Christmas Eve

Robert Browning

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    I




    Out of the little chapel I burst
      Into the fresh night-air again.
    Five minutes full, I waited first
      In the doorway, to escape the rain
    That drove in gusts down the common's centre
      At the edge of which the chapel stands,
    Before I plucked up heart to enter.
      Heaven knows how many sorts of hands
    Reached past me, groping for the latch
    Of the inner door that hung on catch
    More obstinate the more they fumbled,
      Till, giving way at last with a scold
    Of the crazy hinge, in squeezed or tumbled
      One sheep more to the rest in fold,
    And left me irresolute, standing sentry
    In the sheepfold's lath-and-plaster entry,
    Six feet long by three feet wide,
    Partitioned off from the vast inside—
      I blocked up half of it at least.
    No remedy; the rain kept driving.
      They eyed me much as some wild beast,
    That congregation, still arriving,
    Some of them by the main road, white
    A long way past me into the night,
    Skirting the common, then diverging;
    Not a few suddenly emerging
    From the common's self thro' the paling-gaps
    —They house in the gravel-pits perhaps,
    Where the road stops short with its safeguard border
    Of lamps, as tired of such disorder;—
    But the most turned in yet more abruptly
      From a certain squalid knot of alleys,
    Where the town's bad blood once slept corruptly,
      Which now the little chapel rallies
    And leads into day again,—its priestliness
    Lending itself to hide their beastliness
    So cleverly (thanks in part to the mason),
    And putting so cheery a whitewashed face on
    Those neophytes too much in lack of it,
      That, where you cross the common as I did,
      And meet the party thus presided,
    “Mount Zion” with Love-lane at the back of it,
    They front you as little disconcerted
    As, bound for the hills, her fate averted,
    And her wicked people made to mind him,
    Lot might have marched with Gomorrah
    behind him.

    II


    Well, from the road, the lanes or the common,
    In came the flock: the fat weary woman,
    Panting and bewildered, down-clapping
      Her umbrella with a mighty report,
    Grounded it by me, wry and flapping,
      A wreck of whalebones; then, with snort,
    Like a startled horse, at the interloper
    (Who humbly knew himself improper,
    But could not shrink up small enough)
    —Round to the door, and in,—the gruff
    Hinge's invariable scold
    Making my very blood run cold.
    Prompt in the wake of her, up-pattered
    On broken clogs, the many-tattered
    Little old-faced peaking sister-turned-mother
    Of the sickly babe she tried to smother
    Somehow up, with its spotted face,
    From the cold, on her breast, the one warm place;
    She too must stop, wring the poor ends dry
    Of a draggled shawl, and add therebyHer tribute to the door-mat, sopping
    Already from my own clothes' dropping,
    Which yet she seemed to grudge I should stand on:
      Then, stooping down to take off her pattens,
      She bore them defiantly, in each hand one,
    Planted together before her breast
    And its babe, as good as a lance in rest.
      Close on her heels, the dingy satins
    Of a female something, past me flitted,
      With lips as much too white, as a streak
      Lay far too red on each hollow cheek;
    And it seemed the very door-hinge pitied
    All that was left of a woman once,
    Holding at least its tongue for the nonce.
    Then a tall yellow man, like the Penitent Thief,
    With his jaw bound up in a handkerchief,
    And eyelids screwed together tight,
    Led himself in by some inner light.
    And, except from him, from each that entered,
      I got the same interrogation—
    “What, you the alien, you have ventured
      “To take with us, the elect, your station?
    “A carer for none of it, a Gallio!”—
      Thus, plain as print, I read the glance
    At a common prey, in each countenance
      As of huntsman giving his hounds the tallyho.
    And, when the door's cry drowned their wonder,
      The draught, it always sent in shutting,
    Made the flame of the single tallow candle
    In the cracked square lantern I stood under,
      Shoot its blue lip at me, rebutting
    As it were, the luckless cause of scandal:
    I verily fancied the zealous light
    (In the chapel's secret, too!) for spite
    Would shudder itself clean off the wick,
    With the airs of a Saint John's Candlestick.
     [Footnote: See Rev. i. 20.]
    There was no standing it much longer.
    “Good folks,” thought I, as resolve grew stronger,
    “This way you perform the Grand-Inquisitor
    “When the weather sends you a chance visitor?
    “You are the men, and wisdom shall die with you,
    “And none of the old Seven Churches vie with you!
    “But still, despite the pretty perfection
      “To which you carry your trick of exclusiveness,
    “And, taking God's word under wise protection,
      “Correct its tendency to diffusiveness,
    “And bid one reach it over hot ploughshares,—
      “Still, as I say, though you've found salvation,
    “If I should choose to cry, as now, 'Shares!'—
      “See if the best of you bars me my ration!
    “I prefer, if you please, for my expounder
    “Of the laws of the feast, the feast's own Founder;
    “Mine's the same right with your poorest and sickliest
      “Supposing I don the marriage vestiment:
      “So shut your mouth and open your Testament,
    “And carve me my portion at your quickliest!”
    Accordingly, as a shoemaker's lad
      With wizened face in want of soap,
      And wet apron wound round his waist like a rope,
    (After stopping outside, for his cough was bad,
    To get the fit over, poor gentle creature,
    And so avoid disturbing the preacher)
    —Passed in, I sent my elbow spikewise
    At the shutting door, and entered likewise,
    Received the hinge's accustomed greeting,
      And crossed the threshold's magic pentacle,
      And found myself in full conventicle,
    —To wit, in Zion Chapel Meeting,
    On the Christmas-Eve of 'Forty-nine,
      Which, calling its flock to their special clover,
      Found all assembled and one sheep over,
    Whose lot, as the weather pleased, was mine.


    III



    I very soon had enough of it.
      The hot smell and the human noises,
    And my neighbour's coat, the greasy cuff of it,
      Were a pebble-stone that a child's hand poises,
    Compared with the pig-of-lead-like pressure
      Of the preaching man's immense stupidity,
    As he poured his doctrine forth, full measure,
      To meet his audience's avidity.
    You needed not the wit of the Sibyl
      To guess the cause of it all, in a twinkling:
      No sooner our friend had got an inkling
    Of treasure hid in the Holy Bible,
    (Whene'er 'twas the thought first struck him,
    How death, at unawares, might duck him
    Deeper than the grave, and quench
    The gin-shop's light in hell's grim drench)
    Than he handled it so, in fine irreverence,
      As to hug the book of books to pieces:
    And, a patchwork of chapters and texts in severance,
      Not improved by the private dog's-ears and creases,
    Having clothed his own soul with, he'd fain see equipt yours,—
    So tossed you again your Holy Scriptures.
    And you picked them up, in a sense, no doubt:
      Nay, had but a single face of my neighbours
      Appeared to suspect that the preacher's labours
    Were help which the world could be saved without,
    'Tis odds but I might have borne in quiet
    A qualm or two at my spiritual diet,
    Or (who can tell?) perchance even mustered
      Somewhat to urge in behalf of the sermon:
    But the flock sat on, divinely flustered,
      Sniffing, methought, its dew of Hermon
    With such content in every snuffle,
    As the devil inside us loves to ruffle.
    My old fat woman purred with pleasure,
      And thumb round thumb went twirling faster,
    While she, to his periods keeping measure,
      Maternally devoured the pastor.
    The man with the handkerchief untied it,
    Showed us a horrible wen inside it,
    Gave his eyelids yet another screwing,
    And rocked himself as the woman was doing.
    The shoemaker's lad, discreetly choking,
    Kept down his cough. 'Twas too provoking!
    My gorge rose at the nonsense and stuff of it;
      So, saying like Eve when she plucked the apple,
      “I wanted a taste, and now there's enough of it,”
    I flung out of the little chapel.


    IV



    There was a lull in the rain, a lull
      In the wind too; the moon was risen,
    And would have shone out pure and full,
      But for the ramparted cloud-prison,
    Block on block built up in the West,
    For what purpose the wind knows best,
    Who changes his mind continually.
    And the empty other half of the sky
    Seemed in its silence as if it knew
    What, any moment, might look through
    A chance gap in that fortress massy:—
      Through its fissures you got hints
      Of the flying moon, by the shifting tints,
    Now, a dull lion-colour, now, brassy
    Burning to yellow, and whitest yellow,
    Like furnace-smoke just ere flames bellow,
    All a-simmer with intense strain
    To let her through,—then blank again,
    At the hope of her appearance failing.
    Just by the chapel, a break in the railing
    Shows a narrow path directly across;
    'Tis ever dry walking there, on the moss—
    Besides, you go gently all the way uphill.
      I stooped under and soon felt better;
    My head grew lighter, my limbs more supple,
      As I walked on, glad to have slipt the fetter.
    My mind was full of the scene I had left,
      That placid flock, that pastor vociferant,
      —How this outside was pure and different!
    The sermon, now—what a mingled weft
    Of good and ill! Were either less,
      Its fellow had coloured the whole distinctly;
    But alas for the excellent earnestness,
      And the truths, quite true if stated succinctly,
    But alas for the excellent earnestness, ment,
    However to pastor and flock's contentment!
    Say rather, such truths looked false to your eyes,
      With his provings and parallels twisted and twined,
    Till how could you know them, grown double their size
      In the natural fog of the good man's mind,
    Like yonder spots of our roadside lamps,
    Haloed about with the common's damps?
    Truth remains true, the fault's in the prover;
      The zeal was good, and the aspiration;
    And yet, and yet, yet, fifty times over,
      Pharaoh received no demonstration,
    By his Baker's dream of Basket Three,
    Of the doctrine of the Trinity,—
    Although, as our preacher thus embellished it,
    Apparently his hearers relished it
    With so unfeigned a gust—who knows if
    They did not prefer our friend to Joseph?
    But so it is everywhere, one way with all of them!
      These people have really felt, no doubt,
    A something, the motion they style the Call of them;
      And this is their method of bringing about,
    By a mechanism of words and tones,
     (So many texts in so many groans)
    A sort of reviving and reproducing,
      More or less perfectly, (who can tell?)
    The mood itself, which strengthens by using;
      And how that happens, I understand well.
    A tune was born in my head last week,
    Out of the thump-thump and shriek-shriek
      Of the train, as I came by it, up from Manchester;
    And when, next week, I take it back again,
    My head will sing to the engine's clack again,
      While it only makes my neighbour's haunches stir,
    —Finding no dormant musical sprout
    In him, as in me, to be jolted out.
    'Tis the taught already that profits by teaching;
    He gets no more from the railway's preaching
      Than, from this preacher who does the rail's office, I:
    Whom therefore the flock cast a jealous eye on.
    Still, why paint over their door “Mount Zion,”
    To which all flesh shall come, saith the prophecy?

    V


    But wherefore be harsh on a single case?
      After how many modes, this Christmas Eve,
    Does the self-same weary thing take place?
      The same endeavour to make you believe,
    And with much the same effect, no more:
      Each method abundantly convincing,
    As I say, to those convinced before,
      But scarce to be swallowed without wincing
    By the not-as-yet-convinced. For me,
    I have my own church equally:
    And in this church my faith sprang first!
      (I said, as I reached the rising ground,
    And the wind began again, with a burst
      Of rain in my face, and a glad rebound
    From the heart beneath, as if, God speeding me,
    I entered his church-door, nature leading me)
    —In youth I look to these very skies,
    And probing their immensities,
    I found God there, his visible power;
      Yet felt in my heart, amid all its sense
      Of the power, an equal evidence
    That his love, there too, was the nobler dower.
    For the loving worm within its clod,
    Were diviner than a loveless god
    Amid his worlds, I will dare to say.
      You know what I mean: God's all, man's nought:
      But also, God, whose pleasure brought
    Man into being, stands away
      As it were a handbreadth off, to give
    Room for the newly-made to live,
    And look at him from a place apart,
    And use his gifts of brain and heart,
    Given, indeed, but to keep for ever.
    Who speaks of man, then, must not sever
    Man's very elements from man,
    Saying, “But all is God's”—whose plan
    Was to create man and then leave him
    Able, his own word saith, to grieve him
    But able to glorify him too,
    As a mere machine could never do,
    That prayed or praised, all unaware
    Of its fitness for aught but praise and prayer,
    Made perfect as a thing of course.
    Man, therefore, stands on his own stock
    Of love and power as a pin-point rock:
    And, looking to God who ordained divorce
    Of the rock from his boundless continent,
    Sees, in his power made evident,
    Only excess by a million-fold
    O'er the power God gave man in the mould.
    For, note: man's hand, first formed to carry
    A few pounds' weight, when taught to marry
    Its strength with an engine's, lifts a mountain,
      —Advancing in power by one degree;
      And why count steps through eternity?
    But love is the ever-springing fountain:
    Man may enlarge or narrow his bed
    For the water's play, but the water-head—
    How can he multiply or reduce it?
      As easy create it, as cause it to cease;
    He may profit by it, or abuse it,
      But 'tis not a thing to bear increase
    As power does: be love less or more
      In the heart of man, he keeps it shut
      Or opes it wide, as he pleases, but
    Love's sum remains what it was before.
    So, gazing up, in my youth, at love
    As seen through power, ever above
    All modes which make it manifest,
    My soul brought all to a single test—
    That he, the Eternal First and Last,
    Who, in his power, had so surpassed
    All man conceives of what is might,—
    Whose wisdom, too, showed infinite,
    —Would prove as infinitely good;
    Would never, (my soul understood,)
    With power to work all love desires,
    Bestow e'en less than man requires;
    That he who endlessly was teaching,
    Above my spirit's utmost reaching,
    What love can do in the leaf or stone,
    (So that to master this alone,
    This done in the stone or leaf for me,
    I must go on learning endlessly)
    Would never need that I, in turn,
      Should point him out defect unheeded,
    And show that God had yet to learn
      What the meanest human creature needed,
    —Not life, to wit, for a few short years,
    Tracking his way through doubts and fears,
    While the stupid earth on which I stay
      Suffers no change, but passive adds
      Its myriad years to myriads,
    Though I, he gave it to, decay,
    Seeing death come and choose about me,
    And my dearest ones depart without me.
    No: love which, on earth, amid all the shows of it,
      Has ever been seen the sole good of life in it,
    The love, ever growing there, spite of the strife in it.
      Shall arise, made perfect, from death's repose of it,
    And I shall behold thee, face to face,
    O God, and in thy light retrace
    How in all I loved here, still wast thou!
    Whom pressing to, then, as I fain would now,
    I shall find as able to satiate
      The love, thy gift, as my spirit's wonder
    Thou art able to quicken and sublimate,
      With this sky of thine, that I now walk under,
    And glory in thee for, as I gaze
    Thus, thus! Oh, let men keep their ways
    Of seeking thee in a narrow shrine—
    Be this my way! And this is mine!


    VI



    For lo, what think you? suddenly
    The rain and the wind ceased, and the sky
    Received at once the full fruition
    Of the moon's consummate apparition.
    The black cloud-barricade was riven,
    Ruined beneath her feet, and driven
    Deep in the West; while, bare and breathless,
      North and South and East lay ready
    For a glorious thing that, dauntless, deathless,
      Sprang across them and stood steady.
    'Twas a moon-rainbow, vast and perfect,
    From heaven to heaven extending, perfect
    As the mother-moon's self, full in face.
    It rose, distinctly at the base
      With its seven proper colours chorded,
    Which still, in the rising, were compressed,
    Until at last they coalesced,
      And supreme the spectral creature lorded
    In a triumph of whitest white,—
    Above which intervened the night.
    But above night too, like only the next,
      The second of a wondrous sequence,
      Reaching in rare and rarer frequence,
    Till the heaven of heavens were circumflexed,
    Another rainbow rose, a mightier,
    Fainter, flushier and flightier,—
    Rapture dying along its verge.
    Oh, whose foot shall I see emerge,
    Whose, from the straining topmost dark,
    On to the keystone of that arc?


    VII



    This sight was shown me, there and then,—
    Me, out of a world of men,
    Singled forth, as the chance might hap
    To another if, in a thunderclap
    Where I heard noise and you saw flame,
    Some one man knew God called his name.
    For me, I think I said, “Appear!
    “Good were it to be ever here.
    “If thou wilt, let me build to thee
    “Service-tabernacles three,
    “Where, forever in thy presence,
    “In ecstatic asquiescence,
    “Far alike from thriftless learning
    “And ignorance's undiscerning,
    “I may worship and remain!”
      Thus at the show above me, gazing
    With upturned eyes, I felt my brain
      Glutted with the glory, blazing
    Throughout its whole mass, over and under
    Until at length it burst asunder
    And out of it bodily there streamed,
    The too-much glory, as it seemed,
    Passing from out me to the ground,
    Then palely serpentining round
    Into the dark with mazy error.


    VIII



    All at once I looked up with terror.
    He was there.
    He himself with his human air.
    On the narrow pathway, just before.
    I saw the back of him, no more—
    He had left the chapel, then, as I.
    I forgot all about the sky.
    No face: only the sight
    Of a sweepy garment, vast and white,
    With a hem that I could recognize.
    I felt terror, no surprise;
    My mind filled with the cataract,
    At one bound of the mighty fact.
    “I remember, he did say
      “Doubtless that, to this world's end,
    “Where two or three should meet and pray,
      “He would be in their midst, their friend;
    “Certainly he was there with them!”
      And my pulses leaped for joy
      Of the golden thought without alloy,
    Then I saw his very vesture's hem.
    Then rushed the blood back, cold and clear,
    With a fresh enhancing shiver of fear;
    And I hastened, cried out while I pressed
    To the salvation of the vest,
    “But not so, Lord! It cannot be
    “That thou, indeed, art leaving me—
    “Me, that have despised thy friends!
    “Did my heart make no amends?
    “Thou art the love of God—above
    “His power, didst hear me place his love,
    “And that was leaving the world for thee.
    “Therefore thou must not turn from me
    “As I had chosen the other part!
    “Folly and pride o'ercame my heart.
    “Our best is bad, nor bears thy test;
    “Still, it should be our very best.
    “I thought it best that thou, the spirit,
      “Be worshipped in spirit and in truth,
    “And in beauty, as even we require it—
      “Not in the forms burlesque, uncouth,
    “I left but now, as scarcely fitted
    “For thee: I knew not what I pitied.
    “But, all I felt there, right or wrong,
    “What is it to thee, who curest sinning?
    “Am I not weak as thou art strong?
      “I have looked to thee from the beginning,
    “Straight up to thee through all the world
    “Which, like an idle scroll, lay furled
    “To nothingness on either side:
    “And since the time thou wast descried,
    “Spite of the weak heart, so have I
    “Lived ever, and so fain would die,
    “Living and dying, thee before!
    “But if thou leavest me——“


    IX


                         Less or more,
    I suppose that I spoke thus.
    When,—have mercy, Lord, on us!
    The whole face turned upon me full.
      And I spread myself beneath it,
      As when the bleacher spreads, to seethe it
    In the cleansing sun, his wool,—
    Steeps in the flood of noontide whiteness
      Some denied, discoloured web—
    So lay I, saturate with brightness.
      And when the flood appeared to ebb,
    Lo, I was walking, light and swift,
      With my senses settling fast and steadying,
    But my body caught up in the whirl and drift
      Of the vesture's amplitude, still eddying
    On, just before me, still to be followed,
      As it carried me after with its motion:
    What shall I say?—as a path were hollowed
      And a man went weltering through the ocean,
    Sucked along in the flying wake
    Of the luminous water-snake.
    Darkness and cold were cloven, as through
    I passed, upborne yet walking too.
    And I turned to myself at intervals,—
    “So he said, so it befalls.
    “God who registers the cup
      “Of mere cold water, for his sake
    “To a disciple rendered up,
      “Disdains not his own thirst to slake
    “At the poorest love was ever offered:
    “And because my heart I proffered,
    “With true love trembling at the brim,
    “He suffers me to follow him
    “For ever, my own way,—dispensed
    “From seeking to be influenced
    “By all the less immediate ways
      “That earth, in worships manifold,
    “Adopts to reach, by prayer and praise,
      “The garment's hem, which, lo, I hold!”

    X


    And so we crossed the world and stopped.
      For where am I, in city or plain,
      Since I am 'ware of the world again?
    And what is this that rises propped
    With pillars of prodigious girth?
    Is it really on the earth,
    This miraculous Dome of God?
    Has the angel's measuring-rod
    Which numbered cubits, gem from gem,
    'Twixt the gates of the New Jerusalem,
    Meted it out,—and what he meted,
    Have the sons of men completed?
    —Binding, ever as he bade,
    Columns in the colonnade
    With arms wide open to embrace
    The entry of the human race
    To the breast of... what is it, yon building,
    Ablaze in front, all paint and gilding,
    With marble for brick, and stones of price
    For garniture of the edifice?
    Now I see; it is no dream;
    It stands there and it does not seem;
    For ever, in pictures, thus it looks,
    And thus I have read of it in books
    Often in England, leagues away,
    And wondered how these fountains play,
    Growing up eternally
    Each to a musical water-tree,
    Whose blossoms drop, a glittering boon,
    Before my eyes, in the light of the moon,
    To the granite layers underneath.
    Liar and dreamer in your teeth!
    I, the sinner that speak to you,
    Was in Rome this night, and stood, and knew
    Both this and more. For see, for see,
    The dark is rent, mine eye is free
    To pierce the crust of the outer wall,
    And I view inside, and all there, all,
    As the swarming hollow of a hive,
    The whole Basilica alive!
    Men in the chancel, body and nave,
    Men on the pillars' architrave,
    Men on the statues, men on the tombs
    With popes and kings in their porphyry wombs,
    All famishing in expectation
    Of the main-altar's consummation.
    For see, for see, the rapturous moment
    Approaches, and earth's best endowment
    Blends with heaven's; the taper-fires
    Pant up, the winding brazen spires
    Heave loftier yet the baldachin; [Footnote: Canopy over the High Altar.]
    The incense-gaspings, long kept in,
    Suspire in clouds; the organ blatant
    Holds his breath and grovels latent,
    As if God's hushing finger grazed him,
    (Like Behemoth when he praised him)
    At the silver bell's shrill tinkling,
    Quick cold drops of terror sprinkling
    On the sudden pavement strewed
    With faces of the multitude.
    Earth breaks up, time drops away,
    In flows heaven, with its new day
    Of endless life, when He who trod,
    Very man and very God,
    This earth in weakness, shame and pain,
    Dying the death whose signs remain
    Up yonder on the accursed tree,—
    Shall come again, no more to be
    Of captivity the thrall,
    But the one God, All in all,
    King of kings, Lord of lords,
    As His servant John received the words,
    “I died, and live for evermore!”

    XI


    Yet I was left outside the door.
    “Why sit I here on the threshold-stone
    “Left till He return, alone
    “Save for the garment's extreme fold
    “Abandoned still to bless my hold?”
    My reason, to my doubt, replied,
    As if a book were opened wide,
    And at a certain page I traced
    Every record undefaced,
    Added by successive years,—
    The harvestings of truth's stray ears
    Singly gleaned, and in one sheaf
    Bound together for belief.
    Yes, I said—that he will go
    And sit with these in turn, I know.
    Their faith's heart beats, though her head swims
    Too giddily to guide her limbs,
    Disabled by their palsy-stroke
    From propping mine. Though Rome's gross yoke
    Drops off, no more to be endured,
    Her teaching is not so obscured
    By errors and perversities,
    That no truth shines athwart the lies:
    And he, whose eye detects a spark
    Even where, to man's, the whole seems dark,
    May well see flame where each beholder
    Acknowledges the embers smoulder.
    But I, a mere man, fear to quit
    The clue God gave me as most fit
    To guide my footsteps through life's maze,
    Because himself discerns all ways
    Open to reach him: I, a man
    Able to mark where faith began
    To swerve aside, till from its summit
    Judgment drops her damning plummet,
    Pronouncing such a fatal space
    Departed from the founder's base:
    He will not bid me enter too,
    But rather sit, as now I do,
    Awaiting his return outside.
    —'Twas thus my reason straight replied
    And joyously I turned, and pressed
    The garment's skirt upon my breast,
    Until, afresh its light suffusing me,
    My heart cried—What has been abusing me
    That I should wait here lonely and coldly,
    Instead of rising, entering boldly,
    Baring truth's face, and letting drift
    Her veils of lies as they choose to shift?
    Do these men praise him? I will raise
    My voice up to their point of praise!
    I see the error; but above
    The scope of error, see the love.—
    Oh, love of those first Christian days!
    —Fanned so soon into a blaze,
    From the spark preserved by the trampled sect,
    That the antique sovereign Intellect
    Which then sat ruling in the world,
    Like a change in dreams, was hurled
    From the throne he reigned upon:
    You looked up and he was gone.
    Gone, his glory of the pen!
    —Love, with Greece and Rome in ken,
    Bade her scribes abhor the trick
    Of poetry and rhetoric,
    And exult with hearts set free,
    In blessed imbecility
    Scrawled, perchance, on some torn sheet
    Leaving Sallust incomplete
    Gone, his pride of sculptor, painter!
    —Love, while able to acquaint her
    While the thousand statues yet
    Fresh from chisel, pictures wet
    From brush, she saw on every side,
    Chose rather with an infant's pride
    To frame those portents which impart
    Such unction to true Christian Art.
    Gone, music too! The air was stirred
    By happy wings: Terpander's* bird
    *[Footnote: Terpander, a famous Lesbian musician and lyric poet, 670 B.C.]
    (That, when the cold came, fled away)
    Would tarry not the wintry day,—
    As more-enduring sculpture must,
    Till filthy saints rebuked the gust
    With which they chanced to get a sight
    Of some dear naked Aphrodite
    They glanced a thought above the toes of,
    By breaking zealously her nose off.
    Love, surely, from that music's lingering,
    Might have filched her organ-fingering,
    Nor chosen rather to set prayings
    To hog-grunts, praises to horse-neighings.
    Love was the startling thing, the new:
    Love was the all-sufficient too;
    And seeing that, you see the rest:
    As a babe can find its mother's breast
    As well in darkness as in light,
    Love shut our eyes, and all seemed right.
    True, the world's eyes are open now:
    —Less need for me to disallow
    Some few that keep Love's zone unbuckled,
    Peevish as ever to be suckled,
    Lulled by the same old baby-prattle
    With intermixture of the rattle,
    When she would have them creep, stand steady
    Upon their feet, or walk already,
    Not to speak of trying to climb.
    I will be wise another time,
    And not desire a wall between us,
      When next I see a church-roof cover
    So many species of one genus,
      All with foreheads bearing _lover_
    Written above the earnest eyes of them;
      All with breasts that beat for beauty,
    Whether sublimed, to the surprise of them,
      In noble daring, steadfast duty,
    The heroic in passion, or in action,—
    Or, lowered for sense's satisfaction,
    To the mere outside of human creatures,
    Mere perfect form and faultless features.
    What? with all Rome here, whence to levy
      Such contributions to their appetite,
    With women and men in a gorgeous bevy,
      They take, as it were, a padlock, clap it tight
    On their southern eyes, restrained from
      feeding
    On the glories of their ancient reading,
    On the beauties of their modern singing,
    On the wonders of the builder's bringing,
    On the majesties of Art around them,—
      And, all these loves, late struggling incessant,
    When faith has at last united and bound them,
      They offer up to God for a present?
    Why, I will, on the whole, be rather proud of it,—
      And, only taking the act in reference
    To the other recipients who might have allowed it,
      I will rejoice that God had the preference.


    XII



    So I summed up my new resolves:
      Too much love there can never be.
    And where the intellect devolves
      Its function on love exclusively,
    I, a man who possesses both,
    Will accept the provision, nothing loth,
    —Will feast my love, then depart elsewhere,
    That my intellect may find its share.
    And ponder, O soul, the while thou departest,
    And see them applaud the great heart of the artist,
    Who, examining the capabilities
      Of the block of marble he has to fashion
      Into a type of thought or passion,—
    Not always, using obvious facilities,
    Shapes it, as any artist can,
    Into a perfect symmetrical man,
    Complete from head to foot of the life-size,
    Such as old Adam stood in his wife's eyes,—
    But, now and then, bravely aspires to consummate
    A Colossus by no means so easy to come at,
    And uses the whole of his block for the bust,
      Leaving the mind of the public to finish it,
    Since cut it ruefully short he must:
    On the face alone he expends his devotion,
      He rather would mar than resolve to diminish it,
    —Saying, “Applaud me for this grand notion
    “Of what a face may be! As for completing it
      “In breast and body and limbs, do that, you!”
    All hail! I fancy how, happily meeting it,
      A trunk and legs would perfect the statue,
    Could man carve so as to answer volition.
      And how much nobler than petty cavils,
      Were a hope to find, in my spirit-travels,Some artist of another ambition,
    Who, having a block to carve, no bigger,
    Has spent his power on the opposite quest,
      And believed to begin at the feet was best—
    For so may I see, ere I die, the whole figure!


    XIII



    No sooner said than out in the night!
    My heart lighter and more light:
    And still, as before, I was walking swift,
      With my senses settling fast and steadying,
    But my body caught up in the whirl and drift
      Of the vesture's amplitude, still eddying
    On just before me, still to be followed,
      As it carried me after with its motion,
    —What shall I say?—as a path, were hollowed,
      And a man went weltering through the ocean,
    Sucked along in the flying wake
    Of the luminous water-snake.


    XIV



    Alone! I am left alone once more—
      (Save for the garment's extreme fold
      Abandoned still to bless my hold)
    Alone, beside the entrance-door
    Of a sort of temple,-perhaps a college,
    —Like nothing I ever saw before
    At home in England, to my knowledge.
    The tall old quaint irregular town!
      It may be... though which, I can't affirm... any
      Of the famous middle-age towns of Germany:
    And this flight of stairs where I sit down,
    Is it Halle, Weimar, Cassel, Frankfort
    Or Gottingen, I have to thank for't?
    It may be Gottingen,—most likely.
    Through the open door I catch obliquely
    Glimpses of a lecture-hall;
      And not a bad assembly neither,
    Ranged decent and symmetrical
      On benches, waiting what's to see there:
    Which, holding still by the vesture's hem,
    I also resolve to see with them,
    Cautious this time how I suffer to slip
    The chance of joining in fellowship
    With any that call themselves his friends;
      As these folk do, I have a notion.
      But hist—a buzzing and emotion!
    All settle themselves, the while ascends
    By the creaking rail to the lecture-desk,
      Step by step, deliberate
      Because of his cranium's over-freight,
    Three parts sublime to one grotesque,
    If I have proved an accurate guesser,
    The hawk-nosed high-cheek-boned Professor.
    I felt at once as if there ran
    A shoot of love from my heart to the man—
    That sallow virgin-minded studious
      Martyr to mild enthusiasm,
    As he uttered a kind of cough-preludious
      That woke my sympathetic spasm,
    (Beside some spitting that made me sorry)
    And stood, surveying his auditory
    With a wan pure look, well-nigh celestial,—
      Those blue eyes had survived so much!
      While, under the foot they could not smutch,
    Lay all the fleshly and the bestial.
    Over he bowed, and arranged his notes,
    Till the auditory's clearing of throats
    Was done with, died into a silence;
      And, when each glance was upward sent,
      Each bearded mouth composed intent,
    And a pin might be heard drop half a mile hence,—
    He pushed back higher his spectacles,
    Let the eyes stream out like lamps from cells,
    And giving his head of hair—a hake
      Of undressed tow, for colour and quantity—
    One rapid and impatient shake,
      (As our own Young England adjusts a jaunty tie
    When about to impart, on mature digestion,
    Some thrilling view of the surplice-question)
    —The Professor's grave voice, sweet though hoarse,
    Broke into his Christmas-Eve discourse.


    XV



    And he began it by observing
      How reason dictated that men
    Should rectify the natural swerving,
      By a reversion, now and then,
    To the well-heads of knowledge, few
    And far away, whence rolling grew
    The life-stream wide whereat we drink,
    Commingled, as we needs must think,
    With waters alien to the source;
    To do which, aimed this eve's discourse;
    Since, where could be a fitter time
    For tracing backward to its prime
    This Christianity, this lake,
    This reservoir, whereat we slake,
    From one or other bank, our thirst?
    So, he proposed inquiring first
    Into the various sources whence
      This Myth of Christ is derivable;
    Demanding from the evidence,
      (Since plainly no such life was livable)
    How these phenomena should class?
    Whether 'twere best opine Christ was,
    Or never was at all, or whether
    He was and was not, both together—
    It matters little for the name,
    So the idea be left the same.
    Only, for practical purpose' sake,
    'Twas obviously as well to take
    The popular story,—understanding
      How the ineptitude of the time,
    And the penman's prejudice, expanding
      Fact into fable fit for the clime,
    Had, by slow and sure degrees, translated it
      Into this myth, this Individuum,—
    Which, when reason had strained and abated it
    Of foreign matter, left, for residuum,
    A Man!—a right true man, however,
    Whose work was worthy a man's endeavour:
    Work, that gave warrant almost sufficient
      To his disciples, for rather believing
    He was just omnipotent and omniscient,
      As it gives to us, for as frankly receiving
    His word, their tradition,—which, though it meant
    Something entirely different
    From all that those who only heard it,
    In their simplicity thought and averred it,
    Had yet a meaning quite as respectable:
    For, among other doctrines delectable,
    Was he not surely the first to insist on
      The natural sovereignty of our race?—
      Here the lecturer came to a pausing-place.
    And while his cough, like a drouthy piston,
    Tried to dislodge the husk that grew to him,
    I seized the occasion of bidding adieu to him,
    The vesture still within my hand.

    XVI


    I could interpret its command.
    This time he would not bid me enter
    The exhausted air-bell of the Critic.
    Truth's atmosphere may grow mephitic
    When Papist struggles with Dissenter,
    Impregnating its pristine clarity,
    —One, by his daily fare's vulgarity,
      Its gust of broken meat and garlic;
    —One, by his soul's too-much presuming
    To turn the frankincense's fuming
      And vapours of the candle starlike
    Into the cloud her wings she buoys on.
      Each, that thus sets the pure air seething,
      May poison it for healthy breathing—
    But the Critic leaves no air to poison;
    Pumps out with ruthless ingenuity
    Atom by atom, and leaves you—vacuity.
    Thus much of Christ does he reject?
    And what retain? His intellect?
    What is it I must reverence duly?
    Poor intellect for worship, truly,
    Which tells me simply what was told
      (If mere morality, bereft
      Of the God in Christ, be all that's left)
    Elsewhere by voices manifold;
    With this advantage, that the stater
      Made nowise the important stumble
      Of adding, he, the sage and humble,
    Was also one with the Creator.
    You urge Christ's followers' simplicity:
      But how does shifting blame, evade it?
    Have wisdom's words no more felicity?
      The stumbling-block, his speech—who laid it?
    How comes it that for one found able
    To sift the truth of it from fable,
    Millions believe it to the letter?
    Christ's goodness, then—does that fare better?
    Strange goodness, which upon the score
      Of being goodness, the mere due
    Of man to fellow-man, much more
      To God,—should take another view
    Of its possessor's privilege,
    And bid him rule his race! You pledge
    Your fealty to such rule? What, all—
    From heavenly John and Attic Paul,
    And that brave weather-battered Peter,
    Whose stout faith only stood completer
    For buffets, sinning to be pardoned,
    As, more his hands hauled nets, they hardened,—
    All, down to you, the man of men,
    Professing here at Gottingen,
    Compose Christ's flock! They, you and I,
    Are sheep of a good man! And why?
    The goodness,—how did he acquire it?
    Was it self-gained, did God inspire it?
    Choose which; then tell me, on what ground
    Should its possessor dare propound
    His claim to rise o'er us an inch?
      Were goodness all some man's invention,
      Who arbitrarily made mention
    What we should follow, and whence flinch,—
    What qualities might take the style
      Of right and wrong,—and had such guessing
      Met with as general acquiescing
    As graced the alphabet erewhile,
    When A got leave an Ox to be,
    No Camel (quoth the Jews) like G*,—
    *[Footnote: Gimel, the Hebrew G, means camel.]
    For thus inventing thing and title
    Worship were that man's fit requital.
    But if the common conscience must
    Be ultimately judge, adjust
    Its apt name to each quality
    Already known,—I would decree
    Worship for such mere demonstration
      And simple work of nomenclature,
      Only the day I praised, not nature,
    But Harvey, for the circulation.
    I would praise such a Christ, with pride
    And joy, that he, as none beside,
    Had taught us how to keep the mind
    God gave him, as God gave his kind,
    Freer than they from fleshly taint:
    I would call such a Christ our Saint,
    As I declare our Poet, him
    Whose insight makes all others dim:
    A thousand poets pried at life,
    And only one amid the strife
    Rose to be Shakespeare: each shall take
    His crown, I'd say, for the world's sake—
    Though some objected—“Had we seen
    “The heart and head of each, what screen
    “Was broken there to give them light,
    “While in ourselves it shuts the sight,
    “We should no more admire, perchance,
    “That these found truth out at a glance,
    “Than marvel how the bat discerns
    “Some pitch-dark cavern's fifty turns,
    “Led by a finer tact, a gift
    “He boasts, which other birds must shift
    “Without, and grope as best they can.”
    No, freely I would praise the man,—
    Nor one whit more, if he contended
    That gift of his, from God descended.
    Ah friend, what gift of man's does not?
    No nearer something, by a jot,
    Rise an infinity of nothings
      Than one: take Euclid for your teacher:
    Distinguish kinds: do crownings, clothings,
      Make that creator which was creature?
    Multiply gifts upon man's head,
    And what, when all's done, shall be said
    But—the more gifted he, I ween!
      That one's made Christ, this other, Pilate,
    And this might be all that has been,—
      So what is there to frown or smile at?
    What is left for us, save, in growth
    Of soul, to rise up, far past both,
    From the gift looking to the giver,
    And from the cistern to the river,
    And from the finite to infinity,
    And from man's dust to God's divinity?

    XVII


    Take all in a word: the truth in God's breast
    Lies trace for trace upon curs impressed:
    Though he is so bright and we so dim,
    We are made in his image to witness him:
    And were no eye in us to tell,
      Instructed by no inner sense,
    The light of heaven from the dark of hell,
      That light would want its evidence,—
    Though justice, good and truth were still
    Divine, if, by some demon's will,
    Hatred and wrong had been proclaimed
    Law through the worlds, and right misnamed.
    No mere exposition of morality
    Made or in part or in totality,
    Should win you to give it worship, therefore:
    And, if no better proof you will care for,
    —Whom do you count the worst man upon earth?
      Be sure, he knows, in his conscience, more
    Of what right is, than arrives at birth
      In the best man's acts that we bow before:
    This last knows better—true, but my fact is,
    'Tis one thing to know, and another to practise.
    And thence I conclude that the real God-function
    Is to furnish a motive and injunction
    For practising what we know already.
    And such an injunction and such a motive
    As the God in Christ, do you waive, and “heady,
    “High-minded,” hang your tablet-votive
    Outside the fane on a finger-post?
    Morality to the uttermost,
    Supreme in Christ as we all confess,
    Why need we prove would avail no jot
    To make him God, if God he were not?
    What is the point where himself lays stress?
    Does the precept run “Believe in good,
    “In justice, truth, now understood
    “For the first time?”—or, “Believe in me,
    “Who lived and died, yet essentially
    “Am Lord of Life?” Whoever can take
    The same to his heart and for mere love's sake
    Conceive of the love,—that man obtains
    A new truth; no conviction gains
    Of an old one only, made intense
    By a fresh appeal to his faded sense.

    XVIII


    Can it be that he stays inside?
      Is the vesture left me to commune with?
      Could my soul find aught to sing in tune with
    Even at this lecture, if she tried?
    Oh, let me at lowest sympathize
    With the lurking drop of blood that lies
    In the desiccated brain's white roots
    Without throb for Christ's attributes,
    As the lecturer makes his special boast!
    If love's dead there, it has left a ghost.
    Admire we, how from heart to brain
      (Though to say so strike the doctors dumb)
    One instinct rises and falls again,
      Restoring the equilibrium.
    And how when the Critic had done his best,
    And the pearl of price, at reason's test,
    Lay dust and ashes levigable
    On the Professor's lecture-table,—
    When we looked for the inference and monition
    That our faith, reduced to such condition,
    Be swept forthwith to its natural dust-hole,—
      He bids us, when we least expect it,
    Take back our faith,—if it be not just whole,
      Yet a pearl indeed, as his tests affect it,
    Which fact pays damage done rewardingly,
    So, prize we our dust and ashes accordingly!
    “Go home and venerate the myth
    “I thus have experimented with—
    “This man, continue to adore him
    “Rather than all who went before him,
    “And all who ever followed after!”—
      Surely for this I may praise you, my brother!
    Will you take the praise in tears or laughter?
      That's one point gained: can I compass another?
    Unlearned love was safe from spurning—
    Can't we respect your loveless learning?
    Let us at least give learning honour!
    What laurels had we showered upon her,
    Girding her loins up to perturb
    Our theory of the Middle Verb;
    Or Turk-like brandishing a scimitar
    O'er anapasts in comic-trimeter;
    Or curing the halt and maimed 'Iketides,'
    [Footnote: “The Suppliants,” a fragment of a play by Aeschylus.]
    While we lounged on at our indebted ease:
    Instead of which, a tricksy demon
    Sets her at Titus or Philemon!
    When ignorance wags his ears of leather
    And hates God's word, 'tis altogether;
    Nor leaves he his congenial thistles
    To go and browse on Paul's Epistles.
    —And you, the audience, who might ravage
    The world wide, enviably savage,
    Nor heed the cry of the retriever,
    More than Herr Heine (before his fever),—
    I do not tell a lie so arrant
      As say my passion's wings are furled up,
    And, without plainest heavenly warrant,
      I were ready and glad to give the world up—
    But still, when you rub brow meticulous,
      And ponder the profit of turning holy
      If not for God's, for your own sake solely,
    —God forbid I should find you ridiculous!
    Deduce from this lecture all that eases you,
    Nay, call yourselves, if the calling pleases you,
    “Christians,”—abhor the deist's pravity,—
    Go on, you shall no more move my gravity
    Than, when I see boys ride a-cockhorse,
    I find it in my heart to embarrass them
    By hinting that their stick's a mock horse,
    And they really carry what they say carries them.

    XIX


    So sat I talking with my mind.
      I did not long to leave the door
      And find a new church, as before,
    But rather was quiet and inclined
    To prolong and enjoy the gentle resting
    From further tracking and trying and testing.
    “This tolerance is a genial mood!”
    (Said I, and a little pause ensued).
    “One trims the bark 'twixt shoal and shelf,
      “And sees, each side, the good effects of it,
    “A value for religion's self,
      “A carelessness about the sects of it.
    “Let me enjoy my own conviction,
      “Not watch my neighbour's faith with fretfulness,
    “Still spying there some dereliction
      “Of truth, perversity, forgetfulness!”
    Better a mild indifferentism,
      “Teaching that both our faiths (though duller
    “His shine through a dull spirit's prism)
      “Originally had one colour!
    “Better pursue a pilgrimage
      “Through ancient and through modern times
      “To many peoples, various climes,
    “Where I may see saint, savage, sage
    “Fuse their respective creeds in one
    “Before the general Father's throne!”

    XX


    —'Twas the horrible storm began afresh!
    The black night caught me in his mesh,
    Whirled me up, and flung me prone.
    I was left on the college-step alone.
    I looked, and far there, ever fleeting
    Far, far away, the receding gesture,
    And looming of the lessening vesture!—
    Swept forward from my stupid hand,
    While I watched my foolish heart expand
    In the lazy glow of benevolence,
      O'er the various modes of man's belief.
    I sprang up with fear's vehemence.
      Needs must there be one way, our chief
    Best way of worship: let me strive
    To find it, and when found, contrive
    My fellows also take their share!
    This constitutes my earthly care:
    God's is above it and distinct.
    For I, a man, with men am linked
    But not a brute with brutes; no gain
    That I experience, must remain
    Unshared: but should my best endeavour
    To share it, fail—subsisteth ever
    God's care above, and I exult
    That God, by God's own ways occult,
    May—doth, I will believe—bring back
    All wanderers to a single track.
    Meantime, I can but testify
    God's care for me—no more, can I—
    It is but for myself I know;
      The world rolls witnessing around me
      Only to leave me as it found me;
    Men cry there, but my ear is slow:
    There races flourish or decay
    —What boots it, while yon lucid way
    Loaded with stars divides the vault?
    But soon my soul repairs its fault
    When, sharpening sense's hebetude,
    She turns on my own life! So viewed,
    No mere mote's-breadth but teems immense
    With witnessings of providence:
    And woe to me if when I look
    Upon that record, the sole book
    Unsealed to me, I take no heed
    Of any warning that I read!
    Have I been sure, this Christmas-Eve,
    God's own hand did the rainbow weave,
    Whereby the truth from heaven slid
    Into my soul?—I cannot bid
    The world admit he stooped to heal
    My soul, as if in a thunder-peal
    Where one heard noise, and one saw flame,
    I only knew he named my name:
    But what is the world to me, for sorrow
    Or joy in its censure, when to-morrow
    It drops the remark, with just-turned head
    Then, on again, 'That man is dead'?
    Yes, but for me—my name called,—drawn
    As a conscript's lot from the lap's black yawn,
    He has dipt into on a battle-dawn:
    Bid out of life by a nod, a glance,—
    Stumbling, mute-mazed, at nature's chance,
    With a rapid finger circled round,
    Fixed to the first poor inch of ground
    To fight from, where his foot was found;
    Whose ear but a minute since lay free
    To the wide camp's buzz and gossipry—
    Summoned, a solitary man
    To end his life where his life began,
    From the safe glad rear, to the dreadful van!
    Soul of mine, hadst thou caught and held
    By the hem of the vesture!—

    XXI


                         And I caught
    At the flying robe, and unrepelled
      Was lapped again in its folds full-fraught
    With warmth and wonder and delight,
    God's mercy being infinite.
    For scarce had the words escaped my tongue,
    When, at a passionate bound, I sprung,
    Out of the wandering world of rain,
    Into the little chapel again.

    XXII


    How else was I found there, bolt upright
      On my bench, as if I had never left it?
    —Never flung out on the common at night,
      Nor met the storm and wedge-like cleft it,
    Seen the raree-show of Peter's successor,
    Or the laboratory of the Professor!
    For the Vision, that was true, I wist,
    True as that heaven and earth exist.
    There sat my friend, the yellow and tall,
    With his neck and its wen in the selfsame place;
    Yet my nearest neighbour's cheek showed gall.
      She had slid away a contemptuous space:
    And the old fat woman, late so placable,
    Eyed me with symptoms hardly mistakable,
    Of her milk of kindness turning rancid.
    In short, a spectator might have fancied
    That I had nodded, betrayed by slumber.
    Yet kept my scat, a warning ghastly,
    Through the heads of the sermon, nine in number,
    And woke up now at the tenth and lastly.
    But again, could such disgrace have happened?
      Each friend at my elbow had surely nudged it;
    And, as for the sermon, where did my nap end?
      Unless I heard it, could I have judged it?
    Could I report as I do at the close,
    First, the preacher speaks through his nose:
    Second, his gesture is too emphatic:
      Thirdly, to waive what's pedagogic,
      The subject-matter itself lacks logic:
    Fourthly, the English is ungrammatic.
    Great news! the preacher is found no Pascal,
    Whom, if I pleased, I might to the task call
    Of making square to a finite eye
    The circle of infinity,
    And find so all-but-just-succeeding!
    Great news! the sermon proves no reading
    Where bee-like in the flowers I bury me,
    Like Taylor's the immortal Jeremy!
    And now that I know the very worst of him,
    What was it I thought to obtain at first of him?
    Ha! Is God mocked, as he asks,
    Shall I take on me to change his tasks,
    And dare, despatched to a river-head
      For a simple draught of the element,
      Neglect the thing for which he sent,
    And return with another thing instead?—
    Saying, “Because the water found
    “Welling up from the underground,
    “Is mingled with the taints of earth,
    “While thou, I know, dost laugh at dearth,
    “And couldst, at wink or word, convulse
    “The world with the leap of a river-pulse,—
    “Therefore I turned from the oozings muddy,
      “And bring thee a chalice I found, instead;
    “See the brave veins in the breccia ruddy!
      “One would suppose that the marble bled.
    “What matters the water? A hope I have nursed:
      “The waterless cup will quench my thirst.”
    —Better have knelt at the poorest stream
    That trickles in pain from the straitest rift!
    For the less or the more is all God's gift,
    Who blocks up or breaks wide the granite-seam.
    And here, is there water or not, to drink?
    I then, in ignorance and weakness,
    Taking God's help, have attained to think
    My heart does best to receive in meekness
    That mode of worship, as most to his mind,
    Where earthly aids being cast behind,
    His All in All appears serene
    With the thinnest human veil between,
    Letting the mystic lamps, the seven,
    The many motions of his spirit,
    Pass, as they list, to earth from heaven.
    For the preacher's merit or demerit,
    It were to be wished the flaws were fewer
    In the earthen vessel, holding treasure
    Which lies as safe in a golden ewer;
      But the main thing is, does it hold good measure?
    Heaven soon sets right all other matters!—
      Ask, else, these ruins of humanity,
    This flesh worn out to rags and tatters,
      This soul at struggle with insanity,
    Who thence take comfort—can I doubt?—
    Which an empire gained were a loss without.
    May it be mine! And let us hope
    That no worse blessing befall the Pope,
    Turned sick at last of to-day's buffoonery,
      Of posturings and petticoatings,
      Beside his Bourbon bully's gloatings
    In the bloody orgies of drunk poltroonery!
    Nor may the Professor forego its peace
      At Gottingen presently, when, in the dusk
    Of his life, if his cough, as I fear, should increase,
      Prophesied of by that horrible husk—
    When thicker and thicker the darkness fills
    The world through his misty spectacles,
    And he gropes for something more substantial
      Than a fable, myth or personification,—
    May Christ do for him what no mere man shall,
      And stand confessed as the God of salvation!
    Meantime, in the still recurring fear
      Lest myself, at unawares, be found,
      While attacking the choice of my neighbours round,
    With none of my own made—I choose here!
    The giving out of the hymn reclaims me;
    I have done: and if any blames me,
    Thinking that merely to touch in brevity
      The topics I dwell on, were unlawful,—
    Or worse, that I trench, with undue levity,
      On the bounds of the holy and the awful,—
    I praise the heart, and pity the head of him,
    And refer myself to THEE, instead of him,
    Who head and heart alike discernest
      Looking below light speech we utter,
      When frothy spume and frequent sputter
    Prove that the soul's depths boil in earnest!
    May truth shine out, stand ever before us!
    I put up pencil and join chorus
    To Hepzibah Tune, without further apology,
      The last five verses of the third section
      Of the seventeenth hymn of Whitfield's Collection,
    To conclude with the doxology.