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A NOCTURNE IN the little cleft of the rocks whence life first sprang To birth, by the secret shadowy molten sea, Where Aphrodite sprang to greet the sun, Low voices murmur: shadowy under-world In the void of time; light song of Erebus On the lips of a courtesan of Rome --- ah! list! A wandering singer caught the light o' the stars On his lips, and the sun-dawn of the world in his heart. For I that dwelt within the city of Time Was lost in a cloudy dawn; the silken veil Of dew that clothed the green grass of the fields Was the veil of Olympus; now the shadowy night That sang to me, that sand, that sang to me, Sprang from the underworld of Eld: the moon That circled in the heavens sang to me, And I that heard the olden monstrous lays Of Eld, the dreaming wonders of the dawn, Died, and still lie imprisoned in the rocks By the salt sea, knowing of the doom of man, But being dumb, as is the doom of man, For nightfall is delight of Eld, and I Wander bareheaded under the dark sky; {121} Calling and calling from the windy deeps, The olden night still draws me; moonlight weeps Fro sunlight faded in the dark; the sea Is under the dark clouds; still one by one Soft, silver stars creep silently upon me, Leaving soft trails of light; O wonder dawn Of the inverted thunder of the skies! Back to the gardens of old Babylon, The hanging lamps, the slow, enchanted moon, The gold-eyed stars, the pillars of the sea, And the call of her forgotten! --- Oh, I lie Under the stars, upon the dewy sward; And all around me is the silent city, The soft white city, softened by the dawn; And I hear the sistron, and I hear the songs Sung to the hanging moon, and thou, Istar, Radiantly comest on the brains of men To the slow illumination of desire; The old enchanted palace of the Will Is thine, and god-like dreams of Eld are thine, Of the underworld of the stars, beneath the sea, Beyond the cloudy palaces of the hills. Ah! Never hath the dawn been nearer thee! Fallen to idle sleep, and borne within The Temple of Mind, the soul of Night is bared Under the starry canopy of the worlds, And the lamp is set upon her bier; let be, Let her still slumber! Oh, my radiant one, Thou that art born of the dew and of the stars, {122} come thou to me, while that the soft night sleeps, O thou far inmost and supernal Dawn, O thou that bearest the torch for the feast o' the gods! In the core of Night I found thee, and a rose Was thy heart, and thorns were thy crown, and tiny rosebuds. Girt thy green mantle, and thy yellow hair Glittered with the dust of the stars! By the river-side Thou camest unto me; ho, the secret night When I stared into the water under the moon, Singing and tumbling on its way to the sea! The soft stream flowed under the milky stars, And there were poplars by the water-side, Gazing upon themselves; but I was blind, Blinder than wood, more silent than the moon; And so thou camest to me! Oh, my darling, My little rose-lipped darling, fountain-cool Thy hands, and thine eyes bright with celestial fire Drawn from the world's heart! Oh, my little one, Come to me here in the great slow silences, In the radiant dimness of the after-glow Of the passionate ache of the world; I am Pan no more, But the Virgin of the starlight of the world. Her in the silence, in the great, green woods, Lie thou with me! Slumber with me to-night Under the stars, and the yellow drifting moon. We ill love no more as Syrinx and Pan; Diana! Come unto me, and I will grant the thing Thou cravest! Oh! the foaming milk of the stars! " "I bear the red-tipped lilies under the moon!" {123} Rosa Ignota! Ah! the pale moon flowers; The soft shy glances, and the virgin unwon! Oh! the sweet burden of the sunless hours: Love! I am conquered! Nay, love! I have won! Oh, feeble moon-light! Oh sweet stars undone By the pale longing of Eld! O Virgin word, Under the silent moon I bear the Sword! Oh, the soft burden of the sunken sun " "I bear a chalice of lilies under the moon!" "I bear the red-tipped lilies under the moon!" Light is no more; oh! let us swoon and die! And the secret way is starlit, star-bestrewn, Star-guarded, star-set under the starry moon! Is there no way but this beneath the sky? Oh, moon of Eld, ah! shall we die or swoon? O Rose eclipsed, O Rose, my rose of roses, The night is pale to death; the lyre reposes Under the star-shot glamour of the moon And all her palest roses. VICTOR B. NEUBURG. {124}
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