elli
the space-born shook her head, but the Dendarii soldier piloting the
aircar volunteered, "It's high tide, sir."
"Ah!"
said Miles. He sat back, thinking furiously. "How interesting. It
suggests two things. They've concealed Ivan around here someplace—and
we might do best to concentrate our search below the high waterline.
Could they have chained him to a railing down by the rocks or some damn
thing?"
"The air patrol could make a pass and check," said Quinn.
"Yes, have them do that."
The aircar settled into a painted circle on the pavement.
Quinn
and the second soldier exited first, cautiously, and ran a fast
perimeter scan around the area. "There's somebody approaching on foot,"
the soldier reported.
"Pray it's Captain Galeni,"
Miles muttered, with a glance at his chrono. Seven minutes remained of
his time limit.
It was a man jogging with his dog.
The pair stared at the four uniformed Dendarii, and arced nervously
around them to the far side of the parking lot before disappearing
through the bushes softening the north end. Everybody took their hands
off their stunners. Civilized town, thought Miles. You wouldn't do that
at this hour in some parts of Vorbarr Sultana, unless you had a much
bigger dog.
The soldier checked his infra-red. "Here comes another one."
Not
the soft pad of running shoes this time, but the quick ring of boots.
Miles recognized the sound of the boots before he could make out the
face in the splash of light and shadow. Galeni's uniform turned from
dark grey to green as he entered the lot's zone of brighter
illumination, walking fast.
"All right," said
Miles to Elli, "this is where we split off. Stay back and out of sight
at all costs, but if you can find a vantage, good. Wrist comm open?"
Elli
keyed her wrist comm. Miles pulled his boot knife and used the point to
disengage and extinguish the tiny transmit-indicator light in his own
wrist comm, then blew into it; the hiss of it whispered from Elli's
wrist. "Sending fine," she confirmed.
"Got your med scanner?"
She displayed it.
"Take a baseline."
She pointed it at him, waved it up and down. "Recorded and ready for auto-comparison."
"Can you think of anything else?" .
She shook her head, but still didn't look happy. "What do I do if he comes walking back and you don't?"
"Grab him, fast-penta him—got your interrogation kit?"
She flashed open her jacket; a small brown case peeped from an inner pocket.
"Rescue
Ivan if you can. Then," Miles took a deep breath, "you can blow the
clone's head off or whatever you choose."
"What happened to 'my brother right or wrong'?" said Elli.
Galeni,
coming up in the middle of this, cocked his head with interest to hear
the answer to that one, but Miles only shook his head. He couldn't
think of a simple answer.
"Three minutes left," said Miles to Galeni. "We better move."
They
headed up a walk that led to a set of stairs, stepping over the chain
that marked them as closed for the night to law-abiding citizens. The
stairs climbed the back side of the tidal barrier to a public promenade
that ran along the top to allow sightseers a view of the ocean in the
daytime. Galeni, who had evidently been moving at speed, was breathing
deeply even as they began their climb.
"Have any trouble getting out of the embassy?" asked Miles.
"Not
really," said Galeni. "As you know, the trick is getting back in. I
think you demonstrated simplest is best. I just walked out the side
entrance and took the nearest tubeway. Fortunately, the duty guard had
no orders to shoot me."
"Did you know that in advance?"
"No."
"Then Destang knows you left."
"He will know, certainly."
"Think
you were followed?" Miles glanced involuntarily over his shoulder. He
could see the parking lot and aircar below; Elli and the two soldiers
had vanished from view, seeking their vantage no doubt.
"Not
immediately. Embassy security," Galeni's teeth flashed in the shadows,
"is undermanned at present. I left my wristcomm, and bought cash tokens
for the tubeway instead of using my passcard, so they have nothing
quick to trace me by."
They panted to the top; the
damp air moved cool against Miles's face, smelling of river slime and
sea salt, a faintly decayed estuarial tang. Miles crossed the wide
promenade and peered down over the railing at the synthacrete outer
face of the dyke. A narrow railed ledge ran along some twenty meters
below, vanishing away out of sight to the right along an outcurving
bulge in the Barrier. Not part of the public area, it was reached by
keyed extension ladders at intervals along the railing, all folded up
and locked for the night of course. They could fuss with trying to
break open and decode one of the locked ladder controls—time-consuming,
and likely to light up the alarm board of some night-shift supervisor
in one of the distant watchtowers—or go down the fast way.
Miles
sighed under his breath. Rappelling high over rock-hard surfaces was
one of his all-time least-favorite activities. He fished the drop-wire
spool from its own little pocket on his Dendarii jacket, attached the
gravitic grappler carefully and firmly to the railing, and
doublechecked it. At a touch, handles telescoped out from the sides of
the spool and released the wide ribbon-harness that always looked
horribly flimsy despite its phenomenal tensile strength. Miles threaded
it round himself, clipped it tight, hopped over the rail and danced
down the wall backwards, not looking down. By the time he reached the
bottom his adrenalin was pumping nicely, thank you.
He
sent the spool winding itself back up to Galeni, who repeated Miles's
performance. Galeni offered no comment about his feelings about heights
as he handed back the device, so neither did Miles. Miles touched the
control that released the grappler and rewound and pocketed the spool.
"We go right," Miles nodded. He drew his holstered stunner. "What did you bring?"
"I could only get one stunner." Galeni pulled it from his pocket, checked its charge and setting. "And you?"
"Two. And a few other toys. There are severe limits to what you can carry through shuttleport security."
"Considering how crowded this place is, I think they're wise," remarked Galeni.
Stunners
in hand, they walked single file along the ledge, Miles first. Sea
water swirled and gurgled just below their feet, green-brown
transluscence frosted with streaks of foam within the circles of light,
silky black beyond. Judging from the discoloration, this walkway was
inundated at high tide.
Miles motioned Galeni to
pause, and slipped forward. Just beyond the outcurve the walkway
widened to a four-meter circle and dead-ended, the railing arcing
around to meet the wall. In the wall was a doorway, a sturdy watertight
oval hatch.
Standing in front of the hatch were
Galen and Mark, stunners in their hands. Mark wore black T-shirt and
Dendarii grey trousers and boots, minus the pocketed jacket—his own
clothes, pilfered, Miles wondered, or duplicates? His nostrils flared
as he spotted his grandfather's dagger in its lizard-skin sheath at the
clone's waist.
"A stand-off," remarked Galen
conversationally as Miles halted, with a glance at Miles's stunner and
his own. "If we all fire at once, it leaves either me or my Miles on
his feet, and the game is mine. But if by some miracle you dropped us
both, we could not tell you where your oxlike cousin is. He'd die
before you could find him. His death has been automated. I need not get
back to him to carry it out. Quite the reverse. Your pretty bodyguard
may as well join us."
Galeni stepped around the bend. "Some stand-offs are more curious than others," he said.
Galen's
face flickered from its hard irony, lips parting in a breath of deep
dismay, then tightening again even as his hand tightened on his weapon.
"You were to bring the woman," he hissed.
Miles
smiled slightly. "She's around. But you said two, and we are two. Now
all the interested parties are here. Now what?"
Galen's
eyes shifted, counting weapons, calculating distances, muscle, odds no
doubt; Miles was doing the same.
"The stand-off
remains," said Galen. "If you're both stunned you lose; if we're both
stunned you lose again. It's absurd."
"What would you suggest?" asked Miles.
"I propose we all lay our weapons in the center of the deck. Then we can talk without distraction."
He's got another one concealed, thought Miles. Same as me. "An interesting proposition. Who puts his down last?"
Galen's face was a study in unhappy calculation.
He opened his mouth and closed it again, and shook his head slightly.
"I
too would like to talk without distraction," said Miles carefully. "I
propose this schedule. I'll lay mine down first. Then M—the clone. Then
yourself. Captain Galeni last."
"What guarantee .
. . ?" Galen glanced sharply at his son. The tension between them was
near-sickening, a strange and silent compound of rage, despair, and
anguish.
"He'll give you his word," said Miles. He looked for confirmation to Galeni, who nodded slowly.
Silence fell for the space of three breaths, then Galen said, "All right."
Miles
stepped forward, knelt, laid his stunner in the center of the deck,
stepped back. Mark repeated his performance, staring at him the while.
Galen hesitated a long, agonized moment, eyes still full of shifting
calculation, then put his weapon down with the others. Galeni followed
suit without hesitation. His smile was like a sword-cut. His eyes were
unreadable, but for the baseline of dull pain that had lurked in them
ever since his father had resurrected himself.
"Your proposition first, then," Galen said to Miles. "If you have one."
"Life,"
said Miles. "I have concealed—in a place only I know of, and if you'd
stunned me you'd never have discovered it in time—a cash-credit chit
for a hundred thousand Betan dollars—that's half a million Imperial
marks, friends—payable to the bearer. I can give it to you, plus a head
start, useful information on how to evade Barrayaran security—which is
very close behind you, by the way—"
The clone was
looking extremely interested; his eyes had widened when the sum was
named, and widened still further at the mention of Barrayaran security.
"—in
exchange for my cousin," Miles took a slight breath, "my brother, and
your promise to—retire, and refrain from further plots against the
Barrayaran Imperium. Which can only result in useless bloodshed and
unnecessary pain to your few surviving relations. The war's over, Ser
Galen. It's time for someone else to try something else. A different
way, maybe a better way—it could scarcely be a worse way, after all."
"The revolt," breathed Galen almost to himself, "must not die."
"Even
if everybody in it dies? 'It didn't work, so let's do it some more'? In
my line of work they call that military stupidity. I don't know what
they call it in civilian life."
"My older sister
once surrendered on a Barrayaran's word," Galen remarked. His face was
very cold. "Admiral Vorkosigan too was full of soft and logical
persuasion, promising peace."
"My father's word
was betrayed by an underling," said Miles, "who couldn't recognize when
the war was over and it was time to quit. He paid for the error with
his life, executed for his crime. My father gave you your revenge then.
It was all he could give you; he couldn't bring those dead to life.
Neither can I. I can only try to prevent more dying."
Galen
smiled sourly. "And you, David. What bribe would you offer me to betray
Komarr, to lay alongside your Barrayaran master's money?"
Galeni
was regarding his fingernails, a peculiar fey smile playing around his
lips as he listened. He buffed them briefly on his trouser seam,
crossed his arms, blinked. "Grandchildren?"
Galen seemed taken aback for a bare instant. "You're not even bonded!"
"I might be, someday. Only if I live, of course."
"And
they would all be good little Imperial subjects," sneered Galen,
recovering his initial balance with an effort.
Galeni
shrugged. "Seems to fit in with Vorkosigan's offer of life. I can't
give you anything else you want of me."
"You two
are more alike than either of you realize, I think," Miles murmured.
"So what's your proposition, Ser Galen? Why have you called us all
here?"
Galen's right hand went to his jacket, then
slowed. He smiled, tilted his head as if asking permission,
disarmingly. Here comes the second stunner, thought Miles. Coyly, pretending to the last minute that it's not really a weapon.
Miles didn't flinch, but an involuntary calculation did flash through
his mind as to just how fast he could vault the railing, and how far he
could swim underwater holding his breath in a strong surf. Wearing
boots. Galeni, cool as ever, didn't move either.
Even when the weapon Ser Galen abruptly displayed turned out to be a lethal nerve disrupter.
"Some
stand-offs," said Galen, "are more equal than others." His smile
tightened to a parody of itself. "Pick up those stunners," he added to
the clone, who stooped and gathered them up and stuck them in his belt.
"Now
what are you going to do with that?" said Miles lightly, trying not to
let his eye be hypnotized, nor his mind paralyzed, by the silver
bell-muzzle. Shiny beads, bells and whistles.
"Kill
you," Galen explained. His eyes flicked to his son, and away, toward
and away; he focused on Miles as if to steady his high resolve.
So why are you still talking instead of firing?
Miles didn't speak that thought aloud, lest Galen be struck by its good
sense. Keep him talking, he wants to say more, is driven to say more.
"Why? I don't see how that will serve Komarr at this late hour, except
maybe to relieve your feelings. Mere revenge?"
"Nothing mere about it. Complete. My Miles will walk out of here as the only one."
"Oh,
come on!" Miles didn't have to call on his acting ability to lend
outrage to his tone; it came quite naturally. "You're not still stuck
on the bloody substitution plot! Barrayaran Security is all warned,
they'll spot you at once now. Can't be done." He glanced at the clone.
"You going to let him run you head first into a flash-disposer? You're
dead meat the moment you present yourself. It's useless. And it's not necessary."
The
clone looked distinctly uneasy, but jerked up his chin and managed a
proud smile. "I'm not going to be Lord Vorkosigan. I'm going to be
Admiral Naismith. I did it once, so I know I can. Your Dendarii are
going to give us a ride out of here—and a new power base."
"Ngh!"
Miles made a hair-tearing gesture. "D'you think I'd have walked in here
if that were even remotely possible? The Dendarii are warned too. Every
patrol leader out there—and you'd better believe I have patrols out
there—is carrying a med scanner. First order you give, you'll be
scanned. If they find leg bone where my synthetics should be, they'll
blow your head off. End plot."
"But my leg bones are synthetics," said the clone in a puzzled tone.
Miles froze. "What? You told me your bones didn't break—"
Galen swivelled his head round at the clone. "When did you tell him that . . . ?"
"They
don't," the clone answered Miles. "But after yours were replaced, so
were mine. Otherwise the first cursory med scan I got would have given
it all away."
"But you still don't have the pattern of old breaks in your other bones . . . ?"
"No,
but that would take a much closer scan. And once the three are
eliminated I should be able to avoid that. I'll study your logs—"
"The three what?"
"The three Dendarii who know you are Vorkosigan."
"Your
pretty bodyguard, and the other couple," Galen explained vindictively
to Miles's look of horror. "I'm sorry you didn't bring her. Now we
shall have to hunt her down."
Was that a fleeting queasy look on Mark's face? Galen caught it too, and frowned faintly.
"You
still couldn't bring it off," argued Miles. "There are five thousand
Dendarii. I know hundreds of them by name, on sight. We've been in
combat together. I know things about them their own mothers don't, not
in any log. And they've seen me under every kind of stress. You
wouldn't even know the right jokes to make. And even if you succeed for
a time, become Admiral Naismith as you once planned to become
Emperor—where is Mark then? Maybe Mark doesn't want to be a space
mercenary. Maybe he wants to be a, a textile designer. Or a doctor—"
"Oh," breathed the clone, with a glance down his twisted body, "not a doctor …"
"—or a holovid programmer, or a star pilot, or an engineer. Or very far away from him."
Miles jerked his head at Galen; for a moment the clone's eyes filled
with a passionate longing, as quickly masked. "How will you ever find
out?"
"It's true," said Galen, looking at the
clone through suddenly narrowed eyes, "you must pass for an experienced
soldier. And you've never killed."
The clone shifted uneasily, looking sideways, at his mentor.
Galen's voice had softened. "You must learn to kill if you expect to survive."
"No,
you don't," Miles put in. "Most people go through their whole lives
without killing anybody. False argument."
The
nerve disrupter's aim steadied on Miles. "You talk too much." Galen's
eyes fell one last time on his silent, witnessing son, who raised his
chin in defiance, then flicked away as if the sight burned. "It's time
to go."
Galen, face hardening decisively, turned
to the clone. "Here." He handed him the nerve disrupter. "It's time to
complete your education. Shoot them, and let's go."
"What about Ivan?" asked Captain Galeni softly.
"I
have as little use for Vorkosigan's nephew as I have for his son," said
Galen. "They can skip down to hell hand in hand." His head turned to
the clone and he added, "Begin!"
Mark swallowed, and raised the weapon in a two-handed firing stance. "But—what about the credit chit?"
"There is no credit chit. Can't you spot a lie when you hear it, fool?"
Miles raised his wrist comm, and spoke distinctly into it. "Elli, do you have all this?"
"Recorded
and transmitted to Captain Thorne in I.Q.," Quinn's voice came back
cheerily, thin in the damp air. "D'you want company yet?"
"Not
yet." He let his hand fall, stood straight, met Galen's furious eyes
and clenched teeth; "As I said. End plot. Let's discuss alternatives."
Mark had lowered the nerve disrupter, his face dismayed.
"Alternatives? Revenge will do!" hissed Galen. "Fire!"
"But—" said the clone, agitated.
"As
of this moment, you're a free man." Miles spoke low and fast. "He
bought and paid for you, but he doesn't own you. But if you loll for
him, he'll own you forever. Forever and ever."
Not necessarily, spoke Galeni's silent quirk of the lips, but he did not interfere with Miles's pitch.
"You must kill your enemies," snarled Galen.
Mark's hand and aim sagged, his mouth opening in protest.
"Now, dammit!" yelled Galen, and made to grab back the nerve disrupter.
Galeni
stepped in front of Miles. Miles scrabbled in his jacket for his second
stunner. The nerve disrupter crackled. Miles drew, too late, too
goddamn late—Captain Galeni gasped—he's dead for my slowness, my one-last-chance stupidity—face narrowed, mouth open in a silent yell, Miles sprang from behind Galeni and aimed his stunner—
To see Galen crumple, convulsing, back arching in a bone-cracking twist, face writhing—and slump in death.
"Kill
your enemies," breathed Mark, his face white as paper. "Right. Ah!" he
added, raising the weapon again as Miles started forward, "Stop right
there!"
A hiss at Miles's feet—he glanced down to
see a thin layer of foam wash past his boots, lose momentum, and
recede. In a moment, another. The tide was rising over the ledge. The
tide was rising—
"Where's Ivan?" Miles demanded, his hand clenching on his stunner.
"If you fire that you'll never know," said Mark.
His
eye hurried nervously, from Miles to Galeni, from Galen's body at his
feet to the weapon in his own hand, as if they all added up to some
impossibly incorrect sum. His breath was shallow and panicky, his
knuckles, wrapped around the nerve disrupter, bone-pale. Galeni was
standing very, very still, head cocked, looking down at what lay there,
or inward; he did not seem to be conscious of the weapon or its wielder
at all.
"Fine," said Miles. "You help us and we'll help you. Take us to Ivan."
Mark backed toward the wall, not lowering the nerve disrupter. "I don't believe you."
"Where
are you going to run to? You can't go back to the Komarrans. There's a
Barrayaran hit squad with murder on its collective mind breathing down
your neck. You can't go to the local authorities for protection; you
have a body to explain. I'm your only chance."
Mark looked at the body, at the nerve disrupter, at Miles.
The
soft whirr of a rappel spool unwinding was barely audible over the hiss
of the sea foam underfoot. Miles glanced up. Quinn was flying down in
one long swoop, like a falcon stooping, weapon in one hand and
rappeling spool controlled by the other.
Mark
kicked open the hatch and stumbled backwards into it. "You hunt for
Ivan. He's not far. I don't have a body to explain—you do. The murder weapon has your fingerprints on it!" He flung down the nerve disrupter and slammed the hatch closed.
Miles
leapt for the door, fingers scrabbling, but it was already sealed—he
came close to snapping some more finger bones. The slide and clank of a
locking mechanism designed to defy the force of the sea itself came
muffled through the hatch. Miles hissed through his teeth.
"Should I blow it open?" gasped Quinn, landing.
"Y—good
God, no!" The discoloration on the wall marking high water was a good
two meters higher than the top of the hatch. "We might drown London.
Try to get it open without damaging it. Captain Galeni!" Miles turned.
Galeni had not moved. "You in shock?"
"Hm? No …
no, I don't think so." Galeni came out of himself with an effort. He
added in a strangely calm, reflective tone, "Later, perhaps."
Quinn
was bent to the hatchway, pulling devices from her pockets and slapping
them to the vertical surface, checking readouts. "Electromechanical
with a manual override … if I use a magnetic …"
Miles
reached around and pulled the rappeling harness off Quinn. "Go up," he
said to Galeni, "and see if you can find another entrance on the other
side. We've got to catch that little sucker!"
Galeni nodded and hooked up the rappeling harness.
Miles
held out stunner and boot knife. "Want a weapon?" Mark had taken off
with all the spare stunners still stuck in his belt.
"Stunner's
useless," Galeni noted. "You'd better keep the knife. If I catch up
with him I'll use my bare hands."
With pleasure,
Miles added for him silently. He nodded. They had both been through
Barrayaran basic unarmed combat school. Three fourths of the moves were
barred to Miles in a real fight at full force due to the secret
weakness of his bones; the same was not true of Galeni. Galeni ascended
into the night air, bounding up the wall on the almost-invisible thread
as readily as a spider.
"Got it!" cried Quinn. The thick hatch swung wide on a deep, dark hole.
Miles
yanked his handlight out of his belt and hopped through. He glanced
back at Galen's grey-faced body, lapped by foam, released from
obsession and pain. There was no mistaking the stillness of death for
the stillness of sleep or anything else; it was the absolute. The
nerve-disruptor beam must have hit his head square on. Quinn dragged
the hatch shut again behind them, and paused to stuff equipment back
into her pockets as the door's mechanism twinkled and beeped, slid and
clanked, rendering the lower Thames watershed safe again.
They
both scrambled up the corridor. A mere five meters farther on they came
to their first check, a T-intersection. This main corridor was lighted,
and curved away out of sight in both directions.
"You go left, I'll go right," said Miles.
"You shouldn't be alone," Quinn objected.
"Maybe I should be twins, eh? Go, dammit!"
Quinn threw up her hands in exasperation and ran.
Miles
sprinted in the other direction. His footsteps echoed eerily in the
corridor, deep in the synthacrete mountain. He paused a moment,
listened; heard only Quinn's light fading scuff. He ran on, past
hundreds of meters of blank synthacrete, past dark and silent pumping
stations, past pumping stations lit up and humming quietly. He was just
wondering whether he could have missed an exit—an overhead access
port?—when he spotted an object on the corridor floor. One of the
stunners, fallen from Mark's belt as he ran in panic. Miles swooped it
up with a quick ah-ha! of bared teeth, and holstered it as he ran on.
He
keyed open his wrist comm. "Quinn?" The corridor curved suddenly into a
sort of stark foyer with lift tube. He must be under one of the
watch-towers. Beware Authorized Personnel about. "Quinn?"
He
stepped into the lift tube and rose. Oh, God, which level had Mark got
off at? The third floor he passed opened out onto a glass-walled,
lobby-looking area, with doors and the night beyond. Clearly an exit.
Miles swung out of the lift tube.
A total
stranger, wearing civilian jacket and pants, whirled at the sound of
his footstep and dropped to one knee. The silver flash of a parabolic
mirror twinkled in his raised hands, a nerve-disruptor muzzle. "There
he is!" the man cried, and fired.
Miles recoiled
back into the lift tube so fast he rebounded off the far wall. He
grabbed for the safety ladder at the side of the tube and began
slapping up the rungs faster than the anti-grav field could lift him.
He wriggled his facial muscles, shot with pins and needles from the
nimbus of the disrupter beam. The man's shoes, Miles realized, gleaming
out from the bottom of his trousers, had been Barrayaran regulation
Service boots. "Quinn!" he yelped into his wrist comm again.
The
next level up opened onto a corridor without gunmen in it. The first
three doors Miles tried were locked. The fourth swished open onto a
brightly lit office, apparently deserted. On a quick jog around it
Miles's eye was caught by a slight movement in the shadows under a
console. He bent down to face two women in blue Tidal Authority tech
coveralls cowering beneath. One squeaked and covered her eyes; the
second hugged her and glared defiantly at Miles.
Miles tried a friendly smile. "Ah . . . hello."
"Who are you people?" said the second woman in rising tones.
"Oh,
I'm not with them. They're, um . . . hired killers." A just
description, after all. "Don't worry, they're not after you. Have you
called the police yet?"
She shook her head mutely.
"I suggest you do so immediately. Ah—have you seen me before?"
She nodded.
"Which way did I go?"
She
cringed back, clearly terrorized at being cornered by a psychotic.
Miles spread his hands in silent apology, and made for the door. "Call
the police!" he called back over his shoulder. The feint beep of
comconsole keys being pressed drifted down the corridor after him.
Mark
was nowhere on this level. The lift tube grav field had now been turned
off by someone; the auto safety bar was extended across the opening and
the red glow of the warning light filled the corridor. Miles stuck his
head cautiously into the lift tube, to spy another head on the level
below looking up; he jerked his head back as a nerve disruptor crackled.
A
balcony ran right around the outside of the tower. Miles slipped
through the door at the seaward end of the corridor and looked around,
and up. Only one more floor above. Its balcony was readily reachable by
the toss of a grappler. Miles grimaced, pulled out his spool, and made
the toss; got a firm hook around the railing above on the first try. A
swallow, a brief heart-stopping dangle over the tower, dyke, and
growling sea forty meters below, and he was clambering onto the next
balcony.
He tiptoed to the glass doorway and
checked down the corridor. Mark was crouched, silhouetted by the red
light, near the entrance to the lift tube, stunner drawn.
The—unconscious, Miles trusted—form of a man in tech coveralls lay
sprawled on the corridor floor.
"Mark?" Miles
called softly, and jerked back. Mark snapped around and let off a
stunner burst in his direction. Miles put his back against the wall and
called, "Cooperate with me, and I'll get you out of this alive. Where's
Ivan?"
This reminder that Mark still held a trump
card had the expected calming effect. He did not fire again. "Get me
out of this and I'll tell you where he is," he countered.
Miles
grinned into the darkness. "All right. I'm coming in." He slipped round
the door and joined his image, pausing only to check for a pulse in the
neck of the sprawled man. He had one, happily.
"How are you going to get me out of this?" demanded Mark.
"Well,
now, that's the tricky part," Miles admitted. He paused to listen
intently. Someone was on the ladder in the lift tube, trying to climb
quietly; not near their level yet. "The police are on their way, and
when they arrive I expect the Barrayarans will decamp in a hurry. They
won't want to be caught in an embarrassing interplanetary incident
which the ambassador would have to explain to the local authorities.
This night's operation is already way out of control in that anybody
saw 'em at all. Destang will have their blood on the carpet in the
morning."
"The police?" Mark's grip tightened on his stunner; competing fears struggled for ascendancy in his face.
"Yes.
We could try and play hide and seek in this tower till the police
finally get here—whenever. Or we could go up to the roof and have a
Dendarii aircar pick us off right now. I know which I'd prefer. How
about you?"
"Then I would be your prisoner."
Mark's whispering voice blurred with a fear-fueled anger. "Dead now,
dead later, what's the difference? I finally figured out what use you
had for a clone."
Mark was seeing himself as a
walking body-parts bank again, Miles could tell. Miles sighed. He
glanced at his chrono. "By Galen's timetable, I have eleven minutes
left to find Ivan."
A shifty look stole over Mark's face. "Ivan's not up. He's down. Back the way we came."
"Ah?"
Miles risked a flash-peek into the lift tube. The climber had exited at
another floor. The hunters were being thorough in their search. By the
time they worked their way up here they'd be quite certain of their
quarry.
Miles was still wearing the rappelling
harness. Very quietly, careful not to clank, he reached out and
fastened the grappler to the safety bar, and tested it. "So you want to
go down, do you? I can arrange that. But you'd better be right about
Ivan. Because if he dies I'll dissect you personally. Heart and liver,
steaks and chops."
Miles stooped, checked his
connections, set the spool's rate of spin and stop-point, and
positioned himself under the bar, ready for launch. "Climb on."
"Don't I get straps?"
Miles glanced over his shoulder and grinned. "You bounce better than I do."
Looking
extremely dubious, Mark staffed his stunner back in his belt, sidled up
to Miles, and gingerly wrapped his arms and legs around Miles's body.
"You'd
better hang on tighter than that. The deceleration at the bottom is
going to be severe. And don't scream going down. It would draw
attention."
Mark's grip tightened convulsively.
Miles checked once more for unwanted company—the tube was still
empty—and thrust over the side.
Their doubled
weight gathered momentum terrifyingly. They fell unimpeded in
near-silence for four stories—Miles's stomach was floating near his
back teeth, and the sides of the lift tube were a smear of color—then
the rappelling spool began to whine, resisting its blurring spin. The
straps bit, and Mark's grip hand-to-hand across Miles's collarbone
began to pull apart. Miles's right hand flashed up to clamp around
Mark's wrist. They braked to a demure stop a centimeter or two above
the lift tube's bottom floor, back in the belly of the synthacrete
mountain. Miles's ears popped.
The noise of their
descent had seemed thunderous to Miles's exacerbated senses, but no
startled heads appeared in the openings above, no weapons crackled.
Miles and Mark both nipped back out of the line of sight of the tube,
into the little foyer off the tidal barrier's internal access corridor.
Miles pressed the control to release his grappler and let the spool
rewind; the falling thread made no noise, but the grappler unit clinked
hitting bottom, and Miles flinched. "Back that way," said Mark,
pointing right. They jogged down the corridor side by side. A deep,
growling vibration began to drown lighter sounds. The pumping station
that had been blinking and humming when Miles had first passed that way
was now at work, lifting Thames water to high-tide sea level through
hidden pipes. The next station down, previously dark and silent, was
now lit, preparing to go into action.
Mark stopped. "Here."
"Where?"
Mark pointed, "Each pumping chamber has an access hatch, for cleaning and repairs. We put him in there."
Miles swore.
The
pumping chamber was about the size of a large closet. Sealed, it would
be dark, cold, slimy, stinking, and utterly silent. Until the rush of
rising water, thrumming with immense force, gushed in to turn it into a
death chamber. Rushed in to fill the ears, the nose, the dark-staring
eyes; rushed in to fill the chamber up, up, not even one little pocket
of air for a frantic mouth; rushed through to batter and twist the body
ceaselessly, roiling against the thick unyielding walls until the face
was pulped beyond recognition, until, with the tide, the dank waters at
last receded, leaving—nothing of value. A clog in the line.
"You …" breathed Miles, glaring at Mark, "lent yourself to this . . . ?"
Mark
wiped his palms together nervously, stepping back. "You're here—I
brought you here," he began plaintively. "I said I would. …"
"Isn't
this a rather severe punishment for a man who never did you more harm
than to snore and keep you awake? Agh!" Miles turned, his back rigid
with disgust, and began punching at the hatch lock controls. The last
step was manual, turning the bar that undogged the hatch. As Miles
pushed the heavy beveled door inward, an alarm began to beep.
"Ivan?"
"Ah!" The cry from within was nearly voiceless.
Miles
thrust his shoulders through, flashed his handlight. The hatch was near
the top of the chamber; he found himself looking down at the white
smudge of Ivan's face half a meter below, looking up.
"You!" Ivan cried in a voice of loathing, staggering back and slipping in the slime.
"No, not him," Miles corrected. "Me."
"Ah?"
Ivan's face was lined, exhausted, almost beyond coherent thought; Miles
had seen the same look on men who had been in combat too long.
Miles
tossed down his handy-dandy rappelling harness—he shuddered, recalling
that he'd almost decided not to include it when he'd been kitting up
back in the Triumph— and braced the spool. "Ready to come up?"
Ivan's
lips moved in a mumble, but he wrapped the harness sufficiently around
his arms. Miles hit the spool control, and Ivan lifted. Miles helped
him slither through the hatch. Ivan stood, boots planted apart, hands
on knees supporting himself, breathing heavily. His green dress uniform
was damp, crumpled and beslimed. His hands looked like dog meat. He
must have pounded and scratched, scrabbled and screamed in the dark,
muffled and unheard . . .
Miles swung the hatch
back. It clicked firmly. He twirled the manual locking bar. The alarm
stopped beeping. Safety circuits reconnected, the pump immediately
began to thrum. No greater noise penetrated from the pumping chamber
than a monstrous subliminal hiss. Ivan sat down heavily, and pressed
his face to his knees.
Miles knelt beside him in
worry. Ivan turned his head and managed a sickly grin. "I think," he
gulped, "I'm going to take up claustrophobia for a hobby now. …"
Miles grinned back, and clapped him on the shoulder. He rose and turned. Mark was nowhere in sight.
Miles
spat, and lifted his wrist comm to his lips. "Quinn? Quinn!" He stepped
out into the corridor, looked up and down it, listened intently. The
faintest echo of running footsteps was fading in the distance, in the
direction opposite the Barrayaran-infested watchtower. "Little shit,"
Miles muttered. "To hell with him." He re-keyed his comm for the air
patrol. "Sergeant Nim? Naismith here."
"Yo, sir."
"I've
lost contact with Commander Quinn. See if you can raise her. If you
can't, start looking for her. I last saw her on foot inside the tidal
barrier, halfway between Towers Six and Seven, heading south."
"Yes, sir."
Miles turned back and helped pull Ivan to his feet. "Can you walk?" he asked anxiously.
"Yeah
. . . sure," said Ivan. He blinked. "I'm just a little …" They started
down the corridor. Ivan stumbled a bit, leaning on Miles, then
steadied. "I never knew my body could pump that much adrenalin. Or for
so long. Hours and hours . . . how long was I in there?"
"About," Miles glanced at his chrono, "less than two hours."
"Huh.
Seemed longer." Ivan appeared to be regaining his equilibrium somewhat.
"Where are we going? Why are you wearing your Naismith-suit? Is M'lady
all right? They didn't get her, did they?"
"No,
Galen just snatched you. This is an independent Dendarii operation at
present. I'm not supposed to be downside just now. Destang ordered me
to stay aboard the Triumph while his goons were trying to dispose of my double. To prevent confusion."
"Yeah, well, makes sense. That way, any little guy they see they know they can fire at." Ivan blinked again. "Miles …"
"Right," said Miles. "That's why we're going this way instead of that way."
"Should I walk faster?"
"That would be nice, if you can."
They picked up the pace.
"Why
did you come downside?" asked Ivan after a minute or two. "Don't tell
me you're still trying to save that graceless little copy's worthless
hide."
"Galen sent me an invitation engraved on your hide. I don't have too many relatives, Ivan. They're of surprising value to me. If only for their rarity,
They
exchanged a glance; Ivan cleared his throat. "Well. So. But you're on
shaky ground, trying to undercut Destang. Say—if his hit squad is that
close—where's Galen?" Alarm suffused his face.
"Galen's
dead," Miles reported shortly. They were in fact just passing the dark
cross corridor to the outer ledge where that body lay.
"Ah? Glad to hear it. Who did the honors? I want to kiss his hand. Or hers."
"I
think you'll have the chance in just a moment." The quick tap of
running footsteps, as of a person with short legs, was just audible
from ahead around the curve of the corridor. Miles drew his stunner.
"And this time, I don't have to keep him arguing. Maybe Quinn's spooked
him back this way," he added hopefully. He was getting extremely
worried about Quinn.
Mark rounded the curve and
skidded to a halt before them with a hopeless cry. He turned, stepped,
stopped, turned again like an animal in a trap. The right side of his
face was streaked red, his ear was edged with oozing yellow-white
blisters, and the stench of burnt hair crept faintly through the air.
"Now what?" asked Miles.
Mark's
voice was high and stretched. "There's some painted lunatic back there
after me with a plasma gun! They've taken over the next watchtower—"
"Did you see Quinn anywhere?"
"No."
"Miles,"
said Ivan in puzzlement, "our guys wouldn't carry plasma arcs on an
antipersonnel mission like this, would they? Not in the middle of a
critical facility like this—they'd not want to risk damaging the
machinery—"
"Painted?" said Miles urgently. "Like how? Not—not face paint like a Chinese opera mask, by chance?"
"I
don't know—what a Chinese opera mask looks like," panted Mark, "But
they—well, one—had colors solid from ear to ear."
"The ghem-commander, no doubt," Miles breathed. "On formal hunt. They've upped the bid, it seems."
"Cetagandans?" said Ivan sharply.
"Their
reinforcements must have finally arrived. They must have picked up my
trail at the shuttleport. Oh, God—and Quinn went that way . . . !"
Miles too turned in a circle, and swallowed panic back to the pit of
his stomach where it belonged. It must not be permitted to rise to the
level of his brain. "But you can relax, Mark. They don't want to kill
you."
"The hell they don't! He shouted, 'There he is, men!' and tried to blow my head off!"
Miles's
lips peeled back on a dirty grin. "No, no," he carolled soothingly.
"Merely a case of mistaken identity. Those people want to kill
me—Admiral Naismith. It's just the ones on the other end of the tunnel
who want to kill you. Of course," he added jovially, "neither of them
can tell us apart."
Ivan made a derisive sputter.
"Back
this way," said Miles decisively, and led on at a run. He swung into
the transverse corridor and skidded to a halt before the outside access
hatch. Ivan and Mark galloped up behind.
Miles
stood on tiptoe, and gritted his teeth. According to the control
readout, the tide had now risen higher than the top of the hatch. This
exit was sealed by the sea.
Chapter Fifteen
Miles slapped his wrist comm channel open. "Nim!" he called.
"Sir!"
"There's a Cetagandan covert ops squad in Tower Seven. Strength unknown, but they have plasma arcs."
"Yes, sir," came Nim's breathless voice. "We just found them."
"Where are you and what can you see?"
"I
have a pair of soldiers outside each of the three tower entrances, with
a backup in the bushes in the parking area. The—Cetagandans, you say,
sir?—-just pumped some plasma blasts out the main corridor as we tried
to enter."
"Anybody hit?"
"Not yet. We're flat."
"Any sign of Commander Quinn yet?"
"No, sir."
"Can you get a fix on her wrist comm?"
"It's somewhere in the lower levels of this tower. She doesn't respond and it's not moving."
Stunned? Dead? Was her wrist even still in her wrist comm? No telling.
"All
right," Miles took a breath, "put in an anonymous call to the local
police. Tell them there's armed men in Tower Seven—maybe saboteurs
trying to blow up the Barrier. Make it convincing—try to sound scared."
"No problem, sir," said Nim earnestly.
Miles
wondered how nearly the plasma beam had parted Nim's hair. "Until the
constables arrive, keep the Cetagandans sealed in the tower. Stun
anyone who tries to exit. The locals can sort them out later. Put a
couple of point men down in Tower Eight to seal that end, have them
work north and drive the Cetagandans back if they try to exit south.
But I think they'll head north." He put his hand over the comm and
added to Mark, "Chasing you." He lifted his palm and continued to Nim,
"As the police arrive, pull back. Avoid contact with 'em. But if you do
get cornered, go meekly. We're the good guys. It's those nasty
strangers inside the tower with the illegal plasma arcs they should be
after. We're just tourists who spotted something peculiar while out for
an evening stroll. You copy?"
There was a strained grin in Nim's voice. "Copy, sir."
"Keep an observer in sight of Tower Six. Report when the police arrive. Naismith out."
"Copy, sir. Nim out."
Mark
emitted a muffled moan, and surged forward to grab Miles by his jacket.
"You idiot, what are you doing? Call the Dendarii back—order them to
clear the Cetagandans out of Tower Seven! Or I will—"
He made to grab at Miles's wrist; Miles held him off and put his left hand behind his back.
"Ah-ah!
Calm yourself. There's nothing I'd like more than a game of stunner tag
with the Cetagandans, since we outnumber them—but they have plasma
arcs. Plasma arcs have more than three times the range of a stunner. I
don't ask my people to face that kind of tactical disadvantage without
dire need."
"If those bastards catch you they'll kill you. How much more dire does it have to be?"
"But
Miles," said Ivan, looking up and down the corridor doubtfully, "didn't
you just trap us in the center of a pincers movement?"
"No,"
Miles grinned, exhilarated, "I did not. Not while we own a cloak of
invisibility. Come on!" He trotted back to the T intersection and
turned right, back toward the Barrayaran-held Tower Six.
"No!" Mark balked. "The Barrayarans might kill you by accident, but they'll kill me on purpose!"
"The
ones back there," Miles jerked his head over his shoulder, "would kill
us both just to make sure. The Dagoola operation left the Cetagandans
more peeved with Admiral Naismith than I think you have grasped. Come
on."
Reluctantly, Mark followed, Ivan bringing up the rear.
Miles's
heart pounded. He wished he felt half as confident as his grin to Ivan
had suggested. But Mark must not be permitted to sense his doubt. A
couple of hundred meters of blank synthacrete jerked past as he ran on
tiptoe, trying to make as little noise as possible. If the Barrayarans
had already worked their way this far down the tunnel—
They
came to the last pumping station, and still no sign of the lethal
trouble ahead. Or behind. This pumping station was quiescent again. It
would be another twelve hours to the next high tide. If no unexpected
surges came downstream, it should stay shut down till then. Still,
Miles was disinclined to leave it to chance, and from the way Ivan was
shifting from foot to foot, watching him with growing alarm, he'd
better be able to offer a guarantee.
He began
looking over the control panels, raising one for a look within.
Fortunately, it was much simpler than, say, the control nexus for a
Jumpship propulsion chamber. A cut here, then there, should disable
this pump without lighting up boards in the watchtower. He hoped. Not
that anyone in the tower was likely to be paying much attention to
their boards just this moment. Miles glanced up at Mark. "I need my
knife, please."
Unwillingly, Mark handed the
antique dagger over, and, at a look from Miles, its sheath as well.
Miles used the point to pop the hair-fine wires. His guess as to which
ones were which seemed correct; he tried to look like he'd known it all
along. He did not hand the knife back when he was done.
He
went to the pumping chamber hatch and opened it. No beeping this time.
His gravitic grappler made an instant handle on the smooth inner
surface. Last problem was that damn manual locking bar. If some
innocent—or not-so-innocent—came along and gave it a twirl—ah, no. The
same model of tensor field lever, ally to the gravitic grappler, that
Quinn had used to open the hatch to the ledge worked here. Miles blew a
breath of relief through pursed lips. He returned to the control panel
facing the corridor and slapped on his fisheye scan at the end of a row
of dials. It blended in nicely.
He gestured toward the open hatch to the pumping chamber, as inviting as a coffin. "All right. Everybody in."
Ivan
went white. "Oh, God, I was afraid that was what you had in mind." Mark
did not look much more thrilled than Ivan.
Miles
lowered his voice, softly persuasive. "Look, Ivan, I can't force you.
You can head on up the corridor and take the chance that your uniform
will keep you from getting your brains fried by somebody's nervous
reflex. If you survive contact with Destang's hit squad, you'll get
arrested by the locals, which probably won't be fatal. But I'd rather
you stuck with me." He lowered his voice still further. "And didn't
leave me alone with him ."
"Oh." Ivan blinked.
As
Miles expected, this appeal for help had more impact than logic,
demands, or cajolery. He added, "Look, it's just like being in a
tactics room."
"It's just like being in a trap!"
"Have
you ever been in a tactics room when the power's knocked out? They are
traps. All that sense of command and control is an illusion. I'd rather
be in the field." He smirked, and jerked his head toward his double.
"Besides, don't you think Mark ought to get the chance to share your
recent experience?"
"When you put it that way," growled Ivan, "it has a certain appeal."
Miles
lowered himself into the pumping chamber first. He thought he could
just hear distant footsteps scuffing in the corridor. Mark looked like
he wanted to bolt, but with Ivan breathing down his neck he had little
choice. Finally Ivan, with a gulp, dropped beside them. Miles keyed on
his hand light; Ivan, the only one tall enough, shoved the heavy hatch
shut. It was profoundly silent for a moment, but for their breathing,
as they squatted knee to knee. Ivan's swollen, empurpled hands clenched
and unclenched, sticky with sweat and blood. "At least y'now they can't
hear us."
"Cozy," grunted Miles. "Pray our
pursuers are as stupid as I was. I ran past this place twice." He
opened the scanner case and set the receiver to project the
north-and-south view of the still-empty corridor. There was a very
faint draft in the chamber, Miles noted. Anything more would foretell a
rush of water through the lines, and it would be time to bail out,
Cetagandans or no Cetagandans.
"Now what?" said Mark thinly. He looked like he felt trapped indeed, sandwiched between the two Barrayarans.
Miles
settled back against the slimy wet wall with a false air of ease. "Now
we wait. Just like a tactics room. You spend a lot of time waiting in a
tactics room. If you have a good imagination, it's—pure hell." He keyed
his wrist comm. "Nim?"
"Yo, sir. I was just about
to call you." Nim's uneven voice sounded like he was running, or maybe
crawling. "A police aircar just landed at Tower Seven. We're
withdrawing through the park strip behind the Barrier. The observer
reports the locals just entered Tower Six, too."
"Have you got anything off Quinn's wrist comm?"
"It still hasn't moved, sir."
"Has anyone made contact with Captain Galeni yet?"
"No, sir. Wasn't he with you?"
"He
left about the time I lost Quinn. Last seen on the outside of the Tidal
Barrier at about the midpoint. I'd sent him to look for another way in.
Ah . . . report at once if anyone spots him."
"Yo, sir."
Damn,
another worry. Had Galeni run into trouble, Cetagandan, Barrayaran, or
local? Had he been betrayed by his own state of mind? Miles now wished
he'd kept Galeni by him as heartily as he wished he'd kept Quinn. But
they hadn't yet found Ivan then; Miles hardly could have done
otherwise. He felt like a man trying to assemble a jigsaw puzzle of
live pieces, that moved and changed shape at random intervals with tiny
malicious giggles. He unclenched his teeth. Mark was regarding him
nervously; Ivan was hunkered down not paying much attention to
anything, by the way he was biting his lips locked in an internal
struggle with his new-won claustrophobia.
There
was a movement in the somewhat distorted 180-degree scanner view of the
corridor, a man loping silently around the curvature from the south
end. Cetagandan point man, Miles guessed, though he wore civilian
clothes. He had a stunner, not a plasma arc in his hand—apparently the
Cetagandans were now aware that the locals were on the scene in too
great force to silence by a convenient murder, and were now thinking of
de-escalating, or at least decapitalizing, the Situation. The
Cetagandan scouted up the corridor a few more meters, then vanished
back the way he'd come.
A minute later, movement
from the north: a pair of men tiptoeing along as quietly as a couple of
gorillas of that size could move. One of them was the numbskull who'd
managed to appear on a covert op still wearing his regulation Service
boots. He too had exchanged his original weapon for a more demure
stunner, though his companion still carried a lethal nerve disruptor.
It looked like it really could be shaping up for a round of stunner
tag. Ah, the stunner, weapon of choice for all uncertain situations,
the one weapon with which you really could shoot first and ask
questions later.
"Holster your nerve disrupter, that's
right, good boy!" Miles murmured, as the second man too switched
weapons. "Heads up, Ivan; this could be the best show well see all
year."
Ivan glanced up, his absorbed uncertain
smile transmuting into something genuinely sardonic, more like the old
Ivan. "Oh, shit, Miles. Destang will have your nuts for engineering
this."
"At present, Destang doesn't even know I'm involved. H'sh. Here we go."
The
Cetagandan point man had returned. He made a come-on motion, and was
leapfrogged by a second Cetagandan. On the other end of the corridor,
beyond their view due to the curve, the remaining three Barrayarans
came jogging. That accounted for all the Barrayarans that had been in
the tower; any outer-perimeter backup was now cut off from them by the
cordon of local police. The Barrayarans had apparently given up on
their mysteriously vanished quarry and were in pull-out mode, hoping to
exit via Tower Seven as quickly as possible without having to explain
themselves to a bunch of unsympathetic Earthmen. The Cetagandans, who
had actually witnessed the supposed Admiral Naismith run this way, were
still in hunting array, though their rear guard was presumably closing
up with the pressure from the locals coming on strong behind.
No
sign of the rear guard yet; no sign of Quinn being dragged along as a
prisoner. Miles didn't know whether to hope for that or not. It would
be very nice to know she was still alive, but fiendishly difficult to
extract her from the Cetagandans' clutches before the constables closed
in. Least-cost scenario called for letting her be stunned/arrested with
the mob of them, and reclaiming her from the police at their
leisure—but suppose some Cetagandan goon decided in the heat of the
final crunch that dead women couldn't talk? Miles jittered like a
boiling kettle at the thought.
Perhaps he should
have jacked up Ivan and Mark and attacked. The breakable leading the
disabled and the unreliable in an assault on the unknown … no. But
would he have done more, done less, for any other officer in his
command? Was he so worried about his command logic being ambushed by
his emotions that he was now erring in the opposite direction? That
would be a betrayal of both Quinn and the Dendarii. . . .
The
lead Cetagandan darted into the line of sight of the lead Barrayaran.
They both fired instantly, and dropped each other in a heap.
"Stunner reflexes," muttered Miles. "S' wonderful."
"My
God," said Ivan, entranced to the point of wholly forgetting his
hermetic enclosure, "it's just like the proton annihilating the
anti-proton. Poof!"
The remaining Barrayarans,
strung out along the corridor, flattened to the wall. The Cetagandan
dropped to the floor and crawled to his downed comrade. A Barrayaran
popped out into the corridor and blitzed him, the Cetagandan's return
shot going wide. Two of the four Barrayarans hurried to the unconscious
bodies of their mystery opponents. One prepared to offer covering fire,
the other began checking them out, weapons, pockets, clothing. He
naturally turned up no IDs. The baffled Barrayaran was just pulling off
a shoe to dissect—Miles felt he would continue on to the body itself
momentarily—when a distorted amplified voice began booming down the
corridor from their rear. Miles could not quite make out the
echo-splintered words, but the sense of it was clearly, "Here! Halt!
What's all this, then?' " One of the Barrayarans helped another load up
themstunned one for a shoulder-carry; it had to have been the biggest
man who'd been hit, Boots himself. They were close enough to the
fisheye that Miles could make out the carrier's legs shake slightly as
he straightened and began staggering south under his burden, two men
taking the point before and the remaining one the rear guard behind.
The
doomed little army had gone perhaps four steps when another pair of
Cetagandans appeared around the south curve. One was firing his stunner
back over his shoulder as he ran. His attention was so divided, he did
not see his partner go down to the Barrayaran point men's stunner fire
until he tripped over the sprawling body and fell headlong. He kept his
clutch on his own stunner, turned his fall into a controlled roll, and
snapped off return fire. One of the Barrayaran point men went down.
The
Barrayaran rear guard leapfrogged forward around the burdened middle
man and helped his partner zap the rolling Cetagandan, then ran forward
with him, hugging the wall. Unfortunately, they overshot the arc of
concealment at the same moment as a blast of massed, unaimed stunner
fire from beyond the curvature was clearing the corridor for some
forward push from the unknowns—police combat team, Miles deduced both
from the tactic and the feet that the Cetagandan had been firing in
that direction. Men met energy wave with predictable results.
The
remaining Barrayaran stood in the corridor bending under the weight of
his unconscious comrade and cursing steadily, his eyes squeezed shut as
if to shut out the sheer overwhelming embarrassment of it all. When the
police appeared behind him he clumped in a circle to face them and
raised his hands in surrender as best he could, flipping his empty
palms out and letting his stunner clatter to the floor.
Ivan's
voice was suffused. "I can just see the vid call to Commodore Destang
now. 'Uh, sir? We ran into this little problem. Will you come get me …
?* "
"He may prefer to desert," commented Miles.
The two converging police squads came within a breath of repeating the
mutual annihilation of their fleeing suspects, but managed to get their
true identities communicated just in time. Miles was almost
disappointed. Still, nothing could go on forever; at some point the
corridor would have become impassable due to the piles of bodies, and
the havoc trail off according to the typical senescence curve of a
biological system choked on its own waste. It was probably too much to
ask that the police clear themselves, as well as the nine assassins,
out of the path to escape. Miles was clearly in for another wait. Blast
it.
Creaking, Miles stood, stretched, and leaned
against the wall with folded arms. It had better not be too long a
wait. As soon as the police combat squad called the all-clear, the bomb
squad and Tidal Authority techs would appear and start going over every
centimeter of the place. The discovery of Miles's little company was
inevitable. But not lethal, as long as—Miles glanced down at Mark,
hunkering at his feet—no one panicked.
Miles
followed Mark's gaze to the scanner display, where the police were
checking over the stunned bodies and scratching their heads. The
captured Barrayaran was being properly surly and uninformative. As a
covert ops agent he was conditioned to withstand torture and fast-penta
too; there was little the London constables were likely to get out of
him with the methods at their disposal, and he obviously knew it.
Mark shook his head, watching the chaos in the corridor. "Whose side are you on, anyway?"
"Haven't you been paying attention?" asked Miles. "This is all for you."
Mark looked up at him sharply, scowling. "Why?"
Why,
indeed. Miles eyed the object of his fascination. He could see how a
clone could get to be an obsession, and vice versa. He jerked up his
chin in the habitual tic; apparently unconsciously, Mark did the same.
Miles had heard weird tales of strange relationships between people and
their clones. But then, anyone who deliberately went out and had a
clone made must be kinky to start with. Far more interesting to have a
child, preferably with a woman who was smarter, faster, and
better-looking than oneself; then there was at least a chance for a bit
of evolution in the clan. Miles scratched his wrist. Mark, after a
moment, scratched his arm. Miles refrained from deliberately yawning.
Better not start anything he couldn't stop.
So. He
knew what Mark was. Maybe it was more important to realize what he was
not. Mark was not a duplicate of Miles himself, despite Galen's best
efforts. Was not even the brother of an only-child's dreams; Ivan, with
whom Miles shared clan, friends, Barrayar, private memories of the
ever-receding past, was a hundred times more his brother than Mark
could ever be. It was just possible he had under-appreciated Ivan's
merits. Botched beginnings could never be replayed, though they could
be—Miles glanced down at his legs, seeing in his mind's eye the
artificial bones within—repaired. Sometimes.
"Yeah, why?" Ivan put in at Miles's lengthening silence.
"What," piped Miles, "don't you like your new cousin? Where's your family feeling?"
"One
of you is more than enough, thanks. Your Evil Twin here," Ivan made a
horned-finger gesture, "is more than I can take. Besides, you both keep
locking me in closets."
"Ah, but at least I called for volunteers."
"Yeah,
I know that one. 'I want three volunteers, you, you, and you.' You used
to bully me and your bodyguard's daughter around that way even before
you were in the military, back when we were little kids. I remember."
"Born
to command." Miles grinned briefly. Mark's brows lowered, as the
apparently tried to imagine Miles as playground bully to the very large
and healthy Ivan. "It's a mental trick," Miles informed him.
He
studied Mark, who squatted uncomfortably, drawing his head down into
his shoulders like a turtle against his gaze. Was this evil? Confusion,
to be sure. Distortion of spirit as well as body—though Galen could
have been only a little more awful as a child's mentor than Miles's own
grandfather. But to be properly sociopathic one must be self-centered
to an extreme degree, which did not seem to describe Mark; he had
hardly been permitted to have a self at all. Maybe he was not
self-centered enough. "Are you Evil?" Miles asked lightly.
"I'm a murderer, aren't I?" sneered Mark. "What more d'you want?"
"Was that murder? I thought I sensed some element of confusion."
"He
grabbed the nerve disrupter. I didn't want to give it up. It went off."
Mark's face was pale in memory, white and deeply shadowed in the sharp
sideways illumination cast by Miles's handlight stuck to the wall. "I
meant it to go off."
Ivan's brows rose, but Miles
ruthlessly did not pause to fill him in. "Unpremeditated, perhaps,"
suggested Miles.
Mark shrugged.
"If you were free …" began Miles slowly.
Mark's lips rippled. "Free? Me? What chance? The police will have found the body by now."
"No.
The tide was up over the rail. The sea has taken it. Might be three,
four days before it surfaces again. If it surfaces again." And a
repellent object it would be by then. Would Captain Galeni wish to
reclaim it, have it properly buried? Where was Galeni? "Suppose
you were free. Free of Barrayar and Komarr, free of me too. Free of
Galen and the police. Free of obsession. What would you choose? Who are
you? Or are you only reaction, never action?"
Mark twitched visibly. "Suck slime."
One
corner of Miles's mouth curved up. He scuffed his boot through the gook
on the floor, stopped himself before he began doodling with his toe. "I
don't suppose you'll ever know as long as I'm standing over you."
Mark spat the dregs of his hatred. "You're the free one!"
"Me?"
Miles was almost genuinely startled. "I'll never be as free as you are
right now. You were yoked to Galen by fear. His control only equalled
his reach, and both were broken together. I'm yoked by—other things.
Waking or sleeping, near or for, makes no difference. Yet . . .
Barrayar can be an interesting place, seen through other eyes than
Galen's. The man's own son saw the possibilities."
Mark smirked sourly, staring at the wall. "You making another play for my body?"
"For
what? It's not like you have the height my—our—genes intended or
something. And my bones are all on their way to becoming plastic
anyway. No advantage there."
"I'd be in reserve, then. A spare in case of accidents."
Miles
threw up his hands. "You don't even believe that any more. But my
original offer still stands. Come with me back to the Dendarii, and
I'll hide you. Smuggle you home. Where you can take your time and
figure out how to be real Mark, and not imitation anybody."
"I don't want to meet those people," Mark stated flatly.
By
which he meant, his mother and father; Miles caught that without
difficulty, though Ivan was clearly losing the thread. "I don't think
they would behave inappropriately. After all, they're already in you,
on a fundamental level. You, ah, can't run away from yourself." He
paused, tried again. "If you could do anything, what would it be?"
Mark's scowl deepened. "Bust up the clone business on Jackson's Whole."
"Hm."
Miles considered. "It's pretty entrenched. Still, what d'you expect of
the descendants of a colony that started as a hijacker base? Naturally
they developed into an aristocracy. I'll have to tell you a couple of
stories about your ancestors sometime that aren't in the official
histories …" So, Mark had picked up that much good from his association
with Galen, a thirst for justice that went beyond his own skin even if
including it. "As life-goals go, it would certainly keep you occupied.
How would you go about it?"
"I don't know." Mark appeared taken aback by this sudden practical turn. "Blow up the labs. Rescue the lads."
"Good
tactics, bad strategy. They'd just rebuild. You need more than one
level of attack. If you figured out some way to make the business
unprofitable, it would die on its own."
"How?" Mark asked in turn.
"Let's
see . . . There's the customer base. Unethical rich people. One could
hardly expect to persuade them to choose death over life, I suppose. A
medical breakthrough offering some other form of personal life
extension might divert them."
"Killing them would divert them, too," growled Mark.
"True,
but impractical in the mass. People of that class tend to have
bodyguards. Sooner or later one would get you, and it would be all
over. Look, there must be forty points of attack. Don't get stuck on
the first one to come to mind. For example, suppose you returned with
me to Barrayar. As Lord Mark Vorkosigan, you could expect in time to
amass a personal and financial power base. Complete your
education—really fit yourself out to attack the problem strategically,
not just, ah, fling yourself off the first wall you come to and go splat."
"I will never," said Mark through his teeth, "go to Barrayar."
Yeah,
and it seems like all the upper-percentile women in the galaxy are in
complete agreement with you . . . you may be smarter than you know. Miles sighed under his breath. Quinn, Quinn, Quinn, where are you?
In the corridor, the police were now loading the last unconscious
assassins onto a float pallet. The break would come soon, or not at all.
Ivan was staring at him, Miles realized. "You're completely loony," Ivan stated with conviction.
"What, don't you think it's time somebody took those Jackson's Whole bastards on?"
"Sure, but …"
"I
can't be everywhere. But I could support the project," Miles glanced at
Mark, "if you're all done trying to be me, that is. Are you?"
Mark
watched the last of die assassins get wafted away. "You can have it.
It's a wonder you're not trying to switch identities with me." His head swivelled toward Miles in suddenly renewed suspicion.
Miles
laughed, painfully. What a temptation. Ditch his uniform, walk into a
tubeway, and disappear with a credit chit for half a million marks in
his pocket. To be a free man . . . His eye fell on Ivan's grimy
Imperial dress greens, symbol of their service. You are what you do—choose again. . . . No. Barrayar's ugliest child would choose to be her champion still. Not crawl into a hole and be no one at all.
Speaking
of holes, it was high time to crawl out of this one. The last of the
police combat team was marching away past the curve of the corridor
after the float pallet. Tidal techs would be all over the place
shortly. Better move fast.
"Time to go," Miles said, shutting down the scanner and retrieving his handlight.
Ivan
grunted relief, and reached up to pull the hatch open. He boosted Miles
through. Miles in turn tossed him a line from his rappelling spool as
before. Panic flooded Mark's face for a moment, looking up at Miles
framed in the exit, as he realized why he might be last; his expression
became closed again as Miles lowered the line. Miles plucked his
scanner fisheye and returned it to its case, and keyed his wrist comm.
"Nim, status report," he whispered.
"We've got
both cars back in the air, sir, about a kilometer inland. The police
have cordoned off your area. The place is crawling with 'em."
"All right. Anything from Quinn?"
"No change."
"Give me her exact coordinates inside the tower."
Nim did so.
"Very
good. I'm inside the Barrier near Tower Six with Lieutenant Vorpatril
of the Barrayaran Embassy and my clone. We're going to attempt to exit
via Tower Seven and pick up Quinn on the way. Or at least," Miles
swallowed past a stupidly tightened throat, "find out what happened to
her. Hold your present station. Naismith out."
They
pulled off their boots and padded south down the corridor, hugging the
wall. Miles could hear voices, but they were behind them. The T
intersection was now lit. Miles held up his hand as they approached,
oozed to the corner, and peeked around. A man in Tidal Authority
coveralls and a uniformed constable were examining the hatch. Their
backs were turned. Miles waved Mark and Ivan forward. They all flitted
silently past the tunnel mouth.
There was a police
guard stationed in the lift tube foyer at the base of Tower Seven.
Miles, boots in one hand and stunner in the other, bared his teeth in
frustration. So much for his optimistic hope of exiting without leaving
a trace.
No help for it. Maybe they could make up
in speed what they were going to lack in finesse. Besides, the man now
stood between Miles and Quinn, and thus deserved his fate. Miles aimed
his stunner and fired. The constable collapsed.
They floated up the tube. This level,
Miles pointed silently. The corridor was brightly lit, but there were
no subtle people-sounds that Miles could hear. He paced off the meters
that Nim had read out to him, and stopped before a closed door marked
utility. His stomach was turning over. Suppose the Cetagandans had
arranged a slow death for her, suppose the minutes Miles had spent so
cool and sensible hiding out had made all the difference. . . .
The
door was locked. The control had been buggered. Miles ripped it apart,
shorted it out, and heaved the door open manually, nearly snapping his
splayed fingers.
She lay in a tumbled heap, too
pale and still. Miles fell to his knees beside her. Throat pulse,
throat pulse—there was one. Her skin was warm, her chest rose and fell.
Stunned, only stunned. Only stunned. He looked up at a blurred Ivan
hovering anxiously, swallowed, and steadied his ragged breathing. It
had, after all, been the most logical possibility.
Chapter Sixteen
They paused at the side entrance of Tower Seven
to pull their boots back on. The park strip lay between them and the
city, spangled with white sparks and green patches along the
illuminated walks, dark and mysterious between. Miles estimated the run
to the nearest bushes, and triangulated the police vehicles scattered
about the parking areas.
"I don't suppose you have your hip flask with you?" Miles whispered to Ivan.
"If I had I'd have emptied it hours ago. Why?"
"I
was just wondering how to explain three guys dragging an unconscious
woman through the park at this hour of the night. If we sprinkled Quinn
with a little brandy, we could at least pretend to be taking her home
from a party or something. Stunner hangover's enough like the real
thing, it'd be convincing even if she started to wake up groggy."
"I trust she has a sense of humor. Well, what's a little character assassination among friends?"
"Better than the real thing."
"Urgh. Anyway, I don't have my flask. Are we ready?"
"I
guess. No, hold it—" Another aircar was dropping down. Civilian, but
the police guard at the main tower entrance went to meet it. An older
man got out, and they hurried back to the tower together. "Now."
Ivan
took Quinn's shoulders and Mark took her feet. Miles stepped carefully
over the stunned body of the policeman who had been guarding this exit,
and they all double-timed it across the pavement toward cover.
"God,
Miles," panted Ivan as they paused in the greenery to scan the next
leg, "why don't you go in for little petite women? It'd make more
sense. …"
"Now, now. She only weighs about double
a full field pack. You can make it. . . ." No shouting from behind, no
hurrying pursuers. The area closest to the tower was actually probably
the safest. It would have been scanned and swept before now, and
pronounced clean of intruders. Police attention would be concentrated
at the park's border. Which they would have to cross, to reach the city
and escape.
Miles stared into the shadows. With
all the artificial lighting about, his eyes were not dark-adapting as
well as he'd like,
Ivan stared too. "I can't spot any coppers in the bushes," he muttered.
"I'm not looking for police," Miles whispered back.
"What, then?"
"Mark said a man wearing face paint fired at him. Have you seen anybody wearing face paint yet?"
"Ah . . . maybe the police nabbed him first, before we saw the others." But Ivan looked over his shoulder.
"Maybe. Mark—what color was the face? What pattern?"
"Mostly blue. With white and yellow and black kind of swirling slashes. A ghem-lord of middle rank, right?"
"A
century-captain. If you were supposed to be me you should be able to
read ghem-markings forward and backward."
"There was so much to learn. …"
"Anyway,
Ivan—do you really want to just assume a century-captain, highly
trained, sent from headquarters, formally sworn to his hunt, really let
some London constable sneak up and stun him? The others were just
ordinary soldiers. The Cetagandans will bail 'em out later. A
ghem-lord'd die before he'd let himself be so embarrassed. He'll be a
persistent bugger, too."
Ivan rolled his eyes. "Wonderful."
They
wound through a couple hundred meters of trees, shrubbery and shadows.
The hiss and hum of traffic on the main coastal highway came faintly
now. The pedestrian underpasses were doubtless guarded. The high-speed
highway was fenced and strictly forbidden to foot traffic.
A
synthacrete kiosk cloaked with bushes and vines hopeful of concealing
its blunt utility squatted near the main path to the pedestrian
underpass. At first Miles took it for a public latrine, but a closer
look revealed only one blank locked door. The spotlights that should
have illuminated that side were knocked out. As Miles watched, the door
began to slide slowly aside. A weapon in a pale hand glittered faintly
in the blackness. Mile aimed his stunner and held his breath. The dark
shape of a man slipped out.
Miles exhaled. "Captain Galeni!'
he hissed. Galeni jerked as though shot, crouched, and scurried toward
them, joining them in their concealment on hands and knees. He swore
under his breath, discovering, as Miles had, that this grouping of
ornamental shrubs had thorns. His eyes took instant inventory of the
ragged little group, Miles and Mark, Ivan and Elli. "I'll be damned.
You're still alive."
"I'd sort of been wondering about you, too," Miles admitted.
Galeni
looked—Galeni looked bizarre, Miles decided. Gone was the blank
witnessing stillness that had absorbed Ser Galen's death without
comment. He was almost grinning, electric with a slightly off-center
exhilaration, as if he'd overdone some stimulant drug. He was breathing
heavily; his face was bruised, mouth bloody. His swollen hand flexed on
his weapon—last seen weaponless, he was now carrying a Cetagandan
military-issue plasma arc. A knife hilt stuck out of his boot top.
"Have you, ah, run into a guy wearing blue face paint yet?" Miles inquired.
"Oh yes," said Galeni in a tone of some satisfaction.
"What the hell happened to you? Sir."
Galeni
spoke in a rapid whisper. "I couldn't find an entrance in the Barrier
near where I'd left you. I spotted that utilities access over there,"
he jerked his head toward the kiosk, "and thought there might be some
power optic or water line tunnels back to the Barrier. I was
half-right. There are utility tunnels all under this park. But I got
turned around underground, and instead of coming out in the Barrier, I
ended up coming out a port in the pedestrian crossing under the Channel
Highway. Where I found guess who?"
Miles shook his head. "Police? Cetagandans? Barrayarans?"
"Close.
It was my old friend and opposite number from the Cetagandan Embassy,
Ghem-lieutenant Tabor. It actually took me a couple of minutes to
realize what he was doing there. Playing outer-perimeter backup to the
experts from HQ. Same as I would have been doing if I hadn't been,"
Galeni snickered, "confined to quarters.
"He was
not happy to see me," Galeni went on. "He couldn't figure what the hell
I was doing there either. We both pretended to be out viewing the moon,
while I got a look at the equipment he had packed in his groundcar. He
may have actually believed me; I think he thought I was drunk or
drugged."
Miles politely refrained from remarking, I can see why.
"But
then he started getting signals from his team, and had to get rid of me
in a hurry. He pulled a stunner on me—I ducked—he didn't hit me square
on, but I lay low pretending to be more disabled than I was, listening
to his half of the conversation with the squad in the tower and hoping
for a chance to reverse the situation.
"The
feeling was just coming back to the left half of my body when your blue
friend showed up. His arrival distracted Tabor, and I jumped them both."
Miles's brows rose. "How the devil did you manage that?"
Galeni's
hands were flexing as he spoke. "I don't . . . quite know," he
admitted. "I remember hitting them. …" He glanced at Mark. "It was nice
to have a clearly defined enemy for a change."
Upon
whom, Miles guessed, Galeni had just unloaded all the accumulated
tensions of the last impossible week and this mad night. Miles had
witnessed berserkers before. "Are they still alive?"
"Oh yes."
Miles
decided he would believe that when he'd had a chance to check for
himself. Galeni's smile was alarming, all those long teeth gleaming in
the darkness.
"Their car," said Ivan urgently.
"Their car," agreed Miles. "Is it still there? Can we get to it?"
"Maybe," said Galeni. "There is at least one police squad in the tunnels now. I could hear them."
"We'll have to chance it."
"Easy for you to say," muttered Mark truculently. "You have diplomatic immunity."
Miles
stared at him, seized by berserker inspiration. His finger traced over
an inner pocket in his grey jacket. "Mark," he breathed, "how would you
like to earn that hundred-thousand Betan dollar credit chit?"
"There isn't any credit chit."
"That's
what Ser Galen said. You might reflect on what else he was wrong about
tonight." Miles glanced up to check what effect mention of his father's
name had on Galeni. A cooling one, apparently; some of the drawn and
inward look returned to his eyes even as Miles watched. "Captain
Galeni. Are those two Cetagandans conscious, or can they be brought to
consciousness?"
"At least one is. They may both be by now. Why?"
"Witnesses. Two witnesses, ideal."
"I
thought the whole point of sneaking off instead of surrendering was to
avoid witnesses?" said Ivan plaintively.
"I
think," Miles overrode him, "I had better be Admiral Naismith. No
offense, Mark, but you don't have your Betan accent quite right. You
don't hit your terminal H's quite hard enough or something. Besides,
you've practiced Lord Vorkosigan more."
Galeni's
eyebrows were going up, as he grasped the idea. He nodded thoughtfully,
though his face as he turned his gaze on Mark was unreadable enough to
make Mark flinch. "Indeed. You owe us your cooperation, I think." He
added even more softly, "You owe me."
This was not
the moment to point out how much Galeni owed Mark in return, though a
brief meeting of their eyes convinced Miles that Galeni, at least, was
perfectly conscious of the two-way flow of that grim debt. But Galeni
would not fumble this opportunity.
Sure of his alliance, Admiral Naismith said, "Into the tunnel, then. Lead on, Captain."
The
Cetagandan groundcar was parked in a shadowy spot under a tree, a few
meters to their left as they rose up out of the lift tube from the
pedestrian subway to the Barrier park. Still no police guard on this
end; the end toward the park, Galeni had informed them, had a two-man
squad, though they had not risked themselves rechecking that fact. The
scurry through the tunnels had been hectic enough, barely dodging a
police bomb squad.
The spreading plane tree
shielded the car from view of most of the (closed, at this hour) shops
and apartments lining the other side of the narrow city street. No
insomniac peeping out an upper window could have witnessed Galeni's
encounter, Miles hoped. The highway above and behind them was walled
and blind. Miles still felt exposed.
The groundcar
bore no embassy identification, nor any other unusual features to draw
attention; bland, neither old nor new, a little dirty. Definitely
covert ops. Miles raised his brows and whistled silently at the fresh
dents in the side, about the size of a man's head, and the blood
spattered on the pavement. In the dimness the red color was fortunately
subdued.
"Wasn't that a bit noisy?" Miles inquired of Galeni, pointing to the dents.
"Mm?
Not really. Dull thumps. Nobody yelled." Galeni, after a quick look up
and down the street and a pause for a lone groundcar to whisper past,
raised the mirrored bubble canopy.
Two
shapes huddled in the back seat, hitched up with their own equipment.
Lieutenant Tabor, in civilian clothes, blinked over his gag. The man
with the blue face paint sat slumped next to him. Miles checked one
eyelid, and found the eye still rolled back. He rummaged in the front
for a medkit. Ivan loaded and settled Elli and took the controls. Mark
slid in beside Tabor, and Galeni sandwiched their captives from the
other side. At a touch from Ivan the canopy sighed down and locked
itself, jamming them all in. Seven was a crowd.
Miles
leaned over the back of the front seat and pressed a hypospray of
synergine, first aid for shock, against the century-captain's neck. It
might bring him around, and certainly would not harm him. At this
present peculiar moment, Miles's would-be killer's life and continued
health was a most precious commodity. As an afterthought, Miles gave
Elli a dose too. She emitted a heartening moan.
The
groundcar rose on its skirts and hissed forward. Miles exhaled with
relief as they put the coast behind them, turning into the maze of the
city. He keyed his wrist comm, and said in his flattest Betan accent,
"Nim?"
"Yo, sir."
"Take a fix on my comm. Follow along. We're all done here."
"We have you, sir."
"Naismith out."
He
settled Elli's head in his lap and turned to watch Tabor over the seat
back. Tabor was staring back and forth from Miles to Mark, beside him.
"Hello,
Tabor," said Mark, carefully coached, in his best Barrayaran Vor
tones—did it really sound that snide?—"How's your bonsai?"
Tabor
recoiled slightly. The century-captain stirred, staring through slitted
but focusing eyes. He tried to move, discovered his bonds, and settled
back—not relaxed, but not wasting energy on futile struggle.
Galeni
reached over him and loosed Tabor's gag. "Sorry, Tabor. But you can't
have Admiral Naismith. Not here on Earth, anyway. You can pass the word
up your chain of command. He's under our protection until his fleet
leaves orbit. Part of the agreed price for his helping the Barrayaran
Embassy find the Komarrans who had lately kidnapped some of our
personnel. So back off."
Tabor's eyes shifted,
back and forth, as he spat out his gag, worked his jaw, and swallowed.
He croaked, "You're working together?"
"Unfortunately," growled Mark.
"A mercenary," carolled Miles, "gets it where he can."
"You
made a mistake," hissed the century-captain, focusing on the admiral,
"when you took contract against us at Dagoola."
"You
can say that again," agreed Miles cheerily. "After we rescued their
damned army, the Underground stiffed us. Did us out of half our
promised pay. I don't suppose Cetaganda would like to hire us
to go after them in turn, eh? No? Unfortunately, I cannot afford
personal vengeance. At present, anyway. Or I would not have taken
employment with," he bared his teeth in an unfriendly smile at Mark,
who sneered back, "these old friends."
"So you
really are a clone," breathed Tabor, staring at the legendary mercenary
commander. "We thought. . ." he fell silent.
"We thought he was yours, for years," said Mark-as-Lord-Vorkosigan.
Ours! mouthed Tabor in astonishment.
"But the present operation confirmed his Komarran origin," Mark finished.
"We
have an agreement," Miles spoke up as if unsettled by Mark's tone,
glaring from Mark to Galeni. "You cover me till I leave Earth."
"We have an agreement," said Mark, "as long as you never come any closer to Barrayar."
"You can have bloody Barrayar. I'll take the rest of the galaxy, thanks."
The
century-captain was blurring out again, but fighting it, squeezing his
eyes shut and breathing in a controlled pattern. Concussion, Miles
judged. In his lap, Elli's eyes popped open. He stroked her curls. She
emitted a ladylike burp, saved by the synergine from the more usual
post-stun vomiting. She sat up, looked around, saw Mark, the
Cetagandans, Ivan, and shut her jaw with a snap, concealing her
disorientation. Miles squeezed her hand. I'll explain later, his smile promised. She lowered her brows at him in exasperation, You'd better. She lifted her chin, poised before the enemy even in the teeth of her own bewilderment.
Ivan
turned his head, inquiring out of the side of his mouth of Galeni, "So
what do we do with these Cetagandans, sir? Drop them off somewhere?
From how high up?"
"There is, I think, no need for
an interplanetary incident." Galeni was wolfishly cheerful, taking his
tone from Miles. "Is there, Lieutenant Tabor? Or do you wish the local
authorities to be told what the ghem-comrade was really trying to do in
the Barrier last night? No? I thought not. Very well. They both need
medical treatment, Ivan. Lieutenant Tabor unfortunately broke his arm,
and I believe his, ah, friend has a concussion. Among other things.
Your choice, Tabor. Shall we drop you off at a hospital, or would you
prefer treatment at your own embassy?"
"Embassy,"
croaked Tabor, clearly cognizant of possible legal complications.
"Unless you want to try and talk your way out of an attempted murder
charge," he counter-threatened.
"Only assault, surely." Galeni's eyes glittered.
Tabor
smiled most uneasily, looking as if he'd like to edge away if only
there was room. "Whatever. Neither of our ambassadors would be pleased."
"Quite."
It
was getting near dawn. Traffic was beginning to increase. Ivan circled
a couple of streets before spotting a deserted auto-cab stand that did
not have a queue of waiting patrons. This seaside suburb was far from
the embassy district. Galeni was quite solicitous, helping unload their
passengers—but he didn't toss the code-key to the century-captain's
hand and foot bonds to Tabor until Ivan began to accelerate back into
the street. "I'll have one of my staff return your car this afternoon,"
Galeni called back as they sped off. He settled in his seat with a
snort as Ivan sealed the canopy and added under his breath, "After we
go over it."
"Think that charade'll work?" asked Ivan.
"In
the short range—convincing the Cetagandans that Barrayar had nothing to
do with Dagoola—maybe, maybe not," sighed Miles. "But for the main
security issue—there go two loyal officers who will swear under
chemohypnotics that Admiral Naismith and Lord Vorkosigan are without
question two separate men. That's going to be worth a great deal to us."
"But will Destang think so?" asked Ivan.
"I
do not believe," said Galeni distantly, staring out the canopy, "that I
give a good goddamn what Destang thinks."
Miles
found himself in mental agreement with that sentiment. But then, they
were all very tired. But they were all here: he looked around, savoring
the faces, Elli and Ivan, Galeni and Mark; all alive, all brought
through the night to this moment of survival. Almost all.
"Where
do you want to be dropped off, Mark?" Miles asked. He glanced through
his lashes at Galeni, expecting an objection, but Galeni offered none.
With the jettisoning of the Cetagandans, Galeni had lost the
hyper-adrenal edge that had been carrying him; he looked drained. He
looked old. Miles did not solicit an objection; Be careful what you ask for, you might get it.
"A tube station," said Mark. "Any tube station."
"Very well." Miles called up a map on the car's console. "Up three streets and over two, Ivan."
He
got out with Mark as the car settled to the pavement in the drop-off
zone. "Back in a minute." They walked together to the entrance to the
DOWN lift tube. It was still night-quiet here in this district,
only a trickle of people flowing past, but morning rush would be
starting soon.
Miles opened his jacket and drew
out the coded card. From the tense look on Mark's face he was
anticipating a nerve disrupter, in the style of Ser Galen, right to the
last. Mark took the card and turned it over in wonder and suspicion.
"There
you go," said Miles. "If you, with your background and this bankroll,
can't disappear on Earth, it can't be done. Good luck."
"But . . . what do you want of me?"
"Nothing.
Nothing at all. You're a free man, for as long as you can keep so. We
will certainly not be reporting Galen's, ah, semi-accidental death."
Mark slipped the chit into his trouser pocket. "You wanted more."
"When
you can't get what you want, you take what you can get. As you are
finding." He nodded toward Mark's pocket; Mark's hand closed over it
protectively.
"What is it that you want me to do?"
Mark demanded. "What are you setting me up for? Did you really take
that Jackson's Whole garbage seriously? What do you expect me to do?"
"You
can take it and retire to the pleasure domes of Mars, for as long as it
lasts. Or buy an education, or two or three. Or stuff it down the first
waste chute you pass. I'm not your owner. I'm not your mentor. I'm not
your parents. I have no expectations. I have no desires." Rebel against that—if you can figure out how—little brother. . . . Miles held his hands palm-out and stepped back.
Mark swung into the lift tube, never turning his back. "WHY NOT?" he yelled suddenly, baffled and furious.
Miles threw back his head and laughed. "You figure it out!" he called.
The tube field took him, and he vanished, swallowed into the earth.
Miles returned to the friends who waited for him.
"Was
that smart?" Elli, breaking off a rapid fill-in from Ivan, worried as
he settled in beside her. "Just letting him go like that?"
"I
don't know," sighed Miles. " 'If you can't help, don't hinder.' I can't
help him; Galen's made him too crazy. I am his obsession. I suspect
I'll always be his obsession. I know all about obsessions. The best I
can do is get out of his way. In time he may calm down, without me to
react against. In time he may—save himself."
His
own weariness flooded in. Elli was warm against him, and he was very,
very glad of her. Reminded, he keyed his wrist comm and dismissed Nim
and his patrol back to the shuttleport.
"Well,"
Ivan blinked after a full minute of wiped-out silence from all present,
"where now? D'you two want to go back to the shuttleport too?"
"Yeah,"
breathed Miles, "and flee the planet. . . . Desertion is not practical,
I'm afraid. Destang would catch up with me sooner or later anyway. We
may as well all go back to the embassy and report. The true report.
There's nothing left to lie for, is there?" He squinted, trying to
think.
"For all of me, there's not," rumbled
Galeni. "I do not care for doctored reports anyway. Eventually, they
become history. Embedded sin."
"You . . . know I
didn't mean it to work out that way," Miles said to him after a silent
moment. "The confrontation last night." A damned sorry weak apology
that sounded, for getting the man's father blown away. . . .
"Did
you imagine you controlled it? Omniscient and omnipotent? Nobody
appointed you God, Vorkosigan." Ghostly faint, one corner of his mouth
turned up. "I'm sure it was an oversight." He leaned back and closed
his eyes.
Miles cleared his throat. "Back to the
embassy then, Ivan. Ah … no rush. Drive slowly. I wouldn't mind seeing
a last bit of London, eh?" He leaned on Elli and watched the early
summer dawn creep over the city, time and all times jumbled and
juxtaposed like the light and shadow between one street and the next.
When
they all lined up in a row in Galeni's Security office at the embassy,
Miles was put in mind of the set of Chinese monkeys his Dendarii chief
of staff Tung kept on a shelf in his quarters. Ivan was unquestionably
See-no-evil. From the tight set of Galeni's jaw, as he returned
Commodore Destang's glower, he was a prime candidate for Speak-no-evil.
That left Hear-no-evil for Miles, standing between them, but putting
his hands over his ears probably wouldn't help much.
Miles
had expected Destang to be furious, but he looked more disgusted. The
commodore returned their salutes and leaned back in Galeni's station
chair. When his eye fell on Miles his lips thinned in a particularly
dyspeptic line.
"Vorkosigan." Miles's name hung in
the air before them like a visible thing. Destang regarded it without
favor, and went on, "When I finished dealing with a certain
Investigator Reed of the London Municipal Assizes at 0700 this morning,
I was determined that only divine intervention could save you from my
wrath. Divine intervention arrived at 0900 in the person of a special
courier from Imperial HQ." Destang held up a data disk marked with the
Imperial seal between his thumb and forefinger. "Here are the new and
urgent orders for your Dendarii irregulars."
Since
Miles had passed the courier in the cafeteria, this was not wholly
unexpected. He suppressed a surge forward. "Yes, sir?" he said
encouragingly.
"It appears that a certain free
mercenary fleet operating in the far Sector IV area, supposedly under
contract to a subplanetary government, has slipped over the line from
guerrilla warfare to outright piracy. Their wormhole blockade has
degenerated from stopping and searching ships to confiscations. Three
weeks ago they hijacked a Tau Cetan registered passenger vessel to
convert into a troop transport. So far so good, but then some bright
soul among them hit on die idea of augmenting their payroll by holding
the passengers for ransom. Several planetary governments whose citizens
are being held have fielded a negotiating team, headed by the Tau
Cetans."
"And our involvement, sir?" Sector IV was
a long way from Barrayar by any measure, but Miles could guess what was
coming. Ivan looked wildly curious.
"Among the
passengers happened to be eleven Barrayaran subjects—including the wife
of Minister for Heavy Industries Lord Vorvane and her three children.
As the Barrayarans are a minority of the two hundred sixteen people
being held, Barrayar was of course denied control of the negotiating
team. And our fleet has been denied permission by their unfriendly
governments to cross three of the necessary wormhole nexuses on the
shortest route between Barrayar and Sector IV. The next shortest
alternate route would take eighteen weeks to traverse. From Earth, your
Dendarii can arrive in that local space area in less than two weeks."
Destang frowned thoughtfully; Ivan looked fascinated.
"Your
orders, of course, are to rescue alive the Emperor's subjects, and as
many other planetary citizens as possible, and to deal such punitive
measures as you can compatible with the first goal, sufficient to
prevent the perpetrators from ever repeating this performance. Since we
ourselves are in the midst of critical treaty negotiations with the Tau
Cetans, we don't wish them to become aware of the source of this
unilateral rescue effort if, ah, anything goes wrong. Your method of
achieving these goals appears to be left totally to your discretion.
You'll find all the intelligence details HQ had up to eight days ago in
here."
He handed the data disk across at last;
Miles's hand closed over it itchily. Ivan now looked envious. Destang
produced another object, which he handed to Miles with a little of the
air of a man having his liver torn out. "The courier also delivered yet
another credit chit for eighteen million marks. For your next six
month's operating expenses."
"Thank you, sir!"
"Ha.
When you're done you're to report to Commodore Rivik at Sector IV
headquarters on Orient Station," Destang finished. "With luck, by the
time your irregulars next return to Sector II, I will have retired."
"Yes, sir. Thank you, sir."
Destang turned his eye on Ivan. "Lieutenant Vorpatril."
"Sir?"
Ivan stood to attention with his best air of eager enthusiasm. Miles
prepared to protest Ivan's complete innocence, ignorance, and
victimhood, but it turned out not to be necessary; Destang contemplated
Ivan for a moment longer, and sighed, "Never mind."
Destang
turned to Galeni, who stood stiff-legged—and stiff-necked, Miles
guessed. Having beaten Destang back to the embassy that morning, they
had all washed, the two embassy officers had changed to clean uniforms,
and they had all filed laconic reports, which Destang had just seen.
But no one had slept yet. How much more garbage could Galeni absorb
before reaching his explosive limit?
"Captain
Galeni," said Destang. "On the military side, you stand charged with
disobeying an order to remain confined to your quarters. Since this is
identical to the charge that Vorkosigan here has managed to so luckily
evade, this presents me with a certain problem of justice. There's also
the mitigating factor of Vorpatril's kidnapping. His rescue, and the
death of an enemy of Barrayar, are the only two tangible results of
last night's . . . activities. All else is speculation, improvable
assertions as to your intentions and state of mind. Unless you choose
to submit to a fast-penta interrogation to clear up any lingering
doubts."
Galeni looked revulsed. "Is that an order, sir?"
Galeni, Miles realized, was about two seconds away from offering to resign his commission—now, when so much had been sacrificed—he wanted to kick him, No, no! Wild defenses poured through Miles's mind. Fast-penta is degrading to the dignity of an officer, sir! or even, If you dose him you must dose me too—it's all right, Galeni, I abandoned dignity years ago— except that Miles's idiosyncratic reaction to fast-penta made that a less than useful offer. He bit his tongue and waited.
Destang
looked troubled. After a silence he said simply, "No." He looked up and
added, "But it does mean that my reports, and yours, Vorkosigan's, and
Vorpatril's, will all be bundled up together and sent to Simon Illyan
for review. I will refuse to close the case. I didn't arrive at my rank
by shying away from military decisions—nor by involving myself
gratuitously with political ones. Your . . . loyalty, like the fate of
Vorkosigan's clone, has become too ambiguously political a question.
I'm not convinced of the long-range viability of the Komarr integration
scheme—but I wouldn't care to go down in history as its saboteur.
"While
the case is pending, and in the absence of evidence of treason, you'll
resume your routine duties here at the embassy. Don't thank me," he
added glumly, as Miles grinned, Ivan choked back an out-loud laugh, and
Galeni looked fractionally less black, "it was the ambassador's request.
"You are all dismissed to your duties."
Miles
squelched the impulse to run before Destang changed his mind; he
returned Destang's salute and walked normally with the others toward
the door. As they reached it Destang added, "Captain Galeni?"
Galeni paused. "Sir?"
"My
condolences." The words might have been pulled out of Destang with
pliers, but his discomfort was perhaps a measure of their sincerity.
"Thank
you, sir." Galeni's voice was so devoid of inflection as to be deathly,
but in the end he managed a small, acknowledging nod.
The locks and corridors of the Triumph
were noisy with returning personnel, the final placement of equipment
and repairs by tech teams, and the loading of the last supplies. Noisy,
but not chaotic; purposeful and energetic but not frantic. The absence
of frantic was a good sign, considering how long they'd been on
station. Tung's tough cadre of non-coms had not permitted routine
preparations to slide till the last minute.
Miles, with Elli at his back, was the center of a hurricane of curiosity from the moment he stepped on board—What's the new contract, sir?
The speed with which the rumor mill cranked out speculation both shrewd
and absurd was amazing. He sent the speculators on their way with a
repeated, Yes, we have a contract—yes, we're breaking orbit. Just
as soon as you're ready. Are you ready, Mister? Is the rest of your
squad ready? Then maybe you'd better go assist 'em. . . .
"Tung!"
Miles hailed his chief of staff. The squat Eurasian was dressed in
civilian gear, carrying luggage. "You just now back?"
"I'm just now leaving. Didn't Auson get hold of you, Admiral? I've been trying to reach you for a week."
"What?" Miles pulled him aside.
"I've turned in my resignation. I'm activating my retirement option."
"What? Why?"
Tung grinned. "Congratulate me. I'm getting married."
Stunned, Miles croaked, "Congratulations. Ah—when did this happen?"
"On
leave, of course. She's actually my second cousin once removed. A
widow. She's been running a tourist boat up the Amazon by herself since
her husband died. She's the captain and the cook too. She fries a moo
shu pork to kill for. But she's getting a little older—needs some
muscle." The bullet-shaped Tung could certainly supply that. "We're
going to be partners. Hell," he went on, "when you finish buying out
the Triumph, we can even afford to dispense with the tourists.
You ever want to try water-skiing on the Amazon behind a fifty-meter
hoversloop, son, stop by."
And the mutant piranhas
could eat what was left, no doubt. The charm of the vision of Tung
spending his sunset years watching—sunsets, from a riverboat deck, with
a buxom—Miles was sure she was buxom—Eurasian lady on his lap, a drink
in one hand and scarfing down moo shu pork with the other, was a little
lost on Miles as he contemplated a) what it was going to cost the fleet
to buy out Tung's share of the Triumph, and b) the huge Tung-shaped hole this was going to leave in his command structure.
Gibbering,
hyperventilating, or running around in small circles were not useful
responses. Instead Miles essayed cautiously, "Ah . . . you sure you
won't be bored?"
Tung, damn his sharp eyes,
lowered his voice and answered the real question. "I wouldn't be
leaving if I didn't think you could handle it. You've steadied down a
lot, son. Just keep on like you've been." He grinned again and cracked
his knuckles. "Besides, you have an advantage not shared by any other
mercenary commander in the galaxy."
"What's that?" Miles bit.
Tung lowered his voice still further. "You don't have to make a profit."
And
that, and his sardonic grin, was as close as cagey Tung was ever likely
to admit that he had long ago figured out who their real employer was.
He saluted as he left.
Miles swallowed, and turned
to Elli, "Well . . . call a meeting of the Intelligence department in
half an hour. We'll want to get our pathfinders en route as quickly as
possible. Ideally, we want to put a team inside the enemy organization
before we arrive."
Miles paused, as he realized he
was now looking into the face of the most wily pathfinder in his fleet
for people-situations, as versus terrain-situations which called for
the talents of a certain Lieutenant Christof. To send her ahead, out of
reach, into danger—No, no!—was compellingly logical. Quinn's
best offensive talents were largely wasted bodyguarding; it was merely
an accident of history and security that threw her into that defensive
job so often. Miles forced his lips to move on as if never tempted to
illogic.
"They're mercenaries; some of our group
ought simply to be able to join up. If we can find someone to
convincingly simulate the low criminal-psychotic minds of these
pirates—"
Private Danio, passing in the corridor,
paused to salute. "Thanks for bailing us out, sir. I … really wasn't
expecting that. You won't regret it, I swear."
Miles and Elli looked at each other as he lumbered on.
"He's all yours," said Miles.
"Right," said Quinn. "Next?"
"Have
Thorne pull everything there is off the Earth comm net on this
hijacking incident before we quit local space. There might be an odd
angle or two not apparent to Imperial HQ." He tapped the data disk in
his jacket pocket and sighed, marshalling his concentration for the
task ahead. "At least this should be simpler than our late vacation on
Earth," he said hopefully. "A purely military operation, no relatives,
no politics, no high finance. Straight-up good guys and bad guys."
"Great," said Quinn. "Which are we?"
Miles was still thinking about the answer to that one when the fleet broke orbit.